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Speaker 1: the show. What's up? Welcome to the show. I really

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Speaker 1: wanted to start Kiki in there, and I was like,

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Speaker 1: I feel like we should take it out. No, I

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Speaker 1: don't give an Kiki, do you? Clearly y'all know our

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Speaker 1: guest name today is Kicky. Y'all, but welcome to yet

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Speaker 1: another episode of horrible decisions. This ye girl, Mandy B.

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Speaker 1: I'm wheezy, and we are joined today by a wonderful person.

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Speaker 1: It's crazy because y'all think we Kiki Kinky Kiki if

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Speaker 1: are joined by today. What I saw a hand behind statue?

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Speaker 1: What you thought was? I mean? I didn't know if

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Speaker 1: she brought ade. I didn't liked you. I did not right,

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Speaker 1: I just don't know, Like you know, Instagram is like

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Speaker 1: I'm into everything you are. You are superb. So I

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Speaker 1: guess before we start and before we get into our icebreaker,

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Speaker 1: my name is Kei ki Um like they said, I

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Speaker 1: am kings with Keiki. On Tumbler, Instagram learns like porn

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Speaker 1: sex on bro good amateur point, guys, this is just yes,

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Speaker 1: create a Tumbler account. Actually, when we when Manny and

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Speaker 1: for horrible Decisions, we talked about Tumbler and I was like,

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Speaker 1: I've never really used Tumbler and I got on there.

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Speaker 1: I was like, I can't handle this. Yeah, we like

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Speaker 1: show you're fucking pussy man. Yeah, that's basically what they do.

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Speaker 1: So you have to like, yeah, you have to really

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Speaker 1: DM on instagramme, I just like, don't expect me to

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Speaker 1: respond to it. I've had and don't your dick multiple times.

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Speaker 1: If I didn't respond to the first dick, the third

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Speaker 1: Mandy that keeps sending me their penis Oh my god.

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Speaker 1: But it doesn't count. So I will say you have

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Speaker 1: So King Noir sends me a lot of his video

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Speaker 1: Well that doesn't happenase we only had one white dick.

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Speaker 1: wait is the dick that I care about? Don't not

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Speaker 1: Is it big? Yeah? Is it really his dick? But

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Speaker 1: the responsible bro. He'd just be sending me like him

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Speaker 1: it is. Okay. So with Kinks with Kiki, where does

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Speaker 1: into virtually everything, so yes, virtually everything made too since

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Speaker 1: My style is in Brooklyn, she lives. You have a

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Speaker 1: show as well, correct, okay, and so very new. I

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Speaker 1: and each week, thank you. Each week I'll talk about

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Speaker 1: detailed story about today, UM the Submissive Feminist. UM. I

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Speaker 1: that's a great way to do a podcast because I mean, ship,

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Speaker 1: we have to split money to be hunted, like, think

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Speaker 1: they're the shower facilities. At four am at Woodstock, we're crazy, right,

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Speaker 1: big dick. So I'm not really into this kink like that,

424
00:22:14,920 --> 00:22:19,440
Speaker 1: but as a little psychologically, how do you prepare yourself

425
00:22:19,800 --> 00:22:22,600
Speaker 1: or like the quotes that you just said when you

426
00:22:22,680 --> 00:22:25,359
Speaker 1: talk to him, what are other things that are said?

427
00:22:25,600 --> 00:22:27,440
Speaker 1: What role are you guys? But I'm not gonna lie.

428
00:22:27,440 --> 00:22:29,159
Speaker 1: I edge it on a lot, like and so like

429
00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:31,760
Speaker 1: he knows when it's coming, so like I'll say something

430
00:22:31,800 --> 00:22:33,600
Speaker 1: like it could be a random text and I'd be like, Daddy,

431
00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:35,120
Speaker 1: you'd be so proud of me. I did blah blah

432
00:22:35,119 --> 00:22:37,320
Speaker 1: blah today. So you go into your little space. That's

433
00:22:37,320 --> 00:22:39,000
Speaker 1: what they call it, a little space. It's called a

434
00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:41,440
Speaker 1: little space. It's like when you. It's almost like when

435
00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:44,520
Speaker 1: you turn off the adult and you become that little

436
00:22:44,560 --> 00:22:47,359
Speaker 1: girl who wants the approval of their daddy and you

437
00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:49,320
Speaker 1: want that recognition and like, hey, how do you pay

438
00:22:49,359 --> 00:22:51,720
Speaker 1: attention to me and love me and let me sit

439
00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:54,800
Speaker 1: on your lab Like that's really what it's all about,

440
00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:57,320
Speaker 1: even though you're adults doing this, but you go into

441
00:22:57,400 --> 00:22:59,720
Speaker 1: a little space where you don't talk about work and

442
00:22:59,720 --> 00:23:02,439
Speaker 1: don't talk about bills and money and adult ship. You

443
00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:04,680
Speaker 1: just want to be with your daddy. But also, like

444
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:07,240
Speaker 1: I think what's cool about it is, um, it's a

445
00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:11,000
Speaker 1: form of submission, right because like sometimes they'll be like

446
00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:13,120
Speaker 1: a little girl, go to the bathroom and yes, take

447
00:23:13,119 --> 00:23:15,879
Speaker 1: a picture you're posting and show me absolutely daddy, And

448
00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:18,400
Speaker 1: like it's a lot of them referring to themselves as daddy.

449
00:23:18,760 --> 00:23:20,639
Speaker 1: And that's kind of how I know when it's starting,

450
00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:23,160
Speaker 1: because it's never like hey, can you blah blah blah,

451
00:23:23,200 --> 00:23:27,959
Speaker 1: like daddy wants you to right, Yeah, that's that's legit.

452
00:23:28,040 --> 00:23:30,960
Speaker 1: Like that's exactly how it starts. Um, if it's I

453
00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:34,720
Speaker 1: haven't talked to anyone who's just like that's their relationship, fully,

454
00:23:34,800 --> 00:23:38,040
Speaker 1: like this is my boyfriend, I'm your girlfriend, right, but

455
00:23:38,480 --> 00:23:41,800
Speaker 1: like I'm a little seven with him, I haven't met

456
00:23:41,840 --> 00:23:44,119
Speaker 1: anyone like that. Well I did meet her, but I

457
00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:46,080
Speaker 1: have to talk. Can I ask you guys a question

458
00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:49,879
Speaker 1: because I know your relationship, so it clearly that's not

459
00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:53,200
Speaker 1: the case. When when women are looking to play this role,

460
00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:56,920
Speaker 1: does it come psychologically from an error where maybe they

461
00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:59,960
Speaker 1: didn't feel this with their dad, they are their daddy

462
00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,480
Speaker 1: issues involved with this kink at all? Like do you

463
00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:05,280
Speaker 1: feel like it's related psychologically to growing up or nothing

464
00:24:05,320 --> 00:24:08,080
Speaker 1: at all? Just a form of power. It is like

465
00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:11,879
Speaker 1: you been submissive, you want to relinquish your power to

466
00:24:12,240 --> 00:24:15,840
Speaker 1: your dominant. So yeah, like that's what it basically is

467
00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:18,600
Speaker 1: because like I my father is at home with my mother.

468
00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:20,760
Speaker 1: I never had any daddy issues. Like I'm really really

469
00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:22,479
Speaker 1: close with my dad. He's like one of my best friends.

470
00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:25,560
Speaker 1: So yeah, it's just that's probably why I don't like

471
00:24:25,640 --> 00:24:30,120
Speaker 1: using daddy honestly. And it was really my daddy child

472
00:24:30,160 --> 00:24:32,920
Speaker 1: support and given us birthdays. So all the niggers that

473
00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:35,119
Speaker 1: give me money is daddy got damn. That's all it is.

474
00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:39,959
Speaker 1: You make me think of something, Um, I interviewed Jesse. Well,

475
00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:41,240
Speaker 1: you guys will hear it soon. At some time her

476
00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:44,520
Speaker 1: and Sam White and we were talking about how sexual

477
00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,800
Speaker 1: trauma has affected both of us in different ways. So

478
00:24:46,840 --> 00:24:48,840
Speaker 1: we went on Brilliant Idiots and I was talking about

479
00:24:48,840 --> 00:24:50,920
Speaker 1: these things and talking about submission or being spit on

480
00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:53,640
Speaker 1: or whatever. He's like, what kind of sucked up childhood?

481
00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:58,480
Speaker 1: Whatever brought that up? Really? But Jesse was talking about

482
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:03,080
Speaker 1: problems orgazing or as because of trauma, and I I

483
00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:05,960
Speaker 1: was saying, I've had sexual trauma and I am able

484
00:25:06,040 --> 00:25:08,440
Speaker 1: to really quick power and things like that and don't

485
00:25:08,520 --> 00:25:10,360
Speaker 1: feel that. So it could be both sides. You could

486
00:25:10,400 --> 00:25:13,640
Speaker 1: either really not be that sexual, be very sexual. It's

487
00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:16,480
Speaker 1: not like there's this direct correlation or that we're disgusting

488
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:19,480
Speaker 1: because I'm calling someone daddy. And the funny thing is

489
00:25:19,560 --> 00:25:21,399
Speaker 1: with the d d LG thing, like a lot of

490
00:25:21,440 --> 00:25:28,719
Speaker 1: women use daddy, which time zaddy actually zaddik. I honestly

491
00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:31,240
Speaker 1: think daddy could be as common as saying like babe

492
00:25:31,320 --> 00:25:34,400
Speaker 1: during sex, Like yeah, daddy, is it really is? I'm

493
00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:36,680
Speaker 1: just taking it a little bit further. Like everyone I

494
00:25:36,760 --> 00:25:39,720
Speaker 1: know in some since they call their boyfriends or husbands

495
00:25:40,359 --> 00:25:47,120
Speaker 1: zaddy or daddy zaddy. It's just it's a thing now.

496
00:25:47,200 --> 00:25:48,760
Speaker 1: I do I do. I didn't got it, you know,

497
00:25:48,840 --> 00:25:52,400
Speaker 1: make a little sexy. So he's saying, so as much

498
00:25:52,440 --> 00:25:54,840
Speaker 1: as like, I want to keep talking about Daddy, and

499
00:25:55,280 --> 00:25:57,639
Speaker 1: let's get into we got to because we got a lot.

500
00:25:57,800 --> 00:25:59,880
Speaker 1: I don't know how to call this decision. I want

501
00:25:59,880 --> 00:26:03,959
Speaker 1: to call it black YSM. We're gonna maybe come up

502
00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:05,920
Speaker 1: with something. I have no idea because there's just so

503
00:26:06,119 --> 00:26:09,320
Speaker 1: much that there's so much to unpack, you know what

504
00:26:09,359 --> 00:26:11,600
Speaker 1: I'm saying, What you got going on? So I want

505
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:14,080
Speaker 1: to talk about your first experience? Can you tell us,

506
00:26:14,119 --> 00:26:18,040
Speaker 1: like how you got introduced? Okay? Yeah, um, okay, So

507
00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:25,000
Speaker 1: it was fourteen and I was twenty seven. I'm thirty.

508
00:26:26,119 --> 00:26:28,040
Speaker 1: I think I was twenty seven three years ago, but

509
00:26:29,600 --> 00:26:34,520
Speaker 1: a lot of ship has happened in three years. Um.

510
00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:39,959
Speaker 1: He classifies as a dominant master, like he's just that personality.

511
00:26:40,320 --> 00:26:43,440
Speaker 1: He introduced me to it, and at first I was like, nigga, no,

512
00:26:44,040 --> 00:26:46,639
Speaker 1: like I'm nobody, SOB like, I'm not calling you daddy,

513
00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:49,040
Speaker 1: I'm not calling you master. Fuck you. And I didn't

514
00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:51,320
Speaker 1: know anything about it because I was ignorant to B

515
00:26:51,440 --> 00:26:53,320
Speaker 1: D s M. So in my mind, I was like, okay,

516
00:26:53,400 --> 00:26:54,680
Speaker 1: so you want to tie me up and beat me.

517
00:26:54,800 --> 00:26:57,200
Speaker 1: What's wrong with you? Want to be disrespect right, And

518
00:26:57,400 --> 00:26:59,520
Speaker 1: he was like yeah, he was like, no, that's not

519
00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:02,520
Speaker 1: the k And when he educated me on it, he

520
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:04,280
Speaker 1: was like persistent. He was like, I really want to

521
00:27:04,320 --> 00:27:06,200
Speaker 1: do this with you, and I'm like, I don't know.

522
00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:08,840
Speaker 1: So I was kind of stand offish for maybe like

523
00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:12,639
Speaker 1: six months. I just got some info. Yeah I was

524
00:27:12,800 --> 00:27:15,399
Speaker 1: not and I do know now, right, Like that's a

525
00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:17,119
Speaker 1: big part of who I am, Like I can go

526
00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:20,640
Speaker 1: six months without being submissis and that's exactly but well

527
00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:26,280
Speaker 1: that's another story. But yeah, he held that part out. Yeah,

528
00:27:26,359 --> 00:27:28,280
Speaker 1: so it was he was like, I just really want

529
00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:30,680
Speaker 1: you to try it, and like six months of convincing,

530
00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:35,359
Speaker 1: I started in like maybe February. Even with the convincing, clearly,

531
00:27:35,440 --> 00:27:37,919
Speaker 1: even when you were like okay, you guys started out slow.

532
00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:42,520
Speaker 1: We started out very what would be considered vanilla b DSM.

533
00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:44,960
Speaker 1: What what things did he do to start you to

534
00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:47,680
Speaker 1: edge your way into more extreme b DSM? Getting into

535
00:27:47,720 --> 00:27:51,159
Speaker 1: the habit of calling him sir and I'm Southern, like

536
00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:53,920
Speaker 1: I'm from North Carolina, So yes, ma'am, no, ma'am, yes, sir.

537
00:27:54,080 --> 00:27:56,480
Speaker 1: That's the thing. Anyway, so I was like, hey, but

538
00:27:56,760 --> 00:28:00,359
Speaker 1: I'm looking at him like nobody's did you watch anything

539
00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:03,040
Speaker 1: or like reading? I did, Like he sent me so

540
00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:05,960
Speaker 1: many different articles and like from so many different websites,

541
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:07,639
Speaker 1: and he was like, you need to read the roles,

542
00:28:07,760 --> 00:28:10,200
Speaker 1: like it was like rules, the roles of a submissive,

543
00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:13,199
Speaker 1: and I read him damn near have the memorized almost

544
00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:16,600
Speaker 1: to this point. But he introduced me with little things

545
00:28:16,680 --> 00:28:18,639
Speaker 1: like like you said, go show daddy, you know, go

546
00:28:18,720 --> 00:28:20,159
Speaker 1: in to bathrooms that can pitch. You show Daddy your

547
00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:22,920
Speaker 1: pussy or call him sir, or let him know what

548
00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:25,119
Speaker 1: I'm going to bed. It was little things like that

549
00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:27,680
Speaker 1: he could like kind of control, like let him know

550
00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:29,199
Speaker 1: when I was going to bed, when I was getting up,

551
00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:30,800
Speaker 1: what I was going to eat, what I was gonna wear.

552
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:33,440
Speaker 1: Now I'm sorry to cut you off, but I want

553
00:28:33,560 --> 00:28:35,439
Speaker 1: to bring up this movie so that you guys can

554
00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:38,160
Speaker 1: see this for yourself. It's called The Secretary, So that's

555
00:28:38,200 --> 00:28:41,080
Speaker 1: goin to be next episode. It is so late, So

556
00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:43,920
Speaker 1: fifty shades are great is the new pop culture of

557
00:28:43,960 --> 00:28:47,120
Speaker 1: b DSM. But what Secretary does, which I really like,

558
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:49,720
Speaker 1: it shows you everything almost outside of sex, Like we

559
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:54,360
Speaker 1: didn't see penetry until the love happens. So in this movie,

560
00:28:55,040 --> 00:28:57,360
Speaker 1: she calls him. We just see this phone call go on,

561
00:28:57,600 --> 00:29:00,840
Speaker 1: and he's like a scoop of mash potatoes, one p

562
00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:03,400
Speaker 1: blah blah blah, and then all the ice cream you want,

563
00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:05,720
Speaker 1: and she's like, and that's all we see. And then

564
00:29:05,760 --> 00:29:07,760
Speaker 1: she's at the dinner table and everybody's like looking at

565
00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:10,440
Speaker 1: her like she's crazy. She listened to him through and

566
00:29:10,640 --> 00:29:13,360
Speaker 1: out for whatever he said. There was actually a scene

567
00:29:13,400 --> 00:29:16,040
Speaker 1: towards the end where he asked her not to leave

568
00:29:16,440 --> 00:29:22,040
Speaker 1: a desk and she peas on herself. She sleeps there. Submission,

569
00:29:22,120 --> 00:29:25,200
Speaker 1: submissive she was. And so what you're talking about is

570
00:29:25,320 --> 00:29:29,080
Speaker 1: like outside of sex exactly, because before we even had sex,

571
00:29:29,160 --> 00:29:31,280
Speaker 1: Like we didn't have sex until like maybe three months later.

572
00:29:31,760 --> 00:29:36,560
Speaker 1: But by that time he had trained me to do, say,

573
00:29:36,640 --> 00:29:39,720
Speaker 1: an act the way he wanted me to in that relationship.

574
00:29:40,520 --> 00:29:47,360
Speaker 1: So it was Lisa Spliffson who does sex work but

575
00:29:47,600 --> 00:29:50,400
Speaker 1: not penetrative because she's the dom, and a lot of

576
00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,480
Speaker 1: people were writing and like she's a liar, and I'm like,

577
00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:55,440
Speaker 1: y'all just don't know. It was more but the fact

578
00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:58,080
Speaker 1: that a lot of men and I get the pleasure

579
00:29:58,160 --> 00:30:00,440
Speaker 1: for being the dom right, But a lot of men

580
00:30:00,760 --> 00:30:03,560
Speaker 1: don't have submissive roles in anything any part of their lives,

581
00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:07,000
Speaker 1: so sometimes they seek being dominated from a woman. But

582
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:10,600
Speaker 1: a lot of women, because we're we're kind of conditioned

583
00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:12,440
Speaker 1: to be sub it's very hard for a lot of

584
00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:14,640
Speaker 1: women to be dumb or to hold that space with

585
00:30:14,760 --> 00:30:17,400
Speaker 1: a man, or to be dominant in that way. Considered

586
00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:21,760
Speaker 1: myself with switch. So yeah, honestly I had a submissive

587
00:30:21,800 --> 00:30:23,880
Speaker 1: man before. I could maybe do it once or twice,

588
00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:26,800
Speaker 1: but like, so that's not switching. Yeah, And I was,

589
00:30:26,880 --> 00:30:29,320
Speaker 1: like Loki said it, So it was like I loved it.

590
00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:32,240
Speaker 1: But often do you switch? Um, I haven't switched, and

591
00:30:32,600 --> 00:30:34,560
Speaker 1: it's been a while, Like the last time I switched

592
00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:36,160
Speaker 1: was like late last year. And by the way, the

593
00:30:36,360 --> 00:30:38,600
Speaker 1: term switch is a person that can flip back into

594
00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:41,640
Speaker 1: the roles being dominant and submissive, And I find that

595
00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:43,280
Speaker 1: it's very hard to be a man that are switched

596
00:30:43,960 --> 00:30:45,920
Speaker 1: like I have. He was witted, like he knew I

597
00:30:46,040 --> 00:30:48,760
Speaker 1: was a submissive, but then he wanted to be submissive,

598
00:30:48,760 --> 00:30:50,680
Speaker 1: so I just switched into the dumb role and kind

599
00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:53,600
Speaker 1: of submissive things did He asked for a one from you.

600
00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:57,320
Speaker 1: He he liked to be hit like a lot, Like

601
00:30:57,440 --> 00:30:59,800
Speaker 1: he liked to be slapped. Uh, he liked to be

602
00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:02,800
Speaker 1: lapped with my hand. He liked to be kicked like

603
00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:05,200
Speaker 1: it was like so abuseful. Not only that, there's also

604
00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:08,040
Speaker 1: names evolved, so the way that you guys are or

605
00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:10,080
Speaker 1: he wants to be called daddy or sir when he's

606
00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:13,840
Speaker 1: the dog. Um so my submissive man that I was

607
00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:16,280
Speaker 1: dealing with for quite some time. He's again the guy

608
00:31:16,360 --> 00:31:19,280
Speaker 1: also piste on. But he used to like to refer

609
00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:23,160
Speaker 1: to him himself as being my bitch. So and that's

610
00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:25,600
Speaker 1: that's the same he would he would like for me

611
00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:28,800
Speaker 1: to call him my slut, my bitch like I run ships,

612
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:30,080
Speaker 1: So tell me what you want me to do? What

613
00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:36,480
Speaker 1: other words are there? You know, aside from being a bit?

614
00:31:36,600 --> 00:31:40,440
Speaker 1: I actually used to call him my little one. Oh yeah, okay,

615
00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:48,920
Speaker 1: even though he's like sucking six four that want to

616
00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:52,400
Speaker 1: It's just like how they say, like cops want to

617
00:31:52,440 --> 00:31:55,400
Speaker 1: get their fucking assets kicked, and like they have that

618
00:31:55,520 --> 00:31:57,720
Speaker 1: mentality of like I'm in control all day, so I

619
00:31:57,800 --> 00:31:59,720
Speaker 1: want to relinquish that power. And that was him. He

620
00:31:59,760 --> 00:32:02,920
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Speaker 1: with her puppet partner Phil Phillips and goes into the

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Speaker 1: cd underbelly of Los Angeles to find out who's behind

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Speaker 1: a series of puppet murders. The Happy Time Murders is

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Speaker 1: unapologetically outrageous and costars comedy. All Star is such as Maya, Rudolph,

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Speaker 1: Elizabeth Thinks and Joel McAll. These puppets are no sesame

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Speaker 1: all street. See the Happy Time Murders in theaters August.

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Speaker 1: Check it out, don't forget it. Let us know how

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Speaker 1: you think about it, and let's get back to the show.

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Speaker 1: I just want to say, politicians be the main ones

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Speaker 1: that be out here paying get for for girls to

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Speaker 1: do that. So every time I say peg, now, I

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Speaker 1: swear to God we did this live show. Bro. I

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Speaker 1: think pegging is just our name should be changed to.

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Speaker 1: So we're at the fucking live show and Mandy and

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Speaker 1: I do this segment for the horrible decision. We brought

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Speaker 1: out toys and I bring out a ring gag and

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Speaker 1: Mandy said, and what do y'all think I have? And

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Speaker 1: the girls are sitting in front shout kids like a pegger.

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Speaker 1: I see that though, all of that crowd, and it's

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Speaker 1: just like I haven't even gotten to peg as much

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Speaker 1: as I would like to because I'm still in baby steps,

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Speaker 1: like all right, so I can look you ask what

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Speaker 1: about a finger? I'm still getting decided for a finger?

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Speaker 1: Like not too many of my present people like niggas

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Speaker 1: that are in my phone because I'm I'm only really

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Speaker 1: having sex with one slash two when I didn't tell

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Speaker 1: you this, I'm saying to cut you off. I was

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Speaker 1: out and someone asked me about you. I went out.

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Speaker 1: I'm on the train. I gotta stop doing that ship

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Speaker 1: just like ask him, motherfucker's about the next person. I mean,

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Speaker 1: you meet, you run into, like, you know, fans of

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Speaker 1: the show or whatever. So this dude is on the train.

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Speaker 1: We're talking for a little bit, it's like three weeks ago,

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Speaker 1: and he says, Yo, can I ask you something? And

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Speaker 1: this is after me and were talking for like ten minutes.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, what's up? And he's like, what's Mandy's obsession

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Speaker 1: with the booty hole? I said, obsession with being so

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Speaker 1: curious about her obsession. So it's not Wait, first off,

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Speaker 1: I don't like the thought that with the booty hole

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Speaker 1: calmed out actually, and it was well answer how all

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Speaker 1: the things to say, Like I don't want to say,

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Speaker 1: I'm not I do think because I watched gay porns

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Speaker 1: so much and I'm looking at booty holes a lot

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Speaker 1: in gay horn like booty holes actually kind of cute.

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Speaker 1: So it's a new place on the body to discover.

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Speaker 1: That it is. Anybody call it cute? They do when

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Speaker 1: they shave and it's a nice as can you call

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Speaker 1: it a balloon? K not girl, it's a starfish. It's

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Speaker 1: a chocolate starfish. Um. And I feel like the thing

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Speaker 1: with with with booty holes or my obsession with that

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Speaker 1: comes from me being a dom so me wanting to

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Speaker 1: put a man in a vulnerable state. And I know

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Speaker 1: that bending a man over, playing with his ass and

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Speaker 1: having his legs up in the air, that's me making

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Speaker 1: it to where he's vulnerable to allow me to do that.

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Speaker 1: It is I'm because I mean I was ready for

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Speaker 1: him to ask me why am I obsessed with being slapped?

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Speaker 1: Right to me, it was the same about slap, being drowned,

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Speaker 1: been on you got I know someone who's been drowned.

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Speaker 1: But I mean, like, yeah, she was about that life

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Speaker 1: like she was a human toilet just oh she was black,

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Speaker 1: she's white. So now we draw a lot. You want

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Speaker 1: to you want to be jailed. You know that's doing toilets?

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Speaker 1: Tell me you know black toilet because she was not

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Speaker 1: happening over here. She did it, I wasn't doing it. Toilet? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: like she like water. Hear her pussy she would open

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Speaker 1: and have him p in it. That's the Kimbut like

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Speaker 1: I want to U T eyes, Why was the craziest

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Speaker 1: thing your like crazy experience, something that you were just

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Speaker 1: like like a story that would shock us. I was cane?

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Speaker 1: Wait what like like with the longing, like when the

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Speaker 1: hayes like not a paddle, a cane like bamboo cane,

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Speaker 1: and then he hits you with it. Yeah, for like

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Speaker 1: maybe two hours like everything from where you getting everything

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Speaker 1: I was, But it's kind of hard to get off

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Speaker 1: because eventually, like you get off later and I'll explain how,

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Speaker 1: because when you first experienced it, it just stinks. It's

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Speaker 1: like it feels like you're being sliced open and you're

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Speaker 1: being hit repetitively. Is your pain taller and tie? No,

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Speaker 1: Like I'm crying like snide like everything. He's running down

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Speaker 1: my face And eventually you get hit so much you

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Speaker 1: go know why didn't were you only doing this to

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Speaker 1: please him? Though yes he's a sadist. I'm a massacus

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Speaker 1: and he would a sadist, But you have to remember

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Speaker 1: so a lot of people are gonna have your questions

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Speaker 1: because I'm just like, are you doing this just to

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Speaker 1: please him. The pleasure is pleasing. Yeah, it was pleasing

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Speaker 1: to me, like I was satisfying his pleasure, so I

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Speaker 1: was satisfied too. It's so it's a weird dynamic, you know.

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Speaker 1: I just say it is a mass it with sex,

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Speaker 1: but a beating like I was literally tied like basically

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Speaker 1: in like an ex a form of an X. And

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Speaker 1: I want to speak for many. This is not judgment.

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Speaker 1: It's amazed. Man. You know what I said. I have

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Speaker 1: a smaller example of this. I can we do smaller

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Speaker 1: because right now I'm not seven percent of my orgasms

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Speaker 1: are from facials and me touching myself. Sometimes I cannot

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Speaker 1: maybe even more than maybe eight out of ten, I

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Speaker 1: cannot get off until that happens. It doesn't have to

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Speaker 1: be all my face. It could be somewhere in my body.

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Speaker 1: So like I don't know if something swallow, I don't

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Speaker 1: see it like that. I like to see it. I

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Speaker 1: need to see it, like I want to see it

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Speaker 1: on me. I want to touch it. I want to

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Speaker 1: like put it in my mouth and like play with

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Speaker 1: eating it off cakes. So you know, eating sperm off cake.

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Speaker 1: I think off cake. Wait, you had a nigga come

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Speaker 1: jack off onto a cake and he beat it too.

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Speaker 1: We were just talking about That's what I was talking about,

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Speaker 1: cas and low key being fed semen out of a dinner,

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Speaker 1: and it was I was so freaking turned on from

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Speaker 1: it because see I've had a guy come on my

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Speaker 1: ass or my back and wipe it up and then

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Speaker 1: I lick it off like this was like still like vanilla,

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Speaker 1: we do every day, not every day. Calm down, that's

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Speaker 1: a special occasion. That's a special occasion action right there

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Speaker 1: especial come yes, because normally, like it's crazy too, because

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Speaker 1: so I'll swallow like I swallowed pretty much every time.

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Speaker 1: But it's it's weird because when they come from me,

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Speaker 1: I'd be like, ill you nasty? I had come to

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Speaker 1: be take every time. Honestly, don't like to swallow because

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Speaker 1: it takes out the joy for me. Oh no, I'm

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Speaker 1: one of those. I didn't. I think I say all

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Speaker 1: the time cocky is my favorite. But like I see it.

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Speaker 1: You see, I'm also the one to where after they

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Speaker 1: come and come and they're shivering, and so I'm like

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Speaker 1: getting all excited because I'm slurping them all up. Then

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Speaker 1: I keep seconding because I know this stuff, and then

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Speaker 1: so I went to like okay, yeah, okay, they're like okay, okay, okay,

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Speaker 1: ok like like like when they're like freaking adder. Yes.

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Speaker 1: Um what was your favorite submissive experience that you have.

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Speaker 1: That's something that always comes to mind. My favorite was

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Speaker 1: we had a threesome. And I know this sounds crazy,

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Speaker 1: He's going you ain't even going too. So we were

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Speaker 1: having a threesome and as my submission to him, he

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Speaker 1: wanted me to dominate her and he was a warrior,

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Speaker 1: so he just wanted to have then ask this from

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Speaker 1: that was so fucking fun, Like it was so much

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Speaker 1: fun because we're being a sub and dom at the

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Speaker 1: same at the same time. Because it's like I'm I

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Speaker 1: have on a strap on, like I'm sucking her and

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Speaker 1: like he's behind me. He was in my ear. It

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Speaker 1: was so sexy. That's like when, Um. So, I had

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Speaker 1: this story from a girl I used to date. Her

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Speaker 1: name was Colle. I talked about it all the time.

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Speaker 1: We were in a three way relationship. Now she's dating

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Speaker 1: a new dom, so she's having a relationship with this

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Speaker 1: girl she met. They go to the dom's house. He

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Speaker 1: says that they both have to place their hands and

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Speaker 1: this is kind of typical domb shit right place their

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Speaker 1: hands down, bent over getting the banking. And then while

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Speaker 1: she's watching the spanking happening, he's making her taste the

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Speaker 1: other girl and like directing everything that you're supposed to

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Speaker 1: do sticky and then like, while what that sounds like fun?

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Speaker 1: You were shaking? Hey, that sounds like I'm right now

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Speaker 1: he's the direction. Like she was having to go out

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Speaker 1: down on the other girl, and like when the girl

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Speaker 1: was about to come, he was telling her stop there

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Speaker 1: and then was making making her edge like not only edging,

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Speaker 1: but kept like not sucking. Sorry, they don't do any penetration, um,

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Speaker 1: But like Ben started going down on the girl who

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Speaker 1: was doing the eating and making the other one. I

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Speaker 1: like that it was finished, kissed her, made her tasted

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Speaker 1: just like constant like exchanges and like you could be

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Speaker 1: a dumb before a little bit and just took it around.

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Speaker 1: He was like, yeah, my X was like that too,

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Speaker 1: He really was. And let me tat men that are listening,

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Speaker 1: like you asked us all the time about threesomes and

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Speaker 1: how to do things like this. This is something that

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Speaker 1: is I don't want anybody for the first time, like

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Speaker 1: that's done. This you really need to kind of know

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Speaker 1: what you're doing. You need to you can I've been

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Speaker 1: with someone that heard that I liked it and they

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Speaker 1: were like, oh, yeah right, and it never works. So

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Speaker 1: I want to I want to get into because we've

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Speaker 1: been talking about so we've talking about d D l G.

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Speaker 1: You actually refer to yourself as a former or probably

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Speaker 1: sex slave. So what is a sex flate? So with submission,

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Speaker 1: you have a little bit of like freedom, like you

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Speaker 1: still call all of the shots when it comes to

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Speaker 1: like big things in your life, and if it's sexual,

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Speaker 1: like of course he or she calls the shots. As

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Speaker 1: a sex slave, they call all the how you they

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Speaker 1: they are because they can own you out to other

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Speaker 1: masters and other doms. Oh and as a sex slave,

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Speaker 1: I always refer to sex slavery, And I hate to

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Speaker 1: say slavery because it sounds so weird, especially as we're like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: you basically give consent to give up consent, all right, Kanye,

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Speaker 1: you signed up for that ship. So like they determine everything. Um,

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Speaker 1: you walk in the house, Master, cannot turn on the light, Master,

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Speaker 1: can I go to the bathroom? Master? Can I cook?

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Speaker 1: He's like, you're gonna wear this today? You're gonna eat

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Speaker 1: this today. You're gonna eat this much today. UM, maybe

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Speaker 1: six or seven months I was. We were in a

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Speaker 1: domed submissive relationship for the longest and he was like, Okay,

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Speaker 1: now I want to have Did you ever jump out

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Speaker 1: of the Can you jump out of the role? You can?

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Speaker 1: But it's not something you would want to do because

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Speaker 1: you get punished. So I guess that's what Um. It

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Speaker 1: depends on the honestly, the master of the dom, like

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Speaker 1: his punishments were like the drinking out of the toilet.

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Speaker 1: It was taking you drink out of you do you

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Speaker 1: have Are you allowed to have hard limits? Yes, but

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Speaker 1: you have to they have to be established very early on,

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Speaker 1: Like if you're going to go into like an immense relationship,

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Speaker 1: you have to talk to your master. Yes, sorry, this

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Speaker 1: is what you're going to do. This is what I'm

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Speaker 1: not willing. What are your hard limits? My hard limit

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Speaker 1: was the toilet toilet drinking that I was not into

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Speaker 1: scat play. Thankfully he wasn't into it either. UM. One

845
00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:26,319
Speaker 1: of the submissives that he had with me, he made

846
00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:29,000
Speaker 1: her the whole gag. She was deep through training and

847
00:44:29,080 --> 00:44:31,839
Speaker 1: he wanted to see her do it and she threw up.

848
00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:35,200
Speaker 1: He made her eat it. That was her punishment. Excuse me,

849
00:44:35,760 --> 00:44:38,799
Speaker 1: he made her eat her throw up back up. Of course,

850
00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:42,560
Speaker 1: I guess what she had to eat up again, so

851
00:44:42,719 --> 00:44:44,200
Speaker 1: he made her eat like she had to lick it

852
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:45,880
Speaker 1: off the floor, Like how was like that was on

853
00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:48,040
Speaker 1: the floor. She was like she had one of the

854
00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:51,120
Speaker 1: shed one of the deal those that like you know,

855
00:44:51,239 --> 00:44:57,400
Speaker 1: like the suction cup hot in here now just honestly

856
00:44:57,719 --> 00:44:59,480
Speaker 1: started feeling like I was on a gag. I have

857
00:44:59,640 --> 00:45:01,600
Speaker 1: such a like I could throw up on command ro

858
00:45:02,040 --> 00:45:03,840
Speaker 1: I just throw water on myself because I thought I

859
00:45:03,840 --> 00:45:09,120
Speaker 1: was gonna disgusting. Bro, Yeah, that was those were she was. No,

860
00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:11,800
Speaker 1: she told me the story like I never but I

861
00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:13,840
Speaker 1: watched her new signs where like I watched her a

862
00:45:13,880 --> 00:45:16,040
Speaker 1: wine bottle annually, like I watched her do some wild ship.

863
00:45:16,200 --> 00:45:19,959
Speaker 1: She did this because he asked her too. It's because

864
00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:23,279
Speaker 1: she wanted to. She wanted to get wanted to buy

865
00:45:23,320 --> 00:45:27,359
Speaker 1: a wine bottle. Bottle, wine bottle. Bro, since our our

866
00:45:27,440 --> 00:45:31,200
Speaker 1: ass muscles are caught are like they're strong. But she was, yeah,

867
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:34,359
Speaker 1: she was like about that life like sixteen twenty inch deal.

868
00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:37,160
Speaker 1: Dos was like nothing like and they were like this yeah,

869
00:45:37,840 --> 00:45:39,920
Speaker 1: oh I need her training because my my booty hole.

870
00:45:39,960 --> 00:45:43,200
Speaker 1: I'd be like, no small dicks only otherwise that's your thing,

871
00:45:43,320 --> 00:45:45,719
Speaker 1: like if you know, too big. Sometimes if you're with

872
00:45:45,840 --> 00:45:49,080
Speaker 1: someone who likes anal sex and you antal train, you

873
00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:54,080
Speaker 1: have like anal plugs. Yeah we like so right now,

874
00:45:54,239 --> 00:45:57,839
Speaker 1: Like I'm a crazy little so only because like he's

875
00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:02,080
Speaker 1: getting into like brafteria, like eating throw up off off

876
00:46:02,120 --> 00:46:05,520
Speaker 1: the floor, like getting me physically. I have a five

877
00:46:05,560 --> 00:46:09,800
Speaker 1: second roll for food. Were not in this gross as city.

878
00:46:09,840 --> 00:46:12,759
Speaker 1: I can't in New York. It's so nasty. I am

879
00:46:12,920 --> 00:46:16,640
Speaker 1: not letting a fault in vinegar chip. Okay, since I

880
00:46:16,800 --> 00:46:18,640
Speaker 1: drop a stard because I was a submissive and I

881
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:22,239
Speaker 1: want to get into this conversation not yet, but the

882
00:46:22,360 --> 00:46:28,759
Speaker 1: feminist and the feminist is bothered hearing that, like it's

883
00:46:28,800 --> 00:46:31,160
Speaker 1: an internal battle. No, I know exactly how you feel,

884
00:46:31,200 --> 00:46:34,160
Speaker 1: because when she did, I was saying that about me. Really,

885
00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:36,560
Speaker 1: how could they not I would get leashed up? I

886
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:38,920
Speaker 1: mean I'm witted. I was collared. I got a fucking

887
00:46:39,000 --> 00:46:42,239
Speaker 1: collar like which you got walked with a leash, like

888
00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:47,560
Speaker 1: in public or in the house. But I was collared.

889
00:46:47,600 --> 00:46:50,680
Speaker 1: I wore a collar everywhere I went except for work.

890
00:46:50,800 --> 00:46:54,520
Speaker 1: Didn't have a little name tag on it. It didn't

891
00:46:54,560 --> 00:46:57,160
Speaker 1: say anything. It was just it was a show of ownership.

892
00:46:57,280 --> 00:47:00,200
Speaker 1: Like it was just the MS for you in this relationship. Um,

893
00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:03,680
Speaker 1: I was in a relationship d S for maybe a

894
00:47:03,800 --> 00:47:06,640
Speaker 1: year and a half MS for like a half year.

895
00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:15,040
Speaker 1: How do how does that affect you? Psychic? He was horrible, okay,

896
00:47:15,120 --> 00:47:17,279
Speaker 1: but he was like he was this night. He was

897
00:47:17,320 --> 00:47:18,800
Speaker 1: still a nigga at the end of the day. So

898
00:47:18,960 --> 00:47:22,239
Speaker 1: he was he was just trash. He was trashed, like okay,

899
00:47:22,280 --> 00:47:25,239
Speaker 1: because how I get it? Because well in a lot

900
00:47:25,280 --> 00:47:28,239
Speaker 1: of women referred to niggas being trashed because they lie

901
00:47:28,400 --> 00:47:32,040
Speaker 1: or they cheat. In this master slave dynamic that you had,

902
00:47:32,280 --> 00:47:33,880
Speaker 1: you said he was allowed to go out and have

903
00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:36,520
Speaker 1: other stuff and three slaves. I was just one of

904
00:47:36,560 --> 00:47:41,200
Speaker 1: them right together together. So he had three others. He

905
00:47:41,239 --> 00:47:45,160
Speaker 1: lives in Brooklyn, and you you were sometimes I don't

906
00:47:45,200 --> 00:47:46,840
Speaker 1: want to say pimped out, but you were able to

907
00:47:46,920 --> 00:47:49,680
Speaker 1: be given to other masters if he chose. I never did.

908
00:47:49,880 --> 00:47:52,239
Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure the little White girl did because she

909
00:47:52,880 --> 00:47:55,560
Speaker 1: don't do. The little White girl. She was about that

910
00:47:55,760 --> 00:47:58,080
Speaker 1: life like most of them. But she was gang bang too,

911
00:47:58,320 --> 00:48:01,719
Speaker 1: so to be fair, I was gonna say, I kind

912
00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:04,160
Speaker 1: of think I can see how that's hot, Like I've

913
00:48:04,200 --> 00:48:06,480
Speaker 1: got too much of an insecurity to get gang banged,

914
00:48:07,080 --> 00:48:09,920
Speaker 1: but I've been talked to like that by my dom

915
00:48:10,040 --> 00:48:12,160
Speaker 1: during sex and it got me off. He was like,

916
00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:14,120
Speaker 1: what if I had just surprised you and somebody else

917
00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:17,120
Speaker 1: canuck you and I would love that ship. I'm down

918
00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:19,320
Speaker 1: if I made you to tell me about it or

919
00:48:19,360 --> 00:48:21,800
Speaker 1: take a picture, and like that ship is sexy. So

920
00:48:21,880 --> 00:48:26,759
Speaker 1: we're like saying it's crazy. But makes him? What made

921
00:48:26,840 --> 00:48:28,560
Speaker 1: him trash? If he fucking other the bitch doesn't canna

922
00:48:28,560 --> 00:48:30,520
Speaker 1: allow and letting you fun other girls. And if he's

923
00:48:30,560 --> 00:48:33,320
Speaker 1: your slave, he's telling you what's up at all times,

924
00:48:33,440 --> 00:48:36,000
Speaker 1: So what made him trash? He was a bad person.

925
00:48:36,840 --> 00:48:38,719
Speaker 1: You can be a good dom, you can be a

926
00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:40,960
Speaker 1: good master, but you can be a shitty man to

927
00:48:41,080 --> 00:48:43,520
Speaker 1: a woman. He was shitty to me? Was that not?

928
00:48:44,080 --> 00:48:46,759
Speaker 1: Was that what you signed up for a little bit

929
00:48:46,840 --> 00:48:51,120
Speaker 1: more than I guess about, Like maybe after care and

930
00:48:51,200 --> 00:48:53,640
Speaker 1: how that works and then we can talk about how

931
00:48:53,680 --> 00:48:55,520
Speaker 1: he was shitty or what you weren't getting or what

932
00:48:55,640 --> 00:48:58,359
Speaker 1: you were supposed to get. Well, after care was one

933
00:48:58,680 --> 00:49:01,440
Speaker 1: that he kind of failed and because he was selfish,

934
00:49:02,040 --> 00:49:04,200
Speaker 1: so he wants you to give, give, give, give, give,

935
00:49:04,360 --> 00:49:06,239
Speaker 1: and then it's a trade off. Like even though the

936
00:49:06,320 --> 00:49:10,040
Speaker 1: power exchange, you still have to act like a master,

937
00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:12,680
Speaker 1: act like a dom Like you can't just you can't

938
00:49:12,760 --> 00:49:15,359
Speaker 1: cane me for two hours and then go away after

939
00:49:15,440 --> 00:49:20,479
Speaker 1: care is important because those endorphins, Like you're on a high,

940
00:49:20,600 --> 00:49:23,880
Speaker 1: you go numb because of endorphins. So when the pain stops,

941
00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:27,279
Speaker 1: endorphins drop completely and you go into subdrop, which I've

942
00:49:27,320 --> 00:49:29,320
Speaker 1: gone into. I've slept for two days and I was

943
00:49:29,440 --> 00:49:31,960
Speaker 1: crying hysterically and couldn't stop. And we didn't know why

944
00:49:32,320 --> 00:49:34,600
Speaker 1: because he was new to it. I was new to it.

945
00:49:34,719 --> 00:49:36,640
Speaker 1: He had never had a woman who had went into

946
00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:41,360
Speaker 1: a sub drop. So sub drop, what's the subdrop? Subtropical?

947
00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:44,920
Speaker 1: It's it's almost like it's the emotional part of like

948
00:49:45,160 --> 00:49:46,719
Speaker 1: if you're in a scene like a B D s

949
00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:50,760
Speaker 1: M scene and you're being whipped, or you're being caned,

950
00:49:50,920 --> 00:49:54,320
Speaker 1: or you're being paddled, you're being tortured, drowned, water boarded,

951
00:49:54,480 --> 00:49:58,279
Speaker 1: whatever you're into, you're high on endorphins, like and you

952
00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:01,279
Speaker 1: can eventually go into like a sub space where you

953
00:50:01,400 --> 00:50:04,600
Speaker 1: can no longer. The lines blur and you can't tell

954
00:50:04,800 --> 00:50:08,200
Speaker 1: him or her to stop because you feel nothing, like

955
00:50:08,280 --> 00:50:10,400
Speaker 1: you're in a cloud, Like it's like you're literally above

956
00:50:10,480 --> 00:50:14,040
Speaker 1: yourself watching these things happen to you. So then when

957
00:50:14,320 --> 00:50:18,200
Speaker 1: they stop, everything drops, so you're just like a world

958
00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:21,399
Speaker 1: of like hormones and emotions come crashing down. And if

959
00:50:21,840 --> 00:50:25,279
Speaker 1: they don't do at the care, proper aftercare for me,

960
00:50:25,680 --> 00:50:28,480
Speaker 1: my proper after care. I needed attention, Like I'm sitting

961
00:50:28,520 --> 00:50:31,360
Speaker 1: here crying and like, no, you're perfect. I can describe

962
00:50:31,400 --> 00:50:33,279
Speaker 1: my perfect one, like I want to hear what your okay?

963
00:50:33,440 --> 00:50:35,960
Speaker 1: Like he would he would take me to the bathroom.

964
00:50:36,160 --> 00:50:38,440
Speaker 1: He would bathe me, like we would get in the shower,

965
00:50:38,640 --> 00:50:42,239
Speaker 1: he would basically clean me. He would bring me blankets,

966
00:50:42,600 --> 00:50:45,000
Speaker 1: bring me food, and he would just be there like

967
00:50:45,120 --> 00:50:47,799
Speaker 1: we would cuddle until I felt better. And the next

968
00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:49,600
Speaker 1: day it was I can never even happen. But if

969
00:50:49,760 --> 00:50:52,759
Speaker 1: I didn't do that, like I'm a missed. The next

970
00:50:52,800 --> 00:50:56,440
Speaker 1: two days, I'm depressed, I'm crying. I'm not really had aftercare.

971
00:50:56,480 --> 00:50:58,520
Speaker 1: I've had something better than others. Yeah, but I've been

972
00:50:58,560 --> 00:51:00,920
Speaker 1: bathed too, and that I really like, that's something that

973
00:51:01,040 --> 00:51:03,360
Speaker 1: really intimate that I saw in Secretary Too was like

974
00:51:03,880 --> 00:51:07,399
Speaker 1: washing my hair like everything that I was like, Oh

975
00:51:07,440 --> 00:51:09,920
Speaker 1: my god, did you let these white men wash your hair?

976
00:51:11,480 --> 00:51:14,239
Speaker 1: You'll be happy, I'm asking because you have we even truck,

977
00:51:16,360 --> 00:51:19,520
Speaker 1: like like where is that? Like you think that I

978
00:51:19,560 --> 00:51:21,839
Speaker 1: ain't got we either. They can't get wet. I mean,

979
00:51:21,920 --> 00:51:24,359
Speaker 1: but there's a way to get I get what she's

980
00:51:24,360 --> 00:51:26,880
Speaker 1: saying because white man will be like, I mean like

981
00:51:27,040 --> 00:51:29,800
Speaker 1: there's still a way to wash it be fair to

982
00:51:29,960 --> 00:51:31,920
Speaker 1: try everyone to listen to the show sho know well

983
00:51:32,000 --> 00:51:34,920
Speaker 1: enough I'm sucking white boys is with it like they

984
00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:38,120
Speaker 1: get it and serious. I mean, no, I see it,

985
00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:40,440
Speaker 1: but I'm not I go to the Dominicans. I don't

986
00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:42,960
Speaker 1: wash my all hairs like you can't got it ain't nowhere.

987
00:51:43,239 --> 00:51:46,320
Speaker 1: The brain's gotta dry underneath wash my hair in the

988
00:51:46,360 --> 00:51:48,839
Speaker 1: show like well like I don't like have someone else

989
00:51:48,880 --> 00:51:53,000
Speaker 1: wash my hair all the time. But it's just like short,

990
00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:54,839
Speaker 1: you know they can just wash my hair. I'm like, yes,

991
00:51:56,800 --> 00:51:59,279
Speaker 1: it's just full on bathing, you know what I mean.

992
00:51:59,360 --> 00:52:05,160
Speaker 1: And then entice behind food, Yes, yeah, that's it's a

993
00:52:05,239 --> 00:52:08,280
Speaker 1: real thing. Like those two things, like it's something about

994
00:52:08,320 --> 00:52:10,719
Speaker 1: the bathing and the food that just makes everything better.

995
00:52:11,320 --> 00:52:14,960
Speaker 1: So how you and I kind of don't. I want

996
00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:16,719
Speaker 1: to get a little personal here, what do you do

997
00:52:16,880 --> 00:52:22,279
Speaker 1: for a living? Okay to where this this kink or

998
00:52:22,360 --> 00:52:26,719
Speaker 1: this lifestyle did it not float back into work? Because

999
00:52:26,760 --> 00:52:28,359
Speaker 1: if you're telling me you were crying for two days

1000
00:52:28,400 --> 00:52:29,719
Speaker 1: or couldn't get out of the bed for two days,

1001
00:52:29,920 --> 00:52:32,799
Speaker 1: how did this lifestyle affect what you do for a living?

1002
00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:37,120
Speaker 1: And which which is a whole another study. Well, anything

1003
00:52:37,280 --> 00:52:39,239
Speaker 1: that we would do that was really really harsh, like

1004
00:52:39,400 --> 00:52:42,800
Speaker 1: the caning, the we did wax play like things like that.

1005
00:52:43,600 --> 00:52:45,279
Speaker 1: We would do it on weekends so I would have

1006
00:52:45,360 --> 00:52:48,480
Speaker 1: time to recover. But like if I'm caned or paddled,

1007
00:52:49,120 --> 00:52:52,239
Speaker 1: just sitting down very slowly at my desk because I

1008
00:52:52,440 --> 00:52:55,560
Speaker 1: sit too hard. It's like, yeah, you know, we get

1009
00:52:55,840 --> 00:52:57,719
Speaker 1: really hard and you can feel it and pussy all day. Yes,

1010
00:52:58,080 --> 00:52:59,560
Speaker 1: I think it's kind of like that. I don't like

1011
00:52:59,600 --> 00:53:08,080
Speaker 1: animals because I don't even shot the son it works.

1012
00:53:08,200 --> 00:53:10,440
Speaker 1: You got try to be like I've texted it was

1013
00:53:10,440 --> 00:53:12,680
Speaker 1: like I still feel you in my bus. I just

1014
00:53:12,840 --> 00:53:17,719
Speaker 1: did that really one thing. I just wrote it down,

1015
00:53:18,239 --> 00:53:23,719
Speaker 1: you dominanting. We were talking about this fantasy that I

1016
00:53:23,800 --> 00:53:25,120
Speaker 1: thought and I don't really know the name of it

1017
00:53:25,719 --> 00:53:27,880
Speaker 1: where I like saw a porn where a girl is

1018
00:53:27,920 --> 00:53:30,160
Speaker 1: getting sucked in about tub and then like her face

1019
00:53:30,239 --> 00:53:31,480
Speaker 1: went in and out of it like not like full

1020
00:53:31,560 --> 00:53:35,200
Speaker 1: on you right right, but is it drowning? And then

1021
00:53:35,239 --> 00:53:39,800
Speaker 1: you said water boarding? Literally what it's like? Um, I

1022
00:53:40,000 --> 00:53:42,200
Speaker 1: want to I'm on Conny, But one of his subs

1023
00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:44,640
Speaker 1: was into water boarding and she was into the whole

1024
00:53:44,760 --> 00:53:47,440
Speaker 1: tub drowning thing as well, So is it while you

1025
00:53:47,480 --> 00:53:51,359
Speaker 1: get fucked? He would have attachi like the magic wand

1026
00:53:51,800 --> 00:53:54,920
Speaker 1: like strapped to her and he would put like a

1027
00:53:55,040 --> 00:53:57,600
Speaker 1: wet cloth over her face and would pull water so

1028
00:53:57,680 --> 00:53:59,880
Speaker 1: you physically feel like you're drowning. It's like a lot

1029
00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:04,320
Speaker 1: of scandal They do that ships like that, Yes, like

1030
00:54:04,480 --> 00:54:08,279
Speaker 1: to be tortured, like real torture ship. She was, Yeah,

1031
00:54:09,600 --> 00:54:10,880
Speaker 1: I just want to get fucked and like we in

1032
00:54:10,920 --> 00:54:14,040
Speaker 1: the water and it's like, oh, that's fine, like like

1033
00:54:14,200 --> 00:54:17,400
Speaker 1: that's kind of like it's not like vanilla ish, but

1034
00:54:17,600 --> 00:54:19,960
Speaker 1: that's some heavy ship. But like the water boarding, what's that?

1035
00:54:20,640 --> 00:54:23,080
Speaker 1: That's literally like that way? Yeah, like you put like

1036
00:54:23,200 --> 00:54:25,319
Speaker 1: a rag over their face and you just pull water,

1037
00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:30,320
Speaker 1: so she's getting aition. I guess you'd kind of like

1038
00:54:30,400 --> 00:54:32,600
Speaker 1: that as just like next level. But you can like

1039
00:54:32,760 --> 00:54:35,279
Speaker 1: actually die from water boarding, so you have maybe very

1040
00:54:35,360 --> 00:54:38,359
Speaker 1: careful like your lungs, like psychologically and physically your body

1041
00:54:38,400 --> 00:54:40,759
Speaker 1: will think that you're drowning and your lungs will fill

1042
00:54:40,880 --> 00:54:43,120
Speaker 1: up as if you're drowning and there's no water going

1043
00:54:43,200 --> 00:54:46,080
Speaker 1: into your body at all. So yeah, but when her

1044
00:54:46,080 --> 00:54:49,000
Speaker 1: podcast is Kings of Kiki, literally, I want you to

1045
00:54:49,040 --> 00:54:54,040
Speaker 1: pup your ship as much as you want you. Here's

1046
00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:56,640
Speaker 1: something I want to get into. Okay, you actually all

1047
00:54:56,680 --> 00:54:58,560
Speaker 1: the questions that I wrote, tell me somehow got there.

1048
00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:01,840
Speaker 1: There's one thing int killer um that happened to me

1049
00:55:02,680 --> 00:55:05,719
Speaker 1: and some shaming that I kind of deal with on

1050
00:55:05,840 --> 00:55:10,399
Speaker 1: my own. Um. So I my first dominating experience wasn't

1051
00:55:10,440 --> 00:55:12,480
Speaker 1: with a white dude, which maybe people may not know

1052
00:55:12,680 --> 00:55:14,719
Speaker 1: like my first real like over the top one. Yeah,

1053
00:55:14,760 --> 00:55:16,800
Speaker 1: but like I've been with black men that have dominated me.

1054
00:55:17,120 --> 00:55:18,680
Speaker 1: And then I started get dating white guys when I

1055
00:55:18,680 --> 00:55:20,560
Speaker 1: moved to New York because they're just all around and

1056
00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:23,239
Speaker 1: like I was getting into Europe and it was like

1057
00:55:23,520 --> 00:55:31,360
Speaker 1: fun and we are where do I meet some Like

1058
00:55:33,040 --> 00:55:34,680
Speaker 1: now it's more than it is the white thing it's

1059
00:55:34,719 --> 00:55:37,840
Speaker 1: more like conquering the European territories. I feel like, you know,

1060
00:55:38,120 --> 00:55:41,640
Speaker 1: I'd be covering each one. So we we had an

1061
00:55:41,680 --> 00:55:44,520
Speaker 1: episode with Marcus Black from Love and Hip Hop, and

1062
00:55:44,920 --> 00:55:47,920
Speaker 1: um I think I put it in top ten because

1063
00:55:48,680 --> 00:55:50,080
Speaker 1: um so we were flowing at the beginning of the

1064
00:55:50,080 --> 00:55:51,879
Speaker 1: episode and he was into me and Ship and even

1065
00:55:52,760 --> 00:55:54,800
Speaker 1: I don't know if I talked about dominating Ship. I

1066
00:55:54,880 --> 00:55:57,880
Speaker 1: think I did, but something came up about me fucking

1067
00:55:58,000 --> 00:56:00,279
Speaker 1: white dudes and it's told to me to change, and

1068
00:56:00,400 --> 00:56:02,520
Speaker 1: he was like, and believe you let white men do

1069
00:56:02,680 --> 00:56:06,279
Speaker 1: this to you, So I want to talk to you know.

1070
00:56:06,440 --> 00:56:09,759
Speaker 1: He was like, you know video at this time, and

1071
00:56:09,840 --> 00:56:12,920
Speaker 1: I don't think it resonated with people, but he legited

1072
00:56:13,280 --> 00:56:15,279
Speaker 1: this was him and we got video now, so I'm

1073
00:56:15,280 --> 00:56:17,800
Speaker 1: gonna show you all what Marcus Black did. Oh you

1074
00:56:17,960 --> 00:56:22,839
Speaker 1: day white man? Whoa. It was more. It wasn't more

1075
00:56:22,840 --> 00:56:25,960
Speaker 1: of the white man. It was like you dominate you

1076
00:56:26,120 --> 00:56:27,719
Speaker 1: and and he was like, wait, you let this on

1077
00:56:27,800 --> 00:56:29,880
Speaker 1: you then brought it into slavery and stuff, but literally

1078
00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:31,880
Speaker 1: whole type ship, It's like, no, I don't do that.

1079
00:56:32,400 --> 00:56:37,800
Speaker 1: He literally leaned back and was pretty much like confused

1080
00:56:38,239 --> 00:56:41,560
Speaker 1: because I I guess what I forget that people don't

1081
00:56:41,600 --> 00:56:45,799
Speaker 1: understand is that submissive ask for this type of pleasure right,

1082
00:56:46,239 --> 00:56:48,960
Speaker 1: whether it be plain, it's my pleasure, it's consensual. We

1083
00:56:49,160 --> 00:56:51,799
Speaker 1: designed on me. I want you to because I'm sure

1084
00:56:51,840 --> 00:56:53,839
Speaker 1: the subs have maybe gone through and I haven't had

1085
00:56:53,880 --> 00:56:56,319
Speaker 1: a bad experience yet, but I've never really been through

1086
00:56:56,400 --> 00:56:59,920
Speaker 1: something where I didn't ask for it like I have been,

1087
00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:03,040
Speaker 1: and like I've either had a dom mentioned some things

1088
00:57:03,120 --> 00:57:05,120
Speaker 1: and see what's order my limits and they rised me

1089
00:57:05,160 --> 00:57:07,920
Speaker 1: with those beforehand, or I asked for it. Okay, hey,

1090
00:57:08,000 --> 00:57:09,520
Speaker 1: like tonight, I want you to do this, this, this,

1091
00:57:09,680 --> 00:57:12,680
Speaker 1: and this is right. I mean everything down to like

1092
00:57:12,800 --> 00:57:15,359
Speaker 1: the safe word, needing it like. So I was very

1093
00:57:15,440 --> 00:57:18,360
Speaker 1: surprised that he just thinks white boys is coming and

1094
00:57:18,440 --> 00:57:20,640
Speaker 1: like slapping the ship out of me because they feel

1095
00:57:20,680 --> 00:57:22,920
Speaker 1: like it and I let them do. Do you think

1096
00:57:22,960 --> 00:57:25,000
Speaker 1: even if I've left the studio and sunk you today,

1097
00:57:25,080 --> 00:57:27,080
Speaker 1: like you're gonna be able to do this right? No,

1098
00:57:27,800 --> 00:57:30,560
Speaker 1: I have to give you consent. That is the biggest

1099
00:57:30,560 --> 00:57:33,680
Speaker 1: thing to exactly shots are called on mine. So I

1100
00:57:33,760 --> 00:57:36,720
Speaker 1: want to know, because the episode you had called submissive feminists,

1101
00:57:36,760 --> 00:57:39,720
Speaker 1: how can we still be feminists and be subs good questions.

1102
00:57:40,640 --> 00:57:44,960
Speaker 1: So in my opinion, you can still have your reserves

1103
00:57:45,040 --> 00:57:48,240
Speaker 1: when it comes to like the feminist movement, you can

1104
00:57:48,320 --> 00:57:50,480
Speaker 1: be submissive to your man. I feel like you have

1105
00:57:50,600 --> 00:57:52,920
Speaker 1: all the power being the submissive, even though it's a

1106
00:57:52,960 --> 00:57:55,560
Speaker 1: power exchange and you're like, I'm going to give this

1107
00:57:55,720 --> 00:57:58,560
Speaker 1: to you because I want but you ultimately have the

1108
00:57:59,160 --> 00:58:02,400
Speaker 1: upper hand. That kind of makes you feminist because you're like,

1109
00:58:02,480 --> 00:58:05,600
Speaker 1: you're taking back your own agency. You're like, I'm giving

1110
00:58:05,720 --> 00:58:09,400
Speaker 1: you the right to do this my free will as

1111
00:58:09,440 --> 00:58:12,600
Speaker 1: a woman, I'm allowing you to do this. That's why

1112
00:58:12,640 --> 00:58:14,840
Speaker 1: I feel like you can still be submissive and you

1113
00:58:14,920 --> 00:58:18,400
Speaker 1: can be feminists at the same time, because like with feminism,

1114
00:58:18,480 --> 00:58:21,120
Speaker 1: you still want to be equal, and in some sense

1115
00:58:21,200 --> 00:58:23,720
Speaker 1: you are equal because you're like, Okay, so we're gonna

1116
00:58:23,760 --> 00:58:26,840
Speaker 1: do this. We've agreed, this is what I want, this

1117
00:58:27,000 --> 00:58:30,040
Speaker 1: is what you want. But just know that I hold

1118
00:58:30,080 --> 00:58:32,200
Speaker 1: all the cards here because at the end of the day,

1119
00:58:32,600 --> 00:58:35,120
Speaker 1: they can't do anything without you saying yes, we're going

1120
00:58:35,160 --> 00:58:37,280
Speaker 1: to do that, Yes I want to do this, So

1121
00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:41,000
Speaker 1: I really want to break that idea of this was

1122
00:58:41,440 --> 00:58:44,080
Speaker 1: exactly like what you just said was so good. Because

1123
00:58:44,320 --> 00:58:46,240
Speaker 1: well because especially back in the day, even if we

1124
00:58:46,320 --> 00:58:50,280
Speaker 1: just go into maybe before the nineteen fifties, women wasn't equal.

1125
00:58:50,520 --> 00:58:53,320
Speaker 1: It was not equal, and women couldn't even say no

1126
00:58:53,520 --> 00:58:56,720
Speaker 1: to their husbands whether they wanted sex or not. They couldn't.

1127
00:58:56,760 --> 00:58:59,360
Speaker 1: Really a lot like you can't. A lot of people

1128
00:58:59,840 --> 00:59:01,840
Speaker 1: like to day tell you can't, and that's right. Absolutely

1129
00:59:01,920 --> 00:59:03,840
Speaker 1: rape a wife. She says no, she means no. And

1130
00:59:03,920 --> 00:59:06,440
Speaker 1: that's why people with women with birth control. That was

1131
00:59:06,520 --> 00:59:09,680
Speaker 1: like the first stage to women taking ownership of their

1132
00:59:09,720 --> 00:59:12,320
Speaker 1: bodies maybe to control what we did as sex is

1133
00:59:12,400 --> 00:59:14,760
Speaker 1: like yes we did this, but I don't want the baby,

1134
00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:17,040
Speaker 1: and just having the option for a woman to do that.

1135
00:59:17,520 --> 00:59:20,479
Speaker 1: So you saying exactly what you said in submissive because

1136
00:59:20,480 --> 00:59:22,960
Speaker 1: of course I questioned, like, but you you let him

1137
00:59:23,000 --> 00:59:25,120
Speaker 1: do all that. But I think that you have empower,

1138
00:59:25,840 --> 00:59:28,200
Speaker 1: very empowering to allow that. So and you gotta remember

1139
00:59:28,240 --> 00:59:31,160
Speaker 1: to like sometimes I do it just for the after, Yeah,

1140
00:59:31,320 --> 00:59:32,880
Speaker 1: like I like that should I'd be like, okay, spank

1141
00:59:32,920 --> 00:59:34,880
Speaker 1: me a little because now you gotta like me. And

1142
00:59:35,040 --> 00:59:37,120
Speaker 1: like I was gonna say, just thinking about it, I

1143
00:59:37,160 --> 00:59:39,560
Speaker 1: think Donald Trump was accused of raising being his first wife,

1144
00:59:39,640 --> 00:59:46,760
Speaker 1: right not surprised, accused of everything exactly, every trump you

1145
00:59:47,080 --> 00:59:49,400
Speaker 1: absolutely just because you know, you get to a certain

1146
00:59:49,440 --> 00:59:51,240
Speaker 1: stage your life, like married, I don't know, you don't

1147
00:59:51,240 --> 00:59:53,360
Speaker 1: have to you don't have to do all these things

1148
00:59:53,400 --> 00:59:55,040
Speaker 1: to me. I mean, these are things that like come

1149
00:59:55,840 --> 00:59:59,800
Speaker 1: with my consent, me asking you interne be acknowledging. Um.

1150
01:00:01,080 --> 01:00:05,800
Speaker 1: I also want to ask you, how do other black

1151
01:00:05,880 --> 01:00:09,160
Speaker 1: women that aren't in the life view you. That's a

1152
01:00:09,240 --> 01:00:14,040
Speaker 1: good question. Okay, sorry, So it's no, it's kind of

1153
01:00:14,080 --> 01:00:19,160
Speaker 1: like the majority of my friends are black women. My roommate,

1154
01:00:20,160 --> 01:00:25,200
Speaker 1: my roommate is a black woman. So having having to explain,

1155
01:00:25,640 --> 01:00:27,880
Speaker 1: like I had to explain to like my closest friends,

1156
01:00:27,960 --> 01:00:31,320
Speaker 1: like my best friends, like so I'm going into a

1157
01:00:31,440 --> 01:00:35,760
Speaker 1: dominant submission relationship and they're like, bitch, we don't do that.

1158
01:00:35,880 --> 01:00:37,920
Speaker 1: Like black women don't do that. We don't listen to

1159
01:00:38,040 --> 01:00:39,840
Speaker 1: no nigga. They don't tell us what to do. And

1160
01:00:39,920 --> 01:00:42,680
Speaker 1: it was like they kind of frowned upon it because

1161
01:00:42,720 --> 01:00:44,480
Speaker 1: they didn't know. And I was kind of in that

1162
01:00:44,600 --> 01:00:47,080
Speaker 1: same boat when I first was introduced to it. I'm like,

1163
01:00:47,440 --> 01:00:48,920
Speaker 1: you're not doing that to me. I don't know you

1164
01:00:49,080 --> 01:00:51,920
Speaker 1: like that. When I explained it to them in detail,

1165
01:00:52,000 --> 01:00:53,920
Speaker 1: like I had to physically sit my friends down and

1166
01:00:54,040 --> 01:00:55,680
Speaker 1: was like, this is what I'm going to be doing,

1167
01:00:56,120 --> 01:00:57,920
Speaker 1: this is how it works, this is who he is,

1168
01:00:58,120 --> 01:01:00,320
Speaker 1: this is my role, this is his role. When I

1169
01:01:00,440 --> 01:01:03,800
Speaker 1: explained it, they had a little bit more understanding of it.

1170
01:01:03,880 --> 01:01:07,200
Speaker 1: But because we're black people and the stigma behind like

1171
01:01:07,480 --> 01:01:10,200
Speaker 1: B D s M being white people ship, they didn't understand.

1172
01:01:10,240 --> 01:01:12,160
Speaker 1: Do you find that when you're dating and you tell

1173
01:01:12,240 --> 01:01:15,120
Speaker 1: someone like, do you normally have a preference with dating?

1174
01:01:15,160 --> 01:01:18,600
Speaker 1: Do you like what do you see that you like? Talk? Um? Recently,

1175
01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:21,160
Speaker 1: I was I've been dating this guy. We were just

1176
01:01:21,280 --> 01:01:24,600
Speaker 1: dating casually and we were talking about becoming exclusive like

1177
01:01:24,680 --> 01:01:27,960
Speaker 1: ethnicity I'm talking about. He was white. Okay, do you

1178
01:01:28,040 --> 01:01:30,680
Speaker 1: find that you're dating more black or white men or what? Um?

1179
01:01:32,640 --> 01:01:35,520
Speaker 1: Dating like a mixture of men? So like black, white, Dominican,

1180
01:01:35,800 --> 01:01:40,960
Speaker 1: Puerto Rican Cuban conversation where you had to introduce your lifestyle.

1181
01:01:41,280 --> 01:01:43,680
Speaker 1: I did and it didn't go well. So that's I'm

1182
01:01:43,800 --> 01:01:46,120
Speaker 1: kind of afraid now because I'm like, I don't know

1183
01:01:46,160 --> 01:01:48,920
Speaker 1: how to approach men. When we get to the conversation

1184
01:01:49,040 --> 01:01:51,160
Speaker 1: of sex and I'm like, oh, I'm into this, Like

1185
01:01:51,240 --> 01:01:53,200
Speaker 1: you can tie me up and choke me and blindfold

1186
01:01:53,240 --> 01:01:56,000
Speaker 1: me and gag me, and like they're like, thatt, you

1187
01:01:56,080 --> 01:01:57,800
Speaker 1: into too much? I'm not with it. And that's what

1188
01:01:57,920 --> 01:01:59,919
Speaker 1: happened with the guy recently, Like we have been dating

1189
01:02:00,000 --> 01:02:01,360
Speaker 1: for a while and he was like, I'm just not

1190
01:02:01,480 --> 01:02:03,960
Speaker 1: with it. Were you already having sex? No, we were,

1191
01:02:04,280 --> 01:02:05,960
Speaker 1: we were going to get to that point. So I'm like,

1192
01:02:06,280 --> 01:02:08,520
Speaker 1: I should let you know in advance what I'm in too.

1193
01:02:08,600 --> 01:02:10,560
Speaker 1: Do you suggest that for someone that is into some

1194
01:02:10,760 --> 01:02:14,439
Speaker 1: cank your ship that like maybe if they start having sex,

1195
01:02:14,880 --> 01:02:17,240
Speaker 1: bringing up before the sex or like have sex, have

1196
01:02:17,520 --> 01:02:20,280
Speaker 1: vanilla sex, so to speak, and then bring up your

1197
01:02:20,360 --> 01:02:23,400
Speaker 1: kings midway. Because I when I meet someone doesn't like

1198
01:02:23,480 --> 01:02:26,560
Speaker 1: to talk about sex. I don't really like transparency is best,

1199
01:02:26,600 --> 01:02:29,560
Speaker 1: so at that point I will from so like I'm

1200
01:02:29,560 --> 01:02:31,880
Speaker 1: talking about, I like to have sex. It doesn't necessarily

1201
01:02:31,920 --> 01:02:33,520
Speaker 1: have to be b D s M. That's why I

1202
01:02:33,600 --> 01:02:36,400
Speaker 1: don't SAME's. I'm like, I'm just saying embarrans. I mean,

1203
01:02:36,440 --> 01:02:38,520
Speaker 1: I don't talk about communication on the show all day

1204
01:02:38,520 --> 01:02:40,520
Speaker 1: every day for the reason. But I also feel like

1205
01:02:40,640 --> 01:02:43,000
Speaker 1: that b D s M part of me isn't necessary

1206
01:02:43,680 --> 01:02:47,680
Speaker 1: before sex. So that's why me? And is that because

1207
01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:50,960
Speaker 1: you can't I can get off, like whether it's vanilla

1208
01:02:51,120 --> 01:02:54,080
Speaker 1: or if it's like a b DS with me too,

1209
01:02:54,200 --> 01:02:57,680
Speaker 1: Like as far as I just won't engage in sex

1210
01:02:57,760 --> 01:03:00,720
Speaker 1: with a guy at all if I know that he's

1211
01:03:00,760 --> 01:03:03,400
Speaker 1: not into the things I have, or he feel no

1212
01:03:03,520 --> 01:03:08,600
Speaker 1: specific with what I'm pegging being domb role playing, like

1213
01:03:08,720 --> 01:03:10,680
Speaker 1: all of that different all the things that I enjoy

1214
01:03:10,880 --> 01:03:13,080
Speaker 1: in the bedroom. If we're talking and we haven't had

1215
01:03:13,120 --> 01:03:16,360
Speaker 1: sex yet and you're doing the whole nose up and

1216
01:03:16,480 --> 01:03:21,400
Speaker 1: that's exactly what he did. I'm not even gonna that

1217
01:03:22,000 --> 01:03:27,080
Speaker 1: this podcast of like someone's opinion of non vanilla sex.

1218
01:03:27,200 --> 01:03:30,320
Speaker 1: But I think that for me, the reason I haven't

1219
01:03:30,320 --> 01:03:32,680
Speaker 1: really been interested in telling is because I'm starting to

1220
01:03:32,760 --> 01:03:34,840
Speaker 1: be weren't open to the idea that not every sex

1221
01:03:34,920 --> 01:03:38,040
Speaker 1: partner will be in the same that's true, Well one

1222
01:03:38,160 --> 01:03:39,880
Speaker 1: four seven doesn't let me peg him, so I don't

1223
01:03:39,920 --> 01:03:43,160
Speaker 1: need every guy to be into that. But I also

1224
01:03:43,240 --> 01:03:47,000
Speaker 1: don't want to be with someone who's closed minded, don't

1225
01:03:47,040 --> 01:03:49,160
Speaker 1: have the option to when I want that to happen,

1226
01:03:49,400 --> 01:03:51,400
Speaker 1: I don't want to What if we date one day?

1227
01:03:51,480 --> 01:03:56,200
Speaker 1: What if we're everybody? That's the thing Like if I

1228
01:03:56,320 --> 01:03:57,960
Speaker 1: like someone and I want to sleep with them and

1229
01:03:58,000 --> 01:03:59,880
Speaker 1: they're fun in bed and they're sexy, but they just

1230
01:04:00,080 --> 01:04:02,560
Speaker 1: can't dominate me, then I don't want to never sleep

1231
01:04:02,600 --> 01:04:06,120
Speaker 1: with him. I want to nig I want to go. Yeah,

1232
01:04:06,160 --> 01:04:10,480
Speaker 1: I like to, but a lot of guys and I

1233
01:04:10,720 --> 01:04:13,600
Speaker 1: need someone to know that either A I can open

1234
01:04:13,720 --> 01:04:16,080
Speaker 1: up down the line and you're open to trying things.

1235
01:04:16,520 --> 01:04:18,800
Speaker 1: So even if you tell me no, I never did that, ship,

1236
01:04:19,120 --> 01:04:21,520
Speaker 1: but you know, you never know, I'll take that over,

1237
01:04:21,680 --> 01:04:23,520
Speaker 1: oh Na. But I ain't nobody doing that. Like I'm

1238
01:04:23,520 --> 01:04:26,480
Speaker 1: gonna saying that way with someone that I plan on

1239
01:04:26,560 --> 01:04:29,560
Speaker 1: being more serious with. But while I want to introduce

1240
01:04:29,680 --> 01:04:31,840
Speaker 1: like different sex partners in my life, I don't really

1241
01:04:31,880 --> 01:04:34,320
Speaker 1: have that right now, but I'm trying to. I mean,

1242
01:04:35,040 --> 01:04:36,919
Speaker 1: I feel like I just can't write them all off

1243
01:04:36,960 --> 01:04:39,120
Speaker 1: and all that I had to write him off because

1244
01:04:39,120 --> 01:04:41,400
Speaker 1: I would be serious with him. I don't. I don't.

1245
01:04:41,480 --> 01:04:43,760
Speaker 1: I don't need it every time. Like if we're six months,

1246
01:04:43,840 --> 01:04:46,280
Speaker 1: eight months down the road and I get like in

1247
01:04:46,360 --> 01:04:48,520
Speaker 1: the mood and I'm like, chuck me, tie me up,

1248
01:04:48,600 --> 01:04:50,960
Speaker 1: spank me, spin on me, like and he's like, I'm

1249
01:04:50,960 --> 01:04:53,600
Speaker 1: not with the ship's now I've wasted since eight months

1250
01:04:53,640 --> 01:04:55,960
Speaker 1: and I have like emotional time invested in this man,

1251
01:04:56,040 --> 01:04:58,280
Speaker 1: and now I'm like, oh, yeah, yeah, you're getting emotional

1252
01:04:58,360 --> 01:05:00,520
Speaker 1: with someone I'm talking about I'm looking for. We're just

1253
01:05:00,760 --> 01:05:04,240
Speaker 1: different sex partners. The sex partner had that. But I'm

1254
01:05:04,320 --> 01:05:07,440
Speaker 1: really big on not going not having sex just to

1255
01:05:07,520 --> 01:05:09,680
Speaker 1: go through the motions. And I've said this often, like

1256
01:05:10,080 --> 01:05:12,360
Speaker 1: I'm now in a good sex isn't necessarily just going

1257
01:05:12,400 --> 01:05:14,240
Speaker 1: through the motions, Like you could have good sex and

1258
01:05:14,320 --> 01:05:18,120
Speaker 1: not be touching, but no, no, But at the same time,

1259
01:05:18,280 --> 01:05:20,920
Speaker 1: I need to know, like there's some level of sexual

1260
01:05:21,080 --> 01:05:26,160
Speaker 1: chemistry as well. You're not doing anything anally, but you

1261
01:05:26,280 --> 01:05:31,280
Speaker 1: have sexually compatible like I do. Like I don't like ball,

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01:05:31,440 --> 01:05:33,680
Speaker 1: so to me, I don't like that as goddamnit, Like

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01:05:33,840 --> 01:05:37,040
Speaker 1: that's like but I enjoy being dominated by him, but

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01:05:37,080 --> 01:05:39,360
Speaker 1: that's in a switch aspect. And to me, I feel

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01:05:39,400 --> 01:05:41,720
Speaker 1: in control when I suck his dick, So to me,

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01:05:41,880 --> 01:05:45,000
Speaker 1: there's a level of subdom because I feel completely in

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01:05:45,040 --> 01:05:50,520
Speaker 1: control when when I literally all the cards. Yeah, but

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01:05:51,040 --> 01:05:53,760
Speaker 1: even with me, and it makes you feel good, Well,

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01:05:53,880 --> 01:05:56,480
Speaker 1: he's not control. I literally do everything. And I'm like,

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Speaker 1: this is how you like like I know exactly, I

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01:05:59,120 --> 01:06:01,720
Speaker 1: tell him, even the I'm going like I'm going lower,

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01:06:01,800 --> 01:06:05,080
Speaker 1: it's not me asking or me. I'm in charge. And

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01:06:05,120 --> 01:06:07,920
Speaker 1: that's what you do with a dom exactly. And so

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01:06:08,080 --> 01:06:10,080
Speaker 1: when it comes to but I'm saying, even if if

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01:06:10,120 --> 01:06:12,840
Speaker 1: you go to where you want multiple sex partners to me,

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01:06:13,120 --> 01:06:15,800
Speaker 1: being as someone who's an advocate of casual sex and

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01:06:15,840 --> 01:06:18,400
Speaker 1: I've had multiple sex partners at any given moment in

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01:06:18,480 --> 01:06:21,680
Speaker 1: my life, I want those people who I'm having sex

1279
01:06:21,760 --> 01:06:25,640
Speaker 1: with to be sexually compatible. Why we can all agree

1280
01:06:25,680 --> 01:06:27,000
Speaker 1: that I'm not going to suck someone that I'm not

1281
01:06:27,080 --> 01:06:29,840
Speaker 1: sexually compatible with. But I will say that personally, maybe

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01:06:29,880 --> 01:06:31,720
Speaker 1: not for the both of you, but for me, I

1283
01:06:31,880 --> 01:06:34,800
Speaker 1: do not need to have dominating sex for it to

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01:06:34,840 --> 01:06:37,280
Speaker 1: be good. So I am perfectly fine with having someone

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01:06:37,360 --> 01:06:39,200
Speaker 1: that I fun from time to time that can't be

1286
01:06:39,280 --> 01:06:40,640
Speaker 1: a dom. They can fund the ship out of me

1287
01:06:40,720 --> 01:06:45,000
Speaker 1: and not you know what I mean, but part from

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01:06:45,040 --> 01:06:47,960
Speaker 1: that person and they can't. The main partner gives me

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01:06:48,040 --> 01:06:51,160
Speaker 1: everything I need. See that that's what you haven't gotten

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01:06:51,200 --> 01:06:55,120
Speaker 1: that yet, That's what I'm looking for. Like the but

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01:06:55,320 --> 01:06:57,200
Speaker 1: like I just kind of like want to like switch

1292
01:06:57,240 --> 01:06:59,040
Speaker 1: it up and sound cool just like that's because you

1293
01:06:59,120 --> 01:07:02,240
Speaker 1: have it consistently and I don't have it consistent, so

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01:07:02,360 --> 01:07:07,040
Speaker 1: it's like I don't want to like kind of gamble. Agreed.

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01:07:07,160 --> 01:07:11,040
Speaker 1: That's basically well, um, let's get to some homemail um.

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01:07:11,360 --> 01:07:16,360
Speaker 1: Our first question is from miss Anonymous. I like to

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01:07:16,480 --> 01:07:18,280
Speaker 1: question a lot. Over the last two or three years,

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01:07:18,280 --> 01:07:21,120
Speaker 1: as a woman, I've had experience with escorts. It started

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01:07:21,160 --> 01:07:24,680
Speaker 1: as an exciting experience while while at a university, but

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01:07:24,800 --> 01:07:26,800
Speaker 1: it progressed into a more occasional thing. I've been with

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01:07:26,880 --> 01:07:28,840
Speaker 1: about four or five each year, and I've enjoyed. My

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01:07:28,880 --> 01:07:31,600
Speaker 1: experience is usually going for girls that are down to earth,

1303
01:07:31,640 --> 01:07:35,400
Speaker 1: laid back, not the porn star trashy types. The problem

1304
01:07:35,560 --> 01:07:38,400
Speaker 1: is I'm worried I may be coming to reliant for

1305
01:07:38,480 --> 01:07:41,320
Speaker 1: sexual experiences with escorts, and the question is if I

1306
01:07:41,320 --> 01:07:44,200
Speaker 1: should be putting that time and all capped money into

1307
01:07:44,280 --> 01:07:47,160
Speaker 1: finding a girl. It doesn't help that I'm kind of

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01:07:47,200 --> 01:07:49,600
Speaker 1: shy when approaching them. What are your opinions? Love the show,

1309
01:07:49,640 --> 01:07:51,520
Speaker 1: by the way, it's always ready to get an understanding

1310
01:07:51,520 --> 01:07:56,440
Speaker 1: of how girls tick in the bedroom. M hmmmm. So

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01:07:56,560 --> 01:07:59,400
Speaker 1: it's a woman who's been paying for escorts and now

1312
01:07:59,520 --> 01:08:02,160
Speaker 1: she wants a relationship and she doesn't know how to

1313
01:08:02,240 --> 01:08:05,760
Speaker 1: have one she wants. She's basically saying she wants to

1314
01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:09,040
Speaker 1: more serious she doesn't want to pay for it, which rightfully,

1315
01:08:09,120 --> 01:08:11,360
Speaker 1: so I wish she doesn't want to go. So the

1316
01:08:11,480 --> 01:08:13,640
Speaker 1: first thing, there's nothing wrong with you having the majority

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01:08:13,680 --> 01:08:16,280
Speaker 1: of your sexual experiences with them and escort. There's nothing

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01:08:16,360 --> 01:08:19,559
Speaker 1: wrong with that. Um, I think that first of all,

1319
01:08:19,680 --> 01:08:22,400
Speaker 1: paying for sex means it's on your time. So if

1320
01:08:22,439 --> 01:08:24,920
Speaker 1: you're not seeing anyone and the majority of your experiences

1321
01:08:24,960 --> 01:08:27,000
Speaker 1: are with you, know you're paying for it. Is what

1322
01:08:27,080 --> 01:08:28,960
Speaker 1: it is. You're single, you know what I mean. Like,

1323
01:08:29,120 --> 01:08:32,479
Speaker 1: so unless you find someone like approach them, then no,

1324
01:08:32,560 --> 01:08:33,720
Speaker 1: if you want to get fucked and you want to

1325
01:08:33,720 --> 01:08:35,920
Speaker 1: pay for it and you like it, I'll take them.

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01:08:35,960 --> 01:08:43,280
Speaker 1: Coins is coming on the emails. And here in college too,

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01:08:43,400 --> 01:08:45,080
Speaker 1: you said, So I can understand why you probably not

1328
01:08:45,160 --> 01:08:50,559
Speaker 1: want to know college. She final, it's like women everywhere

1329
01:08:50,600 --> 01:08:53,080
Speaker 1: in college women and men like it's like a buffet,

1330
01:08:53,160 --> 01:08:55,120
Speaker 1: just a free fall, Like, I know, why are you paying?

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01:08:55,200 --> 01:09:00,680
Speaker 1: So how are you shy with random like everyday? She's

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01:09:00,680 --> 01:09:04,800
Speaker 1: probably so, I was gonna speaking of online, I was

1333
01:09:04,800 --> 01:09:06,759
Speaker 1: gonna say, if you don't know how to approach women.

1334
01:09:07,520 --> 01:09:09,800
Speaker 1: Then start off slow with probably how you're finding the

1335
01:09:10,200 --> 01:09:14,519
Speaker 1: escorts going on. There's her that's a lesbian app, and

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01:09:15,080 --> 01:09:16,519
Speaker 1: I think that that would be a good way to start,

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01:09:16,560 --> 01:09:17,639
Speaker 1: so that you don't have to go up to someone.

1338
01:09:17,720 --> 01:09:19,920
Speaker 1: The instant gratification of swiping left and right and being

1339
01:09:19,960 --> 01:09:22,080
Speaker 1: able to just talk that way, it's a lot more

1340
01:09:22,200 --> 01:09:25,920
Speaker 1: easy and a passive thing than going up to someone

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01:09:25,960 --> 01:09:28,120
Speaker 1: in a bar. So I would suggest online day insist

1342
01:09:28,200 --> 01:09:30,240
Speaker 1: and like, I really hope it works out for you,

1343
01:09:30,320 --> 01:09:32,000
Speaker 1: but I want you to know there is nothing wrong

1344
01:09:32,160 --> 01:09:35,840
Speaker 1: with all your experiences being that way. Um. I've been saying,

1345
01:09:36,000 --> 01:09:38,320
Speaker 1: like if I go through a time where like I'm

1346
01:09:38,520 --> 01:09:41,360
Speaker 1: single again or something like that, I am like, I

1347
01:09:41,600 --> 01:09:45,040
Speaker 1: really want to pay for dick. I want to hire

1348
01:09:45,360 --> 01:09:48,960
Speaker 1: a fucking sex worker that is like meant to do this.

1349
01:09:49,680 --> 01:09:52,519
Speaker 1: I want to go through a catalog of dicks and

1350
01:09:52,600 --> 01:09:54,360
Speaker 1: I want to be like, yeah, so we're gonna be

1351
01:09:54,520 --> 01:09:57,639
Speaker 1: here and this is how much and it's gonna be overnight,

1352
01:09:57,680 --> 01:09:59,519
Speaker 1: Like I really want to. I don't know what sense

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01:09:59,560 --> 01:10:02,200
Speaker 1: of power that gonna give me, but the control because

1354
01:10:02,280 --> 01:10:05,160
Speaker 1: you kind you can get dick for free. But there's

1355
01:10:05,200 --> 01:10:07,360
Speaker 1: still something in that man that feels like he got you,

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01:10:08,280 --> 01:10:10,720
Speaker 1: and not a whole lot of niggas that will take

1357
01:10:10,760 --> 01:10:13,240
Speaker 1: some break when they broadcasters and they broke so you

1358
01:10:13,320 --> 01:10:20,720
Speaker 1: know that well they hove them in and all. So

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01:10:20,840 --> 01:10:24,280
Speaker 1: their dick is godly. How you drop some money because

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01:10:24,280 --> 01:10:26,760
Speaker 1: they need it? The dick is God. They need the

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01:10:26,840 --> 01:10:29,160
Speaker 1: fucking money. I'd be like the most well put together

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01:10:29,280 --> 01:10:33,720
Speaker 1: women that be going for like the bummies nigga like,

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01:10:33,800 --> 01:10:37,360
Speaker 1: how are you preak? That's it better to do? But

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01:10:37,479 --> 01:10:43,000
Speaker 1: watch the god damn it. The next homeil we have

1365
01:10:43,240 --> 01:10:45,760
Speaker 1: is advice for this horror of a mother. Let me

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01:10:45,800 --> 01:10:48,240
Speaker 1: start by saying, I love you, guys. I'm an episode

1367
01:10:48,280 --> 01:10:50,040
Speaker 1: twenty anyways, I need some advice where you got a

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01:10:50,080 --> 01:10:51,519
Speaker 1: long way to go and hope you still love us.

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01:10:51,520 --> 01:10:53,200
Speaker 1: But damn, how's she even gonna get to the question

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01:10:54,600 --> 01:10:57,120
Speaker 1: did she gonna hear this ship? Next year? I'm newly single.

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01:10:57,320 --> 01:10:59,760
Speaker 1: I left my ancient husband. Congrats, let's get around. It

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01:11:00,200 --> 01:11:02,160
Speaker 1: was for you leaving an ancient because a lot of

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01:11:02,200 --> 01:11:04,840
Speaker 1: pitches don't just don't want to be alone. True, long

1374
01:11:04,920 --> 01:11:06,920
Speaker 1: story short, I'm sexually attached to women, but I have

1375
01:11:07,000 --> 01:11:08,800
Speaker 1: never been with one. I was down for three some

1376
01:11:08,880 --> 01:11:11,160
Speaker 1: of my ancient husband. Damn, we're really gonna call net

1377
01:11:11,680 --> 01:11:13,320
Speaker 1: um had an affair on me with not one, but

1378
01:11:13,439 --> 01:11:16,360
Speaker 1: multiple women. How he got caught was he butt dialed

1379
01:11:16,400 --> 01:11:19,000
Speaker 1: me in the act. I left him separated for a

1380
01:11:19,160 --> 01:11:21,439
Speaker 1: year until I took his sorry ask but did she

1381
01:11:21,520 --> 01:11:24,920
Speaker 1: cannot even talk about him without adding I love this

1382
01:11:25,520 --> 01:11:27,560
Speaker 1: took his sorry as back two years ago. Was I

1383
01:11:27,680 --> 01:11:31,599
Speaker 1: wasn't on his ancient as um, I wasn't sexually attached

1384
01:11:31,640 --> 01:11:33,560
Speaker 1: to him, and I never got my nut unless I

1385
01:11:33,840 --> 01:11:39,679
Speaker 1: played with myself. I stopped sucking his I stopped sucking

1386
01:11:39,720 --> 01:11:41,640
Speaker 1: his dick, and we went from having sex daily to

1387
01:11:41,840 --> 01:11:44,559
Speaker 1: once a month because I wasn't sexually attracted to anymore.

1388
01:11:44,600 --> 01:11:47,040
Speaker 1: We have separated again, and this time we realize it's

1389
01:11:47,040 --> 01:11:50,120
Speaker 1: for good. Let me say I'm sexy as I'm beautiful,

1390
01:11:50,160 --> 01:11:52,639
Speaker 1: I'm freak, nasty and bed I'm young, twenty eight, mother four,

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01:11:53,160 --> 01:11:59,200
Speaker 1: and my questions I mean, I guess I want to

1392
01:11:59,240 --> 01:12:01,479
Speaker 1: be pleased again. I have a lot of fetishes that

1393
01:12:01,680 --> 01:12:03,519
Speaker 1: I never did with my husband because I didn't trust

1394
01:12:03,560 --> 01:12:05,080
Speaker 1: him an he as in loyal. I want to be

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01:12:05,200 --> 01:12:06,479
Speaker 1: with a girl and I also want to have my

1396
01:12:06,520 --> 01:12:08,320
Speaker 1: first reason. But where do I start. I've been married

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01:12:08,360 --> 01:12:11,400
Speaker 1: for eight years with four children. How do I go

1398
01:12:11,560 --> 01:12:13,840
Speaker 1: back to my whole ways after many years? Love the

1399
01:12:13,960 --> 01:12:20,640
Speaker 1: mother first, but horror second, are your mom? Because I

1400
01:12:20,680 --> 01:12:22,599
Speaker 1: think it's like still good to give advice. We don't

1401
01:12:22,640 --> 01:12:24,679
Speaker 1: have to be moms, Like we don't always interview women

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01:12:24,720 --> 01:12:26,200
Speaker 1: that have kids, so like, I don't know when we're

1403
01:12:26,200 --> 01:12:28,320
Speaker 1: gonna get to this, but I mean we all have

1404
01:12:28,439 --> 01:12:33,040
Speaker 1: friends with kids, you know what I mean, and I

1405
01:12:33,160 --> 01:12:37,320
Speaker 1: feel like they stay, they just they hope. I think

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01:12:37,360 --> 01:12:39,160
Speaker 1: that you have to get over at least my whole

1407
01:12:39,200 --> 01:12:42,360
Speaker 1: friends with kids. You have to get over the complex

1408
01:12:42,680 --> 01:12:46,000
Speaker 1: of either feeling like men don't want you because you

1409
01:12:46,120 --> 01:12:50,439
Speaker 1: have kids, feeling like, um, you're being wrong for sucking

1410
01:12:50,439 --> 01:12:52,120
Speaker 1: around and being a mom. I mean you've got to.

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01:12:52,280 --> 01:12:54,080
Speaker 1: I mean, look at Avery Rose, like she has a kid.

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01:12:54,160 --> 01:12:56,880
Speaker 1: She I think she's an awesome mom. I really. I mean,

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01:12:56,920 --> 01:12:59,519
Speaker 1: I know we can't tell smart Sebastian is. We can't

1414
01:12:59,560 --> 01:13:03,160
Speaker 1: judge from Instagram, but like she seems so dope and

1415
01:13:03,160 --> 01:13:05,600
Speaker 1: they have such a cool relationship and like she's a

1416
01:13:05,640 --> 01:13:10,680
Speaker 1: self reclaims what and I I don't know. I feel like, um,

1417
01:13:11,320 --> 01:13:15,280
Speaker 1: if you just want sex, this is just me. We

1418
01:13:15,560 --> 01:13:17,280
Speaker 1: may be able to ask dubs when she comes back on,

1419
01:13:17,520 --> 01:13:20,120
Speaker 1: but I don't really find like it's so necessary if

1420
01:13:20,120 --> 01:13:22,599
Speaker 1: you're just looking through sex to share so much detail

1421
01:13:22,720 --> 01:13:25,360
Speaker 1: you just want to get fucked. Why share everything about

1422
01:13:25,400 --> 01:13:27,240
Speaker 1: yourself if you feel like that's gonna scare a motherfucker

1423
01:13:27,320 --> 01:13:29,599
Speaker 1: way if it's just sex, I can't speak of dating

1424
01:13:29,640 --> 01:13:31,720
Speaker 1: what you're talking about home and she seems confident. She

1425
01:13:31,800 --> 01:13:35,120
Speaker 1: says she's sexiest, fun and all that stuff kidding out there.

1426
01:13:35,360 --> 01:13:42,840
Speaker 1: You tell data, baby, keep and get you some dick,

1427
01:13:43,120 --> 01:13:45,479
Speaker 1: like you know, I think even for like being so

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01:13:45,720 --> 01:13:48,840
Speaker 1: hurt over a relationship so long, like if sex is

1429
01:13:48,920 --> 01:13:51,800
Speaker 1: really what you want, even need dating right now, just

1430
01:13:51,920 --> 01:13:54,800
Speaker 1: get fucked, like you need to get you a dude,

1431
01:13:54,880 --> 01:13:57,040
Speaker 1: get you a girl, like how many? How many men?

1432
01:13:57,479 --> 01:13:59,479
Speaker 1: I don't know if this is happening all, but I've

1433
01:13:59,520 --> 01:14:01,160
Speaker 1: been with and have been on a few days and

1434
01:14:01,240 --> 01:14:03,120
Speaker 1: found out they had kids way later than I thought

1435
01:14:03,840 --> 01:14:07,519
Speaker 1: it was always I was like, yeah, I was, if

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01:14:07,640 --> 01:14:10,599
Speaker 1: Nick can do it, you can do it too. Agree.

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01:14:10,760 --> 01:14:13,000
Speaker 1: I think she mentioned them there's something to wanting a

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01:14:13,120 --> 01:14:17,719
Speaker 1: threesome um a woman. I think maybe the couple would

1439
01:14:17,720 --> 01:14:22,160
Speaker 1: be the perfect has a son, and if you if

1440
01:14:22,240 --> 01:14:24,600
Speaker 1: you can actually go on tinder hinge, like there's so

1441
01:14:24,680 --> 01:14:27,879
Speaker 1: many apps now, but there's so many couples now openly

1442
01:14:27,960 --> 01:14:31,400
Speaker 1: looking for us. It's me that would be the easier

1443
01:14:31,479 --> 01:14:33,439
Speaker 1: route to go for you to join a couple now

1444
01:14:33,479 --> 01:14:36,360
Speaker 1: that you're single. You can come in as someone who

1445
01:14:36,439 --> 01:14:38,560
Speaker 1: may not be looking for that emotional attachment you just

1446
01:14:38,640 --> 01:14:41,240
Speaker 1: got out of an eight year relationship and go ahead

1447
01:14:41,360 --> 01:14:43,800
Speaker 1: and and maybe try being a third and a couple

1448
01:14:43,920 --> 01:14:45,800
Speaker 1: and they can do like what Wheezy said, like they

1449
01:14:45,840 --> 01:14:49,599
Speaker 1: can take you out on a date year look all

1450
01:14:49,640 --> 01:14:53,880
Speaker 1: of that. So m dub if you you probably have

1451
01:14:53,920 --> 01:14:56,760
Speaker 1: heard the episode I think was a unicorn with a kid,

1452
01:14:56,880 --> 01:14:58,719
Speaker 1: and like she'd be telling me like she will schedule

1453
01:14:58,720 --> 01:15:01,040
Speaker 1: those things, uh with the couples of them minde, like hey,

1454
01:15:01,080 --> 01:15:02,680
Speaker 1: I have my son blah blah blah. I mean, and

1455
01:15:02,800 --> 01:15:05,600
Speaker 1: you can get treated to all of the things you

1456
01:15:05,640 --> 01:15:08,599
Speaker 1: want without these sexual attachment And frankly, I hate to say,

1457
01:15:08,640 --> 01:15:10,760
Speaker 1: like this sounds really fucked up, but I feel like

1458
01:15:10,960 --> 01:15:15,200
Speaker 1: couples are unicorns are as they are harder to find,

1459
01:15:15,479 --> 01:15:17,439
Speaker 1: whereas a single man might try to be picky about them.

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01:15:17,479 --> 01:15:19,479
Speaker 1: Cues absolutely, and a couple is gonna be like, hey,

1461
01:15:19,560 --> 01:15:21,080
Speaker 1: it's not gonna be a long term anyway, Like I

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01:15:21,080 --> 01:15:27,840
Speaker 1: don't even breaking hot, but you're not looking to delve

1463
01:15:27,920 --> 01:15:30,599
Speaker 1: into another relationship or anything like that, Like this could

1464
01:15:30,720 --> 01:15:33,639
Speaker 1: be an option for you. So I think that again,

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01:15:33,760 --> 01:15:37,000
Speaker 1: try the dating apps, try maybe couples, go try about

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01:15:37,000 --> 01:15:38,400
Speaker 1: it that way. I think actually we did. We gave

1467
01:15:38,680 --> 01:15:42,559
Speaker 1: solid advice. So before, but before before we get out

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01:15:42,600 --> 01:15:44,519
Speaker 1: of here and go ahead and go ahead and let

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Speaker 1: our listeners know again where they can find you, where

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Speaker 1: they can reach you, and maybe where they can talk

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01:15:49,680 --> 01:15:53,200
Speaker 1: to you more about their kinks. Um my podcast and

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Speaker 1: all of my handles is Kinks with Kiki. That is

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01:15:56,280 --> 01:15:59,000
Speaker 1: ka Kai. We all know how to spell key now girls. Look,

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Speaker 1: some people felt like k Hi, you never know. Come on,

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Speaker 1: if you want to email me, you can email me

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Speaker 1: at Kinks with Ki Ki at gmail dot com. Asked

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01:16:09,560 --> 01:16:11,760
Speaker 1: me questions if you want to know things about me.

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01:16:12,000 --> 01:16:14,400
Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure I'll be posting some more per ship later,

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01:16:14,600 --> 01:16:17,400
Speaker 1: so if you have any questions concerns, definitely reach out

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Speaker 1: to me. And a great instage. I really like it

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01:16:19,400 --> 01:16:21,200
Speaker 1: and it's funny because every time I'm on the Horrible

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Speaker 1: Decisions Feed UM. Whenever I see something I like it's

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Speaker 1: from Yeah, so it's really dope. But not only that, guys,

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Speaker 1: if there was something in this episode that maybe you

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Speaker 1: related to that maybe we didn't ask a question about,

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Speaker 1: go ahead and hit Kicky up. She's very on social media.

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Speaker 1: She was this morning. Again. Thank you, guys for everyone

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01:16:43,200 --> 01:16:46,719
Speaker 1: who's patroon UM, for whose patrons and supporting this show. Again,

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01:16:46,760 --> 01:16:49,479
Speaker 1: we're trying to, you know, give you guys content, give

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01:16:49,479 --> 01:16:53,000
Speaker 1: you guys UM dialogue and conversations to talk about before

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Speaker 1: we go. I do want to give a huge shout

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Speaker 1: out UM to Lover's Quarrel, to UM Grassroots podcast, to

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Speaker 1: lot girls texting to UM ship. Like all of the

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Speaker 1: podcasts that I was on in the last UM month

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Speaker 1: or so, I hope you guys enjoyed my interviews with

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Speaker 1: them as well as Sophisticated Ignorance. Again, if you guys

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01:17:11,200 --> 01:17:14,280
Speaker 1: are looking for more podcasts to tune into UM. Weezy

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01:17:14,400 --> 01:17:17,280
Speaker 1: was also just on what was It, Bad Mother's, Good Moms,

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Speaker 1: Bad Choices. There you go, good by the way. One

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Speaker 1: of the girls on that episode tells a story about

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Speaker 1: how she got paid and jail for the first time

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01:17:27,960 --> 01:17:32,040
Speaker 1: in the car and it was so good. So again,

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Speaker 1: me and Weezy have been been guests on other podcasts,

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Speaker 1: So again, if you feel like you're listening to us

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01:17:38,280 --> 01:17:40,559
Speaker 1: only one time a week is not good and maybe

1506
01:17:40,640 --> 01:17:43,160
Speaker 1: you you know, don't have the coins to become a

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01:17:43,240 --> 01:17:46,320
Speaker 1: patron yet, UM just search horrible decisions. And we have

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01:17:46,479 --> 01:17:48,920
Speaker 1: been guested on quite a few other podcasts, so again,

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01:17:48,960 --> 01:17:51,960
Speaker 1: shout out to those people. Shout out to everyone creating podcasts. Also,

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Speaker 1: one last shout out unspoken reasons, unspoken conversations, my bad,

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01:17:56,560 --> 01:17:59,960
Speaker 1: unspoken conversations, UM, shout out to you for shouting us

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Speaker 1: out and bringing us up on the Breakfast Club. That

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Speaker 1: is the number one radio show in the fucking country.

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Speaker 1: And it's not a lot of love if you call

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Speaker 1: a radio station and then like oh yeah, yeah, oh

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Speaker 1: and by the way, horrible decisions Like it's super dope,

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Speaker 1: And I appreciate you for we know, the podcast community

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01:18:17,760 --> 01:18:19,720
Speaker 1: becomes kind of like a family and we all are

1519
01:18:19,800 --> 01:18:22,120
Speaker 1: just trying to you know, make ourselves a name. So

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Speaker 1: we appreciate all of the support that we've gotten from

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Speaker 1: other podcasts, UM, other radio personalities, and of course the

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Speaker 1: love on social media. So thank you, guys. So much

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Speaker 1: for doing that, and thank you for Kiki for joining

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Speaker 1: us than it has been yet another episode of horrible

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Speaker 1: decisions by