WEBVTT - EP 313: A Whore in Therapy (Ft. Jason Lee)

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<v Speaker 1>Guess what decision We're about to make a horrible decision. Hey, guys,

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<v Speaker 1>welcome to yet another episode of Less did the old

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<v Speaker 1>I'm your girl Mandy b aka pet to Stallion aka

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<v Speaker 1>that bitch aka Copumps aka I will puck your daddy

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<v Speaker 1>and your brother. Okay, that's that's that's the bibe more.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay the brother to the brother to Mandy ever tell

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<v Speaker 1>you about her brother's story. We're not gonna do that. Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>Anyway way, your daddy and your son have you been

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<v Speaker 1>seeing all these like old NBA players posted up with

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<v Speaker 1>a son? Okay, I'm easy, walk to the show. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>really sorry. We have a guest in the villa. And

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<v Speaker 1>to be honest, I always feel weird when we have

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<v Speaker 1>interviewers on because I'll be like, fuck, we're terrible at this.

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<v Speaker 1>We talk shit. I'd like to say, oh, we have

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<v Speaker 1>conversations with people just then and be like, damn, why

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<v Speaker 1>did y'all go all over the place. Well, y'all, we

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<v Speaker 1>have Jason Lee in the building today, and I'm excited

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm your guard is down. We talked already, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>even to have been horrible, Well, there's no there's never

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<v Speaker 1>a guard up. I go into every interview ready to

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<v Speaker 1>just shoot every motherfucking down if they try me. So

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<v Speaker 1>my guard is never up. It's never up, it's always down. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm very comfortable. But I had great time

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<v Speaker 1>last time we talked to I love it. But why horrible?

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<v Speaker 1>Because I made horrible decisions I made. Everybody watching you've

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<v Speaker 1>seen all my decisions and you talk about me. Um, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'm making better decisions now, you know, And I

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<v Speaker 1>make strategically a horrible decision. I don't just be making

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<v Speaker 1>horrible decisions, just do it. You know what I call

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<v Speaker 1>strategic horrible decisions being like a safe hope. It's like

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<v Speaker 1>me leaving my location on me bringing a condom. That's

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<v Speaker 1>my strategic horrible decision. Basically bringing a condom is a

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<v Speaker 1>horrible decision. No, no no, no, what I'm saying like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think horrible decisions are bad. Bet, Yeah, it

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<v Speaker 1>ain't a bad thing. You know. We made the show

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<v Speaker 1>title based on the premise of, like, you know, you

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<v Speaker 1>could be called a whole were in a short skirt.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's basically like empowering women to have their quote

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<v Speaker 1>unquote slooty moments safely having fun and enjoying it liberating.

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<v Speaker 1>I just had I just had a friend hanging out

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<v Speaker 1>with me here and I told her when she got

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<v Speaker 1>out of her relationship, she was in a relationship like

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<v Speaker 1>five or six years, and then, oh, I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to be Anybody said you need to just go be

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<v Speaker 1>oh four, give yourself one year to be a reckless horse.

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<v Speaker 1>The type of work like walk in the club, find

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<v Speaker 1>the nigga that you want to fuck, and walk up

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<v Speaker 1>to him and say, I want to fuck you. You

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<v Speaker 1>said just one year, you're just one a whole decade.

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<v Speaker 1>That well, I think a year is good if you

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<v Speaker 1>just depends your age. I ain't gonna hold you. A

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<v Speaker 1>year makes sense if you in your thirties and maybe

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<v Speaker 1>didn't experience it because he was in a long relationship.

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<v Speaker 1>But to me, I think a lot of us had

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<v Speaker 1>enough time to be in our whole phase, especially in

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<v Speaker 1>our twenties, that I think a year is a good time.

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't suggest someone to just be in a whole phase.

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<v Speaker 1>I disagree. If you're coming off a five year relationship

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<v Speaker 1>right now, you already know what you want and love

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<v Speaker 1>what you want next, what you what your likes and disclikes,

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<v Speaker 1>aren't you kind of need that year to just suck around.

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<v Speaker 1>I think we could keep having whole phases. I think

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<v Speaker 1>I'm having another one at forty. Yeah. I think you

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<v Speaker 1>can have a whole phase at any stage your life

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<v Speaker 1>when you need to have that release, no pun intended.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you should just give yourself the flexibility and

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<v Speaker 1>freedom to do what you want. At the end of

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<v Speaker 1>the day, it's all about your choice. I always tell

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<v Speaker 1>people when people say, oh, is this person gay or straders?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you get I don't believe in all of that.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe in fluidity. I believe in evolving the sexual experience.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't believe somebody should be forced to be this

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<v Speaker 1>or this or identify with this. Bill hor don't be

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<v Speaker 1>like just be you like bbu, be as free as

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<v Speaker 1>you want to be, as long as everybody's consenting, legal

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<v Speaker 1>and STD free. And look, if you're in the STDs,

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<v Speaker 1>do your thing. You know how if it's a STD

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<v Speaker 1>some people are youre fucking like they don't care just

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<v Speaker 1>to stick a bumping me. Oh yeah, they don't. They

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<v Speaker 1>don't think everybody cares. Until you get your first one,

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<v Speaker 1>you're like, oh damn. And a lot of people got theirs,

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<v Speaker 1>and they because they realize it's just a pill. I

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<v Speaker 1>caught my first one, and when caught it again two

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<v Speaker 1>weeks later, a pill in the shot. To be honest,

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<v Speaker 1>thought taking a pill to make clamidia go away. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just so it's just too simple. They gotta make it

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<v Speaker 1>a little more difficult. Sit me down now, They've got

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<v Speaker 1>to make it. Have a conversation with me, be like, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>you know you gotta stop. Well, if when you do it,

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<v Speaker 1>when you get it the second time they do have

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<v Speaker 1>that conversation, really refer you to therapy. They're like, you

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<v Speaker 1>need to go get help. They actually refer me, I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't go. You know, I just got my STD results

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<v Speaker 1>back the other day. And again I'm completely negative on everything,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm on PREP and I and I'm saying the

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<v Speaker 1>reason why I'm saying PREP is because I just recently

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<v Speaker 1>the Angel Martinez and show, and I was telling people,

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<v Speaker 1>told my story about all that, and I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm meeting a lot of straight people that do not

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<v Speaker 1>know about PREP. And I'm like, how do you not

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<v Speaker 1>know about PREP? I knew about it. I was just

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<v Speaker 1>never on it. So it's because so I tried to

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<v Speaker 1>get on PREP or I was looking into getting on

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<v Speaker 1>PREP a couple of years ago, especially because I go

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<v Speaker 1>to sex clubs and I'm okay with my partners being fluid.

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<v Speaker 1>So I dealt with a lot of guys who may

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<v Speaker 1>have been with trans women, may have dipped in dad,

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<v Speaker 1>may have been a little diplo on a stick where

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<v Speaker 1>they're not not gay, but they'll let a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>shout out to my boy play with him. We ain't playing. No,

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<v Speaker 1>don't you play West will be in my will be sext.

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<v Speaker 1>This ain't what we do on it. No, this is

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<v Speaker 1>not what we do all of that. I ain't got

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<v Speaker 1>do it where. No, this is a good thing. I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>I deal with guys who maybe very much like him. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>when I saw that clip, I was so. I was

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<v Speaker 1>on Patreon she said, oh that shit, maybe that's my friend.

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<v Speaker 1>When I m I say, nay, but that's where Like

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<v Speaker 1>so when I was looking into if I actually get

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<v Speaker 1>on it, because I know I'm suscepting myself to that

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<v Speaker 1>or being at a higher risk, they literally would not

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<v Speaker 1>like give a straight woman or a woman at all

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<v Speaker 1>prep Like you have to go the same thing like

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<v Speaker 1>when power shot at company out real quick. I've been

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<v Speaker 1>working with the Department of Health in Orlando and there's

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<v Speaker 1>a company talk test Tree, and they taught me and

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<v Speaker 1>I've been doing talks and shit with them. Sixty eight

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<v Speaker 1>percent of new cases of HIV are black, are black women,

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<v Speaker 1>and they are preaching prep um. Make sure to check

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<v Speaker 1>them out. They give free HIV kids. But seriously, like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I hate that happened. I think it's really sad because

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<v Speaker 1>like when monkey pox came out, you know, I of

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<v Speaker 1>course got a proved to go get the vaccination, which

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<v Speaker 1>was interesting because when COVID came out and niggas was

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<v Speaker 1>dying all over the world every day, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't getting that vaccagion. The minute munkeypox came out

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<v Speaker 1>and I saw nigga with a hole in this throat

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<v Speaker 1>out like what the fuck is that? I'm about it? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because I know we don't want what we can see. No, well,

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<v Speaker 1>we will take a risk with what your case. I

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<v Speaker 1>ain't hold you. I was nineteen keys when the COVID

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<v Speaker 1>shot came out. I was like, I'm not but let

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<v Speaker 1>me tell you. Let me tell you. I went down

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<v Speaker 1>and got it. But I took all my straight friends.

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<v Speaker 1>What I did was I said, these are all my

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<v Speaker 1>lovers and they all needed to and so all my

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<v Speaker 1>straight friends were able to get it. And I think

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<v Speaker 1>it's I say a lot of it to say. I

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<v Speaker 1>think it's unfair that, like, we know that these diseases

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<v Speaker 1>are affecting you know, women who identify straight or whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>because they're in situations with people who aren't maybe sharing

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<v Speaker 1>information and everybody should be available to get it. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>it's really sad. But yeah, I am so happy that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm good. And because I've been reckless. We talk about

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<v Speaker 1>horrible decisions. I've been a war for thirty one years now.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, what do you think is one of your

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<v Speaker 1>decisions you made where you were just like like I

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<v Speaker 1>show up taking to the grave, But you're gonna tell

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<v Speaker 1>it today. Why I don't take anything. I put it

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<v Speaker 1>out out there. You know, we all love Charlemagne. He

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<v Speaker 1>told me something I'll never forget. He was like, there

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<v Speaker 1>was something that came out about me. I think it

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<v Speaker 1>was like a muck shot and I was really upset.

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<v Speaker 1>He was like, bro, post the mug shot. Use your

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<v Speaker 1>truth before someone used it against you. I mean, that's

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<v Speaker 1>what Rihanna did with you share your things before someone

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<v Speaker 1>tries to Well, it's about controlling your narrative. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, we're in the world now,

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<v Speaker 1>especially with the cell phones and the internet and social media,

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<v Speaker 1>everybody wants to be paparazzi and post your business. So

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<v Speaker 1>post it first. Uh, let's see one of my horrible

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<v Speaker 1>decisions that I didn't take it to the grave. Actually,

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<v Speaker 1>one of my most proudest viral moments was I was

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<v Speaker 1>on this app, it's a social media at rice or

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<v Speaker 1>live stream, and I became one of the top broadcasters

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<v Speaker 1>there was making lots of money and I have billboards

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<v Speaker 1>and all this and that. So I was popular on

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<v Speaker 1>the app. And one night I was in Atlanta and

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<v Speaker 1>I had gotten so wasted that I went live on

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<v Speaker 1>the app, which you should never go live when your'reted.

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<v Speaker 1>Y'all saw me when I did that with Safari in

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<v Speaker 1>Mexico where I was doing all this with Dick and

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<v Speaker 1>all that, I was drunk in the pool, y'all said,

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<v Speaker 1>I was on heroin cocaine whatever you knew what that was.

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<v Speaker 1>That was. That was a horridle decision, But I had

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<v Speaker 1>to do something for BT but whatever. Shout out to

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<v Speaker 1>BT y I'll still pay me. Um. So I go

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<v Speaker 1>live on this app and this motherfucker. I go in

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<v Speaker 1>the room and this motherfucker's like, yo, you fine, you

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<v Speaker 1>know whatever, he's shooting a shot. Tell me all these

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<v Speaker 1>things you're gonna do. I said, nigg you better watch

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<v Speaker 1>him out because I'll fly you out. We'll get into that.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll get into that. That's where I get known for

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<v Speaker 1>flying somebody out. So, um, I go to sleep. I

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<v Speaker 1>wake up in the morning. My phone is blowing up.

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<v Speaker 1>I flew to motherfuck out and didn't know you did what?

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<v Speaker 1>So I flew out. He's like, I'm in Atlanta. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>like for what. He's like, you flew me here. I go, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't goes. You put me in a text with

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<v Speaker 1>you assist and he flew me out. I go, okay, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>what you're gonna do? Now? Here's my mind? Where's my mind? Right?

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<v Speaker 1>Like everyone saw that you no, no, no, I got

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<v Speaker 1>the DN me got the number. I guess because I don't,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't remember. So I go back. I look at

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<v Speaker 1>my text and there is literally a text saying the

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<v Speaker 1>damn it was confirmed. So I'm like, okay, it's seven

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<v Speaker 1>in the morning. I've flown somebody out. Jason Leaf flew

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<v Speaker 1>somebody out right now next day? Oh I mean the

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<v Speaker 1>tech the flight happened within hours, right wow, So not

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<v Speaker 1>the people behind the scenes to judgment. But this is

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<v Speaker 1>why you own your ship, because that nigga about to

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<v Speaker 1>really go for real. Like he met me in the

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<v Speaker 1>hallway and thought I was cool because I'm calm and

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<v Speaker 1>I smelled and I'm dressed, and I say, no, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a horr I've made horrible decisions. I'm a horror therapy.

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<v Speaker 1>So I so I'm like, okay, now here's my dilemma,

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<v Speaker 1>right because now I'm sobering up. I've flown somebody out.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm now responsible for you if I don't connect with

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<v Speaker 1>you and I leave you stranded. You're on social media

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<v Speaker 1>and this person was twenty five years old. I'm forty

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<v Speaker 1>five years old, so not got you flew a young

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<v Speaker 1>nigga out, left him stranded at Hartsfield Airport. So now

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<v Speaker 1>you got a link with the person, but you don't

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<v Speaker 1>really know who you're linking with. What say, your assistant

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<v Speaker 1>book the flight, but not the car service, my assistant,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what my assistant did. Your assistant then be like,

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<v Speaker 1>by the way, it's six in the morning, and my

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<v Speaker 1>assistants on the West coast, so it's three. That motherfucker sleep.

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<v Speaker 1>I did my job. Good luck with your decision. My

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<v Speaker 1>team abandoned. When I make bad decisions, they do what

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<v Speaker 1>they need to do to get it done, and then

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<v Speaker 1>they and then you get the fuck out of the way.

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<v Speaker 1>I called my assistant off of a boat in the

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<v Speaker 1>all Mulfi Coast like, bitch, I'm with this old nigga

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<v Speaker 1>helped me find me another room. She's like, Okay, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>telling you that's what they that's really what we pay

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<v Speaker 1>for it. Listen. I So now I say, okay, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna uber you to my hotel so we can

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<v Speaker 1>have breakfast, because now we need to sit and have

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<v Speaker 1>a conversation about this was a horrible decision. So I

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<v Speaker 1>uber the person to my hotel and they get there

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<v Speaker 1>and they got their luggage or whatever, and I said,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, just before we before we get started. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm really not big with social media. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want no video, no photos, don't post nothing. I

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<v Speaker 1>just you know, this was not the best decision. But

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<v Speaker 1>you're here. What ever, Okay, So I said, so then

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<v Speaker 1>then they go, my mother's a big fan of yours.

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<v Speaker 1>Like okay, that's not there. And they're a big fan, right,

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm like, okay. So now they're talking about loving

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<v Speaker 1>hip hop scenes and whiling out jokes, and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, I don't really don't feel comfortable talking

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<v Speaker 1>about none of them my work because I don't talk

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<v Speaker 1>about my work to people like this. You know. But

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<v Speaker 1>we didn't get to know each other because I just

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<v Speaker 1>flew you out yesterday or whatever. So I said to them,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, um, I think it's the best idea that

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<v Speaker 1>you go somewhere. Do you have a friend out here?

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<v Speaker 1>I have my best friends and all. And I said, okay, cool,

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<v Speaker 1>let me over you to your best friend. If you

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<v Speaker 1>need anything while you're here, I'll take care of it.

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<v Speaker 1>I got you. I'm good. We're friends now, right, so

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<v Speaker 1>we don't do anything. I put them in a car.

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<v Speaker 1>They go off. Now. I'm shopping one day and at

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<v Speaker 1>the mall and U or Nyman and I get a

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<v Speaker 1>text that says me and my friend just fell out.

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't got nowhere to go, and I'm and I

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<v Speaker 1>ain't got nothing else to wear. I'm literally standing next

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<v Speaker 1>to a clearance rack right now, mind you, I just

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<v Speaker 1>I just said recently, I don't call me white girl

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<v Speaker 1>that if I'm wearing you or my nigga gonna wear

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<v Speaker 1>de or like, I'm gonna make sure because your your

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<v Speaker 1>nigga is a reflection to you. People who don't believe

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<v Speaker 1>that is probably single with you know, empathetic whatever. So,

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<v Speaker 1>but this's not my niggas. This nigga accidentally flew out.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm I'm like, okay, you need something where? Okay, cool,

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<v Speaker 1>I look at my fragg just grab something off the rack, right,

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<v Speaker 1>just grabbing, just grab something. It's everything, say, twenty four dollars,

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<v Speaker 1>twenty three dollars whatever. So my friend grabs a pair

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<v Speaker 1>of white um guest jeans and a white guest shirt.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know the last party. Not only that not

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<v Speaker 1>an all white fit, and it's not even an all

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<v Speaker 1>white party. And on top of that, the guest logo

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<v Speaker 1>is so big it ain't even all white. No, my

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<v Speaker 1>friend was lazy. He just he literally went like this.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even know if we looked at the side.

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<v Speaker 1>He just grabbed the ship. So we get in the car.

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<v Speaker 1>So I said, okay, we're going to a party tonight.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm leaving tomorrow, so you can come with us to

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<v Speaker 1>the party and then I'll send you to the airport.

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<v Speaker 1>And I got you outfit. Worry about it. So I

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<v Speaker 1>get the outfit, and so he goes, well, where I

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<v Speaker 1>get dressed to go? You can get dressed in the hotel.

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<v Speaker 1>They go to my hotel. I said, check your luggage

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<v Speaker 1>in at the front because you don't need to bring

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<v Speaker 1>it to my room because you're not spending night. So

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<v Speaker 1>do that. So he does that where I fucked up.

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<v Speaker 1>He gotta receipt, So he gotta receipt that he put

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<v Speaker 1>his luggage at my hotel. I'm not knowing this is

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<v Speaker 1>the receipt collector on the way. So we go to

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<v Speaker 1>the party. The person standing outside in the rain with

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<v Speaker 1>no umbrella waiting for me. I pull up with two

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<v Speaker 1>black cars full of people. And now these people in

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<v Speaker 1>the car are on the same APP because they're a

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<v Speaker 1>part of my family on the APP. And I'm telling

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't want nobody to know that I fool

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<v Speaker 1>him out, so I'm trying to hide my horrible decision.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm like, can you please go inside the club.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be in there in a minute. You don't need

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<v Speaker 1>to be outside. Oh no, I'm waiting for you. So

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<v Speaker 1>we get out and somehow I figure how to shovel

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<v Speaker 1>him into the mix. He gets in, he gets up there.

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<v Speaker 1>Now he's drinking, everybody's drinking. He's trying to dance on me.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I'm not about to do all that. So

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<v Speaker 1>I so I've covered this up the whole night. But

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<v Speaker 1>people now are around me are kind of like, is

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<v Speaker 1>it he on the app? And I'm like, I'm there's

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people in here. Maybe an app as

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<v Speaker 1>I have. We all on Instagram, we all on Facebook.

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<v Speaker 1>So long story short, night's over. Now I've been drinking,

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<v Speaker 1>they've been drinking. Everybody's drunk, and this person needs a

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<v Speaker 1>ride back to get their luggage. I'm like, okay, you

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<v Speaker 1>come back and get your luggage. So we get to hotel,

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<v Speaker 1>get the luggage. Okay, well I need to change. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>Well there's now. The thing that I have to say

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<v Speaker 1>is that people, especially people who look like me TSA,

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<v Speaker 1>hotel workers, food service workers, they know me stores, They

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<v Speaker 1>are on me every time I'm moving and I see

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<v Speaker 1>them looking at me, and so I'm always very aware

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<v Speaker 1>of like where I'm at and who I'm win and

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<v Speaker 1>how you're behaving and what you're saying. And because I

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<v Speaker 1>know that they will, even though the other platforms won't

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<v Speaker 1>post me like that, because we have a relationship, I

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<v Speaker 1>still I'm always very aware. So I let the person

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<v Speaker 1>come to my room. And here's where it went bad. Drunk,

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<v Speaker 1>horrible discisions jermain. I went. I let the person shower

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<v Speaker 1>and get dressed. Then I showered and got dressed for bed.

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<v Speaker 1>And then the person says, you know what, my flight

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<v Speaker 1>is just not for a while. Can I just crash

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<v Speaker 1>here and I'm gonna get up? I say, okay, fucking

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<v Speaker 1>you can crash, but you gotta get up and get

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<v Speaker 1>on this flight. Okay, Well, and I have a sweet

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<v Speaker 1>with a couch and everything, but I let them get

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<v Speaker 1>in the bed. All right, you were a real nice

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<v Speaker 1>the whole name. I'm trying to be friendly to mitigate

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<v Speaker 1>damage this person or so I'm laying there and the

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<v Speaker 1>person backed up on me. Now, I don't care who

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<v Speaker 1>you are. I don't care if you're a man to

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<v Speaker 1>my back up on you. As soon as they touched

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<v Speaker 1>that dick, that dick gonna get action. So I got

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<v Speaker 1>up I said, fuck it, I got up. I ended

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<v Speaker 1>up sucking this person, fucked him, went to sleep, got up,

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<v Speaker 1>fucked him again, send him on his way. I thought,

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<v Speaker 1>you got some good dick. You gotta guess out in now.

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<v Speaker 1>That probably wasn't the best lenning. Yeah, you drank nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>forty two. That's top shelf. Look he could have gave

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<v Speaker 1>you smirna. I hate you. You on American wasn't one Spirit,

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't Frontier, wasn't Allegiance. It was you know, good and

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<v Speaker 1>you probably got a aut seat. I don't know he

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<v Speaker 1>didn't get first slaves, but um, and I sent you home. Well.

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<v Speaker 1>This person then started trying to extort me, say if

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<v Speaker 1>you don't give me money that I'm going to tell

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<v Speaker 1>everybody you fucked me. So you know what I did.

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<v Speaker 1>I said, no problem, good luck with that. I blocked him,

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<v Speaker 1>and I went to put on my best Valentino and

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<v Speaker 1>I went to a restaurant with a bunch of white people,

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<v Speaker 1>and I set up my phone saying and I said,

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<v Speaker 1>this storytime, let me tell you how I fucked to

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<v Speaker 1>shoot up this nigga out flew in last night and

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<v Speaker 1>I went on or the other night and I went

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<v Speaker 1>on to tell my story, and I was like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>the nigga didn't even get a proper meal, but the

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<v Speaker 1>nigga got hung arout, was fucking so I jacked him up,

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<v Speaker 1>put his nut in his mouth. I get that nigga.

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<v Speaker 1>All types of protein got that energy. Because see, at

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<v Speaker 1>the end of the day, I will never give anybody

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<v Speaker 1>control over my narrative. I agree, but you try to

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<v Speaker 1>extort me for some money because you got some dick.

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<v Speaker 1>When was getting dick news? I never knew getting dick

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<v Speaker 1>was news? That was that a thing? Dick? Well, I

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<v Speaker 1>think people assume that you'd be like, you'd be embarrassed, right,

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<v Speaker 1>Like people want to tell that story because they think

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<v Speaker 1>that you having a wild night would make you look bad. No,

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<v Speaker 1>just as crazy, you say, is getting dick news? Yeah? Crazy,

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<v Speaker 1>like crazy enough. We know that the clips, the stories

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<v Speaker 1>that du Go viral is who's fucking who, who's dating home? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Like so yeah. Unfortunately, Digo viral. It was all over

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<v Speaker 1>the internet, social media, Twitter. People were texting me and saying,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, because the narrative he said was, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Jason Lee flew me out. You know, I'm a young nigga.

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<v Speaker 1>He tried to play the whole victim thing. No, you

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<v Speaker 1>was a young whore who got online dick you wanted.

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<v Speaker 1>But the thing about it is nowadays with the Internet,

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<v Speaker 1>if you say something that makes somebody embarrassed, and if

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<v Speaker 1>it keeps getting repeated enough, the narrative will change by

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<v Speaker 1>the time it gets to you. It's a whole other thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I was. I'm a twenty five year old nigga who

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<v Speaker 1>wanted some dick. I got flown out. I'm a young

0:17:42.359 --> 0:17:44.800
<v Speaker 1>nigga who got flown out. I'm a nigga who was

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<v Speaker 1>taking advantage of I'm a nigga who this person like it.

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<v Speaker 1>What if you got online, yeah, to get some enough.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me tell you something. Twenty five now now I

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<v Speaker 1>would never date or twenty five year old, but you

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<v Speaker 1>might get fucked year old is rental Kardi. I love it.

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<v Speaker 1>I love good. It is not it hurts if you

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<v Speaker 1>got bad grands. By the way, it's twenty six, I

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<v Speaker 1>think seven. I do have a question if getting you

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<v Speaker 1>asked us is getting dick news. Have you are the

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<v Speaker 1>Hollywood locked dms like sometimes so exposing where you're like

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<v Speaker 1>this is too much? Do you have to like prove

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<v Speaker 1>it first? Because I'm sure someone's like so and so

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<v Speaker 1>fucked me. Yeah, but then my team, my team gets

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<v Speaker 1>emails and and and dms all the time about you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I slept with someone soon, So we honestly don't care,

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<v Speaker 1>Like if you like, getting dick to me is not news. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>if you're getting dick for somebody who's married to a Kardashian,

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<v Speaker 1>I may we may run that if we can verify it,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. And sometimes y'all getting dick.

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<v Speaker 1>Y'all getting dick that ain't even worth reporting, like you're

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<v Speaker 1>thinking it's something worse. Trash dick stories get sent to

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<v Speaker 1>us all the time, like you got that dick and

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<v Speaker 1>you want the world to know, you better send this

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<v Speaker 1>shit to dick. Yo. I'm gonna be honest with your

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<v Speaker 1>trash story. You don't know about dick. That's okay, dick yo.

0:19:02.280 --> 0:19:08.639
<v Speaker 1>If y'all around ya report, there's nothing called dick ye Yes, no,

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<v Speaker 1>they came back, bitch on it. Oh yes, let's go

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<v Speaker 1>boy hall on. Oh dick y'all is on it. So

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<v Speaker 1>dick YEA is a page and they just added pussy

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<v Speaker 1>up too. But it's a place where you can literally

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<v Speaker 1>and you do need to send in receipts and stuff.

0:19:23.040 --> 0:19:25.200
<v Speaker 1>But it's a and it be gone viral on Twitter.

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<v Speaker 1>Women send in who they've had sex with? Uh? Girl,

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<v Speaker 1>they just had uh. And I'm not gonna say I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 1>I see, I ain't gonna say who, but they why

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<v Speaker 1>because they recently shared about it and it was like, ooh,

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<v Speaker 1>bad timing. But no, up, that's what I said. See.

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<v Speaker 1>I tried to say, Oh, I was reading mom. Oh wait,

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<v Speaker 1>mall got a dick yo for you. No, we're not

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<v Speaker 1>talking about it. I'll be honest. I wasn't going to bed.

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<v Speaker 1>You said what I eat really good pussy. I suck

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<v Speaker 1>really good dick. I think the only thing they'd be like, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>this bitch was clean, and I'd be like, oh, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm also very cleaning clean when I'm with somebody that

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<v Speaker 1>I really care. Oh, I'm a color. I'm affectionate. You

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta if you walking through my house and you

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<v Speaker 1>see me, you gotta put your tongue in my mouth.

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<v Speaker 1>At least my chef. Let me say my chef. My

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<v Speaker 1>chef is so funny. So I got the chef because

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to stay healthy. You know, a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>y'all that be having the surgery, I had to lose weight,

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<v Speaker 1>y'all be getting fat again. That's because y'all really don't

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<v Speaker 1>understand that the surgery was just to reset you. And

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<v Speaker 1>even though you said you had the surgeony game way

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<v Speaker 1>you're thick. There's that I've always been, yeah, but but see,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a difference between having the surgery and staying thick,

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<v Speaker 1>because I do feel like for those of us who

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<v Speaker 1>have the surgery and still can look thick or look

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<v Speaker 1>healthy is important. Oh well, some people be having the

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<v Speaker 1>surgery look like a pop balloon. Well, and that's the

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<v Speaker 1>thing too. When when I've had the surgery for those

0:20:45.760 --> 0:20:48.480
<v Speaker 1>of you don't know, of course, the gastric sleeve. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>when I got really small, like my smallest, I think

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<v Speaker 1>I got down to like one forty eight. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>like that. I was like, I want to be one

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<v Speaker 1>sick because you start to feel sick and look and

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<v Speaker 1>my friend, like my mom was even saying it. And

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<v Speaker 1>that's the crazy thing too about like going from plus

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<v Speaker 1>size to losing weight to possibly like gaining some back

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<v Speaker 1>as well. It sucks because you realize how it doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>matter the way you are someone's gonna have a problem

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<v Speaker 1>with it, period, period. But then you developed body dys

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<v Speaker 1>morphia then because we could talk. That's a whole other thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I have body just morphia now because I've

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<v Speaker 1>let the social media comments for the first time every

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<v Speaker 1>when I was three hundred twenty three pounds, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>get fuck with social media said I was still fucking.

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<v Speaker 1>I was still fucking. I was fucking. I was fucking.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'd look at first of all, shout to all

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<v Speaker 1>the niggas who was let me fucking three twenty three,

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<v Speaker 1>say the same thing. Shout out to y'all let me

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<v Speaker 1>fucking two thirds, and shout out to all the niggas

0:21:37.240 --> 0:21:38.960
<v Speaker 1>who didn't let me fuck because I used to trash

0:21:39.000 --> 0:21:40.679
<v Speaker 1>them too. Fuck you, nigga, you ain't ship. And now

0:21:40.720 --> 0:21:43.399
<v Speaker 1>when I look back, like damn, I I understand, I

0:21:43.440 --> 0:21:45.640
<v Speaker 1>ain't that nigga. Now I'm rich, I'm cute, I'm still good,

0:21:45.680 --> 0:21:48.000
<v Speaker 1>and I'm fit so and my fashion game is fired. No,

0:21:48.160 --> 0:21:50.639
<v Speaker 1>But what we're talking about a minute, well, you you

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<v Speaker 1>brought up the chef the so this is how my

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<v Speaker 1>chef is shady? How many people will be joining us

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<v Speaker 1>for breakfast. I had to catch this sad one day,

0:22:01.000 --> 0:22:03.440
<v Speaker 1>shout out to Chef Casey. He gonna posts, I'm sure

0:22:03.440 --> 0:22:05.119
<v Speaker 1>I had to catch the shade. How many people are

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<v Speaker 1>joining us for breakfast? You know how many people live

0:22:06.880 --> 0:22:08.879
<v Speaker 1>in this house? It's only two in my two staffs,

0:22:08.920 --> 0:22:11.520
<v Speaker 1>so there's four. But you're trying to insinuate because you

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<v Speaker 1>know you maybe have met a few people. You had

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<v Speaker 1>to catch the shade. How many people will be joining

0:22:15.400 --> 0:22:17.280
<v Speaker 1>us from? What's your commun number? What would you prefer?

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<v Speaker 1>Would you prefer just one person or would you prefer

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<v Speaker 1>to you know what? Um, I didn't even know if

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<v Speaker 1>the numbers two. I don't know that. I don't know

0:22:25.320 --> 0:22:27.480
<v Speaker 1>because I'm in therapy. Let me start by saying, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>in therapy because I've made a lot of horrible decisions.

0:22:29.640 --> 0:22:31.800
<v Speaker 1>Horror in therapy. Well, why do you think therapy needs

0:22:31.840 --> 0:22:34.040
<v Speaker 1>to be because well, first of all, we all need

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<v Speaker 1>to be in therapy for different reasons. You know, right now,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm going right now, what I'm going through is

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<v Speaker 1>And Charlottagne said this the other day when I callosed

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<v Speaker 1>breakfast club. He said, you're you're you're useless if you

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<v Speaker 1>can't be used, if you can't be used, you're useless.

0:22:47.800 --> 0:22:49.320
<v Speaker 1>And when I thought about that, you know, you start

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<v Speaker 1>going through you know why so many people want to

0:22:51.800 --> 0:22:55.159
<v Speaker 1>be in your world? They want to use you, Like

0:22:55.280 --> 0:22:56.600
<v Speaker 1>do they really want to be your friend? Like? What

0:22:56.760 --> 0:22:58.280
<v Speaker 1>is being friends with me? Especially in this business when

0:22:58.280 --> 0:22:59.920
<v Speaker 1>you have influenced me, you have money, when you have cloud,

0:23:00.080 --> 0:23:02.720
<v Speaker 1>you have access, when you have things that people want.

0:23:03.080 --> 0:23:04.880
<v Speaker 1>In your mind, you're just you. But then you start

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<v Speaker 1>to realize you're actually being you. So I went through

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<v Speaker 1>that yesterday where like I wanted to just burn the

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<v Speaker 1>whole Internet down, and I still do it. Maybe today

0:23:12.040 --> 0:23:14.000
<v Speaker 1>I might I don't know. I haven't decided. But but

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<v Speaker 1>in therapy, the reason why I'm in therapy now is

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to one become the person that I want

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<v Speaker 1>to attract. Two, I want to start attracting people that

0:23:23.600 --> 0:23:26.520
<v Speaker 1>are there for the right reasons. And then also I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to discover like do I'm at an age now

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<v Speaker 1>where I am exploring having a child this year? But

0:23:31.040 --> 0:23:33.080
<v Speaker 1>I also want to know do I want to raise

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<v Speaker 1>that child with one person? Do I want to I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a very sexual person, so do I want to have

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<v Speaker 1>more than one person? Because I don't know that we're

0:23:42.119 --> 0:23:45.440
<v Speaker 1>created to be with one person, you know, but you

0:23:45.560 --> 0:23:47.240
<v Speaker 1>do you do want that person to share your journey

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<v Speaker 1>with When you start making a lot of money and

0:23:48.840 --> 0:23:50.639
<v Speaker 1>travel around the world, you want to create memories with

0:23:50.720 --> 0:23:52.680
<v Speaker 1>a You want a person to join you on that journey.

0:23:53.200 --> 0:23:55.000
<v Speaker 1>But do you want people to join you on the journey?

0:23:55.000 --> 0:23:57.440
<v Speaker 1>Because I have enough space in my house where you know,

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<v Speaker 1>they can have a room and then we can share

0:23:59.240 --> 0:24:00.760
<v Speaker 1>a room together. I want to do that or we

0:24:00.840 --> 0:24:02.240
<v Speaker 1>want to do that, but I don't know. I'm figuring

0:24:02.240 --> 0:24:03.879
<v Speaker 1>that out. Have you tried um? I was in a

0:24:03.960 --> 0:24:05.639
<v Speaker 1>threatfule a few years ago on the show. Have you

0:24:05.760 --> 0:24:07.879
<v Speaker 1>tried dating? Or I don't know how many partners you

0:24:07.920 --> 0:24:10.760
<v Speaker 1>want to have? But have you try people? Well? I

0:24:10.840 --> 0:24:13.240
<v Speaker 1>met somebody recently that I really liked and I was

0:24:13.320 --> 0:24:15.920
<v Speaker 1>getting to know him, and I started the conversation with

0:24:16.080 --> 0:24:18.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, like where where do you want to see

0:24:18.840 --> 0:24:21.399
<v Speaker 1>this guy? Like would you be open to a third person? Oh? No,

0:24:21.640 --> 0:24:24.600
<v Speaker 1>not just just me and one person? And I'm like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to work for you for I love

0:24:27.280 --> 0:24:30.200
<v Speaker 1>that you also just sat with an Eli chocolate. I

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<v Speaker 1>think the conversations that we're having now about non traditional,

0:24:34.440 --> 0:24:38.840
<v Speaker 1>non ethically non monogamous relationships are something that our parents

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<v Speaker 1>and before them weren't able to have. I know a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people assume that you're greedy for wanting multiple people,

0:24:45.400 --> 0:24:46.520
<v Speaker 1>but I love that you can come in and be

0:24:46.600 --> 0:24:48.840
<v Speaker 1>like monogamism for me. I don't know how many people

0:24:48.880 --> 0:24:51.320
<v Speaker 1>I need, but one person I don't think would fully

0:24:51.359 --> 0:24:54.359
<v Speaker 1>fulfill me. What does that look like? Then with with

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<v Speaker 1>with day? Do you bring that out the gate? Do

0:24:56.600 --> 0:24:58.600
<v Speaker 1>you wait until you see you want more with them?

0:24:58.960 --> 0:25:02.760
<v Speaker 1>How soon do you bring up that you don't want

0:25:02.760 --> 0:25:04.800
<v Speaker 1>a traditional Yeah, there's a couple of things. One I

0:25:04.920 --> 0:25:06.840
<v Speaker 1>don't believe I was saying to a friend yesterday. I

0:25:06.960 --> 0:25:09.800
<v Speaker 1>do not believe in straight gay. I'm so sick of

0:25:09.840 --> 0:25:13.200
<v Speaker 1>pronouncing at this point, he she day them this that another.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, just be like be you do what you

0:25:15.760 --> 0:25:18.119
<v Speaker 1>want to do. If it's safe and it's consensual and

0:25:18.480 --> 0:25:21.160
<v Speaker 1>it feels right, do it out the gate. I try

0:25:21.160 --> 0:25:23.520
<v Speaker 1>to have a few experiences. One we gotta fuck because

0:25:23.520 --> 0:25:25.200
<v Speaker 1>I just gotta know if the sex is good, great,

0:25:26.000 --> 0:25:27.720
<v Speaker 1>hold on, wait wait wait wait. If the sex is

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<v Speaker 1>not good, I don't care if Jesus Christ brought you

0:25:30.640 --> 0:25:32.840
<v Speaker 1>there with a stamp of approval for me to get

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<v Speaker 1>in heaven. I got fuck with you now, Nick, I'm

0:25:34.880 --> 0:25:38.359
<v Speaker 1>gona help. I'm I'm not going to fuck. I'm not

0:25:38.480 --> 0:25:39.960
<v Speaker 1>going to be able to be with somebody. The sexual

0:25:39.960 --> 0:25:44.080
<v Speaker 1>experience it's not good. That's wait, are you a first

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<v Speaker 1>time I know I'm a vibe I'm a vibe person like,

0:25:46.640 --> 0:25:49.359
<v Speaker 1>so if the vibe feels right like the one, let

0:25:49.400 --> 0:25:50.640
<v Speaker 1>me just say this real U, because I don't want

0:25:50.640 --> 0:25:52.800
<v Speaker 1>to listen the person that I said I was interested in.

0:25:53.160 --> 0:25:54.840
<v Speaker 1>He told me out the gate, I'm not gonna have

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<v Speaker 1>sex with you, which is what I like. At first,

0:25:57.680 --> 0:25:59.280
<v Speaker 1>He's I'm not gonna have sex because I want to

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<v Speaker 1>know that you really want to be with me, and

0:26:00.840 --> 0:26:02.200
<v Speaker 1>I was that was he caught me at a moment

0:26:02.240 --> 0:26:04.359
<v Speaker 1>where I was like, oh, well, I actually respect that

0:26:05.200 --> 0:26:07.359
<v Speaker 1>you're respecting yourself. So like I was hanging out and

0:26:07.359 --> 0:26:09.879
<v Speaker 1>getting on but we're culling and he all up on

0:26:10.000 --> 0:26:13.320
<v Speaker 1>me and I'm like, oh my god. And so he

0:26:14.640 --> 0:26:16.159
<v Speaker 1>wanted me to wait, and I said to him like

0:26:16.359 --> 0:26:18.240
<v Speaker 1>I need to know, like, okay, so I'm gonna wait.

0:26:18.400 --> 0:26:21.200
<v Speaker 1>But once we fuck, you know all that is it

0:26:21.280 --> 0:26:22.399
<v Speaker 1>just gonna be me And you are like are you

0:26:22.480 --> 0:26:23.760
<v Speaker 1>opening through Oh no, no, we can never be in

0:26:23.840 --> 0:26:25.840
<v Speaker 1>a vise. I said, well, who's to say we can't,

0:26:25.920 --> 0:26:28.360
<v Speaker 1>like once we developed a strong foundation for a year

0:26:28.480 --> 0:26:30.520
<v Speaker 1>or so, why can't we invite anybody else in? Or

0:26:30.520 --> 0:26:33.000
<v Speaker 1>why can't we have fun? And he was just very

0:26:33.040 --> 0:26:35.720
<v Speaker 1>focused on his traditional vice. Of course, he didn't work out.

0:26:36.080 --> 0:26:38.840
<v Speaker 1>So we had a conversation and it was the Twitter

0:26:38.920 --> 0:26:41.879
<v Speaker 1>had an unpopular opinion, you know, three going on, and

0:26:42.000 --> 0:26:44.280
<v Speaker 1>one of the opinions was waiting for sex makes it better?

0:26:45.160 --> 0:26:49.320
<v Speaker 1>And I said to Mandy, like, what was it? Now?

0:26:49.440 --> 0:26:53.640
<v Speaker 1>I was the explanation for that? Well, here's the thing, right,

0:26:53.760 --> 0:26:56.159
<v Speaker 1>as someone that's had one night stands, who's you know,

0:26:56.359 --> 0:26:59.520
<v Speaker 1>maybe fun, first day, third day, whatever. I have noticed

0:26:59.560 --> 0:27:02.000
<v Speaker 1>the more I build a connection with someone, the better

0:27:02.040 --> 0:27:05.840
<v Speaker 1>the sex is out of the gate. Also, I do

0:27:06.200 --> 0:27:10.280
<v Speaker 1>really think any way define build a connection now? Okay,

0:27:11.480 --> 0:27:14.080
<v Speaker 1>I think that one you provide with someone the first

0:27:14.160 --> 0:27:17.200
<v Speaker 1>night and have chemistry, but you're not building connection because

0:27:17.240 --> 0:27:20.119
<v Speaker 1>connection to me is a semi investment with that person.

0:27:20.440 --> 0:27:23.000
<v Speaker 1>When I am maybe i'll say about two dates in

0:27:23.560 --> 0:27:25.560
<v Speaker 1>then I'm like, you know, following up with maybe a

0:27:25.640 --> 0:27:27.280
<v Speaker 1>project you had going on? Oh, hey, did you get

0:27:27.280 --> 0:27:29.119
<v Speaker 1>your script in what's going on with this, and now

0:27:29.200 --> 0:27:31.680
<v Speaker 1>we're a little more connected and close. Once I have

0:27:31.920 --> 0:27:35.159
<v Speaker 1>a better connection, then I'm not saying I'm already not

0:27:35.400 --> 0:27:37.040
<v Speaker 1>fucking out the gate if I want to, but I

0:27:37.200 --> 0:27:40.320
<v Speaker 1>do think waiting a little bit does build for stronger relationship.

0:27:40.320 --> 0:27:42.680
<v Speaker 1>If we fuck and you text me and say, how's

0:27:42.800 --> 0:27:47.440
<v Speaker 1>Rihanna Nigga, I'm never calling you back. My projects, my business,

0:27:47.640 --> 0:27:50.560
<v Speaker 1>my jokes on while and now my scripts all that

0:27:50.800 --> 0:27:53.240
<v Speaker 1>that was not what we signed up to. Fuck. I

0:27:53.640 --> 0:27:56.560
<v Speaker 1>don't have a sexual experience with somebody and treat them

0:27:56.760 --> 0:27:59.000
<v Speaker 1>in a disrespectful way, no matter who they are, no

0:27:59.080 --> 0:28:00.719
<v Speaker 1>matter what if it's a one night stand, if it's

0:28:00.760 --> 0:28:02.400
<v Speaker 1>a week stand, if it's a year, a month, whatever

0:28:03.600 --> 0:28:06.479
<v Speaker 1>everybody feels. I try to make sure everybody feels valuable

0:28:06.480 --> 0:28:13.560
<v Speaker 1>because we're sharing that connection. However, I don't want somebody

0:28:13.680 --> 0:28:16.760
<v Speaker 1>to believe that because we had sex, now you got

0:28:16.840 --> 0:28:18.600
<v Speaker 1>the right to be all of my business, or that

0:28:18.720 --> 0:28:22.480
<v Speaker 1>we have a relationship beyond what that was, because sometimes

0:28:22.520 --> 0:28:25.960
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I've had people who because I will

0:28:26.080 --> 0:28:28.760
<v Speaker 1>never use my platform or my access for my relationship,

0:28:28.760 --> 0:28:30.399
<v Speaker 1>for my money to get sex, like oh, you know,

0:28:30.440 --> 0:28:32.000
<v Speaker 1>why I'll put you on. I don't do that because

0:28:32.040 --> 0:28:34.280
<v Speaker 1>weird niggas in the industry do that ship. But I

0:28:34.359 --> 0:28:37.119
<v Speaker 1>have had niggas come to me to connect with me,

0:28:37.520 --> 0:28:40.520
<v Speaker 1>and they use sex to build the connection to get

0:28:40.600 --> 0:28:42.840
<v Speaker 1>to the support they want. And I'm not with that weird.

0:28:42.920 --> 0:28:45.000
<v Speaker 1>That's tough, you know what I mean. But the average person,

0:28:45.080 --> 0:28:48.440
<v Speaker 1>when I was saying, like yours is different because showing

0:28:48.480 --> 0:28:51.200
<v Speaker 1>an interest in someone's work and passions is showing them

0:28:51.320 --> 0:28:55.520
<v Speaker 1>respect with yours. It's difficult because it's like industry people

0:28:55.520 --> 0:28:58.840
<v Speaker 1>and maybe most people listening to this don't fit that bill.

0:28:59.200 --> 0:29:00.920
<v Speaker 1>But how do you then know if someone is using

0:29:01.000 --> 0:29:03.880
<v Speaker 1>your hunt You don't. I mean, if you're in my house,

0:29:05.040 --> 0:29:08.200
<v Speaker 1>it could be um Tiffany Hattrish walks in to talk

0:29:08.240 --> 0:29:10.960
<v Speaker 1>about something, or the White House calls, or somebody's calling

0:29:11.040 --> 0:29:14.080
<v Speaker 1>because Kim Kardashian did this or that happened, or an

0:29:14.120 --> 0:29:16.400
<v Speaker 1>interview is getting set up, or I'm screaming about something,

0:29:16.720 --> 0:29:18.480
<v Speaker 1>and now you in my house as somebody that I

0:29:18.560 --> 0:29:20.880
<v Speaker 1>just want to fuck. But now you all up in

0:29:20.960 --> 0:29:23.680
<v Speaker 1>the mix want to talk about what Biden is doing

0:29:23.760 --> 0:29:26.360
<v Speaker 1>like we're not about to do so. I'm very mindful

0:29:26.480 --> 0:29:28.920
<v Speaker 1>of the environment that I'm creating with the people. But

0:29:29.080 --> 0:29:30.240
<v Speaker 1>you know what you don't know, and you know if

0:29:30.240 --> 0:29:31.960
<v Speaker 1>you're in LA and especially working with Ken, you know,

0:29:32.120 --> 0:29:36.120
<v Speaker 1>like I'm in a place right now where I'm totally evaluating,

0:29:36.200 --> 0:29:38.200
<v Speaker 1>like why why are you in my life? Why are

0:29:38.320 --> 0:29:41.040
<v Speaker 1>you on my phone? Why am I following you? I

0:29:41.160 --> 0:29:43.400
<v Speaker 1>just said, I cut off this little this young nigan.

0:29:43.480 --> 0:29:47.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm really beautiful, big old dick girl. I did. But

0:29:47.320 --> 0:29:50.200
<v Speaker 1>I cut up on dick. Yelp too, He's not I'm

0:29:50.200 --> 0:29:56.800
<v Speaker 1>about to go download. Yeah he's not. Um. But literally,

0:29:57.040 --> 0:29:59.680
<v Speaker 1>I was having that conversation with my friend, like being

0:30:00.000 --> 0:30:02.160
<v Speaker 1>of a relationship where I felt like I've received so

0:30:02.320 --> 0:30:05.200
<v Speaker 1>much in terms of affection, acts of service, the things

0:30:05.280 --> 0:30:08.120
<v Speaker 1>that made me feel fulfilled, just fucking somebody that didn't

0:30:08.120 --> 0:30:10.400
<v Speaker 1>really feel I felt like do anything to me. I

0:30:10.520 --> 0:30:13.280
<v Speaker 1>was like, what am I doing this for? I also

0:30:13.960 --> 0:30:16.280
<v Speaker 1>am also in therapy, so there's a lot of things

0:30:16.320 --> 0:30:18.720
<v Speaker 1>that trigger into a place that I was in my

0:30:18.800 --> 0:30:21.800
<v Speaker 1>twenties where I was having sex with no emotions or

0:30:21.880 --> 0:30:25.480
<v Speaker 1>transactionally that I like regret and feel shame about now.

0:30:25.760 --> 0:30:28.240
<v Speaker 1>So a part of me, what I'm do you regret it? Oh?

0:30:28.800 --> 0:30:31.040
<v Speaker 1>I mean I don't regret being able to pay my bills,

0:30:31.440 --> 0:30:35.080
<v Speaker 1>but through therapy and through a project that we're working on,

0:30:35.480 --> 0:30:38.360
<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of things. Even on this show, listening

0:30:38.440 --> 0:30:42.000
<v Speaker 1>back and reliving some of my stories, I do have

0:30:42.120 --> 0:30:45.440
<v Speaker 1>to be like, wow, my mind was in a completely

0:30:45.480 --> 0:30:47.640
<v Speaker 1>different space than it was in and there is some

0:30:48.160 --> 0:30:50.560
<v Speaker 1>There is shame in a lot of the things that

0:30:50.640 --> 0:30:54.360
<v Speaker 1>I did sexually out of the means of survival, only

0:30:54.440 --> 0:30:56.800
<v Speaker 1>because now I have the option to choose who I

0:30:56.920 --> 0:30:59.480
<v Speaker 1>sleep with, who I entertain, who I give my body to,

0:31:00.040 --> 0:31:02.200
<v Speaker 1>even even money. The way I look at it now,

0:31:02.240 --> 0:31:03.560
<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh, I was a cheap bitch. O.

0:31:03.800 --> 0:31:06.479
<v Speaker 1>We we should expound on that as people that are

0:31:06.560 --> 0:31:08.600
<v Speaker 1>making money now can gravel where we want to buy

0:31:08.600 --> 0:31:10.800
<v Speaker 1>what we want. Are there ever times where you're just

0:31:10.920 --> 0:31:12.440
<v Speaker 1>kind of like someone tricking on me? And I like

0:31:12.960 --> 0:31:14.960
<v Speaker 1>whether it be a nice you know, you know what

0:31:15.120 --> 0:31:16.520
<v Speaker 1>I learned, you know when they were talking about like

0:31:16.520 --> 0:31:19.600
<v Speaker 1>what's your um, what's what's your what your love language? Yes,

0:31:19.880 --> 0:31:23.640
<v Speaker 1>my love language is and probably because when I grew up,

0:31:23.640 --> 0:31:25.760
<v Speaker 1>I really didn't have anybody making sure I was good.

0:31:25.880 --> 0:31:28.040
<v Speaker 1>I make sure they're good, you know what I mean?

0:31:28.160 --> 0:31:31.600
<v Speaker 1>Like I told the story recently where um I was

0:31:31.640 --> 0:31:34.920
<v Speaker 1>talking to this guy, met him in Columbia, flew him

0:31:34.920 --> 0:31:37.280
<v Speaker 1>out because I really want to get and I thought

0:31:37.360 --> 0:31:39.320
<v Speaker 1>this was the one. Oh this I was. I brought

0:31:39.400 --> 0:31:42.920
<v Speaker 1>him to I had an Easter dinner and and introduced

0:31:42.960 --> 0:31:45.040
<v Speaker 1>him to all my friends and was like, this is

0:31:45.120 --> 0:31:50.600
<v Speaker 1>the one. Hey, one one was not the one? Why

0:31:50.680 --> 0:31:52.840
<v Speaker 1>not nothing? Because the next time I saw one, I

0:31:52.960 --> 0:31:54.760
<v Speaker 1>flew him to Dubai because I was going to buy.

0:31:54.760 --> 0:31:56.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yeah, whyn't you flay to bay and meet

0:31:56.160 --> 0:31:57.800
<v Speaker 1>me whatever, meat me mimami were gonna get him playing

0:31:57.840 --> 0:32:01.280
<v Speaker 1>god to buy and flew him in and he went

0:32:01.480 --> 0:32:03.960
<v Speaker 1>silent when he landed for like five hours. Come to

0:32:04.000 --> 0:32:06.760
<v Speaker 1>find out he was accosted by the TSA people, not

0:32:06.880 --> 0:32:09.760
<v Speaker 1>that you know, the people immigration whatever, because he had

0:32:10.000 --> 0:32:11.760
<v Speaker 1>pictures of cocaine in his phone and all this to that,

0:32:11.800 --> 0:32:14.480
<v Speaker 1>which I didn't know about, and uh and I don't

0:32:14.560 --> 0:32:16.240
<v Speaker 1>fuck around with that shit. This is not my thing.

0:32:16.400 --> 0:32:18.360
<v Speaker 1>And so when he finally got out of you know,

0:32:18.440 --> 0:32:20.720
<v Speaker 1>I was like frustrated because I'm very much like, let's

0:32:20.720 --> 0:32:22.840
<v Speaker 1>stay on schedule type person when I took it. So

0:32:23.000 --> 0:32:25.680
<v Speaker 1>we get to the airport. On the way the airport.

0:32:25.720 --> 0:32:29.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, do you have your your COVID tests, your PCR.

0:32:29.240 --> 0:32:31.080
<v Speaker 1>Oh no, I don't need PCR. I travel the world,

0:32:31.120 --> 0:32:33.760
<v Speaker 1>It's what I do. He argued me down to go

0:32:33.840 --> 0:32:36.520
<v Speaker 1>to Dubai. I've been there six times this year. You

0:32:36.600 --> 0:32:38.960
<v Speaker 1>need to have PCR. We get to the airport, you

0:32:39.000 --> 0:32:41.080
<v Speaker 1>don't have a PCR. Long short of short. They don't

0:32:41.120 --> 0:32:42.960
<v Speaker 1>let him on the flight. We miss our flight. Wow,

0:32:43.080 --> 0:32:46.400
<v Speaker 1>first class tickets called sixteen grand, I mean business classics

0:32:46.440 --> 0:32:49.760
<v Speaker 1>called sixteen grand. My assistance in flight to Dubai already,

0:32:49.840 --> 0:32:51.560
<v Speaker 1>So now to reschedule the flight, I don't even know

0:32:51.600 --> 0:32:53.640
<v Speaker 1>how to do that. Thank god he had WiFi. So

0:32:53.800 --> 0:32:55.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to now find a way to get there's

0:32:55.800 --> 0:32:57.600
<v Speaker 1>no more flights, trying to find a way to get

0:32:57.640 --> 0:32:59.480
<v Speaker 1>to New York, to get on the flight because I

0:32:59.520 --> 0:33:02.280
<v Speaker 1>have two more friends flying from New York. So I

0:33:02.320 --> 0:33:03.960
<v Speaker 1>called him, find a jet to get to New York.

0:33:04.040 --> 0:33:07.280
<v Speaker 1>That's twenty thousand. Can't find a jet. Find two flights,

0:33:07.360 --> 0:33:09.360
<v Speaker 1>first thing in the morning, that lands at nine thirty,

0:33:09.440 --> 0:33:11.680
<v Speaker 1>but the next flight is at eleven am. So we

0:33:11.800 --> 0:33:14.120
<v Speaker 1>make the flight along. Story short. He ruined everything, ruining

0:33:14.120 --> 0:33:16.440
<v Speaker 1>all the energy, and we don't talk anymore. But you

0:33:16.520 --> 0:33:19.200
<v Speaker 1>brought one up by name up, yeah, I'm followed him,

0:33:19.200 --> 0:33:22.160
<v Speaker 1>he following yore. So then let's get into because you're

0:33:22.200 --> 0:33:25.920
<v Speaker 1>dropping all say something that don't regret anything. The reason

0:33:25.960 --> 0:33:28.120
<v Speaker 1>why right now I'm talking very freely, and they're gonna

0:33:28.120 --> 0:33:30.360
<v Speaker 1>be people who say, you know, who would have fucked

0:33:30.400 --> 0:33:32.240
<v Speaker 1>that fat nigga? Or I wouldn't fuck the nigga now,

0:33:32.360 --> 0:33:35.480
<v Speaker 1>or that niggas I don't care about. I don't subscribe

0:33:35.520 --> 0:33:37.280
<v Speaker 1>to none of that. But the reason why I tell

0:33:37.320 --> 0:33:40.440
<v Speaker 1>the stories is because I've come a long way and

0:33:40.520 --> 0:33:42.600
<v Speaker 1>the fact that we're black or people of color and

0:33:42.720 --> 0:33:45.920
<v Speaker 1>therapy and we're talking very openly about decisions that we

0:33:46.000 --> 0:33:47.640
<v Speaker 1>made that we regret. I think there's a lot of

0:33:47.680 --> 0:33:49.959
<v Speaker 1>people watching, even though they're watching in judgment, who are

0:33:50.040 --> 0:33:53.040
<v Speaker 1>making horrible decisions themselves, can see like yo, I can

0:33:53.120 --> 0:33:55.720
<v Speaker 1>be honest and not feel afraid of that one I

0:33:55.840 --> 0:33:57.920
<v Speaker 1>tell another horrible decsion masons. I'm here in New York.

0:33:58.240 --> 0:34:00.040
<v Speaker 1>I moved to New York and when I live in

0:34:00.200 --> 0:34:01.640
<v Speaker 1>LA I lived at the W So I said, when

0:34:01.640 --> 0:34:03.160
<v Speaker 1>I moved to New York, I'm like, I want to

0:34:03.200 --> 0:34:07.440
<v Speaker 1>move to the hood. I want to move where No, no, no,

0:34:07.960 --> 0:34:10.879
<v Speaker 1>back then it wasn't. This was literally right when now

0:34:11.040 --> 0:34:13.719
<v Speaker 1>it's trash, but back then it wasn't. And I said,

0:34:13.719 --> 0:34:15.239
<v Speaker 1>I want to move to New York and I want

0:34:15.280 --> 0:34:17.800
<v Speaker 1>to live wherever there are Dominicans. So I moved to

0:34:17.880 --> 0:34:20.640
<v Speaker 1>Washington Heights one seventy seven and four Washington. We just

0:34:20.840 --> 0:34:24.719
<v Speaker 1>we just talked about Dominican niggas. Literally, that's because I

0:34:24.800 --> 0:34:27.320
<v Speaker 1>had met a Dominican somewhere, and I think in Rhode Island.

0:34:27.360 --> 0:34:30.239
<v Speaker 1>I was like, what are you like? I never saw

0:34:30.480 --> 0:34:33.920
<v Speaker 1>y'all before. Oh and Kate Verdiens all y'all niggas could beamn. No,

0:34:34.000 --> 0:34:40.560
<v Speaker 1>actually don't, I'm your husband? No you think so? Yeah,

0:34:41.480 --> 0:34:43.640
<v Speaker 1>I would want to get married for the wedding because

0:34:43.680 --> 0:34:45.920
<v Speaker 1>you know pictures. You know what's crazy My first day

0:34:46.000 --> 0:34:48.120
<v Speaker 1>that about Indian weddings. She just want to marry Indians

0:34:48.160 --> 0:34:49.640
<v Speaker 1>just so she can have an Indian girl. When the

0:34:49.800 --> 0:34:52.879
<v Speaker 1>LA comes out, I ain't gonna hold you hilarious. It's

0:34:52.920 --> 0:34:56.000
<v Speaker 1>a ga. So I moved to the to Washington Heights

0:34:56.160 --> 0:34:58.480
<v Speaker 1>and I fell in love with the whole block. The

0:34:58.600 --> 0:35:03.239
<v Speaker 1>old block is popping right, and uh, I ended up

0:35:04.000 --> 0:35:06.719
<v Speaker 1>so caught up in these Dominicans that this was way

0:35:06.800 --> 0:35:08.759
<v Speaker 1>before loving him. But this is way before a Hollywood like.

0:35:08.880 --> 0:35:10.759
<v Speaker 1>I would be very clear, this before I had any

0:35:10.800 --> 0:35:14.520
<v Speaker 1>ambition to be an entertainment. I've found myself fucking a

0:35:14.600 --> 0:35:17.480
<v Speaker 1>Dominican in an abandoned department. That's when I knew I

0:35:17.600 --> 0:35:19.319
<v Speaker 1>hit an all time low. I don't know if that's

0:35:19.320 --> 0:35:21.759
<v Speaker 1>a low. Okay, wait, there are mattress on the flow

0:35:21.920 --> 0:35:26.680
<v Speaker 1>where y'all abandon apartment? So was there furniture? Ah? No,

0:35:27.040 --> 0:35:29.880
<v Speaker 1>it was what one? How did you know there was

0:35:29.920 --> 0:35:32.440
<v Speaker 1>in the bandon department? And too? How did we end

0:35:32.520 --> 0:35:34.200
<v Speaker 1>up in an abandon apart and why are we in

0:35:35.640 --> 0:35:38.160
<v Speaker 1>a trip house? So that's what I knew. I had

0:35:38.160 --> 0:35:39.920
<v Speaker 1>an all time low. Have you ever fucked in a

0:35:39.960 --> 0:35:42.560
<v Speaker 1>trip house? I told you I don't like good guys.

0:35:42.760 --> 0:35:46.200
<v Speaker 1>Oh you know that's my fam don't know. I know

0:35:46.600 --> 0:35:48.439
<v Speaker 1>too many of my niggas make legal money. I ain't

0:35:48.440 --> 0:35:50.120
<v Speaker 1>gotta deal with that. See, but it's not as gird

0:35:50.160 --> 0:35:53.279
<v Speaker 1>of mine. The gun under the pillow is really I

0:35:53.400 --> 0:35:55.320
<v Speaker 1>told you, see what I mean? No, I told you

0:35:55.400 --> 0:35:57.400
<v Speaker 1>I was just in Atlanta hanging out with my friends.

0:35:57.600 --> 0:35:59.360
<v Speaker 1>And the fact that all my friends was carrying I

0:35:59.480 --> 0:36:00.880
<v Speaker 1>was like, you know what I sound like. I live

0:36:00.920 --> 0:36:03.719
<v Speaker 1>at the w in Hollywood. Now that's what I got.

0:36:03.800 --> 0:36:06.120
<v Speaker 1>Got guns, I gotta I got a shotgun on the

0:36:06.160 --> 0:36:08.080
<v Speaker 1>side of my bed. I have a nine millimeter on

0:36:08.160 --> 0:36:10.719
<v Speaker 1>my nights and I have an Air fifteen land against it.

0:36:10.800 --> 0:36:12.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't play, but you have to have gall in

0:36:12.440 --> 0:36:15.080
<v Speaker 1>your house. It's something that's which I ain't gonna hold you.

0:36:15.120 --> 0:36:17.080
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes I'll be sleeping looking at the ship, like, who

0:36:17.120 --> 0:36:20.000
<v Speaker 1>would I do? Someone busting his house you don't like,

0:36:21.640 --> 0:36:23.480
<v Speaker 1>And then be like, and the way my house is built,

0:36:23.560 --> 0:36:25.400
<v Speaker 1>like it's gonna take you time to get to me.

0:36:25.640 --> 0:36:29.759
<v Speaker 1>So like, no, no, no, you know so crazy. People

0:36:29.840 --> 0:36:31.799
<v Speaker 1>actually be trying to come to my house. I had

0:36:31.800 --> 0:36:33.480
<v Speaker 1>somebody come to my group of people came to my

0:36:33.560 --> 0:36:35.480
<v Speaker 1>house one day. I heard noise outside. I look outside

0:36:35.520 --> 0:36:37.400
<v Speaker 1>and it's like they're walking up to the door. So

0:36:37.520 --> 0:36:39.680
<v Speaker 1>my house is this four levels, so I'm on the

0:36:39.760 --> 0:36:41.400
<v Speaker 1>third level. I walk on the background out. It was

0:36:41.440 --> 0:36:43.880
<v Speaker 1>a TMZ tour. I walked out. I walked out with

0:36:43.920 --> 0:36:45.680
<v Speaker 1>an Air fifteen. I turned a little red light on

0:36:46.760 --> 0:36:48.879
<v Speaker 1>and I put it right on a motherfucking ass. I said,

0:36:48.880 --> 0:36:50.960
<v Speaker 1>what what what youre doing? They start at a gun,

0:36:51.040 --> 0:36:53.160
<v Speaker 1>they start running, I would shoot this whole block up.

0:36:53.320 --> 0:36:55.759
<v Speaker 1>I would like, all you know, that's key for are

0:36:55.880 --> 0:36:59.439
<v Speaker 1>crazy ass, that's audacious. Bandy and I had a weird

0:36:59.480 --> 0:37:01.320
<v Speaker 1>situation too, where we had to like kind of just

0:37:01.680 --> 0:37:03.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, she changed her name at the hotel and

0:37:03.480 --> 0:37:05.080
<v Speaker 1>shit like that. And I think about it all the

0:37:05.120 --> 0:37:07.280
<v Speaker 1>time when I walk my dog and I'm in West Hollywood,

0:37:07.480 --> 0:37:09.719
<v Speaker 1>I'll be thinking I'm safe. No, you have to think.

0:37:09.960 --> 0:37:11.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't go to grocery stores. I don't go to

0:37:11.480 --> 0:37:14.320
<v Speaker 1>gas stations. I don't go to banks. Really, um, I

0:37:14.400 --> 0:37:16.400
<v Speaker 1>don't go to anywhere I gotta. I don't sit in

0:37:16.520 --> 0:37:19.759
<v Speaker 1>restaurants as much. Oh no, no, not in LA not

0:37:19.920 --> 0:37:21.759
<v Speaker 1>really anywhere. I mean there's some restaurants like I'll go

0:37:21.840 --> 0:37:25.919
<v Speaker 1>to Ava Damn damn more ship. Look, they got either

0:37:26.000 --> 0:37:30.239
<v Speaker 1>in New York now, but you know there's one thing.

0:37:31.480 --> 0:37:34.239
<v Speaker 1>There's someplace, but there's really no safe place anymore. I

0:37:34.320 --> 0:37:36.839
<v Speaker 1>don't think the avandoned house was that crazy. I wanted

0:37:36.840 --> 0:37:39.040
<v Speaker 1>to become harder than hit. Okay, I got one more stup.

0:37:40.080 --> 0:37:42.160
<v Speaker 1>I think I ever told this one. Back in the

0:37:42.239 --> 0:37:45.200
<v Speaker 1>day before entertainment, before all of that. Um, I used

0:37:45.239 --> 0:37:47.239
<v Speaker 1>to work for a union and we would have you know,

0:37:48.000 --> 0:37:50.919
<v Speaker 1>um conferences and stuff. And we were working with Jesse

0:37:51.040 --> 0:37:53.480
<v Speaker 1>Jackson Rambo Push Coalition and they have this annual thing

0:37:53.520 --> 0:37:58.279
<v Speaker 1>in Chicago. I had never been a life of goddamn it.

0:37:58.400 --> 0:37:59.759
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I can tell you when I'm working

0:37:59.800 --> 0:38:03.080
<v Speaker 1>for too. But that's the story. Wow three years that

0:38:03.200 --> 0:38:06.040
<v Speaker 1>was bullshit. No, but I found myself going to this

0:38:06.080 --> 0:38:08.839
<v Speaker 1>conference and I have a phobia that I don't even

0:38:08.880 --> 0:38:10.439
<v Speaker 1>know if I've ever talked about. But I can't share

0:38:10.480 --> 0:38:13.360
<v Speaker 1>the room with people like I can't be paired up

0:38:13.400 --> 0:38:14.680
<v Speaker 1>with people I don't like being in the room with,

0:38:14.840 --> 0:38:16.719
<v Speaker 1>especially I don't know you. Because and when you work

0:38:16.800 --> 0:38:19.160
<v Speaker 1>for a union, sometimes we'll send your way on conferences.

0:38:19.200 --> 0:38:20.560
<v Speaker 1>They'll put you in a room to share with a

0:38:20.640 --> 0:38:23.640
<v Speaker 1>co worker. I don't even if we work together, know

0:38:23.719 --> 0:38:25.800
<v Speaker 1>each other, we friends that were I don't want to

0:38:25.920 --> 0:38:28.279
<v Speaker 1>I need my space. I don't like that whatever. So

0:38:28.600 --> 0:38:30.120
<v Speaker 1>they put me that I go to this conference. They

0:38:30.160 --> 0:38:35.040
<v Speaker 1>put me in a room with a pastor. This fucking

0:38:35.120 --> 0:38:40.520
<v Speaker 1>nigga's praying and shit, you know, like no, no, I understand, no,

0:38:40.680 --> 0:38:43.600
<v Speaker 1>he's like he's so I walk in, you know, my

0:38:43.800 --> 0:38:47.040
<v Speaker 1>gas and the fucking pastors there and he gets on

0:38:47.120 --> 0:38:49.560
<v Speaker 1>his knees and he starts praying and im and I'm

0:38:49.640 --> 0:38:53.160
<v Speaker 1>standing there. No, he's bibles laid on the bed. He

0:38:53.360 --> 0:38:57.800
<v Speaker 1>literally looked like Marl Luther King. He got on his

0:38:57.920 --> 0:39:02.320
<v Speaker 1>knees and he started praying right, and so I'm standing there. No,

0:39:02.400 --> 0:39:04.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm standing there like like nigga. This is a long

0:39:04.920 --> 0:39:09.279
<v Speaker 1>ass prayer. Right. So he stops praying. He's like, how

0:39:09.360 --> 0:39:11.520
<v Speaker 1>you doing, young man. I'm like, I'm doing great, sir,

0:39:11.680 --> 0:39:15.319
<v Speaker 1>how are you doing doing fine? So? Okay, Uh, how

0:39:15.400 --> 0:39:18.719
<v Speaker 1>often do you pray? Well? You know, I pray all

0:39:18.800 --> 0:39:21.680
<v Speaker 1>throughout the day because the Good Lord. I understand. I understand.

0:39:21.719 --> 0:39:27.480
<v Speaker 1>But um, I'm I'm a heathen. I'm in Chicago. These

0:39:27.600 --> 0:39:29.719
<v Speaker 1>niggas is out here. I'm about to go to the game.

0:39:29.719 --> 0:39:33.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't tell I'm going to get club. So I

0:39:33.960 --> 0:39:38.040
<v Speaker 1>go to the gay club and I am having a

0:39:38.120 --> 0:39:39.919
<v Speaker 1>great time. I have a friend, I had a frend

0:39:39.920 --> 0:39:43.239
<v Speaker 1>of Chicago and uh, long story, sure we're having a

0:39:43.280 --> 0:39:45.680
<v Speaker 1>great time. We end up getting sucked up and I

0:39:45.960 --> 0:39:49.520
<v Speaker 1>fucked him behind the club on a cardboard box. This

0:39:49.640 --> 0:39:53.160
<v Speaker 1>is how pathetically addicted to being a horrid It's a

0:39:53.200 --> 0:39:57.960
<v Speaker 1>horrible decision. First of all, the way these knees are

0:39:58.000 --> 0:40:00.560
<v Speaker 1>built at forty five, I ain't getting ground. I ain't

0:40:00.600 --> 0:40:02.160
<v Speaker 1>even getting on carpet at this point, or you know

0:40:02.200 --> 0:40:03.480
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. Like and first of all, I don't

0:40:03.480 --> 0:40:06.160
<v Speaker 1>even get all my knees like that. But I'm still

0:40:06.200 --> 0:40:08.160
<v Speaker 1>a good time. So yeah. So anyway, I come back

0:40:08.200 --> 0:40:11.320
<v Speaker 1>from fucking this nigga behind the club in Chicago, on

0:40:11.480 --> 0:40:14.480
<v Speaker 1>the ground on a cardboard box, and I still feel

0:40:14.520 --> 0:40:17.359
<v Speaker 1>great about myself, have high self, the same confidence the world.

0:40:17.360 --> 0:40:19.520
<v Speaker 1>And I'm going home. But there's a pastor there, right,

0:40:19.600 --> 0:40:21.320
<v Speaker 1>So I come back. I walk in. The nigga is

0:40:21.440 --> 0:40:24.359
<v Speaker 1>sitting up waiting for me to pray, and I said

0:40:24.440 --> 0:40:26.239
<v Speaker 1>to him, and I looked him dead in the space,

0:40:26.760 --> 0:40:29.759
<v Speaker 1>and I said, no disrespect. I've been drinking. I just

0:40:29.840 --> 0:40:32.279
<v Speaker 1>fucked somebody behind the club. I ain't about to sit here.

0:40:32.560 --> 0:40:34.960
<v Speaker 1>That nigga got up all his ship, got the fuck

0:40:35.000 --> 0:40:37.680
<v Speaker 1>out there. He was like this, He made a whole thing.

0:40:37.760 --> 0:40:41.120
<v Speaker 1>So now here comes Jesse Jackson, people you know, the

0:40:41.239 --> 0:40:45.200
<v Speaker 1>next day, judging me and shit, Now, ain't y'all pastors?

0:40:45.560 --> 0:40:49.960
<v Speaker 1>Because the Lord that I knew took wars in Look

0:40:50.000 --> 0:40:53.280
<v Speaker 1>at you that's what he did. He did. The Bible

0:40:53.360 --> 0:40:56.160
<v Speaker 1>says no one sin is greater than another sin. So

0:40:56.320 --> 0:40:59.160
<v Speaker 1>if you lied about your weight on your DNV license

0:41:00.000 --> 0:41:03.320
<v Speaker 1>and I fucked somebody I just met behind the club, nigga,

0:41:03.480 --> 0:41:07.200
<v Speaker 1>who's going ahead? We both going here apparently because so

0:41:07.680 --> 0:41:10.399
<v Speaker 1>so it's sort of like, you know, I saw early

0:41:10.520 --> 0:41:12.879
<v Speaker 1>on that you know, sometimes the people, even the people

0:41:12.920 --> 0:41:16.520
<v Speaker 1>in the church, they made horrible decision in judging us sinners.

0:41:16.640 --> 0:41:18.080
<v Speaker 1>But now you know, I don't know where that that

0:41:18.239 --> 0:41:20.000
<v Speaker 1>pastor is now, but that nigga. I ain't never seen

0:41:20.040 --> 0:41:21.640
<v Speaker 1>a nigga get up and get his ship so fast

0:41:21.680 --> 0:41:23.480
<v Speaker 1>and get out of there. I can't. I just imagine

0:41:23.480 --> 0:41:25.600
<v Speaker 1>the Bible being fumbled. Oh, he was waiting up for

0:41:25.640 --> 0:41:27.640
<v Speaker 1>me to pray, and soon I walked in. He's sitting there,

0:41:27.760 --> 0:41:31.480
<v Speaker 1>like what is you sitting up? And like sitting and

0:41:31.560 --> 0:41:33.440
<v Speaker 1>it's probably like three and the more he is sitting

0:41:33.520 --> 0:41:36.719
<v Speaker 1>three am, he is sitting up and I'm waiting and

0:41:36.840 --> 0:41:39.719
<v Speaker 1>I and I said, and I see him and I'm like,

0:41:39.960 --> 0:41:42.000
<v Speaker 1>what's up? He like, Yo, I've just been waiting for

0:41:42.080 --> 0:41:43.840
<v Speaker 1>you to pray. I sitting on nigga now, and I

0:41:43.920 --> 0:41:45.680
<v Speaker 1>knew I'm about to let you. I'm about to give

0:41:45.719 --> 0:41:48.279
<v Speaker 1>you something to go pray about that, run to your

0:41:48.320 --> 0:41:55.239
<v Speaker 1>prayer closet. When you said I don't get on my

0:41:55.320 --> 0:41:57.399
<v Speaker 1>knees like that, do you mean you're not a giver

0:41:57.719 --> 0:42:01.839
<v Speaker 1>or you just no? I mean, don't get me wrong.

0:42:02.120 --> 0:42:04.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean you know I'm gonna do whatever the situation

0:42:05.480 --> 0:42:08.840
<v Speaker 1>calls for. I mean, I fucked in showers, bathtubs. I

0:42:08.920 --> 0:42:11.279
<v Speaker 1>mean I've done I've I've lived a life, I've done it,

0:42:11.360 --> 0:42:13.640
<v Speaker 1>and I still will do it because I'm a pleaser,

0:42:13.719 --> 0:42:15.839
<v Speaker 1>so I want to please the person I'm with. I'm

0:42:15.880 --> 0:42:18.320
<v Speaker 1>just saying I'm not like I'm not just gonna be

0:42:18.480 --> 0:42:22.319
<v Speaker 1>on my knees, uh, sucking dick and doing all types

0:42:22.320 --> 0:42:23.759
<v Speaker 1>of shit just to be doing it. Have I done it?

0:42:23.840 --> 0:42:26.280
<v Speaker 1>Will I do? Of course? Of course? Am I receiver?

0:42:26.400 --> 0:42:27.600
<v Speaker 1>Or what are you asking me if I'm the top

0:42:27.640 --> 0:42:30.359
<v Speaker 1>of a bottom? No? No, no, ask a direct question.

0:42:30.920 --> 0:42:32.600
<v Speaker 1>I want to know, like are you are you a giver?

0:42:32.680 --> 0:42:34.560
<v Speaker 1>Because when you said I don't give a giver of what?

0:42:35.239 --> 0:42:38.200
<v Speaker 1>Sucking dick? Yeah, of course, but but sucking dick or

0:42:38.239 --> 0:42:40.120
<v Speaker 1>get my dick sucked? That's I mean, yeah, of course,

0:42:40.200 --> 0:42:43.760
<v Speaker 1>I mean I think any if you are sexual, woman

0:42:44.000 --> 0:42:46.040
<v Speaker 1>or man, and you don't suck dick, you're trash. You

0:42:46.120 --> 0:42:50.480
<v Speaker 1>do give me top energy bottom for love. No, really,

0:42:51.200 --> 0:42:52.839
<v Speaker 1>and I'll tell you why I won't let anybody fuck

0:42:52.880 --> 0:42:54.560
<v Speaker 1>me in It's not. It's not because I'm afraid to

0:42:54.560 --> 0:42:56.880
<v Speaker 1>get fucked or I think getting fucked hurts or whatever

0:42:57.239 --> 0:42:59.000
<v Speaker 1>may be a good time. I mean, we all know where,

0:42:59.320 --> 0:43:01.719
<v Speaker 1>we all know where or a man's m G spot

0:43:01.880 --> 0:43:03.400
<v Speaker 1>is and his wrecking we know that. So and I

0:43:03.480 --> 0:43:06.040
<v Speaker 1>see the pleasure that I've given to a lot of people,

0:43:06.080 --> 0:43:07.719
<v Speaker 1>and I know I know where it is. I know

0:43:07.760 --> 0:43:11.000
<v Speaker 1>where the promised land is on a man. Um. Let's

0:43:11.040 --> 0:43:15.759
<v Speaker 1>be clear. It's only because if you fucked me and

0:43:15.960 --> 0:43:17.759
<v Speaker 1>you go and tell somebody you fucked me the way

0:43:17.760 --> 0:43:19.360
<v Speaker 1>that people be saying, like, yo, I fucked her, I

0:43:19.920 --> 0:43:22.040
<v Speaker 1>put my all my dicking. I saw online yesterday this

0:43:22.120 --> 0:43:23.880
<v Speaker 1>man was online talking to people and he put his

0:43:23.920 --> 0:43:25.719
<v Speaker 1>phone in his pocket and went and fucked a girl

0:43:25.760 --> 0:43:27.880
<v Speaker 1>and let everybody hear it. I felt like that was

0:43:27.960 --> 0:43:31.920
<v Speaker 1>such a violation. I was so disrespectful, And I just

0:43:32.040 --> 0:43:35.600
<v Speaker 1>feel like your private intimate moment should be valued at

0:43:35.640 --> 0:43:39.399
<v Speaker 1>a place where you don't hurt the other person. I've

0:43:39.400 --> 0:43:41.000
<v Speaker 1>never fucked somebody and been like yo, yo yo, I

0:43:41.040 --> 0:43:43.000
<v Speaker 1>fucked nig now the nigga. I told y'all that try

0:43:43.040 --> 0:43:44.799
<v Speaker 1>to extore me for money and all that. Y'all told

0:43:45.000 --> 0:43:47.160
<v Speaker 1>that story because he tried me. So since he wanted

0:43:47.160 --> 0:43:48.120
<v Speaker 1>to put it out there, I just put it my

0:43:48.160 --> 0:43:49.879
<v Speaker 1>tea out there with myself. But I don't I prob

0:43:50.000 --> 0:43:53.319
<v Speaker 1>myself in protecting people's privacy. Um yeah, I don't think

0:43:53.360 --> 0:43:56.160
<v Speaker 1>I could handle the disrespect of somebody say but what

0:43:56.239 --> 0:43:58.480
<v Speaker 1>does love mean? I've been in love and I've fell

0:43:58.520 --> 0:44:00.760
<v Speaker 1>out of love. I mean, you you're talking to having children,

0:44:00.840 --> 0:44:03.440
<v Speaker 1>so marriage maybe having the big way, Maybe that'll be

0:44:03.480 --> 0:44:06.600
<v Speaker 1>the day. But I do think vulnerability, most of my

0:44:06.680 --> 0:44:08.640
<v Speaker 1>friends being vulnerable don't mean you got to open up

0:44:08.640 --> 0:44:12.200
<v Speaker 1>your asshole. It doesn't. I think that your response to

0:44:12.400 --> 0:44:15.439
<v Speaker 1>it seems like it's a vulnerable. No, no, no, I'm

0:44:15.480 --> 0:44:18.160
<v Speaker 1>all for being vulnerable. I recently had somebody going in

0:44:18.239 --> 0:44:20.879
<v Speaker 1>do an interview where they talked about as fucking, which

0:44:20.920 --> 0:44:23.279
<v Speaker 1>again I don't understand what that is, a cloud or whatever,

0:44:23.680 --> 0:44:25.960
<v Speaker 1>and they said somebody like, yeah, Jason wanted me to

0:44:26.040 --> 0:44:28.359
<v Speaker 1>put my fingers in his ass. I called, I said listen,

0:44:29.719 --> 0:44:32.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm not ashamed if I want, if I wanted somebody

0:44:32.200 --> 0:44:34.760
<v Speaker 1>put their finger in my ass, I'm not ashamed of that. However,

0:44:35.280 --> 0:44:38.080
<v Speaker 1>I know that in forty five years, I've never asked

0:44:38.080 --> 0:44:40.120
<v Speaker 1>anybody to put their fingers in my ass. Well, you

0:44:40.160 --> 0:44:41.759
<v Speaker 1>were drunk, I said. Well, if I was drunk and

0:44:41.840 --> 0:44:43.880
<v Speaker 1>you put your fingers in my ass, that means you

0:44:43.920 --> 0:44:45.920
<v Speaker 1>took advantage of me while I was passed out. And

0:44:46.000 --> 0:44:48.520
<v Speaker 1>that's a conversation I'm willing to have. I'm willing to

0:44:48.680 --> 0:44:51.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm but I'm willing to have that with the police,

0:44:51.680 --> 0:44:55.520
<v Speaker 1>with the Internet, with you. So what happened? Okay, So okay, great.

0:44:55.719 --> 0:44:57.759
<v Speaker 1>Just want to be very clear because if you try

0:44:57.800 --> 0:44:59.400
<v Speaker 1>to use me for Cloud, if you try to expose

0:44:59.440 --> 0:45:02.640
<v Speaker 1>our personal having intimate moments for Cloud, that's the shit

0:45:02.680 --> 0:45:05.840
<v Speaker 1>I can't handle. And that's why I'm very careful about

0:45:05.880 --> 0:45:08.800
<v Speaker 1>the individual of that. Bobby Lights made me scared of

0:45:08.920 --> 0:45:11.920
<v Speaker 1>that watching that show. Really executive produce that show, I

0:45:12.040 --> 0:45:14.279
<v Speaker 1>know I was. I was such a fan of watching it.

0:45:14.360 --> 0:45:17.400
<v Speaker 1>I really enjoyed it. I loved that. You know, there

0:45:17.440 --> 0:45:19.560
<v Speaker 1>weren't any like I'm scared to be gay stories. I

0:45:19.680 --> 0:45:22.000
<v Speaker 1>kind of thought somebody would have that especially, um was

0:45:22.040 --> 0:45:24.719
<v Speaker 1>it so was the same soul? Oh so yeah? So

0:45:24.920 --> 0:45:26.680
<v Speaker 1>never really but so if you go to this Twitter,

0:45:26.760 --> 0:45:29.000
<v Speaker 1>I mean, but just being happy about being who they are.

0:45:29.200 --> 0:45:31.359
<v Speaker 1>That was great to see. But one day all talk

0:45:31.440 --> 0:45:33.320
<v Speaker 1>I watched all of them are only fans and Twitter,

0:45:33.719 --> 0:45:35.719
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, this is ruining for me. I

0:45:35.800 --> 0:45:37.239
<v Speaker 1>don't want to hear y'all talk. Let me just see

0:45:37.320 --> 0:45:40.520
<v Speaker 1>bigger as Dixie. But I'm gonna tell you who's fumbled

0:45:40.560 --> 0:45:41.719
<v Speaker 1>the bag. I told them we need to do a

0:45:41.800 --> 0:45:43.520
<v Speaker 1>charm school with that whole cast and bring it more

0:45:43.640 --> 0:45:45.680
<v Speaker 1>like and let me host that shit. I would have

0:45:45.760 --> 0:45:48.040
<v Speaker 1>hosted it. I mean, we're still talking. But that cast

0:45:48.239 --> 0:45:52.440
<v Speaker 1>was a shot. It was a good cast, but only

0:45:52.480 --> 0:45:54.720
<v Speaker 1>because I knew half of them and rolland Ray sitting

0:45:54.760 --> 0:45:58.040
<v Speaker 1>on the other. But Hot Will I watched it every night.

0:45:58.080 --> 0:45:59.600
<v Speaker 1>I watched it twice every nigga they came over to.

0:45:59.800 --> 0:46:01.880
<v Speaker 1>I was like, some watch my show well. And when

0:46:01.920 --> 0:46:04.359
<v Speaker 1>I told how Hot Wills to roll out, the whole

0:46:04.360 --> 0:46:08.120
<v Speaker 1>wheelchair community got said rollout, nigga, bitch shell me again

0:46:08.320 --> 0:46:10.880
<v Speaker 1>and they all said roll out. She said, that's we

0:46:11.000 --> 0:46:12.840
<v Speaker 1>had a guest on here with a wheelchair hold on

0:46:12.920 --> 0:46:14.760
<v Speaker 1>that whole tried me. She did he said I couldn't

0:46:14.760 --> 0:46:16.239
<v Speaker 1>suck it. I said, bit, Y'll roll you out of here.

0:46:16.520 --> 0:46:20.680
<v Speaker 1>But but I still liked her. But no, that Bobby

0:46:20.840 --> 0:46:24.080
<v Speaker 1>lights being. I mean just watching people who loved on

0:46:24.200 --> 0:46:25.840
<v Speaker 1>him in one moment and then turn on him. I

0:46:26.000 --> 0:46:29.080
<v Speaker 1>was so disgussed. You know, when you do like loving hip,

0:46:29.120 --> 0:46:31.160
<v Speaker 1>are you do reality shows? You see how sometimes it

0:46:31.200 --> 0:46:33.840
<v Speaker 1>feels scripted or it's that show was not scripted. I

0:46:34.000 --> 0:46:35.759
<v Speaker 1>literally walked through the house every day like, hey, how

0:46:35.760 --> 0:46:37.680
<v Speaker 1>are you doing. I would come to set every day.

0:46:38.200 --> 0:46:40.480
<v Speaker 1>First of all, I was an executive producer, like I

0:46:40.560 --> 0:46:42.520
<v Speaker 1>was gonna be a passive executivedce just put my name

0:46:42.600 --> 0:46:45.080
<v Speaker 1>on in like you know, cast whatever. But once I

0:46:45.160 --> 0:46:47.120
<v Speaker 1>met the guys and I saw how great they were.

0:46:47.160 --> 0:46:50.000
<v Speaker 1>I would come to set with bottles of nineteen forty

0:46:50.040 --> 0:46:51.480
<v Speaker 1>two and I'd be like, what's going on? And they'd

0:46:51.480 --> 0:46:53.360
<v Speaker 1>be like, Yo, that motherfucker it was over. There was

0:46:53.400 --> 0:46:55.640
<v Speaker 1>on Jack. We don't like looking at Jack, Like what

0:46:55.719 --> 0:46:59.319
<v Speaker 1>about them? That motherfucker was sucking his dick my girlfriend away?

0:46:59.360 --> 0:47:01.759
<v Speaker 1>And do you know what I did? Watch the X Room?

0:47:01.840 --> 0:47:04.839
<v Speaker 1>Did you hear I was gas lighting them all day?

0:47:04.880 --> 0:47:06.360
<v Speaker 1>And as soon as them cameras came on, they was

0:47:06.360 --> 0:47:08.200
<v Speaker 1>beating each other ass. Shout out to that cash. Y'all

0:47:08.200 --> 0:47:10.880
<v Speaker 1>did a great They were great. They were who impressed

0:47:10.880 --> 0:47:13.600
<v Speaker 1>you the most on it? On that show? You know what,

0:47:13.840 --> 0:47:16.080
<v Speaker 1>I think Bobby's a star. I think rolland raised the

0:47:16.120 --> 0:47:18.799
<v Speaker 1>star brought rolland Raider to Zeus. They impressed in terms

0:47:18.840 --> 0:47:22.000
<v Speaker 1>of the cast. Um no, I mean, guess they're part

0:47:22.040 --> 0:47:23.839
<v Speaker 1>of the cast. Bobby impressed me too. I wasn't all

0:47:23.880 --> 0:47:26.120
<v Speaker 1>of them all they all did, but Bobby was great

0:47:26.239 --> 0:47:28.880
<v Speaker 1>and I felt like I loved seeing him get emotional

0:47:28.960 --> 0:47:30.880
<v Speaker 1>and seeing him cry like that to me made it

0:47:30.920 --> 0:47:33.200
<v Speaker 1>feel real because he went in really wanting to be

0:47:33.320 --> 0:47:35.239
<v Speaker 1>in love and he wanted to find out. Now the

0:47:35.280 --> 0:47:38.240
<v Speaker 1>reunion was a hot ass man. Because of that reunion,

0:47:38.320 --> 0:47:40.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't plan on most anymore real. That's just not

0:47:40.680 --> 0:47:43.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm good like. I don't know how you weren't like it.

0:47:44.280 --> 0:47:46.600
<v Speaker 1>That was crazy. I was watching it. It was nothing

0:47:46.640 --> 0:47:49.239
<v Speaker 1>but fight like. It was pausing and fighting and it

0:47:49.360 --> 0:47:51.239
<v Speaker 1>was a lot. That was the best show Zeus had.

0:47:51.239 --> 0:47:53.360
<v Speaker 1>But Jocelyn, I guess it takes the cake, but it

0:47:53.560 --> 0:47:55.400
<v Speaker 1>was the best show. Well. I felt like they were

0:47:55.440 --> 0:47:57.759
<v Speaker 1>fighting for something. They were fighting for love, and they

0:47:57.920 --> 0:48:00.680
<v Speaker 1>literally were fighting for love. Dmitri was there, the white

0:48:00.719 --> 0:48:03.960
<v Speaker 1>boy who Dmitri the day I met, the first day

0:48:04.000 --> 0:48:06.520
<v Speaker 1>I got there. Off camera, he says, oh, I know

0:48:06.680 --> 0:48:09.160
<v Speaker 1>who you are. I know who you are. I saw

0:48:09.280 --> 0:48:11.239
<v Speaker 1>you on a flight before you were in Coach. I said,

0:48:11.360 --> 0:48:13.799
<v Speaker 1>first of all, And there's no coach shaming going on here,

0:48:14.280 --> 0:48:17.000
<v Speaker 1>right but you but on Jet Blue. I've never flown Coach.

0:48:17.360 --> 0:48:19.560
<v Speaker 1>I've only flown Mint, so that's not true. I guess

0:48:19.600 --> 0:48:21.480
<v Speaker 1>he was a flight attendant. He was trying to read

0:48:21.520 --> 0:48:23.040
<v Speaker 1>me off camera. I said, let me tell you something.

0:48:23.040 --> 0:48:25.919
<v Speaker 1>I'm not a part of this cast. The security ain't

0:48:25.920 --> 0:48:28.080
<v Speaker 1>gonna hold me back. So you watch him out like

0:48:28.360 --> 0:48:30.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm really about all that action you want. And so

0:48:30.440 --> 0:48:33.680
<v Speaker 1>then the whole cast turned on him. Right then, that's

0:48:33.719 --> 0:48:35.120
<v Speaker 1>how it started. They were like, first of all, I

0:48:35.120 --> 0:48:37.000
<v Speaker 1>don't disrespect like because they the cast gave me a

0:48:37.040 --> 0:48:39.160
<v Speaker 1>lot of respect. Don't know, because it was a black

0:48:39.200 --> 0:48:41.040
<v Speaker 1>show as a white dude, Dame Dimitri. They all called

0:48:41.120 --> 0:48:45.000
<v Speaker 1>him Demetrius, but I called him Demitrius. You. I thought

0:48:45.000 --> 0:48:48.520
<v Speaker 1>this was that show, and you also, being in therapy

0:48:48.600 --> 0:48:52.320
<v Speaker 1>and wanting love, would you know people for love you

0:48:52.480 --> 0:48:56.120
<v Speaker 1>don't even they don't even finish that statement, do not

0:48:56.200 --> 0:48:59.440
<v Speaker 1>because words have power in the manifestation. What happened. No,

0:48:59.600 --> 0:49:01.279
<v Speaker 1>they've proach you about doing the day and show. I

0:49:01.360 --> 0:49:03.239
<v Speaker 1>said to Zeus, first thing you're gonna do is bring

0:49:03.320 --> 0:49:08.520
<v Speaker 1>a midget, and everybody knows, I'm afraid. I'm afraid. Listen,

0:49:08.560 --> 0:49:13.040
<v Speaker 1>we're not bleeping that shitt y'all I had imagined on

0:49:13.120 --> 0:49:15.880
<v Speaker 1>my show once I said, hop up here, let's talk whatever,

0:49:16.840 --> 0:49:19.440
<v Speaker 1>here's the deal, here's the here's the deal. You're going

0:49:19.520 --> 0:49:23.000
<v Speaker 1>to offend somebody, okay, always, so just fuck it, you

0:49:23.080 --> 0:49:25.520
<v Speaker 1>know whatever, Get your little ass in here and listen

0:49:25.560 --> 0:49:27.960
<v Speaker 1>to what I'm saying. Okay, No, if I date, what

0:49:28.040 --> 0:49:30.000
<v Speaker 1>they're gonna do is they're gonna find all the people

0:49:30.200 --> 0:49:32.520
<v Speaker 1>that I do not want a day and I got

0:49:32.640 --> 0:49:34.160
<v Speaker 1>to go on a date with it. But you should,

0:49:34.200 --> 0:49:36.880
<v Speaker 1>Bobby help you because you got we're gonna what we're

0:49:36.880 --> 0:49:40.000
<v Speaker 1>gonna work like, we gonna stop it. I'm gonna bring

0:49:40.040 --> 0:49:42.200
<v Speaker 1>a high chair now here we are. No. And then

0:49:42.280 --> 0:49:44.680
<v Speaker 1>now my whole brand, Yeah that my whole brands sucked

0:49:44.719 --> 0:49:46.000
<v Speaker 1>up because I didn't got into it. What I mention

0:49:46.120 --> 0:49:48.800
<v Speaker 1>this person. This person hit my knees and shit, and

0:49:48.840 --> 0:49:51.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to explain no, no, no, so no, I

0:49:51.760 --> 0:49:55.840
<v Speaker 1>won't do to give you ask and up um, I

0:49:56.000 --> 0:49:58.000
<v Speaker 1>like to lay down and get my dick. You like

0:49:58.120 --> 0:50:06.080
<v Speaker 1>to lay down? Yeah? I like that. I had Okay,

0:50:06.280 --> 0:50:09.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm in therapy, but I'm on a show. Horrible decision. Yeah,

0:50:09.320 --> 0:50:12.040
<v Speaker 1>this is work. I meant somebody that I knew and

0:50:12.120 --> 0:50:14.840
<v Speaker 1>whatever we had a situation ship or whatever. And I

0:50:14.880 --> 0:50:17.600
<v Speaker 1>remember one time I was on a conference call doing

0:50:17.680 --> 0:50:21.239
<v Speaker 1>some Kanye business and I'm like, and no, it won't

0:50:21.280 --> 0:50:23.280
<v Speaker 1>even come. It was zoom, but I was on my phone,

0:50:23.480 --> 0:50:26.439
<v Speaker 1>but I was calmed down. This motherfucker's sitting there talking

0:50:26.480 --> 0:50:28.160
<v Speaker 1>to me. Yo, nigga need me. I'm like, yo, I'm

0:50:28.160 --> 0:50:30.759
<v Speaker 1>wanna call it. Motherfucking out started sucking one did. That

0:50:30.840 --> 0:50:34.080
<v Speaker 1>was the best conference call I ever had, the best

0:50:34.160 --> 0:50:35.960
<v Speaker 1>and that was hot. But you know that is I'm

0:50:35.960 --> 0:50:37.520
<v Speaker 1>all about the moment, the vibe. And you know there's

0:50:37.520 --> 0:50:39.400
<v Speaker 1>people that I will be interested in that I may

0:50:39.600 --> 0:50:41.200
<v Speaker 1>want to be oral with you, or I may not

0:50:41.280 --> 0:50:42.520
<v Speaker 1>want to be oral with you. I may want to fuck,

0:50:42.560 --> 0:50:43.680
<v Speaker 1>but I may not want to be oral. I mayn't

0:50:43.680 --> 0:50:45.799
<v Speaker 1>want to cuddle, not fucker, do nothing. It's a vibe

0:50:45.840 --> 0:50:47.080
<v Speaker 1>for me. If the vibe ain't there. Now, if I

0:50:47.160 --> 0:50:49.920
<v Speaker 1>find a vibe that's just passion is just on, like

0:50:50.680 --> 0:50:52.680
<v Speaker 1>just crazy. And I did meet somebody once and do

0:50:52.800 --> 0:50:57.279
<v Speaker 1>buy that. I mean the passion was crazy. Um. Yeah,

0:50:57.360 --> 0:50:59.080
<v Speaker 1>then you know we get into it. You're gonna suck

0:50:59.120 --> 0:51:01.759
<v Speaker 1>me though, because you're going decision to tell people. We

0:51:03.760 --> 0:51:06.640
<v Speaker 1>don't like exposing I don't like the exposing of people.

0:51:06.640 --> 0:51:10.000
<v Speaker 1>I think it's corny for everybody. Really. Yeah, we have

0:51:10.080 --> 0:51:14.040
<v Speaker 1>nicknam inviting people on to me, Like there's that clip

0:51:14.080 --> 0:51:16.520
<v Speaker 1>of Megan James recently with the young jock thing. Yeah,

0:51:16.600 --> 0:51:18.160
<v Speaker 1>and I really didn't like seeing it because I'm like,

0:51:18.239 --> 0:51:19.960
<v Speaker 1>you brought him into your home, your house, you know

0:51:20.000 --> 0:51:23.000
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. She said something like how you stayed

0:51:23.040 --> 0:51:24.640
<v Speaker 1>relevant all these years of one hit? And she's like,

0:51:25.040 --> 0:51:26.640
<v Speaker 1>he said, well, I have a lot of hits. She goes,

0:51:26.680 --> 0:51:28.719
<v Speaker 1>we'll name him or let's let's hear about him. Yeah,

0:51:28.840 --> 0:51:33.120
<v Speaker 1>and it just kind of fun I'm back and forth. Yeah,

0:51:33.160 --> 0:51:35.160
<v Speaker 1>they went back and forth on on Twitter, I think,

0:51:35.200 --> 0:51:38.000
<v Speaker 1>and then she brought him funny Marco. Um, but why

0:51:38.360 --> 0:51:41.000
<v Speaker 1>bring people on to shit on them? Now, don't get

0:51:41.000 --> 0:51:43.439
<v Speaker 1>me wrong. If you have a situation that's out, maybe

0:51:43.480 --> 0:51:45.319
<v Speaker 1>you know you're gonna talk about it in a moment cool,

0:51:45.680 --> 0:51:47.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, like Black China with her mother. How can

0:51:47.440 --> 0:51:49.640
<v Speaker 1>you not talk about that? But I think when people

0:51:49.760 --> 0:51:53.160
<v Speaker 1>blatantly bring someone on an interview to have this gotcha moment, yeah,

0:51:53.280 --> 0:51:57.279
<v Speaker 1>I don't like that. That really that recently happened to me.

0:51:57.440 --> 0:51:59.839
<v Speaker 1>I don't know when is this coming out next? Uh?

0:52:00.360 --> 0:52:04.239
<v Speaker 1>In two weeks? Okay? So um, they there's a there's

0:52:04.280 --> 0:52:06.840
<v Speaker 1>a platform that shared with me that they're putting me

0:52:06.920 --> 0:52:10.400
<v Speaker 1>on their most influential list, which great, okay, but but

0:52:10.640 --> 0:52:13.080
<v Speaker 1>I respect them so much that whatever they want to

0:52:13.080 --> 0:52:14.600
<v Speaker 1>do an interview with Maul, do it. You know. Let's

0:52:14.680 --> 0:52:16.600
<v Speaker 1>sure like we built a relationship. Now you want to Okay,

0:52:16.640 --> 0:52:18.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna come. I'm suport you come on my ship.

0:52:18.680 --> 0:52:20.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm all about that. That's why I love breakfast Club,

0:52:20.440 --> 0:52:22.239
<v Speaker 1>drink Champs, whatever. But I'm very selective. I don't just

0:52:22.239 --> 0:52:24.520
<v Speaker 1>be doing anything because there are some people who don't

0:52:24.560 --> 0:52:26.279
<v Speaker 1>have talent. The only talent they have will be to

0:52:26.360 --> 0:52:29.080
<v Speaker 1>set you up and get that moment. And I I've

0:52:29.160 --> 0:52:30.759
<v Speaker 1>had to happen to me a couple of times where

0:52:30.760 --> 0:52:32.680
<v Speaker 1>I come in saying, yeah, ask whatever you want, but

0:52:32.800 --> 0:52:34.480
<v Speaker 1>that doesn't mean that you tell me you want to

0:52:34.520 --> 0:52:36.160
<v Speaker 1>interview me for one thing and then flip it around

0:52:36.160 --> 0:52:39.520
<v Speaker 1>and do. And that happened. That happened to me recently

0:52:39.560 --> 0:52:40.960
<v Speaker 1>where they were asking me, you know, what do you

0:52:41.080 --> 0:52:44.440
<v Speaker 1>think about hip hop media covering the Republican Party and

0:52:44.440 --> 0:52:46.480
<v Speaker 1>the conservative movement? And I said, okay, I'll give you

0:52:46.560 --> 0:52:48.160
<v Speaker 1>my input on that. But then they started digging into

0:52:48.200 --> 0:52:49.560
<v Speaker 1>Kanye this and this and this and this, and it

0:52:49.600 --> 0:52:52.120
<v Speaker 1>became something and questioning why I make decisions. I said,

0:52:52.280 --> 0:52:54.520
<v Speaker 1>I said, hold on. First of all, because I didn't

0:52:54.560 --> 0:52:58.080
<v Speaker 1>know the reporter. I was off camera recording the conversation

0:52:58.800 --> 0:53:01.160
<v Speaker 1>because I'm always have my receipt in case you try

0:53:01.200 --> 0:53:03.719
<v Speaker 1>to edit your shit, I would have mine. Wow. So

0:53:04.040 --> 0:53:05.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm feeling it. So the person says, you know what,

0:53:06.160 --> 0:53:09.000
<v Speaker 1>let me just stop the interview, let me stop the

0:53:09.080 --> 0:53:12.040
<v Speaker 1>recording and let's talk. I said, no, keep recording, because

0:53:12.040 --> 0:53:13.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm recording. And I said, let me be very clear.

0:53:14.080 --> 0:53:16.160
<v Speaker 1>You dealing with the King Kong of the fucking Internet.

0:53:16.520 --> 0:53:20.000
<v Speaker 1>Not only will I find where you live and find you,

0:53:20.480 --> 0:53:22.560
<v Speaker 1>but I will make sure that everybody in my world

0:53:22.640 --> 0:53:24.640
<v Speaker 1>knows that you're piece of shit. Don't play with me. Now,

0:53:24.719 --> 0:53:27.160
<v Speaker 1>you only talked about this here your pre approved questions.

0:53:27.320 --> 0:53:30.240
<v Speaker 1>Do that, but don't start playing anyway in an interview.

0:53:30.239 --> 0:53:32.320
<v Speaker 1>Didn't come out and probably won't come out. But but

0:53:32.440 --> 0:53:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I say all that to say, like those gotcha moments,

0:53:34.600 --> 0:53:36.600
<v Speaker 1>that's why I think a lot of hip hop media

0:53:36.680 --> 0:53:38.520
<v Speaker 1>or black people in media get the bad rap that

0:53:38.640 --> 0:53:42.880
<v Speaker 1>we're somewhere trying to be this evil thing when really, no,

0:53:43.120 --> 0:53:45.640
<v Speaker 1>we should be the trusted space that all black people

0:53:45.760 --> 0:53:48.040
<v Speaker 1>or people of color in the world of entertainment come to.

0:53:48.160 --> 0:53:50.440
<v Speaker 1>I agree, Yeah, I agree. Does she not work with

0:53:50.560 --> 0:53:54.480
<v Speaker 1>you though? Oh, Megan No. I saw her on a

0:53:54.560 --> 0:53:56.920
<v Speaker 1>red carpet and she was there. It seemed on behalf

0:53:56.960 --> 0:53:59.920
<v Speaker 1>of I think the show either has the title Hollywood

0:54:00.120 --> 0:54:02.960
<v Speaker 1>or that's it's it's yeah, Hollywood group Chat. But I

0:54:03.000 --> 0:54:04.520
<v Speaker 1>think she was on a She was on a red

0:54:04.560 --> 0:54:07.480
<v Speaker 1>carpet and someone asked, but where's Jason. I saw a

0:54:07.560 --> 0:54:10.239
<v Speaker 1>clip where she was maybe they confused her name with

0:54:10.320 --> 0:54:12.000
<v Speaker 1>jar Yeah, they would ask it for you on the

0:54:12.040 --> 0:54:14.799
<v Speaker 1>red carpet and she posted the clip. Yeah, it's been

0:54:14.880 --> 0:54:17.319
<v Speaker 1>nice to see Hollywood unlocked on carpets. I think y'all

0:54:17.360 --> 0:54:20.400
<v Speaker 1>came to you people. Premier. Oh yeah, oh shout out

0:54:20.640 --> 0:54:22.719
<v Speaker 1>you people. Was Kenya's Yeah, can you put me in

0:54:22.760 --> 0:54:26.360
<v Speaker 1>a fucking I'm not gonna ask her. I saw Kenya

0:54:26.840 --> 0:54:31.640
<v Speaker 1>ny bar embarrass was at um Charlemagne's Hell of a

0:54:31.719 --> 0:54:33.600
<v Speaker 1>Week the day I was. He was on the episode.

0:54:34.160 --> 0:54:35.719
<v Speaker 1>I was, I was on the episode before, so I

0:54:35.719 --> 0:54:37.359
<v Speaker 1>saw him going. I wanted to meet him. But I've never,

0:54:37.480 --> 0:54:40.480
<v Speaker 1>like formerly said I respect this movement. I just saw

0:54:40.719 --> 0:54:44.160
<v Speaker 1>um Yashihiti the last weeks ago, who I love and

0:54:44.200 --> 0:54:45.279
<v Speaker 1>I didn't even know she knew who I was. But

0:54:45.360 --> 0:54:49.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm a fan of hers. But no, Kenya, you people,

0:54:49.360 --> 0:54:51.800
<v Speaker 1>you need to do something with me. I'm honest with you.

0:54:52.000 --> 0:54:54.239
<v Speaker 1>If you ever told him that, it's like I'm telling

0:54:54.360 --> 0:54:57.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm telling you right now, take this clip, call me

0:54:57.800 --> 0:55:00.840
<v Speaker 1>anything you need. I can. I'm not a trained actor,

0:55:01.160 --> 0:55:03.000
<v Speaker 1>but if you saying your job is to be a

0:55:03.239 --> 0:55:08.319
<v Speaker 1>messy motherfucker up. But no, I respect what he's been

0:55:08.360 --> 0:55:10.440
<v Speaker 1>with doing you people. I love him, including people in

0:55:10.520 --> 0:55:13.200
<v Speaker 1>there like it was a It was filming a year ago,

0:55:13.239 --> 0:55:15.040
<v Speaker 1>and so we would sometimes hear about it at work.

0:55:15.160 --> 0:55:17.560
<v Speaker 1>But when I finally got to see it and everybody

0:55:17.600 --> 0:55:20.000
<v Speaker 1>that popped out. It was so much fun, Like just

0:55:20.200 --> 0:55:22.560
<v Speaker 1>to know that Kenya Bridge is the gap. You know

0:55:22.560 --> 0:55:25.400
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. Um, one of our friends of the

0:55:25.440 --> 0:55:27.880
<v Speaker 1>show who doesn't show with Charlotage, Andrew Schultz, we were

0:55:27.880 --> 0:55:29.880
<v Speaker 1>having lunch and he's like, yo, put me in you

0:55:30.000 --> 0:55:31.839
<v Speaker 1>people talk to ken y'all do whatever you want. I'm

0:55:31.840 --> 0:55:33.239
<v Speaker 1>sitting here like, damn, don't want some money what they

0:55:33.239 --> 0:55:35.480
<v Speaker 1>guy to do? And Kenya loves his work, And I

0:55:35.560 --> 0:55:37.719
<v Speaker 1>think that's the cool thing is he's like they didn't

0:55:37.719 --> 0:55:40.600
<v Speaker 1>know each other. Keny didn't know Andrew, Andrew don know Keny,

0:55:40.680 --> 0:55:42.480
<v Speaker 1>and he's like, fuck it, the internet loves you. Niggas

0:55:42.480 --> 0:55:44.160
<v Speaker 1>loved me, like, let's do it together. And he had

0:55:44.200 --> 0:55:45.680
<v Speaker 1>the one of the funniest part of you people talking

0:55:45.680 --> 0:55:48.680
<v Speaker 1>about storming in the capital. And I think that what's

0:55:48.719 --> 0:55:52.480
<v Speaker 1>cool about Kenya, much like Issa including pieces of pop

0:55:52.600 --> 0:55:55.759
<v Speaker 1>culture in our media, in our movies. Even though white

0:55:55.760 --> 0:55:58.120
<v Speaker 1>people loved you people, maybe they didn't realize young Miami's

0:55:58.120 --> 0:56:00.239
<v Speaker 1>Young Miami. Well, Esa is not gonna do it because

0:56:00.280 --> 0:56:02.960
<v Speaker 1>her publicists are shit, That's what And you know the

0:56:03.040 --> 0:56:05.719
<v Speaker 1>crazy part is, Um, you know, I love you'sa I

0:56:05.800 --> 0:56:07.800
<v Speaker 1>think he'sa. Have you've met her before, right, Yeah, but

0:56:07.840 --> 0:56:10.839
<v Speaker 1>she's got she's so beautiful, right, she's got, she's she's

0:56:11.040 --> 0:56:13.560
<v Speaker 1>she's she's beautiful online. But when you meet her, like

0:56:13.600 --> 0:56:16.440
<v Speaker 1>her skin beautiful as fucked and I love how and

0:56:16.560 --> 0:56:19.279
<v Speaker 1>she's like pro black as fucked right, putting on black

0:56:19.320 --> 0:56:21.040
<v Speaker 1>as fuck. So we've always wanted to celebrate her at

0:56:21.080 --> 0:56:22.520
<v Speaker 1>Hollywood or not. We want to have her on her show.

0:56:22.719 --> 0:56:24.359
<v Speaker 1>She never would come on and then come to find

0:56:24.400 --> 0:56:26.719
<v Speaker 1>out her her publicist was just a blocking ass hate

0:56:26.760 --> 0:56:29.040
<v Speaker 1>and as motherfucker. But you know that's the new trojan horse,

0:56:29.120 --> 0:56:33.880
<v Speaker 1>the black publicist, the black executive, the black uh manager

0:56:34.080 --> 0:56:37.040
<v Speaker 1>who gate keeps people from the culture, which's so crazy

0:56:37.080 --> 0:56:39.520
<v Speaker 1>because they believe and I think niggas just inherently have

0:56:39.640 --> 0:56:43.560
<v Speaker 1>the slave mentality or until the white man, until mainstream validation,

0:56:43.600 --> 0:56:46.040
<v Speaker 1>as we haven't made it. Well. You know the sad

0:56:46.080 --> 0:56:48.239
<v Speaker 1>part about that is if you're a person curating and

0:56:48.440 --> 0:56:51.279
<v Speaker 1>artist or an athlete's career and you're telling that the

0:56:51.400 --> 0:56:53.360
<v Speaker 1>only way they'd be seen and to be honest, for

0:56:53.440 --> 0:56:56.719
<v Speaker 1>E Online to talk about them, or for Vogue or

0:56:56.880 --> 0:56:59.880
<v Speaker 1>GQ to write about them or whatever, and you forget

0:57:00.120 --> 0:57:04.839
<v Speaker 1>that fall Alert, shade Room, Hollywood Unlocked, horrible decisions, breakfast club,

0:57:05.000 --> 0:57:10.200
<v Speaker 1>drink Chams. I even throw to Joe Buddark whatever that's fair,

0:57:10.440 --> 0:57:13.839
<v Speaker 1>you know whatever, Black media. But if you don't tell them,

0:57:13.920 --> 0:57:17.320
<v Speaker 1>like Queen Latifa told me, she said, get black people

0:57:17.400 --> 0:57:20.120
<v Speaker 1>behind you and take them on a journey and never

0:57:20.240 --> 0:57:22.280
<v Speaker 1>forget them. Don't never get over there with those other

0:57:22.360 --> 0:57:24.560
<v Speaker 1>folks and forget where you started to take. Bring them

0:57:24.600 --> 0:57:26.160
<v Speaker 1>along for the journey. So that's what I've been doing.

0:57:26.560 --> 0:57:28.760
<v Speaker 1>And I feel like there's this thing now where at

0:57:28.800 --> 0:57:31.680
<v Speaker 1>first it was white folks keeping black folks from me,

0:57:31.720 --> 0:57:33.960
<v Speaker 1>but now it's black folks keeping I don't think it's

0:57:34.000 --> 0:57:36.440
<v Speaker 1>that they're keeping it's that black posts are convinced that

0:57:36.800 --> 0:57:40.280
<v Speaker 1>there's a crossover that we won't receive if we are

0:57:40.480 --> 0:57:44.360
<v Speaker 1>supporting each other. They think that if I don't, hey like,

0:57:44.560 --> 0:57:46.440
<v Speaker 1>people don't know me in this space, so I have

0:57:46.640 --> 0:57:49.040
<v Speaker 1>to do the GQ. Oh no, no, they believe that

0:57:49.120 --> 0:57:51.760
<v Speaker 1>if you go over the Jason, he's gonna be messy.

0:57:51.920 --> 0:57:55.160
<v Speaker 1>Well no, if you're in a public fight with somebody,

0:57:55.400 --> 0:57:57.560
<v Speaker 1>Jason's gonna ask you what the people want to hear,

0:57:57.960 --> 0:57:59.840
<v Speaker 1>and he's gonna do it in a way that's respectful.

0:58:00.000 --> 0:58:02.320
<v Speaker 1>You're gonna nobody's ever left my show and said, oh my,

0:58:02.480 --> 0:58:04.120
<v Speaker 1>like I had Laverne Cox come on and break down

0:58:04.160 --> 0:58:05.880
<v Speaker 1>time my suicide things, and she said, I never thought

0:58:05.880 --> 0:58:07.720
<v Speaker 1>I'd be crying on the Jason Lee show. Well because

0:58:07.760 --> 0:58:09.360
<v Speaker 1>she thought she was gonna come on just Kiki the

0:58:09.400 --> 0:58:11.040
<v Speaker 1>whole way through. We'll get to the key, key and

0:58:11.040 --> 0:58:12.480
<v Speaker 1>the games and all that. But I want to have

0:58:12.600 --> 0:58:15.800
<v Speaker 1>real conversations with people, and but but they've been but

0:58:16.000 --> 0:58:18.720
<v Speaker 1>but black media has been villainized to a place where

0:58:18.920 --> 0:58:21.320
<v Speaker 1>white people have done a great job and telling black celebrities,

0:58:21.320 --> 0:58:24.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna make you real famous and I'm gonna make

0:58:24.080 --> 0:58:27.360
<v Speaker 1>you real successful, and we're gonna have these elevated conversations

0:58:27.440 --> 0:58:29.200
<v Speaker 1>when you can have elevated conversation with me, which I

0:58:29.240 --> 0:58:31.680
<v Speaker 1>will see celebrities on. Really we try not to. Yeah,

0:58:31.720 --> 0:58:34.160
<v Speaker 1>And before I do want to give your flowers because

0:58:34.160 --> 0:58:36.160
<v Speaker 1>the last time we spoke it was right before your

0:58:36.200 --> 0:58:40.320
<v Speaker 1>showy dropped. It is phenomenal. Thank you, you were a

0:58:40.520 --> 0:58:43.919
<v Speaker 1>wonderful job and questions you're asking of course top tier

0:58:44.520 --> 0:58:48.960
<v Speaker 1>guests as well. Thank you. But seeing you hold the

0:58:49.000 --> 0:58:51.000
<v Speaker 1>blog space and do all that. Seeing you have the

0:58:51.080 --> 0:58:54.720
<v Speaker 1>Hollywood Unlock radio show podcast. You were with Fox, so

0:58:54.880 --> 0:58:56.959
<v Speaker 1>you did all that. Seeing you on your own space,

0:58:57.000 --> 0:59:00.040
<v Speaker 1>you were doing a phenomenal, thank you, phenomenal job. And

0:59:00.120 --> 0:59:01.920
<v Speaker 1>I love that people are able to see you in

0:59:02.040 --> 0:59:04.200
<v Speaker 1>that light now, Yeah, like you just being yourself and

0:59:04.280 --> 0:59:07.600
<v Speaker 1>you having conversations with the likes of people that not

0:59:07.760 --> 0:59:09.360
<v Speaker 1>many other people are able to sit down and have

0:59:09.480 --> 0:59:13.960
<v Speaker 1>those conversations with. Yeah, like, it's just it's just it's wonderful. One.

0:59:14.600 --> 0:59:17.080
<v Speaker 1>I appreciate that. And I'm learning to be comfortable with

0:59:17.160 --> 0:59:19.440
<v Speaker 1>receiving flowers because I used to not want to receive them.

0:59:19.480 --> 0:59:21.120
<v Speaker 1>But I have worked my ass off to get to

0:59:21.160 --> 0:59:26.320
<v Speaker 1>a place where I appreciate that. You know, I had recently,

0:59:26.320 --> 0:59:28.840
<v Speaker 1>I had coffee with the Vice President, right, so I've

0:59:28.840 --> 0:59:31.080
<v Speaker 1>been building with her. Went to our house during the

0:59:31.160 --> 0:59:33.439
<v Speaker 1>Christmas party. And when you go to the White House,

0:59:33.520 --> 0:59:35.360
<v Speaker 1>you wait in this line to take your photo. I

0:59:35.480 --> 0:59:37.680
<v Speaker 1>waited in the line, and when I got there, so oh,

0:59:37.680 --> 0:59:39.080
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, so good to see you. I'm so

0:59:39.280 --> 0:59:41.400
<v Speaker 1>proud of all the things you're doing. And you know

0:59:41.520 --> 0:59:43.600
<v Speaker 1>your your voice matters, and your influence matters. And I

0:59:43.720 --> 0:59:45.560
<v Speaker 1>looked her dead in her face, and I said, Madam

0:59:45.640 --> 0:59:50.320
<v Speaker 1>Vice President, why is your messaging not connecting with the people,

0:59:50.360 --> 0:59:52.080
<v Speaker 1>because I don't really know what you're doing unless I'm

0:59:52.120 --> 0:59:54.520
<v Speaker 1>looking at her Instagram. And she stopped the line and

0:59:54.560 --> 0:59:56.920
<v Speaker 1>we had a moment, and I said, I want to

0:59:56.960 --> 0:59:59.440
<v Speaker 1>help you because as a black woman, first black vice president,

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<v Speaker 1>for whatever reason, it's just the work that I see

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<v Speaker 1>or have learned that you all are doing it is

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<v Speaker 1>not landing with the people. And so she said, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what, like she I could see in her eyes

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<v Speaker 1>and actually like connected that somebody actually cared about her

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<v Speaker 1>as a human being. So she came out. Her people

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<v Speaker 1>came out and said we'd like to follow up and whateverever,

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<v Speaker 1>so long as you're short. They called me and said,

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<v Speaker 1>we'd like to meet with you in La. It's okay.

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<v Speaker 1>So I called Angie from the Shade Room, call it

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<v Speaker 1>neighborhood talk, James de Boza, Foxhole, and shann a spiritual word,

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<v Speaker 1>and I said, we all need to go in together

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<v Speaker 1>because we're stronger together. It's not all about me. I

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<v Speaker 1>want her to see that all of us collectively talk

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<v Speaker 1>to millions of people. But in that moment, I was

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<v Speaker 1>sitting there But in that moment when I was sitting there,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, I was proud of myself because I

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<v Speaker 1>said the person that people have said I am and

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<v Speaker 1>the person that I've played into because once they saw

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<v Speaker 1>who I was and said who I was, I played

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<v Speaker 1>the funk out of that role. Well, you says, let

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<v Speaker 1>me give you the villain, let me give you the savage,

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<v Speaker 1>let me give you the don't care. And sometimes I

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<v Speaker 1>would be like, damn, Like, I know I went too hard,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'm not gonna apologize though, but I know I'm

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<v Speaker 1>to her, And I said, you know, I'm sitting out

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<v Speaker 1>with the second most powerful person the world, who sees

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<v Speaker 1>my influence and who values my voice. But I also

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<v Speaker 1>I'm humble enough to share that with other people. And

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<v Speaker 1>and and I think that's just too to the heart

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<v Speaker 1>of who I am as a person. And now what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm learning also in therapy is to start being more

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<v Speaker 1>vulnerable and sharing those sides so people can get the

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<v Speaker 1>totality of who I am, you know. But still they're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna judge and say whatever they're gonna say, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And um, but yeah, with the guests, I'm on right

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<v Speaker 1>now and I'm and I'm actually scheduling time with the

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<v Speaker 1>Vice president to get her on the show. Oh well, p'ama,

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<v Speaker 1>you say you come in, Adam put it out there

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<v Speaker 1>to make a horrible decision. I want to see more.

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<v Speaker 1>But that's the thing I said here, I said to

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<v Speaker 1>see you in person, And like as soon as I

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<v Speaker 1>walk in, I don't think I I walk in to

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<v Speaker 1>meet to meet the vice president. When you're meeting the

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<v Speaker 1>vice president president, they shut down everything. They shut down

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<v Speaker 1>the escalator so that splayers were moving until she got there.

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<v Speaker 1>Then all of a sudden that stopped. Stop. They pipe

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<v Speaker 1>draped the room. There's a curtain like there's there's secret

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<v Speaker 1>service everywhere. So it's a very control environment. So now

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, damn, like nigging my taxes, but everything I

1:02:06.360 --> 1:02:07.800
<v Speaker 1>want to get about this motherfucker, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>They won't let my assist in. I got my phone,

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<v Speaker 1>like was it, you know? And so I walked in.

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<v Speaker 1>I got I brought her some of my books because

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to read my book because I think it's

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<v Speaker 1>important as I learned her story and she know my story,

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<v Speaker 1>like you own the plane Air Force too, you got

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<v Speaker 1>time when you fly in the Africa. Read that motherfucker.

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<v Speaker 1>I know who you talk to. So I walk in

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<v Speaker 1>with my books in my coffee and I'm like, hi, Hi,

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<v Speaker 1>my invest president. And I go to sit it down

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<v Speaker 1>in my coffee spills all over the table. Oh, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like this some this some embarrassing ass shit, and

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<v Speaker 1>so she starts to clean it up. I'm like, She's like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't, we got and so she starts to like

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<v Speaker 1>clean up whatever. So they clean it up, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>looking at it and I go, do I shake your

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<v Speaker 1>hand and give you a hug. She goes give me

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<v Speaker 1>a hug, and I get her a hug. She's cool.

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<v Speaker 1>But I said, why don't we get to see that.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a great story. I love seeing powerful people do something.

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<v Speaker 1>She was like, she was like, I said, And so

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<v Speaker 1>Angie from the share room said, when I was at

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<v Speaker 1>a party, you were, you were, you were dancing with

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<v Speaker 1>the djo hair was sweating out, and I wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>fill them even put that because if I would have

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<v Speaker 1>put that out, people have been like, look at Kamala,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. And she said, I wish you would have

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<v Speaker 1>done that. She said, well, your people wouldn't let me

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<v Speaker 1>do it. But that's the thing she's in a bubble

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<v Speaker 1>of an ecosystem who are trying to protect her, protect

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<v Speaker 1>her and keep her certain way. When black folks, we

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<v Speaker 1>just want to see Auntie Kamala so we can support

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<v Speaker 1>you and get behind you, know what I mean? We did, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but thank you for that. I appreciate that because it's

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<v Speaker 1>we're being very intentional with the conversation. Rights. It's wont

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<v Speaker 1>to fi from second Dick to the president. Oh but

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<v Speaker 1>I'm still gonna suck a dick. I know that's right.

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone knows Jason where they can follow you, where they

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<v Speaker 1>can support you, and all like the judgment coming from

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<v Speaker 1>behind the camera though the whole time he gonna even

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<v Speaker 1>get his dick suck. So what we stopped. We got

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<v Speaker 1>to normalize the ship that we all be doing that

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<v Speaker 1>People like I can't believe he said gonna get his dick,

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<v Speaker 1>So you sunk it? Didn't watching this show right now?

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<v Speaker 1>You were watching the Jason Lee Shwan Revolt every Tuesday,

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<v Speaker 1>um every Tuesday night at temp him East a certain times.

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<v Speaker 1>And the Jason Lee podcast is getting ready to launch

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<v Speaker 1>next month. So for all of you that have fallen

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<v Speaker 1>in love with this new, improved, elevated cappuccino sipping Jason.

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<v Speaker 1>The tea is so fucking pipeing het and I've been

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<v Speaker 1>going through it draws because I ain't been able to

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<v Speaker 1>get it out. So once that podcast go, y'all gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be like, oh, he back to the same. Oh, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not changing for money or the industry. We need something

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<v Speaker 1>after Wendy exactly exactly. So, yeah, the tea is coming

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<v Speaker 1>on Jason Podcast. I'm sad about that. Well, thank you

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<v Speaker 1>so much for joining us. Of course, here I told

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<v Speaker 1>Mandy I was not coming on this show until I

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<v Speaker 1>got all my contracts out the way because look at

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<v Speaker 1>look can you imagine I'm over at Revolte like I'd

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<v Speaker 1>like to be on the network, But I was fucking

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<v Speaker 1>somebody behind Roscoe and Waffles in Chicago and told that,

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<v Speaker 1>and told that Martin Luther King looking past and get

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<v Speaker 1>your ass to fuck up and go get your Yeah, exactly. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>and abortions. I know doesn't want to allow black history

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<v Speaker 1>African America. So that wasn't even going on at the

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<v Speaker 1>time that I meet her, and I got into it,

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<v Speaker 1>but I replied to her and I said, Zoe, all

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<v Speaker 1>of the women you work with and service and are

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<v Speaker 1>you serious and shoot? And I said, think about it,

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<v Speaker 1>like we're literally talking about kids that like he wants

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<v Speaker 1>to not like he was talking about anti abortion laws.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, like, you think this is okay

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<v Speaker 1>for unsafe abortions even down to women getting raped, And

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<v Speaker 1>she was like, this is not something that concerns me. Everyday.

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<v Speaker 1>Taxes do equal rights with to Da Da Da Da,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, wow, my nigga, like that ship

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<v Speaker 1>was really wild because Zoe isn't I believe she let

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<v Speaker 1>me ask you a question. Um, Like, we talked about

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<v Speaker 1>some of your friends supporting Trump. Now Trump has a

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<v Speaker 1>celebrity about him, so I still love celebrity apprentice to

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<v Speaker 1>this day. So I get even the draw to him

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<v Speaker 1>to some people. It wasn't all my friends you talk about, Anthony,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean whatever, Well, there's been conversations where you said

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<v Speaker 1>you sat at tables and you realize that people were

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<v Speaker 1>Republican and supported him as well. Oh yeah yeah, like

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<v Speaker 1>dinners and ship. Yeah yeah, yeah, So I do want

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<v Speaker 1>to know. I feel like the sensis is so dangerous.

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<v Speaker 1>Could you be friends or even acquaintances with someone who

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<v Speaker 1>supports somebody like no? And you know what's interesting. Anthony

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<v Speaker 1>and I did have a conversation about him before and

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<v Speaker 1>we were something about him came up and he was like, bro,

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, you know, he's like the Trump shit, and

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<v Speaker 1>he's like he's like for me, he was like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not paying taxes all that. He's very like old

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<v Speaker 1>school Puerto Rican New York, you know, and he was like,

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<v Speaker 1>but what we're starting to see with the governors, he's

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<v Speaker 1>like the radical shit. He's like, absolutely not, And he

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<v Speaker 1>said I never thought Trump was a radical guy. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, that's a weird thing for you to say,

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<v Speaker 1>considering I believe that all these people were birth under

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<v Speaker 1>the Trump ran to me, these people feeling so much

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<v Speaker 1>excitement about anti abortion laws and keeping women anyway, I

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<v Speaker 1>say all that. To say that to me was interesting

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<v Speaker 1>because he was like, remember, and I said, but Trump

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<v Speaker 1>made a comment that people that got abortions before he

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<v Speaker 1>was in office should go to jail. And he's like,

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<v Speaker 1>it's he just did that to blow smoke up. Everybody's

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<v Speaker 1>asked to get an office. He just wanted to do that.

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<v Speaker 1>It's possible. It's possible. It's interesting because I mean, the

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<v Speaker 1>more that I'm excelling financially, which that's been a whole

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<v Speaker 1>cluster fucking therapy for me. I am so liberal fiscally conservative. However,

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<v Speaker 1>in terms of like money versus the rights of human beings,

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<v Speaker 1>I still don't know how taxes is just the number

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<v Speaker 1>one response for why people want to sit here and say, oh, well, financially,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to be a Republican and vote when there's

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<v Speaker 1>so many bills and laws that are being pushed that

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<v Speaker 1>literally take away the rights of human I've never I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have an attitude to get up and work. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have an attitude to get up at work. I've

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<v Speaker 1>never had that attitude. I don't believe in that my

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<v Speaker 1>father has worked his whole life to only now have

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<v Speaker 1>a social security of eleven hundred dollars like my parents

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<v Speaker 1>before I was having a good job where like using

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<v Speaker 1>food stamps and Medicaid and ship like that, and like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm lucky enough to be able to take care of them.

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<v Speaker 1>But at the end of the day, there's somebody else

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<v Speaker 1>that's a seventy one you're old woman like my mother,

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<v Speaker 1>who can't afford shit like that. That's where my money

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<v Speaker 1>is going out. Hope so and if it doesn't, it doesn't.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm not about to fight about the ship when

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<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, I'm the person that's

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<v Speaker 1>been on the front lines being like ra, Ra, you

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<v Speaker 1>need to give your tax money up so I deserve

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<v Speaker 1>it too. You know what I'm saying. Now, I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to register my bitches businesses in Florida. Yeah, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>try to cheat the shit, damn, but I'm at the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the day, I ain't. But I'm still gonna

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<v Speaker 1>pay my taxes hope. Um. Yeah, it's it's interesting and

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<v Speaker 1>if even they I'm always fumsted to police bro. It's

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<v Speaker 1>strange because there's still this idea, um, even now when

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<v Speaker 1>people travel abroad, like, there's still this idea of oh,

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<v Speaker 1>you ain't scared to go to another country, And it's

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<v Speaker 1>so crazy because America is really shitty compared to so

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<v Speaker 1>many other countries. Yes, there's a lot of countries where

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<v Speaker 1>women don't have rights and can't get education and have

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<v Speaker 1>to cover their whole bodies and men run everything. But

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<v Speaker 1>when you really dig into our not only judicial system,

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<v Speaker 1>but our government and how things are operated from a

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<v Speaker 1>federal and a state and a local municipal and how

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<v Speaker 1>everything is so different and divided, it's really scary what

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<v Speaker 1>laws are currently being pushed in past in our country

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<v Speaker 1>that make it completely unsafe um And it's crazy. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>But I didn't want to get into this doc because

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<v Speaker 1>I know our cinema normally sometimes goes askew, and there's

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<v Speaker 1>so many great topics for this specific for this specific documentary,

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<v Speaker 1>now I want to give a spoiler alert as this

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<v Speaker 1>whole last week said Bursted Tomato, and now she's on

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<v Speaker 1>a skew? Is that not a word? Askew as a word.

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<v Speaker 1>I just can't believe you. I can't believe you used

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<v Speaker 1>it after bursting. You know why it is because it

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<v Speaker 1>is three pm in the afternoon. I hadn't had a coffee,

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<v Speaker 1>I hadn't been awake. My brain is worth you burst

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<v Speaker 1>in my bubble with that. See that is word versus

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<v Speaker 1>versus No, Mandy burst is already, oh burst, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what you're reminded me of when you said that me

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<v Speaker 1>and Vinnie fucking love me. Actually, this is the nigga

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<v Speaker 1>talking to told me that I live on internet me

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<v Speaker 1>and he's like