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Speaker 1: For the year, guys, you got through another motherfucker year

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Speaker 1: of what the show is because essentially, like because something

426
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Speaker 1: happens you you know what I mean, Like people might

427
00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:06,800
Speaker 1: look at it and say, well, you can't you guys

428
00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:08,400
Speaker 1: deserve this because look what do you guys talk about

429
00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:11,440
Speaker 1: and look at your logo, which is unfair. Um, I

430
00:22:11,480 --> 00:22:15,000
Speaker 1: don't know if it will diminish the show. Wait, I'm

431
00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:19,159
Speaker 1: now I'm a little confused. We haven't discussed anything. We

432
00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:22,400
Speaker 1: have not, and it's surprising because people have asked us

433
00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:25,120
Speaker 1: like when we're going to have the conversation as far

434
00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:29,640
Speaker 1: as rape or um sexual assault, And I mean it's

435
00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:32,720
Speaker 1: crazy because I think, honestly, me and we look, we

436
00:22:32,840 --> 00:22:34,480
Speaker 1: see's over there, scratch and she got highs come and

437
00:22:34,480 --> 00:22:37,280
Speaker 1: talk about this guy. Damn topic. It's such a sensitive

438
00:22:37,320 --> 00:22:40,200
Speaker 1: topic and we will talk to talk about it when

439
00:22:40,200 --> 00:22:42,480
Speaker 1: they can't, Like, I think that nobody can do that

440
00:22:42,520 --> 00:22:45,320
Speaker 1: ship justice. I've listened to like seven milli Vidiots episodes

441
00:22:45,400 --> 00:22:47,520
Speaker 1: or they keep talking about idiots keep talking about and

442
00:22:47,920 --> 00:22:49,520
Speaker 1: that I don't love them, but and I'm still gonna

443
00:22:49,520 --> 00:22:51,120
Speaker 1: listen every week. But it's two men that keep talking

444
00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:53,400
Speaker 1: about something that they can't talk And then they had

445
00:22:53,400 --> 00:22:55,760
Speaker 1: a female on it and she was just victim blaming

446
00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:58,000
Speaker 1: the whole episode. I hate it was probably my worst,

447
00:22:58,160 --> 00:23:00,639
Speaker 1: that my least favorite. It's kind of those are sitting

448
00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:04,040
Speaker 1: here complaining about n like and she had she said

449
00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:06,320
Speaker 1: that she was sexually assaulted. I think it's an episode

450
00:23:06,320 --> 00:23:08,240
Speaker 1: that me and we do want to have. I'm not

451
00:23:08,240 --> 00:23:10,000
Speaker 1: gonna I think we also want to have someone on

452
00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:12,399
Speaker 1: the show who has been raped or someone who is

453
00:23:12,440 --> 00:23:15,280
Speaker 1: a part of not not the slut walk, but someone

454
00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:19,360
Speaker 1: who's really an advocate of sexual assault. UM. And so yeah,

455
00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:21,440
Speaker 1: it's a topic that me and we have a problem.

456
00:23:21,920 --> 00:23:24,600
Speaker 1: It's like I as a person. I can see the difference.

457
00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:26,600
Speaker 1: I can see the line like, there's nothing wrong with

458
00:23:26,640 --> 00:23:30,160
Speaker 1: being sexual and conveying your sexuality. That still doesn't mean

459
00:23:30,480 --> 00:23:33,520
Speaker 1: it invites you to violate me. Well you in that way.

460
00:23:33,920 --> 00:23:36,320
Speaker 1: So just because you're to do that, because you're right,

461
00:23:36,359 --> 00:23:38,760
Speaker 1: we could diminish something. Think about when we had with

462
00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:41,120
Speaker 1: the episode with her piece, and there's a few people

463
00:23:41,160 --> 00:23:42,960
Speaker 1: that said, oh, you act like herpes is okay. The

464
00:23:43,160 --> 00:23:45,320
Speaker 1: HIV episode, we talked about how you can live on

465
00:23:45,440 --> 00:23:47,000
Speaker 1: through it. I don't want to make it sound like

466
00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:48,679
Speaker 1: rape is okay, and I don't think I don't know

467
00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:51,720
Speaker 1: what I'm gonna do. Yeah, it's a it's a conversation

468
00:23:51,800 --> 00:23:55,600
Speaker 1: that we haven't yet touched on how we're going to

469
00:23:55,800 --> 00:23:59,160
Speaker 1: execute it. We want this to a woman. I think

470
00:23:59,200 --> 00:24:01,359
Speaker 1: we've all heard these stories. Probably bring a man on

471
00:24:01,400 --> 00:24:06,080
Speaker 1: who didn't sexually assaulted somebody. Yep, who was somebody has

472
00:24:06,119 --> 00:24:09,399
Speaker 1: been charged with it. But that's what I'm saying. We

473
00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:11,120
Speaker 1: don't have someone open to come on and say, yep,

474
00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:13,280
Speaker 1: I have her pest, I have HIV and so, but

475
00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:17,480
Speaker 1: to admit you've done something women, especially in this climate,

476
00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:20,159
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go on. I'm gonna go on. If you

477
00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:22,119
Speaker 1: guys remember from the past episode, I'm going to go

478
00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:24,080
Speaker 1: and may down if you ever and try to find

479
00:24:24,119 --> 00:24:27,240
Speaker 1: somebody or you notty dot com and find somebody who's

480
00:24:27,320 --> 00:24:29,160
Speaker 1: in there first secution and we could have them write

481
00:24:29,240 --> 00:24:31,159
Speaker 1: us a letter and talk about their what made him

482
00:24:31,200 --> 00:24:34,840
Speaker 1: do it? But I got sexually arrassd okay by woman?

483
00:24:35,080 --> 00:24:37,040
Speaker 1: How they grabbed you? But what were you doing? What

484
00:24:37,119 --> 00:24:39,440
Speaker 1: kind of job I was working at? It was an

485
00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:43,000
Speaker 1: office job. Kind of a man gets sexually assaulted sexually

486
00:24:43,560 --> 00:24:46,879
Speaker 1: right into a sexual assault episode. I got sexually arrassed,

487
00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:49,520
Speaker 1: but it wasn't nothing like I'll say it right now.

488
00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:53,200
Speaker 1: If she was bad, I would have went through with it.

489
00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,439
Speaker 1: Was she older, Yeah, it's much older. I was nineteen

490
00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:58,760
Speaker 1: at the time. And she was like, what did she do?

491
00:24:58,800 --> 00:25:02,919
Speaker 1: Did she touch you? But she was very like numerous times,

492
00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:07,119
Speaker 1: numerous m a threats. Wait, she made threats to you

493
00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:11,000
Speaker 1: that probably turned her on. Was she black? Yeah, I

494
00:25:11,080 --> 00:25:17,760
Speaker 1: just kid, you're a white woman doing wands. Wait, but

495
00:25:17,800 --> 00:25:20,240
Speaker 1: threaten you to do what? No, it was it was

496
00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:22,879
Speaker 1: empty threats. Like I was talking to a friend. I

497
00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:25,240
Speaker 1: just became friends with another girl at the office, and

498
00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:28,400
Speaker 1: then she was engaged. So she was gonna tell her

499
00:25:28,440 --> 00:25:31,080
Speaker 1: fiance that me and her were hooking up. If you

500
00:25:31,119 --> 00:25:34,399
Speaker 1: didn't do what if I didn't like, I don't know

501
00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:37,159
Speaker 1: like she wanted me to like. It started off she

502
00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,639
Speaker 1: said her favorite time at night is three am, and

503
00:25:39,640 --> 00:25:41,600
Speaker 1: I'm nineteen, Like, what what are you talking about? Like,

504
00:25:42,080 --> 00:25:46,320
Speaker 1: I'll tell you whole story offline? What so what I

505
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:49,000
Speaker 1: wanted one more? What was your besides episode three? We

506
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:51,520
Speaker 1: talked about what episode did you not like? What episode

507
00:25:51,520 --> 00:25:54,560
Speaker 1: did I not like? That? There was one specific episode

508
00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:57,120
Speaker 1: and I actually did a whole blurb in the beginning

509
00:25:57,280 --> 00:26:00,680
Speaker 1: of the episode. So we had on the We had

510
00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:03,239
Speaker 1: on Sebastian, who was a game out escort. You were

511
00:26:03,280 --> 00:26:06,040
Speaker 1: here for that, and he walked out in the middle

512
00:26:06,080 --> 00:26:08,280
Speaker 1: of recording. We we got left in this. It was

513
00:26:08,359 --> 00:26:11,720
Speaker 1: right after Lethal Lips that we were like yeah, and

514
00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:14,040
Speaker 1: so my roommate, Lethal Lips, and the engineer all walked

515
00:26:14,040 --> 00:26:20,240
Speaker 1: out because we're literally recorded yeahs to shoot on to

516
00:26:20,280 --> 00:26:23,920
Speaker 1: shoot on you yeah. Like So I want to let

517
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:27,159
Speaker 1: you guys know that we try our very best in

518
00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:29,879
Speaker 1: vetting who we have come onto this show, because I

519
00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:32,560
Speaker 1: think it's very important that we come on here and

520
00:26:32,640 --> 00:26:36,720
Speaker 1: bring people who not only bring truth and their experiences

521
00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:39,159
Speaker 1: and reality, but that you guys learned from it. And

522
00:26:39,280 --> 00:26:41,680
Speaker 1: during this interview, UM and I said it on Patreon

523
00:26:41,720 --> 00:26:43,119
Speaker 1: again and I love that I can talk with you

524
00:26:43,160 --> 00:26:45,960
Speaker 1: guys now on there. I literally said that in the

525
00:26:46,040 --> 00:26:48,919
Speaker 1: in the interview, he just contradicted himself so much that

526
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:51,760
Speaker 1: I didn't believe anything out of his mouth. Not only

527
00:26:51,800 --> 00:26:54,920
Speaker 1: that the numbers as far as money that he was

528
00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:57,600
Speaker 1: talking about in this lifestyle that he was we know

529
00:26:57,680 --> 00:27:00,600
Speaker 1: the nigger in real life and it just went okay,

530
00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:03,560
Speaker 1: But that that was one of the first episodes where

531
00:27:03,600 --> 00:27:06,520
Speaker 1: I remember I never closed episode early. I said, all right,

532
00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:11,320
Speaker 1: thanks for coming up. We got stuffed that I was like, okay,

533
00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:15,240
Speaker 1: because you didn't feel energy when it's other than that. Honestly,

534
00:27:15,520 --> 00:27:19,440
Speaker 1: I've left the studio saying, oh my god that and

535
00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:22,119
Speaker 1: won't either say we don't know how we feel and

536
00:27:22,359 --> 00:27:24,560
Speaker 1: sometimes I'm not gonna lie. Actually, the episode that we

537
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:29,520
Speaker 1: did release, UM, I did not like this episode with

538
00:27:29,680 --> 00:27:37,520
Speaker 1: b K Chat with My Pussy is Golden Get my Diner. Yeah,

539
00:27:37,600 --> 00:27:41,080
Speaker 1: it was very just UM against everything that we think

540
00:27:41,119 --> 00:27:44,439
Speaker 1: of and I think people parts were attacking them. Yeah,

541
00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:46,920
Speaker 1: we got definitely feedback that we did when you talked

542
00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:50,000
Speaker 1: about I don't know. Their psychology is not a degree

543
00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:51,560
Speaker 1: for so many and she's like, no, you know, I'm

544
00:27:51,560 --> 00:27:54,879
Speaker 1: gonna go in. But even then, you still can't do afters.

545
00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:56,520
Speaker 1: You need to go for a p a talk. There's

546
00:27:56,640 --> 00:28:00,240
Speaker 1: a good part of the podcast you're not want to

547
00:28:00,240 --> 00:28:02,360
Speaker 1: clipping that podcast that I sent Mandy a minute mark

548
00:28:02,359 --> 00:28:03,920
Speaker 1: where we said, and so what do you She goes,

549
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:05,720
Speaker 1: I'm you know, I'm pushing him for his PhD. He's

550
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:12,680
Speaker 1: getting it. We said, okay, and what um We said, Okay,

551
00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:15,600
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, litening, Okay, let's not make fun. So it's

552
00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:17,679
Speaker 1: so funny because for the kink of the week for

553
00:28:17,720 --> 00:28:21,399
Speaker 1: this episode, UM I wanted to actually maybe talk about

554
00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:25,720
Speaker 1: previous kinks um any and talk about maybe if there's

555
00:28:25,800 --> 00:28:29,040
Speaker 1: been any that we've tried since talking about it, UM,

556
00:28:29,080 --> 00:28:33,400
Speaker 1: anything that maybe we've considered doing. UM So, what has

557
00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:35,720
Speaker 1: been some of your favorite kinks that we've talked about. Clearly,

558
00:28:35,760 --> 00:28:40,120
Speaker 1: piss has been an ongoing discussion throughout the show. UM

559
00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:42,120
Speaker 1: I have not pissed on anyone since we've been talking

560
00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:45,240
Speaker 1: about paying on somebody. I'm definitely gonna do my first

561
00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:47,800
Speaker 1: golden shower with love a voice suit I said to him,

562
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:48,840
Speaker 1: was like, do you want me to be on you

563
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:50,400
Speaker 1: or you want to be me? He said, fat be

564
00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:53,640
Speaker 1: on me. But I think it's only I don't think

565
00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:55,560
Speaker 1: it's like like sit there with your mouth open thing.

566
00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:58,400
Speaker 1: He's really into squirting. I can't do it, and I

567
00:28:58,400 --> 00:29:00,280
Speaker 1: think he's just he doesn't want you to piss. I

568
00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:07,000
Speaker 1: think he just want to say more crazy wet sous me.

569
00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:08,480
Speaker 1: I've been trying to convince them to go to Mexico

570
00:29:08,520 --> 00:29:11,760
Speaker 1: for MLK weekend because I'm trying to be old in

571
00:29:11,840 --> 00:29:15,520
Speaker 1: some tacos doing a boomerang. I hate you much. Another

572
00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:17,120
Speaker 1: one I really want to do is when we had aquaphil.

573
00:29:17,200 --> 00:29:21,640
Speaker 1: Yet I want to be not drowned. I'm trying to

574
00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:24,920
Speaker 1: think of another one I do. I mean, I want

575
00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:27,200
Speaker 1: I guess aquaphiley in a different way. I've always wanted

576
00:29:27,200 --> 00:29:29,280
Speaker 1: to have sex, like on a beach in the water,

577
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:32,160
Speaker 1: and should I have it burned? I know, because there's sand, right,

578
00:29:32,200 --> 00:29:34,760
Speaker 1: I've always I don't know how that works, but I

579
00:29:34,760 --> 00:29:36,160
Speaker 1: want to have sex on the beach. I don't think

580
00:29:36,160 --> 00:29:38,600
Speaker 1: he does. No. Actually, the dude I was dating at

581
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:40,120
Speaker 1: the time was like, oh my god, I pete and

582
00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:43,440
Speaker 1: I could see the sand come up. Yes, what there

583
00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:46,440
Speaker 1: was sand like the kid he was uncircumcised and so

584
00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:49,360
Speaker 1: like he was in the bathroom a long time back

585
00:29:49,440 --> 00:29:51,360
Speaker 1: back to the um. If y'all know, I do not

586
00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:53,680
Speaker 1: do the turtle. One thing I want to do and

587
00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:55,560
Speaker 1: I'm really scared to say this. I hope it doesn't

588
00:29:55,560 --> 00:29:58,080
Speaker 1: bring the move down. What do you want to show

589
00:29:58,120 --> 00:30:01,080
Speaker 1: on somebody? I have a rape fantasy. You and I both.

590
00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:03,840
Speaker 1: I actually talked about this with Kignoir. I kind of

591
00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:06,000
Speaker 1: just wanted to get a funk out of me. But

592
00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:07,880
Speaker 1: I don't think okay, I think we're using the wrong word.

593
00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:11,200
Speaker 1: Maybe now please describe this because so people don't take

594
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:18,560
Speaker 1: this right wherever, Like okay, I think it's just the

595
00:30:18,560 --> 00:30:20,720
Speaker 1: aggressiveness like I want him to I told him. I

596
00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:24,680
Speaker 1: was like, I want to, Yes, I want to give

597
00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:26,320
Speaker 1: him the key to my apartment and I want I

598
00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:28,080
Speaker 1: want to have just seven days in the week. I'm like,

599
00:30:28,120 --> 00:30:29,560
Speaker 1: don't tell me when you're coming over. I want you

600
00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:31,000
Speaker 1: to come in. I don't know what I'm gonna be doing.

601
00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:32,160
Speaker 1: I want you to sun this out of me. You

602
00:30:32,200 --> 00:30:34,800
Speaker 1: don't talk to me, make me feel scared, like I

603
00:30:34,840 --> 00:30:38,360
Speaker 1: just wanted to be this like taken over thing. But yeah, okay,

604
00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:42,760
Speaker 1: that makes sense for me. Um, It's it's a fantasy

605
00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:44,720
Speaker 1: that I've had. And it's crazy because I even said this.

606
00:30:44,840 --> 00:30:48,040
Speaker 1: I can't find ship on porn hubb on it Like

607
00:30:48,120 --> 00:30:50,400
Speaker 1: I type in rape and it doesn't show up. And

608
00:30:50,520 --> 00:30:54,080
Speaker 1: I think because it's very sensitive, Yeah, and it shouldn't. Yeah,

609
00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:57,240
Speaker 1: but there's something I think that is because I am

610
00:30:57,400 --> 00:30:59,120
Speaker 1: so dominant in the bedroom with a lot of the

611
00:30:59,120 --> 00:31:01,600
Speaker 1: guys that I deal with. It Damn, that sounded bad,

612
00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:06,000
Speaker 1: But I'm very dominant that there is a part of

613
00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:08,840
Speaker 1: me that just wants to be completely overcome by a

614
00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:11,520
Speaker 1: person that I'm dealing with, not anyone knew, not anyone

615
00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:14,480
Speaker 1: that I don't know, but someone who I'm genuinely comfortable with.

616
00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:18,320
Speaker 1: There's a lot of wanted to be like no, no,

617
00:31:18,360 --> 00:31:20,040
Speaker 1: I don't want it, and he'd be like, yes, you do,

618
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:30,320
Speaker 1: a bitch and monsters. I want to take that clip

619
00:31:30,440 --> 00:31:39,760
Speaker 1: so bad and making my text message Okay, I could

620
00:31:39,760 --> 00:31:44,320
Speaker 1: be like who is the guest? Wait? Both of you?

621
00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:46,600
Speaker 1: That is a scene. They're interesting enough. On Sex in

622
00:31:46,640 --> 00:31:49,920
Speaker 1: the City, where Samantha was dating Smith Jared, who was

623
00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:52,560
Speaker 1: a blonde model dude and he came in and it

624
00:31:52,640 --> 00:31:54,840
Speaker 1: was a burglary scene. A lot of women did not

625
00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:56,400
Speaker 1: like this in sexon City, do you remember this, No,

626
00:31:56,480 --> 00:31:58,840
Speaker 1: I don't. So he came in the house with all

627
00:31:58,840 --> 00:32:00,840
Speaker 1: black on, in a hoodie and like a thing over

628
00:32:00,880 --> 00:32:02,400
Speaker 1: his face and she was like, oh my god, my

629
00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:03,960
Speaker 1: husband's at home, blah blah blow and he was like no,

630
00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:05,640
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do this and she's like, oh, please know

631
00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:08,160
Speaker 1: and he sucked her And a lot of people said

632
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:10,800
Speaker 1: this is disgusting, and I was like, but to me,

633
00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:14,400
Speaker 1: it's a very safe way to play out role play. Yeah,

634
00:32:14,760 --> 00:32:16,920
Speaker 1: funny enough Lisa's splips in the Girl that we had

635
00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:18,160
Speaker 1: a few weeks ago. I don't know when you guys

636
00:32:18,200 --> 00:32:20,840
Speaker 1: heard at the Finn Doom said there's two fantasies that

637
00:32:20,840 --> 00:32:23,440
Speaker 1: aren't okay, and it's rape and incest play. So me

638
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:25,200
Speaker 1: and you were both sitting there like, oh yeah, true.

639
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:28,520
Speaker 1: And then but I wanted, but I kind of wanted

640
00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:31,320
Speaker 1: to do fantasy thing right after that I'd like to

641
00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:32,880
Speaker 1: do because I was like, I feel like I'm lying.

642
00:32:34,080 --> 00:32:35,440
Speaker 1: The only thing I don't think I think do thing

643
00:32:35,520 --> 00:32:37,560
Speaker 1: is gross with incests play is like calling someone like

644
00:32:37,680 --> 00:32:43,160
Speaker 1: mommy and what's crazy is it? Wait, day daddy, I

645
00:32:43,160 --> 00:32:45,920
Speaker 1: don't like, sorry y'all for the ones that listen. Does

646
00:32:45,960 --> 00:32:49,360
Speaker 1: that count as incest? Calling him daddy? Daddy is like

647
00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:54,800
Speaker 1: a nah, and I'm very talkative, well you, but you

648
00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:57,560
Speaker 1: know what's crazy? That's actually and me and King Noir

649
00:32:57,640 --> 00:32:59,720
Speaker 1: talked about it on our episode. It's a it's a

650
00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:03,160
Speaker 1: tab side of porn that I actually google, and it's

651
00:33:03,200 --> 00:33:10,080
Speaker 1: actually really widely step Mom step Brother shows, like with

652
00:33:10,120 --> 00:33:12,560
Speaker 1: the Young Team, Yeah, and it's just like it's very

653
00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:15,200
Speaker 1: common or like the mom walks in on the teen

654
00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:17,720
Speaker 1: and the boyfriend and the mom joined to say something

655
00:33:17,760 --> 00:33:22,240
Speaker 1: about those teams that I have seen, those are cool.

656
00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:24,200
Speaker 1: The only ones I can't watch, or when they say

657
00:33:24,240 --> 00:33:29,760
Speaker 1: like mother and Daughters suck tack together, like because it's

658
00:33:29,840 --> 00:33:33,960
Speaker 1: like them, but it's always stepped. I love watching porns

659
00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:38,800
Speaker 1: that have a plot or a dialogue like yeah, like

660
00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:42,600
Speaker 1: there's the ones in Gang Bang that I no, no

661
00:33:42,680 --> 00:33:45,560
Speaker 1: I do, which I don't like just right to the second.

662
00:33:45,600 --> 00:33:49,280
Speaker 1: I love plot porn, so like my favorite type of

663
00:33:49,280 --> 00:33:54,440
Speaker 1: plot porn, I'll tell you all real quick delivery man

664
00:33:54,480 --> 00:33:56,880
Speaker 1: is the thing. No, no, no, there's there's two type

665
00:33:56,920 --> 00:33:59,160
Speaker 1: of type of porns that I watched, and I told

666
00:33:59,160 --> 00:34:01,440
Speaker 1: you guys, I like gay corn and gang bang. So

667
00:34:01,640 --> 00:34:05,240
Speaker 1: in the gay porn ones, I like watching really masculine

668
00:34:05,240 --> 00:34:07,960
Speaker 1: men turn each other out, like they just chilling playing

669
00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:10,759
Speaker 1: video games and then maybe they're just smoking weed getting

670
00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:12,959
Speaker 1: drunk and they just kind of fall into each other's

671
00:34:12,960 --> 00:34:24,160
Speaker 1: assholes that I feel it. And then the other one

672
00:34:24,200 --> 00:34:26,520
Speaker 1: that I really like watching, so a lot of gang

673
00:34:26,520 --> 00:34:30,200
Speaker 1: bangs and Lisa and these are most of her plots. Um.

674
00:34:30,239 --> 00:34:32,960
Speaker 1: She has movers come to her house and it's like

675
00:34:33,200 --> 00:34:36,520
Speaker 1: five thuggas niggas, like we're here to move your furniture,

676
00:34:38,640 --> 00:34:41,080
Speaker 1: and then she just happens to come down in a

677
00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:47,040
Speaker 1: very short dress, like my furniture is upstairs. And then

678
00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:50,160
Speaker 1: next thing you know, she's like double penetration dick in

679
00:34:50,200 --> 00:34:53,560
Speaker 1: her mouth at empathy and know there, Like I like

680
00:34:53,640 --> 00:34:56,840
Speaker 1: plotorns because when I was moving from Midtown to the

681
00:34:56,880 --> 00:34:59,400
Speaker 1: Lower East Side, a bunch of niggas knocked on my

682
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:03,000
Speaker 1: door and I said, is this dumb Bow movers? I

683
00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:05,840
Speaker 1: did not order the Bronx. You didn't order the Bronx.

684
00:35:06,680 --> 00:35:09,640
Speaker 1: The Bronx movers this I thought it was a downtown

685
00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:13,359
Speaker 1: Brooklyn area and this was something. A matter of fact,

686
00:35:13,400 --> 00:35:16,240
Speaker 1: my doorman called me and everybody because miss it's I

687
00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:20,759
Speaker 1: think it's movers. Hold on, I'm trying to say, I'm

688
00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:22,799
Speaker 1: trying to look up no, no, no, because we these

689
00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:25,880
Speaker 1: last buildings she lived in. If anyone black came in,

690
00:35:25,920 --> 00:35:31,160
Speaker 1: oh you're here for Oh yeah, just go over. When

691
00:35:31,160 --> 00:35:33,439
Speaker 1: T came over, you know who that is? I dated

692
00:35:33,440 --> 00:35:38,239
Speaker 1: who played ball? What is he? Six ten? He came

693
00:35:38,280 --> 00:35:42,120
Speaker 1: and knocked on the door. I'm not even exactly where

694
00:35:42,120 --> 00:35:46,919
Speaker 1: I would need to go. She looked at my building free. Yeah,

695
00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:50,880
Speaker 1: she apparently like she was working, like I guess not.

696
00:35:50,960 --> 00:35:54,720
Speaker 1: Nicka's like whenever people were in her plays, like anytime

697
00:35:54,719 --> 00:35:56,600
Speaker 1: I saw her come down, they were just like very

698
00:35:56,719 --> 00:35:59,520
Speaker 1: like together put looking like, well, no, she's she's actually

699
00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:02,120
Speaker 1: very very very like cool. I played a game of

700
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:05,000
Speaker 1: spades with her. Um, I'm really cool with DJ web Stars.

701
00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:06,719
Speaker 1: So I went to the studio one day and she

702
00:36:06,760 --> 00:36:08,920
Speaker 1: was there. Of course, she's super into football, so we

703
00:36:08,960 --> 00:36:12,760
Speaker 1: had football on the on the TV. She is absolutely

704
00:36:12,840 --> 00:36:17,040
Speaker 1: like precious, just super I'm looking up the j I

705
00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:19,680
Speaker 1: was gonna say, I'm the oldest person I ever slept with,

706
00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:23,799
Speaker 1: at least in that Yeah, he was forty seven and

707
00:36:23,880 --> 00:36:29,680
Speaker 1: that's old. You know, I don't mean old. But he

708
00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:33,080
Speaker 1: did not like daddy at all? Really, And then I

709
00:36:33,160 --> 00:36:36,880
Speaker 1: sucked someone else in their forties not midife crisis. Maybe

710
00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:40,600
Speaker 1: I held up this article that said, real dad's weighing

711
00:36:40,600 --> 00:36:42,080
Speaker 1: on what it's like to be called daddy in bed

712
00:36:42,560 --> 00:36:45,640
Speaker 1: because why is it? I like it more if it's

713
00:36:45,680 --> 00:36:49,560
Speaker 1: from I like Bobby. If it's from like Spanish, we're not.

714
00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:54,440
Speaker 1: And I thought the same when a nigga nigga call

715
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:57,759
Speaker 1: me mommy, you don't use mommy. Yeah, but if the

716
00:36:57,760 --> 00:37:01,040
Speaker 1: guy's Dominican is okay? Wow, listen to this women are

717
00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:07,040
Speaker 1: because okay. So this one says it's more of a

718
00:37:07,080 --> 00:37:10,759
Speaker 1: freak out for women when daddies call themselves Daddy's like, oh,

719
00:37:10,800 --> 00:37:13,359
Speaker 1: who's Daddy's a good girl? It says it freaks wing out.

720
00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:16,480
Speaker 1: I know. I love when my nigs tell me who

721
00:37:16,560 --> 00:37:24,720
Speaker 1: daddy is you. Yeah you wait, there's a big difference

722
00:37:24,719 --> 00:37:30,680
Speaker 1: between I can't telling me daddy and see I'm not

723
00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:34,399
Speaker 1: done with this cookie. I'm like, we have never changed

724
00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:40,840
Speaker 1: the icon for our picture for an episode for this Yeah,

725
00:37:41,040 --> 00:37:44,400
Speaker 1: I like that's just the best. Now do their angles

726
00:37:44,400 --> 00:37:50,600
Speaker 1: don't be lit sometimes you like amateur porn, right, bro,

727
00:37:50,719 --> 00:37:53,600
Speaker 1: it depends the megapixels gotta be up on if you're

728
00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:59,560
Speaker 1: you're using an android. We don't want to eight or

729
00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:01,880
Speaker 1: get the bro like, come on, man, you know what,

730
00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:03,799
Speaker 1: I'm kind of insulted. It's saying that a lot of

731
00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:08,600
Speaker 1: women fantasize about doing something dirty with their biological or

732
00:38:08,600 --> 00:38:12,000
Speaker 1: adopted parental figure and their dreaming of doing things with

733
00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:14,279
Speaker 1: their parents. It's an inner thing that we have, and

734
00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:16,160
Speaker 1: that's why we use the word daddy during sex because

735
00:38:16,200 --> 00:38:19,080
Speaker 1: it feels forbiddens, you know, you know, it's crazy. I

736
00:38:19,120 --> 00:38:21,800
Speaker 1: think that whoever wrote this article, and I feel like

737
00:38:21,840 --> 00:38:24,480
Speaker 1: this has to do with maybe the females who have

738
00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:27,600
Speaker 1: quote unquote daddy issues. They like to relate this a lot,

739
00:38:27,640 --> 00:38:29,640
Speaker 1: and to me, I have, it's my daddy, not even

740
00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:31,879
Speaker 1: my hype requirements. So I damn sure I'll be looking

741
00:38:31,920 --> 00:38:42,360
Speaker 1: at my daddy like my daddy's shortest fund, like my

742
00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:49,600
Speaker 1: types what oh. It says, even if you find it

743
00:38:49,640 --> 00:38:51,920
Speaker 1: creepy to be called daddy, it's strange because a lot

744
00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:54,000
Speaker 1: of men personally like to call it referred to themselves

745
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:57,200
Speaker 1: as daddy in non sexual settings because it has nothing

746
00:38:57,239 --> 00:38:59,319
Speaker 1: to do with their actual parents, but in the dominant role.

747
00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:04,120
Speaker 1: Feeling like a man. I guess, I guess, well, I guess, oh,

748
00:39:04,239 --> 00:39:06,600
Speaker 1: gentler way for daddy is sir. If you don't want

749
00:39:06,600 --> 00:39:15,320
Speaker 1: to get that, I've said, sir. Only with the dudes

750
00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:16,920
Speaker 1: that are like I swear to God because you do

751
00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:18,520
Speaker 1: a white No, no, no no. The dudes that I've

752
00:39:18,560 --> 00:39:20,719
Speaker 1: been with that are all the way through Dom's I

753
00:39:20,760 --> 00:39:22,879
Speaker 1: actually Kingdom arm might have a point where they say

754
00:39:22,920 --> 00:39:28,680
Speaker 1: that's a dumb sir as that you fancied. Yeah, boss,

755
00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:32,279
Speaker 1: fancy where the funk are we at? So I ain't

756
00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:34,080
Speaker 1: got but it was way back in the day when

757
00:39:34,120 --> 00:39:36,680
Speaker 1: I worked at Champs. He's wear the little switchy pants.

758
00:39:39,239 --> 00:39:40,880
Speaker 1: I kind of wondered what his dick was like, so

759
00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:42,640
Speaker 1: I said, like, look for a dick prent at sixteen

760
00:39:42,680 --> 00:39:46,600
Speaker 1: of Champs. But don't judge me. Anybody's fun. All y'all

761
00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:50,680
Speaker 1: guess that you that you met a Champs None. I didn't.

762
00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:54,359
Speaker 1: I didn't really, They're all coming through there, Yeah, asked

763
00:39:54,360 --> 00:39:56,400
Speaker 1: girl working at foot locker when I went for Black Friday,

764
00:39:56,400 --> 00:39:58,480
Speaker 1: and I was like, you know what, you know where

765
00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:00,400
Speaker 1: I've met most of them? Because you when I used

766
00:40:00,400 --> 00:40:04,239
Speaker 1: to work at Demo and that's kind of like yes, like,

767
00:40:04,280 --> 00:40:06,360
Speaker 1: oh bitch, that's why I was bitch. I was coolgi

768
00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:11,359
Speaker 1: out baby fat Apple, I know. But okay, So what

769
00:40:11,400 --> 00:40:13,440
Speaker 1: we wanted to do for this episode, guys, since it

770
00:40:13,560 --> 00:40:17,560
Speaker 1: is the last UM, we wanted to talk about our

771
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:22,799
Speaker 1: whole year's resolution, our hopes for the new year's UM.

772
00:40:22,800 --> 00:40:24,239
Speaker 1: So we're gonna play this song kind of like we

773
00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:26,200
Speaker 1: did the live show. UM. So each of us have

774
00:40:26,239 --> 00:40:28,520
Speaker 1: three New Year's resolutions, and we kind of just are

775
00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:30,239
Speaker 1: gonna let you guys know what they are for the

776
00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:34,239
Speaker 1: new year. So go ahead, what's strong DV you want

777
00:40:34,239 --> 00:40:38,760
Speaker 1: to try DP? So it doesn't have to be with people, Okay,

778
00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:41,160
Speaker 1: could be with one person and a toy. Okay. I'm

779
00:40:41,160 --> 00:40:43,560
Speaker 1: really just tired of like being so into anal point

780
00:40:43,560 --> 00:40:45,359
Speaker 1: and not being able to have anal sex. And I

781
00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:47,319
Speaker 1: think that the dick, the girth of the dick is

782
00:40:47,360 --> 00:40:49,560
Speaker 1: too wide, So I really want to say you need

783
00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:52,280
Speaker 1: a little dick, nigga, and then you're nigga. Yeah. Okay. Also,

784
00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:54,360
Speaker 1: I know he's not gonna do it, so you just

785
00:40:54,360 --> 00:40:55,759
Speaker 1: want the toy. This is what I'm trying to do.

786
00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:58,040
Speaker 1: When he goes back to Europe this summer. I'm gonna

787
00:40:58,080 --> 00:41:00,920
Speaker 1: be like, Yo, no one knows, bro, we don't have

788
00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:02,680
Speaker 1: to do it in your country. Let's just go back

789
00:41:02,680 --> 00:41:04,719
Speaker 1: to Italy, but not like Venice, where's too romanic, like

790
00:41:04,719 --> 00:41:07,360
Speaker 1: Papa Italy Milana or something. Find a negga that we

791
00:41:07,400 --> 00:41:09,680
Speaker 1: can confirm has a little dick. I'll check and then

792
00:41:09,719 --> 00:41:12,319
Speaker 1: just let this papa. I won't kiss some I'll let

793
00:41:12,320 --> 00:41:13,719
Speaker 1: nothing happen and be like, no, do you wanna do

794
00:41:13,719 --> 00:41:16,719
Speaker 1: some DP? Matter of fact, got one of my homeboys.

795
00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:18,719
Speaker 1: I was telling me about how he was sleeping with

796
00:41:18,760 --> 00:41:21,640
Speaker 1: this girl and that they were super high, super drunk,

797
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:23,200
Speaker 1: and she was like, dude, I just wanted I want

798
00:41:23,280 --> 00:41:24,640
Speaker 1: DP be so bad right now. I want it right now,

799
00:41:24,719 --> 00:41:27,279
Speaker 1: call somebody, he said. He was FaceTime and his friends like, dude,

800
00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:28,879
Speaker 1: look look what I got. It's real, it's real, it's real.

801
00:41:29,280 --> 00:41:32,239
Speaker 1: And told me like I was really trying to get

802
00:41:32,239 --> 00:41:34,480
Speaker 1: this fucking DP going, like she was so into the

803
00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:37,600
Speaker 1: idea of it happening, and he said, a lot more

804
00:41:37,600 --> 00:41:39,720
Speaker 1: women he's meeting, he's in his forties, are like fucking

805
00:41:39,760 --> 00:41:41,799
Speaker 1: down for this. I want to try it, but just

806
00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:44,880
Speaker 1: with someone on that's very interesting. Um, so mine, I'm

807
00:41:44,920 --> 00:41:46,759
Speaker 1: actually starting off a little bit more of other than you.

808
00:41:47,280 --> 00:41:51,600
Speaker 1: Um mine is actually for no, no, no, not school bit.

809
00:41:52,320 --> 00:41:55,120
Speaker 1: I know, no, that's gonna be. So one of the

810
00:41:55,160 --> 00:41:57,279
Speaker 1: things that I actually wanted to do for the New

811
00:41:57,360 --> 00:42:05,680
Speaker 1: Year's was by more grey and undergarments. So I don't

812
00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:10,480
Speaker 1: have really any panties, That's what I'm saying. So for

813
00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:15,360
Speaker 1: for the I want to be more sexy, if that

814
00:42:15,440 --> 00:42:17,880
Speaker 1: makes sense. I am going to be undergoing a body

815
00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:21,440
Speaker 1: change shape and all that stuff, and so foren just

816
00:42:21,480 --> 00:42:23,480
Speaker 1: my confidence as far as lingerie, I used to have

817
00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:26,759
Speaker 1: a ton of lingerie when I was modeling. I don't

818
00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:29,839
Speaker 1: have confident lingre that I do naked. Yeah, so I'm

819
00:42:29,840 --> 00:42:32,719
Speaker 1: a smaller. I'm smaller than you, and like I'm even

820
00:42:32,920 --> 00:42:35,000
Speaker 1: scared of sometimes like oh my god, this angle, this

821
00:42:35,080 --> 00:42:36,799
Speaker 1: and that I think anybody. I don't think it has

822
00:42:36,840 --> 00:42:39,200
Speaker 1: anything to do with someone's eyes, like we always feel

823
00:42:39,239 --> 00:42:41,200
Speaker 1: that way. Of course, last night, like I had on

824
00:42:41,239 --> 00:42:43,600
Speaker 1: this little lace pajama thing and he started even the

825
00:42:43,640 --> 00:42:45,560
Speaker 1: post and I was like, no, but no, but that's

826
00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:48,160
Speaker 1: what I say. So I just bought a silk robe.

827
00:42:48,680 --> 00:42:51,440
Speaker 1: Um and then we all know, oh yeah, because I've

828
00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:54,480
Speaker 1: been taking pictures in that now Instagram live, what's up?

829
00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:57,440
Speaker 1: I'm in my silk rube. When you spend money on

830
00:42:57,480 --> 00:42:59,200
Speaker 1: your things. Actually, when I was dealing with my ex

831
00:42:59,239 --> 00:43:01,719
Speaker 1: girl like she is known for, are you used to

832
00:43:01,719 --> 00:43:04,399
Speaker 1: send me pictures and I was like, damn guard another

833
00:43:04,440 --> 00:43:06,440
Speaker 1: guard a belt. She does not play around now and

834
00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:08,960
Speaker 1: so that's something that I want to do more of

835
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:11,520
Speaker 1: an investment in as far as my undergarments on. My

836
00:43:11,640 --> 00:43:17,680
Speaker 1: next one is to actually have sex at a sex party. Oh,

837
00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:20,360
Speaker 1: because yeah, we haven't gotten into that and we're saving

838
00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:24,640
Speaker 1: the sex club story foreen it's coming soon, guys, maybe

839
00:43:24,640 --> 00:43:27,839
Speaker 1: that could be a bonus. It was so good um

840
00:43:27,880 --> 00:43:30,200
Speaker 1: as far as well both of us, and you brought

841
00:43:30,200 --> 00:43:34,200
Speaker 1: one of them up at the to hear that. Yeah,

842
00:43:34,239 --> 00:43:36,279
Speaker 1: so I think it's going to be exciting if when

843
00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:38,480
Speaker 1: we could share our sex people. So you want to

844
00:43:38,480 --> 00:43:41,319
Speaker 1: go to one and actually have sex because okay, I

845
00:43:41,320 --> 00:43:42,879
Speaker 1: talked about it a little bit on b K chat

846
00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:44,759
Speaker 1: because it was the next day, right, I don't know,

847
00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:46,839
Speaker 1: but anyway you brought it up actually on the road

848
00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:49,479
Speaker 1: timmy episode. It wasn't that it was I wasn't scared

849
00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:52,760
Speaker 1: of my own body or anything like that. I actually

850
00:43:52,760 --> 00:43:54,200
Speaker 1: felt it isn't going to be can see, but I

851
00:43:54,239 --> 00:43:55,520
Speaker 1: was like, I'm one of the hotter people in here,

852
00:43:57,000 --> 00:43:58,600
Speaker 1: but not even the dude I brought. I went with

853
00:43:58,600 --> 00:44:00,239
Speaker 1: a guy that I was just cool with. Um he

854
00:44:00,239 --> 00:44:01,960
Speaker 1: had a girlfriend, she was out of town. He knew

855
00:44:02,000 --> 00:44:03,720
Speaker 1: lover boy was in Europe, and he was like, listen,

856
00:44:04,320 --> 00:44:05,719
Speaker 1: we know we're not going to sleep together, but you

857
00:44:05,760 --> 00:44:07,920
Speaker 1: can't give them the story. Now, we're gonna save this. No, no,

858
00:44:08,080 --> 00:44:09,440
Speaker 1: just but he's like, we know we're not going to

859
00:44:09,520 --> 00:44:13,480
Speaker 1: sleep together, but let's just go. And when we were there,

860
00:44:13,520 --> 00:44:16,680
Speaker 1: people had their eyes on us for sure renewer and

861
00:44:16,760 --> 00:44:20,319
Speaker 1: we were really but I remember thinking in moments like,

862
00:44:20,480 --> 00:44:22,719
Speaker 1: how would I even start this off? Would I be

863
00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:24,560
Speaker 1: thinking about other people the whole time? How do you

864
00:44:24,640 --> 00:44:27,120
Speaker 1: get out of your own head to enjoy this? And

865
00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:29,319
Speaker 1: the only pee drink a bottle of Don Julio like

866
00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:32,200
Speaker 1: me and my friend did, Well, maybe that's me. That's

867
00:44:32,200 --> 00:44:35,200
Speaker 1: literally honestly, and me and her talked about it and

868
00:44:35,200 --> 00:44:36,960
Speaker 1: I'm going to bring her on the show just because

869
00:44:36,960 --> 00:44:41,000
Speaker 1: she's different than us. But we literally we got kind

870
00:44:41,000 --> 00:44:43,359
Speaker 1: of mad that bitch. There were times that we blacked out.

871
00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:44,799
Speaker 1: We don't know how to funk. We ended up where

872
00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:47,359
Speaker 1: we ended up who we ended up. I ended up

873
00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:49,719
Speaker 1: dealing with three couples um that night. I mean I

874
00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:52,759
Speaker 1: didn't get penetrated by dick, but I had like three

875
00:44:52,760 --> 00:44:57,160
Speaker 1: different people eat me out. And so even yeah, being

876
00:44:57,280 --> 00:44:59,799
Speaker 1: involved in that, I think he was shading me for

877
00:44:59,840 --> 00:45:03,719
Speaker 1: the three. It was the couple. If the nicka sucking

878
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:06,040
Speaker 1: my titties and his bitch is eating my pussy, I

879
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:09,560
Speaker 1: don't count that, you probably. I mean, I'm just saying

880
00:45:11,920 --> 00:45:26,440
Speaker 1: I don't like this how many times? Okay, so that

881
00:45:26,440 --> 00:45:29,080
Speaker 1: would be awesome. I think that you actually sex in

882
00:45:29,160 --> 00:45:30,800
Speaker 1: a sex club would be nice. Letter Boy told me

883
00:45:31,560 --> 00:45:35,200
Speaker 1: he was not down, oh for the sex club. He

884
00:45:35,280 --> 00:45:37,719
Speaker 1: was like, he was like, he said, maybe I'll go back.

885
00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:39,680
Speaker 1: I think he doesn't want a friend of people, and

886
00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:42,719
Speaker 1: I think I think he. I think we're at this

887
00:45:42,760 --> 00:45:45,239
Speaker 1: point now, which I wish it wasn't there. But we

888
00:45:45,320 --> 00:45:47,279
Speaker 1: used to talk about these things a lot before. We

889
00:45:47,360 --> 00:45:49,880
Speaker 1: had deeper feelings for each other, and he told me

890
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:51,840
Speaker 1: when I went to his country in Europe, he was like, no,

891
00:45:52,239 --> 00:45:53,399
Speaker 1: I know, I said, we can do this. The names

892
00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:55,600
Speaker 1: to damn, No, we're not. No, I can't not anymore

893
00:45:56,160 --> 00:46:01,560
Speaker 1: like what the fund changes. Yeah, I'm still for eighteen,

894
00:46:02,080 --> 00:46:06,760
Speaker 1: and I wanted to put this as a resolution, especially

895
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:09,720
Speaker 1: because I know I'm gonna be entering a new career

896
00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:12,320
Speaker 1: in my life, um once I'm done with school, so

897
00:46:12,360 --> 00:46:14,720
Speaker 1: I feel like it may be more possible. I also

898
00:46:14,760 --> 00:46:17,520
Speaker 1: want to reiterate that this has probably been a resolution

899
00:46:17,600 --> 00:46:20,120
Speaker 1: every year for the best couple of years. Um. But

900
00:46:20,320 --> 00:46:24,840
Speaker 1: I want to work on cutting off some of the

901
00:46:24,880 --> 00:46:27,800
Speaker 1: dicks that I've been fucking for the past ten years. UM.

902
00:46:27,840 --> 00:46:34,959
Speaker 1: So not literally, I don't want to took your hand

903
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:39,200
Speaker 1: and did no I did. I don't want to cut

904
00:46:39,200 --> 00:46:43,160
Speaker 1: off their dicks. But there are certain guys who have

905
00:46:43,360 --> 00:46:48,440
Speaker 1: been literally been lingering in my life. Um honestly since

906
00:46:48,520 --> 00:46:50,520
Speaker 1: high school. There's no reason at twenty seven I should

907
00:46:50,520 --> 00:46:53,640
Speaker 1: still be fucking niggers from high school. Girl, don't say

908
00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:58,680
Speaker 1: like malod to me. Um, um, girl, I'll believe it.

909
00:46:59,120 --> 00:47:03,320
Speaker 1: Still in my motherfucker phone, Girl, he's still on my phone.

910
00:47:03,480 --> 00:47:07,359
Speaker 1: Um from Atlanta. He's gonna be here Monday. He's saying

911
00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:12,200
Speaker 1: for my blazing yes him. Um, so that's what I'm saying.

912
00:47:12,400 --> 00:47:15,879
Speaker 1: That was the last time he told me? Yeah with him? Well,

913
00:47:15,920 --> 00:47:19,040
Speaker 1: who was the first one you said, Oh, the nigga

914
00:47:19,080 --> 00:47:22,840
Speaker 1: who pisses on me, I like to fiss on him.

915
00:47:22,880 --> 00:47:24,320
Speaker 1: He's still on my phone, trying to give me a

916
00:47:24,360 --> 00:47:26,560
Speaker 1: kind of in life. No, he ask you, why do

917
00:47:26,600 --> 00:47:29,160
Speaker 1: you want to cut them off? If honestly, because it's

918
00:47:29,160 --> 00:47:32,560
Speaker 1: to the point now and um, once I get my career,

919
00:47:32,600 --> 00:47:35,040
Speaker 1: and you know, once school is done, I know that

920
00:47:35,080 --> 00:47:36,680
Speaker 1: I doesn't have to do with a new career because

921
00:47:36,760 --> 00:47:38,120
Speaker 1: I know that I'm going to be at a place

922
00:47:38,160 --> 00:47:41,000
Speaker 1: where I am gonna look for more. And these are

923
00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:44,000
Speaker 1: individuals that I haven't been able to cut off. And

924
00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:47,880
Speaker 1: once I do get into a relationship or commit to somebody,

925
00:47:48,320 --> 00:47:51,359
Speaker 1: I don't want these demons in my closet to still

926
00:47:51,440 --> 00:47:53,000
Speaker 1: hit my phone because a lot of them I don't

927
00:47:53,040 --> 00:47:55,359
Speaker 1: know how to say no to. I really enjoy our

928
00:47:55,400 --> 00:47:58,399
Speaker 1: sexual connection, and so it's something that I don't want

929
00:47:58,440 --> 00:48:00,239
Speaker 1: any of them in my phone. I don't want out

930
00:48:00,239 --> 00:48:02,080
Speaker 1: of sight, out of mind when I get to the

931
00:48:02,120 --> 00:48:04,000
Speaker 1: point where I have you had sex with? Do you

932
00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:05,520
Speaker 1: have sex with? Like? With these people? Like at least

933
00:48:05,560 --> 00:48:08,759
Speaker 1: once a year each of them. Oh yeah, Like, um,

934
00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:11,800
Speaker 1: the one who comes in town tomorrow. We've worked already

935
00:48:11,800 --> 00:48:16,239
Speaker 1: twice this year even, and that's four years going. Like,

936
00:48:16,560 --> 00:48:19,480
Speaker 1: there's certain guys that I just I like where I'm at,

937
00:48:19,560 --> 00:48:21,680
Speaker 1: and I know that next year, like I said, it's

938
00:48:21,680 --> 00:48:23,280
Speaker 1: going to be a change as far as my schedule,

939
00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:26,040
Speaker 1: my career, my body, there's certain things that I do

940
00:48:26,080 --> 00:48:29,720
Speaker 1: want to leave in the past. Pitch even mother like Damm,

941
00:48:32,239 --> 00:48:34,319
Speaker 1: I don't want him in my phone anymore. So that's

942
00:48:34,320 --> 00:48:36,840
Speaker 1: definitely a resolution that I'm trying. Funny you said that

943
00:48:36,880 --> 00:48:39,239
Speaker 1: because it kind of goes in mind. Okay, I want

944
00:48:39,239 --> 00:48:43,960
Speaker 1: to get some hose for the New Years. So when

945
00:48:44,000 --> 00:48:45,600
Speaker 1: I went back to Orlando, I was like, there's so

946
00:48:45,600 --> 00:48:47,640
Speaker 1: many people I can hit up. I have nothing like

947
00:48:47,719 --> 00:48:50,560
Speaker 1: that here, women or men really, and I think that

948
00:48:50,680 --> 00:48:53,720
Speaker 1: I should be at least fucking with some more people

949
00:48:53,760 --> 00:49:01,160
Speaker 1: like just I don't know, there's no their tongues were ready. Really,

950
00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:05,239
Speaker 1: I just want to know if my face there was

951
00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:07,719
Speaker 1: a girl, that's it. And I know everybody else with that.

952
00:49:07,760 --> 00:49:09,480
Speaker 1: And when my friends were laughing after when she goes,

953
00:49:09,680 --> 00:49:11,680
Speaker 1: are you into thick chicks? And I'm saying, You're like yeah,

954
00:49:11,760 --> 00:49:18,399
Speaker 1: I'm like lying, she was, Okay, this is the thing.

955
00:49:18,960 --> 00:49:20,440
Speaker 1: I just feel like they're totally out of my lee

956
00:49:20,520 --> 00:49:23,200
Speaker 1: because they won't suck me like thick chicks. Be like,

957
00:49:23,360 --> 00:49:25,719
Speaker 1: I don't like how thick chicks tease me about it. Nick,

958
00:49:25,800 --> 00:49:29,840
Speaker 1: is that funk with thick chicks tease me about like that?

959
00:49:29,880 --> 00:49:31,719
Speaker 1: I don't like. Even love Boy was just telling me,

960
00:49:31,760 --> 00:49:35,000
Speaker 1: like um, one of his brother's like super thick chicks.

961
00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:36,960
Speaker 1: He was telling me about right, and I'm like, and

962
00:49:37,000 --> 00:49:38,440
Speaker 1: what about you? You don't like them? He's like, no,

963
00:49:38,480 --> 00:49:40,440
Speaker 1: I like the tea girls and then no, wonder he

964
00:49:40,480 --> 00:49:43,560
Speaker 1: thinks my ass is big, right right? Okay, well that

965
00:49:43,640 --> 00:49:47,240
Speaker 1: makes sense. So like I mean, give with someone because

966
00:49:47,320 --> 00:49:49,560
Speaker 1: you with white boys, I don't have them in my

967
00:49:49,600 --> 00:49:52,879
Speaker 1: phone nowhere to help you out with this. I don't

968
00:49:52,920 --> 00:49:55,880
Speaker 1: have white holes in my phone. I don't. Okay, let

969
00:49:55,920 --> 00:49:59,719
Speaker 1: me finish. My next thing is like I was talking

970
00:49:59,719 --> 00:50:02,279
Speaker 1: to j Aid from Extra and Jade and we were

971
00:50:02,320 --> 00:50:04,000
Speaker 1: just randomly talking about ship and I was telling her

972
00:50:04,040 --> 00:50:05,360
Speaker 1: about like how my therapist was saying, I need to

973
00:50:05,400 --> 00:50:07,680
Speaker 1: hang around more nigga because I'm feeling I'm like she don't,

974
00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:10,880
Speaker 1: I'm feeling experiated from you are out of the culture. Yeah,

975
00:50:11,080 --> 00:50:12,960
Speaker 1: first of all, bitch, just because I don't watch hip,

976
00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:15,680
Speaker 1: I'm not out not just not loving him. It's funny

977
00:50:15,680 --> 00:50:18,040
Speaker 1: because no preach real quick. We talked about it um

978
00:50:18,560 --> 00:50:21,080
Speaker 1: the other night. Of course, not only with what she's

979
00:50:21,080 --> 00:50:23,560
Speaker 1: been going on with her therapist, but when we're going out,

980
00:50:23,640 --> 00:50:25,560
Speaker 1: people are starting to notice us around New York. So

981
00:50:25,600 --> 00:50:27,400
Speaker 1: we just like, we just like, we really need to

982
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:29,520
Speaker 1: start hanging out more together because we don't outside of

983
00:50:29,560 --> 00:50:31,000
Speaker 1: the show me and we need to hang out. And

984
00:50:31,080 --> 00:50:34,839
Speaker 1: she's like, so, yeah, whatever black events coming up, if

985
00:50:34,880 --> 00:50:36,759
Speaker 1: you can bring me along, and I'm like, see, this

986
00:50:36,800 --> 00:50:41,000
Speaker 1: is what I'm talking to you is It probably wasn't

987
00:50:41,040 --> 00:50:43,600
Speaker 1: exactly like that, but she definitely wants to go out

988
00:50:43,640 --> 00:50:46,799
Speaker 1: more with the urban crowd because when I go about, like,

989
00:50:46,840 --> 00:50:49,120
Speaker 1: but no, I hate people think my roommate is wheezy

990
00:50:49,200 --> 00:50:50,560
Speaker 1: when we go. But even I don't want to go

991
00:50:50,560 --> 00:50:55,920
Speaker 1: to because okay, when you're in you have a podcast studio,

992
00:50:56,719 --> 00:50:59,200
Speaker 1: rey remy producers that I go and it's like, you know,

993
00:50:59,239 --> 00:51:01,920
Speaker 1: people go and do beats and um, my friend shout

994
00:51:01,920 --> 00:51:03,960
Speaker 1: out Edgar. He has a lot of a lot of

995
00:51:04,200 --> 00:51:08,960
Speaker 1: cool dope events, but it's sophisticated black people. You're not

996
00:51:09,080 --> 00:51:10,840
Speaker 1: saying I'm trying to go to an event where like

997
00:51:10,920 --> 00:51:15,920
Speaker 1: you can possibly get shot. That Brooklyn museum I went to.

998
00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:18,000
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god. But the therapist was

999
00:51:18,040 --> 00:51:20,799
Speaker 1: saying like, even though like you like partying at the

1000
00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:23,440
Speaker 1: Solho meat Pack and Ship, He's like, because you identify

1001
00:51:23,480 --> 00:51:26,280
Speaker 1: as a black girl, He's like, you feel excluded. And

1002
00:51:26,320 --> 00:51:28,759
Speaker 1: she'd be good funk Trump and they're like, yo, you

1003
00:51:28,800 --> 00:51:31,719
Speaker 1: gotta chill, get the funk out of it, not for you.

1004
00:51:32,719 --> 00:51:35,560
Speaker 1: Soho house that it's funny because Trevor Noah walks in

1005
00:51:35,840 --> 00:51:37,840
Speaker 1: and everybody looked really nervous at me. So it's so

1006
00:51:37,840 --> 00:51:39,759
Speaker 1: whole house. You know what it is members only. You're

1007
00:51:39,800 --> 00:51:41,080
Speaker 1: not a lot to talk to people. You're not allowed

1008
00:51:41,080 --> 00:51:43,200
Speaker 1: to go out to celebrities. I was wasted sitting in

1009
00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:44,400
Speaker 1: one of them in cabana beds, and I was like,

1010
00:51:44,400 --> 00:51:46,200
Speaker 1: can I just tell you I love what you do

1011
00:51:46,280 --> 00:51:47,960
Speaker 1: for our culture, and I just feel like people don't

1012
00:51:47,960 --> 00:51:49,640
Speaker 1: get in blah blah. Me and him connected on this

1013
00:51:49,719 --> 00:51:51,400
Speaker 1: for a minute, and people looked at me like how

1014
00:51:51,480 --> 00:51:53,480
Speaker 1: is she talking to him like this? And I was like,

1015
00:51:53,520 --> 00:51:56,200
Speaker 1: holy sh it, because everywhere I go out, nobody's like me. Yeah,

1016
00:51:56,360 --> 00:51:59,120
Speaker 1: people get uncomfortable with the things I say. The white girls.

1017
00:51:59,160 --> 00:52:01,080
Speaker 1: First of all feminist them. It's a totally different thing

1018
00:52:01,120 --> 00:52:03,440
Speaker 1: for white girls. Oh yeah, fu planned parenthood, but we

1019
00:52:03,440 --> 00:52:06,279
Speaker 1: ain't talking about black chicks. But it's just it's it's

1020
00:52:06,320 --> 00:52:08,400
Speaker 1: just really funny. I think it's and I think it's

1021
00:52:08,440 --> 00:52:11,200
Speaker 1: something that will both work on, is bringing you back

1022
00:52:11,239 --> 00:52:15,000
Speaker 1: to the black side. But no, it's crazy because so

1023
00:52:15,080 --> 00:52:19,160
Speaker 1: much that she advocates for, um are you know, rights

1024
00:52:19,239 --> 00:52:20,720
Speaker 1: and all of that stuff. And it's so crazy. Because

1025
00:52:20,719 --> 00:52:22,600
Speaker 1: someone hit me on my Twitter and I was like

1026
00:52:22,920 --> 00:52:25,600
Speaker 1: and felt uncomfortable, was like, listen, um, I just want

1027
00:52:25,600 --> 00:52:28,279
Speaker 1: to tell you I've kind of felt uncomfortable with your

1028
00:52:28,320 --> 00:52:32,360
Speaker 1: co host saying nigga black. He didn't even know you

1029
00:52:32,400 --> 00:52:34,480
Speaker 1: were black. I guess because of how you sound. I

1030
00:52:34,480 --> 00:52:36,320
Speaker 1: don't know which episode it was, but maybe it wasn't

1031
00:52:36,400 --> 00:52:38,799
Speaker 1: the power for the people I think the same, right,

1032
00:52:38,960 --> 00:52:40,600
Speaker 1: but it was something that he didn't know. And I

1033
00:52:40,640 --> 00:52:43,680
Speaker 1: guess you're talking strongly about your the white men and

1034
00:52:43,920 --> 00:52:45,640
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And so so it was

1035
00:52:45,640 --> 00:52:47,839
Speaker 1: funny because I thought people would assume because I say,

1036
00:52:47,840 --> 00:52:50,640
Speaker 1: white boys is the opposite what that you deal with,

1037
00:52:50,680 --> 00:52:52,520
Speaker 1: because I'd be kind of talking about it. But I

1038
00:52:52,520 --> 00:52:54,640
Speaker 1: think that a lot of people know because on my Twitter,

1039
00:52:54,680 --> 00:52:56,759
Speaker 1: I have black as are like blah blah blah blah

1040
00:52:56,800 --> 00:52:59,160
Speaker 1: blah or whatever they I mean, not my Twitter, my Instagram,

1041
00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:01,959
Speaker 1: but anyway, yeah, I don't know. I think that would

1042
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:04,120
Speaker 1: be any of my voice. Everybody tells me pretty white girl.

1043
00:53:04,120 --> 00:53:06,600
Speaker 1: So we're gonna work on getting you some hose enough

1044
00:53:06,640 --> 00:53:09,480
Speaker 1: because my white not my people's. But like these New

1045
00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:12,000
Speaker 1: York crowd I'll be hanging with, I've seen their face.

1046
00:53:12,320 --> 00:53:14,680
Speaker 1: But I don't change what what I'm saying. If I

1047
00:53:14,680 --> 00:53:16,279
Speaker 1: want to say these niggas sacking up, and I might

1048
00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:18,160
Speaker 1: be talking about a group of people I do. It's

1049
00:53:18,200 --> 00:53:20,279
Speaker 1: a bit either gonna take it or not, right right,

1050
00:53:20,400 --> 00:53:21,759
Speaker 1: I don't want to change the way of talking. I

1051
00:53:21,800 --> 00:53:24,600
Speaker 1: think that the inclusiveness that my therapist is talking about

1052
00:53:24,680 --> 00:53:26,279
Speaker 1: is because you hanging around a bunch of people that

1053
00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:28,359
Speaker 1: are not thinking the same as you. Absolutely the only

1054
00:53:28,360 --> 00:53:31,040
Speaker 1: thing you guys have in common is partying. But both

1055
00:53:31,080 --> 00:53:36,160
Speaker 1: you guys are though, right, Yeah, obviously it ain't Disneyland

1056
00:53:37,280 --> 00:53:41,120
Speaker 1: listed chop a City falls seven West Side. Okay, Well,

1057
00:53:41,160 --> 00:53:43,359
Speaker 1: not only that, you have to realize too, we we

1058
00:53:43,480 --> 00:53:45,960
Speaker 1: grew up on two different sides. Like wee was the

1059
00:53:45,960 --> 00:53:48,200
Speaker 1: new New We's lived in a mansion and went over

1060
00:53:48,280 --> 00:53:50,960
Speaker 1: to the ghetto with her pink hair and girl she

1061
00:53:52,360 --> 00:53:57,160
Speaker 1: had a yeah, so we literally weez. Nick name in

1062
00:53:57,200 --> 00:53:59,160
Speaker 1: Orlando was new news. I used to get the funny

1063
00:53:59,160 --> 00:54:00,680
Speaker 1: thing about it, but we was about a little bit

1064
00:54:00,680 --> 00:54:02,440
Speaker 1: of my mom's episode. But I used to get embarrassed

1065
00:54:02,480 --> 00:54:05,600
Speaker 1: of how big my house was because I didn't feel

1066
00:54:05,640 --> 00:54:08,719
Speaker 1: included with the white kids movie theater, and I knew

1067
00:54:08,760 --> 00:54:10,520
Speaker 1: the white kids in my school didn't work with me

1068
00:54:10,560 --> 00:54:12,239
Speaker 1: because I was too black. Some of the black kids

1069
00:54:12,280 --> 00:54:14,040
Speaker 1: might have thought I was too white. But even when

1070
00:54:14,080 --> 00:54:15,960
Speaker 1: I got accepted by black kids, I was like, I

1071
00:54:16,000 --> 00:54:18,160
Speaker 1: can't show them I lived. Yeah. And so that was

1072
00:54:18,200 --> 00:54:21,320
Speaker 1: I had a skip party and everybody was like from her,

1073
00:54:21,360 --> 00:54:23,239
Speaker 1: I was on the opposite side. I grew up in

1074
00:54:23,280 --> 00:54:26,560
Speaker 1: a single parent household. I grew up like Section eight,

1075
00:54:26,600 --> 00:54:29,520
Speaker 1: food stamps, all of that. And then my schools there's

1076
00:54:29,560 --> 00:54:32,359
Speaker 1: only three in Orlando that are all black. I went

1077
00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:34,279
Speaker 1: to two of them. I graduated from Evans High School,

1078
00:54:34,280 --> 00:54:37,759
Speaker 1: which is black, and I also went, oh, yeah, if

1079
00:54:37,800 --> 00:54:39,439
Speaker 1: you look, I think the other two percent is other

1080
00:54:39,640 --> 00:54:44,440
Speaker 1: like and then and then I went to Oak Ridge,

1081
00:54:44,480 --> 00:54:48,279
Speaker 1: which was predominantly black and Latina. So I mean we

1082
00:54:48,360 --> 00:54:50,840
Speaker 1: both grew up on different sides of Orlando, had the

1083
00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:52,839
Speaker 1: hood and so no, no, no, like the hood show

1084
00:54:52,920 --> 00:54:55,239
Speaker 1: me mad love bro oh yeah, because you know at

1085
00:54:55,239 --> 00:54:57,200
Speaker 1: one point she was honey Crip, she was gang banging

1086
00:54:57,239 --> 00:54:58,839
Speaker 1: with the crop. But I never went to white Clove

1087
00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:02,359
Speaker 1: in Orlando, I swear to that's the no. We were

1088
00:55:02,520 --> 00:55:05,759
Speaker 1: fifteen sixteen with fake I d s going to what

1089
00:55:05,880 --> 00:55:07,840
Speaker 1: we had on all of my friends joke and be

1090
00:55:07,840 --> 00:55:10,160
Speaker 1: like we need her ship because like I'll go out

1091
00:55:10,160 --> 00:55:11,600
Speaker 1: with them to white clubs in Etland and I'd be like,

1092
00:55:11,600 --> 00:55:15,160
Speaker 1: I'm done, I'm ready for I've been ready to go.

1093
00:55:15,600 --> 00:55:18,719
Speaker 1: I need my friend's home like a black people that

1094
00:55:19,200 --> 00:55:21,359
Speaker 1: the in Lando, I just feel connected. I can't walk

1095
00:55:21,480 --> 00:55:24,719
Speaker 1: down the street downtown where it's not love and in

1096
00:55:24,760 --> 00:55:27,359
Speaker 1: New York it's totally not like that. Now absolutely New

1097
00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:31,080
Speaker 1: York is very like it's everything. It's everything, And I think,

1098
00:55:31,280 --> 00:55:34,719
Speaker 1: I guess for my last resolution, um, and I'll do

1099
00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:37,240
Speaker 1: this fast as we wrap up. I mean, I honestly

1100
00:55:37,320 --> 00:55:42,200
Speaker 1: just kind of I would like to find a not

1101
00:55:42,239 --> 00:55:43,600
Speaker 1: and I'm not saying this in a boyfriend way, but

1102
00:55:43,640 --> 00:55:45,879
Speaker 1: I would like to find a swinging partner. Um, so

1103
00:55:45,960 --> 00:55:49,360
Speaker 1: as far as she's like not a boyfriend. If it

1104
00:55:49,400 --> 00:55:51,400
Speaker 1: turns into a boyfriend, I would love it. But I

1105
00:55:51,560 --> 00:55:53,400
Speaker 1: would like to have a partner where I could go

1106
00:55:53,480 --> 00:55:55,960
Speaker 1: to the sex clubs or swingers party you should get on.

1107
00:55:56,760 --> 00:55:58,840
Speaker 1: Is that that I don't know what you want to

1108
00:55:58,880 --> 00:56:01,680
Speaker 1: call him? But is he also engaging in individual sex

1109
00:56:01,719 --> 00:56:04,759
Speaker 1: which just you well, actually it's it's someone of that question,

1110
00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:07,440
Speaker 1: well someone that he's he's engaging sex with me. But

1111
00:56:07,480 --> 00:56:09,880
Speaker 1: I kind of want to watch more. I don't have

1112
00:56:09,920 --> 00:56:11,680
Speaker 1: a guy that I've ever been able to really watch

1113
00:56:13,120 --> 00:56:16,760
Speaker 1: for the swinging want to go with not just you

1114
00:56:16,520 --> 00:56:18,280
Speaker 1: and you and him having sex too, that's what preaches.

1115
00:56:18,280 --> 00:56:21,680
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. We don't have sex, I mean,

1116
00:56:21,680 --> 00:56:23,680
Speaker 1: but I probably wouldn't want to have sex with him.

1117
00:56:23,719 --> 00:56:25,480
Speaker 1: I want to go to these parties and with him.

1118
00:56:25,600 --> 00:56:28,800
Speaker 1: But but okay, but then let's the nights you can

1119
00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:31,040
Speaker 1: call them too. Well, yeah, I got a lot of

1120
00:56:31,080 --> 00:56:33,800
Speaker 1: else though. Oh you want to find someone just I

1121
00:56:33,840 --> 00:56:36,120
Speaker 1: want to find someone literally who as you said, even

1122
00:56:36,160 --> 00:56:38,960
Speaker 1: if it turns into a boyfriend, If he turns into

1123
00:56:39,000 --> 00:56:40,840
Speaker 1: a boyfriend and we connect on that level, cool, But

1124
00:56:41,239 --> 00:56:42,960
Speaker 1: even going to the sex club for the first time

1125
00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:44,680
Speaker 1: with my home girl. I want to know that I

1126
00:56:44,719 --> 00:56:47,360
Speaker 1: could go with a man and we could share these experiences.

1127
00:56:47,400 --> 00:56:51,080
Speaker 1: I can watch him and not be weird. Yeah. Um,

1128
00:56:51,239 --> 00:56:53,160
Speaker 1: And so that's kind of something that I you know

1129
00:56:53,239 --> 00:56:55,040
Speaker 1: what I think like, So it's funny that's me and

1130
00:56:55,080 --> 00:56:56,759
Speaker 1: you are different than this part. I would want someone

1131
00:56:56,840 --> 00:57:00,160
Speaker 1: like that that i'm with, only because I think that

1132
00:57:00,520 --> 00:57:03,160
Speaker 1: you kind of assumed and tell me even wrong, that

1133
00:57:04,000 --> 00:57:08,439
Speaker 1: you're always wrong when you assume anything about me. You've

1134
00:57:08,480 --> 00:57:10,360
Speaker 1: made a lot of comments about threesomes and how you

1135
00:57:10,440 --> 00:57:12,799
Speaker 1: don't have them with people you're with. So a lot

1136
00:57:12,840 --> 00:57:14,720
Speaker 1: of the things that you've said, like when you're emotionally

1137
00:57:14,719 --> 00:57:17,360
Speaker 1: attached to somebody, I feel like you think that those

1138
00:57:17,440 --> 00:57:20,760
Speaker 1: things will be brought into a swinging or a threesome

1139
00:57:20,840 --> 00:57:24,000
Speaker 1: or an orgy type situation. Do you, because what is

1140
00:57:24,040 --> 00:57:26,240
Speaker 1: the question, like, do you think that if you like

1141
00:57:26,400 --> 00:57:29,479
Speaker 1: someone too deeply that it could be a problem because

1142
00:57:29,480 --> 00:57:30,920
Speaker 1: you said you can watch him suck dick and it's

1143
00:57:30,960 --> 00:57:34,480
Speaker 1: no right. Um, I don't think it would be a problem.

1144
00:57:34,800 --> 00:57:37,720
Speaker 1: But I know that I've had this conversation with people,

1145
00:57:38,280 --> 00:57:40,280
Speaker 1: um a lot of times, and there's a lot of

1146
00:57:40,520 --> 00:57:44,000
Speaker 1: things that would be a limit to me, um because

1147
00:57:44,080 --> 00:57:46,880
Speaker 1: men can't see me another guy, men can't don't want

1148
00:57:46,920 --> 00:57:49,600
Speaker 1: to this, and so when it comes to a relationship,

1149
00:57:49,640 --> 00:57:52,760
Speaker 1: I feel like it's gonna put more um halts or

1150
00:57:53,040 --> 00:57:55,600
Speaker 1: restrictions on me um. And so that's why I would

1151
00:57:55,600 --> 00:57:57,120
Speaker 1: want it to go this way to where we're both

1152
00:57:57,200 --> 00:58:00,360
Speaker 1: not restricted. Um. Even if emotions grow from that would

1153
00:58:00,360 --> 00:58:04,080
Speaker 1: be cool too. But yeah, and so yeah, those are resolutions.

1154
00:58:04,120 --> 00:58:11,440
Speaker 1: Should make one for us yea for the podcast itself. Yeah,

1155
00:58:11,640 --> 00:58:13,760
Speaker 1: well what is the way? Wait, I'll ask you what

1156
00:58:13,880 --> 00:58:16,800
Speaker 1: would you like to see change? And actually, I'm gonna

1157
00:58:16,800 --> 00:58:18,440
Speaker 1: be a great question for everybody. I want to leave

1158
00:58:18,480 --> 00:58:22,440
Speaker 1: a comment under here, what would you like for us

1159
00:58:22,520 --> 00:58:25,680
Speaker 1: to change? Going into about horrible decisions, whether what you

1160
00:58:25,720 --> 00:58:27,320
Speaker 1: would like us to change in the negative light or

1161
00:58:27,360 --> 00:58:29,120
Speaker 1: what you would like to see us add to the show.

1162
00:58:29,280 --> 00:58:31,000
Speaker 1: I'm a risk takers, so I want you guys to

1163
00:58:31,320 --> 00:58:33,480
Speaker 1: even go even further. You know what I'm saying, Like

1164
00:58:33,480 --> 00:58:41,600
Speaker 1: I want you guys to I mean, like, let's say,

1165
00:58:41,680 --> 00:58:45,240
Speaker 1: let's take it to a certain level, like let's let's well,

1166
00:58:45,360 --> 00:58:47,360
Speaker 1: how do you say that? Mean? That was pretty vague?

1167
00:58:47,960 --> 00:58:54,640
Speaker 1: Something like, man, I guess that from a guest perspective, Okay,

1168
00:58:54,720 --> 00:58:58,560
Speaker 1: in a guest perspective, like a dominic dominatrix coming with

1169
00:58:58,680 --> 00:59:02,800
Speaker 1: their actual you weren't you wasn't here. You wasn't here

1170
00:59:02,880 --> 00:59:11,800
Speaker 1: for not a dominicant slave. Yes, oh that you have

1171
00:59:11,880 --> 00:59:14,000
Speaker 1: more couples on Oh, well, I would love to do.

1172
00:59:14,080 --> 00:59:17,479
Speaker 1: And I have a couple that throws the actual sex

1173
00:59:17,560 --> 00:59:20,800
Speaker 1: clothes there they already I'm talking about. I want to

1174
00:59:20,840 --> 00:59:22,520
Speaker 1: have an episode where there's two couples of you guys

1175
00:59:22,560 --> 00:59:24,200
Speaker 1: are in New York and you exist may be either

1176
00:59:24,240 --> 00:59:25,920
Speaker 1: about to break up or one wants the other to

1177
00:59:26,000 --> 00:59:28,320
Speaker 1: do more ship sexually. And here we are, like Jerry

1178
00:59:28,360 --> 00:59:31,280
Speaker 1: Springer knowing what the secret is, right, and we're sitting

1179
00:59:31,280 --> 00:59:34,320
Speaker 1: here interviewing Katie and we're like, well, you know what,

1180
00:59:34,680 --> 00:59:39,680
Speaker 1: Mark has something to you. I hate you? So okay,

1181
00:59:40,080 --> 00:59:44,120
Speaker 1: I guess um for me honestly, um, And this kind

1182
00:59:44,160 --> 00:59:45,560
Speaker 1: of got to be I'm sorry, but I gotta be

1183
00:59:45,640 --> 00:59:51,120
Speaker 1: for the freaking for the patre Yes, we don't say

1184
00:59:52,840 --> 00:59:56,280
Speaker 1: we're we're going to give you good on patriarch um,

1185
00:59:56,440 --> 01:00:00,520
Speaker 1: something that I honestly would like to change in And

1186
01:00:00,600 --> 01:00:03,960
Speaker 1: I guess it's gonna be more so on a personal level. Um,

1187
01:00:04,360 --> 01:00:06,160
Speaker 1: me and Weasy don't hang out. Me and we don't

1188
01:00:06,160 --> 01:00:09,440
Speaker 1: have a relationship outside of this podcast, and I like,

1189
01:00:09,560 --> 01:00:11,560
Speaker 1: we don't, we don't hang out. Both of our circles

1190
01:00:11,560 --> 01:00:14,920
Speaker 1: are completely different. Um, and I think I'll bring you

1191
01:00:14,960 --> 01:00:16,800
Speaker 1: to the more urban crowd. We should try to commit

1192
01:00:16,840 --> 01:00:18,480
Speaker 1: to not one a month, like one every other one

1193
01:00:18,520 --> 01:00:21,480
Speaker 1: of the one every forty five days. Um. Well, even

1194
01:00:21,720 --> 01:00:24,400
Speaker 1: even my roommates suggested that we even meet on a

1195
01:00:25,080 --> 01:00:27,520
Speaker 1: monthly basis to make sure we're on the same page. Um.

1196
01:00:27,600 --> 01:00:29,920
Speaker 1: So there's just a lot of behind the scenes with us,

1197
01:00:30,000 --> 01:00:31,920
Speaker 1: and we we want to keep it going because both

1198
01:00:31,960 --> 01:00:34,160
Speaker 1: of us have such strong passion for this, for this

1199
01:00:34,360 --> 01:00:38,520
Speaker 1: podcast that I would like to possibly build a better

1200
01:00:38,680 --> 01:00:43,120
Speaker 1: relationship with Weezy off of the podcast. Yeah, and it's

1201
01:00:43,160 --> 01:00:46,880
Speaker 1: not there, um, And so that's probably something that's when

1202
01:00:47,120 --> 01:00:49,640
Speaker 1: I'm thinking about, Like even there girls like God, I

1203
01:00:49,680 --> 01:00:51,160
Speaker 1: hope they keep it up because I know they're gonna

1204
01:00:51,160 --> 01:00:54,360
Speaker 1: break up. And it's like I think that sometimes we

1205
01:00:54,480 --> 01:00:57,400
Speaker 1: assume keeping personal lives out of it is gonna make

1206
01:00:57,440 --> 01:00:59,880
Speaker 1: this show good. And then that one Patreon episode where

1207
01:00:59,880 --> 01:01:03,240
Speaker 1: it sucked, it was very obvious that because we have

1208
01:01:03,360 --> 01:01:05,800
Speaker 1: no friendship was like, not only because if you don't

1209
01:01:05,840 --> 01:01:07,560
Speaker 1: care about what the other person saying, are you trying

1210
01:01:07,600 --> 01:01:09,280
Speaker 1: not to care about the other person's life. It comes

1211
01:01:09,280 --> 01:01:12,360
Speaker 1: across well, not only that, I think it's also um.

1212
01:01:12,560 --> 01:01:15,800
Speaker 1: Things are said on the show out of assumptions or

1213
01:01:15,960 --> 01:01:18,360
Speaker 1: out of what we knew about each other five years ago.

1214
01:01:18,480 --> 01:01:21,440
Speaker 1: So even on the episode that um where we did

1215
01:01:21,480 --> 01:01:23,720
Speaker 1: the recap, you were like, well, Babe, we can do

1216
01:01:23,760 --> 01:01:25,280
Speaker 1: a lot show because you fly out for Dick. And

1217
01:01:25,360 --> 01:01:27,440
Speaker 1: I was like, actually, I don't do that anymore. I

1218
01:01:27,600 --> 01:01:31,480
Speaker 1: was right, but you know it can it can come

1219
01:01:31,480 --> 01:01:33,919
Speaker 1: out somewhere or even me to tell no jokes about

1220
01:01:35,760 --> 01:01:37,560
Speaker 1: you can you can tell you the joke people outside

1221
01:01:37,560 --> 01:01:42,680
Speaker 1: for the next ship. But yeah, again, I think the

1222
01:01:43,520 --> 01:01:45,560
Speaker 1: longer episodes, I guess could be Yeah, I don't know

1223
01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:47,040
Speaker 1: if I can do it. Our in hand Bro. When

1224
01:01:47,080 --> 01:01:48,680
Speaker 1: Bro Timmy came on, we kind of ran out of Bro.

1225
01:01:48,880 --> 01:01:50,880
Speaker 1: He was just so good looking at you was ready

1226
01:01:50,920 --> 01:01:59,479
Speaker 1: to suck as Dick. But hop on the elevator. Hey. Anyways, guys, again,

1227
01:01:59,600 --> 01:02:01,240
Speaker 1: we want to thank you so very much. Thank you

1228
01:02:01,320 --> 01:02:04,800
Speaker 1: guys who are patrons on our Patreon account. That is

1229
01:02:04,840 --> 01:02:07,200
Speaker 1: really what's going to push us over the Edge for

1230
01:02:09,040 --> 01:02:11,120
Speaker 1: and I'm like appreciate that. I know, like five dollars

1231
01:02:11,280 --> 01:02:13,320
Speaker 1: is nothing to some of you, and maybe a lot

1232
01:02:13,400 --> 01:02:15,280
Speaker 1: to some of you, but like just knowing that you're

1233
01:02:15,320 --> 01:02:17,680
Speaker 1: paying us for the content you receive and supporting us.

1234
01:02:17,760 --> 01:02:20,360
Speaker 1: Like I had a girl tell me she's paying five dollars,

1235
01:02:20,400 --> 01:02:21,560
Speaker 1: a mother that hasn't listened to one of the bonus

1236
01:02:21,600 --> 01:02:22,920
Speaker 1: episode yet. She's like, I just do it because I

1237
01:02:22,960 --> 01:02:24,480
Speaker 1: want you all to have something for me. Yeah, so

1238
01:02:24,560 --> 01:02:26,040
Speaker 1: I enjoyed what you do. It's really great, And you

1239
01:02:26,120 --> 01:02:29,240
Speaker 1: guys can go ahead and become members on that at Patreon,

1240
01:02:29,560 --> 01:02:32,560
Speaker 1: p A, t R e o N dot com. Bat flash,

1241
01:02:32,600 --> 01:02:34,880
Speaker 1: horrible decision. We're gonna China for two thousand eighteen, have

1242
01:02:34,960 --> 01:02:37,080
Speaker 1: a lot more of advertisement going on, and we're going

1243
01:02:37,120 --> 01:02:40,880
Speaker 1: to start connecting you, um from to our manager at

1244
01:02:40,920 --> 01:02:42,720
Speaker 1: some point in time, and you can discuss rates and

1245
01:02:43,240 --> 01:02:45,040
Speaker 1: um if some of you have businesses and want to

1246
01:02:45,040 --> 01:02:47,800
Speaker 1: do profits of your sales as well on the show, Like, yeah,

1247
01:02:47,880 --> 01:02:51,680
Speaker 1: we're really we're really looking out to all different we're

1248
01:02:51,720 --> 01:02:56,280
Speaker 1: looking at all different and so yeah, three years later,

1249
01:02:56,400 --> 01:02:59,320
Speaker 1: we don't have to ship to talk about come on

1250
01:02:59,440 --> 01:03:03,080
Speaker 1: Blue Ape for anyways, guys, this has been yet another

1251
01:03:03,200 --> 01:03:06,520
Speaker 1: episode of horrible decisions, signing out for twenty seven to

1252
01:03:07,080 --> 01:03:07,840
Speaker 1: Bye Bye