1 00:00:02,160 --> 00:00:05,760 Speaker 1: West West. It is lip service. I'm Angela. Ye, I'm 2 00:00:05,800 --> 00:00:10,360 Speaker 1: Stephanie Santiago, Alison Hynes's heir head. Celebrity is here. Yeah, 3 00:00:10,440 --> 00:00:13,040 Speaker 1: we're here and this is our first episode back in 4 00:00:13,080 --> 00:00:16,560 Speaker 1: the studio. So I just want to say, this is 5 00:00:16,600 --> 00:00:18,799 Speaker 1: exciting for us to be in here together. So I 6 00:00:18,840 --> 00:00:20,799 Speaker 1: want to thank you ladies for taking the time to 7 00:00:20,840 --> 00:00:24,279 Speaker 1: come through. Of course, happy to be here. I feel 8 00:00:24,280 --> 00:00:26,119 Speaker 1: like I all your like a thousand favorites because you 9 00:00:26,120 --> 00:00:31,840 Speaker 1: guys both did Angela you day. For me, it was 10 00:00:31,920 --> 00:00:35,320 Speaker 1: at Crowe was hype. Yeah, no, it was dope and 11 00:00:35,360 --> 00:00:37,320 Speaker 1: just to see look and I was saying her celebrity 12 00:00:37,360 --> 00:00:39,640 Speaker 1: did that ship every year since I started this, her 13 00:00:39,760 --> 00:00:42,600 Speaker 1: third year doing it. So and I always hate asking 14 00:00:42,600 --> 00:00:46,000 Speaker 1: people for stuff, so and I never think about like, well, 15 00:00:46,120 --> 00:00:48,000 Speaker 1: you know they'll enjoy it or whatever. I'm always like, 16 00:00:48,040 --> 00:00:49,440 Speaker 1: this is such a big favorite. But I want you 17 00:00:49,479 --> 00:00:50,840 Speaker 1: all to know you can ask me for a favorite 18 00:00:50,840 --> 00:00:58,440 Speaker 1: whenever you want. Yeah, right now, let me get that shirt. Now, 19 00:00:59,400 --> 00:01:05,360 Speaker 1: I really get me some notion that's your favorite. But yeah, so, um, 20 00:01:05,400 --> 00:01:06,880 Speaker 1: you know, let's get into it. We were just talking 21 00:01:06,880 --> 00:01:09,520 Speaker 1: about her celebrity because we I've never seen her drink. 22 00:01:09,600 --> 00:01:11,360 Speaker 1: Like every time I've seen her do stuff, you know 23 00:01:11,360 --> 00:01:13,000 Speaker 1: what I mean, I always offer a drink and she 24 00:01:13,120 --> 00:01:15,160 Speaker 1: never takes it. So we were just talking about who 25 00:01:15,160 --> 00:01:18,440 Speaker 1: are you stopped drinking? So yeah, when I was in Toronto, 26 00:01:18,520 --> 00:01:20,680 Speaker 1: like I had a really bad experience and even though 27 00:01:20,720 --> 00:01:23,040 Speaker 1: it wasn't with liquor, but I feel like when you 28 00:01:23,120 --> 00:01:25,399 Speaker 1: go through something bad, you just put everything in that 29 00:01:25,520 --> 00:01:29,199 Speaker 1: same like in that same type of zone. Like me um, 30 00:01:29,200 --> 00:01:32,280 Speaker 1: I had a half a brownie. And for people who 31 00:01:32,280 --> 00:01:35,840 Speaker 1: say like edibles is dangerous, I always laugh and be like, 32 00:01:36,800 --> 00:01:39,240 Speaker 1: she won't do nothing to me. But I never thought 33 00:01:39,280 --> 00:01:42,480 Speaker 1: like like one little piece of something could really take 34 00:01:42,520 --> 00:01:45,280 Speaker 1: over your whole life. And for a year, like I 35 00:01:45,360 --> 00:01:47,600 Speaker 1: was in an at the hospital, like I had lost 36 00:01:47,640 --> 00:01:51,200 Speaker 1: a lot of weight. And it's just like as me 37 00:01:51,280 --> 00:01:54,520 Speaker 1: being Jamaican, I never ever even thought of anxiety, like 38 00:01:54,560 --> 00:01:56,840 Speaker 1: you know people like anxiety, Like back home, you can't 39 00:01:56,880 --> 00:01:59,080 Speaker 1: I can't to my mother like, oh why are you crying? 40 00:01:59,080 --> 00:02:02,080 Speaker 1: And what's wrong? Exactly should be like exactly let me 41 00:02:02,120 --> 00:02:04,440 Speaker 1: have exactly, Like I can tell my mother that, you 42 00:02:04,440 --> 00:02:07,120 Speaker 1: know what I mean. So when like every time I 43 00:02:07,120 --> 00:02:10,000 Speaker 1: would leave my house or if like right now, we're here, 44 00:02:10,120 --> 00:02:12,480 Speaker 1: and I will see you drinking. The whole room will 45 00:02:12,480 --> 00:02:15,440 Speaker 1: start spinning, right because I thought about the whole situation 46 00:02:15,440 --> 00:02:16,799 Speaker 1: I went through, or like I feel like it was 47 00:02:16,800 --> 00:02:19,240 Speaker 1: gonna happen to me all over again. That must have 48 00:02:19,280 --> 00:02:22,440 Speaker 1: been really really bad. That was bad. And it's funny 49 00:02:22,440 --> 00:02:25,360 Speaker 1: because I was living in a high rise building, which 50 00:02:25,400 --> 00:02:28,240 Speaker 1: made it worse. Because every time I will go downstairs 51 00:02:28,320 --> 00:02:30,280 Speaker 1: or look through the window, I will feel the whole 52 00:02:30,400 --> 00:02:33,000 Speaker 1: stuff spending. You know, I know people whose whole lives 53 00:02:33,040 --> 00:02:36,000 Speaker 1: have like changed after doing the edible, like they never 54 00:02:36,120 --> 00:02:38,360 Speaker 1: was the same again. I don't, And I thank god, 55 00:02:38,520 --> 00:02:41,160 Speaker 1: I mean I thank God that that didn't happen to me, 56 00:02:41,639 --> 00:02:44,280 Speaker 1: because like I'm a I'm a firm believing God, like 57 00:02:44,320 --> 00:02:47,000 Speaker 1: I grew up in the household of um my great grandma, 58 00:02:47,160 --> 00:02:49,680 Speaker 1: like church and praying and stuff like that, Like I 59 00:02:49,800 --> 00:02:52,880 Speaker 1: prayed like people be like when you get into stuff, 60 00:02:52,919 --> 00:02:55,720 Speaker 1: you really pray more. Like that situation made me pray more. 61 00:02:55,760 --> 00:02:58,840 Speaker 1: I'm talking about like I went on my knees like God, please, 62 00:02:58,960 --> 00:03:01,520 Speaker 1: Like I don't want to feel like this the mom 63 00:03:01,560 --> 00:03:03,880 Speaker 1: but thank God, I'm glad that you're good and okay 64 00:03:03,919 --> 00:03:05,880 Speaker 1: because and so how much time did you take off 65 00:03:05,880 --> 00:03:09,680 Speaker 1: on music? I didn't really like take off from writing, 66 00:03:09,680 --> 00:03:12,480 Speaker 1: but I wasn't really doing anything, Like I was not 67 00:03:12,520 --> 00:03:15,679 Speaker 1: really performing like that. Um I had like turned down, 68 00:03:15,760 --> 00:03:17,480 Speaker 1: like wilding out, like I was going through like a 69 00:03:17,560 --> 00:03:20,120 Speaker 1: lot of like ship. Just like every time like I 70 00:03:20,120 --> 00:03:22,280 Speaker 1: would have to do something I perform, I would get 71 00:03:22,320 --> 00:03:25,320 Speaker 1: exact nervous. And that's not me, Like I'm a you know, 72 00:03:25,360 --> 00:03:27,520 Speaker 1: I'm a I'm natural with everything I do. Like when 73 00:03:27,520 --> 00:03:29,160 Speaker 1: I saw for me to perform, I love it, like 74 00:03:29,200 --> 00:03:32,320 Speaker 1: I have fun. Brandy messed up your nerves. Yeah, I 75 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:34,600 Speaker 1: used to see like the crowd and be like, oh ship, 76 00:03:34,800 --> 00:03:36,720 Speaker 1: like it was about to happen to me again. Like 77 00:03:37,480 --> 00:03:39,240 Speaker 1: it was one of the weirdest things I ever went 78 00:03:39,280 --> 00:03:41,960 Speaker 1: through in my life. You think everything happens for a reason. 79 00:03:42,920 --> 00:03:44,520 Speaker 1: Because my mom said that to me. To this day, 80 00:03:44,600 --> 00:03:47,240 Speaker 1: she's like, I'm happy that you went through that, which 81 00:03:47,280 --> 00:03:49,440 Speaker 1: is kind of fun up to say I'm happy you 82 00:03:49,440 --> 00:03:51,920 Speaker 1: went through that. But she feels like with me being 83 00:03:51,920 --> 00:03:55,040 Speaker 1: in such an industry, you know, she's Caribbean, she feels like, 84 00:03:55,040 --> 00:03:57,440 Speaker 1: you know, in some industry I am is very dangerous 85 00:03:57,520 --> 00:04:01,080 Speaker 1: with they over you certain things. Whether it's like you know, 86 00:04:01,160 --> 00:04:04,240 Speaker 1: drugs or whatever, alcohol and stuff like that, even though 87 00:04:04,280 --> 00:04:05,840 Speaker 1: I'm not that person. But she feels like if I 88 00:04:05,840 --> 00:04:08,600 Speaker 1: didn't go through that, maybe I would have probably tried 89 00:04:08,680 --> 00:04:11,680 Speaker 1: something else. It might have invented something worse for later. 90 00:04:11,760 --> 00:04:14,040 Speaker 1: Correct And I don't try anythings, so for me to 91 00:04:14,120 --> 00:04:16,680 Speaker 1: try something, because it was my first time in Toronto, 92 00:04:17,440 --> 00:04:20,280 Speaker 1: they had just legalized weed out there ship so we 93 00:04:20,279 --> 00:04:22,240 Speaker 1: was on the street. I smoked the whole split by 94 00:04:22,240 --> 00:04:27,280 Speaker 1: myself and in half an hour after the room, like 95 00:04:27,800 --> 00:04:31,560 Speaker 1: I can't really see because I can't smell if I 96 00:04:31,680 --> 00:04:33,720 Speaker 1: take more. I'm gonna tell you I smelled with withhis 97 00:04:33,760 --> 00:04:38,920 Speaker 1: Khalifa one time. Yeah, I didn't. We were doing lip service, 98 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:40,760 Speaker 1: and you know, I was like, all right, I'm gonna 99 00:04:40,760 --> 00:04:43,760 Speaker 1: take to put that. Those two pols was enough for me. 100 00:04:43,839 --> 00:04:46,320 Speaker 1: Like I was done. I couldn't feel like that's different 101 00:04:46,360 --> 00:04:50,359 Speaker 1: kind of you know what it is? No, it's funny 102 00:04:50,360 --> 00:04:52,280 Speaker 1: how you said that, right, because the promoter that booked me, 103 00:04:52,800 --> 00:04:55,480 Speaker 1: he brought me to a whole like thing when they plant, 104 00:04:55,560 --> 00:04:57,440 Speaker 1: like they had all the weed stuff in there and 105 00:04:57,520 --> 00:04:59,200 Speaker 1: I had just put up a video on Instagram that 106 00:04:59,200 --> 00:05:01,359 Speaker 1: I'm about to get int and I really didn't I 107 00:05:01,560 --> 00:05:04,920 Speaker 1: want to get real. But for me, I'm a light smoker. 108 00:05:04,920 --> 00:05:07,000 Speaker 1: I'm like two puffs and put it back down and 109 00:05:07,040 --> 00:05:09,359 Speaker 1: you know, might do my music and just chill. I 110 00:05:09,440 --> 00:05:11,800 Speaker 1: smoked the whole spliff and that was a different type 111 00:05:11,839 --> 00:05:17,000 Speaker 1: of weed, Like that was the real stick good and 112 00:05:17,600 --> 00:05:21,520 Speaker 1: it was it was that was that was like was 113 00:05:21,720 --> 00:05:23,640 Speaker 1: not and it wasn't like, oh like they try to 114 00:05:23,640 --> 00:05:25,640 Speaker 1: do anything to it because I literally watched them like 115 00:05:26,400 --> 00:05:29,880 Speaker 1: take it from the thing. It's just my body reacted 116 00:05:29,920 --> 00:05:32,400 Speaker 1: to it. Yeah, my body was like what are you 117 00:05:32,400 --> 00:05:35,560 Speaker 1: trying to do? Like this is new? And then I 118 00:05:35,600 --> 00:05:37,839 Speaker 1: probably did too much, Like a smoked a spliff. Then 119 00:05:37,839 --> 00:05:40,040 Speaker 1: I ate a little piece of brownie and it's like, oh, 120 00:05:40,279 --> 00:05:42,240 Speaker 1: like you're trying to do new stuff. You feel my 121 00:05:42,360 --> 00:05:46,080 Speaker 1: focused like not smoking, super focused, super focused, Like I 122 00:05:46,080 --> 00:05:51,640 Speaker 1: don't have to do nothing drink because I drinking drinking. 123 00:05:52,040 --> 00:05:55,200 Speaker 1: Drinking for me used to be fun. Anything for me 124 00:05:55,279 --> 00:05:56,600 Speaker 1: when it comes to stuff like that could be fun 125 00:05:56,640 --> 00:05:58,000 Speaker 1: if you don't overdo it, you know what I mean? 126 00:05:58,560 --> 00:06:01,920 Speaker 1: Like you right now, you're chilling you. Yeah, I used 127 00:06:01,920 --> 00:06:03,880 Speaker 1: to overdo it. I'm not gonna lie. I used to 128 00:06:03,920 --> 00:06:06,800 Speaker 1: be so bad, but I got way better. I had 129 00:06:06,839 --> 00:06:12,400 Speaker 1: one bad experience lately, but I was celebrating. It doesn't count. 130 00:06:12,680 --> 00:06:14,839 Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell y'all, actually threw up in the uber. 131 00:06:15,320 --> 00:06:17,720 Speaker 1: This was in New Orleans. Yeah it was bad, but 132 00:06:17,760 --> 00:06:20,600 Speaker 1: I don't even remember it happening. And then because you 133 00:06:20,640 --> 00:06:25,320 Speaker 1: were not far going, the next day when I had 134 00:06:25,320 --> 00:06:27,000 Speaker 1: to call the uber to go to brunch, it was 135 00:06:27,040 --> 00:06:32,960 Speaker 1: the same uber. Know what does that happen? You know what? 136 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:35,640 Speaker 1: That guy wasn't mad because my friends were with me 137 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:37,400 Speaker 1: and they gave him so much money to clean his 138 00:06:37,480 --> 00:06:40,599 Speaker 1: car that he was like, he was like, okay, yeah, 139 00:06:40,600 --> 00:06:44,720 Speaker 1: you could throw up anytime you want anybody. You know. 140 00:06:44,760 --> 00:06:46,440 Speaker 1: It was funny. I didn't realize it was the same 141 00:06:46,480 --> 00:06:48,640 Speaker 1: person until I got out and they told me, like, 142 00:06:48,680 --> 00:06:52,320 Speaker 1: you know that was the same driver. Oh my god. 143 00:06:52,640 --> 00:06:54,840 Speaker 1: But I feel like we've all had some, you know 144 00:06:55,040 --> 00:06:57,400 Speaker 1: experiences where you know how many times I said, I'm 145 00:06:57,440 --> 00:06:59,040 Speaker 1: gonna give this up. But it wasn't as bad as 146 00:06:59,120 --> 00:07:00,640 Speaker 1: you know, I know, you ended up in the hospital. 147 00:07:00,680 --> 00:07:02,320 Speaker 1: I think that's what it is. Like. I've never had 148 00:07:02,400 --> 00:07:06,479 Speaker 1: like um and this may sound like like I'm perfect, 149 00:07:06,480 --> 00:07:09,039 Speaker 1: which I'm not. I've never had any bad experience like 150 00:07:09,080 --> 00:07:11,520 Speaker 1: you know, people like I've been through some that spurts 151 00:07:11,600 --> 00:07:15,960 Speaker 1: years that I never had. That's what my mom was like, 152 00:07:16,040 --> 00:07:18,640 Speaker 1: you know, she was happy that that happened because it's 153 00:07:18,680 --> 00:07:21,520 Speaker 1: like at least I get to to know, like, you know, 154 00:07:21,720 --> 00:07:23,760 Speaker 1: like a little might have been terrified when you when 155 00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:25,560 Speaker 1: she found yeah, you know, I'm Jamaican. To my whole 156 00:07:25,560 --> 00:07:30,000 Speaker 1: family was like, jeez, that's Christ God, James, like we 157 00:07:30,120 --> 00:07:33,200 Speaker 1: got like that was it. Like I was going through 158 00:07:33,240 --> 00:07:38,080 Speaker 1: some stuff, like my mother was praying the Holy Water down. 159 00:07:38,120 --> 00:07:44,080 Speaker 1: It's just anxiety, all right. Ges here, Jez actually stopped, 160 00:07:44,160 --> 00:07:46,600 Speaker 1: you know when he has something crazy. So g just 161 00:07:46,640 --> 00:07:49,880 Speaker 1: told me that she stopped drinking not that long ago, 162 00:07:49,960 --> 00:07:51,840 Speaker 1: and she's gonna tell us about what just happened to her. 163 00:07:51,840 --> 00:07:54,720 Speaker 1: It wasn't that long ago. So I believe in moderation, 164 00:07:55,000 --> 00:08:06,800 Speaker 1: good timing. How let's see, no hugs. You didn't got time? Yeah, 165 00:08:06,800 --> 00:08:10,280 Speaker 1: so you gave up drinking just recently, Gigi. Yes, So 166 00:08:10,320 --> 00:08:14,480 Speaker 1: what happened? I blacked out. I got so drunk that 167 00:08:15,880 --> 00:08:19,880 Speaker 1: I realized how drunk I was and knew that it 168 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:22,800 Speaker 1: was time for me to leave the club. So um, 169 00:08:22,840 --> 00:08:25,240 Speaker 1: I called my guy and I'm like he's like, not 170 00:08:25,320 --> 00:08:27,280 Speaker 1: too far from where I'm at, So I'm like, I 171 00:08:27,320 --> 00:08:29,000 Speaker 1: want to come there instead of driving all the way 172 00:08:29,040 --> 00:08:32,760 Speaker 1: home because he was gonna drive. Well, I did drive around, 173 00:08:32,800 --> 00:08:34,640 Speaker 1: like around the corner, but I live you know how 174 00:08:34,640 --> 00:08:36,600 Speaker 1: far I lived from the city. So I'm like, I 175 00:08:36,600 --> 00:08:39,800 Speaker 1: don't want to drive all the way home. So I 176 00:08:39,880 --> 00:08:41,800 Speaker 1: called him and luckily he was like, right around the corner. 177 00:08:41,800 --> 00:08:43,560 Speaker 1: So I drove around the corner. But I do not 178 00:08:43,600 --> 00:08:47,559 Speaker 1: remember leaving the club. I don't remember driving, parking anything. 179 00:08:47,559 --> 00:08:50,800 Speaker 1: I don't remember. I threw up, I took I took 180 00:08:50,880 --> 00:08:53,560 Speaker 1: multiple showers. I threw up. I was crying and like 181 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:55,280 Speaker 1: he told me everything the next day. I don't remember 182 00:08:55,320 --> 00:08:58,520 Speaker 1: any of it. And that's scary. What if I drove home. 183 00:08:59,360 --> 00:09:01,800 Speaker 1: I was by my up. They if you drove around 184 00:09:01,800 --> 00:09:03,600 Speaker 1: the corner and something something happen, but if you killed, 185 00:09:04,120 --> 00:09:07,800 Speaker 1: that's what I was killed myself anything. My people who 186 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:11,240 Speaker 1: I was with told me that. When I walked out 187 00:09:11,280 --> 00:09:13,400 Speaker 1: of the club, they were like, are you good? And 188 00:09:13,440 --> 00:09:15,560 Speaker 1: I said yeah. They said a guy was welcomed me 189 00:09:15,600 --> 00:09:17,840 Speaker 1: to my car and it was actually my cousin and 190 00:09:17,880 --> 00:09:19,880 Speaker 1: she was like, you're good. You need me to walk 191 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:21,600 Speaker 1: into your car, And I'm like, whoever this guy was. 192 00:09:21,640 --> 00:09:24,440 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, my HOMEBOYLA gonna walk me. I have 193 00:09:24,520 --> 00:09:27,079 Speaker 1: no idea who that person was. Now, clearly I knew 194 00:09:27,160 --> 00:09:29,320 Speaker 1: him because I told my cousin I was fine. I 195 00:09:29,360 --> 00:09:31,600 Speaker 1: cannot to this day. This was two months ago. I 196 00:09:31,640 --> 00:09:34,160 Speaker 1: still cannot remember. I don't even remember walking out the club, 197 00:09:34,200 --> 00:09:35,800 Speaker 1: so I don't even know who walked me to the club. 198 00:09:36,280 --> 00:09:39,000 Speaker 1: I mean to the car. So even from that moment 199 00:09:39,040 --> 00:09:41,160 Speaker 1: on that person, I'm in my car, I got on jewelry, 200 00:09:41,200 --> 00:09:43,800 Speaker 1: I bag, I got. You know, he could have robbed me, 201 00:09:43,880 --> 00:09:45,800 Speaker 1: raped me, killed me. He could have right and you 202 00:09:45,800 --> 00:09:47,320 Speaker 1: know I had my gun. He could have used it 203 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:51,800 Speaker 1: against me. But it's crazy, that's scary. And I didn't 204 00:09:51,840 --> 00:09:54,320 Speaker 1: even feel like I drank that much. But it was 205 00:09:54,360 --> 00:09:56,520 Speaker 1: my friend's birthday. It was a day party. Think somebody 206 00:09:56,520 --> 00:10:00,880 Speaker 1: put something in your drink. Maybe I'm not now. Sometimes 207 00:10:00,880 --> 00:10:02,360 Speaker 1: you be having so much fun to it that you 208 00:10:02,440 --> 00:10:06,439 Speaker 1: go over your limits. Yea, and I know about it 209 00:10:06,520 --> 00:10:12,480 Speaker 1: and eat a lot high and that's but you bally 210 00:10:12,720 --> 00:10:15,760 Speaker 1: have not. I had a glass of champagne since then. 211 00:10:15,880 --> 00:10:19,920 Speaker 1: I'm saying two months, yeah, moderation, Well listen, I'm glad 212 00:10:19,960 --> 00:10:23,440 Speaker 1: you're all are both to here with us ship. But 213 00:10:23,559 --> 00:10:26,360 Speaker 1: you know that is true for anybody listening. Like, just 214 00:10:26,480 --> 00:10:28,439 Speaker 1: whatever you do, do it in moderation. Always make sure 215 00:10:28,440 --> 00:10:30,120 Speaker 1: you watch your drink. Go to the bar and get 216 00:10:30,120 --> 00:10:32,440 Speaker 1: it yourself. If somebody offers you a drink, make sure 217 00:10:32,480 --> 00:10:34,480 Speaker 1: you go and get it and order it yourself. Take 218 00:10:34,520 --> 00:10:36,920 Speaker 1: it straight from the bartender. Make sure you have people 219 00:10:36,920 --> 00:10:38,920 Speaker 1: you love around you. If you see your girl looking 220 00:10:38,960 --> 00:10:42,240 Speaker 1: like she's not quite right. These are great drinking tips. 221 00:10:42,320 --> 00:10:46,400 Speaker 1: And yeah, and don't try nothing new that your body 222 00:10:46,440 --> 00:10:49,640 Speaker 1: is not used to. Right. Don't stay away from edibles. 223 00:10:49,679 --> 00:10:52,680 Speaker 1: I smoked weed. I've been smoking weed since I ain't 224 00:10:52,679 --> 00:10:56,800 Speaker 1: even I'm not even gonna say how young, because I'm 225 00:10:56,800 --> 00:10:59,800 Speaker 1: not gonna lie my brother. My brother makes my edibles 226 00:10:59,800 --> 00:11:01,840 Speaker 1: from me, so he knows that I only could do 227 00:11:01,880 --> 00:11:04,040 Speaker 1: a little bit. And those are the only edibles I 228 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:11,000 Speaker 1: really had from my brother. He's not that make them 229 00:11:11,000 --> 00:11:14,120 Speaker 1: strong enough, but they aren't. I had experience when I 230 00:11:14,160 --> 00:11:17,120 Speaker 1: was in San Francisco and I had these little watermelon 231 00:11:17,559 --> 00:11:23,120 Speaker 1: like rings. When I tell you, I was so hid 232 00:11:23,120 --> 00:11:25,360 Speaker 1: you eat. I don't know, but I know that I 233 00:11:25,360 --> 00:11:28,120 Speaker 1: had went to my hotel room and I was there 234 00:11:28,160 --> 00:11:30,199 Speaker 1: for something for Black Enterprise, which is even worse. And 235 00:11:30,240 --> 00:11:32,000 Speaker 1: everybody was in this hotel was a conference, but I 236 00:11:32,040 --> 00:11:34,240 Speaker 1: hosted a party while I was out there that had 237 00:11:34,240 --> 00:11:36,440 Speaker 1: nothing to do with the conference. And then my key 238 00:11:36,480 --> 00:11:38,120 Speaker 1: didn't work in the door. You know how you put 239 00:11:38,160 --> 00:11:39,880 Speaker 1: your key next to the phone and then it gets 240 00:11:39,960 --> 00:11:43,960 Speaker 1: you activated. So I couldn't literally could not go back downstairs, 241 00:11:44,040 --> 00:11:49,720 Speaker 1: like and I fell asleep. Fortunately my friend Paris was 242 00:11:49,760 --> 00:11:51,680 Speaker 1: with me, so she went and like she but she 243 00:11:51,840 --> 00:11:53,520 Speaker 1: was like, I didn't want anybody to see you that 244 00:11:53,600 --> 00:11:56,040 Speaker 1: was going to be at the carry. And that was 245 00:11:56,679 --> 00:11:59,360 Speaker 1: because you know, a lightweight when it comes to you 246 00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:03,320 Speaker 1: don't do th HC do that. You don't do that, 247 00:12:03,559 --> 00:12:06,160 Speaker 1: But I do th HC. I smoke weed a lot 248 00:12:06,360 --> 00:12:09,559 Speaker 1: and had a bulls. I'm gone, I'm in another planet. 249 00:12:09,640 --> 00:12:12,040 Speaker 1: It's a different hunt in affect your body differently. Yeah, 250 00:12:12,080 --> 00:12:16,800 Speaker 1: it's a different hunh. Yeah. It goes straight where we 251 00:12:17,040 --> 00:12:20,079 Speaker 1: go through your lungs and then into your system. But 252 00:12:20,640 --> 00:12:23,880 Speaker 1: edibles you eat it and digest it in it processes. 253 00:12:24,600 --> 00:12:27,280 Speaker 1: It's like a whole different drugs. I feel like mushrooms 254 00:12:27,480 --> 00:12:31,520 Speaker 1: it's I do like yeah, shrooms, it's um. It's just 255 00:12:31,600 --> 00:12:33,720 Speaker 1: like all of these things. I don't do any of 256 00:12:33,760 --> 00:12:41,120 Speaker 1: these things. Good. Yeah, that wanted me that. Then I 257 00:12:41,200 --> 00:12:50,240 Speaker 1: was like yeah, response, like, let me tell you something. 258 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:52,960 Speaker 1: I've had some amazing times of shrooms. I'm not gonna lie, 259 00:12:53,600 --> 00:12:56,040 Speaker 1: but everything. I feel like, if you're gonna do something, 260 00:12:56,080 --> 00:12:59,480 Speaker 1: you just do a little bit, just a little bit. 261 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:02,600 Speaker 1: Who takes so much shrooms? They'll eat like they'll give 262 00:13:02,640 --> 00:13:04,240 Speaker 1: a don't give me a pack and they'll be like, 263 00:13:04,280 --> 00:13:06,480 Speaker 1: here's my pack and here's yours, and I'll take a 264 00:13:06,520 --> 00:13:09,600 Speaker 1: little sprinkle baby does and they take the whole thing, 265 00:13:09,679 --> 00:13:11,480 Speaker 1: wrap it up in a fruit, roll up, eat all 266 00:13:11,520 --> 00:13:16,160 Speaker 1: of it. I'm like, you're gonna die. But that's a 267 00:13:16,200 --> 00:13:19,080 Speaker 1: perfect place to do. Those people abuse it though, when 268 00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:28,120 Speaker 1: you abuse something, Can we come to the horse farm? 269 00:13:28,240 --> 00:13:30,600 Speaker 1: You can't do shrooms on the horse farm? Okay. I 270 00:13:30,600 --> 00:13:32,520 Speaker 1: feel like that's the you're supposed to be like in nature, 271 00:13:32,640 --> 00:13:35,440 Speaker 1: and I think it would be nice. Well, let me see, 272 00:13:35,480 --> 00:13:40,920 Speaker 1: we haven't we have morn enough space. I'm sure that 273 00:13:40,960 --> 00:13:44,559 Speaker 1: you can find, you know, a big enough space that 274 00:13:44,600 --> 00:13:48,600 Speaker 1: you could just I want to do ayahuasca, but that's 275 00:13:48,600 --> 00:13:50,720 Speaker 1: a whole different conversation and shamon and all of that 276 00:13:50,760 --> 00:13:56,120 Speaker 1: stuff different. I want to do that conversation. But I 277 00:13:56,120 --> 00:14:00,320 Speaker 1: don't even know, Like I don't even know. It's like 278 00:14:00,320 --> 00:14:02,240 Speaker 1: a whole thing that people do. But it's like a 279 00:14:02,360 --> 00:14:05,719 Speaker 1: spiritual experience, yeah, where you have to have like a 280 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:08,560 Speaker 1: shaman with you. And then people say it's really like 281 00:14:09,160 --> 00:14:12,600 Speaker 1: life changing. Yeah, life changing. But that is scary because 282 00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:13,960 Speaker 1: I don't know if I want to change my life, 283 00:14:14,080 --> 00:14:16,000 Speaker 1: because but if it changes and be worse, you know, 284 00:14:16,160 --> 00:14:18,000 Speaker 1: and you like go to Peru when you get on 285 00:14:18,040 --> 00:14:20,880 Speaker 1: a kayak and you go to this place of stranded 286 00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:24,000 Speaker 1: island and you do it in a group, it's crazy. Yeah, 287 00:14:24,040 --> 00:14:26,040 Speaker 1: but the better have like some kind of if something 288 00:14:26,080 --> 00:14:29,560 Speaker 1: goes wrong, it's not that's why they have so much shaman, right, Yeah, 289 00:14:29,680 --> 00:14:37,560 Speaker 1: and isn't a medical somebody? But you, yeah, plant in 290 00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:40,400 Speaker 1: the middle of nowhere. I don't think that. Yeah, I 291 00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:44,440 Speaker 1: plant medals. It's like you can't die here. Well you 292 00:14:44,520 --> 00:14:53,000 Speaker 1: think you never know? Now for her celebrity, you had 293 00:14:53,040 --> 00:14:58,680 Speaker 1: this song about broke boys. Right now, Has anybody here 294 00:14:58,720 --> 00:15:03,840 Speaker 1: ever dated a broke boy? What do you mean by broken? 295 00:15:06,360 --> 00:15:15,360 Speaker 1: I don't know what question. I have broken broken the 296 00:15:15,440 --> 00:15:19,200 Speaker 1: ones with the only he used to be a millionaire? 297 00:15:19,320 --> 00:15:25,520 Speaker 1: Nine has only a couple of hundred broke, never had it, 298 00:15:26,200 --> 00:15:29,960 Speaker 1: don't lived with his mom, wifely a project, you know, 299 00:15:30,920 --> 00:15:37,760 Speaker 1: day black day, making no money, don't take it his kids. No, No, 300 00:15:38,160 --> 00:15:40,440 Speaker 1: you get married for a lot of time, I think, 301 00:15:40,480 --> 00:15:42,960 Speaker 1: but I think, well I did date before I got married, 302 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:46,000 Speaker 1: I know. But you know, I guess my my very 303 00:15:46,080 --> 00:15:51,280 Speaker 1: first boyfriend, I think, very very first was this though 304 00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:57,360 Speaker 1: it was what broke Yeah, exactly, you were probably a 305 00:15:57,360 --> 00:16:03,560 Speaker 1: little broken out. Yeah, okay, I will say that since 306 00:16:03,600 --> 00:16:06,360 Speaker 1: I well, when I was single, because I'm not saying 307 00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:08,480 Speaker 1: any more, but during the time that I was single 308 00:16:08,520 --> 00:16:11,880 Speaker 1: these past couple of years, I was dating the Sky 309 00:16:12,000 --> 00:16:15,480 Speaker 1: and I thought that he was doing better than he 310 00:16:15,520 --> 00:16:19,640 Speaker 1: actually was. How did you find and um, you know 311 00:16:19,680 --> 00:16:23,920 Speaker 1: if from just spending time around him? Um? Yeah, he 312 00:16:24,080 --> 00:16:28,000 Speaker 1: liked nothing wrong with Airbnb, but like, like I feel 313 00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:31,200 Speaker 1: like he was supplementing his lifestyle by renting out his 314 00:16:31,280 --> 00:16:36,160 Speaker 1: mansion on Airbnb, and like, will you go out? I mean, 315 00:16:36,200 --> 00:16:39,000 Speaker 1: you know, Atlanta mansion is you know, mansion Atlanta and 316 00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:42,240 Speaker 1: then you can go with five thousand square feet. That's um. 317 00:16:42,280 --> 00:16:44,200 Speaker 1: But you know I said that because that's like you know, 318 00:16:44,920 --> 00:16:49,080 Speaker 1: quote quote unquote mention, right, And we went we went 319 00:16:49,080 --> 00:16:53,720 Speaker 1: out a couple of times and um, I'm gonna say this, 320 00:16:53,960 --> 00:17:00,440 Speaker 1: I was digmatized at first, right, so good it right, 321 00:17:00,560 --> 00:17:02,560 Speaker 1: it was I hadn't had any in a while and 322 00:17:02,600 --> 00:17:06,400 Speaker 1: it's good and you know, and it was nice. Um, 323 00:17:06,440 --> 00:17:08,080 Speaker 1: but we went out a couple of times and he 324 00:17:08,160 --> 00:17:11,399 Speaker 1: was just like you know, cheap and just and then 325 00:17:11,440 --> 00:17:15,080 Speaker 1: one time I noticed like he had all this jewelry 326 00:17:15,119 --> 00:17:18,920 Speaker 1: on was it was like no, it was very outdated 327 00:17:19,400 --> 00:17:24,560 Speaker 1: and it was like diamonds. He didn't even take it 328 00:17:24,600 --> 00:17:28,320 Speaker 1: to the I got in his car and like the 329 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:32,760 Speaker 1: interior seat was like ripped, like that's something that you 330 00:17:32,800 --> 00:17:35,719 Speaker 1: would get fixed, you know, like if you rip and 331 00:17:35,880 --> 00:17:37,640 Speaker 1: you can tell it wasn't just like a tear like 332 00:17:37,800 --> 00:17:39,639 Speaker 1: something happened. You can tell it was like an old 333 00:17:39,840 --> 00:17:44,520 Speaker 1: rip that right, And it's just like, well he had 334 00:17:44,560 --> 00:17:46,679 Speaker 1: a car, you ain't really got it like high. But 335 00:17:46,720 --> 00:17:51,240 Speaker 1: he was like putting on like you know because ballplayers. 336 00:17:51,280 --> 00:17:54,320 Speaker 1: So he's putting on one of the massage ball things 337 00:17:54,359 --> 00:17:59,240 Speaker 1: on the seat over the seat and yeah, I don't know, 338 00:17:59,400 --> 00:18:02,719 Speaker 1: but I had to stopped, like he had to just 339 00:18:02,760 --> 00:18:07,560 Speaker 1: like stopped dealing with hiding. I just had to just 340 00:18:08,160 --> 00:18:10,280 Speaker 1: come on because you really don't know what a person 341 00:18:10,359 --> 00:18:12,879 Speaker 1: got to, you know. It was I realized that I 342 00:18:12,920 --> 00:18:14,600 Speaker 1: saw the other type of women and he was like 343 00:18:14,640 --> 00:18:16,719 Speaker 1: posting and like being around. And I was just like 344 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:18,680 Speaker 1: he was posting other women while he was with you. 345 00:18:18,760 --> 00:18:21,840 Speaker 1: We weired like exclusive. He was just but posting other 346 00:18:21,840 --> 00:18:25,200 Speaker 1: women like not like this my girl, but just like 347 00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:27,920 Speaker 1: having like people around. You know, like you're around, but 348 00:18:27,960 --> 00:18:30,800 Speaker 1: you can tell when you're around certain type of situations 349 00:18:30,800 --> 00:18:32,760 Speaker 1: that that's put you into. So I'm just like, but 350 00:18:32,800 --> 00:18:34,760 Speaker 1: you ain't paying for ship though you're not about that, 351 00:18:34,920 --> 00:18:36,720 Speaker 1: of course not. But I'm like, you're not about to 352 00:18:36,720 --> 00:18:39,280 Speaker 1: have me in the same categories. Oh, I've been one 353 00:18:39,280 --> 00:18:41,679 Speaker 1: of these. I've been one A broke guy I have 354 00:18:41,880 --> 00:18:46,439 Speaker 1: when I was a teenager. That don't count Stephanie's broke. No. No, 355 00:18:46,560 --> 00:18:49,119 Speaker 1: he was older than me though he was already like 356 00:18:49,280 --> 00:18:55,239 Speaker 1: I was like eighteen, and he was like okay, and 357 00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:57,160 Speaker 1: I was like paying for him to stay in the room. 358 00:18:57,359 --> 00:19:04,159 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I I've told this story before that count. 359 00:19:04,880 --> 00:19:06,320 Speaker 1: You know. When when I was high school, I did 360 00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:08,119 Speaker 1: a guy who was broken. I used to have to 361 00:19:08,280 --> 00:19:10,280 Speaker 1: bring him like a bagel or pizza because I didn't 362 00:19:10,280 --> 00:19:13,320 Speaker 1: have no money. Either. Really I was. But you know 363 00:19:13,480 --> 00:19:16,959 Speaker 1: it's funny because his parents were from Jamaica, and so 364 00:19:17,080 --> 00:19:20,480 Speaker 1: they would leave he was a Jamaican, he was Jamaican parents, 365 00:19:20,880 --> 00:19:24,480 Speaker 1: I mean, but they would leave and go to Jamaica 366 00:19:24,520 --> 00:19:27,040 Speaker 1: and leave him in the house for like months, right, 367 00:19:27,080 --> 00:19:29,199 Speaker 1: And they were leaving her very door, so he was 368 00:19:29,240 --> 00:19:31,600 Speaker 1: never allowed to go in their bedroom. And they would 369 00:19:31,640 --> 00:19:33,720 Speaker 1: leave him with no money, and he would be like starving. 370 00:19:34,440 --> 00:19:40,879 Speaker 1: Oh my god. We were in high school and I 371 00:19:40,880 --> 00:19:43,080 Speaker 1: would bring him like a slice of pizza. He would devour. 372 00:19:43,720 --> 00:19:50,440 Speaker 1: Didn't know what I mean. Look, usually people's parents would 373 00:19:50,480 --> 00:19:52,280 Speaker 1: like me. His parents would be like I would call 374 00:19:52,359 --> 00:19:55,720 Speaker 1: his house and I'd be like, how can I talk 375 00:19:55,760 --> 00:19:58,560 Speaker 1: to Nigel? And they would be like, did you call 376 00:19:58,600 --> 00:20:00,320 Speaker 1: her and hang out? I was like no, they would 377 00:20:00,359 --> 00:20:04,080 Speaker 1: just hang up on me. I feed your child. Let 378 00:20:04,160 --> 00:20:09,840 Speaker 1: me talk to him. I feed your child. You're not here. 379 00:20:09,920 --> 00:20:13,359 Speaker 1: I'm taking care of your child. I don't handed out 380 00:20:13,359 --> 00:20:17,360 Speaker 1: your responsibility. So I didn't tell us your broke boys story. Okay, 381 00:20:17,440 --> 00:20:21,520 Speaker 1: So I actually I'm going to count this one because 382 00:20:22,480 --> 00:20:24,640 Speaker 1: I was at the beginning of my career and I 383 00:20:24,680 --> 00:20:26,960 Speaker 1: was in a band at the time, a band called 384 00:20:26,960 --> 00:20:32,959 Speaker 1: Square one, and we had just kinda started to do 385 00:20:33,040 --> 00:20:36,359 Speaker 1: some touring and stuff. But I had already you know, 386 00:20:36,400 --> 00:20:39,640 Speaker 1: I was already working. I was already making money. We 387 00:20:39,640 --> 00:20:43,719 Speaker 1: were performing, like on the circuit in Barbados, So I 388 00:20:43,800 --> 00:20:45,800 Speaker 1: was starting, you know, I have my own money and stuff, 389 00:20:46,520 --> 00:20:50,160 Speaker 1: and list gay he was. He was really cute. Of course, 390 00:20:50,359 --> 00:20:54,359 Speaker 1: of course it was cute. He had temples, dark skin, 391 00:20:55,320 --> 00:20:59,360 Speaker 1: you know, all of that. It was real. And so 392 00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:05,240 Speaker 1: we got to get other and actually he took my virginity. Yeah, 393 00:21:05,240 --> 00:21:09,800 Speaker 1: it was it was that like was he gentle? Was 394 00:21:09,840 --> 00:21:13,360 Speaker 1: it didn't? Did you love it? No? No? He used 395 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:18,879 Speaker 1: rough writer condoms, rough writers or rough Yeah, so it 396 00:21:18,920 --> 00:21:21,440 Speaker 1: was it was there like textured, right, yes, they are. 397 00:21:21,560 --> 00:21:25,040 Speaker 1: It's like rough toilet paper. Yeah. So after like after 398 00:21:25,119 --> 00:21:27,240 Speaker 1: the first couple of times, I was like, all right, 399 00:21:27,440 --> 00:21:31,080 Speaker 1: you need to change this because this cap on them 400 00:21:31,080 --> 00:21:35,720 Speaker 1: all because yeah, no, so did he go down on you? 401 00:21:35,720 --> 00:21:39,720 Speaker 1: You just I can't remember, because you know that's what 402 00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:42,720 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, So it could be better. 403 00:21:42,840 --> 00:21:50,440 Speaker 1: I was trying, right exactly, making man God blessed. Yeah yeah, 404 00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:55,200 Speaker 1: yeah yeah. But as I said, so when we would 405 00:21:55,200 --> 00:21:57,159 Speaker 1: go we would actually come here to New York, you know, 406 00:21:57,240 --> 00:21:59,680 Speaker 1: to come to perform and so on, and he would 407 00:21:59,680 --> 00:22:01,879 Speaker 1: be like, you know, can you bring me aback some converse, 408 00:22:02,240 --> 00:22:04,639 Speaker 1: and can you bring me back some gene and you 409 00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:08,399 Speaker 1: can bring back this and a cup of coffee at 410 00:22:08,480 --> 00:22:14,080 Speaker 1: day you can have a boy. And I'm thinking to myself, like, 411 00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:17,320 Speaker 1: you know, after like the first couple of times, I'm like, 412 00:22:18,440 --> 00:22:21,960 Speaker 1: but wait, you ain't giving me no money. I was 413 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:26,439 Speaker 1: supposed to take money that I have to buy ship 414 00:22:26,600 --> 00:22:30,760 Speaker 1: for you. And the other thing was that he didn't 415 00:22:30,800 --> 00:22:35,320 Speaker 1: have any ambition. I found that he didn't have any ambition. 416 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:37,359 Speaker 1: Like he told me, you know, he wanted to be 417 00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:40,320 Speaker 1: an architect. He had a friend that was an architect 418 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:43,080 Speaker 1: where he could have gotten like you know, some experience 419 00:22:43,119 --> 00:22:45,760 Speaker 1: and so on. He just never took it on. He 420 00:22:45,840 --> 00:22:48,639 Speaker 1: was and I was like, you know what, this is 421 00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:52,480 Speaker 1: not working because my star was on the rice and 422 00:22:52,560 --> 00:22:55,680 Speaker 1: I was working towards what I wanted. I was working 423 00:22:55,680 --> 00:22:59,520 Speaker 1: towards my passion. And then on top of that, you're 424 00:22:59,600 --> 00:23:10,560 Speaker 1: jealous us. Yeah, yeah, okay, so you don't want to 425 00:23:10,600 --> 00:23:12,600 Speaker 1: but he talked to me when we perform and then 426 00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:16,040 Speaker 1: performing any club, as soon as I finished the first set, 427 00:23:16,040 --> 00:23:17,439 Speaker 1: I have to go and stand up next to him, 428 00:23:17,480 --> 00:23:19,680 Speaker 1: I have to be with him. Anybody that comes out 429 00:23:19,720 --> 00:23:22,160 Speaker 1: to me, who's he? Do you know he from? While 430 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:24,280 Speaker 1: he hugging you up? Blah blah blah blah blah. And 431 00:23:24,320 --> 00:23:27,800 Speaker 1: I'm I'm picturing all these questions with the converse on 432 00:23:31,440 --> 00:23:34,720 Speaker 1: and I'm like, after what he was like, oh, you 433 00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:37,200 Speaker 1: know you're gonna get popular and you're not gonna want 434 00:23:37,240 --> 00:23:40,440 Speaker 1: me around blah blah blah. Yeah, you spoke that ship 435 00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:44,760 Speaker 1: into existence. Because he got on my last nerve. I 436 00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:47,560 Speaker 1: was like, you know this here, this count this can't 437 00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:53,400 Speaker 1: work no more. It's curious, so unattractive. It couldn't. And 438 00:23:53,440 --> 00:23:56,639 Speaker 1: as I said, I was young. It was eighteen nineteen twenty, 439 00:23:57,600 --> 00:24:02,440 Speaker 1: and but I realized that was like, this is exactly 440 00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:06,120 Speaker 1: what you're saying is exactly what's gonna happen. Because if 441 00:24:06,160 --> 00:24:10,800 Speaker 1: you can't deal with me actually being here in Barbados, 442 00:24:11,840 --> 00:24:15,960 Speaker 1: being popular, growing and doing what what was gonna happen? 443 00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:20,000 Speaker 1: When I actually start to tour and you know, I 444 00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:25,119 Speaker 1: go for the more people know me and it's more popularity, 445 00:24:25,359 --> 00:24:30,880 Speaker 1: you would he would he would ask for Jordan's there 446 00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:34,920 Speaker 1: you go. It would be some Jordan's and some vans 447 00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:40,200 Speaker 1: and some you know, but yeah, that that that was. 448 00:24:40,359 --> 00:24:44,680 Speaker 1: That was That was very Did you ever value anything? Yeah, 449 00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:46,800 Speaker 1: he did. It always start off like that though. They 450 00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:51,560 Speaker 1: always buy you one thing. Yeah, they buy you one 451 00:24:51,600 --> 00:24:54,200 Speaker 1: thing and they know I'm gonna get and then remember 452 00:24:54,480 --> 00:24:57,679 Speaker 1: and then they don't remember it really well. Because he 453 00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:00,480 Speaker 1: bought me this little, um I think it was on 454 00:25:00,560 --> 00:25:04,639 Speaker 1: my birthday, this little jeans outfit or short skirt and 455 00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:08,200 Speaker 1: a jacket and stuff. It was magic here. Okay, Yeah, 456 00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:12,320 Speaker 1: it was really cute. And I decided that I was 457 00:25:12,359 --> 00:25:15,399 Speaker 1: gonna wear it for a performance that we had. Um 458 00:25:15,560 --> 00:25:16,880 Speaker 1: it was. It was one of It was a big 459 00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:19,399 Speaker 1: performance for us at day time, and I was like, 460 00:25:19,400 --> 00:25:22,720 Speaker 1: I'm gonna wear that outfit. And we got to the 461 00:25:22,760 --> 00:25:25,720 Speaker 1: place and he was there and he was like, what 462 00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:28,160 Speaker 1: are you doing? You can wear that up on the stitch. 463 00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:30,639 Speaker 1: I want you wearing out up on the stage. You 464 00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:34,600 Speaker 1: can't wear enough for people to see what I was 465 00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:42,959 Speaker 1: like in these with him exactly exactly that's what he felt. 466 00:25:43,119 --> 00:25:45,359 Speaker 1: And I was like, but no, why why would I 467 00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:48,119 Speaker 1: do that. It's a cute outfit. I look good in it. 468 00:25:48,160 --> 00:25:51,280 Speaker 1: I'm gonna we're on stage. You know, you be happy. 469 00:25:51,480 --> 00:25:53,720 Speaker 1: You should be happy that what you bought for me. 470 00:25:54,119 --> 00:25:57,160 Speaker 1: I feel happy enough, I'm proud enough to be able 471 00:25:57,200 --> 00:25:59,440 Speaker 1: to wear it and perform in it. But he was 472 00:25:59,520 --> 00:26:05,040 Speaker 1: the comple opposite, and that's why that relationship was never 473 00:26:05,080 --> 00:26:08,040 Speaker 1: gonna work. Couldn't. Yeah, for both of you. I can 474 00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,440 Speaker 1: imagine it's hard being in like the spotlight and having 475 00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:16,000 Speaker 1: to date somebody here. It's very hard. And I've never 476 00:26:16,040 --> 00:26:21,800 Speaker 1: seen you post nobody. You know what it is is 477 00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:26,000 Speaker 1: like in relationship, like I really take charge, you know, 478 00:26:26,680 --> 00:26:28,760 Speaker 1: like I'm really a boss and not to say it 479 00:26:28,800 --> 00:26:31,159 Speaker 1: like that, and like not in the controlling way, but 480 00:26:31,200 --> 00:26:33,280 Speaker 1: the boss isn't like I don't have to do none 481 00:26:33,280 --> 00:26:36,640 Speaker 1: of that ship Like if we rocking with each other 482 00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:38,760 Speaker 1: and you know what's up and I know what's up, 483 00:26:39,359 --> 00:26:42,080 Speaker 1: we don't gotta do that. I don't gotta post. You 484 00:26:42,160 --> 00:26:43,679 Speaker 1: don't gotta post me. If you forced me to post you, 485 00:26:43,680 --> 00:26:48,480 Speaker 1: I'm definitely never posting. So what if you take a 486 00:26:48,520 --> 00:26:51,960 Speaker 1: picture together and he posted like my boo, Well, I'm 487 00:26:51,960 --> 00:26:54,320 Speaker 1: gonna be honest with you, like, well, well, a female 488 00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:56,640 Speaker 1: probably could get away with that, because for anybody else 489 00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:59,480 Speaker 1: that knows I'm into girls, a female could get away 490 00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:01,919 Speaker 1: with that. But a dude, you could never do that. Okay, 491 00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:04,959 Speaker 1: why is that? I feel like for females like me 492 00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:07,760 Speaker 1: when it comes to relationship because I'm into females more 493 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:10,480 Speaker 1: a woman could get away more with doing something than 494 00:27:10,480 --> 00:27:13,040 Speaker 1: a dude, because I feel like dudes when they start 495 00:27:13,080 --> 00:27:15,520 Speaker 1: doing that, it's kind of like they own you, if 496 00:27:15,520 --> 00:27:21,400 Speaker 1: that makes sense to know my experience that I've had, 497 00:27:21,600 --> 00:27:24,280 Speaker 1: like dating dudes before, I haven't dated do in a 498 00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:26,560 Speaker 1: long time, and it would take probably like a different 499 00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:28,200 Speaker 1: type and they're gonna get me in that type of vibe. 500 00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:32,240 Speaker 1: But I feel like with dudes, I was always more controlled. Okay, 501 00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:35,239 Speaker 1: With females, I'm more like, as long as we know 502 00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:38,360 Speaker 1: what it is, that's it. See, I'm the exact opposite. 503 00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:41,480 Speaker 1: I want to be controlled. I want I want my 504 00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:43,199 Speaker 1: man to say control. I want him to tell me 505 00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:50,000 Speaker 1: what to eat, what to wear. I cannot be controlled with. 506 00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:54,040 Speaker 1: I cannot be controlled. I'm not gonna feel like in 507 00:27:54,119 --> 00:27:56,879 Speaker 1: my life like in my when it comes to the 508 00:27:56,920 --> 00:27:59,719 Speaker 1: way I take care of myself. At my life, like 509 00:27:59,840 --> 00:28:02,760 Speaker 1: I got so much control of it, you know, like 510 00:28:02,920 --> 00:28:06,440 Speaker 1: I I take you know, I'm very independent and you 511 00:28:06,480 --> 00:28:08,720 Speaker 1: know I take good care of myself. So when I'm 512 00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:11,600 Speaker 1: with a guy, it's like you want him to be 513 00:28:10,680 --> 00:28:13,200 Speaker 1: able to you. Can I get a boss please? Because 514 00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:15,080 Speaker 1: I don't got a boss. I need a boy. But 515 00:28:15,119 --> 00:28:18,160 Speaker 1: if he's like suck my toes, it depends on how 516 00:28:18,160 --> 00:28:24,080 Speaker 1: his feet are in case scenario, I don't expect to expect, 517 00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:27,560 Speaker 1: but you know, to each his own. Yeah. But I 518 00:28:27,560 --> 00:28:30,280 Speaker 1: feel like when it's like even like when me seeing 519 00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:32,879 Speaker 1: experience of other relationships around me and me being you know, 520 00:28:32,960 --> 00:28:35,199 Speaker 1: from the Caribbean, I feel like when relationships are like that, 521 00:28:35,280 --> 00:28:38,239 Speaker 1: it gets abusive. No, it does, because then it can 522 00:28:38,280 --> 00:28:40,680 Speaker 1: start telling you what to wear, like how to wear it, 523 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:44,680 Speaker 1: like what she went through, like how to dress like 524 00:28:44,800 --> 00:28:49,600 Speaker 1: I can't deal with that. I can't think it does, 525 00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:53,160 Speaker 1: like you, it does lean towards abusive. Should I like, 526 00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:58,400 Speaker 1: because I like to dress like crazy like yeah, no, no, 527 00:28:58,440 --> 00:28:59,880 Speaker 1: I might want to wear a shirt we want like 528 00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:04,280 Speaker 1: this is about I'm going to get a therap. You 529 00:29:04,320 --> 00:29:08,640 Speaker 1: guys eat issues. She wants somebody to bolt around because 530 00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:15,920 Speaker 1: nobody ever tells her what to do. She has you're 531 00:29:15,920 --> 00:29:18,840 Speaker 1: not gonna like it a problem and anybody trying to 532 00:29:18,880 --> 00:29:22,160 Speaker 1: tell me what to do, Like there's certain things I 533 00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:24,960 Speaker 1: don't mind like I'm a very catering person and I'm 534 00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:27,440 Speaker 1: like that with guys, and I'm like that with my friends, 535 00:29:27,520 --> 00:29:29,360 Speaker 1: Like if you come to my house, you know, I'm like, 536 00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:32,560 Speaker 1: I'll cook, I'll make drinks, I'll do whatever. I take 537 00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:34,800 Speaker 1: care of everything. I like playing trips, I like doing 538 00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:36,880 Speaker 1: all of that stuff. But I have a problem and 539 00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:39,920 Speaker 1: somebody's trying to tell me what to do, Like that's 540 00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:43,280 Speaker 1: an issue for me because yeah, and I don't like 541 00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:45,200 Speaker 1: that ship. I feel like my mom already told me 542 00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:47,200 Speaker 1: everything to do. I'll be looking at her like I'm 543 00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:49,960 Speaker 1: grown now, like you know, so she's still gonna tell 544 00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:55,080 Speaker 1: She's still gonna tell me. So somebody tell me what 545 00:29:55,120 --> 00:29:57,000 Speaker 1: to do, is that she will drive me crazy? Like 546 00:29:57,680 --> 00:30:00,440 Speaker 1: how does she feel about to liking women? I mean, 547 00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:04,600 Speaker 1: I'm very rebellious, So I didn't care because I know 548 00:30:04,760 --> 00:30:06,640 Speaker 1: culturally that's how I said a hard thing. Yeah, I 549 00:30:06,680 --> 00:30:09,800 Speaker 1: never cared about that culture ship Like I'm me, Like 550 00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:13,360 Speaker 1: I'm me, and I feel like I break all rules 551 00:30:13,480 --> 00:30:15,160 Speaker 1: like that's just And I've been like that since I 552 00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:16,480 Speaker 1: was a little girl, Like I was a little kid 553 00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:19,040 Speaker 1: that my mom would be whooping my ass and I 554 00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:21,720 Speaker 1: would still tell her the truth. Like while I'm getting 555 00:30:21,720 --> 00:30:23,040 Speaker 1: my ass, hope, I was still tell her how I 556 00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:25,200 Speaker 1: feel and not a disrespectful way, but just I was 557 00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:29,080 Speaker 1: always good at expressing myself right. But it's like cultural 558 00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:30,560 Speaker 1: happening to do with who you are, you know what 559 00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:32,480 Speaker 1: I mean, Like if you like something, that's what you like. 560 00:30:32,560 --> 00:30:34,160 Speaker 1: Now I agree with you on that, but I just 561 00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:36,240 Speaker 1: know how taboo it. And you know, of course and 562 00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:40,760 Speaker 1: evil with my mom, like um, because I was dating 563 00:30:40,760 --> 00:30:44,560 Speaker 1: my mom's best friend's son at the time, and she 564 00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:47,040 Speaker 1: loved that boy for me, like she was like good, 565 00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:50,320 Speaker 1: she was like it's like they was like putting us together, 566 00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:54,800 Speaker 1: like chill. She would push me like you know, like 567 00:30:54,880 --> 00:30:57,000 Speaker 1: not forcing, but like she that was what she wanted for. 568 00:30:57,680 --> 00:30:59,760 Speaker 1: And he was a good dude. He was very nice 569 00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:03,040 Speaker 1: to me, like you know, very controlling still like you know, 570 00:31:03,040 --> 00:31:06,479 Speaker 1: still want to boss you around and like that. And um, 571 00:31:06,520 --> 00:31:09,000 Speaker 1: I feel like my mom, like her being Caribbean, she 572 00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:11,960 Speaker 1: felt like I was too pretty, if that makes sense. 573 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:14,520 Speaker 1: In like their world, it's like if you like girls, 574 00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:16,200 Speaker 1: you're supposed to be a certain type of way, You're 575 00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:18,120 Speaker 1: supposed to look a certain type of way. You're not 576 00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:21,920 Speaker 1: supposed to be womanly. Im pretty. There you go, So 577 00:31:21,960 --> 00:31:24,960 Speaker 1: she understands. So I was very feminine, and I was 578 00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:27,400 Speaker 1: always with the pom pom shorts and the crop tops, 579 00:31:27,480 --> 00:31:28,960 Speaker 1: and you know, that's just who I was, even though 580 00:31:28,960 --> 00:31:31,720 Speaker 1: sometimes we dress tom Boys shoe. But she's always be 581 00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:35,800 Speaker 1: like why, like why and then every guy I would 582 00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:37,479 Speaker 1: trying to talk to me because I was very picky 583 00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:39,360 Speaker 1: with dudes. Like I was very picky with dues. And 584 00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:41,880 Speaker 1: I feel like that's because of, like, you know, growing 585 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:44,320 Speaker 1: up and seeing how my mom was and the type 586 00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:46,480 Speaker 1: of relationships that she get into and stuff like that, 587 00:31:46,640 --> 00:31:49,120 Speaker 1: or you know, just being around friends of family members. 588 00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:50,440 Speaker 1: I used to be like, I would never let this 589 00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:52,400 Speaker 1: nile do that ship to me, but I would never 590 00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:54,200 Speaker 1: let this person do me like that. So I was 591 00:31:54,360 --> 00:31:57,280 Speaker 1: very picky with dudes, but with females, it was just like, oh, whatever, 592 00:31:57,320 --> 00:32:00,360 Speaker 1: she's cute, Like I like her. She liked me. But 593 00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:04,560 Speaker 1: now my mom accepts she accept me for who I am. Right, 594 00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:07,400 Speaker 1: that's good. That's yeah, she accept me for when she knows, 595 00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:10,840 Speaker 1: like I'm gonna do what I want. I'm not mad 596 00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:13,480 Speaker 1: at that. That's good. I don't always tell people because 597 00:32:13,520 --> 00:32:15,440 Speaker 1: you know, we've heard a lot of people talk about Oh, 598 00:32:15,480 --> 00:32:17,640 Speaker 1: I wouldn't want my kid dada that, But no matter what, 599 00:32:17,640 --> 00:32:19,160 Speaker 1: you're gonna if you love your kid, you're gonna love 600 00:32:19,160 --> 00:32:21,720 Speaker 1: your kids no matter what. And everything is with like 601 00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:26,040 Speaker 1: you know principle and you know respect like who you 602 00:32:26,080 --> 00:32:27,680 Speaker 1: are don't have nothing to do with you not having 603 00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:30,600 Speaker 1: no respect or dignity for yourself, you know what I mean. 604 00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:32,720 Speaker 1: So it's kind of like how you go about certain 605 00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:36,840 Speaker 1: things too, right, And my mom knows, like I'm very 606 00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:39,280 Speaker 1: high class with everything that I do, like I have 607 00:32:39,320 --> 00:32:41,800 Speaker 1: respect for myself. You work hard, you'll be bussing your 608 00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:45,280 Speaker 1: ass now, Alice, and let's take it over to you. 609 00:32:45,560 --> 00:32:48,080 Speaker 1: It's ma'am because we heard your whole story on the 610 00:32:48,120 --> 00:32:51,320 Speaker 1: Breakfast Club about how you met your um now husband 611 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:53,920 Speaker 1: and got married and everything. Did your family like him 612 00:32:54,040 --> 00:33:03,360 Speaker 1: from the beginning? Mother? My mother loved from the beginning, UM, 613 00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:07,280 Speaker 1: because he you know, he is a really he's a 614 00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:10,840 Speaker 1: really good guy. He's very down to earth. He's very 615 00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:16,120 Speaker 1: hard working, UM. And when he when he got your back, 616 00:33:16,720 --> 00:33:22,520 Speaker 1: he got you all the way, no doubt whatsoever. UM. 617 00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:29,400 Speaker 1: And and he loves hard too, so he's very respectful, 618 00:33:30,120 --> 00:33:33,240 Speaker 1: you know. UM. With with my mom when she was 619 00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:37,440 Speaker 1: more active because now my mom has Parkinson's and she 620 00:33:37,520 --> 00:33:42,280 Speaker 1: has Alzheimer's and so she's, uh, she's in a very 621 00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:45,320 Speaker 1: good home where she's being taken care of and you know, 622 00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:48,800 Speaker 1: getting the care. But when she was active on Vibranton, 623 00:33:49,400 --> 00:33:53,400 Speaker 1: you know, um, there was nothing like, nothing like Edward 624 00:33:53,480 --> 00:33:57,680 Speaker 1: for her. Edward was the whole up and down cross 625 00:33:57,760 --> 00:34:01,480 Speaker 1: with everything like she really and my family and my 626 00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:05,320 Speaker 1: family um in Bristol, really really really well do you 627 00:34:05,360 --> 00:34:07,040 Speaker 1: think whoever yet with has to love you more than 628 00:34:07,080 --> 00:34:11,719 Speaker 1: you love them? Well? For me, yeah, yeah, yeah, for everybody? Yes, 629 00:34:11,760 --> 00:34:14,000 Speaker 1: what are you gonna? What do you think? I would 630 00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:17,920 Speaker 1: never love you more than you love me? Damn sign 631 00:34:19,200 --> 00:34:22,319 Speaker 1: It's like you're scared me. I love. No, It's just 632 00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:25,000 Speaker 1: that love is dangerous. My aunt got murdered at fifteen 633 00:34:25,040 --> 00:34:26,879 Speaker 1: years old. Oh god, I hope my son comes out 634 00:34:26,880 --> 00:34:28,520 Speaker 1: like you. My son is a cancer. I hope he's 635 00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:31,560 Speaker 1: like that, not sober. And that's just how I am. 636 00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:33,960 Speaker 1: Don't get me wrong. I love, but I would never 637 00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:35,960 Speaker 1: love you more than you love me. It's not happening. 638 00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:41,040 Speaker 1: Somebody you control it? Yeah, because you can tell you 639 00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:43,040 Speaker 1: how would you know you can tell somebody loves you more? 640 00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:47,200 Speaker 1: You can tell. You can definitely tells more than we 641 00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:52,320 Speaker 1: love them, you could tell. I think I've been both sides. 642 00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:54,200 Speaker 1: I've been with somebody who loved me more than I 643 00:34:54,239 --> 00:34:56,560 Speaker 1: loved them, and I've been with somebody that I love 644 00:34:56,640 --> 00:34:59,360 Speaker 1: more than that's the worst feeling, right, I've been with 645 00:34:58,920 --> 00:35:04,560 Speaker 1: the matter, and I have to say, Um, you both 646 00:35:04,600 --> 00:35:10,120 Speaker 1: didn't work out. So I think you're thinking about my 647 00:35:10,120 --> 00:35:14,200 Speaker 1: babous relationship and who loved each other more. So you're 648 00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:16,439 Speaker 1: thinking that, yeah, because I don't know. If he loved 649 00:35:16,480 --> 00:35:18,799 Speaker 1: me more than I loved him, you would know, like 650 00:35:18,920 --> 00:35:22,160 Speaker 1: you kind of it's like you feel it. I feel 651 00:35:22,200 --> 00:35:24,839 Speaker 1: like when you when you're in a relationship that um 652 00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:28,480 Speaker 1: you're you're when you're with somebody and they love you 653 00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:31,040 Speaker 1: more than you love them, they get on your nerves, 654 00:35:32,040 --> 00:35:35,640 Speaker 1: they get on your nerves. You know they're gonna get there. 655 00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:40,319 Speaker 1: It's like, oh my god, super jealous everything they Maybe 656 00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:44,360 Speaker 1: he did. You can get that feel like looking words, 657 00:35:44,400 --> 00:35:48,319 Speaker 1: maybe he did love me more. Super jealous. Yeah. And 658 00:35:48,320 --> 00:35:50,960 Speaker 1: then when you love somebody more and you're like worshiping them, 659 00:35:51,000 --> 00:35:56,799 Speaker 1: like oh oh, you can burp in my face. Yeah, 660 00:35:56,920 --> 00:36:00,399 Speaker 1: I clearly don't love nobody like Yeah, that's that's that's 661 00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:03,080 Speaker 1: what I feel like. It's burping your faces that would 662 00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:06,319 Speaker 1: make that would really make me break up with somebody. Yeah, 663 00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:09,239 Speaker 1: if you don't ever fart, if we're in a relationship, 664 00:36:09,280 --> 00:36:11,480 Speaker 1: that would not a great thing. That's a deal breaker 665 00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:16,239 Speaker 1: to definite breaking. I don't care. I don't know who 666 00:36:16,239 --> 00:36:21,680 Speaker 1: we are. That's not you can go to the bathroom exactly. Yeah, 667 00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:23,680 Speaker 1: it's just not okay. Like you know, some people get comfortable. 668 00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:27,279 Speaker 1: I remember telling no, you cannot fight by accident. You 669 00:36:27,239 --> 00:36:36,840 Speaker 1: cannot never that wasn't you cannot. I'm waking, I was. 670 00:36:38,160 --> 00:36:40,719 Speaker 1: I swear to God, I'll wake you up. I'm sleeping next, 671 00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:48,280 Speaker 1: I'm sleeping. Some people would try to act the sleeping 672 00:36:52,040 --> 00:36:55,680 Speaker 1: sleep be on purpose. It's ever gonna wake my ass 673 00:36:56,040 --> 00:36:58,799 Speaker 1: uh And I'm like, huh, You're like, what did you 674 00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:02,920 Speaker 1: just do? My mom? Did that to my stuff? Have 675 00:37:03,040 --> 00:37:05,040 Speaker 1: you ever had to fight during sex and then you 676 00:37:05,080 --> 00:37:07,200 Speaker 1: had to really hold the dash? It is so uncomfortable. 677 00:37:08,200 --> 00:37:10,640 Speaker 1: Nobody's eating you out and you gotta fight, and you're like, 678 00:37:10,680 --> 00:37:18,440 Speaker 1: oh my god, please not never happened to hen is different. 679 00:37:19,680 --> 00:37:22,880 Speaker 1: But I don't. I don't fart because I'm a girl 680 00:37:23,480 --> 00:37:32,040 Speaker 1: and girls, don't fart that that's mad lady, like you 681 00:37:29,800 --> 00:37:36,360 Speaker 1: want somebody just a foot forwarding. But I'm just saying, 682 00:37:36,760 --> 00:37:40,000 Speaker 1: I don't think if if you said you never had 683 00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:43,759 Speaker 1: to fight while he was getting you know, person you 684 00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:46,799 Speaker 1: have to do, it's gonna be a one and it's 685 00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:49,640 Speaker 1: just make a noise and you could act like you 686 00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:54,400 Speaker 1: could act like I hate, I hate would be a 687 00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:59,360 Speaker 1: fucking unsmelling if I was a person who has about 688 00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:08,920 Speaker 1: your word that had not ever happened to me. Girls, 689 00:38:08,719 --> 00:38:17,160 Speaker 1: it's so fake perfect whatever you fight, it topic a little. 690 00:38:17,320 --> 00:38:20,960 Speaker 1: You've never felt fart like of course, like in my life, like, 691 00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:25,520 Speaker 1: but you never had to, like you never felt like 692 00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:29,120 Speaker 1: a no way, right, you don't you don't want to 693 00:38:29,160 --> 00:38:34,800 Speaker 1: get your pussy a while you gotta gas, Like this 694 00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:38,799 Speaker 1: is terrible, terrible Sometimes people like they want to do 695 00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:40,480 Speaker 1: that to you and you're not even intended for it 696 00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:50,400 Speaker 1: to happen. And y'all just came from dinner. Yeah everything, 697 00:38:51,800 --> 00:39:02,960 Speaker 1: you know, I can't do that, larious, Listen. I just 698 00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:05,360 Speaker 1: want to say this was a really good, fun episode. 699 00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:06,920 Speaker 1: To be back. I know we're testing a lot of 700 00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:09,960 Speaker 1: serious things, but I love the fact that we were 701 00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:13,520 Speaker 1: able to like you know, have fun and talk about farting. 702 00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:20,960 Speaker 1: I don't know what you're talking about. See the farting that. 703 00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:25,239 Speaker 1: It's kind of like when you with somebody you don't 704 00:39:25,239 --> 00:39:29,200 Speaker 1: really want to know, should be private. And that's how 705 00:39:29,239 --> 00:39:30,880 Speaker 1: I don't have a girl. Don't call me the bathroom 706 00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:34,120 Speaker 1: to watch you take a ship. That's people love you 707 00:39:34,160 --> 00:39:37,680 Speaker 1: more than you love them because when you let somebody. Yeah, 708 00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:39,879 Speaker 1: I don't even want to spell my mom. She said 709 00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:42,359 Speaker 1: you never had your eyes. Didn't happens like you've been 710 00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:44,160 Speaker 1: in the back. You don't mind with me, but I 711 00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:47,000 Speaker 1: mind with him? Right, you don't mind with you? Yeah, 712 00:39:47,040 --> 00:39:52,160 Speaker 1: he don't mind, but I'm uncomfortable love him still side. 713 00:39:53,239 --> 00:39:54,920 Speaker 1: I don't want to see your ship. I don't want 714 00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:57,000 Speaker 1: to see your boogers. I don't want to see some 715 00:39:57,080 --> 00:39:59,279 Speaker 1: things in your eyes. When you wake up, you go 716 00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:04,839 Speaker 1: for your face. You gotta just do certain things. Don't 717 00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:08,040 Speaker 1: talk to me when you were like, don't don't kiss me, 718 00:40:08,040 --> 00:40:14,160 Speaker 1: and even it's not happy. Yeah, that I don't want 719 00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:15,759 Speaker 1: to smell though. You don't have to smell those things 720 00:40:15,760 --> 00:40:17,080 Speaker 1: you got. People have been in a relationship with each 721 00:40:17,120 --> 00:40:19,560 Speaker 1: other for years and you never had to really, you know, 722 00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:23,680 Speaker 1: like yourself. You know, you could be yourself. It was funny, 723 00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:26,319 Speaker 1: you know, it's funny like my cousin. My cousin be like, 724 00:40:26,560 --> 00:40:28,560 Speaker 1: but that's not being yourself. It is being yourself. It's 725 00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:32,200 Speaker 1: just keeping certain things. Like my mom was dating this dude, right, 726 00:40:33,120 --> 00:40:34,759 Speaker 1: and I was trying to give her something, you know, 727 00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:38,480 Speaker 1: little come little tips a young now you think you 728 00:40:38,520 --> 00:40:40,239 Speaker 1: got here, No, I'm giving her some tips as are 729 00:40:40,239 --> 00:40:42,520 Speaker 1: young and trying to help. I'm like listening to me, Mom, 730 00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:47,040 Speaker 1: don't take your wig off. Don't. That's a deal. Break 731 00:40:47,239 --> 00:40:49,520 Speaker 1: do not. Whatever you do, keep that ship on, don't 732 00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:52,520 Speaker 1: let She took her wig off and it was done, 733 00:40:52,680 --> 00:40:55,520 Speaker 1: and it was over. It wasn't going the same thing 734 00:40:55,600 --> 00:40:58,200 Speaker 1: she took up. It's not only that. It's like my 735 00:40:58,280 --> 00:41:01,960 Speaker 1: mother had nice long holy here like it's neven about that. 736 00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:06,600 Speaker 1: It's just like it's just a turn. Come on, are 737 00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:09,080 Speaker 1: you supposed to I can't Nobody want to see a 738 00:41:09,080 --> 00:41:17,399 Speaker 1: wig onna dress uncomfortable. I have never slept with a Yeah, 739 00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:20,000 Speaker 1: I can't. I can't do it. I can't sleep in 740 00:41:20,080 --> 00:41:22,279 Speaker 1: makeup and I gotta wash my face to make up 741 00:41:22,320 --> 00:41:26,759 Speaker 1: the same. Definitely I used to do. Man, Listen, I 742 00:41:26,840 --> 00:41:28,600 Speaker 1: used to do clippings. I don't wear wigs, but I 743 00:41:28,680 --> 00:41:32,279 Speaker 1: used to do clippings. And one time me and this guy, 744 00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:34,839 Speaker 1: I was dating him years ago, and we had like 745 00:41:34,920 --> 00:41:39,200 Speaker 1: this crazy wild sex triathlon, right, you know, the clippings 746 00:41:39,239 --> 00:41:44,120 Speaker 1: just started falling out everywhere you were show not gonna lie. 747 00:41:44,360 --> 00:41:47,279 Speaker 1: I didn't think anything of it. I thought that, you know, 748 00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:51,720 Speaker 1: like he didn't care. But years later he we spoke 749 00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:53,239 Speaker 1: about it, and he was like that, he was like, 750 00:41:53,280 --> 00:41:58,440 Speaker 1: oh my god, what the fun is living? I'm telling you, 751 00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:02,080 Speaker 1: so many made a life because they don't know. They 752 00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:10,160 Speaker 1: don't know, they don't know, Like so they took yeah, yeah, 753 00:42:10,320 --> 00:42:14,640 Speaker 1: what the hell? Yeah, I want to see that she 754 00:42:14,840 --> 00:42:20,160 Speaker 1: falling apart. I don't want to look years later, but 755 00:42:20,160 --> 00:42:21,920 Speaker 1: they don't want to see the process. No, you could 756 00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:24,239 Speaker 1: look nice without it, better than taking it off and 757 00:42:24,239 --> 00:42:29,239 Speaker 1: put on the like without one of that exactly, but 758 00:42:29,280 --> 00:42:31,640 Speaker 1: they don't want to see the process. They don't want 759 00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:34,319 Speaker 1: to see it because going to this home, like I 760 00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:36,560 Speaker 1: was sucking this bitch last night, money weave was falling 761 00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:47,439 Speaker 1: our bro like yeah the good corn rows the way 762 00:42:47,680 --> 00:42:51,320 Speaker 1: before it was like up to years and that was 763 00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:54,960 Speaker 1: like it was like, what the fun He was like 764 00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:56,799 Speaker 1: staff the first time, and it was the first time 765 00:42:56,840 --> 00:43:00,040 Speaker 1: we had sex. Yeah, and he was like, yo, I 766 00:43:00,040 --> 00:43:01,840 Speaker 1: couldn't believe it. He was like, I was just I 767 00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:04,160 Speaker 1: like their natural hair better. And it's true because we 768 00:43:04,239 --> 00:43:06,640 Speaker 1: spent three days together. This is the story I've told 769 00:43:06,719 --> 00:43:09,120 Speaker 1: on live service. Before we met in the club. It 770 00:43:09,200 --> 00:43:12,200 Speaker 1: was my first time meeting somebody the for the first 771 00:43:12,280 --> 00:43:16,400 Speaker 1: time and leaving and having sex with them, and like, 772 00:43:16,600 --> 00:43:19,320 Speaker 1: we had this amazing time. We spent three days together, 773 00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:21,800 Speaker 1: and like I said, the first night, the hair was 774 00:43:21,880 --> 00:43:23,600 Speaker 1: falling all over the place. But for the rest of 775 00:43:23,640 --> 00:43:27,040 Speaker 1: the time, I left my natural hair. I didn't put 776 00:43:27,120 --> 00:43:30,239 Speaker 1: your clippings back there. Yeah, I didn't put the clip 777 00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:31,719 Speaker 1: and he like he he told me, he was like, 778 00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:33,680 Speaker 1: I liked it better the next two days when you 779 00:43:33,719 --> 00:43:38,160 Speaker 1: had your natural heir. And at least he kept it real. No, 780 00:43:38,280 --> 00:43:40,439 Speaker 1: he didn't tell me to like two years later though 781 00:43:40,560 --> 00:43:45,680 Speaker 1: the truth, because we're starting. At least he didn't like 782 00:43:45,920 --> 00:43:48,759 Speaker 1: not talk to you after the no, no and no 783 00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:51,320 Speaker 1: we had We ended up having a long term relationship 784 00:43:51,400 --> 00:43:54,560 Speaker 1: after that, and there was anything the first time we met. 785 00:43:55,320 --> 00:44:00,640 Speaker 1: There's no rules. There's no rules. And yeah, there's no 786 00:44:00,800 --> 00:44:02,680 Speaker 1: rules because you can't have a person waiting, They'll just 787 00:44:02,800 --> 00:44:06,120 Speaker 1: hit it and leaves exactly. Or it might be you 788 00:44:06,160 --> 00:44:08,200 Speaker 1: couldn't wait to see for somebody in the first night, 789 00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:12,759 Speaker 1: if you wait to have sex and it's terrible, Oh 790 00:44:15,920 --> 00:44:19,040 Speaker 1: that's you think. Everything else is this guy? Oh god, 791 00:44:19,120 --> 00:44:22,440 Speaker 1: he was so cute. He was tall, and he and 792 00:44:22,520 --> 00:44:25,359 Speaker 1: there was all of this like um, you know, all 793 00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:28,480 Speaker 1: the sexual energy and everything every time they saw one another, 794 00:44:28,600 --> 00:44:31,239 Speaker 1: and it was all and I was like, damn, I 795 00:44:31,320 --> 00:44:34,200 Speaker 1: can't wait. I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait. 796 00:44:34,520 --> 00:44:39,040 Speaker 1: And we organized, we met, we made we made all 797 00:44:39,040 --> 00:44:44,480 Speaker 1: the arrangements and everything. And when we got down to business, 798 00:44:45,640 --> 00:44:49,760 Speaker 1: I was like, where is it white? Or his hit bones? 799 00:44:50,480 --> 00:44:54,480 Speaker 1: Hitting me more than anything else. I was like, dam 800 00:44:54,560 --> 00:44:57,400 Speaker 1: mean he got it a little dick exactly. I'm like, 801 00:44:57,480 --> 00:45:00,400 Speaker 1: what do you ask? What I was? So? I was 802 00:45:00,920 --> 00:45:05,239 Speaker 1: we didn't tell him what happened. I actually I'm not 803 00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:13,960 Speaker 1: you say would have done that? She would have been like, nah, nah, 804 00:45:14,040 --> 00:45:16,759 Speaker 1: get off of me, get off. That would have been 805 00:45:16,800 --> 00:45:19,800 Speaker 1: a movie. You know what's funny though, I mean you 806 00:45:19,960 --> 00:45:23,640 Speaker 1: probably won't believe me, but I'm a virgin. What Yeah, 807 00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:25,520 Speaker 1: I've never had nothing going tide of me. I don't 808 00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:29,000 Speaker 1: not a finger. Well, that is it. You're still your finger? 809 00:45:29,880 --> 00:45:31,879 Speaker 1: She said nothing at all that. I'm gonna be honest 810 00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:33,719 Speaker 1: with you. I'm trying to remember so I don't lie 811 00:45:33,880 --> 00:45:39,319 Speaker 1: honestly a finger, I'm not like sure, I swear to god. Nah, 812 00:45:39,400 --> 00:45:41,759 Speaker 1: that's nice. You're nice and pure. That's good. But I've 813 00:45:41,800 --> 00:45:43,799 Speaker 1: never had nothing going here. We just had a lot 814 00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:49,359 Speaker 1: of n No, but that's nice. That's nice. That's nice. 815 00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:54,279 Speaker 1: You're keeping your pussy nice and good. But you got 816 00:45:54,360 --> 00:45:59,800 Speaker 1: a tongue in it. Oh, definitely, yeah, Okay, something that 817 00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:02,839 Speaker 1: does No, it doesn't, cow, it doesn't. I mean, I've 818 00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:05,479 Speaker 1: never had anything inside of me like no still those 819 00:46:05,600 --> 00:46:10,040 Speaker 1: no things like I'm humping and you know you want 820 00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:12,600 Speaker 1: like you can't wait for it. I'm gonna be honest 821 00:46:12,640 --> 00:46:15,759 Speaker 1: with you. I do want to have my kids, so 822 00:46:16,080 --> 00:46:18,319 Speaker 1: it would be like when I lose my Virginia will 823 00:46:18,320 --> 00:46:20,239 Speaker 1: be when I have my kids, And it has to 824 00:46:20,280 --> 00:46:23,360 Speaker 1: be like a special different type of nigga. M but 825 00:46:23,480 --> 00:46:25,080 Speaker 1: not somebody you want to be with, because you'd rather 826 00:46:25,239 --> 00:46:26,960 Speaker 1: end up with the women you think I have a 827 00:46:27,040 --> 00:46:29,799 Speaker 1: kid with it to be real true, I always say 828 00:46:29,840 --> 00:46:32,279 Speaker 1: like I don't know, like I don't want to be 829 00:46:32,400 --> 00:46:34,600 Speaker 1: like that, a hypocrite that just sit up here and lie, 830 00:46:34,600 --> 00:46:37,360 Speaker 1: I really don't know what happens. Happens. I'm first like 831 00:46:37,440 --> 00:46:40,560 Speaker 1: I just go with the flow. Yeah, I think if 832 00:46:40,560 --> 00:46:42,480 Speaker 1: I want to, dude, I'm gonna do it. Seems like 833 00:46:42,520 --> 00:46:44,600 Speaker 1: you need to find your person and it doesn't necessarily 834 00:46:44,680 --> 00:46:47,520 Speaker 1: have to be a woman. It just like I would 835 00:46:47,520 --> 00:46:49,880 Speaker 1: really feel like soul, like if I really if you 836 00:46:50,040 --> 00:46:53,880 Speaker 1: can't capture me. Yeah, and it's hard because I'm very 837 00:46:53,960 --> 00:47:01,960 Speaker 1: like picky. Yeah, like just stupid me too. I like 838 00:47:02,040 --> 00:47:04,400 Speaker 1: a guy for like one week he says one stupid 839 00:47:04,440 --> 00:47:08,600 Speaker 1: comment over I can't deal with it. But you've had 840 00:47:08,640 --> 00:47:12,160 Speaker 1: white guy clip master definitely, Okay, it's gonna make sure 841 00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:19,440 Speaker 1: we don't that you're just not penetrate. He's good to 842 00:47:19,760 --> 00:47:23,080 Speaker 1: take your time. I like it. That's nice. I think 843 00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:26,480 Speaker 1: that's what if that thing isn't Yeah, but no, hell no, 844 00:47:28,400 --> 00:47:34,360 Speaker 1: that's always I don't play with the But that's just me, 845 00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:37,800 Speaker 1: you know, like prefet like I don't like, let me 846 00:47:37,880 --> 00:47:39,960 Speaker 1: sell you something I don't know because I'm very late, 847 00:47:42,080 --> 00:47:47,799 Speaker 1: not even and like I said, to eat his own 848 00:47:47,920 --> 00:47:51,799 Speaker 1: that's just listen. Any booty eaters out there. I get 849 00:47:51,880 --> 00:47:54,120 Speaker 1: my butty, but I don't eat. Nobody's boys said you 850 00:47:54,200 --> 00:47:57,480 Speaker 1: had your Yeah, definitely, okay, love to do you like 851 00:47:57,680 --> 00:47:59,719 Speaker 1: love it? Okay? Good? He actually loves to get it 852 00:47:59,760 --> 00:48:04,560 Speaker 1: eat more than anything else. You really, Wow, you're like 853 00:48:04,640 --> 00:48:07,840 Speaker 1: a second girl nobody's but all right, I swear to 854 00:48:07,920 --> 00:48:09,960 Speaker 1: my mother's life, I won't so I let everybody know 855 00:48:10,160 --> 00:48:13,840 Speaker 1: ways that anything could happen. You don't know, even don't know. 856 00:48:16,320 --> 00:48:19,520 Speaker 1: I'm a germaphobic, so I know myself. Do you kiss 857 00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:22,359 Speaker 1: somebody and eat your ass? Will you kiss her after 858 00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:25,320 Speaker 1: she eats your ass? No, I'm too like that's just 859 00:48:25,480 --> 00:48:27,759 Speaker 1: but you just said you clean. No, I'm clean, But 860 00:48:27,880 --> 00:48:29,440 Speaker 1: I just I'm gonna think about it too much like 861 00:48:29,560 --> 00:48:31,640 Speaker 1: my brain do with my brain function and just functions. 862 00:48:32,840 --> 00:48:34,560 Speaker 1: And at least I give people heads up, you know 863 00:48:34,560 --> 00:48:35,840 Speaker 1: what I mean. I don't just have to go and 864 00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:38,239 Speaker 1: do some crazy ship. I let you know I'm not 865 00:48:38,360 --> 00:48:41,279 Speaker 1: doing it. I'm not doing conversation, but I'm not gonna 866 00:48:41,600 --> 00:48:46,240 Speaker 1: I'm very blunt with you. Never had a problems herself, 867 00:48:46,560 --> 00:48:48,960 Speaker 1: I'm very blunt with conversations. I let you know, like listen, 868 00:48:49,760 --> 00:48:53,960 Speaker 1: I'm not eating it back like it ain't happening necessilarious. 869 00:48:54,280 --> 00:48:57,560 Speaker 1: Alice is like, don't ask me. I don't even I'm married. 870 00:48:57,760 --> 00:49:00,120 Speaker 1: I feel like when you're married you do everything at 871 00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:16,640 Speaker 1: some point, well you know, you know you drinks remix. 872 00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:29,080 Speaker 1: What if that he squirted? That was squirting? Squirting is 873 00:49:29,160 --> 00:49:32,359 Speaker 1: like and you better not laugh at me? Right, that's 874 00:49:32,400 --> 00:49:36,160 Speaker 1: like when the ship like, yeah, no, I never did that. 875 00:49:36,680 --> 00:49:40,480 Speaker 1: Usually usually that comes from inside, because now that comes 876 00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:45,000 Speaker 1: from the button and crazy you have squirting? You know 877 00:49:45,080 --> 00:49:47,120 Speaker 1: what it is like. I don't think I allow myself 878 00:49:47,160 --> 00:49:51,000 Speaker 1: to ever like freak. That would freak me out because 879 00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:54,200 Speaker 1: I'm very clean even with sex, like I'm not the messy. 880 00:49:54,280 --> 00:49:58,320 Speaker 1: I don't like like, I'm very like I want what 881 00:49:58,400 --> 00:50:01,280 Speaker 1: about a vibe bread? All right, I would have thirty 882 00:50:01,320 --> 00:50:04,320 Speaker 1: sex not clean? You to clean a vibrator? Have you 883 00:50:04,680 --> 00:50:08,000 Speaker 1: use like a vibratory, So there's a vibrator just to 884 00:50:08,080 --> 00:50:10,759 Speaker 1: have it right there though, there's a vibrator called I 885 00:50:11,000 --> 00:50:14,160 Speaker 1: vibe and on the third setting it will make you 886 00:50:14,239 --> 00:50:16,160 Speaker 1: squirt from that. I'm gonna be honest with you. I 887 00:50:16,160 --> 00:50:20,200 Speaker 1: would have to put like, oh my god, and put 888 00:50:20,280 --> 00:50:22,680 Speaker 1: some ship me too. Ivery time I use it, I 889 00:50:22,800 --> 00:50:25,279 Speaker 1: put like four tours down. Yeah, I'm sorry. I just 890 00:50:25,400 --> 00:50:28,839 Speaker 1: get through because I can't see that you got your 891 00:50:28,840 --> 00:50:32,400 Speaker 1: screwed on your west good like with the vibrator, it 892 00:50:32,480 --> 00:50:36,840 Speaker 1: feels so good. You can't help yourself. You're free, just 893 00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:40,600 Speaker 1: like I need to try this. Yeah, I got listen. 894 00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:42,120 Speaker 1: I need to go. I know that had I could 895 00:50:42,160 --> 00:50:48,240 Speaker 1: give sex classes. You definitely give sex nothing. Nobody's believing 896 00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:51,840 Speaker 1: you because I've never squared it. I've never squared it 897 00:50:52,200 --> 00:50:55,520 Speaker 1: or whatever I told you that I've said that I've 898 00:50:55,640 --> 00:50:58,040 Speaker 1: never squared. I have great orgasms, and I don't feel 899 00:50:58,040 --> 00:51:00,560 Speaker 1: like I'm missing anything. I don't think I missing you. 900 00:51:00,600 --> 00:51:05,279 Speaker 1: Ain't missing nothing but a message. I can have one 901 00:51:05,560 --> 00:51:08,000 Speaker 1: and then I need a little time, you know. But 902 00:51:08,080 --> 00:51:11,200 Speaker 1: I've been mul I've been with one girl multi or 903 00:51:11,280 --> 00:51:13,399 Speaker 1: gas Mike, can you like just keep can you come 904 00:51:13,480 --> 00:51:17,239 Speaker 1: like it once at a time and once I come 905 00:51:17,280 --> 00:51:20,040 Speaker 1: That's what it's hard for me to really like. I 906 00:51:20,120 --> 00:51:23,200 Speaker 1: think take people seriously. Once I come, like over, if 907 00:51:23,239 --> 00:51:25,719 Speaker 1: we can't a conversation or cuddle, it's kind of like 908 00:51:25,840 --> 00:51:28,080 Speaker 1: I'm not really into you. So I'm the only one. 909 00:51:28,640 --> 00:51:31,799 Speaker 1: You're both orgasmic. That's why your man love your morning. 910 00:51:31,840 --> 00:51:38,000 Speaker 1: You love you tell me, what's the most times you're 911 00:51:38,000 --> 00:51:40,439 Speaker 1: coming around? I don't know. I lose I lose code 912 00:51:40,480 --> 00:51:46,880 Speaker 1: after like seven what the at one? Like? That's like 913 00:51:47,040 --> 00:51:50,480 Speaker 1: having sex one time, like one day, one night. Yeah, 914 00:51:51,040 --> 00:51:54,480 Speaker 1: that was with this one guy and another one to come, 915 00:51:54,880 --> 00:51:58,040 Speaker 1: another one to come. He loves that. What was alone? 916 00:51:58,040 --> 00:52:01,600 Speaker 1: As you guys have amazing like time. I have no idea. 917 00:52:01,840 --> 00:52:07,719 Speaker 1: I don't know she's doing sex. Tr she's had a 918 00:52:07,960 --> 00:52:14,680 Speaker 1: damn horse farm. But I'm just saying I thinks on 919 00:52:14,719 --> 00:52:24,840 Speaker 1: a horse farm too, right, want I hate I was 920 00:52:24,880 --> 00:52:27,840 Speaker 1: in an hotel where where was? It was in l 921 00:52:27,880 --> 00:52:30,840 Speaker 1: A And I was an old tell and there was 922 00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:32,600 Speaker 1: some people next to me. I think they was having 923 00:52:32,640 --> 00:52:36,680 Speaker 1: sex I've never experienced. And the way he was having 924 00:52:36,760 --> 00:52:40,200 Speaker 1: sex with this grim, I said, he hates her. No 925 00:52:40,320 --> 00:52:42,279 Speaker 1: way you could like somebody like this, Like I heard 926 00:52:42,280 --> 00:52:45,960 Speaker 1: her head banging on the headboard. I'm like, definitely would 927 00:52:46,000 --> 00:52:51,960 Speaker 1: love that. By the way, I could tell when somebody 928 00:52:52,200 --> 00:52:54,439 Speaker 1: hates you. I'm like, he had to hate this girl 929 00:52:55,160 --> 00:52:59,200 Speaker 1: because her head was whatever he had tossing her head board. 930 00:52:59,600 --> 00:53:03,000 Speaker 1: It was just like abuse. I was gonna for the police, No, 931 00:53:03,760 --> 00:53:08,800 Speaker 1: I was gonna. I was gonna put the because and 932 00:53:08,880 --> 00:53:14,040 Speaker 1: it ended real fast. Then the next morning they woke 933 00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:15,279 Speaker 1: up and she was like, I told you stop on 934 00:53:15,360 --> 00:53:19,600 Speaker 1: your hands on me. I was like, he hits, like, 935 00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:25,759 Speaker 1: I don't think that's like a way of like all 936 00:53:25,800 --> 00:53:29,440 Speaker 1: of that when I don't even really likeness, But like 937 00:53:30,080 --> 00:53:33,080 Speaker 1: I don't want it to be like powerful, like you're 938 00:53:33,160 --> 00:53:37,400 Speaker 1: mad at me. I like that, you know. I like 939 00:53:37,760 --> 00:53:39,520 Speaker 1: to feel the strength. I like to feel that the 940 00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:42,359 Speaker 1: man is really stronger than me, Like you could take 941 00:53:42,480 --> 00:53:45,760 Speaker 1: my neck and I could feel his grip really hard. Okay, 942 00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:51,759 Speaker 1: too fine. I'm just saying I like a little choke. 943 00:53:52,040 --> 00:53:56,719 Speaker 1: I start calling the air. Yeah, she got a little chokes. 944 00:53:56,760 --> 00:54:00,239 Speaker 1: Did you start coughing for air? Like you know, you 945 00:54:00,320 --> 00:54:09,040 Speaker 1: know I love the baby. I'm like, I like, doesn't 946 00:54:09,120 --> 00:54:13,680 Speaker 1: make you you know what I mean. I just want 947 00:54:13,719 --> 00:54:15,759 Speaker 1: to say, this was amazing for us to be back 948 00:54:16,040 --> 00:54:18,480 Speaker 1: in here together, and I want to make sure whatever 949 00:54:18,600 --> 00:54:21,040 Speaker 1: you'll have going on, like at least we get the 950 00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:23,320 Speaker 1: chance to promote that. I know, for VP Records for 951 00:54:23,440 --> 00:54:26,360 Speaker 1: the Soccer album, you have the first single, Yes, school 952 00:54:26,360 --> 00:54:31,759 Speaker 1: Girl can come out on Socer Cool this year one 953 00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:35,080 Speaker 1: It's it's the single is actually exclusive to the album, 954 00:54:35,920 --> 00:54:39,360 Speaker 1: so it's the only song on there that is exclusive 955 00:54:39,640 --> 00:54:42,960 Speaker 1: to the album. Um So, I'm really happy about that. 956 00:54:43,080 --> 00:54:47,000 Speaker 1: The video is out and new video is fire. It 957 00:54:47,200 --> 00:54:53,240 Speaker 1: is absolute fire. I'm really happy with this track, really 958 00:54:53,400 --> 00:54:56,640 Speaker 1: really really happy, and you know, I can't wait to 959 00:54:56,719 --> 00:55:00,160 Speaker 1: see what else this process has to offer because um 960 00:55:00,680 --> 00:55:04,480 Speaker 1: VP has been awesome. They've been you know, they've been 961 00:55:04,520 --> 00:55:09,160 Speaker 1: working with me and really pushing and um they you know, 962 00:55:09,280 --> 00:55:11,600 Speaker 1: we're looking at you know, how else can we push? 963 00:55:11,680 --> 00:55:13,920 Speaker 1: What else? How else can they make me work? And 964 00:55:14,360 --> 00:55:16,880 Speaker 1: I actually don't have a problem with that. Yeah, people 965 00:55:16,920 --> 00:55:19,439 Speaker 1: love to see you personality. So I think I'm glad 966 00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:22,560 Speaker 1: you came and did this because yes, I'm actually I've 967 00:55:22,600 --> 00:55:27,080 Speaker 1: actually i've never done like a talk like this and 968 00:55:29,200 --> 00:55:32,319 Speaker 1: Alison Haynes are all about women empowerment, so that's why 969 00:55:32,360 --> 00:55:34,440 Speaker 1: I love that you guys were both on together. So 970 00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:39,080 Speaker 1: I and now that having this this talk and I've 971 00:55:39,120 --> 00:55:44,000 Speaker 1: gotten to know you a bit better and I like you. 972 00:55:44,560 --> 00:55:48,400 Speaker 1: Thank you. I like that you're so just so direct. 973 00:55:48,760 --> 00:55:51,440 Speaker 1: Thank you, And you're just you're You're who you are. 974 00:55:52,680 --> 00:55:55,680 Speaker 1: There's no pretense, there's no it's like, listen, this is me. 975 00:55:57,000 --> 00:55:58,520 Speaker 1: You like me or you don't like me, and that's 976 00:55:58,560 --> 00:56:00,520 Speaker 1: where it is. I don't want to able to fight 977 00:56:00,560 --> 00:56:10,280 Speaker 1: in front of her. Keeping this is a no farting 978 00:56:14,320 --> 00:56:17,040 Speaker 1: for her celebrity. Let us know what you have. I 979 00:56:17,160 --> 00:56:20,600 Speaker 1: know this song Ungrateful, I got You're definitely ungrateful. I 980 00:56:20,680 --> 00:56:23,319 Speaker 1: got Champion, which is my dampy and I love that song, 981 00:56:23,480 --> 00:56:26,239 Speaker 1: Thank You Champion. Another uplifting record that's outright now. You 982 00:56:26,280 --> 00:56:28,279 Speaker 1: know what I like about that and I understand what 983 00:56:28,320 --> 00:56:30,520 Speaker 1: it's about it. I also it also just the title 984 00:56:30,600 --> 00:56:33,920 Speaker 1: of it flashed me back to champion. You know, booze 985 00:56:33,960 --> 00:56:37,520 Speaker 1: you so you're champion us out my new single. I 986 00:56:37,560 --> 00:56:40,640 Speaker 1: got the official video on YouTube dot com. You can 987 00:56:40,680 --> 00:56:43,640 Speaker 1: go check it out. It's on iTunes, Apple Music, Spotify, 988 00:56:44,280 --> 00:56:46,520 Speaker 1: and just like on my music, I always try to 989 00:56:46,680 --> 00:56:49,879 Speaker 1: uplift people, like you know, like when I'm when I'm sad, 990 00:56:49,960 --> 00:56:51,920 Speaker 1: sometimes I don't write, so I like to write when 991 00:56:51,960 --> 00:56:55,200 Speaker 1: i'm you know. In that vibe of Champions, one of 992 00:56:55,239 --> 00:56:57,799 Speaker 1: those records that made me feel like I was unstoppable, 993 00:56:58,160 --> 00:57:00,920 Speaker 1: like nobody could stop me. And he listened to your 994 00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:05,080 Speaker 1: presence on like social media and the challenges. I love 995 00:57:05,320 --> 00:57:08,560 Speaker 1: watching her celebrity be having all the challenges and she 996 00:57:08,960 --> 00:57:10,920 Speaker 1: having people dance and do her dances to all the 997 00:57:11,040 --> 00:57:14,600 Speaker 1: songs that should be amazing. Thank you, thank you so much, 998 00:57:14,680 --> 00:57:18,040 Speaker 1: because it's so universal, like music is, and honestly, like this, 999 00:57:18,200 --> 00:57:20,560 Speaker 1: music is universal, and a dope song is a dope 1000 00:57:20,600 --> 00:57:23,680 Speaker 1: song no matter where it comes from, exactly correct. And 1001 00:57:23,720 --> 00:57:25,920 Speaker 1: you get people changed to to you know, express themselves. 1002 00:57:25,960 --> 00:57:28,160 Speaker 1: And when they get reposed, they do a video, they 1003 00:57:28,160 --> 00:57:34,240 Speaker 1: get reposed, they get really excited. Day well her celebrity 1004 00:57:34,280 --> 00:57:36,880 Speaker 1: Allison hies, we gotta do this again. This is really fine. 1005 00:57:36,960 --> 00:57:39,400 Speaker 1: I enjoyed this, and I'm glad that y'all you know, 1006 00:57:39,560 --> 00:57:47,200 Speaker 1: popped out cherry and you let us know maybe thirty five. 1007 00:57:48,200 --> 00:57:51,320 Speaker 1: Listen when she squirts and she gets penetrated, she's gonna 1008 00:57:51,360 --> 00:57:55,920 Speaker 1: be like, fart on me, baby, when you already the 1009 00:57:56,000 --> 00:57:59,440 Speaker 1: penonstration to squirt. If you want to try sporting, trust me, 1010 00:57:59,720 --> 00:58:03,280 Speaker 1: I know a way she got you. I told you 1011 00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:06,520 Speaker 1: there was a vibrator. It doesn't knows what I'm talking about. 1012 00:58:06,760 --> 00:58:14,920 Speaker 1: His name is rating it can music? Yeah, yeah, like 1013 00:58:15,000 --> 00:58:16,680 Speaker 1: can't you hook it up to believe you can't play 1014 00:58:16,760 --> 00:58:21,160 Speaker 1: music and you can't get music? Not the vibrator you're 1015 00:58:21,200 --> 00:58:24,320 Speaker 1: talking about. So I v I b as a boy, right, 1016 00:58:24,520 --> 00:58:27,360 Speaker 1: I feel like you can play music not the vibrator. 1017 00:58:27,440 --> 00:58:32,960 Speaker 1: One vibrator and it's a vibe like if I'm never 1018 00:58:33,080 --> 00:58:43,160 Speaker 1: going to another relationship. Not everybody sically the third setting. 1019 00:58:43,440 --> 00:58:46,720 Speaker 1: You gotta put on the third set when you first 1020 00:58:46,760 --> 00:58:49,160 Speaker 1: touch it. It's gonna drive you crazy to get you 1021 00:58:49,240 --> 00:58:52,360 Speaker 1: gotta build to the third setting. You gotta build up 1022 00:58:52,920 --> 00:59:04,160 Speaker 1: that vibrator is your own music. My song Inside, I 1023 00:59:04,160 --> 00:59:06,479 Speaker 1: don't know if you heard inside, Oh my god, let's 1024 00:59:06,560 --> 00:59:12,200 Speaker 1: do it. Inside is a movie. That's like when I 1025 00:59:12,280 --> 00:59:13,880 Speaker 1: write my music, some of my songs, like you know, 1026 00:59:13,920 --> 00:59:16,680 Speaker 1: I'll be into it, caressing my body while I'm writing 1027 00:59:16,760 --> 00:59:19,200 Speaker 1: and just winding in the mirror and just really getting 1028 00:59:19,240 --> 00:59:21,800 Speaker 1: into it. That makes the whole music sound different. Now 1029 00:59:21,880 --> 00:59:26,040 Speaker 1: that I gotta go back and listen, let me see, 1030 00:59:26,040 --> 00:59:32,000 Speaker 1: I'm looking at this I vibe thing. Remember iTunes, No, 1031 00:59:32,200 --> 00:59:34,360 Speaker 1: that's the wrong one. It's the one that has the 1032 00:59:34,440 --> 00:59:37,600 Speaker 1: circle on it, a little ringing you put it on 1033 00:59:37,680 --> 00:59:42,400 Speaker 1: your finger. Remember, No, it's a it's like it looks 1034 00:59:42,440 --> 00:59:44,760 Speaker 1: like a finger. It's shaped like a finger, right, it's 1035 00:59:44,760 --> 00:59:46,560 Speaker 1: shaped like an index finger. But then it has a 1036 00:59:46,760 --> 00:59:49,560 Speaker 1: ring that you like hook your index finger too so 1037 00:59:50,120 --> 00:59:53,439 Speaker 1: because you can't really put it on. Definitely put your legs. 1038 00:59:53,520 --> 00:59:57,479 Speaker 1: I'm trying to show y'all. I'm trying to show y'all 1039 00:59:58,080 --> 01:00:00,800 Speaker 1: you can't rather let it direct le on your ship 1040 01:00:00,840 --> 01:00:03,440 Speaker 1: because you like go crazy, like you be frightening on yourself, 1041 01:00:03,640 --> 01:00:08,040 Speaker 1: like oh no, no wait, but you've been trying to 1042 01:00:08,120 --> 01:00:20,240 Speaker 1: hold out. You have who may not be in my gown. 1043 01:00:22,960 --> 01:00:25,080 Speaker 1: Let me ask your question, right dot Johnson when it 1044 01:00:25,160 --> 01:00:28,320 Speaker 1: comes to stop, right, if high vibe make you squirt, 1045 01:00:28,760 --> 01:00:31,439 Speaker 1: do you feel like you need a thing? Yeah? Yeah, 1046 01:00:32,000 --> 01:00:34,080 Speaker 1: don't you want to? You said that you like the conversation, 1047 01:00:34,160 --> 01:00:37,840 Speaker 1: and what you're gonna tell that you can't. It's just like, right, 1048 01:00:38,280 --> 01:00:40,760 Speaker 1: I gotta say, I gotta say, it's good to have. 1049 01:00:41,200 --> 01:00:43,760 Speaker 1: But when you have, when you have a vibrator like that, 1050 01:00:44,160 --> 01:00:46,560 Speaker 1: like let's say, let's say I wake up in the 1051 01:00:46,640 --> 01:00:48,320 Speaker 1: mood like, oh, I want to be with my man today. 1052 01:00:48,320 --> 01:00:50,400 Speaker 1: I want to I want to get funk today. And 1053 01:00:50,520 --> 01:00:55,600 Speaker 1: then I'm like, I'm bored. Let me masturbate vibe. I said, 1054 01:00:55,640 --> 01:00:58,920 Speaker 1: I'm over him, Like you could stay home tonight because 1055 01:00:58,960 --> 01:01:08,960 Speaker 1: you want to really? Yes, I promise, Yeah, I want 1056 01:01:09,000 --> 01:01:12,520 Speaker 1: to cuddle, I wanna talk fulfill the I want to 1057 01:01:12,560 --> 01:01:14,680 Speaker 1: I want to body attached. But it didn't. You. Once 1058 01:01:14,720 --> 01:01:16,840 Speaker 1: you masturbate, you don't feel like having sex anymore. You'd 1059 01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:20,840 Speaker 1: be like, let's just relax and forgot it, just forgot 1060 01:01:20,920 --> 01:01:25,080 Speaker 1: it all right? Well again, okay, we really leave it 1061 01:01:25,120 --> 01:01:31,040 Speaker 1: for real now, Champion Gal out now, Alison hinesvid go 1062 01:01:31,200 --> 01:01:34,120 Speaker 1: Gal and of course her celebrity with Champions because we 1063 01:01:34,240 --> 01:01:36,920 Speaker 1: all our champions. Man, I'm the real life. Don't let 1064 01:01:36,960 --> 01:01:39,720 Speaker 1: nobody tell you no other ship all right it is. 1065 01:01:40,440 --> 01:01:42,080 Speaker 1: I'm finding you the vibrator right now