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Speaker 2: Hello, this is Lyle and this is the Therapy Deical podcast.

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Speaker 2: All right, thanks for listening. Let's get into it.

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Speaker 4: Baby, all from mister Big, said, mister Big.

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Speaker 5: I ticked, Yeah, mister Big.

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Speaker 2: What's up, mister what's the how you doing? Mister Big?

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Speaker 5: I'm doing?

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Speaker 2: Do you know it's going all right? Mister Big? How'd

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Speaker 2: you get the name mister Big? Where's that name come from?

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Speaker 5: It actually comes from an episode of King of the Who?

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Speaker 2: Okay, Tala, do you have a what do you have

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Speaker 5: Yeah, it was just one of those shoes I watched

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Speaker 2: You know, does it have a lot of influence in

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Speaker 5: I used to not any not anymore. It's on Hulu though.

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Speaker 5: Shout out to Hulu.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'll shout out Hulu when they pay me to.

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Speaker 2: Have you ever been confused?

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Speaker 3: Uh?

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Speaker 5: My cat used to hunt my bed and that was

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Speaker 2: See that's confusing because you can't really ask animals why

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Speaker 5: Yeah, And he was like intent, I'm like staring at me,

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Speaker 2: What do you think he wanted from you?

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Speaker 5: I don't know, man, I like would scare him off,

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Speaker 5: He would only do it while I was like sitting

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Speaker 5: But he didn't really like like to hang out with

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Speaker 5: It really did, actually, because I always had to go

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean I just ended up having to move out.

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Speaker 8: All from Lito.

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Speaker 9: Oh hey there, Ale, how's it going?

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Speaker 2: This is fucking pizza shop. I don't know if this

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Speaker 2: shop I used to go to called Lito's Pizza. It's delicious. Man,

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Speaker 9: Meet without an m.

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Speaker 2: Who you were you born Lito?

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Speaker 9: Uh nineteen seventy nine.

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Speaker 2: Nineteen seventy nine, the seventies, what was the end of

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Speaker 9: I remember, actually my uncle yelling at me in the

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Speaker 9: Maybe I made it up, who knows, but I do

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Speaker 2: Do you remember, even faintly, even if you think this

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Speaker 9: You to shut up because I was crying in the crib.

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Speaker 9: And that we started busting up laughing because we used well,

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Speaker 2: So you ended up getting okay, was it a was

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Speaker 9: No, it was a handsaw, A handsaw.

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Speaker 2: Okay, jeez, I was about to say that that would

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Speaker 9: We got it open, sawt it open. But I was like, man,

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Speaker 6: Uh.

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Speaker 9: But it was a factory error.

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Speaker 2: When you were in your garage shifting through your tool

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Speaker 9: I was on a one track line. I don't know.

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Speaker 2: Did you take the lead on this project? Was your

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 9: I think she took a video while I was doing it.

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Speaker 2: This is a girl you've only been on four dates with.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, it was a pretty fun day.

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Speaker 2: Okay, how's it going now?

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Speaker 9: It's like three and a half years later.

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Speaker 2: Things are great three and a half years later. Yeah, beautiful.

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Speaker 2: That's that yo, that yogurt you know. I feel like

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Speaker 2: that's the butterfly effect right there. Right, some dude in

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Speaker 9: Exactly.

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Speaker 2: Well, thank you for sharing that with us, man, I

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Speaker 10: All right.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, you have a great name, you.

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Speaker 2: Too, all right?

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Speaker 4: How from Donny Webb?

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Speaker 2: Donnie Webb? Ha, Yeah, why are you laughing?

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Speaker 9: Because it's a good name.

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Speaker 11: I think.

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Speaker 2: You're laughing at your own name that you had me say, Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 2: what what?

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Speaker 5: What?

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Speaker 2: What's funny about this name?

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Speaker 12: Well, it's something that just can know no, because there's

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Speaker 12: no origin story. It just came to my head.

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Speaker 2: What are you ashamed of? Funny Web?

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Speaker 12: There's a few things I've lingered from my childhood that

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Speaker 12: I would be ashamed of.

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Speaker 2: Tell me one of these things.

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Speaker 12: Well, I can't do a cartwheel or a handstand.

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Speaker 2: How old are you?

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Speaker 12: Twenty?

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Speaker 2: Have you? Is that still important? To you, the ability

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Speaker 2: to do a cartwheel or handstand.

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Speaker 12: A cartwheel, yes, a handstand.

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Speaker 2: Now why is it so important that you are able

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Speaker 5: Because?

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Speaker 12: Well, I kind of just want the choreography aspect of it.

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Speaker 12: I want that to be a skill under my belt.

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Speaker 2: It's a pride thing for you.

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Speaker 9: Oh yeah, I.

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Speaker 2: Would encourage you to think about this because you know

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Speaker 2: Do you person like when you look at it at

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Speaker 12: I think I am jealous that.

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Speaker 10: Well.

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Speaker 12: As a kid when I was growing up, my friends

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Speaker 2: Donny Web, you got to let it go. Donny Web,

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Speaker 2: look what you lack in cartwheels. I'm sure you make

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Speaker 2: which you haven't mentioned to me that you are. No

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Speaker 2: Donny Web, I would I'll leave you with this, Donny Web,

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Speaker 2: I think that you should find a new skill, the

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Speaker 2: picked for you to Okay, thank you for sharing, Donny Will.

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Speaker 10: Thank you.

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Speaker 2: Gak anytime. Good night. The name is kind of funny.

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Speaker 4: Actually call from Nick?

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Speaker 2: Nick?

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Speaker 7: Hello?

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Speaker 2: Nick? Can you hear me?

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Speaker 9: Is this the therapy?

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Speaker 7: Get go?

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Speaker 2: Nick? How much money do you make a year?

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Speaker 7: Not a lot?

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Speaker 2: Man like that actual dollar amount?

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Speaker 2: Make a year in yen.

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Speaker 13: I want to say a little over three million yen.

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Speaker 2: So you might not think that's a lot, but I

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Speaker 6: Uh.

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Speaker 13: You just divide by one hundred, so it's like thirty

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Speaker 2: What are you ashamed of?

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Speaker 9: A lot?

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Speaker 13: A lot of stuff that I've I've done.

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Speaker 2: Let's focus on one thing.

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Speaker 13: Focus on one thing. I'm gonna have to say, my

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Speaker 2: MM, why is reaching your academic potential important to you

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Speaker 13: Because I know I could have I could have done better.

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Speaker 13: So it's more of I didn't do the best that

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Speaker 2: Right, I know that, But why does it even matter

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Speaker 3: At this.

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Speaker 13: Mm hmmm because of all the time and resources that

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Speaker 2: Right, But this ends up being kind of a cycle

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Speaker 2: or something, right, because you're putting in a bunch of

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Speaker 2: it's important to you because you're putting a much of

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Speaker 2: success is important to you. It goes in that cycle.

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Speaker 13: Yeah, Well, it's kind of a behind me now, I've

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Speaker 7: There's nothing I can do about it.

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Speaker 2: So it's kind of.

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Speaker 13: A situation where I I'm ashamed and there's nothing that

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Speaker 2: Graduated high school or college college? Oh well, why are

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Speaker 2: you still ashamed of? If it's behind you, does it

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Speaker 13: I think so maybe I could have had a better

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Speaker 13: job if I did better. Like I see, see my

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Speaker 2: But I'm not what criteria do you use sugjudge a

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Speaker 13: So, first off, she makes a lot more money than

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Speaker 13: I do, which you know, good for a see, she

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Speaker 13: and it's something that I could do and it would

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Speaker 13: I didn't get to get it. We'd see, we actually

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Speaker 13: I didn't. And it's because she deserves it way more

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Speaker 2: Are you primarily like like this? How about this like

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Speaker 2: how much money you would make?

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Speaker 13: I wouldn't say so. I would say, I mean, it's

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Speaker 7: To pay the bills.

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Speaker 13: But I would say, you know, having an impact on

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Speaker 2: I want to stop. I want to stop. I want

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Speaker 2: to stop you. I'm sorry I interrupted, but I think

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Speaker 2: and again, I'm insane man on the internet in a

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Speaker 2: gegal costume. I have no idea what I'm doing, so

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Speaker 2: don't take anything I say seriously ever, But right there,

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Speaker 2: you saying I want to impact people, focus on that.

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Speaker 2: I fuck your who gives a fuck what grades you

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Speaker 2: much like who, I don't give a fuck what grades

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Speaker 2: ways for you to do that that have nothing to

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Speaker 2: So I just focus on that, like as a general direction,

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Speaker 2: I want to have an impact on people. And you know,

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Speaker 2: I will tell you, even though I am an insane

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Speaker 2: So just focus upon I want to have an impact

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Speaker 6: Not?

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Speaker 2: How can't I do that?

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Speaker 13: Listen, Man, you're no more insane than the rest of us.

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Speaker 13: But I appreciate that you. You took the time out

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Speaker 2: Yeah, of course, man, Well I would you say anyamee

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Speaker 2: was onere time?

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Speaker 7: Nick?

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Speaker 2: Thank you, Nick. I wish you good luck? Man, all right,

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Speaker 2: take it easy, brother, of course.

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Speaker 4: How from Jackie?

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Speaker 2: Jackie? You there, Jackie?

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Speaker 3: No, you're kidding. This is a joke.

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Speaker 2: Is what a joke?

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Speaker 3: You actually answered me, I'm watching stream? What's up?

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Speaker 2: I did? Don't watch the stream? Turn the stream off.

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Speaker 2: There's no stream. I'm streaming right now. You are on

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Speaker 2: the with the gecko. You are alone in your room.

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Speaker 2: I am in my room. We're both going insane right now,

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Speaker 2: and we're going to be in this experience together. Because look, Jackie,

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Speaker 2: can I be honest with you right now? People don't

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Speaker 2: realize this, Jackie. But I need you right now just

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Speaker 2: as much as you may think you need me. Okay,

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Speaker 2: for me to be there for you. I need you

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Speaker 2: to meet me with my needs. So so so be

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Speaker 2: so be with me in this moment, and I'll be

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Speaker 2: with you.

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Speaker 3: Okay, Okay, Okay, I'm here. I'm seeing my name of chat.

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Speaker 3: It's kind of weird.

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Speaker 2: Don't reachat There is no okay, there's no chat. There's

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Speaker 2: when you're with your mom. Okay, you read chat?

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Speaker 3: No, No, I don't reach chat? What's chat? What is chat?

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Speaker 2: What's cliche?

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Speaker 3: What am I ashamed of? All right? All right, I'm ashamed.

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Speaker 3: I'm ashamed of fucking up. You know what I mean?

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Speaker 3: I'm ashamed of messing up.

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Speaker 2: What's the last thing you fucked up?

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Speaker 3: Something at work? So like I'm trying, I'm trying to

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Speaker 3: and I kind of fucked up in an interview and

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Speaker 3: I just you know, I don't want to like have

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Speaker 3: that be my portrayal toward its like mm hm, the

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Speaker 3: bigger bosses, you know what I mean? Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Do you care? Do you care to share what it

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Speaker 2: is you fucked up?

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Speaker 8: Well?

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Speaker 3: I think it's just like my anxiety or like like so,

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Speaker 3: so the whole thing is like I'm great at what

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Speaker 3: I do, like I and I know I am, and

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Speaker 3: I'm really calm. But when it's like a one on

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Speaker 3: you know what I mean, It's like my anxiety cakes

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Speaker 3: in and I feel like I'm being tested.

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Speaker 2: And Jackie, if you could, I let's get logistical here,

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Speaker 2: what specifically what event transpired? Because now, because to me,

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Speaker 2: I'm like the fact that like you're you're no, I mean,

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Speaker 2: I'm actually I'm kind of being serious right now. To me,

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Speaker 2: the fact that you you didn't respond with like an

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Speaker 2: actual event of a thing that you like logistically, I

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Speaker 2: fucking jammed the copier, I fucked up my power point slide.

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Speaker 2: The fact that you haven't given me an in real

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Speaker 2: world thing that you fucked up is kind of making

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Speaker 2: me believe that the fact that you fucked up might

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Speaker 2: be in your head, because that's understandable. But I don't know,

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Speaker 2: maybe I spoke too soon. Is there a real life

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Speaker 2: event thing that you did?

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Speaker 3: Probably not recently, no, no, so yeah, your head, yo,

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Speaker 3: you know what you solve my problem. That's it. You

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Speaker 3: solved it.

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Speaker 2: I get it. I think I fucked up all the time.

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Speaker 2: It goes to be in your head, and that's a

452
00:24:10,440 --> 00:24:13,000
Speaker 2: good thing. That means you didn't fuck up. Yeah the way,

453
00:24:13,040 --> 00:24:15,679
Speaker 2: even if you didn't suck up, who cares? Fuck All

454
00:24:15,720 --> 00:24:18,760
Speaker 2: those people gonna die just like you are and me.

455
00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:21,840
Speaker 3: It's it's hard. It's hard to like bring yourself to

456
00:24:21,880 --> 00:24:27,399
Speaker 3: that understanding and be that like introspective about yourself. You know,

457
00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:32,320
Speaker 3: like sometimes sometimes I look in the mirror and honestly,

458
00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:35,199
Speaker 3: like I don't even recognize what I look like. Like

459
00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:36,440
Speaker 3: does that make any sense to you?

460
00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:39,520
Speaker 2: Yes?

461
00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:42,439
Speaker 3: Yes, Like like I know what I look like, but

462
00:24:42,760 --> 00:24:49,200
Speaker 3: I don't perceive myself physically like I'm perceiving myself everything,

463
00:24:49,280 --> 00:24:51,480
Speaker 3: like mentally, like what's going on, Like what I'm thinking,

464
00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:52,119
Speaker 3: what I'm doing?

465
00:24:52,960 --> 00:24:56,600
Speaker 2: Can I bring to this something that I've been noticing

466
00:24:56,720 --> 00:25:02,720
Speaker 2: recently and I think it might be related or I

467
00:25:03,200 --> 00:25:05,120
Speaker 2: think this is related and tied into what you're trying

468
00:25:05,119 --> 00:25:09,560
Speaker 2: to tell me lately, Like while I'm doing this stream, yeah,

469
00:25:09,680 --> 00:25:12,560
Speaker 2: all in my head, I'll think that like a response

470
00:25:12,600 --> 00:25:16,960
Speaker 2: I've given or like a way that I've conducted myself

471
00:25:18,520 --> 00:25:21,760
Speaker 2: was one way or came off one way, and then

472
00:25:21,760 --> 00:25:23,400
Speaker 2: I'll go back and I'll watch the VOD and I'll

473
00:25:23,440 --> 00:25:25,479
Speaker 2: be like, oh, that actually, like when I actually I

474
00:25:25,480 --> 00:25:28,800
Speaker 2: watched myself do it as opposed to experiencing it as myself,

475
00:25:28,840 --> 00:25:31,520
Speaker 2: I'm like, yeah, that actually that actually wasn't that bad.

476
00:25:31,560 --> 00:25:33,240
Speaker 2: That actually was nowhere near as bad as I thought

477
00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:35,440
Speaker 2: it was gonna be or as I thought it was.

478
00:25:36,920 --> 00:25:37,040
Speaker 8: So.

479
00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:40,119
Speaker 2: And that's kind of keying me. That experience of of

480
00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:42,080
Speaker 2: I'm doing this right now and then it looks different

481
00:25:42,800 --> 00:25:45,560
Speaker 2: it's I go back and I watch it as a

482
00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:48,119
Speaker 2: viewer as supposed to be doing it keys me into

483
00:25:48,160 --> 00:25:50,200
Speaker 2: more of that idea that the way that we think

484
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:53,080
Speaker 2: we're coming off is different from how we actually are.

485
00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:57,119
Speaker 3: That definitely makes sense. No, I totally understand that.

486
00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:04,040
Speaker 2: And to that point, would you say your name was Jackie,

487
00:26:04,280 --> 00:26:08,480
Speaker 2: It's Jackie Jackie. To that point, it's also keyed me

488
00:26:08,520 --> 00:26:14,959
Speaker 2: into how easy it is to fool people. Okay, so Jackie,

489
00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:17,560
Speaker 2: all you have to do to not come off, to

490
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:20,320
Speaker 2: not make people think that you fucked up is just

491
00:26:20,400 --> 00:26:23,040
Speaker 2: fully in your head believe that you did not fuck up,

492
00:26:23,200 --> 00:26:25,320
Speaker 2: and then you will act as if you did not

493
00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:27,920
Speaker 2: fuck up, and then everyone will accept you as not

494
00:26:27,960 --> 00:26:28,720
Speaker 2: having fucked up.

495
00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:32,359
Speaker 3: You're so right, You're really right. It's it's a whole

496
00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:35,840
Speaker 3: like validation thing, like you have to validate yourself absolutely.

497
00:26:36,920 --> 00:26:39,320
Speaker 3: How is your bladder doing, by the way, like like

498
00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:41,000
Speaker 3: you gotta pee really bad?

499
00:26:41,280 --> 00:26:45,040
Speaker 2: No, because I'm I'm I think that. Uh, you know,

500
00:26:45,280 --> 00:26:49,680
Speaker 2: I'm focused in on what I'm doing right now, so

501
00:26:49,760 --> 00:26:52,520
Speaker 2: I haven't. My attention has been drawn away from my bladder.

502
00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:55,920
Speaker 2: But I appreciate you checking in, Jackie. Yeah, yeah, for sharing, Jackie.

503
00:26:55,960 --> 00:26:56,879
Speaker 2: I appreciate you.

504
00:26:57,240 --> 00:26:59,600
Speaker 3: Of course. I'm glad to be on on on stream.

505
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:02,080
Speaker 3: Wait the stream? What's the stream? What's chot? Okay, I'm

506
00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:07,000
Speaker 3: glad to be here. You know, I appreciate I have

507
00:27:07,040 --> 00:27:07,840
Speaker 3: a good night, Caike.

508
00:27:11,359 --> 00:27:13,800
Speaker 4: Paul From Emily.

509
00:27:15,640 --> 00:27:16,000
Speaker 2: Emily.

510
00:27:16,720 --> 00:27:20,680
Speaker 5: Oh hello Emily, Hi?

511
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:26,080
Speaker 14: Hellomia, Yes Hi, what's so?

512
00:27:26,160 --> 00:27:26,520
Speaker 2: What's up?

513
00:27:26,520 --> 00:27:26,639
Speaker 6: Oh?

514
00:27:26,640 --> 00:27:28,439
Speaker 2: Wait, Emily? Did you we did we talk on Did

515
00:27:28,440 --> 00:27:30,400
Speaker 2: we talk on Monday? O?

516
00:27:30,480 --> 00:27:31,000
Speaker 8: Way, we talked?

517
00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:32,320
Speaker 2: We talked on Wednesday? Emily.

518
00:27:33,640 --> 00:27:36,000
Speaker 4: No, that that wasn't me, that was you.

519
00:27:36,080 --> 00:27:36,879
Speaker 2: That's a different Emily.

520
00:27:38,240 --> 00:27:40,120
Speaker 4: Yes, yeah, I wasn't. I wasn't watching this Wednesday.

521
00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:41,679
Speaker 2: Have we ever spoken before?

522
00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:42,480
Speaker 10: No?

523
00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:43,680
Speaker 4: It was my first time calling.

524
00:27:43,720 --> 00:27:46,919
Speaker 2: Actually tell me everything about you, Emily.

525
00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:56,439
Speaker 4: Uh, okay, I'm twenty five, I work in New York City,

526
00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:02,400
Speaker 4: and yeah, not really an exciting life right now during

527
00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:04,600
Speaker 4: COVID time, but I appreciate you picking up my call.

528
00:28:05,359 --> 00:28:09,040
Speaker 2: Oh, of course. What is life like in New York

529
00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:09,640
Speaker 2: City right now?

530
00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:14,280
Speaker 4: It's really weird, actually, you know, like it's just so

531
00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:17,399
Speaker 4: quiet and dead. Honestly, not many people. A lot of

532
00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:20,560
Speaker 4: people left the city, so it's not really bustling right now.

533
00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:23,000
Speaker 5: But yeah, I've heard.

534
00:28:22,440 --> 00:28:25,200
Speaker 2: There's a bit of a controversy going on where New Yorkers,

535
00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:31,840
Speaker 2: you know, the gatekeepy sort of real new Yorkers, are,

536
00:28:32,560 --> 00:28:34,760
Speaker 2: you know, making fun with all the people that left

537
00:28:34,840 --> 00:28:37,879
Speaker 2: the city. Is that a sentiment that you have experienced

538
00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:38,520
Speaker 2: out in the wild?

539
00:28:39,680 --> 00:28:41,720
Speaker 4: I mean, I'm not originally from New York City, so

540
00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:44,520
Speaker 4: I don't know if I necessarily resonate.

541
00:28:44,040 --> 00:28:45,080
Speaker 15: With that, but I do.

542
00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:47,240
Speaker 14: I do see it a little bit, I guess.

543
00:28:48,040 --> 00:28:51,280
Speaker 2: And they have a question for you, Yeah, have you

544
00:28:51,360 --> 00:28:52,680
Speaker 2: ever been confused?

545
00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:56,480
Speaker 14: Yeah?

546
00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:59,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think I'm actually going through something right now

547
00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:02,080
Speaker 4: that's kind of a bit confusing, I guess you.

548
00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:06,320
Speaker 2: Would say, a bit confusing.

549
00:29:06,360 --> 00:29:10,440
Speaker 4: You say, yeah, I mean it's it's like, you know,

550
00:29:10,480 --> 00:29:14,000
Speaker 4: like a personal situation, like roommate situations, So you're probably

551
00:29:14,000 --> 00:29:16,960
Speaker 4: tired of hearing about these. But like, I don't know

552
00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:19,120
Speaker 4: if I'm I don't know if I'm being like paranoid

553
00:29:19,120 --> 00:29:23,040
Speaker 4: about something or something's actually happening in my apartment. But

554
00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:25,840
Speaker 4: I'm trying to I'm trying to figure it out, but

555
00:29:25,880 --> 00:29:27,680
Speaker 4: it's it's definitely very confusing for me.

556
00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:31,720
Speaker 2: What are the details, what what have you? What's what's

557
00:29:31,760 --> 00:29:34,680
Speaker 2: the intel on the situation as it stands.

558
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:38,360
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, like I've been feeling some tensions with

559
00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:42,680
Speaker 4: my roommates I love with three other girls, and I've

560
00:29:42,920 --> 00:29:45,360
Speaker 4: been feeling like they kind of want me out because

561
00:29:45,360 --> 00:29:47,320
Speaker 4: we have to sign our lease for next year soon,

562
00:29:48,160 --> 00:29:50,080
Speaker 4: and I kind of feel like they're ganging up against

563
00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:52,480
Speaker 4: me and trying to make things really uncomfortable for me,

564
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:56,120
Speaker 4: so I want to leave. And the part where I'm

565
00:29:56,480 --> 00:29:59,400
Speaker 4: I can't tell if I'm paranoid or not, is that

566
00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:05,080
Speaker 4: the past few weeks flashed this past month where I've

567
00:30:05,080 --> 00:30:08,840
Speaker 4: been really feeling this tension and like isolation. I've had

568
00:30:08,920 --> 00:30:12,280
Speaker 4: like three allergic reactions where I've had to go to

569
00:30:12,360 --> 00:30:16,160
Speaker 4: the hospital and my roommates know what I'm definitely allergic to.

570
00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:20,200
Speaker 4: They know I cannot eat peanuts, and somehow I just

571
00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:23,440
Speaker 4: keep getting anaphylaxis and ending of in the hospital. And

572
00:30:23,480 --> 00:30:26,360
Speaker 4: I don't know if I'm being paranoid, but like, I

573
00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:29,600
Speaker 4: think it's weird that they're trying to nudge me out

574
00:30:29,640 --> 00:30:31,560
Speaker 4: of the apartment and make sure I'm not living with

575
00:30:31,600 --> 00:30:35,480
Speaker 4: them next year. And there's all these coincidences of their

576
00:30:35,560 --> 00:30:38,280
Speaker 4: being traces of peanuts in my food and the ending

577
00:30:38,360 --> 00:30:40,440
Speaker 4: up in the hospital and ending up having to pay

578
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:45,239
Speaker 4: obscene hospital bills, you know, And I just there's been

579
00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:47,280
Speaker 4: a few scenarios where I thought I caught them and

580
00:30:47,360 --> 00:30:48,800
Speaker 4: I just I can't figure it out. And I don't

581
00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:51,800
Speaker 4: know if I'm hallucinating or being paranoid, but it's just

582
00:30:51,880 --> 00:30:54,080
Speaker 4: so confusing and I don't know what to do about it.

583
00:30:55,080 --> 00:31:00,680
Speaker 2: Wow, that would be massively fucked up if they were.

584
00:31:00,520 --> 00:31:03,600
Speaker 4: Doing that, right, which is why it's such a big

585
00:31:03,640 --> 00:31:05,720
Speaker 4: accusation to point at them. And I just don't know

586
00:31:05,720 --> 00:31:06,560
Speaker 4: what to do anymore.

587
00:31:07,680 --> 00:31:10,040
Speaker 2: It is it's a heavy accusation to point at them.

588
00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:15,920
Speaker 2: But hmm, what I'm curious. I know you say it's

589
00:31:15,960 --> 00:31:19,240
Speaker 2: like paranoia, and do you do you have any like

590
00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:24,920
Speaker 2: what could you go any further into what you believe

591
00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:30,720
Speaker 2: your evidence would be or sort of the root of

592
00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:34,560
Speaker 2: your what These are fancy ways for me to ask

593
00:31:34,600 --> 00:31:36,280
Speaker 2: why do you think they're doing this? Or what makes

594
00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:37,080
Speaker 2: you think they're doing this?

595
00:31:39,040 --> 00:31:41,320
Speaker 4: I mean, there were like a few scenarios, but like

596
00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:44,040
Speaker 4: at one where I really thought I got them was

597
00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:47,440
Speaker 4: two weeks ago. I was making this smoothie in the

598
00:31:47,520 --> 00:31:49,200
Speaker 4: kitchen because it was kind of neutrable and it's like

599
00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:52,480
Speaker 4: my favorite thing ever. But like, I also had just

600
00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:56,240
Speaker 4: ordered food for later in the day, so I was

601
00:31:56,280 --> 00:31:58,719
Speaker 4: like mid smoothie making, but I ran downstairs to go

602
00:31:58,760 --> 00:32:01,840
Speaker 4: pick up my my Super East order.

603
00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:04,200
Speaker 2: U smoothie out in the open.

604
00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:07,680
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, And then you know I came back continued,

605
00:32:08,160 --> 00:32:12,480
Speaker 4: you know, cooking up my smoothie, and when I had it,

606
00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:14,760
Speaker 4: I was like, fuck, like my mouth is tingling, like

607
00:32:14,840 --> 00:32:18,400
Speaker 4: I think I'm going through anaphylaxis. And there was There's

608
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:20,080
Speaker 4: literally nothing I could have put in this movie to

609
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:22,080
Speaker 4: make it. Why would I poison myself?

610
00:32:22,120 --> 00:32:25,760
Speaker 2: You know, you double checked everything, you didn't you didn't

611
00:32:25,760 --> 00:32:29,200
Speaker 2: go to Trader Joe's and get a new fucking Xanthon

612
00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:33,880
Speaker 2: gum thing or all the ingredients are tried test the

613
00:32:33,920 --> 00:32:36,760
Speaker 2: trude nothing possibly could have gotten in there under your watch.

614
00:32:37,280 --> 00:32:39,160
Speaker 4: Yeah, I definitely know, And I know that one of

615
00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:42,000
Speaker 4: my roommates was home during the time, so I feel

616
00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:45,280
Speaker 4: like maybe she might have flipped something into my movie.

617
00:32:45,360 --> 00:32:46,400
Speaker 15: I I really.

618
00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:48,520
Speaker 4: Don't know, but it's it's just it's just too weird,

619
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:49,520
Speaker 4: the timing.

620
00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:49,600
Speaker 8: You know.

621
00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:56,160
Speaker 2: Wow hmm. I mean, what is your person? What have

622
00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:59,200
Speaker 2: your like relationships been like with these? Like how do

623
00:32:59,280 --> 00:33:02,560
Speaker 2: they act to it's you? Is it? Is it conniving

624
00:33:02,760 --> 00:33:04,360
Speaker 2: or strange.

625
00:33:03,920 --> 00:33:10,640
Speaker 4: Or just very like cold intense lately, like they want

626
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:13,120
Speaker 4: to make it uncomfortable, so I don't want to live

627
00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:16,760
Speaker 4: here anymore, but like it's such a good location and

628
00:33:16,800 --> 00:33:18,400
Speaker 4: such a good rent.

629
00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:21,640
Speaker 2: And like no, no, no, you know, no no, no. Look

630
00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:28,840
Speaker 2: look even if even if and we don't know if

631
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:30,480
Speaker 2: they're poison if they're trying to poison you or not,

632
00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:34,600
Speaker 2: but the fact that you're paranoid that they even would,

633
00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:38,360
Speaker 2: the fact that your relationship with them is such that

634
00:33:39,360 --> 00:33:43,560
Speaker 2: the idea that they would purposely try to poison you

635
00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:45,880
Speaker 2: and send you into afterlax shut. The fact that your

636
00:33:45,920 --> 00:33:48,719
Speaker 2: relationship with them is such that that idea even could

637
00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:51,920
Speaker 2: enter your head means that you should not be living

638
00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:56,280
Speaker 2: with these people. But even if it's such a great location,

639
00:33:56,480 --> 00:33:59,040
Speaker 2: even if you feel like leaving would make it feel

640
00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:02,120
Speaker 2: like they won or got rid of you, and you

641
00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:04,200
Speaker 2: don't want that, you should leave.

642
00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:11,640
Speaker 4: But that's like surrendering, you know, Like, yeah, surrender.

643
00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:16,400
Speaker 2: Surrender a lot of There's no reason to keep yourself

644
00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:19,319
Speaker 2: in a poor situation just because you want to. You

645
00:34:19,440 --> 00:34:22,600
Speaker 2: want to win, because what you really win is absolutely

646
00:34:22,719 --> 00:34:26,160
Speaker 2: the prize is that you get to live in fear.

647
00:34:27,600 --> 00:34:32,440
Speaker 2: But it's not a great prize. I think surrendering is

648
00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:33,240
Speaker 2: not a terrible option.

649
00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:37,319
Speaker 4: Like hear me out, Like what if I got back

650
00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:39,839
Speaker 4: at them somehow and then leave them all?

651
00:34:39,960 --> 00:34:40,160
Speaker 3: Leave?

652
00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:43,000
Speaker 2: That's too much work for you?

653
00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:45,680
Speaker 3: Are you sure?

654
00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:48,040
Speaker 14: Like what would you do if you're in a situation.

655
00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:54,799
Speaker 2: But I would leave getting revenge? You have nothing to

656
00:34:54,880 --> 00:34:59,239
Speaker 2: win by getting revenge or by staying. Whether or not

657
00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:03,440
Speaker 2: these people did it poisoned you doesn't matter because, like

658
00:35:03,480 --> 00:35:05,359
Speaker 2: I said, the fact that they would even enter your brain,

659
00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:07,960
Speaker 2: that they would means that your relationship with them is

660
00:35:07,960 --> 00:35:09,680
Speaker 2: is kind of fucked up and weird, which means you

661
00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:11,680
Speaker 2: should just leave. Don't try to get back at them,

662
00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:13,000
Speaker 2: don't try to let them win.

663
00:35:14,320 --> 00:35:14,719
Speaker 3: Just leave.

664
00:35:15,320 --> 00:35:16,880
Speaker 2: That's that's that's what I would do if I were

665
00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:17,520
Speaker 2: in your situation.

666
00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:20,719
Speaker 4: But like I even tried to like sit them down

667
00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:23,840
Speaker 4: once and I was like, guys, like like I like

668
00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:25,680
Speaker 4: brought them. I was like, Chloe, sir, I'mily, like come here,

669
00:35:25,719 --> 00:35:28,520
Speaker 4: like we need to talk about this, and they completely

670
00:35:28,840 --> 00:35:34,080
Speaker 4: just denied it all and told me I was crazy.

671
00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:37,160
Speaker 2: Let them do what your name was?

672
00:35:38,719 --> 00:35:40,160
Speaker 4: Whose name my roommates?

673
00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:44,279
Speaker 2: No, your oh, your name is Emily, Emily. Let your

674
00:35:44,320 --> 00:35:47,520
Speaker 2: roommates win this stupid battle and move on with your life.

675
00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:54,840
Speaker 2: That that's my final words to you. Okay, but uh,

676
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:58,279
Speaker 2: you know, I appreciate you calling in and thank you

677
00:35:58,320 --> 00:36:00,799
Speaker 2: for share. I hope that I hope you're all right.

678
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:04,000
Speaker 2: I hope that you didn't you're not. You know, they didn't.

679
00:36:04,040 --> 00:36:06,600
Speaker 2: You don't have peanut lung or. I just made that up.

680
00:36:06,640 --> 00:36:13,359
Speaker 2: But you know, please please please listen to me. Don't

681
00:36:13,719 --> 00:36:16,320
Speaker 2: fucking go on a revenge crusade. It's not going to

682
00:36:16,400 --> 00:36:18,960
Speaker 2: help you. Don't try to win, don't play this game.

683
00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:22,239
Speaker 2: Just leave. That's why I think. I know I don't

684
00:36:22,239 --> 00:36:25,520
Speaker 2: like to give people actual but that I do the leave.

685
00:36:25,719 --> 00:36:27,879
Speaker 2: Don't play these games. They're stupid. Don't try to win

686
00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:31,480
Speaker 2: because you don't win anything you win, you win further.

687
00:36:31,280 --> 00:36:35,000
Speaker 4: Stress, I'm talking to my mom right now.

688
00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:36,359
Speaker 3: All right.

689
00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:41,360
Speaker 4: No, I didn't say your name, Chloe. I was just

690
00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:42,439
Speaker 4: talking to my mom. It's good.

691
00:36:45,040 --> 00:36:45,440
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you.

692
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:47,680
Speaker 3: Hello.

693
00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:59,680
Speaker 2: Okay, hold on, okay, The people of the chest saying,

694
00:36:59,719 --> 00:37:02,920
Speaker 2: first of all, all right, there's another thing. If you're

695
00:37:02,960 --> 00:37:06,000
Speaker 2: new to this stream, my view on fake calls is

696
00:37:06,040 --> 00:37:09,200
Speaker 2: that doesn't fucking matter. What if people someone could call

697
00:37:09,239 --> 00:37:13,000
Speaker 2: in with something that's clearly fake? Who fucking cares? All?

698
00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:15,799
Speaker 4: From?

699
00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:16,920
Speaker 14: Uh to accept?

700
00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:27,920
Speaker 2: What confused you about the call screening process? What you're

701
00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:37,080
Speaker 2: still confused? Still confused? Yeah? What can I clear up

702
00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:37,279
Speaker 2: for you?

703
00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:40,160
Speaker 3: Uh?

704
00:37:40,200 --> 00:37:41,520
Speaker 16: What you said at first?

705
00:37:44,520 --> 00:37:47,279
Speaker 2: Said at first, like when you first answered, or when

706
00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:49,520
Speaker 2: Google Voice asked you to state your name and you said.

707
00:37:49,360 --> 00:37:55,000
Speaker 16: Uh uh when I first answered?

708
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:58,719
Speaker 2: And do you want me to catch you up to

709
00:37:58,760 --> 00:38:01,120
Speaker 2: where we are? We can go two ways with this.

710
00:38:01,200 --> 00:38:02,879
Speaker 2: I could. I could this because I think what we're

711
00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:06,239
Speaker 2: engaging in right now is kind of bullshit. But it

712
00:38:06,360 --> 00:38:10,200
Speaker 2: is also you know, I take full responsibility for because

713
00:38:10,200 --> 00:38:12,719
Speaker 2: this is the line that I decided to take us down. Well,

714
00:38:12,840 --> 00:38:16,200
Speaker 2: we could either continue down this path of sort of

715
00:38:16,200 --> 00:38:18,440
Speaker 2: going in circles, not really knowing what we're talking about,

716
00:38:18,480 --> 00:38:22,640
Speaker 2: me railing on you for being confused, and then that

717
00:38:22,800 --> 00:38:25,000
Speaker 2: confusing you even more because you don't know what's going on.

718
00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:27,120
Speaker 2: Or we could just start completely fresh, as if we're

719
00:38:27,160 --> 00:38:29,879
Speaker 2: two people having a conversation with each other like normal

720
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:31,960
Speaker 2: human beings. Which of those two options would you like

721
00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:33,239
Speaker 2: to go down? Because I'm open to either.

722
00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:36,319
Speaker 16: All right, door to you.

723
00:38:38,360 --> 00:38:40,160
Speaker 2: What are you looking at.

724
00:38:42,280 --> 00:38:45,120
Speaker 16: My roomba running around my house?

725
00:38:48,600 --> 00:38:49,880
Speaker 2: When do you get a rouma? How long have you

726
00:38:49,920 --> 00:38:50,200
Speaker 2: had it for?

727
00:38:52,160 --> 00:38:52,520
Speaker 7: Well?

728
00:38:53,239 --> 00:38:59,480
Speaker 16: I I got it for graduating college, so I guess

729
00:38:59,520 --> 00:39:06,239
Speaker 16: that's like three years now, a little bit longer than

730
00:39:06,320 --> 00:39:07,000
Speaker 16: most people.

731
00:39:07,200 --> 00:39:10,239
Speaker 2: But can I ask you something and it might be

732
00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:11,040
Speaker 2: a little bit personal?

733
00:39:12,040 --> 00:39:12,640
Speaker 6: Yeah, sure.

734
00:39:13,440 --> 00:39:18,160
Speaker 2: Do you feel as though you have developed any sort

735
00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:23,759
Speaker 2: of I'm not gonna say strong, but perhaps above average

736
00:39:24,120 --> 00:39:27,719
Speaker 2: emotional connection with your rumba after having had it for

737
00:39:27,719 --> 00:39:30,640
Speaker 2: so long and identifying it, you know, possibly as a

738
00:39:30,680 --> 00:39:31,560
Speaker 2: sentient object?

739
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:41,640
Speaker 16: You know, I would say definitely yes, but uh, at

740
00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:44,560
Speaker 16: the same time, I also, I don't have a name

741
00:39:44,640 --> 00:39:50,520
Speaker 16: for rumba yet. It's still just rumba. But I mean

742
00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:55,160
Speaker 16: I look at I look at Rumba, and like I

743
00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:59,279
Speaker 16: get like this like little little happy feeling when I

744
00:39:59,280 --> 00:40:03,000
Speaker 16: see him running around and bumping into walls and going

745
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:07,520
Speaker 16: into crevices and getting confused, and it's a little happy

746
00:40:07,560 --> 00:40:12,719
Speaker 16: noises he makes. So Yeah, definitely, I don't think I've

747
00:40:12,760 --> 00:40:14,880
Speaker 16: ever been so attached to a vacuum before.

748
00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:19,080
Speaker 2: And how do you think that room of views you?

749
00:40:22,120 --> 00:40:24,839
Speaker 17: Hmmm, I don't know.

750
00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:28,680
Speaker 16: Is it fucked up that I've never thought about that?

751
00:40:28,760 --> 00:40:31,120
Speaker 16: Am I allowed to curse? Is this like a family channel?

752
00:40:31,560 --> 00:40:33,279
Speaker 2: You can say whatever you want to me, You can

753
00:40:33,280 --> 00:40:34,160
Speaker 2: say contiff you will?

754
00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:39,239
Speaker 16: I would never, But yeah, I guess I was like

755
00:40:39,800 --> 00:40:45,640
Speaker 16: not taken into consideration so much. How rumba confuse me?

756
00:40:45,719 --> 00:40:50,520
Speaker 16: I hope it's not like a like a master sort

757
00:40:50,560 --> 00:40:53,279
Speaker 16: of position, Like I want to be like almost like

758
00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:56,839
Speaker 16: a colleague of rumba, But at the same time I'm

759
00:40:56,880 --> 00:40:59,200
Speaker 16: giving a command. I don't know.

760
00:41:00,400 --> 00:41:02,680
Speaker 2: Do you would you rather be feared or loved by

761
00:41:02,680 --> 00:41:04,600
Speaker 2: your rumba?

762
00:41:05,760 --> 00:41:05,920
Speaker 6: Hm?

763
00:41:07,120 --> 00:41:07,920
Speaker 16: What what.

764
00:41:09,520 --> 00:41:09,799
Speaker 6: That is?

765
00:41:09,920 --> 00:41:10,640
Speaker 16: Machiavelli?

766
00:41:10,760 --> 00:41:10,920
Speaker 3: Right?

767
00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:12,960
Speaker 2: Is that his name macavel?

768
00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:19,959
Speaker 16: Yeah, in the case of rumba, I would I would

769
00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:27,560
Speaker 16: say love, you know, just like I feel like fostering

770
00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:35,239
Speaker 16: a relationship with Rumba is important because like, you know,

771
00:41:35,840 --> 00:41:40,239
Speaker 16: I love Rumba. I want Rumba to love me and

772
00:41:40,719 --> 00:41:47,440
Speaker 16: not feel like I'm subjugating Rumba and uh like otherwise,

773
00:41:47,560 --> 00:41:50,960
Speaker 16: like what if Rumba decides to like turn on me

774
00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:54,560
Speaker 16: or something, you know, like if Ruba doesn't love me,

775
00:41:54,840 --> 00:41:56,440
Speaker 16: what is stopping Rumba for doing that?

776
00:41:56,800 --> 00:41:57,040
Speaker 3: You know?

777
00:41:57,400 --> 00:41:59,759
Speaker 16: Like what if Rumba decides not to vacuum?

778
00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:01,080
Speaker 3: You know.

779
00:42:01,280 --> 00:42:04,279
Speaker 2: Uh, You've been very vulnerable with us over the course

780
00:42:04,320 --> 00:42:06,720
Speaker 2: of this column, and I want to end this by saying,

781
00:42:07,040 --> 00:42:10,680
Speaker 2: I think that you should tell everything that you've told

782
00:42:10,760 --> 00:42:13,600
Speaker 2: us to Rumba and see how they respond to Maybe

783
00:42:13,600 --> 00:42:15,879
Speaker 2: you can develop a greater relationship than the one you've

784
00:42:15,880 --> 00:42:19,799
Speaker 2: had right now, because it doesn't sound like the relationship

785
00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:23,920
Speaker 2: between you and Rumba has a lot of communication going on.

786
00:42:23,960 --> 00:42:26,640
Speaker 2: So I would go ahead and start that dialogue as

787
00:42:26,680 --> 00:42:31,160
Speaker 2: soon as you possibly can before Rumba fears you in

788
00:42:31,400 --> 00:42:33,359
Speaker 2: an irreversible way.

789
00:42:35,560 --> 00:42:39,680
Speaker 16: Damn all right, I'll do that, Thank you anytime.

790
00:42:39,719 --> 00:42:44,160
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon, all right, But.

791
00:42:47,480 --> 00:42:49,439
Speaker 8: All from us.

792
00:42:51,239 --> 00:42:59,040
Speaker 2: To expect yes, yes, hello, how are you doing?

793
00:42:59,200 --> 00:43:01,480
Speaker 11: S doing pretty?

794
00:43:01,480 --> 00:43:02,520
Speaker 5: Well, not the.

795
00:43:02,440 --> 00:43:07,680
Speaker 11: Most productive day, but I found your stream pretty interesting.

796
00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:12,680
Speaker 2: What did you want to get done? Uh?

797
00:43:12,880 --> 00:43:16,920
Speaker 11: Well, I anticipated to have work today, but my boss

798
00:43:16,920 --> 00:43:20,040
Speaker 11: never messaged me. So honestly, I just said that in

799
00:43:20,120 --> 00:43:21,680
Speaker 11: all day just on the laptop.

800
00:43:23,320 --> 00:43:26,160
Speaker 2: But what do you do on the laptop, I'll.

801
00:43:26,000 --> 00:43:30,719
Speaker 11: Just playing games. I want to work out, but I

802
00:43:30,840 --> 00:43:31,840
Speaker 11: just got too into.

803
00:43:31,640 --> 00:43:36,640
Speaker 5: It, so I was just really criticis criticized you myself.

804
00:43:37,320 --> 00:43:39,440
Speaker 11: And then the last forty minutes I've just been watching

805
00:43:39,480 --> 00:43:39,920
Speaker 11: your stream.

806
00:43:41,440 --> 00:43:43,239
Speaker 2: I've been streaming for forty minutes.

807
00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:47,160
Speaker 11: Like thirty six. Yeah, why you don't like it?

808
00:43:47,960 --> 00:43:51,560
Speaker 2: No, it's actually yeah, I feel like, uh no, I'm

809
00:43:51,600 --> 00:43:57,960
Speaker 2: in a more I'm learning more how to how to

810
00:43:57,960 --> 00:44:00,600
Speaker 2: get so much of how so much of my experience

811
00:44:00,600 --> 00:44:03,359
Speaker 2: with the stream is about my energy levels, and I'm

812
00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:06,880
Speaker 2: learning how to best prime my energy levels to you know,

813
00:44:06,920 --> 00:44:08,640
Speaker 2: get into and I think when I have high energy

814
00:44:08,680 --> 00:44:12,799
Speaker 2: it goes by quicker. Anyway, that's it's not it's not

815
00:44:12,840 --> 00:44:15,640
Speaker 2: about me. Nothing is about me. No one ever owes

816
00:44:15,680 --> 00:44:17,600
Speaker 2: me anything. Every no one ever owes you anything ever

817
00:44:17,840 --> 00:44:20,160
Speaker 2: s What have you ever been confused?

818
00:44:21,520 --> 00:44:21,840
Speaker 17: Mmm?

819
00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:25,960
Speaker 11: Uh yeah, definitely, most good amount of times.

820
00:44:26,680 --> 00:44:28,520
Speaker 2: Tell me about the last time you were confused.

821
00:44:32,040 --> 00:44:33,879
Speaker 11: I don't want to tell you, I mean the last

822
00:44:33,880 --> 00:44:35,719
Speaker 11: time I was confused. It's pretty a boring story, but

823
00:44:35,840 --> 00:44:43,680
Speaker 11: I'll give you an interesting story from so around when

824
00:44:43,719 --> 00:44:46,480
Speaker 11: I was ten, I'll give you I'll keep it quick,

825
00:44:46,800 --> 00:44:51,520
Speaker 11: around when I was ten. I'm Mongolian. Right, So around

826
00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:53,520
Speaker 11: when I was ten, when I went to my cousin's place,

827
00:44:54,160 --> 00:44:57,000
Speaker 11: all my family was there, and I started noticing, one

828
00:44:57,040 --> 00:45:01,400
Speaker 11: by one they all started going upstairs, right, And I

829
00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:03,960
Speaker 11: go upstairs just to see what's happening where my family is.

830
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:08,520
Speaker 11: And I noticed that they're all in the room on

831
00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:11,680
Speaker 11: their knees and they're just they're circling my cousin, right.

832
00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:17,080
Speaker 11: And my cousin comes out in this wardrobe and he's

833
00:45:17,080 --> 00:45:21,600
Speaker 11: wearing this cultural cultural outfit and he's doing a little

834
00:45:22,400 --> 00:45:24,400
Speaker 11: how do I say, like a little dance or some

835
00:45:24,600 --> 00:45:28,600
Speaker 11: almost and my aunt, my cousin, gives him a tea,

836
00:45:29,680 --> 00:45:32,879
Speaker 11: and my cousin sounds like me. Right, my voice may.

837
00:45:32,760 --> 00:45:33,560
Speaker 3: Be a little deeper.

838
00:45:33,760 --> 00:45:39,560
Speaker 11: But after he did all that, he his voice became grizzly,

839
00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:43,200
Speaker 11: you know something, you know, almost scary ominous sort of right,

840
00:45:43,920 --> 00:45:46,080
Speaker 11: I got, I got to greeked up, and I left.

841
00:45:47,200 --> 00:45:50,799
Speaker 11: I left, and five years, four years later, I don't

842
00:45:50,960 --> 00:45:53,520
Speaker 11: talk about this, and I tell my cousin, you know

843
00:45:53,680 --> 00:45:54,240
Speaker 11: what happened?

844
00:45:54,239 --> 00:45:54,839
Speaker 7: What was that?

845
00:45:55,120 --> 00:45:58,000
Speaker 11: What happened to you know, let's get a cousin bill

846
00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:05,359
Speaker 11: and told me he's a shawman, right, And she told

847
00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:09,480
Speaker 11: me he's a shaman, and shamans are people who connect

848
00:46:09,520 --> 00:46:14,080
Speaker 11: our ancestors, you know, with to the family almost. And

849
00:46:14,160 --> 00:46:17,640
Speaker 11: so I asked, so our ancestor went into him, he

850
00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:20,239
Speaker 11: got possessed, that's what That's what I said to her.

851
00:46:20,320 --> 00:46:22,960
Speaker 11: And she said, it's not a possession, it's more of

852
00:46:22,960 --> 00:46:27,719
Speaker 11: an invitation, right, And she said I started understanding, and

853
00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:31,799
Speaker 11: I was almost. I was. I didn't believe it at first,

854
00:46:31,840 --> 00:46:35,839
Speaker 11: you know, and I asked, like she got like come

855
00:46:35,880 --> 00:46:37,520
Speaker 11: on there, like I think this is like, you know,

856
00:46:38,000 --> 00:46:40,840
Speaker 11: it's bull crap, right, I don't think it's real. And

857
00:46:40,880 --> 00:46:44,440
Speaker 11: then she's telling me, well, she told me a story

858
00:46:44,480 --> 00:46:46,719
Speaker 11: where when she was pregnant, she got to the car

859
00:46:46,760 --> 00:46:49,839
Speaker 11: crash and you know, she almost she could have died.

860
00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:55,600
Speaker 11: But a week after the car crash, she was all right.

861
00:46:56,480 --> 00:47:00,279
Speaker 11: They did another ritual with my cousin again, and an

862
00:47:00,320 --> 00:47:04,600
Speaker 11: ancestor came into him, and she said like, she asked

863
00:47:04,680 --> 00:47:07,160
Speaker 11: our ancestor, like, what happened? Why am I alive?

864
00:47:08,840 --> 00:47:12,440
Speaker 2: And you know, so this was a ritual to possess

865
00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:13,919
Speaker 2: your cousin with.

866
00:47:14,920 --> 00:47:20,440
Speaker 11: A possession number, not a possession, an invitation, yes, invitation okay.

867
00:47:20,520 --> 00:47:22,760
Speaker 2: So so they were per forming a ritual to invite

868
00:47:22,800 --> 00:47:26,040
Speaker 2: your ancestor into the body of your cousin for the

869
00:47:26,080 --> 00:47:31,040
Speaker 2: purpose of asking your grandmother answer the purpose of asking questions.

870
00:47:31,360 --> 00:47:34,319
Speaker 2: But why, but even but even if, why would your

871
00:47:34,360 --> 00:47:39,839
Speaker 2: ancestor know the answer to why ram I got into

872
00:47:39,840 --> 00:47:40,480
Speaker 2: a car crash?

873
00:47:40,840 --> 00:47:42,759
Speaker 11: See, I was going to get to that point. I

874
00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:44,600
Speaker 11: was going to get to that point, right, Okay, So

875
00:47:44,920 --> 00:47:47,880
Speaker 11: let's no no, no, no, no, thank no, thank thanks for

876
00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:52,279
Speaker 11: bringing that up. So I asked my cousin, does door

877
00:47:52,400 --> 00:47:55,239
Speaker 11: ancestors have the answer to everything? And she said yes,

878
00:47:55,520 --> 00:47:57,480
Speaker 11: yes to do. And I was like, and you know

879
00:47:57,480 --> 00:48:00,560
Speaker 11: as a mongoi and I asked, you know, related to

880
00:48:00,600 --> 00:48:04,240
Speaker 11: gang is Cone Shing is gone? And she said no answered.

881
00:48:04,320 --> 00:48:06,280
Speaker 11: I was like, okay, so they had to answer to everything.

882
00:48:06,320 --> 00:48:08,480
Speaker 11: I was like, can you ask can you ask your

883
00:48:08,520 --> 00:48:11,640
Speaker 11: ancestors what happened? What's you know, what's in our future?

884
00:48:11,800 --> 00:48:13,920
Speaker 11: You know, what's what awaits us. You know, am I

885
00:48:13,960 --> 00:48:16,279
Speaker 11: gonna Am I going to be a failure? Am I

886
00:48:16,280 --> 00:48:20,040
Speaker 11: going to be successful? I want to know? And she said, well,

887
00:48:20,080 --> 00:48:22,879
Speaker 11: what's the point of asking them? Because if you asked

888
00:48:22,960 --> 00:48:26,360
Speaker 11: them that they give you the answer, then they you

889
00:48:26,360 --> 00:48:28,800
Speaker 11: you wouldn't be living life, you'd just be expecting something

890
00:48:29,719 --> 00:48:36,319
Speaker 11: and exactly right. And that's why that that's back to

891
00:48:36,320 --> 00:48:39,440
Speaker 11: what she said. You know, what if they don't have answer,

892
00:48:39,480 --> 00:48:42,759
Speaker 11: what if it just making it up almost as like

893
00:48:42,800 --> 00:48:48,560
Speaker 11: a false hope. So that's why it's kind of confusing,

894
00:48:48,719 --> 00:48:50,480
Speaker 11: and not just that I told you.

895
00:48:50,840 --> 00:48:52,719
Speaker 2: Did you end up asking why why your grandma got

896
00:48:52,760 --> 00:48:53,839
Speaker 2: into a car crush.

897
00:48:54,280 --> 00:48:58,520
Speaker 11: And not my grandma my cousin? Oh yeah, so uh.

898
00:49:00,360 --> 00:49:04,120
Speaker 2: I'm confused, just too many? Did you find out why

899
00:49:04,160 --> 00:49:06,640
Speaker 2: your cousin got into a ark crush?

900
00:49:07,160 --> 00:49:11,279
Speaker 11: Is supposedly she told me? Uh, she said, like, why

901
00:49:11,280 --> 00:49:14,359
Speaker 11: am I alive? Will happen like and my ancestor this

902
00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:16,400
Speaker 11: is a while ago, buddy, If what I remember was

903
00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:18,800
Speaker 11: my she said, my ancestor said that she was pregnant

904
00:49:18,920 --> 00:49:22,800
Speaker 11: and she she had to give birth to to the

905
00:49:22,880 --> 00:49:31,759
Speaker 11: baby and her it's pretty crazy. Mm hmmm, yes, So

906
00:49:31,760 --> 00:49:33,640
Speaker 11: that's why I thought. So that's why I'm a little

907
00:49:33,640 --> 00:49:36,799
Speaker 11: confusing whether you know whether it's all true or not,

908
00:49:36,920 --> 00:49:39,160
Speaker 11: especially because my best friend's dad I told him the

909
00:49:39,239 --> 00:49:40,920
Speaker 11: story and he doesn't believe it.

910
00:49:41,000 --> 00:49:42,759
Speaker 6: You know, but.

911
00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:46,960
Speaker 2: What is your cousin? What is you when you talk

912
00:49:47,040 --> 00:49:49,120
Speaker 2: to your cousin about this? How have you asked your

913
00:49:49,120 --> 00:49:55,040
Speaker 2: cousin to describe the physical experience of inviting his ancestor

914
00:49:55,040 --> 00:49:55,680
Speaker 2: into his body?

915
00:49:57,000 --> 00:50:00,960
Speaker 11: To be honest, I've never. I've never I had the

916
00:50:01,000 --> 00:50:04,120
Speaker 11: guts to ask him. I think it's too personal. I

917
00:50:04,160 --> 00:50:06,400
Speaker 11: wouldn't want to ask him like how does it feel?

918
00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:09,120
Speaker 11: Or like is it true? Are you lying to the family?

919
00:50:10,239 --> 00:50:11,880
Speaker 2: I don't think. I don't think you're you're you know,

920
00:50:11,960 --> 00:50:15,200
Speaker 2: approaching it. I don't think you are intending to approach

921
00:50:15,239 --> 00:50:18,840
Speaker 2: it as an interrogation, uh, to figure out the truth.

922
00:50:18,960 --> 00:50:20,000
Speaker 2: But you know, more of.

923
00:50:21,080 --> 00:50:23,480
Speaker 11: I kind of, I kind of, I kind of don't

924
00:50:23,480 --> 00:50:25,640
Speaker 11: want to do it out of respect because he's so

925
00:50:25,719 --> 00:50:27,279
Speaker 11: much older than me, you know.

926
00:50:28,360 --> 00:50:33,040
Speaker 2: Sure, I'm getting the sense that that's uh, you know,

927
00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:37,239
Speaker 2: sort of a you know, a thing respecting those who

928
00:50:37,239 --> 00:50:39,960
Speaker 2: are who are older than you and their traditions.

929
00:50:41,400 --> 00:50:41,839
Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

930
00:50:43,080 --> 00:50:45,719
Speaker 2: Well, thank you for sharing that with us. That was

931
00:50:45,719 --> 00:50:46,400
Speaker 2: pretty interesting.

932
00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:48,480
Speaker 11: Yeah, most definitely.

933
00:50:49,040 --> 00:50:50,919
Speaker 2: What's the do you know? Do you know at least

934
00:50:51,080 --> 00:50:57,120
Speaker 2: the name or if it has one of this ceremony uh,

935
00:50:57,160 --> 00:51:01,200
Speaker 2: the ceremony, yes, uh, what it is called.

936
00:51:02,040 --> 00:51:06,040
Speaker 11: I'm not knowledgeable about it, but I know my cousin

937
00:51:06,120 --> 00:51:11,520
Speaker 11: is a shaman. Shaman. Uh maybe there is more terms

938
00:51:11,560 --> 00:51:14,200
Speaker 11: to it other than but that's all I know. He's

939
00:51:14,239 --> 00:51:14,919
Speaker 11: a shaman though.

940
00:51:16,040 --> 00:51:20,879
Speaker 2: Well s you say the name is s Yeah, yeah, Well,

941
00:51:20,880 --> 00:51:22,560
Speaker 2: thank you for sharing that. That was very interesting.

942
00:51:23,719 --> 00:51:23,919
Speaker 3: Yeah.

943
00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:27,000
Speaker 2: Uh yeah, I hope you hope you have I help you.

944
00:51:27,040 --> 00:51:29,359
Speaker 2: I hope you get those answers or or maybe one

945
00:51:29,440 --> 00:51:35,600
Speaker 2: day figured them out for yourself. You know, ghosts into

946
00:51:35,600 --> 00:51:36,680
Speaker 2: your body and ship.

947
00:51:39,360 --> 00:51:39,960
Speaker 3: Now ghosts.

948
00:51:41,840 --> 00:51:44,000
Speaker 11: But uh, hold on, maybe I will find it.

949
00:51:44,040 --> 00:51:45,200
Speaker 6: Maybe I'll maybe.

950
00:51:45,000 --> 00:51:49,640
Speaker 11: I'll i'll, you know, get the guts, you know to

951
00:51:49,640 --> 00:51:51,279
Speaker 11: ask my cousin about all this.

952
00:51:53,960 --> 00:51:55,120
Speaker 2: I wish you the boss of luck.

953
00:51:56,600 --> 00:51:56,759
Speaker 3: Man.

954
00:51:56,880 --> 00:51:59,319
Speaker 2: Thank you of course, anytime I talk to you soon.

955
00:52:00,640 --> 00:52:05,799
Speaker 2: Yeah too, you know, he's a he is brave. I'm

956
00:52:05,800 --> 00:52:09,799
Speaker 2: not like ghosts anywhere into my body. I don't care.

957
00:52:09,800 --> 00:52:13,640
Speaker 2: If it is my grandma, she can have the dog.

958
00:52:13,680 --> 00:52:15,960
Speaker 2: We'll give her the dog. She can go into the

959
00:52:15,960 --> 00:52:18,040
Speaker 2: dog and we'll ask her questions and that would be

960
00:52:18,120 --> 00:52:20,040
Speaker 2: kind of cool because then the dog. Then we'll get

961
00:52:20,040 --> 00:52:23,279
Speaker 2: a dog to talk, and that would be funny. We'll

962
00:52:23,320 --> 00:52:26,560
Speaker 2: have a talking dog who's my grandma. That's comical. All

963
00:52:26,680 --> 00:52:36,839
Speaker 2: from Rose, Rose, don't forget, don't forget. How are you Rose?

964
00:52:37,520 --> 00:52:39,520
Speaker 15: I'm really well? How are you?

965
00:52:39,520 --> 00:52:40,560
Speaker 2: You're really well?

966
00:52:41,280 --> 00:52:44,880
Speaker 18: Yeah, like you're.

967
00:52:44,760 --> 00:52:49,200
Speaker 15: Like last week and you didn't pick up the phone.

968
00:52:48,160 --> 00:52:50,080
Speaker 2: Because you call it how many times?

969
00:52:50,120 --> 00:52:51,680
Speaker 15: Three hundred times?

970
00:52:53,480 --> 00:52:55,760
Speaker 2: But here's the thing, and I tell this to everyone,

971
00:52:56,000 --> 00:53:00,520
Speaker 2: you know, so you're mainly well because of the fact

972
00:53:00,520 --> 00:53:01,920
Speaker 2: that you got onto the stream tonight.

973
00:53:03,080 --> 00:53:05,759
Speaker 15: Yeah, Like, I have something really serious to talk about

974
00:53:06,280 --> 00:53:07,719
Speaker 15: and I'm to.

975
00:53:07,680 --> 00:53:08,440
Speaker 9: Talk to you about it.

976
00:53:08,960 --> 00:53:13,080
Speaker 2: But but you should know you're vesting too much of

977
00:53:13,120 --> 00:53:16,480
Speaker 2: your own happiness upon me. You're you're you're sort of

978
00:53:16,520 --> 00:53:22,200
Speaker 2: giving up your ownership over the direction of your happiness

979
00:53:22,200 --> 00:53:24,839
Speaker 2: to me, you know, because I don't I don't want

980
00:53:24,840 --> 00:53:26,799
Speaker 2: to be I should there, I shouldn't be. You know,

981
00:53:27,400 --> 00:53:30,400
Speaker 2: how do I put this? You know, your happiness shouldn't

982
00:53:30,440 --> 00:53:33,200
Speaker 2: rest upon me answering your calls. You shouldn't care about

983
00:53:33,200 --> 00:53:35,360
Speaker 2: me at all, And in regards to your own happy,

984
00:53:37,080 --> 00:53:39,799
Speaker 2: that makes me happy. Well, thank you? That's very sweet

985
00:53:39,840 --> 00:53:41,240
Speaker 2: of you to say, what did you want to talk about?

986
00:53:42,080 --> 00:53:45,160
Speaker 15: So I'm in this discord with like a bunch.

987
00:53:44,880 --> 00:53:47,680
Speaker 18: Of really like old friends and like you really like

988
00:53:47,760 --> 00:53:48,720
Speaker 18: each other and.

989
00:53:48,719 --> 00:53:52,640
Speaker 15: Like we're really close, but there's just like one person

990
00:53:52,719 --> 00:53:56,880
Speaker 15: who just constantly brings the drama. His name is Cameron,

991
00:53:56,920 --> 00:53:58,479
Speaker 15: by the way, Like I have to just vent.

992
00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:03,440
Speaker 18: It out, and he's always like inciting drama and like

993
00:54:04,120 --> 00:54:07,520
Speaker 18: bringing up people's insecurities, and like I don't know how

994
00:54:07,520 --> 00:54:09,960
Speaker 18: to be mean because like I'm a cancer and I

995
00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:12,279
Speaker 18: feel like I didn't just crying for them if they

996
00:54:12,320 --> 00:54:16,040
Speaker 18: like end up disappearing. But it's just so irritating when

997
00:54:17,000 --> 00:54:18,799
Speaker 18: I want to be in a safe space with like

998
00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:21,440
Speaker 18: my friends, and I can't because Cameron comes in and

999
00:54:21,480 --> 00:54:23,640
Speaker 18: like throws all his problems on us, and then he's

1000
00:54:23,680 --> 00:54:24,000
Speaker 18: just like.

1001
00:54:24,600 --> 00:54:29,040
Speaker 15: Yeah, Andrew, you're like so boring. So like I don't

1002
00:54:29,040 --> 00:54:30,440
Speaker 15: really know what to do, and I don't know why

1003
00:54:30,440 --> 00:54:30,880
Speaker 15: I feel like this.

1004
00:54:31,840 --> 00:54:37,759
Speaker 2: Are you saying, I'm I'm curious, I'm trying to understand

1005
00:54:38,800 --> 00:54:45,680
Speaker 2: Cameron's behavior. You're saying that they uh like throw their

1006
00:54:45,719 --> 00:54:48,680
Speaker 2: problems out to everyone and they're burdening you with their

1007
00:54:48,760 --> 00:54:52,319
Speaker 2: problems or they are shitting on everyone and calling them all,

1008
00:54:53,480 --> 00:54:56,800
Speaker 2: you know, bad names and telling them that they suck both.

1009
00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:01,560
Speaker 15: He's like the definition and you know what, I'm not

1010
00:55:01,560 --> 00:55:02,719
Speaker 15: going to curse a you know.

1011
00:55:02,800 --> 00:55:07,960
Speaker 2: Ah, you can say whatever. You can just say asshole, asshole,

1012
00:55:08,440 --> 00:55:13,440
Speaker 2: you can say you can't. You can't say cocksucker because TikTok.

1013
00:55:14,160 --> 00:55:15,600
Speaker 2: You can say it. I can't say but.

1014
00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:20,080
Speaker 15: Okay, wait wait wait wait can I say that?

1015
00:55:20,600 --> 00:55:22,120
Speaker 2: Yeah? You can. I just can't say it because it's

1016
00:55:22,239 --> 00:55:26,200
Speaker 2: get banned. But you can say okay anyway, all right,

1017
00:55:26,600 --> 00:55:27,160
Speaker 2: how did you be?

1018
00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:27,319
Speaker 6: How?

1019
00:55:27,560 --> 00:55:29,880
Speaker 2: What is your what is your personal relationship with Cameron

1020
00:55:29,880 --> 00:55:31,960
Speaker 2: as opposed to the sort of group dynamic.

1021
00:55:32,680 --> 00:55:37,120
Speaker 18: Well, like we have a connection with like playing Overwatch

1022
00:55:37,280 --> 00:55:39,920
Speaker 18: because like as I mentioned, I'm a cancer, so that

1023
00:55:39,960 --> 00:55:43,279
Speaker 18: also means like I'm a really toxic person when it

1024
00:55:43,280 --> 00:55:46,040
Speaker 18: comes to like venting out like my anger.

1025
00:55:46,520 --> 00:55:49,000
Speaker 2: So we play Can I can I take? Can I

1026
00:55:49,040 --> 00:55:50,480
Speaker 2: take a detour here? Real quick?

1027
00:55:51,320 --> 00:55:51,760
Speaker 15: Go ahead?

1028
00:55:51,960 --> 00:55:54,200
Speaker 2: And maybe you'd be a good but you seem, you know,

1029
00:55:54,320 --> 00:55:57,399
Speaker 2: like like a person who I could have this conversation with.

1030
00:55:58,360 --> 00:56:03,480
Speaker 2: I've thought about this before and I'm not here. This

1031
00:56:03,560 --> 00:56:06,160
Speaker 2: is not like a dig at astrology, and this is

1032
00:56:06,160 --> 00:56:08,160
Speaker 2: not like to make fun of astrology. This is not

1033
00:56:08,239 --> 00:56:10,360
Speaker 2: to like shit on people who like it. But I

1034
00:56:10,880 --> 00:56:12,960
Speaker 2: have I have a bit of a problem with and

1035
00:56:13,160 --> 00:56:16,160
Speaker 2: I actually, we're curious about your perspective on this. I

1036
00:56:16,320 --> 00:56:20,000
Speaker 2: believe especially I think it's a little dangerous. And again

1037
00:56:20,520 --> 00:56:22,560
Speaker 2: I'm just curious about this. I'm not here to make

1038
00:56:22,600 --> 00:56:24,719
Speaker 2: like state there's not a statement. I'm just exploring this

1039
00:56:24,760 --> 00:56:29,359
Speaker 2: to me, to me, the idea of astrology, especially like

1040
00:56:29,400 --> 00:56:32,840
Speaker 2: for young people. I know that like you know, you know, younger,

1041
00:56:32,960 --> 00:56:35,920
Speaker 2: younger people and like TikTok are getting into it. My

1042
00:56:36,080 --> 00:56:40,120
Speaker 2: problem with it is that when you like define yourself

1043
00:56:40,840 --> 00:56:45,640
Speaker 2: and label yourself so early, especially so early in life,

1044
00:56:45,680 --> 00:56:47,080
Speaker 2: you know, when you're when you say, when you say

1045
00:56:47,120 --> 00:56:50,280
Speaker 2: things like I'm a cancer, so that means I'm toxic.

1046
00:56:50,400 --> 00:56:56,320
Speaker 2: I feel like it predisposes you to Okay, I believe

1047
00:56:56,360 --> 00:56:59,960
Speaker 2: I am a cancer. Therefore I think about being cancer,

1048
00:57:00,160 --> 00:57:02,600
Speaker 2: and then you know, I mean, therefore I think about

1049
00:57:02,600 --> 00:57:05,600
Speaker 2: being toxic, and then that in turn makes you act

1050
00:57:05,680 --> 00:57:08,439
Speaker 2: more toxic. Does that make like? I think I think

1051
00:57:08,440 --> 00:57:12,400
Speaker 2: that that's sort of labeling is dangerous, especially for younger people,

1052
00:57:12,480 --> 00:57:14,279
Speaker 2: because what if you don't want to be toxic. But

1053
00:57:14,400 --> 00:57:16,280
Speaker 2: like you have this thing in your head of like,

1054
00:57:16,600 --> 00:57:19,720
Speaker 2: I'm a cancer, so I must be toxic. Isn't that

1055
00:57:20,120 --> 00:57:20,720
Speaker 2: what do you think about?

1056
00:57:22,360 --> 00:57:22,520
Speaker 3: Right?

1057
00:57:22,880 --> 00:57:25,200
Speaker 18: But maybe I should like reword it and say, oh,

1058
00:57:25,800 --> 00:57:28,920
Speaker 18: I was born in you know, July, and like I.

1059
00:57:28,440 --> 00:57:31,440
Speaker 15: Am toxic, but it's not because I'm a cancer. That

1060
00:57:31,960 --> 00:57:34,479
Speaker 15: is that better? Because I feel like a lot of.

1061
00:57:34,760 --> 00:57:37,120
Speaker 2: Well yeah, but that's not but that's but that's not

1062
00:57:37,400 --> 00:57:39,360
Speaker 2: you had to like sort of take a double step

1063
00:57:39,400 --> 00:57:42,920
Speaker 2: to get there. You started out with I am a cancer,

1064
00:57:42,920 --> 00:57:45,840
Speaker 2: THEREFOREM toxic. So that to me indicates you know, and

1065
00:57:45,880 --> 00:57:48,360
Speaker 2: again I'm sure therapy shit, but that to me makes

1066
00:57:48,400 --> 00:57:50,840
Speaker 2: me think that that's just sort of the the the

1067
00:57:51,240 --> 00:57:54,560
Speaker 2: inherent programming of of your brain right now.

1068
00:57:54,680 --> 00:57:58,800
Speaker 18: Yeah, well maybe like for example, like I was saying,

1069
00:57:58,880 --> 00:58:01,040
Speaker 18: I cry a lot, Like I'm that person you can't

1070
00:58:01,040 --> 00:58:03,600
Speaker 18: take this sad movie or like talk about like a

1071
00:58:03,640 --> 00:58:07,680
Speaker 18: really serious topic because I start crying and like I

1072
00:58:07,680 --> 00:58:10,800
Speaker 18: don't know why, And like every other cancer not you know,

1073
00:58:10,840 --> 00:58:12,800
Speaker 18: I haven't met every cancer in the whole entire world,

1074
00:58:12,880 --> 00:58:16,720
Speaker 18: but the cancers that I have met have the same issue,

1075
00:58:16,760 --> 00:58:19,920
Speaker 18: where like they just are like compulsive criers. They're like

1076
00:58:20,120 --> 00:58:22,560
Speaker 18: really into their feelings. And that's what like, you know,

1077
00:58:22,600 --> 00:58:25,760
Speaker 18: these TikTokers talk about is like cancers are always like

1078
00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:26,680
Speaker 18: with Hoodie.

1079
00:58:26,400 --> 00:58:28,960
Speaker 15: In their room crying. It's like, I don't know why.

1080
00:58:29,760 --> 00:58:30,160
Speaker 7: I don't know.

1081
00:58:30,280 --> 00:58:32,200
Speaker 15: It's like a whole astrology is like this whole other

1082
00:58:32,280 --> 00:58:37,080
Speaker 15: issue because as you said, it just predisposes like norms

1083
00:58:37,120 --> 00:58:37,600
Speaker 15: on people.

1084
00:58:37,680 --> 00:58:38,200
Speaker 18: But I don't know.

1085
00:58:38,240 --> 00:58:39,360
Speaker 15: It's weird that, like there are.

1086
00:58:39,280 --> 00:58:43,240
Speaker 18: A lot of things that certain signs do.

1087
00:58:43,440 --> 00:58:46,880
Speaker 15: That they like repeat in different people.

1088
00:58:46,920 --> 00:58:47,720
Speaker 12: It's strange.

1089
00:58:48,360 --> 00:58:53,960
Speaker 2: It's just right and you know, you know it look

1090
00:58:53,960 --> 00:58:55,919
Speaker 2: if it helps you and if you like it, then good.

1091
00:58:55,960 --> 00:58:58,880
Speaker 2: But it does something does sort of ring alarm bells

1092
00:58:58,880 --> 00:59:02,080
Speaker 2: to me of this sort of like trend of people

1093
00:59:02,160 --> 00:59:05,800
Speaker 2: really heavily wanting to label themselves because it just feels

1094
00:59:06,240 --> 00:59:10,000
Speaker 2: dangerous to gross anyway, that's a won't do that again.

1095
00:59:10,040 --> 00:59:12,160
Speaker 2: I've been I've been trying to keep the call short lately,

1096
00:59:12,200 --> 00:59:15,280
Speaker 2: but that's something I've just been thinking about a lot lately.

1097
00:59:15,680 --> 00:59:25,240
Speaker 2: Any all right, Cameron, Yeah, tell them just don't be

1098
00:59:25,280 --> 00:59:28,080
Speaker 2: friends with him anymore, don't play overwatch with other someone else.

1099
00:59:29,360 --> 00:59:32,280
Speaker 18: But like, what am I supposed to do with my

1100
00:59:32,440 --> 00:59:34,760
Speaker 18: like emotional attachment to him, and like, who am I

1101
00:59:34,800 --> 00:59:37,600
Speaker 18: supposed to scream at people on Overwatch with?

1102
00:59:37,720 --> 00:59:39,080
Speaker 15: Because nobody else wants to do with me?

1103
00:59:41,200 --> 00:59:43,800
Speaker 2: Uh, why do you want to scream at people on Overwatch?

1104
00:59:44,680 --> 00:59:45,920
Speaker 10: Because I like, I.

1105
00:59:45,920 --> 00:59:50,640
Speaker 18: Don't know if you played have you played Overwatch before? Well, Mike,

1106
00:59:51,160 --> 00:59:53,680
Speaker 18: I play a lot of competitive so you know, it's

1107
00:59:53,760 --> 00:59:59,520
Speaker 18: like a supposed team games, but like people just end

1108
00:59:59,600 --> 01:00:01,520
Speaker 18: up like doing whatever they want in there. And yes,

1109
01:00:01,560 --> 01:00:05,360
Speaker 18: it's like a video game, but it's like, I don't know,

1110
01:00:05,520 --> 01:00:08,440
Speaker 18: it's like watching football, Like football is a game. And

1111
01:00:08,480 --> 01:00:11,560
Speaker 18: so when somebody does something that they shouldn't have done,

1112
01:00:11,640 --> 01:00:14,280
Speaker 18: but they did it just to kind of fuck around,

1113
01:00:14,320 --> 01:00:15,840
Speaker 18: you get angry and I don't.

1114
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:20,480
Speaker 2: Know, so, well, maybe she'll work on your angry issues.

1115
01:00:21,280 --> 01:00:23,520
Speaker 15: Maybe maybe I'm maybe I'm the issue here.

1116
01:00:25,360 --> 01:00:27,400
Speaker 2: Well you're Look, you could both be the issue, but

1117
01:00:27,400 --> 01:00:29,800
Speaker 2: you're the issue that's easier to control because you're you

1118
01:00:29,920 --> 01:00:31,360
Speaker 2: and he's him.

1119
01:00:31,960 --> 01:00:36,080
Speaker 15: Yeah, you're right, but uh.

1120
01:00:35,320 --> 01:00:37,240
Speaker 2: Look, also, don't take anything I say seriously.

1121
01:00:37,280 --> 01:00:37,440
Speaker 3: Ever.

1122
01:00:37,480 --> 01:00:39,160
Speaker 2: I have no idea what I'm doing up here, but

1123
01:00:40,560 --> 01:00:42,600
Speaker 2: I appreciate your risk. Thank you for that.

1124
01:00:42,760 --> 01:00:44,120
Speaker 5: Okay, thank you for.

1125
01:00:44,080 --> 01:00:46,440
Speaker 15: Talking to me, think no, thank you for picking up.

1126
01:00:46,560 --> 01:00:47,680
Speaker 2: Thank you anytime.

1127
01:00:48,040 --> 01:00:57,360
Speaker 19: Have a good night you too, all from William Billy.

1128
01:00:58,160 --> 01:00:59,000
Speaker 7: What's up man?

1129
01:00:59,040 --> 01:00:59,640
Speaker 6: How you doing?

1130
01:01:00,320 --> 01:01:01,680
Speaker 2: What's up with you? What are you doing?

1131
01:01:02,440 --> 01:01:02,720
Speaker 6: Dude?

1132
01:01:02,720 --> 01:01:04,480
Speaker 7: I'm playing some Minecraft right now.

1133
01:01:05,360 --> 01:01:07,600
Speaker 2: What's the why is there is we're having a where?

1134
01:01:07,640 --> 01:01:11,600
Speaker 2: It's gamer? Oh it's the gamer section of You know,

1135
01:01:11,600 --> 01:01:11,959
Speaker 2: I never.

1136
01:01:11,880 --> 01:01:14,240
Speaker 7: Thought I got it on your show. I really I

1137
01:01:14,240 --> 01:01:14,919
Speaker 7: really like it.

1138
01:01:15,560 --> 01:01:19,520
Speaker 2: Oh, thank you dude. How'd you been talking about it?

1139
01:01:19,800 --> 01:01:20,160
Speaker 7: I don't know.

1140
01:01:20,320 --> 01:01:23,240
Speaker 19: Oh, TikTok, TikTok. I watched one of your clips on TikTok.

1141
01:01:23,280 --> 01:01:26,040
Speaker 19: I was fuck, fuck, it's really good.

1142
01:01:26,840 --> 01:01:27,160
Speaker 2: Thank you.

1143
01:01:30,040 --> 01:01:31,919
Speaker 19: How how long you been doing this? Because I found

1144
01:01:31,960 --> 01:01:34,640
Speaker 19: out in September and I figured I was late to

1145
01:01:34,680 --> 01:01:35,040
Speaker 19: the game.

1146
01:01:35,960 --> 01:01:37,480
Speaker 7: But you know, I heard you.

1147
01:01:39,440 --> 01:01:41,320
Speaker 2: A lot of the times when people ask me how

1148
01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:43,000
Speaker 2: I have been doing this, I do a bit and

1149
01:01:43,040 --> 01:01:44,720
Speaker 2: I tell them I've been doing it for ten years.

1150
01:01:44,800 --> 01:01:46,520
Speaker 2: But and I was about to do that, but you

1151
01:01:46,560 --> 01:01:49,000
Speaker 2: sound but you sound so so sweet. I don't want to.

1152
01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:53,160
Speaker 2: I don't want to. I don't want to troll you.

1153
01:01:54,680 --> 01:01:55,000
Speaker 3: Mix D.

1154
01:01:55,360 --> 01:02:00,640
Speaker 2: I don't want to. You know, you know x D

1155
01:02:02,360 --> 01:02:05,640
Speaker 2: God trolled you right right.

1156
01:02:06,560 --> 01:02:08,000
Speaker 7: I got a question, bro.

1157
01:02:08,200 --> 01:02:11,080
Speaker 2: I've been doing this since June what's up June?

1158
01:02:11,120 --> 01:02:11,440
Speaker 6: Okay?

1159
01:02:11,440 --> 01:02:12,919
Speaker 7: Cool? Do you ever smoked weed?

1160
01:02:17,240 --> 01:02:18,040
Speaker 2: Why do you ask?

1161
01:02:19,520 --> 01:02:20,040
Speaker 7: Could you just.

1162
01:02:19,960 --> 01:02:24,960
Speaker 19: Seem like a really chill guy. You seem like you

1163
01:02:25,200 --> 01:02:28,600
Speaker 19: you do either with a glass of wine or you

1164
01:02:28,640 --> 01:02:33,120
Speaker 19: know something you hit, you hit something for this, No whe.

1165
01:02:36,120 --> 01:02:44,600
Speaker 2: Here, I'm gonna explain my stance on uh that. Here's

1166
01:02:44,680 --> 01:02:47,040
Speaker 2: my problem. Here's my problem. What you say your name

1167
01:02:47,240 --> 01:02:56,400
Speaker 2: was William? My problem, dude is that, like, yes, I

1168
01:02:56,480 --> 01:03:00,000
Speaker 2: smoke weed, but I'm not high right now. I couldn't

1169
01:03:00,120 --> 01:03:01,640
Speaker 2: do this stream if I were high right now, that

1170
01:03:01,680 --> 01:03:03,960
Speaker 2: would be a nightmare for me. I'm one hundred percent

1171
01:03:04,040 --> 01:03:06,400
Speaker 2: stone cold sober. I've been one hundred percent stone cold

1172
01:03:06,400 --> 01:03:09,680
Speaker 2: sober for every single stream I've done. I don't like

1173
01:03:09,720 --> 01:03:13,000
Speaker 2: telling like, but you know, after the stream, I'll, you know,

1174
01:03:13,200 --> 01:03:14,760
Speaker 2: I'll chill out, you know, if I want to just

1175
01:03:14,800 --> 01:03:18,280
Speaker 2: relax and get high, because dude, getting a high for

1176
01:03:18,400 --> 01:03:20,320
Speaker 2: me is like, you know, I'm just trying to relax

1177
01:03:20,840 --> 01:03:23,440
Speaker 2: and this is not relaxing at all. This I mean

1178
01:03:23,560 --> 01:03:24,440
Speaker 2: is it is relaxed.

1179
01:03:24,520 --> 01:03:28,200
Speaker 19: It makes sense, like chemical fumes in your in your

1180
01:03:28,240 --> 01:03:31,280
Speaker 19: nose and everything that that seems that doesn't seem comfortable,

1181
01:03:31,800 --> 01:03:32,000
Speaker 19: you know.

1182
01:03:32,080 --> 01:03:33,680
Speaker 2: But what I mean, look, this is like, you know,

1183
01:03:33,800 --> 01:03:36,240
Speaker 2: it's a lie. You know, I gotta I I how

1184
01:03:36,240 --> 01:03:39,040
Speaker 2: do I put this? Smoking pot puts me in a

1185
01:03:39,360 --> 01:03:42,520
Speaker 2: puts me in my head, makes me think, makes me analyze.

1186
01:03:43,080 --> 01:03:45,800
Speaker 2: You know, I'm inside of myself. And shit, when I'm

1187
01:03:45,800 --> 01:03:48,160
Speaker 2: doing this, I can't be inside of myself. I can't

1188
01:03:48,160 --> 01:03:49,640
Speaker 2: be thinking about what I'm going to say. I just

1189
01:03:49,680 --> 01:03:51,600
Speaker 2: have to talk right, And I also, I'm trying to

1190
01:03:51,640 --> 01:03:53,920
Speaker 2: pay attention to you. I'm trying to talk to people.

1191
01:03:53,960 --> 01:03:57,200
Speaker 2: I got to navigate all this machinery and you know,

1192
01:03:57,720 --> 01:04:00,919
Speaker 2: try not to cut my hand off and shit. Yeah,

1193
01:04:01,960 --> 01:04:03,880
Speaker 2: so it's the whole. If I were high, there'd be

1194
01:04:03,920 --> 01:04:07,520
Speaker 2: a nightmare. And another thing is even if I'm a

1195
01:04:07,600 --> 01:04:10,920
Speaker 2: guy who says like, who is I don't want I

1196
01:04:10,920 --> 01:04:14,720
Speaker 2: don't want Here's another I don't want any of my

1197
01:04:14,840 --> 01:04:22,160
Speaker 2: personality traits whatsoever to be construed with like like I'm

1198
01:04:22,280 --> 01:04:26,120
Speaker 2: like I would it would upset me for weed or

1199
01:04:26,160 --> 01:04:30,160
Speaker 2: any other drug to take credit for any of my

1200
01:04:30,280 --> 01:04:33,000
Speaker 2: personality traits. Does that make sense? Like if I'm a

1201
01:04:33,000 --> 01:04:35,320
Speaker 2: fucking hill guy, or I'm a fucking weird guy, or

1202
01:04:35,360 --> 01:04:39,200
Speaker 2: I say stupid shit or whatever, that's all me, you know,

1203
01:04:39,320 --> 01:04:41,560
Speaker 2: that's not the wee. I'm doing that when I'm sober.

1204
01:04:41,760 --> 01:04:44,840
Speaker 2: I'm a guy who does, you know whatever all this bullshit,

1205
01:04:45,120 --> 01:04:49,840
Speaker 2: who also happens to, at some points in time smoke weed.

1206
01:04:49,880 --> 01:04:52,360
Speaker 2: But I'm not letting the weed take credit for any

1207
01:04:52,360 --> 01:04:53,880
Speaker 2: of that other shit. If that makes sense.

1208
01:04:54,160 --> 01:04:56,640
Speaker 7: You shouldn't. You shouldn't. It's all you, it's all that's real.

1209
01:04:56,840 --> 01:04:58,200
Speaker 7: It's all therapy. G go man.

1210
01:05:00,080 --> 01:05:05,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay. Have you ever been confused?

1211
01:05:07,240 --> 01:05:08,880
Speaker 7: Yeah? A lot of times.

1212
01:05:09,200 --> 01:05:10,560
Speaker 2: Tell me about one of those times.

1213
01:05:13,920 --> 01:05:16,520
Speaker 7: You know, Uh, I came out my best friend a

1214
01:05:16,560 --> 01:05:21,680
Speaker 7: couple of weeks ago. That was that was interesting and

1215
01:05:21,720 --> 01:05:23,680
Speaker 7: he was cool with it. Yeah, it was nice.

1216
01:05:24,440 --> 01:05:24,960
Speaker 2: Rock him roll.

1217
01:05:26,200 --> 01:05:29,640
Speaker 7: Yeah. Yeah, but you know, I think I've been confused

1218
01:05:29,680 --> 01:05:33,120
Speaker 7: my whole life. Oh have you?

1219
01:05:34,400 --> 01:05:35,680
Speaker 2: And you know, look, we don't have to get into

1220
01:05:35,680 --> 01:05:38,040
Speaker 2: this if it's too personal, but have you have you? Uh,

1221
01:05:38,120 --> 01:05:39,080
Speaker 2: come out everywhere else?

1222
01:05:41,280 --> 01:05:43,760
Speaker 19: Not very many people. This is the first person that's

1223
01:05:43,880 --> 01:05:49,000
Speaker 19: you know, lived near me. That's that you practiced on

1224
01:05:49,080 --> 01:05:52,200
Speaker 19: people that don't aren't in your social circle. And then

1225
01:05:52,400 --> 01:05:54,080
Speaker 19: you go out and then you go to so so

1226
01:05:54,200 --> 01:05:57,360
Speaker 19: through your social circle, and then you you know, you

1227
01:05:57,400 --> 01:06:00,360
Speaker 19: do all that good good.

1228
01:06:00,360 --> 01:06:02,800
Speaker 2: I'm glad that I'm glad that that that that worked

1229
01:06:02,800 --> 01:06:03,160
Speaker 2: out for you.

1230
01:06:04,800 --> 01:06:05,160
Speaker 6: Yeah.

1231
01:06:05,280 --> 01:06:10,960
Speaker 19: Yeah, all this quarantine, man, it's just you get inside

1232
01:06:10,960 --> 01:06:13,840
Speaker 19: your mind or it's either you're distracted all the time

1233
01:06:13,960 --> 01:06:15,080
Speaker 19: or you just you think.

1234
01:06:15,480 --> 01:06:19,040
Speaker 2: You just sit there, Okay, when you sit there and

1235
01:06:19,080 --> 01:06:20,000
Speaker 2: you think, what do you think?

1236
01:06:21,880 --> 01:06:22,160
Speaker 6: Well?

1237
01:06:22,640 --> 01:06:27,320
Speaker 7: I think you know, I got schoolwork too. That's that's it.

1238
01:06:27,400 --> 01:06:30,000
Speaker 19: That's you know, that's one of those what do you

1239
01:06:30,040 --> 01:06:34,800
Speaker 19: call it, invasive thoughts?

1240
01:06:33,480 --> 01:06:36,080
Speaker 7: Intrusive thoughts?

1241
01:06:36,120 --> 01:06:41,880
Speaker 19: Yeah, yeah, it makes it shivers, you know, it makes

1242
01:06:41,880 --> 01:06:45,760
Speaker 19: you makes it really nervous that I mean that, that's

1243
01:06:45,760 --> 01:06:48,040
Speaker 19: the only thing that contributes to anxiety that I have.

1244
01:06:48,200 --> 01:06:48,880
Speaker 7: You know what I'm saying.

1245
01:06:49,280 --> 01:06:49,640
Speaker 2: School?

1246
01:06:50,600 --> 01:06:51,400
Speaker 7: Yeah, the school?

1247
01:06:51,680 --> 01:06:53,480
Speaker 2: What do you study?

1248
01:06:54,480 --> 01:06:56,880
Speaker 19: I'm in high school but I'm eighteen. Don't hang up,

1249
01:06:58,040 --> 01:06:59,080
Speaker 19: all right, I believe you.

1250
01:07:00,800 --> 01:07:03,880
Speaker 2: But you know what do you well, what do you

1251
01:07:03,880 --> 01:07:04,880
Speaker 2: what do you want to go? What do you want

1252
01:07:04,880 --> 01:07:05,400
Speaker 2: to go to school?

1253
01:07:05,400 --> 01:07:11,959
Speaker 19: For cybersecurity? Or just like check in general? Good good

1254
01:07:12,000 --> 01:07:13,640
Speaker 19: money and I'm really good at it.

1255
01:07:14,000 --> 01:07:15,120
Speaker 7: I fuck with that.

1256
01:07:16,240 --> 01:07:16,840
Speaker 3: I like that.

1257
01:07:18,000 --> 01:07:22,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, dude, uh No, school sucks. I gotta tell you.

1258
01:07:23,000 --> 01:07:26,040
Speaker 2: I I I'm really I'm not grateful enough that I

1259
01:07:26,320 --> 01:07:30,240
Speaker 2: I should really be more grateful about the fact that

1260
01:07:30,320 --> 01:07:32,320
Speaker 2: I never have to go to school ever again. Going

1261
01:07:32,360 --> 01:07:34,120
Speaker 2: to school is all if in high school, and you

1262
01:07:34,120 --> 01:07:37,320
Speaker 2: can hear this, school is truly awful. If you're like,

1263
01:07:38,560 --> 01:07:41,200
Speaker 2: school is as awful as you think it is, like

1264
01:07:41,280 --> 01:07:43,120
Speaker 2: if you're thinking about like, oh, life will be better

1265
01:07:43,160 --> 01:07:47,560
Speaker 2: when you'll be right, it's just correct. School is appropriately

1266
01:07:47,800 --> 01:07:48,880
Speaker 2: rated as terrible.

1267
01:07:50,480 --> 01:07:50,920
Speaker 6: Yeah.

1268
01:07:51,760 --> 01:07:53,720
Speaker 7: I don't even get the good parts of it anymore.

1269
01:07:54,240 --> 01:07:57,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, dude, that sucks. No, I feel for you because

1270
01:07:57,200 --> 01:07:59,120
Speaker 2: when I look back at high school. Yeah, I feel

1271
01:07:59,120 --> 01:08:01,880
Speaker 2: the because I look back at high school. You know,

1272
01:08:02,000 --> 01:08:04,040
Speaker 2: I do think fondly of like, you know, a lot

1273
01:08:04,040 --> 01:08:07,120
Speaker 2: of the you know, my friends and shit like that.

1274
01:08:07,200 --> 01:08:10,680
Speaker 2: But uh, yeah, it sucks it man, being I got

1275
01:08:10,680 --> 01:08:12,640
Speaker 2: it being in high school right now in the pandemic.

1276
01:08:12,640 --> 01:08:14,960
Speaker 2: I feel for you, dude, I get you that that sucks.

1277
01:08:16,600 --> 01:08:18,000
Speaker 2: I'm glad to hear that you're trying to make the

1278
01:08:18,040 --> 01:08:18,479
Speaker 2: most of it.

1279
01:08:20,080 --> 01:08:20,400
Speaker 7: Yeah.

1280
01:08:20,479 --> 01:08:23,440
Speaker 19: I mean I got my driver's life last year in February,

1281
01:08:23,560 --> 01:08:27,160
Speaker 19: which you know sucked as I went out to them

1282
01:08:27,200 --> 01:08:30,479
Speaker 19: all once and then everything terrible shut down.

1283
01:08:33,040 --> 01:08:35,320
Speaker 2: But you know, well, hey dude, now you can just

1284
01:08:35,360 --> 01:08:38,160
Speaker 2: you know, browse Amazon, get on, Get on, zoom with

1285
01:08:38,200 --> 01:08:41,240
Speaker 2: your friends and just you know, have go look at Amazon.

1286
01:08:42,520 --> 01:08:44,560
Speaker 2: That's the that's the best you can do with that,

1287
01:08:46,240 --> 01:08:46,439
Speaker 2: you know.

1288
01:08:46,760 --> 01:08:49,600
Speaker 7: And I find out who my true friends.

1289
01:08:49,360 --> 01:08:52,000
Speaker 2: Are during this interesting in what way?

1290
01:08:53,400 --> 01:08:56,040
Speaker 7: Well, you know, you have a quaintances, you see it.

1291
01:08:56,160 --> 01:08:58,400
Speaker 7: You see people every single day, you.

1292
01:08:58,360 --> 01:08:59,880
Speaker 19: Say hi to them, you talk to them, you know

1293
01:09:00,240 --> 01:09:03,040
Speaker 19: with them, but you they would never interact with you

1294
01:09:03,280 --> 01:09:06,280
Speaker 19: outside of the social setting that you were interacting with them.

1295
01:09:06,840 --> 01:09:08,840
Speaker 19: So you have work friends, you have school friends, you

1296
01:09:08,840 --> 01:09:10,120
Speaker 19: have all these people.

1297
01:09:10,680 --> 01:09:11,720
Speaker 7: But it's just like.

1298
01:09:13,439 --> 01:09:15,439
Speaker 19: I never I haven't seen these people. So I feel

1299
01:09:15,479 --> 01:09:17,280
Speaker 19: like I've already graduated, you know.

1300
01:09:19,240 --> 01:09:21,760
Speaker 2: More or less? Yeah or less.

1301
01:09:21,880 --> 01:09:26,919
Speaker 7: Yeah, it's.

1302
01:09:27,840 --> 01:09:28,599
Speaker 6: A whole wrap.

1303
01:09:30,680 --> 01:09:34,439
Speaker 2: Well man, you know, make the most of it. I

1304
01:09:34,600 --> 01:09:36,519
Speaker 2: don't have any advice to give you on my here

1305
01:09:36,560 --> 01:09:38,599
Speaker 2: to give ad by something insane man a geckal costume.

1306
01:09:38,640 --> 01:09:41,680
Speaker 2: But you know, I feel I feel your pain right now.

1307
01:09:41,720 --> 01:09:44,479
Speaker 2: I feel I feel I feel truly bad for you know,

1308
01:09:44,840 --> 01:09:47,880
Speaker 2: kids in high school right now. But you know it

1309
01:09:48,479 --> 01:09:51,880
Speaker 2: at least at least know that you're valid to think

1310
01:09:51,920 --> 01:09:55,160
Speaker 2: that high school sucks because it really truly does.

1311
01:09:56,080 --> 01:09:59,400
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah that and if.

1312
01:09:59,240 --> 01:10:01,440
Speaker 2: It's and if it does, doesn't suck. If it's incredible,

1313
01:10:01,800 --> 01:10:07,360
Speaker 2: that actually sucks even more, even more because I mean

1314
01:10:07,760 --> 01:10:09,000
Speaker 2: it means your life's gonna get worse.

1315
01:10:10,280 --> 01:10:10,759
Speaker 7: Yeah.

1316
01:10:11,760 --> 01:10:13,760
Speaker 19: Well, I get a question about the makeup. How do

1317
01:10:13,800 --> 01:10:16,320
Speaker 19: you do it so close to your eyes without like like.

1318
01:10:16,360 --> 01:10:16,720
Speaker 3: You do it.

1319
01:10:17,200 --> 01:10:19,439
Speaker 7: I'm looking at it. It's on your eyelids.

1320
01:10:22,600 --> 01:10:26,479
Speaker 2: What'd you say? Your name was Bill William. I'll talk

1321
01:10:26,520 --> 01:10:34,080
Speaker 2: to you, see William. Have a good night you too. Hey,

1322
01:10:34,160 --> 01:10:36,719
Speaker 2: this is Lyle here again. This is just a really

1323
01:10:36,800 --> 01:10:41,280
Speaker 2: really really quick aside to let you know that, you know,

1324
01:10:41,360 --> 01:10:44,479
Speaker 2: if you're enjoying the podcast that you are currently listening to,

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Speaker 14: Jen, Jen?

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01:12:02,760 --> 01:12:04,200
Speaker 3: Hello, how are you?

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01:12:04,280 --> 01:12:09,559
Speaker 2: Jen? How are you? I'm all right, I'm doing I'm

1347
01:12:09,600 --> 01:12:12,000
Speaker 2: actually I'm feeling pretty good tonight.

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01:12:12,240 --> 01:12:14,360
Speaker 20: That's good here, I'm feeling good too.

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01:12:15,320 --> 01:12:17,080
Speaker 2: Why are you? Why are you doing good? You know,

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01:12:17,200 --> 01:12:19,000
Speaker 2: I can tell you're not just bullshitting me. I hear

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01:12:19,040 --> 01:12:21,040
Speaker 2: it in your voice. Jen, You sound like you're doing good.

1352
01:12:21,960 --> 01:12:22,320
Speaker 19: I am.

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01:12:22,400 --> 01:12:24,120
Speaker 20: I've had a really productive day today.

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01:12:25,760 --> 01:12:29,360
Speaker 2: Interesting, we had another guy, the guy right before called

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01:12:29,360 --> 01:12:33,760
Speaker 2: in and said the exact opposite. Yeah, I know, tell

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01:12:33,800 --> 01:12:35,559
Speaker 2: me why your day was productive, Jen.

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Speaker 20: Well, I mean I work today, but it was a

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01:12:40,360 --> 01:12:42,439
Speaker 20: pretty good day at work. I work in sales, so

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01:12:42,880 --> 01:12:45,200
Speaker 20: I mean when it's a good sales day, it's a

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01:12:45,240 --> 01:12:47,880
Speaker 20: good day. In general, you get.

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01:12:47,760 --> 01:12:49,000
Speaker 2: A hot, spicy commission.

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Speaker 20: I did today, too bad, it wasn't payday.

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Speaker 2: What do you what is it that you sell?

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Speaker 20: I sell phones. I work for one of the big

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Speaker 20: big own companies.

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Speaker 2: You know that's a tough sell selling phones to people

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01:13:05,840 --> 01:13:08,280
Speaker 2: on the phone, because if you called me to try

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01:13:08,280 --> 01:13:12,880
Speaker 2: to sell a phone, you know, I would probably just

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Speaker 2: tell you I already have a phone, because that's what well.

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Speaker 20: I work in person and then using people come to

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Speaker 20: me and they tell me their phone is broken. But

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Speaker 20: sometimes I do have to convince people.

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Speaker 17: To buy phones.

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Speaker 20: But I feel like, no, it's an easy market to

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01:13:35,560 --> 01:13:38,360
Speaker 20: like sell phones. No, I'm not a telemarketer. I sell

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01:13:38,600 --> 01:13:42,280
Speaker 20: like like like at a Verizon store.

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Speaker 2: Oh okay, you work at a Horizon star selling sell

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01:13:45,080 --> 01:13:45,639
Speaker 2: on phones?

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Speaker 20: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Do you get.

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01:13:48,040 --> 01:13:50,160
Speaker 2: Screamed out a lot by people who come in and

1382
01:13:50,240 --> 01:13:52,439
Speaker 2: their phone is broken and they're so angry and they

1383
01:13:52,439 --> 01:13:53,400
Speaker 2: have no one to take it out on.

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01:13:53,479 --> 01:13:56,200
Speaker 20: But you, oh, all the time? I think I get

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01:13:56,800 --> 01:13:59,160
Speaker 20: a lot of angry people getting mad at me for

1386
01:13:59,320 --> 01:14:03,639
Speaker 20: not knowing why they don't have service because I don't know, man,

1387
01:14:03,680 --> 01:14:04,519
Speaker 20: I just sell the phone.

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Speaker 2: Who is the most unreasonable person you have encountered during

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Speaker 2: your time doing this.

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01:14:10,720 --> 01:14:16,599
Speaker 20: Oh man, there's so many people one time. So when

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01:14:16,600 --> 01:14:20,320
Speaker 20: people buy phones, they obviously have to pay the tax

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01:14:20,400 --> 01:14:24,720
Speaker 20: on the phone. And I got yelled at by somebody

1393
01:14:25,160 --> 01:14:27,479
Speaker 20: who's like, you know who. They're older, so they should

1394
01:14:27,600 --> 01:14:31,160
Speaker 20: know what they've been paying taxes all their life. And

1395
01:14:31,200 --> 01:14:33,360
Speaker 20: they got mad at me that I charged them tax

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Speaker 20: on a phone that they didn't want to take the phone.

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01:14:37,640 --> 01:14:42,680
Speaker 8: And I was like, Okay, why is that?

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01:14:42,800 --> 01:14:44,960
Speaker 2: Why is them paying taxes on the phone. If you

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01:14:45,080 --> 01:14:49,080
Speaker 2: thought you have to pay sales tax on everything, I know, that's.

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01:14:48,880 --> 01:14:51,559
Speaker 20: Why I didn't understand. I told them that it was like,

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01:14:51,560 --> 01:14:55,800
Speaker 20: it's standard. You like you you live in a state

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01:14:55,840 --> 01:14:57,920
Speaker 20: that charges tell a tax man?

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01:15:00,040 --> 01:15:06,680
Speaker 2: Mm hmm, yeah, that is very weird. Yeah, like if

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01:15:06,720 --> 01:15:08,519
Speaker 2: I buy like, if I buy a fucking sandwich and

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01:15:08,560 --> 01:15:10,360
Speaker 2: I have there's sales tax for that. You don't yet

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01:15:10,520 --> 01:15:13,120
Speaker 2: the sandwich person, Yeah.

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01:15:13,479 --> 01:15:17,880
Speaker 20: Like you know, I'm not charged you. No.

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01:15:18,120 --> 01:15:20,880
Speaker 2: But do you think that we should raise taxes or

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01:15:20,960 --> 01:15:22,439
Speaker 2: lower them?

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01:15:23,560 --> 01:15:28,120
Speaker 20: Well, I mean taxes where I live are taxas in California,

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01:15:28,200 --> 01:15:31,040
Speaker 20: first of all, are insane, So I don't think we

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01:15:31,040 --> 01:15:36,040
Speaker 20: should raise taxes. Taxes are already I feel up the butt.

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Speaker 2: Have you ever been confused?

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01:15:42,080 --> 01:15:42,280
Speaker 1: You know?

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01:15:42,640 --> 01:15:42,920
Speaker 19: Yeah?

1416
01:15:43,120 --> 01:15:44,320
Speaker 20: I actually am right now?

1417
01:15:45,240 --> 01:15:46,439
Speaker 2: Why are you confused? Right now?

1418
01:15:48,560 --> 01:15:52,800
Speaker 20: I've been having issues with my best friend lately. And

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01:15:54,920 --> 01:15:57,639
Speaker 20: we've been best friends for like seven years now, and

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01:15:58,240 --> 01:16:02,679
Speaker 20: uh we probably did it ever start, like ever fight before,

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01:16:02,840 --> 01:16:08,959
Speaker 20: like maybe like we met at pig school, but but recently,

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01:16:09,080 --> 01:16:13,320
Speaker 20: like the past couple of years, probably like two or three,

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01:16:13,920 --> 01:16:16,360
Speaker 20: I feel like she hasn't been the greatest friend to me,

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01:16:18,040 --> 01:16:22,680
Speaker 20: and she constantly I feel she talks about my boyfriend

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01:16:22,920 --> 01:16:25,200
Speaker 20: and then she'll just try to say sorry every single time,

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01:16:26,479 --> 01:16:29,400
Speaker 20: and she makes she pushes me away. But I always

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01:16:29,439 --> 01:16:32,200
Speaker 20: like she kind of talks down sometimes on like my

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01:16:32,280 --> 01:16:34,559
Speaker 20: situation or makes it seem like it's not as important

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01:16:34,560 --> 01:16:38,560
Speaker 20: as what she's going through. And I don't know, it

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01:16:38,720 --> 01:16:41,639
Speaker 20: just sometimes it makes me feel really alone because it's

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01:16:41,840 --> 01:16:48,280
Speaker 20: like that's one of my longest friends and now I

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01:16:48,360 --> 01:16:50,240
Speaker 20: just feel like I don't have you as a friend anymore.

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Speaker 2: M What do you think? She said this has been

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01:16:55,560 --> 01:17:00,519
Speaker 2: happening in like the last two to three years. I'm

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01:17:00,520 --> 01:17:04,040
Speaker 2: sorry what you said. This has been happening. You said

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01:17:04,040 --> 01:17:05,479
Speaker 2: this has been happening over the course of like the

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01:17:05,520 --> 01:17:08,799
Speaker 2: last two to three years specifically, it's pretty not recent,

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01:17:08,880 --> 01:17:13,200
Speaker 2: but you know, you had a solid Yeah, we had a.

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01:17:15,120 --> 01:17:18,200
Speaker 20: Friendship for a long time that you know, she was

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01:17:18,880 --> 01:17:22,520
Speaker 20: my writer or die, you know. And then I think recently,

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01:17:22,760 --> 01:17:25,000
Speaker 20: I don't know, maybe, I mean we're older now, we

1442
01:17:25,080 --> 01:17:28,519
Speaker 20: have like like actual adult fucking problems, you know, so

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01:17:29,000 --> 01:17:31,679
Speaker 20: I think that takes into account, like by always so

1444
01:17:31,760 --> 01:17:34,640
Speaker 20: stressed and maybe she kind of takes it out on

1445
01:17:34,720 --> 01:17:38,840
Speaker 20: me maybe, or I don't know, or how.

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01:17:38,560 --> 01:17:40,599
Speaker 2: Old were you when you first became friends with this person?

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01:17:41,960 --> 01:17:45,719
Speaker 20: We were like thirteen?

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01:17:48,560 --> 01:17:51,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, and this is nothing new and I'm

1449
01:17:51,320 --> 01:17:54,640
Speaker 2: not a real therapist, and I've this is not a

1450
01:17:54,760 --> 01:17:59,000
Speaker 2: sentiment of originality and whatsoever way, shape or form. But look,

1451
01:17:59,080 --> 01:18:02,200
Speaker 2: you know you've heard that of like, you know, obviously,

1452
01:18:02,360 --> 01:18:06,160
Speaker 2: how old are you now, uh, twenty one, twenty one?

1453
01:18:06,200 --> 01:18:08,120
Speaker 2: You're obviously not the same person at twenty one that

1454
01:18:08,160 --> 01:18:11,320
Speaker 2: you were when you were you know, fucking thirteen. And look,

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01:18:11,600 --> 01:18:14,800
Speaker 2: you know, I have great friends, you know, that I've

1456
01:18:14,840 --> 01:18:16,960
Speaker 2: had since I was ten, and it's just worked out

1457
01:18:17,280 --> 01:18:20,400
Speaker 2: that way because we've sort of developed our personalities alongside

1458
01:18:20,400 --> 01:18:26,559
Speaker 2: each other. But there's nothing wrong with you know, we're

1459
01:18:26,920 --> 01:18:30,360
Speaker 2: kind of just not jiving anymore, you know, because you're

1460
01:18:30,400 --> 01:18:32,160
Speaker 2: a different person than you were when you first met.

1461
01:18:32,400 --> 01:18:35,799
Speaker 2: Nothing wrong with you, Yeah, you know, are you afraid

1462
01:18:35,800 --> 01:18:38,679
Speaker 2: because this is like one of your only friends?

1463
01:18:39,360 --> 01:18:42,000
Speaker 20: Well, she's not my only friend, but she is like

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01:18:42,120 --> 01:18:45,960
Speaker 20: probably like one of my longest friends. But she's also

1465
01:18:46,000 --> 01:18:49,640
Speaker 20: been my best friend, like through We've been through a

1466
01:18:49,680 --> 01:18:51,799
Speaker 20: lot of shit together. So it kind of just sucks

1467
01:18:51,960 --> 01:18:54,720
Speaker 20: to like that. I'm like been recently thinking about just

1468
01:18:54,760 --> 01:18:56,000
Speaker 20: like ending in the friendship.

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01:18:58,600 --> 01:19:00,800
Speaker 2: Look, you'd be justified to do that. It sounds like,

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01:19:00,920 --> 01:19:03,400
Speaker 2: you know, you're removing people from your life that don't

1471
01:19:03,400 --> 01:19:07,160
Speaker 2: have any value, uh to add to it. That's and

1472
01:19:07,160 --> 01:19:09,960
Speaker 2: by the way, do that with pride. Actually you feel good.

1473
01:19:10,080 --> 01:19:11,439
Speaker 2: I don't you feel bad about it. You should feel

1474
01:19:11,439 --> 01:19:12,880
Speaker 2: good about it. You should make you feel fucking like.

1475
01:19:13,400 --> 01:19:15,360
Speaker 2: I mean, this is just a you know, I don't know,

1476
01:19:15,479 --> 01:19:19,760
Speaker 2: I don't know shit about balls, but you know, just

1477
01:19:19,920 --> 01:19:22,720
Speaker 2: like I like the idea of you looking at this

1478
01:19:22,880 --> 01:19:26,280
Speaker 2: more of a how do I put this? Like a

1479
01:19:26,360 --> 01:19:30,600
Speaker 2: you're regaining power, You're defining your own path. You're you're

1480
01:19:30,760 --> 01:19:33,800
Speaker 2: you're like a god. If you're plucking people out of

1481
01:19:33,840 --> 01:19:36,040
Speaker 2: your life that don't fit in there. You know, it's

1482
01:19:36,120 --> 01:19:38,679
Speaker 2: it's to take take it like that if you can,

1483
01:19:39,320 --> 01:19:39,880
Speaker 2: you know, you.

1484
01:19:40,120 --> 01:19:41,720
Speaker 20: Try to feel empowered about it.

1485
01:19:44,240 --> 01:19:45,800
Speaker 2: You don't have to. You don't have to hurt her.

1486
01:19:45,800 --> 01:19:47,400
Speaker 2: You're not hurting her. You're not gonna go You're not

1487
01:19:47,439 --> 01:19:49,800
Speaker 2: gonna go to her and be like, hey, you know, uh,

1488
01:19:49,920 --> 01:19:52,040
Speaker 2: fuck you, and I don't want to be friends with

1489
01:19:52,080 --> 01:19:55,880
Speaker 2: you anymore. And you should, you know, go in live

1490
01:19:55,920 --> 01:19:58,600
Speaker 2: in a ditch or whatever. But uh yeah, you're just

1491
01:19:58,680 --> 01:20:03,000
Speaker 2: you're just ending the ending the relationship. It's pretty justified.

1492
01:20:03,120 --> 01:20:06,479
Speaker 14: It sounds like, yeah, I think so too.

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01:20:06,680 --> 01:20:09,639
Speaker 20: I just I think it's like one of those things,

1494
01:20:09,680 --> 01:20:11,960
Speaker 20: are you it's been around for so long you're kind

1495
01:20:11,960 --> 01:20:15,720
Speaker 20: of scared to get rid of it, you know, and

1496
01:20:15,840 --> 01:20:18,320
Speaker 20: it's I know it's a person, not like an object,

1497
01:20:18,479 --> 01:20:20,040
Speaker 20: but kind of feels the same way.

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01:20:21,000 --> 01:20:21,840
Speaker 2: Well what'd you say?

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01:20:21,920 --> 01:20:23,439
Speaker 10: Name was Jen?

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01:20:24,400 --> 01:20:24,519
Speaker 21: Well?

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01:20:24,600 --> 01:20:28,280
Speaker 2: Jen, you know, look, don't be afraid to get rid

1502
01:20:28,280 --> 01:20:31,320
Speaker 2: of people who don't align with your life or add

1503
01:20:31,400 --> 01:20:34,360
Speaker 2: value in any way, shape or form. And you know,

1504
01:20:34,360 --> 01:20:37,440
Speaker 2: I wish you the best of luck and navigating the situation.

1505
01:20:38,800 --> 01:20:39,160
Speaker 21: Thank you.

1506
01:20:39,240 --> 01:20:41,120
Speaker 8: I appreciate you for sure.

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01:20:41,560 --> 01:20:43,280
Speaker 2: Thank you for coming, and Jen, I'll talk to you soon.

1508
01:20:44,560 --> 01:20:44,880
Speaker 21: Bye.

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01:20:48,760 --> 01:20:50,240
Speaker 2: I don't know why I keep saying I'll talk to

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01:20:50,320 --> 01:20:52,160
Speaker 2: you soon. That's like become my new thing that I

1511
01:20:52,200 --> 01:20:53,519
Speaker 2: say when I'm hanging up the phone.

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01:20:54,520 --> 01:21:05,040
Speaker 8: All from Mitch, Mitch, gek, what are.

1513
01:21:04,920 --> 01:21:05,759
Speaker 2: You doing right now?

1514
01:21:07,520 --> 01:21:10,160
Speaker 10: I'm sitting on my couch. I got you on TV.

1515
01:21:12,040 --> 01:21:12,880
Speaker 10: It's pretty much it.

1516
01:21:14,640 --> 01:21:15,000
Speaker 3: What were you.

1517
01:21:15,040 --> 01:21:18,320
Speaker 2: Doing before you were doing what you are doing right now?

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01:21:20,320 --> 01:21:25,439
Speaker 10: Uh? I was making a drink, took the dog for

1519
01:21:25,479 --> 01:21:31,719
Speaker 10: a walk, and had a stressful day. So you tend

1520
01:21:31,760 --> 01:21:33,120
Speaker 10: to help me unwind.

1521
01:21:34,720 --> 01:21:35,719
Speaker 2: Have we spoken before?

1522
01:21:37,280 --> 01:21:41,960
Speaker 10: We have not. I discovered you on TikTok maybe like

1523
01:21:42,000 --> 01:21:45,439
Speaker 10: a month or two ago, and followed you and been

1524
01:21:45,479 --> 01:21:47,400
Speaker 10: watching you three times a week since.

1525
01:21:48,080 --> 01:21:52,200
Speaker 2: Rad Thank you, dude. Why did you have a stressful day?

1526
01:21:55,240 --> 01:21:56,120
Speaker 10: I have a stalker?

1527
01:21:57,200 --> 01:21:58,440
Speaker 2: You have a stalker.

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01:21:59,600 --> 01:22:01,080
Speaker 6: I do, so.

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01:22:03,240 --> 01:22:07,080
Speaker 10: I happened to run into them while I was out

1530
01:22:07,080 --> 01:22:11,960
Speaker 10: today and so it kind of shut off the anxiety

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01:22:12,280 --> 01:22:12,680
Speaker 10: that I have.

1532
01:22:16,000 --> 01:22:17,799
Speaker 2: Are you comfortable telling me about your stalker?

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01:22:20,760 --> 01:22:24,639
Speaker 10: I mean, I'll talk about it, but you know, I'll

1534
01:22:24,720 --> 01:22:25,880
Speaker 10: let you know if I'm not.

1535
01:22:25,920 --> 01:22:28,639
Speaker 2: Comfortable tell me about your stalker.

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01:22:31,479 --> 01:22:36,000
Speaker 10: There's someone who I went on a couple of dates with,

1537
01:22:36,880 --> 01:22:40,880
Speaker 10: and you know, I just wasn't feeling it after a

1538
01:22:40,920 --> 01:22:43,960
Speaker 10: couple after a couple of times seeing each other, and

1539
01:22:44,000 --> 01:22:49,080
Speaker 10: then let them know that I wasn't really interested and

1540
01:22:50,200 --> 01:22:56,439
Speaker 10: couldn't take the hint, I guess, And so didn't hear

1541
01:22:56,479 --> 01:22:58,720
Speaker 10: from them for about a month. And then all of

1542
01:22:58,760 --> 01:23:01,320
Speaker 10: a sudden, like I know, as they were showing up

1543
01:23:01,400 --> 01:23:05,000
Speaker 10: at my work, and then they were showing up.

1544
01:23:07,000 --> 01:23:09,480
Speaker 17: Near the places where I shop.

1545
01:23:09,200 --> 01:23:12,720
Speaker 10: And stuff like that, and so I don't know if

1546
01:23:12,800 --> 01:23:15,959
Speaker 10: it's coincidences or.

1547
01:23:17,439 --> 01:23:18,360
Speaker 3: You know, but.

1548
01:23:23,280 --> 01:23:28,160
Speaker 10: It's you know, it gives you a bit of paranoia.

1549
01:23:28,640 --> 01:23:31,240
Speaker 10: There's that always underlying paranoia of it.

1550
01:23:32,520 --> 01:23:38,559
Speaker 2: What do is if they want from you the problem?

1551
01:23:39,160 --> 01:23:46,280
Speaker 10: And I'm honestly afraid to talk to them because I

1552
01:23:46,360 --> 01:23:52,200
Speaker 10: have them blocked on everything, and if I see them

1553
01:23:52,240 --> 01:23:55,519
Speaker 10: in person or like if I'm out now, keep in

1554
01:23:55,520 --> 01:23:59,559
Speaker 10: mind like recently, you know, within the last year, because

1555
01:23:59,560 --> 01:24:02,760
Speaker 10: everyone's wearing masks and stuff, I don't even know if

1556
01:24:02,760 --> 01:24:10,520
Speaker 10: they're around. And I moved not that long ago, in September,

1557
01:24:10,640 --> 01:24:14,559
Speaker 10: and I've yet to tell anybody that I've moved because

1558
01:24:14,600 --> 01:24:19,519
Speaker 10: I'm so afraid of it to get back to them.

1559
01:24:19,640 --> 01:24:25,120
Speaker 2: Those are reasonable fears. Yeah, have you taken any sort

1560
01:24:25,160 --> 01:24:30,200
Speaker 2: of judicial action against them.

1561
01:24:33,000 --> 01:24:40,680
Speaker 10: I mean I've filed, like I've made it known to

1562
01:24:40,720 --> 01:24:49,280
Speaker 10: the authorities, but really like nothing nothing like violent or

1563
01:24:49,320 --> 01:24:52,799
Speaker 10: anything like that has really happened or any like threats.

1564
01:24:52,880 --> 01:24:58,280
Speaker 10: It's more just they show up out of nowhere and

1565
01:24:58,479 --> 01:25:03,040
Speaker 10: it freaks me out. And you know, what can I do.

1566
01:25:03,160 --> 01:25:08,959
Speaker 10: I can't really call the I and I feel guilty

1567
01:25:08,960 --> 01:25:11,160
Speaker 10: if I were to call the police and say, hey,

1568
01:25:11,280 --> 01:25:12,680
Speaker 10: like this person showed.

1569
01:25:12,479 --> 01:25:15,280
Speaker 2: Up at my work or I mean, I don't think

1570
01:25:15,280 --> 01:25:17,200
Speaker 2: it's all I think you should feel. I don't think

1571
01:25:17,240 --> 01:25:20,439
Speaker 2: it's you know, you should feel guilty. I mean, I mean,

1572
01:25:20,479 --> 01:25:24,320
Speaker 2: here's the thing, right if they here's the way I

1573
01:25:24,360 --> 01:25:28,400
Speaker 2: see it. If this person is bothering you to the

1574
01:25:28,520 --> 01:25:32,479
Speaker 2: point where you think where to the point where you

1575
01:25:32,560 --> 01:25:36,479
Speaker 2: feel the need to get the authorities involved, that right

1576
01:25:36,520 --> 01:25:43,839
Speaker 2: there validates that it is worth getting the authorities involved. Yeah,

1577
01:25:44,840 --> 01:25:46,560
Speaker 2: So it's not saying they feel guilty about.

1578
01:25:48,080 --> 01:25:52,479
Speaker 10: See like I'm and I think that's part of my issue.

1579
01:25:52,520 --> 01:25:56,360
Speaker 10: Like it's been going on for well over a year,

1580
01:25:56,560 --> 01:26:03,760
Speaker 10: like before the pandemic and everything like that, and I

1581
01:26:04,240 --> 01:26:07,600
Speaker 10: and i'd like to you know, I don't try to

1582
01:26:07,720 --> 01:26:11,280
Speaker 10: sound conceited or cocky or anything like that and saying that,

1583
01:26:11,360 --> 01:26:15,360
Speaker 10: I feel like I'm a really nice guy, and so

1584
01:26:15,560 --> 01:26:19,800
Speaker 10: with that, I feel like I'm taking advantage of in

1585
01:26:19,840 --> 01:26:23,960
Speaker 10: regards to that, and I feel like they know that

1586
01:26:24,080 --> 01:26:28,920
Speaker 10: it would take a lot of them to get me

1587
01:26:29,240 --> 01:26:33,719
Speaker 10: to actually do something. I mean, I've I've spoken about

1588
01:26:33,720 --> 01:26:36,479
Speaker 10: it to other people as well. Right, you know, it's

1589
01:26:36,520 --> 01:26:40,559
Speaker 10: not something that I keep to myself, and it's not

1590
01:26:40,600 --> 01:26:44,479
Speaker 10: anything that I was really planning on talking about tonight.

1591
01:26:44,920 --> 01:26:46,479
Speaker 10: I was just gonna call in and tell you what

1592
01:26:46,520 --> 01:26:53,679
Speaker 10: I was looking at, right, But it's, uh, it takes

1593
01:26:53,680 --> 01:26:57,600
Speaker 10: a lot for me to take action about something, I guess,

1594
01:26:57,720 --> 01:27:00,720
Speaker 10: and you know, I had, like I said, I have

1595
01:27:00,920 --> 01:27:04,000
Speaker 10: people I've spoken to about it, but it is there

1596
01:27:04,080 --> 01:27:06,920
Speaker 10: is the underlying It's caused me a lot of anxiety

1597
01:27:07,000 --> 01:27:12,040
Speaker 10: over the lines. And then you know today what's that?

1598
01:27:12,240 --> 01:27:15,320
Speaker 2: Sorry, Oh sorry, go ahead, I actually kind of want

1599
01:27:15,360 --> 01:27:16,479
Speaker 2: to hear about what happened today.

1600
01:27:18,120 --> 01:27:21,719
Speaker 10: I was just I literally went but I went into

1601
01:27:21,760 --> 01:27:25,400
Speaker 10: my bedroom yesterday and I smelled the burning smell and

1602
01:27:26,200 --> 01:27:28,160
Speaker 10: I couldn't figure out where it was coming from, and

1603
01:27:28,200 --> 01:27:31,880
Speaker 10: it was coming from the fan in my bedroom, and

1604
01:27:32,520 --> 01:27:34,960
Speaker 10: so I decided to unplug it and I went out

1605
01:27:34,960 --> 01:27:38,599
Speaker 10: today to buy a new fan, and I was walking

1606
01:27:38,640 --> 01:27:44,559
Speaker 10: around Walmart and I saw them and I knew it

1607
01:27:44,640 --> 01:27:47,320
Speaker 10: was them right away from the jacket. They were running

1608
01:27:48,000 --> 01:27:50,479
Speaker 10: and I just kind of like scooed it down another

1609
01:27:50,600 --> 01:27:53,720
Speaker 10: aisle and I don't know if they saw me, but

1610
01:27:53,840 --> 01:27:57,919
Speaker 10: I saw them. And you know, when things like that happened,

1611
01:27:58,040 --> 01:28:03,120
Speaker 10: because I live in a pretty small town. M when

1612
01:28:03,160 --> 01:28:07,200
Speaker 10: things like that happen where you cross paths, I don't

1613
01:28:07,320 --> 01:28:10,479
Speaker 10: know if it's a coincidence or right.

1614
01:28:10,360 --> 01:28:19,080
Speaker 2: Right, right right, Yeah, that's that's definitely stressful. Yeah, what

1615
01:28:19,120 --> 01:28:23,760
Speaker 2: did you say? Your name was, Mitch? Well, Mitch, listen,

1616
01:28:23,800 --> 01:28:26,360
Speaker 2: don't feel guilty about, you know, taking action that you

1617
01:28:26,520 --> 01:28:30,240
Speaker 2: personally feel justified to take. You know, you're the only

1618
01:28:30,280 --> 01:28:33,479
Speaker 2: person that can be the judge of whether or not

1619
01:28:33,560 --> 01:28:36,720
Speaker 2: you are justified to take any sort of action, So

1620
01:28:36,760 --> 01:28:42,840
Speaker 2: don't feel guilty. All right, what are you looking at?

1621
01:28:45,960 --> 01:28:48,559
Speaker 10: I'm still sitting on my My cats are running all

1622
01:28:48,560 --> 01:28:55,599
Speaker 10: over the place, and I've got you on the TV,

1623
01:28:55,680 --> 01:28:59,879
Speaker 10: but i've got you muted, and it's very much alike

1624
01:29:00,120 --> 01:29:02,960
Speaker 10: in between. So you're not matching up with your words,

1625
01:29:03,880 --> 01:29:05,439
Speaker 10: And then I have I.

1626
01:29:05,360 --> 01:29:10,760
Speaker 2: Never do on the hypocrite. Yeah, I appreciate you calling

1627
01:29:10,800 --> 01:29:12,040
Speaker 2: in and sharing. I'll talk to you.

1628
01:29:11,960 --> 01:29:14,519
Speaker 10: Soon, all right, have a good night.

1629
01:29:14,600 --> 01:29:14,800
Speaker 3: Man.

1630
01:29:15,560 --> 01:29:16,160
Speaker 10: Nice to meet you.

1631
01:29:17,160 --> 01:29:17,960
Speaker 2: Nice to meet you too.

1632
01:29:19,360 --> 01:29:26,080
Speaker 8: But all from pee pee poop.

1633
01:29:27,640 --> 01:29:28,320
Speaker 2: People poopoo?

1634
01:29:28,400 --> 01:29:28,640
Speaker 3: Is that you?

1635
01:29:29,680 --> 01:29:31,640
Speaker 2: It is me, peepe poopoo. How are you?

1636
01:29:32,800 --> 01:29:32,920
Speaker 19: Oh?

1637
01:29:33,040 --> 01:29:33,439
Speaker 7: Pretty good?

1638
01:29:33,479 --> 01:29:33,760
Speaker 6: How are you?

1639
01:29:33,840 --> 01:29:34,000
Speaker 16: Man?

1640
01:29:37,680 --> 01:29:40,280
Speaker 2: You know I'm doing all right, peepe poopoo.

1641
01:29:41,800 --> 01:29:42,720
Speaker 6: That's good, it's good.

1642
01:29:43,520 --> 01:29:45,479
Speaker 2: I'm so curious about you peep people. You seem like

1643
01:29:45,520 --> 01:29:47,000
Speaker 2: you have a lot of like you got a lot

1644
01:29:47,040 --> 01:29:49,000
Speaker 2: of mystery to you, and I and I want to

1645
01:29:49,120 --> 01:29:50,519
Speaker 2: sort of see what makes you tick?

1646
01:29:51,400 --> 01:29:51,560
Speaker 16: You know?

1647
01:29:52,120 --> 01:29:53,880
Speaker 2: I mean you are you aware of the fact that

1648
01:29:53,960 --> 01:29:56,080
Speaker 2: you have a lot of mystery surrounding you? And that's

1649
01:29:56,120 --> 01:29:57,280
Speaker 2: sort of the vibe that you're giving off.

1650
01:29:58,000 --> 01:30:00,439
Speaker 17: It's a combination of peeping poo poo.

1651
01:30:01,040 --> 01:30:05,559
Speaker 2: Mmm. How long do you have to experiment and tinker

1652
01:30:05,640 --> 01:30:08,000
Speaker 2: around to find this perfect combination that has made you

1653
01:30:08,040 --> 01:30:08,719
Speaker 2: who you are today?

1654
01:30:10,080 --> 01:30:10,280
Speaker 3: Well?

1655
01:30:10,920 --> 01:30:13,200
Speaker 17: I do it into a condom and then then I

1656
01:30:13,280 --> 01:30:13,920
Speaker 17: put it back up.

1657
01:30:15,520 --> 01:30:17,920
Speaker 2: Mm. You pp and you poop poo into a condom

1658
01:30:17,960 --> 01:30:19,439
Speaker 2: and then you put it up into your anus?

1659
01:30:20,760 --> 01:30:21,800
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah?

1660
01:30:22,920 --> 01:30:22,960
Speaker 10: What?

1661
01:30:23,160 --> 01:30:23,200
Speaker 6: What?

1662
01:30:23,520 --> 01:30:23,560
Speaker 3: What?

1663
01:30:24,040 --> 01:30:26,960
Speaker 2: All right? So I know that now you know? Okay,

1664
01:30:27,120 --> 01:30:29,439
Speaker 2: of course that is the sort of code by which

1665
01:30:29,520 --> 01:30:32,360
Speaker 2: you become who you are. You pee and poop into

1666
01:30:32,400 --> 01:30:33,759
Speaker 2: a condom and you put it up into your anus.

1667
01:30:33,800 --> 01:30:37,360
Speaker 2: But you didn't always know the benefits of that. You

1668
01:30:37,439 --> 01:30:39,880
Speaker 2: had to experiment to discover these benefits. What was that

1669
01:30:40,040 --> 01:30:42,320
Speaker 2: first time conducting this experiment?

1670
01:30:42,520 --> 01:30:48,280
Speaker 17: Like I was watching Ghostbusters and uh, the Slimmer Slimmer

1671
01:30:48,360 --> 01:30:51,400
Speaker 17: came on the screen, and I just I have to

1672
01:30:51,439 --> 01:30:52,840
Speaker 17: go to the bathroom. But I didn't want to go.

1673
01:30:53,120 --> 01:30:55,000
Speaker 17: I didn't want to go to the bathroom because it's.

1674
01:30:54,920 --> 01:30:57,080
Speaker 21: Like, you know, I got to get up and walk,

1675
01:30:57,400 --> 01:31:00,280
Speaker 21: of course, and I had had a dome psynomic counter,

1676
01:31:00,400 --> 01:31:02,760
Speaker 21: and I was like, you know what, I'm just going

1677
01:31:02,840 --> 01:31:06,200
Speaker 21: to go and I went in it. And then I

1678
01:31:06,320 --> 01:31:08,439
Speaker 21: was like, I can't throw in the garbage can because

1679
01:31:08,439 --> 01:31:12,040
Speaker 21: it's gonna stink. So I just I watched slim Or

1680
01:31:12,080 --> 01:31:13,120
Speaker 21: eat a pizza and then I just.

1681
01:31:13,439 --> 01:31:13,920
Speaker 3: Put it up.

1682
01:31:18,880 --> 01:31:20,479
Speaker 2: And did it change your life?

1683
01:31:22,360 --> 01:31:22,519
Speaker 14: Well?

1684
01:31:22,600 --> 01:31:24,599
Speaker 17: Yeah, well I'm still alive today.

1685
01:31:26,560 --> 01:31:27,320
Speaker 2: What are you looking at?

1686
01:31:29,240 --> 01:31:31,479
Speaker 17: I'm looking at the screens, looking at the gag.

1687
01:31:33,479 --> 01:31:34,280
Speaker 2: Can you do me a favor?

1688
01:31:35,200 --> 01:31:35,599
Speaker 3: That's up?

1689
01:31:36,600 --> 01:31:37,559
Speaker 2: Are you sitting or standing?

1690
01:31:38,880 --> 01:31:39,120
Speaker 3: Laye?

1691
01:31:40,360 --> 01:31:41,080
Speaker 2: Can you stand up?

1692
01:31:42,800 --> 01:31:43,000
Speaker 17: Yeah?

1693
01:31:43,439 --> 01:31:48,559
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, all right, can you turn around?

1694
01:31:50,040 --> 01:31:50,719
Speaker 17: Turning around?

1695
01:31:52,960 --> 01:31:53,479
Speaker 2: Have you turned?

1696
01:31:55,120 --> 01:31:55,360
Speaker 11: Yeah?

1697
01:31:55,920 --> 01:31:56,719
Speaker 2: What are you looking at.

1698
01:31:58,160 --> 01:31:59,320
Speaker 6: On a wall?

1699
01:32:00,680 --> 01:32:01,360
Speaker 2: What's on the wall?

1700
01:32:02,479 --> 01:32:02,599
Speaker 5: Uh?

1701
01:32:03,880 --> 01:32:06,800
Speaker 17: This this painting is my wife bought it. It looks

1702
01:32:07,200 --> 01:32:09,759
Speaker 17: it's not even a painting. It's like fucking some cloth

1703
01:32:10,320 --> 01:32:11,120
Speaker 17: shit in a frame.

1704
01:32:11,880 --> 01:32:13,120
Speaker 2: Can you like describe it to me?

1705
01:32:14,880 --> 01:32:18,160
Speaker 17: It's like, uh, some weavy lines, like a black line,

1706
01:32:18,200 --> 01:32:20,920
Speaker 17: a blue line. It's like a seventies kind of I

1707
01:32:20,920 --> 01:32:21,920
Speaker 17: don't know what the fuck it is.

1708
01:32:23,880 --> 01:32:25,559
Speaker 2: Does your wife know that you pee and poop into

1709
01:32:25,560 --> 01:32:27,120
Speaker 2: a condom and put it back up into your anus?

1710
01:32:28,080 --> 01:32:28,200
Speaker 12: Well?

1711
01:32:28,280 --> 01:32:30,200
Speaker 17: Yeah, well yeah, that's part of the deal.

1712
01:32:32,320 --> 01:32:35,799
Speaker 2: How does she feel about it? I mean it's erotic,

1713
01:32:36,920 --> 01:32:37,519
Speaker 2: she's into it.

1714
01:32:38,360 --> 01:32:39,240
Speaker 17: It's an expression.

1715
01:32:39,880 --> 01:32:40,840
Speaker 2: Does she ever watch you do it?

1716
01:32:42,479 --> 01:32:44,920
Speaker 17: Yeah? She participates in the ppe poop poop?

1717
01:32:45,560 --> 01:32:49,040
Speaker 2: Does she peeps and peas and poops into a condom

1718
01:32:49,560 --> 01:32:52,760
Speaker 2: and then you put up your anis right? Does it

1719
01:32:52,800 --> 01:32:53,960
Speaker 2: ever go up her anus.

1720
01:32:55,479 --> 01:32:56,280
Speaker 17: From time to time?

1721
01:32:58,479 --> 01:32:59,760
Speaker 2: What do you call this act?

1722
01:33:02,240 --> 01:33:05,200
Speaker 17: Well, if if it's been in the freezer, it's an

1723
01:33:05,240 --> 01:33:12,400
Speaker 17: Alaskan pipeline. And if it's warm, called summer breeze.

1724
01:33:17,360 --> 01:33:18,160
Speaker 2: Do you love your wife?

1725
01:33:19,720 --> 01:33:20,599
Speaker 17: Oh? Yeah, yeah?

1726
01:33:21,200 --> 01:33:22,000
Speaker 3: What do you love about her?

1727
01:33:23,680 --> 01:33:23,840
Speaker 12: Uh?

1728
01:33:24,640 --> 01:33:28,679
Speaker 17: You know like, I like that, and she cooks really good,

1729
01:33:30,479 --> 01:33:36,280
Speaker 17: and uh she looks she looks good, she smells nice.

1730
01:33:36,400 --> 01:33:38,559
Speaker 17: She doesn't ever smell like Pooh ever.

1731
01:33:43,680 --> 01:33:43,840
Speaker 3: Ever.

1732
01:33:44,800 --> 01:33:46,559
Speaker 2: But wouldn't that be a bad thing because you seem

1733
01:33:46,600 --> 01:33:47,320
Speaker 2: to kind of like Pooh.

1734
01:33:48,600 --> 01:33:50,680
Speaker 17: Well, now it's it's encapsulated.

1735
01:33:53,720 --> 01:33:54,920
Speaker 2: Is your wife with you right now?

1736
01:33:56,120 --> 01:33:59,400
Speaker 17: No? No, she she fucking hates your show more than

1737
01:33:59,439 --> 01:34:02,120
Speaker 17: anything on her Actually she left the room earlier.

1738
01:34:01,880 --> 01:34:03,080
Speaker 3: Because I was watching your show.

1739
01:34:04,640 --> 01:34:05,599
Speaker 2: Why does she hit my show?

1740
01:34:06,360 --> 01:34:06,519
Speaker 3: Oh?

1741
01:34:06,800 --> 01:34:09,960
Speaker 17: Fucking I she just I don't know. She just looks

1742
01:34:10,000 --> 01:34:12,200
Speaker 17: at you and she's like that. I fucking I can't

1743
01:34:12,240 --> 01:34:13,559
Speaker 17: do this right now every time.

1744
01:34:14,200 --> 01:34:16,200
Speaker 2: I understand it's not for everyone.

1745
01:34:17,680 --> 01:34:18,960
Speaker 17: I mean, I like it.

1746
01:34:20,160 --> 01:34:20,800
Speaker 2: I appreciate that.

1747
01:34:21,920 --> 01:34:22,640
Speaker 17: Where did the fish go?

1748
01:34:23,760 --> 01:34:27,680
Speaker 2: It doesn't matter. Okay, would you say your name was.

1749
01:34:29,360 --> 01:34:29,840
Speaker 3: Uh wo?

1750
01:34:30,000 --> 01:34:31,160
Speaker 6: My real name is John.

1751
01:34:34,040 --> 01:34:36,559
Speaker 2: Well pepehoo boo. I appreciate you sharing what we share

1752
01:34:36,600 --> 01:34:38,439
Speaker 2: with us this evening. And tell your wife I said hello.

1753
01:34:39,760 --> 01:34:42,439
Speaker 17: I'm going to tell her tomorrow when she wakes up

1754
01:34:42,560 --> 01:34:43,559
Speaker 17: for her Now.

1755
01:34:45,640 --> 01:34:48,880
Speaker 2: I love you, Peepooo. I'll talk to you soon. Love you, get.

1756
01:34:51,320 --> 01:34:51,720
Speaker 3: Sitter bro.

1757
01:34:52,600 --> 01:34:53,080
Speaker 2: Good night.

1758
01:34:54,520 --> 01:35:06,240
Speaker 14: All from God, Scott, Scott, Hello, Hello Scott no way

1759
01:35:07,160 --> 01:35:07,800
Speaker 14: is this the gig.

1760
01:35:08,439 --> 01:35:10,719
Speaker 2: This is the gek Oh Scott.

1761
01:35:11,240 --> 01:35:13,160
Speaker 22: I give you a text last night and I said

1762
01:35:13,240 --> 01:35:16,400
Speaker 22: that I have reason to believe that I'm the toxic

1763
01:35:16,560 --> 01:35:18,920
Speaker 22: person in all of my relationships.

1764
01:35:21,680 --> 01:35:24,160
Speaker 2: You sent me a text. You texted the gek line.

1765
01:35:24,680 --> 01:35:27,120
Speaker 2: I get, yeah, saying that you believe that you are

1766
01:35:27,200 --> 01:35:29,160
Speaker 2: the toxic personal of your relationships.

1767
01:35:29,880 --> 01:35:30,519
Speaker 9: This is correct.

1768
01:35:31,160 --> 01:35:32,400
Speaker 2: And what makes you believe that?

1769
01:35:33,920 --> 01:35:35,719
Speaker 7: Well, whenever I start.

1770
01:35:35,560 --> 01:35:38,880
Speaker 22: Talking with somebody, I blocked them from my Snapchat story

1771
01:35:39,040 --> 01:35:41,080
Speaker 22: so that I can post thing, or so i can

1772
01:35:41,120 --> 01:35:43,639
Speaker 22: post thing without them knowing that I'm ignoring them.

1773
01:35:49,280 --> 01:35:52,000
Speaker 2: Whenever you okay, whenever you start talking to someone on Snapchat,

1774
01:35:52,200 --> 01:35:54,559
Speaker 2: you block them from seeing your Snapchat stories that they

1775
01:35:54,600 --> 01:35:57,759
Speaker 2: don't know that you are posting on your story without

1776
01:35:57,920 --> 01:36:03,200
Speaker 2: respond to them first. Correct. Here's what you should do.

1777
01:36:04,360 --> 01:36:09,800
Speaker 2: I believe you need to first of all, anyone I

1778
01:36:09,880 --> 01:36:11,519
Speaker 2: think there's this this, how do I put this? I

1779
01:36:11,600 --> 01:36:13,320
Speaker 2: actually I'm kind of thinking about this lately because, like

1780
01:36:13,840 --> 01:36:16,600
Speaker 2: you know, I have a bunch of people not I'm not.

1781
01:36:17,439 --> 01:36:19,400
Speaker 2: There's no one who I've not. I don't get messages

1782
01:36:19,400 --> 01:36:21,479
Speaker 2: where I'm like fuck this guy or anything, but like

1783
01:36:21,520 --> 01:36:24,320
Speaker 2: I have messages where I'm like, fuck, I want to

1784
01:36:24,400 --> 01:36:28,200
Speaker 2: like respond to this, but I can't right now because

1785
01:36:29,439 --> 01:36:30,960
Speaker 2: I only have time to give a brief one and

1786
01:36:31,040 --> 01:36:32,960
Speaker 2: it deserves a longer one. So I leave a lot

1787
01:36:33,000 --> 01:36:38,320
Speaker 2: of shit on unread and then but I still am

1788
01:36:38,400 --> 01:36:41,160
Speaker 2: like posting things. And my mentality of it is like,

1789
01:36:43,439 --> 01:36:48,000
Speaker 2: I'm a grown ass man. This person I'm talking to,

1790
01:36:48,520 --> 01:36:54,519
Speaker 2: it's a grown ass person. You know, there's no there's

1791
01:36:54,600 --> 01:36:56,880
Speaker 2: no I have, Neither of us should have any room

1792
01:36:56,920 --> 01:37:00,840
Speaker 2: in our lives for the fucking guy. If you're fucking

1793
01:37:01,040 --> 01:37:04,080
Speaker 2: ignoring is you know, just just do live your life,

1794
01:37:04,160 --> 01:37:06,599
Speaker 2: do what you're gonna do. Don't don't get so wrapped

1795
01:37:06,680 --> 01:37:09,599
Speaker 2: up in the drama of thing I think to block

1796
01:37:10,360 --> 01:37:14,160
Speaker 2: this person. It's a little insecurity is not the word,

1797
01:37:14,240 --> 01:37:17,360
Speaker 2: But like, dude, you gotta be comfortable with like someone.

1798
01:37:17,439 --> 01:37:20,439
Speaker 2: If someone gets upset with you because you posted on

1799
01:37:20,560 --> 01:37:25,120
Speaker 2: your story without answering them first, that's kind of their problem,

1800
01:37:25,240 --> 01:37:27,920
Speaker 2: and you gotta look at it that way, you know

1801
01:37:28,080 --> 01:37:33,240
Speaker 2: to to so to be so heavily on the defensive

1802
01:37:34,000 --> 01:37:38,360
Speaker 2: that you're gonna block them is feeding too much into

1803
01:37:39,720 --> 01:37:43,439
Speaker 2: drama of the situation that is not even there. Does

1804
01:37:43,479 --> 01:37:46,280
Speaker 2: that make sense? Does that resonate with you in any way,

1805
01:37:46,280 --> 01:37:46,800
Speaker 2: shape or form.

1806
01:37:47,560 --> 01:37:48,400
Speaker 7: Yeah, a little bit.

1807
01:37:50,880 --> 01:37:53,160
Speaker 2: I would stop doing that. I would stop blocking people,

1808
01:37:53,200 --> 01:37:58,160
Speaker 2: and I would just get comfortable with the idea that

1809
01:37:58,360 --> 01:38:01,120
Speaker 2: someone might be upset with you for not responding to them,

1810
01:38:01,280 --> 01:38:03,400
Speaker 2: and just be like, well, if that's the case, then

1811
01:38:04,640 --> 01:38:07,720
Speaker 2: that's your problem because I've delve in my life. I'll

1812
01:38:07,760 --> 01:38:09,240
Speaker 2: get back to you. When I get back to you,

1813
01:38:11,800 --> 01:38:14,519
Speaker 2: you don't have to be so defensive about it, if

1814
01:38:14,600 --> 01:38:15,160
Speaker 2: that makes sense.

1815
01:38:15,760 --> 01:38:15,960
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1816
01:38:17,920 --> 01:38:21,479
Speaker 22: Another toxic trait that one of my friends pointed out

1817
01:38:21,800 --> 01:38:24,519
Speaker 22: of mine is that when I start talking to somebody,

1818
01:38:25,040 --> 01:38:29,360
Speaker 22: I like am one with them. So for like the

1819
01:38:29,479 --> 01:38:33,160
Speaker 22: first week or whatever that we're talking, I'm just nothing

1820
01:38:33,240 --> 01:38:36,280
Speaker 22: but them is on my mind or whatever. And then

1821
01:38:36,520 --> 01:38:39,400
Speaker 22: after that I get bored of them, and then I'll

1822
01:38:39,520 --> 01:38:44,240
Speaker 22: just ignore them, and then I'll kind of like ease

1823
01:38:44,320 --> 01:38:46,640
Speaker 22: back in and out of the relationship.

1824
01:38:47,439 --> 01:38:54,719
Speaker 2: Are these are like romantic relationships you're referring to. Correct, Okay,

1825
01:38:54,760 --> 01:38:56,559
Speaker 2: So you'll be obsessed with someone and you'll get bored

1826
01:38:56,600 --> 01:38:59,880
Speaker 2: with them, Yeah, but then you'll ghost.

1827
01:38:59,640 --> 01:39:04,639
Speaker 22: Them, well, not not completely ghost like I make them.

1828
01:39:05,800 --> 01:39:13,640
Speaker 7: Mhmm. I still talk to them just like.

1829
01:39:15,400 --> 01:39:17,000
Speaker 14: M I say that I have.

1830
01:39:18,479 --> 01:39:21,360
Speaker 22: Schoolwork and stuff, and then I just go do other

1831
01:39:21,479 --> 01:39:22,760
Speaker 22: things instead of talking to them.

1832
01:39:23,920 --> 01:39:25,800
Speaker 2: This is a tough one. I've thought about this before

1833
01:39:25,840 --> 01:39:32,840
Speaker 2: because I'm I've I'm I haven't made like uh in

1834
01:39:33,240 --> 01:39:34,800
Speaker 2: I have, I don't, I don't have like a uh

1835
01:39:34,960 --> 01:39:43,680
Speaker 2: what is this like set in stone idea of what

1836
01:39:44,560 --> 01:39:48,120
Speaker 2: two people at the beginning of relationship owe each other,

1837
01:39:48,760 --> 01:39:52,519
Speaker 2: because on one because what what someone could say? You

1838
01:39:52,600 --> 01:39:54,639
Speaker 2: don't know, you don't know anyone anything. If you want

1839
01:39:54,680 --> 01:39:57,240
Speaker 2: to stop talking to them, just fucking stop talking to them.

1840
01:39:57,240 --> 01:40:03,200
Speaker 2: You don't you don't know them anything. You know, But

1841
01:40:03,240 --> 01:40:09,320
Speaker 2: I don't know if that's necessarily what I believe. I

1842
01:40:09,400 --> 01:40:11,439
Speaker 2: think you should do whichever option makes you feel the

1843
01:40:11,479 --> 01:40:13,320
Speaker 2: most to peace with it, right, and so if it

1844
01:40:13,320 --> 01:40:16,640
Speaker 2: would make you feel best too, if you're like ah,

1845
01:40:16,760 --> 01:40:18,479
Speaker 2: if you feel bad about it, if you feel bad

1846
01:40:18,520 --> 01:40:23,679
Speaker 2: about ghosting these people, then you know, just be honest,

1847
01:40:23,800 --> 01:40:26,080
Speaker 2: just be like, hey, I'm sorry, I don't think this

1848
01:40:26,200 --> 01:40:28,800
Speaker 2: is working. And and and you don't, by the way,

1849
01:40:28,840 --> 01:40:32,080
Speaker 2: you don't. If you are the start talking to someone,

1850
01:40:32,160 --> 01:40:34,120
Speaker 2: then you just get bored of them. That's fine. You

1851
01:40:34,160 --> 01:40:36,519
Speaker 2: don't owe and you don't owe anyone anything romantically. Ever,

1852
01:40:37,400 --> 01:40:40,840
Speaker 2: I believe that if you start talking as when you

1853
01:40:40,880 --> 01:40:42,920
Speaker 2: get bored of them and it makes you feel better

1854
01:40:43,040 --> 01:40:45,479
Speaker 2: to sort of give them some closure and in turn

1855
01:40:45,600 --> 01:40:48,360
Speaker 2: give yourself some closure, then you know, I think you should.

1856
01:40:48,920 --> 01:40:52,120
Speaker 2: But if not, again, I'm not setting stone in this.

1857
01:40:52,200 --> 01:40:54,120
Speaker 2: I could be convinced either way, but I I you know,

1858
01:40:54,120 --> 01:40:56,920
Speaker 2: I don't think that you necessarily owe them anything, especially

1859
01:40:56,960 --> 01:40:58,840
Speaker 2: if you know it's a new relationship. It's not like

1860
01:40:58,920 --> 01:41:01,920
Speaker 2: you know even day for years, or or even months

1861
01:41:02,040 --> 01:41:02,400
Speaker 2: or anything.

1862
01:41:03,400 --> 01:41:03,599
Speaker 6: Yeah.

1863
01:41:04,280 --> 01:41:06,800
Speaker 22: The problem though, is that when I find somebody that

1864
01:41:06,920 --> 01:41:10,240
Speaker 22: I like, really like and that I want to spend

1865
01:41:10,320 --> 01:41:12,519
Speaker 22: time with all the time, I just.

1866
01:41:14,120 --> 01:41:14,519
Speaker 6: I don't.

1867
01:41:16,439 --> 01:41:19,760
Speaker 22: I don't know whether I can't convince myself like.

1868
01:41:21,479 --> 01:41:23,439
Speaker 7: That I want to keep spending time with them.

1869
01:41:25,920 --> 01:41:29,240
Speaker 22: I I guess maybe it's my attachment issues.

1870
01:41:29,280 --> 01:41:30,240
Speaker 19: Maybe that's what it is.

1871
01:41:32,080 --> 01:41:34,000
Speaker 3: Knows mm hmm.

1872
01:41:34,479 --> 01:41:37,479
Speaker 2: Well, that's a conversation for you to have with a

1873
01:41:37,520 --> 01:41:38,200
Speaker 2: real therapist.

1874
01:41:39,560 --> 01:41:40,120
Speaker 9: This is true.

1875
01:41:40,800 --> 01:41:44,719
Speaker 2: What your name was, Scott? Thank you for coming in, Scott,

1876
01:41:44,720 --> 01:41:45,400
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon.

1877
01:41:45,920 --> 01:41:47,280
Speaker 22: Thank you of a going Jain.

1878
01:41:50,960 --> 01:42:02,519
Speaker 23: All from Theeter Teddy take Sat Kenny, forget BG.

1879
01:42:03,800 --> 01:42:08,320
Speaker 2: You're calling, I'm all right?

1880
01:42:08,520 --> 01:42:08,640
Speaker 3: Is that?

1881
01:42:08,920 --> 01:42:09,120
Speaker 9: What is?

1882
01:42:09,240 --> 01:42:09,880
Speaker 2: What is bubba.

1883
01:42:11,360 --> 01:42:13,360
Speaker 6: Bubba is what I call it. Well, I'm also from

1884
01:42:13,439 --> 01:42:15,960
Speaker 6: I heard just going there. Bubba is like a bubb

1885
01:42:16,120 --> 01:42:19,200
Speaker 6: or a budd or a bubba, term of endearment for

1886
01:42:19,320 --> 01:42:20,639
Speaker 6: a man to another man.

1887
01:42:22,240 --> 01:42:25,800
Speaker 2: Can Can it be used by men to women? Can

1888
01:42:25,840 --> 01:42:29,479
Speaker 2: it be used? Is it exclusively in use by and

1889
01:42:29,640 --> 01:42:30,479
Speaker 2: towards men?

1890
01:42:32,000 --> 01:42:34,720
Speaker 6: Well? I guess it depends on your where you're going

1891
01:42:34,800 --> 01:42:36,160
Speaker 6: with it. You know what I mean. I call a

1892
01:42:36,200 --> 01:42:38,759
Speaker 6: woman bubb or bubba, but that don't mean I'm gonna kisser.

1893
01:42:39,240 --> 01:42:40,960
Speaker 6: If you're kissing them, you can't say bubba.

1894
01:42:42,360 --> 01:42:47,160
Speaker 2: So if you're romantically involved with a woman, it's not

1895
01:42:47,200 --> 01:42:48,439
Speaker 2: appropriate to call her bubba.

1896
01:42:49,240 --> 01:42:51,080
Speaker 6: I don't. I don't, I don't know. I wouldn't do it.

1897
01:42:52,880 --> 01:42:53,000
Speaker 10: Is it?

1898
01:42:53,360 --> 01:42:56,080
Speaker 2: Is it anything? Is it like dude at all? Like

1899
01:42:56,160 --> 01:42:59,360
Speaker 2: I call I call women dude? I know, even if

1900
01:42:59,400 --> 01:43:02,639
Speaker 2: I'm romantically involved with I would call you know, her dude.

1901
01:43:02,640 --> 01:43:04,600
Speaker 2: I don't think in the gates the romantics.

1902
01:43:06,040 --> 01:43:07,639
Speaker 6: No, you can be in the bed with a woman

1903
01:43:07,880 --> 01:43:10,599
Speaker 6: doing stuff and call her dude. It's okay. But if

1904
01:43:10,640 --> 01:43:13,120
Speaker 6: you call her bubba, that's not good.

1905
01:43:19,479 --> 01:43:20,960
Speaker 2: Did you say you're also in Texas?

1906
01:43:21,920 --> 01:43:25,120
Speaker 6: I'm out here in uh East Texas and holy man,

1907
01:43:26,000 --> 01:43:28,840
Speaker 6: they can't even get a dude, I had to drive

1908
01:43:28,880 --> 01:43:30,400
Speaker 6: in the town to get pizza today.

1909
01:43:31,960 --> 01:43:34,080
Speaker 2: Tell me how much how much battery is left on

1910
01:43:34,160 --> 01:43:35,479
Speaker 2: your phone right now that you're using.

1911
01:43:36,160 --> 01:43:39,760
Speaker 6: I got a generator. I got generators. We got firewood. Man,

1912
01:43:40,040 --> 01:43:42,560
Speaker 6: I didn't I have pitchy down with the gas. I

1913
01:43:42,600 --> 01:43:43,599
Speaker 6: ain't going nowhere.

1914
01:43:44,320 --> 01:43:45,840
Speaker 2: You got, you got, we gotta get. You hooked up

1915
01:43:45,880 --> 01:43:48,680
Speaker 2: with Jessica. But she's fucking dying over there. Well, I

1916
01:43:49,240 --> 01:43:50,479
Speaker 2: wait for it that she doesn't like.

1917
01:43:51,560 --> 01:43:54,000
Speaker 6: Well, I'll do her right, man. I got a truck.

1918
01:43:54,400 --> 01:43:56,000
Speaker 6: I'll take her to town. I'll take her to get

1919
01:43:56,040 --> 01:43:57,479
Speaker 6: barbecue whatever she needs.

1920
01:43:58,400 --> 01:43:58,800
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

1921
01:44:00,360 --> 01:44:02,800
Speaker 6: Anyway, man, I didn't call about the blizzard. Man, that's

1922
01:44:02,800 --> 01:44:07,439
Speaker 6: a whole bunch of height. I was calling about. Well, okay,

1923
01:44:07,520 --> 01:44:10,400
Speaker 6: here's the deal. And I don't know if this is

1924
01:44:10,520 --> 01:44:13,560
Speaker 6: my business, but it's my friend's business. And I like

1925
01:44:13,680 --> 01:44:16,160
Speaker 6: to get into my friend's business. So I have a friend,

1926
01:44:16,640 --> 01:44:19,719
Speaker 6: I've known him forever and he was living in another

1927
01:44:19,800 --> 01:44:23,320
Speaker 6: buddy's house but he was renting him up the house. Well,

1928
01:44:23,400 --> 01:44:27,360
Speaker 6: that friend trashed it, basically, nothing short of smear and

1929
01:44:27,400 --> 01:44:30,559
Speaker 6: poop on the wall. And he owes my other buddy money.

1930
01:44:31,760 --> 01:44:35,000
Speaker 6: Now I'm trying to figure out do I get in

1931
01:44:35,160 --> 01:44:39,080
Speaker 6: on this? Do I say something? I do I say

1932
01:44:39,160 --> 01:44:43,000
Speaker 6: something about this because it's gonna make people mad, But

1933
01:44:43,320 --> 01:44:45,960
Speaker 6: I feel that it's my place when someone owes money.

1934
01:44:46,400 --> 01:44:48,719
Speaker 6: I don't like to I don't know anyone money.

1935
01:44:48,720 --> 01:44:49,360
Speaker 7: You know what I'm saying.

1936
01:44:52,240 --> 01:44:54,639
Speaker 2: Tell me all the parties involved so that I get

1937
01:44:54,680 --> 01:44:57,800
Speaker 2: this sor right. So you have your friend, let's say

1938
01:44:57,880 --> 01:45:00,439
Speaker 2: my friend. His name is if you if you could,

1939
01:45:00,520 --> 01:45:02,559
Speaker 2: could you explain the parties involved?

1940
01:45:03,439 --> 01:45:06,920
Speaker 6: Okay, There's a man named Justin. He likes to dress

1941
01:45:07,560 --> 01:45:09,519
Speaker 6: in a lot of leather. He wears a lot of leather,

1942
01:45:09,600 --> 01:45:12,320
Speaker 6: It's strange. Then we have another man, his name let's

1943
01:45:12,400 --> 01:45:19,400
Speaker 6: call him Brian. Now Brian. He was living in Justin's house, okay,

1944
01:45:20,800 --> 01:45:25,920
Speaker 6: and then Brian owed Justin some money. And I have

1945
01:45:26,120 --> 01:45:27,720
Speaker 6: nothing to do with any of it. But I know

1946
01:45:27,840 --> 01:45:30,240
Speaker 6: both of them, and I just can't help but not

1947
01:45:31,240 --> 01:45:34,920
Speaker 6: say something to him because I feel that Justin doesn't

1948
01:45:34,960 --> 01:45:36,680
Speaker 6: want to ask for the money because it might be

1949
01:45:36,880 --> 01:45:38,960
Speaker 6: bad for the friendship. But then I feel the other

1950
01:45:39,080 --> 01:45:42,920
Speaker 6: dude is taking advantage of the other guy's softness. If

1951
01:45:42,960 --> 01:45:46,360
Speaker 6: you will, maybe I do need to step put a

1952
01:45:46,400 --> 01:45:47,040
Speaker 6: boot in the door.

1953
01:45:47,120 --> 01:45:53,599
Speaker 2: You know, you mentioned something as well about one party

1954
01:45:53,880 --> 01:45:58,080
Speaker 2: smearing poop on the other party's house. When did this occur?

1955
01:45:59,240 --> 01:46:01,360
Speaker 6: Well, that's just way I see it. No one told

1956
01:46:01,479 --> 01:46:03,880
Speaker 6: me that's what happened. But in my head, I just

1957
01:46:04,120 --> 01:46:06,920
Speaker 6: know someone ate a lot of space of dust and

1958
01:46:07,080 --> 01:46:08,759
Speaker 6: started smearing poop on the walls.

1959
01:46:08,840 --> 01:46:12,080
Speaker 2: Man, I just didn't hear that literally happened.

1960
01:46:13,280 --> 01:46:16,200
Speaker 6: Well, I don't know. I mean, what is literal these days?

1961
01:46:16,240 --> 01:46:16,880
Speaker 6: What is real?

1962
01:46:19,000 --> 01:46:19,280
Speaker 11: So you.

1963
01:46:21,880 --> 01:46:28,800
Speaker 2: Know what, so you imagined your friends smearing poop on

1964
01:46:28,880 --> 01:46:31,599
Speaker 2: your other friend's house, It didn't happen. You think it's

1965
01:46:31,680 --> 01:46:35,200
Speaker 2: gonna happen. Where where is this event on the spectrum

1966
01:46:35,240 --> 01:46:35,839
Speaker 2: of reality?

1967
01:46:37,400 --> 01:46:40,920
Speaker 6: Well, on my spectrum of reality did happened? I mean,

1968
01:46:41,280 --> 01:46:44,840
Speaker 6: in my head, I can see him taking the rag

1969
01:46:45,000 --> 01:46:47,519
Speaker 6: he used because probably the water was out because he

1970
01:46:47,560 --> 01:46:49,920
Speaker 6: hadn't been made the water bill. He had no he

1971
01:46:50,000 --> 01:46:53,200
Speaker 6: didn't have a shower to go. He he definitely didn't

1972
01:46:53,200 --> 01:46:55,080
Speaker 6: have no poil of paper, he didn't have no money.

1973
01:46:55,560 --> 01:46:58,280
Speaker 6: So he takes the rag or something and then he's like,

1974
01:46:58,400 --> 01:47:00,920
Speaker 6: fucking fuck, this guy's make me pay. He's not giving

1975
01:47:00,960 --> 01:47:02,679
Speaker 6: me a loan. And he just did a big smeared

1976
01:47:02,720 --> 01:47:04,400
Speaker 6: prior with a big f and that you on the

1977
01:47:04,479 --> 01:47:10,080
Speaker 6: wall or something. No, te Well, i'd say it didn't happen.

1978
01:47:10,120 --> 01:47:13,040
Speaker 6: I'd say it happened, but in their reality. I'm not sure.

1979
01:47:15,320 --> 01:47:17,960
Speaker 2: Ted, Can I ask you something again? I want you

1980
01:47:17,960 --> 01:47:23,760
Speaker 2: to be honest with me. Yes, sir, I feel like

1981
01:47:23,840 --> 01:47:29,000
Speaker 2: there's a possibility that it was you who smeared the

1982
01:47:29,080 --> 01:47:35,320
Speaker 2: poop on Justin's wall, and you already sort of went

1983
01:47:35,560 --> 01:47:39,840
Speaker 2: forward on the advice about whether or not you should

1984
01:47:39,840 --> 01:47:43,439
Speaker 2: get involved, and you're coming to me for confirmation that

1985
01:47:43,560 --> 01:47:47,599
Speaker 2: you indeed should have smeared poop on this man's wall.

1986
01:47:48,760 --> 01:47:52,719
Speaker 6: It's a big problem I have. It's called the Fregoli delusion,

1987
01:47:52,800 --> 01:47:56,040
Speaker 6: where you think everyone's the same person in a different costume,

1988
01:47:56,280 --> 01:47:58,880
Speaker 6: Like you are actually the same guy as the guy

1989
01:47:58,920 --> 01:48:01,280
Speaker 6: who did the poop, and and it might have been me,

1990
01:48:01,439 --> 01:48:03,200
Speaker 6: or it might be you or the same dude in

1991
01:48:03,240 --> 01:48:08,240
Speaker 6: a different chair. Right, So yeah, I guess. I mean,

1992
01:48:08,400 --> 01:48:10,560
Speaker 6: if someone did do you wrong, do you do that?

1993
01:48:13,760 --> 01:48:13,880
Speaker 7: Oh?

1994
01:48:13,960 --> 01:48:14,200
Speaker 23: Ted?

1995
01:48:16,680 --> 01:48:20,800
Speaker 2: If you owe yourself money, I think you should pay

1996
01:48:20,800 --> 01:48:21,400
Speaker 2: yourself back.

1997
01:48:24,880 --> 01:48:29,840
Speaker 6: Okay, so I say something, Yeah, Okay, I'm following, man,

1998
01:48:30,080 --> 01:48:31,160
Speaker 6: I'm follow are you done with me?

1999
01:48:31,280 --> 01:48:31,400
Speaker 17: Man?

2000
01:48:31,400 --> 01:48:33,439
Speaker 6: And I feel like they are loads in conversation, but

2001
01:48:34,080 --> 01:48:36,400
Speaker 6: I'm looking at my computer. I'm staring into your face.

2002
01:48:36,520 --> 01:48:39,640
Speaker 6: I see this smile that someone's popping out, and I'll

2003
01:48:39,640 --> 01:48:41,680
Speaker 6: see those eyes looking at me, and it's just like

2004
01:48:41,760 --> 01:48:51,000
Speaker 6: we're there together, same dude, same pace, same dream. I

2005
01:48:51,040 --> 01:48:52,640
Speaker 6: don't know how to end it. I don't know what

2006
01:48:52,800 --> 01:48:55,400
Speaker 6: we do. But we can move on or we can

2007
01:48:55,439 --> 01:49:01,479
Speaker 6: be done. I have more to do, I think that, man.

2008
01:49:01,760 --> 01:49:04,759
Speaker 6: I have some other stuff that I've really been wondering about.

2009
01:49:04,880 --> 01:49:07,439
Speaker 6: You know, I moved out to the country from the

2010
01:49:07,520 --> 01:49:10,040
Speaker 6: city about nine months ago, and I've been living out there,

2011
01:49:10,280 --> 01:49:12,679
Speaker 6: just trying to sort through some things, think my way

2012
01:49:12,760 --> 01:49:16,679
Speaker 6: through stuff. And you know, you hit on this reality

2013
01:49:16,840 --> 01:49:19,719
Speaker 6: topic and this is I know you're not a real therapist,

2014
01:49:19,880 --> 01:49:24,479
Speaker 6: but this reality thing, man, it's a weird one.

2015
01:49:24,560 --> 01:49:24,720
Speaker 3: Huh.

2016
01:49:25,960 --> 01:49:27,640
Speaker 2: What do you think is the weirdest thing about it?

2017
01:49:29,080 --> 01:49:33,120
Speaker 6: Well, let me put it like this, man. Well, I say,

2018
01:49:33,160 --> 01:49:36,280
Speaker 6: the Mandela effect is probably my weirdest thing about reality

2019
01:49:36,439 --> 01:49:39,880
Speaker 6: is Mandela effects kind of been messing with me. The

2020
01:49:40,000 --> 01:49:42,240
Speaker 6: Black Tom attack was a weird one. If you know

2021
01:49:42,320 --> 01:49:45,559
Speaker 6: about that nineteen fourteen German terrorist attack, in the Bay,

2022
01:49:46,080 --> 01:49:51,200
Speaker 6: New York destroying Statue of Liberty. That Stu's pretty weird.

2023
01:49:51,400 --> 01:49:52,920
Speaker 2: But I what is the Mandela effect?

2024
01:49:54,320 --> 01:49:57,880
Speaker 6: The Mandela effect is basically, fifty percent of the population

2025
01:49:58,080 --> 01:50:02,080
Speaker 6: remembers Nelson Mandel dying in prison, and the other fifty

2026
01:50:02,160 --> 01:50:07,240
Speaker 6: percent remembers Nelson Mandela dining in twenty twelve. Basically, dude,

2027
01:50:07,240 --> 01:50:09,920
Speaker 6: whenever they turned on that sirn reactor and plugged into

2028
01:50:10,000 --> 01:50:14,000
Speaker 6: God particle, that it put us in time loop. So

2029
01:50:14,520 --> 01:50:16,760
Speaker 6: if you'd mind, I can go, and I go a

2030
01:50:16,800 --> 01:50:23,400
Speaker 6: little like one step up on this ladder of reality weirdness. Sure, Okay,

2031
01:50:23,960 --> 01:50:26,400
Speaker 6: So it all starts back in the fuck and it

2032
01:50:26,479 --> 01:50:29,599
Speaker 6: all starts back with Donald Trump's uncle, John G. Trump,

2033
01:50:29,920 --> 01:50:32,479
Speaker 6: John G. Trump, and everyone. You can look me up

2034
01:50:32,560 --> 01:50:34,800
Speaker 6: on this. This is real. John G. Trump was the

2035
01:50:34,920 --> 01:50:39,639
Speaker 6: lead engineer at MIT. Whenever Nichola Tesla died, Nicholas Tesla

2036
01:50:39,840 --> 01:50:43,080
Speaker 6: claimed to have a time machine. So Nichola Tesla's time

2037
01:50:43,160 --> 01:50:46,280
Speaker 6: machine was gotten by Donald Trump's uncle. All of a sudden,

2038
01:50:46,520 --> 01:50:49,000
Speaker 6: Donald Trump's running the world. Go back to the year

2039
01:50:49,120 --> 01:50:53,160
Speaker 6: eighteen ninety eight. There's a book written called Baron von

2040
01:50:53,240 --> 01:50:56,519
Speaker 6: Trump's Marvelous Underground Journey where a boy is led through

2041
01:50:56,640 --> 01:51:00,599
Speaker 6: time portals by a man named Don, and he led

2042
01:51:00,680 --> 01:51:04,720
Speaker 6: back to Russia to fight indigenous people in the underground reptiles.

2043
01:51:06,320 --> 01:51:09,080
Speaker 6: The same author his name was Dame. And I ain't

2044
01:51:09,080 --> 01:51:11,080
Speaker 6: gon remember this guy's name. I can look it up, though.

2045
01:51:12,320 --> 01:51:14,360
Speaker 6: He wrote a book in nineteen hundred called The Last

2046
01:51:14,479 --> 01:51:17,160
Speaker 6: President about a man who was elected president. He was

2047
01:51:17,200 --> 01:51:20,160
Speaker 6: a very rich, wealthy land boy, and he had a

2048
01:51:20,240 --> 01:51:23,360
Speaker 6: house on Fifth Avenue. Blah blah blah. A whole bunch

2049
01:51:23,400 --> 01:51:26,600
Speaker 6: of stuff gets weird. So basically, flash forward of the

2050
01:51:26,680 --> 01:51:29,920
Speaker 6: year nineteen ninety nine when Conan O'Brien is writing an

2051
01:51:29,960 --> 01:51:34,920
Speaker 6: episode of The Simpsons where Homer's pardeeing the Matt Damon

2052
01:51:35,040 --> 01:51:38,599
Speaker 6: and Goodwill hunting, and he's up there like a janitor,

2053
01:51:38,760 --> 01:51:42,240
Speaker 6: solving equation in the hallway. Go look this up. The

2054
01:51:42,360 --> 01:51:45,200
Speaker 6: equation on that board in ninety nine is actually the

2055
01:51:45,280 --> 01:51:49,519
Speaker 6: god particle, which wasn't discovered until twenty ten. Twenty twelve

2056
01:51:49,640 --> 01:51:53,040
Speaker 6: is when they plucked that god particle into the Hadron

2057
01:51:53,160 --> 01:51:56,200
Speaker 6: collider over there in Switzerland in the sun. And that

2058
01:51:56,360 --> 01:52:00,479
Speaker 6: experiment ended on December twenty first, twenty twelve. Clearly, what

2059
01:52:00,520 --> 01:52:04,840
Speaker 6: I'm telling you, Donald Trump is a time traveler. Whenever

2060
01:52:05,000 --> 01:52:09,200
Speaker 6: surn reactor got flipped on, it started messing with reality. Like,

2061
01:52:09,360 --> 01:52:11,560
Speaker 6: let me ask you this man, did Curious George have

2062
01:52:11,640 --> 01:52:12,000
Speaker 6: a tail?

2063
01:52:20,280 --> 01:52:24,840
Speaker 2: Donald Trump is a time traveler? Do you believe travel

2064
01:52:24,880 --> 01:52:26,280
Speaker 2: through time for good or for evil?

2065
01:52:27,560 --> 01:52:29,880
Speaker 6: Well? I don't know, man. If I had it figured out,

2066
01:52:29,920 --> 01:52:31,840
Speaker 6: I don't know if we'd even be having this conversation

2067
01:52:31,960 --> 01:52:35,160
Speaker 6: about Pope and space dust and sern reactors and particle

2068
01:52:35,200 --> 01:52:41,680
Speaker 6: gliders and ship man. But yeah, I mean, dude, I

2069
01:52:41,720 --> 01:52:44,080
Speaker 6: think if anyone's gonna travel through time, it's gonna be

2070
01:52:44,240 --> 01:52:47,759
Speaker 6: Donald Trump. I mean, he did come out all orange.

2071
01:52:47,840 --> 01:52:51,280
Speaker 6: They say you gotta smear yourself and that day I

2072
01:52:51,520 --> 01:52:52,719
Speaker 6: dine whenever you go through.

2073
01:52:52,600 --> 01:52:54,080
Speaker 3: The time of shame, right right?

2074
01:52:54,680 --> 01:52:56,840
Speaker 2: So he so you think that he's orange because of

2075
01:52:57,320 --> 01:53:00,479
Speaker 2: you know, a sort of level of eye dying that

2076
01:53:00,600 --> 01:53:03,360
Speaker 2: he wouldn't have spread on himself if he had not

2077
01:53:04,000 --> 01:53:07,519
Speaker 2: been tasked with traveling through time to ensure that Curious

2078
01:53:07,560 --> 01:53:08,639
Speaker 2: George did not have a tail.

2079
01:53:10,080 --> 01:53:12,439
Speaker 6: Well, of course. Yeah, that's just one example, man, that

2080
01:53:12,640 --> 01:53:15,679
Speaker 6: wasn't like my main one that I had, Like where

2081
01:53:15,720 --> 01:53:17,960
Speaker 6: do you remember you know where Peru is in South

2082
01:53:18,000 --> 01:53:22,000
Speaker 6: America on the western coast of South America longitudinally. What

2083
01:53:22,280 --> 01:53:24,760
Speaker 6: state does that line up with? Like Peru on the

2084
01:53:24,840 --> 01:53:28,120
Speaker 6: west coast of South America. What United States is that under?

2085
01:53:28,439 --> 01:53:29,120
Speaker 7: How do you don't know?

2086
01:53:29,680 --> 01:53:35,120
Speaker 6: It's actually under Florida. See I remember it being under Arizona,

2087
01:53:35,200 --> 01:53:38,200
Speaker 6: New Mexico when I was growing up, but it changed

2088
01:53:38,400 --> 01:53:44,320
Speaker 6: because basically that is reality thereof is very malleable. It's

2089
01:53:44,360 --> 01:53:45,040
Speaker 6: not what you think.

2090
01:53:49,880 --> 01:53:50,280
Speaker 2: Hm hmm.

2091
01:53:53,960 --> 01:53:57,080
Speaker 6: There are other examples, like you know what what what is?

2092
01:53:57,240 --> 01:53:57,439
Speaker 14: What is?

2093
01:53:57,600 --> 01:53:58,639
Speaker 2: What is your main example?

2094
01:54:00,080 --> 01:54:02,679
Speaker 6: Well, the main example I think is Nelson Mandela because

2095
01:54:02,720 --> 01:54:06,519
Speaker 6: I remember Clinton, Bill Clinton, Big Daddy Bill giving a

2096
01:54:06,560 --> 01:54:10,639
Speaker 6: speech about Nelson Mandela's death in prison in the late nineties,

2097
01:54:11,200 --> 01:54:14,280
Speaker 6: but apparently he didn't die until twenty twelve. The secondary

2098
01:54:14,360 --> 01:54:17,439
Speaker 6: example is called the Black Tom Attack. No one remembers this.

2099
01:54:17,720 --> 01:54:20,720
Speaker 6: This is in nineteen fourteen, German terrorists come to New

2100
01:54:20,840 --> 01:54:23,800
Speaker 6: York City Harbor. They blow up a big bomb. It's

2101
01:54:23,800 --> 01:54:27,200
Speaker 6: actually the largest non nuclear explosion in history, and it

2102
01:54:27,320 --> 01:54:29,680
Speaker 6: damage of the Statue of Liberty. They never taught us

2103
01:54:29,720 --> 01:54:30,679
Speaker 6: this in history class.

2104
01:54:33,880 --> 01:54:38,760
Speaker 2: Can I ask you a question, it's hirt you right

2105
01:54:38,840 --> 01:54:44,160
Speaker 2: now on the phone talking to me. Where do you

2106
01:54:44,320 --> 01:54:45,760
Speaker 2: believe you are.

2107
01:54:48,160 --> 01:54:51,839
Speaker 6: I think I've probably died. Back in two thousand and nineteen,

2108
01:54:53,160 --> 01:54:55,320
Speaker 6: I drank a whole bunch of space juice, will call it,

2109
01:54:55,920 --> 01:54:59,240
Speaker 6: and ended up getting in my car, got diabetes. I

2110
01:54:59,360 --> 01:55:02,800
Speaker 6: was going to the store to get some juices and stuff,

2111
01:55:02,840 --> 01:55:06,200
Speaker 6: and I drank this stuff. Space juice is basically a

2112
01:55:06,280 --> 01:55:09,560
Speaker 6: chemical that makes you not think and behave the way

2113
01:55:09,600 --> 01:55:12,600
Speaker 6: you might normally do it. But uh, anyway, I come

2114
01:55:12,720 --> 01:55:17,640
Speaker 6: to and I'm in Oklahoma. Dude, I think died of.

2115
01:55:17,720 --> 01:55:25,320
Speaker 2: A simultaneous succumbing to diabetes and drunken automobile accident.

2116
01:55:26,360 --> 01:55:29,400
Speaker 6: I know it's another sort of juice whe you just

2117
01:55:29,840 --> 01:55:34,360
Speaker 6: drink a little bit and it Yeah, but yeah, I

2118
01:55:34,400 --> 01:55:37,440
Speaker 6: think probably we all died and we're all getting cued

2119
01:55:37,440 --> 01:55:41,520
Speaker 6: of well, I think we're all dead in this in

2120
01:55:41,600 --> 01:55:44,680
Speaker 6: this realm and this level of reality, we're probably all dead.

2121
01:55:44,760 --> 01:55:47,600
Speaker 6: We've all passed, and we're waiting to get rebooted back

2122
01:55:47,640 --> 01:55:48,280
Speaker 6: in the sin.

2123
01:55:51,600 --> 01:55:54,160
Speaker 2: Before we go. Tell me, what would you like to

2124
01:55:54,200 --> 01:55:58,560
Speaker 2: be rebooted as that ideal life after being rebooted?

2125
01:56:01,000 --> 01:56:04,040
Speaker 6: Probably if you were rebooted as a female, get go,

2126
01:56:04,360 --> 01:56:07,720
Speaker 6: and I was booted as your baby boy, and you

2127
01:56:07,800 --> 01:56:11,920
Speaker 6: took care of me and milk me and give me right?

2128
01:56:13,480 --> 01:56:16,240
Speaker 2: What do you want from me as your mother? What

2129
01:56:16,320 --> 01:56:19,280
Speaker 2: are all those sort of expectations of me? Because that

2130
01:56:19,440 --> 01:56:22,400
Speaker 2: way you know, obviously I'm not going to remember this

2131
01:56:22,480 --> 01:56:24,920
Speaker 2: conversation after we've been reviewed, because it will wipe a

2132
01:56:24,920 --> 01:56:26,880
Speaker 2: lout of our memory. But I do feel like certain

2133
01:56:27,080 --> 01:56:32,000
Speaker 2: elements of me will be able to remember, you know,

2134
01:56:32,120 --> 01:56:33,520
Speaker 2: I will be able to take certain parts of me

2135
01:56:33,920 --> 01:56:38,320
Speaker 2: with me. And I just want to know what I

2136
01:56:38,400 --> 01:56:39,440
Speaker 2: can do to be the best mother.

2137
01:56:39,520 --> 01:56:42,560
Speaker 6: Do you well, You're going to have to be nurtured.

2138
01:56:42,600 --> 01:56:44,720
Speaker 6: And I know everyone says that, but they don't know

2139
01:56:44,800 --> 01:56:46,520
Speaker 6: what it means, because I mean, none of us are

2140
01:56:46,560 --> 01:56:49,080
Speaker 6: really mothers, are we? But I think I want a

2141
01:56:49,160 --> 01:56:52,920
Speaker 6: mom that gives me warmth, gives me love, gives me milk.

2142
01:56:53,360 --> 01:56:54,720
Speaker 6: I think milk's a big part of it.

2143
01:57:01,320 --> 01:57:01,960
Speaker 2: Well prepared.

2144
01:57:02,000 --> 01:57:03,040
Speaker 6: None of this is that short.

2145
01:57:04,480 --> 01:57:08,400
Speaker 2: No, I know, Thank you, Ted, I appreciate you.

2146
01:57:09,320 --> 01:57:11,200
Speaker 6: Love you, Baba, love you too.

2147
01:57:11,920 --> 01:57:17,280
Speaker 3: Take care for that. Never be Get.

2148
01:57:17,160 --> 01:57:20,360
Speaker 1: Goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.

2149
01:57:20,760 --> 01:57:23,280
Speaker 1: Never be Get goes to on his d He's teaching

2150
01:57:23,360 --> 01:57:25,840
Speaker 1: you loud the lid of your life, but he's not

2151
01:57:26,080 --> 01:57:27,400
Speaker 1: really an expert