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Speaker 1: to a podcast. But anyway, look, this was a fun episode, guys.

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Speaker 1: We talked about being in a taco bell gang. We

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Speaker 1: talked about someone furry called in and explained furry culture

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Speaker 1: We discussed our scenes straight live from the Depths of Hell.

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Speaker 1: I took the audience on dates and we discussed our

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Speaker 1: love life. And then I rounded it all out by

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Speaker 1: taking us into the beautiful gecko forest and discussing what

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Speaker 1: the show, and hail Satan. I love you, and I'll

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Speaker 1: season Hello. Hello, what's your name?

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Speaker 2: Hello?

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Speaker 3: Isaiah?

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Speaker 1: Hello Isaiah?

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Speaker 3: Hold, he'll be kind of streight off.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, it's in the stream off. We're gonna get

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Speaker 1: into it.

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Speaker 3: Al wasaam, what's going on?

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Speaker 4: You know?

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Speaker 1: Not a whole lot that's going on with me? I,

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Speaker 1: you know, I it's the same thing over here. What

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Speaker 1: are you doing right now, Isaiah?

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Speaker 3: Well, right now, I'm just getting back from work, cooling

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Speaker 3: in the bed, you know, enjoying my day watch Eastreet.

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Speaker 1: Where do you work?

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Speaker 3: Work in the tacohom cashier?

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Speaker 5: Are you?

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Speaker 1: How thankful are you that you don't work at a

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Speaker 1: fucking McDonald's right now?

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Speaker 3: Actually, it's a funny story about that. See, I was

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Speaker 3: finna go to the McDonald's across the street from my

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Speaker 3: taco bell, but uh, I went to the taco bell first.

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Speaker 3: And the boss of the Taco Bell said that we

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Speaker 3: have sort of a crusty crab and a jump bucket

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Speaker 3: type of rivalry with the McDonald's across the street. He

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Speaker 3: started a fight with him. So now every time we

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Speaker 3: see a McDonald's person, it's pretty much broad in the street.

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Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: Who usually wins Taco Bell because of the best is it?

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Speaker 1: Do you make sure it's a fair fight there? Like

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Speaker 1: all right, if you're with one of your one of

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Speaker 1: your boys from from Taco Bell, right, and then there's

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Speaker 1: one dude walking out of the McDonald's, you don't you

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Speaker 1: don't gang up on him, do you? Or do you?

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Speaker 3: Or it's just like look like it's on site. You

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Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. We say, we say m DK,

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Speaker 3: it's m DK. That's McDonald's killers, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: So if we see a McDonald's doing is over, you

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Speaker 3: see it's in state, because it's over. That's a game.

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Speaker 1: Isaiah. Do you see an end to the violence? Do

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Speaker 1: Or do you think that this will wage on for indefinitely.

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Speaker 3: They need to go apologize to my manager. That's what

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Speaker 1: Apologize for what what do they do?

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Speaker 3: Look, I don't even know. I don't even know, but

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Speaker 1: So, Isaiah, you've gotten to Isaiah, You've gotten to a

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Speaker 3: Man, I never knew.

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Speaker 1: If you okay, if you never knew what what has

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Speaker 1: to fight? Because you're you sound like a valiant soldier. Soldier, Isaiah,

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Speaker 3: See, you know I feel like this. It comes from

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Speaker 3: rolling sixty. You know what I'm saying. And they did

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Speaker 3: my time. I'm getting out. I'm trying to do my best.

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Speaker 3: But you know it seems that this. I guess you

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Speaker 1: Isaiah, you this, I don't want.

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Speaker 1: I don't want you going back in there, man, because

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Speaker 1: of some dumb because of some fucking McDonald's. Dude, it's

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Speaker 1: not it's not worth it, Isaiah. I don't want you

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Speaker 3: Get. Get. I didn't choose the Taco Bell life. You

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Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, Taco but life chose me.

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Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: It's in your head, Isaiah.

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Speaker 3: Maybe it's in your head, Get, it is in my head.

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Speaker 1: It's you know what it's concerned because I love you

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Speaker 1: and I care about you, and I don't want to

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Speaker 1: see you get wrapped up in you know, the Taco

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Speaker 3: Man, I don't know. I'm through dnine. I get paid

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Speaker 3: seventy five hour. That's that's that's pretty good for where

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Speaker 3: I used to get paid.

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Speaker 1: You know what I mean, what did you used to

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Speaker 3: Set in twenty five mm? So whole like dollars some sis.

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Speaker 1: I got would you kill for a twenty five an hour?

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Speaker 3: Yahn shit, I don't know. It depends on the on

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Speaker 3: the situation. I don't think killing somebody would take hours,

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Speaker 3: so I guess I don't get paid eight seventy five.

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Speaker 1: Uh So would you how aut per person? Wait, you

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Speaker 1: Thirty seconds?

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Speaker 3: Thirty seconds. Like let's say, let's say you pull up

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Speaker 1: So so okay, So if you did it per person,

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Speaker 1: that's then that's all right. What's sixteen fifty times one

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Speaker 3: Now, yeah, there's a lot of people are getting out.

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Speaker 3: But then again, you're also gotta think is it worth

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Speaker 3: that ain't gonna get you a good lawyer, you know

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Speaker 3: what I mean?

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Speaker 1: Like, realistically, Isaiah, how have you sinned?

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Speaker 3: I've been thinking about this question, okay, and I don't lie.

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Speaker 3: I'm a sinner. I'm probably got a sin again. Probably

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Speaker 3: now if you're asking me how, uh, I guess. I

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Speaker 3: guess I could tell you about the violence. That's a sin, right,

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Speaker 3: violence against another person. I'm not really religious. I wouldn't

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Speaker 3: know what a sin is.

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Speaker 1: No, I think that's a sin. That's probably a sin.

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Speaker 1: I mean, look, I feel like I think we all

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Speaker 1: you know, Catholic Book of Sins.

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Speaker 3: They have a book of sins.

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Speaker 1: Something like that.

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Speaker 3: M Well, love shit. I guess why I could? I

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Speaker 1: Yes? Please?

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Speaker 3: So one day we was uh, you know, I was

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Speaker 3: So who was cooling? Who was out on the block.

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Speaker 3: We seen them everybody before. A lot of people come through.

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Speaker 3: We know that my name. And the dude came and

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Speaker 3: Like it's cranking? What you wanna do? He like, ikilation

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Speaker 3: I'm going out my body, So I'm over exaggerating. I'm

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Speaker 3: ha I like that. And then now I'm currently serving

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Speaker 3: a two year progressions or not two year, three year

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Speaker 6: So so you're not in jet well I.

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Speaker 2: Was, y'ah.

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Speaker 5: I was.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. See I was supposed to be in here for

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Speaker 3: way longer than I am right now, but they let

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Speaker 3: that I was in.

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Speaker 1: So yeah, oh wait, how old are you? That's it?

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Speaker 3: In nineteen I only did too much for.

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Speaker 1: You're not out there carving tbs into McDonald's workers heads,

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Speaker 1: are you?

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Speaker 3: Nah?

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Speaker 3: Nah nah nah nah nah nah?

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Speaker 1: So what's not yet? Any right? Say? Yeah, what's nice?

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Speaker 3: Shit? Man? I wish I knew. Uh, you know what

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Speaker 3: I'm saying. You know it's anybody that say, uh, it's

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Speaker 3: it's on the stream right now, that's you know, younger,

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Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. And you know they probably

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Speaker 3: spit some words of a knowledge on your life. Get

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Speaker 3: no man, I'm baby spoof two times in it chat.

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Speaker 3: Oh. Hell yeah, then I guess you know we you know,

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Speaker 1: So you have SoundCloud, but you do you don't have

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Speaker 3: Like avoiding it for right now while let you know,

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Speaker 1: Okay, is it has it? Is it like not cool

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Speaker 1: Dude, fucking gone you dude, I will, I'll, i'll, i'll.

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Speaker 1: If you actually want to know about like rpan and

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Speaker 3: Nah, I appreciate it. Good. See, I'm geeking like a

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Speaker 1: Well, I'm I'm geeking too.

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Speaker 1: All right, Isaiah, you know, thanks for thanks for sharing

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Speaker 1: be seeing you around man, I'll, i'll. I don't know

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Speaker 1: Good for all right, dog, I'll talk to you soon. Man,

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Speaker 1: with those McDonald's kids. This up, alright, mam? Let it up.

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Speaker 5: From no.

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Speaker 1: Nellen Nelly Nello?

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Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, hey gach, what's up?

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Speaker 4: You know?

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Speaker 1: Not a whole lot is happen? Is up with me?

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Speaker 7: That's how you've answered every single call.

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Speaker 5: Nice?

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Speaker 1: What are you doing?

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Speaker 7: But on the stream since it started, I think I've

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Speaker 1: Have we ever spoken before?

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Speaker 8: We have not?

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Speaker 1: What How is this experience compared to how you thought

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Speaker 7: Pretty much what I expected to be?

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Speaker 1: Honest, what did you expect?

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Speaker 3: Uh?

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Speaker 7: Call the number, wait around for a while, get rejected,

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Speaker 7: Call a bunch more times, maybe get in. Kind of

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Speaker 1: What year were you born? Quick? Ninety nine? Where do

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Speaker 1: you go to school?

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Speaker 7: It's not telling you where I go to school, bro,

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Speaker 7: tell me where you go to school. I'm in college

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Speaker 7: anthropology major.

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Speaker 1: Tell me everything you know about people that you have

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Speaker 1: learned in your studies of anthropology, everything about people. Yes,

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Speaker 1: you're studying people. People are gonna pay what'd you say?

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Speaker 1: Your name was Nelson Dallas?

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Speaker 7: What Dallas like the city in Texas?

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Speaker 1: Dallas? People are gonna pay you hundreds of thousands of

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Speaker 1: dollars to recite knowledge about people. Correct?

438
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Speaker 7: I wish I was getting paid hundreds of thousands of dollars.

439
00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:38,600
Speaker 7: I'm hoping for one hundred grand a year.

440
00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:42,320
Speaker 1: You gotta know some things about you. Got to be

441
00:24:42,400 --> 00:24:44,320
Speaker 1: prepared for people to ask you about people.

442
00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:47,119
Speaker 2: Take a topic though people.

443
00:24:48,720 --> 00:24:53,240
Speaker 7: All right, I'm in a course right now that's called

444
00:24:53,320 --> 00:24:57,840
Speaker 7: archaeology through Fiction, and we're reading about archaeological methods. You

445
00:24:57,880 --> 00:24:59,600
Speaker 7: want to hear about some archaeological methods.

446
00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:02,680
Speaker 1: Actually I kind of don't.

447
00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:05,240
Speaker 7: Dallas, Yeah, that's what I thought.

448
00:25:07,520 --> 00:25:08,520
Speaker 1: How hath you sinned?

449
00:25:10,280 --> 00:25:10,520
Speaker 5: Deck?

450
00:25:11,080 --> 00:25:14,720
Speaker 7: I have sinned by liking dogs more than cats, And

451
00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:17,040
Speaker 7: I'm gonna incite a riot in the chat really quick.

452
00:25:17,480 --> 00:25:18,639
Speaker 1: In what sense?

453
00:25:20,119 --> 00:25:25,879
Speaker 7: So dog versus cat is? It's a tribalistic feed that

454
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Speaker 7: goes back generations.

455
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Speaker 8: We're all aware of it.

456
00:25:28,560 --> 00:25:30,639
Speaker 7: We're all on one side of it one way or

457
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Speaker 7: the other. But I don't know if your listeners have

458
00:25:35,240 --> 00:25:38,760
Speaker 7: caught on lately there's been this whole narrative that people

459
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Speaker 7: who like dogs only like dogs because they're obedient and

460
00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:44,320
Speaker 7: because you can train them. Have you seen this.

461
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Speaker 1: You're making this sound sexual.

462
00:25:48,840 --> 00:25:54,560
Speaker 7: That's not the intention. The implication is that people who

463
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Speaker 7: like dogs want someone to control and are inherently manipulative people.

464
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Speaker 1: Do you think you're a manipulative person?

465
00:26:05,280 --> 00:26:07,520
Speaker 7: No? I don't at all, Which is why this narrative

466
00:26:07,560 --> 00:26:10,919
Speaker 7: is so frustrating to me, because cat people have become

467
00:26:10,960 --> 00:26:13,040
Speaker 7: all high and mighty thinking that, oh, because you know,

468
00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:15,679
Speaker 7: cats only like you if you respect their consent, and

469
00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:19,800
Speaker 7: that makes them automatically better people. But that's not why

470
00:26:19,840 --> 00:26:22,040
Speaker 7: most people like dogs actually, And I have a lot

471
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Speaker 7: to say on topic, if you'd like to hear it.

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Speaker 1: You know, you're giving off a very sort of clean

473
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Speaker 1: You seem like a very clean person. Like you don't

474
00:26:32,280 --> 00:26:37,399
Speaker 1: seem like like well like all around like hygienically. You don't,

475
00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:41,280
Speaker 1: you don't curse, You don't you came in to talk

476
00:26:41,320 --> 00:26:45,400
Speaker 1: about dogs. You seem like you seem very free of sin.

477
00:26:45,520 --> 00:26:47,840
Speaker 1: You seem very Christian to me. You seem like you

478
00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:50,640
Speaker 1: have a nice little haircut. And I want to know,

479
00:26:50,720 --> 00:26:54,680
Speaker 1: I don't I believe you. But I believe that everyone

480
00:26:54,760 --> 00:26:57,159
Speaker 1: has something about them that makes them a horrible person,

481
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Speaker 1: and I'm very, very curious what that is about you.

482
00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:01,760
Speaker 3: Uh?

483
00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:02,200
Speaker 1: All right?

484
00:27:02,280 --> 00:27:04,560
Speaker 7: I live in a house with my ex and two

485
00:27:04,600 --> 00:27:06,760
Speaker 7: of our friends who are also exes, and I fucked

486
00:27:06,800 --> 00:27:07,880
Speaker 7: one of the friends. How about that?

487
00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:12,480
Speaker 1: You fucked one of the friends of the ex'es. Do you

488
00:27:12,440 --> 00:27:13,800
Speaker 1: don't have to slow down a little bit?

489
00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:16,639
Speaker 7: I live with my ex boyfriend. We broke up before

490
00:27:16,640 --> 00:27:19,080
Speaker 7: we moved into it. We lived with two friends of

491
00:27:19,119 --> 00:27:21,840
Speaker 7: ours who were engaged when we moved in. Within a

492
00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:25,160
Speaker 7: week they broke up and I fucked.

493
00:27:24,840 --> 00:27:27,040
Speaker 3: One of them.

494
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Speaker 1: So you fucked your roommates. Yeah, living with your ex boyfriend?

495
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:39,320
Speaker 7: Yeah?

496
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Speaker 8: Are you?

497
00:27:40,320 --> 00:27:41,879
Speaker 7: Are you satisfied that I've sinned?

498
00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:44,480
Speaker 1: Yes? I am? And the meat and the meat the

499
00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:51,399
Speaker 1: hell sounds even exploded a little bit. Hm hm, So Dallas,

500
00:27:53,320 --> 00:27:55,159
Speaker 1: So what now? What did your ex boyfriend think? Does

501
00:27:55,200 --> 00:27:56,879
Speaker 1: he know about it? Do you still live with him?

502
00:27:57,440 --> 00:28:01,880
Speaker 7: Everyone knows about it. He doesn't really care.

503
00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:09,320
Speaker 1: Honestly, Well, if he doesn't care, then it doesn't matter, right, Well.

504
00:28:09,359 --> 00:28:15,480
Speaker 7: It doesn't matter to him. But the one friend that's

505
00:28:15,520 --> 00:28:17,000
Speaker 7: not the friend that I slept.

506
00:28:16,720 --> 00:28:17,560
Speaker 2: With does care.

507
00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:20,200
Speaker 7: So that's where the that's where the conflict is.

508
00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:22,879
Speaker 1: So you have four people involved in this situation. You

509
00:28:22,920 --> 00:28:24,600
Speaker 1: have yourself, you have your ex boyfriend, you have the

510
00:28:24,640 --> 00:28:26,640
Speaker 1: guy who had sex within the guy who for some

511
00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:28,600
Speaker 1: reason has nothing to do with any of this but

512
00:28:28,640 --> 00:28:29,360
Speaker 1: cares about it.

513
00:28:30,040 --> 00:28:30,840
Speaker 7: Girl I had sex with.

514
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:43,280
Speaker 1: But yeah, so so why would the guy care? Oh?

515
00:28:43,320 --> 00:28:45,360
Speaker 1: I guess. Okay, so I guess if someone in the

516
00:28:45,440 --> 00:28:47,360
Speaker 1: chat is saying, you know that, it would make sense

517
00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:51,040
Speaker 1: that the guy who has something to do with it

518
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:53,520
Speaker 1: cares because he's not getting late, he's not having sex.

519
00:28:55,280 --> 00:28:56,680
Speaker 7: No, I think it's more like they had a kind

520
00:28:56,680 --> 00:28:58,440
Speaker 7: of a messy breakup and it was just kind of

521
00:28:58,440 --> 00:29:02,520
Speaker 7: a weird time. We're both intoxicated, like we immediately.

522
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Speaker 1: Okay, all right, so there's four people. All right, So

523
00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:08,520
Speaker 1: you were with your boyfriend and then you guys broke

524
00:29:08,600 --> 00:29:11,400
Speaker 1: up and the us sex with this other lady who

525
00:29:11,920 --> 00:29:18,760
Speaker 1: just broke up with this person who cares? Yes, are

526
00:29:18,760 --> 00:29:19,360
Speaker 1: they a girl?

527
00:29:20,560 --> 00:29:25,800
Speaker 7: The person who cares as a dude.

528
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:27,400
Speaker 1: Because that would be cool if we got every part

529
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Speaker 1: of the.

530
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Speaker 7: What's up?

531
00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:44,360
Speaker 1: So how did this situation finish? Where's this hate?

532
00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:45,960
Speaker 8: I have no clue.

533
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:47,400
Speaker 7: I mean, what I really need to do is just

534
00:29:47,440 --> 00:29:50,360
Speaker 7: talk to this guy and like, actually we kind of

535
00:29:50,360 --> 00:29:52,440
Speaker 7: half as talked about it a little bit, but I

536
00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:56,760
Speaker 7: know there's still some residual animosity there that I need

537
00:29:56,800 --> 00:30:01,200
Speaker 7: to talk about. But of course, like it's not my problem,

538
00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:02,760
Speaker 7: it's not my job to bring it up, but I'm

539
00:30:02,760 --> 00:30:03,240
Speaker 7: gonna have to.

540
00:30:03,280 --> 00:30:05,520
Speaker 1: Anyway, if someone said that you should have sex with

541
00:30:05,600 --> 00:30:08,160
Speaker 1: the dude that doesn't care, that the guy that cares,

542
00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:11,000
Speaker 1: and that way you.

543
00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:14,000
Speaker 7: Can get him in on it somehow, I think that

544
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Speaker 7: would probably just make things worse.

545
00:30:17,520 --> 00:30:19,440
Speaker 8: Just just a suspicion, okay, but.

546
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Speaker 1: It's to me, it's a reset because if if everyone

547
00:30:22,080 --> 00:30:24,120
Speaker 1: has had sex with everyone, it resets it to where

548
00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:26,440
Speaker 1: it was when no one had sex with anyone.

549
00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:30,360
Speaker 8: Do what it's?

550
00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:31,840
Speaker 1: What is pem dos?

551
00:30:32,920 --> 00:30:33,680
Speaker 2: What?

552
00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:34,560
Speaker 1: What is? Dude?

553
00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:36,840
Speaker 7: Look at the chat somebody explained.

554
00:30:36,920 --> 00:30:39,400
Speaker 1: Dude me for not knowing what pem dos is, I

555
00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:43,480
Speaker 1: have no idea what peen dos is. Did you go

556
00:30:43,680 --> 00:30:48,360
Speaker 1: would anyway? Don't you dare insinuate that that pem dos

557
00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:50,680
Speaker 1: is something that people know what it is?

558
00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:54,520
Speaker 7: Yeah, did you go to elementary school in the United States?

559
00:30:56,760 --> 00:30:59,880
Speaker 1: No, you're gas letting me even further. You're pretending like

560
00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:03,760
Speaker 1: everyone who went to elementary don't don't do that. I

561
00:31:03,840 --> 00:31:06,280
Speaker 1: don't peen dos is a thing that you know what

562
00:31:06,360 --> 00:31:08,600
Speaker 1: it is, and a very small amount of people know

563
00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:11,240
Speaker 1: what it is. And that is the reality of the situation.

564
00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:13,840
Speaker 1: You're trying to gaslight me into thinking that it's a

565
00:31:14,200 --> 00:31:18,000
Speaker 1: normal thing. I'm knowing what it's about. Look, I'm open.

566
00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:21,680
Speaker 1: I'm open to knowing what what the word means. But

567
00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:24,640
Speaker 1: don't sit here and pretend like it's a regular it's

568
00:31:24,640 --> 00:31:25,680
Speaker 1: a normal word.

569
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:26,440
Speaker 2: You know.

570
00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:28,440
Speaker 7: Maybe I am a manipulave person and that's why I

571
00:31:28,520 --> 00:31:30,120
Speaker 7: like dogs.

572
00:31:30,440 --> 00:31:32,600
Speaker 1: Yes, God damn it, I knew it. You came in

573
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:35,160
Speaker 1: here and you wanted to talk about fucking dogs, and

574
00:31:35,200 --> 00:31:41,680
Speaker 1: we we've learned something about you. Nobody. Finally, all right,

575
00:31:41,680 --> 00:31:42,560
Speaker 1: what is pemds?

576
00:31:43,680 --> 00:31:46,200
Speaker 7: It's the uh. It's an acronym for the order in

577
00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:51,280
Speaker 7: which you solved an equation parentheses, exponent, multiplication, division, addition,

578
00:31:51,640 --> 00:31:52,080
Speaker 7: a traction.

579
00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:56,440
Speaker 1: Oh what does that have to do with everyone having

580
00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:57,240
Speaker 1: sex with each other?

581
00:31:58,760 --> 00:32:01,120
Speaker 7: It's usually used as a means it's afraid to like

582
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:04,440
Speaker 7: explain everything balances out, you know, So when you said

583
00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:10,840
Speaker 7: it resets it, that means like you think you know, Yes,

584
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:15,840
Speaker 7: I didn't mean the gas light you get. I'm sorry.

585
00:32:16,760 --> 00:32:18,120
Speaker 1: I will someday forgive you.

586
00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:19,800
Speaker 3: All right?

587
00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:32,840
Speaker 1: What? All right? You were gonna you know what?

588
00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:32,960
Speaker 5: No?

589
00:32:33,040 --> 00:32:37,440
Speaker 1: I want to How did this live up to your expectations?

590
00:32:39,080 --> 00:32:39,240
Speaker 4: Well?

591
00:32:39,280 --> 00:32:40,880
Speaker 7: I didn't get to say what I wanted to say,

592
00:32:40,920 --> 00:32:46,480
Speaker 7: but I had one anyway, Good that my uh my

593
00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:50,240
Speaker 7: TikTok is attainus? Wolf at a t a e n

594
00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:50,720
Speaker 7: I sked?

595
00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:51,000
Speaker 8: Wolf?

596
00:32:51,080 --> 00:32:51,840
Speaker 1: Are you a furry?

597
00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:52,920
Speaker 2: Yep?

598
00:32:53,760 --> 00:32:59,560
Speaker 1: Stop telling you? You know what? You know? What is

599
00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:02,120
Speaker 1: upsetting to me about you is that you have you

600
00:33:03,360 --> 00:33:06,120
Speaker 1: keep trying to lead with the differences between cats and dogs,

601
00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:08,720
Speaker 1: which I've heard a thousand times before, and yet you're

602
00:33:08,800 --> 00:33:12,960
Speaker 1: hiding so many more interesting topics from us.

603
00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:15,880
Speaker 7: All right, well, what do you want to know about

604
00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:19,080
Speaker 7: being a furry?

605
00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:21,400
Speaker 1: I almost want to give you the floor. I almost

606
00:33:21,440 --> 00:33:23,880
Speaker 1: want to give you the floor to keep.

607
00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:29,320
Speaker 7: All right?

608
00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:32,920
Speaker 1: So, first of all, do you think I'm a furry?

609
00:33:32,960 --> 00:33:33,680
Speaker 1: Am I a furry?

610
00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:38,600
Speaker 7: In my opinion, it depends on whether someone defines themselves

611
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Speaker 7: as being a furry. So if you don't think you're

612
00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:41,000
Speaker 7: a furry, then no.

613
00:33:43,920 --> 00:33:50,080
Speaker 1: All right, that's fair, although don't for furries you can't

614
00:33:50,120 --> 00:33:52,520
Speaker 1: usually see my you can't usually see the face.

615
00:33:52,320 --> 00:33:58,240
Speaker 7: Though, Yeah, usually I mean having so all right, having

616
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Speaker 7: a fur suit, which is what you're probably thinking you have,

617
00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:03,120
Speaker 7: doesn't necessarily it's not required for you to be a

618
00:34:03,120 --> 00:34:06,320
Speaker 7: furry because persuits are fucking expensive. So if that were

619
00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:07,480
Speaker 7: a requirement, I would.

620
00:34:07,240 --> 00:34:08,080
Speaker 2: Be classes as a fuck.

621
00:34:09,239 --> 00:34:10,759
Speaker 1: How is that not a requirement?

622
00:34:12,160 --> 00:34:14,279
Speaker 7: Well, some people just find being a furry as just

623
00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:17,360
Speaker 7: being interested in antipromorphic animals. So like, if you like

624
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:22,120
Speaker 7: the Lion King, you're a furry.

625
00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:24,239
Speaker 1: That is so interesting. So I so I could be

626
00:34:24,320 --> 00:34:26,560
Speaker 1: less of a furry than someone that doesn't even dress

627
00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:27,800
Speaker 1: up as animals.

628
00:34:28,160 --> 00:34:41,080
Speaker 7: Yeah, well, like I said, that's not like a definitive metric.

629
00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:43,680
Speaker 7: It's just if you consider yourself a furry, than you are.

630
00:34:43,760 --> 00:34:47,680
Speaker 7: So if you're someone who likes anthropomorphic animals and like

631
00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:51,400
Speaker 7: has characters they are animals, and is interested in like

632
00:34:51,440 --> 00:34:54,680
Speaker 7: the art and the community, then you're that's a furry.

633
00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:59,800
Speaker 1: But let feel about the general anti furry sentiment floating around.

634
00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:04,160
Speaker 7: I think a lot of it is misconception about whether

635
00:35:04,200 --> 00:35:06,319
Speaker 7: it's a fetish or not, which it is not. It's

636
00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:10,600
Speaker 7: it's a very like family, kids, safe community, and I

637
00:35:10,600 --> 00:35:13,439
Speaker 7: think a lot of it is just straight up like hah,

638
00:35:13,560 --> 00:35:15,680
Speaker 7: look at the weird kid, like like bullying theater kids

639
00:35:15,760 --> 00:35:19,080
Speaker 7: or whatever. It's the same sentiment, and it doesn't it

640
00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:25,640
Speaker 7: doesn't bother me. But like, who fucking cares, broy.

641
00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:29,640
Speaker 1: I I'm I'm I am with you, Dallas. I agree.

642
00:35:29,719 --> 00:35:31,239
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't like what people make fun of

643
00:35:31,280 --> 00:35:34,200
Speaker 1: furries too, I don't. Who gives a fuck? I look, look,

644
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:37,600
Speaker 1: you know what, respect to you, Dallas, because it takes

645
00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:40,560
Speaker 1: it takes a lot. It's hard. It's hard to wear

646
00:35:41,080 --> 00:35:45,719
Speaker 1: fucking to proudly say I like to dress up as

647
00:35:45,760 --> 00:35:48,160
Speaker 1: a dog and pretend that I'm a dog. And I

648
00:35:48,160 --> 00:35:49,799
Speaker 1: don't care if you think that that's weak.

649
00:35:51,000 --> 00:35:53,719
Speaker 7: Like it gets warm in there, you know, Like there's

650
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:56,240
Speaker 7: some conventions that take place over the summer and people

651
00:35:56,280 --> 00:36:00,360
Speaker 7: get heat stroke all the time. It's crazy.

652
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:05,680
Speaker 1: People are willing to die for this.

653
00:36:07,280 --> 00:36:11,000
Speaker 7: Maybe not die, but yeah, we actually uh so, the

654
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:14,160
Speaker 7: biggest convention in the country the world actually is called

655
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:17,000
Speaker 7: Midwest Firfest. It takes place in Chicago, which is my

656
00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:21,239
Speaker 7: home region. And a couple of years back, I want

657
00:36:21,280 --> 00:36:27,399
Speaker 7: to say fourteen, we had a there's like some kind

658
00:36:27,440 --> 00:36:30,920
Speaker 7: of poisonous gas that was put into the vent at

659
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Speaker 7: this convention and I had to like close down the

660
00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:35,080
Speaker 7: whole thing. And now they've got like drug dogs every

661
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Speaker 7: year and wave tighter security is hit.

662
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Speaker 1: It's crazy so much at the poison the Furry convention

663
00:36:43,320 --> 00:36:44,400
Speaker 1: with the air vents.

664
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Speaker 4: YEP.

665
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Speaker 3: I don't know.

666
00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:50,680
Speaker 7: About who it was or anything, or like what the

667
00:36:50,719 --> 00:36:51,719
Speaker 7: motivation was, but.

668
00:36:52,040 --> 00:36:54,319
Speaker 1: Damn, that's fucked up. Do you think they were like

669
00:36:54,360 --> 00:36:55,200
Speaker 1: targeting furries.

670
00:36:56,520 --> 00:36:59,480
Speaker 7: Well, it's possible. A lot of a community is queer too,

671
00:36:59,560 --> 00:37:07,319
Speaker 7: so I'm gay ish obviously, and it's a big part

672
00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:12,319
Speaker 7: of the furry like community, so it's debatable whether that

673
00:37:12,360 --> 00:37:14,800
Speaker 7: could have been considered like an anti queer hate crime.

674
00:37:14,920 --> 00:37:15,840
Speaker 8: I don't know.

675
00:37:15,880 --> 00:37:17,600
Speaker 7: I don't know enough about the details.

676
00:37:18,000 --> 00:37:23,960
Speaker 1: Hmm. Would you what would you say is is do

677
00:37:24,000 --> 00:37:27,080
Speaker 1: you think there is an overlap like I guess in

678
00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:30,319
Speaker 1: terms of the well don't like like, do you think

679
00:37:30,360 --> 00:37:33,600
Speaker 1: there is a cultural overlap between the furry community and

680
00:37:33,640 --> 00:37:38,360
Speaker 1: the lgbt community.

681
00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:42,200
Speaker 7: Yes, but it's more in the sense of like to

682
00:37:42,280 --> 00:37:45,760
Speaker 7: the LGBTQ community. Is if this is a event diagram,

683
00:37:45,920 --> 00:37:48,760
Speaker 7: that circle is enormous, like the size of the sun

684
00:37:48,840 --> 00:37:50,800
Speaker 7: and the furry circles like the size of the earth,

685
00:37:51,280 --> 00:37:58,200
Speaker 7: and I'd say they're probably, Oh, I don't know for sure,

686
00:37:58,280 --> 00:38:01,520
Speaker 7: more than half, maybe more like three quarters of furries

687
00:38:01,560 --> 00:38:05,360
Speaker 7: that I know exist are queer in some capacity. But

688
00:38:05,880 --> 00:38:08,960
Speaker 7: of all of the LGBTQ people in the world, it's tiny,

689
00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:11,399
Speaker 7: tiny fractions that are furries, if that makes sense.

690
00:38:14,520 --> 00:38:17,160
Speaker 1: I'm not love for people. I'm not lumping them in

691
00:38:17,239 --> 00:38:21,600
Speaker 1: with with LGBT people. I'm I'm trying to I'm trying to.

692
00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:26,719
Speaker 1: I'm trying to, like what attracts LGBT people to the

693
00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:27,560
Speaker 1: furry culture.

694
00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:30,520
Speaker 6: Oh, good question, that's what I'm trying to.

695
00:38:31,400 --> 00:38:33,359
Speaker 7: Well, here's kind of where I can prove my uh

696
00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:37,719
Speaker 7: my competency here. So I'm studying cultural anthropology specifically, so

697
00:38:37,840 --> 00:38:39,439
Speaker 7: I spend a lot of time thinking about this stuff.

698
00:38:39,480 --> 00:38:44,200
Speaker 7: I'm actually specializing in transgender studies. So I think a

699
00:38:44,200 --> 00:38:47,319
Speaker 7: lot of the appeal is the same reason that there's

700
00:38:47,400 --> 00:38:51,120
Speaker 7: overlap between like the autistic community and the LGBTQ community

701
00:38:51,360 --> 00:38:55,239
Speaker 7: versus like, you know, feder people and queer kids. I

702
00:38:55,239 --> 00:38:57,840
Speaker 7: think it's just a sense of otherness that it brings,

703
00:38:57,920 --> 00:39:01,000
Speaker 7: and it's a way for people to like queer people

704
00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:04,000
Speaker 7: who are their identity and they have no choice that's

705
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:06,440
Speaker 7: just who you are, but you're bullied for it anyway.

706
00:39:06,480 --> 00:39:10,160
Speaker 7: It's a way for them to pick a hobby that

707
00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:14,799
Speaker 7: is of their own choice. It's in your control. But

708
00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:17,720
Speaker 7: it's such like a loving and welcoming place and like, seriously,

709
00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:21,520
Speaker 7: probably ninety percent of phrase that I've met are super cool,

710
00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:24,560
Speaker 7: people really chill to be around. It's kind of a

711
00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:29,040
Speaker 7: concerning drug scene, but we'll talk about that later. And

712
00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:31,000
Speaker 7: it's yeah, it's just a way for people to like

713
00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:35,560
Speaker 7: take control of the things they're getting bullied for. I guess, like,

714
00:39:35,560 --> 00:39:37,760
Speaker 7: if you're a furry, it's hard to make funny gay.

715
00:39:39,600 --> 00:39:45,160
Speaker 1: Interesting. So it's it's it's it provides them more control

716
00:39:45,239 --> 00:39:46,560
Speaker 1: over their identity.

717
00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:49,080
Speaker 4: Yeah, it is.

718
00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:50,719
Speaker 1: It like a thing of like, well, fuck it, if

719
00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:52,960
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get bullied for being this thing that I

720
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:57,719
Speaker 1: didn't choose to be, like going a step further and

721
00:39:57,800 --> 00:40:00,040
Speaker 1: being like, I'm gonna choose, I'm gonna have control.

722
00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:02,719
Speaker 7: Of for this at least, right, so then like, you know,

723
00:40:02,760 --> 00:40:05,319
Speaker 7: you might as well seeing Hamilton's high school hallways or

724
00:40:05,520 --> 00:40:08,280
Speaker 7: be a furry or fucking whatever.

725
00:40:08,400 --> 00:40:17,839
Speaker 1: You know. Interesting I looked at this. Does it piss

726
00:40:18,080 --> 00:40:20,880
Speaker 1: people off in the community when people like like the

727
00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:23,160
Speaker 1: fact that people think it's like all just like crazy

728
00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:24,880
Speaker 1: orgies and stuff.

729
00:40:27,680 --> 00:40:30,360
Speaker 7: So hookup culture is definitely part of the furry community,

730
00:40:31,640 --> 00:40:31,880
Speaker 7: Like the.

731
00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:34,080
Speaker 1: Hook of culture is a part of every community.

732
00:40:34,840 --> 00:40:36,960
Speaker 7: Yeah, exactly, That's kind of what I was getting at,

733
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:41,239
Speaker 7: Like it's no more so than I don't have a

734
00:40:41,239 --> 00:40:44,600
Speaker 7: good example, but yeah, it is a part of every community.

735
00:40:44,600 --> 00:40:47,040
Speaker 7: Every convention has a hookup culture. That's just how it is.

736
00:40:47,719 --> 00:40:53,480
Speaker 7: M people are asking about the drugs and the comments.

737
00:40:54,800 --> 00:41:00,319
Speaker 7: I'm not super well versed in drugs in general. I mean,

738
00:41:00,320 --> 00:41:04,600
Speaker 7: obviously a smoke weed who doesn't. But I can tell

739
00:41:04,640 --> 00:41:07,960
Speaker 7: you that there's a lot of like party drugs that

740
00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:11,880
Speaker 7: go on. There are raves at conventions that you know,

741
00:41:11,960 --> 00:41:15,320
Speaker 7: the staff kind of doesn't really care enough to moderate.

742
00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:18,560
Speaker 7: They just kind of, you know, let people do whatever

743
00:41:18,600 --> 00:41:24,359
Speaker 7: they do, bag searches sometimes, but it's never like in depth. Yeah,

744
00:41:24,480 --> 00:41:25,480
Speaker 7: party drugs, I guess.

745
00:41:25,400 --> 00:41:29,480
Speaker 1: Would be that's gotta be no, I mean, but that's

746
00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:33,840
Speaker 1: just that's gotta be no different from you know, people

747
00:41:33,840 --> 00:41:37,040
Speaker 1: hooking up at any other rave or at like you know,

748
00:41:37,560 --> 00:41:40,279
Speaker 1: fucking anime convention or anything else.

749
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:43,239
Speaker 7: Oh god, yeah, like nowhere near the levels of like

750
00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:45,000
Speaker 7: an d M Festival or something.

751
00:41:48,080 --> 00:41:50,360
Speaker 1: So the E d M D the d M DJs

752
00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:52,240
Speaker 1: and the furries they have more in common than they thought.

753
00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:54,520
Speaker 7: I guess they do.

754
00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:55,000
Speaker 5: Let them know.

755
00:41:56,840 --> 00:41:59,040
Speaker 1: We got to get Steve Aoki to dress up as

756
00:41:59,080 --> 00:42:02,640
Speaker 1: a But what do you think his persona would be?

757
00:42:03,920 --> 00:42:04,160
Speaker 3: Dude?

758
00:42:04,160 --> 00:42:05,720
Speaker 7: I don't know. I don't know enough about Steve.

759
00:42:05,840 --> 00:42:09,600
Speaker 8: Okay, hell, yes, well should we try to give you.

760
00:42:09,520 --> 00:42:11,600
Speaker 7: A persona because I don't I don't know. You're not

761
00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:15,120
Speaker 7: giving me real gecko vibes? Like I love that that's

762
00:42:15,120 --> 00:42:17,680
Speaker 7: the gimmick. But you mentioned like therapy dog earlier, and

763
00:42:17,719 --> 00:42:18,560
Speaker 7: I'm curious.

764
00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:20,799
Speaker 1: Oh wait, now I'm interested. I was going to end

765
00:42:20,800 --> 00:42:24,600
Speaker 1: the call, but now I'm interested in how okay, so,

766
00:42:24,760 --> 00:42:28,080
Speaker 1: is is it like a person Okay? How does one

767
00:42:28,120 --> 00:42:32,120
Speaker 1: find their persona? Is it like a personality thing? Or

768
00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:33,000
Speaker 1: do you choose?

769
00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:33,400
Speaker 3: Like?

770
00:42:33,440 --> 00:42:37,400
Speaker 1: Okay, like, do you choose to be a dog? Or

771
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:39,600
Speaker 1: do you like? How does that work? How do I

772
00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:40,880
Speaker 1: get assigned the persona?

773
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:45,680
Speaker 7: All right, well it depends. So in your case, this

774
00:42:45,719 --> 00:42:48,800
Speaker 7: would be your government assigned persona that I'd be giving

775
00:42:48,840 --> 00:42:52,359
Speaker 7: you for for other people, like for me, The way

776
00:42:52,360 --> 00:42:56,040
Speaker 7: that I chose my persona was I did I did

777
00:42:56,080 --> 00:42:59,080
Speaker 7: Wolfe bole play as a kid. I don't remember how

778
00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:02,160
Speaker 7: I got into that, but I did. So it's exactly

779
00:43:02,200 --> 00:43:04,760
Speaker 7: what it sounds like. You take like shitty anime drawings

780
00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:07,560
Speaker 7: of wolves and you make that be your character, and

781
00:43:07,600 --> 00:43:09,920
Speaker 7: you sit there and role play with the twelve year olds,

782
00:43:10,560 --> 00:43:16,440
Speaker 7: and from there I got into like the Devian Art scene,

783
00:43:16,880 --> 00:43:18,920
Speaker 7: like the furry scene on there, so with like a

784
00:43:18,920 --> 00:43:24,360
Speaker 7: bunch of cutesy little anime pastel wolves and shit. And

785
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:26,479
Speaker 7: so that's how I got my persona. I'm a wolf

786
00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:29,400
Speaker 7: because I'm basic. That's that's a basic animal. Wolves and

787
00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:35,040
Speaker 7: foxes and like tigers and lions are all really basic dogs.

788
00:43:36,440 --> 00:43:39,080
Speaker 7: And then for some people it's like a little more

789
00:43:39,080 --> 00:43:42,680
Speaker 7: personal than that. They they might ask their friends or

790
00:43:42,800 --> 00:43:45,160
Speaker 7: like loved ones what animals they think represents them, or

791
00:43:45,160 --> 00:43:48,840
Speaker 7: if there's like an animal that's relevant to their culture

792
00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:51,080
Speaker 7: or their family or something like that, and that's what.

793
00:43:51,040 --> 00:43:51,480
Speaker 2: You go with.

794
00:43:53,040 --> 00:43:55,480
Speaker 7: Or like a like a character in media that you

795
00:43:55,520 --> 00:43:59,080
Speaker 7: really resonate with and you can like pick that species

796
00:43:59,200 --> 00:44:00,640
Speaker 7: or you know something about that character.

797
00:44:01,360 --> 00:44:03,759
Speaker 1: So it's so it's so it's it sounds to me

798
00:44:03,840 --> 00:44:06,719
Speaker 1: like it's more of a personal preference thing that's kind

799
00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:08,480
Speaker 1: of that is a personal preference thing or is it

800
00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:11,880
Speaker 1: like who you are as a person, like does your personality?

801
00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:14,120
Speaker 1: Because if it was a personal preference thing, wouldn't I

802
00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:16,160
Speaker 1: be more of a gecko because I have already been

803
00:44:16,239 --> 00:44:17,360
Speaker 1: dressing up as a gecko.

804
00:44:18,600 --> 00:44:22,320
Speaker 7: That's true, that's true. It would be up to you ultimately.

805
00:44:23,440 --> 00:44:26,000
Speaker 7: But because you don't have a defined persona already, I'm

806
00:44:26,040 --> 00:44:30,520
Speaker 7: giving you the option to be assigned one.

807
00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:37,080
Speaker 1: I mean, look, I don't consider myself a furry at all.

808
00:44:37,120 --> 00:44:39,520
Speaker 1: I don't know anything about furry culture. I just dress

809
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:42,239
Speaker 1: up as a gecko because I don't know. I don't

810
00:44:42,280 --> 00:44:45,000
Speaker 1: have a good reason for it. I think it adds

811
00:44:45,040 --> 00:44:46,799
Speaker 1: to the I think, well, I guess well, I do

812
00:44:46,840 --> 00:44:47,600
Speaker 1: it as a stick.

813
00:44:49,080 --> 00:44:51,120
Speaker 8: Yeah. I like the shtick.

814
00:44:51,120 --> 00:44:51,719
Speaker 7: I think it's funny.

815
00:44:51,760 --> 00:44:52,520
Speaker 5: That's why I followed you.

816
00:44:57,520 --> 00:45:04,160
Speaker 1: Well, well, Dallas, look, keep keep doing it. Ignore the

817
00:45:04,280 --> 00:45:06,359
Speaker 1: you know, people yelling at you.

818
00:45:06,960 --> 00:45:09,479
Speaker 7: And uh, I'm not reading the comments and I won't.

819
00:45:09,480 --> 00:45:11,359
Speaker 7: I'm gonna drop my user name though again.

820
00:45:12,560 --> 00:45:15,480
Speaker 1: Go for it, dude, We'll I'll see you at the

821
00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:17,600
Speaker 1: next convention I wanted. I want to go to one

822
00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:20,240
Speaker 1: of those fucking conventions as and like do a video

823
00:45:20,280 --> 00:45:22,680
Speaker 1: there and like talk to people and ship as they.

824
00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:25,839
Speaker 7: Your color, Adisa's Rhode Island? Is that where you actually live?

825
00:45:26,960 --> 00:45:28,600
Speaker 1: Sure we can tell we can tell people that I

826
00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:30,680
Speaker 1: live in Worhode Islands. That's not where I actually live.

827
00:45:30,760 --> 00:45:34,160
Speaker 7: But yeah, you can just google conventions that are around you.

828
00:45:34,200 --> 00:45:37,359
Speaker 7: They're usually there's like a registration fee if you want

829
00:45:37,400 --> 00:45:39,040
Speaker 7: to actually do stuff, but most of times you can

830
00:45:39,080 --> 00:45:41,040
Speaker 7: just walk in and hang out and see people. They're

831
00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:42,440
Speaker 7: usually like hotels and stuff.

832
00:45:44,640 --> 00:45:46,520
Speaker 1: You know, if if if there's one thing I've always

833
00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:48,400
Speaker 1: wanted to do, it's, you know, go to a hotel

834
00:45:50,200 --> 00:45:53,040
Speaker 1: that's a bunch of uh do with a bunch of

835
00:45:53,080 --> 00:45:55,440
Speaker 1: people in dog costumes. So I'll have to check that

836
00:45:55,440 --> 00:45:56,759
Speaker 1: off the bucket list sometime soon.

837
00:45:57,520 --> 00:45:58,520
Speaker 7: Yeah, respect to it.

838
00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:02,440
Speaker 1: Alright, Dallas, thanks for calling in. Thanks for sharing that

839
00:46:02,480 --> 00:46:04,040
Speaker 1: stuff with us. I'm sorry we didn't get to talk

840
00:46:04,080 --> 00:46:07,120
Speaker 1: about dogs, even though we kind of did. Oh way,

841
00:46:07,920 --> 00:46:10,160
Speaker 1: I'll talk to you later, brother, all.

842
00:46:10,200 --> 00:46:11,719
Speaker 7: Right, use the names in the chat attain us.

843
00:46:11,760 --> 00:46:11,920
Speaker 1: Well.

844
00:46:12,040 --> 00:46:15,200
Speaker 7: Thanks gagging there, dude, have a good night.

845
00:46:22,440 --> 00:46:35,600
Speaker 1: What is love? What is love? There's many different kinds

846
00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:41,360
Speaker 1: of love. There's physical love, there's spiritual love, there's romantic love,

847
00:46:41,520 --> 00:46:49,600
Speaker 1: there's platonic love. Think about your love checklist for a second.

848
00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:54,399
Speaker 1: Think about all the different types of love, and think

849
00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:58,200
Speaker 1: about the ones that you've experienced. Have you loved a

850
00:46:58,239 --> 00:47:03,360
Speaker 1: friend platonically? Have you loved your mother with a special

851
00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:11,400
Speaker 1: sort of love that a familial love? Have you loved

852
00:47:12,040 --> 00:47:22,399
Speaker 1: a romantic partner intimately and passionately? Have you lusted over

853
00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:26,359
Speaker 1: a stranger whom you had who met, whom you met

854
00:47:27,400 --> 00:47:29,919
Speaker 1: and happened stance, who with whom you've shared a brief

855
00:47:30,000 --> 00:47:43,759
Speaker 1: yet passionate evening, sinful evening? Look at your love, look

856
00:47:43,760 --> 00:47:46,640
Speaker 1: at your love checklists, and see what boxes you have checks,

857
00:47:46,640 --> 00:47:48,799
Speaker 1: See what boxes you don't have checked? And let me

858
00:47:48,800 --> 00:47:50,680
Speaker 1: tell you another thing. Look. You may look at some

859
00:47:50,719 --> 00:47:53,319
Speaker 1: of those unchecked boxes, and you may you may feel

860
00:47:53,360 --> 00:47:57,840
Speaker 1: bad about having those boxes unchecked, But it's okay. You

861
00:47:57,840 --> 00:48:00,000
Speaker 1: don't have to check all of You didn't have to

862
00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:04,080
Speaker 1: check any of them except for one. Do you love yourself?

863
00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:12,120
Speaker 1: What's that box looking like? That's the one you got

864
00:48:12,120 --> 00:48:19,040
Speaker 1: to check first? My friend? Hello?

865
00:48:21,600 --> 00:48:28,240
Speaker 5: Hello, hello, hello? Hello?

866
00:48:28,800 --> 00:48:34,520
Speaker 1: Can you hear me? H? Can can you hear me? I?

867
00:48:34,560 --> 00:48:35,080
Speaker 8: Can hear you?

868
00:48:36,480 --> 00:48:43,640
Speaker 1: What's your name? What's are you? Are you watching the

869
00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:47,640
Speaker 1: stream right now? I am hold on, yeah, turn the

870
00:48:47,719 --> 00:48:51,080
Speaker 1: turn the stream off. Don't look at the stream streaking

871
00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:53,520
Speaker 1: away from You're walking away? Where?

872
00:48:53,520 --> 00:48:53,920
Speaker 5: Where?

873
00:48:53,920 --> 00:48:54,200
Speaker 8: Where?

874
00:48:54,320 --> 00:48:54,400
Speaker 5: Was?

875
00:48:54,560 --> 00:48:54,840
Speaker 2: Where?

876
00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:56,800
Speaker 1: Where are you? How far away are you from your computer?

877
00:48:58,200 --> 00:48:58,359
Speaker 5: Uh?

878
00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:01,640
Speaker 8: Good? Twenty yards now.

879
00:49:02,760 --> 00:49:06,920
Speaker 1: Beautiful, that's a good amount of yards. What's your name?

880
00:49:07,040 --> 00:49:11,880
Speaker 8: Yeah, Kendall, Kendall, Yes, sir.

881
00:49:14,360 --> 00:49:16,399
Speaker 1: Kendall. Why do you know so much about yards? Are

882
00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:19,160
Speaker 1: you good at eyeing things? Are you good at telling things?

883
00:49:20,239 --> 00:49:23,959
Speaker 1: Are you good at estimating things with little information, such

884
00:49:23,960 --> 00:49:26,520
Speaker 1: as estimating the amount of distance between you and your

885
00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:30,680
Speaker 1: computer without any sort of leg legitimate measuring tool.

886
00:49:32,000 --> 00:49:32,880
Speaker 8: One could say so?

887
00:49:33,200 --> 00:49:36,279
Speaker 1: Yes, So if that's a skill of yours, let me

888
00:49:36,280 --> 00:49:44,680
Speaker 1: ask you this as a follow up. Are you there? Yes,

889
00:49:44,719 --> 00:49:52,320
Speaker 1: sir Kendall eyeballing you know this, Kendall, ie balling us

890
00:49:54,320 --> 00:49:56,200
Speaker 1: me not knowing much about you, You not knowing much

891
00:49:56,239 --> 00:49:59,600
Speaker 1: about me. Similar to how you eyeballed the distance between

892
00:49:59,640 --> 00:50:03,160
Speaker 1: your and yourself and you gave it an estimate of

893
00:50:03,160 --> 00:50:04,719
Speaker 1: twenty yards. You know it, didn't have to think that

894
00:50:04,840 --> 00:50:08,840
Speaker 1: much about it. What would you estimate this to be?

895
00:50:11,680 --> 00:50:12,359
Speaker 8: Define this.

896
00:50:14,160 --> 00:50:17,360
Speaker 1: You and me? Our relationship? How far are you you

897
00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:19,239
Speaker 1: made to go? Yeah?

898
00:50:19,239 --> 00:50:20,560
Speaker 8: How far do I estimate it?

899
00:50:21,880 --> 00:50:22,359
Speaker 2: I don't know.

900
00:50:22,520 --> 00:50:26,640
Speaker 8: Maybe we could walk in the park, feed some ducks

901
00:50:26,680 --> 00:50:32,839
Speaker 8: at the pond, you know, share a few brews.

902
00:50:38,600 --> 00:50:51,560
Speaker 1: That sounds really nice. Yeah, what what's what's your favorite park?

903
00:50:54,680 --> 00:50:56,600
Speaker 8: The ones with ducks and ponds?

904
00:51:00,280 --> 00:51:01,440
Speaker 1: You ever fed a duck before?

905
00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:07,680
Speaker 8: I believe I have. I must have been much younger,

906
00:51:07,719 --> 00:51:11,440
Speaker 8: but I seem to have memories of doing such things

907
00:51:11,480 --> 00:51:12,480
Speaker 8: with my grandfather.

908
00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:20,880
Speaker 1: What was your relationship with your grandfather? Like? Uh?

909
00:51:21,080 --> 00:51:31,120
Speaker 8: He inspired my passions of craftsmanship and woodworking and fixing

910
00:51:31,200 --> 00:51:32,320
Speaker 8: things with my hands.

911
00:51:36,239 --> 00:51:39,239
Speaker 1: He was a craftsman. Interesting, because you do see you

912
00:51:39,280 --> 00:51:40,640
Speaker 1: seem like you know. I could tell that you're a

913
00:51:40,680 --> 00:51:43,400
Speaker 1: crafty guy just by the nature of how you know

914
00:51:43,480 --> 00:51:48,040
Speaker 1: easily you're able to estimate distance. I can tell you've

915
00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:49,520
Speaker 1: measured lots of things.

916
00:52:04,920 --> 00:52:05,600
Speaker 8: I suppose.

917
00:52:16,440 --> 00:52:19,600
Speaker 1: What would you do if you're walking in the park

918
00:52:19,640 --> 00:52:26,040
Speaker 1: together and someone came up behind me and smacked my ass?

919
00:52:33,960 --> 00:52:36,520
Speaker 8: I would probably ask you if you were okay with

920
00:52:36,600 --> 00:52:37,360
Speaker 8: that at first?

921
00:52:44,600 --> 00:52:45,640
Speaker 1: And what if I said I was.

922
00:52:50,920 --> 00:52:53,560
Speaker 8: It's a free country and you can live your life

923
00:52:53,800 --> 00:52:54,880
Speaker 8: however you please.

924
00:53:05,320 --> 00:53:09,520
Speaker 1: That's very respectful of you, Kendall.

925
00:53:10,880 --> 00:53:12,880
Speaker 8: I am not here to make judgments.

926
00:53:15,160 --> 00:53:16,920
Speaker 1: You know that I think this is going really well. Actually,

927
00:53:16,920 --> 00:53:18,359
Speaker 1: I feel like we have a lot in common because

928
00:53:18,360 --> 00:53:19,680
Speaker 1: I also don't like to make judgments.

929
00:53:21,239 --> 00:53:25,680
Speaker 8: Oh what's the fucking point, you know, who gives a

930
00:53:25,680 --> 00:53:29,000
Speaker 8: shit what anybody thinks. At the end of the day,

931
00:53:29,080 --> 00:53:30,840
Speaker 8: all you have are your own thoughts when you go

932
00:53:30,920 --> 00:53:31,640
Speaker 8: to sleep at night.

933
00:53:33,840 --> 00:53:42,600
Speaker 1: M hm, last night, perhaps, Kendall, as you were laying

934
00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:48,640
Speaker 1: in bed, as you're drifting off to sleep, do you

935
00:53:49,120 --> 00:53:50,799
Speaker 1: and you know, look, it's okay if you don't remember.

936
00:53:50,840 --> 00:53:53,759
Speaker 1: I get that not everyone remembers everything that they think

937
00:53:53,760 --> 00:53:57,600
Speaker 1: about before they go to sleep. But what were you

938
00:53:57,640 --> 00:53:58,160
Speaker 1: thinking about?

939
00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:14,400
Speaker 8: M I don't remember very much from when I go

940
00:54:14,520 --> 00:54:20,960
Speaker 8: to sleep. It all just kind of shuts off at

941
00:54:20,960 --> 00:54:22,000
Speaker 8: a certain point.

942
00:54:27,600 --> 00:54:31,400
Speaker 1: When your mind wanders, where does it tend to go?

943
00:54:34,400 --> 00:54:45,000
Speaker 8: There is never a consistent thread. It goes wherever I

944
00:54:45,120 --> 00:54:47,400
Speaker 8: allow it to go before raining it in.

945
00:54:52,440 --> 00:54:54,480
Speaker 1: It's important for me to know as I look into

946
00:54:55,840 --> 00:54:58,600
Speaker 1: as I evaluate what my commitment will be to our relationship,

947
00:54:58,640 --> 00:55:02,520
Speaker 1: you know, because I think that you know, a problem

948
00:55:02,520 --> 00:55:04,120
Speaker 1: that a lot of people have in the relationships is

949
00:55:04,120 --> 00:55:06,279
Speaker 1: that they get bored as they go on. You know,

950
00:55:07,080 --> 00:55:12,320
Speaker 1: So the fact that your mind drifts in many different places.

951
00:55:13,800 --> 00:55:17,759
Speaker 1: Leads me to believe that you know, you maintain a

952
00:55:17,760 --> 00:55:25,880
Speaker 1: fresh perspective, you know, which means that I think, I

953
00:55:25,920 --> 00:55:32,680
Speaker 1: think this is sustainable. I think that I think that

954
00:55:32,719 --> 00:55:34,720
Speaker 1: as time goes on, you and I will will find

955
00:55:34,880 --> 00:55:37,640
Speaker 1: new adventures that aren't the same as our old adventures

956
00:55:37,680 --> 00:55:51,439
Speaker 1: but have their own unique charm.

957
00:55:51,480 --> 00:55:52,879
Speaker 8: It's a very happy thought.

958
00:56:05,960 --> 00:56:12,880
Speaker 1: Is there anything that you know, Kendall? I want you

959
00:56:12,920 --> 00:56:16,000
Speaker 1: to know something. One of the most important things to

960
00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:25,400
Speaker 1: me in my relationships is honesty.

961
00:56:26,200 --> 00:56:27,560
Speaker 8: I'm a very open person.

962
00:56:29,320 --> 00:56:31,279
Speaker 1: Is there anything that you think I should know about you?

963
00:56:32,400 --> 00:56:34,520
Speaker 1: I believe and also another thing that you should know

964
00:56:34,560 --> 00:56:41,680
Speaker 1: about me in regards to dishonesty, thing is that I

965
00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:49,400
Speaker 1: believe that intentional not necessarily lying, Kendall, but intentionally withholding information.

966
00:56:51,880 --> 00:56:53,680
Speaker 1: I don't consider that lying, but I consider that to

967
00:56:53,680 --> 00:56:57,600
Speaker 1: be dishonest. Is there anything Kendall that I should know

968
00:56:57,640 --> 00:57:01,480
Speaker 1: about you before we continue in our relationship?

969
00:57:08,200 --> 00:57:09,880
Speaker 8: Is there anything you would want to know?

970
00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:31,320
Speaker 1: Have you had a past life or would you say

971
00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:35,440
Speaker 1: that the life you're living right now is pretty similar

972
00:57:35,440 --> 00:57:39,560
Speaker 1: to the life you've been living for the past however

973
00:57:39,560 --> 00:57:40,120
Speaker 1: many years.

974
00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:53,920
Speaker 8: Me as a person, I do not look much into

975
00:57:54,080 --> 00:57:59,040
Speaker 8: the past or the present future, I should say, not

976
00:57:59,680 --> 00:58:03,919
Speaker 8: present future. I tend to focus on what's happening right

977
00:58:04,040 --> 00:58:06,960
Speaker 8: now because that's what I can make the most sense

978
00:58:07,040 --> 00:58:07,360
Speaker 8: out of.

979
00:58:13,080 --> 00:58:19,120
Speaker 1: Well, Kendall, I'm gonna be honest with you. I've had

980
00:58:19,120 --> 00:58:24,400
Speaker 1: a really nice time tonight and I see something here

981
00:58:24,560 --> 00:58:29,800
Speaker 1: between us, and I appreciate you calling in and I

982
00:58:29,840 --> 00:58:36,280
Speaker 1: appreciate you giving me a chance. Of course, you have

983
00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:38,000
Speaker 1: a great rest of the night, Kendall. I love you

984
00:58:38,120 --> 00:58:38,520
Speaker 1: very much.

985
00:58:39,640 --> 00:58:42,120
Speaker 8: I love you too, and I think what you are

986
00:58:42,160 --> 00:58:48,520
Speaker 8: doing is fascinating and intriguing. And keep up the good work.

987
00:58:49,520 --> 00:58:51,960
Speaker 8: Thank you, of course.

988
00:58:53,200 --> 00:58:55,520
Speaker 1: Good night man, Good night.

989
00:59:06,120 --> 00:59:06,280
Speaker 4: All.

990
00:59:06,400 --> 00:59:10,640
Speaker 5: From Kira to accept.

991
00:59:11,880 --> 00:59:16,680
Speaker 1: Kira. Hello, is this Kira? Hi?

992
00:59:17,720 --> 00:59:19,800
Speaker 5: I really was not expecting you to get on therapy.

993
00:59:19,840 --> 00:59:20,120
Speaker 5: Get go.

994
00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:22,560
Speaker 1: I know I wasn't expecting you to get on therapy

995
00:59:22,640 --> 00:59:24,760
Speaker 1: getto either, Kira. But look here we are in a

996
00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:26,720
Speaker 1: situation neither of us expected.

997
00:59:27,560 --> 00:59:31,440
Speaker 5: Mm hmmmm, I don't know what do we What do

998
00:59:31,480 --> 00:59:31,680
Speaker 5: we do?

999
00:59:31,760 --> 00:59:31,880
Speaker 1: Now?

1000
00:59:31,880 --> 00:59:34,280
Speaker 5: I know you like the you like to talk about therapy.

1001
00:59:34,360 --> 00:59:36,160
Speaker 5: Maybe I should start with how are you? How are

1002
00:59:36,160 --> 00:59:36,520
Speaker 5: you doing?

1003
00:59:38,040 --> 00:59:43,000
Speaker 1: You know, Kira, I'm all right, and thank you for asking.

1004
00:59:43,040 --> 00:59:44,760
Speaker 1: Not a lot of people ask, but look, it feels

1005
00:59:44,800 --> 00:59:46,920
Speaker 1: good when they're doing, then I'll obligated too. But look, Kira,

1006
00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:51,000
Speaker 1: yes have you How does it feel to be in

1007
00:59:51,000 --> 00:59:52,680
Speaker 1: a situation you didn't expect to be in?

1008
00:59:54,320 --> 00:59:56,400
Speaker 5: My heart is a racing right now, and I'm trying

1009
00:59:56,400 --> 00:59:59,600
Speaker 5: to be real calm because this. I don't know this,

1010
00:59:59,760 --> 01:00:01,680
Speaker 5: this it seems like a pretty weird thing to do.

1011
01:00:01,960 --> 01:00:04,320
Speaker 5: Just call in and talk.

1012
01:00:05,240 --> 01:00:06,480
Speaker 2: I know, I do not know.

1013
01:00:07,040 --> 01:00:10,520
Speaker 1: Look, how do you feel any better? I think it's

1014
01:00:11,320 --> 01:00:13,960
Speaker 1: I'm try Actually, I don't know on whose end it's weirder.

1015
01:00:14,040 --> 01:00:15,800
Speaker 1: Is I don't know if it's weirder to take the

1016
01:00:15,840 --> 01:00:19,080
Speaker 1: calls or to make the calls. But also I think

1017
01:00:19,120 --> 01:00:21,320
Speaker 1: it matters. I don't think I think it's pointless to

1018
01:00:21,360 --> 01:00:26,120
Speaker 1: discuss because we're here, we're doing it, doesn't matter if

1019
01:00:26,160 --> 01:00:28,440
Speaker 1: it's weird or not. We've arrived. We're on the phone

1020
01:00:28,440 --> 01:00:29,400
Speaker 1: with each other right now.

1021
01:00:29,320 --> 01:00:33,280
Speaker 5: Kira, exactly. I completely agree with you.

1022
01:00:35,280 --> 01:00:37,160
Speaker 1: I'm glad that you agree that we're on the phone.

1023
01:00:40,000 --> 01:00:42,919
Speaker 5: You know, it's it's quieter than I'm sorry, no.

1024
01:00:42,680 --> 01:00:44,200
Speaker 1: No, no, Well tell me what you were going to say.

1025
01:00:44,240 --> 01:00:45,440
Speaker 1: It's more important.

1026
01:00:45,760 --> 01:00:47,480
Speaker 5: I was gonna say, it's quieter than I thought it

1027
01:00:47,520 --> 01:00:49,640
Speaker 5: was going to be. I feel like I'm just talking

1028
01:00:49,680 --> 01:00:52,439
Speaker 5: to just a person. You know, it's not really the

1029
01:00:52,560 --> 01:00:55,640
Speaker 5: ambiance I expected the music to be on the line.

1030
01:00:55,720 --> 01:00:56,280
Speaker 5: I guess.

1031
01:00:56,600 --> 01:00:58,720
Speaker 1: You know what is funny about you saying that is

1032
01:00:58,760 --> 01:01:01,040
Speaker 1: when I was talking to the I have to I'm

1033
01:01:01,160 --> 01:01:07,120
Speaker 1: very not cognizant of this because I I can hear

1034
01:01:07,160 --> 01:01:08,960
Speaker 1: the music, but you can't. And to me, it feels

1035
01:01:09,000 --> 01:01:11,040
Speaker 1: like you can, but I am never cognizant of the

1036
01:01:11,120 --> 01:01:14,800
Speaker 1: fact that you can't. And it totally changes the dynamic

1037
01:01:14,840 --> 01:01:15,080
Speaker 1: of the.

1038
01:01:15,000 --> 01:01:18,800
Speaker 5: Conversation definitely, because I think if I heard that, yeah,

1039
01:01:18,840 --> 01:01:21,560
Speaker 5: it would just be even more calm vibes.

1040
01:01:22,200 --> 01:01:24,480
Speaker 1: Right, and I want to Well, we're gonna find a

1041
01:01:24,480 --> 01:01:26,920
Speaker 1: way to start piping it in, but for now, you know,

1042
01:01:27,160 --> 01:01:28,760
Speaker 1: we're just gonna have to sit in whatever this is.

1043
01:01:29,600 --> 01:01:30,560
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, no worries.

1044
01:01:32,520 --> 01:01:33,280
Speaker 1: What are you doing right now?

1045
01:01:33,360 --> 01:01:38,240
Speaker 5: Kira? I am sitting on my floor and just in

1046
01:01:38,480 --> 01:01:42,600
Speaker 5: like an anxious mess because I didn't think about what

1047
01:01:42,640 --> 01:01:44,600
Speaker 5: I wanted to talk about on therapy. Go go, do

1048
01:01:44,640 --> 01:01:45,120
Speaker 5: you have it?

1049
01:01:46,400 --> 01:01:47,760
Speaker 4: I don't know any Well, Here's.

1050
01:01:47,600 --> 01:01:51,600
Speaker 1: What makes it easier is that I host the show

1051
01:01:51,640 --> 01:01:52,920
Speaker 1: and I don't think about what I was going to

1052
01:01:53,000 --> 01:01:55,280
Speaker 1: talk about, So why should I expect you to think of?

1053
01:01:55,360 --> 01:01:56,960
Speaker 1: Why should I expect you to know what you were

1054
01:01:56,960 --> 01:01:57,560
Speaker 1: going to talk about?

1055
01:01:57,680 --> 01:02:01,440
Speaker 5: Either, I didn't want tote your time here. I understand

1056
01:02:01,480 --> 01:02:02,600
Speaker 5: it's a very important show.

1057
01:02:03,760 --> 01:02:09,720
Speaker 1: There's no the concept of you wasting my time is

1058
01:02:09,760 --> 01:02:13,440
Speaker 1: that doesn't even exist here, because what we're doing right

1059
01:02:13,480 --> 01:02:17,640
Speaker 1: now is is I didn't even have it planned. It's

1060
01:02:17,680 --> 01:02:23,080
Speaker 1: just happening. You're just on the phone, right. Does that

1061
01:02:23,120 --> 01:02:23,600
Speaker 1: make sense?

1062
01:02:24,520 --> 01:02:25,760
Speaker 8: It does?

1063
01:02:27,280 --> 01:02:29,000
Speaker 5: I think it definitely makes sense. I just have the

1064
01:02:29,160 --> 01:02:31,160
Speaker 5: memory of a fish. So I kind of forgot what

1065
01:02:31,200 --> 01:02:32,040
Speaker 5: you said already.

1066
01:02:32,960 --> 01:02:33,960
Speaker 1: Why are you on the floor?

1067
01:02:35,760 --> 01:02:38,240
Speaker 5: That's still more comfortable here? It just it seems like

1068
01:02:38,760 --> 01:02:42,440
Speaker 5: a very settling area to be in, So I'm okay

1069
01:02:42,560 --> 01:02:44,000
Speaker 5: with it.

1070
01:02:45,200 --> 01:02:46,560
Speaker 1: Are you on the floor of your room or of

1071
01:02:46,640 --> 01:02:50,280
Speaker 1: your where room of.

1072
01:02:50,280 --> 01:02:58,720
Speaker 9: Your yes, sitting on the floor in my room, Kire,

1073
01:02:58,720 --> 01:03:02,560
Speaker 9: Do you think do you think we're compatible?

1074
01:03:04,200 --> 01:03:07,600
Speaker 5: I wondered that as you were asking the other people before,

1075
01:03:08,560 --> 01:03:12,480
Speaker 5: And you know, I think that you yourself are a

1076
01:03:12,520 --> 01:03:16,440
Speaker 5: creative person and just a man of vision. And I

1077
01:03:16,440 --> 01:03:23,880
Speaker 5: don't know, I really I really stand by that compatibility. Ah,

1078
01:03:23,040 --> 01:03:25,080
Speaker 5: I mean, I don't know. I don't.

1079
01:03:25,280 --> 01:03:25,600
Speaker 1: I don't know.

1080
01:03:25,640 --> 01:03:27,439
Speaker 5: I didn't really think about it like that, but I do.

1081
01:03:27,600 --> 01:03:30,240
Speaker 5: I do really enjoy the content that you put out

1082
01:03:30,440 --> 01:03:34,240
Speaker 5: and the message that you send as far as your

1083
01:03:34,360 --> 01:03:36,800
Speaker 5: online personality.

1084
01:03:37,160 --> 01:03:39,760
Speaker 1: So we're compatible in that sense.

1085
01:03:40,560 --> 01:03:43,440
Speaker 5: Maybe in that sense, yes, if if I got to

1086
01:03:43,520 --> 01:03:46,480
Speaker 5: know you better, you know, we see we go from there.

1087
01:03:46,800 --> 01:03:48,880
Speaker 1: Well, no, I mean we're compatible, and well, I think

1088
01:03:49,080 --> 01:03:52,320
Speaker 1: the amount that we're compatible in the context of the

1089
01:03:52,400 --> 01:03:54,920
Speaker 1: amount that you know me right now from you watching

1090
01:03:55,440 --> 01:04:00,000
Speaker 1: the streams. We're compatible as me streaming and you watching it.

1091
01:04:01,600 --> 01:04:04,000
Speaker 5: I enjoy it. You seem like a very very true,

1092
01:04:04,160 --> 01:04:07,240
Speaker 5: very kind person but also very funny, and I enjoy

1093
01:04:07,280 --> 01:04:09,840
Speaker 5: a good funny person, just someone to make me laugh

1094
01:04:10,000 --> 01:04:11,520
Speaker 5: and to just be nice.

1095
01:04:12,320 --> 01:04:17,040
Speaker 1: Well, thank you, Yes, kier Have you ever been in love.

1096
01:04:18,600 --> 01:04:23,680
Speaker 5: Too many times? I made Maybe I call it infatuation

1097
01:04:23,920 --> 01:04:27,120
Speaker 5: instead of love. That might be more realistic.

1098
01:04:27,560 --> 01:04:29,840
Speaker 1: Tell me about the last time you were deeply infatuated?

1099
01:04:31,560 --> 01:04:33,800
Speaker 5: Actually very you know what? I did want to ask

1100
01:04:33,840 --> 01:04:37,560
Speaker 5: you about this? Okay, So for a little bit I was,

1101
01:04:37,800 --> 01:04:42,840
Speaker 5: I like probably in November, I just got out and

1102
01:04:43,120 --> 01:04:47,680
Speaker 5: just totally like anonymity, I I just got out of

1103
01:04:47,720 --> 01:04:49,760
Speaker 5: like like a mental hospital. Was in there for like

1104
01:04:49,800 --> 01:04:52,400
Speaker 5: a week, and I decided while I was in there,

1105
01:04:52,440 --> 01:04:54,040
Speaker 5: because I was so bored, I said, I'm going to

1106
01:04:54,080 --> 01:04:56,120
Speaker 5: pick up a prison pen pal. So I picked up

1107
01:04:56,320 --> 01:04:59,960
Speaker 5: a prison pen pal and I started talking to this person.

1108
01:05:00,080 --> 01:05:03,720
Speaker 5: Then I started just like I don't know, me being

1109
01:05:03,920 --> 01:05:07,360
Speaker 5: myself and being over infatuated with this person. And I

1110
01:05:07,400 --> 01:05:08,520
Speaker 5: was like, oh my gosh, this.

1111
01:05:08,480 --> 01:05:09,280
Speaker 8: Is this is love.

1112
01:05:09,400 --> 01:05:12,200
Speaker 5: This must be what love feels like. And of course

1113
01:05:12,800 --> 01:05:17,040
Speaker 5: this poor man had to reject me, but I still

1114
01:05:17,040 --> 01:05:20,840
Speaker 5: talk to him and now our friends kind of. But

1115
01:05:21,200 --> 01:05:24,080
Speaker 5: I don't know what to do with that relationship now.

1116
01:05:24,160 --> 01:05:27,200
Speaker 5: I really I when I think about it, it's nice

1117
01:05:27,440 --> 01:05:31,040
Speaker 5: because I have a friend who's in prison.

1118
01:05:31,080 --> 01:05:31,280
Speaker 4: Now.

1119
01:05:33,800 --> 01:05:34,960
Speaker 5: I don't know what do you think about that? I

1120
01:05:34,960 --> 01:05:35,920
Speaker 5: probably didn't explain that.

1121
01:05:35,920 --> 01:05:41,680
Speaker 1: Well, So you were so you're in a mental hospital

1122
01:05:41,680 --> 01:05:43,600
Speaker 1: and you this is like an internet friend.

1123
01:05:45,520 --> 01:05:47,720
Speaker 5: It was like you go online and you meet the

1124
01:05:47,720 --> 01:05:50,040
Speaker 5: prison time piles, and you go like rite a prisoner

1125
01:05:50,120 --> 01:05:50,920
Speaker 5: and you pick.

1126
01:05:50,800 --> 01:05:55,400
Speaker 1: Up like yeah, yeah, yeah, and you did the squat

1127
01:05:55,440 --> 01:05:56,480
Speaker 1: you were in a mental hospital.

1128
01:05:57,160 --> 01:05:59,920
Speaker 5: I did. I did because I thought it would be

1129
01:06:00,000 --> 01:06:02,040
Speaker 5: a good idea at the time, and I didn't think that,

1130
01:06:02,280 --> 01:06:04,320
Speaker 5: you know, we'd be talking for this long.

1131
01:06:05,320 --> 01:06:09,600
Speaker 1: So are you saying this is an answer to who

1132
01:06:09,600 --> 01:06:12,080
Speaker 1: you've been in fact? Or were you infatuated with this person?

1133
01:06:13,080 --> 01:06:16,360
Speaker 5: Not crazy infatuated, but I was like, Oh, I was like, Oh,

1134
01:06:16,400 --> 01:06:18,360
Speaker 5: this guy. The reason why I started talking to him

1135
01:06:18,400 --> 01:06:19,840
Speaker 5: because I thought I was like, oh my gosh, this

1136
01:06:19,880 --> 01:06:22,720
Speaker 5: guy is very cute. My dumb brain, Okay, I was like,

1137
01:06:22,720 --> 01:06:26,880
Speaker 5: this guy's very cute, and this might be cool to

1138
01:06:26,960 --> 01:06:29,760
Speaker 5: talk to him and he might like me. So I

1139
01:06:29,800 --> 01:06:32,280
Speaker 5: gave it a shot, just doing something random, just like

1140
01:06:32,320 --> 01:06:33,160
Speaker 5: I'm doing right now.

1141
01:06:34,520 --> 01:06:38,880
Speaker 1: What did he? Are you at Liberty too slash comfortable

1142
01:06:38,920 --> 01:06:40,720
Speaker 1: to share? What landed him in prison?

1143
01:06:42,040 --> 01:06:42,240
Speaker 4: You know?

1144
01:06:43,440 --> 01:06:45,800
Speaker 5: I looked it up and I didn't look at what

1145
01:06:45,920 --> 01:06:49,600
Speaker 5: he did beforehand before messaging him. But I found out

1146
01:06:49,640 --> 01:06:54,960
Speaker 5: later that he actually it was an attempted rape. I

1147
01:06:55,040 --> 01:06:57,880
Speaker 5: believe that or intempted assault. I think it was a rape.

1148
01:06:58,040 --> 01:07:00,120
Speaker 5: I think that's what they said and I did, and

1149
01:07:00,440 --> 01:07:02,200
Speaker 5: I think I asked him about it and it was

1150
01:07:02,360 --> 01:07:08,040
Speaker 5: very brief. But getting to know him, he definitely seems

1151
01:07:08,080 --> 01:07:11,800
Speaker 5: like a very kind, very rounded individual. And I get

1152
01:07:11,800 --> 01:07:13,360
Speaker 5: to talk to him like on the phone and stuff.

1153
01:07:13,480 --> 01:07:17,840
Speaker 5: So but that I don't know, I don't know, I

1154
01:07:17,920 --> 01:07:20,160
Speaker 5: worry about that because he also he gets out soon,

1155
01:07:20,600 --> 01:07:22,240
Speaker 5: so what if he wants to meet up or something.

1156
01:07:23,040 --> 01:07:28,920
Speaker 5: I don't know if I can do that. Get what

1157
01:07:28,920 --> 01:07:31,240
Speaker 5: I'm saying. Therapy got go worried.

1158
01:07:35,880 --> 01:07:36,880
Speaker 1: Ununderstandably.

1159
01:07:36,960 --> 01:07:44,200
Speaker 5: So yeah, yeah, it's hard to tell my my buddies

1160
01:07:44,200 --> 01:07:44,560
Speaker 5: about that.

1161
01:07:56,200 --> 01:07:59,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, I mean that's not something I, uh,

1162
01:08:00,520 --> 01:08:02,080
Speaker 1: personally would sign off one.

1163
01:08:03,040 --> 01:08:05,800
Speaker 5: Oh no, definitely not no, no, no, I'm sure.

1164
01:08:05,800 --> 01:08:06,080
Speaker 8: I'm sure.

1165
01:08:06,120 --> 01:08:09,280
Speaker 5: I'm sure the general public wouldn't.

1166
01:08:15,760 --> 01:08:16,880
Speaker 1: You're not gonna do it, are you?

1167
01:08:18,200 --> 01:08:22,960
Speaker 5: What like do what like to meet him?

1168
01:08:23,040 --> 01:08:24,240
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1169
01:08:24,280 --> 01:08:26,800
Speaker 5: Oh well that was never I'm saying. I'm just throwing

1170
01:08:26,840 --> 01:08:30,040
Speaker 5: that out in the air. That was never explicitly said

1171
01:08:30,080 --> 01:08:31,960
Speaker 5: that we were ever gonna have to meet. And he

1172
01:08:32,040 --> 01:08:34,960
Speaker 5: also is in another state. So I don't worry about

1173
01:08:35,040 --> 01:08:37,320
Speaker 5: I don't worry about it too much because when you

1174
01:08:37,400 --> 01:08:39,200
Speaker 5: when you come out of jail, they make you stay

1175
01:08:39,200 --> 01:08:40,840
Speaker 5: in the state for a while, right like they don't

1176
01:08:41,040 --> 01:08:42,400
Speaker 5: they don't just let you free reign.

1177
01:08:47,600 --> 01:08:48,960
Speaker 1: I have no idea.

1178
01:08:50,439 --> 01:08:53,360
Speaker 5: Okay, well, I'll look into that later, you know, when

1179
01:08:53,360 --> 01:08:56,920
Speaker 5: the time comes.

1180
01:08:55,600 --> 01:08:58,320
Speaker 1: And maybe maybe looking they don't know where he you know,

1181
01:08:58,439 --> 01:08:59,439
Speaker 1: he doesn't know where you live.

1182
01:09:00,640 --> 01:09:04,240
Speaker 5: No, not specifically.

1183
01:09:10,200 --> 01:09:14,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, I want to be you know, I would. Look,

1184
01:09:14,120 --> 01:09:19,800
Speaker 1: I'm never I I'm gonna go ahead and say you

1185
01:09:19,800 --> 01:09:21,720
Speaker 1: probably shouldn't meet up with this person. I'm gonna go

1186
01:09:21,760 --> 01:09:23,240
Speaker 1: ahead and.

1187
01:09:22,720 --> 01:09:26,320
Speaker 5: I'm no, you're right, You're right. I'm not saying I was.

1188
01:09:26,520 --> 01:09:26,800
Speaker 2: I was.

1189
01:09:26,880 --> 01:09:29,519
Speaker 5: I was just saying, you know, that's on my mind

1190
01:09:29,640 --> 01:09:32,559
Speaker 5: lately some these days, and I don't know how to

1191
01:09:32,640 --> 01:09:33,680
Speaker 5: end that relationship.

1192
01:09:34,040 --> 01:09:37,840
Speaker 1: Probably be the best part about, you know, having to

1193
01:09:37,960 --> 01:09:42,280
Speaker 1: end an online relationship is that you can just stop.

1194
01:09:44,720 --> 01:09:46,800
Speaker 5: But then I feel bad because what else does he

1195
01:09:46,920 --> 01:09:48,000
Speaker 5: have going in there?

1196
01:09:49,800 --> 01:09:52,200
Speaker 1: I mean, look, if you are right, this is unpopular,

1197
01:09:52,200 --> 01:09:54,400
Speaker 1: but look if you haven't, if you genuinely feel bad,

1198
01:09:55,439 --> 01:10:00,760
Speaker 1: you can say in a message, I'm feel a little

1199
01:10:00,880 --> 01:10:10,320
Speaker 1: uncomfortable with how this relationship has progressed, right, and I

1200
01:10:10,120 --> 01:10:16,759
Speaker 1: and I and I unfortunately have to end things.

1201
01:10:14,600 --> 01:10:17,920
Speaker 5: Simple, quick and simple. Just that's a nice way to

1202
01:10:17,920 --> 01:10:18,599
Speaker 5: put it. I like that.

1203
01:10:24,200 --> 01:10:26,599
Speaker 1: People are saying you don't owe him anything, which I

1204
01:10:26,640 --> 01:10:30,840
Speaker 1: agree with. I'm only saying that if I'm only telling

1205
01:10:30,880 --> 01:10:32,799
Speaker 1: you that, if sending that would make you.

1206
01:10:32,680 --> 01:10:42,920
Speaker 5: Feel better, right, just some closure at least that really

1207
01:10:43,000 --> 01:10:43,559
Speaker 5: makes me sad.

1208
01:10:43,560 --> 01:10:44,040
Speaker 3: I have to go.

1209
01:10:44,240 --> 01:10:47,160
Speaker 5: I have to part ways, my buddy.

1210
01:10:46,760 --> 01:10:50,520
Speaker 1: I think for the best that you part weigh.

1211
01:10:50,600 --> 01:10:52,479
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, it's probably for the best.

1212
01:10:53,360 --> 01:10:55,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, are you okay?

1213
01:10:55,280 --> 01:10:55,479
Speaker 8: Here?

1214
01:10:55,520 --> 01:10:56,280
Speaker 1: Are you doing all right?

1215
01:10:57,320 --> 01:10:57,559
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1216
01:10:58,320 --> 01:11:00,679
Speaker 5: I'm a little a little sad about it because I don't.

1217
01:11:00,720 --> 01:11:04,280
Speaker 5: I literally just tried to break things off the other day,

1218
01:11:04,479 --> 01:11:06,240
Speaker 5: like probably two three days ago.

1219
01:11:07,080 --> 01:11:08,080
Speaker 1: What do you mean you've tried? You what do you

1220
01:11:08,080 --> 01:11:11,479
Speaker 1: mean you tried, not like, not.

1221
01:11:11,400 --> 01:11:16,280
Speaker 5: Like in a crazy way, just being like just being like, oh,

1222
01:11:16,320 --> 01:11:20,639
Speaker 5: I don't I don't think we should talk anymore. And

1223
01:11:20,640 --> 01:11:23,519
Speaker 5: and I should have just I should have just been like, yeah,

1224
01:11:23,560 --> 01:11:26,120
Speaker 5: all right, that's it. But I go back on my

1225
01:11:26,200 --> 01:11:28,360
Speaker 5: word sometimes it's a shame.

1226
01:11:36,520 --> 01:11:38,400
Speaker 1: Have you spoken to a real therapist about this?

1227
01:11:40,760 --> 01:11:48,559
Speaker 5: No, not this specifically, not this specifically. The more that

1228
01:11:48,720 --> 01:11:51,599
Speaker 5: the more that you are concerned with it, the more

1229
01:11:51,720 --> 01:11:56,599
Speaker 5: it makes me concerned, because I really try, I try

1230
01:11:56,640 --> 01:11:58,960
Speaker 5: to think about this as little as possible.

1231
01:12:13,520 --> 01:12:17,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think, I think. I think. I usually look

1232
01:12:17,200 --> 01:12:18,559
Speaker 1: at the chat. I mean I do, but I'm looking

1233
01:12:18,560 --> 01:12:24,000
Speaker 1: at them and they are they're concerned. And look here,

1234
01:12:24,080 --> 01:12:25,960
Speaker 1: I know you seem like I don't.

1235
01:12:25,960 --> 01:12:26,200
Speaker 4: We're not.

1236
01:12:26,280 --> 01:12:31,600
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to stress you at no, but you

1237
01:12:31,640 --> 01:12:33,760
Speaker 1: should do you have a therapy I'm assuming if you've

1238
01:12:33,800 --> 01:12:35,400
Speaker 1: been to a mental health Do you have a therapist?

1239
01:12:35,479 --> 01:12:39,080
Speaker 1: Do you have mental health resources available to you?

1240
01:12:40,040 --> 01:12:43,320
Speaker 5: I used to, but I just I just can't afford

1241
01:12:43,360 --> 01:12:45,680
Speaker 5: it right now and I don't have the time. So

1242
01:12:45,760 --> 01:12:48,160
Speaker 5: it's kind of just been like free reign for the

1243
01:12:48,200 --> 01:12:50,320
Speaker 5: past couple of months for me.

1244
01:12:50,960 --> 01:12:54,439
Speaker 1: So, you know, I don't know.

1245
01:12:54,520 --> 01:12:56,679
Speaker 5: I do plan on getting back into like mental health

1246
01:12:56,720 --> 01:12:59,160
Speaker 5: and and everything and doing things.

1247
01:12:59,000 --> 01:13:01,960
Speaker 1: Okay, because I I I think you should talk to

1248
01:13:02,000 --> 01:13:05,040
Speaker 1: someone who is not me, not not that you know,

1249
01:13:05,400 --> 01:13:06,680
Speaker 1: I mean, I think I think you should talk to

1250
01:13:06,720 --> 01:13:09,240
Speaker 1: an actual therapist.

1251
01:13:08,800 --> 01:13:15,799
Speaker 5: About this, right right, because this is very very serious.

1252
01:13:17,280 --> 01:13:22,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, I would agree that you should. You should probably

1253
01:13:22,160 --> 01:13:30,000
Speaker 1: cease contact with this person. Uh.

1254
01:13:30,040 --> 01:13:31,200
Speaker 5: You know, does it help to know that he.

1255
01:13:31,240 --> 01:13:33,360
Speaker 1: Was period at the end of that? What?

1256
01:13:34,280 --> 01:13:35,759
Speaker 5: Does it help to know that he was cute?

1257
01:13:36,360 --> 01:13:36,400
Speaker 3: No?

1258
01:13:37,720 --> 01:13:42,200
Speaker 1: No, I don't think I wouldn't. I wouldn't consider that

1259
01:13:42,280 --> 01:13:47,080
Speaker 1: a factor. M hmm, whatsoever? Fair enough?

1260
01:13:47,760 --> 01:13:48,200
Speaker 8: Fair enough?

1261
01:13:48,200 --> 01:13:50,720
Speaker 5: I appreciate it. Do you do you like to go

1262
01:13:50,760 --> 01:13:53,000
Speaker 5: by Lyle or do you like to go buy therapy?

1263
01:13:53,000 --> 01:13:54,640
Speaker 1: Get go? What would you like to call me?

1264
01:13:54,720 --> 01:13:54,920
Speaker 3: Kira?

1265
01:13:56,080 --> 01:13:58,479
Speaker 5: I don't want to call you Lyle if that's like weird,

1266
01:13:58,560 --> 01:14:01,040
Speaker 5: but I also like calling you there be Gecko because

1267
01:14:01,040 --> 01:14:02,120
Speaker 5: that feels like sir to me.

1268
01:14:03,880 --> 01:14:05,679
Speaker 1: You can call me whatever you wish, Kira.

1269
01:14:07,160 --> 01:14:09,840
Speaker 5: Okay, thank you, Thank you there for get go. Thank

1270
01:14:09,880 --> 01:14:10,479
Speaker 5: you for your.

1271
01:14:10,680 --> 01:14:16,320
Speaker 1: Wisdom absolutely, and take take care, Kira. Be uh be

1272
01:14:16,439 --> 01:14:17,520
Speaker 1: safe Okay.

1273
01:14:17,600 --> 01:14:19,760
Speaker 5: Yes, I hope to I hope to see you and

1274
01:14:19,960 --> 01:14:22,680
Speaker 5: the rest of your videos and everything. Keep going. I

1275
01:14:22,720 --> 01:14:23,160
Speaker 5: love your.

1276
01:14:23,080 --> 01:14:26,960
Speaker 1: Work, all right, man, I love you too. Take uh

1277
01:14:27,400 --> 01:14:29,920
Speaker 1: take care, don't do anything crazy.

1278
01:14:29,720 --> 01:14:33,800
Speaker 5: Okay, all right, I love you man, love you too.

1279
01:14:34,280 --> 01:14:34,759
Speaker 1: Good Bye.

1280
01:14:41,120 --> 01:14:48,920
Speaker 10: All from Arianna Ariana, Arianna, Yes, who are you?

1281
01:14:48,960 --> 01:14:49,439
Speaker 1: Arianna?

1282
01:14:52,160 --> 01:14:53,719
Speaker 5: Oh, it's kind of lagging on my computer.

1283
01:14:53,760 --> 01:14:54,640
Speaker 10: This is weird.

1284
01:14:54,960 --> 01:14:56,960
Speaker 1: Here's what I want you to do, Ariana. What room

1285
01:14:57,000 --> 01:14:58,240
Speaker 1: of your house are you in right now?

1286
01:14:59,840 --> 01:15:02,280
Speaker 5: I I live in like a college apartment.

1287
01:15:03,000 --> 01:15:06,559
Speaker 1: Go to your go to the cold, close your laptop,

1288
01:15:06,680 --> 01:15:10,360
Speaker 1: put it underneath your bed, but set a little thing whatever,

1289
01:15:10,479 --> 01:15:12,760
Speaker 1: you download one of those apps that makes it that

1290
01:15:12,840 --> 01:15:16,719
Speaker 1: you your computer doesn't work for ten minutes or something

1291
01:15:16,800 --> 01:15:19,040
Speaker 1: like that, and then go to the cellar of your

1292
01:15:19,080 --> 01:15:21,559
Speaker 1: college dorm and talk to me there. I don't want

1293
01:15:21,600 --> 01:15:26,320
Speaker 1: you anywhere near the stream itself. Pretend the stream doesn't exist,

1294
01:15:26,320 --> 01:15:29,320
Speaker 1: pretend that we're just I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Arian. I

1295
01:15:29,360 --> 01:15:31,040
Speaker 1: don't know why I'm doing this right now. I should.

1296
01:15:31,080 --> 01:15:34,920
Speaker 1: I should. I'm wasting time. I should relax. I'm sorry, Arian,

1297
01:15:34,960 --> 01:15:35,880
Speaker 1: I don't know why I'm doing this.

1298
01:15:36,600 --> 01:15:37,840
Speaker 5: I just put on you. It's good.

1299
01:15:38,240 --> 01:15:39,800
Speaker 1: Okay, that's that's good enough. You don't have to do

1300
01:15:40,160 --> 01:15:45,719
Speaker 1: stuff I was talking about. Are we compatible?

1301
01:15:45,760 --> 01:15:46,040
Speaker 6: Area on?

1302
01:15:47,760 --> 01:15:53,559
Speaker 10: I feel like we are? Why because you just got

1303
01:15:53,600 --> 01:15:57,000
Speaker 10: this kookie energy about you, and I'm all about cookie energy.

1304
01:15:58,040 --> 01:15:59,440
Speaker 1: Do you consider yourself cookie?

1305
01:16:00,360 --> 01:16:03,840
Speaker 10: I definitely do. I'm like a mixture of a punk

1306
01:16:04,200 --> 01:16:07,680
Speaker 10: grandmother drug rug mess.

1307
01:16:08,439 --> 01:16:09,280
Speaker 5: I love everything.

1308
01:16:10,920 --> 01:16:14,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, you said you're a punk grandmother.

1309
01:16:16,120 --> 01:16:20,439
Speaker 5: Yeah, I got those like cottage core vibes. But i'd

1310
01:16:20,439 --> 01:16:22,080
Speaker 5: be dressing like I work.

1311
01:16:22,080 --> 01:16:32,280
Speaker 4: In a hot topic, what do you feel like?

1312
01:16:35,240 --> 01:16:38,160
Speaker 1: How would you describe your personality? Because I feel like

1313
01:16:38,160 --> 01:16:39,599
Speaker 1: you've described only your appearance.

1314
01:16:41,160 --> 01:16:41,960
Speaker 10: I'm chaotic.

1315
01:16:42,760 --> 01:16:45,799
Speaker 1: You're chaotic. It's the most chaotic thing you've done recently.

1316
01:16:47,680 --> 01:16:48,160
Speaker 5: I don't know.

1317
01:16:48,280 --> 01:16:49,800
Speaker 10: Everything is chaos.

1318
01:16:52,000 --> 01:16:52,679
Speaker 5: Let me think.

1319
01:16:54,240 --> 01:16:58,920
Speaker 10: The other night I attempted to jump off my friend's

1320
01:16:59,000 --> 01:17:03,320
Speaker 10: bed and do a split and almost broke my legs.

1321
01:17:04,680 --> 01:17:06,760
Speaker 10: I think that was it, And it was like to

1322
01:17:06,840 --> 01:17:13,720
Speaker 10: Shaun Kingston or some ship like for no, it just

1323
01:17:13,880 --> 01:17:15,920
Speaker 10: was spur of the moment, I'm gonna do that, and

1324
01:17:16,000 --> 01:17:20,320
Speaker 10: I almost did it, or did it, but I didn't

1325
01:17:20,320 --> 01:17:21,800
Speaker 10: break my legs.

1326
01:17:26,200 --> 01:17:35,240
Speaker 1: I don't know about chaotic, dangerous? Right, certainly dangerous? What else? What?

1327
01:17:35,439 --> 01:17:37,400
Speaker 1: What is? Do you do? You do?

1328
01:17:37,439 --> 01:17:38,000
Speaker 4: You do?

1329
01:17:38,040 --> 01:17:41,280
Speaker 1: You have a habit ariana would you say of putting

1330
01:17:41,280 --> 01:17:45,160
Speaker 1: yourself in dangerous situations?

1331
01:17:46,400 --> 01:17:49,519
Speaker 10: It depends because I don't see situations as dangerous, but

1332
01:17:49,560 --> 01:17:52,200
Speaker 10: then people around you are like, why are you doing that?

1333
01:17:52,200 --> 01:17:53,840
Speaker 10: That is definitely dangerous.

1334
01:17:54,200 --> 01:17:57,519
Speaker 1: Yeah, we had a caller like that today.

1335
01:17:59,520 --> 01:18:01,840
Speaker 10: Yeah, I feel like I would also vibe with them.

1336
01:18:01,840 --> 01:18:04,559
Speaker 10: Oh wait, was it the girl with the inmate Penthal?

1337
01:18:05,080 --> 01:18:05,280
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1338
01:18:05,280 --> 01:18:05,800
Speaker 1: I would say.

1339
01:18:07,360 --> 01:18:07,639
Speaker 7: Yeah.

1340
01:18:07,680 --> 01:18:09,960
Speaker 10: I was kind of relating to her because I also

1341
01:18:10,040 --> 01:18:13,679
Speaker 10: Penthal and for a little bit was writing to a prisoner.

1342
01:18:13,880 --> 01:18:17,320
Speaker 1: But we don't have to do the same. We have

1343
01:18:17,400 --> 01:18:19,479
Speaker 1: to have all the same conversation again, do we?

1344
01:18:20,760 --> 01:18:20,840
Speaker 3: No?

1345
01:18:21,680 --> 01:18:22,320
Speaker 5: It is over.

1346
01:18:25,680 --> 01:18:28,120
Speaker 1: You two should be friends, although actually I don't know.

1347
01:18:28,160 --> 01:18:30,120
Speaker 1: I'm scared of what you could cook up together.

1348
01:18:31,280 --> 01:18:34,400
Speaker 10: Yeah, you're right, I feel like I definitely could vibe

1349
01:18:34,400 --> 01:18:37,080
Speaker 10: with her, though we could go on hikes or some

1350
01:18:37,160 --> 01:18:37,639
Speaker 10: shit do.

1351
01:18:37,600 --> 01:18:46,000
Speaker 1: Embroidery that sounds perfectly productive. Yes, what does cottage court mean?

1352
01:18:47,360 --> 01:18:48,200
Speaker 5: Cottage court?

1353
01:18:48,280 --> 01:18:50,799
Speaker 10: It's kind of it became a bit of a TikTok

1354
01:18:50,920 --> 01:18:59,320
Speaker 10: trend this year, like pen paling, embroidery, baking, gardening, like

1355
01:18:59,360 --> 01:19:02,880
Speaker 10: the kind of like cottage lifestyle.

1356
01:19:03,960 --> 01:19:06,120
Speaker 5: Chats or oh.

1357
01:19:05,680 --> 01:19:13,639
Speaker 1: I see, Yes, so like you're like a your grandmother Lee,

1358
01:19:13,800 --> 01:19:16,320
Speaker 1: But you would also go to like a basement punk show.

1359
01:19:17,640 --> 01:19:19,040
Speaker 5: Yes exactly.

1360
01:19:20,600 --> 01:19:23,760
Speaker 10: I would bring my knitting needle to a baby.

1361
01:19:24,160 --> 01:19:26,280
Speaker 1: Don't bring your knitting needle to a mosh pit because

1362
01:19:26,280 --> 01:19:31,280
Speaker 1: you're gonna stab someone. Stay clear, It's leave that at home.

1363
01:19:32,120 --> 01:19:37,280
Speaker 1: But have you ever been in love?

1364
01:19:39,960 --> 01:19:40,360
Speaker 4: I have?

1365
01:19:41,640 --> 01:19:42,519
Speaker 1: Who are you in love with?

1366
01:19:45,520 --> 01:19:48,040
Speaker 10: I had a boyfriend and I was kind of engaged

1367
01:19:48,080 --> 01:19:51,120
Speaker 10: with him for eight years and then I broke it

1368
01:19:51,160 --> 01:19:55,200
Speaker 10: off the summer ago. But we're still like in this

1369
01:19:55,320 --> 01:19:58,120
Speaker 10: weird phase where we're not official, but we're kind of

1370
01:19:58,160 --> 01:19:59,200
Speaker 10: just messing around.

1371
01:20:00,160 --> 01:20:00,640
Speaker 1: How old are you?

1372
01:20:02,000 --> 01:20:02,599
Speaker 5: I'm nineteen.

1373
01:20:03,320 --> 01:20:04,439
Speaker 1: So you've been engaged with this?

1374
01:20:04,800 --> 01:20:05,000
Speaker 5: Wait?

1375
01:20:05,040 --> 01:20:09,760
Speaker 1: Wait, so like you've been engaged like an engagement? Do

1376
01:20:10,240 --> 01:20:13,120
Speaker 1: you mean engaged like engage? Do you mean? What do

1377
01:20:13,120 --> 01:20:14,120
Speaker 1: you mean like engaged?

1378
01:20:15,520 --> 01:20:20,120
Speaker 10: I was dating him from like middle school, like a

1379
01:20:20,200 --> 01:20:25,519
Speaker 10: crazy time period from middle school up until August of

1380
01:20:25,600 --> 01:20:30,640
Speaker 10: last summer and my senior year. He had proposed to me,

1381
01:20:30,840 --> 01:20:33,519
Speaker 10: So we were engaged for about a year, but I

1382
01:20:33,560 --> 01:20:35,519
Speaker 10: didn't know what was going on, and I thought we

1383
01:20:35,560 --> 01:20:38,120
Speaker 10: should separate so I could figure things out.

1384
01:20:40,200 --> 01:20:42,120
Speaker 1: Okay, I thought, you're saying you've been engaged since you

1385
01:20:42,160 --> 01:20:42,719
Speaker 1: were eleven.

1386
01:20:43,680 --> 01:20:47,200
Speaker 10: No, God, No, that does seem like something I do.

1387
01:20:47,320 --> 01:20:47,599
Speaker 3: Though.

1388
01:20:48,000 --> 01:20:55,920
Speaker 1: Definitely, how old was he? You have so issue?

1389
01:20:55,920 --> 01:20:58,920
Speaker 10: You don't tell me he's only two years older than me?

1390
01:20:59,360 --> 01:21:03,560
Speaker 1: Okay, part of me felt like he was like thirty

1391
01:21:03,560 --> 01:21:04,320
Speaker 1: five or something.

1392
01:21:05,240 --> 01:21:08,479
Speaker 10: I mean, if I was dating him in middle school,

1393
01:21:08,520 --> 01:21:12,000
Speaker 10: it definitely would be the stereotype from our generation of

1394
01:21:12,080 --> 01:21:15,200
Speaker 10: like all the middle schoolers dating older online dudes.

1395
01:21:16,439 --> 01:21:21,040
Speaker 1: Is that a stereotype? Is that like a common thing?

1396
01:21:21,320 --> 01:21:25,920
Speaker 10: Yeah, sadly, I've heard it from many people on the

1397
01:21:25,920 --> 01:21:34,760
Speaker 10: internet in real life everywhere. Oh boy, do you think

1398
01:21:34,760 --> 01:21:35,600
Speaker 10: we're compatible?

1399
01:21:36,280 --> 01:21:37,400
Speaker 1: Do I think we're compatible?

1400
01:21:38,320 --> 01:21:38,519
Speaker 10: Yeah?

1401
01:21:38,640 --> 01:21:38,880
Speaker 5: Do you?

1402
01:21:39,040 --> 01:21:40,600
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know if I'm crazy.

1403
01:21:40,360 --> 01:21:46,120
Speaker 5: Enough for you, But could you vibe?

1404
01:21:48,640 --> 01:21:50,160
Speaker 1: Could I vibe.

1405
01:21:51,280 --> 01:21:53,640
Speaker 10: Like if I'm doing chaotic stuff? Could you send the

1406
01:21:53,680 --> 01:21:56,040
Speaker 10: corner and still support me and be like, she's doing

1407
01:21:56,080 --> 01:21:56,639
Speaker 10: what she doing?

1408
01:21:58,640 --> 01:22:00,680
Speaker 1: You know how you ever was? I don't know if

1409
01:22:00,680 --> 01:22:02,519
Speaker 1: you watch the stream, but like, if someone tells me

1410
01:22:02,560 --> 01:22:06,519
Speaker 1: something else should go oh or ah, and then I'll

1411
01:22:06,560 --> 01:22:09,160
Speaker 1: like make a comment or a face. I'd probably be

1412
01:22:09,240 --> 01:22:10,080
Speaker 1: doing stuff like that.

1413
01:22:13,240 --> 01:22:14,920
Speaker 10: I feel like in a way that is vibing.

1414
01:22:19,800 --> 01:22:22,160
Speaker 1: See when you I didn't do that intentionally, but see

1415
01:22:22,160 --> 01:22:23,200
Speaker 1: how when you said I feel like in a way

1416
01:22:23,240 --> 01:22:27,400
Speaker 1: that was vibing, and I was like, yeah, I'll probably.

1417
01:22:27,120 --> 01:22:32,240
Speaker 10: Do stuff like that, Yeah, vibing in silence.

1418
01:22:37,120 --> 01:22:39,519
Speaker 1: Well, there's only one way to one way to for

1419
01:22:39,600 --> 01:22:41,040
Speaker 1: hear that out for sure, and that's for us to

1420
01:22:41,080 --> 01:22:42,519
Speaker 1: go on a game That's for us to go on

1421
01:22:42,560 --> 01:22:43,519
Speaker 1: a date to game stop.

1422
01:22:45,560 --> 01:22:47,639
Speaker 10: I haven't been to a game stopping forever.

1423
01:22:48,200 --> 01:22:48,880
Speaker 5: That'd be cool.

1424
01:22:50,439 --> 01:22:51,960
Speaker 1: We'll do that. We'll go on a date to game

1425
01:22:52,000 --> 01:23:00,600
Speaker 1: stop and you know, maybe next Saturday at you know,

1426
01:23:00,640 --> 01:23:03,439
Speaker 1: at two pm.

1427
01:23:03,680 --> 01:23:04,880
Speaker 5: I feel like that could work out.

1428
01:23:05,360 --> 01:23:08,200
Speaker 10: I don't have to drive like twenty hours, but I

1429
01:23:08,200 --> 01:23:09,200
Speaker 10: feel like it could work out.

1430
01:23:10,000 --> 01:23:13,120
Speaker 1: Okay, great, and then I will see you at the

1431
01:23:13,280 --> 01:23:24,000
Speaker 1: Arunde Mills game stop a week from tomorrow at two pm.

1432
01:23:24,080 --> 01:23:28,320
Speaker 5: All right, have a good night, yack you too, Arianna.

1433
01:23:28,479 --> 01:23:33,640
Speaker 1: Stay safe, don't don't break your legs doing TikTok dances.

1434
01:23:34,840 --> 01:23:35,360
Speaker 10: I will not.

1435
01:23:36,680 --> 01:23:38,840
Speaker 1: All right, Arianna, I love you. I'll talk to you soon.

1436
01:23:40,400 --> 01:23:44,160
Speaker 5: I love you too. Goodbye, goodbye.

1437
01:23:52,720 --> 01:23:54,679
Speaker 7: All from Nat.

1438
01:23:56,200 --> 01:23:56,360
Speaker 5: Two.

1439
01:23:57,320 --> 01:23:57,559
Speaker 1: Nate?

1440
01:24:01,320 --> 01:24:10,320
Speaker 2: Hello, Nate? Yes, while can you hear me?

1441
01:24:10,320 --> 01:24:10,759
Speaker 5: Okay?

1442
01:24:13,439 --> 01:24:19,559
Speaker 1: Yes? Yes, Nate?

1443
01:24:20,840 --> 01:24:21,680
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1444
01:24:21,720 --> 01:24:22,280
Speaker 1: Who are you?

1445
01:24:24,880 --> 01:24:25,360
Speaker 2: I'm Nate?

1446
01:24:27,920 --> 01:24:28,960
Speaker 1: Okay? What about Nate?

1447
01:24:30,000 --> 01:24:30,120
Speaker 5: Uh?

1448
01:24:31,600 --> 01:24:36,280
Speaker 2: I'm uh uh? Can you be more specific?

1449
01:24:37,080 --> 01:24:37,160
Speaker 1: No?

1450
01:24:39,880 --> 01:24:41,479
Speaker 2: I can I just say a really quick while that

1451
01:24:41,600 --> 01:24:42,599
Speaker 2: I really respect your work.

1452
01:24:43,840 --> 01:24:44,120
Speaker 1: Thank you.

1453
01:24:44,280 --> 01:24:47,040
Speaker 2: I'm a huge I'm a huge fan. Actually, thank you?

1454
01:24:51,479 --> 01:24:58,120
Speaker 2: Who am I? That is the question? See, I I

1455
01:24:58,120 --> 01:25:01,519
Speaker 2: know you have like a then right, you know I have.

1456
01:25:01,479 --> 01:25:06,120
Speaker 1: A theme, but we don't know. We don't have to.

1457
01:25:07,600 --> 01:25:07,760
Speaker 8: You know.

1458
01:25:07,800 --> 01:25:09,840
Speaker 1: I Here's what I'll do. I'll be any version of

1459
01:25:10,160 --> 01:25:14,400
Speaker 1: we can do any verse if you're what version of

1460
01:25:14,400 --> 01:25:15,240
Speaker 1: this do you want to do?

1461
01:25:16,960 --> 01:25:19,200
Speaker 2: I called with something on my mind.

1462
01:25:20,320 --> 01:25:21,200
Speaker 1: All right, let's do that.

1463
01:25:22,120 --> 01:25:26,920
Speaker 2: Okay, So I don't am I able to drop? So

1464
01:25:27,000 --> 01:25:29,000
Speaker 2: let me do names in your in your chat?

1465
01:25:29,240 --> 01:25:29,320
Speaker 5: Like?

1466
01:25:29,360 --> 01:25:30,680
Speaker 1: Can I sell you anything you want to do?

1467
01:25:31,479 --> 01:25:34,960
Speaker 2: Okay? Sweet? So you know who Jeffrey Star is.

1468
01:25:36,400 --> 01:25:39,120
Speaker 1: Jeffrey Star he's.

1469
01:25:39,000 --> 01:25:41,759
Speaker 2: Like he like he's a really wealthy and he sells

1470
01:25:41,800 --> 01:25:45,400
Speaker 2: like men's paler or like women's pals. He's a homosexual man.

1471
01:25:47,880 --> 01:25:49,280
Speaker 1: Is that what he's famous for?

1472
01:25:50,400 --> 01:25:52,519
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm sure you're chatting us who he is. He's

1473
01:25:52,600 --> 01:25:53,280
Speaker 2: very famous for that.

1474
01:25:54,960 --> 01:25:56,760
Speaker 1: He's famous for being a homosexual man.

1475
01:25:57,520 --> 01:26:00,720
Speaker 2: Well not no, not necessarily, but like he said, he

1476
01:26:00,800 --> 01:26:03,880
Speaker 2: sells men what he sells. He's a man, but he

1477
01:26:03,960 --> 01:26:10,680
Speaker 2: sells like women's makeup paler. He's very wealthy. Okay, anyway, anyway,

1478
01:26:10,800 --> 01:26:14,360
Speaker 2: so I guess in this case, Jeffrey Star is more

1479
01:26:14,439 --> 01:26:16,840
Speaker 2: or less like a just a figure, like a type

1480
01:26:16,880 --> 01:26:22,200
Speaker 2: of person. Right, And see, I'm the college students, so

1481
01:26:22,240 --> 01:26:27,200
Speaker 2: I'm not like super wealthy, but uh, Jeffrey Star's money

1482
01:26:27,400 --> 01:26:38,400
Speaker 2: is attractive to me. Okay, and she see I actually

1483
01:26:38,439 --> 01:26:40,519
Speaker 2: have a girlfriend at the time, Like at the moment,

1484
01:26:40,600 --> 01:26:42,599
Speaker 2: I'm not messing with you, Like right, you're taking me serious?

1485
01:26:42,680 --> 01:26:48,120
Speaker 1: Right, yeah, yeah you're not. You're being serious.

1486
01:26:49,120 --> 01:26:54,880
Speaker 2: Yes, I can't deal with this. Yeah, so, like, uh,

1487
01:26:55,640 --> 01:26:59,360
Speaker 2: I have a girlfriend right now, right, But like, uh,

1488
01:26:59,600 --> 01:27:03,080
Speaker 2: sometimes I think about like I think I think about

1489
01:27:03,120 --> 01:27:06,400
Speaker 2: material money too much, and like I think that like

1490
01:27:06,520 --> 01:27:11,280
Speaker 2: I would I would allow myself to be homosexual for like,

1491
01:27:11,880 --> 01:27:15,000
Speaker 2: in order to be married to a homosexual man with

1492
01:27:15,120 --> 01:27:20,640
Speaker 2: lots of money, even though I am heterosexual.

1493
01:27:22,840 --> 01:27:25,519
Speaker 1: I think they call that gay for pay.

1494
01:27:26,280 --> 01:27:30,120
Speaker 2: And that's what it's called in the porn industry. Well

1495
01:27:30,280 --> 01:27:34,160
Speaker 2: I'm not trying to do porn, I know.

1496
01:27:34,200 --> 01:27:35,720
Speaker 1: I just I'm just saying that that's what they call

1497
01:27:35,760 --> 01:27:36,679
Speaker 1: it in the porn industry.

1498
01:27:37,160 --> 01:27:41,320
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, okay, Well, like I just I guess the

1499
01:27:41,360 --> 01:27:44,320
Speaker 2: moral of the story is, like, my friend's give me

1500
01:27:44,360 --> 01:27:47,160
Speaker 2: a hard time about it, But like I was just

1501
01:27:47,160 --> 01:27:49,800
Speaker 2: wondering if you had like any idea about like material

1502
01:27:50,120 --> 01:27:52,000
Speaker 2: value over happiness.

1503
01:27:52,880 --> 01:27:56,160
Speaker 1: Your friend is giving you a hard time because you

1504
01:27:56,280 --> 01:28:09,599
Speaker 1: would be homosexual for money, Yes, precisely, would you ever?

1505
01:28:12,720 --> 01:28:16,040
Speaker 1: You know you can do that. I didn't stop it.

1506
01:28:16,080 --> 01:28:18,479
Speaker 2: You I'm doing that, No, I know, and my and

1507
01:28:18,520 --> 01:28:21,400
Speaker 2: my friend isn't a bad person for that. But I think, I.

1508
01:28:21,320 --> 01:28:23,120
Speaker 1: Mean, you know, look, I would check. I would check

1509
01:28:23,400 --> 01:28:27,360
Speaker 1: with your girlfriend and see, you know, what the what

1510
01:28:27,360 --> 01:28:30,000
Speaker 1: what what the what if there's a clause about this

1511
01:28:30,120 --> 01:28:32,280
Speaker 1: in your relationship contract.

1512
01:28:33,720 --> 01:28:37,080
Speaker 2: And see, I agree with that too. But I guess

1513
01:28:37,439 --> 01:28:39,320
Speaker 2: more or less, my thought is, like I'm curious as

1514
01:28:39,320 --> 01:28:43,720
Speaker 2: to why I heterosexual man like I feel as though

1515
01:28:43,720 --> 01:28:48,360
Speaker 2: it would be okay to become homosexual for money.

1516
01:28:50,720 --> 01:28:53,840
Speaker 1: Well, look, in a way, everyone who hates their job

1517
01:28:53,960 --> 01:28:55,280
Speaker 1: is homosexual for money.

1518
01:28:58,080 --> 01:29:01,280
Speaker 2: That's actually like really intelligent.

1519
01:29:03,040 --> 01:29:10,920
Speaker 1: You know, you don't like engaging in homosexual acts.

1520
01:29:10,880 --> 01:29:12,920
Speaker 2: In like the most respectful way possible, you know.

1521
01:29:12,960 --> 01:29:15,760
Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah, you know how you're saying, yeah,

1522
01:29:16,920 --> 01:29:18,639
Speaker 1: but you do it. You would do it for.

1523
01:29:18,680 --> 01:29:21,680
Speaker 2: Money, like extravage it.

1524
01:29:21,720 --> 01:29:27,640
Speaker 1: Well, yes, similar to how you know, I don't like

1525
01:29:30,240 --> 01:29:32,800
Speaker 1: you know, most most people that don't like type and

1526
01:29:32,840 --> 01:29:37,960
Speaker 1: spreadsheets on a computer or making hamburgers or driving taxi cabs,

1527
01:29:39,640 --> 01:29:41,240
Speaker 1: but they'll do it for money.

1528
01:29:41,720 --> 01:29:42,759
Speaker 2: So they'll do it for money.

1529
01:29:43,840 --> 01:29:48,640
Speaker 1: Now, there are some people who do like engaging in

1530
01:29:48,680 --> 01:29:51,120
Speaker 1: homosexual acts that do do it for money, you know,

1531
01:29:51,240 --> 01:29:58,439
Speaker 1: similar to how some people like, you know, painting and

1532
01:29:58,479 --> 01:30:00,679
Speaker 1: they paint and then then money painting.

1533
01:30:04,160 --> 01:30:08,640
Speaker 2: I see. But I feel like a major drive for

1534
01:30:08,760 --> 01:30:12,439
Speaker 2: me at the moment is that I like don't have

1535
01:30:12,479 --> 01:30:16,800
Speaker 2: a lot of money, you know, and like if I

1536
01:30:16,800 --> 01:30:18,439
Speaker 2: had money, maybe I wouldn't think about it.

1537
01:30:24,600 --> 01:30:26,719
Speaker 1: If you had money, maybe you wouldn't think about.

1538
01:30:26,479 --> 01:30:31,600
Speaker 2: It like I would. Like, it's an interesting thought to me,

1539
01:30:31,760 --> 01:30:36,560
Speaker 2: why like it occurs to me that I.

1540
01:30:35,640 --> 01:30:39,200
Speaker 1: I would look within yourself like like like like what

1541
01:30:39,240 --> 01:30:46,360
Speaker 1: are your boundaries? Like would you find being like I don't.

1542
01:30:46,400 --> 01:30:49,960
Speaker 1: I don't believe. I do not believe I say this

1543
01:30:50,680 --> 01:30:54,960
Speaker 1: that there is anything inherently there's nothing inherently objectively degrading

1544
01:30:55,320 --> 01:31:00,760
Speaker 1: about sexualizing sexualizing yourself for money. But if you personally,

1545
01:31:01,360 --> 01:31:05,280
Speaker 1: I would feel degraded being sexualized for money, and you

1546
01:31:05,320 --> 01:31:06,560
Speaker 1: should take that into consideration.

1547
01:31:09,800 --> 01:31:12,160
Speaker 2: I agree. I agree with you on the fact that

1548
01:31:12,400 --> 01:31:14,959
Speaker 2: I don't think that it's a bad thing to sexualize

1549
01:31:14,960 --> 01:31:18,120
Speaker 2: yourself for money, But I personally am like a very

1550
01:31:19,080 --> 01:31:26,080
Speaker 2: sexually reserved person. So I just I just baffled by

1551
01:31:26,080 --> 01:31:29,600
Speaker 2: the fact that I would think that this was okay.

1552
01:31:31,240 --> 01:31:45,920
Speaker 2: But well, I think I really liked your gay or

1553
01:31:46,000 --> 01:31:50,559
Speaker 2: pay idea. I think that was really quite intelligent advice

1554
01:31:50,640 --> 01:31:55,559
Speaker 2: because you're right about that, like you would do almost

1555
01:31:55,600 --> 01:31:58,800
Speaker 2: anything for money, and extreme amounts of money, like a

1556
01:31:58,840 --> 01:32:03,280
Speaker 2: certain amount of money would make it that much easier

1557
01:32:03,320 --> 01:32:04,880
Speaker 2: to do something that you're completely against.

1558
01:32:08,000 --> 01:32:10,040
Speaker 1: Well you know, look, I mean, look, why is try it?

1559
01:32:11,520 --> 01:32:13,280
Speaker 1: Just try By the way, by the way, you don't

1560
01:32:13,280 --> 01:32:16,320
Speaker 1: have look, you don't have to go I mean I know,

1561
01:32:16,360 --> 01:32:19,800
Speaker 1: so I know some girls who like, you know, they

1562
01:32:19,840 --> 01:32:22,200
Speaker 1: do seeking arrangements, but they don't necessarily have sex with

1563
01:32:22,280 --> 01:32:23,800
Speaker 1: the dudes, you know, they'll just go on a date,

1564
01:32:24,280 --> 01:32:28,720
Speaker 1: hold their hand, talk to them. You know, for some

1565
01:32:28,800 --> 01:32:34,360
Speaker 1: people that's worse than sex actually really, but you could

1566
01:32:34,400 --> 01:32:36,320
Speaker 1: do that. You could find you can go on seeking

1567
01:32:36,400 --> 01:32:39,960
Speaker 1: arrangements and just find an old man who you know,

1568
01:32:40,000 --> 01:32:42,600
Speaker 1: you could go on a date with for money and

1569
01:32:42,680 --> 01:32:43,160
Speaker 1: see how that.

1570
01:32:43,320 --> 01:32:49,479
Speaker 2: See if you like that, I see, and like, I

1571
01:32:49,479 --> 01:32:51,960
Speaker 2: guess that would be the real test because then, like

1572
01:32:52,680 --> 01:32:54,639
Speaker 2: I could see if the money was worth it. And like,

1573
01:32:57,040 --> 01:32:58,760
Speaker 2: but like you know, you wouldn't want your existence to

1574
01:32:58,800 --> 01:33:02,240
Speaker 2: be torture either, like you've want to you'd want to

1575
01:33:02,280 --> 01:33:04,519
Speaker 2: be able to enjoy your life, even now that you're

1576
01:33:05,240 --> 01:33:08,960
Speaker 2: with a person specifically for their money, but you still

1577
01:33:09,000 --> 01:33:13,000
Speaker 2: respect that person, you know, Like you just like the

1578
01:33:13,040 --> 01:33:17,920
Speaker 2: money like a lot. Yeah, and that's why I think

1579
01:33:17,960 --> 01:33:19,320
Speaker 2: I love it.

1580
01:33:19,320 --> 01:33:21,400
Speaker 1: It's a look, it's you know, it's I think it's

1581
01:33:21,439 --> 01:33:26,479
Speaker 1: your own decision, Like are you what do you what

1582
01:33:26,560 --> 01:33:28,280
Speaker 1: are you willing to do for money? What are you

1583
01:33:28,280 --> 01:33:29,839
Speaker 1: not willing to do for you money? You know, explore

1584
01:33:29,960 --> 01:33:32,800
Speaker 1: I would take a little time explore your own boundaries.

1585
01:33:37,400 --> 01:33:40,400
Speaker 1: You can try camming. Would you could do what you

1586
01:33:40,439 --> 01:33:40,680
Speaker 1: do that?

1587
01:33:41,920 --> 01:33:43,679
Speaker 2: Would I like a cam girl?

1588
01:33:44,920 --> 01:33:48,160
Speaker 1: Well, like a cam guy, a cam guy?

1589
01:33:48,400 --> 01:33:50,160
Speaker 2: You could try that, you.

1590
01:33:50,120 --> 01:33:56,519
Speaker 1: Could try that. I mean, why did you why did

1591
01:33:56,520 --> 01:34:01,200
Speaker 1: you bring this up? Is the way to make money?

1592
01:34:01,960 --> 01:34:05,439
Speaker 2: I think? I think in this I'm just a little disappointed.

1593
01:34:05,439 --> 01:34:08,240
Speaker 2: You don't know who Jeffrey started, but that's fine. It's

1594
01:34:08,320 --> 01:34:15,559
Speaker 2: just the fact that he is extravagantly wealthy. And I

1595
01:34:15,600 --> 01:34:19,439
Speaker 2: think that, like that is what Like he drives like

1596
01:34:19,800 --> 01:34:24,640
Speaker 2: luxury cars and has Louis Vauton backpacks and lives in

1597
01:34:24,680 --> 01:34:28,479
Speaker 2: a mansion, and that to me is what I want.

1598
01:34:33,040 --> 01:34:37,040
Speaker 1: What you know what, Now, I'm less interested in your

1599
01:34:37,240 --> 01:34:40,360
Speaker 1: means of achieving money, and I'm more interested in why

1600
01:34:40,439 --> 01:34:42,040
Speaker 1: why do you want extreme wealth?

1601
01:34:44,280 --> 01:34:49,439
Speaker 2: And that's that's also why I think that I first off,

1602
01:34:49,840 --> 01:34:51,960
Speaker 2: I'm not very wealthy to begin with. You know, I

1603
01:34:51,960 --> 01:34:58,320
Speaker 2: grew up in middle class America and uh, and so

1604
01:34:58,479 --> 01:35:01,040
Speaker 2: I think that, like, now, you know, you didn't always

1605
01:35:01,080 --> 01:35:04,000
Speaker 2: have exactly what you wanted. But like I watch these

1606
01:35:04,000 --> 01:35:07,000
Speaker 2: celebrities who get this extreme wealth and this extreme power

1607
01:35:07,640 --> 01:35:10,360
Speaker 2: and then they say, oh, you know, it's not really

1608
01:35:10,360 --> 01:35:14,200
Speaker 2: worth it, when in reality, what do they have to

1609
01:35:14,240 --> 01:35:17,800
Speaker 2: worry about, you know, like once you get money, your

1610
01:35:17,800 --> 01:35:18,599
Speaker 2: troubles go away.

1611
01:35:20,200 --> 01:35:22,520
Speaker 1: I don't think that that is necessarily true.

1612
01:35:23,400 --> 01:35:25,479
Speaker 2: And so like that's why I came to you an

1613
01:35:25,560 --> 01:35:30,840
Speaker 2: unofficial therapist, but I just wanted to like ask why,

1614
01:35:31,040 --> 01:35:33,840
Speaker 2: like why do you think that your problems.

1615
01:35:33,560 --> 01:35:38,960
Speaker 1: Don't go away? I I mean, again, you know, I don't,

1616
01:35:39,640 --> 01:35:45,720
Speaker 1: I don't know, but I mean, like, I mean, gave

1617
01:35:46,040 --> 01:35:48,519
Speaker 1: even listen to it. Like celebrities give interviews all the

1618
01:35:48,600 --> 01:35:52,080
Speaker 1: time where they don't necessarily talk about how awesome their

1619
01:35:52,080 --> 01:35:55,960
Speaker 1: lives are. I mean, we also see like rich people

1620
01:35:56,320 --> 01:36:02,479
Speaker 1: fucking dying and kill themselves and getting into all kinds

1621
01:36:02,479 --> 01:36:08,160
Speaker 1: of like, you know, terrible life troubles even though they

1622
01:36:08,160 --> 01:36:10,639
Speaker 1: have a lot of money. You know, I don't think

1623
01:36:11,040 --> 01:36:12,720
Speaker 1: I don't think that's a good view to have that

1624
01:36:12,800 --> 01:36:16,240
Speaker 1: like money will inherently solve all of your problems. I'm

1625
01:36:16,280 --> 01:36:18,760
Speaker 1: not even saying that as like, like I'm not an

1626
01:36:18,800 --> 01:36:20,679
Speaker 1: advice guy. I'm not like a guy who like knows

1627
01:36:20,720 --> 01:36:25,719
Speaker 1: shit or anything. But I have heard I have read

1628
01:36:25,880 --> 01:36:31,240
Speaker 1: from people who do no shit. Not that anyone I

1629
01:36:31,240 --> 01:36:32,840
Speaker 1: guess no shit, but I don't know. I'm just I'm

1630
01:36:32,920 --> 01:36:34,000
Speaker 1: fucking sixteen, But.

1631
01:36:35,640 --> 01:36:36,320
Speaker 2: You're fifteen.

1632
01:36:37,120 --> 01:36:38,640
Speaker 1: No, I'm not actually fifteen.

1633
01:36:38,280 --> 01:36:43,240
Speaker 2: But oh well, I think that's a that's like the

1634
01:36:43,800 --> 01:36:45,840
Speaker 2: I think it's one of those things that if I'm honest,

1635
01:36:45,920 --> 01:36:47,200
Speaker 2: I want to see you for it. I want to

1636
01:36:47,200 --> 01:36:49,200
Speaker 2: see it for myself. Does that make sense?

1637
01:36:49,640 --> 01:36:52,719
Speaker 1: Someone said money buys security, which is true, money buys

1638
01:36:52,720 --> 01:36:53,439
Speaker 1: security and.

1639
01:36:53,400 --> 01:37:01,880
Speaker 2: Freedom, which is why I think like that's like the

1640
01:37:02,000 --> 01:37:08,840
Speaker 2: root of a lot of like especially lower class Americans problems,

1641
01:37:11,640 --> 01:37:13,800
Speaker 2: and like that would fix a lot of the day

1642
01:37:13,840 --> 01:37:14,680
Speaker 2: to day problems.

1643
01:37:14,880 --> 01:37:17,240
Speaker 1: Like you're telling me, do you do you have any

1644
01:37:17,320 --> 01:37:18,800
Speaker 1: you're talking about it? I feel like you just get

1645
01:37:18,840 --> 01:37:23,559
Speaker 1: new problems though. I feel there's there's no way to

1646
01:37:23,600 --> 01:37:30,679
Speaker 1: get all of your ship taken care well.

1647
01:37:30,600 --> 01:37:32,400
Speaker 2: Right, But then, like what is there Like do you

1648
01:37:32,439 --> 01:37:37,200
Speaker 2: believe that they're like the same like intensity of problems

1649
01:37:37,200 --> 01:37:39,400
Speaker 2: and like the same steaks, like the same things are

1650
01:37:39,400 --> 01:37:45,200
Speaker 2: at stake or because there's a difference between like not

1651
01:37:45,240 --> 01:37:50,160
Speaker 2: being able to buy Super Bowl tickets and buying like groceries.

1652
01:37:50,320 --> 01:38:00,439
Speaker 1: You know, yes, I think I remember reading some ship. Yeah, okay,

1653
01:38:00,439 --> 01:38:02,280
Speaker 1: I know I see what you're saying there. I think again,

1654
01:38:02,360 --> 01:38:04,960
Speaker 1: I don't know shit about Dick, but I feel like

1655
01:38:04,960 --> 01:38:09,360
Speaker 1: I remember reading something that like happiness effects there's like

1656
01:38:09,360 --> 01:38:12,559
Speaker 1: some study or something that's that happiness affects wealth effects

1657
01:38:12,600 --> 01:38:16,479
Speaker 1: happiness up to like a certain point. So like if

1658
01:38:16,479 --> 01:38:20,080
Speaker 1: you're I so like, I think they're interesting in being

1659
01:38:20,120 --> 01:38:25,679
Speaker 1: like impoverished and secure is pretty big, right, But they're

1660
01:38:25,680 --> 01:38:31,800
Speaker 1: interesting being secure and motherfucking jeffree Star ultra wealthy.

1661
01:38:32,000 --> 01:38:35,639
Speaker 2: I think, I think is different, like the difference between

1662
01:38:35,640 --> 01:38:38,000
Speaker 2: like one hundred and fifty thousand dollars and one hundred

1663
01:38:38,000 --> 01:38:39,880
Speaker 2: and fifty million dollars, So there's no difference thing.

1664
01:38:41,040 --> 01:38:43,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, someone set up to Yeah, I think it's

1665
01:38:43,320 --> 01:38:45,280
Speaker 1: up to like seventy five K or seventy K or

1666
01:38:45,280 --> 01:38:49,040
Speaker 1: something that I can understand. Yes, they're being like fucking

1667
01:38:49,200 --> 01:38:51,880
Speaker 1: impoverished and always having to worry about money and like

1668
01:38:51,960 --> 01:38:55,960
Speaker 1: being financially secure. I could definitely there's a happiness there,

1669
01:38:56,000 --> 01:39:00,559
Speaker 1: but I think between and again I don't think about kits,

1670
01:39:00,640 --> 01:39:04,640
Speaker 1: but there's a difference in that, And like the di

1671
01:39:04,680 --> 01:39:09,320
Speaker 1: answering someone who makes like seventy thousand dollars a year

1672
01:39:09,479 --> 01:39:11,560
Speaker 1: and has a million dollars.

1673
01:39:12,720 --> 01:39:13,200
Speaker 3: I see that.

1674
01:39:14,080 --> 01:39:15,360
Speaker 2: So like what are you gonna do?

1675
01:39:15,400 --> 01:39:17,720
Speaker 1: What do you what? What would you what would you do? Nate,

1676
01:39:17,720 --> 01:39:21,880
Speaker 1: if you had unlimited money, you know, okay, Okay, You're okay.

1677
01:39:21,880 --> 01:39:23,320
Speaker 1: You don't have to worry about money anymore. You don't

1678
01:39:23,320 --> 01:39:24,720
Speaker 1: have to worry about your groceries. You don't have to

1679
01:39:24,760 --> 01:39:26,240
Speaker 1: worry about what do you do now that you have

1680
01:39:26,280 --> 01:39:29,200
Speaker 1: like extraordinary wealth? What would you do?

1681
01:39:29,240 --> 01:39:31,600
Speaker 2: You know what, Lyle, that's a great question, and like

1682
01:39:32,560 --> 01:39:36,120
Speaker 2: and I honestly think about it a lot. And when

1683
01:39:36,120 --> 01:39:38,200
Speaker 2: I think about like this system of like getting to

1684
01:39:38,240 --> 01:39:40,080
Speaker 2: that point, what would I do once I get it?

1685
01:39:40,720 --> 01:39:44,160
Speaker 2: And like I guess, like you know, when you when

1686
01:39:44,200 --> 01:39:46,320
Speaker 2: you wake up at ten o'clock every morning, like on

1687
01:39:46,360 --> 01:39:49,280
Speaker 2: a weekday, and you feel like terrible because you walk

1688
01:39:49,360 --> 01:39:51,840
Speaker 2: up at ten o'clock. I would just wake up at noon,

1689
01:39:51,920 --> 01:39:54,000
Speaker 2: like you know, who cares? And like I would just

1690
01:39:54,479 --> 01:39:57,960
Speaker 2: get some breakfast and that someone made me, you know,

1691
01:39:58,080 --> 01:40:00,880
Speaker 2: and then like and then just do something stupid like

1692
01:40:00,920 --> 01:40:03,720
Speaker 2: Clay called duty all day because I can you know

1693
01:40:03,760 --> 01:40:07,400
Speaker 2: what I mean, you wouldn't get bored of that? And see,

1694
01:40:07,439 --> 01:40:09,559
Speaker 2: like that's just what I That's that's what I wanted.

1695
01:40:09,640 --> 01:40:11,040
Speaker 2: Like I want to find out if I would get

1696
01:40:11,080 --> 01:40:13,439
Speaker 2: bored of it, Like I want to get to that

1697
01:40:13,520 --> 01:40:16,680
Speaker 2: point where I have that much money and then like

1698
01:40:16,720 --> 01:40:18,760
Speaker 2: once I get bored, you know, I'll just what like

1699
01:40:18,920 --> 01:40:23,880
Speaker 2: I'll just buy something new. I'll just like I'll just

1700
01:40:23,920 --> 01:40:26,800
Speaker 2: like I'll just find something else that is extremely fun

1701
01:40:26,880 --> 01:40:28,280
Speaker 2: like that. But you can't do because you have to

1702
01:40:28,320 --> 01:40:31,720
Speaker 2: do other stuff sometimes unless you're super duper rich.

1703
01:40:33,640 --> 01:40:36,040
Speaker 1: I think that would like you would just buy like

1704
01:40:36,160 --> 01:40:36,800
Speaker 1: crazy shit.

1705
01:40:38,560 --> 01:40:40,200
Speaker 2: Well, like that's and then like and then you think

1706
01:40:40,200 --> 01:40:41,840
Speaker 2: about it, and then you're like, oh, that's how all

1707
01:40:41,840 --> 01:40:44,160
Speaker 2: a lot of winners end up, like you know, going

1708
01:40:44,160 --> 01:40:47,559
Speaker 2: off the deep end. But like I don't see how

1709
01:40:47,640 --> 01:40:49,639
Speaker 2: that could be unfun and like how you could ruin

1710
01:40:49,680 --> 01:40:53,160
Speaker 2: your life doing that because like you're just having a

1711
01:40:53,160 --> 01:41:03,200
Speaker 2: blast all the time and there's no consequences. Like I

1712
01:41:03,240 --> 01:41:04,840
Speaker 2: know you said that that's not a good way to think,

1713
01:41:04,880 --> 01:41:07,120
Speaker 2: but like I hope I'm making you think about it

1714
01:41:07,160 --> 01:41:09,519
Speaker 2: a little bit because you got.

1715
01:41:11,479 --> 01:41:15,639
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I don't, right, But we're not talking

1716
01:41:15,640 --> 01:41:18,559
Speaker 1: about we're not talking about not worrying about paying bills.

1717
01:41:18,600 --> 01:41:23,840
Speaker 1: We're talking about like extratraordinary wealth like ridiculous.

1718
01:41:24,600 --> 01:41:27,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, So I like, which is where.

1719
01:41:26,840 --> 01:41:35,439
Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like having enough money. I

1720
01:41:35,439 --> 01:41:37,719
Speaker 1: guess I get the like I get like the freedom

1721
01:41:37,760 --> 01:41:41,960
Speaker 1: that money buys you understandable for me. For me, money

1722
01:41:42,080 --> 01:41:44,559
Speaker 1: is cool because it means you don't have to do

1723
01:41:44,760 --> 01:41:47,479
Speaker 1: things you don't want to do. I'm not more. But

1724
01:41:47,520 --> 01:41:52,439
Speaker 1: then I also feel like when you buy crazy stuff,

1725
01:41:53,920 --> 01:41:56,280
Speaker 1: you need more money, which means you need to do

1726
01:41:56,320 --> 01:41:57,320
Speaker 1: more things you don't want to do.

1727
01:42:00,520 --> 01:42:04,639
Speaker 2: I see what you're saying, but I just.

1728
01:42:04,800 --> 01:42:09,800
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know boobs about but.

1729
01:42:08,520 --> 01:42:09,639
Speaker 2: But you do. You do a lot of these talk

1730
01:42:09,640 --> 01:42:12,160
Speaker 2: shows you gain on You're like basically you basically Joe

1731
01:42:12,200 --> 01:42:13,680
Speaker 2: Rogan at this point in the way that you like

1732
01:42:14,840 --> 01:42:17,519
Speaker 2: are just gathering information from other people you know, but

1733
01:42:18,720 --> 01:42:19,519
Speaker 2: you're doing a good thing.

1734
01:42:21,400 --> 01:42:25,840
Speaker 1: But before well go ahead, now, what were you gonna say?

1735
01:42:26,840 --> 01:42:29,280
Speaker 2: Uh? I just don't want to I don't want to

1736
01:42:29,280 --> 01:42:31,679
Speaker 2: hog the air, but I wanted to bring up another

1737
01:42:31,720 --> 01:42:33,519
Speaker 2: topic really quick. It's kind of like a like I

1738
01:42:33,560 --> 01:42:37,640
Speaker 2: get to know you question sure before you boot me,

1739
01:42:38,000 --> 01:42:40,519
Speaker 2: But uh I just want to know, so like I

1740
01:42:40,600 --> 01:42:42,800
Speaker 2: have my own like I'm saying this with my own

1741
01:42:43,160 --> 01:42:45,720
Speaker 2: like personal ideas in mind, and I just want to

1742
01:42:45,720 --> 01:42:47,920
Speaker 2: ask you and then I'll say mine if you so desire.

1743
01:42:47,960 --> 01:42:52,200
Speaker 2: But like, so you just got like a terminal illness. Right, Like,

1744
01:42:52,400 --> 01:42:53,960
Speaker 2: this is just a for instance, and I feel bad

1745
01:42:53,960 --> 01:42:55,560
Speaker 2: for anyone whoever has ever got one, but like just

1746
01:42:55,640 --> 01:42:59,599
Speaker 2: jokes aside, But like, you just got terminal illness. What's

1747
01:42:59,640 --> 01:43:01,000
Speaker 2: the first What are you gonna do with the rest

1748
01:43:01,000 --> 01:43:02,880
Speaker 2: of your life while you have time?

1749
01:43:04,920 --> 01:43:06,480
Speaker 1: How much time do I have left?

1750
01:43:07,920 --> 01:43:10,920
Speaker 2: Let's say you have Let's say the doctor gave you

1751
01:43:11,040 --> 01:43:11,880
Speaker 2: thirty days to live.

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Speaker 1: I mean I would spend it with my friends and

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01:43:16,960 --> 01:43:19,559
Speaker 1: my family, and I would reflect over everything in my

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01:43:19,600 --> 01:43:20,880
Speaker 1: life that I had to be grateful for.

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01:43:24,080 --> 01:43:25,400
Speaker 2: That's a very mature answer.

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01:43:25,760 --> 01:43:27,360
Speaker 1: You're gonna tell me that you would like go do

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01:43:27,479 --> 01:43:28,720
Speaker 1: some crazy shit, aren't you.

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01:43:30,439 --> 01:43:33,160
Speaker 2: This doesn't segue into yeah, no, that's.

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01:43:33,000 --> 01:43:34,679
Speaker 1: What you're gonna say. You're gonna say that you would

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01:43:34,680 --> 01:43:35,960
Speaker 1: like know skydiving and ship.

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01:43:36,560 --> 01:43:38,040
Speaker 2: No, I'm gonna what I was gonna do.

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01:43:38,080 --> 01:43:39,880
Speaker 1: You're gonna say you would go do skydiving and do

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01:43:39,920 --> 01:43:40,760
Speaker 1: heroin in the sky.

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01:43:42,800 --> 01:43:46,240
Speaker 2: Okay, Lyle, you're more you know more about the world

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01:43:46,560 --> 01:43:49,360
Speaker 2: than you think than people think you do. My my

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01:43:49,439 --> 01:43:53,000
Speaker 2: answer precisely was going to be yes, say goodbye, right,

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01:43:53,640 --> 01:43:57,240
Speaker 2: but then just like live out every narcotic and drug

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01:43:57,280 --> 01:43:58,639
Speaker 2: fantasy that you've ever desired.

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01:43:58,760 --> 01:44:04,080
Speaker 1: You know, I don't like what I don't want heroin?

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01:44:04,960 --> 01:44:09,160
Speaker 1: What do you imagine your mom when you're about to die,

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01:44:10,360 --> 01:44:12,360
Speaker 1: wanting to spend time with you, but you're too busy

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01:44:12,520 --> 01:44:13,599
Speaker 1: fucking doing heroin.

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01:44:22,360 --> 01:44:25,599
Speaker 2: I mean you kind of put me in a put

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01:44:25,640 --> 01:44:30,320
Speaker 2: me in a tight spot there, but like I just

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01:44:30,360 --> 01:44:34,000
Speaker 2: don't get like, okay, so like you're not going to exist.

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01:44:34,000 --> 01:44:35,439
Speaker 2: You actually talking about this as the last girl a

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01:44:35,479 --> 01:44:39,639
Speaker 2: little bit, but anyway, you're you're gone from this current

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01:44:39,640 --> 01:44:44,080
Speaker 2: time and space in like two hours, and you don't

1779
01:44:44,080 --> 01:44:46,800
Speaker 2: want to try something you've always wanted to do, Like, like,

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01:44:46,800 --> 01:44:52,639
Speaker 2: what's your heroin? In this position? Your mom?

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01:44:52,800 --> 01:44:52,880
Speaker 3: What?

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01:44:54,840 --> 01:44:56,519
Speaker 2: Like I'm saying, like, you know, my thing is like

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01:44:56,520 --> 01:44:58,120
Speaker 2: I've always want, Like I just want to know what

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01:44:58,160 --> 01:45:00,320
Speaker 2: it feel like to do heroin? What's like that thing

1785
01:45:00,360 --> 01:45:02,360
Speaker 2: you wanted to do your whole life? And now you

1786
01:45:02,400 --> 01:45:05,920
Speaker 2: have no regrets, Like as long as doesn't hurt anybody,

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01:45:06,080 --> 01:45:11,040
Speaker 2: what are you going to go do? See your mom?

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01:45:11,080 --> 01:45:12,200
Speaker 2: I guess you kind of already.

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01:45:11,920 --> 01:45:14,800
Speaker 1: Answered it, but you said see my mom.

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01:45:15,760 --> 01:45:17,360
Speaker 2: Oh, I just don't know what your thing is? Like

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01:45:17,600 --> 01:45:19,400
Speaker 2: I get I see your family anything like that, but like,

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01:45:19,560 --> 01:45:21,160
Speaker 2: give me more than that. Give me something here.

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01:45:22,720 --> 01:45:26,560
Speaker 1: I don't have a I'm trying to think of this realistically,

1794
01:45:26,600 --> 01:45:30,960
Speaker 1: like if I was actually dying, But like it's kind of.

1795
01:45:30,920 --> 01:45:34,439
Speaker 2: Like one of those questions like I just wanted to

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01:45:34,880 --> 01:45:37,720
Speaker 2: hear you're I just wanted to get some ideas from you,

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01:45:38,280 --> 01:45:40,799
Speaker 2: like I wanted to get to know Lie.

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01:45:40,800 --> 01:45:41,280
Speaker 3: A little bit.

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01:45:42,680 --> 01:45:44,280
Speaker 1: I don't think I have a thing like that. I

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01:45:44,320 --> 01:45:47,680
Speaker 1: don't think I want to do Heroin or jump out

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01:45:47,720 --> 01:45:51,760
Speaker 1: of a plan. I'm doing most of the things that

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01:45:51,800 --> 01:45:55,839
Speaker 1: I want to be doing right now. I'd like to travel,

1803
01:45:55,920 --> 01:45:58,360
Speaker 1: but I can't do that right now because there's a pandemic.

1804
01:45:58,400 --> 01:46:00,439
Speaker 1: But other than that, I'm kind of them.

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01:46:02,240 --> 01:46:05,000
Speaker 2: And I admire your You say you don't know nothing

1806
01:46:05,000 --> 01:46:09,240
Speaker 2: about nothing, but I admire your wisdom honestly you.

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01:46:09,320 --> 01:46:13,320
Speaker 1: Well, thanks man, I appreciate it. I don't know if

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01:46:13,320 --> 01:46:16,639
Speaker 1: I did anything like Joe Rogan, but well.

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01:46:16,520 --> 01:46:17,880
Speaker 2: You know what I mean by Joe Rogan, like in

1810
01:46:17,880 --> 01:46:21,080
Speaker 2: the way that you're gaining knowledge from strangers and like learning.

1811
01:46:21,920 --> 01:46:25,160
Speaker 1: But it's true. Well he talks to like, you know, scientists,

1812
01:46:25,200 --> 01:46:31,280
Speaker 1: and I'm talking to you know you. I get it,

1813
01:46:32,160 --> 01:46:33,439
Speaker 1: no no offense, but.

1814
01:46:36,080 --> 01:46:37,680
Speaker 2: I mean maybe someday I'll be a scientist, and I'll

1815
01:46:37,680 --> 01:46:38,920
Speaker 2: come my Onny show.

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01:46:38,960 --> 01:46:41,280
Speaker 1: Maybe someday you will be a scientist and you can

1817
01:46:41,520 --> 01:46:43,640
Speaker 1: you can tell us all about you can study the

1818
01:46:43,680 --> 01:46:46,400
Speaker 1: effects of heroin. That's how you'll do this.

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01:46:46,680 --> 01:46:49,120
Speaker 2: I think I won't. I won't do heroin, but I

1820
01:46:49,160 --> 01:46:52,639
Speaker 2: hope to someday be able to like find the answers

1821
01:46:52,680 --> 01:46:55,960
Speaker 2: to light and extravagant. Well, but you did. You did

1822
01:46:55,960 --> 01:46:58,800
Speaker 2: help me in that. I realized it's not the best

1823
01:46:58,800 --> 01:47:03,280
Speaker 2: way to think. But it's just something I'm curious about.

1824
01:47:03,320 --> 01:47:06,599
Speaker 1: I should think someone someone said that what I said

1825
01:47:06,600 --> 01:47:08,479
Speaker 1: to you was mean, and it was, but it didn't.

1826
01:47:08,520 --> 01:47:09,439
Speaker 1: I didn't mean it that way.

1827
01:47:09,960 --> 01:47:11,880
Speaker 2: Oh I didn't. I didn't. I didn't think it was me.

1828
01:47:12,000 --> 01:47:12,599
Speaker 2: I understand.

1829
01:47:12,720 --> 01:47:14,519
Speaker 1: I don't think it's I don't think it's mean to

1830
01:47:14,560 --> 01:47:15,880
Speaker 1: say that you're not a scientist.

1831
01:47:16,920 --> 01:47:19,400
Speaker 2: I am whoever said that in the chat, I am

1832
01:47:19,479 --> 01:47:20,240
Speaker 2: not a scientist.

1833
01:47:20,960 --> 01:47:22,920
Speaker 1: Look, you're as much of a scientist as I am.

1834
01:47:23,000 --> 01:47:25,599
Speaker 1: Joe Rogan, that's what I meant to say.

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01:47:27,160 --> 01:47:29,960
Speaker 2: That's fair, but like, no credit to me, even more

1836
01:47:29,960 --> 01:47:30,679
Speaker 2: credit to yourself.

1837
01:47:30,720 --> 01:47:34,720
Speaker 1: Wow, what I'm trying to say, Well, thank you man. No,

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01:47:34,840 --> 01:47:36,919
Speaker 1: it is how I said it. I said it with

1839
01:47:36,920 --> 01:47:39,640
Speaker 1: with some stink. All right, anyway, look, Nate, you're a

1840
01:47:39,680 --> 01:47:45,479
Speaker 1: beautiful man, and uh don't I'm I'm gonna be worrying

1841
01:47:45,479 --> 01:47:48,360
Speaker 1: about you. So would you be safe?

1842
01:47:48,800 --> 01:47:49,720
Speaker 4: We we.

1843
01:47:51,320 --> 01:47:53,439
Speaker 1: Just be safe, Nate, Okay, can you be safe for me?

1844
01:47:54,479 --> 01:47:56,479
Speaker 2: Well? Yeah, and I hope to I hope to talk

1845
01:47:56,479 --> 01:47:58,080
Speaker 2: to you again.

1846
01:47:57,560 --> 01:47:58,479
Speaker 5: I love it.

1847
01:47:58,520 --> 01:47:59,240
Speaker 1: I'll talk to you soon.

1848
01:48:00,040 --> 01:48:01,639
Speaker 2: All right lyle bye.

1849
01:48:10,400 --> 01:48:10,920
Speaker 1: That was it.

1850
01:48:11,040 --> 01:48:11,599
Speaker 4: That was all.

1851
01:48:11,680 --> 01:48:13,880
Speaker 1: That was the show. Thank you so much for watching.

1852
01:48:13,920 --> 01:48:17,080
Speaker 1: I really appreciate it. I love you all. This has

1853
01:48:17,160 --> 01:48:21,479
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1856
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01:48:53,439 --> 01:48:56,880
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1867
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Speaker 1: as well. You know, just just beyond this with me,

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Speaker 1: L E four e V e R. Anyway, I love

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Speaker 1: you all more than I have the words to to

1875
01:49:29,320 --> 01:49:32,120
Speaker 1: fathom and I will talk to you all soon. And

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01:49:32,520 --> 01:49:37,559
Speaker 1: take care and enjoy Thanksgiving when it comes in, uh,

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Speaker 1: you know, two months, all right, Bye,