WEBVTT - Rest and Revolution

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to Woke AF with me Danielle Moody. While I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to start the year with a fresh perspective, things

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<v Speaker 1>don't always go as planned. The incitement of literal riots

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<v Speaker 1>at the US Capitol has shaken this country to its core,

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<v Speaker 1>and this week I've been doing my best to balance

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<v Speaker 1>wellness and wokeness both in my life and on my podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to share some nuggets for my conversations this

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<v Speaker 1>week with my friends Ellie Mistel, Justice correspondent for the

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<v Speaker 1>Nation and Anita Copatch, author and spiritual psychologists, which you

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<v Speaker 1>can hear right now and full at patreon dot com

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<v Speaker 1>slash woke AF. Later on you'll hear Anita talk about

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<v Speaker 1>how wellness and wokeness actually go hand in hand and

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<v Speaker 1>how you need one to feed the other. But first,

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<v Speaker 1>my dear friend Ellie joined me on Thursday show to

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<v Speaker 1>discuss how we as a nation cannot and will not

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<v Speaker 1>get well until we get woke and take action against

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<v Speaker 1>these seditious dissidents who incited a white supremacist riot in

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<v Speaker 1>our nation's capital. Take a listen. So I want to

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<v Speaker 1>start at the very very top, where you say, look

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<v Speaker 1>at all these calls for unity, right that you knew

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<v Speaker 1>we're coming, that I knew we're coming, That basically every

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<v Speaker 1>mildly conscious black person knew would be happening. This is

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<v Speaker 1>what they always do, right. The white people at the

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<v Speaker 1>Constitutional Convention want unity and comedy with the slavers and

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<v Speaker 1>colonists who were raping and holding our brothers and sisters

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<v Speaker 1>in bondage right after the first unity call after the

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<v Speaker 1>Civil War, Abraham Lincoln, great emancipator, out here with charity

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<v Speaker 1>for all and malice are well, fuck that, I want

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<v Speaker 1>some malice for these insurrectionists who just started a five

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<v Speaker 1>year civil war. But no, no no, no, we have to

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<v Speaker 1>have unity with our Southern brothers and sisters. Right. It

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<v Speaker 1>happens all the time that every time white people get

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<v Speaker 1>crazy and violent, the white people who weren't crazy and

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<v Speaker 1>violent want to embrace and how and understand and a

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<v Speaker 1>commission studies about the grievances of their brothers. Right. They

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<v Speaker 1>never want to hold them accountable, which is why they

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<v Speaker 1>are always permissive of white supremacy, white anger, and white violence.

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<v Speaker 1>What could we do, Corey Bush? Absolutely, legally, it's relatively

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<v Speaker 1>easy to expel a member of Congress. You make a rule,

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<v Speaker 1>and then you vote on it, and if more people

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<v Speaker 1>vote on it than not, that member is expelled. It's

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<v Speaker 1>actually not that hard if you have an underlying crime, right,

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<v Speaker 1>like it's it would be hard to just say, like

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want Ted Cruz to be in Congress because

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<v Speaker 1>he's an asshole, Like that's that's not enough, but a

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<v Speaker 1>seditious asshole. Well, well now you tell me more, tell

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<v Speaker 1>me right, maybe we can do something about that. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>the spelling members of Congress is not often used, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's not particularly hard to do if you have enough

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<v Speaker 1>congress people willing to do it. The Congress sets their

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<v Speaker 1>own rules. Congresses like a club. They set their own

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<v Speaker 1>rules of entry at some kind of basic level. But

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<v Speaker 1>I think more than that, and really even more than

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<v Speaker 1>going after Ted Cruise and Josh Alvey, who absolutely should

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<v Speaker 1>be expelled, the very first level of accountability has to

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<v Speaker 1>start with the people who a rioted and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>attack the capital, right and all that, many of whom

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<v Speaker 1>have not yet been found or arrested. It has to

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<v Speaker 1>start there, and it has to start with the people

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<v Speaker 1>who directly incite it the riot on the day of

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<v Speaker 1>the riot. I am here for discussion theoretically of how

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<v Speaker 1>Ted Cruise is adoption of the election fraud lie Like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm here for that discussion. But first we have to

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<v Speaker 1>get Don Junior, who sat there for five minutes telling

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<v Speaker 1>these crazy people go fight for Trump, Go fight for Trump.

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<v Speaker 1>First we have to get Moe Brooks, who sat there

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<v Speaker 1>for fifteen minutes and told his people this is the

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<v Speaker 1>day we start taking names and kicking ass. First we

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<v Speaker 1>have to get Rudy Giuliani, who ordered them to have

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<v Speaker 1>a trial by combat. And first we have to get

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<v Speaker 1>Donald Trump, the president, who spent two hours whipping these

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<v Speaker 1>people up in a frenzy and telling them to march

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<v Speaker 1>on the Capitol and find his vice president and quote

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<v Speaker 1>make him do the right thing. All right, these people

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<v Speaker 1>got to go now, all right, way before we get

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<v Speaker 1>to Holly and Cruise and you know, Matt Gates, all

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<v Speaker 1>of whom are dicks who should have some kind of

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<v Speaker 1>accountlatily brought to them. But before we get to that,

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<v Speaker 1>we have to legally hold accountable and punish the people

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<v Speaker 1>who directly inside it the violence they would do it

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<v Speaker 1>to black people. I wrote in the Nation, I took

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<v Speaker 1>people back to two and seventeen during a protest for

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<v Speaker 1>Alton Sterling, Louisiana man who was just shot to death

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<v Speaker 1>by the coll when he was in a prone position.

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<v Speaker 1>Black Lives Matter organizers like Deray McKesson and Brittany pack

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<v Speaker 1>At Cunningham were arrested after one of these protests because

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<v Speaker 1>one guy, one guy who was not them, who did

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<v Speaker 1>not know them, through a brick at a cop. Ye,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, he hurt his foot or something through a

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<v Speaker 1>brick at a cop, and they arrested the organizers for

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<v Speaker 1>inciting the violence. Even though Deray and Brittany are not

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<v Speaker 1>out here saying let's throw bricks at cops. Fight the

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<v Speaker 1>cops throw bricks at them. They're not saying that, but

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<v Speaker 1>they got arrested anyway. They were eventually released. The injured

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<v Speaker 1>cop actually sued Deray for his injuries and Deray had

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<v Speaker 1>to fight him all the way to the spring court.

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<v Speaker 1>All right. So that's what they do to black people.

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<v Speaker 1>If you do that to black organizers of protests, the

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<v Speaker 1>very least we can do is arrest Don Junior, Moe Brooks,

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<v Speaker 1>Rudy Giuliani Trump once he's out of office and no

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<v Speaker 1>longer protected by the Office of the Presidency, and arrest

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<v Speaker 1>these people for inciting a riot. That is the first

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<v Speaker 1>level of accountability. If we don't have that, at least

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<v Speaker 1>we don't only have anything. Let me ask you this though, Ellie,

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<v Speaker 1>because it turned out right that the Department of Justice,

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<v Speaker 1>which is still currently under the Trump regime, has decided

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<v Speaker 1>that they are not going to prosecute anyone for incitement, right,

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<v Speaker 1>meaning any of the folks that were at this bullshit

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<v Speaker 1>Save America rally. However, DC Attorney General right an office

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<v Speaker 1>is actually looking into this. We know that we have

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<v Speaker 1>but a handful of days left until Merrick Garland is

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<v Speaker 1>the new Attorney General of the United States. Talk to

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<v Speaker 1>us about the kind of pressure that is going to

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<v Speaker 1>be necessary to get done exactly what it is that

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<v Speaker 1>you just said. These people didn't find themselves on the

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<v Speaker 1>steps of the Capitol inside the Capitol Building on their own.

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<v Speaker 1>They were fucking led there. They were led there by

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<v Speaker 1>Donald Trump. They were led there by Rudy Giuliani. They

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<v Speaker 1>were led there by Don Trump Junior. They were led

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<v Speaker 1>there by Matt Gates. They were led there by these people. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>you can't lay out, right, all of this tender, all

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<v Speaker 1>of this gasoline, give everybody a match and then walk away,

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<v Speaker 1>and you have no responsibility for the fucking fire that

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<v Speaker 1>was set. So what pressure needs to happen in order

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<v Speaker 1>to get these things done, so that these people a

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<v Speaker 1>year from now, five years from now, ten years from

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<v Speaker 1>now know that, oh, actually my words do matter, that

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<v Speaker 1>we're not just supposed to shrug it off. Well, here's

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<v Speaker 1>my worry with the Biden administration. Right from from where

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<v Speaker 1>I said, Barack Obama's biggest mistake was in the transition

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<v Speaker 1>after he was elected, before he was inaugurated, when he

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<v Speaker 1>went on this Week with George Stephanopolus, I believe and

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<v Speaker 1>said that he wasn't going to be focused on prosecuting

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<v Speaker 1>Dicky and people in the Bush administration for war crimes

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<v Speaker 1>and torture because it was important to move forward and

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<v Speaker 1>not look backward. That was Barack Obama in two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>and eight, two thousand and nine, and I believe that

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<v Speaker 1>was rock. I believe that was permissive of attacks on

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<v Speaker 1>our very character and permissive of criminals. And I believe

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<v Speaker 1>that other Republicans understood that, took note of that and

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<v Speaker 1>realize that they can do whatever they want while cloth

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<v Speaker 1>and power, because the Democrats will never have the stones

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<v Speaker 1>basically ye to go back and find them when the

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<v Speaker 1>wheel turns around and the Democrats were empowered. Note that

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<v Speaker 1>this is not how the Republicans played right. Had Hillary

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<v Speaker 1>Clinton won, it would have been four straight years of

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<v Speaker 1>Manghazi hearings. By the way, more people die than the

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<v Speaker 1>Capitol attack than at Benghazi. If Barack Obama had prosecuted

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<v Speaker 1>his presidency like Donald Trump has, Barrock Imbaba will be

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<v Speaker 1>in jail right now. Publicans never just move forward and

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<v Speaker 1>move on and don't worry about the past. They always

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<v Speaker 1>go back and settle their scores like a mom or something. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>Joe Biden needs to prosecute these people. Yes, we cannot

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<v Speaker 1>move forward until there is accountability. We cannot heal until

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<v Speaker 1>the bleeding wound is staunched. I don't think that he

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<v Speaker 1>understands that. His pick of Merrick Garland suggests that he

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't understand that it's just incredibly rare to get white people,

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<v Speaker 1>especially even white liberals, to take action against white racist

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<v Speaker 1>It's just not something they're kind of. It's just not

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<v Speaker 1>something they ever seem to want to do. We cannot

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<v Speaker 1>move forward unless there is accountability, folks. I've been saying

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<v Speaker 1>that for weeks now, But do you know what we

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<v Speaker 1>also need to move forward rest. I said this on

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<v Speaker 1>Friday's show, which you can here right now on patreon

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<v Speaker 1>dot com. Slash Woke af that rest is part of

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<v Speaker 1>the revolution. We cannot tire ourselves out before we even

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<v Speaker 1>get to the starting line. I was so happy to

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<v Speaker 1>be joined on this Friday show by my friend Anita Copatch,

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<v Speaker 1>who talked about her work as a spiritual psychologist. Hear

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<v Speaker 1>her thoughts on how using techniques of mindfulness and spirituality

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<v Speaker 1>can bring wokeness into our everyday lives. How do you

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<v Speaker 1>work with people who feel in this moment stuck, right,

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<v Speaker 1>They do feel stuck, and they don't feel rooted, they

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<v Speaker 1>feel weighed down. How do we help those into the

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<v Speaker 1>space of being in flow, even if that flow feels

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<v Speaker 1>like a tempest at times? Yeah, yeah, that's very true.

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<v Speaker 1>So most of the people that I work with, I know,

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<v Speaker 1>we haven't brought it up, but most of the people

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<v Speaker 1>that I've worked with have experienced sexual trauma. And the

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<v Speaker 1>way that I work with that because a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>times they will feel stuck or they won't know what

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<v Speaker 1>it is, and so I don't push them to say

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<v Speaker 1>so much, but I create a space for them to

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<v Speaker 1>figure that out. Right, because when we find out what

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<v Speaker 1>it is that's holding us back, rather than someone telling

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<v Speaker 1>us what it is, it's a much more profound effect

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<v Speaker 1>on their healing and how they move forward because once

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<v Speaker 1>we realize we are our own healers, that we don't

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<v Speaker 1>say like, oh, I need her in order for me

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<v Speaker 1>to move to this next level. And so what I

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<v Speaker 1>do is, if they're feeling stuck, I ask those small

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<v Speaker 1>questions like how are you feeling? You know, what is

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<v Speaker 1>giving you anxiety? What are you sad about? What are

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<v Speaker 1>you excited about? And it's such simple things. But as

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<v Speaker 1>they begin to talk and say it, they come to

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<v Speaker 1>these realizations within this space right And it's interesting because

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<v Speaker 1>most of the people within my communities right now are

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<v Speaker 1>feeling very motivated, which is interesting because I don't feel

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<v Speaker 1>it all the time rightly. I'm like, let me just

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<v Speaker 1>sit in this bed right now. Oh my gosh. So

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<v Speaker 1>I've been getting much of my inspiration from seeing the

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<v Speaker 1>people around me, Like it's so important to connect with

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<v Speaker 1>your community during this time, especially if you're feeling stuck.

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<v Speaker 1>Have an accountability of partner, have someone who can check

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<v Speaker 1>in with you, or you can check in with each

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<v Speaker 1>week at least because there are some people who are

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<v Speaker 1>out there feeling very alone during these times, and though

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<v Speaker 1>creating these spaces where you're in community, right because as

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<v Speaker 1>we see the mirrors around us, we're able to see

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<v Speaker 1>who we are even more clearly because you know, underneath

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<v Speaker 1>it all, we all are all one. But there's so

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<v Speaker 1>many different levels of healing in order for us to

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<v Speaker 1>even get to that. You can't ask someone to buy pass,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, their pain of what they're feeling from their

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<v Speaker 1>experience of being black in America, right, Oh no, but

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<v Speaker 1>we're no, I'm not going to get there until I

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<v Speaker 1>heal all of these things, these ancestral things, like for instance,

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<v Speaker 1>I had this experience where this person contacted me and

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<v Speaker 1>asked me to create these things, you know, for this

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<v Speaker 1>big event. And I was like, oh, yeah, absolutely, and

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<v Speaker 1>I created them. And then she told me after or

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<v Speaker 1>my team created them, right, so it's my time, my resources.

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<v Speaker 1>She told me after that they weren't able to be

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<v Speaker 1>vetted in time and something like that. And so I

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<v Speaker 1>sat there for a moment and I was feeling so triggered,

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<v Speaker 1>Like yeah, so triggered, And I was like, why are

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<v Speaker 1>you so triggered about this Anita like, what is that?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean tears like anger, and I was like, I know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not just about this, right, And I realized it

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<v Speaker 1>was about because to me it felt like I did

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<v Speaker 1>work for a white person and they didn't pay me.

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<v Speaker 1>And I not only did work, I did work and

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<v Speaker 1>I used my resources to have someone design things, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like it was a whole uful thing. And so I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know if before twenty twenty I would have allowed

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<v Speaker 1>myself to feel those triggers, right like, I probably would

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<v Speaker 1>have been annoyed and then just moved on and did

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<v Speaker 1>something else. But it was almost as if I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>help it. And so when I went into my own

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<v Speaker 1>self counseling about it, it did. It went into those

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<v Speaker 1>wounds of slavery. And so basically, once I had cleared

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<v Speaker 1>that and went into that, I was able to respond

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<v Speaker 1>without the emotional triggers, but also allow this person to

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<v Speaker 1>know what she did, because it's especially within the millennials,

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<v Speaker 1>there are so many people who are trying to be

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<v Speaker 1>woke and triab to through this work. And you know,

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<v Speaker 1>one of the things she wanted to vet was make

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<v Speaker 1>sure that I had people of color within my organization

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<v Speaker 1>and another organization that I raise money for. And so

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<v Speaker 1>I just told her, I said, you know, I am

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<v Speaker 1>a woman of color, and what is happening right now

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<v Speaker 1>is that there is a disrespect that's happening because you

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<v Speaker 1>asked me to do this work without letting me know

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<v Speaker 1>that there was a possibility that it was not going

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<v Speaker 1>to be used. Yeah, yeah, yep. So I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>you have to realize that at every level, not just oh,

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<v Speaker 1>let me see if they have black people working, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>if they have enough black people where I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 1>am a black person, right and this is it, this

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<v Speaker 1>one on one, Like every moment is a chance for

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<v Speaker 1>us to wake up. Every moment is a chance for

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<v Speaker 1>us to wake up. I will leave you with those

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<v Speaker 1>wise words from Anita Copatch. Thank you so much for

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