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<v Speaker 1>Never goes on the line making its own calls every night.

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<v Speaker 1>Everything goes to its teaching you in your life expert.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, this is Lyle and this is the Therapy Deical podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>I hate doing intros, so I'm not gonna do one

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<v Speaker 2>because you never have to do anything ever that you

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to do, so and I don't want to

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<v Speaker 2>do it. I don't like recording intros. Already I already

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<v Speaker 2>made this. I already did the stream and cut it

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<v Speaker 2>up into a podcast, And now I gotta say more.

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<v Speaker 2>I already said the words. Why do I need to

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<v Speaker 2>say more words in front of the words that have

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<v Speaker 2>already said. I'm trying to repurpose the content. This guy

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<v Speaker 2>completely defeats the purpose of repurposing the content is so

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<v Speaker 2>I don't have to do as much work. But now

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<v Speaker 2>I'm doing work. I'm saying I have to say more words.

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<v Speaker 2>Now I'm pissed.

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<v Speaker 3>All right. Sorry.

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<v Speaker 2>You can call the Therapy Gecko every Monday, Wednesday and

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<v Speaker 2>y L E f O R e v e R.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, thanks for listening. Let's get into it.

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<v Speaker 4>Baby, all from mister Big, said, mister Big.

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<v Speaker 5>I ticked, Yeah, mister Big.

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<v Speaker 2>What's up, mister what's the how you doing? Mister Big?

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<v Speaker 5>I'm doing?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you know it's going all right? Mister Big? How'd

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<v Speaker 2>you get the name mister Big? Where's that name come from?

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<v Speaker 5>It actually comes from an episode of King of the Who?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Tala, do you have a what do you have

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<v Speaker 2>a particular reverence for King of the Hill?

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<v Speaker 6>Uh?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it was just one of those shoes I watched

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<v Speaker 5>when I was younger.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, does it have a lot of influence in

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<v Speaker 2>your life right now? Do you so watch it?

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<v Speaker 5>I used to not any not anymore. It's on Hulu though.

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<v Speaker 5>Shout out to Hulu.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'll shout out Hulu when they pay me to.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever been confused?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 5>My cat used to hunt my bed and that was

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<v Speaker 5>pretty confusing.

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<v Speaker 2>Did give her?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>See that's confusing because you can't really ask animals why

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<v Speaker 2>they do things.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, And he was like intent, I'm like staring at me,

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<v Speaker 5>Well he did it.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you think he wanted from you?

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<v Speaker 5>I don't know, man, I like would scare him off,

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<v Speaker 5>and then literally like five minutes later he was back

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<v Speaker 5>at it.

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<v Speaker 2>Would he only hump the bed when you were around?

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<v Speaker 2>Did you ever catch him in the act.

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<v Speaker 5>He would only do it while I was like sitting

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<v Speaker 5>on my computer, and he would always try to make

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<v Speaker 5>eye contact. It was really weird. M.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think your cat was sexually attracted to I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know.

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<v Speaker 7>That's a good question.

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<v Speaker 5>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>That.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. It could be like I mean, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know. Maybe maybe like the maybe they were turned

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<v Speaker 2>on by like the power that you had in that relationship.

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<v Speaker 2>Because the relationship between a pet and uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>a pet owner, it's it's it's you know, you're sort

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<v Speaker 2>of like that cat's you know, you're that cat's superior.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe they, you know, found the the power that you

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<v Speaker 2>had over them as their owner to be sexually alluring.

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<v Speaker 7>See.

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<v Speaker 5>But he didn't really like like to hang out with

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<v Speaker 5>me otherwise, so it was just like a sexual thing

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<v Speaker 5>I feel.

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<v Speaker 2>Did that make you feel used?

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<v Speaker 5>It really did, actually, because I always had to go

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<v Speaker 5>and clean the sheets after and it was like a

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<v Speaker 5>weekly occurrence. M.

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<v Speaker 2>And you didn't even get to come.

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<v Speaker 5>I didn't. It was like like I was just like,

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<v Speaker 5>get away from me.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, it was a yeah, it's a problem.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah it was. I moved away though, so I don't

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<v Speaker 5>have that cat problem anymore. But back and that was

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<v Speaker 5>a that was another lifetime.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, glad to hear you were able to solve the situation.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I mean I just ended up having to move out.

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<v Speaker 5>He's living his life. I'm moving mine.

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<v Speaker 2>Separate apartment away from you. When's the last time you

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<v Speaker 2>got in contact with the cat?

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<v Speaker 5>Uh? Not since I moved, man, Like, it's just been

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<v Speaker 5>we've just been, Uh, we've won our separate ways.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, mister Big, I'm happy to hear that you were

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<v Speaker 2>able to get yourself out of this relationship that was

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<v Speaker 2>unfulfilling to you.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, thank you. It was a pretty abusive one. I'm

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<v Speaker 5>really glad I'm out of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Have a good night, mister Big.

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<v Speaker 5>You too, man, have a good one.

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<v Speaker 8>All from Lito.

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<v Speaker 2>Lito.

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<v Speaker 9>Oh hey there, Ale, how's it going?

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<v Speaker 2>This is fucking pizza shop. I don't know if this

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<v Speaker 2>is dosing me, but who cares? Uh, this is pizza

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<v Speaker 2>shop I used to go to called Lito's Pizza. It's delicious. Man,

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<v Speaker 2>you just made me think of it. I don't say

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<v Speaker 2>a war time.

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<v Speaker 9>Meet without an m.

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<v Speaker 2>Who you were you born Lito?

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<v Speaker 9>Uh nineteen seventy nine.

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<v Speaker 2>Nineteen seventy nine, the seventies, what was the end of

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<v Speaker 2>the seventies? Like, I know you were just a baby,

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<v Speaker 2>but what do you remember from that time?

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<v Speaker 9>I remember, actually my uncle yelling at me in the

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<v Speaker 9>crib one time, like.

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<v Speaker 2>Like you genuinely remember that.

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<v Speaker 9>Maybe I made it up, who knows, but I do

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<v Speaker 9>have a memory of that.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you remember, even faintly, even if you think this

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<v Speaker 2>is something you made up? Do you remember why he

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<v Speaker 2>was yelling at.

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<v Speaker 9>You to shut up because I was crying in the crib.

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<v Speaker 2>That's straightforward. Did you end up shutting up?

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<v Speaker 7>I think I did.

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<v Speaker 9>I think I was like scared and I showed up.

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<v Speaker 9>He was a really nice guy though, actually, but he

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<v Speaker 9>just yeah, yelled at me.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, baby suck you. Definitely you were definitely in the

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<v Speaker 2>wrong in that situation I saw with your huncle. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I am not confused.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, my partner and I on like a fourth date

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<v Speaker 9>or something. We did some mushrooms and uh went for

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<v Speaker 9>a walk and stuff and then came back and there

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<v Speaker 9>was some plenty frozen yogurt and we're like, yeah, that's

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<v Speaker 9>that frozen yogurt and we couldn't get the lid open,

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<v Speaker 9>and I was like, all right, like I know, like

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<v Speaker 9>we're pretty high, you know, I should be confused if

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<v Speaker 9>I can't open this right now because we're pretty high.

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<v Speaker 9>But we tried forever and we ended up sawing and

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<v Speaker 9>open with like a little saw. And I was like

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<v Speaker 9>scared of being so high that I didn't want to

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<v Speaker 9>hurt myself. So we got these thicky like you know,

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<v Speaker 9>I've admit some stuff. And then we were like so

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<v Speaker 9>confused like why we couldn't get it opened, And we

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<v Speaker 9>searched online and there was this tlenty frozen yogurt thing

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<v Speaker 9>where they messed up the lids on a whole batch,

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<v Speaker 9>and uh, that's why we didn't get.

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<v Speaker 2>That article that you're reading about it. Did they recommend

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<v Speaker 2>that you use a saw to open them?

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<v Speaker 9>And that we started busting up laughing because we used well,

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<v Speaker 9>someone used like a In the article they were talking

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<v Speaker 9>about how people were like using crazy means to get

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<v Speaker 9>into their frozen or not gelatow and yeah, no, no,

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<v Speaker 9>there's actually an article if you searched for tlenty lids

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<v Speaker 9>shut or whatever, like we did the same thing. We

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<v Speaker 9>totally hacked it open, and there's and then there was

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<v Speaker 9>an article about it, and then with that ended our confusion.

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<v Speaker 2>So you ended up getting okay, was it a was

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<v Speaker 2>it a handsaw or did you fucking run this under

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<v Speaker 2>like an electric saw?

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<v Speaker 9>No, it was a handsaw, A handsaw.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, jeez, I was about to say that that would

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<v Speaker 2>freak me the fuck out, because you eventually got it open.

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<v Speaker 9>We got it open, sawt it open. But I was like, man,

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<v Speaker 9>I should be manly than I should be able to

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<v Speaker 9>open open the jars and the lids and ship.

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<v Speaker 6>Uh.

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<v Speaker 9>But it was a factory error.

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<v Speaker 2>When you were in your garage shifting through your tool

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<v Speaker 2>shed trying to find a saw to open your yogurt,

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<v Speaker 2>did you at any point think maybe I will eat

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<v Speaker 2>something else.

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<v Speaker 9>I was on a one track line. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 9>The only thing I was thinking of is that was

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<v Speaker 9>gonna hurt myself, So I started looking for gloves and

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<v Speaker 9>hits too.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you take the lead on this project? Was your

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<v Speaker 2>girlfriend of anyhow? What were the roles assigned you were

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<v Speaker 2>in charge of actually sawing the thing? Did she provide

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<v Speaker 2>an emotional support while you were doing this?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>I think she took a video while I was doing it.

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<v Speaker 2>This is a girl you've only been on four dates with.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, yeah, it was a pretty fun day.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, how's it going now?

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<v Speaker 5>Good?

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<v Speaker 9>It's like three and a half years later.

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<v Speaker 2>Things are great three and a half years later. Yeah, beautiful.

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<v Speaker 2>That's that yo, that yogurt you know. I feel like

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<v Speaker 2>that's the butterfly effect right there. Right, some dude in

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<v Speaker 2>a factory somewhere funks up. But now you're married.

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<v Speaker 9>Exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, thank you for sharing that with us, man, I

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<v Speaker 2>appreciate you.

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<v Speaker 10>All right.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, you have a great name, you.

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<v Speaker 2>Too, all right?

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<v Speaker 4>How from Donny Webb?

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<v Speaker 2>Donnie Webb? Ha, Yeah, why are you laughing?

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<v Speaker 9>Because it's a good name.

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<v Speaker 11>I think.

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<v Speaker 2>You're laughing at your own name that you had me say, Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>what what?

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<v Speaker 5>What?

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<v Speaker 2>What's funny about this name?

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<v Speaker 12>Well, it's something that just can know no, because there's

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<v Speaker 12>no origin story. It just came to my head.

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<v Speaker 2>What are you ashamed of? Funny Web?

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<v Speaker 12>There's a few things I've lingered from my childhood that

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<v Speaker 12>I would be ashamed of.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me one of these things.

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<v Speaker 12>Well, I can't do a cartwheel or a handstand.

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<v Speaker 2>How old are you?

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<v Speaker 12>Twenty?

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<v Speaker 2>Have you? Is that still important? To you, the ability

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<v Speaker 2>to do a cartwheel or handstand.

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<v Speaker 12>A cartwheel, yes, a handstand.

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<v Speaker 2>Now why is it so important that you are able

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<v Speaker 2>to do a cartwheel at twenty?

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<v Speaker 5>Because?

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<v Speaker 12>Well, I kind of just want the choreography aspect of it.

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<v Speaker 12>I want that to be a skill under my belt.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a pride thing for you.

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<v Speaker 9>Oh yeah, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Would encourage you to think about this because you know

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<v Speaker 2>the ability to do a cartwheel?

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<v Speaker 3>Right?

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<v Speaker 10>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you person like when you look at it at

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<v Speaker 2>other people, do you find their ability to do cartwheel

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<v Speaker 2>is impressive? Because what I'm wondering about for you is

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<v Speaker 2>this sense of pride that you receive from you know,

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<v Speaker 2>the ability to do a cartwheel? The value that you

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<v Speaker 2>place on your ability to do a cartwheel? Does it

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<v Speaker 2>come from you? Are you the one that truly believes

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<v Speaker 2>that the ability to do a cartwheel is impressive and valuable?

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<v Speaker 2>Or is this a belief that you have gained from

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<v Speaker 2>other people who have set their expectations of whether or

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<v Speaker 2>not someone should be able to do a cartwheel upon

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<v Speaker 2>you and you've absorbed them without stopping to think if

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<v Speaker 2>you actually value the skill intrinsically as opposed to you

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<v Speaker 2>value the skill because other people do.

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<v Speaker 12>I think I am jealous that.

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<v Speaker 10>Well.

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<v Speaker 12>As a kid when I was growing up, my friends

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<v Speaker 12>can make up dances and include cartwheels in their dances

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<v Speaker 12>for the talent show. But I couldn't be a part

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<v Speaker 12>of that. There had to be some sort of modification

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<v Speaker 12>for me.

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<v Speaker 2>Donny Web, you got to let it go. Donny Web,

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<v Speaker 2>look what you lack in cartwheels. I'm sure you make

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<v Speaker 2>up for other things, and I would rather see you

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<v Speaker 2>build the skills that are important to you as opposed to,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, live in the past and try to make

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<v Speaker 2>up for not having known how to do a cartwheel,

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<v Speaker 2>because look, I think you and I both know that

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<v Speaker 2>the ability to do tot cartwheel at twenty years old

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<v Speaker 2>is not that important. In fact, actually I don't think

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<v Speaker 2>it's that important at any age, unless if you're an acrobat,

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<v Speaker 2>which you haven't mentioned to me that you are. No

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<v Speaker 2>Donny Web, I would I'll leave you with this, Donny Web,

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<v Speaker 2>I think that you should find a new skill, the

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<v Speaker 2>one that you picked for yourself, not that you know

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<v Speaker 2>a bunch of other sixth grade girls from your past

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<v Speaker 2>picked for you to Okay, thank you for sharing, Donny Will.

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<v Speaker 10>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>Gak anytime. Good night. The name is kind of funny.

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<v Speaker 4>Actually call from Nick?

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<v Speaker 2>Nick?

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<v Speaker 7>Hello?

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<v Speaker 2>Nick? Can you hear me?

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<v Speaker 9>Is this the therapy?

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<v Speaker 7>Get go?

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<v Speaker 2>Nick? How much money do you make a year?

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<v Speaker 7>Not a lot?

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<v Speaker 2>Man like that actual dollar amount?

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<v Speaker 13>Well, I live overseas, so it's notten dollars. Well that's

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<v Speaker 13>it's in the end. It's probably about.

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<v Speaker 2>Make a year in yen.

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<v Speaker 13>I want to say a little over three million yen.

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<v Speaker 2>So you might not think that's a lot, but I

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<v Speaker 2>have no idea how to convert yen to US dollars,

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<v Speaker 2>so I assume it's a lot.

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<v Speaker 6>Uh.

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<v Speaker 13>You just divide by one hundred, so it's like thirty

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<v Speaker 13>thousand US dollars.

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<v Speaker 2>What are you ashamed of?

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<v Speaker 9>A lot?

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<v Speaker 13>A lot of stuff that I've I've done.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's focus on one thing.

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<v Speaker 13>Focus on one thing. I'm gonna have to say, my

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<v Speaker 13>not reaching my academic potential.

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<v Speaker 2>MM, why is reaching your academic potential important to you

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<v Speaker 2>in the first place?

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<v Speaker 13>Because I know I could have I could have done better.

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<v Speaker 13>So it's more of I didn't do the best that

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<v Speaker 13>I could have with what I had.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, I know that, But why does it even matter

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<v Speaker 2>in the first place for you to do good?

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<v Speaker 3>At this.

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<v Speaker 13>Mm hmmm because of all the time and resources that

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<v Speaker 13>I've put into it. I put in so much time

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<v Speaker 13>and energy, and I just I bombed, totally bombed.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, But this ends up being kind of a cycle

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<v Speaker 2>or something, right, because you're putting in a bunch of

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<v Speaker 2>time and effort this thing that's important to you. But

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<v Speaker 2>it's important to you because you're putting a much of

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<v Speaker 2>time and effort into it, And no point in the

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<v Speaker 2>cycle do you stop and truly think about why academic

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<v Speaker 2>success is important to you. It goes in that cycle.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah, Well, it's kind of a behind me now, I've

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<v Speaker 13>already already graduated and everything.

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<v Speaker 7>There's nothing I can do about it.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's kind of.

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<v Speaker 13>A situation where I I'm ashamed and there's nothing that

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<v Speaker 13>I can do about it. So I'm not sure how

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<v Speaker 13>to move on from that.

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<v Speaker 2>Graduated high school or college college? Oh well, why are

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<v Speaker 2>you still ashamed of? If it's behind you, does it

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<v Speaker 2>affect you in any way, shape or form in your

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<v Speaker 2>day to day life?

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<v Speaker 13>I think so maybe I could have had a better

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<v Speaker 13>job if I did better. Like I see, see my

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<v Speaker 13>girlfriend she's got like all these she had like a

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<v Speaker 13>perfect grades, and she went's this prestigious car and all

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<v Speaker 13>that stuff, and she has a way better job than

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<v Speaker 13>I do, And I feel kind of envious a little bit.

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<v Speaker 13>And I feel like maybe if I had done better,

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<v Speaker 13>if I studied more, if i'd buckle down, I would

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<v Speaker 13>be in kind of a similar position.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'm not what criteria do you use sugjudge a

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<v Speaker 2>job as good a lot?

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<v Speaker 13>So, first off, she makes a lot more money than

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<v Speaker 13>I do, which you know, good for a see, she

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<v Speaker 13>deserves the job, but she's also way happier at the job,

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<v Speaker 13>and it's something that I could do and it would

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<v Speaker 13>be a perfect fit for me with my skills, but

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<v Speaker 13>I didn't get to get it. We'd see, we actually

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<v Speaker 13>applied for the same job, and she got it, but

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<v Speaker 13>I didn't. And it's because she deserves it way more

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<v Speaker 13>than I did.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you primarily like like this? How about this like

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<v Speaker 2>a good job? Is that primarily to you driven by

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<v Speaker 2>how much money you would make?

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<v Speaker 13>I wouldn't say so. I would say, I mean, it's

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<v Speaker 13>it's certainly part of it, you know, being able.

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<v Speaker 7>To pay the bills.

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<v Speaker 13>But I would say, you know, having an impact on

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<v Speaker 13>people is probably the most important thing. And I feel

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<v Speaker 13>like in the job.

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<v Speaker 2>I want to stop. I want to stop. I want

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<v Speaker 2>to stop you. I'm sorry I interrupted, but I think

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<v Speaker 2>and again, I'm insane man on the internet in a

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<v Speaker 2>gegal costume. I have no idea what I'm doing, so

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<v Speaker 2>don't take anything I say seriously ever, But right there,

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<v Speaker 2>you saying I want to impact people, focus on that.

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<v Speaker 2>I fuck your who gives a fuck what grades you

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<v Speaker 2>got in college? I like, I so mean that so

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<v Speaker 2>much like who, I don't give a fuck what grades

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<v Speaker 2>you got in college. If what you want to do

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<v Speaker 2>is have an impact on people, there are eight trillion

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<v Speaker 2>ways for you to do that that have nothing to

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<v Speaker 2>do with how what kind of grades you got in college.

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<v Speaker 2>So I just focus on that, like as a general direction,

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<v Speaker 2>I want to have an impact on people. And you know,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe you're like narrow mindedly only focusing on the ways

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<v Speaker 2>in which you could achieve that goal that involved you

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<v Speaker 2>needing to have good grades and needing people to like

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<v Speaker 2>look at you on a piece of paper and say

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<v Speaker 2>yes or no. And I would widen that focus into

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<v Speaker 2>other opportunities in which your grades do not matter. And

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<v Speaker 2>I will tell you, even though I am an insane

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<v Speaker 2>man and a get costume. There's no idea what they

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<v Speaker 2>are doing. Those ways exist, so I would look for

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<v Speaker 2>those as opposed to the ones that require you to

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<v Speaker 2>have good grades in college, because I think that's bullshit.

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<v Speaker 2>So just focus upon I want to have an impact

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<v Speaker 2>on people. How can I do that?

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<v Speaker 6>Not?

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<v Speaker 2>How can't I do that?

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<v Speaker 13>Listen, Man, you're no more insane than the rest of us.

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<v Speaker 13>But I appreciate that you. You took the time out

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<v Speaker 13>to talk to me, and I hear what you're saying.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, of course, man, Well I would you say anyamee

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<v Speaker 2>was onere time?

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<v Speaker 7>Nick?

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, Nick. I wish you good luck? Man, all right,

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<v Speaker 2>take it easy, brother, of course.

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<v Speaker 4>How from Jackie?

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<v Speaker 2>Jackie? You there, Jackie?

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<v Speaker 3>No, you're kidding. This is a joke.

0:21:12.920 --> 0:21:13.480
<v Speaker 2>Is what a joke?

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<v Speaker 3>You actually answered me, I'm watching stream? What's up?

0:21:20.040 --> 0:21:21.920
<v Speaker 2>I did? Don't watch the stream? Turn the stream off.

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<v Speaker 2>There's no stream. I'm streaming right now. You are on

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<v Speaker 2>the with the gecko. You are alone in your room.

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<v Speaker 2>I am in my room. We're both going insane right now,

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<v Speaker 2>and we're going to be in this experience together. Because look, Jackie,

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<v Speaker 2>can I be honest with you right now? People don't

0:21:35.720 --> 0:21:38.000
<v Speaker 2>realize this, Jackie. But I need you right now just

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<v Speaker 2>as much as you may think you need me. Okay,

0:21:41.200 --> 0:21:43.320
<v Speaker 2>for me to be there for you. I need you

0:21:43.440 --> 0:21:47.720
<v Speaker 2>to meet me with my needs. So so so be

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<v Speaker 2>so be with me in this moment, and I'll be

0:21:49.480 --> 0:21:49.800
<v Speaker 2>with you.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, Okay, Okay, I'm here. I'm seeing my name of chat.

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<v Speaker 3>It's kind of weird.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't reachat There is no okay, there's no chat. There's

0:22:00.040 --> 0:22:03.280
<v Speaker 2>when you're with your mom. Okay, you read chat?

0:22:04.920 --> 0:22:07.520
<v Speaker 3>No, No, I don't reach chat? What's chat? What is chat?

0:22:08.960 --> 0:22:10.280
<v Speaker 2>What's cliche?

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<v Speaker 3>What am I ashamed of? All right? All right, I'm ashamed.

0:22:14.640 --> 0:22:16.760
<v Speaker 3>I'm ashamed of fucking up. You know what I mean?

0:22:16.920 --> 0:22:18.040
<v Speaker 3>I'm ashamed of messing up.

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<v Speaker 2>What's the last thing you fucked up?

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<v Speaker 3>Something at work? So like I'm trying, I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 3>move up in like a higher position at my job,

0:22:28.560 --> 0:22:33.560
<v Speaker 3>and I kind of fucked up in an interview and

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<v Speaker 3>I just you know, I don't want to like have

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<v Speaker 3>that be my portrayal toward its like mm hm, the

0:22:45.440 --> 0:22:47.560
<v Speaker 3>bigger bosses, you know what I mean? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you care? Do you care to share what it

0:22:49.160 --> 0:22:49.840
<v Speaker 2>is you fucked up?

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<v Speaker 8>Well?

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's just like my anxiety or like like so,

0:22:55.160 --> 0:22:56.919
<v Speaker 3>so the whole thing is like I'm great at what

0:22:57.000 --> 0:22:59.359
<v Speaker 3>I do, like I and I know I am, and

0:22:59.440 --> 0:23:02.040
<v Speaker 3>I'm really calm. But when it's like a one on

0:23:02.040 --> 0:23:05.879
<v Speaker 3>one like confrontational, like I feel like I'm being stared down,

0:23:06.160 --> 0:23:09.359
<v Speaker 3>you know what I mean, It's like my anxiety cakes

0:23:09.400 --> 0:23:10.920
<v Speaker 3>in and I feel like I'm being tested.

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<v Speaker 2>And Jackie, if you could, I let's get logistical here,

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<v Speaker 2>what specifically what event transpired? Because now, because to me,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like the fact that like you're you're no, I mean,

0:23:25.720 --> 0:23:27.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm actually I'm kind of being serious right now. To me,

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<v Speaker 2>the fact that you you didn't respond with like an

0:23:32.240 --> 0:23:35.280
<v Speaker 2>actual event of a thing that you like logistically, I

0:23:35.640 --> 0:23:39.879
<v Speaker 2>fucking jammed the copier, I fucked up my power point slide.

0:23:40.000 --> 0:23:41.760
<v Speaker 2>The fact that you haven't given me an in real

0:23:41.840 --> 0:23:43.879
<v Speaker 2>world thing that you fucked up is kind of making

0:23:43.920 --> 0:23:47.040
<v Speaker 2>me believe that the fact that you fucked up might

0:23:47.280 --> 0:23:51.439
<v Speaker 2>be in your head, because that's understandable. But I don't know,

0:23:51.680 --> 0:23:53.960
<v Speaker 2>maybe I spoke too soon. Is there a real life

0:23:53.960 --> 0:23:55.160
<v Speaker 2>event thing that you did?

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<v Speaker 3>Probably not recently, no, no, so yeah, your head, yo,

0:24:01.920 --> 0:24:03.800
<v Speaker 3>you know what you solve my problem. That's it. You

0:24:03.800 --> 0:24:04.240
<v Speaker 3>solved it.

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<v Speaker 2>I get it. I think I fucked up all the time.

0:24:07.840 --> 0:24:10.439
<v Speaker 2>It goes to be in your head, and that's a

0:24:10.440 --> 0:24:13.000
<v Speaker 2>good thing. That means you didn't fuck up. Yeah the way,

0:24:13.040 --> 0:24:15.679
<v Speaker 2>even if you didn't suck up, who cares? Fuck All

0:24:15.720 --> 0:24:18.760
<v Speaker 2>those people gonna die just like you are and me.

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<v Speaker 3>It's it's hard. It's hard to like bring yourself to

0:24:21.880 --> 0:24:27.399
<v Speaker 3>that understanding and be that like introspective about yourself. You know,

0:24:28.400 --> 0:24:32.320
<v Speaker 3>like sometimes sometimes I look in the mirror and honestly,

0:24:32.440 --> 0:24:35.199
<v Speaker 3>like I don't even recognize what I look like. Like

0:24:35.240 --> 0:24:36.440
<v Speaker 3>does that make any sense to you?

0:24:38.240 --> 0:24:39.520
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

0:24:39.240 --> 0:24:42.439
<v Speaker 3>Yes, Like like I know what I look like, but

0:24:42.760 --> 0:24:49.200
<v Speaker 3>I don't perceive myself physically like I'm perceiving myself everything,

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<v Speaker 3>like mentally, like what's going on, Like what I'm thinking,

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<v Speaker 3>what I'm doing?

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<v Speaker 2>Can I bring to this something that I've been noticing

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<v Speaker 2>recently and I think it might be related or I

0:25:03.200 --> 0:25:05.120
<v Speaker 2>think this is related and tied into what you're trying

0:25:05.119 --> 0:25:09.560
<v Speaker 2>to tell me lately, Like while I'm doing this stream, yeah,

0:25:09.680 --> 0:25:12.560
<v Speaker 2>all in my head, I'll think that like a response

0:25:12.600 --> 0:25:16.960
<v Speaker 2>I've given or like a way that I've conducted myself

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<v Speaker 2>was one way or came off one way, and then

0:25:21.760 --> 0:25:23.400
<v Speaker 2>I'll go back and I'll watch the VOD and I'll

0:25:23.440 --> 0:25:25.479
<v Speaker 2>be like, oh, that actually, like when I actually I

0:25:25.480 --> 0:25:28.800
<v Speaker 2>watched myself do it as opposed to experiencing it as myself,

0:25:28.840 --> 0:25:31.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, yeah, that actually that actually wasn't that bad.

0:25:31.560 --> 0:25:33.240
<v Speaker 2>That actually was nowhere near as bad as I thought

0:25:33.240 --> 0:25:35.440
<v Speaker 2>it was gonna be or as I thought it was.

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<v Speaker 8>So.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's kind of keying me. That experience of of

0:25:40.240 --> 0:25:42.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm doing this right now and then it looks different

0:25:42.800 --> 0:25:45.560
<v Speaker 2>it's I go back and I watch it as a

0:25:45.640 --> 0:25:48.119
<v Speaker 2>viewer as supposed to be doing it keys me into

0:25:48.160 --> 0:25:50.200
<v Speaker 2>more of that idea that the way that we think

0:25:50.200 --> 0:25:53.080
<v Speaker 2>we're coming off is different from how we actually are.

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<v Speaker 3>That definitely makes sense. No, I totally understand that.

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<v Speaker 2>And to that point, would you say your name was Jackie,

0:26:04.280 --> 0:26:08.480
<v Speaker 2>It's Jackie Jackie. To that point, it's also keyed me

0:26:08.520 --> 0:26:14.959
<v Speaker 2>into how easy it is to fool people. Okay, so Jackie,

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<v Speaker 2>all you have to do to not come off, to

0:26:17.720 --> 0:26:20.320
<v Speaker 2>not make people think that you fucked up is just

0:26:20.400 --> 0:26:23.040
<v Speaker 2>fully in your head believe that you did not fuck up,

0:26:23.200 --> 0:26:25.320
<v Speaker 2>and then you will act as if you did not

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<v Speaker 2>fuck up, and then everyone will accept you as not

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<v Speaker 2>having fucked up.

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<v Speaker 3>You're so right, You're really right. It's it's a whole

0:26:32.400 --> 0:26:35.840
<v Speaker 3>like validation thing, like you have to validate yourself absolutely.

0:26:36.920 --> 0:26:39.320
<v Speaker 3>How is your bladder doing, by the way, like like

0:26:39.760 --> 0:26:41.000
<v Speaker 3>you gotta pee really bad?

0:26:41.280 --> 0:26:45.040
<v Speaker 2>No, because I'm I'm I think that. Uh, you know,

0:26:45.280 --> 0:26:49.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm focused in on what I'm doing right now, so

0:26:49.760 --> 0:26:52.520
<v Speaker 2>I haven't. My attention has been drawn away from my bladder.

0:26:52.520 --> 0:26:55.920
<v Speaker 2>But I appreciate you checking in, Jackie. Yeah, yeah, for sharing, Jackie.

0:26:55.960 --> 0:26:56.879
<v Speaker 2>I appreciate you.

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<v Speaker 3>Of course. I'm glad to be on on on stream.

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<v Speaker 3>Wait the stream? What's the stream? What's chot? Okay, I'm

0:27:02.080 --> 0:27:07.000
<v Speaker 3>glad to be here. You know, I appreciate I have

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<v Speaker 3>a good night, Caike.

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<v Speaker 4>Paul From Emily.

0:27:15.640 --> 0:27:16.000
<v Speaker 2>Emily.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh hello Emily, Hi?

0:27:21.640 --> 0:27:26.080
<v Speaker 14>Hellomia, Yes Hi, what's so?

0:27:26.160 --> 0:27:26.520
<v Speaker 2>What's up?

0:27:26.520 --> 0:27:26.639
<v Speaker 6>Oh?

0:27:26.640 --> 0:27:28.439
<v Speaker 2>Wait, Emily? Did you we did we talk on Did

0:27:28.440 --> 0:27:30.400
<v Speaker 2>we talk on Monday? O?

0:27:30.480 --> 0:27:31.000
<v Speaker 8>Way, we talked?

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<v Speaker 2>We talked on Wednesday? Emily.

0:27:33.640 --> 0:27:36.000
<v Speaker 4>No, that that wasn't me, that was you.

0:27:36.080 --> 0:27:36.879
<v Speaker 2>That's a different Emily.

0:27:38.240 --> 0:27:40.120
<v Speaker 4>Yes, yeah, I wasn't. I wasn't watching this Wednesday.

0:27:40.480 --> 0:27:41.679
<v Speaker 2>Have we ever spoken before?

0:27:42.440 --> 0:27:42.480
<v Speaker 10>No?

0:27:42.640 --> 0:27:43.680
<v Speaker 4>It was my first time calling.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually tell me everything about you, Emily.

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<v Speaker 4>Uh, okay, I'm twenty five, I work in New York City,

0:27:59.280 --> 0:28:02.400
<v Speaker 4>and yeah, not really an exciting life right now during

0:28:02.400 --> 0:28:04.600
<v Speaker 4>COVID time, but I appreciate you picking up my call.

0:28:05.359 --> 0:28:09.040
<v Speaker 2>Oh, of course. What is life like in New York

0:28:09.080 --> 0:28:09.640
<v Speaker 2>City right now?

0:28:10.960 --> 0:28:14.280
<v Speaker 4>It's really weird, actually, you know, like it's just so

0:28:14.720 --> 0:28:17.399
<v Speaker 4>quiet and dead. Honestly, not many people. A lot of

0:28:17.400 --> 0:28:20.560
<v Speaker 4>people left the city, so it's not really bustling right now.

0:28:20.600 --> 0:28:23.000
<v Speaker 5>But yeah, I've heard.

0:28:22.440 --> 0:28:25.200
<v Speaker 2>There's a bit of a controversy going on where New Yorkers,

0:28:26.000 --> 0:28:31.840
<v Speaker 2>you know, the gatekeepy sort of real new Yorkers, are,

0:28:32.560 --> 0:28:34.760
<v Speaker 2>you know, making fun with all the people that left

0:28:34.840 --> 0:28:37.879
<v Speaker 2>the city. Is that a sentiment that you have experienced

0:28:37.920 --> 0:28:38.520
<v Speaker 2>out in the wild?

0:28:39.680 --> 0:28:41.720
<v Speaker 4>I mean, I'm not originally from New York City, so

0:28:41.760 --> 0:28:44.520
<v Speaker 4>I don't know if I necessarily resonate.

0:28:44.040 --> 0:28:45.080
<v Speaker 15>With that, but I do.

0:28:45.200 --> 0:28:47.240
<v Speaker 14>I do see it a little bit, I guess.

0:28:48.040 --> 0:28:51.280
<v Speaker 2>And they have a question for you, Yeah, have you

0:28:51.360 --> 0:28:52.680
<v Speaker 2>ever been confused?

0:28:56.040 --> 0:28:56.480
<v Speaker 14>Yeah?

0:28:56.560 --> 0:28:59.320
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I think I'm actually going through something right now

0:28:59.320 --> 0:29:02.080
<v Speaker 4>that's kind of a bit confusing, I guess you.

0:29:02.080 --> 0:29:06.320
<v Speaker 2>Would say, a bit confusing.

0:29:06.360 --> 0:29:10.440
<v Speaker 4>You say, yeah, I mean it's it's like, you know,

0:29:10.480 --> 0:29:14.000
<v Speaker 4>like a personal situation, like roommate situations, So you're probably

0:29:14.000 --> 0:29:16.960
<v Speaker 4>tired of hearing about these. But like, I don't know

0:29:16.960 --> 0:29:19.120
<v Speaker 4>if I'm I don't know if I'm being like paranoid

0:29:19.120 --> 0:29:23.040
<v Speaker 4>about something or something's actually happening in my apartment. But

0:29:24.080 --> 0:29:25.840
<v Speaker 4>I'm trying to I'm trying to figure it out, but

0:29:25.880 --> 0:29:27.680
<v Speaker 4>it's it's definitely very confusing for me.

0:29:28.600 --> 0:29:31.720
<v Speaker 2>What are the details, what what have you? What's what's

0:29:31.760 --> 0:29:34.680
<v Speaker 2>the intel on the situation as it stands.

0:29:35.200 --> 0:29:38.360
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean, like I've been feeling some tensions with

0:29:38.360 --> 0:29:42.680
<v Speaker 4>my roommates I love with three other girls, and I've

0:29:42.920 --> 0:29:45.360
<v Speaker 4>been feeling like they kind of want me out because

0:29:45.360 --> 0:29:47.320
<v Speaker 4>we have to sign our lease for next year soon,

0:29:48.160 --> 0:29:50.080
<v Speaker 4>and I kind of feel like they're ganging up against

0:29:50.080 --> 0:29:52.480
<v Speaker 4>me and trying to make things really uncomfortable for me,

0:29:52.560 --> 0:29:56.120
<v Speaker 4>so I want to leave. And the part where I'm

0:29:56.480 --> 0:29:59.400
<v Speaker 4>I can't tell if I'm paranoid or not, is that

0:30:00.080 --> 0:30:05.080
<v Speaker 4>the past few weeks flashed this past month where I've

0:30:05.080 --> 0:30:08.840
<v Speaker 4>been really feeling this tension and like isolation. I've had

0:30:08.920 --> 0:30:12.280
<v Speaker 4>like three allergic reactions where I've had to go to

0:30:12.360 --> 0:30:16.160
<v Speaker 4>the hospital and my roommates know what I'm definitely allergic to.

0:30:16.240 --> 0:30:20.200
<v Speaker 4>They know I cannot eat peanuts, and somehow I just

0:30:20.360 --> 0:30:23.440
<v Speaker 4>keep getting anaphylaxis and ending of in the hospital. And

0:30:23.480 --> 0:30:26.360
<v Speaker 4>I don't know if I'm being paranoid, but like, I

0:30:26.400 --> 0:30:29.600
<v Speaker 4>think it's weird that they're trying to nudge me out

0:30:29.640 --> 0:30:31.560
<v Speaker 4>of the apartment and make sure I'm not living with

0:30:31.600 --> 0:30:35.480
<v Speaker 4>them next year. And there's all these coincidences of their

0:30:35.560 --> 0:30:38.280
<v Speaker 4>being traces of peanuts in my food and the ending

0:30:38.360 --> 0:30:40.440
<v Speaker 4>up in the hospital and ending up having to pay

0:30:41.400 --> 0:30:45.239
<v Speaker 4>obscene hospital bills, you know, And I just there's been

0:30:45.240 --> 0:30:47.280
<v Speaker 4>a few scenarios where I thought I caught them and

0:30:47.360 --> 0:30:48.800
<v Speaker 4>I just I can't figure it out. And I don't

0:30:48.800 --> 0:30:51.800
<v Speaker 4>know if I'm hallucinating or being paranoid, but it's just

0:30:51.880 --> 0:30:54.080
<v Speaker 4>so confusing and I don't know what to do about it.

0:30:55.080 --> 0:31:00.680
<v Speaker 2>Wow, that would be massively fucked up if they were.

0:31:00.520 --> 0:31:03.600
<v Speaker 4>Doing that, right, which is why it's such a big

0:31:03.640 --> 0:31:05.720
<v Speaker 4>accusation to point at them. And I just don't know

0:31:05.720 --> 0:31:06.560
<v Speaker 4>what to do anymore.

0:31:07.680 --> 0:31:10.040
<v Speaker 2>It is it's a heavy accusation to point at them.

0:31:10.080 --> 0:31:15.920
<v Speaker 2>But hmm, what I'm curious. I know you say it's

0:31:15.960 --> 0:31:19.240
<v Speaker 2>like paranoia, and do you do you have any like

0:31:21.360 --> 0:31:24.920
<v Speaker 2>what could you go any further into what you believe

0:31:27.000 --> 0:31:30.720
<v Speaker 2>your evidence would be or sort of the root of

0:31:30.720 --> 0:31:34.560
<v Speaker 2>your what These are fancy ways for me to ask

0:31:34.600 --> 0:31:36.280
<v Speaker 2>why do you think they're doing this? Or what makes

0:31:36.280 --> 0:31:37.080
<v Speaker 2>you think they're doing this?

0:31:39.040 --> 0:31:41.320
<v Speaker 4>I mean, there were like a few scenarios, but like

0:31:41.440 --> 0:31:44.040
<v Speaker 4>at one where I really thought I got them was

0:31:44.320 --> 0:31:47.440
<v Speaker 4>two weeks ago. I was making this smoothie in the

0:31:47.520 --> 0:31:49.200
<v Speaker 4>kitchen because it was kind of neutrable and it's like

0:31:49.240 --> 0:31:52.480
<v Speaker 4>my favorite thing ever. But like, I also had just

0:31:52.680 --> 0:31:56.240
<v Speaker 4>ordered food for later in the day, so I was

0:31:56.280 --> 0:31:58.719
<v Speaker 4>like mid smoothie making, but I ran downstairs to go

0:31:58.760 --> 0:32:01.840
<v Speaker 4>pick up my my Super East order.

0:32:02.120 --> 0:32:04.200
<v Speaker 2>U smoothie out in the open.

0:32:04.400 --> 0:32:07.680
<v Speaker 4>Yeah yeah, And then you know I came back continued,

0:32:08.160 --> 0:32:12.480
<v Speaker 4>you know, cooking up my smoothie, and when I had it,

0:32:12.560 --> 0:32:14.760
<v Speaker 4>I was like, fuck, like my mouth is tingling, like

0:32:14.840 --> 0:32:18.400
<v Speaker 4>I think I'm going through anaphylaxis. And there was There's

0:32:18.400 --> 0:32:20.080
<v Speaker 4>literally nothing I could have put in this movie to

0:32:20.080 --> 0:32:22.080
<v Speaker 4>make it. Why would I poison myself?

0:32:22.120 --> 0:32:25.760
<v Speaker 2>You know, you double checked everything, you didn't you didn't

0:32:25.760 --> 0:32:29.200
<v Speaker 2>go to Trader Joe's and get a new fucking Xanthon

0:32:29.640 --> 0:32:33.880
<v Speaker 2>gum thing or all the ingredients are tried test the

0:32:33.920 --> 0:32:36.760
<v Speaker 2>trude nothing possibly could have gotten in there under your watch.

0:32:37.280 --> 0:32:39.160
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I definitely know, And I know that one of

0:32:39.160 --> 0:32:42.000
<v Speaker 4>my roommates was home during the time, so I feel

0:32:42.040 --> 0:32:45.280
<v Speaker 4>like maybe she might have flipped something into my movie.

0:32:45.360 --> 0:32:46.400
<v Speaker 15>I I really.

0:32:46.160 --> 0:32:48.520
<v Speaker 4>Don't know, but it's it's just it's just too weird,

0:32:48.560 --> 0:32:49.520
<v Speaker 4>the timing.

0:32:49.400 --> 0:32:49.600
<v Speaker 8>You know.

0:32:52.640 --> 0:32:56.160
<v Speaker 2>Wow hmm. I mean, what is your person? What have

0:32:56.240 --> 0:32:59.200
<v Speaker 2>your like relationships been like with these? Like how do

0:32:59.280 --> 0:33:02.560
<v Speaker 2>they act to it's you? Is it? Is it conniving

0:33:02.760 --> 0:33:04.360
<v Speaker 2>or strange.

0:33:03.920 --> 0:33:10.640
<v Speaker 4>Or just very like cold intense lately, like they want

0:33:11.000 --> 0:33:13.120
<v Speaker 4>to make it uncomfortable, so I don't want to live

0:33:13.160 --> 0:33:16.760
<v Speaker 4>here anymore, but like it's such a good location and

0:33:16.800 --> 0:33:18.400
<v Speaker 4>such a good rent.

0:33:18.160 --> 0:33:21.640
<v Speaker 2>And like no, no, no, you know, no no, no. Look

0:33:21.720 --> 0:33:28.840
<v Speaker 2>look even if even if and we don't know if

0:33:28.840 --> 0:33:30.480
<v Speaker 2>they're poison if they're trying to poison you or not,

0:33:31.240 --> 0:33:34.600
<v Speaker 2>but the fact that you're paranoid that they even would,

0:33:35.040 --> 0:33:38.360
<v Speaker 2>the fact that your relationship with them is such that

0:33:39.360 --> 0:33:43.560
<v Speaker 2>the idea that they would purposely try to poison you

0:33:43.640 --> 0:33:45.880
<v Speaker 2>and send you into afterlax shut. The fact that your

0:33:45.920 --> 0:33:48.719
<v Speaker 2>relationship with them is such that that idea even could

0:33:48.880 --> 0:33:51.920
<v Speaker 2>enter your head means that you should not be living

0:33:51.920 --> 0:33:56.280
<v Speaker 2>with these people. But even if it's such a great location,

0:33:56.480 --> 0:33:59.040
<v Speaker 2>even if you feel like leaving would make it feel

0:33:59.120 --> 0:34:02.120
<v Speaker 2>like they won or got rid of you, and you

0:34:02.120 --> 0:34:04.200
<v Speaker 2>don't want that, you should leave.

0:34:06.200 --> 0:34:11.640
<v Speaker 4>But that's like surrendering, you know, Like, yeah, surrender.

0:34:11.520 --> 0:34:16.400
<v Speaker 2>Surrender a lot of There's no reason to keep yourself

0:34:16.440 --> 0:34:19.319
<v Speaker 2>in a poor situation just because you want to. You

0:34:19.440 --> 0:34:22.600
<v Speaker 2>want to win, because what you really win is absolutely

0:34:22.719 --> 0:34:26.160
<v Speaker 2>the prize is that you get to live in fear.

0:34:27.600 --> 0:34:32.440
<v Speaker 2>But it's not a great prize. I think surrendering is

0:34:32.440 --> 0:34:33.240
<v Speaker 2>not a terrible option.

0:34:34.320 --> 0:34:37.319
<v Speaker 4>Like hear me out, Like what if I got back

0:34:37.360 --> 0:34:39.839
<v Speaker 4>at them somehow and then leave them all?

0:34:39.960 --> 0:34:40.160
<v Speaker 3>Leave?

0:34:41.480 --> 0:34:43.000
<v Speaker 2>That's too much work for you?

0:34:44.960 --> 0:34:45.680
<v Speaker 3>Are you sure?

0:34:45.880 --> 0:34:48.040
<v Speaker 14>Like what would you do if you're in a situation.

0:34:47.880 --> 0:34:54.799
<v Speaker 2>But I would leave getting revenge? You have nothing to

0:34:54.880 --> 0:34:59.239
<v Speaker 2>win by getting revenge or by staying. Whether or not

0:34:59.280 --> 0:35:03.440
<v Speaker 2>these people did it poisoned you doesn't matter because, like

0:35:03.480 --> 0:35:05.359
<v Speaker 2>I said, the fact that they would even enter your brain,

0:35:05.400 --> 0:35:07.960
<v Speaker 2>that they would means that your relationship with them is

0:35:07.960 --> 0:35:09.680
<v Speaker 2>is kind of fucked up and weird, which means you

0:35:09.680 --> 0:35:11.680
<v Speaker 2>should just leave. Don't try to get back at them,

0:35:11.840 --> 0:35:13.000
<v Speaker 2>don't try to let them win.

0:35:14.320 --> 0:35:14.719
<v Speaker 3>Just leave.

0:35:15.320 --> 0:35:16.880
<v Speaker 2>That's that's that's what I would do if I were

0:35:16.920 --> 0:35:17.520
<v Speaker 2>in your situation.

0:35:18.560 --> 0:35:20.719
<v Speaker 4>But like I even tried to like sit them down

0:35:20.800 --> 0:35:23.840
<v Speaker 4>once and I was like, guys, like like I like

0:35:23.840 --> 0:35:25.680
<v Speaker 4>brought them. I was like, Chloe, sir, I'mily, like come here,

0:35:25.719 --> 0:35:28.520
<v Speaker 4>like we need to talk about this, and they completely

0:35:28.840 --> 0:35:34.080
<v Speaker 4>just denied it all and told me I was crazy.

0:35:34.560 --> 0:35:37.160
<v Speaker 2>Let them do what your name was?

0:35:38.719 --> 0:35:40.160
<v Speaker 4>Whose name my roommates?

0:35:40.520 --> 0:35:44.279
<v Speaker 2>No, your oh, your name is Emily, Emily. Let your

0:35:44.320 --> 0:35:47.520
<v Speaker 2>roommates win this stupid battle and move on with your life.

0:35:48.120 --> 0:35:54.840
<v Speaker 2>That that's my final words to you. Okay, but uh,

0:35:55.000 --> 0:35:58.279
<v Speaker 2>you know, I appreciate you calling in and thank you

0:35:58.320 --> 0:36:00.799
<v Speaker 2>for share. I hope that I hope you're all right.

0:36:00.840 --> 0:36:04.000
<v Speaker 2>I hope that you didn't you're not. You know, they didn't.

0:36:04.040 --> 0:36:06.600
<v Speaker 2>You don't have peanut lung or. I just made that up.

0:36:06.640 --> 0:36:13.359
<v Speaker 2>But you know, please please please listen to me. Don't

0:36:13.719 --> 0:36:16.320
<v Speaker 2>fucking go on a revenge crusade. It's not going to

0:36:16.400 --> 0:36:18.960
<v Speaker 2>help you. Don't try to win, don't play this game.

0:36:19.160 --> 0:36:22.239
<v Speaker 2>Just leave. That's why I think. I know I don't

0:36:22.239 --> 0:36:25.520
<v Speaker 2>like to give people actual but that I do the leave.

0:36:25.719 --> 0:36:27.879
<v Speaker 2>Don't play these games. They're stupid. Don't try to win

0:36:28.000 --> 0:36:31.480
<v Speaker 2>because you don't win anything you win, you win further.

0:36:31.280 --> 0:36:35.000
<v Speaker 4>Stress, I'm talking to my mom right now.

0:36:36.000 --> 0:36:36.359
<v Speaker 3>All right.

0:36:38.960 --> 0:36:41.360
<v Speaker 4>No, I didn't say your name, Chloe. I was just

0:36:41.400 --> 0:36:42.439
<v Speaker 4>talking to my mom. It's good.

0:36:45.040 --> 0:36:45.440
<v Speaker 2>I'll talk to you.

0:36:47.480 --> 0:36:47.680
<v Speaker 3>Hello.

0:36:54.280 --> 0:36:59.680
<v Speaker 2>Okay, hold on, okay, The people of the chest saying,

0:36:59.719 --> 0:37:02.920
<v Speaker 2>first of all, all right, there's another thing. If you're

0:37:02.960 --> 0:37:06.000
<v Speaker 2>new to this stream, my view on fake calls is

0:37:06.040 --> 0:37:09.200
<v Speaker 2>that doesn't fucking matter. What if people someone could call

0:37:09.239 --> 0:37:13.000
<v Speaker 2>in with something that's clearly fake? Who fucking cares? All?

0:37:13.120 --> 0:37:15.799
<v Speaker 4>From?

0:37:15.960 --> 0:37:16.920
<v Speaker 14>Uh to accept?

0:37:20.440 --> 0:37:27.920
<v Speaker 2>What confused you about the call screening process? What you're

0:37:27.960 --> 0:37:37.080
<v Speaker 2>still confused? Still confused? Yeah? What can I clear up

0:37:37.080 --> 0:37:37.279
<v Speaker 2>for you?

0:37:39.760 --> 0:37:40.160
<v Speaker 3>Uh?

0:37:40.200 --> 0:37:41.520
<v Speaker 16>What you said at first?

0:37:44.520 --> 0:37:47.279
<v Speaker 2>Said at first, like when you first answered, or when

0:37:47.320 --> 0:37:49.520
<v Speaker 2>Google Voice asked you to state your name and you said.

0:37:49.360 --> 0:37:55.000
<v Speaker 16>Uh uh when I first answered?

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<v Speaker 2>And do you want me to catch you up to

0:37:58.760 --> 0:38:01.120
<v Speaker 2>where we are? We can go two ways with this.

0:38:01.200 --> 0:38:02.879
<v Speaker 2>I could. I could this because I think what we're

0:38:02.880 --> 0:38:06.239
<v Speaker 2>engaging in right now is kind of bullshit. But it

0:38:06.360 --> 0:38:10.200
<v Speaker 2>is also you know, I take full responsibility for because

0:38:10.200 --> 0:38:12.719
<v Speaker 2>this is the line that I decided to take us down. Well,

0:38:12.840 --> 0:38:16.200
<v Speaker 2>we could either continue down this path of sort of

0:38:16.200 --> 0:38:18.440
<v Speaker 2>going in circles, not really knowing what we're talking about,

0:38:18.480 --> 0:38:22.640
<v Speaker 2>me railing on you for being confused, and then that

0:38:22.800 --> 0:38:25.000
<v Speaker 2>confusing you even more because you don't know what's going on.

0:38:25.160 --> 0:38:27.120
<v Speaker 2>Or we could just start completely fresh, as if we're

0:38:27.160 --> 0:38:29.879
<v Speaker 2>two people having a conversation with each other like normal

0:38:29.960 --> 0:38:31.960
<v Speaker 2>human beings. Which of those two options would you like

0:38:32.000 --> 0:38:33.239
<v Speaker 2>to go down? Because I'm open to either.

0:38:35.040 --> 0:38:36.319
<v Speaker 16>All right, door to you.

0:38:38.360 --> 0:38:40.160
<v Speaker 2>What are you looking at.

0:38:42.280 --> 0:38:45.120
<v Speaker 16>My roomba running around my house?

0:38:48.600 --> 0:38:49.880
<v Speaker 2>When do you get a rouma? How long have you

0:38:49.920 --> 0:38:50.200
<v Speaker 2>had it for?

0:38:52.160 --> 0:38:52.520
<v Speaker 7>Well?

0:38:53.239 --> 0:38:59.480
<v Speaker 16>I I got it for graduating college, so I guess

0:38:59.520 --> 0:39:06.239
<v Speaker 16>that's like three years now, a little bit longer than

0:39:06.320 --> 0:39:07.000
<v Speaker 16>most people.

0:39:07.200 --> 0:39:10.239
<v Speaker 2>But can I ask you something and it might be

0:39:10.280 --> 0:39:11.040
<v Speaker 2>a little bit personal?

0:39:12.040 --> 0:39:12.640
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, sure.

0:39:13.440 --> 0:39:18.160
<v Speaker 2>Do you feel as though you have developed any sort

0:39:18.440 --> 0:39:23.759
<v Speaker 2>of I'm not gonna say strong, but perhaps above average

0:39:24.120 --> 0:39:27.719
<v Speaker 2>emotional connection with your rumba after having had it for

0:39:27.719 --> 0:39:30.640
<v Speaker 2>so long and identifying it, you know, possibly as a

0:39:30.680 --> 0:39:31.560
<v Speaker 2>sentient object?

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<v Speaker 16>You know, I would say definitely yes, but uh, at

0:39:41.640 --> 0:39:44.560
<v Speaker 16>the same time, I also, I don't have a name

0:39:44.640 --> 0:39:50.520
<v Speaker 16>for rumba yet. It's still just rumba. But I mean

0:39:50.719 --> 0:39:55.160
<v Speaker 16>I look at I look at Rumba, and like I

0:39:55.160 --> 0:39:59.279
<v Speaker 16>get like this like little little happy feeling when I

0:39:59.280 --> 0:40:03.000
<v Speaker 16>see him running around and bumping into walls and going

0:40:03.000 --> 0:40:07.520
<v Speaker 16>into crevices and getting confused, and it's a little happy

0:40:07.560 --> 0:40:12.719
<v Speaker 16>noises he makes. So Yeah, definitely, I don't think I've

0:40:12.760 --> 0:40:14.880
<v Speaker 16>ever been so attached to a vacuum before.

0:40:16.400 --> 0:40:19.080
<v Speaker 2>And how do you think that room of views you?

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<v Speaker 17>Hmmm, I don't know.

0:40:26.600 --> 0:40:28.680
<v Speaker 16>Is it fucked up that I've never thought about that?

0:40:28.760 --> 0:40:31.120
<v Speaker 16>Am I allowed to curse? Is this like a family channel?

0:40:31.560 --> 0:40:33.279
<v Speaker 2>You can say whatever you want to me, You can

0:40:33.280 --> 0:40:34.160
<v Speaker 2>say contiff you will?

0:40:35.480 --> 0:40:39.239
<v Speaker 16>I would never, But yeah, I guess I was like

0:40:39.800 --> 0:40:45.640
<v Speaker 16>not taken into consideration so much. How rumba confuse me?

0:40:45.719 --> 0:40:50.520
<v Speaker 16>I hope it's not like a like a master sort

0:40:50.560 --> 0:40:53.279
<v Speaker 16>of position, Like I want to be like almost like

0:40:53.320 --> 0:40:56.839
<v Speaker 16>a colleague of rumba, But at the same time I'm

0:40:56.880 --> 0:40:59.200
<v Speaker 16>giving a command. I don't know.

0:41:00.400 --> 0:41:02.680
<v Speaker 2>Do you would you rather be feared or loved by

0:41:02.680 --> 0:41:04.600
<v Speaker 2>your rumba?

0:41:05.760 --> 0:41:05.920
<v Speaker 6>Hm?

0:41:07.120 --> 0:41:07.920
<v Speaker 16>What what.

0:41:09.520 --> 0:41:09.799
<v Speaker 6>That is?

0:41:09.920 --> 0:41:10.640
<v Speaker 16>Machiavelli?

0:41:10.760 --> 0:41:10.920
<v Speaker 3>Right?

0:41:11.320 --> 0:41:12.960
<v Speaker 2>Is that his name macavel?

0:41:14.200 --> 0:41:19.959
<v Speaker 16>Yeah, in the case of rumba, I would I would

0:41:20.000 --> 0:41:27.560
<v Speaker 16>say love, you know, just like I feel like fostering

0:41:28.120 --> 0:41:35.239
<v Speaker 16>a relationship with Rumba is important because like, you know,

0:41:35.840 --> 0:41:40.239
<v Speaker 16>I love Rumba. I want Rumba to love me and

0:41:40.719 --> 0:41:47.440
<v Speaker 16>not feel like I'm subjugating Rumba and uh like otherwise,

0:41:47.560 --> 0:41:50.960
<v Speaker 16>like what if Rumba decides to like turn on me

0:41:51.160 --> 0:41:54.560
<v Speaker 16>or something, you know, like if Ruba doesn't love me,

0:41:54.840 --> 0:41:56.440
<v Speaker 16>what is stopping Rumba for doing that?

0:41:56.800 --> 0:41:57.040
<v Speaker 3>You know?

0:41:57.400 --> 0:41:59.759
<v Speaker 16>Like what if Rumba decides not to vacuum?

0:42:00.880 --> 0:42:01.080
<v Speaker 3>You know.

0:42:01.280 --> 0:42:04.279
<v Speaker 2>Uh, You've been very vulnerable with us over the course

0:42:04.320 --> 0:42:06.720
<v Speaker 2>of this column, and I want to end this by saying,

0:42:07.040 --> 0:42:10.680
<v Speaker 2>I think that you should tell everything that you've told

0:42:10.760 --> 0:42:13.600
<v Speaker 2>us to Rumba and see how they respond to Maybe

0:42:13.600 --> 0:42:15.879
<v Speaker 2>you can develop a greater relationship than the one you've

0:42:15.880 --> 0:42:19.799
<v Speaker 2>had right now, because it doesn't sound like the relationship

0:42:19.840 --> 0:42:23.920
<v Speaker 2>between you and Rumba has a lot of communication going on.

0:42:23.960 --> 0:42:26.640
<v Speaker 2>So I would go ahead and start that dialogue as

0:42:26.680 --> 0:42:31.160
<v Speaker 2>soon as you possibly can before Rumba fears you in

0:42:31.400 --> 0:42:33.359
<v Speaker 2>an irreversible way.

0:42:35.560 --> 0:42:39.680
<v Speaker 16>Damn all right, I'll do that, Thank you anytime.

0:42:39.719 --> 0:42:44.160
<v Speaker 2>I'll talk to you soon, all right, But.

0:42:47.480 --> 0:42:49.439
<v Speaker 8>All from us.

0:42:51.239 --> 0:42:59.040
<v Speaker 2>To expect yes, yes, hello, how are you doing?

0:42:59.200 --> 0:43:01.480
<v Speaker 11>S doing pretty?

0:43:01.480 --> 0:43:02.520
<v Speaker 5>Well, not the.

0:43:02.440 --> 0:43:07.680
<v Speaker 11>Most productive day, but I found your stream pretty interesting.

0:43:08.680 --> 0:43:12.680
<v Speaker 2>What did you want to get done? Uh?

0:43:12.880 --> 0:43:16.920
<v Speaker 11>Well, I anticipated to have work today, but my boss

0:43:16.920 --> 0:43:20.040
<v Speaker 11>never messaged me. So honestly, I just said that in

0:43:20.120 --> 0:43:21.680
<v Speaker 11>all day just on the laptop.

0:43:23.320 --> 0:43:26.160
<v Speaker 2>But what do you do on the laptop, I'll.

0:43:26.000 --> 0:43:30.719
<v Speaker 11>Just playing games. I want to work out, but I

0:43:30.840 --> 0:43:31.840
<v Speaker 11>just got too into.

0:43:31.640 --> 0:43:36.640
<v Speaker 5>It, so I was just really criticis criticized you myself.

0:43:37.320 --> 0:43:39.440
<v Speaker 11>And then the last forty minutes I've just been watching

0:43:39.480 --> 0:43:39.920
<v Speaker 11>your stream.

0:43:41.440 --> 0:43:43.239
<v Speaker 2>I've been streaming for forty minutes.

0:43:44.040 --> 0:43:47.160
<v Speaker 11>Like thirty six. Yeah, why you don't like it?

0:43:47.960 --> 0:43:51.560
<v Speaker 2>No, it's actually yeah, I feel like, uh no, I'm

0:43:51.600 --> 0:43:57.960
<v Speaker 2>in a more I'm learning more how to how to

0:43:57.960 --> 0:44:00.600
<v Speaker 2>get so much of how so much of my experience

0:44:00.600 --> 0:44:03.359
<v Speaker 2>with the stream is about my energy levels, and I'm

0:44:03.440 --> 0:44:06.880
<v Speaker 2>learning how to best prime my energy levels to you know,

0:44:06.920 --> 0:44:08.640
<v Speaker 2>get into and I think when I have high energy

0:44:08.680 --> 0:44:12.799
<v Speaker 2>it goes by quicker. Anyway, that's it's not it's not

0:44:12.840 --> 0:44:15.640
<v Speaker 2>about me. Nothing is about me. No one ever owes

0:44:15.680 --> 0:44:17.600
<v Speaker 2>me anything. Every no one ever owes you anything ever

0:44:17.840 --> 0:44:20.160
<v Speaker 2>s What have you ever been confused?

0:44:21.520 --> 0:44:21.840
<v Speaker 17>Mmm?

0:44:22.760 --> 0:44:25.960
<v Speaker 11>Uh yeah, definitely, most good amount of times.

0:44:26.680 --> 0:44:28.520
<v Speaker 2>Tell me about the last time you were confused.

0:44:32.040 --> 0:44:33.879
<v Speaker 11>I don't want to tell you, I mean the last

0:44:33.880 --> 0:44:35.719
<v Speaker 11>time I was confused. It's pretty a boring story, but

0:44:35.840 --> 0:44:43.680
<v Speaker 11>I'll give you an interesting story from so around when

0:44:43.719 --> 0:44:46.480
<v Speaker 11>I was ten, I'll give you I'll keep it quick,

0:44:46.800 --> 0:44:51.520
<v Speaker 11>around when I was ten. I'm Mongolian. Right, So around

0:44:51.520 --> 0:44:53.520
<v Speaker 11>when I was ten, when I went to my cousin's place,

0:44:54.160 --> 0:44:57.000
<v Speaker 11>all my family was there, and I started noticing, one

0:44:57.040 --> 0:45:01.400
<v Speaker 11>by one they all started going upstairs, right, And I

0:45:01.440 --> 0:45:03.960
<v Speaker 11>go upstairs just to see what's happening where my family is.

0:45:04.000 --> 0:45:08.520
<v Speaker 11>And I noticed that they're all in the room on

0:45:08.560 --> 0:45:11.680
<v Speaker 11>their knees and they're just they're circling my cousin, right.

0:45:13.239 --> 0:45:17.080
<v Speaker 11>And my cousin comes out in this wardrobe and he's

0:45:17.080 --> 0:45:21.600
<v Speaker 11>wearing this cultural cultural outfit and he's doing a little

0:45:22.400 --> 0:45:24.400
<v Speaker 11>how do I say, like a little dance or some

0:45:24.600 --> 0:45:28.600
<v Speaker 11>almost and my aunt, my cousin, gives him a tea,

0:45:29.680 --> 0:45:32.879
<v Speaker 11>and my cousin sounds like me. Right, my voice may.

0:45:32.760 --> 0:45:33.560
<v Speaker 3>Be a little deeper.

0:45:33.760 --> 0:45:39.560
<v Speaker 11>But after he did all that, he his voice became grizzly,

0:45:39.680 --> 0:45:43.200
<v Speaker 11>you know something, you know, almost scary ominous sort of right,

0:45:43.920 --> 0:45:46.080
<v Speaker 11>I got, I got to greeked up, and I left.

0:45:47.200 --> 0:45:50.799
<v Speaker 11>I left, and five years, four years later, I don't

0:45:50.960 --> 0:45:53.520
<v Speaker 11>talk about this, and I tell my cousin, you know

0:45:53.680 --> 0:45:54.240
<v Speaker 11>what happened?

0:45:54.239 --> 0:45:54.839
<v Speaker 7>What was that?

0:45:55.120 --> 0:45:58.000
<v Speaker 11>What happened to you know, let's get a cousin bill

0:45:59.000 --> 0:46:05.359
<v Speaker 11>and told me he's a shawman, right, And she told

0:46:05.360 --> 0:46:09.480
<v Speaker 11>me he's a shaman, and shamans are people who connect

0:46:09.520 --> 0:46:14.080
<v Speaker 11>our ancestors, you know, with to the family almost. And

0:46:14.160 --> 0:46:17.640
<v Speaker 11>so I asked, so our ancestor went into him, he

0:46:17.680 --> 0:46:20.239
<v Speaker 11>got possessed, that's what That's what I said to her.

0:46:20.320 --> 0:46:22.960
<v Speaker 11>And she said, it's not a possession, it's more of

0:46:22.960 --> 0:46:27.719
<v Speaker 11>an invitation, right, And she said I started understanding, and

0:46:27.920 --> 0:46:31.799
<v Speaker 11>I was almost. I was. I didn't believe it at first,

0:46:31.840 --> 0:46:35.839
<v Speaker 11>you know, and I asked, like she got like come

0:46:35.880 --> 0:46:37.520
<v Speaker 11>on there, like I think this is like, you know,

0:46:38.000 --> 0:46:40.840
<v Speaker 11>it's bull crap, right, I don't think it's real. And

0:46:40.880 --> 0:46:44.440
<v Speaker 11>then she's telling me, well, she told me a story

0:46:44.480 --> 0:46:46.719
<v Speaker 11>where when she was pregnant, she got to the car

0:46:46.760 --> 0:46:49.839
<v Speaker 11>crash and you know, she almost she could have died.

0:46:50.600 --> 0:46:55.600
<v Speaker 11>But a week after the car crash, she was all right.

0:46:56.480 --> 0:47:00.279
<v Speaker 11>They did another ritual with my cousin again, and an

0:47:00.320 --> 0:47:04.600
<v Speaker 11>ancestor came into him, and she said like, she asked

0:47:04.680 --> 0:47:07.160
<v Speaker 11>our ancestor, like, what happened? Why am I alive?

0:47:08.840 --> 0:47:12.440
<v Speaker 2>And you know, so this was a ritual to possess

0:47:12.520 --> 0:47:13.919
<v Speaker 2>your cousin with.

0:47:14.920 --> 0:47:20.440
<v Speaker 11>A possession number, not a possession, an invitation, yes, invitation okay.

0:47:20.520 --> 0:47:22.760
<v Speaker 2>So so they were per forming a ritual to invite

0:47:22.800 --> 0:47:26.040
<v Speaker 2>your ancestor into the body of your cousin for the

0:47:26.080 --> 0:47:31.040
<v Speaker 2>purpose of asking your grandmother answer the purpose of asking questions.

0:47:31.360 --> 0:47:34.319
<v Speaker 2>But why, but even but even if, why would your

0:47:34.360 --> 0:47:39.839
<v Speaker 2>ancestor know the answer to why ram I got into

0:47:39.840 --> 0:47:40.480
<v Speaker 2>a car crash?

0:47:40.840 --> 0:47:42.759
<v Speaker 11>See, I was going to get to that point. I

0:47:42.800 --> 0:47:44.600
<v Speaker 11>was going to get to that point, right, Okay, So

0:47:44.920 --> 0:47:47.880
<v Speaker 11>let's no no, no, no, no, thank no, thank thanks for

0:47:47.880 --> 0:47:52.279
<v Speaker 11>bringing that up. So I asked my cousin, does door

0:47:52.400 --> 0:47:55.239
<v Speaker 11>ancestors have the answer to everything? And she said yes,

0:47:55.520 --> 0:47:57.480
<v Speaker 11>yes to do. And I was like, and you know

0:47:57.480 --> 0:48:00.560
<v Speaker 11>as a mongoi and I asked, you know, related to

0:48:00.600 --> 0:48:04.240
<v Speaker 11>gang is Cone Shing is gone? And she said no answered.

0:48:04.320 --> 0:48:06.280
<v Speaker 11>I was like, okay, so they had to answer to everything.

0:48:06.320 --> 0:48:08.480
<v Speaker 11>I was like, can you ask can you ask your

0:48:08.520 --> 0:48:11.640
<v Speaker 11>ancestors what happened? What's you know, what's in our future?

0:48:11.800 --> 0:48:13.920
<v Speaker 11>You know, what's what awaits us. You know, am I

0:48:13.960 --> 0:48:16.279
<v Speaker 11>gonna Am I going to be a failure? Am I

0:48:16.280 --> 0:48:20.040
<v Speaker 11>going to be successful? I want to know? And she said, well,

0:48:20.080 --> 0:48:22.879
<v Speaker 11>what's the point of asking them? Because if you asked

0:48:22.960 --> 0:48:26.360
<v Speaker 11>them that they give you the answer, then they you

0:48:26.360 --> 0:48:28.800
<v Speaker 11>you wouldn't be living life, you'd just be expecting something

0:48:29.719 --> 0:48:36.319
<v Speaker 11>and exactly right. And that's why that that's back to

0:48:36.320 --> 0:48:39.440
<v Speaker 11>what she said. You know, what if they don't have answer,

0:48:39.480 --> 0:48:42.759
<v Speaker 11>what if it just making it up almost as like

0:48:42.800 --> 0:48:48.560
<v Speaker 11>a false hope. So that's why it's kind of confusing,

0:48:48.719 --> 0:48:50.480
<v Speaker 11>and not just that I told you.

0:48:50.840 --> 0:48:52.719
<v Speaker 2>Did you end up asking why why your grandma got

0:48:52.760 --> 0:48:53.839
<v Speaker 2>into a car crush.

0:48:54.280 --> 0:48:58.520
<v Speaker 11>And not my grandma my cousin? Oh yeah, so uh.

0:49:00.360 --> 0:49:04.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm confused, just too many? Did you find out why

0:49:04.160 --> 0:49:06.640
<v Speaker 2>your cousin got into a ark crush?

0:49:07.160 --> 0:49:11.279
<v Speaker 11>Is supposedly she told me? Uh, she said, like, why

0:49:11.280 --> 0:49:14.359
<v Speaker 11>am I alive? Will happen like and my ancestor this

0:49:14.400 --> 0:49:16.400
<v Speaker 11>is a while ago, buddy, If what I remember was

0:49:16.400 --> 0:49:18.800
<v Speaker 11>my she said, my ancestor said that she was pregnant

0:49:18.920 --> 0:49:22.800
<v Speaker 11>and she she had to give birth to to the

0:49:22.880 --> 0:49:31.759
<v Speaker 11>baby and her it's pretty crazy. Mm hmmm, yes, So

0:49:31.760 --> 0:49:33.640
<v Speaker 11>that's why I thought. So that's why I'm a little

0:49:33.640 --> 0:49:36.799
<v Speaker 11>confusing whether you know whether it's all true or not,

0:49:36.920 --> 0:49:39.160
<v Speaker 11>especially because my best friend's dad I told him the

0:49:39.239 --> 0:49:40.920
<v Speaker 11>story and he doesn't believe it.

0:49:41.000 --> 0:49:42.759
<v Speaker 6>You know, but.

0:49:44.640 --> 0:49:46.960
<v Speaker 2>What is your cousin? What is you when you talk

0:49:47.040 --> 0:49:49.120
<v Speaker 2>to your cousin about this? How have you asked your

0:49:49.120 --> 0:49:55.040
<v Speaker 2>cousin to describe the physical experience of inviting his ancestor

0:49:55.040 --> 0:49:55.680
<v Speaker 2>into his body?

0:49:57.000 --> 0:50:00.960
<v Speaker 11>To be honest, I've never. I've never I had the

0:50:01.000 --> 0:50:04.120
<v Speaker 11>guts to ask him. I think it's too personal. I

0:50:04.160 --> 0:50:06.400
<v Speaker 11>wouldn't want to ask him like how does it feel?

0:50:06.520 --> 0:50:09.120
<v Speaker 11>Or like is it true? Are you lying to the family?

0:50:10.239 --> 0:50:11.880
<v Speaker 2>I don't think. I don't think you're you're you know,

0:50:11.960 --> 0:50:15.200
<v Speaker 2>approaching it. I don't think you are intending to approach

0:50:15.239 --> 0:50:18.840
<v Speaker 2>it as an interrogation, uh, to figure out the truth.

0:50:18.960 --> 0:50:20.000
<v Speaker 2>But you know, more of.

0:50:21.080 --> 0:50:23.480
<v Speaker 11>I kind of, I kind of, I kind of don't

0:50:23.480 --> 0:50:25.640
<v Speaker 11>want to do it out of respect because he's so

0:50:25.719 --> 0:50:27.279
<v Speaker 11>much older than me, you know.

0:50:28.360 --> 0:50:33.040
<v Speaker 2>Sure, I'm getting the sense that that's uh, you know,

0:50:33.200 --> 0:50:37.239
<v Speaker 2>sort of a you know, a thing respecting those who

0:50:37.239 --> 0:50:39.960
<v Speaker 2>are who are older than you and their traditions.

0:50:41.400 --> 0:50:41.839
<v Speaker 3>Mm hmm.

0:50:43.080 --> 0:50:45.719
<v Speaker 2>Well, thank you for sharing that with us. That was

0:50:45.719 --> 0:50:46.400
<v Speaker 2>pretty interesting.

0:50:47.360 --> 0:50:48.480
<v Speaker 11>Yeah, most definitely.

0:50:49.040 --> 0:50:50.919
<v Speaker 2>What's the do you know? Do you know at least

0:50:51.080 --> 0:50:57.120
<v Speaker 2>the name or if it has one of this ceremony uh,

0:50:57.160 --> 0:51:01.200
<v Speaker 2>the ceremony, yes, uh, what it is called.

0:51:02.040 --> 0:51:06.040
<v Speaker 11>I'm not knowledgeable about it, but I know my cousin

0:51:06.120 --> 0:51:11.520
<v Speaker 11>is a shaman. Shaman. Uh maybe there is more terms

0:51:11.560 --> 0:51:14.200
<v Speaker 11>to it other than but that's all I know. He's

0:51:14.239 --> 0:51:14.919
<v Speaker 11>a shaman though.

0:51:16.040 --> 0:51:20.879
<v Speaker 2>Well s you say the name is s Yeah, yeah, Well,

0:51:20.880 --> 0:51:22.560
<v Speaker 2>thank you for sharing that. That was very interesting.

0:51:23.719 --> 0:51:23.919
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:51:24.840 --> 0:51:27.000
<v Speaker 2>Uh yeah, I hope you hope you have I help you.

0:51:27.040 --> 0:51:29.359
<v Speaker 2>I hope you get those answers or or maybe one

0:51:29.440 --> 0:51:35.600
<v Speaker 2>day figured them out for yourself. You know, ghosts into

0:51:35.600 --> 0:51:36.680
<v Speaker 2>your body and ship.

0:51:39.360 --> 0:51:39.960
<v Speaker 3>Now ghosts.

0:51:41.840 --> 0:51:44.000
<v Speaker 11>But uh, hold on, maybe I will find it.

0:51:44.040 --> 0:51:45.200
<v Speaker 6>Maybe I'll maybe.

0:51:45.000 --> 0:51:49.640
<v Speaker 11>I'll i'll, you know, get the guts, you know to

0:51:49.640 --> 0:51:51.279
<v Speaker 11>ask my cousin about all this.

0:51:53.960 --> 0:51:55.120
<v Speaker 2>I wish you the boss of luck.

0:51:56.600 --> 0:51:56.759
<v Speaker 3>Man.

0:51:56.880 --> 0:51:59.319
<v Speaker 2>Thank you of course, anytime I talk to you soon.

0:52:00.640 --> 0:52:05.799
<v Speaker 2>Yeah too, you know, he's a he is brave. I'm

0:52:05.800 --> 0:52:09.799
<v Speaker 2>not like ghosts anywhere into my body. I don't care.

0:52:09.800 --> 0:52:13.640
<v Speaker 2>If it is my grandma, she can have the dog.

0:52:13.680 --> 0:52:15.960
<v Speaker 2>We'll give her the dog. She can go into the

0:52:15.960 --> 0:52:18.040
<v Speaker 2>dog and we'll ask her questions and that would be

0:52:18.120 --> 0:52:20.040
<v Speaker 2>kind of cool because then the dog. Then we'll get

0:52:20.040 --> 0:52:23.279
<v Speaker 2>a dog to talk, and that would be funny. We'll

0:52:23.320 --> 0:52:26.560
<v Speaker 2>have a talking dog who's my grandma. That's comical. All

0:52:26.680 --> 0:52:36.839
<v Speaker 2>from Rose, Rose, don't forget, don't forget. How are you Rose?

0:52:37.520 --> 0:52:39.520
<v Speaker 15>I'm really well? How are you?

0:52:39.520 --> 0:52:40.560
<v Speaker 2>You're really well?

0:52:41.280 --> 0:52:44.880
<v Speaker 18>Yeah, like you're.

0:52:44.760 --> 0:52:49.200
<v Speaker 15>Like last week and you didn't pick up the phone.

0:52:48.160 --> 0:52:50.080
<v Speaker 2>Because you call it how many times?

0:52:50.120 --> 0:52:51.680
<v Speaker 15>Three hundred times?

0:52:53.480 --> 0:52:55.760
<v Speaker 2>But here's the thing, and I tell this to everyone,

0:52:56.000 --> 0:53:00.520
<v Speaker 2>you know, so you're mainly well because of the fact

0:53:00.520 --> 0:53:01.920
<v Speaker 2>that you got onto the stream tonight.

0:53:03.080 --> 0:53:05.759
<v Speaker 15>Yeah, Like, I have something really serious to talk about

0:53:06.280 --> 0:53:07.719
<v Speaker 15>and I'm to.

0:53:07.680 --> 0:53:08.440
<v Speaker 9>Talk to you about it.

0:53:08.960 --> 0:53:13.080
<v Speaker 2>But but you should know you're vesting too much of

0:53:13.120 --> 0:53:16.480
<v Speaker 2>your own happiness upon me. You're you're you're sort of

0:53:16.520 --> 0:53:22.200
<v Speaker 2>giving up your ownership over the direction of your happiness

0:53:22.200 --> 0:53:24.839
<v Speaker 2>to me, you know, because I don't I don't want

0:53:24.840 --> 0:53:26.799
<v Speaker 2>to be I should there, I shouldn't be. You know,

0:53:27.400 --> 0:53:30.400
<v Speaker 2>how do I put this? You know, your happiness shouldn't

0:53:30.440 --> 0:53:33.200
<v Speaker 2>rest upon me answering your calls. You shouldn't care about

0:53:33.200 --> 0:53:35.360
<v Speaker 2>me at all, And in regards to your own happy,

0:53:37.080 --> 0:53:39.799
<v Speaker 2>that makes me happy. Well, thank you? That's very sweet

0:53:39.840 --> 0:53:41.240
<v Speaker 2>of you to say, what did you want to talk about?

0:53:42.080 --> 0:53:45.160
<v Speaker 15>So I'm in this discord with like a bunch.

0:53:44.880 --> 0:53:47.680
<v Speaker 18>Of really like old friends and like you really like

0:53:47.760 --> 0:53:48.720
<v Speaker 18>each other and.

0:53:48.719 --> 0:53:52.640
<v Speaker 15>Like we're really close, but there's just like one person

0:53:52.719 --> 0:53:56.880
<v Speaker 15>who just constantly brings the drama. His name is Cameron,

0:53:56.920 --> 0:53:58.479
<v Speaker 15>by the way, Like I have to just vent.

0:53:58.480 --> 0:54:03.440
<v Speaker 18>It out, and he's always like inciting drama and like

0:54:04.120 --> 0:54:07.520
<v Speaker 18>bringing up people's insecurities, and like I don't know how

0:54:07.520 --> 0:54:09.960
<v Speaker 18>to be mean because like I'm a cancer and I

0:54:09.960 --> 0:54:12.279
<v Speaker 18>feel like I didn't just crying for them if they

0:54:12.320 --> 0:54:16.040
<v Speaker 18>like end up disappearing. But it's just so irritating when

0:54:17.000 --> 0:54:18.799
<v Speaker 18>I want to be in a safe space with like

0:54:18.880 --> 0:54:21.440
<v Speaker 18>my friends, and I can't because Cameron comes in and

0:54:21.480 --> 0:54:23.640
<v Speaker 18>like throws all his problems on us, and then he's

0:54:23.680 --> 0:54:24.000
<v Speaker 18>just like.

0:54:24.600 --> 0:54:29.040
<v Speaker 15>Yeah, Andrew, you're like so boring. So like I don't

0:54:29.040 --> 0:54:30.440
<v Speaker 15>really know what to do, and I don't know why

0:54:30.440 --> 0:54:30.880
<v Speaker 15>I feel like this.

0:54:31.840 --> 0:54:37.759
<v Speaker 2>Are you saying, I'm I'm curious, I'm trying to understand

0:54:38.800 --> 0:54:45.680
<v Speaker 2>Cameron's behavior. You're saying that they uh like throw their

0:54:45.719 --> 0:54:48.680
<v Speaker 2>problems out to everyone and they're burdening you with their

0:54:48.760 --> 0:54:52.319
<v Speaker 2>problems or they are shitting on everyone and calling them all,

0:54:53.480 --> 0:54:56.800
<v Speaker 2>you know, bad names and telling them that they suck both.

0:54:59.040 --> 0:55:01.560
<v Speaker 15>He's like the definition and you know what, I'm not

0:55:01.560 --> 0:55:02.719
<v Speaker 15>going to curse a you know.

0:55:02.800 --> 0:55:07.960
<v Speaker 2>Ah, you can say whatever. You can just say asshole, asshole,

0:55:08.440 --> 0:55:13.440
<v Speaker 2>you can say you can't. You can't say cocksucker because TikTok.

0:55:14.160 --> 0:55:15.600
<v Speaker 2>You can say it. I can't say but.

0:55:17.600 --> 0:55:20.080
<v Speaker 15>Okay, wait wait wait wait can I say that?

0:55:20.600 --> 0:55:22.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? You can. I just can't say it because it's

0:55:22.239 --> 0:55:26.200
<v Speaker 2>get banned. But you can say okay anyway, all right,

0:55:26.600 --> 0:55:27.160
<v Speaker 2>how did you be?

0:55:27.200 --> 0:55:27.319
<v Speaker 6>How?

0:55:27.560 --> 0:55:29.880
<v Speaker 2>What is your what is your personal relationship with Cameron

0:55:29.880 --> 0:55:31.960
<v Speaker 2>as opposed to the sort of group dynamic.

0:55:32.680 --> 0:55:37.120
<v Speaker 18>Well, like we have a connection with like playing Overwatch

0:55:37.280 --> 0:55:39.920
<v Speaker 18>because like as I mentioned, I'm a cancer, so that

0:55:39.960 --> 0:55:43.279
<v Speaker 18>also means like I'm a really toxic person when it

0:55:43.280 --> 0:55:46.040
<v Speaker 18>comes to like venting out like my anger.

0:55:46.520 --> 0:55:49.000
<v Speaker 2>So we play Can I can I take? Can I

0:55:49.040 --> 0:55:50.480
<v Speaker 2>take a detour here? Real quick?

0:55:51.320 --> 0:55:51.760
<v Speaker 15>Go ahead?

0:55:51.960 --> 0:55:54.200
<v Speaker 2>And maybe you'd be a good but you seem, you know,

0:55:54.320 --> 0:55:57.399
<v Speaker 2>like like a person who I could have this conversation with.

0:55:58.360 --> 0:56:03.480
<v Speaker 2>I've thought about this before and I'm not here. This

0:56:03.560 --> 0:56:06.160
<v Speaker 2>is not like a dig at astrology, and this is

0:56:06.160 --> 0:56:08.160
<v Speaker 2>not like to make fun of astrology. This is not

0:56:08.239 --> 0:56:10.360
<v Speaker 2>to like shit on people who like it. But I

0:56:10.880 --> 0:56:12.960
<v Speaker 2>have I have a bit of a problem with and

0:56:13.160 --> 0:56:16.160
<v Speaker 2>I actually, we're curious about your perspective on this. I

0:56:16.320 --> 0:56:20.000
<v Speaker 2>believe especially I think it's a little dangerous. And again

0:56:20.520 --> 0:56:22.560
<v Speaker 2>I'm just curious about this. I'm not here to make

0:56:22.600 --> 0:56:24.719
<v Speaker 2>like state there's not a statement. I'm just exploring this

0:56:24.760 --> 0:56:29.359
<v Speaker 2>to me, to me, the idea of astrology, especially like

0:56:29.400 --> 0:56:32.840
<v Speaker 2>for young people. I know that like you know, you know, younger,

0:56:32.960 --> 0:56:35.920
<v Speaker 2>younger people and like TikTok are getting into it. My

0:56:36.080 --> 0:56:40.120
<v Speaker 2>problem with it is that when you like define yourself

0:56:40.840 --> 0:56:45.640
<v Speaker 2>and label yourself so early, especially so early in life,

0:56:45.680 --> 0:56:47.080
<v Speaker 2>you know, when you're when you say, when you say

0:56:47.120 --> 0:56:50.280
<v Speaker 2>things like I'm a cancer, so that means I'm toxic.

0:56:50.400 --> 0:56:56.320
<v Speaker 2>I feel like it predisposes you to Okay, I believe

0:56:56.360 --> 0:56:59.960
<v Speaker 2>I am a cancer. Therefore I think about being cancer,

0:57:00.160 --> 0:57:02.600
<v Speaker 2>and then you know, I mean, therefore I think about

0:57:02.600 --> 0:57:05.600
<v Speaker 2>being toxic, and then that in turn makes you act

0:57:05.680 --> 0:57:08.439
<v Speaker 2>more toxic. Does that make like? I think I think

0:57:08.440 --> 0:57:12.400
<v Speaker 2>that that's sort of labeling is dangerous, especially for younger people,

0:57:12.480 --> 0:57:14.279
<v Speaker 2>because what if you don't want to be toxic. But

0:57:14.400 --> 0:57:16.280
<v Speaker 2>like you have this thing in your head of like,

0:57:16.600 --> 0:57:19.720
<v Speaker 2>I'm a cancer, so I must be toxic. Isn't that

0:57:20.120 --> 0:57:20.720
<v Speaker 2>what do you think about?

0:57:22.360 --> 0:57:22.520
<v Speaker 3>Right?

0:57:22.880 --> 0:57:25.200
<v Speaker 18>But maybe I should like reword it and say, oh,

0:57:25.800 --> 0:57:28.920
<v Speaker 18>I was born in you know, July, and like I.

0:57:28.440 --> 0:57:31.440
<v Speaker 15>Am toxic, but it's not because I'm a cancer. That

0:57:31.960 --> 0:57:34.479
<v Speaker 15>is that better? Because I feel like a lot of.

0:57:34.760 --> 0:57:37.120
<v Speaker 2>Well yeah, but that's not but that's but that's not

0:57:37.400 --> 0:57:39.360
<v Speaker 2>you had to like sort of take a double step

0:57:39.400 --> 0:57:42.920
<v Speaker 2>to get there. You started out with I am a cancer,

0:57:42.920 --> 0:57:45.840
<v Speaker 2>THEREFOREM toxic. So that to me indicates you know, and

0:57:45.880 --> 0:57:48.360
<v Speaker 2>again I'm sure therapy shit, but that to me makes

0:57:48.400 --> 0:57:50.840
<v Speaker 2>me think that that's just sort of the the the

0:57:51.240 --> 0:57:54.560
<v Speaker 2>inherent programming of of your brain right now.

0:57:54.680 --> 0:57:58.800
<v Speaker 18>Yeah, well maybe like for example, like I was saying,

0:57:58.880 --> 0:58:01.040
<v Speaker 18>I cry a lot, Like I'm that person you can't

0:58:01.040 --> 0:58:03.600
<v Speaker 18>take this sad movie or like talk about like a

0:58:03.640 --> 0:58:07.680
<v Speaker 18>really serious topic because I start crying and like I

0:58:07.680 --> 0:58:10.800
<v Speaker 18>don't know why, And like every other cancer not you know,

0:58:10.840 --> 0:58:12.800
<v Speaker 18>I haven't met every cancer in the whole entire world,

0:58:12.880 --> 0:58:16.720
<v Speaker 18>but the cancers that I have met have the same issue,

0:58:16.760 --> 0:58:19.920
<v Speaker 18>where like they just are like compulsive criers. They're like

0:58:20.120 --> 0:58:22.560
<v Speaker 18>really into their feelings. And that's what like, you know,

0:58:22.600 --> 0:58:25.760
<v Speaker 18>these TikTokers talk about is like cancers are always like

0:58:25.800 --> 0:58:26.680
<v Speaker 18>with Hoodie.

0:58:26.400 --> 0:58:28.960
<v Speaker 15>In their room crying. It's like, I don't know why.

0:58:29.760 --> 0:58:30.160
<v Speaker 7>I don't know.

0:58:30.280 --> 0:58:32.200
<v Speaker 15>It's like a whole astrology is like this whole other

0:58:32.280 --> 0:58:37.080
<v Speaker 15>issue because as you said, it just predisposes like norms

0:58:37.120 --> 0:58:37.600
<v Speaker 15>on people.

0:58:37.680 --> 0:58:38.200
<v Speaker 18>But I don't know.

0:58:38.240 --> 0:58:39.360
<v Speaker 15>It's weird that, like there are.

0:58:39.280 --> 0:58:43.240
<v Speaker 18>A lot of things that certain signs do.

0:58:43.440 --> 0:58:46.880
<v Speaker 15>That they like repeat in different people.

0:58:46.920 --> 0:58:47.720
<v Speaker 12>It's strange.

0:58:48.360 --> 0:58:53.960
<v Speaker 2>It's just right and you know, you know it look

0:58:53.960 --> 0:58:55.919
<v Speaker 2>if it helps you and if you like it, then good.

0:58:55.960 --> 0:58:58.880
<v Speaker 2>But it does something does sort of ring alarm bells

0:58:58.880 --> 0:59:02.080
<v Speaker 2>to me of this sort of like trend of people

0:59:02.160 --> 0:59:05.800
<v Speaker 2>really heavily wanting to label themselves because it just feels

0:59:06.240 --> 0:59:10.000
<v Speaker 2>dangerous to gross anyway, that's a won't do that again.

0:59:10.040 --> 0:59:12.160
<v Speaker 2>I've been I've been trying to keep the call short lately,

0:59:12.200 --> 0:59:15.280
<v Speaker 2>but that's something I've just been thinking about a lot lately.

0:59:15.680 --> 0:59:25.240
<v Speaker 2>Any all right, Cameron, Yeah, tell them just don't be

0:59:25.280 --> 0:59:28.080
<v Speaker 2>friends with him anymore, don't play overwatch with other someone else.

0:59:29.360 --> 0:59:32.280
<v Speaker 18>But like, what am I supposed to do with my

0:59:32.440 --> 0:59:34.760
<v Speaker 18>like emotional attachment to him, and like, who am I

0:59:34.800 --> 0:59:37.600
<v Speaker 18>supposed to scream at people on Overwatch with?

0:59:37.720 --> 0:59:39.080
<v Speaker 15>Because nobody else wants to do with me?

0:59:41.200 --> 0:59:43.800
<v Speaker 2>Uh, why do you want to scream at people on Overwatch?

0:59:44.680 --> 0:59:45.920
<v Speaker 10>Because I like, I.

0:59:45.920 --> 0:59:50.640
<v Speaker 18>Don't know if you played have you played Overwatch before? Well, Mike,

0:59:51.160 --> 0:59:53.680
<v Speaker 18>I play a lot of competitive so you know, it's

0:59:53.760 --> 0:59:59.520
<v Speaker 18>like a supposed team games, but like people just end

0:59:59.600 --> 1:00:01.520
<v Speaker 18>up like doing whatever they want in there. And yes,

1:00:01.560 --> 1:00:05.360
<v Speaker 18>it's like a video game, but it's like, I don't know,

1:00:05.520 --> 1:00:08.440
<v Speaker 18>it's like watching football, Like football is a game. And

1:00:08.480 --> 1:00:11.560
<v Speaker 18>so when somebody does something that they shouldn't have done,

1:00:11.640 --> 1:00:14.280
<v Speaker 18>but they did it just to kind of fuck around,

1:00:14.320 --> 1:00:15.840
<v Speaker 18>you get angry and I don't.

1:00:15.600 --> 1:00:20.480
<v Speaker 2>Know, so, well, maybe she'll work on your angry issues.

1:00:21.280 --> 1:00:23.520
<v Speaker 15>Maybe maybe I'm maybe I'm the issue here.

1:00:25.360 --> 1:00:27.400
<v Speaker 2>Well you're Look, you could both be the issue, but

1:00:27.400 --> 1:00:29.800
<v Speaker 2>you're the issue that's easier to control because you're you

1:00:29.920 --> 1:00:31.360
<v Speaker 2>and he's him.

1:00:31.960 --> 1:00:36.080
<v Speaker 15>Yeah, you're right, but uh.

1:00:35.320 --> 1:00:37.240
<v Speaker 2>Look, also, don't take anything I say seriously.

1:00:37.280 --> 1:00:37.440
<v Speaker 3>Ever.

1:00:37.480 --> 1:00:39.160
<v Speaker 2>I have no idea what I'm doing up here, but

1:00:40.560 --> 1:00:42.600
<v Speaker 2>I appreciate your risk. Thank you for that.

1:00:42.760 --> 1:00:44.120
<v Speaker 5>Okay, thank you for.

1:00:44.080 --> 1:00:46.440
<v Speaker 15>Talking to me, think no, thank you for picking up.

1:00:46.560 --> 1:00:47.680
<v Speaker 2>Thank you anytime.

1:00:48.040 --> 1:00:57.360
<v Speaker 19>Have a good night you too, all from William Billy.

1:00:58.160 --> 1:00:59.000
<v Speaker 7>What's up man?

1:00:59.040 --> 1:00:59.640
<v Speaker 6>How you doing?

1:01:00.320 --> 1:01:01.680
<v Speaker 2>What's up with you? What are you doing?

1:01:02.440 --> 1:01:02.720
<v Speaker 6>Dude?

1:01:02.720 --> 1:01:04.480
<v Speaker 7>I'm playing some Minecraft right now.

1:01:05.360 --> 1:01:07.600
<v Speaker 2>What's the why is there is we're having a where?

1:01:07.640 --> 1:01:11.600
<v Speaker 2>It's gamer? Oh it's the gamer section of You know,

1:01:11.600 --> 1:01:11.959
<v Speaker 2>I never.

1:01:11.880 --> 1:01:14.240
<v Speaker 7>Thought I got it on your show. I really I

1:01:14.240 --> 1:01:14.919
<v Speaker 7>really like it.

1:01:15.560 --> 1:01:19.520
<v Speaker 2>Oh, thank you dude. How'd you been talking about it?

1:01:19.800 --> 1:01:20.160
<v Speaker 7>I don't know.

1:01:20.320 --> 1:01:23.240
<v Speaker 19>Oh, TikTok, TikTok. I watched one of your clips on TikTok.

1:01:23.280 --> 1:01:26.040
<v Speaker 19>I was fuck, fuck, it's really good.

1:01:26.840 --> 1:01:27.160
<v Speaker 2>Thank you.

1:01:30.040 --> 1:01:31.919
<v Speaker 19>How how long you been doing this? Because I found

1:01:31.960 --> 1:01:34.640
<v Speaker 19>out in September and I figured I was late to

1:01:34.680 --> 1:01:35.040
<v Speaker 19>the game.

1:01:35.960 --> 1:01:37.480
<v Speaker 7>But you know, I heard you.

1:01:39.440 --> 1:01:41.320
<v Speaker 2>A lot of the times when people ask me how

1:01:41.400 --> 1:01:43.000
<v Speaker 2>I have been doing this, I do a bit and

1:01:43.040 --> 1:01:44.720
<v Speaker 2>I tell them I've been doing it for ten years.

1:01:44.800 --> 1:01:46.520
<v Speaker 2>But and I was about to do that, but you

1:01:46.560 --> 1:01:49.000
<v Speaker 2>sound but you sound so so sweet. I don't want to.

1:01:49.640 --> 1:01:53.160
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to. I don't want to troll you.

1:01:54.680 --> 1:01:55.000
<v Speaker 3>Mix D.

1:01:55.360 --> 1:02:00.640
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to. You know, you know x D

1:02:02.360 --> 1:02:05.640
<v Speaker 2>God trolled you right right.

1:02:06.560 --> 1:02:08.000
<v Speaker 7>I got a question, bro.

1:02:08.200 --> 1:02:11.080
<v Speaker 2>I've been doing this since June what's up June?

1:02:11.120 --> 1:02:11.440
<v Speaker 6>Okay?

1:02:11.440 --> 1:02:12.919
<v Speaker 7>Cool? Do you ever smoked weed?

1:02:17.240 --> 1:02:18.040
<v Speaker 2>Why do you ask?

1:02:19.520 --> 1:02:20.040
<v Speaker 7>Could you just.

1:02:19.960 --> 1:02:24.960
<v Speaker 19>Seem like a really chill guy. You seem like you

1:02:25.200 --> 1:02:28.600
<v Speaker 19>you do either with a glass of wine or you

1:02:28.640 --> 1:02:33.120
<v Speaker 19>know something you hit, you hit something for this, No whe.

1:02:36.120 --> 1:02:44.600
<v Speaker 2>Here, I'm gonna explain my stance on uh that. Here's

1:02:44.680 --> 1:02:47.040
<v Speaker 2>my problem. Here's my problem. What you say your name

1:02:47.240 --> 1:02:56.400
<v Speaker 2>was William? My problem, dude is that, like, yes, I

1:02:56.480 --> 1:03:00.000
<v Speaker 2>smoke weed, but I'm not high right now. I couldn't

1:03:00.120 --> 1:03:01.640
<v Speaker 2>do this stream if I were high right now, that

1:03:01.680 --> 1:03:03.960
<v Speaker 2>would be a nightmare for me. I'm one hundred percent

1:03:04.040 --> 1:03:06.400
<v Speaker 2>stone cold sober. I've been one hundred percent stone cold

1:03:06.400 --> 1:03:09.680
<v Speaker 2>sober for every single stream I've done. I don't like

1:03:09.720 --> 1:03:13.000
<v Speaker 2>telling like, but you know, after the stream, I'll, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll chill out, you know, if I want to just

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<v Speaker 2>relax and get high, because dude, getting a high for

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<v Speaker 2>me is like, you know, I'm just trying to relax

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<v Speaker 2>and this is not relaxing at all. This I mean

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<v Speaker 2>is it is relaxed.

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<v Speaker 19>It makes sense, like chemical fumes in your in your

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<v Speaker 19>nose and everything that that seems that doesn't seem comfortable,

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<v Speaker 19>you know.

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<v Speaker 2>But what I mean, look, this is like, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's a lie. You know, I gotta I I how

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<v Speaker 2>do I put this? Smoking pot puts me in a

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<v Speaker 2>puts me in my head, makes me think, makes me analyze.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I'm inside of myself. And shit, when I'm

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<v Speaker 2>doing this, I can't be inside of myself. I can't

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<v Speaker 2>be thinking about what I'm going to say. I just

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<v Speaker 2>have to talk right, And I also, I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 2>pay attention to you. I'm trying to talk to people.

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<v Speaker 2>I got to navigate all this machinery and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>try not to cut my hand off and shit. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>so it's the whole. If I were high, there'd be

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<v Speaker 2>a nightmare. And another thing is even if I'm a

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<v Speaker 2>guy who says like, who is I don't want I

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<v Speaker 2>don't want Here's another I don't want any of my

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<v Speaker 2>personality traits whatsoever to be construed with like like I'm

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<v Speaker 2>like I would it would upset me for weed or

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<v Speaker 2>any other drug to take credit for any of my

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<v Speaker 2>personality traits. Does that make sense? Like if I'm a

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<v Speaker 2>fucking hill guy, or I'm a fucking weird guy, or

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<v Speaker 2>I say stupid shit or whatever, that's all me, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>that's not the wee. I'm doing that when I'm sober.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a guy who does, you know whatever all this bullshit,

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<v Speaker 2>who also happens to, at some points in time smoke weed.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'm not letting the weed take credit for any

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<v Speaker 2>of that other shit. If that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 7>You shouldn't. You shouldn't. It's all you, it's all that's real.

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<v Speaker 7>It's all therapy. G go man.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, okay. Have you ever been confused?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah? A lot of times.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me about one of those times.

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<v Speaker 7>You know, Uh, I came out my best friend a

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<v Speaker 7>couple of weeks ago. That was that was interesting and

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<v Speaker 7>he was cool with it. Yeah, it was nice.

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<v Speaker 2>Rock him roll.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah. Yeah, but you know, I think I've been confused

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<v Speaker 7>my whole life. Oh have you?

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, look, we don't have to get into

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<v Speaker 2>this if it's too personal, but have you have you? Uh,

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<v Speaker 2>come out everywhere else?

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<v Speaker 19>Not very many people. This is the first person that's

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<v Speaker 19>you know, lived near me. That's that you practiced on

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<v Speaker 19>people that don't aren't in your social circle. And then

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<v Speaker 19>you go out and then you go to so so

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<v Speaker 19>through your social circle, and then you you know, you

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<v Speaker 19>do all that good good.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm glad that I'm glad that that that that worked

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<v Speaker 2>out for you.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah, all this quarantine, man, it's just you get inside

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<v Speaker 19>your mind or it's either you're distracted all the time

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<v Speaker 19>or you just you think.

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<v Speaker 2>You just sit there, Okay, when you sit there and

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<v Speaker 2>you think, what do you think?

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<v Speaker 6>Well?

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<v Speaker 7>I think you know, I got schoolwork too. That's that's it.

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<v Speaker 19>That's you know, that's one of those what do you

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<v Speaker 19>call it, invasive thoughts?

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<v Speaker 7>Intrusive thoughts?

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah, yeah, it makes it shivers, you know, it makes

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<v Speaker 19>you makes it really nervous that I mean that, that's

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<v Speaker 19>the only thing that contributes to anxiety that I have.

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<v Speaker 7>You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>School?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, the school?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you study?

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<v Speaker 19>I'm in high school but I'm eighteen. Don't hang up,

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<v Speaker 19>all right, I believe you.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know what do you well, what do you

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<v Speaker 2>what do you want to go? What do you want

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<v Speaker 2>to go to school?

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<v Speaker 19>For cybersecurity? Or just like check in general? Good good

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<v Speaker 19>money and I'm really good at it.

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<v Speaker 7>I fuck with that.

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<v Speaker 3>I like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, dude, uh No, school sucks. I gotta tell you.

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<v Speaker 2>I I I'm really I'm not grateful enough that I

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<v Speaker 2>I should really be more grateful about the fact that

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<v Speaker 2>I never have to go to school ever again. Going

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<v Speaker 2>to school is all if in high school, and you

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<v Speaker 2>can hear this, school is truly awful. If you're like,

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<v Speaker 2>school is as awful as you think it is, like

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<v Speaker 2>if you're thinking about like, oh, life will be better

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<v Speaker 2>when you'll be right, it's just correct. School is appropriately

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<v Speaker 2>rated as terrible.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 7>I don't even get the good parts of it anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, dude, that sucks. No, I feel for you because

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<v Speaker 2>when I look back at high school. Yeah, I feel

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<v Speaker 2>the because I look back at high school. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>I do think fondly of like, you know, a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of the you know, my friends and shit like that.

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<v Speaker 2>But uh, yeah, it sucks it man, being I got

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<v Speaker 2>it being in high school right now in the pandemic.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel for you, dude, I get you that that sucks.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm glad to hear that you're trying to make the

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<v Speaker 2>most of it.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 19>I mean I got my driver's life last year in February,

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<v Speaker 19>which you know sucked as I went out to them

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<v Speaker 19>all once and then everything terrible shut down.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, well, hey dude, now you can just

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<v Speaker 2>you know, browse Amazon, get on, Get on, zoom with

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<v Speaker 2>your friends and just you know, have go look at Amazon.

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<v Speaker 2>That's the that's the best you can do with that,

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<v Speaker 2>you know.

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<v Speaker 7>And I find out who my true friends.

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<v Speaker 2>Are during this interesting in what way?

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<v Speaker 7>Well, you know, you have a quaintances, you see it.

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<v Speaker 7>You see people every single day, you.

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<v Speaker 19>Say hi to them, you talk to them, you know

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<v Speaker 19>with them, but you they would never interact with you

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<v Speaker 19>outside of the social setting that you were interacting with them.

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<v Speaker 19>So you have work friends, you have school friends, you

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<v Speaker 19>have all these people.

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<v Speaker 7>But it's just like.

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<v Speaker 19>I never I haven't seen these people. So I feel

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<v Speaker 19>like I've already graduated, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>More or less? Yeah or less.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, it's.

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<v Speaker 6>A whole wrap.

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<v Speaker 2>Well man, you know, make the most of it. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't have any advice to give you on my here

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<v Speaker 2>to give ad by something insane man a geckal costume.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, I feel I feel your pain right now.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel I feel I feel truly bad for you know,

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<v Speaker 2>kids in high school right now. But you know it

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<v Speaker 2>at least at least know that you're valid to think

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<v Speaker 2>that high school sucks because it really truly does.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, yeah that and if.

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<v Speaker 2>It's and if it does, doesn't suck. If it's incredible,

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<v Speaker 2>that actually sucks even more, even more because I mean

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<v Speaker 2>it means your life's gonna get worse.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 19>Well, I get a question about the makeup. How do

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<v Speaker 19>you do it so close to your eyes without like like.

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<v Speaker 3>You do it.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm looking at it. It's on your eyelids.

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<v Speaker 2>What'd you say? Your name was Bill William. I'll talk

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<v Speaker 14>Jen, Jen?

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<v Speaker 3>Hello, how are you?

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<v Speaker 2>Jen? How are you? I'm all right, I'm doing I'm

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<v Speaker 2>actually I'm feeling pretty good tonight.

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<v Speaker 20>That's good here, I'm feeling good too.

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<v Speaker 2>Why are you? Why are you doing good? You know,

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<v Speaker 2>I can tell you're not just bullshitting me. I hear

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<v Speaker 2>it in your voice. Jen, You sound like you're doing good.

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<v Speaker 19>I am.

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<v Speaker 20>I've had a really productive day today.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting, we had another guy, the guy right before called

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<v Speaker 2>in and said the exact opposite. Yeah, I know, tell

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<v Speaker 2>me why your day was productive, Jen.

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<v Speaker 20>Well, I mean I work today, but it was a

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<v Speaker 20>pretty good day at work. I work in sales, so

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<v Speaker 20>I mean when it's a good sales day, it's a

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<v Speaker 20>good day. In general, you get.

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<v Speaker 2>A hot, spicy commission.

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<v Speaker 20>I did today, too bad, it wasn't payday.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you what is it that you sell?

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<v Speaker 20>I sell phones. I work for one of the big

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<v Speaker 20>big own companies.

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<v Speaker 2>You know that's a tough sell selling phones to people

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<v Speaker 2>on the phone, because if you called me to try

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<v Speaker 2>to sell a phone, you know, I would probably just

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<v Speaker 2>tell you I already have a phone, because that's what well.

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<v Speaker 20>I work in person and then using people come to

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<v Speaker 20>me and they tell me their phone is broken. But

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<v Speaker 20>sometimes I do have to convince people.

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<v Speaker 17>To buy phones.

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<v Speaker 20>But I feel like, no, it's an easy market to

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<v Speaker 20>like sell phones. No, I'm not a telemarketer. I sell

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<v Speaker 20>like like like at a Verizon store.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, you work at a Horizon star selling sell

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<v Speaker 2>on phones?

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<v Speaker 20>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Do you get.

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<v Speaker 2>Screamed out a lot by people who come in and

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<v Speaker 2>their phone is broken and they're so angry and they

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<v Speaker 2>have no one to take it out on.

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<v Speaker 20>But you, oh, all the time? I think I get

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<v Speaker 20>a lot of angry people getting mad at me for

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<v Speaker 20>not knowing why they don't have service because I don't know, man,

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<v Speaker 20>I just sell the phone.

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<v Speaker 2>Who is the most unreasonable person you have encountered during

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<v Speaker 2>your time doing this.

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<v Speaker 20>Oh man, there's so many people one time. So when

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<v Speaker 20>people buy phones, they obviously have to pay the tax

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<v Speaker 20>on the phone. And I got yelled at by somebody

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<v Speaker 20>who's like, you know who. They're older, so they should

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<v Speaker 20>know what they've been paying taxes all their life. And

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<v Speaker 20>they got mad at me that I charged them tax

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<v Speaker 20>on a phone that they didn't want to take the phone.

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<v Speaker 8>And I was like, Okay, why is that?

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<v Speaker 2>Why is them paying taxes on the phone. If you

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<v Speaker 2>thought you have to pay sales tax on everything, I know, that's.

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<v Speaker 20>Why I didn't understand. I told them that it was like,

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<v Speaker 20>it's standard. You like you you live in a state

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<v Speaker 20>that charges tell a tax man?

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm, yeah, that is very weird. Yeah, like if

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<v Speaker 2>I buy like, if I buy a fucking sandwich and

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<v Speaker 2>I have there's sales tax for that. You don't yet

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<v Speaker 2>the sandwich person, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 20>Like you know, I'm not charged you. No.

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<v Speaker 2>But do you think that we should raise taxes or

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<v Speaker 2>lower them?

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<v Speaker 20>Well, I mean taxes where I live are taxas in California,

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<v Speaker 20>first of all, are insane, So I don't think we

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<v Speaker 20>should raise taxes. Taxes are already I feel up the butt.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever been confused?

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<v Speaker 1>You know?

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 20>I actually am right now?

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<v Speaker 2>Why are you confused? Right now?

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<v Speaker 20>I've been having issues with my best friend lately. And

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<v Speaker 20>we've been best friends for like seven years now, and

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<v Speaker 20>uh we probably did it ever start, like ever fight before,

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<v Speaker 20>like maybe like we met at pig school, but but recently,

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<v Speaker 20>like the past couple of years, probably like two or three,

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<v Speaker 20>I feel like she hasn't been the greatest friend to me,

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<v Speaker 20>and she constantly I feel she talks about my boyfriend

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<v Speaker 20>and then she'll just try to say sorry every single time,

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<v Speaker 20>and she makes she pushes me away. But I always

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<v Speaker 20>like she kind of talks down sometimes on like my

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<v Speaker 20>situation or makes it seem like it's not as important

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<v Speaker 20>as what she's going through. And I don't know, it

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<v Speaker 20>just sometimes it makes me feel really alone because it's

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<v Speaker 20>like that's one of my longest friends and now I

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<v Speaker 20>just feel like I don't have you as a friend anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>M What do you think? She said this has been

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<v Speaker 2>happening in like the last two to three years. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>sorry what you said. This has been happening. You said

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<v Speaker 2>this has been happening over the course of like the

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<v Speaker 2>last two to three years specifically, it's pretty not recent,

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<v Speaker 2>but you know, you had a solid Yeah, we had a.

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<v Speaker 20>Friendship for a long time that you know, she was

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<v Speaker 20>my writer or die, you know. And then I think recently,

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<v Speaker 20>I don't know, maybe, I mean we're older now, we

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<v Speaker 20>have like like actual adult fucking problems, you know, so

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<v Speaker 20>I think that takes into account, like by always so

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<v Speaker 20>stressed and maybe she kind of takes it out on

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<v Speaker 20>me maybe, or I don't know, or how.

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<v Speaker 2>Old were you when you first became friends with this person?

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<v Speaker 20>We were like thirteen?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, and this is nothing new and I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not a real therapist, and I've this is not a

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<v Speaker 2>sentiment of originality and whatsoever way, shape or form. But look,

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<v Speaker 2>you know you've heard that of like, you know, obviously,

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<v Speaker 2>how old are you now, uh, twenty one, twenty one?

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<v Speaker 2>You're obviously not the same person at twenty one that

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<v Speaker 2>you were when you were you know, fucking thirteen. And look,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I have great friends, you know, that I've

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<v Speaker 2>had since I was ten, and it's just worked out

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<v Speaker 2>that way because we've sort of developed our personalities alongside

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<v Speaker 2>each other. But there's nothing wrong with you know, we're

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<v Speaker 2>kind of just not jiving anymore, you know, because you're

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<v Speaker 2>a different person than you were when you first met.

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<v Speaker 2>Nothing wrong with you, Yeah, you know, are you afraid

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<v Speaker 2>because this is like one of your only friends?

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<v Speaker 20>Well, she's not my only friend, but she is like

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<v Speaker 20>probably like one of my longest friends. But she's also

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<v Speaker 20>been my best friend, like through We've been through a

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<v Speaker 20>lot of shit together. So it kind of just sucks

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<v Speaker 20>to like that. I'm like been recently thinking about just

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<v Speaker 20>like ending in the friendship.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, you'd be justified to do that. It sounds like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, you're removing people from your life that don't

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<v Speaker 2>have any value, uh to add to it. That's and

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<v Speaker 2>by the way, do that with pride. Actually you feel good.

1:19:10.080 --> 1:19:11.439
<v Speaker 2>I don't you feel bad about it. You should feel

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<v Speaker 2>good about it. You should make you feel fucking like.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, this is just a you know, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know shit about balls, but you know, just

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<v Speaker 2>like I like the idea of you looking at this

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<v Speaker 2>more of a how do I put this? Like a

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<v Speaker 2>you're regaining power, You're defining your own path. You're you're

1:19:30.760 --> 1:19:33.800
<v Speaker 2>you're like a god. If you're plucking people out of

1:19:33.840 --> 1:19:36.040
<v Speaker 2>your life that don't fit in there. You know, it's

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<v Speaker 2>it's to take take it like that if you can,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, you.

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<v Speaker 20>Try to feel empowered about it.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't have to. You don't have to hurt her.

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<v Speaker 2>You're not hurting her. You're not gonna go You're not

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<v Speaker 2>gonna go to her and be like, hey, you know, uh,

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<v Speaker 2>fuck you, and I don't want to be friends with

1:19:52.080 --> 1:19:55.880
<v Speaker 2>you anymore. And you should, you know, go in live

1:19:55.920 --> 1:19:58.600
<v Speaker 2>in a ditch or whatever. But uh yeah, you're just

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<v Speaker 2>you're just ending the ending the relationship. It's pretty justified.

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<v Speaker 14>It sounds like, yeah, I think so too.

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<v Speaker 20>I just I think it's like one of those things,

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<v Speaker 20>are you it's been around for so long you're kind

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<v Speaker 20>of scared to get rid of it, you know, and

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<v Speaker 20>it's I know it's a person, not like an object,

1:20:18.479 --> 1:20:20.040
<v Speaker 20>but kind of feels the same way.

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<v Speaker 2>Well what'd you say?

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<v Speaker 10>Name was Jen?

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<v Speaker 21>Well?

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<v Speaker 2>Jen, you know, look, don't be afraid to get rid

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<v Speaker 2>of people who don't align with your life or add

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<v Speaker 2>value in any way, shape or form. And you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I wish you the best of luck and navigating the situation.

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<v Speaker 21>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 8>I appreciate you for sure.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you for coming, and Jen, I'll talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 21>Bye.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know why I keep saying I'll talk to

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<v Speaker 2>you soon. That's like become my new thing that I

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<v Speaker 2>say when I'm hanging up the phone.

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<v Speaker 8>All from Mitch, Mitch, gek, what are.

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<v Speaker 2>You doing right now?

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<v Speaker 10>I'm sitting on my couch. I got you on TV.

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<v Speaker 10>It's pretty much it.

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<v Speaker 3>What were you.

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<v Speaker 2>Doing before you were doing what you are doing right now?

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<v Speaker 10>Uh? I was making a drink, took the dog for

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<v Speaker 10>a walk, and had a stressful day. So you tend

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<v Speaker 10>to help me unwind.

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<v Speaker 2>Have we spoken before?

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<v Speaker 10>We have not. I discovered you on TikTok maybe like

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<v Speaker 10>a month or two ago, and followed you and been

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<v Speaker 10>watching you three times a week since.

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<v Speaker 2>Rad Thank you, dude. Why did you have a stressful day?

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<v Speaker 10>I have a stalker?

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<v Speaker 2>You have a stalker.

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<v Speaker 6>I do, so.

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<v Speaker 10>I happened to run into them while I was out

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<v Speaker 10>today and so it kind of shut off the anxiety

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<v Speaker 10>that I have.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you comfortable telling me about your stalker?

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<v Speaker 10>I mean, I'll talk about it, but you know, I'll

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<v Speaker 10>let you know if I'm not.

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<v Speaker 2>Comfortable tell me about your stalker.

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<v Speaker 10>There's someone who I went on a couple of dates with,

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<v Speaker 10>and you know, I just wasn't feeling it after a

1:22:40.920 --> 1:22:43.960
<v Speaker 10>couple after a couple of times seeing each other, and

1:22:44.000 --> 1:22:49.080
<v Speaker 10>then let them know that I wasn't really interested and

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<v Speaker 10>couldn't take the hint, I guess, And so didn't hear

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<v Speaker 10>from them for about a month. And then all of

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<v Speaker 10>a sudden, like I know, as they were showing up

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<v Speaker 10>at my work, and then they were showing up.

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<v Speaker 17>Near the places where I shop.

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<v Speaker 10>And stuff like that, and so I don't know if

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<v Speaker 10>it's coincidences or.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, but.

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<v Speaker 10>It's you know, it gives you a bit of paranoia.

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<v Speaker 10>There's that always underlying paranoia of it.

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<v Speaker 2>What do is if they want from you the problem?

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<v Speaker 10>And I'm honestly afraid to talk to them because I

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<v Speaker 10>have them blocked on everything, and if I see them

1:23:52.240 --> 1:23:55.519
<v Speaker 10>in person or like if I'm out now, keep in

1:23:55.520 --> 1:23:59.559
<v Speaker 10>mind like recently, you know, within the last year, because

1:23:59.560 --> 1:24:02.760
<v Speaker 10>everyone's wearing masks and stuff, I don't even know if

1:24:02.760 --> 1:24:10.520
<v Speaker 10>they're around. And I moved not that long ago, in September,

1:24:10.640 --> 1:24:14.559
<v Speaker 10>and I've yet to tell anybody that I've moved because

1:24:14.600 --> 1:24:19.519
<v Speaker 10>I'm so afraid of it to get back to them.

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<v Speaker 2>Those are reasonable fears. Yeah, have you taken any sort

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<v Speaker 2>of judicial action against them.

1:24:33.000 --> 1:24:40.680
<v Speaker 10>I mean I've filed, like I've made it known to

1:24:40.720 --> 1:24:49.280
<v Speaker 10>the authorities, but really like nothing nothing like violent or

1:24:49.320 --> 1:24:52.799
<v Speaker 10>anything like that has really happened or any like threats.

1:24:52.880 --> 1:24:58.280
<v Speaker 10>It's more just they show up out of nowhere and

1:24:58.479 --> 1:25:03.040
<v Speaker 10>it freaks me out. And you know, what can I do.

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<v Speaker 10>I can't really call the I and I feel guilty

1:25:08.960 --> 1:25:11.160
<v Speaker 10>if I were to call the police and say, hey,

1:25:11.280 --> 1:25:12.680
<v Speaker 10>like this person showed.

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<v Speaker 2>Up at my work or I mean, I don't think

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<v Speaker 2>it's all I think you should feel. I don't think

1:25:17.240 --> 1:25:20.439
<v Speaker 2>it's you know, you should feel guilty. I mean, I mean,

1:25:20.479 --> 1:25:24.320
<v Speaker 2>here's the thing, right if they here's the way I

1:25:24.360 --> 1:25:28.400
<v Speaker 2>see it. If this person is bothering you to the

1:25:28.520 --> 1:25:32.479
<v Speaker 2>point where you think where to the point where you

1:25:32.560 --> 1:25:36.479
<v Speaker 2>feel the need to get the authorities involved, that right

1:25:36.520 --> 1:25:43.839
<v Speaker 2>there validates that it is worth getting the authorities involved. Yeah,

1:25:44.840 --> 1:25:46.560
<v Speaker 2>So it's not saying they feel guilty about.

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<v Speaker 10>See like I'm and I think that's part of my issue.

1:25:52.520 --> 1:25:56.360
<v Speaker 10>Like it's been going on for well over a year,

1:25:56.560 --> 1:26:03.760
<v Speaker 10>like before the pandemic and everything like that, and I

1:26:04.240 --> 1:26:07.600
<v Speaker 10>and i'd like to you know, I don't try to

1:26:07.720 --> 1:26:11.280
<v Speaker 10>sound conceited or cocky or anything like that and saying that,

1:26:11.360 --> 1:26:15.360
<v Speaker 10>I feel like I'm a really nice guy, and so

1:26:15.560 --> 1:26:19.800
<v Speaker 10>with that, I feel like I'm taking advantage of in

1:26:19.840 --> 1:26:23.960
<v Speaker 10>regards to that, and I feel like they know that

1:26:24.080 --> 1:26:28.920
<v Speaker 10>it would take a lot of them to get me

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<v Speaker 10>to actually do something. I mean, I've I've spoken about

1:26:33.720 --> 1:26:36.479
<v Speaker 10>it to other people as well. Right, you know, it's

1:26:36.520 --> 1:26:40.559
<v Speaker 10>not something that I keep to myself, and it's not

1:26:40.600 --> 1:26:44.479
<v Speaker 10>anything that I was really planning on talking about tonight.

1:26:44.920 --> 1:26:46.479
<v Speaker 10>I was just gonna call in and tell you what

1:26:46.520 --> 1:26:53.679
<v Speaker 10>I was looking at, right, But it's, uh, it takes

1:26:53.680 --> 1:26:57.600
<v Speaker 10>a lot for me to take action about something, I guess,

1:26:57.720 --> 1:27:00.720
<v Speaker 10>and you know, I had, like I said, I have

1:27:00.920 --> 1:27:04.000
<v Speaker 10>people I've spoken to about it, but it is there

1:27:04.080 --> 1:27:06.920
<v Speaker 10>is the underlying It's caused me a lot of anxiety

1:27:07.000 --> 1:27:12.040
<v Speaker 10>over the lines. And then you know today what's that?

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<v Speaker 2>Sorry, Oh sorry, go ahead, I actually kind of want

1:27:15.360 --> 1:27:16.479
<v Speaker 2>to hear about what happened today.

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<v Speaker 10>I was just I literally went but I went into

1:27:21.760 --> 1:27:25.400
<v Speaker 10>my bedroom yesterday and I smelled the burning smell and

1:27:26.200 --> 1:27:28.160
<v Speaker 10>I couldn't figure out where it was coming from, and

1:27:28.200 --> 1:27:31.880
<v Speaker 10>it was coming from the fan in my bedroom, and

1:27:32.520 --> 1:27:34.960
<v Speaker 10>so I decided to unplug it and I went out

1:27:34.960 --> 1:27:38.599
<v Speaker 10>today to buy a new fan, and I was walking

1:27:38.640 --> 1:27:44.559
<v Speaker 10>around Walmart and I saw them and I knew it

1:27:44.640 --> 1:27:47.320
<v Speaker 10>was them right away from the jacket. They were running

1:27:48.000 --> 1:27:50.479
<v Speaker 10>and I just kind of like scooed it down another

1:27:50.600 --> 1:27:53.720
<v Speaker 10>aisle and I don't know if they saw me, but

1:27:53.840 --> 1:27:57.919
<v Speaker 10>I saw them. And you know, when things like that happened,

1:27:58.040 --> 1:28:03.120
<v Speaker 10>because I live in a pretty small town. M when

1:28:03.160 --> 1:28:07.200
<v Speaker 10>things like that happen where you cross paths, I don't

1:28:07.320 --> 1:28:10.479
<v Speaker 10>know if it's a coincidence or right.

1:28:10.360 --> 1:28:19.080
<v Speaker 2>Right, right right, Yeah, that's that's definitely stressful. Yeah, what

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<v Speaker 2>did you say? Your name was, Mitch? Well, Mitch, listen,

1:28:23.800 --> 1:28:26.360
<v Speaker 2>don't feel guilty about, you know, taking action that you

1:28:26.520 --> 1:28:30.240
<v Speaker 2>personally feel justified to take. You know, you're the only

1:28:30.280 --> 1:28:33.479
<v Speaker 2>person that can be the judge of whether or not

1:28:33.560 --> 1:28:36.720
<v Speaker 2>you are justified to take any sort of action, So

1:28:36.760 --> 1:28:42.840
<v Speaker 2>don't feel guilty. All right, what are you looking at?

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<v Speaker 10>I'm still sitting on my My cats are running all

1:28:48.560 --> 1:28:55.599
<v Speaker 10>over the place, and I've got you on the TV,

1:28:55.680 --> 1:28:59.879
<v Speaker 10>but i've got you muted, and it's very much alike

1:29:00.120 --> 1:29:02.960
<v Speaker 10>in between. So you're not matching up with your words,

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<v Speaker 10>And then I have I.

1:29:05.360 --> 1:29:10.760
<v Speaker 2>Never do on the hypocrite. Yeah, I appreciate you calling

1:29:10.800 --> 1:29:12.040
<v Speaker 2>in and sharing. I'll talk to you.

1:29:11.960 --> 1:29:14.519
<v Speaker 10>Soon, all right, have a good night.

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<v Speaker 3>Man.

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<v Speaker 10>Nice to meet you.

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<v Speaker 2>Nice to meet you too.

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<v Speaker 8>But all from pee pee poop.

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<v Speaker 2>People poopoo?

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<v Speaker 3>Is that you?

1:29:29.680 --> 1:29:31.640
<v Speaker 2>It is me, peepe poopoo. How are you?

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<v Speaker 19>Oh?

1:29:33.040 --> 1:29:33.439
<v Speaker 7>Pretty good?

1:29:33.479 --> 1:29:33.760
<v Speaker 6>How are you?

1:29:33.840 --> 1:29:34.000
<v Speaker 16>Man?

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<v Speaker 2>You know I'm doing all right, peepe poopoo.

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<v Speaker 6>That's good, it's good.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so curious about you peep people. You seem like

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<v Speaker 2>you have a lot of like you got a lot

1:29:47.040 --> 1:29:49.000
<v Speaker 2>of mystery to you, and I and I want to

1:29:49.120 --> 1:29:50.519
<v Speaker 2>sort of see what makes you tick?

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<v Speaker 16>You know?

1:29:52.120 --> 1:29:53.880
<v Speaker 2>I mean you are you aware of the fact that

1:29:53.960 --> 1:29:56.080
<v Speaker 2>you have a lot of mystery surrounding you? And that's

1:29:56.120 --> 1:29:57.280
<v Speaker 2>sort of the vibe that you're giving off.

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<v Speaker 17>It's a combination of peeping poo poo.

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<v Speaker 2>Mmm. How long do you have to experiment and tinker

1:30:05.640 --> 1:30:08.000
<v Speaker 2>around to find this perfect combination that has made you

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<v Speaker 2>who you are today?

1:30:10.080 --> 1:30:10.280
<v Speaker 3>Well?

1:30:10.920 --> 1:30:13.200
<v Speaker 17>I do it into a condom and then then I

1:30:13.280 --> 1:30:13.920
<v Speaker 17>put it back up.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm. You pp and you poop poo into a condom

1:30:17.960 --> 1:30:19.439
<v Speaker 2>and then you put it up into your anus?

1:30:20.760 --> 1:30:21.800
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? Yeah?

1:30:22.920 --> 1:30:22.960
<v Speaker 10>What?

1:30:23.160 --> 1:30:23.200
<v Speaker 6>What?

1:30:23.520 --> 1:30:23.560
<v Speaker 3>What?

1:30:24.040 --> 1:30:26.960
<v Speaker 2>All right? So I know that now you know? Okay,

1:30:27.120 --> 1:30:29.439
<v Speaker 2>of course that is the sort of code by which

1:30:29.520 --> 1:30:32.360
<v Speaker 2>you become who you are. You pee and poop into

1:30:32.400 --> 1:30:33.759
<v Speaker 2>a condom and you put it up into your anus.

1:30:33.800 --> 1:30:37.360
<v Speaker 2>But you didn't always know the benefits of that. You

1:30:37.439 --> 1:30:39.880
<v Speaker 2>had to experiment to discover these benefits. What was that

1:30:40.040 --> 1:30:42.320
<v Speaker 2>first time conducting this experiment?

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<v Speaker 17>Like I was watching Ghostbusters and uh, the Slimmer Slimmer

1:30:48.360 --> 1:30:51.400
<v Speaker 17>came on the screen, and I just I have to

1:30:51.439 --> 1:30:52.840
<v Speaker 17>go to the bathroom. But I didn't want to go.

1:30:53.120 --> 1:30:55.000
<v Speaker 17>I didn't want to go to the bathroom because it's.

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<v Speaker 21>Like, you know, I got to get up and walk,

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<v Speaker 21>of course, and I had had a dome psynomic counter,

1:31:00.400 --> 1:31:02.760
<v Speaker 21>and I was like, you know what, I'm just going

1:31:02.840 --> 1:31:06.200
<v Speaker 21>to go and I went in it. And then I

1:31:06.320 --> 1:31:08.439
<v Speaker 21>was like, I can't throw in the garbage can because

1:31:08.439 --> 1:31:12.040
<v Speaker 21>it's gonna stink. So I just I watched slim Or

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<v Speaker 21>eat a pizza and then I just.

1:31:13.439 --> 1:31:13.920
<v Speaker 3>Put it up.

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<v Speaker 2>And did it change your life?

1:31:22.360 --> 1:31:22.519
<v Speaker 14>Well?

1:31:22.600 --> 1:31:24.599
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, well I'm still alive today.

1:31:26.560 --> 1:31:27.320
<v Speaker 2>What are you looking at?

1:31:29.240 --> 1:31:31.479
<v Speaker 17>I'm looking at the screens, looking at the gag.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you do me a favor?

1:31:35.200 --> 1:31:35.599
<v Speaker 3>That's up?

1:31:36.600 --> 1:31:37.559
<v Speaker 2>Are you sitting or standing?

1:31:38.880 --> 1:31:39.120
<v Speaker 3>Laye?

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<v Speaker 2>Can you stand up?

1:31:42.800 --> 1:31:43.000
<v Speaker 17>Yeah?

1:31:43.439 --> 1:31:48.559
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, okay, all right, can you turn around?

1:31:50.040 --> 1:31:50.719
<v Speaker 17>Turning around?

1:31:52.960 --> 1:31:53.479
<v Speaker 2>Have you turned?

1:31:55.120 --> 1:31:55.360
<v Speaker 11>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>What are you looking at.

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<v Speaker 6>On a wall?

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<v Speaker 2>What's on the wall?

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<v Speaker 5>Uh?

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<v Speaker 17>This this painting is my wife bought it. It looks

1:32:07.200 --> 1:32:09.759
<v Speaker 17>it's not even a painting. It's like fucking some cloth

1:32:10.320 --> 1:32:11.120
<v Speaker 17>shit in a frame.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you like describe it to me?

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<v Speaker 17>It's like, uh, some weavy lines, like a black line,

1:32:18.200 --> 1:32:20.920
<v Speaker 17>a blue line. It's like a seventies kind of I

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<v Speaker 17>don't know what the fuck it is.

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<v Speaker 2>Does your wife know that you pee and poop into

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<v Speaker 2>a condom and put it back up into your anus?

1:32:28.080 --> 1:32:28.200
<v Speaker 12>Well?

1:32:28.280 --> 1:32:30.200
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, well yeah, that's part of the deal.

1:32:32.320 --> 1:32:35.799
<v Speaker 2>How does she feel about it? I mean it's erotic,

1:32:36.920 --> 1:32:37.519
<v Speaker 2>she's into it.

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<v Speaker 17>It's an expression.

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<v Speaker 2>Does she ever watch you do it?

1:32:42.479 --> 1:32:44.920
<v Speaker 17>Yeah? She participates in the ppe poop poop?

1:32:45.560 --> 1:32:49.040
<v Speaker 2>Does she peeps and peas and poops into a condom

1:32:49.560 --> 1:32:52.760
<v Speaker 2>and then you put up your anis right? Does it

1:32:52.800 --> 1:32:53.960
<v Speaker 2>ever go up her anus.

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<v Speaker 17>From time to time?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you call this act?

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<v Speaker 17>Well, if if it's been in the freezer, it's an

1:33:05.240 --> 1:33:12.400
<v Speaker 17>Alaskan pipeline. And if it's warm, called summer breeze.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you love your wife?

1:33:19.720 --> 1:33:20.599
<v Speaker 17>Oh? Yeah, yeah?

1:33:21.200 --> 1:33:22.000
<v Speaker 3>What do you love about her?

1:33:23.680 --> 1:33:23.840
<v Speaker 12>Uh?

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<v Speaker 17>You know like, I like that, and she cooks really good,

1:33:30.479 --> 1:33:36.280
<v Speaker 17>and uh she looks she looks good, she smells nice.

1:33:36.400 --> 1:33:38.559
<v Speaker 17>She doesn't ever smell like Pooh ever.

1:33:43.680 --> 1:33:43.840
<v Speaker 3>Ever.

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<v Speaker 2>But wouldn't that be a bad thing because you seem

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<v Speaker 2>to kind of like Pooh.

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<v Speaker 17>Well, now it's it's encapsulated.

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<v Speaker 2>Is your wife with you right now?

1:33:56.120 --> 1:33:59.400
<v Speaker 17>No? No, she she fucking hates your show more than

1:33:59.439 --> 1:34:02.120
<v Speaker 17>anything on her Actually she left the room earlier.

1:34:01.880 --> 1:34:03.080
<v Speaker 3>Because I was watching your show.

1:34:04.640 --> 1:34:05.599
<v Speaker 2>Why does she hit my show?

1:34:06.360 --> 1:34:06.519
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 17>Fucking I she just I don't know. She just looks

1:34:10.000 --> 1:34:12.200
<v Speaker 17>at you and she's like that. I fucking I can't

1:34:12.240 --> 1:34:13.559
<v Speaker 17>do this right now every time.

1:34:14.200 --> 1:34:16.200
<v Speaker 2>I understand it's not for everyone.

1:34:17.680 --> 1:34:18.960
<v Speaker 17>I mean, I like it.

1:34:20.160 --> 1:34:20.800
<v Speaker 2>I appreciate that.

1:34:21.920 --> 1:34:22.640
<v Speaker 17>Where did the fish go?

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<v Speaker 2>It doesn't matter. Okay, would you say your name was.

1:34:29.360 --> 1:34:29.840
<v Speaker 3>Uh wo?

1:34:30.000 --> 1:34:31.160
<v Speaker 6>My real name is John.

1:34:34.040 --> 1:34:36.559
<v Speaker 2>Well pepehoo boo. I appreciate you sharing what we share

1:34:36.600 --> 1:34:38.439
<v Speaker 2>with us this evening. And tell your wife I said hello.

1:34:39.760 --> 1:34:42.439
<v Speaker 17>I'm going to tell her tomorrow when she wakes up

1:34:42.560 --> 1:34:43.559
<v Speaker 17>for her Now.

1:34:45.640 --> 1:34:48.880
<v Speaker 2>I love you, Peepooo. I'll talk to you soon. Love you, get.

1:34:51.320 --> 1:34:51.720
<v Speaker 3>Sitter bro.

1:34:52.600 --> 1:34:53.080
<v Speaker 2>Good night.

1:34:54.520 --> 1:35:06.240
<v Speaker 14>All from God, Scott, Scott, Hello, Hello Scott no way

1:35:07.160 --> 1:35:07.800
<v Speaker 14>is this the gig.

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<v Speaker 2>This is the gek Oh Scott.

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<v Speaker 22>I give you a text last night and I said

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<v Speaker 22>that I have reason to believe that I'm the toxic

1:35:16.560 --> 1:35:18.920
<v Speaker 22>person in all of my relationships.

1:35:21.680 --> 1:35:24.160
<v Speaker 2>You sent me a text. You texted the gek line.

1:35:24.680 --> 1:35:27.120
<v Speaker 2>I get, yeah, saying that you believe that you are

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<v Speaker 2>the toxic personal of your relationships.

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<v Speaker 9>This is correct.

1:35:31.160 --> 1:35:32.400
<v Speaker 2>And what makes you believe that?

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<v Speaker 7>Well, whenever I start.

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<v Speaker 22>Talking with somebody, I blocked them from my Snapchat story

1:35:39.040 --> 1:35:41.080
<v Speaker 22>so that I can post thing, or so i can

1:35:41.120 --> 1:35:43.639
<v Speaker 22>post thing without them knowing that I'm ignoring them.

1:35:49.280 --> 1:35:52.000
<v Speaker 2>Whenever you okay, whenever you start talking to someone on Snapchat,

1:35:52.200 --> 1:35:54.559
<v Speaker 2>you block them from seeing your Snapchat stories that they

1:35:54.600 --> 1:35:57.759
<v Speaker 2>don't know that you are posting on your story without

1:35:57.920 --> 1:36:03.200
<v Speaker 2>respond to them first. Correct. Here's what you should do.

1:36:04.360 --> 1:36:09.800
<v Speaker 2>I believe you need to first of all, anyone I

1:36:09.880 --> 1:36:11.519
<v Speaker 2>think there's this this, how do I put this? I

1:36:11.600 --> 1:36:13.320
<v Speaker 2>actually I'm kind of thinking about this lately because, like

1:36:13.840 --> 1:36:16.600
<v Speaker 2>you know, I have a bunch of people not I'm not.

1:36:17.439 --> 1:36:19.400
<v Speaker 2>There's no one who I've not. I don't get messages

1:36:19.400 --> 1:36:21.479
<v Speaker 2>where I'm like fuck this guy or anything, but like

1:36:21.520 --> 1:36:24.320
<v Speaker 2>I have messages where I'm like, fuck, I want to

1:36:24.400 --> 1:36:28.200
<v Speaker 2>like respond to this, but I can't right now because

1:36:29.439 --> 1:36:30.960
<v Speaker 2>I only have time to give a brief one and

1:36:31.040 --> 1:36:32.960
<v Speaker 2>it deserves a longer one. So I leave a lot

1:36:33.000 --> 1:36:38.320
<v Speaker 2>of shit on unread and then but I still am

1:36:38.400 --> 1:36:41.160
<v Speaker 2>like posting things. And my mentality of it is like,

1:36:43.439 --> 1:36:48.000
<v Speaker 2>I'm a grown ass man. This person I'm talking to,

1:36:48.520 --> 1:36:54.519
<v Speaker 2>it's a grown ass person. You know, there's no there's

1:36:54.600 --> 1:36:56.880
<v Speaker 2>no I have, Neither of us should have any room

1:36:56.920 --> 1:37:00.840
<v Speaker 2>in our lives for the fucking guy. If you're fucking

1:37:01.040 --> 1:37:04.080
<v Speaker 2>ignoring is you know, just just do live your life,

1:37:04.160 --> 1:37:06.599
<v Speaker 2>do what you're gonna do. Don't don't get so wrapped

1:37:06.680 --> 1:37:09.599
<v Speaker 2>up in the drama of thing I think to block

1:37:10.360 --> 1:37:14.160
<v Speaker 2>this person. It's a little insecurity is not the word,

1:37:14.240 --> 1:37:17.360
<v Speaker 2>But like, dude, you gotta be comfortable with like someone.

1:37:17.439 --> 1:37:20.439
<v Speaker 2>If someone gets upset with you because you posted on

1:37:20.560 --> 1:37:25.120
<v Speaker 2>your story without answering them first, that's kind of their problem,

1:37:25.240 --> 1:37:27.920
<v Speaker 2>and you gotta look at it that way, you know

1:37:28.080 --> 1:37:33.240
<v Speaker 2>to to so to be so heavily on the defensive

1:37:34.000 --> 1:37:38.360
<v Speaker 2>that you're gonna block them is feeding too much into

1:37:39.720 --> 1:37:43.439
<v Speaker 2>drama of the situation that is not even there. Does

1:37:43.479 --> 1:37:46.280
<v Speaker 2>that make sense? Does that resonate with you in any way,

1:37:46.280 --> 1:37:46.800
<v Speaker 2>shape or form.

1:37:47.560 --> 1:37:48.400
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, a little bit.

1:37:50.880 --> 1:37:53.160
<v Speaker 2>I would stop doing that. I would stop blocking people,

1:37:53.200 --> 1:37:58.160
<v Speaker 2>and I would just get comfortable with the idea that

1:37:58.360 --> 1:38:01.120
<v Speaker 2>someone might be upset with you for not responding to them,

1:38:01.280 --> 1:38:03.400
<v Speaker 2>and just be like, well, if that's the case, then

1:38:04.640 --> 1:38:07.720
<v Speaker 2>that's your problem because I've delve in my life. I'll

1:38:07.760 --> 1:38:09.240
<v Speaker 2>get back to you. When I get back to you,

1:38:11.800 --> 1:38:14.519
<v Speaker 2>you don't have to be so defensive about it, if

1:38:14.600 --> 1:38:15.160
<v Speaker 2>that makes sense.

1:38:15.760 --> 1:38:15.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

1:38:17.920 --> 1:38:21.479
<v Speaker 22>Another toxic trait that one of my friends pointed out

1:38:21.800 --> 1:38:24.519
<v Speaker 22>of mine is that when I start talking to somebody,

1:38:25.040 --> 1:38:29.360
<v Speaker 22>I like am one with them. So for like the

1:38:29.479 --> 1:38:33.160
<v Speaker 22>first week or whatever that we're talking, I'm just nothing

1:38:33.240 --> 1:38:36.280
<v Speaker 22>but them is on my mind or whatever. And then

1:38:36.520 --> 1:38:39.400
<v Speaker 22>after that I get bored of them, and then I'll

1:38:39.520 --> 1:38:44.240
<v Speaker 22>just ignore them, and then I'll kind of like ease

1:38:44.320 --> 1:38:46.640
<v Speaker 22>back in and out of the relationship.

1:38:47.439 --> 1:38:54.719
<v Speaker 2>Are these are like romantic relationships you're referring to. Correct, Okay,

1:38:54.760 --> 1:38:56.559
<v Speaker 2>So you'll be obsessed with someone and you'll get bored

1:38:56.600 --> 1:38:59.880
<v Speaker 2>with them, Yeah, but then you'll ghost.

1:38:59.640 --> 1:39:04.639
<v Speaker 22>Them, well, not not completely ghost like I make them.

1:39:05.800 --> 1:39:13.640
<v Speaker 7>Mhmm. I still talk to them just like.

1:39:15.400 --> 1:39:17.000
<v Speaker 14>M I say that I have.

1:39:18.479 --> 1:39:21.360
<v Speaker 22>Schoolwork and stuff, and then I just go do other

1:39:21.479 --> 1:39:22.760
<v Speaker 22>things instead of talking to them.

1:39:23.920 --> 1:39:25.800
<v Speaker 2>This is a tough one. I've thought about this before

1:39:25.840 --> 1:39:32.840
<v Speaker 2>because I'm I've I'm I haven't made like uh in

1:39:33.240 --> 1:39:34.800
<v Speaker 2>I have, I don't, I don't have like a uh

1:39:34.960 --> 1:39:43.680
<v Speaker 2>what is this like set in stone idea of what

1:39:44.560 --> 1:39:48.120
<v Speaker 2>two people at the beginning of relationship owe each other,

1:39:48.760 --> 1:39:52.519
<v Speaker 2>because on one because what what someone could say? You

1:39:52.600 --> 1:39:54.639
<v Speaker 2>don't know, you don't know anyone anything. If you want

1:39:54.680 --> 1:39:57.240
<v Speaker 2>to stop talking to them, just fucking stop talking to them.

1:39:57.240 --> 1:40:03.200
<v Speaker 2>You don't you don't know them anything. You know, But

1:40:03.240 --> 1:40:09.320
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if that's necessarily what I believe. I

1:40:09.400 --> 1:40:11.439
<v Speaker 2>think you should do whichever option makes you feel the

1:40:11.479 --> 1:40:13.320
<v Speaker 2>most to peace with it, right, and so if it

1:40:13.320 --> 1:40:16.640
<v Speaker 2>would make you feel best too, if you're like ah,

1:40:16.760 --> 1:40:18.479
<v Speaker 2>if you feel bad about it, if you feel bad

1:40:18.520 --> 1:40:23.679
<v Speaker 2>about ghosting these people, then you know, just be honest,

1:40:23.800 --> 1:40:26.080
<v Speaker 2>just be like, hey, I'm sorry, I don't think this

1:40:26.200 --> 1:40:28.800
<v Speaker 2>is working. And and and you don't, by the way,

1:40:28.840 --> 1:40:32.080
<v Speaker 2>you don't. If you are the start talking to someone,

1:40:32.160 --> 1:40:34.120
<v Speaker 2>then you just get bored of them. That's fine. You

1:40:34.160 --> 1:40:36.519
<v Speaker 2>don't owe and you don't owe anyone anything romantically. Ever,

1:40:37.400 --> 1:40:40.840
<v Speaker 2>I believe that if you start talking as when you

1:40:40.880 --> 1:40:42.920
<v Speaker 2>get bored of them and it makes you feel better

1:40:43.040 --> 1:40:45.479
<v Speaker 2>to sort of give them some closure and in turn

1:40:45.600 --> 1:40:48.360
<v Speaker 2>give yourself some closure, then you know, I think you should.

1:40:48.920 --> 1:40:52.120
<v Speaker 2>But if not, again, I'm not setting stone in this.

1:40:52.200 --> 1:40:54.120
<v Speaker 2>I could be convinced either way, but I I you know,

1:40:54.120 --> 1:40:56.920
<v Speaker 2>I don't think that you necessarily owe them anything, especially

1:40:56.960 --> 1:40:58.840
<v Speaker 2>if you know it's a new relationship. It's not like

1:40:58.920 --> 1:41:01.920
<v Speaker 2>you know even day for years, or or even months

1:41:02.040 --> 1:41:02.400
<v Speaker 2>or anything.

1:41:03.400 --> 1:41:03.599
<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

1:41:04.280 --> 1:41:06.800
<v Speaker 22>The problem though, is that when I find somebody that

1:41:06.920 --> 1:41:10.240
<v Speaker 22>I like, really like and that I want to spend

1:41:10.320 --> 1:41:12.519
<v Speaker 22>time with all the time, I just.

1:41:14.120 --> 1:41:14.519
<v Speaker 6>I don't.

1:41:16.439 --> 1:41:19.760
<v Speaker 22>I don't know whether I can't convince myself like.

1:41:21.479 --> 1:41:23.439
<v Speaker 7>That I want to keep spending time with them.

1:41:25.920 --> 1:41:29.240
<v Speaker 22>I I guess maybe it's my attachment issues.

1:41:29.280 --> 1:41:30.240
<v Speaker 19>Maybe that's what it is.

1:41:32.080 --> 1:41:34.000
<v Speaker 3>Knows mm hmm.

1:41:34.479 --> 1:41:37.479
<v Speaker 2>Well, that's a conversation for you to have with a

1:41:37.520 --> 1:41:38.200
<v Speaker 2>real therapist.

1:41:39.560 --> 1:41:40.120
<v Speaker 9>This is true.

1:41:40.800 --> 1:41:44.719
<v Speaker 2>What your name was, Scott? Thank you for coming in, Scott,

1:41:44.720 --> 1:41:45.400
<v Speaker 2>I'll talk to you soon.

1:41:45.920 --> 1:41:47.280
<v Speaker 22>Thank you of a going Jain.

1:41:50.960 --> 1:42:02.519
<v Speaker 23>All from Theeter Teddy take Sat Kenny, forget BG.

1:42:03.800 --> 1:42:08.320
<v Speaker 2>You're calling, I'm all right?

1:42:08.520 --> 1:42:08.640
<v Speaker 3>Is that?

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<v Speaker 9>What is?

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<v Speaker 2>What is bubba.

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<v Speaker 6>Bubba is what I call it. Well, I'm also from

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<v Speaker 6>I heard just going there. Bubba is like a bubb

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<v Speaker 6>or a budd or a bubba, term of endearment for

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<v Speaker 6>a man to another man.

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<v Speaker 2>Can Can it be used by men to women? Can

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<v Speaker 2>it be used? Is it exclusively in use by and

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<v Speaker 2>towards men?

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<v Speaker 6>Well? I guess it depends on your where you're going

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<v Speaker 6>with it. You know what I mean. I call a

1:42:36.200 --> 1:42:38.759
<v Speaker 6>woman bubb or bubba, but that don't mean I'm gonna kisser.

1:42:39.240 --> 1:42:40.960
<v Speaker 6>If you're kissing them, you can't say bubba.

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<v Speaker 2>So if you're romantically involved with a woman, it's not

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<v Speaker 2>appropriate to call her bubba.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't. I don't, I don't know. I wouldn't do it.

1:42:52.880 --> 1:42:53.000
<v Speaker 10>Is it?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it anything? Is it like dude at all? Like

1:42:56.160 --> 1:42:59.360
<v Speaker 2>I call I call women dude? I know, even if

1:42:59.400 --> 1:43:02.639
<v Speaker 2>I'm romantically involved with I would call you know, her dude.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think in the gates the romantics.

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<v Speaker 6>No, you can be in the bed with a woman

1:43:07.880 --> 1:43:10.599
<v Speaker 6>doing stuff and call her dude. It's okay. But if

1:43:10.640 --> 1:43:13.120
<v Speaker 6>you call her bubba, that's not good.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you say you're also in Texas?

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<v Speaker 6>I'm out here in uh East Texas and holy man,

1:43:26.000 --> 1:43:28.840
<v Speaker 6>they can't even get a dude, I had to drive

1:43:28.880 --> 1:43:30.400
<v Speaker 6>in the town to get pizza today.

1:43:31.960 --> 1:43:34.080
<v Speaker 2>Tell me how much how much battery is left on

1:43:34.160 --> 1:43:35.479
<v Speaker 2>your phone right now that you're using.

1:43:36.160 --> 1:43:39.760
<v Speaker 6>I got a generator. I got generators. We got firewood. Man,

1:43:40.040 --> 1:43:42.560
<v Speaker 6>I didn't I have pitchy down with the gas. I

1:43:42.600 --> 1:43:43.599
<v Speaker 6>ain't going nowhere.

1:43:44.320 --> 1:43:45.840
<v Speaker 2>You got, you got, we gotta get. You hooked up

1:43:45.880 --> 1:43:48.680
<v Speaker 2>with Jessica. But she's fucking dying over there. Well, I

1:43:49.240 --> 1:43:50.479
<v Speaker 2>wait for it that she doesn't like.

1:43:51.560 --> 1:43:54.000
<v Speaker 6>Well, I'll do her right, man. I got a truck.

1:43:54.400 --> 1:43:56.000
<v Speaker 6>I'll take her to town. I'll take her to get

1:43:56.040 --> 1:43:57.479
<v Speaker 6>barbecue whatever she needs.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm.

1:44:00.360 --> 1:44:02.800
<v Speaker 6>Anyway, man, I didn't call about the blizzard. Man, that's

1:44:02.800 --> 1:44:07.439
<v Speaker 6>a whole bunch of height. I was calling about. Well, okay,

1:44:07.520 --> 1:44:10.400
<v Speaker 6>here's the deal. And I don't know if this is

1:44:10.520 --> 1:44:13.560
<v Speaker 6>my business, but it's my friend's business. And I like

1:44:13.680 --> 1:44:16.160
<v Speaker 6>to get into my friend's business. So I have a friend,

1:44:16.640 --> 1:44:19.719
<v Speaker 6>I've known him forever and he was living in another

1:44:19.800 --> 1:44:23.320
<v Speaker 6>buddy's house but he was renting him up the house. Well,

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<v Speaker 6>that friend trashed it, basically, nothing short of smear and

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<v Speaker 6>poop on the wall. And he owes my other buddy money.

1:44:31.760 --> 1:44:35.000
<v Speaker 6>Now I'm trying to figure out do I get in

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<v Speaker 6>on this? Do I say something? I do I say

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<v Speaker 6>something about this because it's gonna make people mad, But

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<v Speaker 6>I feel that it's my place when someone owes money.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't like to I don't know anyone money.

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<v Speaker 7>You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me all the parties involved so that I get

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<v Speaker 2>this sor right. So you have your friend, let's say

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<v Speaker 2>my friend. His name is if you if you could,

1:45:00.520 --> 1:45:02.559
<v Speaker 2>could you explain the parties involved?

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<v Speaker 6>Okay, There's a man named Justin. He likes to dress

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<v Speaker 6>in a lot of leather. He wears a lot of leather,

1:45:09.600 --> 1:45:12.320
<v Speaker 6>It's strange. Then we have another man, his name let's

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<v Speaker 6>call him Brian. Now Brian. He was living in Justin's house, okay,

1:45:20.800 --> 1:45:25.920
<v Speaker 6>and then Brian owed Justin some money. And I have

1:45:26.120 --> 1:45:27.720
<v Speaker 6>nothing to do with any of it. But I know

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<v Speaker 6>both of them, and I just can't help but not

1:45:31.240 --> 1:45:34.920
<v Speaker 6>say something to him because I feel that Justin doesn't

1:45:34.960 --> 1:45:36.680
<v Speaker 6>want to ask for the money because it might be

1:45:36.880 --> 1:45:38.960
<v Speaker 6>bad for the friendship. But then I feel the other

1:45:39.080 --> 1:45:42.920
<v Speaker 6>dude is taking advantage of the other guy's softness. If

1:45:42.960 --> 1:45:46.360
<v Speaker 6>you will, maybe I do need to step put a

1:45:46.400 --> 1:45:47.040
<v Speaker 6>boot in the door.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you mentioned something as well about one party

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<v Speaker 2>smearing poop on the other party's house. When did this occur?

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<v Speaker 6>Well, that's just way I see it. No one told

1:46:01.479 --> 1:46:03.880
<v Speaker 6>me that's what happened. But in my head, I just

1:46:04.120 --> 1:46:06.920
<v Speaker 6>know someone ate a lot of space of dust and

1:46:07.080 --> 1:46:08.759
<v Speaker 6>started smearing poop on the walls.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, I just didn't hear that literally happened.

1:46:13.280 --> 1:46:16.200
<v Speaker 6>Well, I don't know. I mean, what is literal these days?

1:46:16.240 --> 1:46:16.880
<v Speaker 6>What is real?

1:46:19.000 --> 1:46:19.280
<v Speaker 11>So you.

1:46:21.880 --> 1:46:28.800
<v Speaker 2>Know what, so you imagined your friends smearing poop on

1:46:28.880 --> 1:46:31.599
<v Speaker 2>your other friend's house, It didn't happen. You think it's

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<v Speaker 2>gonna happen. Where where is this event on the spectrum

1:46:35.240 --> 1:46:35.839
<v Speaker 2>of reality?

1:46:37.400 --> 1:46:40.920
<v Speaker 6>Well, on my spectrum of reality did happened? I mean,

1:46:41.280 --> 1:46:44.840
<v Speaker 6>in my head, I can see him taking the rag

1:46:45.000 --> 1:46:47.519
<v Speaker 6>he used because probably the water was out because he

1:46:47.560 --> 1:46:49.920
<v Speaker 6>hadn't been made the water bill. He had no he

1:46:50.000 --> 1:46:53.200
<v Speaker 6>didn't have a shower to go. He he definitely didn't

1:46:53.200 --> 1:46:55.080
<v Speaker 6>have no poil of paper, he didn't have no money.

1:46:55.560 --> 1:46:58.280
<v Speaker 6>So he takes the rag or something and then he's like,

1:46:58.400 --> 1:47:00.920
<v Speaker 6>fucking fuck, this guy's make me pay. He's not giving

1:47:00.960 --> 1:47:02.679
<v Speaker 6>me a loan. And he just did a big smeared

1:47:02.720 --> 1:47:04.400
<v Speaker 6>prior with a big f and that you on the

1:47:04.479 --> 1:47:10.080
<v Speaker 6>wall or something. No, te Well, i'd say it didn't happen.

1:47:10.120 --> 1:47:13.040
<v Speaker 6>I'd say it happened, but in their reality. I'm not sure.

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<v Speaker 2>Ted, Can I ask you something again? I want you

1:47:17.960 --> 1:47:23.760
<v Speaker 2>to be honest with me. Yes, sir, I feel like

1:47:23.840 --> 1:47:29.000
<v Speaker 2>there's a possibility that it was you who smeared the

1:47:29.080 --> 1:47:35.320
<v Speaker 2>poop on Justin's wall, and you already sort of went

1:47:35.560 --> 1:47:39.840
<v Speaker 2>forward on the advice about whether or not you should

1:47:39.840 --> 1:47:43.439
<v Speaker 2>get involved, and you're coming to me for confirmation that

1:47:43.560 --> 1:47:47.599
<v Speaker 2>you indeed should have smeared poop on this man's wall.

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<v Speaker 6>It's a big problem I have. It's called the Fregoli delusion,

1:47:52.800 --> 1:47:56.040
<v Speaker 6>where you think everyone's the same person in a different costume,

1:47:56.280 --> 1:47:58.880
<v Speaker 6>Like you are actually the same guy as the guy

1:47:58.920 --> 1:48:01.280
<v Speaker 6>who did the poop, and and it might have been me,

1:48:01.439 --> 1:48:03.200
<v Speaker 6>or it might be you or the same dude in

1:48:03.240 --> 1:48:08.240
<v Speaker 6>a different chair. Right, So yeah, I guess. I mean,

1:48:08.400 --> 1:48:10.560
<v Speaker 6>if someone did do you wrong, do you do that?

1:48:13.760 --> 1:48:13.880
<v Speaker 7>Oh?

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<v Speaker 23>Ted?

1:48:16.680 --> 1:48:20.800
<v Speaker 2>If you owe yourself money, I think you should pay

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<v Speaker 2>yourself back.

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<v Speaker 6>Okay, so I say something, Yeah, Okay, I'm following, man,

1:48:30.080 --> 1:48:31.160
<v Speaker 6>I'm follow are you done with me?

1:48:31.280 --> 1:48:31.400
<v Speaker 17>Man?

1:48:31.400 --> 1:48:33.439
<v Speaker 6>And I feel like they are loads in conversation, but

1:48:34.080 --> 1:48:36.400
<v Speaker 6>I'm looking at my computer. I'm staring into your face.

1:48:36.520 --> 1:48:39.640
<v Speaker 6>I see this smile that someone's popping out, and I'll

1:48:39.640 --> 1:48:41.680
<v Speaker 6>see those eyes looking at me, and it's just like

1:48:41.760 --> 1:48:51.000
<v Speaker 6>we're there together, same dude, same pace, same dream. I

1:48:51.040 --> 1:48:52.640
<v Speaker 6>don't know how to end it. I don't know what

1:48:52.800 --> 1:48:55.400
<v Speaker 6>we do. But we can move on or we can

1:48:55.439 --> 1:49:01.479
<v Speaker 6>be done. I have more to do, I think that, man.

1:49:01.760 --> 1:49:04.759
<v Speaker 6>I have some other stuff that I've really been wondering about.

1:49:04.880 --> 1:49:07.439
<v Speaker 6>You know, I moved out to the country from the

1:49:07.520 --> 1:49:10.040
<v Speaker 6>city about nine months ago, and I've been living out there,

1:49:10.280 --> 1:49:12.679
<v Speaker 6>just trying to sort through some things, think my way

1:49:12.760 --> 1:49:16.679
<v Speaker 6>through stuff. And you know, you hit on this reality

1:49:16.840 --> 1:49:19.719
<v Speaker 6>topic and this is I know you're not a real therapist,

1:49:19.880 --> 1:49:24.479
<v Speaker 6>but this reality thing, man, it's a weird one.

1:49:24.560 --> 1:49:24.720
<v Speaker 3>Huh.

1:49:25.960 --> 1:49:27.640
<v Speaker 2>What do you think is the weirdest thing about it?

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<v Speaker 6>Well, let me put it like this, man. Well, I say,

1:49:33.160 --> 1:49:36.280
<v Speaker 6>the Mandela effect is probably my weirdest thing about reality

1:49:36.439 --> 1:49:39.880
<v Speaker 6>is Mandela effects kind of been messing with me. The

1:49:40.000 --> 1:49:42.240
<v Speaker 6>Black Tom attack was a weird one. If you know

1:49:42.320 --> 1:49:45.559
<v Speaker 6>about that nineteen fourteen German terrorist attack, in the Bay,

1:49:46.080 --> 1:49:51.200
<v Speaker 6>New York destroying Statue of Liberty. That Stu's pretty weird.

1:49:51.400 --> 1:49:52.920
<v Speaker 2>But I what is the Mandela effect?

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<v Speaker 6>The Mandela effect is basically, fifty percent of the population

1:49:58.080 --> 1:50:02.080
<v Speaker 6>remembers Nelson Mandel dying in prison, and the other fifty

1:50:02.160 --> 1:50:07.240
<v Speaker 6>percent remembers Nelson Mandela dining in twenty twelve. Basically, dude,

1:50:07.240 --> 1:50:09.920
<v Speaker 6>whenever they turned on that sirn reactor and plugged into

1:50:10.000 --> 1:50:14.000
<v Speaker 6>God particle, that it put us in time loop. So

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<v Speaker 6>if you'd mind, I can go, and I go a

1:50:16.800 --> 1:50:23.400
<v Speaker 6>little like one step up on this ladder of reality weirdness. Sure, Okay,

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<v Speaker 6>So it all starts back in the fuck and it

1:50:26.479 --> 1:50:29.599
<v Speaker 6>all starts back with Donald Trump's uncle, John G. Trump,

1:50:29.920 --> 1:50:32.479
<v Speaker 6>John G. Trump, and everyone. You can look me up

1:50:32.560 --> 1:50:34.800
<v Speaker 6>on this. This is real. John G. Trump was the

1:50:34.920 --> 1:50:39.639
<v Speaker 6>lead engineer at MIT. Whenever Nichola Tesla died, Nicholas Tesla

1:50:39.840 --> 1:50:43.080
<v Speaker 6>claimed to have a time machine. So Nichola Tesla's time

1:50:43.160 --> 1:50:46.280
<v Speaker 6>machine was gotten by Donald Trump's uncle. All of a sudden,

1:50:46.520 --> 1:50:49.000
<v Speaker 6>Donald Trump's running the world. Go back to the year

1:50:49.120 --> 1:50:53.160
<v Speaker 6>eighteen ninety eight. There's a book written called Baron von

1:50:53.240 --> 1:50:56.519
<v Speaker 6>Trump's Marvelous Underground Journey where a boy is led through

1:50:56.640 --> 1:51:00.599
<v Speaker 6>time portals by a man named Don, and he led

1:51:00.680 --> 1:51:04.720
<v Speaker 6>back to Russia to fight indigenous people in the underground reptiles.

1:51:06.320 --> 1:51:09.080
<v Speaker 6>The same author his name was Dame. And I ain't

1:51:09.080 --> 1:51:11.080
<v Speaker 6>gon remember this guy's name. I can look it up, though.

1:51:12.320 --> 1:51:14.360
<v Speaker 6>He wrote a book in nineteen hundred called The Last

1:51:14.479 --> 1:51:17.160
<v Speaker 6>President about a man who was elected president. He was

1:51:17.200 --> 1:51:20.160
<v Speaker 6>a very rich, wealthy land boy, and he had a

1:51:20.240 --> 1:51:23.360
<v Speaker 6>house on Fifth Avenue. Blah blah blah. A whole bunch

1:51:23.400 --> 1:51:26.600
<v Speaker 6>of stuff gets weird. So basically, flash forward of the

1:51:26.680 --> 1:51:29.920
<v Speaker 6>year nineteen ninety nine when Conan O'Brien is writing an

1:51:29.960 --> 1:51:34.920
<v Speaker 6>episode of The Simpsons where Homer's pardeeing the Matt Damon

1:51:35.040 --> 1:51:38.599
<v Speaker 6>and Goodwill hunting, and he's up there like a janitor,

1:51:38.760 --> 1:51:42.240
<v Speaker 6>solving equation in the hallway. Go look this up. The

1:51:42.360 --> 1:51:45.200
<v Speaker 6>equation on that board in ninety nine is actually the

1:51:45.280 --> 1:51:49.519
<v Speaker 6>god particle, which wasn't discovered until twenty ten. Twenty twelve

1:51:49.640 --> 1:51:53.040
<v Speaker 6>is when they plucked that god particle into the Hadron

1:51:53.160 --> 1:51:56.200
<v Speaker 6>collider over there in Switzerland in the sun. And that

1:51:56.360 --> 1:52:00.479
<v Speaker 6>experiment ended on December twenty first, twenty twelve. Clearly, what

1:52:00.520 --> 1:52:04.840
<v Speaker 6>I'm telling you, Donald Trump is a time traveler. Whenever

1:52:05.000 --> 1:52:09.200
<v Speaker 6>surn reactor got flipped on, it started messing with reality. Like,

1:52:09.360 --> 1:52:11.560
<v Speaker 6>let me ask you this man, did Curious George have

1:52:11.640 --> 1:52:12.000
<v Speaker 6>a tail?

1:52:20.280 --> 1:52:24.840
<v Speaker 2>Donald Trump is a time traveler? Do you believe travel

1:52:24.880 --> 1:52:26.280
<v Speaker 2>through time for good or for evil?

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<v Speaker 6>Well? I don't know, man. If I had it figured out,

1:52:29.920 --> 1:52:31.840
<v Speaker 6>I don't know if we'd even be having this conversation

1:52:31.960 --> 1:52:35.160
<v Speaker 6>about Pope and space dust and sern reactors and particle

1:52:35.200 --> 1:52:41.680
<v Speaker 6>gliders and ship man. But yeah, I mean, dude, I

1:52:41.720 --> 1:52:44.080
<v Speaker 6>think if anyone's gonna travel through time, it's gonna be

1:52:44.240 --> 1:52:47.759
<v Speaker 6>Donald Trump. I mean, he did come out all orange.

1:52:47.840 --> 1:52:51.280
<v Speaker 6>They say you gotta smear yourself and that day I

1:52:51.520 --> 1:52:52.719
<v Speaker 6>dine whenever you go through.

1:52:52.600 --> 1:52:54.080
<v Speaker 3>The time of shame, right right?

1:52:54.680 --> 1:52:56.840
<v Speaker 2>So he so you think that he's orange because of

1:52:57.320 --> 1:53:00.479
<v Speaker 2>you know, a sort of level of eye dying that

1:53:00.600 --> 1:53:03.360
<v Speaker 2>he wouldn't have spread on himself if he had not

1:53:04.000 --> 1:53:07.519
<v Speaker 2>been tasked with traveling through time to ensure that Curious

1:53:07.560 --> 1:53:08.639
<v Speaker 2>George did not have a tail.

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<v Speaker 6>Well, of course. Yeah, that's just one example, man, that

1:53:12.640 --> 1:53:15.679
<v Speaker 6>wasn't like my main one that I had, Like where

1:53:15.720 --> 1:53:17.960
<v Speaker 6>do you remember you know where Peru is in South

1:53:18.000 --> 1:53:22.000
<v Speaker 6>America on the western coast of South America longitudinally. What

1:53:22.280 --> 1:53:24.760
<v Speaker 6>state does that line up with? Like Peru on the

1:53:24.840 --> 1:53:28.120
<v Speaker 6>west coast of South America. What United States is that under?

1:53:28.439 --> 1:53:29.120
<v Speaker 7>How do you don't know?

1:53:29.680 --> 1:53:35.120
<v Speaker 6>It's actually under Florida. See I remember it being under Arizona,

1:53:35.200 --> 1:53:38.200
<v Speaker 6>New Mexico when I was growing up, but it changed

1:53:38.400 --> 1:53:44.320
<v Speaker 6>because basically that is reality thereof is very malleable. It's

1:53:44.360 --> 1:53:45.040
<v Speaker 6>not what you think.

1:53:49.880 --> 1:53:50.280
<v Speaker 2>Hm hmm.

1:53:53.960 --> 1:53:57.080
<v Speaker 6>There are other examples, like you know what what what is?

1:53:57.240 --> 1:53:57.439
<v Speaker 14>What is?

1:53:57.600 --> 1:53:58.639
<v Speaker 2>What is your main example?

1:54:00.080 --> 1:54:02.679
<v Speaker 6>Well, the main example I think is Nelson Mandela because

1:54:02.720 --> 1:54:06.519
<v Speaker 6>I remember Clinton, Bill Clinton, Big Daddy Bill giving a

1:54:06.560 --> 1:54:10.639
<v Speaker 6>speech about Nelson Mandela's death in prison in the late nineties,

1:54:11.200 --> 1:54:14.280
<v Speaker 6>but apparently he didn't die until twenty twelve. The secondary

1:54:14.360 --> 1:54:17.439
<v Speaker 6>example is called the Black Tom Attack. No one remembers this.

1:54:17.720 --> 1:54:20.720
<v Speaker 6>This is in nineteen fourteen, German terrorists come to New

1:54:20.840 --> 1:54:23.800
<v Speaker 6>York City Harbor. They blow up a big bomb. It's

1:54:23.800 --> 1:54:27.200
<v Speaker 6>actually the largest non nuclear explosion in history, and it

1:54:27.320 --> 1:54:29.680
<v Speaker 6>damage of the Statue of Liberty. They never taught us

1:54:29.720 --> 1:54:30.679
<v Speaker 6>this in history class.

1:54:33.880 --> 1:54:38.760
<v Speaker 2>Can I ask you a question, it's hirt you right

1:54:38.840 --> 1:54:44.160
<v Speaker 2>now on the phone talking to me. Where do you

1:54:44.320 --> 1:54:45.760
<v Speaker 2>believe you are.

1:54:48.160 --> 1:54:51.839
<v Speaker 6>I think I've probably died. Back in two thousand and nineteen,

1:54:53.160 --> 1:54:55.320
<v Speaker 6>I drank a whole bunch of space juice, will call it,

1:54:55.920 --> 1:54:59.240
<v Speaker 6>and ended up getting in my car, got diabetes. I

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<v Speaker 6>was going to the store to get some juices and stuff,

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<v Speaker 6>and I drank this stuff. Space juice is basically a

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<v Speaker 6>chemical that makes you not think and behave the way

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<v Speaker 6>you might normally do it. But uh, anyway, I come

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<v Speaker 6>to and I'm in Oklahoma. Dude, I think died of.

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<v Speaker 2>A simultaneous succumbing to diabetes and drunken automobile accident.

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<v Speaker 6>I know it's another sort of juice whe you just

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<v Speaker 6>drink a little bit and it Yeah, but yeah, I

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<v Speaker 6>think probably we all died and we're all getting cued

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<v Speaker 6>of well, I think we're all dead in this in

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<v Speaker 6>this realm and this level of reality, we're probably all dead.

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<v Speaker 6>We've all passed, and we're waiting to get rebooted back

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<v Speaker 6>in the sin.

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<v Speaker 2>Before we go. Tell me, what would you like to

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<v Speaker 2>be rebooted as that ideal life after being rebooted?

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<v Speaker 6>Probably if you were rebooted as a female, get go,

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<v Speaker 6>and I was booted as your baby boy, and you

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<v Speaker 6>took care of me and milk me and give me right?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you want from me as your mother? What

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<v Speaker 2>are all those sort of expectations of me? Because that

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<v Speaker 2>way you know, obviously I'm not going to remember this

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<v Speaker 2>conversation after we've been reviewed, because it will wipe a

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<v Speaker 2>lout of our memory. But I do feel like certain

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<v Speaker 2>elements of me will be able to remember, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I will be able to take certain parts of me

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<v Speaker 2>with me. And I just want to know what I

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<v Speaker 2>can do to be the best mother.

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<v Speaker 6>Do you well, You're going to have to be nurtured.

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<v Speaker 6>And I know everyone says that, but they don't know

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<v Speaker 6>what it means, because I mean, none of us are

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<v Speaker 6>really mothers, are we? But I think I want a

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<v Speaker 6>mom that gives me warmth, gives me love, gives me milk.

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<v Speaker 6>I think milk's a big part of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Well prepared.

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<v Speaker 6>None of this is that short.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I know, Thank you, Ted, I appreciate you.

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<v Speaker 6>Love you, Baba, love you too.

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<v Speaker 3>Take care for that. Never be Get.

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<v Speaker 1>Goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.

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<v Speaker 1>Never be Get goes to on his d He's teaching

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<v Speaker 1>you loud the lid of your life, but he's not

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<v Speaker 1>really an expert