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<v Laura Modi>Welcome back to she Pivots. I'm Laura Modi.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Welcome back to she Pivots, the podcast where we talk

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>with women who dare to pivot out of one career

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>and into something new and explore how their personal lives

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>impact these decisions. I'm your host Emily Tisch Sussman. Today

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>we're sitting down with Laura Mody, the CEO and co

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>founder of Bobbie, a woman who not only transformed her

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>own struggle into a groundbreaking business, but is actively working

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>to shift an entire conversation, one that so many women

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>have felt deeply, but often in silence.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Laura was just.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Like so many new moms, eager, exhausted, and determined to

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>do everything quote right, and for so many, the right

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>way is often presented as one thing breastfeeding. Bobby is

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>a company that's redefining what it means to feed our babies.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>It is the first FDA approved organic baby formula that

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>is a go to choice for millions of parents.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>But before Laura built Bobby.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Into a household name in infant formula, she had a

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>decade long career in tech, from Google to Airbnb.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Laura left behind her successful career to solve for a

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>problem that she herself experienced, and admittedly I did too.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>In fact, this conversation was deeply personal for me. As

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>a mother of three, I also struggled with breastfeeding my

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>first child and was met with an overwhelming sense of

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>guilt and self doubt. Society had conditioned me to believe

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>that anything less than exclusively breastfeeding was a failure, and

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>I internalized that pressure. I remember feeling like I had to.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Justify my choice to use formula, as if I was

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>letting my baby down.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>It took time and.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>My experience with my other children to fully embrace that

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>feeding my baby in a way that worked for both

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>of us was not only okay, but the best decision

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>for my mental health. That's why Laura's work with Bobby

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>is so inspiring. She didn't just want to create a

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>better formula, She wanted to create a better conversation, one

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>where moms could make the best choice for their families,

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>without guilt, without judgment, and with full confidence that their

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>babies were getting the nutrition they needed. Laura is considered

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>one of the leaders of our time. In fact, Time

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>magazine honored her as Woman of the Year. She is

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>a force to be reckoned with, and in this episode,

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>we're going to talk about how she left behind her

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>career at Airbnb and turned her personal struggle into purpose

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>by founding Bobby. Laura's story is the perfect example of

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>how our most personal moments.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Lead to monumental pivots that can not only change our lives,

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>but thousands of others. Let's jump right in.

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<v Laura Modi>I am Laura Mody, I am the CEO of Bobby

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<v Laura Modi>and I'm Organic infant formula.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>You are from Ireland, I am What was it like

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>to grow up? How many siblings do you have?

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<v Laura Modi>Was it city country? It tell us about it. It

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<v Laura Modi>was deep country from the west of Ireland, a little

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<v Laura Modi>town called Westport in Mayo. I am the eldest of five,

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<v Laura Modi>which actually is a relatively small family. My dad is

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<v Laura Modi>one of thirteen, so even within the area there'd be

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<v Laura Modi>a lot of kids, a lot of cousins. Grew up

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<v Laura Modi>with forty eight first cousins around the area. It was

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<v Laura Modi>a quintessential Ireland upbringing. And are you the oldest of

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<v Laura Modi>all of the children? Oh so well, out of all

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<v Laura Modi>the cousins, I would be higher up. I think I'm

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<v Laura Modi>like eight of the forty eight, But I am the fifth,

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<v Laura Modi>I'm the eldest of the five kids at home, and

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<v Laura Modi>then you also need to be the role model child

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<v Laura Modi>as well, right, you know it's the eldest you are

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<v Laura Modi>in many ways. The experiment for is the school going

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<v Laura Modi>to work? You know, whatever trial and error the parents

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<v Laura Modi>wanted to have, like it was on you. Yeah, and

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<v Laura Modi>if it worked, then the rest followed. So like I

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<v Laura Modi>was the first to go to boarding school and it worked,

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<v Laura Modi>so all the other four after me followed.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>So your family had a business, your father was an entrepreneur.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Were you always involved in it was entrepreneurship kind of

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>in the in the blood of the family, like in

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>the family culture. Yeah, it's funny.

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<v Laura Modi>You never grow up thinking this is in the blood ever,

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<v Laura Modi>you know, like you're just at the dinner table and

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<v Laura Modi>you're always having conversations whether it's about risk or decision

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<v Laura Modi>making or to be honest, you're just consuming through osmosis

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<v Laura Modi>the ups and downs of what he's going through. So

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<v Laura Modi>at the time you never know it until you reach

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<v Laura Modi>a certain age and then you go, that's what that

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<v Laura Modi>was about, and you know it's just part of your

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<v Laura Modi>every day and you don't, like I said, you really

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<v Laura Modi>don't realize the benefits of it until you're in it yourself.

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<v Laura Modi>Was it truly a family business? Like?

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Were his siblings involved? Was your mom involved? The kids

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>get involved?

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<v Laura Modi>It was a family business with regards to him and

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<v Laura Modi>his two brothers, so there was thirteen kids. It was

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<v Laura Modi>third generation, so it's been passed on and it's obviously

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<v Laura Modi>evolved through multiple ways through every generation being passed down.

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<v Laura Modi>And now I want to say there is six of

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<v Laura Modi>between the cousins and my siblings who are now back

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<v Laura Modi>in the business involved as well.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Wow, did you have a vision of what it would

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>be like to be a grown up? Like did you

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>think that you would grow up and be in the

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>business or do the opposite, like, did you have a

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>vision of what you thought it would be like?

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<v Laura Modi>God, do we ever have a vision of what we're

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<v Laura Modi>like as a grown up? I know, and no, I

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<v Laura Modi>don't think I ever had a vision of being in

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<v Laura Modi>the business. I think there was always just an assumption

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<v Laura Modi>that one day you will come back, and I never

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<v Laura Modi>thought otherwise until I left the country and it was

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<v Laura Modi>a few years after leaving Arland and I thought, I

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<v Laura Modi>don't know if I'm ever going to return. Wow.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Yeah, what about it made you think that you wouldn't return.

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<v Laura Modi>You know. I think it was the first moment of

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<v Laura Modi>also just realizing I also can choose my own path

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<v Laura Modi>and forge my own way. And I was making decisions

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<v Laura Modi>and joining companies and doing things that were probably so

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<v Laura Modi>distant from the family business. You know. The family business

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<v Laura Modi>makes construction, clothing, ppe clothing, really sexy stuff, you know,

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<v Laura Modi>like hard hats and I've vins jackets, but very different

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<v Laura Modi>from the technology world that I had entered in Silicon Valley.

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<v Laura Modi>So I just grew further and further from I think

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<v Laura Modi>the core job itself, and I just loved the adrenaline

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<v Laura Modi>of starting new things and trying new things and disrupting,

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<v Laura Modi>you know, And then obviously evolved to a place where

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<v Laura Modi>I had children and they were American.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Right, So when you took the first job outside of

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>the family business, was the first job Google, that's like

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>quite a first job. That's a big deal.

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<v Laura Modi>The first job was Google, And you're right, it was

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<v Laura Modi>a big job. I remember applying for it out in California.

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<v Laura Modi>I felt like such a dream.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>But Ireland's a big tech hub, right, Yeah, Ireland's a

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>big tech tech cup and they have a big Google

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>office there in Dublin too, just getting built out at

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>the time.

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<v Laura Modi>And yeah, I applied for a job out in America.

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<v Laura Modi>It felt dreamy and you didn't think twice really about it.

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<v Laura Modi>You do it, you go through the interview process. I

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<v Laura Modi>actually decided not to tell my parents I was applying

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<v Laura Modi>for it, because you know, you just don't know where

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<v Laura Modi>it's going to go. Go through the interview process. Anyway,

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<v Laura Modi>I get the job, and I'll never forget going out

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<v Laura Modi>for dinner at my parents in Dublin and my dad

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<v Laura Modi>just putting pressure on me, say I'm like, you know,

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<v Laura Modi>college is coming to you know, you got to figure

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<v Laura Modi>out what you're going to be doing. And I remember

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<v Laura Modi>saying like, okay, how am I going to break the

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<v Laura Modi>news like I am going to move to America. And

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<v Laura Modi>I don't know how I said it. I think I

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<v Laura Modi>casually said, you know, you guys should come out for Christmas,

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<v Laura Modi>come visit me out a in America. And he just

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<v Laura Modi>turned to me and he's like, sorry, what are you saying?

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<v Laura Modi>And yeah, I got the job out in California and

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<v Laura Modi>moved out there pretty promptly, And in my mind I

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<v Laura Modi>kept thinking, I will go for a year, I'll go

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<v Laura Modi>for a year or two, get.

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<v Laura Modi>Some experience, and I'll come back. And that was it.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Soon Laura was on a plane all the way to California.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>I want you to put yourself back in the mid

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>two thousands, while most companies still had their fax number

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>on their business cards and we were just beginning to

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>use tech, Google was making waves. They are in offices,

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>ping pong tables, flexible hours, They were changing the game,

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>and Laura was at the heart of it.

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<v Laura Modi>I mean it was electric. It was, you know, landing

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<v Laura Modi>a dream job. You I mean, they had a rule

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<v Laura Modi>internally where you get to spend like eighty percent on

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<v Laura Modi>your core job and then twenty percent really ideating and

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<v Laura Modi>working in other functions or working on these side projects.

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<v Laura Modi>They allowed you to be an entrepreneur within the business

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<v Laura Modi>and obviously a lot of different perks and benefits that

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<v Laura Modi>were incredible at the time back in Silicon Valley. I mean,

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<v Laura Modi>the whole thing was really just a dream. It was

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<v Laura Modi>phenomen and I was there for four years. I learned

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<v Laura Modi>a lot. I was with exceptionally brilliant people. I mean truly,

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<v Laura Modi>and I say this all the time, like I pinched

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<v Laura Modi>myself every day. It was I am so lucky to

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<v Laura Modi>be here. How did I get here? You're constantly trying

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<v Laura Modi>to prove your value, But I never took it for granted.

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<v Laura Modi>It was an exceptional experience.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>So what were some of the entrepreneurial things you did

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>when you were at Google?

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<v Laura Modi>I mean there was you know, there was like side

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<v Laura Modi>projects that would come in from actually universities or even

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<v Laura Modi>small government type stuff, and it was like ideating on

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<v Laura Modi>new ways of driving efficiencies or new processes. I mean

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<v Laura Modi>there wasn't It wasn't like coming up with any like

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<v Laura Modi>radically new business in the company. It was just being

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<v Laura Modi>able to work on something different or even campaigns on

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<v Laura Modi>how to be able to promote something. But I was

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<v Laura Modi>still relatively junior, so I was more plugged into other

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<v Laura Modi>people's areas.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Yeah, but it was great. Yeah, but that's super interesting,

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>and I feel I can give you a little bit

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>of a taste of different fields, like a different field

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>or a different function. Yeah, because what department were you

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>actually working in? So I worked on the Google Finance

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>product so op slash product management, and it was I mean,

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>I don't know how much how many times I've shared

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>this or not, but I would stare at financial information

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>every day essentially the stock.

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<v Laura Modi>Market, and over time, after staring at it for so long,

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<v Laura Modi>I became quite tapped into what was doing well, why

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<v Laura Modi>things were doing well. I found myself day trading, which

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<v Laura Modi>also advice for no one to ever do unless you

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<v Laura Modi>really really get to like focus on this and you

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<v Laura Modi>are trained enough on it. But I actually became almost

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<v Laura Modi>like addicted to the stock market, like in the job,

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<v Laura Modi>and it was if I felt like entering an old

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<v Laura Modi>boys club learning about the lingo of the stock market

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<v Laura Modi>to watch trades, and I found myself like deep in

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<v Laura Modi>these like subreddits of the world, no like truly, And

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<v Laura Modi>I also I think gained a major appreciation for just

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<v Laura Modi>investing as well, and the fact that women overall have

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<v Laura Modi>been left out of this world. And like I said,

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<v Laura Modi>in Old Boys Club, it has become this thing we're

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<v Laura Modi>just like men in general knew and understood it a

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<v Laura Modi>lot more. But the closer I got to the nucleus

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<v Laura Modi>of it, I realized it's actually not that complicated. It

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<v Laura Modi>just had become this world where men have predominantly spent

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<v Laura Modi>their time understanding and investing and playing in the stock

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<v Laura Modi>market and women hadn't. And it's not about understanding it.

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<v Laura Modi>It was more about just like your innate ability to

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<v Laura Modi>understand what you think might do well, how you gain

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<v Laura Modi>that research and understanding. Anyway, women are amazing.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>At We're going to take a short break and when

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>we come back, Laura tells us about her first mini

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>pivot out of the comfort of Google and into the

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>unknown of a very famous startup. When I talk to

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>women who want to make a pivot, there is often

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>a hesitation of leaving a comfortable job.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>So how did you end up? Were you ready? I mean,

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>you loved the experience of Google so much. Were you

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>ready to move on? How did the next opportunity come

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>up

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Were you looking?

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<v Laura Modi>Oh, this is a fun story. Speaking of the stock market,

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<v Laura Modi>I a lot of my team was here in New

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<v Laura Modi>York and I was out in the Berry. So the

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<v Laura Modi>engineering team was here and I would come out every

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<v Laura Modi>so often and we would do a lot of plugins

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<v Laura Modi>with the New York Stock Exchange or the NASDAC, and

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<v Laura Modi>I was out for some work trip. I don't know

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<v Laura Modi>what was going on in the city at the time,

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<v Laura Modi>but it was very hard to book hotels, and you know,

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<v Laura Modi>for everything that Google offered, you know, there was still

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<v Laura Modi>a travel limit to how which you could book? And

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<v Laura Modi>I'll never forget someone turning to me and they said, well,

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<v Laura Modi>if you can't find a hotel, why don't you just

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<v Laura Modi>book an airbed and breakfast. It's like, what the hell

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<v Laura Modi>is an arabed breakfast? And I looked it up and

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<v Laura Modi>I was floored. I mean floored. I remember that feeling

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<v Laura Modi>of being like, who the hell came up with this concept?

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<v Laura Modi>Are you telling me I can stay in like a

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<v Laura Modi>real apartment, like someone's home in the middle of New

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<v Laura Modi>York City? And I did. I booked a two bed

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<v Laura Modi>apartment in Soho where I was like working here for

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<v Laura Modi>the week. I was typically staying at like I don't know,

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<v Laura Modi>the Hilton, and you're going through a typical work experience,

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<v Laura Modi>you know, going back to your hotel late at night

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<v Laura Modi>and then into the office in the morning. Anyway, I

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<v Laura Modi>called my friends back in Dublin. I was like, guys,

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<v Laura Modi>I have an apartment in New York City for a week. Anyway,

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<v Laura Modi>they were on the first flight out and they met

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<v Laura Modi>me at the apartment and I did my work thing,

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<v Laura Modi>going in out of the office every day, and we

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<v Laura Modi>would come home in the evening and we would like

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<v Laura Modi>cook food and we would live in New York City

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<v Laura Modi>life and at the kid you not. At the end

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<v Laura Modi>of that trip, I remember being like, I have to

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<v Laura Modi>work for this company, and that feeling of just knowing

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<v Laura Modi>you know what you want, or you have that light

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<v Laura Modi>or trigger inside you that says, this is going to

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<v Laura Modi>be big.

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<v Laura Modi>This is going to be huge. I need to be

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<v Laura Modi>part of whatever this is. Yeah, what was it about

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<v Laura Modi>it that made you say I have to work with

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<v Laura Modi>this company? Okay, going back to be Irisha. Just the

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<v Laura Modi>hospitality of it all. I mean, the fact that you

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<v Laura Modi>could truly.

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<v Laura Modi>Just live in someone else's home and community and removing

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<v Laura Modi>that like stranger feeling. It's just the idea that you

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<v Laura Modi>could bring community together in a close way like that

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<v Laura Modi>and stay in a stranger's bed. That idea just blew

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<v Laura Modi>my mind. And you know, growing up in a country

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<v Laura Modi>where hospitality is its currency, be in bees and community

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<v Laura Modi>and family, people don't like call to say they're showing up.

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<v Laura Modi>They just show up. They knock on your door. The

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<v Laura Modi>US walk in that is. That's how I grew up

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<v Laura Modi>and I found you know, in many ways, I think

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<v Laura Modi>Airbnb pushing on this kind of next wave of belonging

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<v Laura Modi>in community in a texture of in way the whole

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<v Laura Modi>thing was just phenomenal. And then I also, to be honest,

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<v Laura Modi>I think the investor in me was also going, hold on,

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<v Laura Modi>hospitality is a huge business, and they are like truly

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<v Laura Modi>disrupting it from the ground up in a really unique way.

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<v Laura Modi>And remember this was also at a time where on

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<v Laura Modi>the back of two thousand and seven two thousand and

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<v Laura Modi>eight crisis, you're looking at this going, actually, people can

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<v Laura Modi>earn a living on this, like this makes a lot

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<v Laura Modi>of sense. So the investor in me was quickly doing

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<v Laura Modi>the calculation to realize this could be massive if done right,

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<v Laura Modi>and I want to be part of that. I'll never

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<v Laura Modi>forget though, going through the interview process and you know,

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<v Laura Modi>deciding I'm going to leave Google and go join this

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<v Laura Modi>and I say Airben and Breakfast because it was called

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<v Laura Modi>Airben and Breakfast at the time, and they were popping

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<v Laura Modi>up in the news here and there for like, you know,

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<v Laura Modi>there was a few things going wrong in the company.

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<v Laura Modi>And anyway, I'll never forget calling home and telling my

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<v Laura Modi>dad that I'm going to leave Google join this company,

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<v Laura Modi>and the response he was like, hold on a second,

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<v Laura Modi>you're telling me that you were going to leave Google.

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<v Laura Modi>And you're going to start at B and B. It's like, nope,

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<v Laura Modi>that's not what I'm doing. It's like it sounds like

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<v Laura Modi>you are like nope, but I remember having to explain

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<v Laura Modi>the concept over and over and they just they couldn't

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<v Laura Modi>get their head around. It just didn't make sense. And

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<v Laura Modi>you know, there was a lot of are you sure

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<v Laura Modi>this is crazy? But ultimately it got to like I

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<v Laura Modi>trust you if this makes sense, like you know, good luck,

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<v Laura Modi>good riddance, let's see how it goes, and very irish

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<v Laura Modi>like yep, sure, not quite sure, but okay, I'm behind you.

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<v Laura Modi>And it wasn't that long after where all of a sudden,

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<v Laura Modi>Airbnb was in every country, every town, every village, all

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<v Laura Modi>across the world. And then you know, the parents' script

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<v Laura Modi>flipped from you know, she's lost her mind leaving good

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<v Laura Modi>Google too she knew, yeah, yeah, she all made sense.

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<v Laura Modi>And when you had this revelation like this is the

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<v Laura Modi>company that I want to be involved with, how did

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<v Laura Modi>you literally take the step. I think that many of

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<v Laura Modi>us have had the feeling of, oh, I wish I

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<v Laura Modi>could be involved in this, but we don't often know

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<v Laura Modi>how to actually take the step to find them. Did

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<v Laura Modi>you just like look online for their job openings, Like

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<v Laura Modi>how did you actually connect with them? That's exactly it

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<v Laura Modi>found found a job opening.

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<v Laura Modi>Also, remember thinking there wasn't really an appropriate job that

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<v Laura Modi>really quite made sense. So I just applied to any

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<v Laura Modi>and I remember reaching out and they pulled me in

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<v Laura Modi>for an interview. And even during the interview process, there

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<v Laura Modi>were people in the interview process who were like, are

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<v Laura Modi>you sure you want to leave Google for this? I

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<v Laura Modi>was like, well, I'm not quite sure. Now didn't make

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<v Laura Modi>you question it a little bit, but I needed something new,

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<v Laura Modi>and I think that was always in me. There was

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<v Laura Modi>that desire or spark for for always wanting to do

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<v Laura Modi>something new. Yeah, I really wanted to be there. I

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<v Laura Modi>really believed in the concept. So no, I just I

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<v Laura Modi>reached out for some random role and then it just

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<v Laura Modi>turned into one interview after another, and I think I've

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<v Laura Modi>reached out to also one of the founders on Twitter.

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<v Laura Modi>I was like, I applied for a job. I really

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<v Laura Modi>want this, Yeah, And it was pretty swift.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Actually, I did have a question about the role that

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>you went into because it wasn't like an exact next

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>step from the role that you had at Google.

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<v Laura Modi>I mean, Airbnb was a genius at hiring. Now in hindsight,

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<v Laura Modi>they looked for people who had deep, deep passion to

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<v Laura Modi>want to be there and people that they knew were

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<v Laura Modi>smart enough and hungry enough and a depth obviously, you know,

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<v Laura Modi>I mean early on, I sho'll say like, generalists make

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<v Laura Modi>the world go around, and for an early small company,

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<v Laura Modi>they do because there wasn't a month or a quarter

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<v Laura Modi>where every single person wasn't wearing multiple hats, and you

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<v Laura Modi>had to because so fast, you know. So I joined

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<v Laura Modi>technically in the world of operations, but over the course

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<v Laura Modi>of maybe the first year, I was leading growing and

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<v Laura Modi>scaling customer service operations, to growing call centers, to going

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<v Laura Modi>back to Europe and opening up offices, to trying to

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<v Laura Modi>reduce our contact rate from you know, bookings versus customer

0:21:19.800 --> 0:21:24.520
<v Laura Modi>service tickets. You are thrown into whatever the business needs.

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<v Laura Modi>And besides of some very few specialized roles, most people

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<v Laura Modi>were generalists. Again, now running and on my own business,

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<v Laura Modi>I can see that I can see that need. It's

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<v Laura Modi>really important, and it is those two things are the

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<v Laura Modi>most important, which is if you don't have the passion

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<v Laura Modi>and desire and hunger to be there also with that

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<v Laura Modi>owner founder mindset, then you're not willing to roll with

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<v Laura Modi>the punches.

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<v Laura Modi>You know.

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<v Laura Modi>You got to be there so like truly with that

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<v Laura Modi>feeling of like you want to see this succeed just

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<v Laura Modi>as much as the founders do. And now I see

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<v Laura Modi>how important that is.

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<v Laura Modi>And there was a different a change in the positioning

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<v Laura Modi>while you were there right that at first it was

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<v Laura Modi>really thought it was a tech platform, and then you

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<v Laura Modi>started to change the thinking about what the actual product was.

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<v Laura Modi>Oh, I love you asked this question. So one of

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<v Laura Modi>my all time favorite mentors idols, Chip Conley. He is

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<v Laura Modi>a hospitality guru. He grew the joa devive hotel chain

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<v Laura Modi>and Chip came into a fireside chat with the company

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<v Laura Modi>one day and really just speak to the world of hospitality.

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<v Laura Modi>And we decided to bring him on board as like

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<v Laura Modi>a part time reading guru and leader in the business.

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<v Laura Modi>And I was assigned to work closely with him to

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<v Laura Modi>really figure out how we were going to scale and

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<v Laura Modi>operationalize hospitality. And I'll never forget. I actually remember very

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<v Laura Modi>vividly what room I was sitting in at the office

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<v Laura Modi>and we were having a conversation about the product, and

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<v Laura Modi>people in the room they were talking about the product product.

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<v Laura Modi>This and we got to change the product, or like

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<v Laura Modi>there's bugs in the product, and you know, what are

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<v Laura Modi>the features of the product. And he's sitting there like

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<v Laura Modi>glazing over on this conversation. Anyway, the meeting ends and

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<v Laura Modi>he pulls me aside and he's like, they keep talking

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<v Laura Modi>about the product without the Irish accent. And he's like,

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<v Laura Modi>what do they mean? And I was like, well, you

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<v Laura Modi>know the technology. And I pull up you know, airbnb

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<v Laura Modi>dot com and I look at the homepage. He's like,

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<v Laura Modi>isn't the product the host? Isn't the product the person

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<v Laura Modi>who is giving the experience of hospitality and opening up

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<v Laura Modi>their home and keeping it clean and providing a memorable experience.

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<v Laura Modi>Isn't that the product? And it was like a light

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<v Laura Modi>going off. It's like, oh my god, you were absolutely right.

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<v Laura Modi>People are not buying or using Airbnb because the button

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<v Laura Modi>felt amazing to click on, or because it was such

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<v Laura Modi>an easy purchasing experience, Like that is your path to

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<v Laura Modi>great acquisition. Yes, it's your path to great discovery, but

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<v Laura Modi>that's not why people use it. And that mentality and

0:24:08.320 --> 0:24:11.320
<v Laura Modi>that triggering and you know, full credit to Chip for

0:24:11.359 --> 0:24:14.720
<v Laura Modi>really triggering that idea in the company. It then became

0:24:14.840 --> 0:24:20.000
<v Laura Modi>our mission to filter this across the whole business. Though,

0:24:20.040 --> 0:24:22.960
<v Laura Modi>if we could get that mentality to realize that we

0:24:23.080 --> 0:24:25.960
<v Laura Modi>need to make sure that every single experience across multi

0:24:26.160 --> 0:24:29.439
<v Laura Modi>million millions of homes all across this world, all have

0:24:29.520 --> 0:24:32.800
<v Laura Modi>to be able to provide a unique and credible experience

0:24:32.800 --> 0:24:36.920
<v Laura Modi>that matches expectations. That is the product, and it did,

0:24:37.000 --> 0:24:41.080
<v Laura Modi>it changed, and it's It's one piece of advice. I

0:24:41.119 --> 0:24:43.400
<v Laura Modi>mean to be fair in life, but for a lot

0:24:43.400 --> 0:24:46.280
<v Laura Modi>of early companies to really know what you stand for,

0:24:47.240 --> 0:24:50.959
<v Laura Modi>know why people are coming to, know your why, and

0:24:51.560 --> 0:24:53.520
<v Laura Modi>not to lose it because it's very easy just to

0:24:53.520 --> 0:24:56.680
<v Laura Modi>wake up and do your day to day and get

0:24:56.720 --> 0:24:59.280
<v Laura Modi>lost in the day to day operations of the business.

0:24:59.760 --> 0:25:02.720
<v Laura Modi>But then if you zoom out, you have to remember

0:25:02.760 --> 0:25:04.120
<v Laura Modi>that at the end of the day, people are coming

0:25:04.119 --> 0:25:08.680
<v Laura Modi>to you for one very particular reason. Know your why.

0:25:09.720 --> 0:25:13.800
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>After the break, we dive into Laura's personal experience that

0:25:14.000 --> 0:25:17.679
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>ultimately led her to start Bobby and how she's fighting

0:25:17.720 --> 0:25:20.040
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>on the front lines to change the way we think

0:25:20.040 --> 0:25:21.199
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>about formula feeding.

0:25:31.400 --> 0:25:33.879
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Okay, so let's bring in your personal here. You were

0:25:33.920 --> 0:25:36.720
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>at Airbnb for many years.

0:25:37.040 --> 0:25:44.000
<v Laura Modi>Well, it was at Airbnb when my now husband, then stranger,

0:25:44.760 --> 0:25:47.399
<v Laura Modi>had joined the company, and it was actually at a

0:25:47.480 --> 0:25:51.280
<v Laura Modi>company happy hour late on a Friday night, and he

0:25:51.440 --> 0:25:54.440
<v Laura Modi>was going through the consideration phase of joining and any

0:25:54.560 --> 0:25:56.640
<v Laura Modi>he was invited to the happy hour and we got

0:25:56.640 --> 0:26:00.800
<v Laura Modi>talking at the bar, and he we went on a

0:26:00.840 --> 0:26:03.560
<v Laura Modi>date or two, and I think, deep down I was like, oh, please,

0:26:03.560 --> 0:26:06.800
<v Laura Modi>don't join the company. But then he did join the company,

0:26:07.240 --> 0:26:12.399
<v Laura Modi>and we worked and dated together for the next two years.

0:26:12.400 --> 0:26:13.080
<v Laura Modi>I want to say.

0:26:13.359 --> 0:26:16.280
<v Laura Modi>Anyway, the source of it is was getting serious enough.

0:26:16.640 --> 0:26:19.480
<v Laura Modi>He ultimately ended up leaving, and then just as he left,

0:26:19.840 --> 0:26:24.480
<v Laura Modi>we got engaged. I stayed and then very quickly because

0:26:24.520 --> 0:26:29.720
<v Laura Modi>I'm Irish, got pregnant and was having my first kid,

0:26:29.800 --> 0:26:32.800
<v Laura Modi>and I was still at Airbnb, still loving my career,

0:26:33.040 --> 0:26:34.920
<v Laura Modi>still in a position where I thought I'm going to

0:26:34.960 --> 0:26:36.680
<v Laura Modi>go take leave and then I'm going to come back,

0:26:37.640 --> 0:26:39.720
<v Laura Modi>and everything changed.

0:26:42.600 --> 0:26:45.720
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>It's important to note at the time, not only was

0:26:45.760 --> 0:26:49.359
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Laura working for a fast paced startup, her husband was

0:26:49.480 --> 0:26:50.560
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>also a founder.

0:26:51.720 --> 0:26:56.080
<v Laura Modi>So yeah, he had started his company on the outside.

0:26:56.160 --> 0:26:58.440
<v Laura Modi>I was still at Airbnb, and we had our first daughter,

0:26:59.000 --> 0:27:02.040
<v Laura Modi>and you know, first kidd, it's I mean, it's like

0:27:02.080 --> 0:27:04.480
<v Laura Modi>a honeymoon. You're enjoying every part of it. It's great

0:27:05.119 --> 0:27:09.200
<v Laura Modi>you're able to do it fairly easy with one kid. Bosh,

0:27:09.400 --> 0:27:11.520
<v Laura Modi>what I on think I had been fully prepared for

0:27:11.600 --> 0:27:14.960
<v Laura Modi>I knew I wasn't fully prepared for was how much

0:27:15.119 --> 0:27:19.959
<v Laura Modi>reality did not match expectations for a lot of the

0:27:20.080 --> 0:27:24.520
<v Laura Modi>really fundamental parts of having a child. And actually, to

0:27:24.520 --> 0:27:27.119
<v Laura Modi>bring it back to ship Conley, an equation that he

0:27:27.200 --> 0:27:32.680
<v Laura Modi>used to always use was that disappointment equals expectations minus

0:27:32.800 --> 0:27:35.159
<v Laura Modi>reality consumer.

0:27:35.359 --> 0:27:37.600
<v Laura Modi>That can apply on a lot of context, a lot

0:27:37.640 --> 0:27:43.719
<v Laura Modi>of context. And I went into motherhood and one of

0:27:43.760 --> 0:27:48.679
<v Laura Modi>those first things that I expected I would do and

0:27:48.680 --> 0:27:52.080
<v Laura Modi>that I expected would work, that I expected the skies

0:27:52.119 --> 0:27:54.679
<v Laura Modi>would open up, was going to be around how I

0:27:54.800 --> 0:27:59.480
<v Laura Modi>fed my daughter and Irish Catholic woman. I thought, I'm

0:27:59.520 --> 0:28:00.840
<v Laura Modi>going to walk in here and I'm going to be

0:28:00.880 --> 0:28:03.520
<v Laura Modi>up to breasted turn It's going to be beautiful. And

0:28:03.760 --> 0:28:08.000
<v Laura Modi>reality was just not that at all. I mean, I God,

0:28:08.200 --> 0:28:10.560
<v Laura Modi>I like even have PTSD thinking back to it now,

0:28:10.640 --> 0:28:13.360
<v Laura Modi>because I mean, if I had gotten the help, if

0:28:13.359 --> 0:28:16.959
<v Laura Modi>I had lactation support around me, you know, early on,

0:28:17.000 --> 0:28:20.480
<v Laura Modi>but no, I just the latch wasn't right. It just

0:28:20.600 --> 0:28:25.760
<v Laura Modi>wasn't working. It led to mastitis horrible. You know, my

0:28:25.760 --> 0:28:30.000
<v Laura Modi>my nipples were bleeding and bruised and blistered and I

0:28:30.080 --> 0:28:32.800
<v Laura Modi>ultimately couldn't get milk out. And this was a few

0:28:32.840 --> 0:28:36.880
<v Laura Modi>days in and I did. I had a fabulous alactation consultant.

0:28:36.920 --> 0:28:39.600
<v Laura Modi>She actually came to my house and she's like, you

0:28:40.160 --> 0:28:43.320
<v Laura Modi>need to turn to formula, like it's you need to

0:28:43.720 --> 0:28:46.600
<v Laura Modi>give your breasts a few days break. We need to

0:28:46.640 --> 0:28:48.760
<v Laura Modi>like work on this back up. This one will work,

0:28:48.840 --> 0:28:51.160
<v Laura Modi>this one. We went through the whole thing, and I

0:28:51.160 --> 0:28:54.200
<v Laura Modi>remember just thinking, man, I was completely unprepared for that.

0:28:54.680 --> 0:28:57.360
<v Laura Modi>And yeah, I found myself then turning to formula.

0:28:57.560 --> 0:29:02.600
<v Laura Modi>And had you thought specifically did you do actually contemplated breastfeeding,

0:29:02.640 --> 0:29:04.880
<v Laura Modi>Like I just didn't think about it. I felt like

0:29:04.920 --> 0:29:06.960
<v Laura Modi>they told me to breastfeeding, so I did, but I didn't.

0:29:07.280 --> 0:29:10.040
<v Laura Modi>That's a great question. No, Yeah, No, I just felt

0:29:10.040 --> 0:29:11.480
<v Laura Modi>like people told me I was supposed to do it. No,

0:29:11.600 --> 0:29:15.400
<v Laura Modi>I just assumed I would. Yeah, and I just assumed

0:29:15.440 --> 0:29:17.840
<v Laura Modi>it would work. But I didn't go through any steps

0:29:17.880 --> 0:29:20.240
<v Laura Modi>to go. Let me make sure I'm prepared for this.

0:29:20.880 --> 0:29:23.160
<v Laura Modi>Let me make sure that i'm I have the support

0:29:23.240 --> 0:29:26.240
<v Laura Modi>around me, I have a lactation consultant, I can call

0:29:26.800 --> 0:29:31.720
<v Laura Modi>I'm mentally prepared for the ups and downs, and I mean, honestly,

0:29:31.800 --> 0:29:36.400
<v Laura Modi>even the physical the physical pain was something no one

0:29:36.400 --> 0:29:38.040
<v Laura Modi>had ever talked about, yeah, at all.

0:29:38.360 --> 0:29:42.880
<v Laura Modi>So I was very taken back, very And it was

0:29:42.920 --> 0:29:45.160
<v Laura Modi>one of those first moments because obviously you start feeding

0:29:45.160 --> 0:29:46.960
<v Laura Modi>in the hospital, and it was one of those moments

0:29:47.000 --> 0:29:49.640
<v Laura Modi>being like, oh man, this is the first part of

0:29:49.720 --> 0:29:52.840
<v Laura Modi>motherhood that I feel completely in the dark on and

0:29:53.040 --> 0:29:54.360
<v Laura Modi>completely unprepared for.

0:29:56.360 --> 0:29:58.920
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Laura and I are about the same age, and as

0:29:58.960 --> 0:30:01.880
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>she was talking through all of this, I couldn't help

0:30:01.920 --> 0:30:04.760
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>but feel those old feelings bubble up inside of me.

0:30:05.600 --> 0:30:09.680
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>It's like she was speaking directly about my experience. I

0:30:09.720 --> 0:30:13.080
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>remember that guilt and the doubt that started to become

0:30:13.200 --> 0:30:17.040
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>about so much more than breastfeeding. It was about my

0:30:17.120 --> 0:30:19.920
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>ability to be a mother, to care for my child,

0:30:20.360 --> 0:30:23.920
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>that I was somehow doing a bad job, and I

0:30:23.920 --> 0:30:27.800
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>think really terrified me that I felt like, I'm definitely

0:30:27.800 --> 0:30:30.920
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>doing this very badly, Like it's not going well.

0:30:31.560 --> 0:30:33.880
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Can I keep a child alive? Like can I do

0:30:33.920 --> 0:30:34.760
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>any of the parts?

0:30:35.480 --> 0:30:37.320
<v Laura Modi>And that's exactly it. If this is meant to be

0:30:37.360 --> 0:30:40.680
<v Laura Modi>one of the most easy, beautiful pieces of the job,

0:30:40.760 --> 0:30:43.640
<v Laura Modi>that is you start questioning yourself. Yeah, and that guilt

0:30:43.640 --> 0:30:45.800
<v Laura Modi>starts to come in where you're going, well, if I can't,

0:30:45.800 --> 0:30:49.040
<v Laura Modi>am I failing her? Am I failing motherhood? Am I failing?

0:30:49.480 --> 0:30:52.400
<v Laura Modi>You know? I'm just failing? And it's that it plays

0:30:52.440 --> 0:30:55.320
<v Laura Modi>on you and I hear it all the time with mothers,

0:30:55.360 --> 0:30:57.840
<v Laura Modi>which is, even if they do get their supply up

0:30:57.880 --> 0:31:00.320
<v Laura Modi>and it ends up working, you go through the early

0:31:00.440 --> 0:31:03.000
<v Laura Modi>days of questioning like are you able to do this?

0:31:03.480 --> 0:31:05.360
<v Laura Modi>Not just feeding, but are you able to take on

0:31:05.440 --> 0:31:08.560
<v Laura Modi>motherhood at large? Becomes a big question. But I also

0:31:08.680 --> 0:31:13.440
<v Laura Modi>remember that feeling taking me back where I had gone

0:31:13.440 --> 0:31:15.920
<v Laura Modi>through all of these moments in my life and my career,

0:31:16.120 --> 0:31:19.920
<v Laura Modi>where I could stare at the unknown and I could

0:31:19.920 --> 0:31:22.680
<v Laura Modi>still find myself in a confident position I can do this.

0:31:23.000 --> 0:31:26.920
<v Laura Modi>I had enough kind of mental strength to be able

0:31:26.960 --> 0:31:30.640
<v Laura Modi>to push through any unknowns. That was my life. In

0:31:30.680 --> 0:31:33.200
<v Laura Modi>many ways, it became my identity. So to be in

0:31:33.240 --> 0:31:38.040
<v Laura Modi>a position where I was now the most vulnerable mom

0:31:38.400 --> 0:31:41.240
<v Laura Modi>woman I had ever been in my life, that emotion

0:31:41.360 --> 0:31:42.040
<v Laura Modi>took me back.

0:31:42.360 --> 0:31:43.640
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>It's like who am I?

0:31:44.560 --> 0:31:50.080
<v Laura Modi>That identity crisis of questioning yourself and feeling guilty to

0:31:50.080 --> 0:31:52.360
<v Laura Modi>the point where you're making up a bottle. You're on

0:31:52.400 --> 0:31:54.320
<v Laura Modi>your way to the park to meet with your mom.

0:31:54.360 --> 0:31:57.520
<v Laura Modi>Friends you know are successfully breastfeeding and it's beautiful and

0:31:57.560 --> 0:31:59.200
<v Laura Modi>it's going great for them, and you're looking at the

0:31:59.240 --> 0:32:01.560
<v Laura Modi>formula in your bossy and you're like, will this pass

0:32:01.640 --> 0:32:05.240
<v Laura Modi>his breast moment because you don't want to have the conversation.

0:32:05.520 --> 0:32:08.400
<v Laura Modi>You don't want to get the sigh, you don't want

0:32:08.400 --> 0:32:12.760
<v Laura Modi>to get the I'm sorry, and yeah, the emotions are real.

0:32:13.840 --> 0:32:16.520
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Often our guests cry on this show, but this is

0:32:16.560 --> 0:32:19.760
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>the first time that I've cried on the show, Emily,

0:32:20.640 --> 0:32:24.400
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>because that was exactly what I felt that my whole

0:32:24.480 --> 0:32:29.000
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>identity was being really good in like really good in

0:32:29.080 --> 0:32:32.600
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>conflict and really good finding a path forward through something

0:32:32.640 --> 0:32:36.440
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>I didn't know and I couldn't find a path forward,

0:32:36.800 --> 0:32:38.880
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>and it was so much bigger than just breastfeeding. Was like,

0:32:38.920 --> 0:32:41.840
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>I can't figure out how to take care of this

0:32:41.920 --> 0:32:44.480
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>baby that it really hits.

0:32:44.720 --> 0:32:48.160
<v Laura Modi>It does, and to think about let's get back to

0:32:48.200 --> 0:32:51.760
<v Laura Modi>the joys of parenting. You have just created the most precious,

0:32:51.920 --> 0:32:55.000
<v Laura Modi>most beautiful thing that you will ever have in life.

0:32:55.720 --> 0:32:58.440
<v Laura Modi>Like your heart explodes in ways that you had just

0:32:58.600 --> 0:33:01.480
<v Laura Modi>never ever, ever experienced, and the fact that you are

0:33:01.560 --> 0:33:05.560
<v Laura Modi>now not able to fully enjoy that exploding heart and

0:33:05.680 --> 0:33:11.520
<v Laura Modi>moment enjoy because you're also taking on the conflict of

0:33:12.000 --> 0:33:15.720
<v Laura Modi>failing her, failing you, failing society, and all these expectations

0:33:15.720 --> 0:33:18.800
<v Laura Modi>like that's unfair. This is a very special moment in time.

0:33:18.840 --> 0:33:21.640
<v Laura Modi>You should be enjoying every aspect of this without having

0:33:21.680 --> 0:33:23.520
<v Laura Modi>to take on all the guilts that comes with it

0:33:23.560 --> 0:33:24.000
<v Laura Modi>as well.

0:33:25.640 --> 0:33:28.720
<v Laura Modi>And obviously, I mean, we co down a rabbit hole

0:33:28.760 --> 0:33:31.720
<v Laura Modi>on this topic, but you zoom out. And I've spent

0:33:31.800 --> 0:33:34.200
<v Laura Modi>a lot of time studying where does that guilt come from?

0:33:34.320 --> 0:33:36.120
<v Laura Modi>Why is there so much pressure, or where does it

0:33:36.160 --> 0:33:39.120
<v Laura Modi>come from in society? And I don't think it is

0:33:39.520 --> 0:33:41.360
<v Laura Modi>and I truly believe this. I don't think it's that

0:33:41.840 --> 0:33:45.720
<v Laura Modi>your friend or someone who gave that sigh, that person's

0:33:45.800 --> 0:33:49.040
<v Laura Modi>not judging, they're not They truly want the best for you,

0:33:49.080 --> 0:33:50.440
<v Laura Modi>they want the best of the baby. They're not going

0:33:50.440 --> 0:33:52.160
<v Laura Modi>to bed that night going hm, I can't believe she's

0:33:52.160 --> 0:33:54.920
<v Laura Modi>feeding her baby formula. They're not. They're moving on. But

0:33:55.040 --> 0:34:00.200
<v Laura Modi>we have just built ourselves in society to believe that

0:34:00.280 --> 0:34:02.080
<v Laura Modi>there is one way two feet of baby and that's

0:34:02.120 --> 0:34:06.760
<v Laura Modi>what's best. That has just been a societal message over

0:34:06.840 --> 0:34:11.040
<v Laura Modi>and over and because of that, everyone around us and

0:34:11.120 --> 0:34:14.040
<v Laura Modi>sometimes it's, like I said, they're definitely not judging. It

0:34:14.040 --> 0:34:16.880
<v Laura Modi>could be a pediatrician, it could be the person who's

0:34:16.920 --> 0:34:20.799
<v Laura Modi>introducing you back to the office. It's just their natural

0:34:20.960 --> 0:34:24.480
<v Laura Modi>instinct is just to have a reaction to the fact

0:34:24.520 --> 0:34:27.120
<v Laura Modi>that you may not be doing what society has put

0:34:27.160 --> 0:34:30.080
<v Laura Modi>on a pedestal that is it. So now we're all

0:34:30.120 --> 0:34:33.920
<v Laura Modi>battling with the internal judgment in guilt, but that person

0:34:33.920 --> 0:34:36.160
<v Laura Modi>has already moved on. They're not thinking about it, they're

0:34:36.200 --> 0:34:39.759
<v Laura Modi>certainly not judging. And then the bigger question becomes in,

0:34:39.880 --> 0:34:43.320
<v Laura Modi>especially for a brand like Bobby, and we're trying to

0:34:43.360 --> 0:34:45.879
<v Laura Modi>shift that narrative, which is, how do you shift the

0:34:45.920 --> 0:34:52.200
<v Laura Modi>societal narrative that even though breast might be considered best,

0:34:53.080 --> 0:34:56.600
<v Laura Modi>that what's best is really whatever that personal situation or

0:34:56.719 --> 0:35:00.160
<v Laura Modi>dynamic is, and how you change that message.

0:35:01.520 --> 0:35:05.360
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Laura didn't arrive at that incredibly helpful and encouraging message

0:35:05.440 --> 0:35:08.840
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>quite so easily. She first went to the store to

0:35:08.920 --> 0:35:12.440
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>find formula for her newborn baby and was mortified at

0:35:12.440 --> 0:35:16.560
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>what she found, and slowly between all the diapers and

0:35:16.600 --> 0:35:20.680
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>sleepless nights. She started to put the pieces together. We

0:35:20.960 --> 0:35:24.279
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>as a society, we are sorely behind the ball when

0:35:24.320 --> 0:35:28.120
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>it came to healthy, nutritious formula options. That here's the

0:35:28.200 --> 0:35:31.600
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>key point. Parents felt confident buying for their baby.

0:35:32.520 --> 0:35:35.640
<v Laura Modi>It's also funny, there's this assumption that I with my

0:35:35.680 --> 0:35:38.120
<v Laura Modi>first child. I was in the pharmacy and I saw

0:35:38.160 --> 0:35:40.920
<v Laura Modi>the product, and there's an assumption. Then I was like, Aha,

0:35:40.960 --> 0:35:43.520
<v Laura Modi>I'm going to go start a formula company. No, no,

0:35:44.239 --> 0:35:44.560
<v Laura Modi>I was.

0:35:44.640 --> 0:35:46.240
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>I was quite impressed you were thinking about anything.

0:35:46.440 --> 0:35:48.480
<v Laura Modi>I don't know. Five days in, I was still like

0:35:48.520 --> 0:35:50.560
<v Laura Modi>in that emotional guilts and roller coaster. I was forty

0:35:50.560 --> 0:35:52.799
<v Laura Modi>pounds overweight, I was exhausted. I was like, who the

0:35:52.800 --> 0:35:56.080
<v Laura Modi>hell am I this is ever gonna work? And No,

0:35:56.239 --> 0:36:00.000
<v Laura Modi>it was like they were all little like steps towards

0:36:00.080 --> 0:36:02.560
<v Laura Modi>It's what I call my PhD at the time in

0:36:02.600 --> 0:36:05.520
<v Laura Modi>this market, industry and product where then I got home

0:36:05.520 --> 0:36:07.080
<v Laura Modi>when I read the back of the label, and then

0:36:07.120 --> 0:36:08.840
<v Laura Modi>I went on Google. Then I'm in the middle of

0:36:08.920 --> 0:36:12.000
<v Laura Modi>the night and I'm in my subreddits and I'm consuming.

0:36:12.040 --> 0:36:14.160
<v Laura Modi>I'm consuming and consuming, and that goes on for the

0:36:14.200 --> 0:36:18.600
<v Laura Modi>next year. Even while I returned back to Airbnb after leave,

0:36:18.920 --> 0:36:21.280
<v Laura Modi>and that was another moment. I'm like, whoa, whoa, whoa.

0:36:22.080 --> 0:36:25.040
<v Laura Modi>You were telling me that the same government who says, hey, mom,

0:36:25.040 --> 0:36:27.919
<v Laura Modi>you should breastfeed for six months is also the same

0:36:27.920 --> 0:36:30.799
<v Laura Modi>government who's not giving us the paid leave to do so.

0:36:31.640 --> 0:36:35.560
<v Laura Modi>Everywhere I went, I was having these little epiphanies for

0:36:35.800 --> 0:36:39.280
<v Laura Modi>what needed to change, from the product to the message,

0:36:39.320 --> 0:36:43.919
<v Laura Modi>to policies across the board. And I was two weeks

0:36:43.920 --> 0:36:47.239
<v Laura Modi>pregnant with my second child, and it was at that

0:36:47.360 --> 0:36:50.360
<v Laura Modi>point I peed on the stick it said I was pregnant.

0:36:50.400 --> 0:36:52.400
<v Laura Modi>I turned to my husband, I said, I'm going to

0:36:52.400 --> 0:36:55.239
<v Laura Modi>start a formula company and there will be a better

0:36:55.280 --> 0:37:02.800
<v Laura Modi>formula on the market by the time I had this baby.

0:37:00.120 --> 0:37:02.400
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Went to market immediately making waves.

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<v Speaker 6>Well, there's a new style of organic formula called Bobby,

0:37:06.239 --> 0:37:09.120
<v Speaker 6>and it is changing the industry. Bobby had more than

0:37:09.239 --> 0:37:12.799
<v Speaker 6>eighteen million dollars in sales in its first year and

0:37:12.840 --> 0:37:15.960
<v Speaker 6>it is the fastest growing infant formula to enter the

0:37:15.960 --> 0:37:17.440
<v Speaker 6>American market in decades.

0:37:17.880 --> 0:37:22.520
<v Speaker 7>Founder of Bobby, it's the first and only USDA certified

0:37:22.640 --> 0:37:26.640
<v Speaker 7>organic baby formula manufactured right here in the US. Bobby

0:37:26.680 --> 0:37:29.440
<v Speaker 7>It's named after her daughter's word for Bottle was founded

0:37:29.440 --> 0:37:32.880
<v Speaker 7>in twenty eighteen after Modi realized the only baby formulas

0:37:32.920 --> 0:37:36.439
<v Speaker 7>available in stores contained ingredients that she would not even

0:37:36.440 --> 0:37:37.280
<v Speaker 7>feed herself.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>So you had the initial hurdle of saying, I have

0:37:42.280 --> 0:37:45.360
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>the answer to this problem, but you had an additional

0:37:45.440 --> 0:37:49.719
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>hurdle of convincing everyone that there should be a solution, right,

0:37:49.719 --> 0:37:52.120
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>because we have this societal problem that everyone thinks you're

0:37:52.120 --> 0:37:53.160
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>just supposed to recue that you have.

0:37:53.920 --> 0:37:58.080
<v Laura Modi>My God, I've PTSD does say that, I know that

0:37:58.200 --> 0:38:01.239
<v Laura Modi>was exactly right. But let's start with the fact that

0:38:01.280 --> 0:38:03.880
<v Laura Modi>I was seven and a half months pregnant and I

0:38:04.239 --> 0:38:08.960
<v Laura Modi>was waddling around Silicon Valley meeting one investor after another.

0:38:09.440 --> 0:38:13.600
<v Laura Modi>And you know, I also PSA say like, not every

0:38:13.640 --> 0:38:17.239
<v Laura Modi>investor is made equal, you know, they all look at

0:38:17.520 --> 0:38:21.640
<v Laura Modi>problems and solutions very differently. But yeah, I was walking

0:38:21.760 --> 0:38:28.040
<v Laura Modi>into a predominantly male culture who had predominantly been investing

0:38:28.160 --> 0:38:34.840
<v Laura Modi>in technology, and just even CpG in general wasn't as

0:38:35.120 --> 0:38:38.600
<v Laura Modi>it just wasn't as predominant as tech. But here's what

0:38:38.719 --> 0:38:41.240
<v Laura Modi>really hit me when I went to go pitch the problem.

0:38:41.480 --> 0:38:44.160
<v Laura Modi>One of the challenges I had was being seven and

0:38:44.200 --> 0:38:47.160
<v Laura Modi>a half months pregnant. It was very hard for investors

0:38:47.719 --> 0:38:50.000
<v Laura Modi>not to look at me as a mom that had

0:38:50.000 --> 0:38:55.000
<v Laura Modi>a problem she wanted to solve for herself, versus an

0:38:55.200 --> 0:38:59.120
<v Laura Modi>entrepreneur who saw a really big opportunity. And I felt

0:38:59.120 --> 0:39:03.000
<v Laura Modi>that you got the questions. They're looking at your stomach,

0:39:03.239 --> 0:39:07.680
<v Laura Modi>they're questioning the why behind this, and you're trying to

0:39:07.680 --> 0:39:10.960
<v Laura Modi>get them to focus on the bigger picture. But it's

0:39:11.000 --> 0:39:16.400
<v Laura Modi>an emotional and extremely personal product. It's an extremely personal problem.

0:39:16.920 --> 0:39:19.520
<v Laura Modi>So if someone on the other side doesn't see the

0:39:19.560 --> 0:39:24.080
<v Laura Modi>problem with current formulas or ways of messaging and a

0:39:24.239 --> 0:39:27.319
<v Laura Modi>narrative that needs to change, it's very hard to break through,

0:39:27.960 --> 0:39:31.160
<v Laura Modi>very hard. And yes, because of societal problem, there was

0:39:31.239 --> 0:39:33.880
<v Laura Modi>really only a small percentage of them that the message

0:39:33.960 --> 0:39:36.799
<v Laura Modi>landed for. Did you find that there was one thing

0:39:36.840 --> 0:39:40.200
<v Laura Modi>in particular that broke through. I think when you're looking

0:39:40.280 --> 0:39:46.840
<v Laura Modi>to change or disrupt an industry, usually when it's predominantly

0:39:46.880 --> 0:39:49.839
<v Laura Modi>owned by a few players. So in this situation, the

0:39:49.880 --> 0:39:55.040
<v Laura Modi>infant formula market for decades was a duoptly and that duoptly,

0:39:55.360 --> 0:39:58.040
<v Laura Modi>you know, the same formula that you yourself probably consumed

0:39:58.040 --> 0:39:59.640
<v Laura Modi>as a child was the same one you remind for

0:39:59.680 --> 0:40:03.960
<v Laura Modi>your and no matter how much you believe in the

0:40:04.160 --> 0:40:06.920
<v Laura Modi>change or not, or this is the product that you

0:40:07.320 --> 0:40:10.120
<v Laura Modi>want to back, it was hard to deny that this

0:40:10.400 --> 0:40:13.760
<v Laura Modi>was a product in industry that hadn't changed in fourty

0:40:13.800 --> 0:40:14.799
<v Laura Modi>plus years.

0:40:15.440 --> 0:40:19.400
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Bobby redefined what formula was and not without bumps in

0:40:19.440 --> 0:40:22.440
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>the road. Early on in the business, the FDA came

0:40:22.520 --> 0:40:26.160
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>knocking and it required Laura to think on her feet.

0:40:26.320 --> 0:40:29.920
<v Speaker 7>It's not easy to go about FDA approval for anything.

0:40:29.960 --> 0:40:31.800
<v Speaker 7>I mean, you didn't just start a company. You started

0:40:31.840 --> 0:40:33.400
<v Speaker 7>a company that has to go through a lot of

0:40:33.480 --> 0:40:34.680
<v Speaker 7>regulatory processes.

0:40:34.760 --> 0:40:36.279
<v Laura Modi>What was it like to learn those.

0:40:36.840 --> 0:40:39.600
<v Speaker 5>We actually got FDA greenrit a year ago, but we

0:40:39.640 --> 0:40:43.880
<v Speaker 5>spent that last year sourcing ingredients from partners that have

0:40:44.080 --> 0:40:47.600
<v Speaker 5>the same level of expectations and high quality standards.

0:40:47.120 --> 0:40:47.560
<v Speaker 6>That we do.

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<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Then the formula shortage crisis happened and Bobby once again

0:40:53.600 --> 0:40:58.280
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>was staring down a huge problem. But in true Laura fashion,

0:40:58.920 --> 0:41:01.799
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>she turned what could've been a low point into one

0:41:01.800 --> 0:41:06.200
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>of her most savvy business decisions yet, her decision to

0:41:06.320 --> 0:41:08.360
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>buy a manufacturing plant.

0:41:10.040 --> 0:41:13.080
<v Laura Modi>I'm one year into the market and I woke up

0:41:13.280 --> 0:41:16.600
<v Laura Modi>to the President of the United States on the news

0:41:17.400 --> 0:41:20.759
<v Laura Modi>basically saying that America wasn't able to feed babies. We

0:41:20.840 --> 0:41:24.000
<v Laura Modi>had hit an infant formula crisis in this country. Think

0:41:24.000 --> 0:41:28.320
<v Laura Modi>about that. For forty plus years, this industry had really

0:41:28.360 --> 0:41:30.400
<v Laura Modi>never been in the news. No one ever talked about it.

0:41:30.440 --> 0:41:32.680
<v Laura Modi>In fact, they were looking for the exit any time

0:41:32.800 --> 0:41:37.120
<v Laura Modi>anyone spoke about infant formula. And now it's all over

0:41:37.160 --> 0:41:39.359
<v Laura Modi>the news. It was the second most talked about news

0:41:39.360 --> 0:41:44.040
<v Laura Modi>item outside of the Ukraine War. And it's true, America

0:41:44.680 --> 0:41:48.799
<v Laura Modi>wasn't resilient enough because of a lack of manufacturing it

0:41:48.840 --> 0:41:52.120
<v Laura Modi>had in this country, the lack of choice, the duopoly,

0:41:52.400 --> 0:41:57.600
<v Laura Modi>the concentration. We were not resilient enough to sustain a crisis.

0:41:57.840 --> 0:42:02.600
<v Laura Modi>And in that moment, I remember thinking, Wow, on one side,

0:42:02.640 --> 0:42:05.319
<v Laura Modi>I am sitting here and I'm watching the news, but

0:42:05.400 --> 0:42:09.520
<v Laura Modi>this is my industry. I am leading and in many

0:42:09.520 --> 0:42:13.400
<v Laura Modi>ways what I hope to be trailblazing and disrupting this market.

0:42:13.920 --> 0:42:17.600
<v Laura Modi>And this is the moment. It's in crisis, and you

0:42:17.640 --> 0:42:19.880
<v Laura Modi>have a choice in that moment, and I remember thinking

0:42:19.920 --> 0:42:21.600
<v Laura Modi>it was like, Okay, so we can either take a

0:42:21.840 --> 0:42:24.280
<v Laura Modi>step back and we can watch this on the sidelines

0:42:24.320 --> 0:42:26.800
<v Laura Modi>and see how it pans out, or we can actually

0:42:26.800 --> 0:42:29.600
<v Laura Modi>be part of this change, and you're right, only being

0:42:29.719 --> 0:42:33.560
<v Laura Modi>like one and a half years into actually being in

0:42:33.600 --> 0:42:36.360
<v Laura Modi>the market, it wasn't a very natural thing to go

0:42:36.480 --> 0:42:39.400
<v Laura Modi>and we should go buy manufacturing. You usually find that

0:42:39.440 --> 0:42:42.279
<v Laura Modi>a decade or two after a company has been in existence.

0:42:42.760 --> 0:42:44.640
<v Laura Modi>But it was one of those things I couldn't. I

0:42:44.680 --> 0:42:47.640
<v Laura Modi>went to bed every night going I know there needs

0:42:47.640 --> 0:42:51.680
<v Laura Modi>to be more manufacturing, and I strongly believe that Bobby's

0:42:51.719 --> 0:42:54.080
<v Laura Modi>going to be around in a big legacy company in

0:42:54.120 --> 0:42:57.120
<v Laura Modi>the future. We need to make this move now and

0:42:57.160 --> 0:42:59.840
<v Laura Modi>we can be part of the resiliency this country needs.

0:43:00.600 --> 0:43:02.400
<v Laura Modi>And I also I think like deep down then as

0:43:02.440 --> 0:43:08.360
<v Laura Modi>a mother also having American babies and everything in me,

0:43:08.440 --> 0:43:09.759
<v Laura Modi>I was like, we should get to a place where

0:43:09.800 --> 0:43:12.440
<v Laura Modi>America is able to make high quality infant formula and

0:43:12.440 --> 0:43:15.200
<v Laura Modi>feed it to its own American babies. We should be

0:43:15.320 --> 0:43:18.279
<v Laura Modi>proud of the food that we were able to make

0:43:18.320 --> 0:43:22.120
<v Laura Modi>for our babies. And it was just a big personal mission.

0:43:23.000 --> 0:43:25.120
<v Laura Modi>How did you really take those steps? Like did you

0:43:25.160 --> 0:43:27.000
<v Laura Modi>go out back to your funders and say, I know

0:43:27.080 --> 0:43:29.360
<v Laura Modi>that you funded us for Xemount, but I need, you know,

0:43:29.520 --> 0:43:33.560
<v Laura Modi>ten times more than that, because I'm buying a factory. Yes, great, Yeah, great,

0:43:33.760 --> 0:43:36.840
<v Laura Modi>I mean that was a bitch. Yes, there was also

0:43:36.920 --> 0:43:39.320
<v Laura Modi>swallowing a little bit of like there was some humility

0:43:39.360 --> 0:43:41.680
<v Laura Modi>as well in it, because it was it wasn't that

0:43:41.760 --> 0:43:43.759
<v Laura Modi>long before it I was like, we don't need to

0:43:43.760 --> 0:43:47.480
<v Laura Modi>buy manufacturing. No, we don't need to do that. You know,

0:43:47.520 --> 0:43:49.960
<v Laura Modi>there's enough manufacturing. We'll be fine. And then to get

0:43:49.960 --> 0:43:52.400
<v Laura Modi>to the place I was like, no, actually there's not.

0:43:52.880 --> 0:43:56.719
<v Laura Modi>And I also need to be malleable enough to be

0:43:56.760 --> 0:44:01.880
<v Laura Modi>able to change or pivot my decision for what I

0:44:01.920 --> 0:44:04.239
<v Laura Modi>believe is right and what needs to happen. And that

0:44:04.320 --> 0:44:07.280
<v Laura Modi>has also become a huge entrepreneurial learning on how important

0:44:07.320 --> 0:44:10.920
<v Laura Modi>it is even in the job to also be able

0:44:10.960 --> 0:44:14.400
<v Laura Modi>to build a plan and a direction towards a vision,

0:44:14.560 --> 0:44:16.960
<v Laura Modi>but know that sometimes your plan and direction are going

0:44:17.040 --> 0:44:20.640
<v Laura Modi>to have to change. And when a market changes like

0:44:20.840 --> 0:44:23.000
<v Laura Modi>that is your moment to also say, like, how does

0:44:23.040 --> 0:44:25.279
<v Laura Modi>your plan change to address it?

0:44:25.920 --> 0:44:28.160
<v Laura Modi>What is it going to have ten thousand million more questions?

0:44:29.160 --> 0:44:31.480
<v Laura Modi>What is something that happened? It can be something we

0:44:31.520 --> 0:44:34.240
<v Laura Modi>talked about is being totally different that at the time

0:44:34.320 --> 0:44:37.160
<v Laura Modi>you felt like was a real low, but now in

0:44:37.239 --> 0:44:40.040
<v Laura Modi>hindsight you see it as having really launched you into

0:44:40.040 --> 0:44:43.400
<v Laura Modi>the position that you are now, I'm going to regulated place,

0:44:43.920 --> 0:44:50.000
<v Laura Modi>So there's a lot of lows and uncertainties when you

0:44:50.960 --> 0:44:54.680
<v Laura Modi>are heavily regulated. I mean one of them was, you know,

0:44:54.760 --> 0:44:58.759
<v Laura Modi>the FDA. The FDA showed up early on during a

0:44:58.800 --> 0:45:03.680
<v Laura Modi>pilot of of Bobby and they questioned our product and

0:45:03.719 --> 0:45:08.560
<v Laura Modi>direction and they really really forced a major shift in

0:45:08.600 --> 0:45:12.920
<v Laura Modi>the business, Like we had to pull back our existing product,

0:45:13.200 --> 0:45:17.479
<v Laura Modi>We had to spend time reformulating manufacturing here in the US,

0:45:17.560 --> 0:45:21.319
<v Laura Modi>adjusting our supply chain. It took me back probably a

0:45:21.400 --> 0:45:24.080
<v Laura Modi>year or two, and it felt like a low at

0:45:24.080 --> 0:45:27.360
<v Laura Modi>the time. And yeah, I think you said it perfectly.

0:45:27.360 --> 0:45:30.200
<v Laura Modi>Now I look back and I think, no, that was

0:45:30.239 --> 0:45:33.040
<v Laura Modi>one of the best experiences and also catapulted us to

0:45:33.080 --> 0:45:33.600
<v Laura Modi>where we are.

0:45:34.160 --> 0:45:35.320
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Do you think you'll pivot again?

0:45:36.000 --> 0:45:43.080
<v Laura Modi>Absolutely absolutely. I think there will be pivots within Bobby

0:45:43.120 --> 0:45:44.719
<v Laura Modi>as a company. I think there'll be pivots in my

0:45:44.760 --> 0:45:47.640
<v Laura Modi>own life, my career, I hope. So, I mean, life

0:45:47.640 --> 0:45:50.680
<v Laura Modi>without pivots is what's it living for?

0:45:51.120 --> 0:45:51.319
<v Laura Modi>You know?

0:45:51.440 --> 0:45:52.120
<v Laura Modi>Absolutely?

0:45:54.080 --> 0:45:56.440
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Thank you so much, Laura, thanks for coming on. It's

0:45:56.440 --> 0:45:59.879
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>been such an interesting conversation. I really really enjoyed it.

0:46:00.080 --> 0:46:02.000
<v Laura Modi>I've loved it. I mean, we could get into like

0:46:02.120 --> 0:46:04.240
<v Laura Modi>three seasons of this. Let me just keep going.

0:46:04.400 --> 0:46:06.080
<v Laura Modi>I know, like, do you want a whole season? Like?

0:46:06.120 --> 0:46:07.680
<v Laura Modi>We have so much want to talk about.

0:46:07.760 --> 0:46:11.479
<v Laura Modi>I'm sorry for making you cry. No, no, I felt

0:46:11.560 --> 0:46:12.479
<v Laura Modi>very scene good.

0:46:15.360 --> 0:46:18.400
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Laura lives with her beautiful family and is still growing

0:46:18.440 --> 0:46:21.720
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Bobby and working to change the narrative around formula feeding

0:46:22.160 --> 0:46:25.200
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>and making huge headway. I might add so that one

0:46:25.280 --> 0:46:28.440
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>day the next generation hopefully won't have to feel the

0:46:28.480 --> 0:46:30.480
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>same pressures and guilt we felt.

0:46:31.080 --> 0:46:31.839
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>To stay up to.

0:46:31.840 --> 0:46:34.480
<v Emily Tisch Sussman>Date with Laura, you can follow her on Instagram at

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