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Speaker 1: Scrubbing in with Becatilly and Tanya rad and iHeartRadio and

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Speaker 1: People's Choice Award winning podcast.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Happy Monday, everybody. We are scrubbing in. If I

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Speaker 2: feel like we were just here like two days ago,

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Speaker 2: it feels like we just had the podcast The Mantle.

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Speaker 3: Oh God, that feels like forever ago.

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Speaker 4: Really yes, Oh this weekend felt very long to me though.

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Speaker 4: That's why I rested. I did nothing and it was awesome.

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Speaker 2: Honestly, can you when was the last time, like Christmas?

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Speaker 4: Was that the last time?

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Speaker 5: Is that?

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Speaker 2: How did it feel?

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Speaker 1: Like?

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Speaker 3: Amazingly awesome?

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Speaker 2: So you do what because a lot of I feel

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Speaker 2: like a lot of people who are like you, who

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Speaker 2: go go go don't do like they get restless when

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Speaker 2: they're trying to rest.

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Speaker 4: I thought I was gonna get like that, But boy

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Speaker 4: did I enjoy it. I went home, my parents pampered me.

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Speaker 4: I didn't check any emails, like it was just on

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Speaker 4: and it was awesome.

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Speaker 2: There is something about being able to fully relax when

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Speaker 2: you're at your parents' house. Yeah, there is something too.

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Speaker 2: And it was like rainy, Yeah, this was a good

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Speaker 2: weekend for you to rest.

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Speaker 5: Now I'm back in a baby you started Monday with

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Speaker 5: a bang banging how so.

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Speaker 2: Well, just no usual Monday the first time.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, a lot of emails respond to But it felt great.

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Speaker 2: Good, So you feel like ready to go, rested, ready

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Speaker 2: to go? Yeah great, I've been I rested all week,

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Speaker 2: so I was like, but I was restless. Like I

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Speaker 2: it's weird because now that I live alone, I miss

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Speaker 2: the company of my sisters. Like I don't necessarily want

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Speaker 2: a roommate, but I loved having my sisters there, if

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Speaker 2: that makes sense totally, because like they weren't roommates to me,

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Speaker 2: it was like living with my family because it is

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Speaker 2: my family. But I don't know, it's different than coming

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Speaker 2: and watching TV. Then like I would get home and

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Speaker 2: be like, hey, what you do today?

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Speaker 6: Well, it's like it's like a social life on demand.

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Speaker 6: Like if you want to just be isolate yourself to

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Speaker 2: But I I don't necessarily like I love living alone,

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Speaker 2: So it's it's a weird combination of her.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I think if I would have stayed home all

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Speaker 4: weekend in my apartment, if I would have gotten a

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Speaker 4: little restless. Yeah, but the fact that I had my

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Speaker 2: Yeah. And so like when I don't have a lot

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Speaker 2: going on work, it's weird because like sometimes with my schedule,

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Speaker 2: stuff that I need to just do from home. And

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Speaker 2: so once I do that and I'm still at home,

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Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, and you know, I could get out

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Speaker 6: Yeah, exercising is not a feeling to you.

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Speaker 2: It's a hard because once I go one time, I'm good,

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Speaker 2: Like I get excited about it, but getting to that

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Speaker 2: But it's been I've been off for a long time now,

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I enjoy it, but I do know what you're saying.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but you do it like it's it's a part

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I think if I didn't do it. I'd probably

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Speaker 2: But my Henk, my youngest sister, Hannah ended, we call

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Speaker 2: watched the Michael Jackson documentary together, which was very not

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Speaker 2: Like why are they coming out with this now? Right?

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Speaker 2: And I get like why his family is like what

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Speaker 4: How long is it?

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Speaker 2: It was two hours and I think it's two hours

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Speaker 6: So it's like, why would they be making it up?

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Speaker 2: And like people are saying like there's you know, obviously

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Speaker 6: But maybe, right, maybe it is a money grab or something.

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Speaker 2: But it's a strange money grab to me because I

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Speaker 6: But what you're when you're watching it, do you feel like,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean it's very compelling and it's very convincing,

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Speaker 2: but it's it's also you kind of do get into

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Speaker 2: and I don't know why there would be any reason

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Speaker 2: interesting because it's this whole me too movement, but it's

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Speaker 4: Well could they have also been, like you never know

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Speaker 4: what could have been? And this is horrible because I

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Speaker 4: well the not talk then, or you know what I mean,

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Speaker 6: Signs with settlements, not with I don't think with these

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Speaker 6: people in this documentary, but there have been settlements with

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Speaker 6: previous accusers, right.

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Speaker 2: But there were other Macaulay Culkin and another guy that

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Speaker 2: But it was only one at a time, and so

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Speaker 6: It is fascinating with him, isn't it. How we've all

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Speaker 6: Like it's weird that that's just become because if you

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Speaker 2: But it is true. The parent situation was very bizarre

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Speaker 2: And that's where I have issue. Yeah, and it's true.

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Speaker 2: I mean I don't know no one. Only those people

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Speaker 6: I was talking to Patty from The Morning Show the

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Speaker 6: I think that's a little extreme, but that's her policy.

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Speaker 6: That's probably the better policy if you had to choose

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, rather than just being like losey goosey.

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Speaker 2: But it's it's really heavy. I'm and I'm fascinated to

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Speaker 4: Is makes you think, what is Oprah?

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Speaker 7: Isn't there something about Oprah getting involved?

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Speaker 4: She interviewed them, Yeah, she interviewed them for the own network,

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Speaker 7: An interesting article in Oprah magazine aorn oprahmagazine dot com.

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Speaker 2: But I agree with you, Mark, it's weird because like

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Speaker 6: It's a weird benefit of the doubt that Michael Jackson

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Speaker 6: that he's just a quick, weird, quirky guy who hangs

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Speaker 4: I think it's weird.

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Speaker 2: No, but I'm saying like it's it was like a

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Speaker 6: Parents would let wouldn't let those kids stay at anyone

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Speaker 9: I went to the Autry Museum in Los Angeles over

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Speaker 4: They took all his music off radio and like streaming sites.

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Speaker 6: I thought, I think this weekend, Yeah, but I wonder

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Speaker 2: Well, I've been really into just some heavy docu. There's

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Speaker 2: this new one with about the gypsy Rose Blanchard case

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Speaker 2: and it's coming out on Hulu, and I have been

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Speaker 4: It's Joey King.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's called The Act, but yeah, it's just it's

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Speaker 3: It's Roncia first.

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Speaker 6: And a woman named Jillian that I don't think people

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Speaker 1: into it. And something happened at school where I got

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00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:51,320
Speaker 1: kicked off the cheerleading squad for being absent. I got really,

440
00:20:51,359 --> 00:20:53,960
Speaker 1: really sick, and we had competition, so I went home

441
00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:55,520
Speaker 1: early and my mom just didn't let me go to

442
00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:59,080
Speaker 1: practice and she didn't really understand the whole cheerleading thing anyway,

443
00:20:59,240 --> 00:21:01,080
Speaker 1: and we had and we had a competition. I was

444
00:21:01,119 --> 00:21:03,240
Speaker 1: their main flyer. So I just got a call from

445
00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:06,040
Speaker 1: the captain saying you're off the squad, like whatever. And

446
00:21:06,080 --> 00:21:09,760
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, so I'm going to pursue this

447
00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:13,520
Speaker 1: acting thing. Screw cheerleading now. I'm not upset, you know whatever.

448
00:21:13,560 --> 00:21:15,560
Speaker 1: We were all young, but I think it is funny

449
00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:18,800
Speaker 1: that my first movie was Bring It On though out There.

450
00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:23,800
Speaker 1: But I was a dancer actually, and I started dancing

451
00:21:23,800 --> 00:21:26,800
Speaker 1: at Millennium and I was backup dancing for an artist

452
00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:30,479
Speaker 1: and two of the backup dancers were actresses. And one

453
00:21:30,520 --> 00:21:31,879
Speaker 1: of them came in. She's like, I just poked this

454
00:21:31,920 --> 00:21:35,360
Speaker 1: show on Fabulous. That's how old I was. No one

455
00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:38,480
Speaker 1: knows what I'm fabulous is these days. Emma Roberts was

456
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Speaker 1: in it, and so I was like, hey, can I

457
00:21:43,200 --> 00:21:45,199
Speaker 1: how did you do it? Can you kind of guide me?

458
00:21:45,320 --> 00:21:46,919
Speaker 1: And she was like, well, I have a manager, and

459
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Speaker 1: well she is looking for a Latina artist who speaks Spanish.

460
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Speaker 1: Are you bilingual? And I was like, yeah, mind you.

461
00:21:52,280 --> 00:21:54,280
Speaker 1: I didn't realize at the time how forward that was

462
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Speaker 1: to kind of like just say, hey, I want to

463
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Speaker 1: do this, let's do it. Yeah, but you know, she

464
00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:01,639
Speaker 1: was very great and did introduce me to her manager.

465
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Speaker 1: She signed me right away and I started auditioning, and

466
00:22:03,600 --> 00:22:05,639
Speaker 1: mind you, I had no training, not well, and I

467
00:22:05,680 --> 00:22:07,960
Speaker 1: wish I did, because I walked into an audition and

468
00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:10,040
Speaker 1: they're like, all right, go and I'm like, well, where's

469
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Speaker 1: this set? Like what do you just want me to

470
00:22:12,600 --> 00:22:15,240
Speaker 1: act here in this this room with this little you

471
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Speaker 1: know camera here And they're like yeah, and I'm like okay,

472
00:22:17,520 --> 00:22:20,760
Speaker 1: And so it was bad for a while, but I

473
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Speaker 1: I got lucky. About six months later, I booked to

474
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Speaker 1: Bring It On and that was really because I was

475
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Speaker 1: a dancer and I you know, the dance audition was

476
00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:31,600
Speaker 1: really awesome and uh then I was like cool, great,

477
00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:35,480
Speaker 1: now we're good, and it wasn't. And then I had

478
00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:38,160
Speaker 1: to go back and audition again. I was like, what

479
00:22:38,320 --> 00:22:41,040
Speaker 1: is it not hard? Again? And I did. I was

480
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Speaker 1: very fortunate. I booked a movie on ABC Family called

481
00:22:44,480 --> 00:22:46,840
Speaker 1: at the time was called ABC Family the cutting edge,

482
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Speaker 1: and I was because I have a figure skating background.

483
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Speaker 2: Cool.

484
00:22:49,560 --> 00:22:52,080
Speaker 1: And then I booked The Secret Life of the American

485
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Speaker 1: Teenager and things were going great, and then Secret Life

486
00:22:55,359 --> 00:22:57,159
Speaker 1: was done and then I was like, now what do

487
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Speaker 1: I do?

488
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Speaker 4: But that was not great?

489
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Speaker 1: That was like good, yeah, no, it was awesome.

490
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Speaker 4: I'm like, that was a huge show for ABC Family.

491
00:23:04,560 --> 00:23:06,480
Speaker 1: Yeah. Huge. I mean I feel like no one really

492
00:23:06,560 --> 00:23:08,680
Speaker 1: knew what ABC Family was and until that show.

493
00:23:08,920 --> 00:23:10,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, sure, yeah, yeah, it's true.

494
00:23:10,880 --> 00:23:13,879
Speaker 1: I remember talking about it and they're like, what's ABC Family.

495
00:23:13,920 --> 00:23:15,600
Speaker 1: I'm like, well, it used to be called Fox Family,

496
00:23:15,680 --> 00:23:16,800
Speaker 1: but now it's ABC Family.

497
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Speaker 4: How many seasons did that go?

498
00:23:18,920 --> 00:23:22,240
Speaker 1: That's a great question. I think five or six, because you.

499
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Speaker 4: Must be feeling really good at that point, like you're like,

500
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Speaker 4: I'm on a hit show.

501
00:23:25,640 --> 00:23:27,080
Speaker 3: Like I like, you're.

502
00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:27,879
Speaker 4: Like, I made it moment.

503
00:23:28,080 --> 00:23:29,840
Speaker 1: It was my I made it moment, but there was

504
00:23:29,880 --> 00:23:32,320
Speaker 1: so much I didn't know about this industry. Still in

505
00:23:32,359 --> 00:23:34,520
Speaker 1: my I made it moment, and I actually didn't have

506
00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:36,800
Speaker 1: like the best people around me either, and I'd realized

507
00:23:36,840 --> 00:23:38,640
Speaker 1: that I didn't have the quite like the best team

508
00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:41,080
Speaker 1: around me. I'm very grateful for anyone that put any

509
00:23:41,080 --> 00:23:43,040
Speaker 1: time into me. I just want to put that out there,

510
00:23:43,080 --> 00:23:45,840
Speaker 1: but I just didn't know where to go from there.

511
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Speaker 4: So that's a key thing. Yeah, I hear that a

512
00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:52,159
Speaker 4: lot from people industry is the right team around you.

513
00:23:52,520 --> 00:23:54,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, because I felt kind of shelved afterwards. It's like

514
00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:57,240
Speaker 1: I was on a show and then I didn't know

515
00:23:57,440 --> 00:24:00,960
Speaker 1: to think about branding and what's next, and yeah, I'm

516
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:03,520
Speaker 1: employed right now, but what about afterwards. It's like you

517
00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:06,240
Speaker 1: work so hard to make it, but then there's a

518
00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:08,760
Speaker 1: part of staying there. And that was the hardest part

519
00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:10,720
Speaker 1: that I and the hardest lesson I think I learned.

520
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Speaker 1: And then when we met, I was like, I don't

521
00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:16,840
Speaker 1: know what to do here. And I remember a friend

522
00:24:16,880 --> 00:24:18,639
Speaker 1: of mine sat me down and she's like, you should

523
00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:20,160
Speaker 1: be doing this, you should be doing that, you should

524
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Speaker 1: be doing this, And I was like, well, how come

525
00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:23,760
Speaker 1: my team didn't tell me that.

526
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Speaker 4: It's funny because when I met you, I was also

527
00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:28,920
Speaker 4: like a lowe in my life, but because of relationship,

528
00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:31,399
Speaker 4: Like my relationship I just crashed and I was like

529
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Speaker 4: leaning into my faith for that reason.

530
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Speaker 1: Yeah, and I think I had just gotten out of

531
00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:40,560
Speaker 1: a terrible relationship when not when I was twenty years old.

532
00:24:40,560 --> 00:24:42,440
Speaker 1: When I got out of that, it was super abusive

533
00:24:42,480 --> 00:24:45,000
Speaker 1: and I didn't really really realize it until I went

534
00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:49,000
Speaker 1: to therapy eight years later. But yeah, so I think

535
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:51,720
Speaker 1: that played in part with like this whole Hollywood industry.

536
00:24:51,760 --> 00:24:52,960
Speaker 1: It was just it's crazy.

537
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Speaker 6: What was your first impression of Tanya when you met

538
00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:55,880
Speaker 6: her all those years ago?

539
00:24:56,000 --> 00:24:57,680
Speaker 1: I thought she was hilarious and I wanted to find

540
00:24:57,720 --> 00:24:58,360
Speaker 1: her a boyfriend.

541
00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:04,240
Speaker 2: So so we feel yeah, still the reaction we get.

542
00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:09,120
Speaker 1: I really enjoy you in the mornings when you talk

543
00:25:09,160 --> 00:25:09,960
Speaker 1: about your love life.

544
00:25:10,640 --> 00:25:13,760
Speaker 4: I really enjoyed it. Yeah, you know what, you have

545
00:25:13,840 --> 00:25:15,800
Speaker 4: a really good are you? Do you talk about your boyfriend?

546
00:25:15,880 --> 00:25:16,040
Speaker 2: Yeah?

547
00:25:16,040 --> 00:25:18,680
Speaker 4: I do, okay, because your story is pretty great about

548
00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:20,359
Speaker 4: how you guys met and like started dating.

549
00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:22,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, we actually met on the set of Grownish. He

550
00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:23,960
Speaker 1: was in the camera department.

551
00:25:24,400 --> 00:25:26,720
Speaker 2: Wait, how long have you been on Grownish?

552
00:25:26,800 --> 00:25:30,920
Speaker 1: How long has that since? Two thousand and seventeen? September?

553
00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:34,240
Speaker 1: We started filming September twenty seventeen, started airing January.

554
00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:35,359
Speaker 2: So that's when you met him?

555
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:37,399
Speaker 1: Though, Yes, okay, I met him and I was not

556
00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:39,919
Speaker 1: ready to meet him, like for a long time. I

557
00:25:39,960 --> 00:25:42,600
Speaker 1: was all you know, we talked about this dating and

558
00:25:42,680 --> 00:25:44,800
Speaker 1: this guy and he's not texting me back and all

559
00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:47,520
Speaker 1: this stuff. And then finally I met someone all the

560
00:25:47,520 --> 00:25:50,360
Speaker 1: complaints I had. He was giving me everything I said

561
00:25:50,359 --> 00:25:52,120
Speaker 1: I wanted he was giving me. He was texting me back,

562
00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:54,000
Speaker 1: not even just text me, he was calling me. And

563
00:25:54,040 --> 00:25:58,000
Speaker 1: I was like, this guy's annoying. I don't want this.

564
00:25:58,760 --> 00:26:02,040
Speaker 1: He's too much. And it took a while for me

565
00:26:02,119 --> 00:26:04,359
Speaker 1: to be like, what, Roncie, what are you doing. You've

566
00:26:04,359 --> 00:26:06,880
Speaker 1: been asking for this, this guy is giving it to you,

567
00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,800
Speaker 1: and you're gonna say no, he's too nice. I remember

568
00:26:09,840 --> 00:26:12,119
Speaker 1: saying that, like to my pastor, he's too nice, and

569
00:26:12,119 --> 00:26:14,159
Speaker 1: he's like, that doesn't exist. I'm like, no, it's a

570
00:26:14,200 --> 00:26:16,000
Speaker 1: real thing. He's way too nice.

571
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:18,320
Speaker 2: He's giving me too much attention.

572
00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:21,520
Speaker 1: To my attention, actually paying attention to the things that

573
00:26:21,600 --> 00:26:24,240
Speaker 1: I said, and being when he sent you something it

574
00:26:24,280 --> 00:26:26,000
Speaker 1: was like your favorite candy or something, You're like.

575
00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:26,440
Speaker 10: Uh.

576
00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:29,840
Speaker 1: No, yeah, I told you this at the airport. Know

577
00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:30,639
Speaker 1: what had happened?

578
00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:32,479
Speaker 2: Was I? You know?

579
00:26:34,240 --> 00:26:36,479
Speaker 1: So one day on set he and he had been

580
00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:38,440
Speaker 1: pursuing me for quite a bit and I had told

581
00:26:38,520 --> 00:26:40,520
Speaker 1: him I am not ready for a relationship at this time.

582
00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:43,119
Speaker 1: Things were going crazy. One, you know, being on Grown Ish.

583
00:26:43,160 --> 00:26:46,080
Speaker 1: I love that show, but I was very nervous at first.

584
00:26:46,080 --> 00:26:49,440
Speaker 1: One I'd never done comedy. Two I was a thirty

585
00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:52,440
Speaker 1: year old playing eighteen, So I was like really nervous.

586
00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:56,359
Speaker 1: And at the time, I because of filming and I

587
00:26:56,440 --> 00:26:58,240
Speaker 1: was moving. I had to live in an airbnb for

588
00:26:58,320 --> 00:27:00,240
Speaker 1: six months because I didn't have time to live for

589
00:27:00,280 --> 00:27:03,440
Speaker 1: a place, or because I had zero furniture. I sold everything.

590
00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:05,440
Speaker 1: And then I meet this guy. I'm like, not the

591
00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:08,240
Speaker 1: right tim, No, no, no, And so he was trying

592
00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:10,120
Speaker 1: for a while and one day on set he goes, hey,

593
00:27:10,119 --> 00:27:12,400
Speaker 1: do you want some Star Wars? And I'm like, well,

594
00:27:12,440 --> 00:27:14,280
Speaker 1: depending on what color you give me, i'll know how

595
00:27:14,280 --> 00:27:16,400
Speaker 1: you feel about me like a brat because.

596
00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:20,080
Speaker 2: There's a rule of stars.

597
00:27:20,119 --> 00:27:22,240
Speaker 3: Bye yeah, bye bye bye bye.

598
00:27:22,400 --> 00:27:25,200
Speaker 1: So he didn't know this Yar is really sad because

599
00:27:25,240 --> 00:27:27,520
Speaker 1: yellow is her favorite color. And I'm like, sorry, our Yar,

600
00:27:27,640 --> 00:27:32,240
Speaker 1: but the yellow one is the worst favor And so anyway,

601
00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:36,520
Speaker 1: I was just kept pushing him away and what that

602
00:27:36,600 --> 00:27:39,320
Speaker 1: weekend or a few weekends later. A few weekends later,

603
00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:41,280
Speaker 1: he asked if he can go to church with me,

604
00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:43,320
Speaker 1: and I was like, jesus Ky, like what am I

605
00:27:43,320 --> 00:27:45,040
Speaker 1: gonna say? No, like, you can't hear the word of

606
00:27:45,040 --> 00:27:49,240
Speaker 1: God because I'm not ready. And my pastor really wanted

607
00:27:49,280 --> 00:27:51,320
Speaker 1: him to come. His name is Julian Lowe because he

608
00:27:51,560 --> 00:27:53,879
Speaker 1: Julian didn't like anyone for me but for some reason,

609
00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:56,119
Speaker 1: and his name is Christian and he's like, well he's

610
00:27:56,160 --> 00:27:59,679
Speaker 1: got his name going for him. So he's like, bring

611
00:27:59,760 --> 00:28:03,679
Speaker 1: him to church. And so right before church that Sunday morning,

612
00:28:03,720 --> 00:28:05,520
Speaker 1: I remember being on the phone with him. I was like, listen,

613
00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:07,280
Speaker 1: I need you to pull back. I don't want to

614
00:28:07,280 --> 00:28:09,119
Speaker 1: be in a relationship. I told you that I'm not ready.

615
00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:11,719
Speaker 1: I'm focused on work. I'm focused on me. You know,

616
00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:14,800
Speaker 1: I had took a sabbatical from dating for a year

617
00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:16,840
Speaker 1: and a half and it was just and he goes,

618
00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:18,719
Speaker 1: well do you want me to go? And I was like,

619
00:28:18,960 --> 00:28:20,960
Speaker 1: I mean, he's a good speaker, you should go. But

620
00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:23,960
Speaker 1: like we're done, Like this isn't happening.

621
00:28:24,800 --> 00:28:25,960
Speaker 2: So it's not a day.

622
00:28:26,160 --> 00:28:28,840
Speaker 8: No, it's not a day. I was so mean.

623
00:28:29,760 --> 00:28:32,560
Speaker 1: So he shows up and during worship, I'm literally rolling

624
00:28:32,600 --> 00:28:35,560
Speaker 1: my eyes. During worship. He turns to me and he

625
00:28:35,600 --> 00:28:38,560
Speaker 1: has an entire packet of pink starburds and he goes,

626
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:45,120
Speaker 1: so you know how I feel about you? And here

627
00:28:45,120 --> 00:28:46,120
Speaker 1: we are a year and a half later.

628
00:28:46,560 --> 00:28:49,200
Speaker 6: Wait, sow was that the turning point? I'm sorry? Was

629
00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:50,480
Speaker 6: that the turning point for you? Yeah?

630
00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:51,400
Speaker 2: That was a turning point.

631
00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:54,080
Speaker 1: It still took some convincing. I was like, gosh, and

632
00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:57,200
Speaker 1: my pastor was like, he is so sweet. What do

633
00:28:57,280 --> 00:28:59,720
Speaker 1: you want? I'm like, I don't know.

634
00:29:00,760 --> 00:29:01,480
Speaker 4: That's the right time.

635
00:29:01,720 --> 00:29:03,480
Speaker 2: But wait, how long did he pursue you?

636
00:29:05,280 --> 00:29:08,320
Speaker 1: I want to say like like a month and a half.

637
00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:09,120
Speaker 1: A month and a half.

638
00:29:09,320 --> 00:29:12,360
Speaker 2: It was persistent, Like he was very persistent.

639
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:14,480
Speaker 1: So it doesn't sound like a long time. But seeing

640
00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:18,080
Speaker 1: him every day on set and being so adamant on no,

641
00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:20,440
Speaker 1: it felt like a year. Yeah yeah yeah, and him

642
00:29:20,480 --> 00:29:21,880
Speaker 1: calling me and all this stuff.

643
00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:23,880
Speaker 4: I remember when you told me that story. I was

644
00:29:23,920 --> 00:29:28,400
Speaker 4: so hungover at the airport and I was like I

645
00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:29,560
Speaker 4: wanted to cry.

646
00:29:29,800 --> 00:29:31,960
Speaker 1: I can't even believe I'm that girl telling these stories.

647
00:29:32,080 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 1: Usually I'm the one that's like, oh, that's so cute,

648
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:34,840
Speaker 1: and now I'm.

649
00:29:34,680 --> 00:29:37,720
Speaker 2: Here, like I would like to say, even if he

650
00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:41,240
Speaker 2: liked the yellow and orange starburst, the etiquette of of

651
00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:45,480
Speaker 2: society's rules is that pink is the best, so pink

652
00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:48,360
Speaker 2: and red. You're allowed to have a taste preference, but

653
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:51,920
Speaker 2: the etiquette is pink good one. Yeah, I just wanted

654
00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:53,400
Speaker 2: to throw that out there. I didn't want anyone to

655
00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:56,200
Speaker 2: feel offended. If they like the limb, that's for you,

656
00:29:56,320 --> 00:30:03,959
Speaker 2: Yara family. For so. I want to know, because we

657
00:30:04,000 --> 00:30:07,320
Speaker 2: talk about this a lot when you met him. Aside

658
00:30:07,360 --> 00:30:09,680
Speaker 2: from you being like I'm not ready for this, were

659
00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:11,640
Speaker 2: you like, oh my gosh, I'm so into him or

660
00:30:11,640 --> 00:30:14,520
Speaker 2: did that not even happen till you it all came together.

661
00:30:14,800 --> 00:30:18,040
Speaker 1: I don't so I remember showing up to set. I

662
00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:20,360
Speaker 1: think it was just a meeting or something, and I

663
00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:23,120
Speaker 1: remember seeing him walk out of the stage and I

664
00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:25,520
Speaker 1: looked and I was like, oh my gosh, who is that?

665
00:30:26,280 --> 00:30:28,400
Speaker 1: And then I stopped myself and I was like, no, Francis,

666
00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:30,760
Speaker 1: You're not doing that here. This is not this is work,

667
00:30:30,800 --> 00:30:34,160
Speaker 1: strictly work, especially not someone at work. No, So then

668
00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:37,080
Speaker 1: it was just I didn't even realize it was him,

669
00:30:37,120 --> 00:30:39,239
Speaker 1: And then it was just I just had a wall up.

670
00:30:39,320 --> 00:30:42,200
Speaker 1: And I don't remember meeting him. He has all these

671
00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:44,040
Speaker 1: stories about the first time he met me that he

672
00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:45,760
Speaker 1: gave me a hug, and he was very forward. I

673
00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:49,080
Speaker 1: was like, don't remember that. He said that we had

674
00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:52,160
Speaker 1: a obviously all shows have to have a sexual harassment meeting,

675
00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:54,720
Speaker 1: and that after the sexual harassment meeting, came up to

676
00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:57,440
Speaker 1: me and had a conversation with me, and I'm like, nope,

677
00:30:57,520 --> 00:31:02,080
Speaker 1: don't remember that. He said that at one point we

678
00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:04,080
Speaker 1: were all we were all on set and I didn't

679
00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:06,000
Speaker 1: need to be there that day, but I had to

680
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,400
Speaker 1: go for a makeup and hair trial or something, and

681
00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:11,640
Speaker 1: he was talking to the hair the department head for hair,

682
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:16,120
Speaker 1: and he said that he was talking to her about me,

683
00:31:16,560 --> 00:31:18,120
Speaker 1: and he was like, I just wish there was a

684
00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:21,600
Speaker 1: sign that, like, you know, I'm supposed to continue to

685
00:31:21,600 --> 00:31:23,720
Speaker 1: pursue this because you know, it is tricky since we're

686
00:31:23,720 --> 00:31:26,760
Speaker 1: at work, and that right at that moment, I walked

687
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:28,840
Speaker 1: up to them and I was like, Hey, Tanisha, can

688
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:30,160
Speaker 1: I talk to you about my hair real quick? And

689
00:31:30,200 --> 00:31:31,800
Speaker 1: he took it as a sign and like, I don't

690
00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:37,520
Speaker 1: even sign. I don't remember that. Yeah, So it was

691
00:31:37,560 --> 00:31:39,560
Speaker 1: like I was so nah, And then I heard I

692
00:31:39,600 --> 00:31:43,280
Speaker 1: had a secret admirer and all the hair and makeup

693
00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:45,240
Speaker 1: team were telling me about it, and I was like,

694
00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:46,800
Speaker 1: I don't want to know what it is because it's

695
00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:48,880
Speaker 1: really awkward and I just don't want to do that.

696
00:31:48,960 --> 00:31:51,080
Speaker 1: And I was so like, no, no, no. I didn't

697
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:53,360
Speaker 1: even think about it. And then one day I was

698
00:31:53,360 --> 00:31:56,320
Speaker 1: talking to him and our executive producer, Kenya Barris, and

699
00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:58,480
Speaker 1: Kenya at some point walked away and he just started talking.

700
00:31:58,520 --> 00:32:00,840
Speaker 1: I was like, gosh, I can't wait for one. He

701
00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:02,640
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, lunchtime is my naptime. I was like,

702
00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:04,080
Speaker 1: you don't need He goes, no, I don't. I'm not

703
00:32:04,160 --> 00:32:04,840
Speaker 1: much in an eater.

704
00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:05,080
Speaker 2: I don't.

705
00:32:05,080 --> 00:32:06,680
Speaker 1: I don't get hungry. I don't like to eat. And

706
00:32:06,680 --> 00:32:09,160
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, cool. He goes, so, uh do

707
00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:11,040
Speaker 1: you want to go to lunch this weekend? And my

708
00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:13,560
Speaker 1: eyes went wide open. I went I thought, you don't

709
00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:17,920
Speaker 1: like to eat? And I bolted. I ran, I was done,

710
00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:19,680
Speaker 1: and I was like, damn it. Now it's gonna be weird,

711
00:32:20,640 --> 00:32:21,960
Speaker 1: sweet little Angel.

712
00:32:24,240 --> 00:32:27,520
Speaker 2: Well, because we talk about a lot like Tom, you know,

713
00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:31,000
Speaker 2: when you meet someone, is it this instant thing or

714
00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:32,960
Speaker 2: it can grow into something.

715
00:32:33,240 --> 00:32:36,320
Speaker 1: I think it definitely grew. I think everyone is different.

716
00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:39,320
Speaker 1: I think for me, I just didn't feel like I

717
00:32:39,400 --> 00:32:41,680
Speaker 1: was that girl that no I feel like I was

718
00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:44,200
Speaker 1: that person's like it should be instant. It should because

719
00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:47,479
Speaker 1: I watched so much television. I work on television, and

720
00:32:47,520 --> 00:32:51,040
Speaker 1: all I read a romance novel, so I feel like, oh,

721
00:32:51,080 --> 00:32:52,880
Speaker 1: I'm that girl where it's gonna be instant, And it

722
00:32:53,760 --> 00:32:56,000
Speaker 1: wasn't for him, and I really had to grow. But

723
00:32:56,080 --> 00:32:59,280
Speaker 1: because I wasn't ready for that instant or I just

724
00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:01,280
Speaker 1: for a long time, I was like, I'm it just

725
00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:03,240
Speaker 1: doesn't happen like that for me. Yeah, you know, I

726
00:33:03,280 --> 00:33:05,920
Speaker 1: just made excuses, like you know how sometimes you're like, well,

727
00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:08,280
Speaker 1: of course I tripped. I'm that person, Like, yeah, I

728
00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:10,560
Speaker 1: was that person for my love life. I'm like, I

729
00:33:10,640 --> 00:33:12,960
Speaker 1: just I don't get the nice guy. I don't get

730
00:33:12,960 --> 00:33:14,640
Speaker 1: the guys that do all this stuff for me. That's

731
00:33:14,680 --> 00:33:15,600
Speaker 1: for everyone else.

732
00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:17,920
Speaker 3: And so do you guys work together every day?

733
00:33:18,040 --> 00:33:18,240
Speaker 2: No?

734
00:33:18,240 --> 00:33:19,880
Speaker 1: No, no. So he was only on the first season

735
00:33:19,880 --> 00:33:22,400
Speaker 1: of Grownish. He didn't come back for the next season.

736
00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:23,680
Speaker 1: So now we don't work together.

737
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:25,560
Speaker 4: I was gonna say, but that's like a lot.

738
00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:28,320
Speaker 1: I haven't even announced this. Yes, he is my new roommate.

739
00:33:30,240 --> 00:33:33,240
Speaker 2: Exclusive excl exclusive exclusive.

740
00:33:33,320 --> 00:33:34,240
Speaker 1: He has my new roommate.

741
00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:36,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's so exciting.

742
00:33:36,840 --> 00:33:45,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's so weird. It's so weird. So yeah, I Knowanya,

743
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:52,360
Speaker 1: open mouth smiles. I'm just really happy for you. I'm

744
00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:53,880
Speaker 1: really happy for you. I know you mean that.

745
00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:56,320
Speaker 4: Thank you, I really do. And just like with everything,

746
00:33:56,440 --> 00:33:58,080
Speaker 4: so now you're you know, you're in the thick of it,

747
00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:01,040
Speaker 4: grownish and it's a huge like success.

748
00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:01,520
Speaker 2: Yeah.

749
00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:05,400
Speaker 4: What do you have like planned next or like are

750
00:34:05,400 --> 00:34:06,840
Speaker 4: you doing all that stuff that you wish you would

751
00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:08,120
Speaker 4: have done with secret life?

752
00:34:08,600 --> 00:34:11,719
Speaker 1: Yeah? Yeah, I think now I had just have more

753
00:34:11,760 --> 00:34:13,680
Speaker 1: of an idea of what I want rather than just

754
00:34:13,680 --> 00:34:15,600
Speaker 1: people telling me and kind of going with the flow.

755
00:34:15,680 --> 00:34:17,600
Speaker 1: Like I put my foot down on a lot of things.

756
00:34:17,640 --> 00:34:21,120
Speaker 1: And I've noticed that lately I've been saying two things

757
00:34:21,120 --> 00:34:23,160
Speaker 1: that come to me that just doesn't feel like me,

758
00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 1: which I would have never been brave enough to do before.

759
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:27,640
Speaker 1: Before I was so desperate like anything that comes, let's

760
00:34:27,640 --> 00:34:31,040
Speaker 1: just do it. And now I'm more selective. I really

761
00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:35,080
Speaker 1: want to go behind the scenes. So I'm producing right now.

762
00:34:35,160 --> 00:34:37,759
Speaker 1: I'm working with Mandy Tefe developing a true story, a

763
00:34:37,760 --> 00:34:41,600
Speaker 1: civil rights story that happened in nineteen forty seven, California

764
00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:44,120
Speaker 1: being the first state to desegregate schools seven years prior

765
00:34:44,160 --> 00:34:46,560
Speaker 1: to Brown versus Board of Education, and you know, the

766
00:34:46,680 --> 00:34:49,640
Speaker 1: family was very gracious to allow us to work with

767
00:34:49,680 --> 00:34:52,200
Speaker 1: them and developing their story and how that came about.

768
00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:54,800
Speaker 1: And they're Mexican, Mexican American family.

769
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:55,920
Speaker 2: That's so cool.

770
00:34:56,000 --> 00:34:57,879
Speaker 1: Yeah. So that's taking up a lot of my time

771
00:34:57,960 --> 00:35:00,279
Speaker 1: right now that we're on hiatus, and I I really

772
00:35:00,280 --> 00:35:02,239
Speaker 1: want to direct now. I got the director's bug, So

773
00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:06,000
Speaker 1: I'm shadowing very soon. And I'm just being a lot

774
00:35:06,000 --> 00:35:08,640
Speaker 1: more creative because I don't want to be just talent anymore.

775
00:35:08,640 --> 00:35:10,480
Speaker 1: I realized that there was more to me than just,

776
00:35:10,560 --> 00:35:12,040
Speaker 1: you know, being in front of the camera, and I

777
00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:14,800
Speaker 1: do want to give myself the chance to be more creative.

778
00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:16,960
Speaker 2: That's awesome.

779
00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:19,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you.

780
00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:21,880
Speaker 2: I was just gonna say I find it really interesting

781
00:35:21,880 --> 00:35:25,200
Speaker 2: because I feel like most people who like are do

782
00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:28,480
Speaker 2: what you do, like are acting, and in the entertainment industry,

783
00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:30,759
Speaker 2: it's kind of what they did their whole childhood. And

784
00:35:30,800 --> 00:35:33,279
Speaker 2: I find it so fascinating that you just kind of

785
00:35:33,280 --> 00:35:35,200
Speaker 2: were like I want to do that, yeah, and then

786
00:35:35,239 --> 00:35:39,000
Speaker 2: you're just like signed and then yeah, I started auditions

787
00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:41,240
Speaker 2: like Cold Turkey, Yeah, pretty Cold Turkey.

788
00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:44,400
Speaker 1: So I find myself very lucky because you know, people

789
00:35:44,400 --> 00:35:45,640
Speaker 1: ask me all the time, how do you start? And

790
00:35:45,640 --> 00:35:48,440
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't know. I got really lucky, you know,

791
00:35:48,600 --> 00:35:49,319
Speaker 1: And I guess a.

792
00:35:49,239 --> 00:35:51,359
Speaker 4: Lot of it has to do like everyone's like, it's

793
00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:54,879
Speaker 4: there's a lot of luck and timing involved with things, yeah.

794
00:35:54,640 --> 00:35:57,080
Speaker 1: And finding the right people. And I'm glad that the

795
00:35:57,080 --> 00:35:59,160
Speaker 1: people that I did meet at first like took a

796
00:35:59,239 --> 00:36:02,160
Speaker 1: chance on me with like being so green, and that

797
00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:04,240
Speaker 1: was my feedback a lot was I was so green?

798
00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:06,560
Speaker 1: Oh do I appreciate about myself? And it took a

799
00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:09,360
Speaker 1: while for me to appreciate that is. I didn't let

800
00:36:09,440 --> 00:36:11,640
Speaker 1: that put me down. If anything, I was like, Okay,

801
00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:13,480
Speaker 1: how do I get better? And I started taking acting

802
00:36:13,520 --> 00:36:15,719
Speaker 1: classes and doing what I had to do so I

803
00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:18,000
Speaker 1: wouldn't get that kind of feedback anymore because I really

804
00:36:18,000 --> 00:36:19,719
Speaker 1: wanted this but the right way. I didn't want to

805
00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:21,640
Speaker 1: feel like it just kind of happened. Ye.

806
00:36:22,360 --> 00:36:26,560
Speaker 4: So in between Secret Life and Grownish, you have and

807
00:36:26,640 --> 00:36:29,279
Speaker 4: I don't want to like go into detail about all

808
00:36:29,320 --> 00:36:33,960
Speaker 4: of this, but you did donate your kidney too, Selena.

809
00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:36,239
Speaker 4: One of the things in being an actor is like

810
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:38,759
Speaker 4: you always have to be available, Like if somebody calls

811
00:36:38,800 --> 00:36:40,320
Speaker 4: you and they're like you're going to do this show

812
00:36:40,640 --> 00:36:43,200
Speaker 4: tomorrow or whatever, like you need to be there, and

813
00:36:43,239 --> 00:36:45,000
Speaker 4: you had to recover for how long?

814
00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:45,920
Speaker 1: Two months?

815
00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:48,080
Speaker 4: That's a long time to like take yourself out of

816
00:36:48,200 --> 00:36:49,759
Speaker 4: I don't want to say take yourself out of the game,

817
00:36:50,320 --> 00:36:53,279
Speaker 4: but pull yourself out. Was there any like call or

818
00:36:53,360 --> 00:36:56,239
Speaker 4: one did grownish in that mix? Comes that like a

819
00:36:56,320 --> 00:36:58,080
Speaker 4: sign from God? Like that came right when you were

820
00:36:58,200 --> 00:36:59,480
Speaker 4: like fully recovered.

821
00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:02,359
Speaker 1: This is the part where I say, eight, nobody can

822
00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:05,799
Speaker 1: tell me that God is not real really, because what

823
00:37:06,040 --> 00:37:09,759
Speaker 1: happened is remember I told you I had zero furniture.

824
00:37:10,480 --> 00:37:14,040
Speaker 1: What had happened is I sold my house. Remember I

825
00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:16,520
Speaker 1: had that house and I sold my house. And I

826
00:37:16,560 --> 00:37:18,879
Speaker 1: felt God telling me for years I need you to sell.

827
00:37:18,920 --> 00:37:20,359
Speaker 1: I need you to sell, and I just didn't want

828
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:22,239
Speaker 1: to do it. And then finally I was like I

829
00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:23,640
Speaker 1: was put in a position where I had to. I

830
00:37:23,680 --> 00:37:25,319
Speaker 1: was like having anxiety in the middle of the night,

831
00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:27,000
Speaker 1: I couldn't sleep, and I just felt God being like

832
00:37:27,040 --> 00:37:29,120
Speaker 1: do it. So I put it on the market. And

833
00:37:29,239 --> 00:37:33,080
Speaker 1: in I put in the market in January of twenty seventeen,

834
00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:36,960
Speaker 1: and I remember telling Selena, like I'm selling the house.

835
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:38,920
Speaker 1: And we have so many memories there. She's like, what

836
00:37:38,920 --> 00:37:40,200
Speaker 1: are you going to do? I was like, well, I'm

837
00:37:40,280 --> 00:37:44,319
Speaker 1: leaving the film movie in February, February tenth. I'm leaving

838
00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:46,200
Speaker 1: a film moving. I don't know because I'm going to

839
00:37:46,239 --> 00:37:48,359
Speaker 1: be gone for a month and I have two weeks

840
00:37:48,360 --> 00:37:51,120
Speaker 1: to get out of here because I had sold it

841
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:53,880
Speaker 1: pretty quickly. So I was like, I just need all

842
00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:56,120
Speaker 1: this energy out, like I had so much, you know,

843
00:37:57,640 --> 00:38:00,239
Speaker 1: I had allowed too many people in my house and

844
00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:02,920
Speaker 1: too many x'es, and I just needed that gun. I

845
00:38:03,000 --> 00:38:05,600
Speaker 1: got rid of my bed, you know, just clean slate.

846
00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:07,680
Speaker 1: So I got rid of everything, and I was like, so,

847
00:38:07,719 --> 00:38:08,960
Speaker 1: I don't know what I'm going to do, Like I

848
00:38:09,400 --> 00:38:11,959
Speaker 1: can put my suitcases in storage, I guess, And she goes, well,

849
00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:14,520
Speaker 1: I'm living in an airbnb. Just put him in my house,

850
00:38:14,600 --> 00:38:17,160
Speaker 1: like she we were both homeless at the time, we

851
00:38:17,239 --> 00:38:19,680
Speaker 1: like to say. So I was like, are you sure.

852
00:38:19,760 --> 00:38:21,279
Speaker 1: She's like, yeah, it's fine. Like I'm going to be

853
00:38:21,360 --> 00:38:24,319
Speaker 1: traveling a lot anyway. So I put my suitcase there,

854
00:38:24,440 --> 00:38:27,280
Speaker 1: and literally the day that I flew out for my movie,

855
00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:30,680
Speaker 1: I closed escrow. I was like, okay, God, it was weird,

856
00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:34,160
Speaker 1: and I remember being depressed before I came back, because

857
00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:36,040
Speaker 1: you know, when you're gone for so long, you're like, oh,

858
00:38:36,080 --> 00:38:38,000
Speaker 1: I can't wait to get back to my own bed.

859
00:38:38,719 --> 00:38:40,960
Speaker 1: I don't have one out of my own bed, Okay. Cool.

860
00:38:41,040 --> 00:38:44,080
Speaker 1: So I got back and while I was gone to

861
00:38:44,200 --> 00:38:47,360
Speaker 1: the lease on my car was up, so I was carless, homeless.

862
00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:50,640
Speaker 1: I only had clothes at like four suitcases. I'm like,

863
00:38:50,719 --> 00:38:52,399
Speaker 1: what am I going to do? Now here we go?

864
00:38:53,239 --> 00:38:56,040
Speaker 1: And then you know, it was pilot season and I

865
00:38:56,040 --> 00:38:59,080
Speaker 1: remember when I landed back. I was like, I felt

866
00:38:59,080 --> 00:39:01,319
Speaker 1: God telling me don't look for a home yet, and

867
00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:01,680
Speaker 1: I'm like.

868
00:39:01,640 --> 00:39:02,279
Speaker 2: What are you talking about?

869
00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:03,680
Speaker 1: Don't look for a home yet. I can't live off

870
00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:05,440
Speaker 1: with my friend. She won't let me pay rent, like

871
00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:07,399
Speaker 1: as much as I try, Like what do you mean?

872
00:39:08,080 --> 00:39:10,399
Speaker 1: And I felt it and I was like I told

873
00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:12,120
Speaker 1: Selena and she was like that's fine.

874
00:39:12,239 --> 00:39:12,640
Speaker 4: Stay.

875
00:39:12,760 --> 00:39:15,160
Speaker 1: I like you there. We we get along really well,

876
00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:17,160
Speaker 1: so I'm like okay, and plus I cooked the lots

877
00:39:17,239 --> 00:39:21,799
Speaker 1: she like, so I you know, I was like, okay,

878
00:39:21,800 --> 00:39:24,160
Speaker 1: I'm waiting and I thought, oh, I'm about to book

879
00:39:24,200 --> 00:39:28,920
Speaker 1: a show on location, that's why. Well no, So a

880
00:39:28,960 --> 00:39:31,360
Speaker 1: month went by and I'm like God, I don't understand

881
00:39:31,480 --> 00:39:33,680
Speaker 1: why can't I find look for a home? And I

882
00:39:33,760 --> 00:39:36,560
Speaker 1: started looking because I was like, I'm not listening. I'm

883
00:39:36,560 --> 00:39:38,560
Speaker 1: started looking because I was angry and I just didn't

884
00:39:38,600 --> 00:39:40,640
Speaker 1: want to live off of her dime. I didn't like that,

885
00:39:41,280 --> 00:39:45,080
Speaker 1: and so I started looking and I did find a place,

886
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:48,120
Speaker 1: and they were like ready to move and where whenever,

887
00:39:48,160 --> 00:39:50,640
Speaker 1: and I was like cool. And it was a furnished place,

888
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:53,319
Speaker 1: because I at the Yeah, it was a furnished place.

889
00:39:53,320 --> 00:39:55,319
Speaker 1: So you're like score. Yeah. So I was like score

890
00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:59,000
Speaker 1: because I can't look right now. And then right is

891
00:39:59,040 --> 00:40:02,040
Speaker 1: about the sign that whole thing happened. Where in the

892
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:04,000
Speaker 1: kitchen I found out she needed a kidney, and I

893
00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:07,480
Speaker 1: was like, oh, this is why I couldn't look. Oh

894
00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:09,920
Speaker 1: my gosh, this is why I couldn't look. And so

895
00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:11,759
Speaker 1: I was like, so I knew right there. I was like,

896
00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:13,839
Speaker 1: I already know I'm a match before I'm even gonna

897
00:40:13,840 --> 00:40:17,680
Speaker 1: get tested. I already knew because you'd felt all that prior. Yeah,

898
00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:19,239
Speaker 1: like this is I felt all that. And not only

899
00:40:19,280 --> 00:40:22,160
Speaker 1: that when I started taking appointments with the doctors about

900
00:40:22,160 --> 00:40:23,879
Speaker 1: the life changes I was going to have to make,

901
00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:26,319
Speaker 1: which was drink two to three liters of water a day,

902
00:40:26,760 --> 00:40:30,399
Speaker 1: eat more vegetables, eat more fruit, and just exercise and

903
00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:33,200
Speaker 1: like just really like change my palette. I kid you not,

904
00:40:33,239 --> 00:40:34,880
Speaker 1: and any No. Three is like a big number in

905
00:40:34,920 --> 00:40:42,319
Speaker 1: the Bible. Three years prior, this was my diet. Uh burgers, yeah, vegetables, No.

906
00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:45,640
Speaker 1: I hated vegetables, I hated fish. I had anything healthy.

907
00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:48,680
Speaker 1: And three years prior, out of nowhere, my palette changed.

908
00:40:49,200 --> 00:40:53,440
Speaker 1: My body started craving fish and veggies, and I stopped

909
00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:55,960
Speaker 1: drinking a lot, which you can't drink a lot when

910
00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:57,560
Speaker 1: you have one kidney. And I was like, oh, I

911
00:40:57,600 --> 00:40:59,840
Speaker 1: don't know what's going on. So for three years everything

912
00:40:59,880 --> 00:41:03,000
Speaker 1: I was like being set up and they're telling me

913
00:41:03,040 --> 00:41:04,360
Speaker 1: this life change I'm gonna have to do. I'm like,

914
00:41:04,360 --> 00:41:07,120
Speaker 1: I already do all that. Oh gosh, I'm a match,

915
00:41:07,200 --> 00:41:10,000
Speaker 1: Oh my god, but no one's told me yet. And

916
00:41:10,400 --> 00:41:13,040
Speaker 1: at that time, I had to drop the management that

917
00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:16,040
Speaker 1: I had and I ended up getting a new manager,

918
00:41:16,320 --> 00:41:19,239
Speaker 1: and you know he was it's actually Silena stepdad, so

919
00:41:19,520 --> 00:41:22,000
Speaker 1: you know, he was very understanding with this whole process.

920
00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:25,200
Speaker 1: So I was like, okay, you know, not really doing

921
00:41:25,239 --> 00:41:29,600
Speaker 1: pilot season. We'll see what happens. The surgery happens now.

922
00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:32,239
Speaker 1: The doctor said, you can't. You have to be on

923
00:41:32,280 --> 00:41:34,520
Speaker 1: bed rest basically for two weeks. You can't do anything.

924
00:41:34,560 --> 00:41:37,279
Speaker 1: You can start walking, but like no running, no exercises

925
00:41:37,280 --> 00:41:41,760
Speaker 1: for two months. Two weeks after surgery. My very first

926
00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:46,759
Speaker 1: audition was grownish Wow. And then they tell me I

927
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:49,400
Speaker 1: book it. I booked it on my twenty ninth birthday.

928
00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:52,000
Speaker 1: And then they tell me we're not going to start

929
00:41:52,000 --> 00:41:55,640
Speaker 1: filming till September, which was exactly two months after surgery.

930
00:41:55,680 --> 00:41:57,040
Speaker 3: I literally have chilled too.

931
00:41:57,120 --> 00:41:59,120
Speaker 2: I've had chills the whole time you've been talking. This

932
00:41:59,200 --> 00:41:59,840
Speaker 2: is crazy.

933
00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:03,040
Speaker 1: So no one can tell me God's not real, because yeah,

934
00:42:03,120 --> 00:42:05,520
Speaker 1: it's because you know, it's I was.

935
00:42:05,840 --> 00:42:07,840
Speaker 4: I knew all that was going on, like when it

936
00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:10,399
Speaker 4: was going on, and and then when the news broke

937
00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:12,520
Speaker 4: like I had already known, but I always wanted to

938
00:42:12,640 --> 00:42:14,040
Speaker 4: and I didn't want to bombard you because it's like

939
00:42:14,080 --> 00:42:15,840
Speaker 4: I know, it was just like a crazy time. And

940
00:42:16,080 --> 00:42:17,560
Speaker 4: obviously you had to go through a lot, and she

941
00:42:17,600 --> 00:42:20,120
Speaker 4: was going through a lot. But as an actor, like

942
00:42:20,160 --> 00:42:22,600
Speaker 4: you really have like that's a big deal to like,

943
00:42:23,040 --> 00:42:24,840
Speaker 4: you know, take yourself out of the game. And the

944
00:42:24,880 --> 00:42:29,640
Speaker 4: fact that not only did you. You did it so selflessly,

945
00:42:29,760 --> 00:42:32,360
Speaker 4: but it was all like it was all planned for you.

946
00:42:32,520 --> 00:42:34,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was all And it was because I was

947
00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:36,799
Speaker 1: still going on auditions. I'm like, why not I shoul

948
00:42:36,800 --> 00:42:38,319
Speaker 1: book this? How come I'm not booking this? Right?

949
00:42:38,719 --> 00:42:39,000
Speaker 2: Hello?

950
00:42:39,120 --> 00:42:39,319
Speaker 6: God?

951
00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:42,360
Speaker 1: And yeah it was all. Yeah, like you said, it

952
00:42:42,360 --> 00:42:45,959
Speaker 1: was all orchestrated. So now I honestly tested my faith

953
00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:49,680
Speaker 1: a lot. It definitely showed me what obedience is. And

954
00:42:49,719 --> 00:42:51,839
Speaker 1: so now I'm just chilling. I don't stress about work

955
00:42:51,880 --> 00:42:54,200
Speaker 1: so much anymore. And now I'm like, okay, I have

956
00:42:54,880 --> 00:42:56,879
Speaker 1: whatever you bring me. Because even Life Size came out

957
00:42:56,880 --> 00:42:59,640
Speaker 1: of nowhere, right, I came out of nowhere. I was

958
00:42:59,640 --> 00:43:01,319
Speaker 1: getting my nails and I got a phone call and

959
00:43:01,360 --> 00:43:04,560
Speaker 1: I was like, oh s life Size too, Tyra Banks.

960
00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:05,440
Speaker 1: Yes please.

961
00:43:05,560 --> 00:43:06,480
Speaker 4: I think I'm.

962
00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:08,239
Speaker 2: Excited when I saw you, not just because like I

963
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:11,480
Speaker 2: feel like every time I've seen you, I know we

964
00:43:11,560 --> 00:43:14,080
Speaker 2: have like mutual friends, but it's never been like, you know,

965
00:43:14,440 --> 00:43:16,280
Speaker 2: like one on one time or anything. But I felt

966
00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:18,719
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, my friend. And then I'm like, well,

967
00:43:18,719 --> 00:43:20,319
Speaker 2: we're not. We have friends.

968
00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:22,520
Speaker 1: So funny because I see you out a little lot,

969
00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:25,360
Speaker 1: but I don't We've never met till now, and like

970
00:43:25,400 --> 00:43:27,400
Speaker 1: I even saw you at the Vanity Fair party. I'm like,

971
00:43:27,440 --> 00:43:29,680
Speaker 1: I shouldn't say hi because I don't actually.

972
00:43:29,360 --> 00:43:30,680
Speaker 3: Know how to always say hi.

973
00:43:31,080 --> 00:43:33,839
Speaker 2: So weird, because though if you see me at those things,

974
00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:36,960
Speaker 2: please say hi, because I'm probably like hunting around to

975
00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:41,080
Speaker 2: be here. Someone come say hi because I'm I feel

976
00:43:41,120 --> 00:43:41,759
Speaker 2: uncomfortable but.

977
00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:44,000
Speaker 1: But same but same, But I just I'm like, I

978
00:43:44,000 --> 00:43:47,200
Speaker 1: don't really know her, but I know she works with Tanya.

979
00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:49,920
Speaker 2: Well good now when we see each other that we can.

980
00:43:49,840 --> 00:43:52,640
Speaker 1: Talk because I've just filled my life to you, so

981
00:43:53,120 --> 00:43:54,720
Speaker 1: we're friends totally.

982
00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:57,720
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm just I'm you know, I really am genuinely

983
00:43:57,800 --> 00:44:00,200
Speaker 4: so happy for you and all the success that has

984
00:44:00,200 --> 00:44:03,879
Speaker 4: come your way, because it's it's crazy because I feel

985
00:44:03,920 --> 00:44:05,759
Speaker 4: like we started out in this like girls group that

986
00:44:05,880 --> 00:44:08,279
Speaker 4: was so small, yeah, and we've all kind of done

987
00:44:08,320 --> 00:44:11,319
Speaker 4: life like separately but together, and it's cool to see

988
00:44:11,320 --> 00:44:14,759
Speaker 4: everybody like flourishing and growing and building and yet we're

989
00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:17,279
Speaker 4: still all super connected, you know, like we're always we're

990
00:44:17,280 --> 00:44:22,000
Speaker 4: each other's like biggest cheerleaders. And I'm just adore you.

991
00:44:22,080 --> 00:44:24,560
Speaker 1: Thanks Sonya. I appreciate it so much, thank you, and

992
00:44:24,600 --> 00:44:28,080
Speaker 1: I'm really excited about your new music career. It really

993
00:44:28,080 --> 00:44:28,759
Speaker 1: gives me life.

994
00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:31,640
Speaker 4: Oh my t Tim Tebow song.

995
00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:36,640
Speaker 1: I think the Secrets, Yeah, thank you Secrets. Yeah, I

996
00:44:36,640 --> 00:44:37,480
Speaker 1: think that was my favorite.

997
00:44:37,520 --> 00:44:39,279
Speaker 4: It rolls off the tip of the tongue, Yeah, it

998
00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:39,960
Speaker 4: does does.

999
00:44:40,040 --> 00:44:40,479
Speaker 1: That was good.

1000
00:44:40,680 --> 00:44:42,480
Speaker 7: I just want to know for everyone listening because this

1001
00:44:42,680 --> 00:44:45,839
Speaker 7: I've known you for I think even longer than Tanya. Yeah,

1002
00:44:45,880 --> 00:44:48,440
Speaker 7: you have since the very since the very beginning of

1003
00:44:48,520 --> 00:44:51,359
Speaker 7: Secret Life. Yeah yeah, so that was that's a long

1004
00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:52,120
Speaker 7: time nineteen.

1005
00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:52,480
Speaker 1: I was nine.

1006
00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:56,719
Speaker 7: But You've always had that strength and confidence and sort

1007
00:44:56,719 --> 00:44:58,080
Speaker 7: of that piece about you.

1008
00:44:58,200 --> 00:45:00,000
Speaker 8: And is that mostly from your face?

1009
00:45:00,160 --> 00:45:01,880
Speaker 7: Like I would love to know where you get that

1010
00:45:02,600 --> 00:45:04,520
Speaker 7: so that other people, because that seems to be like

1011
00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:06,400
Speaker 7: what we're all struggling like, how do we get that?

1012
00:45:06,440 --> 00:45:08,520
Speaker 8: How do we get that inner peace? Inner confidence?

1013
00:45:08,680 --> 00:45:11,440
Speaker 1: Well I'm got it looked that way, so thank you. No,

1014
00:45:11,719 --> 00:45:13,640
Speaker 1: it definitely does come from my faith, but I think

1015
00:45:13,640 --> 00:45:16,000
Speaker 1: it's more so genuine now. Like I grew up Catholic,

1016
00:45:16,239 --> 00:45:17,959
Speaker 1: so I was always that girl that was like praying

1017
00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:20,240
Speaker 1: for everything. I remember praying for boobs when I was little,

1018
00:45:20,320 --> 00:45:24,600
Speaker 1: like every little thing. Well now I'm like okay, stop,

1019
00:45:29,400 --> 00:45:31,920
Speaker 1: but yeah, no, I think it does. I think it

1020
00:45:31,960 --> 00:45:33,640
Speaker 1: does come from faith, but I also have like I

1021
00:45:33,640 --> 00:45:35,680
Speaker 1: have a good family, I have a good support My

1022
00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:38,160
Speaker 1: sisters are very supportive, and my mom is probably one

1023
00:45:38,200 --> 00:45:39,799
Speaker 1: of the strongest women that I know. I mean, she's

1024
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:43,640
Speaker 1: gone through hell. I mean coming out to Los Angeles

1025
00:45:43,680 --> 00:45:47,719
Speaker 1: from Mexico. You know, my grandfather was abusive towards her mother,

1026
00:45:47,880 --> 00:45:49,239
Speaker 1: and then you know, she went through a lot in

1027
00:45:49,280 --> 00:45:51,320
Speaker 1: her own marriage and just seeing how she kind of

1028
00:45:51,360 --> 00:45:54,160
Speaker 1: flourished from that and like the way she raised us

1029
00:45:54,600 --> 00:45:56,920
Speaker 1: to be confident. I think it all came from that.

1030
00:45:56,960 --> 00:45:59,840
Speaker 1: But I definitely once I understood what relationship was with

1031
00:46:00,200 --> 00:46:02,600
Speaker 1: which is what I didn't understand growing up in the

1032
00:46:02,960 --> 00:46:05,480
Speaker 1: in Catholic school. When I came to Christianity and I

1033
00:46:05,560 --> 00:46:09,680
Speaker 1: understood what actually relationship was and what graces and faith,

1034
00:46:10,040 --> 00:46:11,759
Speaker 1: it just helped me like chill out a lot. But

1035
00:46:11,800 --> 00:46:14,400
Speaker 1: I sometimes I have to remind myself, Like even telling

1036
00:46:14,400 --> 00:46:17,440
Speaker 1: this story, I'm you know, I'm speaking to myself, going, Chanci,

1037
00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:19,200
Speaker 1: remember all the thing that God has done for you

1038
00:46:19,239 --> 00:46:22,440
Speaker 1: in the past. Chill out, It's gonna happen. You're fine,

1039
00:46:22,520 --> 00:46:23,439
Speaker 1: It'll all work out.

1040
00:46:23,560 --> 00:46:25,680
Speaker 4: You know what's funny is I've been feeling like I

1041
00:46:25,840 --> 00:46:29,800
Speaker 4: never like I've never heard God like audibly in my life,

1042
00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:32,439
Speaker 4: but I've been feeling lately, I've been feeling Him come

1043
00:46:32,480 --> 00:46:34,279
Speaker 4: to me in these like weird like just I think

1044
00:46:34,280 --> 00:46:37,880
Speaker 4: it was two weeks ago, comforting me, knowing that like

1045
00:46:37,880 --> 00:46:39,720
Speaker 4: like the other night, like I felt like my husband

1046
00:46:39,800 --> 00:46:42,520
Speaker 4: was like with me, and I started like writing in

1047
00:46:42,560 --> 00:46:44,840
Speaker 4: a journal, and I'm like, it's weird because I'm starting

1048
00:46:44,880 --> 00:46:48,239
Speaker 4: to feel like him tell me, like he's here, like

1049
00:46:48,280 --> 00:46:51,399
Speaker 4: he's with you right now, and like it's I can't

1050
00:46:51,440 --> 00:46:54,319
Speaker 4: explain him, but it's like that that feeling, and I'm like,

1051
00:46:54,360 --> 00:46:56,120
Speaker 4: so I'm just writing it all down.

1052
00:46:56,239 --> 00:46:59,560
Speaker 1: Oh that's another thing. Amy was journaling journal It helped

1053
00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:02,520
Speaker 1: me a lit just kind of because I used to

1054
00:47:02,600 --> 00:47:05,799
Speaker 1: be very open about my life to people, and you know,

1055
00:47:06,440 --> 00:47:09,560
Speaker 1: I realized that you shouldn't for everything. So instead of

1056
00:47:09,640 --> 00:47:12,040
Speaker 1: vomiting to the world, I was vomiting to a journal.

1057
00:47:12,080 --> 00:47:14,920
Speaker 1: And then you started realizing a lot of things for yourself,

1058
00:47:14,920 --> 00:47:17,760
Speaker 1: and you almost start giving yourself advice. And then my journal,

1059
00:47:17,800 --> 00:47:19,920
Speaker 1: I specifically because I'm not good at just you know,

1060
00:47:19,960 --> 00:47:23,120
Speaker 1: sitting on my knees and praying, I write love letters

1061
00:47:23,120 --> 00:47:25,719
Speaker 1: to God so that definitely helped me a lot.

1062
00:47:26,560 --> 00:47:29,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's how Actually I used to I have like

1063
00:47:29,760 --> 00:47:31,920
Speaker 2: I was going through like organizing things, and I found

1064
00:47:31,960 --> 00:47:34,080
Speaker 2: journals and they were all prayer journals, and they were

1065
00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:36,959
Speaker 2: just like literally instead of me like just like you said,

1066
00:47:36,960 --> 00:47:38,560
Speaker 2: because I'll be like I'm going to pray and then

1067
00:47:38,760 --> 00:47:40,880
Speaker 2: next thing I know, I'm waking up in the morning

1068
00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:43,399
Speaker 2: and I'm like, did I did I? Did I do anything? Yeah?

1069
00:47:43,440 --> 00:47:45,200
Speaker 2: And so I would like that would be like my

1070
00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:47,359
Speaker 2: time where I would write it down. But I have

1071
00:47:47,400 --> 00:47:49,719
Speaker 2: a lot of friends who are in therapy and do

1072
00:47:49,920 --> 00:47:51,799
Speaker 2: like a lot of this stuff, and their main thing

1073
00:47:51,880 --> 00:47:54,680
Speaker 2: when they are anxious or need time is like writing

1074
00:47:54,719 --> 00:47:55,359
Speaker 2: stuff down.

1075
00:47:55,560 --> 00:47:57,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's the best way to like let everything go.

1076
00:47:57,560 --> 00:47:59,920
Speaker 1: I'm in therapy too, but it's still writing it down,

1077
00:48:00,120 --> 00:48:02,640
Speaker 1: especially because sometimes you don't even remember what you're upset about.

1078
00:48:02,640 --> 00:48:04,799
Speaker 1: But I think the beautiful thing about writing it is

1079
00:48:05,040 --> 00:48:07,560
Speaker 1: when you're frustrated, you can go back to where you

1080
00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:10,200
Speaker 1: used to be compared to now, and it just kind

1081
00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:13,040
Speaker 1: of gives you a sense of success. And success looks

1082
00:48:13,040 --> 00:48:15,640
Speaker 1: different to everyone, but it's like when you can tell

1083
00:48:15,760 --> 00:48:18,040
Speaker 1: you've grown up. That's the feeling of success that I like.

1084
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Speaker 2: Well, I mean you somen like everything's just in a

1085
00:48:21,800 --> 00:48:28,120
Speaker 2: good placeship Pink starbarst. Yeah, like her nickname for her

1086
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:33,480
Speaker 2: guy that she's going to meet soon. His nickname is

1087
00:48:33,520 --> 00:48:34,400
Speaker 2: red Star Wars.

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00:48:34,440 --> 00:48:37,640
Speaker 1: That's so that she's not your favorite cute because I

1089
00:48:37,680 --> 00:48:41,680
Speaker 1: have the pink ones. That makes sense. Yeah, I'll take

1090
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:44,640
Speaker 1: the red Yeah yeah, just be ready when you meet him,

1091
00:48:44,680 --> 00:48:46,960
Speaker 1: because even I mean sometimes it really I hate being

1092
00:48:46,960 --> 00:48:48,719
Speaker 1: this person because I to hate when people told me this,

1093
00:48:48,760 --> 00:48:50,960
Speaker 1: but it does happen when you least expect it. I

1094
00:48:51,040 --> 00:48:52,880
Speaker 1: literally was not looking at all. I mean I had

1095
00:48:52,880 --> 00:48:54,920
Speaker 1: just gone through a kidney transplant. I'm like, bro. And

1096
00:48:54,960 --> 00:48:57,040
Speaker 1: the first time he asked me really on out to

1097
00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:59,120
Speaker 1: dinner was like the day, the day that the news

1098
00:48:59,160 --> 00:49:02,080
Speaker 1: broke and I I hadn't told anyone at work that

1099
00:49:02,239 --> 00:49:04,640
Speaker 1: I had done that. So all of a sudden, I'm

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Speaker 1: all over the news.

1101
00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:05,799
Speaker 2: I'm at work.

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00:49:05,840 --> 00:49:06,759
Speaker 1: He's like, do you want to go to dinner?

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00:49:06,760 --> 00:49:09,479
Speaker 4: I like, not the time, yeah, not that time.

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00:49:10,000 --> 00:49:11,080
Speaker 1: I am all over the news.

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00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:15,960
Speaker 4: I am not used to this, Oh my god. Yeah,

1106
00:49:16,080 --> 00:49:18,360
Speaker 4: and it was probably like what news like he was probably.

1107
00:49:18,360 --> 00:49:21,800
Speaker 2: Had no idea totally. It's weirdly refreshing, right.

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00:49:21,719 --> 00:49:24,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, he had no idea. It was refreshing that he

1109
00:49:24,920 --> 00:49:26,400
Speaker 1: doesn't follow any of that stuff.

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00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:28,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're like, you have no idea, what's going on

1111
00:49:28,239 --> 00:49:28,600
Speaker 2: in my life?

1112
00:49:28,640 --> 00:49:30,759
Speaker 1: Which it's nice, Well it is nice, but it was

1113
00:49:31,080 --> 00:49:33,280
Speaker 1: my phone was blowing up. I applied to my boss.

1114
00:49:34,560 --> 00:49:37,000
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, no, I had told Kenya the day

1115
00:49:37,040 --> 00:49:39,840
Speaker 1: before the news broke, but other producers like they knew,

1116
00:49:39,920 --> 00:49:41,440
Speaker 1: but I was like, oh, it's for my sister.

1117
00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:44,759
Speaker 4: Mmm, oh gotcha, gotcha?

1118
00:49:44,960 --> 00:49:50,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, I didn't say who, right, yeah? Oh yeah, So

1119
00:49:50,160 --> 00:49:51,319
Speaker 1: here we are. How are you guys?

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00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:56,480
Speaker 4: Where can everybody? So obviously everybody watch uh Froncia on Grownish?

1121
00:49:56,480 --> 00:49:58,600
Speaker 4: But where else can people follow you keep up to date?

1122
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:04,520
Speaker 1: So Instagram, well, Facebook, I will be better, I'm sorry,

1123
00:50:04,920 --> 00:50:07,960
Speaker 1: And Twitter, I will be better. I'm sorry. But it's

1124
00:50:08,000 --> 00:50:10,279
Speaker 1: under Frontier Raisa, all three of them. I was able

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00:50:10,280 --> 00:50:11,280
Speaker 1: to get my name finally.

1126
00:50:11,440 --> 00:50:12,520
Speaker 4: Wow, very official.

1127
00:50:12,719 --> 00:50:16,680
Speaker 1: Yes, it's very official. And grown Ish season finale or

1128
00:50:16,800 --> 00:50:20,239
Speaker 1: mid season finale is on Wednesday. And then look out

1129
00:50:20,360 --> 00:50:23,560
Speaker 1: for the movie that I'll be developing. But I don't

1130
00:50:23,600 --> 00:50:25,279
Speaker 1: know when that'll come out where it's it's in the

1131
00:50:25,320 --> 00:50:28,279
Speaker 1: early early early stages. But I'm very very excited about it.

1132
00:50:28,320 --> 00:50:31,680
Speaker 1: I just feel like when you think about, you know,

1133
00:50:31,800 --> 00:50:34,040
Speaker 1: civil rights, you know, you only know about like the

1134
00:50:34,040 --> 00:50:36,440
Speaker 1: African American community, which is amazing, But I feel like

1135
00:50:36,480 --> 00:50:38,160
Speaker 1: as Latinos need to know that we were also part

1136
00:50:38,200 --> 00:50:40,440
Speaker 1: of American history, right, and that you know, there was

1137
00:50:40,440 --> 00:50:43,319
Speaker 1: a civil rights movement, Yeah, was in that's in our

1138
00:50:43,360 --> 00:50:43,960
Speaker 1: family too.

1139
00:50:44,080 --> 00:50:46,080
Speaker 2: So it's so cool that you're going to be like

1140
00:50:46,360 --> 00:50:49,000
Speaker 2: part of creating like not just in front of the camera,

1141
00:50:49,080 --> 00:50:51,279
Speaker 2: but like going to be part of creating it. Yeah.

1142
00:50:51,320 --> 00:50:53,359
Speaker 1: I'm very excited and I feel very blessed, and I'm

1143
00:50:53,360 --> 00:50:55,439
Speaker 1: glad that I'm finally tapping into that because it's things

1144
00:50:55,440 --> 00:50:58,760
Speaker 1: that I've said that I've wanted to do, but I

1145
00:50:58,760 --> 00:51:00,759
Speaker 1: I learned that a lot of us say we want

1146
00:51:00,760 --> 00:51:02,439
Speaker 1: to do things, but we almost want someone to hand

1147
00:51:02,480 --> 00:51:04,840
Speaker 1: it to us, right. And you know, in church, you

1148
00:51:04,920 --> 00:51:08,360
Speaker 1: learn a lot that God's preparing you for, preparing you,

1149
00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:10,799
Speaker 1: preparing and preparing you. But had all this happened back

1150
00:51:10,840 --> 00:51:12,759
Speaker 1: in the day, there's no way I would have been

1151
00:51:12,840 --> 00:51:14,680
Speaker 1: ready for it, none of it. I wouldn't have known

1152
00:51:14,719 --> 00:51:17,200
Speaker 1: what to do. And now it's like, oh, okay, I

1153
00:51:17,239 --> 00:51:18,680
Speaker 1: have a better idea of what to do, and I

1154
00:51:18,719 --> 00:51:21,000
Speaker 1: have more of an idea of who I am and

1155
00:51:21,000 --> 00:51:23,040
Speaker 1: what I want to represent in this industry because we

1156
00:51:23,080 --> 00:51:25,600
Speaker 1: do are. We are given a platform and some of

1157
00:51:25,640 --> 00:51:26,800
Speaker 1: us just don't know how to handle it when it

1158
00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:27,560
Speaker 1: happens too fast.

1159
00:51:28,520 --> 00:51:32,719
Speaker 2: So cool, Wow, you're amazing you.

1160
00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:34,560
Speaker 4: There's nothing else.

1161
00:51:34,400 --> 00:51:36,680
Speaker 1: To say to finally meet you.

1162
00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:39,239
Speaker 2: Yeah. Nice, Next time I see you and be like,

1163
00:51:39,239 --> 00:51:41,360
Speaker 2: remember you said, yeah, we're friends.

1164
00:51:41,400 --> 00:51:43,239
Speaker 1: Now we're friending that right, Like, we're good.

1165
00:51:44,440 --> 00:51:47,080
Speaker 2: If you see me like frantically looking for someone to talk.

1166
00:51:46,880 --> 00:51:48,719
Speaker 1: To, yeah, and next time I see him, be like, hey,

1167
00:51:48,719 --> 00:51:50,400
Speaker 1: so remember that time you say we have you have

1168
00:51:50,520 --> 00:51:54,000
Speaker 1: radiant skin. I want all that and I'll be in

1169
00:51:54,080 --> 00:51:54,840
Speaker 1: radiant skin.

1170
00:51:54,719 --> 00:51:56,280
Speaker 4: And we'll be on engagement ringwatch.

1171
00:51:56,480 --> 00:52:02,160
Speaker 1: Oh gosh, I will be you will Oh gosh, slow down.

1172
00:52:02,160 --> 00:52:03,400
Speaker 1: I just barely got a new roommate.

1173
00:52:04,520 --> 00:52:05,520
Speaker 2: They just moved in together.

1174
00:52:05,680 --> 00:52:09,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, but sometime to adjust. We're doing great though, it

1175
00:52:09,280 --> 00:52:10,360
Speaker 1: is great, but we'll see.

1176
00:52:10,400 --> 00:52:12,960
Speaker 2: Thank you for scrubbing in. Yeah, thank you Michel scrub

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Speaker 2: In today.

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Speaker 1: Thanks for inviting me. This is so nice to hear about.

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Speaker 1: Oh thanks.

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Speaker 2: have a very special I can guess for the show.

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Speaker 2: We have Jillian Escoto in here. And did I do

1213
00:54:05,280 --> 00:54:07,200
Speaker 2: I say your last name correctly? Because I feel like

1214
00:54:07,239 --> 00:54:11,480
Speaker 2: I butcher it every time I'm with Brent. Okay, great,

1215
00:54:11,960 --> 00:54:15,440
Speaker 2: So for anyone in the LA area, you know Jillian,

1216
00:54:15,760 --> 00:54:20,360
Speaker 2: but I'm gonna have her introduce herself. She has the

1217
00:54:20,480 --> 00:54:25,480
Speaker 2: radio voice. No, I'm for TV, for TV voice for

1218
00:54:25,520 --> 00:54:25,920
Speaker 2: the radio.

1219
00:54:25,960 --> 00:54:28,560
Speaker 10: I listened back sometimes like ooh, that voice is not

1220
00:54:28,680 --> 00:54:30,920
Speaker 10: good for radio. But I'm on Valentine in the morning

1221
00:54:31,040 --> 00:54:33,160
Speaker 10: on one O four three, MYFM in Los Angeles.

1222
00:54:33,200 --> 00:54:37,000
Speaker 3: And I've known Tanya for gosh years.

1223
00:54:37,560 --> 00:54:40,120
Speaker 4: You okay, so my when I interned for you guys,

1224
00:54:40,120 --> 00:54:43,040
Speaker 4: that was my first internship ever in my life? How

1225
00:54:43,120 --> 00:54:43,839
Speaker 4: crazy is that?

1226
00:54:43,880 --> 00:54:44,399
Speaker 3: First ever?

1227
00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:49,279
Speaker 4: First ever? And Jill was my boss. No, yeah, you

1228
00:54:49,280 --> 00:54:50,239
Speaker 4: were the cool boss, Nate.

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00:54:51,520 --> 00:54:54,680
Speaker 10: Yeah, But Tanya I remember first day Tanya came in.

1230
00:54:54,719 --> 00:54:56,399
Speaker 10: I'm like, oh, yeah, we're gonna be friends. Like this

1231
00:54:56,480 --> 00:54:59,040
Speaker 10: is good, this is really good. It is crazy.

1232
00:54:59,080 --> 00:55:02,799
Speaker 4: I'm like, wow, that was my very first ever well.

1233
00:55:02,880 --> 00:55:05,840
Speaker 6: Alaska said her first impression of Tanya was she's hilarious

1234
00:55:05,880 --> 00:55:07,319
Speaker 6: and I want to find her a boyfriend. Was that

1235
00:55:07,360 --> 00:55:08,880
Speaker 6: a similar reaction you had to her?

1236
00:55:09,680 --> 00:55:11,080
Speaker 3: I think I think you were with someone.

1237
00:55:11,280 --> 00:55:12,719
Speaker 6: Oh really, you're still with him?

1238
00:55:12,760 --> 00:55:16,520
Speaker 2: Okay, But she thought she was hilarious.

1239
00:55:16,120 --> 00:55:19,240
Speaker 6: And you and I met even farther longer ago than that. Yeah,

1240
00:55:19,360 --> 00:55:20,120
Speaker 6: it's got to be like.

1241
00:55:20,280 --> 00:55:22,719
Speaker 3: Five when I first started a kiss. Yeah, I think

1242
00:55:22,719 --> 00:55:23,359
Speaker 3: two thousand and.

1243
00:55:23,280 --> 00:55:25,920
Speaker 6: Four, and I was running a board for Dave Styles,

1244
00:55:26,320 --> 00:55:28,760
Speaker 6: like you know, the DJ would be out around town,

1245
00:55:29,480 --> 00:55:33,000
Speaker 6: no relation, no relation. He was out in like Santa

1246
00:55:33,040 --> 00:55:34,439
Speaker 6: Monica live on the air, and I was just running

1247
00:55:34,480 --> 00:55:36,160
Speaker 6: the board for him, and you were answering the phone,

1248
00:55:36,239 --> 00:55:37,959
Speaker 6: and so you and I were working together there.

1249
00:55:38,120 --> 00:55:38,640
Speaker 2: It's crazy.

1250
00:55:39,520 --> 00:55:41,319
Speaker 6: It's like fourteen fifteen years ago.

1251
00:55:41,880 --> 00:55:42,960
Speaker 4: It is kind of crazy.

1252
00:55:43,320 --> 00:55:45,200
Speaker 2: I can't remember if I told you this or told

1253
00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:48,960
Speaker 2: Brent for her to tell you, but I was listening.

1254
00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:50,880
Speaker 2: I was like, you know, going through the radio stations,

1255
00:55:50,920 --> 00:55:53,080
Speaker 2: and I heard, I like stopped because I heard your voice.

1256
00:55:53,080 --> 00:55:54,719
Speaker 2: I didn't realize it was you at first. I just

1257
00:55:54,760 --> 00:55:58,640
Speaker 2: heard a voice that I found very like safe and appealing,

1258
00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:01,359
Speaker 2: and I stopped and listen, and then I realized it

1259
00:56:01,400 --> 00:56:02,239
Speaker 2: was you, And I was like.

1260
00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:05,480
Speaker 3: Brit Like, she never told me that, But thank you.

1261
00:56:05,719 --> 00:56:09,960
Speaker 4: That really dropping the ball, really dropping the ball. But

1262
00:56:10,239 --> 00:56:13,040
Speaker 4: the reason why we have we have Jill in here today,

1263
00:56:13,080 --> 00:56:18,080
Speaker 4: obviously we love you. We watched Selma Blair's interview with

1264
00:56:18,120 --> 00:56:20,799
Speaker 4: Good Morning America with Robin Roberts after the oscars. Yeah,

1265
00:56:20,840 --> 00:56:25,600
Speaker 4: after the oscars, and I don't even have words.

1266
00:56:25,680 --> 00:56:28,400
Speaker 2: I'm the same way. I was blown away.

1267
00:56:28,920 --> 00:56:32,160
Speaker 10: I was crying within just a couple of seconds of

1268
00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:34,440
Speaker 10: watching it because it was just so brave of what

1269
00:56:34,600 --> 00:56:36,760
Speaker 10: she did be telling her story.

1270
00:56:36,960 --> 00:56:39,480
Speaker 4: So I think that So she announced she had multiple

1271
00:56:39,960 --> 00:56:42,680
Speaker 4: sclerosis like a year ago, but she was in the

1272
00:56:42,719 --> 00:56:46,960
Speaker 4: middle of a flare up, so that was like giving

1273
00:56:47,000 --> 00:56:49,200
Speaker 4: her speech impediment. It was just it was really just

1274
00:56:50,120 --> 00:56:52,319
Speaker 4: she was having a bad flare up. And so you, Jill,

1275
00:56:52,440 --> 00:56:55,439
Speaker 4: you also have multiple sclerosis, right, have you ever had

1276
00:56:55,560 --> 00:56:56,640
Speaker 4: a flare up like that?

1277
00:56:56,760 --> 00:56:59,399
Speaker 10: I get about two flare ups a year and they

1278
00:56:59,440 --> 00:57:02,759
Speaker 10: come on there's like no telling when they're gonna come.

1279
00:57:02,800 --> 00:57:04,520
Speaker 3: There's so many certain things that can.

1280
00:57:04,400 --> 00:57:08,720
Speaker 10: Cause a flaru, stress, heat, just out of the blue

1281
00:57:08,719 --> 00:57:10,960
Speaker 10: one day for me. Anyway, I know everybody with multiple

1282
00:57:10,960 --> 00:57:13,719
Speaker 10: sclerosis has a different story to tell. The symptoms are

1283
00:57:13,760 --> 00:57:15,880
Speaker 10: never the same in every single person.

1284
00:57:16,200 --> 00:57:18,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, don't they call it the snowflake disease?

1285
00:57:18,680 --> 00:57:20,560
Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, because you never know.

1286
00:57:20,800 --> 00:57:22,560
Speaker 10: Like with me, I could tell somebody, you know, all

1287
00:57:22,560 --> 00:57:24,080
Speaker 10: my symptoms and I run them down and then that

1288
00:57:24,160 --> 00:57:27,560
Speaker 10: person never experiences the tingling in their leg or the

1289
00:57:27,600 --> 00:57:30,640
Speaker 10: blurry vision or anything like that. But I was diagnosed

1290
00:57:30,720 --> 00:57:33,880
Speaker 10: in two thousand and eight, so it's been over ten

1291
00:57:33,960 --> 00:57:36,760
Speaker 10: years of this. And I related to Selma when she

1292
00:57:36,880 --> 00:57:40,640
Speaker 10: said that when she got the diagnosis it was more

1293
00:57:40,680 --> 00:57:43,840
Speaker 10: of a like a relief in the way, because with me,

1294
00:57:44,320 --> 00:57:47,360
Speaker 10: it was about a year of trying of doctors trying

1295
00:57:47,360 --> 00:57:50,320
Speaker 10: to diagnose me. And when I first told them my symptoms,

1296
00:57:50,320 --> 00:57:52,520
Speaker 10: like I woke up one morning out of the blue

1297
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Speaker 10: and I couldn't see anything. It was like a painting

1298
00:57:56,400 --> 00:57:59,600
Speaker 10: had been smeared, Like everything was super super blurry, and

1299
00:57:59,640 --> 00:58:02,840
Speaker 10: I like really numb too from the neck down. And

1300
00:58:03,000 --> 00:58:05,160
Speaker 10: I was a dancer. I did ballet and tap and

1301
00:58:05,200 --> 00:58:07,800
Speaker 10: all that, and so I thought, Okay, did I pull

1302
00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:10,280
Speaker 10: a muscle? Did something happen? And so my mom just

1303
00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:12,800
Speaker 10: immediately took me to the emergency room. They didn't do

1304
00:58:13,080 --> 00:58:16,040
Speaker 10: any scans or anything. Then they just said, oh, it

1305
00:58:16,040 --> 00:58:17,160
Speaker 10: just sounds like a pinch nerve.

1306
00:58:18,200 --> 00:58:19,520
Speaker 2: How old were you at this point?

1307
00:58:19,600 --> 00:58:22,400
Speaker 10: I was twenty three, Oh yeah, And so they just

1308
00:58:22,440 --> 00:58:25,880
Speaker 10: sent me home with some muscle relaxers and it didn't

1309
00:58:25,920 --> 00:58:26,320
Speaker 10: go away.

1310
00:58:26,520 --> 00:58:28,240
Speaker 3: It was there for weeks, and.

1311
00:58:28,240 --> 00:58:31,479
Speaker 10: So finally I went to my doctor and he said,

1312
00:58:31,720 --> 00:58:33,120
Speaker 10: let's send you to a neurologist.

1313
00:58:33,520 --> 00:58:35,280
Speaker 3: And I went to maybe three.

1314
00:58:35,160 --> 00:58:38,560
Speaker 10: Or four neurologists before they actually diagnosed.

1315
00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:39,480
Speaker 3: Me with MS.

1316
00:58:40,040 --> 00:58:43,280
Speaker 10: Because with me, with my lesions, they're like little they

1317
00:58:43,320 --> 00:58:46,680
Speaker 10: look like little clouds or little spiderwebs on your brain

1318
00:58:46,760 --> 00:58:47,640
Speaker 10: or your spinal cord.

1319
00:58:47,960 --> 00:58:49,680
Speaker 3: Mine were so hard to find.

1320
00:58:49,840 --> 00:58:52,520
Speaker 10: With a certain MRI machine I had, I had no idea,

1321
00:58:52,520 --> 00:58:55,959
Speaker 10: but there was one certain, like really good MRI machine

1322
00:58:55,960 --> 00:58:57,560
Speaker 10: out there. I didn't know there was a difference, but

1323
00:58:57,680 --> 00:59:02,600
Speaker 10: it didn't pick up the lesions until months after we

1324
00:59:02,720 --> 00:59:04,480
Speaker 10: first started trying to figure out what that was.

1325
00:59:04,840 --> 00:59:08,440
Speaker 2: So you had a year of just like, was it

1326
00:59:08,560 --> 00:59:11,080
Speaker 2: consistent blurred vision or was it like it would just

1327
00:59:11,080 --> 00:59:11,800
Speaker 2: come out of nowhere?

1328
00:59:11,800 --> 00:59:12,440
Speaker 3: It would come and.

1329
00:59:12,400 --> 00:59:15,640
Speaker 10: Go, but it never really got better, right, just some

1330
00:59:15,760 --> 00:59:16,440
Speaker 10: days were.

1331
00:59:16,240 --> 00:59:16,960
Speaker 3: Worse than others.

1332
00:59:17,000 --> 00:59:18,880
Speaker 4: But didn't you have you had like other symptoms that

1333
00:59:18,920 --> 00:59:20,800
Speaker 4: you didn't know were connected to.

1334
00:59:20,600 --> 00:59:23,840
Speaker 10: It, right, Like I would drink, Like I'd have a

1335
00:59:23,920 --> 00:59:27,520
Speaker 10: drink and I couldn't feel the floor beneath my feet,

1336
00:59:27,680 --> 00:59:30,040
Speaker 10: and everybody would just think, oh, you're just such a lightweight.

1337
00:59:30,080 --> 00:59:32,960
Speaker 10: But with me, alcohol makes my MS symptoms one hundred

1338
00:59:33,000 --> 00:59:34,960
Speaker 10: times worse. So I didn't know I had MS at

1339
00:59:34,960 --> 00:59:36,520
Speaker 10: the time, and I would drink and then I just

1340
00:59:36,920 --> 00:59:40,680
Speaker 10: feel so numb and just so crazy from just this

1341
00:59:40,720 --> 00:59:41,280
Speaker 10: one drink.

1342
00:59:41,680 --> 00:59:43,280
Speaker 8: Can you explain what MS is?

1343
00:59:43,360 --> 00:59:45,440
Speaker 7: Sorry to interrupt, I think there's so many people listening,

1344
00:59:45,480 --> 00:59:47,960
Speaker 7: and we're all familiar with Oh they have MS or

1345
00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:50,640
Speaker 7: Soma Blair has MS or Jack Osborne has MS, and

1346
00:59:50,680 --> 00:59:53,520
Speaker 7: we think we know, but we don't know what is it.

1347
00:59:53,680 --> 00:59:55,480
Speaker 11: So the easiest way to put it's kind of hard

1348
00:59:55,480 --> 00:59:57,640
Speaker 11: to describe, but the easiest way a doctor told me

1349
00:59:57,680 --> 01:00:00,480
Speaker 11: one time, is all of our nerves have this detective

1350
01:00:00,520 --> 01:00:03,640
Speaker 11: coding around it, the milin sheath, and with MS, that

1351
01:00:03,720 --> 01:00:05,880
Speaker 11: protection is kind of eaten away.

1352
01:00:06,200 --> 01:00:10,440
Speaker 10: So eventually the nerve breaks and so then your brain

1353
01:00:10,720 --> 01:00:13,200
Speaker 10: is sending messages to move your hands, move your feet.

1354
01:00:13,280 --> 01:00:16,400
Speaker 10: With those broken nerves, it can't send that communication. So

1355
01:00:16,440 --> 01:00:19,240
Speaker 10: that's why people start or they stop walking, or they

1356
01:00:19,240 --> 01:00:21,000
Speaker 10: can't use their hands. Like with me, that's my thing,

1357
01:00:21,040 --> 01:00:23,960
Speaker 10: like doing buttons. It's really hard to like do intricate

1358
01:00:24,000 --> 01:00:27,680
Speaker 10: things with my fingers. But yeah, it's just eventually your

1359
01:00:27,720 --> 01:00:30,360
Speaker 10: brain stops telling your body what to do if that

1360
01:00:30,440 --> 01:00:32,480
Speaker 10: protection is seriously destroyed.

1361
01:00:33,080 --> 01:00:36,919
Speaker 3: And so with me, there's never like a really good day.

1362
01:00:37,000 --> 01:00:39,840
Speaker 10: I always feel kind of crummy, and I have since

1363
01:00:40,080 --> 01:00:43,920
Speaker 10: like for the past, you know, eleven twelve years. Just

1364
01:00:44,000 --> 01:00:47,000
Speaker 10: some days are just super super bad and others like, okay,

1365
01:00:47,000 --> 01:00:49,920
Speaker 10: this is a normal day for me. And you know,

1366
01:00:49,920 --> 01:00:52,160
Speaker 10: it affects my speech sometimes, like my voice will crack

1367
01:00:52,200 --> 01:00:55,760
Speaker 10: a lot. I've never been as as bad as as

1368
01:00:55,760 --> 01:00:58,480
Speaker 10: Selma was in that interview, which just broke my heart,

1369
01:00:59,280 --> 01:01:01,000
Speaker 10: but that happen sometimes.

1370
01:01:01,000 --> 01:01:02,360
Speaker 3: With that, we have a clip of it.

1371
01:01:02,840 --> 01:01:04,880
Speaker 8: I cried, I had tears.

1372
01:01:05,000 --> 01:01:09,400
Speaker 1: I wasn't. They weren't tears of panic, they were tears

1373
01:01:09,480 --> 01:01:10,120
Speaker 1: of nothing.

1374
01:01:10,440 --> 01:01:11,960
Speaker 8: I now had.

1375
01:01:11,800 --> 01:01:15,200
Speaker 4: To give in to a body that had loss of control,

1376
01:01:15,600 --> 01:01:16,160
Speaker 4: and there was.

1377
01:01:16,160 --> 01:01:19,240
Speaker 3: Some relief in that because ever.

1378
01:01:19,040 --> 01:01:22,840
Speaker 1: Since my son was born, I was in an MS

1379
01:01:22,920 --> 01:01:26,520
Speaker 1: flare up and didn't know and I was giving it

1380
01:01:27,160 --> 01:01:28,880
Speaker 1: everything to seem normal.

1381
01:01:30,360 --> 01:01:35,160
Speaker 2: I mean, I think when I watched that interview, I think,

1382
01:01:35,200 --> 01:01:38,040
Speaker 2: because I know you, and you know, like I'll talk

1383
01:01:38,080 --> 01:01:40,880
Speaker 2: to britt so forever. I think anyone who follows me

1384
01:01:40,920 --> 01:01:43,800
Speaker 2: on Instagram knows Brittany, but they think her name's Lauren

1385
01:01:44,120 --> 01:01:48,200
Speaker 2: because her thing is v Lauren, right, But we did

1386
01:01:48,240 --> 01:01:50,360
Speaker 2: like we would do like walking and talking together, so

1387
01:01:50,480 --> 01:01:53,520
Speaker 2: everyone would always respond book, I love her, but it's

1388
01:01:53,600 --> 01:01:56,960
Speaker 2: so funny because or not funny. But when I would

1389
01:01:57,000 --> 01:01:58,760
Speaker 2: talk to britt and she'd be like, yeah, I'm with Jill,

1390
01:01:58,840 --> 01:02:02,000
Speaker 2: she had a flare up knowing you and being out

1391
01:02:02,040 --> 01:02:05,960
Speaker 2: with you and like you would never know. So when

1392
01:02:06,000 --> 01:02:10,080
Speaker 2: I saw that interview and I thought, is this what happened?

1393
01:02:10,120 --> 01:02:13,400
Speaker 2: Like it was a very eye opening for me to

1394
01:02:13,520 --> 01:02:14,440
Speaker 2: realize just a.

1395
01:02:16,440 --> 01:02:17,600
Speaker 3: Small severity of what.

1396
01:02:17,920 --> 01:02:19,959
Speaker 2: And yeah, how bad it can be, but like also

1397
01:02:20,160 --> 01:02:23,800
Speaker 2: what your life can be, you know, Like it kind

1398
01:02:23,840 --> 01:02:27,040
Speaker 2: of blew my mind because you're so positive and you're

1399
01:02:27,160 --> 01:02:28,800
Speaker 2: like you live your life and it.

1400
01:02:28,880 --> 01:02:32,440
Speaker 10: Was thank you, like to me that positivity is what

1401
01:02:32,520 --> 01:02:35,000
Speaker 10: helps me get up out of bed in the morning,

1402
01:02:35,040 --> 01:02:37,920
Speaker 10: because I just feel like if I just focused on

1403
01:02:37,960 --> 01:02:40,360
Speaker 10: the fact that, you know, Okay have this disease, there's

1404
01:02:40,400 --> 01:02:42,920
Speaker 10: no cure. I don't know what the future holds for me.

1405
01:02:42,960 --> 01:02:44,800
Speaker 10: I don't think i'd ever get out of bed. So

1406
01:02:44,880 --> 01:02:48,040
Speaker 10: I'm aware of what my body's going through and I'm

1407
01:02:48,080 --> 01:02:49,920
Speaker 10: aware of what I have. I don't try and hide it,

1408
01:02:50,360 --> 01:02:53,880
Speaker 10: but I don't let people really see the bad side

1409
01:02:53,920 --> 01:02:57,360
Speaker 10: of it, especially at work. My family sees it, you know,

1410
01:02:57,400 --> 01:02:59,600
Speaker 10: when I have my flare ups, and usually with that,

1411
01:02:59,640 --> 01:03:02,600
Speaker 10: when that happens, I can feel one coming on. And

1412
01:03:02,760 --> 01:03:04,920
Speaker 10: the only thing that works for me right now is

1413
01:03:05,160 --> 01:03:09,160
Speaker 10: it's a five day IV treatment of steroids, of really

1414
01:03:09,160 --> 01:03:12,400
Speaker 10: really heavy steroids, and they make you feel even worse

1415
01:03:12,400 --> 01:03:15,040
Speaker 10: than you did when you start, and then you kind

1416
01:03:15,040 --> 01:03:18,640
Speaker 10: of just you're bad for me for like four weeks

1417
01:03:18,680 --> 01:03:20,840
Speaker 10: about a month, you're super super bad, and then you

1418
01:03:20,880 --> 01:03:23,840
Speaker 10: finally start coming out of it and then you feel

1419
01:03:23,880 --> 01:03:24,560
Speaker 10: so much better.

1420
01:03:24,840 --> 01:03:26,880
Speaker 2: So it when it gets when you say, like it

1421
01:03:26,920 --> 01:03:29,440
Speaker 2: gets really bad, what is that? What are what are.

1422
01:03:29,280 --> 01:03:32,280
Speaker 10: The mind is? It's on my right side, numbness and

1423
01:03:32,360 --> 01:03:35,720
Speaker 10: tingling a lot. I lose feeling in my palms, you know,

1424
01:03:35,880 --> 01:03:38,680
Speaker 10: with walking, I'm tripping, I'm kind of you know, stumbling

1425
01:03:38,720 --> 01:03:41,760
Speaker 10: a lot. But also too, it's with my brain and

1426
01:03:41,800 --> 01:03:44,440
Speaker 10: my focus, and especially.

1427
01:03:44,040 --> 01:03:44,880
Speaker 3: Being on the radio.

1428
01:03:45,040 --> 01:03:47,400
Speaker 10: It's super super hard when I'm in a flirt because

1429
01:03:47,480 --> 01:03:49,680
Speaker 10: it's hard to explain. But I'll be talking, but in

1430
01:03:49,720 --> 01:03:52,440
Speaker 10: my mind, I'm like ten words ahead of what is

1431
01:03:52,480 --> 01:03:54,760
Speaker 10: coming out of my mouth because I'm actively trying to

1432
01:03:54,800 --> 01:03:58,400
Speaker 10: focus on what I'm saying because my concentration just is

1433
01:03:58,480 --> 01:04:01,000
Speaker 10: just out the window. It's so hard to focus. It's

1434
01:04:01,000 --> 01:04:03,000
Speaker 10: so hard to think of certain words and what I

1435
01:04:03,000 --> 01:04:05,080
Speaker 10: want to say. So it's like I've kind of trained

1436
01:04:05,120 --> 01:04:09,520
Speaker 10: myself to It's really weird to explain and say it

1437
01:04:09,520 --> 01:04:12,040
Speaker 10: out loud, but like, I'm in my mind really trying

1438
01:04:12,040 --> 01:04:15,640
Speaker 10: super super hard to focus on words, putting sentences together,

1439
01:04:16,240 --> 01:04:17,840
Speaker 10: and it's almost like out.

1440
01:04:17,640 --> 01:04:19,960
Speaker 3: Of your body, like you're completely.

1441
01:04:19,720 --> 01:04:23,360
Speaker 10: Out of control, right and it's just it's day to

1442
01:04:23,440 --> 01:04:27,200
Speaker 10: day kind of different. But really it's the right side

1443
01:04:27,400 --> 01:04:30,760
Speaker 10: and then the brain the focus. When you say that, though,

1444
01:04:30,760 --> 01:04:34,120
Speaker 10: this is exactly how because I remember when you found

1445
01:04:34,120 --> 01:04:36,600
Speaker 10: out I was your intern at the time, and when

1446
01:04:36,640 --> 01:04:39,960
Speaker 10: you told me about it, I was like I couldn't

1447
01:04:40,000 --> 01:04:42,160
Speaker 10: even I knew nothing about it, Like truly, I was

1448
01:04:42,200 --> 01:04:44,320
Speaker 10: learning everything through you, and you had the exact same

1449
01:04:44,320 --> 01:04:46,640
Speaker 10: attitude even when you were first diagnosed. It was not

1450
01:04:46,800 --> 01:04:49,160
Speaker 10: like I never once like I remember you saying, like,

1451
01:04:49,320 --> 01:04:51,600
Speaker 10: I'm having a really bad day, but you would never

1452
01:04:51,840 --> 01:04:53,760
Speaker 10: see it, like no one would ever know.

1453
01:04:53,920 --> 01:04:55,280
Speaker 4: And I know at the time I think you were.

1454
01:04:55,520 --> 01:04:57,640
Speaker 4: You weren't public about it at that time, so you

1455
01:04:57,680 --> 01:04:59,960
Speaker 4: were like Trump, but like you would have no idea

1456
01:05:00,080 --> 01:05:02,560
Speaker 4: the way that you were in life.

1457
01:05:02,720 --> 01:05:05,600
Speaker 7: Well, so what is today like on a scale of

1458
01:05:05,600 --> 01:05:08,320
Speaker 7: one to ten, ten being a major flare up, one

1459
01:05:08,400 --> 01:05:10,480
Speaker 7: being well, what you used to be okay?

1460
01:05:10,520 --> 01:05:11,640
Speaker 3: So todays like a three.

1461
01:05:11,920 --> 01:05:14,200
Speaker 10: I had a major flare up in November and so

1462
01:05:14,280 --> 01:05:16,760
Speaker 10: I did steroids then. So then that's what's been able

1463
01:05:16,760 --> 01:05:19,720
Speaker 10: to keep me at kind of like an okay kind

1464
01:05:19,760 --> 01:05:22,760
Speaker 10: of day. But I remember going to the doctor when

1465
01:05:22,880 --> 01:05:25,600
Speaker 10: I was diagnosed and he told me, he's like, you

1466
01:05:25,640 --> 01:05:28,440
Speaker 10: need to sit down, and he said, so you, according

1467
01:05:28,480 --> 01:05:32,560
Speaker 10: to your scans, you have multiple sclerosis. And I didn't

1468
01:05:32,560 --> 01:05:34,120
Speaker 10: say anything, but he looked at me and he said,

1469
01:05:34,480 --> 01:05:38,080
Speaker 10: this is the first time someone has actually smiled when

1470
01:05:38,120 --> 01:05:40,760
Speaker 10: I gave them that news, and I said, because I

1471
01:05:40,840 --> 01:05:45,000
Speaker 10: finally have a name for what I'm feeling, because doctors

1472
01:05:45,000 --> 01:05:47,600
Speaker 10: would tell me, well, you look healthy, right, you look okay,

1473
01:05:47,640 --> 01:05:50,880
Speaker 10: you don't look sick totally. And I actually found this

1474
01:05:50,960 --> 01:05:54,000
Speaker 10: questionnaire online that had all the symptoms of MS and

1475
01:05:54,040 --> 01:05:54,840
Speaker 10: you would fill it out.

1476
01:05:55,280 --> 01:05:56,520
Speaker 3: And because in my mind I.

1477
01:05:56,440 --> 01:05:59,000
Speaker 10: Thought I have multiple sclerosis, but they just they're just

1478
01:05:59,040 --> 01:06:01,640
Speaker 10: not diagnosing me with this, I fit all the description,

1479
01:06:01,760 --> 01:06:04,120
Speaker 10: all the symptoms, and I filled this thing out and

1480
01:06:04,120 --> 01:06:06,400
Speaker 10: I said, okay, I have this. I don't know how

1481
01:06:06,400 --> 01:06:09,840
Speaker 10: I'm going to get this diagnosed, but I've fit these categories.

1482
01:06:09,840 --> 01:06:12,320
Speaker 10: And this first doctor, it was the first one to

1483
01:06:12,480 --> 01:06:14,760
Speaker 10: actually believe me, and he was the one that sent

1484
01:06:14,800 --> 01:06:18,040
Speaker 10: me to this you know, very special MRI. And they

1485
01:06:18,040 --> 01:06:21,120
Speaker 10: found a lesions and sometimes you can have a ton

1486
01:06:21,200 --> 01:06:24,440
Speaker 10: of lesions and not have any symptoms, or you can

1487
01:06:24,480 --> 01:06:27,240
Speaker 10: feel the symptoms and they don't see any lesions on

1488
01:06:27,280 --> 01:06:29,360
Speaker 10: the scan, and the legions come and go. So it

1489
01:06:29,440 --> 01:06:32,640
Speaker 10: just depends on the day, and it's just it's a

1490
01:06:32,720 --> 01:06:33,600
Speaker 10: very unpredictable.

1491
01:06:34,000 --> 01:06:37,400
Speaker 4: How common is this, Ah, it's common.

1492
01:06:37,440 --> 01:06:38,480
Speaker 3: It's more common in women.

1493
01:06:38,920 --> 01:06:42,080
Speaker 10: And I know that usually I believe when you're in

1494
01:06:42,120 --> 01:06:44,560
Speaker 10: your twenties and thirties. I think that's a time when

1495
01:06:44,600 --> 01:06:46,680
Speaker 10: a lot of people are diagnosed, But I don't know

1496
01:06:46,720 --> 01:06:48,080
Speaker 10: exactly how common it is.

1497
01:06:49,120 --> 01:06:51,960
Speaker 7: But do think Somelma Blair has had it for a

1498
01:06:52,000 --> 01:06:52,640
Speaker 7: long time.

1499
01:06:53,080 --> 01:06:55,400
Speaker 8: I mean she's sort of referred to that. I think

1500
01:06:55,440 --> 01:06:59,680
Speaker 8: she has, and not many people read about the incident.

1501
01:06:59,720 --> 01:07:04,120
Speaker 7: She has a plane now years ago and now knowing

1502
01:07:04,160 --> 01:07:06,520
Speaker 7: what we know now, it's all makes sense.

1503
01:07:06,640 --> 01:07:07,959
Speaker 3: Yes, it totally makes sense.

1504
01:07:08,360 --> 01:07:10,120
Speaker 10: And I know that she said, you know, once she

1505
01:07:10,160 --> 01:07:12,640
Speaker 10: had her son, she's been in a flare up. You know,

1506
01:07:12,680 --> 01:07:16,080
Speaker 10: ever since I've heard that when a woman with MS

1507
01:07:16,160 --> 01:07:18,560
Speaker 10: is pregnant, you feel amazing.

1508
01:07:18,200 --> 01:07:19,160
Speaker 3: Something with the hormones.

1509
01:07:19,200 --> 01:07:21,600
Speaker 10: You don't have any symptoms, but then when you have

1510
01:07:21,800 --> 01:07:24,040
Speaker 10: your baby you could go into a major flare up

1511
01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:24,480
Speaker 10: because it's so.

1512
01:07:24,560 --> 01:07:25,800
Speaker 3: Much trauma to your body.

1513
01:07:26,120 --> 01:07:29,880
Speaker 10: So I think that once she had her child, there's

1514
01:07:29,960 --> 01:07:30,800
Speaker 10: just this flare up that.

1515
01:07:30,760 --> 01:07:32,160
Speaker 3: Just kind of never went away. Right.

1516
01:07:33,200 --> 01:07:36,160
Speaker 2: So she made the comment in the interview that her

1517
01:07:36,240 --> 01:07:40,080
Speaker 2: doctors say, like a year from I guess her diagnosed

1518
01:07:40,160 --> 01:07:41,840
Speaker 2: or I don't know if it was a year from

1519
01:07:41,880 --> 01:07:45,400
Speaker 2: her diagnosis or a year from when the symptoms she

1520
01:07:45,440 --> 01:07:50,040
Speaker 2: currently has, but she would be those symptoms hopefully will

1521
01:07:50,040 --> 01:07:50,439
Speaker 2: be gone.

1522
01:07:50,640 --> 01:07:52,520
Speaker 10: I think what they meant was the flare up would

1523
01:07:52,560 --> 01:07:54,880
Speaker 10: get better, right, because there are certain medications that can

1524
01:07:54,880 --> 01:07:56,840
Speaker 10: help with certain types of symptoms that you have.

1525
01:07:57,840 --> 01:08:00,320
Speaker 3: Some people take shots, some people take pills. Not on

1526
01:08:00,360 --> 01:08:01,560
Speaker 3: anything at the moment.

1527
01:08:01,960 --> 01:08:04,280
Speaker 2: So you don't you are not unless you have a

1528
01:08:04,320 --> 01:08:06,440
Speaker 2: flare up, you don't do anything, right.

1529
01:08:06,480 --> 01:08:09,080
Speaker 10: Oh yeah, because there's so many side effects too that

1530
01:08:09,120 --> 01:08:11,480
Speaker 10: come with the pills. And I was taking a shot

1531
01:08:11,560 --> 01:08:14,640
Speaker 10: every day for the past nine years and then they

1532
01:08:14,640 --> 01:08:16,400
Speaker 10: switched me to a pill. But I just hated how

1533
01:08:16,400 --> 01:08:18,320
Speaker 10: I felt on it. So my doctor's given me a

1534
01:08:18,360 --> 01:08:19,920
Speaker 10: little bit of a break right now, just kind of

1535
01:08:20,040 --> 01:08:22,719
Speaker 10: get everything back to normal before we try a new treatment. Yeah,

1536
01:08:22,760 --> 01:08:24,720
Speaker 10: but I know there's things you can do or there's

1537
01:08:24,720 --> 01:08:27,800
Speaker 10: like a certain diet, right yeah, no sugar, a Mediterranean

1538
01:08:27,840 --> 01:08:32,800
Speaker 10: diet is perfect for MS. And there's also CBD, which

1539
01:08:32,960 --> 01:08:35,200
Speaker 10: is you know, it's a non THHC one.

1540
01:08:35,200 --> 01:08:37,320
Speaker 3: For me, I love it helps so much.

1541
01:08:37,160 --> 01:08:40,639
Speaker 10: With the joint pain, the nausea like that really really

1542
01:08:40,680 --> 01:08:41,120
Speaker 10: helps me out.

1543
01:08:41,120 --> 01:08:43,240
Speaker 3: So there's other things besides medication that have worked for me.

1544
01:08:43,880 --> 01:08:46,840
Speaker 2: Right, I know, I feel like I have heard a

1545
01:08:46,880 --> 01:08:49,680
Speaker 2: lot about CBD helping for so many people. And I

1546
01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:52,439
Speaker 2: know some people, you know, they're like, is it okay?

1547
01:08:52,479 --> 01:08:56,559
Speaker 2: And I'm like, it's literally naturally helping so many people

1548
01:08:56,600 --> 01:08:59,559
Speaker 2: with so many different things, right. I just I'm like

1549
01:08:59,600 --> 01:09:02,120
Speaker 2: amazing by you. And I think I was amazed by

1550
01:09:02,160 --> 01:09:06,680
Speaker 2: you from when I heard about you having MS and

1551
01:09:06,800 --> 01:09:09,439
Speaker 2: just knowing you, but after seeing this Selma Blair thing,

1552
01:09:09,640 --> 01:09:12,519
Speaker 2: it like took my admiration. It literally took it to

1553
01:09:12,520 --> 01:09:13,200
Speaker 2: another level.

1554
01:09:13,400 --> 01:09:13,760
Speaker 1: Thank you.

1555
01:09:14,080 --> 01:09:18,040
Speaker 10: I sometimes wonder like why, you know, you question why

1556
01:09:18,080 --> 01:09:18,600
Speaker 10: do I have this?

1557
01:09:18,760 --> 01:09:19,840
Speaker 3: Why did this happen to me?

1558
01:09:20,400 --> 01:09:23,360
Speaker 10: And for me, I think because I'm on the radio

1559
01:09:23,400 --> 01:09:25,479
Speaker 10: and I have a voice. I feel like I was

1560
01:09:25,520 --> 01:09:28,559
Speaker 10: given MS to be able to spread awareness and to

1561
01:09:28,680 --> 01:09:32,000
Speaker 10: tell other people because hearing Selma Blair describe what she

1562
01:09:32,120 --> 01:09:35,040
Speaker 10: goes through, even though it's different than what I'm experiencing,

1563
01:09:35,320 --> 01:09:38,920
Speaker 10: it was so great to have somebody who I could

1564
01:09:38,920 --> 01:09:42,040
Speaker 10: relate to, right who feels what I feel, who says

1565
01:09:42,080 --> 01:09:44,280
Speaker 10: like I have MS. Yeah, it's just so great to

1566
01:09:44,320 --> 01:09:46,559
Speaker 10: know that you're not alone. And so I feel like, Okay,

1567
01:09:46,880 --> 01:09:48,720
Speaker 10: I can look at it that way, and that's why

1568
01:09:48,760 --> 01:09:50,720
Speaker 10: I have this. And there's so many people who are

1569
01:09:50,760 --> 01:09:52,599
Speaker 10: so much more worse off than I am.

1570
01:09:52,680 --> 01:09:53,439
Speaker 3: And I'm okay.

1571
01:09:53,760 --> 01:09:55,920
Speaker 10: I can walk, you know, I can talk, I can

1572
01:09:55,960 --> 01:09:57,639
Speaker 10: do all the things that I do day to day.

1573
01:09:57,680 --> 01:09:59,360
Speaker 10: And if I feel crummy, okay, I feel crumy, I

1574
01:09:59,400 --> 01:10:01,680
Speaker 10: can handle that. And so it's, you know, just a

1575
01:10:01,760 --> 01:10:03,920
Speaker 10: way to live a little bit more positive with it

1576
01:10:04,000 --> 01:10:04,599
Speaker 10: and it helps.

1577
01:10:04,720 --> 01:10:08,599
Speaker 2: Well, Yeah, you're amazing. I don't really know you are.

1578
01:10:08,680 --> 01:10:11,040
Speaker 6: You were a light when I met you before any

1579
01:10:11,040 --> 01:10:12,320
Speaker 6: of this happened, and you still are.

1580
01:10:12,479 --> 01:10:13,000
Speaker 3: Well, thank you.

1581
01:10:13,240 --> 01:10:15,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, and I think it's actually cool too. I mean,

1582
01:10:15,960 --> 01:10:17,479
Speaker 4: I think you should tell a little bit about how

1583
01:10:17,520 --> 01:10:19,360
Speaker 4: you got to where you are, because I mean you

1584
01:10:19,400 --> 01:10:20,959
Speaker 4: started out behind the scenes.

1585
01:10:21,200 --> 01:10:28,200
Speaker 10: Yeah, because of Amy on the Yes, No, it is okay.

1586
01:10:28,640 --> 01:10:31,720
Speaker 10: So when I was in high school, so Valentine is

1587
01:10:32,040 --> 01:10:36,280
Speaker 10: our host at my FM, and Valentine was doing afternoons

1588
01:10:36,280 --> 01:10:39,200
Speaker 10: at KISS and his wife, Leilani, was my dance coach

1589
01:10:39,240 --> 01:10:42,160
Speaker 10: in high school, and when I graduated high school, I

1590
01:10:42,160 --> 01:10:45,080
Speaker 10: became her assistant coach and we went to a Rascal

1591
01:10:45,080 --> 01:10:48,519
Speaker 10: Flats concert. She invited me to go with Amy. First

1592
01:10:48,560 --> 01:10:50,760
Speaker 10: time I met Amy, and at the end of the night,

1593
01:10:51,040 --> 01:10:54,519
Speaker 10: Shug says, our phone up was just let go to

1594
01:10:54,600 --> 01:10:56,920
Speaker 10: dig I like, you can you answer phones? And I

1595
01:10:57,000 --> 01:11:00,160
Speaker 10: was in school to be a physical therapist, and I said, yeah,

1596
01:11:00,200 --> 01:11:02,280
Speaker 10: I can come. It was like Monday, Wednesday, Friday or something.

1597
01:11:02,320 --> 01:11:05,519
Speaker 10: So I came and started answering phones, switched to my major.

1598
01:11:05,640 --> 01:11:08,280
Speaker 10: I loved radio so much. I went into communications, and

1599
01:11:08,320 --> 01:11:09,840
Speaker 10: then Val just took me.

1600
01:11:10,360 --> 01:11:10,479
Speaker 2: You know.

1601
01:11:10,560 --> 01:11:13,480
Speaker 10: I became an assistant producer when he moved to mornings,

1602
01:11:13,520 --> 01:11:16,800
Speaker 10: and then eventually became on air because our co host

1603
01:11:17,160 --> 01:11:18,840
Speaker 10: she had jury duty or she was sick one day,

1604
01:11:18,840 --> 01:11:20,960
Speaker 10: and so they just threw me on a mic and

1605
01:11:21,200 --> 01:11:23,400
Speaker 10: I loved it, and so I would always fill in

1606
01:11:23,439 --> 01:11:25,240
Speaker 10: for her, and then a couple of years later became

1607
01:11:25,680 --> 01:11:26,639
Speaker 10: full time on the show.

1608
01:11:26,720 --> 01:11:28,639
Speaker 2: So it was just kind of right place, right time, and.

1609
01:11:28,680 --> 01:11:35,320
Speaker 7: Amy, it's like trusting your path, which is despite how

1610
01:11:35,400 --> 01:11:39,920
Speaker 7: much this sucks. I think Jill has overcome many things,

1611
01:11:40,240 --> 01:11:44,400
Speaker 7: including how much this sucks. But I think it does

1612
01:11:44,560 --> 01:11:49,120
Speaker 7: make you this incredible person you are. I just love

1613
01:11:49,160 --> 01:11:51,479
Speaker 7: you so much. I'm so proud of who you are.

1614
01:11:51,840 --> 01:11:53,880
Speaker 7: And we're very close and we talked. I mean, there's

1615
01:11:53,880 --> 01:11:55,920
Speaker 7: so much more to Jill. She's not MS, do you

1616
01:11:56,000 --> 01:11:58,920
Speaker 7: know what I mean. Yeah, that's the thing that's so amazing.

1617
01:11:59,400 --> 01:12:04,000
Speaker 7: You have MS and most of the time I barely

1618
01:12:04,040 --> 01:12:05,680
Speaker 7: think about it because.

1619
01:12:05,400 --> 01:12:08,519
Speaker 4: You are I never think that's how That's what I felt,

1620
01:12:08,680 --> 01:12:09,639
Speaker 4: That's how I feel too.

1621
01:12:09,680 --> 01:12:12,519
Speaker 2: And then I think that's why when Amy sent me

1622
01:12:12,560 --> 01:12:15,400
Speaker 2: the Selma Blair clip and I like put it together

1623
01:12:15,560 --> 01:12:19,200
Speaker 2: like Jill has a mess and you would never like

1624
01:12:19,720 --> 01:12:21,000
Speaker 2: it just I was the same way.

1625
01:12:21,120 --> 01:12:21,280
Speaker 11: Yeah.

1626
01:12:21,320 --> 01:12:22,960
Speaker 7: And at the same time, I think one of the

1627
01:12:22,960 --> 01:12:27,000
Speaker 7: things is you're so incredibly open about it, and I

1628
01:12:27,000 --> 01:12:29,599
Speaker 7: think that's why I was so moved by Selma Blair's

1629
01:12:29,600 --> 01:12:32,599
Speaker 7: interview because I saw you. I think that's why I

1630
01:12:32,640 --> 01:12:36,120
Speaker 7: broke down so much when I was watching. And I

1631
01:12:36,120 --> 01:12:39,400
Speaker 7: think it's so important that she did what she did

1632
01:12:39,520 --> 01:12:41,840
Speaker 7: and you do what you do because people then know

1633
01:12:42,360 --> 01:12:45,720
Speaker 7: what it is. My question is is there any advancement, Like,

1634
01:12:46,040 --> 01:12:49,600
Speaker 7: is there ben improvements? Should we keep giving money? I

1635
01:12:49,640 --> 01:12:50,880
Speaker 7: know you have your walk coming up?

1636
01:12:51,000 --> 01:12:52,639
Speaker 8: Yeah? Is it working?

1637
01:12:53,400 --> 01:12:56,120
Speaker 7: The funding and the research they're saying that we should

1638
01:12:56,200 --> 01:12:57,639
Speaker 7: have a cure within ten years.

1639
01:12:57,680 --> 01:12:57,920
Speaker 6: Wow?

1640
01:12:58,280 --> 01:13:01,360
Speaker 10: Yeah, So the money is helping and we do the

1641
01:13:01,400 --> 01:13:03,360
Speaker 10: walk and Mess Walk every April.

1642
01:13:03,400 --> 01:13:05,160
Speaker 3: It's coming up at the Rose Bowl. You put a

1643
01:13:05,200 --> 01:13:06,200
Speaker 3: team together and.

1644
01:13:06,200 --> 01:13:09,600
Speaker 10: Last year we had the biggest team there for the

1645
01:13:09,640 --> 01:13:13,400
Speaker 10: Los Angeles area, which is so amazing. Like I've I

1646
01:13:13,400 --> 01:13:15,000
Speaker 10: always tell people when they come to the walk, like

1647
01:13:15,080 --> 01:13:19,000
Speaker 10: that day alone seeing everybody that comes and Tanya, you've

1648
01:13:19,000 --> 01:13:21,640
Speaker 10: come back at your sisters came last year, but you

1649
01:13:21,760 --> 01:13:24,679
Speaker 10: seeing the people in the team Jilian shirts and walking

1650
01:13:24,800 --> 01:13:27,519
Speaker 10: like seeing the support system that I have, that is

1651
01:13:27,560 --> 01:13:29,960
Speaker 10: what makes me able to just be like, Okay, I

1652
01:13:30,000 --> 01:13:32,000
Speaker 10: can handle this because of the people around me, first

1653
01:13:32,040 --> 01:13:32,280
Speaker 10: of all.

1654
01:13:32,280 --> 01:13:33,760
Speaker 3: And I can handle this because.

1655
01:13:33,840 --> 01:13:36,160
Speaker 10: I know that I'm not going to get anything that

1656
01:13:36,200 --> 01:13:38,879
Speaker 10: I can't overcome and I can't handle myself.

1657
01:13:38,920 --> 01:13:40,880
Speaker 3: So I just look at it that way, and it's

1658
01:13:40,920 --> 01:13:42,080
Speaker 3: all about support.

1659
01:13:41,800 --> 01:13:43,920
Speaker 10: And positivity and that's what helps me keep a smile

1660
01:13:43,960 --> 01:13:44,479
Speaker 10: on my face.

1661
01:13:45,600 --> 01:13:48,479
Speaker 4: I also think there's something really important about the fact

1662
01:13:48,479 --> 01:13:50,960
Speaker 4: that you knew and you got something was off. Yes,

1663
01:13:51,040 --> 01:13:53,839
Speaker 4: and to keep going until you get an answer.

1664
01:13:53,920 --> 01:13:55,639
Speaker 10: You have to be your own advocate. And my mom

1665
01:13:55,680 --> 01:13:58,320
Speaker 10: and my dad about your health. Yes to my parents

1666
01:13:58,320 --> 01:14:00,639
Speaker 10: were like, no, this is this is something else. It's

1667
01:14:00,680 --> 01:14:03,439
Speaker 10: not just you know, my foot's numb because of a

1668
01:14:03,479 --> 01:14:06,080
Speaker 10: pinch nerve. I knew I didn't feel right. There was

1669
01:14:06,080 --> 01:14:08,639
Speaker 10: something definitely off, and so I knew I just had

1670
01:14:08,640 --> 01:14:10,200
Speaker 10: to keep pushing and if this doctor isn't going to

1671
01:14:10,240 --> 01:14:11,960
Speaker 10: tell me this and they're not going to fight for me,

1672
01:14:12,080 --> 01:14:15,000
Speaker 10: there's somebody else out there who will. And eventually we

1673
01:14:15,000 --> 01:14:16,280
Speaker 10: were able to find out what it was.

1674
01:14:16,960 --> 01:14:19,760
Speaker 2: It's also fascinating that you took a quiz online because

1675
01:14:19,800 --> 01:14:22,439
Speaker 2: I do a lot of those and I have diagnosed.

1676
01:14:21,960 --> 01:14:26,599
Speaker 6: Myself online surveys are better than doctors.

1677
01:14:27,960 --> 01:14:29,440
Speaker 2: You can diagnose yourself.

1678
01:14:31,200 --> 01:14:33,439
Speaker 4: No, no, I do. I do say. There is something

1679
01:14:33,479 --> 01:14:35,760
Speaker 4: that you told me about how when you they diagnosed you,

1680
01:14:35,840 --> 01:14:39,439
Speaker 4: and it was something I do it still regularly, about

1681
01:14:39,479 --> 01:14:41,720
Speaker 4: sitting in the chair and like I do it all

1682
01:14:41,760 --> 01:14:42,320
Speaker 4: the time.

1683
01:14:43,360 --> 01:14:45,920
Speaker 10: So when they told me it was a pinch nerve,

1684
01:14:46,240 --> 01:14:47,960
Speaker 10: I thought, okay, I'm gonna go to the chiropractor just

1685
01:14:48,000 --> 01:14:50,840
Speaker 10: in case this really is a pinch nerve. And the

1686
01:14:50,960 --> 01:14:53,720
Speaker 10: doctor like, I was doing something with my neck and

1687
01:14:53,960 --> 01:14:56,559
Speaker 10: I was like ooh, and he said what And I said,

1688
01:14:56,560 --> 01:14:58,160
Speaker 10: when I put my chin to my chest, I get

1689
01:14:58,200 --> 01:15:00,680
Speaker 10: a really weird sensation in my life legs. And he

1690
01:15:00,760 --> 01:15:06,759
Speaker 10: said and he said, he's like, what's what do you feel?

1691
01:15:06,840 --> 01:15:09,240
Speaker 10: And I said, I feel like there's electricity from my

1692
01:15:09,320 --> 01:15:12,880
Speaker 10: hips shooting down to my feet and he said, you

1693
01:15:13,040 --> 01:15:14,679
Speaker 10: need to go to a doctor.

1694
01:15:14,960 --> 01:15:16,960
Speaker 3: Now, that is a symptom of MS.

1695
01:15:17,800 --> 01:15:20,960
Speaker 10: And I already in my head I thought I had it,

1696
01:15:21,360 --> 01:15:24,800
Speaker 10: but he's And so I would always make people check chest.

1697
01:15:24,920 --> 01:15:27,960
Speaker 4: You guys, I sit down and I put my feet

1698
01:15:27,960 --> 01:15:30,120
Speaker 4: on the ground and I put my chin down here,

1699
01:15:30,160 --> 01:15:31,760
Speaker 4: and I was like, I don't feel anything. I just

1700
01:15:31,760 --> 01:15:32,759
Speaker 4: feel a little bit of a strain.

1701
01:15:32,840 --> 01:15:36,200
Speaker 10: But no, no, I'm not saying that's how you get.

1702
01:15:38,120 --> 01:15:41,959
Speaker 2: I'm going to be a freak. Now everyone looks.

1703
01:15:41,760 --> 01:15:43,000
Speaker 4: So I'll never forget it.

1704
01:15:43,120 --> 01:15:44,439
Speaker 2: I told you that.

1705
01:15:48,720 --> 01:15:52,120
Speaker 7: I want to say that Jill has an incredible support

1706
01:15:52,160 --> 01:15:54,479
Speaker 7: system in her family, and I think that's so important

1707
01:15:54,520 --> 01:15:56,760
Speaker 7: and for people listening, like, we want to help you,

1708
01:15:57,160 --> 01:15:58,160
Speaker 7: we want to support you.

1709
01:15:58,360 --> 01:16:00,599
Speaker 1: Yeah, we want to be your has luck as Jill.

1710
01:16:01,160 --> 01:16:04,879
Speaker 7: I mean, as much as I love Jill, her parents

1711
01:16:04,920 --> 01:16:06,519
Speaker 7: our next level, ye.

1712
01:16:10,360 --> 01:16:10,519
Speaker 6: Are.

1713
01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:14,320
Speaker 10: But yeah, but that helps so much is having somebody

1714
01:16:14,720 --> 01:16:17,360
Speaker 10: that you're not doing this alone. And so I get,

1715
01:16:17,360 --> 01:16:18,840
Speaker 10: you know, when we talk about it on our show,

1716
01:16:18,880 --> 01:16:21,360
Speaker 10: I'll get an email that day from somebody who you

1717
01:16:21,360 --> 01:16:23,400
Speaker 10: know is in the process of finding out if they

1718
01:16:23,439 --> 01:16:26,360
Speaker 10: have MS, and they'll say, you know, just hearing you

1719
01:16:26,400 --> 01:16:28,599
Speaker 10: say that you have it. I just feel so much

1720
01:16:28,640 --> 01:16:31,240
Speaker 10: less alone and that's what I love, being able to

1721
01:16:31,360 --> 01:16:33,599
Speaker 10: share about it and helping others, you know, and if

1722
01:16:33,600 --> 01:16:36,920
Speaker 10: anybody ever has any questions or they needed certain doctor,

1723
01:16:37,439 --> 01:16:39,600
Speaker 10: you know, there's so much information out there, especially with

1724
01:16:39,600 --> 01:16:42,679
Speaker 10: the MS Society. They are so great at helping people

1725
01:16:42,720 --> 01:16:45,920
Speaker 10: with support groups and different programs and where you can

1726
01:16:46,040 --> 01:16:48,599
Speaker 10: go the best neurologists you know around the world.

1727
01:16:48,760 --> 01:16:51,400
Speaker 3: So they're they're really they're really great and helping.

1728
01:16:51,640 --> 01:16:54,120
Speaker 2: It's really cool too, because like you just being on

1729
01:16:54,280 --> 01:16:56,640
Speaker 2: here and on the radio, it's like someone might be

1730
01:16:56,720 --> 01:16:59,479
Speaker 2: having them these symptoms and be like, oh my god,

1731
01:16:59,560 --> 01:17:01,960
Speaker 2: like the this is something to even think about because

1732
01:17:02,320 --> 01:17:05,040
Speaker 2: they didn't know about it and they heard you talking

1733
01:17:05,080 --> 01:17:05,400
Speaker 2: about it.

1734
01:17:05,600 --> 01:17:07,960
Speaker 4: So yeah, if you don't have family, and like I

1735
01:17:07,960 --> 01:17:10,519
Speaker 4: feel like our Facebook group is like kind of a family,

1736
01:17:10,760 --> 01:17:13,759
Speaker 4: so like speak up and let's all like get together

1737
01:17:13,840 --> 01:17:17,080
Speaker 4: and pray for you and help let's help each other out.

1738
01:17:17,360 --> 01:17:18,760
Speaker 7: Do you ever have a day when you just like

1739
01:17:19,000 --> 01:17:21,120
Speaker 7: throw things and cry? And because I.

1740
01:17:21,080 --> 01:17:24,040
Speaker 8: Never see that, I do. I wouldn't do that alone

1741
01:17:24,160 --> 01:17:26,040
Speaker 8: or with your parents or most of.

1742
01:17:26,040 --> 01:17:27,679
Speaker 3: The time it's alone.

1743
01:17:28,080 --> 01:17:29,720
Speaker 10: But there was one time it was a couple of

1744
01:17:29,720 --> 01:17:32,640
Speaker 10: weeks after I was diagnosed, and I realized when I

1745
01:17:32,640 --> 01:17:35,559
Speaker 10: was diagnosed, Okay, multiple scrossis. It's a scary diagnosis, but

1746
01:17:35,600 --> 01:17:38,760
Speaker 10: I didn't really truly understand what it was and what

1747
01:17:38,840 --> 01:17:40,760
Speaker 10: it meant that the rest of my life is going

1748
01:17:40,840 --> 01:17:42,320
Speaker 10: to be like this. And it was a couple of

1749
01:17:42,360 --> 01:17:46,400
Speaker 10: weeks later when we were leaving there was a Mother's

1750
01:17:46,479 --> 01:17:48,599
Speaker 10: Day thing or something with the family, and I just

1751
01:17:48,760 --> 01:17:53,040
Speaker 10: felt horrible and I was tired of putting on this

1752
01:17:53,160 --> 01:17:56,120
Speaker 10: smile and I didn't want my family to worry. So

1753
01:17:56,160 --> 01:17:58,400
Speaker 10: I was like, I'm good, No, I'm fine, I'm feeling good.

1754
01:17:58,439 --> 01:18:00,599
Speaker 10: But I just couldn't do it anymore. And so from

1755
01:18:00,680 --> 01:18:02,840
Speaker 10: then on, I was like, I can't fold it in.

1756
01:18:03,320 --> 01:18:05,559
Speaker 10: I can't just pretend that I'm okay when i'm not.

1757
01:18:05,760 --> 01:18:09,360
Speaker 10: And so I just allow myself to feel that breakdown

1758
01:18:09,400 --> 01:18:11,280
Speaker 10: that I have, and when it just gets too much

1759
01:18:11,320 --> 01:18:13,519
Speaker 10: for me to bear, I'll let it out.

1760
01:18:13,560 --> 01:18:14,719
Speaker 3: I'll cry, I'll.

1761
01:18:14,520 --> 01:18:17,160
Speaker 10: Call my mom, I'll call my sisters, and I'll complain

1762
01:18:17,360 --> 01:18:20,160
Speaker 10: and vent and I get it out and then I'm okay,

1763
01:18:20,240 --> 01:18:22,000
Speaker 10: you know, and then I can continue on. But yeah,

1764
01:18:22,000 --> 01:18:24,560
Speaker 10: there's definite times when I do have that breakdown and

1765
01:18:24,640 --> 01:18:26,760
Speaker 10: I just, you know, I get angry that.

1766
01:18:26,680 --> 01:18:29,400
Speaker 3: This is my life, but then I realize.

1767
01:18:29,160 --> 01:18:31,760
Speaker 10: Again there's other people going through things that are so

1768
01:18:31,840 --> 01:18:37,720
Speaker 10: much more worse than what I have, and I'm I'm okay, wow.

1769
01:18:38,360 --> 01:18:40,599
Speaker 3: How can people follow you and keep up with your story?

1770
01:18:40,880 --> 01:18:41,080
Speaker 2: Oh?

1771
01:18:41,160 --> 01:18:44,919
Speaker 10: On Instagram, I'm at Jillian Elane And then if anybody

1772
01:18:44,960 --> 01:18:47,680
Speaker 10: wants to join our team this year, just search for

1773
01:18:47,720 --> 01:18:50,320
Speaker 10: Teamgillian at Walkymass dot org. It's going to be at

1774
01:18:50,360 --> 01:18:53,280
Speaker 10: the Rose Bowl in Los Angeles April seventh.

1775
01:18:54,080 --> 01:18:56,400
Speaker 2: So thank you so much for scrubbing in. Thank you

1776
01:18:56,520 --> 01:18:57,439
Speaker 2: for having me.

1777
01:18:57,560 --> 01:18:59,560
Speaker 3: I listen all the time, you guys.

1778
01:19:00,040 --> 01:19:00,400
Speaker 2: Thank you.

1779
01:19:02,960 --> 01:19:04,759
Speaker 6: She's amazing, amazing.

1780
01:19:04,960 --> 01:19:08,439
Speaker 2: I've always every time I've been with Briton, we've taked,

1781
01:19:08,520 --> 01:19:11,160
Speaker 2: I just and she tells me stories about Jill, and

1782
01:19:11,200 --> 01:19:14,120
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, she's just so awesome, like just knowing

1783
01:19:14,160 --> 01:19:18,240
Speaker 2: about her mess, but she's just I loved what Amy

1784
01:19:18,280 --> 01:19:21,120
Speaker 2: said that she isn't that's not everything she is. I think,

1785
01:19:21,120 --> 01:19:24,200
Speaker 2: it's just it just makes you realize how strong and

1786
01:19:24,280 --> 01:19:26,680
Speaker 2: amazing she is and the fact that she has that

1787
01:19:26,720 --> 01:19:27,759
Speaker 2: and you don't really know.

1788
01:19:28,280 --> 01:19:31,519
Speaker 6: Right, She's just a positive, wonderful person that you see

1789
01:19:31,520 --> 01:19:33,280
Speaker 6: in the halls around here, and she's just great.

1790
01:19:33,400 --> 01:19:37,959
Speaker 4: I know, my mom like loves Jill and she's constantly

1791
01:19:37,960 --> 01:19:41,400
Speaker 4: asks me that Jill doing like that.

1792
01:19:41,479 --> 01:19:45,920
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, girl, not Jill.

1793
01:19:46,439 --> 01:19:48,080
Speaker 4: My mom's not Southern at all, but my mom is

1794
01:19:48,120 --> 01:19:50,320
Speaker 4: always constantly checking in on Jill because she was like,

1795
01:19:50,800 --> 01:19:52,280
Speaker 4: she was so nice to me when I was just

1796
01:19:52,320 --> 01:19:53,559
Speaker 4: like door.

1797
01:19:53,439 --> 01:19:56,680
Speaker 6: Ky And you'll always remember that for sure. Yeah, we

1798
01:19:56,720 --> 01:20:00,920
Speaker 6: need to address Tanya's racism. Yes, there was some controversy

1799
01:20:01,040 --> 01:20:03,760
Speaker 6: on Twitter, Twitter or were there other I saw it

1800
01:20:03,800 --> 01:20:06,920
Speaker 6: on Twitter Twitter? Okay, so if I have this right,

1801
01:20:07,560 --> 01:20:09,720
Speaker 6: someone I don't know who posted the original photo, but

1802
01:20:09,760 --> 01:20:13,439
Speaker 6: it was Hey, Grays celebrates last week Grays became Gray's

1803
01:20:13,439 --> 01:20:16,920
Speaker 6: Anatomy became the longest running primetime medical drama on television history.

1804
01:20:18,080 --> 01:20:20,000
Speaker 6: And then somebody posted, you know, look back at some

1805
01:20:20,040 --> 01:20:22,200
Speaker 6: of the iconic romances, and it was a picture of

1806
01:20:22,320 --> 01:20:25,040
Speaker 6: Jackson and Maggie. Tanya is not a fan of Jackson

1807
01:20:25,040 --> 01:20:26,320
Speaker 6: and Maggie for one reason.

1808
01:20:26,600 --> 01:20:27,240
Speaker 2: I'm not either.

1809
01:20:27,880 --> 01:20:28,800
Speaker 6: When the reason is.

1810
01:20:29,040 --> 01:20:31,360
Speaker 4: They are related, I don't care what people say that

1811
01:20:31,400 --> 01:20:34,280
Speaker 4: they are not because of technicalities, but I'm sorry, if

1812
01:20:34,320 --> 01:20:39,080
Speaker 4: you're even semi semi related, you don't need to be

1813
01:20:39,120 --> 01:20:41,559
Speaker 4: sleeping together. There's plenty of fish in the sea.

1814
01:20:41,600 --> 01:20:44,000
Speaker 6: I'm sorry his mother is married to her father.

1815
01:20:44,200 --> 01:20:47,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm like over that part of it. My thing

1816
01:20:47,160 --> 01:20:49,920
Speaker 2: is that they don't have any chemistry, Like, no matter

1817
01:20:49,960 --> 01:20:52,280
Speaker 2: how long they stay together, they don't have chemistry.

1818
01:20:52,320 --> 01:20:54,840
Speaker 4: To be honest, I really don't like any couple.

1819
01:20:56,280 --> 01:20:58,640
Speaker 2: I said that I was, and then they came at

1820
01:20:58,760 --> 01:21:02,000
Speaker 2: me and it's almost like, you know what I'm done

1821
01:21:02,080 --> 01:21:05,800
Speaker 2: here because I am not. This is not worth. I

1822
01:21:05,840 --> 01:21:08,360
Speaker 2: was hungover yesterday. I was like, this is not worth

1823
01:21:08,800 --> 01:21:12,360
Speaker 2: the effort of trying to like prove that I'm not

1824
01:21:12,479 --> 01:21:14,120
Speaker 2: racist because I don't like a couple of yus.

1825
01:21:14,200 --> 01:21:14,400
Speaker 6: I know.

1826
01:21:14,479 --> 01:21:17,400
Speaker 4: I was like, this is just truly the dumbest thing

1827
01:21:17,439 --> 01:21:17,800
Speaker 4: I have had.

1828
01:21:17,840 --> 01:21:20,400
Speaker 7: But I do love the dude from Ali McBeal with

1829
01:21:20,479 --> 01:21:21,000
Speaker 7: Kim Raver.

1830
01:21:21,760 --> 01:21:22,719
Speaker 8: I don't know their character.

1831
01:21:25,160 --> 01:21:27,760
Speaker 4: I do like them. I'm the only reason I like

1832
01:21:27,880 --> 01:21:30,240
Speaker 4: them is because it bugs Owen so much and I

1833
01:21:30,280 --> 01:21:31,479
Speaker 4: don't like him so much.

1834
01:21:31,520 --> 01:21:34,439
Speaker 6: I like that together, I like that.

1835
01:21:35,040 --> 01:21:38,759
Speaker 8: Is literally the worst of all time, is the worst.

1836
01:21:38,800 --> 01:21:42,920
Speaker 6: But uh, what's her name? Amelia was given it to

1837
01:21:42,960 --> 01:21:45,799
Speaker 6: him good in that episode and everything she said was accurate.

1838
01:21:45,880 --> 01:21:48,559
Speaker 2: I need her to go and be away from him.

1839
01:21:48,600 --> 01:21:51,439
Speaker 2: He does not deserve her, He does not deserve anyone.

1840
01:21:51,520 --> 01:21:53,040
Speaker 6: He's bringing that character down.

1841
01:21:53,200 --> 01:21:55,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, she she could really thrive in a new relationship.

1842
01:21:55,760 --> 01:21:57,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think she's gonna. I see her ending up

1843
01:21:57,720 --> 01:21:59,880
Speaker 2: with link is that?

1844
01:22:00,640 --> 01:22:06,280
Speaker 6: Yeah? But anyway, it's the story. Somebody posted, oh my god,

1845
01:22:06,320 --> 01:22:07,920
Speaker 6: why is this the picture they used Tian? Yeah, and

1846
01:22:07,960 --> 01:22:10,400
Speaker 6: then you responded like face palm, and.

1847
01:22:10,640 --> 01:22:15,040
Speaker 2: Like, no, she had the medical mask.

1848
01:22:15,160 --> 01:22:18,920
Speaker 6: Over medical mask. So then somebody reposted that and said

1849
01:22:18,960 --> 01:22:21,400
Speaker 6: something about this woman is in the media and it's

1850
01:22:21,640 --> 01:22:24,160
Speaker 6: racist and can you believe a racist she's being and

1851
01:22:24,200 --> 01:22:26,760
Speaker 6: I wish she wasn't so racist or whatever. Yeah, and

1852
01:22:26,800 --> 01:22:29,240
Speaker 6: then you're responded saying they're brother and sister. That's my

1853
01:22:29,360 --> 01:22:31,240
Speaker 6: gripe with this couple. There has nothing to do with

1854
01:22:31,280 --> 01:22:33,720
Speaker 6: the fact that they're African American, which I'm sure you

1855
01:22:33,760 --> 01:22:35,320
Speaker 6: didn't even occur to you.

1856
01:22:35,080 --> 01:22:37,600
Speaker 4: Literally for a second, even occur to me.

1857
01:22:37,760 --> 01:22:39,559
Speaker 3: I was like, where.

1858
01:22:41,600 --> 01:22:45,160
Speaker 2: Listen, I had so I had so many responses, and

1859
01:22:45,240 --> 01:22:47,640
Speaker 2: every time I type it out, I'm like, they just

1860
01:22:47,680 --> 01:22:49,960
Speaker 2: won't to have an argument, you know. And it was

1861
01:22:50,000 --> 01:22:53,840
Speaker 2: like fan accounts. It was like pierces anatomy like Maggie's.

1862
01:22:54,320 --> 01:22:57,280
Speaker 2: It was like, these are literally Maggie fan accounts, so

1863
01:22:57,280 --> 01:22:59,400
Speaker 2: they're like ready to fight on her.

1864
01:22:59,600 --> 01:23:01,840
Speaker 4: That's what I gave up. I was like, honestly because

1865
01:23:01,880 --> 01:23:05,240
Speaker 4: I I was, I wasn't so angry as I was like,

1866
01:23:05,439 --> 01:23:07,360
Speaker 4: that's just not my character, you know what I mean?

1867
01:23:07,479 --> 01:23:10,400
Speaker 3: So it just I felt attacked and for no reason, they.

1868
01:23:10,400 --> 01:23:12,960
Speaker 6: Had put de Luca and Meredith and that picture you

1869
01:23:12,960 --> 01:23:17,759
Speaker 6: probably would have had the Amelia probably worse.

1870
01:23:17,920 --> 01:23:19,639
Speaker 4: But someone that I clicked on her account, I saw

1871
01:23:19,680 --> 01:23:21,360
Speaker 4: that she was like a Pierce fan or whatever. I

1872
01:23:21,400 --> 01:23:24,599
Speaker 4: was like fans, I like block. I just blocked her

1873
01:23:24,600 --> 01:23:26,120
Speaker 4: and was like, thank you. Next, I'm done.

1874
01:23:26,320 --> 01:23:29,200
Speaker 2: Mark. That's part of the problem. You just know that.

1875
01:23:31,520 --> 01:23:34,640
Speaker 2: I just I just I don't like that was an

1876
01:23:34,680 --> 01:23:37,280
Speaker 2: attack on your character, which I didn't like. But also

1877
01:23:37,439 --> 01:23:40,080
Speaker 2: once I realized who it was, I was like, what

1878
01:23:40,080 --> 01:23:42,479
Speaker 2: what are we? This is not worth our time?

1879
01:23:43,160 --> 01:23:45,960
Speaker 6: But also I think as your profile increases, we've heard

1880
01:23:46,000 --> 01:23:48,479
Speaker 6: the Paparazzi now has Tanya rad on their list of

1881
01:23:48,520 --> 01:23:52,280
Speaker 6: people to go find as your celebrity. I know that

1882
01:23:52,320 --> 01:23:55,200
Speaker 6: makes your eyes roll, but you're on e pre Grammy

1883
01:23:55,240 --> 01:23:58,799
Speaker 6: TV show, You're on again last Friday. As your celebrity grows,

1884
01:23:59,040 --> 01:24:00,559
Speaker 6: you're gonna have more of this now since to deal

1885
01:24:00,600 --> 01:24:03,320
Speaker 6: with Unfortunately, you know what.

1886
01:24:03,320 --> 01:24:06,280
Speaker 4: If there was some merit to it, like I would

1887
01:24:07,760 --> 01:24:10,080
Speaker 4: I feel them? Yeah, but I was just like this

1888
01:24:10,320 --> 01:24:12,560
Speaker 4: that couldn't be the farthest thing from the truth. So

1889
01:24:12,600 --> 01:24:14,240
Speaker 4: it really irked my pickle.

1890
01:24:15,040 --> 01:24:17,000
Speaker 8: The actual favorite couple.

1891
01:24:18,280 --> 01:24:22,320
Speaker 1: Is the chief with the you know Catherine with Debbie Allen.

1892
01:24:23,120 --> 01:24:25,080
Speaker 4: Yeah, I kind of like them.

1893
01:24:25,479 --> 01:24:28,240
Speaker 8: They have chemistry. When she got better and she's all,

1894
01:24:28,280 --> 01:24:29,520
Speaker 8: take me upstairs.

1895
01:24:29,120 --> 01:24:30,400
Speaker 2: That was the worst.

1896
01:24:30,439 --> 01:24:31,479
Speaker 8: I like the joke.

1897
01:24:33,000 --> 01:24:36,799
Speaker 2: I liked it. I'm horrified right now. I'm horrified.

1898
01:24:36,840 --> 01:24:38,720
Speaker 4: It might be one of the strongest couples on Grace.

1899
01:24:38,880 --> 01:24:43,320
Speaker 2: Oh, Ben and Bailey if we're gonna go, And I

1900
01:24:43,360 --> 01:24:47,320
Speaker 2: love him so much in real life. Yeah, Jason George

1901
01:24:47,360 --> 01:24:47,799
Speaker 2: is amazing.

1902
01:24:48,520 --> 01:24:48,920
Speaker 3: Love you.

1903
01:24:49,680 --> 01:24:54,600
Speaker 2: But there's I'm we have got to get the hashtag

1904
01:24:54,840 --> 01:24:59,479
Speaker 2: justice for Joe starting because she is getting the worst

1905
01:25:00,240 --> 01:25:04,679
Speaker 2: lines storyline. I'm like, what happened?

1906
01:25:04,760 --> 01:25:07,880
Speaker 6: She was such a like she married crab. It's a kiss,

1907
01:25:08,120 --> 01:25:12,280
Speaker 6: hopefully not literally, but maybe literally. I wonder. I wonder

1908
01:25:12,360 --> 01:25:13,439
Speaker 6: the future of that character.

1909
01:25:13,840 --> 01:25:15,880
Speaker 2: I don't want to mind a good shame.

1910
01:25:15,320 --> 01:25:17,479
Speaker 4: Maybe I don't know if I can handle a big

1911
01:25:17,520 --> 01:25:21,680
Speaker 4: death like that, are we you know?

1912
01:25:22,280 --> 01:25:22,639
Speaker 2: Owen?

1913
01:25:23,800 --> 01:25:29,280
Speaker 6: Okay, last episode you liked, liked, but no flashbacks? You

1914
01:25:29,280 --> 01:25:30,200
Speaker 6: probably with the flashbacks.

1915
01:25:30,240 --> 01:25:32,200
Speaker 4: There were no flashbacks, But didn't you see that in

1916
01:25:32,240 --> 01:25:35,680
Speaker 4: the In the what's it called the preview? They did

1917
01:25:35,720 --> 01:25:38,240
Speaker 4: like all they had like those iconic graze lines.

1918
01:25:37,960 --> 01:25:39,840
Speaker 2: Where yeah, I thought it was going to be more

1919
01:25:39,880 --> 01:25:41,800
Speaker 2: of a fly like I thought there was that.

1920
01:25:42,000 --> 01:25:43,560
Speaker 6: Like the TV version of clickbait.

1921
01:25:43,800 --> 01:25:47,040
Speaker 2: But but can we just agree that the episode was

1922
01:25:47,600 --> 01:25:51,439
Speaker 2: very not great? It was very thought.

1923
01:25:51,439 --> 01:25:53,960
Speaker 6: It was Okay, you were going to say this, she

1924
01:25:54,120 --> 01:25:54,559
Speaker 6: liked it more.

1925
01:25:54,479 --> 01:25:57,200
Speaker 3: Than I did, and I do have to say I

1926
01:25:57,479 --> 01:25:57,720
Speaker 3: heard it.

1927
01:25:57,760 --> 01:26:00,920
Speaker 4: Then de Luca is so forced I can get behind

1928
01:26:00,920 --> 01:26:02,360
Speaker 4: them as a couple. I can't.

1929
01:26:02,640 --> 01:26:05,240
Speaker 2: I'm just hoping it grows because she hasn't been with

1930
01:26:05,320 --> 01:26:07,640
Speaker 2: anyone in a while, and I'm hoping she just like

1931
01:26:07,880 --> 01:26:13,120
Speaker 2: gets better. But I mean her, she and Derek had

1932
01:26:13,200 --> 01:26:19,200
Speaker 2: this magical chemistry that I like lived for, even them

1933
01:26:19,320 --> 01:26:22,800
Speaker 2: just like smiling at each other. I'd be like, like,

1934
01:26:22,880 --> 01:26:25,559
Speaker 2: that made my heart do something when he smiled over

1935
01:26:25,600 --> 01:26:26,080
Speaker 2: at her.

1936
01:26:26,240 --> 01:26:27,840
Speaker 6: And they had that chemistry that.

1937
01:26:29,360 --> 01:26:31,720
Speaker 2: The couples right now, no one literally no one has it.

1938
01:26:32,200 --> 01:26:33,519
Speaker 6: What about baileyen Ben?

1939
01:26:33,880 --> 01:26:35,639
Speaker 2: But like there's this like sweet and cube, but it's

1940
01:26:35,680 --> 01:26:40,040
Speaker 2: not this like oh this like tingling sensation. It's just like, oh,

1941
01:26:40,120 --> 01:26:41,360
Speaker 2: they're so sweet together.

1942
01:26:41,760 --> 01:26:44,720
Speaker 3: I think about the cup like Cali and Arizona.

1943
01:26:45,280 --> 01:26:50,400
Speaker 4: That was a couple that was like strong and like.

1944
01:26:49,240 --> 01:26:53,479
Speaker 2: American Meredith, Cali and Arizona. When Izzy and Alex were together,

1945
01:26:53,560 --> 01:26:56,480
Speaker 2: it was they they had so much chemistry.

1946
01:26:56,880 --> 01:26:58,439
Speaker 6: Tell you just like that? Because is he supposed to

1947
01:26:58,479 --> 01:26:59,240
Speaker 6: be with Danny du Kent?

1948
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Speaker 4: They kill them too soon?

1949
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Speaker 6: All right, we're almost out of time, but Tony does

1950
01:27:04,840 --> 01:27:06,240
Speaker 6: have a quick question. She wants to get in here

1951
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Speaker 6: before we go.

1952
01:27:06,960 --> 01:27:08,400
Speaker 3: Yes, should we be douching?

1953
01:27:09,000 --> 01:27:09,040
Speaker 2: No?

1954
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Speaker 7: Why do they make doctor next week? One thousand percent?

1955
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Speaker 4: No, I've heard, But then why do they make them?

1956
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Speaker 4: What are they four?

1957
01:27:18,160 --> 01:27:21,280
Speaker 7: We're going to get a doctor on? But this is

1958
01:27:21,280 --> 01:27:25,040
Speaker 7: what's weird. The answer to that is no, except now

1959
01:27:25,120 --> 01:27:28,840
Speaker 7: there's like people coming out and saying, oh, maybe you can.

1960
01:27:29,040 --> 01:27:30,880
Speaker 7: Who was I talking to? I'll get them on next

1961
01:27:30,880 --> 01:27:34,519
Speaker 7: week because I still say no, it's the steaming member

1962
01:27:34,560 --> 01:27:36,920
Speaker 7: Gwyneth talked about yeah and tried it.

1963
01:27:36,960 --> 01:27:38,000
Speaker 4: I tried it too.

1964
01:27:39,360 --> 01:27:39,920
Speaker 3: My vagina.

1965
01:27:40,000 --> 01:27:44,320
Speaker 7: It's yourself cleaning organism. You don't need to put things

1966
01:27:45,600 --> 01:27:46,000
Speaker 7: in there.

1967
01:27:46,320 --> 01:27:48,759
Speaker 4: I sat with my sat on top of my steamer,

1968
01:27:48,880 --> 01:27:49,880
Speaker 4: like my steamer the ice.

1969
01:27:52,240 --> 01:27:53,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was awful.

1970
01:27:55,000 --> 01:27:57,600
Speaker 4: You don't sit like on it. You just like impo.

1971
01:27:59,120 --> 01:27:59,519
Speaker 2: Wow.

1972
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Speaker 4: But it's like I thought, I don't even know why

1973
01:28:02,439 --> 01:28:04,120
Speaker 4: I had that thought this morning. I think I like

1974
01:28:04,240 --> 01:28:06,120
Speaker 4: saw a doucheing at or something. I don't know, some

1975
01:28:06,320 --> 01:28:08,439
Speaker 4: something came to my mind. I was like, why do

1976
01:28:08,520 --> 01:28:10,439
Speaker 4: they make them? Then? Like should we be doing this

1977
01:28:10,520 --> 01:28:11,719
Speaker 4: after our period every month?

1978
01:28:12,120 --> 01:28:14,760
Speaker 2: I don't know, But isn't it like the fact that

1979
01:28:14,800 --> 01:28:18,479
Speaker 2: we call people who are laying douchebag is the most insulting.

1980
01:28:20,479 --> 01:28:22,720
Speaker 4: It's not really insulting. It's like it's like you're a

1981
01:28:22,760 --> 01:28:24,360
Speaker 4: bag of cleanser for a vagina.

1982
01:28:24,800 --> 01:28:28,040
Speaker 2: No, you're like a bag of what you're cleaning out,

1983
01:28:28,160 --> 01:28:28,800
Speaker 2: is what I thought.

1984
01:28:29,120 --> 01:28:32,200
Speaker 4: No, the a douche bag is that nothing goes in

1985
01:28:32,240 --> 01:28:32,559
Speaker 4: the bag.

1986
01:28:32,600 --> 01:28:33,240
Speaker 3: It just comes out.

1987
01:28:33,240 --> 01:28:34,360
Speaker 4: You squeeze the.

1988
01:28:34,320 --> 01:28:36,719
Speaker 6: Bag, it's just filled with salt water.

1989
01:28:36,920 --> 01:28:38,040
Speaker 4: It's filled with salt water.

1990
01:28:38,439 --> 01:28:40,960
Speaker 2: I just feel like there's good things that you don't

1991
01:28:41,000 --> 01:28:45,080
Speaker 2: necessarily need to clear out on purpose, like it'll do it,

1992
01:28:45,120 --> 01:28:46,479
Speaker 2: Like Amy said, I'll do it itself.

1993
01:28:46,960 --> 01:28:49,080
Speaker 4: I don't know, guys, why do they make them?

1994
01:28:49,080 --> 01:28:52,639
Speaker 7: Then? O, my god, money, money, money, Yeah, they make

1995
01:28:52,680 --> 01:28:53,160
Speaker 7: a lot of things.

1996
01:28:53,200 --> 01:28:54,240
Speaker 8: What is our sponsor though?

1997
01:28:55,000 --> 01:28:56,120
Speaker 1: Consider now?

1998
01:28:56,479 --> 01:28:59,320
Speaker 4: No, if you own a douche company, please send them

1999
01:28:59,360 --> 01:29:00,559
Speaker 4: our way. Are happy.

2000
01:29:00,640 --> 01:29:02,160
Speaker 3: I'm happy to use it and try it out.

2001
01:29:02,280 --> 01:29:05,880
Speaker 6: Do you have many creams and solvents and on the

2002
01:29:05,920 --> 01:29:07,559
Speaker 6: market and half of them are in the cabinet in

2003
01:29:07,600 --> 01:29:08,400
Speaker 6: my bathroom right now.

2004
01:29:08,520 --> 01:29:11,000
Speaker 7: I am a huge fan of the monastat It's relief.

2005
01:29:12,360 --> 01:29:15,320
Speaker 7: I'm not ashamed to admit it. That thing is a lifesaver.

2006
01:29:15,439 --> 01:29:17,640
Speaker 7: Don't over use it though, because it has Courtizone in it.

2007
01:29:17,800 --> 01:29:22,360
Speaker 2: But yeah, I agree, there's She's just saying there's things

2008
01:29:22,400 --> 01:29:26,599
Speaker 2: out there for that purpose, and sometimes things are out

2009
01:29:26,600 --> 01:29:28,960
Speaker 2: there that don't have a necessary purpose.

2010
01:29:29,000 --> 01:29:30,640
Speaker 4: I don't know, guys, I think we might should all

2011
01:29:30,680 --> 01:29:31,160
Speaker 4: be douching.

2012
01:29:32,120 --> 01:29:34,960
Speaker 2: Why don't you do it? And like I'm happy to.

2013
01:29:34,920 --> 01:29:36,679
Speaker 3: Volunteers tribute, I will try douching.

2014
01:29:38,080 --> 01:29:41,600
Speaker 2: We want a full report, I will volunteers tribute and

2015
01:29:41,640 --> 01:29:45,400
Speaker 2: take one for the team and report back.

2016
01:29:45,439 --> 01:29:46,479
Speaker 4: I will do this week.

2017
01:29:46,760 --> 01:29:48,240
Speaker 6: I don't think there's a better teas you could give

2018
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Speaker 6: for next time.

2019
01:29:48,760 --> 01:29:51,599
Speaker 2: I know, I mean literally the best teas we've had

2020
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Speaker 2: all year.

2021
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2024
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2026
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Speaker 2: Literally can't wait. Do you want to do with me?

2039
01:30:54,960 --> 01:30:55,120
Speaker 8: No?

2040
01:30:55,200 --> 01:30:57,439
Speaker 4: I want you to do it together, but like do it.

2041
01:31:00,160 --> 01:31:02,559
Speaker 2: Like nothing would be surprising if you wanted to do

2042
01:31:02,600 --> 01:31:03,080
Speaker 2: it together.

2043
01:31:03,720 --> 01:31:05,439
Speaker 4: But I would say, we'd do it separately. We could

2044
01:31:05,439 --> 01:31:12,880
Speaker 4: do different bathrooms at the same time.

2045
01:31:10,160 --> 01:31:12,000
Speaker 6: From the other bathrooms.

2046
01:31:12,040 --> 01:31:15,960
Speaker 2: She would try. I would try, and I'd be like, decline,

2047
01:31:17,280 --> 01:31:23,200
Speaker 2: not the time, not the place. I'd rather you do it,

2048
01:31:24,000 --> 01:31:26,519
Speaker 2: report back and then me do it.

2049
01:31:26,920 --> 01:31:29,679
Speaker 4: Okay, I'll be honest. I will have an unbiased opinion.

2050
01:31:30,920 --> 01:31:31,559
Speaker 2: Is that true?

2051
01:31:31,760 --> 01:31:34,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, because I don't like to do the company I know.

2052
01:31:34,920 --> 01:31:37,360
Speaker 2: But you like to be like they said we should

2053
01:31:37,400 --> 01:31:39,680
Speaker 2: be doing it, so we should be even if you

2054
01:31:39,720 --> 01:31:40,599
Speaker 2: hated it or whatever.

2055
01:31:41,200 --> 01:31:45,200
Speaker 4: You know, that to you unbiased. I don't even know

2056
01:31:45,200 --> 01:31:45,760
Speaker 4: how to do it.

2057
01:31:46,200 --> 01:31:46,360
Speaker 11: Well.

2058
01:31:46,360 --> 01:32:00,519
Speaker 2: There's direction Time of Death thirteen oh two. I feel

2059
01:32:00,560 --> 01:32:01,519
Speaker 2: like that was a good show.