WEBVTT - BART MILLARD

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<v Speaker 1>With me on the phones is Bart, Hi? Bart? How

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<v Speaker 1>are you? I am good, my friend? How are you?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you so excited about the release of I can

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<v Speaker 1>only imagine I am I'm I am excited and nervous

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<v Speaker 1>all at the same time. Now, who plays you? Who

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<v Speaker 1>plays the lead role? Who's the actor that they chose

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<v Speaker 1>to be Bart. His name is Jay Michael Finley and

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<v Speaker 1>he was Jean Valjean and lame Is on Broadway before

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<v Speaker 1>he took the part, So he's got a little acting experience, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>And they wanted somebody that could actually sing all the

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<v Speaker 1>stuff in the movie. And it's like we had to

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<v Speaker 1>teach him how to dumb it way down because he

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<v Speaker 1>sings better than I do. Ah, that's a good thing though.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a good thing though. I mean, could you imagine

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<v Speaker 1>if they had chosen somebody who may have looked like

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<v Speaker 1>you or had mannerisms like you, but couldn't really sing. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess he'd be lips thinking all my stuff. And

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<v Speaker 1>they were nervous about that. So he kills He's a

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<v Speaker 1>great job. Wow. And I know Dennis Quaid plays your dad. Yeah. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's a Yeah, that's the CD. That's insane. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, being able to go and on set and

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<v Speaker 1>watch him start filming and you know, get it. Yes

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<v Speaker 1>it's Dennis Quaid. Man. He's like, it's like Dennis Quaid. Yeah, yeah, exactly,

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's I couldn't believe it. I was a little

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<v Speaker 1>starstruck for sure, a little yeah, I'll a little keep

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<v Speaker 1>my cool, you know, act like you've been there before.

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<v Speaker 1>But I didn't do a very good job of it. Yeah. No,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have to keep your cool, just go crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>So how much input? Um, how much creative input did

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<v Speaker 1>did you have? I mean, this is somebody Jean Jean

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<v Speaker 1>Valjean playing you. How much input did you have on

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<v Speaker 1>the direction? Like did you say no, no, no, I

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't have said that, or no no no, I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>have moved like that, or did they say step back,

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<v Speaker 1>we got this? Yeah, I probably I had. I had

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<v Speaker 1>probably more than I actually took advantage of, so to speak,

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<v Speaker 1>like not just because it was in good ends, but

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<v Speaker 1>I was approached about making the movie almost eight years ago,

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<v Speaker 1>and um and um um. A lady out of California

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<v Speaker 1>had heard me to kind of tell my story on

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<v Speaker 1>stage and said, I want to see if there's a

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<v Speaker 1>movie there, and so I was like, okay, whatever. And

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<v Speaker 1>for about five years of that, it was just like

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<v Speaker 1>a phone call once or twice a year, a going, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm still working on it were and we just never

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<v Speaker 1>believed would happened. And then it was about three years

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<v Speaker 1>ago when the Irwin brothers I met them. They were

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<v Speaker 1>doing a movie called Mom's Night Out, and we met

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<v Speaker 1>and and and I remember, you know, I've seen a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of scripts from the original people and it was

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<v Speaker 1>it wasn't good. And I remember telling I was like, man,

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<v Speaker 1>I wish you guys somehow could at least you know,

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<v Speaker 1>this weird movie they talked about making. I wish you

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<v Speaker 1>guys could see it. And they said, well, they actually

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<v Speaker 1>sent us the original script this morning, like they've already

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<v Speaker 1>asked this. And I was like, I was like, are

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<v Speaker 1>you kidding me? I had no idea. And so from

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<v Speaker 1>that point on, like I had I had veto power,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I guess technically I could call right now and

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<v Speaker 1>say I don't want it in the movies or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>It was kind of agreement. And but at that point,

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<v Speaker 1>like they were doing such a great job, and they

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<v Speaker 1>interviewed me for you know, for weeks about every story

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<v Speaker 1>possible growing up, and and they were very respectful, and

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<v Speaker 1>how they made the movie kind of taught me how,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, hey, we're trying to cram twenty something years

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<v Speaker 1>into about an hour and fifty minutes, so there's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be a lot of mashing up stories to make it fit.

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<v Speaker 1>We obviously can't make a you know, twenty eight hour

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<v Speaker 1>movie or whatever, not making Thornbirds. And so so I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, I think that your your life Bart could

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<v Speaker 1>be a cool Thornbirds. May well, except you know, you

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<v Speaker 1>fell in love with the love of your life young

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<v Speaker 1>and got married and have a beautiful family and never

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you never became a priest. But other than that,

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<v Speaker 1>it couldn't like be thornbird quality. Yes, I am in ministry,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's close there you go. But they did a

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<v Speaker 1>great job. I just had I had to learn how

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<v Speaker 1>it's made. People always ask how accurate is it? And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, it's about as accurate as you can be

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<v Speaker 1>fitting my whole life into two hours. For me, it

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<v Speaker 1>was all about the redemption story with my dad and

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<v Speaker 1>the tray information in his life and and and they,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, they did something right because the first time

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<v Speaker 1>I read the script and I saw them film it,

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<v Speaker 1>it stirred emotions in me that I haven't felt for

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<v Speaker 1>a very long time. And so I think they they

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<v Speaker 1>got it right, that's for sure. Wow. Wow, and your

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<v Speaker 1>family did they Did they just thrilled to the idea

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<v Speaker 1>or were they like, oh, I don't want everybody to

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<v Speaker 1>know this stuff. You know, that's the nervous part, because

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's a little bit of both. I mean, like,

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<v Speaker 1>I stressed over this even eight years ago, because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>really in my life, my parents divorced and I was young,

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<v Speaker 1>and I have an older brother, and so really my

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<v Speaker 1>mom my brother are probably the only two that are

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<v Speaker 1>really kind of around still that that can kind of

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<v Speaker 1>truly know what I went through. And and so I

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<v Speaker 1>really stressed about them because my mom, you know, they

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<v Speaker 1>divorced and I was three, and my mom remarried, moved

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<v Speaker 1>from Dallas to Santonio, and I was in third grade,

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<v Speaker 1>and somehow they decided it was best for me my

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<v Speaker 1>brother to stay with my dad, and so being a

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<v Speaker 1>mama's boy, I remember weeping that my mom kind of

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<v Speaker 1>left me behind. Is what it felt like now knowing

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<v Speaker 1>as an adult how much of a victim she was,

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<v Speaker 1>and and the fear that she was living, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>just because my dad had such a horrible temper and

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<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of factors I didn't understand as a child.

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<v Speaker 1>And so so I was like when the movie, when

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<v Speaker 1>I started writing the script, I was like, if this

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<v Speaker 1>is going to kill my mom because it just shows

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<v Speaker 1>her leaving and not coming back and and such. She's

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<v Speaker 1>such a big part of my life. Now I found

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<v Speaker 1>myself like trying to rewrite the true story, trying to

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<v Speaker 1>fit her in my life more than she actually was,

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<v Speaker 1>to protect her. And my wife Shannon was like, that's

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<v Speaker 1>that's not true either, like, unfortunately, this is what it is.

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<v Speaker 1>And and and so I remember like sitting down with my

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<v Speaker 1>mom and kind of work, you know, working through all that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, before the movie has ever made. And when

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<v Speaker 1>it finally first edited the movie, I went to Texas

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<v Speaker 1>and said alone with her, and we washed together and

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, and I thought my mom would have

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<v Speaker 1>the hardest time. My brother would be okay with it

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<v Speaker 1>because he, you know, he knows what I went through.

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<v Speaker 1>And my mom kind of cried a little bit and said,

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<v Speaker 1>unfortun that's the way it was. And you know, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>proud of you for trying to tell the story like

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<v Speaker 1>it was. She was very supportive. It's gonna be hard,

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<v Speaker 1>but she's supportive. And my brother, who I thought would

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<v Speaker 1>be okay with it, he's struggling, probably more just because

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<v Speaker 1>you know, they're might you know, there's something you know

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<v Speaker 1>for him, my dad could do no wrong, like uh,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, like you know, and once he passed away,

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<v Speaker 1>you kind of going to fainthood to him, like you

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<v Speaker 1>all is forgiven and it's just a story that he's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I would have told that. I

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<v Speaker 1>totally understand that, and uh, and so it's it's harder

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<v Speaker 1>for him and so so yeah, we'll see we were

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we still love each other and we're still

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<v Speaker 1>getting through it. But it's been therapeutic to say the least.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. I think a lot of people think, well,

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<v Speaker 1>God can't love somebody like me. I thought that, And

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<v Speaker 1>there's nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing that can separate you from

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<v Speaker 1>that loving God. If I have to do is ask, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so I have to do. That's what I hope. That's

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<v Speaker 1>my prayer for for people going to see the movie

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<v Speaker 1>as understanding that God's love man it's it's available to anybody. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>The crazy part is, like you know, we people ask like,

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<v Speaker 1>what do you hope people take away from the movie.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like that, you know, like you said, as long

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<v Speaker 1>as your heart is beating, your story is not over.

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<v Speaker 1>And sometimes we have a tendency to write off certain people.

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<v Speaker 1>If you would asked me the one person that God

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<v Speaker 1>cannot reach, I would say, a hundred times out of

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<v Speaker 1>a hundred, it was my dad. You know, he was

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<v Speaker 1>he was It was just awful. And then here we

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<v Speaker 1>are now talking about him years later. But Bart, thank

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<v Speaker 1>you one more question. So there's all these red carpet

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<v Speaker 1>events and the debuts and everything, and as long as

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<v Speaker 1>I've known you, I've known you to be Bart who

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<v Speaker 1>loves to be comfortable, Bart who on your fanciest appearances

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<v Speaker 1>on stage, would prefer to be in genes over slacks.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm wondering, and uh, you know, is it going

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<v Speaker 1>to be a tuxedo. It'll be jeans and a T

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<v Speaker 1>shirt and a dress code. I can promise you that

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<v Speaker 1>there you go, good black T shirt. Probably you did

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<v Speaker 1>not disappoint. We will never change good, good good. I

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<v Speaker 1>am so happy to hear that because I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my gosh, is he Is he going to break down?

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<v Speaker 1>Is he going to go with the funky texedo no

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<v Speaker 1>other than weddings and funerals that will not wear a suit. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm glad it's neither. Yeah, I'm glad it's neither. God

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<v Speaker 1>bless you, God bless you. Give my love to the guys.

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<v Speaker 1>I will do take care, Bye bye,