WEBVTT - SINFUL PASSION - Recorded live from Hell 0:00:00.240 --> 0:00:04.680 Hello, how are you. This is Lyle, this is the geck, 0:00:05.800 --> 0:00:08.039 This is me, this is you, This is all of 0:00:08.119 --> 0:00:11.559 us together at once. It's you and me hanging out 0:00:11.640 --> 0:00:14.880 in your car, or in your shower or at the 0:00:14.920 --> 0:00:17.079 gym where. I don't know where you listen to podcasts, 0:00:17.120 --> 0:00:20.520 but I hope you only do it in places where 0:00:20.520 --> 0:00:23.639 it's legal to do that. I don't know where. Where 0:00:23.640 --> 0:00:25.880 would it be illegal to listen to a podcast. I 0:00:26.239 --> 0:00:30.360 guess it would be illegal to listen to a podcast 0:00:30.840 --> 0:00:36.560 in the home of a stranger that you have broken into. 0:00:36.680 --> 0:00:38.640 That would probably be an a legal place to listen 0:00:38.640 --> 0:00:42.840 to a podcast. But anyway, look, this was a fun episode, guys. 0:00:42.880 --> 0:00:46.800 We talked about being in a taco bell gang. We 0:00:46.920 --> 0:00:51.440 talked about someone furry called in and explained furry culture 0:00:51.479 --> 0:00:54.320 to us. We talked about what we would do for 0:00:54.440 --> 0:00:59.760 extraordinary amounts of money. We talked about having prison pen pals. 0:01:01.360 --> 0:01:07.160 We discussed our scenes straight live from the Depths of Hell. 0:01:08.040 --> 0:01:11.280 I took the audience on dates and we discussed our 0:01:11.319 --> 0:01:13.720 love life. And then I rounded it all out by 0:01:13.760 --> 0:01:18.240 taking us into the beautiful gecko forest and discussing what 0:01:18.480 --> 0:01:22.800 can you do? So anyway, you guys, enjoy if you 0:01:22.840 --> 0:01:28.000 want to call into the show. Okay. It streams every Monday, 0:01:28.080 --> 0:01:32.520 Wednesday Friday at ten pm Eastern Standard Time on twitch 0:01:32.560 --> 0:01:36.640 dot tv slash lyle forever l y L E f 0:01:36.680 --> 0:01:39.680 O R E V E R. So call me then, 0:01:40.080 --> 0:01:42.400 all right, enough of me, enough of this intro, enjoy 0:01:42.440 --> 0:01:45.160 the show, and hail Satan. I love you, and I'll 0:01:45.160 --> 0:02:02.400 season Hello. Hello, what's your name? 0:02:03.000 --> 0:02:03.280 Hello? 0:02:03.880 --> 0:02:04.640 Isaiah? 0:02:04.960 --> 0:02:07.160 Hello Isaiah? 0:02:07.600 --> 0:02:09.080 Hold, he'll be kind of streight off. 0:02:09.440 --> 0:02:11.000 Yeah, yeah, it's in the stream off. We're gonna get 0:02:11.000 --> 0:02:11.400 into it. 0:02:12.320 --> 0:02:14.600 Al wasaam, what's going on? 0:02:15.960 --> 0:02:16.240 You know? 0:02:17.400 --> 0:02:21.320 Not a whole lot that's going on with me? I, 0:02:21.400 --> 0:02:24.280 you know, I it's the same thing over here. What 0:02:24.280 --> 0:02:27.079 are you doing right now, Isaiah? 0:02:27.120 --> 0:02:30.880 Well, right now, I'm just getting back from work, cooling 0:02:31.400 --> 0:02:35.920 in the bed, you know, enjoying my day watch Eastreet. 0:02:38.400 --> 0:02:40.040 Where do you work? 0:02:40.720 --> 0:02:43.360 Work in the tacohom cashier? 0:02:51.880 --> 0:02:52.120 Are you? 0:02:52.200 --> 0:02:53.760 How thankful are you that you don't work at a 0:02:53.760 --> 0:02:55.000 fucking McDonald's right now? 0:02:56.440 --> 0:02:59.200 Actually, it's a funny story about that. See, I was 0:02:59.240 --> 0:03:02.800 finna go to the McDonald's across the street from my 0:03:02.880 --> 0:03:07.320 taco bell, but uh, I went to the taco bell first. 0:03:07.600 --> 0:03:10.520 And the boss of the Taco Bell said that we 0:03:10.639 --> 0:03:15.120 have sort of a crusty crab and a jump bucket 0:03:15.160 --> 0:03:20.200 type of rivalry with the McDonald's across the street. He 0:03:20.280 --> 0:03:23.200 said that one of the managers came over there and 0:03:23.280 --> 0:03:27.360 started a fight with him. So now every time we 0:03:27.440 --> 0:03:31.000 see a McDonald's person, it's pretty much broad in the street. 0:03:31.000 --> 0:03:31.640 You know what I'm saying. 0:03:33.600 --> 0:03:40.560 Who usually wins Taco Bell because of the best is it? 0:03:40.600 --> 0:03:42.080 Do you make sure it's a fair fight there? Like 0:03:42.160 --> 0:03:45.680 all right, if you're with one of your one of 0:03:45.680 --> 0:03:49.640 your boys from from Taco Bell, right, and then there's 0:03:49.760 --> 0:03:52.480 one dude walking out of the McDonald's, you don't you 0:03:52.520 --> 0:03:54.880 don't gang up on him, do you? Or do you? 0:03:55.640 --> 0:03:58.880 Or it's just like look like it's on site. You 0:03:58.920 --> 0:04:01.400 know what I'm saying. We say, we say m DK, 0:04:02.160 --> 0:04:04.560 it's m DK. That's McDonald's killers, you know what I'm saying. 0:04:04.640 --> 0:04:07.800 So if we see a McDonald's doing is over, you 0:04:07.840 --> 0:04:09.680 know you better not come out to McDonald's if you 0:04:09.680 --> 0:04:11.920 see it's in state, because it's over. That's a game. 0:04:12.960 --> 0:04:14.760 Isaiah. Do you see an end to the violence? Do 0:04:14.840 --> 0:04:16.720 you see a light at the end of the tunnel? 0:04:16.760 --> 0:04:20.560 Or do you think that this will wage on for indefinitely. 0:04:22.680 --> 0:04:25.400 They need to go apologize to my manager. That's what 0:04:25.480 --> 0:04:26.000 need to happen. 0:04:26.839 --> 0:04:28.200 Apologize for what what do they do? 0:04:29.240 --> 0:04:31.760 Look, I don't even know. I don't even know, but 0:04:31.920 --> 0:04:35.039 I know that my manager cool, you know what I mean? 0:04:35.400 --> 0:04:39.120 So, Isaiah, you've gotten to Isaiah, You've gotten to a 0:04:39.160 --> 0:04:41.880 critical point in your battle where you've forgotten what you 0:04:41.920 --> 0:04:42.919 were even fighting about. 0:04:44.000 --> 0:04:48.200 Man, I never knew. 0:04:48.400 --> 0:04:52.080 If you okay, if you never knew what what has 0:04:52.080 --> 0:04:55.679 been driving you? I mean, what has been motivating you 0:04:56.120 --> 0:05:01.039 to fight? Because you're you sound like a valiant soldier. Soldier, Isaiah, 0:05:01.080 --> 0:05:04.640 you sound like you you If I were building an army, 0:05:04.680 --> 0:05:08.320 I would want you leading my front line. You valiantly 0:05:09.040 --> 0:05:13.200 defend the honor of Taco Bell for absolutely no reason, 0:05:14.120 --> 0:05:16.480 and I want I don't want to get to a reason, Isaiah. 0:05:17.120 --> 0:05:20.080 See, you know I feel like this. It comes from 0:05:20.279 --> 0:05:24.480 uh my warrior backgrounds. You know what I'm saying. You 0:05:24.560 --> 0:05:27.120 know I'm a I'm a og. You know I'm a 0:05:27.240 --> 0:05:29.920 rolling sixty. You know what I'm saying. And they did 0:05:29.960 --> 0:05:33.200 my time. I'm getting out. I'm trying to do my best. 0:05:33.800 --> 0:05:36.880 But you know it seems that this. I guess you 0:05:36.880 --> 0:05:40.320 could say gang ship as follow me, and I feel 0:05:40.320 --> 0:05:41.960 like this is one of the best ways to do it, 0:05:42.000 --> 0:05:45.760 you know what I'm saying. So you know, if I 0:05:45.800 --> 0:05:46.520 have to fight. 0:05:48.000 --> 0:05:51.200 Isaiah, you this, I don't want. 0:05:51.200 --> 0:05:51.440 I don't. 0:05:51.440 --> 0:05:53.719 I don't want you going back in there, man, because 0:05:53.760 --> 0:05:57.320 of some dumb because of some fucking McDonald's. Dude, it's 0:05:57.360 --> 0:05:59.680 not it's not worth it, Isaiah. I don't want you 0:05:59.680 --> 0:06:00.240 going back. 0:06:01.920 --> 0:06:07.040 Get. Get. I didn't choose the Taco Bell life. You 0:06:07.080 --> 0:06:09.680 know what I'm saying, Taco but life chose me. 0:06:09.760 --> 0:06:09.920 Man. 0:06:11.160 --> 0:06:11.839 You know what I'm saying. 0:06:12.600 --> 0:06:14.560 It's in your head, Isaiah. 0:06:14.960 --> 0:06:18.400 Maybe it's in your head, Get, it is in my head. 0:06:18.400 --> 0:06:22.240 It's you know what it's concerned because I love you 0:06:22.279 --> 0:06:24.000 and I care about you, and I don't want to 0:06:24.040 --> 0:06:28.159 see you get wrapped up in you know, the Taco 0:06:28.200 --> 0:06:29.120 Bell gang crowd. 0:06:31.680 --> 0:06:34.599 Man, I don't know. I'm through dnine. I get paid 0:06:34.760 --> 0:06:40.880 seventy five hour. That's that's that's pretty good for where 0:06:40.920 --> 0:06:41.720 I used to get paid. 0:06:41.800 --> 0:06:43.920 You know what I mean, what did you used to 0:06:43.920 --> 0:06:44.359 get paid? 0:06:45.600 --> 0:06:52.360 Set in twenty five mm? So whole like dollars some sis. 0:06:52.200 --> 0:06:55.320 I got would you kill for a twenty five an hour? 0:06:57.520 --> 0:07:03.440 Yahn shit, I don't know. It depends on the on 0:07:03.520 --> 0:07:09.960 the situation. I don't think killing somebody would take hours, 0:07:10.400 --> 0:07:12.440 so I guess I don't get paid eight seventy five. 0:07:17.680 --> 0:07:19.640 Uh So would you how aut per person? Wait, you 0:07:19.640 --> 0:07:21.080 don't think k how long do you think it would 0:07:21.120 --> 0:07:23.080 take for you to kill someone? 0:07:23.680 --> 0:07:29.280 Well? Uh, from experience, I would say about thirty seconds, 0:07:29.720 --> 0:07:33.800 depending on uh where the uh things come at, you 0:07:33.800 --> 0:07:34.360 know what I'm saying? 0:07:36.440 --> 0:07:37.640 Thirty seconds? 0:07:38.120 --> 0:07:41.520 Thirty seconds. Like let's say, let's say you pull up 0:07:41.520 --> 0:07:42.920 on 'em, but you're not out the house yet, you 0:07:42.960 --> 0:07:45.760 know what I'm saying, The most you could stay is 0:07:45.760 --> 0:07:49.160 fifteen seconds, and then depending on how much your boss 0:07:49.280 --> 0:07:52.640 tell you that you need to don't, it might take 0:07:53.360 --> 0:07:55.560 maybe fifteen more seconds to get it cleared out and 0:07:55.560 --> 0:07:59.239 then you gotta drip a week. 0:08:00.440 --> 0:08:03.720 So so okay, So if you did it per person, 0:08:05.360 --> 0:08:15.040 that's then that's all right. What's sixteen fifty times one 0:08:15.120 --> 0:08:19.200 hundred and twenty that's a lot of money. There's a 0:08:19.240 --> 0:08:20.440 lot of people you could get in. 0:08:20.520 --> 0:08:24.960 Now, yeah, there's a lot of people are getting out. 0:08:25.160 --> 0:08:27.080 But then again, you're also gotta think is it worth 0:08:27.240 --> 0:08:32.720 that you throw the prison time for this, because that 0:08:32.720 --> 0:08:34.599 that ain't gonna get you a good lawyer, you know 0:08:34.640 --> 0:08:35.000 what I mean? 0:08:37.200 --> 0:08:47.559 Like, realistically, Isaiah, how have you sinned? 0:08:50.080 --> 0:08:57.520 I've been thinking about this question, okay, and I don't lie. 0:08:57.920 --> 0:09:02.720 I'm a sinner. I'm probably got a sin again. Probably 0:09:05.440 --> 0:09:16.720 now if you're asking me how, uh, I guess. I 0:09:16.720 --> 0:09:24.640 guess I could tell you about the violence. That's a sin, right, 0:09:25.000 --> 0:09:28.400 violence against another person. I'm not really religious. I wouldn't 0:09:28.400 --> 0:09:29.280 know what a sin is. 0:09:30.200 --> 0:09:32.080 No, I think that's a sin. That's probably a sin. 0:09:32.880 --> 0:09:36.360 I mean, look, I feel like I think we all 0:09:36.360 --> 0:09:38.520 come up with our own sins. We all get to 0:09:38.559 --> 0:09:40.920 define what a sin is. But then there is the objective, 0:09:42.360 --> 0:09:46.880 you know, Catholic Book of Sins. 0:09:48.600 --> 0:09:50.719 They have a book of sins. 0:09:54.320 --> 0:09:54.880 Something like that. 0:09:56.160 --> 0:10:02.920 M Well, love shit. I guess why I could? I 0:10:02.920 --> 0:10:05.240 could tell you a story? Is Is he cool if 0:10:05.280 --> 0:10:07.600 I endulged you in the story of of one of 0:10:07.640 --> 0:10:08.439 my sins? 0:10:09.920 --> 0:10:10.520 Yes? Please? 0:10:12.200 --> 0:10:15.959 So one day we was uh, you know, I was 0:10:16.000 --> 0:10:18.720 with the armies. You know what I'm saying. This was 0:10:18.760 --> 0:10:21.400 maybe about two years ago, you know what I mean? 0:10:25.120 --> 0:10:26.880 So who was cooling? Who was out on the block. 0:10:26.920 --> 0:10:29.400 You know what I'm saying, my own business. And the 0:10:29.679 --> 0:10:33.760 dude came, and the he w he was a dude 0:10:33.760 --> 0:10:35.880 from somewhere we had never seen. We never seen him before, 0:10:35.920 --> 0:10:37.440 and you know, we lived in a very smart community. 0:10:37.480 --> 0:10:39.600 We seen them everybody before. A lot of people come through. 0:10:39.840 --> 0:10:43.360 We know that my name. And the dude came and 0:10:43.440 --> 0:10:45.960 he was talking a lot of rob rob like, hey, hey, 0:10:46.000 --> 0:10:47.840 fuck you, like why why are you? Like? Why are 0:10:47.880 --> 0:10:49.400 you looking at me? That's what you would say to 0:10:49.440 --> 0:10:51.320 me and the armies as we were walking down the street, 0:10:51.760 --> 0:10:53.480 he said, why are you looking at me? Fuck you? 0:10:53.640 --> 0:10:56.280 I'll kill you. So of course me and the homies 0:10:56.280 --> 0:10:58.000 we walk up to him and went like, hey, what's up? 0:10:58.080 --> 0:11:01.439 Like it's cranking? What you wanna do? He like, ikilation 0:11:01.640 --> 0:11:04.360 on here, Ah, y'all ain't y'all ain't know nothing, you 0:11:04.360 --> 0:11:08.640 know what I'm saying. So we jump 'em and we 0:11:08.760 --> 0:11:14.240 hitting 'em and we beat Now me keep mine. I'm drunk. 0:11:14.280 --> 0:11:15.640 I'm als like a fuck you know what I'm saying, 0:11:15.679 --> 0:11:19.800 I'm going out my body, So I'm over exaggerating. I'm 0:11:19.840 --> 0:11:22.520 like fucking everybody, get up off me. Everybody get up 0:11:22.559 --> 0:11:24.520 off me. Mine and I can get on 'em. I'm 0:11:24.559 --> 0:11:29.040 on top and I take out a knife. Now this 0:11:29.040 --> 0:11:36.000 this is where it gets bad because so basically I 0:11:36.040 --> 0:11:42.560 called my initials into his forehead and uh, then of 0:11:42.600 --> 0:11:45.240 course he told the police because you know, he know 0:11:45.360 --> 0:11:48.960 ha I like that. And then now I'm currently serving 0:11:49.000 --> 0:11:52.760 a two year progressions or not two year, three year 0:11:52.800 --> 0:11:55.400 progressions and this and I've done two years so far. 0:11:57.559 --> 0:12:16.160 So so you're not in jet well I. 0:12:16.280 --> 0:12:19.080 Was, y'ah. 0:12:19.280 --> 0:12:19.520 I was. 0:12:20.679 --> 0:12:23.640 Yeah. See I was supposed to be in here for 0:12:23.679 --> 0:12:26.520 way longer than I am right now, but they let 0:12:26.559 --> 0:12:30.800 me off because of overcrowding in the uh juvenile center 0:12:30.920 --> 0:12:31.440 that I was in. 0:12:33.520 --> 0:12:38.160 So yeah, oh wait, how old are you? That's it? 0:12:38.200 --> 0:12:45.560 In nineteen I only did too much for. 0:12:47.640 --> 0:12:55.160 You're not out there carving tbs into McDonald's workers heads, 0:12:55.160 --> 0:12:55.360 are you? 0:12:56.720 --> 0:12:57.280 Nah? 0:12:57.520 --> 0:12:57.679 Nah? 0:12:57.760 --> 0:13:04.480 Nah nah nah nah nah nah? 0:13:04.520 --> 0:13:09.120 So what's not yet? Any right? Say? Yeah, what's nice? 0:13:09.640 --> 0:13:12.640 Shit? Man? I wish I knew. Uh, you know what 0:13:12.679 --> 0:13:17.080 I'm saying. You know it's anybody that say, uh, it's 0:13:17.200 --> 0:13:19.720 it's on the stream right now, that's you know, younger, 0:13:20.360 --> 0:13:23.080 you know what I'm saying. And you know they probably 0:13:23.080 --> 0:13:25.040 going down the same thing. I don't know, like i'm'a 0:13:25.080 --> 0:13:28.679 spit some words of a knowledge on your life. Get 0:13:28.720 --> 0:13:34.040 if that's okay with you. Absolutely, y'all it's not worth me. 0:13:34.400 --> 0:13:37.160 I'm'a tell you right now, it's really not. Don't do 0:13:37.200 --> 0:13:41.480 it if it gets real hard, especially when you get 0:13:41.480 --> 0:13:43.720 out and then everybody looking at you like you're crazy, 0:13:44.360 --> 0:13:47.360 and your family think you crazy and your friends think 0:13:47.400 --> 0:13:52.040 you crazy. You know what I'm saying. It really ain't 0:13:52.080 --> 0:13:55.000 worth it. Don't don't try and be that dude. Don't 0:13:55.040 --> 0:13:57.960 try and be hard. If you in a gang, step 0:13:57.960 --> 0:14:00.600 away from the gang man cause they have my back 0:14:00.600 --> 0:14:03.320 when I was in there. I promise you that. Don't 0:14:03.360 --> 0:14:06.080 do it all. I don't even know what. 0:14:07.600 --> 0:14:08.959 Would you say was the hardest part. 0:14:10.600 --> 0:14:15.040 Getting out this probation shit? It like, y'ah, it's it's 0:14:15.040 --> 0:14:18.559 hard to uh, to have to worry about the dude 0:14:18.960 --> 0:14:21.920 pulling up on your house every day and drug that's 0:14:22.080 --> 0:14:24.200 you and asking you where you've been at and you 0:14:24.200 --> 0:14:26.840 have a curse, you and you and you you can't 0:14:26.880 --> 0:14:29.160 do this or that or you know all this section shit. 0:14:29.200 --> 0:14:32.320 You gotta be on by a certain time. You if 0:14:32.360 --> 0:14:33.960 you if you fuck up one time, they send you 0:14:34.040 --> 0:14:37.960 back to jail. The longer you're on probation, more sentence 0:14:38.000 --> 0:14:42.840 goes up. It it's crazy, it's not worth it. 0:14:44.600 --> 0:14:47.040 So I asked you, Okay, I know, I know that 0:14:47.160 --> 0:14:51.360 we were joking about talk about McDonald's, but how much 0:14:51.480 --> 0:14:54.000 do you are you not? Are you actually have you 0:14:54.040 --> 0:14:56.040 had to? Have you fought McDonald's people. 0:14:57.640 --> 0:15:00.320 We've been the one one fight, one real one. Most 0:15:00.320 --> 0:15:02.160 of 'em is just arguments, and I'm pretty sure most 0:15:02.160 --> 0:15:03.760 of 'em playing around. But one of 'em got real 0:15:03.800 --> 0:15:07.040 disrespectful and decided to say something about, you know, my 0:15:07.160 --> 0:15:09.760 dad helpies. While I was out. We it was on 0:15:09.840 --> 0:15:12.080 my break. You know, we get our thirty minute break 0:15:12.120 --> 0:15:15.040 if you work a five hours shift tomorrow. So for 0:15:15.240 --> 0:15:18.240 my thirty minute break, it was me, this dude Maurice, 0:15:18.480 --> 0:15:20.880 and this other dude doesn't work turn no more. And 0:15:20.960 --> 0:15:24.280 we were sitting outside at the UH gas station at 0:15:24.280 --> 0:15:27.360 the Taco bells and they came over and we was 0:15:27.360 --> 0:15:29.240 playing at first, and dude, I was like, oh whit, 0:15:29.400 --> 0:15:31.440 Dad help me. It's like you like, yeah, I better 0:15:31.440 --> 0:15:33.680 get away from the Taco bell niggame, DKA you know 0:15:33.720 --> 0:15:35.760 what I'm saying. And he was like, fuck your dad. 0:15:35.760 --> 0:15:38.360 He said, and then we we brought out you know 0:15:38.360 --> 0:15:39.880 what I'm saying. It was two of than three of us. 0:15:39.960 --> 0:15:42.160 You know, of course they locked but that was pretty 0:15:42.240 --> 0:15:53.960 much the only one. 0:15:57.680 --> 0:15:58.800 What's nice to getting real? 0:16:00.120 --> 0:16:01.760 You see what what's. 0:16:01.560 --> 0:16:03.400 The What's what's next for you? Man? What's what? Did 0:16:03.440 --> 0:16:05.840 you you got plans? Do you have anything you want 0:16:05.840 --> 0:16:07.720 to do? If you've been I feel like if you're 0:16:07.800 --> 0:16:10.280 locked up, but you do when you're When you were 0:16:10.640 --> 0:16:12.600 locked up, were you thinking about shit that you wanted 0:16:12.640 --> 0:16:13.600 to do when you got out? 0:16:16.000 --> 0:16:18.320 See? I was avoided saying this but cause I don't 0:16:18.320 --> 0:16:20.720 want to, you know, get into the stereotype. But I 0:16:20.760 --> 0:16:24.200 am a rapper and I feel like I have a 0:16:24.240 --> 0:16:25.720 little bit of success in the street, you know what 0:16:25.720 --> 0:16:28.000 I'm saying over at least in my area, you know 0:16:28.000 --> 0:16:32.680 what I mean. I don't think that that's gonna go far. 0:16:33.120 --> 0:16:34.840 So I don't really know right now. I'm just kind 0:16:34.840 --> 0:16:36.440 of looking for a place to stay here right now. 0:16:37.480 --> 0:16:39.920 But uh, you know the rap hog? 0:16:42.000 --> 0:16:44.760 All right, Well, you know you gotta drop your shit, 0:16:45.280 --> 0:16:46.400 hit our chat right now. 0:16:49.040 --> 0:16:50.400 I'd got social media. 0:16:50.440 --> 0:16:53.000 Make you don't have anything? How do you know? How 0:16:53.000 --> 0:16:54.760 did you find this stream? If you don't have social media. 0:16:55.560 --> 0:16:57.720 I was at my friends TikTok well when I was 0:16:57.760 --> 0:17:01.160 at the curb and the he found he showed me 0:17:01.200 --> 0:17:04.360 about this. I was like, Oh, that's cool, and your 0:17:04.359 --> 0:17:07.639 string really reminds me. You got now, like if somebody 0:17:07.640 --> 0:17:09.119 watch if I was hot, and you know, I'm o 0:17:09.280 --> 0:17:11.160 patience so I can't smoke. So I kind of watch 0:17:11.200 --> 0:17:16.560 the streams for the for the feeling of just pretending 0:17:16.640 --> 0:17:18.359 that I'm hot. I don't know how to explain it. 0:17:18.359 --> 0:17:20.520 It's kind of a COVID method to stopped me from 0:17:20.520 --> 0:17:21.800 smoking weed. You know what I'm saying. 0:17:22.680 --> 0:17:28.160 Interesting, that's cool. I like that. That's a good that's 0:17:28.200 --> 0:17:30.679 a good reason. So you don't So you don't have 0:17:30.720 --> 0:17:32.160 any you do you have any? You don't have any? 0:17:32.200 --> 0:17:33.480 Do you have any recorded music? 0:17:34.560 --> 0:17:34.720 Yeah? 0:17:34.760 --> 0:17:36.520 I have a SoundCloud, but I don't know if. 0:17:36.400 --> 0:17:39.920 You Okay, so you have a SoundCloud? Oh yeah, what's 0:17:39.920 --> 0:17:41.439 your SoundCloud? Can we can we hear it? 0:17:42.840 --> 0:17:44.240 You want to hear it on the on the screen 0:17:44.440 --> 0:17:47.879 on the string right now? I don't think I could. 0:17:48.200 --> 0:17:49.720 Well, no, I was gonna say you should drop it 0:17:49.760 --> 0:17:51.479 in the in the chat so we can hear it. 0:17:51.560 --> 0:17:55.520 But yeah, I'm kind of interested now. 0:17:55.560 --> 0:17:56.080 I kind of want to. 0:17:56.160 --> 0:17:57.600 Now, I kind of want to. Can we can we 0:17:57.640 --> 0:17:59.480 listen to it on the stream? I'm kind of interested now. 0:18:01.600 --> 0:18:04.199 Uh, I don't know if I could. I don't know 0:18:04.200 --> 0:18:06.320 how we do that. Well, actually, yeah, I do. Hold on, 0:18:06.960 --> 0:18:11.399 hold on, let me put it up right now. I 0:18:11.480 --> 0:18:13.280 put it in the uh chat. By the way, it's 0:18:13.359 --> 0:18:16.760 no man, I'm baby spoof two times in it chat. 0:18:19.119 --> 0:18:20.640 But let's see, so I. 0:18:20.640 --> 0:18:22.040 Dropped the album two times. 0:18:23.600 --> 0:18:32.520 I dropped the out spend time nah, not spoon yah, 0:18:32.560 --> 0:18:36.000 it's spoof s p o o bybe spoof I R. 0:18:36.040 --> 0:18:39.080 I recognized that name. I've been seeing that. D did 0:18:39.080 --> 0:18:40.520 you Did you drop it in the chat? You put 0:18:40.520 --> 0:18:42.800 your SoundCloud in there. I hope that it didn't get like. 0:18:42.880 --> 0:18:46.159 Uh heah, somebody else just put it raised wolf to 0:18:46.280 --> 0:18:46.760 put it in the. 0:18:48.240 --> 0:18:51.000 But what uh what what what studio do you record that? 0:18:51.080 --> 0:18:53.320 I have a friend who like works at a studio 0:18:53.440 --> 0:18:54.600 in uh in Atlanta. 0:18:55.760 --> 0:18:59.080 Shit, we uh uh it's not a real studio. It's 0:18:59.119 --> 0:19:01.760 just you know, one of the homies had a computer 0:19:01.800 --> 0:19:04.160 in a mic in the house, and that's a studio. 0:19:04.240 --> 0:19:07.000 This, this is this is fucking not a real studio. 0:19:08.200 --> 0:19:10.879 Oh. Hell yeah, then I guess you know we you know, 0:19:11.240 --> 0:19:14.520 you probably don't know, but it's the six Flags in Atlanta, 0:19:14.600 --> 0:19:17.600 and we live in the apartments down the street from 0:19:17.600 --> 0:19:20.399 the six Flags, and that's where we recorded that autumn 0:19:20.560 --> 0:19:22.800 and the apartments down the street from the sixth Flags. 0:19:23.480 --> 0:19:25.080 Okay, I thought you're saying. I think you're gonna say 0:19:25.080 --> 0:19:27.159 that you recorded it at the six Flags, which is 0:19:27.160 --> 0:19:34.400 gonna get you helly. Yeah, dude, that's uh, that's so okay. 0:19:34.440 --> 0:19:36.040 So you have SoundCloud, but you do you don't have 0:19:36.080 --> 0:19:38.159 any other social media. You don't like use TikTok you 0:19:38.200 --> 0:19:42.879 won't use fucking like nah, I want to are you 0:19:43.080 --> 0:19:44.360 what do you want to or are you just. 0:19:44.280 --> 0:19:47.359 Like avoiding it for right now while let you know, 0:19:47.440 --> 0:19:49.320 things a little bit hot right now? I'm kind of 0:19:49.320 --> 0:19:52.520 off with off of right now, just off the social media, 0:19:52.600 --> 0:19:54.320 just trying to stay away from that. 0:19:55.600 --> 0:19:59.440 Okay, is it has it? Is it like not cool 0:19:59.520 --> 0:20:01.240 for like the act that you just got out of jail. 0:20:01.320 --> 0:20:03.879 Is it like detrimental to is it? 0:20:04.800 --> 0:20:06.760 It's more like the you know, the homies still out 0:20:06.800 --> 0:20:09.480 here doing anything. I don't want to get tied. I 0:20:09.480 --> 0:20:12.400 don't want them to get tied. To me, do the police. 0:20:12.560 --> 0:20:14.560 They they can do a lot of crazy stuff. Now 0:20:14.800 --> 0:20:18.040 it's crazy. One of my homies got like one of 0:20:18.080 --> 0:20:20.200 my homies that living gotam New York got tied to 0:20:20.240 --> 0:20:23.119 the homie that live in Atlanta do social media, and 0:20:23.160 --> 0:20:24.840 now they cry him from doing one of his cards. 0:20:24.840 --> 0:20:26.000 I don't want to get involved in that, you know 0:20:26.040 --> 0:20:26.480 what I'm saying. 0:20:30.320 --> 0:20:33.120 Yeah, I'm serious saying because I don't know, man, thinking 0:20:33.119 --> 0:20:35.360 about like like like like the stream that I'm doing 0:20:35.400 --> 0:20:38.040 right now, like I was able to like start it 0:20:38.119 --> 0:20:40.840 by streaming on Reddit. I don't know if you ever 0:20:41.000 --> 0:20:44.920 use Reddit or anything, but like, you know, I think 0:20:44.960 --> 0:20:50.080 that like if you ever wanted to like stream on there, 0:20:50.440 --> 0:20:53.000 you know yourself yourself wrapping, I think you do really 0:20:53.000 --> 0:20:55.440 well in there. If you ever wanted to like make 0:20:55.480 --> 0:20:58.480 tiktoks and ship, you know, I think, I think, I think, 0:20:58.520 --> 0:21:00.280 I think, like you know, I mean, I know you 0:21:00.320 --> 0:21:02.679 said that, like you think it's stereotypical and like stupid 0:21:02.720 --> 0:21:04.679 and ship, but like I you know, there there are 0:21:04.800 --> 0:21:07.399 very legitimate avenues for you to like build this ship. 0:21:07.440 --> 0:21:08.800 And I know that you want to like you know, 0:21:09.520 --> 0:21:12.640 stay a little a little a little uh a little 0:21:12.720 --> 0:21:14.800 under the cover and ship for now, but you know, 0:21:15.000 --> 0:21:20.520 whenever the the heat clears up, you know, I. 0:21:20.520 --> 0:21:25.800 Think, yeah, I'm probably I'll probably reactivate my Twitter if 0:21:25.880 --> 0:21:27.760 y'all want to, if y'all want to follow my Twitter, 0:21:27.800 --> 0:21:30.359 I got that ship deactivated, but I'll probably reactivate it 0:21:30.359 --> 0:21:31.280 if I want to follow with you. 0:21:32.080 --> 0:21:34.840 Dude, fucking gone you dude, I will, I'll, i'll, i'll. 0:21:34.880 --> 0:21:36.800 If you actually want to know about like rpan and 0:21:36.920 --> 0:21:39.280 like Reddit streaming ship, I'll like, I'll tell you about 0:21:39.280 --> 0:21:40.520 all that stuff. That's how I was able to get 0:21:40.560 --> 0:21:45.480 started doing this. But but yeah, dude, uh, I don't 0:21:45.480 --> 0:21:47.359 know if you ever use discord, but like post your 0:21:47.359 --> 0:21:50.240 ship in there and we'll follow you. That was that 0:21:50.280 --> 0:21:50.840 was interesting. 0:21:52.920 --> 0:21:57.480 Nah, I appreciate it. Good. See, I'm geeking like a 0:21:57.560 --> 0:21:59.720 motherfucker trying to be cool, you know, and the guy 0:22:00.040 --> 0:22:00.320 love with. 0:22:03.520 --> 0:22:06.400 Well, I'm I'm geeking too. 0:22:07.119 --> 0:22:13.480 Okay, I appreciate you could sure dog. 0:22:14.080 --> 0:22:17.920 All right, Isaiah, you know, thanks for thanks for sharing 0:22:17.960 --> 0:22:21.280 all that ship, and I hope to I hope to 0:22:21.400 --> 0:22:23.879 be seeing you around man, I'll, i'll. I don't know 0:22:23.920 --> 0:22:25.120 if you use discord, I think, but if you don't 0:22:25.200 --> 0:22:27.160 end up doing it, I'll post your h I got 0:22:27.160 --> 0:22:29.080 your sound clubs. I'll post your ship in there. 0:22:30.160 --> 0:22:31.320 Oh yeah, I appreciate you. 0:22:31.400 --> 0:22:34.560 Good for all right, dog, I'll talk to you soon. Man, 0:22:34.600 --> 0:22:37.440 Take care, stay safe, don't don't funk around too hard 0:22:37.440 --> 0:22:44.480 with those McDonald's kids. This up, alright, mam? Let it up. 0:22:54.119 --> 0:22:55.399 From no. 0:22:58.440 --> 0:23:00.600 Nellen Nelly Nello? 0:23:04.560 --> 0:23:08.639 Hello, Hello, hey gach, what's up? 0:23:09.359 --> 0:23:09.639 You know? 0:23:09.840 --> 0:23:11.919 Not a whole lot is happen? Is up with me? 0:23:12.720 --> 0:23:14.440 That's how you've answered every single call. 0:23:14.680 --> 0:23:14.960 Nice? 0:23:16.920 --> 0:23:17.600 What are you doing? 0:23:19.960 --> 0:23:21.880 But on the stream since it started, I think I've 0:23:21.880 --> 0:23:24.760 called you run about one hundred times trying to get in. 0:23:25.480 --> 0:23:27.200 Have we ever spoken before? 0:23:27.440 --> 0:23:27.879 We have not? 0:23:32.119 --> 0:23:38.600 What How is this experience compared to how you thought 0:23:38.640 --> 0:23:39.080 it would be? 0:23:40.760 --> 0:23:42.159 Pretty much what I expected to be? 0:23:42.200 --> 0:23:44.160 Honest, what did you expect? 0:23:46.080 --> 0:23:46.480 Uh? 0:23:46.840 --> 0:23:50.320 Call the number, wait around for a while, get rejected, 0:23:50.359 --> 0:23:52.399 Call a bunch more times, maybe get in. Kind of 0:23:52.400 --> 0:23:53.160 like a radio show. 0:23:53.600 --> 0:24:00.639 What year were you born? Quick? Ninety nine? Where do 0:24:00.680 --> 0:24:01.240 you go to school? 0:24:02.680 --> 0:24:04.320 It's not telling you where I go to school, bro, 0:24:04.560 --> 0:24:07.040 tell me where you go to school. I'm in college 0:24:07.080 --> 0:24:08.080 anthropology major. 0:24:09.640 --> 0:24:11.600 Tell me everything you know about people that you have 0:24:11.720 --> 0:24:17.000 learned in your studies of anthropology, everything about people. Yes, 0:24:17.640 --> 0:24:21.199 you're studying people. People are gonna pay what'd you say? 0:24:21.200 --> 0:24:24.159 Your name was Nelson Dallas? 0:24:24.880 --> 0:24:27.679 What Dallas like the city in Texas? 0:24:28.040 --> 0:24:30.399 Dallas? People are gonna pay you hundreds of thousands of 0:24:30.440 --> 0:24:33.360 dollars to recite knowledge about people. Correct? 0:24:33.640 --> 0:24:35.919 I wish I was getting paid hundreds of thousands of dollars. 0:24:35.960 --> 0:24:38.600 I'm hoping for one hundred grand a year. 0:24:40.480 --> 0:24:42.320 You gotta know some things about you. Got to be 0:24:42.400 --> 0:24:44.320 prepared for people to ask you about people. 0:24:44.880 --> 0:24:47.119 Take a topic though people. 0:24:48.720 --> 0:24:53.240 All right, I'm in a course right now that's called 0:24:53.320 --> 0:24:57.840 archaeology through Fiction, and we're reading about archaeological methods. You 0:24:57.880 --> 0:24:59.600 want to hear about some archaeological methods. 0:25:01.600 --> 0:25:02.680 Actually I kind of don't. 0:25:03.000 --> 0:25:05.240 Dallas, Yeah, that's what I thought. 0:25:07.520 --> 0:25:08.520 How hath you sinned? 0:25:10.280 --> 0:25:10.520 Deck? 0:25:11.080 --> 0:25:14.720 I have sinned by liking dogs more than cats, And 0:25:14.760 --> 0:25:17.040 I'm gonna incite a riot in the chat really quick. 0:25:17.480 --> 0:25:18.639 In what sense? 0:25:20.119 --> 0:25:25.879 So dog versus cat is? It's a tribalistic feed that 0:25:26.040 --> 0:25:27.240 goes back generations. 0:25:27.280 --> 0:25:28.200 We're all aware of it. 0:25:28.560 --> 0:25:30.639 We're all on one side of it one way or 0:25:30.640 --> 0:25:35.040 the other. But I don't know if your listeners have 0:25:35.240 --> 0:25:38.760 caught on lately there's been this whole narrative that people 0:25:38.760 --> 0:25:42.159 who like dogs only like dogs because they're obedient and 0:25:42.240 --> 0:25:44.320 because you can train them. Have you seen this. 0:25:46.040 --> 0:25:47.480 You're making this sound sexual. 0:25:48.840 --> 0:25:54.560 That's not the intention. The implication is that people who 0:25:54.680 --> 0:25:59.119 like dogs want someone to control and are inherently manipulative people. 0:26:02.960 --> 0:26:04.480 Do you think you're a manipulative person? 0:26:05.280 --> 0:26:07.520 No? I don't at all, Which is why this narrative 0:26:07.560 --> 0:26:10.919 is so frustrating to me, because cat people have become 0:26:10.960 --> 0:26:13.040 all high and mighty thinking that, oh, because you know, 0:26:13.600 --> 0:26:15.679 cats only like you if you respect their consent, and 0:26:15.720 --> 0:26:19.800 that makes them automatically better people. But that's not why 0:26:19.840 --> 0:26:22.040 most people like dogs actually, And I have a lot 0:26:22.080 --> 0:26:23.720 to say on topic, if you'd like to hear it. 0:26:24.280 --> 0:26:27.760 You know, you're giving off a very sort of clean 0:26:28.080 --> 0:26:32.240 You seem like a very clean person. Like you don't 0:26:32.280 --> 0:26:37.399 seem like like well like all around like hygienically. You don't, 0:26:37.440 --> 0:26:41.280 you don't curse, You don't you came in to talk 0:26:41.320 --> 0:26:45.400 about dogs. You seem like you seem very free of sin. 0:26:45.520 --> 0:26:47.840 You seem very Christian to me. You seem like you 0:26:47.920 --> 0:26:50.640 have a nice little haircut. And I want to know, 0:26:50.720 --> 0:26:54.680 I don't I believe you. But I believe that everyone 0:26:54.760 --> 0:26:57.159 has something about them that makes them a horrible person, 0:26:57.440 --> 0:27:00.000 and I'm very, very curious what that is about you. 0:27:01.320 --> 0:27:01.760 Uh? 0:27:01.800 --> 0:27:02.200 All right? 0:27:02.280 --> 0:27:04.560 I live in a house with my ex and two 0:27:04.600 --> 0:27:06.760 of our friends who are also exes, and I fucked 0:27:06.800 --> 0:27:07.880 one of the friends. How about that? 0:27:08.760 --> 0:27:12.480 You fucked one of the friends of the ex'es. Do you 0:27:12.440 --> 0:27:13.800 don't have to slow down a little bit? 0:27:14.440 --> 0:27:16.639 I live with my ex boyfriend. We broke up before 0:27:16.640 --> 0:27:19.080 we moved into it. We lived with two friends of 0:27:19.119 --> 0:27:21.840 ours who were engaged when we moved in. Within a 0:27:21.840 --> 0:27:25.160 week they broke up and I fucked. 0:27:24.840 --> 0:27:27.040 One of them. 0:27:27.080 --> 0:27:33.240 So you fucked your roommates. Yeah, living with your ex boyfriend? 0:27:34.080 --> 0:27:39.320 Yeah? 0:27:39.920 --> 0:27:40.239 Are you? 0:27:40.320 --> 0:27:41.879 Are you satisfied that I've sinned? 0:27:42.720 --> 0:27:44.480 Yes? I am? And the meat and the meat the 0:27:44.560 --> 0:27:51.399 hell sounds even exploded a little bit. Hm hm, So Dallas, 0:27:53.320 --> 0:27:55.159 So what now? What did your ex boyfriend think? Does 0:27:55.200 --> 0:27:56.879 he know about it? Do you still live with him? 0:27:57.440 --> 0:28:01.880 Everyone knows about it. He doesn't really care. 0:28:01.720 --> 0:28:09.320 Honestly, Well, if he doesn't care, then it doesn't matter, right, Well. 0:28:09.359 --> 0:28:15.480 It doesn't matter to him. But the one friend that's 0:28:15.520 --> 0:28:17.000 not the friend that I slept. 0:28:16.720 --> 0:28:17.560 With does care. 0:28:17.880 --> 0:28:20.200 So that's where the that's where the conflict is. 0:28:20.480 --> 0:28:22.879 So you have four people involved in this situation. You 0:28:22.920 --> 0:28:24.600 have yourself, you have your ex boyfriend, you have the 0:28:24.640 --> 0:28:26.640 guy who had sex within the guy who for some 0:28:26.720 --> 0:28:28.600 reason has nothing to do with any of this but 0:28:28.640 --> 0:28:29.360 cares about it. 0:28:30.040 --> 0:28:30.840 Girl I had sex with. 0:28:30.960 --> 0:28:43.280 But yeah, so so why would the guy care? Oh? 0:28:43.320 --> 0:28:45.360 I guess. Okay, so I guess if someone in the 0:28:45.440 --> 0:28:47.360 chat is saying, you know that, it would make sense 0:28:48.120 --> 0:28:51.040 that the guy who has something to do with it 0:28:51.160 --> 0:28:53.520 cares because he's not getting late, he's not having sex. 0:28:55.280 --> 0:28:56.680 No, I think it's more like they had a kind 0:28:56.680 --> 0:28:58.440 of a messy breakup and it was just kind of 0:28:58.440 --> 0:29:02.520 a weird time. We're both intoxicated, like we immediately. 0:29:02.560 --> 0:29:04.959 Okay, all right, so there's four people. All right, So 0:29:05.080 --> 0:29:08.520 you were with your boyfriend and then you guys broke 0:29:08.600 --> 0:29:11.400 up and the us sex with this other lady who 0:29:11.920 --> 0:29:18.760 just broke up with this person who cares? Yes, are 0:29:18.760 --> 0:29:19.360 they a girl? 0:29:20.560 --> 0:29:25.800 The person who cares as a dude. 0:29:25.760 --> 0:29:27.400 Because that would be cool if we got every part 0:29:27.440 --> 0:29:27.960 of the. 0:29:30.760 --> 0:29:31.240 What's up? 0:29:38.120 --> 0:29:44.360 So how did this situation finish? Where's this hate? 0:29:45.200 --> 0:29:45.960 I have no clue. 0:29:46.000 --> 0:29:47.400 I mean, what I really need to do is just 0:29:47.440 --> 0:29:50.360 talk to this guy and like, actually we kind of 0:29:50.360 --> 0:29:52.440 half as talked about it a little bit, but I 0:29:52.480 --> 0:29:56.760 know there's still some residual animosity there that I need 0:29:56.800 --> 0:30:01.200 to talk about. But of course, like it's not my problem, 0:30:01.240 --> 0:30:02.760 it's not my job to bring it up, but I'm 0:30:02.760 --> 0:30:03.240 gonna have to. 0:30:03.280 --> 0:30:05.520 Anyway, if someone said that you should have sex with 0:30:05.600 --> 0:30:08.160 the dude that doesn't care, that the guy that cares, 0:30:10.400 --> 0:30:11.000 and that way you. 0:30:10.920 --> 0:30:14.000 Can get him in on it somehow, I think that 0:30:14.040 --> 0:30:15.600 would probably just make things worse. 0:30:17.520 --> 0:30:19.440 Just just a suspicion, okay, but. 0:30:19.480 --> 0:30:22.040 It's to me, it's a reset because if if everyone 0:30:22.080 --> 0:30:24.120 has had sex with everyone, it resets it to where 0:30:24.120 --> 0:30:26.440 it was when no one had sex with anyone. 0:30:26.600 --> 0:30:30.360 Do what it's? 0:30:30.720 --> 0:30:31.840 What is pem dos? 0:30:32.920 --> 0:30:33.680 What? 0:30:33.680 --> 0:30:34.560 What is? Dude? 0:30:35.160 --> 0:30:36.840 Look at the chat somebody explained. 0:30:36.920 --> 0:30:39.400 Dude me for not knowing what pem dos is, I 0:30:39.440 --> 0:30:43.480 have no idea what peen dos is. Did you go 0:30:43.680 --> 0:30:48.360 would anyway? Don't you dare insinuate that that pem dos 0:30:48.960 --> 0:30:50.680 is something that people know what it is? 0:30:51.080 --> 0:30:54.520 Yeah, did you go to elementary school in the United States? 0:30:56.760 --> 0:30:59.880 No, you're gas letting me even further. You're pretending like 0:31:00.080 --> 0:31:03.760 everyone who went to elementary don't don't do that. I 0:31:03.840 --> 0:31:06.280 don't peen dos is a thing that you know what 0:31:06.360 --> 0:31:08.600 it is, and a very small amount of people know 0:31:08.640 --> 0:31:11.240 what it is. And that is the reality of the situation. 0:31:11.600 --> 0:31:13.840 You're trying to gaslight me into thinking that it's a 0:31:14.200 --> 0:31:18.000 normal thing. I'm knowing what it's about. Look, I'm open. 0:31:18.160 --> 0:31:21.680 I'm open to knowing what what the word means. But 0:31:21.760 --> 0:31:24.640 don't sit here and pretend like it's a regular it's 0:31:24.640 --> 0:31:25.680 a normal word. 0:31:26.240 --> 0:31:26.440 You know. 0:31:26.520 --> 0:31:28.440 Maybe I am a manipulave person and that's why I 0:31:28.520 --> 0:31:30.120 like dogs. 0:31:30.440 --> 0:31:32.600 Yes, God damn it, I knew it. You came in 0:31:32.680 --> 0:31:35.160 here and you wanted to talk about fucking dogs, and 0:31:35.200 --> 0:31:41.680 we we've learned something about you. Nobody. Finally, all right, 0:31:41.680 --> 0:31:42.560 what is pemds? 0:31:43.680 --> 0:31:46.200 It's the uh. It's an acronym for the order in 0:31:46.240 --> 0:31:51.280 which you solved an equation parentheses, exponent, multiplication, division, addition, 0:31:51.640 --> 0:31:52.080 a traction. 0:31:53.960 --> 0:31:56.440 Oh what does that have to do with everyone having 0:31:56.520 --> 0:31:57.240 sex with each other? 0:31:58.760 --> 0:32:01.120 It's usually used as a means it's afraid to like 0:32:01.200 --> 0:32:04.440 explain everything balances out, you know, So when you said 0:32:04.920 --> 0:32:10.840 it resets it, that means like you think you know, Yes, 0:32:13.000 --> 0:32:15.840 I didn't mean the gas light you get. I'm sorry. 0:32:16.760 --> 0:32:18.120 I will someday forgive you. 0:32:19.440 --> 0:32:19.800 All right? 0:32:29.200 --> 0:32:32.840 What? All right? You were gonna you know what? 0:32:32.920 --> 0:32:32.960 No? 0:32:33.040 --> 0:32:37.440 I want to How did this live up to your expectations? 0:32:39.080 --> 0:32:39.240 Well? 0:32:39.280 --> 0:32:40.880 I didn't get to say what I wanted to say, 0:32:40.920 --> 0:32:46.480 but I had one anyway, Good that my uh my 0:32:46.560 --> 0:32:50.240 TikTok is attainus? Wolf at a t a e n 0:32:50.280 --> 0:32:50.720 I sked? 0:32:50.720 --> 0:32:51.000 Wolf? 0:32:51.080 --> 0:32:51.840 Are you a furry? 0:32:52.680 --> 0:32:52.920 Yep? 0:32:53.760 --> 0:32:59.560 Stop telling you? You know what? You know? What is 0:32:59.640 --> 0:33:02.120 upsetting to me about you is that you have you 0:33:03.360 --> 0:33:06.120 keep trying to lead with the differences between cats and dogs, 0:33:06.160 --> 0:33:08.720 which I've heard a thousand times before, and yet you're 0:33:08.800 --> 0:33:12.960 hiding so many more interesting topics from us. 0:33:14.200 --> 0:33:15.880 All right, well, what do you want to know about 0:33:15.880 --> 0:33:19.080 being a furry? 0:33:19.720 --> 0:33:21.400 I almost want to give you the floor. I almost 0:33:21.440 --> 0:33:23.880 want to give you the floor to keep. 0:33:24.840 --> 0:33:29.320 All right? 0:33:29.480 --> 0:33:32.920 So, first of all, do you think I'm a furry? 0:33:32.960 --> 0:33:33.680 Am I a furry? 0:33:36.000 --> 0:33:38.600 In my opinion, it depends on whether someone defines themselves 0:33:38.600 --> 0:33:40.280 as being a furry. So if you don't think you're 0:33:40.320 --> 0:33:41.000 a furry, then no. 0:33:43.920 --> 0:33:50.080 All right, that's fair, although don't for furries you can't 0:33:50.120 --> 0:33:52.520 usually see my you can't usually see the face. 0:33:52.320 --> 0:33:58.240 Though, Yeah, usually I mean having so all right, having 0:33:58.240 --> 0:34:00.320 a fur suit, which is what you're probably thinking you have, 0:34:00.400 --> 0:34:03.120 doesn't necessarily it's not required for you to be a 0:34:03.120 --> 0:34:06.320 furry because persuits are fucking expensive. So if that were 0:34:06.360 --> 0:34:07.480 a requirement, I would. 0:34:07.240 --> 0:34:08.080 Be classes as a fuck. 0:34:09.239 --> 0:34:10.759 How is that not a requirement? 0:34:12.160 --> 0:34:14.279 Well, some people just find being a furry as just 0:34:14.400 --> 0:34:17.360 being interested in antipromorphic animals. So like, if you like 0:34:17.400 --> 0:34:22.120 the Lion King, you're a furry. 0:34:22.160 --> 0:34:24.239 That is so interesting. So I so I could be 0:34:24.320 --> 0:34:26.560 less of a furry than someone that doesn't even dress 0:34:26.640 --> 0:34:27.800 up as animals. 0:34:28.160 --> 0:34:41.080 Yeah, well, like I said, that's not like a definitive metric. 0:34:41.160 --> 0:34:43.680 It's just if you consider yourself a furry, than you are. 0:34:43.760 --> 0:34:47.680 So if you're someone who likes anthropomorphic animals and like 0:34:48.560 --> 0:34:51.400 has characters they are animals, and is interested in like 0:34:51.440 --> 0:34:54.680 the art and the community, then you're that's a furry. 0:34:55.280 --> 0:34:59.800 But let feel about the general anti furry sentiment floating around. 0:35:01.520 --> 0:35:04.160 I think a lot of it is misconception about whether 0:35:04.200 --> 0:35:06.319 it's a fetish or not, which it is not. It's 0:35:06.760 --> 0:35:10.600 it's a very like family, kids, safe community, and I 0:35:10.600 --> 0:35:13.439 think a lot of it is just straight up like hah, 0:35:13.560 --> 0:35:15.680 look at the weird kid, like like bullying theater kids 0:35:15.760 --> 0:35:19.080 or whatever. It's the same sentiment, and it doesn't it 0:35:19.080 --> 0:35:25.640 doesn't bother me. But like, who fucking cares, broy. 0:35:26.480 --> 0:35:29.640 I I'm I'm I am with you, Dallas. I agree. 0:35:29.719 --> 0:35:31.239 I don't. I don't like what people make fun of 0:35:31.280 --> 0:35:34.200 furries too, I don't. Who gives a fuck? I look, look, 0:35:34.320 --> 0:35:37.600 you know what, respect to you, Dallas, because it takes 0:35:37.880 --> 0:35:40.560 it takes a lot. It's hard. It's hard to wear 0:35:41.080 --> 0:35:45.719 fucking to proudly say I like to dress up as 0:35:45.760 --> 0:35:48.160 a dog and pretend that I'm a dog. And I 0:35:48.160 --> 0:35:49.799 don't care if you think that that's weak. 0:35:51.000 --> 0:35:53.719 Like it gets warm in there, you know, Like there's 0:35:53.719 --> 0:35:56.240 some conventions that take place over the summer and people 0:35:56.280 --> 0:36:00.360 get heat stroke all the time. It's crazy. 0:36:04.200 --> 0:36:05.680 People are willing to die for this. 0:36:07.280 --> 0:36:11.000 Maybe not die, but yeah, we actually uh so, the 0:36:11.000 --> 0:36:14.160 biggest convention in the country the world actually is called 0:36:14.200 --> 0:36:17.000 Midwest Firfest. It takes place in Chicago, which is my 0:36:17.680 --> 0:36:21.239 home region. And a couple of years back, I want 0:36:21.280 --> 0:36:27.399 to say fourteen, we had a there's like some kind 0:36:27.440 --> 0:36:30.920 of poisonous gas that was put into the vent at 0:36:30.960 --> 0:36:33.000 this convention and I had to like close down the 0:36:33.040 --> 0:36:35.080 whole thing. And now they've got like drug dogs every 0:36:35.160 --> 0:36:38.000 year and wave tighter security is hit. 0:36:38.160 --> 0:36:43.200 It's crazy so much at the poison the Furry convention 0:36:43.320 --> 0:36:44.400 with the air vents. 0:36:45.360 --> 0:36:45.640 YEP. 0:36:46.880 --> 0:36:47.200 I don't know. 0:36:49.040 --> 0:36:50.680 About who it was or anything, or like what the 0:36:50.719 --> 0:36:51.719 motivation was, but. 0:36:52.040 --> 0:36:54.319 Damn, that's fucked up. Do you think they were like 0:36:54.360 --> 0:36:55.200 targeting furries. 0:36:56.520 --> 0:36:59.480 Well, it's possible. A lot of a community is queer too, 0:36:59.560 --> 0:37:07.319 so I'm gay ish obviously, and it's a big part 0:37:07.520 --> 0:37:12.319 of the furry like community, so it's debatable whether that 0:37:12.360 --> 0:37:14.800 could have been considered like an anti queer hate crime. 0:37:14.920 --> 0:37:15.840 I don't know. 0:37:15.880 --> 0:37:17.600 I don't know enough about the details. 0:37:18.000 --> 0:37:23.960 Hmm. Would you what would you say is is do 0:37:24.000 --> 0:37:27.080 you think there is an overlap like I guess in 0:37:27.200 --> 0:37:30.319 terms of the well don't like like, do you think 0:37:30.360 --> 0:37:33.600 there is a cultural overlap between the furry community and 0:37:33.640 --> 0:37:38.360 the lgbt community. 0:37:38.440 --> 0:37:42.200 Yes, but it's more in the sense of like to 0:37:42.280 --> 0:37:45.760 the LGBTQ community. Is if this is a event diagram, 0:37:45.920 --> 0:37:48.760 that circle is enormous, like the size of the sun 0:37:48.840 --> 0:37:50.800 and the furry circles like the size of the earth, 0:37:51.280 --> 0:37:58.200 and I'd say they're probably, Oh, I don't know for sure, 0:37:58.280 --> 0:38:01.520 more than half, maybe more like three quarters of furries 0:38:01.560 --> 0:38:05.360 that I know exist are queer in some capacity. But 0:38:05.880 --> 0:38:08.960 of all of the LGBTQ people in the world, it's tiny, 0:38:09.000 --> 0:38:11.399 tiny fractions that are furries, if that makes sense. 0:38:14.520 --> 0:38:17.160 I'm not love for people. I'm not lumping them in 0:38:17.239 --> 0:38:21.600 with with LGBT people. I'm I'm trying to I'm trying to. 0:38:21.800 --> 0:38:26.719 I'm trying to, like what attracts LGBT people to the 0:38:26.760 --> 0:38:27.560 furry culture. 0:38:28.280 --> 0:38:30.520 Oh, good question, that's what I'm trying to. 0:38:31.400 --> 0:38:33.359 Well, here's kind of where I can prove my uh 0:38:34.440 --> 0:38:37.719 my competency here. So I'm studying cultural anthropology specifically, so 0:38:37.840 --> 0:38:39.439 I spend a lot of time thinking about this stuff. 0:38:39.480 --> 0:38:44.200 I'm actually specializing in transgender studies. So I think a 0:38:44.200 --> 0:38:47.319 lot of the appeal is the same reason that there's 0:38:47.400 --> 0:38:51.120 overlap between like the autistic community and the LGBTQ community 0:38:51.360 --> 0:38:55.239 versus like, you know, feder people and queer kids. I 0:38:55.239 --> 0:38:57.840 think it's just a sense of otherness that it brings, 0:38:57.920 --> 0:39:01.000 and it's a way for people to like queer people 0:39:01.040 --> 0:39:04.000 who are their identity and they have no choice that's 0:39:04.000 --> 0:39:06.440 just who you are, but you're bullied for it anyway. 0:39:06.480 --> 0:39:10.160 It's a way for them to pick a hobby that 0:39:10.280 --> 0:39:14.799 is of their own choice. It's in your control. But 0:39:14.800 --> 0:39:17.720 it's such like a loving and welcoming place and like, seriously, 0:39:18.040 --> 0:39:21.520 probably ninety percent of phrase that I've met are super cool, 0:39:21.560 --> 0:39:24.560 people really chill to be around. It's kind of a 0:39:24.600 --> 0:39:29.040 concerning drug scene, but we'll talk about that later. And 0:39:29.080 --> 0:39:31.000 it's yeah, it's just a way for people to like 0:39:32.600 --> 0:39:35.560 take control of the things they're getting bullied for. I guess, like, 0:39:35.560 --> 0:39:37.760 if you're a furry, it's hard to make funny gay. 0:39:39.600 --> 0:39:45.160 Interesting. So it's it's it's it provides them more control 0:39:45.239 --> 0:39:46.560 over their identity. 0:39:48.080 --> 0:39:49.080 Yeah, it is. 0:39:49.080 --> 0:39:50.719 It like a thing of like, well, fuck it, if 0:39:50.719 --> 0:39:52.960 I'm gonna get bullied for being this thing that I 0:39:53.000 --> 0:39:57.719 didn't choose to be, like going a step further and 0:39:57.800 --> 0:40:00.040 being like, I'm gonna choose, I'm gonna have control. 0:39:59.800 --> 0:40:02.719 Of for this at least, right, so then like, you know, 0:40:02.760 --> 0:40:05.319 you might as well seeing Hamilton's high school hallways or 0:40:05.520 --> 0:40:08.280 be a furry or fucking whatever. 0:40:08.400 --> 0:40:17.839 You know. Interesting I looked at this. Does it piss 0:40:18.080 --> 0:40:20.880 people off in the community when people like like the 0:40:20.920 --> 0:40:23.160 fact that people think it's like all just like crazy 0:40:23.880 --> 0:40:24.880 orgies and stuff. 0:40:27.680 --> 0:40:30.360 So hookup culture is definitely part of the furry community, 0:40:31.640 --> 0:40:31.880 Like the. 0:40:32.080 --> 0:40:34.080 Hook of culture is a part of every community. 0:40:34.840 --> 0:40:36.960 Yeah, exactly, That's kind of what I was getting at, 0:40:37.000 --> 0:40:41.239 Like it's no more so than I don't have a 0:40:41.239 --> 0:40:44.600 good example, but yeah, it is a part of every community. 0:40:44.600 --> 0:40:47.040 Every convention has a hookup culture. That's just how it is. 0:40:47.719 --> 0:40:53.480 M people are asking about the drugs and the comments. 0:40:54.800 --> 0:41:00.319 I'm not super well versed in drugs in general. I mean, 0:41:00.320 --> 0:41:04.600 obviously a smoke weed who doesn't. But I can tell 0:41:04.640 --> 0:41:07.960 you that there's a lot of like party drugs that 0:41:08.000 --> 0:41:11.880 go on. There are raves at conventions that you know, 0:41:11.960 --> 0:41:15.320 the staff kind of doesn't really care enough to moderate. 0:41:15.400 --> 0:41:18.560 They just kind of, you know, let people do whatever 0:41:18.600 --> 0:41:24.359 they do, bag searches sometimes, but it's never like in depth. Yeah, 0:41:24.480 --> 0:41:25.480 party drugs, I guess. 0:41:25.400 --> 0:41:29.480 Would be that's gotta be no, I mean, but that's 0:41:29.560 --> 0:41:33.840 just that's gotta be no different from you know, people 0:41:33.840 --> 0:41:37.040 hooking up at any other rave or at like you know, 0:41:37.560 --> 0:41:40.279 fucking anime convention or anything else. 0:41:40.320 --> 0:41:43.239 Oh god, yeah, like nowhere near the levels of like 0:41:43.280 --> 0:41:45.000 an d M Festival or something. 0:41:48.080 --> 0:41:50.360 So the E d M D the d M DJs 0:41:50.400 --> 0:41:52.240 and the furries they have more in common than they thought. 0:41:53.880 --> 0:41:54.520 I guess they do. 0:41:54.640 --> 0:41:55.000 Let them know. 0:41:56.840 --> 0:41:59.040 We got to get Steve Aoki to dress up as 0:41:59.080 --> 0:42:02.640 a But what do you think his persona would be? 0:42:03.920 --> 0:42:04.160 Dude? 0:42:04.160 --> 0:42:05.720 I don't know. I don't know enough about Steve. 0:42:05.840 --> 0:42:09.600 Okay, hell, yes, well should we try to give you. 0:42:09.520 --> 0:42:11.600 A persona because I don't I don't know. You're not 0:42:11.600 --> 0:42:15.120 giving me real gecko vibes? Like I love that that's 0:42:15.120 --> 0:42:17.680 the gimmick. But you mentioned like therapy dog earlier, and 0:42:17.719 --> 0:42:18.560 I'm curious. 0:42:19.000 --> 0:42:20.799 Oh wait, now I'm interested. I was going to end 0:42:20.800 --> 0:42:24.600 the call, but now I'm interested in how okay, so, 0:42:24.760 --> 0:42:28.080 is is it like a person Okay? How does one 0:42:28.120 --> 0:42:32.120 find their persona? Is it like a personality thing? Or 0:42:32.160 --> 0:42:33.000 do you choose? 0:42:33.320 --> 0:42:33.400 Like? 0:42:33.440 --> 0:42:37.400 Okay, like, do you choose to be a dog? Or 0:42:37.400 --> 0:42:39.600 do you like? How does that work? How do I 0:42:39.600 --> 0:42:40.880 get assigned the persona? 0:42:41.600 --> 0:42:45.680 All right, well it depends. So in your case, this 0:42:45.719 --> 0:42:48.800 would be your government assigned persona that I'd be giving 0:42:48.840 --> 0:42:52.359 you for for other people, like for me, The way 0:42:52.360 --> 0:42:56.040 that I chose my persona was I did I did 0:42:56.080 --> 0:42:59.080 Wolfe bole play as a kid. I don't remember how 0:42:59.080 --> 0:43:02.160 I got into that, but I did. So it's exactly 0:43:02.200 --> 0:43:04.760 what it sounds like. You take like shitty anime drawings 0:43:04.760 --> 0:43:07.560 of wolves and you make that be your character, and 0:43:07.600 --> 0:43:09.920 you sit there and role play with the twelve year olds, 0:43:10.560 --> 0:43:16.440 and from there I got into like the Devian Art scene, 0:43:16.880 --> 0:43:18.920 like the furry scene on there, so with like a 0:43:18.920 --> 0:43:24.360 bunch of cutesy little anime pastel wolves and shit. And 0:43:24.480 --> 0:43:26.479 so that's how I got my persona. I'm a wolf 0:43:26.520 --> 0:43:29.400 because I'm basic. That's that's a basic animal. Wolves and 0:43:29.480 --> 0:43:35.040 foxes and like tigers and lions are all really basic dogs. 0:43:36.440 --> 0:43:39.080 And then for some people it's like a little more 0:43:39.080 --> 0:43:42.680 personal than that. They they might ask their friends or 0:43:42.800 --> 0:43:45.160 like loved ones what animals they think represents them, or 0:43:45.160 --> 0:43:48.840 if there's like an animal that's relevant to their culture 0:43:48.960 --> 0:43:51.080 or their family or something like that, and that's what. 0:43:51.040 --> 0:43:51.480 You go with. 0:43:53.040 --> 0:43:55.480 Or like a like a character in media that you 0:43:55.520 --> 0:43:59.080 really resonate with and you can like pick that species 0:43:59.200 --> 0:44:00.640 or you know something about that character. 0:44:01.360 --> 0:44:03.759 So it's so it's so it's it sounds to me 0:44:03.840 --> 0:44:06.719 like it's more of a personal preference thing that's kind 0:44:06.719 --> 0:44:08.480 of that is a personal preference thing or is it 0:44:08.520 --> 0:44:11.880 like who you are as a person, like does your personality? 0:44:12.000 --> 0:44:14.120 Because if it was a personal preference thing, wouldn't I 0:44:14.200 --> 0:44:16.160 be more of a gecko because I have already been 0:44:16.239 --> 0:44:17.360 dressing up as a gecko. 0:44:18.600 --> 0:44:22.320 That's true, that's true. It would be up to you ultimately. 0:44:23.440 --> 0:44:26.000 But because you don't have a defined persona already, I'm 0:44:26.040 --> 0:44:30.520 giving you the option to be assigned one. 0:44:34.440 --> 0:44:37.080 I mean, look, I don't consider myself a furry at all. 0:44:37.120 --> 0:44:39.520 I don't know anything about furry culture. I just dress 0:44:39.600 --> 0:44:42.239 up as a gecko because I don't know. I don't 0:44:42.280 --> 0:44:45.000 have a good reason for it. I think it adds 0:44:45.040 --> 0:44:46.799 to the I think, well, I guess well, I do 0:44:46.840 --> 0:44:47.600 it as a stick. 0:44:49.080 --> 0:44:51.120 Yeah. I like the shtick. 0:44:51.120 --> 0:44:51.719 I think it's funny. 0:44:51.760 --> 0:44:52.520 That's why I followed you. 0:44:57.520 --> 0:45:04.160 Well, well, Dallas, look, keep keep doing it. Ignore the 0:45:04.280 --> 0:45:06.359 you know, people yelling at you. 0:45:06.960 --> 0:45:09.479 And uh, I'm not reading the comments and I won't. 0:45:09.480 --> 0:45:11.359 I'm gonna drop my user name though again. 0:45:12.560 --> 0:45:15.480 Go for it, dude, We'll I'll see you at the 0:45:15.480 --> 0:45:17.600 next convention I wanted. I want to go to one 0:45:17.640 --> 0:45:20.240 of those fucking conventions as and like do a video 0:45:20.280 --> 0:45:22.680 there and like talk to people and ship as they. 0:45:23.640 --> 0:45:25.839 Your color, Adisa's Rhode Island? Is that where you actually live? 0:45:26.960 --> 0:45:28.600 Sure we can tell we can tell people that I 0:45:28.640 --> 0:45:30.680 live in Worhode Islands. That's not where I actually live. 0:45:30.760 --> 0:45:34.160 But yeah, you can just google conventions that are around you. 0:45:34.200 --> 0:45:37.359 They're usually there's like a registration fee if you want 0:45:37.400 --> 0:45:39.040 to actually do stuff, but most of times you can 0:45:39.080 --> 0:45:41.040 just walk in and hang out and see people. They're 0:45:41.120 --> 0:45:42.440 usually like hotels and stuff. 0:45:44.640 --> 0:45:46.520 You know, if if if there's one thing I've always 0:45:46.520 --> 0:45:48.400 wanted to do, it's, you know, go to a hotel 0:45:50.200 --> 0:45:53.040 that's a bunch of uh do with a bunch of 0:45:53.080 --> 0:45:55.440 people in dog costumes. So I'll have to check that 0:45:55.440 --> 0:45:56.759 off the bucket list sometime soon. 0:45:57.520 --> 0:45:58.520 Yeah, respect to it. 0:45:59.800 --> 0:46:02.440 Alright, Dallas, thanks for calling in. Thanks for sharing that 0:46:02.480 --> 0:46:04.040 stuff with us. I'm sorry we didn't get to talk 0:46:04.080 --> 0:46:07.120 about dogs, even though we kind of did. Oh way, 0:46:07.920 --> 0:46:10.160 I'll talk to you later, brother, all. 0:46:10.200 --> 0:46:11.719 Right, use the names in the chat attain us. 0:46:11.760 --> 0:46:11.920 Well. 0:46:12.040 --> 0:46:15.200 Thanks gagging there, dude, have a good night. 0:46:22.440 --> 0:46:35.600 What is love? What is love? There's many different kinds 0:46:35.640 --> 0:46:41.360 of love. There's physical love, there's spiritual love, there's romantic love, 0:46:41.520 --> 0:46:49.600 there's platonic love. Think about your love checklist for a second. 0:46:52.560 --> 0:46:54.399 Think about all the different types of love, and think 0:46:54.400 --> 0:46:58.200 about the ones that you've experienced. Have you loved a 0:46:58.239 --> 0:47:03.360 friend platonically? Have you loved your mother with a special 0:47:03.960 --> 0:47:11.400 sort of love that a familial love? Have you loved 0:47:12.040 --> 0:47:22.399 a romantic partner intimately and passionately? Have you lusted over 0:47:22.440 --> 0:47:26.359 a stranger whom you had who met, whom you met 0:47:27.400 --> 0:47:29.919 and happened stance, who with whom you've shared a brief 0:47:30.000 --> 0:47:43.759 yet passionate evening, sinful evening? Look at your love, look 0:47:43.760 --> 0:47:46.640 at your love checklists, and see what boxes you have checks, 0:47:46.640 --> 0:47:48.799 See what boxes you don't have checked? And let me 0:47:48.800 --> 0:47:50.680 tell you another thing. Look. You may look at some 0:47:50.719 --> 0:47:53.319 of those unchecked boxes, and you may you may feel 0:47:53.360 --> 0:47:57.840 bad about having those boxes unchecked, But it's okay. You 0:47:57.840 --> 0:48:00.000 don't have to check all of You didn't have to 0:48:00.080 --> 0:48:04.080 check any of them except for one. Do you love yourself? 0:48:07.680 --> 0:48:12.120 What's that box looking like? That's the one you got 0:48:12.120 --> 0:48:19.040 to check first? My friend? Hello? 0:48:21.600 --> 0:48:28.240 Hello, hello, hello? Hello? 0:48:28.800 --> 0:48:34.520 Can you hear me? H? Can can you hear me? I? 0:48:34.560 --> 0:48:35.080 Can hear you? 0:48:36.480 --> 0:48:43.640 What's your name? What's are you? Are you watching the 0:48:43.680 --> 0:48:47.640 stream right now? I am hold on, yeah, turn the 0:48:47.719 --> 0:48:51.080 turn the stream off. Don't look at the stream streaking 0:48:51.160 --> 0:48:53.520 away from You're walking away? Where? 0:48:53.520 --> 0:48:53.920 Where? 0:48:53.920 --> 0:48:54.200 Where? 0:48:54.320 --> 0:48:54.400 Was? 0:48:54.560 --> 0:48:54.840 Where? 0:48:55.000 --> 0:48:56.800 Where are you? How far away are you from your computer? 0:48:58.200 --> 0:48:58.359 Uh? 0:49:00.160 --> 0:49:01.640 Good? Twenty yards now. 0:49:02.760 --> 0:49:06.920 Beautiful, that's a good amount of yards. What's your name? 0:49:07.040 --> 0:49:11.880 Yeah, Kendall, Kendall, Yes, sir. 0:49:14.360 --> 0:49:16.399 Kendall. Why do you know so much about yards? Are 0:49:16.400 --> 0:49:19.160 you good at eyeing things? Are you good at telling things? 0:49:20.239 --> 0:49:23.959 Are you good at estimating things with little information, such 0:49:23.960 --> 0:49:26.520 as estimating the amount of distance between you and your 0:49:26.520 --> 0:49:30.680 computer without any sort of leg legitimate measuring tool. 0:49:32.000 --> 0:49:32.880 One could say so? 0:49:33.200 --> 0:49:36.279 Yes, So if that's a skill of yours, let me 0:49:36.280 --> 0:49:44.680 ask you this as a follow up. Are you there? Yes, 0:49:44.719 --> 0:49:52.320 sir Kendall eyeballing you know this, Kendall, ie balling us 0:49:54.320 --> 0:49:56.200 me not knowing much about you, You not knowing much 0:49:56.239 --> 0:49:59.600 about me. Similar to how you eyeballed the distance between 0:49:59.640 --> 0:50:03.160 your and yourself and you gave it an estimate of 0:50:03.160 --> 0:50:04.719 twenty yards. You know it, didn't have to think that 0:50:04.840 --> 0:50:08.840 much about it. What would you estimate this to be? 0:50:11.680 --> 0:50:12.359 Define this. 0:50:14.160 --> 0:50:17.360 You and me? Our relationship? How far are you you 0:50:17.440 --> 0:50:19.239 made to go? Yeah? 0:50:19.239 --> 0:50:20.560 How far do I estimate it? 0:50:21.880 --> 0:50:22.359 I don't know. 0:50:22.520 --> 0:50:26.640 Maybe we could walk in the park, feed some ducks 0:50:26.680 --> 0:50:32.839 at the pond, you know, share a few brews. 0:50:38.600 --> 0:50:51.560 That sounds really nice. Yeah, what what's what's your favorite park? 0:50:54.680 --> 0:50:56.600 The ones with ducks and ponds? 0:51:00.280 --> 0:51:01.440 You ever fed a duck before? 0:51:04.640 --> 0:51:07.680 I believe I have. I must have been much younger, 0:51:07.719 --> 0:51:11.440 but I seem to have memories of doing such things 0:51:11.480 --> 0:51:12.480 with my grandfather. 0:51:16.400 --> 0:51:20.880 What was your relationship with your grandfather? Like? Uh? 0:51:21.080 --> 0:51:31.120 He inspired my passions of craftsmanship and woodworking and fixing 0:51:31.200 --> 0:51:32.320 things with my hands. 0:51:36.239 --> 0:51:39.239 He was a craftsman. Interesting, because you do see you 0:51:39.280 --> 0:51:40.640 seem like you know. I could tell that you're a 0:51:40.680 --> 0:51:43.400 crafty guy just by the nature of how you know 0:51:43.480 --> 0:51:48.040 easily you're able to estimate distance. I can tell you've 0:51:48.040 --> 0:51:49.520 measured lots of things. 0:52:04.920 --> 0:52:05.600 I suppose. 0:52:16.440 --> 0:52:19.600 What would you do if you're walking in the park 0:52:19.640 --> 0:52:26.040 together and someone came up behind me and smacked my ass? 0:52:33.960 --> 0:52:36.520 I would probably ask you if you were okay with 0:52:36.600 --> 0:52:37.360 that at first? 0:52:44.600 --> 0:52:45.640 And what if I said I was. 0:52:50.920 --> 0:52:53.560 It's a free country and you can live your life 0:52:53.800 --> 0:52:54.880 however you please. 0:53:05.320 --> 0:53:09.520 That's very respectful of you, Kendall. 0:53:10.880 --> 0:53:12.880 I am not here to make judgments. 0:53:15.160 --> 0:53:16.920 You know that I think this is going really well. Actually, 0:53:16.920 --> 0:53:18.359 I feel like we have a lot in common because 0:53:18.360 --> 0:53:19.680 I also don't like to make judgments. 0:53:21.239 --> 0:53:25.680 Oh what's the fucking point, you know, who gives a 0:53:25.680 --> 0:53:29.000 shit what anybody thinks. At the end of the day, 0:53:29.080 --> 0:53:30.840 all you have are your own thoughts when you go 0:53:30.920 --> 0:53:31.640 to sleep at night. 0:53:33.840 --> 0:53:42.600 M hm, last night, perhaps, Kendall, as you were laying 0:53:42.600 --> 0:53:48.640 in bed, as you're drifting off to sleep, do you 0:53:49.120 --> 0:53:50.799 and you know, look, it's okay if you don't remember. 0:53:50.840 --> 0:53:53.759 I get that not everyone remembers everything that they think 0:53:53.760 --> 0:53:57.600 about before they go to sleep. But what were you 0:53:57.640 --> 0:53:58.160 thinking about? 0:54:04.440 --> 0:54:14.400 M I don't remember very much from when I go 0:54:14.520 --> 0:54:20.960 to sleep. It all just kind of shuts off at 0:54:20.960 --> 0:54:22.000 a certain point. 0:54:27.600 --> 0:54:31.400 When your mind wanders, where does it tend to go? 0:54:34.400 --> 0:54:45.000 There is never a consistent thread. It goes wherever I 0:54:45.120 --> 0:54:47.400 allow it to go before raining it in. 0:54:52.440 --> 0:54:54.480 It's important for me to know as I look into 0:54:55.840 --> 0:54:58.600 as I evaluate what my commitment will be to our relationship, 0:54:58.640 --> 0:55:02.520 you know, because I think that you know, a problem 0:55:02.520 --> 0:55:04.120 that a lot of people have in the relationships is 0:55:04.120 --> 0:55:06.279 that they get bored as they go on. You know, 0:55:07.080 --> 0:55:12.320 So the fact that your mind drifts in many different places. 0:55:13.800 --> 0:55:17.759 Leads me to believe that you know, you maintain a 0:55:17.760 --> 0:55:25.880 fresh perspective, you know, which means that I think, I 0:55:25.920 --> 0:55:32.680 think this is sustainable. I think that I think that 0:55:32.719 --> 0:55:34.720 as time goes on, you and I will will find 0:55:34.880 --> 0:55:37.640 new adventures that aren't the same as our old adventures 0:55:37.680 --> 0:55:51.439 but have their own unique charm. 0:55:51.480 --> 0:55:52.879 It's a very happy thought. 0:56:05.960 --> 0:56:12.880 Is there anything that you know, Kendall? I want you 0:56:12.920 --> 0:56:16.000 to know something. One of the most important things to 0:56:16.000 --> 0:56:25.400 me in my relationships is honesty. 0:56:26.200 --> 0:56:27.560 I'm a very open person. 0:56:29.320 --> 0:56:31.279 Is there anything that you think I should know about you? 0:56:32.400 --> 0:56:34.520 I believe and also another thing that you should know 0:56:34.560 --> 0:56:41.680 about me in regards to dishonesty, thing is that I 0:56:41.680 --> 0:56:49.400 believe that intentional not necessarily lying, Kendall, but intentionally withholding information. 0:56:51.880 --> 0:56:53.680 I don't consider that lying, but I consider that to 0:56:53.680 --> 0:56:57.600 be dishonest. Is there anything Kendall that I should know 0:56:57.640 --> 0:57:01.480 about you before we continue in our relationship? 0:57:08.200 --> 0:57:09.880 Is there anything you would want to know? 0:57:25.560 --> 0:57:31.320 Have you had a past life or would you say 0:57:31.320 --> 0:57:35.440 that the life you're living right now is pretty similar 0:57:35.440 --> 0:57:39.560 to the life you've been living for the past however 0:57:39.560 --> 0:57:40.120 many years. 0:57:43.000 --> 0:57:53.920 Me as a person, I do not look much into 0:57:54.080 --> 0:57:59.040 the past or the present future, I should say, not 0:57:59.680 --> 0:58:03.919 present future. I tend to focus on what's happening right 0:58:04.040 --> 0:58:06.960 now because that's what I can make the most sense 0:58:07.040 --> 0:58:07.360 out of. 0:58:13.080 --> 0:58:19.120 Well, Kendall, I'm gonna be honest with you. I've had 0:58:19.120 --> 0:58:24.400 a really nice time tonight and I see something here 0:58:24.560 --> 0:58:29.800 between us, and I appreciate you calling in and I 0:58:29.840 --> 0:58:36.280 appreciate you giving me a chance. Of course, you have 0:58:36.280 --> 0:58:38.000 a great rest of the night, Kendall. I love you 0:58:38.120 --> 0:58:38.520 very much. 0:58:39.640 --> 0:58:42.120 I love you too, and I think what you are 0:58:42.160 --> 0:58:48.520 doing is fascinating and intriguing. And keep up the good work. 0:58:49.520 --> 0:58:51.960 Thank you, of course. 0:58:53.200 --> 0:58:55.520 Good night man, Good night. 0:59:06.120 --> 0:59:06.280 All. 0:59:06.400 --> 0:59:10.640 From Kira to accept. 0:59:11.880 --> 0:59:16.680 Kira. Hello, is this Kira? Hi? 0:59:17.720 --> 0:59:19.800 I really was not expecting you to get on therapy. 0:59:19.840 --> 0:59:20.120 Get go. 0:59:20.520 --> 0:59:22.560 I know I wasn't expecting you to get on therapy 0:59:22.640 --> 0:59:24.760 getto either, Kira. But look here we are in a 0:59:24.840 --> 0:59:26.720 situation neither of us expected. 0:59:27.560 --> 0:59:31.440 Mm hmmmm, I don't know what do we What do 0:59:31.480 --> 0:59:31.680 we do? 0:59:31.760 --> 0:59:31.880 Now? 0:59:31.880 --> 0:59:34.280 I know you like the you like to talk about therapy. 0:59:34.360 --> 0:59:36.160 Maybe I should start with how are you? How are 0:59:36.160 --> 0:59:36.520 you doing? 0:59:38.040 --> 0:59:43.000 You know, Kira, I'm all right, and thank you for asking. 0:59:43.040 --> 0:59:44.760 Not a lot of people ask, but look, it feels 0:59:44.800 --> 0:59:46.920 good when they're doing, then I'll obligated too. But look, Kira, 0:59:47.960 --> 0:59:51.000 yes have you How does it feel to be in 0:59:51.000 --> 0:59:52.680 a situation you didn't expect to be in? 0:59:54.320 --> 0:59:56.400 My heart is a racing right now, and I'm trying 0:59:56.400 --> 0:59:59.600 to be real calm because this. I don't know this, 0:59:59.760 --> 1:00:01.680 this it seems like a pretty weird thing to do. 1:00:01.960 --> 1:00:04.320 Just call in and talk. 1:00:05.240 --> 1:00:06.480 I know, I do not know. 1:00:07.040 --> 1:00:10.520 Look, how do you feel any better? I think it's 1:00:11.320 --> 1:00:13.960 I'm try Actually, I don't know on whose end it's weirder. 1:00:14.040 --> 1:00:15.800 Is I don't know if it's weirder to take the 1:00:15.840 --> 1:00:19.080 calls or to make the calls. But also I think 1:00:19.120 --> 1:00:21.320 it matters. I don't think I think it's pointless to 1:00:21.360 --> 1:00:26.120 discuss because we're here, we're doing it, doesn't matter if 1:00:26.160 --> 1:00:28.440 it's weird or not. We've arrived. We're on the phone 1:00:28.440 --> 1:00:29.400 with each other right now. 1:00:29.320 --> 1:00:33.280 Kira, exactly. I completely agree with you. 1:00:35.280 --> 1:00:37.160 I'm glad that you agree that we're on the phone. 1:00:40.000 --> 1:00:42.919 You know, it's it's quieter than I'm sorry, no. 1:00:42.680 --> 1:00:44.200 No, no, Well tell me what you were going to say. 1:00:44.240 --> 1:00:45.440 It's more important. 1:00:45.760 --> 1:00:47.480 I was gonna say, it's quieter than I thought it 1:00:47.520 --> 1:00:49.640 was going to be. I feel like I'm just talking 1:00:49.680 --> 1:00:52.439 to just a person. You know, it's not really the 1:00:52.560 --> 1:00:55.640 ambiance I expected the music to be on the line. 1:00:55.720 --> 1:00:56.280 I guess. 1:00:56.600 --> 1:00:58.720 You know what is funny about you saying that is 1:00:58.760 --> 1:01:01.040 when I was talking to the I have to I'm 1:01:01.160 --> 1:01:07.120 very not cognizant of this because I I can hear 1:01:07.160 --> 1:01:08.960 the music, but you can't. And to me, it feels 1:01:09.000 --> 1:01:11.040 like you can, but I am never cognizant of the 1:01:11.120 --> 1:01:14.800 fact that you can't. And it totally changes the dynamic 1:01:14.840 --> 1:01:15.080 of the. 1:01:15.000 --> 1:01:18.800 Conversation definitely, because I think if I heard that, yeah, 1:01:18.840 --> 1:01:21.560 it would just be even more calm vibes. 1:01:22.200 --> 1:01:24.480 Right, and I want to Well, we're gonna find a 1:01:24.480 --> 1:01:26.920 way to start piping it in, but for now, you know, 1:01:27.160 --> 1:01:28.760 we're just gonna have to sit in whatever this is. 1:01:29.600 --> 1:01:30.560 Yeah, yeah, no worries. 1:01:32.520 --> 1:01:33.280 What are you doing right now? 1:01:33.360 --> 1:01:38.240 Kira? I am sitting on my floor and just in 1:01:38.480 --> 1:01:42.600 like an anxious mess because I didn't think about what 1:01:42.640 --> 1:01:44.600 I wanted to talk about on therapy. Go go, do 1:01:44.640 --> 1:01:45.120 you have it? 1:01:46.400 --> 1:01:47.760 I don't know any Well, Here's. 1:01:47.600 --> 1:01:51.600 What makes it easier is that I host the show 1:01:51.640 --> 1:01:52.920 and I don't think about what I was going to 1:01:53.000 --> 1:01:55.280 talk about, So why should I expect you to think of? 1:01:55.360 --> 1:01:56.960 Why should I expect you to know what you were 1:01:56.960 --> 1:01:57.560 going to talk about? 1:01:57.680 --> 1:02:01.440 Either, I didn't want tote your time here. I understand 1:02:01.480 --> 1:02:02.600 it's a very important show. 1:02:03.760 --> 1:02:09.720 There's no the concept of you wasting my time is 1:02:09.760 --> 1:02:13.440 that doesn't even exist here, because what we're doing right 1:02:13.480 --> 1:02:17.640 now is is I didn't even have it planned. It's 1:02:17.680 --> 1:02:23.080 just happening. You're just on the phone, right. Does that 1:02:23.120 --> 1:02:23.600 make sense? 1:02:24.520 --> 1:02:25.760 It does? 1:02:27.280 --> 1:02:29.000 I think it definitely makes sense. I just have the 1:02:29.160 --> 1:02:31.160 memory of a fish. So I kind of forgot what 1:02:31.200 --> 1:02:32.040 you said already. 1:02:32.960 --> 1:02:33.960 Why are you on the floor? 1:02:35.760 --> 1:02:38.240 That's still more comfortable here? It just it seems like 1:02:38.760 --> 1:02:42.440 a very settling area to be in, So I'm okay 1:02:42.560 --> 1:02:44.000 with it. 1:02:45.200 --> 1:02:46.560 Are you on the floor of your room or of 1:02:46.640 --> 1:02:50.280 your where room of. 1:02:50.280 --> 1:02:58.720 Your yes, sitting on the floor in my room, Kire, 1:02:58.720 --> 1:03:02.560 Do you think do you think we're compatible? 1:03:04.200 --> 1:03:07.600 I wondered that as you were asking the other people before, 1:03:08.560 --> 1:03:12.480 And you know, I think that you yourself are a 1:03:12.520 --> 1:03:16.440 creative person and just a man of vision. And I 1:03:16.440 --> 1:03:23.880 don't know, I really I really stand by that compatibility. Ah, 1:03:23.040 --> 1:03:25.080 I mean, I don't know. I don't. 1:03:25.280 --> 1:03:25.600 I don't know. 1:03:25.640 --> 1:03:27.439 I didn't really think about it like that, but I do. 1:03:27.600 --> 1:03:30.240 I do really enjoy the content that you put out 1:03:30.440 --> 1:03:34.240 and the message that you send as far as your 1:03:34.360 --> 1:03:36.800 online personality. 1:03:37.160 --> 1:03:39.760 So we're compatible in that sense. 1:03:40.560 --> 1:03:43.440 Maybe in that sense, yes, if if I got to 1:03:43.520 --> 1:03:46.480 know you better, you know, we see we go from there. 1:03:46.800 --> 1:03:48.880 Well, no, I mean we're compatible, and well, I think 1:03:49.080 --> 1:03:52.320 the amount that we're compatible in the context of the 1:03:52.400 --> 1:03:54.920 amount that you know me right now from you watching 1:03:55.440 --> 1:04:00.000 the streams. We're compatible as me streaming and you watching it. 1:04:01.600 --> 1:04:04.000 I enjoy it. You seem like a very very true, 1:04:04.160 --> 1:04:07.240 very kind person but also very funny, and I enjoy 1:04:07.280 --> 1:04:09.840 a good funny person, just someone to make me laugh 1:04:10.000 --> 1:04:11.520 and to just be nice. 1:04:12.320 --> 1:04:17.040 Well, thank you, Yes, kier Have you ever been in love. 1:04:18.600 --> 1:04:23.680 Too many times? I made Maybe I call it infatuation 1:04:23.920 --> 1:04:27.120 instead of love. That might be more realistic. 1:04:27.560 --> 1:04:29.840 Tell me about the last time you were deeply infatuated? 1:04:31.560 --> 1:04:33.800 Actually very you know what? I did want to ask 1:04:33.840 --> 1:04:37.560 you about this? Okay, So for a little bit I was, 1:04:37.800 --> 1:04:42.840 I like probably in November, I just got out and 1:04:43.120 --> 1:04:47.680 just totally like anonymity, I I just got out of 1:04:47.720 --> 1:04:49.760 like like a mental hospital. Was in there for like 1:04:49.800 --> 1:04:52.400 a week, and I decided while I was in there, 1:04:52.440 --> 1:04:54.040 because I was so bored, I said, I'm going to 1:04:54.080 --> 1:04:56.120 pick up a prison pen pal. So I picked up 1:04:56.320 --> 1:04:59.960 a prison pen pal and I started talking to this person. 1:05:00.080 --> 1:05:03.720 Then I started just like I don't know, me being 1:05:03.920 --> 1:05:07.360 myself and being over infatuated with this person. And I 1:05:07.400 --> 1:05:08.520 was like, oh my gosh, this. 1:05:08.480 --> 1:05:09.280 Is this is love. 1:05:09.400 --> 1:05:12.200 This must be what love feels like. And of course 1:05:12.800 --> 1:05:17.040 this poor man had to reject me, but I still 1:05:17.040 --> 1:05:20.840 talk to him and now our friends kind of. But 1:05:21.200 --> 1:05:24.080 I don't know what to do with that relationship now. 1:05:24.160 --> 1:05:27.200 I really I when I think about it, it's nice 1:05:27.440 --> 1:05:31.040 because I have a friend who's in prison. 1:05:31.080 --> 1:05:31.280 Now. 1:05:33.800 --> 1:05:34.960 I don't know what do you think about that? I 1:05:34.960 --> 1:05:35.920 probably didn't explain that. 1:05:35.920 --> 1:05:41.680 Well, So you were so you're in a mental hospital 1:05:41.680 --> 1:05:43.600 and you this is like an internet friend. 1:05:45.520 --> 1:05:47.720 It was like you go online and you meet the 1:05:47.720 --> 1:05:50.040 prison time piles, and you go like rite a prisoner 1:05:50.120 --> 1:05:50.920 and you pick. 1:05:50.800 --> 1:05:55.400 Up like yeah, yeah, yeah, and you did the squat 1:05:55.440 --> 1:05:56.480 you were in a mental hospital. 1:05:57.160 --> 1:05:59.920 I did. I did because I thought it would be 1:06:00.000 --> 1:06:02.040 a good idea at the time, and I didn't think that, 1:06:02.280 --> 1:06:04.320 you know, we'd be talking for this long. 1:06:05.320 --> 1:06:09.600 So are you saying this is an answer to who 1:06:09.600 --> 1:06:12.080 you've been in fact? Or were you infatuated with this person? 1:06:13.080 --> 1:06:16.360 Not crazy infatuated, but I was like, Oh, I was like, Oh, 1:06:16.400 --> 1:06:18.360 this guy. The reason why I started talking to him 1:06:18.400 --> 1:06:19.840 because I thought I was like, oh my gosh, this 1:06:19.880 --> 1:06:22.720 guy is very cute. My dumb brain, Okay, I was like, 1:06:22.720 --> 1:06:26.880 this guy's very cute, and this might be cool to 1:06:26.960 --> 1:06:29.760 talk to him and he might like me. So I 1:06:29.800 --> 1:06:32.280 gave it a shot, just doing something random, just like 1:06:32.320 --> 1:06:33.160 I'm doing right now. 1:06:34.520 --> 1:06:38.880 What did he? Are you at Liberty too slash comfortable 1:06:38.920 --> 1:06:40.720 to share? What landed him in prison? 1:06:42.040 --> 1:06:42.240 You know? 1:06:43.440 --> 1:06:45.800 I looked it up and I didn't look at what 1:06:45.920 --> 1:06:49.600 he did beforehand before messaging him. But I found out 1:06:49.640 --> 1:06:54.960 later that he actually it was an attempted rape. I 1:06:55.040 --> 1:06:57.880 believe that or intempted assault. I think it was a rape. 1:06:58.040 --> 1:07:00.120 I think that's what they said and I did, and 1:07:00.440 --> 1:07:02.200 I think I asked him about it and it was 1:07:02.360 --> 1:07:08.040 very brief. But getting to know him, he definitely seems 1:07:08.080 --> 1:07:11.800 like a very kind, very rounded individual. And I get 1:07:11.800 --> 1:07:13.360 to talk to him like on the phone and stuff. 1:07:13.480 --> 1:07:17.840 So but that I don't know, I don't know, I 1:07:17.920 --> 1:07:20.160 worry about that because he also he gets out soon, 1:07:20.600 --> 1:07:22.240 so what if he wants to meet up or something. 1:07:23.040 --> 1:07:28.920 I don't know if I can do that. Get what 1:07:28.920 --> 1:07:31.240 I'm saying. Therapy got go worried. 1:07:35.880 --> 1:07:36.880 Ununderstandably. 1:07:36.960 --> 1:07:44.200 So yeah, yeah, it's hard to tell my my buddies 1:07:44.200 --> 1:07:44.560 about that. 1:07:56.200 --> 1:07:59.160 Yeah, you know, I mean that's not something I, uh, 1:08:00.520 --> 1:08:02.080 personally would sign off one. 1:08:03.040 --> 1:08:05.800 Oh no, definitely not no, no, no, I'm sure. 1:08:05.800 --> 1:08:06.080 I'm sure. 1:08:06.120 --> 1:08:09.280 I'm sure the general public wouldn't. 1:08:15.760 --> 1:08:16.880 You're not gonna do it, are you? 1:08:18.200 --> 1:08:22.960 What like do what like to meet him? 1:08:23.040 --> 1:08:24.240 Yeah? 1:08:24.280 --> 1:08:26.800 Oh well that was never I'm saying. I'm just throwing 1:08:26.840 --> 1:08:30.040 that out in the air. That was never explicitly said 1:08:30.080 --> 1:08:31.960 that we were ever gonna have to meet. And he 1:08:32.040 --> 1:08:34.960 also is in another state. So I don't worry about 1:08:35.040 --> 1:08:37.320 I don't worry about it too much because when you 1:08:37.400 --> 1:08:39.200 when you come out of jail, they make you stay 1:08:39.200 --> 1:08:40.840 in the state for a while, right like they don't 1:08:41.040 --> 1:08:42.400 they don't just let you free reign. 1:08:47.600 --> 1:08:48.960 I have no idea. 1:08:50.439 --> 1:08:53.360 Okay, well, I'll look into that later, you know, when 1:08:53.360 --> 1:08:56.920 the time comes. 1:08:55.600 --> 1:08:58.320 And maybe maybe looking they don't know where he you know, 1:08:58.439 --> 1:08:59.439 he doesn't know where you live. 1:09:00.640 --> 1:09:04.240 No, not specifically. 1:09:10.200 --> 1:09:14.120 Yeah, I want to be you know, I would. Look, 1:09:14.120 --> 1:09:19.800 I'm never I I'm gonna go ahead and say you 1:09:19.800 --> 1:09:21.720 probably shouldn't meet up with this person. I'm gonna go 1:09:21.760 --> 1:09:23.240 ahead and. 1:09:22.720 --> 1:09:26.320 I'm no, you're right, You're right. I'm not saying I was. 1:09:26.520 --> 1:09:26.800 I was. 1:09:26.880 --> 1:09:29.519 I was just saying, you know, that's on my mind 1:09:29.640 --> 1:09:32.559 lately some these days, and I don't know how to 1:09:32.640 --> 1:09:33.680 end that relationship. 1:09:34.040 --> 1:09:37.840 Probably be the best part about, you know, having to 1:09:37.960 --> 1:09:42.280 end an online relationship is that you can just stop. 1:09:44.720 --> 1:09:46.800 But then I feel bad because what else does he 1:09:46.920 --> 1:09:48.000 have going in there? 1:09:49.800 --> 1:09:52.200 I mean, look, if you are right, this is unpopular, 1:09:52.200 --> 1:09:54.400 but look if you haven't, if you genuinely feel bad, 1:09:55.439 --> 1:10:00.760 you can say in a message, I'm feel a little 1:10:00.880 --> 1:10:10.320 uncomfortable with how this relationship has progressed, right, and I 1:10:10.120 --> 1:10:16.759 and I and I unfortunately have to end things. 1:10:14.600 --> 1:10:17.920 Simple, quick and simple. Just that's a nice way to 1:10:17.920 --> 1:10:18.599 put it. I like that. 1:10:24.200 --> 1:10:26.599 People are saying you don't owe him anything, which I 1:10:26.640 --> 1:10:30.840 agree with. I'm only saying that if I'm only telling 1:10:30.880 --> 1:10:32.799 you that, if sending that would make you. 1:10:32.680 --> 1:10:42.920 Feel better, right, just some closure at least that really 1:10:43.000 --> 1:10:43.559 makes me sad. 1:10:43.560 --> 1:10:44.040 I have to go. 1:10:44.240 --> 1:10:47.160 I have to part ways, my buddy. 1:10:46.760 --> 1:10:50.520 I think for the best that you part weigh. 1:10:50.600 --> 1:10:52.479 Yeah, yeah, it's probably for the best. 1:10:53.360 --> 1:10:55.200 Yeah, are you okay? 1:10:55.280 --> 1:10:55.479 Here? 1:10:55.520 --> 1:10:56.280 Are you doing all right? 1:10:57.320 --> 1:10:57.559 Yeah? 1:10:58.320 --> 1:11:00.679 I'm a little a little sad about it because I don't. 1:11:00.720 --> 1:11:04.280 I literally just tried to break things off the other day, 1:11:04.479 --> 1:11:06.240 like probably two three days ago. 1:11:07.080 --> 1:11:08.080 What do you mean you've tried? You what do you 1:11:08.080 --> 1:11:11.479 mean you tried, not like, not. 1:11:11.400 --> 1:11:16.280 Like in a crazy way, just being like just being like, oh, 1:11:16.320 --> 1:11:20.639 I don't I don't think we should talk anymore. And 1:11:20.640 --> 1:11:23.519 and I should have just I should have just been like, yeah, 1:11:23.560 --> 1:11:26.120 all right, that's it. But I go back on my 1:11:26.200 --> 1:11:28.360 word sometimes it's a shame. 1:11:36.520 --> 1:11:38.400 Have you spoken to a real therapist about this? 1:11:40.760 --> 1:11:48.559 No, not this specifically, not this specifically. The more that 1:11:48.720 --> 1:11:51.599 the more that you are concerned with it, the more 1:11:51.720 --> 1:11:56.599 it makes me concerned, because I really try, I try 1:11:56.640 --> 1:11:58.960 to think about this as little as possible. 1:12:13.520 --> 1:12:17.200 Yeah, I think, I think. I think. I usually look 1:12:17.200 --> 1:12:18.559 at the chat. I mean I do, but I'm looking 1:12:18.560 --> 1:12:24.000 at them and they are they're concerned. And look here, 1:12:24.080 --> 1:12:25.960 I know you seem like I don't. 1:12:25.960 --> 1:12:26.200 We're not. 1:12:26.280 --> 1:12:31.600 I'm not trying to stress you at no, but you 1:12:31.640 --> 1:12:33.760 should do you have a therapy I'm assuming if you've 1:12:33.800 --> 1:12:35.400 been to a mental health Do you have a therapist? 1:12:35.479 --> 1:12:39.080 Do you have mental health resources available to you? 1:12:40.040 --> 1:12:43.320 I used to, but I just I just can't afford 1:12:43.360 --> 1:12:45.680 it right now and I don't have the time. So 1:12:45.760 --> 1:12:48.160 it's kind of just been like free reign for the 1:12:48.200 --> 1:12:50.320 past couple of months for me. 1:12:50.960 --> 1:12:54.439 So, you know, I don't know. 1:12:54.520 --> 1:12:56.679 I do plan on getting back into like mental health 1:12:56.720 --> 1:12:59.160 and and everything and doing things. 1:12:59.000 --> 1:13:01.960 Okay, because I I I think you should talk to 1:13:02.000 --> 1:13:05.040 someone who is not me, not not that you know, 1:13:05.400 --> 1:13:06.680 I mean, I think I think you should talk to 1:13:06.720 --> 1:13:09.240 an actual therapist. 1:13:08.800 --> 1:13:15.799 About this, right right, because this is very very serious. 1:13:17.280 --> 1:13:22.040 Yeah, I would agree that you should. You should probably 1:13:22.160 --> 1:13:30.000 cease contact with this person. Uh. 1:13:30.040 --> 1:13:31.200 You know, does it help to know that he. 1:13:31.240 --> 1:13:33.360 Was period at the end of that? What? 1:13:34.280 --> 1:13:35.759 Does it help to know that he was cute? 1:13:36.360 --> 1:13:36.400 No? 1:13:37.720 --> 1:13:42.200 No, I don't think I wouldn't. I wouldn't consider that 1:13:42.280 --> 1:13:47.080 a factor. M hmm, whatsoever? Fair enough? 1:13:47.760 --> 1:13:48.200 Fair enough? 1:13:48.200 --> 1:13:50.720 I appreciate it. Do you do you like to go 1:13:50.760 --> 1:13:53.000 by Lyle or do you like to go buy therapy? 1:13:53.000 --> 1:13:54.640 Get go? What would you like to call me? 1:13:54.720 --> 1:13:54.920 Kira? 1:13:56.080 --> 1:13:58.479 I don't want to call you Lyle if that's like weird, 1:13:58.560 --> 1:14:01.040 but I also like calling you there be Gecko because 1:14:01.040 --> 1:14:02.120 that feels like sir to me. 1:14:03.880 --> 1:14:05.679 You can call me whatever you wish, Kira. 1:14:07.160 --> 1:14:09.840 Okay, thank you, Thank you there for get go. Thank 1:14:09.880 --> 1:14:10.479 you for your. 1:14:10.680 --> 1:14:16.320 Wisdom absolutely, and take take care, Kira. Be uh be 1:14:16.439 --> 1:14:17.520 safe Okay. 1:14:17.600 --> 1:14:19.760 Yes, I hope to I hope to see you and 1:14:19.960 --> 1:14:22.680 the rest of your videos and everything. Keep going. I 1:14:22.720 --> 1:14:23.160 love your. 1:14:23.080 --> 1:14:26.960 Work, all right, man, I love you too. Take uh 1:14:27.400 --> 1:14:29.920 take care, don't do anything crazy. 1:14:29.720 --> 1:14:33.800 Okay, all right, I love you man, love you too. 1:14:34.280 --> 1:14:34.759 Good Bye. 1:14:41.120 --> 1:14:48.920 All from Arianna Ariana, Arianna, Yes, who are you? 1:14:48.960 --> 1:14:49.439 Arianna? 1:14:52.160 --> 1:14:53.719 Oh, it's kind of lagging on my computer. 1:14:53.760 --> 1:14:54.640 This is weird. 1:14:54.960 --> 1:14:56.960 Here's what I want you to do, Ariana. What room 1:14:57.000 --> 1:14:58.240 of your house are you in right now? 1:14:59.840 --> 1:15:02.280 I I live in like a college apartment. 1:15:03.000 --> 1:15:06.559 Go to your go to the cold, close your laptop, 1:15:06.680 --> 1:15:10.360 put it underneath your bed, but set a little thing whatever, 1:15:10.479 --> 1:15:12.760 you download one of those apps that makes it that 1:15:12.840 --> 1:15:16.719 you your computer doesn't work for ten minutes or something 1:15:16.800 --> 1:15:19.040 like that, and then go to the cellar of your 1:15:19.080 --> 1:15:21.559 college dorm and talk to me there. I don't want 1:15:21.600 --> 1:15:26.320 you anywhere near the stream itself. Pretend the stream doesn't exist, 1:15:26.320 --> 1:15:29.320 pretend that we're just I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Arian. I 1:15:29.360 --> 1:15:31.040 don't know why I'm doing this right now. I should. 1:15:31.080 --> 1:15:34.920 I should. I'm wasting time. I should relax. I'm sorry, Arian, 1:15:34.960 --> 1:15:35.880 I don't know why I'm doing this. 1:15:36.600 --> 1:15:37.840 I just put on you. It's good. 1:15:38.240 --> 1:15:39.800 Okay, that's that's good enough. You don't have to do 1:15:40.160 --> 1:15:45.719 stuff I was talking about. Are we compatible? 1:15:45.760 --> 1:15:46.040 Area on? 1:15:47.760 --> 1:15:53.559 I feel like we are? Why because you just got 1:15:53.600 --> 1:15:57.000 this kookie energy about you, and I'm all about cookie energy. 1:15:58.040 --> 1:15:59.440 Do you consider yourself cookie? 1:16:00.360 --> 1:16:03.840 I definitely do. I'm like a mixture of a punk 1:16:04.200 --> 1:16:07.680 grandmother drug rug mess. 1:16:08.439 --> 1:16:09.280 I love everything. 1:16:10.920 --> 1:16:14.680 Yeah, you said you're a punk grandmother. 1:16:16.120 --> 1:16:20.439 Yeah, I got those like cottage core vibes. But i'd 1:16:20.439 --> 1:16:22.080 be dressing like I work. 1:16:22.080 --> 1:16:32.280 In a hot topic, what do you feel like? 1:16:35.240 --> 1:16:38.160 How would you describe your personality? Because I feel like 1:16:38.160 --> 1:16:39.599 you've described only your appearance. 1:16:41.160 --> 1:16:41.960 I'm chaotic. 1:16:42.760 --> 1:16:45.799 You're chaotic. It's the most chaotic thing you've done recently. 1:16:47.680 --> 1:16:48.160 I don't know. 1:16:48.280 --> 1:16:49.800 Everything is chaos. 1:16:52.000 --> 1:16:52.679 Let me think. 1:16:54.240 --> 1:16:58.920 The other night I attempted to jump off my friend's 1:16:59.000 --> 1:17:03.320 bed and do a split and almost broke my legs. 1:17:04.680 --> 1:17:06.760 I think that was it, And it was like to 1:17:06.840 --> 1:17:13.720 Shaun Kingston or some ship like for no, it just 1:17:13.880 --> 1:17:15.920 was spur of the moment, I'm gonna do that, and 1:17:16.000 --> 1:17:20.320 I almost did it, or did it, but I didn't 1:17:20.320 --> 1:17:21.800 break my legs. 1:17:26.200 --> 1:17:35.240 I don't know about chaotic, dangerous? Right, certainly dangerous? What else? What? 1:17:35.439 --> 1:17:37.400 What is? Do you do? You do? 1:17:37.439 --> 1:17:38.000 You do? 1:17:38.040 --> 1:17:41.280 You have a habit ariana would you say of putting 1:17:41.280 --> 1:17:45.160 yourself in dangerous situations? 1:17:46.400 --> 1:17:49.519 It depends because I don't see situations as dangerous, but 1:17:49.560 --> 1:17:52.200 then people around you are like, why are you doing that? 1:17:52.200 --> 1:17:53.840 That is definitely dangerous. 1:17:54.200 --> 1:17:57.519 Yeah, we had a caller like that today. 1:17:59.520 --> 1:18:01.840 Yeah, I feel like I would also vibe with them. 1:18:01.840 --> 1:18:04.559 Oh wait, was it the girl with the inmate Penthal? 1:18:05.080 --> 1:18:05.280 Yeah? 1:18:05.280 --> 1:18:05.800 I would say. 1:18:07.360 --> 1:18:07.639 Yeah. 1:18:07.680 --> 1:18:09.960 I was kind of relating to her because I also 1:18:10.040 --> 1:18:13.679 Penthal and for a little bit was writing to a prisoner. 1:18:13.880 --> 1:18:17.320 But we don't have to do the same. We have 1:18:17.400 --> 1:18:19.479 to have all the same conversation again, do we? 1:18:20.760 --> 1:18:20.840 No? 1:18:21.680 --> 1:18:22.320 It is over. 1:18:25.680 --> 1:18:28.120 You two should be friends, although actually I don't know. 1:18:28.160 --> 1:18:30.120 I'm scared of what you could cook up together. 1:18:31.280 --> 1:18:34.400 Yeah, you're right, I feel like I definitely could vibe 1:18:34.400 --> 1:18:37.080 with her, though we could go on hikes or some 1:18:37.160 --> 1:18:37.639 shit do. 1:18:37.600 --> 1:18:46.000 Embroidery that sounds perfectly productive. Yes, what does cottage court mean? 1:18:47.360 --> 1:18:48.200 Cottage court? 1:18:48.280 --> 1:18:50.799 It's kind of it became a bit of a TikTok 1:18:50.920 --> 1:18:59.320 trend this year, like pen paling, embroidery, baking, gardening, like 1:18:59.360 --> 1:19:02.880 the kind of like cottage lifestyle. 1:19:03.960 --> 1:19:06.120 Chats or oh. 1:19:05.680 --> 1:19:13.639 I see, Yes, so like you're like a your grandmother Lee, 1:19:13.800 --> 1:19:16.320 But you would also go to like a basement punk show. 1:19:17.640 --> 1:19:19.040 Yes exactly. 1:19:20.600 --> 1:19:23.760 I would bring my knitting needle to a baby. 1:19:24.160 --> 1:19:26.280 Don't bring your knitting needle to a mosh pit because 1:19:26.280 --> 1:19:31.280 you're gonna stab someone. Stay clear, It's leave that at home. 1:19:32.120 --> 1:19:37.280 But have you ever been in love? 1:19:39.960 --> 1:19:40.360 I have? 1:19:41.640 --> 1:19:42.519 Who are you in love with? 1:19:45.520 --> 1:19:48.040 I had a boyfriend and I was kind of engaged 1:19:48.080 --> 1:19:51.120 with him for eight years and then I broke it 1:19:51.160 --> 1:19:55.200 off the summer ago. But we're still like in this 1:19:55.320 --> 1:19:58.120 weird phase where we're not official, but we're kind of 1:19:58.160 --> 1:19:59.200 just messing around. 1:20:00.160 --> 1:20:00.640 How old are you? 1:20:02.000 --> 1:20:02.599 I'm nineteen. 1:20:03.320 --> 1:20:04.439 So you've been engaged with this? 1:20:04.800 --> 1:20:05.000 Wait? 1:20:05.040 --> 1:20:09.760 Wait, so like you've been engaged like an engagement? Do 1:20:10.240 --> 1:20:13.120 you mean engaged like engage? Do you mean? What do 1:20:13.120 --> 1:20:14.120 you mean like engaged? 1:20:15.520 --> 1:20:20.120 I was dating him from like middle school, like a 1:20:20.200 --> 1:20:25.519 crazy time period from middle school up until August of 1:20:25.600 --> 1:20:30.640 last summer and my senior year. He had proposed to me, 1:20:30.840 --> 1:20:33.519 So we were engaged for about a year, but I 1:20:33.560 --> 1:20:35.519 didn't know what was going on, and I thought we 1:20:35.560 --> 1:20:38.120 should separate so I could figure things out. 1:20:40.200 --> 1:20:42.120 Okay, I thought, you're saying you've been engaged since you 1:20:42.160 --> 1:20:42.719 were eleven. 1:20:43.680 --> 1:20:47.200 No, God, No, that does seem like something I do. 1:20:47.320 --> 1:20:47.599 Though. 1:20:48.000 --> 1:20:55.920 Definitely, how old was he? You have so issue? 1:20:55.920 --> 1:20:58.920 You don't tell me he's only two years older than me? 1:20:59.360 --> 1:21:03.560 Okay, part of me felt like he was like thirty 1:21:03.560 --> 1:21:04.320 five or something. 1:21:05.240 --> 1:21:08.479 I mean, if I was dating him in middle school, 1:21:08.520 --> 1:21:12.000 it definitely would be the stereotype from our generation of 1:21:12.080 --> 1:21:15.200 like all the middle schoolers dating older online dudes. 1:21:16.439 --> 1:21:21.040 Is that a stereotype? Is that like a common thing? 1:21:21.320 --> 1:21:25.920 Yeah, sadly, I've heard it from many people on the 1:21:25.920 --> 1:21:34.760 internet in real life everywhere. Oh boy, do you think 1:21:34.760 --> 1:21:35.600 we're compatible? 1:21:36.280 --> 1:21:37.400 Do I think we're compatible? 1:21:38.320 --> 1:21:38.519 Yeah? 1:21:38.640 --> 1:21:38.880 Do you? 1:21:39.040 --> 1:21:40.600 I don't know. I don't know if I'm crazy. 1:21:40.360 --> 1:21:46.120 Enough for you, But could you vibe? 1:21:48.640 --> 1:21:50.160 Could I vibe. 1:21:51.280 --> 1:21:53.640 Like if I'm doing chaotic stuff? Could you send the 1:21:53.680 --> 1:21:56.040 corner and still support me and be like, she's doing 1:21:56.080 --> 1:21:56.639 what she doing? 1:21:58.640 --> 1:22:00.680 You know how you ever was? I don't know if 1:22:00.680 --> 1:22:02.519 you watch the stream, but like, if someone tells me 1:22:02.560 --> 1:22:06.519 something else should go oh or ah, and then I'll 1:22:06.560 --> 1:22:09.160 like make a comment or a face. I'd probably be 1:22:09.240 --> 1:22:10.080 doing stuff like that. 1:22:13.240 --> 1:22:14.920 I feel like in a way that is vibing. 1:22:19.800 --> 1:22:22.160 See when you I didn't do that intentionally, but see 1:22:22.160 --> 1:22:23.200 how when you said I feel like in a way 1:22:23.240 --> 1:22:27.400 that was vibing, and I was like, yeah, I'll probably. 1:22:27.120 --> 1:22:32.240 Do stuff like that, Yeah, vibing in silence. 1:22:37.120 --> 1:22:39.519 Well, there's only one way to one way to for 1:22:39.600 --> 1:22:41.040 hear that out for sure, and that's for us to 1:22:41.080 --> 1:22:42.519 go on a game That's for us to go on 1:22:42.560 --> 1:22:43.519 a date to game stop. 1:22:45.560 --> 1:22:47.639 I haven't been to a game stopping forever. 1:22:48.200 --> 1:22:48.880 That'd be cool. 1:22:50.439 --> 1:22:51.960 We'll do that. We'll go on a date to game 1:22:52.000 --> 1:23:00.600 stop and you know, maybe next Saturday at you know, 1:23:00.640 --> 1:23:03.439 at two pm. 1:23:03.680 --> 1:23:04.880 I feel like that could work out. 1:23:05.360 --> 1:23:08.200 I don't have to drive like twenty hours, but I 1:23:08.200 --> 1:23:09.200 feel like it could work out. 1:23:10.000 --> 1:23:13.120 Okay, great, and then I will see you at the 1:23:13.280 --> 1:23:24.000 Arunde Mills game stop a week from tomorrow at two pm. 1:23:24.080 --> 1:23:28.320 All right, have a good night, yack you too, Arianna. 1:23:28.479 --> 1:23:33.640 Stay safe, don't don't break your legs doing TikTok dances. 1:23:34.840 --> 1:23:35.360 I will not. 1:23:36.680 --> 1:23:38.840 All right, Arianna, I love you. I'll talk to you soon. 1:23:40.400 --> 1:23:44.160 I love you too. Goodbye, goodbye. 1:23:52.720 --> 1:23:54.679 All from Nat. 1:23:56.200 --> 1:23:56.360 Two. 1:23:57.320 --> 1:23:57.559 Nate? 1:24:01.320 --> 1:24:10.320 Hello, Nate? Yes, while can you hear me? 1:24:10.320 --> 1:24:10.759 Okay? 1:24:13.439 --> 1:24:19.559 Yes? Yes, Nate? 1:24:20.840 --> 1:24:21.680 Yeah? 1:24:21.720 --> 1:24:22.280 Who are you? 1:24:24.880 --> 1:24:25.360 I'm Nate? 1:24:27.920 --> 1:24:28.960 Okay? What about Nate? 1:24:30.000 --> 1:24:30.120 Uh? 1:24:31.600 --> 1:24:36.280 I'm uh uh? Can you be more specific? 1:24:37.080 --> 1:24:37.160 No? 1:24:39.880 --> 1:24:41.479 I can I just say a really quick while that 1:24:41.600 --> 1:24:42.599 I really respect your work. 1:24:43.840 --> 1:24:44.120 Thank you. 1:24:44.280 --> 1:24:47.040 I'm a huge I'm a huge fan. Actually, thank you? 1:24:51.479 --> 1:24:58.120 Who am I? That is the question? See, I I 1:24:58.120 --> 1:25:01.519 know you have like a then right, you know I have. 1:25:01.479 --> 1:25:06.120 A theme, but we don't know. We don't have to. 1:25:07.600 --> 1:25:07.760 You know. 1:25:07.800 --> 1:25:09.840 I Here's what I'll do. I'll be any version of 1:25:10.160 --> 1:25:14.400 we can do any verse if you're what version of 1:25:14.400 --> 1:25:15.240 this do you want to do? 1:25:16.960 --> 1:25:19.200 I called with something on my mind. 1:25:20.320 --> 1:25:21.200 All right, let's do that. 1:25:22.120 --> 1:25:26.920 Okay, So I don't am I able to drop? So 1:25:27.000 --> 1:25:29.000 let me do names in your in your chat? 1:25:29.240 --> 1:25:29.320 Like? 1:25:29.360 --> 1:25:30.680 Can I sell you anything you want to do? 1:25:31.479 --> 1:25:34.960 Okay? Sweet? So you know who Jeffrey Star is. 1:25:36.400 --> 1:25:39.120 Jeffrey Star he's. 1:25:39.000 --> 1:25:41.759 Like he like he's a really wealthy and he sells 1:25:41.800 --> 1:25:45.400 like men's paler or like women's pals. He's a homosexual man. 1:25:47.880 --> 1:25:49.280 Is that what he's famous for? 1:25:50.400 --> 1:25:52.519 Yeah, I'm sure you're chatting us who he is. He's 1:25:52.600 --> 1:25:53.280 very famous for that. 1:25:54.960 --> 1:25:56.760 He's famous for being a homosexual man. 1:25:57.520 --> 1:26:00.720 Well not no, not necessarily, but like he said, he 1:26:00.800 --> 1:26:03.880 sells men what he sells. He's a man, but he 1:26:03.960 --> 1:26:10.680 sells like women's makeup paler. He's very wealthy. Okay, anyway, anyway, 1:26:10.800 --> 1:26:14.360 so I guess in this case, Jeffrey Star is more 1:26:14.439 --> 1:26:16.840 or less like a just a figure, like a type 1:26:16.880 --> 1:26:22.200 of person. Right, And see, I'm the college students, so 1:26:22.240 --> 1:26:27.200 I'm not like super wealthy, but uh, Jeffrey Star's money 1:26:27.400 --> 1:26:38.400 is attractive to me. Okay, and she see I actually 1:26:38.439 --> 1:26:40.519 have a girlfriend at the time, Like at the moment, 1:26:40.600 --> 1:26:42.599 I'm not messing with you, Like right, you're taking me serious? 1:26:42.680 --> 1:26:48.120 Right, yeah, yeah you're not. You're being serious. 1:26:49.120 --> 1:26:54.880 Yes, I can't deal with this. Yeah, so, like, uh, 1:26:55.640 --> 1:26:59.360 I have a girlfriend right now, right, But like, uh, 1:26:59.600 --> 1:27:03.080 sometimes I think about like I think I think about 1:27:03.120 --> 1:27:06.400 material money too much, and like I think that like 1:27:06.520 --> 1:27:11.280 I would I would allow myself to be homosexual for like, 1:27:11.880 --> 1:27:15.000 in order to be married to a homosexual man with 1:27:15.120 --> 1:27:20.640 lots of money, even though I am heterosexual. 1:27:22.840 --> 1:27:25.519 I think they call that gay for pay. 1:27:26.280 --> 1:27:30.120 And that's what it's called in the porn industry. Well 1:27:30.280 --> 1:27:34.160 I'm not trying to do porn, I know. 1:27:34.200 --> 1:27:35.720 I just I'm just saying that that's what they call 1:27:35.760 --> 1:27:36.679 it in the porn industry. 1:27:37.160 --> 1:27:41.320 Oh yeah, okay, Well, like I just I guess the 1:27:41.360 --> 1:27:44.320 moral of the story is, like, my friend's give me 1:27:44.360 --> 1:27:47.160 a hard time about it, But like I was just 1:27:47.160 --> 1:27:49.800 wondering if you had like any idea about like material 1:27:50.120 --> 1:27:52.000 value over happiness. 1:27:52.880 --> 1:27:56.160 Your friend is giving you a hard time because you 1:27:56.280 --> 1:28:09.599 would be homosexual for money, Yes, precisely, would you ever? 1:28:12.720 --> 1:28:16.040 You know you can do that. I didn't stop it. 1:28:16.080 --> 1:28:18.479 You I'm doing that, No, I know, and my and 1:28:18.520 --> 1:28:21.400 my friend isn't a bad person for that. But I think, I. 1:28:21.320 --> 1:28:23.120 Mean, you know, look, I would check. I would check 1:28:23.400 --> 1:28:27.360 with your girlfriend and see, you know, what the what 1:28:27.360 --> 1:28:30.000 what what the what if there's a clause about this 1:28:30.120 --> 1:28:32.280 in your relationship contract. 1:28:33.720 --> 1:28:37.080 And see, I agree with that too. But I guess 1:28:37.439 --> 1:28:39.320 more or less, my thought is, like I'm curious as 1:28:39.320 --> 1:28:43.720 to why I heterosexual man like I feel as though 1:28:43.720 --> 1:28:48.360 it would be okay to become homosexual for money. 1:28:50.720 --> 1:28:53.840 Well, look, in a way, everyone who hates their job 1:28:53.960 --> 1:28:55.280 is homosexual for money. 1:28:58.080 --> 1:29:01.280 That's actually like really intelligent. 1:29:03.040 --> 1:29:10.920 You know, you don't like engaging in homosexual acts. 1:29:10.880 --> 1:29:12.920 In like the most respectful way possible, you know. 1:29:12.960 --> 1:29:15.760 Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah, you know how you're saying, yeah, 1:29:16.920 --> 1:29:18.639 but you do it. You would do it for. 1:29:18.680 --> 1:29:21.680 Money, like extravage it. 1:29:21.720 --> 1:29:27.640 Well, yes, similar to how you know, I don't like 1:29:30.240 --> 1:29:32.800 you know, most most people that don't like type and 1:29:32.840 --> 1:29:37.960 spreadsheets on a computer or making hamburgers or driving taxi cabs, 1:29:39.640 --> 1:29:41.240 but they'll do it for money. 1:29:41.720 --> 1:29:42.759 So they'll do it for money. 1:29:43.840 --> 1:29:48.640 Now, there are some people who do like engaging in 1:29:48.680 --> 1:29:51.120 homosexual acts that do do it for money, you know, 1:29:51.240 --> 1:29:58.439 similar to how some people like, you know, painting and 1:29:58.479 --> 1:30:00.679 they paint and then then money painting. 1:30:04.160 --> 1:30:08.640 I see. But I feel like a major drive for 1:30:08.760 --> 1:30:12.439 me at the moment is that I like don't have 1:30:12.479 --> 1:30:16.800 a lot of money, you know, and like if I 1:30:16.800 --> 1:30:18.439 had money, maybe I wouldn't think about it. 1:30:24.600 --> 1:30:26.719 If you had money, maybe you wouldn't think about. 1:30:26.479 --> 1:30:31.600 It like I would. Like, it's an interesting thought to me, 1:30:31.760 --> 1:30:36.560 why like it occurs to me that I. 1:30:35.640 --> 1:30:39.200 I would look within yourself like like like like what 1:30:39.240 --> 1:30:46.360 are your boundaries? Like would you find being like I don't. 1:30:46.400 --> 1:30:49.960 I don't believe. I do not believe I say this 1:30:50.680 --> 1:30:54.960 that there is anything inherently there's nothing inherently objectively degrading 1:30:55.320 --> 1:31:00.760 about sexualizing sexualizing yourself for money. But if you personally, 1:31:01.360 --> 1:31:05.280 I would feel degraded being sexualized for money, and you 1:31:05.320 --> 1:31:06.560 should take that into consideration. 1:31:09.800 --> 1:31:12.160 I agree. I agree with you on the fact that 1:31:12.400 --> 1:31:14.959 I don't think that it's a bad thing to sexualize 1:31:14.960 --> 1:31:18.120 yourself for money, But I personally am like a very 1:31:19.080 --> 1:31:26.080 sexually reserved person. So I just I just baffled by 1:31:26.080 --> 1:31:29.600 the fact that I would think that this was okay. 1:31:31.240 --> 1:31:45.920 But well, I think I really liked your gay or 1:31:46.000 --> 1:31:50.559 pay idea. I think that was really quite intelligent advice 1:31:50.640 --> 1:31:55.559 because you're right about that, like you would do almost 1:31:55.600 --> 1:31:58.800 anything for money, and extreme amounts of money, like a 1:31:58.840 --> 1:32:03.280 certain amount of money would make it that much easier 1:32:03.320 --> 1:32:04.880 to do something that you're completely against. 1:32:08.000 --> 1:32:10.040 Well you know, look, I mean, look, why is try it? 1:32:11.520 --> 1:32:13.280 Just try By the way, by the way, you don't 1:32:13.280 --> 1:32:16.320 have look, you don't have to go I mean I know, 1:32:16.360 --> 1:32:19.800 so I know some girls who like, you know, they 1:32:19.840 --> 1:32:22.200 do seeking arrangements, but they don't necessarily have sex with 1:32:22.280 --> 1:32:23.800 the dudes, you know, they'll just go on a date, 1:32:24.280 --> 1:32:28.720 hold their hand, talk to them. You know, for some 1:32:28.800 --> 1:32:34.360 people that's worse than sex actually really, but you could 1:32:34.400 --> 1:32:36.320 do that. You could find you can go on seeking 1:32:36.400 --> 1:32:39.960 arrangements and just find an old man who you know, 1:32:40.000 --> 1:32:42.600 you could go on a date with for money and 1:32:42.680 --> 1:32:43.160 see how that. 1:32:43.320 --> 1:32:49.479 See if you like that, I see, and like, I 1:32:49.479 --> 1:32:51.960 guess that would be the real test because then, like 1:32:52.680 --> 1:32:54.639 I could see if the money was worth it. And like, 1:32:57.040 --> 1:32:58.760 but like you know, you wouldn't want your existence to 1:32:58.800 --> 1:33:02.240 be torture either, like you've want to you'd want to 1:33:02.280 --> 1:33:04.519 be able to enjoy your life, even now that you're 1:33:05.240 --> 1:33:08.960 with a person specifically for their money, but you still 1:33:09.000 --> 1:33:13.000 respect that person, you know, Like you just like the 1:33:13.040 --> 1:33:17.920 money like a lot. Yeah, and that's why I think 1:33:17.960 --> 1:33:19.320 I love it. 1:33:19.320 --> 1:33:21.400 It's a look, it's you know, it's I think it's 1:33:21.439 --> 1:33:26.479 your own decision, Like are you what do you what 1:33:26.560 --> 1:33:28.280 are you willing to do for money? What are you 1:33:28.280 --> 1:33:29.839 not willing to do for you money? You know, explore 1:33:29.960 --> 1:33:32.800 I would take a little time explore your own boundaries. 1:33:37.400 --> 1:33:40.400 You can try camming. Would you could do what you 1:33:40.439 --> 1:33:40.680 do that? 1:33:41.920 --> 1:33:43.679 Would I like a cam girl? 1:33:44.920 --> 1:33:48.160 Well, like a cam guy, a cam guy? 1:33:48.400 --> 1:33:50.160 You could try that, you. 1:33:50.120 --> 1:33:56.519 Could try that. I mean, why did you why did 1:33:56.520 --> 1:34:01.200 you bring this up? Is the way to make money? 1:34:01.960 --> 1:34:05.439 I think? I think in this I'm just a little disappointed. 1:34:05.439 --> 1:34:08.240 You don't know who Jeffrey started, but that's fine. It's 1:34:08.320 --> 1:34:15.559 just the fact that he is extravagantly wealthy. And I 1:34:15.600 --> 1:34:19.439 think that, like that is what Like he drives like 1:34:19.800 --> 1:34:24.640 luxury cars and has Louis Vauton backpacks and lives in 1:34:24.680 --> 1:34:28.479 a mansion, and that to me is what I want. 1:34:33.040 --> 1:34:37.040 What you know what, Now, I'm less interested in your 1:34:37.240 --> 1:34:40.360 means of achieving money, and I'm more interested in why 1:34:40.439 --> 1:34:42.040 why do you want extreme wealth? 1:34:44.280 --> 1:34:49.439 And that's that's also why I think that I first off, 1:34:49.840 --> 1:34:51.960 I'm not very wealthy to begin with. You know, I 1:34:51.960 --> 1:34:58.320 grew up in middle class America and uh, and so 1:34:58.479 --> 1:35:01.040 I think that, like, now, you know, you didn't always 1:35:01.080 --> 1:35:04.000 have exactly what you wanted. But like I watch these 1:35:04.000 --> 1:35:07.000 celebrities who get this extreme wealth and this extreme power 1:35:07.640 --> 1:35:10.360 and then they say, oh, you know, it's not really 1:35:10.360 --> 1:35:14.200 worth it, when in reality, what do they have to 1:35:14.240 --> 1:35:17.800 worry about, you know, like once you get money, your 1:35:17.800 --> 1:35:18.599 troubles go away. 1:35:20.200 --> 1:35:22.520 I don't think that that is necessarily true. 1:35:23.400 --> 1:35:25.479 And so like that's why I came to you an 1:35:25.560 --> 1:35:30.840 unofficial therapist, but I just wanted to like ask why, 1:35:31.040 --> 1:35:33.840 like why do you think that your problems. 1:35:33.560 --> 1:35:38.960 Don't go away? I I mean, again, you know, I don't, 1:35:39.640 --> 1:35:45.720 I don't know, but I mean, like, I mean, gave 1:35:46.040 --> 1:35:48.519 even listen to it. Like celebrities give interviews all the 1:35:48.600 --> 1:35:52.080 time where they don't necessarily talk about how awesome their 1:35:52.080 --> 1:35:55.960 lives are. I mean, we also see like rich people 1:35:56.320 --> 1:36:02.479 fucking dying and kill themselves and getting into all kinds 1:36:02.479 --> 1:36:08.160 of like, you know, terrible life troubles even though they 1:36:08.160 --> 1:36:10.639 have a lot of money. You know, I don't think 1:36:11.040 --> 1:36:12.720 I don't think that's a good view to have that 1:36:12.800 --> 1:36:16.240 like money will inherently solve all of your problems. I'm 1:36:16.280 --> 1:36:18.760 not even saying that as like, like I'm not an 1:36:18.800 --> 1:36:20.679 advice guy. I'm not like a guy who like knows 1:36:20.720 --> 1:36:25.719 shit or anything. But I have heard I have read 1:36:25.880 --> 1:36:31.240 from people who do no shit. Not that anyone I 1:36:31.240 --> 1:36:32.840 guess no shit, but I don't know. I'm just I'm 1:36:32.920 --> 1:36:34.000 fucking sixteen, But. 1:36:35.640 --> 1:36:36.320 You're fifteen. 1:36:37.120 --> 1:36:38.640 No, I'm not actually fifteen. 1:36:38.280 --> 1:36:43.240 But oh well, I think that's a that's like the 1:36:43.800 --> 1:36:45.840 I think it's one of those things that if I'm honest, 1:36:45.920 --> 1:36:47.200 I want to see you for it. I want to 1:36:47.200 --> 1:36:49.200 see it for myself. Does that make sense? 1:36:49.640 --> 1:36:52.719 Someone said money buys security, which is true, money buys 1:36:52.720 --> 1:36:53.439 security and. 1:36:53.400 --> 1:37:01.880 Freedom, which is why I think like that's like the 1:37:02.000 --> 1:37:08.840 root of a lot of like especially lower class Americans problems, 1:37:11.640 --> 1:37:13.800 and like that would fix a lot of the day 1:37:13.840 --> 1:37:14.680 to day problems. 1:37:14.880 --> 1:37:17.240 Like you're telling me, do you do you have any 1:37:17.320 --> 1:37:18.800 you're talking about it? I feel like you just get 1:37:18.840 --> 1:37:23.559 new problems though. I feel there's there's no way to 1:37:23.600 --> 1:37:30.679 get all of your ship taken care well. 1:37:30.600 --> 1:37:32.400 Right, But then, like what is there Like do you 1:37:32.439 --> 1:37:37.200 believe that they're like the same like intensity of problems 1:37:37.200 --> 1:37:39.400 and like the same steaks, like the same things are 1:37:39.400 --> 1:37:45.200 at stake or because there's a difference between like not 1:37:45.240 --> 1:37:50.160 being able to buy Super Bowl tickets and buying like groceries. 1:37:50.320 --> 1:38:00.439 You know, yes, I think I remember reading some ship. Yeah, okay, 1:38:00.439 --> 1:38:02.280 I know I see what you're saying there. I think again, 1:38:02.360 --> 1:38:04.960 I don't know shit about Dick, but I feel like 1:38:04.960 --> 1:38:09.360 I remember reading something that like happiness effects there's like 1:38:09.360 --> 1:38:12.559 some study or something that's that happiness affects wealth effects 1:38:12.600 --> 1:38:16.479 happiness up to like a certain point. So like if 1:38:16.479 --> 1:38:20.080 you're I so like, I think they're interesting in being 1:38:20.120 --> 1:38:25.679 like impoverished and secure is pretty big, right, But they're 1:38:25.680 --> 1:38:31.800 interesting being secure and motherfucking jeffree Star ultra wealthy. 1:38:32.000 --> 1:38:35.639 I think, I think is different, like the difference between 1:38:35.640 --> 1:38:38.000 like one hundred and fifty thousand dollars and one hundred 1:38:38.000 --> 1:38:39.880 and fifty million dollars, So there's no difference thing. 1:38:41.040 --> 1:38:43.280 Yeah, yeah, someone set up to Yeah, I think it's 1:38:43.320 --> 1:38:45.280 up to like seventy five K or seventy K or 1:38:45.280 --> 1:38:49.040 something that I can understand. Yes, they're being like fucking 1:38:49.200 --> 1:38:51.880 impoverished and always having to worry about money and like 1:38:51.960 --> 1:38:55.960 being financially secure. I could definitely there's a happiness there, 1:38:56.000 --> 1:39:00.559 but I think between and again I don't think about kits, 1:39:00.640 --> 1:39:04.640 but there's a difference in that, And like the di 1:39:04.680 --> 1:39:09.320 answering someone who makes like seventy thousand dollars a year 1:39:09.479 --> 1:39:11.560 and has a million dollars. 1:39:12.720 --> 1:39:13.200 I see that. 1:39:14.080 --> 1:39:15.360 So like what are you gonna do? 1:39:15.400 --> 1:39:17.720 What do you what? What would you what would you do? Nate, 1:39:17.720 --> 1:39:21.880 if you had unlimited money, you know, okay, Okay, You're okay. 1:39:21.880 --> 1:39:23.320 You don't have to worry about money anymore. You don't 1:39:23.320 --> 1:39:24.720 have to worry about your groceries. You don't have to 1:39:24.760 --> 1:39:26.240 worry about what do you do now that you have 1:39:26.280 --> 1:39:29.200 like extraordinary wealth? What would you do? 1:39:29.240 --> 1:39:31.600 You know what, Lyle, that's a great question, and like 1:39:32.560 --> 1:39:36.120 and I honestly think about it a lot. And when 1:39:36.120 --> 1:39:38.200 I think about like this system of like getting to 1:39:38.240 --> 1:39:40.080 that point, what would I do once I get it? 1:39:40.720 --> 1:39:44.160 And like I guess, like you know, when you when 1:39:44.200 --> 1:39:46.320 you wake up at ten o'clock every morning, like on 1:39:46.360 --> 1:39:49.280 a weekday, and you feel like terrible because you walk 1:39:49.360 --> 1:39:51.840 up at ten o'clock. I would just wake up at noon, 1:39:51.920 --> 1:39:54.000 like you know, who cares? And like I would just 1:39:54.479 --> 1:39:57.960 get some breakfast and that someone made me, you know, 1:39:58.080 --> 1:40:00.880 and then like and then just do something stupid like 1:40:00.920 --> 1:40:03.720 Clay called duty all day because I can you know 1:40:03.760 --> 1:40:07.400 what I mean, you wouldn't get bored of that? And see, 1:40:07.439 --> 1:40:09.559 like that's just what I That's that's what I wanted. 1:40:09.640 --> 1:40:11.040 Like I want to find out if I would get 1:40:11.080 --> 1:40:13.439 bored of it, Like I want to get to that 1:40:13.520 --> 1:40:16.680 point where I have that much money and then like 1:40:16.720 --> 1:40:18.760 once I get bored, you know, I'll just what like 1:40:18.920 --> 1:40:23.880 I'll just buy something new. I'll just like I'll just 1:40:23.920 --> 1:40:26.800 like I'll just find something else that is extremely fun 1:40:26.880 --> 1:40:28.280 like that. But you can't do because you have to 1:40:28.320 --> 1:40:31.720 do other stuff sometimes unless you're super duper rich. 1:40:33.640 --> 1:40:36.040 I think that would like you would just buy like 1:40:36.160 --> 1:40:36.800 crazy shit. 1:40:38.560 --> 1:40:40.200 Well, like that's and then like and then you think 1:40:40.200 --> 1:40:41.840 about it, and then you're like, oh, that's how all 1:40:41.840 --> 1:40:44.160 a lot of winners end up, like you know, going 1:40:44.160 --> 1:40:47.559 off the deep end. But like I don't see how 1:40:47.640 --> 1:40:49.639 that could be unfun and like how you could ruin 1:40:49.680 --> 1:40:53.160 your life doing that because like you're just having a 1:40:53.160 --> 1:41:03.200 blast all the time and there's no consequences. Like I 1:41:03.240 --> 1:41:04.840 know you said that that's not a good way to think, 1:41:04.880 --> 1:41:07.120 but like I hope I'm making you think about it 1:41:07.160 --> 1:41:09.519 a little bit because you got. 1:41:11.479 --> 1:41:15.639 Yeah, I mean I don't, right, But we're not talking 1:41:15.640 --> 1:41:18.559 about we're not talking about not worrying about paying bills. 1:41:18.600 --> 1:41:23.840 We're talking about like extratraordinary wealth like ridiculous. 1:41:24.600 --> 1:41:27.000 Yeah, So I like, which is where. 1:41:26.840 --> 1:41:35.439 I feel like I feel like having enough money. I 1:41:35.439 --> 1:41:37.719 guess I get the like I get like the freedom 1:41:37.760 --> 1:41:41.960 that money buys you understandable for me. For me, money 1:41:42.080 --> 1:41:44.559 is cool because it means you don't have to do 1:41:44.760 --> 1:41:47.479 things you don't want to do. I'm not more. But 1:41:47.520 --> 1:41:52.439 then I also feel like when you buy crazy stuff, 1:41:53.920 --> 1:41:56.280 you need more money, which means you need to do 1:41:56.320 --> 1:41:57.320 more things you don't want to do. 1:42:00.520 --> 1:42:04.639 I see what you're saying, but I just. 1:42:04.800 --> 1:42:09.800 I don't know. I don't know boobs about but. 1:42:08.520 --> 1:42:09.639 But you do. You do a lot of these talk 1:42:09.640 --> 1:42:12.160 shows you gain on You're like basically you basically Joe 1:42:12.200 --> 1:42:13.680 Rogan at this point in the way that you like 1:42:14.840 --> 1:42:17.519 are just gathering information from other people you know, but 1:42:18.720 --> 1:42:19.519 you're doing a good thing. 1:42:21.400 --> 1:42:25.840 But before well go ahead, now, what were you gonna say? 1:42:26.840 --> 1:42:29.280 Uh? I just don't want to I don't want to 1:42:29.280 --> 1:42:31.679 hog the air, but I wanted to bring up another 1:42:31.720 --> 1:42:33.519 topic really quick. It's kind of like a like I 1:42:33.560 --> 1:42:37.640 get to know you question sure before you boot me, 1:42:38.000 --> 1:42:40.519 But uh I just want to know, so like I 1:42:40.600 --> 1:42:42.800 have my own like I'm saying this with my own 1:42:43.160 --> 1:42:45.720 like personal ideas in mind, and I just want to 1:42:45.720 --> 1:42:47.920 ask you and then I'll say mine if you so desire. 1:42:47.960 --> 1:42:52.200 But like, so you just got like a terminal illness. Right, Like, 1:42:52.400 --> 1:42:53.960 this is just a for instance, and I feel bad 1:42:53.960 --> 1:42:55.560 for anyone whoever has ever got one, but like just 1:42:55.640 --> 1:42:59.599 jokes aside, But like, you just got terminal illness. What's 1:42:59.640 --> 1:43:01.000 the first What are you gonna do with the rest 1:43:01.000 --> 1:43:02.880 of your life while you have time? 1:43:04.920 --> 1:43:06.480 How much time do I have left? 1:43:07.920 --> 1:43:10.920 Let's say you have Let's say the doctor gave you 1:43:11.040 --> 1:43:11.880 thirty days to live. 1:43:14.520 --> 1:43:16.880 I mean I would spend it with my friends and 1:43:16.960 --> 1:43:19.559 my family, and I would reflect over everything in my 1:43:19.600 --> 1:43:20.880 life that I had to be grateful for. 1:43:24.080 --> 1:43:25.400 That's a very mature answer. 1:43:25.760 --> 1:43:27.360 You're gonna tell me that you would like go do 1:43:27.479 --> 1:43:28.720 some crazy shit, aren't you. 1:43:30.439 --> 1:43:33.160 This doesn't segue into yeah, no, that's. 1:43:33.000 --> 1:43:34.679 What you're gonna say. You're gonna say that you would 1:43:34.680 --> 1:43:35.960 like know skydiving and ship. 1:43:36.560 --> 1:43:38.040 No, I'm gonna what I was gonna do. 1:43:38.080 --> 1:43:39.880 You're gonna say you would go do skydiving and do 1:43:39.920 --> 1:43:40.760 heroin in the sky. 1:43:42.800 --> 1:43:46.240 Okay, Lyle, you're more you know more about the world 1:43:46.560 --> 1:43:49.360 than you think than people think you do. My my 1:43:49.439 --> 1:43:53.000 answer precisely was going to be yes, say goodbye, right, 1:43:53.640 --> 1:43:57.240 but then just like live out every narcotic and drug 1:43:57.280 --> 1:43:58.639 fantasy that you've ever desired. 1:43:58.760 --> 1:44:04.080 You know, I don't like what I don't want heroin? 1:44:04.960 --> 1:44:09.160 What do you imagine your mom when you're about to die, 1:44:10.360 --> 1:44:12.360 wanting to spend time with you, but you're too busy 1:44:12.520 --> 1:44:13.599 fucking doing heroin. 1:44:22.360 --> 1:44:25.599 I mean you kind of put me in a put 1:44:25.640 --> 1:44:30.320 me in a tight spot there, but like I just 1:44:30.360 --> 1:44:34.000 don't get like, okay, so like you're not going to exist. 1:44:34.000 --> 1:44:35.439 You actually talking about this as the last girl a 1:44:35.479 --> 1:44:39.639 little bit, but anyway, you're you're gone from this current 1:44:39.640 --> 1:44:44.080 time and space in like two hours, and you don't 1:44:44.080 --> 1:44:46.800 want to try something you've always wanted to do, Like, like, 1:44:46.800 --> 1:44:52.639 what's your heroin? In this position? Your mom? 1:44:52.800 --> 1:44:52.880 What? 1:44:54.840 --> 1:44:56.519 Like I'm saying, like, you know, my thing is like 1:44:56.520 --> 1:44:58.120 I've always want, Like I just want to know what 1:44:58.160 --> 1:45:00.320 it feel like to do heroin? What's like that thing 1:45:00.360 --> 1:45:02.360 you wanted to do your whole life? And now you 1:45:02.400 --> 1:45:05.920 have no regrets, Like as long as doesn't hurt anybody, 1:45:06.080 --> 1:45:11.040 what are you going to go do? See your mom? 1:45:11.080 --> 1:45:12.200 I guess you kind of already. 1:45:11.920 --> 1:45:14.800 Answered it, but you said see my mom. 1:45:15.760 --> 1:45:17.360 Oh, I just don't know what your thing is? Like 1:45:17.600 --> 1:45:19.400 I get I see your family anything like that, but like, 1:45:19.560 --> 1:45:21.160 give me more than that. Give me something here. 1:45:22.720 --> 1:45:26.560 I don't have a I'm trying to think of this realistically, 1:45:26.600 --> 1:45:30.960 like if I was actually dying, But like it's kind of. 1:45:30.920 --> 1:45:34.439 Like one of those questions like I just wanted to 1:45:34.880 --> 1:45:37.720 hear you're I just wanted to get some ideas from you, 1:45:38.280 --> 1:45:40.799 like I wanted to get to know Lie. 1:45:40.800 --> 1:45:41.280 A little bit. 1:45:42.680 --> 1:45:44.280 I don't think I have a thing like that. I 1:45:44.320 --> 1:45:47.680 don't think I want to do Heroin or jump out 1:45:47.720 --> 1:45:51.760 of a plan. I'm doing most of the things that 1:45:51.800 --> 1:45:55.839 I want to be doing right now. I'd like to travel, 1:45:55.920 --> 1:45:58.360 but I can't do that right now because there's a pandemic. 1:45:58.400 --> 1:46:00.439 But other than that, I'm kind of them. 1:46:02.240 --> 1:46:05.000 And I admire your You say you don't know nothing 1:46:05.000 --> 1:46:09.240 about nothing, but I admire your wisdom honestly you. 1:46:09.320 --> 1:46:13.320 Well, thanks man, I appreciate it. I don't know if 1:46:13.320 --> 1:46:16.639 I did anything like Joe Rogan, but well. 1:46:16.520 --> 1:46:17.880 You know what I mean by Joe Rogan, like in 1:46:17.880 --> 1:46:21.080 the way that you're gaining knowledge from strangers and like learning. 1:46:21.920 --> 1:46:25.160 But it's true. Well he talks to like, you know, scientists, 1:46:25.200 --> 1:46:31.280 and I'm talking to you know you. I get it, 1:46:32.160 --> 1:46:33.439 no no offense, but. 1:46:36.080 --> 1:46:37.680 I mean maybe someday I'll be a scientist, and I'll 1:46:37.680 --> 1:46:38.920 come my Onny show. 1:46:38.960 --> 1:46:41.280 Maybe someday you will be a scientist and you can 1:46:41.520 --> 1:46:43.640 you can tell us all about you can study the 1:46:43.680 --> 1:46:46.400 effects of heroin. That's how you'll do this. 1:46:46.680 --> 1:46:49.120 I think I won't. I won't do heroin, but I 1:46:49.160 --> 1:46:52.639 hope to someday be able to like find the answers 1:46:52.680 --> 1:46:55.960 to light and extravagant. Well, but you did. You did 1:46:55.960 --> 1:46:58.800 help me in that. I realized it's not the best 1:46:58.800 --> 1:47:03.280 way to think. But it's just something I'm curious about. 1:47:03.320 --> 1:47:06.599 I should think someone someone said that what I said 1:47:06.600 --> 1:47:08.479 to you was mean, and it was, but it didn't. 1:47:08.520 --> 1:47:09.439 I didn't mean it that way. 1:47:09.960 --> 1:47:11.880 Oh I didn't. I didn't. I didn't think it was me. 1:47:12.000 --> 1:47:12.599 I understand. 1:47:12.720 --> 1:47:14.519 I don't think it's I don't think it's mean to 1:47:14.560 --> 1:47:15.880 say that you're not a scientist. 1:47:16.920 --> 1:47:19.400 I am whoever said that in the chat, I am 1:47:19.479 --> 1:47:20.240 not a scientist. 1:47:20.960 --> 1:47:22.920 Look, you're as much of a scientist as I am. 1:47:23.000 --> 1:47:25.599 Joe Rogan, that's what I meant to say. 1:47:27.160 --> 1:47:29.960 That's fair, but like, no credit to me, even more 1:47:29.960 --> 1:47:30.679 credit to yourself. 1:47:30.720 --> 1:47:34.720 Wow, what I'm trying to say, Well, thank you man. No, 1:47:34.840 --> 1:47:36.919 it is how I said it. I said it with 1:47:36.920 --> 1:47:39.640 with some stink. All right, anyway, look, Nate, you're a 1:47:39.680 --> 1:47:45.479 beautiful man, and uh don't I'm I'm gonna be worrying 1:47:45.479 --> 1:47:48.360 about you. So would you be safe? 1:47:48.800 --> 1:47:49.720 We we. 1:47:51.320 --> 1:47:53.439 Just be safe, Nate, Okay, can you be safe for me? 1:47:54.479 --> 1:47:56.479 Well? Yeah, and I hope to I hope to talk 1:47:56.479 --> 1:47:58.080 to you again. 1:47:57.560 --> 1:47:58.479 I love it. 1:47:58.520 --> 1:47:59.240 I'll talk to you soon. 1:48:00.040 --> 1:48:01.639 All right lyle bye. 1:48:10.400 --> 1:48:10.920 That was it. 1:48:11.040 --> 1:48:11.599 That was all. 1:48:11.680 --> 1:48:13.880 That was the show. Thank you so much for watching. 1:48:13.920 --> 1:48:17.080 I really appreciate it. I love you all. This has 1:48:17.160 --> 1:48:21.479 been therapy, Gecko. 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