1 00:00:02,480 --> 00:00:09,480 Speaker 1: Guess what decision We're about to make a horrible decision. Hey, guys, 2 00:00:09,800 --> 00:00:14,800 Speaker 1: welcome to yet another episode of Less did the old 3 00:00:15,680 --> 00:00:18,959 Speaker 1: I'm your girl Mandy b aka pet to Stallion aka 4 00:00:19,040 --> 00:00:22,120 Speaker 1: that bitch aka Copumps aka I will puck your daddy 5 00:00:22,160 --> 00:00:25,360 Speaker 1: and your brother. Okay, that's that's that's the bibe more. 6 00:00:25,440 --> 00:00:28,080 Speaker 1: Okay the brother to the brother to Mandy ever tell 7 00:00:28,080 --> 00:00:30,160 Speaker 1: you about her brother's story. We're not gonna do that. Okay. 8 00:00:30,200 --> 00:00:32,080 Speaker 1: Anyway way, your daddy and your son have you been 9 00:00:32,080 --> 00:00:35,080 Speaker 1: seeing all these like old NBA players posted up with 10 00:00:35,120 --> 00:00:37,760 Speaker 1: a son? Okay, I'm easy, walk to the show. I'm 11 00:00:37,800 --> 00:00:40,320 Speaker 1: really sorry. We have a guest in the villa. And 12 00:00:40,400 --> 00:00:43,080 Speaker 1: to be honest, I always feel weird when we have 13 00:00:43,240 --> 00:00:45,760 Speaker 1: interviewers on because I'll be like, fuck, we're terrible at this. 14 00:00:46,200 --> 00:00:48,080 Speaker 1: We talk shit. I'd like to say, oh, we have 15 00:00:48,159 --> 00:00:50,400 Speaker 1: conversations with people just then and be like, damn, why 16 00:00:50,400 --> 00:00:52,519 Speaker 1: did y'all go all over the place. Well, y'all, we 17 00:00:52,600 --> 00:00:56,120 Speaker 1: have Jason Lee in the building today, and I'm excited 18 00:00:56,160 --> 00:01:00,320 Speaker 1: because I'm your guard is down. We talked already, I mean, 19 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:03,160 Speaker 1: even to have been horrible, Well, there's no there's never 20 00:01:03,240 --> 00:01:06,440 Speaker 1: a guard up. I go into every interview ready to 21 00:01:06,520 --> 00:01:09,640 Speaker 1: just shoot every motherfucking down if they try me. So 22 00:01:09,920 --> 00:01:12,880 Speaker 1: my guard is never up. It's never up, it's always down. Yeah. 23 00:01:12,880 --> 00:01:14,440 Speaker 1: I mean, I'm very comfortable. But I had great time 24 00:01:14,520 --> 00:01:18,800 Speaker 1: last time we talked to I love it. But why horrible? 25 00:01:19,080 --> 00:01:21,679 Speaker 1: Because I made horrible decisions I made. Everybody watching you've 26 00:01:21,680 --> 00:01:25,480 Speaker 1: seen all my decisions and you talk about me. Um, yeah, 27 00:01:25,600 --> 00:01:28,640 Speaker 1: but I'm making better decisions now, you know, And I 28 00:01:28,680 --> 00:01:31,120 Speaker 1: make strategically a horrible decision. I don't just be making 29 00:01:31,160 --> 00:01:33,240 Speaker 1: horrible decisions, just do it. You know what I call 30 00:01:33,360 --> 00:01:35,960 Speaker 1: strategic horrible decisions being like a safe hope. It's like 31 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:38,399 Speaker 1: me leaving my location on me bringing a condom. That's 32 00:01:38,400 --> 00:01:42,120 Speaker 1: my strategic horrible decision. Basically bringing a condom is a 33 00:01:42,120 --> 00:01:44,080 Speaker 1: horrible decision. No, no no, no, what I'm saying like, well, 34 00:01:44,120 --> 00:01:46,560 Speaker 1: I don't think horrible decisions are bad. Bet, Yeah, it 35 00:01:46,560 --> 00:01:48,960 Speaker 1: ain't a bad thing. You know. We made the show 36 00:01:49,040 --> 00:01:51,640 Speaker 1: title based on the premise of, like, you know, you 37 00:01:51,640 --> 00:01:53,160 Speaker 1: could be called a whole were in a short skirt. 38 00:01:53,240 --> 00:01:56,520 Speaker 1: So it's basically like empowering women to have their quote 39 00:01:56,600 --> 00:01:59,800 Speaker 1: unquote slooty moments safely having fun and enjoying it liberating. 40 00:02:00,160 --> 00:02:02,040 Speaker 1: I just had I just had a friend hanging out 41 00:02:02,040 --> 00:02:04,840 Speaker 1: with me here and I told her when she got 42 00:02:04,880 --> 00:02:06,400 Speaker 1: out of her relationship, she was in a relationship like 43 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:08,760 Speaker 1: five or six years, and then, oh, I don't want 44 00:02:08,760 --> 00:02:10,280 Speaker 1: to be Anybody said you need to just go be 45 00:02:10,400 --> 00:02:13,440 Speaker 1: oh four, give yourself one year to be a reckless horse. 46 00:02:13,840 --> 00:02:16,000 Speaker 1: The type of work like walk in the club, find 47 00:02:16,040 --> 00:02:17,520 Speaker 1: the nigga that you want to fuck, and walk up 48 00:02:17,560 --> 00:02:19,000 Speaker 1: to him and say, I want to fuck you. You 49 00:02:19,040 --> 00:02:21,240 Speaker 1: said just one year, you're just one a whole decade. 50 00:02:21,360 --> 00:02:23,560 Speaker 1: That well, I think a year is good if you 51 00:02:23,600 --> 00:02:26,120 Speaker 1: just depends your age. I ain't gonna hold you. A 52 00:02:26,240 --> 00:02:28,000 Speaker 1: year makes sense if you in your thirties and maybe 53 00:02:28,040 --> 00:02:30,359 Speaker 1: didn't experience it because he was in a long relationship. 54 00:02:30,680 --> 00:02:32,160 Speaker 1: But to me, I think a lot of us had 55 00:02:32,240 --> 00:02:33,880 Speaker 1: enough time to be in our whole phase, especially in 56 00:02:33,960 --> 00:02:36,280 Speaker 1: our twenties, that I think a year is a good time. 57 00:02:36,320 --> 00:02:38,399 Speaker 1: I wouldn't suggest someone to just be in a whole phase. 58 00:02:38,720 --> 00:02:42,200 Speaker 1: I disagree. If you're coming off a five year relationship 59 00:02:42,760 --> 00:02:45,200 Speaker 1: right now, you already know what you want and love 60 00:02:45,320 --> 00:02:47,919 Speaker 1: what you want next, what you what your likes and disclikes, 61 00:02:47,919 --> 00:02:49,840 Speaker 1: aren't you kind of need that year to just suck around. 62 00:02:50,040 --> 00:02:52,200 Speaker 1: I think we could keep having whole phases. I think 63 00:02:52,240 --> 00:02:55,200 Speaker 1: I'm having another one at forty. Yeah. I think you 64 00:02:55,240 --> 00:02:57,160 Speaker 1: can have a whole phase at any stage your life 65 00:02:57,160 --> 00:02:59,800 Speaker 1: when you need to have that release, no pun intended. 66 00:03:00,320 --> 00:03:03,040 Speaker 1: I think you should just give yourself the flexibility and 67 00:03:03,160 --> 00:03:04,560 Speaker 1: freedom to do what you want. At the end of 68 00:03:04,600 --> 00:03:06,639 Speaker 1: the day, it's all about your choice. I always tell 69 00:03:06,639 --> 00:03:09,239 Speaker 1: people when people say, oh, is this person gay or straders? 70 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:11,440 Speaker 1: Are you get I don't believe in all of that. 71 00:03:11,480 --> 00:03:15,560 Speaker 1: I believe in fluidity. I believe in evolving the sexual experience. 72 00:03:15,600 --> 00:03:17,560 Speaker 1: I don't believe somebody should be forced to be this 73 00:03:17,639 --> 00:03:19,360 Speaker 1: or this or identify with this. Bill hor don't be 74 00:03:19,720 --> 00:03:21,920 Speaker 1: like just be you like bbu, be as free as 75 00:03:21,919 --> 00:03:24,040 Speaker 1: you want to be, as long as everybody's consenting, legal 76 00:03:24,440 --> 00:03:27,240 Speaker 1: and STD free. And look, if you're in the STDs, 77 00:03:27,720 --> 00:03:30,760 Speaker 1: do your thing. You know how if it's a STD 78 00:03:30,960 --> 00:03:32,720 Speaker 1: some people are youre fucking like they don't care just 79 00:03:32,880 --> 00:03:34,760 Speaker 1: to stick a bumping me. Oh yeah, they don't. They 80 00:03:34,760 --> 00:03:37,000 Speaker 1: don't think everybody cares. Until you get your first one, 81 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:39,520 Speaker 1: you're like, oh damn. And a lot of people got theirs, 82 00:03:39,840 --> 00:03:41,680 Speaker 1: and they because they realize it's just a pill. I 83 00:03:41,760 --> 00:03:43,760 Speaker 1: caught my first one, and when caught it again two 84 00:03:43,760 --> 00:03:48,000 Speaker 1: weeks later, a pill in the shot. To be honest, 85 00:03:48,040 --> 00:03:50,680 Speaker 1: thought taking a pill to make clamidia go away. It's 86 00:03:50,680 --> 00:03:52,800 Speaker 1: just so it's just too simple. They gotta make it 87 00:03:52,800 --> 00:03:55,440 Speaker 1: a little more difficult. Sit me down now, They've got 88 00:03:55,440 --> 00:03:57,600 Speaker 1: to make it. Have a conversation with me, be like, bitch, 89 00:03:57,720 --> 00:03:59,880 Speaker 1: you know you gotta stop. Well, if when you do it, 90 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:01,640 Speaker 1: when you get it the second time they do have 91 00:04:01,680 --> 00:04:04,120 Speaker 1: that conversation, really refer you to therapy. They're like, you 92 00:04:04,160 --> 00:04:05,960 Speaker 1: need to go get help. They actually refer me, I 93 00:04:05,960 --> 00:04:08,960 Speaker 1: didn't go. You know, I just got my STD results 94 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:12,600 Speaker 1: back the other day. And again I'm completely negative on everything, 95 00:04:12,640 --> 00:04:14,520 Speaker 1: and I'm on PREP and I and I'm saying the 96 00:04:14,560 --> 00:04:16,400 Speaker 1: reason why I'm saying PREP is because I just recently 97 00:04:16,480 --> 00:04:19,120 Speaker 1: the Angel Martinez and show, and I was telling people, 98 00:04:19,200 --> 00:04:20,920 Speaker 1: told my story about all that, and I feel like 99 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:22,719 Speaker 1: I'm meeting a lot of straight people that do not 100 00:04:22,800 --> 00:04:24,839 Speaker 1: know about PREP. And I'm like, how do you not 101 00:04:24,920 --> 00:04:26,400 Speaker 1: know about PREP? I knew about it. I was just 102 00:04:26,440 --> 00:04:29,360 Speaker 1: never on it. So it's because so I tried to 103 00:04:29,560 --> 00:04:31,480 Speaker 1: get on PREP or I was looking into getting on 104 00:04:31,480 --> 00:04:33,200 Speaker 1: PREP a couple of years ago, especially because I go 105 00:04:33,240 --> 00:04:37,600 Speaker 1: to sex clubs and I'm okay with my partners being fluid. 106 00:04:37,880 --> 00:04:40,000 Speaker 1: So I dealt with a lot of guys who may 107 00:04:40,040 --> 00:04:42,839 Speaker 1: have been with trans women, may have dipped in dad, 108 00:04:43,240 --> 00:04:45,320 Speaker 1: may have been a little diplo on a stick where 109 00:04:45,320 --> 00:04:47,320 Speaker 1: they're not not gay, but they'll let a little bit 110 00:04:47,400 --> 00:04:51,080 Speaker 1: shout out to my boy play with him. We ain't playing. No, 111 00:04:51,320 --> 00:04:55,120 Speaker 1: don't you play West will be in my will be sext. 112 00:04:55,960 --> 00:04:57,240 Speaker 1: This ain't what we do on it. No, this is 113 00:04:57,240 --> 00:05:00,000 Speaker 1: not what we do all of that. I ain't got 114 00:05:00,360 --> 00:05:04,520 Speaker 1: do it where. No, this is a good thing. I'm saying. 115 00:05:04,640 --> 00:05:07,240 Speaker 1: I deal with guys who maybe very much like him. Yeah, 116 00:05:07,440 --> 00:05:09,840 Speaker 1: when I saw that clip, I was so. I was 117 00:05:10,680 --> 00:05:14,080 Speaker 1: on Patreon she said, oh that shit, maybe that's my friend. 118 00:05:14,080 --> 00:05:21,719 Speaker 1: When I m I say, nay, but that's where Like 119 00:05:21,960 --> 00:05:24,280 Speaker 1: so when I was looking into if I actually get 120 00:05:24,320 --> 00:05:27,200 Speaker 1: on it, because I know I'm suscepting myself to that 121 00:05:27,320 --> 00:05:29,880 Speaker 1: or being at a higher risk, they literally would not 122 00:05:29,960 --> 00:05:32,640 Speaker 1: like give a straight woman or a woman at all 123 00:05:32,720 --> 00:05:34,520 Speaker 1: prep Like you have to go the same thing like 124 00:05:34,520 --> 00:05:36,760 Speaker 1: when power shot at company out real quick. I've been 125 00:05:36,760 --> 00:05:39,600 Speaker 1: working with the Department of Health in Orlando and there's 126 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:42,640 Speaker 1: a company talk test Tree, and they taught me and 127 00:05:42,680 --> 00:05:45,120 Speaker 1: I've been doing talks and shit with them. Sixty eight 128 00:05:45,120 --> 00:05:47,920 Speaker 1: percent of new cases of HIV are black, are black women, 129 00:05:48,080 --> 00:05:51,000 Speaker 1: and they are preaching prep um. Make sure to check 130 00:05:51,040 --> 00:05:54,480 Speaker 1: them out. They give free HIV kids. But seriously, like, yeah, 131 00:05:54,600 --> 00:05:56,520 Speaker 1: I hate that happened. I think it's really sad because 132 00:05:56,560 --> 00:05:59,440 Speaker 1: like when monkey pox came out, you know, I of 133 00:05:59,440 --> 00:06:02,239 Speaker 1: course got a proved to go get the vaccination, which 134 00:06:02,279 --> 00:06:04,760 Speaker 1: was interesting because when COVID came out and niggas was 135 00:06:04,800 --> 00:06:06,080 Speaker 1: dying all over the world every day, I was like, 136 00:06:06,120 --> 00:06:08,400 Speaker 1: I ain't getting that vaccagion. The minute munkeypox came out 137 00:06:08,520 --> 00:06:10,200 Speaker 1: and I saw nigga with a hole in this throat 138 00:06:10,200 --> 00:06:13,200 Speaker 1: out like what the fuck is that? I'm about it? Yeah, 139 00:06:13,200 --> 00:06:16,200 Speaker 1: because I know we don't want what we can see. No, well, 140 00:06:16,240 --> 00:06:18,040 Speaker 1: we will take a risk with what your case. I 141 00:06:18,040 --> 00:06:20,159 Speaker 1: ain't hold you. I was nineteen keys when the COVID 142 00:06:20,200 --> 00:06:22,640 Speaker 1: shot came out. I was like, I'm not but let 143 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:24,200 Speaker 1: me tell you. Let me tell you. I went down 144 00:06:24,240 --> 00:06:25,920 Speaker 1: and got it. But I took all my straight friends. 145 00:06:25,920 --> 00:06:27,240 Speaker 1: What I did was I said, these are all my 146 00:06:27,320 --> 00:06:29,960 Speaker 1: lovers and they all needed to and so all my 147 00:06:30,000 --> 00:06:31,960 Speaker 1: straight friends were able to get it. And I think 148 00:06:31,960 --> 00:06:33,520 Speaker 1: it's I say a lot of it to say. I 149 00:06:33,560 --> 00:06:36,719 Speaker 1: think it's unfair that, like, we know that these diseases 150 00:06:36,720 --> 00:06:40,679 Speaker 1: are affecting you know, women who identify straight or whatever, 151 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:43,240 Speaker 1: because they're in situations with people who aren't maybe sharing 152 00:06:43,279 --> 00:06:46,400 Speaker 1: information and everybody should be available to get it. Um, 153 00:06:46,480 --> 00:06:49,640 Speaker 1: it's really sad. But yeah, I am so happy that 154 00:06:49,680 --> 00:06:51,960 Speaker 1: I'm good. And because I've been reckless. We talk about 155 00:06:51,960 --> 00:06:56,000 Speaker 1: horrible decisions. I've been a war for thirty one years now. 156 00:06:56,200 --> 00:06:58,040 Speaker 1: You know, what do you think is one of your 157 00:06:58,080 --> 00:07:00,040 Speaker 1: decisions you made where you were just like like I 158 00:07:00,080 --> 00:07:01,920 Speaker 1: show up taking to the grave, But you're gonna tell 159 00:07:01,960 --> 00:07:03,760 Speaker 1: it today. Why I don't take anything. I put it 160 00:07:03,760 --> 00:07:07,599 Speaker 1: out out there. You know, we all love Charlemagne. He 161 00:07:07,600 --> 00:07:09,840 Speaker 1: told me something I'll never forget. He was like, there 162 00:07:09,880 --> 00:07:11,360 Speaker 1: was something that came out about me. I think it 163 00:07:11,360 --> 00:07:12,920 Speaker 1: was like a muck shot and I was really upset. 164 00:07:13,040 --> 00:07:15,240 Speaker 1: He was like, bro, post the mug shot. Use your 165 00:07:15,280 --> 00:07:17,520 Speaker 1: truth before someone used it against you. I mean, that's 166 00:07:17,560 --> 00:07:20,480 Speaker 1: what Rihanna did with you share your things before someone 167 00:07:20,800 --> 00:07:23,280 Speaker 1: tries to Well, it's about controlling your narrative. I mean, 168 00:07:23,320 --> 00:07:24,760 Speaker 1: at the end of the day, we're in the world now, 169 00:07:24,880 --> 00:07:27,040 Speaker 1: especially with the cell phones and the internet and social media, 170 00:07:27,040 --> 00:07:30,320 Speaker 1: everybody wants to be paparazzi and post your business. So 171 00:07:30,440 --> 00:07:32,840 Speaker 1: post it first. Uh, let's see one of my horrible 172 00:07:32,840 --> 00:07:34,880 Speaker 1: decisions that I didn't take it to the grave. Actually, 173 00:07:34,920 --> 00:07:38,040 Speaker 1: one of my most proudest viral moments was I was 174 00:07:38,080 --> 00:07:40,280 Speaker 1: on this app, it's a social media at rice or 175 00:07:40,440 --> 00:07:43,240 Speaker 1: live stream, and I became one of the top broadcasters 176 00:07:43,240 --> 00:07:45,320 Speaker 1: there was making lots of money and I have billboards 177 00:07:45,320 --> 00:07:46,800 Speaker 1: and all this and that. So I was popular on 178 00:07:46,800 --> 00:07:49,880 Speaker 1: the app. And one night I was in Atlanta and 179 00:07:50,080 --> 00:07:53,040 Speaker 1: I had gotten so wasted that I went live on 180 00:07:53,080 --> 00:07:55,720 Speaker 1: the app, which you should never go live when your'reted. 181 00:07:56,360 --> 00:07:58,240 Speaker 1: Y'all saw me when I did that with Safari in 182 00:07:58,280 --> 00:08:00,320 Speaker 1: Mexico where I was doing all this with Dick and 183 00:08:00,320 --> 00:08:01,720 Speaker 1: all that, I was drunk in the pool, y'all said, 184 00:08:01,760 --> 00:08:03,520 Speaker 1: I was on heroin cocaine whatever you knew what that was. 185 00:08:03,840 --> 00:08:05,520 Speaker 1: That was. That was a horridle decision, But I had 186 00:08:05,560 --> 00:08:07,560 Speaker 1: to do something for BT but whatever. Shout out to 187 00:08:07,560 --> 00:08:09,760 Speaker 1: BT y I'll still pay me. Um. So I go 188 00:08:09,840 --> 00:08:12,200 Speaker 1: live on this app and this motherfucker. I go in 189 00:08:12,240 --> 00:08:14,320 Speaker 1: the room and this motherfucker's like, yo, you fine, you 190 00:08:14,360 --> 00:08:17,440 Speaker 1: know whatever, he's shooting a shot. Tell me all these 191 00:08:17,520 --> 00:08:19,000 Speaker 1: things you're gonna do. I said, nigg you better watch 192 00:08:19,080 --> 00:08:21,760 Speaker 1: him out because I'll fly you out. We'll get into that. 193 00:08:21,800 --> 00:08:24,000 Speaker 1: We'll get into that. That's where I get known for 194 00:08:24,040 --> 00:08:27,480 Speaker 1: flying somebody out. So, um, I go to sleep. I 195 00:08:27,520 --> 00:08:29,200 Speaker 1: wake up in the morning. My phone is blowing up. 196 00:08:29,480 --> 00:08:32,280 Speaker 1: I flew to motherfuck out and didn't know you did what? 197 00:08:32,920 --> 00:08:36,640 Speaker 1: So I flew out. He's like, I'm in Atlanta. I'm 198 00:08:36,640 --> 00:08:39,400 Speaker 1: like for what. He's like, you flew me here. I go, no, 199 00:08:39,480 --> 00:08:40,880 Speaker 1: I didn't goes. You put me in a text with 200 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:43,640 Speaker 1: you assist and he flew me out. I go, okay, Well, 201 00:08:43,640 --> 00:08:47,120 Speaker 1: what you're gonna do? Now? Here's my mind? Where's my mind? Right? 202 00:08:47,160 --> 00:08:50,079 Speaker 1: Like everyone saw that you no, no, no, I got 203 00:08:50,160 --> 00:08:53,200 Speaker 1: the DN me got the number. I guess because I don't, 204 00:08:53,360 --> 00:08:56,200 Speaker 1: you don't remember. So I go back. I look at 205 00:08:56,240 --> 00:08:57,880 Speaker 1: my text and there is literally a text saying the 206 00:08:57,960 --> 00:09:01,320 Speaker 1: damn it was confirmed. So I'm like, okay, it's seven 207 00:09:01,320 --> 00:09:05,880 Speaker 1: in the morning. I've flown somebody out. Jason Leaf flew 208 00:09:05,960 --> 00:09:09,200 Speaker 1: somebody out right now next day? Oh I mean the 209 00:09:09,240 --> 00:09:13,680 Speaker 1: tech the flight happened within hours, right wow, So not 210 00:09:13,760 --> 00:09:18,440 Speaker 1: the people behind the scenes to judgment. But this is 211 00:09:18,480 --> 00:09:20,599 Speaker 1: why you own your ship, because that nigga about to 212 00:09:20,679 --> 00:09:22,320 Speaker 1: really go for real. Like he met me in the 213 00:09:22,320 --> 00:09:24,200 Speaker 1: hallway and thought I was cool because I'm calm and 214 00:09:24,240 --> 00:09:26,520 Speaker 1: I smelled and I'm dressed, and I say, no, I'm 215 00:09:26,559 --> 00:09:29,120 Speaker 1: a horr I've made horrible decisions. I'm a horror therapy. 216 00:09:29,320 --> 00:09:32,280 Speaker 1: So I so I'm like, okay, now here's my dilemma, 217 00:09:32,360 --> 00:09:34,880 Speaker 1: right because now I'm sobering up. I've flown somebody out. 218 00:09:34,920 --> 00:09:37,560 Speaker 1: I'm now responsible for you if I don't connect with 219 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:41,440 Speaker 1: you and I leave you stranded. You're on social media 220 00:09:41,559 --> 00:09:45,080 Speaker 1: and this person was twenty five years old. I'm forty 221 00:09:45,120 --> 00:09:47,160 Speaker 1: five years old, so not got you flew a young 222 00:09:47,280 --> 00:09:51,920 Speaker 1: nigga out, left him stranded at Hartsfield Airport. So now 223 00:09:52,000 --> 00:09:54,840 Speaker 1: you got a link with the person, but you don't 224 00:09:54,840 --> 00:09:56,959 Speaker 1: really know who you're linking with. What say, your assistant 225 00:09:56,960 --> 00:09:59,600 Speaker 1: book the flight, but not the car service, my assistant, 226 00:10:00,559 --> 00:10:03,120 Speaker 1: that's what my assistant did. Your assistant then be like, 227 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:06,280 Speaker 1: by the way, it's six in the morning, and my 228 00:10:06,320 --> 00:10:08,920 Speaker 1: assistants on the West coast, so it's three. That motherfucker sleep. 229 00:10:08,960 --> 00:10:12,719 Speaker 1: I did my job. Good luck with your decision. My 230 00:10:13,360 --> 00:10:15,960 Speaker 1: team abandoned. When I make bad decisions, they do what 231 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:17,400 Speaker 1: they need to do to get it done, and then 232 00:10:17,400 --> 00:10:19,320 Speaker 1: they and then you get the fuck out of the way. 233 00:10:19,400 --> 00:10:21,480 Speaker 1: I called my assistant off of a boat in the 234 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:23,760 Speaker 1: all Mulfi Coast like, bitch, I'm with this old nigga 235 00:10:23,800 --> 00:10:26,760 Speaker 1: helped me find me another room. She's like, Okay, I'm 236 00:10:26,800 --> 00:10:28,839 Speaker 1: telling you that's what they that's really what we pay 237 00:10:28,920 --> 00:10:33,080 Speaker 1: for it. Listen. I So now I say, okay, you know, 238 00:10:33,160 --> 00:10:36,840 Speaker 1: I'm gonna uber you to my hotel so we can 239 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:38,400 Speaker 1: have breakfast, because now we need to sit and have 240 00:10:38,440 --> 00:10:42,480 Speaker 1: a conversation about this was a horrible decision. So I 241 00:10:42,600 --> 00:10:45,720 Speaker 1: uber the person to my hotel and they get there 242 00:10:45,800 --> 00:10:47,360 Speaker 1: and they got their luggage or whatever, and I said, 243 00:10:47,360 --> 00:10:49,680 Speaker 1: you know, just before we before we get started. Um, 244 00:10:49,720 --> 00:10:51,920 Speaker 1: you know, I'm really not big with social media. I 245 00:10:51,920 --> 00:10:54,960 Speaker 1: don't want no video, no photos, don't post nothing. I 246 00:10:55,040 --> 00:10:59,079 Speaker 1: just you know, this was not the best decision. But 247 00:10:59,280 --> 00:11:02,280 Speaker 1: you're here. What ever, Okay, So I said, so then 248 00:11:02,360 --> 00:11:04,840 Speaker 1: then they go, my mother's a big fan of yours. 249 00:11:05,280 --> 00:11:09,679 Speaker 1: Like okay, that's not there. And they're a big fan, right, 250 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:12,480 Speaker 1: So I'm like, okay. So now they're talking about loving 251 00:11:12,559 --> 00:11:16,000 Speaker 1: hip hop scenes and whiling out jokes, and I'm like, 252 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:18,680 Speaker 1: you know what, I don't really don't feel comfortable talking 253 00:11:18,679 --> 00:11:20,480 Speaker 1: about none of them my work because I don't talk 254 00:11:20,520 --> 00:11:22,760 Speaker 1: about my work to people like this. You know. But 255 00:11:22,800 --> 00:11:24,040 Speaker 1: we didn't get to know each other because I just 256 00:11:24,040 --> 00:11:28,360 Speaker 1: flew you out yesterday or whatever. So I said to them, 257 00:11:28,400 --> 00:11:30,640 Speaker 1: you know, um, I think it's the best idea that 258 00:11:30,679 --> 00:11:32,800 Speaker 1: you go somewhere. Do you have a friend out here? 259 00:11:32,800 --> 00:11:34,840 Speaker 1: I have my best friends and all. And I said, okay, cool, 260 00:11:35,040 --> 00:11:37,000 Speaker 1: let me over you to your best friend. If you 261 00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:39,040 Speaker 1: need anything while you're here, I'll take care of it. 262 00:11:39,240 --> 00:11:42,880 Speaker 1: I got you. I'm good. We're friends now, right, so 263 00:11:43,040 --> 00:11:44,760 Speaker 1: we don't do anything. I put them in a car. 264 00:11:44,880 --> 00:11:49,280 Speaker 1: They go off. Now. I'm shopping one day and at 265 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:51,600 Speaker 1: the mall and U or Nyman and I get a 266 00:11:51,760 --> 00:11:54,160 Speaker 1: text that says me and my friend just fell out. 267 00:11:55,120 --> 00:11:57,920 Speaker 1: I ain't got nowhere to go, and I'm and I 268 00:11:57,920 --> 00:12:00,640 Speaker 1: ain't got nothing else to wear. I'm literally standing next 269 00:12:00,679 --> 00:12:03,160 Speaker 1: to a clearance rack right now, mind you, I just 270 00:12:03,280 --> 00:12:05,200 Speaker 1: I just said recently, I don't call me white girl 271 00:12:05,200 --> 00:12:06,880 Speaker 1: that if I'm wearing you or my nigga gonna wear 272 00:12:06,960 --> 00:12:08,600 Speaker 1: de or like, I'm gonna make sure because your your 273 00:12:08,679 --> 00:12:11,240 Speaker 1: nigga is a reflection to you. People who don't believe 274 00:12:11,280 --> 00:12:15,000 Speaker 1: that is probably single with you know, empathetic whatever. So, 275 00:12:15,640 --> 00:12:17,880 Speaker 1: but this's not my niggas. This nigga accidentally flew out. 276 00:12:17,920 --> 00:12:20,400 Speaker 1: So I'm I'm like, okay, you need something where? Okay, cool, 277 00:12:20,400 --> 00:12:22,800 Speaker 1: I look at my fragg just grab something off the rack, right, 278 00:12:22,840 --> 00:12:25,840 Speaker 1: just grabbing, just grab something. It's everything, say, twenty four dollars, 279 00:12:25,880 --> 00:12:29,720 Speaker 1: twenty three dollars whatever. So my friend grabs a pair 280 00:12:29,760 --> 00:12:32,880 Speaker 1: of white um guest jeans and a white guest shirt. 281 00:12:32,960 --> 00:12:36,400 Speaker 1: I don't know the last party. Not only that not 282 00:12:36,480 --> 00:12:38,160 Speaker 1: an all white fit, and it's not even an all 283 00:12:38,160 --> 00:12:41,319 Speaker 1: white party. And on top of that, the guest logo 284 00:12:41,360 --> 00:12:45,400 Speaker 1: is so big it ain't even all white. No, my 285 00:12:45,440 --> 00:12:47,440 Speaker 1: friend was lazy. He just he literally went like this. 286 00:12:48,720 --> 00:12:50,040 Speaker 1: I don't even know if we looked at the side. 287 00:12:50,120 --> 00:12:52,560 Speaker 1: He just grabbed the ship. So we get in the car. 288 00:12:52,600 --> 00:12:55,360 Speaker 1: So I said, okay, we're going to a party tonight. 289 00:12:55,520 --> 00:12:57,480 Speaker 1: I'm leaving tomorrow, so you can come with us to 290 00:12:57,520 --> 00:12:58,880 Speaker 1: the party and then I'll send you to the airport. 291 00:12:58,920 --> 00:13:00,720 Speaker 1: And I got you outfit. Worry about it. So I 292 00:13:00,760 --> 00:13:02,719 Speaker 1: get the outfit, and so he goes, well, where I 293 00:13:02,760 --> 00:13:04,400 Speaker 1: get dressed to go? You can get dressed in the hotel. 294 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:06,680 Speaker 1: They go to my hotel. I said, check your luggage 295 00:13:06,760 --> 00:13:08,480 Speaker 1: in at the front because you don't need to bring 296 00:13:08,520 --> 00:13:10,960 Speaker 1: it to my room because you're not spending night. So 297 00:13:11,160 --> 00:13:13,760 Speaker 1: do that. So he does that where I fucked up. 298 00:13:13,760 --> 00:13:15,520 Speaker 1: He gotta receipt, So he gotta receipt that he put 299 00:13:15,600 --> 00:13:18,000 Speaker 1: his luggage at my hotel. I'm not knowing this is 300 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:20,840 Speaker 1: the receipt collector on the way. So we go to 301 00:13:20,880 --> 00:13:23,120 Speaker 1: the party. The person standing outside in the rain with 302 00:13:23,160 --> 00:13:24,760 Speaker 1: no umbrella waiting for me. I pull up with two 303 00:13:24,800 --> 00:13:26,720 Speaker 1: black cars full of people. And now these people in 304 00:13:26,720 --> 00:13:28,599 Speaker 1: the car are on the same APP because they're a 305 00:13:28,679 --> 00:13:30,600 Speaker 1: part of my family on the APP. And I'm telling 306 00:13:30,679 --> 00:13:32,240 Speaker 1: and I don't want nobody to know that I fool 307 00:13:32,320 --> 00:13:34,520 Speaker 1: him out, so I'm trying to hide my horrible decision. 308 00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:37,120 Speaker 1: So I'm like, can you please go inside the club. 309 00:13:37,120 --> 00:13:38,320 Speaker 1: We'll be in there in a minute. You don't need 310 00:13:38,320 --> 00:13:39,600 Speaker 1: to be outside. Oh no, I'm waiting for you. So 311 00:13:39,600 --> 00:13:41,720 Speaker 1: we get out and somehow I figure how to shovel 312 00:13:41,840 --> 00:13:45,199 Speaker 1: him into the mix. He gets in, he gets up there. 313 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:48,480 Speaker 1: Now he's drinking, everybody's drinking. He's trying to dance on me. 314 00:13:48,520 --> 00:13:51,240 Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm not about to do all that. So 315 00:13:51,360 --> 00:13:53,520 Speaker 1: I so I've covered this up the whole night. But 316 00:13:53,559 --> 00:13:55,319 Speaker 1: people now are around me are kind of like, is 317 00:13:55,360 --> 00:13:58,280 Speaker 1: it he on the app? And I'm like, I'm there's 318 00:13:58,280 --> 00:14:00,800 Speaker 1: a lot of people in here. Maybe an app as 319 00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:03,080 Speaker 1: I have. We all on Instagram, we all on Facebook. 320 00:14:03,520 --> 00:14:07,920 Speaker 1: So long story short, night's over. Now I've been drinking, 321 00:14:08,440 --> 00:14:11,360 Speaker 1: they've been drinking. Everybody's drunk, and this person needs a 322 00:14:11,520 --> 00:14:13,720 Speaker 1: ride back to get their luggage. I'm like, okay, you 323 00:14:13,720 --> 00:14:15,440 Speaker 1: come back and get your luggage. So we get to hotel, 324 00:14:15,800 --> 00:14:19,240 Speaker 1: get the luggage. Okay, well I need to change. Okay, 325 00:14:19,360 --> 00:14:22,240 Speaker 1: Well there's now. The thing that I have to say 326 00:14:22,320 --> 00:14:25,320 Speaker 1: is that people, especially people who look like me TSA, 327 00:14:25,600 --> 00:14:29,880 Speaker 1: hotel workers, food service workers, they know me stores, They 328 00:14:29,920 --> 00:14:31,960 Speaker 1: are on me every time I'm moving and I see 329 00:14:31,960 --> 00:14:35,040 Speaker 1: them looking at me, and so I'm always very aware 330 00:14:35,040 --> 00:14:36,400 Speaker 1: of like where I'm at and who I'm win and 331 00:14:36,760 --> 00:14:39,120 Speaker 1: how you're behaving and what you're saying. And because I 332 00:14:39,200 --> 00:14:42,240 Speaker 1: know that they will, even though the other platforms won't 333 00:14:42,240 --> 00:14:44,120 Speaker 1: post me like that, because we have a relationship, I 334 00:14:44,120 --> 00:14:46,280 Speaker 1: still I'm always very aware. So I let the person 335 00:14:46,320 --> 00:14:50,160 Speaker 1: come to my room. And here's where it went bad. Drunk, 336 00:14:50,760 --> 00:14:53,960 Speaker 1: horrible discisions jermain. I went. I let the person shower 337 00:14:53,960 --> 00:14:58,520 Speaker 1: and get dressed. Then I showered and got dressed for bed. 338 00:14:58,960 --> 00:15:00,800 Speaker 1: And then the person says, you know what, my flight 339 00:15:00,960 --> 00:15:02,680 Speaker 1: is just not for a while. Can I just crash 340 00:15:02,720 --> 00:15:04,640 Speaker 1: here and I'm gonna get up? I say, okay, fucking 341 00:15:04,720 --> 00:15:06,480 Speaker 1: you can crash, but you gotta get up and get 342 00:15:06,480 --> 00:15:08,760 Speaker 1: on this flight. Okay, Well, and I have a sweet 343 00:15:08,760 --> 00:15:10,200 Speaker 1: with a couch and everything, but I let them get 344 00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:12,840 Speaker 1: in the bed. All right, you were a real nice 345 00:15:12,880 --> 00:15:17,640 Speaker 1: the whole name. I'm trying to be friendly to mitigate 346 00:15:17,800 --> 00:15:20,520 Speaker 1: damage this person or so I'm laying there and the 347 00:15:20,560 --> 00:15:22,320 Speaker 1: person backed up on me. Now, I don't care who 348 00:15:22,360 --> 00:15:24,520 Speaker 1: you are. I don't care if you're a man to 349 00:15:24,640 --> 00:15:26,880 Speaker 1: my back up on you. As soon as they touched 350 00:15:26,880 --> 00:15:30,640 Speaker 1: that dick, that dick gonna get action. So I got 351 00:15:30,720 --> 00:15:33,160 Speaker 1: up I said, fuck it, I got up. I ended 352 00:15:33,200 --> 00:15:37,040 Speaker 1: up sucking this person, fucked him, went to sleep, got up, 353 00:15:37,040 --> 00:15:38,840 Speaker 1: fucked him again, send him on his way. I thought, 354 00:15:38,880 --> 00:15:40,800 Speaker 1: you got some good dick. You gotta guess out in now. 355 00:15:40,840 --> 00:15:44,480 Speaker 1: That probably wasn't the best lenning. Yeah, you drank nineteen 356 00:15:44,520 --> 00:15:46,120 Speaker 1: forty two. That's top shelf. Look he could have gave 357 00:15:46,120 --> 00:15:50,800 Speaker 1: you smirna. I hate you. You on American wasn't one Spirit, 358 00:15:50,960 --> 00:15:54,400 Speaker 1: wasn't Frontier, wasn't Allegiance. It was you know, good and 359 00:15:54,520 --> 00:15:56,040 Speaker 1: you probably got a aut seat. I don't know he 360 00:15:56,040 --> 00:15:59,840 Speaker 1: didn't get first slaves, but um, and I sent you home. Well. 361 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:01,960 Speaker 1: This person then started trying to extort me, say if 362 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:03,440 Speaker 1: you don't give me money that I'm going to tell 363 00:16:03,480 --> 00:16:04,800 Speaker 1: everybody you fucked me. So you know what I did. 364 00:16:04,880 --> 00:16:07,080 Speaker 1: I said, no problem, good luck with that. I blocked him, 365 00:16:07,680 --> 00:16:09,960 Speaker 1: and I went to put on my best Valentino and 366 00:16:10,000 --> 00:16:12,120 Speaker 1: I went to a restaurant with a bunch of white people, 367 00:16:12,560 --> 00:16:14,280 Speaker 1: and I set up my phone saying and I said, 368 00:16:14,280 --> 00:16:16,160 Speaker 1: this storytime, let me tell you how I fucked to 369 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:19,120 Speaker 1: shoot up this nigga out flew in last night and 370 00:16:19,200 --> 00:16:20,720 Speaker 1: I went on or the other night and I went 371 00:16:20,720 --> 00:16:21,960 Speaker 1: on to tell my story, and I was like, yeah, 372 00:16:21,960 --> 00:16:23,600 Speaker 1: the nigga didn't even get a proper meal, but the 373 00:16:23,720 --> 00:16:25,480 Speaker 1: nigga got hung arout, was fucking so I jacked him up, 374 00:16:25,520 --> 00:16:26,800 Speaker 1: put his nut in his mouth. I get that nigga. 375 00:16:26,800 --> 00:16:29,120 Speaker 1: All types of protein got that energy. Because see, at 376 00:16:29,120 --> 00:16:32,240 Speaker 1: the end of the day, I will never give anybody 377 00:16:32,560 --> 00:16:35,000 Speaker 1: control over my narrative. I agree, but you try to 378 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:37,080 Speaker 1: extort me for some money because you got some dick. 379 00:16:37,120 --> 00:16:39,160 Speaker 1: When was getting dick news? I never knew getting dick 380 00:16:39,240 --> 00:16:43,440 Speaker 1: was news? That was that a thing? Dick? Well, I 381 00:16:43,440 --> 00:16:47,120 Speaker 1: think people assume that you'd be like, you'd be embarrassed, right, 382 00:16:47,160 --> 00:16:49,760 Speaker 1: Like people want to tell that story because they think 383 00:16:49,800 --> 00:16:53,320 Speaker 1: that you having a wild night would make you look bad. No, 384 00:16:53,520 --> 00:16:59,920 Speaker 1: just as crazy, you say, is getting dick news? Yeah? Crazy, 385 00:17:00,200 --> 00:17:03,920 Speaker 1: like crazy enough. We know that the clips, the stories 386 00:17:03,920 --> 00:17:07,000 Speaker 1: that du Go viral is who's fucking who, who's dating home? Yeah? 387 00:17:07,080 --> 00:17:10,800 Speaker 1: Like so yeah. Unfortunately, Digo viral. It was all over 388 00:17:10,840 --> 00:17:14,400 Speaker 1: the internet, social media, Twitter. People were texting me and saying, 389 00:17:14,400 --> 00:17:17,040 Speaker 1: oh my god, because the narrative he said was, you know, 390 00:17:17,200 --> 00:17:20,119 Speaker 1: Jason Lee flew me out. You know, I'm a young nigga. 391 00:17:20,160 --> 00:17:21,639 Speaker 1: He tried to play the whole victim thing. No, you 392 00:17:21,760 --> 00:17:25,680 Speaker 1: was a young whore who got online dick you wanted. 393 00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:29,280 Speaker 1: But the thing about it is nowadays with the Internet, 394 00:17:29,320 --> 00:17:32,439 Speaker 1: if you say something that makes somebody embarrassed, and if 395 00:17:32,480 --> 00:17:35,320 Speaker 1: it keeps getting repeated enough, the narrative will change by 396 00:17:35,359 --> 00:17:37,360 Speaker 1: the time it gets to you. It's a whole other thing. 397 00:17:38,000 --> 00:17:40,239 Speaker 1: I was. I'm a twenty five year old nigga who 398 00:17:40,280 --> 00:17:42,280 Speaker 1: wanted some dick. I got flown out. I'm a young 399 00:17:42,359 --> 00:17:44,800 Speaker 1: nigga who got flown out. I'm a nigga who was 400 00:17:44,880 --> 00:17:47,560 Speaker 1: taking advantage of I'm a nigga who this person like it. 401 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:52,600 Speaker 1: What if you got online, yeah, to get some enough. 402 00:17:53,720 --> 00:17:56,840 Speaker 1: Let me tell you something. Twenty five now now I 403 00:17:56,840 --> 00:17:59,119 Speaker 1: would never date or twenty five year old, but you 404 00:17:59,200 --> 00:18:02,040 Speaker 1: might get fucked year old is rental Kardi. I love it. 405 00:18:02,080 --> 00:18:04,879 Speaker 1: I love good. It is not it hurts if you 406 00:18:04,920 --> 00:18:06,639 Speaker 1: got bad grands. By the way, it's twenty six, I 407 00:18:06,640 --> 00:18:15,520 Speaker 1: think seven. I do have a question if getting you 408 00:18:15,600 --> 00:18:19,000 Speaker 1: asked us is getting dick news. Have you are the 409 00:18:19,040 --> 00:18:23,280 Speaker 1: Hollywood locked dms like sometimes so exposing where you're like 410 00:18:23,320 --> 00:18:25,000 Speaker 1: this is too much? Do you have to like prove 411 00:18:25,040 --> 00:18:26,840 Speaker 1: it first? Because I'm sure someone's like so and so 412 00:18:26,920 --> 00:18:29,680 Speaker 1: fucked me. Yeah, but then my team, my team gets 413 00:18:29,720 --> 00:18:33,159 Speaker 1: emails and and and dms all the time about you know, 414 00:18:33,240 --> 00:18:35,680 Speaker 1: I slept with someone soon, So we honestly don't care, 415 00:18:36,080 --> 00:18:38,880 Speaker 1: Like if you like, getting dick to me is not news. Now, 416 00:18:39,160 --> 00:18:41,679 Speaker 1: if you're getting dick for somebody who's married to a Kardashian, 417 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:44,359 Speaker 1: I may we may run that if we can verify it, 418 00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:47,320 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And sometimes y'all getting dick. 419 00:18:47,400 --> 00:18:50,280 Speaker 1: Y'all getting dick that ain't even worth reporting, like you're 420 00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:53,520 Speaker 1: thinking it's something worse. Trash dick stories get sent to 421 00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:55,040 Speaker 1: us all the time, like you got that dick and 422 00:18:55,080 --> 00:18:56,440 Speaker 1: you want the world to know, you better send this 423 00:18:56,440 --> 00:18:58,239 Speaker 1: shit to dick. Yo. I'm gonna be honest with your 424 00:18:58,240 --> 00:19:02,119 Speaker 1: trash story. You don't know about dick. That's okay, dick yo. 425 00:19:02,280 --> 00:19:08,639 Speaker 1: If y'all around ya report, there's nothing called dick ye Yes, no, 426 00:19:09,040 --> 00:19:12,920 Speaker 1: they came back, bitch on it. Oh yes, let's go 427 00:19:13,280 --> 00:19:15,480 Speaker 1: boy hall on. Oh dick y'all is on it. So 428 00:19:15,600 --> 00:19:18,240 Speaker 1: dick YEA is a page and they just added pussy 429 00:19:18,359 --> 00:19:20,720 Speaker 1: up too. But it's a place where you can literally 430 00:19:20,760 --> 00:19:22,640 Speaker 1: and you do need to send in receipts and stuff. 431 00:19:23,040 --> 00:19:25,200 Speaker 1: But it's a and it be gone viral on Twitter. 432 00:19:25,440 --> 00:19:28,720 Speaker 1: Women send in who they've had sex with? Uh? Girl, 433 00:19:28,760 --> 00:19:30,560 Speaker 1: they just had uh. And I'm not gonna say I'm sorry. 434 00:19:30,560 --> 00:19:34,480 Speaker 1: I see, I ain't gonna say who, but they why 435 00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:36,800 Speaker 1: because they recently shared about it and it was like, ooh, 436 00:19:36,960 --> 00:19:44,240 Speaker 1: bad timing. But no, up, that's what I said. See. 437 00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:48,120 Speaker 1: I tried to say, Oh, I was reading mom. Oh wait, 438 00:19:48,160 --> 00:19:52,760 Speaker 1: mall got a dick yo for you. No, we're not 439 00:19:52,880 --> 00:19:56,520 Speaker 1: talking about it. I'll be honest. I wasn't going to bed. 440 00:19:57,080 --> 00:19:59,320 Speaker 1: You said what I eat really good pussy. I suck 441 00:19:59,359 --> 00:20:01,560 Speaker 1: really good dick. I think the only thing they'd be like, damn, 442 00:20:01,560 --> 00:20:03,080 Speaker 1: this bitch was clean, and I'd be like, oh, well, 443 00:20:04,240 --> 00:20:07,199 Speaker 1: I'm also very cleaning clean when I'm with somebody that 444 00:20:07,240 --> 00:20:09,919 Speaker 1: I really care. Oh, I'm a color. I'm affectionate. You 445 00:20:09,920 --> 00:20:11,440 Speaker 1: you gotta if you walking through my house and you 446 00:20:11,520 --> 00:20:12,879 Speaker 1: see me, you gotta put your tongue in my mouth. 447 00:20:12,920 --> 00:20:16,359 Speaker 1: At least my chef. Let me say my chef. My 448 00:20:16,440 --> 00:20:19,120 Speaker 1: chef is so funny. So I got the chef because 449 00:20:19,119 --> 00:20:20,320 Speaker 1: I wanted to stay healthy. You know, a lot of 450 00:20:20,359 --> 00:20:22,120 Speaker 1: y'all that be having the surgery, I had to lose weight, 451 00:20:22,160 --> 00:20:24,280 Speaker 1: y'all be getting fat again. That's because y'all really don't 452 00:20:24,359 --> 00:20:26,960 Speaker 1: understand that the surgery was just to reset you. And 453 00:20:26,960 --> 00:20:28,640 Speaker 1: even though you said you had the surgeony game way 454 00:20:28,680 --> 00:20:31,400 Speaker 1: you're thick. There's that I've always been, yeah, but but see, 455 00:20:31,640 --> 00:20:34,160 Speaker 1: there's a difference between having the surgery and staying thick, 456 00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:36,840 Speaker 1: because I do feel like for those of us who 457 00:20:36,880 --> 00:20:39,520 Speaker 1: have the surgery and still can look thick or look 458 00:20:39,560 --> 00:20:41,960 Speaker 1: healthy is important. Oh well, some people be having the 459 00:20:41,960 --> 00:20:43,760 Speaker 1: surgery look like a pop balloon. Well, and that's the 460 00:20:43,760 --> 00:20:45,760 Speaker 1: thing too. When when I've had the surgery for those 461 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:48,480 Speaker 1: of you don't know, of course, the gastric sleeve. Uh, 462 00:20:49,080 --> 00:20:51,639 Speaker 1: when I got really small, like my smallest, I think 463 00:20:51,640 --> 00:20:53,760 Speaker 1: I got down to like one forty eight. I didn't 464 00:20:53,760 --> 00:20:55,080 Speaker 1: like that. I was like, I want to be one 465 00:20:55,119 --> 00:20:57,320 Speaker 1: sick because you start to feel sick and look and 466 00:20:57,440 --> 00:20:59,399 Speaker 1: my friend, like my mom was even saying it. And 467 00:20:59,640 --> 00:21:03,160 Speaker 1: that's the crazy thing too about like going from plus 468 00:21:03,200 --> 00:21:06,320 Speaker 1: size to losing weight to possibly like gaining some back 469 00:21:06,359 --> 00:21:10,600 Speaker 1: as well. It sucks because you realize how it doesn't 470 00:21:10,600 --> 00:21:12,320 Speaker 1: matter the way you are someone's gonna have a problem 471 00:21:12,359 --> 00:21:15,760 Speaker 1: with it, period, period. But then you developed body dys 472 00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:18,720 Speaker 1: morphia then because we could talk. That's a whole other thing. 473 00:21:18,760 --> 00:21:20,800 Speaker 1: I mean, I have body just morphia now because I've 474 00:21:20,840 --> 00:21:22,680 Speaker 1: let the social media comments for the first time every 475 00:21:22,720 --> 00:21:24,280 Speaker 1: when I was three hundred twenty three pounds, I can't 476 00:21:24,280 --> 00:21:26,280 Speaker 1: get fuck with social media said I was still fucking. 477 00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:29,280 Speaker 1: I was still fucking. I was fucking. I was fucking. 478 00:21:29,359 --> 00:21:31,000 Speaker 1: And I'd look at first of all, shout to all 479 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:32,760 Speaker 1: the niggas who was let me fucking three twenty three, 480 00:21:33,160 --> 00:21:34,800 Speaker 1: say the same thing. Shout out to y'all let me 481 00:21:34,840 --> 00:21:37,200 Speaker 1: fucking two thirds, and shout out to all the niggas 482 00:21:37,240 --> 00:21:38,960 Speaker 1: who didn't let me fuck because I used to trash 483 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:40,679 Speaker 1: them too. Fuck you, nigga, you ain't ship. And now 484 00:21:40,720 --> 00:21:43,399 Speaker 1: when I look back, like damn, I I understand, I 485 00:21:43,440 --> 00:21:45,640 Speaker 1: ain't that nigga. Now I'm rich, I'm cute, I'm still good, 486 00:21:45,680 --> 00:21:48,000 Speaker 1: and I'm fit so and my fashion game is fired. No, 487 00:21:48,160 --> 00:21:50,639 Speaker 1: But what we're talking about a minute, well, you you 488 00:21:50,760 --> 00:21:53,480 Speaker 1: brought up the chef the so this is how my 489 00:21:53,560 --> 00:21:56,080 Speaker 1: chef is shady? How many people will be joining us 490 00:21:56,080 --> 00:22:00,600 Speaker 1: for breakfast. I had to catch this sad one day, 491 00:22:01,000 --> 00:22:03,440 Speaker 1: shout out to Chef Casey. He gonna posts, I'm sure 492 00:22:03,440 --> 00:22:05,119 Speaker 1: I had to catch the shade. How many people are 493 00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:06,840 Speaker 1: joining us for breakfast? You know how many people live 494 00:22:06,880 --> 00:22:08,879 Speaker 1: in this house? It's only two in my two staffs, 495 00:22:08,920 --> 00:22:11,520 Speaker 1: so there's four. But you're trying to insinuate because you 496 00:22:11,600 --> 00:22:13,679 Speaker 1: know you maybe have met a few people. You had 497 00:22:13,680 --> 00:22:15,320 Speaker 1: to catch the shade. How many people will be joining 498 00:22:15,400 --> 00:22:17,280 Speaker 1: us from? What's your commun number? What would you prefer? 499 00:22:17,520 --> 00:22:19,520 Speaker 1: Would you prefer just one person or would you prefer 500 00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:22,879 Speaker 1: to you know what? Um, I didn't even know if 501 00:22:22,880 --> 00:22:25,200 Speaker 1: the numbers two. I don't know that. I don't know 502 00:22:25,320 --> 00:22:27,480 Speaker 1: because I'm in therapy. Let me start by saying, I'm 503 00:22:27,520 --> 00:22:29,560 Speaker 1: in therapy because I've made a lot of horrible decisions. 504 00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:31,800 Speaker 1: Horror in therapy. Well, why do you think therapy needs 505 00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:34,040 Speaker 1: to be because well, first of all, we all need 506 00:22:34,080 --> 00:22:36,520 Speaker 1: to be in therapy for different reasons. You know, right now, 507 00:22:36,600 --> 00:22:39,200 Speaker 1: I'm I'm going right now, what I'm going through is 508 00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:41,400 Speaker 1: And Charlottagne said this the other day when I callosed 509 00:22:41,440 --> 00:22:44,800 Speaker 1: breakfast club. He said, you're you're you're useless if you 510 00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:47,720 Speaker 1: can't be used, if you can't be used, you're useless. 511 00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:49,320 Speaker 1: And when I thought about that, you know, you start 512 00:22:49,359 --> 00:22:51,760 Speaker 1: going through you know why so many people want to 513 00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:55,159 Speaker 1: be in your world? They want to use you, Like 514 00:22:55,280 --> 00:22:56,600 Speaker 1: do they really want to be your friend? Like? What 515 00:22:56,760 --> 00:22:58,280 Speaker 1: is being friends with me? Especially in this business when 516 00:22:58,280 --> 00:22:59,920 Speaker 1: you have influenced me, you have money, when you have cloud, 517 00:23:00,080 --> 00:23:02,720 Speaker 1: you have access, when you have things that people want. 518 00:23:03,080 --> 00:23:04,880 Speaker 1: In your mind, you're just you. But then you start 519 00:23:04,920 --> 00:23:07,040 Speaker 1: to realize you're actually being you. So I went through 520 00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:09,600 Speaker 1: that yesterday where like I wanted to just burn the 521 00:23:09,640 --> 00:23:12,000 Speaker 1: whole Internet down, and I still do it. Maybe today 522 00:23:12,040 --> 00:23:14,000 Speaker 1: I might I don't know. I haven't decided. But but 523 00:23:14,160 --> 00:23:15,920 Speaker 1: in therapy, the reason why I'm in therapy now is 524 00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:19,240 Speaker 1: I'm trying to one become the person that I want 525 00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:22,800 Speaker 1: to attract. Two, I want to start attracting people that 526 00:23:23,600 --> 00:23:26,520 Speaker 1: are there for the right reasons. And then also I'm 527 00:23:26,560 --> 00:23:28,840 Speaker 1: trying to discover like do I'm at an age now 528 00:23:28,880 --> 00:23:30,920 Speaker 1: where I am exploring having a child this year? But 529 00:23:31,040 --> 00:23:33,080 Speaker 1: I also want to know do I want to raise 530 00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:36,719 Speaker 1: that child with one person? Do I want to I'm 531 00:23:36,760 --> 00:23:39,720 Speaker 1: a very sexual person, so do I want to have 532 00:23:39,920 --> 00:23:42,080 Speaker 1: more than one person? Because I don't know that we're 533 00:23:42,119 --> 00:23:45,440 Speaker 1: created to be with one person, you know, but you 534 00:23:45,560 --> 00:23:47,240 Speaker 1: do you do want that person to share your journey 535 00:23:47,240 --> 00:23:48,560 Speaker 1: with When you start making a lot of money and 536 00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:50,639 Speaker 1: travel around the world, you want to create memories with 537 00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:52,680 Speaker 1: a You want a person to join you on that journey. 538 00:23:53,200 --> 00:23:55,000 Speaker 1: But do you want people to join you on the journey? 539 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:57,440 Speaker 1: Because I have enough space in my house where you know, 540 00:23:57,600 --> 00:23:59,240 Speaker 1: they can have a room and then we can share 541 00:23:59,240 --> 00:24:00,760 Speaker 1: a room together. I want to do that or we 542 00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:02,240 Speaker 1: want to do that, but I don't know. I'm figuring 543 00:24:02,240 --> 00:24:03,879 Speaker 1: that out. Have you tried um? I was in a 544 00:24:03,960 --> 00:24:05,639 Speaker 1: threatfule a few years ago on the show. Have you 545 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:07,879 Speaker 1: tried dating? Or I don't know how many partners you 546 00:24:07,920 --> 00:24:10,760 Speaker 1: want to have? But have you try people? Well? I 547 00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:13,240 Speaker 1: met somebody recently that I really liked and I was 548 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:15,920 Speaker 1: getting to know him, and I started the conversation with 549 00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:18,760 Speaker 1: you know, like where where do you want to see 550 00:24:18,840 --> 00:24:21,399 Speaker 1: this guy? Like would you be open to a third person? Oh? No, 551 00:24:21,640 --> 00:24:24,600 Speaker 1: not just just me and one person? And I'm like, well, 552 00:24:24,640 --> 00:24:27,240 Speaker 1: I don't want to work for you for I love 553 00:24:27,280 --> 00:24:30,200 Speaker 1: that you also just sat with an Eli chocolate. I 554 00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:34,280 Speaker 1: think the conversations that we're having now about non traditional, 555 00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:38,840 Speaker 1: non ethically non monogamous relationships are something that our parents 556 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:42,520 Speaker 1: and before them weren't able to have. I know a 557 00:24:42,600 --> 00:24:45,400 Speaker 1: lot of people assume that you're greedy for wanting multiple people, 558 00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:46,520 Speaker 1: but I love that you can come in and be 559 00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:48,840 Speaker 1: like monogamism for me. I don't know how many people 560 00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:51,320 Speaker 1: I need, but one person I don't think would fully 561 00:24:51,359 --> 00:24:54,359 Speaker 1: fulfill me. What does that look like? Then with with 562 00:24:54,640 --> 00:24:56,520 Speaker 1: with day? Do you bring that out the gate? Do 563 00:24:56,600 --> 00:24:58,600 Speaker 1: you wait until you see you want more with them? 564 00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:02,760 Speaker 1: How soon do you bring up that you don't want 565 00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:04,800 Speaker 1: a traditional Yeah, there's a couple of things. One I 566 00:25:04,920 --> 00:25:06,840 Speaker 1: don't believe I was saying to a friend yesterday. I 567 00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:09,800 Speaker 1: do not believe in straight gay. I'm so sick of 568 00:25:09,840 --> 00:25:13,200 Speaker 1: pronouncing at this point, he she day them this that another. 569 00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:15,680 Speaker 1: You know, just be like be you do what you 570 00:25:15,760 --> 00:25:18,119 Speaker 1: want to do. If it's safe and it's consensual and 571 00:25:18,480 --> 00:25:21,160 Speaker 1: it feels right, do it out the gate. I try 572 00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:23,520 Speaker 1: to have a few experiences. One we gotta fuck because 573 00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:25,200 Speaker 1: I just gotta know if the sex is good, great, 574 00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:27,720 Speaker 1: hold on, wait wait wait wait. If the sex is 575 00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:30,480 Speaker 1: not good, I don't care if Jesus Christ brought you 576 00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:32,840 Speaker 1: there with a stamp of approval for me to get 577 00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:34,840 Speaker 1: in heaven. I got fuck with you now, Nick, I'm 578 00:25:34,880 --> 00:25:38,359 Speaker 1: gona help. I'm I'm not going to fuck. I'm not 579 00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:39,960 Speaker 1: going to be able to be with somebody. The sexual 580 00:25:39,960 --> 00:25:44,080 Speaker 1: experience it's not good. That's wait, are you a first 581 00:25:44,080 --> 00:25:46,280 Speaker 1: time I know I'm a vibe I'm a vibe person like, 582 00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:49,359 Speaker 1: so if the vibe feels right like the one, let 583 00:25:49,400 --> 00:25:50,640 Speaker 1: me just say this real U, because I don't want 584 00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:52,800 Speaker 1: to listen the person that I said I was interested in. 585 00:25:53,160 --> 00:25:54,840 Speaker 1: He told me out the gate, I'm not gonna have 586 00:25:54,960 --> 00:25:57,640 Speaker 1: sex with you, which is what I like. At first, 587 00:25:57,680 --> 00:25:59,280 Speaker 1: He's I'm not gonna have sex because I want to 588 00:25:59,320 --> 00:26:00,760 Speaker 1: know that you really want to be with me, and 589 00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:02,200 Speaker 1: I was that was he caught me at a moment 590 00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:04,359 Speaker 1: where I was like, oh, well, I actually respect that 591 00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,359 Speaker 1: you're respecting yourself. So like I was hanging out and 592 00:26:07,359 --> 00:26:09,879 Speaker 1: getting on but we're culling and he all up on 593 00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:13,320 Speaker 1: me and I'm like, oh my god. And so he 594 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:16,159 Speaker 1: wanted me to wait, and I said to him like 595 00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:18,240 Speaker 1: I need to know, like, okay, so I'm gonna wait. 596 00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:21,200 Speaker 1: But once we fuck, you know all that is it 597 00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:22,399 Speaker 1: just gonna be me And you are like are you 598 00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:23,760 Speaker 1: opening through Oh no, no, we can never be in 599 00:26:23,840 --> 00:26:25,840 Speaker 1: a vise. I said, well, who's to say we can't, 600 00:26:25,920 --> 00:26:28,360 Speaker 1: like once we developed a strong foundation for a year 601 00:26:28,480 --> 00:26:30,520 Speaker 1: or so, why can't we invite anybody else in? Or 602 00:26:30,520 --> 00:26:33,000 Speaker 1: why can't we have fun? And he was just very 603 00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:35,720 Speaker 1: focused on his traditional vice. Of course, he didn't work out. 604 00:26:36,080 --> 00:26:38,840 Speaker 1: So we had a conversation and it was the Twitter 605 00:26:38,920 --> 00:26:41,879 Speaker 1: had an unpopular opinion, you know, three going on, and 606 00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,280 Speaker 1: one of the opinions was waiting for sex makes it better? 607 00:26:45,160 --> 00:26:49,320 Speaker 1: And I said to Mandy, like, what was it? Now? 608 00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:53,640 Speaker 1: I was the explanation for that? Well, here's the thing, right, 609 00:26:53,760 --> 00:26:56,159 Speaker 1: as someone that's had one night stands, who's you know, 610 00:26:56,359 --> 00:26:59,520 Speaker 1: maybe fun, first day, third day, whatever. I have noticed 611 00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:02,000 Speaker 1: the more I build a connection with someone, the better 612 00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:05,840 Speaker 1: the sex is out of the gate. Also, I do 613 00:27:06,200 --> 00:27:10,280 Speaker 1: really think any way define build a connection now? Okay, 614 00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:14,080 Speaker 1: I think that one you provide with someone the first 615 00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:17,200 Speaker 1: night and have chemistry, but you're not building connection because 616 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:20,119 Speaker 1: connection to me is a semi investment with that person. 617 00:27:20,440 --> 00:27:23,000 Speaker 1: When I am maybe i'll say about two dates in 618 00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:25,560 Speaker 1: then I'm like, you know, following up with maybe a 619 00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:27,280 Speaker 1: project you had going on? Oh, hey, did you get 620 00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:29,119 Speaker 1: your script in what's going on with this, and now 621 00:27:29,200 --> 00:27:31,680 Speaker 1: we're a little more connected and close. Once I have 622 00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:35,159 Speaker 1: a better connection, then I'm not saying I'm already not 623 00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:37,040 Speaker 1: fucking out the gate if I want to, but I 624 00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:40,320 Speaker 1: do think waiting a little bit does build for stronger relationship. 625 00:27:40,320 --> 00:27:42,680 Speaker 1: If we fuck and you text me and say, how's 626 00:27:42,800 --> 00:27:47,440 Speaker 1: Rihanna Nigga, I'm never calling you back. My projects, my business, 627 00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:50,560 Speaker 1: my jokes on while and now my scripts all that 628 00:27:50,800 --> 00:27:53,240 Speaker 1: that was not what we signed up to. Fuck. I 629 00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:56,560 Speaker 1: don't have a sexual experience with somebody and treat them 630 00:27:56,760 --> 00:27:59,000 Speaker 1: in a disrespectful way, no matter who they are, no 631 00:27:59,080 --> 00:28:00,719 Speaker 1: matter what if it's a one night stand, if it's 632 00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:02,400 Speaker 1: a week stand, if it's a year, a month, whatever 633 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:06,479 Speaker 1: everybody feels. I try to make sure everybody feels valuable 634 00:28:06,480 --> 00:28:13,560 Speaker 1: because we're sharing that connection. However, I don't want somebody 635 00:28:13,680 --> 00:28:16,760 Speaker 1: to believe that because we had sex, now you got 636 00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:18,600 Speaker 1: the right to be all of my business, or that 637 00:28:18,720 --> 00:28:22,480 Speaker 1: we have a relationship beyond what that was, because sometimes 638 00:28:22,520 --> 00:28:25,960 Speaker 1: I feel like I've had people who because I will 639 00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:28,760 Speaker 1: never use my platform or my access for my relationship, 640 00:28:28,760 --> 00:28:30,399 Speaker 1: for my money to get sex, like oh, you know, 641 00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:32,000 Speaker 1: why I'll put you on. I don't do that because 642 00:28:32,040 --> 00:28:34,280 Speaker 1: weird niggas in the industry do that ship. But I 643 00:28:34,359 --> 00:28:37,119 Speaker 1: have had niggas come to me to connect with me, 644 00:28:37,520 --> 00:28:40,520 Speaker 1: and they use sex to build the connection to get 645 00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:42,840 Speaker 1: to the support they want. And I'm not with that weird. 646 00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:45,000 Speaker 1: That's tough, you know what I mean. But the average person, 647 00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:48,440 Speaker 1: when I was saying, like yours is different because showing 648 00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:51,200 Speaker 1: an interest in someone's work and passions is showing them 649 00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:55,520 Speaker 1: respect with yours. It's difficult because it's like industry people 650 00:28:55,520 --> 00:28:58,840 Speaker 1: and maybe most people listening to this don't fit that bill. 651 00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:00,920 Speaker 1: But how do you then know if someone is using 652 00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:03,880 Speaker 1: your hunt You don't. I mean, if you're in my house, 653 00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:08,200 Speaker 1: it could be um Tiffany Hattrish walks in to talk 654 00:29:08,240 --> 00:29:10,960 Speaker 1: about something, or the White House calls, or somebody's calling 655 00:29:11,040 --> 00:29:14,080 Speaker 1: because Kim Kardashian did this or that happened, or an 656 00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:16,400 Speaker 1: interview is getting set up, or I'm screaming about something, 657 00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:18,480 Speaker 1: and now you in my house as somebody that I 658 00:29:18,560 --> 00:29:20,880 Speaker 1: just want to fuck. But now you all up in 659 00:29:20,960 --> 00:29:23,680 Speaker 1: the mix want to talk about what Biden is doing 660 00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:26,360 Speaker 1: like we're not about to do so. I'm very mindful 661 00:29:26,480 --> 00:29:28,920 Speaker 1: of the environment that I'm creating with the people. But 662 00:29:29,080 --> 00:29:30,240 Speaker 1: you know what you don't know, and you know if 663 00:29:30,240 --> 00:29:31,960 Speaker 1: you're in LA and especially working with Ken, you know, 664 00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:36,120 Speaker 1: like I'm in a place right now where I'm totally evaluating, 665 00:29:36,200 --> 00:29:38,200 Speaker 1: like why why are you in my life? Why are 666 00:29:38,320 --> 00:29:41,040 Speaker 1: you on my phone? Why am I following you? I 667 00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:43,400 Speaker 1: just said, I cut off this little this young nigan. 668 00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:47,280 Speaker 1: I'm really beautiful, big old dick girl. I did. But 669 00:29:47,320 --> 00:29:50,200 Speaker 1: I cut up on dick. Yelp too, He's not I'm 670 00:29:50,200 --> 00:29:56,800 Speaker 1: about to go download. Yeah he's not. Um. But literally, 671 00:29:57,040 --> 00:29:59,680 Speaker 1: I was having that conversation with my friend, like being 672 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:02,160 Speaker 1: of a relationship where I felt like I've received so 673 00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:05,200 Speaker 1: much in terms of affection, acts of service, the things 674 00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:08,120 Speaker 1: that made me feel fulfilled, just fucking somebody that didn't 675 00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:10,400 Speaker 1: really feel I felt like do anything to me. I 676 00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:13,280 Speaker 1: was like, what am I doing this for? I also 677 00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:16,280 Speaker 1: am also in therapy, so there's a lot of things 678 00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:18,720 Speaker 1: that trigger into a place that I was in my 679 00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:21,800 Speaker 1: twenties where I was having sex with no emotions or 680 00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:25,480 Speaker 1: transactionally that I like regret and feel shame about now. 681 00:30:25,760 --> 00:30:28,240 Speaker 1: So a part of me, what I'm do you regret it? Oh? 682 00:30:28,800 --> 00:30:31,040 Speaker 1: I mean I don't regret being able to pay my bills, 683 00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:35,080 Speaker 1: but through therapy and through a project that we're working on, 684 00:30:35,480 --> 00:30:38,360 Speaker 1: there's a lot of things. Even on this show, listening 685 00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:42,000 Speaker 1: back and reliving some of my stories, I do have 686 00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:45,440 Speaker 1: to be like, wow, my mind was in a completely 687 00:30:45,480 --> 00:30:47,640 Speaker 1: different space than it was in and there is some 688 00:30:48,160 --> 00:30:50,560 Speaker 1: There is shame in a lot of the things that 689 00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:54,360 Speaker 1: I did sexually out of the means of survival, only 690 00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:56,800 Speaker 1: because now I have the option to choose who I 691 00:30:56,920 --> 00:30:59,480 Speaker 1: sleep with, who I entertain, who I give my body to, 692 00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:02,200 Speaker 1: even even money. The way I look at it now, 693 00:31:02,240 --> 00:31:03,560 Speaker 1: I was like, oh, I was a cheap bitch. O. 694 00:31:03,800 --> 00:31:06,479 Speaker 1: We we should expound on that as people that are 695 00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:08,600 Speaker 1: making money now can gravel where we want to buy 696 00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:10,800 Speaker 1: what we want. Are there ever times where you're just 697 00:31:10,920 --> 00:31:12,440 Speaker 1: kind of like someone tricking on me? And I like 698 00:31:12,960 --> 00:31:14,960 Speaker 1: whether it be a nice you know, you know what 699 00:31:15,120 --> 00:31:16,520 Speaker 1: I learned, you know when they were talking about like 700 00:31:16,520 --> 00:31:19,600 Speaker 1: what's your um, what's what's your what your love language? Yes, 701 00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:23,640 Speaker 1: my love language is and probably because when I grew up, 702 00:31:23,640 --> 00:31:25,760 Speaker 1: I really didn't have anybody making sure I was good. 703 00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:28,040 Speaker 1: I make sure they're good, you know what I mean? 704 00:31:28,160 --> 00:31:31,600 Speaker 1: Like I told the story recently where um I was 705 00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:34,920 Speaker 1: talking to this guy, met him in Columbia, flew him 706 00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:37,280 Speaker 1: out because I really want to get and I thought 707 00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:39,320 Speaker 1: this was the one. Oh this I was. I brought 708 00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:42,920 Speaker 1: him to I had an Easter dinner and and introduced 709 00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:45,040 Speaker 1: him to all my friends and was like, this is 710 00:31:45,120 --> 00:31:50,600 Speaker 1: the one. Hey, one one was not the one? Why 711 00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:52,840 Speaker 1: not nothing? Because the next time I saw one, I 712 00:31:52,960 --> 00:31:54,760 Speaker 1: flew him to Dubai because I was going to buy. 713 00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:56,160 Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, whyn't you flay to bay and meet 714 00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:57,800 Speaker 1: me whatever, meat me mimami were gonna get him playing 715 00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:01,280 Speaker 1: god to buy and flew him in and he went 716 00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,960 Speaker 1: silent when he landed for like five hours. Come to 717 00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:06,760 Speaker 1: find out he was accosted by the TSA people, not 718 00:32:06,880 --> 00:32:09,760 Speaker 1: that you know, the people immigration whatever, because he had 719 00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:11,760 Speaker 1: pictures of cocaine in his phone and all this to that, 720 00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:14,480 Speaker 1: which I didn't know about, and uh and I don't 721 00:32:14,560 --> 00:32:16,240 Speaker 1: fuck around with that shit. This is not my thing. 722 00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:18,360 Speaker 1: And so when he finally got out of you know, 723 00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:20,720 Speaker 1: I was like frustrated because I'm very much like, let's 724 00:32:20,720 --> 00:32:22,840 Speaker 1: stay on schedule type person when I took it. So 725 00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:25,680 Speaker 1: we get to the airport. On the way the airport. 726 00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:29,080 Speaker 1: I'm like, do you have your your COVID tests, your PCR. 727 00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:31,080 Speaker 1: Oh no, I don't need PCR. I travel the world, 728 00:32:31,120 --> 00:32:33,760 Speaker 1: It's what I do. He argued me down to go 729 00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:36,520 Speaker 1: to Dubai. I've been there six times this year. You 730 00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:38,960 Speaker 1: need to have PCR. We get to the airport, you 731 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,080 Speaker 1: don't have a PCR. Long short of short. They don't 732 00:32:41,120 --> 00:32:42,960 Speaker 1: let him on the flight. We miss our flight. Wow, 733 00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:46,400 Speaker 1: first class tickets called sixteen grand, I mean business classics 734 00:32:46,440 --> 00:32:49,760 Speaker 1: called sixteen grand. My assistance in flight to Dubai already, 735 00:32:49,840 --> 00:32:51,560 Speaker 1: So now to reschedule the flight, I don't even know 736 00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:53,640 Speaker 1: how to do that. Thank god he had WiFi. So 737 00:32:53,800 --> 00:32:55,800 Speaker 1: I'm trying to now find a way to get there's 738 00:32:55,800 --> 00:32:57,600 Speaker 1: no more flights, trying to find a way to get 739 00:32:57,640 --> 00:32:59,480 Speaker 1: to New York, to get on the flight because I 740 00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:02,280 Speaker 1: have two more friends flying from New York. So I 741 00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:03,960 Speaker 1: called him, find a jet to get to New York. 742 00:33:04,040 --> 00:33:07,280 Speaker 1: That's twenty thousand. Can't find a jet. Find two flights, 743 00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:09,360 Speaker 1: first thing in the morning, that lands at nine thirty, 744 00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:11,680 Speaker 1: but the next flight is at eleven am. So we 745 00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:14,120 Speaker 1: make the flight along. Story short. He ruined everything, ruining 746 00:33:14,120 --> 00:33:16,440 Speaker 1: all the energy, and we don't talk anymore. But you 747 00:33:16,520 --> 00:33:19,200 Speaker 1: brought one up by name up, yeah, I'm followed him, 748 00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:22,160 Speaker 1: he following yore. So then let's get into because you're 749 00:33:22,200 --> 00:33:25,920 Speaker 1: dropping all say something that don't regret anything. The reason 750 00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:28,120 Speaker 1: why right now I'm talking very freely, and they're gonna 751 00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:30,360 Speaker 1: be people who say, you know, who would have fucked 752 00:33:30,400 --> 00:33:32,240 Speaker 1: that fat nigga? Or I wouldn't fuck the nigga now, 753 00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:35,480 Speaker 1: or that niggas I don't care about. I don't subscribe 754 00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:37,280 Speaker 1: to none of that. But the reason why I tell 755 00:33:37,320 --> 00:33:40,440 Speaker 1: the stories is because I've come a long way and 756 00:33:40,520 --> 00:33:42,600 Speaker 1: the fact that we're black or people of color and 757 00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:45,920 Speaker 1: therapy and we're talking very openly about decisions that we 758 00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:47,640 Speaker 1: made that we regret. I think there's a lot of 759 00:33:47,680 --> 00:33:49,959 Speaker 1: people watching, even though they're watching in judgment, who are 760 00:33:50,040 --> 00:33:53,040 Speaker 1: making horrible decisions themselves, can see like yo, I can 761 00:33:53,120 --> 00:33:55,720 Speaker 1: be honest and not feel afraid of that one I 762 00:33:55,840 --> 00:33:57,920 Speaker 1: tell another horrible decsion masons. I'm here in New York. 763 00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:00,040 Speaker 1: I moved to New York and when I live in 764 00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:01,640 Speaker 1: LA I lived at the W So I said, when 765 00:34:01,640 --> 00:34:03,160 Speaker 1: I moved to New York, I'm like, I want to 766 00:34:03,200 --> 00:34:07,440 Speaker 1: move to the hood. I want to move where No, no, no, 767 00:34:07,960 --> 00:34:10,879 Speaker 1: back then it wasn't. This was literally right when now 768 00:34:11,040 --> 00:34:13,719 Speaker 1: it's trash, but back then it wasn't. And I said, 769 00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:15,239 Speaker 1: I want to move to New York and I want 770 00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:17,800 Speaker 1: to live wherever there are Dominicans. So I moved to 771 00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:20,640 Speaker 1: Washington Heights one seventy seven and four Washington. We just 772 00:34:20,840 --> 00:34:24,719 Speaker 1: we just talked about Dominican niggas. Literally, that's because I 773 00:34:24,800 --> 00:34:27,320 Speaker 1: had met a Dominican somewhere, and I think in Rhode Island. 774 00:34:27,360 --> 00:34:30,239 Speaker 1: I was like, what are you like? I never saw 775 00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:33,920 Speaker 1: y'all before. Oh and Kate Verdiens all y'all niggas could beamn. No, 776 00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:40,560 Speaker 1: actually don't, I'm your husband? No you think so? Yeah, 777 00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:43,640 Speaker 1: I would want to get married for the wedding because 778 00:34:43,680 --> 00:34:45,920 Speaker 1: you know pictures. You know what's crazy My first day 779 00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:48,120 Speaker 1: that about Indian weddings. She just want to marry Indians 780 00:34:48,160 --> 00:34:49,640 Speaker 1: just so she can have an Indian girl. When the 781 00:34:49,800 --> 00:34:52,879 Speaker 1: LA comes out, I ain't gonna hold you hilarious. It's 782 00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:56,000 Speaker 1: a ga. So I moved to the to Washington Heights 783 00:34:56,160 --> 00:34:58,480 Speaker 1: and I fell in love with the whole block. The 784 00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:03,239 Speaker 1: old block is popping right, and uh, I ended up 785 00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:06,719 Speaker 1: so caught up in these Dominicans that this was way 786 00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:08,759 Speaker 1: before loving him. But this is way before a Hollywood like. 787 00:35:08,880 --> 00:35:10,759 Speaker 1: I would be very clear, this before I had any 788 00:35:10,800 --> 00:35:14,520 Speaker 1: ambition to be an entertainment. I've found myself fucking a 789 00:35:14,600 --> 00:35:17,480 Speaker 1: Dominican in an abandoned department. That's when I knew I 790 00:35:17,600 --> 00:35:19,319 Speaker 1: hit an all time low. I don't know if that's 791 00:35:19,320 --> 00:35:21,759 Speaker 1: a low. Okay, wait, there are mattress on the flow 792 00:35:21,920 --> 00:35:26,680 Speaker 1: where y'all abandon apartment? So was there furniture? Ah? No, 793 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,880 Speaker 1: it was what one? How did you know there was 794 00:35:29,920 --> 00:35:32,440 Speaker 1: in the bandon department? And too? How did we end 795 00:35:32,520 --> 00:35:34,200 Speaker 1: up in an abandon apart and why are we in 796 00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:38,160 Speaker 1: a trip house? So that's what I knew. I had 797 00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:39,920 Speaker 1: an all time low. Have you ever fucked in a 798 00:35:39,960 --> 00:35:42,560 Speaker 1: trip house? I told you I don't like good guys. 799 00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:46,200 Speaker 1: Oh you know that's my fam don't know. I know 800 00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:48,439 Speaker 1: too many of my niggas make legal money. I ain't 801 00:35:48,440 --> 00:35:50,120 Speaker 1: gotta deal with that. See, but it's not as gird 802 00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:53,279 Speaker 1: of mine. The gun under the pillow is really I 803 00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:55,320 Speaker 1: told you, see what I mean? No, I told you 804 00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:57,400 Speaker 1: I was just in Atlanta hanging out with my friends. 805 00:35:57,600 --> 00:35:59,360 Speaker 1: And the fact that all my friends was carrying I 806 00:35:59,480 --> 00:36:00,880 Speaker 1: was like, you know what I sound like. I live 807 00:36:00,920 --> 00:36:03,719 Speaker 1: at the w in Hollywood. Now that's what I got. 808 00:36:03,800 --> 00:36:06,120 Speaker 1: Got guns, I gotta I got a shotgun on the 809 00:36:06,160 --> 00:36:08,080 Speaker 1: side of my bed. I have a nine millimeter on 810 00:36:08,160 --> 00:36:10,719 Speaker 1: my nights and I have an Air fifteen land against it. 811 00:36:10,800 --> 00:36:12,400 Speaker 1: I don't play, but you have to have gall in 812 00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:15,080 Speaker 1: your house. It's something that's which I ain't gonna hold you. 813 00:36:15,120 --> 00:36:17,080 Speaker 1: Sometimes I'll be sleeping looking at the ship, like, who 814 00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:20,000 Speaker 1: would I do? Someone busting his house you don't like, 815 00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:23,480 Speaker 1: And then be like, and the way my house is built, 816 00:36:23,560 --> 00:36:25,400 Speaker 1: like it's gonna take you time to get to me. 817 00:36:25,640 --> 00:36:29,759 Speaker 1: So like, no, no, no, you know so crazy. People 818 00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:31,799 Speaker 1: actually be trying to come to my house. I had 819 00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:33,480 Speaker 1: somebody come to my group of people came to my 820 00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:35,480 Speaker 1: house one day. I heard noise outside. I look outside 821 00:36:35,520 --> 00:36:37,400 Speaker 1: and it's like they're walking up to the door. So 822 00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:39,680 Speaker 1: my house is this four levels, so I'm on the 823 00:36:39,760 --> 00:36:41,400 Speaker 1: third level. I walk on the background out. It was 824 00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:43,880 Speaker 1: a TMZ tour. I walked out. I walked out with 825 00:36:43,920 --> 00:36:45,680 Speaker 1: an Air fifteen. I turned a little red light on 826 00:36:46,760 --> 00:36:48,879 Speaker 1: and I put it right on a motherfucking ass. I said, 827 00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:50,960 Speaker 1: what what what youre doing? They start at a gun, 828 00:36:51,040 --> 00:36:53,160 Speaker 1: they start running, I would shoot this whole block up. 829 00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:55,759 Speaker 1: I would like, all you know, that's key for are 830 00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:59,439 Speaker 1: crazy ass, that's audacious. Bandy and I had a weird 831 00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:01,320 Speaker 1: situation too, where we had to like kind of just 832 00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:03,400 Speaker 1: you know, she changed her name at the hotel and 833 00:37:03,480 --> 00:37:05,080 Speaker 1: shit like that. And I think about it all the 834 00:37:05,120 --> 00:37:07,280 Speaker 1: time when I walk my dog and I'm in West Hollywood, 835 00:37:07,480 --> 00:37:09,719 Speaker 1: I'll be thinking I'm safe. No, you have to think. 836 00:37:09,960 --> 00:37:11,440 Speaker 1: I don't go to grocery stores. I don't go to 837 00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:14,320 Speaker 1: gas stations. I don't go to banks. Really, um, I 838 00:37:14,400 --> 00:37:16,400 Speaker 1: don't go to anywhere I gotta. I don't sit in 839 00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:19,759 Speaker 1: restaurants as much. Oh no, no, not in LA not 840 00:37:19,920 --> 00:37:21,759 Speaker 1: really anywhere. I mean there's some restaurants like I'll go 841 00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:25,919 Speaker 1: to Ava Damn damn more ship. Look, they got either 842 00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:30,239 Speaker 1: in New York now, but you know there's one thing. 843 00:37:31,480 --> 00:37:34,239 Speaker 1: There's someplace, but there's really no safe place anymore. I 844 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:36,839 Speaker 1: don't think the avandoned house was that crazy. I wanted 845 00:37:36,840 --> 00:37:39,040 Speaker 1: to become harder than hit. Okay, I got one more stup. 846 00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:42,160 Speaker 1: I think I ever told this one. Back in the 847 00:37:42,239 --> 00:37:45,200 Speaker 1: day before entertainment, before all of that. Um, I used 848 00:37:45,239 --> 00:37:47,239 Speaker 1: to work for a union and we would have you know, 849 00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:50,919 Speaker 1: um conferences and stuff. And we were working with Jesse 850 00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:53,480 Speaker 1: Jackson Rambo Push Coalition and they have this annual thing 851 00:37:53,520 --> 00:37:58,279 Speaker 1: in Chicago. I had never been a life of goddamn it. 852 00:37:58,400 --> 00:37:59,759 Speaker 1: I was like, I can tell you when I'm working 853 00:37:59,800 --> 00:38:03,080 Speaker 1: for too. But that's the story. Wow three years that 854 00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:06,040 Speaker 1: was bullshit. No, but I found myself going to this 855 00:38:06,080 --> 00:38:08,839 Speaker 1: conference and I have a phobia that I don't even 856 00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:10,439 Speaker 1: know if I've ever talked about. But I can't share 857 00:38:10,480 --> 00:38:13,360 Speaker 1: the room with people like I can't be paired up 858 00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:14,680 Speaker 1: with people I don't like being in the room with, 859 00:38:14,840 --> 00:38:16,719 Speaker 1: especially I don't know you. Because and when you work 860 00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:19,160 Speaker 1: for a union, sometimes we'll send your way on conferences. 861 00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:20,560 Speaker 1: They'll put you in a room to share with a 862 00:38:20,640 --> 00:38:23,640 Speaker 1: co worker. I don't even if we work together, know 863 00:38:23,719 --> 00:38:25,800 Speaker 1: each other, we friends that were I don't want to 864 00:38:25,920 --> 00:38:28,279 Speaker 1: I need my space. I don't like that whatever. So 865 00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:30,120 Speaker 1: they put me that I go to this conference. They 866 00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:35,040 Speaker 1: put me in a room with a pastor. This fucking 867 00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:40,520 Speaker 1: nigga's praying and shit, you know, like no, no, I understand, no, 868 00:38:40,680 --> 00:38:43,600 Speaker 1: he's like he's so I walk in, you know, my 869 00:38:43,800 --> 00:38:47,040 Speaker 1: gas and the fucking pastors there and he gets on 870 00:38:47,120 --> 00:38:49,560 Speaker 1: his knees and he starts praying and im and I'm 871 00:38:49,640 --> 00:38:53,160 Speaker 1: standing there. No, he's bibles laid on the bed. He 872 00:38:53,360 --> 00:38:57,800 Speaker 1: literally looked like Marl Luther King. He got on his 873 00:38:57,920 --> 00:39:02,320 Speaker 1: knees and he started praying right, and so I'm standing there. No, 874 00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:04,839 Speaker 1: I'm standing there like like nigga. This is a long 875 00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:09,279 Speaker 1: ass prayer. Right. So he stops praying. He's like, how 876 00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:11,520 Speaker 1: you doing, young man. I'm like, I'm doing great, sir, 877 00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:15,319 Speaker 1: how are you doing doing fine? So? Okay, Uh, how 878 00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:18,719 Speaker 1: often do you pray? Well? You know, I pray all 879 00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:21,680 Speaker 1: throughout the day because the Good Lord. I understand. I understand. 880 00:39:21,719 --> 00:39:27,480 Speaker 1: But um, I'm I'm a heathen. I'm in Chicago. These 881 00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:29,719 Speaker 1: niggas is out here. I'm about to go to the game. 882 00:39:29,719 --> 00:39:33,759 Speaker 1: I don't tell I'm going to get club. So I 883 00:39:33,960 --> 00:39:38,040 Speaker 1: go to the gay club and I am having a 884 00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:39,919 Speaker 1: great time. I have a friend, I had a frend 885 00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:43,239 Speaker 1: of Chicago and uh, long story, sure we're having a 886 00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:45,680 Speaker 1: great time. We end up getting sucked up and I 887 00:39:45,960 --> 00:39:49,520 Speaker 1: fucked him behind the club on a cardboard box. This 888 00:39:49,640 --> 00:39:53,160 Speaker 1: is how pathetically addicted to being a horrid It's a 889 00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:57,960 Speaker 1: horrible decision. First of all, the way these knees are 890 00:39:58,000 --> 00:40:00,560 Speaker 1: built at forty five, I ain't getting ground. I ain't 891 00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:02,160 Speaker 1: even getting on carpet at this point, or you know 892 00:40:02,200 --> 00:40:03,480 Speaker 1: what I mean. Like and first of all, I don't 893 00:40:03,480 --> 00:40:06,160 Speaker 1: even get all my knees like that. But I'm still 894 00:40:06,200 --> 00:40:08,160 Speaker 1: a good time. So yeah. So anyway, I come back 895 00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:11,320 Speaker 1: from fucking this nigga behind the club in Chicago, on 896 00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:14,480 Speaker 1: the ground on a cardboard box, and I still feel 897 00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:17,359 Speaker 1: great about myself, have high self, the same confidence the world. 898 00:40:17,360 --> 00:40:19,520 Speaker 1: And I'm going home. But there's a pastor there, right, 899 00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:21,320 Speaker 1: So I come back. I walk in. The nigga is 900 00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:24,359 Speaker 1: sitting up waiting for me to pray, and I said 901 00:40:24,440 --> 00:40:26,239 Speaker 1: to him, and I looked him dead in the space, 902 00:40:26,760 --> 00:40:29,759 Speaker 1: and I said, no disrespect. I've been drinking. I just 903 00:40:29,840 --> 00:40:32,279 Speaker 1: fucked somebody behind the club. I ain't about to sit here. 904 00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:34,960 Speaker 1: That nigga got up all his ship, got the fuck 905 00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:37,680 Speaker 1: out there. He was like this, He made a whole thing. 906 00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:41,120 Speaker 1: So now here comes Jesse Jackson, people you know, the 907 00:40:41,239 --> 00:40:45,200 Speaker 1: next day, judging me and shit, Now, ain't y'all pastors? 908 00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:49,960 Speaker 1: Because the Lord that I knew took wars in Look 909 00:40:50,000 --> 00:40:53,280 Speaker 1: at you that's what he did. He did. The Bible 910 00:40:53,360 --> 00:40:56,160 Speaker 1: says no one sin is greater than another sin. So 911 00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:59,160 Speaker 1: if you lied about your weight on your DNV license 912 00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:03,320 Speaker 1: and I fucked somebody I just met behind the club, nigga, 913 00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:07,200 Speaker 1: who's going ahead? We both going here apparently because so 914 00:41:07,680 --> 00:41:10,399 Speaker 1: so it's sort of like, you know, I saw early 915 00:41:10,520 --> 00:41:12,879 Speaker 1: on that you know, sometimes the people, even the people 916 00:41:12,920 --> 00:41:16,520 Speaker 1: in the church, they made horrible decision in judging us sinners. 917 00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:18,080 Speaker 1: But now you know, I don't know where that that 918 00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:20,000 Speaker 1: pastor is now, but that nigga. I ain't never seen 919 00:41:20,040 --> 00:41:21,640 Speaker 1: a nigga get up and get his ship so fast 920 00:41:21,680 --> 00:41:23,480 Speaker 1: and get out of there. I can't. I just imagine 921 00:41:23,480 --> 00:41:25,600 Speaker 1: the Bible being fumbled. Oh, he was waiting up for 922 00:41:25,640 --> 00:41:27,640 Speaker 1: me to pray, and soon I walked in. He's sitting there, 923 00:41:27,760 --> 00:41:31,480 Speaker 1: like what is you sitting up? And like sitting and 924 00:41:31,560 --> 00:41:33,440 Speaker 1: it's probably like three and the more he is sitting 925 00:41:33,520 --> 00:41:36,719 Speaker 1: three am, he is sitting up and I'm waiting and 926 00:41:36,840 --> 00:41:39,719 Speaker 1: I and I said, and I see him and I'm like, 927 00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:42,000 Speaker 1: what's up? He like, Yo, I've just been waiting for 928 00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:43,840 Speaker 1: you to pray. I sitting on nigga now, and I 929 00:41:43,920 --> 00:41:45,680 Speaker 1: knew I'm about to let you. I'm about to give 930 00:41:45,719 --> 00:41:48,279 Speaker 1: you something to go pray about that, run to your 931 00:41:48,320 --> 00:41:55,239 Speaker 1: prayer closet. When you said I don't get on my 932 00:41:55,320 --> 00:41:57,399 Speaker 1: knees like that, do you mean you're not a giver 933 00:41:57,719 --> 00:42:01,839 Speaker 1: or you just no? I mean, don't get me wrong. 934 00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:04,560 Speaker 1: I mean you know I'm gonna do whatever the situation 935 00:42:05,480 --> 00:42:08,840 Speaker 1: calls for. I mean, I fucked in showers, bathtubs. I 936 00:42:08,920 --> 00:42:11,279 Speaker 1: mean I've done I've I've lived a life, I've done it, 937 00:42:11,360 --> 00:42:13,640 Speaker 1: and I still will do it because I'm a pleaser, 938 00:42:13,719 --> 00:42:15,839 Speaker 1: so I want to please the person I'm with. I'm 939 00:42:15,880 --> 00:42:18,320 Speaker 1: just saying I'm not like I'm not just gonna be 940 00:42:18,480 --> 00:42:22,319 Speaker 1: on my knees, uh, sucking dick and doing all types 941 00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:23,759 Speaker 1: of shit just to be doing it. Have I done it? 942 00:42:23,840 --> 00:42:26,280 Speaker 1: Will I do? Of course? Of course? Am I receiver? 943 00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:27,600 Speaker 1: Or what are you asking me if I'm the top 944 00:42:27,640 --> 00:42:30,359 Speaker 1: of a bottom? No? No, no, ask a direct question. 945 00:42:30,920 --> 00:42:32,600 Speaker 1: I want to know, like are you are you a giver? 946 00:42:32,680 --> 00:42:34,560 Speaker 1: Because when you said I don't give a giver of what? 947 00:42:35,239 --> 00:42:38,200 Speaker 1: Sucking dick? Yeah, of course, but but sucking dick or 948 00:42:38,239 --> 00:42:40,120 Speaker 1: get my dick sucked? That's I mean, yeah, of course, 949 00:42:40,200 --> 00:42:43,760 Speaker 1: I mean I think any if you are sexual, woman 950 00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:46,040 Speaker 1: or man, and you don't suck dick, you're trash. You 951 00:42:46,120 --> 00:42:50,480 Speaker 1: do give me top energy bottom for love. No, really, 952 00:42:51,200 --> 00:42:52,839 Speaker 1: and I'll tell you why I won't let anybody fuck 953 00:42:52,880 --> 00:42:54,560 Speaker 1: me in It's not. It's not because I'm afraid to 954 00:42:54,560 --> 00:42:56,880 Speaker 1: get fucked or I think getting fucked hurts or whatever 955 00:42:57,239 --> 00:42:59,000 Speaker 1: may be a good time. I mean, we all know where, 956 00:42:59,320 --> 00:43:01,719 Speaker 1: we all know where or a man's m G spot 957 00:43:01,880 --> 00:43:03,400 Speaker 1: is and his wrecking we know that. So and I 958 00:43:03,480 --> 00:43:06,040 Speaker 1: see the pleasure that I've given to a lot of people, 959 00:43:06,080 --> 00:43:07,719 Speaker 1: and I know I know where it is. I know 960 00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:11,000 Speaker 1: where the promised land is on a man. Um. Let's 961 00:43:11,040 --> 00:43:15,759 Speaker 1: be clear. It's only because if you fucked me and 962 00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:17,759 Speaker 1: you go and tell somebody you fucked me the way 963 00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:19,360 Speaker 1: that people be saying, like, yo, I fucked her, I 964 00:43:19,920 --> 00:43:22,040 Speaker 1: put my all my dicking. I saw online yesterday this 965 00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:23,880 Speaker 1: man was online talking to people and he put his 966 00:43:23,920 --> 00:43:25,719 Speaker 1: phone in his pocket and went and fucked a girl 967 00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:27,880 Speaker 1: and let everybody hear it. I felt like that was 968 00:43:27,960 --> 00:43:31,920 Speaker 1: such a violation. I was so disrespectful, And I just 969 00:43:32,040 --> 00:43:35,600 Speaker 1: feel like your private intimate moment should be valued at 970 00:43:35,640 --> 00:43:39,399 Speaker 1: a place where you don't hurt the other person. I've 971 00:43:39,400 --> 00:43:41,000 Speaker 1: never fucked somebody and been like yo, yo yo, I 972 00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:43,000 Speaker 1: fucked nig now the nigga. I told y'all that try 973 00:43:43,040 --> 00:43:44,799 Speaker 1: to extore me for money and all that. Y'all told 974 00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:47,160 Speaker 1: that story because he tried me. So since he wanted 975 00:43:47,160 --> 00:43:48,120 Speaker 1: to put it out there, I just put it my 976 00:43:48,160 --> 00:43:49,879 Speaker 1: tea out there with myself. But I don't I prob 977 00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:53,319 Speaker 1: myself in protecting people's privacy. Um yeah, I don't think 978 00:43:53,360 --> 00:43:56,160 Speaker 1: I could handle the disrespect of somebody say but what 979 00:43:56,239 --> 00:43:58,480 Speaker 1: does love mean? I've been in love and I've fell 980 00:43:58,520 --> 00:44:00,760 Speaker 1: out of love. I mean, you you're talking to having children, 981 00:44:00,840 --> 00:44:03,440 Speaker 1: so marriage maybe having the big way, Maybe that'll be 982 00:44:03,480 --> 00:44:06,600 Speaker 1: the day. But I do think vulnerability, most of my 983 00:44:06,680 --> 00:44:08,640 Speaker 1: friends being vulnerable don't mean you got to open up 984 00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:12,200 Speaker 1: your asshole. It doesn't. I think that your response to 985 00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:15,439 Speaker 1: it seems like it's a vulnerable. No, no, no, I'm 986 00:44:15,480 --> 00:44:18,160 Speaker 1: all for being vulnerable. I recently had somebody going in 987 00:44:18,239 --> 00:44:20,879 Speaker 1: do an interview where they talked about as fucking, which 988 00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:23,279 Speaker 1: again I don't understand what that is, a cloud or whatever, 989 00:44:23,680 --> 00:44:25,960 Speaker 1: and they said somebody like, yeah, Jason wanted me to 990 00:44:26,040 --> 00:44:28,359 Speaker 1: put my fingers in his ass. I called, I said listen, 991 00:44:29,719 --> 00:44:32,120 Speaker 1: I'm not ashamed if I want, if I wanted somebody 992 00:44:32,200 --> 00:44:34,760 Speaker 1: put their finger in my ass, I'm not ashamed of that. However, 993 00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:38,080 Speaker 1: I know that in forty five years, I've never asked 994 00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:40,120 Speaker 1: anybody to put their fingers in my ass. Well, you 995 00:44:40,160 --> 00:44:41,759 Speaker 1: were drunk, I said. Well, if I was drunk and 996 00:44:41,840 --> 00:44:43,880 Speaker 1: you put your fingers in my ass, that means you 997 00:44:43,920 --> 00:44:45,920 Speaker 1: took advantage of me while I was passed out. And 998 00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:48,520 Speaker 1: that's a conversation I'm willing to have. I'm willing to 999 00:44:48,680 --> 00:44:51,320 Speaker 1: I'm but I'm willing to have that with the police, 1000 00:44:51,680 --> 00:44:55,520 Speaker 1: with the Internet, with you. So what happened? Okay, So okay, great. 1001 00:44:55,719 --> 00:44:57,759 Speaker 1: Just want to be very clear because if you try 1002 00:44:57,800 --> 00:44:59,400 Speaker 1: to use me for Cloud, if you try to expose 1003 00:44:59,440 --> 00:45:02,640 Speaker 1: our personal having intimate moments for Cloud, that's the shit 1004 00:45:02,680 --> 00:45:05,840 Speaker 1: I can't handle. And that's why I'm very careful about 1005 00:45:05,880 --> 00:45:08,800 Speaker 1: the individual of that. Bobby Lights made me scared of 1006 00:45:08,920 --> 00:45:11,920 Speaker 1: that watching that show. Really executive produce that show, I 1007 00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:14,279 Speaker 1: know I was. I was such a fan of watching it. 1008 00:45:14,360 --> 00:45:17,400 Speaker 1: I really enjoyed it. I loved that. You know, there 1009 00:45:17,440 --> 00:45:19,560 Speaker 1: weren't any like I'm scared to be gay stories. I 1010 00:45:19,680 --> 00:45:22,000 Speaker 1: kind of thought somebody would have that especially, um was 1011 00:45:22,040 --> 00:45:24,719 Speaker 1: it so was the same soul? Oh so yeah? So 1012 00:45:24,920 --> 00:45:26,680 Speaker 1: never really but so if you go to this Twitter, 1013 00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:29,000 Speaker 1: I mean, but just being happy about being who they are. 1014 00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:31,359 Speaker 1: That was great to see. But one day all talk 1015 00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:33,320 Speaker 1: I watched all of them are only fans and Twitter, 1016 00:45:33,719 --> 00:45:35,719 Speaker 1: and I was like, this is ruining for me. I 1017 00:45:35,800 --> 00:45:37,239 Speaker 1: don't want to hear y'all talk. Let me just see 1018 00:45:37,320 --> 00:45:40,520 Speaker 1: bigger as Dixie. But I'm gonna tell you who's fumbled 1019 00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:41,719 Speaker 1: the bag. I told them we need to do a 1020 00:45:41,800 --> 00:45:43,520 Speaker 1: charm school with that whole cast and bring it more 1021 00:45:43,640 --> 00:45:45,680 Speaker 1: like and let me host that shit. I would have 1022 00:45:45,760 --> 00:45:48,040 Speaker 1: hosted it. I mean, we're still talking. But that cast 1023 00:45:48,239 --> 00:45:52,440 Speaker 1: was a shot. It was a good cast, but only 1024 00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:54,720 Speaker 1: because I knew half of them and rolland Ray sitting 1025 00:45:54,760 --> 00:45:58,040 Speaker 1: on the other. But Hot Will I watched it every night. 1026 00:45:58,080 --> 00:45:59,600 Speaker 1: I watched it twice every nigga they came over to. 1027 00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:01,880 Speaker 1: I was like, some watch my show well. And when 1028 00:46:01,920 --> 00:46:04,359 Speaker 1: I told how Hot Wills to roll out, the whole 1029 00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:08,120 Speaker 1: wheelchair community got said rollout, nigga, bitch shell me again 1030 00:46:08,320 --> 00:46:10,880 Speaker 1: and they all said roll out. She said, that's we 1031 00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:12,840 Speaker 1: had a guest on here with a wheelchair hold on 1032 00:46:12,920 --> 00:46:14,760 Speaker 1: that whole tried me. She did he said I couldn't 1033 00:46:14,760 --> 00:46:16,239 Speaker 1: suck it. I said, bit, Y'll roll you out of here. 1034 00:46:16,520 --> 00:46:20,680 Speaker 1: But but I still liked her. But no, that Bobby 1035 00:46:20,840 --> 00:46:24,080 Speaker 1: lights being. I mean just watching people who loved on 1036 00:46:24,200 --> 00:46:25,840 Speaker 1: him in one moment and then turn on him. I 1037 00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:29,080 Speaker 1: was so disgussed. You know, when you do like loving hip, 1038 00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:31,160 Speaker 1: are you do reality shows? You see how sometimes it 1039 00:46:31,200 --> 00:46:33,840 Speaker 1: feels scripted or it's that show was not scripted. I 1040 00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:35,759 Speaker 1: literally walked through the house every day like, hey, how 1041 00:46:35,760 --> 00:46:37,680 Speaker 1: are you doing. I would come to set every day. 1042 00:46:38,200 --> 00:46:40,480 Speaker 1: First of all, I was an executive producer, like I 1043 00:46:40,560 --> 00:46:42,520 Speaker 1: was gonna be a passive executivedce just put my name 1044 00:46:42,600 --> 00:46:45,080 Speaker 1: on in like you know, cast whatever. But once I 1045 00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:47,120 Speaker 1: met the guys and I saw how great they were. 1046 00:46:47,160 --> 00:46:50,000 Speaker 1: I would come to set with bottles of nineteen forty 1047 00:46:50,040 --> 00:46:51,480 Speaker 1: two and I'd be like, what's going on? And they'd 1048 00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:53,360 Speaker 1: be like, Yo, that motherfucker it was over. There was 1049 00:46:53,400 --> 00:46:55,640 Speaker 1: on Jack. We don't like looking at Jack, Like what 1050 00:46:55,719 --> 00:46:59,319 Speaker 1: about them? That motherfucker was sucking his dick my girlfriend away? 1051 00:46:59,360 --> 00:47:01,759 Speaker 1: And do you know what I did? Watch the X Room? 1052 00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:04,839 Speaker 1: Did you hear I was gas lighting them all day? 1053 00:47:04,880 --> 00:47:06,360 Speaker 1: And as soon as them cameras came on, they was 1054 00:47:06,360 --> 00:47:08,200 Speaker 1: beating each other ass. Shout out to that cash. Y'all 1055 00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:10,880 Speaker 1: did a great They were great. They were who impressed 1056 00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:13,600 Speaker 1: you the most on it? On that show? You know what, 1057 00:47:13,840 --> 00:47:16,080 Speaker 1: I think Bobby's a star. I think rolland raised the 1058 00:47:16,120 --> 00:47:18,799 Speaker 1: star brought rolland Raider to Zeus. They impressed in terms 1059 00:47:18,840 --> 00:47:22,000 Speaker 1: of the cast. Um no, I mean, guess they're part 1060 00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:23,839 Speaker 1: of the cast. Bobby impressed me too. I wasn't all 1061 00:47:23,880 --> 00:47:26,120 Speaker 1: of them all they all did, but Bobby was great 1062 00:47:26,239 --> 00:47:28,880 Speaker 1: and I felt like I loved seeing him get emotional 1063 00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:30,880 Speaker 1: and seeing him cry like that to me made it 1064 00:47:30,920 --> 00:47:33,200 Speaker 1: feel real because he went in really wanting to be 1065 00:47:33,320 --> 00:47:35,239 Speaker 1: in love and he wanted to find out. Now the 1066 00:47:35,280 --> 00:47:38,240 Speaker 1: reunion was a hot ass man. Because of that reunion, 1067 00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:40,480 Speaker 1: I don't plan on most anymore real. That's just not 1068 00:47:40,680 --> 00:47:43,640 Speaker 1: I'm good like. I don't know how you weren't like it. 1069 00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:46,600 Speaker 1: That was crazy. I was watching it. It was nothing 1070 00:47:46,640 --> 00:47:49,239 Speaker 1: but fight like. It was pausing and fighting and it 1071 00:47:49,360 --> 00:47:51,239 Speaker 1: was a lot. That was the best show Zeus had. 1072 00:47:51,239 --> 00:47:53,360 Speaker 1: But Jocelyn, I guess it takes the cake, but it 1073 00:47:53,560 --> 00:47:55,400 Speaker 1: was the best show. Well. I felt like they were 1074 00:47:55,440 --> 00:47:57,759 Speaker 1: fighting for something. They were fighting for love, and they 1075 00:47:57,920 --> 00:48:00,680 Speaker 1: literally were fighting for love. Dmitri was there, the white 1076 00:48:00,719 --> 00:48:03,960 Speaker 1: boy who Dmitri the day I met, the first day 1077 00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:06,520 Speaker 1: I got there. Off camera, he says, oh, I know 1078 00:48:06,680 --> 00:48:09,160 Speaker 1: who you are. I know who you are. I saw 1079 00:48:09,280 --> 00:48:11,239 Speaker 1: you on a flight before you were in Coach. I said, 1080 00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:13,799 Speaker 1: first of all, And there's no coach shaming going on here, 1081 00:48:14,280 --> 00:48:17,000 Speaker 1: right but you but on Jet Blue. I've never flown Coach. 1082 00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:19,560 Speaker 1: I've only flown Mint, so that's not true. I guess 1083 00:48:19,600 --> 00:48:21,480 Speaker 1: he was a flight attendant. He was trying to read 1084 00:48:21,520 --> 00:48:23,040 Speaker 1: me off camera. I said, let me tell you something. 1085 00:48:23,040 --> 00:48:25,919 Speaker 1: I'm not a part of this cast. The security ain't 1086 00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:28,080 Speaker 1: gonna hold me back. So you watch him out like 1087 00:48:28,360 --> 00:48:30,320 Speaker 1: I'm really about all that action you want. And so 1088 00:48:30,440 --> 00:48:33,680 Speaker 1: then the whole cast turned on him. Right then, that's 1089 00:48:33,719 --> 00:48:35,120 Speaker 1: how it started. They were like, first of all, I 1090 00:48:35,120 --> 00:48:37,000 Speaker 1: don't disrespect like because they the cast gave me a 1091 00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:39,160 Speaker 1: lot of respect. Don't know, because it was a black 1092 00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:41,040 Speaker 1: show as a white dude, Dame Dimitri. They all called 1093 00:48:41,120 --> 00:48:45,000 Speaker 1: him Demetrius, but I called him Demitrius. You. I thought 1094 00:48:45,000 --> 00:48:48,520 Speaker 1: this was that show, and you also, being in therapy 1095 00:48:48,600 --> 00:48:52,320 Speaker 1: and wanting love, would you know people for love you 1096 00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:56,120 Speaker 1: don't even they don't even finish that statement, do not 1097 00:48:56,200 --> 00:48:59,440 Speaker 1: because words have power in the manifestation. What happened. No, 1098 00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:01,279 Speaker 1: they've proach you about doing the day and show. I 1099 00:49:01,360 --> 00:49:03,239 Speaker 1: said to Zeus, first thing you're gonna do is bring 1100 00:49:03,320 --> 00:49:08,520 Speaker 1: a midget, and everybody knows, I'm afraid. I'm afraid. Listen, 1101 00:49:08,560 --> 00:49:13,040 Speaker 1: we're not bleeping that shitt y'all I had imagined on 1102 00:49:13,120 --> 00:49:15,880 Speaker 1: my show once I said, hop up here, let's talk whatever, 1103 00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:19,440 Speaker 1: here's the deal, here's the here's the deal. You're going 1104 00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:23,000 Speaker 1: to offend somebody, okay, always, so just fuck it, you 1105 00:49:23,080 --> 00:49:25,520 Speaker 1: know whatever, Get your little ass in here and listen 1106 00:49:25,560 --> 00:49:27,960 Speaker 1: to what I'm saying. Okay, No, if I date, what 1107 00:49:28,040 --> 00:49:30,000 Speaker 1: they're gonna do is they're gonna find all the people 1108 00:49:30,200 --> 00:49:32,520 Speaker 1: that I do not want a day and I got 1109 00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:34,160 Speaker 1: to go on a date with it. But you should, 1110 00:49:34,200 --> 00:49:36,880 Speaker 1: Bobby help you because you got we're gonna what we're 1111 00:49:36,880 --> 00:49:40,000 Speaker 1: gonna work like, we gonna stop it. I'm gonna bring 1112 00:49:40,040 --> 00:49:42,200 Speaker 1: a high chair now here we are. No. And then 1113 00:49:42,280 --> 00:49:44,680 Speaker 1: now my whole brand, Yeah that my whole brands sucked 1114 00:49:44,719 --> 00:49:46,000 Speaker 1: up because I didn't got into it. What I mention 1115 00:49:46,120 --> 00:49:48,800 Speaker 1: this person. This person hit my knees and shit, and 1116 00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:51,719 Speaker 1: I'm trying to explain no, no, no, so no, I 1117 00:49:51,760 --> 00:49:55,840 Speaker 1: won't do to give you ask and up um, I 1118 00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:58,000 Speaker 1: like to lay down and get my dick. You like 1119 00:49:58,120 --> 00:50:06,080 Speaker 1: to lay down? Yeah? I like that. I had Okay, 1120 00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:09,319 Speaker 1: I'm in therapy, but I'm on a show. Horrible decision. Yeah, 1121 00:50:09,320 --> 00:50:12,040 Speaker 1: this is work. I meant somebody that I knew and 1122 00:50:12,120 --> 00:50:14,840 Speaker 1: whatever we had a situation ship or whatever. And I 1123 00:50:14,880 --> 00:50:17,600 Speaker 1: remember one time I was on a conference call doing 1124 00:50:17,680 --> 00:50:21,239 Speaker 1: some Kanye business and I'm like, and no, it won't 1125 00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:23,280 Speaker 1: even come. It was zoom, but I was on my phone, 1126 00:50:23,480 --> 00:50:26,439 Speaker 1: but I was calmed down. This motherfucker's sitting there talking 1127 00:50:26,480 --> 00:50:28,160 Speaker 1: to me. Yo, nigga need me. I'm like, yo, I'm 1128 00:50:28,160 --> 00:50:30,759 Speaker 1: wanna call it. Motherfucking out started sucking one did. That 1129 00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:34,080 Speaker 1: was the best conference call I ever had, the best 1130 00:50:34,160 --> 00:50:35,960 Speaker 1: and that was hot. But you know that is I'm 1131 00:50:35,960 --> 00:50:37,520 Speaker 1: all about the moment, the vibe. And you know there's 1132 00:50:37,520 --> 00:50:39,400 Speaker 1: people that I will be interested in that I may 1133 00:50:39,600 --> 00:50:41,200 Speaker 1: want to be oral with you, or I may not 1134 00:50:41,280 --> 00:50:42,520 Speaker 1: want to be oral with you. I may want to fuck, 1135 00:50:42,560 --> 00:50:43,680 Speaker 1: but I may not want to be oral. I mayn't 1136 00:50:43,680 --> 00:50:45,799 Speaker 1: want to cuddle, not fucker, do nothing. It's a vibe 1137 00:50:45,840 --> 00:50:47,080 Speaker 1: for me. If the vibe ain't there. Now, if I 1138 00:50:47,160 --> 00:50:49,920 Speaker 1: find a vibe that's just passion is just on, like 1139 00:50:50,680 --> 00:50:52,680 Speaker 1: just crazy. And I did meet somebody once and do 1140 00:50:52,800 --> 00:50:57,279 Speaker 1: buy that. I mean the passion was crazy. Um. Yeah, 1141 00:50:57,360 --> 00:50:59,080 Speaker 1: then you know we get into it. You're gonna suck 1142 00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:01,759 Speaker 1: me though, because you're going decision to tell people. We 1143 00:51:03,760 --> 00:51:06,640 Speaker 1: don't like exposing I don't like the exposing of people. 1144 00:51:06,640 --> 00:51:10,000 Speaker 1: I think it's corny for everybody. Really. Yeah, we have 1145 00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:14,040 Speaker 1: nicknam inviting people on to me, Like there's that clip 1146 00:51:14,080 --> 00:51:16,520 Speaker 1: of Megan James recently with the young jock thing. Yeah, 1147 00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:18,160 Speaker 1: and I really didn't like seeing it because I'm like, 1148 00:51:18,239 --> 00:51:19,960 Speaker 1: you brought him into your home, your house, you know 1149 00:51:20,000 --> 00:51:23,000 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. She said something like how you stayed 1150 00:51:23,040 --> 00:51:24,640 Speaker 1: relevant all these years of one hit? And she's like, 1151 00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:26,640 Speaker 1: he said, well, I have a lot of hits. She goes, 1152 00:51:26,680 --> 00:51:28,719 Speaker 1: we'll name him or let's let's hear about him. Yeah, 1153 00:51:28,840 --> 00:51:33,120 Speaker 1: and it just kind of fun I'm back and forth. Yeah, 1154 00:51:33,160 --> 00:51:35,160 Speaker 1: they went back and forth on on Twitter, I think, 1155 00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:38,000 Speaker 1: and then she brought him funny Marco. Um, but why 1156 00:51:38,360 --> 00:51:41,000 Speaker 1: bring people on to shit on them? Now, don't get 1157 00:51:41,000 --> 00:51:43,439 Speaker 1: me wrong. If you have a situation that's out, maybe 1158 00:51:43,480 --> 00:51:45,319 Speaker 1: you know you're gonna talk about it in a moment cool, 1159 00:51:45,680 --> 00:51:47,400 Speaker 1: you know, like Black China with her mother. How can 1160 00:51:47,440 --> 00:51:49,640 Speaker 1: you not talk about that? But I think when people 1161 00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:53,160 Speaker 1: blatantly bring someone on an interview to have this gotcha moment, yeah, 1162 00:51:53,280 --> 00:51:57,279 Speaker 1: I don't like that. That really that recently happened to me. 1163 00:51:57,440 --> 00:51:59,839 Speaker 1: I don't know when is this coming out next? Uh? 1164 00:52:00,360 --> 00:52:04,239 Speaker 1: In two weeks? Okay? So um, they there's a there's 1165 00:52:04,280 --> 00:52:06,840 Speaker 1: a platform that shared with me that they're putting me 1166 00:52:06,920 --> 00:52:10,400 Speaker 1: on their most influential list, which great, okay, but but 1167 00:52:10,640 --> 00:52:13,080 Speaker 1: I respect them so much that whatever they want to 1168 00:52:13,080 --> 00:52:14,600 Speaker 1: do an interview with Maul, do it. You know. Let's 1169 00:52:14,680 --> 00:52:16,600 Speaker 1: sure like we built a relationship. Now you want to Okay, 1170 00:52:16,640 --> 00:52:18,239 Speaker 1: I'm gonna come. I'm suport you come on my ship. 1171 00:52:18,680 --> 00:52:20,359 Speaker 1: I'm all about that. That's why I love breakfast Club, 1172 00:52:20,440 --> 00:52:22,239 Speaker 1: drink Champs, whatever. But I'm very selective. I don't just 1173 00:52:22,239 --> 00:52:24,520 Speaker 1: be doing anything because there are some people who don't 1174 00:52:24,560 --> 00:52:26,279 Speaker 1: have talent. The only talent they have will be to 1175 00:52:26,360 --> 00:52:29,080 Speaker 1: set you up and get that moment. And I I've 1176 00:52:29,160 --> 00:52:30,759 Speaker 1: had to happen to me a couple of times where 1177 00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:32,680 Speaker 1: I come in saying, yeah, ask whatever you want, but 1178 00:52:32,800 --> 00:52:34,480 Speaker 1: that doesn't mean that you tell me you want to 1179 00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:36,160 Speaker 1: interview me for one thing and then flip it around 1180 00:52:36,160 --> 00:52:39,520 Speaker 1: and do. And that happened. That happened to me recently 1181 00:52:39,560 --> 00:52:40,960 Speaker 1: where they were asking me, you know, what do you 1182 00:52:41,080 --> 00:52:44,440 Speaker 1: think about hip hop media covering the Republican Party and 1183 00:52:44,440 --> 00:52:46,480 Speaker 1: the conservative movement? And I said, okay, I'll give you 1184 00:52:46,560 --> 00:52:48,160 Speaker 1: my input on that. But then they started digging into 1185 00:52:48,200 --> 00:52:49,560 Speaker 1: Kanye this and this and this and this, and it 1186 00:52:49,600 --> 00:52:52,120 Speaker 1: became something and questioning why I make decisions. I said, 1187 00:52:52,280 --> 00:52:54,520 Speaker 1: I said, hold on. First of all, because I didn't 1188 00:52:54,560 --> 00:52:58,080 Speaker 1: know the reporter. I was off camera recording the conversation 1189 00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:01,160 Speaker 1: because I'm always have my receipt in case you try 1190 00:53:01,200 --> 00:53:03,719 Speaker 1: to edit your shit, I would have mine. Wow. So 1191 00:53:04,040 --> 00:53:05,920 Speaker 1: I'm feeling it. So the person says, you know what, 1192 00:53:06,160 --> 00:53:09,000 Speaker 1: let me just stop the interview, let me stop the 1193 00:53:09,080 --> 00:53:12,040 Speaker 1: recording and let's talk. I said, no, keep recording, because 1194 00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:13,960 Speaker 1: I'm recording. And I said, let me be very clear. 1195 00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:16,160 Speaker 1: You dealing with the King Kong of the fucking Internet. 1196 00:53:16,520 --> 00:53:20,000 Speaker 1: Not only will I find where you live and find you, 1197 00:53:20,480 --> 00:53:22,560 Speaker 1: but I will make sure that everybody in my world 1198 00:53:22,640 --> 00:53:24,640 Speaker 1: knows that you're piece of shit. Don't play with me. Now, 1199 00:53:24,719 --> 00:53:27,160 Speaker 1: you only talked about this here your pre approved questions. 1200 00:53:27,320 --> 00:53:30,240 Speaker 1: Do that, but don't start playing anyway in an interview. 1201 00:53:30,239 --> 00:53:32,320 Speaker 1: Didn't come out and probably won't come out. But but 1202 00:53:32,440 --> 00:53:34,480 Speaker 1: I say all that to say, like those gotcha moments, 1203 00:53:34,600 --> 00:53:36,600 Speaker 1: that's why I think a lot of hip hop media 1204 00:53:36,680 --> 00:53:38,520 Speaker 1: or black people in media get the bad rap that 1205 00:53:38,640 --> 00:53:42,880 Speaker 1: we're somewhere trying to be this evil thing when really, no, 1206 00:53:43,120 --> 00:53:45,640 Speaker 1: we should be the trusted space that all black people 1207 00:53:45,760 --> 00:53:48,040 Speaker 1: or people of color in the world of entertainment come to. 1208 00:53:48,160 --> 00:53:50,440 Speaker 1: I agree, Yeah, I agree. Does she not work with 1209 00:53:50,560 --> 00:53:54,480 Speaker 1: you though? Oh, Megan No. I saw her on a 1210 00:53:54,560 --> 00:53:56,920 Speaker 1: red carpet and she was there. It seemed on behalf 1211 00:53:56,960 --> 00:53:59,920 Speaker 1: of I think the show either has the title Hollywood 1212 00:54:00,120 --> 00:54:02,960 Speaker 1: or that's it's it's yeah, Hollywood group Chat. But I 1213 00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:04,520 Speaker 1: think she was on a She was on a red 1214 00:54:04,560 --> 00:54:07,480 Speaker 1: carpet and someone asked, but where's Jason. I saw a 1215 00:54:07,560 --> 00:54:10,239 Speaker 1: clip where she was maybe they confused her name with 1216 00:54:10,320 --> 00:54:12,000 Speaker 1: jar Yeah, they would ask it for you on the 1217 00:54:12,040 --> 00:54:14,799 Speaker 1: red carpet and she posted the clip. Yeah, it's been 1218 00:54:14,880 --> 00:54:17,319 Speaker 1: nice to see Hollywood unlocked on carpets. I think y'all 1219 00:54:17,360 --> 00:54:20,400 Speaker 1: came to you people. Premier. Oh yeah, oh shout out 1220 00:54:20,640 --> 00:54:22,719 Speaker 1: you people. Was Kenya's Yeah, can you put me in 1221 00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:26,360 Speaker 1: a fucking I'm not gonna ask her. I saw Kenya 1222 00:54:26,840 --> 00:54:31,640 Speaker 1: ny bar embarrass was at um Charlemagne's Hell of a 1223 00:54:31,719 --> 00:54:33,600 Speaker 1: Week the day I was. He was on the episode. 1224 00:54:34,160 --> 00:54:35,719 Speaker 1: I was, I was on the episode before, so I 1225 00:54:35,719 --> 00:54:37,359 Speaker 1: saw him going. I wanted to meet him. But I've never, 1226 00:54:37,480 --> 00:54:40,480 Speaker 1: like formerly said I respect this movement. I just saw 1227 00:54:40,719 --> 00:54:44,160 Speaker 1: um Yashihiti the last weeks ago, who I love and 1228 00:54:44,200 --> 00:54:45,279 Speaker 1: I didn't even know she knew who I was. But 1229 00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:49,320 Speaker 1: I'm a fan of hers. But no, Kenya, you people, 1230 00:54:49,360 --> 00:54:51,800 Speaker 1: you need to do something with me. I'm honest with you. 1231 00:54:52,000 --> 00:54:54,239 Speaker 1: If you ever told him that, it's like I'm telling 1232 00:54:54,360 --> 00:54:57,680 Speaker 1: I'm telling you right now, take this clip, call me 1233 00:54:57,800 --> 00:55:00,840 Speaker 1: anything you need. I can. I'm not a trained actor, 1234 00:55:01,160 --> 00:55:03,000 Speaker 1: but if you saying your job is to be a 1235 00:55:03,239 --> 00:55:08,319 Speaker 1: messy motherfucker up. But no, I respect what he's been 1236 00:55:08,360 --> 00:55:10,440 Speaker 1: with doing you people. I love him, including people in 1237 00:55:10,520 --> 00:55:13,200 Speaker 1: there like it was a It was filming a year ago, 1238 00:55:13,239 --> 00:55:15,040 Speaker 1: and so we would sometimes hear about it at work. 1239 00:55:15,160 --> 00:55:17,560 Speaker 1: But when I finally got to see it and everybody 1240 00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:20,000 Speaker 1: that popped out. It was so much fun, Like just 1241 00:55:20,200 --> 00:55:22,560 Speaker 1: to know that Kenya Bridge is the gap. You know 1242 00:55:22,560 --> 00:55:25,400 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Um, one of our friends of the 1243 00:55:25,440 --> 00:55:27,880 Speaker 1: show who doesn't show with Charlotage, Andrew Schultz, we were 1244 00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:29,880 Speaker 1: having lunch and he's like, yo, put me in you 1245 00:55:30,000 --> 00:55:31,839 Speaker 1: people talk to ken y'all do whatever you want. I'm 1246 00:55:31,840 --> 00:55:33,239 Speaker 1: sitting here like, damn, don't want some money what they 1247 00:55:33,239 --> 00:55:35,480 Speaker 1: guy to do? And Kenya loves his work, And I 1248 00:55:35,560 --> 00:55:37,719 Speaker 1: think that's the cool thing is he's like they didn't 1249 00:55:37,719 --> 00:55:40,600 Speaker 1: know each other. Keny didn't know Andrew, Andrew don know Keny, 1250 00:55:40,680 --> 00:55:42,480 Speaker 1: and he's like, fuck it, the internet loves you. Niggas 1251 00:55:42,480 --> 00:55:44,160 Speaker 1: loved me, like, let's do it together. And he had 1252 00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:45,680 Speaker 1: the one of the funniest part of you people talking 1253 00:55:45,680 --> 00:55:48,680 Speaker 1: about storming in the capital. And I think that what's 1254 00:55:48,719 --> 00:55:52,480 Speaker 1: cool about Kenya, much like Issa including pieces of pop 1255 00:55:52,600 --> 00:55:55,759 Speaker 1: culture in our media, in our movies. Even though white 1256 00:55:55,760 --> 00:55:58,120 Speaker 1: people loved you people, maybe they didn't realize young Miami's 1257 00:55:58,120 --> 00:56:00,239 Speaker 1: Young Miami. Well, Esa is not gonna do it because 1258 00:56:00,280 --> 00:56:02,960 Speaker 1: her publicists are shit, That's what And you know the 1259 00:56:03,040 --> 00:56:05,719 Speaker 1: crazy part is, Um, you know, I love you'sa I 1260 00:56:05,800 --> 00:56:07,800 Speaker 1: think he'sa. Have you've met her before, right, Yeah, but 1261 00:56:07,840 --> 00:56:10,839 Speaker 1: she's got she's so beautiful, right, she's got, she's she's 1262 00:56:11,040 --> 00:56:13,560 Speaker 1: she's she's beautiful online. But when you meet her, like 1263 00:56:13,600 --> 00:56:16,440 Speaker 1: her skin beautiful as fucked and I love how and 1264 00:56:16,560 --> 00:56:19,279 Speaker 1: she's like pro black as fucked right, putting on black 1265 00:56:19,320 --> 00:56:21,040 Speaker 1: as fuck. So we've always wanted to celebrate her at 1266 00:56:21,080 --> 00:56:22,520 Speaker 1: Hollywood or not. We want to have her on her show. 1267 00:56:22,719 --> 00:56:24,359 Speaker 1: She never would come on and then come to find 1268 00:56:24,400 --> 00:56:26,719 Speaker 1: out her her publicist was just a blocking ass hate 1269 00:56:26,760 --> 00:56:29,040 Speaker 1: and as motherfucker. But you know that's the new trojan horse, 1270 00:56:29,120 --> 00:56:33,880 Speaker 1: the black publicist, the black executive, the black uh manager 1271 00:56:34,080 --> 00:56:37,040 Speaker 1: who gate keeps people from the culture, which's so crazy 1272 00:56:37,080 --> 00:56:39,520 Speaker 1: because they believe and I think niggas just inherently have 1273 00:56:39,640 --> 00:56:43,560 Speaker 1: the slave mentality or until the white man, until mainstream validation, 1274 00:56:43,600 --> 00:56:46,040 Speaker 1: as we haven't made it. Well. You know the sad 1275 00:56:46,080 --> 00:56:48,239 Speaker 1: part about that is if you're a person curating and 1276 00:56:48,440 --> 00:56:51,279 Speaker 1: artist or an athlete's career and you're telling that the 1277 00:56:51,400 --> 00:56:53,360 Speaker 1: only way they'd be seen and to be honest, for 1278 00:56:53,440 --> 00:56:56,719 Speaker 1: E Online to talk about them, or for Vogue or 1279 00:56:56,880 --> 00:56:59,880 Speaker 1: GQ to write about them or whatever, and you forget 1280 00:57:00,120 --> 00:57:04,839 Speaker 1: that fall Alert, shade Room, Hollywood Unlocked, horrible decisions, breakfast club, 1281 00:57:05,000 --> 00:57:10,200 Speaker 1: drink Chams. I even throw to Joe Buddark whatever that's fair, 1282 00:57:10,440 --> 00:57:13,839 Speaker 1: you know whatever, Black media. But if you don't tell them, 1283 00:57:13,920 --> 00:57:17,320 Speaker 1: like Queen Latifa told me, she said, get black people 1284 00:57:17,400 --> 00:57:20,120 Speaker 1: behind you and take them on a journey and never 1285 00:57:20,240 --> 00:57:22,280 Speaker 1: forget them. Don't never get over there with those other 1286 00:57:22,360 --> 00:57:24,560 Speaker 1: folks and forget where you started to take. Bring them 1287 00:57:24,600 --> 00:57:26,160 Speaker 1: along for the journey. So that's what I've been doing. 1288 00:57:26,560 --> 00:57:28,760 Speaker 1: And I feel like there's this thing now where at 1289 00:57:28,800 --> 00:57:31,680 Speaker 1: first it was white folks keeping black folks from me, 1290 00:57:31,720 --> 00:57:33,960 Speaker 1: but now it's black folks keeping I don't think it's 1291 00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:36,440 Speaker 1: that they're keeping it's that black posts are convinced that 1292 00:57:36,800 --> 00:57:40,280 Speaker 1: there's a crossover that we won't receive if we are 1293 00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:44,360 Speaker 1: supporting each other. They think that if I don't, hey like, 1294 00:57:44,560 --> 00:57:46,440 Speaker 1: people don't know me in this space, so I have 1295 00:57:46,640 --> 00:57:49,040 Speaker 1: to do the GQ. Oh no, no, they believe that 1296 00:57:49,120 --> 00:57:51,760 Speaker 1: if you go over the Jason, he's gonna be messy. 1297 00:57:51,920 --> 00:57:55,160 Speaker 1: Well no, if you're in a public fight with somebody, 1298 00:57:55,400 --> 00:57:57,560 Speaker 1: Jason's gonna ask you what the people want to hear, 1299 00:57:57,960 --> 00:57:59,840 Speaker 1: and he's gonna do it in a way that's respectful. 1300 00:58:00,000 --> 00:58:02,320 Speaker 1: You're gonna nobody's ever left my show and said, oh my, 1301 00:58:02,480 --> 00:58:04,120 Speaker 1: like I had Laverne Cox come on and break down 1302 00:58:04,160 --> 00:58:05,880 Speaker 1: time my suicide things, and she said, I never thought 1303 00:58:05,880 --> 00:58:07,720 Speaker 1: I'd be crying on the Jason Lee show. Well because 1304 00:58:07,760 --> 00:58:09,360 Speaker 1: she thought she was gonna come on just Kiki the 1305 00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:11,040 Speaker 1: whole way through. We'll get to the key, key and 1306 00:58:11,040 --> 00:58:12,480 Speaker 1: the games and all that. But I want to have 1307 00:58:12,600 --> 00:58:15,800 Speaker 1: real conversations with people, and but but they've been but 1308 00:58:16,000 --> 00:58:18,720 Speaker 1: but black media has been villainized to a place where 1309 00:58:18,920 --> 00:58:21,320 Speaker 1: white people have done a great job and telling black celebrities, 1310 00:58:21,320 --> 00:58:24,040 Speaker 1: I'm gonna make you real famous and I'm gonna make 1311 00:58:24,080 --> 00:58:27,360 Speaker 1: you real successful, and we're gonna have these elevated conversations 1312 00:58:27,440 --> 00:58:29,200 Speaker 1: when you can have elevated conversation with me, which I 1313 00:58:29,240 --> 00:58:31,680 Speaker 1: will see celebrities on. Really we try not to. Yeah, 1314 00:58:31,720 --> 00:58:34,160 Speaker 1: And before I do want to give your flowers because 1315 00:58:34,160 --> 00:58:36,160 Speaker 1: the last time we spoke it was right before your 1316 00:58:36,200 --> 00:58:40,320 Speaker 1: showy dropped. It is phenomenal. Thank you, you were a 1317 00:58:40,520 --> 00:58:43,919 Speaker 1: wonderful job and questions you're asking of course top tier 1318 00:58:44,520 --> 00:58:48,960 Speaker 1: guests as well. Thank you. But seeing you hold the 1319 00:58:49,000 --> 00:58:51,000 Speaker 1: blog space and do all that. Seeing you have the 1320 00:58:51,080 --> 00:58:54,720 Speaker 1: Hollywood Unlock radio show podcast. You were with Fox, so 1321 00:58:54,880 --> 00:58:56,959 Speaker 1: you did all that. Seeing you on your own space, 1322 00:58:57,000 --> 00:59:00,040 Speaker 1: you were doing a phenomenal, thank you, phenomenal job. And 1323 00:59:00,120 --> 00:59:01,920 Speaker 1: I love that people are able to see you in 1324 00:59:02,040 --> 00:59:04,200 Speaker 1: that light now, Yeah, like you just being yourself and 1325 00:59:04,280 --> 00:59:07,600 Speaker 1: you having conversations with the likes of people that not 1326 00:59:07,760 --> 00:59:09,360 Speaker 1: many other people are able to sit down and have 1327 00:59:09,480 --> 00:59:13,960 Speaker 1: those conversations with. Yeah, like, it's just it's just it's wonderful. One. 1328 00:59:14,600 --> 00:59:17,080 Speaker 1: I appreciate that. And I'm learning to be comfortable with 1329 00:59:17,160 --> 00:59:19,440 Speaker 1: receiving flowers because I used to not want to receive them. 1330 00:59:19,480 --> 00:59:21,120 Speaker 1: But I have worked my ass off to get to 1331 00:59:21,160 --> 00:59:26,320 Speaker 1: a place where I appreciate that. You know, I had recently, 1332 00:59:26,320 --> 00:59:28,840 Speaker 1: I had coffee with the Vice President, right, so I've 1333 00:59:28,840 --> 00:59:31,080 Speaker 1: been building with her. Went to our house during the 1334 00:59:31,160 --> 00:59:33,439 Speaker 1: Christmas party. And when you go to the White House, 1335 00:59:33,520 --> 00:59:35,360 Speaker 1: you wait in this line to take your photo. I 1336 00:59:35,480 --> 00:59:37,680 Speaker 1: waited in the line, and when I got there, so oh, 1337 00:59:37,680 --> 00:59:39,080 Speaker 1: oh my god, so good to see you. I'm so 1338 00:59:39,280 --> 00:59:41,400 Speaker 1: proud of all the things you're doing. And you know 1339 00:59:41,520 --> 00:59:43,600 Speaker 1: your your voice matters, and your influence matters. And I 1340 00:59:43,720 --> 00:59:45,560 Speaker 1: looked her dead in her face, and I said, Madam 1341 00:59:45,640 --> 00:59:50,320 Speaker 1: Vice President, why is your messaging not connecting with the people, 1342 00:59:50,360 --> 00:59:52,080 Speaker 1: because I don't really know what you're doing unless I'm 1343 00:59:52,120 --> 00:59:54,520 Speaker 1: looking at her Instagram. And she stopped the line and 1344 00:59:54,560 --> 00:59:56,920 Speaker 1: we had a moment, and I said, I want to 1345 00:59:56,960 --> 00:59:59,440 Speaker 1: help you because as a black woman, first black vice president, 1346 00:59:59,480 --> 01:00:01,439 Speaker 1: for whatever reason, it's just the work that I see 1347 01:00:01,520 --> 01:00:02,880 Speaker 1: or have learned that you all are doing it is 1348 01:00:02,880 --> 01:00:05,520 Speaker 1: not landing with the people. And so she said, you 1349 01:00:05,600 --> 01:00:07,800 Speaker 1: know what, like she I could see in her eyes 1350 01:00:07,840 --> 01:00:10,120 Speaker 1: and actually like connected that somebody actually cared about her 1351 01:00:10,120 --> 01:00:12,200 Speaker 1: as a human being. So she came out. Her people 1352 01:00:12,240 --> 01:00:14,440 Speaker 1: came out and said we'd like to follow up and whateverever, 1353 01:00:14,520 --> 01:00:15,800 Speaker 1: so long as you're short. They called me and said, 1354 01:00:15,800 --> 01:00:18,240 Speaker 1: we'd like to meet with you in La. It's okay. 1355 01:00:18,600 --> 01:00:21,440 Speaker 1: So I called Angie from the Shade Room, call it 1356 01:00:21,480 --> 01:00:25,040 Speaker 1: neighborhood talk, James de Boza, Foxhole, and shann a spiritual word, 1357 01:00:25,080 --> 01:00:26,520 Speaker 1: and I said, we all need to go in together 1358 01:00:26,960 --> 01:00:29,560 Speaker 1: because we're stronger together. It's not all about me. I 1359 01:00:29,640 --> 01:00:31,800 Speaker 1: want her to see that all of us collectively talk 1360 01:00:31,840 --> 01:00:33,880 Speaker 1: to millions of people. But in that moment, I was 1361 01:00:33,920 --> 01:00:36,120 Speaker 1: sitting there But in that moment when I was sitting there, 1362 01:00:36,120 --> 01:00:37,840 Speaker 1: I was like, I was proud of myself because I 1363 01:00:37,920 --> 01:00:40,920 Speaker 1: said the person that people have said I am and 1364 01:00:41,080 --> 01:00:44,120 Speaker 1: the person that I've played into because once they saw 1365 01:00:44,200 --> 01:00:45,800 Speaker 1: who I was and said who I was, I played 1366 01:00:45,840 --> 01:00:48,160 Speaker 1: the funk out of that role. Well, you says, let 1367 01:00:48,200 --> 01:00:49,880 Speaker 1: me give you the villain, let me give you the savage, 1368 01:00:49,920 --> 01:00:51,840 Speaker 1: let me give you the don't care. And sometimes I 1369 01:00:52,080 --> 01:00:53,960 Speaker 1: would be like, damn, Like, I know I went too hard, 1370 01:00:54,040 --> 01:00:55,600 Speaker 1: but I'm not gonna apologize though, but I know I'm 1371 01:00:55,680 --> 01:00:58,640 Speaker 1: to her, And I said, you know, I'm sitting out 1372 01:00:58,720 --> 01:01:01,080 Speaker 1: with the second most powerful person the world, who sees 1373 01:01:01,160 --> 01:01:04,280 Speaker 1: my influence and who values my voice. But I also 1374 01:01:04,360 --> 01:01:07,200 Speaker 1: I'm humble enough to share that with other people. And 1375 01:01:07,520 --> 01:01:10,560 Speaker 1: and and I think that's just too to the heart 1376 01:01:10,560 --> 01:01:11,920 Speaker 1: of who I am as a person. And now what 1377 01:01:12,040 --> 01:01:14,440 Speaker 1: I'm learning also in therapy is to start being more 1378 01:01:14,560 --> 01:01:16,720 Speaker 1: vulnerable and sharing those sides so people can get the 1379 01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:18,680 Speaker 1: totality of who I am, you know. But still they're 1380 01:01:18,680 --> 01:01:21,280 Speaker 1: gonna judge and say whatever they're gonna say, you know. 1381 01:01:21,480 --> 01:01:23,880 Speaker 1: And um, but yeah, with the guests, I'm on right 1382 01:01:23,920 --> 01:01:26,400 Speaker 1: now and I'm and I'm actually scheduling time with the 1383 01:01:26,440 --> 01:01:30,520 Speaker 1: Vice president to get her on the show. Oh well, p'ama, 1384 01:01:30,760 --> 01:01:32,240 Speaker 1: you say you come in, Adam put it out there 1385 01:01:32,560 --> 01:01:36,440 Speaker 1: to make a horrible decision. I want to see more. 1386 01:01:38,480 --> 01:01:40,720 Speaker 1: But that's the thing I said here, I said to 1387 01:01:40,920 --> 01:01:42,920 Speaker 1: see you in person, And like as soon as I 1388 01:01:43,000 --> 01:01:44,880 Speaker 1: walk in, I don't think I I walk in to 1389 01:01:45,000 --> 01:01:46,760 Speaker 1: meet to meet the vice president. When you're meeting the 1390 01:01:46,840 --> 01:01:50,960 Speaker 1: vice president president, they shut down everything. They shut down 1391 01:01:51,080 --> 01:01:54,600 Speaker 1: the escalator so that splayers were moving until she got there. 1392 01:01:54,640 --> 01:01:57,360 Speaker 1: Then all of a sudden that stopped. Stop. They pipe 1393 01:01:57,440 --> 01:02:00,960 Speaker 1: draped the room. There's a curtain like there's there's secret 1394 01:02:01,000 --> 01:02:03,120 Speaker 1: service everywhere. So it's a very control environment. So now 1395 01:02:03,160 --> 01:02:06,320 Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, like nigging my taxes, but everything I 1396 01:02:06,360 --> 01:02:07,800 Speaker 1: want to get about this motherfucker, you know what I mean. 1397 01:02:07,840 --> 01:02:09,880 Speaker 1: They won't let my assist in. I got my phone, 1398 01:02:09,960 --> 01:02:11,840 Speaker 1: like was it, you know? And so I walked in. 1399 01:02:11,920 --> 01:02:13,520 Speaker 1: I got I brought her some of my books because 1400 01:02:13,520 --> 01:02:15,240 Speaker 1: I wanted to read my book because I think it's 1401 01:02:15,280 --> 01:02:17,240 Speaker 1: important as I learned her story and she know my story, 1402 01:02:17,360 --> 01:02:19,400 Speaker 1: like you own the plane Air Force too, you got 1403 01:02:19,480 --> 01:02:21,200 Speaker 1: time when you fly in the Africa. Read that motherfucker. 1404 01:02:21,600 --> 01:02:23,440 Speaker 1: I know who you talk to. So I walk in 1405 01:02:23,520 --> 01:02:25,320 Speaker 1: with my books in my coffee and I'm like, hi, Hi, 1406 01:02:25,440 --> 01:02:27,240 Speaker 1: my invest president. And I go to sit it down 1407 01:02:27,280 --> 01:02:29,880 Speaker 1: in my coffee spills all over the table. Oh, and 1408 01:02:30,000 --> 01:02:33,320 Speaker 1: I'm like this some this some embarrassing ass shit, and 1409 01:02:33,480 --> 01:02:36,720 Speaker 1: so she starts to clean it up. I'm like, She's like, no, 1410 01:02:36,880 --> 01:02:39,160 Speaker 1: you don't, we got and so she starts to like 1411 01:02:39,320 --> 01:02:41,520 Speaker 1: clean up whatever. So they clean it up, and I'm 1412 01:02:41,560 --> 01:02:43,200 Speaker 1: looking at it and I go, do I shake your 1413 01:02:43,240 --> 01:02:44,520 Speaker 1: hand and give you a hug. She goes give me 1414 01:02:44,520 --> 01:02:46,240 Speaker 1: a hug, and I get her a hug. She's cool. 1415 01:02:46,520 --> 01:02:48,160 Speaker 1: But I said, why don't we get to see that. 1416 01:02:48,520 --> 01:02:50,880 Speaker 1: That's a great story. I love seeing powerful people do something. 1417 01:02:51,320 --> 01:02:53,400 Speaker 1: She was like, she was like, I said, And so 1418 01:02:53,560 --> 01:02:55,080 Speaker 1: Angie from the share room said, when I was at 1419 01:02:55,120 --> 01:02:57,600 Speaker 1: a party, you were, you were, you were dancing with 1420 01:02:57,640 --> 01:02:59,760 Speaker 1: the djo hair was sweating out, and I wanted to 1421 01:02:59,800 --> 01:03:01,200 Speaker 1: fill them even put that because if I would have 1422 01:03:01,200 --> 01:03:02,800 Speaker 1: put that out, people have been like, look at Kamala, 1423 01:03:03,080 --> 01:03:05,160 Speaker 1: you know. And she said, I wish you would have 1424 01:03:05,200 --> 01:03:07,160 Speaker 1: done that. She said, well, your people wouldn't let me 1425 01:03:07,240 --> 01:03:09,720 Speaker 1: do it. But that's the thing she's in a bubble 1426 01:03:09,800 --> 01:03:12,960 Speaker 1: of an ecosystem who are trying to protect her, protect 1427 01:03:12,960 --> 01:03:15,120 Speaker 1: her and keep her certain way. When black folks, we 1428 01:03:15,200 --> 01:03:17,400 Speaker 1: just want to see Auntie Kamala so we can support 1429 01:03:17,440 --> 01:03:19,320 Speaker 1: you and get behind you, know what I mean? We did, Yeah, 1430 01:03:19,440 --> 01:03:21,240 Speaker 1: but thank you for that. I appreciate that because it's 1431 01:03:21,520 --> 01:03:24,040 Speaker 1: we're being very intentional with the conversation. Rights. It's wont 1432 01:03:24,080 --> 01:03:27,120 Speaker 1: to fi from second Dick to the president. Oh but 1433 01:03:27,520 --> 01:03:29,760 Speaker 1: I'm still gonna suck a dick. I know that's right. 1434 01:03:30,480 --> 01:03:33,240 Speaker 1: Everyone knows Jason where they can follow you, where they 1435 01:03:33,280 --> 01:03:35,960 Speaker 1: can support you, and all like the judgment coming from 1436 01:03:36,000 --> 01:03:39,240 Speaker 1: behind the camera though the whole time he gonna even 1437 01:03:39,280 --> 01:03:42,920 Speaker 1: get his dick suck. So what we stopped. We got 1438 01:03:43,040 --> 01:03:45,720 Speaker 1: to normalize the ship that we all be doing that 1439 01:03:45,760 --> 01:03:47,520 Speaker 1: People like I can't believe he said gonna get his dick, 1440 01:03:47,560 --> 01:03:49,040 Speaker 1: So you sunk it? Didn't watching this show right now? 1441 01:03:50,680 --> 01:03:53,000 Speaker 1: You were watching the Jason Lee Shwan Revolt every Tuesday, 1442 01:03:53,320 --> 01:03:57,120 Speaker 1: um every Tuesday night at temp him East a certain times. 1443 01:03:57,200 --> 01:03:59,280 Speaker 1: And the Jason Lee podcast is getting ready to launch 1444 01:03:59,360 --> 01:04:01,120 Speaker 1: next month. So for all of you that have fallen 1445 01:04:01,120 --> 01:04:04,760 Speaker 1: in love with this new, improved, elevated cappuccino sipping Jason. 1446 01:04:05,040 --> 01:04:07,040 Speaker 1: The tea is so fucking pipeing het and I've been 1447 01:04:07,080 --> 01:04:08,520 Speaker 1: going through it draws because I ain't been able to 1448 01:04:08,560 --> 01:04:11,200 Speaker 1: get it out. So once that podcast go, y'all gonna 1449 01:04:11,200 --> 01:04:12,800 Speaker 1: be like, oh, he back to the same. Oh, I'm 1450 01:04:12,920 --> 01:04:15,960 Speaker 1: not changing for money or the industry. We need something 1451 01:04:16,000 --> 01:04:19,760 Speaker 1: after Wendy exactly exactly. So, yeah, the tea is coming 1452 01:04:19,760 --> 01:04:22,080 Speaker 1: on Jason Podcast. I'm sad about that. Well, thank you 1453 01:04:22,200 --> 01:04:24,600 Speaker 1: so much for joining us. Of course, here I told 1454 01:04:24,680 --> 01:04:27,440 Speaker 1: Mandy I was not coming on this show until I 1455 01:04:27,520 --> 01:04:29,800 Speaker 1: got all my contracts out the way because look at 1456 01:04:29,840 --> 01:04:32,360 Speaker 1: look can you imagine I'm over at Revolte like I'd 1457 01:04:32,400 --> 01:04:34,840 Speaker 1: like to be on the network, But I was fucking 1458 01:04:34,880 --> 01:04:41,160 Speaker 1: somebody behind Roscoe and Waffles in Chicago and told that, 1459 01:04:41,280 --> 01:04:43,560 Speaker 1: and told that Martin Luther King looking past and get 1460 01:04:43,560 --> 01:04:47,600 Speaker 1: your ass to fuck up and go get your Yeah, exactly. Well, 1461 01:04:47,640 --> 01:04:49,600 Speaker 1: thank you for joining us, y'all. Y'all make sure y'all 1462 01:04:49,680 --> 01:04:51,760 Speaker 1: check us out on Patreon. That's where you can support us. 1463 01:04:52,000 --> 01:04:55,720 Speaker 1: Patreon dot com. Backslash Horrible Decisions. We're leaving you with 1464 01:04:55,840 --> 01:04:58,840 Speaker 1: a five minute bonus clip. Also, if you want to 1465 01:04:58,880 --> 01:05:01,840 Speaker 1: turn up with us this month April twenty second, we 1466 01:05:01,960 --> 01:05:05,880 Speaker 1: are in Atlanta for the Black Effect Best the Boat 1467 01:05:06,080 --> 01:05:09,720 Speaker 1: at Pullman Yards. So that's April twenty second. That's a Saturday. Uh, 1468 01:05:09,840 --> 01:05:12,200 Speaker 1: come and check in, come see us. Get your tickets 1469 01:05:12,280 --> 01:05:15,200 Speaker 1: now at Black Effect dot com. Um, we're gonna be 1470 01:05:15,280 --> 01:05:17,520 Speaker 1: there with eighty five South all of your favorite pods 1471 01:05:17,560 --> 01:05:19,240 Speaker 1: on the Black Effect Network. So go ahead and get 1472 01:05:19,240 --> 01:05:21,600 Speaker 1: your tickets now and all the good things you got 1473 01:05:21,640 --> 01:05:24,040 Speaker 1: anything else to say, we go, We all y'all, Thank y'all, 1474 01:05:24,080 --> 01:05:27,640 Speaker 1: my gummy kids. So yeah, another episode of our Decisions 1475 01:05:30,520 --> 01:05:36,080 Speaker 1: and abortions. I know doesn't want to allow black history 1476 01:05:36,240 --> 01:05:38,400 Speaker 1: African America. So that wasn't even going on at the 1477 01:05:38,480 --> 01:05:40,200 Speaker 1: time that I meet her, and I got into it, 1478 01:05:40,600 --> 01:05:43,200 Speaker 1: but I replied to her and I said, Zoe, all 1479 01:05:43,280 --> 01:05:46,520 Speaker 1: of the women you work with and service and are 1480 01:05:46,560 --> 01:05:49,720 Speaker 1: you serious and shoot? And I said, think about it, 1481 01:05:49,880 --> 01:05:52,800 Speaker 1: like we're literally talking about kids that like he wants 1482 01:05:52,800 --> 01:05:54,840 Speaker 1: to not like he was talking about anti abortion laws. 1483 01:05:55,200 --> 01:05:58,000 Speaker 1: And I was like, like, you think this is okay 1484 01:05:58,200 --> 01:06:00,920 Speaker 1: for unsafe abortions even down to women getting raped, And 1485 01:06:01,160 --> 01:06:05,120 Speaker 1: she was like, this is not something that concerns me. Everyday. 1486 01:06:05,160 --> 01:06:07,200 Speaker 1: Taxes do equal rights with to Da Da Da Da, 1487 01:06:07,520 --> 01:06:09,440 Speaker 1: and I was like, wow, my nigga, like that ship 1488 01:06:09,600 --> 01:06:13,840 Speaker 1: was really wild because Zoe isn't I believe she let 1489 01:06:13,880 --> 01:06:17,640 Speaker 1: me ask you a question. Um, Like, we talked about 1490 01:06:17,760 --> 01:06:21,040 Speaker 1: some of your friends supporting Trump. Now Trump has a 1491 01:06:21,160 --> 01:06:25,240 Speaker 1: celebrity about him, so I still love celebrity apprentice to 1492 01:06:25,320 --> 01:06:27,840 Speaker 1: this day. So I get even the draw to him 1493 01:06:27,880 --> 01:06:31,160 Speaker 1: to some people. It wasn't all my friends you talk about, Anthony, 1494 01:06:32,080 --> 01:06:34,919 Speaker 1: I mean whatever, Well, there's been conversations where you said 1495 01:06:34,920 --> 01:06:37,040 Speaker 1: you sat at tables and you realize that people were 1496 01:06:37,080 --> 01:06:39,080 Speaker 1: Republican and supported him as well. Oh yeah yeah, like 1497 01:06:39,120 --> 01:06:41,600 Speaker 1: dinners and ship. Yeah yeah, yeah, So I do want 1498 01:06:41,600 --> 01:06:46,600 Speaker 1: to know. I feel like the sensis is so dangerous. 1499 01:06:47,160 --> 01:06:50,800 Speaker 1: Could you be friends or even acquaintances with someone who 1500 01:06:50,920 --> 01:06:53,880 Speaker 1: supports somebody like no? And you know what's interesting. Anthony 1501 01:06:53,920 --> 01:06:56,800 Speaker 1: and I did have a conversation about him before and 1502 01:06:57,800 --> 01:07:00,960 Speaker 1: we were something about him came up and he was like, bro, 1503 01:07:01,240 --> 01:07:03,640 Speaker 1: He's like, you know, he's like the Trump shit, and 1504 01:07:03,720 --> 01:07:07,120 Speaker 1: he's like he's like for me, he was like, you know, 1505 01:07:07,200 --> 01:07:09,160 Speaker 1: I'm not paying taxes all that. He's very like old 1506 01:07:09,200 --> 01:07:11,880 Speaker 1: school Puerto Rican New York, you know, and he was like, 1507 01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:14,680 Speaker 1: but what we're starting to see with the governors, he's 1508 01:07:14,680 --> 01:07:16,520 Speaker 1: like the radical shit. He's like, absolutely not, And he 1509 01:07:16,560 --> 01:07:19,440 Speaker 1: said I never thought Trump was a radical guy. And 1510 01:07:19,480 --> 01:07:21,320 Speaker 1: I was like, that's a weird thing for you to say, 1511 01:07:21,400 --> 01:07:24,560 Speaker 1: considering I believe that all these people were birth under 1512 01:07:24,640 --> 01:07:28,120 Speaker 1: the Trump ran to me, these people feeling so much 1513 01:07:28,400 --> 01:07:32,920 Speaker 1: excitement about anti abortion laws and keeping women anyway, I 1514 01:07:33,040 --> 01:07:35,080 Speaker 1: say all that. To say that to me was interesting 1515 01:07:35,720 --> 01:07:38,720 Speaker 1: because he was like, remember, and I said, but Trump 1516 01:07:38,880 --> 01:07:41,120 Speaker 1: made a comment that people that got abortions before he 1517 01:07:41,200 --> 01:07:43,120 Speaker 1: was in office should go to jail. And he's like, 1518 01:07:43,600 --> 01:07:45,760 Speaker 1: it's he just did that to blow smoke up. Everybody's 1519 01:07:45,760 --> 01:07:47,320 Speaker 1: asked to get an office. He just wanted to do that. 1520 01:07:47,480 --> 01:07:51,520 Speaker 1: It's possible. It's possible. It's interesting because I mean, the 1521 01:07:51,680 --> 01:07:55,760 Speaker 1: more that I'm excelling financially, which that's been a whole 1522 01:07:55,800 --> 01:08:03,640 Speaker 1: cluster fucking therapy for me. I am so liberal fiscally conservative. However, 1523 01:08:04,480 --> 01:08:10,240 Speaker 1: in terms of like money versus the rights of human beings, 1524 01:08:10,760 --> 01:08:13,760 Speaker 1: I still don't know how taxes is just the number 1525 01:08:13,800 --> 01:08:18,520 Speaker 1: one response for why people want to sit here and say, oh, well, financially, 1526 01:08:18,680 --> 01:08:21,559 Speaker 1: I'm going to be a Republican and vote when there's 1527 01:08:21,600 --> 01:08:25,760 Speaker 1: so many bills and laws that are being pushed that 1528 01:08:26,080 --> 01:08:31,439 Speaker 1: literally take away the rights of human I've never I 1529 01:08:31,479 --> 01:08:33,479 Speaker 1: don't have an attitude to get up and work. I 1530 01:08:33,560 --> 01:08:35,559 Speaker 1: don't have an attitude to get up at work. I've 1531 01:08:35,600 --> 01:08:38,479 Speaker 1: never had that attitude. I don't believe in that my 1532 01:08:38,800 --> 01:08:42,439 Speaker 1: father has worked his whole life to only now have 1533 01:08:42,520 --> 01:08:45,639 Speaker 1: a social security of eleven hundred dollars like my parents 1534 01:08:46,000 --> 01:08:48,880 Speaker 1: before I was having a good job where like using 1535 01:08:48,960 --> 01:08:51,280 Speaker 1: food stamps and Medicaid and ship like that, and like, 1536 01:08:51,840 --> 01:08:53,800 Speaker 1: I'm lucky enough to be able to take care of them. 1537 01:08:53,840 --> 01:08:55,680 Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, there's somebody else 1538 01:08:55,720 --> 01:08:57,960 Speaker 1: that's a seventy one you're old woman like my mother, 1539 01:08:58,200 --> 01:09:00,679 Speaker 1: who can't afford shit like that. That's where my money 1540 01:09:00,760 --> 01:09:02,679 Speaker 1: is going out. Hope so and if it doesn't, it doesn't. 1541 01:09:02,680 --> 01:09:04,400 Speaker 1: But I'm not about to fight about the ship when 1542 01:09:04,439 --> 01:09:07,000 Speaker 1: at the end of the day, I'm the person that's 1543 01:09:07,040 --> 01:09:09,120 Speaker 1: been on the front lines being like ra, Ra, you 1544 01:09:09,160 --> 01:09:11,080 Speaker 1: need to give your tax money up so I deserve 1545 01:09:11,120 --> 01:09:13,000 Speaker 1: it too. You know what I'm saying. Now, I'm going 1546 01:09:13,080 --> 01:09:16,519 Speaker 1: to register my bitches businesses in Florida. Yeah, I'm gonna 1547 01:09:16,520 --> 01:09:20,200 Speaker 1: try to cheat the shit, damn, but I'm at the 1548 01:09:20,280 --> 01:09:22,000 Speaker 1: end of the day, I ain't. But I'm still gonna 1549 01:09:22,000 --> 01:09:25,920 Speaker 1: pay my taxes hope. Um. Yeah, it's it's interesting and 1550 01:09:26,040 --> 01:09:29,680 Speaker 1: if even they I'm always fumsted to police bro. It's 1551 01:09:29,720 --> 01:09:35,320 Speaker 1: strange because there's still this idea, um, even now when 1552 01:09:35,439 --> 01:09:39,639 Speaker 1: people travel abroad, like, there's still this idea of oh, 1553 01:09:39,800 --> 01:09:41,800 Speaker 1: you ain't scared to go to another country, And it's 1554 01:09:41,880 --> 01:09:46,160 Speaker 1: so crazy because America is really shitty compared to so 1555 01:09:46,200 --> 01:09:48,320 Speaker 1: many other countries. Yes, there's a lot of countries where 1556 01:09:48,360 --> 01:09:50,720 Speaker 1: women don't have rights and can't get education and have 1557 01:09:50,800 --> 01:09:53,400 Speaker 1: to cover their whole bodies and men run everything. But 1558 01:09:53,880 --> 01:09:58,639 Speaker 1: when you really dig into our not only judicial system, 1559 01:09:58,720 --> 01:10:01,720 Speaker 1: but our government and how things are operated from a 1560 01:10:01,960 --> 01:10:05,720 Speaker 1: federal and a state and a local municipal and how 1561 01:10:05,800 --> 01:10:09,320 Speaker 1: everything is so different and divided, it's really scary what 1562 01:10:09,560 --> 01:10:12,599 Speaker 1: laws are currently being pushed in past in our country 1563 01:10:13,000 --> 01:10:18,200 Speaker 1: that make it completely unsafe um And it's crazy. Um. 1564 01:10:18,479 --> 01:10:20,479 Speaker 1: But I didn't want to get into this doc because 1565 01:10:20,520 --> 01:10:24,519 Speaker 1: I know our cinema normally sometimes goes askew, and there's 1566 01:10:24,600 --> 01:10:29,760 Speaker 1: so many great topics for this specific for this specific documentary, 1567 01:10:30,120 --> 01:10:34,040 Speaker 1: now I want to give a spoiler alert as this 1568 01:10:34,240 --> 01:10:38,760 Speaker 1: whole last week said Bursted Tomato, and now she's on 1569 01:10:38,840 --> 01:10:42,760 Speaker 1: a skew? Is that not a word? Askew as a word. 1570 01:10:43,120 --> 01:10:45,720 Speaker 1: I just can't believe you. I can't believe you used 1571 01:10:45,760 --> 01:10:48,600 Speaker 1: it after bursting. You know why it is because it 1572 01:10:48,840 --> 01:10:52,200 Speaker 1: is three pm in the afternoon. I hadn't had a coffee, 1573 01:10:52,320 --> 01:10:56,000 Speaker 1: I hadn't been awake. My brain is worth you burst 1574 01:10:56,040 --> 01:11:00,960 Speaker 1: in my bubble with that. See that is word versus 1575 01:11:01,439 --> 01:11:05,880 Speaker 1: versus No, Mandy burst is already, oh burst, you know 1576 01:11:05,920 --> 01:11:07,960 Speaker 1: what you're reminded me of when you said that me 1577 01:11:08,080 --> 01:11:10,599 Speaker 1: and Vinnie fucking love me. Actually, this is the nigga 1578 01:11:10,800 --> 01:11:13,040 Speaker 1: talking to told me that I live on internet me 1579 01:11:13,120 --> 01:11:13,519 Speaker 1: and he's like