Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decision. All right,
Speaker 1: hey guys, welcome to another episode of horrible decisions. I'm
Speaker 1: your girl, Mandy b aka her. God damn it, I'm
Speaker 1: just her. I just got a shirt from she and
Speaker 1: that says really her. Yeah, and is y'all and am
Speaker 1: so it can't be her and her bitch? No, bitch,
Speaker 1: who is you? Bitch? I miss her?
Speaker 2: Okay, hey y'all, I'm weazy, we I'm hungover a bit.
Speaker 2: As you see the title of this episode, Yes, it
Speaker 2: happened again again and I'm just.
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna hold you. Twenty twenty four is on
Speaker 1: a roll with the folks. Baby, bro, he's not enough,
Speaker 1: have you.
Speaker 3: No.
Speaker 2: It's so funny because this morning they texted us and
Speaker 2: he was like, yeah, I would do that again, and
Speaker 2: I'm like yeah, and he was like you all.
Speaker 1: Comed out, Like why are you acting like y'all want
Speaker 1: to do this? And I was like, I just it's
Speaker 1: a lot of energy.
Speaker 2: And when you're like really trying to protect a relationship,
Speaker 2: doing really nasty, crazy kinky shit with other people.
Speaker 1: Becomes a lot. Yeah, because she take a break from it,
Speaker 1: but she took a break was a while ago. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: and this is a new force anyway, you want to
Speaker 1: start off like casual though, Yeah, okay, it's not good right.
Speaker 1: I thought that night he was gonna go. No, the
Speaker 1: summer's coming to an end.
Speaker 2: I feel like we should talk a little bit about
Speaker 2: I don't know, you talk about it maybe on ig
Speaker 2: or whatever, but like and Patreon, but we should talk
Speaker 2: about you getting ready to move.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm I'm leaving. It's crazy, you're off listen, bitch, no, bitch,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be rocking this New York ship. You gonna
Speaker 1: see me in motherfucker atl Like, Oh, but I'm still
Speaker 1: wrapping the fucking Bronx. And I'm not even in the
Speaker 1: Bronx anymore, you know what I mean. I'm in and
Speaker 1: I see. I'm I'm a little nervous to move, especially because, uh,
Speaker 1: I'm not looking forward to dating in Atlanta. Jesus Jesus cross.
Speaker 1: But I'm I'm a little nervous. I've been not looking
Speaker 1: forward to dating in Atlanta because Atlanta the fucking the stats. Girl,
Speaker 1: it's like ten women to one man. Like niggas. These
Speaker 1: niggas still don't know how to be honest. That they
Speaker 1: have multiple women, they don't know how to like. Look,
Speaker 1: I'm like, they don't know how to share. All of
Speaker 1: us women clearly sign up to share. I'm really just
Speaker 1: looking forward to going there to have a closet. Litle
Speaker 1: people are like, why are you moving? And I'm like, bitch,
Speaker 1: because I want a closet. I make too much money
Speaker 1: not to have a closet. Well, I'm looking for no
Speaker 1: It's crazy though, Like in New York looking for two
Speaker 1: beds and I was like, okay, we tour again next year.
Speaker 1: We have our book dropping next year. I don't be home.
Speaker 1: I don't be home so much. People are shocked when
Speaker 1: they see me. I said, y'all know, I least because
Speaker 1: people are going to visit you if I'm getting a
Speaker 1: three or four bedroom, because that's what, bitch, I can
Speaker 1: do that. In Atlanta, when I was looking for a
Speaker 1: two bedroom here, they were starting in fifty three, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, bro, not paying fifty three for a closet
Speaker 1: when I'm not even gonna be there for what Mandy
Speaker 1: is looking for I mean, or what I'm like, bitch,
Speaker 1: it was starting at fifty three. Well, I'll be honest
Speaker 1: with you.
Speaker 2: I was thinking about buying in New York because my
Speaker 2: man's in real estate, so he's constantly trying to push
Speaker 2: me to buy, even Obay owned his property, So you know,
Speaker 2: everybody wants I feel like y'all can relate to this.
Speaker 2: People that are listening in their thirties, or they may
Speaker 2: have good credit, or they're recently graduated. This to me,
Speaker 2: actually isn't necessarily you have a money thing more than
Speaker 2: it is something happens in your life that's a milestone,
Speaker 2: and everybody makes you feel.
Speaker 1: Like you need to buy something or have a baby.
Speaker 1: It's this like, I don't know what the fuck that
Speaker 1: shit is.
Speaker 2: Constantly when I tell people that don't own property, they
Speaker 2: either one judge me for it or two are in confusion, like,
Speaker 2: well I thought you had money.
Speaker 1: The only So there's there's the thing with that. A.
Speaker 1: We're in our thirties now, so the conversations are a
Speaker 1: little bit different, they're a little bit more mature. But
Speaker 1: the only thing that gets me off of that anger A.
Speaker 1: Of course I don't want marriage, I don't want kids.
Speaker 1: So when we get into the well, what does your
Speaker 1: future then look like monetarily if I don't own property.
Speaker 1: I'm really big with the fact that my four oh
Speaker 1: one k is over six figures. I have my m
Speaker 1: one account for investments, and I do have a savings
Speaker 1: account that is to purchase soon. Now everyone that's talking
Speaker 1: about real estate right now also understands, Bitch, these motherfucking
Speaker 1: uh interest rates are ridiculous.
Speaker 2: I'm just not gonna be pushed anymore neither. And I
Speaker 2: feel like people are trying to push me. And I
Speaker 2: don't give a fuck how you feel about me not
Speaker 2: owning real estate. I own four businesses.
Speaker 1: Fuck you. I literally also.
Speaker 2: Mandy Noah, I was looking to purchase and I said, okay,
Speaker 2: I need one fifty. That's a New York minimum, right,
Speaker 2: you gotta put down twenty percent of fucking I don't
Speaker 2: know anyway. I invested that into another business I'm about
Speaker 2: to start. To me, that is more fitting for my
Speaker 2: life right now, I am not pressed about buying property.
Speaker 1: Bro. I have a fucking two bedroom in the Lower
Speaker 1: east Side that's over a thousand square feet. Fucking glass windows.
Speaker 1: I mean, I guess everyone has a glass window, but
Speaker 1: that I was about to say, what else windows? Those
Speaker 1: with big ass lost windows?
Speaker 2: And I only paid four grand and I'm not leaving
Speaker 2: and you could think that's high.
Speaker 1: I don't know where you live, but I know bitches
Speaker 1: in Texas paying thirty six for two, so fuck you.
Speaker 1: I'm not going. Yeah, no, I agree. I think it's
Speaker 1: interesting too to be in the space that I'm in,
Speaker 1: looking to potentially by wanting a bigger home. And when
Speaker 1: people question me, I'm just like mich I only have
Speaker 1: a cat. That's it, so just me and body. I
Speaker 1: just be like and then I ain't even got really
Speaker 1: niggas to be coming over because I really don't be
Speaker 1: liking it. That's a whole another thing that we'll get into,
Speaker 1: or y'all are probably sick of me talking about it.
Speaker 1: I'm like my dating spear right now. Also, knowing that
Speaker 1: I'm leaving is weird because knowing that I was dating
Speaker 1: intentionally and would like somebody, I'm now in limbo to
Speaker 1: where do I talk to someone in Atlanta or do
Speaker 1: I talk to someone here? But knowing that I leave,
Speaker 1: do I want a long term relationship?
Speaker 2: It doesn't feel, though, like your dating history has been
Speaker 2: too local anyway.
Speaker 1: I don't know if that matters. I mean, my ex,
Speaker 1: the only nigga I actually got with, was local. I'm
Speaker 1: just saying though, like, yeah, besides him, but I really
Speaker 1: don't know if it. I mean, I realized that that's
Speaker 1: what I would like, is someone local, but then knowing again,
Speaker 1: I won't be home that much next year because of
Speaker 1: you know, us working. I don't know. I'm just in
Speaker 1: I'm in limbo right now. I'm in limbo with what
Speaker 1: I want romantically. I will say I thought I had
Speaker 1: a bigger idea on it, but with work, so many
Speaker 1: chapters ending and us opening new chapters and meet opening
Speaker 1: new chapters both professionally and personally, I'm just like, even
Speaker 1: if I go on a date and they'd be like, well,
Speaker 1: what are you looking for, I'm gonna be like, Nigga,
Speaker 1: I don't know, And I'm like in a phase where
Speaker 1: I'm annoyed that bitch, I don't know. And I think
Speaker 1: so many people when they're dating don't know how to
Speaker 1: acknowledge that though they're pursuing romantic relationlationships, they don't know
Speaker 1: how to really sit with themselves and realize that you
Speaker 1: don't really know what you want. So I'm trying to
Speaker 1: decide whether I want to keep entertaining niggause I'm not
Speaker 1: really interested. I think you don't know. I feel you're
Speaker 1: talking about the person. I really don't think.
Speaker 2: For example, I've said a lot, I've heard this notion
Speaker 2: that when a man is like, oh, why would you
Speaker 2: date a man? And me and you have actually both
Speaker 2: said this on this pot, why would you date a
Speaker 2: man that's not looking for a girlfriend.
Speaker 1: I don't think niggas know until they know. Bro Well, no,
Speaker 1: I don't think women always know.
Speaker 2: Agree, But i't like, I don't think that you can
Speaker 2: say an ultimate like I'm not looking for anything, because
Speaker 2: when you meet somebody that is irreplaceable, you're like, oh, yeah, shit,
Speaker 2: I do want this type of lover. I do want
Speaker 2: this relationship. My man said something to me like, I
Speaker 2: know you were coming this fast, but I knew I
Speaker 2: would have this.
Speaker 1: But I didn't think you would come now.
Speaker 2: I kind of just thought I was just going to
Speaker 2: have his bachelor life and kind of vibe ab out.
Speaker 2: I did not know you would come to me this quick,
Speaker 2: but I knew it would happen. He was like, so
Speaker 2: I would say I don't want this. I'm thinking I'd
Speaker 2: have to stop my life.
Speaker 1: And a lot of no. Then he met you, and
Speaker 1: now y'all just keep having porcels basically pretty much.
Speaker 2: But anyway, No, I think really like people assume that
Speaker 2: when a relationship comes, life changes, and life should only
Speaker 2: elevate in a relationship. But that's why I think a
Speaker 2: lot of men in particular are like, Ooh, I'm not
Speaker 2: ready for something serious. And I'm not talking about fucking
Speaker 2: other people actually, okay, I'm talking about just lifestyle changes,
Speaker 2: catering to someone else, thinking that someone's gonna be naggy,
Speaker 2: Like we think of all these bad things when we
Speaker 2: think about commitment or being tied down when it can
Speaker 2: be amazing.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I don't perpetuate this sometimes too. I mean
Speaker 1: I just even talked about this in therapy, and Baby,
Speaker 1: I just want to like a nigga past two weeks, yeah,
Speaker 1: Like that's literally where I've been at. I've been super throw,
Speaker 1: like super super throw, like who is about to be bait?
Speaker 1: If y'all listen on the Patreon, I talked about a nigga.
Speaker 1: I gave him a nickname already and never think trouble d.
Speaker 1: I thought he was about to be my primary and baby,
Speaker 1: eight days later, I was like, what do you do?
Speaker 1: Just not text me enough? And then we went from
Speaker 1: like facetiming to then I was like, I don't really
Speaker 1: want to face timing that much anymore. And then I
Speaker 1: literally just got uninterested. But that's where I feel like
Speaker 1: it's the out of sight, out of mind because he
Speaker 1: lives in Dallas, so it was like, it's a commitment
Speaker 1: to for us to travel. Yes, say no, but you
Speaker 1: and I.
Speaker 2: Could have You even said it when you were excited
Speaker 2: about him, like, oh, Dallas, I can read it.
Speaker 1: I was talking about my miles. I got points. But
Speaker 1: then I literally got not say it too deep, But
Speaker 1: can I say something what.
Speaker 2: I recently thought about a dude that I used to
Speaker 2: have sex with that didn't live.
Speaker 1: In the area, right, Okay? And I was like, what
Speaker 1: kind of kept me to fucking him? Right?
Speaker 2: Because the sex was great? I was like, oh, we
Speaker 2: had something else. I just got off the phone with
Speaker 2: him a few hours ago. That's what I thought about it.
Speaker 2: So we were talking about work and just things were
Speaker 2: interested in and whatever. Right, I'm like, oh, that's what
Speaker 2: kept me connected to him. It wasn't just a good
Speaker 2: day bit.
Speaker 1: We had another thing there. So that's what. We had
Speaker 1: an amazing sex, No, we had an amazing sex, but
Speaker 1: we had a great connection over the Jacksonville gangs. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, Juliofulio and Young Ain't that's nothing, But that's
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Baby, we was thrown. I was on
Speaker 1: the YouTube every day watching what the fuck happening with
Speaker 1: the Julio folio case. Goddamn it is he alive? Is
Speaker 1: he dead? He?
Speaker 4: He?
Speaker 1: Like? Oh? I literally don't. Why are you shaking your head? Wolf?
Speaker 1: I was? I was when I said I was invested nigga,
Speaker 1: I was sending him the updates like ooh that and
Speaker 1: killed another nigga. Goddamn, you notice my homestake Jacksonville. Baby,
Speaker 1: I was in it. And then I guess ready for Atlanta? Now,
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna shut up, no bitch, this is Jacksonville.
Speaker 1: She's ready for its land. No, so ready. So we
Speaker 1: got like really connected and invested. Then the Tan of
Speaker 1: God girl got shot. Like so then I just started like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, these rappers are really wrapping their lives.
Speaker 1: And so we got into really like talking hip hop
Speaker 1: and these murders with a hip hop. He had me
Speaker 1: going back to watch looking at the Chicago gangs. So wait,
Speaker 1: what made you say that? Now he's it over now? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Because then they stopped really posting as much on the
Speaker 1: Julio folio. Okay, so maybe we ain't have nothing. I
Speaker 1: got a homegirl. They used to brave Krishan rock here,
Speaker 1: we ain't. So we go to the same nail salon. Right,
Speaker 1: we ain't got none to talk about it? Well, yeah,
Speaker 1: cause them niggas locked up. Well I don't know where
Speaker 1: it is. No one is still locked up now. He
Speaker 1: need to get out. But didn't Krishan get locked up
Speaker 1: to So she went to court and they locked her
Speaker 1: up for a warrant. Yeah, she locked up too. That's
Speaker 1: why it's been quiet for the boy. Come back ruthless two.
Speaker 1: That's not she put her too back in. That's what
Speaker 1: my shout out to shake. That's what she calls anything
Speaker 1: y'all want. I don't want. That's another thing. I think.
Speaker 1: I also backed away from him. Who other guy? Sorry,
Speaker 1: So y'all if you go to to Patreon, subscribe now
Speaker 1: it's patreon dot com backslash Horror Decisions. His nickname he
Speaker 1: got coined Triple d Uh Dallas Demon Dick. And I
Speaker 1: realized that I think the dick was so good. I
Speaker 1: was like, you know what, I don't even want these problems,
Speaker 1: brou it was so good, bro Like, it was just
Speaker 1: too good. It was too good. I kind of see
Speaker 1: how bitches be wanting a fucking another niggas another bitch
Speaker 1: man because he's single.
Speaker 2: I swear to god, Mandy, I just had a thought
Speaker 2: of my head when you were like it was so
Speaker 2: good on a one.
Speaker 1: Way and I showed you the video here and I
Speaker 1: showed you what he looked like, and he was like,
Speaker 1: bitch that you with all these dreadheads. Oh, I thought
Speaker 1: you made a video of him with his dick out
Speaker 1: of him. You know I ain't got damn, But I
Speaker 1: look at that, babe. Wait, I might have let me
Speaker 1: see his dick. I might have it's on my phone charging.
Speaker 1: I might have a video of his dick. Yeah, pull
Speaker 1: it out. We could take a break. I'm might. I'll talk.
Speaker 1: I might. No, no, no, no, I'll show you. I'll show
Speaker 1: you that I want to see because I might. I might,
Speaker 1: because I might be on stepchat. He one of those
Speaker 1: week we've been on a stepchat where it disappeared. Bro, Well,
Speaker 1: try I'm not doing that. You're not gonna see it.
Speaker 1: The dick that I'm over now, bitch. Another ships Vanilla shit,
Speaker 1: happiness Okay, oh not happiness. So I think we talked.
Speaker 2: About this once before, but this is another article that
Speaker 2: actually has the same kind of answer. How often do
Speaker 2: the happiest couples have sex? Guesses anyone in the room once,
Speaker 2: I'm on once of my happy couples. Well, happy couples be.
Speaker 1: Like a week, ain't it? I said once a month?
Speaker 1: Wolf go, I would say three times a week happy,
Speaker 1: that's happy.
Speaker 2: Wow says that the average adult currently enjoys sex fifty
Speaker 2: fourth times a year, which boils down to a round
Speaker 2: once a week, once a week. This is less sex
Speaker 2: by about nine per year compared to a study in
Speaker 2: the nineties. In the nineties, people were having more sex
Speaker 2: to make them happier, and they surveyed thirty thousand Americans
Speaker 2: over the last forty years for different projects. And then
Speaker 2: answer has been like changing a little bit. I think
Speaker 2: I know why. In the nineties niggas could be pro ers.
Speaker 1: Ladies want to say work there we go, so don't
Speaker 1: do that, dope, booby. I feel like in the nineties
Speaker 1: you had more of free time. No, the patriarchy was
Speaker 1: more upheld, where men showed up and could afford the
Speaker 1: rent because runts were cheaper. What do just gotta do
Speaker 1: with getting fucked for? Because bitch, when we both work
Speaker 1: in bitches is higher alright, right, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Like the women have to work now, men have to
Speaker 1: work now. So and I ain't gonna hold you with
Speaker 1: the people work at Hybrid. People don't even realize because
Speaker 1: they're not even commuting to work anymore. They're working more.
Speaker 1: They're working longer hours because now they're working from home
Speaker 1: because it's just tired, maybe looking at screens all day,
Speaker 1: the I is switching, they drinking.
Speaker 2: You have to sometimes prioritize making time for sex, Like
Speaker 2: I'm thinking people that live together and shit like that,
Speaker 2: because if you don't that closeness, there's like even when
Speaker 2: we were just talking about the other day with chemicals
Speaker 2: being released and shit like that, like.
Speaker 1: You fucking need that shit.
Speaker 2: I have you ever kind of been angry as someone
Speaker 2: are annoyed you had sex and you're like, ooh, this
Speaker 2: was I remember how much I needed you or just body.
Speaker 2: It's the simple thing like a hug with a person
Speaker 2: and oxytocin release.
Speaker 1: That shit is really real. Sexual healing is so real. Literally,
Speaker 1: I hadn't had sex, but what if you met at
Speaker 1: the nikad like sometimes like that sex helps them. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but when you live with a person, I can imagine
Speaker 1: like more things turning you off, like that you put
Speaker 1: it on the seat or you.
Speaker 2: Like because you're not sexualizing them in those moments, and
Speaker 2: you need to start having sex so you can remember,
Speaker 2: like you're not my fucking roommate, like I fuck with you.
Speaker 1: Sure this little thing pissed me off.
Speaker 2: So I hadn't had sex because remember I was watching
Speaker 2: a kid my homegirl kids. So went out this weekend
Speaker 2: and obviously the kid is there. So when my man
Speaker 2: is with me, I'm like, bro, we can't fuck about
Speaker 2: this kid is here, Like this is trash. I had
Speaker 2: already been gone a week. Last night was the first
Speaker 2: time we reconnected with sex, and I was literally thinking
Speaker 2: right before I went to sleep, like I hate how
Speaker 2: much sex means to the closeness of this relationship. How
Speaker 2: he's already someone that pours into me a lot, Like
Speaker 2: I actually don't need to say I love you after
Speaker 2: every phone call.
Speaker 1: I'm not one of those people. And he is really
Speaker 1: encouraging all of that.
Speaker 2: Sure great, not saying I don't love it, but oof,
Speaker 2: when we're together is very intense sexually, and it scared
Speaker 2: me because I wondered, like, holy shit, like what if
Speaker 2: I couldn't have this, what if it was too long
Speaker 2: distance for a while, what if I'm traveling too much?
Speaker 2: This is such a tight knit bond and so intense
Speaker 2: from this sex. But I tried to look at it
Speaker 2: the other way and knowing that, hey, like, at least
Speaker 2: our sex is dis great.
Speaker 1: Well also, I mean, I guess you're you're bicoastal. But
Speaker 1: to me, that's what I realized was the unhealthiness or
Speaker 1: why I kind of don't want long distance. Because when
Speaker 1: I was in Dallas bro in between him rolling blunts,
Speaker 1: I was bending over and getting fucked like I was
Speaker 1: like okay, like while he was as a new shit no,
Speaker 1: but even while he was on the but this this
Speaker 1: is any new shit no. But this is anytime the
Speaker 1: person is not local and I have to go and
Speaker 1: see crazy. We're fucking like crazy, and I don't want
Speaker 1: that type of dynamic. Like we literally within two and
Speaker 1: a half days we fucked probably eight times, and two
Speaker 1: of the times was with a threesome. I told him
Speaker 1: and bye, a bitch over, I want threesome and it happened,
Speaker 1: and I was just like, I don't like that dynamic either. True,
Speaker 1: that too much in a short period of time, and
Speaker 1: then now I don't see you for a month Like
Speaker 1: that just also doesn't feel conducive to actually growing real
Speaker 1: feelings or you know, there's from because then it's when
Speaker 1: are we getting to know each other? Yeah, because we
Speaker 1: I'm here for thirty eight hours. Maybe I need.
Speaker 2: To put some market And also to be real, I've
Speaker 2: definitely had relationships where the sex was the only thing
Speaker 2: that was really amazing, and what was kind of crazy
Speaker 2: was like I can always remember this one guy we
Speaker 2: ran away together, Remember the dinner, not like we had
Speaker 2: nothing to say, but we just didn't even really care
Speaker 2: to talk that much. It's not like we were bored,
Speaker 2: but like you ever been out to eat with a
Speaker 2: homegirl and you can't shut the fuck up?
Speaker 1: Yes, I don't. I don't get like that with men.
Speaker 1: I can.
Speaker 2: I can get like that where I'm like so it
Speaker 2: depends on me. It's that type of date where the
Speaker 2: waitress comes, You're like, damn, we didn't know whatder the food.
Speaker 2: That's what I'm talking about.
Speaker 1: Oh you don't, you don't have that bitch? I don't
Speaker 1: be dating these niggas. I swear, I know it's really bad.
Speaker 1: You don't have when's that stay? Even to dinner with
Speaker 1: a man, a sex worker that I ended up with
Speaker 1: a you just invited hit before I thought no, we
Speaker 1: met for dinner, oh in Miami, in Miami, like that
Speaker 1: was that's the last date I went on, which that
Speaker 1: was April, bitch, I don't but I don't like dates.
Speaker 1: I don't like the what you literally said you want
Speaker 1: niggas to I would like him with niggas. I like,
Speaker 1: I don't be liking these niggas. I'm trying to figure
Speaker 1: it out way so people have sex literally stressed right now,
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. Like the dating aspect of bitch.
Speaker 1: I don't give a fuck your favorite color. I don't
Speaker 1: care about the cuts not. That is the day you're
Speaker 1: literally sitting here asking niggas about ship that you don't
Speaker 1: give a funk about. I don't want a man to
Speaker 1: see here and ask me questions. You don't give the
Speaker 1: talk about different things on dates. I think you need
Speaker 1: to talk about things like That's what I'm like. This
Speaker 1: nigga talking about jo I can't like that.
Speaker 2: Was cool but no, awesome real ship. That's one that's
Speaker 2: actually like conspiracy. If that becomes a thing on a date. Cool, No,
Speaker 2: it wasn't conspiracy. He really like, I mean you right, Okay,
Speaker 2: don't call it give us a breakdown because you're talking
Speaker 2: about the dude, Like now, I need to feel like
Speaker 2: we need to finish this thought.
Speaker 1: We don't have to, y'all could google. No, don't want
Speaker 1: to give us the smart no no, no, no first holiday
Speaker 1: in I got that, but I need we ain't gonna
Speaker 1: speak on gang ship here. I just said I liked it.
Speaker 1: I'm not getting involved and being like an act. Lemis.
Speaker 1: You're doing what Twitter just give us. Okay. Basically, y'all,
Speaker 1: I don't like even to add this to hip hop,
Speaker 1: but basically hip hop lyrics really be hip hop lyrics.
Speaker 1: So these two gangs at k A K t A
Speaker 1: they be going add it in Jacksonville and basically they
Speaker 1: be laying bodies out r I P. You know, present
Speaker 1: hopes and prayers to those families because those are real
Speaker 1: lives taken out here in these streets. And then these
Speaker 1: niggas went on rap songs and started calling out the
Speaker 1: body's names and they was recording music videos laying on
Speaker 1: the graves of the niggas they killed and shit. So nigga,
Speaker 1: they kept killing people and it got crazy music videos
Speaker 1: laying on grads, laying on the graves, like having the
Speaker 1: photos from the from the news channel of the three
Speaker 1: people while they was alive, like yeah, and killed them
Speaker 1: like girl crazy in the video in the music video
Speaker 1: sitting to the murder oh calling them out by names.
Speaker 1: There was like a nigga baby. I didn't even gonna
Speaker 1: start naming the names. But there's a lot of niggas
Speaker 1: that got laid out. So basically and mind you killed them.
Speaker 1: The first three shot up, shot up the car. Three
Speaker 1: of them killed. The one guy, younging Ace, survived. He
Speaker 1: went back, so he saw who did He went back
Speaker 1: and shot up a car with four niggas. Only Julio
Speaker 1: Fulio died. The other three survived.
Speaker 2: So it's nice to dude who put it's my birthday,
Speaker 2: come to the hotel.
Speaker 1: That's the one who died, Yes, okay in Tampa, And
Speaker 1: it's just it's just really like I love housewives, but
Speaker 1: that shit is like once a week. This shit was
Speaker 1: like updating on the daily, but like on some reality
Speaker 1: TV shit. So who was the girl that died? I
Speaker 1: saw it. Not always she died. The girlfriend died because
Speaker 1: they said no, no, my friends set them up. Okay, wait,
Speaker 1: not the girlfriend. I was gonna say the ten, the
Speaker 1: god or whatever. Yeah. I saw one video of her
Speaker 1: basically with a grave in the bag. So that so
Speaker 1: that's a complicated one, because that's a complicated one because
Speaker 1: for all us about the case, well, for that one,
Speaker 1: she was defending herself. He abused her, and she was
Speaker 1: defending herself and shot him, but in fear of her
Speaker 1: life to sell her mixtape. Literally the cover art of
Speaker 1: her thing was smoking. It was like smoking on these
Speaker 1: niggas or whatever, and so it was a picture of
Speaker 1: him as a blunt, but she literally smoked him shot.
Speaker 1: So it's like that's complicated because she well she told
Speaker 1: the family, but he was abusive. So it's like, ooh,
Speaker 1: I'm kind of I don't know what to do here,
Speaker 1: but damn, he already took his life. I know she
Speaker 1: didn't have to do all the extra shit because you
Speaker 1: didn't need to kill a nigga. Don't know how crazy
Speaker 1: he was going, I mean, and that's the thing, that's
Speaker 1: why we do not condone domestic violence or if you
Speaker 1: are in fear of your life. This lead at the
Speaker 1: same time, ain't shit updating and Mandy's board. No, I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna hold you. And that's why I ain't interested
Speaker 1: in the six gott don't do. I love that song too.
Speaker 1: Why in w Mellie and he has to beat the case?
Speaker 1: He beat the case. That's a whole nother one. God Baby,
Speaker 1: I just want.
Speaker 2: To tell y'all what's funny about the whole conversation is
Speaker 2: Mandy's favorite rapper is j Cole.
Speaker 1: This is the same person. You don't This is the
Speaker 1: same person, but in your defense, that's Randy is a thing.
Speaker 1: Shout out to answer that.
Speaker 2: And I went to the Roots Picnic because on a
Speaker 2: Saturday lineup. Shout out to Nandy from essays we went together, bitch,
Speaker 2: we go to the Roots Picnic. All I want to
Speaker 2: see is Gunna and Andre three thousand. I love Gunna,
Speaker 2: so my nigga's laughing and like.
Speaker 1: Real quick on that, I just want to can I
Speaker 1: just talk to the audience real quick. Not that you
Speaker 1: should be in there for long, however, fellas jell has
Speaker 1: done wonders for some of you, and maybe Gunna is
Speaker 1: one of those examples that just a little bit of
Speaker 1: time in jail can really get your body right and
Speaker 1: turn you into a new nigga that makes you really
Speaker 1: sexy for everyone once you get out. Like I also
Speaker 1: just saw look Gnnna. Gunn Is almost given Clone, Gucci
Speaker 1: Man given Clone. They a little bit of time, do
Speaker 1: a little bit, they look good. And so it's so
Speaker 1: funny because I just saw another video that said where
Speaker 1: more of the men that look like Method Man, they're
Speaker 1: in jail. We're just waiting for them to get out.
Speaker 1: But oh love after lock up brou one of my
Speaker 1: homegirls right now talking to a nigga in jail. She
Speaker 1: just admitted it to me. I said, bitch, no offense.
Speaker 1: You are bicoastal and you need to tell me the
Speaker 1: choke grown asked is date the nigga in jail. She's
Speaker 1: like the time he was setting her money. Bitch, how
Speaker 1: he got money to send on her trap jail? No
Speaker 1: getting the fuck out of here. Yeah, I would feel
Speaker 1: bad asking a nigga in jail to send me. He
Speaker 1: doesn't ask for it, You just be I'm about to
Speaker 1: take care of you. Will he be sending her the
Speaker 1: ramen packs. What type of what type of coins is
Speaker 1: he sending her?
Speaker 2: It's in the four figures And you're wait, we were
Speaker 2: just talking about something gonna je oh hundred three thousand gunners.
Speaker 2: So I get there right on hype a. Man, It's like,
Speaker 2: this is really fucking weird. But this kind of does
Speaker 2: explain you a little bit.
Speaker 1: You are a little bit of like a whole said
Speaker 1: treat fucking hood beach track one hundred and three thousand
Speaker 1: with the flu right. You ain't even get the speaker box,
Speaker 1: get there below set times, same time. No very confusion
Speaker 1: for me, that Betty confusion.
Speaker 4: But on me.
Speaker 1: You know why they did that?
Speaker 2: Talk to the director of the programming she said, Well,
Speaker 2: she's laughing out ran into her somewhere else.
Speaker 1: I'm like, you do that, you put are and God
Speaker 1: at the same time, she laughed. She goes girl because
Speaker 1: the same people don't want to see the niggas. I
Speaker 1: agree only you. Well, I understand you might have been toured,
Speaker 1: but nobody else was. Jill Scott for the same time,
Speaker 1: you think people have trouble figuring it out. So let's
Speaker 1: do our hoard drive. What is your hoard drive today?
Speaker 1: Is it a tip on a fourth sooom before we
Speaker 1: get to this. So I was actually going to recommend
Speaker 1: this as a confidence booster. Oh.
Speaker 2: So I was recording an ad for something.
Speaker 1: I can't remember what it was, and uh, I want.
Speaker 2: I like, it's really difficult for me to make fake
Speaker 2: ship really when you walk in the room and get
Speaker 2: in the bed whatever. So I was recording it and
Speaker 2: I let it go for like ten minutes and I
Speaker 2: was just bored. And then I don't know what happened,
Speaker 2: and I just started masturbating.
Speaker 1: You know, okay, why no the video went It was
Speaker 1: like a thirty minute.
Speaker 2: I just set off an old camera, my old phone.
Speaker 2: So when I'm going through the shit, I was like,
Speaker 2: oh my god, me playing my pussy. This is so crazy.
Speaker 2: When I tell you, I was looking at my own
Speaker 2: body and I had it was such a confidence booster.
Speaker 2: I felt so beautiful. I loved hearing my voice. I
Speaker 2: loved seeing myself. So then after that, I made a
Speaker 2: real one of me masturbating, just me to the camera.
Speaker 2: Didn't send it to anyone. I'm telling you, I don't
Speaker 2: know what this does for body worship to yourself, but
Speaker 2: there's something about it, and they say you should masturbate
Speaker 2: in the mirror.
Speaker 1: I've heard that many times.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you something about the videotaping yourself and looking at
Speaker 2: the camera. It's like you're almost like learning how to
Speaker 2: seduce and you get to see it like it was hot.
Speaker 2: And then I'd be thinking I'm ugly when I come
Speaker 2: Oh I'm not. I just think I am. The only
Speaker 2: thing that was ugly was like, Ah, that's awful. I
Speaker 2: can't believe you still even sound like that. Well, I
Speaker 2: came in front of three people last night and nobody
Speaker 2: had a problem.
Speaker 1: Hmmm.
Speaker 2: So anyway, time, so let's get into it. Stop me
Speaker 2: and Manigo what a fool. So you know we're open
Speaker 2: to fucking other people. And we we have been saying
Speaker 2: this thing that we are very strong with manifesting things
Speaker 2: very intensely. We have another number that we constantly see
Speaker 2: when we're away from each other.
Speaker 1: I know some of y'all think is bullshit. Whatever, bitch,
Speaker 1: and do don't worry aboudy ahead since you like really
Speaker 1: like we'll talk about something and it happens like we'll
Speaker 1: start manifesting it together. Something Why only manifested win in
Speaker 1: the lotto, then I'll talk about lotto. But we talk
Speaker 1: about happiness.
Speaker 2: Okay, we like we'll fuck each other and talk about
Speaker 2: like how we're gonna have an amazing home and an
Speaker 2: amazing light together, like we be doing a shually, be bitch.
Speaker 2: He'd be in them goods. He'd be like, look at me,
Speaker 2: We're gonna look like this. We're gonna live like that,
Speaker 2: Like we really like in visioning it, bro for real,
Speaker 2: And we manifested one thing already and I don't even
Speaker 2: want to say it, but literally he was like, yo,
Speaker 2: everything we say like this is too powerful.
Speaker 1: Right, So we have been talking the witches. Maybe that's crazy.
Speaker 1: That don't kill you. No, Okay, he crazy though he
Speaker 1: loved me. You see how Jada Javal was When we
Speaker 1: were in the car recently we had some crazy blood
Speaker 1: place shit happened. Okay, That's when I knew we gotta
Speaker 1: get some way. He loved me, not the blood shit,
Speaker 1: like you just want to be to them. Let's get
Speaker 1: to the fourthsome okay, whatever, get wait till the darting
Speaker 1: part is part of it.
Speaker 2: So we've been talking about ideal scenarios for dating a
Speaker 2: woman now as someone that was in the trouple Scissors
Speaker 2: and I great scenario mainly because her and I had
Speaker 2: this connection. Truth be told, I'd known her since I
Speaker 2: was young, right in Orlando. So there's already this trust
Speaker 2: there for him and I. With other women, I'm like, yo,
Speaker 2: at this particular point, I'm very sensitive from old Bay.
Speaker 1: He just had a very sneaky attitude.
Speaker 2: I had a lot of fun with him, you know,
Speaker 2: And like I said to you the other day, when
Speaker 2: we hung up the town, I was like, it wasn't
Speaker 2: like he was this mean guy.
Speaker 1: It wasn't a bad relationship. I just didn't really see that.
Speaker 1: That wasn't it for me.
Speaker 2: So I learned a lot of things through that. And
Speaker 2: one of the things that I learned is that I
Speaker 2: need way more time for trust. It's got to build, right.
Speaker 2: It's not a started one hundred thing for me. It's
Speaker 2: got to go up. So at this current moment, I
Speaker 2: am only comfortable with having sex with a woman together
Speaker 2: only and not separate as far as that one person.
Speaker 2: If he has some hoes that he wants to fuck
Speaker 2: while I'm away in La or wherever, I'm okay with that.
Speaker 2: That's a separate relationship. But for some reason, I can't
Speaker 2: fuck a girl with him and then he fucks with
Speaker 2: her also after me, Oh agreed, but I said to him,
Speaker 2: I really would like to get there. I would love
Speaker 2: if I had a connection with a girl where like
Speaker 2: they linked up and I missed it. Scissors and Beard
Speaker 2: Bay did that and it was really fun. They would
Speaker 2: text me photos and it wasn't a jealousy. It was
Speaker 2: a genuine compersion of feeling happy and excited about it.
Speaker 2: Can't wait to see y'all together. So we've talked about
Speaker 2: how much I can handle right now right and I
Speaker 2: was like, yo, but I really want some pussy. I
Speaker 2: really want to be out there. Like there's something about
Speaker 2: like I'm just kind of craving it. I want this intimacy.
Speaker 2: I want this, I want this, I want this. He
Speaker 2: was like, you're gonna get it. We don't need a
Speaker 2: fucking app. We can go outside and do this shit.
Speaker 2: I don't know why you think we need app, but
Speaker 2: you did.
Speaker 1: Get on half. But hold on, okay, because you did
Speaker 1: get on half.
Speaker 2: So we go to mister purple. Okay, I got my
Speaker 2: fro out. I'm out of braids. Which also, even though
Speaker 2: I feel sexy with it, it's still a little bit
Speaker 2: of a leap for me to just be out and
Speaker 2: wearing it. Girl comes up to me, who wasn't that
Speaker 2: cute and was like are you Is this your partner?
Speaker 2: I was like yeah, oh see you guys are together
Speaker 2: and I'm like yeah. She's like, are you open? And
Speaker 2: because I'm not attracted her, I'm like why, I'm eh.
Speaker 2: She's like, my homegirl over there really wants to talk
Speaker 2: to you. Her homegirl comes over latina shit and had
Speaker 2: it all over. She was a tattoo artist, big titties,
Speaker 2: super sexy. I would say, your body shaped, just big boobs,
Speaker 2: nice hips like I was like, ooh, comes over and
Speaker 2: basically was talking about like yeah, I would be down
Speaker 2: to date to both of you. All right, So Shane's
Speaker 2: number with her. This whole thing happens, and when we're
Speaker 2: going downstairs, she's like do you see what I'm saying?
Speaker 2: Like when we want something, we get it, Like you
Speaker 2: want to get on this app and you really want
Speaker 2: to fucking meet somebody, Like let's fucking do it right,
Speaker 2: Like stop thinking that this shit is gonna end up weird.
Speaker 2: We're talking about how it's gonna work out and whatever.
Speaker 2: Let's go get on the app booth swiping.
Speaker 1: I know, lize mad white hose on the app, no shape.
Speaker 1: I know there's some white listeners. It is aggressively white
Speaker 1: on dating apps sometimes and for me it's a lot.
Speaker 1: And then there's also the thing the better are you rich?
Speaker 1: You bet it mpeut a premium and say African American
Speaker 1: Latina you could, you can, but like I just kind
Speaker 1: of want to see whatever. Okay. I didn't even want
Speaker 1: to filter just black because I thought like, well, we
Speaker 1: get a little exotic white hole. That is not an
Speaker 1: exotic white hole. You have a spicy white hole. For example,
Speaker 1: talking to a girl right now, she just moves up
Speaker 1: from the phone. She's a a pill mitch is shes
Speaker 1: a spicy white hole. She gonna mark other so you
Speaker 1: just gotta pull others. She probably ain't gona mark. Swiping
Speaker 1: party is the fun gag of it anyway. So swipe
Speaker 1: this girl. We're swiping fast like niggas. Boom boom boom.
Speaker 1: Match with this shorty mixed girl.
Speaker 2: Not saying that's not necessarily tighte, but just want to
Speaker 2: describe what she looks like, curly hair, cute.
Speaker 1: The photo we swiped was her outside. I'll pull it up.
Speaker 1: I saw it. Oh yeah, but I'm just saying to
Speaker 1: show you what I saw. And so, long story short,
Speaker 1: her profile is a couple. Well we saw her face,
Speaker 1: we did not see the nigga at first. Uh huh.
Speaker 2: But their picture was kind of like our picture. He
Speaker 2: is a picture licking me, are sticking?
Speaker 1: Are we doing this? Like the Horriblealizen shit?
Speaker 4: Right?
Speaker 2: We rode a wedding and they have a picture with
Speaker 2: their tongues out. Our photos are on vacation in the Jungles.
Speaker 2: Their photos on vacation in the Jungles. So I'm looking
Speaker 2: at him once we match her, and I'm like, well,
Speaker 2: maybe her and I will just fuck and we have boyfriends,
Speaker 2: but maybe it's not that serious, Like maybe we're not
Speaker 2: gonna it's not gonna be a foursome thing, or we're
Speaker 2: not into swapping.
Speaker 1: He's like yeah, like I'm not trying to have your
Speaker 1: fucking up the nigga. Like this is weird.
Speaker 2: No, just see whatever you want, Mats. We're like ten
Speaker 2: fifteen girls. She was just the one that was interesting, right,
Speaker 2: and again, like minded people, when you see travel literally
Speaker 2: on their profile, they split their time between New York
Speaker 2: and another country.
Speaker 1: Bitch, get to the fourth zome. I'm telling the story.
Speaker 1: But girl, we got it. We all the time. Goddamn
Speaker 1: get to the date, bitch, this is all go fuck
Speaker 1: about it me and in the juggle on their profile
Speaker 1: app get god damn looking and sticken. No, he's thirty
Speaker 1: more minutes of the pock, bitch. I'm gonna tell my
Speaker 1: story how I want. Go ahead, shit, you see how
Speaker 1: this hurw in around? Okay, go you doing what I
Speaker 1: did to you in the unicorn thing? No, no, no,
Speaker 1: at least just let you get mad time. But it
Speaker 1: didn't really go anywhere. I'm trying to get somewhere, so basically,
Speaker 1: and I know everybody else is like, I wish maybe
Speaker 1: was shut the fuck up for you too. So we're
Speaker 1: connecting on some girl shit. We're still not talking about
Speaker 1: the couple, okay, and everything is very surface.
Speaker 2: No one's addressing the fact that it's a man and
Speaker 2: a man on the profile. So she finally I'm finally
Speaker 2: saying it. I'm like, listen, we're not really trying to swap,
Speaker 2: but I feel like y'all are flying, so I want
Speaker 2: to match with y'all because y'all seem like you're into
Speaker 2: the same shit.
Speaker 1: So I don't know what this is. She's like, well,
Speaker 1: I was hoping you were just going to say you
Speaker 1: wanted to join us. Let me talk to him. I
Speaker 1: come back from LA. We decided to go on a date.
Speaker 2: We were gonna do Record Room, but it's too loud,
Speaker 2: so we ended up going to Westlight, which is in Brooklyn.
Speaker 2: It's at be not the wife, he said, the wife, No,
Speaker 2: it's not the wife, William Dale.
Speaker 1: Thank you. So we get there and mind you.
Speaker 2: Before we arrive, me and my man are sitting on
Speaker 2: the couch at home and I'm getting dressed, he getting.
Speaker 1: Dressed, and he's like, I'm like, can we talk about boundaries?
Speaker 1: So he's laughing.
Speaker 2: I'm like, please, I want to talk about it. He's like, okay,
Speaker 2: what do you want? I was like, I really want
Speaker 2: what you want. And I know that sounds simpy, but genuinely,
Speaker 2: I don't want to do things that would make you
Speaker 2: feel uncomfortable. So let me know what you would want.
Speaker 2: Heth He says, do you want to fuck another niggad?
Speaker 2: I don't know how to answer this question. No, I
Speaker 2: don't want to fuck another nigga, but I would.
Speaker 1: Did you say that but I would? That's the answer.
Speaker 1: How do you say it. How do you say it?
Speaker 1: So I don't say that, Mandy. Okay, I say, you're
Speaker 1: not honest in the moment, because that's not I don't
Speaker 1: want to So that been honesty. That's about communication. So
Speaker 1: you look good. He looked good. That's what I said.
Speaker 1: I said, bitch, you better go on that day with
Speaker 1: both of them.
Speaker 2: So anyway, basically, I'm like, I don't want to fucking
Speaker 2: another niggas I said. I said, in an ideal world,
Speaker 2: I would want to fuck her, and y'all are like
Speaker 2: fucking us. But something about that feels weird because like,
Speaker 2: shouldn't we all be doing something. I was like, but
Speaker 2: tell me what you're down for. He's like, I'm down
Speaker 2: for that scenario, he says, but also know things can
Speaker 2: get caught up in the heat in a moment, I said, okay.
Speaker 1: In the heat, in the hot summer, tell me what
Speaker 1: you can handle. Okay.
Speaker 2: To my surprise, my man says, I can't handle you
Speaker 2: kissing her sucking his dick, but if you fuck him,
Speaker 2: I can handle that.
Speaker 1: He said.
Speaker 2: It is not a kissing is a hard no, okay,
Speaker 2: and suck, but but he could penetrate your blissy.
Speaker 1: Now, yeah, niggas don't make sense. I actually kind of
Speaker 1: get it, but I want to know wolf you got
Speaker 1: to my Does that make sense to I mean because
Speaker 1: I've heard this before. Actually, yeah, me too. No, I
Speaker 1: don't make no system. Well it don't you? But you
Speaker 1: wouldn't open your relationship like you don't want your partner
Speaker 1: if you don't want to open it. But if you
Speaker 1: had not, if you had to, no, really can you?
Speaker 3: I mean I feel the same way about all of it,
Speaker 3: to be honest with you, you know what I mean,
Speaker 3: Like the way he felt about I get the logic,
Speaker 3: like the kissing and the second day, I get that.
Speaker 1: But I just feel that way about all of it.
Speaker 1: It's like he said all the holes, but also it's
Speaker 1: this whole scenario of what's gonna happen? Right, So I'm
Speaker 1: like he said hard no for sucking dick. I feel
Speaker 1: like kissing. Once we got into it, I was like,
Speaker 1: I feel like, if I kissed this nigga, you wouldn't
Speaker 1: be mad. But anyway, I ain't gonna touch my boundaries
Speaker 1: and I didn't even want to kiss maybe okay, wait
Speaker 1: kissing on them? Mout what did you like kiss his
Speaker 1: forehead or such a script going like, but what did
Speaker 1: you kill that nigga in the eye last night? And
Speaker 1: his nigga was right there. So anyway, we had this conversation.
Speaker 1: We get in the car. We see a tall skin do,
Speaker 1: not dark skan, brown skin do and a light skinn bitch.
Speaker 1: She's like, oh shit, is that damn So now we're
Speaker 1: sitting here driving, were like, going low, that's crazy. I
Speaker 1: was like, what the hell she got on? Let me,
Speaker 1: let me, let's go on right, trying to figure the
Speaker 1: shit out. And I'm nervous.
Speaker 2: So anyway, we're getting an elevator going up to West Light.
Speaker 2: I'm like freaking out. Now I'm like I want to
Speaker 2: turn around.
Speaker 1: What the fuck do we get ourselves into?
Speaker 2: And mind you, she told a joke to me in
Speaker 2: the chat, like yo, three days in and now we
Speaker 2: fucking swingers with the fun and it's like it's true.
Speaker 2: You're really like, how did I get here? I know
Speaker 2: I eat pussy, but I don't want to start a
Speaker 2: fighting with my man. What if this nigga's weird and
Speaker 2: he's like trying to fuck me whatever? Boom So the
Speaker 2: waitress or the hostess, I'm like, hey, we're here for
Speaker 2: her name t whatever. She's like, oh, oh, yes, they
Speaker 2: told me about you guys. Okay, so they're upstairs.
Speaker 1: Maybe they just said our friends are coming. We're upstairs.
Speaker 1: Look at you you Oh this bitch had a conversation.
Speaker 1: How dy've to have a My brain is gone. We
Speaker 1: get up the.
Speaker 2: Stairs, they're turned around. I almost feel like they did
Speaker 2: it on purpose. They're turned around backs facing us.
Speaker 1: So me and him were walking out. My heart's racing.
Speaker 1: I'm like, so I just tapped them.
Speaker 2: And because I'm not really good with uncomfortable situations, and
Speaker 2: I'm goofy my first words out of an office?
Speaker 1: Oh my god? Or the three people? Hey, you did
Speaker 1: not say that. You did not say that we're the
Speaker 1: three Samat people. Bitid y'all not exchange names? Wait what
Speaker 1: I'm not joking? A MG? Can I ask you you
Speaker 1: guys meet a couple on a dating app? Is this
Speaker 1: in a group chat that you guys are all in? Now?
Speaker 1: When me and her were talking, they never spoke. Oh,
Speaker 1: only you and her were talking by initials. Y'all couldn't
Speaker 1: introduce yourself. But so then we're introducing ourself. And I
Speaker 1: don't know why I said the three Savat people I'm
Speaker 1: t I'm Jay, I'm g. I'm like, what the hell,
Speaker 1: that's what No, that's what it was on the app.
Speaker 2: Do you want say their real names? And then she says, oh,
Speaker 2: you're so pretty, and I said the same to her.
Speaker 2: It's funny because when I hugged him, I was like, oh.
Speaker 1: Hey, I don't know. I didn't know. I was like,
Speaker 1: I don't want to, you know. And uh So the
Speaker 1: dudes go to the bar, they get us a drink.
Speaker 1: Her and I are talking, and also small talk when
Speaker 1: you know why you're meeting is so nerve wrecking, right,
Speaker 1: And so basically her and I are like, that's a
Speaker 1: great night. The meat was great, and I'm just like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, my god, I got a good drunk.
Speaker 1: We get downstairs, and of course, because my niggas just
Speaker 1: gotta fucking start to shut up, we get the drinks
Speaker 1: on the table. Everyone's talking about New York boom. So
Speaker 1: whose idea was this?
Speaker 2: That's what he says, and she says, it's my idea.
Speaker 2: They're engaged, they've been together two years. She says, my idea.
Speaker 2: When I first met him, I was all about nominogamy,
Speaker 2: and that's the goal. Nomenogamy and da da da da,
Speaker 2: and she was like, but it never happened. I didn't
Speaker 2: really crave another dude. I don't want another man. And
Speaker 2: so now we're just opening it up. She said, but
Speaker 2: we were looking for a woman. I'm like, okay, true,
Speaker 2: So how did we all get here because that's what
Speaker 2: we was looking for. So we're laughing about it, and
Speaker 2: I think it's the fact that they were just that attractive. Yeah,
Speaker 2: they're very attractive, So the other girls weren't really you
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: It was like, okay, so why she was so attractive?
Speaker 1: You're like, yeah, I guess, well, I have addict to it. Then, Yo,
Speaker 1: me and him actually talking about this kind of added
Speaker 1: to the situation. And I'll just not in a gay way,
Speaker 1: I'll just describe it lator so long story short, I said, Yo,
Speaker 1: we were over here figuring out our boundaries, like what
Speaker 1: the fuck's gonna happen? And so the dude, who was
Speaker 1: in the military or something he said.
Speaker 2: And as an athlete, literally was like and which I
Speaker 2: appreciated so much. And I was telling Mandy I wanted
Speaker 2: to share this on Horrible because we think of masculinity
Speaker 2: sometimes as voice as dominance as confidence to show that
Speaker 2: he was unwavering but still say it confidently was amazing.
Speaker 2: He literally was like, Yo, I don't know my boundaries yet.
Speaker 2: I don't know them, he says, So y'all are like
Speaker 2: a step ahead of us, because I just don't know.
Speaker 2: He's like, I know I love her, I know we're
Speaker 2: down for a woman. I just don't know, and I'm
Speaker 2: trying to figure it out. So I said, well, let
Speaker 2: me start with what ours are. I said, we kind
Speaker 2: of figured out that kissing would be a boundary, and
Speaker 2: he's listening intently, and he's just like, yeah, I think
Speaker 2: I need to figure it out.
Speaker 1: I'm figuring it out as I go. From me his answer,
Speaker 1: I assume nothing was happening tonight, okay, or last night
Speaker 1: is actually when it happened. So I guess based on
Speaker 1: how we were sitting.
Speaker 2: My man's talking to her, and I'm talking to him
Speaker 2: because he's sitting next to me, so we're just across
Speaker 2: the table.
Speaker 1: We just kind of separate.
Speaker 2: Me and dude are like vibe in talking whatever feels
Speaker 2: real homeboy ish, but he's fine, right, and they seem
Speaker 2: the same way. And one thing that I heard each time,
Speaker 2: which kind of made it really cool. He mentioned something
Speaker 2: about work and was like, that's why I love her.
Speaker 2: She's very encouraging to me. And I heard my man
Speaker 2: say the same. Oh, like yeah, she's great. You know,
Speaker 2: I'm introverted.
Speaker 1: He's this. So around eleven thirty comes last call. He's like, yo,
Speaker 1: you guys want no like smoke.
Speaker 2: Girl couldn't want to go in the car and get
Speaker 2: a little high like and then we go somewhere else
Speaker 2: and we're like, okay, So her and I go to
Speaker 2: the bathroom anywhere on some homegirl shit now and I'm like,
Speaker 2: you guys are great, you guys are fine. I just
Speaker 2: don't know what's happening. I don't know what's happening right now.
Speaker 2: She's like, oh my, got me too, And he's like,
Speaker 2: you know what you need to I'm like, I just don't.
Speaker 1: I don't know what this is. She's like, I'm down
Speaker 1: for whatever. I don't know what's going on. I'm not
Speaker 1: trying to No one knows what to do. No one's
Speaker 1: ever done it. So we're all learning as we're going. Okay,
Speaker 1: so we get in the car, we get we smoke.
Speaker 1: We go to Benbay in Brooklyn, shout out to Ayana Heaven.
Speaker 2: She's a DJ. She does a lot of lovers rock
Speaker 2: in old school reggae. I don't know my man's in
Speaker 2: the I need to tell somebody what's going on.
Speaker 1: I very radly.
Speaker 2: I don't even know her phone number. Okay, I see her,
Speaker 2: I go right up. I'm like, oh my god, I'm
Speaker 2: on this date.
Speaker 1: It's a four time. I don't know what the fuck's
Speaker 1: going on. This bitch took up the DJ headphones damn
Speaker 1: near a pos music. She's like, oh my god, what's
Speaker 1: going I'm invested in the Okay, So that's him. That's
Speaker 1: where I'm like, I just need I need someone to
Speaker 1: talk to me. I don't know. I don't know what
Speaker 1: to do. She's like, okay, okay, okay, okay, mind you,
Speaker 1: the song is coming to an end. I was like, girl,
Speaker 1: play something else, okay, all right, ud okay, So tell
Speaker 1: me what happened. Okay. So it's her. So it's this
Speaker 1: and like really, she's like, bitch, what are you gonna do?
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't know.
Speaker 2: So we all start dancing. Me and her are dancing.
Speaker 2: Her dude kind of pushes us off to dance and
Speaker 2: touch each other, and then they're talking, my man and
Speaker 2: her man and they're having one of those conbos where
Speaker 2: it looks Manda man, oh oh, these niggas is talking
Speaker 2: about our pussies right now. And then finally my man
Speaker 2: pulls me to the corner. He's like, how are you feeling.
Speaker 1: I'm like I'm good. He goes, no, how are you feeling?
Speaker 1: I was like I don't know, and he's like, are
Speaker 1: you attracted to her?
Speaker 2: I'm like yeah. He's like cool. Are you open and
Speaker 2: going to their place? Or you do not want to
Speaker 2: do it? I was like, yeah, I'm open to it.
Speaker 2: He was like, yeah, but you're not.
Speaker 1: Are you open to it? And you know I am
Speaker 1: that type of person. I'm a people.
Speaker 2: Pleasers, So I need you to ask me twice. I
Speaker 2: was like, yeah, I'm ready. We get to We're in
Speaker 2: the car. We're going to their place.
Speaker 1: They're driving.
Speaker 2: We're driving, girl, we got eleven minutes to get there.
Speaker 2: I'm fucking sweating, bitch.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my god, my pussy probably fucking steak,
Speaker 1: because you know when you like, no, it's summertime. Nigga. Bro,
Speaker 1: you had fuck so many people straight out the club.
Speaker 1: Now you nervous. Is it because there was a dick handle,
Speaker 1: puss and eight the club bru It's hot as fuck.
Speaker 1: I'm in a sweaty ass goddamn spot in Brooklyn. Okay.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh wait, did you have the tutu one girl? Anyway,
Speaker 1: but I can see how yours. It was like, shorts
Speaker 1: aren't oh okay? Oh no, okay.
Speaker 2: We get to their place for like five minutes behind
Speaker 2: we get upstairs. We're doing the fucking place nice.
Speaker 1: Yeah, very nice.
Speaker 2: Okay, So, which also adds to the vibes. So we
Speaker 2: get up there and it's funny because we're in the elevator.
Speaker 2: He said, I love you baby.
Speaker 1: We get in there. He ain't got no shirt on,
Speaker 1: he's in shorts, but he's home. Okay, she's in the
Speaker 1: same clothes. They're smoking.
Speaker 2: I see a bottle of tequila unopened, and when I
Speaker 2: saw that, I thought to myself, okay, they were ready
Speaker 2: for they were ready to host.
Speaker 1: So they told us they grow mushrooms. Uh. They told
Speaker 1: us this on the date. I'm like, oh, where, He's like, actually,
Speaker 1: it's in one of the bedrooms. They go in the
Speaker 1: bedroom and I'm like.
Speaker 2: Okay, you guys are drug people, And I actually said
Speaker 2: that a lot. I'm like, we're at the Druggy house.
Speaker 2: Your guys got the liquor, the weed, they're.
Speaker 1: Playing Kate Trenada. Just that isn't it? Do you were
Speaker 1: ready for this? So again, my man's talking to her.
Speaker 1: I'm talking to her, dude. It's a vibe.
Speaker 2: And then suddenly we all take a shot and he's like,
Speaker 2: she gets great massages.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that's how I used to start to shot
Speaker 1: off too. It's the massage for the game night. So
Speaker 1: pull out the uhno or the hands? Which one I thought?
Speaker 2: Okay, I thought based on what me and my nigga
Speaker 2: talked about and what I think him and dude talked about.
Speaker 2: Is there her and ever on each other pussy go
Speaker 2: down and go crazy and they.
Speaker 1: Were gonna watch and chilly no not even touch like
Speaker 1: they their attitudes. First of all, I need a cool
Speaker 1: last nigga. That dude is a cool last nigga. When
Speaker 1: you know what a cool lass nigga, they don't have
Speaker 1: the finish this for real, when you're with.
Speaker 2: A cool lass nigga that ain't selfish and crazy, thing like,
Speaker 2: they can really watch, enjoy and sit back. That's what
Speaker 2: I mean about cool, like there's no hyperess to I
Speaker 2: gotta get mine too, And that attitude from both of
Speaker 2: them set the tone for the night. He didn't feel
Speaker 2: like he super wanted to fuck me. My man didn't
Speaker 2: super want to fuck her. They were more interested in
Speaker 2: their girls getting off.
Speaker 1: And in this way that was just so like whatever
Speaker 1: is whatever, The pressure was so off of their nut
Speaker 1: that I think her and I were more.
Speaker 2: Open to the situation. I hadn't experienced that before. Generally
Speaker 2: in a threesome, a man is super ready to get theirs.
Speaker 2: Both of them did not have it.
Speaker 1: He wasn't creepy. My man isn't creepy. There wasn't this
Speaker 1: energy of like, what's gonna happen with us? What about us?
Speaker 1: Are we gonna? Are you gonna suck my dick at
Speaker 1: some point? This is don't like the word creepy being
Speaker 1: used for that, only because I think it's one of
Speaker 1: the those things where you talk to your partner. I
Speaker 1: don't think it's an uncool thing or creepy thing.
Speaker 2: Well creepy in this as like its wandersation was and
Speaker 2: matching was about each other. Okay, so the creeping on
Speaker 2: someone is when you know, these two girls just want
Speaker 2: to fuck each other.
Speaker 1: I guess this. There was no talking about to be like,
Speaker 1: maybe Josie had something right, Like a part of me
Speaker 1: if if a man is in the room while I'm
Speaker 1: eating pussy, a part of me might just want to
Speaker 1: look over and see a dick.
Speaker 2: I really like the visuals that. That's the thing that Mandy.
Speaker 2: You have to remember. These two dudes talked about how
Speaker 2: they don't know what they want yet let's just make
Speaker 2: this about them this.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, it's about me though. I want to see
Speaker 1: a dick, yes, but that is also what you want
Speaker 1: these another dick in the room for these dudes, maybe
Speaker 1: they'll be Do you know if they talked about that
Speaker 1: or did you actually want about with your partner?
Speaker 2: The only thing that we were sure about was that
Speaker 2: me and her wanted to fuck. Keep in mind, they
Speaker 2: are still not sure what they can handle.
Speaker 1: Well, I'm asking you this only because you share that
Speaker 1: you and your partner went to a sex club together
Speaker 1: and where you felt a little bit uncomfortable, not only
Speaker 1: running into the fan, but with all the people watching.
Speaker 1: He was able to perform while other men may or
Speaker 1: may not have been watching, or may or may not
Speaker 1: have their dicks pulled out. So I'm asking you, then,
Speaker 1: has it been a conversation where you know your man
Speaker 1: doesn't care if a dick is pulled out or not
Speaker 1: within a being pulled out more than it's like, this
Speaker 1: is an intimate space. Okay, I think that's where it's it.
Speaker 2: It's not a sex club, right, We're in some other
Speaker 2: else like, but I do think there is a cool
Speaker 2: ass nigga attitude.
Speaker 1: That needs to happen in through some situations.
Speaker 2: He just can't rush it right, the rushing of it,
Speaker 2: the performance of it for the woman. Like, I agree,
Speaker 2: it very much felt like her fiance wanted her to
Speaker 2: get her nut and that he wanted to see her
Speaker 2: fuck with a bitch insane.
Speaker 1: So we start, they start massaging her. Dude's smoking.
Speaker 2: I don't know what my niggas do. I think he's
Speaker 2: having a drink. We're fully naked now, and for some reason,
Speaker 2: my man takes his clothes. He's in boxers, but the
Speaker 2: dude got no shirt on, and so I look at
Speaker 2: him because he took his clothes off. He's like, why
Speaker 2: are you getting in the bed or outside clothes? So
Speaker 2: he's sitting on the bed.
Speaker 1: The dude says, she's on top of me to him,
Speaker 1: it's okay, you can touch, and for some reason that
Speaker 1: broke this barrier of like, now it's about to go
Speaker 1: down once my man starts. I'm listening to her him
Speaker 1: smack her ass while she's like eating my pussy. So
Speaker 1: now I feel a hand on a titty and I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh no, don't keep my house closes because maybe it
Speaker 1: ain't my nigga because he didn't say you could do it,
Speaker 1: d D. And I'm like, is he feeling a way?
Speaker 2: So I actually had to relax because all I could
Speaker 2: think of is he gave you permission, but did you
Speaker 2: give me in permission?
Speaker 1: What the fuck is going on?
Speaker 2: So finally her and I are going at it. Now
Speaker 2: he'scissoring and her man's saying like, yo, I've never seen
Speaker 2: this before.
Speaker 1: I've never watched this.
Speaker 2: I'm having her get on top of me, and now
Speaker 2: they're both touching us like literally just hands, no one
Speaker 2: touching pussy.
Speaker 1: I don't know if that was.
Speaker 2: An unspoken thing like okay because of the boundary conversation
Speaker 2: and they both had his men, maybe I can't touch
Speaker 2: this bitch is pussy, But like it was the most
Speaker 2: respectful I've ever seen two niggas be to each other,
Speaker 2: because like, from the corner of my eye, I kept
Speaker 2: looking every time that nig rabb about titty.
Speaker 1: He kind of was just like, hey, is.
Speaker 2: This very soft touching, very caressing. But when it got rough,
Speaker 2: they only got rough with their own girl. Okay, he
Speaker 2: started choking her, calling her a good girl. My man's
Speaker 2: in my fucking face like, yeah, you like that shit.
Speaker 2: But like the nigga's hand is on me, but it's
Speaker 2: not like he's choking me. So I'm like, oh, they're
Speaker 2: really testing this. So finally, like when is the dick
Speaker 2: gonna come out?
Speaker 1: Like, is the tick gonna come out? What's gonna happen? Right?
Speaker 1: So she starts giving me head and talking. I'm so
Speaker 1: audio that like that shit can make me come. So
Speaker 1: my man starts telling me how good I look while
Speaker 1: this is happening, right, and how he knows I like it,
Speaker 1: how I like being watched. He's saying it to me,
Speaker 1: her head between my legs. I'm looking at him smack
Speaker 1: this bitch's ass, and he's touching my titty. I think
Speaker 1: he had my feet. Her man had my feet, like
Speaker 1: near his neck.
Speaker 2: I'm like, yo, I felt like so subbed out that
Speaker 2: I fucking came and they could hear me about the orgasm.
Speaker 2: So everybody's like catering to me in this moment.
Speaker 1: Bruh. I was like, whoa, it was such a good orgasm.
Speaker 1: I literally got up and said I'm ready to go now.
Speaker 1: I'm thank you. Why the selfish just jumped out, bro,
Speaker 1: And so they're laughing about it, and I'm like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, I was like, right after I came, I
Speaker 1: just realized I'm with three of the people. I'm so sorry,
Speaker 1: Like this is freaking weird, Like no, lie, like that's
Speaker 1: how like deep in I got it. And so my
Speaker 1: man goes to the bathroom and I'm like, so she
Speaker 1: starts sucking her man's dick. I'm like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: I'm not about to come back. And she got a
Speaker 1: dick in her mouth and she ain't have a dick
Speaker 1: in her mouth in the beginning. And now youven think
Speaker 1: I was fucking this big and dig too. My brain
Speaker 1: was going crazy. So I started sucking his dick.
Speaker 2: She's sucking his dick, and we're just next to each
Speaker 2: other right while she's sucking his dick, I wanted to
Speaker 2: start eating her pussy.
Speaker 1: Okay, so now we got this fucking head train going.
Speaker 1: So she suck at her.
Speaker 2: Man's dig like this, I'm eating pussy, my man eating
Speaker 2: my pussy from the back. So me and this dude
Speaker 2: aren't touching or kissing, right but grat So if I
Speaker 2: took a break from me in her pussy, then Nigga
Speaker 2: got down there in her pussy. So now we're like
Speaker 2: almost taking turns on the clip, but we're not doing
Speaker 2: it together because that's the boundary.
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, because you might end up kissing each other
Speaker 1: while you.
Speaker 2: Because didn't feel unnatural at whatever. It was just like
Speaker 2: I would start. I got up for a second, then
Speaker 2: he went back down rhythm.
Speaker 1: It was fire, and so my man was telling me
Speaker 1: after he was like, oh, that was the shit that
Speaker 1: got me when you was eating pussy with your ass
Speaker 1: and air like that shit was getting me. And so
Speaker 1: it just started to get Oh he wanted to fuck me,
Speaker 1: He's like, yo, but I felt like it wasn't fucking it.
Speaker 2: So I didn't know if sex was too much and
Speaker 2: another person's bed, right, So they were really figuring it out,
Speaker 2: and then I think they just both couldn't really get
Speaker 2: it up for a second because it was a little
Speaker 2: nerve wrecking bandy. I'm not even joking. My homegirl asked
Speaker 2: me this morning, what did his dick look like? I
Speaker 2: don't even know.
Speaker 1: I was, you don't even know if it's be I
Speaker 1: heard a little, but I yeah, I think it was.
Speaker 1: I think what All the time, I couldn't, I wasn't
Speaker 1: didn't even look.
Speaker 2: And so then I said to my man this morning,
Speaker 2: I'm like, did you look at her? Because I didn't
Speaker 2: look at him in the eye. He was like, I
Speaker 2: don't think she looked at me either. He's like I
Speaker 2: was touching her. She was receiving and touches, like I
Speaker 2: don't even know if we looked at each other. Like,
Speaker 2: I don't think I looked at him. I looked at
Speaker 2: his body.
Speaker 1: But that was also my own like how is this
Speaker 1: gonna go? So her and I are still going out
Speaker 1: of hair, pussy fucking swapping spit.
Speaker 2: They're small, They're still doing their thing. We take a
Speaker 2: break for a second, and her dude was like, wow,
Speaker 2: like I know my bad, Like I'm figuring my badi'u.
Speaker 1: This shit is really surprising. He was saying this on
Speaker 1: naked God, I'm laughing, and my man is like, no,
Speaker 1: for real.
Speaker 2: He's like, I've had thoughts about sletting her out with somebody,
Speaker 2: but like I would never do it, but like it's
Speaker 2: just a fantasy thing in my head. He's like, but
Speaker 2: now I'm feeling this energy and how it could happen maybe,
Speaker 2: And so we get out in the living room and
Speaker 2: we start talking about it and how it wasn't that awkward,
Speaker 2: and herd the dude is saying, like, I didn't know
Speaker 2: what I could handle until it gradually got there, and
Speaker 2: seeing this go down made me realize the thing I
Speaker 2: liked seeing. My man told me he was like, when
Speaker 2: he touched you, I didn't feel anything at all. I
Speaker 2: didn't feel jealous. So that's when I knew maybe I
Speaker 2: could take it up a notch. But he said that
Speaker 2: the other factor of it was, he said, there was
Speaker 2: so much girly energy there with y'all two he wasn't
Speaker 2: really in my brain. He's like, y'all were like really
Speaker 2: making a show. So if there was just another dude,
Speaker 2: me and you, there's no fucking way. He's like, but
Speaker 2: the fact that they had their own energy and we
Speaker 2: had our own work couples. I could handle it, and
Speaker 2: so he's like, because yeah, my brain started going nastier places.
Speaker 2: I'm like like what and he was like, you know,
Speaker 2: like they was fucking maybe you know, I came or
Speaker 2: and he came.
Speaker 1: And then she's licking it up like he's like, I
Speaker 1: started seeing where it could we go? And uh literally
Speaker 1: we're like all.
Speaker 2: Cleaning up and both of them are like, we gotta
Speaker 2: do this again. I'm like, what's the step number five
Speaker 2: gona be? And everybody's laughing because we don't know, right,
Speaker 2: and he literally was saying. The fiance was like, yeah,
Speaker 2: like this is new, Like I haven't done this, y'all
Speaker 2: haven't done this. Like figuring this out was dope. And
Speaker 2: she texted me I was gonna ask if you talk
Speaker 2: to her today? Yeah, I said that was hot. She
Speaker 2: was like masturbation content as fuck?
Speaker 1: What is she right? Oh? By the way, she told
Speaker 1: me she listens to Horriball right before we foxed No,
Speaker 1: don't you fucking another fan? She says she listened in
Speaker 1: college and Horse Supporter or listen can't wait to see
Speaker 1: you guys again. He said this night really helped him
Speaker 1: to expand his boundaries. And he is so happy.
Speaker 2: And honestly, something that we were talking about this morning
Speaker 2: was like the comfortability of what the fuck just happened,
Speaker 2: Like only happened from us communicating, and it only happened
Speaker 2: from the communication with them, and the fact that I
Speaker 2: think nobody was pressed for sex. Yeah, just letting the
Speaker 2: night take you without figuring out what has to be
Speaker 2: defined is really good. And honestly not saying they were
Speaker 2: like bros or whatever, but I think when two men
Speaker 2: kind of respect each other because we were joking, right,
Speaker 2: he was like, yo, she was mad fun, but like
Speaker 2: he was dope too, so it almost added to them
Speaker 2: as a couple. Okay, He's like, I'm not saying she
Speaker 2: was whatever, but they kind of complimented each other in
Speaker 2: a way where I was like, oh, this is fun.
Speaker 2: I am seeing why this works, the fact that they're
Speaker 2: both attractive. He was like, it's not like I want
Speaker 2: it a man, but I don't want you fucking some
Speaker 2: lame nigga. Like but oh yeah, my man said he
Speaker 2: still feel like I got fucked by another nigg last night.
Speaker 1: He's like, right, when I saw a hit on it City,
Speaker 1: I was like, you were dead, and so you plan
Speaker 1: to do it again. We planned to link with them again.
Speaker 1: Would you try a different couple or are you going
Speaker 1: to take your time with this? No, likeing to a
Speaker 1: sex club this weekend. I don't want to say which
Speaker 1: one yet, but it's a new one for me. And
Speaker 1: I literally said to my man, I was like, I
Speaker 1: just want to watch you fuck another bitch. I'm fucked out.
Speaker 1: I don't know if I can do look out.
Speaker 2: I think it was such a special instance because he
Speaker 2: was that attractive and they were that dope, right, and
Speaker 2: it's past the physical for me. And she said it too,
Speaker 2: She's like, if y'all were just attractive and not vibe,
Speaker 2: I couldn't do this, okay, Like, when you have something,
Speaker 2: you have to still vibe with the with the person
Speaker 2: you have to report.
Speaker 1: Yeah, for hey, like I could report them really quickly.
Speaker 1: You like Jay Electronica, Me too? Type shit. Oh no,
Speaker 1: it's you like TEKEI like KEI fuck like ge Electronic
Speaker 1: is a little bit. I don't know. He just mentioned
Speaker 1: he liked.
Speaker 2: It was in my brain, but anyway, No, I do
Speaker 2: think you need to have some kind of thing there,
Speaker 2: and I think for two men to get there, for
Speaker 2: anyone listening where your man may be a little I
Speaker 2: think it does kind of take a special type of
Speaker 2: man to open up. They were both really confident men,
Speaker 2: so that also helped. Like, you know, these dudes get bitches, right,
Speaker 2: and I think that kind of hard. Yeah, they both
Speaker 2: got a bitch.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but you know what I'm saying, Okay, you could
Speaker 1: have a bitch and not get bitches. Bro. Yeah.
Speaker 2: I think they also maybe we're so about our pleasure.
Speaker 2: I really believe that. Like that, Like seeing that also
Speaker 2: showed me how much my last relationship was about his pleasure.
Speaker 1: I mean, I think I also liked that she said
Speaker 1: that she was the ethically no monogamous one. And when
Speaker 1: it comes to swinging or threesomes or dealing with women
Speaker 1: at all, I like to know that both women actively
Speaker 1: like eating pussy or like doing what needs to be done,
Speaker 1: and not one person is just sitting there to get
Speaker 1: the pleasure. Oh girl, my mom's was in her face.
Speaker 1: He was like, I have pussy taste, and then he
Speaker 1: talking to her, I know that shit tastes.
Speaker 4: Good and like, yeah, you know your pussy baby. Oh
Speaker 4: god that she was really like the dirty talk was
Speaker 4: next level. And they're both very dominant so that was
Speaker 4: kind of hot because even when her man was calling
Speaker 4: her a good girl, shit, it's getting me off. And
Speaker 4: then my man talking to me like it was really
Speaker 4: fucking hot and now, oh girl.
Speaker 1: We got home.
Speaker 2: He literally said to me the next day, he was like, Yo,
Speaker 2: you're pussy. Ain't never been that way, and now I
Speaker 2: feel like you're really a homosexual, because how that's crazy
Speaker 2: that shit happened that after sex and you know this
Speaker 2: is true, after any play with other people.
Speaker 1: It's like, no, I was really good and I cannot
Speaker 1: believe I'm here now. Not that you can't believe you here,
Speaker 1: this is your arena. I wasn't out here swinging like that. Man. No,
Speaker 1: you're not a swinger bitch. I was going to sex
Speaker 1: clubs and swinging together with just women. We never got
Speaker 1: full on swat, sure, Dan, I mean we definitely attempted
Speaker 1: and tried, but it didn't happen, like and he didn't
Speaker 1: want to be in the room. It was just it
Speaker 1: ain't happened, and I would have loved for it to happen.
Speaker 1: I would have loved for us to like have another man,
Speaker 1: but like I wanted that.
Speaker 2: I think I'm gonna definitely end up fucking this dude,
Speaker 2: and I think he's definitely a fucking her girl, But
Speaker 2: I don't know if it'll even be the next time.
Speaker 1: I think, well not, y'all got a couple. As a couple,
Speaker 1: I like would like to hang out with him again
Speaker 1: also as well.
Speaker 2: But no, the reason I think it's gonna happen is
Speaker 2: because your brain only gets kink here and kink here.
Speaker 1: Would you not invite them to the sex club that
Speaker 1: y'all are going to this weekend?
Speaker 4: Well?
Speaker 2: Like did it because I could really get my plust one,
Speaker 2: that's how expensive it is. Okay, But the reason that
Speaker 2: I didn't is because that apartment. Have them buy tickets,
Speaker 2: just invite them.
Speaker 1: No, I actually think our dynamic is okay as it is.
Speaker 1: We want to keep it in the apartment.
Speaker 2: Because then it would be less about the sex club
Speaker 2: and more about entertaining this couple.
Speaker 1: Yes, no, no, each other? Like, would they want to
Speaker 1: go out and do their thing? I think that's the
Speaker 1: thing though, Like, and maybe because I've been a chaperone
Speaker 1: at so many sex clubs, like with couples and friends
Speaker 1: and others, like, it's actually really easy to separate, go
Speaker 1: do your own thing and link up later. I'm not
Speaker 1: saying that it can't happen, but I wondered if we
Speaker 1: would all feel like we have to. Oh, I'm telling
Speaker 1: you no, maybe we wouldn't. Like it's especially if this
Speaker 1: is your first time and their first time. You're both
Speaker 1: can explore and y'all can meet back later at the
Speaker 1: bar or something like a lot of times the sex
Speaker 1: club and me and my ex used to go with couples.
Speaker 1: We've gone with as many as two or three other couples,
Speaker 1: and we all find our own spaces on the bed.
Speaker 1: We don't feel like we need to entertain each other,
Speaker 1: and we catch up when it's Shreman drink time or
Speaker 1: something like. But you know what I mean, like you
Speaker 1: don't have to go. And it was the people that
Speaker 1: we just did this thing with. Y's fine, but this
Speaker 1: could be a new if they're looking to open I
Speaker 1: would just say, this could be something to where the
Speaker 1: next time y'all are together, this could be something to
Speaker 1: talk about. This could be something to add to the dynamic.
Speaker 2: Like just literally, I Sugg saying in the car and
Speaker 2: I just wanted y'all to know HI, how much I
Speaker 2: love you before we got out of here. I wanted
Speaker 2: to go home. He was just kind of like, I
Speaker 2: don't know. He was starting to look on the picture
Speaker 2: too that I can't really see.
Speaker 1: Her face like that. I don't know. They might be whack.
Speaker 1: We just you know, when you're down playing it. I
Speaker 1: was like, listen, if anything, I'm filming tomorrow with Mandy,
Speaker 1: this should just be a good story.
Speaker 2: It's just gonna be a good story. I'm just gonna
Speaker 2: get the content. I actually don't approach situations like that,
Speaker 2: oh bitch, I do.
Speaker 1: I do for research purposes. I'm actually about to start
Speaker 1: invoice in the business, especially when it don't pan out
Speaker 1: for nothing worth a goddamn like the last time I
Speaker 1: went so yeah, that's my storage for three minutes, not
Speaker 1: a not a, not an applause from editing in the
Speaker 1: background here. No, I'm excited because it clearly seems like
Speaker 1: we are having a hot girl summer. I'm having a
Speaker 1: hot girl girl boy boy summer. Yeah, you having a
Speaker 1: hot mmff summer. The second that we all have sex,
Speaker 1: I can't wait to get back on a mic because
Speaker 1: I know that's gonna be a really we have like
Speaker 1: time in between two before like our recording, so I
Speaker 1: have time to get. As my man would say, it
Speaker 1: comes out like I might actually have time to like somebody.
Speaker 1: I appreciate that. Anyways, hope you guys enjoyed this week's episodisode.
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Speaker 1: thank you guys for tuning in to yet another episode
Speaker 1: of Horrible Decisions. We'll see y'all next week. We says,
Speaker 1: hold please, chop please, child please Welcome to a bonus
Speaker 1: episode of Patreon kind of inprom too, So I'm gonna
Speaker 1: little weezy lead this. Where were we going? Didn't you
Speaker 1: say you wanted to update them on? We knew we
Speaker 1: was recording last Yeah, but no, there was no outline
Speaker 1: since so oh, I mean were catching up in Mandy's
Speaker 1: gonna have a fucking God. I'm seizure this outlining delivered.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna start doing a fake outline. I'm gonna put
Speaker 1: ketchup mustangs kind of what they do be every time
Speaker 1: you do an outline, we really don't stick to it.
Speaker 2: I just don't find the need to when I know
Speaker 2: that we could have a good conversation, like be super regimented.
Speaker 2: I know maybe what I want to talk about as
Speaker 2: far as the juice goes. But I mean, I maybe
Speaker 2: this may help explain a little better now, especially in
Speaker 2: my life with making different shows, with having another show,
Speaker 2: even with for fact's sake, I kind of have higher
Speaker 2: expectations of being able to go on the fly with you,
Speaker 2: not saying it's on you.
Speaker 1: But I don't need it.
Speaker 2: I've said this so many times with different conversations, or
Speaker 2: even if we're talking about a project with somebody else,
Speaker 2: I just don't need it with you. We just did
Speaker 2: someone else's podcast. I don't really see her instructive question
Speaker 2: too often at all. I just don't find that it's
Speaker 2: that necessary. And sometimes my most favorite conversations with you
Speaker 2: were the ones that were impromptu, like I have an
Speaker 2: idea of what I want to talk about with you
Speaker 2: today and opinions I want from you, but I'll will
Speaker 2: feel more relaxed and less pressured on a Patreon episode
Speaker 2: to do so. Patreon has become home for me a
Speaker 2: little bit when it.
Speaker 1: Comes to doing an episode. I like, oh, well, hope
Speaker 1: they know that's changing.
Speaker 2: Not really, It's still gonna make me feel more comfortable
Speaker 2: to be on Patreon with what's changing.
Speaker 1: Okay, you know what do you think? Well, what episodes
Speaker 1: have been some of your favorites that you've seen in
Speaker 1: conversations with Andy and I over the years. I definitely
Speaker 1: see it both ways.
Speaker 3: I do enjoy impromptu. I think sometimes there's a certain
Speaker 3: magic that comes from just like on the fly, you
Speaker 3: know what I mean. But then I also have seen
Speaker 3: plenty of moments where the structure is needed, not necessarily how.
Speaker 1: The structured show, so that can't die like and I
Speaker 1: think that's probably why I don't feel So.
Speaker 2: I know we got our hord drive. I know we're
Speaker 2: going to talk about news, so even if there's nothing there,
Speaker 2: I already in my brain know something I want to
Speaker 2: talk about that happened in the news.
Speaker 1: Right. But to me, I would like to see that
Speaker 1: because a part of me likes to come in either
Speaker 1: a little bit more researched or coming in with an
Speaker 1: opinion that I can sit with for a little bit,
Speaker 1: especially because niggas don't like my opinions anyway, I don't
Speaker 1: feel as prepared to explain myself in the quickness that
Speaker 1: I may need to or to combat your questions to
Speaker 1: my opinion with hearing about it right in the moment.
Speaker 1: So for me, it's a comfortability thing of going in
Speaker 1: knowing where I stand on a topic and being able
Speaker 1: to defend my opinion, knowing you may disagree and come
Speaker 1: back at me with why do I feel this way?
Speaker 1: I mean, I think even that was very prevalent in
Speaker 1: me just sharing how I was enthralled at seeing Chris
Speaker 1: Brown on stage and seeing the power that he has
Speaker 1: and us immediately going into discussing supporting a domestic abuser, Like,
Speaker 1: to me, that frozzled me because well, I wasn't ready
Speaker 1: to stand on that being my opinion. But I didn't
Speaker 1: have to research while you're supporting him. No, no, no,
Speaker 1: no no, that was just an excuse, not an excuse.
Speaker 1: That was an example I'm sorry. So that's an example
Speaker 1: if I know I'm coming in talking about JD Vance
Speaker 1: and the political landscape and what thought like to me,
Speaker 1: just if that yeah, so, but even that, I wasn't
Speaker 1: ready to get into the conversation about domestic violence because
Speaker 1: it wasn't on the outline. So to me, on topics
Speaker 1: that are just strong like that, not where we're just
Speaker 1: giving comedic relief, I because I have such insecurity with
Speaker 1: my ability to explain my point in a fast paced
Speaker 1: thing being questioned being why do you stand on this opinion?
Speaker 1: To me, I want to come in and be firm
Speaker 1: about my opinion, knowing that it may not be one
Speaker 1: that most people have or will agree with. So to me,
Speaker 1: I just I see so many times where I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: I could have explained that better, or damn I wish
Speaker 1: I said this, Damn I wish. So when it's those
Speaker 1: when we have outlines or the outline structure, to me,
Speaker 1: it's even why I ask you, hey, I haven't gotten
Speaker 1: the outline yet. Well, if you are also cool with
Speaker 1: doing ketchup and mustards, No, no, no, I know that.
Speaker 1: So this is what this episode is. Oh, I didn't
Speaker 1: know that because we've done three. I just didn't know. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean, I didn't know you just had a Patreon episode.
Speaker 1: I didn't know this was a ketchup a mustard. But
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, if it's a ketchup a mustard, I
Speaker 1: love that I get to explain why having that outline
Speaker 1: a few hours before or a couple of days before
Speaker 1: we record an episode is important to me because this
Speaker 1: has been quite the insecurity that I've had in getting
Speaker 1: into deeper conversations on this show where I know we're
Speaker 1: gonna have different opinions because I do have an insecurity
Speaker 1: with my ability to form fucking sentences. I know I
Speaker 1: do this for a living now, but I just want
Speaker 1: to have a strong stance in my opinion where I
Speaker 1: can explain it effectively. That's all, like you feel me? Like,
Speaker 1: that's really, That's really where I've gotten into And yes
Speaker 1: we have, we've both done all these other projects. To me,
Speaker 1: even pre production was a really big thing with So
Speaker 1: you just called a segment from our bonus content over
Speaker 1: on Patreon. We have so much more bonus content, BTS
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