WEBVTT - Fighting Off Pain feat. Riley Cote

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<v Speaker 1>It's always about intention, right. If I'm just trying to

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<v Speaker 1>get stone, well you'll just get stoned. But if I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to heal, or if I'm trying to create or

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<v Speaker 1>use this in a different way, intention is everything.

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<v Speaker 2>Lava for Good and Stand Together Music present The War

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<v Speaker 2>on Drugs Podcast Season two. This season, we're diving deeper

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<v Speaker 2>into the real stories behind the.

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<v Speaker 3>War on Drugs.

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<v Speaker 2>It's impact, it's failures, and the people offering a better

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<v Speaker 2>path forward. Today on the show, fame Philadelphia Flyers and

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<v Speaker 2>forcer from two thousand and six to twenty ten, with

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<v Speaker 2>over two hundred NHL fights to his name, host of

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<v Speaker 2>the Nasty Knuckles podcast, and plant based health advocate mister

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<v Speaker 2>Riley Koto. All Right, welcome to another episode of the

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<v Speaker 2>War on Drugs. Yes, yes, maam, I'm Greg Blott, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>Clay and we're we're going to the hockey rink.

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<v Speaker 4>Were going to the hockey rink.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I can't skate.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean no, I mean I've done it, but I

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<v Speaker 5>wouldn't say I can do it.

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<v Speaker 3>No, I don't think I need to do it anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm thirty evan now and I don't need to like

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<v Speaker 2>my limbs to start moving in ways that they're not comfortable.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm used to skating with wheels, yeah, not with blades.

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<v Speaker 5>So yeah, that just that just feels dangerous and it

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<v Speaker 5>feels like is a lot more cutting could happen. Not

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<v Speaker 5>only could you fall, you could slice something. Yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 5>not a fan of it. That's why I respect the

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<v Speaker 5>hockey players.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't tell you that they play eighty some odd

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<v Speaker 2>games and then you know, we're going to talk to

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<v Speaker 2>Riley Kota today. Name may sound familiar for a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of the NHL fans during like the mid two thousands.

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<v Speaker 2>He was the he was the guy not only was

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<v Speaker 2>on ice skates, he was the dude that when the

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<v Speaker 2>fight need to happen.

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<v Speaker 4>He was on the punch.

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<v Speaker 5>He was jersey.

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<v Speaker 4>He was the game. He was the bruising and whacking

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<v Speaker 4>you a couple of times.

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<v Speaker 5>That was That is my favorite hockey move. The jersey

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<v Speaker 5>over the good Yeah is a very dirty tech.

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<v Speaker 2>We all learned that in a D two Mighty Ducks.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, that is a great move.

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<v Speaker 2>I think they even had Kenny grabbed the jersey start socking.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah that was great. Yeah, we watched that today.

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<v Speaker 3>Shout out.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, you know and when you're a like we

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<v Speaker 2>just see the fights everything like that, like we're good,

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<v Speaker 2>but like you don't think about all the other stuff

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<v Speaker 2>that goes along with that. So we talk about his

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<v Speaker 2>career when he started being like this enforcer character and

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<v Speaker 2>how that impacted him, like during his career and now after.

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<v Speaker 2>And for those who don't like watch hockey or don't

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<v Speaker 2>know hockey and these kind of think everyone's fighting all

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<v Speaker 2>the time, is like, oh no, there is people. This

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<v Speaker 2>was his job, like he was a defender and fighting.

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<v Speaker 5>In hockey that that person is to go out there

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<v Speaker 5>and their job is to bust some heads.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, like I look at it.

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<v Speaker 2>It set the tone. It's thing if they do something wrong.

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<v Speaker 2>This is how you're getting a picture hitting a batter.

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<v Speaker 3>It's that type of thing.

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<v Speaker 5>And in hockey is not just hard fouls, it's actual

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<v Speaker 5>fist fights.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, they have stats and everything. There's stats, there's who

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<v Speaker 2>you find like, there's you can look at all like yeah, it's.

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<v Speaker 4>Crazy, are you fight? And then you take a break.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's he was talking about hundreds of fights, I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>particularly back then and you're in Philly, Yeah, and I

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<v Speaker 2>knows about Philly ud.

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<v Speaker 6>Outside Yeah, so you know we talk about all that,

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<v Speaker 6>like what that actually does to you and how you know,

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<v Speaker 6>really you know it gets into a physical pain, mental pain,

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<v Speaker 6>all these things and how you know, in particular CBD, cannabis,

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<v Speaker 6>these things that really helped him and kind of like

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<v Speaker 6>where he's at right now, and just a really amazing

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<v Speaker 6>conversation for someone that.

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<v Speaker 2>Like man just really worked the ringer an awesome dude,

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<v Speaker 2>awesome time. He invited us into his house. Really cool

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<v Speaker 2>place h outside of like Philadelphia. I dated a girl

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<v Speaker 2>that lived around that area and so he lived around there.

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<v Speaker 2>So with that, let's uh, let's talk to Riley cot

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<v Speaker 2>Let's get.

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<v Speaker 7>It me and rig our guests and sponsors may sound smart,

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<v Speaker 7>we may even make some good points, but at the

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<v Speaker 7>end of the day, we're not medical professional. Okay, Please

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<v Speaker 7>don't get your medical advice from a podcast. Anything we

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<v Speaker 7>say on here does not constitute official medical advice. Relax,

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<v Speaker 7>consult your doctor before you start any new treatment plans.

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<v Speaker 4>Got it all right?

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<v Speaker 2>We are here with Riley Kote. We are in the

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<v Speaker 2>lovely Pennsylvania countryside over here. Riley, thanks for coming on

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<v Speaker 2>the War on Drugs. Yeah, thanks for having me, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>and thanks for letting us into your house here you

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<v Speaker 2>live outside of Philadelphia. After your amazing care at the

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<v Speaker 2>Philadelphia Flyers managing their minor league team, coming back, you're

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<v Speaker 2>still doing podcasts with Flyers, still connected the team. And

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<v Speaker 2>I know I went to Penn State from two thousand

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<v Speaker 2>and six twenty ten, right when you were playing in Philly.

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<v Speaker 2>When I told like my Philly scumbag and I said

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<v Speaker 2>that was all dear respect and endearment, my scumbag friends

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<v Speaker 2>were just like, oh.

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<v Speaker 3>Fuck yeah, coach, Yeah, we love coach. Yeah, just coach bash.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, right, exact spot.

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<v Speaker 2>How many fights did you get at it during your

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<v Speaker 2>NHL career NHL over.

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<v Speaker 4>Two hundred hockey fights.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, I mean it was like averaging thirty thirty

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<v Speaker 1>five a year and excluding preseason where you're going into

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<v Speaker 1>the jungle and fighting all these young guys coming up

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<v Speaker 1>and trying to make a.

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<v Speaker 4>Name for themselves. So yeah, it was it was it was.

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<v Speaker 3>Fighting like you from like, yeah, exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>Fighting myself exactly. Yeah, it's pretty crazy. Yeah, but yes,

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<v Speaker 1>it's interesting to look back on it because it's I

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<v Speaker 1>almost forget, like what kind of life I lived, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>how you know how hard it was like is but

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<v Speaker 1>early on, it was like, you know, I just loved

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<v Speaker 1>it early, even though there was parts of it I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't love, Like there's again the emotional roller coaster of

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<v Speaker 1>jacking yourself up and then trying to sleep after.

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<v Speaker 4>I didn't love that. But once you're in the fight,

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<v Speaker 4>there's something like extremely powerful about the amount of adrenaline

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<v Speaker 4>and energy.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like you and another guy in front of well,

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<v Speaker 1>eventually playing the NHL like twenty twenty two thousand people

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<v Speaker 1>watching the game, right but in the Central Hockey League,

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<v Speaker 1>smaller crowds, but nonetheless like.

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<v Speaker 4>You're you're you're you're in a you know, hand to hand.

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<v Speaker 1>Combat, you know, hockey fight, and someone's gonna win, someone's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna lose, and it's just like it's just so it's

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<v Speaker 1>a intimate.

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<v Speaker 2>So early on, I mean a lot of times grabbing

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<v Speaker 2>jerseys like it's right in the face, turning around and

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<v Speaker 2>I mean it's yeah, it's.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's real, right, yeah, yeah, I mean it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>as real it's going to get. And you got, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>two big dudes, you know that that are willing to

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<v Speaker 1>punch each other in the face and stand there and

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<v Speaker 1>take it. So early on, it was like just taking

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<v Speaker 1>on this challenge of like, well, a new role, like

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<v Speaker 1>a new skill I had to learn, right, not even

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<v Speaker 1>just the fighting part, but like how to play the role.

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<v Speaker 2>It was there like a coach on the team, like

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<v Speaker 2>did you get fighting, Like like yeah, it's it's kind

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<v Speaker 2>of like one of you to.

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<v Speaker 4>Figure it out on your own, honestly.

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<v Speaker 1>So you know, I've been around the fighting since I

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<v Speaker 1>was in junior hockey, so I've observed some of the

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<v Speaker 1>tough guys that we had on the team and how

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<v Speaker 1>they carried themselves and how they flexed and how you know, how.

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<v Speaker 4>They did their job.

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<v Speaker 1>So it was just really kind of taking pages out

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<v Speaker 1>of other people's books observing, and I started udying the

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<v Speaker 1>tough guys right, start studying how they.

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<v Speaker 4>Carry themselves when they fought, how they did it, you know. Different.

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<v Speaker 1>I was lefty, so you know, there wasn't many lefties.

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<v Speaker 1>The biggest, biggest, baddest dudes landed up being lefties. That

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<v Speaker 1>it was a different strategy now and fighting these guys.

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<v Speaker 1>But it was just like it was just like owning

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<v Speaker 1>the role and owning the role, and to a point

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<v Speaker 1>where it almost say, it consumed me maybe to a fault,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, because it becomes you, you know, like this

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<v Speaker 1>is just my gig, that's it.

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<v Speaker 4>And then you say that you I say, like playing

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<v Speaker 4>a role. You are playing a role.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like you know a character that you have to play.

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<v Speaker 1>But you also, as I mentioned earlier, you have to

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<v Speaker 1>back it up. You can't just act tough and then

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<v Speaker 1>when the other when the other guy's tough guy starts flexing,

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<v Speaker 1>then then you cowards like I don't want to fight anymore,

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<v Speaker 1>you know.

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<v Speaker 4>What I mean. If you're gonna if you're gonna puff.

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<v Speaker 1>Your chest out and bark at the other guy, you

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<v Speaker 1>better be ready. So there has to be the element

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<v Speaker 1>of actually owning it too, right and backing it up.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was actually taking different fight lessons.

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<v Speaker 4>I was. I hired a fight code. Whatever it takes,

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<v Speaker 4>there's anything it takes. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So I did some boxing, did some dirty boxing, got

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<v Speaker 1>into some karate, you got into some taekwondo, and then

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<v Speaker 1>eventually got into like this really this jiu jitsu type

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<v Speaker 1>you just stand up greco Roman wrestling type of thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And so you know, you can't can't win every fight,

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<v Speaker 2>and so even when you are you know, knuckles getting

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<v Speaker 2>busted up, you're already playing hockey, which is incredibly physical sport.

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<v Speaker 2>Long seasons. You're getting hit in the face, you're getting

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<v Speaker 2>dragged down bloody. What was that treatment process looking like

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<v Speaker 2>at that point in your career. What were they doing

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<v Speaker 2>for you? And how much pain were you actually kind

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<v Speaker 2>of playing through? And yeah, what did that whole culture

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<v Speaker 2>look like for you?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean I don't think I ever fully healed. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean you talk about being always banged up. You're

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<v Speaker 1>always dealing with, like, you know, the aches and the pain,

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<v Speaker 1>especially the hands from fighting. They said that you mentioned

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<v Speaker 1>the gripping. You know, you're grabbing on and you get

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<v Speaker 1>the fingers. You know, I got the crooked finger from

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<v Speaker 1>dislocating my finger. All these weird little things you don't

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<v Speaker 1>think of, Like the back of the neck is always

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<v Speaker 1>sort of you know, the face inflammation and obviously dealing

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<v Speaker 1>with the inflammation of the brain, which sure you're kind

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<v Speaker 1>of just ignored, you.

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<v Speaker 4>Know, just like Sha.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, when I moved away from home when

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<v Speaker 1>I was sixteen years old, you know, you you move

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<v Speaker 1>away and you're you're introduced to this culture of hockey

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<v Speaker 1>and there's a lot of alcohol, there's a lot of partying, right,

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<v Speaker 1>And so I was introduced to that world and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>not really knowing it at the time, you know, the

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<v Speaker 1>world of self medicating, right, So like when I started

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<v Speaker 1>fighting for a living, there's obviously added stress to the job.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like a different dimension of stress. You know. The

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<v Speaker 4>party keeps increasing.

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<v Speaker 1>As you get older, you get you know, a new league,

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<v Speaker 1>a little more money, you know what I mean, the part,

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<v Speaker 1>but the party is there though always there was always

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<v Speaker 1>the party. And what comes with the party is you know,

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<v Speaker 1>more drugs and you know, more more means to to

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<v Speaker 1>disassociate or you know, to to numb and to self medicate.

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<v Speaker 4>So booze was a huge you know, it's a huge.

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<v Speaker 1>Part of my life for a lot of times in

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<v Speaker 1>a really destructive way. And then not understanding the energy,

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<v Speaker 1>not understanding the substance itself, misusing it obviously like most people, right,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, going down some dark you know holes

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<v Speaker 1>with that. But I will say I also had a

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<v Speaker 1>relationship with cannabis since I was fifteen years old, but

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<v Speaker 1>I think helped balance out some of the booze issues

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<v Speaker 1>to the point where it didn't go as dark as

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<v Speaker 1>it could have. Like I've seen some guys go because

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<v Speaker 1>they didn't have a relationship with cannabis. I will say

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<v Speaker 1>my relationship with cannabis wasn't great either, I think without

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<v Speaker 1>understanding the science, like when I turned pro at twenty

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<v Speaker 1>years old, you know, because there wasn't a whole lot

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<v Speaker 1>of different type of products available. Still, you know, flower

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<v Speaker 1>would be pretty much anything you're going to find. I

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<v Speaker 1>would move from Canada to Memphis, Tennessee, like slim pickens

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<v Speaker 1>on what you're going to find. But I think it

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<v Speaker 1>was there that I really started. Now looking back, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>on my life and career, did I identify the therapeutics

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<v Speaker 1>in that cannabis offered me? Because I could remember like

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm fighting this big ass dude tomorrow. And then

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I could like actually chill, I could actually

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<v Speaker 1>fall asleep when I'm hearing horror stories. Some of the

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<v Speaker 1>other guys that you know that are doing the job,

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<v Speaker 1>like they like literally don't sleep right, like literally like

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<v Speaker 1>sweats and like not sleeping. So I could tell that

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<v Speaker 1>it helped with anxiety and sleep for sure, and then

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<v Speaker 1>definitely pain. I couldn't communicate it at the time, like

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't have the language because I was you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it was still like that was, you know, back in

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<v Speaker 1>two thousand and one, like there was, there was certainly

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<v Speaker 1>not podcast And I'm a naive, you know, Canadian hockey

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<v Speaker 1>player down in you know, Memphis, Tennessee and Mississippi, playing

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<v Speaker 1>on that side of it, like.

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<v Speaker 4>Not understanding it, but feeling it. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, you know, it's like, oh, the devil's let us.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, well, surely sort of don't feel like the

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<v Speaker 1>devil's let us. I felt better and it's actually helped

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<v Speaker 1>me manage some of these things. So I always had

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<v Speaker 1>a relationship with cannabis, like my whole junior hockey career

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<v Speaker 1>and pro hockey careers. Really when I started to make

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<v Speaker 1>sense of like what it was doing, but I was

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<v Speaker 1>also still you know, engaging with a lot of gnarly

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<v Speaker 1>behaviors like drinking night quill on the bus after games.

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<v Speaker 1>We're trying to you know what I mean, because we

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<v Speaker 1>weren't travel with the cannabis the time, so you'd we

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<v Speaker 1>start to use other things to do the same thing

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<v Speaker 1>the cannabis was doing. Right, Oh, I need to relax, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>oh you got to sleep. You have some night quill,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. But they but they do

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<v Speaker 1>something completely different, right, I mean there's the night quill

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<v Speaker 1>hangover and these weird muscle relaxers, and then you get

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<v Speaker 1>into like the percosets, right, they start a Percoset fives.

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<v Speaker 4>And then you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>So you'd be on the on the bus at the

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<v Speaker 1>time and it would just be like, yeah, after the game,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like everyone's trying to get in relaxed sleep mode.

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<v Speaker 4>Booze pills, right, and night quill and whatever else.

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<v Speaker 1>As you can imagine, it's it's just as a really

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<v Speaker 1>destructive cocktail. And so you see so many guys deal

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<v Speaker 1>with substance abuse issues and it's.

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<v Speaker 4>Staring you right in the eye.

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<v Speaker 1>It is right in the face, right, It's like it's

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's a major problem.

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<v Speaker 4>But it's just the way it is. I think the

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<v Speaker 4>culture of it exactly, it's the culture.

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<v Speaker 3>It feels normal.

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<v Speaker 4>Normal.

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<v Speaker 3>Of course, I'll take some night. I just saw my

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<v Speaker 3>other like we're passing around like it. I'll just yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Now the world is so focused on recovery and rest.

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<v Speaker 1>Back in the day, like we wouldn't take days off,

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<v Speaker 1>like our days off would be getting absolutely crushed drunk

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<v Speaker 1>and then still showing up you's got to get a

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<v Speaker 1>workout and executive workout, steaming out and lift and all

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<v Speaker 1>these crazy things. And now it's like mandatory days off

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<v Speaker 1>by the NHL. Like the focus of recovery. It's a

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<v Speaker 1>big part of the work, right because you can only

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<v Speaker 1>work so much and then the body breaks down. And

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<v Speaker 1>you know, for in the business of preventing injuries and

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<v Speaker 1>keeping your players on the ice or on the field,

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<v Speaker 1>if you have a five million, six million dollars on

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<v Speaker 1>the guy on the shelf, it doesn't help the success

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<v Speaker 1>of the team.

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<v Speaker 4>So now.

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<v Speaker 1>You see guys using cannabis in these extremely mindful ways

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, just completely different than what we did

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<v Speaker 1>back in the day. So like a laugh, I'm like

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<v Speaker 1>geez man, Like you know here, I am like thinking

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<v Speaker 1>to myself, I'm like an idiot for you know, for

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<v Speaker 1>if you have trial and error for so many years

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<v Speaker 1>of trying to figure this out, but there was no manual.

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<v Speaker 1>Right now we're living an age of information. You guys

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<v Speaker 1>got these podcasts and there's awareness, but there's like science

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<v Speaker 1>to support it. There's all these different delivery systems as

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<v Speaker 1>I mentioned, but like very predictable outcomes based on the

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<v Speaker 1>varieties that we choose and what we're trying to accomplish.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, right, That ignorance and that lack of like a

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<v Speaker 2>culture around it. Like with alcohol. I remember we were

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<v Speaker 2>in school. It's like five ounces of wine. It adds

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<v Speaker 2>up to a light beard ads it.

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<v Speaker 3>You knew, you knew the quantity.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, right, you may have had some trial and air

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<v Speaker 2>and some bad moments with some stuff and there was

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<v Speaker 2>like some stuff anymore.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you knew, and we just don't have that culture

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<v Speaker 3>around campus still even though this.

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<v Speaker 4>Is to this day.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the argument of like, well, there's no you know,

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<v Speaker 1>cannabis product products for me because I associate cannabis with

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<v Speaker 1>being this stone I don't want to be stoned?

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<v Speaker 4>Is that to me? That's a myth.

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<v Speaker 1>Like there's certainly products that can help service anybody, whether

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<v Speaker 1>you want to get higher or not, just just to

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<v Speaker 1>kind of pick your variety and understand what you're putting

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<v Speaker 1>in your body and you know, you can make some.

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<v Speaker 4>Sense of it.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's it's it's hard to believe it's only been

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<v Speaker 1>what like twenty years a little bit longer, you know

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<v Speaker 1>that it's evolved that much.

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<v Speaker 2>So Riley, you talk about kind of you were using cannabis,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, since you were fifteen on you know, on

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<v Speaker 2>So when do you feel that turn kind of happened

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<v Speaker 2>where you were just kind of taking it recreationally to oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm curious about this or I want to do more.

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<v Speaker 3>Was there like an ahaman? Was it speaking to someone?

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<v Speaker 3>Was it all post career? Was it during your career?

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<v Speaker 2>Did that kind of lead to kind of like moving

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<v Speaker 2>on from the NHL after that?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I just love to hear your thoughts about where

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<v Speaker 3>that transition came.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the aha moment came my last year of playing

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<v Speaker 1>in twenty ten, the aha moment of like making sense

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<v Speaker 1>of my experience and connecting it to something that I

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<v Speaker 1>read supported by science, actually a book called Hemp for Health,

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<v Speaker 1>and it broke down the entire cannabis plant. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>the dig digestible protein source, like the food is a

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<v Speaker 1>viable protein source, hemp seeds, the hemp protein, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the fibers always support cannabis, all my clothes, all I have,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and I just like just understanding the viability

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<v Speaker 1>of the plant, the industrial applications of the plant, and

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<v Speaker 1>then getting into the true medicinal side of the cannabis

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<v Speaker 1>plant and making sense of some of these compounds. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>THHD was like the only compound I had heard of

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<v Speaker 1>at that time, and then you know, understanding CBD and

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<v Speaker 1>some of these other minor cannabinoids and their effect on

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<v Speaker 1>the body and the brain. And I think it was

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<v Speaker 1>just in that moment that I had this aha moment

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<v Speaker 1>of around holy shit, Like I felt like I was

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<v Speaker 1>duped almost right, yeah, but I also felt like energized

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<v Speaker 1>to be like wow, like, you know, I've been believing

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<v Speaker 1>in this thing for so long because I obviously it's

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<v Speaker 1>been by my side. I've been using it, not understanding it.

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<v Speaker 1>But now it makes way more sense to me. This

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<v Speaker 1>is like, there's a reason why this is illegal, has

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<v Speaker 1>nothing to do with you know, the propaganda machine. This

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<v Speaker 1>is an incredible resource, and you start you know studying it,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, you get started connecting all the dots

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<v Speaker 1>to you know, synthetic fibers versus natural fibers and everything.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I mean, it makes sense to the natural

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<v Speaker 1>world versus the chemical world or the synthetic world. So

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<v Speaker 1>I really just started getting excited about it and started

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<v Speaker 1>you know, speaking for the trees, if you will. Right

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<v Speaker 1>right out of the gate, when I retired, did I

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<v Speaker 1>start advocating for cannabis.

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<v Speaker 4>But but what happened when I had that.

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<v Speaker 1>Aha moment my last two surgeries in twenty ten, I

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<v Speaker 1>just used cannabis post surgery, proving to myself, because at

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<v Speaker 1>that point, I was dealing with some major substance abuse,

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<v Speaker 1>like parting way too much and still using you know,

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<v Speaker 1>pain pills way too way too often, sleeping pills. So

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<v Speaker 1>I chose to just attempt to use cannabis as like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I said, some bit of a social experiment

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<v Speaker 1>on myself, and I proved to myself for those two

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<v Speaker 1>surgeries nose surgery and this surgery on my finger that

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<v Speaker 1>I talked about earlier, just used cannabis throughout the pills

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<v Speaker 1>and haven't used a pharmaceutical drug since then. It's been

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<v Speaker 1>nothing but earth based medicine since then. And that just

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<v Speaker 1>led me down the rabbit hole of psilocybin, which I

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<v Speaker 1>had a similar kind of relationship with that cannabis, misunderstood, misused.

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<v Speaker 1>But then the cannabis and the psilocybin, you know, kind

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<v Speaker 1>of using them, you know together, pairing them, as you

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<v Speaker 1>could say, to treat some of their collateral damage from

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<v Speaker 1>fighting right now. So I always start to understand CBD

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<v Speaker 1>on the level of neuro the neuroprotecting value and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the promoting neurogenesis, which as I mentioned, led me down

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<v Speaker 1>the researching of psilocybin, which seemed to mimic some version

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<v Speaker 1>of what CBD was doing. Oh, the neurogenesis, the neuroprotection property.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was like, shit, I'm like, if this is

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<v Speaker 1>helping me on this level with with the pain management anxiety,

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<v Speaker 1>and I actually stopped drinking for a year. The cannabis

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<v Speaker 1>was this amazing tool to transition out of the grind

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, give me something.

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<v Speaker 4>To lean on and heal. And then it was the psilocybin.

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<v Speaker 1>Similarly, it was like I gotta I gotta manage the

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<v Speaker 1>damage that I've caused.

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<v Speaker 4>So I landed up using.

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<v Speaker 1>Psilocybin differently, but much like I'd been using cannabis to heal.

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<v Speaker 1>And it really really was that was around the brain

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<v Speaker 1>more than than the physical And that's so what's neurogenesis

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<v Speaker 1>for those that don't know at hell?

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<v Speaker 3>And like, what are you actually talking with that?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think the simplest way to describe it, I

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<v Speaker 1>guess at some level of neuroplasticity, it's just it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>the brain cells reconnecting, maybe create, connecting new neuropathways, potentially

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<v Speaker 1>old ones. But it's just it's the brain reconnecting in

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<v Speaker 1>some way, shape or form, at least on some level.

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<v Speaker 4>Right. It could take time to full full level.

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<v Speaker 1>Of neurogenesis, but there's like connection happening, and there's like

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<v Speaker 1>some life happening in the brain, right, much like the

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<v Speaker 1>my ceial network underneath the soil.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, there's like a level of like there's a world.

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<v Speaker 4>There's a world. Yeah, it's like things are happening, things

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<v Speaker 4>are connecting something. That's the simplest way I could describe it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just like the you know, the ability for maybe

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<v Speaker 1>new brain cell growth, but you condict connection of neurons

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<v Speaker 1>and brain cells.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I know.

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<v Speaker 2>We talked to like Liz Carmus and she's a part

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<v Speaker 2>of the Cleveland Medical Study brain study that a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of the NFL players are participating that too, And she

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<v Speaker 2>has said since using CBD she had like her brain

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<v Speaker 2>the levels that they're measuring for you know what cd

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<v Speaker 2>CT could be damaged neurons, brain cells actually increased in

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<v Speaker 2>protection and it's helped her brain like, oh, recover physic

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<v Speaker 2>and it's just an amazing thing to hear. And I

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<v Speaker 2>think that's just so critical for people like that. Who

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<v Speaker 2>are you know, she's getting punched in the faces? I'm

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<v Speaker 2>too and like, yeah, that's an interesting thing. Have you

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<v Speaker 2>been able to like measure anything from like an FC

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<v Speaker 2>standpoint talking to doctors about what you know your brain

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<v Speaker 2>was looking like from an MRI casting, I'd be curious,

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<v Speaker 2>like what that looks like from that we're just like

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<v Speaker 2>physically feeling.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, it's physically feeling. Honestly.

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<v Speaker 1>Part of my strategy when I first retired was not

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<v Speaker 1>to get a diagnosis, because what I had seen was

0:20:27.320 --> 0:20:30.920
<v Speaker 1>that once you get labeled with a diagnosis, now you

0:20:30.920 --> 0:20:33.480
<v Speaker 1>get all these opinions. Yeah, you get all these different treatments,

0:20:33.560 --> 0:20:35.920
<v Speaker 1>and you get all these different people that wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>heal you and help you. Right, And I know it

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<v Speaker 1>sounds great and all, except for it's confusing, right, and

0:20:40.920 --> 0:20:42.840
<v Speaker 1>it's uh, and it was not the path that I

0:20:42.880 --> 0:20:44.479
<v Speaker 1>wanted to go. I was like kind of done with

0:20:44.560 --> 0:20:47.720
<v Speaker 1>that that that world, and so I was just the

0:20:47.760 --> 0:20:49.800
<v Speaker 1>way I'm wired is just like Okay, Riley, You're going

0:20:49.840 --> 0:20:51.480
<v Speaker 1>to do this yourself, right, you got yourself in this

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<v Speaker 1>whole You're gonna figure this one out.

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<v Speaker 4>And then it was really just a it was a

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<v Speaker 4>combination of.

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<v Speaker 1>Self study, right, myself and and the plants themselves, but

0:21:02.480 --> 0:21:05.800
<v Speaker 1>knowing that that I was just going to trust the

0:21:05.800 --> 0:21:08.359
<v Speaker 1>way I was feeling right, So I had no benchmark,

0:21:08.440 --> 0:21:10.200
<v Speaker 1>kind of like you could go back on the look

0:21:10.520 --> 0:21:12.320
<v Speaker 1>because I know some people that have and it'd be

0:21:12.400 --> 0:21:14.359
<v Speaker 1>nice to look. But like, I think that I would

0:21:14.400 --> 0:21:17.000
<v Speaker 1>have gotten dragged through the mud had I gone that route,

0:21:17.080 --> 0:21:18.879
<v Speaker 1>and I don't think I would be where I am today.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think it would have accelerated the way it

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<v Speaker 1>accelerated the way it did. So no real benchmark, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>on a physical level, but it was just based on

0:21:25.800 --> 0:21:28.199
<v Speaker 1>the way the way I felt right. I mean, it

0:21:28.240 --> 0:21:33.119
<v Speaker 1>was just the emotions, the I guess, the darkness, the fog,

0:21:33.400 --> 0:21:37.000
<v Speaker 1>the sense of like purpose, right, because it's way beyond just.

0:21:36.960 --> 0:21:37.600
<v Speaker 4>The brain, right.

0:21:37.640 --> 0:21:40.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean, we have to be honest with like the physical,

0:21:40.400 --> 0:21:43.359
<v Speaker 1>the mental, the emotional, spiritual, right, It's like it's and

0:21:43.400 --> 0:21:46.560
<v Speaker 1>I think that's why these these earth based medicines are

0:21:46.560 --> 0:21:49.640
<v Speaker 1>so powerful, is because they address the whole being right,

0:21:49.680 --> 0:21:50.240
<v Speaker 1>and it's not.

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<v Speaker 2>The foundation, it's the root causes. It's not the lipstick

0:21:53.320 --> 0:21:54.680
<v Speaker 2>on it. You know, you're not putting a band aid

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<v Speaker 2>over it.

0:21:55.560 --> 0:21:57.639
<v Speaker 1>That's it, right, And you get to the nitty gritty, right,

0:21:57.640 --> 0:22:00.199
<v Speaker 1>they're all anti inflammatory. So it's getting to the or

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<v Speaker 1>of maybe where some of the pains coming from, or

0:22:02.320 --> 0:22:04.440
<v Speaker 1>the you know, the you know, the issues are coming

0:22:04.440 --> 0:22:07.360
<v Speaker 1>from soda dresses the inflammation. And there's obviously a more

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<v Speaker 1>of an esoteric mystical side.

0:22:09.800 --> 0:22:12.080
<v Speaker 4>There is a level of you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know, emotional release, spiritual release, and we talk about trauma,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, dealing with the physical trauma that was association

0:22:18.160 --> 0:22:22.240
<v Speaker 1>with right, So it's kind of attacking the whole being right.

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<v Speaker 1>We always look at it as a physical thing, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's way beyond that. And I think both of them,

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<v Speaker 1>you know both I say, psilocybin and cannabis in their

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<v Speaker 1>own lanes, have been extremely instrumental.

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<v Speaker 4>For me to just you know, say get back on

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<v Speaker 4>my feet.

0:22:37.600 --> 0:22:39.840
<v Speaker 1>Some people would argue all their crutches, and they say, well,

0:22:39.840 --> 0:22:42.360
<v Speaker 1>crutches help people walk, and you know it's like they

0:22:42.359 --> 0:22:48.320
<v Speaker 1>serve their purpose if respected and used properly, extremely powerful.

0:22:48.320 --> 0:22:51.480
<v Speaker 1>And so since then, you know, it's been me just say,

0:22:51.520 --> 0:22:54.320
<v Speaker 1>like banging the drama, like speaking to my experience as

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<v Speaker 1>much as I possibly can. Now, I have coaches and

0:22:57.760 --> 0:23:02.240
<v Speaker 1>players and you know, strength to conditioning guys in professional

0:23:02.280 --> 0:23:04.439
<v Speaker 1>sports organizations asking me for advice.

0:23:04.520 --> 0:23:07.119
<v Speaker 4>Almost every player is using some version of a cannabis.

0:23:06.720 --> 0:23:10.520
<v Speaker 1>Product, including the coaching staff, and the coaching staff would

0:23:10.560 --> 0:23:13.479
<v Speaker 1>rather have their players using cannabis than drinking alcohol exactly.

0:23:13.480 --> 0:23:17.879
<v Speaker 1>That's how what she's evolved. Hockey Traditionally most sports heavy

0:23:17.920 --> 0:23:20.280
<v Speaker 1>on the booze. So it's like it's amazing to see

0:23:20.520 --> 0:23:24.440
<v Speaker 1>the shift the levels of consciousness. And rightfully so, people

0:23:24.480 --> 0:23:28.000
<v Speaker 1>are just like now, maybe for some time now, I've

0:23:28.000 --> 0:23:30.720
<v Speaker 1>been waking up to the idea that we may have

0:23:30.720 --> 0:23:34.440
<v Speaker 1>been duped and these are actually legitimate tools to help

0:23:34.520 --> 0:23:37.080
<v Speaker 1>us through a daily grind and sports recovery.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm curious, like, do you feel you've had more resistance

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<v Speaker 2>from folks that are athletes who are very you know,

0:23:43.680 --> 0:23:45.600
<v Speaker 2>controlling about a lot of what they put in their body,

0:23:46.040 --> 0:23:48.080
<v Speaker 2>or like Layman's people when you've talked about this and

0:23:48.160 --> 0:23:51.119
<v Speaker 2>more steps, I would almost think like athletes just because

0:23:51.160 --> 0:23:53.359
<v Speaker 2>they are very skeptical of anything that they're about to

0:23:53.359 --> 0:23:55.840
<v Speaker 2>put in, maybe they would believers immediately after because they

0:23:55.880 --> 0:23:58.480
<v Speaker 2>know what feels right. I'm just curious, like you feel

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<v Speaker 2>that that's been part of a trans for for folks

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<v Speaker 2>or the other way.

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<v Speaker 4>It's the older generational alumni.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they were like they were born in the thick

0:24:06.240 --> 0:24:08.320
<v Speaker 1>of you know, the war on drugs. They're born in

0:24:08.320 --> 0:24:12.840
<v Speaker 1>the thick of the propaganda machine and and heavy drinkers,

0:24:12.880 --> 0:24:15.160
<v Speaker 1>and so a lot of these guys driving those emotions down,

0:24:15.280 --> 0:24:18.800
<v Speaker 1>driving the emotions down, and and you know, and and

0:24:19.160 --> 0:24:22.080
<v Speaker 1>buying into the belief system that all drugs are the same, right,

0:24:22.119 --> 0:24:25.440
<v Speaker 1>traditional substance abuse program AA programs. A lot of a

0:24:25.480 --> 0:24:27.600
<v Speaker 1>lot of guys gone through the AA programs, which is

0:24:27.640 --> 0:24:30.560
<v Speaker 1>like all substances bad. We're going to have to be

0:24:30.560 --> 0:24:32.800
<v Speaker 1>a Buddhist monk to get through this type of deal.

0:24:32.880 --> 0:24:33.000
<v Speaker 4>Right.

0:24:33.280 --> 0:24:36.720
<v Speaker 3>Funny thing about the guy that started A Yeah, he

0:24:36.800 --> 0:24:39.080
<v Speaker 3>thought he saw God. Yeah, that's why he started h A.

0:24:39.400 --> 0:24:41.680
<v Speaker 1>I know, right, it's crazy, the irony of it, right,

0:24:41.800 --> 0:24:43.359
<v Speaker 1>So we have Actually part of my work is to

0:24:43.440 --> 0:24:47.200
<v Speaker 1>try and introduce cannabis and psilocybin too the recovery settings

0:24:47.400 --> 0:24:51.960
<v Speaker 1>and actually reform the addiction model because from my own experience,

0:24:51.960 --> 0:24:54.040
<v Speaker 1>and I know several others that I've used cannabis and

0:24:54.040 --> 0:24:55.560
<v Speaker 1>psilocybin to get off drugs.

0:24:55.680 --> 0:24:57.320
<v Speaker 4>They use it as an exit drug, right. I mean,

0:24:57.320 --> 0:24:58.399
<v Speaker 4>it's like you're giving.

0:24:58.119 --> 0:25:00.920
<v Speaker 1>You something to I don't say, wean off or it

0:25:01.040 --> 0:25:03.879
<v Speaker 1>help you deal with the the the withdrawal, and it

0:25:03.880 --> 0:25:05.560
<v Speaker 1>help you make sense of the core issues you're dealing

0:25:05.560 --> 0:25:08.840
<v Speaker 1>with the trauma itself. So that's a whole other world,

0:25:08.880 --> 0:25:11.119
<v Speaker 1>you know that. That's that I'm kind of trying to

0:25:11.160 --> 0:25:14.119
<v Speaker 1>penetrate with this, But it's generally the older generation guys

0:25:14.560 --> 0:25:18.080
<v Speaker 1>that have had subscribed to traditional substance abuse programs because

0:25:18.080 --> 0:25:19.200
<v Speaker 1>they're anti everything.

0:25:19.640 --> 0:25:22.080
<v Speaker 4>But we've made a ton of leeway there. You know.

0:25:22.359 --> 0:25:24.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm working with the Flyers right now, the Flyers alumni,

0:25:25.359 --> 0:25:29.120
<v Speaker 1>to build out a you know, precision dose, customized cannabis

0:25:29.119 --> 0:25:31.520
<v Speaker 1>program for the alumni for a lot of these guys

0:25:31.560 --> 0:25:34.360
<v Speaker 1>that have just been anti cannabis for good reason because

0:25:34.359 --> 0:25:36.080
<v Speaker 1>they're you know, on the programs, they don't know any better,

0:25:36.119 --> 0:25:38.600
<v Speaker 1>but they're suffering so much now and they're seeing all

0:25:38.640 --> 0:25:41.000
<v Speaker 1>the headlines and you know, they're knowing people that are

0:25:41.080 --> 0:25:44.960
<v Speaker 1>using CBD no THC products and using high CB varieties

0:25:45.000 --> 0:25:48.240
<v Speaker 1>for inflammation or sleep. But they're still thinking in their

0:25:48.280 --> 0:25:50.679
<v Speaker 1>minds that CBS a violation of the sobriety, which is

0:25:50.720 --> 0:25:52.600
<v Speaker 1>crazy to think about. So that's their own issues like

0:25:53.040 --> 0:25:54.720
<v Speaker 1>that they have to you know, they'll they help to

0:25:54.720 --> 0:25:58.280
<v Speaker 1>figure out themselves. But that But that's the conversations that

0:25:58.320 --> 0:26:00.080
<v Speaker 1>we're having, and that's where it's going.

0:26:00.119 --> 0:26:02.080
<v Speaker 4>And I'd like to think here, if it's.

0:26:01.960 --> 0:26:06.439
<v Speaker 1>Not already happening officially through strength and conditioning, you know,

0:26:06.720 --> 0:26:10.920
<v Speaker 1>the sports science department actually integrating cannabinoids into their therapy,

0:26:11.359 --> 0:26:13.200
<v Speaker 1>not just like having the players use it on their own,

0:26:13.240 --> 0:26:15.159
<v Speaker 1>but actually making a part of their strength and conditioning

0:26:15.200 --> 0:26:17.560
<v Speaker 1>recovery program. So that's where it's going. If it's not

0:26:17.680 --> 0:26:20.679
<v Speaker 1>already fully there yet. It's it's amazing how quickly this

0:26:20.760 --> 0:26:22.879
<v Speaker 1>thing's morph But that the older generation, young guys are

0:26:22.880 --> 0:26:25.040
<v Speaker 1>easy because they're always looking for an edge. They want

0:26:25.080 --> 0:26:27.439
<v Speaker 1>to feel better, they want to optimize, they want to

0:26:27.440 --> 0:26:30.520
<v Speaker 1>they want to play longer, you know, they want to

0:26:30.560 --> 0:26:32.480
<v Speaker 1>make the money as long as they can, so they'll

0:26:32.520 --> 0:26:34.679
<v Speaker 1>do anything. Then then you get in the world of

0:26:34.920 --> 0:26:37.199
<v Speaker 1>microdosing psilocybe, and it's like a whole other world of

0:26:37.200 --> 0:26:38.119
<v Speaker 1>sports performance.

0:26:38.240 --> 0:26:40.640
<v Speaker 4>Like talk about the mind and like focus.

0:26:40.359 --> 0:26:43.000
<v Speaker 2>And PC do it and others I think that is

0:26:43.040 --> 0:26:46.160
<v Speaker 2>such like a foreign const like someone taking a drug

0:26:46.240 --> 0:26:48.280
<v Speaker 2>and doing work. I think, like people, that'll be a

0:26:48.359 --> 0:26:50.159
<v Speaker 2>burrage for a lot of people for a very long.

0:26:50.040 --> 0:26:52.119
<v Speaker 1>Time, it is, But that one seems to be like

0:26:52.200 --> 0:26:55.800
<v Speaker 1>warp speed too, because people are realizing that we've again

0:26:55.840 --> 0:26:56.320
<v Speaker 1>been duped.

0:26:56.359 --> 0:26:58.760
<v Speaker 4>It's like, oh, there's riddling. There's all these drugs.

0:26:58.520 --> 0:27:00.720
<v Speaker 1>That are trying to do this, like the coffee and

0:27:00.880 --> 0:27:03.720
<v Speaker 1>all the stimulants that people are just chasing the dream with.

0:27:04.160 --> 0:27:06.680
<v Speaker 1>But then you got something that's super gentle, you know,

0:27:06.840 --> 0:27:11.879
<v Speaker 1>very predictable, focused, concentrated energy that does actually improve performance

0:27:12.280 --> 0:27:17.080
<v Speaker 1>and you know individual performance, team performance, right, So it's yeah,

0:27:17.119 --> 0:27:18.800
<v Speaker 1>it's wild to think about. And then you talked to

0:27:18.800 --> 0:27:20.880
<v Speaker 1>some of these UFC fighters and they're talking about micro doses.

0:27:20.880 --> 0:27:23.600
<v Speaker 1>They're talking about like mini doses and like one gram

0:27:23.760 --> 0:27:26.159
<v Speaker 1>one and a half grams before combat. Yeah, where you're

0:27:26.200 --> 0:27:30.480
<v Speaker 1>seeing so many high level performers, we're talking about psilocybin,

0:27:30.600 --> 0:27:31.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, microsing Now, but.

0:27:31.720 --> 0:27:33.080
<v Speaker 2>How prevalent do you think that is in like the

0:27:33.160 --> 0:27:35.160
<v Speaker 2>NHL or major sports. How many players do you think

0:27:35.240 --> 0:27:37.080
<v Speaker 2>do that on a semi regular basis?

0:27:37.160 --> 0:27:39.920
<v Speaker 4>Now, It's it's hard to say, but it's quite a bit.

0:27:40.280 --> 0:27:42.480
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, and it's more than you may think, and

0:27:42.520 --> 0:27:44.919
<v Speaker 1>it's people that you might not think. Yeah, it's like

0:27:45.720 --> 0:27:47.720
<v Speaker 1>and it's catching on. Just like the cannabis thing. It's

0:27:47.760 --> 0:27:50.120
<v Speaker 1>like when I was coaching in the American Hockey League,

0:27:50.200 --> 0:27:53.440
<v Speaker 1>towards the last second the second last year of my coaching,

0:27:53.720 --> 0:27:57.240
<v Speaker 1>guys were infusing peanut butter, infusing coconut oil with cannabis

0:27:57.240 --> 0:27:58.520
<v Speaker 1>and sitting in the back of the bus and just

0:27:58.560 --> 0:28:01.000
<v Speaker 1>like so they could sleep, so they got unwined and

0:28:01.160 --> 0:28:02.880
<v Speaker 1>like you didn't see the beers on the bus. So

0:28:02.920 --> 0:28:05.600
<v Speaker 1>it's like, like you want to wake up in the

0:28:05.600 --> 0:28:08.600
<v Speaker 1>morning feeling better, and you want to perform better. And

0:28:08.640 --> 0:28:10.880
<v Speaker 1>there's times to go, you know, the times guys still

0:28:10.880 --> 0:28:12.840
<v Speaker 1>go and rip it up, there's no question. But the

0:28:12.880 --> 0:28:15.120
<v Speaker 1>age of like archaic drinking like it was in the past,

0:28:15.160 --> 0:28:17.639
<v Speaker 1>that's there is a thing of the past. And guys

0:28:17.680 --> 0:28:20.720
<v Speaker 1>are so focused on taking care of their moneymakers, their

0:28:20.720 --> 0:28:23.480
<v Speaker 1>temples right, and and they're gonna do whatever they have to.

0:28:24.160 --> 0:28:26.800
<v Speaker 1>And you're seeing this in all levels of performance, not

0:28:26.960 --> 0:28:28.479
<v Speaker 1>just hockey, not just sports.

0:28:28.520 --> 0:28:30.800
<v Speaker 4>As you mentioned, high levels.

0:28:30.520 --> 0:28:34.080
<v Speaker 1>Executives, the Silicon Valley coders, anybody I work with some

0:28:34.080 --> 0:28:38.080
<v Speaker 1>some dentists, dental surgeons like so focused, so calm that

0:28:38.160 --> 0:28:39.880
<v Speaker 1>you know that you can be in that moment and

0:28:40.280 --> 0:28:41.200
<v Speaker 1>feel like you can.

0:28:41.080 --> 0:28:42.160
<v Speaker 4>Do the best work. Right.

0:28:42.280 --> 0:28:45.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so that's what you're seeing. So and guys talk right,

0:28:45.720 --> 0:28:47.720
<v Speaker 1>they're not gonna wait for the FDA. They're not waiting

0:28:47.760 --> 0:28:50.880
<v Speaker 1>for the gatekeepers, you know, the regulators that come in

0:28:51.040 --> 0:28:53.240
<v Speaker 1>like you know, to me, this is like green light,

0:28:53.360 --> 0:28:55.560
<v Speaker 1>like they've paved the way with cannabis. This is a

0:28:55.600 --> 0:28:57.960
<v Speaker 1>green light to you know, to optimize in a healthy way.

0:28:58.280 --> 0:28:59.920
<v Speaker 1>The craziest thing about it is just the laws of

0:29:00.000 --> 0:29:01.960
<v Speaker 1>around it. That's the most destructive piece.

0:29:02.120 --> 0:29:02.280
<v Speaker 4>Right.

0:29:09.720 --> 0:29:11.200
<v Speaker 3>You don't have the name names or do anything, but

0:29:11.280 --> 0:29:11.959
<v Speaker 3>are there people?

0:29:12.240 --> 0:29:15.160
<v Speaker 2>Are there people that you saw within your career or

0:29:15.160 --> 0:29:16.920
<v Speaker 2>anything that you were like, man, I wish I saw

0:29:17.240 --> 0:29:19.000
<v Speaker 2>wish I caught him like who I am now? I

0:29:19.040 --> 0:29:21.280
<v Speaker 2>wish I could just sit him down and been like

0:29:21.400 --> 0:29:22.560
<v Speaker 2>I know what's happening with your head?

0:29:22.560 --> 0:29:25.080
<v Speaker 3>I know it's happening aboudy, Like here's a better Yeah.

0:29:25.240 --> 0:29:25.400
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:29:25.480 --> 0:29:29.800
<v Speaker 1>There was so many of those guys during my playing

0:29:29.880 --> 0:29:31.840
<v Speaker 1>career and posts and I still and I still run

0:29:31.840 --> 0:29:34.680
<v Speaker 1>into the Yeah. I mean it's like there's there's guys

0:29:34.960 --> 0:29:36.040
<v Speaker 1>taking their own lives.

0:29:36.200 --> 0:29:37.240
<v Speaker 4>Like you see, seems like.

0:29:37.240 --> 0:29:40.040
<v Speaker 1>Almost every other week, you know, hear these dark stories,

0:29:40.480 --> 0:29:44.240
<v Speaker 1>just guys within you know, the Flyers alumni network, and

0:29:44.280 --> 0:29:47.000
<v Speaker 1>you see them and it's just like every time you

0:29:47.000 --> 0:29:48.840
<v Speaker 1>see the way they moved, the way they're carrying themselves,

0:29:48.880 --> 0:29:51.680
<v Speaker 1>you could tell, you know, they could be optimized or

0:29:51.680 --> 0:29:53.440
<v Speaker 1>they could optimize their lives a little bit better, right,

0:29:53.480 --> 0:29:55.840
<v Speaker 1>And I know what I know, But like you know,

0:29:56.200 --> 0:29:59.560
<v Speaker 1>I also know that they only know what they know, right,

0:29:59.560 --> 0:30:02.000
<v Speaker 1>And like a lot of the stuff that I educate

0:30:02.000 --> 0:30:05.000
<v Speaker 1>people on advocate for is still a taboo, right, there's

0:30:05.000 --> 0:30:08.440
<v Speaker 1>still a stigma around, especially the older generational guys. But yeah,

0:30:08.480 --> 0:30:10.120
<v Speaker 1>I mean I look back and even though I was playing,

0:30:10.120 --> 0:30:12.280
<v Speaker 1>it's like I wish guys would have drank less and

0:30:12.320 --> 0:30:14.160
<v Speaker 1>smoked more, you know what I mean. And like you know,

0:30:14.280 --> 0:30:15.720
<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of guys that never got into the

0:30:15.760 --> 0:30:16.840
<v Speaker 1>cannabis while they were playing.

0:30:17.880 --> 0:30:19.840
<v Speaker 4>And some guys are so proud they will never get into.

0:30:19.720 --> 0:30:21.560
<v Speaker 1>The cannabis, you know what I mean, Because I'm I'm

0:30:21.600 --> 0:30:23.479
<v Speaker 1>an alcohol guy, you know what I mean. You got

0:30:23.560 --> 0:30:26.560
<v Speaker 1>to stay by the you know, bye bye old faithful there.

0:30:26.600 --> 0:30:30.720
<v Speaker 4>But every day. I feel like there's people I run into.

0:30:31.400 --> 0:30:34.400
<v Speaker 1>I think it's it's some bit complex because there's, you know,

0:30:34.440 --> 0:30:38.680
<v Speaker 1>the physical pain guys deal with, you know, the inflammation,

0:30:38.800 --> 0:30:41.720
<v Speaker 1>the actual physical pain, and then there's an emotional pain,

0:30:41.800 --> 0:30:43.720
<v Speaker 1>right depending on how the guy left the game.

0:30:43.760 --> 0:30:46.000
<v Speaker 4>We're talking about more mainly like retired guys.

0:30:46.840 --> 0:30:49.240
<v Speaker 1>I think it is the toughest part because now you've

0:30:49.360 --> 0:30:52.400
<v Speaker 1>left your team, your teammates, that locker room right, right,

0:30:52.440 --> 0:30:56.640
<v Speaker 1>it's like a it's a family, right, And it was

0:30:56.800 --> 0:30:57.640
<v Speaker 1>very organized.

0:30:57.680 --> 0:30:58.840
<v Speaker 4>It was very structured.

0:30:59.080 --> 0:31:02.120
<v Speaker 1>You know, you give your schedule handed out to you

0:31:02.120 --> 0:31:03.240
<v Speaker 1>the start of the year. You knew what you're doing

0:31:03.240 --> 0:31:05.400
<v Speaker 1>every day, every week, every month for the whole season,

0:31:05.480 --> 0:31:07.959
<v Speaker 1>what to wear, game days, practice days, and then all

0:31:07.960 --> 0:31:09.800
<v Speaker 1>of a sudden, you're on the other side of the fence,

0:31:10.560 --> 0:31:13.200
<v Speaker 1>like looking at your career, not knowing who you are.

0:31:13.240 --> 0:31:16.160
<v Speaker 1>There's an identity crisis that follows. Right, It's like holy shit,

0:31:16.280 --> 0:31:19.080
<v Speaker 1>like now what you know? Because I thought I was

0:31:19.080 --> 0:31:21.320
<v Speaker 1>a hockey player, That's how I thought I was, but

0:31:21.360 --> 0:31:25.000
<v Speaker 1>that was the job you did. So I think what

0:31:25.120 --> 0:31:27.800
<v Speaker 1>happens is like they're dealing with physical pain, they generally

0:31:28.000 --> 0:31:31.760
<v Speaker 1>generally mismanage that pain with alcohol and other drugs and

0:31:31.800 --> 0:31:34.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, legal drugs, paint and pain killers, the whole bit.

0:31:35.480 --> 0:31:38.920
<v Speaker 1>Then there's the emotional pain of like, you know, like

0:31:39.960 --> 0:31:42.320
<v Speaker 1>however their career played out, because it's usually ends up

0:31:42.400 --> 0:31:45.640
<v Speaker 1>finishing with an injury or you know, you leave the

0:31:45.680 --> 0:31:47.760
<v Speaker 1>game not in your terms right, and so it's hard

0:31:47.800 --> 0:31:50.040
<v Speaker 1>for guys. And then it's like figuring out who am

0:31:50.080 --> 0:31:52.320
<v Speaker 1>I and where do I go from here? So there's

0:31:52.360 --> 0:31:55.720
<v Speaker 1>all these questions like finding your purpose, redefining yourself.

0:31:55.760 --> 0:31:58.600
<v Speaker 4>Who am I? Now? I got pain? I got to

0:31:58.640 --> 0:31:59.120
<v Speaker 4>manage it.

0:31:59.440 --> 0:32:01.680
<v Speaker 1>So it's like the snowball effect of like, Okay, we're

0:32:01.680 --> 0:32:04.000
<v Speaker 1>just going to keep doing what we did forever because

0:32:04.000 --> 0:32:06.479
<v Speaker 1>it was fine then because I had a purpose and

0:32:06.520 --> 0:32:08.240
<v Speaker 1>I you know, I had a schedule and everything was

0:32:08.280 --> 0:32:09.800
<v Speaker 1>good and it was in the NHL making a lot

0:32:09.800 --> 0:32:12.320
<v Speaker 1>of money. Now I'm not I'm gonna still do it

0:32:12.360 --> 0:32:14.560
<v Speaker 1>the same way. And it gets dark, and it gets

0:32:14.600 --> 0:32:16.600
<v Speaker 1>dark and the snowballs. And if you don't snap yourself

0:32:16.600 --> 0:32:19.200
<v Speaker 1>out of it or find you know, more more sustainable

0:32:19.280 --> 0:32:22.840
<v Speaker 1>means to deal with your stress and pain and suffering,

0:32:23.520 --> 0:32:25.320
<v Speaker 1>you're just going to keep digging yourself into a.

0:32:25.280 --> 0:32:27.520
<v Speaker 4>Whole, darker hole, a darker hole and darker hole.

0:32:27.560 --> 0:32:30.920
<v Speaker 1>And that's really where it goes, is that guys become

0:32:31.000 --> 0:32:34.440
<v Speaker 1>suicidal because they don't know who they are. They've numbed

0:32:34.640 --> 0:32:37.920
<v Speaker 1>their pain for for however long, and they've never addressed it,

0:32:38.000 --> 0:32:39.400
<v Speaker 1>never got to the root cause of it.

0:32:39.520 --> 0:32:41.360
<v Speaker 2>And they're guys, and like, I mean, I know, like

0:32:41.400 --> 0:32:43.560
<v Speaker 2>my dad was a compet, a secret service Asian. His

0:32:43.680 --> 0:32:45.960
<v Speaker 2>dad was an army you know, he was on a battleship,

0:32:46.000 --> 0:32:47.720
<v Speaker 2>and like, you know, they don't know how to communicate

0:32:48.880 --> 0:32:50.520
<v Speaker 2>like that either, And I'm you know, it's that sort

0:32:50.520 --> 0:32:52.440
<v Speaker 2>of thing, so like you don't have that network around

0:32:52.440 --> 0:32:53.840
<v Speaker 2>you be like I'm not okay, Like you're just like

0:32:53.880 --> 0:32:55.960
<v Speaker 2>I got to suck this up or something or not.

0:32:56.240 --> 0:32:56.800
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's it.

0:32:56.920 --> 0:32:59.480
<v Speaker 3>That's like you have no moral yeah, no role models.

0:32:59.680 --> 0:33:01.000
<v Speaker 4>And that's the way I was trained.

0:33:01.040 --> 0:33:03.600
<v Speaker 1>I was that really conservative, tough it out guy, right,

0:33:03.680 --> 0:33:07.360
<v Speaker 1>But I realized that being vulnerable was a superpower and

0:33:08.120 --> 0:33:09.680
<v Speaker 1>not that I woke up one morning, but I'm gonna

0:33:09.680 --> 0:33:12.920
<v Speaker 1>be vulnerable. But like when I started speaking on behalf

0:33:12.960 --> 0:33:15.880
<v Speaker 1>of cannabis plants and the mushrooms, like you're speaking for

0:33:15.960 --> 0:33:19.880
<v Speaker 1>something much greater than yourself, right, you're speaking for you know,

0:33:20.160 --> 0:33:23.000
<v Speaker 1>all intelligence, you know, all mother nature. Right, we're speaking

0:33:23.000 --> 0:33:26.360
<v Speaker 1>to something that's gonna help not just myself, but I

0:33:26.480 --> 0:33:28.400
<v Speaker 1>like to think all mankind if you can, you know,

0:33:28.480 --> 0:33:30.000
<v Speaker 1>look at it that way, right, It's going to help

0:33:30.040 --> 0:33:32.960
<v Speaker 1>people live a higher quality of life, maybe raise consciousness,

0:33:33.840 --> 0:33:35.240
<v Speaker 1>you know, maybe make a better world and.

0:33:35.320 --> 0:33:38.120
<v Speaker 4>More gentler world, softer world in a good way.

0:33:38.200 --> 0:33:40.360
<v Speaker 1>Right, And we could argue people are too soft now,

0:33:40.400 --> 0:33:42.960
<v Speaker 1>but like but like really it lands up like opening

0:33:43.040 --> 0:33:46.800
<v Speaker 1>the heart and allowing people's stories to be told by

0:33:46.800 --> 0:33:47.400
<v Speaker 1>being vulnerable.

0:33:47.440 --> 0:33:49.160
<v Speaker 4>But again, like in the locker room, you'd never.

0:33:49.040 --> 0:33:51.160
<v Speaker 1>Talk about your emotions, you know, oh yeah, I'm feeling

0:33:51.160 --> 0:33:52.040
<v Speaker 1>a little down today.

0:33:52.240 --> 0:33:54.000
<v Speaker 4>Yeah I'm gonna play it. And I you know, that

0:33:54.000 --> 0:33:54.840
<v Speaker 4>would never be a thing.

0:33:55.200 --> 0:33:56.840
<v Speaker 1>But when you're on the back end of your career,

0:33:57.440 --> 0:33:59.600
<v Speaker 1>when you're you know, you're retired now, Like not that

0:33:59.640 --> 0:34:01.120
<v Speaker 1>you need to go out and like wave the flag

0:34:01.160 --> 0:34:03.560
<v Speaker 1>like I'm depressed or I'm you know, alonely or whatever else,

0:34:03.600 --> 0:34:07.280
<v Speaker 1>but like you have to kind of come out of

0:34:07.280 --> 0:34:09.680
<v Speaker 1>your shell a little bit and like want to learn

0:34:09.680 --> 0:34:12.560
<v Speaker 1>and want to try and reinvent yourself and maybe open

0:34:12.640 --> 0:34:13.360
<v Speaker 1>to new ideas.

0:34:13.400 --> 0:34:15.920
<v Speaker 4>But you get guys just stuck in their ways. Stuck

0:34:15.920 --> 0:34:16.520
<v Speaker 4>in their ways.

0:34:16.600 --> 0:34:20.560
<v Speaker 1>They've medicated their their emotions with booze forever and they don't.

0:34:20.360 --> 0:34:21.320
<v Speaker 3>Stuck keep going.

0:34:22.840 --> 0:34:26.000
<v Speaker 1>Like that highly addicting, right, Booze is arguably the most

0:34:26.000 --> 0:34:27.520
<v Speaker 1>destructive substance.

0:34:27.120 --> 0:34:27.640
<v Speaker 4>On the planet.

0:34:27.719 --> 0:34:29.880
<v Speaker 2>It's the one you take a thing and turn it

0:34:29.880 --> 0:34:31.359
<v Speaker 2>to poison rather than the other way around.

0:34:31.360 --> 0:34:33.000
<v Speaker 1>A day Like yeah, right, yeah, I know so, but

0:34:33.280 --> 0:34:34.880
<v Speaker 1>that's what guys know, and that's how they do it.

0:34:34.920 --> 0:34:37.279
<v Speaker 1>So you know, it's a nervous system depressant. So the

0:34:37.320 --> 0:34:39.279
<v Speaker 1>more you deal with your emotions and you deal with

0:34:39.320 --> 0:34:43.640
<v Speaker 1>your struggles, that way goes darker and darker and darker. Relationships,

0:34:43.680 --> 0:34:47.160
<v Speaker 1>fail relationship to sell relationships to your partners and your kids.

0:34:47.360 --> 0:34:48.879
<v Speaker 4>They start hating you because you're bad.

0:34:49.080 --> 0:34:51.680
<v Speaker 1>You know, you're just being a bad apple, and life

0:34:51.719 --> 0:34:54.239
<v Speaker 1>gets even harrier. And that's why it goes, you know,

0:34:54.640 --> 0:34:56.439
<v Speaker 1>it lands up going dark. For some of these guys,

0:34:56.440 --> 0:34:58.000
<v Speaker 1>they just got nowhere else to go. They got no

0:34:58.480 --> 0:35:02.160
<v Speaker 1>legitimate tools, and it's oh yeah, it happens all to off,

0:35:02.200 --> 0:35:03.799
<v Speaker 1>not just in hockey, right, this is like you look

0:35:03.800 --> 0:35:06.359
<v Speaker 1>at the veteran community and like, you know, like it's

0:35:06.360 --> 0:35:08.879
<v Speaker 1>a real thing. I mean, yeah, I would say that

0:35:09.200 --> 0:35:13.440
<v Speaker 1>mindful cannabis use is That is the difference between the

0:35:13.480 --> 0:35:16.560
<v Speaker 1>way I approached my relationship with cannabis Back in the day.

0:35:16.560 --> 0:35:19.839
<v Speaker 1>It was I say, recreational. There was no intent, there

0:35:19.880 --> 0:35:22.880
<v Speaker 1>was no awareness brought forth to the plant and on

0:35:23.120 --> 0:35:26.080
<v Speaker 1>some level of like honor, respect towards or like, it

0:35:26.120 --> 0:35:28.800
<v Speaker 1>was like let's just burn some flour and get get stoned.

0:35:28.840 --> 0:35:31.760
<v Speaker 1>Right again, there's no real relationship. There wasn't a healthy

0:35:31.800 --> 0:35:35.040
<v Speaker 1>relationship built there. Now I would say it's it's it's

0:35:35.080 --> 0:35:39.200
<v Speaker 1>it's about intentional cannabis uses. Like you can actually answer

0:35:39.320 --> 0:35:42.080
<v Speaker 1>the question of why it's always about intention, right, If

0:35:42.120 --> 0:35:44.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm just trying to get stone, well you'll just get stoned.

0:35:44.200 --> 0:35:45.919
<v Speaker 1>But if I'm trying to heal or if I'm trying

0:35:45.920 --> 0:35:49.120
<v Speaker 1>to create or use this in a different way.

0:35:49.400 --> 0:35:50.440
<v Speaker 4>Intention is everything.

0:35:50.480 --> 0:35:53.480
<v Speaker 1>So I would think that level of intent and mindfulness

0:35:53.480 --> 0:35:55.680
<v Speaker 1>and respect, right, I think that comes down to respect. Right,

0:35:55.719 --> 0:35:58.600
<v Speaker 1>I was misusing it, disrespecting the plant as I was

0:35:58.600 --> 0:36:01.960
<v Speaker 1>disrespecting everything. You can use this analogy towards food, right,

0:36:01.960 --> 0:36:05.280
<v Speaker 1>It's like you mindlessly eat and you have an unhealthy

0:36:05.280 --> 0:36:06.880
<v Speaker 1>relationship with your food and all of a sudden, you

0:36:06.920 --> 0:36:10.560
<v Speaker 1>bring some level of mindfulness to eating and chewing and

0:36:10.600 --> 0:36:12.400
<v Speaker 1>being present with your food, and all of a sudden,

0:36:12.960 --> 0:36:15.120
<v Speaker 1>like food has always been medicine, but now all of

0:36:15.120 --> 0:36:17.359
<v Speaker 1>a sudden, it actually takes on a new meaning, right,

0:36:17.400 --> 0:36:20.919
<v Speaker 1>And I think cannabis actually, when you when you frame

0:36:21.000 --> 0:36:24.480
<v Speaker 1>cannabis use being used as a medicinal plant or a

0:36:24.520 --> 0:36:27.040
<v Speaker 1>therapeutic plant, I think it shifts the conversation or something,

0:36:27.440 --> 0:36:31.040
<v Speaker 1>you know. But yeah, pain management again, like understanding the

0:36:31.080 --> 0:36:35.239
<v Speaker 1>psychology of the therapeutics that I could then now communicate

0:36:35.280 --> 0:36:38.839
<v Speaker 1>with language. There's certainly helping with pain, Like you know,

0:36:39.120 --> 0:36:41.360
<v Speaker 1>just say the chronic pain or the acute pain that

0:36:41.400 --> 0:36:44.120
<v Speaker 1>I was accumulating over the season seemed like it seemed

0:36:44.120 --> 0:36:45.560
<v Speaker 1>like chronic pain because it never went away.

0:36:45.600 --> 0:36:48.240
<v Speaker 4>But then there was obviously some new levels of pain when.

0:36:48.120 --> 0:36:50.399
<v Speaker 1>You, you know, get a direct blow to a certain

0:36:50.440 --> 0:36:52.000
<v Speaker 1>part of your right now you're feeling a different level

0:36:52.000 --> 0:36:52.359
<v Speaker 1>of pain.

0:36:52.840 --> 0:36:56.040
<v Speaker 4>So there's always that level of pain management. I guess again,

0:36:56.080 --> 0:36:56.319
<v Speaker 4>at that.

0:36:56.360 --> 0:36:58.760
<v Speaker 1>Time, I didn't realize how much it was actually helping

0:36:58.960 --> 0:37:01.840
<v Speaker 1>with pain because I just never you know, you're just

0:37:01.880 --> 0:37:04.200
<v Speaker 1>like you're in it, like when you're young and you're

0:37:04.440 --> 0:37:06.640
<v Speaker 1>you're trying to take on this role of being a fighter,

0:37:06.719 --> 0:37:08.879
<v Speaker 1>Like even if I had a certain level paine, I'm

0:37:08.880 --> 0:37:10.680
<v Speaker 1>not even sure if I would actually like I have

0:37:10.840 --> 0:37:13.120
<v Speaker 1>fully owned it. I'm fine, you know what I mean,

0:37:13.200 --> 0:37:16.799
<v Speaker 1>even though like I'm not, But yeah, I think the

0:37:16.840 --> 0:37:19.839
<v Speaker 1>scope of pain is in my experience has been.

0:37:20.920 --> 0:37:21.799
<v Speaker 4>It's helped with all of it.

0:37:21.840 --> 0:37:23.759
<v Speaker 2>So kind of moving forward, and you know, we want

0:37:23.800 --> 0:37:25.560
<v Speaker 2>to like to ad A lot of these episodes are

0:37:25.560 --> 0:37:27.960
<v Speaker 2>like on a good what does the next frontier look like?

0:37:28.000 --> 0:37:29.600
<v Speaker 2>And you've alluded to you know, I think we're going

0:37:29.640 --> 0:37:31.480
<v Speaker 2>to get to a better place where we already are.

0:37:32.640 --> 0:37:34.480
<v Speaker 2>What do you think that kind of looks like? You're

0:37:34.480 --> 0:37:36.920
<v Speaker 2>in the industry, what do you think that looks like?

0:37:36.960 --> 0:37:39.719
<v Speaker 2>From like a sports medicine standpoint, and then just kind

0:37:39.719 --> 0:37:42.479
<v Speaker 2>of a general pop standpoint, and then from a mental

0:37:42.480 --> 0:37:44.680
<v Speaker 2>health standpoint, like where do you see the future.

0:37:44.440 --> 0:37:46.960
<v Speaker 3>And what are those barriers right now? Kind of to

0:37:47.040 --> 0:37:47.880
<v Speaker 3>getting to that point.

0:37:48.520 --> 0:37:51.439
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's a it's some bit of a loaded question.

0:37:51.680 --> 0:37:56.080
<v Speaker 1>I see two paths. I still see a true natural play.

0:37:56.320 --> 0:38:00.279
<v Speaker 1>I see a pharmaceutical play. I see pharmaceutical companies entry

0:38:00.320 --> 0:38:01.520
<v Speaker 1>owning the cannabis space.

0:38:02.000 --> 0:38:03.480
<v Speaker 4>Probably a good chunk of it.

0:38:03.920 --> 0:38:07.440
<v Speaker 1>I think there's always going to be like the organic cultivator, right,

0:38:07.480 --> 0:38:10.200
<v Speaker 1>there's always going to be a market for people that

0:38:10.239 --> 0:38:14.160
<v Speaker 1>are looking for premium cannabis, not just like they say

0:38:14.200 --> 0:38:16.680
<v Speaker 1>factory farmed cannabis, right, or like the way we.

0:38:16.800 --> 0:38:20.120
<v Speaker 3>People have the folder's coffee jug and yeah.

0:38:20.040 --> 0:38:20.759
<v Speaker 4>Yeah that's it.

0:38:20.840 --> 0:38:20.920
<v Speaker 5>Right.

0:38:20.960 --> 0:38:22.640
<v Speaker 1>Do you want GMO cannabis or do you want you know,

0:38:22.760 --> 0:38:25.400
<v Speaker 1>organically grown. So I think there's gonna be you know,

0:38:25.600 --> 0:38:31.360
<v Speaker 1>two pathways. I think, you know, the federal the federal government.

0:38:31.000 --> 0:38:33.960
<v Speaker 4>Needs to say de schedule.

0:38:34.000 --> 0:38:37.279
<v Speaker 1>I think that the rescheduling opens up this pharmaceutical thing

0:38:37.280 --> 0:38:40.360
<v Speaker 1>that I'm talking about way too much. So I like

0:38:40.400 --> 0:38:42.400
<v Speaker 1>to deschedule it. But I mean, who knows how this

0:38:42.440 --> 0:38:45.600
<v Speaker 1>thing totally plays out. But sports, in the sports world,

0:38:45.760 --> 0:38:48.040
<v Speaker 1>as I mentioned earlier, I really think that this is like,

0:38:48.239 --> 0:38:49.919
<v Speaker 1>you know, this is going to be a huge part

0:38:49.960 --> 0:38:53.080
<v Speaker 1>of the sports science department. They talk about recovery and

0:38:53.480 --> 0:38:57.040
<v Speaker 1>keeping guys healthy, but keeping them off the ambient, off

0:38:57.120 --> 0:38:58.720
<v Speaker 1>the opioids, off the booze.

0:38:58.760 --> 0:39:01.360
<v Speaker 4>I mean, this is an amazing tool. Again, it's already it's.

0:39:01.200 --> 0:39:04.160
<v Speaker 1>Already in there in the locker rooms, but it's I'm

0:39:04.160 --> 0:39:06.120
<v Speaker 1>not sure it's funneled down from the top. It's kind

0:39:06.160 --> 0:39:08.680
<v Speaker 1>of like it's kind of guys doing their own thing

0:39:08.760 --> 0:39:09.839
<v Speaker 1>and you're sharing.

0:39:10.320 --> 0:39:11.799
<v Speaker 4>Chah, yeah, exactly that.

0:39:11.920 --> 0:39:13.239
<v Speaker 1>But I like to think it's going to be a

0:39:13.320 --> 0:39:16.280
<v Speaker 1>huge part of sports science. It's working too, it's working

0:39:16.760 --> 0:39:19.840
<v Speaker 1>that direction for sure, And in society, I like to

0:39:19.840 --> 0:39:22.600
<v Speaker 1>think that it's looked upon more as like that front line,

0:39:22.680 --> 0:39:26.440
<v Speaker 1>that wellness type of look versus so reactive where it's like, oh,

0:39:26.440 --> 0:39:28.280
<v Speaker 1>we got to be this sick, I got to have cancer,

0:39:28.320 --> 0:39:30.560
<v Speaker 1>I gotta have epilepsy. So I'd like to think that

0:39:30.600 --> 0:39:32.279
<v Speaker 1>we can get to a place where we're looking at

0:39:32.280 --> 0:39:34.520
<v Speaker 1>this in the through the lens of wellness, you know

0:39:34.520 --> 0:39:36.759
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. Yes, it does help people heal, and

0:39:36.800 --> 0:39:40.799
<v Speaker 1>it does does help people have an appetite when they're

0:39:40.800 --> 0:39:43.040
<v Speaker 1>going through the cancer, and you know, there's there's a

0:39:43.040 --> 0:39:44.680
<v Speaker 1>lot of amazing things it does, like in these real

0:39:44.760 --> 0:39:47.680
<v Speaker 1>true medicinal buckets. But I like to I like to

0:39:47.719 --> 0:39:50.000
<v Speaker 1>see this thing opened up in more in the world

0:39:50.080 --> 0:39:52.360
<v Speaker 1>of wellness. And that's really part and parce of like

0:39:52.400 --> 0:39:55.719
<v Speaker 1>where where I'm going with this, and is talking about

0:39:55.719 --> 0:39:58.680
<v Speaker 1>this more of a mindful way, like you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>pairing cannabis.

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<v Speaker 4>With yoga or meditation.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, it doesn't have to be like so reactive as

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<v Speaker 1>I I kind of mentioned as like getting ahead of this,

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<v Speaker 1>like really in the world of wellness, like let's let's

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<v Speaker 1>feel better, Let's let's.

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<v Speaker 4>Take ownership over a wellness.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's use cannabis in a much more intentional specific way

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<v Speaker 1>like we do. We don't need to eat fifty milligrams

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<v Speaker 1>or a hundred milligrams to get the benefits of cannabis.

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<v Speaker 4>We we could.

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<v Speaker 1>We could have one milligram, you know, two milligrams, It

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<v Speaker 1>gets tiniest amount, get the effect, you know, getting the flow,

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<v Speaker 1>start feeling into the body, or again a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>of the somatics, cultivating that relationship with self, you know.

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<v Speaker 4>I think like we can do that with cannabis.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, out of all the earth medicines that I've

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<v Speaker 1>you know, been fortunate enough to work with, cannabis is

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<v Speaker 1>probably the hardest one to master because it's so easily abused. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>And yes, you can abuse anything. I'd like to think that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, people that use abuse cannabis will still wake

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<v Speaker 1>up the next morning, right, I mean, and no one's

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<v Speaker 1>dying from a cannabis over, right. Could we be more

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<v Speaker 1>mindful of their cannabis use. Yes, but to me, it's

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<v Speaker 1>still a.

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<v Speaker 4>Version of harm reduction or drug diversion model. Right.

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<v Speaker 1>We're getting people off hard drugs and if they need

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<v Speaker 1>to use cannabis for however long, they need to use

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<v Speaker 1>it to maybe avoid the withdrawal or cut the addiction.

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<v Speaker 4>Out or you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean states that had recreational or robust medical

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<v Speaker 2>programs had significantly decreased opioid overdose and desks from either

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<v Speaker 2>synthetic opioys or heroin. And so to that point, it's

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<v Speaker 2>removing that other thing from there.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, just getting people well, I mean, who knows

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<v Speaker 1>where it goes. But I'd like to think, like with

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<v Speaker 1>all the information that's out there, all the anecdotal stories,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, cannabis movement was piggybacked off storytelling. The psychedelic

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<v Speaker 1>movement is doing the exact same thing. How many stories

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<v Speaker 1>have hurt people and people dying. We have to share

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<v Speaker 1>before you know, the Congress, and you know, they get

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<v Speaker 1>they hear us. I'm not sure if they want to

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<v Speaker 1>hear us, you know, but we keep doing what we do,

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<v Speaker 1>and we keep banging the drum and keep sharing the

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<v Speaker 1>stories and doing whatever we can to help more people, right,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's just helping people increase quality of life.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Ron again, I want to I want to think

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<v Speaker 2>where can folks go to kind of find some of

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<v Speaker 2>this information or where you're at, like, yeah, where can

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<v Speaker 2>we send send people?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's my personal website Rileycote dot com are kind

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<v Speaker 1>of showing the different things I'm involved in doing so

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<v Speaker 1>reaching out to me there and the phone number yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>email addresses there.

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<v Speaker 4>So awesome.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks again, man, Yeah, thank you of course here see

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<v Speaker 2>you guys coming.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, good interview. Man, it was good that kind of

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<v Speaker 5>from the bruiser to the heeler.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I kind of like it's nice, nice like circle

0:42:45.000 --> 0:42:47.600
<v Speaker 2>circle life. It's crazy like we think of all these

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<v Speaker 2>drugs is like party drugs. But Riley talked about it

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<v Speaker 2>where it was like we were going out, it was

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<v Speaker 2>booze and pills all the time here in this party mode.

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<v Speaker 2>It was actually like this is my way of actually

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<v Speaker 2>getting away from it. It was like partying less. And

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<v Speaker 2>I think that's actually very resonating to a lot of people,

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<v Speaker 2>like that culture of booze.

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<v Speaker 5>And maintenance, maintenance exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>I think that's just really neat to hear that from

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<v Speaker 2>someone that experienced about as much of like waking up

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<v Speaker 2>every morning, like you could you could see his face,

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<v Speaker 2>like thinking about it like that would probably just give

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<v Speaker 2>you the shivers. Man, if you're not I mean, he's

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<v Speaker 2>a tough guy. He's not afraid, but it's just like

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<v Speaker 2>you just you know, I don't know. You you do

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<v Speaker 2>something and you're like, I gotta do that.

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<v Speaker 5>Get like I was saw when I went ice skate.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>Period, Now that's your job to do that at a

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<v Speaker 5>high level and fight and play hockey.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And the other side of it, where you know folks

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<v Speaker 2>that are his age or even older that just kind

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<v Speaker 2>of kept going down that path of the booze and

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<v Speaker 2>the pills and you know, trying to find a purpose

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<v Speaker 2>and a value in their life after sports and all

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<v Speaker 2>these things.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, it's semi okay.

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<v Speaker 3>When you know the train's rolling, but then you're going

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<v Speaker 3>to real.

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<v Speaker 2>Life and all these things are happening and it's a

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<v Speaker 2>huge change and he's seen the other side of it,

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<v Speaker 2>and so hopefully his story can be you know, continue

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<v Speaker 2>being an inspiration to others to kind of maybe just

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<v Speaker 2>look outside of that see if like, hey, if you're

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<v Speaker 2>going down this path, maybe there's other ways to help

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<v Speaker 2>and assist and remedy this similar like Marcus and others. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>there's there's other paths and things. And I just want

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<v Speaker 2>to thank Riley so much again. Open his home up.

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<v Speaker 3>I know, his h his.

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<v Speaker 2>Girlfriend's dog was like sick and coming through and so

0:44:25.920 --> 0:44:27.080
<v Speaker 2>he was dealing with a lot of stuff. So he

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<v Speaker 2>was really really generous with his time and so yeah, no,

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<v Speaker 2>thanks again and very excited about our next episode again

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<v Speaker 2>just like.

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<v Speaker 4>Man.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he teaches us the difference between the weed business

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<v Speaker 2>and the cannabis industry.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, and he broke that down expert he did.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, So if you want to hear what that.

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<v Speaker 4>Means, tune in the next episode. Until then, I'm greg lad.

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