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Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning. The Breakfast Club.

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Speaker 1: All right, morning everybody, it's the j Envy, just hilarious.

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Speaker 1: Charlamagne the guy. We are the Breakfast Club just as

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Speaker 1: on maternity leave. So Lauren l Ross is feeling in

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Speaker 1: and we got a special guest in the building. Yes, indeed,

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Speaker 1: ladies and gentlemen, the babies. It's a pleasure to be here, man,

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Speaker 1: pleasure to be here. How you feeling my breath? Feeling great?

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Speaker 1: You know what I mean? Wouldn't rather be nowhere else

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Speaker 1: right now. I'm happy to have you here for sure.

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Speaker 1: You got to do a mixtape? How to fuck? Is

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Speaker 1: this mix? Is this a mixtape? I'm still trying to

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Speaker 1: figure this out, man. Should have been an album. Figure

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Speaker 1: this out right now? Why not an album? You know?

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Speaker 1: We wanted to we wanted to warm to pop back up,

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Speaker 1: you know. And and really, more than anything, it's more

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Speaker 1: of like a reintroduction, you know what I'm saying to

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Speaker 1: all the listeners, to the fans, to the support us,

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Speaker 1: to the new comings. You know what I mean, It's

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Speaker 1: just a reintroduction. I feel like, you know, I done

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Speaker 1: been away from so long. It's my first time putting

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Speaker 1: my heart in the project in like four years. So

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Speaker 1: you know I wanted to no features. I ain't want to.

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Speaker 1: I ain't wanted to. I ain't got nothing to do with,

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Speaker 1: no roll out, no none of that. You know what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying. I wanted to just give him my authentic self,

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Speaker 1: be completely transparent, you know what I mean, and reintroduce

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Speaker 1: the listeners to me as a person, you know what

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Speaker 1: I mean, beyond the artists, and you know, move forward

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Speaker 1: from there, and then we come with the album right

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Speaker 1: after that. Don't get it, Yeah, don't get it. I

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Speaker 1: see you take the music as like I would say,

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Speaker 1: how the essence used to be? Right. The reason I

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Speaker 1: say that is you do the mixtapes, you do the freestyle,

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Speaker 1: You pop up in the clubs, even when it's a

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Speaker 1: paid appearance of not paid in parents. Absolutely you still

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Speaker 1: still go to the small venues. Why is all of

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Speaker 1: that so important? Because we don't see that with a

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Speaker 1: lot of artists. The most important thing about all that

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Everything else is clouded. You know,

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Speaker 1: when you talk playlist and when you talk this and that,

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Speaker 1: all that shit got politics and factors that come into

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Speaker 1: play that you know, the control you know how visible

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Speaker 1: your music is or what have you. You know, when it

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Speaker 1: comes to a freestyle, I can give you current energy,

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Speaker 1: I can touch on current topics and everything. I can

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Speaker 1: give it boom straight to you. I don't gotta wait,

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Speaker 1: I don't gotta upload it, wait for the DSPs to

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Speaker 1: get time to service it and all that extra shit.

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Speaker 1: Shout out to them when they do do it. You

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Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. But sometimes you know, when it

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Speaker 1: Like you need to know how I'm feeling today.

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Speaker 2: What's the difference between for the consumer? What's the difference

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Speaker 1: They don't give They don't fucking know, you know what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like it's just all about you know, how

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Speaker 1: I I like, I'm more of a spontaneous person. You

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Speaker 1: get what I'm saying, So I like the boom, just

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Speaker 1: what I mean. Understand like the type of body of

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Speaker 1: That's what I want because then it's not you know,

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Speaker 2: But you keep talking about being canceled, you keep talking

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Speaker 1: Ain't talking know what I'm saying, But maybe I wasn't

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Speaker 1: I don't see it that I appreciate that from you

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Speaker 3: I mean, I feel like I don't believe in cancel

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Speaker 3: culture completely, but I did feel like there was a

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Speaker 3: it had to be you mixtape dropping music, music, music songs.

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Speaker 3: And then it just got really quiet after the whole situation.

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Speaker 3: And now I feel like I see you slowly like

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Speaker 3: watch you do that a lot. And now we're here

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Speaker 1: We dont like shake something did that.

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Speaker 3: Yeah it didn't happen, but it happened.

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Speaker 1: But even even with that happened later.

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Speaker 3: But I thought that that was going to be the

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Speaker 3: pop back out and it did amazing. But even then,

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Speaker 3: I think because people were attached to you as a person,

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Speaker 3: cause you're you know, you're very animated. People like here

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Speaker 3: you talk. We didn't get that during that you kind

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Speaker 3: of did a little bit. But now your your interviews,

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Speaker 3: you're talking to people. That's how I proceed it.

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Speaker 1: You can let me know if I now with a

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Speaker 1: lot of that, you correct. Except like with the freestyles,

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Speaker 1: I never stopped that. Like that was really the only

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Speaker 1: can somebody press the button, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: Somebody pressed the button. You get what I'm saying. And

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Speaker 1: my way through that. That ain't something I can just you know.

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Speaker 1: But in terms of everything else, right when it come

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Speaker 1: even that ain't never even been my brand. You get

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Speaker 1: I've always been that nigga that's gone. I can't believe

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Speaker 1: plan when I dropped that was the follow up immediately

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Speaker 1: hold my nuts and God damn you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: niggas do. But I dropped my first three projects. You

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Speaker 1: for sure for sure now that I agree one hundred percent,

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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, I agree one hundred percent.

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Speaker 1: And you know, and that's that's part of the whole

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Speaker 1: myself accountable for. You know what I'm saying, Like the

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Speaker 1: past four years, I could have put out a body

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Speaker 1: Immediately after the controversy. You get what I'm saying, Boom

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Speaker 1: Trump doll that shit like that's that's like the ship

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Speaker 1: talked about artists in the game. The ship that I

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Speaker 1: trying to bring this ship up like ill whoopingnig Gass

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Speaker 1: when it comes to like not accepting sympathy and shit

426
00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:17,040
Speaker 1: like it's not like I don't. I don't even I

427
00:16:17,080 --> 00:16:18,640
Speaker 1: don't play like that, you know what I'm saying, Like

428
00:16:18,680 --> 00:16:21,360
Speaker 1: my mama is cut like that, like she don't you know,

429
00:16:21,400 --> 00:16:23,640
Speaker 1: when we got ass whoopings as a kid, It don't

430
00:16:23,680 --> 00:16:27,120
Speaker 1: stop until you til you not crying. She don't. It's

431
00:16:27,200 --> 00:16:30,320
Speaker 1: it's nigg it's shutting. No, you can't cry. If you crying,

432
00:16:30,520 --> 00:16:32,760
Speaker 1: she gonna keep whooping. You gotta shut up. You get

433
00:16:32,760 --> 00:16:34,760
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And that's her conditioning. You know what

434
00:16:34,800 --> 00:16:37,240
Speaker 1: I'm saying, These children for this world that they about

435
00:16:37,240 --> 00:16:38,480
Speaker 1: to go off into, you know what I mean, Because

436
00:16:38,480 --> 00:16:40,000
Speaker 1: it ain't no love out her, you know what I mean.

437
00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,080
Speaker 1: But even at like that shit ain't okay. That shit

438
00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:44,680
Speaker 1: that we the motherfuckers need to God damn, you know,

439
00:16:44,760 --> 00:16:46,680
Speaker 1: we got to learn a different way. And that's why

440
00:16:46,720 --> 00:16:48,280
Speaker 1: I want to, you know what I'm saying, go through

441
00:16:48,320 --> 00:16:50,800
Speaker 1: my journey of starting therapy. I want to do it,

442
00:16:51,000 --> 00:16:52,400
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Publicly, I want to do

443
00:16:52,440 --> 00:16:54,000
Speaker 1: it in a way the way I really want to

444
00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:55,400
Speaker 1: do it. I kind of want to spill the beans,

445
00:16:55,400 --> 00:16:57,880
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But I don't know if

446
00:16:57,920 --> 00:17:00,120
Speaker 1: you should do that yet. Yeah, I ain't gonna have

447
00:17:00,200 --> 00:17:02,480
Speaker 1: to start. Yeah, you got a lot of not not

448
00:17:02,760 --> 00:17:05,280
Speaker 1: as I go, you know what I'm saying. But but

449
00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:09,040
Speaker 1: I definitely want like like the progress to be you

450
00:17:09,080 --> 00:17:10,359
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, I got I got a different

451
00:17:10,440 --> 00:17:12,600
Speaker 1: players when it come to that definitely of the journey.

452
00:17:12,960 --> 00:17:14,320
Speaker 1: What do you want to get that? Once I did

453
00:17:14,320 --> 00:17:18,120
Speaker 1: that on VIA one a live therapy, I regret. Yeah, no,

454
00:17:18,160 --> 00:17:20,480
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna do it now. It's it gotta be controlled.

455
00:17:20,560 --> 00:17:22,240
Speaker 1: I gotta be able to take because I can say.

456
00:17:24,680 --> 00:17:26,680
Speaker 2: I did a live therapy session with doctor Jefs on

457
00:17:26,720 --> 00:17:27,360
Speaker 2: VIACH one more time.

458
00:17:27,359 --> 00:17:29,600
Speaker 1: I like even to let nobody pick me apart like

459
00:17:29,640 --> 00:17:31,240
Speaker 1: that in front I am. I'm gonna be on that

460
00:17:31,280 --> 00:17:34,159
Speaker 1: motherfucker like I'm in an interrogation. I was gonna say, I

461
00:17:34,200 --> 00:17:35,800
Speaker 1: know what to do? What do you want to get

462
00:17:35,800 --> 00:17:37,879
Speaker 1: out of therapy? Because most people I know when they go,

463
00:17:37,960 --> 00:17:39,919
Speaker 1: I want to hear man, I want to grow, you

464
00:17:39,920 --> 00:17:41,280
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like I want and that was

465
00:17:41,320 --> 00:17:42,920
Speaker 1: always my thing with it. I'm like, man, I ain't

466
00:17:42,920 --> 00:17:44,800
Speaker 1: about to pay nobody to tell them my business, Like

467
00:17:44,840 --> 00:17:46,679
Speaker 1: what the fuck I look like, but it ain't. It

468
00:17:46,680 --> 00:17:49,520
Speaker 1: ain't even that like and really what got me on it? Right?

469
00:17:49,560 --> 00:17:51,600
Speaker 1: What got me on like, look, I'm about to start

470
00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:53,760
Speaker 1: therapy I want to do it is me working on

471
00:17:53,800 --> 00:17:56,160
Speaker 1: my documentary. You get what I'm saying. So I did

472
00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:58,639
Speaker 1: so much digging, you know what I'm saying, into my past,

473
00:17:58,720 --> 00:18:01,560
Speaker 1: and I'm calling my mother having conversations with her. I'm

474
00:18:01,560 --> 00:18:03,240
Speaker 1: asking the questions. You know what I'm saying. I'm calling

475
00:18:03,640 --> 00:18:06,359
Speaker 1: this uncle, this uncle, you know, and as they telling

476
00:18:06,359 --> 00:18:08,560
Speaker 1: me these stories and they confirming certain stuff that this

477
00:18:08,680 --> 00:18:11,879
Speaker 1: jog in my memory like I'm I'm remembering more and

478
00:18:11,920 --> 00:18:13,600
Speaker 1: more and then I'm oh, what about this whate but

479
00:18:13,680 --> 00:18:15,720
Speaker 1: and yeah, boom boom, I'm getting answers and I'm like,

480
00:18:15,840 --> 00:18:19,840
Speaker 1: damn hold on, like hey, we I'm I'm fucked up,

481
00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:21,760
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like I'm really you know,

482
00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:24,720
Speaker 1: it's it's different, and you know, like with this with

483
00:18:24,760 --> 00:18:27,440
Speaker 1: this smile and even how I came in there. Everywhere

484
00:18:27,440 --> 00:18:29,880
Speaker 1: I go they do this, do this smile and show

485
00:18:29,920 --> 00:18:32,760
Speaker 1: your teeth and shit, like you know, it's far more

486
00:18:32,800 --> 00:18:34,560
Speaker 1: to me than what me style. You know what I'm saying.

487
00:18:34,560 --> 00:18:36,879
Speaker 1: It's layers to a nigga like me, like it's different,

488
00:18:36,920 --> 00:18:38,800
Speaker 1: and I know it ain't no different than than just

489
00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:40,840
Speaker 1: about any other individual. You know what I'm saying, Like

490
00:18:40,880 --> 00:18:43,200
Speaker 1: we you know, we we kings. We know how the

491
00:18:43,280 --> 00:18:46,000
Speaker 1: goddamn carrying and and and carry on, you know what

492
00:18:46,040 --> 00:18:48,200
Speaker 1: I mean. But at the same time, you know these

493
00:18:48,280 --> 00:18:50,360
Speaker 1: kings need somebody to go to. You know what I mean?

494
00:18:50,520 --> 00:18:52,240
Speaker 1: For sure? You big up your mom a lot on

495
00:18:52,640 --> 00:18:54,600
Speaker 1: Remember the name of the record, every record? Damn. Now,

496
00:18:54,640 --> 00:18:56,320
Speaker 1: I can't stop talking about that woman. I love her.

497
00:18:56,320 --> 00:18:58,640
Speaker 1: You say, you say, blame her for everything? Like yeah, yeah, yeah,

498
00:18:58,680 --> 00:19:01,120
Speaker 1: well she is the reason you are. I'm so I'm

499
00:19:01,119 --> 00:19:03,240
Speaker 1: so confident in myself, you know what I'm saying, Like

500
00:19:03,320 --> 00:19:05,359
Speaker 1: absolutely a thousand percent. Like she ain't never used to

501
00:19:05,400 --> 00:19:07,560
Speaker 1: introduce us to nobody, none of this shit without putting

502
00:19:07,560 --> 00:19:09,919
Speaker 1: the word handsome in front of it. Her email to

503
00:19:09,920 --> 00:19:13,439
Speaker 1: this day is probably still my three sons, Linda. You

504
00:19:13,440 --> 00:19:15,360
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying, Like she ain't. You know, we

505
00:19:15,359 --> 00:19:18,320
Speaker 1: was her pride and joy, especially a baby, especially a

506
00:19:18,320 --> 00:19:19,800
Speaker 1: baby the one that looked just like her, you know

507
00:19:19,840 --> 00:19:22,359
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like for sure, so definitely, like she

508
00:19:22,520 --> 00:19:25,280
Speaker 1: the reason why I you know why I don't let nobody.

509
00:19:25,320 --> 00:19:27,800
Speaker 1: And also the reason why I'm I stand firm on

510
00:19:27,840 --> 00:19:30,760
Speaker 1: my principles, why I don't really accept sympathy for nobody

511
00:19:30,840 --> 00:19:33,000
Speaker 1: is you know why I got damn Yeah, she the

512
00:19:33,040 --> 00:19:36,600
Speaker 1: reason I was raised by a strong black woman, a

513
00:19:36,680 --> 00:19:38,760
Speaker 1: beautiful one at that. That's why I'm so handsome too.

514
00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:41,600
Speaker 1: The documentary gave you more appreciation for her, absolutely a

515
00:19:41,640 --> 00:19:44,560
Speaker 1: thousand percent. I ain't never you know, I ain't didn't know.

516
00:19:44,840 --> 00:19:46,679
Speaker 1: I wasn't never lacking appreciation with my mom. But it

517
00:19:46,720 --> 00:19:48,720
Speaker 1: made me. It made me apologize a few times because

518
00:19:48,720 --> 00:19:50,480
Speaker 1: when I'm thinking, like Mane, you remember when me and

519
00:19:50,400 --> 00:19:53,520
Speaker 1: and Reed that's my brother. You remember when me and

520
00:19:53,600 --> 00:19:56,440
Speaker 1: Reed called your job and got the voicemail. We calling

521
00:19:56,480 --> 00:19:58,560
Speaker 1: this in the nineties, this early nineties. So this when

522
00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:00,320
Speaker 1: you could pick up the house phone and this room

523
00:20:00,359 --> 00:20:01,879
Speaker 1: you can pick it up another room. We used to

524
00:20:01,920 --> 00:20:03,399
Speaker 1: rush to try to call my mama at work. You

525
00:20:03,400 --> 00:20:04,879
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. We get home from school. I

526
00:20:04,920 --> 00:20:06,800
Speaker 1: had a house key at like six years old. By

527
00:20:06,800 --> 00:20:08,120
Speaker 1: the way, I get off the bus and go let

528
00:20:08,119 --> 00:20:10,439
Speaker 1: myself in in preschool, you know what I mean. And

529
00:20:10,440 --> 00:20:12,240
Speaker 1: then that's when you know elementary school be the first

530
00:20:12,240 --> 00:20:14,280
Speaker 1: ones to get out or whatever. So I was coming

531
00:20:14,280 --> 00:20:16,560
Speaker 1: in and let myself in the house as a as

532
00:20:16,600 --> 00:20:18,520
Speaker 1: a pee weeed, you know what I mean? Like crazy

533
00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:23,520
Speaker 1: to think about what we used to do that for

534
00:20:23,560 --> 00:20:28,320
Speaker 1: nobody s god, you know, so it's different. These kids

535
00:20:28,359 --> 00:20:30,560
Speaker 1: don't even know. These niggas got our phones. I get

536
00:20:30,560 --> 00:20:33,080
Speaker 1: on TikTok. We ain't none of that. I ain't never

537
00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:34,919
Speaker 1: wrote a little love love of y'all. Let niggas. But

538
00:20:35,119 --> 00:20:36,919
Speaker 1: how about the door. It wasn't even locked at my

539
00:20:36,960 --> 00:20:41,320
Speaker 1: grandma house, but I wouldn't yeh, y'all was in there

540
00:20:41,320 --> 00:20:43,399
Speaker 1: with a knife back in the day. Nig used to

541
00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:45,119
Speaker 1: have that knife. I don't even think it was going

542
00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:47,720
Speaker 1: to happen. And I was cooling, Nah for sure, man,

543
00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:50,440
Speaker 1: but not definitely like I had back to that's that's

544
00:20:50,440 --> 00:20:52,960
Speaker 1: a funny story. On the ship, isn't with y'all? So

545
00:20:53,200 --> 00:20:54,879
Speaker 1: we had we went to call my mama. We used

546
00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:56,680
Speaker 1: to rush to call it from different phones or whatever.

547
00:20:56,720 --> 00:21:00,480
Speaker 1: Badass little niggas man that ship. Crazy they so this

548
00:21:00,520 --> 00:21:04,080
Speaker 1: is at her job, got the voicemail. We on there

549
00:21:04,960 --> 00:21:07,359
Speaker 1: not not realizing that this is a voicemail and just

550
00:21:07,400 --> 00:21:09,359
Speaker 1: thinking that we on the phone with each other acting like,

551
00:21:09,400 --> 00:21:11,640
Speaker 1: oh I god, damn uncles and other family members and shit,

552
00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:14,640
Speaker 1: and we cussing each other out on the phone. Oh boy,

553
00:21:15,119 --> 00:21:18,080
Speaker 1: like I'm like four, My brother like five or six.

554
00:21:18,119 --> 00:21:19,440
Speaker 1: He's like a year and a high vote him. So

555
00:21:19,480 --> 00:21:21,199
Speaker 1: I'm four, he like five. And they know us like

556
00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:22,760
Speaker 1: she bring us, like I say, we was up pride

557
00:21:22,760 --> 00:21:24,640
Speaker 1: and dressing to they. Oh no, it's we call every

558
00:21:24,680 --> 00:21:26,880
Speaker 1: We had to be annoying as hell. We call every day.

559
00:21:26,880 --> 00:21:29,440
Speaker 1: How can I speak to Linda? Please say hey, Johnna thing? Hey,

560
00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:32,120
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Like, so they hear these

561
00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:34,919
Speaker 1: these boys that they just think so cute and whatever,

562
00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:37,119
Speaker 1: and they hear us whoever, the manager, whoever came to

563
00:21:37,119 --> 00:21:39,760
Speaker 1: play that voicemail in the morning. You know what I'm saying,

564
00:21:39,760 --> 00:21:42,360
Speaker 1: We fuck you, bitch, motherfucker. We don't even know how

565
00:21:42,359 --> 00:21:43,840
Speaker 1: to cush yet, and shit, so you know, it be

566
00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:45,720
Speaker 1: bad when the little nigga don't know how to cush you,

567
00:21:46,200 --> 00:21:48,520
Speaker 1: it be bad. And you know my uncles and shit, man,

568
00:21:48,600 --> 00:21:50,840
Speaker 1: look it's clock, I'm cut from different So the type

569
00:21:50,840 --> 00:21:53,320
Speaker 1: shit we were saying, I know, I know, we just

570
00:21:53,359 --> 00:21:55,680
Speaker 1: embarrassed the hell out of her. Man, And I'm sorry

571
00:21:55,760 --> 00:21:58,680
Speaker 1: again when you see this, I apologize, you know, and

572
00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:01,400
Speaker 1: if my kid is ever you know, but we Yeah,

573
00:22:01,800 --> 00:22:03,320
Speaker 1: she adin't even say nothing. She's just pulled up to

574
00:22:03,359 --> 00:22:05,000
Speaker 1: the crib. She said, come out, y'all, come in real quick.

575
00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:07,800
Speaker 1: We thinking, god, damn, she got something for us. I

576
00:22:07,800 --> 00:22:09,720
Speaker 1: think she closed the door behind us and got damn

577
00:22:10,359 --> 00:22:16,760
Speaker 1: press play. Oh lord, whooped after we got the phone

578
00:22:16,800 --> 00:22:21,719
Speaker 1: court that day at the phone court. No no, no, no, no,

579
00:22:22,480 --> 00:22:24,760
Speaker 1: no, no no. They love my mama. Now how they know

580
00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:27,160
Speaker 1: she got some badass kids? How are you with your kids?

581
00:22:27,160 --> 00:22:28,480
Speaker 1: Because I mean, you got to have a bad kid.

582
00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:30,480
Speaker 1: They gotta be one that's bad. You'd be like, nah,

583
00:22:30,520 --> 00:22:32,919
Speaker 1: I got like me. I'm a princess maker, man, so

584
00:22:32,960 --> 00:22:34,960
Speaker 1: you know my twins. She just like me. But she ain't.

585
00:22:35,160 --> 00:22:36,879
Speaker 1: She's not bad. No, hell no, I ain't. None of

586
00:22:36,880 --> 00:22:40,160
Speaker 1: my kids really bad. Really my they got second born.

587
00:22:40,240 --> 00:22:41,920
Speaker 1: She but not with me. You know what I'm saying.

588
00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:44,600
Speaker 1: She she she handled her mama, but not with me.

589
00:22:44,720 --> 00:22:46,480
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? Like, yeah, but I don't

590
00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:48,160
Speaker 1: got no kid. I don't got no kid. As bad

591
00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:51,240
Speaker 1: as we was, hell no, hell no. It's always the

592
00:22:51,280 --> 00:22:53,200
Speaker 1: second child that make it make you feel like you

593
00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:55,040
Speaker 1: don't know what you're doing as a parent, right for sure.

594
00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:59,040
Speaker 1: Now now, now, my nephew, No, that's why I said

595
00:22:59,040 --> 00:23:02,119
Speaker 1: the video nephew, to watch him in your videos he has,

596
00:23:03,480 --> 00:23:07,680
Speaker 1: that's my nigga. Man, he turns seven. He turns seven tomorrow,

597
00:23:07,760 --> 00:23:08,960
Speaker 1: by the way, you know what I'm saying. But that

598
00:23:08,960 --> 00:23:12,399
Speaker 1: boy six, you know what I mean, going on on

599
00:23:12,440 --> 00:23:16,080
Speaker 1: his way? He can I can make him. He already him.

600
00:23:16,119 --> 00:23:18,480
Speaker 1: He don't remind me of me. Man. He different. I wouldn't.

601
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:20,760
Speaker 1: I wouldn't cut like him at his age. Man, when

602
00:23:20,800 --> 00:23:22,680
Speaker 1: I tell you that boy is different, I wish I

603
00:23:22,680 --> 00:23:24,919
Speaker 1: could have brought him with me. That boy different. You

604
00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:26,760
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. He is different, you know. So

605
00:23:26,800 --> 00:23:29,120
Speaker 1: he he got the world in front of him. Man,

606
00:23:29,160 --> 00:23:30,840
Speaker 1: it's for the taken when it comes to him. I'm

607
00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:33,600
Speaker 1: super excited about seeing him growing and the what he

608
00:23:33,640 --> 00:23:36,399
Speaker 1: gonna grow into. And definitely I try to do everything

609
00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:38,080
Speaker 1: I can to lead him in the right direction. But

610
00:23:38,160 --> 00:23:40,080
Speaker 1: I know the cloth he cut from. I already know

611
00:23:40,119 --> 00:23:42,840
Speaker 1: what's going on. So it's like I understand it, you

612
00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:45,240
Speaker 1: know what I mean, I understand it. And with me

613
00:23:45,359 --> 00:23:48,200
Speaker 1: coming from that cloth and seeing the other side of

614
00:23:48,240 --> 00:23:50,879
Speaker 1: ship and seeing you know what is possible like and

615
00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:53,000
Speaker 1: he look up to me like a motherfucker. So, you know,

616
00:23:53,080 --> 00:23:55,760
Speaker 1: I make it a point to make sure that I'm

617
00:23:55,760 --> 00:23:58,280
Speaker 1: putting the right things on his mind and I'm sprinkling

618
00:23:58,320 --> 00:23:59,760
Speaker 1: the game on him and the lessons I learned, so

619
00:23:59,800 --> 00:24:02,360
Speaker 1: he don't make none of the mistakes that I have made,

620
00:24:02,400 --> 00:24:03,600
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, or try to make it.

621
00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:06,080
Speaker 1: You know, it's a little bit of mistakes I made

622
00:24:06,080 --> 00:24:07,680
Speaker 1: as possible because hes gonna have to make some, you

623
00:24:07,680 --> 00:24:09,640
Speaker 1: know what I mean. But I think he ready for him? Now,

624
00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:12,080
Speaker 1: how difficult was it to go from the streets to

625
00:24:12,119 --> 00:24:14,159
Speaker 1: the industry. And the reason I say that is, you know,

626
00:24:14,320 --> 00:24:15,600
Speaker 1: when you're in the streets, you're getting a fight, you

627
00:24:15,640 --> 00:24:17,000
Speaker 1: getting to fight, You go home, they go home. But

628
00:24:17,080 --> 00:24:19,040
Speaker 1: now when you're in the industry, you're getting to fight.

629
00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:21,520
Speaker 1: They suing you. Man, looking, he's suing the tail off you.

630
00:24:22,280 --> 00:24:24,680
Speaker 1: I got my licks in before I start getting sued by.

631
00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:26,280
Speaker 1: I got my licks in. You know what I'm saying.

632
00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:29,159
Speaker 1: But now, yeah, I don't. Does it make me like

633
00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:32,040
Speaker 1: scared to put my hands from every absolutely, boy, I'll

634
00:24:32,119 --> 00:24:35,080
Speaker 1: be a bitch ass nigga. I ain't got time for that. Shit.

635
00:24:35,119 --> 00:24:40,480
Speaker 1: I just spent up about four million on lawsuits, man,

636
00:24:40,600 --> 00:24:43,720
Speaker 1: Like four or five millions? Got facts? What's settling out

637
00:24:43,760 --> 00:24:44,480
Speaker 1: of just fighting them?

638
00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:44,760
Speaker 2: No?

639
00:24:44,960 --> 00:24:46,880
Speaker 1: Fighting? A lot of that shit be bullshit. And that's

640
00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:49,119
Speaker 1: one thing about me, Like contrary to popular belief, like

641
00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:52,560
Speaker 1: I don't put my hands on nobody that don't don't

642
00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:54,000
Speaker 1: deserve it. You know what I'm saying. When I say

643
00:24:54,040 --> 00:24:55,720
Speaker 1: deserve it, I ain't saying like, Okay, I feel like

644
00:24:55,760 --> 00:24:58,960
Speaker 1: you deserve an ass whooping like nah, Like so that's

645
00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:01,320
Speaker 1: why I don't get charged criminally with nothing like it.

646
00:25:01,400 --> 00:25:03,720
Speaker 1: Don't you feel me like, I don't you know what

647
00:25:03,760 --> 00:25:06,040
Speaker 1: I mean, Like I'm gonna like you have to make

648
00:25:06,080 --> 00:25:07,359
Speaker 1: me do that, you know what I'm saying, Like, I

649
00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:10,760
Speaker 1: just defend myself. That's all. I just defend myself. You

650
00:25:10,760 --> 00:25:12,960
Speaker 1: feel see some videos it look like you're just swinging

651
00:25:13,000 --> 00:25:14,800
Speaker 1: on them. That was a different type of thing, man,

652
00:25:14,840 --> 00:25:17,600
Speaker 1: That was you know I really that's something I and

653
00:25:17,800 --> 00:25:20,760
Speaker 1: and that shit that's what That's what rubbed me. That's

654
00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:22,720
Speaker 1: what rubbed me. And I don't regret it, but that's

655
00:25:22,760 --> 00:25:25,600
Speaker 1: what rubbed me. Wrong about that situation is because I

656
00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:28,320
Speaker 1: can't even give context. You know what I'm saying as

657
00:25:28,320 --> 00:25:31,159
Speaker 1: to why that shit took place like that without opening

658
00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:32,720
Speaker 1: up a can of worms. You see what I'm saying.

659
00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:35,560
Speaker 1: And I expect for Bruh to be you know what

660
00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:37,520
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I expect for him to be a stand

661
00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:41,240
Speaker 1: up individual enough to know you feel me like that's

662
00:25:41,280 --> 00:25:43,080
Speaker 1: a thousand percent on him. Bro, know that shit too,

663
00:25:43,119 --> 00:25:44,840
Speaker 1: But don't come tell me that privately. You get what

664
00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:46,840
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like, you know, clear that shit up for

665
00:25:46,880 --> 00:25:48,640
Speaker 1: a nigga that's out here. You know what I'm saying.

666
00:25:48,840 --> 00:25:51,800
Speaker 1: That's sacrificing and putting any amount of energy, money, whatever

667
00:25:51,840 --> 00:25:53,480
Speaker 1: into You know what I'm saying. It's your duty to

668
00:25:53,480 --> 00:25:54,760
Speaker 1: clear that shit up. But it is what it is

669
00:25:54,760 --> 00:25:56,080
Speaker 1: at the end of the day. So y'all good now,

670
00:25:56,440 --> 00:25:58,439
Speaker 1: now it's all good. Yeah, it's straight. One of my

671
00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:00,239
Speaker 1: favorite songs on the album, is Ain't that a bit?

672
00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:02,480
Speaker 1: Damn Ain't that a bit? Because I can relate. But

673
00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:04,800
Speaker 1: one thing you said, you are willing to reconcile with

674
00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:06,640
Speaker 1: some of these people if they admit they was wrong.

675
00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:09,480
Speaker 1: You better that's me. But I ain't though. That's one

676
00:26:09,480 --> 00:26:11,720
Speaker 1: thing about me too, Like I ain ain't. No, I'm

677
00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:15,199
Speaker 1: only talking about probably like one motherfucker when but I

678
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:17,439
Speaker 1: ain't no nigga. You can God damn feel me. It

679
00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:20,320
Speaker 1: ain't nah because it ain't. I keep it. I keep

680
00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:22,240
Speaker 1: it real for that, you know what I'm saying, Like niggas,

681
00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:25,200
Speaker 1: no niggas, no too, and anybody I didn't know niggas,

682
00:26:25,200 --> 00:26:27,679
Speaker 1: no niggas, no one thousand percent, Like it ain't no.

683
00:26:27,800 --> 00:26:29,280
Speaker 1: You know, the proof is in the putting when it

684
00:26:29,280 --> 00:26:31,520
Speaker 1: comes to me, like painting that song, because it's like

685
00:26:31,800 --> 00:26:34,600
Speaker 1: you do things for people, you help people. Absolutely don't

686
00:26:34,680 --> 00:26:36,520
Speaker 1: never got about how you help them. Hell no, I

687
00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:37,920
Speaker 1: ain't gonna say a word, you know what I mean.

688
00:26:37,960 --> 00:26:39,879
Speaker 1: But but the thing about this shit like with me,

689
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,200
Speaker 1: like it's really a lot of this ship public record

690
00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:43,639
Speaker 1: at this point, you get what I'm saying, Like it

691
00:26:43,680 --> 00:26:45,480
Speaker 1: ain't even I don't even got to talk about what

692
00:26:45,520 --> 00:26:47,160
Speaker 1: I done did for a nigga, Like I don't got

693
00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:48,600
Speaker 1: to do that, you know what I mean. So when

694
00:26:48,640 --> 00:26:50,080
Speaker 1: it comes out of that, it just be like, damn,

695
00:26:50,200 --> 00:26:52,320
Speaker 1: ain't that a bitch? You know what I'm saying, Like

696
00:26:52,359 --> 00:26:53,920
Speaker 1: I just leave it right at That's why I came

697
00:26:53,920 --> 00:26:55,680
Speaker 1: with that song. I feel like that's something everybody got

698
00:26:55,680 --> 00:26:58,200
Speaker 1: a situation or a particular relationship or something, you know

699
00:26:58,240 --> 00:26:59,800
Speaker 1: what I mean, along the way and they journey that

700
00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:02,040
Speaker 1: they and that they can immediately relate to that record.

701
00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:06,720
Speaker 3: You also talk about selling your soul or people trying

702
00:27:06,760 --> 00:27:09,240
Speaker 3: to get talk about Yeah, people trying to get you

703
00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:11,000
Speaker 3: to sell your soul in certain situations and you're not

704
00:27:11,040 --> 00:27:13,919
Speaker 3: doing it. So when you talk about that, like how

705
00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:15,480
Speaker 3: does that even work? Like people come to you with

706
00:27:15,680 --> 00:27:17,760
Speaker 3: it's different, like offers opportunities or they.

707
00:27:17,680 --> 00:27:19,800
Speaker 1: Like you talking about some illuminati shit. No, I'm not

708
00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:20,280
Speaker 1: talking about that.

709
00:27:21,080 --> 00:27:25,040
Speaker 3: I wish I'm talking about different level of money. I'm

710
00:27:25,119 --> 00:27:26,160
Speaker 3: talking about the fact that I.

711
00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:28,160
Speaker 1: Mean it's simple, Like selling your soul is like it's

712
00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:30,280
Speaker 1: like if I it's like, if somebody tells you to

713
00:27:30,320 --> 00:27:33,200
Speaker 1: do something, this doesn't align with your mores and principles.

714
00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:35,080
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying, to get to a certain

715
00:27:35,160 --> 00:27:36,680
Speaker 1: level or to stay here. It's like if they tell

716
00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:38,040
Speaker 1: you look in order to got them come to be

717
00:27:38,119 --> 00:27:40,000
Speaker 1: on Breakfast Club, you got to come in here with

718
00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:41,879
Speaker 1: your ass out. You got to come in here and

719
00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:44,760
Speaker 1: twork to the music goddamn at the beginning. And if

720
00:27:44,760 --> 00:27:47,439
Speaker 1: that's not something that aligns with you, with your mores,

721
00:27:47,440 --> 00:27:50,240
Speaker 1: with your principles, with the way you operate, and you say, hey, yeah,

722
00:27:50,240 --> 00:27:51,840
Speaker 1: I'm an dode man, this breve I can't hell no,

723
00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:54,320
Speaker 1: I can't miss this opportunity. You sold your motherfucker soul.

724
00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:56,640
Speaker 1: Really right, it's that simple. You get what I'm saying.

725
00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:58,119
Speaker 1: And it ain't that ain't really something I do, but

726
00:27:58,240 --> 00:28:00,359
Speaker 1: the world of seeing it with me, Like you know,

727
00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:02,000
Speaker 1: I could have I could have did one or two

728
00:28:02,119 --> 00:28:05,840
Speaker 1: things and been boy, I'd have been about about the

729
00:28:05,880 --> 00:28:09,320
Speaker 1: five hundred million mark by now. Facts. Facts, it was

730
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:12,240
Speaker 1: four hundred thousand a day for me for the rest

731
00:28:12,280 --> 00:28:15,520
Speaker 1: of that year, twenty twenty, like four hundreds. We ain't

732
00:28:15,520 --> 00:28:17,960
Speaker 1: talking about after parties. We ain't talking about any other

733
00:28:18,320 --> 00:28:21,040
Speaker 1: business relationships that got fucked up through it, you know

734
00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:22,680
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, we ain't talking about none of

735
00:28:22,680 --> 00:28:24,439
Speaker 1: the other shit. If I'm just talking about what was

736
00:28:24,520 --> 00:28:26,879
Speaker 1: already on the calendar, you get what I'm saying. It

737
00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:28,920
Speaker 1: was Yeah, it was sweet. I was up out of here.

738
00:28:29,119 --> 00:28:31,479
Speaker 1: I was gonna have that Tyler Perry motherfucker that runway

739
00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:34,600
Speaker 1: in the backyard. Right. Facts, I wonder what to do

740
00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:36,199
Speaker 1: when you ever sat back and thought, what was the

741
00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:39,040
Speaker 1: divine detour because you know, I always say things don't

742
00:28:39,080 --> 00:28:41,760
Speaker 1: happen to you, they happened for you. Absolutely, What do

743
00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:43,560
Speaker 1: you think that was? It was? What it was? What

744
00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:45,560
Speaker 1: we touched on earlier? Man, I really I needed to

745
00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:48,280
Speaker 1: have my ass sat down and really you know, and

746
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:51,600
Speaker 1: really really reflect on not only how far I adin't

747
00:28:51,640 --> 00:28:54,200
Speaker 1: got them came and appreciate, you know what I'm saying,

748
00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:56,200
Speaker 1: what I got going on so much more. But I

749
00:28:56,200 --> 00:28:59,160
Speaker 1: also needed to needed to smoke the clear and I

750
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:01,320
Speaker 1: needed I needed to see things clearly. I needed to

751
00:29:01,320 --> 00:29:03,480
Speaker 1: see what was around me, who was around me? You

752
00:29:03,520 --> 00:29:06,440
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, What purposes I'm I'm I'm I'm

753
00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:09,080
Speaker 1: aiding who I'm aiding and doing the wrong thing. You

754
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:10,840
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. And not only that, like just

755
00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:15,040
Speaker 1: get and not And I needed to fucking heal and grieve,

756
00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:18,200
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, for once from multiple things,

757
00:29:18,200 --> 00:29:19,920
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Like I needed I probably

758
00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:22,160
Speaker 1: needed to talk to somebody at therapy before I ever

759
00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:24,880
Speaker 1: even touched the motherfucker michaelphone. Get what I'm saying. But

760
00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:27,080
Speaker 1: just you know the ship i'dn't been through since then,

761
00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:28,760
Speaker 1: you know? And And like I say, I'm in a

762
00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:32,120
Speaker 1: season of accountability, Like I didn't got away with a

763
00:29:32,160 --> 00:29:34,280
Speaker 1: lot of shit. You know what I'm saying, Like since

764
00:29:34,400 --> 00:29:36,400
Speaker 1: even since y'all have known me, I didne got away

765
00:29:36,440 --> 00:29:38,960
Speaker 1: with a lot of shit, So you know that ain't

766
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:40,800
Speaker 1: that ain't no way, And if you get away with enough,

767
00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:42,280
Speaker 1: you would get to thinking, or you would get in

768
00:29:42,320 --> 00:29:44,200
Speaker 1: the space to where you where you think that ship

769
00:29:44,280 --> 00:29:46,600
Speaker 1: is really okay. So like I say, like, you know,

770
00:29:46,760 --> 00:29:48,400
Speaker 1: it was a lot of a lot of changes that

771
00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:50,000
Speaker 1: need to be made, and I needed to get my

772
00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:52,200
Speaker 1: personal life in order. You know what I'm saying, Because

773
00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:54,200
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm I was a ticking time bomb. And

774
00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:56,480
Speaker 1: any moment I could have I could have I could

775
00:29:56,520 --> 00:30:00,120
Speaker 1: have I could have crashed out way way harder. You

776
00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:02,480
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. Any moment, at any moment, you

777
00:30:02,480 --> 00:30:04,800
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying, Like like if it like let's say,

778
00:30:05,240 --> 00:30:07,400
Speaker 1: like let's say that motherfucking busted ass add it, would

779
00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:09,480
Speaker 1: it hit me? Let's say, I wouldn't have Uh you

780
00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:11,120
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Another one of environl moments from

781
00:30:11,120 --> 00:30:13,080
Speaker 1: that show that night. Yeah, I would have jumped out

782
00:30:13,080 --> 00:30:15,200
Speaker 1: there and punched somebody. I'd have did some punching. You

783
00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying or whatever, Or it's simple if

784
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:19,520
Speaker 1: I walk out the door right now when I feel

785
00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:21,880
Speaker 1: like i'm you know, I'm threatened or whatever. It's so

786
00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:23,680
Speaker 1: many different things that could have triggered me in whatever

787
00:30:23,720 --> 00:30:25,840
Speaker 1: ways that could have led to this shit going way

788
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:28,120
Speaker 1: worse than not, you know, leaving me in the space

789
00:30:28,120 --> 00:30:29,960
Speaker 1: the way I get time to reflect? Do I get

790
00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:31,920
Speaker 1: time to heal? Do I get time to get my

791
00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:34,600
Speaker 1: life organized, my business organized? You know what I'm saying?

792
00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:36,960
Speaker 1: Or why I get time to spend time with my kids?

793
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:38,920
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? Stop giving my attention to

794
00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:41,680
Speaker 1: motherfuckers who don't deserve it, and get more that attention

795
00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:43,480
Speaker 1: to that My family members, you know what I'm saying,

796
00:30:43,520 --> 00:30:46,000
Speaker 1: who need me? You know what I mean? My brother kids,

797
00:30:46,040 --> 00:30:48,760
Speaker 1: you know, my kids, what have you? You know what I'm saying,

798
00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:51,560
Speaker 1: Like it's so much more to list, it's taller than

799
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:53,239
Speaker 1: my last You get what I'm saying. You lot, though,

800
00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:54,760
Speaker 1: Do you have to change the people around you? Did

801
00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:56,800
Speaker 1: you see all to switch up on you and people

802
00:30:56,800 --> 00:30:59,720
Speaker 1: that you thought will family switch up on you? Absolutely? Hey,

803
00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:03,640
Speaker 1: y'ah with that? The hardest was that the hardest artist

804
00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:05,920
Speaker 1: family and the people that you thought were your family

805
00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:07,400
Speaker 1: switch up on you. Was that the hardest thing that's

806
00:31:07,360 --> 00:31:10,640
Speaker 1: still with the dealing with that. It wasn't hard dealing

807
00:31:10,640 --> 00:31:12,720
Speaker 1: with that cause I was born into this cut throat shit, right,

808
00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:15,360
Speaker 1: So like that type shit really ain't like you know,

809
00:31:15,520 --> 00:31:19,000
Speaker 1: I grew up the environment I grew up in. Man,

810
00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:21,320
Speaker 1: Like you know, like your family members have got damn

811
00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:23,200
Speaker 1: steal your shit to help you look for it. You

812
00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:25,200
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. It's like that. So it's I'm

813
00:31:25,560 --> 00:31:26,880
Speaker 1: I'm used to that, and so that's what a lot

814
00:31:26,880 --> 00:31:28,360
Speaker 1: of motherfuckers don't know, Like when it come to me

815
00:31:28,440 --> 00:31:31,000
Speaker 1: like that part, I know anybody across you I've been

816
00:31:31,080 --> 00:31:32,240
Speaker 1: k do that, you know what I mean? That'd be

817
00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:34,080
Speaker 1: where a lot of motherfuckers are where I had them

818
00:31:34,080 --> 00:31:36,120
Speaker 1: full too, Like they're think it's sweet they not knowing

819
00:31:36,160 --> 00:31:38,400
Speaker 1: Like I didn't know already. I didn't. I didn't have

820
00:31:38,560 --> 00:31:41,560
Speaker 1: that type of shit done to me and in their streets.

821
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:43,200
Speaker 1: I didn't done that type of shit, you get what

822
00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:46,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So that part is whatever. The hardest part

823
00:31:46,160 --> 00:31:48,920
Speaker 1: with it is severing the ties with the motherfuckers who

824
00:31:48,920 --> 00:31:51,000
Speaker 1: you do like that that particular you know what I'm saying,

825
00:31:51,040 --> 00:31:53,920
Speaker 1: group and understanding like like that, like really processing that ship,

826
00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:55,960
Speaker 1: like nigga, you got damn tripping you acting like one

827
00:31:55,960 --> 00:31:58,800
Speaker 1: of them type niggas you chripping. You know, that's the

828
00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:01,440
Speaker 1: that's the hardest part to me. But like when anybody

829
00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:04,479
Speaker 1: I done met through like you know, music or some

830
00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:09,760
Speaker 1: other shit like that. Man, you don't trust nobody trust

831
00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:14,080
Speaker 1: my daughter. I trust my daughter. I trust people to

832
00:32:14,080 --> 00:32:16,200
Speaker 1: beat themselves. Man, at the end of the day, you know,

833
00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:17,760
Speaker 1: I trust people to beat themselves. And I know a

834
00:32:17,760 --> 00:32:21,040
Speaker 1: person is I know it's human nature. I know. I

835
00:32:21,080 --> 00:32:24,720
Speaker 1: know it's human nature to to preserve you know what

836
00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:27,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying, your own best interest. This is what I know.

837
00:32:27,640 --> 00:32:29,760
Speaker 1: You know what I mean. So even when people have moments,

838
00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:32,280
Speaker 1: So when people have you know, that's natural. Like that

839
00:32:32,320 --> 00:32:34,360
Speaker 1: ain't something I hold against the motherfuckers see those the

840
00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:36,360
Speaker 1: type of situation like those A type shit like that,

841
00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:38,680
Speaker 1: I that type shit I can reconcile. But anybody who

842
00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:43,280
Speaker 1: never who never try to like assassinate a nigga character,

843
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:46,800
Speaker 1: you get what I'm saying, like or take money out

844
00:32:46,880 --> 00:32:49,000
Speaker 1: out my pocket, you know what I'm saying, Or especially

845
00:32:49,080 --> 00:32:51,160
Speaker 1: motherfuckers who I don't put money in their pocket or

846
00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:53,720
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like like you got motherfuckers

847
00:32:53,800 --> 00:32:55,880
Speaker 1: who would go from goddamn boy, you saved my life.

848
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:58,440
Speaker 1: You saved my life. The goddamn you feel me if

849
00:32:58,840 --> 00:33:01,720
Speaker 1: it's to say they face they goddamn act there. Boy,

850
00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:04,800
Speaker 1: it's like my nigga, like this shit is like you

851
00:33:04,840 --> 00:33:07,360
Speaker 1: know it ain't it's black and white, you know what

852
00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:09,600
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So it's like you got that type shit

853
00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:11,320
Speaker 1: like I ain't. I don't come up off of that,

854
00:33:11,360 --> 00:33:13,360
Speaker 1: like I ain't a person you can ever you know,

855
00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:15,480
Speaker 1: if you come back around me and trust me, boy,

856
00:33:15,480 --> 00:33:17,560
Speaker 1: you was a fool. I'm like you know right now,

857
00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:20,200
Speaker 1: like don't it no matter how long, you don't matter

858
00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:22,760
Speaker 1: how much time I went by, like trying to assassinate

859
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:26,400
Speaker 1: my character, playing with my family, playing with my kids,

860
00:33:26,760 --> 00:33:29,280
Speaker 1: playing in any way that can affect my kids, that

861
00:33:29,400 --> 00:33:32,000
Speaker 1: type of shit like yeah, I'm on your ass, fox

862
00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:34,640
Speaker 1: L Like I'm on your ass. I wouldn't even fuck

863
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:36,400
Speaker 1: with me and I you know, and I would tell

864
00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:38,000
Speaker 1: people that like I'm not even I wouldn't even let

865
00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:40,440
Speaker 1: a motherfucker come back around me like I I still

866
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:42,320
Speaker 1: wish the motherfucker the best because I'm not that type

867
00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:44,280
Speaker 1: of nigga, Like I never needed to you know what

868
00:33:44,320 --> 00:33:46,960
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like them somebody else like yea for my

869
00:33:47,040 --> 00:33:48,440
Speaker 1: light to shine bright? You know what I mean. I

870
00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:51,200
Speaker 1: came in the game, shine shared my light on. Everybody

871
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:55,040
Speaker 1: said what happened was done for Vegas. He took a

872
00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:56,920
Speaker 1: different rock with his journey. You get what I'm saying.

873
00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:58,440
Speaker 1: And that you know that, like that's one of them,

874
00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:00,200
Speaker 1: that's a nigga like right now, Like I tell that

875
00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:02,360
Speaker 1: nigga right now, like you know, I'm happy for him

876
00:34:02,360 --> 00:34:04,560
Speaker 1: because whatever you're doing now, that's what you want to

877
00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:06,200
Speaker 1: be doing. That's what you'd rather be doing. I'm that

878
00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:08,040
Speaker 1: type of nigga. You see what I'm saying, Like I'm

879
00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:10,319
Speaker 1: that type of nigga. I ain't ever ain't it ain't

880
00:34:10,320 --> 00:34:12,880
Speaker 1: a nigga and bruh, no, it ain't a motherfucker in

881
00:34:12,880 --> 00:34:14,640
Speaker 1: this world. It's not another nigga in this world. Let's

882
00:34:14,680 --> 00:34:17,839
Speaker 1: talking about your daddy, didever. I'm not even gonna say

883
00:34:17,840 --> 00:34:19,200
Speaker 1: ever because I don't want to wish that for him,

884
00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:22,360
Speaker 1: but currently and he know he ain't. It ain't no nigga.

885
00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:23,879
Speaker 1: They want to see him win the way baby wanted

886
00:34:23,880 --> 00:34:26,000
Speaker 1: to see him win. Y'all know that too. The first

887
00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:27,440
Speaker 1: time y'all saw me in this Bitch you I had

888
00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:30,239
Speaker 1: next to Come on, bro, who I had next to me?

889
00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:34,120
Speaker 1: Every question? I diverted the attention boom to him, every interview,

890
00:34:34,680 --> 00:34:37,200
Speaker 1: every interview, everywhere I go. I'm gonna it don't matter

891
00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:41,319
Speaker 1: who I meet, every fan, every fan, every goddamn a

892
00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:43,839
Speaker 1: taste maker, every person in the industry. When you get

893
00:34:43,840 --> 00:34:45,640
Speaker 1: done talking to me and everybody wanted to talk to me,

894
00:34:45,840 --> 00:34:48,239
Speaker 1: I got them. You mess stunning for Vegas and walk off.

895
00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:51,080
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, do your thing. So yeah, bruh, No,

896
00:34:51,640 --> 00:34:54,040
Speaker 1: did you know that he reached out to me? Okay,

897
00:34:54,040 --> 00:34:55,320
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Not too long ago he

898
00:34:55,360 --> 00:34:56,880
Speaker 1: reached out to me. You want to get back with it.

899
00:34:57,120 --> 00:34:59,440
Speaker 1: But like, I don't necessarily know what he want to do,

900
00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:01,319
Speaker 1: but he reached out to me. I commend him for

901
00:35:01,320 --> 00:35:03,520
Speaker 1: that too. But you know, just like I told him, like, bro,

902
00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:05,960
Speaker 1: that's something you know, that's something you you're supposed to

903
00:35:06,000 --> 00:35:07,759
Speaker 1: do on the front end. You know what I'm saying,

904
00:35:07,760 --> 00:35:10,719
Speaker 1: That's something you're supposed to do in the front Yeah,

905
00:35:10,760 --> 00:35:12,680
Speaker 1: I mean, what may what public the fact that he

906
00:35:12,719 --> 00:35:15,520
Speaker 1: wasn't Yeah, yeah, yeah, he ain't supposed to let niggas

907
00:35:15,560 --> 00:35:17,279
Speaker 1: play like that. You get what I'm saying, Like, you

908
00:35:17,320 --> 00:35:19,680
Speaker 1: ain't supposed to. It don't matter. You're supposed to move on.

909
00:35:19,760 --> 00:35:22,120
Speaker 1: You ain't supposed to stop for nobody. You ain't supposed

910
00:35:22,160 --> 00:35:24,200
Speaker 1: to if you, if you in a situation, if you

911
00:35:24,239 --> 00:35:26,440
Speaker 1: want more, I'm not. And that's the thing about me,

912
00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:28,800
Speaker 1: and it don't it don't stop with an artist or

913
00:35:29,600 --> 00:35:33,719
Speaker 1: know whoever, right, cameraman, videographer, whatever. I don't put ceilings

914
00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:36,520
Speaker 1: on nobody. So if God damn fucking with me, and

915
00:35:36,520 --> 00:35:38,799
Speaker 1: that's what's gonna happen. If you get around me, you

916
00:35:38,920 --> 00:35:41,279
Speaker 1: supposed to feel like, boy, I can do anything. That's

917
00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:43,680
Speaker 1: what I do. You're gonna so when you do. When

918
00:35:43,680 --> 00:35:45,600
Speaker 1: motherfuckers get the feeling like that, see a nigga that

919
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:48,080
Speaker 1: them that in nine eys wants you to play small,

920
00:35:48,360 --> 00:35:50,640
Speaker 1: that's a fuck nigga. I'm not. I've never been there.

921
00:35:50,640 --> 00:35:52,880
Speaker 1: I don't fuck with little niggas. I don't fuck with

922
00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:54,520
Speaker 1: it even in the streets, like I don't fuck with

923
00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:56,600
Speaker 1: I could have been had even now, like I could

924
00:35:56,600 --> 00:35:58,000
Speaker 1: come in here and have a one hundred little niggas

925
00:35:58,000 --> 00:35:59,640
Speaker 1: out there ready to do anything I say. You get

926
00:35:59,680 --> 00:36:01,080
Speaker 1: what I'm say. I don't fuck with them type of

927
00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:03,239
Speaker 1: little niggas. I fuck with niggas who who want to

928
00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:05,600
Speaker 1: got them go do something. Niggas who's like me, who

929
00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:07,680
Speaker 1: see something and who all it takes for them to

930
00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:09,320
Speaker 1: see something and then they feel like they can boom,

931
00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:11,680
Speaker 1: go do it. So like what that being said, Like,

932
00:36:11,719 --> 00:36:14,440
Speaker 1: I don't put feelings on nobody. So whenever anybody around me,

933
00:36:14,760 --> 00:36:16,960
Speaker 1: you know, feel like that they can go, they can

934
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:19,960
Speaker 1: go further by you know, taking their own path and

935
00:36:20,040 --> 00:36:22,040
Speaker 1: not you know what I mean, not what I necessarily say. Boy,

936
00:36:22,040 --> 00:36:23,319
Speaker 1: you should do this, you should do this, you should

937
00:36:23,360 --> 00:36:26,080
Speaker 1: do that, whether it's working or not. I got them,

938
00:36:26,280 --> 00:36:28,279
Speaker 1: I say, spreads your wings and I'm not And I'm

939
00:36:28,280 --> 00:36:30,080
Speaker 1: gonna be the first nigga to clap when you do it.

940
00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:33,120
Speaker 1: I spent more money on artists than in the scope

941
00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:36,320
Speaker 1: then spent on me. And that's facts. You know what

942
00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:38,359
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Honor right here used to tell you, used

943
00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:41,040
Speaker 1: to remind me all the time you got them, Like hey, bro,

944
00:36:41,280 --> 00:36:43,719
Speaker 1: like make sure motherfuckers has got them. Great niggas don't

945
00:36:43,719 --> 00:36:45,239
Speaker 1: do shit like they used to tell me, like, Bro,

946
00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:48,799
Speaker 1: niggas don't do shit like that. Like I'm I'm cash

947
00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:51,919
Speaker 1: eighty thousand dollars for niggas videos. You know what I'm saying.

948
00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:54,799
Speaker 1: Before anybody even know this, mother like a motherfucker can

949
00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:57,359
Speaker 1: go from goddamn god, damn a motherfucker could have been

950
00:36:57,360 --> 00:37:00,760
Speaker 1: got damn homeless the day before your ass. We taking

951
00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:02,960
Speaker 1: the jet to this spot to shoot your video like this,

952
00:37:03,040 --> 00:37:05,200
Speaker 1: You shooting a video with the same quality, the same

953
00:37:05,520 --> 00:37:07,960
Speaker 1: the same production value is my videos. And I'm the

954
00:37:08,440 --> 00:37:10,080
Speaker 1: I'm the hottest artist in the world right now. You

955
00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:12,239
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. If I'm going this place, I'm

956
00:37:12,239 --> 00:37:14,000
Speaker 1: going to this award showing me had your ass right here.

957
00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:16,399
Speaker 1: Every person I talk to, boom boom, that's where you Yeah,

958
00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:18,600
Speaker 1: that's where you first messed up. So you know the

959
00:37:19,560 --> 00:37:22,080
Speaker 1: difference like when it come to like artist like stunning,

960
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:25,320
Speaker 1: you get what I'm saying, And other motherfuckers. He for

961
00:37:25,440 --> 00:37:27,600
Speaker 1: a for a period of time, he did the damn thing.

962
00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:29,440
Speaker 1: He did what I wanted to see him. Do you

963
00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:31,160
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. He went out and got them

964
00:37:31,480 --> 00:37:33,520
Speaker 1: and did his thing. You know what I'm saying. For

965
00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:35,319
Speaker 1: whatever period of time that he did do it. Like

966
00:37:35,719 --> 00:37:38,480
Speaker 1: I remember, I remember it was certain motherfuckers. We had

967
00:37:38,520 --> 00:37:40,600
Speaker 1: certain motherfucker like they'll want to work with him just

968
00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:42,879
Speaker 1: as much as me. And that's what that was the goal.

969
00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:44,759
Speaker 1: That's what the nigga wanted. You get what I'm saying.

970
00:37:44,760 --> 00:37:48,319
Speaker 1: But for other motherfuckers who see that and like, I'll

971
00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:51,319
Speaker 1: never be a lick. I ain't never been a successful lick. Like,

972
00:37:51,360 --> 00:37:53,239
Speaker 1: it ain't gonna happen. You might think, you might think

973
00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:56,480
Speaker 1: it's got them going there, but shit, ask Aryan bumping

974
00:37:56,520 --> 00:37:58,120
Speaker 1: to these motherfuckers and ask him how I end up

975
00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:01,399
Speaker 1: going or just look, you know what I'm saying, Yeah,

976
00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:04,400
Speaker 1: yeah it ain't. We know how. Yeah, I ain't talk

977
00:38:04,480 --> 00:38:08,640
Speaker 1: about like responding that way, but I'm just saying like, yeah,

978
00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:10,560
Speaker 1: it ain't not and not even though push up. It's

979
00:38:10,600 --> 00:38:14,080
Speaker 1: just like like I do. I do things righteously at

980
00:38:14,080 --> 00:38:15,719
Speaker 1: the end of the day, even when I get on

981
00:38:15,760 --> 00:38:17,799
Speaker 1: a nigga ass, even when I put my And that's

982
00:38:17,840 --> 00:38:20,560
Speaker 1: why I make it through these ships. That's why I

983
00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:23,279
Speaker 1: got them overcome any of these obstacles, because if I

984
00:38:23,320 --> 00:38:25,600
Speaker 1: got them do something, I did it righteously, whether if

985
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:28,359
Speaker 1: it's whether if it's got them something it's considered good

986
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:30,560
Speaker 1: or if it's something, if it's or if it's got them.

987
00:38:30,880 --> 00:38:33,360
Speaker 1: If I kill a nigga, I did it righteously. You

988
00:38:33,400 --> 00:38:35,520
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. So I'm going home. I ain't

989
00:38:35,560 --> 00:38:37,600
Speaker 1: even tripping and I'm got them. I'm like this all

990
00:38:37,640 --> 00:38:40,160
Speaker 1: I'm like, I might suck my thumb like my dog.

991
00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:44,920
Speaker 1: I'm sleeping some motherfucking good because I'm not doing nothing

992
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:46,480
Speaker 1: that I ain't supposed to be doing. At the end

993
00:38:46,520 --> 00:38:48,600
Speaker 1: of the day. Troumble that comes with that too, And

994
00:38:48,680 --> 00:38:51,359
Speaker 1: you've had to do that, you had to defend yourself. Yeah,

995
00:38:51,360 --> 00:38:53,319
Speaker 1: I'm sure there's some trauma that comes with that. Like

996
00:38:53,360 --> 00:38:55,279
Speaker 1: you know, my man shock and say kol he did

997
00:38:55,440 --> 00:38:58,319
Speaker 1: nineteen years you know for a situation that went wrong. Yeah,

998
00:38:58,320 --> 00:39:00,239
Speaker 1: a drug dealing. He always says, like there's out of

999
00:39:00,360 --> 00:39:02,520
Speaker 1: night that he was in there that he didn't think about.

1000
00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:05,240
Speaker 1: See he went to jail. That trauma come from jail.

1001
00:39:06,480 --> 00:39:09,000
Speaker 2: Why you you said it came from taking the person's

1002
00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:10,879
Speaker 2: life too, even though it was in defense, even though

1003
00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:11,560
Speaker 2: self defense.

1004
00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:14,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, I wasn't selling no drugs. God damn. When when

1005
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:16,319
Speaker 1: it happened with me, I was I was shopping for

1006
00:39:16,360 --> 00:39:19,000
Speaker 1: baby clothes, so you know, I don't you feel me?

1007
00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:22,200
Speaker 1: But of course you know anytime somebody, somebody life is lost,

1008
00:39:22,239 --> 00:39:26,640
Speaker 1: you know it, whether whether whether knowingly or not, you

1009
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:28,520
Speaker 1: know it probably definitely got some type of effect on

1010
00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:31,640
Speaker 1: you feel me. But like I say, like I operate righteously,

1011
00:39:31,680 --> 00:39:34,319
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, everything I do, so I'm

1012
00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:37,200
Speaker 1: okay with whatever results I get from that. Now, if

1013
00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:40,239
Speaker 1: I'm doing something unrighteously, which I don't do, that ain't

1014
00:39:40,239 --> 00:39:41,960
Speaker 1: even how I'm rocking. I don't even gotta do that.

1015
00:39:41,960 --> 00:39:43,719
Speaker 1: But I'll do something unrighteously, the hell yeah, that shit

1016
00:39:43,719 --> 00:39:46,440
Speaker 1: will hunt me every single day, you know what I'm saying, Like,

1017
00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:49,080
Speaker 1: like it it bothered me more that I'm letting motherfuckers

1018
00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:51,200
Speaker 1: play that I'm settling with what I got to offer

1019
00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:54,760
Speaker 1: as a as an artist, as a person for two years.

1020
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:56,960
Speaker 1: That type of shit to hunt me more than you know,

1021
00:39:57,040 --> 00:39:59,680
Speaker 1: doing something righteously and it going you know what can

1022
00:39:59,719 --> 00:40:02,880
Speaker 1: be damn bucking beast always is you know, uh, the

1023
00:40:02,920 --> 00:40:05,880
Speaker 1: wrong way. It's all those situations feel like it brought

1024
00:40:05,880 --> 00:40:07,920
Speaker 1: it on, Like it's like people wanted to test you

1025
00:40:07,960 --> 00:40:09,719
Speaker 1: because they wanted to see, well, let me see how

1026
00:40:09,520 --> 00:40:11,560
Speaker 1: how how tough the baby is. Let me see if

1027
00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:13,359
Speaker 1: he's gonna try to swing on me. Let me see.

1028
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:14,719
Speaker 1: I don't even think it was the tough ship. I

1029
00:40:14,719 --> 00:40:16,480
Speaker 1: think it was the contrast with me, like the fact

1030
00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:20,000
Speaker 1: that like, like I'm so animated, right, and I could

1031
00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:22,080
Speaker 1: be I'm so I could be so entertaining, and then

1032
00:40:22,120 --> 00:40:24,920
Speaker 1: I'm I'm not on tough guy ship, like I be chilling,

1033
00:40:25,040 --> 00:40:27,200
Speaker 1: like I'm not too cool for myself. I'm not too

1034
00:40:27,239 --> 00:40:29,600
Speaker 1: tough for myself. Like you gotta think when I switched

1035
00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:32,319
Speaker 1: my fucking name, I wore a diaper to market the

1036
00:40:32,400 --> 00:40:34,719
Speaker 1: new name the baby. You get what I'm saying, Like

1037
00:40:34,760 --> 00:40:37,680
Speaker 1: I had a glock twenty three inside that bitch. So

1038
00:40:37,719 --> 00:40:40,879
Speaker 1: it's a difference, like you ain't You're not gonna, you know,

1039
00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:56,719
Speaker 1: like it would have been fell off. But bro, you

1040
00:40:56,760 --> 00:40:59,440
Speaker 1: know it's I think it's the contrast and just the

1041
00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:02,239
Speaker 1: fact that like then, like niggas ain't you know that's

1042
00:41:02,239 --> 00:41:03,840
Speaker 1: how this ship go out here brou at the end

1043
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:06,080
Speaker 1: of the day. So I don't really you know, I

1044
00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:08,359
Speaker 1: take it. I take it, you know, with a grain

1045
00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:11,360
Speaker 1: of soft situation by situation, you you play with this ship,

1046
00:41:12,160 --> 00:41:14,480
Speaker 1: you know, it's Hey, it is what it is, you

1047
00:41:14,520 --> 00:41:16,520
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But it ain't but me knowing

1048
00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:19,040
Speaker 1: that like it don't me knowing where I take it

1049
00:41:19,040 --> 00:41:20,880
Speaker 1: ain't enough for me to got there walk around like

1050
00:41:20,920 --> 00:41:23,120
Speaker 1: these niggas and be on. Goddamn this type of time.

1051
00:41:23,200 --> 00:41:26,040
Speaker 1: Hell no, I be got damn smiling doing the TikTok

1052
00:41:26,040 --> 00:41:27,920
Speaker 1: with my daughter. You bring your ass over she know,

1053
00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:30,080
Speaker 1: bring your ass over here playing she gonna get to

1054
00:41:30,080 --> 00:41:34,000
Speaker 1: looking like boy, she don't. God damn you see it,

1055
00:41:34,080 --> 00:41:35,800
Speaker 1: like mother, get the plan and put like I'm with

1056
00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:38,239
Speaker 1: my with my kids right now, Bro, they doing all that?

1057
00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:39,000
Speaker 1: She what's up?

1058
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:39,160
Speaker 2: Bro?

1059
00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:41,080
Speaker 1: You rooted. I'm with my daughter right now, you know

1060
00:41:41,120 --> 00:41:42,320
Speaker 1: what I mean, not right now? And they get to

1061
00:41:42,680 --> 00:41:45,520
Speaker 1: and they and they ignore the warning, the you know

1062
00:41:45,560 --> 00:41:47,359
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, They look my baby. I God damn

1063
00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:55,040
Speaker 1: Jay look okay. You know so I think even that

1064
00:41:55,120 --> 00:41:56,400
Speaker 1: got a lot to do with while niggas, you know

1065
00:41:56,440 --> 00:41:57,880
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like they got to test it, you

1066
00:41:57,880 --> 00:41:59,719
Speaker 1: know what I mean, Like that's what people do that

1067
00:41:59,800 --> 00:42:02,000
Speaker 1: and I come from that too, Like it's that's just

1068
00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:04,520
Speaker 1: culture period. Like when it comes to the streets, like

1069
00:42:04,560 --> 00:42:07,560
Speaker 1: you see a nigga. I remember seeing like an interview

1070
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:09,719
Speaker 1: with Biggie before, like you see the nigga, especially my

1071
00:42:09,800 --> 00:42:11,879
Speaker 1: city or whatever, and I come from that, like from

1072
00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:15,040
Speaker 1: the Carolina, like we're from the Carolina's like this ain't niggas,

1073
00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:17,400
Speaker 1: ain't the nigga is own. It's fucked that nigga. You

1074
00:42:17,440 --> 00:42:20,200
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And I'm the only one you

1075
00:42:20,239 --> 00:42:22,320
Speaker 1: see what I'm saying. So it's I've been up against

1076
00:42:22,800 --> 00:42:24,520
Speaker 1: all that shit for me to even be able to

1077
00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:27,160
Speaker 1: navigate through that and survive and make it up out

1078
00:42:27,160 --> 00:42:30,919
Speaker 1: of Charlotte, Like that's yeah, that ain't you know? That's

1079
00:42:30,960 --> 00:42:33,040
Speaker 1: not normal That I was already conditioned for that shit.

1080
00:42:33,120 --> 00:42:35,239
Speaker 1: So that's why I can get it can get viewed

1081
00:42:35,280 --> 00:42:38,480
Speaker 1: as arrogant the way I do navigate through situations or

1082
00:42:38,520 --> 00:42:41,400
Speaker 1: deal with them as a mainstream artist, because they not knowing,

1083
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:44,160
Speaker 1: like in my city. That's why it still ain't been

1084
00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:46,279
Speaker 1: another nigga after me, because you gotta you gotta have

1085
00:42:46,320 --> 00:42:49,239
Speaker 1: a certain type of goddamn skin. You know what I'm saying.

1086
00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:51,279
Speaker 1: You gotta have tough skin to come from where we're from.

1087
00:42:51,320 --> 00:42:52,680
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You got to So I

1088
00:42:52,719 --> 00:42:55,320
Speaker 1: was already conditioned like I'm not. I really ain't trusted

1089
00:42:55,320 --> 00:42:57,400
Speaker 1: when niggas got the you know what I'm saying, showing

1090
00:42:57,440 --> 00:42:59,120
Speaker 1: me all that love, I ain't. That's why I ain't

1091
00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:00,480
Speaker 1: come in on noboddy, but this ship, you know what

1092
00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:01,640
Speaker 1: I mean. So that's why I when to go left,

1093
00:43:01,640 --> 00:43:03,759
Speaker 1: Like I don't got a thousand industry friends where I'm like,

1094
00:43:04,000 --> 00:43:06,400
Speaker 1: God damn, bro, what I wasn't trying to man, I'm like,

1095
00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:09,000
Speaker 1: what we doing music? Because all that god damn trying

1096
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:10,960
Speaker 1: to fake kick and ship and I know what that's about.

1097
00:43:11,040 --> 00:43:13,320
Speaker 1: I ain't. I'm just waiting to burn you. When you

1098
00:43:13,360 --> 00:43:15,319
Speaker 1: said all I'm doing, you say you sleep good? It's

1099
00:43:15,360 --> 00:43:17,279
Speaker 1: interesting too. I'm even thinking about when dude trying to

1100
00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:20,360
Speaker 1: come on your property. Oh yeah, shoot up, yeah he

1101
00:43:20,480 --> 00:43:22,879
Speaker 1: was Arn was there too, was listening to the project.

1102
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:23,960
Speaker 3: When you said that. I didn't even remember that.

1103
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:26,120
Speaker 1: I'm talkingout wal was the whole deer.

1104
00:43:26,280 --> 00:43:28,360
Speaker 3: I was talking about the house thing because I remember

1105
00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:28,719
Speaker 3: that too.

1106
00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:33,040
Speaker 1: Yeah I didn't, you know, but yeah, things like that

1107
00:43:33,080 --> 00:43:36,360
Speaker 1: have happened. You're not bringing it on your just boom

1108
00:43:37,360 --> 00:43:38,839
Speaker 1: just moved forward, you know what I mean. But like

1109
00:43:38,880 --> 00:43:40,919
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying, like and see him like, that's

1110
00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:43,839
Speaker 1: I do things righteously. I got out there, I've been

1111
00:43:43,880 --> 00:43:46,600
Speaker 1: waiting for somebody to come to the crib. That's I

1112
00:43:46,640 --> 00:43:52,120
Speaker 1: could have listening to the app. We would have went platinum.

1113
00:43:52,320 --> 00:43:55,200
Speaker 1: That was the that was the comeback. That was my kid,

1114
00:43:55,320 --> 00:43:57,399
Speaker 1: that was my se in terms, and that's what I'm saying,

1115
00:43:57,560 --> 00:44:00,759
Speaker 1: Like babies are but when I my babies would have

1116
00:44:00,760 --> 00:44:02,120
Speaker 1: if any one of my kids would have been there,

1117
00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:04,160
Speaker 1: I'd have took that nigga whole face off and then

1118
00:44:04,239 --> 00:44:06,600
Speaker 1: went live for y'all. The fact that.

1119
00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:08,680
Speaker 3: People even know that you're always with your babies, why

1120
00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:10,920
Speaker 3: was like just to interer someone's home that way is

1121
00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:11,680
Speaker 3: just insane.

1122
00:44:13,239 --> 00:44:16,520
Speaker 1: Like I did, like I was proud of myself. And

1123
00:44:16,760 --> 00:44:18,040
Speaker 1: like going back to what I say, like, that's what

1124
00:44:18,040 --> 00:44:20,759
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like I do things righteously, Like like when

1125
00:44:20,800 --> 00:44:22,520
Speaker 1: I get out there and I see, wait, this nigga

1126
00:44:22,560 --> 00:44:25,320
Speaker 1: ain't no threat. This nigga is a This nigga is

1127
00:44:25,360 --> 00:44:28,600
Speaker 1: a slow fan. This nigga is a slow fan. Not

1128
00:44:28,640 --> 00:44:32,320
Speaker 1: to mention the nigga had on leggings with gold stars

1129
00:44:32,360 --> 00:44:37,520
Speaker 1: on them. Damn when I popped his ass. The nigga

1130
00:44:37,560 --> 00:44:39,960
Speaker 1: that was out there, women say, now, shut up, nigga.

1131
00:44:39,960 --> 00:44:41,680
Speaker 1: What you I said? Shut up first? Then you got

1132
00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:43,160
Speaker 1: to shut up? What you come here for? What you

1133
00:44:43,200 --> 00:44:46,840
Speaker 1: come here for? He said, I came to sing. The

1134
00:44:46,920 --> 00:44:49,280
Speaker 1: nigga had like one of them little drawstream book bags.

1135
00:44:49,719 --> 00:44:51,799
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Soon as I pop them,

1136
00:44:52,080 --> 00:44:56,359
Speaker 1: I get them. You know, I neutralized them. See these

1137
00:44:56,360 --> 00:45:03,719
Speaker 1: are the words he uses, these words. Yes, he's neutralized

1138
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:05,560
Speaker 1: until you get here. You give what I'm saying. I'm

1139
00:45:05,560 --> 00:45:07,840
Speaker 1: patting him down, went through the bag because this is

1140
00:45:07,840 --> 00:45:09,040
Speaker 1: how I'm gonna know what you here for. You know

1141
00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:11,680
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, this bitch, I see the nigga had

1142
00:45:11,719 --> 00:45:14,920
Speaker 1: a pack of beef jerky. God, I thought you were

1143
00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:18,800
Speaker 1: gonna say baby or ad some some wrong. I popped

1144
00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:22,239
Speaker 1: his ass. He because what you're doing? What you coming

1145
00:45:22,280 --> 00:45:22,480
Speaker 1: here for?

1146
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:22,719
Speaker 3: What?

1147
00:45:24,440 --> 00:45:27,680
Speaker 1: I ain't even know nothing. We ain't doing none of that.

1148
00:45:27,760 --> 00:45:30,080
Speaker 1: I don't get you out of here right now. You

1149
00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:34,480
Speaker 1: ain't nobody else. We ain't doing that. But the nigga

1150
00:45:34,520 --> 00:45:36,640
Speaker 1: had a pack of beef jerky. It was halfway eating.

1151
00:45:37,040 --> 00:45:39,440
Speaker 1: The nigga had some uh what the nigga had a

1152
00:45:39,480 --> 00:45:42,279
Speaker 1: pack of beef jerky, A little bag of bullshit ass

1153
00:45:42,280 --> 00:45:44,319
Speaker 1: weed a little bit of weed man probably about a

1154
00:45:44,440 --> 00:45:47,520
Speaker 1: probably about probably about a gram and a half a weed,

1155
00:45:48,320 --> 00:45:50,560
Speaker 1: uh whatever. He rode the weed in a pack of

1156
00:45:50,600 --> 00:45:55,320
Speaker 1: back was and uh an. I d a college idea school.

1157
00:45:55,360 --> 00:45:58,000
Speaker 1: I d for New York School of the Arts. And

1158
00:45:58,040 --> 00:46:05,120
Speaker 1: in this picture he just so inter before somebody getting shot.

1159
00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:08,360
Speaker 1: Somebody got to get shot. I got to let you

1160
00:46:08,440 --> 00:46:11,160
Speaker 1: know when you cross that gun line, your ass getting shot,

1161
00:46:11,280 --> 00:46:13,839
Speaker 1: because I can't even have people thinking this ain't showing

1162
00:46:13,920 --> 00:46:17,120
Speaker 1: tell around this bitch. It's dangerous. It's like, well move,

1163
00:46:17,200 --> 00:46:19,239
Speaker 1: Foster told some but don't take your ass over there.

1164
00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:21,399
Speaker 1: You see what happened when he went over there. So

1165
00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:23,719
Speaker 1: somebody got to get somebody got to get it. He

1166
00:46:23,760 --> 00:46:26,040
Speaker 1: went over there the niggas and kill Mouf Foster. You

1167
00:46:26,040 --> 00:46:27,719
Speaker 1: see what I'm saying. So it's like, boy, you got

1168
00:46:27,719 --> 00:46:30,440
Speaker 1: to know it's it's consequences and repercussions when they come

1169
00:46:30,480 --> 00:46:31,719
Speaker 1: to this. But I was so proud of myself of

1170
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:33,480
Speaker 1: how I handled that because when I see it, I say, wait,

1171
00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:36,239
Speaker 1: this nigga seem for real like and he had a notepad.

1172
00:46:36,840 --> 00:46:38,799
Speaker 1: I said, this nigga sing he couldn't have and he

1173
00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:41,440
Speaker 1: had don't like the shoes I think they call like Tom's.

1174
00:46:41,719 --> 00:46:43,560
Speaker 1: They like the shoes that that the that the Karate

1175
00:46:43,719 --> 00:46:45,960
Speaker 1: kids be wearing the ship, but they really jailed shoes.

1176
00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:48,000
Speaker 1: They give them in jail down there. So I'm like,

1177
00:46:48,040 --> 00:46:50,880
Speaker 1: this is in a Carolina Panthers hoodie and some gold leggings,

1178
00:46:50,960 --> 00:46:53,680
Speaker 1: the you know, black leggings with the gold stars like

1179
00:46:53,719 --> 00:46:56,400
Speaker 1: all over them, like step and repeat that tight the

1180
00:46:56,440 --> 00:46:59,680
Speaker 1: shimmery start. No leggings like the ones you wear, the

1181
00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:03,600
Speaker 1: one they had on the ghetto bitch leggings, the ones

1182
00:47:03,640 --> 00:47:05,359
Speaker 1: that set the beauty supply store. I swear to God,

1183
00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:08,440
Speaker 1: I say, wait a minute, I say, hm, the ones

1184
00:47:08,480 --> 00:47:10,560
Speaker 1: that when they put their hands on the knees, thank you,

1185
00:47:10,600 --> 00:47:14,040
Speaker 1: I said, I said, I said, this is a setup.

1186
00:47:14,800 --> 00:47:17,560
Speaker 1: I said, either this is a setup or this nigga.

1187
00:47:17,600 --> 00:47:19,160
Speaker 1: I knew he was slow, because you got to be

1188
00:47:19,200 --> 00:47:21,879
Speaker 1: slow to even be back here. You But I'm like, okay,

1189
00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:25,080
Speaker 1: this nigga, this nigga slow, and you know he's not

1190
00:47:25,160 --> 00:47:26,960
Speaker 1: a threat, you get what I'm saying. But I had

1191
00:47:26,960 --> 00:47:29,520
Speaker 1: already neutralized them, you know, first, just to make sure

1192
00:47:29,560 --> 00:47:31,080
Speaker 1: I didn't get out there and he didn't harm me

1193
00:47:31,640 --> 00:47:33,359
Speaker 1: or anybody that was on my property at the time,

1194
00:47:33,400 --> 00:47:35,239
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And then you know, I

1195
00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:37,360
Speaker 1: told him come get this nigga up real quick. He

1196
00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:39,560
Speaker 1: bleeding on my turf, you know what I'm saying. And

1197
00:47:40,400 --> 00:47:42,000
Speaker 1: it turned so proper. I had to neutralize it. I

1198
00:47:42,000 --> 00:47:44,160
Speaker 1: had to neutralize it until you got to stream him

1199
00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:46,920
Speaker 1: to please come get this guy off my lawn because

1200
00:47:47,160 --> 00:47:48,680
Speaker 1: I loove that and shout out to them. You know

1201
00:47:48,760 --> 00:47:50,919
Speaker 1: they ain't not the black dude that pulled up because

1202
00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:53,319
Speaker 1: he he's Uncle Tom. He pulled up, Shut up, go

1203
00:47:53,400 --> 00:47:54,879
Speaker 1: stand over there. I said, what the fuck you talking

1204
00:47:54,920 --> 00:47:57,239
Speaker 1: to nigger? You lucky I ain't killed this bitch ass nigga. Nigga,

1205
00:47:57,280 --> 00:47:59,480
Speaker 1: Harry up, I said, Harry up, get him now. I'm mad.

1206
00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:01,200
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying now, I'm you know what

1207
00:48:01,239 --> 00:48:02,960
Speaker 1: I mean, because he came like what you're doing? Bro?

1208
00:48:03,080 --> 00:48:04,920
Speaker 1: Like nigga? I called you. I just had to open

1209
00:48:04,920 --> 00:48:07,040
Speaker 1: the gate for you. Bro. You ain't even you couldn't

1210
00:48:07,040 --> 00:48:09,439
Speaker 1: even get in y'all at the gate beeping the horn

1211
00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:11,279
Speaker 1: and ship was on your side. I just let you

1212
00:48:11,320 --> 00:48:13,239
Speaker 1: in while you come over here and think, did you

1213
00:48:13,280 --> 00:48:15,719
Speaker 1: hear the phone called nigga? Like? Why you think the

1214
00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:18,480
Speaker 1: niggas that nigga is my ship. Why you think the

1215
00:48:18,480 --> 00:48:21,640
Speaker 1: one standing here is nigga? Help him? That's what I

1216
00:48:21,719 --> 00:48:24,600
Speaker 1: called you folk. I didn't call and say somebody's in trouble.

1217
00:48:24,640 --> 00:48:27,160
Speaker 1: That ain't a call you got. I said, somebody shot,

1218
00:48:27,600 --> 00:48:29,759
Speaker 1: hurry up and get them. Why y'all niggas got that

1219
00:48:29,840 --> 00:48:32,120
Speaker 1: baby or sitting there like that. Man, y'all niggas, we're

1220
00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:39,560
Speaker 1: not gonna demon baby oil been good. Du y'all got

1221
00:48:39,640 --> 00:48:43,319
Speaker 1: ship everywhere and they had a niggas crazy. We used

1222
00:48:43,320 --> 00:48:46,839
Speaker 1: to be signed to revolt. Okay, y'all see y'all on

1223
00:48:46,840 --> 00:48:49,960
Speaker 1: that bullshit. Y'all on that bullshit. But yeah, man, you know,

1224
00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:53,400
Speaker 1: speaking of all that to say I do things righteously.

1225
00:48:53,440 --> 00:48:55,319
Speaker 1: So that's a that's a prime example because that wasn't

1226
00:48:55,320 --> 00:48:58,120
Speaker 1: nothing but a but a free a free kill, you know.

1227
00:48:58,160 --> 00:48:59,600
Speaker 1: And I could have went platinum the next day with

1228
00:48:59,640 --> 00:49:01,279
Speaker 1: the with the type of negative ship and the ship

1229
00:49:01,320 --> 00:49:03,560
Speaker 1: that this world gravitates towards and that type of ship.

1230
00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:06,600
Speaker 1: So that's that's proof in itself that, like, you know,

1231
00:49:06,719 --> 00:49:09,600
Speaker 1: I don't I don't exploit like these types of situations

1232
00:49:09,640 --> 00:49:11,160
Speaker 1: when they do go that way, because then that would

1233
00:49:11,160 --> 00:49:13,560
Speaker 1: that would be me doing it, you know, unrighteously, you

1234
00:49:13,600 --> 00:49:14,040
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying.

1235
00:49:14,080 --> 00:49:15,800
Speaker 2: And the Vice President of the United States of Americas

1236
00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:17,759
Speaker 2: that she owned guns and if somebody breaks in their house,

1237
00:49:17,760 --> 00:49:18,399
Speaker 2: they're getting shot.

1238
00:49:18,440 --> 00:49:22,080
Speaker 1: Absolutely, especially in the South. We ain't you know I'm

1239
00:49:22,080 --> 00:49:24,040
Speaker 1: from the South. I want I want to ask you

1240
00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:27,399
Speaker 1: about Hollywood Freak, No love, Hollywood free because it made

1241
00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:30,640
Speaker 1: me think, like, what's what, What's what's more enjoyable Hollywood

1242
00:49:30,640 --> 00:49:33,440
Speaker 1: freak or seven o four ratchet seven o four ratchet

1243
00:49:33,480 --> 00:49:37,760
Speaker 1: in Hollywood Freaks weird than a bitch. I can bouch,

1244
00:49:38,239 --> 00:49:42,680
Speaker 1: I can foun a nice yeah, a nice ghetto thing.

1245
00:49:42,880 --> 00:49:44,320
Speaker 1: But you also said you hate a nice chick. You

1246
00:49:44,360 --> 00:49:46,200
Speaker 1: got hate a nice chick. Now, when I say a

1247
00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:48,200
Speaker 1: nice ghetto thing, I don't mean a nice No, I

1248
00:49:48,239 --> 00:49:48,959
Speaker 1: mean like nice.

1249
00:49:49,000 --> 00:49:53,680
Speaker 3: I mean like built nice, you know, just just nice,

1250
00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:55,720
Speaker 3: but not like nice, like friendly.

1251
00:49:55,920 --> 00:50:00,080
Speaker 1: Not friendly because hated nice. So you don't want the

1252
00:50:00,160 --> 00:50:04,120
Speaker 1: chick that got manners and you went with me, but

1253
00:50:04,280 --> 00:50:07,520
Speaker 1: fuck everybody else except me and your dad, So.

1254
00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:08,920
Speaker 2: You don't want her to be friendly with other people,

1255
00:50:08,960 --> 00:50:11,959
Speaker 2: is what you're saying. Fuck No, I see what you're saying.

1256
00:50:12,040 --> 00:50:13,040
Speaker 2: I feel it ain't about that.

1257
00:50:13,040 --> 00:50:16,440
Speaker 1: I don't got ops. You I say, I don't got

1258
00:50:16,440 --> 00:50:18,120
Speaker 1: too many opps out here, but you know I got shots.

1259
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:20,320
Speaker 1: Like I'm at the bar, I don't got ops, but

1260
00:50:20,360 --> 00:50:28,520
Speaker 1: I keep shots plenty of How the listening doing all

1261
00:50:28,520 --> 00:50:30,400
Speaker 1: this stuff you faced? Man, I just want to know

1262
00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:33,160
Speaker 1: you always appear confident. It's wrong in public, but I

1263
00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:35,080
Speaker 1: wonder if you projected that confidence as a way to

1264
00:50:35,080 --> 00:50:37,600
Speaker 1: convince yourself that you weren't going through what you were

1265
00:50:37,640 --> 00:50:42,799
Speaker 1: going through absolutely thousand percent not and not even you know, absolutely,

1266
00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:45,759
Speaker 1: I don't even got no fucking no, no run around

1267
00:50:45,760 --> 00:50:47,720
Speaker 1: when it comes to that, A thousand percent for sure.

1268
00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:51,480
Speaker 1: And that's like what that's that's a that's a problem

1269
00:50:51,480 --> 00:50:53,920
Speaker 1: that I feel like, you know, a lot of black

1270
00:50:53,920 --> 00:50:56,640
Speaker 1: men in particular have like this is what we literally

1271
00:50:56,640 --> 00:50:58,719
Speaker 1: gotta do, you know what I'm saying, Like it ain't

1272
00:50:58,760 --> 00:51:02,200
Speaker 1: nobody else to where. Okay, you get pulled over, God

1273
00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:03,839
Speaker 1: damn it, you know what I mean. The nigga want

1274
00:51:03,840 --> 00:51:05,719
Speaker 1: to shoot you off the rip, you know what I mean.

1275
00:51:05,719 --> 00:51:08,160
Speaker 1: So it's like we been conditioned to be like this

1276
00:51:08,280 --> 00:51:11,200
Speaker 1: for them for so long. I'd even get too revolutionary,

1277
00:51:11,239 --> 00:51:12,640
Speaker 1: you get what I'm saying. But it's like it's a

1278
00:51:12,680 --> 00:51:15,279
Speaker 1: real thing, like I didn't you know, I didn't been

1279
00:51:16,280 --> 00:51:19,520
Speaker 1: I didn't have police. Goddamn try to kill me several times,

1280
00:51:20,080 --> 00:51:21,680
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Like felt it like, oh,

1281
00:51:21,800 --> 00:51:24,000
Speaker 1: these niggas finna kill me. Like when you when you

1282
00:51:24,080 --> 00:51:27,480
Speaker 1: already got four five niggas on you probably was about six,

1283
00:51:27,760 --> 00:51:31,520
Speaker 1: and they still saying, stop resisting, giving me your hands

1284
00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:33,640
Speaker 1: and they already about to break your arm. It's like, nigga,

1285
00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:36,279
Speaker 1: hold on, you already got them. Like what you tell

1286
00:51:36,320 --> 00:51:37,920
Speaker 1: You know what's going on? You get what I'm saying.

1287
00:51:37,920 --> 00:51:40,200
Speaker 1: When they shit start moving in slow motion, you know

1288
00:51:40,280 --> 00:51:42,920
Speaker 1: something gonna happen, You know what I mean. So it's like, yeah,

1289
00:51:43,040 --> 00:51:46,280
Speaker 1: I'm you know, so many, so many different scenarios and situations,

1290
00:51:46,280 --> 00:51:49,160
Speaker 1: but just me just being a black man who stand

1291
00:51:49,200 --> 00:51:52,120
Speaker 1: on morals and principles. Period, I'm in danger every second

1292
00:51:52,120 --> 00:51:54,719
Speaker 1: I step out the door. And I can't show weaknesses.

1293
00:51:55,200 --> 00:51:57,799
Speaker 1: I can't. You feel me. I'm conditioned to believe that

1294
00:51:57,920 --> 00:52:00,440
Speaker 1: I can't show weaknesses because as a like man, they

1295
00:52:00,480 --> 00:52:03,840
Speaker 1: prayed upon. Like the second I feel like I showed

1296
00:52:03,920 --> 00:52:07,120
Speaker 1: vulnerability as an artist, I saw it get prayed upon.

1297
00:52:07,200 --> 00:52:10,279
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying. Like from them from everywhere,

1298
00:52:10,400 --> 00:52:12,240
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, from the media to everybody,

1299
00:52:12,239 --> 00:52:14,279
Speaker 1: Like I saw it and I'm like, oh, niggas got

1300
00:52:14,280 --> 00:52:16,680
Speaker 1: me fucked up, Like they don't you know what I'm saying,

1301
00:52:16,680 --> 00:52:18,799
Speaker 1: Like I really don't. You know, it's really this way.

1302
00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:21,239
Speaker 1: But at the same time, you know, that's just that's

1303
00:52:21,239 --> 00:52:24,200
Speaker 1: another in anover ending process to navigate through. You get

1304
00:52:24,200 --> 00:52:25,840
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And I think the best way to

1305
00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:29,279
Speaker 1: navigate through any process is gracefully. And that's what I'm on,

1306
00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:31,719
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, instead of being combative with

1307
00:52:31,800 --> 00:52:33,719
Speaker 1: the shit or whatever, like that shit takes too much

1308
00:52:33,840 --> 00:52:36,520
Speaker 1: energy and the person like me I can easily be

1309
00:52:36,560 --> 00:52:38,640
Speaker 1: consumed with that shit. You know what I'm saying, Like

1310
00:52:38,680 --> 00:52:41,680
Speaker 1: I got I started making music for the haters, Like

1311
00:52:41,680 --> 00:52:44,200
Speaker 1: what the fuck am I doing? Right? I started making

1312
00:52:44,239 --> 00:52:46,600
Speaker 1: music to where I'm only addressing these bitch ass niggas

1313
00:52:46,600 --> 00:52:48,480
Speaker 1: that I feel this way about. I'm tripping They not,

1314
00:52:48,800 --> 00:52:50,239
Speaker 1: They're not the ones who buy it. You get what

1315
00:52:50,280 --> 00:52:51,920
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I see them fans say, damn niggas, you

1316
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:54,960
Speaker 1: got them, showing them more loveding than us. We want

1317
00:52:54,960 --> 00:52:56,879
Speaker 1: to got them, you know, we shit, we the ones

1318
00:52:56,880 --> 00:52:59,680
Speaker 1: that love you. So it's like, you know, and and everybody,

1319
00:52:59,719 --> 00:53:01,879
Speaker 1: like be careful anybody whatever it is that you do,

1320
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:04,839
Speaker 1: Like don't get tricked in the you know what I mean,

1321
00:53:04,960 --> 00:53:09,359
Speaker 1: Like allowing your purpose to become proven the hater. I done,

1322
00:53:09,400 --> 00:53:11,359
Speaker 1: already did that, Like it ain't nothing a hater can

1323
00:53:11,440 --> 00:53:13,160
Speaker 1: take from me. You did. You know what I'm saying.

1324
00:53:13,160 --> 00:53:15,120
Speaker 1: It's nothing a hater can take from it. You gotta

1325
00:53:15,160 --> 00:53:17,680
Speaker 1: come take something from it. It's hard to take. That's it.

1326
00:53:18,080 --> 00:53:19,920
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying. But other than that, like,

1327
00:53:20,719 --> 00:53:22,839
Speaker 1: you know, don't get lost in the sauce. I got

1328
00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:25,319
Speaker 1: lost in the sauce. I'm really enough to say that

1329
00:53:25,400 --> 00:53:28,160
Speaker 1: got lost in the sauce and allowed myself to goddamn

1330
00:53:28,600 --> 00:53:31,080
Speaker 1: get tricked out of my position. I'm to hold myself

1331
00:53:31,080 --> 00:53:33,160
Speaker 1: a thousand percent accountable for that shit. And I'm glad

1332
00:53:33,160 --> 00:53:35,640
Speaker 1: you started the baby kids. Absolutely, other people don't get

1333
00:53:35,680 --> 00:53:37,960
Speaker 1: lost in the soul. Absolutely, in no way, shape or

1334
00:53:37,960 --> 00:53:41,880
Speaker 1: form in the first in line. Absolutely, bru, That's what

1335
00:53:41,880 --> 00:53:44,000
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like that, That's something I've been I've been advocating,

1336
00:53:44,000 --> 00:53:45,480
Speaker 1: you know what i mean, like for the past two weeks,

1337
00:53:45,480 --> 00:53:47,680
Speaker 1: Like I need this shit. So it's like when people say,

1338
00:53:47,680 --> 00:53:49,759
Speaker 1: you know what, it's something that I need. You know

1339
00:53:49,800 --> 00:53:52,040
Speaker 1: what I mean. I'm a crown ass man and I

1340
00:53:52,120 --> 00:53:54,479
Speaker 1: know you know, I know me at at this age

1341
00:53:54,520 --> 00:53:57,120
Speaker 1: could have utilized this program. I know my nieces can

1342
00:53:57,480 --> 00:54:00,680
Speaker 1: need this shit. I know my nephew, I know any people, bro,

1343
00:54:00,920 --> 00:54:02,520
Speaker 1: plenty of millions of people around the world, you know

1344
00:54:02,560 --> 00:54:04,400
Speaker 1: what I mean. And that's what I started the Baby

1345
00:54:04,400 --> 00:54:06,440
Speaker 1: Carriers for a shout out to Tammy for helping me

1346
00:54:06,480 --> 00:54:07,680
Speaker 1: take that all the way up through that. It's something

1347
00:54:07,719 --> 00:54:09,200
Speaker 1: I've been wanting to do, you know what I'm saying,

1348
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:11,200
Speaker 1: But now I can do it like on a large scale,

1349
00:54:11,280 --> 00:54:14,000
Speaker 1: and I love the recognition that it's getting because it's

1350
00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:16,160
Speaker 1: I can already see it, you know what I'm saying,

1351
00:54:16,280 --> 00:54:18,120
Speaker 1: drawing people in the I already know what time I'll

1352
00:54:18,120 --> 00:54:20,719
Speaker 1: be seeing these niggas copy every goddamn thing else I do.

1353
00:54:20,800 --> 00:54:23,040
Speaker 1: So hopefully, you know what I mean, niggas get the

1354
00:54:23,120 --> 00:54:25,560
Speaker 1: goddamn you know, hopefully a light of fid somebody else

1355
00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:28,600
Speaker 1: to your Absolutely, bro, I saw.

1356
00:54:28,400 --> 00:54:30,680
Speaker 3: You said on Sway the baby had to sit down

1357
00:54:30,680 --> 00:54:33,399
Speaker 3: so that you could take care of Jonathan. Absolutely, what

1358
00:54:33,440 --> 00:54:35,480
Speaker 3: does taking care of We talked about all the other

1359
00:54:35,520 --> 00:54:37,080
Speaker 3: stuff right, but like where you are right now, you

1360
00:54:37,080 --> 00:54:38,920
Speaker 3: seem like you're in a very different mental space. What

1361
00:54:39,080 --> 00:54:40,160
Speaker 3: is taking care of Jonathan?

1362
00:54:43,840 --> 00:54:47,600
Speaker 1: I mean shit, it's really all this shit I'm doing collectively,

1363
00:54:47,680 --> 00:54:51,320
Speaker 1: Like number one is Number one is holding myself accountable

1364
00:54:51,360 --> 00:54:53,480
Speaker 1: so I can identify the things that I do need

1365
00:54:53,480 --> 00:54:55,319
Speaker 1: to tend to. You get what I'm saying, rather than

1366
00:54:55,360 --> 00:54:58,160
Speaker 1: god damn diverting shit and deflecting shit, you know what

1367
00:54:58,160 --> 00:55:00,600
Speaker 1: I'm saying and blaming it on this or this. Man,

1368
00:55:00,640 --> 00:55:02,440
Speaker 1: I'm going through this because of this, because of that,

1369
00:55:02,560 --> 00:55:05,960
Speaker 1: Like nah, like I done did plenty of ship ahead

1370
00:55:05,960 --> 00:55:08,880
Speaker 1: of time that it even got people to even think about,

1371
00:55:08,920 --> 00:55:10,680
Speaker 1: you know, placing me in this type of box. You

1372
00:55:10,719 --> 00:55:11,919
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So I got to hold myself

1373
00:55:11,920 --> 00:55:14,439
Speaker 1: accountable for these things. But it's it's just moving better,

1374
00:55:14,480 --> 00:55:18,160
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, And and and getting organized,

1375
00:55:18,160 --> 00:55:19,800
Speaker 1: getting on top of my business, getting on top of

1376
00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:23,160
Speaker 1: my personal life. You know, I'm I'm being Jonathan be

1377
00:55:23,200 --> 00:55:26,080
Speaker 1: in the gym now, you know what I'm saying. Hold on,

1378
00:55:26,400 --> 00:55:27,879
Speaker 1: I ain't been in three for this. While I would

1379
00:55:27,920 --> 00:55:29,120
Speaker 1: have beat out, I thought you would have asked me

1380
00:55:29,120 --> 00:55:35,359
Speaker 1: that ship I do need that because I was I

1381
00:55:35,400 --> 00:55:37,160
Speaker 1: do need that. I can really come home with some

1382
00:55:37,200 --> 00:55:39,360
Speaker 1: of that. I'm not fucking with you on this baby

1383
00:55:39,480 --> 00:55:42,080
Speaker 1: or ship, but nah, I mean and and you know,

1384
00:55:42,160 --> 00:55:44,640
Speaker 1: and taking care of the people. They but I ain't

1385
00:55:44,680 --> 00:55:46,720
Speaker 1: been in there like three four days, so this really,

1386
00:55:46,760 --> 00:55:49,000
Speaker 1: you know, this ain't even you know what I'm saying.

1387
00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:57,279
Speaker 1: I don't want get you in trouble. She's single as

1388
00:55:57,920 --> 00:56:03,400
Speaker 1: a mother. Okay, you said you want to take care

1389
00:56:03,400 --> 00:56:06,080
Speaker 1: of Jonathan. No that's not my god, You're not doing this.

1390
00:56:06,520 --> 00:56:07,640
Speaker 1: You want to take care of Jonathan?

1391
00:56:08,760 --> 00:56:09,400
Speaker 3: Can we move on?

1392
00:56:13,920 --> 00:56:16,600
Speaker 1: We are not doing it? Can we play a joint album?

1393
00:56:16,760 --> 00:56:20,799
Speaker 1: I would love introspective? We want to play one of

1394
00:56:20,800 --> 00:56:23,960
Speaker 1: the radio joints. What you want to do? I like,

1395
00:56:24,520 --> 00:56:25,840
Speaker 1: I like, ain't that a bitch? But then I like,

1396
00:56:25,920 --> 00:56:27,759
Speaker 1: I think fact can go for the radio. Fat is

1397
00:56:27,800 --> 00:56:31,040
Speaker 1: definitely the radio jump Fat. I already knew what Fat was.

1398
00:56:31,080 --> 00:56:32,720
Speaker 1: I really could have just came with that as a single,

1399
00:56:32,719 --> 00:56:35,200
Speaker 1: but I'm like, nah, they gotta get the person, you

1400
00:56:35,200 --> 00:56:37,000
Speaker 1: know what I mean? Just do both? Ain't that a bit?

1401
00:56:37,200 --> 00:56:40,480
Speaker 1: If you know, if the opportunity presents itself, I won't

1402
00:56:40,560 --> 00:56:44,120
Speaker 1: turn it down. We can do both, right, now, I

1403
00:56:44,120 --> 00:56:46,879
Speaker 1: appreciate you for joining us, appreciate y'all having me bro time.

1404
00:56:46,880 --> 00:56:48,560
Speaker 1: It's always a pleasure to be in the room with y'all,

1405
00:56:48,600 --> 00:56:50,480
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Whether it's here or they're everywhere,

1406
00:56:50,960 --> 00:56:51,839
Speaker 1: it's the breakfast Club.

1407
00:56:51,880 --> 00:56:56,960
Speaker 3: It's the baby wake up in the morning, the breakfast Club.