Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decision.
Speaker 2: Hey, guys, welcome to another episode horrible Decisions. Uh oh, listen,
Speaker 2: you know I was gonna come in here and VQ
Speaker 2: today because y'all, we got a very special guest.
Speaker 1: But before we get started, job that was cute? It's
Speaker 1: don't do that? That was a cute?
Speaker 2: Mom?
Speaker 1: Was that a cute molle? Say yes? That's all say.
Speaker 3: Yes, yes.
Speaker 2: Oh and we know we can get on l like
Speaker 2: that today. Anyways, guys, welcome to another episode of Horror Player.
Speaker 1: Just says Yones.
Speaker 2: I'm your girl, Mandy b aka Pulurk Bumps aka that
Speaker 2: motherfucking bitch.
Speaker 1: What's up, y'all? I'm weezy.
Speaker 4: Today we got a special guest in the building that
Speaker 4: we can't really see what we see.
Speaker 1: If you're seeing on the YouTube, you can see in
Speaker 1: what you can't see, you know.
Speaker 2: So we got four in the building, y'all, and y'all
Speaker 2: have been mind y'all, y'all may have purposely noticed I
Speaker 2: left out my nickname, Pegged the Dian because the way
Speaker 2: y'all have been flooding each of us.
Speaker 1: With our tagging anytime he's on anything anytime. As soon
Speaker 1: as you.
Speaker 2: Started popping up on the internet, everyone just started tagging.
Speaker 2: They started sending me your videos and dms, asking if
Speaker 2: you were the man I've been pegging all these years.
Speaker 1: Wow, And.
Speaker 2: I said no, y'all, even in that boodhah, calm down,
Speaker 2: calm down, I don't know that man.
Speaker 1: However, you joined us on stage in Dallas.
Speaker 4: I was super fun. I really enjoyed that too, because like,
Speaker 4: we haven't had a lot of men come on stage
Speaker 4: during our kink sessions, so that was fun. But I
Speaker 4: think what was most we actually have, but they're mostly
Speaker 4: day We haven't had a lot no and when we do,
Speaker 4: they're the doms. So we've had like the bondage, we've
Speaker 4: had like the lead people.
Speaker 2: We've had women bring their subs. But you were like, Nope,
Speaker 2: I would like to come on and I want to
Speaker 2: be masked. I want to bring my dom. I think
Speaker 2: a man saying I want to my dom.
Speaker 1: That was different.
Speaker 4: I think our fans were really excited too, because like
Speaker 4: they I mean, you know, obviously some of them know you,
Speaker 4: but also I think being you and not expecting someone
Speaker 4: like you to look that way. I think what's been
Speaker 4: most exciting about seeing people's tag us and your stuff
Speaker 4: is that obviously we even have a conversation surrounding pegging
Speaker 4: for so long, and you know, our conversations aren't necessarily
Speaker 4: the most surface level sex podcast conversation. So when seeing
Speaker 4: you know, even you after the live show and like
Speaker 4: stuff on the shade room, I was like wow, Like
Speaker 4: I was really like taking back a little bit, Like
Speaker 4: I kind of thought people would make fun of a
Speaker 4: niggain a cage. Oh they did, but I didn't think
Speaker 4: they would be like like to me, you there's a
Speaker 4: joke there, but they got really intense absolute and that
Speaker 4: to me was just the weird.
Speaker 3: What I realized is they hate the person and not
Speaker 3: the character.
Speaker 1: Explain that.
Speaker 3: So, for example, after that post had went viral, it
Speaker 3: was a lot of other comedians posting it. They was
Speaker 3: putting the self in cages and people thought it was funny.
Speaker 3: So they hate the person, you know what I mean,
Speaker 3: and not the character.
Speaker 1: Well, I think I think.
Speaker 2: There was also the element if a comedian does it,
Speaker 2: they're doing it as a joke. I think that a
Speaker 2: lot of people know that you now have an OnlyFans
Speaker 2: and in a sexual way. The way you went viral
Speaker 2: for that reminded me of when Weezy we had a
Speaker 2: guest come on and he went back and forth with
Speaker 2: her because as a black woman, she was doing something
Speaker 2: that he thought was degrading because her partner at the
Speaker 2: time was a white man.
Speaker 1: And that's what I saw a lot of people bringing
Speaker 1: up was.
Speaker 2: The historical how why would a black man choose to
Speaker 2: put himself into a cage?
Speaker 1: And so that's what I think it was more so
Speaker 1: tied to.
Speaker 3: If we keep it honest, there's a lot of there's
Speaker 3: a lot of black people out here that don't represent
Speaker 3: me if we keep it in a book, you know
Speaker 3: what I mean, Like, I don't like some black people.
Speaker 3: I don't I don't really connect with. I mean, I
Speaker 3: respect what they do, but it's like, you gotta look
Speaker 3: at what I'm doing. I'm not I'm not putting it.
Speaker 3: I'm not in harming anyone. It's people out here that
Speaker 3: get saluted for being a kingpin in their hood, right
Speaker 3: being Mama high, your grandma high, your uncle high, you
Speaker 3: feel me. People get have their own supply. It's people
Speaker 3: out here there's killing people that you know what I mean,
Speaker 3: gang related, and they get all the respect in the
Speaker 3: world for being the toughest man in the world. I
Speaker 3: don't represent that. That's where I'm from, but that's not
Speaker 3: That's not who I am, that's not that's that's I
Speaker 3: move my kid out of Chicago to make sure he's safe.
Speaker 3: There's people where I'm from. They don't. They don't. They
Speaker 3: don't make it to see five six years old, you
Speaker 3: feel me it killer be killed out there. So I'm
Speaker 3: just saying so, and my defense, it's like I'm not
Speaker 3: even bothering nobody. But at the same time, they're bothered,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, because I'm in my own
Speaker 3: lane doing my thing, and I don't they don't understand it,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean. But I got a whole
Speaker 3: audience for that. That's why a lot of the negativity
Speaker 3: stuff I don't see. Well, I noticed it, but it's
Speaker 3: on the effect because I got a whole culture of
Speaker 3: people that's loving what I'm doing.
Speaker 2: I mean, that's that's even here on the show, right, Like,
Speaker 2: I love that we've been able to talk about kinks
Speaker 2: and things and let it be known that no black
Speaker 2: people do this shit too.
Speaker 1: We enjoy doing it. I think that that's one of
Speaker 1: the biggest.
Speaker 2: Shocks too like, which is why I'm really I love
Speaker 2: that we're going to be able to have this conversation
Speaker 2: because even like your stature. We just had a woman
Speaker 2: on here, Hazel Grace, and there was a bit of
Speaker 2: a shock that a I pegged black men, but there
Speaker 2: was even a bigger shot it is also black and
Speaker 2: she was a black woman, but she pegs white men.
Speaker 2: Or she admitted that she pegs twinks, and I was like, okay,
Speaker 2: so twinks are like feminine, small dainty voice. So or
Speaker 2: men that may want to wear the fish nets or
Speaker 2: the lace or that just come off more feminine and
Speaker 2: you you you real maskul it over though I.
Speaker 3: Thought about putting on some fish nets.
Speaker 1: Oh wait, so you do? So you do fish nets.
Speaker 3: I thought about it. I didn't do it yet.
Speaker 1: Oh you haven't done it yet.
Speaker 3: No, I like, it's next.
Speaker 2: So when when you were do you feel like you're
Speaker 2: becoming more open to things because you now have a
Speaker 2: partner that allows you to do these things that you're
Speaker 2: on only fans doing it.
Speaker 3: It's not even necessarily my partner. I mean it helps,
Speaker 3: you know, but it's just the fact that feeling being
Speaker 3: free and not giving a fuck, like I think that
Speaker 3: my My biggest issue in my career and with my
Speaker 3: life is I care too much about other people. I
Speaker 3: put energy into people way more than myself put. I
Speaker 3: gave myself the short energy stick every single time in life.
Speaker 4: What do you think about the people that like are
Speaker 4: feeling like I mean, we got to see you in
Speaker 4: your element in doubtless right and obviously to go as
Speaker 4: far as you have.
Speaker 1: We know this is real.
Speaker 4: You're experienced in the king community. What do you think
Speaker 4: about people that think you're doing it for attention?
Speaker 3: If I was doing it for attention, I will be
Speaker 3: tagging everyone, post me, please post me, please please look, look,
Speaker 3: look look. No, it's not my choice. If you're I
Speaker 3: chose to watch and look and tell a friend to
Speaker 3: tell a friend, that's not my business.
Speaker 4: Have you had a hard conversation with like an X
Speaker 4: or like a family member that was like tripping off
Speaker 4: of watching you?
Speaker 3: Yeah? I mean, of course my mom. See my mom
Speaker 3: is fine with it. She just can't take the the
Speaker 3: attention that comes from it. Like every time she looks
Speaker 3: opens her phone up, I'm right there on her screen.
Speaker 3: Rather she follows me, and rather she's keeping up with
Speaker 3: what I'm doing and it's like the blogs got it
Speaker 3: right in her face, so she can't, you know, miss it.
Speaker 3: I'm like, well, just unfollow the blogs.
Speaker 4: Then you've been able to talk to your mom about
Speaker 4: like kink and stuff like that.
Speaker 3: I have to. That's I too, because it was just like,
Speaker 3: you know, as much as she doesn't understand or necessarily agree,
Speaker 3: I say, stop making you seeing the bad from it.
Speaker 3: You're seeing from your perspective of what you don't want.
Speaker 3: But if I'm telling you as your son, as a
Speaker 3: grown man, at this point, mine, I'm happy. I'm fine,
Speaker 3: Like I'm in a place where the backlash or what
Speaker 3: people got to say that don't affect me no more
Speaker 3: like TV has made me so numb. Whereas like I
Speaker 3: don't give a fuck what you think, because as long
Speaker 3: as I said, you should be worried about how I feel,
Speaker 3: you know, and not by how they feel. I said,
Speaker 3: I need you to be the queen that you are
Speaker 3: and stand up for your son that go to war
Speaker 3: for me. I'm gonna go to war for you. You
Speaker 3: know what I mean. That's how I feel like. You
Speaker 3: don't have to agree with what I'm doing, but you
Speaker 3: can still respect me by being honest with you ye.
Speaker 1: Not really now, I ask you only because I'm do
Speaker 1: you have a relationship with your daddy?
Speaker 3: No, my PAP's passed away, but he wasn't in my life.
Speaker 2: He wasn't in your life, Okay, I said, because like
Speaker 2: we talk about, like now that we've been so open
Speaker 2: the conversations with our moms, we're a lot like our
Speaker 2: moms in terms of like our sexuality and even just
Speaker 2: the fluidity of how we move in. With my mom specifically,
Speaker 2: the conversation was almost an envy that she wasn't able
Speaker 2: to be as free as she wanted to be growing up,
Speaker 2: and so seeing what we're doing now, she's just.
Speaker 1: Like, oh my gosh. Now she'd be talking too much.
Speaker 1: She'd be trying to tell me.
Speaker 2: About our vibrators and the things she want to do
Speaker 2: it and I'm just like, ah, I you doing much.
Speaker 2: But her mom, you know, it's proud that she's the
Speaker 2: number one dick sucker in the world.
Speaker 1: Number one.
Speaker 2: That's that's what my mom said, redication.
Speaker 1: They say that girl's a big teeth. You know. My
Speaker 1: mama said one day, it's so crazy, how did.
Speaker 4: You This was like I can't remember what happened, but
Speaker 4: we were in a car and I think we was
Speaker 4: going to wig store or something, and someone texting my
Speaker 4: phone about how it was the best like head they
Speaker 4: ever had, and my mom looks at me and she
Speaker 4: was like, I just do it.
Speaker 1: I've always had a gift. I knew you had it.
Speaker 1: I knew.
Speaker 4: And then when my ex and I were breaking up,
Speaker 4: I remember my mom said some like, well, nobody's ever
Speaker 4: gonna suck that dick like you did.
Speaker 1: I said that I ain't not right, ain't right right. Listen.
Speaker 2: I think it's great that you're having those conversations with
Speaker 2: your with your parents, even your friends, I know, like
Speaker 2: in your post, and I guess I want to ask
Speaker 2: you that too, just to go ahead and get all
Speaker 2: the questions out the way, because y'all you've been going
Speaker 2: by for so long, and then we gonna get into
Speaker 2: the good shit. But you did respond at one point
Speaker 2: and told people to leave you alone because of all
Speaker 2: the reactions. Your ex girlfriend, you know, came out and
Speaker 2: tweeted what she said about uh she was embarrassed by
Speaker 2: it or whatever. You were just like, I don't bother anyone.
Speaker 2: Everyone leaving me alone. However, being on OnlyFans and promoting
Speaker 2: your only fans. You are putting things on the internet,
Speaker 2: so you have to somewhat expect a response, right to.
Speaker 3: Clear that post up. Yes, I'm not speaking about the
Speaker 3: people who don't know me. I get people gonna say,
Speaker 3: whatever the issue I have when I made that post
Speaker 3: when I say I don't bother nobody, literally I don't,
Speaker 3: but don't hit me up. It's like pick a side.
Speaker 3: So my thing is is like, to you, a perfect example,
Speaker 3: if me and you are having this conversation right here,
Speaker 3: and then after I leave out of here and I
Speaker 3: see you online throwing shade and it's like, damn, I
Speaker 3: thought we just thought we was like this. I was cool.
Speaker 3: So like it's like you're still entertaining the circus at
Speaker 3: the same time but still being my friend like cool.
Speaker 3: So I can't. I can't fuck with that. I don't
Speaker 3: know how to. I don't know how to be fake.
Speaker 1: It's the people that you actually know.
Speaker 3: It's the ones that's close that's still hitting me up
Speaker 3: for money or ones that still look hit me up
Speaker 3: for friendship or some type of you want they want
Speaker 3: something from me, you know. So that's the whole thing.
Speaker 3: It's like, just speak aside, then don't don't don't confuse
Speaker 3: me because the way my heart is like, I'm I'm
Speaker 3: a genuine person, So don't don't play with nobody. Uh
Speaker 3: that's genuine like that that's how I feel. Or just
Speaker 3: stay where you at, Like I'm fine. I've I've been
Speaker 3: losing friends every day, but I'm I'm I'm cool with
Speaker 3: the absolutely absolutely they do it.
Speaker 1: That doesn't surprise me.
Speaker 3: And the reason why is because I like, I feel
Speaker 3: like they're either envious or they either just like, don't
Speaker 3: don't fuck with it, Like I have some of my
Speaker 3: friends that have opened up to me about things they
Speaker 3: do sexually because they feel comfortable. And I've had some
Speaker 3: friends that's that's open up to me about what they
Speaker 3: do sexually, but are mad at me for speaking on
Speaker 3: some of the same shit that they do. They're like, man,
Speaker 3: bro we man, that's being broke. You ain't supposed to
Speaker 3: be talking about that, man says, who broke CoA.
Speaker 1: I mean, I'll be honest with you.
Speaker 2: For the men that I have pegged, We've had a
Speaker 2: lot of those conversations, and not only I wouldn't even
Speaker 2: say just pegging, like for for men that have opened
Speaker 2: up to me about their attraction to trans women and
Speaker 2: things that they don't share with their friends and things.
Speaker 2: It's it's frustrating to here that they're like, there's a
Speaker 2: bro code that black men, specifically, I would say, shouldn't
Speaker 2: be open about the things that they enjoy when I
Speaker 2: don't know, did you see the thing that just went viral?
Speaker 2: So there is a woman who went to divorce her
Speaker 2: husband filed divorce papers because she found out he was
Speaker 2: having sex with men with a guy.
Speaker 1: He had a whole relationship with a man.
Speaker 2: And because she went to go serve the divorce papers,
Speaker 2: I guess he didn't want that coming out.
Speaker 1: He went and killed her.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's fucked up because she.
Speaker 2: Wanted to leave because well, you weren't honest with me.
Speaker 2: You're having a whole relationship with a man, and the
Speaker 2: man went and killed her for wanting to even leave him.
Speaker 2: And I'm just like, I think that this podcast is
Speaker 2: so important because the men that do come to our
Speaker 2: shows and the couples that are able to experience things
Speaker 2: together differently, just because we talk about these things openly,
Speaker 2: I think it keeps us more safe.
Speaker 1: It keeps people not.
Speaker 2: Having to live in fear of them not being able
Speaker 2: to be free with who they really are, and in
Speaker 2: terms of like getting in relationships, it allows you to
Speaker 2: kind of be honest, which I know y'all be out
Speaker 2: here lying because niggas is liars, and y'all know I'm
Speaker 2: over here triggered right now just with the word lie.
Speaker 2: But just to be free and open, yeah about it.
Speaker 2: So I hate that you actually have friends that are like, Bro,
Speaker 2: you're not supposed to.
Speaker 1: Be telling people we be doing this shit.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Like, it's to the point where I'm so lest
Speaker 3: people have like known over ten twenty years, you know
Speaker 3: what I mean, Just like dangn for me, I'm cool.
Speaker 3: It's like that chapter is done and is done.
Speaker 4: I think what happens in friendships and family relationships where
Speaker 4: people get that judgmental When you said envious, most people
Speaker 4: they like, well, I'm not jealous that you're in a cage, right,
Speaker 4: But the jealousy sometimes can come from other things.
Speaker 1: More so just being as free yep.
Speaker 4: Like, I think a lot of people hate well and
Speaker 4: not realize they're hating it, but watching someone live authentically,
Speaker 4: because if you're not exposing. We used to say, like,
Speaker 4: oh when niggas hate, yeah, niggas, they must be gay
Speaker 4: if it's If that's not it, then it must just
Speaker 4: be you don't like watching someone be open. So if
Speaker 4: someone doesn't want to get pegged by they girl, they
Speaker 4: really must be having a difficult time watching you be
Speaker 4: open and happy. I think that celebrating kink and queerness,
Speaker 4: and even if this isn't relative to your situation, I
Speaker 4: don't think pegging is queer, but it just makes me
Speaker 4: think a lot of like what I've seen over the
Speaker 4: last few years just online, like it's been really scary.
Speaker 4: I think we think we're in this forward moment, and
Speaker 4: especially seeing someone like you, we think we might be.
Speaker 1: But reading the comments that day, I was like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, is crazy.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, I mean I feel like, you.
Speaker 4: Know, people are like praying for you in the comments. Yeah,
Speaker 4: I was like, do you see the background of the apartment.
Speaker 2: It's the Florida windows right for you.
Speaker 1: There's a little ship like that where I'm like, but I.
Speaker 3: Feel like the thing is I feel like they put
Speaker 3: me in a box, right. They see reality TV, they
Speaker 3: see music, and it's like that's it. Like no, Like,
Speaker 3: I also understand that being black, we are the most
Speaker 3: opinionated culture.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so we're not a monolith. You not going to
Speaker 1: represent none of us represent everyone as all.
Speaker 3: That's what I'm saying. So it's like the ship did
Speaker 3: y'all stay up here and glorified. I don't funk with.
Speaker 4: Have your cat I don't watch Black and Crew, but
Speaker 4: I can only imagine have your castmates like being kind
Speaker 4: about it?
Speaker 3: Or I mean, yeah, for the people that I still
Speaker 3: funk with, you.
Speaker 2: Go ahead and say the only nice ones, and we
Speaker 2: gonna know who not nice ones?
Speaker 1: Has there been one that surprised you with their kindness?
Speaker 3: No, every Actually, to be honest with you, everybody has
Speaker 3: been pretty supportive to my knowledge that we're talking a
Speaker 3: cast members, not like the B, A, C. D. You
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying at the top the.
Speaker 4: People because to me, like if I didn't have somebody
Speaker 4: that was like all myself, like if people know me
Speaker 4: from horrible decisions and I made a crazy decision, whether
Speaker 4: it be making only fans and Mandy wasn't necessarily saying
Speaker 4: like hey, good for her.
Speaker 1: That's hard. Yeah, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: See, I think for me, like the type of like
Speaker 3: time I've been spending on myself and actually embracing who
Speaker 3: I am flaws and all, like all the self love
Speaker 3: is like I didn't need validation, and that's the thing
Speaker 3: I've feel like, it's so weird if you like everything
Speaker 3: I like, or if I like everything like that, Like
Speaker 3: where's your uniqueness of I don't. I think that's weird
Speaker 3: If you like everything I like, or if you need
Speaker 3: validation from somebody else to look cool, that's weird to me.
Speaker 3: Like I want you to. I want you to like
Speaker 3: different stuff so I can either you could put me
Speaker 3: onto something or know something different that I don't know.
Speaker 3: Like we all know the same thing. What's the fucking
Speaker 3: point how we all able to grow if we running
Speaker 3: the circles doing the same different things.
Speaker 1: Do you have any men reach out to you that
Speaker 1: have been like damn, bro, like you really help me?
Speaker 3: Like, oh man. Women have called me crying because they
Speaker 3: can't live in their truth. And that's about older women
Speaker 3: forties and up. They're literally colling no friends friends, Like man,
Speaker 3: I'm crying watching you seeing you man, because you're speaking
Speaker 3: for me, Like I can't do X, Y and Z
Speaker 3: because of the way I grew up in you know
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, church going family. I can't do this now.
Speaker 3: Because my mom, I respect us. I just can't do it.
Speaker 3: But they are crying, and they also, you know what
Speaker 3: I'm saying, happy for me because they feel like they're
Speaker 3: living through me. So same for my same for my friends,
Speaker 3: Like well, the ones who's still around, a lot of
Speaker 3: people have stepped up to the plate. I did not expect,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean that I knew maybe on
Speaker 3: a uh maybe childhood or either a cordial just associate level.
Speaker 3: But they stepped up. Now I've embraced them, embraced them
Speaker 3: more than the people who I really thought was my friends.
Speaker 3: You know, I fuck with it, Like I feel like,
Speaker 3: if we're gonna be friends, let's be friends. Let's let's
Speaker 3: really get to know each other, you know what I'm saying, And.
Speaker 2: You let everybody really get around and be like, all right, bro,
Speaker 2: So when it go in how you relate people?
Speaker 3: Check this out. One of my homies called me, right
Speaker 3: he like we FaceTime? He called me, He's like, man,
Speaker 3: can I FaceTime? He like, can I three way my
Speaker 3: wife into the space time call? I'm like, yeah, whatever,
Speaker 3: I'm not knowing what do you want? So she's she
Speaker 3: happy or whatever, talking and stuff, and then she was
Speaker 3: just like he was like a man for Malvers showing
Speaker 3: my wife your work. Your work man. She she she
Speaker 3: loves it. She wants to get into it. Can you
Speaker 3: send me all your videos? Like can you make like
Speaker 3: a like a uh like what they call like a
Speaker 3: collapse or whatever collage all your videos? Man, We want
Speaker 3: to see her and study it because we want to
Speaker 3: spiceide our bedroom. They was a black couple, like you
Speaker 3: know what I mean, And I was just like, I
Speaker 3: didn't send it, but it was just the fact.
Speaker 4: That thing, this needs to be your next phase, like
Speaker 4: when you're like a little bit tired of like maybe
Speaker 4: making content, you should be consulting.
Speaker 3: No, that's that's that's why I'm doing that. We talked.
Speaker 3: That's I can say. That's what I'm literally molding gainst
Speaker 3: it too, Like now I'm seeing it's like okay, now
Speaker 3: that people have.
Speaker 2: Just you know what, educationally wise, only because you guys
Speaker 2: are asking when you have your pegging module all.
Speaker 1: Come on and be the EDGUC do it.
Speaker 3: Let's do it.
Speaker 1: That's the only way y'all need to see me paid
Speaker 1: this man, because y'all have been as that would be
Speaker 1: so fire. Seriously, I would love to come in one.
Speaker 4: Of my favorite videos on porn hub is a pussy
Speaker 4: eating instruction video. I was gonna say instructoral video, but anyway,
Speaker 4: you literally watch it's a white dude.
Speaker 1: He's like really really serious.
Speaker 4: His mouth is a little wet, but like you're watching,
Speaker 4: you know, like the vulva when there's like a lot
Speaker 4: of bufflow.
Speaker 1: You're watching it.
Speaker 4: You're watching her get wet. He's pushing the fingers in,
Speaker 4: she's like making noise.
Speaker 2: He's really like, so hear you how to eat some
Speaker 2: puzz Yeah, so yeah, we go, how to pay the
Speaker 2: right way? We are gonna get into our vanillaship real quick.
Speaker 2: Wants to make it a little funny because it's a
Speaker 2: little wild. Love thinks literally, and there is a romance
Speaker 2: that is getting off to a bad fart for cutting
Speaker 2: the cheese whenever she pleases. A woman's year long, years
Speaker 2: long relationship with her live in lover is now on
Speaker 2: the brink of disaster. It's on the brink of the
Speaker 2: disaster because he is sick of her farting.
Speaker 1: Literally.
Speaker 2: She says, I'm a twenty four year old female and
Speaker 2: I've been with my partner, a thirty year old male,
Speaker 2: for almost two years.
Speaker 1: Now, and we just moved in together about four months ago.
Speaker 2: She's pretty much asking a desperate plea as to how
Speaker 2: she can move on in this relationship because he thinks
Speaker 2: that her farting is unladylike. Lately, he's been getting really
Speaker 2: frustrated with me because he says I fart too much
Speaker 2: at home and it discussed him. I tend to fart
Speaker 2: a few times at night and he gets super grumpy
Speaker 2: and has accused me of doing it on purpose. I
Speaker 2: swear I'm not. He says I don't need to push
Speaker 2: it out and says that I'm not ladylike. So pretty
Speaker 2: much she's now asking what she should do if this
Speaker 2: is show someone that she should stay with and my
Speaker 2: crazy for thinking farting is just normal? Yes, And I
Speaker 2: guess what would y'all say? The response will be, I
Speaker 2: know we've talked about farting, der not you making the face,
Speaker 2: you being judge? Who you being judged to? The farterer
Speaker 2: or the nigga mat that she fart in so much, I.
Speaker 4: Understand why people got to push their shit literally all
Speaker 4: somebody else like to me, farting, burping, all that is
Speaker 4: manners If someone don't like it, like what do you
Speaker 4: mean you want to leave.
Speaker 1: The nigga because he's like, doesn't want you farting.
Speaker 2: It's okay, Okay, so you're not about it, Oh burping ass, bitch,
Speaker 2: I'll be burning into my head.
Speaker 1: I burn when I'm out.
Speaker 2: I mean, okay, so I can't see the difference of manners,
Speaker 2: But what about I don't know about manners.
Speaker 1: In the home.
Speaker 3: If I'm saying it's like do you like it? We're
Speaker 3: talking about what you like?
Speaker 2: Okay, So there's a difference between my partner not like,
Speaker 2: first off, that's a fucking human function. Okay, that's like, damn, babe,
Speaker 2: your ship's really stink, bitch. I can't control how it's stank,
Speaker 2: for sure, you.
Speaker 1: Know what I mean.
Speaker 2: Even when you eat greens and eat healthier, the ship
Speaker 2: might sink even worse. Yeah, but you can like you
Speaker 2: got the poopery, I got the little spray in a
Speaker 2: bottle that I mean I do.
Speaker 3: It was a time where it was a time where
Speaker 3: I've been in relationships where they had the ax men
Speaker 3: man like do you shop? Because they never saw me.
Speaker 1: Do that's me you call this super ship.
Speaker 3: So I just do it like this, like if I
Speaker 3: get up and go to the gym. I'm handling my ship.
Speaker 3: That's when I come home, or if I know they
Speaker 3: about to leave something hot.
Speaker 1: Whatever not in my own home.
Speaker 3: Hold you no, I mean, I mean, I mean yeah,
Speaker 3: eventially you get to that point like, man, funk, it's happening,
Speaker 3: you know. But nah, I got to the know. They
Speaker 3: used to ask me like how come you never I
Speaker 3: never smell you? Or this and this that was never mine?
Speaker 1: Wow, I don't know. To me.
Speaker 2: To me, if someone's making me feel uncomfortable about my
Speaker 2: bodily function.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I can't help.
Speaker 2: I'm breaking up with you. I would tell this woman
Speaker 2: break up with that nigga. If he's making it seem
Speaker 2: like you were such a discussing person for being a
Speaker 2: human being, nigga, go find them aliens that they say
Speaker 2: is out here.
Speaker 1: Maybe them niggas don't fart, Go be.
Speaker 4: With a Honestly, if I had a conversation with a
Speaker 4: man that kept farting around me and they broke up
Speaker 4: with me over it, I'd be shocked because that's basically
Speaker 4: what you're saying. Let's just say I'm the person and
Speaker 4: I'm like, can you stop farting in front of me?
Speaker 4: It really makes me uncomfortable, and the nigga was like,
Speaker 4: fuck you leave me.
Speaker 1: I'm like, wow, Like, you can't just stop farting in front.
Speaker 2: Of me if I gotta fart, Like so we sitting
Speaker 2: here now, I gotta get.
Speaker 1: Up, let go.
Speaker 3: You said what right now on this on this couch,
Speaker 3: you letting it go?
Speaker 2: Oh, I've let it go in front of people, but
Speaker 2: do but then it kind of hurts my stomach when
Speaker 2: I'm like, well, I don't know if.
Speaker 1: It's gonna like for me.
Speaker 4: Well, if I if I want to fart and not
Speaker 4: tell somebody, I'll be like, let me get know.
Speaker 1: You just squeeze your butt cheeks and then it I'll
Speaker 1: hold it like if you're I'm just saying you can
Speaker 1: excuse yourself.
Speaker 2: Brouh to me, to me, bodily fun. The piston like
Speaker 2: fist it on the seat is different than actually pink.
Speaker 2: That's an adjutant that would make sense if you're in
Speaker 2: a relationship a nigga, you keep fistling on the seat,
Speaker 2: that's a problem. I'm not gonna complain that your pist
Speaker 2: smel or your ship smell or like, nigga, close the
Speaker 2: door spray when you leave, like there's ways to do that.
Speaker 1: But I'm not gonna be upset that you're doing things
Speaker 1: that we all do.
Speaker 3: So I mean, all right, so let me ask you,
Speaker 3: this is it? So you found that right now beginnings,
Speaker 3: soon as you'll start dating, what this would be over
Speaker 3: time because you gotta get more comfortable. I will.
Speaker 2: This is why I ain't never living with a nigga.
Speaker 2: Let's start off right there. But even when I like
Speaker 2: when my ex would be in my house for a
Speaker 2: long period the time, no, I mean if it annoys me,
Speaker 2: but like it could annoy me, but I wouldn't express
Speaker 2: that what he's doing as a human wrong.
Speaker 1: But that's my pro We ship, we fart, we burn,
Speaker 1: we pissed. What else did we do that people are
Speaker 1: annoyed me? I mean even snoring? I would break up
Speaker 1: with someone.
Speaker 3: Who I would break up with, you know what I'm saying, Like, I.
Speaker 2: Would not be with someone who snores, really, but I
Speaker 2: wouldn't just sit there and be like, oh my gosh.
Speaker 4: Now there's also ways like, for example, okay, that's snoring.
Speaker 4: So when my asthma and weezy, obviously, when my asthma
Speaker 4: gets really bad, apparently a snore I don't know when
Speaker 4: it's happening, but it's happening. So if I'm congested or
Speaker 4: something like that, I'm snoring. I got the people to
Speaker 4: buy you a sea path. I would get to breathe.
Speaker 3: Right.
Speaker 4: My ex got a humidifier in his house and then
Speaker 4: it was gone. It's like, there's ways you can work
Speaker 4: around it. Bro a fart anyway, I'm far.
Speaker 3: Let me sink what I had a bad I just
Speaker 3: thought about something. I remember this one time this girl
Speaker 3: uh parted past guys, whatever you want to call it.
Speaker 3: It was the worst. We sleep the worst. I'm laying Look,
Speaker 3: I was laying on her butt cheeks. You know what
Speaker 3: I'm saying. She sleep, She farted when she was sleep.
Speaker 3: I got up like she got a God. We ain't
Speaker 3: talked to her.
Speaker 1: Sins because she farted on you.
Speaker 3: I'm saying, but think about me though she couldn't help
Speaker 3: think about I'm laying down on her cheek. You know
Speaker 3: what I'm saying. We neckd and she parted that man.
Speaker 4: I had an accidental for It happened when I was
Speaker 4: at the restaurant laughing so hard, and I remember I
Speaker 4: moved the chair.
Speaker 1: So he thought, you got to figure out.
Speaker 3: You got to quick.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you want to be acting like a bolt or something.
Speaker 2: I started stretching, like d just just gave that all me.
Speaker 4: I have a question about parting and ship okay for
Speaker 4: both of y'all, Jesus, because like you know, my butt
Speaker 4: ain't ready yet. Okay, have you had a time where
Speaker 4: like because see straight man and pegging, everybody's always scared.
Speaker 4: Everybody be scared about, always scared, which I don't know
Speaker 4: why they be acting like Okay, straight men cool maybe
Speaker 4: are dirtier than gay man, which I also don't like
Speaker 4: that like I think, but I say it all the time.
Speaker 4: I've never ate a niggas ass or pegged a nigga
Speaker 4: and it's not been cleaned or trimmed or just messy with.
Speaker 1: Shit or or a dingleberries in there.
Speaker 2: Like ladies, if you pucking a straight nigga and his
Speaker 2: ass smell or the ship ain't clean, bitch, I'm judging
Speaker 2: you with your dirty ass.
Speaker 1: But damn now you being.
Speaker 3: Around Joe, I gotta say something because this just happened.
Speaker 3: This just happened two weeks ago. I went out right,
Speaker 3: uh huh, this this woman came up to me in
Speaker 3: the club okay. She said, hey, I see your videos
Speaker 3: and shit. She's like, I don't really like that. I'm like, okay,
Speaker 3: now I'm trying to play it off right. She's like, no,
Speaker 3: I want you to ship on me. I want you
Speaker 3: to ship take a ship on me, and I want
Speaker 3: to eat your ass after you ship.
Speaker 1: She didn't. No, she didn't right.
Speaker 3: Handed guy, and she was she was a o g.
Speaker 3: She was older, a little vet, a little cougar. She
Speaker 3: was for real. She was for real.
Speaker 1: Are you gonna do it? No?
Speaker 3: No, that's what I want to do.
Speaker 1: No, here we go, Here we got I heard. I
Speaker 1: was like, I hear you how much money? What? What?
Speaker 1: What she had to offer you? I got a price.
Speaker 1: We all have how much money when she has off you?
Speaker 1: And we want to know the very lowest? How much
Speaker 1: money we gotta start from start low. I'm gonna say no,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't do that.
Speaker 2: She wanted her, She wanted you to ship on her
Speaker 2: and then she ate show ass after.
Speaker 1: So literally, you're just well, she ain't telling.
Speaker 2: You you got to kiss her after she each has So
Speaker 2: you're said, five thousand and two, little that's that's different.
Speaker 3: I make on the bit less If that's what you want,
Speaker 3: but me personally, okay, no way, okay.
Speaker 1: So then how much for you to shit on somebody
Speaker 1: and then each your ass after? Because it's a combo.
Speaker 3: Plan only, I think I would personally feel bad. I
Speaker 3: don't even know if it's a number. But if I
Speaker 3: had to say a number, I don't at the lord,
Speaker 3: I don't know. Maybe maybe fucking fifteen, K.
Speaker 1: I don't know, ten thousand, Okay, we can get okay,
Speaker 1: so easy.
Speaker 2: What would your number be for you to ship on
Speaker 2: the man and have him eat your ass after? Man?
Speaker 3: I think, see that sounds so crazy.
Speaker 1: It's it's two levels to.
Speaker 3: It right for show? Oh man, this girl literally she
Speaker 3: was dead ass like naughty.
Speaker 1: I feel like if just on you, I could do ten,
Speaker 1: but then you gotta eat it. I don't know why.
Speaker 4: That almost feels more vulnerable because it's like so intimate.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't know fifteen, I ain't gonna lie.
Speaker 1: This would actually be a two part payment, okay, And
Speaker 1: it's only because I don't know.
Speaker 2: Like, sometimes you don't know what type of shit you're
Speaker 2: about to have, right Like sometimes it be real solid
Speaker 2: and it be lumpiest ship and it just be one
Speaker 2: little plot.
Speaker 1: Now.
Speaker 2: Sometimes I'll be having to go back and I be keeping.
Speaker 2: I keep wiping because the ship been a little it
Speaker 2: was it was a little more loose.
Speaker 1: It's a little bit more loose.
Speaker 2: So to me, if it was a silence, if it.
Speaker 1: Was a solid bitch, I washed my hands. But I
Speaker 1: have gone back there like this is just the nail
Speaker 1: that holds you. I don't have to spread my ass,
Speaker 1: Like why am I still ship?
Speaker 3: As long as you take care of its clean?
Speaker 1: So here's my thing, here's my thing, right, That's why
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna hold you. Ladies.
Speaker 2: Don't trust a nigga who ain't got wipes in their bathroom.
Speaker 2: Them the type of niggas to stay away from.
Speaker 1: That's true. Don't trust a nigga he ain't got wipes
Speaker 1: in his back. Every time I'm doing.
Speaker 2: Here, I do too. When I'm at home, I have to.
Speaker 2: I feel dirty.
Speaker 1: I be so mad when I take a shower in
Speaker 1: the morning. Y'all got big booties, that's that's what we do.
Speaker 5: Here's a big If I be a big booty thing,
Speaker 5: I ain't gonna hold you.
Speaker 1: Got you got a big yeah that you got a
Speaker 1: dog nigga?
Speaker 2: You think, okay, no, So if it was like the
Speaker 2: smear paint type of ship, I would charge more.
Speaker 1: You do that more, y'all love it? You do have
Speaker 1: a dog? I don't.
Speaker 4: Because it's funny because Mandy and I were talking about
Speaker 4: your physy we were we were in Dallas.
Speaker 1: I was like, Oh, those are the trap of niggas.
Speaker 1: You're real big, like big naked you. It was solid,
Speaker 1: like I was like rushing football.
Speaker 3: A lot of.
Speaker 1: It's the big legs, like that's the ship.
Speaker 4: I like when the legs almost made me feel like
Speaker 4: I'm gonna die when I'm sucking to dig, like if
Speaker 4: you wanted.
Speaker 1: To kill me.
Speaker 4: But like we were talking about that, and that's what
Speaker 4: just made me think about.
Speaker 1: It when I was like, yeah, yeah, you gotta you
Speaker 1: gotta don't niggas. I have seen that thing you've been up.
Speaker 2: But no, okay, let's get into our hoard, dirve, because
Speaker 2: we're about to get into not only the pegging but
Speaker 2: our horrible decision. I definitely want to get into everything
Speaker 2: kink with you, including the mask. You're wearing, leather and
Speaker 2: the cage, So we're gonna get into all of your kinks.
Speaker 2: You're matching the fit with the mask no, I'm not
Speaker 2: gonna lie chefs kiss. This is really if you gon't
Speaker 2: do a mask, fellows, this is how you do it.
Speaker 1: That's hard. I love a flair pant I love it.
Speaker 1: I love it. Come on, but how much do mask
Speaker 1: like that costs? What's the name of it? Because that's
Speaker 1: pop playing correct?
Speaker 3: This was like.
Speaker 4: Okay, okay, they're never really that cheap though. The quality
Speaker 4: is what makes a good quality mask.
Speaker 3: The way it fits like this, Yeah, exactly like you
Speaker 3: know what I mean.
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, I liked it. Well, let's gett Oh, you
Speaker 1: can't smell the rubber.
Speaker 3: Noemell good.
Speaker 1: Your breast smell good. That's why, because I'm sure you're
Speaker 1: smelling back all your own ship not ship.
Speaker 2: Literally sorry, I'm like, okay, never mind, never mind. So
Speaker 2: the war Dirve, let's start off. Then we did quite
Speaker 2: a bit of pegging talk. Let's start off with giving
Speaker 2: a tip two men. I want you to speak specifically
Speaker 2: to the men who may want to bring up to
Speaker 2: their partners that they are into something kinky or taboo,
Speaker 2: so like wearing a mask or doing the pup play.
Speaker 2: And we'll get into your other animals as well, or
Speaker 2: even Peggy, how would you say a man should approach
Speaker 2: their partner with this.
Speaker 3: Make sure this is clear me personally, I would say
Speaker 3: it starts off with first finding your partner, you know
Speaker 3: what I mean, Because like there's been times I've been
Speaker 3: with people that's not just not really with it. Yeah,
Speaker 3: so you gotta find a you gotta find the right
Speaker 3: person to do it with for one, Okay, I mean
Speaker 3: that's open minded.
Speaker 1: Then let me ask you this.
Speaker 2: Do you feel like a man like yourself or someone
Speaker 2: who really has kink aspirations should be with someone who's
Speaker 2: not you are you're saying find the right partner?
Speaker 1: So do you think that a.
Speaker 2: Man who is with someone who is like, nah, that's shit, gay,
Speaker 2: I ain't doing that, that that's literally the partner they
Speaker 2: should walk away from.
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, really okay, I.
Speaker 3: Mean if you're not gonna if they're not gonna be
Speaker 3: open minded about it and they're gonna judge.
Speaker 1: You, or are you or you feel like you have
Speaker 1: to go and cheat to get That's.
Speaker 3: That's another thing, you know what I mean? Like, like
Speaker 3: I was in a situation once with a girl that
Speaker 3: was married and I was a side guy to have
Speaker 3: fun with because at home she couldn't do what she
Speaker 3: wanted to do, you know, but I would definitely say
Speaker 3: like for me, like the level I'm at now all
Speaker 3: came from experience. Like no, I didn't know out of
Speaker 3: this years ago, I got put on too certain things.
Speaker 3: So now yes, now by me being grown as fuck,
Speaker 3: now I know what I like. So me personally putting
Speaker 3: this information out is because I want to connect with
Speaker 3: that community and I also want to I want to
Speaker 3: find who's for me. I want, I want that's what
Speaker 3: That's what I want. That's really like, I want what's
Speaker 3: for me. I don't care what's want.
Speaker 4: If you're kink, like, I don't know how many times
Speaker 4: a week would you say, if you're having sex five
Speaker 4: times a week, how many times out of that is
Speaker 4: non vanilla set?
Speaker 3: Oh see, I mean shit that could happen because you're
Speaker 3: still quickies and stuff that go on here and there,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean. But if we finish get
Speaker 3: active active, like I'll probably say on the vanilla side,
Speaker 3: you said how many times a week?
Speaker 1: If you fucking five times, how many times are kinky
Speaker 1: should have?
Speaker 3: Yeah? But you know, because yeah, it really depends on
Speaker 3: who you who you who you're dealing with but uh,
Speaker 3: it's times I can say maybe on the Vanella side,
Speaker 3: maybe two you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Wow, I agree with that.
Speaker 2: There would be there would be times like with my
Speaker 2: ex if we were and we funked way more than
Speaker 2: five times a week, but toys would be it would
Speaker 2: be the morning, it would be.
Speaker 3: Toys instead of playing boxes open. It's like, that's just what.
Speaker 1: It's really hard to go back to just regularly.
Speaker 4: It was I actually was sleeping with somebody that I
Speaker 4: remember was getting super judgmental about me bringing toys in,
Speaker 4: and I was having amazing sex with him, and that
Speaker 4: came into my mind. So I was like, wow, oh
Speaker 4: could I do this? Like this is great sex, but
Speaker 4: also like I just want to do.
Speaker 1: Little ship and we can't do that.
Speaker 4: Yeah, Now, I mean, of course I think it was
Speaker 4: that oll like, oh I don't need you don't need
Speaker 4: nothing else with me, which I don't right now, but
Speaker 4: like after a while, right, I do have another question
Speaker 4: too for you when it comes to kink, because obviously
Speaker 4: we want to talk about pegging with you because you've
Speaker 4: been so open about.
Speaker 1: It, But when it comes to king, you know, your
Speaker 1: little strap was little. You need a bigger strip.
Speaker 2: I'm just saying it wasn't your strap, but the strap
Speaker 2: that you I was like, this is a little strap.
Speaker 1: I want you take bigger stress than that I have before.
Speaker 4: Okay, okay because it shudder. The pegging is something that
Speaker 4: like you talk about so openly. But when it comes
Speaker 4: to kink outside of pegging, what type of things do
Speaker 4: you like to engage in that have nothing to do
Speaker 4: with your bottoming?
Speaker 3: I mean, I mean I like dressing up, you know
Speaker 3: what I mean? Like I love Halloween. So this has
Speaker 3: just made it perfect for me to do a year round.
Speaker 3: I currently have a tail right.
Speaker 1: Now inside of him. You want to see it.
Speaker 3: He sent me a picture right now.
Speaker 1: What a tail is not that I don't know?
Speaker 3: You know, I mean, I got my mask on.
Speaker 1: So do you like wearing the tail day to day?
Speaker 1: Or is it because he knew you were gonna be
Speaker 1: talking about it? It's coming out of his box. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, the whole furry tailing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I got my tailing right now.
Speaker 1: That's fine. Just wait, it's just chilling in his boxer.
Speaker 4: Do you like wearing a tail because you're about to
Speaker 4: talk about kid?
Speaker 1: Or you could just do it on thetyle, just lifestyle.
Speaker 2: So you walk around, but you don't bark, Like when
Speaker 2: you have this mask, do you bark?
Speaker 1: If told to bark, that was a good one. That
Speaker 1: was a good one.
Speaker 2: Now okay, so outside of this, then you have other animals.
Speaker 3: So you have I just ordered a lot of know
Speaker 3: ones too on the way?
Speaker 2: Can you share some of the animals you purchase? I
Speaker 2: know you have the porky.
Speaker 3: I got porky. Uh this is uh this one I
Speaker 3: just got I have. I have a cow on away.
Speaker 3: I have a duck on the way, I have oh
Speaker 3: what else? Did I just get? Horse? A horse?
Speaker 2: So let me ask you when you put those masks on,
Speaker 2: do you like, are you gonna move and quack?
Speaker 3: Like yeah, I'm geting moved, Yeah yeah, yeah, I gotta
Speaker 3: I gotta be it. I gotta be it.
Speaker 1: But it's like something I want my day thinking to do.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna get like the you know, like I'm gonna
Speaker 3: get the duck and I'm gonna you know, I don't
Speaker 3: know when I when I go on, when I get
Speaker 3: a character, I just get lost. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4: This is when we had that girl that couldn't snap
Speaker 4: out of being a toddler. Yeah, but but turning into
Speaker 4: a duck and a cow. I guess I want to know, like,
Speaker 4: have you talked to the person on the receiving it?
Speaker 1: Like I just want to know. I guess that would
Speaker 1: all for you, right, how do you say?
Speaker 3: The thing is?
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 3: It could be I could do this by myself, or
Speaker 3: I could do this with somebody.
Speaker 1: Okay, you know sometimes you just will walk around your house,
Speaker 1: just like.
Speaker 3: I walk outside. I'll pull it up like this.
Speaker 1: You know he did, y'all. He pulled up.
Speaker 2: He already has his tail, and he pulled up in
Speaker 2: his mask and was like, I don't want when you
Speaker 2: walk down the street, do you get turned on by
Speaker 2: the people that are like looking at you in disgust
Speaker 2: and or the ones that are into it?
Speaker 4: Because some people look at you like, oh I see,
Speaker 4: Like if I saw you walking down the street, I would.
Speaker 3: Know for sure.
Speaker 1: Do you know when you see your people.
Speaker 3: That the energy does does allow that? You know what
Speaker 3: I mean? But I don't know. I just be kind
Speaker 3: of in my own little bubble, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't think about other people. That's
Speaker 3: the thing I think, because I pour so much energy
Speaker 3: to everybody in opinon and what they I think now
Speaker 3: just I'm just so far.
Speaker 1: Gone that is really someone would.
Speaker 3: Have to literally like touch me or say something like
Speaker 3: right in my face for me to really react. But
Speaker 3: I'd be tunnel vision.
Speaker 1: I be in my own world to not think about that.
Speaker 1: I love it.
Speaker 4: I don't know if and I think I'm somebody that
Speaker 4: doesn't care what people think. I don't know if I
Speaker 4: could wear a mask on the street really not and
Speaker 4: not get it Like.
Speaker 3: We get this one day Halloween when everybody gets to
Speaker 3: dress up and it's oh fucking king. So it's like
Speaker 3: for somebody who wants to do this every fucking day.
Speaker 1: You in New York right now, bro, nobody cares. Yeah,
Speaker 1: no New York, nobody cares. You could do this in Dallas.
Speaker 3: I would do it anywhere. I would give a fuck.
Speaker 3: I don't care where I'm at, Like that's where I'm
Speaker 3: at now because it's not I'm not doing nothing illegal.
Speaker 3: Let's just keep it a buck, right, you know what
Speaker 3: I'm saying. So it's just like we've been wearing maskss
Speaker 3: fucking COVID that they'd be all right wear like I
Speaker 3: person this from a store. You know what I mean,
Speaker 3: I bought it just like you win bouch your packet
Speaker 3: cigarettes or whatever else you got.
Speaker 1: So it's just like you said, I'm healthy, you ain't right.
Speaker 3: You know what I mean, I'm chilling.
Speaker 1: So when you said you're doing it just for you?
Speaker 4: But how what are some ways that in role play
Speaker 4: if you are a dunk cow that your partner or
Speaker 4: partners and this is for people listening that one engage,
Speaker 4: how can you what's a scene you could play out
Speaker 4: as animals farmers?
Speaker 3: Yeah, like she could be a farmer, the farmer and
Speaker 3: the animal.
Speaker 1: Hello, Okay, I.
Speaker 3: Love like like like I'm gonna go to a whole
Speaker 3: like like a ranch and everything, Like I'm gonna go.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna tap in with the animals. I'm gonna I'm
Speaker 3: gonna beat that. I want to be. I want to
Speaker 3: be with the coach. I want to be with the.
Speaker 1: Community area ranch is it's like a white person. I
Speaker 1: want park and I really want to see.
Speaker 5: Did y'all see the guy that paid things was to
Speaker 5: become a dog twenty thousand dollars? I was so mad
Speaker 5: somebody say gave the wrong people. Was so mad when
Speaker 5: I when I said that somebody. Somebody tweeted me, I said,
Speaker 5: four has twenty five hours to respond.
Speaker 1: I was really crossed about that.
Speaker 3: I'm like, oh no, no, that was I'm not gonna
Speaker 3: lie he tapped in.
Speaker 1: That was too much of a tap. That was getting real.
Speaker 1: He thought, no, that was real white. And then I
Speaker 1: don't even know how his body was allowing him to
Speaker 1: walk like a dog and everything.
Speaker 2: Bro.
Speaker 4: Let me tell you you ever go to like someone
Speaker 4: somebody that's like real woogle and been hypnotized.
Speaker 1: I think that's what they did. Yeah.
Speaker 4: I think they put you down in there like you
Speaker 4: you can stay on your hands, on your knees, and
Speaker 4: you'd be like, that's not that's a look right. And
Speaker 4: then also if I paid for something and it's not
Speaker 4: going well, I started to believe it or work. Like
Speaker 4: think about when you got a really expensive car and
Speaker 4: you're like, man, this noise, but.
Speaker 1: Bens know what they're doing. You don't want to think
Speaker 1: nothing going wrong.
Speaker 2: That's so let's get into some tips on pegging. Please
Speaker 2: would love to know kind of a how you prepare
Speaker 2: and how you think men should prepare going into it,
Speaker 2: and then also things that have gone wrong for the
Speaker 2: women doing it too. Like which ways do you really
Speaker 2: enjoy it?
Speaker 1: And how can it not be so enjoyable for the receiver.
Speaker 3: Well, I would say to anyone that's looking to, you know,
Speaker 3: trying new things, then get into the pegging world. Don't
Speaker 3: rush into it. I would say, definitely build bill slow
Speaker 3: you know with me, Like I said, I got introduced
Speaker 3: to like little Finger and there you know, then and
Speaker 3: antal Bees.
Speaker 1: Came, and then anal Bees okay.
Speaker 3: And then it just kind of you know, get you
Speaker 3: know more and more, uh, I guess comfortable with toys
Speaker 3: and stuff. So like the strap on thing that was
Speaker 3: the last thing to come, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: So definitely take your time into it. I mean, because
Speaker 3: you you will hurt yourself. You will get a with
Speaker 3: the words sort of h yeah, you will get a hit, right,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean. Rushing into it. You don't
Speaker 3: want to damage yourself while doing it. But uh, you
Speaker 3: know it's there's definitely a lot of pleasure in the
Speaker 3: g spot area.
Speaker 1: That people don't know that you recommend that like you
Speaker 1: prefer for.
Speaker 3: Sure a lot of definitely get a lot of loube
Speaker 3: a lot of spit.
Speaker 4: What about when it comes to cleanly listening we were
Speaker 4: talking about earlier, like did you were you ever feel
Speaker 4: for fearful of like they go too high?
Speaker 3: Yeah, for sure. That's why I always make sure i'm
Speaker 3: fleshed out. I'm empty. How do you make sure I
Speaker 3: use a restroom and then shower and I cleaned myself
Speaker 3: really well, and yeah, do you do like that? Do thedush?
Speaker 2: And I no, I ain't got I mean that's that's
Speaker 2: that was me. But I told you if I have
Speaker 2: a solid ship, it's good for antal that night, if
Speaker 2: it was paint, we're not going.
Speaker 1: You gotta know your body.
Speaker 2: You gotta know like where your system is, how it's
Speaker 2: flushed out, either the day or the day before, Like.
Speaker 1: Your body will tell you as well.
Speaker 2: I mean I know of course when whenever we've had
Speaker 2: the like gay men on, they're definitely in some more
Speaker 2: of the enemas and dishing. I personally have never done
Speaker 2: it and I have anal sex. But again it's knowing
Speaker 2: like that day, how I use the bathroom that day?
Speaker 2: And did you just paint recently?
Speaker 1: Bitch? Why? Because I keep saying paint, no, no, crazy,
Speaker 1: I did recently.
Speaker 4: I just found out this is bullshit. But I moved
Speaker 4: into a new apartment and I only wheeze and go
Speaker 4: crazy in this one room. And apparently I'm allergic to something.
Speaker 4: No way, not playing, it's not It's called like there's
Speaker 4: a non something paint whatever it.
Speaker 3: Is, but it's only in that one room.
Speaker 1: It's only in the one room. And I just painted.
Speaker 1: I was like, what the fuck is it? And I
Speaker 1: came to find out I literally just something that's in
Speaker 1: It's like a Matt paint.
Speaker 3: Are you going to like repaint?
Speaker 1: I mean, I have to know you. They gotta stand
Speaker 1: the ship off the wall. It's just so annoying. I'll
Speaker 1: just be going to be like anyway.
Speaker 4: So I have another question as far as it comes
Speaker 4: to just more learning into like leaning into switch. Can
Speaker 4: you tell us about the first swim, even if it
Speaker 4: was like getting slapped.
Speaker 6: In the face or choked that I like, girl, spit
Speaker 6: my face in your face to disrespect me, I publicly
Speaker 6: spinning me, like when we in the restaurant and all that,
Speaker 6: Like I want people to see you spitting, like fans don't.
Speaker 1: Come up spinning this nigga face. Oh yeah, thank you. Yeah.
Speaker 3: No the person I'm dealing with, yeah yeah, but yeah,
Speaker 3: I like to be like, I don't know.
Speaker 1: I like to be a million publicly tell us, wow.
Speaker 3: I just want to do something to me like I
Speaker 3: like call was like, I don't know, just it turned
Speaker 3: me on. I don't know, I don't know.
Speaker 1: That's not the time that it happened to you publicly
Speaker 1: that you were like, oh my god.
Speaker 3: Oh let me think we'll see okay, God damn, because
Speaker 3: I'm hard to say because you know something like just
Speaker 3: because sometimes just because you like one doesn't mean necessarily
Speaker 3: the other partner that necessary wants to.
Speaker 1: Do it, is in the mood to do it.
Speaker 3: It's crazy that stopped. I don't do that. I might
Speaker 3: not be dead as like spit in my face right now,
Speaker 3: you know.
Speaker 4: I mean when you were on stage at our show,
Speaker 4: you saw hundreds of people watching you, dude, that turned
Speaker 4: you onto.
Speaker 3: Yeah. When I saw the mouth dropt, I got him.
Speaker 3: All was active.
Speaker 1: I was well no.
Speaker 2: And the video that went viral of you being walked
Speaker 2: on a leash happened right after our Dallas show.
Speaker 1: So he was just in the mood and on a
Speaker 1: hide from like being on stage.
Speaker 3: Why not and someone recorded that, Yeah he got And
Speaker 3: I waited forty minutes. I checked the block. It was
Speaker 3: nothing going on, but you never know who's watching. The
Speaker 3: neighborhood watch caught me and then.
Speaker 1: Posted online and it so you really get in it? Yeah,
Speaker 1: like people can't fucking do that. I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 2: Getting into character has been quite hard for me, like
Speaker 2: un dominant in just my actions and the things I
Speaker 2: like to do and how I like to move and
Speaker 2: to go around and be aggressive, but it's so hard.
Speaker 1: For me to talk like a dom or be like
Speaker 1: it's really hard for me to be like.
Speaker 2: Like see, I can't even stay because I'm too goofy
Speaker 2: a bitch be laughing, and I'm like, fuck, I wish
Speaker 2: I knew how to like be like now get down there,
Speaker 2: you see that.
Speaker 3: This is crazy. I've seen women that are they're they're
Speaker 3: better at words than their actions.
Speaker 2: Vices, And I've definitely been around women who can talk
Speaker 2: the ship, but I don't think they really know how.
Speaker 1: Starting to think about it, like, yeah, because you've you've
Speaker 1: switched a few times, right, I know you're a super sub.
Speaker 4: But I think I am better actions because at actions
Speaker 4: then h than then talking, mainly because as a sub
Speaker 4: I'm so good at talking.
Speaker 1: I got to answer for everything. If you want me
Speaker 1: to talk, you know what I mean?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think me, I think because it's abnormal. That's
Speaker 3: why I get a kick out of, like normally, like
Speaker 3: the chances of slim that I'm gonna be with somebody
Speaker 3: or or know somebody that's getting talked too crazy or
Speaker 3: getting told what they're doing a certain like in a
Speaker 3: sexual uh preference. So for me is like I get
Speaker 3: a kick out of hearing something that I don't normally hear,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean? Like, that's what turns me.
Speaker 2: I love that you say that you don't normally hear,
Speaker 2: because where my mind went to is how do you
Speaker 2: distinguish between being in character sexually and someone actually disrespecting you?
Speaker 3: You know what I mean? Like, that's two different things.
Speaker 1: I think it's your dick for.
Speaker 2: You.
Speaker 1: Could you guess the engine? You know?
Speaker 3: I don't know, but they be telling me be like
Speaker 3: in the stomach. I don't know. I ain't never measured
Speaker 3: my ship, but I got a curve, so I think.
Speaker 1: I've seen it.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 4: So they how tall six three six three, big dick
Speaker 4: and attractive. I think this is I think this is
Speaker 4: why you're so confident and you get money.
Speaker 1: We were literally saying.
Speaker 4: The things that make men get their confidence it's their dick, size,
Speaker 4: their height, or they're getting money, and very few times.
Speaker 1: They have all three. This is why bro people can't
Speaker 1: be free.
Speaker 3: Then most importantly, I think for me, confidence is sexy too.
Speaker 4: Like I'm serious, Like I don't know if anybody can
Speaker 4: really get there. You could get some money, but you
Speaker 4: can't throw your dick. I get taller and you can't.
Speaker 4: You kind of get fined.
Speaker 3: They do something now where they're doing knee surgery that's nuts.
Speaker 1: I know there's bbls and ship but the niggas gotta
Speaker 1: walk in a cave for them near a year and
Speaker 1: they were run like the.
Speaker 4: Recovery on It is like, nigga, what okay if you're
Speaker 4: like five feet though I get.
Speaker 1: It to be five to four. No, the niggas doing
Speaker 1: it are the ones that are five nine. They want
Speaker 1: to be six foot. They doing it to be six
Speaker 1: ft just so they can go on their tender profile
Speaker 1: and be like, no, I'm a real six No, it's
Speaker 1: because we've been shaming, which I'm not saying I'm doing now.
Speaker 4: But what I am saying is, if you really boil
Speaker 4: this down to a science can you really be a
Speaker 4: man that I'm serious?
Speaker 1: Like, I'm not trying to be funny right now. Bruh,
Speaker 1: you've already been.
Speaker 4: Getting bitches your whole life. Yes, right, you're already knowing
Speaker 4: that you have good sex game or stroke game or whatever.
Speaker 4: Just having a big dick already puts you in a
Speaker 4: different category.
Speaker 1: Then of course, what's next, what's next your butt?
Speaker 3: See girls like butts too, that's the thing, like girls,
Speaker 3: Like girls.
Speaker 1: I've been saying that I like, I like a man
Speaker 1: with a nice ass. My god, I like a nice
Speaker 1: face being it.
Speaker 3: I like it like some years ago. Like girls. You
Speaker 3: just spec my but.
Speaker 1: That's what we love doing. I love getting behind it.
Speaker 1: You love it.
Speaker 2: I don't know or no, I love walking around in
Speaker 2: the house of a nigga got some boxes on because
Speaker 2: we just maybe got done and I hit him and
Speaker 2: asked me, like.
Speaker 1: Good game. I'm good game.
Speaker 4: But you really got an athlete problem, which I really do.
Speaker 4: This is that I might need rehab for this ship.
Speaker 4: This is really fucking crazy.
Speaker 1: You know, we the whole off the court, well for
Speaker 1: the for the whole mail.
Speaker 2: I kind of just want you actually to I want
Speaker 2: to leave with a bit of advice. I think it's
Speaker 2: been so liberating and amazing, caring just how you've gotten
Speaker 2: to live this existence of freedom that so many people
Speaker 2: will not get to in their lifetime because of family
Speaker 2: members or because of religion. And I want you to
Speaker 2: kind of give advice to anyone listening man or woman
Speaker 2: who may feel like they are in this place where
Speaker 2: they can't reach where you are. What advice would you
Speaker 2: give them to try to find a way to be
Speaker 2: in your level of freedom.
Speaker 3: If I had to keep it honest, I would just say,
Speaker 3: you gotta just stop giving a fuck, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean? You just got to live for you, Like
Speaker 3: it took me a minute, So I can't sit up
Speaker 3: here and say it was easy.
Speaker 1: How old are you if you don't mind me asking
Speaker 1: how old are you?
Speaker 3: Thirty five?
Speaker 1: Okay?
Speaker 3: So, but I'm I'm in a great place mentally right now,
Speaker 3: like I feel like because I think for me, because
Speaker 3: I literally went through phases in my life where I
Speaker 3: poured so much into other people to the point where
Speaker 3: I really hate it myself. But it was times I
Speaker 3: really didn't want to be here. I didn't know my worth.
Speaker 3: People people saw my worth, but I didn't see my worth.
Speaker 3: I would look in the mirror for hours, like, man,
Speaker 3: who are you? Why are you here? I was trying
Speaker 3: to find confidence. It wasn't about how many girls I got,
Speaker 3: how much money or famed and it was about none
Speaker 3: of that shit. It's about personal self love and that's
Speaker 3: what I have to learn. So love yourself and braceially
Speaker 3: you are flaws and all. Like that's what really took
Speaker 3: me to the place of not giving a fuck, you
Speaker 3: know outside of the just the only fans in the content,
Speaker 3: like you don't it ain't even about that. It's just
Speaker 3: about loving yourself, about being you, nobody else, Like I
Speaker 3: want people to love me for me, like you can
Speaker 3: hate me for who I'm not, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: But that's that's that's the most beautiful thing and life
Speaker 3: you can have is just owning and loving who you are,
Speaker 3: Like that's that's that's what successful like to me, you
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, Like, Hey, you can't take that
Speaker 3: away from me, do you know?
Speaker 4: Take that away from the easiest way of getting that close.
Speaker 4: I deleted my Instagram a lot. I don't know if
Speaker 4: it was last year, it was the year before the
Speaker 4: year before last, And uh, there was like some internet
Speaker 4: argument that was going on, but I had deleted.
Speaker 1: My Instagram before that. Someone asked me if I had seen.
Speaker 3: It, and I was like, oh, bro, I'm so like
Speaker 3: tapped in.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm so like removed from that that. Like I
Speaker 1: genuinely don't know what the fuck is going on, and
Speaker 1: I kind of don't care.
Speaker 4: But see that's beautifulse you only care when it's in
Speaker 4: your face. And I posted something a few days ago,
Speaker 4: well it was yesterday. I just realize and I said,
Speaker 4: there's a picture of myself in work out clothes. I said,
Speaker 4: I cannot believe. I almost got life bo And one
Speaker 4: of the things I said was like, it's really social media.
Speaker 1: Like I don't know if I would have. I ain't
Speaker 1: hate my body, but I always thought it could get better,
Speaker 1: for sure.
Speaker 4: And I only think that because it's another bitch bit
Speaker 4: maybe looks like me or has my frame, and I'm like, damn, well,
Speaker 4: how should get there?
Speaker 1: I really don't know if it's like walking down the street.
Speaker 4: I always feel beautiful when I'm like out or in
Speaker 4: clubs or with friends are getting dulled up.
Speaker 1: But why is it that like I'm suddenly thinking my
Speaker 1: body is right? It has to be social media.
Speaker 3: No, it is like you just to piggyback off that
Speaker 3: like me personally, right, you know, you give yourself a
Speaker 3: dadline like all right man, three months OFLF in the
Speaker 3: lock it in the gym, right, so I start, I
Speaker 3: was doing that right, like, I ain't gonna post nothing.
Speaker 3: I gotta wait. I'm trying to work out a little more.
Speaker 3: But I was like, no, fuck it. I gotta love
Speaker 3: who I am today and I gotta love my body,
Speaker 3: I gotta love my mind. I just gotta love me
Speaker 3: like you gotta sometimes I like that today today because
Speaker 3: you know what, like even not to you know, you've
Speaker 3: been in the gym today, even though we we like
Speaker 3: we see our potential right or other people's potential, but
Speaker 3: you got to realize this. Like one of my friends
Speaker 3: told me the relationship. She said, certain some people never
Speaker 3: restate potential, and I was like, damn, that's crazy, because
Speaker 3: you like you gotta you gotta live in a moment
Speaker 3: like because like everybody could be better and whatever it
Speaker 3: is because you got potential. But like nine times I ten,
Speaker 3: sometimes comfortability or distraction stop you from reaching that high road.
Speaker 3: So you got to just love where you're at right now.
Speaker 3: You know what I mean, that's what I did. So
Speaker 3: that's why I'm my shirt off. That's why my ass out,
Speaker 3: that's why.
Speaker 1: My thighs out.
Speaker 3: I don't see me because it's God. This is God's body.
Speaker 3: It's a work of art.
Speaker 1: Because I definitely said in this time, open up it. Damn.
Speaker 1: We should have made you take this off in the beginning.
Speaker 1: Look at oh damn, man, get up the whole time.
Speaker 1: I am only looking at the change.
Speaker 2: We before.
Speaker 1: Thank you so much for joining us.
Speaker 2: If people want to follow you, subscribe you, support you,
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Speaker 1: They do that?
Speaker 3: You said? You told me I was nicely dressed with
Speaker 3: it with the mask.
Speaker 1: Go ahead, she'd be an extra. Go ahead where they
Speaker 1: can find you? Folly.
Speaker 3: I always tell people like you know, you can go
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Speaker 3: fans for the movie. You know, my Twitter is a
Speaker 3: p h O R that's all capital and then it's
Speaker 3: ev e V E R lower case and then it's
Speaker 3: capital I am. And that's gonna be a verified page,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, be verified, y'all.
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Speaker 4: I call him crying again, and I was like, bro, like,
Speaker 4: I'm just feeling real fucked up because I'm so confused. So, like,
Speaker 4: what happened when you hung up with me? After me
Speaker 4: crying for three hours? You got on the phone with her?
Speaker 4: He was like, yeah, her and I decided to be friends.
Speaker 4: We had always been friends. Like, she wasn't as mad
Speaker 4: as you were, obviously because you and I were actually
Speaker 4: dating her and I've just been friends.
Speaker 1: That took it too far. Took it too far basically
Speaker 1: mean kissing.
Speaker 4: But y'all wake up yesterday morning and I see a
Speaker 4: text message or an Instagram message at six am?
Speaker 5: Yo?
Speaker 1: Did you get this too? Can we talk?
Speaker 4: So? I wrote her back and was like, hey, I
Speaker 4: don't really know what else to say. Clearly he was
Speaker 4: dating both of us.
Speaker 1: It is what it is. It's fine.
Speaker 4: I don't want to like anger myself anymore. So now
Speaker 4: she's calling me on Instagram and I was like, did
Speaker 4: I answer?
Speaker 1: Type shit?
Speaker 4: Bit?
Speaker 1: Ch'all was on that phone for three hours? Day ruined?
Speaker 4: What's ironic about her hitting me up? Because that's how
Speaker 4: the universe works. My mom was supposed to get surgery
Speaker 4: yesterday for her pacemaker, but she didn't. They're rescheduling it.
Speaker 4: So about six that morning, I texted him. I was like,
Speaker 4: I'm so fucked up about my mom. I really want
Speaker 4: to talk to you, but I know we're in this
Speaker 4: weird place, like I don't know what to do. That's
Speaker 4: what I said, and he was like, Yo, where are you?
Speaker 4: Like literally the second I saw the message was in
Speaker 4: the same time I texted him, and I was like,
Speaker 4: oh my god. So he might think me and my
Speaker 4: mama did because I never wrote him back. But anyway,
Speaker 4: get on the phone with her. She was really sweet.
Speaker 1: She was like hey, I was like, listen, I feel
Speaker 1: like Loki's still loyal to this nigga.
Speaker 4: Like I don't want to get on the phone with
Speaker 4: you and just be talking and talking like I don't
Speaker 4: see the point, and she was like listen. She was
Speaker 4: very honest too, like I told her how he came
Speaker 4: to visit me, how he bought me shit on Valentine's Day,
Speaker 4: how he bought me gifts my birthday.
Speaker 1: She was like, Okay, no, he didn't do that for me,
Speaker 1: but we have been doing x y Z, even planning
Speaker 1: a trip here. Blah blah blah.
Speaker 4: Girl told us the same shit, told us both he's
Speaker 4: had to dream about us having his daughter, told us
Speaker 4: both about what if we were gonna enough together?
Speaker 1: Told us both this shit made up the same wedding plans. Bitch, kids.
Speaker 4: I had niggles, and then HI knew this bitch was
Speaker 4: right and real as fuck. The first question she asked
Speaker 4: me was like, listen, I've been listening to your podcast.
Speaker 1: I just want to know, are you fucking him? Did
Speaker 1: y'all do this? I said, why a't fucking him?
Speaker 3: Bitch?
Speaker 1: Are you fucking him? She was like no, but I've
Speaker 1: been trying to do x y Z with him.
Speaker 4: Girl, the same shit, heavy making out, heavy petting, spooning,
Speaker 4: touching each other, and then it gets nowhere.
Speaker 1: I can't believe I got played by a nigga that
Speaker 1: ain't never gave me no dick and what kills me?
Speaker 4: When I was on the phone with him, he was
Speaker 4: trying to say all these things about me that wasn't well.
Speaker 4: It was this with you but not her fed her
Speaker 4: the same line and it was like really tough, and
Speaker 4: it really fucked me up.
Speaker 1: Because I just kind of what is okay? What is
Speaker 1: the toughest part.
Speaker 3: To you.
Speaker 2: About feeling like a nigga told you the same thing
Speaker 2: he told someone else.
Speaker 1: There's two things. It one felt special with what I
Speaker 1: had with him, Oh, bitch, hold on. When he came
Speaker 1: back from Hawaii, the nigga went on a vacation. I
Speaker 1: was like, yo, he just bought me a necklace. I
Speaker 1: took it off.
Speaker 4: I've been wearing it, this turquoise necklace. I anybody sees
Speaker 4: it in my pictures, I've been wearing it. She's like, girl,
Speaker 4: I saw him wearing that recently. She's like, so, how
Speaker 4: the fuck y'all broke up? But he's still doing this,
Speaker 4: like obviously he still has feelings for you. And I'm like,
Speaker 4: has he ever bought you jewelry? She's like, yeah, you
Speaker 4: bought me this pearl bracelet from Hawaii.
Speaker 1: Bitch. The night he came back from Hawaii, he slept
Speaker 1: in my house and gave me that same sheet. So
Speaker 1: but anyway, it.
Speaker 4: Hurts because I thought what I had with him was special,
Speaker 4: and I'm gonna say this, I think he was in
Speaker 4: love with both of us.
Speaker 1: So this is really like a bit triggering. Because it's
Speaker 1: triggering me.
Speaker 2: Well me, and when I had the Woman a Woman
Speaker 2: call two months ago, he was telling us a lot
Speaker 2: of the same things, and so it was like, oh,
Speaker 2: you know, because we were just in the studio and
Speaker 2: we on Patreon. So the bartending Stephanie saw me a
Speaker 2: Mexican restaurant. I didn't tell the bit you knew because
Speaker 2: I came in the next day. Whoa, and I don't
Speaker 2: know if this is karmic. I actually felt worse because
Speaker 2: she was getting a different story than I was. So
Speaker 2: first off, he was going by a different name with her,
Speaker 2: but she was aware of all his lovers, including me.
Speaker 2: I knew none of his other lovers, so hey, maybe
Speaker 2: this is karmick.
Speaker 1: Y'all.
Speaker 2: Y'all know how I used to talk about being a
Speaker 2: side chick and knowing everything. So I thought, like a
Speaker 2: nigga fucked with me more?
Speaker 4: Do you know?
Speaker 1: She sat across from me and said, well, I think
Speaker 1: he loved me more because I knew about all his
Speaker 1: other lovers. You and the other girl didn't, so