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Speaker 1: what's up? Welcome to this edition of soft Rep Radio.

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Speaker 1: I am your host, rad and I have a very

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Speaker 1: Van Camp, former United States Special Forces believe it's the

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Speaker 1: Also West Point football alumni. Correct me if I'm wrong.

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Speaker 1: Is that correct? So far you're getting close, man. So

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Speaker 1: I'm a Green Beret, that's true. I was intense group,

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Speaker 1: So tell me about deliberates, tell us about Deliberate Discomfort. Oh,

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Speaker 1: i'd be my honor and Rad You're not go way back, man.

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Speaker 1: So you know my mindset. It's about doing hard things.

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Speaker 1: How US Special Operations Forces overcome fear and dare to

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Speaker 1: play pranks, you know, like that is kind of my mindset.

425
00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:52,040
Speaker 1: Enjoyed life, you know, get stories. And I never shined

426
00:21:52,160 --> 00:21:54,199
Speaker 1: a boot in my life. I had no idea how

427
00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:56,080
Speaker 1: to shine a boot. And I don't want to say

428
00:21:56,080 --> 00:21:57,920
Speaker 1: I was alone. Like when I showed up West Point,

429
00:21:57,960 --> 00:22:00,160
Speaker 1: like first day you have to shine boots and don't

430
00:22:00,200 --> 00:22:02,119
Speaker 1: really show you how to do it, and so and

431
00:22:02,160 --> 00:22:04,399
Speaker 1: you're like, am I alone? And you look around and

432
00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:06,720
Speaker 1: there's like nine other football players, like I don't know,

433
00:22:06,880 --> 00:22:10,200
Speaker 1: how do you do that? You know? And so you shine.

434
00:22:10,760 --> 00:22:13,439
Speaker 1: It looks terrible, looks like you like, you know, musha

435
00:22:13,520 --> 00:22:16,680
Speaker 1: hershey bar on the right on the boot. And then

436
00:22:16,680 --> 00:22:19,400
Speaker 1: you give you a hard time and then eventually eventually

437
00:22:19,440 --> 00:22:22,480
Speaker 1: you get it right, you know and conon swabs little water,

438
00:22:22,600 --> 00:22:26,359
Speaker 1: some circle motions, spitting on it, you know, like small

439
00:22:26,480 --> 00:22:29,520
Speaker 1: little you know, like that whole thing in circular certain emotions,

440
00:22:29,840 --> 00:22:33,000
Speaker 1: you know, getting a lighter, you know, and doing all

441
00:22:33,040 --> 00:22:37,679
Speaker 1: that stuff and your low quarters and your boots and

442
00:22:37,720 --> 00:22:39,879
Speaker 1: so I don't know if they do that anymore at

443
00:22:39,880 --> 00:22:43,159
Speaker 1: West Point because the uniforms have changed to like multi SAMs,

444
00:22:43,160 --> 00:22:45,680
Speaker 1: like you just wear your desert boots, desert temperate. Yeah,

445
00:22:45,720 --> 00:22:48,560
Speaker 1: they're like, there's not really anybody. I think maybe with

446
00:22:48,560 --> 00:22:52,119
Speaker 1: Class a's they probably have some shiny shoes, but I

447
00:22:52,160 --> 00:22:55,239
Speaker 1: bet they're pleather with wind X. Yeah, so you can

448
00:22:55,280 --> 00:22:59,120
Speaker 1: just go that route, um little windex on there, wipe

449
00:22:59,119 --> 00:23:02,440
Speaker 1: it off. But bro, I can't. I don't think I've

450
00:23:02,440 --> 00:23:06,640
Speaker 1: shined shoe since I was a senior in college. Man, Yeah,

451
00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:08,080
Speaker 1: I don't think I have. So it wasn't like a

452
00:23:08,119 --> 00:23:10,119
Speaker 1: life skill that I've I've taken with me, you know,

453
00:23:10,200 --> 00:23:14,520
Speaker 1: to mean, so my jungle boots, right, they could use

454
00:23:14,520 --> 00:23:16,560
Speaker 1: a shine. I'm just showing my boot on here, Okay,

455
00:23:16,560 --> 00:23:19,159
Speaker 1: it's right by me. There's nothing like going to the

456
00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:21,959
Speaker 1: north strooms here in Salt Lake and sitting down at

457
00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:23,800
Speaker 1: the dude and saying, Hey, you think you can put

458
00:23:23,800 --> 00:23:25,800
Speaker 1: a shine on my jungle boots? He looks at me

459
00:23:25,840 --> 00:23:29,280
Speaker 1: like I can, And they asked, like six bucks? I

460
00:23:29,280 --> 00:23:32,399
Speaker 1: give him a twenty dude, I'm like, my size fifteens

461
00:23:32,480 --> 00:23:39,000
Speaker 1: need to be polished. Yeah. So, Jason, the West Point

462
00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:41,320
Speaker 1: is uh. It sounds like a really awesome experience and

463
00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:43,359
Speaker 1: one that you had to dedicate yourself to prior to

464
00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:45,320
Speaker 1: getting there. Do you have a piece of advice that

465
00:23:45,359 --> 00:23:47,919
Speaker 1: you would give a senior right now who is thinking

466
00:23:47,960 --> 00:23:50,600
Speaker 1: that West Point is there? What do I need to

467
00:23:50,600 --> 00:23:54,760
Speaker 1: get in? What's that? Maybe key? You know? Yeah, So

468
00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:57,480
Speaker 1: for seniors right now that want to get into West Point,

469
00:23:57,960 --> 00:24:00,480
Speaker 1: I mean, obviously it's very difficult, you know, and I

470
00:24:00,520 --> 00:24:02,720
Speaker 1: can't tell you whether you're gonna get in or you're not.

471
00:24:02,920 --> 00:24:05,280
Speaker 1: But if you do get in, here's what I would

472
00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:08,080
Speaker 1: do to prepare, you know, realize it's going to be hard,

473
00:24:08,720 --> 00:24:12,320
Speaker 1: very hard. Talk to as many graduates as you can

474
00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:15,920
Speaker 1: to get a feel of their experiences, you know, and

475
00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:19,119
Speaker 1: what they learned, lessons learned from you know, four years

476
00:24:19,119 --> 00:24:23,480
Speaker 1: of of working hard and grinding. I couldn't tell you

477
00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:26,320
Speaker 1: what West Point's like, now, I haven't been there in many,

478
00:24:26,359 --> 00:24:29,800
Speaker 1: many years. But then if I were to talk to

479
00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:32,359
Speaker 1: myself as an eighteen year old, I would say, you know,

480
00:24:32,480 --> 00:24:35,880
Speaker 1: here's what you're going to sacrifice. Here's what it's going

481
00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:38,040
Speaker 1: to be like. Here's what you need to do to

482
00:24:38,119 --> 00:24:41,960
Speaker 1: mentally prepare yourself. Here's the bugle notes that you need

483
00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:44,919
Speaker 1: to memorize before you even show up. Here's how to

484
00:24:44,920 --> 00:24:47,520
Speaker 1: shine a boot. Let's go to the range and I'll

485
00:24:47,520 --> 00:24:49,840
Speaker 1: show you how to fire a rifle. You know, here's

486
00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:52,240
Speaker 1: a pop up target. Here's how to shoot a pop

487
00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:54,719
Speaker 1: up target. And this is what they're looking for. Here's

488
00:24:54,800 --> 00:24:57,440
Speaker 1: how to read a map. You know, here's a compass.

489
00:24:57,440 --> 00:25:00,359
Speaker 1: Here's how you use a compass. Now it's are as

490
00:25:00,840 --> 00:25:05,159
Speaker 1: classes go. I would say, you know, figure out the

491
00:25:05,240 --> 00:25:08,040
Speaker 1: classes that you want to take right now. You know

492
00:25:08,080 --> 00:25:10,119
Speaker 1: what direction you want to go, and you can always

493
00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:12,280
Speaker 1: change later if you don't want to do it. But

494
00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:15,800
Speaker 1: I kind of felt pressure to go the engineering route,

495
00:25:15,800 --> 00:25:18,399
Speaker 1: like most of us have a minor and engineering at

496
00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:21,320
Speaker 1: West Point or track and engineering, and that just wasn't

497
00:25:21,359 --> 00:25:23,560
Speaker 1: my thing. Like I'm not a math guy, more of

498
00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:26,840
Speaker 1: a you know, history guy, English guy, foreign language guy.

499
00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:29,560
Speaker 1: Those are things that really sparked my interest that I

500
00:25:29,600 --> 00:25:34,359
Speaker 1: that I like doing the classes that you may or

501
00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:38,200
Speaker 1: may not be prepared for. Don't be afraid or freak out,

502
00:25:38,680 --> 00:25:41,639
Speaker 1: you know the first day, you know, understand that you

503
00:25:41,680 --> 00:25:44,960
Speaker 1: can get help by relying on the people in your

504
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:48,919
Speaker 1: class and then going to professors, professors for additional instruction.

505
00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:51,639
Speaker 1: First class, I went to a West Point you know

506
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:55,199
Speaker 1: when when classes started nine am on a Monday, was

507
00:25:55,600 --> 00:26:00,160
Speaker 1: Discrete Dynamical Systems. And I remember walking into that class.

508
00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:03,440
Speaker 1: They handed out these HP calculators, these really nice ones.

509
00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:05,880
Speaker 1: I've never even seen one before. I was just used

510
00:26:05,920 --> 00:26:11,119
Speaker 1: to the the normal like calculator. Okay, take out your calculator,

511
00:26:11,200 --> 00:26:13,720
Speaker 1: get it going, here's what we're gonna do. Now here's

512
00:26:13,720 --> 00:26:17,159
Speaker 1: the next, you know, algorithm. And I'm just like, I

513
00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:20,320
Speaker 1: don't even know how to open the calculator, Like I

514
00:26:20,359 --> 00:26:22,600
Speaker 1: have no idea. I'm like, oh my god, I'm waiting

515
00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:24,600
Speaker 1: over my head. This is day one. The first ten

516
00:26:24,600 --> 00:26:26,720
Speaker 1: minutes of this class. I said, it's a calculating idea.

517
00:26:26,800 --> 00:26:29,639
Speaker 1: What's going on? To figure out the calculator? And so

518
00:26:29,680 --> 00:26:31,479
Speaker 1: I started to panic, like, oh my gosh, how am

519
00:26:31,480 --> 00:26:33,919
Speaker 1: I good? And I looked around the room, and certainly

520
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:35,679
Speaker 1: there's a few people guys and girls that are just

521
00:26:35,720 --> 00:26:38,080
Speaker 1: like totally tracking and they're like, you know, five steps

522
00:26:38,080 --> 00:26:40,600
Speaker 1: ahead of the professor. Then there're the guys that are

523
00:26:40,640 --> 00:26:43,280
Speaker 1: just like looking at you like holy shit, like what

524
00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:45,159
Speaker 1: are we gonna how are we gonna get by? Like

525
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:46,720
Speaker 1: are you with me? Man? Do you know how to

526
00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:48,960
Speaker 1: work this calculum? But I don't know. I don't know

527
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:51,160
Speaker 1: what's going on. And so I hang out with those

528
00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:53,840
Speaker 1: guys and and you know, support each other, and you

529
00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:56,960
Speaker 1: you'll eventually figure it out if you just put one

530
00:26:56,960 --> 00:27:00,119
Speaker 1: ft in front of the other every single day exactly.

531
00:27:00,240 --> 00:27:02,960
Speaker 1: And I get that. You know, my daughter, she's pretty smart.

532
00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:06,600
Speaker 1: Smart matth and me just figured out that calculator. Bro.

533
00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:09,119
Speaker 1: I just was like, okay, you made an sasles on

534
00:27:09,160 --> 00:27:15,320
Speaker 1: the calculator. I know how to spell boobs. Yeah, you know.

535
00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:18,640
Speaker 1: It's like so we're all a little good at something.

536
00:27:18,880 --> 00:27:21,879
Speaker 1: That's what makes a team so dynamic as each person

537
00:27:21,960 --> 00:27:25,119
Speaker 1: on that team brings together some smarts, you know, and

538
00:27:25,119 --> 00:27:28,439
Speaker 1: then they make the manager look good. Right, It's like, hey,

539
00:27:28,440 --> 00:27:30,840
Speaker 1: thank you for knowing how to turn the calculator on.

540
00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:33,240
Speaker 1: I actually know how to sharpen the pencil. So I'll

541
00:27:33,240 --> 00:27:37,439
Speaker 1: do that. It's like, let's get this stuff now. I

542
00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:39,119
Speaker 1: know the story a little bit, but I kind of

543
00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:42,160
Speaker 1: want to let my listener know about how you were

544
00:27:42,320 --> 00:27:45,520
Speaker 1: ditched trying to become SF by your battle buddy, like

545
00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:48,040
Speaker 1: he was supposed to be there. What's that story? You

546
00:27:48,080 --> 00:27:50,080
Speaker 1: were like, Hey, you know, I think we're gonna become

547
00:27:50,080 --> 00:27:52,879
Speaker 1: Green Berets today. Can you elaborate on how you and

548
00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:55,879
Speaker 1: your friends feel free to call him out? Oh? Yeah, so,

549
00:27:56,160 --> 00:27:58,439
Speaker 1: and these are my good buddies, and I don't know

550
00:27:58,480 --> 00:28:00,320
Speaker 1: if they mind or not, but it's a true story.

551
00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:04,399
Speaker 1: So it seems like in the military, the things, the

552
00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:07,480
Speaker 1: high level courses you know that I went to. I

553
00:28:07,520 --> 00:28:10,280
Speaker 1: only did it because I was going to do it

554
00:28:10,320 --> 00:28:12,440
Speaker 1: with a good friend of mine, you know, and they're

555
00:28:12,480 --> 00:28:14,960
Speaker 1: the ones that had the idea and the passion to

556
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:16,640
Speaker 1: do it. Now I was just sort of like, I'll

557
00:28:16,640 --> 00:28:18,679
Speaker 1: do it with you, you know sort of thing. And

558
00:28:18,720 --> 00:28:21,760
Speaker 1: so Ranger School, I know, I know desire to go

559
00:28:21,800 --> 00:28:24,359
Speaker 1: to Ranger school, but my good buddy and he wanted

560
00:28:24,400 --> 00:28:26,800
Speaker 1: to go, and we went to a Ranger School briefing

561
00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:30,680
Speaker 1: and and the next day we had our pre Ranger PT.

562
00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:33,040
Speaker 1: You started like four am. So you show up at

563
00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:35,679
Speaker 1: it's this field and and they're just gonna smoke your

564
00:28:35,720 --> 00:28:38,960
Speaker 1: bags for like two hours, just like destroy you. And so,

565
00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:41,000
Speaker 1: you know, I was like, all right, I'll get up

566
00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:42,560
Speaker 1: for this. I'll do it with Andy, me and him.

567
00:28:42,560 --> 00:28:44,520
Speaker 1: It will be fun and you know, I'll get in

568
00:28:44,520 --> 00:28:46,800
Speaker 1: good shape and who knows, maybe I can become a ranger.

569
00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:49,120
Speaker 1: So I show up and they were like a hundred

570
00:28:49,120 --> 00:28:50,680
Speaker 1: other guys that showed up on the first day a

571
00:28:50,800 --> 00:28:53,880
Speaker 1: ranger pre Ranger PT, but none of them were named

572
00:28:53,920 --> 00:28:56,560
Speaker 1: Andy Rees, you know. So he didn't show up and

573
00:28:56,680 --> 00:28:59,160
Speaker 1: saw like by myself looking for Andy, like where this

574
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:01,640
Speaker 1: guy at? Just get my my bag? Smoke for two

575
00:29:01,720 --> 00:29:05,400
Speaker 1: hours and then I go back to the barracks and

576
00:29:05,600 --> 00:29:08,360
Speaker 1: he's still like he's in his boxers. You know, he's

577
00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:11,280
Speaker 1: like rubbing sleep from his eyes. Oh man, four o'clock

578
00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:13,920
Speaker 1: came so early. I'm sorry, man, you know, and kind

579
00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:15,360
Speaker 1: of shut the door and I'm just like, are you

580
00:29:15,440 --> 00:29:17,840
Speaker 1: kidding me? Man, Like I can't quit now. Like I

581
00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:19,560
Speaker 1: showed up for the first day, I'm in this thing,

582
00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:22,080
Speaker 1: you know, So I had to buy into it myself.

583
00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:24,440
Speaker 1: And and Green Barry training was kind of the same thing.

584
00:29:24,440 --> 00:29:26,680
Speaker 1: I just got off of a deployment, the initial evasion

585
00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:29,560
Speaker 1: of Iraq, and we were there for like a year

586
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:32,760
Speaker 1: or so. And it was around the time when a

587
00:29:32,760 --> 00:29:35,680
Speaker 1: lot of the my classmates at West Point they were

588
00:29:35,920 --> 00:29:38,280
Speaker 1: thinking about getting out. We're sort of getting close to

589
00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:41,040
Speaker 1: our four or four or five year mark, and people

590
00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:42,920
Speaker 1: were thinking about like this, I'm gonna get out, this

591
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:45,520
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do next. But if you're gonna stay in,

592
00:29:45,720 --> 00:29:47,440
Speaker 1: it was kind of like, all right, if I stay in,

593
00:29:47,520 --> 00:29:50,680
Speaker 1: then it's almost as if you're committing to a career

594
00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:52,880
Speaker 1: in the military, or you're committing to, you know, at

595
00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:58,320
Speaker 1: least something significant. And my buddy Jesse, he was kind

596
00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:00,320
Speaker 1: of the same situation, like, oh, Man, I want to

597
00:30:00,360 --> 00:30:02,800
Speaker 1: go SF Jay, you should do it with me. Man

598
00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:04,880
Speaker 1: will be green Berets. You know, I'll be awesome. We'll

599
00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:06,720
Speaker 1: go through training together. And and Jessie and I had

600
00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:09,280
Speaker 1: gone to ranger school together and he's a total stud,

601
00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:11,960
Speaker 1: total leader, and and he convinced me. I was like,

602
00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:13,840
Speaker 1: you know, I'll go with Jesse. This would be fun.

603
00:30:14,360 --> 00:30:16,040
Speaker 1: And I over the course of a few months, I

604
00:30:16,040 --> 00:30:18,760
Speaker 1: started in my mind started like getting comfortable with the

605
00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:22,080
Speaker 1: idea of of doing this, going to selection, going to qualification,

606
00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:24,160
Speaker 1: of course, becoming a Green Beret, doing things at Green

607
00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:28,240
Speaker 1: Berets do. And so getting ready to go to Camp McCall,

608
00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:33,360
Speaker 1: which is at Fort Bragg, Jesse uh got arrested, and

609
00:30:33,400 --> 00:30:37,200
Speaker 1: so he got arrested, uh, and he got in trouble

610
00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:40,320
Speaker 1: with his unit. He got arrested for drinking, you know,

611
00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:44,520
Speaker 1: and so he got his packet revoked for selection. And

612
00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:47,000
Speaker 1: so just days before we're supposed to go out. So

613
00:30:47,440 --> 00:30:50,520
Speaker 1: I'm on a bus going to Camp McCall, essentially by myself,

614
00:30:50,600 --> 00:30:52,280
Speaker 1: no Jesse, and I'm just like, what did I get

615
00:30:52,320 --> 00:30:54,680
Speaker 1: myself into? Man? Like, why am I doing this to myself?

616
00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:57,280
Speaker 1: And and while I'm here and I'm not gonna quit,

617
00:30:57,440 --> 00:31:00,280
Speaker 1: I'm gonna give it my best shot. And as I

618
00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:02,760
Speaker 1: went through the selection process, I loved it. Every second

619
00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:04,719
Speaker 1: of it was awesome, and I was like, this is

620
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:07,520
Speaker 1: these are my people, this is my thing. I think

621
00:31:07,560 --> 00:31:10,800
Speaker 1: I found it. I went to the qualification course and

622
00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:13,720
Speaker 1: I had a great time, learned a lot and I'm

623
00:31:13,720 --> 00:31:15,520
Speaker 1: glad I did it. I'm very glad I did it,

624
00:31:15,680 --> 00:31:17,760
Speaker 1: very glad that my friends convinced me to do it.

625
00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:20,160
Speaker 1: What was your emotion when you got to put the

626
00:31:20,160 --> 00:31:22,640
Speaker 1: green beret on for the first time, Like, did you

627
00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:26,320
Speaker 1: finally realize that you have made it? No, you know

628
00:31:26,400 --> 00:31:29,240
Speaker 1: that message from Army Football has been so ingrained in me,

629
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:31,600
Speaker 1: like I never feel like I've made it, Like like

630
00:31:31,720 --> 00:31:35,880
Speaker 1: today is day sixty one of the sixty day Delivered

631
00:31:35,880 --> 00:31:38,640
Speaker 1: Discomfort Challenge. So it's a sixty day program that we

632
00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:42,920
Speaker 1: have virtually and it's very difficult. And our class one

633
00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:46,160
Speaker 1: we started on January three, finished on March three, and

634
00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:48,280
Speaker 1: yesterday was our last day. And so today was the

635
00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:51,800
Speaker 1: first day I got to rest a little bit and

636
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Speaker 1: there's a feeling of accomplishment that I did this hard thing.

637
00:31:54,840 --> 00:31:57,160
Speaker 1: I'm glad it's over. I'm very excited to have a

638
00:31:57,280 --> 00:31:59,800
Speaker 1: cheat meal. I'm going out to Ruth's Chris Daycouse tonight

639
00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:04,240
Speaker 1: with I watched a Tomahawk you know about that. But

640
00:32:04,280 --> 00:32:06,760
Speaker 1: it's not as though, like, Okay, it's over now. Now

641
00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:09,360
Speaker 1: I'm thinking about what's the next thing. And so for me,

642
00:32:09,400 --> 00:32:11,360
Speaker 1: it's I'm gonna go train for an iron Man now.

643
00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:13,280
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna do an iron bat race in Tulsa,

644
00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:16,240
Speaker 1: Oklahoma and May, and so I feel good about the

645
00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:18,800
Speaker 1: swimming and the running, but the bike I'm not feeling

646
00:32:18,800 --> 00:32:22,000
Speaker 1: good about. So I have to really start focusing on

647
00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:24,440
Speaker 1: the bike to get it going. So back to your

648
00:32:24,480 --> 00:32:27,920
Speaker 1: question about you know, not feeling like I've arrived. When

649
00:32:27,960 --> 00:32:30,000
Speaker 1: you don your green beret for the first time, you're

650
00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:33,600
Speaker 1: in a formation, and you're in a formation with many

651
00:32:33,640 --> 00:32:35,760
Speaker 1: of the people you started out with like two and

652
00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:38,160
Speaker 1: a half years ago, so you recognize a lot of

653
00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:41,320
Speaker 1: these folks and they say a few words. They raised

654
00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:43,800
Speaker 1: the American flag, and they do the ballot of the

655
00:32:43,800 --> 00:32:45,960
Speaker 1: Green Berets, and then they say, don you're don your

656
00:32:45,960 --> 00:32:48,520
Speaker 1: green beret. You have it in your right front pocket

657
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:52,200
Speaker 1: and you put it on. And for a lot of

658
00:32:52,200 --> 00:32:55,480
Speaker 1: guys to get really emotional. They cry, you know, they get,

659
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:59,120
Speaker 1: you know, pretty, They were proud of themselves and what

660
00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:03,360
Speaker 1: they've been able to amplished, and a sense of overwhelming pride,

661
00:33:03,720 --> 00:33:08,320
Speaker 1: overwhelming pride. I'm not, by nature an emotional guy. I'm

662
00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:11,600
Speaker 1: just not, you know. Like somebody asked me once, you know,

663
00:33:11,680 --> 00:33:14,760
Speaker 1: I've you ever seen your dad cry? And I thought back,

664
00:33:14,800 --> 00:33:16,640
Speaker 1: and I was like, you know what, I have seen

665
00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:19,600
Speaker 1: my dad cry once, maybe once or twice. I remember

666
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:22,720
Speaker 1: when my dog died. He cried. But then I thought,

667
00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:26,640
Speaker 1: what about my mom? And I thought to myself, you

668
00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:30,080
Speaker 1: know what, I've never seen my mother cry ever, you know,

669
00:33:30,120 --> 00:33:32,400
Speaker 1: And she died of lung cancer when I was young.

670
00:33:32,440 --> 00:33:35,240
Speaker 1: She was diagnosed with terminal cancer when she was thirty

671
00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:39,200
Speaker 1: nine years old. Which is a rough, rough card to

672
00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:42,240
Speaker 1: be dealt, you know. But I think I got a

673
00:33:42,240 --> 00:33:45,040
Speaker 1: lot of that from my mother, you know that. I

674
00:33:45,080 --> 00:33:48,040
Speaker 1: just don't get overly emotional with things like that. You know,

675
00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:51,720
Speaker 1: when I dined my Green Beret, my feeling was it's

676
00:33:51,760 --> 00:33:55,240
Speaker 1: about time, Like now we get to go to my team.

677
00:33:55,360 --> 00:33:57,280
Speaker 1: Now I get to go to combat. Now I get

678
00:33:57,320 --> 00:33:59,880
Speaker 1: to do some live a life of being a badass,

679
00:34:00,160 --> 00:34:01,760
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like that kind of the idea.

680
00:34:01,800 --> 00:34:06,720
Speaker 1: That song, the song is powerful, you know that ballad

681
00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:08,879
Speaker 1: of the group rased out Stargean Barry Sadler. That's a

682
00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:12,560
Speaker 1: phenomenal song that makes you feel proud, you know, of

683
00:34:12,719 --> 00:34:16,319
Speaker 1: your accomplishments. But is anything in life. You know, you

684
00:34:16,840 --> 00:34:21,239
Speaker 1: take a moment, you're flat, you're you're you feel happy.

685
00:34:21,360 --> 00:34:24,040
Speaker 1: But then for me, it's always like, Okay, what's the

686
00:34:24,080 --> 00:34:27,080
Speaker 1: next set, what's the next rep, what's the next exercise?

687
00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:31,000
Speaker 1: What's the next goal ambition? You know, like this, what's

688
00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:32,920
Speaker 1: the next step for me? Yeah, because you're just like, Okay,

689
00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:34,840
Speaker 1: now I've done this. Now I got to go to

690
00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:36,560
Speaker 1: the next thing, and then the next thing and then

691
00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:38,879
Speaker 1: the next thing, which is whatever that may be. You're

692
00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:42,560
Speaker 1: just open to that challenge to just you know, get

693
00:34:42,600 --> 00:34:45,160
Speaker 1: at it. And that's why you're where you're at today.

694
00:34:45,200 --> 00:34:47,480
Speaker 1: I mean, honestly, we've known each other for years, and

695
00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:50,160
Speaker 1: you know, you do so many things with the veteran community,

696
00:34:50,239 --> 00:34:56,319
Speaker 1: like helping out at fourteen pilots recover themselves from you know, hardships.

697
00:34:56,719 --> 00:34:59,640
Speaker 1: You've helped businesses by presenting them in front of like

698
00:34:59,680 --> 00:35:03,160
Speaker 1: a to fall of sharks, if you will, where you're like, Okay, hey,

699
00:35:03,160 --> 00:35:06,880
Speaker 1: this guy makes hands forged knives out of leaf springs

700
00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:09,520
Speaker 1: from you know, nineteen forty two Willie's jeep that was

701
00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:12,680
Speaker 1: in Omaha. I want that knife. And it's like, how

702
00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:15,440
Speaker 1: can we get him to step up and take ownership

703
00:35:15,440 --> 00:35:17,719
Speaker 1: of his company, you know, et cetera. And I've I've

704
00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:20,000
Speaker 1: been a part of that. Is that's still Mission six

705
00:35:20,080 --> 00:35:22,839
Speaker 1: or is that Warrior rising? Yeah? So great questions. So

706
00:35:23,040 --> 00:35:26,880
Speaker 1: Mission stick zero is my for profit leadership development company,

707
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:31,120
Speaker 1: and we help corporate clients, professional sports clients become the

708
00:35:31,160 --> 00:35:34,239
Speaker 1: best leaders that they can be. And so that's primarily

709
00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:38,480
Speaker 1: what Delivered Discomfort is about. It's about being a better leader,

710
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:41,680
Speaker 1: and that's our curriculum, what we teach. So hopefully we'll

711
00:35:41,719 --> 00:35:44,280
Speaker 1: have two NFL team clients this year. We're really excited

712
00:35:44,320 --> 00:35:47,520
Speaker 1: about many corporate clients. We have the Delivery Discomfort Challenge

713
00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:50,719
Speaker 1: We're gonna have or do we have right now, which

714
00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:54,319
Speaker 1: is a sixty day challenge I talked about briefly earlier. Now.

715
00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:57,520
Speaker 1: Warrior Rising is a nonprofit. It's a veteran service organization.

716
00:35:57,520 --> 00:36:00,400
Speaker 1: It's a five one C three. I started that after

717
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:03,879
Speaker 1: Mission zero due to the success of Mission six zero,

718
00:36:04,600 --> 00:36:07,120
Speaker 1: and we help veterans and their immediate family members find

719
00:36:07,120 --> 00:36:10,680
Speaker 1: their purpose again post military service. And we help them

720
00:36:10,760 --> 00:36:14,160
Speaker 1: do that by starting or accelerating their own businesses. So

721
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:16,480
Speaker 1: if you're a VET that has an idea for a

722
00:36:16,480 --> 00:36:18,520
Speaker 1: business on the back of a napkin, or if you've

723
00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:20,680
Speaker 1: had a business for thirty years and you just can't

724
00:36:20,760 --> 00:36:23,080
Speaker 1: seem to, you know, get to the next stage or

725
00:36:23,120 --> 00:36:26,239
Speaker 1: break that ceiling, or you're somewhere in between, you know,

726
00:36:26,320 --> 00:36:29,799
Speaker 1: come to Warrior Rising Warrior Rising dot org and we'll

727
00:36:29,800 --> 00:36:33,279
Speaker 1: help you out. And the process is very simple. You know,

728
00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:36,360
Speaker 1: you apply online. You know, there's an intake video that

729
00:36:36,400 --> 00:36:38,879
Speaker 1: you watch, you know, and it's interactive, so we ask

730
00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:42,480
Speaker 1: you some questions. You get access to our app, you know,

731
00:36:42,560 --> 00:36:45,520
Speaker 1: which is the Warrior Academy, and it's a forty video curriculum.

732
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:48,320
Speaker 1: You go through that. While you're going through that, we

733
00:36:48,400 --> 00:36:52,000
Speaker 1: have bi monthly coaching sessions, so you can ask questions

734
00:36:52,040 --> 00:36:55,839
Speaker 1: of our coaches and you know, get personal feedback and

735
00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:58,920
Speaker 1: so forth, and we select. This year, we're gonna select

736
00:36:58,960 --> 00:37:02,359
Speaker 1: sixty of our top entrepreneurs and we're gonna invite them

737
00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:05,520
Speaker 1: to a business shower. And so a business shower is

738
00:37:05,760 --> 00:37:08,759
Speaker 1: an opportunity for veterans to perceive everything they possibly could

739
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:13,279
Speaker 1: need for starting or accelerating a business. Free custom business suit,

740
00:37:13,280 --> 00:37:18,120
Speaker 1: free laptop, computer, free website, free search engine optimization, free marketing.

741
00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:21,920
Speaker 1: Video professionally done by Nick Thomas Shano, probably accounting capabilities

742
00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:25,200
Speaker 1: to help you, you know, manage that. The whole gambit

743
00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:28,799
Speaker 1: you guys provide, We've got it plus a grant. So

744
00:37:28,920 --> 00:37:31,160
Speaker 1: we have a pitch competition in the winner will receive

745
00:37:31,239 --> 00:37:35,560
Speaker 1: twenty dollars and everybody else will receive a grant on

746
00:37:35,560 --> 00:37:38,520
Speaker 1: on some level. And we're gonna do that in San

747
00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:41,359
Speaker 1: Antonio this year, in Salt Lake City this year, and

748
00:37:41,400 --> 00:37:44,319
Speaker 1: in New York this year, all over and so we're

749
00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:46,320
Speaker 1: gonna be in in a few places. So we're excited

750
00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:48,600
Speaker 1: about that. That's real. And let's just say the name again.

751
00:37:48,640 --> 00:37:54,120
Speaker 1: It's Warrior Rising dot org. Correct, correct, Warrior Rising dot org.

752
00:37:54,600 --> 00:37:56,600
Speaker 1: And then the other one. If you're a you know,

753
00:37:56,640 --> 00:37:58,960
Speaker 1: a business or you're a management team and you're trying

754
00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:01,359
Speaker 1: to get your team to be you know, reaching that

755
00:38:01,480 --> 00:38:06,279
Speaker 1: next level to break through, that's mission six zero. Is

756
00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:09,520
Speaker 1: that dot com or dot org dot com, mission dot

757
00:38:09,520 --> 00:38:11,560
Speaker 1: com zero dot com And you can spell that in

758
00:38:11,600 --> 00:38:14,000
Speaker 1: almost anyway. I think we have all the domain names.

759
00:38:14,440 --> 00:38:17,239
Speaker 1: It'll find it. Yeah, Mission six zero. You know, those

760
00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:19,279
Speaker 1: would be a great opportunity, especially if you're in the

761
00:38:19,360 --> 00:38:21,759
Speaker 1: veteran community and you're like, hey, I'm out now and

762
00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:24,040
Speaker 1: I need to acclimate to civilian life. But I have

763
00:38:24,120 --> 00:38:26,600
Speaker 1: this idea, and maybe the idea came from when you

764
00:38:26,600 --> 00:38:29,239
Speaker 1: were in the military and you always worked on you know,

765
00:38:29,360 --> 00:38:31,799
Speaker 1: say an aircraft carry and you're always doing fuel You're like,

766
00:38:31,840 --> 00:38:34,440
Speaker 1: if I had this little switch, this little switch that

767
00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:36,319
Speaker 1: could go on, this little thing that would just plug in,

768
00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:38,799
Speaker 1: it would just fix this whole situation where you can,

769
00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:41,520
Speaker 1: you know, create that, try to get that on the

770
00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:43,480
Speaker 1: market and maybe get a government contract to pick it

771
00:38:43,560 --> 00:38:46,000
Speaker 1: up to fix that problem. You know, there's a lot

772
00:38:46,040 --> 00:38:48,600
Speaker 1: of ways that you can get to be an entrepreneur

773
00:38:48,719 --> 00:38:52,319
Speaker 1: of entrepreneur in this life. You know, I'm one, Jason's one.

774
00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:54,440
Speaker 1: I don't know what to tell you. You know, it's like,

775
00:38:54,760 --> 00:38:59,839
Speaker 1: put your head down and grind right, Yes, sir, it's

776
00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:01,560
Speaker 1: true because I still don't think I've made it. I

777
00:39:01,560 --> 00:39:03,680
Speaker 1: got a couple of retail stores, I've got some business,

778
00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:05,600
Speaker 1: but I'm still like there's more out there. I just

779
00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:08,560
Speaker 1: gotta keep trucking, bro. It's just never gonna give it up,

780
00:39:08,880 --> 00:39:12,359
Speaker 1: not ever. I love it. That's why you're special, brother,

781
00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:16,719
Speaker 1: That's why you're special being a part of, you know,

782
00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:21,040
Speaker 1: the culture that you've read for these entrepreneurs. Um. I

783
00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:22,560
Speaker 1: just want to say that it has also been a

784
00:39:22,560 --> 00:39:24,959
Speaker 1: positive influence on my life, Jason, you and my life

785
00:39:24,960 --> 00:39:28,480
Speaker 1: has been positive. So, you know, deliberate to discomfort. The

786
00:39:28,480 --> 00:39:30,480
Speaker 1: book is something that we should all probably take a

787
00:39:30,480 --> 00:39:32,640
Speaker 1: piece out of right, whether it's like, hey, you have

788
00:39:32,719 --> 00:39:35,200
Speaker 1: to read every day, you have to work out maybe

789
00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:37,879
Speaker 1: twice a day, you need to watch what you eat.

790
00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:41,719
Speaker 1: Now you have like dietitians or meal personnel that help

791
00:39:42,040 --> 00:39:45,400
Speaker 1: everybody's through the process of deliberate discomfort. If someone commits,

792
00:39:45,440 --> 00:39:50,040
Speaker 1: you're there to commit with them with deliberate discomfort. It's incredible. Listen,

793
00:39:50,080 --> 00:39:52,880
Speaker 1: it works, and the testimonials are through the roof, and

794
00:39:52,920 --> 00:39:58,960
Speaker 1: it's hard, right men and women. You know, it doesn't

795
00:39:58,960 --> 00:40:00,680
Speaker 1: matter if you're eighty years old. We've had so many

796
00:40:00,719 --> 00:40:02,799
Speaker 1: year old people go through it, and it doesn't matter

797
00:40:02,840 --> 00:40:05,320
Speaker 1: if you're an amputee. We've got a triple in between.

798
00:40:05,360 --> 00:40:08,799
Speaker 1: Tommy Parker go through it twice. You know, like you said,

799
00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:11,720
Speaker 1: there's six domains and it's about finding that balance, becoming

800
00:40:11,719 --> 00:40:15,520
Speaker 1: a total warrior, you know, becoming the best version of yourself. Mentally,

801
00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:17,880
Speaker 1: read a book from start to finish once a week. Physically,

802
00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:20,240
Speaker 1: we give you two workouts. You don't create your own workout.

803
00:40:20,280 --> 00:40:22,920
Speaker 1: We give you the workouts. You can't modify them, you know,

804
00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:26,560
Speaker 1: I mean, you can't substitute them, but you can modify

805
00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:29,080
Speaker 1: them depending on kind of where you're at you know,

806
00:40:29,440 --> 00:40:32,080
Speaker 1: gym based workout every day and a cardio based workout

807
00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:34,520
Speaker 1: every day. We give you a nutrition plan. If you

808
00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:38,160
Speaker 1: want a personal nutritionist, then we have that person on

809
00:40:38,239 --> 00:40:40,680
Speaker 1: call and they'll develop a plan for you. That's a

810
00:40:40,680 --> 00:40:43,200
Speaker 1: little bit of an upsell. If you want meals delivered

811
00:40:43,239 --> 00:40:44,960
Speaker 1: to your door, we can do that too. That's an

812
00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:48,080
Speaker 1: upsell as well. Okay, meals delivered, Yeah, that helps. That helps,

813
00:40:48,120 --> 00:40:52,520
Speaker 1: and in this day and age, that's nice. I'm telling you, like,

814
00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:55,440
Speaker 1: I've tried every diet there is, and the secret is this.

815
00:40:55,680 --> 00:40:58,040
Speaker 1: You burn more calories than you take in and you

816
00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:00,600
Speaker 1: have to put the right stuff in your body. You know,

817
00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:02,919
Speaker 1: you can't just say oh, I'm gonna eat a little

818
00:41:02,920 --> 00:41:05,320
Speaker 1: bit of this, a little to that. Everybody's body is different.

819
00:41:05,360 --> 00:41:08,440
Speaker 1: Everybody's body responds to different things. You know. For me,

820
00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:11,760
Speaker 1: if I drink milk or have bread, like my body

821
00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:14,200
Speaker 1: just stores it right in my spirit. Time and media,

822
00:41:15,040 --> 00:41:16,920
Speaker 1: you know, so I have to stay away from that stuff.

823
00:41:17,080 --> 00:41:20,400
Speaker 1: That's not for everybody, that's just for me, you know. Socially,

824
00:41:20,560 --> 00:41:22,200
Speaker 1: you have to reach out to a family member, a friend,

825
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:24,279
Speaker 1: a past friend, somebody you've had a falling out with

826
00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:27,280
Speaker 1: and reconnect with them and have a meaningful conversation. Emotionally,

827
00:41:27,360 --> 00:41:30,560
Speaker 1: have a gratitude journal. Spiritually, we have a mindfulness breathing

828
00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:32,839
Speaker 1: exercise that you do every single day and it like

829
00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:35,440
Speaker 1: increases every day in time, so you get better as

830
00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:38,520
Speaker 1: you go through it and it's absolutely life changing. And

831
00:41:38,520 --> 00:41:42,359
Speaker 1: then professionally we have a master class sixty six videos.

832
00:41:42,400 --> 00:41:45,000
Speaker 1: You watch the video every day that's about the people,

833
00:41:45,040 --> 00:41:48,719
Speaker 1: then Deliverer discoufort Emissions, zero veterans and scientists talking about

834
00:41:48,719 --> 00:41:51,440
Speaker 1: a specific theme. And then you post something on social

835
00:41:51,480 --> 00:41:54,319
Speaker 1: media that inspired you from the challenge that day, and

836
00:41:54,360 --> 00:41:56,600
Speaker 1: that's the challenge. You do that for sixty straight days,

837
00:41:56,760 --> 00:42:00,680
Speaker 1: no excuses, no mercy, and I think you'll find your happy.

838
00:42:01,120 --> 00:42:03,880
Speaker 1: That's awesome, Yeah, and proud of you for keeping uh

839
00:42:04,000 --> 00:42:06,360
Speaker 1: people positive. That's a really good thing out there, you know,

840
00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:08,520
Speaker 1: especially in today's day and age, we just need a

841
00:42:08,520 --> 00:42:11,719
Speaker 1: lot more positivity from the neighbors and saying hi to

842
00:42:11,719 --> 00:42:13,960
Speaker 1: a stranger and just being you know, hey, how you doing?

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Speaker 1: Are you good? Are you good? Just check how you doing?

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Speaker 1: You know? That's really nice. And to have a focused

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Speaker 1: where you're you're all talking and saying, Okay, where are

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Speaker 1: you at right now on your deliberate Discomfort challenge? So

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Speaker 1: I just can't say enough nice things. And I just

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Speaker 1: want the listeners off SOFTWAREP Radio to know about Deliberate Discomfort,

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Speaker 1: you know, led by Jason Van Camp, former Green Beret.

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Speaker 1: That's what's up. Thanks, appreciate you, buddy. Yeah, you're welcome.

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Speaker 1: And so with that said, I'm gonna go ahead and

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Speaker 1: wind down our conversation and if there's anything you want

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Speaker 1: to mention, I'll give you this moment to go ahead

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Speaker 1: and say anything you'd like to say about any books upcoming.

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Speaker 1: I think you should be in movies like Thor's four.

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Speaker 1: You should be four. No, I'm definitely not for although

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Speaker 1: I guys, just man, I love the Captain American movies.

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Speaker 1: You know, he's fantastic. I am a big marvel nerd.

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Speaker 1: I'll admit it. I've been a Marvel not since I

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Speaker 1: So EF anybody's listening. Mission six zero dot com, Warrior

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Speaker 1: Rising dot org. And thanks so much Rad for having

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Speaker 1: me on. I appreciate it, humbled that you offered, uh

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Speaker 1: me an opportunity to come on, So thank you again.

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Speaker 1: You're welcome and we'll have you on again. Okay, So

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Speaker 1: we'll just make you just a regular kind of guy

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Speaker 1: every now and then. That's on the on the show.

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Speaker 1: And I really appreciate you, Jason, and we'll get more

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Speaker 1: updates from you in the future and we will say peace.

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Speaker 1: He see, buddy, you've been listening to self red Radio.