1 00:00:00,760 --> 00:00:02,920 Speaker 1: Make sure to check out Drink Champs, your number one 2 00:00:03,000 --> 00:00:06,320 Speaker 1: music podcast. On the Black Effect Podcast Network, host n O. 3 00:00:06,519 --> 00:00:08,319 Speaker 1: R E and d J E f N sat down 4 00:00:08,320 --> 00:00:11,200 Speaker 1: with artists and icon Yea, which Vulture called one of 5 00:00:12,200 --> 00:00:16,280 Speaker 1: most significant interviews. I literally had to go like Danos 6 00:00:16,320 --> 00:00:17,720 Speaker 1: and I don't want to have to be the villain. 7 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:20,960 Speaker 1: But when I went and did the Dawnda thing, Yea 8 00:00:21,120 --> 00:00:24,599 Speaker 1: returned and anybody had to sit back and watch the 9 00:00:24,640 --> 00:00:27,600 Speaker 1: real leader. Check out Drink Champs conversation with Yea and 10 00:00:27,680 --> 00:00:30,560 Speaker 1: many more legendary artists each and every Friday on the 11 00:00:30,600 --> 00:00:33,440 Speaker 1: I Heart Radio app, Apple Podcast, or wherever you listen 12 00:00:33,479 --> 00:00:39,480 Speaker 1: to your favorite shows. The art world, it is essentially 13 00:00:39,720 --> 00:00:43,400 Speaker 1: a money laundering business. The best fakes are still hanging 14 00:00:43,440 --> 00:00:46,479 Speaker 1: on people's walls. You know they don't even know or 15 00:00:46,560 --> 00:00:49,959 Speaker 1: suspect that their fakes. I'm at like Baldwin, and this 16 00:00:50,560 --> 00:00:54,480 Speaker 1: is a podcast about deception, greed, and forgery in the 17 00:00:54,600 --> 00:00:58,320 Speaker 1: art world. I just walked in and saw this bright 18 00:00:58,840 --> 00:01:03,520 Speaker 1: red painting presuming to be a rothco. Of course, art 19 00:01:03,560 --> 00:01:07,360 Speaker 1: forgeries only happen because there's money to be made, a 20 00:01:07,440 --> 00:01:10,760 Speaker 1: lot of money. I'm listening to what they're paying for 21 00:01:10,840 --> 00:01:14,320 Speaker 1: each thing. It was an incredible mans of money. You 22 00:01:14,400 --> 00:01:20,479 Speaker 1: knew the painting was fake. Um Listen to Art Fraud. 23 00:01:20,560 --> 00:01:25,360 Speaker 1: Starting February one on the I Heart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, 24 00:01:25,720 --> 00:01:37,040 Speaker 1: or wherever you get your podcasts, Executive producer Paris Hilton 25 00:01:37,280 --> 00:01:40,560 Speaker 1: brings back the hit podcast How Men Think. And that's 26 00:01:40,600 --> 00:01:43,399 Speaker 1: good news for anyone that is confused by men, which 27 00:01:43,440 --> 00:01:47,200 Speaker 1: is basically everyone. It's real talk, straight from the source. 28 00:01:47,520 --> 00:01:50,280 Speaker 1: How Men Think podcast is exactly what we need to 29 00:01:50,280 --> 00:01:53,240 Speaker 1: figure them out. It's going to be fun, informative, and 30 00:01:53,320 --> 00:01:56,920 Speaker 1: probably a bit scary at times because we're literally going 31 00:01:56,960 --> 00:01:59,840 Speaker 1: inside the minds of men. Listen to How Men Thing 32 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:03,240 Speaker 1: on the I Heart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever 33 00:02:03,280 --> 00:02:10,400 Speaker 1: you get your podcasts. Chapter twelve, Sasha the Lord did 34 00:02:10,440 --> 00:02:13,240 Speaker 1: not mean for Sasha to be a cleaner. That was 35 00:02:13,280 --> 00:02:16,320 Speaker 1: her first big lesson as a citizen of the Heavenly Kingdom. 36 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:18,160 Speaker 1: She was good enough at it, and she had too 37 00:02:18,240 --> 00:02:20,960 Speaker 1: much self respect to complain, but the work felt so 38 00:02:21,200 --> 00:02:23,840 Speaker 1: unrewarding that she knew it must not be what God 39 00:02:23,880 --> 00:02:26,560 Speaker 1: wanted for her. She'd spent her first night in the 40 00:02:26,639 --> 00:02:29,600 Speaker 1: Kingdom being pampered and provided for by her fellow sisters, 41 00:02:29,639 --> 00:02:32,400 Speaker 1: in the faith. They'd fed her, cleaned her, found her 42 00:02:32,440 --> 00:02:35,080 Speaker 1: fresh clothes, and given her all the emotional rewards she 43 00:02:35,120 --> 00:02:38,000 Speaker 1: could have ever wanted. And then the next day, Helen 44 00:02:38,040 --> 00:02:39,840 Speaker 1: had woken her up at seven in the morning to 45 00:02:39,880 --> 00:02:42,280 Speaker 1: help clean out an old Republic barracks that was being 46 00:02:42,320 --> 00:02:46,280 Speaker 1: transitioned over to housing for soldiers of the Heavenly Kingdom. 47 00:02:46,360 --> 00:02:48,600 Speaker 1: She knew it was honorable work, she knew it was 48 00:02:48,680 --> 00:02:51,600 Speaker 1: necessary work, and she knew from the issues of Revelator 49 00:02:51,680 --> 00:02:53,920 Speaker 1: she'd read that establishing the Kingdom of Heaven was a 50 00:02:54,040 --> 00:02:57,200 Speaker 1: job that would not be accomplished easily or without pain. 51 00:02:57,840 --> 00:03:00,480 Speaker 1: She'd accepted this when she'd made the choice to venture 52 00:03:00,520 --> 00:03:03,160 Speaker 1: down here, but by the time she'd scrubbed her twelfth 53 00:03:03,160 --> 00:03:05,440 Speaker 1: the toilet of the day, Sasha had decided that her 54 00:03:05,480 --> 00:03:09,080 Speaker 1: mind and her loyalty were better used elsewhere. Oddly enough, 55 00:03:09,320 --> 00:03:11,600 Speaker 1: something her father had told her about the corporate world 56 00:03:11,600 --> 00:03:15,440 Speaker 1: stopped her from whining. Never complain, never speak ill of 57 00:03:15,440 --> 00:03:17,960 Speaker 1: your colleagues, and always ask if there's more work you 58 00:03:17,960 --> 00:03:20,800 Speaker 1: can do. It had been his advice to survive and 59 00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:23,040 Speaker 1: thrive in business, but she took it to heart here, 60 00:03:23,240 --> 00:03:24,799 Speaker 1: and by the end of her first full day in 61 00:03:24,840 --> 00:03:27,400 Speaker 1: the kingdom. She'd scrubbed more toilets than any other girl. 62 00:03:27,960 --> 00:03:30,160 Speaker 1: She hated the work, but she also took up reverse 63 00:03:30,240 --> 00:03:32,760 Speaker 1: sort of pride in it. That brought a little guilt 64 00:03:32,919 --> 00:03:35,680 Speaker 1: because she wasn't here to serve her pride, but also 65 00:03:35,840 --> 00:03:38,320 Speaker 1: wouldn't the Lord God be happy to see her commitment. 66 00:03:38,800 --> 00:03:42,080 Speaker 1: I'll ask Helen about that, Sasha told herself. She'll tell 67 00:03:42,080 --> 00:03:44,280 Speaker 1: me how much of my pride is justified and how 68 00:03:44,360 --> 00:03:47,640 Speaker 1: much isn't. She didn't see Helen again until the end 69 00:03:47,640 --> 00:03:49,800 Speaker 1: of that day, when a truck came to gather all 70 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:51,640 Speaker 1: the girls up and take them back to the House 71 00:03:51,680 --> 00:03:54,680 Speaker 1: of Miriam. They all washed up and then sat together 72 00:03:54,760 --> 00:03:57,720 Speaker 1: around a large oaken table while Helen led them in prayer. 73 00:03:58,160 --> 00:04:00,120 Speaker 1: She read a chunk of the Book of Isaiah and 74 00:04:00,120 --> 00:04:02,880 Speaker 1: then gave a quick lecture on the value of physical labor. 75 00:04:03,520 --> 00:04:06,120 Speaker 1: Each callous on your hands is a kiss from God, 76 00:04:06,480 --> 00:04:10,360 Speaker 1: before inviting them to tuck in. The dinner wasn't luxurious 77 00:04:10,400 --> 00:04:13,480 Speaker 1: by Sasha standards, just biscuits, a thin brown gravy, and 78 00:04:13,560 --> 00:04:15,720 Speaker 1: a palm sized slice of beef for each of them, 79 00:04:16,040 --> 00:04:18,320 Speaker 1: but they had oranges for dessert, which was a treat, 80 00:04:18,520 --> 00:04:21,080 Speaker 1: and Sasha felt more comfortable than she'd ever have believed. 81 00:04:21,080 --> 00:04:25,160 Speaker 1: Among her new sisters, Caroline had fled from Florida, North 82 00:04:25,200 --> 00:04:28,880 Speaker 1: America's Bananaist Republic. She'd been shot in the arm making 83 00:04:28,880 --> 00:04:31,559 Speaker 1: her way to the Heavenly Kingdom. She said almost nothing. 84 00:04:31,800 --> 00:04:35,520 Speaker 1: Sasha wasn't sure she even spoke English. But Caroline worked hard. 85 00:04:35,839 --> 00:04:37,640 Speaker 1: There was an intensity in her eyes that was a 86 00:04:37,640 --> 00:04:40,840 Speaker 1: little scary and humbling at the same time. Then there 87 00:04:40,880 --> 00:04:44,280 Speaker 1: was Susannah from the black Stone Nation. Sasha couldn't help 88 00:04:44,320 --> 00:04:47,240 Speaker 1: but notice she was the only black girl there. Susannah 89 00:04:47,240 --> 00:04:49,600 Speaker 1: had spent most of their work day singing to herself. 90 00:04:49,880 --> 00:04:53,440 Speaker 1: She had a beautiful singing voice. And then there were 91 00:04:53,440 --> 00:04:56,840 Speaker 1: the three other am fed girls, Emmeline, Rosie, and Anne. 92 00:04:57,200 --> 00:04:59,200 Speaker 1: They had all left a few weeks before Sasha had 93 00:04:59,240 --> 00:05:01,520 Speaker 1: made her own journey. Anne had actually gone to the 94 00:05:01,520 --> 00:05:05,160 Speaker 1: same middle school as Sasha. She wasn't great with names, 95 00:05:05,200 --> 00:05:06,960 Speaker 1: so most of the other girls in her group were 96 00:05:06,960 --> 00:05:09,479 Speaker 1: still more of a collection of smiling faces than real 97 00:05:09,560 --> 00:05:12,159 Speaker 1: people at this point. But they'd all been so warm 98 00:05:12,240 --> 00:05:14,359 Speaker 1: to her. There was a real effort from all of 99 00:05:14,400 --> 00:05:17,680 Speaker 1: them to make regular physical contact. They put hands on 100 00:05:17,720 --> 00:05:22,200 Speaker 1: each other's shoulders, and cheeks they hugged constantly. Sasha experienced 101 00:05:22,200 --> 00:05:24,760 Speaker 1: more touching in her first twenty four hours here than 102 00:05:24,800 --> 00:05:28,080 Speaker 1: she'd experienced in her last five years in the American Federation. 103 00:05:28,640 --> 00:05:32,040 Speaker 1: There was something intoxicating about being touched and feeling so 104 00:05:32,200 --> 00:05:35,479 Speaker 1: cared for. The only girl she didn't like was May. 105 00:05:36,080 --> 00:05:39,039 Speaker 1: Like Sasha, May was within spitting distance of age eighteen, 106 00:05:39,480 --> 00:05:41,719 Speaker 1: She'd fled from the UCS, and she had a gift 107 00:05:41,760 --> 00:05:44,119 Speaker 1: for letting people around her know when they fell short 108 00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:47,360 Speaker 1: of God's standards. During their work day, she'd spent more 109 00:05:47,440 --> 00:05:51,080 Speaker 1: time policing the other girl's posture than she'd spent scrubbing toilets. 110 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:53,520 Speaker 1: When Anne had hitched up her shirt sleeves. It was 111 00:05:53,640 --> 00:05:56,480 Speaker 1: May who had scolded her for a modesty. When Susannah 112 00:05:56,520 --> 00:05:58,800 Speaker 1: took off her shoes and socks during their lunch break, 113 00:05:59,040 --> 00:06:02,120 Speaker 1: May had yelled that she was an unfair temptation to 114 00:06:02,160 --> 00:06:05,560 Speaker 1: the young soldiers walking by on the street. Sasha knew 115 00:06:05,600 --> 00:06:08,559 Speaker 1: it was unfair and definitely Unchristian to feel this way, 116 00:06:08,760 --> 00:06:11,440 Speaker 1: but May looked like someone who lived to tell other 117 00:06:11,480 --> 00:06:14,880 Speaker 1: people what to do. She had the pinched features, squinting eyes, 118 00:06:14,920 --> 00:06:18,039 Speaker 1: and high pitched voice of a born snitch. May kept 119 00:06:18,080 --> 00:06:19,919 Speaker 1: her hair tied up in a bun so tight and 120 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:23,720 Speaker 1: short it looked military. She never smiled and never seemed 121 00:06:23,720 --> 00:06:26,360 Speaker 1: to relax, And there was something about the frenzied way 122 00:06:26,440 --> 00:06:29,520 Speaker 1: she'd pray alone quietly in the corner throughout the day 123 00:06:29,600 --> 00:06:33,880 Speaker 1: that made Sasha leery. She hated that she'd noticed those things. 124 00:06:33,920 --> 00:06:36,120 Speaker 1: She knew God didn't want her focusing on what other 125 00:06:36,120 --> 00:06:39,400 Speaker 1: people were doing wrong. And besides, she told herself, what 126 00:06:39,480 --> 00:06:42,640 Speaker 1: are you really angry about that? She's too serious about 127 00:06:42,640 --> 00:06:46,080 Speaker 1: her faith. Isn't that way you left home? Gluttony is 128 00:06:46,120 --> 00:06:49,720 Speaker 1: a sin too, you know, May said. Sasha realized with 129 00:06:49,760 --> 00:06:51,840 Speaker 1: a start that May had addressed her. She had been 130 00:06:51,839 --> 00:06:54,560 Speaker 1: eating her orange and absent minded and tired after a 131 00:06:54,560 --> 00:06:57,320 Speaker 1: long day of labor. She hadn't realized how messy she'd 132 00:06:57,320 --> 00:06:59,960 Speaker 1: been about peeling it. Her hands and sleeves were covered 133 00:07:00,040 --> 00:07:02,559 Speaker 1: with a sticky juice. She looked around at the table 134 00:07:02,600 --> 00:07:04,360 Speaker 1: and noticed that the other girls had been much more 135 00:07:04,440 --> 00:07:08,400 Speaker 1: careful with their dessert. Sorry, Sasha started, I wasn't thinking. 136 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:11,239 Speaker 1: May rolled her eyes and started to say something else, 137 00:07:11,400 --> 00:07:14,080 Speaker 1: but Helen cut her off. It's quite all right, dear. 138 00:07:14,360 --> 00:07:16,880 Speaker 1: None of us is perfect. She cast a reproach for 139 00:07:16,960 --> 00:07:20,280 Speaker 1: lie at May, and we all lose ourselves and thoughts, sometimes, 140 00:07:20,720 --> 00:07:24,240 Speaker 1: especially in the wake of great change. The Lord understands. 141 00:07:24,880 --> 00:07:26,680 Speaker 1: She looked out to the rest of the table with 142 00:07:26,720 --> 00:07:28,480 Speaker 1: a gaze that seemed to take in each of the 143 00:07:28,520 --> 00:07:33,920 Speaker 1: girls collectively and individually. Then she spoke, we are all 144 00:07:34,080 --> 00:07:37,760 Speaker 1: here because we recognize the primacy of God's word on earth. 145 00:07:38,160 --> 00:07:40,640 Speaker 1: But we are no more perfect and no more beloved 146 00:07:40,640 --> 00:07:44,600 Speaker 1: by our Lord than the enemies we face. Never forget that, girls, 147 00:07:44,920 --> 00:07:47,040 Speaker 1: our foes, are as dear to Him as we are. 148 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:49,760 Speaker 1: They must be purged when they seek to interfere with 149 00:07:49,840 --> 00:07:53,000 Speaker 1: God's will, But we should feel sorrow for such losses, 150 00:07:53,280 --> 00:07:56,480 Speaker 1: and we should never ever Her eyes went to May again, 151 00:07:56,800 --> 00:07:59,960 Speaker 1: let our fortune, in hearing God's word, bleat us of compassion, 152 00:08:00,480 --> 00:08:04,080 Speaker 1: or lead us to arrogance. Sasha's heart swelled at this. 153 00:08:04,520 --> 00:08:07,360 Speaker 1: She'd never admired a woman more. Helen had a way 154 00:08:07,400 --> 00:08:10,400 Speaker 1: of imparting wisdom without judgment, of shining a light on 155 00:08:10,440 --> 00:08:13,080 Speaker 1: the truth without seeming like it was her truth alone. 156 00:08:13,640 --> 00:08:16,520 Speaker 1: Helen wasn't a preacher, but Sasha had never heard anyone 157 00:08:16,600 --> 00:08:20,120 Speaker 1: speak the word of God with more conviction. After dinner, 158 00:08:20,160 --> 00:08:22,440 Speaker 1: they had an hour of free time to read their bibles, 159 00:08:22,640 --> 00:08:25,040 Speaker 1: share a few stories of their old lives, and drink 160 00:08:25,080 --> 00:08:28,160 Speaker 1: a single cup of sweet lemon tea. By nine o'clock 161 00:08:28,240 --> 00:08:31,240 Speaker 1: it was bedtime. Sasha was rankled a bit by the 162 00:08:31,280 --> 00:08:33,320 Speaker 1: fact that she and her fellow young women were being 163 00:08:33,440 --> 00:08:35,720 Speaker 1: ordered into bed at a set hour, but she was 164 00:08:35,760 --> 00:08:38,040 Speaker 1: so exhausted by her day of labor that she couldn't 165 00:08:38,080 --> 00:08:41,840 Speaker 1: work up much frustration over the mild injustice. Perhaps, when 166 00:08:41,880 --> 00:08:44,120 Speaker 1: she'd had more time to adjust, she'd bring this up 167 00:08:44,160 --> 00:08:47,360 Speaker 1: to Helen. She collapsed in her bunk bed, certain she'd 168 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:50,320 Speaker 1: fall asleep in an instant. Instead, she lay awake for 169 00:08:50,320 --> 00:08:53,600 Speaker 1: the better part of an hour, thinking of Alexander. She'd 170 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:56,680 Speaker 1: still heard nothing more from him or about him. She'd 171 00:08:56,720 --> 00:08:58,720 Speaker 1: asked Helen a couple of times today, and the older 172 00:08:58,720 --> 00:09:02,120 Speaker 1: woman had almost seemed gree Somehow, Sasha knew the anger 173 00:09:02,240 --> 00:09:07,040 Speaker 1: wasn't towards her, and that was doubly confusing Sasha. Anne's 174 00:09:07,080 --> 00:09:09,920 Speaker 1: voice broke her reverie. The other girl was situated just 175 00:09:09,960 --> 00:09:12,400 Speaker 1: below her on the bunk bed. Sasha was surprised to 176 00:09:12,440 --> 00:09:16,320 Speaker 1: hear her still awake. Yes, is something the matter? No, 177 00:09:16,760 --> 00:09:19,760 Speaker 1: Anne said, I just couldn't sleep. I thought maybe you 178 00:09:19,800 --> 00:09:22,880 Speaker 1: were awake too. I guess we're both in the same boat. 179 00:09:22,880 --> 00:09:25,920 Speaker 1: Then Sasha kept her voice low, more to avoid waking 180 00:09:25,920 --> 00:09:27,720 Speaker 1: any of the others than out of fear of breaking 181 00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:31,200 Speaker 1: the rules. In more ways than one, Anne said, I'm 182 00:09:31,200 --> 00:09:34,480 Speaker 1: waiting for a man I love too. Sasha's heart beat 183 00:09:34,480 --> 00:09:36,920 Speaker 1: a little faster. It was like that, with everything that 184 00:09:37,000 --> 00:09:39,679 Speaker 1: made her think of Alexander, her mind didn't need a 185 00:09:39,720 --> 00:09:42,960 Speaker 1: great deal of prodding to turn towards him. Your love 186 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:46,000 Speaker 1: is at the front, to Sasha asked, I think so, 187 00:09:46,240 --> 00:09:48,480 Speaker 1: Anne said, I was lucky enough to get to see 188 00:09:48,559 --> 00:09:51,640 Speaker 1: him once I arrived in Kappel first, back before the 189 00:09:51,720 --> 00:09:54,520 Speaker 1: kingdom took Plaano. We met once then, and once more 190 00:09:54,600 --> 00:09:56,440 Speaker 1: after the city fell and they moved us into the 191 00:09:56,440 --> 00:10:01,000 Speaker 1: House of Miriam. Jealousy seized Sasha's heart. She tried to 192 00:10:01,040 --> 00:10:03,760 Speaker 1: replace it with gratitude in the Lord he'd send her 193 00:10:03,800 --> 00:10:06,600 Speaker 1: someone who can understand her pain and frustration. Wasn't that 194 00:10:06,640 --> 00:10:10,000 Speaker 1: a blessing? That must be hard for you, she said, 195 00:10:10,280 --> 00:10:13,280 Speaker 1: getting to see him and then being separated. The words 196 00:10:13,320 --> 00:10:16,120 Speaker 1: came out a bit stilted and cold. She hoped Anne 197 00:10:16,160 --> 00:10:19,840 Speaker 1: hadn't noticed it is, Anne said, but it isn't half 198 00:10:19,840 --> 00:10:22,360 Speaker 1: so rough her place as you're in. I can't imagine 199 00:10:22,360 --> 00:10:26,000 Speaker 1: how anxious you must be arriving here and not seeing him. 200 00:10:26,120 --> 00:10:29,160 Speaker 1: He's not the only reason I came, Sasha said, a 201 00:10:29,160 --> 00:10:33,800 Speaker 1: bit defensively. But yes, it's hard. I'm scared. I don't 202 00:10:33,800 --> 00:10:37,439 Speaker 1: know why I feel so silly, Admitting that it's certainly 203 00:10:37,480 --> 00:10:40,680 Speaker 1: not silly, Anne assured her, But I get it. Everyone 204 00:10:40,760 --> 00:10:43,720 Speaker 1: here is so focused on gratitude and God's wisdom. It 205 00:10:43,760 --> 00:10:46,320 Speaker 1: almost makes you feel like a traitor for feeling afraid 206 00:10:46,760 --> 00:10:50,199 Speaker 1: or unhappy. Anne's voice dropped a few decibels, as if 207 00:10:50,200 --> 00:10:53,240 Speaker 1: she was ashamed of her next words, I almost feel 208 00:10:53,280 --> 00:10:56,520 Speaker 1: like a liar when I smile. I don't think the 209 00:10:56,600 --> 00:10:59,560 Speaker 1: Lord wants us to be liars, Sasha said, But I 210 00:10:59,600 --> 00:11:03,080 Speaker 1: think happy or trying to seem happy is a sacrifice 211 00:11:03,080 --> 00:11:05,640 Speaker 1: we make for the kingdom. It helps keep everyone else 212 00:11:05,679 --> 00:11:10,560 Speaker 1: around us strong. Hmm, Anne said, and then yawned. Her 213 00:11:10,640 --> 00:11:13,320 Speaker 1: voice sounded heavy with sleep. There must have been something 214 00:11:13,360 --> 00:11:16,360 Speaker 1: contagious in the sound, because Sasha felt her own eyelids 215 00:11:16,360 --> 00:11:19,160 Speaker 1: start to droop. That's a nice way to look at it, 216 00:11:19,240 --> 00:11:23,040 Speaker 1: Anne said, I like the way you think, Sasha. Helen 217 00:11:23,080 --> 00:11:25,480 Speaker 1: woke all of them up the next morning. She was 218 00:11:25,559 --> 00:11:27,800 Speaker 1: gentle with it, a hand on each girl's shoulder and 219 00:11:27,840 --> 00:11:29,679 Speaker 1: a word in each of their ears, but there was 220 00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:33,240 Speaker 1: no mistaking that she meant now. So Sasha got up 221 00:11:33,480 --> 00:11:35,440 Speaker 1: her feet hit the floor just as Anne took her 222 00:11:35,440 --> 00:11:38,959 Speaker 1: first steps forward towards the dining room. They all filed in, 223 00:11:39,280 --> 00:11:42,560 Speaker 1: silent and groggy. The girls took their breakfasts in the 224 00:11:42,559 --> 00:11:45,120 Speaker 1: form of a thick, tasteless protein shake, and then they 225 00:11:45,160 --> 00:11:48,200 Speaker 1: were loaded onto a heavy military looking bus and driven 226 00:11:48,200 --> 00:11:51,280 Speaker 1: off to a large, red brick office building. According to 227 00:11:51,280 --> 00:11:54,080 Speaker 1: the bullet poxed signs, it had once been an administrative 228 00:11:54,080 --> 00:11:56,240 Speaker 1: building for the corporation that had run most of the 229 00:11:56,320 --> 00:12:00,920 Speaker 1: Republic schools. Sasha swept up bullet casings and added glass. 230 00:12:00,960 --> 00:12:03,240 Speaker 1: She scrubbed toilets and wiped the blood off the walls, 231 00:12:03,240 --> 00:12:05,360 Speaker 1: and tried not to think too hard about how it 232 00:12:05,400 --> 00:12:08,840 Speaker 1: had gotten there. Conversation wasn't forbidden, but there was a 233 00:12:08,880 --> 00:12:10,840 Speaker 1: lot of ground to cover, and May was quick to 234 00:12:10,880 --> 00:12:14,400 Speaker 1: scold anyone who dawdled. Sasha and Anne both kept moving, 235 00:12:14,559 --> 00:12:17,079 Speaker 1: but they passed each other in the halls often each 236 00:12:17,080 --> 00:12:20,040 Speaker 1: time the other girl would favor Sasha with a supportive smile, 237 00:12:20,200 --> 00:12:23,040 Speaker 1: and Sasha would return it. They broke for lunch a 238 00:12:23,040 --> 00:12:26,720 Speaker 1: little afternoon, stale cheese sandwiches and orange juice, but instead 239 00:12:26,720 --> 00:12:28,559 Speaker 1: of getting back to work after their meal, they were 240 00:12:28,559 --> 00:12:30,439 Speaker 1: met again by the bus that had taken them there. 241 00:12:30,760 --> 00:12:33,640 Speaker 1: They were told to file inside. Sasha wound up in 242 00:12:33,679 --> 00:12:36,360 Speaker 1: between Anne and Susannah in the middle row of the bus. 243 00:12:36,800 --> 00:12:39,360 Speaker 1: It was hot, the air circulation was bad, and the 244 00:12:39,400 --> 00:12:41,800 Speaker 1: smell of sweat was thick on the bus, but the 245 00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:44,560 Speaker 1: windows were down, and once the bus got going, the 246 00:12:44,640 --> 00:12:47,920 Speaker 1: air that blew in felt like Heaven, Lord God. I've 247 00:12:47,960 --> 00:12:50,920 Speaker 1: been waiting for this all day, said Susannah. I'd stay 248 00:12:50,920 --> 00:12:53,320 Speaker 1: on this thing all night if they led me. Yeah. 249 00:12:53,360 --> 00:12:56,000 Speaker 1: Anne said, this is actually a lot more comfortable than 250 00:12:56,040 --> 00:12:58,240 Speaker 1: the bunk room. Even when the powers working and the 251 00:12:58,280 --> 00:13:00,960 Speaker 1: fans are on the the power go out a lot, 252 00:13:01,120 --> 00:13:03,800 Speaker 1: Sasha asked. She felt dumb for even giving voice to 253 00:13:03,840 --> 00:13:06,120 Speaker 1: the question, but her seatmates didn't treat it like a 254 00:13:06,160 --> 00:13:09,920 Speaker 1: stupid question. Not a lot, Anne said, But we'll lose 255 00:13:09,920 --> 00:13:11,959 Speaker 1: an hour or two most days, and it can be 256 00:13:12,040 --> 00:13:14,079 Speaker 1: out for quite a while. When Austin gets a drone 257 00:13:14,080 --> 00:13:18,360 Speaker 1: through that doesn't happen often, Susannah assured her. I've been 258 00:13:18,400 --> 00:13:20,360 Speaker 1: in the Kingdom ten days and we've only had to 259 00:13:20,400 --> 00:13:24,520 Speaker 1: take shelter once twice for me. Anne said, but I've 260 00:13:24,520 --> 00:13:28,480 Speaker 1: been here almost three weeks. I'm not scared, Sasha assured them. 261 00:13:28,559 --> 00:13:34,160 Speaker 1: I'm just curious. You should be scared. Susannah said, it sucks. 262 00:13:35,600 --> 00:13:38,240 Speaker 1: It wasn't a long ride, and Sasha was embarrassed at 263 00:13:38,240 --> 00:13:41,000 Speaker 1: how long it took her to realize the destination. This 264 00:13:41,080 --> 00:13:43,320 Speaker 1: was the same route they'd taken from the House of Miriam, 265 00:13:43,559 --> 00:13:46,120 Speaker 1: just in reverse. She and the other girls were being 266 00:13:46,160 --> 00:13:49,320 Speaker 1: taken downtown. Won't she got a good look at the gallows, 267 00:13:49,520 --> 00:13:52,560 Speaker 1: she understood why. There were six people lined up in 268 00:13:52,600 --> 00:13:55,319 Speaker 1: front of the little stairway that led to the platform. 269 00:13:55,360 --> 00:13:59,720 Speaker 1: They looked like prisoners. Susannah looked just as confused as Sasha, 270 00:14:00,120 --> 00:14:03,000 Speaker 1: but Anne seemed to understand what was going on. She 271 00:14:03,080 --> 00:14:06,720 Speaker 1: scrunched her face in disgust. Oh no, she said, I 272 00:14:06,920 --> 00:14:10,120 Speaker 1: hate it when they make us watch this. The two 273 00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:12,280 Speaker 1: martyrs who had guarded them all day opened the doors 274 00:14:12,280 --> 00:14:14,439 Speaker 1: and told them to form up outside of the bus. 275 00:14:14,720 --> 00:14:16,960 Speaker 1: Sasha did as she was told, while grabbing as many 276 00:14:17,080 --> 00:14:19,840 Speaker 1: long looks at the gallows as she could manage. None 277 00:14:19,840 --> 00:14:21,440 Speaker 1: of the people who stood out in front of the 278 00:14:21,480 --> 00:14:24,440 Speaker 1: platform looked like soldiers, or robber barons, or much of 279 00:14:24,480 --> 00:14:28,880 Speaker 1: anything at all. They just seemed young and scared fags. 280 00:14:29,280 --> 00:14:31,280 Speaker 1: The martyr, standing next to the driver at the bus 281 00:14:31,360 --> 00:14:34,560 Speaker 1: door grunted as Sasha stepped past him. He waited until 282 00:14:34,600 --> 00:14:36,760 Speaker 1: the other girls had all filed off the bus before 283 00:14:36,760 --> 00:14:39,240 Speaker 1: he stepped around to stand in front of them. Sasha 284 00:14:39,280 --> 00:14:41,800 Speaker 1: hadn't paid the man too much attention during the day, because, 285 00:14:41,880 --> 00:14:44,920 Speaker 1: in truth, he scared her. He looked old, over forty 286 00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:47,760 Speaker 1: at least, and his face was heavy with scars and tattoos. 287 00:14:48,200 --> 00:14:51,160 Speaker 1: There were faded blue crosses inked on each of his forearms. 288 00:14:51,440 --> 00:14:54,120 Speaker 1: There wasn't much skin visible under his armor in helmet, 289 00:14:54,280 --> 00:14:56,920 Speaker 1: but the skin she could see was tanned red like leather. 290 00:14:57,520 --> 00:14:59,960 Speaker 1: His eyes were cold and seemed fixed into a permanent 291 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:02,240 Speaker 1: and squint. When he addressed the group, it was with 292 00:15:02,280 --> 00:15:04,360 Speaker 1: a voice that sounded like it came to them through 293 00:15:04,360 --> 00:15:07,960 Speaker 1: a filter of gravel and glass. These people, he said, 294 00:15:08,080 --> 00:15:12,000 Speaker 1: and spat after the word people, gender traitors. There were 295 00:15:12,040 --> 00:15:15,040 Speaker 1: a few gasps from among the crowd. He continued it 296 00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:17,760 Speaker 1: took us a while to crack into the Republic's old files, 297 00:15:17,760 --> 00:15:19,840 Speaker 1: but we finally got a list of all the fags 298 00:15:19,840 --> 00:15:23,120 Speaker 1: who refused to accept their God given gender. They thought 299 00:15:23,200 --> 00:15:25,560 Speaker 1: surgery could hide him. But there's no hide in the 300 00:15:25,560 --> 00:15:28,240 Speaker 1: truth from the eyes of God or his true servants, 301 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:31,360 Speaker 1: and there's only one fair punishment for someone who turns 302 00:15:31,360 --> 00:15:35,680 Speaker 1: their back on natural law. Sasha's heart started to pound. 303 00:15:36,080 --> 00:15:39,800 Speaker 1: She'd known, of course, that Pastor Mike didn't approve of transgenderism, 304 00:15:39,800 --> 00:15:43,400 Speaker 1: of gender change, surgery, of homosexuality, or of anything else 305 00:15:43,400 --> 00:15:46,080 Speaker 1: that didn't fit into the neat biblical lines of what 306 00:15:46,120 --> 00:15:48,640 Speaker 1: a man and a woman ought to be, but it 307 00:15:48,720 --> 00:15:52,360 Speaker 1: always phrased his objections with such compassion. Queer and trans 308 00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:55,680 Speaker 1: people weren't monsters deserving of death. They were victims of 309 00:15:55,720 --> 00:15:59,520 Speaker 1: the fallen secular world, same as anyone else. Sasha agreed 310 00:15:59,560 --> 00:16:03,800 Speaker 1: they needed re education, but this the crowd, perhaps three 311 00:16:03,840 --> 00:16:06,360 Speaker 1: hundred strong, cheered as the prisoners were led up to 312 00:16:06,360 --> 00:16:09,760 Speaker 1: the gallows. Sasha's heart beat like a bass drum. She 313 00:16:09,800 --> 00:16:12,600 Speaker 1: couldn't hear anything else. The voices of the crowd, of 314 00:16:12,600 --> 00:16:15,160 Speaker 1: her sister's faded behind the beating sound of the blood 315 00:16:15,160 --> 00:16:18,040 Speaker 1: that coursed through her head, but her eyes continued to work, 316 00:16:18,200 --> 00:16:20,960 Speaker 1: and she watched in horror as they fit nooses around 317 00:16:20,960 --> 00:16:24,800 Speaker 1: each victim's neck. The young people cried and screamed and begged, 318 00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:27,200 Speaker 1: but the martyrs paid them no mind. Some of them 319 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:30,280 Speaker 1: chanted in tongues while they prepared the killing machine. Sasha 320 00:16:30,360 --> 00:16:34,280 Speaker 1: saw joy in their eyes. She found it revolting. Before long, 321 00:16:34,360 --> 00:16:37,440 Speaker 1: they'd finished their preparations and six people were strung up 322 00:16:37,520 --> 00:16:40,080 Speaker 1: on the gallows before the brays and cries of the crowd. 323 00:16:40,920 --> 00:16:43,080 Speaker 1: Sasha didn't think it was possible for her heart to 324 00:16:43,120 --> 00:16:46,120 Speaker 1: beat any faster, but it kept speeding up. She felt 325 00:16:46,200 --> 00:16:48,720 Speaker 1: light headed and nauseous, and a little like she needed 326 00:16:48,720 --> 00:16:51,280 Speaker 1: to go to the bathroom. Her knees grew weak, and 327 00:16:51,320 --> 00:16:54,280 Speaker 1: she found herself leaning on Anne. The other woman looked 328 00:16:54,280 --> 00:16:57,000 Speaker 1: almost as scared as Sasha did, but she weathered it better. 329 00:16:57,440 --> 00:17:00,200 Speaker 1: She put an arm around Sasha, supporting her, and two 330 00:17:00,240 --> 00:17:02,680 Speaker 1: of them looked on as the executioner called out and 331 00:17:02,720 --> 00:17:05,480 Speaker 1: pulled the lever that sent six human beings dropping down 332 00:17:05,520 --> 00:17:08,440 Speaker 1: to dangle until they were dead. The snap of their 333 00:17:08,480 --> 00:17:10,760 Speaker 1: necks was the only thing Sasha heard above the sound 334 00:17:10,760 --> 00:17:13,560 Speaker 1: of her own pounding heart. She watched them twitch and 335 00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:16,400 Speaker 1: jerk for a second too, and then her body grew 336 00:17:16,400 --> 00:17:19,639 Speaker 1: too light and her legs collapsed beneath her. The world 337 00:17:19,680 --> 00:17:24,560 Speaker 1: went black. She awoke back in the House of Miriam. 338 00:17:24,600 --> 00:17:27,919 Speaker 1: Her sisters knelt or stood around her. Sasha was gratified 339 00:17:27,960 --> 00:17:30,399 Speaker 1: to see she wasn't the only one who had passed out. 340 00:17:30,880 --> 00:17:33,960 Speaker 1: Anne lay next to her, clearly disoriented, along with two 341 00:17:33,960 --> 00:17:37,480 Speaker 1: other women whose name Sasha hadn't quite memorized. Helen set 342 00:17:37,480 --> 00:17:40,399 Speaker 1: in between them, wet washcloth in her hand, and stroked 343 00:17:40,440 --> 00:17:43,960 Speaker 1: their faces. There there, DearS, you've had a terrible shock, 344 00:17:44,280 --> 00:17:48,240 Speaker 1: and there's no shame in your reactions. No shame. May 345 00:17:48,240 --> 00:17:50,399 Speaker 1: spat the words. There was a glow to her face 346 00:17:50,440 --> 00:17:53,000 Speaker 1: and a manic glint in her eyes. Ma'am, with all 347 00:17:53,040 --> 00:17:54,879 Speaker 1: due respect, I don't know how these girls can call 348 00:17:54,920 --> 00:17:57,240 Speaker 1: themselves committed to the heavenly kingdom if the sight of 349 00:17:57,280 --> 00:18:01,199 Speaker 1: defying justice hurts them so much. Sasha saw anger in 350 00:18:01,240 --> 00:18:03,760 Speaker 1: Helen's eyes, but the older woman didn't let it carry 351 00:18:03,760 --> 00:18:06,600 Speaker 1: over into her voice. Instead, she fixed May with a 352 00:18:06,640 --> 00:18:09,840 Speaker 1: cool gaze and said, in an even tone, Miss May, 353 00:18:10,080 --> 00:18:13,080 Speaker 1: one can believe in our Lord's justice and still regret 354 00:18:13,119 --> 00:18:15,960 Speaker 1: the pain that comes with it. That does not signal 355 00:18:16,000 --> 00:18:19,480 Speaker 1: a lack of devotion. It signals compassion, a trait Jesus 356 00:18:19,600 --> 00:18:23,240 Speaker 1: Christ had an abundance. May frowned and pursed her lips, 357 00:18:23,280 --> 00:18:25,640 Speaker 1: but she kept them shut for now. Helen turned back 358 00:18:25,680 --> 00:18:28,480 Speaker 1: to Sasha and the other girls who had fallen. Death 359 00:18:28,640 --> 00:18:31,080 Speaker 1: is never easy to witness, girls. It should be a 360 00:18:31,119 --> 00:18:34,119 Speaker 1: horrible thing to witness. She glanced back to May. And 361 00:18:34,240 --> 00:18:36,480 Speaker 1: we should all be worried if a day ever comes 362 00:18:36,520 --> 00:18:39,280 Speaker 1: when we can see such violence without pain in our hearts. 363 00:18:39,880 --> 00:18:43,080 Speaker 1: But these are dire times. The world has fallen too 364 00:18:43,160 --> 00:18:45,639 Speaker 1: much for pacifism to bring back the rule of God, 365 00:18:46,040 --> 00:18:50,719 Speaker 1: and so we must use violence. Do you understand? Sasha nodded. 366 00:18:50,920 --> 00:18:54,280 Speaker 1: She heard the other girls give stuttering, hollow replies. Even 367 00:18:54,320 --> 00:18:57,520 Speaker 1: the girls who'd managed to stay standing looked shaken. May 368 00:18:57,640 --> 00:18:59,920 Speaker 1: was the only one who wore a smile. They gave 369 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:02,960 Speaker 1: her a wide berth the rest of the day. Whoever 370 00:19:03,040 --> 00:19:05,480 Speaker 1: was in charge of their schedule paid some deference to 371 00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:07,880 Speaker 1: the fact that they had been forced to watch in execution. 372 00:19:08,320 --> 00:19:11,000 Speaker 1: There was no more cleaning that day. They spent the 373 00:19:11,040 --> 00:19:13,720 Speaker 1: rest of the daylight hours seated around the common area 374 00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:17,400 Speaker 1: in the House of Miriam sewing uniforms. Sasha had never 375 00:19:17,520 --> 00:19:19,960 Speaker 1: sewn before, but Anne sat next to her and taught 376 00:19:19,960 --> 00:19:22,879 Speaker 1: her the basics. Her hands were still shaking when they 377 00:19:22,880 --> 00:19:26,000 Speaker 1: got to work, but Anne helped her, and eventually, focusing 378 00:19:26,040 --> 00:19:28,800 Speaker 1: on the meticulous task allowed her to blot out the horror. 379 00:19:29,240 --> 00:19:31,080 Speaker 1: Once she got a good grip on the basics of 380 00:19:31,119 --> 00:19:33,080 Speaker 1: what was required of her, she was able to lose 381 00:19:33,119 --> 00:19:36,840 Speaker 1: herself and quiet productive flow. She was almost disappointed when 382 00:19:36,920 --> 00:19:39,800 Speaker 1: Helen called them to dinner. They ate the same food 383 00:19:39,840 --> 00:19:42,520 Speaker 1: as the day before, They prayed, and then they had 384 00:19:42,520 --> 00:19:45,639 Speaker 1: an hour of relatively free time. They couldn't leave the 385 00:19:45,680 --> 00:19:47,800 Speaker 1: House of Miriam since it was after eight, but they 386 00:19:47,840 --> 00:19:51,919 Speaker 1: could talk. Sasha gravitated naturally to Susannah and Anne. The 387 00:19:52,000 --> 00:19:55,480 Speaker 1: topic of conversation turned at once to the execution. Is 388 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:59,920 Speaker 1: that always what it's like? Susannah asked. Anne nodded, her 389 00:20:00,040 --> 00:20:02,600 Speaker 1: voice shook a little when she said, I passed out 390 00:20:02,680 --> 00:20:05,440 Speaker 1: last time too. I thought it'd be easier the second 391 00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:09,840 Speaker 1: time around, but it really wasn't. It feels wrong, Sasha whispered. 392 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,000 Speaker 1: She glanced over to May, who was holding court with 393 00:20:12,040 --> 00:20:13,520 Speaker 1: a few of the other girls at the other end 394 00:20:13,560 --> 00:20:16,119 Speaker 1: of the common area. I'm not saying it's okay what 395 00:20:16,200 --> 00:20:18,560 Speaker 1: those people were doing, but surely they deserved a chance 396 00:20:18,640 --> 00:20:22,639 Speaker 1: to repent. Susannah nodded, I don't think Jesus would want 397 00:20:22,720 --> 00:20:25,400 Speaker 1: us to murder people just for being wrong. It's one 398 00:20:25,440 --> 00:20:28,239 Speaker 1: thing to kill an atheist or an apostate who's attacking you. 399 00:20:28,520 --> 00:20:31,080 Speaker 1: It's another thing to just Her voice caught a bit 400 00:20:31,520 --> 00:20:35,320 Speaker 1: hank people. Anne shook her head in an absent sort 401 00:20:35,359 --> 00:20:40,760 Speaker 1: of way. Kyle told me it was necessary. Kyle, Susannah asked, 402 00:20:41,080 --> 00:20:44,600 Speaker 1: my intended Anne said, I watched the first execution with 403 00:20:44,680 --> 00:20:47,399 Speaker 1: him when I passed out. He was so sweet. I 404 00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:49,800 Speaker 1: came to when he was holding me, petting my head. 405 00:20:50,160 --> 00:20:52,560 Speaker 1: Anne's eyes shone with love, and Sasha had to fight 406 00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:55,280 Speaker 1: hard to keep the jealousy from her own face. He 407 00:20:55,400 --> 00:20:58,159 Speaker 1: explained that the Heavenly Kingdom couldn't afford to re educate 408 00:20:58,240 --> 00:21:01,280 Speaker 1: the fallen. There are too many, and we are too surrounded. 409 00:21:01,600 --> 00:21:04,359 Speaker 1: If someone is capable of changing, God will know, and 410 00:21:04,480 --> 00:21:06,879 Speaker 1: he will ensure they get their just reward in heaven. 411 00:21:07,960 --> 00:21:11,399 Speaker 1: Sasha was not entirely convinced, but she also wasn't willing 412 00:21:11,400 --> 00:21:13,879 Speaker 1: to argue with Anne. It felt a little dicey, just 413 00:21:13,920 --> 00:21:17,960 Speaker 1: admitting her continued discomfort with the executions, so she stayed quiet, 414 00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:20,600 Speaker 1: and the talk turned to more comfortable matters, what they 415 00:21:20,640 --> 00:21:22,840 Speaker 1: expected from the next day's work and what sort of 416 00:21:22,880 --> 00:21:25,120 Speaker 1: lives they lead. When the fighting was over and they 417 00:21:25,119 --> 00:21:27,720 Speaker 1: were settled down with the gallant warriors, they knew they'd 418 00:21:27,760 --> 00:21:31,080 Speaker 1: marry soon. The girls all filed off to their small 419 00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:34,719 Speaker 1: snug beds after a long day of work and stress. 420 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:37,800 Speaker 1: The bed felt so good that it made Sasha feel guilty. 421 00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:41,400 Speaker 1: Alexander was fighting right now, he'd surely seem more death 422 00:21:41,440 --> 00:21:43,280 Speaker 1: than she had, and he didn't have the option of 423 00:21:43,320 --> 00:21:46,119 Speaker 1: fainting or crying about it. As she drifted off to 424 00:21:46,160 --> 00:21:49,240 Speaker 1: sleep again, Sasha promised herself that she would never faint 425 00:21:49,359 --> 00:21:52,080 Speaker 1: or cry out in the face of death again. If 426 00:21:52,119 --> 00:21:54,840 Speaker 1: this was the way God had ordained, his kingdom must come, 427 00:21:55,000 --> 00:21:57,320 Speaker 1: she owed it to herself and to her Lord to 428 00:21:57,400 --> 00:22:01,480 Speaker 1: stand and see it. Next day, they all went back 429 00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:04,240 Speaker 1: to the same battered administrative building as the day before. 430 00:22:04,760 --> 00:22:07,440 Speaker 1: Sasha scrubbed and swept ate her lunch and got right 431 00:22:07,480 --> 00:22:10,520 Speaker 1: back to work. She forced herself into enthusiasm for the 432 00:22:10,560 --> 00:22:13,000 Speaker 1: menial labor with the same discipline she'd used when it 433 00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:14,800 Speaker 1: had been time to study for an exam and a 434 00:22:14,840 --> 00:22:17,760 Speaker 1: class she hated. The same tactic worked in both high 435 00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:21,159 Speaker 1: school and the Heavenly Kingdom. About two hours before the 436 00:22:21,200 --> 00:22:23,879 Speaker 1: end of their workday, Sasha's rhythm was interrupted by the 437 00:22:23,920 --> 00:22:25,720 Speaker 1: sound of a crash and a scream from one of 438 00:22:25,760 --> 00:22:27,720 Speaker 1: the girls in the bathroom next door to the room 439 00:22:27,840 --> 00:22:30,920 Speaker 1: she was in. Sasha dropped her scrub brush and darted over. 440 00:22:31,280 --> 00:22:33,600 Speaker 1: She was the first one into the room. It took 441 00:22:33,640 --> 00:22:35,760 Speaker 1: her a moment to piece together what must have happened. 442 00:22:36,040 --> 00:22:38,320 Speaker 1: Susannah had been scrubbing a sink that had been badly 443 00:22:38,359 --> 00:22:41,040 Speaker 1: damaged by shell fire. The sink had collapsed while she 444 00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:43,240 Speaker 1: had scrubbed it, and a jagged edge of porcelain had 445 00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:46,560 Speaker 1: torn open the girl's hand. There was already an enormous 446 00:22:46,560 --> 00:22:50,000 Speaker 1: amount of blood by the time Sasha arrived. Susannah looked pale. 447 00:22:50,240 --> 00:22:53,360 Speaker 1: She backed up against the wall and was just screaming wordlessly. 448 00:22:53,880 --> 00:22:56,800 Speaker 1: Sasha had taken three semesters of premed classes in the 449 00:22:56,880 --> 00:22:59,600 Speaker 1: last two years. She had a good basic instruction in 450 00:22:59,720 --> 00:23:02,400 Speaker 1: first aid. She pulled her shirt off over her head 451 00:23:02,400 --> 00:23:04,720 Speaker 1: and wrapped it around the gash on the other girl's hand. 452 00:23:05,160 --> 00:23:07,080 Speaker 1: It was the spare shirt she had brought from home, 453 00:23:07,200 --> 00:23:09,760 Speaker 1: and it had an antimicrobial weave that should make it 454 00:23:09,840 --> 00:23:12,920 Speaker 1: relatively safe as a wound dressing. She pulled it tight, 455 00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:15,679 Speaker 1: watted the extra fabric up over the wound, and applied 456 00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:18,840 Speaker 1: as much pressure as she could. Susannah kept screaming, but 457 00:23:18,880 --> 00:23:21,959 Speaker 1: the flow of blood from her wounds slowed. Breathe with me, 458 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:25,160 Speaker 1: Sasha told Susannah as she stared into the other girl's eyes. 459 00:23:25,520 --> 00:23:29,879 Speaker 1: In she inhaled, and out she exhaled. She repeated this 460 00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:33,199 Speaker 1: several times until Susannah stopped screaming and started breathing in 461 00:23:33,240 --> 00:23:35,960 Speaker 1: time with her. Several of the girls had crowded around 462 00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:38,439 Speaker 1: the entrance to the bathroom at this point. When Sasha 463 00:23:38,480 --> 00:23:40,520 Speaker 1: glanced up, she could see May's face in the back 464 00:23:40,560 --> 00:23:43,520 Speaker 1: of the crowd. She looked disgusted, probably at the fact 465 00:23:43,600 --> 00:23:46,280 Speaker 1: that Sasha had torn off her shirt. Please call for 466 00:23:46,320 --> 00:23:49,399 Speaker 1: the martyrs, Sasha asked, no one in particular. Tell them 467 00:23:49,440 --> 00:23:52,000 Speaker 1: Susanna needs medical attention. I don't think she has any 468 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:55,600 Speaker 1: clotting agents in her blood. No one moved, so Sasha 469 00:23:55,640 --> 00:23:58,440 Speaker 1: locked eyes with Anne and told her, please go now. 470 00:23:58,760 --> 00:24:01,000 Speaker 1: We shouldn't take any chance as with a wound like this. 471 00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:04,760 Speaker 1: Anne nodded, broke away from the glawking group and stumbled 472 00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:08,119 Speaker 1: off to find help. Sasha looked back to Susannah. She 473 00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:10,560 Speaker 1: coaxed the other girl to sit down against the wall 474 00:24:10,600 --> 00:24:13,160 Speaker 1: and sat down next to her, applying pressure to her 475 00:24:13,160 --> 00:24:16,640 Speaker 1: hand the entire time. Sasha's shirt was now soaked through 476 00:24:16,720 --> 00:24:19,560 Speaker 1: with hot, sticky blood. Her hands were wet to but 477 00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:22,920 Speaker 1: she didn't feel squeamish about this. She'd expected to after 478 00:24:22,960 --> 00:24:25,600 Speaker 1: her reaction to the hangings, but somehow the sight of 479 00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:28,399 Speaker 1: all this blood actually combed her. She knew what to 480 00:24:28,440 --> 00:24:32,080 Speaker 1: do here. It felt good to take effective action. The 481 00:24:32,119 --> 00:24:34,520 Speaker 1: martyrs arrived a minute or so later, with a medic 482 00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:38,560 Speaker 1: close behind. By that point, Susannah's bleeding had stopped entirely. 483 00:24:38,840 --> 00:24:41,720 Speaker 1: The medic was impressed, and he said, so you have 484 00:24:41,800 --> 00:24:44,280 Speaker 1: some kind of training, ma'am, you handled this very well. 485 00:24:45,080 --> 00:24:47,640 Speaker 1: Three semesters of premed. She had answered, it was only 486 00:24:47,720 --> 00:24:49,720 Speaker 1: high school premed, but they made us do a lot 487 00:24:49,720 --> 00:24:52,679 Speaker 1: of first aid drills. The medic gave her a significant 488 00:24:52,680 --> 00:24:57,080 Speaker 1: look and then asked, what's your name, miss Sasha? She 489 00:24:57,080 --> 00:25:01,720 Speaker 1: had started before correcting herself. Sasha Susannah was taken off 490 00:25:01,760 --> 00:25:04,159 Speaker 1: to whatever served as a hospital for the Heavenly Kingdom 491 00:25:04,160 --> 00:25:06,159 Speaker 1: while Sasha and the rest of the girls finished their 492 00:25:06,160 --> 00:25:08,760 Speaker 1: work day. It was uneventful after that, but the other 493 00:25:08,800 --> 00:25:11,840 Speaker 1: girl's attitudes towards her seemed to have shifted. Anne had 494 00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:13,719 Speaker 1: given her a big hug, of course, but every one 495 00:25:13,840 --> 00:25:16,359 Speaker 1: was more respectful. Several of them came to her to 496 00:25:16,359 --> 00:25:19,199 Speaker 1: ask minor things, advice on how best to clean a 497 00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:21,760 Speaker 1: room or clear a pile of rubble. At one point, 498 00:25:21,800 --> 00:25:24,399 Speaker 1: Sasha had divided four girls up into two teams to 499 00:25:24,400 --> 00:25:27,520 Speaker 1: remove a huge amount of shattered glass. While she directed 500 00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:29,679 Speaker 1: the effort, May had walked by the room and butted 501 00:25:29,720 --> 00:25:32,000 Speaker 1: her head in. Just because she knows a little first 502 00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:35,320 Speaker 1: day doesn't make her a foreman, she sneered. The other 503 00:25:35,359 --> 00:25:38,040 Speaker 1: girls didn't pay May any mind. They left for the 504 00:25:38,119 --> 00:25:40,159 Speaker 1: day at the usual time and arrived back at the 505 00:25:40,160 --> 00:25:43,160 Speaker 1: house of Miriam in the early evening. Helen was waiting 506 00:25:43,160 --> 00:25:45,600 Speaker 1: for them at the door. Behind her stood an older 507 00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:48,000 Speaker 1: man in a white lab coat. He had a cross 508 00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:50,359 Speaker 1: pinned to his lapel and a larger red cross on 509 00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:53,320 Speaker 1: his arm band. As the girls all filed into the building, 510 00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:55,840 Speaker 1: Sasha saw Helen point to her and whisper something to 511 00:25:55,880 --> 00:26:00,199 Speaker 1: the man. He nodded. Miss Sasha, he called out, as 512 00:26:00,240 --> 00:26:02,720 Speaker 1: she headed to her seat at the dinner table. Sasha 513 00:26:02,720 --> 00:26:06,000 Speaker 1: peeled off and approached him. Helen stood near by, distant 514 00:26:06,119 --> 00:26:08,399 Speaker 1: enough to make it clear that this conversation was between 515 00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:10,640 Speaker 1: her and the man, but close enough that her presence 516 00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:15,159 Speaker 1: provided a warm kernel of certainty and support. Yes, Sasha asked. 517 00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:18,359 Speaker 1: The man had a sharp, narrow jaw and a long nose. 518 00:26:18,680 --> 00:26:20,680 Speaker 1: There were deep bags under his eyes, and his hair 519 00:26:20,760 --> 00:26:23,280 Speaker 1: was at the grayest end of pepper gray. He wasn't 520 00:26:23,359 --> 00:26:26,399 Speaker 1: very large, but he used his physicality well. He moved 521 00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:29,800 Speaker 1: like he was used to controlling the room. Sasha. I'm 522 00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:32,720 Speaker 1: doctor Brandt. One of our medics was very impressed with 523 00:26:32,760 --> 00:26:35,800 Speaker 1: your work earlier today on the injured girl. Sir, all 524 00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:38,120 Speaker 1: I did was trying to stanish the bleeding. Anyone could 525 00:26:38,160 --> 00:26:41,639 Speaker 1: have handled that. It didn't require any special knowledge. No, 526 00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:44,680 Speaker 1: he interrupted her, it did not. The knowledge of how 527 00:26:44,720 --> 00:26:47,679 Speaker 1: to stim bleeding is not rare or special, but the 528 00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:50,399 Speaker 1: willingness to jump in during an emergency and to get 529 00:26:50,440 --> 00:26:53,640 Speaker 1: blood on one's own hands is rather rare. I understand 530 00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:56,840 Speaker 1: you have some form of medical training, very little Sir, 531 00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:59,800 Speaker 1: I took three semesters of pre medical courses in high school. 532 00:27:00,160 --> 00:27:03,600 Speaker 1: I was thinking about a medical career before. I yes, well, 533 00:27:03,800 --> 00:27:06,440 Speaker 1: three semesters of any kind of training almost makes you 534 00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:10,520 Speaker 1: a doctor. Here, we're not exactly flooded with qualified medical experts. 535 00:27:11,240 --> 00:27:14,520 Speaker 1: Doctor Brandt lacked Helen's gift for interrupting without seeming rude, 536 00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:17,000 Speaker 1: but he was clearly a busy man, and the fact 537 00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:19,280 Speaker 1: that he'd offered praise made it hard for Sasha to 538 00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:23,080 Speaker 1: take offense. Miss Helen. He snapped back at the older woman, 539 00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:25,439 Speaker 1: I'm putting this one on special duty. Would that be 540 00:27:25,480 --> 00:27:29,560 Speaker 1: all right? Of course, doctor Brandt. Helen said she smiled 541 00:27:29,560 --> 00:27:32,080 Speaker 1: at Sasha, and there was honest pride in that smile, 542 00:27:32,480 --> 00:27:34,879 Speaker 1: more pride than she had ever seen in her mother's eyes. 543 00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:39,000 Speaker 1: Sasha resisted the urge to tear up and response. Doctor 544 00:27:39,040 --> 00:27:41,800 Speaker 1: Brandt turned to Sasha next and asked, what do you 545 00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:45,720 Speaker 1: know about the people of the road. She frowned. Post 546 00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:48,480 Speaker 1: humans were a popular topic of discussion in her high school. 547 00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:51,640 Speaker 1: Sasha had seen waste Land Warriors a couple of years back, 548 00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:55,280 Speaker 1: and benisenthralled as everyone else, but her school curriculum didn't 549 00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:58,359 Speaker 1: talk much about them and definitely downplayed their influence in 550 00:27:58,400 --> 00:28:01,080 Speaker 1: the rest of the continent. Her father had called them 551 00:28:01,119 --> 00:28:03,879 Speaker 1: a bunch of idiots dancing around the desert doing drugs 552 00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:07,000 Speaker 1: and robbing people. She decided to use a variant of 553 00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:10,720 Speaker 1: that for her answer. Their drug addled pagans fornicating and 554 00:28:10,800 --> 00:28:14,360 Speaker 1: spurning the will of God. Doctor Brandt smiled. He had 555 00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:17,280 Speaker 1: such a serious face and such stern features that Sasha 556 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:20,400 Speaker 1: was shocked by the honest kindness of that smile. I'd 557 00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:24,359 Speaker 1: say that's basically accurate, he chuckled, perhaps even a bit charitable. 558 00:28:24,720 --> 00:28:27,240 Speaker 1: It turns out one of these groups sent some emissaries 559 00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:30,239 Speaker 1: into Plano just before the city fell. They were on 560 00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:32,720 Speaker 1: some trade mission. They wound up getting stuck in a 561 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:35,360 Speaker 1: pin with a few other prisoners. We didn't even realize 562 00:28:35,359 --> 00:28:38,000 Speaker 1: who we had until their people contacted us and demanded 563 00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:41,960 Speaker 1: their release. Sasha's eyes widened. All she could think of 564 00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:44,600 Speaker 1: were the grainy video fragments from one section of Waste 565 00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:47,880 Speaker 1: Land Warriors. It was supposedly a recording of an attack 566 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:51,360 Speaker 1: on an Agiss Biosystems convoy headed from Milwaukee to Denver. 567 00:28:51,920 --> 00:28:54,160 Speaker 1: The convoy had been well armed, but it had been 568 00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:57,200 Speaker 1: taken apart in a matter of seconds. The assailants moved 569 00:28:57,240 --> 00:28:59,640 Speaker 1: so fast that the documentarians had needed to slow the 570 00:28:59,720 --> 00:29:02,160 Speaker 1: video to make them visible as anything but flashes on 571 00:29:02,200 --> 00:29:06,000 Speaker 1: the screen. How could something that fast and deadly be captured? 572 00:29:06,480 --> 00:29:09,080 Speaker 1: Doctor Brandt answered her question before she could ask it. 573 00:29:09,760 --> 00:29:11,840 Speaker 1: I'm going to guess her wondering how he managed to 574 00:29:11,880 --> 00:29:17,280 Speaker 1: capture three of those Frankenstein abominations. Yes, Sir Sasha said, well, 575 00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:19,880 Speaker 1: Doctor Brandt popped the glasses off his face and buffed 576 00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:23,320 Speaker 1: the lenses on his shirt while he spoke. Most members 577 00:29:23,320 --> 00:29:26,120 Speaker 1: of any given group aren't quite like that. Oh, they're 578 00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:28,800 Speaker 1: all pagans, are atheists, just some kind of heathen. They 579 00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:32,840 Speaker 1: have a lot of aesthetic modifications led tattoos and body lighting, 580 00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:36,120 Speaker 1: and some sensory upgrades, but few of them have military 581 00:29:36,200 --> 00:29:42,160 Speaker 1: style implants. I see, As you know, cities and civilized 582 00:29:42,240 --> 00:29:45,400 Speaker 1: nations tend to ban those implants within their borders. Doctor 583 00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:47,960 Speaker 1: Brandt slid his glasses back into place on his nose, 584 00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:50,360 Speaker 1: So the people of the road have to send their 585 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:54,120 Speaker 1: less modified citizens out to negotiate, et cetera. Which means 586 00:29:54,240 --> 00:29:56,120 Speaker 1: we've got a bit of a tiger by the tail 587 00:29:56,240 --> 00:30:00,680 Speaker 1: situation here. What do you mean, sir, Sasha asked, Well, 588 00:30:00,760 --> 00:30:04,000 Speaker 1: the stories about these types are absolutely true. Some of 589 00:30:04,040 --> 00:30:06,240 Speaker 1: them have hundreds of warriors packed to the gills with 590 00:30:06,400 --> 00:30:10,000 Speaker 1: nightmare technology. There are individuals who are capable of taking 591 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:13,960 Speaker 1: on entire companies of human war fighters. The tribe these 592 00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:17,840 Speaker 1: particular captives hail from, well, their name is quite obscene. 593 00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:20,640 Speaker 1: The City of Wheels would be the most polite variant. 594 00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:22,840 Speaker 1: They're is lost as it gets when it comes to 595 00:30:22,880 --> 00:30:25,400 Speaker 1: the Word of God. But they've got about six hundred 596 00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:29,200 Speaker 1: post human citizens. Sasha thought back to what a dozen 597 00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:31,840 Speaker 1: of those things had done to that convoy. She tried 598 00:30:31,840 --> 00:30:34,280 Speaker 1: to imagine the carnage six hundred of them could unleash 599 00:30:34,360 --> 00:30:38,880 Speaker 1: upon the heavenly kingdom. A shiver ran down her spine exactly. 600 00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:42,200 Speaker 1: Doctor Brandt nodded at her like I said, we've got 601 00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:45,280 Speaker 1: a tiger by the tail. They might not intervene while 602 00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:47,560 Speaker 1: we have their people, So we've got to make sure 603 00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:50,680 Speaker 1: our captives are well taken care of. That's where you 604 00:30:50,800 --> 00:30:54,920 Speaker 1: come in me. Two of the captives are women, Sasha, 605 00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:57,719 Speaker 1: They'll need to be inspected by some one besides me. 606 00:30:58,280 --> 00:31:00,960 Speaker 1: We do have some qualified female ill nurses, but an 607 00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:03,680 Speaker 1: SDF drone hit one of our troop transports about two 608 00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:06,280 Speaker 1: hours ago, and I'm afraid they're both in the thick 609 00:31:06,320 --> 00:31:08,960 Speaker 1: of that mess. So you're coming with me to handle 610 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:12,200 Speaker 1: this job. I'm proud to do it, sir. She wasn't 611 00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:15,000 Speaker 1: sure what else to say, and besides, it was true. 612 00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:18,440 Speaker 1: The first captive sat on a small concrete bench in 613 00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:20,640 Speaker 1: the back of an eight by ten cell. Her hair 614 00:31:20,680 --> 00:31:23,120 Speaker 1: had been shaved into a mohawk, but the purple hair 615 00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:25,920 Speaker 1: was deflated and greasy. Now there was stubble on the 616 00:31:25,920 --> 00:31:28,440 Speaker 1: sides of her head. Her face was round but lean. 617 00:31:28,840 --> 00:31:30,760 Speaker 1: There were slight laugh lines at the corners of her 618 00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:33,200 Speaker 1: cheeks in the edges of her eyes. She wore a 619 00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:36,680 Speaker 1: sleeveless purple and black dress that was by now filthy. 620 00:31:36,760 --> 00:31:39,360 Speaker 1: Her arms were covered in a strange series of tattoos, 621 00:31:39,760 --> 00:31:42,719 Speaker 1: dozens of branching lines that each terminated in a box. 622 00:31:43,280 --> 00:31:47,480 Speaker 1: They looked almost like circuit diagrams. Sasha quickly realized that 623 00:31:47,520 --> 00:31:50,960 Speaker 1: each box held a little led screen. Most of the 624 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:53,440 Speaker 1: screens were set to a dull red color, but once 625 00:31:53,440 --> 00:31:56,240 Speaker 1: she stepped into the women's cell, they flashed bright orange. 626 00:31:56,600 --> 00:32:00,120 Speaker 1: The woman looked up and snarled at doctor Brandt. Do 627 00:32:00,200 --> 00:32:03,840 Speaker 1: you want shipbird? She looked over to Sasha and then added, sorry, 628 00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:08,560 Speaker 1: ship birds Sasha. Doctor Brandt sighed, kneading the bridge of 629 00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:12,680 Speaker 1: his nose. Meet Marigold Fulton. Jesus fucking Christ, what are 630 00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:16,200 Speaker 1: you six fucking ten? Marigold said to Sasha. Then she 631 00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:20,040 Speaker 1: looked to doctor Brandt. That's fucked up, man. Doctor Brandt 632 00:32:20,040 --> 00:32:22,880 Speaker 1: winced at both curses. Sasha glanced down and saw that 633 00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:24,880 Speaker 1: his right hand was bawled up into a fist and 634 00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:29,840 Speaker 1: clinched tight. Marigold, this is Sasha, he said through gritted lips. 635 00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:33,280 Speaker 1: She'll be performing your intake exam. We need to make 636 00:32:33,280 --> 00:32:37,480 Speaker 1: sure you're uninjured, uninfectious, and not hiding any weaponry. I 637 00:32:37,560 --> 00:32:44,200 Speaker 1: would recommend compliance your kind always do. The woman spat back, Sasha, 638 00:32:44,480 --> 00:32:47,320 Speaker 1: you've got this. Doctor Brandt gave her a curt nod, 639 00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:49,760 Speaker 1: turned on his heels, and headed back out of the cell. 640 00:32:50,640 --> 00:32:53,040 Speaker 1: There was an armed guard just outside the cell. As 641 00:32:53,080 --> 00:32:56,280 Speaker 1: doctor Brandt had instructed, Sasha pulled along privacy screen out 642 00:32:56,320 --> 00:32:57,960 Speaker 1: from the far end of the wall and clasped it 643 00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:00,080 Speaker 1: to a set of hooks on the other end. The 644 00:33:00,120 --> 00:33:02,240 Speaker 1: captives were being held in the old plain Oh jail, 645 00:33:02,360 --> 00:33:04,200 Speaker 1: which made this one of the rare buildings in the 646 00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:07,560 Speaker 1: Heavenly Kingdom being used for its intended purpose. Sasha was 647 00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:11,160 Speaker 1: grateful for the privacy screen. She was also unbearably nervous 648 00:33:11,160 --> 00:33:14,320 Speaker 1: about what came next. I'm going to have to ask you. 649 00:33:14,560 --> 00:33:17,240 Speaker 1: In one smooth motion, Marigold pulled the dress up over 650 00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:20,080 Speaker 1: her shoulders and off of her body. She wore nothing 651 00:33:20,160 --> 00:33:23,520 Speaker 1: underneath it. Her pert breasts, her little belly, her pubic mound, 652 00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:26,320 Speaker 1: and its shock of purple hair were suddenly just there. 653 00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:29,560 Speaker 1: You're gonna do your job? Are you just gonna stand there? 654 00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:34,160 Speaker 1: And Jill off? Marigold asked what Jill Marigold gave a 655 00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:38,880 Speaker 1: harsh laugh. It's senton him from masturbation. Lady, masturbation. You 656 00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:40,840 Speaker 1: don't do that, do you, Sugar. I'm gonna guess the 657 00:33:40,840 --> 00:33:43,400 Speaker 1: Heavenly Kingdom frowns on girls having fun without the help 658 00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:47,760 Speaker 1: of boys, Sasha grimaced. The Heavenly Kingdom doesn't frown on 659 00:33:47,800 --> 00:33:51,240 Speaker 1: women having fun, but it does encourage self control. Mr. 660 00:33:51,480 --> 00:33:56,040 Speaker 1: What you're talking about, it's a distraction, it's worldly. Marigold 661 00:33:56,080 --> 00:33:59,000 Speaker 1: whistled and mocked surprise, and said, spoken like a lady 662 00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:02,600 Speaker 1: who truly needs an orgasm. What I need to do 663 00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:04,280 Speaker 1: is draw some of your blood and some of your 664 00:34:04,320 --> 00:34:10,040 Speaker 1: saliva and then perform a cavity search. Marigold's lips curled 665 00:34:10,080 --> 00:34:13,640 Speaker 1: up into a catlike smile. She opened her legs. Sasha 666 00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:16,880 Speaker 1: had seen other women's vaginas before, but only in textbooks 667 00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:19,600 Speaker 1: and movies. This was the first time she'd found herself 668 00:34:19,640 --> 00:34:22,280 Speaker 1: staring directly down the barrel of one, so to speak. 669 00:34:22,840 --> 00:34:26,480 Speaker 1: She gulped, Darlen, am I your first? Don't be scared. 670 00:34:26,520 --> 00:34:28,400 Speaker 1: I got some crumb in me, but I never wound 671 00:34:28,440 --> 00:34:32,440 Speaker 1: up putting defensive teeth in there. Now, my frien Topaz, stop, 672 00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:35,800 Speaker 1: I know what you're trying to do. Just stop. Sasha 673 00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:38,440 Speaker 1: hadn't thought the woman's smile could get any wider, but 674 00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:41,720 Speaker 1: it did. And what am I trying to do? Child? 675 00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:46,360 Speaker 1: You're trying to to fluster me, to distract me or 676 00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:50,040 Speaker 1: Marigold rolled her eyes as she replied, I'm bored you 677 00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:52,239 Speaker 1: Fox have kept me in one holding area or sell 678 00:34:52,360 --> 00:34:54,520 Speaker 1: or another for almost a week. I spent three days 679 00:34:54,560 --> 00:34:56,680 Speaker 1: shifting in the corner of a gym, but at least 680 00:34:56,760 --> 00:35:00,080 Speaker 1: Rick and Tully were there too. The woman smiles softened 681 00:35:00,280 --> 00:35:03,279 Speaker 1: for a moment, she looked troubled, vulnerable. You don't have 682 00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:06,360 Speaker 1: any idea where my people are, do you? Sasha shook 683 00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:09,440 Speaker 1: her head. She felt guilty for some reason. That was stupid. 684 00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:12,279 Speaker 1: She hadn't done anything wrong, but she felt the need 685 00:35:12,280 --> 00:35:16,480 Speaker 1: to assuage the other woman's fears. I don't I'm sure 686 00:35:16,520 --> 00:35:19,239 Speaker 1: they're all right, though. We wouldn't execute them just for 687 00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:22,960 Speaker 1: being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Marigold snorted, 688 00:35:23,320 --> 00:35:26,279 Speaker 1: maybe you wouldn't love your friends, though I've seen your 689 00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:29,000 Speaker 1: gallows doesn't seem like the kind of things someone builds 690 00:35:29,040 --> 00:35:32,840 Speaker 1: just for show. We have a right to enforce our laws, 691 00:35:33,280 --> 00:35:36,279 Speaker 1: God's laws. What am I doing defending the kingdom to 692 00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:39,560 Speaker 1: someone who's clearly blind to the word. Sasha shook her head. 693 00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:42,239 Speaker 1: She opened the blood testing kit doctor Brandt had given 694 00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:45,719 Speaker 1: her and stepped back towards Marigold. Look, I've got to 695 00:35:45,760 --> 00:35:49,319 Speaker 1: do this. Just hold still and it'll be quick. It was. 696 00:35:49,800 --> 00:35:52,680 Speaker 1: The other woman offered no resistance when Sasha told her 697 00:35:52,680 --> 00:35:55,560 Speaker 1: to stand. She stood. When Sasha reached a gloved hand 698 00:35:55,640 --> 00:35:59,120 Speaker 1: up inside her to search for foreign objects, Marigold said nothing. 699 00:35:59,440 --> 00:36:02,160 Speaker 1: She didn't even and flinch. Instead, she kept her eyes 700 00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:05,640 Speaker 1: locked on Sasha's The other woman barely blinked. In about 701 00:36:05,719 --> 00:36:09,800 Speaker 1: two minutes. Sasha had finished her examination and collected her samples. 702 00:36:09,840 --> 00:36:12,719 Speaker 1: She started to step back, but Marigold's hand shot out 703 00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:17,000 Speaker 1: whip fast and grasped her around the wrist. Listen. Sasha 704 00:36:17,040 --> 00:36:19,839 Speaker 1: stopped and listened. She wasn't sure why. It was something 705 00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:22,680 Speaker 1: about the other woman's tone. She'd heard the term command 706 00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:26,399 Speaker 1: voice before. Sasha hadn't understood what that term meant until now. 707 00:36:26,840 --> 00:36:29,160 Speaker 1: When Marigold spoke again, it was in a hushed tone, 708 00:36:29,280 --> 00:36:31,880 Speaker 1: barely more than a whisper. I don't know what brought 709 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,359 Speaker 1: you here, but you're obviously smart. You don't have those 710 00:36:34,400 --> 00:36:37,040 Speaker 1: dead zelod eyes. She jerked her head in the direction 711 00:36:37,080 --> 00:36:39,600 Speaker 1: of the guard outside. When I mentioned the gallows, you 712 00:36:39,640 --> 00:36:42,120 Speaker 1: looked fucking ill. I'm gonna guess you haven't been here long. 713 00:36:42,320 --> 00:36:45,200 Speaker 1: You're probably having second thoughts. Help me get my people 714 00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:47,280 Speaker 1: out of here. If we can get back to my city, 715 00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,239 Speaker 1: you'll be safe. We'll take you wherever you need to go. 716 00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:54,160 Speaker 1: I Sasha wasn't sure what to say. She should have 717 00:36:54,160 --> 00:36:57,320 Speaker 1: slapped the other woman or spitting her eye, but she didn't. 718 00:36:58,239 --> 00:37:01,839 Speaker 1: Don't say anything. You'll be back here. I promise, think 719 00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:04,480 Speaker 1: about what I've said, think about where you are, just 720 00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:09,480 Speaker 1: fucking think. She let go. Sasha stepped back. The two 721 00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:12,160 Speaker 1: women locked eyes for a long moment, and then Marigold 722 00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:14,480 Speaker 1: grabbed her slip dress off the floor and slid it 723 00:37:14,520 --> 00:37:18,000 Speaker 1: back down her thin frame. Sasha unclipped the privacy curtain 724 00:37:18,120 --> 00:37:22,160 Speaker 1: and headed back out into the hallway. The other woman, captive, Tullie, 725 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:24,840 Speaker 1: was tall and muscular. She had a wide face with 726 00:37:24,920 --> 00:37:27,839 Speaker 1: cheek bones so sharp they were almost jagged. Her skin 727 00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:30,759 Speaker 1: was a dusky brown. Her eyes were alert and moved 728 00:37:30,840 --> 00:37:33,759 Speaker 1: rapidly between Sasha, doctor Brandt, and the guard who led 729 00:37:33,800 --> 00:37:37,680 Speaker 1: them into the room. Her name is Tullie, doctor brand said, 730 00:37:37,760 --> 00:37:40,640 Speaker 1: and she's probably going to threaten you. Pay her no mind. 731 00:37:41,239 --> 00:37:43,560 Speaker 1: He turned away and left, while the guards stayed behind 732 00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:46,640 Speaker 1: and kept a close eye on the tall woman. Sasha 733 00:37:46,680 --> 00:37:49,600 Speaker 1: was scared to approach Tuli at first. The woman's forearms 734 00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:52,040 Speaker 1: were corded with muscles, and she had biceps that looked 735 00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:54,799 Speaker 1: as broad as Sasha's thighs. But the woman didn't move 736 00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:57,160 Speaker 1: an inch or say a word the entire time Sasha 737 00:37:57,200 --> 00:38:00,040 Speaker 1: worked on her. Tullie didn't even blink. She com I 738 00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:02,759 Speaker 1: to every one of Sasha's requests without eye contact or 739 00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:05,719 Speaker 1: any other form of acknowledgement. The woman seemed dead to 740 00:38:05,760 --> 00:38:10,000 Speaker 1: the world. Somehow, Toollie's quietness and seeming stupefaction were more 741 00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:14,000 Speaker 1: uncomfortable than Marigold's aggressive words. Sasha finished her work in 742 00:38:14,080 --> 00:38:16,719 Speaker 1: short order. Once the last vial was sealed and her 743 00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:19,160 Speaker 1: gloves removed, she took a final look at the captive. 744 00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:23,480 Speaker 1: I hope you get back to your home soon. Sasha 745 00:38:23,520 --> 00:38:26,520 Speaker 1: immediately regretted the words. This woman is the enemy. Why 746 00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:28,359 Speaker 1: would you try to comfort her? She won't even look 747 00:38:28,400 --> 00:38:31,440 Speaker 1: at you. Tullie let out a dull laugh. She had 748 00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:34,399 Speaker 1: been so silent earlier that it shocked Sasha. The other 749 00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:37,760 Speaker 1: woman turned her head and stared at Sasha. I will 750 00:38:37,800 --> 00:38:40,920 Speaker 1: return home soon, and fire and blood will come to 751 00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:44,040 Speaker 1: this place because you've held me here. You're a dead 752 00:38:44,080 --> 00:38:48,000 Speaker 1: woman walking enjoy the last beats of your heart. Sasha 753 00:38:48,040 --> 00:38:50,400 Speaker 1: didn't know what to say. What could you say to that? 754 00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:55,000 Speaker 1: So she took her samples and left. Doctor Brandt dropped 755 00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:57,040 Speaker 1: her off outside the house of Miriam and told her 756 00:38:57,040 --> 00:38:59,080 Speaker 1: he'd send a jeep out tomorrow morning to take her 757 00:38:59,120 --> 00:39:02,600 Speaker 1: to the hospital. Sasha thanked him and headed inside. The 758 00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:05,600 Speaker 1: other girls were already almost finished with dinner when Sasha 759 00:39:05,640 --> 00:39:08,080 Speaker 1: sat down and joined the group. She gave a quiet 760 00:39:08,120 --> 00:39:11,280 Speaker 1: smile to Susannah and nodded at the other girl's bandaged hand. 761 00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:14,720 Speaker 1: When dessert a banana this time, was over, Miss Helen 762 00:39:14,760 --> 00:39:17,160 Speaker 1: took Sasha aside while the other girls broke off to 763 00:39:17,200 --> 00:39:20,080 Speaker 1: read their bibles and drink their nightly tea. I have 764 00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:25,000 Speaker 1: some news for you, yes, ma'am, Sasha asked. Alexander has 765 00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:28,680 Speaker 1: been rotated back from the front, and that strange look 766 00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:32,360 Speaker 1: of mingled frustration and anger crossed Helen's face again. You'll 767 00:39:32,400 --> 00:39:36,640 Speaker 1: be able to see him tomorrow after lunch. Sasha's heart pounded, 768 00:39:36,719 --> 00:39:39,120 Speaker 1: an excitement that made her feel guilty and elated at 769 00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:42,160 Speaker 1: the same time. I'm afraid it won't be a long visit, 770 00:39:42,200 --> 00:39:45,000 Speaker 1: Helen continued, But you'll have a bit of time with him, 771 00:39:45,080 --> 00:39:48,160 Speaker 1: and then Helen's sighed again just a little. Sasha was 772 00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:51,000 Speaker 1: sure she wasn't supposed to have noticed it, but Miss 773 00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:54,080 Speaker 1: Helen's eyes looked a bit watery. Sasha was so happy, 774 00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:57,680 Speaker 1: so excited, that her brain glossed over this fact. Instead, 775 00:39:57,719 --> 00:40:00,400 Speaker 1: she gave Miss Helen a hug It wasn't nearly the 776 00:40:00,440 --> 00:40:02,759 Speaker 1: first one they'd shared, but this was the first time. 777 00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:05,719 Speaker 1: The older woman seemed hesitant in returning it, but she 778 00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:08,759 Speaker 1: did after a moment, and Sasha's joy drunk brain wrote 779 00:40:08,800 --> 00:40:10,800 Speaker 1: over any sense of doubt she ought to have felt. 780 00:40:11,520 --> 00:40:14,319 Speaker 1: Sasha buzzed with uncontained energy. The rest of the night. 781 00:40:14,719 --> 00:40:18,120 Speaker 1: Sleep was near impossible. She tossed until the small hours 782 00:40:18,160 --> 00:40:20,799 Speaker 1: of the morning, turning over her memories of chat conversation 783 00:40:20,880 --> 00:40:23,840 Speaker 1: she'd had with Alexander. His face felt so clear and 784 00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:25,920 Speaker 1: real in her memory that she could almost touch it, 785 00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:29,920 Speaker 1: and tomorrow she'd be able to do just that. Sasha 786 00:40:29,960 --> 00:40:32,919 Speaker 1: finally passed out about two hours before Helen came round 787 00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:36,120 Speaker 1: to wake them up. She should have been exhausted. Instead, 788 00:40:36,239 --> 00:40:39,080 Speaker 1: she found herself out of bed, feet planted firmly on 789 00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:42,120 Speaker 1: the ground before her mind was even fully awake. Her 790 00:40:42,160 --> 00:40:45,640 Speaker 1: subconscious was that eager to start the day. She rinsed 791 00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:48,560 Speaker 1: herself with extra care that morning. May seemed to notice 792 00:40:48,560 --> 00:40:50,640 Speaker 1: the added efforts she put into primping and called her 793 00:40:50,640 --> 00:40:52,960 Speaker 1: out for it. You're not working at the hospital to 794 00:40:52,960 --> 00:40:56,720 Speaker 1: snag a doctor, she sneered, You know that, right. Sasha 795 00:40:56,760 --> 00:40:59,680 Speaker 1: tried to ignore the comment. Susannah, whose hand was still 796 00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:02,160 Speaker 1: banned from her injury the other day, spoke up in 797 00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:05,560 Speaker 1: her defense. There's nothing wrong with being extra clean, May. 798 00:41:05,800 --> 00:41:08,200 Speaker 1: It's probably important for the work she's doing over there. 799 00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:11,360 Speaker 1: Sasha's dealing with wounds and stuff. She's not scrubbing toilets 800 00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:15,120 Speaker 1: like you. Sasha was gratified by how that made May's 801 00:41:15,120 --> 00:41:18,800 Speaker 1: face blush. She flashed Susannah a grateful smile and shuffled 802 00:41:18,800 --> 00:41:20,960 Speaker 1: out of the washroom as quick as she could manage. 803 00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:24,160 Speaker 1: She headed outside and took in her first deep gulp 804 00:41:24,200 --> 00:41:26,960 Speaker 1: of the cool morning air. Cool might have been too 805 00:41:26,960 --> 00:41:29,600 Speaker 1: strong a word to use, but the fresh air felt 806 00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:31,799 Speaker 1: good on her skin. It only took her a few 807 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:34,720 Speaker 1: seconds to spot the battered and dirt specked jeep doctor 808 00:41:34,760 --> 00:41:37,239 Speaker 1: Brandt had sent to pick her up. A young man, 809 00:41:37,440 --> 00:41:39,279 Speaker 1: maybe as young as her, with a weak chin and 810 00:41:39,360 --> 00:41:42,800 Speaker 1: an acne pocked face, sat behind the wheel. Sasha waved 811 00:41:42,800 --> 00:41:46,000 Speaker 1: to him, ran up and hopped in. It wasn't a 812 00:41:46,080 --> 00:41:48,879 Speaker 1: quick ride to the hospital. Large sections of the road 813 00:41:48,880 --> 00:41:51,600 Speaker 1: were destroyed, blocked by rubble, or jammed with traffic from 814 00:41:51,640 --> 00:41:55,880 Speaker 1: refugees entering the Heavenly Kingdom. Seeing that had gratified Sasha, 815 00:41:56,239 --> 00:41:59,479 Speaker 1: more souls coming to God, she thought. For the most part, 816 00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:03,040 Speaker 1: she lost herself and thoughts of Alexander until forty minutes later. 817 00:42:03,239 --> 00:42:05,200 Speaker 1: The jeep rolled to a creaky stop in front of 818 00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:09,200 Speaker 1: the medical city of Plano. The enormous hospital complex looked 819 00:42:09,200 --> 00:42:12,560 Speaker 1: badly damaged and largely abandoned. Many of the windows had 820 00:42:12,560 --> 00:42:16,000 Speaker 1: been shot out or shattered by large blasts. Several buildings 821 00:42:16,000 --> 00:42:18,080 Speaker 1: had chunks of wall and roof that had fallen in, 822 00:42:18,440 --> 00:42:20,520 Speaker 1: but there were lights on in many of the windows, 823 00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:22,440 Speaker 1: and the hum of generators filled the air of the 824 00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:25,920 Speaker 1: front courtyard. Dozens of people milled about, filled with purpose, 825 00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:29,640 Speaker 1: running wires and wheeling patients. Sasha was excited at the 826 00:42:29,640 --> 00:42:31,759 Speaker 1: thought that she might get to do some actual work 827 00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:35,000 Speaker 1: in a functioning emergency room. When she found doctor Brandt, 828 00:42:35,080 --> 00:42:38,560 Speaker 1: he quickly disabused her of those notions. We're doing all 829 00:42:38,680 --> 00:42:40,680 Speaker 1: right today. What I need you to do is come 830 00:42:40,719 --> 00:42:43,400 Speaker 1: in here and help me catalog which medicines have spoiled. 831 00:42:44,280 --> 00:42:46,600 Speaker 1: The power had gone out during the fighting for the city. 832 00:42:46,719 --> 00:42:49,440 Speaker 1: Doctor Brandt explained in the medical storage room had been 833 00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:52,640 Speaker 1: without refrigeration for almost two days. He showed her how 834 00:42:52,680 --> 00:42:55,480 Speaker 1: to check medical vials for signs of spoilage, handed her 835 00:42:55,480 --> 00:42:57,640 Speaker 1: a clipboard to mark her findings, and told her to 836 00:42:57,640 --> 00:43:01,000 Speaker 1: get to work. It was a menial, painstaking task, and 837 00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:04,120 Speaker 1: Sasha found herself missing the hell out of cleaning. She 838 00:43:04,239 --> 00:43:06,520 Speaker 1: hated it, but she devoted herself to the work, and 839 00:43:06,880 --> 00:43:10,359 Speaker 1: minute by minute the time passed. Eventually it was time 840 00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:13,640 Speaker 1: for her meeting with Alexander. Sasha pulled herself away from 841 00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:15,960 Speaker 1: the rows of vials and jars and blister packs and 842 00:43:16,000 --> 00:43:18,760 Speaker 1: headed outside to where she knew the jeep would be waiting. 843 00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:22,480 Speaker 1: Her driver that afternoon was a different martyr, slightly older 844 00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:25,400 Speaker 1: but still young. She was so preoccupied with thoughts of 845 00:43:25,440 --> 00:43:28,279 Speaker 1: Alexander that she almost forgot to greet the man. He 846 00:43:28,280 --> 00:43:30,359 Speaker 1: didn't seem to be in a talkative mood either, though, 847 00:43:30,520 --> 00:43:32,920 Speaker 1: and they rode in silence back to the center of town. 848 00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:36,080 Speaker 1: Sasha was so focused on the butterflies in her stomach 849 00:43:36,120 --> 00:43:38,120 Speaker 1: and trying to catch glimpses of her hair and face 850 00:43:38,160 --> 00:43:40,360 Speaker 1: in the rear view mirror that she didn't notice the 851 00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:43,160 Speaker 1: crowds thronging downtown until the jeep rolled to a stop 852 00:43:43,200 --> 00:43:46,080 Speaker 1: and it was time for her to disembark. A familiar 853 00:43:46,120 --> 00:43:49,240 Speaker 1: sense of queasy dread gripped Sasha's guts as she exited 854 00:43:49,280 --> 00:43:52,000 Speaker 1: the vehicle and looked out over the crowd. They were 855 00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:55,520 Speaker 1: converged around the gallows. Once again, Sasha craned her neck, 856 00:43:55,640 --> 00:43:57,640 Speaker 1: and she was able to see four men in filthy, 857 00:43:57,719 --> 00:44:00,680 Speaker 1: tattered rags standing before the killing instrum it. It took 858 00:44:00,680 --> 00:44:02,719 Speaker 1: her a second to recognize two of the men as 859 00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:04,920 Speaker 1: the porters who had first unloaded her from the crate. 860 00:44:05,400 --> 00:44:08,280 Speaker 1: An older, bearded martyr and jet black body armor stood 861 00:44:08,280 --> 00:44:10,440 Speaker 1: before them. He held a bible in one hand and 862 00:44:10,480 --> 00:44:13,520 Speaker 1: a formidable looking handgun in the other. Sasha started to 863 00:44:13,560 --> 00:44:15,440 Speaker 1: push her way through the crowd for a better look. 864 00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:18,120 Speaker 1: She hadn't made it far when the bearded martyr addressed 865 00:44:18,120 --> 00:44:21,799 Speaker 1: the crowd. These four men were all once employees of 866 00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:25,360 Speaker 1: the secular abomination that calls itself the Republic of Texas. 867 00:44:25,719 --> 00:44:29,240 Speaker 1: He said, in his booming, stentorian voice. The heavenly Kingdom 868 00:44:29,239 --> 00:44:32,439 Speaker 1: offered them mercy in the form of indentured servitude. All 869 00:44:32,480 --> 00:44:35,279 Speaker 1: we asked, he scanned his eyes across the crowd. The 870 00:44:35,360 --> 00:44:37,960 Speaker 1: left corner of his lip curled up into a slight growl. 871 00:44:38,280 --> 00:44:42,000 Speaker 1: All we asked for was their honest, obedient, labor, and 872 00:44:42,040 --> 00:44:45,520 Speaker 1: they repaid this mercy by stealing food and supplies meant 873 00:44:45,560 --> 00:44:49,080 Speaker 1: for the heavenly Kingdom's brave soldiers. He lifted his big 874 00:44:49,120 --> 00:44:51,880 Speaker 1: pistol up into the sky and fired off four shots 875 00:44:51,880 --> 00:44:55,680 Speaker 1: in quick secession. These men stole from God. There is 876 00:44:55,719 --> 00:44:59,080 Speaker 1: only one proper punishment for such a sin. He turned 877 00:44:59,080 --> 00:45:01,560 Speaker 1: back towards the gallo and knotted it a hooded martyr 878 00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:03,560 Speaker 1: who stood behind him with a hand on the thick 879 00:45:03,600 --> 00:45:07,000 Speaker 1: wooden lever that operated the whole grim apparatus. The other 880 00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:09,840 Speaker 1: man pulled downwards, and the four bodies on the scaffold 881 00:45:09,920 --> 00:45:13,239 Speaker 1: dropped with a sickening chorus of snaps. Sasha felt her 882 00:45:13,280 --> 00:45:16,960 Speaker 1: stomach turned sour this time. Though she watched, she didn't 883 00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:19,279 Speaker 1: take her eyes off the gallows until the last man 884 00:45:19,400 --> 00:45:23,080 Speaker 1: had ceased his twitching. It's not a pleasant side, is it? 885 00:45:23,960 --> 00:45:27,520 Speaker 1: That voice? Sasha recognized it immediately. It was the voice 886 00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:30,080 Speaker 1: she'd heard a hundred different times over her deck, hidden 887 00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:32,040 Speaker 1: up in her room back in the am fed. It 888 00:45:32,120 --> 00:45:34,560 Speaker 1: was the voice of the first man she'd ever really loved. 889 00:45:35,000 --> 00:45:38,600 Speaker 1: It was Alexander. Sasha turned around, and her heart nearly 890 00:45:38,600 --> 00:45:41,280 Speaker 1: burst at the sight of him. It was tall, broad 891 00:45:41,320 --> 00:45:44,000 Speaker 1: and muscular in a way that somehow seemed comforting and 892 00:45:44,080 --> 00:45:47,880 Speaker 1: not scary. His mop of curly brown hair, lopsided smile, 893 00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:51,120 Speaker 1: and round, permanent jawline were all exactly as she remembered 894 00:45:51,120 --> 00:45:54,120 Speaker 1: from their dozens of chat sessions. He wore alive green 895 00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:57,120 Speaker 1: fatigues that looked stained and burned in a few places. 896 00:45:57,160 --> 00:45:59,800 Speaker 1: His hair was greasy, and there were great big bags 897 00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:02,800 Speaker 1: on her his eyes. But he was here, He was real. 898 00:46:03,360 --> 00:46:06,480 Speaker 1: She collapsed into him. Before she realized it, she'd started 899 00:46:06,520 --> 00:46:08,360 Speaker 1: to sob. I love you, I love you. I love you. 900 00:46:08,360 --> 00:46:10,880 Speaker 1: I thought you were dead. I love you. He hesitated 901 00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:13,600 Speaker 1: for several long beats before he returned her embrace, but 902 00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:16,640 Speaker 1: he returned it with gusto. His hands crept down from 903 00:46:16,680 --> 00:46:19,319 Speaker 1: her sides to her buttocks. He squeezed her. It was 904 00:46:19,360 --> 00:46:22,320 Speaker 1: a gesture she'd fantasized about several times in her weaker, 905 00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:25,920 Speaker 1: more carnal moments. It was not something she'd expected a 906 00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:29,080 Speaker 1: godly man like Alexander to do out in public, surrounded 907 00:46:29,080 --> 00:46:33,120 Speaker 1: by people. In the immediate aftermath of an execution. Sasha 908 00:46:33,160 --> 00:46:36,400 Speaker 1: pulled back and coughed in surprise. She didn't say anything, 909 00:46:36,440 --> 00:46:38,840 Speaker 1: though she didn't want to. Mar their first meeting with that, 910 00:46:39,360 --> 00:46:41,759 Speaker 1: and she also remembered something Pastor Mike had written in 911 00:46:41,840 --> 00:46:45,520 Speaker 1: Revelator that the beastly nature of man must be salved 912 00:46:45,560 --> 00:46:48,680 Speaker 1: by the goodness of women. Alexander had just been several 913 00:46:48,719 --> 00:46:51,400 Speaker 1: days up at the front. He must have seen terrible things. 914 00:46:51,680 --> 00:46:54,080 Speaker 1: It was understandable that his self control would not be 915 00:46:54,120 --> 00:46:57,480 Speaker 1: at its peak right now. Still, she didn't like the 916 00:46:57,520 --> 00:46:59,680 Speaker 1: way he looked her up and down. There was something 917 00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:01,880 Speaker 1: of the wolf in his eyes. It was not the 918 00:47:01,920 --> 00:47:05,920 Speaker 1: look she dreamed of seeing. But then he spoke, Sasha, 919 00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:08,359 Speaker 1: I'm so proud of you. I didn't know if i'd 920 00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:10,640 Speaker 1: ever get to see you here. I wasn't sure if 921 00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:13,040 Speaker 1: you'd be willing to truly commit yourself to our Lord, 922 00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:15,360 Speaker 1: but I prayed that you would. And now, by the 923 00:47:15,400 --> 00:47:18,400 Speaker 1: grace of God, you're here, and you're even more beautiful 924 00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:23,200 Speaker 1: than you looked online. Sasha blushed. How could she not look. 925 00:47:23,480 --> 00:47:26,120 Speaker 1: He waved a hand towards the gallows and the bodies. 926 00:47:26,640 --> 00:47:28,719 Speaker 1: Things are still sort of a mess around here, but 927 00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:31,280 Speaker 1: I know one cafe near by us up and running again. 928 00:47:31,560 --> 00:47:33,719 Speaker 1: I've got enough rash and tokens to get us both 929 00:47:33,719 --> 00:47:36,200 Speaker 1: a cup of coffee. What would you say to that, 930 00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:41,240 Speaker 1: I'd say yes. She smiled at him. Her earlier reservations dissolved, 931 00:47:41,239 --> 00:47:43,640 Speaker 1: and she took his hand and followed him down the street, 932 00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:47,160 Speaker 1: past the gallows in the dispersing crowd, and towards the cafe. 933 00:47:47,680 --> 00:47:49,960 Speaker 1: In a minute, they were there. It was a small place, 934 00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:53,120 Speaker 1: one rectangular room with a coffee maker, a half dozen 935 00:47:53,160 --> 00:47:56,560 Speaker 1: tables in an outer patio area with another half dozen tables. 936 00:47:57,160 --> 00:47:59,880 Speaker 1: There was a generator, power and air conditioning inside. So 937 00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:03,120 Speaker 1: they sat there. Alexander ordered them two large cups of 938 00:48:03,120 --> 00:48:05,799 Speaker 1: black coffee. He sat down while he waited for their 939 00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:09,080 Speaker 1: order and stared into her eyes. She stared back for 940 00:48:09,160 --> 00:48:12,279 Speaker 1: a while. That was all they did. It's so good 941 00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:14,680 Speaker 1: to see you, Sasha said. I've been working at the 942 00:48:14,719 --> 00:48:17,360 Speaker 1: hospital and I've seen so many wounded men. I couldn't 943 00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:19,040 Speaker 1: stop thinking I was going to see you in one 944 00:48:19,040 --> 00:48:22,520 Speaker 1: of those beds, broken and bleeding. He smiled at her. 945 00:48:22,680 --> 00:48:24,480 Speaker 1: Then he reached his left hand out and sat it 946 00:48:24,560 --> 00:48:27,680 Speaker 1: on top of hers. Sasha shivered. She couldn't help it. 947 00:48:28,080 --> 00:48:31,520 Speaker 1: Things stirred inside her. She felt a sudden, powerful urge 948 00:48:31,560 --> 00:48:34,239 Speaker 1: to possess his body, to hold him and squeeze him 949 00:48:34,280 --> 00:48:37,080 Speaker 1: and be explored in turn. She clamped her mouth tight 950 00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:39,920 Speaker 1: and focused on trying not to give all her thoughts 951 00:48:39,920 --> 00:48:43,880 Speaker 1: away through the blush in her cheeks. Sasha, he said, 952 00:48:44,280 --> 00:48:46,799 Speaker 1: it brings me such joy to see you here, and 953 00:48:46,880 --> 00:48:49,640 Speaker 1: don't worry. I know the situation at the Ladiest barracks 954 00:48:49,719 --> 00:48:52,719 Speaker 1: is rather primitive, but I'm talking to my commanding offices. 955 00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:55,200 Speaker 1: As soon as we get married, you'll be a part 956 00:48:55,200 --> 00:48:58,319 Speaker 1: of my household. We'll be able to live together. We'll 957 00:48:58,360 --> 00:49:01,000 Speaker 1: build a life, and that life will help build the heaven, 958 00:49:01,040 --> 00:49:04,680 Speaker 1: the kingdom. She was stunned for a moment. Sasha began 959 00:49:04,719 --> 00:49:06,560 Speaker 1: to tear up, and all she could do was not 960 00:49:06,760 --> 00:49:09,680 Speaker 1: at him. This was like a dream. It was, of course, 961 00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:13,440 Speaker 1: rather different from her actual dreams, which had involved Alexander 962 00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:15,960 Speaker 1: in a house, but not so many bleeding and dying men, 963 00:49:16,360 --> 00:49:20,359 Speaker 1: nor a gallows. Their coffee arrived, Alexander took a sip 964 00:49:20,440 --> 00:49:23,840 Speaker 1: and she followed suit. He continued, I know you're working 965 00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:27,000 Speaker 1: at the hospital now. I'm sorry about that. I'm sorry 966 00:49:27,040 --> 00:49:30,040 Speaker 1: you had to spend so much time scrubbing toilets. As 967 00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:32,280 Speaker 1: soon as I can get you off those duties, I will. 968 00:49:32,440 --> 00:49:35,200 Speaker 1: Oh no, she interjected, I love working with doctor brand. 969 00:49:35,360 --> 00:49:37,120 Speaker 1: It's important and I want to do my part to 970 00:49:37,160 --> 00:49:41,239 Speaker 1: help the kingdom thrive. Something passed across Alexander's face. It 971 00:49:41,280 --> 00:49:44,400 Speaker 1: looked like irritation, perhaps at her interruption, but it was 972 00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:49,000 Speaker 1: gone quickly and his smile returned. That's admirable, Sasha. You're 973 00:49:49,040 --> 00:49:51,879 Speaker 1: a remarkable young woman. If that's what you want, I'm 974 00:49:51,920 --> 00:49:54,279 Speaker 1: sure you can continue to help out there until you're 975 00:49:54,320 --> 00:49:58,360 Speaker 1: with child. With child, Sasha felt guilty for the horror 976 00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:01,120 Speaker 1: in her voice. Of course she wanted children, she just 977 00:50:01,160 --> 00:50:06,239 Speaker 1: didn't want them now or particularly soon. Alexander nodded, we 978 00:50:06,360 --> 00:50:09,200 Speaker 1: must be fruitful in multiply so the heaven the kingdom 979 00:50:09,239 --> 00:50:13,120 Speaker 1: can remain and expand his smile was so warm, so kind. 980 00:50:13,680 --> 00:50:15,560 Speaker 1: I know you've read more of past and my ex 981 00:50:15,600 --> 00:50:18,760 Speaker 1: writing than I have. Sasha, you're a very smart girl, 982 00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:22,080 Speaker 1: but God made you to bring forth more children. You 983 00:50:22,080 --> 00:50:25,880 Speaker 1: wouldn't want to delay your purpose, would you? Maybe? A little? 984 00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:31,400 Speaker 1: She thought? No? She lied good. He smiled again, And 985 00:50:31,520 --> 00:50:34,200 Speaker 1: don't worry. You won't have to do it alone. Mallia 986 00:50:34,280 --> 00:50:37,719 Speaker 1: already has a child, and Adelaide's two months pregnant. They'll 987 00:50:37,760 --> 00:50:41,239 Speaker 1: help you too. The world stopped at least it did 988 00:50:41,280 --> 00:50:44,319 Speaker 1: for Sasha. She could tell people were still moving around her, 989 00:50:44,360 --> 00:50:47,040 Speaker 1: but Sasha's reality had shrunk to the pounding sound of 990 00:50:47,080 --> 00:50:51,560 Speaker 1: her heart in a twisting in her gut. Adelaide and Mallia. 991 00:50:52,200 --> 00:50:55,600 Speaker 1: Alexander gritted his teeth. There was something almost practiced in 992 00:50:55,640 --> 00:50:58,920 Speaker 1: the way he said. What came next? Adelaide and Mallia 993 00:50:59,000 --> 00:51:03,680 Speaker 1: are my wives as you will be. Alexander, you didn't 994 00:51:03,719 --> 00:51:06,359 Speaker 1: say anything about other wives. You never mentioned them at all. 995 00:51:06,520 --> 00:51:08,840 Speaker 1: Why are how can you be telling me all this now? 996 00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:12,160 Speaker 1: His smile turned sad, or at least it gave the 997 00:51:12,200 --> 00:51:15,680 Speaker 1: illusion of sadness. Sasha was still too shocked for anger. 998 00:51:15,920 --> 00:51:17,799 Speaker 1: She felt like a whole had just been knocked in 999 00:51:17,840 --> 00:51:20,239 Speaker 1: her heart. She knew she should be angry, but she 1000 00:51:20,320 --> 00:51:23,239 Speaker 1: also felt like there must be something missing, something she 1001 00:51:23,320 --> 00:51:27,320 Speaker 1: didn't understand yet. Alexander was a sweet boy. He wouldn't 1002 00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:30,879 Speaker 1: do this to her. Look, he said, I'm sorry. This 1003 00:51:31,000 --> 00:51:35,040 Speaker 1: is never easy. You understand how important the Heavenly Kingdom is, Sasha. 1004 00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:38,240 Speaker 1: Nothing in the world could Madam are and the kingdom 1005 00:51:38,280 --> 00:51:41,400 Speaker 1: will not survive without people like you. One of my 1006 00:51:41,520 --> 00:51:43,840 Speaker 1: jobs here is to push young women like you to 1007 00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:47,760 Speaker 1: take the terrible risk of coming here, and so you lied. 1008 00:51:48,080 --> 00:51:51,000 Speaker 1: She croaked, barely able to believe what was happening. You, 1009 00:51:51,120 --> 00:51:55,840 Speaker 1: poor false witness, Alexander. I I did not lie. His 1010 00:51:55,960 --> 00:51:58,600 Speaker 1: voice hardened, and so did his eyes. I did not 1011 00:51:58,680 --> 00:52:01,400 Speaker 1: tell you about every fact of my life here, but 1012 00:52:01,520 --> 00:52:04,399 Speaker 1: I did not lie. He sighed, took a sip from 1013 00:52:04,400 --> 00:52:07,720 Speaker 1: his coffee, and continued, I'm part of a special unit 1014 00:52:07,760 --> 00:52:10,160 Speaker 1: within the Kingdom, formed on the order of the past. 1015 00:52:10,160 --> 00:52:13,680 Speaker 1: To himself, he calls us jacobeans. It is our job 1016 00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:17,080 Speaker 1: to see the next generation of modus. We take personal 1017 00:52:17,120 --> 00:52:21,160 Speaker 1: responsibility for the Kingdom's expansion. Finding you and bringing you 1018 00:52:21,239 --> 00:52:23,600 Speaker 1: here was one part of my work in this great cause. 1019 00:52:24,040 --> 00:52:27,280 Speaker 1: If I'd told you every detail about life here, every 1020 00:52:27,320 --> 00:52:30,640 Speaker 1: single thing, you wouldn't have come, and your soul would 1021 00:52:30,640 --> 00:52:34,239 Speaker 1: have stayed in jeopardy. 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S Department of Health, 1054 00:54:28,320 --> 00:54:31,120 Speaker 1: that Human Services Administration for Children and Families, and the 1055 00:54:31,160 --> 00:54:39,520 Speaker 1: Act Council. Chapter thirteen Manny Manny woke up feeling like 1056 00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:41,719 Speaker 1: his mouth was filled with cotton and his head was 1057 00:54:41,800 --> 00:54:44,920 Speaker 1: filled with spiders. It took him a few long seconds 1058 00:54:44,920 --> 00:54:47,160 Speaker 1: to remember where he was and what had happened to 1059 00:54:47,160 --> 00:54:50,400 Speaker 1: bring him here. He activated his deck and was shocked 1060 00:54:50,400 --> 00:54:52,319 Speaker 1: to see that more than a day had passed since 1061 00:54:52,360 --> 00:54:55,120 Speaker 1: he dropped into bed. His first guess was that he 1062 00:54:55,160 --> 00:54:58,400 Speaker 1: was suffering some side effect from Skullfucker Mike's blood. He 1063 00:54:58,440 --> 00:55:00,760 Speaker 1: couldn't think of any other times he'd slept that long, 1064 00:55:00,840 --> 00:55:03,120 Speaker 1: although he also couldn't think of any other times he'd 1065 00:55:03,120 --> 00:55:05,840 Speaker 1: survived a drone attack and an intentional car crash in 1066 00:55:05,880 --> 00:55:10,480 Speaker 1: the same minute. Meret. He cursed and then called out Reggie. 1067 00:55:11,000 --> 00:55:12,920 Speaker 1: He looked over to the cot the journalist had been 1068 00:55:12,920 --> 00:55:15,439 Speaker 1: sleeping on. It was dark in the little room Nana 1069 00:55:15,520 --> 00:55:18,480 Speaker 1: Yazi had provided. He could see the outline of Reggie's 1070 00:55:18,480 --> 00:55:21,200 Speaker 1: empty cot and not much else. The room was just 1071 00:55:21,320 --> 00:55:23,840 Speaker 1: one ten by tin section of an old shipping crate. 1072 00:55:24,280 --> 00:55:26,719 Speaker 1: Manny knew the only things in the room besides their 1073 00:55:26,719 --> 00:55:29,160 Speaker 1: cots were a table with a built in coffee maker 1074 00:55:29,200 --> 00:55:32,920 Speaker 1: and a pair of folding chairs. Manny sat up, groaned 1075 00:55:32,920 --> 00:55:35,359 Speaker 1: as every palpable thing in his body popped, and then 1076 00:55:35,480 --> 00:55:38,080 Speaker 1: rose to his feet. As he stumbled to the door, 1077 00:55:38,200 --> 00:55:40,880 Speaker 1: his deck started to populate with messages from friends and 1078 00:55:40,920 --> 00:55:43,760 Speaker 1: family back in Austin. By the time his hand touched 1079 00:55:43,800 --> 00:55:46,680 Speaker 1: the knob, there were more than fifty translucent messages hovering 1080 00:55:46,680 --> 00:55:49,280 Speaker 1: at the edges of his field of vision. He blinked, 1081 00:55:49,280 --> 00:55:52,120 Speaker 1: selected a mass response template, filled it with the names 1082 00:55:52,160 --> 00:55:54,359 Speaker 1: of everyone who had sent him something, and typed out 1083 00:55:54,360 --> 00:55:59,319 Speaker 1: an update not dead details. Later. He almost sent it, 1084 00:55:59,440 --> 00:56:02,480 Speaker 1: but then he noticed one of the names, Aisha Martinez, 1085 00:56:02,840 --> 00:56:05,960 Speaker 1: Oscar's wife. He could only see the first few lines 1086 00:56:06,000 --> 00:56:08,359 Speaker 1: of the message without opening it, but what he saw 1087 00:56:08,480 --> 00:56:11,680 Speaker 1: made it clear she was terrified for her husband. Manny 1088 00:56:11,840 --> 00:56:14,200 Speaker 1: De selected her from the list and sent the mass 1089 00:56:14,239 --> 00:56:16,640 Speaker 1: message off to everyone else, and then scrolled through his 1090 00:56:16,680 --> 00:56:20,320 Speaker 1: messages until he found Oscar's message stack. The other fixer 1091 00:56:20,400 --> 00:56:23,360 Speaker 1: still hadn't said anything, not since the assault had begun. 1092 00:56:24,160 --> 00:56:26,960 Speaker 1: Many opened up Aisha's message. He tried to read it, 1093 00:56:27,080 --> 00:56:29,479 Speaker 1: he really did, but his brain wouldn't let his eyes 1094 00:56:29,520 --> 00:56:32,640 Speaker 1: focus on the words. His heart started to pound, his 1095 00:56:32,719 --> 00:56:36,080 Speaker 1: gut curdled, and instead of reading it, he typed her 1096 00:56:36,080 --> 00:56:39,640 Speaker 1: a quick response, I'm alive. I'm so sorry, but I 1097 00:56:39,680 --> 00:56:41,879 Speaker 1: don't know where Oscar is or if he's made it out, 1098 00:56:42,400 --> 00:56:45,160 Speaker 1: And then he typed a sentence he knew instantly he'd regret. 1099 00:56:45,960 --> 00:56:48,960 Speaker 1: I will do everything I can to find your husband. 1100 00:56:50,239 --> 00:56:52,200 Speaker 1: Then he sent the message and stepped out of the 1101 00:56:52,280 --> 00:56:55,320 Speaker 1: room into the dying light of the late North Texas afternoon. 1102 00:56:56,120 --> 00:56:59,480 Speaker 1: Rolling fuck unspooled around him. It was crowded, or at 1103 00:56:59,560 --> 00:57:02,799 Speaker 1: least more crowded than it had been yesterday. Dozens of 1104 00:57:02,800 --> 00:57:05,560 Speaker 1: people and non human people were packed onto the gantry 1105 00:57:05,560 --> 00:57:08,200 Speaker 1: ways and into the sundry buildings added around the rollers 1106 00:57:08,239 --> 00:57:11,120 Speaker 1: and up on the spires. One building that jutted off 1107 00:57:11,160 --> 00:57:13,480 Speaker 1: the rear roller looked like a carousel ride, with little 1108 00:57:13,560 --> 00:57:16,320 Speaker 1: rocket ships instead of horses. It appeared to function as 1109 00:57:16,360 --> 00:57:19,960 Speaker 1: a spinning bar. Drunk people rode little ships while bartenders 1110 00:57:19,960 --> 00:57:23,040 Speaker 1: in the middle kept them liquored up. Someone shoved by him, 1111 00:57:23,160 --> 00:57:26,160 Speaker 1: a heavily chromed person with three tails, each topped by 1112 00:57:26,160 --> 00:57:29,080 Speaker 1: the fully articulated and seemingly sentient head of a cat. 1113 00:57:29,640 --> 00:57:31,720 Speaker 1: One of the cat heads belched a small puff of 1114 00:57:31,720 --> 00:57:34,880 Speaker 1: fire at Manny as their wearer passed. He shook his 1115 00:57:34,920 --> 00:57:36,920 Speaker 1: head and squeezed his way over to the main roller. 1116 00:57:37,160 --> 00:57:39,400 Speaker 1: It helped little to pretend he was just pushing his 1117 00:57:39,440 --> 00:57:42,520 Speaker 1: way onto the Austin Metro. While he walked, he noticed 1118 00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:45,000 Speaker 1: a message from Reggie. He blink, clicked it open and 1119 00:57:45,040 --> 00:57:48,040 Speaker 1: heard Reggie's voice in his ear at the rooftop bar, 1120 00:57:48,200 --> 00:57:50,360 Speaker 1: drinking my way through some research fund me. When you 1121 00:57:50,360 --> 00:57:54,000 Speaker 1: wake up, I'm onto something. Of course, Manny had already 1122 00:57:54,040 --> 00:57:56,640 Speaker 1: been on his way there before he'd seen Reggie's message. 1123 00:57:57,040 --> 00:57:59,640 Speaker 1: That was the simple reality of British journalists. If it 1124 00:57:59,680 --> 00:58:02,120 Speaker 1: was posible for one to be drinking, that's what they'd 1125 00:58:02,120 --> 00:58:05,800 Speaker 1: be doing. The walk took about ten minutes. He crossed 1126 00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:09,440 Speaker 1: a combination of gantry ways, staircases, and even one webbed net. 1127 00:58:09,840 --> 00:58:11,800 Speaker 1: The bar was packed when he arrived, but it was 1128 00:58:11,800 --> 00:58:15,080 Speaker 1: easy enough to pick out Reggie. Both his holographic screens 1129 00:58:15,120 --> 00:58:17,240 Speaker 1: were up and active on the bar top in front 1130 00:58:17,280 --> 00:58:20,000 Speaker 1: of them. He was seated next to Skullfucker Mike, and 1131 00:58:20,040 --> 00:58:23,600 Speaker 1: they were deep in conversation when Manny walked up. Hey, brother, 1132 00:58:23,880 --> 00:58:27,120 Speaker 1: Reggie said, you've been out for a long time. Yeah, 1133 00:58:27,240 --> 00:58:29,960 Speaker 1: Manny said, nothing like that's ever happened to me before. 1134 00:58:30,160 --> 00:58:32,720 Speaker 1: How long were you out? The journalist thought for a 1135 00:58:32,760 --> 00:58:35,920 Speaker 1: moment and then answered, odd, guess like a day, he said. 1136 00:58:36,200 --> 00:58:39,440 Speaker 1: Mike told me that's not weird. Yeah, the chrome man chuckled. 1137 00:58:39,520 --> 00:58:42,200 Speaker 1: All medicines got side effects, My weird ass blood is 1138 00:58:42,240 --> 00:58:44,720 Speaker 1: no different, y'all. Cute little humans ain't made for it. 1139 00:58:45,640 --> 00:58:48,480 Speaker 1: Skullfucker Mike and Reggie were both clearly drunk, and just 1140 00:58:48,560 --> 00:58:50,480 Speaker 1: as clearly not as drunk as they planned to be 1141 00:58:50,600 --> 00:58:53,040 Speaker 1: by the end of the night. Mike flashed a grin 1142 00:58:53,040 --> 00:58:56,600 Speaker 1: at Manny and offered a hug that the fixer accepted awkwardly. Guy, 1143 00:58:56,680 --> 00:58:59,200 Speaker 1: it's good to see you, Mike said, I gotta tell you, 1144 00:58:59,240 --> 00:59:01,160 Speaker 1: I'm kind of jelly us of your nap. I missed 1145 00:59:01,160 --> 00:59:03,360 Speaker 1: sleep like that with all this chrome in me. He 1146 00:59:03,440 --> 00:59:06,080 Speaker 1: waved a hand vaguely over his head. I can't get 1147 00:59:06,120 --> 00:59:08,840 Speaker 1: exhausted like that anymore. You miss it when it's gone. 1148 00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:11,440 Speaker 1: I got a drink like thirty of these fucking things. 1149 00:59:11,920 --> 00:59:14,160 Speaker 1: Mike gestured to the half full drink in front of him. 1150 00:59:14,320 --> 00:59:17,520 Speaker 1: It looked like a pina colada, a strange incense the odor. 1151 00:59:17,560 --> 00:59:19,800 Speaker 1: Waffed it up from it just to pass out like 1152 00:59:19,840 --> 00:59:23,400 Speaker 1: a normal person. Reggie was drinking the same thing. He 1153 00:59:23,480 --> 00:59:26,360 Speaker 1: offered his half full glass to Manny. These things are 1154 00:59:26,360 --> 00:59:30,080 Speaker 1: the best man vodka and opium coladas. They got a 1155 00:59:30,120 --> 00:59:32,920 Speaker 1: little bit of th HC in him too, Mike added, 1156 00:59:32,960 --> 00:59:36,240 Speaker 1: in a high sing song voice. Manny waved them off. 1157 00:59:36,600 --> 00:59:39,479 Speaker 1: I'm good, thanks, I just woke up a minute ago. 1158 00:59:39,640 --> 00:59:43,840 Speaker 1: I probably shouldn't immediately take three different drugs. Reggie and 1159 00:59:43,880 --> 00:59:47,760 Speaker 1: skullfucker Mike both looked at him like he was an alien. Weird, 1160 00:59:48,040 --> 00:59:50,880 Speaker 1: they said at the exact same time. Mike laughed and 1161 00:59:50,920 --> 00:59:53,440 Speaker 1: Reggie looked back at his screen as a push notification 1162 00:59:53,520 --> 00:59:58,000 Speaker 1: popped up with a cheery shitting tits he cursed, Manny 1163 00:59:58,040 --> 01:00:01,080 Speaker 1: and skullfucker. Mike leaned into the screen. The notification was 1164 01:00:01,120 --> 01:00:03,280 Speaker 1: a news wire update with a journalist who must have 1165 01:00:03,320 --> 01:00:06,000 Speaker 1: been embedded with either the s d F or Austin's forces. 1166 01:00:06,280 --> 01:00:09,520 Speaker 1: The title said, at all as the Heavenly Kingdom prepares 1167 01:00:09,560 --> 01:00:12,760 Speaker 1: for another assault, s d F and Austin abandoned Waco. 1168 01:00:13,560 --> 01:00:16,560 Speaker 1: I'm not surprised they're pulling out, Mike said. Your people 1169 01:00:16,560 --> 01:00:18,680 Speaker 1: are good enough fighters on a normal day, but the 1170 01:00:18,840 --> 01:00:21,600 Speaker 1: s d f's built to dominate a bunch of squabbling militias. 1171 01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:23,720 Speaker 1: They were never going to hold off a sustained assault 1172 01:00:23,760 --> 01:00:26,800 Speaker 1: from a real army. The sleep was fully banished now 1173 01:00:27,080 --> 01:00:29,360 Speaker 1: Manny was awake, and the gravity of what had happened 1174 01:00:29,360 --> 01:00:31,840 Speaker 1: over the last few days sank in again. Amide and 1175 01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:35,000 Speaker 1: de Shaun, We're probably dead, so was mister Perrone an 1176 01:00:35,000 --> 01:00:37,760 Speaker 1: oscar A holy shit, Holy shit? What am I going 1177 01:00:37,840 --> 01:00:41,080 Speaker 1: to tell Ayesha? And then the darker, more selfish thoughts. 1178 01:00:41,280 --> 01:00:43,320 Speaker 1: Am I going to have time to fly out of Austin? 1179 01:00:44,440 --> 01:00:46,560 Speaker 1: How the hell did the martyrs turn into a real 1180 01:00:46,640 --> 01:00:49,720 Speaker 1: fucking army overnight? He asked, with more fear in his 1181 01:00:49,840 --> 01:00:53,520 Speaker 1: voice than he meant to display. Well, Reggie said, as 1182 01:00:53,520 --> 01:00:56,320 Speaker 1: he gestured to a series of curated social media posts 1183 01:00:56,320 --> 01:00:59,600 Speaker 1: from people in and around Sea Dad de mrta best 1184 01:00:59,640 --> 01:01:02,080 Speaker 1: as we configure, they sort of stole most of the 1185 01:01:02,120 --> 01:01:05,800 Speaker 1: Republic's army. There are reports of entire units of Republic soldiers, 1186 01:01:05,840 --> 01:01:09,280 Speaker 1: thousands of fidus turning at once. He gestured to a 1187 01:01:09,320 --> 01:01:12,400 Speaker 1: live updating political map of Texas. It was a map 1188 01:01:12,480 --> 01:01:16,439 Speaker 1: many consulted regularly. The Heavenly Kingdom's territory was outlined and read. 1189 01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:18,760 Speaker 1: There was a lot more red on the map today. 1190 01:01:19,240 --> 01:01:25,960 Speaker 1: It seemed impossible that Sancharados Manny breathed Galveston. Yeah, Reggie 1191 01:01:25,960 --> 01:01:29,040 Speaker 1: gave a grim nod. Fell about ten hours ago. Heavenly 1192 01:01:29,160 --> 01:01:32,080 Speaker 1: Kingdoms pushing into the Lake Houston suburbs right now the 1193 01:01:32,120 --> 01:01:35,919 Speaker 1: holding position in Dallas, though digesting the gains, still ain't 1194 01:01:35,960 --> 01:01:39,040 Speaker 1: gonna be long before they hit Austin, Mike said, maybe 1195 01:01:39,040 --> 01:01:42,400 Speaker 1: a week, maybe two. Many stood there for a moment. 1196 01:01:42,600 --> 01:01:45,240 Speaker 1: He thought about his father, his friends. He thought about 1197 01:01:45,240 --> 01:01:47,000 Speaker 1: the house where he'd grown up in the view of 1198 01:01:47,040 --> 01:01:50,840 Speaker 1: Austin Sprawl from his roof. He imagined golden Cross banners 1199 01:01:50,880 --> 01:01:53,880 Speaker 1: flapping in the breeze above, burnt out buildings. He pictured 1200 01:01:53,920 --> 01:01:57,160 Speaker 1: gallows filled with people strung out along Sixth Street. A 1201 01:01:57,240 --> 01:02:00,200 Speaker 1: knot of nausea started to build in his belly. What 1202 01:02:00,280 --> 01:02:03,880 Speaker 1: will you do, Emmanuel? He heard Mr Perrone's voice echo 1203 01:02:03,960 --> 01:02:07,160 Speaker 1: in his conscience. Manny shook the dead man's words away. 1204 01:02:08,120 --> 01:02:10,280 Speaker 1: I need to get back home, he insisted. Is there 1205 01:02:10,320 --> 01:02:13,120 Speaker 1: some way you can get me a ride? Skullfucker? Mike 1206 01:02:13,160 --> 01:02:15,880 Speaker 1: took a long pull from his drink. He squinted it Manny, 1207 01:02:15,920 --> 01:02:18,920 Speaker 1: and the chromed man's eyes focused. One iris looked a 1208 01:02:18,920 --> 01:02:21,240 Speaker 1: lot larger than the others. Mike swayed a bit in 1209 01:02:21,280 --> 01:02:24,960 Speaker 1: his seat, but he seemed lucid mostly. And what are 1210 01:02:24,960 --> 01:02:27,520 Speaker 1: you gonna do in Austin? He said, pick up a 1211 01:02:27,560 --> 01:02:30,920 Speaker 1: gun and die fighting, unless you're hiding some serious mods 1212 01:02:31,000 --> 01:02:32,880 Speaker 1: under that skin. I don't think your help will make 1213 01:02:32,920 --> 01:02:36,200 Speaker 1: a rat ship worth a difference. I know I'm not 1214 01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:39,000 Speaker 1: going there to fight. I need to what fly away? 1215 01:02:39,160 --> 01:02:42,480 Speaker 1: Go to fucking California. Try your luck in Europe. Mike 1216 01:02:42,480 --> 01:02:45,880 Speaker 1: shook his head. You've got a chance to actually do something. 1217 01:02:46,200 --> 01:02:48,360 Speaker 1: Help us get our people out of Dallas, and we 1218 01:02:48,480 --> 01:02:51,560 Speaker 1: can fuck the Kingdom's advance, maybe even throw him back. 1219 01:02:52,560 --> 01:02:55,600 Speaker 1: Manny thought about it, sighed and said, I think I 1220 01:02:55,600 --> 01:02:59,160 Speaker 1: do need a drink, skullfucker. Mike nodded. He pointed over 1221 01:02:59,240 --> 01:03:01,480 Speaker 1: to a table lie with a dozen different beer taps, 1222 01:03:02,160 --> 01:03:04,920 Speaker 1: the normal stuff, self service. I recommend the Wheat Hayes. 1223 01:03:05,040 --> 01:03:07,840 Speaker 1: Pretty mild, but it's good for stock humans like yourself. 1224 01:03:09,040 --> 01:03:11,280 Speaker 1: Manny got up, grabbed a glass from a dispenser at 1225 01:03:11,320 --> 01:03:12,840 Speaker 1: the edge of the bar, and walked over to the 1226 01:03:12,840 --> 01:03:15,479 Speaker 1: beer table. Each keg had a thick strip of white 1227 01:03:15,480 --> 01:03:18,600 Speaker 1: tape across the front. The only details given about each 1228 01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:22,720 Speaker 1: beer were vague, almost allegibly scrawled names. Many found two 1229 01:03:22,800 --> 01:03:25,640 Speaker 1: labels that both looked like they might say Wheat Hayes. 1230 01:03:26,000 --> 01:03:28,200 Speaker 1: He picked one at random, then headed back to the 1231 01:03:28,200 --> 01:03:31,320 Speaker 1: bar and sat next to Reggie. Mike looked impressed for 1232 01:03:31,360 --> 01:03:35,040 Speaker 1: some reason. Good choice, he said, with a nod. Manny 1233 01:03:35,120 --> 01:03:37,680 Speaker 1: took a sip. It was really good, a mild, pale 1234 01:03:37,720 --> 01:03:40,200 Speaker 1: ale with just a hint of sour. He leaned in 1235 01:03:40,280 --> 01:03:43,080 Speaker 1: and looked at the maps and scrolling updates on reggie screen. 1236 01:03:43,480 --> 01:03:45,840 Speaker 1: The journalist finished writing down a couple of notes and 1237 01:03:45,880 --> 01:03:49,720 Speaker 1: shook his head. I'm really sorry, man, truly, he gestured 1238 01:03:49,760 --> 01:03:53,280 Speaker 1: towards the live map. This is so fucked. You're gonna 1239 01:03:53,280 --> 01:03:56,280 Speaker 1: stay here to cover the fall, Mike asked. Reggie shook 1240 01:03:56,280 --> 01:03:59,120 Speaker 1: his head. He looked frustrated. Got a message from my 1241 01:03:59,280 --> 01:04:01,200 Speaker 1: editor a bit ago. They're trying to work out an 1242 01:04:01,200 --> 01:04:03,120 Speaker 1: extract for me. I'm gonna send a team at here 1243 01:04:03,160 --> 01:04:05,720 Speaker 1: to drive me west to El Paso. I guess it's 1244 01:04:05,760 --> 01:04:07,680 Speaker 1: not safe to fly out of Austin right now, so 1245 01:04:08,320 --> 01:04:10,840 Speaker 1: he trailed off. The three of them drank in silence 1246 01:04:10,840 --> 01:04:13,440 Speaker 1: for a minute. Schoolfucker Might, gulped down the last of 1247 01:04:13,480 --> 01:04:16,320 Speaker 1: his glass and ordered another, along with three shots of bourbon. 1248 01:04:16,920 --> 01:04:19,040 Speaker 1: Manny started to turn down the shot, but it was 1249 01:04:19,080 --> 01:04:21,600 Speaker 1: soon apparent that Mike wanted all three shots for himself. 1250 01:04:22,120 --> 01:04:24,160 Speaker 1: He downed them all in the space of around a second, 1251 01:04:24,320 --> 01:04:28,160 Speaker 1: belched loudly, and then returned to staring at Reggie. Screen fuck, 1252 01:04:28,400 --> 01:04:32,600 Speaker 1: he sighed out again. Funcke he fuck fuck. Manny was 1253 01:04:32,640 --> 01:04:35,640 Speaker 1: halfway through his beer when Donald Ferris approached. The old 1254 01:04:35,680 --> 01:04:39,440 Speaker 1: documentarian wore a burgundy velvet waistcoat underneath a slightly battered 1255 01:04:39,440 --> 01:04:42,200 Speaker 1: but well tailored tweed jacket. He had a glass of 1256 01:04:42,200 --> 01:04:44,840 Speaker 1: probable whiskey in his hand, and the soberst eyes. Manny 1257 01:04:44,920 --> 01:04:49,400 Speaker 1: had seen that day. Hello, gentlemen, schoolfucker Mike getting caught 1258 01:04:49,480 --> 01:04:52,919 Speaker 1: up on the latest catastrophes. All away, yep, said Mike, 1259 01:04:53,080 --> 01:04:55,640 Speaker 1: how you been. The older man shrugged and took his 1260 01:04:55,680 --> 01:04:57,800 Speaker 1: seat at the table. He gulped his whiskey and looked 1261 01:04:57,840 --> 01:05:00,320 Speaker 1: down the table at Manny. It was strange to see 1262 01:05:00,360 --> 01:05:03,360 Speaker 1: an actual old person this close up. The creases on 1263 01:05:03,400 --> 01:05:05,520 Speaker 1: his forehead and around his lips were so deep they 1264 01:05:05,520 --> 01:05:07,960 Speaker 1: could have been carved with a knife. There were spots 1265 01:05:08,040 --> 01:05:10,800 Speaker 1: on him, a clear sign he'd taken no juven treatments 1266 01:05:10,800 --> 01:05:13,480 Speaker 1: at all. His face had a deep, craggy richness that 1267 01:05:13,560 --> 01:05:17,080 Speaker 1: lent every word he said, a certain vague majesty. Donald 1268 01:05:17,120 --> 01:05:20,680 Speaker 1: Ferris spoke, and many felt compelled to listen. You can 1269 01:05:20,720 --> 01:05:22,960 Speaker 1: hope this. You know who is stuck negotiating with the 1270 01:05:23,080 --> 01:05:26,280 Speaker 1: kingdom now, and they are most recalcitrant. But the Fuccians 1271 01:05:26,680 --> 01:05:31,400 Speaker 1: quite a second, Reggie interrupted, Fuccians really. Donald and Mike 1272 01:05:31,440 --> 01:05:35,480 Speaker 1: exchanged a look, then a laugh. Donald replied, the city's 1273 01:05:35,520 --> 01:05:39,040 Speaker 1: not exactly famed for consistency. Almost any collective now and 1274 01:05:39,080 --> 01:05:42,080 Speaker 1: you can think of would be appropriate. He took another 1275 01:05:42,120 --> 01:05:43,800 Speaker 1: sip from his glass and set it down on the 1276 01:05:43,800 --> 01:05:46,560 Speaker 1: bar top with a clack. Donald Ferris leaned in at 1277 01:05:46,600 --> 01:05:48,800 Speaker 1: that and eyed the glass as he rotated it around 1278 01:05:48,840 --> 01:05:51,480 Speaker 1: on the table. He tapped it again, smiled, and looked 1279 01:05:51,480 --> 01:05:54,000 Speaker 1: back up to the group. Now, young man, let me 1280 01:05:54,080 --> 01:05:56,080 Speaker 1: explain why you should go risk your life on a 1281 01:05:56,200 --> 01:05:59,960 Speaker 1: daring and dangerous rescue mission. Many grunted and shook his 1282 01:06:00,120 --> 01:06:03,440 Speaker 1: ed reflexively defensive. I'd rather not talk about it right now, 1283 01:06:03,520 --> 01:06:06,280 Speaker 1: if that's cool, he said. I just woke up. This 1284 01:06:06,320 --> 01:06:08,600 Speaker 1: place is ridiculous, and I'm not going to decide to 1285 01:06:08,600 --> 01:06:11,240 Speaker 1: go into terrible danger because some old man gilt trips 1286 01:06:11,240 --> 01:06:14,840 Speaker 1: me at a bar. Suit yourself. Donald smiled. I can't 1287 01:06:14,880 --> 01:06:17,520 Speaker 1: imagine how stressful this is all bidden for you. I'm 1288 01:06:17,560 --> 01:06:19,840 Speaker 1: a little surprised you'd choose to trip bowls at a 1289 01:06:19,920 --> 01:06:23,040 Speaker 1: time like this. What do you mean, Manny asked, with 1290 01:06:23,080 --> 01:06:27,439 Speaker 1: growing anxiety. That's a white haze, right, I think Mike 1291 01:06:27,480 --> 01:06:29,480 Speaker 1: said it was a wheat haze, but I couldn't really 1292 01:06:29,480 --> 01:06:33,320 Speaker 1: read the labels. Shit, Mike cursed, while Donald Ferris fought 1293 01:06:33,320 --> 01:06:37,600 Speaker 1: back a laugh. What, Manny asked, Mike should have warned you. 1294 01:06:37,760 --> 01:06:41,080 Speaker 1: The wheat haze is normal alcohol. The white haze packs 1295 01:06:41,120 --> 01:06:43,880 Speaker 1: about two hits of the surgic diethyl acid put pint 1296 01:06:44,480 --> 01:06:47,280 Speaker 1: be anxious, not in. Manny's gut began to pound in pulse. 1297 01:06:47,400 --> 01:06:50,560 Speaker 1: He looked to skullfucker Mike, furious. What the funk man? 1298 01:06:51,000 --> 01:06:56,280 Speaker 1: Mike winced, He looked genuinely rueful. I'm really sorry, he said. 1299 01:06:56,480 --> 01:06:58,600 Speaker 1: I'm not used to it making a difference. Most people 1300 01:06:58,640 --> 01:07:00,400 Speaker 1: here take two or three hits, as said, with their 1301 01:07:00,400 --> 01:07:04,200 Speaker 1: breakfast cigarettes. Oh shit. Manny slumped forward and put his 1302 01:07:04,200 --> 01:07:07,160 Speaker 1: head in his hands. He started to hyperventilate. The edges 1303 01:07:07,200 --> 01:07:09,240 Speaker 1: of his vision blurred, and Manny couldn't tell if that 1304 01:07:09,320 --> 01:07:11,600 Speaker 1: was from the drugs kicking in or just a consequence 1305 01:07:11,600 --> 01:07:14,440 Speaker 1: of his own panic. He could feel Oscar's face hanging 1306 01:07:14,440 --> 01:07:16,720 Speaker 1: out just at the back of his mind, afloat on 1307 01:07:16,760 --> 01:07:18,880 Speaker 1: a river of guilt. He didn't want to know what 1308 01:07:18,920 --> 01:07:21,680 Speaker 1: a headful of acid would do with those feelings. I 1309 01:07:21,720 --> 01:07:23,960 Speaker 1: gotta get back to the room, he said, I can't 1310 01:07:24,000 --> 01:07:27,080 Speaker 1: handle that. Donald put a hand on his shoulder. He 1311 01:07:27,200 --> 01:07:29,840 Speaker 1: was stronger than Manny would have guessed. You've got a 1312 01:07:29,880 --> 01:07:32,800 Speaker 1: headful of surprise acid. Boy. The last thing you need 1313 01:07:32,920 --> 01:07:34,880 Speaker 1: is to sit in a dock room and stew with 1314 01:07:34,960 --> 01:07:38,600 Speaker 1: your demons. He exchanged another look with skullfucker Mike and 1315 01:07:38,640 --> 01:07:41,640 Speaker 1: said brain Breakers ought to be kicking off right now. 1316 01:07:41,920 --> 01:07:45,600 Speaker 1: That's the place for a man in your condition. But started, Manny, 1317 01:07:46,280 --> 01:07:50,000 Speaker 1: what the hell is that? Reggie asked, Wait, Manny continued. 1318 01:07:50,320 --> 01:07:53,200 Speaker 1: Donald ignored him and replied to Reggie, it's the best 1319 01:07:53,280 --> 01:07:55,680 Speaker 1: damn party on the continent, or at least the best 1320 01:07:55,680 --> 01:07:59,360 Speaker 1: one humans can attend and survive. I don't really want to, 1321 01:07:59,480 --> 01:08:02,880 Speaker 1: Manny s uarded. Scofucker Mike added his hand to Manny's shoulder. 1322 01:08:03,400 --> 01:08:08,520 Speaker 1: You really do trust us on this. In the end, scofucker, 1323 01:08:08,560 --> 01:08:12,280 Speaker 1: Mike and Donald convinced him to go. Reggie surprisingly opted 1324 01:08:12,320 --> 01:08:14,480 Speaker 1: to stay at the bar and continue his work. He 1325 01:08:14,520 --> 01:08:17,800 Speaker 1: said he was close to something, man, He really wished 1326 01:08:17,840 --> 01:08:20,519 Speaker 1: he'd chosen to come along. He didn't know the journalist well, 1327 01:08:20,560 --> 01:08:23,320 Speaker 1: but Mike and Donald were complete strangers. Man. He was 1328 01:08:23,360 --> 01:08:25,920 Speaker 1: not looking forward to the drugs kicking in. He also 1329 01:08:25,960 --> 01:08:28,040 Speaker 1: wasn't sure a giant rave room was the best place 1330 01:08:28,080 --> 01:08:31,040 Speaker 1: for him to be when they did. As they approached it, 1331 01:08:31,080 --> 01:08:33,839 Speaker 1: many realized he'd seen the structure when they first arrived 1332 01:08:33,840 --> 01:08:36,639 Speaker 1: at the City of Wheels. Brain Breakers was a three 1333 01:08:36,680 --> 01:08:39,719 Speaker 1: story cube at the top of Rolling Fox highest gantry. 1334 01:08:40,120 --> 01:08:42,400 Speaker 1: The cube appeared to have been knitted together from long 1335 01:08:42,520 --> 01:08:45,760 Speaker 1: strands of black metal. Multi colored light pulsed inside it 1336 01:08:45,840 --> 01:08:47,880 Speaker 1: and bled out through the gaps in the knitted metal 1337 01:08:47,920 --> 01:08:51,280 Speaker 1: of the sides. Schoolfucker Mike led them down the gantry 1338 01:08:51,320 --> 01:08:53,880 Speaker 1: towards the cube. There didn't appear to be any kind 1339 01:08:53,920 --> 01:08:56,200 Speaker 1: of entrance. The wall on this side was the same 1340 01:08:56,280 --> 01:08:59,280 Speaker 1: knitted steel as every other side, but once they reached it, 1341 01:08:59,400 --> 01:09:02,679 Speaker 1: Mike simply stepped into the wall. The woven metal writhed 1342 01:09:02,800 --> 01:09:05,439 Speaker 1: like something alive and curled back to admit the big 1343 01:09:05,479 --> 01:09:08,559 Speaker 1: post human. The metal tendrils caressed Mike's body as he 1344 01:09:08,600 --> 01:09:12,600 Speaker 1: walked through. Manny flashed a questioning look at Donald, It 1345 01:09:13,120 --> 01:09:18,080 Speaker 1: it feels nice, he explained. Manny Side, exasperated and furious. 1346 01:09:18,320 --> 01:09:22,200 Speaker 1: Is this whole damned city built around drugs and fondling? Yes? 1347 01:09:22,520 --> 01:09:26,000 Speaker 1: Donald grinned a spidery old man grinned now insoid with 1348 01:09:26,080 --> 01:09:29,000 Speaker 1: you many Side swallowed and walked up to the wall. 1349 01:09:29,240 --> 01:09:32,599 Speaker 1: The metal, which felt surprisingly soft and warm, slithered around 1350 01:09:32,680 --> 01:09:35,280 Speaker 1: him in Mother of God, it felt good. That might 1351 01:09:35,280 --> 01:09:37,439 Speaker 1: have had something to do with the acid percolating in 1352 01:09:37,439 --> 01:09:39,960 Speaker 1: the back of his brain. The sensation was a cross 1353 01:09:40,000 --> 01:09:44,000 Speaker 1: between being tickled and being caressed. He was reminded uncomfortably 1354 01:09:44,120 --> 01:09:46,160 Speaker 1: of his mother's stroking his forehead when he had a 1355 01:09:46,160 --> 01:09:49,200 Speaker 1: fever as a child, And then he was through. It 1356 01:09:49,240 --> 01:09:51,519 Speaker 1: took him a moment to realize he was breathing heavily 1357 01:09:51,560 --> 01:09:54,400 Speaker 1: and covered in cold sweat. It was then that Manny 1358 01:09:54,479 --> 01:09:57,040 Speaker 1: got his first view of the interior of Brain Breakers. 1359 01:09:57,439 --> 01:09:59,800 Speaker 1: It looked a little like a space station, designed by 1360 01:10:00,120 --> 01:10:03,200 Speaker 1: see Esher, with a drunken hr Geiger as the contractor. 1361 01:10:03,840 --> 01:10:06,559 Speaker 1: There were a half dozen different stages protruding at various 1362 01:10:06,640 --> 01:10:09,920 Speaker 1: levels from the walls. Three of the stages were currently occupied. 1363 01:10:10,160 --> 01:10:13,799 Speaker 1: One performer was an enormous, seemingly sentient xylophone that pranced 1364 01:10:13,840 --> 01:10:17,280 Speaker 1: about on stage, playing itself with eight knob and arms. 1365 01:10:17,600 --> 01:10:21,439 Speaker 1: Another stage held four human looking individuals. They were all naked, 1366 01:10:21,600 --> 01:10:24,880 Speaker 1: and they were all fighting. Many watched and slacked, jawed 1367 01:10:24,880 --> 01:10:27,040 Speaker 1: awe as they punched and bit and kicked and choked 1368 01:10:27,080 --> 01:10:30,200 Speaker 1: each other. Every impact sent a chorus of warbling sounds 1369 01:10:30,240 --> 01:10:32,519 Speaker 1: pouring out from speakers at the base of the stage. 1370 01:10:33,000 --> 01:10:36,200 Speaker 1: The longer he listened, the more hypnotic the music seemed. 1371 01:10:37,160 --> 01:10:39,599 Speaker 1: The third inhabited stage held what looked like a normal 1372 01:10:39,680 --> 01:10:43,280 Speaker 1: DJ booth with a presumptive person behind it. Many guessed 1373 01:10:43,280 --> 01:10:45,599 Speaker 1: that was the source of the bass, heavy rhythmic pounding 1374 01:10:45,600 --> 01:10:49,000 Speaker 1: that filled the square. The remaining stages were empty for now, 1375 01:10:49,240 --> 01:10:51,320 Speaker 1: but the place was so full of sound that Manny 1376 01:10:51,360 --> 01:10:54,640 Speaker 1: couldn't imagine two more acts making things any louder. It 1377 01:10:54,760 --> 01:10:58,120 Speaker 1: was chaotic and confusing and a little uncomfortable, but after 1378 01:10:58,160 --> 01:11:00,479 Speaker 1: a few seconds many started to pick up on an 1379 01:11:00,479 --> 01:11:04,280 Speaker 1: overarching rhythm. All three acts were making very different music 1380 01:11:04,320 --> 01:11:07,400 Speaker 1: at very different paces, but somehow it all tied together. 1381 01:11:08,200 --> 01:11:10,800 Speaker 1: The inner walls of the place were covered in projection art. 1382 01:11:11,040 --> 01:11:14,439 Speaker 1: Giant human sized silhouettes stalked the walls, floor, and roof. 1383 01:11:14,720 --> 01:11:17,120 Speaker 1: At times, they moved so fast they looked almost like 1384 01:11:17,200 --> 01:11:19,760 Speaker 1: wisps of smoke. But here and there one would stop 1385 01:11:19,840 --> 01:11:22,000 Speaker 1: long enough for Manny to get a solid look. He 1386 01:11:22,040 --> 01:11:25,800 Speaker 1: saw several different figures, a tall, muscular but androgynous person, 1387 01:11:25,960 --> 01:11:28,960 Speaker 1: a small, lithe young woman, a broad, squat man with 1388 01:11:29,000 --> 01:11:32,120 Speaker 1: a bald head. They danced around each other, flittering up 1389 01:11:32,120 --> 01:11:34,240 Speaker 1: and down the walls. Their pace and the nature of 1390 01:11:34,240 --> 01:11:36,559 Speaker 1: their motions varied depending on the tempo and pitch of 1391 01:11:36,560 --> 01:11:40,479 Speaker 1: the music nearest to them. It was mesmerizing. Manny stared 1392 01:11:40,479 --> 01:11:43,120 Speaker 1: for what felt like minutes. The sensation of his body 1393 01:11:43,160 --> 01:11:45,200 Speaker 1: faded away from him, and his vision tunneled in on 1394 01:11:45,200 --> 01:11:48,360 Speaker 1: the dancing figures. Their dance had looked joyous and sensual 1395 01:11:48,400 --> 01:11:50,839 Speaker 1: at first, but the longer he watched, the more frenetic 1396 01:11:50,880 --> 01:11:53,799 Speaker 1: it seemed. The more danger he spotted in their jerking limbs, 1397 01:11:53,840 --> 01:11:56,120 Speaker 1: the arc of their necks, the uncontrolled way they spun 1398 01:11:56,240 --> 01:11:59,200 Speaker 1: round and into one another. Anxieties started to build in 1399 01:11:59,200 --> 01:12:01,240 Speaker 1: the pit of his stomach. And then there was a 1400 01:12:01,280 --> 01:12:06,080 Speaker 1: person beside him, Mike, Hey, buddy, He grinned. The other 1401 01:12:06,080 --> 01:12:08,759 Speaker 1: man's pupils were the size of dinner plates. He clenched 1402 01:12:08,800 --> 01:12:11,360 Speaker 1: and ground his teeth back and forth. Is it o'kay 1403 01:12:11,400 --> 01:12:14,280 Speaker 1: if I put a hand on your shoulder? Uh? Sure, 1404 01:12:14,560 --> 01:12:18,800 Speaker 1: Manny said, surprising himself cool. Mike smiled and did so. 1405 01:12:19,160 --> 01:12:22,799 Speaker 1: His hand felt supportive, comforting. How you like him the party? 1406 01:12:23,560 --> 01:12:26,559 Speaker 1: Mannie really wasn't sure it was beautiful here. Now that 1407 01:12:26,600 --> 01:12:29,520 Speaker 1: skullfucker Mike had pulled his attention from the dancing silhouettes, 1408 01:12:29,520 --> 01:12:31,599 Speaker 1: He'd started to focus more in the crowds of people, 1409 01:12:32,040 --> 01:12:35,040 Speaker 1: dancing and drinking and fucking across the assorted dance floors, 1410 01:12:35,040 --> 01:12:38,280 Speaker 1: cuttle spaces, and bar tops of brain breakers. Most of 1411 01:12:38,280 --> 01:12:41,000 Speaker 1: the celebrants were visibly chromed. He saw a woman with 1412 01:12:41,040 --> 01:12:43,400 Speaker 1: six arms, a couple of things he could only describe 1413 01:12:43,400 --> 01:12:46,080 Speaker 1: as dick centaurs, a man with the head of a dolphin, 1414 01:12:46,160 --> 01:12:48,840 Speaker 1: and countless people in bizarre costumes built of light and 1415 01:12:48,880 --> 01:12:51,720 Speaker 1: fur and liquid metal. It was hard to tell how 1416 01:12:51,800 --> 01:12:53,559 Speaker 1: much of this was real and how much of it 1417 01:12:53,600 --> 01:12:56,240 Speaker 1: was the drugs. The acid was hitting his head pretty 1418 01:12:56,320 --> 01:12:59,920 Speaker 1: damn hard, skullfucker, Mike squeezed his shoulders and brought Manny 1419 01:13:00,040 --> 01:13:04,240 Speaker 1: back again. The fixer blinked and then finally responded, it's 1420 01:13:04,320 --> 01:13:09,160 Speaker 1: a good, good, fucking great. Let's get you some whippets 1421 01:13:09,160 --> 01:13:11,080 Speaker 1: and head over to the fireworks table. They're about to 1422 01:13:11,080 --> 01:13:15,479 Speaker 1: open it up fireworks inside. Mike laughed. It's hardly a 1423 01:13:15,520 --> 01:13:18,680 Speaker 1: party without explosives. Brother, Just go with it, and so 1424 01:13:18,840 --> 01:13:21,519 Speaker 1: many did. He and Mike did some whippets, which meshed 1425 01:13:21,520 --> 01:13:24,479 Speaker 1: gloriously with the acid. Then they stood up on stumbling 1426 01:13:24,520 --> 01:13:27,240 Speaker 1: feet and headed over to the fireworks table. Things seemed 1427 01:13:27,240 --> 01:13:30,080 Speaker 1: to be just getting started over there. Many inspected. A 1428 01:13:30,120 --> 01:13:33,800 Speaker 1: few different brightly colored explosive toys. Before something burst next 1429 01:13:33,800 --> 01:13:35,760 Speaker 1: to his ear, and he looked up to see Skullfucker 1430 01:13:35,840 --> 01:13:39,200 Speaker 1: Mike firing a massive Roman candle towards the musical punching 1431 01:13:39,280 --> 01:13:42,519 Speaker 1: people on the stage. The sound of it holly held 1432 01:13:42,600 --> 01:13:44,760 Speaker 1: a sound. It might have been the most compelling thing 1433 01:13:44,840 --> 01:13:47,920 Speaker 1: his ears had ever heard. The acid is definitely hitting 1434 01:13:47,960 --> 01:13:51,080 Speaker 1: hard now, Manny thought, Holy funk, Holy funk, what is this? 1435 01:13:51,680 --> 01:13:53,680 Speaker 1: The rest of his night faded into a blur of 1436 01:13:53,760 --> 01:13:57,360 Speaker 1: lights and music and strange, indefinable sense memories. It was 1437 01:13:57,400 --> 01:14:01,760 Speaker 1: disorienting and exhilarating an equal measure. Hours went by, the 1438 01:14:01,800 --> 01:14:05,000 Speaker 1: ass had faded, and eventually Manny found himself on a 1439 01:14:05,000 --> 01:14:07,880 Speaker 1: bunch of cushions, sitting around a table with Skullfucker Mike 1440 01:14:07,920 --> 01:14:11,000 Speaker 1: and other Fuccians. He couldn't remember any of their names, 1441 01:14:11,000 --> 01:14:13,760 Speaker 1: but after a few minutes of relative lucidity, Manny was 1442 01:14:13,800 --> 01:14:15,800 Speaker 1: able to piece together that they were all friends of 1443 01:14:15,840 --> 01:14:18,479 Speaker 1: the people who'd been captured. One of the men, a 1444 01:14:18,520 --> 01:14:21,120 Speaker 1: bearded guy with multi jointed fingers the length and width 1445 01:14:21,160 --> 01:14:23,920 Speaker 1: the rulers, reached over Manny to grab a beer. He 1446 01:14:24,000 --> 01:14:26,479 Speaker 1: pulled it back, took a sip, and settled into his seat. 1447 01:14:27,160 --> 01:14:29,760 Speaker 1: My favorite memory of Marigold, he said, is from back 1448 01:14:29,800 --> 01:14:32,040 Speaker 1: when we were still building this city. Right after we 1449 01:14:32,120 --> 01:14:34,320 Speaker 1: stole the bagger. She got a hair up her ass 1450 01:14:34,360 --> 01:14:36,400 Speaker 1: that there ought to be a big purple clubhouse at 1451 01:14:36,400 --> 01:14:39,240 Speaker 1: the top for folks to do cocaine in and watch sunsets. 1452 01:14:39,800 --> 01:14:42,200 Speaker 1: I remember she strapped an arm little wood to her back, 1453 01:14:42,240 --> 01:14:44,439 Speaker 1: grabbed a can of spray paint, took a big rail 1454 01:14:44,479 --> 01:14:46,679 Speaker 1: of meth, and just started climbing up the center Spendle 1455 01:14:46,680 --> 01:14:48,760 Speaker 1: like she was gonna do the whole damn job herself. 1456 01:14:48,760 --> 01:14:50,840 Speaker 1: She got fucking stuck two thirds of the way up, 1457 01:14:50,960 --> 01:14:53,040 Speaker 1: just hanging out there with her panties in the breeze, 1458 01:14:53,040 --> 01:14:56,800 Speaker 1: screaming like a scared cat. Mike laughed. I remember that 1459 01:14:57,120 --> 01:14:59,280 Speaker 1: me and Topez had to climb up in freer, and 1460 01:14:59,320 --> 01:15:00,880 Speaker 1: then she climbed the rest of the way up and 1461 01:15:00,880 --> 01:15:05,519 Speaker 1: started laying down boards. Fingerman nodded, yeah, I remember when 1462 01:15:05,560 --> 01:15:07,519 Speaker 1: I climbed up there an hour or so later, She's 1463 01:15:07,560 --> 01:15:10,040 Speaker 1: all frantic and fiddling with nails and bolts and turned 1464 01:15:10,080 --> 01:15:13,720 Speaker 1: to funck but like making progress too, And I asked her, Marigold, 1465 01:15:13,880 --> 01:15:16,200 Speaker 1: why are you doing this? This ain't a one person job, 1466 01:15:16,600 --> 01:15:19,639 Speaker 1: and she said, I know, but unless I start building it, 1467 01:15:19,640 --> 01:15:22,799 Speaker 1: it'll never be real. There was quiet for a while. 1468 01:15:23,240 --> 01:15:25,200 Speaker 1: Many could feel the pain in the pause and see 1469 01:15:25,200 --> 01:15:28,080 Speaker 1: it on everyone's face. He didn't want to say anything. 1470 01:15:28,200 --> 01:15:30,160 Speaker 1: He was pretty sure there was nothing worth while he 1471 01:15:30,200 --> 01:15:33,840 Speaker 1: could say. But then he spoke, anyway, can you tell 1472 01:15:33,840 --> 01:15:36,240 Speaker 1: me about the others, the other two who were captured. 1473 01:15:37,000 --> 01:15:39,320 Speaker 1: Another of Mike's friends, a tall black woman in a 1474 01:15:39,360 --> 01:15:43,360 Speaker 1: bright blue shark Onesie, nodded and replied. Rick's a little dude, 1475 01:15:43,400 --> 01:15:46,400 Speaker 1: a great painter and a pretty good pyrotechnician. He's no 1476 01:15:46,520 --> 01:15:48,760 Speaker 1: kind of fighter, but he's got a real sweet way 1477 01:15:48,800 --> 01:15:51,519 Speaker 1: about him. He puts people at ease, so he goes 1478 01:15:51,560 --> 01:15:53,280 Speaker 1: out on a lot of these delegations to be a 1479 01:15:53,280 --> 01:15:56,920 Speaker 1: good face for the city. Marigold is always the main negotiator, 1480 01:15:56,960 --> 01:16:00,400 Speaker 1: but we sent Tulli out too. She's newish to the city. 1481 01:16:00,560 --> 01:16:03,200 Speaker 1: Used to be an activist in Albuquerque before the King 1482 01:16:03,240 --> 01:16:07,000 Speaker 1: took over and started boiling people. She's a good talker. 1483 01:16:07,120 --> 01:16:09,200 Speaker 1: We had her studying under Mary so she could pick 1484 01:16:09,280 --> 01:16:12,920 Speaker 1: up some of the load in the future. They're all 1485 01:16:13,000 --> 01:16:16,559 Speaker 1: good people, Fingerman added, Marigold saved my life a few times. 1486 01:16:16,680 --> 01:16:19,559 Speaker 1: Back during the revolution she helped found this place. It 1487 01:16:19,640 --> 01:16:22,479 Speaker 1: started out as just a big caravan RVs and mobile 1488 01:16:22,520 --> 01:16:26,760 Speaker 1: hydroponics units. She'd find isolated communities, bring them food and such. 1489 01:16:27,160 --> 01:16:29,479 Speaker 1: No government was much use back then, so for a 1490 01:16:29,520 --> 01:16:32,120 Speaker 1: lot of folks, Mary's caravan was the line between life 1491 01:16:32,120 --> 01:16:35,960 Speaker 1: and death. Yea, said skullfucker Mike. She's the one who 1492 01:16:36,000 --> 01:16:38,840 Speaker 1: found topaz in me. After the boss went missing. We 1493 01:16:38,840 --> 01:16:42,000 Speaker 1: were pretty lost, doing a lot of freelance violence, but 1494 01:16:42,040 --> 01:16:46,080 Speaker 1: not making anything, not building a damn thing. Marigold told us. 1495 01:16:46,080 --> 01:16:48,800 Speaker 1: Her vision for this big, stupid city got us hooked 1496 01:16:48,800 --> 01:16:52,160 Speaker 1: on the idea. Many noticed tears at the corner of 1497 01:16:52,160 --> 01:16:55,840 Speaker 1: skullfucker Mike's eyes that felt somehow wronged him. Someone so 1498 01:16:55,920 --> 01:16:58,519 Speaker 1: powerful and inhuman shouldn't be able to cry and make 1499 01:16:58,560 --> 01:17:02,880 Speaker 1: it look so normal. But there he was crying. And then, 1500 01:17:03,000 --> 01:17:05,000 Speaker 1: for the first time in the trip, the thing Manny 1501 01:17:05,080 --> 01:17:08,519 Speaker 1: had most feared happened. He thought about Oscar. He remembered 1502 01:17:08,520 --> 01:17:11,160 Speaker 1: a picnic he'd taken with a stringer, his wife, Aisha, 1503 01:17:11,240 --> 01:17:14,000 Speaker 1: and their two kids. It had been a lovely spring day, 1504 01:17:14,240 --> 01:17:16,320 Speaker 1: one of the dozen ish days a year in Austin 1505 01:17:16,320 --> 01:17:19,000 Speaker 1: where the air felt good on your skin. They drank 1506 01:17:19,080 --> 01:17:21,880 Speaker 1: cheap beer and eaten hot dogs and watched the kayakers 1507 01:17:21,960 --> 01:17:25,160 Speaker 1: roll along the Colorado River. I sent him out there, 1508 01:17:25,200 --> 01:17:28,840 Speaker 1: and now he's probably dead. You know there's something else 1509 01:17:28,880 --> 01:17:33,000 Speaker 1: we share, Mike said, his voice low and somber. We've 1510 01:17:33,040 --> 01:17:36,080 Speaker 1: both spent way too much of our lives feeling helpless. 1511 01:17:36,880 --> 01:17:40,800 Speaker 1: Manny cocked a disbelieving eyebrow up at skullfucker Mike. Yeah, 1512 01:17:40,880 --> 01:17:43,920 Speaker 1: the chromed man chuckled. I know what you're thinking, but 1513 01:17:44,000 --> 01:17:47,599 Speaker 1: you'd be surprised how often the fancy hardware doesn't matter. 1514 01:17:48,320 --> 01:17:51,240 Speaker 1: Mike's face twitched and more tears poured down his face. 1515 01:17:51,600 --> 01:17:54,719 Speaker 1: He took a deep breath, fixed Manny with bloodshot puffy eyes, 1516 01:17:54,840 --> 01:17:58,680 Speaker 1: and spoke again. We all spend a lot of life helpless, 1517 01:17:59,160 --> 01:18:01,479 Speaker 1: So when you have a chance to do something to 1518 01:18:01,520 --> 01:18:05,880 Speaker 1: make a difference for someone personally, I recommend you fucking 1519 01:18:05,960 --> 01:18:09,680 Speaker 1: take it. Manny woke up the next day feeling out 1520 01:18:09,720 --> 01:18:12,920 Speaker 1: of place and vaguely unstuck from time. He could hear 1521 01:18:12,960 --> 01:18:16,160 Speaker 1: Reggie snoring on the next bed. The room was very dark, 1522 01:18:16,280 --> 01:18:18,599 Speaker 1: and it was impossible to tell what time it might be. 1523 01:18:19,160 --> 01:18:22,280 Speaker 1: Manny thought about activating his deck, but decided against it. 1524 01:18:22,640 --> 01:18:25,400 Speaker 1: There was something almost nauseating about the thought of being 1525 01:18:25,439 --> 01:18:28,920 Speaker 1: flooded with the outside world right now. He stood up 1526 01:18:28,960 --> 01:18:31,519 Speaker 1: and went outside to wander the spindles and gantries of 1527 01:18:31,600 --> 01:18:34,160 Speaker 1: Rolling Fuck for a while. At one point a man 1528 01:18:34,240 --> 01:18:36,680 Speaker 1: walked by with a plate full of breakfast burritos, and 1529 01:18:36,720 --> 01:18:39,599 Speaker 1: so Manny had breakfast. A little while later he found 1530 01:18:39,600 --> 01:18:41,920 Speaker 1: a self served coffee house stationed next to one of 1531 01:18:41,920 --> 01:18:44,800 Speaker 1: the fondle boats, and so he had coffee. He was 1532 01:18:44,880 --> 01:18:46,960 Speaker 1: just starting to think about turning on his deck and 1533 01:18:47,000 --> 01:18:50,320 Speaker 1: welcoming in the world when Donald Ferris found him. Manny, 1534 01:18:50,400 --> 01:18:53,439 Speaker 1: my boy, I hope your asset hangovers not too bad. 1535 01:18:54,320 --> 01:18:57,200 Speaker 1: Manny shrugged. I actually feel all right. It was a 1536 01:18:57,800 --> 01:18:59,840 Speaker 1: It was good and helped me sort some things out. 1537 01:19:00,400 --> 01:19:03,280 Speaker 1: The older man smiled, I'm genuinely happy to hear that. 1538 01:19:03,479 --> 01:19:05,640 Speaker 1: There's nothing like a headful of acid to help you 1539 01:19:05,680 --> 01:19:09,280 Speaker 1: see what's important. Now. Listen, I hate to interrupt your morning, 1540 01:19:09,360 --> 01:19:12,519 Speaker 1: but there've been some developments Nana Yazzi, and I need 1541 01:19:12,560 --> 01:19:15,639 Speaker 1: to talk to you. Manny went with him back down 1542 01:19:15,680 --> 01:19:18,040 Speaker 1: into the main roller in that weird conference room where 1543 01:19:18,040 --> 01:19:20,400 Speaker 1: they'd met on his first day in the city. There 1544 01:19:20,400 --> 01:19:23,080 Speaker 1: were more people there now. Nana Yazzi sat in the 1545 01:19:23,120 --> 01:19:25,360 Speaker 1: same spot. At the end of the table. Reggie was 1546 01:19:25,400 --> 01:19:28,479 Speaker 1: there fiddling with one of his screens. Schoffucker Mike sat 1547 01:19:28,520 --> 01:19:30,720 Speaker 1: next to him, and then at the other end of 1548 01:19:30,720 --> 01:19:33,280 Speaker 1: the table was a large black dude Manny had never 1549 01:19:33,320 --> 01:19:37,040 Speaker 1: seen before. He was muscular, but in the lean, wiry 1550 01:19:37,040 --> 01:19:40,200 Speaker 1: way of a construction worker or a particularly swollen hobo. 1551 01:19:40,600 --> 01:19:43,160 Speaker 1: He had a long, gaunt face with prominent sheet bones 1552 01:19:43,200 --> 01:19:46,240 Speaker 1: and an oft broken nose. His hands were big, there 1553 01:19:46,320 --> 01:19:48,920 Speaker 1: was something menacing about them, but his face was the 1554 01:19:49,000 --> 01:19:51,800 Speaker 1: least threatening thing in the world. His eyes were lidded, 1555 01:19:51,960 --> 01:19:55,080 Speaker 1: half focused, and dreamy. His jaw was just a little slack. 1556 01:19:55,439 --> 01:19:58,280 Speaker 1: He had short hair, stubble really, and a patchy six 1557 01:19:58,360 --> 01:20:02,799 Speaker 1: day beard. He looked stone owned. Welcome, Manny, said Nana Yazzi. 1558 01:20:03,040 --> 01:20:06,200 Speaker 1: She gestured towards the big man. This is Rowland. If 1559 01:20:06,200 --> 01:20:08,479 Speaker 1: you choose to help us rescue your people, he'll be 1560 01:20:08,520 --> 01:20:11,559 Speaker 1: your escort into the heavenly Kingdom and your escape plan. 1561 01:20:12,160 --> 01:20:14,400 Speaker 1: Donald shut the door behind them, walked around to the 1562 01:20:14,439 --> 01:20:16,400 Speaker 1: other side of the table and sat down next to 1563 01:20:16,479 --> 01:20:19,759 Speaker 1: Nana Yazzi. We've tried to give you time and space 1564 01:20:19,800 --> 01:20:22,160 Speaker 1: on this, he said, but I'm afraid both of those 1565 01:20:22,200 --> 01:20:25,240 Speaker 1: things are running out. All our intelligence suggests the Heavenly 1566 01:20:25,320 --> 01:20:27,719 Speaker 1: Kingdom is very close to another all out as salt. 1567 01:20:28,120 --> 01:20:30,600 Speaker 1: They'll move on Waco in four or five days. It 1568 01:20:30,680 --> 01:20:33,400 Speaker 1: could be outside of Austin in a week's time. You 1569 01:20:33,479 --> 01:20:35,840 Speaker 1: are free to make whatever call you want, or offer 1570 01:20:35,920 --> 01:20:39,400 Speaker 1: to fly you to Austin. Still stands, Miho, said Nana Yazzi. 1571 01:20:39,760 --> 01:20:42,400 Speaker 1: But I am afraid we need you to make a decision. Now, 1572 01:20:43,680 --> 01:20:48,759 Speaker 1: I'll do it, Manny said. Almost everyone looked surprised. Donald coughed. 1573 01:20:49,080 --> 01:20:53,160 Speaker 1: Nana Yazzi's eyes went wide, Reggie did a double take. Schoolfucker. 1574 01:20:53,200 --> 01:20:56,519 Speaker 1: Mike just smiled and nodded at Manny. Roland didn't look 1575 01:20:56,520 --> 01:20:58,840 Speaker 1: as if he'd been affected in any way. In fact, 1576 01:20:59,200 --> 01:21:01,559 Speaker 1: Manny was pretty sure he was drumming along to some 1577 01:21:01,640 --> 01:21:04,719 Speaker 1: music only he could hear. 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You are ultimately rewarded with Gangster Prizes. 1601 01:22:36,960 --> 01:22:39,800 Speaker 1: Our Heart Radio is number one for podcasts, but don't 1602 01:22:39,800 --> 01:22:42,759 Speaker 1: take our word for it. Find Against the Chronicles podcast 1603 01:22:42,840 --> 01:22:45,560 Speaker 1: and my Heart Radio app, or wherever you get your podcast. 1604 01:22:50,280 --> 01:22:55,720 Speaker 1: Chapter fourteen Rowland. Once he'd been dismissed, Roland had made 1605 01:22:55,720 --> 01:22:58,040 Speaker 1: it his immediate business to get as high as post 1606 01:22:58,120 --> 01:23:01,120 Speaker 1: humanly possible before he was needed it. This was not 1607 01:23:01,240 --> 01:23:04,200 Speaker 1: a difficult task. Rolling Funck had been built to keep 1608 01:23:04,240 --> 01:23:07,720 Speaker 1: buzzes going. The main rollers bar stocked an assortment of 1609 01:23:07,720 --> 01:23:10,880 Speaker 1: beers mixed with LSD laudanum dimethyl trip to mein and 1610 01:23:10,960 --> 01:23:14,559 Speaker 1: a half dozen shogun chemicals. Roland started off by sampling 1611 01:23:14,600 --> 01:23:17,240 Speaker 1: them all. He drank until the fireworks showing his head 1612 01:23:17,360 --> 01:23:21,280 Speaker 1: was indistinguishable from the actual fireworks outside and those real 1613 01:23:21,479 --> 01:23:24,720 Speaker 1: Am I just fucking lit? Roland decided that answering that 1614 01:23:24,840 --> 01:23:27,920 Speaker 1: question wouldn't make him happier. He lost himself for a 1615 01:23:27,920 --> 01:23:30,240 Speaker 1: while and drifted from one of the fondel boats to 1616 01:23:30,280 --> 01:23:32,839 Speaker 1: a dance party in a field underneath the main gantry. 1617 01:23:33,120 --> 01:23:35,719 Speaker 1: After hours of that, Roland had his fill of rhythm, 1618 01:23:35,880 --> 01:23:37,720 Speaker 1: so he found his way to a coke benge in 1619 01:23:37,720 --> 01:23:40,479 Speaker 1: a weird purple house atop one of the spindles. The 1620 01:23:40,520 --> 01:23:42,560 Speaker 1: rest of the night he spent testing the limits of 1621 01:23:42,600 --> 01:23:45,640 Speaker 1: his talks and filters, and his tolerance for human contact. 1622 01:23:46,200 --> 01:23:49,200 Speaker 1: The latter came first. He abandoned the coke party and 1623 01:23:49,240 --> 01:23:51,960 Speaker 1: stumbled through rolling funk until he reached a small booth 1624 01:23:52,000 --> 01:23:55,600 Speaker 1: with baggies of umnuloch, a d M T based hallucinogen 1625 01:23:55,680 --> 01:23:59,880 Speaker 1: made from synthetically grown giraffe liver. Thinks got fuzzy after that. 1626 01:24:00,000 --> 01:24:02,240 Speaker 1: At there was a fireworks fight on a spindle that 1627 01:24:02,280 --> 01:24:04,519 Speaker 1: caught a shack on the fire. He downed a shipload 1628 01:24:04,520 --> 01:24:07,000 Speaker 1: of mescal and as the sun breached, and then quite 1629 01:24:07,040 --> 01:24:09,479 Speaker 1: suddenly it was afternoon and he was lying on his 1630 01:24:09,560 --> 01:24:12,240 Speaker 1: back across the baking hot metal of one of the spindles. 1631 01:24:12,600 --> 01:24:15,360 Speaker 1: Schoolfucker Mike stood above him, naked as the day he 1632 01:24:15,400 --> 01:24:18,040 Speaker 1: was born, and holding some sort of frosty purple beverage 1633 01:24:18,040 --> 01:24:21,479 Speaker 1: in a large teeky cup. Hey Man, Mike said, as 1634 01:24:21,479 --> 01:24:23,640 Speaker 1: he took a sip. Nanny as he told me to 1635 01:24:23,680 --> 01:24:27,519 Speaker 1: find you. You straight enough to talk to people. Roland nodded. 1636 01:24:27,760 --> 01:24:31,000 Speaker 1: He wasn't, really, but he could sober up fast. Maybe 1637 01:24:31,360 --> 01:24:35,120 Speaker 1: sober wasn't the right word. His brain could flood itself 1638 01:24:35,120 --> 01:24:38,800 Speaker 1: with focusing drugs to offset the hallucinogens, and he had 1639 01:24:38,800 --> 01:24:41,479 Speaker 1: a vial of liquid meth amphetamine somewhere in his pack 1640 01:24:41,960 --> 01:24:45,000 Speaker 1: that might do the trick. Roland sat up, grunted, and 1641 01:24:45,040 --> 01:24:47,360 Speaker 1: waved a hand at Mike. Then he dug around in 1642 01:24:47,439 --> 01:24:50,200 Speaker 1: his pack for the vial. He found it and drained half. 1643 01:24:50,840 --> 01:24:53,160 Speaker 1: All right, let's go, he said. Let's go to the 1644 01:24:53,200 --> 01:24:56,679 Speaker 1: place and do the things. Mike helped him down the spindle. 1645 01:24:57,000 --> 01:24:59,720 Speaker 1: Roland's unsteady legs were proof that he'd managed to find 1646 01:24:59,800 --> 01:25:03,200 Speaker 1: him self a worthy drug bench. The satisfaction he felt 1647 01:25:03,240 --> 01:25:06,040 Speaker 1: from that mixed well with the initial meth euphoria. By 1648 01:25:06,040 --> 01:25:08,280 Speaker 1: the time they reached the conference room, he was wired 1649 01:25:08,280 --> 01:25:10,760 Speaker 1: as fuck and kind of wishing he'd picked a different 1650 01:25:10,840 --> 01:25:14,360 Speaker 1: drug to spend his mood. Roland sat down and eased 1651 01:25:14,400 --> 01:25:17,599 Speaker 1: into his chair. A short, young Anglo fellow entered next 1652 01:25:17,640 --> 01:25:20,200 Speaker 1: and sat down on the opposite side of the conference table. 1653 01:25:20,560 --> 01:25:23,840 Speaker 1: He looked and smelled nervous. Roland paid him little mind. 1654 01:25:24,200 --> 01:25:26,439 Speaker 1: He was too jittery from the meth to want to talk. 1655 01:25:26,840 --> 01:25:29,439 Speaker 1: He decided a nice dose of some downers would help 1656 01:25:29,439 --> 01:25:33,200 Speaker 1: his situation and rooted around for his heroine kit. At 1657 01:25:33,240 --> 01:25:37,360 Speaker 1: that moment, another young man entered the room. He was short, Hispanic, 1658 01:25:37,439 --> 01:25:40,519 Speaker 1: and about twenty one years old. Nana Yazzi embraced the 1659 01:25:40,600 --> 01:25:44,160 Speaker 1: kid schoofucker might clapped him on the shoulder. They started talking. 1660 01:25:44,200 --> 01:25:46,400 Speaker 1: The kid said something that seemed to surprise most of 1661 01:25:46,400 --> 01:25:49,080 Speaker 1: the people in the room. Roland half paid attention to 1662 01:25:49,120 --> 01:25:51,120 Speaker 1: all that while he loaded up his syringe and tied 1663 01:25:51,160 --> 01:25:53,880 Speaker 1: off his arm. He stopped when he realized everyone else 1664 01:25:53,920 --> 01:25:58,879 Speaker 1: in the room was staring. Hey, something wrong, he asked Rowland. 1665 01:25:59,320 --> 01:26:01,799 Speaker 1: Nana Yazi said in a warm voice as she gestured 1666 01:26:01,800 --> 01:26:04,920 Speaker 1: to the Hispanic kid. This is Mannie. He's going to 1667 01:26:04,920 --> 01:26:06,920 Speaker 1: be your partner for the mission. He grew up in 1668 01:26:06,960 --> 01:26:09,800 Speaker 1: the Republic and he's a skilled negotiator. He'll help you 1669 01:26:09,840 --> 01:26:13,200 Speaker 1: blend in while you do your work. Er hh cool, 1670 01:26:13,479 --> 01:26:17,040 Speaker 1: Roland grunted and returned to his heroine, Rowland. If you 1671 01:26:17,040 --> 01:26:20,439 Speaker 1: wouldn't mind, Reggie was about to speak. Naniyazi's smile was 1672 01:26:20,479 --> 01:26:23,760 Speaker 1: as indulgent as ever. He's uncovered something important about the 1673 01:26:23,800 --> 01:26:27,519 Speaker 1: heavenly Kingdom. It might be useful to you, Roland shrugged. 1674 01:26:28,000 --> 01:26:30,439 Speaker 1: Mossy's gallis to which bartenders and plain O make a 1675 01:26:30,479 --> 01:26:33,560 Speaker 1: pass a whisky Sark can't imagine caring. But if you 1676 01:26:33,640 --> 01:26:36,280 Speaker 1: let me finish this. He jiggled the syringe in the air, 1677 01:26:36,600 --> 01:26:39,040 Speaker 1: I might be able to at least pay attention right now. 1678 01:26:39,080 --> 01:26:42,599 Speaker 1: I'm quite too methed out to focus. The old man 1679 01:26:42,680 --> 01:26:46,120 Speaker 1: leaned forward and sighed. The kid looked horrified. He started 1680 01:26:46,160 --> 01:26:48,559 Speaker 1: working his mouth and what Roland was pretty sure must 1681 01:26:48,600 --> 01:26:50,799 Speaker 1: be the prelude to some sort of expression of shock 1682 01:26:51,080 --> 01:26:55,840 Speaker 1: or offense. Schoofucker Mike preempted him. Let Roland shoot up. 1683 01:26:55,960 --> 01:26:58,360 Speaker 1: Trust me, drugs aren't going to make him any more 1684 01:26:58,439 --> 01:27:03,080 Speaker 1: or less effective here. Rowland grinned. Skullfucker Mike clearly knew him, 1685 01:27:03,160 --> 01:27:05,880 Speaker 1: even if he could only sort of remember skullfucker Mike. 1686 01:27:06,360 --> 01:27:08,680 Speaker 1: He went back to tying off his arm and shooting up, 1687 01:27:08,680 --> 01:27:12,880 Speaker 1: while the younger Brits stumbled into the start of his speech. Yes, well, uh, 1688 01:27:13,120 --> 01:27:15,920 Speaker 1: I've been going over the last few days of successful 1689 01:27:16,000 --> 01:27:19,479 Speaker 1: vehicle based bombings on checkpoints from Galveston and Lake Houston 1690 01:27:19,479 --> 01:27:22,400 Speaker 1: and all across the Dallas Fort Worth area. In total, 1691 01:27:22,479 --> 01:27:25,479 Speaker 1: I've identified three hundred twenty one bombings that appear to 1692 01:27:25,520 --> 01:27:28,160 Speaker 1: have been carried out as part of this overall offensive. 1693 01:27:28,640 --> 01:27:31,719 Speaker 1: Two hundred and forty of those bombings involve autonomous vehicles 1694 01:27:31,760 --> 01:27:36,320 Speaker 1: hitting dedicated autonomous vehicle checkpoints. Right on cue, a projection 1695 01:27:36,400 --> 01:27:39,000 Speaker 1: map flickered to life on the wall behind him. Hundreds 1696 01:27:39,040 --> 01:27:41,920 Speaker 1: of red dots populated a map of the conflict riddled 1697 01:27:41,960 --> 01:27:45,040 Speaker 1: regions of north central Texas. It looked like the pattern 1698 01:27:45,040 --> 01:27:47,400 Speaker 1: of attacks you'd want in order to funnel the st 1699 01:27:47,520 --> 01:27:51,000 Speaker 1: f's limited resources towards the least defensible chunks of their line. 1700 01:27:51,520 --> 01:27:54,280 Speaker 1: What was weird was that so many bomb rigged autonomous 1701 01:27:54,320 --> 01:27:58,280 Speaker 1: vehicles had gotten through the scanners. So Roland asked, how 1702 01:27:58,360 --> 01:28:01,880 Speaker 1: the fuckers do it? Unch zero days? Reggie shook his head. 1703 01:28:02,280 --> 01:28:04,599 Speaker 1: That's what I thought at first, he said. But these 1704 01:28:04,600 --> 01:28:07,719 Speaker 1: attacks actually started more than a month before this offensive. 1705 01:28:07,960 --> 01:28:10,120 Speaker 1: If they were relying on exploits, the s d F 1706 01:28:10,240 --> 01:28:12,640 Speaker 1: I T folks would have caught something by now. The 1707 01:28:12,680 --> 01:28:15,519 Speaker 1: most likely explanation is that the martyrs found some way 1708 01:28:15,560 --> 01:28:20,559 Speaker 1: to make vehicles that aren't autonomous. Seemed that way, yeah, 1709 01:28:20,680 --> 01:28:22,960 Speaker 1: Manny said. The martyrs have tried to hide drivers and 1710 01:28:23,040 --> 01:28:26,160 Speaker 1: autonomous vehicles before the s d F watches for it, 1711 01:28:26,960 --> 01:28:29,920 Speaker 1: which means the martyrs have figured out something new, said 1712 01:28:29,960 --> 01:28:32,639 Speaker 1: the journalist, some new way to hide a human driver 1713 01:28:32,760 --> 01:28:37,000 Speaker 1: that doesn't register on conventional senses, and that way is 1714 01:28:37,360 --> 01:28:41,200 Speaker 1: nanny Yazi asked. Reggie's face reddened. He grunted and swallowed, 1715 01:28:41,240 --> 01:28:44,800 Speaker 1: and then spoke, I've got no idea, but I think 1716 01:28:44,800 --> 01:28:47,840 Speaker 1: I know where they're putting these new vehicles together. He 1717 01:28:47,960 --> 01:28:50,720 Speaker 1: snapped his fingers and the projected image changed to a 1718 01:28:50,720 --> 01:28:53,519 Speaker 1: map of a city called McKinney and the Dallas suburbs. 1719 01:28:53,920 --> 01:28:56,920 Speaker 1: It zoomed into an aerial shot of one enormous factory 1720 01:28:56,960 --> 01:29:01,000 Speaker 1: building near the outskirts of the city. The BBC pays 1721 01:29:01,040 --> 01:29:04,160 Speaker 1: for access to a few independent satellites that overlooked this 1722 01:29:04,240 --> 01:29:06,880 Speaker 1: part of North America. We also pay the s D 1723 01:29:07,160 --> 01:29:09,959 Speaker 1: for limited access to some of their drone surveillance footage. 1724 01:29:10,280 --> 01:29:12,479 Speaker 1: From all that, I was able to trace out paths 1725 01:29:12,479 --> 01:29:15,560 Speaker 1: for seventy eight of the vehicles used in these attacks. 1726 01:29:15,600 --> 01:29:19,000 Speaker 1: Every one of them started their journey here. The projection 1727 01:29:19,080 --> 01:29:21,479 Speaker 1: changed again to it looked like a stock photograph of 1728 01:29:21,479 --> 01:29:24,320 Speaker 1: the front of a large white factory building. The Tesla 1729 01:29:24,400 --> 01:29:27,720 Speaker 1: logo was displayed prominently by the front door. It's an 1730 01:29:27,760 --> 01:29:30,439 Speaker 1: old Tesla plant. They finished it about a year before 1731 01:29:30,479 --> 01:29:32,879 Speaker 1: the Civil War. It's been in and out of operation 1732 01:29:33,000 --> 01:29:35,400 Speaker 1: since then. As best as I can tell, the last 1733 01:29:35,439 --> 01:29:38,599 Speaker 1: normal vehicle rolled off the line three years ago before 1734 01:29:38,600 --> 01:29:42,200 Speaker 1: the Heavenly Kingdom started cacking things up. McKinney was one 1735 01:29:42,200 --> 01:29:44,320 Speaker 1: of the first parts of the old Metroplex to fall, 1736 01:29:44,400 --> 01:29:46,479 Speaker 1: so they've had plenty of time to fiddle with shit. 1737 01:29:47,560 --> 01:29:50,479 Speaker 1: Roland raised his arm and realized belatedly that the needle 1738 01:29:50,560 --> 01:29:53,240 Speaker 1: was still dangling out of it. The old man sighed again, 1739 01:29:53,320 --> 01:29:56,120 Speaker 1: but Roland bravely ignored him. So what does this have 1740 01:29:56,240 --> 01:29:58,759 Speaker 1: to do with your captives, he asked, And then sign 1741 01:29:58,800 --> 01:30:00,600 Speaker 1: on to help you guys spy or blow up of 1742 01:30:00,640 --> 01:30:03,320 Speaker 1: factories in this data to the SDF for Austin if 1743 01:30:03,320 --> 01:30:06,280 Speaker 1: you think it matters, schoolfucker. Mike put a hand forward 1744 01:30:06,320 --> 01:30:09,400 Speaker 1: in a placating gesture. We're not asking you to do 1745 01:30:09,479 --> 01:30:12,240 Speaker 1: anything about this, he said, but you and Manny will 1746 01:30:12,240 --> 01:30:14,680 Speaker 1: be our only eyes and ears inside the Kingdom. If 1747 01:30:14,680 --> 01:30:16,640 Speaker 1: you get a hint of how they've accomplished all this, 1748 01:30:16,960 --> 01:30:19,840 Speaker 1: it will be valuable to us in the SDF. We'll 1749 01:30:19,880 --> 01:30:22,880 Speaker 1: find a way to make it worth your while. I mean, 1750 01:30:23,040 --> 01:30:25,640 Speaker 1: the drinks are free, right, Roland asked. I don't know 1751 01:30:25,640 --> 01:30:28,639 Speaker 1: what else you got that I might want Mike smiled 1752 01:30:28,720 --> 01:30:31,840 Speaker 1: and gestured to Roland's backpack of narcotics, which sat next 1753 01:30:31,840 --> 01:30:35,000 Speaker 1: to him on the big redwood table. By my account, 1754 01:30:35,000 --> 01:30:37,479 Speaker 1: you've gone through about half your stash that's coming out here. 1755 01:30:37,880 --> 01:30:40,360 Speaker 1: If you're able to get us any worthwhile info, I'll 1756 01:30:40,360 --> 01:30:43,920 Speaker 1: make sure the bags full before you leave. Roland narrowed 1757 01:30:43,920 --> 01:30:46,280 Speaker 1: his eyes. It would be a giant pain in the 1758 01:30:46,280 --> 01:30:50,920 Speaker 1: ask to find good percoset between here and Campltown. He sighed, alright, 1759 01:30:50,920 --> 01:30:53,400 Speaker 1: fucking fine. If we hear something, we'll look into it, 1760 01:30:53,439 --> 01:30:57,400 Speaker 1: but don't hold your breath. After the meeting, schoolfucker, Mike 1761 01:30:57,479 --> 01:31:00,080 Speaker 1: took Roland down to the city's makeshift more because so 1762 01:31:00,120 --> 01:31:03,599 Speaker 1: he could steal a dead man's face. Rolling Fox Militia 1763 01:31:03,640 --> 01:31:06,160 Speaker 1: had found the fresh corpse of some guy Roland's rough 1764 01:31:06,200 --> 01:31:08,880 Speaker 1: height and build. He'd fled Dallas and made it almost 1765 01:31:08,920 --> 01:31:11,519 Speaker 1: as far as Waco before getting hit by a drone attack. 1766 01:31:12,000 --> 01:31:14,280 Speaker 1: The foe Fuk had been gutted by shrapnel, but his 1767 01:31:14,360 --> 01:31:18,160 Speaker 1: face was intact enough for Roland's chameleon implant. Roland hadn't 1768 01:31:18,280 --> 01:31:20,320 Speaker 1: used the thing in so long he worried it might 1769 01:31:20,360 --> 01:31:23,559 Speaker 1: not work. He stared down at the man's face and 1770 01:31:23,600 --> 01:31:26,400 Speaker 1: took in his features. The fellow was white, but his 1771 01:31:26,439 --> 01:31:29,400 Speaker 1: skin was burnt a deep reddish brown. He'd clearly spent 1772 01:31:29,439 --> 01:31:32,040 Speaker 1: a lot of time under the Texas sun. He appeared 1773 01:31:32,080 --> 01:31:34,479 Speaker 1: to be in his early forties and clearly hadn't taken 1774 01:31:34,520 --> 01:31:38,000 Speaker 1: many juven treatments. His hairline was fine, but the man's 1775 01:31:38,000 --> 01:31:40,720 Speaker 1: eyes and the edges of his lips were creased with wrinkles. 1776 01:31:40,720 --> 01:31:43,880 Speaker 1: His dead, staring eyes were blue. There were deep dark 1777 01:31:43,920 --> 01:31:47,040 Speaker 1: bags beneath them. Plenty of time to sleep, now, Buddy 1778 01:31:47,280 --> 01:31:50,679 Speaker 1: Roland thought. He closed his eyes, focused on the dead 1779 01:31:50,680 --> 01:31:53,200 Speaker 1: man's face and felt his facial bones start to tear 1780 01:31:53,240 --> 01:31:56,200 Speaker 1: themselves apart and then reform. He felt the pigments and 1781 01:31:56,280 --> 01:31:59,879 Speaker 1: his skin shift two, which was always strange. The sensation 1782 01:32:00,040 --> 01:32:02,120 Speaker 1: to his pigments opening up and taking in more light 1783 01:32:02,200 --> 01:32:04,920 Speaker 1: felt a little like stripping off a thin layer of clothing. 1784 01:32:05,640 --> 01:32:08,639 Speaker 1: While Roland did this, skullfucker Mike ran a scanner over 1785 01:32:08,680 --> 01:32:10,800 Speaker 1: the corpse and located the I D card in its 1786 01:32:10,920 --> 01:32:13,519 Speaker 1: right forearm. Mike used a tool that looked like a 1787 01:32:13,560 --> 01:32:15,800 Speaker 1: long metal straw to suck the I D free and 1788 01:32:15,800 --> 01:32:18,400 Speaker 1: then shoot the tag into Roland's own arm. He took 1789 01:32:18,439 --> 01:32:21,160 Speaker 1: a second for Roland's body to pull the data. His 1790 01:32:21,280 --> 01:32:23,519 Speaker 1: name was Erin Weathers. He was single. He worked as 1791 01:32:23,520 --> 01:32:25,720 Speaker 1: a mechanic in Arlington for most of his life. He 1792 01:32:25,760 --> 01:32:28,200 Speaker 1: had a clean criminal record, save for a drunk driving 1793 01:32:28,280 --> 01:32:31,880 Speaker 1: arrest in his early thirties. Roland, now Aaron, left the 1794 01:32:31,880 --> 01:32:34,200 Speaker 1: morgue with skullfucker Mike and headed for the ride that 1795 01:32:34,200 --> 01:32:36,880 Speaker 1: would take him into the Heavenly Kingdom. He used the 1796 01:32:36,920 --> 01:32:39,320 Speaker 1: walk as an opportunity to smoke a couple of grams 1797 01:32:39,320 --> 01:32:42,200 Speaker 1: of fine Afghan opium. He was still smoking when they 1798 01:32:42,240 --> 01:32:44,519 Speaker 1: reached the battered old pickup truck on the outskirts of 1799 01:32:44,600 --> 01:32:49,120 Speaker 1: Rolling Fox campground. The kid Manny was in the driver's seat. Hey, 1800 01:32:49,360 --> 01:32:52,920 Speaker 1: Manny said, and stared wide eyed at him. You look different, 1801 01:32:53,120 --> 01:32:56,880 Speaker 1: he added with a forced smile. Yeah, Roland replied and 1802 01:32:56,920 --> 01:32:59,640 Speaker 1: pulled himself into the passenger seat. Mike tapped him on 1803 01:32:59,640 --> 01:33:03,920 Speaker 1: the shoulder. What Roland asked, I'm gonna need your bag, man. 1804 01:33:04,120 --> 01:33:06,639 Speaker 1: He pointed to the still smoking opium pipe in Roland's 1805 01:33:06,640 --> 01:33:09,799 Speaker 1: hand and that the Heavenly Kingdoms got a pretty strict 1806 01:33:09,840 --> 01:33:12,759 Speaker 1: policy on intoxicans. You're not going to get a backpack 1807 01:33:12,840 --> 01:33:16,880 Speaker 1: full of narcotics through their checkpoints. Roland growled at Mike. 1808 01:33:17,280 --> 01:33:19,880 Speaker 1: He couldn't fault the other post humans logic, but he'd 1809 01:33:19,920 --> 01:33:21,880 Speaker 1: be damned if he was going to spend several days 1810 01:33:21,880 --> 01:33:24,960 Speaker 1: surrounded by a bunch of religious nuts and do its sober. 1811 01:33:25,479 --> 01:33:28,640 Speaker 1: Roland locked eyes with skullfucker. Mike opened his bag and 1812 01:33:28,640 --> 01:33:31,719 Speaker 1: grabbed a heavy handful of drugs. He swallowed them all 1813 01:33:31,800 --> 01:33:36,320 Speaker 1: one by one, pillbottles and Baggi's vellucinogens and vials of amphetamines. 1814 01:33:36,720 --> 01:33:39,080 Speaker 1: He ordered his gut to reduce its acidity so he 1815 01:33:39,080 --> 01:33:42,519 Speaker 1: could store the drugs for later regurgitation and consumption. Then 1816 01:33:42,520 --> 01:33:45,120 Speaker 1: he took one last deep hit from his opium pipe 1817 01:33:45,240 --> 01:33:48,200 Speaker 1: and handed it and the bag to Mike Man. He 1818 01:33:48,280 --> 01:33:50,320 Speaker 1: popped the car and to drive, and they rolled off 1819 01:33:50,400 --> 01:33:53,559 Speaker 1: into the night. They drove in silence for a while. 1820 01:33:54,000 --> 01:33:56,080 Speaker 1: Roland's hind brain would have marked the time if he 1821 01:33:56,080 --> 01:33:58,600 Speaker 1: hadn't done such a successful job of pickling it with 1822 01:33:58,640 --> 01:34:02,120 Speaker 1: opium before they left. The quiet got awkward and boring 1823 01:34:02,160 --> 01:34:05,200 Speaker 1: pretty quick though. He considered putting on music, but of 1824 01:34:05,240 --> 01:34:07,919 Speaker 1: course his head wear was severed from all outside networks. 1825 01:34:08,160 --> 01:34:10,040 Speaker 1: He couldn't connect to the car any more than he 1826 01:34:10,040 --> 01:34:12,960 Speaker 1: could blink send an email, he decided to ask Manny 1827 01:34:13,000 --> 01:34:17,120 Speaker 1: to put something on Niggay Music. Can you music? Rowland 1828 01:34:17,200 --> 01:34:19,479 Speaker 1: realized he was slurring and his words were not coming 1829 01:34:19,479 --> 01:34:22,880 Speaker 1: out the way he'd intended. The kid Manny looked irritated. 1830 01:34:23,280 --> 01:34:26,479 Speaker 1: How fucked up are you right now? Roland gave a 1831 01:34:26,479 --> 01:34:30,040 Speaker 1: shrug that meant very You know my ass is on 1832 01:34:30,040 --> 01:34:32,120 Speaker 1: the line here too. I'm not made of whatever fucked 1833 01:34:32,200 --> 01:34:34,479 Speaker 1: up science you've got in your veins. I'd appreciate it 1834 01:34:34,520 --> 01:34:38,000 Speaker 1: if you took this seriously on an objective level. The 1835 01:34:38,080 --> 01:34:40,599 Speaker 1: kid's request was fair. This must be a big moment 1836 01:34:40,640 --> 01:34:43,479 Speaker 1: for him, going off on a dangerous mission to enemy territory, 1837 01:34:43,520 --> 01:34:47,639 Speaker 1: et cetera. But to Rowland, this was Tuesday or whatever 1838 01:34:47,720 --> 01:34:50,479 Speaker 1: day it actually was. He'd disabled his clock and calendar 1839 01:34:50,600 --> 01:34:54,200 Speaker 1: years ago because funk that noise. Funk that noise, he said, 1840 01:34:54,240 --> 01:34:58,479 Speaker 1: without meaning to good God, I'm so high what Manny 1841 01:34:58,560 --> 01:35:02,679 Speaker 1: sounded confused and perturb Sorry, man Roland rubbed his eyes, 1842 01:35:02,840 --> 01:35:05,639 Speaker 1: a little dazed from the opium. I wasn't talking to you. 1843 01:35:06,160 --> 01:35:10,000 Speaker 1: I am the only other person in this car, Manny said, Yeah, 1844 01:35:10,200 --> 01:35:12,920 Speaker 1: you know him. Highest shit words come out sometimes they 1845 01:35:12,920 --> 01:35:16,200 Speaker 1: aren't meant for anyone they just happened. The car slowed 1846 01:35:16,240 --> 01:35:18,479 Speaker 1: and Manny pulled over to the shoulder of the cracked 1847 01:35:18,479 --> 01:35:21,280 Speaker 1: old highway. When the car came to a stop, he 1848 01:35:21,320 --> 01:35:23,360 Speaker 1: put his head in his hands and breathed in in 1849 01:35:23,400 --> 01:35:26,519 Speaker 1: and out very slowly. It took Roland a moment to 1850 01:35:26,560 --> 01:35:29,720 Speaker 1: realize the kid was going through a panic attack. He's 1851 01:35:29,760 --> 01:35:32,520 Speaker 1: never done anything like this before. Of course, he's terrified. 1852 01:35:33,120 --> 01:35:35,559 Speaker 1: Roland wondered if he should do something to comfort the kid. 1853 01:35:36,560 --> 01:35:40,719 Speaker 1: You know, he said, I've killed about twelve thousand armed people. 1854 01:35:41,680 --> 01:35:44,280 Speaker 1: Many turned to stare at him. He looked shocked, but 1855 01:35:44,560 --> 01:35:48,000 Speaker 1: Roland noted with satisfaction the statement had disrupted his panic. 1856 01:35:48,680 --> 01:35:51,879 Speaker 1: What what the I mean, give or take a handful? 1857 01:35:52,000 --> 01:35:54,920 Speaker 1: Roland continued, I burnt my brains, killed canter out with 1858 01:35:54,960 --> 01:35:58,559 Speaker 1: crocodile and sheep vodka while back. Why would you tell 1859 01:35:58,560 --> 01:36:01,559 Speaker 1: me this? Why would you think this would help? Because, 1860 01:36:01,880 --> 01:36:04,879 Speaker 1: Roland said, We're about to go into a very dangerous 1861 01:36:04,880 --> 01:36:07,800 Speaker 1: place together. You're scared you're gonna die, and I want 1862 01:36:07,800 --> 01:36:10,240 Speaker 1: you to know, however many arm nut jobs are in 1863 01:36:10,280 --> 01:36:14,360 Speaker 1: that city, I can murder them, all of them. Manny 1864 01:36:14,479 --> 01:36:17,799 Speaker 1: stared at him. He still looked terrified and vaguely pissed, 1865 01:36:18,040 --> 01:36:20,679 Speaker 1: but his heart rate was steadier, his breathing had slowed. 1866 01:36:21,080 --> 01:36:25,920 Speaker 1: Roland declared his gambit a success. Okay, the kid finally said, 1867 01:36:26,120 --> 01:36:30,280 Speaker 1: that's actually comforting. Thank you. There was silence for a beat, 1868 01:36:30,439 --> 01:36:33,920 Speaker 1: and then Roland spoke again that all sudden, I'd prefer 1869 01:36:34,040 --> 01:36:37,120 Speaker 1: not to kill anyone. I'd really prefer that. I was 1870 01:36:37,160 --> 01:36:39,320 Speaker 1: on a pretty good no murder streak until a couple 1871 01:36:39,320 --> 01:36:41,639 Speaker 1: of days back. I'm trying to stay on the wagon. 1872 01:36:41,800 --> 01:36:44,800 Speaker 1: So a talk, well, be a good face, man. This 1873 01:36:44,840 --> 01:36:47,320 Speaker 1: will all be easier if I don't have to commit murder. 1874 01:36:48,120 --> 01:36:50,400 Speaker 1: Manny looked a bit nervous again, but he popped the 1875 01:36:50,439 --> 01:36:54,000 Speaker 1: car into drive and rolled back onto the highway. I'll 1876 01:36:54,040 --> 01:36:57,439 Speaker 1: do my best, he said. They were an hour outside 1877 01:36:57,439 --> 01:36:59,680 Speaker 1: of Dallas when they hit the first checkpoint and the 1878 01:36:59,760 --> 01:37:02,599 Speaker 1: king Him's guards ordered them out of the truck. Roland 1879 01:37:02,680 --> 01:37:05,400 Speaker 1: stepped out with his hands up. Manny had done the same. 1880 01:37:05,840 --> 01:37:09,360 Speaker 1: The guards scanned them, verified their status as Republic citizens, 1881 01:37:09,640 --> 01:37:12,680 Speaker 1: and then the questioning started. What brings you to the 1882 01:37:12,720 --> 01:37:15,800 Speaker 1: heavenly Kingdom? Their leader, a fat man with a kalashnikov, 1883 01:37:15,960 --> 01:37:19,120 Speaker 1: asked Manny, we heard about the amnesty. Manny replied, and 1884 01:37:19,120 --> 01:37:21,000 Speaker 1: we thought it sounded good. We we want to live 1885 01:37:21,080 --> 01:37:24,439 Speaker 1: under the rule of God. The fat man grunted. So 1886 01:37:24,479 --> 01:37:28,439 Speaker 1: you're both good, god fearing men, then, yes, sir, Manny nodded, 1887 01:37:28,600 --> 01:37:30,400 Speaker 1: of course, and praise be to God for all the 1888 01:37:30,479 --> 01:37:33,320 Speaker 1: victories you've won here. The fat man sniffed at the 1889 01:37:33,320 --> 01:37:35,800 Speaker 1: air and looked over to his partner. I'm not wild 1890 01:37:35,840 --> 01:37:38,559 Speaker 1: about another skin here, Hanson. You think we need any 1891 01:37:38,560 --> 01:37:44,000 Speaker 1: more Mexicans? Hanson shrugged, orders say, the faithful are all welcome. Yeah, 1892 01:37:44,040 --> 01:37:47,240 Speaker 1: the fat guy continued, if they're faithful. He looked back 1893 01:37:47,240 --> 01:37:49,360 Speaker 1: to Manny. Why did it take a couple of devout 1894 01:37:49,400 --> 01:37:51,559 Speaker 1: men like yourselves so long to make a break for 1895 01:37:51,600 --> 01:37:54,240 Speaker 1: the heavenly kingdom. We've been at this fight for a while, 1896 01:37:54,360 --> 01:37:57,559 Speaker 1: you know I. I I mean we we were scared, and 1897 01:37:57,600 --> 01:38:00,320 Speaker 1: we didn't we weren't sure what to believe. What you're 1898 01:38:00,360 --> 01:38:03,320 Speaker 1: supposed to believe is the word of God, the man snarled. 1899 01:38:03,479 --> 01:38:05,559 Speaker 1: And that's as clear as day to everyone who lives 1900 01:38:05,600 --> 01:38:08,320 Speaker 1: inside the kingdom. He looked back at his men and 1901 01:38:08,400 --> 01:38:12,120 Speaker 1: smiled an evil wolfie grin Hanson, malloy, I think we 1902 01:38:12,240 --> 01:38:16,040 Speaker 1: might need to question these two more intensively. Radio command, 1903 01:38:16,160 --> 01:38:19,360 Speaker 1: and that was the last thing the fat man said. 1904 01:38:19,800 --> 01:38:23,400 Speaker 1: Probably ever, Roland shoved a hand into the martyr's mouth, 1905 01:38:23,520 --> 01:38:27,160 Speaker 1: pulled downwards, and shattered his jaw in four places. Then 1906 01:38:27,200 --> 01:38:30,599 Speaker 1: he leapt into the others. It went quickly. He gouged eyes, 1907 01:38:30,680 --> 01:38:33,559 Speaker 1: broke jaws, severed tongues, and then started in on their limbs. 1908 01:38:34,000 --> 01:38:36,320 Speaker 1: By the end of it, all four men were still alive, 1909 01:38:36,640 --> 01:38:38,599 Speaker 1: but none of them were in any shape to report 1910 01:38:38,640 --> 01:38:43,040 Speaker 1: on what they'd seen. Manny vomited several times. What I 1911 01:38:43,080 --> 01:38:45,760 Speaker 1: want to do in your best, Manny, Roland asked, more 1912 01:38:45,800 --> 01:38:49,479 Speaker 1: irritated than angry. Once he'd finished, the kid recoiled, Roland 1913 01:38:49,520 --> 01:38:52,160 Speaker 1: realized Manny had started to shake a little. He also 1914 01:38:52,240 --> 01:38:54,120 Speaker 1: realized there was still a part of a man's ear 1915 01:38:54,160 --> 01:38:57,679 Speaker 1: in his mouth. A hell, you scared him, Sorry, kid, 1916 01:38:57,840 --> 01:39:00,760 Speaker 1: he said, and squatted down next to Manny. Look, the 1917 01:39:00,800 --> 01:39:02,960 Speaker 1: odds were always good that this first try was going 1918 01:39:03,000 --> 01:39:05,559 Speaker 1: to be a scratch. The good news is they've got 1919 01:39:05,600 --> 01:39:08,400 Speaker 1: other checkpoints. Will hop on the access road and find 1920 01:39:08,400 --> 01:39:11,720 Speaker 1: the next one. It'll be fine. What did you too 1921 01:39:11,800 --> 01:39:15,320 Speaker 1: to Manny started? I stopped them from talking, he said, 1922 01:39:15,560 --> 01:39:18,759 Speaker 1: very quickly. No one's dead. There'll be a He glanced 1923 01:39:18,800 --> 01:39:21,880 Speaker 1: down at the burbling, bleeding mess of shattered humans. They'll 1924 01:39:21,960 --> 01:39:24,759 Speaker 1: be I, but we need to move now before someone 1925 01:39:24,800 --> 01:39:26,880 Speaker 1: else comes along. And I got to break them too. 1926 01:39:27,920 --> 01:39:30,160 Speaker 1: Roland popped open the cab so he could change into 1927 01:39:30,200 --> 01:39:32,840 Speaker 1: a clean set of spare clothes. It was grateful that 1928 01:39:32,880 --> 01:39:35,519 Speaker 1: skullfucker Mike had packed them bags to lend their story 1929 01:39:35,600 --> 01:39:40,000 Speaker 1: extra versimilitude. Manny changed too, and once his hands stopped shaking, 1930 01:39:40,080 --> 01:39:43,040 Speaker 1: they rolled off to the next checkpoint. Roland tried not 1931 01:39:43,120 --> 01:39:45,320 Speaker 1: to think too much about the men he'd just broken. 1932 01:39:45,760 --> 01:39:47,599 Speaker 1: That helped that one of them had been an asshole. 1933 01:39:47,720 --> 01:39:50,240 Speaker 1: It helped that none of them had died. But still 1934 01:39:51,040 --> 01:39:53,599 Speaker 1: they hit the next checkpoint eight minutes later, and things 1935 01:39:53,640 --> 01:39:57,040 Speaker 1: went much better this time. For one thing, it was busier. 1936 01:39:57,439 --> 01:39:59,599 Speaker 1: There were already a dozen other cars in line when 1937 01:39:59,640 --> 01:40:02,000 Speaker 1: they pulled in. The guy who was questioning them was 1938 01:40:02,080 --> 01:40:05,640 Speaker 1: less of an asshole, and he seemed to buy Manny's claim. 1939 01:40:05,720 --> 01:40:08,200 Speaker 1: We weren't brave enough to make the journey until now, 1940 01:40:08,240 --> 01:40:10,679 Speaker 1: but we prayed all night about this. I know it's 1941 01:40:10,680 --> 01:40:13,519 Speaker 1: the right thing to do. Roland had to fight to 1942 01:40:13,560 --> 01:40:16,680 Speaker 1: avoid rolling his eyes. The line worked, though the man 1943 01:40:16,720 --> 01:40:18,720 Speaker 1: at the checkpoint waved the men and issued them a 1944 01:40:18,760 --> 01:40:22,280 Speaker 1: temporary transit pass. This is good for six hours. The 1945 01:40:22,360 --> 01:40:25,479 Speaker 1: checkpoint officer said, that's plenty of time to find the 1946 01:40:25,479 --> 01:40:28,559 Speaker 1: immigration center and poured in if you're caught driving around 1947 01:40:28,600 --> 01:40:31,240 Speaker 1: the Kingdom after that, it won't end well for you. 1948 01:40:32,439 --> 01:40:35,200 Speaker 1: They drove on, but it was slow going. After the checkpoint, 1949 01:40:35,439 --> 01:40:38,160 Speaker 1: the roads into Dallas were choked with ruined vehicles and 1950 01:40:38,360 --> 01:40:41,160 Speaker 1: actual traffic. It looked as if hundreds of people had 1951 01:40:41,200 --> 01:40:44,879 Speaker 1: taken the Heavenly Kingdom up on its amnesty offer. Roland 1952 01:40:45,040 --> 01:40:47,799 Speaker 1: couldn't fault them for that. The Kingdom seemed to be winning. 1953 01:40:48,560 --> 01:40:51,240 Speaker 1: As they rolled towards Plano, they were stopped regularly by 1954 01:40:51,240 --> 01:40:54,320 Speaker 1: patrolling martyrs and asked to present their papers, But bit 1955 01:40:54,360 --> 01:40:56,760 Speaker 1: by bit they made their way onto and through the 1956 01:40:56,800 --> 01:41:00,320 Speaker 1: packed and crumbling highways of Old Dallas. At one point 1957 01:41:00,360 --> 01:41:04,440 Speaker 1: they found themselves installed traffic on Highway seventy five, overlooking 1958 01:41:04,479 --> 01:41:07,800 Speaker 1: the cratered ruins of the Lakewood Blast. He felt cold 1959 01:41:07,800 --> 01:41:10,639 Speaker 1: October air. He smelled barrel fires and heard the sharp 1960 01:41:10,720 --> 01:41:13,320 Speaker 1: crack of rifle ry. He saw flashes of a face. 1961 01:41:13,520 --> 01:41:15,719 Speaker 1: It might have been Gem's, and he remembered the feeling 1962 01:41:15,760 --> 01:41:19,000 Speaker 1: of a cold metal handle attached to something heavy dense. 1963 01:41:19,360 --> 01:41:22,479 Speaker 1: He remembered yelling too, a small, sweaty hand held tight 1964 01:41:22,479 --> 01:41:28,040 Speaker 1: in his own. He remembered guilt. What's up, Manny asked. 1965 01:41:28,200 --> 01:41:30,760 Speaker 1: He looked over at Roland and his eyes widened. Dude, 1966 01:41:30,800 --> 01:41:32,880 Speaker 1: you're shaking. Don't tell me you're flipping out now. We're 1967 01:41:32,920 --> 01:41:35,960 Speaker 1: way too deep in this thing. Roland shook his head. 1968 01:41:36,200 --> 01:41:39,080 Speaker 1: It's it's it's nothing, he said. Just a piece of 1969 01:41:39,080 --> 01:41:41,320 Speaker 1: an old memory hit me in the face. I think 1970 01:41:41,360 --> 01:41:44,320 Speaker 1: I was in town when that fucker went off. The 1971 01:41:44,360 --> 01:41:48,080 Speaker 1: young man's pupils grew as big as saucers virga, he spent. 1972 01:41:48,280 --> 01:41:51,880 Speaker 1: You're fullish shit, Roland shrugged. I don't know. Maybe it's 1973 01:41:51,920 --> 01:41:54,040 Speaker 1: just a piece of a memory. I might be confusing 1974 01:41:54,040 --> 01:41:56,920 Speaker 1: it with something else. Sure got triggered by seeing the 1975 01:41:56,960 --> 01:42:01,160 Speaker 1: blast side, though Manny was not sadatisfied by that answer. 1976 01:42:01,520 --> 01:42:04,120 Speaker 1: I refuse to believe that someone could watch an atom 1977 01:42:04,200 --> 01:42:06,839 Speaker 1: bomb evisceerate a city and not have a clear memory 1978 01:42:06,840 --> 01:42:09,040 Speaker 1: of it. I had to take anti radtills my whole 1979 01:42:09,080 --> 01:42:13,080 Speaker 1: childhood because of that bomb. I don't have any clear memories, kid, 1980 01:42:13,520 --> 01:42:16,599 Speaker 1: none from further back than about I guess fibery years ago. 1981 01:42:16,960 --> 01:42:18,960 Speaker 1: I don't have a whole lot of clear memories since 1982 01:42:19,000 --> 01:42:21,679 Speaker 1: then either, but that's from the drugs. What the hell 1983 01:42:21,720 --> 01:42:24,759 Speaker 1: happened to you, Manny asked, I thought you post humans 1984 01:42:24,760 --> 01:42:27,080 Speaker 1: all had hard drives running through your blood. Were you 1985 01:42:27,120 --> 01:42:30,879 Speaker 1: too cheap to pay for a photographic memory? Roland scratched 1986 01:42:30,880 --> 01:42:33,839 Speaker 1: his neck. He wasn't ditchy, it was a nervous gesture. 1987 01:42:34,160 --> 01:42:36,120 Speaker 1: He was a little fascinated at the fact that this 1988 01:42:36,160 --> 01:42:39,439 Speaker 1: line of questioning made him feel nervous. He really couldn't 1989 01:42:39,479 --> 01:42:41,880 Speaker 1: remember the last time a conversation had made him feel 1990 01:42:41,880 --> 01:42:45,519 Speaker 1: that way. Weird. I got hurt, was all he could 1991 01:42:45,560 --> 01:42:48,559 Speaker 1: honestly say. I don't remember much of anything from before 1992 01:42:48,600 --> 01:42:53,160 Speaker 1: the revolution. Now I don't really remember the revolution. The 1993 01:42:53,240 --> 01:42:56,240 Speaker 1: line of cars started moving again. Manny popped the car 1994 01:42:56,360 --> 01:43:00,000 Speaker 1: back into drive, and they rolled further into the Heavenly Kingdom. 1995 01:43:00,000 --> 01:43:02,920 Speaker 1: Both men were quiet for a minute until Roland spoke again, 1996 01:43:04,000 --> 01:43:06,760 Speaker 1: That's why I'm doing this, you know. He wasn't sure 1997 01:43:06,760 --> 01:43:08,840 Speaker 1: why he was saying all this, but Roland found he 1998 01:43:08,880 --> 01:43:11,880 Speaker 1: couldn't stop himself. Jim, the guy who brought me on, 1999 01:43:12,080 --> 01:43:14,760 Speaker 1: he knows some fucking East Coast surgeon who specializes in 2000 01:43:14,840 --> 01:43:17,599 Speaker 1: post human brains. They think they can give me back 2001 01:43:17,640 --> 01:43:21,240 Speaker 1: my memory. This rescue mission is that's how I pay 2002 01:43:21,320 --> 01:43:25,479 Speaker 1: for that. Are you sure you want those memories back? Mann? 2003 01:43:25,479 --> 01:43:27,760 Speaker 1: He asked, what fun do you mean? I don't even 2004 01:43:27,760 --> 01:43:30,000 Speaker 1: know who I am or was right now. Wouldn't you 2005 01:43:30,040 --> 01:43:33,400 Speaker 1: want that ship back if you lost it? Many glanced 2006 01:43:33,439 --> 01:43:36,479 Speaker 1: over to him they locked eyes. I don't know, the 2007 01:43:36,560 --> 01:43:39,840 Speaker 1: kid said, you say you killed at least twelve thousand people. 2008 01:43:40,200 --> 01:43:42,439 Speaker 1: I've been working as a fixer for the last two years, 2009 01:43:42,479 --> 01:43:45,040 Speaker 1: and I've seen a lot of fucked up eyes, dead 2010 01:43:45,040 --> 01:43:47,800 Speaker 1: eyes on men who've done too much killing. But none 2011 01:43:47,840 --> 01:43:50,040 Speaker 1: of them hold a candle to what's going on there. 2012 01:43:50,280 --> 01:43:53,240 Speaker 1: He pointed to Roland's face. I don't know. I got 2013 01:43:53,320 --> 01:43:55,879 Speaker 1: a feeling your past is one big fucked up nightmare. 2014 01:43:56,320 --> 01:43:59,680 Speaker 1: Maybe you're better off without it. Roland was quiet for 2015 01:43:59,720 --> 01:44:02,960 Speaker 1: a while, and Manny didn't say anything else. They crept 2016 01:44:03,000 --> 01:44:05,599 Speaker 1: along and stops and starts, and inched closer to Plano 2017 01:44:05,680 --> 01:44:09,160 Speaker 1: as the sun cracked open the horizon. Kid At a point, 2018 01:44:09,320 --> 01:44:12,559 Speaker 1: Roland decided he'd worried about the same thing himself since 2019 01:44:12,640 --> 01:44:15,519 Speaker 1: Jim made the offer every hour or so, he still 2020 01:44:15,520 --> 01:44:18,400 Speaker 1: found himself thinking about the driver of that technical The 2021 01:44:18,520 --> 01:44:21,519 Speaker 1: man had reeked of love, and yeah, the guy had 2022 01:44:21,560 --> 01:44:25,160 Speaker 1: been fighting to establish a crystal fascist nightmare state. Somehow, 2023 01:44:25,200 --> 01:44:28,400 Speaker 1: that didn't mitigate his death. In Roland's head, most causes 2024 01:44:28,439 --> 01:44:31,960 Speaker 1: were ship. Most men who fought for anything fought for nightmares. 2025 01:44:32,439 --> 01:44:34,559 Speaker 1: That guy and all his friends had just been doing 2026 01:44:34,600 --> 01:44:37,080 Speaker 1: what felt right based on the ship lives they'd lived. 2027 01:44:37,479 --> 01:44:39,160 Speaker 1: The same thing had to be true for most of 2028 01:44:39,160 --> 01:44:42,920 Speaker 1: the soldiers and insurgents Rowland had killed. How many civilians 2029 01:44:42,920 --> 01:44:45,479 Speaker 1: did you kill, Roland? How many lives did you in 2030 01:44:45,680 --> 01:44:48,880 Speaker 1: just to keep the battle drugs flowing? When he thought 2031 01:44:48,880 --> 01:44:51,880 Speaker 1: about it that way, he really didn't want his memories back. 2032 01:44:52,840 --> 01:44:55,640 Speaker 1: But then, of course there was Topaz. He loved her 2033 01:44:55,680 --> 01:44:58,760 Speaker 1: so much, or rather, the pieces of him that remembered 2034 01:44:58,760 --> 01:45:01,840 Speaker 1: her loved her so much. Roland knew he wanted those 2035 01:45:01,840 --> 01:45:05,080 Speaker 1: memories back. He kneeded them back. Every time he thought 2036 01:45:05,120 --> 01:45:07,760 Speaker 1: about her face, something twisted inside him, as if his 2037 01:45:07,840 --> 01:45:10,320 Speaker 1: guts were being tugged in whatever direction he thought she 2038 01:45:10,439 --> 01:45:12,880 Speaker 1: might be. It was a weird way to feel about 2039 01:45:12,920 --> 01:45:16,320 Speaker 1: a woman he only remembered in fragments. Roland shook his 2040 01:45:16,400 --> 01:45:18,639 Speaker 1: head in a nervous attempt to shake the thoughts from 2041 01:45:18,640 --> 01:45:21,679 Speaker 1: his mind. Then he stared ahead at the line of cars. 2042 01:45:22,720 --> 01:45:25,640 Speaker 1: The immigration center was chaotic, crowded, and heavy with the 2043 01:45:25,680 --> 01:45:28,599 Speaker 1: smell of scared humans. It was also a happier place 2044 01:45:28,600 --> 01:45:32,000 Speaker 1: than Roland would have expected. Martyrs and fresh, olive drab 2045 01:45:32,080 --> 01:45:34,880 Speaker 1: uniforms with bright golden crosses and blazoned on the arms, 2046 01:45:34,880 --> 01:45:37,479 Speaker 1: handed out food, water, and even cups of instant coffee 2047 01:45:37,520 --> 01:45:40,559 Speaker 1: to the adults. They posed for pictures with children. The 2048 01:45:40,600 --> 01:45:43,080 Speaker 1: whole place almost had the air of a party about it. 2049 01:45:43,360 --> 01:45:46,080 Speaker 1: There was some one filming too. Roland guessed he must 2050 01:45:46,160 --> 01:45:49,120 Speaker 1: be a propagandist for the Kingdom, putting together some sort 2051 01:45:49,120 --> 01:45:52,200 Speaker 1: of documentary. They stood in line for two full hours 2052 01:45:52,280 --> 01:45:54,719 Speaker 1: before it was their turn in front of the intake officer. 2053 01:45:55,360 --> 01:45:57,920 Speaker 1: He was an older man with a big, bushy mustache, 2054 01:45:58,040 --> 01:46:00,639 Speaker 1: red jowls, and a droopy rooster all of a throat. 2055 01:46:01,000 --> 01:46:03,360 Speaker 1: He had a whiny voice that baraged them with questions 2056 01:46:03,400 --> 01:46:06,200 Speaker 1: as soon as they sat down at his desk. How 2057 01:46:06,200 --> 01:46:08,680 Speaker 1: many apostles did Christ have? What was the name of 2058 01:46:08,720 --> 01:46:11,160 Speaker 1: the hill where our Lord was crucified? What is the 2059 01:46:11,160 --> 01:46:15,240 Speaker 1: fifth commandment? Manny answered every question while Roland sat there 2060 01:46:15,240 --> 01:46:18,439 Speaker 1: and smiled vacantly like an invalid. They decided in the 2061 01:46:18,479 --> 01:46:21,679 Speaker 1: car that playing dumb was his best option. He'd probably 2062 01:46:21,680 --> 01:46:23,680 Speaker 1: wind up starting a fight if he talked to the man, 2063 01:46:23,760 --> 01:46:26,920 Speaker 1: And besides, Boland didn't know shit about the Bible. He 2064 01:46:26,920 --> 01:46:30,200 Speaker 1: didn't even have any memory fragments of church services. And 2065 01:46:30,240 --> 01:46:32,800 Speaker 1: why is it that you're answering all the questions, young man? 2066 01:46:32,960 --> 01:46:35,800 Speaker 1: The officer finally asked, what about your friend here erin? 2067 01:46:35,920 --> 01:46:40,200 Speaker 1: Is it? Ah? Yeah? Roland replied, I just I don't know. 2068 01:46:40,360 --> 01:46:43,040 Speaker 1: I don't test so good. Mom said, I ain't a thinker, 2069 01:46:43,640 --> 01:46:46,760 Speaker 1: but you are a Christian? Yes, oh yes, sir, he 2070 01:46:46,840 --> 01:46:50,439 Speaker 1: nodded enthusiastically. I love God. I am all about God. 2071 01:46:51,240 --> 01:46:54,479 Speaker 1: The intake officer narrowed his eyes at Roland. Manny flashed 2072 01:46:54,560 --> 01:46:56,400 Speaker 1: him a look of fury, and then quickly turned it 2073 01:46:56,439 --> 01:47:00,320 Speaker 1: into a smile directed at the officer. He's a he's slow, sir. 2074 01:47:00,680 --> 01:47:02,519 Speaker 1: His mama took care of him, but she died in 2075 01:47:02,560 --> 01:47:05,599 Speaker 1: a drone strike two months back from the SDF. I'm 2076 01:47:05,640 --> 01:47:09,200 Speaker 1: just trying to make sure he's okay. The man grunted 2077 01:47:09,280 --> 01:47:11,720 Speaker 1: and then looked to Roland. I imagine that must make 2078 01:47:11,760 --> 01:47:15,080 Speaker 1: you angry losing your mother. Roland nodded and put on 2079 01:47:15,120 --> 01:47:18,280 Speaker 1: his best fasimile of an angry face. They're bad men. 2080 01:47:18,479 --> 01:47:22,559 Speaker 1: I want to hurt them back. The intake officer chuckled. Well, 2081 01:47:22,680 --> 01:47:25,280 Speaker 1: I've got good news for you. Then. The Heavenly Kingdom 2082 01:47:25,320 --> 01:47:28,160 Speaker 1: needs soldiers. I'm sending you both to a training platoon. 2083 01:47:28,360 --> 01:47:30,720 Speaker 1: In a few days, you'll be martyrs and you'll have 2084 01:47:30,760 --> 01:47:34,120 Speaker 1: a chance to get your revenge. Wait, Mann, he asked, 2085 01:47:34,280 --> 01:47:38,840 Speaker 1: we're being drafted. The officer narrowed his piggy eyes. The 2086 01:47:38,840 --> 01:47:42,000 Speaker 1: Heavenly Kingdom is fighting for its life. Boys. Every person 2087 01:47:42,040 --> 01:47:44,599 Speaker 1: we let in has a job. There are no shirkers here, 2088 01:47:44,720 --> 01:47:47,080 Speaker 1: no layabouts. If you aren't willing to help build the 2089 01:47:47,160 --> 01:47:49,360 Speaker 1: Kingdom of God on earth, we have no use for you. 2090 01:47:49,680 --> 01:47:52,479 Speaker 1: And I've decided you boys will best serve God in 2091 01:47:52,520 --> 01:47:57,240 Speaker 1: our infantry. And just like that, Roland found himself inducted 2092 01:47:57,240 --> 01:47:59,880 Speaker 1: into a military for what was at least the set 2093 01:48:00,200 --> 01:48:03,400 Speaker 1: time in his life. The intake officer gave them more papers, 2094 01:48:03,520 --> 01:48:06,120 Speaker 1: signed a mustering order, and sent them off with directions 2095 01:48:06,120 --> 01:48:08,880 Speaker 1: to find the barracks that was apparently their new home. 2096 01:48:09,600 --> 01:48:12,320 Speaker 1: Manny handled the rest of the interaction, well. He even 2097 01:48:12,360 --> 01:48:16,040 Speaker 1: managed to act enthusiastic after his first startled outburst, But 2098 01:48:16,120 --> 01:48:18,080 Speaker 1: once they were out of ear shot back in the truck, 2099 01:48:18,240 --> 01:48:22,559 Speaker 1: he started to hyperventilate again. It looked like another panic attack. Gerda, 2100 01:48:22,720 --> 01:48:26,200 Speaker 1: He cursed. This was such a fucking bad idea. Hey, 2101 01:48:26,439 --> 01:48:28,479 Speaker 1: Roland patted the kid on the shoulder. It's gonna be 2102 01:48:28,520 --> 01:48:31,800 Speaker 1: all right, buddy. Some aspect of his comforting tactic must 2103 01:48:31,800 --> 01:48:34,479 Speaker 1: have gone wrong, because the kid just looked pissed. Do 2104 01:48:34,560 --> 01:48:37,720 Speaker 1: you not realize how fun this is? Manny shoved Roland back. 2105 01:48:37,920 --> 01:48:40,679 Speaker 1: We're supposed to be affecting a rescue here, he yelled. 2106 01:48:40,800 --> 01:48:43,040 Speaker 1: They're going to have us drilling and training day and night. 2107 01:48:43,120 --> 01:48:45,320 Speaker 1: Will be surrounded by soldiers. I thought we'd just be 2108 01:48:45,360 --> 01:48:47,600 Speaker 1: squatting in an apartment saying some piece be with you is. 2109 01:48:47,600 --> 01:48:49,360 Speaker 1: When we went outside, I thought we were going to 2110 01:48:49,479 --> 01:48:51,760 Speaker 1: track down those hostages and like a day. Now, what 2111 01:48:51,800 --> 01:48:54,519 Speaker 1: the funk are we supposed to do? Roland thought about 2112 01:48:54,560 --> 01:48:56,760 Speaker 1: that for a moment. He thought about the martyrs he'd 2113 01:48:56,760 --> 01:48:59,120 Speaker 1: faced on the battlefield three days ago and their motley 2114 01:48:59,240 --> 01:49:03,439 Speaker 1: armor and batter rusted weaponry. Look, he said, this for 2115 01:49:03,520 --> 01:49:05,920 Speaker 1: a real army, we'd be fucked. But you've seen how 2116 01:49:05,920 --> 01:49:09,760 Speaker 1: these guys fight. They had numbers and some professionals, but 2117 01:49:09,840 --> 01:49:12,280 Speaker 1: the bulk of their forces are just poor dumb fox 2118 01:49:12,320 --> 01:49:14,320 Speaker 1: with a week's worth of training and whatever gun was 2119 01:49:14,400 --> 01:49:17,240 Speaker 1: lying around. We're not going to be drilling from dawn 2120 01:49:17,240 --> 01:49:20,800 Speaker 1: till dusk, he gestured at the truck's dashboard. They're letting 2121 01:49:20,880 --> 01:49:22,960 Speaker 1: us drive our own fucking truck up there. This ain't 2122 01:49:22,960 --> 01:49:25,599 Speaker 1: gonna be like a real army. I guarantee you will 2123 01:49:25,640 --> 01:49:28,479 Speaker 1: have time to do our ship. Stay calm, stick close 2124 01:49:28,520 --> 01:49:30,840 Speaker 1: to me, do what I do. I'm real fucking good 2125 01:49:30,840 --> 01:49:33,639 Speaker 1: at soldiering. If you follow my lead, they love us 2126 01:49:33,680 --> 01:49:36,200 Speaker 1: and our job will be that much easier. And what 2127 01:49:36,240 --> 01:49:38,559 Speaker 1: if something goes wrong? Man, he asked, what if they 2128 01:49:38,560 --> 01:49:41,639 Speaker 1: catch us? Rolland shrugged. If they catch us, them will 2129 01:49:41,680 --> 01:49:43,760 Speaker 1: already be in the middle of their army. That will 2130 01:49:43,800 --> 01:49:49,400 Speaker 1: save me so much time. Hey, I've written a novel. 2131 01:49:49,439 --> 01:49:51,360 Speaker 1: It's called After the Revolution. 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