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Speaker 1: Welcome back to good Mom's Bad Choices.

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Speaker 2: I'm Erica and I'm Nila, and it is Wednesday, house,

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Speaker 2: Happy motherfucking hump day, bitches, the best day of the week.

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Speaker 2: It's Monday's over. We're halfway in, We're almost the weekend.

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Speaker 2: I feel like Wednesday is a good day. It is.

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Speaker 2: I think America officially got rid of Friday as a workday,

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Speaker 2: so it's good.

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Speaker 1: Nay, yeah, it's recent.

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Speaker 2: It's been cycling out for some time.

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Speaker 1: Are people not working on Fridays so you get fourday weekends?

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Speaker 2: Mostly not in la I think students don't take class

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Speaker 2: on Friday. We don't get forty we don't get Forday weekends.

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Speaker 2: The well we I mean, are we supposed to give

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Speaker 2: our people for day?

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Speaker 1: Whoever's listening to shut out, don't return, turn it off

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Speaker 1: now you don't get Friday off.

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Speaker 2: I don't know. Maybe that's just like a personal belief

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Speaker 2: that i've I've I've adapted. I don't know if it's

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Speaker 2: actually cycling out. I'm sorry for anyone. Everyone's pissed going

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Speaker 2: to work like, I don't know why I'm working Fridays.

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Speaker 1: You guys, we're in Dallas.

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Speaker 2: Yeehaw haw you know, every time I'm in a southern city,

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Speaker 2: I like to use my accent.

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Speaker 1: You're really good at that.

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Speaker 2: It's my favorite every time, you know what. And this

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Speaker 2: week I deliberately left all my cowgirl boots at home.

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Speaker 1: Wow, this is very rare. It's a very rare occurrence.

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Speaker 1: I know.

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Speaker 2: I was like, can I go to a southern city

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Speaker 2: with no cowboy boots?

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Speaker 3: Well?

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Speaker 1: You know why, because we need to buy some.

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Speaker 2: Hats, may babe, we buy shoes and hats here. Oh yes,

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Speaker 2: gram time, yes, yes, yes. Anyway, we have a very

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Speaker 2: very very special guest here today with us, a long

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Speaker 2: time coming. Second, her second time on the show. The

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Speaker 2: first time was during COVID. Yeah, during COVID it was

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Speaker 2: fucking deep. Twenty twenty. We had her on for Money March,

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Speaker 2: Money March, Money March. Oh my god, that was such

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Speaker 2: a great month. That was a good month. And your episode, well,

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Speaker 2: let me let's introduce her. We have the beautiful, amazing

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Speaker 2: Loose Warrior. Thank you so much for coming on our show.

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Speaker 2: Louise is an intuitive, she's a wealth generator, she's a mama,

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Speaker 2: just an overall bad beach.

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Speaker 1: Thank you.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, your episode with us during Money March was so amazing.

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Speaker 2: We had such an amazing response, So many people were

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Speaker 2: so happy to be introduced to you.

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Speaker 1: I know a lot of our listeners have.

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Speaker 2: Taken your course now and are hopefully making lots of

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Speaker 2: money in the stock market and beyond.

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Speaker 4: So thank you, yeah, thank you so much for having

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Speaker 4: me and coming into the space and bringing all your

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Speaker 4: divine energy. I feel held like the So yeah, I

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Speaker 4: appreciate you all having me again and being here in Texas.

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Speaker 2: Of course, after we got off the interview, I was like,

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Speaker 2: I want to meet her in person.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: We've been like trying to make this happen for a while.

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Speaker 2: We're like, we will get to Texas somehow, we'll see

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Speaker 2: her in human I know, I was plotting it since

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Speaker 2: the day we got off that call. I'm like, we're

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Speaker 2: going to see her. Thank you for letting us come

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Speaker 2: to your home and do this, and you know, having

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Speaker 2: us in and you know, we're like, you know, we

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Speaker 2: like to stalk and get in people's faces. We're going

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Speaker 2: to make you our best friend. It's the last thing

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Speaker 2: we do. What's what's been up, what's changed, What's what's

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Speaker 2: new Since we last talked to you, It's been like

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Speaker 2: two years.

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Speaker 4: It has, it has the the you know, the the

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Speaker 4: conversation surrounding money is really growing.

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Speaker 1: It's it's taking off. I landed a book deal. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: so that's cool. We just turned in the last chapter

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Speaker 1: on Friday. Got you girl. That's a big undertaking.

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Speaker 4: It's like giving birth to a baby. Yes, And so

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Speaker 4: that that's been going on, and then we are currently

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Speaker 4: in negotiations to launch a podcast pertaining to money and

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Speaker 4: the stock market and just embracing that. So yeah, it's

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Speaker 4: been really busy. You know, it's been going really good.

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Speaker 4: We are in a really interesting time since the last

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Speaker 4: time we spoke, we were like thriving there was in

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Speaker 4: terms of the economy and just where we were there

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Speaker 4: was so much money that was being funneled in. And

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Speaker 4: so right now what we're seeing is just a little

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Speaker 4: bit of a pullback of that. It's like going inward resetting. Yeah,

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Speaker 4: so you know, it's like navigating all of the outward

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Speaker 4: things that I'm being called to do, but also navigating

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Speaker 4: how I feel like the economy and we're just having

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Speaker 4: like this massive reset right now with the.

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Speaker 1: Recession and inflation and all of those things.

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Speaker 2: I think people too are just I think one thing

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Speaker 2: COVID did in general was to make people just have

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Speaker 2: more toon over everything in their life, including finances and

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Speaker 2: like really understanding what am I spending my money on,

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Speaker 2: and like how can I make more money from home?

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Speaker 1: And how can I like not have to.

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Speaker 2: Work so hard like every single day, and like make

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Speaker 2: this economy work for me? And I know your courses

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Speaker 2: like are transformational, especially for women of color to learn

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Speaker 2: that and like really feel empowered in that space and

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Speaker 2: know that it's not just like a white person's ballgame,

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Speaker 2: and like you can do this too.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, most definitely.

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Speaker 4: I really feel like the energy of money is really

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Speaker 4: calling out for divine energy. Like I just really feel

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Speaker 4: like money is really asking bipock feminine energy take take me.

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Speaker 4: Like I'm ready to be, you know, maneuvered and manipulated

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Speaker 4: by you. I'm ready to be held by you. I'm

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Speaker 4: ready to be redistributed by you. And I think we're

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Speaker 4: really getting a sense of that as we're starting to

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Speaker 1: Just descend lives.

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Speaker 4: And yeah, like you said, like be in our power,

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Speaker 4: and I'm with you. I think we have Fridays back

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Speaker 4: that's happening.

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Speaker 2: I love that, you know, I think we manifested loose

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Speaker 2: like a witch who also knew about wealth, and like

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Speaker 2: that is a very interesting combination to request from the universe.

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Speaker 2: And literally that day we got her, and that day

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Speaker 2: it's very interesting because when you say, like money is

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Speaker 2: calling for like the divine energy and like the feminine

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Speaker 2: there's an awakening happening, and we don't really hear a

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Speaker 2: lot of people talk about like women and money and

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Speaker 2: you know, we've all grown very much since since, you know,

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Speaker 2: And I didn't realize until recently, like how much of

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Speaker 2: and like this this like energy that comes up in

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Speaker 4: Yeah, you know something really powerful that you just kind

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Speaker 4: of brought up. I did this really amazing exercise with money.

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Speaker 4: and it was so interesting what began to transpire. One

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Speaker 1: And then when I finally got to do that, I

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Speaker 4: And I started to yell at the money and like

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Speaker 1: You been there for me when I needed you? Where

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Speaker 4: What about this time? And when my car broke down?

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Speaker 4: And you know, like just I just went through a

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Speaker 1: I was angry. I started to throw the money all

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Speaker 1: Who do you not have access to? Who are you

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Speaker 4: And interestingly enough, when I started to really make money,

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Speaker 4: like come like sweep in. When that pivoted, I had

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Speaker 4: a big breakthrough in the relationship with my mom. We

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Speaker 1: Like mirroring money was mirroring the relationship.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so you made me think of the quest, you know,

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Speaker 2: Michelle my body.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, so I think with that, you know, I think

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Speaker 4: that reflected, because everything is just tied to.

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Speaker 2: Of course, I mean I think about like like reflect

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Speaker 2: I mean, I think we talked about this on the

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Speaker 2: last episode that we did with you. It's like the

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Speaker 2: even for me, this is something that I've worked on

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Speaker 2: more and more this year. Is like not saying, oh

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Speaker 2: I can't I can't afford that. I can't do that now,

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Speaker 2: like I'll get the cheaper one. Like I've been like

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Speaker 2: feels and it's helping me learn, Like why am I

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Speaker 2: I don't really want? Because I feel like that this

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Speaker 2: or I don't deserve it, you know, or like maybe later.

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Speaker 2: She's like yes, because you know, my family's like someone's starving.

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Speaker 2: Like that should be the mission for everyone, and it

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Speaker 1: In those moments, I think is so important.

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Speaker 4: I've watched my son grow up in a completely different

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Speaker 4: You know, but that's who he's cancer cancer, Yeah, he

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Speaker 4: that's all. He just needs money. And they're all mad

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Speaker 4: I think he needs to get money and we need

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Speaker 4: But I just it tells me, like, Wow, you're paying attention,

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Speaker 2: No, that's that's amazing. I mean that's really a three

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Speaker 2: kind of an entity, like we had an entity outside

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00:21:21,200 --> 00:21:25,080
Speaker 2: of just our relationship, our relationship like this third like

439
00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:28,760
Speaker 2: this third entity that is like encompasses all of what

440
00:21:28,800 --> 00:21:33,160
Speaker 2: we're building and all that we're doing. And that conversation

441
00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:39,960
Speaker 2: really transformed our business and transformed our relationship and transformed

442
00:21:39,960 --> 00:21:42,679
Speaker 2: our bond, and like realizing how much we have to

443
00:21:42,720 --> 00:21:46,400
Speaker 2: protect the entity. Yeah, it's like giving her a name,

444
00:21:46,520 --> 00:21:49,120
Speaker 2: like acknowledging her as such, because like we could feel her,

445
00:21:49,520 --> 00:21:51,520
Speaker 2: but when you like put your like when you put

446
00:21:51,560 --> 00:21:54,480
Speaker 2: words to it, I was like, oh oh, and then

447
00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:56,760
Speaker 2: we can refer to her like the entity, our entity,

448
00:21:56,840 --> 00:21:59,960
Speaker 2: like protecting our entity. But yeah, I really did shit

449
00:22:00,400 --> 00:22:02,720
Speaker 2: a lot, Like acknowledging her shifted a lot in our

450
00:22:02,760 --> 00:22:07,000
Speaker 2: business and like even like accelerated our ability to manifest.

451
00:22:07,400 --> 00:22:10,600
Speaker 4: Wow, I feel her, like even just seeing you all

452
00:22:10,600 --> 00:22:15,000
Speaker 4: in person, like your bond. I think what you have

453
00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:18,040
Speaker 4: is so special and it needs to be reflected. That's

454
00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:21,320
Speaker 4: why I think obviously it's important for you all to

455
00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:24,040
Speaker 4: protect her for you all, but I think it's also

456
00:22:24,160 --> 00:22:26,879
Speaker 4: important for you all to protect her for all of us,

457
00:22:27,320 --> 00:22:30,480
Speaker 4: so that we can see what's possible between two women.

458
00:22:30,920 --> 00:22:34,080
Speaker 4: It's so important because I think for many of us.

459
00:22:34,160 --> 00:22:37,960
Speaker 4: Those types of relationships have never been modeled, So you're

460
00:22:38,119 --> 00:22:40,160
Speaker 4: modeling something that's so beautiful.

461
00:22:40,240 --> 00:22:42,480
Speaker 1: I always feel so.

462
00:22:42,560 --> 00:22:46,399
Speaker 4: Intimidated by in a good way when I see you

463
00:22:46,440 --> 00:22:49,920
Speaker 4: all on Instagram or your power. It's just it's it's

464
00:22:50,440 --> 00:22:53,760
Speaker 4: it's what you all do together and your own and

465
00:22:53,800 --> 00:22:56,200
Speaker 4: your own body and your own right, and you open

466
00:22:56,280 --> 00:22:59,240
Speaker 4: up the space to bring me into that, you know,

467
00:22:59,320 --> 00:23:01,119
Speaker 4: And I know I'm not the only one that feels

468
00:23:01,200 --> 00:23:03,720
Speaker 4: like that. I'm sure it's every single room that you

469
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:06,239
Speaker 4: walk in. So I'm happy to hear that you all

470
00:23:06,280 --> 00:23:09,159
Speaker 4: are here in Dallas and that you all are entering

471
00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:12,199
Speaker 4: rooms where they need to see this entity, like you know,

472
00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:16,680
Speaker 4: I'm here, and because we can feel it, I'm sure

473
00:23:16,920 --> 00:23:19,080
Speaker 4: I'm sure everyone in this room can feel it.

474
00:23:19,080 --> 00:23:20,800
Speaker 1: It's not here speaking for all of us.

475
00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:23,160
Speaker 2: Thank you and thank you for sharing that message, because

476
00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:25,919
Speaker 2: truly it has been transformational and like really helped us

477
00:23:25,920 --> 00:23:30,119
Speaker 2: tap into also trusting our intuition. You know, and I

478
00:23:30,200 --> 00:23:32,760
Speaker 2: know that, like you are an intuitive and I'm just

479
00:23:32,840 --> 00:23:35,480
Speaker 2: curious to know, like I think so many women obviously,

480
00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:39,080
Speaker 2: we all have intuition, and you know, some of us

481
00:23:39,320 --> 00:23:41,320
Speaker 2: trust it more than others. Some of us ignore it

482
00:23:41,359 --> 00:23:43,840
Speaker 2: more than others. Like, what are some ways in which

483
00:23:43,880 --> 00:23:48,000
Speaker 2: that you've been able to kind of just stay stay

484
00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:49,560
Speaker 2: intuitioned with your intuition.

485
00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:52,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, So, I it's funny that you all say I

486
00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:55,840
Speaker 4: use the word entity. That's I think that's how I

487
00:23:55,880 --> 00:23:58,600
Speaker 4: see my intuition. I see it as my higher conscious.

488
00:23:58,600 --> 00:24:02,520
Speaker 4: So I see it as like goddess me. And so

489
00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:06,520
Speaker 4: anytime that I turn my back away from my intuition

490
00:24:06,680 --> 00:24:10,800
Speaker 4: from this energy, everything always goes wrong. And every time

491
00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:14,560
Speaker 4: I just follow it, no matter how scary it is.

492
00:24:14,600 --> 00:24:16,480
Speaker 1: And I think that's that's the hard part.

493
00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:22,120
Speaker 4: Is like we're walking into a space that is unseen, unfelt, untouched, unheard,

494
00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:24,840
Speaker 4: and so you're going into this dark void and every

495
00:24:24,960 --> 00:24:28,159
Speaker 4: step that you take, like the floor lights up, like

496
00:24:28,240 --> 00:24:30,960
Speaker 4: everything shows up for you. You know, the money for

497
00:24:31,040 --> 00:24:33,960
Speaker 4: the bag comes in, Like everything is just like showing

498
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:38,240
Speaker 4: up as you're walking through this space. But it's dark

499
00:24:38,320 --> 00:24:41,520
Speaker 4: and it's empty, and it's untouched, and it's scary, and

500
00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:45,879
Speaker 4: so we're not used to that. So that entity, that energy,

501
00:24:46,119 --> 00:24:49,439
Speaker 4: that to me, it's like my inner higher self, and

502
00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:52,199
Speaker 4: so I have to make sure that I'm constantly co

503
00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:56,320
Speaker 4: creating with her, constantly like I'm basically like, I bow

504
00:24:56,400 --> 00:24:58,360
Speaker 4: to her, you know, like you tell me where you'd

505
00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:00,000
Speaker 4: have me, go, where you'd have me.

506
00:25:00,720 --> 00:25:05,399
Speaker 1: And that was really hard for me to construct.

507
00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:07,920
Speaker 4: For myself because I did come from a very religious family,

508
00:25:08,280 --> 00:25:10,480
Speaker 4: where before I saw that as like a white man

509
00:25:10,520 --> 00:25:13,000
Speaker 4: in a robe. I'm like, oh, no, this is you,

510
00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:17,479
Speaker 4: this is me, this is us. Yeah, we like, you know,

511
00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:21,399
Speaker 4: this is not so yeah. I think that's what really

512
00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:24,359
Speaker 4: keeps me connected is knowing that I have to honor.

513
00:25:24,400 --> 00:25:26,760
Speaker 4: And that's not to say that I'm perfect with it either,

514
00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:30,200
Speaker 4: because I'm not. I fuck up, you know, I get scared,

515
00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:33,840
Speaker 4: I delay, I get in scarcity, all those things. But

516
00:25:34,840 --> 00:25:38,639
Speaker 4: I also make sure to just parent myself. So in

517
00:25:38,680 --> 00:25:43,040
Speaker 4: addition to paying attention to my intuition in this way,

518
00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:47,560
Speaker 4: I also make sure I connect her to my past

519
00:25:47,680 --> 00:25:51,159
Speaker 4: self and I connect her to my future self. So

520
00:25:51,320 --> 00:25:53,359
Speaker 4: one of the things that I'm practicing right now in

521
00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:57,879
Speaker 4: my life is discipline, and it's disciplined to me, feels

522
00:25:57,880 --> 00:26:00,240
Speaker 4: so masculine, and I think that's why I've rejected did

523
00:26:00,240 --> 00:26:02,680
Speaker 4: it for so long. And I'm not sure if it's

524
00:26:02,720 --> 00:26:05,280
Speaker 4: because I've been in like such a masculine space in

525
00:26:05,320 --> 00:26:07,719
Speaker 4: the last two to three years where I'm really spending

526
00:26:07,760 --> 00:26:12,200
Speaker 4: time with money that I'm having to use like my logic,

527
00:26:12,760 --> 00:26:17,280
Speaker 4: my brain. I started to implement discipline for my business

528
00:26:17,280 --> 00:26:19,080
Speaker 4: and things that I wanted to do, And all that

529
00:26:19,160 --> 00:26:22,800
Speaker 4: means is that I'm staying committed to what I want

530
00:26:22,840 --> 00:26:27,280
Speaker 4: to do. Like future me wants to be have a

531
00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:30,639
Speaker 4: stronger body. Future me wants to be healthier. Present me

532
00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:32,760
Speaker 4: not so ples.

533
00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:34,439
Speaker 2: We're not interested in all.

534
00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:37,720
Speaker 4: That, but I have to make sure I'm staying committed

535
00:26:37,920 --> 00:26:42,119
Speaker 4: to my future self. So I constantly bring in my

536
00:26:42,320 --> 00:26:45,239
Speaker 4: future self, which to me is also a part of

537
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:47,439
Speaker 4: my intuition to tell me what would you have me

538
00:26:47,520 --> 00:26:50,680
Speaker 4: do today? And my future self will always come in

539
00:26:50,760 --> 00:26:53,199
Speaker 4: and like, thank you so much for working out today.

540
00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:54,400
Speaker 1: I know you didn't want to.

541
00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:56,840
Speaker 4: Do that, but you should see how bomb we are

542
00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:59,080
Speaker 4: a year from now because of what you did today.

543
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:04,120
Speaker 4: So yeah, that's I just kind of developed a relationship

544
00:27:04,160 --> 00:27:06,360
Speaker 4: as if it was another person. When I'm in here

545
00:27:06,359 --> 00:27:09,280
Speaker 4: in my office by myself, I legit talk to myself

546
00:27:09,320 --> 00:27:13,160
Speaker 4: like bitch, shut the fuck up already, like stop talking ship,

547
00:27:13,400 --> 00:27:16,640
Speaker 4: You're on my fucking nerves. And the ability to do

548
00:27:16,680 --> 00:27:20,240
Speaker 4: that makes me realize like there's really two bitches in.

549
00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:24,000
Speaker 3: My Yeah, I love that. I think more people need

550
00:27:24,040 --> 00:27:27,760
Speaker 3: to do that. I got the amount of shit talking

551
00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:32,040
Speaker 3: that I do is absolutely nuts. I will catch myself.

552
00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:34,240
Speaker 2: I'm like, wow, I've just been talking shit for hours,

553
00:27:34,880 --> 00:27:38,360
Speaker 2: just hours, talking shit, like all the things I didn't do,

554
00:27:38,560 --> 00:27:44,159
Speaker 2: all my fears, not one positive fucking affirmation, And like

555
00:27:44,200 --> 00:27:47,320
Speaker 2: it is important. Sometimes you actually literally have to say

556
00:27:47,840 --> 00:27:51,879
Speaker 2: shit the fuck up. Stop you're making up nuts it

557
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:53,440
Speaker 2: sometimes like what are you talking?

558
00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:53,520
Speaker 3: Like?

559
00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:55,600
Speaker 1: Are you tired of yourself yet? Are you tired of

560
00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:56,000
Speaker 1: your ship?

561
00:27:56,119 --> 00:27:57,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, you just made up a whole thing that wasn't

562
00:27:57,960 --> 00:27:58,520
Speaker 2: even accurate.

563
00:27:58,520 --> 00:27:59,200
Speaker 1: It's not even true.

564
00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:04,080
Speaker 2: You're a liar basically, like really, like you do, you

565
00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:06,000
Speaker 2: kind of have to like yell at yourself to like

566
00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:08,400
Speaker 2: get out of it. Sometimes. Remember it's really not enough

567
00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:11,120
Speaker 2: to just reason things in your head in your mind.

568
00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:13,000
Speaker 2: I think a lot of times, like you know, when

569
00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:18,600
Speaker 2: we talk about you know, healing and positive affirmations and

570
00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:21,080
Speaker 2: just like this whole space of just trying to elevate

571
00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:23,800
Speaker 2: a lot of it is like you know, this inner

572
00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:26,520
Speaker 2: work and this inner voice. But like I think it's

573
00:28:26,520 --> 00:28:29,879
Speaker 2: so important to say the things out loud and like

574
00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:32,320
Speaker 2: even when you don't mean them, like talking a nice

575
00:28:32,320 --> 00:28:34,320
Speaker 2: to your body, even when you don't feel good about

576
00:28:34,320 --> 00:28:37,720
Speaker 2: your body, because like you literally talk shit all day

577
00:28:37,760 --> 00:28:41,480
Speaker 2: long about shit that isn't true, and eventually you believe it.

578
00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:44,160
Speaker 2: So what if you just talk shit all day long

579
00:28:44,280 --> 00:28:46,560
Speaker 2: in a positive way about things that you feel aren't true,

580
00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:49,680
Speaker 2: eventually you'll believe that too. And it's really it's a

581
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:52,160
Speaker 2: practice of doing it, and it feels weird and it

582
00:28:52,160 --> 00:28:54,760
Speaker 2: feels awkward, and it feels crazy. Even then someone might

583
00:28:54,760 --> 00:28:55,520
Speaker 2: walk by and be like.

584
00:28:55,520 --> 00:28:56,640
Speaker 1: Is she talking to herself?

585
00:28:56,800 --> 00:29:00,720
Speaker 2: Like she okay, yes, I'm great, she's great. Two entity

586
00:29:00,800 --> 00:29:01,320
Speaker 2: is doing great.

587
00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:05,120
Speaker 1: Now we're all good. All three of us are good

588
00:29:05,120 --> 00:29:05,560
Speaker 1: over here.

589
00:29:06,080 --> 00:29:09,480
Speaker 2: That's true. I think like talking to yourself only in

590
00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:11,840
Speaker 2: your head all the time is just like yeah, you'll

591
00:29:11,880 --> 00:29:13,720
Speaker 2: get in the same cycle. And I just think. I

592
00:29:13,760 --> 00:29:18,000
Speaker 2: think all women have that have intuition, like all children

593
00:29:18,040 --> 00:29:19,640
Speaker 2: are born, like I don't know if you like people have.

594
00:29:19,760 --> 00:29:21,240
Speaker 2: Sometimes I talk to my seven year old, I'm like,

595
00:29:21,480 --> 00:29:23,200
Speaker 2: she got more common sense than a lot of girl

596
00:29:23,200 --> 00:29:25,400
Speaker 2: and ask people that I know, And it's because like

597
00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:28,080
Speaker 2: and just just in tune with things, you know, Like

598
00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:31,040
Speaker 2: I think as children we like we are in tune

599
00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:33,040
Speaker 2: with it and then we lose it. And like Erica

600
00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:36,320
Speaker 2: and I just came off of like two retreats and

601
00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:40,680
Speaker 2: I really peeped that a lot of what we're doing

602
00:29:40,960 --> 00:29:44,120
Speaker 2: is like so powerful, but it's also just like reminding

603
00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:48,920
Speaker 2: women and that messages are everywhere and if you're listening,

604
00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:53,040
Speaker 2: like you can literally get downloads and like have the

605
00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:55,400
Speaker 2: answers to the ship that you need when you're in

606
00:29:55,440 --> 00:29:58,120
Speaker 2: tune with your intuition, which is your real inner voice.

607
00:29:58,120 --> 00:29:59,960
Speaker 2: But you have to be able to differentiate the shiit

608
00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:02,959
Speaker 2: talking and like the goddess you and not separate like

609
00:30:03,040 --> 00:30:06,280
Speaker 2: the fucking divine part of yourself from the human part

610
00:30:06,280 --> 00:30:09,280
Speaker 2: of yourself. And it's like so many magical things happen

611
00:30:09,360 --> 00:30:12,440
Speaker 2: at the retreat. It's like you think that things are small,

612
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:15,000
Speaker 2: or like ideas come up in your mind because you're

613
00:30:15,040 --> 00:30:18,600
Speaker 2: high or because you're like trippin', but sometimes it's really like,

614
00:30:18,760 --> 00:30:21,440
Speaker 2: you know, even you're talking about the money, the guided

615
00:30:21,480 --> 00:30:25,880
Speaker 2: money experience, people underestimate the most basic things that you

616
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:28,640
Speaker 2: could do just by putting your intention into some shit,

617
00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:31,160
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, like speaking your truth. Like

618
00:30:31,200 --> 00:30:33,520
Speaker 2: even me and Erica, I think our entity has grown

619
00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:37,960
Speaker 2: tremendously because we're talking into the universe and to the

620
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:42,040
Speaker 2: sphere honestly, and like it's given us like courage. It's

621
00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:45,200
Speaker 2: like made us rationalize some shit, like let some shit out,

622
00:30:45,280 --> 00:30:48,000
Speaker 2: release some shit, you know. You know, we also wrote

623
00:30:48,040 --> 00:30:50,080
Speaker 2: a book. We were publishing a book next year too,

624
00:30:50,240 --> 00:30:54,520
Speaker 2: and we just turned to thank you, And it took

625
00:30:54,560 --> 00:30:56,840
Speaker 2: forever for us to write because we didn't realize how

626
00:30:56,880 --> 00:30:58,920
Speaker 2: much like in that format we had to get it

627
00:30:58,920 --> 00:31:01,520
Speaker 2: out and had to release it. But like there's so

628
00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:04,320
Speaker 2: many magical things that can happen just from like the

629
00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:07,040
Speaker 2: like alchemy of the things that we have, like water

630
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:10,200
Speaker 2: the beach, like being clear enough to listen and listen

631
00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:14,040
Speaker 2: to your intuition, like and putting attention behind things, and

632
00:31:14,120 --> 00:31:17,840
Speaker 2: just basically having rituals. I mean, someone might be listening

633
00:31:17,840 --> 00:31:20,480
Speaker 2: and think, you know, you're this kind of experience that

634
00:31:20,520 --> 00:31:21,920
Speaker 2: you had with money. They'll be like what the fuck

635
00:31:21,960 --> 00:31:24,520
Speaker 2: that sounds crazy or like or someone might be listening

636
00:31:24,520 --> 00:31:26,000
Speaker 2: to be like, well I should try that. I think,

637
00:31:26,080 --> 00:31:27,840
Speaker 2: like what you do what works for you, but you

638
00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:30,360
Speaker 2: have to do something. You have to have ritual, You

639
00:31:30,440 --> 00:31:33,440
Speaker 2: have to have intention and be open to all of

640
00:31:33,480 --> 00:31:35,680
Speaker 2: the ways it can come out. Like we do a

641
00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:38,080
Speaker 2: lot of like weird shit the retreat, like we're screaming,

642
00:31:38,120 --> 00:31:41,600
Speaker 2: we're laughing or crying, but like it's exactly what needs

643
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:44,120
Speaker 2: to happen. It's exactly the type of release and when

644
00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:46,520
Speaker 2: we allow ourselves to like live in that truth and

645
00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:48,880
Speaker 2: kind of like ground down, all the things that you

646
00:31:48,960 --> 00:31:51,840
Speaker 2: need come to you. And even like I was I was,

647
00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:54,240
Speaker 2: I was telling I don't think Erica. During the retreat,

648
00:31:54,320 --> 00:31:57,200
Speaker 2: I was really working on like womb healing. But at

649
00:31:57,200 --> 00:32:00,680
Speaker 2: some point something in my mind was like like I

650
00:32:00,720 --> 00:32:04,560
Speaker 2: was envisioning the like the neuros from my heart shakra

651
00:32:04,680 --> 00:32:08,480
Speaker 2: to my pussy like being re like aligned, like re kindled,

652
00:32:08,480 --> 00:32:10,280
Speaker 2: because I feel like maybe that had been I had

653
00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:13,000
Speaker 2: separated them for a long time. And I just started

654
00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:17,000
Speaker 2: to visualize like little like electric electricity like re like

655
00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:20,600
Speaker 2: remending itself. And I was like, this is a crazy thought.

656
00:32:20,720 --> 00:32:22,160
Speaker 2: And I wasn't high or anything, but I was like,

657
00:32:22,160 --> 00:32:24,160
Speaker 2: but this is what needs to happen, and this is

658
00:32:24,160 --> 00:32:25,640
Speaker 2: how I was thinking of it in my mind and

659
00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:28,040
Speaker 2: visioning it. And I was like, how interesting. But I

660
00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:31,719
Speaker 2: think people underestimate those those strange thoughts, those strange visions,

661
00:32:31,760 --> 00:32:35,440
Speaker 2: those opportunities to have practice, to speak to money, to

662
00:32:35,520 --> 00:32:37,600
Speaker 2: think what makes me feel this way because you know,

663
00:32:37,600 --> 00:32:39,560
Speaker 2: we write it off is crazy or like you know

664
00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:41,840
Speaker 2: what I mean, But like that's your divine feminine, that's

665
00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:44,640
Speaker 2: your intuition showing you what you need to do.

666
00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:45,040
Speaker 3: You know.

667
00:32:45,240 --> 00:32:50,320
Speaker 2: Like I just feel like if we judge ourselves less,

668
00:32:50,640 --> 00:32:53,719
Speaker 2: it's easier to stay in tune with our intuition in ways,

669
00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:57,200
Speaker 2: you know, to observe yourself. So I just, yeah, I

670
00:32:57,240 --> 00:32:59,680
Speaker 2: think be open to all of the ways that it

671
00:32:59,680 --> 00:33:02,800
Speaker 2: can come. Like in her childhood work, you know, going

672
00:33:02,840 --> 00:33:06,240
Speaker 2: back to places in your childhood, like envisioning telling yourself

673
00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:09,720
Speaker 2: it's okay, you know, like comforting yourself as a child,

674
00:33:09,880 --> 00:33:13,520
Speaker 2: to re fucking rehash some shit from like ten to

675
00:33:13,520 --> 00:33:16,600
Speaker 2: twenty years ago that you don't think affects you right now. So, like,

676
00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:20,480
Speaker 2: do you have any like inner child rituals that you do.

677
00:33:20,760 --> 00:33:27,560
Speaker 4: I love rituals. I'm obsessed with rituals. I feel like

678
00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:31,080
Speaker 4: I've been partaking in rituals ever since I was really little,

679
00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:34,360
Speaker 4: and I think that's how I really discovered my inner voice,

680
00:33:34,440 --> 00:33:39,760
Speaker 4: like my intuition and my higher self. I had a

681
00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:44,080
Speaker 4: moment where I was facing abuse as a child in

682
00:33:44,600 --> 00:33:47,200
Speaker 4: a different home during the day at a sitter's house

683
00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:52,760
Speaker 4: and sorry to get dark here. But I would then

684
00:33:53,120 --> 00:33:56,800
Speaker 4: spend the evenings talking to the moon because I didn't

685
00:33:56,840 --> 00:33:57,880
Speaker 4: have anyone to tell.

686
00:33:57,960 --> 00:34:00,239
Speaker 1: I didn't want to share with any one.

687
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:02,920
Speaker 4: I hadn't shared with anyone until I was an adult,

688
00:34:03,600 --> 00:34:06,320
Speaker 4: and I was in the space speaking to the moon.

689
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:08,439
Speaker 4: I would speak to her and like, tell her, why

690
00:34:08,520 --> 00:34:11,200
Speaker 4: is this happening to me? When are you going to

691
00:34:11,280 --> 00:34:16,840
Speaker 4: save me? Constantly having that dialogue. I would go into

692
00:34:17,320 --> 00:34:21,759
Speaker 4: the woods after school. We had like a creek, We

693
00:34:21,880 --> 00:34:26,920
Speaker 4: had space there, and I felt like the trees and

694
00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:29,640
Speaker 4: the mud and the water were like asking me to

695
00:34:29,760 --> 00:34:32,719
Speaker 4: do things like move this rock here. So I had

696
00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:35,719
Speaker 4: little rituals like that that I would do, and for me,

697
00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:38,240
Speaker 4: it was it was almost like I was cooking something

698
00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:42,120
Speaker 4: with the forest, you know. So Ever since then, I've

699
00:34:42,160 --> 00:34:45,200
Speaker 4: been practicing just really paying attention to all of the

700
00:34:45,200 --> 00:34:47,719
Speaker 4: elements and allowing for the elements to speak to me.

701
00:34:47,840 --> 00:34:50,040
Speaker 4: Even the tree in front of the house. I would

702
00:34:50,040 --> 00:34:52,200
Speaker 4: go out there and touch it and allow for it

703
00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:55,160
Speaker 4: to speak to me. I get emotional that tree still there,

704
00:34:55,200 --> 00:34:56,880
Speaker 4: Like I get to go visit that tree when I

705
00:34:56,880 --> 00:34:59,240
Speaker 4: go to California and like see it. It's a special

706
00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:03,200
Speaker 4: bond that the tree and I have, you know I do.

707
00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:06,719
Speaker 4: I write my own rituals for the new moon and

708
00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:09,719
Speaker 4: the full moon. I've been known to go out in

709
00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:13,200
Speaker 4: the backyard and bury my intentions, like every intention, as

710
00:35:13,239 --> 00:35:15,600
Speaker 4: if it was a seed, pouring water and mixing it

711
00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:18,960
Speaker 4: into the mud, into the soil bearing it. That's one

712
00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:22,160
Speaker 4: of my favorite things to do. I have bath rituals

713
00:35:22,520 --> 00:35:25,840
Speaker 4: and I really allow for my intuition to guide me

714
00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:26,640
Speaker 4: on what to do.

715
00:35:26,719 --> 00:35:29,000
Speaker 1: I will write out the ritual and.

716
00:35:29,040 --> 00:35:30,400
Speaker 4: So when I used to do a lot of this

717
00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:33,799
Speaker 4: work with women, I would produce like an entire day

718
00:35:33,920 --> 00:35:36,640
Speaker 4: full of rituals that it was just me. It wasn't

719
00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:40,440
Speaker 4: you know, it wasn't an elder. It was like, this

720
00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:43,160
Speaker 4: is something that you have, we all have within us.

721
00:35:43,680 --> 00:35:46,960
Speaker 4: And I feel like, to your point, it's the action.

722
00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:50,160
Speaker 4: It's the speaking it out loud and the like moving

723
00:35:50,239 --> 00:35:53,719
Speaker 4: your body in that space, because yes, the thoughts, I

724
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:56,720
Speaker 4: feel like it can be convoluted in a lot of noise.

725
00:35:56,760 --> 00:35:59,200
Speaker 4: We could tell ourselves like I am I am this,

726
00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:02,160
Speaker 4: I am powerful, I am deosa. Whatever it is you

727
00:36:02,680 --> 00:36:06,640
Speaker 4: you know, whatever positive affirmations you have, but to actually

728
00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:10,680
Speaker 4: acted out be the didosa, do the ritual that the

729
00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:14,480
Speaker 4: diosa does, that's completely taking it to another level. And

730
00:36:14,520 --> 00:36:20,880
Speaker 4: I think it makes for manifesting, expansion, co creating with

731
00:36:20,920 --> 00:36:25,920
Speaker 4: the universe so much more easier, and also trusting yourself

732
00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:28,160
Speaker 4: and building your relationship to self.

733
00:36:29,360 --> 00:36:31,920
Speaker 1: That I think is really helpful.

734
00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:36,239
Speaker 2: I think, yes, I agree with all those things. I

735
00:36:36,239 --> 00:36:39,160
Speaker 2: think that as for someone that's never done any rituals,

736
00:36:39,160 --> 00:36:41,879
Speaker 2: like this idea can feel kind of overwhelming, like where

737
00:36:41,880 --> 00:36:42,440
Speaker 2: do I start?

738
00:36:42,480 --> 00:36:44,520
Speaker 1: What's the right way? Is there a step by step?

739
00:36:44,880 --> 00:36:47,319
Speaker 2: You know, like because people you see, you look on

740
00:36:47,360 --> 00:36:49,200
Speaker 2: social media, you see on Instagram, you see people in

741
00:36:49,239 --> 00:36:52,000
Speaker 2: their practice, and some of these rituals look very like

742
00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:54,759
Speaker 2: there's like ten steps and you're like holy shit, like

743
00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:56,120
Speaker 2: like and it kind of takes you out of the

744
00:36:56,239 --> 00:36:59,759
Speaker 2: ritual because it doesn't feel genuine to like whatever you need.

745
00:37:00,239 --> 00:37:03,319
Speaker 2: And so I know, for me, like I I've been

746
00:37:03,360 --> 00:37:05,279
Speaker 2: one of those people where I'm like, Okay, let me

747
00:37:05,520 --> 00:37:07,000
Speaker 2: because even when I cook, I'm like, let me look

748
00:37:07,040 --> 00:37:10,719
Speaker 2: on Google step one, step two, step three, And I

749
00:37:10,760 --> 00:37:12,600
Speaker 2: like when I first started doing rituals, I was kind

750
00:37:12,600 --> 00:37:14,000
Speaker 2: of in that space too, and I was like, this

751
00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:16,760
Speaker 2: doesn't feel like genuine to what my spirit is asking

752
00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:19,799
Speaker 2: me to do. So like I think rituals a lot

753
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:22,120
Speaker 2: of times are really they can be so simple.

754
00:37:22,760 --> 00:37:25,040
Speaker 1: It can literally be you take a bath and you

755
00:37:25,080 --> 00:37:28,520
Speaker 1: put oil in and you just sit there like make

756
00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:29,239
Speaker 1: to the water, like.

757
00:37:30,880 --> 00:37:32,960
Speaker 2: Talk like talk nice to yourself. Because I feel like

758
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:35,720
Speaker 2: sometimes even like you know, in this month of October,

759
00:37:35,719 --> 00:37:38,560
Speaker 2: we're really focusing on just like tapping into your witchiness,

760
00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:42,480
Speaker 2: and it can feel overwhelming, you know, especially if especially

761
00:37:42,640 --> 00:37:44,480
Speaker 2: depending on like what kind of household you grew up in.

762
00:37:44,560 --> 00:37:48,719
Speaker 2: I mean, I know, like, you know, spirituality in Black

763
00:37:48,760 --> 00:37:52,080
Speaker 2: culture and even in Latin culture, like it's very rich.

764
00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:54,080
Speaker 2: But also I actually feel like in Latin culture it's

765
00:37:54,280 --> 00:37:57,040
Speaker 2: a little bit more accepted, even though there is a

766
00:37:57,200 --> 00:38:00,799
Speaker 2: very like you know, Catholicism is real, like you know God,

767
00:38:01,239 --> 00:38:04,440
Speaker 2: you know, believing in God is is very you know,

768
00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:09,880
Speaker 2: It's like it's being believing in God and Christianity is

769
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:13,240
Speaker 2: very common in you know, a Latin household.

770
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:15,080
Speaker 1: However, I do feel like there's.

771
00:38:14,920 --> 00:38:20,680
Speaker 2: So much magical, mystical shiit within Latin culture and same

772
00:38:20,719 --> 00:38:23,120
Speaker 2: with Black people. But for some reason, I feel like

773
00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:26,440
Speaker 2: we are a little bit more disconnected, no for sure.

774
00:38:27,480 --> 00:38:28,960
Speaker 2: And I know you said you grew up in like

775
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:31,040
Speaker 2: a kind of a religious household, Like.

776
00:38:31,800 --> 00:38:36,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, my mom she was every Sunday at the Catholic

777
00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:39,120
Speaker 4: church and then sometime during the week she was getting

778
00:38:39,120 --> 00:38:40,560
Speaker 4: her cards read by the late.

779
00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:45,120
Speaker 2: H It's like it's usually you know, yeah, And as

780
00:38:45,160 --> 00:38:48,000
Speaker 2: I was gonna say, because like even in my household,

781
00:38:48,680 --> 00:38:52,359
Speaker 2: like the same thing like practicing, like practicing, you know,

782
00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:55,160
Speaker 2: going to church, not not even necessarily like my mother,

783
00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:57,279
Speaker 2: but I think about floor who's like the woman who

784
00:38:57,360 --> 00:38:59,640
Speaker 2: raised me, and she's glutamolin and she's God fearing woman.

785
00:38:59,840 --> 00:39:02,719
Speaker 1: But then she'll be like, take this orange, put across.

786
00:39:02,360 --> 00:39:05,319
Speaker 2: In it, when like if you're going to court, put

787
00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:07,719
Speaker 2: across in it, put some shit, put an onion uner

788
00:39:07,719 --> 00:39:10,200
Speaker 2: your bed, like she got has all these little like

789
00:39:10,440 --> 00:39:12,880
Speaker 2: these little you know, these tools and these rituals per

790
00:39:12,920 --> 00:39:16,759
Speaker 2: se that for some it goes against exactly like this

791
00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:20,520
Speaker 2: this religion, but they still there's still this element of

792
00:39:20,600 --> 00:39:24,279
Speaker 2: like wanting to still feel connected to something else.

793
00:39:24,040 --> 00:39:26,359
Speaker 1: That we were connected to before.

794
00:39:26,160 --> 00:39:29,839
Speaker 2: You know, colonization and white people came in and told

795
00:39:29,880 --> 00:39:33,600
Speaker 2: us who God was to us, And I just found

796
00:39:33,640 --> 00:39:35,839
Speaker 2: that You're right. I found so interesting that, like there's

797
00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:37,720
Speaker 2: this duality that exists.

798
00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:38,440
Speaker 1: Yes, there is.

799
00:39:38,440 --> 00:39:41,400
Speaker 4: This duality, and I feel like obviously a lot of

800
00:39:41,400 --> 00:39:45,040
Speaker 4: it is intuition, right, Like that's staying connected to the

801
00:39:45,080 --> 00:39:48,520
Speaker 4: intuition of the orange or the egg or the all

802
00:39:48,600 --> 00:39:51,919
Speaker 4: those things. I feel like those are intuitive healing modalities.

803
00:39:51,960 --> 00:39:56,320
Speaker 4: I mean, we recently found out that stage actually does

804
00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:59,319
Speaker 4: kill ninety nine percent of bacteria in the air when

805
00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:02,400
Speaker 4: it's burned. Like there's science behind a lot of what's

806
00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:04,799
Speaker 4: taking place, and I feel like that's intuition, Like that's

807
00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:08,799
Speaker 4: higher consciousness saying clean the space, clear the space. So

808
00:40:09,200 --> 00:40:12,000
Speaker 4: I think what I love, what I loved so much

809
00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:16,000
Speaker 4: about going to church was getting to stare at the

810
00:40:16,120 --> 00:40:21,439
Speaker 4: Vidan de Wada Lupe, which she was so powerful, is

811
00:40:21,600 --> 00:40:23,840
Speaker 4: so powerful in how she stands, and I felt like

812
00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:27,480
Speaker 4: she was this road map to who we were internally,

813
00:40:27,600 --> 00:40:31,280
Speaker 4: Like she has the stars, the consolation on her veil,

814
00:40:31,520 --> 00:40:35,520
Speaker 4: she's standing on the moon, like there's so many parts

815
00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:39,560
Speaker 4: of her that are just mysterious and are not necessarily

816
00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:44,600
Speaker 4: tied to like the Bible and Catholic Church. But she

817
00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:49,279
Speaker 4: was also discovered by an indigenous, by an indigenous man

818
00:40:49,320 --> 00:40:52,839
Speaker 4: in Mexico, and so I feel like both of these

819
00:40:52,880 --> 00:40:55,160
Speaker 4: things exist. I think one of the things that I

820
00:40:55,360 --> 00:41:00,920
Speaker 4: really struggled with internally is being the colonie and being

821
00:41:00,960 --> 00:41:05,640
Speaker 4: the colonizer, and that to me was so glaringly apparent

822
00:41:06,080 --> 00:41:10,080
Speaker 4: when my father was much more like close to his

823
00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:15,160
Speaker 4: Spaniard descent, like his last name is very Spaniard, it's

824
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:17,520
Speaker 4: not found in Mexico, it's very rare.

825
00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:23,120
Speaker 1: And my mom was very like indigenous Indian, closer to

826
00:41:23,239 --> 00:41:25,040
Speaker 1: like her roots.

827
00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:29,000
Speaker 4: And the you know, the earth. And so getting to

828
00:41:29,080 --> 00:41:33,719
Speaker 4: see those stark differences in my parents really created a

829
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:38,960
Speaker 4: duality within me where I'm having to accept that, you know,

830
00:41:39,120 --> 00:41:42,400
Speaker 4: I'm part Spaniard as well, and like those were my

831
00:41:42,520 --> 00:41:45,600
Speaker 4: fucking ancestors that came over here and fucked it up.

832
00:41:47,160 --> 00:41:49,799
Speaker 1: I can't. I don't get to choose. I don't get

833
00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:50,360
Speaker 1: to choose.

834
00:41:50,960 --> 00:41:53,160
Speaker 4: And so I think that's where that comes from, where

835
00:41:53,160 --> 00:41:56,239
Speaker 4: we can have like one foot in one place and

836
00:41:56,320 --> 00:41:59,440
Speaker 4: like you know what, yeah, yeah, I know.

837
00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:01,080
Speaker 1: It's it's it's interesting.

838
00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:04,520
Speaker 2: And I think that one thing, one thing is true

839
00:42:04,560 --> 00:42:05,600
Speaker 2: about all of it is that.

840
00:42:05,520 --> 00:42:08,840
Speaker 1: I think the idea of.

841
00:42:10,320 --> 00:42:15,319
Speaker 2: It is essentially it's trusting something outside of yourself but

842
00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:17,360
Speaker 2: within you too. I mean, I think religion of it

843
00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:21,040
Speaker 2: oftentimes removes you from you know, self worship and like

844
00:42:21,080 --> 00:42:23,160
Speaker 2: the worship and like people have a lot of take

845
00:42:23,200 --> 00:42:25,440
Speaker 2: a lot of issue with like this idea of self

846
00:42:25,480 --> 00:42:30,560
Speaker 2: devotion and like honoring, like whatever your intuition is calling

847
00:42:30,600 --> 00:42:34,400
Speaker 2: you should do. But then spirituality and whatever it is

848
00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:36,880
Speaker 2: that you believe outside of religion kind of calls you

849
00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:37,840
Speaker 2: back into that space.

850
00:42:37,880 --> 00:42:39,040
Speaker 1: And I believe.

851
00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:42,279
Speaker 2: Probably at its core the idea, maybe not the idea

852
00:42:42,320 --> 00:42:44,480
Speaker 2: of religion, but like the foundation of all of it

853
00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:50,080
Speaker 2: really is about trusting you know, this calling within you

854
00:42:50,560 --> 00:42:55,440
Speaker 2: and this like guided voice within you. And I think

855
00:42:55,719 --> 00:42:59,479
Speaker 2: for women, our intuition is so strong, like no one

856
00:43:00,120 --> 00:43:04,399
Speaker 2: everyone can isn't intuitive essentially like every single person. It's

857
00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:10,640
Speaker 2: just the world and society. Belief systems really start to

858
00:43:11,520 --> 00:43:15,600
Speaker 2: at an early age make you question your power and

859
00:43:15,719 --> 00:43:19,400
Speaker 2: question you know, the things that the messages that you receive.

860
00:43:20,080 --> 00:43:22,680
Speaker 2: And I think the moment that we kind of start

861
00:43:22,719 --> 00:43:25,520
Speaker 2: to really understand that and unpack that and really.

862
00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:28,360
Speaker 1: Question are these my things? Are these my thoughts?

863
00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:30,320
Speaker 2: Like do I actually believe this? Or is this some

864
00:43:30,640 --> 00:43:34,040
Speaker 2: someone programmed me to believe? That I needed to look

865
00:43:34,080 --> 00:43:37,319
Speaker 2: outside of myself to guide me, that I need to

866
00:43:37,360 --> 00:43:40,280
Speaker 2: pray in church to you know, get out of debt,

867
00:43:40,480 --> 00:43:44,360
Speaker 2: like that I need to donate my money to prove

868
00:43:44,440 --> 00:43:47,480
Speaker 2: to God that you know, I'm worthy of that job.

869
00:43:47,960 --> 00:43:48,200
Speaker 3: You know.

870
00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:50,640
Speaker 2: It's like it's so strange the things that we do.

871
00:43:50,760 --> 00:43:53,040
Speaker 2: And it's like, no, girl, Like if you just trust

872
00:43:53,040 --> 00:43:56,719
Speaker 2: yourself and you speak to yourself and have intention behind

873
00:43:56,760 --> 00:44:00,200
Speaker 2: the things that you're doing, creating rituals and creating this

874
00:44:00,280 --> 00:44:03,640
Speaker 2: kind of like energy within yourself and in your household,

875
00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:05,839
Speaker 2: like really, anything is possible. And that's what I've really

876
00:44:05,920 --> 00:44:08,839
Speaker 2: realized in our space is that like there's there's I

877
00:44:08,880 --> 00:44:12,759
Speaker 2: have such little fear and failure at this point, like

878
00:44:13,160 --> 00:44:18,200
Speaker 2: there's literally nothing I can't do. Yeah. Literally, we just

879
00:44:18,200 --> 00:44:20,680
Speaker 2: have this conversation. I'm like, I'm so crazy. It sounds

880
00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:23,719
Speaker 2: so cliche, but like I finally understand when people like

881
00:44:23,800 --> 00:44:27,000
Speaker 2: accept awards and like any like I'm not special, anybody

882
00:44:27,000 --> 00:44:28,360
Speaker 2: could do this. Yeah, we were talking about I was

883
00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:30,919
Speaker 2: like last night, I was like, the Oscar speeches makes

884
00:44:30,960 --> 00:44:33,000
Speaker 2: sense now, it does, I Like I get it.

885
00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:35,480
Speaker 1: I used to be so annoyed, be like like I

886
00:44:35,520 --> 00:44:35,879
Speaker 1: want to.

887
00:44:35,840 --> 00:44:39,080
Speaker 2: Say that from that stage, bitch that it is so.

888
00:44:41,400 --> 00:44:42,400
Speaker 1: Anyone can do this.

889
00:44:42,760 --> 00:44:46,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, you can do this too, but it's truly true.

890
00:44:46,760 --> 00:44:49,400
Speaker 2: Like it's like once you tap into your power and

891
00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:52,279
Speaker 2: you and you and you can like you, you recognize

892
00:44:52,400 --> 00:44:55,600
Speaker 2: how you can like co create with everything around you,

893
00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:58,560
Speaker 2: and you are the alchemy. You are the sauce. Like

894
00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:01,040
Speaker 2: you really there's literally nothing I don't feel like I

895
00:45:01,080 --> 00:45:03,239
Speaker 2: could do, Like we like even early on in our

896
00:45:03,239 --> 00:45:05,880
Speaker 2: relationship in this we're like, it'd be crazy if you

897
00:45:05,880 --> 00:45:10,320
Speaker 2: wrote a book, like you know, I'm like boom, literally

898
00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:11,960
Speaker 2: someone in the email like hey girl, you guys want

899
00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:14,560
Speaker 2: to do this thing, and like what the fuck? But

900
00:45:14,800 --> 00:45:19,920
Speaker 2: realizing just being setting intentions is like truth and setting

901
00:45:19,920 --> 00:45:24,440
Speaker 2: intentions because truth is really what like calls out your alignment.

902
00:45:24,640 --> 00:45:27,600
Speaker 2: Like when you start living in your in like exactly

903
00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:29,840
Speaker 2: who you are without worrying about all the shit, all

904
00:45:29,920 --> 00:45:34,480
Speaker 2: the things the universe will start to come to literally

905
00:45:34,560 --> 00:45:38,879
Speaker 2: layout to your feet. Literally every single fucking thing we've

906
00:45:38,920 --> 00:45:44,400
Speaker 2: asked for we get, including you honestly, like we really do,

907
00:45:44,520 --> 00:45:46,200
Speaker 2: and to the point where it's like we know if

908
00:45:46,200 --> 00:45:48,239
Speaker 2: we want something and we like say it once every

909
00:45:48,239 --> 00:45:50,080
Speaker 2: couple of weeks every month. You know what I mean, like, oh,

910
00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:52,439
Speaker 2: this is gonna happen, Like yep, this is gonna happen,

911
00:45:52,520 --> 00:45:54,200
Speaker 2: you know, And it's just like tucked away, you know,

912
00:45:54,360 --> 00:45:56,600
Speaker 2: even to the point where like maybe things come up

913
00:45:56,640 --> 00:45:58,360
Speaker 2: and then it doesn't go exactly how we want, but

914
00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:01,400
Speaker 2: I'm never in fear that it's not coming back around. Yeah,

915
00:46:01,600 --> 00:46:04,360
Speaker 2: And it's really just like I think people forget to

916
00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:06,799
Speaker 2: I don't know, you have to be willing to change

917
00:46:06,800 --> 00:46:09,799
Speaker 2: your mind, like to grow and to like see the

918
00:46:09,840 --> 00:46:11,800
Speaker 2: world for like your magic for what it is. You

919
00:46:11,880 --> 00:46:13,920
Speaker 2: kind of have to be able to peel back the

920
00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:17,719
Speaker 2: layers and question everything you've ever been taught, Like why

921
00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:19,600
Speaker 2: is it weird if I have a conversation with money

922
00:46:19,600 --> 00:46:21,640
Speaker 2: and start screaming at it. Why do I think that's weird?

923
00:46:21,640 --> 00:46:23,560
Speaker 2: Why am I unwilling to do that? You know what

924
00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:27,120
Speaker 2: I mean? Like just like at the most like basic level,

925
00:46:27,160 --> 00:46:30,319
Speaker 2: like go outside barefoot, yes, you know what I mean,

926
00:46:30,360 --> 00:46:32,640
Speaker 2: Like why is that so strange? Or like white people shit,

927
00:46:32,719 --> 00:46:34,239
Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like why do we write

928
00:46:34,239 --> 00:46:36,279
Speaker 2: things off so easily? Like bitch, you might need to

929
00:46:36,280 --> 00:46:38,080
Speaker 2: go in the backyard and scream, you know what I mean,

930
00:46:38,320 --> 00:46:41,120
Speaker 2: Like you have to like you know, there's just you

931
00:46:41,200 --> 00:46:44,160
Speaker 2: have to be willing to step outside of the box

932
00:46:44,320 --> 00:46:46,960
Speaker 2: and the norm of what's comfortable and what's normal and

933
00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:49,400
Speaker 2: what you've been taught and really like go to a

934
00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:52,120
Speaker 2: different place, you know, deep in your spirit and your

935
00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:55,319
Speaker 2: soul to like get to be willing to do it.

936
00:46:55,400 --> 00:46:58,600
Speaker 2: You know, I think, I don't know. It's like it's

937
00:46:58,680 --> 00:47:02,520
Speaker 2: magical over here. It's a really magical ass shit. And

938
00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:05,440
Speaker 2: like the more the more we speak on things and

939
00:47:05,480 --> 00:47:08,040
Speaker 2: manifest things, and then we're in Costa Rica with like

940
00:47:08,160 --> 00:47:11,399
Speaker 2: twenty eight new friends and we're all doing witchy shit

941
00:47:11,440 --> 00:47:14,279
Speaker 2: in the jungle and I'm like, I could dream.

942
00:47:14,360 --> 00:47:15,160
Speaker 1: It's a dream.

943
00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:17,600
Speaker 2: I'm like, this is my life. This is a fucking dream.

944
00:47:17,800 --> 00:47:19,720
Speaker 2: While we were talking to the ocean with my new friends,

945
00:47:19,800 --> 00:47:23,680
Speaker 2: like yeah, it's a fucking dream. But you know, especially

946
00:47:23,719 --> 00:47:27,640
Speaker 2: women listening, we all have the power to manipulate energy.

947
00:47:27,840 --> 00:47:30,080
Speaker 2: We all have the power to will the shit that

948
00:47:30,120 --> 00:47:32,239
Speaker 2: we want. We all have the power to have a

949
00:47:32,280 --> 00:47:34,959
Speaker 2: lot of money to be rich. You know, there's more

950
00:47:35,000 --> 00:47:38,080
Speaker 2: than enough of the shit then we need. And like,

951
00:47:38,120 --> 00:47:41,359
Speaker 2: you know, and sometimes you see like privileged people who

952
00:47:41,400 --> 00:47:42,719
Speaker 2: don't have to put a lot of effort and you're

953
00:47:42,760 --> 00:47:45,920
Speaker 2: like so fucking irritated because I've been there, like like

954
00:47:46,440 --> 00:47:50,000
Speaker 2: not talented, just rich. But because they're not worried about money.

955
00:47:50,040 --> 00:47:53,239
Speaker 2: Maybe they've always had it, like they're not worried about it,

956
00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:56,319
Speaker 2: so it's it comes easily. Yeah, and that's like half

957
00:47:56,400 --> 00:47:59,319
Speaker 2: the fucking battle. Yes, it's literally half the battle. Not

958
00:47:59,320 --> 00:48:02,400
Speaker 2: really like not feeling like it's not accessible.

959
00:48:02,640 --> 00:48:05,719
Speaker 4: They're not in scarcity mindset. I think we've grown up

960
00:48:05,760 --> 00:48:08,520
Speaker 4: for many of us, we've grown up so emotionally attached

961
00:48:08,520 --> 00:48:11,560
Speaker 4: to money and in scarcity because that's been activated. We

962
00:48:11,600 --> 00:48:14,120
Speaker 4: can't afford that, you know, and those are just like

963
00:48:14,239 --> 00:48:18,400
Speaker 4: things that we need to deactivate that that scarcity isn't

964
00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:21,480
Speaker 4: activated within wealthy people. That's why they like if they

965
00:48:21,560 --> 00:48:23,720
Speaker 4: lose all their money, guess well, I'll do it again.

966
00:48:23,840 --> 00:48:27,000
Speaker 4: They and multiply it even bigger. Oh and it's really

967
00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:29,680
Speaker 4: just like they learned how to manipulate it. Like I

968
00:48:29,800 --> 00:48:32,920
Speaker 4: literally can see just with my hands, like I like

969
00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:34,320
Speaker 4: to pretend it's like putty.

970
00:48:34,560 --> 00:48:36,080
Speaker 1: I do all kinds of weird shit.

971
00:48:37,360 --> 00:48:39,480
Speaker 2: I did get some petty too. I would give me

972
00:48:39,480 --> 00:48:40,239
Speaker 2: that petty.

973
00:48:40,680 --> 00:48:42,040
Speaker 1: That putty money.

974
00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:44,680
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean I love to just like as I'm

975
00:48:44,719 --> 00:48:47,680
Speaker 4: walking like to go refill my glass of water. Like

976
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:51,520
Speaker 4: every step I take, I act like I'm walking on money.

977
00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:54,359
Speaker 4: Because I took the step, the money showed up. Like

978
00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:56,960
Speaker 4: I like to do all kinds of weird shit like

979
00:48:57,000 --> 00:49:00,160
Speaker 4: that to remind myself that we're supported in the same

980
00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:03,480
Speaker 4: way that, like you mentioned, I can step outside barefoot

981
00:49:03,520 --> 00:49:06,040
Speaker 4: and be supported by the earth and the grass, that

982
00:49:06,080 --> 00:49:09,040
Speaker 4: I can also lean my hand on the tree and

983
00:49:09,080 --> 00:49:11,000
Speaker 4: be supported when I need shade.

984
00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:14,680
Speaker 1: Like everything we want is literally out here for us

985
00:49:14,719 --> 00:49:15,120
Speaker 1: to take.

986
00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:19,480
Speaker 4: We just have to We just have to like build

987
00:49:19,480 --> 00:49:23,279
Speaker 4: the relationship within ourselves to trust that we can take it.

988
00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:27,080
Speaker 2: Trusting yourself first, trusting yourself who you are, what it

989
00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:29,880
Speaker 2: is that you already know, and then everything else conspires

990
00:49:29,920 --> 00:49:32,880
Speaker 2: in your favor, like just trusting in the universe. Then

991
00:49:32,920 --> 00:49:36,120
Speaker 2: the money comes and all the things align, the books

992
00:49:36,200 --> 00:49:39,120
Speaker 2: and the travel and the retreats that you didn't know

993
00:49:39,160 --> 00:49:40,680
Speaker 2: you wanted to be a retreat leader, but now you're

994
00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:45,600
Speaker 2: retreat leader, you know, like the cannabis company, you know,

995
00:49:45,680 --> 00:49:48,440
Speaker 2: like all these things that we're like, oh shit, like

996
00:49:49,719 --> 00:49:51,359
Speaker 2: I can really have it over the fuck I want. Yeah,

997
00:49:51,760 --> 00:49:54,120
Speaker 2: you can, I think too, Like you know when I

998
00:49:54,200 --> 00:49:57,520
Speaker 2: think about money, it does feel like I maybe this

999
00:49:57,560 --> 00:50:01,440
Speaker 2: is definitely the patriarchy too. It feels masculine, like the

1000
00:50:01,840 --> 00:50:05,160
Speaker 2: seeking of money and like this like this going out

1001
00:50:05,200 --> 00:50:08,439
Speaker 2: and like hunting mentality, and like when you were talking

1002
00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:10,319
Speaker 2: earlier at the beginning of this episode about like the

1003
00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:13,400
Speaker 2: divine feminine really coming in and like money wanting to

1004
00:50:13,520 --> 00:50:15,480
Speaker 2: like be embraced by us and be nurtured by us

1005
00:50:15,520 --> 00:50:19,759
Speaker 2: because it's been so mishandled. Yeah, it's been so mishandled,

1006
00:50:19,840 --> 00:50:22,120
Speaker 2: and it's like it's time money is ready to be

1007
00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:26,320
Speaker 2: embraced by like this softness and like done with in

1008
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:31,399
Speaker 2: more positive and proactive ways. And also thinking about even

1009
00:50:31,480 --> 00:50:35,520
Speaker 2: your name on Instagram loose warrior, like this warrior mentality,

1010
00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:39,279
Speaker 2: but like still being able to like maintain this softness

1011
00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:42,880
Speaker 2: and this like divine feminine about you know who you are,

1012
00:50:42,920 --> 00:50:45,600
Speaker 2: and like how do you think that you've been able

1013
00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:47,759
Speaker 2: to because you are working and such. You do work

1014
00:50:47,760 --> 00:50:52,000
Speaker 2: in such a male dominated industry in space, and you

1015
00:50:52,040 --> 00:50:55,080
Speaker 2: do kind of have to have this warrior mentality in

1016
00:50:55,120 --> 00:50:58,080
Speaker 2: many ways. But I look at you and I feel

1017
00:50:58,239 --> 00:51:01,920
Speaker 2: such softness from you. I feel such femininity from you,

1018
00:51:02,520 --> 00:51:04,000
Speaker 2: and like being able to maintain that.

1019
00:51:04,360 --> 00:51:06,000
Speaker 1: Don't make me get crazy.

1020
00:51:09,080 --> 00:51:11,759
Speaker 4: No, I love this question because there is this part

1021
00:51:11,800 --> 00:51:15,640
Speaker 4: of me that does feel like the hunting. I do

1022
00:51:15,760 --> 00:51:19,400
Speaker 4: sense that a lot like the hunting. But when I

1023
00:51:19,440 --> 00:51:22,120
Speaker 4: look at that space, I think, for me, the way

1024
00:51:22,160 --> 00:51:28,760
Speaker 4: I look at money is more like seeds and planting growth.

1025
00:51:29,840 --> 00:51:32,480
Speaker 4: So I feel like that's what it's asking for versus

1026
00:51:32,520 --> 00:51:36,120
Speaker 4: like the killing for it, like the loss of lives

1027
00:51:36,200 --> 00:51:38,400
Speaker 4: for it. I see it like I don't want to

1028
00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:40,360
Speaker 4: be that anymore. This is what I want to be,

1029
00:51:40,800 --> 00:51:42,759
Speaker 4: and so I think that's what it's like for it

1030
00:51:42,840 --> 00:51:45,800
Speaker 4: to be tended by us. But don't get me wrong,

1031
00:51:46,080 --> 00:51:49,320
Speaker 4: I feel like there's definitely this warrior side that will

1032
00:51:49,360 --> 00:51:52,080
Speaker 4: come out of me in the same way that we

1033
00:51:52,239 --> 00:51:55,640
Speaker 4: protect our children, and we will like like I just

1034
00:51:55,680 --> 00:52:00,479
Speaker 4: see like chanting and like exactly, like don't don't follow

1035
00:52:00,560 --> 00:52:00,960
Speaker 4: mama bear.

1036
00:52:01,120 --> 00:52:02,040
Speaker 1: Yeah exactly.

1037
00:52:02,239 --> 00:52:05,640
Speaker 4: So I can when I when that needs to come out,

1038
00:52:05,800 --> 00:52:08,439
Speaker 4: I'm I'm here for it. I can bring that out.

1039
00:52:08,960 --> 00:52:10,840
Speaker 4: But I think for the most part, I like to

1040
00:52:10,880 --> 00:52:13,960
Speaker 4: look at it as seeds and planting and not necessarily

1041
00:52:14,080 --> 00:52:14,960
Speaker 4: killing and hurting.

1042
00:52:15,080 --> 00:52:17,120
Speaker 2: M That's such a beautiful way of looking at it

1043
00:52:17,160 --> 00:52:19,400
Speaker 2: because I think people when they think about money, it

1044
00:52:19,440 --> 00:52:21,760
Speaker 2: feels like you have to take it from some someone

1045
00:52:21,800 --> 00:52:23,960
Speaker 2: else in order to get it, Like there's not like

1046
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:27,080
Speaker 2: this big pot of like seeds growing. It's like, well,

1047
00:52:27,520 --> 00:52:29,080
Speaker 2: if she has it, then I need to take it

1048
00:52:29,080 --> 00:52:31,319
Speaker 2: from her, or like he has it, Like there's this

1049
00:52:31,320 --> 00:52:34,360
Speaker 2: this it is like this whole scarcity mentality around it

1050
00:52:34,360 --> 00:52:35,680
Speaker 2: that also does feel like.

1051
00:52:36,200 --> 00:52:39,640
Speaker 1: Masculine way scarc mentality even the hunting of it.

1052
00:52:40,160 --> 00:52:42,680
Speaker 2: So I know, but I think people forget like we're

1053
00:52:42,680 --> 00:52:46,000
Speaker 2: all both right, like sure feminine, but like when I

1054
00:52:46,200 --> 00:52:49,440
Speaker 2: envision like divine feminine, I do envision like a goddess

1055
00:52:49,800 --> 00:52:52,000
Speaker 2: and like I'm working on that, like speaking like I

1056
00:52:52,040 --> 00:52:54,600
Speaker 2: am soft and feminine ways, but like I also cut you,

1057
00:52:55,680 --> 00:52:57,560
Speaker 2: but you know what I mean. But like and also

1058
00:52:57,719 --> 00:53:00,640
Speaker 2: like letting people do shit for me like that in

1059
00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:02,879
Speaker 2: like allowing it to happen, like yeah, can you pick

1060
00:53:02,920 --> 00:53:06,440
Speaker 2: that up? Like I'm not even going to pretend so

1061
00:53:06,520 --> 00:53:08,200
Speaker 2: go for my wallet. I'm not going to pretend to

1062
00:53:08,239 --> 00:53:10,360
Speaker 2: go pick that up because I shouldn't have to. But

1063
00:53:10,440 --> 00:53:12,480
Speaker 2: also like when I think of the feminine energy, I

1064
00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:15,040
Speaker 2: do think of mama bear, like any mother will fucking

1065
00:53:15,120 --> 00:53:16,839
Speaker 2: kill you about her child, and no one will ever

1066
00:53:16,880 --> 00:53:19,000
Speaker 2: forget that, you know what I mean. So it's like

1067
00:53:19,040 --> 00:53:21,040
Speaker 2: it's like the water, Like the water is gentle and

1068
00:53:21,040 --> 00:53:23,080
Speaker 2: soft and will float you, but that motherfucker will take

1069
00:53:23,080 --> 00:53:26,120
Speaker 2: you out quickly, and like my feminine energy is both

1070
00:53:26,239 --> 00:53:28,400
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. So it's just like trusting

1071
00:53:28,440 --> 00:53:30,360
Speaker 2: your intuition also when you have to go into that

1072
00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:33,040
Speaker 2: mode and like shape shift.

1073
00:53:33,320 --> 00:53:39,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, yeah, like being primal is like kind of

1074
00:53:39,080 --> 00:53:39,799
Speaker 4: powerful too.

1075
00:53:40,680 --> 00:53:43,960
Speaker 2: I got them this massage by Maxwell and Costa Rica.

1076
00:53:44,520 --> 00:53:48,400
Speaker 2: He's like, do you do you growl in the morning.

1077
00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:50,680
Speaker 2: I was like, no, not necessarily in the morning, but

1078
00:53:50,920 --> 00:53:53,600
Speaker 2: I'll work on that. Yeah, growl from your girl, from

1079
00:53:53,600 --> 00:53:56,200
Speaker 2: your stomach. He's like, from your chest, from your stomach

1080
00:53:56,239 --> 00:53:58,000
Speaker 2: every day. He's like, have you growled this morning? I'm like, now,

1081
00:53:58,000 --> 00:54:00,360
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go do it now. But yeah, I liked

1082
00:54:00,360 --> 00:54:04,399
Speaker 2: tapping into your primal side. Is I think necessary too?

1083
00:54:06,600 --> 00:54:08,560
Speaker 1: Well? Oh you know what we didn't do an affirmation?

1084
00:54:08,600 --> 00:54:10,480
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, you have an affirmation? Did I tell you this?

1085
00:54:10,840 --> 00:54:14,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, we didn't really tell you. Sorry, surprise we do.

1086
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Speaker 2: We usually open up our show with an affirmation or

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Speaker 2: we do it at the end and do you haven't

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Speaker 2: any affirmations maybe that like you, that help motivate you

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Speaker 2: or that you live by.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, I'm looking at one right now, so

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Speaker 4: I'm going to go ahead and share the one that's

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Speaker 4: in my office since we're here. Money is not my supply.

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00:54:33,800 --> 00:54:38,560
Speaker 4: No person, place, or condition is my supply. So that's

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Speaker 4: an affirmation that I took from someone else that was

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Speaker 4: written in.

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Speaker 1: An old book. But I really like it.

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Speaker 4: Because it reminds me that money isn't a piece of

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Speaker 4: a pie. Money isn't something I take away from someone else.

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Speaker 4: Money isn't something that because I have it, someone else

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Speaker 4: can't have it. Money is just something that we use

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00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:02,799
Speaker 4: as a tool. It doesn't even have to come from

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Speaker 4: someone else or a paycheck or anything like that. It's

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Speaker 4: something that I can generate, I can bring in, I

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Speaker 4: can create, like.

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Speaker 1: Who's writing the check, Who created the money.

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Speaker 4: From the person that wrote the check, you know what

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Speaker 4: I mean. So it just really grounds me and reminds

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Speaker 4: me that I don't need to be dependent on my

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00:55:18,360 --> 00:55:21,239
Speaker 4: condition or situation that I'm going through. That I just

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Speaker 4: need to be dependent on my higher consciousness. And my

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00:55:24,840 --> 00:55:30,600
Speaker 4: higher consciousness is everything. It's literally connected to everything. So

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Speaker 4: whatever I need. It's going to make sure that it

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Speaker 4: filters over to me, and the way it filters over

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Speaker 4: to me is none of my business.

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Speaker 2: Amen. No money is not my supply. No person, place,

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Speaker 2: or condition is my supply. I generate the money.

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Speaker 1: I love that. I love that. So at the beginning

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Speaker 1: of the show, Loose pulled a card.

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Speaker 2: She pulled the four of ones. We have a deck

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Speaker 2: like this, but it's the Mahogany writer deck. So the

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Speaker 2: four of Wands is upright. Is the celebration. It represents celebration, joy, harmony, relaxation, homecoming.

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00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:16,759
Speaker 2: The four of Wands shows two happy people dancing and

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Speaker 2: celebrating with flowers in their hands in the foreground of

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00:56:19,320 --> 00:56:22,800
Speaker 2: beautiful wreath abounding with blossoms and grapes to spend between

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00:56:22,960 --> 00:56:26,120
Speaker 2: the wands together. These elements represent the joy and satisfaction

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00:56:26,239 --> 00:56:30,920
Speaker 2: that comes with achieving an important goal or milestone. The

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00:56:30,960 --> 00:56:34,200
Speaker 2: four of Wands is a card of joyful celebration, blissful happiness,

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Speaker 2: and appreciation for the good things in life. When this

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Speaker 2: card appears in a tarot reading, it is a perfect

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Speaker 2: time to celebrate with those you love most. You may

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00:56:41,920 --> 00:56:45,760
Speaker 2: commemorate a significant event or milestone, such as a wedding, birthday,

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00:56:45,800 --> 00:56:49,080
Speaker 2: homecoming reunion, or may invite an in a few of

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00:56:49,120 --> 00:56:51,760
Speaker 2: your favorite friends over for an intimate dinner. Hey girl,

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00:56:54,239 --> 00:56:57,279
Speaker 2: intimate dinner for no particular reason except to revel in

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Speaker 2: each other's company, Relax and let your hair hair down,

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Speaker 2: enjoy the special time together. Because the four of want

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00:57:04,440 --> 00:57:07,440
Speaker 2: associates so closely with home environment, you may work on

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Speaker 2: improving or renovating your house or are close to finding

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00:57:11,360 --> 00:57:13,680
Speaker 2: a new one. Perhaps you recently purchased a home or

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00:57:13,680 --> 00:57:16,400
Speaker 2: are getting ready to settle down in your new habitat.

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Speaker 2: In numerology, for symbolizes stability and firm foundations, and with

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Speaker 2: the four of wands, you are now enjoying a period

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Speaker 2: of happiness and security. This card indicates a sense of

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00:57:28,520 --> 00:57:31,920
Speaker 2: harmony and balance as well as completion and those and

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00:57:32,000 --> 00:57:35,680
Speaker 2: thus denotes a time of peace and contentment in life

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00:57:35,720 --> 00:57:36,560
Speaker 2: that comes as.

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00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:39,360
Speaker 1: A result of hard fought efforts.

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Speaker 2: With that being said, ladies, i'd like to say congratulations

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Speaker 2: on your first published book.

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Speaker 4: Yes huge, Yes, yeah, it's important I think for us

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00:57:51,240 --> 00:57:55,040
Speaker 4: to reflect that that's easy, Yeah, you can do it too,

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00:57:55,320 --> 00:57:56,880
Speaker 4: yeah yeah, and that you should.

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Speaker 1: Enjoy the fruits of your labor. You deserve those thousand dollars.

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00:58:00,120 --> 00:58:04,040
Speaker 2: Is my love just seppies. Yeah, I'm gonna buy your

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00:58:04,080 --> 00:58:05,240
Speaker 2: Kate's page just for old times.

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Speaker 1: I don't want Kate.

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00:58:06,400 --> 00:58:14,080
Speaker 2: I'm good. I'm gonna buy the cutest Kate sat.

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Speaker 3: No.

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Speaker 2: I think that card really does resonate, especially with just

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Speaker 2: this idea. Yeah, like celebrating the things you have and

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Speaker 2: not cutting like you know, selling yourself short and enjoying

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00:58:26,560 --> 00:58:29,120
Speaker 2: the fruits of your labor and enjoying the people around

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Speaker 2: you too that feel good to you.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, and that we deserve it, you deserve. However

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Speaker 4: much money is coming in from the retreat, the women

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00:58:39,280 --> 00:58:42,880
Speaker 4: that are putting pouring the money into the retreat, they

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00:58:42,920 --> 00:58:45,760
Speaker 4: deserve to have space made for them in this way.

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00:58:45,880 --> 00:58:48,800
Speaker 4: They deserve everything they receive in that space. Like it's

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00:58:48,840 --> 00:58:51,720
Speaker 4: not limited to it doesn't mean it doesn't mean good,

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00:58:51,760 --> 00:58:52,760
Speaker 4: and it doesn't mean bad.

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Speaker 1: It means that this is the.

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Speaker 4: Law of the land and we are all welcome to

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Speaker 4: receive and give and sew into Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, absolutely, And there's more than enough of wealth

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Speaker 2: and abundance for everyone, Like there is no limit, that's

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Speaker 2: literally limitless. We all have the ability to tap into

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Speaker 2: that because it's infinite yep and infinite well of the

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Speaker 2: things that I need and want. Well, Louce, thank you

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Speaker 2: so much for coming on our show, and you guys

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Speaker 2: please make sure you go check out loose tell the

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Speaker 2: people where they can find you.

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Speaker 4: You can find me at Lou's Warrior on Instagram, and

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00:59:33,200 --> 00:59:36,160
Speaker 4: you can find our community at in Louse we Trust

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Speaker 4: on Instagram. Thank you, Thank you for coming all the

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Speaker 4: way over here in my space. I appreciate having your

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Speaker 4: energy here. It's an honor. Thank you truly.

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Speaker 2: I'm so happy to meet you in person.

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Speaker 1: Yes, I'm grateful to it. I'm like, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: I'm finally behind the infamous crown that I always see

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Speaker 1: on our Page's so cute, I know, I love it.

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Speaker 2: make sure you go look for us on Instagram. That's

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Speaker 2: access to our Discord. If you don't know what Discord is,

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Speaker 2: it's basically an amazing community where all of our tribe

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Speaker 2: this type of energy there. It's all about just like

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Speaker 2: really tapping into your divine femine and tapping into your intuition,

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Speaker 2: tapping into other women and just getting free and getting

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Speaker 2: just the breaks that you deserve.

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Speaker 1: Yes, yes, So anyway, we'll see you guys next week.

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Speaker 2: Bye, thank you, bye so El