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Speaker 1: What's it's called?

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Speaker 2: Right here, man, what's your name's?

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Speaker 1: My name's something something, Peter Ray, Hey something, Peter Ray,

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Speaker 1: all right, man, Johnny.

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Speaker 2: Sam, Johnath Sam.

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Speaker 3: That's the first time he took about ship.

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Speaker 2: I was about probably fourteen thirteen.

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Speaker 1: Man, I thought you were gonna say four for a second, yea,

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Speaker 1: oh baby.

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Speaker 2: I took that ship off my homie's hand, like he

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Speaker 2: had like this last Like he's like, we were at

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Speaker 2: the park. You can lift this park in Hawthorne, California.

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Speaker 2: It's called the Dirty And I was like, fucking I

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Speaker 2: want to try.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. So he's like all right.

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Speaker 2: He was getting it out and the bag kind of

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Speaker 2: ripped in his hand. He's like, fuck, he's in my hand.

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Speaker 2: So he's like, here, you just want to like and

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Speaker 2: I'm straight to just straight. I just took the fattest

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Speaker 2: rip I could just and he's like, lick it. I'm like,

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Speaker 2: fucking is his hand you know what the fuck on

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Speaker 2: his hand? I'm like, fuck it just straight for a right,

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Speaker 2: fucking what fourteen fourteen, I'm fucking twenty five. Now how

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Speaker 2: long does that do?

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Speaker 1: The math? About a decade? About a decade. So what

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Speaker 1: was the first what was the first experience I had, you.

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Speaker 2: Feel I was up all night man, ready to be

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Speaker 2: all night with the homies turning up, just running a monk.

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Speaker 3: Was it?

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Speaker 1: Hell? Yeah it was.

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Speaker 2: I was like fourteen years old that drinking beers and

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Speaker 2: ship whatever the fuck that was DoD I mean, I

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Speaker 2: mean here venice Bee still hitting beaks and ship.

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Speaker 1: You know. Here we are out, man, There we go,

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Speaker 1: There we go. It's a phone cakes fish phone case.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah guys.

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Speaker 2: Where are you guys from from l l A, Florida, Florida?

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Speaker 3: Yes, how are you?

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Speaker 1: I was born in Tors Memorial.

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Speaker 2: My childhood was all through Carson, then moved to Hawthorne

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Speaker 2: ever since, been living there ever since. Brother, Yeah, I'm

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Speaker 2: doing my thing.

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Speaker 1: Know, there we go?

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Speaker 3: What is your thing?

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Speaker 2: I mean as young and as you can see, fourteen

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Speaker 2: years old doing my thing, you're around like older cats.

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Speaker 2: It's kind of like the blind leading the blind type thing.

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Speaker 2: So you kind of look up to people that don't

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Speaker 2: know what they're doing, but you think they know what

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Speaker 2: they're doing, but they're not.

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Speaker 1: I mean, at fourteen, it's right, it's hard to judge.

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Speaker 2: A character took to the streets obviously the whole you know,

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Speaker 2: the regular kid from the ghetto looking for a role

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Speaker 2: model in the streets. And but besides that, you know,

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Speaker 2: I surpassed all that, thank God, you know, thank you guys,

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Speaker 2: you know, the children of gods.

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Speaker 3: You know, how do you get out of it?

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Speaker 1: Dude?

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Speaker 2: It was hard because all my homeboys were dying and

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Speaker 2: ship like, and I was doing the same ship they

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Speaker 2: were doing. So it's kind of a little bit of

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Speaker 2: survivor's guilt, you know, a little bout little trying to

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Speaker 2: move on to better things. You know, I have my

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Speaker 2: own clothing company. They were shut out did music seven

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Speaker 2: sevens clothing brand right here. Look bamo, that's Lucky seven

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Speaker 2: is for real. Ship, Yeah, man, I'm just trying to

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Speaker 2: do better out here, man, straight up, Like, so.

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Speaker 3: Is the I mean, what was one of your your

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Speaker 3: hardest experiences?

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Speaker 2: Like, oh, man, probably losing my homeboy like he and

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Speaker 2: died to the streets. But he died in a car crash.

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Speaker 2: But I was with him the night before, Like I

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Speaker 2: was with.

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Speaker 1: Him that night. The next morning he like ended up

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Speaker 1: in the news and shit, yeah wow.

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Speaker 2: And it was just honestly, it's just back to back

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Speaker 2: deaths of my homeboys and just dealing with like being

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Speaker 2: around older cats and you're a young cat, you know,

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Speaker 2: just realizing, you know, it's a man's fucking world, Like.

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Speaker 3: Like, was there a moment where you're like what the fuck?

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Speaker 3: Like oh yeah, Like I didn't realize that this was

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Speaker 3: what it was, like, Like what was that doing for you?

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Speaker 2: That was at a party on Normandy and Guardina basically

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Speaker 2: off the Vermont station. Bro yep, But just like the

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Speaker 2: bad habits in me just made me just go out

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Speaker 2: and just fun. I'm like, fuck, I'm going to a

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Speaker 2: party tonight. That party, so I went. I just felt

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Speaker 2: everybody turning against me.

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Speaker 1: Bro.

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Speaker 2: And the night, you know, like true cutlers came out

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Speaker 2: and it scared the ship out of me to my core,

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Speaker 2: and I had my younger cousin with me, and like

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Speaker 2: I'm like, damn, I'm responsible for his life and you

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Speaker 2: know apparently like obviously mine and shit. But I don't know, man,

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Speaker 2: I can't really explain it, like you just's like acid

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Speaker 2: you guys ever try to ask it, like you try

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Speaker 2: yourself to actually experience that type of feeling, like be

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Speaker 2: like whoa shit, I know we're talking to God, the

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Speaker 2: fear of God. Fear of God, like shit, you're fucking up.

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Speaker 1: We get it, you're ish.

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Speaker 2: Hello, I was in the wrong place at the wrong

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Speaker 2: time because I put myself in that situation.

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Speaker 1: Obviously. Well that shit fucked me up, man, it fucked

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Speaker 1: me up.

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Speaker 3: But I mean, like better to realize that and try

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Speaker 3: to get out than to realize it too late, you know.

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Speaker 2: Yeah that part. Man, I probably would have been there

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Speaker 2: with the rest of my younger homies and my other homies.

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Speaker 2: You know, I'm twenty five years old, like they died

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Speaker 2: at twenty one and below, like you know, like eighteen seventeen, fifteen,

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Speaker 2: jez so.

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Speaker 1: And I feel like you got a good head on

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Speaker 1: your shoulders, like you're clearly trying to be like this

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Speaker 1: is where I want to go, you know. And that's

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Speaker 1: and that's an example people like your cousin.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, dude, of course, because I mean, obviously I have

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Speaker 2: my bad little habits I do, you know, don't do

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Speaker 2: blow kids, don't do drugs, period. But I couldn't even

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Speaker 2: explain it. You just got to go through it to

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Speaker 2: understand it. But I hope nobody goes through it.

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 3: It's like what makes you stronger too, just like people

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Speaker 3: have those kinds of experiences just.

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Speaker 2: To paint that picture is kind of hard, but I've

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Speaker 2: seen that. I was like, confessed your sins. I was like,

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Speaker 2: I'm like, hello, I don't even want a doctar Broger

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Speaker 2: wanted to say that. I want to, like, listen, we're glad.

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Speaker 3: To give you a dollar.

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Speaker 1: I think we can do a full absolutely.

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Speaker 3: Nobody pattery Philly it spirited.

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Speaker 1: I'm good, resolved. There we go. There, you know, shout

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Speaker 1: out to my mammy girl. There we go, there you go.

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, killed. You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying Right here.

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Speaker 2: It's in the hood and ship representing ship right here

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Speaker 2: chilling with my nephew.

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Speaker 1: I like it.

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Speaker 2: Thanks, I got a big stick for you, mother. No

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Speaker 2: see number two adult treat two dollars.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, all, uh give me your brother. Underscore raided

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Speaker 1: the one seven seven seven triple sevens.

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, checking out first peace of

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Speaker 2: all the homy shots of these fools.

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Speaker 1: Right here there a trip las