WEBVTT - Ep 266: Coochie on WHEELS (Ft. Frenchie) 0:00:02.480 --> 0:00:05.800 Guess what decision we're about to make A Horrible Decisions. 0:00:08.800 --> 0:00:13.920 Welcome back to another episode of Horrible Decision. I'm your 0:00:13.920 --> 0:00:15.920 girl man dy b a k A Full Clucks ak 0:00:16.800 --> 0:00:20.200 ak A many baskins aka debt bitch a k A 0:00:20.320 --> 0:00:23.520 and your daddy. Now my name is Wheezy. We have 0:00:23.520 --> 0:00:27.240 a guest this week, super sexy guest who has a 0:00:27.680 --> 0:00:32.040 show called from the Throne. Now let's talk about it, 0:00:32.080 --> 0:00:37.080 because if you're on YouTube, you see it, you're on wheels. Okay, Now, 0:00:37.320 --> 0:00:43.040 when y'all started recording at w TF, um we uh like, 0:00:43.159 --> 0:00:45.120 i started seeing people move the furniture around, I'm like, 0:00:45.159 --> 0:00:46.920 what the fun going on? Who requesting all this ship? 0:00:47.240 --> 0:00:49.320 And Dave was like, yo, it's a show like they're 0:00:49.320 --> 0:00:51.440 on wheelchairs and I was like, oh ship, okay. Now 0:00:51.479 --> 0:00:53.120 I started moving the ship for him. I'm like, now 0:00:53.159 --> 0:00:55.280 we got these sensitive and ship. I was like, everybody 0:00:55.280 --> 0:00:56.680 makes sure that you know, we don't want to get 0:00:56.680 --> 0:00:58.760 in trouble from the A D A. And then I 0:00:58.880 --> 0:01:00.600 started clicking on your ship and I'm like, well, this 0:01:00.640 --> 0:01:04.120 bitch wild is fun, y'all, y'all wildest hell, you know 0:01:04.319 --> 0:01:06.360 it's it's so many because there's so many people. I 0:01:06.400 --> 0:01:09.160 feel like there there are people that's morning wheelchairs, and 0:01:09.200 --> 0:01:10.840 then there's people that's not, and then there's something that's 0:01:10.840 --> 0:01:12.360 been in the wheelchair the whole life and they're still 0:01:12.520 --> 0:01:14.919 scared to take pictures and ship like that. Like before 0:01:14.920 --> 0:01:17.280 I gotten this wheel chair, I've always been that girl, 0:01:17.360 --> 0:01:20.400 like I never I've never had any self doubts, Like 0:01:20.520 --> 0:01:22.200 my mama and my daddy loved me like I'm the 0:01:22.200 --> 0:01:24.760 first child, first daughter, first granddaughter, first everything. So I 0:01:24.760 --> 0:01:26.800 don't come sack. Let's see, this is very pretty bitch talk. 0:01:26.880 --> 0:01:29.600 So it's like, alright, so wait, what now your name 0:01:29.640 --> 0:01:32.720 is FRENCHI yeah, why they call you because I'm always cursing, 0:01:33.880 --> 0:01:39.920 don't I'm not gonna tea to be settled. So okay, 0:01:40.040 --> 0:01:42.320 so frenchie tell us, let's just get it out because 0:01:42.360 --> 0:01:44.360 everybody's gonna want to know before we start asking about 0:01:44.360 --> 0:01:50.880 your pussy. Now I could feel my pussy. We actually 0:01:50.920 --> 0:01:53.120 had a girl who was in a wheelchair that only 0:01:53.120 --> 0:01:54.800 felt like one side of her body. Can you tell 0:01:54.840 --> 0:01:56.360 us about how you got in your wheelchair and how 0:01:56.360 --> 0:01:58.960 long you've been in it? Okay? Um, I was fifteen 0:01:59.200 --> 0:02:01.800 and it was a party, and it was supposed to 0:02:01.840 --> 0:02:04.000 be a lesbian party because at the time I thought 0:02:04.000 --> 0:02:06.080 I was, you know, gay, and it was my girlfriend 0:02:06.240 --> 0:02:08.680 who was then a g She was throwing it, but 0:02:08.800 --> 0:02:10.320 it was across the street at her neighbor's house. She 0:02:10.400 --> 0:02:12.720 was doing it, but then her neighbor's daughter was going 0:02:12.840 --> 0:02:15.120 to uh she was going to school or whatever, so 0:02:15.440 --> 0:02:17.200 they threw her going away party. So it turned into 0:02:17.280 --> 0:02:20.680 that instead. Instead of my girlfriend telling me like playing change, 0:02:20.720 --> 0:02:23.040 this is not what this is, I just ended up 0:02:23.080 --> 0:02:24.880 at the party. And I still know everybody did because 0:02:24.880 --> 0:02:26.639 I'm mixing when I'm from like I'm from Queen, so 0:02:27.320 --> 0:02:29.120 you know, is you pretty much know people when you're 0:02:29.160 --> 0:02:32.560 from a certain borough if you go outside. But all 0:02:32.560 --> 0:02:33.959 of a sudden, you know, I was high. I was 0:02:34.040 --> 0:02:35.840 drawn because back then I was popping the pills and 0:02:35.880 --> 0:02:40.320 ship at fifte yo. I was so funny. I was living. 0:02:40.600 --> 0:02:43.639 I was living my rock star lifestyle. Yes, yes I was. 0:02:43.840 --> 0:02:47.360 I was Mama, don't gill me, but yes, it definitely 0:02:48.440 --> 0:02:53.280 it was giving euphoria mixed with like Crnshaw Gota. But 0:02:54.160 --> 0:02:55.959 you know, I was on the pills. Who I was 0:02:56.040 --> 0:02:57.960 on the epill? I had about like two of them, 0:02:58.200 --> 0:03:00.720 and then we were smoking, we were dreamin. So I'm 0:03:00.760 --> 0:03:02.120 just fucked up talking to the party. This is the 0:03:02.160 --> 0:03:03.919 littest party of my life. I would never lie. This 0:03:04.000 --> 0:03:07.000 party was so fucking lit. It felt like everybody was there, 0:03:07.080 --> 0:03:09.120 like everybody from the Hill was there. Everybody was getting alone, 0:03:09.200 --> 0:03:12.720 nobody was beefing or nothing. Ironically, and then all of 0:03:12.760 --> 0:03:15.080 a sudden, I hear do the Brown. So I'm shaking 0:03:15.080 --> 0:03:18.080 my little ass, y'all brown up here. Yeah, we're listening 0:03:18.080 --> 0:03:22.000 to I had not know, my god, I'm like, oh 0:03:22.040 --> 0:03:24.880 my god, that's a but listen to lean Back. That's 0:03:24.919 --> 0:03:27.639 a black Do the Brown is not in the same lane. 0:03:28.400 --> 0:03:32.600 Doron is a black classic. If you don't know that, Okay, 0:03:32.800 --> 0:03:37.000 let the sea rolls. Okay. That was definitely that became mainstream. Yeah, 0:03:37.240 --> 0:03:41.000 like y'all, y'all weren't really well do the Brown ever 0:03:41.080 --> 0:03:43.280 since we've been I've been listening to Uncle looking all that, 0:03:43.400 --> 0:03:45.800 ever since I've been going to parties, and I'm okay, 0:03:45.840 --> 0:03:47.120 I ain't know it made it up here in my 0:03:47.200 --> 0:03:50.400 bad listening Uncle Luke big everywhere, not right, shout out 0:03:50.440 --> 0:03:53.080 to Uncle Luke. Okay, so you was do Brown came. 0:03:53.160 --> 0:03:55.320 I was shaking my little ass or whatever. And then 0:03:55.360 --> 0:03:57.160 i just see like fi, I'm like, oh, this ship let, 0:03:57.240 --> 0:03:59.440 it's fireworks, Like that's what I thought. I thought it 0:03:59.520 --> 0:04:03.160 was fire works. So I'm like, oh, ship let and 0:04:03.240 --> 0:04:05.480 I was like, oh wait, well, I see everybody running. 0:04:05.640 --> 0:04:07.560 So I see everybody running up. I see people hitting 0:04:07.600 --> 0:04:09.920 the ground or whatever. So I'm like, oh, ship That's 0:04:09.920 --> 0:04:12.920 when I realized. I'm like, these are bullets. So I'm thinking, everybody, dad, 0:04:12.960 --> 0:04:15.320 I'm off the drugs, right, So I start running over people, 0:04:15.320 --> 0:04:17.200 stepping on people and ship and then that's when my 0:04:17.320 --> 0:04:18.800 one of my bros put me down to the ground. 0:04:18.800 --> 0:04:21.000 Because I've never been in a shootout. I'm not that ghetto. 0:04:21.040 --> 0:04:22.680 I'm from the good, but I ain't that ghetto to 0:04:22.720 --> 0:04:24.440 know what to do when somebody gets shot. I'm just thinking, 0:04:24.440 --> 0:04:27.840 I mean to be fair. When I went to public school, 0:04:28.279 --> 0:04:30.520 we were only taught when there's a fire to stop 0:04:30.600 --> 0:04:33.880 dropping exactly. No education on how to shootout. But now 0:04:34.120 --> 0:04:36.039 you know what I means, probably have it because kids, 0:04:36.960 --> 0:04:39.200 because the kids are But it's like we, like you said, 0:04:39.240 --> 0:04:42.080 you weren't talking that right, right, So I'm just sitting 0:04:42.080 --> 0:04:44.600 here running, I'm stepping on motherfucker's and ship, and then 0:04:44.920 --> 0:04:46.280 all of a sudden, I get pulled down to the 0:04:46.360 --> 0:04:48.480 ground and then it's like where my head was, I've 0:04:48.480 --> 0:04:50.240 seen like a little ball of fire, so it's like 0:04:50.279 --> 0:04:52.320 that could have went easily went into my head. So 0:04:52.360 --> 0:04:54.320 I'm on the ground just thinking God, like, shoot, I 0:04:54.360 --> 0:04:57.760 didn't get hit. So now you know that it was 0:04:57.839 --> 0:05:00.280 so many it looks like little balls of fire. Like 0:05:00.360 --> 0:05:01.840 at first I thought it was fireworks cause I was 0:05:01.920 --> 0:05:04.280 so sucked up, but then once your mind starts clicking, like, oh, 0:05:04.360 --> 0:05:06.840 this is fucking bullet. So then we So I'm on 0:05:06.880 --> 0:05:09.160 the ground and I said, everybody, get up. Everybody's like, 0:05:09.160 --> 0:05:12.280 get up, get up. I'm like, I'm like I can't 0:05:12.279 --> 0:05:15.000 get up. They're like, what get up. I'm like, yo, 0:05:15.279 --> 0:05:17.200 I think I got shot. And they're like, no, get up, 0:05:18.040 --> 0:05:19.599 you didn't get shot. We don't see the blood. They 0:05:19.640 --> 0:05:21.440 turned me around. You're not supposed to move a gun victim, 0:05:21.760 --> 0:05:24.200 because because at that point I was still feeling like everything, 0:05:24.279 --> 0:05:26.600 I just couldn't get up. But then when they turned me, 0:05:26.640 --> 0:05:29.080 it's like some ship said shoot, you know what I mean, 0:05:29.200 --> 0:05:31.520 Like it's that shoot because I got shot all the 0:05:31.600 --> 0:05:34.360 way up here, but the bullet didn't lodge till down here, 0:05:34.640 --> 0:05:36.719 which is a good thing, which is why I'm still 0:05:36.760 --> 0:05:39.280 able to fill, you know, to my lower extremities. But 0:05:39.600 --> 0:05:40.960 I was on the ground. I was like, God, please 0:05:41.000 --> 0:05:42.520 let this be the e pills. I was like, if 0:05:42.560 --> 0:05:45.720 this is the again, I swear to God. I was like, 0:05:45.760 --> 0:05:47.680 oh my god, my mom's gonna kill me if I died. 0:05:47.720 --> 0:05:49.800 I was thinking so stupidly, you know what I mean. 0:05:49.839 --> 0:05:52.280 I'm like, she's gonna kill me. I'm fifteen. And then 0:05:52.279 --> 0:05:54.600 I'm on the ground, and then my aunt, my father's younger. 0:05:54.720 --> 0:05:56.480 You already thinking I gotta go to the hospital. They 0:05:56.600 --> 0:05:59.839 got drug test me. God, oh my god. They pumped 0:05:59.839 --> 0:06:02.440 my fucking stomach. My dad was like, you're lucky or 0:06:02.480 --> 0:06:04.640 in this hospital for this because we would have had 0:06:04.760 --> 0:06:07.000 some serious talk. And I'm like, a funk up, nick, 0:06:07.040 --> 0:06:11.120 I'm I'm I'm sucking paralleled and leave me ship I started. 0:06:11.160 --> 0:06:13.160 So I started telling nothing but the truth after that. 0:06:13.360 --> 0:06:15.640 But yeah, it was It's really not what it is 0:06:15.720 --> 0:06:18.920 what people think. Like people niggas get shot every daby, yo, know, 0:06:19.200 --> 0:06:21.600 I'm really not. I'm really not that sensitive about it, 0:06:21.680 --> 0:06:24.000 to be honest, because my life is really how are 0:06:24.040 --> 0:06:25.960 you get that sensitive? About it. When you think about 0:06:26.400 --> 0:06:29.000 being at fifteen and all your friends are out and 0:06:29.120 --> 0:06:32.160 doing ship that when didn't what was the hardest time 0:06:32.240 --> 0:06:34.600 for you being in at fifteen? You know, I was 0:06:34.640 --> 0:06:36.760 in the hospital causing havoc. I'm thinking, like, I'm not 0:06:36.960 --> 0:06:39.000 rolling out of here. They was picking out a wheelchair 0:06:39.000 --> 0:06:40.800 and should I'm like, what the fund is that? Till 0:06:40.839 --> 0:06:42.120 my mother was like, take me back to the room. 0:06:42.160 --> 0:06:43.840 I'm not rolling out of here because I've seen old 0:06:43.920 --> 0:06:46.599 ladies because I was the youngest person in the hospital obviously, 0:06:46.680 --> 0:06:48.440 so I see old ladies walking out and ship. So 0:06:48.520 --> 0:06:51.000 I'm like, all right, i'mna walking with this old Did 0:06:51.080 --> 0:06:54.120 they tell you at any point that, like, did they 0:06:54.160 --> 0:06:55.480 tell you you have to be in a whel shirt 0:06:55.520 --> 0:06:57.000 for the rest of your life? Or was there an 0:06:57.040 --> 0:07:00.760 option that I'd be able to walk? They told me 0:07:00.880 --> 0:07:03.640 as soon as I woke up, Yeah, you were shot 0:07:03.680 --> 0:07:05.680 in your back. You're never gonna walk again. And I said, oh, 0:07:06.320 --> 0:07:09.160 it wasn't even an option they gave. They gave a 0:07:09.279 --> 0:07:11.520 rehab to rehabilitate you, but they get you prepared for 0:07:11.560 --> 0:07:13.920 the wheelchair. They're not preparing you to walk, you know 0:07:13.960 --> 0:07:17.040 what I mean. Wow, if I had money that's because 0:07:17.040 --> 0:07:18.880 I'm on Medicaid. If I had money and something, they 0:07:18.920 --> 0:07:20.880 probably would afford a little harder, you know what I mean. 0:07:20.960 --> 0:07:23.360 But state insurance they're not about to go too crazy 0:07:23.400 --> 0:07:28.880 for that. So at this point, you're fifteen, you're in 0:07:28.960 --> 0:07:32.600 the wheelchair, and fifteen is the age where I mean, 0:07:32.640 --> 0:07:34.760 I'm assuming you're on epiels, you'd probably sucking in fifteen. 0:07:34.760 --> 0:07:38.880 I was working in twelve Girls. It's she's been hot. 0:07:40.520 --> 0:07:42.480 How was it like for the boys you were dating? 0:07:42.560 --> 0:07:44.920 What was it or the girls? Like? Oh, when I 0:07:44.960 --> 0:07:48.880 got this show? Yeah, I mean with this show about sex? Okay. 0:07:49.000 --> 0:07:51.720 So at the hospital it was one boy I just 0:07:51.800 --> 0:07:54.760 started working with before I got shot. He was amazing, okay, 0:07:55.320 --> 0:07:58.400 amazing person, great sex, and I was dealing with this 0:07:58.520 --> 0:08:00.120 other boy before that, like my ex book, me and 0:08:00.200 --> 0:08:02.480 him broke up, but for some reason he felt the 0:08:02.520 --> 0:08:05.200 need to come to the hospital to see me. So 0:08:05.280 --> 0:08:07.200 then the new nigga that I'm dealing with right there, 0:08:07.280 --> 0:08:08.880 you for me? So I told my father, that's the 0:08:08.920 --> 0:08:11.080 first time my father had to really play like my wingman. 0:08:11.120 --> 0:08:13.520 You for me had one in the room. I let 0:08:13.600 --> 0:08:15.320 that one down easy because I was toxic. I went 0:08:15.360 --> 0:08:17.480 back to let him down easy. I let him down 0:08:17.560 --> 0:08:19.840 easy or whatever. He ended up and she got shot 0:08:19.880 --> 0:08:22.920 in the back. He had to deal with multiple niggas. Yeah, 0:08:23.120 --> 0:08:25.200 it was crazy. It got really it got really intense 0:08:25.240 --> 0:08:27.440 because I'm in the hospital. I'm like, Ship, like, you're 0:08:27.440 --> 0:08:29.240 in the room, and then you could see out the door, 0:08:29.360 --> 0:08:30.520 like you see out the window, you know how the 0:08:30.560 --> 0:08:32.320 hospitals got the window you could see out. So I'm 0:08:32.360 --> 0:08:34.360 looking and I'm like, oh sho. I thought it was 0:08:34.400 --> 0:08:37.000 the drugs. But my mother was like, no here, and 0:08:38.080 --> 0:08:40.640 I'm like, oh fuck, So I really, you know, the 0:08:40.720 --> 0:08:42.839 first one he understood because the second one, he's the 0:08:43.000 --> 0:08:44.200 you know, you got the nice one that you got, 0:08:44.240 --> 0:08:46.000 the hood one, the hood one not about to just 0:08:46.320 --> 0:08:48.400 let you you know what I mean. So he's like, wait, bitch, 0:08:48.800 --> 0:08:50.480 you know I told you not to go to that party. 0:08:50.600 --> 0:08:53.680 That orders dumb Ship like, and I'm like, nobody cares, 0:08:53.679 --> 0:08:56.600 you know, my dad like, but he ended up having 0:08:56.640 --> 0:09:00.120 a baby. Um, the girl was pregnant when I is. 0:09:00.960 --> 0:09:02.880 She was pregnant when we were together, obviously, because the 0:09:02.920 --> 0:09:04.880 baby was being born when I was in hospital, and 0:09:04.920 --> 0:09:06.280 he stayed in the hospital with me, and I was like, 0:09:06.320 --> 0:09:10.720 I think you should go see your baby. Damn at fifteen, 0:09:11.440 --> 0:09:13.439 this is what was He wasn't He wasn't fifteen. He 0:09:13.520 --> 0:09:15.360 lied about his age and it was a pedophile. You 0:09:15.400 --> 0:09:17.959 need to be in prison. But he was twenty he 0:09:18.120 --> 0:09:19.679 was twenty one. I didn't know he lolled about his 0:09:19.720 --> 0:09:21.480 age because he was still in high school. But you 0:09:21.520 --> 0:09:24.440 know you still it was just like he just turned 0:09:24.480 --> 0:09:26.120 twenty months so he couldn't go to school no more. 0:09:26.160 --> 0:09:28.320 So he told us he got kicked out, but really 0:09:28.640 --> 0:09:30.720 he couldn't go to school anymore. Yet. This is giving. 0:09:31.080 --> 0:09:35.000 This is giving. This, this is southside Jamaica, queens. It's 0:09:35.080 --> 0:09:37.240 very good about there. When NICKI be rapping about that ship, 0:09:37.280 --> 0:09:41.520 it's really ghetto out there. It's just ten years. So 0:09:41.720 --> 0:09:44.480 it's been ten years and you have a kid. Now, Yes, 0:09:45.040 --> 0:09:49.080 what's tell us about like how your body and sexuality 0:09:49.160 --> 0:09:52.000 changed for you throughout you getting older? Oh? I mean, 0:09:52.240 --> 0:09:55.000 were you ever insecure about it? At first? No? I 0:09:55.160 --> 0:09:57.240 had sex um as soon as I came out the hospital, 0:09:57.960 --> 0:09:59.599 I did. I wanted to try it. I was like, 0:09:59.679 --> 0:10:01.560 I got to see what this is like. And then 0:10:01.600 --> 0:10:03.800 when he said I saw, oh ship, this is the 0:10:04.000 --> 0:10:07.120 I I and then he just had the list pointed 0:10:07.200 --> 0:10:09.360 here by I feel up to here, but when this leg, 0:10:09.440 --> 0:10:11.000 it's up to here. But when this one, it's up 0:10:11.040 --> 0:10:12.680 to here. So I can feel my ass, I could 0:10:12.679 --> 0:10:16.000 feel my cool che Oh, it feels so good because 0:10:16.160 --> 0:10:17.720 it felt good. But the one time I didn't want 0:10:17.720 --> 0:10:19.160 to feel it was when I was pushing my motherfucking 0:10:19.200 --> 0:10:21.240 baby out, because that was the one time I was like, damn, 0:10:21.240 --> 0:10:22.679 I would have been okay, God, if you could have 0:10:22.720 --> 0:10:26.120 just took that away for that one second. I mean 0:10:26.440 --> 0:10:28.960 a lot of women, even with both legs, still feel 0:10:29.000 --> 0:10:31.120 like pushing the baby out. No no, no, no, she's saying, 0:10:31.160 --> 0:10:33.040 because she could feel the lower half. She's saying if 0:10:33.120 --> 0:10:36.840 she couldn't, I say, it would have been better at 0:10:36.920 --> 0:10:39.040 that moment, I didn't want to feel that. Yeah, know 0:10:39.240 --> 0:10:41.280 that ship was terrible. And so then I want to 0:10:41.280 --> 0:10:44.040 ask you to, like, before we get into our vanilla ship, 0:10:44.520 --> 0:10:48.439 being a mom like epic and there's no like you 0:10:48.520 --> 0:10:50.679 feel like, there's no help that you even need more 0:10:50.760 --> 0:10:52.920 than like being a mom periods as hard as fuck. 0:10:53.280 --> 0:10:56.920 I mean, you know, he started walking before me. It's 0:10:56.960 --> 0:10:58.920 like he's he's a little man. And because I'm in 0:10:58.960 --> 0:11:01.160 the chair, he's more into and then most babies. And 0:11:01.200 --> 0:11:03.480 he's only two, he'll be three in two weeks, and 0:11:03.679 --> 0:11:06.280 he's really dope. He pushes me around and stuff, like 0:11:06.440 --> 0:11:08.240 he'll help me here, Mommy needs to get this. He 0:11:08.320 --> 0:11:09.959 know how to get stuff off the fridge, like, he 0:11:10.160 --> 0:11:12.199 knows how to make things accessible. So it's just me 0:11:12.320 --> 0:11:13.880 and him, like we lived together and our on our 0:11:13.920 --> 0:11:15.959 own in our own apartment and everything, like it's just 0:11:16.040 --> 0:11:17.960 me him. My mom holds it down and shout out 0:11:18.000 --> 0:11:19.520 to you, mommy, because that's the only person to help 0:11:19.520 --> 0:11:21.760 me with my kid. And his daddy to his daddy, 0:11:23.120 --> 0:11:26.480 that's amazing. We had somebody, don't hear me. It's obviously 0:11:26.520 --> 0:11:28.360 not the same, but we had a friend of ours 0:11:28.440 --> 0:11:31.000 names see no, that's my baby daddy friend. That's how 0:11:31.080 --> 0:11:34.680 I found thought about. That's how all happen. Yeah, shot, yeah, 0:11:35.320 --> 0:11:37.839 you know he did a he records here and I 0:11:37.920 --> 0:11:39.559 was like, yo, you gotta come on, horrible and he 0:11:39.720 --> 0:11:41.640 was talking about his son with us and like, you know, 0:11:41.720 --> 0:11:43.880 just little helpful things, and it's so sweet to me 0:11:43.960 --> 0:11:46.120 that kids are just they just adapt to, you know, 0:11:46.360 --> 0:11:48.600 what their life is like. So it's close to show 0:11:48.640 --> 0:11:51.400 people teach their kids how to be hateful. Yeah, learn 0:11:51.440 --> 0:11:52.760 you know what I mean. If all you show is loved, 0:11:52.800 --> 0:11:56.040 they won't. When when you got pregnant, were you nervous 0:11:56.080 --> 0:11:58.200 because you were in the chair? No, you didn't think 0:11:58.200 --> 0:12:02.240 anything would be wrong. No, you seem to see know. 0:12:02.480 --> 0:12:05.040 Something he said was about how now he learns to 0:12:05.120 --> 0:12:08.280 like almost not laugh, but like be in a good 0:12:08.360 --> 0:12:11.839 space with his blindness and his disability. Do you even 0:12:11.920 --> 0:12:14.360 say you have a disability? Do you feel like you've 0:12:14.360 --> 0:12:16.480 ever had a moment where you've been really down about it? 0:12:16.840 --> 0:12:19.280 I mean yes, to be honest with everybody has their days. 0:12:19.280 --> 0:12:21.400 As I'm human. It's like, you know, some days you 0:12:21.400 --> 0:12:22.880 could be feeling on top of the world, like this 0:12:23.000 --> 0:12:25.240 world change ship. Then there's other days where it's like fuck, 0:12:25.360 --> 0:12:27.240 like you really took my fucking legs, Like I want 0:12:27.280 --> 0:12:28.760 to just take my son for a walk, or I 0:12:28.840 --> 0:12:31.079 want to you know, just some easy ship like put 0:12:31.160 --> 0:12:33.600 him on my back or something, or even the moment 0:12:33.720 --> 0:12:36.400 last year we went to um Carla Harry it's the 0:12:36.480 --> 0:12:39.079 water into a water park, and you know, I got on. 0:12:39.200 --> 0:12:40.559 I did a lot of things with him, like I 0:12:40.800 --> 0:12:42.880 know how to handle myself in the water and stuff. 0:12:42.880 --> 0:12:44.280 But like as far as the rides where you gotta 0:12:44.280 --> 0:12:46.440 go up the stairs, and I literally had a little 0:12:46.480 --> 0:12:48.280 breakdown because I'm like, oh my god, I want to 0:12:48.320 --> 0:12:50.600 do this with my baby, but obviously my my mother. 0:12:50.720 --> 0:12:52.400 And then they took him on it and it was cool. 0:12:52.480 --> 0:12:55.120 But you do have those moments, especially now having a child. 0:12:55.160 --> 0:12:57.240 And that's why I decided I'm gonna walk again, and 0:12:57.240 --> 0:12:59.240 I'm gonna putting my energy into that. So that's what 0:12:59.320 --> 0:13:04.280 I'm manifesting right now that I was gonna say, what 0:13:04.360 --> 0:13:07.200 about the things with the arms, like they're like crutches 0:13:07.240 --> 0:13:08.679 but on your wrists. When I see I know what 0:13:08.960 --> 0:13:10.920 you're talking about. I've done all different types of walking 0:13:11.040 --> 0:13:13.400 programs and stuff, but I've never been consistent. I've always 0:13:13.400 --> 0:13:16.560 been distracted. So, like I'm serious, I fall in love 0:13:16.640 --> 0:13:18.600 and then you know, when you fall in love, dick, 0:13:18.640 --> 0:13:21.160 the make you forget how bad you want to walk. No, 0:13:21.360 --> 0:13:24.120 it's not even I think I could get that too, 0:13:24.240 --> 0:13:26.400 but wait, it's not even. That is just how young 0:13:26.480 --> 0:13:29.040 I was. And then like my priorities at the time, 0:13:29.200 --> 0:13:32.400 I was fifteen when this happened. You wanna, I think 0:13:32.480 --> 0:13:34.800 that's why I was able to like be so the 0:13:34.840 --> 0:13:36.679 mindset that I have now because I just lived my 0:13:36.800 --> 0:13:38.959 life like I didn't let the wheelchair become like. I 0:13:39.080 --> 0:13:42.040 never let this be a true testimony as to how 0:13:42.720 --> 0:13:45.880 bad Dick will take you down, fuck up my life. 0:13:46.320 --> 0:13:51.040 That is why you could lose your damn and they 0:13:51.120 --> 0:13:52.920 could say, hey, we got a program that's gonna teach 0:13:52.920 --> 0:13:54.280 you how to walk in three weeks, and you like, 0:13:54.600 --> 0:13:58.280 but that means I can't suck this na. That's wild. Damn. 0:13:58.679 --> 0:14:00.040 What kind of dick is this? And is it the 0:14:00.040 --> 0:14:02.880 one that got you pregnant? Oh? No, that dick had me, 0:14:03.320 --> 0:14:05.319 that did that. That the one that got me pregnant 0:14:05.360 --> 0:14:07.079 had me on a whole another stupid level. That's the 0:14:07.120 --> 0:14:09.400 stupidest level I've ever been. Why does Dick make us 0:14:09.440 --> 0:14:13.160 so dumb? I don't know. It must be something in 0:14:13.200 --> 0:14:17.160 the nut. No, because I was dumb off a condom Dick. 0:14:17.559 --> 0:14:20.400 It's just the dick. I think it's the dick. Don't 0:14:20.400 --> 0:14:22.280 do this, don't do this face, because that's why you 0:14:22.320 --> 0:14:26.520 popped out a baby beach. I don't know, but we 0:14:26.600 --> 0:14:29.040 ain't gonna condom dick. Shame o, baby, No, you was 0:14:29.120 --> 0:14:33.320 condoms because y'all be like she was like look a 0:14:33.440 --> 0:14:36.160 cream pie. That's where my son came from. But the 0:14:36.200 --> 0:14:37.960 rest of y'all day, y'all can go ahead and use 0:14:38.000 --> 0:14:46.800 them things not over here. All right, let's let's get 0:14:46.840 --> 0:14:50.640 into you make me laugh so much I can't even fuck. Okay, 0:14:51.240 --> 0:14:53.480 So let's talk about dick for a moment and how 0:14:53.600 --> 0:14:57.320 dick makes us jumb There was a viral tweet um 0:14:57.600 --> 0:15:02.520 from a guy calling it a fat transfer to your pickle, 0:15:03.280 --> 0:15:07.240 and it is the dick bbl. Have you heard about this? Wow? Girl, 0:15:07.880 --> 0:15:14.280 the d l you will that's who adopts it. It 0:15:14.360 --> 0:15:17.520 can last three, four, maybe even seven years, and for 0:15:17.640 --> 0:15:20.640 some guys there's an unlimited supply, so you get your 0:15:20.640 --> 0:15:25.040 fat pretty grothy. The praise is gonna be right because 0:15:25.080 --> 0:15:27.800 if you're doing some mico suction anyway, why not have 0:15:27.920 --> 0:15:31.360 a bigger pickle to go with it. So that's crazy. 0:15:31.920 --> 0:15:35.400 Now we've all maybe been interested in and they come 0:15:35.440 --> 0:15:37.280 to find out their dick isn't what we would have 0:15:37.360 --> 0:15:40.360 liked it to be. Okay, if so fact though, I 0:15:40.400 --> 0:15:44.160 ain't ever liked and didn't like that, But oh no, 0:15:44.200 --> 0:15:46.360 I've been and I was like, damn, this ain't I 0:15:46.440 --> 0:15:47.960 think I like the dick first and then I like 0:15:48.080 --> 0:15:53.080 the nigger. Oh no, you gotta before you feel okay, 0:15:53.080 --> 0:15:57.160 you niggers are on a different hostcale. Yeah, well my hotivity. Listen, 0:15:57.240 --> 0:15:59.440 my holeness got deleted. I'm a mother, you know what 0:16:00.040 --> 0:16:04.080 that body it got the leader because cream once you 0:16:04.200 --> 0:16:06.240 deal with one nigga for a certain amount of years, 0:16:06.240 --> 0:16:08.760 you know longer. What's the amount of years? Four years? 0:16:09.720 --> 0:16:13.280 One dick for four years? Ye, for four years? We 0:16:13.400 --> 0:16:16.880 have he he'll washing. Shouldn't be like this bitch lying. 0:16:17.400 --> 0:16:18.760 I'm not gonna lie. I don't cat because at the 0:16:18.800 --> 0:16:20.600 end of the I don't sletching. Nobody can sleshing me 0:16:20.640 --> 0:16:22.400 because I fux if I feel like it now, they 0:16:22.440 --> 0:16:25.720 could make me do anything fair. But wait, you catch 0:16:25.760 --> 0:16:29.080 your feelers before you have the dick. Definitely liked the 0:16:29.160 --> 0:16:31.920 niggas ship right now, bitch, I don't know that they're 0:16:31.920 --> 0:16:33.440 talking about you know him for two weeks. That's you 0:16:33.480 --> 0:16:38.520 ain't really like your talking about. Really, you don't even 0:16:38.560 --> 0:16:41.240 really like it good till you like the dick. That's true, 0:16:41.480 --> 0:16:43.720 because that's when you start answering the you know, you 0:16:43.800 --> 0:16:47.080 get the dick. Come back nigga from Florida. I'll never 0:16:47.160 --> 0:16:49.960 forget the one who was who had dressed when I 0:16:50.040 --> 0:16:53.000 had that ankle bracelet, and he was still kicking with me, bitch, 0:16:53.040 --> 0:16:55.160 and he was getting me close to hide the ankle bracelet. 0:16:55.320 --> 0:16:57.160 And we were going to the club. I remember his name. 0:16:57.200 --> 0:16:59.320 He had the green eyes. He was finest. And then 0:16:59.360 --> 0:17:04.480 we finally a green bro did that look? I was 0:17:04.520 --> 0:17:06.480 ready to chat him on my chest. Yes, something was 0:17:06.840 --> 0:17:09.320 That's how fun was. And then the dick was like 0:17:09.400 --> 0:17:13.119 a bubble. Remember that it was so why not it 0:17:13.240 --> 0:17:14.720 was small? It was so small. It was like a 0:17:14.760 --> 0:17:18.440 fucking bubble. You love you really just loved I fucking really. 0:17:18.800 --> 0:17:21.880 It wasn't good little dick. There is good little dick. 0:17:22.440 --> 0:17:23.800 I've had good little dick. Do you have to put 0:17:23.800 --> 0:17:26.119 it in your ass? No, my vagina. I was got 0:17:26.200 --> 0:17:28.600 of fun with somebody had this when I was walking. 0:17:28.760 --> 0:17:33.480 Why do you wa because these niggas listen if anybody 0:17:33.560 --> 0:17:38.800 even said when I was listening, his dick, his dick 0:17:38.960 --> 0:17:41.000 was like literally probably like the size of this the 0:17:41.119 --> 0:17:42.920 max when it's hard. When it was so if it 0:17:43.040 --> 0:17:45.600 was like this, and I'm like, oh, because we already 0:17:45.640 --> 0:17:47.879 was kissing and stuff, and he he didn't put the 0:17:47.960 --> 0:17:51.560 little condom on not the little cos a little condom, 0:17:51.680 --> 0:17:55.080 the condom with the finger condom. His dick was so little, 0:17:55.240 --> 0:17:58.480 the little condom was too big. Why are a little 0:17:58.560 --> 0:18:00.680 can out a micro con It was one back in 0:18:00.720 --> 0:18:05.720 the day called a little pecker. You're where it's called 0:18:07.880 --> 0:18:10.159 condies to have it in the corner store and like 0:18:10.280 --> 0:18:13.080