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Speaker 1: Misspelling with Tori Spelling and iHeartRadio podcast.

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Speaker 2: I thought of a show for us on the way

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Speaker 2: over you did, Yeah, I want to hear it. Yeah, broken, famous, famous,

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Speaker 2: and broke.

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Speaker 1: I don't know if you're broken any more, but I'm broke,

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Speaker 1: honestly broke as fuck. It sucks. I would rather and

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Speaker 1: no one gets it.

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Speaker 2: It's so hard because if I go and work at CVS,

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Speaker 2: then everyone's gonna.

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Speaker 1: You know, oh my god, Look, I don't know. I

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Speaker 1: don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. And I

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Speaker 1: just you're not gonna go work at CVS.

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Speaker 2: I love CBS, though I got extra bags make me

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Speaker 2: so happy. But no, I was just thinking, it just

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Speaker 2: sucks to have people know who you are, and like

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Speaker 2: being famous is hard enough, but at least those most

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Speaker 2: people have money, I know, I mean you had money,

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Speaker 2: you know what it's like.

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Speaker 1: I don't know what. I don't know what your situation

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Speaker 1: is like now. Yeah, yeah, this industry is just they're

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Speaker 1: so it's high, it's low. I can't.

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Speaker 2: I haven't had filler or botox in two years because

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Speaker 2: of the muzation. Yeah no, and I'm miserable and my

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Speaker 2: neck is the thing that makes me the most miserable

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Speaker 2: because you know those lines. I never had them before.

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Speaker 1: No, wait, what lines? You know the things at pool?

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Speaker 2: I have one nail on. It's a really fun day

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Speaker 2: for me.

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Speaker 1: I might have no I have. It's fine, I have

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Speaker 1: like nail glue.

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Speaker 2: But then I didn't bring my nails, and I've already

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Speaker 2: gotten like almost gotten like three accidents on the right

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Speaker 2: here because I was putting on a mask and then

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Speaker 2: make up over my mask so that I would look

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Speaker 2: not like I looked yesterday for Netflix. I'm just gonna

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Speaker 2: hide my hands. That's how I kind of normally do it.

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Speaker 2: James knows. I'm always glueing on nails because I have

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Speaker 2: no nail bed. It's like a little kid's nail bed,

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Speaker 2: and they grow like they arch up.

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Speaker 1: It's not like a.

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Speaker 2: Deformity, but it it is kind of my mom our.

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Speaker 2: Nails just grow like a ski jump. So look like

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Speaker 2: I have a really short nail bed.

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Speaker 1: One hair I don't want to grow. I got I

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Speaker 1: got all that shit in my car. Do you want

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Speaker 1: hair with at a lotto ticket attached to it? Like

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Speaker 1: this is my life. We're kind of the same.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it feels like it's scary. So I glued them

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Speaker 2: on yesterday for the for the reality show. I mean,

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Speaker 2: he's twenty one. I'm not the boss of him anymore.

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Speaker 2: I just don't want this life for him because because you.

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Speaker 1: Know firsthand, but it could be different for him.

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Speaker 2: I don't think reality I mean right now reality TV

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Speaker 2: is the last two years has like completely.

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Speaker 1: Ruined my life. Yes, I understand, and.

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Speaker 2: I just don't want like, you know, why kiss say

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Speaker 2: stupid stuff and they don't realize. Even yesterday they the

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Speaker 2: kids are there's a girl, really pretty girl.

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Speaker 1: She's a star. I mean, there's just no gutting around it.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, like she is a star or she's gonna

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Speaker 1: be a star.

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Speaker 2: She she's gonna be a star. Like regard, she's like

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Speaker 2: the Christian cavalry.

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Speaker 1: I think, oh okay, but like.

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Speaker 2: With blue eyes and like younger. But yes, so it's

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Speaker 2: like he went to see our canyon. So he has

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Speaker 2: all these friends, but on my time, he's seen the struggle,

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Speaker 2: like he we've moved thirteen times in fifteen years.

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Speaker 1: It seems that he had moved seventeen times.

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Speaker 2: Why do you have to one up me or two

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Speaker 2: up me? I mean too, are you on meds Now Mayan,

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Speaker 2: What are you on meds right now?

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Speaker 1: No? Why do you have any No? I do, but but.

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Speaker 2: We could talk about I was kidding the Ambien's kicking

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Speaker 2: in now. I'm so, I feel like I told James I,

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Speaker 2: I feel like we're gonna interview each other, because that's

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Speaker 2: how it always works out when I when I go

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Speaker 2: on someone else's podcast.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I just like to I'm like, yeah.

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Speaker 2: So, I'm like, we're going to talk. He's like, I

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Speaker 2: think she's just gonna ask you questions. I don't think

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Speaker 2: it works that way. He does my podcast with me.

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Speaker 2: I just yell at him.

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Speaker 1: So he's so handsome, he likes it. He's attractive, he's gay.

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Speaker 1: They're all gay. All the cute ones are good ones.

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Speaker 1: So what's going on with you? Where do I start?

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Speaker 1: I don't know. Should we go back to our beginning? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: let's do Okay, fine, okay. So I feel like the

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Speaker 1: first time I met you, you were a bit we

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Speaker 1: loved each other. Really the first time I Carlo, Yes,

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Speaker 1: oh my god, I came up to the tape. What

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Speaker 2: You came up and said hi to Eddie and totally

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Speaker 2: ignored me, And you had that weird husband at the

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Speaker 2: time with the big eyes.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, that's so mean. I don't I mean,

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Speaker 2: No, he was nice, but you were like talking to

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Speaker 2: Eddie like I didn't exist.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, I'm so sorry because I'm not that

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Speaker 1: he But you know, I knew him through high school

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Speaker 1: on a date or some under your dated. I know

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Speaker 1: him through high school. He dated my best friend. Where

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Speaker 1: do you go to high school? Do you want Claire Prep? Okay,

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Speaker 1: so all of my best friends went to Montclair. My

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Speaker 1: brother went to Montclair. Oh doc, that was like a

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Speaker 1: fun school. You guys went on a couple of dates.

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Speaker 1: One date. But this is later on, right, So my

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Speaker 1: best friend still to this day, her name's Jenny. Different

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Speaker 1: Jenny dated him in high school or okay, I'm just kidding.

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Speaker 1: I think they went to one of like the dances

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Speaker 1: or proms. Like she totally was like all like goo

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Speaker 1: eyes over him, and he like broke her heart. And

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Speaker 1: then cut to years later. Do you remember do you

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Speaker 1: remember that club the.

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Speaker 2: Gem, the Gem? No, maybe I didn't left her at

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Speaker 2: oh wait, okay, yeah, yeah, so the Gem wasn't born yet. Okay,

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Speaker 2: I think we wait, we are.

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Speaker 1: The damage you're a year older. But other than that,

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Speaker 1: I thought you were younger than me. How old. I'm

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Speaker 1: fifty one. I'll be fifty two in May, so I'm

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Speaker 1: six months older than you. Yeah, but I thought you

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Speaker 1: good thing. And even like you're you don't have makeup

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Speaker 1: on today you're sitting here. I thought you were way

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Speaker 2: Just because I act like a child and I have

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Speaker 2: because everyone always thinks that I'm younger.

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Speaker 1: And I'm straight. I mean, I'm thinking, and then I'm

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Speaker 1: just looking at your face from like since the moment

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Speaker 1: I met you have I'll show you what I'm not

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Speaker 1: looking at your face right now. I'll show you can

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Speaker 1: rarely see me.

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Speaker 2: Like we are the same person, Like I can't see ship.

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Speaker 1: I think. Oh wait, wait, okay, wait, sorry, sorry, I'm

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Speaker 1: just excited. Okay, So Eddie and I like reconnected because

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Speaker 1: we had met through my friend in high school and

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Speaker 1: all our friends went to school together whatever. At this

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Speaker 1: like club on Melrose anyway, he was there and he

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Speaker 1: somehow asked me out, and I was like, I shouldn't work, Okay,

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Speaker 1: why why isn't Why am I the horror? Not?

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Speaker 2: No?

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Speaker 1: What I'm talking about him? Okay? And my I just

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Speaker 1: remember saying yes because I was like, because I know

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Speaker 1: you went out with you. Then he was interesting, we're

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Speaker 1: bringing this together now.

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Speaker 2: Well I told my kids that and they said absolutely

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Speaker 2: not true. And they don't believe things that I tell them.

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Speaker 2: I know are should be true because our dad doesn't

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Speaker 2: ever tell them the truth.

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Speaker 1: Male, we like full transparency, like this is it? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: So I'm trying to put the pieces together. So what

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Speaker 1: it was? So I was scared to tell me about

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Speaker 1: her heart. Am I supposed to be that dick friend?

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Speaker 1: And then like girl code not go out with them.

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Speaker 1: So I did end up telling her and I was like,

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Speaker 1: are you okay? And she's like, oh, I don't care.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god. We're in her twenties now, that was

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Speaker 1: in high school. So hot. Sorry I listen, So you

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Speaker 1: do really beautiful? Yeah exactly, And so we went on

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Speaker 1: friends like, I don't know, yeah I was. It was

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Speaker 1: like I was it on Sunset Boulevard. I just know

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Speaker 1: opera already expensive? What soap was he on? About all

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Speaker 2: I'm like, I Young and the Restless and then Sunset.

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Speaker 1: Each Oh was he not on Nino two? And oh

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Speaker 1: I'm a yes person, so I'm like, yeah, that sounds great. Anyway.

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Speaker 1: and shit faced, and I'm like, oh my god, I'm

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Speaker 1: not gonna lie. I felt like the combo wasn't great.

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Speaker 1: Oh really, okay, I felt like he's we didn't He

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Speaker 1: has a charm, very charming.

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Speaker 2: It's like I always say to my my friends, like

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Speaker 2: off before when they were younger, and like, don't get

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Speaker 2: charmed because they all all my gay friends. Oh yeah,

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Speaker 2: for sure, and the kids have them too. So I'm like,

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Speaker 2: don't give me your dad's.

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Speaker 1: Face right now. I can. I like, I know, give

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Speaker 1: me PTSD. You know what living in Calabasas says.

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Speaker 2: I'm listening because I have goun in my mouth and

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Speaker 2: missing teeth.

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Speaker 1: It's really fun to be me right now.

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Speaker 2: But no, I didn't think that going back to like

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Speaker 2: the scene of the crime, Calabasas was going to be

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Speaker 2: difficult because we've been getting along for years. I mean

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Speaker 2: it's not been an issue. As the kids get older,

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Speaker 2: they make their own decisions, right, I mean, we I

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Speaker 2: did fight when I I will pick my battles. I

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Speaker 2: tell the kids that's on you. But if it's something

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Speaker 2: I will go to war for and then I know

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Speaker 2: I will win. Like there was two things, and of

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Speaker 2: course I won, and they were like, oh shit, don't

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Speaker 2: mess with mom.

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Speaker 1: But it's just the little stuff that teach me your ways.

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Speaker 1: I'm just getting a check me a decade to fit

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Speaker 1: to Oh wait, can I finish the story? Wait? Sorry, sorry, sorry,

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Speaker 1: I get so easily distracted. I'll go from I'm trying

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Speaker 1: to like, yeah, so anyway, there were four drinks. I'm

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Speaker 1: totally wasted. He was charming, great, talked a lot about himself.

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Speaker 1: Oh see, And this is what's funny. I remembered when

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Speaker 1: On the literal. So we've never talked about this. But

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Speaker 2: Yes, it's not a good thing to be first on.

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Speaker 2: The wife at home and and he cheated with his

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Speaker 2: if he doesn't want to leave. Wait, thank you.

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Speaker 1: So there was a lot of that like yeah, yeah, homewrecker,

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Speaker 1: you hate her for that?

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Speaker 2: I'm like, I hate him because we had two beautiful

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Speaker 1: I just got the hills same.

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Speaker 2: It's hard to talk about it because it does like

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Speaker 2: bring I'm sorry, No, it's okay, because that's obviously a conversation.

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Speaker 2: But you know, the man isn't forced into getting hard

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Speaker 1: Sex with you. So I mean that's on him and

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Speaker 1: Please I read it. I don't know. We've never none

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Speaker 2: She was doing it. I think she was like the

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Speaker 1: She had it was one different incarnations, Yes, right, it

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Speaker 2: I don't remember, Okay, but then I don't even remember

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Speaker 2: And it sucks what happened. He sucks what happened to me.

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Speaker 2: But I don't think that it's your fault or it's leanceval.

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Speaker 2: I think it's every everyone's fault. How I was handled

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and then I mean you got a lot of

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Speaker 2: And now you're divorced, right, that's crazy and you have

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Speaker 2: I don't want that, but you have a lot that

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Speaker 1: It really does. Yeah can And I don't know what

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Speaker 2: If you have to leave a bad relationship, you have

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Speaker 1: And she's like, have you ever considered what it would

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Speaker 1: like happening, and she and I had a conversation on

437
00:21:43,560 --> 00:21:46,399
Speaker 1: the show, which actually ended up being a good conversation,

438
00:21:47,560 --> 00:21:49,240
Speaker 1: and I was like, yeah.

439
00:21:49,040 --> 00:21:51,320
Speaker 2: I don't think she has any will towards you at all,

440
00:21:51,480 --> 00:21:54,159
Speaker 2: Like she doesn't say anything negative ever, and I and

441
00:21:54,280 --> 00:21:55,800
Speaker 2: I told her I was coming to do your podcast.

442
00:21:55,840 --> 00:21:57,639
Speaker 2: She's like, oh god, that's good, but then you have

443
00:21:57,720 --> 00:21:59,600
Speaker 2: to do mine. I'm like I've been saying I will

444
00:21:59,640 --> 00:22:02,440
Speaker 2: do her, but I'm moving and so I don't know

445
00:22:02,480 --> 00:22:05,120
Speaker 2: where I'm going. I'm just it's been a hectic time

446
00:22:05,240 --> 00:22:08,960
Speaker 2: with health issues and all the other shit on my plate.

447
00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:13,840
Speaker 2: Right now, I'm just like, yes, for sure. So, I mean,

448
00:22:15,480 --> 00:22:18,000
Speaker 2: you've been in Hollywood a long time now. I'm like,

449
00:22:18,400 --> 00:22:21,520
Speaker 2: for like, your iconic Beverly Hills was like it's still

450
00:22:21,680 --> 00:22:25,600
Speaker 2: like talked about and now you're here and you're like

451
00:22:25,840 --> 00:22:28,000
Speaker 2: you've been through it, would you do it all the

452
00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:28,600
Speaker 2: same again?

453
00:22:31,560 --> 00:22:33,440
Speaker 1: Do you want to say that question for your podcast?

454
00:22:33,560 --> 00:22:36,240
Speaker 2: When I because I feel like we're just gonna I

455
00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:38,240
Speaker 2: feel like we're just interviewing each other kind of in

456
00:22:38,280 --> 00:22:38,919
Speaker 2: a way, but.

457
00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:41,399
Speaker 1: Not even interviewing, like like we get to talk like

458
00:22:41,560 --> 00:22:44,000
Speaker 1: this is an opportunity. It's like I've actually always wanted

459
00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:45,240
Speaker 1: to talk to you about this, and it's like, Okay,

460
00:22:45,240 --> 00:22:47,639
Speaker 1: here's a good excuse. I may more fun nowt like

461
00:22:47,760 --> 00:22:52,560
Speaker 1: having drinks and talking about it. But yeah, so I

462
00:22:52,720 --> 00:22:55,000
Speaker 1: forgot the question. Okay, would I do it all again?

463
00:22:55,119 --> 00:22:57,520
Speaker 1: Like just knowing the outcome? If you knew the outcome?

464
00:22:57,720 --> 00:22:58,480
Speaker 1: Which part?

465
00:22:58,760 --> 00:23:02,639
Speaker 2: Okay, that's I guess the affair in the first place,

466
00:23:03,560 --> 00:23:05,280
Speaker 2: and marrying him.

467
00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:10,800
Speaker 1: I gotta say, I think about that all the time.

468
00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:14,000
Speaker 1: But if the journey had been different, I wouldn't have

469
00:23:14,119 --> 00:23:19,639
Speaker 1: my five kids, and those kids are my everything. So no,

470
00:23:19,760 --> 00:23:22,160
Speaker 1: I wouldn't change I wouldn't change the journey. I think

471
00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:24,240
Speaker 1: we could have gone back and handled it better.

472
00:23:25,080 --> 00:23:37,920
Speaker 2: Well, so there's that, but yeah, but the outcome, Yeah, listen,

473
00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:40,040
Speaker 2: I did not want to get a divorce. I found

474
00:23:40,040 --> 00:23:43,040
Speaker 2: out he cheated. I went to therapy with him, and

475
00:23:44,720 --> 00:23:47,000
Speaker 2: then I found out there was other people, and then

476
00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:49,520
Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, you're gone. I can't if it was

477
00:23:49,640 --> 00:23:53,399
Speaker 2: one time, one person. People make mistakes. I don't think

478
00:23:53,520 --> 00:23:56,400
Speaker 2: being an actor is natural, like to make out with people.

479
00:23:56,880 --> 00:23:59,159
Speaker 2: It's not a natural thing. Not to be attracted to

480
00:23:59,320 --> 00:24:02,880
Speaker 2: everyone's like, oh, there's lights and cameras and we're exciting.

481
00:24:03,720 --> 00:24:06,720
Speaker 1: You have to hide like some sort of mystry.

482
00:24:07,040 --> 00:24:09,280
Speaker 2: If you're attracted at all, that's got to be fun.

483
00:24:09,359 --> 00:24:12,080
Speaker 2: If you hate the person, not so fun, right, But

484
00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:14,760
Speaker 2: I mean, I just don't think it's natural. And of

485
00:24:14,880 --> 00:24:16,960
Speaker 2: course he's always the good looking guy who takes his

486
00:24:17,040 --> 00:24:19,280
Speaker 2: shirt off and makes that with everyone on camera.

487
00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:22,560
Speaker 1: That couldn't have been easy for you. Oh it sucked

488
00:24:23,080 --> 00:24:25,240
Speaker 1: for years to see that. How long were you guys married?

489
00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:26,000
Speaker 1: Eight years?

490
00:24:26,040 --> 00:24:27,160
Speaker 2: Put together for thirteen?

491
00:24:27,359 --> 00:24:29,919
Speaker 1: Okay, I mean, oh I was. I would look up.

492
00:24:30,359 --> 00:24:31,600
Speaker 1: I would this is like I.

493
00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:34,760
Speaker 2: Would go online and go to wire images. That's all

494
00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:36,880
Speaker 2: we have at the time, and just trying to find

495
00:24:36,880 --> 00:24:38,119
Speaker 2: out who this person was.

496
00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:41,760
Speaker 1: I still use it, but and just I'm like, okay,

497
00:24:41,920 --> 00:24:43,679
Speaker 1: is she tall? Is she short? And you know, at

498
00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:44,760
Speaker 1: the end of the day, it didn't matter.

499
00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:47,760
Speaker 2: They're all like I found out about many and they

500
00:24:47,800 --> 00:24:50,879
Speaker 2: were all different shapes and sizes, and I had to

501
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:55,520
Speaker 2: come to the realization it wasn't me, it's him, because

502
00:24:57,359 --> 00:25:00,960
Speaker 2: I mean I was doing I was being the best

503
00:25:01,040 --> 00:25:02,960
Speaker 2: wife I could be. It broke my heart, and I

504
00:25:03,040 --> 00:25:05,679
Speaker 2: think in a way, I still I'm still mad at

505
00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:09,880
Speaker 2: him for taking my kids away half the time because

506
00:25:09,920 --> 00:25:14,120
Speaker 2: I lost half their lives, right, and so I still

507
00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:17,040
Speaker 2: hold a little resentment. And I mean, we get along fine,

508
00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:20,399
Speaker 2: we spend holidays together, and it's I know.

509
00:25:20,440 --> 00:25:23,480
Speaker 1: I see I mean obviously I'm a viewer as well,

510
00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:25,600
Speaker 1: so like I see you on Instagram and everything, and

511
00:25:26,720 --> 00:25:28,840
Speaker 1: it gave me hope. I know when we split, like

512
00:25:28,960 --> 00:25:31,320
Speaker 1: co parenting can work out. Why did you guys splat

513
00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:35,760
Speaker 1: June twenty twenty three. I was so soon. I took

514
00:25:35,800 --> 00:25:37,359
Speaker 1: my decade just hanging out. I was.

515
00:25:38,160 --> 00:25:41,280
Speaker 2: I was at war with them for ten years. I

516
00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:44,400
Speaker 2: just it was horrible, but I never let the kids

517
00:25:44,960 --> 00:25:48,520
Speaker 2: know it. I even went to therapy with them to

518
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:51,800
Speaker 2: stop having them triangulate the kids because they were getting

519
00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:53,680
Speaker 2: caught in the middle. I'm like, this is our mess,

520
00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:56,960
Speaker 2: don't fuck with up my babies, and they're like, you

521
00:25:57,040 --> 00:25:59,600
Speaker 2: went and sat in therapy with Eddie and Leanne. I'm like, yeah,

522
00:26:00,240 --> 00:26:03,800
Speaker 2: that's great. I sure they did, because at that point

523
00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:07,119
Speaker 2: my heart was broken and all I cared about was

524
00:26:07,240 --> 00:26:11,800
Speaker 2: my kids, and it was it was really fun therapy.

525
00:26:11,880 --> 00:26:14,200
Speaker 2: Actually I got to say so many things.

526
00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:16,560
Speaker 1: Like cathartic, really like.

527
00:26:17,040 --> 00:26:19,360
Speaker 2: But then I kept changing the therapist because the therapists

528
00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:21,520
Speaker 2: kept agreeing with me. We had like three different therapists.

529
00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:23,639
Speaker 1: Oh no, so they didn't find it fair. We're going

530
00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:26,119
Speaker 1: to find someone else. Oh my god, Well, because you

531
00:26:26,160 --> 00:26:30,679
Speaker 1: were right. But it's wild, like all I know are

532
00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:34,160
Speaker 1: being really kind of with actors or people in the business.

533
00:26:34,920 --> 00:26:37,320
Speaker 1: I don't know if a male actor can ever be

534
00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:41,920
Speaker 1: not turned on. I know, no, I feel because it's

535
00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:44,520
Speaker 1: also there's an ego that goes alongside it.

536
00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:49,840
Speaker 2: Are athletes, actors and musicians are all.

537
00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:57,080
Speaker 1: Like they can't be with an athlete musician. Yes, I

538
00:26:57,160 --> 00:26:59,480
Speaker 1: haven't been with either. Should I add to my thelast

539
00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:01,280
Speaker 1: single don't You're No?

540
00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:05,360
Speaker 2: Wait? Like I just said, yeah, those three are off

541
00:27:05,600 --> 00:27:08,760
Speaker 2: the table. You need like a banker, like someone who

542
00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:11,600
Speaker 2: let you be. I have this theory there can only

543
00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:13,040
Speaker 2: be one star in the relationship.

544
00:27:13,480 --> 00:27:16,240
Speaker 1: Oh my god. My mom has said that before. See

545
00:27:16,359 --> 00:27:19,240
Speaker 1: she was because she was my dad for your you know,

546
00:27:19,480 --> 00:27:21,800
Speaker 1: and she was like, you got to know the Eddie

547
00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:22,280
Speaker 1: was a star.

548
00:27:22,440 --> 00:27:24,720
Speaker 2: I was happy to be at home make the food,

549
00:27:25,440 --> 00:27:27,000
Speaker 2: and he wanted me to stop modeling.

550
00:27:27,119 --> 00:27:27,440
Speaker 1: I did.

551
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:31,520
Speaker 2: I raised the kids, and I feel that's why I

552
00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:31,960
Speaker 2: felt like.

553
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:34,280
Speaker 1: Wait, why do he want you to stop modeling? Couldn't

554
00:27:34,280 --> 00:27:34,800
Speaker 1: you do both?

555
00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:35,280
Speaker 2: No?

556
00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:37,040
Speaker 1: Because when you need to travel.

557
00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:40,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, and so like when I would be gone, he

558
00:27:40,600 --> 00:27:42,640
Speaker 2: would be like, what are you doing. I'm like, I'm

559
00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:43,840
Speaker 2: not doing what you were doing.

560
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:48,840
Speaker 1: But no, he just, you know, had she find out

561
00:27:48,920 --> 00:27:54,520
Speaker 1: about others, so she asking to know. I don't care. Oh,

562
00:27:54,760 --> 00:27:57,680
Speaker 1: I forgot about this. I watched this. Sorry.

563
00:27:57,920 --> 00:28:01,800
Speaker 2: After the thing came out, then sena thing came out

564
00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:04,879
Speaker 2: and she was like on Access Hollywood doing a sit

565
00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:07,480
Speaker 2: down about how Eddie cheated on her with Leanne and

566
00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:10,440
Speaker 2: I have a baby in diapers running around and I'm

567
00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:11,640
Speaker 2: sitting there on my couch.

568
00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:15,880
Speaker 1: That's how you found out, yes, from watching Access Hollywood.

569
00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:19,879
Speaker 2: And I was like is this I literally was like

570
00:28:20,000 --> 00:28:20,760
Speaker 2: I'm being punked.

571
00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:24,200
Speaker 1: This cannot be raw. And that's when it was like

572
00:28:24,359 --> 00:28:24,800
Speaker 1: I'm done.

573
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:28,200
Speaker 2: And then we Eddie and I had a conversation that

574
00:28:28,359 --> 00:28:31,840
Speaker 2: he still says he never had with me that.

575
00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:33,440
Speaker 1: He said, it's not you, it's me.

576
00:28:33,480 --> 00:28:36,760
Speaker 2: I've always cheated from day one, and then it was

577
00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:38,160
Speaker 2: just us having that conversation.

578
00:28:38,280 --> 00:28:40,320
Speaker 1: We wouldn't forget women never free.

579
00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:41,720
Speaker 2: And when I brought it back up, He's like, I

580
00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:42,240
Speaker 2: never said that.

581
00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:46,720
Speaker 1: Of course, I'm like, okay, nothing against him, right, but

582
00:28:46,880 --> 00:28:52,280
Speaker 1: I'm just husband for me. Wait, I am sure this

583
00:28:52,360 --> 00:28:54,080
Speaker 1: has been out there, But how did you find out

584
00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:54,920
Speaker 1: about Lianne?

585
00:28:55,480 --> 00:28:58,040
Speaker 2: Or he told you it was No, it was on

586
00:28:59,080 --> 00:29:03,120
Speaker 2: Perez Hilton and what I'm in, like the drives, like

587
00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:05,480
Speaker 2: to drop off the kids at school we were leaving

588
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:08,760
Speaker 2: that day, or my best friend was marrying Bruce was

589
00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:11,880
Speaker 2: and we're going to fly to Terce and Caicos or

590
00:29:12,240 --> 00:29:14,360
Speaker 2: the wedding and the two of you.

591
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:19,200
Speaker 1: Yes, and she only invited fecause okay, and so she

592
00:29:19,280 --> 00:29:20,080
Speaker 1: only invited four.

593
00:29:20,520 --> 00:29:24,720
Speaker 2: Well yeah, it was like a private Oh okay, Demi

594
00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:28,920
Speaker 2: and Ashton, me and Eddie and then Kristin and Josh

595
00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:29,560
Speaker 2: are other friends.

596
00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:32,520
Speaker 1: So that was an anxiety, what's going to happen here? Okay?

597
00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:35,600
Speaker 2: Well, no, I I went because and Perez it had

598
00:29:35,640 --> 00:29:37,400
Speaker 2: the cover of US Weekly. So I ran to the

599
00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:40,720
Speaker 2: store and she's on the cover, says Leann's affair was

600
00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:41,360
Speaker 2: a married man.

601
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:46,200
Speaker 1: Oh it didn't say who, Well, yeah I did, No,

602
00:29:46,280 --> 00:29:48,480
Speaker 1: it did did How did he find out?

603
00:29:48,840 --> 00:29:48,880
Speaker 2: He?

604
00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:50,920
Speaker 1: You know how, you know how like.

605
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,880
Speaker 2: These taboys work, they reached out to you for a response.

606
00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:57,200
Speaker 2: So he knew, and he chose not to give me

607
00:29:57,320 --> 00:29:59,040
Speaker 2: any warning at all.

608
00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:02,600
Speaker 1: Oh wait, okay, Eddie knew. Eddie knew. But so like

609
00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:05,480
Speaker 1: how helplessis would say, like this is coming out.

610
00:30:06,160 --> 00:30:08,400
Speaker 2: He didn't give me any heads up. So I'm hearing

611
00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:12,000
Speaker 2: it from all the moms. And then I go home

612
00:30:12,200 --> 00:30:13,880
Speaker 2: and then I see it like Perez, and then I

613
00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:15,720
Speaker 2: go to the store. I get as quickly it's on

614
00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:18,320
Speaker 2: the cover like this hole and there's like pictures and

615
00:30:19,320 --> 00:30:19,840
Speaker 2: it's just.

616
00:30:21,600 --> 00:30:23,560
Speaker 1: I don't know, I knew, I said pictures like someone

617
00:30:23,680 --> 00:30:26,840
Speaker 1: got pictures of them. Yes, the person released it.

618
00:30:27,120 --> 00:30:30,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, someone got a picture of them making out.

619
00:30:31,920 --> 00:30:33,200
Speaker 1: It's very suss.

620
00:30:33,240 --> 00:30:35,240
Speaker 2: I think she wanted it to come out so that

621
00:30:35,360 --> 00:30:37,400
Speaker 2: she could have her man, because I don't think that

622
00:30:37,480 --> 00:30:40,080
Speaker 2: he was trying to leave if he wasn't caught.

623
00:30:40,720 --> 00:30:43,440
Speaker 1: If that makes sense, it makes sense. Interesting.

624
00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:47,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I just said, listen, it's not about us,

625
00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:50,120
Speaker 2: it's about my best friend just getting married and we're

626
00:30:50,160 --> 00:30:52,520
Speaker 2: not talking about this. I don't know how I did it.

627
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:57,400
Speaker 2: I was way stronger back then, and we didn't and

628
00:30:57,480 --> 00:30:59,720
Speaker 2: I had the time of my life at that wedding.

629
00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:03,120
Speaker 2: Did not give two fucks. I got sucked up.

630
00:31:03,440 --> 00:31:08,000
Speaker 1: I deserve a lot of things. I didn't have sex

631
00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:10,400
Speaker 1: with anyone. You have sex with him?

632
00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:16,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, because I mean you kept feeling like the last time.

633
00:31:18,280 --> 00:31:22,400
Speaker 1: I just I that and it was all that, like

634
00:31:22,480 --> 00:31:26,720
Speaker 1: that last weekend jen Anison. It wait what it wasn't No,

635
00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:28,120
Speaker 1: I can't. I forgot it wasn't.

636
00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:31,600
Speaker 2: But because when we got back, he wouldn't move out

637
00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:34,160
Speaker 2: of the house, so he moved into the guest room,

638
00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:37,560
Speaker 2: and so then we would get in huge horrible fights.

639
00:31:37,560 --> 00:31:42,840
Speaker 1: Wouldn't have because it was his house? Okay yeah?

640
00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:43,520
Speaker 2: Oh?

641
00:31:43,600 --> 00:31:47,959
Speaker 1: Would he his? Was your house together? What was this thing?

642
00:31:48,040 --> 00:31:48,080
Speaker 2: Like?

643
00:31:48,160 --> 00:31:50,480
Speaker 1: I paid for it, it's my house, I'm not moving

644
00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:53,720
Speaker 1: But he did, okay all that to you? Oh okay? Yeah?

645
00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:55,600
Speaker 1: Was he like you can move out?

646
00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:59,880
Speaker 2: No, he just went to the guest room and put

647
00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:02,760
Speaker 2: lock on the door. Because I did really want to

648
00:32:02,840 --> 00:32:06,600
Speaker 2: kill him a couple of times. I mean I was like, yeah,

649
00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:09,520
Speaker 2: you better lock that door, motherfucker. But then we get

650
00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:12,160
Speaker 2: in fights and then we'd have sex, and.

651
00:32:12,240 --> 00:32:14,760
Speaker 1: So I'm like, you have to leave, Oh my god,

652
00:32:15,320 --> 00:32:18,719
Speaker 1: but that yeah, God, I've been there, and that makeup

653
00:32:18,800 --> 00:32:21,360
Speaker 1: sex is really yeah, but.

654
00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:23,520
Speaker 2: It's not even makeup sex because you know, it's like

655
00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:26,800
Speaker 2: it's like torture sex, like yeah, that's fun.

656
00:32:26,960 --> 00:32:29,000
Speaker 1: This is last time? Do I love you? You broke

657
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:32,640
Speaker 1: my heart? Why am I here? What's happening it? It

658
00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:34,840
Speaker 1: almost feels like the first time sex again? No? Am

659
00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:38,240
Speaker 1: I wrong here? I'm only associating it because when Dean

660
00:32:38,440 --> 00:32:42,120
Speaker 1: cheated on me publicly, the only reason it came out

661
00:32:42,400 --> 00:32:45,560
Speaker 1: is because the girl it happened with sold a story.

662
00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:49,000
Speaker 1: It was coming out US Weekly. The week of Christmas.

663
00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:54,760
Speaker 1: My publicist called and was like, heads up, we can't

664
00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:58,680
Speaker 1: kill you. It's coming out. So I told him though,

665
00:32:58,720 --> 00:33:00,800
Speaker 1: and then we had to, like that nightgo and he

666
00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:05,560
Speaker 1: was like I don't remember that maybe, And we had

667
00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:08,320
Speaker 1: to go to the kids Christmas performance and I was

668
00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:12,560
Speaker 1: like knowing walking in, like people there were like, oh,

669
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:15,000
Speaker 1: it's Torri and Dean. Oh their kids are so cute

670
00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:18,200
Speaker 1: and da da da da, And I was like him, No,

671
00:33:18,440 --> 00:33:21,680
Speaker 1: I was like in two days, like the world's gonna know,

672
00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:24,240
Speaker 1: because they were like, it's not going out for two days.

673
00:33:24,440 --> 00:33:28,480
Speaker 1: It came out two days before Christmas. Yeah, and then

674
00:33:28,720 --> 00:33:32,800
Speaker 1: I tried to get us into therapy because so the

675
00:33:32,960 --> 00:33:35,239
Speaker 1: night it happened and we went to the Christmas thing,

676
00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:38,560
Speaker 1: we came back, my best friend, who like gets paranoid

677
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:41,280
Speaker 1: about everything is she's like, he's like, I'm going to

678
00:33:41,320 --> 00:33:43,840
Speaker 1: sleep in the other room. Obviously, like we weren't talking

679
00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:48,480
Speaker 1: about things, just going on, gonna celebrate Christmas, kids are home,

680
00:33:48,560 --> 00:33:51,040
Speaker 1: and she's like locked the bedroom door. I'm like, why

681
00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:53,720
Speaker 1: is he going to hurt me? And he's going to

682
00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:56,520
Speaker 1: kill me? And then she's just lock it. I don't know,

683
00:33:56,640 --> 00:33:58,840
Speaker 1: you don't know what's going to happen. So I tried

684
00:33:58,880 --> 00:34:02,120
Speaker 1: to get us into therapy and be like sos, doctor Waxler,

685
00:34:02,320 --> 00:34:05,480
Speaker 1: like we got a problem here, and yeah, that's when

686
00:34:05,520 --> 00:34:07,920
Speaker 1: he said he wanted to convince suicide. So we never

687
00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:11,279
Speaker 1: even talked about the affair. She had to put him

688
00:34:11,280 --> 00:34:14,239
Speaker 1: on a fifty one fifty and he's talked about I know, sorry,

689
00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:16,239
Speaker 1: I know it's not an easy way out there. I've

690
00:34:16,280 --> 00:34:18,719
Speaker 1: had so many friends that said that, and then we

691
00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:19,560
Speaker 1: never dealt with.

692
00:34:19,760 --> 00:34:22,640
Speaker 2: They say that they're a sex addict. That that I'm like, okay,

693
00:34:22,760 --> 00:34:27,440
Speaker 2: well that isn't that, you know, convenient. I'm not saying

694
00:34:27,560 --> 00:34:29,520
Speaker 2: that Deane wasn't messed up. I don't.

695
00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:31,120
Speaker 1: I don't know him. I don't know him at all.

696
00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:35,239
Speaker 1: I just remember that one time, like and then I

697
00:34:35,320 --> 00:34:38,600
Speaker 1: threw myself into like, oh my gosh, the holidays. I'm

698
00:34:38,640 --> 00:34:40,960
Speaker 1: here with the kids. Had you know, we just said dad's,

699
00:34:41,280 --> 00:34:44,600
Speaker 1: dad's off healing and they're like, my son was seven

700
00:34:44,640 --> 00:34:47,360
Speaker 1: at the time. He's like, oh, because of his anger issues.

701
00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:49,799
Speaker 1: I was like yeah, and he's I can read at

702
00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:53,040
Speaker 1: that point. That's why he was like, oh my gosh.

703
00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:55,080
Speaker 1: So he's at a hospital and I said, is it

704
00:34:55,239 --> 00:34:57,480
Speaker 1: uc that. I was like yeah, you know, I didn't

705
00:34:57,520 --> 00:34:59,560
Speaker 1: say what it was for. And he goes, I hope

706
00:34:59,600 --> 00:35:01,840
Speaker 1: they have surgery on him and they take out his

707
00:35:02,080 --> 00:35:05,680
Speaker 1: anger and I was like, oh my god, but yeah.

708
00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:08,840
Speaker 1: I remember going to visit him at UCLA and just like,

709
00:35:09,160 --> 00:35:12,239
Speaker 1: are you okay? I forgot like repressed everything that he

710
00:35:12,320 --> 00:35:14,399
Speaker 1: had just cheated on me. We had a fourteen month

711
00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:18,640
Speaker 1: old and I'm like, oh my god, and are you okay?

712
00:35:18,719 --> 00:35:21,040
Speaker 1: I'm here for you. Talk to all the doctors. But

713
00:35:21,880 --> 00:35:23,960
Speaker 1: we did have sex in the bathroom at his room

714
00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:28,920
Speaker 1: at UCLA and it was okay, and it was and

715
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:31,040
Speaker 1: the sex was really good. And I thought about it

716
00:35:31,160 --> 00:35:34,480
Speaker 1: for a really long time, like what is wrong in me?

717
00:35:35,160 --> 00:35:40,960
Speaker 2: You're punishing yourself that I yeah, I mean, that's just

718
00:35:41,560 --> 00:35:44,200
Speaker 2: it's part of when you're in love with someone. Yeah,

719
00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:47,000
Speaker 2: And like to this day, I haven't been in love

720
00:35:47,600 --> 00:35:49,279
Speaker 2: like I was with Eddie and I don't think I

721
00:35:49,360 --> 00:35:53,040
Speaker 2: will again. And hopefully no, No, I mean I've I've

722
00:35:53,160 --> 00:35:57,160
Speaker 2: loved people that haven't been Like maybe true love the

723
00:35:57,239 --> 00:35:58,680
Speaker 2: second time is totally different.

724
00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:01,480
Speaker 1: You closed your heart up, So look what happened the

725
00:36:01,520 --> 00:36:03,560
Speaker 1: first time. I mean I did.

726
00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:06,160
Speaker 2: I had I've had relationships like a couple of a

727
00:36:06,160 --> 00:36:08,440
Speaker 2: couple of years when I was like, I just I

728
00:36:08,520 --> 00:36:10,920
Speaker 2: don't let anyone get that close.

729
00:36:11,320 --> 00:36:13,960
Speaker 1: You know, it's who closed your heart up. It's hard to.

730
00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:16,680
Speaker 2: Also didn't trust people because of the TV situation, and

731
00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:20,080
Speaker 2: like guys that want to be on camera that scares me.

732
00:36:21,120 --> 00:36:24,600
Speaker 2: That would scare me, right, So I wouldn't want to

733
00:36:24,640 --> 00:36:27,040
Speaker 2: be on housewives ever. If I was a dude, I'd

734
00:36:27,080 --> 00:36:29,080
Speaker 2: be like, let the ladyes fight it out and.

735
00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:31,000
Speaker 1: They would want to when they when you were in

736
00:36:31,120 --> 00:36:33,080
Speaker 1: that situation? Interesting, okay, and.

737
00:36:33,160 --> 00:36:36,160
Speaker 2: That was always a red flag. Yeah, and that episode

738
00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:37,879
Speaker 2: do you like me? Or do you like the fact

739
00:36:37,920 --> 00:36:40,600
Speaker 2: that am I like a prize that you're like, Oh,

740
00:36:40,680 --> 00:36:43,200
Speaker 2: it's like a fun trick like trick pony. Oh yeah,

741
00:36:43,200 --> 00:36:45,160
Speaker 2: I'm dating that one girl and like I'm on TV

742
00:36:45,280 --> 00:36:46,920
Speaker 2: look and not really into me?

743
00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:50,080
Speaker 1: Or do you really like me? You know what I mean?

744
00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:52,240
Speaker 1: So it was just weird.

745
00:36:52,800 --> 00:36:57,160
Speaker 2: I have trust issues, yes him, Yeah, as you should.

746
00:36:58,239 --> 00:36:59,520
Speaker 1: Are you dating anyone now?

747
00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:00,239
Speaker 2: No?

748
00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:05,000
Speaker 1: With my health issues, I haven't. I want to do years. No,

749
00:37:06,080 --> 00:37:08,080
Speaker 1: it's like celibate for two years.

750
00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:12,640
Speaker 2: Not by choice, but yeah, because I just don't. I've

751
00:37:13,239 --> 00:37:16,000
Speaker 2: I've lost my security in my looks, I'm so insecure.

752
00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:17,920
Speaker 2: I isolate and god basses.

753
00:37:17,960 --> 00:37:20,759
Speaker 1: I don't leave my house. I don't do a lot.

754
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:24,200
Speaker 2: I did shoot a music video and they did touch

755
00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:26,640
Speaker 2: up my face with their digitizing thing because they were

756
00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:27,120
Speaker 2: so nice.

757
00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:38,320
Speaker 1: So can we talk about your face? Sure? So I

758
00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:40,719
Speaker 1: don't know what I read online, So I'm not sure

759
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:43,920
Speaker 1: where you're at with it. So when did it start?

760
00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:48,560
Speaker 2: So? I came back from Morocco in January two years ago.

761
00:37:48,719 --> 00:37:51,840
Speaker 1: That was the Real Housewives Girls trip right that.

762
00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:55,160
Speaker 2: Ruined my life. Six months later, I started to swell up.

763
00:37:55,280 --> 00:37:58,160
Speaker 2: My face was swelling up, and it would swell in

764
00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:00,959
Speaker 2: one sur oh no, and then go to the other side,

765
00:38:01,040 --> 00:38:03,040
Speaker 2: and then it was I have pictures and then it

766
00:38:03,040 --> 00:38:05,120
Speaker 2: would flip flop. So it seemed like there was something

767
00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:08,360
Speaker 2: alive and they're moving around, so I'm like, there's got

768
00:38:08,480 --> 00:38:09,320
Speaker 2: to be some parasite.

769
00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:12,239
Speaker 1: I got like there's something which can happen. It can,

770
00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:13,680
Speaker 1: but I.

771
00:38:13,760 --> 00:38:16,240
Speaker 2: Don't believe it's parasite now. But we still don't have answers.

772
00:38:16,880 --> 00:38:20,600
Speaker 2: It's been a lot of doctor's appointments and a lot

773
00:38:20,719 --> 00:38:26,360
Speaker 2: of money and unfortunately we don't have answers yet. And

774
00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:29,239
Speaker 2: I know there's a problem, Like my kids are, you know,

775
00:38:29,360 --> 00:38:32,560
Speaker 2: they were like my head sometimes feels like there's so

776
00:38:32,640 --> 00:38:34,560
Speaker 2: much pressure inside my head in my neck that it's

777
00:38:34,600 --> 00:38:37,759
Speaker 2: going to explode. I have to constantly chew gum. That's

778
00:38:37,800 --> 00:38:38,600
Speaker 2: why I'm cheating them now.

779
00:38:38,600 --> 00:38:38,920
Speaker 1: I hate it.

780
00:38:40,520 --> 00:38:43,840
Speaker 2: It keeps my head from exploding because the pressure it

781
00:38:43,960 --> 00:38:47,279
Speaker 2: keeps it moving so that my limps actually drained because

782
00:38:47,320 --> 00:38:50,520
Speaker 2: my ted chairs like it's like bursting bubbles. It's disgusting.

783
00:38:50,920 --> 00:38:53,880
Speaker 2: But the problem is I have kaiser, that's my problem.

784
00:38:54,239 --> 00:38:58,120
Speaker 2: And I went to probably a dozen thirteen doctors there

785
00:38:58,719 --> 00:39:03,120
Speaker 2: and no well at all, and so I started, you know,

786
00:39:03,160 --> 00:39:06,399
Speaker 2: paying out of pocket and and the midst of all

787
00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:09,280
Speaker 2: of this, I'm not working. All my jobs canceled because

788
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:15,000
Speaker 2: of because you couldn't work. Well wait, the Caroline stuff, Well,

789
00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:17,520
Speaker 2: the narrative when we got back from Morocco was I

790
00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:21,720
Speaker 2: was fired for being appropriate with Caroline Mansow and I wasn't.

791
00:39:22,239 --> 00:39:23,919
Speaker 1: I was had I miss this one?

792
00:39:24,120 --> 00:39:26,239
Speaker 2: Yeah, well I don't know because it's ruined my life.

793
00:39:27,920 --> 00:39:30,399
Speaker 2: But I got six six months later. But those six

794
00:39:30,520 --> 00:39:32,680
Speaker 2: months I was in a feedt up position on my couch,

795
00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:37,360
Speaker 2: like contemplating suicide, being called horrible things by It's so

796
00:39:37,520 --> 00:39:40,480
Speaker 2: crazy that the press has so much power, like blogged

797
00:39:40,600 --> 00:39:44,080
Speaker 2: these bloggers they went, they went from gave her lap dance,

798
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:49,160
Speaker 2: to kissed her unwantingly, to sexually harassed her, then to

799
00:39:49,360 --> 00:39:52,200
Speaker 2: rape like this is how and there's like two thousand articles.

800
00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:54,400
Speaker 2: And so I was supposed to go after Australia. I

801
00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:57,920
Speaker 2: had all these jobs like that, and everything canceled and

802
00:39:58,239 --> 00:40:01,200
Speaker 2: and it wasn't even I'm like, just wait for the

803
00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:03,920
Speaker 2: show to air at least like come.

804
00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:07,640
Speaker 1: On, I'm sorry. Yeah, so like a hustling mom and like.

805
00:40:07,880 --> 00:40:11,080
Speaker 2: You're just like this right, And then I lost my

806
00:40:11,160 --> 00:40:15,600
Speaker 2: looks at the same time because I was I literally

807
00:40:15,719 --> 00:40:19,239
Speaker 2: at fifty one, started only fans because I did not.

808
00:40:19,400 --> 00:40:21,120
Speaker 1: Have are you on? Only fans? I am?

809
00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:23,719
Speaker 2: Because I didn't have income for six months and I

810
00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:27,400
Speaker 2: was like going through my savings and so I started

811
00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:29,479
Speaker 2: that I was making good money, and then my face

812
00:40:29,560 --> 00:40:32,239
Speaker 2: started being crazy. So then I couldn't really even do

813
00:40:32,320 --> 00:40:34,120
Speaker 2: that because they're like, Okay, we don't want any more

814
00:40:34,120 --> 00:40:38,040
Speaker 2: pictures of your feet or your mask with you with

815
00:40:38,160 --> 00:40:41,480
Speaker 2: a mask on, because I was trying to hide my face.

816
00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:45,880
Speaker 1: So it just fee fund Yeah, I just do you

817
00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:48,359
Speaker 1: have good feet? No, I have bunions, But people like them.

818
00:40:48,560 --> 00:40:51,319
Speaker 1: It's weird, that's the thing they like that they are.

819
00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:52,719
Speaker 1: I don't like it.

820
00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:59,399
Speaker 2: But so then it's just been a really tough tough time.

821
00:41:00,080 --> 00:41:01,600
Speaker 1: And then now.

822
00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:04,480
Speaker 2: Still not having a diagnosis.

823
00:41:05,080 --> 00:41:08,400
Speaker 1: I imagine that's the hardest. Is I fear the unknown and.

824
00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:12,640
Speaker 2: Just skidy frustration like something's But luckily some women have

825
00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:17,080
Speaker 2: reached out to me on social media and they've had

826
00:41:17,239 --> 00:41:21,560
Speaker 2: very very similar things happening to their face. And they've

827
00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:24,880
Speaker 2: helped me so much to know what tests to ask for,

828
00:41:25,160 --> 00:41:27,280
Speaker 2: know what, like you need to get a fungal panel

829
00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:29,600
Speaker 2: because we had black mold poisoning a long time ago,

830
00:41:29,840 --> 00:41:33,760
Speaker 2: so they think that could be part of this. Totally

831
00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:36,880
Speaker 2: a fungal infection. Because we had it so bad, we

832
00:41:36,960 --> 00:41:40,520
Speaker 2: got like a settlement from the landlord. And my son

833
00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:44,560
Speaker 2: had it the worst. But luckily for them, they got.

834
00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:45,000
Speaker 1: Money from it.

835
00:41:45,200 --> 00:41:47,120
Speaker 2: Like you know, when Jake turns eighteen, ye'll have his

836
00:41:47,239 --> 00:41:49,399
Speaker 2: little nest egg that Mason had, so it's good.

837
00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:51,399
Speaker 1: We were supposed to do that, and I couldn't deal

838
00:41:51,440 --> 00:41:53,680
Speaker 1: with the lawyers and going to all the doctors to

839
00:41:53,719 --> 00:41:54,239
Speaker 1: get the proof.

840
00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:56,439
Speaker 2: No, I didn't have insurance. I was like just buying

841
00:41:56,480 --> 00:41:59,120
Speaker 2: everything on Amazon and sitting in my house like.

842
00:42:00,680 --> 00:42:00,920
Speaker 1: It was.

843
00:42:01,120 --> 00:42:04,200
Speaker 2: It's the worst. And I've never felt fully back from

844
00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:07,800
Speaker 2: that point. But then if there's a I had a

845
00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:10,080
Speaker 2: dental infection that no one knew about. It was under

846
00:42:10,080 --> 00:42:13,120
Speaker 2: a bridge, and I kept telling my dentist, I'm like,

847
00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:15,560
Speaker 2: there's something under there. It's really bothering me. He's like,

848
00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:18,160
Speaker 2: we can see through it on the extra you're fine.

849
00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:21,960
Speaker 2: And finally I took it out myself I got some

850
00:42:22,160 --> 00:42:24,759
Speaker 2: yarn and some super flasks and I pulled it down

851
00:42:25,600 --> 00:42:30,440
Speaker 2: and there was a completely rotted tooth. So and he

852
00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:33,799
Speaker 2: told you this fine, and that bridge had been there

853
00:42:33,800 --> 00:42:34,520
Speaker 2: for like ten years.

854
00:42:35,280 --> 00:42:37,480
Speaker 1: So I don't I still I have.

855
00:42:38,080 --> 00:42:39,880
Speaker 2: I think it was like a perfect storm of all

856
00:42:39,960 --> 00:42:44,359
Speaker 2: shit things that happened and we still are figuring it out.

857
00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:50,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, my kids are still not okay, some worse than others. Yeah,

858
00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:52,080
Speaker 1: there took. It took. I don't know if you guys

859
00:42:52,120 --> 00:42:55,400
Speaker 1: had this with the black mold, but like neurologically, there

860
00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:57,640
Speaker 1: would be things well I can't I couldn't see. It

861
00:42:57,680 --> 00:43:00,600
Speaker 1: would just be like a delay or small And they

862
00:43:00,640 --> 00:43:04,520
Speaker 1: did this thing. We went to this not Easter medicine,

863
00:43:04,520 --> 00:43:07,080
Speaker 1: but like, yeah, they did all this the studies and

864
00:43:07,120 --> 00:43:12,319
Speaker 1: they'd deal with mold and it's for people, like they think.

865
00:43:12,400 --> 00:43:15,439
Speaker 1: I was like walking a straight line and count from

866
00:43:15,480 --> 00:43:20,560
Speaker 1: one to ten, and I'd be like, in my balance,

867
00:43:20,880 --> 00:43:24,600
Speaker 1: I couldn't walk and count at the same time because

868
00:43:24,960 --> 00:43:27,759
Speaker 1: my brain was trying to count. My other brain side

869
00:43:27,760 --> 00:43:29,960
Speaker 1: of my brain was trying to walk straight. And the

870
00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:32,719
Speaker 1: same thing were happening with my kids. Yeah, and it

871
00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:35,840
Speaker 1: was like we were all like my daughter would be like,

872
00:43:36,040 --> 00:43:38,440
Speaker 1: were where's this on the counter? And I was like,

873
00:43:38,520 --> 00:43:41,040
Speaker 1: I just told you, baby, And then it was right

874
00:43:41,120 --> 00:43:42,879
Speaker 1: in front of her and I'd be like, oh my god.

875
00:43:42,960 --> 00:43:45,360
Speaker 1: I'd be like She's like, oh, I didn't even I

876
00:43:45,400 --> 00:43:48,400
Speaker 1: can see it. Like every rental, I like, I'm still renting,

877
00:43:48,480 --> 00:43:50,920
Speaker 1: but I have it same. I have it checked for

878
00:43:50,920 --> 00:43:54,960
Speaker 1: black mold first, because we were so sick. Mason was

879
00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:57,920
Speaker 1: really like the worst. He had anaphylaxis almost every day

880
00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:00,560
Speaker 1: and or the school is like, oh, why are the

881
00:44:00,640 --> 00:44:02,520
Speaker 1: kids always so sick? Are you just not getting them

882
00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:04,840
Speaker 1: to school? That's that's how mine got checked out, is I.

883
00:44:05,160 --> 00:44:07,560
Speaker 1: One of the schools was like, we need to do

884
00:44:07,680 --> 00:44:11,520
Speaker 1: a zoom with the district and have like it was

885
00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:16,759
Speaker 1: wild and I said and a friend, actually, Jenny Garth,

886
00:44:16,840 --> 00:44:19,080
Speaker 1: said to me, you ever had your house check from Aldama?

887
00:44:19,200 --> 00:44:21,920
Speaker 1: It's just rental And she's like, yeah, you're good check

888
00:44:22,000 --> 00:44:24,040
Speaker 1: giving there. You have to check it. That's the reason

889
00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:27,440
Speaker 1: I checked it. And then the school still didn't care,

890
00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:30,560
Speaker 1: but like no, but it we got out like it's

891
00:44:30,680 --> 00:44:32,200
Speaker 1: I could have gone a lot.

892
00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:34,040
Speaker 2: Like people don't understand you like I could. I had

893
00:44:34,080 --> 00:44:36,560
Speaker 2: the worst anxiety in my life. I didn't leave that

894
00:44:37,000 --> 00:44:39,520
Speaker 2: condo that we were living in. I couldn't see my

895
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:43,239
Speaker 2: hair was falling out my I like, thank god. My

896
00:44:43,320 --> 00:44:46,320
Speaker 2: friend from Miami came over and he's like, there was

897
00:44:46,360 --> 00:44:49,000
Speaker 2: a leak in the ceiling. I ask the landlords to

898
00:44:49,080 --> 00:44:51,480
Speaker 2: fix it, like twenty times. They left it for four

899
00:44:51,560 --> 00:44:54,640
Speaker 2: months and he's like, you know what this game? Like,

900
00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:56,680
Speaker 2: I go, I don't know, but it smells horrible. He's like,

901
00:44:56,840 --> 00:44:59,000
Speaker 2: this is black mold. He's like, we have it everywhere

902
00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:01,879
Speaker 2: in Flora, like you need. He's like, this is why

903
00:45:01,920 --> 00:45:04,120
Speaker 2: you're feeling this way. This is why your skin is gray.

904
00:45:04,600 --> 00:45:06,520
Speaker 2: This is why you look this way. And I had

905
00:45:06,680 --> 00:45:11,719
Speaker 2: not felt one hundred since then. But we got out

906
00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:13,880
Speaker 2: of there, you know, and I got a lawyer because

907
00:45:15,239 --> 00:45:16,319
Speaker 2: we were all so sick.

908
00:45:16,960 --> 00:45:19,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, I should have gone forward with it. I didn't.

909
00:45:19,880 --> 00:45:23,279
Speaker 1: I didn't want to deal with more trust lawyers right now,

910
00:45:23,400 --> 00:45:26,520
Speaker 1: and it's lawyer than just like forget it and then

911
00:45:26,560 --> 00:45:29,320
Speaker 1: going through a divorce at the same time. I'm like, okay,

912
00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:31,160
Speaker 1: so I let that one go.

913
00:45:31,800 --> 00:45:34,840
Speaker 2: Sometimes just easier to say to get a lawyer do this.

914
00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:39,280
Speaker 2: I'm like I did for that, but I'm like, all.

915
00:45:39,160 --> 00:45:42,120
Speaker 1: It doesn't stress me out. Why why not just.

916
00:45:42,520 --> 00:45:45,000
Speaker 2: Keep it moving and see what happened when I kept

917
00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:45,399
Speaker 2: it moving.

918
00:45:45,480 --> 00:45:47,360
Speaker 1: You want to be well, you want to be happy.

919
00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:52,960
Speaker 1: You deserve that. But people online do tell you more.

920
00:45:54,000 --> 00:45:56,200
Speaker 2: Because they've gone through this woman. I don't even know

921
00:45:56,200 --> 00:45:59,440
Speaker 2: if it's the same thing. But would she say she

922
00:45:59,719 --> 00:46:05,799
Speaker 2: thought she's she sent me this. It's Tricka trica minosis.

923
00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:08,480
Speaker 2: I have a written down, but it's a fungal infection

924
00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:13,319
Speaker 2: that her and thirty other women have in Boulder, Colorado,

925
00:46:13,800 --> 00:46:16,120
Speaker 2: because they went to a doctor that gave them filler

926
00:46:16,239 --> 00:46:19,480
Speaker 2: that was not like some bogus as filla.

927
00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:20,000
Speaker 1: Oh my god.

928
00:46:20,760 --> 00:46:23,560
Speaker 2: And so I'm like, well, even though everyone thought I

929
00:46:23,640 --> 00:46:25,880
Speaker 2: was doing too much filler and they always commented on it,

930
00:46:26,719 --> 00:46:29,680
Speaker 2: I wasn't like I had stopped, but my face I

931
00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:34,440
Speaker 2: looking back, it was still growing. So I think probably

932
00:46:34,560 --> 00:46:37,279
Speaker 2: the dental infection had a baby with the filler, you

933
00:46:37,320 --> 00:46:38,880
Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like the infection got into the

934
00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:40,120
Speaker 2: filler and now there's a fungle.

935
00:46:40,719 --> 00:46:42,759
Speaker 1: I don't know. I just honestly want someone to open

936
00:46:42,880 --> 00:46:46,480
Speaker 1: up my face and get rid of it. Oh my gosh.

937
00:46:47,800 --> 00:46:51,040
Speaker 1: And you're working with doctor Dubrow or no, yes, I am.

938
00:46:51,200 --> 00:46:55,560
Speaker 2: So he was speaking about me on TMC. So I

939
00:46:55,640 --> 00:46:57,920
Speaker 2: reached out to him because I said, if you're going

940
00:46:57,960 --> 00:46:59,200
Speaker 2: to talk about me, you might as well help me.

941
00:47:00,120 --> 00:47:03,319
Speaker 1: It's fine, yeah, right, and like that's a nice guy.

942
00:47:03,600 --> 00:47:04,160
Speaker 1: He's a nice guy.

943
00:47:05,320 --> 00:47:09,560
Speaker 2: Unfortunately we haven't we haven't come to any He thought

944
00:47:09,600 --> 00:47:10,239
Speaker 2: it was filler too.

945
00:47:10,280 --> 00:47:10,759
Speaker 1: It's not filler.

946
00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:11,720
Speaker 2: It's like it's not filler.

947
00:47:12,280 --> 00:47:14,160
Speaker 1: And I'm like, you know, it's a fungle. How do

948
00:47:14,239 --> 00:47:14,719
Speaker 1: you find that?

949
00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:18,759
Speaker 2: Though, Well, they have to test for it. The test, well,

950
00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:20,000
Speaker 2: it's a culture they have to do.

951
00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:20,600
Speaker 1: But he didn't.

952
00:47:20,640 --> 00:47:21,840
Speaker 2: I thought he had done that.

953
00:47:21,960 --> 00:47:25,160
Speaker 1: But he did not, so so they'd have to open

954
00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:26,200
Speaker 1: up in your face to.

955
00:47:26,239 --> 00:47:29,440
Speaker 2: Go in or well he took three biopsies, okay, so

956
00:47:29,760 --> 00:47:31,160
Speaker 2: I thought we were testing for fungal.

957
00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:31,520
Speaker 1: Again.

958
00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:34,880
Speaker 2: I feel like it's so much more on the inside

959
00:47:34,920 --> 00:47:38,920
Speaker 2: of my like inside of my mouth because all drains

960
00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:41,320
Speaker 2: into my mouth, Like it might be better to go

961
00:47:41,560 --> 00:47:42,560
Speaker 2: inside my mouth.

962
00:47:42,440 --> 00:47:42,719
Speaker 1: And do it.

963
00:47:43,080 --> 00:47:45,960
Speaker 2: So I'm seeing this new dentist and he's trying to

964
00:47:46,000 --> 00:47:49,680
Speaker 2: help me. So I'm I'm like explaining all avenues because.

965
00:47:49,680 --> 00:47:52,640
Speaker 1: The pressure and neck it's makes sense, but it's all

966
00:47:52,680 --> 00:47:54,480
Speaker 1: adding up, like but it's getting worse.

967
00:47:54,680 --> 00:48:00,080
Speaker 2: And like when when like an infectious disease doctor or

968
00:48:00,120 --> 00:48:04,640
Speaker 2: that kaiser, like you're fine, you're not getting antibiotics, and like,

969
00:48:04,719 --> 00:48:07,000
Speaker 2: I'm not here trying to get norco's. I need an

970
00:48:07,040 --> 00:48:10,800
Speaker 2: antibiotic because I do feel better on antibiotics. And the

971
00:48:10,960 --> 00:48:13,480
Speaker 2: one time I felt really good was that I had

972
00:48:13,560 --> 00:48:16,960
Speaker 2: IVY antibiotics and an IVY fungal treatment. But I couldn't

973
00:48:17,000 --> 00:48:18,600
Speaker 2: afford to keep it going because it was two thousand

974
00:48:18,640 --> 00:48:20,840
Speaker 2: dollars a week and I was paying out a pocket

975
00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:26,120
Speaker 2: and so I finished early, and because I looked normal again,

976
00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:28,960
Speaker 2: I'm like, fucky, I'll just finish and I should have

977
00:48:29,040 --> 00:48:31,800
Speaker 2: kept going. And now I just have to find a

978
00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:32,960
Speaker 2: doctor to put me back on that.

979
00:48:33,920 --> 00:48:36,560
Speaker 1: And it's just so what do people do. I'm just asking, like,

980
00:48:37,120 --> 00:48:39,520
Speaker 1: if you don't have insurance or good insurance and you

981
00:48:39,640 --> 00:48:41,279
Speaker 1: don't get see good doctors, like.

982
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:44,840
Speaker 2: That's all they care about is good fucking money. I'm like,

983
00:48:44,960 --> 00:48:47,399
Speaker 2: I don't care what it costs. Like I had a rest,

984
00:48:47,560 --> 00:48:49,640
Speaker 2: like I rescued this dog. I had a rescue tuala

985
00:48:49,719 --> 00:48:51,600
Speaker 2: and that same vet for seven thousand dollars for a

986
00:48:51,680 --> 00:48:54,560
Speaker 2: rattlesnake bite which I didn't have. But of course I'll

987
00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:57,680
Speaker 2: find it. Yeah, I'll get another credit card to.

988
00:48:57,680 --> 00:49:00,440
Speaker 1: Have a lot. Yeah, for our babies, for our for babies.

989
00:49:00,520 --> 00:49:04,440
Speaker 1: Will do anything anything. I will pay for hair.

990
00:49:04,560 --> 00:49:06,279
Speaker 2: That's like the one thing I cannot give up because

991
00:49:06,280 --> 00:49:09,040
Speaker 2: when my hair's out, I do not feel good, like

992
00:49:09,160 --> 00:49:11,880
Speaker 2: it's even It's like amplified by a hundred million.

993
00:49:12,120 --> 00:49:12,960
Speaker 1: I understand that.

994
00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:17,800
Speaker 2: I yeah, so most girls got it that don't that

995
00:49:18,200 --> 00:49:21,600
Speaker 2: use have natural hair and use them a little bit

996
00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:22,279
Speaker 2: of fluff on.

997
00:49:22,400 --> 00:49:26,480
Speaker 1: Top of it. Mine's more than that. He's trying to

998
00:49:28,600 --> 00:49:30,879
Speaker 1: you have a single coming out? Talk about one second.

999
00:49:31,560 --> 00:49:35,719
Speaker 2: Okay, so we have music coming out myself and two

1000
00:49:35,880 --> 00:49:37,120
Speaker 2: Australian pop stars.

1001
00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:38,640
Speaker 1: They reached out to me.

1002
00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:43,120
Speaker 2: Well, one is my manager and my friend James. He's

1003
00:49:43,280 --> 00:49:44,480
Speaker 2: really famous in Australia.

1004
00:49:45,480 --> 00:49:47,640
Speaker 1: James, is this true? James is here on the.

1005
00:49:47,680 --> 00:49:52,080
Speaker 2: Side and he's handsome. And they asked you to do

1006
00:49:52,280 --> 00:49:56,439
Speaker 2: like a little a rap for the there a rap.

1007
00:49:56,680 --> 00:49:59,319
Speaker 2: Yeah I don't sing so, but I like, yeah, sure,

1008
00:49:59,440 --> 00:50:01,879
Speaker 2: So I wrote a up in it. It's actually really fun.

1009
00:50:02,560 --> 00:50:04,080
Speaker 2: My kid and I let my kids listen to it

1010
00:50:04,120 --> 00:50:06,719
Speaker 2: and they were mortified after they heard my first song

1011
00:50:07,160 --> 00:50:09,680
Speaker 2: because I did a rap song. It was just a joke,

1012
00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:12,640
Speaker 2: but they were like, not good, mom, but I still

1013
00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:13,520
Speaker 2: put it out. I didn't care.

1014
00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:15,560
Speaker 1: Our kids can be so judging, you know what. I

1015
00:50:15,680 --> 00:50:21,040
Speaker 1: like it like, but yes, they like, Mom, that's dank.

1016
00:50:21,320 --> 00:50:24,160
Speaker 1: That's all I hear now from teens means good. No

1017
00:50:25,000 --> 00:50:28,279
Speaker 1: dank to us. Yeah, my eighteen said the other day

1018
00:50:28,280 --> 00:50:31,080
Speaker 1: and I was like, oh, I'm still He's like, no, Mom,

1019
00:50:31,200 --> 00:50:34,120
Speaker 1: Jane means awesome. I'm like, okay, if I.

1020
00:50:34,200 --> 00:50:38,960
Speaker 2: Say anything that like with their lingo, they like. I'm like,

1021
00:50:39,160 --> 00:50:41,320
Speaker 2: I'm like, that's she liked an out of pocket and like,

1022
00:50:41,400 --> 00:50:44,000
Speaker 2: that's my lingo. But they're like, please do not say

1023
00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:47,200
Speaker 2: out of pocket. I'm like, that was what we were

1024
00:50:47,239 --> 00:50:50,239
Speaker 2: saying in ye say it if I want to say it, like,

1025
00:50:50,719 --> 00:50:53,440
Speaker 2: but their lingo, they're like, I just I say it

1026
00:50:53,480 --> 00:50:54,880
Speaker 2: in the wrong way on purpose to make them.

1027
00:50:56,440 --> 00:50:58,640
Speaker 1: I'm like, why did it hit different? I don't like

1028
00:50:58,719 --> 00:50:59,239
Speaker 1: who hit you?

1029
00:51:00,239 --> 00:51:01,400
Speaker 2: Like, no, it hit different?

1030
00:51:01,920 --> 00:51:02,880
Speaker 1: Oh my god.

1031
00:51:03,160 --> 00:51:03,359
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1032
00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:06,000
Speaker 1: But anyway, my daughter may we put pants on the

1033
00:51:06,080 --> 00:51:08,640
Speaker 1: other day. I had like a slip dress on and

1034
00:51:08,719 --> 00:51:11,120
Speaker 1: little like booty shorts underneath you couldn't see anything. And

1035
00:51:11,160 --> 00:51:13,799
Speaker 1: she's like, I'm gonna say this in the nicest way, Mom,

1036
00:51:13,920 --> 00:51:16,120
Speaker 1: can you put on pants. I'm like, I'm wearing pants

1037
00:51:16,640 --> 00:51:19,720
Speaker 1: and she's like, no, like long pants, like those are shorts.

1038
00:51:19,760 --> 00:51:21,880
Speaker 2: I'm so glad I don't have girls. I don't because

1039
00:51:21,920 --> 00:51:24,240
Speaker 2: I walk around like this is a lot of clothes

1040
00:51:24,280 --> 00:51:26,680
Speaker 2: for me. I walk around in simsuits I like have

1041
00:51:27,719 --> 00:51:30,120
Speaker 2: and my stupid dogs. I love them because they're so

1042
00:51:30,239 --> 00:51:33,080
Speaker 2: comfortable in my house and like the kids are so

1043
00:51:33,280 --> 00:51:35,440
Speaker 2: used to seeing me, like with barely any clothes on.

1044
00:51:35,520 --> 00:51:41,440
Speaker 1: It doesn't FaZe them, thank god. But sorry I interrupt

1045
00:51:41,520 --> 00:51:43,680
Speaker 1: you usually Australia, James.

1046
00:51:43,560 --> 00:51:47,719
Speaker 2: And it's called remedy. So it's yes, there's a little

1047
00:51:47,760 --> 00:51:49,520
Speaker 2: teaser on my Instagram now.

1048
00:51:49,920 --> 00:51:52,279
Speaker 1: So people can go, okay, I have to go listen. Sorry,

1049
00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:55,319
Speaker 1: sorry and listening okay, okay, yeah, it'll be fun. It's

1050
00:51:55,320 --> 00:51:57,440
Speaker 1: a really fun like what are you wearing it? Oh

1051
00:51:57,520 --> 00:52:02,800
Speaker 1: my god. I have the best clothes, like mostly James's clothes.

1052
00:52:03,719 --> 00:52:06,160
Speaker 1: I like, the girl's got the best clothes.

1053
00:52:06,280 --> 00:52:06,440
Speaker 2: You know.

1054
00:52:07,480 --> 00:52:10,240
Speaker 1: The boy's just the boy. He's handsome enough. He doesn't

1055
00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:14,480
Speaker 1: need great though. He did look like a pirate and

1056
00:52:14,600 --> 00:52:19,080
Speaker 1: I had to change it. I'm taking this off, and

1057
00:52:19,239 --> 00:52:21,560
Speaker 1: don't you put those glasses on. But the girls, we

1058
00:52:21,680 --> 00:52:24,719
Speaker 1: look good. We had a great stylist. Okay, that comes

1059
00:52:24,760 --> 00:52:28,520
Speaker 1: out April ninth. Yes, okay, I'm really excited. I got

1060
00:52:28,640 --> 00:52:30,360
Speaker 1: to tell you, and I know what it's like feeling

1061
00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:34,440
Speaker 1: insecure and what anyone else says, we can't hear it

1062
00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:38,120
Speaker 1: at all. I'm sitting right with you, and I know

1063
00:52:38,239 --> 00:52:42,319
Speaker 1: you're going through so much physically and emotionally. I think

1064
00:52:42,360 --> 00:52:46,480
Speaker 1: you look beautiful. Oh thank you. You really really When

1065
00:52:46,560 --> 00:52:48,040
Speaker 1: you walked out of the room to talk to the bed,

1066
00:52:48,080 --> 00:52:49,920
Speaker 1: I was telling my prodiser, I'm like, she's a fucking

1067
00:52:50,120 --> 00:52:54,120
Speaker 1: gorgeous in person. You're very sweet, but you know, but

1068
00:52:54,239 --> 00:52:56,520
Speaker 1: I know we have our own things that we feel.

1069
00:52:57,239 --> 00:52:59,960
Speaker 1: But also if I took this, I like you without makeup.

1070
00:53:00,200 --> 00:53:02,920
Speaker 2: No, I have this like Peter Thomas Roth mask on

1071
00:53:03,400 --> 00:53:04,799
Speaker 2: and it tightens everything up.

1072
00:53:05,000 --> 00:53:07,040
Speaker 1: Wait, what's that? I want that one my purse. I'll

1073
00:53:07,040 --> 00:53:09,800
Speaker 1: show you. But it lasts for about two hours, so

1074
00:53:09,920 --> 00:53:14,040
Speaker 1: you're it's like Cinderella is I used to have something

1075
00:53:14,160 --> 00:53:14,320
Speaker 1: like that.

1076
00:53:14,680 --> 00:53:16,560
Speaker 2: It lasts for two hours, and it's like it makes

1077
00:53:16,600 --> 00:53:19,680
Speaker 2: it all smooth and then starts sinking in again and

1078
00:53:19,800 --> 00:53:20,840
Speaker 2: turning different colors.

1079
00:53:21,440 --> 00:53:22,080
Speaker 1: So that's fun.

1080
00:53:22,360 --> 00:53:26,640
Speaker 2: But it's a great mask until I can figure this out.

1081
00:53:27,239 --> 00:53:28,120
Speaker 2: That's what I'll be wearing.

1082
00:53:28,760 --> 00:53:31,560
Speaker 1: I want you to figure it out. I'm excited to

1083
00:53:31,560 --> 00:53:33,920
Speaker 1: come on your podcast. We have more to talk about it.

1084
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Speaker 2: I think I feel like we can day same.

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Speaker 1: I'm glad we got that all clear. I know. I'm so.

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Speaker 1: I'm so sorry you thought I was a bitch when

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Speaker 1: I first hit you. Okay, I mean, listen, I'm here.

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Speaker 2: I feel like we're all allowed to change, right, I'm.

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Speaker 1: No, I keep saying change. I promise you I wasn't

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Speaker 1: a bitch. No, I know, but I probably keep across

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Speaker 1: like you're.

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Speaker 2: Famous and Eddie, like you only talk to Eddie and

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Speaker 2: I you know what I mean, famous people. I think

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Speaker 2: that you're probably more scrutinized because because I don't know

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Speaker 2: if I was some random person in an ovator.

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Speaker 1: That's my big thing, My entire life is because of who.

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Speaker 1: My dad was never wanting anyone to think, like, oh,

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Speaker 1: the rich girl, she's going to be a bitch, that

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Speaker 1: I was a bitch, so I was usually overly out

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Speaker 1: of the way. But I'm also always been super insecure,

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Speaker 1: so I probably it was probably an everything in me

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Speaker 1: to go up to him to say hi, because I

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Speaker 1: don't like seeing like seeing people I don't, I don't.

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Speaker 1: We were like, you know them, go say hi. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: I don't know, I'm scared. I'm scared, and then like

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Speaker 1: I'm sorry, well you know what, I forgive you.

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Speaker 2: It's fine and we'll do this again.

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Speaker 1: This was fun.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm sorry I was a little late. But the dog,

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Speaker 2: she is my Her name's Lady, Lady for lady

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Speaker 1: Sorry for lady, persh for Lady.