WEBVTT - Miss Brandi Glanville

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<v Speaker 1>Misspelling with Tori Spelling and iHeartRadio podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought of a show for us on the way

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<v Speaker 2>over you did, Yeah, I want to hear it. Yeah, broken, famous, famous,

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<v Speaker 2>and broke.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if you're broken any more, but I'm broke,

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<v Speaker 1>honestly broke as fuck. It sucks. I would rather and

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<v Speaker 1>no one gets it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so hard because if I go and work at CVS,

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<v Speaker 2>then everyone's gonna.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, oh my god, Look, I don't know. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. And I

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<v Speaker 1>just you're not gonna go work at CVS.

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<v Speaker 2>I love CBS, though I got extra bags make me

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<v Speaker 2>so happy. But no, I was just thinking, it just

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<v Speaker 2>sucks to have people know who you are, and like

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<v Speaker 2>being famous is hard enough, but at least those most

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<v Speaker 2>people have money, I know, I mean you had money,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what it's like.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what. I don't know what your situation

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<v Speaker 1>is like now. Yeah, yeah, this industry is just they're

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<v Speaker 1>so it's high, it's low. I can't.

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<v Speaker 2>I haven't had filler or botox in two years because

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<v Speaker 2>of the muzation. Yeah no, and I'm miserable and my

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<v Speaker 2>neck is the thing that makes me the most miserable

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<v Speaker 2>because you know those lines. I never had them before.

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<v Speaker 1>No, wait, what lines? You know the things at pool?

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<v Speaker 2>I have one nail on. It's a really fun day

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<v Speaker 2>for me.

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<v Speaker 1>I might have no I have. It's fine, I have

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<v Speaker 1>like nail glue.

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<v Speaker 2>But then I didn't bring my nails, and I've already

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<v Speaker 2>gotten like almost gotten like three accidents on the right

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<v Speaker 2>here because I was putting on a mask and then

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<v Speaker 2>make up over my mask so that I would look

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<v Speaker 2>not like I looked yesterday for Netflix. I'm just gonna

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<v Speaker 2>hide my hands. That's how I kind of normally do it.

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<v Speaker 2>James knows. I'm always glueing on nails because I have

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<v Speaker 2>no nail bed. It's like a little kid's nail bed,

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<v Speaker 2>and they grow like they arch up.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not like a.

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<v Speaker 2>Deformity, but it it is kind of my mom our.

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<v Speaker 2>Nails just grow like a ski jump. So look like

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<v Speaker 2>I have a really short nail bed.

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<v Speaker 1>One hair I don't want to grow. I got I

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<v Speaker 1>got all that shit in my car. Do you want

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<v Speaker 1>hair with at a lotto ticket attached to it? Like

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<v Speaker 1>this is my life. We're kind of the same.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it feels like it's scary. So I glued them

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<v Speaker 2>on yesterday for the for the reality show. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>he's twenty one. I'm not the boss of him anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>I just don't want this life for him because because you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know firsthand, but it could be different for him.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think reality I mean right now reality TV

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<v Speaker 2>is the last two years has like completely.

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<v Speaker 1>Ruined my life. Yes, I understand, and.

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<v Speaker 2>I just don't want like, you know, why kiss say

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<v Speaker 2>stupid stuff and they don't realize. Even yesterday they the

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<v Speaker 2>kids are there's a girl, really pretty girl.

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<v Speaker 1>She's a star. I mean, there's just no gutting around it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, like she is a star or she's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be a star.

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<v Speaker 2>She she's gonna be a star. Like regard, she's like

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<v Speaker 2>the Christian cavalry.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, oh okay, but like.

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<v Speaker 2>With blue eyes and like younger. But yes, so it's

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<v Speaker 2>like he went to see our canyon. So he has

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<v Speaker 2>all these friends, but on my time, he's seen the struggle,

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<v Speaker 2>like he we've moved thirteen times in fifteen years.

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<v Speaker 1>It seems that he had moved seventeen times.

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<v Speaker 2>Why do you have to one up me or two

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<v Speaker 2>up me? I mean too, are you on meds Now Mayan,

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<v Speaker 2>What are you on meds right now?

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<v Speaker 1>No? Why do you have any No? I do, but but.

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<v Speaker 2>We could talk about I was kidding the Ambien's kicking

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<v Speaker 2>in now. I'm so, I feel like I told James I,

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like we're gonna interview each other, because that's

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<v Speaker 2>how it always works out when I when I go

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<v Speaker 2>on someone else's podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, I just like to I'm like, yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>So, I'm like, we're going to talk. He's like, I

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<v Speaker 2>think she's just gonna ask you questions. I don't think

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<v Speaker 2>it works that way. He does my podcast with me.

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<v Speaker 2>I just yell at him.

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<v Speaker 1>So he's so handsome, he likes it. He's attractive, he's gay.

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<v Speaker 1>They're all gay. All the cute ones are good ones.

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<v Speaker 1>So what's going on with you? Where do I start?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Should we go back to our beginning? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>let's do Okay, fine, okay. So I feel like the

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<v Speaker 1>first time I met you, you were a bit we

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<v Speaker 1>loved each other. Really the first time I Carlo, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, I came up to the tape. What

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<v Speaker 1>are you talking about?

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<v Speaker 2>You came up and said hi to Eddie and totally

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<v Speaker 2>ignored me, And you had that weird husband at the

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<v Speaker 2>time with the big eyes.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, that's so mean. I don't I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>No, he was nice, but you were like talking to

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<v Speaker 2>Eddie like I didn't exist.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I'm so sorry because I'm not that

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<v Speaker 1>he But you know, I knew him through high school

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<v Speaker 1>on a date or some under your dated. I know

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<v Speaker 1>him through high school. He dated my best friend. Where

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<v Speaker 1>do you go to high school? Do you want Claire Prep? Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so all of my best friends went to Montclair. My

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<v Speaker 1>brother went to Montclair. Oh doc, that was like a

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<v Speaker 1>fun school. You guys went on a couple of dates.

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<v Speaker 1>One date. But this is later on, right, So my

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<v Speaker 1>best friend still to this day, her name's Jenny. Different

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<v Speaker 1>Jenny dated him in high school or okay, I'm just kidding.

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<v Speaker 1>I think they went to one of like the dances

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<v Speaker 1>or proms. Like she totally was like all like goo

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<v Speaker 1>eyes over him, and he like broke her heart. And

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<v Speaker 1>then cut to years later. Do you remember do you

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<v Speaker 1>remember that club the.

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<v Speaker 2>Gem, the Gem? No, maybe I didn't left her at

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<v Speaker 2>oh wait, okay, yeah, yeah, so the Gem wasn't born yet. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I think we wait, we are.

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<v Speaker 1>The damage you're a year older. But other than that,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought you were younger than me. How old. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>fifty one. I'll be fifty two in May, so I'm

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<v Speaker 1>six months older than you. Yeah, but I thought you

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<v Speaker 1>were like for some reason and this is like a

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<v Speaker 1>good thing. And even like you're you don't have makeup

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<v Speaker 1>on today you're sitting here. I thought you were way

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<v Speaker 1>younger than me.

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<v Speaker 2>Just because I act like a child and I have

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<v Speaker 2>a high voice. Ever, I think it's my high voice

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<v Speaker 2>because everyone always thinks that I'm younger.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm straight. I mean, I'm thinking, and then I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just looking at your face from like since the moment

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<v Speaker 1>I met you have I'll show you what I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>looking at your face right now. I'll show you can

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<v Speaker 1>rarely see me.

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<v Speaker 2>Like we are the same person, Like I can't see ship.

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<v Speaker 1>I think. Oh wait, wait, okay, wait, sorry, sorry, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just excited. Okay, So Eddie and I like reconnected because

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<v Speaker 1>we had met through my friend in high school and

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<v Speaker 1>all our friends went to school together whatever. At this

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<v Speaker 1>like club on Melrose anyway, he was there and he

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<v Speaker 1>somehow asked me out, and I was like, I shouldn't work, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>why why isn't Why am I the horror? Not?

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<v Speaker 2>No?

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<v Speaker 1>What I'm talking about him? Okay? And my I just

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<v Speaker 1>remember saying yes because I was like, because I know

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<v Speaker 1>you went out with you. Then he was interesting, we're

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<v Speaker 1>bringing this together now.

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<v Speaker 2>Well I told my kids that and they said absolutely

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<v Speaker 2>not true. And they don't believe things that I tell them.

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<v Speaker 2>I know are should be true because our dad doesn't

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<v Speaker 2>ever tell them the truth.

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<v Speaker 1>Male, we like full transparency, like this is it? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm trying to put the pieces together. So what

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<v Speaker 1>it was? So I was scared to tell me about

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<v Speaker 1>friend because I was like, oh my god, she was

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<v Speaker 1>in love with him in high school and he broke

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<v Speaker 1>her heart. Am I supposed to be that dick friend?

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<v Speaker 1>And then like girl code not go out with them.

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<v Speaker 1>So I did end up telling her and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>are you okay? And she's like, oh, I don't care.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god. We're in her twenties now, that was

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<v Speaker 1>in high school. So hot. Sorry I listen, So you

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<v Speaker 1>do really beautiful? Yeah exactly, And so we went on

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<v Speaker 1>a date. He was like, oh, I mean he came

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<v Speaker 1>and picked me up my apartment and he was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna take you to Dre's. I remember telling my

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<v Speaker 1>friends like, I don't know, yeah I was. It was

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<v Speaker 1>like I was it on Sunset Boulevard. I just know

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<v Speaker 1>my friends were like, oh, that's really on a soap

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<v Speaker 1>opera already expensive? What soap was he on? About all

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<v Speaker 1>of them?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I Young and the Restless and then Sunset.

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<v Speaker 1>Each Oh was he not on Nino two? And oh

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<v Speaker 1>maybe I know? Yeah, okay, okay. So I was so nervous,

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<v Speaker 1>hadn't eaten all day, and like, okay, nervously in front

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<v Speaker 1>of a guy at that age, like oh my god, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like it gives me anxiety. So we have like

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<v Speaker 1>a good table. We sat there, and the first thing

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<v Speaker 1>he says to me is he's like, I'm not really hungry,

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<v Speaker 1>are you do want to just get a drink? And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, ouck, I didn't eat all damn starving, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>but I didn't want to eat from of you. Anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a yes person, so I'm like, yeah, that sounds great. Anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>Cut to like three or four drinks later, I'm book

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<v Speaker 1>and shit faced, and I'm like, oh my god, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not gonna lie. I felt like the combo wasn't great.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh really, okay, I felt like he's we didn't He

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<v Speaker 1>has a charm, very charming.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like I always say to my my friends, like

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<v Speaker 2>go over and pick up the kids or drop them

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<v Speaker 2>off before when they were younger, and like, don't get

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<v Speaker 2>charmed because they all all my gay friends. Oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>for sure, and the kids have them too. So I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>don't give me your dad's.

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<v Speaker 1>Face right now. I can. I like, I know, give

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<v Speaker 1>me PTSD. You know what living in Calabasas says.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm listening because I have goun in my mouth and

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<v Speaker 2>missing teeth.

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<v Speaker 1>It's really fun to be me right now.

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<v Speaker 2>But no, I didn't think that going back to like

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<v Speaker 2>the scene of the crime, Calabasas was going to be

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<v Speaker 2>difficult because we've been getting along for years. I mean

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<v Speaker 2>it's not been an issue. As the kids get older,

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<v Speaker 2>they make their own decisions, right, I mean, we I

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<v Speaker 2>did fight when I I will pick my battles. I

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<v Speaker 2>tell the kids that's on you. But if it's something

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<v Speaker 2>I will go to war for and then I know

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<v Speaker 2>I will win. Like there was two things, and of

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<v Speaker 2>course I won, and they were like, oh shit, don't

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<v Speaker 2>mess with mom.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's just the little stuff that teach me your ways.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just getting a check me a decade to fit

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<v Speaker 1>to Oh wait, can I finish the story? Wait? Sorry, sorry, sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>I get so easily distracted. I'll go from I'm trying

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<v Speaker 1>to like, yeah, so anyway, there were four drinks. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>totally wasted. He was charming, great, talked a lot about himself.

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<v Speaker 1>I listened and kept drinking and then I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I have to go to the bathroom. And I walked

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<v Speaker 1>and couldn't find the bathroom, and then I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I just remember. I ended up in the kitchen at

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<v Speaker 1>Drays and this lovely like waiter back there held my

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<v Speaker 1>hair and I puked in a pot. Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, I'm wan to okay.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, our first state we had sex that it was

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<v Speaker 2>really good, and I.

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<v Speaker 1>Was that was one of the cards. Yeah. So I

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<v Speaker 1>came back to the table. We went home. He walked

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<v Speaker 1>me up, he put me in my bed. I think

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<v Speaker 1>he like literally kissed me on the list, which I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, don't even kiss anywhere because I just right, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>total gentleman. He left. I did get that call like

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<v Speaker 1>a week later, being like I think I have an

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<v Speaker 1>audition for your dad, and I was wondering, word, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I met your brother.

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<v Speaker 2>He was really nice. I don't know if you guys

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<v Speaker 2>get along, but I mean he was like Eddy and

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<v Speaker 2>he got along really really well. Yeah yeah, And so

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, okay, so just story.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a bitch, Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like no, I'm like, stand where I the juxtaposition

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<v Speaker 2>with like what I went through and what you went

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<v Speaker 2>through at the same time.

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<v Speaker 1>We have to opposite side.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah wait, okay.

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<v Speaker 1>So Eddie then did and being the person I am,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh, I guess he is along on

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<v Speaker 1>a second date with me. But of course I was like, hey, dad,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like my friend Eddie like was Jenny's boyfriend

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<v Speaker 1>in high school. He went to Montclair where Randy when

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<v Speaker 1>it was all that.

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<v Speaker 2>So any he's a good actor, like I mean, I will,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll just know. I'm just.

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<v Speaker 1>He's always been kind to me.

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<v Speaker 2>He's kind and well, not to me always, but I

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<v Speaker 2>understand that he is handsome, Like you can't get around it.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like one of the host guys I've ever. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he was like destined to do something on camera. He

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<v Speaker 1>looks great, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Guess, but I just I'm not here for like mann Arexi.

0:13:22.440 --> 0:13:26.120
<v Speaker 2>I like when he's bigger, you know, I like, I

0:13:26.160 --> 0:13:28.480
<v Speaker 2>don't hope and they're super skinny. Oh really, oh I

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<v Speaker 2>bigger anyway, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I never saw him whatever. It was okay, So then

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<v Speaker 1>came on one episode ended up doing your right senseit beach.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like forgetting and he and my brother now

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<v Speaker 1>it's all coming back right yeah, and it was all lovely.

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<v Speaker 1>Then the next time I saw him was at the

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<v Speaker 1>International TV and Film So I am so I apologize.

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<v Speaker 1>I was telling my producer Chrissy earlier, I was like

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<v Speaker 1>Brandy and I got along so well, like she was

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<v Speaker 1>so oh great. But honestly, I'm sorry if I came

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<v Speaker 1>across that way, because I'm anything but a bitch, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I probably just I get nervous and like to

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<v Speaker 1>see people like, well, they know me, will remember me.

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<v Speaker 1>So I went up to him. Probably not even people

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<v Speaker 1>today that we were fifteen years ago. Whenever that was.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't even a bitch then.

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<v Speaker 2>I'd never wanted to be. But I mean I choose,

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<v Speaker 2>I choose to do the right thing and be nice.

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<v Speaker 1>I could still see us talking sitting on that couch

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<v Speaker 1>though I didn't sit down with you.

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<v Speaker 2>I was standing at the bar and no Eddie was

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<v Speaker 2>there sitting next to me. You came and said hi

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<v Speaker 2>to him. I turned to say hi to you, and

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<v Speaker 2>you completely ignored it.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh I'm devastated. Yeah, okay, at least we're talking about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Could no.

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<v Speaker 2>I like this. I like this. And then the next

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<v Speaker 2>time I saw you was in the elevator going to

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<v Speaker 2>that Bruce Jenner thing.

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<v Speaker 1>In that moment, you were so nice.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, oh my god, I have to be nice

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<v Speaker 2>to her.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh see, And this is what's funny. I remembered when

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<v Speaker 1>we met. I was like, oh, I really like his wife. Good.

0:14:57.680 --> 0:15:01.840
<v Speaker 1>He has a nice one. She's full, she's kind. Great.

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<v Speaker 1>You thought I was a bitch, And then in the elevator,

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<v Speaker 1>in my mind, I was nice because I remembered our history,

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<v Speaker 1>thinking we liked each other, and I thought, oh, she

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<v Speaker 1>does not like them. So it was like, flip, it's

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<v Speaker 1>not I didn't. It's not that I don't like you.

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<v Speaker 2>You I didn't have a good experience with you before that,

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<v Speaker 2>but again, we all change. Yeah, yeah, I just didn't

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<v Speaker 2>like obviously the situations I was in, we were in

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<v Speaker 2>identical situations.

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<v Speaker 1>On the literal. So we've never talked about this. But

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm friends with Mary Joe.

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<v Speaker 2>You know that.

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<v Speaker 1>I do know that, and I but I didn't know

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<v Speaker 1>if you guys were still friends, like, I know, since

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<v Speaker 1>Dean and I like, because she and I like came

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<v Speaker 1>around and everything was good and then it was it

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<v Speaker 1>just like flip flop.

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<v Speaker 2>You guys aren't good now though, I don't know. I

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<v Speaker 2>just moved to Canada, so I would. I would move

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<v Speaker 2>to Canada honestly, I want to be here, Yeah, because

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<v Speaker 2>of what's happening here.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh because yeah, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Mean Canada everyone's just nice, are they?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well they pretend to be nice.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll take it, pretend all day. But yeah, so we

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<v Speaker 2>should probably get into that, right, Okay, So.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean you were first, so you were you were

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<v Speaker 1>the og.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, it's not a good thing to be first on.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>So my husband cheated with a person on a movie set.

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<v Speaker 1>He met TV. Movie they did, right, okay, and then

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<v Speaker 1>you met TV exact same way, but the parallels were

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<v Speaker 1>like wild, I was.

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<v Speaker 2>The wife at home and and he cheated with his

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<v Speaker 2>co star and Mary Joe was the wife at home. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>and you cheated with her husband, who cheated with you?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean correct.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't blame one a man, a man or the woman,

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<v Speaker 2>but I blame both of them. I hate been like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>she stole your man, Like you can't still a man

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<v Speaker 2>if he doesn't want to leave. Wait, thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>So there was a lot of that like yeah, yeah, homewrecker,

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<v Speaker 1>like like you stole my husband. Noah, I don't even

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<v Speaker 1>know she said that. Other people were like you stole

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<v Speaker 1>her husband. I mean it was the narrative for a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of years straight, a couple of yeah, everyone brings

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<v Speaker 1>it up and it's yeah. I was like, god, I'll

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<v Speaker 1>take accountability for everything, Like I could have said no

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<v Speaker 1>at any point, like you're married, you have kids, like oh,

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<v Speaker 1>and I didn't. It takes two people. I don't believe

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<v Speaker 1>you can steal a human. That's how everyone's like, don't

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<v Speaker 1>you hate her for that?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I hate him because we had two beautiful

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<v Speaker 2>little kids and that was his choice.

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<v Speaker 1>I just got the hills same.

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<v Speaker 2>It's hard to talk about it because it does like

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<v Speaker 2>bring I'm sorry, No, it's okay, because that's obviously a conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>We're going to have.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, the man isn't forced into getting hard

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<v Speaker 2>and having.

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<v Speaker 1>Sex with you. So I mean that's on him and

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<v Speaker 1>it's in you. Yeah, yeah, it's that's on him. I

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<v Speaker 1>just got that. Oh you're funny.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that.

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<v Speaker 1>It took me a second of process. Wow, I'm usually

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<v Speaker 1>quicker than that one. But wait, So, originally did Mary

0:18:13.720 --> 0:18:17.840
<v Speaker 1>Joe reach out to you? I believe so, I think so, right,

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<v Speaker 1>Please I read it. I don't know. We've never none

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<v Speaker 1>of us have talked about Mary Joe and I haven't

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<v Speaker 1>talked about it.

0:18:23.359 --> 0:18:25.159
<v Speaker 2>She was doing it. I think she was like the

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<v Speaker 2>original podcaster and she was having me on this a

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<v Speaker 2>long time ago. And I've had my podcast for fourteen years.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, I thought she was on your podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>She had interested, she had, she's had a podcast for

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<v Speaker 2>a long time.

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<v Speaker 1>She had it was one different incarnations, Yes, right, it

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<v Speaker 1>was this one in Canada.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't remember, Okay, but then I don't even remember

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<v Speaker 2>how we ended up meeting up. But she then hooked

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<v Speaker 2>me up with the skincare line to work for, and

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<v Speaker 2>so over the years we've just always like looked out

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<v Speaker 2>for each other, right, And so she's just been like, like,

0:18:59.480 --> 0:19:00.800
<v Speaker 2>I have to move, but I don't know where I'm moving.

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<v Speaker 2>She's trying to help me find a place. She's a

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<v Speaker 2>good she's a good.

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<v Speaker 1>Friend, and I love her.

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<v Speaker 2>And it sucks what happened. He sucks what happened to me.

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<v Speaker 2>But I don't think that it's your fault or it's leanceval.

0:19:13.640 --> 0:19:17.480
<v Speaker 2>I think it's every everyone's fault. How I was handled

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<v Speaker 2>after sucked because everything's in the public and it's hard

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<v Speaker 2>enough to go through it privately.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and then I mean you got a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>hate as well. I mean, you know, people are mean,

0:19:30.200 --> 0:19:32.760
<v Speaker 1>and it was it was not fun.

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<v Speaker 2>And now you're divorced, right, that's crazy and you have

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<v Speaker 2>like twenty kids.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, goes around, comes around it, and you said that

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<v Speaker 1>I don't but I'm just kidding. But I don't believe

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<v Speaker 1>it happened to me.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want that, but you have a lot that

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<v Speaker 2>for my kids, Like, I don't want them to have

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<v Speaker 2>to go through another ever, because I know, I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>divorce fox kids up.

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<v Speaker 1>It really does. Yeah can And I don't know what

0:20:04.080 --> 0:20:08.520
<v Speaker 1>your situation was like, but for us, like it got

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<v Speaker 1>to the point where it was worse for the kids

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<v Speaker 1>to see us together because we could no longer hide

0:20:14.600 --> 0:20:17.640
<v Speaker 1>what was happening and the fights, and for so long

0:20:17.720 --> 0:20:20.840
<v Speaker 1>I hit it from them the best I could. I

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<v Speaker 1>lost my voice for doing it.

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<v Speaker 2>If you have to leave a bad relationship, you have

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<v Speaker 2>to leave.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, the kids are saying I had.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of my kids were like, mom, I just remember

0:20:29.600 --> 0:20:33.840
<v Speaker 1>my daughter Hattie and especially like with girls, like, I'm like, oh, man, also,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even know how you do. She looked at

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<v Speaker 1>me and she goes, I'm scared to talk to you

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<v Speaker 1>about this if you're not ready. I go, what, baby?

0:20:42.600 --> 0:20:45.960
<v Speaker 1>And she's like, have you ever considered what it would

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<v Speaker 1>be like to be with someone else and not dad

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<v Speaker 1>and get treated right? And I was like oh, and

0:20:54.600 --> 0:20:57.159
<v Speaker 1>she was she loves her dad, it's not that, but

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<v Speaker 1>she just saw and grants it. Look at me, I'm

0:20:59.359 --> 0:21:03.000
<v Speaker 1>still covering, like I still have that thing protect me

0:21:03.119 --> 0:21:05.840
<v Speaker 1>because that's the father and my children. So I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>and he's an addict, so he was going through a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of stuff, but a lot of it was taken

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<v Speaker 1>down on me. And she saw that, and and I

0:21:14.640 --> 0:21:16.960
<v Speaker 1>didn't like the person I was because I'm trying to

0:21:17.359 --> 0:21:20.320
<v Speaker 1>raise strong humans and here I am just taking it

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<v Speaker 1>and being like I'm sorry, I'm sorry, and it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>what am I doing? Right? So it was better for

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<v Speaker 1>us to yeah, no, I mean I think no, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>but yes, he's cheated on me.

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<v Speaker 2>Really yeah, I didn't know that. Oh that sucks, but

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<v Speaker 2>I mean we kind of had to come in.

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry. That was on my show, True Torri. It was

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<v Speaker 1>like happening, and she and I had a conversation on

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<v Speaker 1>the show, which actually ended up being a good conversation,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think she has any will towards you at all,

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<v Speaker 2>Like she doesn't say anything negative ever, and I and

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<v Speaker 2>I told her I was coming to do your podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>She's like, oh god, that's good, but then you have

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<v Speaker 2>to do mine. I'm like I've been saying I will

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<v Speaker 2>do her, but I'm moving and so I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>where I'm going. I'm just it's been a hectic time

0:22:05.240 --> 0:22:08.960
<v Speaker 2>with health issues and all the other shit on my plate.

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<v Speaker 2>Right now, I'm just like, yes, for sure. So, I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>you've been in Hollywood a long time now. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>for like, your iconic Beverly Hills was like it's still

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<v Speaker 2>like talked about and now you're here and you're like

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<v Speaker 2>you've been through it, would you do it all the

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<v Speaker 2>same again?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you want to say that question for your podcast?

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<v Speaker 2>When I because I feel like we're just gonna I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like we're just interviewing each other kind of in

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<v Speaker 2>a way, but.

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<v Speaker 1>Not even interviewing, like like we get to talk like

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<v Speaker 1>this is an opportunity. It's like I've actually always wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to talk to you about this, and it's like, Okay,

0:22:45.240 --> 0:22:47.639
<v Speaker 1>here's a good excuse. I may more fun nowt like

0:22:47.760 --> 0:22:52.560
<v Speaker 1>having drinks and talking about it. But yeah, so I

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<v Speaker 1>forgot the question. Okay, would I do it all again?

0:22:55.119 --> 0:22:57.520
<v Speaker 1>Like just knowing the outcome? If you knew the outcome?

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<v Speaker 1>Which part?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, that's I guess the affair in the first place,

0:23:03.560 --> 0:23:05.280
<v Speaker 2>and marrying him.

0:23:06.920 --> 0:23:10.800
<v Speaker 1>I gotta say, I think about that all the time.

0:23:11.040 --> 0:23:14.000
<v Speaker 1>But if the journey had been different, I wouldn't have

0:23:14.119 --> 0:23:19.639
<v Speaker 1>my five kids, and those kids are my everything. So no,

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't change I wouldn't change the journey. I think

0:23:22.200 --> 0:23:24.240
<v Speaker 1>we could have gone back and handled it better.

0:23:25.080 --> 0:23:37.920
<v Speaker 2>Well, so there's that, but yeah, but the outcome, Yeah, listen,

0:23:38.200 --> 0:23:40.040
<v Speaker 2>I did not want to get a divorce. I found

0:23:40.040 --> 0:23:43.040
<v Speaker 2>out he cheated. I went to therapy with him, and

0:23:44.720 --> 0:23:47.000
<v Speaker 2>then I found out there was other people, and then

0:23:47.000 --> 0:23:49.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, okay, you're gone. I can't if it was

0:23:49.640 --> 0:23:53.399
<v Speaker 2>one time, one person. People make mistakes. I don't think

0:23:53.520 --> 0:23:56.400
<v Speaker 2>being an actor is natural, like to make out with people.

0:23:56.880 --> 0:23:59.159
<v Speaker 2>It's not a natural thing. Not to be attracted to

0:23:59.320 --> 0:24:02.880
<v Speaker 2>everyone's like, oh, there's lights and cameras and we're exciting.

0:24:03.720 --> 0:24:06.720
<v Speaker 1>You have to hide like some sort of mystry.

0:24:07.040 --> 0:24:09.280
<v Speaker 2>If you're attracted at all, that's got to be fun.

0:24:09.359 --> 0:24:12.080
<v Speaker 2>If you hate the person, not so fun, right, But

0:24:12.920 --> 0:24:14.760
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I just don't think it's natural. And of

0:24:14.880 --> 0:24:16.960
<v Speaker 2>course he's always the good looking guy who takes his

0:24:17.040 --> 0:24:19.280
<v Speaker 2>shirt off and makes that with everyone on camera.

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<v Speaker 1>That couldn't have been easy for you. Oh it sucked

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<v Speaker 1>for years to see that. How long were you guys married?

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<v Speaker 1>Eight years?

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<v Speaker 2>Put together for thirteen?

0:24:27.359 --> 0:24:29.919
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I mean, oh I was. I would look up.

0:24:30.359 --> 0:24:31.600
<v Speaker 1>I would this is like I.

0:24:31.600 --> 0:24:34.760
<v Speaker 2>Would go online and go to wire images. That's all

0:24:34.800 --> 0:24:36.880
<v Speaker 2>we have at the time, and just trying to find

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<v Speaker 2>out who this person was.

0:24:38.240 --> 0:24:41.760
<v Speaker 1>I still use it, but and just I'm like, okay,

0:24:41.920 --> 0:24:43.679
<v Speaker 1>is she tall? Is she short? And you know, at

0:24:43.720 --> 0:24:44.760
<v Speaker 1>the end of the day, it didn't matter.

0:24:44.880 --> 0:24:47.760
<v Speaker 2>They're all like I found out about many and they

0:24:47.800 --> 0:24:50.879
<v Speaker 2>were all different shapes and sizes, and I had to

0:24:50.960 --> 0:24:55.520
<v Speaker 2>come to the realization it wasn't me, it's him, because

0:24:57.359 --> 0:25:00.960
<v Speaker 2>I mean I was doing I was being the best

0:25:01.040 --> 0:25:02.960
<v Speaker 2>wife I could be. It broke my heart, and I

0:25:03.040 --> 0:25:05.679
<v Speaker 2>think in a way, I still I'm still mad at

0:25:05.760 --> 0:25:09.880
<v Speaker 2>him for taking my kids away half the time because

0:25:09.920 --> 0:25:14.120
<v Speaker 2>I lost half their lives, right, and so I still

0:25:14.200 --> 0:25:17.040
<v Speaker 2>hold a little resentment. And I mean, we get along fine,

0:25:17.080 --> 0:25:20.399
<v Speaker 2>we spend holidays together, and it's I know.

0:25:20.440 --> 0:25:23.480
<v Speaker 1>I see I mean obviously I'm a viewer as well,

0:25:23.600 --> 0:25:25.600
<v Speaker 1>so like I see you on Instagram and everything, and

0:25:26.720 --> 0:25:28.840
<v Speaker 1>it gave me hope. I know when we split, like

0:25:28.960 --> 0:25:31.320
<v Speaker 1>co parenting can work out. Why did you guys splat

0:25:32.160 --> 0:25:35.760
<v Speaker 1>June twenty twenty three. I was so soon. I took

0:25:35.800 --> 0:25:37.359
<v Speaker 1>my decade just hanging out. I was.

0:25:38.160 --> 0:25:41.280
<v Speaker 2>I was at war with them for ten years. I

0:25:41.640 --> 0:25:44.400
<v Speaker 2>just it was horrible, but I never let the kids

0:25:44.960 --> 0:25:48.520
<v Speaker 2>know it. I even went to therapy with them to

0:25:49.000 --> 0:25:51.800
<v Speaker 2>stop having them triangulate the kids because they were getting

0:25:51.800 --> 0:25:53.680
<v Speaker 2>caught in the middle. I'm like, this is our mess,

0:25:54.160 --> 0:25:56.960
<v Speaker 2>don't fuck with up my babies, and they're like, you

0:25:57.040 --> 0:25:59.600
<v Speaker 2>went and sat in therapy with Eddie and Leanne. I'm like, yeah,

0:26:00.240 --> 0:26:03.800
<v Speaker 2>that's great. I sure they did, because at that point

0:26:05.160 --> 0:26:07.119
<v Speaker 2>my heart was broken and all I cared about was

0:26:07.240 --> 0:26:11.800
<v Speaker 2>my kids, and it was it was really fun therapy.

0:26:11.880 --> 0:26:14.200
<v Speaker 2>Actually I got to say so many things.

0:26:14.960 --> 0:26:16.560
<v Speaker 1>Like cathartic, really like.

0:26:17.040 --> 0:26:19.360
<v Speaker 2>But then I kept changing the therapist because the therapists

0:26:19.400 --> 0:26:21.520
<v Speaker 2>kept agreeing with me. We had like three different therapists.

0:26:21.520 --> 0:26:23.639
<v Speaker 1>Oh no, so they didn't find it fair. We're going

0:26:23.680 --> 0:26:26.119
<v Speaker 1>to find someone else. Oh my god, Well, because you

0:26:26.160 --> 0:26:30.679
<v Speaker 1>were right. But it's wild, like all I know are

0:26:30.760 --> 0:26:34.160
<v Speaker 1>being really kind of with actors or people in the business.

0:26:34.920 --> 0:26:37.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if a male actor can ever be

0:26:38.880 --> 0:26:41.920
<v Speaker 1>not turned on. I know, no, I feel because it's

0:26:41.960 --> 0:26:44.520
<v Speaker 1>also there's an ego that goes alongside it.

0:26:46.760 --> 0:26:49.840
<v Speaker 2>Are athletes, actors and musicians are all.

0:26:52.160 --> 0:26:57.080
<v Speaker 1>Like they can't be with an athlete musician. Yes, I

0:26:57.160 --> 0:26:59.480
<v Speaker 1>haven't been with either. Should I add to my thelast

0:26:59.520 --> 0:27:01.280
<v Speaker 1>single don't You're No?

0:27:02.040 --> 0:27:05.360
<v Speaker 2>Wait? Like I just said, yeah, those three are off

0:27:05.600 --> 0:27:08.760
<v Speaker 2>the table. You need like a banker, like someone who

0:27:09.200 --> 0:27:11.600
<v Speaker 2>let you be. I have this theory there can only

0:27:11.640 --> 0:27:13.040
<v Speaker 2>be one star in the relationship.

0:27:13.480 --> 0:27:16.240
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god. My mom has said that before. See

0:27:16.359 --> 0:27:19.240
<v Speaker 1>she was because she was my dad for your you know,

0:27:19.480 --> 0:27:21.800
<v Speaker 1>and she was like, you got to know the Eddie

0:27:21.920 --> 0:27:22.280
<v Speaker 1>was a star.

0:27:22.440 --> 0:27:24.720
<v Speaker 2>I was happy to be at home make the food,

0:27:25.440 --> 0:27:27.000
<v Speaker 2>and he wanted me to stop modeling.

0:27:27.119 --> 0:27:27.440
<v Speaker 1>I did.

0:27:27.560 --> 0:27:31.520
<v Speaker 2>I raised the kids, and I feel that's why I

0:27:31.600 --> 0:27:31.960
<v Speaker 2>felt like.

0:27:32.000 --> 0:27:34.280
<v Speaker 1>Wait, why do he want you to stop modeling? Couldn't

0:27:34.280 --> 0:27:34.800
<v Speaker 1>you do both?

0:27:35.240 --> 0:27:35.280
<v Speaker 2>No?

0:27:35.400 --> 0:27:37.040
<v Speaker 1>Because when you need to travel.

0:27:37.520 --> 0:27:40.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and so like when I would be gone, he

0:27:40.600 --> 0:27:42.640
<v Speaker 2>would be like, what are you doing. I'm like, I'm

0:27:42.720 --> 0:27:43.840
<v Speaker 2>not doing what you were doing.

0:27:45.800 --> 0:27:48.840
<v Speaker 1>But no, he just, you know, had she find out

0:27:48.920 --> 0:27:54.520
<v Speaker 1>about others, so she asking to know. I don't care. Oh,

0:27:54.760 --> 0:27:57.680
<v Speaker 1>I forgot about this. I watched this. Sorry.

0:27:57.920 --> 0:28:01.800
<v Speaker 2>After the thing came out, then sena thing came out

0:28:02.560 --> 0:28:04.879
<v Speaker 2>and she was like on Access Hollywood doing a sit

0:28:04.960 --> 0:28:07.480
<v Speaker 2>down about how Eddie cheated on her with Leanne and

0:28:07.600 --> 0:28:10.440
<v Speaker 2>I have a baby in diapers running around and I'm

0:28:10.480 --> 0:28:11.640
<v Speaker 2>sitting there on my couch.

0:28:11.600 --> 0:28:15.880
<v Speaker 1>That's how you found out, yes, from watching Access Hollywood.

0:28:15.560 --> 0:28:19.879
<v Speaker 2>And I was like is this I literally was like

0:28:20.000 --> 0:28:20.760
<v Speaker 2>I'm being punked.

0:28:21.080 --> 0:28:24.200
<v Speaker 1>This cannot be raw. And that's when it was like

0:28:24.359 --> 0:28:24.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm done.

0:28:24.920 --> 0:28:28.200
<v Speaker 2>And then we Eddie and I had a conversation that

0:28:28.359 --> 0:28:31.840
<v Speaker 2>he still says he never had with me that.

0:28:31.960 --> 0:28:33.440
<v Speaker 1>He said, it's not you, it's me.

0:28:33.480 --> 0:28:36.760
<v Speaker 2>I've always cheated from day one, and then it was

0:28:36.880 --> 0:28:38.160
<v Speaker 2>just us having that conversation.

0:28:38.280 --> 0:28:40.320
<v Speaker 1>We wouldn't forget women never free.

0:28:40.560 --> 0:28:41.720
<v Speaker 2>And when I brought it back up, He's like, I

0:28:41.800 --> 0:28:42.240
<v Speaker 2>never said that.

0:28:42.360 --> 0:28:46.720
<v Speaker 1>Of course, I'm like, okay, nothing against him, right, but

0:28:46.880 --> 0:28:52.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm just husband for me. Wait, I am sure this

0:28:52.360 --> 0:28:54.080
<v Speaker 1>has been out there, But how did you find out

0:28:54.160 --> 0:28:54.920
<v Speaker 1>about Lianne?

0:28:55.480 --> 0:28:58.040
<v Speaker 2>Or he told you it was No, it was on

0:28:59.080 --> 0:29:03.120
<v Speaker 2>Perez Hilton and what I'm in, like the drives, like

0:29:03.200 --> 0:29:05.480
<v Speaker 2>to drop off the kids at school we were leaving

0:29:05.560 --> 0:29:08.760
<v Speaker 2>that day, or my best friend was marrying Bruce was

0:29:09.000 --> 0:29:11.880
<v Speaker 2>and we're going to fly to Terce and Caicos or

0:29:12.240 --> 0:29:14.360
<v Speaker 2>the wedding and the two of you.

0:29:14.960 --> 0:29:19.200
<v Speaker 1>Yes, and she only invited fecause okay, and so she

0:29:19.280 --> 0:29:20.080
<v Speaker 1>only invited four.

0:29:20.520 --> 0:29:24.720
<v Speaker 2>Well yeah, it was like a private Oh okay, Demi

0:29:24.840 --> 0:29:28.920
<v Speaker 2>and Ashton, me and Eddie and then Kristin and Josh

0:29:28.960 --> 0:29:29.560
<v Speaker 2>are other friends.

0:29:30.320 --> 0:29:32.520
<v Speaker 1>So that was an anxiety, what's going to happen here? Okay?

0:29:32.720 --> 0:29:35.600
<v Speaker 2>Well, no, I I went because and Perez it had

0:29:35.640 --> 0:29:37.400
<v Speaker 2>the cover of US Weekly. So I ran to the

0:29:37.520 --> 0:29:40.720
<v Speaker 2>store and she's on the cover, says Leann's affair was

0:29:40.760 --> 0:29:41.360
<v Speaker 2>a married man.

0:29:43.600 --> 0:29:46.200
<v Speaker 1>Oh it didn't say who, Well, yeah I did, No,

0:29:46.280 --> 0:29:48.480
<v Speaker 1>it did did How did he find out?

0:29:48.840 --> 0:29:48.880
<v Speaker 2>He?

0:29:49.240 --> 0:29:50.920
<v Speaker 1>You know how, you know how like.

0:29:51.000 --> 0:29:53.880
<v Speaker 2>These taboys work, they reached out to you for a response.

0:29:54.280 --> 0:29:57.200
<v Speaker 2>So he knew, and he chose not to give me

0:29:57.320 --> 0:29:59.040
<v Speaker 2>any warning at all.

0:29:59.680 --> 0:30:02.600
<v Speaker 1>Oh wait, okay, Eddie knew. Eddie knew. But so like

0:30:02.840 --> 0:30:05.480
<v Speaker 1>how helplessis would say, like this is coming out.

0:30:06.160 --> 0:30:08.400
<v Speaker 2>He didn't give me any heads up. So I'm hearing

0:30:08.400 --> 0:30:12.000
<v Speaker 2>it from all the moms. And then I go home

0:30:12.200 --> 0:30:13.880
<v Speaker 2>and then I see it like Perez, and then I

0:30:13.960 --> 0:30:15.720
<v Speaker 2>go to the store. I get as quickly it's on

0:30:15.800 --> 0:30:18.320
<v Speaker 2>the cover like this hole and there's like pictures and

0:30:19.320 --> 0:30:19.840
<v Speaker 2>it's just.

0:30:21.600 --> 0:30:23.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, I knew, I said pictures like someone

0:30:23.680 --> 0:30:26.840
<v Speaker 1>got pictures of them. Yes, the person released it.

0:30:27.120 --> 0:30:30.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, someone got a picture of them making out.

0:30:31.920 --> 0:30:33.200
<v Speaker 1>It's very suss.

0:30:33.240 --> 0:30:35.240
<v Speaker 2>I think she wanted it to come out so that

0:30:35.360 --> 0:30:37.400
<v Speaker 2>she could have her man, because I don't think that

0:30:37.480 --> 0:30:40.080
<v Speaker 2>he was trying to leave if he wasn't caught.

0:30:40.720 --> 0:30:43.440
<v Speaker 1>If that makes sense, it makes sense. Interesting.

0:30:44.000 --> 0:30:47.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so I just said, listen, it's not about us,

0:30:47.600 --> 0:30:50.120
<v Speaker 2>it's about my best friend just getting married and we're

0:30:50.160 --> 0:30:52.520
<v Speaker 2>not talking about this. I don't know how I did it.

0:30:52.680 --> 0:30:57.400
<v Speaker 2>I was way stronger back then, and we didn't and

0:30:57.480 --> 0:30:59.720
<v Speaker 2>I had the time of my life at that wedding.

0:31:00.040 --> 0:31:03.120
<v Speaker 2>Did not give two fucks. I got sucked up.

0:31:03.440 --> 0:31:08.000
<v Speaker 1>I deserve a lot of things. I didn't have sex

0:31:08.080 --> 0:31:10.400
<v Speaker 1>with anyone. You have sex with him?

0:31:11.160 --> 0:31:16.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because I mean you kept feeling like the last time.

0:31:18.280 --> 0:31:22.400
<v Speaker 1>I just I that and it was all that, like

0:31:22.480 --> 0:31:26.720
<v Speaker 1>that last weekend jen Anison. It wait what it wasn't No,

0:31:26.800 --> 0:31:28.120
<v Speaker 1>I can't. I forgot it wasn't.

0:31:28.480 --> 0:31:31.600
<v Speaker 2>But because when we got back, he wouldn't move out

0:31:31.600 --> 0:31:34.160
<v Speaker 2>of the house, so he moved into the guest room,

0:31:35.080 --> 0:31:37.560
<v Speaker 2>and so then we would get in huge horrible fights.

0:31:37.560 --> 0:31:42.840
<v Speaker 1>Wouldn't have because it was his house? Okay yeah?

0:31:43.400 --> 0:31:43.520
<v Speaker 2>Oh?

0:31:43.600 --> 0:31:47.959
<v Speaker 1>Would he his? Was your house together? What was this thing?

0:31:48.040 --> 0:31:48.080
<v Speaker 2>Like?

0:31:48.160 --> 0:31:50.480
<v Speaker 1>I paid for it, it's my house, I'm not moving

0:31:50.800 --> 0:31:53.720
<v Speaker 1>But he did, okay all that to you? Oh okay? Yeah?

0:31:54.400 --> 0:31:55.600
<v Speaker 1>Was he like you can move out?

0:31:56.080 --> 0:31:59.880
<v Speaker 2>No, he just went to the guest room and put

0:32:00.120 --> 0:32:02.760
<v Speaker 2>lock on the door. Because I did really want to

0:32:02.840 --> 0:32:06.600
<v Speaker 2>kill him a couple of times. I mean I was like, yeah,

0:32:06.640 --> 0:32:09.520
<v Speaker 2>you better lock that door, motherfucker. But then we get

0:32:09.560 --> 0:32:12.160
<v Speaker 2>in fights and then we'd have sex, and.

0:32:12.240 --> 0:32:14.760
<v Speaker 1>So I'm like, you have to leave, Oh my god,

0:32:15.320 --> 0:32:18.719
<v Speaker 1>but that yeah, God, I've been there, and that makeup

0:32:18.800 --> 0:32:21.360
<v Speaker 1>sex is really yeah, but.

0:32:21.480 --> 0:32:23.520
<v Speaker 2>It's not even makeup sex because you know, it's like

0:32:24.040 --> 0:32:26.800
<v Speaker 2>it's like torture sex, like yeah, that's fun.

0:32:26.960 --> 0:32:29.000
<v Speaker 1>This is last time? Do I love you? You broke

0:32:29.080 --> 0:32:32.640
<v Speaker 1>my heart? Why am I here? What's happening it? It

0:32:32.680 --> 0:32:34.840
<v Speaker 1>almost feels like the first time sex again? No? Am

0:32:34.880 --> 0:32:38.240
<v Speaker 1>I wrong here? I'm only associating it because when Dean

0:32:38.440 --> 0:32:42.120
<v Speaker 1>cheated on me publicly, the only reason it came out

0:32:42.400 --> 0:32:45.560
<v Speaker 1>is because the girl it happened with sold a story.

0:32:46.160 --> 0:32:49.000
<v Speaker 1>It was coming out US Weekly. The week of Christmas.

0:32:50.320 --> 0:32:54.760
<v Speaker 1>My publicist called and was like, heads up, we can't

0:32:54.840 --> 0:32:58.680
<v Speaker 1>kill you. It's coming out. So I told him though,

0:32:58.720 --> 0:33:00.800
<v Speaker 1>and then we had to, like that nightgo and he

0:33:00.960 --> 0:33:05.560
<v Speaker 1>was like I don't remember that maybe, And we had

0:33:05.600 --> 0:33:08.320
<v Speaker 1>to go to the kids Christmas performance and I was

0:33:08.440 --> 0:33:12.560
<v Speaker 1>like knowing walking in, like people there were like, oh,

0:33:12.600 --> 0:33:15.000
<v Speaker 1>it's Torri and Dean. Oh their kids are so cute

0:33:15.080 --> 0:33:18.200
<v Speaker 1>and da da da da, And I was like him, No,

0:33:18.440 --> 0:33:21.680
<v Speaker 1>I was like in two days, like the world's gonna know,

0:33:21.840 --> 0:33:24.240
<v Speaker 1>because they were like, it's not going out for two days.

0:33:24.440 --> 0:33:28.480
<v Speaker 1>It came out two days before Christmas. Yeah, and then

0:33:28.720 --> 0:33:32.800
<v Speaker 1>I tried to get us into therapy because so the

0:33:32.960 --> 0:33:35.239
<v Speaker 1>night it happened and we went to the Christmas thing,

0:33:35.680 --> 0:33:38.560
<v Speaker 1>we came back, my best friend, who like gets paranoid

0:33:38.600 --> 0:33:41.280
<v Speaker 1>about everything is she's like, he's like, I'm going to

0:33:41.320 --> 0:33:43.840
<v Speaker 1>sleep in the other room. Obviously, like we weren't talking

0:33:43.880 --> 0:33:48.480
<v Speaker 1>about things, just going on, gonna celebrate Christmas, kids are home,

0:33:48.560 --> 0:33:51.040
<v Speaker 1>and she's like locked the bedroom door. I'm like, why

0:33:51.720 --> 0:33:53.720
<v Speaker 1>is he going to hurt me? And he's going to

0:33:53.840 --> 0:33:56.520
<v Speaker 1>kill me? And then she's just lock it. I don't know,

0:33:56.640 --> 0:33:58.840
<v Speaker 1>you don't know what's going to happen. So I tried

0:33:58.880 --> 0:34:02.120
<v Speaker 1>to get us into therapy and be like sos, doctor Waxler,

0:34:02.320 --> 0:34:05.480
<v Speaker 1>like we got a problem here, and yeah, that's when

0:34:05.520 --> 0:34:07.920
<v Speaker 1>he said he wanted to convince suicide. So we never

0:34:08.000 --> 0:34:11.279
<v Speaker 1>even talked about the affair. She had to put him

0:34:11.280 --> 0:34:14.239
<v Speaker 1>on a fifty one fifty and he's talked about I know, sorry,

0:34:14.320 --> 0:34:16.239
<v Speaker 1>I know it's not an easy way out there. I've

0:34:16.280 --> 0:34:18.719
<v Speaker 1>had so many friends that said that, and then we

0:34:18.880 --> 0:34:19.560
<v Speaker 1>never dealt with.

0:34:19.760 --> 0:34:22.640
<v Speaker 2>They say that they're a sex addict. That that I'm like, okay,

0:34:22.760 --> 0:34:27.440
<v Speaker 2>well that isn't that, you know, convenient. I'm not saying

0:34:27.560 --> 0:34:29.520
<v Speaker 2>that Deane wasn't messed up. I don't.

0:34:29.520 --> 0:34:31.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't know him. I don't know him at all.

0:34:32.600 --> 0:34:35.239
<v Speaker 1>I just remember that one time, like and then I

0:34:35.320 --> 0:34:38.600
<v Speaker 1>threw myself into like, oh my gosh, the holidays. I'm

0:34:38.640 --> 0:34:40.960
<v Speaker 1>here with the kids. Had you know, we just said dad's,

0:34:41.280 --> 0:34:44.600
<v Speaker 1>dad's off healing and they're like, my son was seven

0:34:44.640 --> 0:34:47.360
<v Speaker 1>at the time. He's like, oh, because of his anger issues.

0:34:47.440 --> 0:34:49.799
<v Speaker 1>I was like yeah, and he's I can read at

0:34:49.840 --> 0:34:53.040
<v Speaker 1>that point. That's why he was like, oh my gosh.

0:34:53.080 --> 0:34:55.080
<v Speaker 1>So he's at a hospital and I said, is it

0:34:55.239 --> 0:34:57.480
<v Speaker 1>uc that. I was like yeah, you know, I didn't

0:34:57.520 --> 0:34:59.560
<v Speaker 1>say what it was for. And he goes, I hope

0:34:59.600 --> 0:35:01.840
<v Speaker 1>they have surgery on him and they take out his

0:35:02.080 --> 0:35:05.680
<v Speaker 1>anger and I was like, oh my god, but yeah.

0:35:05.680 --> 0:35:08.840
<v Speaker 1>I remember going to visit him at UCLA and just like,

0:35:09.160 --> 0:35:12.239
<v Speaker 1>are you okay? I forgot like repressed everything that he

0:35:12.320 --> 0:35:14.399
<v Speaker 1>had just cheated on me. We had a fourteen month

0:35:14.480 --> 0:35:18.640
<v Speaker 1>old and I'm like, oh my god, and are you okay?

0:35:18.719 --> 0:35:21.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm here for you. Talk to all the doctors. But

0:35:21.880 --> 0:35:23.960
<v Speaker 1>we did have sex in the bathroom at his room

0:35:24.080 --> 0:35:28.920
<v Speaker 1>at UCLA and it was okay, and it was and

0:35:29.000 --> 0:35:31.040
<v Speaker 1>the sex was really good. And I thought about it

0:35:31.160 --> 0:35:34.480
<v Speaker 1>for a really long time, like what is wrong in me?

0:35:35.160 --> 0:35:40.960
<v Speaker 2>You're punishing yourself that I yeah, I mean, that's just

0:35:41.560 --> 0:35:44.200
<v Speaker 2>it's part of when you're in love with someone. Yeah,

0:35:44.440 --> 0:35:47.000
<v Speaker 2>And like to this day, I haven't been in love

0:35:47.600 --> 0:35:49.279
<v Speaker 2>like I was with Eddie and I don't think I

0:35:49.360 --> 0:35:53.040
<v Speaker 2>will again. And hopefully no, No, I mean I've I've

0:35:53.160 --> 0:35:57.160
<v Speaker 2>loved people that haven't been Like maybe true love the

0:35:57.239 --> 0:35:58.680
<v Speaker 2>second time is totally different.

0:35:58.960 --> 0:36:01.480
<v Speaker 1>You closed your heart up, So look what happened the

0:36:01.520 --> 0:36:03.560
<v Speaker 1>first time. I mean I did.

0:36:03.640 --> 0:36:06.160
<v Speaker 2>I had I've had relationships like a couple of a

0:36:06.160 --> 0:36:08.440
<v Speaker 2>couple of years when I was like, I just I

0:36:08.520 --> 0:36:10.920
<v Speaker 2>don't let anyone get that close.

0:36:11.320 --> 0:36:13.960
<v Speaker 1>You know, it's who closed your heart up. It's hard to.

0:36:14.040 --> 0:36:16.680
<v Speaker 2>Also didn't trust people because of the TV situation, and

0:36:17.520 --> 0:36:20.080
<v Speaker 2>like guys that want to be on camera that scares me.

0:36:21.120 --> 0:36:24.600
<v Speaker 2>That would scare me, right, So I wouldn't want to

0:36:24.640 --> 0:36:27.040
<v Speaker 2>be on housewives ever. If I was a dude, I'd

0:36:27.080 --> 0:36:29.080
<v Speaker 2>be like, let the ladyes fight it out and.

0:36:29.120 --> 0:36:31.000
<v Speaker 1>They would want to when they when you were in

0:36:31.120 --> 0:36:33.080
<v Speaker 1>that situation? Interesting, okay, and.

0:36:33.160 --> 0:36:36.160
<v Speaker 2>That was always a red flag. Yeah, and that episode

0:36:36.160 --> 0:36:37.879
<v Speaker 2>do you like me? Or do you like the fact

0:36:37.920 --> 0:36:40.600
<v Speaker 2>that am I like a prize that you're like, Oh,

0:36:40.680 --> 0:36:43.200
<v Speaker 2>it's like a fun trick like trick pony. Oh yeah,

0:36:43.200 --> 0:36:45.160
<v Speaker 2>I'm dating that one girl and like I'm on TV

0:36:45.280 --> 0:36:46.920
<v Speaker 2>look and not really into me?

0:36:48.000 --> 0:36:50.080
<v Speaker 1>Or do you really like me? You know what I mean?

0:36:50.200 --> 0:36:52.240
<v Speaker 1>So it was just weird.

0:36:52.800 --> 0:36:57.160
<v Speaker 2>I have trust issues, yes him, Yeah, as you should.

0:36:58.239 --> 0:36:59.520
<v Speaker 1>Are you dating anyone now?

0:37:00.200 --> 0:37:00.239
<v Speaker 2>No?

0:37:00.440 --> 0:37:05.000
<v Speaker 1>With my health issues, I haven't. I want to do years. No,

0:37:06.080 --> 0:37:08.080
<v Speaker 1>it's like celibate for two years.

0:37:08.400 --> 0:37:12.640
<v Speaker 2>Not by choice, but yeah, because I just don't. I've

0:37:13.239 --> 0:37:16.000
<v Speaker 2>I've lost my security in my looks, I'm so insecure.

0:37:16.600 --> 0:37:17.920
<v Speaker 2>I isolate and god basses.

0:37:17.960 --> 0:37:20.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't leave my house. I don't do a lot.

0:37:21.000 --> 0:37:24.200
<v Speaker 2>I did shoot a music video and they did touch

0:37:24.280 --> 0:37:26.640
<v Speaker 2>up my face with their digitizing thing because they were

0:37:26.680 --> 0:37:27.120
<v Speaker 2>so nice.

0:37:27.920 --> 0:37:38.320
<v Speaker 1>So can we talk about your face? Sure? So I

0:37:38.360 --> 0:37:40.719
<v Speaker 1>don't know what I read online, So I'm not sure

0:37:40.760 --> 0:37:43.920
<v Speaker 1>where you're at with it. So when did it start?

0:37:44.960 --> 0:37:48.560
<v Speaker 2>So? I came back from Morocco in January two years ago.

0:37:48.719 --> 0:37:51.840
<v Speaker 1>That was the Real Housewives Girls trip right that.

0:37:51.960 --> 0:37:55.160
<v Speaker 2>Ruined my life. Six months later, I started to swell up.

0:37:55.280 --> 0:37:58.160
<v Speaker 2>My face was swelling up, and it would swell in

0:37:58.200 --> 0:38:00.959
<v Speaker 2>one sur oh no, and then go to the other side,

0:38:01.040 --> 0:38:03.040
<v Speaker 2>and then it was I have pictures and then it

0:38:03.040 --> 0:38:05.120
<v Speaker 2>would flip flop. So it seemed like there was something

0:38:05.239 --> 0:38:08.360
<v Speaker 2>alive and they're moving around, so I'm like, there's got

0:38:08.480 --> 0:38:09.320
<v Speaker 2>to be some parasite.

0:38:09.360 --> 0:38:12.239
<v Speaker 1>I got like there's something which can happen. It can,

0:38:13.080 --> 0:38:13.680
<v Speaker 1>but I.

0:38:13.760 --> 0:38:16.240
<v Speaker 2>Don't believe it's parasite now. But we still don't have answers.

0:38:16.880 --> 0:38:20.600
<v Speaker 2>It's been a lot of doctor's appointments and a lot

0:38:20.719 --> 0:38:26.360
<v Speaker 2>of money and unfortunately we don't have answers yet. And

0:38:26.480 --> 0:38:29.239
<v Speaker 2>I know there's a problem, Like my kids are, you know,

0:38:29.360 --> 0:38:32.560
<v Speaker 2>they were like my head sometimes feels like there's so

0:38:32.640 --> 0:38:34.560
<v Speaker 2>much pressure inside my head in my neck that it's

0:38:34.600 --> 0:38:37.759
<v Speaker 2>going to explode. I have to constantly chew gum. That's

0:38:37.800 --> 0:38:38.600
<v Speaker 2>why I'm cheating them now.

0:38:38.600 --> 0:38:38.920
<v Speaker 1>I hate it.

0:38:40.520 --> 0:38:43.840
<v Speaker 2>It keeps my head from exploding because the pressure it

0:38:43.960 --> 0:38:47.279
<v Speaker 2>keeps it moving so that my limps actually drained because

0:38:47.320 --> 0:38:50.520
<v Speaker 2>my ted chairs like it's like bursting bubbles. It's disgusting.

0:38:50.920 --> 0:38:53.880
<v Speaker 2>But the problem is I have kaiser, that's my problem.

0:38:54.239 --> 0:38:58.120
<v Speaker 2>And I went to probably a dozen thirteen doctors there

0:38:58.719 --> 0:39:03.120
<v Speaker 2>and no well at all, and so I started, you know,

0:39:03.160 --> 0:39:06.399
<v Speaker 2>paying out of pocket and and the midst of all

0:39:06.400 --> 0:39:09.280
<v Speaker 2>of this, I'm not working. All my jobs canceled because

0:39:09.360 --> 0:39:15.000
<v Speaker 2>of because you couldn't work. Well wait, the Caroline stuff, Well,

0:39:15.040 --> 0:39:17.520
<v Speaker 2>the narrative when we got back from Morocco was I

0:39:17.680 --> 0:39:21.720
<v Speaker 2>was fired for being appropriate with Caroline Mansow and I wasn't.

0:39:22.239 --> 0:39:23.919
<v Speaker 1>I was had I miss this one?

0:39:24.120 --> 0:39:26.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well I don't know because it's ruined my life.

0:39:27.920 --> 0:39:30.399
<v Speaker 2>But I got six six months later. But those six

0:39:30.520 --> 0:39:32.680
<v Speaker 2>months I was in a feedt up position on my couch,

0:39:32.800 --> 0:39:37.360
<v Speaker 2>like contemplating suicide, being called horrible things by It's so

0:39:37.520 --> 0:39:40.480
<v Speaker 2>crazy that the press has so much power, like blogged

0:39:40.600 --> 0:39:44.080
<v Speaker 2>these bloggers they went, they went from gave her lap dance,

0:39:44.200 --> 0:39:49.160
<v Speaker 2>to kissed her unwantingly, to sexually harassed her, then to

0:39:49.360 --> 0:39:52.200
<v Speaker 2>rape like this is how and there's like two thousand articles.

0:39:52.560 --> 0:39:54.400
<v Speaker 2>And so I was supposed to go after Australia. I

0:39:54.440 --> 0:39:57.920
<v Speaker 2>had all these jobs like that, and everything canceled and

0:39:58.239 --> 0:40:01.200
<v Speaker 2>and it wasn't even I'm like, just wait for the

0:40:01.280 --> 0:40:03.920
<v Speaker 2>show to air at least like come.

0:40:03.800 --> 0:40:07.640
<v Speaker 1>On, I'm sorry. Yeah, so like a hustling mom and like.

0:40:07.880 --> 0:40:11.080
<v Speaker 2>You're just like this right, And then I lost my

0:40:11.160 --> 0:40:15.600
<v Speaker 2>looks at the same time because I was I literally

0:40:15.719 --> 0:40:19.239
<v Speaker 2>at fifty one, started only fans because I did not.

0:40:19.400 --> 0:40:21.120
<v Speaker 1>Have are you on? Only fans? I am?

0:40:21.200 --> 0:40:23.719
<v Speaker 2>Because I didn't have income for six months and I

0:40:23.880 --> 0:40:27.400
<v Speaker 2>was like going through my savings and so I started

0:40:27.440 --> 0:40:29.479
<v Speaker 2>that I was making good money, and then my face

0:40:29.560 --> 0:40:32.239
<v Speaker 2>started being crazy. So then I couldn't really even do

0:40:32.320 --> 0:40:34.120
<v Speaker 2>that because they're like, Okay, we don't want any more

0:40:34.120 --> 0:40:38.040
<v Speaker 2>pictures of your feet or your mask with you with

0:40:38.160 --> 0:40:41.480
<v Speaker 2>a mask on, because I was trying to hide my face.

0:40:41.480 --> 0:40:45.880
<v Speaker 1>So it just fee fund Yeah, I just do you

0:40:45.920 --> 0:40:48.359
<v Speaker 1>have good feet? No, I have bunions, But people like them.

0:40:48.560 --> 0:40:51.319
<v Speaker 1>It's weird, that's the thing they like that they are.

0:40:52.160 --> 0:40:52.719
<v Speaker 1>I don't like it.

0:40:53.120 --> 0:40:59.399
<v Speaker 2>But so then it's just been a really tough tough time.

0:41:00.080 --> 0:41:01.600
<v Speaker 1>And then now.

0:41:03.000 --> 0:41:04.480
<v Speaker 2>Still not having a diagnosis.

0:41:05.080 --> 0:41:08.400
<v Speaker 1>I imagine that's the hardest. Is I fear the unknown and.

0:41:08.520 --> 0:41:12.640
<v Speaker 2>Just skidy frustration like something's But luckily some women have

0:41:12.800 --> 0:41:17.080
<v Speaker 2>reached out to me on social media and they've had

0:41:17.239 --> 0:41:21.560
<v Speaker 2>very very similar things happening to their face. And they've

0:41:21.600 --> 0:41:24.880
<v Speaker 2>helped me so much to know what tests to ask for,

0:41:25.160 --> 0:41:27.280
<v Speaker 2>know what, like you need to get a fungal panel

0:41:27.480 --> 0:41:29.600
<v Speaker 2>because we had black mold poisoning a long time ago,

0:41:29.840 --> 0:41:33.760
<v Speaker 2>so they think that could be part of this. Totally

0:41:34.160 --> 0:41:36.880
<v Speaker 2>a fungal infection. Because we had it so bad, we

0:41:36.960 --> 0:41:40.520
<v Speaker 2>got like a settlement from the landlord. And my son

0:41:40.600 --> 0:41:44.560
<v Speaker 2>had it the worst. But luckily for them, they got.

0:41:44.480 --> 0:41:45.000
<v Speaker 1>Money from it.

0:41:45.200 --> 0:41:47.120
<v Speaker 2>Like you know, when Jake turns eighteen, ye'll have his

0:41:47.239 --> 0:41:49.399
<v Speaker 2>little nest egg that Mason had, so it's good.

0:41:49.760 --> 0:41:51.399
<v Speaker 1>We were supposed to do that, and I couldn't deal

0:41:51.440 --> 0:41:53.680
<v Speaker 1>with the lawyers and going to all the doctors to

0:41:53.719 --> 0:41:54.239
<v Speaker 1>get the proof.

0:41:54.320 --> 0:41:56.439
<v Speaker 2>No, I didn't have insurance. I was like just buying

0:41:56.480 --> 0:41:59.120
<v Speaker 2>everything on Amazon and sitting in my house like.

0:42:00.680 --> 0:42:00.920
<v Speaker 1>It was.

0:42:01.120 --> 0:42:04.200
<v Speaker 2>It's the worst. And I've never felt fully back from

0:42:04.640 --> 0:42:07.800
<v Speaker 2>that point. But then if there's a I had a

0:42:07.880 --> 0:42:10.080
<v Speaker 2>dental infection that no one knew about. It was under

0:42:10.080 --> 0:42:13.120
<v Speaker 2>a bridge, and I kept telling my dentist, I'm like,

0:42:13.200 --> 0:42:15.560
<v Speaker 2>there's something under there. It's really bothering me. He's like,

0:42:16.120 --> 0:42:18.160
<v Speaker 2>we can see through it on the extra you're fine.

0:42:18.920 --> 0:42:21.960
<v Speaker 2>And finally I took it out myself I got some

0:42:22.160 --> 0:42:24.759
<v Speaker 2>yarn and some super flasks and I pulled it down

0:42:25.600 --> 0:42:30.440
<v Speaker 2>and there was a completely rotted tooth. So and he

0:42:30.560 --> 0:42:33.799
<v Speaker 2>told you this fine, and that bridge had been there

0:42:33.800 --> 0:42:34.520
<v Speaker 2>for like ten years.

0:42:35.280 --> 0:42:37.480
<v Speaker 1>So I don't I still I have.

0:42:38.080 --> 0:42:39.880
<v Speaker 2>I think it was like a perfect storm of all

0:42:39.960 --> 0:42:44.359
<v Speaker 2>shit things that happened and we still are figuring it out.

0:42:45.320 --> 0:42:50.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, my kids are still not okay, some worse than others. Yeah,

0:42:50.160 --> 0:42:52.080
<v Speaker 1>there took. It took. I don't know if you guys

0:42:52.120 --> 0:42:55.400
<v Speaker 1>had this with the black mold, but like neurologically, there

0:42:55.440 --> 0:42:57.640
<v Speaker 1>would be things well I can't I couldn't see. It

0:42:57.680 --> 0:43:00.600
<v Speaker 1>would just be like a delay or small And they

0:43:00.640 --> 0:43:04.520
<v Speaker 1>did this thing. We went to this not Easter medicine,

0:43:04.520 --> 0:43:07.080
<v Speaker 1>but like, yeah, they did all this the studies and

0:43:07.120 --> 0:43:12.319
<v Speaker 1>they'd deal with mold and it's for people, like they think.

0:43:12.400 --> 0:43:15.439
<v Speaker 1>I was like walking a straight line and count from

0:43:15.480 --> 0:43:20.560
<v Speaker 1>one to ten, and I'd be like, in my balance,

0:43:20.880 --> 0:43:24.600
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't walk and count at the same time because

0:43:24.960 --> 0:43:27.759
<v Speaker 1>my brain was trying to count. My other brain side

0:43:27.760 --> 0:43:29.960
<v Speaker 1>of my brain was trying to walk straight. And the

0:43:30.000 --> 0:43:32.719
<v Speaker 1>same thing were happening with my kids. Yeah, and it

0:43:32.840 --> 0:43:35.840
<v Speaker 1>was like we were all like my daughter would be like,

0:43:36.040 --> 0:43:38.440
<v Speaker 1>were where's this on the counter? And I was like,

0:43:38.520 --> 0:43:41.040
<v Speaker 1>I just told you, baby, And then it was right

0:43:41.120 --> 0:43:42.879
<v Speaker 1>in front of her and I'd be like, oh my god.

0:43:42.960 --> 0:43:45.360
<v Speaker 1>I'd be like She's like, oh, I didn't even I

0:43:45.400 --> 0:43:48.400
<v Speaker 1>can see it. Like every rental, I like, I'm still renting,

0:43:48.480 --> 0:43:50.920
<v Speaker 1>but I have it same. I have it checked for

0:43:50.920 --> 0:43:54.960
<v Speaker 1>black mold first, because we were so sick. Mason was

0:43:55.280 --> 0:43:57.920
<v Speaker 1>really like the worst. He had anaphylaxis almost every day

0:43:58.719 --> 0:44:00.560
<v Speaker 1>and or the school is like, oh, why are the

0:44:00.640 --> 0:44:02.520
<v Speaker 1>kids always so sick? Are you just not getting them

0:44:02.560 --> 0:44:04.840
<v Speaker 1>to school? That's that's how mine got checked out, is I.

0:44:05.160 --> 0:44:07.560
<v Speaker 1>One of the schools was like, we need to do

0:44:07.680 --> 0:44:11.520
<v Speaker 1>a zoom with the district and have like it was

0:44:11.760 --> 0:44:16.759
<v Speaker 1>wild and I said and a friend, actually, Jenny Garth,

0:44:16.840 --> 0:44:19.080
<v Speaker 1>said to me, you ever had your house check from Aldama?

0:44:19.200 --> 0:44:21.920
<v Speaker 1>It's just rental And she's like, yeah, you're good check

0:44:22.000 --> 0:44:24.040
<v Speaker 1>giving there. You have to check it. That's the reason

0:44:24.120 --> 0:44:27.440
<v Speaker 1>I checked it. And then the school still didn't care,

0:44:27.600 --> 0:44:30.560
<v Speaker 1>but like no, but it we got out like it's

0:44:30.680 --> 0:44:32.200
<v Speaker 1>I could have gone a lot.

0:44:31.880 --> 0:44:34.040
<v Speaker 2>Like people don't understand you like I could. I had

0:44:34.080 --> 0:44:36.560
<v Speaker 2>the worst anxiety in my life. I didn't leave that

0:44:37.000 --> 0:44:39.520
<v Speaker 2>condo that we were living in. I couldn't see my

0:44:39.600 --> 0:44:43.239
<v Speaker 2>hair was falling out my I like, thank god. My

0:44:43.320 --> 0:44:46.320
<v Speaker 2>friend from Miami came over and he's like, there was

0:44:46.360 --> 0:44:49.000
<v Speaker 2>a leak in the ceiling. I ask the landlords to

0:44:49.080 --> 0:44:51.480
<v Speaker 2>fix it, like twenty times. They left it for four

0:44:51.560 --> 0:44:54.640
<v Speaker 2>months and he's like, you know what this game? Like,

0:44:54.800 --> 0:44:56.680
<v Speaker 2>I go, I don't know, but it smells horrible. He's like,

0:44:56.840 --> 0:44:59.000
<v Speaker 2>this is black mold. He's like, we have it everywhere

0:44:59.000 --> 0:45:01.879
<v Speaker 2>in Flora, like you need. He's like, this is why

0:45:01.920 --> 0:45:04.120
<v Speaker 2>you're feeling this way. This is why your skin is gray.

0:45:04.600 --> 0:45:06.520
<v Speaker 2>This is why you look this way. And I had

0:45:06.680 --> 0:45:11.719
<v Speaker 2>not felt one hundred since then. But we got out

0:45:11.760 --> 0:45:13.880
<v Speaker 2>of there, you know, and I got a lawyer because

0:45:15.239 --> 0:45:16.319
<v Speaker 2>we were all so sick.

0:45:16.960 --> 0:45:19.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I should have gone forward with it. I didn't.

0:45:19.880 --> 0:45:23.279
<v Speaker 1>I didn't want to deal with more trust lawyers right now,

0:45:23.400 --> 0:45:26.520
<v Speaker 1>and it's lawyer than just like forget it and then

0:45:26.560 --> 0:45:29.320
<v Speaker 1>going through a divorce at the same time. I'm like, okay,

0:45:29.800 --> 0:45:31.160
<v Speaker 1>so I let that one go.

0:45:31.800 --> 0:45:34.840
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes just easier to say to get a lawyer do this.

0:45:34.960 --> 0:45:39.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm like I did for that, but I'm like, all.

0:45:39.160 --> 0:45:42.120
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't stress me out. Why why not just.

0:45:42.520 --> 0:45:45.000
<v Speaker 2>Keep it moving and see what happened when I kept

0:45:45.040 --> 0:45:45.399
<v Speaker 2>it moving.

0:45:45.480 --> 0:45:47.360
<v Speaker 1>You want to be well, you want to be happy.

0:45:47.800 --> 0:45:52.960
<v Speaker 1>You deserve that. But people online do tell you more.

0:45:54.000 --> 0:45:56.200
<v Speaker 2>Because they've gone through this woman. I don't even know

0:45:56.200 --> 0:45:59.440
<v Speaker 2>if it's the same thing. But would she say she

0:45:59.719 --> 0:46:05.799
<v Speaker 2>thought she's she sent me this. It's Tricka trica minosis.

0:46:05.920 --> 0:46:08.480
<v Speaker 2>I have a written down, but it's a fungal infection

0:46:09.360 --> 0:46:13.319
<v Speaker 2>that her and thirty other women have in Boulder, Colorado,

0:46:13.800 --> 0:46:16.120
<v Speaker 2>because they went to a doctor that gave them filler

0:46:16.239 --> 0:46:19.480
<v Speaker 2>that was not like some bogus as filla.

0:46:19.560 --> 0:46:20.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god.

0:46:20.760 --> 0:46:23.560
<v Speaker 2>And so I'm like, well, even though everyone thought I

0:46:23.640 --> 0:46:25.880
<v Speaker 2>was doing too much filler and they always commented on it,

0:46:26.719 --> 0:46:29.680
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't like I had stopped, but my face I

0:46:29.800 --> 0:46:34.440
<v Speaker 2>looking back, it was still growing. So I think probably

0:46:34.560 --> 0:46:37.279
<v Speaker 2>the dental infection had a baby with the filler, you

0:46:37.320 --> 0:46:38.880
<v Speaker 2>know what I mean, Like the infection got into the

0:46:38.920 --> 0:46:40.120
<v Speaker 2>filler and now there's a fungle.

0:46:40.719 --> 0:46:42.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I just honestly want someone to open

0:46:42.880 --> 0:46:46.480
<v Speaker 1>up my face and get rid of it. Oh my gosh.

0:46:47.800 --> 0:46:51.040
<v Speaker 1>And you're working with doctor Dubrow or no, yes, I am.

0:46:51.200 --> 0:46:55.560
<v Speaker 2>So he was speaking about me on TMC. So I

0:46:55.640 --> 0:46:57.920
<v Speaker 2>reached out to him because I said, if you're going

0:46:57.960 --> 0:46:59.200
<v Speaker 2>to talk about me, you might as well help me.

0:47:00.120 --> 0:47:03.319
<v Speaker 1>It's fine, yeah, right, and like that's a nice guy.

0:47:03.600 --> 0:47:04.160
<v Speaker 1>He's a nice guy.

0:47:05.320 --> 0:47:09.560
<v Speaker 2>Unfortunately we haven't we haven't come to any He thought

0:47:09.600 --> 0:47:10.239
<v Speaker 2>it was filler too.

0:47:10.280 --> 0:47:10.759
<v Speaker 1>It's not filler.

0:47:10.840 --> 0:47:11.720
<v Speaker 2>It's like it's not filler.

0:47:12.280 --> 0:47:14.160
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, you know, it's a fungle. How do

0:47:14.239 --> 0:47:14.719
<v Speaker 1>you find that?

0:47:14.880 --> 0:47:18.759
<v Speaker 2>Though, Well, they have to test for it. The test, well,

0:47:18.800 --> 0:47:20.000
<v Speaker 2>it's a culture they have to do.

0:47:20.120 --> 0:47:20.600
<v Speaker 1>But he didn't.

0:47:20.640 --> 0:47:21.840
<v Speaker 2>I thought he had done that.

0:47:21.960 --> 0:47:25.160
<v Speaker 1>But he did not, so so they'd have to open

0:47:25.320 --> 0:47:26.200
<v Speaker 1>up in your face to.

0:47:26.239 --> 0:47:29.440
<v Speaker 2>Go in or well he took three biopsies, okay, so

0:47:29.760 --> 0:47:31.160
<v Speaker 2>I thought we were testing for fungal.

0:47:31.280 --> 0:47:31.520
<v Speaker 1>Again.

0:47:32.440 --> 0:47:34.880
<v Speaker 2>I feel like it's so much more on the inside

0:47:34.920 --> 0:47:38.920
<v Speaker 2>of my like inside of my mouth because all drains

0:47:39.000 --> 0:47:41.320
<v Speaker 2>into my mouth, Like it might be better to go

0:47:41.560 --> 0:47:42.560
<v Speaker 2>inside my mouth.

0:47:42.440 --> 0:47:42.719
<v Speaker 1>And do it.

0:47:43.080 --> 0:47:45.960
<v Speaker 2>So I'm seeing this new dentist and he's trying to

0:47:46.000 --> 0:47:49.680
<v Speaker 2>help me. So I'm I'm like explaining all avenues because.

0:47:49.680 --> 0:47:52.640
<v Speaker 1>The pressure and neck it's makes sense, but it's all

0:47:52.680 --> 0:47:54.480
<v Speaker 1>adding up, like but it's getting worse.

0:47:54.680 --> 0:48:00.080
<v Speaker 2>And like when when like an infectious disease doctor or

0:48:00.120 --> 0:48:04.640
<v Speaker 2>that kaiser, like you're fine, you're not getting antibiotics, and like,

0:48:04.719 --> 0:48:07.000
<v Speaker 2>I'm not here trying to get norco's. I need an

0:48:07.040 --> 0:48:10.800
<v Speaker 2>antibiotic because I do feel better on antibiotics. And the

0:48:10.960 --> 0:48:13.480
<v Speaker 2>one time I felt really good was that I had

0:48:13.560 --> 0:48:16.960
<v Speaker 2>IVY antibiotics and an IVY fungal treatment. But I couldn't

0:48:17.000 --> 0:48:18.600
<v Speaker 2>afford to keep it going because it was two thousand

0:48:18.640 --> 0:48:20.840
<v Speaker 2>dollars a week and I was paying out a pocket

0:48:21.400 --> 0:48:26.120
<v Speaker 2>and so I finished early, and because I looked normal again,

0:48:26.200 --> 0:48:28.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, fucky, I'll just finish and I should have

0:48:29.040 --> 0:48:31.800
<v Speaker 2>kept going. And now I just have to find a

0:48:31.840 --> 0:48:32.960
<v Speaker 2>doctor to put me back on that.

0:48:33.920 --> 0:48:36.560
<v Speaker 1>And it's just so what do people do. I'm just asking, like,

0:48:37.120 --> 0:48:39.520
<v Speaker 1>if you don't have insurance or good insurance and you

0:48:39.640 --> 0:48:41.279
<v Speaker 1>don't get see good doctors, like.

0:48:41.719 --> 0:48:44.840
<v Speaker 2>That's all they care about is good fucking money. I'm like,

0:48:44.960 --> 0:48:47.399
<v Speaker 2>I don't care what it costs. Like I had a rest,

0:48:47.560 --> 0:48:49.640
<v Speaker 2>like I rescued this dog. I had a rescue tuala

0:48:49.719 --> 0:48:51.600
<v Speaker 2>and that same vet for seven thousand dollars for a

0:48:51.680 --> 0:48:54.560
<v Speaker 2>rattlesnake bite which I didn't have. But of course I'll

0:48:54.600 --> 0:48:57.680
<v Speaker 2>find it. Yeah, I'll get another credit card to.

0:48:57.680 --> 0:49:00.440
<v Speaker 1>Have a lot. Yeah, for our babies, for our for babies.

0:49:00.520 --> 0:49:04.440
<v Speaker 1>Will do anything anything. I will pay for hair.

0:49:04.560 --> 0:49:06.279
<v Speaker 2>That's like the one thing I cannot give up because

0:49:06.280 --> 0:49:09.040
<v Speaker 2>when my hair's out, I do not feel good, like

0:49:09.160 --> 0:49:11.880
<v Speaker 2>it's even It's like amplified by a hundred million.

0:49:12.120 --> 0:49:12.960
<v Speaker 1>I understand that.

0:49:13.480 --> 0:49:17.800
<v Speaker 2>I yeah, so most girls got it that don't that

0:49:18.200 --> 0:49:21.600
<v Speaker 2>use have natural hair and use them a little bit

0:49:21.600 --> 0:49:22.279
<v Speaker 2>of fluff on.

0:49:22.400 --> 0:49:26.480
<v Speaker 1>Top of it. Mine's more than that. He's trying to

0:49:28.600 --> 0:49:30.879
<v Speaker 1>you have a single coming out? Talk about one second.

0:49:31.560 --> 0:49:35.719
<v Speaker 2>Okay, so we have music coming out myself and two

0:49:35.880 --> 0:49:37.120
<v Speaker 2>Australian pop stars.

0:49:37.640 --> 0:49:38.640
<v Speaker 1>They reached out to me.

0:49:38.880 --> 0:49:43.120
<v Speaker 2>Well, one is my manager and my friend James. He's

0:49:43.280 --> 0:49:44.480
<v Speaker 2>really famous in Australia.

0:49:45.480 --> 0:49:47.640
<v Speaker 1>James, is this true? James is here on the.

0:49:47.680 --> 0:49:52.080
<v Speaker 2>Side and he's handsome. And they asked you to do

0:49:52.280 --> 0:49:56.439
<v Speaker 2>like a little a rap for the there a rap.

0:49:56.680 --> 0:49:59.319
<v Speaker 2>Yeah I don't sing so, but I like, yeah, sure,

0:49:59.440 --> 0:50:01.879
<v Speaker 2>So I wrote a up in it. It's actually really fun.

0:50:02.560 --> 0:50:04.080
<v Speaker 2>My kid and I let my kids listen to it

0:50:04.120 --> 0:50:06.719
<v Speaker 2>and they were mortified after they heard my first song

0:50:07.160 --> 0:50:09.680
<v Speaker 2>because I did a rap song. It was just a joke,

0:50:10.160 --> 0:50:12.640
<v Speaker 2>but they were like, not good, mom, but I still

0:50:12.680 --> 0:50:13.520
<v Speaker 2>put it out. I didn't care.

0:50:13.600 --> 0:50:15.560
<v Speaker 1>Our kids can be so judging, you know what. I

0:50:15.680 --> 0:50:21.040
<v Speaker 1>like it like, but yes, they like, Mom, that's dank.

0:50:21.320 --> 0:50:24.160
<v Speaker 1>That's all I hear now from teens means good. No

0:50:25.000 --> 0:50:28.279
<v Speaker 1>dank to us. Yeah, my eighteen said the other day

0:50:28.280 --> 0:50:31.080
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, oh, I'm still He's like, no, Mom,

0:50:31.200 --> 0:50:34.120
<v Speaker 1>Jane means awesome. I'm like, okay, if I.

0:50:34.200 --> 0:50:38.960
<v Speaker 2>Say anything that like with their lingo, they like. I'm like,

0:50:39.160 --> 0:50:41.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, that's she liked an out of pocket and like,

0:50:41.400 --> 0:50:44.000
<v Speaker 2>that's my lingo. But they're like, please do not say

0:50:44.040 --> 0:50:47.200
<v Speaker 2>out of pocket. I'm like, that was what we were

0:50:47.239 --> 0:50:50.239
<v Speaker 2>saying in ye say it if I want to say it, like,

0:50:50.719 --> 0:50:53.440
<v Speaker 2>but their lingo, they're like, I just I say it

0:50:53.480 --> 0:50:54.880
<v Speaker 2>in the wrong way on purpose to make them.

0:50:56.440 --> 0:50:58.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, why did it hit different? I don't like

0:50:58.719 --> 0:50:59.239
<v Speaker 1>who hit you?

0:51:00.239 --> 0:51:01.400
<v Speaker 2>Like, no, it hit different?

0:51:01.920 --> 0:51:02.880
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god.

0:51:03.160 --> 0:51:03.359
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:51:03.400 --> 0:51:06.000
<v Speaker 1>But anyway, my daughter may we put pants on the

0:51:06.080 --> 0:51:08.640
<v Speaker 1>other day. I had like a slip dress on and

0:51:08.719 --> 0:51:11.120
<v Speaker 1>little like booty shorts underneath you couldn't see anything. And

0:51:11.160 --> 0:51:13.799
<v Speaker 1>she's like, I'm gonna say this in the nicest way, Mom,

0:51:13.920 --> 0:51:16.120
<v Speaker 1>can you put on pants. I'm like, I'm wearing pants

0:51:16.640 --> 0:51:19.720
<v Speaker 1>and she's like, no, like long pants, like those are shorts.

0:51:19.760 --> 0:51:21.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm so glad I don't have girls. I don't because

0:51:21.920 --> 0:51:24.240
<v Speaker 2>I walk around like this is a lot of clothes

0:51:24.280 --> 0:51:26.680
<v Speaker 2>for me. I walk around in simsuits I like have

0:51:27.719 --> 0:51:30.120
<v Speaker 2>and my stupid dogs. I love them because they're so

0:51:30.239 --> 0:51:33.080
<v Speaker 2>comfortable in my house and like the kids are so

0:51:33.280 --> 0:51:35.440
<v Speaker 2>used to seeing me, like with barely any clothes on.

0:51:35.520 --> 0:51:41.440
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't FaZe them, thank god. But sorry I interrupt

0:51:41.520 --> 0:51:43.680
<v Speaker 1>you usually Australia, James.

0:51:43.560 --> 0:51:47.719
<v Speaker 2>And it's called remedy. So it's yes, there's a little

0:51:47.760 --> 0:51:49.520
<v Speaker 2>teaser on my Instagram now.

0:51:49.920 --> 0:51:52.279
<v Speaker 1>So people can go, okay, I have to go listen. Sorry,

0:51:52.560 --> 0:51:55.319
<v Speaker 1>sorry and listening okay, okay, yeah, it'll be fun. It's

0:51:55.320 --> 0:51:57.440
<v Speaker 1>a really fun like what are you wearing it? Oh

0:51:57.520 --> 0:52:02.800
<v Speaker 1>my god. I have the best clothes, like mostly James's clothes.

0:52:03.719 --> 0:52:06.160
<v Speaker 1>I like, the girl's got the best clothes.

0:52:06.280 --> 0:52:06.440
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:52:07.480 --> 0:52:10.240
<v Speaker 1>The boy's just the boy. He's handsome enough. He doesn't

0:52:10.320 --> 0:52:14.480
<v Speaker 1>need great though. He did look like a pirate and

0:52:14.600 --> 0:52:19.080
<v Speaker 1>I had to change it. I'm taking this off, and

0:52:19.239 --> 0:52:21.560
<v Speaker 1>don't you put those glasses on. But the girls, we

0:52:21.680 --> 0:52:24.719
<v Speaker 1>look good. We had a great stylist. Okay, that comes

0:52:24.760 --> 0:52:28.520
<v Speaker 1>out April ninth. Yes, okay, I'm really excited. I got

0:52:28.640 --> 0:52:30.360
<v Speaker 1>to tell you, and I know what it's like feeling

0:52:30.440 --> 0:52:34.440
<v Speaker 1>insecure and what anyone else says, we can't hear it

0:52:34.760 --> 0:52:38.120
<v Speaker 1>at all. I'm sitting right with you, and I know

0:52:38.239 --> 0:52:42.319
<v Speaker 1>you're going through so much physically and emotionally. I think

0:52:42.360 --> 0:52:46.480
<v Speaker 1>you look beautiful. Oh thank you. You really really When

0:52:46.560 --> 0:52:48.040
<v Speaker 1>you walked out of the room to talk to the bed,

0:52:48.080 --> 0:52:49.920
<v Speaker 1>I was telling my prodiser, I'm like, she's a fucking

0:52:50.120 --> 0:52:54.120
<v Speaker 1>gorgeous in person. You're very sweet, but you know, but

0:52:54.239 --> 0:52:56.520
<v Speaker 1>I know we have our own things that we feel.

0:52:57.239 --> 0:52:59.960
<v Speaker 1>But also if I took this, I like you without makeup.

0:53:00.200 --> 0:53:02.920
<v Speaker 2>No, I have this like Peter Thomas Roth mask on

0:53:03.400 --> 0:53:04.799
<v Speaker 2>and it tightens everything up.

0:53:05.000 --> 0:53:07.040
<v Speaker 1>Wait, what's that? I want that one my purse. I'll

0:53:07.040 --> 0:53:09.800
<v Speaker 1>show you. But it lasts for about two hours, so

0:53:09.920 --> 0:53:14.040
<v Speaker 1>you're it's like Cinderella is I used to have something

0:53:14.160 --> 0:53:14.320
<v Speaker 1>like that.

0:53:14.680 --> 0:53:16.560
<v Speaker 2>It lasts for two hours, and it's like it makes

0:53:16.600 --> 0:53:19.680
<v Speaker 2>it all smooth and then starts sinking in again and

0:53:19.800 --> 0:53:20.840
<v Speaker 2>turning different colors.

0:53:21.440 --> 0:53:22.080
<v Speaker 1>So that's fun.

0:53:22.360 --> 0:53:26.640
<v Speaker 2>But it's a great mask until I can figure this out.

0:53:27.239 --> 0:53:28.120
<v Speaker 2>That's what I'll be wearing.

0:53:28.760 --> 0:53:31.560
<v Speaker 1>I want you to figure it out. I'm excited to

0:53:31.560 --> 0:53:33.920
<v Speaker 1>come on your podcast. We have more to talk about it.

0:53:34.280 --> 0:53:37.080
<v Speaker 2>I think I feel like we can day same.

0:53:37.320 --> 0:53:40.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm glad we got that all clear. I know. I'm so.

0:53:40.719 --> 0:53:42.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm so sorry you thought I was a bitch when

0:53:42.440 --> 0:53:45.279
<v Speaker 1>I first hit you. Okay, I mean, listen, I'm here.

0:53:45.920 --> 0:53:49.000
<v Speaker 2>I feel like we're all allowed to change, right, I'm.

0:53:48.880 --> 0:53:51.319
<v Speaker 1>No, I keep saying change. I promise you I wasn't

0:53:51.320 --> 0:53:53.720
<v Speaker 1>a bitch. No, I know, but I probably keep across

0:53:54.480 --> 0:53:55.840
<v Speaker 1>like you're.

0:53:55.719 --> 0:53:58.480
<v Speaker 2>Famous and Eddie, like you only talk to Eddie and

0:53:58.640 --> 0:54:01.560
<v Speaker 2>I you know what I mean, famous people. I think

0:54:01.640 --> 0:54:08.520
<v Speaker 2>that you're probably more scrutinized because because I don't know

0:54:08.600 --> 0:54:10.680
<v Speaker 2>if I was some random person in an ovator.

0:54:10.880 --> 0:54:13.600
<v Speaker 1>That's my big thing, My entire life is because of who.

0:54:13.640 --> 0:54:16.640
<v Speaker 1>My dad was never wanting anyone to think, like, oh,

0:54:16.680 --> 0:54:18.279
<v Speaker 1>the rich girl, she's going to be a bitch, that

0:54:18.400 --> 0:54:21.160
<v Speaker 1>I was a bitch, so I was usually overly out

0:54:21.160 --> 0:54:23.520
<v Speaker 1>of the way. But I'm also always been super insecure,

0:54:24.200 --> 0:54:27.200
<v Speaker 1>so I probably it was probably an everything in me

0:54:27.400 --> 0:54:29.160
<v Speaker 1>to go up to him to say hi, because I

0:54:29.200 --> 0:54:32.000
<v Speaker 1>don't like seeing like seeing people I don't, I don't.

0:54:32.360 --> 0:54:34.080
<v Speaker 1>We were like, you know them, go say hi. I'm like,

0:54:34.160 --> 0:54:36.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, I'm scared. I'm scared, and then like

0:54:37.800 --> 0:54:39.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, well you know what, I forgive you.

0:54:39.960 --> 0:54:42.640
<v Speaker 2>It's fine and we'll do this again.

0:54:42.800 --> 0:54:43.359
<v Speaker 1>This was fun.

0:54:43.480 --> 0:54:46.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm sorry I was a little late. But the dog,

0:54:47.000 --> 0:54:49.800
<v Speaker 2>she is my Her name's Lady, Lady for lady

0:54:50.160 --> 0:54:51.640
<v Speaker 1>Sorry for lady, persh for Lady.