Speaker 1: This is a really really that's not really that far
Speaker 1: of a throwback. But I bought some shard in Nate
Speaker 1: last night and made me think of this song I'm
Speaker 1: so good. Do you remember the song? Do you know
Speaker 1: what it is? You want Elie and Ellie in the moment?
Speaker 1: It was a good song. I'll you, guys, just the
Speaker 1: best way. So every other verse Hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, Hello,
Speaker 1: top to the top of the mother fucking hand. Wait,
Speaker 1: that wasn't it. You are so all I was doing
Speaker 1: part what are you singing? I love coming? Hey guys. Um,
Speaker 1: welcome to the last episode of Horrible Decisions for the Year.
Speaker 1: For the year, guys, you got through another motherfucker year
Speaker 1: via host Now I'm just playing. I mean no, let's
Speaker 1: gonna say we got through a year not beating each
Speaker 1: other as I don't even know how we're here in
Speaker 1: real life. Okay, Okay, I'm so dead. Um. It has
Speaker 1: been quite um a roller coaster, I would say, um
Speaker 1: for Horrible Decisions as a brand, me and Wheezy literally
Speaker 1: going over this concept over dinner. I know, um, And
Speaker 1: so it's just it's just really strange. I'm so glad
Speaker 1: that so many of you guys have grown to become
Speaker 1: a part of the brand. I think we like to
Speaker 1: call it the hore Colt or hive hore Gang. I
Speaker 1: don't know. You guys help us decide because you like
Speaker 1: hor Gang Gang Gang Gang UM, and so it's it's
Speaker 1: just really excited to finally be here. UM. For this episode,
Speaker 1: we are going to talk about our hopes for the
Speaker 1: New Years, and that's spelled h o E as y'all
Speaker 1: know e s Hopes for the New Year, hopes for
Speaker 1: the new Year. We wanted to take this episode to
Speaker 1: discuss some of our favorite moments and some of our
Speaker 1: not so favorite moments. Maybe we could even talk about
Speaker 1: things off the air, like times that we thought we
Speaker 1: weren't going to do another episode. Yes, I'm gonna try
Speaker 1: to start with my favorites. I don't I actually ask
Speaker 1: some of you guys your favorites at the live show. Um.
Speaker 1: I think there's a go name has the name Adriana
Speaker 1: from Cleveland. She said her favorite episode was XD and Jade,
Speaker 1: which is funny because I remember Mandy was like, we
Speaker 1: didn't we didn't do an outline, like it didn't feel
Speaker 1: like an outline. I was like, I love that one,
Speaker 1: and I think it's because all of my favorite podcasts
Speaker 1: have no outlines, but people love us be so crazy
Speaker 1: because I'm the complete opposite. I am, um. I mean,
Speaker 1: for most of my friends that know me, like when
Speaker 1: I go on trips, I have Excel spreadsheets of our itinerary,
Speaker 1: and so even so even when when me and Wheezy
Speaker 1: come on here, I know you don't heard it. I mean, like, bitch,
Speaker 1: that's not what was in my out line. I sent
Speaker 1: you the outline before the goddamn show. Why that, I'm like,
Speaker 1: why the fund can't you follow my outline? I can't
Speaker 1: so a lot of our show, and I'm just like,
Speaker 1: so a lot of our shows, I really like for
Speaker 1: us to to stick to the script. And wee see
Speaker 1: if y'all don't know, it's just all over the mother.
Speaker 1: This one I don't remember. I'm like, literally, so I'm
Speaker 1: in our iTunes right now and I'm looking through our
Speaker 1: podcast names. I don't know what this one was, NYC Sex, Dougeons, Bruise, Buttholes,
Speaker 1: and condom pain. Yes, so that episode you talked about,
Speaker 1: you were just prepping for um, you were just prep
Speaker 1: for anal and you put the toy up your ass
Speaker 1: and um, you were bleeding from it, bleeding from anal
Speaker 1: And then we talked about the sex clubs. That's so crazy,
Speaker 1: like I don't do it right or maybe his dick's
Speaker 1: too wide. Well it needs to be moved up, but
Speaker 1: not only that, Like I think an your ass is
Speaker 1: meant for things to come out of so when you're
Speaker 1: shoving things in it, like which I had anal sex
Speaker 1: I think at nineteen And if I haven't now, I'm
Speaker 1: probably still gonna bleed. And that's eight years later. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like I had my first experience with anything first, first
Speaker 1: said last time. My last time was probably actually in
Speaker 1: like May or something like that. And here's an interesting
Speaker 1: episode and it's funny because Preach was here for this one.
Speaker 1: As much as I love Eight Guards to Death episode three?
Speaker 1: So can can I can I let y'all in on something?
Speaker 1: After we did episode three with a guard and Trade
Speaker 1: busy getting in a man's head, we said, oh, we
Speaker 1: ain't doing no more. Um, we're not doing no more guests,
Speaker 1: we said, We said, what was that? Yeah? We said,
Speaker 1: maybe guests isn't for us because this didn't really go
Speaker 1: how we thought it. I want to tell you what
Speaker 1: I what I what I know now they are a
Speaker 1: podcasts no Chaser with a guard on. It is not
Speaker 1: bad right there, It's fun, it's interesting. They laugh a lot.
Speaker 1: So I was like, why the fund is this so bad?
Speaker 1: Them two New York niggas was competed no homo And
Speaker 1: then not only that, I us feel like they kind
Speaker 1: of wanted to be as nigger as possible. So when
Speaker 1: we introduced any idea of a motherfucker athlete and it
Speaker 1: was just too much. It was just too much, and
Speaker 1: me and weasy, We're looking at each other like, well,
Speaker 1: I was so convin And then that was the first
Speaker 1: time we heard the word bagging on the show. That
Speaker 1: pissed me off. Yeah that is because we we definitely
Speaker 1: want to believe it right now. And I think you did.
Speaker 1: You wanted to and I was like, well, listen, like
Speaker 1: there's people. I was like, it's cultural. There are people
Speaker 1: that think this way, and although we may not agree
Speaker 1: with it, we need to be able to have a
Speaker 1: mix of people on here and talk about, um the
Speaker 1: different things. Yeah, it was yeah, um, well it's funny
Speaker 1: because now you that night were like, no, I don't
Speaker 1: you have a bunch of gay friends, dude. I wouldn't
Speaker 1: use the word. I'm just saying we're not about to
Speaker 1: leep it out. And now we've had episodes where you
Speaker 1: say we don't use that word. I've heard you, well
Speaker 1: not to someone who said it on the show, Like,
Speaker 1: that's not a word we use and it's not you
Speaker 1: and I don't use the word. I'm curious. Um, Preach,
Speaker 1: you've been in the studio a whole lot with us,
Speaker 1: What has been one of your most favorite interviews preachers,
Speaker 1: our engineer, our producer, everything, the most favorite? Man, I
Speaker 1: don't know, Um, I know it's one. I think I
Speaker 1: saw you after most, But okay, which one was it?
Speaker 1: My mom was here? Yeah, your mom face that one? Like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I just think it's both. Both of you guys have
Speaker 1: a great relationship with your mother's which is kind of
Speaker 1: really cool. So the fact that you guys can have
Speaker 1: the same conversation on the podcast with your mom's the ambulance,
Speaker 1: why do they both have these detrimentals And I think
Speaker 1: it's something that has rang through not only our listeners
Speaker 1: but us. I think the Lethal Lips was one of
Speaker 1: the best episodes, Like she came on and she was
Speaker 1: as funny as that's bitch. I was like, wait, hold on,
Speaker 1: that's what life is your Christie she when reading with her,
Speaker 1: she said that was her favorite. Yeah, Lethal Lips was
Speaker 1: was awesome. Lethal Lips I think was and the only
Speaker 1: episodes where me and you felt like nothing, like we
Speaker 1: have never done what's all Like I never sucked a dick?
Speaker 1: And when she came on here was like, a Okay,
Speaker 1: that's what you do. You get you a little tick niggas,
Speaker 1: and I thank him every day for getting me ready.
Speaker 1: That's all you gotta do. Let him you want to ask,
Speaker 1: get in a shower. And then not only that, she
Speaker 1: dropped gems and was like, don't funk with no nigga
Speaker 1: who wear black socks because that nigga dirty dirty. If
Speaker 1: you were James was a dope episode. He was one
Speaker 1: of my favorites. So on the episode with James, we
Speaker 1: kind of got to really dig into kind of how
Speaker 1: we how we how we come across and um, kind
Speaker 1: of how we contradict some of the things that we
Speaker 1: do say or stand by. J phobia liberal the day
Speaker 1: He's like, I'm not, but even just the hor phobia,
Speaker 1: because I don't think that we really align ourselves with
Speaker 1: the slut walk or the Amber Rose movement, but more
Speaker 1: so on just being comfortable with who you are in
Speaker 1: your sexuality, and I think that's a big thing. The
Speaker 1: interesting thing about his episode, people wrote in a lot
Speaker 1: saying it was their favorite, and then at people said
Speaker 1: they hated it. My favorite was remember that I told
Speaker 1: the couple guys, if you guys have not listened to
Speaker 1: this episode ten, bitch. I know, because I'd be telling
Speaker 1: everybody if you guys have not yet listened. And I
Speaker 1: think that that was actually one of the one of
Speaker 1: the tipping points to us being like we can people,
Speaker 1: we gotta get some good interviewers in here. Um And
Speaker 1: if you guys have not listened to episode ten yet,
Speaker 1: it's uh. It's a couple in which both parties are bisexual,
Speaker 1: the man and the woman, and just the stories and
Speaker 1: fucking bombs that were driving before it was with a man.
Speaker 1: Um And I guess another people like Tahoe's episode a
Speaker 1: lot because Tahowai ship. Shout out to Tahoe if you
Speaker 1: guys are looking for another podcast. So Shameless is now
Speaker 1: just Tahoe and he's doing a May interviewing. He interviewed
Speaker 1: his goddamn baby mama. He and he's really getting down
Speaker 1: to some real now. Shout out if you haven't yet. Also,
Speaker 1: we had Passport Cutty on the show. She came through
Speaker 1: and dropped some gems on her. I thought we were
Speaker 1: grouping out over Cutty. Kenny. I followed you in two
Speaker 1: O nine, Okay, I remember all of you. My two
Speaker 1: favorites were episode four, Episode four, it's called Tender Golden
Speaker 1: Showering Tears. That's when I told my peace story. Mandy
Speaker 1: talked about how Nigga wanted to mix her pee with
Speaker 1: rock and I could here because that was when Loverboy
Speaker 1: made me. We named him. Loverboys was the one that
Speaker 1: was the other one when she played herself being one
Speaker 1: the g O the episode eight that was with my
Speaker 1: friend and I remember. It's funny because at first I
Speaker 1: didn't like her. I'm gonna just be very honest. She
Speaker 1: was shading her car. I was I thought she was.
Speaker 1: I think it's when people have stories that are so crazy,
Speaker 1: sometimes I think they're lying. And I realized some people
Speaker 1: think we lie. So she got in the car and
Speaker 1: was like saying, girl, you have a nigga dude this
Speaker 1: and it isn't like to but you have to realize.
Speaker 1: And I think it's something that we've talked about more
Speaker 1: on the show, so we get so many Um, it's
Speaker 1: so funny you guys call us your bfs now, And
Speaker 1: I think that you have to realize there are so
Speaker 1: many people uncomfortable talking about these things, that people can't
Speaker 1: share the stories with their friends all the time. So
Speaker 1: when she was doing that, it made me think she
Speaker 1: was trying to like, but she just she only found
Speaker 1: a hole and she talked to I liked, I mean
Speaker 1: a car with a hole. Like Girl by the way,
Speaker 1: was a like. She owns her own pr agents and money.
Speaker 1: She now works for Atlantic and I saw he documentary
Speaker 1: and now she's an a in Atlantic, and I think that, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think it's amazing that we just are able to
Speaker 1: have people that come in here and who can openly
Speaker 1: talk about their sex lives and know that they're out
Speaker 1: here doing the goddamn thing and they're regular career I
Speaker 1: do want to talk about one thing a lot of people.
Speaker 1: Sometimes I don't know how to describe the show. And
Speaker 1: initially when we first started, I was like, we're going
Speaker 1: to get on and tell our sex stories, right, We're
Speaker 1: gonna interview people sometimes, but we're gonna tell our stories.
Speaker 1: Then I realized how often can I get fun? And
Speaker 1: we went to hold four months around me hitting no date.
Speaker 1: So now the way I describe our show as I say,
Speaker 1: we have a show about the horrible decisions we make,
Speaker 1: and we bring on everyday people to tell their kinks
Speaker 1: and they're crazy shit. Like I met a dentist. I
Speaker 1: don't know if I told you. I'm trying to get
Speaker 1: him on Midtown dentist New York, huge office has an
Speaker 1: oral fixation that did not come until he became a dentist,
Speaker 1: he said. Now he makes sure that he leans the
Speaker 1: chairback sometimes because he gets so hard touching people's mouth,
Speaker 1: he said, even sometimes men. He said, he's straight. He's
Speaker 1: something about the saliva sometimes something they used the tool
Speaker 1: to hold your mouth op and he's like all of it,
Speaker 1: this action where you got. I'm like, dudn't where you
Speaker 1: come on? He said. He's scared that one person is
Speaker 1: gonna notice and it's gonna affect his practice. Ben his voice,
Speaker 1: we couldn't change his voice. You can't we done here
Speaker 1: is anonymous to do so, But like that's what I want.
Speaker 1: I want people, I want this show to be people
Speaker 1: that I want, like the teachers that we met that
Speaker 1: we met a shot the live show and just even
Speaker 1: talking about them in a very intimate setting. Intimate, but
Speaker 1: there was two hundred people that you can still enjoy
Speaker 1: this show and not be a crazy, motherfucking free Yeah,
Speaker 1: and so I really like that. And so I actually
Speaker 1: um coming to here on the train. I got a
Speaker 1: message on Twitter, and I want to read it because
Speaker 1: this relates to I believe episode twenty four, the top
Speaker 1: ten blowjob tips, which right, but I mean they still people.
Speaker 1: People are not prose like us as sucking dick. Okay,
Speaker 1: we have to realize this. And to the dick sucking
Speaker 1: contest that I lost, that you lost, you're not as much.
Speaker 1: I was nervous. Um. So this lady said, Hey, Mandy
Speaker 1: loved the podcast. I just wanted y'all to know that
Speaker 1: the dick sucking tips the improved my head game. I
Speaker 1: usually only give my hubby head on special occasions, but
Speaker 1: she said, but since using the tips you all gave,
Speaker 1: I gave him head two nights in a row and
Speaker 1: he loved it. Keeps doing the dance. Let's go, hey girl,
Speaker 1: not bitch. And I guess he said, and she said
Speaker 1: that he loved it. And it's something that we talked
Speaker 1: about in the previous episode just women. Maybe you guys
Speaker 1: initiating more of the sex and so as two women,
Speaker 1: UM and I know we've talked about females feeling oppressed,
Speaker 1: especially black women, UM and and not really owning your sexuality.
Speaker 1: I think that it's super exciting that we're literally changing
Speaker 1: people's lot sex lives, like the Obama of sex. I
Speaker 1: think one thing you your podcast is really done is made.
Speaker 1: I think you made people who felt judging about what
Speaker 1: they're doing in their bedrooms or outside their bedrooms. You've
Speaker 1: made it. Okay, you haven't made. You can embrace it
Speaker 1: and not feel like before Mandy walked in the studio,
Speaker 1: Preach you was saying to me, so just let you
Speaker 1: guys know even talking about being managed finally and so
Speaker 1: those of you are hitting us up about ads and
Speaker 1: stuff like that, we'll finally have a place to for
Speaker 1: you to go to and inquire about us and doing
Speaker 1: more live shows. And so Preach and I were sitting
Speaker 1: here before Mandy got and he goes. People ask me
Speaker 1: all the time how you guys got popular, and I
Speaker 1: wanted to ask you preach. Have you heard anybody come
Speaker 1: in here and tell you why they like us? Or
Speaker 1: do you or even how do you answer that question?
Speaker 1: They just tell me that, you know, are really fuss
Speaker 1: with the podcast, like they always say, like it's it's
Speaker 1: just dope. And I think that goes because I don't
Speaker 1: know if they want to say oh because I'm a
Speaker 1: freak and I don't have to, but so they'll just
Speaker 1: keep it like it's so crazy, so people for people
Speaker 1: don't know how the studio works, Like I'll run through
Speaker 1: logos to to put out the monitor so they'll see
Speaker 1: your logo and immediately he's like, yo, what's that about. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's always like me and Mandy can't get on one
Speaker 1: of one of the platforms. So it's funny and I
Speaker 1: want to share with you guys, Tom, even as much
Speaker 1: as we embrace our house ship, and although this podcast
Speaker 1: has become more educational and really teaching you guys some stuff.
Speaker 1: Um for the live show, we got denied three times
Speaker 1: for our Snapchat filter, which is why there was no
Speaker 1: Snapchat filter a lot allowed. And so I responded finally
Speaker 1: and was like, well what is wrong with the Snapchat filter?
Speaker 1: And he's like, well, for one, there's the whore needs
Speaker 1: to be removed, and I was like, well, that's kind
Speaker 1: of the title, and then he's like, yeah, the picture
Speaker 1: of the people with the bananas in their mouths, that's
Speaker 1: just kind of not appropriate snatch, and so we couldn't. Um.
Speaker 1: We we actually weren't able to have a Snapchat filter
Speaker 1: with our logo, with our brand. And then there was
Speaker 1: actually another platform that I contacted. They like to feature
Speaker 1: podcasts in different shows, and so I contacted them about
Speaker 1: possibly featuring the King Noir episode because I knew it
Speaker 1: would be very informal um and they responded and was like, well,
Speaker 1: after looking at the cover art and seeing what your
Speaker 1: show is about, I'm sorry we can't put you guys
Speaker 1: on there any Is there any talk of rebranding or
Speaker 1: changing I don't think you should. I did ask Mandy
Speaker 1: at one point with work to remember that when I
Speaker 1: was like, I have to change this cover art, and
Speaker 1: I said no, besides this podcast, I just don't like
Speaker 1: that people where they work outside of their podcasts are
Speaker 1: influencing what they're doing creatively. I hate that ship for sure,
Speaker 1: because I'm not doing it during your time, I'm doing
Speaker 1: it after hours. I'm doing it on the weekends. I'm
Speaker 1: not doing it in your building. I'm not wearing your
Speaker 1: logo or the company logo. I'm not mentioning the company
Speaker 1: that I was Yeah, buy the software. And but it's
Speaker 1: crazy because I think, um, even even when we first
Speaker 1: started the podcast, a lot of my friends knowing that
Speaker 1: I'm entering you know, finance and accounting, and it's a
Speaker 1: very conservative And that guy you were talking to was like,
Speaker 1: I don't know what you're doing with yourself. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: so yeah, I had a guy actually tell me and
Speaker 1: he claimed to be a friend. Um, but there's a
Speaker 1: lot of judging that he does, not only with my Instagram,
Speaker 1: but now with this podcast especially. I don't know if
Speaker 1: you noticed, but we took a video I have a
Speaker 1: dildo to my face of the headphone and she has
Speaker 1: a leash on. It has probably twenty four thousand views,
Speaker 1: and they're just like, what are you doing with dildos
Speaker 1: on Instagram? Like, and I was gonna Jake, Yeah, one
Speaker 1: of my pictures wasn't pink. It's a pink dildo, so
Speaker 1: it's not even resembling a penis. It got removed and
Speaker 1: so it's just weird. Because now that we are like
Speaker 1: heading literally on this goddamn podcast, it's just like heading
Speaker 1: head and just you know, I told my therapist something
Speaker 1: or something that I never admitted or said out loud,
Speaker 1: but I was like, you know, I've been with lover
Speaker 1: BOYD since the start of this show, and I'm scared
Speaker 1: to leave that nigga, because how do I That's the
Speaker 1: next question. Has this podcast changed your guys last person
Speaker 1: as far as personal relationship? Absolutely? But how am I
Speaker 1: going to meet someone new? And then they can go
Speaker 1: back fifty episodes in here and it's very intimidating, very
Speaker 1: air to meet someone who I swear I think that
Speaker 1: as someone who's single like myself, And I've shared on
Speaker 1: the podcast a couple of episodes that I've dated guys,
Speaker 1: and they'll be like, well, you can't keep doing this podcast?
Speaker 1: I care. How come I can let all these tens
Speaker 1: of thousands of people know every month, but I can't
Speaker 1: tell someone I'm intimate with someone. Why am I afraid
Speaker 1: of that? It's not that it's not that you're afraid.
Speaker 1: It's honestly, they're gonna they're gonna be afraid of how
Speaker 1: people are gonna judge him for quote unquote wifing ah,
Speaker 1: and I think that that's I've never thought of you
Speaker 1: guys as holes, although that's the moniker and that's what
Speaker 1: the ongoing theme. I guess that's what listeners. And that's
Speaker 1: when I knew at that live show, like people really don't.
Speaker 1: When people are using the word classy, I have to
Speaker 1: say that again, classy such a classy way. We're up
Speaker 1: there with banana stuck down our I agree with them
Speaker 1: because there's a certain you're not ratchet with it. You
Speaker 1: see what I'm saying. You know what I mean when
Speaker 1: I say ratchet like it's it could it could just
Speaker 1: be like I'm gonna try this and stick up this.
Speaker 1: Then I think that it could be tastefully done. I
Speaker 1: think that also. The confidence is something that maybe it's
Speaker 1: like not taking as ratchet or bla blah blah. It's
Speaker 1: it's when you own it, which makes it for some reason,
Speaker 1: other people see it in this different way. It's even
Speaker 1: me and you can laugh and talk to it about hose,
Speaker 1: but behind the scenes there this bitch be doing this,
Speaker 1: this and that. But there's something about owning it, much
Speaker 1: like Lisa splifs in that makes you suddenly respect somebody
Speaker 1: for it's like when and just like you get mad
Speaker 1: at me, like these hews on Instagram, well because there's
Speaker 1: no but I do that, but it's not even owning it.
Speaker 1: But I feel like we've done such a good job
Speaker 1: with literally not judging that. When you sit here and
Speaker 1: talk about the Instagram models. Mind you Instagram models, of
Speaker 1: which a lot of my friends are, I do kind
Speaker 1: of take it personal because it's just like, we do
Speaker 1: what we do, and bitch, I know, our first five episodes,
Speaker 1: you came on and talked about sex with five different people,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, the way you judge sometimes the Instagram models,
Speaker 1: I'm like, but you don't have to x more than
Speaker 1: they have I judge. Maybe let me try to articulate
Speaker 1: you better. I judged Instagram models because sex workers is
Speaker 1: what sex work. Sex being like acceptable is what we're
Speaker 1: trying to do with this podcast, right, And a lot
Speaker 1: of these Instagram models are in sex work and pretend
Speaker 1: to be doing something else, and it sheds this light
Speaker 1: like it's an embarrassing thing to do, which I don't appreciate.
Speaker 1: But see what you just said is how they pretend
Speaker 1: to do something else. Lisa's are actually, every sex worker
Speaker 1: that we've had come on, aside from Candy Deep Throat,
Speaker 1: I believe all of them have jobs outside of sex work.
Speaker 1: And so just because they openly expressed their sex work
Speaker 1: doesn't mean that if I'm if I'm a quote unquote stylists,
Speaker 1: I can't be a stilist and sell pussy on the side,
Speaker 1: which is which is why I think that us we
Speaker 1: sit here and talk about how we're in corporate America
Speaker 1: and which we do whole ship. We've talked about me
Speaker 1: sitting here being in finance and fucking ball players or
Speaker 1: getting money from married men, and so when when you
Speaker 1: sit here and put the Instagram models in a bubble,
Speaker 1: to me, it's a bubble that doesn't exist because it's
Speaker 1: a bubble that a lot of us are in. It's
Speaker 1: a bubble to wear. If you sat here and ever
Speaker 1: accepted money from a man, you're you don't have a
Speaker 1: million followers, and you're not sitting here publicizing that you've
Speaker 1: gotten that money from another man, which I think is
Speaker 1: what I think its more so of like women assuming
Speaker 1: that this is like the life that they're sitting out
Speaker 1: there getting it and flying in just because their stylists
Speaker 1: and it's like, but none of us and I do
Speaker 1: it even on my Instagram. None of us share our
Speaker 1: entire lives with people. And I have people sit here
Speaker 1: and ask me like why do we go the nigga
Speaker 1: shade me? And was like when I told him I
Speaker 1: was in school getting my BS and accounting, he was like,
Speaker 1: oh online And to me that was just shade because
Speaker 1: it's just do you think especially with the climate now
Speaker 1: with the hashtag me too and all the women that
Speaker 1: have come out, I can't believe we haven't even diminished.
Speaker 1: Do you think that's diminished or will affect the perception
Speaker 1: of what the show is because essentially, like because something
Speaker 1: happens you you know what I mean, Like people might
Speaker 1: look at it and say, well, you can't you guys
Speaker 1: deserve this because look what do you guys talk about
Speaker 1: and look at your logo, which is unfair. Um, I
Speaker 1: don't know if it will diminish the show. Wait, I'm
Speaker 1: now I'm a little confused. We haven't discussed anything. We
Speaker 1: have not, and it's surprising because people have asked us
Speaker 1: like when we're going to have the conversation as far
Speaker 1: as rape or um sexual assault, And I mean it's
Speaker 1: crazy because I think, honestly, me and we look, we
Speaker 1: see's over there, scratch and she got highs come and
Speaker 1: talk about this guy. Damn topic. It's such a sensitive
Speaker 1: topic and we will talk to talk about it when
Speaker 1: they can't, Like, I think that nobody can do that
Speaker 1: ship justice. I've listened to like seven milli Vidiots episodes
Speaker 1: or they keep talking about idiots keep talking about and
Speaker 1: that I don't love them, but and I'm still gonna
Speaker 1: listen every week. But it's two men that keep talking
Speaker 1: about something that they can't talk And then they had
Speaker 1: a female on it and she was just victim blaming
Speaker 1: the whole episode. I hate it was probably my worst,
Speaker 1: that my least favorite. It's kind of those are sitting
Speaker 1: here complaining about n like and she had she said
Speaker 1: that she was sexually assaulted. I think it's an episode
Speaker 1: that me and we do want to have. I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna I think we also want to have someone on
Speaker 1: the show who has been raped or someone who is
Speaker 1: a part of not not the slut walk, but someone
Speaker 1: who's really an advocate of sexual assault. UM. And so yeah,
Speaker 1: it's a topic that me and we have a problem.
Speaker 1: It's like I as a person. I can see the difference.
Speaker 1: I can see the line like, there's nothing wrong with
Speaker 1: being sexual and conveying your sexuality. That still doesn't mean
Speaker 1: it invites you to violate me. Well you in that way.
Speaker 1: So just because you're to do that, because you're right,
Speaker 1: we could diminish something. Think about when we had with
Speaker 1: the episode with her piece, and there's a few people
Speaker 1: that said, oh, you act like herpes is okay. The
Speaker 1: HIV episode, we talked about how you can live on
Speaker 1: through it. I don't want to make it sound like
Speaker 1: rape is okay, and I don't think I don't know
Speaker 1: what I'm gonna do. Yeah, it's a it's a conversation
Speaker 1: that we haven't yet touched on how we're going to
Speaker 1: execute it. We want this to a woman. I think
Speaker 1: we've all heard these stories. Probably bring a man on
Speaker 1: who didn't sexually assaulted somebody. Yep, who was somebody has
Speaker 1: been charged with it. But that's what I'm saying. We
Speaker 1: don't have someone open to come on and say, yep,
Speaker 1: I have her pest, I have HIV and so, but
Speaker 1: to admit you've done something women, especially in this climate,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go on. I'm gonna go on. If you
Speaker 1: guys remember from the past episode, I'm going to go
Speaker 1: and may down if you ever and try to find
Speaker 1: somebody or you notty dot com and find somebody who's
Speaker 1: in there first secution and we could have them write
Speaker 1: us a letter and talk about their what made him
Speaker 1: do it? But I got sexually arrassd okay by woman?
Speaker 1: How they grabbed you? But what were you doing? What
Speaker 1: kind of job I was working at? It was an
Speaker 1: office job. Kind of a man gets sexually assaulted sexually
Speaker 1: right into a sexual assault episode. I got sexually arrassed,
Speaker 1: but it wasn't nothing like I'll say it right now.
Speaker 1: If she was bad, I would have went through with it.
Speaker 1: Was she older, Yeah, it's much older. I was nineteen
Speaker 1: at the time. And she was like, what did she do?
Speaker 1: Did she touch you? But she was very like numerous times,
Speaker 1: numerous m a threats. Wait, she made threats to you
Speaker 1: that probably turned her on. Was she black? Yeah, I
Speaker 1: just kid, you're a white woman doing wands. Wait, but
Speaker 1: threaten you to do what? No, it was it was
Speaker 1: empty threats. Like I was talking to a friend. I
Speaker 1: just became friends with another girl at the office, and
Speaker 1: then she was engaged. So she was gonna tell her
Speaker 1: fiance that me and her were hooking up. If you
Speaker 1: didn't do what if I didn't like, I don't know
Speaker 1: like she wanted me to like. It started off she
Speaker 1: said her favorite time at night is three am, and
Speaker 1: I'm nineteen, Like, what what are you talking about? Like,
Speaker 1: I'll tell you whole story offline? What so what I
Speaker 1: wanted one more? What was your besides episode three? We
Speaker 1: talked about what episode did you not like? What episode
Speaker 1: did I not like? That? There was one specific episode
Speaker 1: and I actually did a whole blurb in the beginning
Speaker 1: of the episode. So we had on the We had
Speaker 1: on Sebastian, who was a game out escort. You were
Speaker 1: here for that, and he walked out in the middle
Speaker 1: of recording. We we got left in this. It was
Speaker 1: right after Lethal Lips that we were like yeah, and
Speaker 1: so my roommate, Lethal Lips, and the engineer all walked
Speaker 1: out because we're literally recorded yeahs to shoot on to
Speaker 1: shoot on you yeah. Like So I want to let
Speaker 1: you guys know that we try our very best in
Speaker 1: vetting who we have come onto this show, because I
Speaker 1: think it's very important that we come on here and
Speaker 1: bring people who not only bring truth and their experiences
Speaker 1: and reality, but that you guys learned from it. And
Speaker 1: during this interview, UM and I said it on Patreon
Speaker 1: again and I love that I can talk with you
Speaker 1: guys now on there. I literally said that in the
Speaker 1: in the interview, he just contradicted himself so much that
Speaker 1: I didn't believe anything out of his mouth. Not only
Speaker 1: that the numbers as far as money that he was
Speaker 1: talking about in this lifestyle that he was we know
Speaker 1: the nigger in real life and it just went okay,
Speaker 1: But that that was one of the first episodes where
Speaker 1: I remember I never closed episode early. I said, all right,
Speaker 1: thanks for coming up. We got stuffed that I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: because you didn't feel energy when it's other than that. Honestly,
Speaker 1: I've left the studio saying, oh my god that and
Speaker 1: won't either say we don't know how we feel and
Speaker 1: sometimes I'm not gonna lie. Actually, the episode that we
Speaker 1: did release, UM, I did not like this episode with
Speaker 1: b K Chat with My Pussy is Golden Get my Diner. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was very just UM against everything that we think
Speaker 1: of and I think people parts were attacking them. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we got definitely feedback that we did when you talked
Speaker 1: about I don't know. Their psychology is not a degree
Speaker 1: for so many and she's like, no, you know, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go in. But even then, you still can't do afters.
Speaker 1: You need to go for a p a talk. There's
Speaker 1: a good part of the podcast you're not want to
Speaker 1: clipping that podcast that I sent Mandy a minute mark
Speaker 1: where we said, and so what do you She goes,
Speaker 1: I'm you know, I'm pushing him for his PhD. He's
Speaker 1: getting it. We said, okay, and what um We said, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, litening, Okay, let's not make fun. So it's
Speaker 1: so funny because for the kink of the week for
Speaker 1: this episode, UM I wanted to actually maybe talk about
Speaker 1: previous kinks um any and talk about maybe if there's
Speaker 1: been any that we've tried since talking about it, UM,
Speaker 1: anything that maybe we've considered doing. UM So, what has
Speaker 1: been some of your favorite kinks that we've talked about. Clearly,
Speaker 1: piss has been an ongoing discussion throughout the show. UM
Speaker 1: I have not pissed on anyone since we've been talking
Speaker 1: about paying on somebody. I'm definitely gonna do my first
Speaker 1: golden shower with love a voice suit I said to him,
Speaker 1: was like, do you want me to be on you
Speaker 1: or you want to be me? He said, fat be
Speaker 1: on me. But I think it's only I don't think
Speaker 1: it's like like sit there with your mouth open thing.
Speaker 1: He's really into squirting. I can't do it, and I
Speaker 1: think he's just he doesn't want you to piss. I
Speaker 1: think he just want to say more crazy wet sous me.
Speaker 1: I've been trying to convince them to go to Mexico
Speaker 1: for MLK weekend because I'm trying to be old in
Speaker 1: some tacos doing a boomerang. I hate you much. Another
Speaker 1: one I really want to do is when we had aquaphil.
Speaker 1: Yet I want to be not drowned. I'm trying to
Speaker 1: think of another one I do. I mean, I want
Speaker 1: I guess aquaphiley in a different way. I've always wanted
Speaker 1: to have sex, like on a beach in the water,
Speaker 1: and should I have it burned? I know, because there's sand, right,
Speaker 1: I've always I don't know how that works, but I
Speaker 1: want to have sex on the beach. I don't think
Speaker 1: he does. No. Actually, the dude I was dating at
Speaker 1: the time was like, oh my god, I pete and
Speaker 1: I could see the sand come up. Yes, what there
Speaker 1: was sand like the kid he was uncircumcised and so
Speaker 1: like he was in the bathroom a long time back
Speaker 1: back to the um. If y'all know, I do not
Speaker 1: do the turtle. One thing I want to do and
Speaker 1: I'm really scared to say this. I hope it doesn't
Speaker 1: bring the move down. What do you want to show
Speaker 1: on somebody? I have a rape fantasy. You and I both.
Speaker 1: I actually talked about this with Kignoir. I kind of
Speaker 1: just wanted to get a funk out of me. But
Speaker 1: I don't think okay, I think we're using the wrong word.
Speaker 1: Maybe now please describe this because so people don't take
Speaker 1: this right wherever, Like okay, I think it's just the
Speaker 1: aggressiveness like I want him to I told him. I
Speaker 1: was like, I want to, Yes, I want to give
Speaker 1: him the key to my apartment and I want I
Speaker 1: want to have just seven days in the week. I'm like,
Speaker 1: don't tell me when you're coming over. I want you
Speaker 1: to come in. I don't know what I'm gonna be doing.
Speaker 1: I want you to sun this out of me. You
Speaker 1: don't talk to me, make me feel scared, like I
Speaker 1: just wanted to be this like taken over thing. But yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: that makes sense for me. Um, It's it's a fantasy
Speaker 1: that I've had. And it's crazy because I even said this.
Speaker 1: I can't find ship on porn hubb on it Like
Speaker 1: I type in rape and it doesn't show up. And
Speaker 1: I think because it's very sensitive, Yeah, and it shouldn't. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but there's something I think that is because I am
Speaker 1: so dominant in the bedroom with a lot of the
Speaker 1: guys that I deal with. It Damn, that sounded bad,
Speaker 1: But I'm very dominant that there is a part of
Speaker 1: me that just wants to be completely overcome by a
Speaker 1: person that I'm dealing with, not anyone knew, not anyone
Speaker 1: that I don't know, but someone who I'm genuinely comfortable with.
Speaker 1: There's a lot of wanted to be like no, no,
Speaker 1: I don't want it, and he'd be like, yes, you do,
Speaker 1: a bitch and monsters. I want to take that clip
Speaker 1: so bad and making my text message Okay, I could
Speaker 1: be like who is the guest? Wait? Both of you?
Speaker 1: That is a scene. They're interesting enough. On Sex in
Speaker 1: the City, where Samantha was dating Smith Jared, who was
Speaker 1: a blonde model dude and he came in and it
Speaker 1: was a burglary scene. A lot of women did not
Speaker 1: like this in sexon City, do you remember this, No,
Speaker 1: I don't. So he came in the house with all
Speaker 1: black on, in a hoodie and like a thing over
Speaker 1: his face and she was like, oh my god, my
Speaker 1: husband's at home, blah blah blow and he was like no,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do this and she's like, oh, please know
Speaker 1: and he sucked her And a lot of people said
Speaker 1: this is disgusting, and I was like, but to me,
Speaker 1: it's a very safe way to play out role play. Yeah,
Speaker 1: funny enough Lisa's splips in the Girl that we had
Speaker 1: a few weeks ago. I don't know when you guys
Speaker 1: heard at the Finn Doom said there's two fantasies that
Speaker 1: aren't okay, and it's rape and incest play. So me
Speaker 1: and you were both sitting there like, oh yeah, true.
Speaker 1: And then but I wanted, but I kind of wanted
Speaker 1: to do fantasy thing right after that I'd like to
Speaker 1: do because I was like, I feel like I'm lying.
Speaker 1: The only thing I don't think I think do thing
Speaker 1: is gross with incests play is like calling someone like
Speaker 1: mommy and what's crazy is it? Wait, day daddy, I
Speaker 1: don't like, sorry y'all for the ones that listen. Does
Speaker 1: that count as incest? Calling him daddy? Daddy is like
Speaker 1: a nah, and I'm very talkative, well you, but you
Speaker 1: know what's crazy? That's actually and me and King Noir
Speaker 1: talked about it on our episode. It's a it's a
Speaker 1: tab side of porn that I actually google, and it's
Speaker 1: actually really widely step Mom step Brother shows, like with
Speaker 1: the Young Team, Yeah, and it's just like it's very
Speaker 1: common or like the mom walks in on the teen
Speaker 1: and the boyfriend and the mom joined to say something
Speaker 1: about those teams that I have seen, those are cool.
Speaker 1: The only ones I can't watch, or when they say
Speaker 1: like mother and Daughters suck tack together, like because it's
Speaker 1: like them, but it's always stepped. I love watching porns
Speaker 1: that have a plot or a dialogue like yeah, like
Speaker 1: there's the ones in Gang Bang that I no, no
Speaker 1: I do, which I don't like just right to the second.
Speaker 1: I love plot porn, so like my favorite type of
Speaker 1: plot porn, I'll tell you all real quick delivery man
Speaker 1: is the thing. No, no, no, there's there's two type
Speaker 1: of type of porns that I watched, and I told
Speaker 1: you guys, I like gay corn and gang bang. So
Speaker 1: in the gay porn ones, I like watching really masculine
Speaker 1: men turn each other out, like they just chilling playing
Speaker 1: video games and then maybe they're just smoking weed getting
Speaker 1: drunk and they just kind of fall into each other's
Speaker 1: assholes that I feel it. And then the other one
Speaker 1: that I really like watching, so a lot of gang
Speaker 1: bangs and Lisa and these are most of her plots. Um.
Speaker 1: She has movers come to her house and it's like
Speaker 1: five thuggas niggas, like we're here to move your furniture,
Speaker 1: and then she just happens to come down in a
Speaker 1: very short dress, like my furniture is upstairs. And then
Speaker 1: next thing you know, she's like double penetration dick in
Speaker 1: her mouth at empathy and know there, Like I like
Speaker 1: plotorns because when I was moving from Midtown to the
Speaker 1: Lower East Side, a bunch of niggas knocked on my
Speaker 1: door and I said, is this dumb Bow movers? I
Speaker 1: did not order the Bronx. You didn't order the Bronx.
Speaker 1: The Bronx movers this I thought it was a downtown
Speaker 1: Brooklyn area and this was something. A matter of fact,
Speaker 1: my doorman called me and everybody because miss it's I
Speaker 1: think it's movers. Hold on, I'm trying to say, I'm
Speaker 1: trying to look up no, no, no, because we these
Speaker 1: last buildings she lived in. If anyone black came in,
Speaker 1: oh you're here for Oh yeah, just go over. When
Speaker 1: T came over, you know who that is? I dated
Speaker 1: who played ball? What is he? Six ten? He came
Speaker 1: and knocked on the door. I'm not even exactly where
Speaker 1: I would need to go. She looked at my building free. Yeah,
Speaker 1: she apparently like she was working, like I guess not.
Speaker 1: Nicka's like whenever people were in her plays, like anytime
Speaker 1: I saw her come down, they were just like very
Speaker 1: like together put looking like, well, no, she's she's actually
Speaker 1: very very very like cool. I played a game of
Speaker 1: spades with her. Um, I'm really cool with DJ web Stars.
Speaker 1: So I went to the studio one day and she
Speaker 1: was there. Of course, she's super into football, so we
Speaker 1: had football on the on the TV. She is absolutely
Speaker 1: like precious, just super I'm looking up the j I
Speaker 1: was gonna say, I'm the oldest person I ever slept with,
Speaker 1: at least in that Yeah, he was forty seven and
Speaker 1: that's old. You know, I don't mean old. But he
Speaker 1: did not like daddy at all? Really, And then I
Speaker 1: sucked someone else in their forties not midife crisis. Maybe
Speaker 1: I held up this article that said, real dad's weighing
Speaker 1: on what it's like to be called daddy in bed
Speaker 1: because why is it? I like it more if it's
Speaker 1: from I like Bobby. If it's from like Spanish, we're not.
Speaker 1: And I thought the same when a nigga nigga call
Speaker 1: me mommy, you don't use mommy. Yeah, but if the
Speaker 1: guy's Dominican is okay? Wow, listen to this women are
Speaker 1: because okay. So this one says it's more of a
Speaker 1: freak out for women when daddies call themselves Daddy's like, oh,
Speaker 1: who's Daddy's a good girl? It says it freaks wing out.
Speaker 1: I know. I love when my nigs tell me who
Speaker 1: daddy is you. Yeah you wait, there's a big difference
Speaker 1: between I can't telling me daddy and see I'm not
Speaker 1: done with this cookie. I'm like, we have never changed
Speaker 1: the icon for our picture for an episode for this Yeah,
Speaker 1: I like that's just the best. Now do their angles
Speaker 1: don't be lit sometimes you like amateur porn, right, bro,
Speaker 1: it depends the megapixels gotta be up on if you're
Speaker 1: you're using an android. We don't want to eight or
Speaker 1: get the bro like, come on, man, you know what,
Speaker 1: I'm kind of insulted. It's saying that a lot of
Speaker 1: women fantasize about doing something dirty with their biological or
Speaker 1: adopted parental figure and their dreaming of doing things with
Speaker 1: their parents. It's an inner thing that we have, and
Speaker 1: that's why we use the word daddy during sex because
Speaker 1: it feels forbiddens, you know, you know, it's crazy. I
Speaker 1: think that whoever wrote this article, and I feel like
Speaker 1: this has to do with maybe the females who have
Speaker 1: quote unquote daddy issues. They like to relate this a lot,
Speaker 1: and to me, I have, it's my daddy, not even
Speaker 1: my hype requirements. So I damn sure I'll be looking
Speaker 1: at my daddy like my daddy's shortest fund, like my
Speaker 1: types what oh. It says, even if you find it
Speaker 1: creepy to be called daddy, it's strange because a lot
Speaker 1: of men personally like to call it referred to themselves
Speaker 1: as daddy in non sexual settings because it has nothing
Speaker 1: to do with their actual parents, but in the dominant role.
Speaker 1: Feeling like a man. I guess, I guess, well, I guess, oh,
Speaker 1: gentler way for daddy is sir. If you don't want
Speaker 1: to get that, I've said, sir. Only with the dudes
Speaker 1: that are like I swear to God because you do
Speaker 1: a white No, no, no no. The dudes that I've
Speaker 1: been with that are all the way through Dom's I
Speaker 1: actually Kingdom arm might have a point where they say
Speaker 1: that's a dumb sir as that you fancied. Yeah, boss,
Speaker 1: fancy where the funk are we at? So I ain't
Speaker 1: got but it was way back in the day when
Speaker 1: I worked at Champs. He's wear the little switchy pants.
Speaker 1: I kind of wondered what his dick was like, so
Speaker 1: I said, like, look for a dick prent at sixteen
Speaker 1: of Champs. But don't judge me. Anybody's fun. All y'all
Speaker 1: guess that you that you met a Champs None. I didn't.
Speaker 1: I didn't really, They're all coming through there, Yeah, asked
Speaker 1: girl working at foot locker when I went for Black Friday,
Speaker 1: and I was like, you know what, you know where
Speaker 1: I've met most of them? Because you when I used
Speaker 1: to work at Demo and that's kind of like yes, like,
Speaker 1: oh bitch, that's why I was bitch. I was coolgi
Speaker 1: out baby fat Apple, I know. But okay, So what
Speaker 1: we wanted to do for this episode, guys, since it
Speaker 1: is the last UM, we wanted to talk about our
Speaker 1: whole year's resolution, our hopes for the new year's UM.
Speaker 1: So we're gonna play this song kind of like we
Speaker 1: did the live show. UM. So each of us have
Speaker 1: three New Year's resolutions, and we kind of just are
Speaker 1: gonna let you guys know what they are for the
Speaker 1: new year. So go ahead, what's strong DV you want
Speaker 1: to try DP? So it doesn't have to be with people, Okay,
Speaker 1: could be with one person and a toy. Okay. I'm
Speaker 1: really just tired of like being so into anal point
Speaker 1: and not being able to have anal sex. And I
Speaker 1: think that the dick, the girth of the dick is
Speaker 1: too wide, So I really want to say you need
Speaker 1: a little dick, nigga, and then you're nigga. Yeah. Okay. Also,
Speaker 1: I know he's not gonna do it, so you just
Speaker 1: want the toy. This is what I'm trying to do.
Speaker 1: When he goes back to Europe this summer. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be like, Yo, no one knows, bro, we don't have
Speaker 1: to do it in your country. Let's just go back
Speaker 1: to Italy, but not like Venice, where's too romanic, like
Speaker 1: Papa Italy Milana or something. Find a negga that we
Speaker 1: can confirm has a little dick. I'll check and then
Speaker 1: just let this papa. I won't kiss some I'll let
Speaker 1: nothing happen and be like, no, do you wanna do
Speaker 1: some DP? Matter of fact, got one of my homeboys.
Speaker 1: I was telling me about how he was sleeping with
Speaker 1: this girl and that they were super high, super drunk,
Speaker 1: and she was like, dude, I just wanted I want
Speaker 1: DP be so bad right now. I want it right now,
Speaker 1: call somebody, he said. He was FaceTime and his friends like, dude,
Speaker 1: look look what I got. It's real, it's real, it's real.
Speaker 1: And told me like I was really trying to get
Speaker 1: this fucking DP going, like she was so into the
Speaker 1: idea of it happening, and he said, a lot more
Speaker 1: women he's meeting, he's in his forties, are like fucking
Speaker 1: down for this. I want to try it, but just
Speaker 1: with someone on that's very interesting. Um, so mine, I'm
Speaker 1: actually starting off a little bit more of other than you.
Speaker 1: Um mine is actually for no, no, no, not school bit.
Speaker 1: I know, no, that's gonna be. So one of the
Speaker 1: things that I actually wanted to do for the New
Speaker 1: Year's was by more grey and undergarments. So I don't
Speaker 1: have really any panties, That's what I'm saying. So for
Speaker 1: for the I want to be more sexy, if that
Speaker 1: makes sense. I am going to be undergoing a body
Speaker 1: change shape and all that stuff, and so foren just
Speaker 1: my confidence as far as lingerie, I used to have
Speaker 1: a ton of lingerie when I was modeling. I don't
Speaker 1: have confident lingre that I do naked. Yeah, so I'm
Speaker 1: a smaller. I'm smaller than you, and like I'm even
Speaker 1: scared of sometimes like oh my god, this angle, this
Speaker 1: and that I think anybody. I don't think it has
Speaker 1: anything to do with someone's eyes, like we always feel
Speaker 1: that way. Of course, last night, like I had on
Speaker 1: this little lace pajama thing and he started even the
Speaker 1: post and I was like, no, but no, but that's
Speaker 1: what I say. So I just bought a silk robe.
Speaker 1: Um and then we all know, oh yeah, because I've
Speaker 1: been taking pictures in that now Instagram live, what's up?
Speaker 1: I'm in my silk rube. When you spend money on
Speaker 1: your things. Actually, when I was dealing with my ex
Speaker 1: girl like she is known for, are you used to
Speaker 1: send me pictures and I was like, damn guard another
Speaker 1: guard a belt. She does not play around now and
Speaker 1: so that's something that I want to do more of
Speaker 1: an investment in as far as my undergarments on. My
Speaker 1: next one is to actually have sex at a sex party. Oh,
Speaker 1: because yeah, we haven't gotten into that and we're saving
Speaker 1: the sex club story foreen it's coming soon, guys, maybe
Speaker 1: that could be a bonus. It was so good um
Speaker 1: as far as well both of us, and you brought
Speaker 1: one of them up at the to hear that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so I think it's going to be exciting if when
Speaker 1: we could share our sex people. So you want to
Speaker 1: go to one and actually have sex because okay, I
Speaker 1: talked about it a little bit on b K chat
Speaker 1: because it was the next day, right, I don't know,
Speaker 1: but anyway you brought it up actually on the road
Speaker 1: timmy episode. It wasn't that it was I wasn't scared
Speaker 1: of my own body or anything like that. I actually
Speaker 1: felt it isn't going to be can see, but I
Speaker 1: was like, I'm one of the hotter people in here,
Speaker 1: but not even the dude I brought. I went with
Speaker 1: a guy that I was just cool with. Um he
Speaker 1: had a girlfriend, she was out of town. He knew
Speaker 1: lover boy was in Europe, and he was like, listen,
Speaker 1: we know we're not going to sleep together, but you
Speaker 1: can't give them the story. Now, we're gonna save this. No, no,
Speaker 1: just but he's like, we know we're not going to
Speaker 1: sleep together, but let's just go. And when we were there,
Speaker 1: people had their eyes on us for sure renewer and
Speaker 1: we were really but I remember thinking in moments like,
Speaker 1: how would I even start this off? Would I be
Speaker 1: thinking about other people the whole time? How do you
Speaker 1: get out of your own head to enjoy this? And
Speaker 1: the only pee drink a bottle of Don Julio like
Speaker 1: me and my friend did, Well, maybe that's me. That's
Speaker 1: literally honestly, and me and her talked about it and
Speaker 1: I'm going to bring her on the show just because
Speaker 1: she's different than us. But we literally we got kind
Speaker 1: of mad that bitch. There were times that we blacked out.
Speaker 1: We don't know how to funk. We ended up where
Speaker 1: we ended up who we ended up. I ended up
Speaker 1: dealing with three couples um that night. I mean I
Speaker 1: didn't get penetrated by dick, but I had like three
Speaker 1: different people eat me out. And so even yeah, being
Speaker 1: involved in that, I think he was shading me for
Speaker 1: the three. It was the couple. If the nicka sucking
Speaker 1: my titties and his bitch is eating my pussy, I
Speaker 1: don't count that, you probably. I mean, I'm just saying
Speaker 1: I don't like this how many times? Okay, so that
Speaker 1: would be awesome. I think that you actually sex in
Speaker 1: a sex club would be nice. Letter Boy told me
Speaker 1: he was not down, oh for the sex club. He
Speaker 1: was like, he was like, he said, maybe I'll go back.
Speaker 1: I think he doesn't want a friend of people, and
Speaker 1: I think I think he. I think we're at this
Speaker 1: point now, which I wish it wasn't there. But we
Speaker 1: used to talk about these things a lot before. We
Speaker 1: had deeper feelings for each other, and he told me
Speaker 1: when I went to his country in Europe, he was like, no,
Speaker 1: I know, I said, we can do this. The names
Speaker 1: to damn, No, we're not. No, I can't not anymore
Speaker 1: like what the fund changes. Yeah, I'm still for eighteen,
Speaker 1: and I wanted to put this as a resolution, especially
Speaker 1: because I know I'm gonna be entering a new career
Speaker 1: in my life, um once I'm done with school, so
Speaker 1: I feel like it may be more possible. I also
Speaker 1: want to reiterate that this has probably been a resolution
Speaker 1: every year for the best couple of years. Um. But
Speaker 1: I want to work on cutting off some of the
Speaker 1: dicks that I've been fucking for the past ten years. UM.
Speaker 1: So not literally, I don't want to took your hand
Speaker 1: and did no I did. I don't want to cut
Speaker 1: off their dicks. But there are certain guys who have
Speaker 1: been literally been lingering in my life. Um honestly since
Speaker 1: high school. There's no reason at twenty seven I should
Speaker 1: still be fucking niggers from high school. Girl, don't say
Speaker 1: like malod to me. Um, um, girl, I'll believe it.
Speaker 1: Still in my motherfucker phone, Girl, he's still on my phone.
Speaker 1: Um from Atlanta. He's gonna be here Monday. He's saying
Speaker 1: for my blazing yes him. Um, so that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: That was the last time he told me? Yeah with him? Well,
Speaker 1: who was the first one you said, Oh, the nigga
Speaker 1: who pisses on me, I like to fiss on him.
Speaker 1: He's still on my phone, trying to give me a
Speaker 1: kind of in life. No, he ask you, why do
Speaker 1: you want to cut them off? If honestly, because it's
Speaker 1: to the point now and um, once I get my career,
Speaker 1: and you know, once school is done, I know that
Speaker 1: I doesn't have to do with a new career because
Speaker 1: I know that I'm going to be at a place
Speaker 1: where I am gonna look for more. And these are
Speaker 1: individuals that I haven't been able to cut off. And
Speaker 1: once I do get into a relationship or commit to somebody,
Speaker 1: I don't want these demons in my closet to still
Speaker 1: hit my phone because a lot of them I don't
Speaker 1: know how to say no to. I really enjoy our
Speaker 1: sexual connection, and so it's something that I don't want
Speaker 1: any of them in my phone. I don't want out
Speaker 1: of sight, out of mind when I get to the
Speaker 1: point where I have you had sex with? Do you
Speaker 1: have sex with? Like? With these people? Like at least
Speaker 1: once a year each of them. Oh yeah, Like, um,
Speaker 1: the one who comes in town tomorrow. We've worked already
Speaker 1: twice this year even, and that's four years going. Like,
Speaker 1: there's certain guys that I just I like where I'm at,
Speaker 1: and I know that next year, like I said, it's
Speaker 1: going to be a change as far as my schedule,
Speaker 1: my career, my body, there's certain things that I do
Speaker 1: want to leave in the past. Pitch even mother like Damm,
Speaker 1: I don't want him in my phone anymore. So that's
Speaker 1: definitely a resolution that I'm trying. Funny you said that
Speaker 1: because it kind of goes in mind. Okay, I want
Speaker 1: to get some hose for the New Years. So when
Speaker 1: I went back to Orlando, I was like, there's so
Speaker 1: many people I can hit up. I have nothing like
Speaker 1: that here, women or men really, and I think that
Speaker 1: I should be at least fucking with some more people
Speaker 1: like just I don't know, there's no their tongues were ready. Really,
Speaker 1: I just want to know if my face there was
Speaker 1: a girl, that's it. And I know everybody else with that.
Speaker 1: And when my friends were laughing after when she goes,
Speaker 1: are you into thick chicks? And I'm saying, You're like yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm like lying, she was, Okay, this is the thing.
Speaker 1: I just feel like they're totally out of my lee
Speaker 1: because they won't suck me like thick chicks. Be like,
Speaker 1: I don't like how thick chicks tease me about it. Nick,
Speaker 1: is that funk with thick chicks tease me about like that?
Speaker 1: I don't like. Even love Boy was just telling me,
Speaker 1: like um, one of his brother's like super thick chicks.
Speaker 1: He was telling me about right, and I'm like, and
Speaker 1: what about you? You don't like them? He's like, no,
Speaker 1: I like the tea girls and then no, wonder he
Speaker 1: thinks my ass is big, right right? Okay, well that
Speaker 1: makes sense. So like I mean, give with someone because
Speaker 1: you with white boys, I don't have them in my
Speaker 1: phone nowhere to help you out with this. I don't
Speaker 1: have white holes in my phone. I don't. Okay, let
Speaker 1: me finish. My next thing is like I was talking
Speaker 1: to j Aid from Extra and Jade and we were
Speaker 1: just randomly talking about ship and I was telling her
Speaker 1: about like how my therapist was saying, I need to
Speaker 1: hang around more nigga because I'm feeling I'm like she don't,
Speaker 1: I'm feeling experiated from you are out of the culture. Yeah,
Speaker 1: first of all, bitch, just because I don't watch hip,
Speaker 1: I'm not out not just not loving him. It's funny
Speaker 1: because no preach real quick. We talked about it um
Speaker 1: the other night. Of course, not only with what she's
Speaker 1: been going on with her therapist, but when we're going out,
Speaker 1: people are starting to notice us around New York. So
Speaker 1: we just like, we just like, we really need to
Speaker 1: start hanging out more together because we don't outside of
Speaker 1: the show me and we need to hang out. And
Speaker 1: she's like, so, yeah, whatever black events coming up, if
Speaker 1: you can bring me along, and I'm like, see, this
Speaker 1: is what I'm talking to you is It probably wasn't
Speaker 1: exactly like that, but she definitely wants to go out
Speaker 1: more with the urban crowd because when I go about, like,
Speaker 1: but no, I hate people think my roommate is wheezy
Speaker 1: when we go. But even I don't want to go
Speaker 1: to because okay, when you're in you have a podcast studio,
Speaker 1: rey remy producers that I go and it's like, you know,
Speaker 1: people go and do beats and um, my friend shout
Speaker 1: out Edgar. He has a lot of a lot of
Speaker 1: cool dope events, but it's sophisticated black people. You're not
Speaker 1: saying I'm trying to go to an event where like
Speaker 1: you can possibly get shot. That Brooklyn museum I went to.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god. But the therapist was
Speaker 1: saying like, even though like you like partying at the
Speaker 1: Solho meat Pack and Ship, He's like, because you identify
Speaker 1: as a black girl, He's like, you feel excluded. And
Speaker 1: she'd be good funk Trump and they're like, yo, you
Speaker 1: gotta chill, get the funk out of it, not for you.
Speaker 1: Soho house that it's funny because Trevor Noah walks in
Speaker 1: and everybody looked really nervous at me. So it's so
Speaker 1: whole house. You know what it is members only. You're
Speaker 1: not a lot to talk to people. You're not allowed
Speaker 1: to go out to celebrities. I was wasted sitting in
Speaker 1: one of them in cabana beds, and I was like,
Speaker 1: can I just tell you I love what you do
Speaker 1: for our culture, and I just feel like people don't
Speaker 1: get in blah blah. Me and him connected on this
Speaker 1: for a minute, and people looked at me like how
Speaker 1: is she talking to him like this? And I was like,
Speaker 1: holy sh it, because everywhere I go out, nobody's like me. Yeah,
Speaker 1: people get uncomfortable with the things I say. The white girls.
Speaker 1: First of all feminist them. It's a totally different thing
Speaker 1: for white girls. Oh yeah, fu planned parenthood, but we
Speaker 1: ain't talking about black chicks. But it's just it's it's
Speaker 1: just really funny. I think it's and I think it's
Speaker 1: something that will both work on, is bringing you back
Speaker 1: to the black side. But no, it's crazy because so
Speaker 1: much that she advocates for, um are you know, rights
Speaker 1: and all of that stuff. And it's so crazy. Because
Speaker 1: someone hit me on my Twitter and I was like
Speaker 1: and felt uncomfortable, was like, listen, um, I just want
Speaker 1: to tell you I've kind of felt uncomfortable with your
Speaker 1: co host saying nigga black. He didn't even know you
Speaker 1: were black. I guess because of how you sound. I
Speaker 1: don't know which episode it was, but maybe it wasn't
Speaker 1: the power for the people I think the same, right,
Speaker 1: but it was something that he didn't know. And I
Speaker 1: guess you're talking strongly about your the white men and
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And so so it was
Speaker 1: funny because I thought people would assume because I say,
Speaker 1: white boys is the opposite what that you deal with,
Speaker 1: because I'd be kind of talking about it. But I
Speaker 1: think that a lot of people know because on my Twitter,
Speaker 1: I have black as are like blah blah blah blah
Speaker 1: blah or whatever they I mean, not my Twitter, my Instagram,
Speaker 1: but anyway, yeah, I don't know. I think that would
Speaker 1: be any of my voice. Everybody tells me pretty white girl.
Speaker 1: So we're gonna work on getting you some hose enough
Speaker 1: because my white not my people's. But like these New
Speaker 1: York crowd I'll be hanging with, I've seen their face.
Speaker 1: But I don't change what what I'm saying. If I
Speaker 1: want to say these niggas sacking up, and I might
Speaker 1: be talking about a group of people I do. It's
Speaker 1: a bit either gonna take it or not, right right,
Speaker 1: I don't want to change the way of talking. I
Speaker 1: think that the inclusiveness that my therapist is talking about
Speaker 1: is because you hanging around a bunch of people that
Speaker 1: are not thinking the same as you. Absolutely the only
Speaker 1: thing you guys have in common is partying. But both
Speaker 1: you guys are though, right, Yeah, obviously it ain't Disneyland
Speaker 1: listed chop a City falls seven West Side. Okay, Well,
Speaker 1: not only that, you have to realize too, we we
Speaker 1: grew up on two different sides. Like wee was the
Speaker 1: new New We's lived in a mansion and went over
Speaker 1: to the ghetto with her pink hair and girl she
Speaker 1: had a yeah, so we literally weez. Nick name in
Speaker 1: Orlando was new news. I used to get the funny
Speaker 1: thing about it, but we was about a little bit
Speaker 1: of my mom's episode. But I used to get embarrassed
Speaker 1: of how big my house was because I didn't feel
Speaker 1: included with the white kids movie theater, and I knew
Speaker 1: the white kids in my school didn't work with me
Speaker 1: because I was too black. Some of the black kids
Speaker 1: might have thought I was too white. But even when
Speaker 1: I got accepted by black kids, I was like, I
Speaker 1: can't show them I lived. Yeah. And so that was
Speaker 1: I had a skip party and everybody was like from her,
Speaker 1: I was on the opposite side. I grew up in
Speaker 1: a single parent household. I grew up like Section eight,
Speaker 1: food stamps, all of that. And then my schools there's
Speaker 1: only three in Orlando that are all black. I went
Speaker 1: to two of them. I graduated from Evans High School,
Speaker 1: which is black, and I also went, oh, yeah, if
Speaker 1: you look, I think the other two percent is other
Speaker 1: like and then and then I went to Oak Ridge,
Speaker 1: which was predominantly black and Latina. So I mean we
Speaker 1: both grew up on different sides of Orlando, had the
Speaker 1: hood and so no, no, no, like the hood show
Speaker 1: me mad love bro oh yeah, because you know at
Speaker 1: one point she was honey Crip, she was gang banging
Speaker 1: with the crop. But I never went to white Clove
Speaker 1: in Orlando, I swear to that's the no. We were
Speaker 1: fifteen sixteen with fake I d s going to what
Speaker 1: we had on all of my friends joke and be
Speaker 1: like we need her ship because like I'll go out
Speaker 1: with them to white clubs in Etland and I'd be like,
Speaker 1: I'm done, I'm ready for I've been ready to go.
Speaker 1: I need my friend's home like a black people that
Speaker 1: the in Lando, I just feel connected. I can't walk
Speaker 1: down the street downtown where it's not love and in
Speaker 1: New York it's totally not like that. Now absolutely New
Speaker 1: York is very like it's everything. It's everything, And I think,
Speaker 1: I guess for my last resolution, um, and I'll do
Speaker 1: this fast as we wrap up. I mean, I honestly
Speaker 1: just kind of I would like to find a not
Speaker 1: and I'm not saying this in a boyfriend way, but
Speaker 1: I would like to find a swinging partner. Um, so
Speaker 1: as far as she's like not a boyfriend. If it
Speaker 1: turns into a boyfriend, I would love it. But I
Speaker 1: would like to have a partner where I could go
Speaker 1: to the sex clubs or swingers party you should get on.
Speaker 1: Is that that I don't know what you want to
Speaker 1: call him? But is he also engaging in individual sex
Speaker 1: which just you well, actually it's it's someone of that question,
Speaker 1: well someone that he's he's engaging sex with me. But
Speaker 1: I kind of want to watch more. I don't have
Speaker 1: a guy that I've ever been able to really watch
Speaker 1: for the swinging want to go with not just you
Speaker 1: and you and him having sex too, that's what preaches.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. We don't have sex, I mean,
Speaker 1: but I probably wouldn't want to have sex with him.
Speaker 1: I want to go to these parties and with him.
Speaker 1: But but okay, but then let's the nights you can
Speaker 1: call them too. Well, yeah, I got a lot of
Speaker 1: else though. Oh you want to find someone just I
Speaker 1: want to find someone literally who as you said, even
Speaker 1: if it turns into a boyfriend, If he turns into
Speaker 1: a boyfriend and we connect on that level, cool, But
Speaker 1: even going to the sex club for the first time
Speaker 1: with my home girl. I want to know that I
Speaker 1: could go with a man and we could share these experiences.
Speaker 1: I can watch him and not be weird. Yeah. Um,
Speaker 1: And so that's kind of something that I you know
Speaker 1: what I think like, So it's funny that's me and
Speaker 1: you are different than this part. I would want someone
Speaker 1: like that that i'm with, only because I think that
Speaker 1: you kind of assumed and tell me even wrong, that
Speaker 1: you're always wrong when you assume anything about me. You've
Speaker 1: made a lot of comments about threesomes and how you
Speaker 1: don't have them with people you're with. So a lot
Speaker 1: of the things that you've said, like when you're emotionally
Speaker 1: attached to somebody, I feel like you think that those
Speaker 1: things will be brought into a swinging or a threesome
Speaker 1: or an orgy type situation. Do you, because what is
Speaker 1: the question, like, do you think that if you like
Speaker 1: someone too deeply that it could be a problem because
Speaker 1: you said you can watch him suck dick and it's
Speaker 1: no right. Um, I don't think it would be a problem.
Speaker 1: But I know that I've had this conversation with people,
Speaker 1: um a lot of times, and there's a lot of
Speaker 1: things that would be a limit to me, um because
Speaker 1: men can't see me another guy, men can't don't want
Speaker 1: to this, and so when it comes to a relationship,
Speaker 1: I feel like it's gonna put more um halts or
Speaker 1: restrictions on me um. And so that's why I would
Speaker 1: want it to go this way to where we're both
Speaker 1: not restricted. Um. Even if emotions grow from that would
Speaker 1: be cool too. But yeah, and so yeah, those are resolutions.
Speaker 1: Should make one for us yea for the podcast itself. Yeah,
Speaker 1: well what is the way? Wait, I'll ask you what
Speaker 1: would you like to see change? And actually, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be a great question for everybody. I want to leave
Speaker 1: a comment under here, what would you like for us
Speaker 1: to change? Going into about horrible decisions, whether what you
Speaker 1: would like us to change in the negative light or
Speaker 1: what you would like to see us add to the show.
Speaker 1: I'm a risk takers, so I want you guys to
Speaker 1: even go even further. You know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: I want you guys to I mean, like, let's say,
Speaker 1: let's take it to a certain level, like let's let's well,
Speaker 1: how do you say that? Mean? That was pretty vague?
Speaker 1: Something like, man, I guess that from a guest perspective, Okay,
Speaker 1: in a guest perspective, like a dominic dominatrix coming with
Speaker 1: their actual you weren't you wasn't here. You wasn't here
Speaker 1: for not a dominicant slave. Yes, oh that you have
Speaker 1: more couples on Oh, well, I would love to do.
Speaker 1: And I have a couple that throws the actual sex
Speaker 1: clothes there they already I'm talking about. I want to
Speaker 1: have an episode where there's two couples of you guys
Speaker 1: are in New York and you exist may be either
Speaker 1: about to break up or one wants the other to
Speaker 1: do more ship sexually. And here we are, like Jerry
Speaker 1: Springer knowing what the secret is, right, and we're sitting
Speaker 1: here interviewing Katie and we're like, well, you know what,
Speaker 1: Mark has something to you. I hate you? So okay,
Speaker 1: I guess um for me honestly, um, And this kind
Speaker 1: of got to be I'm sorry, but I gotta be
Speaker 1: for the freaking for the patre Yes, we don't say
Speaker 1: we're we're going to give you good on patriarch um,
Speaker 1: something that I honestly would like to change in And
Speaker 1: I guess it's gonna be more so on a personal level. Um,
Speaker 1: me and Weasy don't hang out. Me and we don't
Speaker 1: have a relationship outside of this podcast, and I like,
Speaker 1: we don't, we don't hang out. Both of our circles
Speaker 1: are completely different. Um, and I think I'll bring you
Speaker 1: to the more urban crowd. We should try to commit
Speaker 1: to not one a month, like one every other one
Speaker 1: of the one every forty five days. Um. Well, even
Speaker 1: even my roommates suggested that we even meet on a
Speaker 1: monthly basis to make sure we're on the same page. Um.
Speaker 1: So there's just a lot of behind the scenes with us,
Speaker 1: and we we want to keep it going because both
Speaker 1: of us have such strong passion for this, for this
Speaker 1: podcast that I would like to possibly build a better
Speaker 1: relationship with Weezy off of the podcast. Yeah, and it's
Speaker 1: not there, um, And so that's probably something that's when
Speaker 1: I'm thinking about, Like even there girls like God, I
Speaker 1: hope they keep it up because I know they're gonna
Speaker 1: break up. And it's like I think that sometimes we
Speaker 1: assume keeping personal lives out of it is gonna make
Speaker 1: this show good. And then that one Patreon episode where
Speaker 1: it sucked, it was very obvious that because we have
Speaker 1: no friendship was like, not only because if you don't
Speaker 1: care about what the other person saying, are you trying
Speaker 1: not to care about the other person's life. It comes
Speaker 1: across well, not only that, I think it's also um.
Speaker 1: Things are said on the show out of assumptions or
Speaker 1: out of what we knew about each other five years ago.
Speaker 1: So even on the episode that um where we did
Speaker 1: the recap, you were like, well, Babe, we can do
Speaker 1: a lot show because you fly out for Dick. And
Speaker 1: I was like, actually, I don't do that anymore. I
Speaker 1: was right, but you know it can it can come
Speaker 1: out somewhere or even me to tell no jokes about
Speaker 1: you can you can tell you the joke people outside
Speaker 1: for the next ship. But yeah, again, I think the
Speaker 1: longer episodes, I guess could be Yeah, I don't know
Speaker 1: if I can do it. Our in hand Bro. When
Speaker 1: Bro Timmy came on, we kind of ran out of Bro.
Speaker 1: He was just so good looking at you was ready
Speaker 1: to suck as Dick. But hop on the elevator. Hey. Anyways, guys, again,
Speaker 1: we want to thank you so very much. Thank you
Speaker 1: guys who are patrons on our Patreon account. That is
Speaker 1: really what's going to push us over the Edge for
Speaker 1: and I'm like appreciate that. I know, like five dollars
Speaker 1: is nothing to some of you, and maybe a lot
Speaker 1: to some of you, but like just knowing that you're
Speaker 1: paying us for the content you receive and supporting us.
Speaker 1: Like I had a girl tell me she's paying five dollars,
Speaker 1: a mother that hasn't listened to one of the bonus
Speaker 1: episode yet. She's like, I just do it because I
Speaker 1: want you all to have something for me. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: I enjoyed what you do. It's really great, And you
Speaker 1: guys can go ahead and become members on that at Patreon,
Speaker 1: p A, t R e o N dot com. Bat flash,
Speaker 1: horrible decision. We're gonna China for two thousand eighteen, have
Speaker 1: a lot more of advertisement going on, and we're going
Speaker 1: to start connecting you, um from to our manager at
Speaker 1: some point in time, and you can discuss rates and
Speaker 1: um if some of you have businesses and want to
Speaker 1: do profits of your sales as well on the show, Like, yeah,
Speaker 1: we're really we're really looking out to all different we're
Speaker 1: looking at all different and so yeah, three years later,
Speaker 1: we don't have to ship to talk about come on
Speaker 1: Blue Ape for anyways, guys, this has been yet another
Speaker 1: episode of horrible decisions, signing out for twenty seven to
Speaker 1: Bye Bye