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Speaker 1: Misspelling with Tori Spelling and iHeartRadio podcast.

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Speaker 2: Hi friend, Hi, how are you?

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Speaker 1: I'm good?

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Speaker 2: How are you?

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Speaker 1: I'm so good? So nice to finally.

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Speaker 2: Meet you, I know, virtually meet you.

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Speaker 1: Yes, yes, yes, yes, I feel like I'm living a

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Speaker 1: teenage dream right now.

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Speaker 2: Why cool?

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Speaker 1: Because I grew up watching you on TV. So it's

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Speaker 1: like it's really cool for it to come full circle

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Speaker 1: and get to actually meet you.

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Speaker 2: Oh my gosh. That's so hard for me to this

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Speaker 2: day to still like I'm like nervous interviewing you, and

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Speaker 2: You're like, I up watching you. I'm like, I don't know.

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Speaker 2: It's such a weird business. We're all in i know,

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Speaker 2: so connected and disconnected all the same time.

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Speaker 1: It's literally like we all have the invisible string theory

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Speaker 1: going on. Wait what is that? So it's like I

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Speaker 1: don't know how to explain it. It's like you're destined

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Speaker 1: to meet this person because you have an invisible string

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Speaker 1: tied to them. So it's like, no matter how your

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Speaker 1: life has rounded out, it always comes down to that

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Speaker 1: moment when you finally get to meet them, that you

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Speaker 1: were just destined to meet them. So it's like an

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Speaker 1: invisible string theory.

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Speaker 2: Oh I believe in I believe in No, I believe

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Speaker 2: in signs, and lately like signs are like popping out

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Speaker 2: in my life, so I guess I.

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Speaker 1: Would be part of it. Yeah, yeah, that's it's.

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Speaker 2: But do you believe you can alter those invisible strings?

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Speaker 1: I think. I think what's destined is destined to be,

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Speaker 1: and if you are in the right places at the

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Speaker 1: right time, it's just going to happen, whether you can

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Speaker 1: control it or not. I think there's certain things that

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Speaker 1: you could probably control, Like if you can see your

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Speaker 1: life was heading a certain trajectory and you're like, maybe

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Speaker 1: I don't want to go that way, then yeah, you

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Speaker 1: can definitely pivot, and because I mean, we have free will,

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Speaker 1: you know. So. But I do think the invisible string

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Speaker 1: theory is like we're just we don't know. We didn't

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Speaker 1: know that we were going to be on this phone

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Speaker 1: call one day, you know, but it was already written

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Speaker 1: in the stars and that it was going to happen

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Speaker 1: one day. So I think that that's kind of like serendipitous.

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Speaker 1: I guess she could.

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Speaker 2: Say, definitely, who are two other people that are part

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Speaker 2: of your invisible string universe that you have not known?

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Speaker 1: Joyce Myers because I've already well, it was Dolly Parton,

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Speaker 1: but I actually got to sit down and interview her.

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Speaker 2: I never met her.

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Speaker 1: I would love too. How have you never met Dolly?

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Speaker 2: I don't know.

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Speaker 1: You gotta meet her. She's awesome.

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Speaker 2: I want to go to Dolly World, though, do it.

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Speaker 1: It's a freaking panic attack waiting to happen.

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Speaker 2: I was, and I don't want to go to Dolley World.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, there's so many people, just so many people. So

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Speaker 1: it's like it depends on what time of the year

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Speaker 1: you go. It's a super cute park, don't get me wrong,

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Speaker 1: but if you go when it's like around October or

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Speaker 1: any of the holidays, don't do that because there's so

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Speaker 1: many people there. It's overwhelming, understood. Like Disneyland, Yes, exactly,

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Speaker 1: exactly like Disneyland. So I was Dolly Parton. I love

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Speaker 1: Joyce Myers too, but I don't know if she'll ever

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Speaker 1: be in my orbit. We'll see. And what do you

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Speaker 1: mean she's already there? I know, I know, I know.

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Speaker 1: I wanted to come on the podcast bad, but I

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Speaker 1: feel like we have like I'm so outspoken in certain

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Speaker 1: know if we would ever be able to sit down.

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Speaker 1: But and then I guess my other one would be

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Speaker 1: like Howard Stern, but I get to meet him on

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Speaker 1: Tuesday because I'm want to be on his show. So

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Speaker 1: for your book tour, yes, baby.

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Speaker 2: Yes, oh my gosh, congratulations on your book comes out

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Speaker 2: February seventeenth.

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Speaker 1: Correct, yes, yes it does.

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Speaker 2: Did you plan that timing? Moore around Valentine's Day?

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Speaker 1: So it was originally supposed to come out like a

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Speaker 1: year ago, but we had it just it wasn't meant.

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Speaker 1: It wasn't ready a year ago for it to come out,

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Speaker 1: so we pushed to February tenth is when it was

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Speaker 1: going to drop. And I remember I said that, I

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Speaker 1: was like, right around Valentine's I was just happy that

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Speaker 1: the book was going to be an Aquarius. So I

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Speaker 1: was like, oh, it is it Aquarius? I was like,

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Speaker 2: But we have to think of these things now.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly. But then I love that it got pushed

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Speaker 1: to February seventeenth because that's the day that the Year

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Speaker 1: of the Horse starts. You're right, yes, So it's like

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Speaker 1: I'm literally like everything that I had baggage and just

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Speaker 1: bored into this book is getting left behind in the

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Speaker 1: Ear of the Snake and we're just moving forward. So

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Speaker 1: I feel like everything just worked out like how I

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Speaker 1: was supposed to.

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Speaker 2: And we're talking about your memoirs, stripped down, unfiltered and unapologetic.

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Speaker 1: Yes, ma'am, that is you.

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Speaker 2: I know you're of the Snake. Was it was it

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Speaker 2: hard for you?

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Speaker 1: It was? It was definitely a learning curve for me.

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Speaker 1: It wasn't How was it for you?

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Speaker 2: Was it not good? R?

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Speaker 1: Yeah? Okay, I'm sorry.

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Speaker 2: And then any but anytime you would say something to someone,

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Speaker 2: they'd be like, oh, it's you're the snake, that's whine

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Speaker 2: and you're like, okay, cool what.

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Speaker 1: You're like, oh I do? And that helps me?

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Speaker 2: All yeah, yeah, but Year of the Horse, it's the

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Speaker 1: M yeah, I thought it was the fire horse, Fire

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Speaker 1: the Worse. Sorry, no, no, I could be wrong. I

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Speaker 1: have me and me looking at your No, I need

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Speaker 1: I need to look it up because I need to

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Speaker 1: know for sure too. But I'm all for any sort

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Speaker 1: of forward trajectory and leaving the Year of the Snake behind.

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Speaker 1: So whatever horse it is, if I can yallop on

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Speaker 1: out of here? Baby? Is it the fire Horse? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's the fire Horse? Yeah? Perfect, Yeah, definitely.

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Speaker 2: So how long did it take you to write the book?

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Speaker 1: I started this book in twenty nineteen, but I didn't

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Speaker 1: have the happy ending, you know, and and I don't

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Speaker 1: really think I have the happy ending still, you guys

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Speaker 1: will see that in the book. But I had so

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Speaker 1: much more life to live, so it just again wasn't

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Speaker 1: it as like a journal. And then whenever my agent,

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Speaker 1: Sloan came to me, she was like, hey, do you

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Speaker 1: want to write a book? And I was like, well,

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Speaker 1: funny you say that, I've been writing one since twenty nineteen,

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Speaker 1: and She's like, no way. So I sent her the

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Speaker 1: then it just all snowballed from there and we just

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Speaker 1: my ghostwriter who I had with work with me. She's amazing.

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Speaker 1: She did such a great job. She hands me the script,

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Speaker 1: the book. She hands me the book and I read it,

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Speaker 1: and I'm just like, I can't put this out into

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Speaker 1: the world. It doesn't sound like me. So I literally

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Speaker 1: rewrote the entire book on my freaking phone in the

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Speaker 1: notes pad for two weeks straight. I was like that

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Speaker 1: it has to be authentically me. I was like, I

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Speaker 1: can't put something out into the universe that doesn't sound

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Speaker 2: Well, that's the thing. Now, everyone has such personal contact

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Speaker 2: with everybody that it has to be in your voice. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: they know I read your captions, like I know we're

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Speaker 2: on social she doesn't speak like that. It's interesting because

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Speaker 2: all my books I had a ghostwriter for them as well,

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Speaker 2: And it's interesting that people are like, oh, you have

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Speaker 2: basically like we're we're the creatives. I'm like, but I

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Speaker 1: No. Thank god for them, because I've been able to

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Speaker 1: stay on track as my add I would have been

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Speaker 1: all over the place. So really, essentially, a ghost writer

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Speaker 1: and they're keeping you on track and teaching you how

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Speaker 2: It was an interesting process for me, and tell me

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Speaker 2: about it how it was with you. For me, it

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Speaker 2: was like a therapy session. We would get together because

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Speaker 2: and then she'd be like, and then one and then

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Speaker 2: it would unlock these memories. They'd be like, oh my gosh,

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Speaker 2: and then this story happened. And then as your life evolves,

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Speaker 2: the book's still not out yet. So did you find

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Speaker 2: you had to keep shifting things because your life was

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Speaker 2: just happening?

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Speaker 1: Yes, I mean you're living life. Life doesn't stop for anybody, right,

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Speaker 1: And then it's like your book is literally a snapshot

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Speaker 1: and it was super cathartic for me. Did you ever

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Speaker 2: It for me. I mean, you say the same thing,

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Speaker 2: that your life's an open book.

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Speaker 1: Like I felt that way too.

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Speaker 2: When it was time to finally release it. I just

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Speaker 2: couldn't stop releasing it.

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Speaker 1: That's so good though. I love that for you.

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Speaker 2: Thank you. So now it's like, I feel like, do

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Speaker 2: you feel like you're polarizing?

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Speaker 1: Do people think that we define polarizing?

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Speaker 2: I know, well, I like to redefine what the dictionary

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Speaker 1: Yeah, what do you consider polarizing?

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Speaker 2: But I'm not I'm not for everyone.

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Speaker 1: But that's okay, right right right. I have imposter syndrome,

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Speaker 1: so half the time I look around and I'm like,

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Speaker 1: what am we doing here? Like you know, like my

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Speaker 1: husband says that I'm like a racehorse that has blinders on,

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Speaker 1: and he's like, you don't care what's around you or

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Speaker 1: what outside noise is affecting a situation. He's like, you

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Speaker 1: you don't even give yourself time to breathe. So I

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Speaker 1: don't know if I'm polarizing. I think people are just like,

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Speaker 1: what the hell is going to come out of her mouth. Now,

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Speaker 1: you know, they don't ever know what I'm gonna say.

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Speaker 2: So, I mean you talked about Howard Stern. That's what

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Speaker 2: made him right.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, are good.

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Speaker 2: They can't wait to see what he's going to say next.

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Speaker 2: So there you know exactly, Especially nineties Howard. Nineties Howard

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Speaker 1: was using the Estra drink cream, and it's just it

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00:20:01,560 --> 00:20:04,520
Speaker 1: reinvigorates your life. What is it supposed to be your

436
00:20:05,200 --> 00:20:07,320
Speaker 1: Your estrogen is supposed to be like eighty and higher,

437
00:20:08,240 --> 00:20:11,600
Speaker 1: and it was tanked. It was like twenty six. When

438
00:20:11,600 --> 00:20:15,000
Speaker 1: you're in menopause, it's lower. I believe whyet now my

439
00:20:15,119 --> 00:20:16,840
Speaker 1: dog is going to go off because you're your dog.

440
00:20:17,640 --> 00:20:20,560
Speaker 1: My husband's basset hound is sitting behind me right now.

441
00:20:21,520 --> 00:20:24,680
Speaker 2: We would you say my husband's basset hound, because it's

442
00:20:24,760 --> 00:20:25,200
Speaker 2: not yours.

443
00:20:25,640 --> 00:20:28,040
Speaker 1: He's mine too, but my husband will tell you that

444
00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:30,080
Speaker 1: it is his dog, so we let it be his

445
00:20:30,320 --> 00:20:32,639
Speaker 1: dog because he has not claimed any of the other

446
00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:34,760
Speaker 1: animals in the house, but he has claimed this one,

447
00:20:34,840 --> 00:20:37,320
Speaker 1: so we don't want to tread on any toes. And

448
00:20:37,400 --> 00:20:38,879
Speaker 1: then my dog is right here, Chagi.

449
00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:41,119
Speaker 2: What other animals do you have? I have?

450
00:20:41,359 --> 00:20:42,360
Speaker 1: We have cows.

451
00:20:42,440 --> 00:20:44,720
Speaker 2: We have two cows to live on a hobby form

452
00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:45,359
Speaker 2: I read that.

453
00:20:45,960 --> 00:20:49,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, we have crunching more and then we have two donkeys,

454
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Speaker 1: Nova and Nova and Donk. My husband named him Donkey.

455
00:20:54,400 --> 00:20:57,439
Speaker 1: And then we have our basset hound who is Bussy,

456
00:20:57,720 --> 00:21:05,359
Speaker 1: and then my exotic bully who is Chachi. So we

457
00:21:05,480 --> 00:21:07,560
Speaker 1: have two cows. Yep, the crunch and the.

458
00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:10,400
Speaker 2: S'more okay, and do you milk them?

459
00:21:11,080 --> 00:21:21,400
Speaker 1: No, they're boys, they're bulls yeah or anything? No, No, dude,

460
00:21:21,440 --> 00:21:25,200
Speaker 1: I had to sight a bowl. Yeah, it was rough, dude,

461
00:21:32,800 --> 00:21:36,040
Speaker 1: So I didn't know when you cast straight a bowl

462
00:21:37,040 --> 00:21:41,000
Speaker 1: that they tie the balls up right, and it takes

463
00:21:41,119 --> 00:21:43,720
Speaker 1: like thirty days for the balls to fall off.

464
00:21:44,080 --> 00:21:46,600
Speaker 2: Wait, physically tie them up, physically tie.

465
00:21:46,480 --> 00:21:49,680
Speaker 1: Them up, girl. Okay, it's very barbaric. And anyways, the

466
00:21:49,760 --> 00:21:52,440
Speaker 1: balls shrivel up, okay, they shrivel up into like this

467
00:21:52,640 --> 00:21:56,840
Speaker 1: leather satchel and they just they just hang there well,

468
00:21:56,880 --> 00:22:00,720
Speaker 1: crunches the that told me he's like, the gonna fall off,

469
00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:03,480
Speaker 1: and I'm like, it's been forty five days. They haven't

470
00:22:03,480 --> 00:22:05,240
Speaker 1: fell off. He's like, oh, well, go give it a yank.

471
00:22:05,640 --> 00:22:10,440
Speaker 1: What I was like, I'm not yanking cow balls. I'm

472
00:22:10,480 --> 00:22:12,440
Speaker 1: not doing it. So my best friend I was like,

473
00:22:12,520 --> 00:22:14,320
Speaker 1: can you yank the cowball. She's like, yeah, I'll do it.

474
00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:19,040
Speaker 1: She walks right up. I would have it's a but

475
00:22:19,119 --> 00:22:23,720
Speaker 1: they're still attached, that's the thing. And she yanked the

476
00:22:23,800 --> 00:22:25,639
Speaker 1: balls and they wouldn't fall off, so she ended up

477
00:22:25,640 --> 00:22:28,520
Speaker 1: having to twist his crusty balls off of them. But

478
00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:30,600
Speaker 1: we finally got it off. Now farm life is not

479
00:22:30,720 --> 00:22:34,480
Speaker 1: for the week. I'm telling you what is happening. We

480
00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:36,800
Speaker 1: had to gastrate him because he can't have hump in chairs.

481
00:22:37,720 --> 00:22:40,600
Speaker 1: He was like in love with this one chair having chairs.

482
00:22:41,359 --> 00:22:42,080
Speaker 2: He's in the house.

483
00:22:43,080 --> 00:22:47,640
Speaker 1: No, no, we have a pergola in the backyard where

484
00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:51,000
Speaker 1: I go and I sit out there with him and

485
00:22:52,040 --> 00:22:56,000
Speaker 1: this cow thanks. He's a freaking lap dog. So I

486
00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:57,560
Speaker 1: would sit in this chair and he would try to

487
00:22:58,240 --> 00:22:59,760
Speaker 1: it's all, but he's six hundred.

488
00:23:00,359 --> 00:23:01,280
Speaker 2: Have you seen this guy?

489
00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:03,640
Speaker 1: Hold on, let me show you a video of him.

490
00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:05,840
Speaker 1: So he would try to sit in my lap so

491
00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:07,840
Speaker 1: I would have to jump up, and when I would

492
00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:11,680
Speaker 1: jump up and move, he would literally just go and

493
00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:14,000
Speaker 1: just wrap himself around the chair. But I mean, this

494
00:23:14,160 --> 00:23:16,240
Speaker 1: dude's huge. Let me show you a video of him.

495
00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:18,119
Speaker 2: Like thousands of pounds.

496
00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:21,520
Speaker 1: This dude is huge. He doesn't look huge right here

497
00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:26,520
Speaker 1: because it's from far away, but there he is. Where's

498
00:23:26,520 --> 00:23:31,600
Speaker 1: the camera? Can you see him? He doesn't look huge?

499
00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:34,960
Speaker 1: Oh he looks huge. Okay, no, he's huge. He's a

500
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:38,440
Speaker 1: big guy. What did you do with the balls? Afterwards?

501
00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:42,399
Speaker 1: So we threw he threw him away. Well, I mean,

502
00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:44,359
Speaker 1: well I didn't want to keep him because I was

503
00:23:44,400 --> 00:23:47,400
Speaker 1: so grossed. I was gonna throw satchel like it could

504
00:23:47,400 --> 00:23:51,960
Speaker 1: have made a nice coin person's taxidermy purse, you know

505
00:23:52,040 --> 00:23:54,680
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So we threw him in the in

506
00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:57,879
Speaker 1: the field behind our farm. And then it scared me

507
00:23:57,920 --> 00:23:59,800
Speaker 1: because I was like, what if a freaking coyote comes

508
00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:03,240
Speaker 1: and it's like mmmmm, you know, and once more crunch.

509
00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:06,880
Speaker 1: So I was like, this is terrible. It was farm

510
00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:09,520
Speaker 1: life is crazy. Okay. I've been doing it for going

511
00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:11,840
Speaker 1: on a year and a half now or a year now,

512
00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:15,440
Speaker 1: and I'm loving every minute of it. But it's definitely

513
00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:18,640
Speaker 1: I'm a city girl, so learning all this stuff has

514
00:24:18,680 --> 00:24:20,480
Speaker 1: been definitely a journey.

515
00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:21,760
Speaker 2: And what made you want this?

516
00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:26,920
Speaker 1: You know, when I was going through IVF. So before

517
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:30,199
Speaker 1: I started going through IVF, I I was like, oh,

518
00:24:30,240 --> 00:24:33,240
Speaker 1: I'm going to be in my baby mama gardening area era,

519
00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:36,760
Speaker 1: and I learned very quickly that I can't grow anything

520
00:24:36,960 --> 00:24:37,679
Speaker 1: without killing it.

521
00:24:40,160 --> 00:24:40,400
Speaker 2: Either.

522
00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:43,000
Speaker 1: I'm so jealous of people who have green thumbs and

523
00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:45,639
Speaker 1: I can do it. I can even kill a cactus.

524
00:24:46,359 --> 00:24:50,080
Speaker 1: I kill sunflowers. How do you kill a fucking sunflower?

525
00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:53,000
Speaker 1: You know, like it's just there's I don't know. I

526
00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:55,520
Speaker 1: don't I can't indestructible.

527
00:24:55,560 --> 00:24:55,879
Speaker 2: I don't know.

528
00:24:56,520 --> 00:24:58,280
Speaker 1: I mean you just sit it out in the sun

529
00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:01,880
Speaker 1: and it grows. Like there. I can still kill one.

530
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:04,480
Speaker 1: But so I was like, you know what, I can't garden.

531
00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:06,800
Speaker 1: What else can I do? I was like, you know,

532
00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:11,480
Speaker 1: I love animals. So these three cows came about and

533
00:25:12,240 --> 00:25:14,600
Speaker 1: they needed to kind of be rescued, and so we

534
00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:16,840
Speaker 1: went and we rescued them and I gave one to

535
00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:19,639
Speaker 1: my best friend, manager, Mimi, and then I kept the

536
00:25:19,720 --> 00:25:22,320
Speaker 1: other two. And then my husband was like, well, we

537
00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:25,640
Speaker 1: can't have cows without donkeys. Donkeys have to protect the herd.

538
00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:26,960
Speaker 1: So we ended up getting two.

539
00:25:27,800 --> 00:25:31,040
Speaker 2: Donkeys also, we said, true, donkeys protect the herd.

540
00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:35,640
Speaker 1: No, I hate chickens, but my manager goes, I grew

541
00:25:35,720 --> 00:25:37,879
Speaker 1: up with chickens and they're just so gross to me.

542
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:43,240
Speaker 1: Why they shit everywhere? They shit everywhere. There's you're not

543
00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:45,360
Speaker 1: going to have a clean backyard if you have chickens,

544
00:25:45,520 --> 00:25:47,440
Speaker 1: and I just can't do it. And they smell weird.

545
00:25:47,560 --> 00:25:50,679
Speaker 1: It's a thing. And if you eat chicken. No goats.

546
00:25:50,840 --> 00:25:59,000
Speaker 1: Goats are so what's the word hyper? Yeah, they're very hyper.

547
00:25:59,119 --> 00:26:02,919
Speaker 1: They get into every like no. The cows just coast,

548
00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:06,680
Speaker 1: they lay down, they're loving, they're like you know, and

549
00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:09,520
Speaker 1: the donkeys are sweet like everybody. It's a chill vibe

550
00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:12,159
Speaker 1: and I feel like nervous energy bringing a goat in

551
00:26:12,400 --> 00:26:12,959
Speaker 1: not happening.

552
00:26:14,520 --> 00:26:17,240
Speaker 2: Oh wow, I've never thought of that, the animal chill vibe.

553
00:26:17,760 --> 00:26:19,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, well, you know, when you're out on

554
00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:21,600
Speaker 1: the farm. You want to just kind of relax. You

555
00:26:21,640 --> 00:26:24,959
Speaker 1: don't want to have a freaking goat just being crazy

556
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:27,920
Speaker 1: and running around tearing up stuff all the time. You're

557
00:26:28,280 --> 00:26:31,080
Speaker 1: keeping a farm is already enough. It's hard.

558
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:33,960
Speaker 2: I used to have goats, pigs and chickens.

559
00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:36,840
Speaker 1: Did you take care of them like all that? Like,

560
00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:41,720
Speaker 1: did you actually do the work? Okay, it's different. It's

561
00:26:41,760 --> 00:26:43,200
Speaker 1: different when you got to get out there and like

562
00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:45,000
Speaker 1: really do it. Because we have people who help with

563
00:26:45,119 --> 00:26:47,280
Speaker 1: our farm too, But I've gotten my hands dirty out

564
00:26:47,280 --> 00:26:48,520
Speaker 1: there because I want to know what it's like.

565
00:26:48,680 --> 00:26:50,000
Speaker 2: And it's not easy.

566
00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:53,600
Speaker 1: It's not like farm life is not for the week man.

567
00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:57,879
Speaker 2: But curated on social it looked great. I was like,

568
00:26:57,960 --> 00:27:01,080
Speaker 2: sign me up, and then the reality is like now no.

569
00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:04,359
Speaker 2: I tried the pig thing, like three different incarnations of pigs.

570
00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:08,040
Speaker 1: We tried the pigs too, and they were so loud

571
00:27:08,240 --> 00:27:12,480
Speaker 1: and like demanding, and then they rooted our entire backyard.

572
00:27:12,640 --> 00:27:17,280
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, no, So me and my manager

573
00:27:17,400 --> 00:27:20,560
Speaker 1: took them and they're at a very loving home and flourishing.

574
00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:23,879
Speaker 2: Wait, I have a question. Does everyone call you bunny?

575
00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:26,720
Speaker 1: They do? I mean, unless you grew up with me

576
00:27:26,800 --> 00:27:30,520
Speaker 1: and then everybody calls me liss. But anybody from life.

577
00:27:30,320 --> 00:27:31,560
Speaker 2: I said, you grew up with me, so I can

578
00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:32,160
Speaker 2: call you list.

579
00:27:32,560 --> 00:27:33,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, you can call me lis.

580
00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:34,680
Speaker 2: I like Bunny.

581
00:27:35,160 --> 00:27:38,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, So anybody that's like two thousand and four and

582
00:27:38,920 --> 00:27:41,920
Speaker 1: up calls me Bunny. Anybody that's two thousand and four

583
00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:43,879
Speaker 1: and down calls me a list. That's where you can

584
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:47,600
Speaker 1: see like who's known me the longest. It's always fun

585
00:27:47,600 --> 00:27:49,160
Speaker 1: when I get like my I don't want to say

586
00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:51,600
Speaker 1: new friends. But when I have like my one set

587
00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:53,359
Speaker 1: of friends and then my other set of friends, and

588
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:55,440
Speaker 1: somebody will be like Bunny and the other one will

589
00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:56,639
Speaker 1: be like list, and it's just.

590
00:27:56,720 --> 00:28:01,840
Speaker 2: Like it's funny and confusion bounds. Yea, does anyone call

591
00:28:01,880 --> 00:28:02,640
Speaker 2: you bunny XO?

592
00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:05,879
Speaker 1: No? I mean I feel like that's like a first

593
00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:08,760
Speaker 1: and last name. So I think I feel like I

594
00:28:08,800 --> 00:28:11,800
Speaker 1: would be in trouble if somebody called me that. I

595
00:28:11,920 --> 00:28:15,920
Speaker 1: think like media does. Yeah, like media does. Whenever they're

596
00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:19,200
Speaker 1: doing like interviews, they're like buddy XO. But that's why

597
00:28:19,240 --> 00:28:21,560
Speaker 1: I did it though too with the EXO with the

598
00:28:22,200 --> 00:28:24,840
Speaker 1: XO on my brand is because whenever I first started,

599
00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:26,320
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't want to just be called bunny.

600
00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:28,800
Speaker 1: I was like, it feels like too stripperish, So I

601
00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:30,639
Speaker 1: was like, let me add something else on it and

602
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:33,160
Speaker 1: make it sound even more stripperish. But at least it's

603
00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:37,080
Speaker 1: like a last name, you know, it's like a first

604
00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:37,960
Speaker 1: and a last name.

605
00:28:38,160 --> 00:28:49,120
Speaker 2: So I know you have two bonus babies I do.

606
00:28:49,600 --> 00:28:55,040
Speaker 1: I do Bailey and Noah. It has been seventeen and nine.

607
00:28:55,760 --> 00:28:58,200
Speaker 1: Seventeen is no one and nine? Now, yeah, he's nine.

608
00:28:58,440 --> 00:29:00,520
Speaker 1: I can never I have the hardest time remembering his

609
00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:04,040
Speaker 1: age for some reason. But yeah, Bailey's seventeen. She's about

610
00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:07,480
Speaker 1: to be eighteen this year, which is insane to me.

611
00:29:07,640 --> 00:29:10,360
Speaker 1: She's like a little grown woman. I'm just like, where

612
00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:13,680
Speaker 1: did time go? And then we have Noah, who's just

613
00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:16,840
Speaker 1: such They couldn't be more polar oppositely. It was like

614
00:29:16,920 --> 00:29:21,680
Speaker 1: a really like, you know, sassy, like very articulate, very

615
00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:25,600
Speaker 1: like knows what she wants, very like you know, just

616
00:29:25,960 --> 00:29:29,040
Speaker 1: she is who she is, and she's she's beats dancing

617
00:29:29,080 --> 00:29:30,200
Speaker 1: said the beat of her own drum. And then we

618
00:29:30,280 --> 00:29:33,840
Speaker 1: have Noah, who is so soft spoken and shy and

619
00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:37,479
Speaker 1: just like it's really cute to see two different versions

620
00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:39,960
Speaker 1: of my husband. So Bailey's like her dad when he's

621
00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:43,120
Speaker 1: in the public eye, and then he's like hurt his

622
00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:46,360
Speaker 1: dad when he's at home. So I think it's really

623
00:29:46,760 --> 00:29:48,600
Speaker 1: really cute. I love them both so much.

624
00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:52,000
Speaker 2: Kids are like their own Yeah, they march to their

625
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:55,040
Speaker 2: own beat, and it's interesting when they flip. Like my

626
00:29:55,240 --> 00:29:58,560
Speaker 2: oldest daughter is seventeen, and she was like the easiest

627
00:29:58,640 --> 00:29:59,960
Speaker 2: when she was young, and now.

628
00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:05,800
Speaker 1: She's like sack, Like, you're like, what happened? Literally, I

629
00:30:05,920 --> 00:30:09,280
Speaker 1: tell everybody from thirteen and up they turned into especially

630
00:30:09,360 --> 00:30:10,960
Speaker 1: the girls. I don't know about the boys yet because

631
00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:13,040
Speaker 1: we haven't gotten gone through that, so let me know

632
00:30:13,800 --> 00:30:16,280
Speaker 1: how it goes. But the girls, man thirteen, they turned

633
00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:19,280
Speaker 1: into like little demons and you're like, who are you? Like,

634
00:30:19,320 --> 00:30:21,720
Speaker 1: where did you come from? And then they start getting

635
00:30:21,840 --> 00:30:24,720
Speaker 1: really cool, like around seventeen, and then I don't know

636
00:30:24,880 --> 00:30:26,800
Speaker 1: from here on you'll you'll have to tell me, but

637
00:30:27,440 --> 00:30:27,760
Speaker 1: I don't know.

638
00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:29,520
Speaker 2: We're in it together seventeen.

639
00:30:29,760 --> 00:30:31,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, we'll prepare notes we'll have to get in like

640
00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:32,600
Speaker 1: four years.

641
00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:37,640
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah, But same experience with her, like my

642
00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:39,640
Speaker 2: best friend, and then one day she was like, ew,

643
00:30:39,840 --> 00:30:42,160
Speaker 2: I don't like anything you show me clothing wise, like

644
00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:44,360
Speaker 2: we'd be a target and we'd always get like matching

645
00:30:44,400 --> 00:30:46,320
Speaker 2: stuff or like and then as soon as I held

646
00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:51,200
Speaker 2: something up, she's like no, and I'm like, hello, be there, Wait,

647
00:30:51,480 --> 00:30:52,160
Speaker 2: where's my kid?

648
00:30:52,720 --> 00:30:55,600
Speaker 1: Like yesterday, I was more than your kid, not wanting

649
00:30:56,120 --> 00:30:58,880
Speaker 1: your fashion advice. I'm telling you it is like you

650
00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:01,840
Speaker 1: you're like, wait, no, I know better than you. I

651
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:03,640
Speaker 1: know that you're going to look back on these pictures

652
00:31:03,680 --> 00:31:06,400
Speaker 1: and regret anything that you're wearing right now. But I

653
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:08,400
Speaker 1: have to let you go through this phase of life.

654
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:12,280
Speaker 2: Absolutely, And like for me, when the nineties fashion came

655
00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:15,320
Speaker 2: back in, it was like I was getting a tutorial

656
00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:17,520
Speaker 2: on how to wear things that was current for them.

657
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:20,400
Speaker 1: Yea, when I'm like, I lived through it, but I

658
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:24,120
Speaker 1: had to created this brand. I created this look pretty much,

659
00:31:24,680 --> 00:31:26,200
Speaker 1: but I had to be like, wait, show me how

660
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:28,640
Speaker 1: you wear that? Wait, oh, good idea. Do you think

661
00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:32,960
Speaker 1: that's a good mom? Though, that's a good mom that is.

662
00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:35,120
Speaker 1: But then they do come back.

663
00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:37,520
Speaker 2: They come back, so it's nice my daughter and I

664
00:31:37,600 --> 00:31:39,600
Speaker 2: feel like we're getting closer again.

665
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:45,560
Speaker 1: Good. Yeah. I think it goes through phases. Yeah. Absolutely.

666
00:31:47,240 --> 00:31:49,520
Speaker 2: Do you think you guys will be bringing any more

667
00:31:49,560 --> 00:31:50,680
Speaker 2: babies into the household.

668
00:31:50,880 --> 00:31:53,960
Speaker 1: It could be for babies. I'm just asking. Oh, I mean, listen,

669
00:31:54,120 --> 00:31:56,640
Speaker 1: I am all for all the fur babies. Give me

670
00:31:56,920 --> 00:31:59,640
Speaker 1: all of the fur babies. I want to open a

671
00:31:59,680 --> 00:32:02,840
Speaker 1: rescue you eventually. So I definitely I want like just

672
00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:05,440
Speaker 1: a land and just walk out there and have like

673
00:32:05,600 --> 00:32:11,000
Speaker 1: hound dogs and horses and you know, more highland cows

674
00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:13,520
Speaker 1: and just I want all of it. But as far

675
00:32:13,600 --> 00:32:17,640
Speaker 1: as human babies, I have kept that journey really close

676
00:32:17,720 --> 00:32:22,440
Speaker 1: to my chest because, as you know, people love to

677
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:26,880
Speaker 1: destroy beautiful things and it's such a personal journey that

678
00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:29,360
Speaker 1: it's the one thing I have kept off the Internet

679
00:32:29,480 --> 00:32:32,920
Speaker 1: because I just don't trust people with the process, and

680
00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:35,880
Speaker 1: I don't need other people's opinions. And you know, like

681
00:32:36,240 --> 00:32:39,360
Speaker 1: when the baby's here, we might show the baby, we

682
00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:41,480
Speaker 1: might not. So it just depends.

683
00:32:42,920 --> 00:32:45,720
Speaker 2: I understand that. And things are getting more complicated with

684
00:32:45,840 --> 00:32:48,200
Speaker 2: the Internet and out there. So it's like your privacy,

685
00:32:48,680 --> 00:32:53,200
Speaker 2: it's scary, like you can retain for yourself is a luxury. Yeah,

686
00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:55,600
Speaker 2: being public figures like you guys are, It's just there's

687
00:32:55,760 --> 00:32:58,000
Speaker 2: very little that you feel is in your control, and

688
00:32:58,080 --> 00:33:01,280
Speaker 2: so it's so nice to have that thing. I'm trying

689
00:33:01,320 --> 00:33:03,120
Speaker 2: to think what I have. That's like my one thing.

690
00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:06,320
Speaker 1: You got to have one thing, I'm telling you, And

691
00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:09,880
Speaker 1: it actually becomes like fun not telling people about certain things,

692
00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:13,720
Speaker 1: Like I think. I think there's a lot that you

693
00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:16,640
Speaker 1: probably don't realize that you have to yourself that the

694
00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:19,720
Speaker 1: world doesn't know about you, because I've learned in this

695
00:33:19,920 --> 00:33:23,080
Speaker 1: journey what to put out and what not to put out.

696
00:33:23,120 --> 00:33:25,160
Speaker 1: So it's like people think they know everything about me,

697
00:33:25,240 --> 00:33:29,280
Speaker 1: but they really don't because we keep a lot of

698
00:33:29,280 --> 00:33:31,960
Speaker 1: stuff to ourselves. You only see what we post. You

699
00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:34,440
Speaker 1: don't see what we do in our everyday life. So

700
00:33:35,200 --> 00:33:36,640
Speaker 1: I don't know. It's kind of fun to me to

701
00:33:37,560 --> 00:33:41,440
Speaker 1: not have the public as involved in my life as

702
00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:43,960
Speaker 1: it used to be. When I first got online, I

703
00:33:44,080 --> 00:33:48,600
Speaker 1: was word vomit, like you've had no freaking and now

704
00:33:48,760 --> 00:33:51,400
Speaker 1: you know, people use stuff against you. It's like anything

705
00:33:51,440 --> 00:33:53,640
Speaker 1: that anybody knows about me or my husband we've told,

706
00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:56,840
Speaker 1: but for some reason, it's like it gets regurgitated back

707
00:33:56,880 --> 00:33:59,000
Speaker 1: to us. It's like a game of telephone. So like

708
00:33:59,160 --> 00:34:01,680
Speaker 1: one person seeing one person leave a comment and they

709
00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:03,600
Speaker 1: think that it's the truth, so they go and they

710
00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:05,840
Speaker 1: tell that comment to somebody else, and then it just

711
00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:08,520
Speaker 1: like it's so weird, and it's kind of crazy to

712
00:34:08,560 --> 00:34:11,399
Speaker 1: be able to watch it happen because you're like, that's

713
00:34:11,640 --> 00:34:12,320
Speaker 1: not the truth.

714
00:34:12,480 --> 00:34:16,400
Speaker 2: But you know, literally watch it happen, watch it happen

715
00:34:16,719 --> 00:34:19,640
Speaker 2: on your phone, and you're like laying in bed one morning,

716
00:34:19,680 --> 00:34:23,200
Speaker 2: you're like, what okay? Like what just happened to my

717
00:34:23,280 --> 00:34:23,919
Speaker 2: public life?

718
00:34:24,360 --> 00:34:25,960
Speaker 1: And you have to be okay with that, you know,

719
00:34:26,160 --> 00:34:27,719
Speaker 1: because like I said before, I used to want to

720
00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:30,000
Speaker 1: hunt down people's grandmas, and now I just don't even care.

721
00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:33,040
Speaker 1: I feel sorry for you know what it is. I

722
00:34:33,320 --> 00:34:36,560
Speaker 1: feel so sorry for certain people on the internet because

723
00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:41,840
Speaker 1: you can tell who isn't happy and who doesn't love themselves,

724
00:34:42,280 --> 00:34:46,320
Speaker 1: and it's very apparent because they're doing there's fearing so

725
00:34:46,440 --> 00:34:50,000
Speaker 1: much freaking hatred. You can't love yourself and want to

726
00:34:50,360 --> 00:34:54,320
Speaker 1: hurt people that you've never met, you know, that's you

727
00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:58,239
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like, there's just you know, people

728
00:34:58,280 --> 00:35:00,399
Speaker 1: who leave good comments and stuff like that, at least

729
00:35:00,440 --> 00:35:03,560
Speaker 1: there's somewhat of a happiness to them, like they they

730
00:35:03,719 --> 00:35:06,800
Speaker 1: want to see you do good. They want to you know,

731
00:35:06,880 --> 00:35:10,279
Speaker 1: they're supporting you and rooting you on, as opposed to

732
00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:12,200
Speaker 1: the people who come to your page. And like say

733
00:35:12,280 --> 00:35:15,319
Speaker 1: the craziest things, like, to me, that's not happiness, that's

734
00:35:15,360 --> 00:35:19,759
Speaker 1: somebody who's hurting and you know, instead of and it's

735
00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:21,879
Speaker 1: cutting as bleeding on people who didn't cut them.

736
00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:25,359
Speaker 2: No for sure. And I know like and I don't

737
00:35:25,400 --> 00:35:28,439
Speaker 2: comment back usually to people that want to take you down,

738
00:35:28,560 --> 00:35:30,759
Speaker 2: but once in a blue moon if I have, they're like,

739
00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:32,279
Speaker 2: oh my god, you responded to me.

740
00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:35,160
Speaker 1: How are you? Like, Hi, I'm such a big fan and.

741
00:35:36,160 --> 00:35:38,480
Speaker 2: You were just talking so much shit about my kids?

742
00:35:38,600 --> 00:35:39,200
Speaker 1: What the fuck?

743
00:35:39,360 --> 00:35:41,960
Speaker 2: Like yeah, And they're like, oh no, no, no, I

744
00:35:42,080 --> 00:35:43,280
Speaker 2: just want to see if you would answer.

745
00:35:44,040 --> 00:35:48,120
Speaker 1: That's so weird. Yeah. Now I've had those exact conversations

746
00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:49,840
Speaker 1: with people and they're just kind of like, wait, what

747
00:35:50,120 --> 00:35:53,919
Speaker 1: want we see them? I just get gas lit? Yeah

748
00:35:54,960 --> 00:35:56,800
Speaker 1: yeah by a troll.

749
00:35:57,520 --> 00:36:04,000
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah yeah. I feel like those people are easier

750
00:36:04,040 --> 00:36:07,080
Speaker 2: than the people that come into our lives and we

751
00:36:07,239 --> 00:36:10,360
Speaker 2: think they're good and they're there to like help and protect,

752
00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:12,960
Speaker 2: and then it's like, what is it a wolf in sheep? No,

753
00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:14,160
Speaker 2: sheep and wolf's clothing.

754
00:36:14,680 --> 00:36:18,000
Speaker 1: Oh those are the worst. Yeah, that's I hate that's

755
00:36:18,320 --> 00:36:21,560
Speaker 1: that's more hurtful and harmful, especially if it's somebody close

756
00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:23,239
Speaker 1: to you, you know, like yeah, and I feel like

757
00:36:23,320 --> 00:36:25,320
Speaker 1: that's that was my lesson for last year, was I

758
00:36:25,400 --> 00:36:28,560
Speaker 1: let so many people from my past close to me

759
00:36:28,960 --> 00:36:31,000
Speaker 1: and just for them to turn around and bite me again,

760
00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:32,719
Speaker 1: and it's like what am I doing? You know, Like

761
00:36:32,760 --> 00:36:35,759
Speaker 1: why do I keep going back to this? So I'm

762
00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:38,040
Speaker 1: happy that it did happen. It sucks when you have

763
00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:40,120
Speaker 1: to go through it, but then after you're through it,

764
00:36:40,239 --> 00:36:41,920
Speaker 1: you're just kind of like, oh, okay. So that was

765
00:36:42,040 --> 00:36:44,200
Speaker 1: the blessing and the lesson that I had to learn

766
00:36:44,280 --> 00:36:47,879
Speaker 1: in this situation. Right, it's the cycles. It's hard.

767
00:36:48,640 --> 00:36:50,600
Speaker 2: It's hard to even when you learn the cycle and

768
00:36:50,680 --> 00:36:52,400
Speaker 2: you see them coming, it's still.

769
00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:54,239
Speaker 1: Hard not to want to.

770
00:36:54,360 --> 00:36:58,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, I let people in just because that's my nature

771
00:36:59,200 --> 00:37:01,600
Speaker 2: and I know not to trust, but I still want

772
00:37:01,719 --> 00:37:04,839
Speaker 2: to trust because I want humans to be nice.

773
00:37:05,080 --> 00:37:06,759
Speaker 1: Well, you're in love with the idea of who you

774
00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:09,200
Speaker 1: want them to be, yeah, and then when they let

775
00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:12,200
Speaker 1: you down and show you that they're not who you

776
00:37:12,320 --> 00:37:15,320
Speaker 1: want them to be, it hurts because you realize that

777
00:37:16,120 --> 00:37:17,880
Speaker 1: they're never going to be who you want them to be,

778
00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:21,320
Speaker 1: so right, you got to protect yourself.

779
00:37:22,080 --> 00:37:25,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, And it's so difficult and you must find this

780
00:37:25,239 --> 00:37:26,720
Speaker 2: not to take on people's energy.

781
00:37:27,320 --> 00:37:31,200
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, I've I have given back to my

782
00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:34,640
Speaker 1: past so much that it got to a point where

783
00:37:34,800 --> 00:37:37,719
Speaker 1: it was so draining, to where I've cut so many

784
00:37:37,760 --> 00:37:40,319
Speaker 1: people off. And I don't care anymore. Who gets mad

785
00:37:40,360 --> 00:37:43,279
Speaker 1: at me, who goes online and talks shit from my family? Like,

786
00:37:43,360 --> 00:37:46,800
Speaker 1: I genuinely don't care because I'm so tired of just

787
00:37:47,160 --> 00:37:50,800
Speaker 1: that succubus energy coming in and just draining and like demanding,

788
00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:53,000
Speaker 1: and then when I don't do what they want me

789
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:55,160
Speaker 1: to do, it's, oh, I'm going to go to the

790
00:37:55,239 --> 00:37:57,160
Speaker 1: internet and talk about you. It's like, I don't fucking

791
00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:58,600
Speaker 1: go ahead, I don't care anymore.

792
00:37:59,640 --> 00:38:04,040
Speaker 2: Right, weaponizing your celebrity, No.

793
00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:08,200
Speaker 1: I think it's just using your resources and your energy.

794
00:38:16,520 --> 00:38:18,600
Speaker 2: Wait at home, do you guys call each other Bunny

795
00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:19,200
Speaker 2: and Jelly?

796
00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:26,280
Speaker 1: I call him Jay. I very rarely call him jelly.

797
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:28,279
Speaker 1: I don't think I've ever called him jelly, but I

798
00:38:28,320 --> 00:38:30,120
Speaker 1: call him Jay. I call him daddy, I call him baby,

799
00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:33,520
Speaker 1: like we just have pet names. He calls me Babushka,

800
00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:38,600
Speaker 1: which means grandma and Russian. I like, how did I

801
00:38:38,719 --> 00:38:44,160
Speaker 1: acquire that name? Does? No? No, that would be gross.

802
00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:46,359
Speaker 1: I mean, I mean maybe when I'm older, I might

803
00:38:46,400 --> 00:38:46,840
Speaker 1: be into it.

804
00:38:47,080 --> 00:38:50,759
Speaker 2: You never know, but with with your diapers on, you know,

805
00:38:51,520 --> 00:38:52,560
Speaker 2: full circle, We don't know.

806
00:38:53,200 --> 00:38:56,040
Speaker 1: My husband loves a good saggy diaper on me. Okay,

807
00:38:56,280 --> 00:39:01,000
Speaker 1: he does not. I'll tell you know. He doesn't mind

808
00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:04,680
Speaker 1: at all. Oh my god, that's gonna be a headline now,

809
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:09,960
Speaker 1: Thank you, thank you. Toy. Jelly rowl loves a saggy

810
00:39:10,040 --> 00:39:12,799
Speaker 1: diaper on his wife's buddy. I can see it now,

811
00:39:14,160 --> 00:39:15,200
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh.

812
00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:19,320
Speaker 2: I can't lie. I'm visualizing it right now, really extremely.

813
00:39:19,600 --> 00:39:22,399
Speaker 1: I'll just literally waddle around here for like five days

814
00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:24,440
Speaker 1: and five days a month, so.

815
00:39:25,160 --> 00:39:27,000
Speaker 2: I want to see that visual and I want to

816
00:39:27,040 --> 00:39:30,239
Speaker 2: see like the weathered bull ball twisted and the yea like.

817
00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:32,080
Speaker 2: Those are the two things I'd taken away from this

818
00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:33,440
Speaker 2: amazing conversation.

819
00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:37,000
Speaker 1: With Listen, time to Nashville, Come hang out. I'll show

820
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:37,440
Speaker 1: you at all.

821
00:39:37,920 --> 00:39:39,880
Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, I would love to you. Wait, so

822
00:39:39,960 --> 00:39:41,480
Speaker 2: you're sending me period panties?

823
00:39:42,080 --> 00:39:44,120
Speaker 1: Yes, wait, diapers?

824
00:39:44,160 --> 00:39:46,680
Speaker 2: Why can't you just get depens I mean.

825
00:39:46,600 --> 00:39:48,840
Speaker 1: I guess you could, but the period diapers that I

826
00:39:48,960 --> 00:39:51,120
Speaker 1: used to wear are black, so I felt like it

827
00:39:51,200 --> 00:39:53,040
Speaker 1: was a little more a rock star. I felt like

828
00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:55,040
Speaker 1: it was a little more rock star. And the pink

829
00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:58,000
Speaker 1: depends or the white depends. You really feel like you're

830
00:39:58,040 --> 00:40:00,440
Speaker 1: wearing a toddler diaper if you slap on the But

831
00:40:00,640 --> 00:40:03,560
Speaker 1: if you put on the period diapers, they're black and

832
00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:05,640
Speaker 1: they're cute and like you know, they're cut a little

833
00:40:05,680 --> 00:40:07,520
Speaker 1: bit different. But like I said, now, I don't wear

834
00:40:07,560 --> 00:40:09,960
Speaker 1: the diapers anymore. I wear the panties and they're phenomenal,

835
00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:12,040
Speaker 1: especially if you get them in like the nylon material.

836
00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:14,520
Speaker 2: Absolutely that you should do a line of them.

837
00:40:15,400 --> 00:40:18,680
Speaker 1: I should. What my manager's right here, make that happen.

838
00:40:19,160 --> 00:40:24,279
Speaker 1: Chop chop exo period panties. Let's do it. I'm down.

839
00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:27,440
Speaker 1: I would do it in a heartbeat. You should.

840
00:40:27,560 --> 00:40:28,720
Speaker 2: No, I love branding stuff.

841
00:40:29,320 --> 00:40:30,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, let's do it.

842
00:40:31,400 --> 00:40:33,879
Speaker 2: But like with a little bunny on it, that'd be cute.

843
00:40:34,239 --> 00:40:36,520
Speaker 1: I would love that. I want to do lingerie too,

844
00:40:36,680 --> 00:40:42,200
Speaker 1: So maybe we just all sexy stuff and then there's

845
00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:43,000
Speaker 1: period panties.

846
00:40:43,120 --> 00:40:45,200
Speaker 2: No, but I like that that's real, and that's you're

847
00:40:45,239 --> 00:40:48,400
Speaker 2: real because you can be real and be sexy at

848
00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:48,879
Speaker 2: the same time.

849
00:40:49,440 --> 00:40:51,680
Speaker 1: For sure. That's what I preach. That's literally what my

850
00:40:51,760 --> 00:40:53,000
Speaker 1: whole brand is Yeah.

851
00:40:55,040 --> 00:40:57,080
Speaker 2: I'm so glad I got to talk with you because

852
00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:00,960
Speaker 2: I read about you read about your husband, and I'm

853
00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:04,080
Speaker 2: just like, you never know someone. Yeah, and now I'm

854
00:41:04,120 --> 00:41:05,960
Speaker 2: talking with you and we're having this conversation, I'm like,

855
00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:07,560
Speaker 2: oh my god, I just wish we were hanging out and.

856
00:41:08,160 --> 00:41:08,719
Speaker 1: Come hang out.

857
00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:09,920
Speaker 2: I've never been to Nashville.

858
00:41:10,280 --> 00:41:12,000
Speaker 1: Well, we have a house in La too, So I'm

859
00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:14,200
Speaker 1: going to be out there. Yep. I'm gonna be out

860
00:41:14,239 --> 00:41:17,920
Speaker 1: there in March. So okay, do you want to go

861
00:41:18,120 --> 00:41:20,000
Speaker 1: eat lunch or whatever. I'll be out there. I' getting

862
00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:22,840
Speaker 1: a facelift on the fifteenth, so I might look a

863
00:41:22,920 --> 00:41:23,839
Speaker 1: little tacked bag.

864
00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:25,320
Speaker 2: But wait, can you talk to me about this for

865
00:41:25,400 --> 00:41:26,000
Speaker 2: two seconds?

866
00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:26,399
Speaker 1: Sure?

867
00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:28,680
Speaker 2: Can you say who's doing it or not yet?

868
00:41:28,719 --> 00:41:31,800
Speaker 1: Oh? Yeah? Yeah? Doctor Gold and Beverly Hill's geo uld.

869
00:41:32,040 --> 00:41:34,680
Speaker 1: He's amazing. His work is insane.

870
00:41:35,440 --> 00:41:38,520
Speaker 2: How did you come to this conclusion of the doctor

871
00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:42,480
Speaker 2: not about the lift? So with me, everyone has like

872
00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:45,280
Speaker 2: a different opinion who you should go to for anything?

873
00:41:45,360 --> 00:41:49,080
Speaker 1: Face body. Yeah, I read people's reviews. Well, first of all,

874
00:41:49,080 --> 00:41:51,000
Speaker 1: I look at their work. You have to look at

875
00:41:51,040 --> 00:41:54,840
Speaker 1: their work. And I am very, very very picky about

876
00:41:55,880 --> 00:41:59,839
Speaker 1: just symmetrics, and I don't know. I have a real

877
00:42:00,080 --> 00:42:03,359
Speaker 1: eye when it comes to certain things. And doctor Gold

878
00:42:03,520 --> 00:42:06,640
Speaker 1: just checked all of those boxes. Even his patients that

879
00:42:06,719 --> 00:42:09,320
Speaker 1: are like two or three years out still look phenomenal.

880
00:42:09,400 --> 00:42:11,960
Speaker 1: And that's what you want whenever you're picking a plastic surgeon.

881
00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:15,359
Speaker 1: You know you want somebody whose works still looks good

882
00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:17,840
Speaker 1: two or three years down the road, because a fresh

883
00:42:17,880 --> 00:42:21,400
Speaker 1: facelift always looks good. You know you're swollen, you just

884
00:42:21,520 --> 00:42:24,840
Speaker 1: got it done. I mean I'm.

885
00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:28,239
Speaker 2: Nervous when I look online and people look tight like

886
00:42:28,360 --> 00:42:30,960
Speaker 2: that makes me like you want down below to be tight,

887
00:42:31,120 --> 00:42:31,960
Speaker 2: not up by?

888
00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:35,719
Speaker 1: I mean, yeah, why not both within reason? You know

889
00:42:35,760 --> 00:42:39,520
Speaker 1: what I mean? Why not both? Have you ever had

890
00:42:39,520 --> 00:42:42,719
Speaker 1: a facelift? No, oh you haven't had one, so I

891
00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:44,640
Speaker 1: mean either. This is all nature said.

892
00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:47,520
Speaker 2: So much about me having plastic surgery that I'm actually like,

893
00:42:48,080 --> 00:42:50,480
Speaker 2: I do the least amount of stuff because people say.

894
00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:53,080
Speaker 1: I've had so much done, So I do people say

895
00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:54,920
Speaker 1: they like love to get plastic surgery.

896
00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:56,480
Speaker 2: I know they've already said it about me, so I

897
00:42:56,560 --> 00:42:58,239
Speaker 2: might as well do. He said I've had everything in

898
00:42:58,280 --> 00:42:59,839
Speaker 2: the moon done. It's like, well, I had a note

899
00:43:00,120 --> 00:43:02,719
Speaker 2: at sixteen and I have botox and like lip filler.

900
00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:04,560
Speaker 1: That's it. Like people say the same thing about me,

901
00:43:04,640 --> 00:43:07,640
Speaker 1: and I've never had facial surgery. I literally have had

902
00:43:08,200 --> 00:43:12,120
Speaker 1: a filler and lip filler in botox. Stu's yeah, but

903
00:43:12,239 --> 00:43:14,040
Speaker 1: people are like, oh, she's I think even there's an

904
00:43:14,120 --> 00:43:16,640
Speaker 1: article online that says I've had like my nose done,

905
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:20,400
Speaker 1: my gin done. I'm like, I wish, but no. But

906
00:43:20,480 --> 00:43:22,279
Speaker 1: that's why I'm so open with this journey, Like my

907
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:24,040
Speaker 1: my whole my team is going to be in there

908
00:43:24,080 --> 00:43:26,320
Speaker 1: while they're operating on me, and like I'm going to

909
00:43:26,360 --> 00:43:28,239
Speaker 1: film the whole facelift and I'm going to do my

910
00:43:28,320 --> 00:43:31,120
Speaker 1: podcast with the bandages on my face, Like I'm going

911
00:43:31,160 --> 00:43:33,200
Speaker 1: to keep it. I'm going to keep it real, like

912
00:43:33,280 --> 00:43:35,640
Speaker 1: I have nothing to hide from anybody. And it's like

913
00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:37,960
Speaker 1: I want people to know, like, hey, you can get,

914
00:43:38,440 --> 00:43:40,520
Speaker 1: you know, a facelift done and still be a normal

915
00:43:40,640 --> 00:43:43,200
Speaker 1: human being, because there's like, oh my god, facelifts and

916
00:43:43,280 --> 00:43:45,560
Speaker 1: it's like it's not that big of a deal. You're

917
00:43:45,600 --> 00:43:49,200
Speaker 1: literally tacking some jowls back, you know, So I think

918
00:43:49,200 --> 00:43:51,800
Speaker 1: there's a lower stigma. No, I'm going to do a

919
00:43:51,880 --> 00:43:56,720
Speaker 1: deep plane facelift and a brow lift and fat transfer

920
00:43:56,880 --> 00:44:00,880
Speaker 1: under my eyes and the net revision because I mean,

921
00:44:00,920 --> 00:44:03,520
Speaker 1: I'm forty six. I want to do it now so

922
00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:07,399
Speaker 1: that I can age better, you know, like, I don't

923
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:08,920
Speaker 1: want to be sixty years old to getting a deep

924
00:44:08,920 --> 00:44:12,040
Speaker 1: plane facelift unless I absolutely freaking have to, because you know,

925
00:44:12,120 --> 00:44:16,359
Speaker 1: our bodies aren't young and spry and healing. I've seen

926
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:19,399
Speaker 1: a lot of sixty year olds online. There's this one

927
00:44:19,440 --> 00:44:21,719
Speaker 1: lady that I follow on Instagram. I don't even follow her.

928
00:44:21,800 --> 00:44:24,000
Speaker 1: She just pops up in my reels and she's like

929
00:44:24,160 --> 00:44:26,840
Speaker 1: forty five days in. But I'm so I'm immersed in

930
00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:29,520
Speaker 1: her story because she's forty five days in and she

931
00:44:29,719 --> 00:44:32,279
Speaker 1: is miserable since getting her facelift done, And I'm like,

932
00:44:32,440 --> 00:44:35,560
Speaker 1: this just confirms that I'm getting a facelift done younger

933
00:44:35,880 --> 00:44:38,680
Speaker 1: before you need it. Yeah, is so much easier. Yeah,

934
00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:41,920
Speaker 1: and that's why I need it. I need it. I

935
00:44:42,040 --> 00:44:45,200
Speaker 1: have Yeah. I mean, we're on zoom. If we were

936
00:44:45,239 --> 00:44:46,840
Speaker 1: in person, I could show you my triple chin and

937
00:44:46,880 --> 00:44:47,480
Speaker 1: all that stuff.

938
00:44:47,640 --> 00:44:53,719
Speaker 2: But we're on Zoom, so a plane versus a regular facelift.

939
00:44:54,160 --> 00:44:56,600
Speaker 1: So I think I'm not don't quote me on this

940
00:44:56,680 --> 00:44:59,400
Speaker 1: because I'm not I'm not a connoisseur in facelifts, but

941
00:44:59,520 --> 00:45:01,680
Speaker 1: deep plan is where they go in and they do

942
00:45:01,880 --> 00:45:06,680
Speaker 1: the entire face right, so it's like from here up

943
00:45:07,160 --> 00:45:08,360
Speaker 1: and then they go up here and they do the

944
00:45:08,440 --> 00:45:12,400
Speaker 1: brow lift or whatever. Okay, but I'm not sure what

945
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:14,439
Speaker 1: the difference between a facelift and a deep plane face

946
00:45:14,600 --> 00:45:17,279
Speaker 1: lift is. We should probably give that a goog memes meme.

947
00:45:17,320 --> 00:45:20,520
Speaker 1: He's looking it up right now and that doctor Gold.

948
00:45:20,600 --> 00:45:22,560
Speaker 2: Did you meet with him in person or just zoom it?

949
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:25,160
Speaker 1: Did? I did? I zoomed with him first and then

950
00:45:25,160 --> 00:45:28,000
Speaker 1: I met with him in person, and I just love. Yeah,

951
00:45:28,000 --> 00:45:30,239
Speaker 1: it's more dramatic. Yeah, so the deep plane is just

952
00:45:30,239 --> 00:45:32,520
Speaker 1: a little bit more dramatic, whereas a regular facelift they're

953
00:45:32,600 --> 00:45:34,600
Speaker 1: kind of like just tacking it back a little bit,

954
00:45:34,640 --> 00:45:37,640
Speaker 1: where this one is like neck and all of that.

955
00:45:38,719 --> 00:45:42,040
Speaker 1: It goes with the muscles or whatever. But yeah, doctor

956
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:44,640
Speaker 1: Gold is amazing. Check out his work. He really likes

957
00:45:45,120 --> 00:45:48,719
Speaker 1: and it's so like natural and just like I don't know,

958
00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:51,160
Speaker 1: it's there's something different about his work. I think he's

959
00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:54,360
Speaker 1: going to be the next big plastic surgeon in CALLI

960
00:45:54,600 --> 00:45:58,399
Speaker 1: for sure. And is Jay coming out with you? He'll

961
00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:01,239
Speaker 1: be here. Yeah, my husband's right now doing star search.

962
00:46:02,040 --> 00:46:04,759
Speaker 1: Oh wait wait right, yeah, so he's doing star search.

963
00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:06,680
Speaker 1: So yeah, but I didn't want him to be there.

964
00:46:06,960 --> 00:46:08,959
Speaker 1: I was like, you're gonna stress me out. I'm gonna

965
00:46:08,960 --> 00:46:14,279
Speaker 1: be all freaking gross coming out of surgery. He does,

966
00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:16,279
Speaker 1: but at the same time, it stresses me out because

967
00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:18,160
Speaker 1: I don't if I'm in pain, I don't want to

968
00:46:18,239 --> 00:46:20,080
Speaker 1: show that I'm in pain because I don't want him

969
00:46:20,080 --> 00:46:21,279
Speaker 1: to feel like he has to take care of me.

970
00:46:21,400 --> 00:46:24,719
Speaker 1: Maybe that's like my hyperindependence, but because you're bullet proof,

971
00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:29,560
Speaker 1: yeah right, I mean, we try to be right, but

972
00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:32,800
Speaker 1: it stresses me out because I'm just like, baby, I

973
00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:34,920
Speaker 1: won't let me do this on my own. And then

974
00:46:34,920 --> 00:46:36,759
Speaker 1: maybe like a week out, come and see me. You

975
00:46:36,800 --> 00:46:38,480
Speaker 1: Nobody's like nope, I'm going to be there. I'm like,

976
00:46:38,560 --> 00:46:43,120
Speaker 1: oh god, okay, he stressing me out. He came with

977
00:46:43,239 --> 00:46:45,120
Speaker 1: me to get my boobs done whenever I got my

978
00:46:45,360 --> 00:46:47,800
Speaker 1: my ex plant, I got my implants removed, and he

979
00:46:47,960 --> 00:46:49,960
Speaker 1: was with me there and that poor baby for two

980
00:46:50,040 --> 00:46:52,359
Speaker 1: hours in the waiting room, just paced back and forth.

981
00:46:52,440 --> 00:46:55,960
Speaker 1: I was so nervous and like just could not sit still,

982
00:46:56,040 --> 00:46:58,080
Speaker 1: and you know, and I just don't want to do

983
00:46:58,239 --> 00:47:00,680
Speaker 1: that to him. While I'm in a five hour surgery,

984
00:47:00,680 --> 00:47:03,399
Speaker 1: I'll feel his energy. He's not allowed to come. I've

985
00:47:03,440 --> 00:47:06,040
Speaker 1: decided he's not allowed to come. But I did not

986
00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:06,360
Speaker 1: know this.

987
00:47:06,440 --> 00:47:09,320
Speaker 2: You got your implants removed and replaced, or just removed.

988
00:47:09,320 --> 00:47:11,400
Speaker 1: Just removed. I took him out in twenty nineteen. I

989
00:47:11,520 --> 00:47:16,800
Speaker 1: really felt like I was. I was never diagnosed with it,

990
00:47:16,920 --> 00:47:19,000
Speaker 1: but I had so many symptoms that were like BI

991
00:47:19,719 --> 00:47:22,120
Speaker 1: and mine were sailing and I had him in for

992
00:47:22,239 --> 00:47:23,000
Speaker 1: thirteen years.

993
00:47:23,239 --> 00:47:25,640
Speaker 2: Wait, I'm sorry, what is I BI?

994
00:47:26,040 --> 00:47:30,440
Speaker 1: His breast implant illness? So, I mean, there's so much

995
00:47:30,480 --> 00:47:32,680
Speaker 1: stuff that comes with having implants. And when we took

996
00:47:32,719 --> 00:47:35,680
Speaker 1: my implants out, they actually had mold on the inside

997
00:47:35,719 --> 00:47:40,200
Speaker 1: of them. No. Yeah, and my implant had folded in

998
00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:44,240
Speaker 1: half and scar tissue grew around it like a freaking

999
00:47:44,320 --> 00:47:47,560
Speaker 1: lobster claw. The scar tissue that they removed was bigger

1000
00:47:47,560 --> 00:47:51,080
Speaker 1: than the implant. Oh my god. Yeah, Like it's crazy. So,

1001
00:47:51,480 --> 00:47:56,000
Speaker 1: I mean, I miss having fake boobs, but because I

1002
00:47:56,120 --> 00:47:57,919
Speaker 1: just love the way they look and how they sit.

1003
00:47:58,480 --> 00:48:00,120
Speaker 1: But at the same time, I'm just so happy to

1004
00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:01,320
Speaker 1: have those things out of my body.

1005
00:48:02,400 --> 00:48:05,080
Speaker 2: I kind of want to do that you sure.

1006
00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:06,640
Speaker 1: I mean, you can always get them put back in

1007
00:48:06,719 --> 00:48:08,720
Speaker 1: if you don't like it, but like let your body

1008
00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:11,560
Speaker 1: heal for you know, taking out in twenty nineteen, and

1009
00:48:11,920 --> 00:48:14,680
Speaker 1: I mean, and I got a lift, and you can

1010
00:48:14,719 --> 00:48:16,719
Speaker 1: always get fat transfer if you want to, like firk

1011
00:48:16,760 --> 00:48:19,560
Speaker 1: them up a little bit. But the women's bodies you

1012
00:48:19,719 --> 00:48:21,800
Speaker 1: know this because you've had kids. But isn't it crazy

1013
00:48:21,840 --> 00:48:24,440
Speaker 1: how we snap back? Because when I first had my

1014
00:48:24,719 --> 00:48:28,880
Speaker 1: my my boobs x planted, my boobs look like frank entitty.

1015
00:48:29,520 --> 00:48:33,000
Speaker 1: And then literally a year later, they well they're just

1016
00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:36,000
Speaker 1: they're stitched up. They just like look crazy because you

1017
00:48:36,120 --> 00:48:39,719
Speaker 1: just took freaking huge implants out of them and well mine,

1018
00:48:39,760 --> 00:48:42,440
Speaker 1: we're huge. And then like you know, six months to

1019
00:48:42,480 --> 00:48:44,920
Speaker 1: a year afterwards, they just looked so pretty and you're

1020
00:48:44,960 --> 00:48:47,480
Speaker 1: just like wow, Like you can't believe that your body

1021
00:48:47,560 --> 00:48:49,839
Speaker 1: can he can go from one extrain to the other.

1022
00:48:50,000 --> 00:48:52,759
Speaker 1: But is it like a weight lifted off your chest?

1023
00:48:52,880 --> 00:48:56,880
Speaker 2: I mean literally, but do you because you're so heavy,

1024
00:48:57,000 --> 00:48:58,920
Speaker 2: and I'm like, I'm convinced it's given me like my

1025
00:48:59,080 --> 00:49:00,319
Speaker 2: pain in my neck and back.

1026
00:49:00,880 --> 00:49:03,160
Speaker 1: They start getting so heavy, and the problem was is

1027
00:49:03,200 --> 00:49:06,560
Speaker 1: they start making start making you look matronly, you know,

1028
00:49:06,760 --> 00:49:09,160
Speaker 1: like you can't wear like a cute crop top with

1029
00:49:09,320 --> 00:49:12,400
Speaker 1: jeans because it like hangs weird. And like now I

1030
00:49:12,560 --> 00:49:14,439
Speaker 1: just I love being able to wear like cute little

1031
00:49:14,480 --> 00:49:17,560
Speaker 1: T shirts and like, you know, my jeans because before

1032
00:49:17,600 --> 00:49:19,760
Speaker 1: I just felt like it it made me look older

1033
00:49:19,800 --> 00:49:22,960
Speaker 1: than I was because they were just so heaving. You know.

1034
00:49:24,200 --> 00:49:26,680
Speaker 2: Well, my I had my implants for twenty years. They

1035
00:49:26,760 --> 00:49:30,239
Speaker 2: were expired recalled. I finally did it and got them

1036
00:49:30,280 --> 00:49:33,440
Speaker 2: redone in two twenty twenty one, and I feel like

1037
00:49:33,600 --> 00:49:35,000
Speaker 2: the new implants are even bigger.

1038
00:49:35,360 --> 00:49:38,719
Speaker 1: So it's like the whole thing was I wanted to

1039
00:49:38,800 --> 00:49:42,480
Speaker 1: go smaller. Well, the only way you would have been

1040
00:49:42,480 --> 00:49:45,880
Speaker 1: able to go smaller is if they did a reduction

1041
00:49:46,040 --> 00:49:48,960
Speaker 1: on you. Yeah, so probably taking them out to fill

1042
00:49:49,040 --> 00:49:51,000
Speaker 1: up that space, they had to go a little bit bigger.

1043
00:49:51,160 --> 00:49:53,719
Speaker 1: Or they might are they high profile, they might sit

1044
00:49:53,800 --> 00:49:55,160
Speaker 1: differently because they're high profile.

1045
00:49:56,880 --> 00:49:59,480
Speaker 2: I don't know. They're flatter than mine were. Mine were

1046
00:49:59,600 --> 00:50:00,920
Speaker 2: like perkyar.

1047
00:50:01,280 --> 00:50:02,520
Speaker 1: These are like wider.

1048
00:50:03,920 --> 00:50:06,960
Speaker 2: These look worse in my opinion and clothes than the others.

1049
00:50:07,920 --> 00:50:09,480
Speaker 1: Well, the good thing is that you can always take

1050
00:50:09,520 --> 00:50:11,399
Speaker 1: him home if you don't want to keep them.

1051
00:50:11,320 --> 00:50:13,759
Speaker 2: In, So I know that's a choice you look into

1052
00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:14,000
Speaker 2: b I.

1053
00:50:14,160 --> 00:50:16,560
Speaker 1: I look into that and just go down that wormhole.

1054
00:50:17,560 --> 00:50:20,319
Speaker 2: Great, because I didn't have enough to go down.

1055
00:50:20,800 --> 00:50:23,719
Speaker 1: Welcome. I'll be doing that to night. I'm sure they contributes.

1056
00:50:24,400 --> 00:50:26,680
Speaker 1: I'm going to be texting me like, what the fuck funny,

1057
00:50:26,719 --> 00:50:31,040
Speaker 1: thank you for doing problem. Thank you. I'm telling you

1058
00:50:31,360 --> 00:50:33,920
Speaker 1: you're you will be shook when you find out how

1059
00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:37,400
Speaker 1: many illnesses and autoimmune illnesses are linked to rest implants.

1060
00:50:39,680 --> 00:50:40,360
Speaker 2: I'm sure.

1061
00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:47,920
Speaker 1: Oh boy, wow, who did that surgery? Uh my uh

1062
00:50:48,160 --> 00:50:51,640
Speaker 1: doctor Tarola and Murphysboro, Tennessee. He's amazing. If you do

1063
00:50:51,880 --> 00:50:54,080
Speaker 1: have your I will tell everybody if you have your

1064
00:50:54,120 --> 00:50:59,680
Speaker 1: boobs explanted, go to a microsurgeon, because anytime anybody has

1065
00:50:59,760 --> 00:51:02,719
Speaker 1: to skin and reshape, you want somebody who stitches you

1066
00:51:02,920 --> 00:51:06,280
Speaker 1: up like a freakin doll, like you want seamless stitches.

1067
00:51:06,320 --> 00:51:09,440
Speaker 1: And that's what that's what they'll be able to do.

1068
00:51:10,360 --> 00:51:11,680
Speaker 1: And how are your scars today?

1069
00:51:11,719 --> 00:51:11,920
Speaker 2: From that?

1070
00:51:12,440 --> 00:51:12,960
Speaker 1: Amazing?

1071
00:51:13,080 --> 00:51:15,319
Speaker 2: I think the notion for me is just like, I'm

1072
00:51:15,320 --> 00:51:16,840
Speaker 2: gonna have scars, but.

1073
00:51:17,920 --> 00:51:19,800
Speaker 1: They're not what you think they are. I'll send you

1074
00:51:19,880 --> 00:51:23,040
Speaker 1: pictures of my boobs after this. Okay, Wow, you want

1075
00:51:23,080 --> 00:51:27,680
Speaker 1: to see them? Internet my boobs, so I'm not really

1076
00:51:27,719 --> 00:51:28,279
Speaker 1: worried about it.

1077
00:51:28,840 --> 00:51:29,800
Speaker 2: I won't show anybody.

1078
00:51:30,160 --> 00:51:32,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, oh my gosh.

1079
00:51:32,400 --> 00:51:35,200
Speaker 2: Well, good luck next week and good luck in March.

1080
00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:37,960
Speaker 1: Thank you, thank you, thank you. I appreciate you. I'll

1081
00:51:38,000 --> 00:51:38,960
Speaker 1: be out there, so let's go on.

1082
00:51:39,200 --> 00:51:40,279
Speaker 2: I'd love to hug you in person.

1083
00:51:40,680 --> 00:51:43,600
Speaker 1: Yes, let's do it. Okay, all right, bye baby, byee,

1084
00:51:43,880 --> 00:51:45,040
Speaker 1: I'll see you later. Bye