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Speaker 1: there everybody that's been subscribing, it's been liking, it's been shamming,

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Speaker 1: get the record last week. How it was Thanksgiving? Thanksgiving was?

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Speaker 1: was up there, big facts, big facts. What other day man?

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Speaker 1: You know, we definitely got you know, a couple of

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Speaker 1: first I want to I want to get into this

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Speaker 1: Ashanti thing because i've seen her. You know, everybody keeps

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Speaker 1: speaking to her about this situation where she was on

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Speaker 1: see what she said about that. Whatever I said about that,

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Speaker 1: I said, this was a clip where someone was stolen money.

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Speaker 1: I don't think it was a woman's thing because we've

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Speaker 1: needed for your answer. Well, this is what was funny.

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Speaker 1: Though you did make rain I'm here let's have dialong,

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Speaker 1: let's talk about it. What did I say that I

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Speaker 1: love you? Stop? I had on a bodysuit with boots,

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Speaker 1: which ninety percent of my peers wear, which we perform in.

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Speaker 1: We're there to do a show, So that's what you wear.

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Speaker 1: Not strippers are naked. That's not true. Stippers sometimes they

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Speaker 1: have one they had naked. Okay, Well, they're private areas

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Speaker 1: that I've never seen a stripper in a body I've

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Speaker 1: been the ao D a month ago. What are you

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Speaker 1: talking about? AOD is not New York. We're talking New York,

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Speaker 1: the only place that is where it's illegal to be naked. Okay.

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Speaker 1: But the point that I'm making to you is I've

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Speaker 1: private areas. My private areas weren't out if I wear steps.

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Speaker 1: Hold up, if I wear a stethoscope and my adoptor yes?

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Speaker 1: So no, No, are you dressed like you want to

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Speaker 1: on you? No? Okay? So then do I want money

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Speaker 1: thrown on me because I have on a body suit? Oh? Wait?

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Speaker 1: Time out right, so so so this is first of all,

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Speaker 1: shave Room blew this motherfucker. Oh had so many hits,

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Speaker 1: shave Room blew it up. But you know, I think

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Speaker 1: I think the coaches is headed to a crazy place, man,

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Speaker 1: because throwing money on the woman for us, it's like

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Speaker 1: it's celebrated, you know what I'm saying. But she's saying

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Speaker 1: she's up there to perform. Then she's saying that strippers

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Speaker 1: don't wear that, like it's so much shit being said

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Speaker 1: right there. I've seen Johnny Blaze come up under the

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Speaker 1: I ain't had to take out my clothes off. So

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Speaker 1: I think she was offended. What she offended because she

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Speaker 1: what she offended just because the nigga with throwing money

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Speaker 1: on I think she was. And that's why he tried

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Speaker 1: to spin it like are you stripper shaming? Because he

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Speaker 1: if a bit of stripper you're looking at a certain way.

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Speaker 1: A stripper is it expecting money to be thrown on her.

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Speaker 1: She's a performer, an entertainer, and I mean they do

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Speaker 1: So what she's just trying to say is they don't

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Speaker 1: legacy song. He was short, but it said so much.

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00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:21,480
Speaker 1: It was a mouthful yeah in one little song. Yeah, yeah,

420
00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:24,080
Speaker 1: it was that shit was to me, it was it was.

421
00:25:24,320 --> 00:25:26,159
Speaker 1: It was a hell of a situation because I was

422
00:25:26,240 --> 00:25:29,480
Speaker 1: looking at jay Z. You know, I knew he had evolved,

423
00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:33,119
Speaker 1: but but I think when he started doing therapy and now,

424
00:25:33,359 --> 00:25:35,520
Speaker 1: let and that's what he was talking about in that

425
00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:38,160
Speaker 1: In that interview, he was like, man, listen here, when

426
00:25:38,200 --> 00:25:42,480
Speaker 1: I'm in a situation, well, when I'm in a situation

427
00:25:42,600 --> 00:25:48,800
Speaker 1: where oh, yeah, yeah, I got you, bro. Never man,

428
00:25:49,320 --> 00:25:52,159
Speaker 1: we're gonna cut that random, Yeah, we're gonna cut that.

429
00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:55,960
Speaker 1: Hold up, man, let's get to it. I don't know,

430
00:25:56,160 --> 00:25:58,720
Speaker 1: I don't know. My phone ain't through mouth. But when

431
00:25:58,760 --> 00:26:03,680
Speaker 1: I'm in when I'm in a city situation though, Okay,

432
00:26:03,800 --> 00:26:05,920
Speaker 1: when jay Z is in a situation where he's talking

433
00:26:05,920 --> 00:26:09,560
Speaker 1: about dope, didaling and selling drugs his whole career. But

434
00:26:09,680 --> 00:26:11,879
Speaker 1: in the Black album, he kind of made a transition

435
00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:14,280
Speaker 1: to where he was starting to do the grown man thing,

436
00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:17,520
Speaker 1: and then he went down that path even you know,

437
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:20,160
Speaker 1: even further, and then I think he did Magna Card

438
00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:23,320
Speaker 1: after that, So he was he he morphed into a

439
00:26:23,480 --> 00:26:26,639
Speaker 1: conscious motherfucker. Man. But that ain't who jay Z is.

440
00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:29,240
Speaker 1: If you know who jay Z is, if you listen

441
00:26:29,359 --> 00:26:32,920
Speaker 1: to him in earlier two thousands and shit, that ain't

442
00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:34,960
Speaker 1: That ain't what Jay Z was on I just feel

443
00:26:35,040 --> 00:26:39,520
Speaker 1: like everybody should evolve. Period. If you're not evolving to

444
00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:42,879
Speaker 1: a place where you look at life for exactly what

445
00:26:43,040 --> 00:26:46,440
Speaker 1: it is, then you booted. You know, one of the songs,

446
00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:49,280
Speaker 1: like you said, as far as jay Z evolving, one

447
00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:51,840
Speaker 1: of the songs that made like why I really realized

448
00:26:51,880 --> 00:26:54,280
Speaker 1: because I mean, jay Z, I'm younger. So when he

449
00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:56,879
Speaker 1: was like on the back end of like what he

450
00:26:57,280 --> 00:26:59,159
Speaker 1: used to be, I didn't really listen to him and

451
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:02,840
Speaker 1: I didn't. But one song that's like relevant now or was?

452
00:27:03,119 --> 00:27:05,120
Speaker 1: Is that song with him and Jeez sing it out

453
00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:08,520
Speaker 1: like he talks about like you can if you listen

454
00:27:08,600 --> 00:27:11,040
Speaker 1: to the song, you can hear like where he came

455
00:27:11,119 --> 00:27:14,720
Speaker 1: from right, how he's evolved and it became the person

456
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:18,160
Speaker 1: he is today, right right, right, right right. We need

457
00:27:18,240 --> 00:27:20,120
Speaker 1: to let me see what else we can get into.

458
00:27:20,240 --> 00:27:23,240
Speaker 1: We need to get into. We need to get into

459
00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:28,800
Speaker 1: some beef. Let see if we got any motherfucking beef

460
00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:35,159
Speaker 1: on this motherfucker's cooking. Damn. Lets see if we can

461
00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:39,879
Speaker 1: talk about I'm gonna tell you something though that that

462
00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:42,960
Speaker 1: that conversation that we had and I cut this if

463
00:27:43,080 --> 00:27:48,080
Speaker 1: need be that conversation what we had about the guilt

464
00:27:48,119 --> 00:27:52,880
Speaker 1: and noll let that was some powerful ship. He pausy right, quicker,

465
00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:57,240
Speaker 1: I gotta piss. Oh my goodness, oh wow he got

466
00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:09,679
Speaker 1: this man said positive real quick at a peace. Really

467
00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:24,440
Speaker 1: this man is told. Okay, So you guys, I did

468
00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:29,240
Speaker 1: have a little question of the day that I said

469
00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:31,200
Speaker 1: I was gonna put on the podcast today that I

470
00:28:31,320 --> 00:28:35,000
Speaker 1: did on my snapchat and I'll go to it, and

471
00:28:35,119 --> 00:28:39,440
Speaker 1: I promised to read some of the comments from some

472
00:28:39,600 --> 00:28:46,680
Speaker 1: of the ladies. All right. So the question was if

473
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:51,520
Speaker 1: a man agreed to do something for you at a

474
00:28:51,640 --> 00:28:56,880
Speaker 1: certain matter of time and he did not come through

475
00:28:57,720 --> 00:29:01,720
Speaker 1: with what he said, what would you do? That was

476
00:29:01,800 --> 00:29:08,800
Speaker 1: my question, brother, ladies. So I have some of the responses,

477
00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:11,120
Speaker 1: and I just want to see if everybody you know

478
00:29:11,480 --> 00:29:15,680
Speaker 1: agrees with what's going on right now. And we'll let

479
00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:20,240
Speaker 1: me today Shay give her okay, So I see, like

480
00:29:20,680 --> 00:29:25,360
Speaker 1: I mean, anybody's word is like this's basically all you

481
00:29:25,480 --> 00:29:27,120
Speaker 1: have to stand down at the end of the day.

482
00:29:27,760 --> 00:29:30,120
Speaker 1: So once you say that you're going to do something

483
00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:33,880
Speaker 1: and you don't have a legit reason why you couldn't deliver,

484
00:29:34,880 --> 00:29:37,440
Speaker 1: then you know what I'm saying. My trust is broken

485
00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:40,160
Speaker 1: from there like you. It's like, now I don't feel

486
00:29:40,160 --> 00:29:41,800
Speaker 1: like I can trust you or depending on you for

487
00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:45,920
Speaker 1: anything because you broke it there quick. I mean, if

488
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:49,200
Speaker 1: you just didn't come through just because it's like and

489
00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:52,680
Speaker 1: then you offer like you agreed and said, yes, I

490
00:29:52,800 --> 00:29:55,400
Speaker 1: got you, I'm gonna do this. It's gonna happen. Not

491
00:29:55,600 --> 00:29:57,960
Speaker 1: that I even was sitting around expecting or waiting, but

492
00:29:58,160 --> 00:29:59,800
Speaker 1: the fact that you said that you were going to

493
00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:03,680
Speaker 1: do it. Now I got to cut you off alry,

494
00:30:03,720 --> 00:30:08,840
Speaker 1: I no longer know you anymore. That's true. So after um,

495
00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:13,320
Speaker 1: I asked my people on snapchat a question. I asked

496
00:30:13,360 --> 00:30:16,000
Speaker 1: them if a man agreed to do something for you

497
00:30:16,120 --> 00:30:18,920
Speaker 1: in a certain amount of time and he didn't come

498
00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:23,040
Speaker 1: through with that agreement in that matter of time, ladies,

499
00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:25,080
Speaker 1: what should you do? So I'm just reading off some

500
00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:29,560
Speaker 1: of my you know people and you know some man

501
00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:33,240
Speaker 1: like it's a weird. It's a weird thing that dudes

502
00:30:33,280 --> 00:30:37,400
Speaker 1: are doing then where they are they're just lying for nothing.

503
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:39,640
Speaker 1: So I mean, like, what do you because I want

504
00:30:39,640 --> 00:30:42,280
Speaker 1: you guys as opinion first before I read off everybody else. Right,

505
00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:45,200
Speaker 1: So my thing is I don't have an opinion on

506
00:30:45,280 --> 00:30:47,480
Speaker 1: it because I know what's wrong. I have an opinion

507
00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:50,320
Speaker 1: on it, but I know what's wrong. My opinion on it.

508
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:55,160
Speaker 1: It is like but loved it. Of course cut him off.

509
00:30:56,120 --> 00:31:00,440
Speaker 1: He got to get cut off only because we gonna

510
00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:02,840
Speaker 1: I have to do you how Like I said, I

511
00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:04,680
Speaker 1: had to you had to do me. How I'm gonna

512
00:31:04,680 --> 00:31:08,520
Speaker 1: do you right. Whatever I tell you, I'm gonna stand

513
00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:11,960
Speaker 1: on that ten toes exactly. I'm supposed to believe that

514
00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:15,400
Speaker 1: about you. If I'm gonna hear you in my space.

515
00:31:15,800 --> 00:31:17,640
Speaker 1: It's rough for me to have you in my space,

516
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:21,680
Speaker 1: knowing that any moment life can make me depend on

517
00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:26,200
Speaker 1: whoever close to me, not me doing this life can

518
00:31:26,320 --> 00:31:29,520
Speaker 1: make me had to depend on whoever close to me,

519
00:31:29,720 --> 00:31:31,800
Speaker 1: and having you close to me and seeing I can't

520
00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:34,640
Speaker 1: depend on you. How weird is that space for me?

521
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:39,120
Speaker 1: That's all right? So y'all hear what they had to say.

522
00:31:39,280 --> 00:31:42,840
Speaker 1: So let's see what some of my followers had to say.

523
00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:48,360
Speaker 1: We have one from Key to the City. She says,

524
00:31:48,680 --> 00:31:53,840
Speaker 1: cut his ass off. You can't even follow simple instruction. Wow,

525
00:31:54,920 --> 00:31:58,600
Speaker 1: I mean that's what it sums up to. Like like

526
00:31:58,760 --> 00:32:00,840
Speaker 1: I said, okay, if it's something that you couldn't do

527
00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:03,560
Speaker 1: or just say it, and like I said, if you

528
00:32:03,680 --> 00:32:05,880
Speaker 1: had a legit reason to why you couldn't do it,

529
00:32:06,320 --> 00:32:09,360
Speaker 1: then maybe I can't be like okay, you know, but

530
00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:11,520
Speaker 1: at that point my trust is just kind of iffy

531
00:32:11,600 --> 00:32:14,120
Speaker 1: with you. I'm like, yeah, you put them in in

532
00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:16,160
Speaker 1: a weird in a weird place, and I don't even

533
00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:18,640
Speaker 1: know if I can like I can't at this point,

534
00:32:18,680 --> 00:32:20,880
Speaker 1: I don't even want to ask you to do anything else. Yeah, So,

535
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:23,200
Speaker 1: and then why have you women? And because if even

536
00:32:23,240 --> 00:32:25,239
Speaker 1: if I don't need it what I'm saying, life can

537
00:32:25,360 --> 00:32:30,640
Speaker 1: create situations might need somebody whoever's close to you. I

538
00:32:30,840 --> 00:32:34,320
Speaker 1: may have to depend on you, and then I gotta

539
00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:37,360
Speaker 1: have strong people around me. And that's just what it is,

540
00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:41,680
Speaker 1: and what they came to shilling and let me what

541
00:32:45,680 --> 00:32:48,800
Speaker 1: I'm gonna play something whole and then I cut it. Y'all,

542
00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:52,040
Speaker 1: don't worry about it. Don't worry about it. They won't

543
00:32:52,080 --> 00:32:59,240
Speaker 1: hear this part. Can't. But because because Kim K dropped her,

544
00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:01,600
Speaker 1: I mean, okay, and I think people are gonna be

545
00:33:01,680 --> 00:33:03,880
Speaker 1: on it and we could be right on time, but

546
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:13,480
Speaker 1: something about um Kim K dropping off him Kaine dropping

547
00:33:13,520 --> 00:33:18,560
Speaker 1: a track called kim k Okay like can get the story.

548
00:33:18,840 --> 00:33:23,520
Speaker 1: You know I'll be had man, he'd be had. I

549
00:33:23,560 --> 00:33:30,240
Speaker 1: don't be believing him. Don't start that. I don't play

550
00:33:30,320 --> 00:33:33,840
Speaker 1: no bullshit. Before we go one step further. Let's get

551
00:33:33,920 --> 00:33:36,760
Speaker 1: one thing. Brother know what he's doing. Ye don't worry

552
00:33:36,760 --> 00:33:41,440
Speaker 1: about a fish outdio. It came out today. Welcome to Carvana,

553
00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:46,200
Speaker 1: where you can buy a car whatever is to deliver

554
00:33:46,480 --> 00:33:53,520
Speaker 1: the most crazy when they do, shas on my way

555
00:33:53,560 --> 00:33:56,600
Speaker 1: to get that bad. Don't discount. Don't feel bad. Black

556
00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:59,880
Speaker 1: girl who's angry. Media can't stand. I may never get

557
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:02,440
Speaker 1: just grab me, but I'm feeding my family. It's just

558
00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:06,680
Speaker 1: me and my bitches. I just love when it done

559
00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:08,759
Speaker 1: out to be by no niggers. I get to be

560
00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:13,800
Speaker 1: in my feelings talking to talking about don't walking my thoughts. Listen,

561
00:34:14,200 --> 00:34:18,239
Speaker 1: what's what all you black women? I dat a black man,

562
00:34:18,360 --> 00:34:20,400
Speaker 1: name me and drink. You say I'm getting all? You're tripping?

563
00:34:20,440 --> 00:34:22,640
Speaker 1: You rather him with white women? How you don't I

564
00:34:22,680 --> 00:34:28,360
Speaker 1: ain't me, lou when you just like me? I know

565
00:34:28,520 --> 00:34:31,799
Speaker 1: and mother heard keep fuck with me and he don't

566
00:34:31,880 --> 00:34:35,200
Speaker 1: want her. That's why I should be in the bridge

567
00:34:35,280 --> 00:34:38,160
Speaker 1: by your bitches. Then I help you to get all

568
00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:43,359
Speaker 1: buddy's niggas. Because I don't drust no one I died

569
00:34:43,840 --> 00:34:47,480
Speaker 1: and I ain't got get your back and ted to

570
00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:51,359
Speaker 1: handle your horse, said a prayer for you. Won't let

571
00:34:51,440 --> 00:34:54,200
Speaker 1: you can leave kardash It so I could be black.

572
00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:57,759
Speaker 1: They active it's real. I say, it's real bad. Don't

573
00:34:57,760 --> 00:35:02,920
Speaker 1: get caught up in facts because she real? Fan how

574
00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:08,600
Speaker 1: you feel? How didn't do you sign me over being

575
00:35:08,719 --> 00:35:12,000
Speaker 1: fie Bryant? These burgers thats got me beening doo light.

576
00:35:12,640 --> 00:35:17,320
Speaker 1: I don't know why I got a fuck with black Jaina.

577
00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:21,279
Speaker 1: She sent your lying no time. She just comes the

578
00:35:21,400 --> 00:35:31,960
Speaker 1: reminder niggers, what's fucked vagina? Because I don't druss one

579
00:35:32,160 --> 00:35:37,239
Speaker 1: liked and dash, get your back and died, handle you

580
00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:42,879
Speaker 1: after the young one time when kardash It, I could

581
00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:47,600
Speaker 1: be black with my brains to the back feels it's

582
00:35:47,600 --> 00:35:51,160
Speaker 1: the only time they appreciate me. She's only okay to

583
00:35:51,239 --> 00:35:53,719
Speaker 1: be blas. I'm okay to be blamed when you're not like,

584
00:35:53,840 --> 00:35:56,239
Speaker 1: but when you're really black, it's a problem. What the

585
00:35:57,040 --> 00:36:12,279
Speaker 1: is the world coming? Hello? They hey? Now she said

586
00:36:12,480 --> 00:36:17,040
Speaker 1: what she said? A that part niggas a responsible He

587
00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:22,839
Speaker 1: had constant reminder that Nigga's are sponsored with Jim she Man.

588
00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:31,800
Speaker 1: That's the name of man. Listen, so so damn. She

589
00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:35,520
Speaker 1: been talented for a while. Though she's talented, but that song,

590
00:36:35,719 --> 00:36:38,600
Speaker 1: that message is crazy. So then they got all the

591
00:36:38,760 --> 00:36:43,600
Speaker 1: kim Ka fans bashing Kate Michell like it's a real

592
00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:48,399
Speaker 1: just what I just what I'm telling you? Then want

593
00:36:48,480 --> 00:36:51,520
Speaker 1: to bad if you're on the internet the shade room,

594
00:36:51,560 --> 00:36:55,759
Speaker 1: I just was pissing. Excuse me, excuse me. I just

595
00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:58,400
Speaker 1: was used in the restaurant and I was looking on

596
00:36:58,560 --> 00:37:01,919
Speaker 1: Instagram and then I've seen the first thing I've seen

597
00:37:02,080 --> 00:37:04,920
Speaker 1: was kim Ka would It's a hundred tweets. So she

598
00:37:05,120 --> 00:37:09,200
Speaker 1: responded back like she responding back like I'm not saying that,

599
00:37:09,640 --> 00:37:12,360
Speaker 1: you know, fuck kim Ka nothing. She's saying basically what

600
00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:14,799
Speaker 1: y'all would just say, because she never said that. Yeah,

601
00:37:14,840 --> 00:37:19,960
Speaker 1: and the person that would be coming to her is black.

602
00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:23,680
Speaker 1: The key is y'all appreciate Black culture on. White women

603
00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:30,200
Speaker 1: are one of the main families or the main women

604
00:37:30,360 --> 00:37:33,080
Speaker 1: that are in the in the limelight right now that

605
00:37:33,719 --> 00:37:38,440
Speaker 1: are not black, who do who does everything the black culture?

606
00:37:38,480 --> 00:37:43,320
Speaker 1: Like even the whole spread with makeup on, looking like

607
00:37:43,480 --> 00:37:46,319
Speaker 1: she was three shades darker, saying that, like I said,

608
00:37:46,360 --> 00:37:49,880
Speaker 1: she dressed up to she dressed up in a leg like,

609
00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:53,160
Speaker 1: you take it too far, really, and I ain't okay.

610
00:37:53,320 --> 00:37:55,600
Speaker 1: If you want to be black, baby, be like us.

611
00:37:55,800 --> 00:37:57,120
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You've been doing it for

612
00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:59,719
Speaker 1: a long time, not just you, everybody. But what I'm

613
00:37:59,760 --> 00:38:03,560
Speaker 1: saying is is that don't ignore affect. That what Kate

614
00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:06,640
Speaker 1: Michelle said is really that's just like when she dressed

615
00:38:06,719 --> 00:38:10,840
Speaker 1: up for Halloween, is Eliah exactly. You didn't. It's just

616
00:38:10,960 --> 00:38:15,480
Speaker 1: like if Kate Michelle dressed up as Madonna, Madonna, let

617
00:38:15,560 --> 00:38:22,960
Speaker 1: me see Taylor swill yeah, he'll be uh yeah and

618
00:38:23,080 --> 00:38:26,279
Speaker 1: see the key. And that's crazy because and that's the

619
00:38:26,360 --> 00:38:28,680
Speaker 1: same kind of great people were having with card B.

620
00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:31,600
Speaker 1: They were like, yo, if that was rem and mok

621
00:38:31,719 --> 00:38:52,520
Speaker 1: with that same record, m hmm. I thought, like, man,

622
00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:56,400
Speaker 1: she crazy, but but but that's the same kind of

623
00:38:56,480 --> 00:38:59,359
Speaker 1: great people head on on card B. It's like, y'all

624
00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 1: appreciate black coach on white people. You know, if it's

625
00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:04,600
Speaker 1: a nigga doing some of that shit, y'all gonna say

626
00:39:04,640 --> 00:39:07,200
Speaker 1: he's crazy. I'm gonna say something like the little niggas

627
00:39:07,719 --> 00:39:10,400
Speaker 1: the little Puerto Rican niggas like EMP in New York.

628
00:39:10,480 --> 00:39:13,759
Speaker 1: They're doing Takashi six nine and a little nigga y'all

629
00:39:13,800 --> 00:39:17,200
Speaker 1: don't know him, but he's a little nigga in the

630
00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:19,719
Speaker 1: hood with a bunch of bloods. And I'll let if

631
00:39:19,760 --> 00:39:22,839
Speaker 1: we do that, we get indicted, Like they literally start

632
00:39:22,920 --> 00:39:26,520
Speaker 1: investigations on us about these same kind of things. But

633
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:30,279
Speaker 1: these little young white boys or Puerto Rican guys, they're

634
00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:32,120
Speaker 1: able to do that. Not that I want nothing to

635
00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:34,359
Speaker 1: happen to him, because Lord knows, I don't wish jail

636
00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:37,000
Speaker 1: or no. Man, I'm just staying obvious. You see what

637
00:39:37,080 --> 00:39:39,200
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I'm staying obvious the same kind of thing.

638
00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:42,239
Speaker 1: What came in shell has sin. It's like, how can

639
00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:45,440
Speaker 1: you appreciate what I've been doing all this time on

640
00:39:45,600 --> 00:39:48,879
Speaker 1: a white girl? And so if she and she said

641
00:39:50,239 --> 00:39:53,360
Speaker 1: I from this, I lived this life for real. But

642
00:39:53,480 --> 00:39:55,879
Speaker 1: y'all worried about came in shells ass, Like for real though,

643
00:39:55,960 --> 00:39:58,320
Speaker 1: even if it is fake or real or whatever. This

644
00:39:58,520 --> 00:40:01,160
Speaker 1: our society right now, like get over it. This is

645
00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:04,840
Speaker 1: what's going on. But I, Kay Michelle, I can't say that,

646
00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:08,160
Speaker 1: Kay Michelle, she probably did, you know, get a couple

647
00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:11,160
Speaker 1: of little fat transfers done, and you know sometimes we'll

648
00:40:11,160 --> 00:40:12,880
Speaker 1: probably a little much. And I'm glad she fixed it

649
00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:15,920
Speaker 1: because she looks amazing. But I mean, because you like

650
00:40:16,040 --> 00:40:23,719
Speaker 1: them gigantic asses, you know what I'm saying. I liked

651
00:40:23,760 --> 00:40:25,320
Speaker 1: her ass like the way it is now because she

652
00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:27,200
Speaker 1: got it kind of down something because she lost some weight.

653
00:40:27,239 --> 00:40:28,640
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. They fat stick on me

654
00:40:28,719 --> 00:40:30,800
Speaker 1: back there. So she looked proportioned. She looked real sexy,

655
00:40:31,160 --> 00:40:33,840
Speaker 1: and Kim Kardashian fake ass looks a mess to me.

656
00:40:34,239 --> 00:40:39,960
Speaker 1: Them legs, but I'm saying, her legs are so small,

657
00:40:40,160 --> 00:40:42,600
Speaker 1: like too not proportion, and that ass looked like a

658
00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:49,960
Speaker 1: big proportion. It's horrible. And then girls, but she is.

659
00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:53,120
Speaker 1: But you even had tray a black woman's body, but

660
00:40:53,239 --> 00:40:57,200
Speaker 1: you even had surgery on your face and lips everything, y'all,

661
00:40:57,280 --> 00:41:00,200
Speaker 1: Like even Kyle, even her sister, what Kylie Jenner, baby,

662
00:41:00,239 --> 00:41:02,480
Speaker 1: all lips was as thin as a piece of loosely guilty?

663
00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:07,200
Speaker 1: Can't we hit the guilty you want? The Kardashians. Baby,

664
00:41:07,239 --> 00:41:10,759
Speaker 1: when you was young, now, your glow was amazing. I'm

665
00:41:10,800 --> 00:41:13,960
Speaker 1: just saying, like that's not how you really look. Baby.

666
00:41:14,120 --> 00:41:16,720
Speaker 1: You still look like the little Muppet thing. I mean literally,

667
00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:19,160
Speaker 1: I was I remember that little girl from me. I

668
00:41:19,280 --> 00:41:23,360
Speaker 1: was literally at Ja Alexander's last week eating and the

669
00:41:23,480 --> 00:41:27,000
Speaker 1: bartender and a white lady was talking like about different

670
00:41:27,080 --> 00:41:30,040
Speaker 1: surgeries and all this. She was like, yeah, everybody's getting

671
00:41:30,040 --> 00:41:33,080
Speaker 1: the lip the lip injections, and she was like she

672
00:41:33,239 --> 00:41:35,560
Speaker 1: turned to me and she was like, you have amazing lips.

673
00:41:35,640 --> 00:41:38,600
Speaker 1: Did you get them done? I'm like, yeah, I did

674
00:41:38,719 --> 00:41:46,239
Speaker 1: get them done by God. And my mom, like I said,

675
00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:49,120
Speaker 1: it's cool. It's cool to be black until until you're black,

676
00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:52,040
Speaker 1: until you're actually black. Just like a lady tell me

677
00:41:52,120 --> 00:41:56,359
Speaker 1: you're so gorgeous to be a black girl. Gorgeous? Am

678
00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:59,000
Speaker 1: I gorgeous? Or am I not? Like? What's see? That's

679
00:41:59,040 --> 00:42:02,239
Speaker 1: what That's what he was saying too. It's like even

680
00:42:02,320 --> 00:42:05,680
Speaker 1: with Old Jay, it's like, all right, so we were

681
00:42:05,719 --> 00:42:08,960
Speaker 1: really pulling your black card when we were saying, damn

682
00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:10,879
Speaker 1: you acting like you don't fuck with us no more.

683
00:42:11,239 --> 00:42:13,520
Speaker 1: You looking at us saying I ain't black. I'm Old Jay.

684
00:42:13,680 --> 00:42:18,000
Speaker 1: This is what Old Jay said. When right, So when

685
00:42:18,040 --> 00:42:20,520
Speaker 1: the motherfucker asked Old Jay, like how do you feel

686
00:42:20,520 --> 00:42:23,200
Speaker 1: about being he said, I ain't black I'm o jay

687
00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:28,000
Speaker 1: this before all that, right, So then that's what I'm saying.

688
00:42:28,200 --> 00:42:32,040
Speaker 1: But see he's what he's saying. And see what's interesting

689
00:42:32,200 --> 00:42:35,920
Speaker 1: is he letting you inside his mind. It's like, man,

690
00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:39,480
Speaker 1: I don't relate to I'm rich, I'm he's thinking he's

691
00:42:39,520 --> 00:42:43,399
Speaker 1: stupid enough to believe that the money separates him from

692
00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:48,799
Speaker 1: the stroke. That what I'm saying. And so then when

693
00:42:48,880 --> 00:42:52,160
Speaker 1: he got that's that's that's conditioning though he felt that

694
00:42:52,320 --> 00:42:54,680
Speaker 1: way from the condition they knew he was gonna feel.

695
00:42:55,160 --> 00:42:57,880
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, that's a that's a conditioning state that

696
00:42:58,000 --> 00:43:00,719
Speaker 1: he was in to even feel like that, because why

697
00:43:00,760 --> 00:43:06,200
Speaker 1: would you even feel like money would But listen, what

698
00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:09,080
Speaker 1: I'm saying is why would you feel like that? Because

699
00:43:09,160 --> 00:43:11,719
Speaker 1: what the representation of money is to you? And who

700
00:43:12,280 --> 00:43:15,440
Speaker 1: controls the money somebody that these people trying to portray

701
00:43:15,719 --> 00:43:18,160
Speaker 1: so they feel like once they get there, I don't

702
00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:20,480
Speaker 1: have to worry about it because it ain't them as

703
00:43:20,520 --> 00:43:22,920
Speaker 1: a race. It's the money was keeping them like this

704
00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:26,000
Speaker 1: when it ain't never the case. It's never really about

705
00:43:26,040 --> 00:43:27,560
Speaker 1: the money, and it's one thing you would need to

706
00:43:27,600 --> 00:43:32,600
Speaker 1: start understanding. And but this is my thing, it's this

707
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:38,160
Speaker 1: like on some level, money changes like your mentality because

708
00:43:40,080 --> 00:43:42,719
Speaker 1: he's not facing the same things we're facing on the

709
00:43:42,840 --> 00:43:45,719
Speaker 1: surface no more, just like a jay Z. And that's

710
00:43:45,719 --> 00:43:48,319
Speaker 1: why I respect about jay Z so much that he's

711
00:43:48,320 --> 00:43:51,719
Speaker 1: staying is grounded as a billionaire can be. Jay Z

712
00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:55,279
Speaker 1: is the definition of he is as grounded as a

713
00:43:55,400 --> 00:43:59,480
Speaker 1: motherfucker can be in our culture. Right. So my thing is,

714
00:43:59,600 --> 00:44:02,880
Speaker 1: it's like old Jay had got to a place in

715
00:44:03,000 --> 00:44:05,719
Speaker 1: his life where he felt like, my money is so long,

716
00:44:06,000 --> 00:44:09,719
Speaker 1: I'm so far ahead that I no longer I no

717
00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:14,279
Speaker 1: longer relate to to that. Yeah, I no longer that's

718
00:44:14,360 --> 00:44:18,799
Speaker 1: not my struggle. I'm old Jack. They know me, they

719
00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:21,120
Speaker 1: know me. I don't go through that black shit. I'm

720
00:44:21,120 --> 00:44:23,919
Speaker 1: old Jack. Right. See, this is what he had thought.

721
00:44:24,040 --> 00:44:26,360
Speaker 1: But then so we wrapped this after we rolled with

722
00:44:26,480 --> 00:44:29,600
Speaker 1: him through the case, Right, we're gonna leave you out there, man.

723
00:44:29,680 --> 00:44:32,399
Speaker 1: So when they got him his next time, and that's

724
00:44:32,440 --> 00:44:34,680
Speaker 1: why Jay said, you see how that works out, And

725
00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:37,600
Speaker 1: that's what makes the song so powerful. From Kay Michelle,

726
00:44:38,160 --> 00:44:41,080
Speaker 1: it's like she coming from a standpoint of all right,

727
00:44:41,080 --> 00:44:43,839
Speaker 1: I have had enough, Yeah take a ten of see

728
00:44:43,920 --> 00:44:46,120
Speaker 1: motherfucker to speak on it, And I had enough right,

729
00:44:46,200 --> 00:44:52,200
Speaker 1: because I say something about this, I can't keep on

730
00:44:52,360 --> 00:44:55,080
Speaker 1: holding it is what I can't say. One of the

731
00:44:55,200 --> 00:44:59,440
Speaker 1: most realist female artists that I really can say, this

732
00:44:59,520 --> 00:45:04,480
Speaker 1: is really out here, Like she really speaks emotions on

733
00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:06,360
Speaker 1: her sleep and she's not afraid to let you know

734
00:45:06,480 --> 00:45:09,520
Speaker 1: you heard me or why would you do this? Because

735
00:45:09,520 --> 00:45:11,640
Speaker 1: I feel some type of way she speaks her out

736
00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:14,080
Speaker 1: and that's what I respect about kill and I just

737
00:45:14,239 --> 00:45:17,200
Speaker 1: don't understand. Just think though, just think if it was

738
00:45:17,239 --> 00:45:20,400
Speaker 1: a black bitch cussing like card to be doing some

739
00:45:20,560 --> 00:45:23,200
Speaker 1: of that wild type shit card It B due, I

740
00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:25,719
Speaker 1: don't think it'll be looked at the same dog I

741
00:45:25,880 --> 00:45:28,320
Speaker 1: swear I don't. I mean, that's just like even with

742
00:45:28,440 --> 00:45:32,479
Speaker 1: Nicki Minas her the first chance that get the first.

743
00:45:32,520 --> 00:45:35,800
Speaker 1: She's not even black, but she's considered black in the industry.

744
00:45:35,800 --> 00:45:39,160
Speaker 1: You feel the first, the first anytime Nicki Minaj get

745
00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:41,359
Speaker 1: the popping off, and we know that Nikki, that's where

746
00:45:41,360 --> 00:45:45,279
Speaker 1: she comes from. But anytime she does anything that's borderline,

747
00:45:46,040 --> 00:45:48,480
Speaker 1: they get out of its out. But but and that's

748
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:50,160
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I fuck with card it B too.

749
00:45:50,280 --> 00:45:53,440
Speaker 1: But it's something to be said about how people the

750
00:45:53,600 --> 00:45:55,759
Speaker 1: light of your skin is the more you can get

751
00:45:55,800 --> 00:45:58,759
Speaker 1: away with, right, Like, I'm just saying, like, and I

752
00:45:58,840 --> 00:46:00,480
Speaker 1: think that's what I think. It's that what came and

753
00:46:00,560 --> 00:46:04,040
Speaker 1: ship saying. So everybody that's on Shady Room, they let

754
00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:06,719
Speaker 1: me go. Look at the metal fact. Have you seen

755
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:16,520
Speaker 1: what this video? Join a motherfucking lucas, my dog, my

756
00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:24,200
Speaker 1: motherfucking my bad, my bad, my dog fucking that song? Man,

757
00:46:24,560 --> 00:46:31,520
Speaker 1: I need to run that motherfucker made. Have you heard it? Yeah,

758
00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:33,759
Speaker 1: you haven't heard it here. But I'm saying this is

759
00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:36,640
Speaker 1: what I'm saying because you know, like I never really

760
00:46:36,760 --> 00:46:41,279
Speaker 1: understood Okay, well, I never really understood the importance of

761
00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:43,839
Speaker 1: how a video can make you relate to a song

762
00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:47,040
Speaker 1: more because we kind of stray away from videos in

763
00:46:47,239 --> 00:46:48,960
Speaker 1: this day in time. You know what I'm saying, Because

764
00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:50,960
Speaker 1: when I was watching one of Chris Brown videos on

765
00:46:51,120 --> 00:46:53,440
Speaker 1: my iTunes, I was like, man, I ain't seen a

766
00:46:53,520 --> 00:46:55,640
Speaker 1: video on so long. You know what I'm saying. But

767
00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:57,839
Speaker 1: when you see the video, I actually make you get

768
00:46:57,920 --> 00:47:01,759
Speaker 1: into the artist's mind to see. That's what I'm saying.

769
00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:06,600
Speaker 1: People should really go out and watch videos more because

770
00:47:06,719 --> 00:47:09,040
Speaker 1: videos would give you a deeper in depth of what

771
00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:13,200
Speaker 1: because artists, was trying to want to show you what

772
00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:15,239
Speaker 1: he was trying and then and then it's so deep

773
00:47:15,280 --> 00:47:17,799
Speaker 1: because man, you can you sit there as an artist,

774
00:47:17,840 --> 00:47:20,160
Speaker 1: you'd be like, they ain't even gonna get it. But

775
00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:22,480
Speaker 1: this visual, they're gonna put it all together. I can't

776
00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:25,360
Speaker 1: hit them right now. I got hit right now. That

777
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:27,959
Speaker 1: just need a dope visual. That's the only thing gonna

778
00:47:27,960 --> 00:47:30,680
Speaker 1: bring it together. Dude could have dropped that song without

779
00:47:30,719 --> 00:47:33,520
Speaker 1: the visual, it wouldn't have had the same effect. And

780
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:37,080
Speaker 1: what I'm saying so the visual is still important in

781
00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:39,560
Speaker 1: this day and they especially with everybody being able to

782
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:43,320
Speaker 1: on their phones. It's so it's set their fingertips. You know,

783
00:47:43,440 --> 00:47:44,759
Speaker 1: back in the day, you used to have to go

784
00:47:44,920 --> 00:47:48,040
Speaker 1: home and watch BT you did what I'm saying, you

785
00:47:48,080 --> 00:47:49,920
Speaker 1: don't have to do that. We don't really have well

786
00:47:49,960 --> 00:47:52,279
Speaker 1: we have like places for videos to be played, but

787
00:47:52,440 --> 00:47:53,840
Speaker 1: not like we used to. It used to be like

788
00:47:54,880 --> 00:47:57,800
Speaker 1: high demand. People really used to put money into their videos.

789
00:47:57,840 --> 00:48:00,319
Speaker 1: You don't want to see that now now you don't, don't.

790
00:48:00,400 --> 00:48:02,320
Speaker 1: You don't. And I just watched a couple of his

791
00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:06,080
Speaker 1: videos and like they were super amazing, Like I mean

792
00:48:06,280 --> 00:48:10,320
Speaker 1: he even had one video, um and you know, I

793
00:48:10,360 --> 00:48:12,279
Speaker 1: don't even I can't even think of the name of

794
00:48:12,360 --> 00:48:14,279
Speaker 1: the song what it is though. Somebody showed this to

795
00:48:14,320 --> 00:48:17,799
Speaker 1: me at work. But it was like real deep and emotional.

796
00:48:17,880 --> 00:48:19,320
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. It kind of touched me

797
00:48:19,440 --> 00:48:22,200
Speaker 1: in a deep spot. Which one Jonah Lucas the other

798
00:48:22,320 --> 00:48:25,239
Speaker 1: one about the shotgun about the other store brother. Yeah,

799
00:48:25,400 --> 00:48:27,200
Speaker 1: oh man. When I tell I was like, I don't know,

800
00:48:28,160 --> 00:48:30,200
Speaker 1: that's what he do, like like he doesn't like like

801
00:48:30,360 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 1: Joe Budden said, he doesn't created a space where that's

802
00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:35,439
Speaker 1: his lane man, and everything he said in that video,

803
00:48:36,160 --> 00:48:43,160
Speaker 1: I'm saying the same. Fucking a month. Yeah, I was like, whoa,

804
00:48:43,400 --> 00:48:45,839
Speaker 1: he fucking right, that's something serious. He touched my soul

805
00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:48,480
Speaker 1: right quick shout out Jonah Leukes. He fucking right now.

806
00:48:48,560 --> 00:48:51,239
Speaker 1: He fucking a month. We're gonna we're gonna get into this. Um.

807
00:48:52,160 --> 00:48:54,520
Speaker 1: We're gonna get into this um you say here, what

808
00:48:56,040 --> 00:49:05,719
Speaker 1: would you say? He or whatigar the last summer? We're

809
00:49:05,760 --> 00:49:10,920
Speaker 1: gonna get into this this uh this Russell Simmonship, Let's

810
00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:13,480
Speaker 1: see what happened. The latest powerful man brought down by

811
00:49:13,520 --> 00:49:16,680
Speaker 1: allegations section was conduct music mogul Russell Simmons, there he is,

812
00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:18,920
Speaker 1: and he is stepping down from his companies after a

813
00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:21,680
Speaker 1: second woman spoke out, amy, you've got the details, that's right,

814
00:49:21,719 --> 00:49:24,439
Speaker 1: and this new allegation comes from a screenwriter. She says

815
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:27,400
Speaker 1: Simmons offered her a ride back home in nineteen ninety one,

816
00:49:27,480 --> 00:49:29,919
Speaker 1: but they wound up at his place, where she says

817
00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:33,399
Speaker 1: she was coerced into having sex. In this morning, music

818
00:49:33,480 --> 00:49:37,239
Speaker 1: mogul Russell Simmons stepping away from his businesses of allegations

819
00:49:37,280 --> 00:49:40,759
Speaker 1: of sexual misconduct. Simmons, known as the CEO of hip

820
00:49:40,800 --> 00:49:45,360
Speaker 1: hop after starting Deaf Jam Records eighties and producing and

821
00:49:45,480 --> 00:49:49,439
Speaker 1: starring in reality television show You Told Me Over the Phone, Yeah,

822
00:49:49,560 --> 00:49:53,839
Speaker 1: Rock checks under fire after screenwriter Jenny Lumet, who wrote

823
00:49:53,880 --> 00:49:56,560
Speaker 1: The Mummy You Saw That Right and whose father is

824
00:49:56,640 --> 00:49:59,719
Speaker 1: director Sidney Lumet, shared her account of a nineteen ninety

825
00:49:59,719 --> 00:50:02,439
Speaker 1: one counter with Simmons, saying he offered her a ride

826
00:50:02,480 --> 00:50:05,799
Speaker 1: home before the car doors locked, and he allegedly took

827
00:50:05,800 --> 00:50:08,040
Speaker 1: her to his own apartment where they had a sexual

828
00:50:08,160 --> 00:50:12,080
Speaker 1: encounter that she says was non consensual. Lumett writing, I

829
00:50:12,200 --> 00:50:14,920
Speaker 1: didn't know if the situation would turn violent. I remember

830
00:50:15,040 --> 00:50:17,640
Speaker 1: thinking that I must be crazy. I remember hoping that

831
00:50:17,719 --> 00:50:20,960
Speaker 1: the Russell I knew would return at any moment. Simmons

832
00:50:21,040 --> 00:50:24,040
Speaker 1: releasing a statement in response, saying, while her memory of

833
00:50:24,160 --> 00:50:26,440
Speaker 1: that evening is very different from mine, it is now

834
00:50:26,520 --> 00:50:28,920
Speaker 1: clear to me that her feelings of fear and intimidation

835
00:50:29,080 --> 00:50:31,840
Speaker 1: are real. While I have never been violent, I have

836
00:50:31,920 --> 00:50:34,960
Speaker 1: been thoughtless and insensitive in some of my relationships over

837
00:50:35,040 --> 00:50:39,399
Speaker 1: many decades, and I sincerely apologize the allegations coming after

838
00:50:39,520 --> 00:50:43,800
Speaker 1: model Carrie class and collegis about nineteen ninety one encounter

839
00:50:43,880 --> 00:50:52,120
Speaker 1: with Simmons film director Brett and afterwards she was invited

840
00:50:52,200 --> 00:50:55,640
Speaker 1: to go back to Simmons's residence in New York to

841
00:50:55,800 --> 00:50:59,480
Speaker 1: watch a music video. She alleges that Russell Simmons sexually

842
00:50:59,480 --> 00:51:03,479
Speaker 1: assaulted her, and when she asked Brett Rattner for help

843
00:51:03,719 --> 00:51:06,600
Speaker 1: to intervene, he did not do so. Russell Simmons has

844
00:51:06,680 --> 00:51:11,440
Speaker 1: denied these accusations. Rattner's attorney has also reportedly denied the allegation.

845
00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:15,160
Speaker 1: In recent years, Simmons often spoke about his spiritual journey,

846
00:51:15,400 --> 00:51:18,319
Speaker 1: as he told Dan Harris last year. Yeah, good comic work.

847
00:51:18,400 --> 00:51:20,560
Speaker 1: It is very critical. I mean, give others what you

848
00:51:20,640 --> 00:51:23,239
Speaker 1: want for yourself. You should give the happiness to free

849
00:51:23,280 --> 00:51:26,720
Speaker 1: him the opportunity that you want for yourself to others.

850
00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:35,000
Speaker 1: And again Simmons strenuously denying these allegations, saying, all right, no,

851
00:51:35,440 --> 00:51:39,880
Speaker 1: I'm saying, what has Russell Simmons done in this industry

852
00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:41,800
Speaker 1: that make them want to do him? Like? What what

853
00:51:41,960 --> 00:51:44,640
Speaker 1: you mean? What has he done? He powerful? I'm saying. Now,

854
00:51:44,760 --> 00:51:48,120
Speaker 1: what I'm saying is is what power did he know?

855
00:51:48,320 --> 00:51:50,560
Speaker 1: It ain't that, It ain't that. What it is is

856
00:51:50,840 --> 00:51:53,160
Speaker 1: is that we catch it now. They white meting up,

857
00:51:53,800 --> 00:51:55,719
Speaker 1: so they got to throw one us under the bus.

858
00:51:55,719 --> 00:51:57,480
Speaker 1: We're getting hard it waying. So we even't got so

859
00:51:57,680 --> 00:52:00,200
Speaker 1: many they just like, we don't get feels. That's what

860
00:52:00,200 --> 00:52:01,920
Speaker 1: I'm saying. We haven't got so many of the big

861
00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:05,680
Speaker 1: Moore that after he was trying to buy a yeah yeah,

862
00:52:05,719 --> 00:52:09,560
Speaker 1: yeah power. I said, what na, this is just about

863
00:52:09,640 --> 00:52:12,560
Speaker 1: to change the conversation if I don't know all the niggas.

864
00:52:13,440 --> 00:52:15,640
Speaker 1: But we got niggas, and we got in the last

865
00:52:16,040 --> 00:52:19,960
Speaker 1: two months, we got about ten white powerful men. I'm

866
00:52:20,040 --> 00:52:23,360
Speaker 1: talking and I don't want to misquote their names. Actors

867
00:52:23,480 --> 00:52:28,680
Speaker 1: that you know, guaranteed stars, you know guaranteed being poored

868
00:52:29,120 --> 00:52:32,160
Speaker 1: president people that's on the cabinet. It's all kind of

869
00:52:32,560 --> 00:52:35,120
Speaker 1: we're pulling these powerful white niggas. The reason why we're

870
00:52:35,160 --> 00:52:39,080
Speaker 1: pulling so many powerful white niggas is because the money.

871
00:52:39,239 --> 00:52:41,680
Speaker 1: But I'm saying, nah, that's why they ain't these powerful

872
00:52:41,760 --> 00:52:44,440
Speaker 1: positions for you can't pull them from doing all the

873
00:52:44,480 --> 00:52:47,520
Speaker 1: ship that they're doing because they're doing it. Yeah, that's

874
00:52:47,560 --> 00:52:51,759
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But but what they're saying is humans, right,

875
00:52:52,160 --> 00:52:55,879
Speaker 1: and what the But also since they clowned so many

876
00:52:56,000 --> 00:52:59,640
Speaker 1: white folks, Yeah, we gotta throw a nigga too in

877
00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:02,560
Speaker 1: that to be a power come get you know what

878
00:53:02,560 --> 00:53:07,200
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So we got, but we got we gotta

879
00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:11,040
Speaker 1: change the argument. We gotta change. Still suffering from ninety one.

880
00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:14,120
Speaker 1: I don't know how long we're more fucking suff but now,

881
00:53:14,360 --> 00:53:17,480
Speaker 1: but we gotta change today. We gotta change. But I'm

882
00:53:17,480 --> 00:53:19,839
Speaker 1: saying I would have never what I'm saying. Why would

883
00:53:19,840 --> 00:53:21,960
Speaker 1: you not come? But why would you not come out

884
00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:25,920
Speaker 1: with it? But listen, But but what they're saying is

885
00:53:26,120 --> 00:53:28,239
Speaker 1: what the white people are trying. And she said she

886
00:53:28,400 --> 00:53:30,600
Speaker 1: was scared. I understand what I'm saying. This man got

887
00:53:30,640 --> 00:53:32,520
Speaker 1: that much fear in you for how many years? It

888
00:53:32,600 --> 00:53:34,400
Speaker 1: ain't gonna do with it, She saying, here a powerful

889
00:53:34,440 --> 00:53:36,600
Speaker 1: man and a powerful position. She probably didn't want to.

890
00:53:37,680 --> 00:53:39,520
Speaker 1: He's even more powerful now you'd have been been if

891
00:53:39,560 --> 00:53:43,880
Speaker 1: coming out with it ninety one seen everybody about these powers.

892
00:53:44,040 --> 00:53:47,000
Speaker 1: She got money now herself. And and what's going on

893
00:53:47,200 --> 00:53:49,640
Speaker 1: now is the place where everybody who hadn't been molested

894
00:53:49,719 --> 00:53:53,520
Speaker 1: in the industry, who hadn't been fundled with, grabbed in

895
00:53:53,640 --> 00:53:57,480
Speaker 1: front of their wife. Everybody feels so comfortable this year

896
00:53:58,040 --> 00:54:00,640
Speaker 1: to come out and talk about it for something strange reason.

897
00:54:00,719 --> 00:54:03,800
Speaker 1: I don't know, you know, when I got the meal motive,

898
00:54:03,880 --> 00:54:06,080
Speaker 1: were just gonna come at this year with I was

899
00:54:06,200 --> 00:54:11,960
Speaker 1: touched on back in ninety seven. But see and what well,

900
00:54:12,040 --> 00:54:14,360
Speaker 1: you know what, when my doctor pulled me at the wound,

901
00:54:14,440 --> 00:54:17,120
Speaker 1: I think I remember him fondling with me. You know what,

902
00:54:17,440 --> 00:54:21,680
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm still suffering from my doctor handling

903
00:54:21,760 --> 00:54:24,440
Speaker 1: me wrong in nineteen eighty and I was getting the

904
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:28,279
Speaker 1: paths her when I was like sixteen, and I think

905
00:54:28,480 --> 00:54:30,400
Speaker 1: I was touched in the wrong way, and I was

906
00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:33,480
Speaker 1: so afraid to say something, I just laid there and

907
00:54:33,600 --> 00:54:35,399
Speaker 1: took it. So I think I need to go back

908
00:54:35,440 --> 00:54:37,360
Speaker 1: and get something done about that. And see, this is

909
00:54:37,400 --> 00:54:39,800
Speaker 1: the thing. What they're trying to say with the argument,

910
00:54:40,719 --> 00:54:42,839
Speaker 1: you know, throwing Russell Simmons in that is that, oh

911
00:54:42,960 --> 00:54:45,680
Speaker 1: it's not it's not white powerful man. It's just a

912
00:54:45,760 --> 00:54:49,399
Speaker 1: power thing. Men with power. They just it's a man thing.

913
00:54:49,560 --> 00:54:52,759
Speaker 1: And that's that's what that brings on the conversation of

914
00:54:53,680 --> 00:54:55,879
Speaker 1: is it just men that has power to do these

915
00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:59,680
Speaker 1: kind of things, because you have to think, like, when

916
00:54:59,719 --> 00:55:01,600
Speaker 1: you you got that kind of power, you have to

917
00:55:01,640 --> 00:55:08,120
Speaker 1: approach relationships different, like they're not the traditional yeah, like relationship. Yeah,

918
00:55:08,640 --> 00:55:12,120
Speaker 1: there are people looking for a compan anymore. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah,

919
00:55:12,280 --> 00:55:14,759
Speaker 1: so you have to approach them from a different standpoint.

920
00:55:15,040 --> 00:55:17,200
Speaker 1: Them does what they're doing, they take and puts it

921
00:55:17,280 --> 00:55:19,480
Speaker 1: on shit. I don't understand and I can't believe that

922
00:55:19,719 --> 00:55:21,920
Speaker 1: they got because they feel like you old to have

923
00:55:22,040 --> 00:55:25,279
Speaker 1: you have a nigga ever been? Do you know, have

924
00:55:25,520 --> 00:55:29,279
Speaker 1: a nigga ever been overly aggressive with you? Like not

925
00:55:29,640 --> 00:55:35,880
Speaker 1: maybe not raped you, but you was overly aggressive with me.

926
00:55:35,960 --> 00:55:39,600
Speaker 1: But I have been in a situation where my instinct

927
00:55:39,719 --> 00:55:42,000
Speaker 1: was telling me, I feel like he could possibly rape

928
00:55:42,040 --> 00:55:45,759
Speaker 1: me in here if I don't take control of these situations.

929
00:55:45,920 --> 00:55:48,360
Speaker 1: And you know, I haven't been in a situation personally

930
00:55:48,480 --> 00:55:50,719
Speaker 1: because I mean, you know, I'm not gonna say that

931
00:55:50,800 --> 00:55:53,439
Speaker 1: I could never be. But I have a very strong personality.

932
00:55:54,080 --> 00:55:57,200
Speaker 1: And even with my strong personality, I mean, you got

933
00:55:58,520 --> 00:56:01,000
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. Nothing, But what I'm saying is

934
00:56:01,120 --> 00:56:04,839
Speaker 1: I've been in a situation where I feel like if

935
00:56:04,880 --> 00:56:06,920
Speaker 1: it could have been somebody else, they probably would have

936
00:56:06,920 --> 00:56:12,839
Speaker 1: got raped. Okay, that's what energy is like it's more

937
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:15,920
Speaker 1: one of them. Like it's like a controlling situation at

938
00:56:15,960 --> 00:56:18,399
Speaker 1: the moment too. It's like is he standing in front

939
00:56:18,440 --> 00:56:21,239
Speaker 1: of do you just talking? Or you know what I'm saying,

940
00:56:21,280 --> 00:56:24,000
Speaker 1: Like y'all just in a confined space or you know

941
00:56:24,000 --> 00:56:27,000
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It's like the energy just didn't change

942
00:56:27,080 --> 00:56:29,680
Speaker 1: from probably whatever it was it first. You know what

943
00:56:29,680 --> 00:56:31,960
Speaker 1: I'm saying, You're just kind of feeling some tension, like

944
00:56:32,239 --> 00:56:48,440
Speaker 1: tense tensing you away from the door, right, you got

945
00:56:48,520 --> 00:56:50,600
Speaker 1: to keep that I come. You know what I wasn't.

946
00:56:50,719 --> 00:56:53,200
Speaker 1: I wasn't in a situation personally, but I was with

947
00:56:53,440 --> 00:56:56,000
Speaker 1: a friend, like a guy that I knew, and a

948
00:56:56,120 --> 00:56:58,680
Speaker 1: friend was with me and his friend was there, and

949
00:56:58,800 --> 00:57:01,000
Speaker 1: you know, it was kind of like, Okay, this is

950
00:57:01,080 --> 00:57:03,480
Speaker 1: my people and we're together, so you know, y'all talking

951
00:57:03,520 --> 00:57:06,480
Speaker 1: get to know each other. So he ended up like

952
00:57:06,600 --> 00:57:08,560
Speaker 1: talking to her and the person who I was with,

953
00:57:08,640 --> 00:57:10,640
Speaker 1: the chick I was, it was like, I'm ready to

954
00:57:10,760 --> 00:57:13,279
Speaker 1: go because he came on too strong. He was trying

955
00:57:13,320 --> 00:57:16,320
Speaker 1: to write me damn, like, I don't even he may

956
00:57:16,360 --> 00:57:22,040
Speaker 1: have not been trying to. But like you said, because

957
00:57:22,080 --> 00:57:24,880
Speaker 1: you've been in a situation, right, So what I'm saying

958
00:57:24,960 --> 00:57:27,240
Speaker 1: this is why you would feel like that if I'm

959
00:57:27,360 --> 00:57:31,080
Speaker 1: constantly telling you notice no, my question is my question

960
00:57:31,240 --> 00:57:36,440
Speaker 1: is deep. My question is, so is this happening like

961
00:57:36,560 --> 00:57:39,600
Speaker 1: she described, like is this happening out of nowhere? Like

962
00:57:40,080 --> 00:57:43,640
Speaker 1: this person who the energy has been good, we've been cool.

963
00:57:44,440 --> 00:57:50,200
Speaker 1: So am I seeing controlling type of tendencies? So there's

964
00:57:50,240 --> 00:57:53,480
Speaker 1: no sign of it? And then once because every person

965
00:57:53,680 --> 00:57:55,880
Speaker 1: is different, so I can't even so what what what

966
00:57:56,040 --> 00:57:58,600
Speaker 1: I'm saying is your situation. What I'm saying is and

967
00:57:58,680 --> 00:58:02,480
Speaker 1: that's what I'm talking about when you felt uncomfortable by whatever.

968
00:58:02,600 --> 00:58:07,040
Speaker 1: I read a little crazy. I think that I read

969
00:58:07,080 --> 00:58:09,720
Speaker 1: a little crazy, but I you know, I think you

970
00:58:09,760 --> 00:58:12,440
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But so then what stops it,

971
00:58:12,960 --> 00:58:15,040
Speaker 1: because if it's gonna, I don't think that it's the

972
00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:17,800
Speaker 1: person that I am handled the situation. I think this

973
00:58:17,920 --> 00:58:23,560
Speaker 1: has you know, because you know what I'm saying, and

974
00:58:23,680 --> 00:58:29,600
Speaker 1: that's what I was saying. You are, so I'm saying,

975
00:58:29,640 --> 00:58:32,560
Speaker 1: a weak person. People can always see you on somebody

976
00:58:32,600 --> 00:58:35,960
Speaker 1: who's relutly. You always gotta be like kind of like

977
00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:40,720
Speaker 1: I ain't stand your ground, your ground like And that's

978
00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:45,480
Speaker 1: why I put in I contact. I don't want you

979
00:58:45,520 --> 00:58:48,640
Speaker 1: to see no fri no kind of weird exactly. I'm

980
00:58:49,000 --> 00:58:53,360
Speaker 1: you know, listen as deep because because see I think

981
00:58:53,400 --> 00:58:56,240
Speaker 1: about the ship, because see me, my insecurities won't allow

982
00:58:56,320 --> 00:58:59,840
Speaker 1: me to rate nobody like I'm so. I'm so you.

983
00:59:00,440 --> 00:59:02,440
Speaker 1: I promise you. I don't want to push it. You

984
00:59:02,560 --> 00:59:05,439
Speaker 1: got to lay that motherfucker out on the platter. That's

985
00:59:05,440 --> 00:59:09,520
Speaker 1: the only way the signs. And I don't doog it

986
00:59:09,640 --> 00:59:11,640
Speaker 1: like it. I got too much. I don't, I don't.

987
00:59:11,720 --> 00:59:14,080
Speaker 1: I don't operate like it. You see what I'm saying.

988
00:59:14,120 --> 00:59:17,160
Speaker 1: So I think it's rough for me to understand, like

989
00:59:19,040 --> 00:59:21,479
Speaker 1: a woman, to feel like it, like what the fuck

990
00:59:21,640 --> 00:59:24,160
Speaker 1: is the dude doing? Like it's crazy because for me,

991
00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:27,240
Speaker 1: I don't want you to talk. I want I only

992
00:59:27,360 --> 00:59:28,960
Speaker 1: want to touch you when you want me to talk.

993
00:59:29,000 --> 00:59:31,040
Speaker 1: Oh no, you know what, let me take this back, y'all.

994
00:59:31,240 --> 00:59:32,600
Speaker 1: And I'm gonna say this, and you know, I know

995
00:59:32,680 --> 00:59:34,480
Speaker 1: my mom will be listening to this podcast and my mom'

996
00:59:34,600 --> 00:59:38,920
Speaker 1: sorry because I know you never heard this. But when

997
00:59:38,960 --> 00:59:42,080
Speaker 1: I was like, probably I don't know this was John,

998
00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:44,439
Speaker 1: I used to say in these apartments Co m keller

999
00:59:44,480 --> 00:59:45,760
Speaker 1: Woods and I used to live in these apartments, and

1000
00:59:45,840 --> 00:59:47,920
Speaker 1: my mom used to be like, real strict, let us

1001
00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:49,520
Speaker 1: do nothing. So you know what I'm saying. We were

1002
00:59:49,520 --> 00:59:51,440
Speaker 1: just outside playing one day and y'all, this boy I

1003
00:59:51,520 --> 00:59:53,520
Speaker 1: used to like him, you know, they was riding a

1004
00:59:53,640 --> 00:59:54,920
Speaker 1: bikes and we go over here and it was like

1005
00:59:55,000 --> 00:59:57,440
Speaker 1: an empty apartment. We're going here. You know, we're just bad, y'all.

1006
00:59:57,480 --> 00:59:59,720
Speaker 1: When I tell y'all was a metriss in there and

1007
00:59:59,800 --> 01:00:01,680
Speaker 1: he me gonna top of their mattress land on top

1008
01:00:01,720 --> 01:00:03,760
Speaker 1: of me. That was the giddest day of my life.

1009
01:00:03,800 --> 01:00:06,560
Speaker 1: I thought he's gonna rape me. Was a child, Yeah,

1010
01:00:06,720 --> 01:00:09,120
Speaker 1: I was a young little girl, and I never said nothing,

1011
01:00:09,120 --> 01:00:10,800
Speaker 1: But I'm saying, like I thought he was gonna raipe me.

1012
01:00:10,880 --> 01:00:13,280
Speaker 1: But he didn't raid me. But at the same time,

1013
01:00:13,320 --> 01:00:15,840
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, so that's what I'm saying me

1014
01:00:16,160 --> 01:00:21,080
Speaker 1: because I shouldn't even that's got kill him and she

1015
01:00:21,240 --> 01:00:24,960
Speaker 1: had a kid. But listen, but listen, that's deep because

1016
01:00:25,040 --> 01:00:29,760
Speaker 1: he he might be a rapist right now because of

1017
01:00:29,840 --> 01:00:33,120
Speaker 1: being But but that's deep because that's what stopped most

1018
01:00:33,160 --> 01:00:37,160
Speaker 1: people from telling it's just like fun. They gonna wonder

1019
01:00:37,200 --> 01:00:39,400
Speaker 1: how you even end up with this crazy back out

1020
01:00:39,440 --> 01:00:43,960
Speaker 1: of hill, Like it's like, yo, you got are they

1021
01:00:44,040 --> 01:00:46,320
Speaker 1: even gonna believe me? You're feeling me like that. A

1022
01:00:46,400 --> 01:00:49,640
Speaker 1: lot of people had it because they're not gonna believe me.

1023
01:00:49,800 --> 01:00:52,040
Speaker 1: They're gonna believe me though, because I mean, of course

1024
01:00:52,080 --> 01:00:54,280
Speaker 1: your mama would have believed you. But then in some situations,

1025
01:00:54,440 --> 01:00:57,080
Speaker 1: people like people who have gotten raped by family members

1026
01:00:57,080 --> 01:00:59,120
Speaker 1: of their step dad or they're even their dad, Like

1027
01:00:59,200 --> 01:01:01,600
Speaker 1: it's like, I can't tell my mama that her boyfriend

1028
01:01:01,680 --> 01:01:03,520
Speaker 1: did this to me because you know what I'm saying,

1029
01:01:03,560 --> 01:01:05,920
Speaker 1: Like not our parents, because look, we come from different

1030
01:01:05,960 --> 01:01:08,080
Speaker 1: parts because my mama rocking. Whatever the fuck I say

1031
01:01:08,240 --> 01:01:10,280
Speaker 1: my mama happened my mama Like I'm getting to the

1032
01:01:10,320 --> 01:01:12,200
Speaker 1: bottom of it. If my child said it happened, it

1033
01:01:12,360 --> 01:01:15,200
Speaker 1: had what's up? Even if it didn't happen, it shouldn't

1034
01:01:15,200 --> 01:01:18,000
Speaker 1: even even treated like it happened. Yeah, that's a fact.

1035
01:01:20,760 --> 01:01:24,280
Speaker 1: Ye have mercy God because everything that's just like with

1036
01:01:24,440 --> 01:01:27,400
Speaker 1: my daughter. My daughter is twelve years old. She has

1037
01:01:27,520 --> 01:01:30,280
Speaker 1: never spent the night in nobody's house. Now I'm talking

1038
01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:32,520
Speaker 1: about she only spends the night in my mama's house,

1039
01:01:32,720 --> 01:01:35,160
Speaker 1: even in her daddy's house. And I'm saying I trust him,

1040
01:01:35,200 --> 01:01:37,919
Speaker 1: but I mean, it's my daughter. It's just a sensitive place.

1041
01:01:38,040 --> 01:01:42,240
Speaker 1: It is people with my kids, I don't trust it. Yeah,

1042
01:01:42,240 --> 01:01:43,680
Speaker 1: and I would hate to have to fuck up a

1043
01:01:43,760 --> 01:01:45,920
Speaker 1: whole family and it's gonna happen. But see, this is

1044
01:01:46,000 --> 01:01:48,240
Speaker 1: the this is the thing because it's it's a crazy

1045
01:01:48,560 --> 01:01:52,080
Speaker 1: thing because it's like if it happens to you, I

1046
01:01:52,240 --> 01:01:56,040
Speaker 1: think how it happens depend depends on if you tell

1047
01:01:56,800 --> 01:01:59,760
Speaker 1: That's what's crazy. It's like how I get raped, Like

1048
01:02:00,000 --> 01:02:03,400
Speaker 1: if it's just happened randomly on the corner, then maybe

1049
01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:06,160
Speaker 1: I come And I said, right, but if I've been

1050
01:02:06,280 --> 01:02:09,880
Speaker 1: kind of flirting with this guy circumstances, absolutely that's a

1051
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:15,600
Speaker 1: hell of a space. Because rape is rape because like

1052
01:02:15,680 --> 01:02:17,720
Speaker 1: you said, how I said, if it did happen, That's

1053
01:02:17,760 --> 01:02:20,640
Speaker 1: what I'm thinking, Like old Hammer's here, my mama and

1054
01:02:20,680 --> 01:02:22,680
Speaker 1: the niece, and I'm over here in this place where

1055
01:02:22,680 --> 01:02:26,000
Speaker 1: I shouldn't watch and just think my less station is

1056
01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:28,720
Speaker 1: deeper than that. So just think your uncle or something

1057
01:02:28,840 --> 01:02:33,320
Speaker 1: coming in there. How you gonna your your mama's favorite brother?

1058
01:02:33,640 --> 01:02:35,240
Speaker 1: How do you tell her that? Because I watch a

1059
01:02:35,280 --> 01:02:37,440
Speaker 1: lot of Steve Wilkost and a lot of That's what

1060
01:02:37,560 --> 01:02:41,480
Speaker 1: I'm saying, so will big facts. But it's like it's

1061
01:02:41,520 --> 01:02:44,520
Speaker 1: so it's so interesting, bro, because it's like for me,

1062
01:02:44,760 --> 01:02:49,240
Speaker 1: I don't It's like, how do you know? I think

1063
01:02:49,480 --> 01:02:52,120
Speaker 1: what you tell a motherfucker depends on how it happened.

1064
01:02:52,120 --> 01:02:54,000
Speaker 1: Like I said, if motherfuck keets you coming out of

1065
01:02:54,080 --> 01:02:57,400
Speaker 1: Kroger and rape you, I think that's a little bit

1066
01:02:57,480 --> 01:03:00,920
Speaker 1: more easier to tell than Okay, this is a sad

1067
01:03:01,080 --> 01:03:03,600
Speaker 1: piece that I Slick was trying to cut it off,

1068
01:03:03,680 --> 01:03:06,040
Speaker 1: and he ended up taking the put Like I Slick

1069
01:03:06,160 --> 01:03:09,200
Speaker 1: told him like, look, me and my dude back on

1070
01:03:09,400 --> 01:03:13,320
Speaker 1: good terms, like we can't fuck around nomore, this can't

1071
01:03:13,360 --> 01:03:16,480
Speaker 1: happen no more, and he took it. It's it's all

1072
01:03:16,680 --> 01:03:19,600
Speaker 1: kind of situation to say something because you get how

1073
01:03:19,640 --> 01:03:22,600
Speaker 1: your dude gonna that's what's put yallar risk of not

1074
01:03:22,720 --> 01:03:24,680
Speaker 1: being together. And then on this end it's like, okay,

1075
01:03:25,560 --> 01:03:27,840
Speaker 1: so you're in the wrong. So you like, damn, who

1076
01:03:27,880 --> 01:03:29,920
Speaker 1: can I tell? If I go tell, then my man

1077
01:03:30,080 --> 01:03:32,080
Speaker 1: might leave things and you were fucking with him? Or

1078
01:03:32,320 --> 01:03:34,360
Speaker 1: can I just play like it was a pure d rate?

1079
01:03:34,560 --> 01:03:38,640
Speaker 1: Man's like it's so much first things like how did

1080
01:03:38,680 --> 01:03:40,640
Speaker 1: you even get by yourself with this man to even

1081
01:03:40,960 --> 01:03:43,560
Speaker 1: your situation? And that's my thing, and that's my thing.

1082
01:03:43,640 --> 01:03:47,520
Speaker 1: It's like when a dude, So that's my question to you,

1083
01:03:47,840 --> 01:03:50,600
Speaker 1: when you were uncomfortable, because we don't want to say everything.

1084
01:03:51,080 --> 01:03:55,960
Speaker 1: You know it's rape, but it's rape culture. But when

1085
01:03:56,040 --> 01:04:02,240
Speaker 1: you were uncomfortable, what change like when you went from comfortable?

1086
01:04:04,400 --> 01:04:06,760
Speaker 1: That's what it was. When we was young. He probably

1087
01:04:06,880 --> 01:04:09,040
Speaker 1: was like my brother age though he probably was like

1088
01:04:09,040 --> 01:04:11,880
Speaker 1: about two years old. So telling him to stop, was

1089
01:04:11,960 --> 01:04:14,520
Speaker 1: he hugging you or trying to like he was trying

1090
01:04:14,560 --> 01:04:17,360
Speaker 1: to move my dress up? And A yeah, he was violated.

1091
01:04:17,520 --> 01:04:20,480
Speaker 1: He was violated. He was violated. He was he was violate.

1092
01:04:21,880 --> 01:04:33,600
Speaker 1: You look, you slick been through that shots back. This

1093
01:04:33,800 --> 01:04:37,680
Speaker 1: is the ninety one but we're coming for yours. That's

1094
01:04:37,720 --> 01:04:40,120
Speaker 1: why I ain't gonna reveal no name, no no but now.

1095
01:04:40,640 --> 01:04:42,320
Speaker 1: But we don't want to make I don't want to.

1096
01:04:43,000 --> 01:04:45,520
Speaker 1: I don't want to be. He might be, you know,

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01:04:45,640 --> 01:04:47,440
Speaker 1: I don't. That's a very seriously, so I don't want

1098
01:04:47,440 --> 01:04:50,320
Speaker 1: to be funny. But it is funny. It is funny now,

1099
01:04:50,760 --> 01:04:53,280
Speaker 1: but I mean it's only funny now because I'm ground

1100
01:04:53,360 --> 01:04:56,040
Speaker 1: now and tal I didn't get ready. But don't like

1101
01:04:57,800 --> 01:05:00,880
Speaker 1: some baby girl, let me tell you something, but let

1102
01:05:00,920 --> 01:05:02,640
Speaker 1: me let me tell you something on some on some

1103
01:05:02,840 --> 01:05:05,800
Speaker 1: g ship though on some Gh'm gona tell you something.

1104
01:05:06,440 --> 01:05:09,800
Speaker 1: People is gonna some people in this world would say,

1105
01:05:09,920 --> 01:05:14,040
Speaker 1: baby girl, you was raped. You did when I'm like

1106
01:05:14,160 --> 01:05:16,680
Speaker 1: literally some of these white people on Twitter and shit,

1107
01:05:16,760 --> 01:05:18,480
Speaker 1: they'd be like, baby girl, you just don't know and

1108
01:05:18,640 --> 01:05:22,200
Speaker 1: we understand you don't understand and think that's rape. But

1109
01:05:22,440 --> 01:05:26,080
Speaker 1: baby girl, anything outside of you saying I'm okay with

1110
01:05:26,240 --> 01:05:30,280
Speaker 1: you doing this, it's slicked, right. It is so he

1111
01:05:30,480 --> 01:05:34,200
Speaker 1: slicked raped, yeah, and that we didn't have intercourse, right,

1112
01:05:34,360 --> 01:05:37,600
Speaker 1: It was one step away from rape, that's what. And

1113
01:05:37,680 --> 01:05:40,240
Speaker 1: it's interesting because something had to be cool, you had

1114
01:05:40,320 --> 01:05:42,360
Speaker 1: to be to get out of it, though, But I'm

1115
01:05:42,400 --> 01:05:45,280
Speaker 1: saying this something had to trigger. No, sir, he already

1116
01:05:45,320 --> 01:05:50,280
Speaker 1: made it decision. You ain't giving yourself enough creditt, home girl,

1117
01:05:50,720 --> 01:05:53,480
Speaker 1: He already his decision. If he was doing this against you,

1118
01:05:53,960 --> 01:05:56,360
Speaker 1: his decision was made, if he were pulling on you,

1119
01:05:56,440 --> 01:05:59,960
Speaker 1: against you with his decision was made. Your reaction, your

1120
01:06:00,520 --> 01:06:03,640
Speaker 1: your your reaction at that point of time, some kind

1121
01:06:03,680 --> 01:06:06,680
Speaker 1: of weight got you out of that situation. And he did,

1122
01:06:06,840 --> 01:06:09,320
Speaker 1: you know, And I can't even just vividly remember, but

1123
01:06:09,480 --> 01:06:11,840
Speaker 1: if I was as sharp as I am now, probably

1124
01:06:11,960 --> 01:06:14,880
Speaker 1: was a smooth mom. And then, you know what's crazy

1125
01:06:15,000 --> 01:06:17,720
Speaker 1: because this was a subject I was kind of just

1126
01:06:17,920 --> 01:06:21,240
Speaker 1: not really just discussing. But I remember someone telling me

1127
01:06:21,400 --> 01:06:23,760
Speaker 1: it was a guy actually, and he was like that

1128
01:06:24,200 --> 01:06:27,480
Speaker 1: when he was younger, his older cousin like gave him

1129
01:06:27,720 --> 01:06:30,320
Speaker 1: head like before oral sex on him. He was like,

1130
01:06:30,360 --> 01:06:33,680
Speaker 1: I liked it. But you know, I'm like what I'm saying,

1131
01:06:33,720 --> 01:06:35,520
Speaker 1: he didn't know that if he was a he was

1132
01:06:35,600 --> 01:06:38,080
Speaker 1: a kid, but like, it's a lot of people I know.

1133
01:06:38,760 --> 01:06:40,400
Speaker 1: And then, like I said, he didn't know at the

1134
01:06:40,480 --> 01:06:42,440
Speaker 1: time he was younger, she was older, so he like,

1135
01:06:42,760 --> 01:06:45,320
Speaker 1: this is a woman doing something sexual to me, and

1136
01:06:45,520 --> 01:06:50,280
Speaker 1: people try to brush it out like it happens to

1137
01:06:50,440 --> 01:06:54,520
Speaker 1: me and you're a boy, you can't know that's a

1138
01:06:54,600 --> 01:06:55,800
Speaker 1: part of your life. But at the end of the

1139
01:06:55,880 --> 01:06:59,240
Speaker 1: day that messages with that person. I'm still cool with

1140
01:06:59,320 --> 01:07:04,200
Speaker 1: the listed me. No, see, that's like that's what I say.

1141
01:07:04,200 --> 01:07:06,400
Speaker 1: Even with him, like the person being a child at

1142
01:07:06,440 --> 01:07:08,640
Speaker 1: the time, it's like he was like, I mean, he

1143
01:07:08,800 --> 01:07:11,440
Speaker 1: was like, I'm a kid and this is a woman

1144
01:07:11,560 --> 01:07:14,520
Speaker 1: doing something sexual to me. He's never experienced this before.

1145
01:07:15,040 --> 01:07:20,760
Speaker 1: That's like you molested inst I don't like and see molested, Yeah,

1146
01:07:20,800 --> 01:07:25,240
Speaker 1: that's up, but molesting. But molesting to me is I

1147
01:07:25,520 --> 01:07:31,000
Speaker 1: use it loosely. Actual penetration. Well, I got I got

1148
01:07:31,080 --> 01:07:34,560
Speaker 1: some head and this ship. You were raped, but I was.

1149
01:07:34,880 --> 01:07:39,120
Speaker 1: I was seventeen. But how was that was? She was

1150
01:07:39,120 --> 01:07:43,600
Speaker 1: about third now and that was voluntary, right, statutory right?

1151
01:07:44,680 --> 01:07:47,840
Speaker 1: He was seventeen, he was not. That was voluntary. He

1152
01:07:48,160 --> 01:07:51,560
Speaker 1: enjoyed it, but for the adult that was statutory right.

1153
01:07:53,000 --> 01:07:56,960
Speaker 1: It was so gangster right, Oh lord, so goddren, listen,

1154
01:07:57,120 --> 01:07:59,880
Speaker 1: My partner was right there by her crib, so gay.

1155
01:08:00,160 --> 01:08:02,840
Speaker 1: So I pulled up and I know she you know,

1156
01:08:03,320 --> 01:08:06,080
Speaker 1: she see it, only you know I'm young, but I

1157
01:08:06,200 --> 01:08:09,520
Speaker 1: am who I am. I'm I'm gonna. I ain't as evolved.

1158
01:08:09,680 --> 01:08:13,920
Speaker 1: I'm a smaller version, very minute version of who I am.

1159
01:08:17,080 --> 01:08:19,640
Speaker 1: You see, but she saw it isn't me, and I

1160
01:08:19,720 --> 01:08:21,720
Speaker 1: can appreciate her for that because she saw it in

1161
01:08:21,880 --> 01:08:25,280
Speaker 1: me young. She saw it. So thank you for big

1162
01:08:25,360 --> 01:08:30,800
Speaker 1: facts recognizing the fact. I want to take some time

1163
01:08:30,800 --> 01:08:33,120
Speaker 1: about to give you a shout out shout, Oh wow,

1164
01:08:34,920 --> 01:08:42,360
Speaker 1: I don't need you out here. Who I want to

1165
01:08:42,360 --> 01:08:44,360
Speaker 1: ask you this rap? Let me explain it. So now

1166
01:08:44,520 --> 01:08:48,320
Speaker 1: she said, I'm seventeen, she's whatever she nah. We need

1167
01:08:48,360 --> 01:08:53,320
Speaker 1: to know the age she probably about that statutory right,

1168
01:08:53,680 --> 01:08:55,599
Speaker 1: let me tell you what happened. For man, it doesn't

1169
01:08:55,640 --> 01:08:59,800
Speaker 1: matter what happened. She knew, y'all. Little you're reminder baby statutory,

1170
01:09:00,000 --> 01:09:02,240
Speaker 1: it don't matter. You might enjoyed it, and you know

1171
01:09:02,479 --> 01:09:06,160
Speaker 1: she didn't do. But it's just like the little boy

1172
01:09:06,200 --> 01:09:08,679
Speaker 1: that was sleeping with his teacher. He was in high school,

1173
01:09:08,840 --> 01:09:10,360
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, or whatever, but he still

1174
01:09:10,400 --> 01:09:12,920
Speaker 1: is that. But see, at that age, I had under

1175
01:09:13,160 --> 01:09:19,080
Speaker 1: estimating I was under estimating women's fallacial skills. You know,

1176
01:09:20,800 --> 01:09:24,479
Speaker 1: she she she when she gave me some because she's

1177
01:09:24,479 --> 01:09:31,600
Speaker 1: an old ass woman. She experience that year old she

1178
01:09:31,800 --> 01:09:37,839
Speaker 1: never experienced. Boy had mercy listened to man asked my toes.

1179
01:09:39,160 --> 01:09:42,400
Speaker 1: I never forget this. Listen, my toes were popping right.

1180
01:09:42,479 --> 01:09:44,519
Speaker 1: I went and told my partner, and he gonna listen

1181
01:09:44,520 --> 01:09:48,479
Speaker 1: to this. He's gonna laugh right now. He's gonna laugh

1182
01:09:48,479 --> 01:09:52,519
Speaker 1: as soon as I say that, because he listening, he

1183
01:09:52,680 --> 01:09:55,000
Speaker 1: gonna say I went to him. I told him she

1184
01:09:55,080 --> 01:09:56,519
Speaker 1: got the best hid and see that I put my

1185
01:09:56,600 --> 01:09:59,640
Speaker 1: sack on it. I would did see you. But she

1186
01:10:00,120 --> 01:10:08,160
Speaker 1: was old. I was in the wrong. I was not

1187
01:10:08,360 --> 01:10:10,320
Speaker 1: in a good place in my life. I was young,

1188
01:10:10,439 --> 01:10:13,160
Speaker 1: and she had took advantage of my mind. Seeing that's

1189
01:10:13,200 --> 01:10:14,840
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I don't think she took advantage of

1190
01:10:14,960 --> 01:10:18,080
Speaker 1: my body because I willingly did that. But my man,

1191
01:10:18,840 --> 01:10:21,640
Speaker 1: I was like this motherfucker something serious and she was

1192
01:10:21,800 --> 01:10:24,400
Speaker 1: not something too. Because since we're speaking about that, I'm

1193
01:10:24,439 --> 01:10:28,200
Speaker 1: just saying I was talking to former ax of mind

1194
01:10:28,800 --> 01:10:32,439
Speaker 1: from high school, okay, and I know he probably gonna

1195
01:10:32,439 --> 01:10:34,040
Speaker 1: be too bad. Don't talking about this. I don't care,

1196
01:10:35,320 --> 01:10:39,200
Speaker 1: so okay, I was just telling him like I felt

1197
01:10:39,200 --> 01:10:42,320
Speaker 1: like he was a senior and I was a freshman.

1198
01:10:42,920 --> 01:10:45,400
Speaker 1: I felt like with me being a freshman and him

1199
01:10:45,439 --> 01:10:49,200
Speaker 1: being a senior, he had like we were just having

1200
01:10:49,960 --> 01:10:51,680
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, it's coming through all the thing is that

1201
01:10:51,760 --> 01:10:58,080
Speaker 1: you Yeah, we was having a conversation about like if

1202
01:10:58,160 --> 01:11:00,760
Speaker 1: he if. I felt like I was saying, I don't

1203
01:11:00,800 --> 01:11:03,400
Speaker 1: feel like ninth graders and twelfth grades should be in

1204
01:11:03,439 --> 01:11:05,920
Speaker 1: the same school together, because I feel like, when you're

1205
01:11:05,920 --> 01:11:07,639
Speaker 1: in the ninth grade, you still have the mind frame

1206
01:11:07,680 --> 01:11:10,960
Speaker 1: as an eighth grader, like you still easily just came

1207
01:11:11,000 --> 01:11:13,320
Speaker 1: from middle school. You're a young teenager, and people that

1208
01:11:13,439 --> 01:11:17,720
Speaker 1: be in the twelfth grade b. Nineteen eighteen, maybe twenty one,

1209
01:11:17,880 --> 01:11:21,160
Speaker 1: sometimes the school allows that, I think. So I'm saying

1210
01:11:21,200 --> 01:11:23,600
Speaker 1: I feel like at that age he was like, do

1211
01:11:23,760 --> 01:11:25,799
Speaker 1: I feel like he had like some type of control

1212
01:11:25,920 --> 01:11:28,000
Speaker 1: over the type of decisions that I made, even though

1213
01:11:28,040 --> 01:11:32,080
Speaker 1: they were consensual decisions. But I'm saying like, most definitely,

1214
01:11:32,200 --> 01:11:35,479
Speaker 1: I felt like you had an advantage over me because

1215
01:11:35,520 --> 01:11:38,200
Speaker 1: you were older than me. So even though you didn't,

1216
01:11:38,280 --> 01:11:40,519
Speaker 1: I didn't do nothing against my wheel. I feel like

1217
01:11:40,760 --> 01:11:44,360
Speaker 1: the only reason I'll probably was, you know, doing whatever

1218
01:11:44,439 --> 01:11:46,840
Speaker 1: with you was for me to act like I'm on

1219
01:11:47,000 --> 01:11:54,320
Speaker 1: your level. Yeah, you know, what I'm saying. You know,

1220
01:11:55,920 --> 01:11:57,679
Speaker 1: because I'm younger than you. You know what I'm saying.

1221
01:11:57,760 --> 01:11:59,400
Speaker 1: He didn't get there when I was trying to tear

1222
01:11:59,400 --> 01:12:01,000
Speaker 1: it to him. I'm like, but you have a daughter,

1223
01:12:01,479 --> 01:12:03,800
Speaker 1: so just put your daughter in high school and she

1224
01:12:04,000 --> 01:12:05,760
Speaker 1: dating the twelfth grade. I want to know what type

1225
01:12:05,760 --> 01:12:08,160
Speaker 1: of advice would you give her. I'm just saying, like,

1226
01:12:08,320 --> 01:12:10,760
Speaker 1: not saying that nothing was wrong or whatever, because I

1227
01:12:11,200 --> 01:12:12,679
Speaker 1: really like him, you know what I'm saying, or whatever,

1228
01:12:12,800 --> 01:12:15,080
Speaker 1: but and we stee a friends. But I'm just saying, like,

1229
01:12:15,160 --> 01:12:17,800
Speaker 1: I feel like you had way more mind control over

1230
01:12:17,960 --> 01:12:20,800
Speaker 1: me because I've made my decisions based on how I

1231
01:12:20,880 --> 01:12:23,280
Speaker 1: feel like you would feel, and you older them. And

1232
01:12:23,439 --> 01:12:26,120
Speaker 1: that's true because even when I was in high school,

1233
01:12:27,760 --> 01:12:30,760
Speaker 1: a senior asked me to Prime and my mom was like, hell, no,

1234
01:12:31,000 --> 01:12:34,840
Speaker 1: you're not going because I trust you. But he can

1235
01:12:34,960 --> 01:12:38,200
Speaker 1: easily influence your mind because you're younger, you're fresh to

1236
01:12:38,320 --> 01:12:43,599
Speaker 1: high school, you're trying to fit in any pressure. There's

1237
01:12:43,640 --> 01:12:49,200
Speaker 1: a couple of things with this, right one, the argument

1238
01:12:49,400 --> 01:12:53,439
Speaker 1: of the people that's the putting the schools in place.

1239
01:12:53,640 --> 01:12:56,800
Speaker 1: The argument of those people when you say that ninth

1240
01:12:56,840 --> 01:13:01,040
Speaker 1: through twelveth shouldn't be in the same space is school

1241
01:13:01,160 --> 01:13:04,200
Speaker 1: isn't a place to found a boyfriend, but then place

1242
01:13:04,280 --> 01:13:07,760
Speaker 1: to find a boyfriend. But you know naturally that that's

1243
01:13:07,840 --> 01:13:12,960
Speaker 1: what's going everybody. So then but but so then you

1244
01:13:13,080 --> 01:13:15,559
Speaker 1: have to understand that they can push that blame back

1245
01:13:15,600 --> 01:13:19,479
Speaker 1: on to the parents. Now. But my argument to that

1246
01:13:19,640 --> 01:13:22,200
Speaker 1: would be, so, then why do you have a prom

1247
01:13:23,040 --> 01:13:26,400
Speaker 1: why do you have these functions where you are having

1248
01:13:26,600 --> 01:13:30,160
Speaker 1: dance six? You have to have that right right because

1249
01:13:30,200 --> 01:13:33,320
Speaker 1: they know you coding in school, playing your fourteen Yeah,

1250
01:13:33,760 --> 01:13:36,600
Speaker 1: stop making it because you didn't have ninth grade in

1251
01:13:37,240 --> 01:13:41,280
Speaker 1: high school at first, it transitioned all the time because

1252
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Speaker 1: ninth grade used to be in middle school still, like

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01:13:43,960 --> 01:13:47,160
Speaker 1: that was like junior high school. So you had what um,

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01:13:47,439 --> 01:13:50,720
Speaker 1: sixth through or seventh through ninth grade or something like that,

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01:13:51,360 --> 01:13:53,599
Speaker 1: Like they kept you. Yeah. Yeah, when I was in school,

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01:13:53,640 --> 01:13:57,840
Speaker 1: we had now we had seven and eighth. Then I

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01:13:58,040 --> 01:14:00,920
Speaker 1: see when my mama was in school the day. So

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01:14:01,000 --> 01:14:03,600
Speaker 1: I'm saying okay, So I'm saying now, okay, so now

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01:14:03,680 --> 01:14:05,200
Speaker 1: that I'm in the night, okay, Now, when you're in

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01:14:05,240 --> 01:14:07,560
Speaker 1: the tenth grade, how do you like fifteen? How do

1261
01:14:07,680 --> 01:14:11,200
Speaker 1: you in the eighth grade and your thirteen fourteen. It

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01:14:11,240 --> 01:14:15,200
Speaker 1: depends on your birthday. From thirteen to fourteen, you're in

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01:14:15,240 --> 01:14:17,080
Speaker 1: the ninth grade and you've been going to ninth grade

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01:14:17,160 --> 01:14:19,439
Speaker 1: thirteen years old. My sister went to the ninth grade

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01:14:19,479 --> 01:14:23,639
Speaker 1: thirteen about to be fourteen. You're in the ninth grade.

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01:14:23,760 --> 01:14:28,719
Speaker 1: Year off what age thirteen or fourteen years old? Those

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01:14:28,760 --> 01:14:34,320
Speaker 1: are not a fifth well was grade because yeah I graduated.

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01:14:34,920 --> 01:14:38,160
Speaker 1: Just think of a year rolds mine or fourteen year

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01:14:38,200 --> 01:14:43,160
Speaker 1: olds mine up against a seventeen or eight. That is

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01:14:43,200 --> 01:14:46,560
Speaker 1: still a little now that I'm a grown woman and

1271
01:14:46,640 --> 01:14:49,080
Speaker 1: I'm twenty eight years old, but the pressure had a

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01:14:49,160 --> 01:14:50,960
Speaker 1: fourteen year old and a thirteen yar old that is

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01:14:50,960 --> 01:14:54,080
Speaker 1: a baby to me. Yeah to me too. So I'm

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01:14:54,080 --> 01:14:58,560
Speaker 1: saying like I'm listened, but that pressure comes from not

1275
01:14:58,800 --> 01:15:00,760
Speaker 1: from him per se, because he may would have took

1276
01:15:00,800 --> 01:15:04,679
Speaker 1: you as you were. You know, no baby, them decisions

1277
01:15:04,720 --> 01:15:07,719
Speaker 1: you make, it's about who he is at the time.

1278
01:15:07,800 --> 01:15:11,760
Speaker 1: That's just like even with me as an adult right now,

1279
01:15:11,920 --> 01:15:14,639
Speaker 1: I'm twenty nine years old. If I'm dating a fifty

1280
01:15:14,720 --> 01:15:17,640
Speaker 1: year old man, his behaviors and stuff are still going

1281
01:15:17,720 --> 01:15:21,960
Speaker 1: to influence the decisions. That's my point. So My point

1282
01:15:22,120 --> 01:15:25,120
Speaker 1: is that happens on every level. What I'm saying is

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01:15:25,600 --> 01:15:29,320
Speaker 1: right now in my life, whoever I'm mentioning with, she

1284
01:15:29,600 --> 01:15:33,719
Speaker 1: wants to I influence her decision, make it like she's

1285
01:15:33,760 --> 01:15:36,200
Speaker 1: not gonna make a decision without thinking, damn, how long

1286
01:15:36,200 --> 01:15:39,200
Speaker 1: I'm gonna think about this? Has this going to affix

1287
01:15:39,680 --> 01:15:43,920
Speaker 1: our situation or the situation? So I think this happens

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01:15:43,960 --> 01:15:46,400
Speaker 1: on any level. Where I think it's uncomfortable is that

1289
01:15:48,479 --> 01:15:51,519
Speaker 1: you are young and impressionable. I think that's the problem.

1290
01:15:51,680 --> 01:15:53,639
Speaker 1: Is that what I'm saying, yeah, that you're that you're

1291
01:15:53,680 --> 01:15:57,800
Speaker 1: young and impressionable, But influencing your decision making happens on

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01:15:58,320 --> 01:16:01,120
Speaker 1: every level in terms of happened on every level. So

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01:16:01,360 --> 01:16:03,519
Speaker 1: what That's why I was saying that I don't I'm

1294
01:16:03,560 --> 01:16:07,960
Speaker 1: not saying, so what is the problem outside of influencing

1295
01:16:08,040 --> 01:16:12,519
Speaker 1: your decision of a ninth grade dating a twelfth grader

1296
01:16:13,120 --> 01:16:16,000
Speaker 1: because I feel like that person is more experienced, so

1297
01:16:16,080 --> 01:16:18,559
Speaker 1: they gonna be what if it's a female, even if

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01:16:19,520 --> 01:16:22,639
Speaker 1: I'm saying vice versa, it don't matter because you're older,

1299
01:16:22,880 --> 01:16:25,640
Speaker 1: I'm more experienced than what what? What? What are we doing? That?

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01:16:26,320 --> 01:16:28,320
Speaker 1: I understand that? But but but let me get it.

1301
01:16:28,640 --> 01:16:31,760
Speaker 1: So what are we doing in this relationship from a

1302
01:16:31,880 --> 01:16:34,240
Speaker 1: fourteen year old that should not be able to get

1303
01:16:34,320 --> 01:16:39,200
Speaker 1: outside of school or outside of her mother's custody without

1304
01:16:39,680 --> 01:16:41,719
Speaker 1: Like what I'm saying is, it's not like you're driving

1305
01:16:41,760 --> 01:16:48,000
Speaker 1: to pull up to his house. Most of you. When

1306
01:16:48,040 --> 01:16:50,040
Speaker 1: I was in First of all, when I was in

1307
01:16:50,200 --> 01:16:52,519
Speaker 1: high school, I remember a situation when a girl got

1308
01:16:52,560 --> 01:16:57,160
Speaker 1: caught giving head under the stereo people. But I don't

1309
01:16:57,280 --> 01:17:01,559
Speaker 1: think a basketball games people out going doing this. Hey,

1310
01:17:01,680 --> 01:17:04,520
Speaker 1: when I was in high school, I had a boyfriend

1311
01:17:04,640 --> 01:17:07,840
Speaker 1: and baby. We used to creep out out of my

1312
01:17:08,040 --> 01:17:10,840
Speaker 1: go to his friend house. I stayed getting it. This

1313
01:17:11,000 --> 01:17:13,200
Speaker 1: way's out of it right. But when I'm telling you

1314
01:17:13,280 --> 01:17:15,519
Speaker 1: at school after school, you got after school activity. Your

1315
01:17:15,600 --> 01:17:17,960
Speaker 1: mom a word she is. What he's saying is when

1316
01:17:17,960 --> 01:17:21,599
Speaker 1: you're supposed to being your mom and she's not. When

1317
01:17:21,600 --> 01:17:23,800
Speaker 1: I'm telling the school, don't got shit to do with it,

1318
01:17:24,120 --> 01:17:26,679
Speaker 1: because what happens is when you here, we know where

1319
01:17:26,680 --> 01:17:31,680
Speaker 1: you at, but this class at seven to eighty. Then

1320
01:17:31,720 --> 01:17:34,519
Speaker 1: when you skip class, we have a record of that though,

1321
01:17:34,680 --> 01:17:40,720
Speaker 1: but not every school gives a d every You can

1322
01:17:40,800 --> 01:17:44,080
Speaker 1: sign yourself out, you can go fuck come back. That's

1323
01:17:44,120 --> 01:17:47,320
Speaker 1: a fact, and it depends on the school to represent

1324
01:17:49,960 --> 01:17:52,000
Speaker 1: It was completely different. When I went to East Literature

1325
01:17:52,000 --> 01:17:53,640
Speaker 1: for my ninth and tiph grade year. That was like

1326
01:17:53,720 --> 01:17:56,479
Speaker 1: your traditional high school. You got the athletes, the popular girls,

1327
01:17:56,520 --> 01:17:58,920
Speaker 1: the cheerleaders, the you know, it was some wretched people

1328
01:17:58,960 --> 01:18:01,120
Speaker 1: that But he wasn't going on with the pearl. I

1329
01:18:01,320 --> 01:18:03,960
Speaker 1: was like, what the fuck? You don't gotta go to classroom? Like, yeah,

1330
01:18:04,000 --> 01:18:07,120
Speaker 1: my mom gonna lit they smoking in the bathroom, listen,

1331
01:18:07,200 --> 01:18:11,960
Speaker 1: beloved we outside having parties out, but beloved listening though.

1332
01:18:12,400 --> 01:18:15,600
Speaker 1: Check is they got that from us? I come from Strafford.

1333
01:18:15,600 --> 01:18:19,080
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't know where it came from. Do

1334
01:18:19,280 --> 01:18:29,840
Speaker 1: your history week? It was it was. But but when

1335
01:18:29,880 --> 01:18:33,639
Speaker 1: we talk about I think, know what what I'm talking

1336
01:18:33,680 --> 01:18:36,519
Speaker 1: about is, and I am and I am glorifying the

1337
01:18:36,600 --> 01:18:41,920
Speaker 1: wrong things in that new for me. And I was like,

1338
01:18:42,240 --> 01:18:44,960
Speaker 1: but but but that is interesting and it's the truth.

1339
01:18:45,040 --> 01:18:47,479
Speaker 1: So the truth must be put out there. Now. What

1340
01:18:47,640 --> 01:18:51,080
Speaker 1: I am gonna say is is that at Strathfoot it

1341
01:18:51,240 --> 01:18:54,800
Speaker 1: was everything going on. You can imagine. You don't have

1342
01:18:54,920 --> 01:18:56,840
Speaker 1: to go to class X, y Z and none of that.

1343
01:18:57,040 --> 01:19:01,080
Speaker 1: But what I'm saying is there is record showing First

1344
01:19:01,120 --> 01:19:03,800
Speaker 1: of all, they can't make you do that. Your mom

1345
01:19:03,960 --> 01:19:07,040
Speaker 1: has more control over you than the school. The school

1346
01:19:07,080 --> 01:19:10,360
Speaker 1: can only say, hey, i'm gonna call your mom if

1347
01:19:10,400 --> 01:19:13,920
Speaker 1: I know you're not there, or suspend you, or whatever

1348
01:19:14,000 --> 01:19:18,040
Speaker 1: the case may be. But after school, what you're saying

1349
01:19:18,120 --> 01:19:20,080
Speaker 1: is you and him can skip. And I've done this

1350
01:19:20,160 --> 01:19:22,560
Speaker 1: so I know it's a real never skip class to

1351
01:19:22,680 --> 01:19:25,600
Speaker 1: do anything extra, nothing, but you know, like I have to.

1352
01:19:25,760 --> 01:19:27,599
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm just saying I've never did that because

1353
01:19:28,880 --> 01:19:31,720
Speaker 1: my mama. My mama influenced me more not to do.

1354
01:19:31,920 --> 01:19:33,519
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying stuff like that, I would

1355
01:19:33,520 --> 01:19:36,000
Speaker 1: be like, hell, no, mam, I'm gonna kill my ass.

1356
01:19:36,439 --> 01:19:38,679
Speaker 1: But you know, like when I got in a little

1357
01:19:38,680 --> 01:19:42,200
Speaker 1: bit older and I had extra curricular activities, my mama work.

1358
01:19:42,680 --> 01:19:45,160
Speaker 1: She hat gonna be here anytime soon. I got out

1359
01:19:45,200 --> 01:19:47,360
Speaker 1: of volleyball practice earlier, I got out of track earlier.

1360
01:19:47,400 --> 01:19:48,840
Speaker 1: What's up? You know what I'm saying, We got a

1361
01:19:49,040 --> 01:19:51,400
Speaker 1: few minutes to kick the ship. We ain't making love

1362
01:19:51,479 --> 01:19:53,080
Speaker 1: in high school. Get then, we're just trying to get

1363
01:19:53,120 --> 01:19:56,200
Speaker 1: one real quick keeping. I remember though, they I remember

1364
01:19:56,320 --> 01:19:59,080
Speaker 1: now real young I'm telling man, I don't know people

1365
01:19:59,160 --> 01:20:01,280
Speaker 1: I don't know. I guess it happens to every guy.

1366
01:20:01,800 --> 01:20:04,360
Speaker 1: But I was young man and people trying to give

1367
01:20:04,400 --> 01:20:06,680
Speaker 1: me pussy. I didn't know what the fuck was going on.

1368
01:20:06,960 --> 01:20:09,519
Speaker 1: I didn't know how to. I was saying, man, what

1369
01:20:09,640 --> 01:20:13,599
Speaker 1: you're doing, what you're doing? She got niggad. I look around,

1370
01:20:13,640 --> 01:20:18,000
Speaker 1: and I got the whole hood outside, listen, the whole hood. No,

1371
01:20:18,200 --> 01:20:21,360
Speaker 1: she coming down here to fuck him. She didn't told

1372
01:20:21,439 --> 01:20:25,400
Speaker 1: everybody I'm gonna give Loan some pussy to day. Oh

1373
01:20:25,479 --> 01:20:29,920
Speaker 1: my gosh, people are doing that. Oh they're most definitely

1374
01:20:30,000 --> 01:20:32,200
Speaker 1: doing it. And we were young, and we were young,

1375
01:20:32,439 --> 01:20:34,400
Speaker 1: and then she came in there literally got nigked, and

1376
01:20:34,479 --> 01:20:38,240
Speaker 1: I was like, nigga. I was counting in a situation

1377
01:20:38,360 --> 01:20:40,800
Speaker 1: like that. One time in high school. It was like

1378
01:20:41,640 --> 01:20:44,040
Speaker 1: I was in a play and it was after rehearsal,

1379
01:20:44,280 --> 01:20:46,360
Speaker 1: and this was like one of my close guy friends

1380
01:20:46,439 --> 01:20:48,160
Speaker 1: in high school. Like it was like my people. Like

1381
01:20:48,479 --> 01:20:51,040
Speaker 1: when I was in ninth grade, I was cool with

1382
01:20:51,280 --> 01:20:53,639
Speaker 1: I always been cool with guys, you know what I'm saying.

1383
01:20:53,680 --> 01:20:55,080
Speaker 1: And I was cool with a lot of the upper

1384
01:20:55,120 --> 01:20:56,720
Speaker 1: classmen this day and the third you know, I was

1385
01:20:56,760 --> 01:21:00,280
Speaker 1: an athlete and all that ship. So he was like, man, sob,

1386
01:21:00,280 --> 01:21:03,080
Speaker 1: I've been on your little ass. I'm like, man, whatever.

1387
01:21:03,160 --> 01:21:05,879
Speaker 1: He played one of the star basketball players my people's

1388
01:21:06,600 --> 01:21:09,360
Speaker 1: so he was like, man, you know like that, going

1389
01:21:09,439 --> 01:21:11,320
Speaker 1: back to what you were saying, I was a fucking

1390
01:21:11,520 --> 01:21:13,560
Speaker 1: I was in like ninth or tenth grade. He was

1391
01:21:13,640 --> 01:21:16,200
Speaker 1: in the twelfth grade. I think maybe eleventh or twelve,

1392
01:21:17,560 --> 01:21:19,080
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. He was like, what's up?

1393
01:21:19,120 --> 01:21:21,360
Speaker 1: Come on, let's just walk and talk, walking, soccer whatever.

1394
01:21:22,080 --> 01:21:24,400
Speaker 1: So I kind of put myself in a bad situation,

1395
01:21:24,560 --> 01:21:26,160
Speaker 1: but you know, I'm kind of trying to be grown.

1396
01:21:26,200 --> 01:21:28,960
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, I'm in high school now, so let

1397
01:21:29,000 --> 01:21:33,000
Speaker 1: me act accordingly. I ended up in the locker room

1398
01:21:33,040 --> 01:21:35,479
Speaker 1: with him, and I'm just like, whatn't then? I didn't

1399
01:21:35,479 --> 01:21:37,280
Speaker 1: even know what to do at that point. At this

1400
01:21:37,400 --> 01:21:39,360
Speaker 1: point in his mind, he knows exactly what he wants

1401
01:21:39,360 --> 01:21:41,200
Speaker 1: to happen in my man. I'm like, whatn't then? I'm

1402
01:21:41,240 --> 01:21:45,840
Speaker 1: in this motherfuckers just like I'm just sitting here, like

1403
01:21:45,960 --> 01:21:47,439
Speaker 1: what the fun think? You just want me to come come?

1404
01:21:47,680 --> 01:21:50,880
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, what's up? I'm thinking walking and talking.

1405
01:21:51,080 --> 01:21:53,640
Speaker 1: And this man pulled out his teenis and it was

1406
01:21:54,600 --> 01:21:59,280
Speaker 1: huge I was like, Bro, I'm not I'm scared. I

1407
01:21:59,400 --> 01:22:03,360
Speaker 1: was scared and shit, I was like and he was like,

1408
01:22:03,560 --> 01:22:06,439
Speaker 1: what's wrong, And I'm like, I ain't never even seen women.

1409
01:22:10,200 --> 01:22:11,880
Speaker 1: I don't know what to do with a penis at

1410
01:22:11,920 --> 01:22:14,640
Speaker 1: this point, Bro, like, yeah, I didn't heard about it,

1411
01:22:14,720 --> 01:22:16,920
Speaker 1: but I've never seen one in the flesh, and damn

1412
01:22:17,000 --> 01:22:23,720
Speaker 1: s not they're fucking big. Like I was like. After that,

1413
01:22:23,840 --> 01:22:25,320
Speaker 1: I was like, yeah, I think I'm just gonna save

1414
01:22:25,400 --> 01:22:30,400
Speaker 1: my vagana for another time. So do y'all. So so

1415
01:22:31,640 --> 01:22:33,800
Speaker 1: I don't know, man, I just I don't know how

1416
01:22:34,120 --> 01:22:37,680
Speaker 1: how bad niggas won't push it. And I think sometimes

1417
01:22:37,800 --> 01:22:41,599
Speaker 1: that that y'all heavy fucked up. Well, y'all don't even

1418
01:22:41,760 --> 01:22:44,760
Speaker 1: be knowing this is rape culture that's going on. I'm

1419
01:22:45,080 --> 01:22:48,680
Speaker 1: and that's what I'm like. And then I saw a

1420
01:22:48,760 --> 01:22:51,000
Speaker 1: lot of women don't even a lot of women don't

1421
01:22:51,040 --> 01:22:53,519
Speaker 1: even realize they're being ranked this that these days because

1422
01:22:53,600 --> 01:22:56,600
Speaker 1: it's so much drugs and alcohol in the mix. A

1423
01:22:56,760 --> 01:22:59,479
Speaker 1: man come and bring you out of Perky's, the Zenix,

1424
01:22:59,600 --> 01:23:02,320
Speaker 1: whatever a drug of choice is, and you might get

1425
01:23:02,400 --> 01:23:03,880
Speaker 1: on it and thank you, having a good time, and

1426
01:23:03,920 --> 01:23:08,200
Speaker 1: the next day you wake up like we had sex

1427
01:23:08,280 --> 01:23:10,080
Speaker 1: and you didn't even want it, like he literally you

1428
01:23:10,240 --> 01:23:12,920
Speaker 1: passed out or he kind of made you this, but

1429
01:23:13,000 --> 01:23:14,919
Speaker 1: you didn't even know because you were under the influence

1430
01:23:16,040 --> 01:23:18,680
Speaker 1: and were not. And it's not a day right if

1431
01:23:18,720 --> 01:23:21,040
Speaker 1: you if this is what you do and you're like, okay,

1432
01:23:21,120 --> 01:23:22,600
Speaker 1: so what's up, I'm gonna come over. You got the

1433
01:23:22,640 --> 01:23:25,000
Speaker 1: perkies on day? Shit, If you come over here and

1434
01:23:25,040 --> 01:23:27,600
Speaker 1: pop a perks, then that's your fault. And I go

1435
01:23:27,720 --> 01:23:29,880
Speaker 1: to sleep, And I'm not even saying go to sleep.

1436
01:23:30,000 --> 01:23:33,479
Speaker 1: I'm gonna result in something. But I'm exactly but but

1437
01:23:33,560 --> 01:23:39,519
Speaker 1: I that you're sim You may be I don't know,

1438
01:23:39,640 --> 01:23:44,080
Speaker 1: but I don't either. You sleep right, you got to

1439
01:23:44,160 --> 01:23:47,760
Speaker 1: be passed. Okay, Well I'm not even it was just

1440
01:23:48,400 --> 01:23:52,519
Speaker 1: you were over exaggerate just to say you but but

1441
01:23:52,600 --> 01:23:54,360
Speaker 1: I'm not just saying. I'm just saying, okay. That's like

1442
01:23:54,439 --> 01:23:57,439
Speaker 1: if I my drug of choice are perk, Perker said

1443
01:23:57,520 --> 01:24:00,360
Speaker 1: whatever the fuck it is, and loan like, okay, what's up?

1444
01:24:00,400 --> 01:24:01,960
Speaker 1: Come over? You know we're gonna kick it. We gotta

1445
01:24:02,000 --> 01:24:04,280
Speaker 1: got drunks. I got you know, I got you some perks. Yeah,

1446
01:24:04,320 --> 01:24:06,360
Speaker 1: so I come up. I throw one back. Were kicking

1447
01:24:06,439 --> 01:24:08,439
Speaker 1: I'm like, shit up, gonna pop another one. Yeah, I'm

1448
01:24:08,479 --> 01:24:10,640
Speaker 1: feeling good, not saying that I'm sleep or nothing. If

1449
01:24:10,680 --> 01:24:13,360
Speaker 1: this at the time, I'm very aware of what's going on. Yeah,

1450
01:24:13,479 --> 01:24:16,000
Speaker 1: you feel me. We might start freaking doing our little

1451
01:24:16,040 --> 01:24:18,760
Speaker 1: thing and we have sex. You know what I'm saying.

1452
01:24:18,880 --> 01:24:22,040
Speaker 1: Not saying that I wanted it. But he may not

1453
01:24:22,160 --> 01:24:24,040
Speaker 1: even be or he might not even pop. No, he

1454
01:24:24,160 --> 01:24:27,400
Speaker 1: might not even been drinking. That's consensual. Say so. But

1455
01:24:27,520 --> 01:24:30,240
Speaker 1: what I'm saying is if you are if if you

1456
01:24:30,360 --> 01:24:37,240
Speaker 1: pop two perkis and what this is let me let

1457
01:24:37,320 --> 01:24:40,000
Speaker 1: me not forget. This is gonna be interesting points. So

1458
01:24:40,439 --> 01:24:42,519
Speaker 1: if you pop two perkies, you come over here, you

1459
01:24:42,600 --> 01:24:46,439
Speaker 1: pop two perkis, first of all, call drink, first of all,

1460
01:24:46,520 --> 01:24:50,439
Speaker 1: call you people. Hold on. I don't want to I

1461
01:24:50,479 --> 01:24:52,519
Speaker 1: don't want to miss this point because this's gonna spin

1462
01:24:52,600 --> 01:24:55,400
Speaker 1: off into something. But if if if I call you

1463
01:24:55,479 --> 01:24:57,840
Speaker 1: and we're making arrangement to meet each other and there's

1464
01:24:57,920 --> 01:25:00,880
Speaker 1: drugs involved, right, I say, hey man, you know come

1465
01:25:00,960 --> 01:25:03,080
Speaker 1: over here. You know I'm trying to tell your little

1466
01:25:03,120 --> 01:25:05,160
Speaker 1: ass something. And I got them, I got them purchase

1467
01:25:05,200 --> 01:25:10,000
Speaker 1: I'm not. But if I'm I'm saying I'm saying this, right,

1468
01:25:10,080 --> 01:25:12,599
Speaker 1: I'm switching this whole situation because I want to see

1469
01:25:13,080 --> 01:25:16,000
Speaker 1: how this is approach, because the legal side of it,

1470
01:25:16,600 --> 01:25:19,400
Speaker 1: it's a blurry spot. It's some blurred some blurred that.

1471
01:25:19,600 --> 01:25:22,479
Speaker 1: So all right, so you call, I call you. I'm like, yo,

1472
01:25:22,640 --> 01:25:24,760
Speaker 1: look Freddy, we're gonna get up. I got I got

1473
01:25:24,800 --> 01:25:26,840
Speaker 1: a couple of them purgos for you. You know what

1474
01:25:26,960 --> 01:25:28,639
Speaker 1: I like to do. You know what's up. We're gonna

1475
01:25:28,640 --> 01:25:33,320
Speaker 1: get up now. But but listen, so now you say cool, right,

1476
01:25:33,600 --> 01:25:36,559
Speaker 1: you come over, You get the two perks, You get

1477
01:25:36,600 --> 01:25:39,320
Speaker 1: the drinking. I'm drinking, I'm high, I'm smoking my shit,

1478
01:25:39,400 --> 01:25:41,880
Speaker 1: I'm doing my one too. Now you in the space

1479
01:25:41,960 --> 01:25:47,120
Speaker 1: where you because see, percoset is opioid based, and for

1480
01:25:47,240 --> 01:25:52,600
Speaker 1: people that don't know what opioids is, that's horn. So

1481
01:25:52,760 --> 01:25:55,040
Speaker 1: you nod. And when you see a seal or a

1482
01:25:55,120 --> 01:25:58,960
Speaker 1: fiend or somebody nd I'm an extra dealer allegedly. So

1483
01:25:59,120 --> 01:26:01,560
Speaker 1: it's how when you see that there's some kind of

1484
01:26:01,600 --> 01:26:03,840
Speaker 1: opiord it could be it could be any kind of

1485
01:26:03,880 --> 01:26:10,040
Speaker 1: opid anything yet so what happens is now. But but

1486
01:26:10,320 --> 01:26:14,080
Speaker 1: the rocks is it don't do it as as hard

1487
01:26:14,160 --> 01:26:18,679
Speaker 1: as like the Heroin or something that other opior base ship. Yeah,

1488
01:26:18,760 --> 01:26:21,000
Speaker 1: give a little bit of but it's the same thing.

1489
01:26:21,160 --> 01:26:23,720
Speaker 1: And what they say is that's the monkey monkey get

1490
01:26:23,800 --> 01:26:25,559
Speaker 1: on your back. You can't get it off. You can't

1491
01:26:25,600 --> 01:26:29,000
Speaker 1: get off, even if even if it's a little bit

1492
01:26:29,479 --> 01:26:32,040
Speaker 1: but in a way. But but so now so so

1493
01:26:32,320 --> 01:26:34,040
Speaker 1: now we're at the point where you at my house.

1494
01:26:34,120 --> 01:26:36,400
Speaker 1: I've gave you some perkis. You're drinking. I'm drinking, we

1495
01:26:36,520 --> 01:26:39,960
Speaker 1: have music on, we find we're finna get lit. You

1496
01:26:40,080 --> 01:26:43,840
Speaker 1: don't took off into a nod. You to the point

1497
01:26:43,880 --> 01:26:48,040
Speaker 1: where you're not you conscious, breathing, but you ain't with nothing.

1498
01:26:48,080 --> 01:26:50,880
Speaker 1: You kind of just so to mom, just resting high.

1499
01:26:50,960 --> 01:26:53,680
Speaker 1: I just saying like I'm here, I'm here, but I'm

1500
01:26:53,760 --> 01:26:56,560
Speaker 1: not clocked out. I'm I'm so bullet that it's just

1501
01:26:57,400 --> 01:27:00,120
Speaker 1: I ain't even high. Ain't here, right, that's right, And

1502
01:27:00,240 --> 01:27:03,400
Speaker 1: so he does this, that's right, and that's what I'm

1503
01:27:03,400 --> 01:27:09,080
Speaker 1: speaking now legally, that's right. Yeah. She may even wake

1504
01:27:09,200 --> 01:27:12,400
Speaker 1: up and say that was cool. It's cool. That's still

1505
01:27:16,320 --> 01:27:18,519
Speaker 1: still in the in the last one, I'm trying to

1506
01:27:18,520 --> 01:27:20,439
Speaker 1: tell you why I said get blurry in the low

1507
01:27:20,600 --> 01:27:27,559
Speaker 1: ass because they getting to the point. Now, what the point?

1508
01:27:27,720 --> 01:27:30,080
Speaker 1: One of these states something I was reading and I'm

1509
01:27:30,120 --> 01:27:32,760
Speaker 1: miss quoting. We don't fact check it's up there podcast.

1510
01:27:32,880 --> 01:27:36,439
Speaker 1: We just keep it gainst. I looked at some place

1511
01:27:36,560 --> 01:27:41,120
Speaker 1: that was saying, during consensual sex, you're gonna have to

1512
01:27:41,320 --> 01:27:45,719
Speaker 1: continue to get consent, meaning fucking you. It's still good.

1513
01:27:46,520 --> 01:27:50,679
Speaker 1: We still straight about this. It's still good, we still

1514
01:27:50,760 --> 01:27:54,919
Speaker 1: can do this now. And it's like I didn't understand,

1515
01:27:56,800 --> 01:28:00,680
Speaker 1: so that the way that ship's crazy. So so it's

1516
01:28:00,720 --> 01:28:03,920
Speaker 1: crazy that in the low ass that's still rape. If

1517
01:28:04,080 --> 01:28:08,120
Speaker 1: if somebody takes two perse and even if we came,

1518
01:28:08,400 --> 01:28:12,479
Speaker 1: if she come over my house with the understanding, we

1519
01:28:12,680 --> 01:28:14,960
Speaker 1: find the fuck she's still at the time when she

1520
01:28:15,120 --> 01:28:18,360
Speaker 1: giving me her pussy, need to make the decision. So

1521
01:28:18,520 --> 01:28:20,719
Speaker 1: what about that video that was floating around on Instagram

1522
01:28:20,800 --> 01:28:23,000
Speaker 1: when their boy they was fucking the girl that was

1523
01:28:23,080 --> 01:28:25,120
Speaker 1: high fuck on coke. O don't know what she was

1524
01:28:25,160 --> 01:28:27,560
Speaker 1: on the probably facing the charge. I don't know. I

1525
01:28:27,600 --> 01:28:29,800
Speaker 1: ain't seen him facing no charges, but they posted her

1526
01:28:29,800 --> 01:28:32,320
Speaker 1: and they told her husband and their thing and all

1527
01:28:32,439 --> 01:28:36,320
Speaker 1: kind of shit. This shit was this is this shit

1528
01:28:36,560 --> 01:28:39,280
Speaker 1: was crazy. This is probably like early on in the

1529
01:28:39,400 --> 01:28:42,120
Speaker 1: year and some nigga. He was on there with the lituries.

1530
01:28:42,120 --> 01:28:43,479
Speaker 1: I don't know him, so I ain't gonna expose your

1531
01:28:43,479 --> 01:28:45,400
Speaker 1: body because I don't know your name. But I'm saying

1532
01:28:45,439 --> 01:28:46,840
Speaker 1: he was on there and they were hitting her. She

1533
01:28:47,040 --> 01:28:52,479
Speaker 1: I'm talking about did dead here facts from her? Fact

1534
01:28:52,760 --> 01:28:58,160
Speaker 1: kiss me, I'm talking about going fucking wow. I was like,

1535
01:28:59,040 --> 01:29:02,559
Speaker 1: I wish my sister. I think I've seen that the project. Man,

1536
01:29:02,640 --> 01:29:13,960
Speaker 1: I'm talking about the hood and see and see. That's

1537
01:29:13,960 --> 01:29:16,840
Speaker 1: the thing because we're front like you got the don't.

1538
01:29:17,000 --> 01:29:19,040
Speaker 1: I ain't saying it right. I know it. I mean,

1539
01:29:19,120 --> 01:29:23,599
Speaker 1: I know it's wrong, but but she crazy and people

1540
01:29:23,680 --> 01:29:25,800
Speaker 1: be with that, and then you got some women and

1541
01:29:25,880 --> 01:29:29,120
Speaker 1: it's so blurry because you got some women that's into

1542
01:29:29,200 --> 01:29:34,360
Speaker 1: that kind of shit. So when you are desensitized because

1543
01:29:34,360 --> 01:29:37,519
Speaker 1: I'm from the projects where I'm running into women that's

1544
01:29:37,560 --> 01:29:41,799
Speaker 1: on this. When I run into one and she's scared

1545
01:29:42,120 --> 01:29:44,760
Speaker 1: and that's the reason why she's doing it, then that's

1546
01:29:44,800 --> 01:29:47,200
Speaker 1: the problem. You know what I'm saying. I think how

1547
01:29:47,320 --> 01:29:50,360
Speaker 1: she feels when she's doing it. It's what it is.

1548
01:29:50,400 --> 01:29:53,000
Speaker 1: What I think they considered rape. But they can change.

1549
01:29:53,120 --> 01:29:55,360
Speaker 1: That's what's interesting. But do you know what else is right.

1550
01:29:55,880 --> 01:29:59,639
Speaker 1: This is also right, just as if you haven't consensual

1551
01:29:59,680 --> 01:30:03,479
Speaker 1: sex somebody and the man takes his condom out willily

1552
01:30:03,560 --> 01:30:15,479
Speaker 1: without you knowing, that's right. Have it happened to y'all? Yeah,

1553
01:30:15,560 --> 01:30:18,479
Speaker 1: but this is is up there podcast. This is not personal, friend,

1554
01:30:18,600 --> 01:30:21,200
Speaker 1: So what we've been saying is is that that's most

1555
01:30:21,240 --> 01:30:23,920
Speaker 1: definitely right. And I felt and I was so shocked

1556
01:30:23,960 --> 01:30:25,160
Speaker 1: to hear that, because I'm like, it's a lot, but

1557
01:30:25,280 --> 01:30:28,280
Speaker 1: I but see, I'm interested in knowing. So now, not

1558
01:30:28,520 --> 01:30:31,680
Speaker 1: y'all right, because you didn't consent to right, And I

1559
01:30:31,840 --> 01:30:35,479
Speaker 1: understand that. That's not my question. My question is if

1560
01:30:35,520 --> 01:30:38,439
Speaker 1: you not, y'all, so somebody you know, let's say, if

1561
01:30:38,479 --> 01:30:43,760
Speaker 1: it happened to somebody you know, did they did the like?

1562
01:30:44,040 --> 01:30:46,160
Speaker 1: Do you know somebody this has happened to it? I

1563
01:30:46,280 --> 01:30:48,479
Speaker 1: know somebody this don't happened to it. I'm telling you

1564
01:30:48,600 --> 01:30:50,599
Speaker 1: that ain't gonna say it's right, but it's more diss

1565
01:30:53,400 --> 01:30:55,800
Speaker 1: They need to come back and hold it again. That's

1566
01:30:55,800 --> 01:31:02,320
Speaker 1: how I feel whatever, So so yeah, right, they liked it, Nah,

1567
01:31:02,439 --> 01:31:04,360
Speaker 1: they ain't know, though, what if they ain't even know?

1568
01:31:05,720 --> 01:31:10,559
Speaker 1: That didn't feel better? Though? If they damn stranger? If

1569
01:31:10,600 --> 01:31:13,000
Speaker 1: I didn't tell you could hit that thing wrong, sad,

1570
01:31:13,080 --> 01:31:15,160
Speaker 1: it had to be a stranger. That's what I'm saying.

1571
01:31:15,240 --> 01:31:17,160
Speaker 1: I mean, that's true because I was in a very

1572
01:31:17,240 --> 01:31:20,320
Speaker 1: long term relationship in me and my man. I'm just

1573
01:31:20,439 --> 01:31:24,040
Speaker 1: saying period. I'm just no, I'm just saying period. I'm

1574
01:31:24,080 --> 01:31:25,760
Speaker 1: saying on the fact that you said, it's people who

1575
01:31:25,800 --> 01:31:28,080
Speaker 1: have been in relationships for a long time and use protection.

1576
01:31:28,320 --> 01:31:30,160
Speaker 1: I was in a situation like that. I thought, why

1577
01:31:30,240 --> 01:31:32,439
Speaker 1: would you just say something about a stranger. I'm saying,

1578
01:31:32,800 --> 01:31:35,960
Speaker 1: I'm saying most definitely when it's a stranger, because first

1579
01:31:36,000 --> 01:31:37,720
Speaker 1: of all, if y'all, first of all, if this show

1580
01:31:37,800 --> 01:31:40,000
Speaker 1: man he noticed what y'all do, he ain't slipping a car,

1581
01:31:40,080 --> 01:31:41,920
Speaker 1: he gonna say, baby, I want to hit that thing row,

1582
01:31:42,479 --> 01:31:45,519
Speaker 1: it's gonna be necessarily he might have just took it off.

1583
01:31:45,560 --> 01:31:48,280
Speaker 1: Who knows the person because because because there is a

1584
01:31:48,439 --> 01:31:51,759
Speaker 1: place where that decision is made to them, we're having

1585
01:31:51,840 --> 01:31:54,719
Speaker 1: six without a connor and maybe y'all are not there.

1586
01:31:55,160 --> 01:31:57,240
Speaker 1: You see what I'm saying. So you could be in

1587
01:31:57,280 --> 01:31:59,840
Speaker 1: a relationship, she said, a long term relation, you know,

1588
01:32:00,120 --> 01:32:02,639
Speaker 1: but that but still that time frame, there's no time

1589
01:32:02,720 --> 01:32:05,240
Speaker 1: frame on that feeling because I can be with you

1590
01:32:05,360 --> 01:32:08,080
Speaker 1: for a while and be like baby girl, I don't

1591
01:32:08,720 --> 01:32:11,080
Speaker 1: I don't want no children. I don't trust it you

1592
01:32:11,200 --> 01:32:13,760
Speaker 1: on whatever peel and shit you telling about. And I

1593
01:32:14,080 --> 01:32:16,559
Speaker 1: don't want to go through the same things I'm focused

1594
01:32:16,680 --> 01:32:19,400
Speaker 1: right now. I don't so so so you know, I

1595
01:32:19,520 --> 01:32:21,920
Speaker 1: may still use a condom with you, you see what

1596
01:32:21,960 --> 01:32:26,920
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But so, my my question is is for

1597
01:32:27,160 --> 01:32:30,280
Speaker 1: me if I because I do it sometime, because the

1598
01:32:30,400 --> 01:32:34,200
Speaker 1: condom for me at this point in stamina, that's all

1599
01:32:34,280 --> 01:32:37,639
Speaker 1: I use it for. I use it younger. Yeah, yeah,

1600
01:32:38,720 --> 01:32:41,560
Speaker 1: I just I just use it at this point to

1601
01:32:42,000 --> 01:32:47,639
Speaker 1: be able to just you understand me. Yeah, so yeah, yeah, yeah.

1602
01:32:48,439 --> 01:32:51,080
Speaker 1: You know when I said, say yeah, that's a powerful thing.

1603
01:32:51,520 --> 01:32:57,320
Speaker 1: Insert powerful words whenever I say yeah. But but so,

1604
01:32:57,880 --> 01:33:01,599
Speaker 1: so my thing is right the dick post to feel

1605
01:33:01,760 --> 01:33:06,160
Speaker 1: better or different at least with no condom. So you

1606
01:33:06,479 --> 01:33:08,559
Speaker 1: so you're saying that they should know. Yeah, like if

1607
01:33:08,600 --> 01:33:12,320
Speaker 1: I if I'm taking pull this condom all and come

1608
01:33:12,439 --> 01:33:19,320
Speaker 1: back and already and I'm even thinking about how the

1609
01:33:19,560 --> 01:33:22,439
Speaker 1: difference of the feeling really is. I feel like you

1610
01:33:22,439 --> 01:33:25,320
Speaker 1: shouldn't do this shit, You shouldn't do it. You shouldn't

1611
01:33:25,360 --> 01:33:27,960
Speaker 1: do it. Now. I feel like you need to list

1612
01:33:28,000 --> 01:33:31,040
Speaker 1: somebody knows if you want to endanger their life, because

1613
01:33:31,080 --> 01:33:33,120
Speaker 1: that's not what I'm saying. I'm not saying at this

1614
01:33:33,280 --> 01:33:36,840
Speaker 1: point because men and women be out here running the book.

1615
01:33:36,920 --> 01:33:39,960
Speaker 1: We know this, they'd be cheating like slots. So I'm saying,

1616
01:33:40,439 --> 01:33:44,080
Speaker 1: don't let don't put that on nobody when they ain't

1617
01:33:44,120 --> 01:33:48,120
Speaker 1: ext for it. That's all I'm saying. That's not keep

1618
01:33:48,200 --> 01:33:51,800
Speaker 1: them on, don't take your condom. I don't even point

1619
01:33:51,880 --> 01:33:56,080
Speaker 1: we understand that. I understand that the point I'm I'm

1620
01:33:56,080 --> 01:33:58,920
Speaker 1: talking to them, Yeah, so they so and so. If

1621
01:33:59,000 --> 01:34:02,120
Speaker 1: they can't keep up, then they lost. Because at this

1622
01:34:02,280 --> 01:34:05,720
Speaker 1: point we're talking about rape culture. You cannot take a

1623
01:34:05,920 --> 01:34:08,639
Speaker 1: fucking condom off and keep fucking and think that's cool.

1624
01:34:08,800 --> 01:34:13,400
Speaker 1: It's not anything I've already said blatantly anything outside of

1625
01:34:13,520 --> 01:34:17,479
Speaker 1: her saying I'm cool with you doing this. The laws

1626
01:34:17,640 --> 01:34:21,280
Speaker 1: is saying that's rape shouting. So what if somebody that,

1627
01:34:21,439 --> 01:34:25,160
Speaker 1: when I'm telling put their finger in your butt without

1628
01:34:25,200 --> 01:34:28,280
Speaker 1: your consent it's in the middle of six, that's rape.

1629
01:34:28,560 --> 01:34:32,960
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying is and then you even got

1630
01:34:33,120 --> 01:34:35,200
Speaker 1: rape when I can say certain shit to you, and

1631
01:34:35,280 --> 01:34:38,120
Speaker 1: this it could be considered statutory. I mean it could

1632
01:34:38,120 --> 01:34:41,120
Speaker 1: be considered some form of rape, like the shit so

1633
01:34:41,280 --> 01:34:46,559
Speaker 1: blurru that's you can rape your you can rape your girlfriend. Yeah,

1634
01:34:46,720 --> 01:34:50,120
Speaker 1: like they're saying, they're saying, like you like me, I

1635
01:34:50,200 --> 01:34:55,080
Speaker 1: don't ask for pussy, you take the I just it's understood.

1636
01:34:55,240 --> 01:34:59,439
Speaker 1: Like I'm just saying, it's understood. I mean, I mean,

1637
01:34:59,520 --> 01:35:06,840
Speaker 1: not right about my man, not right by my man.

1638
01:35:06,920 --> 01:35:09,400
Speaker 1: But I mean in a relationship, it's not like, oh baby,

1639
01:35:09,439 --> 01:35:11,600
Speaker 1: tonight at six thirty when you get home, come to

1640
01:35:11,680 --> 01:35:14,120
Speaker 1: the bear room. Nigga. It's like, nigga, I'm hopping out

1641
01:35:14,160 --> 01:35:16,599
Speaker 1: the shower and I'm walking past that. What I'm saying,

1642
01:35:17,479 --> 01:35:23,200
Speaker 1: that's what I'm feeling. I might be in the getting

1643
01:35:23,200 --> 01:35:26,000
Speaker 1: ready to go somewhere. He just took that thing. Y'all

1644
01:35:28,400 --> 01:35:31,280
Speaker 1: facts and see, this is what I'm trying to tell you.

1645
01:35:31,439 --> 01:35:34,840
Speaker 1: This is what I'm saying. It's blurry because even but

1646
01:35:36,520 --> 01:35:38,880
Speaker 1: it's a culture thing. I think it depends on the people.

1647
01:35:38,920 --> 01:35:41,920
Speaker 1: Because he check this out. This is what's crazy is

1648
01:35:42,000 --> 01:35:51,120
Speaker 1: that of women could be okay with that, but then

1649
01:35:51,720 --> 01:35:55,800
Speaker 1: can change that. So y'all got the ability to be

1650
01:35:55,960 --> 01:35:58,639
Speaker 1: able to change your mind and say that was right,

1651
01:35:59,000 --> 01:36:03,920
Speaker 1: like Shoudy come back in nineteen ninety one. Now you saying, oh,

1652
01:36:04,000 --> 01:36:07,360
Speaker 1: I'm recognizing that it's right. So what I'm telling y'all

1653
01:36:07,439 --> 01:36:12,560
Speaker 1: lives people is in situations where um, where they not

1654
01:36:12,720 --> 01:36:16,800
Speaker 1: recognizing that they're in those kind of situations. These people

1655
01:36:16,840 --> 01:36:20,360
Speaker 1: are telling you, these people are these people are telling

1656
01:36:20,439 --> 01:36:29,639
Speaker 1: you that. Um, what I'm saying the rape is anything

1657
01:36:29,760 --> 01:36:31,719
Speaker 1: outside y'all gonna have to stop doing that too, because

1658
01:36:31,720 --> 01:36:35,400
Speaker 1: it's blowing. That's gonna blow ourselves because I can't. I'm

1659
01:36:36,640 --> 01:36:39,920
Speaker 1: we're doing that a lot. But in a way, Um,

1660
01:36:40,560 --> 01:36:44,160
Speaker 1: what was I saying? So they're telling you anything outside

1661
01:36:44,200 --> 01:36:47,160
Speaker 1: of not I ain't saying all the time before I'm

1662
01:36:47,280 --> 01:36:50,439
Speaker 1: on the podcast. Okay, cool, cool, but we need that

1663
01:36:50,520 --> 01:36:55,720
Speaker 1: too or not a brother, okay cool. Now what I'm

1664
01:36:55,760 --> 01:36:57,800
Speaker 1: saying is and I will cut out list, so don't

1665
01:36:57,840 --> 01:37:00,720
Speaker 1: worry about that. But what I'm saying is, um, is

1666
01:37:00,800 --> 01:37:05,599
Speaker 1: that they're saying anything outside of you consenting this rape. Right,

1667
01:37:06,439 --> 01:37:09,800
Speaker 1: you just said that they would consider that rape. You

1668
01:37:09,920 --> 01:37:14,640
Speaker 1: get out the shower with your boyfriend, and that's what

1669
01:37:17,360 --> 01:37:24,000
Speaker 1: it is. Like, I promise I don't think we ever

1670
01:37:24,120 --> 01:37:26,960
Speaker 1: have a conversation about it's timing the fuck now or

1671
01:37:27,080 --> 01:37:30,040
Speaker 1: is it okay? Like I don't think nobody's doing that

1672
01:37:31,479 --> 01:37:35,599
Speaker 1: awkward is hell for sensitive hands? Like it's very awkward,

1673
01:37:35,640 --> 01:37:37,519
Speaker 1: Like my man takes me like, baby, look you need

1674
01:37:37,560 --> 01:37:39,799
Speaker 1: to be at home in five I'm hopping a shower

1675
01:37:40,200 --> 01:37:42,120
Speaker 1: for if I need you in the big that's called

1676
01:37:42,240 --> 01:37:48,800
Speaker 1: scheduled sex. Are you making me do this? Is this

1677
01:37:49,080 --> 01:37:53,439
Speaker 1: like a mandatory thing I'm obligating. I just got text

1678
01:37:53,600 --> 01:37:59,720
Speaker 1: raped text r. It's up there now, everything considered right,

1679
01:38:00,479 --> 01:38:05,879
Speaker 1: it's fucked up. It's up raping too. Now it depends

1680
01:38:06,000 --> 01:38:09,439
Speaker 1: if just so, if somebody just aggressively kissed me without

1681
01:38:09,479 --> 01:38:17,960
Speaker 1: my that's right. Well, hey I hadn't been right right,

1682
01:38:18,280 --> 01:38:21,559
Speaker 1: And see that's what's interest for me, y'all, Like him

1683
01:38:21,640 --> 01:38:25,720
Speaker 1: moving around in in in life, and I'm like, I know,

1684
01:38:25,880 --> 01:38:28,040
Speaker 1: if it's niggas shooting at you, so how is they

1685
01:38:28,080 --> 01:38:30,680
Speaker 1: shooting as they aggressive? As they like you got the

1686
01:38:30,760 --> 01:38:33,080
Speaker 1: weird old niggas that you might be called you with

1687
01:38:33,280 --> 01:38:35,400
Speaker 1: and they took it wrong And now they're in a

1688
01:38:35,479 --> 01:38:43,639
Speaker 1: space where it's like I was in white haveing middle

1689
01:38:43,760 --> 01:38:47,280
Speaker 1: school and y'all, I was just so nice, you know,

1690
01:38:47,280 --> 01:38:48,640
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And we used to have like the

1691
01:38:48,720 --> 01:38:52,120
Speaker 1: little CDC classes like they used to be, you know,

1692
01:38:52,880 --> 01:38:54,800
Speaker 1: they go to school this or whatever. And it was

1693
01:38:54,880 --> 01:38:56,479
Speaker 1: this boy I used to be so nice and just

1694
01:38:56,479 --> 01:38:59,880
Speaker 1: having I see how he was obsessed with me. Crazy thing.

1695
01:39:00,160 --> 01:39:04,040
Speaker 1: I'm getting scared and yeah, and it happened to my

1696
01:39:04,160 --> 01:39:05,960
Speaker 1: sister too with this other boy that went to school

1697
01:39:05,960 --> 01:39:07,800
Speaker 1: with her. He was obsessed with her, her mama and

1698
01:39:08,080 --> 01:39:10,920
Speaker 1: was mad at my sister. I mean his mama mad

1699
01:39:11,000 --> 01:39:13,920
Speaker 1: at my sister saying like stop talking to him because

1700
01:39:13,960 --> 01:39:16,200
Speaker 1: they're making the same like you know that he crazy,

1701
01:39:16,479 --> 01:39:20,599
Speaker 1: don't add him on. But I'm just being a nause

1702
01:39:20,640 --> 01:39:24,720
Speaker 1: on the back end her now to this day, like

1703
01:39:24,880 --> 01:39:28,320
Speaker 1: crazy on social media. Con Yeah, and see that's the thing.

1704
01:39:28,479 --> 01:39:30,920
Speaker 1: It's it's crazy. I don't I don't understand it. Man.

1705
01:39:31,280 --> 01:39:34,800
Speaker 1: But people are obsessive. People are stalkers. You know, it's

1706
01:39:34,840 --> 01:39:36,920
Speaker 1: all kind of shit going on. I think that stalks

1707
01:39:36,960 --> 01:39:38,840
Speaker 1: should come from because y'all know they say women are there.

1708
01:39:38,920 --> 01:39:42,000
Speaker 1: You know you know what, y'all women good for stalking

1709
01:39:42,040 --> 01:39:45,240
Speaker 1: a man, you know what? Because man relationships are crazy. Man,

1710
01:39:45,720 --> 01:39:48,720
Speaker 1: I'm dealing with some shit right now. I'm dealing with

1711
01:39:48,840 --> 01:39:51,880
Speaker 1: some shit right now, Like I ain't even thinking with

1712
01:39:52,000 --> 01:39:55,640
Speaker 1: a serious as that what I'm saying, I'm dealing with

1713
01:39:55,800 --> 01:39:58,719
Speaker 1: some of that I'm dealing with. I'm dealing with something

1714
01:39:58,880 --> 01:40:01,680
Speaker 1: I'm dealing with not not from I'm dealing with that

1715
01:40:01,720 --> 01:40:04,200
Speaker 1: shit from people that ain't even in my circle. Yeah,

1716
01:40:04,320 --> 01:40:06,760
Speaker 1: I mean, it's some crazy shit. I'm dealing with some

1717
01:40:06,960 --> 01:40:10,480
Speaker 1: crazy shit right now. But it's fine because I'm anxious.

1718
01:40:10,760 --> 01:40:12,800
Speaker 1: But I'm telling you, I'm dealing with some shit. It's like,

1719
01:40:13,360 --> 01:40:16,640
Speaker 1: what the fuck is going on? Like you crazy? Oh no?

1720
01:40:16,880 --> 01:40:18,320
Speaker 1: And I'm telling you if you get close to me,

1721
01:40:18,439 --> 01:40:21,519
Speaker 1: crazy or not, I'm telling you what's gonna go down. Okay,

1722
01:40:21,560 --> 01:40:24,800
Speaker 1: So I'm going to but for you to say that

1723
01:40:24,960 --> 01:40:26,719
Speaker 1: like how you said, it's kind of like not someone

1724
01:40:26,760 --> 01:40:30,479
Speaker 1: who's in your circle. Someone like people have access to you,

1725
01:40:30,640 --> 01:40:32,920
Speaker 1: you know, when you do things in a public guy,

1726
01:40:33,040 --> 01:40:36,559
Speaker 1: especially social media or even this one particular situation happened

1727
01:40:36,560 --> 01:40:38,920
Speaker 1: to me. I was traveling. I was in Miami, and

1728
01:40:39,000 --> 01:40:40,920
Speaker 1: you know, when you out of town with a group

1729
01:40:41,000 --> 01:40:43,240
Speaker 1: of friends, you meet people, you mingle with new people.

1730
01:40:43,320 --> 01:40:44,760
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, You're on the beach to

1731
01:40:45,000 --> 01:40:47,080
Speaker 1: mind me wide open, like we can see right here

1732
01:40:47,080 --> 01:40:48,960
Speaker 1: and have a dream. I don't know you, but hey,

1733
01:40:49,080 --> 01:40:51,519
Speaker 1: let's get to know each other. So we're just kicking shit,

1734
01:40:51,680 --> 01:40:54,960
Speaker 1: kicking shit. The guy ended up being crazy as fuck,

1735
01:40:55,120 --> 01:40:57,080
Speaker 1: like I had to get my number change when I

1736
01:40:57,120 --> 01:40:58,920
Speaker 1: came back home because he was college he was. He

1737
01:40:59,000 --> 01:41:00,280
Speaker 1: was like, if I would have stayed in my amy

1738
01:41:00,320 --> 01:41:03,320
Speaker 1: woman night, he was gonna chop my body up. One night. Yes,

1739
01:41:03,439 --> 01:41:05,439
Speaker 1: one night, he texts me like, you know you exchanged.

1740
01:41:05,479 --> 01:41:07,320
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, we can get up tomorrow again, you know,

1741
01:41:08,920 --> 01:41:11,040
Speaker 1: so guess what. Yeah he got man. He was like me,

1742
01:41:12,200 --> 01:41:14,479
Speaker 1: listen to me, my sister, my friends, like we all

1743
01:41:14,560 --> 01:41:16,840
Speaker 1: went out together. I get a text message he's like,

1744
01:41:16,840 --> 01:41:18,360
Speaker 1: what y'all doing. I'm like, now, you know, we're just

1745
01:41:18,560 --> 01:41:20,800
Speaker 1: out kicking it right now. We didn't really get a

1746
01:41:20,920 --> 01:41:23,479
Speaker 1: chance to come out and you know, meet up with

1747
01:41:23,520 --> 01:41:26,200
Speaker 1: you today, but we can get up anytime. So he

1748
01:41:26,400 --> 01:41:29,160
Speaker 1: was like okay. Later on he texts me, he was like, wow,

1749
01:41:29,439 --> 01:41:31,519
Speaker 1: so you we out partying and kicking it and I'm

1750
01:41:31,560 --> 01:41:35,400
Speaker 1: at home in the bed. What like, am I supposed

1751
01:41:35,400 --> 01:41:37,160
Speaker 1: to be there with you? And I'm talking out? Not

1752
01:41:37,320 --> 01:41:39,200
Speaker 1: once did I leave this man, I'm not once that

1753
01:41:39,280 --> 01:41:41,840
Speaker 1: I dip off with him by myself. Not once did

1754
01:41:41,880 --> 01:41:44,320
Speaker 1: I say I want you. Not once did I say

1755
01:41:44,439 --> 01:41:46,800
Speaker 1: that this is that. It was just like he had

1756
01:41:46,800 --> 01:41:49,000
Speaker 1: an obsession with me. He told me a story about

1757
01:41:50,120 --> 01:41:53,680
Speaker 1: his friend met this girl and he ended up going

1758
01:41:53,760 --> 01:41:56,200
Speaker 1: to her city and met her and when he got

1759
01:41:56,280 --> 01:42:00,320
Speaker 1: there that the girl had a home man and he

1760
01:42:00,479 --> 01:42:02,400
Speaker 1: was like that, he was like he just he was like,

1761
01:42:02,479 --> 01:42:04,240
Speaker 1: my friend was so confused and didn't know how to

1762
01:42:04,320 --> 01:42:06,519
Speaker 1: take it. And as I started to think about it,

1763
01:42:06,560 --> 01:42:11,280
Speaker 1: I'm like, that wasn't your friend you And my sister

1764
01:42:11,439 --> 01:42:14,280
Speaker 1: was like, you probably reminded him of the girl. And

1765
01:42:14,360 --> 01:42:18,240
Speaker 1: I'm like, literally I had to get my number changed, literally,

1766
01:42:18,320 --> 01:42:20,439
Speaker 1: like give my number. I had a matter of fact,

1767
01:42:20,439 --> 01:42:22,479
Speaker 1: I left one of my luggage bags at the hotel

1768
01:42:22,520 --> 01:42:26,120
Speaker 1: where we stayed at and I ended up having to

1769
01:42:26,200 --> 01:42:28,840
Speaker 1: go back, and my sister was like, please don't go back, please,

1770
01:42:28,960 --> 01:42:31,240
Speaker 1: like I am so scared for you, Like I'm so

1771
01:42:31,360 --> 01:42:33,040
Speaker 1: I was at the airport. He was texting my phone

1772
01:42:33,080 --> 01:42:34,840
Speaker 1: like come down, says I'm gonna shoot you in your

1773
01:42:34,880 --> 01:42:38,080
Speaker 1: fucking brains in the hotel lobby. Like I literally had

1774
01:42:38,120 --> 01:42:44,840
Speaker 1: to get my number changed when I got back for real,

1775
01:42:44,960 --> 01:42:48,040
Speaker 1: Psycho I would have had to call him, but it

1776
01:42:48,160 --> 01:42:49,960
Speaker 1: wasn't even that serious. When I was there. It was

1777
01:42:50,000 --> 01:42:58,800
Speaker 1: like people snap a home. But when on my way

1778
01:42:58,920 --> 01:43:02,080
Speaker 1: home and I called, I would have said, Harris, I

1779
01:43:02,200 --> 01:43:04,320
Speaker 1: called the police. But it's like, first of all, he

1780
01:43:04,400 --> 01:43:08,240
Speaker 1: gave me a fake name. Of course you did number

1781
01:43:08,360 --> 01:43:11,080
Speaker 1: Hey his intentions from the jump, what's the fuck up

1782
01:43:11,439 --> 01:43:14,880
Speaker 1: that PEO would have got her about herself? And that's

1783
01:43:14,920 --> 01:43:16,599
Speaker 1: when I said, Luckily, I'm not the type of cheek

1784
01:43:16,600 --> 01:43:19,240
Speaker 1: to be like wanting to go dip off with him,

1785
01:43:19,320 --> 01:43:22,200
Speaker 1: because I would have been fucking dead right now. So

1786
01:43:22,439 --> 01:43:26,160
Speaker 1: knowing that me and out here exists that way, is

1787
01:43:26,320 --> 01:43:30,479
Speaker 1: that a direct a direct look at why women are

1788
01:43:30,520 --> 01:43:33,320
Speaker 1: obsessed with good men or like that is why? Because

1789
01:43:33,320 --> 01:43:35,439
Speaker 1: it's like that, because it's like you're dealing with niggas

1790
01:43:35,520 --> 01:43:40,000
Speaker 1: this you know, yeah, you're dealing with all And that

1791
01:43:40,200 --> 01:43:42,479
Speaker 1: just really made me. That really made me look at

1792
01:43:42,520 --> 01:43:45,040
Speaker 1: people a completely different way because I'm like, I have

1793
01:43:45,040 --> 01:43:47,240
Speaker 1: for a real man, a fucking serial killer. It didn't

1794
01:43:47,280 --> 01:43:52,040
Speaker 1: even know, like I'm at the first let me ask

1795
01:43:52,080 --> 01:43:55,160
Speaker 1: you this. He was cool and shit. So what happened

1796
01:43:55,240 --> 01:43:57,559
Speaker 1: like was you just I know how to beat yours?

1797
01:43:57,600 --> 01:44:00,639
Speaker 1: I love were We were sitting on Ohan, So what's

1798
01:44:00,680 --> 01:44:04,040
Speaker 1: he sitting somewhere? Did he say? Hey? You looking? How

1799
01:44:04,080 --> 01:44:07,720
Speaker 1: we bumped into each other? Me? We bumped into each other.

1800
01:44:07,840 --> 01:44:10,040
Speaker 1: This is how it happened. Me, my sister and the

1801
01:44:10,200 --> 01:44:12,160
Speaker 1: friend who was with us. We were just walking on

1802
01:44:12,320 --> 01:44:15,439
Speaker 1: the walking, you know, through the streets of South Beach,

1803
01:44:15,840 --> 01:44:18,040
Speaker 1: just walking like you know, you walk everywhere in South Beach.

1804
01:44:18,080 --> 01:44:21,320
Speaker 1: I really gotta drive streets, the boulevards, I back to back.

1805
01:44:22,400 --> 01:44:25,200
Speaker 1: We're walking or whatever. We hit a little cut because

1806
01:44:25,200 --> 01:44:26,760
Speaker 1: we're smoking. You know what I'm saying, we're smoking. So

1807
01:44:26,840 --> 01:44:29,599
Speaker 1: we just walked through a little cut. He was like, um,

1808
01:44:30,080 --> 01:44:31,720
Speaker 1: he was like, how y'all doing the He was like, hey,

1809
01:44:31,800 --> 01:44:34,840
Speaker 1: what's up? You know, being cordial? What's up? You know? Um,

1810
01:44:35,080 --> 01:44:37,000
Speaker 1: y'all may not want to y'all. He's like, y'all need

1811
01:44:37,040 --> 01:44:40,320
Speaker 1: to be careful because these crazy people in Miami. He

1812
01:44:41,160 --> 01:44:44,040
Speaker 1: told me, and he kept on telling me. He kept

1813
01:44:44,080 --> 01:44:45,679
Speaker 1: one thing that I remember in my mind. He kept

1814
01:44:45,720 --> 01:44:50,160
Speaker 1: telling me, you know everything that glitter ain't go he

1815
01:44:50,360 --> 01:44:52,760
Speaker 1: giving you. He kept on telling me that, and I knew,

1816
01:44:52,880 --> 01:44:54,720
Speaker 1: but that's why this is my sound like we're not

1817
01:44:54,840 --> 01:44:56,160
Speaker 1: kicking it with him no more. And that's when he

1818
01:44:56,200 --> 01:45:00,240
Speaker 1: starts sending the crazy messages because I wasn't responding to him.

1819
01:45:00,280 --> 01:45:02,880
Speaker 1: How it was it first like it was black and

1820
01:45:02,960 --> 01:45:08,840
Speaker 1: he would have killed her that day because so did

1821
01:45:08,920 --> 01:45:13,200
Speaker 1: y'all with y'all together without anybody else, Did y'all have

1822
01:45:13,360 --> 01:45:15,840
Speaker 1: drinks and nobody walked off? Not no, but so we

1823
01:45:15,920 --> 01:45:17,719
Speaker 1: sat at the time with me and my sisters stayed

1824
01:45:17,760 --> 01:45:19,800
Speaker 1: together the entire time. Somebody it was a group. It

1825
01:45:19,880 --> 01:45:23,400
Speaker 1: was him and one of his friends, my sister, my friend,

1826
01:45:23,439 --> 01:45:28,120
Speaker 1: and me sitting at the table, a wide open situation.

1827
01:45:28,200 --> 01:45:30,280
Speaker 1: My sister was like, literally like people, when I tell

1828
01:45:30,320 --> 01:45:32,040
Speaker 1: people this story, they're like, bro, you had to do

1829
01:45:32,160 --> 01:45:34,559
Speaker 1: something with My sister was like, no, my sister never,

1830
01:45:34,880 --> 01:45:38,799
Speaker 1: Like we literally never left each other side or side period.

1831
01:45:39,280 --> 01:45:41,639
Speaker 1: Like I never ducked off with this man by myself.

1832
01:45:41,680 --> 01:45:45,040
Speaker 1: I didn't walk outside the hotel with him by myself

1833
01:45:45,120 --> 01:45:47,800
Speaker 1: or anything. Then the crazy part was the hotel where

1834
01:45:47,800 --> 01:45:50,479
Speaker 1: were you know, Miami hotel lobbies are like party scene.

1835
01:45:50,520 --> 01:45:55,639
Speaker 1: Anybody can walks and everything. So we're in our room

1836
01:45:55,680 --> 01:45:57,439
Speaker 1: getting ready. Next thing you know, we're here, knock on

1837
01:45:57,479 --> 01:45:59,479
Speaker 1: the door and I'm like, what the fuck, who's knocking

1838
01:45:59,520 --> 01:46:03,640
Speaker 1: on our door, and my my friend's cousin was there too,

1839
01:46:03,720 --> 01:46:05,920
Speaker 1: so she was in our room and I was like,

1840
01:46:06,720 --> 01:46:08,360
Speaker 1: fuck is it? And I was like, you know who

1841
01:46:08,560 --> 01:46:12,320
Speaker 1: is it? He was like Saint Sanna. This was his name.

1842
01:46:13,479 --> 01:46:15,639
Speaker 1: So I threw it. I was like, bitch, you gonna

1843
01:46:15,640 --> 01:46:17,600
Speaker 1: answer the dog. Tell her cousin to go because she

1844
01:46:17,800 --> 01:46:20,040
Speaker 1: hadn't seen her. And she was like, well, this is

1845
01:46:20,080 --> 01:46:25,559
Speaker 1: not the correct room. So we get we get down.

1846
01:46:27,479 --> 01:46:29,840
Speaker 1: We get down there to the concierge and I said

1847
01:46:29,920 --> 01:46:31,720
Speaker 1: something to them. I was like, oh, I thought he

1848
01:46:31,840 --> 01:46:34,439
Speaker 1: was with y'all. So just because he's black, you're thinking

1849
01:46:34,520 --> 01:46:36,280
Speaker 1: that he's part of our party. You can't do that.

1850
01:46:37,360 --> 01:46:41,080
Speaker 1: At that point, he he's sitting in the hotel lobby like,

1851
01:46:41,560 --> 01:46:43,720
Speaker 1: what's up, y'all want to y'all want some drinks? Come on.

1852
01:46:43,960 --> 01:46:46,840
Speaker 1: I'm like, describe this nigga. Did he look weird or

1853
01:46:47,760 --> 01:46:50,360
Speaker 1: he looked normal? He was like crazy, ain't got no

1854
01:46:50,439 --> 01:46:54,120
Speaker 1: little yeah, but that's what I und. He told me

1855
01:46:54,200 --> 01:46:57,120
Speaker 1: that he was. He was like telling me he had

1856
01:46:57,200 --> 01:46:59,160
Speaker 1: I think he said he had a daughter. He was

1857
01:46:59,200 --> 01:47:01,160
Speaker 1: a perfect He was not a professional box. He said

1858
01:47:01,160 --> 01:47:02,880
Speaker 1: that's one of his hobbies that he wanted to get

1859
01:47:02,880 --> 01:47:07,240
Speaker 1: into professional boxing. Um, he was like and he was

1860
01:47:07,280 --> 01:47:10,799
Speaker 1: the average size. He was like a dark skin probably

1861
01:47:10,880 --> 01:47:14,080
Speaker 1: like six two, average builds like he was just he

1862
01:47:14,240 --> 01:47:17,559
Speaker 1: didn't look like a psychopath. He looked like an average person.

1863
01:47:18,479 --> 01:47:21,519
Speaker 1: Did he talk? I mean knowledgeable like he You know

1864
01:47:21,600 --> 01:47:24,599
Speaker 1: how some people might look normal, but when they open

1865
01:47:24,720 --> 01:47:31,599
Speaker 1: that fucking mouth, you say he had but once once,

1866
01:47:31,680 --> 01:47:33,760
Speaker 1: I said, he kept on saying everything that glider ain't

1867
01:47:33,760 --> 01:47:35,719
Speaker 1: go once he said that for the second or third time,

1868
01:47:35,880 --> 01:47:38,560
Speaker 1: Like I'm saying, because people don't realize that when you

1869
01:47:38,720 --> 01:47:46,960
Speaker 1: talk shit registers. Yeah, I promise you because after listen,

1870
01:47:47,240 --> 01:47:51,599
Speaker 1: just doing this what we do every week, This is training, man. Yeah,

1871
01:47:51,760 --> 01:47:54,479
Speaker 1: this is powerful because see what this is is with

1872
01:47:54,680 --> 01:47:57,760
Speaker 1: trading ideas and with thinking like this. Ye see, And

1873
01:47:57,840 --> 01:48:01,360
Speaker 1: that's what Charlemagne always says, is that anybody can sit

1874
01:48:01,400 --> 01:48:04,479
Speaker 1: down and write a nice Instagram post, a nice tweet.

1875
01:48:05,400 --> 01:48:07,760
Speaker 1: This is what's powerful. Being able to think on your

1876
01:48:07,840 --> 01:48:09,960
Speaker 1: feet feet, you know, be able to draw that a

1877
01:48:10,040 --> 01:48:12,680
Speaker 1: pin up on your fucking feet, and be able to

1878
01:48:12,760 --> 01:48:18,800
Speaker 1: talk about and be able to really delivery. Fuck with this,

1879
01:48:19,200 --> 01:48:22,160
Speaker 1: it's up there. But we want to be humble because

1880
01:48:22,240 --> 01:48:23,840
Speaker 1: we don't want to come off is that? But the

1881
01:48:23,960 --> 01:48:29,200
Speaker 1: truth is just the truth, Like you gotta be from

1882
01:48:29,280 --> 01:48:33,479
Speaker 1: this sharps. It's a point in this careful. Yeah, you

1883
01:48:33,600 --> 01:48:36,560
Speaker 1: out of town. Don't go out by yourself being wolfpack,

1884
01:48:36,840 --> 01:48:38,880
Speaker 1: You don't. You don't leave by yourself. And I'm a

1885
01:48:38,960 --> 01:48:43,679
Speaker 1: cock blocker, so definitely. So now I want to ask

1886
01:48:43,760 --> 01:48:47,240
Speaker 1: this since since you got on one end, you got

1887
01:48:47,800 --> 01:48:51,640
Speaker 1: so you're losing men to crazy, You're losing me in

1888
01:48:51,680 --> 01:48:55,320
Speaker 1: to being gay, You're losing men to the penitentiary. Like

1889
01:48:55,479 --> 01:48:59,840
Speaker 1: what I'm trying to understand is where's the obsession this upset?

1890
01:49:00,280 --> 01:49:04,240
Speaker 1: Because you know, I don't, I don't. I don't understand it.

1891
01:49:04,479 --> 01:49:08,880
Speaker 1: I think women get upsets sometimes when they probably dated

1892
01:49:08,960 --> 01:49:11,240
Speaker 1: man that's probably and showed them something different that they

1893
01:49:11,320 --> 01:49:14,000
Speaker 1: probably ain't never seen before. So that's a different thing

1894
01:49:14,080 --> 01:49:15,920
Speaker 1: for them, so they don't want that to go away.

1895
01:49:16,040 --> 01:49:17,960
Speaker 1: And then I don't want you to give nobody else

1896
01:49:18,600 --> 01:49:20,400
Speaker 1: nobody to have. And then I don't want you to

1897
01:49:20,439 --> 01:49:23,160
Speaker 1: give the feeling that you're giving me. I don't want

1898
01:49:23,200 --> 01:49:25,760
Speaker 1: to share the feeling with nobody. I want them to.

1899
01:49:26,160 --> 01:49:30,479
Speaker 1: And it goes both ways. Me and very obsessed stuff

1900
01:49:30,560 --> 01:49:32,160
Speaker 1: like that. It's like you know, I don't want you

1901
01:49:32,240 --> 01:49:34,560
Speaker 1: to give a man dead feeling I don't want. I

1902
01:49:34,720 --> 01:49:37,960
Speaker 1: had someone tell me that they don't ever want to

1903
01:49:38,320 --> 01:49:42,320
Speaker 1: want another man to touch me, hold me, feel my

1904
01:49:42,439 --> 01:49:45,280
Speaker 1: skin or nothing. And it's like, on the whole nother left,

1905
01:49:45,320 --> 01:49:49,280
Speaker 1: that's obsession. Because that's unt I think obsession is good

1906
01:49:49,400 --> 01:49:57,120
Speaker 1: on something level. It listen, because because on one end,

1907
01:49:57,520 --> 01:50:02,840
Speaker 1: I can't I'm uncomfortable what you wanted me that bad,

1908
01:50:03,400 --> 01:50:07,679
Speaker 1: But I'm also uncomfortable what you not wanting me at all. Exactly.

1909
01:50:09,520 --> 01:50:11,720
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying. There is

1910
01:50:12,280 --> 01:50:15,240
Speaker 1: and I think some people dealing with whatever issues up

1911
01:50:15,280 --> 01:50:17,880
Speaker 1: here they deal with is that they don't know how

1912
01:50:17,920 --> 01:50:21,120
Speaker 1: to draw the land between all right, you doing too much? Yes,

1913
01:50:21,479 --> 01:50:23,360
Speaker 1: And that's exactly what it is. Because I'm saying I

1914
01:50:23,360 --> 01:50:25,760
Speaker 1: hadn't been in a relationship before where I was in

1915
01:50:26,360 --> 01:50:31,320
Speaker 1: an obsessed love relationship. That was my first real relationship.

1916
01:50:31,400 --> 01:50:33,960
Speaker 1: I was obsessed over that man. Yeah, I'm just saying

1917
01:50:34,000 --> 01:50:36,200
Speaker 1: like that, that's the conclusion that I came to as

1918
01:50:36,240 --> 01:50:38,720
Speaker 1: I've grown as an adult, Like, because I ain't never

1919
01:50:38,800 --> 01:50:43,920
Speaker 1: loved nobody like that ever again, because some dangerous love,

1920
01:50:44,000 --> 01:50:46,439
Speaker 1: because I feel like it was at the points where

1921
01:50:46,439 --> 01:50:49,040
Speaker 1: I felt like I was probably gonna kill him. Mother,

1922
01:50:49,880 --> 01:50:52,760
Speaker 1: I loved him because it was like, I don't know,

1923
01:50:53,240 --> 01:50:55,120
Speaker 1: it's like it gets deeper than a love after what

1924
01:50:55,240 --> 01:51:00,600
Speaker 1: I've When I told one of my old boyfriends, like,

1925
01:51:00,640 --> 01:51:02,880
Speaker 1: you know, I never loved nobody like that. They felt

1926
01:51:02,920 --> 01:51:04,240
Speaker 1: some type of way, and I'm like, baby, that's a

1927
01:51:04,320 --> 01:51:06,800
Speaker 1: good him. I ain't never trying to love. And you

1928
01:51:06,920 --> 01:51:10,160
Speaker 1: know I had told you, like, I'm in a space

1929
01:51:10,240 --> 01:51:12,479
Speaker 1: now why I don't even operate with a fool hard

1930
01:51:12,600 --> 01:51:16,360
Speaker 1: because of I'm so afraid of getting back in that place,

1931
01:51:17,120 --> 01:51:19,800
Speaker 1: because that place where you in love and then ship

1932
01:51:20,000 --> 01:51:23,880
Speaker 1: crashing you like, man, I can't know what happened when

1933
01:51:23,920 --> 01:51:28,040
Speaker 1: you lit that flame from your old feeling and then

1934
01:51:28,080 --> 01:51:32,720
Speaker 1: you'd be like, but it's now you know what you know?

1935
01:51:32,880 --> 01:51:36,680
Speaker 1: What limits not to something. It's difference from a man

1936
01:51:36,840 --> 01:51:41,120
Speaker 1: and a woman. Like a woman, I've took in so

1937
01:51:41,400 --> 01:51:46,080
Speaker 1: much responsibility out of anybody's hands that it's gonna be

1938
01:51:46,160 --> 01:51:49,280
Speaker 1: hard to penetrate me on such a level because I'm

1939
01:51:49,320 --> 01:51:51,599
Speaker 1: only leaving so much for you to work with anyway.

1940
01:51:52,320 --> 01:51:55,080
Speaker 1: And so what happens with women most of the time

1941
01:51:55,200 --> 01:51:58,120
Speaker 1: they operate just with a fool just come get this.

1942
01:51:59,640 --> 01:52:01,400
Speaker 1: A man didn't give you that feeling, I'm telling you,

1943
01:52:01,479 --> 01:52:04,080
Speaker 1: now whatever, and he understands that. So what happens is

1944
01:52:04,200 --> 01:52:06,439
Speaker 1: he just niche at that. And that's why when me

1945
01:52:06,520 --> 01:52:11,160
Speaker 1: and know that they got you, they got they got you,

1946
01:52:11,200 --> 01:52:13,760
Speaker 1: because women wilde open. Yeah, like as soon as you

1947
01:52:13,840 --> 01:52:15,519
Speaker 1: as soon as the man gives you that feeling, it's

1948
01:52:15,560 --> 01:52:20,040
Speaker 1: like it's like, oh shit, I felt something. I'm ever

1949
01:52:20,200 --> 01:52:23,160
Speaker 1: felt that. Well, I don't know, I'm they don't say that.

1950
01:52:23,600 --> 01:52:26,519
Speaker 1: I'm saying, not a feeling that you probably ain't feel before.

1951
01:52:26,600 --> 01:52:29,400
Speaker 1: This is a familiar right, but even but it's a

1952
01:52:29,560 --> 01:52:33,000
Speaker 1: rare feeling because the rare feeling is all the rest

1953
01:52:33,040 --> 01:52:34,680
Speaker 1: of the feelings that you could deal with the day.

1954
01:52:34,960 --> 01:52:38,080
Speaker 1: So you're telling me that weird. Yeah, so you're telling

1955
01:52:38,120 --> 01:52:39,920
Speaker 1: me that this is the fact that you didn't brought

1956
01:52:40,240 --> 01:52:42,479
Speaker 1: a feeling to me that I ain't felt that I

1957
01:52:42,760 --> 01:52:46,280
Speaker 1: once felt and it ain't felt. That's what I'm Sayince Then, yeah,

1958
01:52:46,520 --> 01:52:48,599
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, what is it about that? That's that's

1959
01:52:48,640 --> 01:52:51,840
Speaker 1: the dangerous situation, you know. And it's not dangerous because

1960
01:52:52,520 --> 01:52:55,240
Speaker 1: it's not the same person, partially not the same person.

1961
01:52:55,280 --> 01:52:57,479
Speaker 1: As well, because it's like, Okay, I like that feeling,

1962
01:52:57,520 --> 01:52:59,479
Speaker 1: but I didn't like the feeling. I didn't like the

1963
01:52:59,560 --> 01:53:02,280
Speaker 1: feeling of having that feeling about that feeling about that

1964
01:53:02,439 --> 01:53:06,400
Speaker 1: person you feel. But yeah, and still when somebody opens

1965
01:53:06,520 --> 01:53:09,759
Speaker 1: up something that that that you that you tucked away,

1966
01:53:10,680 --> 01:53:19,120
Speaker 1: right yea, so so so somebody wouldn't found something that

1967
01:53:19,240 --> 01:53:22,720
Speaker 1: you tucked away, you know what I'm saying. So what

1968
01:53:22,880 --> 01:53:26,080
Speaker 1: happens is so so what happens is it's like a

1969
01:53:26,280 --> 01:53:32,640
Speaker 1: man knows, like, especially if you're a special nigga, you

1970
01:53:32,720 --> 01:53:34,479
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. He know, like I can get this,

1971
01:53:35,120 --> 01:53:39,519
Speaker 1: but the intentions gotta be what you gotta gage. Now. See,

1972
01:53:39,640 --> 01:53:41,600
Speaker 1: this is what women forget to do. And I'm and

1973
01:53:41,720 --> 01:53:49,160
Speaker 1: I'm giving game. I don't got no bites. That's that's

1974
01:53:49,200 --> 01:53:52,000
Speaker 1: a fact. But this is but this is the thing.

1975
01:53:52,160 --> 01:53:55,479
Speaker 1: So women forget that it's more than just one step

1976
01:53:55,640 --> 01:54:00,440
Speaker 1: with when you're trying to call yourself making somebody that candidate.

1977
01:54:00,880 --> 01:54:03,400
Speaker 1: That's a reason that they run for the presidency for

1978
01:54:03,520 --> 01:54:07,960
Speaker 1: eighteen months, you understand me. There's a reason that they

1979
01:54:08,040 --> 01:54:10,799
Speaker 1: just don't say Hillary and Trump is the thing tomorrow

1980
01:54:10,880 --> 01:54:14,280
Speaker 1: will be voting because that time I have to see

1981
01:54:15,520 --> 01:54:20,679
Speaker 1: you have to show me. Yeah, amongst this amount of time. Now,

1982
01:54:20,960 --> 01:54:24,080
Speaker 1: with a man understanding that you are capable of doing that,

1983
01:54:24,280 --> 01:54:27,120
Speaker 1: he can also now the same way Donald Trump did

1984
01:54:27,560 --> 01:54:31,759
Speaker 1: operate within those guide lads, I understand, I'll be running

1985
01:54:31,800 --> 01:54:34,560
Speaker 1: for eighteen months, so I need to win thin these

1986
01:54:34,600 --> 01:54:36,680
Speaker 1: eighteen months. I got a certain amount of things I

1987
01:54:36,840 --> 01:54:42,040
Speaker 1: need to be doing to check off certain box. And

1988
01:54:42,160 --> 01:54:44,280
Speaker 1: I and I ain't never thought about this. I'm telling

1989
01:54:44,440 --> 01:54:47,000
Speaker 1: this ship is something different, right, but in a way

1990
01:54:47,600 --> 01:54:54,080
Speaker 1: so so I saw't but listen so so now so

1991
01:54:54,360 --> 01:54:58,160
Speaker 1: within those eighteen months, now he understands if I want

1992
01:54:58,160 --> 01:55:01,200
Speaker 1: to be the president, I gotta go here. I gotta

1993
01:55:01,360 --> 01:55:03,680
Speaker 1: damn they say them vote what the vote? Shit, I

1994
01:55:03,760 --> 01:55:05,680
Speaker 1: hate going to Ohio. I gotta go through that because

1995
01:55:05,720 --> 01:55:08,120
Speaker 1: they vote mean. So you know, so he's doing all

1996
01:55:08,200 --> 01:55:12,240
Speaker 1: these things that in this most natural in Donald Trump's

1997
01:55:12,320 --> 01:55:15,720
Speaker 1: or in or this guys or anybody's most natural self,

1998
01:55:16,160 --> 01:55:19,160
Speaker 1: they may not be operating the same way. You see

1999
01:55:19,200 --> 01:55:23,440
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But because I have a goal up

2000
01:55:23,960 --> 01:55:27,480
Speaker 1: so then what the women what the woman forgets is

2001
01:55:29,600 --> 01:55:33,120
Speaker 1: so if you are the goal, if I'm his goal right,

2002
01:55:33,360 --> 01:55:37,000
Speaker 1: because right now I'm feeling like, because the only way

2003
01:55:37,040 --> 01:55:39,680
Speaker 1: you get the wide open feeling if you're smart and

2004
01:55:39,800 --> 01:55:41,840
Speaker 1: I know you swift because you be around me, right

2005
01:55:43,120 --> 01:55:46,320
Speaker 1: so and I know because because I know, because I

2006
01:55:46,400 --> 01:55:49,280
Speaker 1: know you can comprehend this kind of and that's powerful.

2007
01:55:49,640 --> 01:55:53,440
Speaker 1: So now if a god knows that you can operate

2008
01:55:53,560 --> 01:55:56,320
Speaker 1: from that space and he's doing those things, what you

2009
01:55:56,480 --> 01:56:00,200
Speaker 1: gotta do is say, all right, boom, you've done that.

2010
01:56:00,840 --> 01:56:04,080
Speaker 1: So now you're candidate. What I have to do if

2011
01:56:04,160 --> 01:56:06,520
Speaker 1: I'm your goal, I don't need to tell you this,

2012
01:56:06,680 --> 01:56:08,880
Speaker 1: but what my goal has to be is once you

2013
01:56:09,040 --> 01:56:13,160
Speaker 1: get this goal, I need to there has to be another.

2014
01:56:14,480 --> 01:56:21,120
Speaker 1: And what women forget to do is recruit levels to it.

2015
01:56:21,440 --> 01:56:25,040
Speaker 1: You know, once he conquered that this obstacle, it's not

2016
01:56:25,280 --> 01:56:27,720
Speaker 1: what he's done. You're not. No, he's not. And then

2017
01:56:27,800 --> 01:56:32,360
Speaker 1: what they do husband, you're never see. And what women

2018
01:56:32,440 --> 01:56:34,200
Speaker 1: do is they fought the man like you don't just

2019
01:56:34,360 --> 01:56:37,440
Speaker 1: you don't treat me the same no more. And the

2020
01:56:37,560 --> 01:56:39,840
Speaker 1: reason why I may not treat you the same no

2021
01:56:40,040 --> 01:56:43,560
Speaker 1: more is because there's no goal anymore. I got you,

2022
01:56:43,880 --> 01:56:46,760
Speaker 1: that's the goal. Now. Women try to keep their vagina

2023
01:56:46,920 --> 01:56:49,640
Speaker 1: sometimes from men because they feel like that be the

2024
01:56:49,720 --> 01:56:53,120
Speaker 1: goal and then y'all that's what no. But what has

2025
01:56:53,160 --> 01:56:56,600
Speaker 1: to happen is they have to understand that it ain't

2026
01:56:56,600 --> 01:56:59,320
Speaker 1: all about that. So now when you get a man

2027
01:56:59,400 --> 01:57:01,880
Speaker 1: and you say, what kind of man is he? So

2028
01:57:02,040 --> 01:57:05,920
Speaker 1: he can probably need security, not in terms of bodyguards.

2029
01:57:05,960 --> 01:57:10,920
Speaker 1: I'm talking about, he needs a foundation. So these are

2030
01:57:10,960 --> 01:57:14,400
Speaker 1: the goals you do. So then he starts to recognize man,

2031
01:57:14,560 --> 01:57:18,600
Speaker 1: not like a foundation at the crib. That so getting

2032
01:57:18,640 --> 01:57:21,680
Speaker 1: home to that is my new goal. You see what

2033
01:57:21,720 --> 01:57:24,240
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Now I got you, that goal is conquered

2034
01:57:24,480 --> 01:57:26,680
Speaker 1: that coming home to you every night, it's a goal

2035
01:57:26,800 --> 01:57:29,720
Speaker 1: for me. That's how much I appreciate you. Now when

2036
01:57:29,800 --> 01:57:34,080
Speaker 1: that is, when when that has become we've done that

2037
01:57:34,240 --> 01:57:37,360
Speaker 1: so long now to create something else. Women forget and

2038
01:57:37,520 --> 01:57:41,960
Speaker 1: men we forget to keep ship going because you get

2039
01:57:42,000 --> 01:57:44,640
Speaker 1: too comfortable, That's what I'm saying. You know what I'm saying,

2040
01:57:44,760 --> 01:57:46,480
Speaker 1: that's and that's part of it. But like you said,

2041
01:57:46,600 --> 01:57:49,400
Speaker 1: motherfucker open you up. They do that and they and

2042
01:57:49,520 --> 01:57:52,120
Speaker 1: like I said, running for that president, that's a powerful thing.

2043
01:57:52,200 --> 01:57:54,680
Speaker 1: Do y'all y'all know camera you know, you know, y'all

2044
01:57:54,720 --> 01:57:59,120
Speaker 1: know Cameroon ju Ju. They broke up, right, So they've

2045
01:57:59,160 --> 01:58:03,080
Speaker 1: been together team Yea and not out in the public though,

2046
01:58:03,160 --> 01:58:07,080
Speaker 1: because that's what cameroon, right and and see and see

2047
01:58:07,160 --> 01:58:09,600
Speaker 1: cameeron was like the reason they broke up is because

2048
01:58:10,080 --> 01:58:16,800
Speaker 1: the media, social media, ment and social media. I can't

2049
01:58:16,840 --> 01:58:19,680
Speaker 1: tell you that though, Like it's too much Like I'm

2050
01:58:20,120 --> 01:58:23,600
Speaker 1: like just to be unist though personally me, I don't

2051
01:58:23,680 --> 01:58:27,280
Speaker 1: want to publicize my relationship. I don't. I don't. I

2052
01:58:27,320 --> 01:58:29,320
Speaker 1: don't want to be I don't even want to publicize

2053
01:58:29,440 --> 01:58:32,480
Speaker 1: my life, don't. I mean even if some people publicize

2054
01:58:32,480 --> 01:58:34,600
Speaker 1: that life because their life might be how they get paid.

2055
01:58:34,720 --> 01:58:37,360
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, you don't have to add everything. But

2056
01:58:37,440 --> 01:58:42,800
Speaker 1: that's saying lovely hip hop, like your professional life. It's you.

2057
01:58:45,040 --> 01:58:48,560
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying for me. Just Instagram and things

2058
01:58:48,600 --> 01:58:51,440
Speaker 1: like that. Yea on the internet now because she's popping.

2059
01:58:51,560 --> 01:58:53,800
Speaker 1: She and people know her now, so now she's in

2060
01:58:53,880 --> 01:58:56,840
Speaker 1: another head space. Right now she's thinking, like, don't post it,

2061
01:58:56,960 --> 01:58:59,240
Speaker 1: don't follow her. They gonna think, why why is your

2062
01:58:59,320 --> 01:59:02,160
Speaker 1: man following? See? This is what he's saying. This is

2063
01:59:02,200 --> 01:59:05,400
Speaker 1: what Cameron saying. He dealing with, you know, he might

2064
01:59:05,480 --> 01:59:09,600
Speaker 1: follow a bad bitch or like a picture comments the hell? Now,

2065
01:59:09,680 --> 01:59:11,920
Speaker 1: what is people gonna thank you? Cameron? And you supposed

2066
01:59:11,960 --> 01:59:13,640
Speaker 1: to be my man and you're sitting here under her

2067
01:59:13,720 --> 01:59:16,640
Speaker 1: picture and the baby girl. First of all, I'm an entertainer.

2068
01:59:18,040 --> 01:59:22,040
Speaker 1: Just lit somebody a day up. That means nothing like

2069
01:59:22,240 --> 01:59:25,440
Speaker 1: what we're doing. And like I said, man, you have

2070
01:59:25,520 --> 01:59:29,160
Speaker 1: to understand your position sometimes too when depending on whatever

2071
01:59:29,320 --> 01:59:32,320
Speaker 1: type of you know what I'm saying, maybe a career

2072
01:59:32,520 --> 01:59:34,520
Speaker 1: or whatever the person is doing, you're gonna have to

2073
01:59:34,600 --> 01:59:38,480
Speaker 1: adapt to something sometimes. I ain't saying lobo yourself now,

2074
01:59:39,240 --> 01:59:43,200
Speaker 1: but I'm saying most definitely unting. Man, I'm saying, you

2075
01:59:43,320 --> 01:59:47,120
Speaker 1: got to man, you know understanding And I always tell

2076
01:59:47,200 --> 01:59:50,080
Speaker 1: y'all that's my biggest that's my biggest trait is to

2077
01:59:50,200 --> 01:59:53,720
Speaker 1: be able to create understand Like for me, that's that's

2078
01:59:53,800 --> 01:59:57,440
Speaker 1: more important than money. Like understanding. It's so important to

2079
01:59:57,480 --> 01:59:59,600
Speaker 1: me in my life. You could take all my money.

2080
01:59:59,680 --> 02:00:02,800
Speaker 1: I don't give a fuck about this ship. Understanding it's

2081
02:00:02,840 --> 02:00:05,000
Speaker 1: so important because I can get money if I can

2082
02:00:05,120 --> 02:00:07,960
Speaker 1: understand life. Because it's one thing about a hustle. Somebody

2083
02:00:07,960 --> 02:00:10,240
Speaker 1: who's getting money. It ain't no way they canna stop it.

2084
02:00:10,400 --> 02:00:12,480
Speaker 1: You can't stop a nigga. You can take it all

2085
02:00:12,600 --> 02:00:14,920
Speaker 1: right now, I can go get it again. I know

2086
02:00:15,000 --> 02:00:18,200
Speaker 1: what I did to get God. God is blessed the

2087
02:00:18,320 --> 02:00:21,240
Speaker 1: nigga to where his man is strong. And that's all

2088
02:00:21,360 --> 02:00:23,760
Speaker 1: you gotta keep on trying to work out yerebody, work

2089
02:00:23,840 --> 02:00:27,240
Speaker 1: them brain. Yeah, don't think these niggas with the money,

2090
02:00:27,280 --> 02:00:29,720
Speaker 1: phones and shit. You got to hear your man right right,

2091
02:00:30,080 --> 02:00:31,360
Speaker 1: That's what it's about at the end of the day,

2092
02:00:31,400 --> 02:00:33,040
Speaker 1: because think about how many people get out of his

2093
02:00:33,160 --> 02:00:36,160
Speaker 1: money and then don't do nothing and go nowhere. It's

2094
02:00:36,200 --> 02:00:38,800
Speaker 1: all about how you keep the money, how you strategize,

2095
02:00:38,880 --> 02:00:42,320
Speaker 1: how you build your foundation, and how you gonna keep

2096
02:00:42,880 --> 02:00:48,320
Speaker 1: So many weak minded females who just they like put

2097
02:00:48,400 --> 02:00:50,840
Speaker 1: their value on how they look or their body because

2098
02:00:51,520 --> 02:00:53,680
Speaker 1: they give their power to the man with the money.

2099
02:00:53,720 --> 02:00:56,320
Speaker 1: And he ain't teaching you nothing. He's teaching you absolutely nothing.

2100
02:00:56,880 --> 02:00:59,120
Speaker 1: He's only teaching you that your ass is valuable or

2101
02:00:59,200 --> 02:01:01,520
Speaker 1: that you the way you look his value. He gives

2102
02:01:01,560 --> 02:01:04,320
Speaker 1: your brain nothing. And I'm telling nothing. And see y'all

2103
02:01:04,360 --> 02:01:08,480
Speaker 1: be around listen, and y'all be around me, and I'm

2104
02:01:08,520 --> 02:01:11,320
Speaker 1: telling y'all think that's what you know. I know, I

2105
02:01:11,480 --> 02:01:16,080
Speaker 1: know you know what I'm saying, and I want you

2106
02:01:16,200 --> 02:01:18,720
Speaker 1: know it is what it is. I try, you know, facts,

2107
02:01:18,840 --> 02:01:24,360
Speaker 1: I try, But I think what's more deeper than any appearance,

2108
02:01:24,440 --> 02:01:29,000
Speaker 1: any kind of money, any cost houses that when when

2109
02:01:29,640 --> 02:01:32,840
Speaker 1: when a woman, hey, mama, know you're listening. Jay told me,

2110
02:01:34,440 --> 02:01:43,640
Speaker 1: when a woman says that your man sick, it's fucked up. Like,

2111
02:01:43,960 --> 02:01:46,680
Speaker 1: I'm so fucked up by how you think about shit.

2112
02:01:47,240 --> 02:01:49,560
Speaker 1: Like I think that's why I get them women that

2113
02:01:49,760 --> 02:01:53,040
Speaker 1: liked when they get around me, they're like, yo, nigga,

2114
02:01:53,040 --> 02:01:59,120
Speaker 1: I was totally wrong about you and exactly and then

2115
02:01:59,160 --> 02:02:02,480
Speaker 1: it's gross, right, embarrassing, right, and they get around me

2116
02:02:02,520 --> 02:02:06,240
Speaker 1: and they like, yo, this nigga perspective is like, like

2117
02:02:06,360 --> 02:02:08,680
Speaker 1: you're the best of both worlds too, because you know,

2118
02:02:09,320 --> 02:02:12,360
Speaker 1: most women love the guy who's like the aggressor, who's strong.

2119
02:02:12,520 --> 02:02:15,760
Speaker 1: And this then the third and like certain people will

2120
02:02:15,800 --> 02:02:17,240
Speaker 1: look at you and like you said, they might get

2121
02:02:17,240 --> 02:02:19,280
Speaker 1: the wrong vibe just going on Instagram like okay, this

2122
02:02:19,320 --> 02:02:20,960
Speaker 1: is will he do he does this? He's a rapper?

2123
02:02:21,040 --> 02:02:23,040
Speaker 1: This then the third, but actually sitting there to have

2124
02:02:23,120 --> 02:02:25,640
Speaker 1: a conversation with you, a woman gonna be like, oh

2125
02:02:25,720 --> 02:02:29,000
Speaker 1: my goodness, yeah, but I just told somebody nothing long ago.

2126
02:02:29,080 --> 02:02:30,880
Speaker 1: You know, I hate when people be like, oh, you're

2127
02:02:30,920 --> 02:02:33,200
Speaker 1: so pretty, or you saw this. I'm like, I like

2128
02:02:33,360 --> 02:02:36,480
Speaker 1: the stage after you get overhyper pretty. I am because

2129
02:02:36,520 --> 02:02:39,080
Speaker 1: I need you to understand it. I'm a smart, intelligent

2130
02:02:39,120 --> 02:02:41,560
Speaker 1: young woman. You know what I'm saying, my intellect. I

2131
02:02:41,640 --> 02:02:44,480
Speaker 1: need for us to vibe on a whole nother. You

2132
02:02:44,560 --> 02:02:46,480
Speaker 1: know what type of level. You know what I'm saying.

2133
02:02:46,480 --> 02:02:49,120
Speaker 1: We got to mentally be able to feed each other.

2134
02:02:49,280 --> 02:02:52,000
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Like me, and you know what.

2135
02:02:52,120 --> 02:02:55,440
Speaker 1: I got people around me, women, and I know that

2136
02:02:55,720 --> 02:03:00,640
Speaker 1: that too. Who who much is given much is responsible,

2137
02:03:00,920 --> 02:03:03,600
Speaker 1: you know whatever the saying is, I'm responsible for. So

2138
02:03:04,680 --> 02:03:07,720
Speaker 1: I have women around me sometimes that that all they

2139
02:03:07,800 --> 02:03:11,000
Speaker 1: want to do is follow fallow fallow falla follow And

2140
02:03:11,080 --> 02:03:13,920
Speaker 1: that's fine because they trust they have equity in my

2141
02:03:14,120 --> 02:03:17,800
Speaker 1: decisions and they know that I'm a sharp individual. I'm

2142
02:03:17,880 --> 02:03:21,360
Speaker 1: thinking he's But sometimes, like I had to tell tell

2143
02:03:21,440 --> 02:03:23,560
Speaker 1: one of them. You know, the other day, I said, sweetheart,

2144
02:03:23,680 --> 02:03:25,160
Speaker 1: let me tell you something. And I wanted to be

2145
02:03:25,280 --> 02:03:30,400
Speaker 1: calm because I understand sometimes I implode, right, So I said, listen,

2146
02:03:31,600 --> 02:03:34,200
Speaker 1: please don't ask me every little thing. Come get me

2147
02:03:34,360 --> 02:03:40,680
Speaker 1: when you need some critical thing. I'm a critical don't

2148
02:03:40,760 --> 02:03:48,520
Speaker 1: care shucks me up. And I told you know what.

2149
02:03:48,680 --> 02:03:50,520
Speaker 1: The last person I was talking to, I had to

2150
02:03:50,760 --> 02:03:55,480
Speaker 1: stop talking to him, like we waste a bird brain.

2151
02:03:55,680 --> 02:03:58,240
Speaker 1: You know what I said to him. I said, listen, sweetheart,

2152
02:03:58,280 --> 02:03:59,640
Speaker 1: and I don't mean no harm. And it was so

2153
02:03:59,800 --> 02:04:02,400
Speaker 1: right for her to take it because she was in

2154
02:04:02,560 --> 02:04:05,840
Speaker 1: love with me. She was so in love with me.

2155
02:04:05,960 --> 02:04:07,840
Speaker 1: But I was like, listen, sweetheart, I want to tell

2156
02:04:07,880 --> 02:04:13,120
Speaker 1: you something. Everything that I've worked for my whole life,

2157
02:04:13,480 --> 02:04:17,240
Speaker 1: every book I've read, every situation I've been through, everything

2158
02:04:17,360 --> 02:04:20,800
Speaker 1: that I've tooking me to get where I met mentality.

2159
02:04:21,440 --> 02:04:23,680
Speaker 1: If I allow you to stay around me with the

2160
02:04:23,840 --> 02:04:28,400
Speaker 1: thinking you have, it tasked that down exactly. So it's

2161
02:04:28,520 --> 02:04:31,240
Speaker 1: it's important to make sure you watch it. Watch was

2162
02:04:31,320 --> 02:04:42,080
Speaker 1: in your space. I don't know what the fee, but yeah,

2163
02:04:44,320 --> 02:04:48,600
Speaker 1: but anyway, but it's important to figure but it's important

2164
02:04:48,600 --> 02:04:51,879
Speaker 1: to make sure who's in your space. Man, that's important

2165
02:04:51,920 --> 02:04:57,720
Speaker 1: because that transferred transfer. So I'm saying, if I'm hanging

2166
02:04:57,720 --> 02:05:05,360
Speaker 1: around stupid people all day, you know, and you know what,

2167
02:05:05,520 --> 02:05:07,760
Speaker 1: before I stopped fucking with her, and you know what

2168
02:05:07,840 --> 02:05:09,640
Speaker 1: she has and She's probably gonna listen and be like

2169
02:05:10,800 --> 02:05:12,960
Speaker 1: he always keep it real because I ain't gonna lie.

2170
02:05:13,000 --> 02:05:15,640
Speaker 1: Swell my kids. I don't want to lie. I love Lord,

2171
02:05:15,920 --> 02:05:20,200
Speaker 1: stop me right now. Fuck you mean excuse my language. Lord,

2172
02:05:20,280 --> 02:05:26,360
Speaker 1: I appreciate you, but listen. So dealing with her, she

2173
02:05:26,480 --> 02:05:29,720
Speaker 1: would tell me, just can you just please give me

2174
02:05:29,800 --> 02:05:32,520
Speaker 1: the books you read, give me the you know. She

2175
02:05:32,680 --> 02:05:37,200
Speaker 1: wanted me to almost and and I had to tell her.

2176
02:05:37,600 --> 02:05:42,040
Speaker 1: And I just told my homeboy, this shit ain't something

2177
02:05:42,120 --> 02:05:45,560
Speaker 1: that can be taught, homie unless I do it verbatim.

2178
02:05:45,600 --> 02:05:48,120
Speaker 1: And I ain't get that kind of time now. But

2179
02:05:48,160 --> 02:05:50,240
Speaker 1: I don't have time to coach you. Now, this is

2180
02:05:50,280 --> 02:05:55,200
Speaker 1: the key, right, It's all about the information is available

2181
02:05:55,280 --> 02:05:59,440
Speaker 1: for just ask. No, this is the key. Now, this

2182
02:05:59,560 --> 02:06:02,400
Speaker 1: is the key, I said, sweetheart, let me explain something

2183
02:06:02,440 --> 02:06:06,040
Speaker 1: to you. We don't get the same thing out of situations.

2184
02:06:07,480 --> 02:06:11,240
Speaker 1: So we both can read a paragraph and I can

2185
02:06:11,280 --> 02:06:14,120
Speaker 1: say that was full of information. You have two different

2186
02:06:14,200 --> 02:06:16,200
Speaker 1: and you can say, why the fuck did I just

2187
02:06:16,360 --> 02:06:21,160
Speaker 1: read that? That's just my perspective. It's what makes It's

2188
02:06:21,200 --> 02:06:24,400
Speaker 1: what makes my perspective, It's what makes me that person.

2189
02:06:24,640 --> 02:06:28,120
Speaker 1: So I'm saying that to say I can't just ladies

2190
02:06:28,240 --> 02:06:31,800
Speaker 1: books in your hand and then now that's what you

2191
02:06:31,880 --> 02:06:33,480
Speaker 1: want me to do. I can't do that. And that's

2192
02:06:33,520 --> 02:06:36,360
Speaker 1: people problem. You should never want to think like the

2193
02:06:36,520 --> 02:06:40,120
Speaker 1: next person. Baby, think like you, because like I tell somebody,

2194
02:06:40,160 --> 02:06:42,520
Speaker 1: they asked me the other day. So I'm saying, who

2195
02:06:42,600 --> 02:06:45,840
Speaker 1: you get your information from? My own mind? What do

2196
02:06:45,920 --> 02:06:48,280
Speaker 1: you mean? You know, my man ain't gonna strike me

2197
02:06:48,760 --> 02:06:51,800
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But you know what the research and

2198
02:06:51,880 --> 02:06:54,240
Speaker 1: then you take what you take, and you know what's important.

2199
02:06:54,320 --> 02:06:57,240
Speaker 1: And another thing that's important is being able to. And

2200
02:06:57,360 --> 02:07:01,080
Speaker 1: that's why I thank God man for strong shaw Man.

2201
02:07:01,520 --> 02:07:04,960
Speaker 1: It's being able to because y'all know I appreciate Charlemaine.

2202
02:07:05,480 --> 02:07:07,920
Speaker 1: Y'all know I fuck with Andrew Shots, I fu with

2203
02:07:08,960 --> 02:07:12,360
Speaker 1: a lot of what's the nigga I put Umar Johnson?

2204
02:07:12,400 --> 02:07:16,120
Speaker 1: It's certain people that it's certain people that I fuck with,

2205
02:07:16,440 --> 02:07:19,000
Speaker 1: But I but I can. I can fuck with it

2206
02:07:19,080 --> 02:07:22,240
Speaker 1: without digesting it and morph it into this. And let

2207
02:07:22,280 --> 02:07:24,920
Speaker 1: me tell you, I know people that that's not that

2208
02:07:25,320 --> 02:07:33,240
Speaker 1: people read stuff, find that new information. That's the problem.

2209
02:07:34,160 --> 02:07:39,760
Speaker 1: Nothing but what I want to take what I can

2210
02:07:40,040 --> 02:07:43,320
Speaker 1: grasp from this situation or whatever I'm reading and see

2211
02:07:43,400 --> 02:07:46,720
Speaker 1: how it applies to me, how it makes me feel

2212
02:07:46,840 --> 02:07:48,680
Speaker 1: as a person. I don't want to feel the way

2213
02:07:48,760 --> 02:07:51,680
Speaker 1: he felt, Yeah, because that's not who I got in

2214
02:07:51,840 --> 02:07:55,680
Speaker 1: this game and started this ship because of Charlemagne. I

2215
02:07:55,880 --> 02:07:59,840
Speaker 1: did shout out Charlemagne I started. So now you have

2216
02:08:00,120 --> 02:08:06,240
Speaker 1: to understand that I appreciate this guy everything he's taught me,

2217
02:08:06,520 --> 02:08:09,800
Speaker 1: everything that he's said, whether he said it to me

2218
02:08:09,960 --> 02:08:12,160
Speaker 1: or not, that I know his game, that I took

2219
02:08:12,240 --> 02:08:16,520
Speaker 1: it as such, right, right, I appreciate that. Now. What

2220
02:08:16,720 --> 02:08:20,280
Speaker 1: I'm saying is I could never more offend him. And

2221
02:08:20,480 --> 02:08:23,840
Speaker 1: that's what I think. It's the more powerful attribute to have.

2222
02:08:24,560 --> 02:08:30,440
Speaker 1: It's to be able to digest information without morphin into right.

2223
02:08:30,560 --> 02:08:33,320
Speaker 1: But you have to be a strong individual these days

2224
02:08:33,320 --> 02:08:36,800
Speaker 1: because it's so easy to become something you're not. Right, Like,

2225
02:08:37,000 --> 02:08:39,920
Speaker 1: everybody is looking to be the next hottest thing or

2226
02:08:39,960 --> 02:08:41,920
Speaker 1: the next hottest person. They don't look at it and

2227
02:08:42,040 --> 02:08:44,840
Speaker 1: be like, Okay, I like his shoes. They're like, yeah,

2228
02:08:45,080 --> 02:08:48,600
Speaker 1: I like his sneakers. I might go get that. They

2229
02:08:48,640 --> 02:08:54,120
Speaker 1: want to be like bro, where you get your yeah,

2230
02:08:54,480 --> 02:08:57,080
Speaker 1: And we most definitely got to just break the cycle

2231
02:08:57,120 --> 02:09:01,560
Speaker 1: of trying to be like everybody else, be original, because

2232
02:09:01,600 --> 02:09:04,560
Speaker 1: originality is so crazy because like I'm telling y'all, I

2233
02:09:04,680 --> 02:09:07,000
Speaker 1: don't know that because y'all probably just don't know me

2234
02:09:07,080 --> 02:09:10,360
Speaker 1: like that. But I'm a crazy girl. I'm a real

2235
02:09:10,480 --> 02:09:13,080
Speaker 1: weird girl too, and I embrace it every day and

2236
02:09:13,280 --> 02:09:15,840
Speaker 1: don't care what nobody saying. I got chakra rocks in

2237
02:09:15,920 --> 02:09:18,720
Speaker 1: my purse right now. Yeah, And that's how you gotta be.

2238
02:09:18,960 --> 02:09:22,200
Speaker 1: So when you find yourself and operating in a space

2239
02:09:22,280 --> 02:09:25,400
Speaker 1: where you found yourself or like me, I haven't found

2240
02:09:25,480 --> 02:09:28,480
Speaker 1: myself in it, and sometimes people around me think that

2241
02:09:28,640 --> 02:09:33,360
Speaker 1: it's so together that it's scary for me. Yes, because

2242
02:09:33,400 --> 02:09:35,080
Speaker 1: I say, what if I don't hold me to this?

2243
02:09:35,160 --> 02:09:37,040
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. And they don't even got nothing

2244
02:09:37,040 --> 02:09:40,160
Speaker 1: to do with money. Man, I'm so many people. I'm

2245
02:09:40,240 --> 02:09:43,360
Speaker 1: so many people go to God in terms of advising,

2246
02:09:43,880 --> 02:09:46,840
Speaker 1: what you think about this? How would you handle this? Inn?

2247
02:09:47,920 --> 02:09:50,280
Speaker 1: Can I come to you? Can I come to you?

2248
02:09:50,440 --> 02:09:53,720
Speaker 1: For the beautiful thing too? Though that people respect your

2249
02:09:53,760 --> 02:09:56,720
Speaker 1: mind so much that your opinion me the much to

2250
02:09:56,800 --> 02:09:59,640
Speaker 1: thether because I appreciate that. Don't humble because people do

2251
02:09:59,760 --> 02:10:02,120
Speaker 1: mee like that too. They want to know what I

2252
02:10:02,280 --> 02:10:04,520
Speaker 1: think about this. Listen, Like when we was in the shop,

2253
02:10:05,040 --> 02:10:07,040
Speaker 1: me and you. We were going there that day. When

2254
02:10:07,040 --> 02:10:09,280
Speaker 1: and you in the shop, right, the nigga get on

2255
02:10:09,360 --> 02:10:12,080
Speaker 1: the phone, we get the rapping with him. He liked, man,

2256
02:10:12,200 --> 02:10:14,480
Speaker 1: bro put a nigga off bolster and you know what

2257
02:10:14,720 --> 02:10:17,000
Speaker 1: I'm telling you gave him the same. And when this

2258
02:10:17,120 --> 02:10:18,960
Speaker 1: man is telling him he couldn't receive it from me

2259
02:10:19,000 --> 02:10:21,200
Speaker 1: because I'm a woman and it had something to do

2260
02:10:21,320 --> 02:10:23,960
Speaker 1: with him and a woman. So when it came from

2261
02:10:24,000 --> 02:10:27,800
Speaker 1: a man's perspective, he accepted it with open I was like,

2262
02:10:28,240 --> 02:10:30,280
Speaker 1: and he said, I want some more. I've been telling

2263
02:10:30,320 --> 02:10:34,200
Speaker 1: you this for days and see when I even gave him.

2264
02:10:34,280 --> 02:10:37,040
Speaker 1: Listen this how deep this ship going? This go for

2265
02:10:37,160 --> 02:10:39,400
Speaker 1: all my situation. I gave it. Boy verbate him what

2266
02:10:39,560 --> 02:10:41,600
Speaker 1: to say to get this woman I'm talking about broke

2267
02:10:41,600 --> 02:10:45,360
Speaker 1: her dad? What you say? Maybe I don't even want

2268
02:10:45,360 --> 02:10:46,840
Speaker 1: to put it on here, just in case they might

2269
02:10:46,920 --> 02:10:51,880
Speaker 1: listen when I tell you I'm talking about like literally

2270
02:10:52,280 --> 02:10:55,400
Speaker 1: gave him. He was like, nigga, I gotta use You know,

2271
02:10:55,800 --> 02:10:58,880
Speaker 1: most niggas is probable tissue paper and a pin in

2272
02:10:58,960 --> 02:11:05,000
Speaker 1: the bathroom, right, but it was people for people to

2273
02:11:05,160 --> 02:11:08,200
Speaker 1: be who you tell him to be. Versus yea, who

2274
02:11:08,280 --> 02:11:11,040
Speaker 1: you really are? Who you are? Know I'm saying like,

2275
02:11:11,120 --> 02:11:13,080
Speaker 1: if I give you this information, who you can be,

2276
02:11:13,240 --> 02:11:18,080
Speaker 1: who you can become, like, enhance yourself, don't transform into me.

2277
02:11:18,960 --> 02:11:21,600
Speaker 1: Well I don't think he could transform. And I understand

2278
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Speaker 1: what he's saying something verbatim as if I tell you

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Speaker 1: to go say hello, I'm Jade, I love this, then

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Speaker 1: the third and you gonna say, hey, I'm Jade, I

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Speaker 1: love this, then the third exactly like that. But that's

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Speaker 1: you become me exactly. But that's not your original but

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Speaker 1: this but you have to understand this too. Again, we

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Speaker 1: go back to what I just said. What he the

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Speaker 1: information he working with, what he got from it, it's

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Speaker 1: totally different from what I got from my Instantly, I

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Speaker 1: don't think about this ship. Yeah, it just can't. I

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Speaker 1: don't think you think I knew you. I didn't know

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Speaker 1: you were gonna do that. I didn't even want to

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Speaker 1: tell him because I didn't want to put him out

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Speaker 1: of this business. Then I'm like, I gotta tell him,

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Speaker 1: because he a man, he grow, he can live the experience.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, let me tell him, because everything I'm saying

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Speaker 1: in there, he agreed to what I'm saying, but when

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Speaker 1: he told it to him, it was and I'm gonna

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Speaker 1: tell you something else, a woman. But then I'm gonna

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Speaker 1: tell you something else too. I've been doing this critical thinking.

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Speaker 1: She's younger than me. I've been doing this critical thinking

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Speaker 1: for quite some time, right right, so I'm because see

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Speaker 1: you have the thing. I'm thirty years old. I've been

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Speaker 1: doing this quite some time. Now. What I'm telling this nigga,

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Speaker 1: I know how to deliver it in metaphors. So like

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Speaker 1: I told him, I said, man, love it and I

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Speaker 1: don't even know where it comes from, right right. But

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Speaker 1: but but when I say something in the metaphor that

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Speaker 1: I put with it, yeah, if you don't understand what

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Speaker 1: I said over here in the left, I brought it

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Speaker 1: with over here to where you and turn. That's my strength.

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Speaker 1: Broke it down. First we was up here to Yale,

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Speaker 1: and then we brought it all the way. And then

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Speaker 1: when he did that, he was like, but listen, man um,

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Speaker 1: we want to think we we Today has been a

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Speaker 1: Today has been a great episode. I want to say

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Speaker 1: and putting it's up that podcast and it's up there

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Speaker 1: with us for life, for life. Yeah, big facts, big

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Speaker 1: old facts. Try this song failed? What cract this? Most

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Speaker 1: of I thought you had some guerrilla case flipped on

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Speaker 1: the table so hard slam you got mad for me.

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Speaker 1: I've been holding this little pain for so long. Y'all

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