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Speaker 4: Introduced yourself to the people.
Speaker 5: Please be k little, big energy, big love.
Speaker 6: Okay, right, welcome to the square jar.
Speaker 4: You're supposed to bring it. You got a swear jar.
Speaker 4: You well to check how everybody? How's everybody feeling?
Speaker 7: How everybody? How's every straight shot? How you doing?
Speaker 4: I am great story from working out.
Speaker 8: I'm always so from working out. But I feel good.
Speaker 4: I feel great, cool, Yeah, you know sem like mommy
Speaker 4: stressed out?
Speaker 2: No, my mama in town?
Speaker 3: Straight baby Jade, what's up? What's up? Gang?
Speaker 7: What's up?
Speaker 2: What's up?
Speaker 3: Big Dad?
Speaker 1: Big Daddy going on?
Speaker 7: You're good, You're in good spirits.
Speaker 3: Where are you looking at me?
Speaker 7: I don't do it? Don't doggs, you won't make it out.
Speaker 3: NA take yours out?
Speaker 8: Yeah, damn gang man, did y'all see the Not to
Speaker 8: get off topic, I'm great, feeling good, feeling great.
Speaker 2: All that ship did.
Speaker 8: Y'all see the the Tom Brady roasting.
Speaker 3: Yo.
Speaker 4: He must have told him it was okay to go
Speaker 4: at him about about his ex wife.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they went in. They dug in like.
Speaker 3: Some goddamn the girl I forget her name.
Speaker 2: Like some stiletto nails.
Speaker 4: But you know how some of them jokes felt like,
Speaker 4: you're not the joke's supposed to be like jokes, but
Speaker 4: they felt real personal.
Speaker 8: Yeah, like cringing, Like when they was bringing up the
Speaker 8: hair Aaron Hernandez, I was like, okay.
Speaker 4: He.
Speaker 7: They reburied.
Speaker 2: Yeah, he had to do that, Like, I didn't find
Speaker 2: that funny at all. Yeah, that wasn't good.
Speaker 4: It was the first time I saw white people telling
Speaker 4: black people jokes openly.
Speaker 7: Though, seriously, what's a black person a joke about black people?
Speaker 4: Usually the black people tell the jokes about white but
Speaker 4: Julian Edelman was cracking like real black people.
Speaker 8: But did you see the dudes behind him, the black
Speaker 8: dudes behind him, looking like.
Speaker 3: Anyway, Yeah, that was good?
Speaker 2: How fucking saltine?
Speaker 7: What super cookie?
Speaker 2: I said?
Speaker 8: I had to watch what I say so we wouldn't
Speaker 8: get flagged word.
Speaker 4: At this point, hey for the culture, Oh we passed
Speaker 4: that seven minute mark.
Speaker 7: Stress, Now you look like a deep sea diver. Confused.
Speaker 8: Hey man with one of them hands? You know how
Speaker 8: people be having them dead hands?
Speaker 2: I didn't.
Speaker 8: I didn't say it as a joke because I'm empathetic
Speaker 8: to all of my disabled people.
Speaker 2: But I was just saying with you.
Speaker 3: What disabled person you know wear a glove?
Speaker 8: Ship The niggas I know with hands don't wear no gloves.
Speaker 8: They just had a hand out.
Speaker 3: Did you see that video of the dude getting his
Speaker 3: hand chopped off in the fight?
Speaker 1: Nobody saw that but me.
Speaker 2: Nobody saw that call that she shoot? How many pair
Speaker 2: of gloves you got?
Speaker 1: I got a five glow of rotation?
Speaker 3: What?
Speaker 7: What year was that bank? When they used to wear
Speaker 7: the goghos? What that part of like?
Speaker 3: Leland young? Leland?
Speaker 1: I put, I put, I put these things on.
Speaker 6: I'm trying not to cuss as well, like I feel
Speaker 6: like y'all said, a great example of this swear joint.
Speaker 8: But why they're so bigs dirty?
Speaker 1: That's what she said.
Speaker 2: I got a crook in my neck out of nowhere?
Speaker 3: How you doing?
Speaker 5: How are you blessed?
Speaker 7: You know there? Okay?
Speaker 8: Absolutely, I'm dead ass serious, y'allok.
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Speaker 4: Take note, Jay, get the crook out your neck because
Speaker 4: of whatever you've been doing with your neck, and give
Speaker 4: us the word over zealous.
Speaker 2: I like that over zealous and uh that one word or.
Speaker 7: Two one, overboard, overcooked.
Speaker 1: I was just curious my name.
Speaker 2: Over kodaks anyway.
Speaker 8: So, the textbook definition of over zealous is showing too
Speaker 8: much energy or enthusiasm in pursuit of a cause or objective.
Speaker 8: The sentence and context is he's been over zealous and
Speaker 8: handing out parking tickets. An overzealous fan jumped on stage
Speaker 8: during the concert in Houston. Now, the urban Gerban definition
Speaker 8: of overzealous is having or showing too much zeal, such
Speaker 8: as being excessively eager, enthusiastic, or fervent. The context of
Speaker 8: the context sentence for the urban dictionary is fuck you
Speaker 8: don't push me. It's all fucking bullshit, you and your
Speaker 8: over zealous crap.
Speaker 4: So overzealous is that word basically for doing too much.
Speaker 2: I used to be overzealous with work.
Speaker 8: Really yeah, I used to be overzealous, like just taking
Speaker 8: on too many tasks and then getting burned out.
Speaker 2: But would you would you? Would you?
Speaker 8: Would you say that I was correct in airing over
Speaker 8: zealousness as a parallel to possible dick writing.
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm.
Speaker 8: I think overzealous is what you just because when you
Speaker 8: did write a nigga, you're doing too much like it.
Speaker 4: You can, you can, you can be like an over
Speaker 4: zealous shift. That's just extra about like overzealous.
Speaker 2: Can be good, though they can also be bad.
Speaker 4: Like the great the Greatest whatever, rappers, athletes all that
Speaker 4: ship that they're over zealous over overs just doing a lot.
Speaker 5: Over Zealous is only bad if you're doing it in
Speaker 5: the wrong room around the wrong people. You can never
Speaker 5: do too much in the right room. It's just about
Speaker 5: the way people respond to things, you know.
Speaker 1: I like that.
Speaker 8: I like that too, But I also feel like the
Speaker 8: context of being overzealous is also in the eye of
Speaker 8: the beholder, because a person might feel like you're being
Speaker 8: over zealous when you're actually just being passionate about something
Speaker 8: that you care about.
Speaker 3: That's true, Yeah, that's true being yourself, that's just how
Speaker 3: you are. Some people are naturally overzealous.
Speaker 8: Yeah, like people think I'm I could be confused or
Speaker 8: misconstrued as overzealous because I fucking care about I really
Speaker 8: deeply care about the shit that I really care about
Speaker 8: for real, and I go hard for it and the people.
Speaker 6: So it's like and then some stuff maybe just over
Speaker 6: people head, Like if you like you work like a
Speaker 6: regular job, you may not think like the Internet is
Speaker 6: something that you can really make some money off of.
Speaker 6: But to me, I'm making a lot of money off
Speaker 6: the Internet. So I do a lot of Internet shit
Speaker 6: that other people might not get.
Speaker 5: Being over zealous.
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, I just know. I just know it's like
Speaker 6: what works. Like when it comes to like making the
Speaker 6: clips for the Big Homie House, Like I make at
Speaker 6: least fifteen to twenty clips for each episode that I
Speaker 6: put out.
Speaker 3: A lot of people may think that's a lot.
Speaker 8: You what's the name of that ship text the.
Speaker 6: Chatt I'm gonna tell you why. Because I don't trust
Speaker 6: AI with with my creative process. I like to be
Speaker 6: real hands on with everything that I do, like from
Speaker 6: the front to the look to like the angles.
Speaker 1: I don't trust AI to to get that across.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 5: Some people will say that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, some people say that with the right person.
Speaker 5: You're creating for appreciate.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Trying to find the opposite of over zealous, uh
Speaker 3: lack to.
Speaker 9: Which you said, in different minimalists, I can go for that.
Speaker 3: Mm hmm.
Speaker 2: In different minimalist can couldn't that be like those people
Speaker 2: that just like.
Speaker 7: There's some people that got houses with nothing.
Speaker 8: Yeah, that's that's when I think of minimalist, like they
Speaker 8: don't they don't need a lot of stuff, Like they
Speaker 8: don't need like the flashy stuff. They really like black
Speaker 8: and white. We very little thing.
Speaker 6: Minimal Minimalists can be like the design of it, because
Speaker 6: people say, Kim Kardashian's house can be a minimalist if
Speaker 6: you look at the inside of hers, but it's still
Speaker 6: an extravagant house. It's just a minimalist design. She's not
Speaker 6: she doesn't have like the big the pillars.
Speaker 2: And you're right, you're right.
Speaker 8: Like like everybody, everybody's definition of minimalism or over zealousness.
Speaker 9: And it's going to because everybody's apathetic.
Speaker 7: It's just passionate their.
Speaker 9: Own definition to everything, because the way they think that's
Speaker 9: passionless or apathetic is the opposite. When we were reading
Speaker 9: off these words and then we read the definition like
Speaker 9: a lot of the definition of me making sense.
Speaker 1: To me correct definition.
Speaker 3: Wow, mm hmmm. A lot of them don't like.
Speaker 2: What about this today.
Speaker 3: I ain't never heard that word before.
Speaker 2: I have another example of a rezealousness.
Speaker 7: That's not a word.
Speaker 2: You have, like the over zealous security guard.
Speaker 8: No, over zealous, just doing.
Speaker 1: You know, be overzealous.
Speaker 3: The fucking bootman mm hmm.
Speaker 2: They probably get paid.
Speaker 6: Over No, let me tell you why the bootman overzealous
Speaker 6: because I had I had to get a rental earlier
Speaker 6: this year.
Speaker 8: I just made a nigga take a boot off my ship,
Speaker 8: Like bitch, I'm not paying you, and you just saw
Speaker 8: me get out of my car and you're finna take
Speaker 8: the ship off. Before I met up, this nigga went
Speaker 8: to his truck. I thought he was going to get
Speaker 8: his little tools to take the ship off. This nigga
Speaker 8: went and put on a body camera.
Speaker 1: I thought, I got I got a I got a boot.
Speaker 1: I got a.
Speaker 6: Boot in my building, like at my apartment because I
Speaker 6: had a rental.
Speaker 2: And char is like weird, I don't know, and.
Speaker 6: Like bruh, I pay the park here, but you booted
Speaker 6: my car that would have been in my spot if
Speaker 6: I did.
Speaker 1: Because I didn't have I didn't. I didn't, I didn't.
Speaker 1: I got here overnight nigga, was I gonna put it on?
Speaker 2: No, he probably just didn't know because if it was
Speaker 2: somebody else in your spot.
Speaker 6: But I but I came and told him, and I
Speaker 6: told him. I talked to the I talked to them.
Speaker 6: I talked to the people that gave me this new decal.
Speaker 6: So you know, I live here, So why won't you take.
Speaker 1: This boot off?
Speaker 7: We can't trip on people.
Speaker 5: Know.
Speaker 6: Your job is to make sure people that don't stay
Speaker 6: here don't park here.
Speaker 2: I differential.
Speaker 1: You just saw me. You I'm showing you the decas
Speaker 1: that I got from the leasing off.
Speaker 2: I'm not.
Speaker 1: I'm overzealous. I'm gonna tell y'all.
Speaker 8: I'm gonna tell y'all my overzealous who my overzealous ward
Speaker 8: goes to these Atlanta restaurants with this goddamn.
Speaker 6: Partially about I thought you were about to say the
Speaker 6: green the green lawn on the wall.
Speaker 2: NA partially on the food, like put partially.
Speaker 3: Everything and food look better.
Speaker 8: There's one spot I got some apple, some fried apple turnovers.
Speaker 2: That applecross my heart off.
Speaker 6: The fame partially is too much. Partially is it's for
Speaker 6: the esthetic of the food. They don't add ship to
Speaker 6: the taste garnish. It's for the pictures, pictures looking.
Speaker 2: Like not on French fries.
Speaker 8: My dog like French fries on top of my burger.
Speaker 5: Patty because they look good on pictures.
Speaker 8: But don't picture my ship. Fix my ship regular. I
Speaker 8: don't want that ship.
Speaker 6: Taking picture of some food without partially and then taking
Speaker 6: picture of food with parcel on.
Speaker 1: I promise you look better. They'll put parcel on your.
Speaker 3: Waters like an extra exactly. But that's a perspective.
Speaker 4: Would you rather have an over zealous like doctor, chef
Speaker 4: or cook or doctor, or would you rather have an
Speaker 4: apathetic one chro practice is probably over zealous.
Speaker 9: And to be chilling, pop me up and ain't gonna
Speaker 9: be doing ship always extra though.
Speaker 4: It's passionate. Part of it is passionate. Yeah, if you're
Speaker 4: passionate about something, you're gonna be over zealous. You're over
Speaker 4: You could be over zealous about hiking.
Speaker 3: Definitely, you're over zealous about the ship show, not over
Speaker 3: about the hiking.
Speaker 5: Somebody who don't like to work out probably be like
Speaker 5: you're overzealous for somebody who would like to get on
Speaker 5: the trail with you, gonna be like this is motivation.
Speaker 3: It makes sense, like my mama. You know the height.
Speaker 3: We went around twice last time, so they probably think I'm.
Speaker 2: Being you went around twice.
Speaker 7: Yeah, we did it twice, thank you. He was on
Speaker 7: some energy drink or song I.
Speaker 3: Was on that day.
Speaker 7: There you go when you watched up.
Speaker 3: My brother went that something of goddamn charge up. I
Speaker 3: gotta do one for you.
Speaker 6: Yeah, when you first started doing the mixtape you, I
Speaker 6: was very over zealous about getting the.
Speaker 1: Mixtapes off very much.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's passion so really like, it's only over zealous
Speaker 3: if you don't get it type.
Speaker 5: I like how you put I.
Speaker 6: Like because it ain't nothing that I'm doing that I think.
Speaker 6: I'm over zealous.
Speaker 3: About this ship. This ship is what I'm supposed to be.
Speaker 5: Doing, because when you're in the right room, you become
Speaker 5: even more over zealous, passionate about it because you're around
Speaker 5: people speaking life in absolutely.
Speaker 6: Like when I when I was teaching and I was
Speaker 6: still like doing the media ship on the side, I
Speaker 6: was in the classroom, like in my downtime working on
Speaker 6: big facts in hood Ridge radio videos to the to
Speaker 6: the other teachers, what's this nigga doing until.
Speaker 3: They seen me in the shape room.
Speaker 6: Like oh now, in that sense. Now it makes it. Oh,
Speaker 6: y'all want to know you don't because you don't want
Speaker 6: to put it in the work. It looks cool, but
Speaker 6: I gotta be over zealous for this ship to makes sense.
Speaker 6: So you're not gonna get it because when when you
Speaker 6: on episode ten and ship not clicking, you gonna quick.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, I believe.
Speaker 7: And go hard or go home.
Speaker 6: Yeah, like when I first got when I first started
Speaker 6: doing my ship, you told me, bro, you're not really
Speaker 6: gonna see ship till like episode eighty.
Speaker 1: I think mine was like episode eighty six.
Speaker 6: But it's people that took that get the episode twenty
Speaker 6: and like, man, this shit not clicking and give up.
Speaker 6: But I'm like, shit, I'm just not getting started ship.
Speaker 6: We're gonna figure this shit out. So yeah, if you
Speaker 6: don't get it and then you're over zealous, but it
Speaker 6: makes sense to me.
Speaker 9: People don't always have something said. If you lazy, they're
Speaker 9: gonna say you're lazy, if you if you're overworking, they're
Speaker 9: gonna say you're over zealous.
Speaker 3: Whatever it is, they gonna always have that.
Speaker 1: Why you can't live and impress people, you know.
Speaker 9: If something make if some make you exhausted, if something
Speaker 9: exhausted you, you know you're being over zealous. If it
Speaker 9: exhausts you're mental in your physical what is not well.
Speaker 8: Not necessarily because then sometimes you could just be tied.
Speaker 3: Not tied. I'm saying, like it's some ship everything, but.
Speaker 2: You're putting everything into it. Maybe that's what it is.
Speaker 4: Sometimes you can put everything into it like you sending
Speaker 4: the wrong shit reality.
Speaker 5: It be the boundary. You gotta know what's for you
Speaker 5: and what's not and be able to operate your light
Speaker 5: in the rooms that be serve your light. Anything that's
Speaker 5: gonna dim your light is not for you. And that's
Speaker 5: okay once you live in your peaceful self and you
Speaker 5: really start to understand what you bring to the table.
Speaker 5: I had a whole piphany yourself, y'all yesterday about this,
Speaker 5: and I told my pops, I'm like, man, this is
Speaker 5: the first time I've ever spoke like I'm a good mom,
Speaker 5: I'm a good woman, I'm a good person. I bring
Speaker 5: value to this. But I said it without the motivation
Speaker 5: and inspiration of anybody but myself. It was self motivated.
Speaker 5: So some people would say speaking about yourself is over zealous,
Speaker 5: But if you in the right room and people understand
Speaker 5: your journey and where you're coming from, what you've been
Speaker 5: through to get to that point, it's a different conversation.
Speaker 5: I couldn't have had that conversation and that moment and
Speaker 5: that inspiration with anybody. It had to be my because
Speaker 5: you understood my story. You know, there was no hate
Speaker 5: in it. It was strict appreciation. So I was able
Speaker 5: to really come too off of that, you know, Versus
Speaker 5: if I was in the room with anybody who had
Speaker 5: any any you know, it would have made me feel
Speaker 5: different about it, So I would have held back from
Speaker 5: that light. That's why my model right in my mantra
Speaker 5: about life right now is living your life any room
Speaker 5: you walk in. When you feel like you have to
Speaker 5: dim your life, you have to be less than who
Speaker 5: you are, can't bring as much as you want to
Speaker 5: to today, relationships, friendships, family members, anything like. You should
Speaker 5: be able to go anywhere you're supposed to be. You're
Speaker 5: gonna be able to be yourself and be your best
Speaker 5: self and living your purpose.
Speaker 9: Ye should give you anxiety when you can't.
Speaker 6: Be yourself or the people or your Like you said,
Speaker 6: if you're in a room, you're not. If you're not
Speaker 6: in the right room, and you come in with that light.
Speaker 6: That light gonna irritate people who not who not living
Speaker 6: that same lifestyle. Not saying that they living wrong, but
Speaker 6: they're not been in the same energy that you live in.
Speaker 3: Because I've been in situations where.
Speaker 6: Like folks like I'm I'm proud of myself and my accomplishments,
Speaker 6: and they like, oh, man, you need to be more humble.
Speaker 5: Humble for what anything that whatever you believe in God,
Speaker 5: higher power, ancestors, man, anything that they've given you, blessed
Speaker 5: you with, made you capable and skillful enough to be
Speaker 5: able to accomplish. You should be able to say that anywhere.
Speaker 5: And you have to watch out for people who can't
Speaker 5: handle that. Don't take it to heart though. That's another
Speaker 5: that's the other side of that thought, because it don't
Speaker 5: make them no hater. Sometimes people aren't properly. Yeah, they're
Speaker 5: not in the same season you is that? That's o great?
Speaker 5: That's why you have to know your boundary.
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, and you're right, that was important what you
Speaker 6: said about You know, everybody ain't hate because they just
Speaker 6: not in the mindset to they be.
Speaker 8: Able to process, Yeah, what you have going on or
Speaker 8: even be able to process your.
Speaker 3: Gift or they ain't even been in the position to Yeah, exactly.
Speaker 2: I ain't ever seen in Cantho.
Speaker 1: Yeah, my mama loved that movie.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 8: You know how Abuela was like always like trying to downplay.
Speaker 1: Maurice. Yeah, yeah, And you know.
Speaker 8: What I'm saying at the end of the day, like
Speaker 8: she was the one that saved the family, but they
Speaker 8: were just trying to downplay her because she didn't. She
Speaker 8: didn't fall into the same pattern that or the same
Speaker 8: scheme of things that everybody else fell into because she
Speaker 8: was different than she was meant to stand out because
Speaker 8: she was the one most of the time.
Speaker 1: Be the ones, and a lot of times we.
Speaker 3: Different always be that one.
Speaker 6: Yeah, go ahead, Sulks to be afraid to like be
Speaker 6: the one, because you gotta stand in solitude in those moments.
Speaker 6: So it's it's very difficult to like be in the
Speaker 6: setting to where you want to You want to succeed,
Speaker 6: but you don't want to you don't want to be alone,
Speaker 6: but you gotta walk alone to be successful. Like you
Speaker 6: gotta be in those rooms. You gotta be on that
Speaker 6: stage by yourself. You gotta be taking that walk by yourself.
Speaker 6: You gotta be taking that hike by yourself. You have
Speaker 6: to sit because everybody can't go with you. The ladder
Speaker 6: for success can fit one person.
Speaker 1: You can.
Speaker 3: You can show people the lader, but they gotta walk
Speaker 3: that motherfucker by themselves.
Speaker 5: I was just listening to a discernment about that pastor
Speaker 5: key Man. That's what I was listening to in the car.
Speaker 5: That's funny that you said that, now. I was just
Speaker 5: talking about how sometimes we be so we should be
Speaker 5: so ready and eager to give it away, we ain't
Speaker 5: even really got it. Yeah, And what I mean by
Speaker 5: that is we ain't even took to our gift. We
Speaker 5: haven't used it. We don't know the skillfulness of what
Speaker 5: it can actually manifest and what it can do in
Speaker 5: our lives. Sometimes to speak on it, though, you gotta
Speaker 5: be intimately related to it. That's been my problem as
Speaker 5: an individual. That's why I spoke about that epiphany yourself,
Speaker 5: because I'm just recently stopped consuming myself with doubt at
Speaker 5: the expense of what he discussed humility. You think you
Speaker 5: being humble by not showing off, but really you have
Speaker 5: to realize you just like boundaries. You just around a
Speaker 5: bunch of people and it ain't nothing against them, though
Speaker 5: I made peace about it. But I also learned to
Speaker 5: operate in that solitude. But when you get to be
Speaker 5: in a solitude because it be noise, you have a
Speaker 5: bunch of people, places, things, expectations, you're on social media,
Speaker 5: you think you gotta be like everybody else, you're not
Speaker 5: doing enough. Then you sit back and you're realizing the
Speaker 5: mumbas of solitude is where you find yourself because you're
Speaker 5: talking to God, You're talking to your higher power, you
Speaker 5: know what I mean. So how you discover yourself and
Speaker 5: then you go out you master You master yourself first,
Speaker 5: then you master the world.
Speaker 9: Yeah, you gotta know yourself with beyond a reasonable doubt. Yes,
Speaker 9: you know what I'm saying, Like, I know exactly who
Speaker 9: the fuck out?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I know.
Speaker 9: I know exactly what I am. I know what I
Speaker 9: can do, what I can't do. I know where I
Speaker 9: can be around.
Speaker 3: I know this shit. I can't be around them, so
Speaker 3: I don't even try.
Speaker 9: Like, I don't even get a nigga's excuses. A nigga
Speaker 9: be like bro pull, I ain't gone. I can't go
Speaker 9: into bro. I don't really fuck with with them with
Speaker 9: y'all fuck with you. But I can't just go ure
Speaker 9: just be like bro chilling, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 9: because at the end of the day, I know how.
Speaker 3: You would want me to be when I'm around you,
Speaker 3: but I'm not gonna be that.
Speaker 9: So it's gonna be some friction, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 9: Like why do why I'm gonna go to a part
Speaker 9: with like with three powdered heads.
Speaker 2: Ye right, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: So i'd be like, Nigga, hit this ship. I ain't ain't.
Speaker 3: It ain't gonna add up for me even be there.
Speaker 2: Right, it's in the right room.
Speaker 5: Though some people they don't know how to receive that.
Speaker 5: They think you're acting funny or you didn't change, but
Speaker 5: you're supposed to change.
Speaker 8: Yes, But that's what like just to speak to what
Speaker 8: she was saying, and what Kardak was saying about solitude,
Speaker 8: like solitude is like a golden place, Like once you've
Speaker 8: arrived at the fucking what am I trying to say,
Speaker 8: Once you've arrived at the complete and total awareness of
Speaker 8: yourself as a person, peace, the peace exactly.
Speaker 2: The solitude is like your home.
Speaker 8: You know how they say your home is your safe
Speaker 8: place or whatever, and you know that's.
Speaker 2: Where it should be, that should be your haven kind
Speaker 2: of type shit.
Speaker 8: Solitude is the haven for people that are totally aware
Speaker 8: of who they are as people. Yes, So it's like,
Speaker 8: once you understand who you are and what you were
Speaker 8: put here to do and why, being alone or being
Speaker 8: by yourself or being in that solitary space is what
Speaker 8: is gonna further cultivate that gift that you have, or
Speaker 8: that gift that you haven't learned how to use all
Speaker 8: the way yet, or that gift that you're trying to
Speaker 8: figure out how not to give away, or you know
Speaker 8: what I'm saying whatever, Like you gotta you have to
Speaker 8: be alone in order to be able to process all
Speaker 8: the things that are going on with that, because if
Speaker 8: you're not, you're gonna be influenced by outside opinions and
Speaker 8: outside things.
Speaker 5: Yeah, SOLIDUDEI foundations exactly.
Speaker 6: I was just about to say that once you once
Speaker 6: you do find comfort in being alone, you ain't really
Speaker 6: even pressed to be around other people. Like just this weekend,
Speaker 6: I asked somebody was like, hey, I got this club.
Speaker 3: D Like, if you know me, you know I do
Speaker 3: not like going out.
Speaker 1: I don't like going out at all.
Speaker 6: So when I got that shit and I told him, like,
Speaker 6: you know, I ain't really my thing, she got offended.
Speaker 1: But that's not my scene anymore.
Speaker 6: So if that's and I'm not, it's not knocking nobody
Speaker 6: that does it, because some people do it from work.
Speaker 6: Some people just like to go out, but that's not me.
Speaker 6: I like being alone. I like working on shit when
Speaker 6: I have free time, because the club ain't gonna make
Speaker 6: me no money. Like if I'm just going to go out,
Speaker 6: you know what.
Speaker 5: Too would be people adjusting to like. That's why solitude
Speaker 5: is so important. Piece about yourself is so important because
Speaker 5: when you know who you are, you enter the room
Speaker 5: that way, you exude that energy and so then when
Speaker 5: people can be in influence, they respect the newer version
Speaker 5: of you when you're enter the room like that. But
Speaker 5: you have to be in solitude to understand how you're changing,
Speaker 5: how things are affecting you, how to making you feel me.
Speaker 5: I used to be the girl boy I will pull
Speaker 5: up on anybody just to support. Now understand that that's
Speaker 5: not where my energy.
Speaker 2: Can be consumed.
Speaker 5: It makes you feel bad at first because you know
Speaker 5: a previous version of yourself, but entering.
Speaker 9: Into oln Come on, I just somebody just said, you
Speaker 9: don't owe your old self names nothing but to.
Speaker 5: Be come man, to grow you playing seeds when you
Speaker 5: live in life every time, it's just like a snake.
Speaker 5: They think they perceive a snake to be a bad thing,
Speaker 5: but a snake is always sitting dead skin. You're supposed
Speaker 5: to share dead relationships, dead people, oh habits, things that
Speaker 5: you see that don't work for you. You're supposed to
Speaker 5: shed it. You're supposed to let it go.
Speaker 1: People be mad when they can't.
Speaker 6: When when when the new version of you doesn't accept
Speaker 6: the new version of them?
Speaker 1: Like we not suppose we've outgrown our season.
Speaker 5: Let's suggest that though it's not a new version, it's
Speaker 5: discovering yourself. Yeah, the closer you get to your that's
Speaker 5: the solitude. Because solitude is peace, Peace is love, like
Speaker 5: that's everlasting, everlasting. Life is peace. That's it. That's all
Speaker 5: you know. When you think about your ancestors or high power,
Speaker 5: what do you think about peace?
Speaker 2: Comfort?
Speaker 5: All of those things. So when you get to begin
Speaker 5: with peace with yourself, you find yourself quicker. That's all
Speaker 5: it is.
Speaker 3: You don't even like regret losing those parts to you that.
Speaker 5: Don't fit in because they were never a part there.
Speaker 5: That was just extra stuff that is carrying. That's just
Speaker 5: stuff you had up on you from experience.
Speaker 2: It was part of distraction relationships.
Speaker 5: What do you get with relationships? Get baggage, extra stuff
Speaker 5: that don't belong to you. When you make peace and
Speaker 5: you hear what are you doing? You shedding that dead way.
Speaker 6: And the people and the people that are the people
Speaker 6: that are supposed to be with you on this journey,
Speaker 6: they will, they will. You will always find space for
Speaker 6: them facts in that new path and well in the
Speaker 6: path that you're supposed to have, because it's like you said,
Speaker 6: it's not a new path. This is the path that
Speaker 6: God has ordained for you.
Speaker 5: Your vision just sometimes you know, we get that.
Speaker 2: Twenty twenty man, it.
Speaker 5: Be that twenty twenty vision.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 5: Once you start to get peace, you understand solitude, You
Speaker 5: no longer operating fear, You know yourself better and walk
Speaker 5: in the rooms. You can be the light. So all
Speaker 5: them dark corners you used to bend it, they don't
Speaker 5: be dark no more because you are the light. You
Speaker 5: carry it within yourself.
Speaker 8: Absolutely, can a person like be in the middle point correct,
Speaker 8: because I feel like I'm very confident in every room
Speaker 8: that I walk in, right, I feel like I have
Speaker 8: peace within myself.
Speaker 2: But I don't like being alone a lot of times.
Speaker 5: There's nothing wrong with that though. Understand you are never
Speaker 5: alone though that's the part of the peace that you
Speaker 5: may be. And this is just me suggesting it you'll
Speaker 5: be missing because I had to learn that. Like, I
Speaker 5: like the company of people, but it has to be
Speaker 5: the right people. That is my boundary.
Speaker 2: So now I.
Speaker 5: Can tell like from being alone for so long, like
Speaker 5: I did my pregnancy with my son, very much alone
Speaker 5: for the most part. Now, I will say, as I've
Speaker 5: been healing, I've been getting on the other side of
Speaker 5: that thought to realize that people were there. They just
Speaker 5: weren't the ones who were supposed to carry me through it.
Speaker 3: It was me.
Speaker 5: It was between me and God. I had to go
Speaker 5: through that and understand myself better to receive them. Because
Speaker 5: sometimes it's not that people are wrong for you either.
Speaker 5: You got, like I said, the other side of the thought.
Speaker 5: It's not always other people. Sometimes you're not prepared to
Speaker 5: receive the people who are set in your life to
Speaker 5: be able to help you properly.
Speaker 8: Elevate.
Speaker 2: That's what I mean.
Speaker 5: So I think that's why I say peace is so essential,
Speaker 5: It's firm foundation. Once you reside in the exub peace,
Speaker 5: you begin to understand what's for you and what's not.
Speaker 5: And once you get in tune with yourself like that,
Speaker 5: there's nothing you can't do. I was at the crossroads,
Speaker 5: though I was there. Were you saying right now? I
Speaker 5: just literally yesterday, like less than twenty four hours, had
Speaker 5: an epiphany yourself where I'm like, Okay, I'm doing He
Speaker 5: been telling me to stop bullshing for about sixty days.
Speaker 5: I took heed to it. But it's like with anything
Speaker 5: you plan to see, you have to water it. Then
Speaker 5: you have to let it grow.
Speaker 3: Sometimes we just get on our own way.
Speaker 9: Man, Like you say, trying to old thinking, I don't
Speaker 9: want to be over zealous, and what they gonna think
Speaker 9: if I come in here and show them that I'm
Speaker 9: the one.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 9: Be like, bro, I don't want them to think I'm
Speaker 9: trying to take up this space. I'm trying to you
Speaker 9: already taking it up by walking in the room.
Speaker 1: You that if you that you that you can't go ahead.
Speaker 5: I know it's crazy that you say that.
Speaker 9: Man.
Speaker 5: Yesterday in my notes to my designer, I wrote it out,
Speaker 5: and I ain't afraid about nobody taking them because what's
Speaker 5: for me.
Speaker 6: Is for me.
Speaker 5: But it's be it. That's it, be his big energy,
Speaker 5: be it it, whatever it is. It's you. You. You're
Speaker 5: supposed to be, not anybody else, not in the art
Speaker 5: of comparison, man is devastating to our.
Speaker 3: Culture, right, That ship kills bro.
Speaker 9: But how can you can you compare yourself to somebody
Speaker 9: else and you not that person?
Speaker 3: Experience, that's what you gotta think. You ain't even that person.
Speaker 3: How you gonna compare yourself? You?
Speaker 9: You don't know what these people don't went through. You
Speaker 9: don't know what they're going through. And the ship you
Speaker 9: going through or went through ain't gonna match a line
Speaker 9: with their life. Brother, Yeah, go ahead, Jane.
Speaker 8: But I think, like just from my experiences, it's easy
Speaker 8: to get caught up in that whole like comparison world
Speaker 8: when you're not all the way sure of yourself, when
Speaker 8: you're when you're when you're when you're unsure about yourself
Speaker 8: and you have doubts about yourself and you don't have
Speaker 8: like a solid foundation about where you are in life
Speaker 8: and what you're supposed to be and who you are
Speaker 8: as a person.
Speaker 2: That's when.
Speaker 8: All the other ship that's going on around you and
Speaker 8: all the other ship that people are doing starts seeping
Speaker 8: in those cracks. And when it seeps in those cracks,
Speaker 8: it starts to make you kind of question your position
Speaker 8: as opposed to or in comparison of their position.
Speaker 2: And that's like when all the ship just starts going down.
Speaker 6: Yeah, and being in this line of work, being in
Speaker 6: this industry, you being a creative in general, you really
Speaker 6: have to be assured of yourself, especially like doing media shit.
Speaker 6: Like it's if I wasn't assured of myself, like I'd
Speaker 6: be very insecure.
Speaker 1: Because it's a lot of dope.
Speaker 6: Radio and media personalities in Atlanta doing a lot of
Speaker 6: amazing shit, and I can watch them be great, like
Speaker 6: I can watch my niggas that do this shit that
Speaker 6: I do be great and not be threatened by their success.
Speaker 6: Like fly Gout DC, that's my dog. He does a
Speaker 6: lot of amazing shit. I'm not threatened by that nigga
Speaker 6: doing amazing shit. That's my nigga. I'm glad he's doing
Speaker 6: it because me seeing him do this shit me seeing
Speaker 6: everybody in this room be as great as they are,
Speaker 6: I'm inspired.
Speaker 3: I just feel like God bless certain niggas different. Bro.
Speaker 9: I swear to God, Bro, and niggas be saying shit
Speaker 9: and sound like they being over zealous. It's gonna sound
Speaker 9: as overzealous shit. But I never had a role model.
Speaker 9: I never met a nigga I want to be. I
Speaker 9: never sink the nigga I want to be. I put
Speaker 9: that on everything, like you know how be like now,
Speaker 9: I get inspired by people like damn here. Yeah that's fine,
Speaker 9: you know what I'm saying. I gotta go hord.
Speaker 3: But I ain't never seen a person like I want
Speaker 3: to be like ever ever?
Speaker 9: Yeah, similar ain't the same same even as a kid,
Speaker 9: you know how niggas be like I want to be
Speaker 9: like Mike. I want to have money like these niggas
Speaker 9: up on the corner though, But I don't want to
Speaker 9: be now one of these niggas.
Speaker 3: I just want to have I want I want to
Speaker 3: get the things that they got.
Speaker 6: And I think at some point most people grow out
Speaker 6: of it, or they should grow out of it, because
Speaker 6: now I'm in the space of like, you know, I
Speaker 6: might have watched Charlemagne growing up, but like, I don't
Speaker 6: want to be Charlemagne, but.
Speaker 3: You got some niggas that want to be them. Niggas
Speaker 3: they want to be them.
Speaker 9: I never met a person or seeing a person I
Speaker 9: want to be.
Speaker 4: Of that just go back to insecurity though, like Jay
Speaker 4: was saying, it's insecurity the people people who are insecure,
Speaker 4: it puts them down on the road of spiraling. Like
Speaker 4: when people talk to you who are insecure, like I
Speaker 4: can't even resonate or talk to them like you're insecure,
Speaker 4: Like you're not confident in nothing you got when y'all
Speaker 4: should be confident in our superpowers.
Speaker 7: That God gave.
Speaker 5: That's knowing your boundary to not entertaining that because sometimes
Speaker 5: when you know when they say you the product of
Speaker 5: the people you around and be like you sit around
Speaker 5: a bunch of people.
Speaker 1: Start to wear on you.
Speaker 5: You start to questioning yourself. I've done it, Yeah, done it.
Speaker 6: But that we're saying the rooms that you're in inspire
Speaker 6: that ship. So if you're in a room full of
Speaker 6: people that want to do the same great things that
Speaker 6: you're doing, you're not gonna feel like you're being overzealous.
Speaker 6: But if you are if you're in a room full
Speaker 6: of like people that are just okay doing whatever they're doing,
Speaker 6: they get they which is not that's not a problem,
Speaker 6: that's not a problem at all. But if you inspire
Speaker 6: to do things other than that you're sitting in those
Speaker 6: rooms you're going to, that's gonna dim your shit just
Speaker 6: by like, like my mama always tell me, like, you'll
Speaker 6: never see a rooster flying with eagles, And if that
Speaker 6: eagle is in that chicken cook long enough, he will
Speaker 6: start thinking he's a rooster. But that's not that's not
Speaker 6: in the space you're supposed to be in. You have wings, my.
Speaker 1: Nigga, fly right.
Speaker 8: What about the people that like that have aspirations and
Speaker 8: dreams and stuff like that, but they feel like they
Speaker 8: don't even know where to start to get in those
Speaker 8: rooms of the rooms that you gotta speak of figure
Speaker 8: out hard to get in certain rooms.
Speaker 1: That's something you still gotta figure You have to figure
Speaker 1: it out.
Speaker 8: You gotta find like either a mentor or find somebody
Speaker 8: that's doing something similar to whatever it is that you're
Speaker 8: trying to do, or doing anything at all that they're
Speaker 8: successful at and just get some pointers. You have to
Speaker 8: ask questions like you can't like a person that doesn't
Speaker 8: where to start, or a person that doesn't have a clue,
Speaker 8: can't be a prideful person that doesn't want to ask
Speaker 8: for help, because if you know that, if you know
Speaker 8: that you want to do something but you just don't
Speaker 8: know where where, like how how to get to the
Speaker 8: point of being able to actually do it and do
Speaker 8: it successfully? You have to ask somebody that's doing it
Speaker 8: and that's successful with it, or you have to ask
Speaker 8: somebody that's doing anything and successful with it, like how
Speaker 8: did you figure out where to start whatever the fuck
Speaker 8: it is that you're doing that type shit, because if
Speaker 8: you don't, then like you're gonna be stuck. And I
Speaker 8: think that a lot of people need to be okay
Speaker 8: with being uncomfortable, especially in those spaces. Yeah, because I
Speaker 8: that was like my big I started to feel uncomfortable
Speaker 8: so much and I just it just get uncomfortable, like
Speaker 8: when you like, you know, I'm not from here, so
Speaker 8: being from LA and coming here and I ain't know nobody.
Speaker 2: I didn't know one person, So what did you do?
Speaker 2: I mean, I just start make a.
Speaker 3: Friends, come down like that bro who told you just
Speaker 3: pull up on us?
Speaker 2: I ain't know nobody.
Speaker 1: Yeah, what did you? What did you do here?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 8: Literally, my l A story was I was a photographer
Speaker 8: in l A. But I started and I went and
Speaker 8: got mentors and all that stuff that was like big.
Speaker 8: But I started to be known up under my mentors.
Speaker 8: It was like, I'm gonna get to shy to get
Speaker 8: to them. And I kind of got to the place
Speaker 8: where I don't know if I started feeling like I
Speaker 8: was a little too big, like he using me to
Speaker 8: get to uh to these people or whatever. So I
Speaker 8: was like, all right, I'm gonna move somewhere. Well, I
Speaker 8: don't know nobody, and I'm gonna start over comfort zone. Yeah,
Speaker 8: but I was so uncomfortable even when I first met comfortable,
Speaker 8: Like yeah, I just got comfortable with being uncomfortable. So
Speaker 8: I started to feel like if I walked in the
Speaker 8: room and I was too comfortable, shouldn't have been there.
Speaker 8: I need to go in the rooms I'm uncomfortable because
Speaker 8: the rooms that I walked in iut as comfortable as fuck.
Speaker 8: I felt like I can't learn nothing from these people.
Speaker 8: So you can't feel like that, though. But you when
Speaker 8: I'm saying I'm comfortable, that mean that Like I was
Speaker 8: just way too comfortable.
Speaker 2: Like talking, I wouldn't I wouldn't get nothing. I mean,
Speaker 2: that's that's a good that's a good way to feel.
Speaker 8: But at the end of the day, sometimes those comfortable
Speaker 8: rooms provide you with the security and with the fucking
Speaker 8: with the the confidence to be able to skate around
Speaker 8: in those uncomfortable rooms. No, you may be right, you
Speaker 8: may be right, but I for me will work. Was
Speaker 8: I just start jumping in rooms.
Speaker 1: I got to you just got too big for the
Speaker 1: rooms that you were.
Speaker 2: In there, I get no, I don't know.
Speaker 6: I just start going to rooms I was super uncomfortable,
Speaker 6: and the whole books and just like everything on comfort
Speaker 6: zone if you get if you don't get out of
Speaker 6: that comfort zone, you're.
Speaker 4: Gonna be stuck where you're at. You probably will start
Speaker 4: to go down. Yeah, yeah, you gotta get out that
Speaker 4: comfort zone.
Speaker 2: But then you I'm in the rooms where I'm super uncomfortable.
Speaker 8: Of the points that after a while, I started to
Speaker 8: be more comfortable and more comfortable and more comfortable. Even
Speaker 8: when I first started coming around big facts, I was
Speaker 8: kind of uncomfortable in the beginning. I ain't know nobody,
Speaker 8: I didn't really you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: You got people that Jay one of my head.
Speaker 4: Females just do that ship when females come around.
Speaker 7: That's just how it is.
Speaker 9: I guess that's why listen screaming, but the flights for
Speaker 9: the Dallas trip, like, nah, we need to drive because
Speaker 9: niggas getting too flighty.
Speaker 3: Ship, keep back in grand old bro.
Speaker 9: Yeah that's that ship, bro, Nigga, nigga appreciate that ship
Speaker 9: different bro, like then be like okay, yeah this and
Speaker 9: Grassy was stopping and got them red stops all that.
Speaker 9: That's the that's the energy, bro, I'm.
Speaker 5: Telling you sometimes just slow down, Yeah, get.
Speaker 3: Down there. In one hour, you you're back into me.
Speaker 3: Think about this ship.
Speaker 2: So what you're gonna be talking about?
Speaker 8: Like everybody have all they talking points everything.
Speaker 6: Yeah, and you was talking. You was talking about like
Speaker 6: your your introduction ship. I was in when I when
Speaker 6: I hit screaming, like what two a m. In the morning,
Speaker 6: Like you need to put out a random tweet?
Speaker 4: I just happened to be upsk about Twitter.
Speaker 2: You just laid in this DM.
Speaker 6: What I did know I did like I had had
Speaker 6: to shoot. I had to had to shoot my professional shot.
Speaker 6: No puff, no puffy, Well nah, yeah, I had to.
Speaker 6: I had to figure the ship out, and I was
Speaker 6: in space to where I was uncomfortable.
Speaker 1: Like ship, what we got going on?
Speaker 3: What you need?
Speaker 6: Let's get going and this ship worked and this ship works.
Speaker 6: So yeah, sometimes you do gotta make yourself uncomfortable.
Speaker 3: What the are you talking about?
Speaker 1: Chance?
Speaker 3: And what's up?
Speaker 4: You?
Speaker 3: Just get up here?
Speaker 4: I will say, noah, but fuck with me in bank
Speaker 4: like we we we were gonna make it, not not
Speaker 4: in a bad way. We're gonna make you uncomfortable.
Speaker 8: When I first met you, you thought I was a boy.
Speaker 8: Remember when I was messaging you.
Speaker 2: I let him go through the whole text thread, yo, bro,
Speaker 2: And at the end this means I did I'm a girl.
Speaker 2: By the way, is that cool?
Speaker 3: Surprise? Right?
Speaker 6: Nah?
Speaker 9: But what I pushed my motherfucker to be over feilous though, Yeah,
Speaker 9: I was.
Speaker 3: Just one hundred.
Speaker 9: Like my wife j called me out to her. She
Speaker 9: just she she in the gym, changed all type sh
Speaker 9: like moving faster. Why are you doing the next one?
Speaker 9: She sent me, She's gonna get zooming.
Speaker 3: Richard.
Speaker 5: You gotta know myther has been telling me to like
Speaker 5: sometimes and I'm sure you as a cancer do it
Speaker 5: a lot too, because That's why I was able to
Speaker 5: cut straight to the point. Like we be so cognizant
Speaker 5: of being an EmPATH. You don't want to hurt people feelings.
Speaker 5: You don't want to receive things the wrong way. But
Speaker 5: when you get it's two parts to that. Like when
Speaker 5: you start getting in the right room, you already know
Speaker 5: people know where your heart at. So when you say something,
Speaker 5: you don't even have to be insecure about it. Just
Speaker 5: say it. Like y'all watch the way y'all interact with
Speaker 5: each other. Y'all know each other. You're comfortable. So when
Speaker 5: you say something, if somebody else heard it, they might
Speaker 5: feel like damn, But y'all know each other. It's coming
Speaker 5: from a different place. They tell me all the time.
Speaker 5: You like, man, just say it. I'm telling you, I've
Speaker 5: just been saying stuff. You know. I be reading folks
Speaker 5: and the energy, and I be so cognizant of Like
Speaker 5: I really listen to you. I know what it is
Speaker 5: you're missing and I want to tell you. But I
Speaker 5: also know you well enough to know you're not ready
Speaker 5: to receive it. But sometimes the way you serving is
Speaker 5: that's your position. Your position is to make people aware.
Speaker 5: You have to know how to do it though, when
Speaker 5: it's coming from the heart and when it's in love,
Speaker 5: like that's what.
Speaker 2: Big energy is.
Speaker 5: It's love. That's it, you see, it's all of these
Speaker 5: is little. When it's coming from love me, you can't
Speaker 5: never go wrong. It's when you start to incorporate all
Speaker 5: the other worldly ship.
Speaker 9: That's when you trying to dress it up. That when
Speaker 9: it is gone because something different looking at me, like bru,
Speaker 9: my wife tell me all the time, or you just
Speaker 9: say the first thing come to your mind when you
Speaker 9: on a response you know what I'm saying. You think
Speaker 9: about quotes and delivery, and but on the response you're
Speaker 9: gonna say exactly what it is. Yeah, yeah, yeah, we're
Speaker 9: looking like now what you think about it?
Speaker 3: Damn? What else I would have said in that.
Speaker 2: In that gap.
Speaker 3: Right now?
Speaker 9: Besides the truth, he going, man, either love me or
Speaker 9: leave me alone. Man, that's just what it is. Funk
Speaker 9: out my way. I don't even know how many people
Speaker 9: that he is on earth? You give a fuck about
Speaker 9: an right?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 9: Or what another motherfucker talking about? Like we're trying to
Speaker 9: hold onto some shit that don't even matter for it.
Speaker 9: If I lose you, what am I losing?
Speaker 3: Shit?
Speaker 9: I ain't losing me. I don't even fuck who it
Speaker 9: is as a motherfucker that's saying they want to go.
Speaker 9: You know what I'm saying nothing. You can't replace certain
Speaker 9: people of certain things. But if you don't want me,
Speaker 9: I don't want you and no capacity friend, job walk call.
Speaker 3: Nigga.
Speaker 9: If you don't want me, you want to be around me,
Speaker 9: you don't wanna talk to me?
Speaker 8: Whatever, I'm fine, even better you want this, nigga, I
Speaker 8: gotta worry about it.
Speaker 3: Ain't even that. I'm just fine with that. It's too
Speaker 3: many people to know. I know too many motherfuckers.
Speaker 7: Now.
Speaker 5: It be the time and place of relationship. Though, like
Speaker 5: some people, like I said before, they serve you for
Speaker 5: a season. Then you come to a certain point to
Speaker 5: where it's not no longer serving. It's actually debilitating.
Speaker 3: But you're trying to hold on. You trying to be
Speaker 3: loyal to some ship that was. But that was that
Speaker 3: ship was cool.
Speaker 5: You gotta be lot for what is this ship?
Speaker 3: Ain't that no more? That? Ain't that? That ain't what.
Speaker 9: We're doing saying we were doing that?
Speaker 8: Who A lot of people hold on to like the
Speaker 8: old not even just the whole version of you A
Speaker 8: lot of people, it's like the memories and then it's
Speaker 8: the time good like everybody like you can't compete with time,
Speaker 8: Like if somebody's been somebody life for a long time,
Speaker 8: you can't compete with that. So a lot of people
Speaker 8: look at it like, then we've been in each other
Speaker 8: life for ten years, and on the eleven years, I'm
Speaker 8: kind of like.
Speaker 3: How I feel, though, is this ship disturbing me?
Speaker 5: You gotta look at the quality of the experience, Like overall,
Speaker 5: when I look at ten years, I got to look
Speaker 5: at the average of the time that I've invested in
Speaker 5: that you've invested to me, and what has that gotten us.
Speaker 5: Sometimes we be overstaying a welcome. I'm guilty of it
Speaker 5: with men, for sure. I had to learn my boundary,
Speaker 5: like I see and fall in love with the potential.
Speaker 5: You know, people gonna mirror you when you the light.
Speaker 5: I just seen a video about that. When you the light,
Speaker 5: all types of shit gonna be attracted to it. It's
Speaker 5: what you entertain. It defines you. And so I really
Speaker 5: have taken heed to that statement because defining myself is
Speaker 5: not gonna be temporary people, It's not gonna be bad exchange.
Speaker 5: It's not gonna be bad energy on big energy. That's contradictory.
Speaker 5: It doesn't make sense. It's not even what I stand for.
Speaker 5: So my boundary now is learning that I'm choosing me
Speaker 5: and it's not selfish. I'm choosing my purpose. I'm choosing
Speaker 5: my path. I'm choosing the legacy I'm leaving behind from
Speaker 5: my children. And that's okay.
Speaker 9: Yeah right, yeah, quit playing niggas as. You make your
Speaker 9: own hell, yes, make your own heir. Own thing makes
Speaker 9: you make you go through some in your mind.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying That mine is some bullshit sometimes.
Speaker 9: Yeah, but certain shiit, like y'all said, and y'all told me,
Speaker 9: because I know I'm strong, bro, strong wheel the motherfucker
Speaker 9: I get changed my mind into like I ain't even
Speaker 9: thinking about that.
Speaker 3: And to the day. Ship it's just some ship that
Speaker 3: just won't leave my mind, spirit, my heart. It just
Speaker 3: won't leave for.
Speaker 9: Other than that anything else, Bro, I can be like,
Speaker 9: especially if this ship ain't no harming in nobody, no
Speaker 9: nothing like friendship or some ship. Man, that's the easiest
Speaker 9: ship in the real bro. Fucking niggas. Fuck you, yeah,
Speaker 9: fuck that man.
Speaker 3: It don't align this ship. You could be a little
Speaker 3: little ship that don't sit, don't aligne And.
Speaker 1: We gotta be okay we're doing that.
Speaker 6: And just because somebody held a space in your life before,
Speaker 6: you don't got to remove them from your life. You
Speaker 6: just gotta get moved to a different category. You're in
Speaker 6: a different department now, you not.
Speaker 9: I love you the same though, Yeah, yeah, hard don't
Speaker 9: do that.
Speaker 3: Yeah, because you was you.
Speaker 9: You know what I'm saying, this ship don't do We're
Speaker 9: wasting each other time.
Speaker 6: Yeah, because we're trying to we're trying to hold onto
Speaker 6: some ship that don't exist anymore. That this ship, this
Speaker 6: this this relationship don't exist in this reality anymore.
Speaker 5: Not everybody was capable of the grade. Yeah, Like people
Speaker 5: can go right up with you and you can pull
Speaker 5: them up and skip the grade and they gonna still
Speaker 5: be qualities. Some people need the experience.
Speaker 6: Yeah, And and once it's once it's ober, we gotta
Speaker 6: be okay.
Speaker 1: With letting it be over.
Speaker 5: Appreciate your queen.
Speaker 6: We gotta be okay with letting this ship be over
Speaker 6: fat like, and it's not gonna it's not.
Speaker 3: It shouldn't hurt either one of us to let this
Speaker 3: ship go.
Speaker 2: But for some people.
Speaker 8: I'm just speaking for some like for some people to
Speaker 8: make those decisions are very hard.
Speaker 2: Absolutely ten years and no year eleven. Yeah, it was
Speaker 2: a whole all you different though.
Speaker 3: It is different. Bro. This ship is easy. Bro, like
Speaker 3: what do you hold?
Speaker 9: You gotta and you know when it's over to you
Speaker 9: gotta put that ship on the scale.
Speaker 7: Bro.
Speaker 3: You gotta be saying, this ship what how many?
Speaker 1: Since they won about one hundred.
Speaker 9: Yeah, you gotta we gotta wagh that ship up. If
Speaker 9: it don't wait, it's gonna weigh.
Speaker 8: But my thing is, what if it's nothing that's like detrimental,
Speaker 8: it's not, it's no ill anything.
Speaker 5: If you're having that question, not to cut you off.
Speaker 5: It's detrimental to even bring yourself to the question of
Speaker 5: if somebody belongs to let you know that your spirit
Speaker 5: has identified that something.
Speaker 1: Would you keep would you keep a splinter in your
Speaker 1: foot just because it don't hurt that much?
Speaker 3: That leadership the benefit of the.
Speaker 9: Shot them nigga brother, nigga manup.
Speaker 3: Tho sometime tripping the first time.
Speaker 9: I'm just saying, if you listen, your of your trier, it.
Speaker 3: Cheer, your cheer, it your spirit, don't trip on your mind.
Speaker 3: Is trip.
Speaker 7: What if somebody not in the right.
Speaker 5: Mind, that's that's the key to your.
Speaker 8: Oh, if you're not in your right mind, you can't
Speaker 8: make that decision.
Speaker 3: That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 9: Mind, you and your spirit gonna take you. When some
Speaker 9: ship don't belong to people mind sometimes what's your right mind?
Speaker 9: We're gonna take everybody, be saying, right mind. Even we
Speaker 9: don't know if we in our right mind.
Speaker 3: We just know what we know.
Speaker 7: But but your spirit is telling you in your right mind.
Speaker 9: But listen to your opinion. They ain't in their right mind.
Speaker 9: Spirits telling them there in their right mind, they wouldn't,
Speaker 9: they wouldn't be doing that.
Speaker 7: I got you. I can go for.
Speaker 9: The folk could be tapped in all the people were
Speaker 9: looking at, laughing at and saying they crazy, and ship
Speaker 9: could be gods and tap Now that's the whole most ship.
Speaker 3: Keep me rid of the folks could be some whole
Speaker 3: most ship.
Speaker 9: Yeah, that we're looking at things and they don't know something,
Speaker 9: but they know some know something.
Speaker 3: In a dark place, What if a dark place ain't
Speaker 3: really a dark place.
Speaker 6: You know, in a dark place, it's it's dark.
Speaker 3: It's a dark place to you because of what you
Speaker 3: think is a but.
Speaker 1: If but if I'm locked in like like what you said,
Speaker 1: what's solitude? Hold on listen.
Speaker 6: Like she said, with solitude, Like if I'm sitting at
Speaker 6: the crib twenty four seven and I'm trying to figure
Speaker 6: my shit out, you saying I'm in a dark place,
Speaker 6: I'm enlightened.
Speaker 7: Talking about that dark place.
Speaker 4: Like you said, I'm in a better place and I've
Speaker 4: been working out, I've been eating better.
Speaker 3: I've been doing this.
Speaker 9: But that's what better is. But I better is I
Speaker 9: have to figure that out. We don't know what better is.
Speaker 9: But because when I.
Speaker 6: Was eating all that fried chicken, I thought I was
Speaker 6: in a great place.
Speaker 1: All right, Damn I could eat all the pride chicken
Speaker 1: I want.
Speaker 5: As an adult, I didn't know it was bad then
Speaker 5: from the experience, Yeah, go through things that trigger you
Speaker 5: to realize the way you've been perceiving things is no
Speaker 5: longer conduce to your success.
Speaker 4: Absolutely, Do y'all feel like y'all make better decisions now
Speaker 4: than five years ago?
Speaker 2: Correct?
Speaker 3: Absolutely, you feel like you're in a better place.
Speaker 4: Yeah, so you're in a better space of mind, That's
Speaker 4: all I'm saying.
Speaker 6: But I can't call what the place I was a
Speaker 6: dark place because I had to go through that to
Speaker 6: get here.
Speaker 7: Say dark place. That's why I said better place.
Speaker 9: Yeah, I don't know what you're talking about, talking about
Speaker 9: something else about nigga who got damn the folk who
Speaker 9: we be saying like out of their mind?
Speaker 7: Oh that's that's that's different.
Speaker 2: You're talking about people that people say are crazy.
Speaker 9: Exactly like mental talking about what those people schizophrenics?
Speaker 2: Like, what are those people?
Speaker 3: Other people? One? Yeah?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm talking about like a woman that got out
Speaker 4: of a bad relationship. She's down, depressed, and she might
Speaker 4: be bad decisions because that's what I'm saying. That's what
Speaker 4: I'm saying, that type of place. Oh yeah, sometimes you
Speaker 4: just might not like you say, went on with they
Speaker 4: like I don't want to make a decision this second.
Speaker 7: I just want to let me figure it out, you
Speaker 7: know what I'm saying.
Speaker 9: Because yeah, yeah, all the time, I gotta slow a
Speaker 9: lot of ship down. That's because the nigga might not
Speaker 9: be a nigga, could be just thinking about just.
Speaker 4: I don't see what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what I'm saying, But.
Speaker 9: I ain't talking about them. I'malking about we talking about
Speaker 9: two different things. But that's the Kanye niggas and ship
Speaker 9: or just niggas who niggas think it's crazy.
Speaker 7: Bro, Yeah, they might not.
Speaker 5: Be crazy to some people. The people who they cant everything.
Speaker 9: They chosen one because you know there'll be times a
Speaker 9: nigga be cool and then when the nigga to tapping
Speaker 9: into these different I'll be seeing ship right now. What
Speaker 9: I don't know, Bro, I'll tell you I'll be seeing
Speaker 9: some ship. This ship is like like I'm finisha switch.
Speaker 2: Over what you're saying in your dreams.
Speaker 3: I'm just saying this period when what you mean like
Speaker 3: switch over to it?
Speaker 9: Got Yeah, Bro, I feel like I'm right there the
Speaker 9: border got damn switching on to you.
Speaker 6: You you're thinking different thoughts and having like different experiences.
Speaker 9: No, capt I wouldn't like you see putting out there, Bro.
Speaker 9: I hope that ship ain't. Ain't the time when they
Speaker 9: come get you. When you say ship like that, no you,
Speaker 9: I mean you know you about like them folks. Now,
Speaker 9: won't you tell tell you nigga turned into it that
Speaker 9: nigga like computer ship ain't going I'm tell you that
Speaker 9: ship is doing some other ship.
Speaker 1: It's the eclipse. It's the fucking eclipse.
Speaker 3: You're taking the line you.
Speaker 1: No, I see, I know you're not lying.
Speaker 8: That's why I haven't said anything because I know exactly
Speaker 8: what you're talking.
Speaker 5: That's how I feel yesterday.
Speaker 8: It's all about like like you have no argument for me, sir,
Speaker 8: because I.
Speaker 1: Know you question your perception.
Speaker 8: I know that, Like if they do come get you,
Speaker 8: I'm gonna come find you and bring you back if
Speaker 8: it's meant for you to come back.
Speaker 3: Like not to come get you.
Speaker 2: Like I know what you're talking about, but I'm saying
Speaker 2: in the event.
Speaker 3: You two, yeah, I ain't No, I ain't gonna be wrong.
Speaker 9: Nigga, give me y'all when they get listen, they give
Speaker 9: it all the way to me, y'all. I'm not gonna
Speaker 9: exercise this ship to wake nobody else up. I'm just
Speaker 9: gonna be back trying to be but like I see
Speaker 9: what you're saying, like, ain't trying me, no, nigga, I'm
Speaker 9: just saying, I see smell as ship.
Speaker 3: Bro. All this ship niggas has been bamboos.
Speaker 6: Give me an example example what or what you're talking about,
Speaker 6: because I example what I'm talking about.
Speaker 3: Nigga already did this before?
Speaker 9: What we're doing on right now, it already happened, Like
Speaker 9: it feels so familiar. Everything just feels so familiar to me.
Speaker 9: Every single thing that I do, it feels like I've
Speaker 9: already done it through my whole day.
Speaker 3: All right, all right. So I had this question, like
Speaker 3: for the past, let me go.
Speaker 9: Ahead, go ahead, go ahead, not like no dream like
Speaker 9: ship like for real, I've done and said these words.
Speaker 3: My whole life is that I've been.
Speaker 9: Saying this ship like if you ever y'all, do y'all
Speaker 9: ever think of niggas, like, do y'all ever like be
Speaker 9: saying some sp thinking you you know, don't not be
Speaker 9: saying that.
Speaker 3: Ship stuck? Now?
Speaker 5: Yeah, do you know what can I can speak on
Speaker 5: the experience of that it comes it comes from. That's
Speaker 5: a response to grief. Like when I lost my grandfather,
Speaker 5: I started having a whole different perspective about myself. I
Speaker 5: started to see myself differently. And you stop existing because
Speaker 5: you realize existing stops. That comes with the expiration. But
Speaker 5: the EXPERI into something you can't take back. So that's
Speaker 5: what it is. You're you're experiencing everything.
Speaker 3: That saying.
Speaker 9: Oh yeah, it probably just the last ship to put
Speaker 9: you in a different emotional state.
Speaker 3: To tap on into you facts. I'm telling you something
Speaker 3: going on, bro, I need I need some help.
Speaker 7: Don't help. Don't fight, I keep telling, don't fight.
Speaker 3: I think on top of the ship.
Speaker 7: You know I've been there.
Speaker 9: So ship has been happening to me that never happened before.
Speaker 9: Like like I had Jay gave me some cash right
Speaker 9: thinking about three or four thousand dollars, nigga. Ship fell
Speaker 9: out my pocket when I'm going inside my bill and
Speaker 9: I went up stairs, took a shower, the dead all
Speaker 9: types of ship. This is the door where everybody go
Speaker 9: in and out through the parking lot.
Speaker 3: I come back, the money is right there on the ground,
Speaker 3: like right like.
Speaker 9: As soon as I go to the right there, okay, cool, ben,
Speaker 9: I got a storage in the apartments.
Speaker 7: So I said, I.
Speaker 9: Think I dropped my pen the little weed pin walk
Speaker 9: outside like this is ours.
Speaker 3: There's no way this is not kicked the way. Nobody
Speaker 3: ain't got it. It's like I can't lose it of ship.
Speaker 3: I want right here.
Speaker 2: What's for you?
Speaker 3: It's for you though, that don't mean that's favor.
Speaker 5: That's favor, that's favorite, that's peace, that's knowing this around.
Speaker 3: I ain't something about that. This is spooky an what
Speaker 3: if I want them Jesus niggas big bank baker. What
Speaker 3: if a nigga is one?
Speaker 9: Like we don't know when them niggas tap into what
Speaker 9: they was and who are these prophets?
Speaker 3: Nigga is one of them? Niggas.
Speaker 1: You're already doing that. You're already doing that.
Speaker 7: That's what I told you.
Speaker 1: I said, you're already doing that conversation.
Speaker 8: Just just off the way that you speak like you.
Speaker 8: I don't think you realize how many people you hear
Speaker 8: or how many people that relate to you and actually
Speaker 8: sent to you in touch.
Speaker 2: So you already are that, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6: Maybe you think, maybe you maybe you think that gift
Speaker 6: need to look like a kind of certain package that
Speaker 6: you don't think you're that, But you are that.
Speaker 1: You're doing that now.
Speaker 3: I know that, nigga.
Speaker 8: I'm not saying about being that nigga.
Speaker 9: I'm saying saying that, but you.
Speaker 1: You are already you are already a healer.
Speaker 3: You. That's you you, that's that's you said like I'm thinking, look.
Speaker 1: Like that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know you don't look like that.
Speaker 4: I'm gonna take you all the way back to that
Speaker 4: Chicana episode where she was plugging at you, like, no.
Speaker 3: You can do it. I don't want to do that.
Speaker 7: Ship, but I'm saying you ain't gonna be.
Speaker 3: Able to you already.
Speaker 4: The hike was about is a blessing, but I have
Speaker 4: to keep it all the way honest. I'm like, walking
Speaker 4: up a mountain with a hundred nigga is different.
Speaker 2: You're scary.
Speaker 1: You don't that sounds like even listen to him say that.
Speaker 1: Don't that sound biblical?
Speaker 7: My nigga?
Speaker 3: That is biblical ship.
Speaker 4: There has never been a bad energy of band, No, never, nothing.
Speaker 6: Sure falling is the worst thing that ever happened on
Speaker 6: the High, but it really wasn't.
Speaker 3: She went out of town doing you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 8: First of all, the hike, the hike, me falling wasn't
Speaker 8: the worst part because for me, it just showed.
Speaker 2: Me how big the hike is.
Speaker 8: Because me falling, all the people that I'm used to
Speaker 8: was nowhere around.
Speaker 2: Only person, well, the only person that was right there
Speaker 2: was Courtney.
Speaker 8: But Courtney little Lass couldn't pick me up like she
Speaker 8: couldn't carry me. It was niggas I didn't even know
Speaker 8: that was making sure an't bad. No, it wasn't bad.
Speaker 2: The dude wrapped my.
Speaker 8: Damn leg up so goddamn quick big sitting there at
Speaker 8: the top, calling me clumsy.
Speaker 9: He made the back and they had a room. I
Speaker 9: was just stairs in the room and they were walk
Speaker 9: them out seeing happened. Court had already called me like
Speaker 9: shoutow ship like where she said, but we're coming on.
Speaker 3: Yeah, when I was standing on the punt like damn.
Speaker 6: But it wasn't even a bad thing looking like so
Speaker 6: that was that was like you said, It wasn't a
Speaker 6: bad thing.
Speaker 3: It was really there to show the community.
Speaker 2: Now everybody is always.
Speaker 5: Water all right up to me.
Speaker 3: I told y'all I knew.
Speaker 2: Don't you ask get to the.
Speaker 1: Like that the burning bushes.
Speaker 3: Next, everything out wanting a part of hobby. I told you.
Speaker 3: I told her he could do it.
Speaker 6: He can.
Speaker 1: I told John ask.
Speaker 8: Niggas man, this nigga the biggest ship that I've been
Speaker 8: saying that for years.
Speaker 9: Nigga go to the uh tomorrow. Just get in from
Speaker 9: the wall. See if I can pull.
Speaker 1: Listen, listen to watch watched No.
Speaker 9: Watch Joe Real belief and open the water I see
Speaker 9: the move a little bit, I'll be like.
Speaker 1: The fish gonna be in there, like what y'll doing,
Speaker 1: wave my way.
Speaker 3: One of the.
Speaker 1: Fish is gonna be in there, confused as a motherfucker.
Speaker 5: They might be waiting.
Speaker 3: Might You're right, you might be they might be motherfucking way.
Speaker 3: You know fit the bar.
Speaker 5: You gotta live in your life, you like I see it.
Speaker 3: The movie.
Speaker 1: Look at that.
Speaker 3: You're doing it from the middle.
Speaker 7: Everybody from them.
Speaker 3: Charge yourself.
Speaker 9: I just be charged myself up in the mirror and everything.
Speaker 9: But I'm too retarding.
Speaker 7: Now.
Speaker 3: You gotta charge yourself up like black hoo.
Speaker 9: Like they ain't even saying nothing but ship like that.
Speaker 9: Like listening to myself. Man, who man, you who just
Speaker 9: little ship like that? Ribbed yourself up, bro, And you
Speaker 9: ain't even saying nothing but.
Speaker 3: You know what you're thinking right that?
Speaker 9: Man myself into that move even when I before I
Speaker 9: do ship Internet, Bro, I ain't I can't nothing break you, bro,
Speaker 9: ain't time charge up?
Speaker 3: Come out that motherfucking cut loose.
Speaker 6: The sun.
Speaker 8: Would Yeah, okay, y'all, so on our first what would
Speaker 8: you do? Let me find it? Okay, here it is
Speaker 8: shout out to Barrita Mama, Caliente on Instagram, so she
Speaker 8: d ms me after watching the the episode that we
Speaker 8: did with Jojo.
Speaker 2: Suckistic.
Speaker 8: Okay, bitch, screening will never be professional.
Speaker 9: Doing all that saying ship like this. It's too countrydicting
Speaker 9: that I don't want to really be good.
Speaker 6: No, but you speaking the language of the people that
Speaker 6: you're supposed to be talking.
Speaker 8: You're talking about You're talking about cuss words. Do you
Speaker 8: know what some of these other do you know what
Speaker 8: some of these other biblical people are doing to.
Speaker 7: You?
Speaker 3: Got id?
Speaker 5: Can I encourage you to do something though?
Speaker 2: Like for me to you?
Speaker 5: You know this big energy now lego of every version
Speaker 5: of yourself that you have depicted, And what I mean
Speaker 5: by that is you are really a healer. Let me
Speaker 5: validate you real quick. You're a huge reason why I'm
Speaker 5: sitting right here back talking the way that I know
Speaker 5: I'm supposed to talk. You kind of pushed me to
Speaker 5: get through that last little season of post barm You
Speaker 5: have no idea, Like you said, you don't be having
Speaker 5: no idea what you be doing. The last time that
Speaker 5: I saw Dave was because you called us back to
Speaker 5: come be your family and be at Where do we
Speaker 5: go to breakfast at Barney. The last conversation that we
Speaker 5: had before we lived when we was walking out, and
Speaker 5: he was like, you didn't know how much I needed
Speaker 5: to hear it now because I have been contemplating on
Speaker 5: it all week. The man looked at me and said, man, Kayla,
Speaker 5: I've been around a lot of people, he said, and
Speaker 5: some people want to be the one. Some people are
Speaker 5: the one. I know who's the one. You are the one.
Speaker 5: Don't stop living in your life. I've been doing videos
Speaker 5: ever since. I'll be making sure I get up and
Speaker 5: do my prayers. You wonder why I started doing my
Speaker 5: prayers because I felt like I didn't look like a
Speaker 5: person who was supposed to be praying. You know, I
Speaker 5: get on there, I got pictures. You might turn around
Speaker 5: see my ass a little bit. I might be popping
Speaker 5: it about a toxic relationship I'm coming out of. And
Speaker 5: then then the next breath, I'm gonna tell you who
Speaker 5: I went and got the answer from.
Speaker 2: It was God.
Speaker 5: I had to perceive myself. Your perspective is what changed
Speaker 5: what I'm doing now. So don't ever get attached to
Speaker 5: the perspective. That's who you are as perspectives. That's why
Speaker 5: God has you serving, Like he'll put people in different
Speaker 5: rooms and whatever you believe in ancestors, listen here, they'll
Speaker 5: put you in rooms where you're supposed to serve that
Speaker 5: nobody will go to. But somebody has to do the work.
Speaker 5: Somebody has to be the servant. That's why you are
Speaker 5: who you are, and you do what you do. Don't
Speaker 5: step away from it, lean into that.
Speaker 10: Come on now, Okay. So she said, Hey, I watched
Speaker 10: the podcast and I need your advice. So my baby
Speaker 10: daddy just got out of prison and he keeps telling
Speaker 10: me to wait for money for our twins that I
Speaker 10: had last July, but won't take a DNA test. What's
Speaker 10: the best advice you can give me? I have the
Speaker 10: court order in place, and he keeps harassing me about
Speaker 10: my vagina.
Speaker 2: At alder ship yet But.
Speaker 5: What would you say?
Speaker 8: But in hindsight, in hindside, I can't tell that nigga,
Speaker 8: no cash, no ass No, I'm just.
Speaker 2: Playing but not real ship.
Speaker 8: Like if he can't, if he can't do what needs
Speaker 8: to be done for the kids, then like you don't
Speaker 8: need to be fucking on him. Like and I get like,
Speaker 8: niggas just getting out of prison, they gotta get back right,
Speaker 8: they gotta get they shit together, whatever whatever.
Speaker 2: But you can tell the difference.
Speaker 8: Between the nigga that's trying to make an effort and
Speaker 8: a nigga that's just trying to stall you out, you
Speaker 8: know what I'm saying, be cause a nigga is trying
Speaker 8: to make an effort, is gonna figure out something. He's
Speaker 8: gonna say, Well, I might not have shit to give
Speaker 8: him right now because I just got out, but let
Speaker 8: me watch him for you, or let me take him somewhere,
Speaker 8: you know what I'm saying, let me anything with him,
Speaker 8: you know, just to alleviate some sort of pressure and
Speaker 8: stress off you. But if the nigga's not trying to
Speaker 8: do nothing or contribute anything or give and especially if
Speaker 8: he's like back, moving around or doing whatever like on
Speaker 8: a regular basis, and he still hasn't taken into consideration
Speaker 8: the children, you have no business opening your legs to
Speaker 8: this nigga periods.
Speaker 3: I have a question.
Speaker 2: So what part was she was saying the DNA what?
Speaker 2: So he don't know if it's so, I'm.
Speaker 8: Assuming that she was trying to figure out whether or
Speaker 8: not she was gonna put him on child support. And
Speaker 8: he refuses to take a DNA test, because I guess
Speaker 8: you have to have a DNA test to legitimize the
Speaker 8: father to be able to establish paternity to get the
Speaker 8: funds and all that. But I'm thinking, like, Okay, if
Speaker 8: he just got out of prison, I mean, you probably
Speaker 8: only gonna get like twenty four cents on child support anyway,
Speaker 8: So like what difference does that make other than possibly
Speaker 8: like suspending his license or you know, something like that.
Speaker 8: But as far as actually getting something out of it,
Speaker 8: I don't really see like the benefit of that. But definitely,
Speaker 8: like I wouldn't advise any interaction because because that's given
Speaker 8: the mixed signal, Like even though I'm tripping on you
Speaker 8: about doing shit for your kids, you can still have
Speaker 8: me and you don't have to fuck with your kids. Nah,
Speaker 8: I agree with that, Like yeah, I agree. Like if
Speaker 8: you ain't taking care of your kids and your responsibilities,
Speaker 8: it ain't nothing over here for you say.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's yeah. I don't even like dudes don't take
Speaker 2: care of their kids.
Speaker 8: Like if I don't, if I know you got kids
Speaker 8: and I don't hear about you talking about him, you
Speaker 8: gotta go pick them up and do all the other
Speaker 8: stuff we ain't got nothing to talk about.
Speaker 9: I concur but I'm gonna say this and nothing to
Speaker 9: do with this. I just was thinking about this when
Speaker 9: you was talking about that. I ain't speaking on that,
Speaker 9: like a nigga should take care of their kids. But
Speaker 9: a lot of these women pussing lack inspirational.
Speaker 3: Man like you niggas. I'm gonna tell me niggas and
Speaker 3: ship ship.
Speaker 9: If you funck with a bitch and her puss, it
Speaker 9: on inspire you to want no money.
Speaker 1: She's not the one, right though, she.
Speaker 8: Well, maybe that's why he's trying to try to active.
Speaker 8: Maybe that's why he's her pussy because whoever he's actually
Speaker 8: laying with is actually giving him the pussy.
Speaker 2: Might the pussy that he's actually laying with it might
Speaker 2: be the lack.
Speaker 3: Yeah, But what I'm saying, what you gotta know.
Speaker 9: You gotta know that you got that inspirational ship if
Speaker 9: you really fuck with this nigga, I don't know how
Speaker 9: to put it.
Speaker 2: You gotta know what the good pussy does motivate a
Speaker 2: nigga off.
Speaker 8: Yes, bro, you fucking me good bitch, you helping me win?
Speaker 8: From the Book of Pluto, verse Colirty seven, Hello, Chapter nineteen.
Speaker 8: He said, when you're fucking me good, or if you're
Speaker 8: fucking me good, bitch, you're helping me win. So that
Speaker 8: means like that helps you, know, it helps you free
Speaker 8: your mind when you're getting fucked good, Like when you're
Speaker 8: not getting fucked the right way, like that ship does
Speaker 8: something to you and it's a detriment to your entire existence.
Speaker 5: But sometimes the fuck ain't physical. Let's get on the
Speaker 5: side of that perspective. Sometimes the fuck is the energy.
Speaker 5: It's the way you make a nigga feel like. It's
Speaker 5: the way that he can be himself, express himself. Like
Speaker 5: that's why the Big Energy Room is about black men
Speaker 5: in therapy, because I feel like that's an underserved market.
Speaker 5: Niggas don't be feeling like they can talk to me.
Speaker 5: It's not that you don't want to talk. Is that
Speaker 5: when I'm talking you nagging, you're not listening. You're telling
Speaker 5: me about time and a place to allow you have
Speaker 5: And I've learned to create a sacred space for a
Speaker 5: man in that vicinity. But as a woman, you have
Speaker 5: to be comfortable with yourself. So going back to what
Speaker 5: you're talking about as far as her feedback, like if
Speaker 5: she don't know who she is. She can't really be
Speaker 5: that for him anyway. So y'all really probably just fucking.
Speaker 5: You're probably just fucking and come on now. But look now,
Speaker 5: if he had the incentive to want to be around
Speaker 5: you and you were the fuck that was inspirational, he
Speaker 5: would want to take care of your kids because he
Speaker 5: would already he don't got to get no more.
Speaker 9: That puts to know he inspired, he would already be
Speaker 9: inspired enough to take care.
Speaker 3: Of the kids.
Speaker 5: Even if you're coming, you know, like you said.
Speaker 2: Coming five out.
Speaker 3: Family man.
Speaker 7: Yeah, So the.
Speaker 5: Question is is really for her? Where is he now?
Speaker 5: What is he doing now? Because he didn't come right
Speaker 5: back home to you? So what is the incentive? What's
Speaker 5: she trying to get out of the deal?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I just flipped, man.
Speaker 2: Y'all just fucked her the way up and just trying
Speaker 2: to help. No, But I know, like I know, people like.
Speaker 3: Inspiration.
Speaker 8: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, So what what would you do?
Speaker 3: Just wuck with him? Basically?
Speaker 8: No, if he won't, if he won't, if he wan't
Speaker 8: take care of his kids, it's like it ain't I know,
Speaker 8: I'm gonna have to still converse with the nigga because
Speaker 8: he is the kid's parent or whatever about certain ship,
Speaker 8: but as far as like fucking on me or like
Speaker 8: being around me, or being like in any kind of
Speaker 8: relationship type setting, Fuck no, co.
Speaker 5: Parenting is together, like it's you doing it together. So
Speaker 5: if he's not pulling his way to responsibility.
Speaker 8: You have because I feel like, like I said, it's
Speaker 8: all about the effort. Like, okay, you just getting out,
Speaker 8: I know you not. I know you're not finna have
Speaker 8: ship like you have a little bit of something, but
Speaker 8: you gotta fucking you gotta get situated.
Speaker 2: You gotta get transportation, you gotta.
Speaker 8: Do whatever you're doing to get your money started back up,
Speaker 8: you know whatever.
Speaker 2: Whatever.
Speaker 8: Okay, I get that, but at the end of the day,
Speaker 8: like fucking anything, just show me something.
Speaker 5: To participate with time ship, pull up work you need yeah.
Speaker 1: For sure?
Speaker 3: Yah. Yeah.
Speaker 2: If you ain't got no money by your kids, you're.
Speaker 5: Doing your responsibility your time.
Speaker 9: You know what I'm saying, Like the type ship, yeah
Speaker 9: not even well.
Speaker 2: I mean maybe if you ain't got no money, what
Speaker 2: the fun else do you have? But time?
Speaker 3: So you definitely definitely the angle and.
Speaker 2: Know what I'm saying, But just.
Speaker 3: Marginalized me. That's a little big fat marginal be put
Speaker 3: me in a box.
Speaker 8: No, we ain't gonna put you in the box with nigga.
Speaker 8: You're gonna, you're gonna, you're gonna do.
Speaker 3: Some right now.
Speaker 2: He got time to be trying to hump on that lady.
Speaker 9: Take that, you know that, don't take that, trying to
Speaker 9: get take.
Speaker 2: Them kids right, Yeah, yeah, they don't get it up.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's a whole other story. But let's go, Joe.
Speaker 3: That's gonna turn it to the end of the day. Man.
Speaker 2: Mostly No, all right, y'all, we're gonna do.
Speaker 5: I like that Accountability of the water.
Speaker 8: Read open it up, now up.
Speaker 2: Oh now you're drawing ship in the water heart you
Speaker 2: were tired of this hell man, some mass stupid ass
Speaker 2: ship man?
Speaker 8: No, Sean, Oh my god.
Speaker 2: So we're gonna do random thoughts. Okay, what if.
Speaker 8: What if our entire lives are living in another person's
Speaker 8: dream and then it disappeared once they wake up?
Speaker 1: Hm?
Speaker 8: Like, what if we're living in somebody else's dreams right
Speaker 8: now and once they wake up it just disappears?
Speaker 3: Might be honest, but you never know.
Speaker 9: This ship is crazy that that kind of makes sense,
Speaker 9: makes sense?
Speaker 11: Some of that ship God ahead.
Speaker 3: Whoever. They said, No, but ship. I think all this
Speaker 3: ship is weird. I don't even think I may not.
Speaker 9: We may not even look like how we know look
Speaker 9: how people look right, We might ain't even know like
Speaker 9: I mean, like we see what you see. You can
Speaker 9: think we're seeing the same thing, but we you know
Speaker 9: not can you even see what you see?
Speaker 6: When I said we don't see, you read the same
Speaker 6: color a few weeks ago, like face.
Speaker 8: So you might so you might look at me and
Speaker 8: see brains, and then she might look at me and
Speaker 8: see a faide I'm crying.
Speaker 9: Yeah, you know what I'm saying anything like but me
Speaker 9: talking regularly.
Speaker 2: What if aliens se us as roaches?
Speaker 1: They do?
Speaker 5: They probably do?
Speaker 2: What if alien se us as roaches?
Speaker 9: Yeah, because we're on our own plane planet this and
Speaker 9: we just like a fish bowl like you said, yeah,
Speaker 9: like just looking at it.
Speaker 3: We just some people are said.
Speaker 2: Yeah, think about it, like we be looking at answer
Speaker 2: ship or like or like that little town and beetlejuice.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, m.
Speaker 7: What town.
Speaker 2: I'm worried about it. Google it, look it up.
Speaker 7: But part of that, though, is I feel you but.
Speaker 5: Whatever this we just how to ride it out?
Speaker 3: Do what feel good though. That's the end of That's
Speaker 3: what I'm saying. Shipped don't feel good.
Speaker 9: It ain't right on your how much you love this person,
Speaker 9: how much you love this job, or how much you
Speaker 9: love If it don't feel good, it ain't right, bro.
Speaker 3: It ain't somebody feel good like you.
Speaker 9: You got a doubt feeling like because it's gonna come
Speaker 9: on somebody like it don't feel good like something just
Speaker 9: off it don't feel good like it feels like.
Speaker 3: Or that ain't it.
Speaker 6: Anything else?
Speaker 1: Big fact?
Speaker 2: Is it like that? For like relationships?
Speaker 8: You know people in relationships all the time that should
Speaker 8: start to feel like some bullshoes.
Speaker 3: Ain't gon never feel right.
Speaker 9: But uptime it's just that ship don't work because you
Speaker 9: two people trying to that shit gonna be hard work regardless.
Speaker 3: It's just two two people.
Speaker 9: And you know what I'm saying, if you're a hell
Speaker 9: of a nigga, your bit's gonna be a hell of
Speaker 9: a bitch.
Speaker 3: She gonna have ego, You're gonna have ego.
Speaker 5: It's just about line anything I think it'd be part of.
Speaker 5: Like Lauren Lundy said that like learning not to possess
Speaker 5: people like you live in your light and I'm gonna
Speaker 5: live in mind and together we can coexist in there.
Speaker 5: That's where you find peace being around the person, because
Speaker 5: then your ego really is non existent. I just know
Speaker 5: that's how it war. And I'm gonna help you try
Speaker 5: to cultivate that better.
Speaker 3: It's hard.
Speaker 9: They got them delivered that to the to these females, man, like,
Speaker 9: that's from the woke bitch, the regular bitches who's already
Speaker 9: been ship you the same nigga, only how much scream
Speaker 9: the Jays don't say you change, boy. I know you
Speaker 9: that ain't going for that ship by you, that same nigga.
Speaker 3: I see the ship, Yeah, yeah, you doing good? You
Speaker 3: that sh ain't that though? I know you, buddy, use
Speaker 3: the bullshit? How do you fix that? I can't and
Speaker 3: ship already like walk it out that is. I just
Speaker 3: got to find out how to fix that, like fix
Speaker 3: anybody know how to fix.
Speaker 5: Fixing experience?
Speaker 3: I ain't tripping. I ain't tripping though.
Speaker 2: How you fixed that?
Speaker 3: Sometimes?
Speaker 9: Just know like I know you feel see I feel
Speaker 9: somebody else like you, just like you? You know how
Speaker 9: that should I be talking? Hey man, people don't want
Speaker 9: your journey.
Speaker 3: You can't do that too crazy? Like what you talking
Speaker 3: us right?
Speaker 2: You never mind, I take you back.
Speaker 3: Rather thought, who is tho? Random thought?
Speaker 9: Like I was just saying, like ship that you know,
Speaker 9: and it's gonna be a fucking random thought. But sho,
Speaker 9: you know don't feel right to me. And I'm gonna
Speaker 9: keep one hundred. It don't feel right being with one woman.
Speaker 5: M hm h m m. The comments is gonna go crazy.
Speaker 3: One woman, my wife everything.
Speaker 9: So I'm saying the temptation of always just like damn
Speaker 9: like like you can see yourself liking another woman like
Speaker 9: I wanted to what do you say, uh, jingle with
Speaker 9: another woman?
Speaker 3: Part the red sea of another one?
Speaker 8: So you feel so you feel like this ship is
Speaker 8: supposed to be like your existence when.
Speaker 3: Certain niggas listen, let me let me say this.
Speaker 9: You like queen you just you just sparked my idea.
Speaker 9: Let me finish my then you then we on you
Speaker 9: in the Bible. What y'all go by Jesus in any
Speaker 9: book before now, If a nigga was a king, he
Speaker 9: did king activity, conbines, whatever he wanted to do.
Speaker 3: He wasn't confined to one person feeling.
Speaker 9: Nobody, not his people out here, these people, not those people.
Speaker 9: Nobody not his wife, not his kids. My mind says
Speaker 9: where this kingdom is going? M hm, real ship, that
Speaker 9: was what makes your king?
Speaker 3: All these fake king like I'm a fake king. They
Speaker 3: tell me what to do, like.
Speaker 4: I was trying to verify your ship with like Egyptian
Speaker 4: history and it said Egyptian pharaohs would marry their sisters.
Speaker 1: No, we're not talking.
Speaker 4: About no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Speaker 7: Rabbit random ship. I'm not saying.
Speaker 4: I'm just saying I was trying to see that they.
Speaker 8: Married their sisters and ship. I wonder if their babies
Speaker 8: came out retarded.
Speaker 3: But they came out.
Speaker 2: They came out French.
Speaker 5: What is they cut?
Speaker 7: Like? Real?
Speaker 3: And I ain't talking about this, ain't this is not me.
Speaker 3: It's just a random.
Speaker 9: Everyone, right, We're not saying this is how I feel.
Speaker 9: This is a random thought, right like until now, name
Speaker 9: a time when kings can be kings.
Speaker 7: The difference this is the kings a bunch of I ain't.
Speaker 9: Talking about a bunch of saying a man to do
Speaker 9: what he want to do. I ain't talking about the bunch.
Speaker 4: Will they want to do?
Speaker 3: Now they can't, No, they can't, now they really can't.
Speaker 3: You really can't.
Speaker 9: You can, but it's gonna be frownal point, it's gonna
Speaker 9: be I'm just saying, like, bro, even when like my
Speaker 9: great granddaddy them them nigga want no niggas, you could
Speaker 9: tell nothing. Yeah, oh yeah, you can't tell me nothing
Speaker 9: about nothing.
Speaker 3: Don't discuss nothing.
Speaker 4: The community changed, the black community changed as a whole.
Speaker 8: But this is what I was gonna say about as
Speaker 8: far as like the whole woman thinks. So you feel
Speaker 8: like that a relationship should be like an octopus, Like
Speaker 8: you know how the octopus has the body and then
Speaker 8: it has like eight or nine or ten legs or whatever.
Speaker 8: So the body would be your ain bitch or your wife,
Speaker 8: and then the eight, nine or ten legs would be
Speaker 8: all of the supplemental bitches that have whatever qualities or
Speaker 8: aspects that you feel like support support.
Speaker 3: She's good in the garden, she's good clothes.
Speaker 9: Yeah, she's good at finding, she's a hell of a cleaner.
Speaker 9: And this is our fucking nurse.
Speaker 3: Yeah we got a nurse. Doctor be say your life.
Speaker 1: You got the legal team.
Speaker 3: Huh curveball that what's the curvebll.
Speaker 4: I'm saying that if we, if not we, but I'm
Speaker 4: just saying, the king gonna be a king.
Speaker 7: You gotta be king in.
Speaker 5: Got hell business hell every ever man can hell and
Speaker 5: afford to assume a quality of life for ten bitches.
Speaker 5: What meaning you can't go in and you can't afford it.
Speaker 9: We want ten bites and telling their business. So you're saying, no,
Speaker 9: ten broken bitch. We want this bitch already straight.
Speaker 7: So you're saying she's a doctor. You're saying the king.
Speaker 3: Just mister, you're saying the king, no bitches. You're trying
Speaker 3: to build up. This is twenty twenty four.
Speaker 4: Man, a king should have multiple women. But a peasant ship,
Speaker 4: that's what you're saying. Because what if it's a peasant But.
Speaker 3: If you're a pezsant, you mean you ain't got the
Speaker 3: mind frame.
Speaker 5: To manage this corporation.
Speaker 8: That's He's right, you know, even do this ship.
Speaker 9: You see, this is a ground up nigga. We built
Speaker 9: ship from the ground up. All were missing is a
Speaker 9: couple of tools.
Speaker 8: But real ship, like in the real world today, it's
Speaker 8: nine times out of ten the peasants that have multiples.
Speaker 1: They don't got multiple quality.
Speaker 3: They ain't doing that. Yeah, ain't getting there.
Speaker 9: They getting the bare memory's about the nigga who know
Speaker 9: how to put this bitch with this bitch, this bitch,
Speaker 9: he'll know the credit the hold. Both of them got
Speaker 9: some O tools.
Speaker 2: No, that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 8: That's hard, but it's the it's the it's the broken
Speaker 8: nigga with the good dick they got. Oh, I'll be
Speaker 8: one of them there, like you, is going crazy, want.
Speaker 3: To get get fucked.
Speaker 8: But who's gonna Who's gonna commit to that type of
Speaker 8: situation without getting fucked some business?
Speaker 9: Yeah, but listen, you think about you start shipped right
Speaker 9: now today business.
Speaker 3: Jada's girls real ship.
Speaker 9: But they just all they need is a little guys.
Speaker 9: They want to get in the light. They want to
Speaker 9: be around what you do. They already do what they do.
Speaker 9: They don't mean going to school all their life.
Speaker 3: They bore it.
Speaker 9: They want to live life. You could be in a
Speaker 9: corporation with these people. This is what's happening. Like niggas
Speaker 9: is not putting their mind together, and it's gonna spark
Speaker 9: the mind of a young player.
Speaker 3: He gonna go hell his business off this ship, real ship.
Speaker 9: At the end of the day, you already you lying
Speaker 9: to a whole bunch of bitches that you really ain't
Speaker 9: got a lie to you tell them.
Speaker 5: Right there, That's part of what you just said, O G.
Speaker 5: When you couldn't tell them nothing because they knew who
Speaker 5: they were, they don't be knowing who they are. That's
Speaker 5: why you can't lead nobody and you can't lead yourself.
Speaker 11: I ain't talking about come to the counter nigga.
Speaker 5: I just want to specify what kind of nigga is
Speaker 5: required to do what it is that you're saying.
Speaker 3: That's all I agree totally.
Speaker 9: What I'm saying is you gonna know the nigga ain't
Speaker 9: even nigga that ain't moving, then bru shut the fuck
Speaker 9: up talking about nothing a nigga.
Speaker 3: You you don't know like this? Is this? This makes sense?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 9: Yeah, this makes sense because because get what all bullshes out,
Speaker 9: most bitches doing it anyway, it's just not they're just
Speaker 9: not making it a bitch you with this nigga.
Speaker 3: You know he got bitches. You just not making a
Speaker 3: business sense.
Speaker 5: What about the nigga you know himself well enough to
Speaker 5: just tell you.
Speaker 9: I'm saying a nigga will tell you, but a nigga
Speaker 9: ain't bringing the play because he bitch ain't going for
Speaker 9: the players.
Speaker 3: What I'm saying, nigga tell you, like.
Speaker 8: Bitches aren't going for the play because by nature most
Speaker 8: bitches are most I mean, most women are emotional creatures.
Speaker 9: But but what I'm saying that you're right, But at
Speaker 9: the end of the day, emotions or not, CAS's gonna
Speaker 9: turn into something else.
Speaker 3: Like, Okay, at the end of the day, everybody still.
Speaker 9: Just still, it's the same, still the same, stay all
Speaker 9: that stay over the store. But stick to this person
Speaker 9: who put all this shit together to make a whole foundation.
Speaker 2: Man, And let's do some goddamn some legendary ship.
Speaker 3: Yeah, let's do some real estate or some ship. You
Speaker 3: gonna build your whole team of bitches today that just
Speaker 3: fuck with you. Ain't got old baby shit, you know
Speaker 3: she she she married. Now, like we ain't holding you
Speaker 3: back from your dream now, gonna be a have to
Speaker 3: be that bitch. But you're a part of this corporation though,
Speaker 3: what you gonna do.
Speaker 9: I'm playing then, man, niggas listen, Man, it's too sh
Speaker 9: gonna high like some bullshit, bro, but niggas is already
Speaker 9: doing that though for nothing, and the women doing it
Speaker 9: for nothing too.
Speaker 3: I ain't saying that true nigga gonna be a pimp.
Speaker 3: It's like, okay, make every ain't a business.
Speaker 8: Yeah, these niggas they taking these niggas down for trafficking.
Speaker 3: That ain't nothing.
Speaker 9: They just come up with a being there planing all right,
Speaker 9: you know you got money, I got money, I got money.
Speaker 9: Let's all put ten thousand dollar piece. We ain't gotta
Speaker 9: even say these.
Speaker 3: Are my hoes.
Speaker 2: That's a resource pool.
Speaker 3: These ain't even I ain't.
Speaker 9: Got it, like, but these is mine time ten they
Speaker 9: damn there gonna be.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but you ain't gotta say ship. Okay cool. She
Speaker 3: had like, yeah, that's my people. You know what that
Speaker 3: my people mean.
Speaker 9: People got created, People got this, and you got that.
Speaker 9: We got this and now we don't built the whole
Speaker 9: motherfucking god.
Speaker 7: Damn you are correct, you crazy.
Speaker 3: You believe in that?
Speaker 9: To DJ Screen, I'm saying it makes sense because these
Speaker 9: niggas is bitches.
Speaker 3: This is the new niggas.
Speaker 9: They do one want some money, they just ain't because
Speaker 9: they bringing it to them the right way. They already
Speaker 9: on helling their business. Most of all, smart you can
Speaker 9: get your account.
Speaker 3: You get you. We're cutting out of all the who
Speaker 3: we gotta go pay.
Speaker 9: We got this on the team, the team Lawyer team
Speaker 9: talking about like not no little but Larry ship. The
Speaker 9: niggas just ain't playing the right niggas trying to marry
Speaker 9: and go with all of them and all of them
Speaker 9: ain't saying fuck everybody.
Speaker 3: It's a business, that's all I'm saying.
Speaker 4: That takes that takes some of the business out of it,
Speaker 4: and that's when they can go the other way.
Speaker 3: Sometimes you'll get that shiitar enticon.
Speaker 2: Encouragement. God, that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: That was my own.
Speaker 8: That ship ain't going that ain't going cohesive until you
Speaker 8: put the coconut in the middle.
Speaker 3: Not really though, not really though, Bro, I ain't gonna
Speaker 3: say that.
Speaker 8: These bitches ain't gonna lock in until after they get
Speaker 8: some of that was not necessarily.
Speaker 7: Huh was hitting all the women?
Speaker 2: He probably watching them hit each other.
Speaker 3: No, the right one, Yeah, what it is? Brother?
Speaker 9: Listen, man, he just probably hit the right one. That's
Speaker 9: gonna make the rest of them do what they do. Like, Bro,
Speaker 9: you don't go get no and this is We're just
Speaker 9: going out for a while. These are random thoughts. Were
Speaker 9: just talking and you know what I'm saying, retarded thoughts.
Speaker 3: They're smoking and drinking.
Speaker 9: Know what I'm saying, You ain't finna go get no
Speaker 9: your first one or two bust the bitches. You finna
Speaker 9: gonna get some boss bitches who not even get the
Speaker 9: bust the bitches.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. But all he don't need the busters up.
Speaker 9: Yeah, you know what I'm saying, Like the boss bitches,
Speaker 9: you don't got they already they they down there on
Speaker 9: the status is you almost Yeah, like bank plus boss
Speaker 9: bitch and boss bitch that's already that So this.
Speaker 3: Is the end crowd.
Speaker 8: Yeah, but what I'm saying to you is a tripping.
Speaker 8: What I'm saying that you is there has to be
Speaker 8: a common denominator, a common denominator. Em you probably gotta
Speaker 8: hit the boss bitches and then they.
Speaker 3: And they gotta get on the same page.
Speaker 2: No, but you're you're the accommodation.
Speaker 3: I can't turn on. No, I can't deal with the bosses.
Speaker 8: The bosses is gonna tell they gotta do more and
Speaker 8: more and more to even get up here, That's what
Speaker 8: I'm saying.
Speaker 2: But but I.
Speaker 3: Can't deal with that side of it. You can't just
Speaker 3: get you gotta go through the disciples.
Speaker 2: No, but that's what I'm saying, Bye bye.
Speaker 8: Disciples, Disciples. The disciples have been disciples.
Speaker 3: You gotta go through the disciples.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, this is.
Speaker 7: The same person that they try it out. I have
Speaker 7: to remember that.
Speaker 8: Yeah, you gotta go through the disciples area to be
Speaker 8: with that ship.
Speaker 3: Like man, just let me just be too.
Speaker 1: You gotta put it together in the package that makes
Speaker 1: sense to.
Speaker 12: Try every package, every type of rapping paper, every type
Speaker 12: of gift bag, glue.
Speaker 8: God, get you shall take your I mean get them
Speaker 8: trying to take care and everybody.
Speaker 7: Damnations just different.
Speaker 3: I just didn't know who I was at sixteen. I
Speaker 3: guarantee this full blown relationship.
Speaker 2: And at sixteen I gotta cut some of my month.
Speaker 2: I need help.
Speaker 3: I ain't got I'm just saying, it's just my faults
Speaker 3: of the things.
Speaker 2: It's just my thoughts.
Speaker 8: That's what you can build a man, take them goddamn
Speaker 8: glasses thought that count Oh God, just build a community
Speaker 8: in who you can build a community, that's all.
Speaker 3: I don't want to be poked. You want to poke, ye,
Speaker 3: most of them want.
Speaker 2: Most want to be poked.
Speaker 4: But do you think that gives you a different I
Speaker 4: don't know the word, the proper word puts you in
Speaker 4: a different space if you don't them.
Speaker 3: Oh no, for sure, kings of don't poke, How can
Speaker 3: I pope?
Speaker 1: Right?
Speaker 8: But see there's a but real nigga ship though when
Speaker 8: you're when you're speaking on like the type of business
Speaker 8: that he's speaking on about building corporations and building building
Speaker 8: communities and futures, that that that poking solidified solicit to
Speaker 8: different type of loyalty.
Speaker 9: Put that right poking down.
Speaker 3: But I will crowd nigga blind, I will be nigga
Speaker 3: added emotion to the business. Nigga you in too?
Speaker 9: Not really the woman not even it depends. Listen, I
Speaker 9: wouldn't give what your emotions is. Told you what it is,
Speaker 9: you know what's you know what's next after that?
Speaker 2: Like I told you what it was now that don't
Speaker 2: mean that the woman?
Speaker 3: How you feel? You feel that way? Because how you
Speaker 3: feel some ship that you already knew.
Speaker 8: But now But but okay, because sometimes a guy would
Speaker 8: do that, it.
Speaker 7: Will take the business.
Speaker 3: But you you did that.
Speaker 9: You you don't see that in the whole thrill Like
Speaker 9: do she what does she value dick her money?
Speaker 3: They don't hear the value money?
Speaker 9: Yeah, both I'm just saying, Nah, it's something, but with
Speaker 9: a bit too bout of paper, the dick could never
Speaker 9: overruleed the money. I'm just being real, no matter whether
Speaker 9: it is a nigga bitch, be like fuck you on this.
Speaker 8: But it's just like a too like when you're when
Speaker 8: you're dealing when you're when you're dealing with a certain situtions,
Speaker 8: certain what's the nations? Yeah, when you're dealing with certain
Speaker 8: situations or whatever, and I'm sorry, and you're dealing with
Speaker 8: like certain type of niggas and certain type of people.
Speaker 8: It's two things that are that are gonna occur. And
Speaker 8: I'm playing Devil's advocate on both sides. So on the
Speaker 8: female side, it's gonna be a situation where she understands that, like, okay,
Speaker 8: she's a female. She is going to get in her
Speaker 8: feelings about certain ship, but she is going to, like
Speaker 8: like Black said, have a clear understanding of the type
Speaker 8: of nigga that she's dealing with, and she's gonna understand
Speaker 8: that I have to keep my feelings in check or
Speaker 8: else I'm gonna be kicked out the whip.
Speaker 2: And I don't want to get kicked out the.
Speaker 3: Bitch.
Speaker 8: Fuck you by no, I think what I was about
Speaker 8: to say. With those type of women, they're just not
Speaker 8: gonna want to have the sex in general.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, want to get the one.
Speaker 8: That's the one that's about her money and she already
Speaker 8: know that if she has sex, she could possibly have
Speaker 8: feelings for you.
Speaker 2: But see a bitch like that that's about her money.
Speaker 8: It's gonna I'm say, like, it's women out there that's
Speaker 8: like that, because number one, I'm they're tried, but they
Speaker 8: ain't about to like really, But see a bitch like
Speaker 8: that that's about she knows, that's about her money, and
Speaker 8: that understands the business is gonna be able to fuck
Speaker 8: without feelings. So it's not gonna that's not even ever
Speaker 8: gonna be an issue that's gonna arise with that type
Speaker 8: of bitch because she's about her money, she's about her business,
Speaker 8: and she knows, Okay, like this comes along with that.
Speaker 2: This is what I want.
Speaker 8: But at the end of the day, I'm not gonna
Speaker 8: become overzealous about this delusions.
Speaker 3: Some women are not delusional.
Speaker 9: Yeah, some of them are like this ain't that. But
Speaker 9: I just told me and showed me and moled me
Speaker 9: that ain't that. You know anything you make up in
Speaker 9: your head, that's just on you.
Speaker 8: Yeah, And it's also about how people presented and how
Speaker 8: honest people are. Like, if you ain't sitting there and
Speaker 8: doing all the little whispering sweet nothings, then you're right.
Speaker 8: Most women, if you just tell them straight up, this
Speaker 8: is this, this and this and this is this, you
Speaker 8: either gonna have the one that's gonna go with it
Speaker 8: and just and be cool with it, or you're gonna
Speaker 8: have the one that's gonna think that they could change
Speaker 8: your mind.
Speaker 5: About the power of choice.
Speaker 7: You.
Speaker 5: A woman has to understand the balance of a man
Speaker 5: giving her a decision to choose and be prepared to
Speaker 5: stand on that when the feelings get involved, because as women,
Speaker 5: we proceed understanding with feelings first logic later as a man.
Speaker 5: You guys are looking and I'm not no man, I'm
Speaker 5: not trying to suggest it, but this is just my experience.
Speaker 5: Y'all proceed with logic and then you process the feeling
Speaker 5: part of it later. And so the true balance comes
Speaker 5: when a man can teach a woman how to proceed
Speaker 5: with logic so they can communicate better, and a woman
Speaker 5: teaches a man how to understand the feeling that comes
Speaker 5: behind the line.
Speaker 9: Totally understand your feelings, but at the end of the day,
Speaker 9: it is what it is. Facts like, I ain't no
Speaker 9: such thing as you're misled.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 9: No, it's even taking the ones in that that could
Speaker 9: possibly be like that.
Speaker 2: Because we already know in advance.
Speaker 4: Real questions everybody here on both on both sides of it. Right,
Speaker 4: if you're hitting somebody that you're doing business with or
Speaker 4: whatever the case is, and you can resistently hitting them, right,
Speaker 4: you definitely can't do that, not every day all day,
Speaker 4: but you every blue moon twice some month twice the
Speaker 4: money ain't that long twice a month. You've been hitting
Speaker 4: it twice a month for ten months. Ship what happens?
Speaker 4: And I'm just opening feelings she gets.
Speaker 3: She get a mind right about.
Speaker 2: What happens?
Speaker 7: Everybody here.
Speaker 4: When you see that person that you've been dealing with
Speaker 4: with another person, what emotion does that spark from.
Speaker 2: From the other end, from like the female end.
Speaker 7: From everybody in.
Speaker 4: I want everybody to jump in and say, what is
Speaker 4: the emotion with your cuddy buddy that you might do
Speaker 4: some business with, that you're handling business with when you're
Speaker 4: seeing with another female?
Speaker 2: And I know what's what it is already, you know
Speaker 2: what it is.
Speaker 3: You're not tripping.
Speaker 2: I'm not.
Speaker 3: If I know what it is, I don't have no emotion.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna look at the female.
Speaker 2: Know what I am gonna do.
Speaker 8: I'm gonna tell you, god honest, what I will do.
Speaker 8: I may shoot him a little text just to be
Speaker 8: like we're gonna do tonight, just to kind of.
Speaker 3: Like it up.
Speaker 8: Yeah, be a little toxic, but I'm not gonna care
Speaker 8: because I already know what it is.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I might do something like that, stop playing and
Speaker 2: herd like, hey, her, hey, you cute.
Speaker 8: You know I'm gonna know that. But I'm gonna do
Speaker 8: an extra curricular conversation.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's all I'm saying. Once they once you're tagging it,
Speaker 4: it's gonna be some care there frequently or consistently, That's
Speaker 4: all I'm saying.
Speaker 2: But but care the understanding eliminate problem.
Speaker 3: That's good.
Speaker 5: You don't care, it's the understanding. Like she said, though,
Speaker 5: it's like I've realized in any situation that I've ever
Speaker 5: participated in, it's the power of choice that Warren's respect, Like,
Speaker 5: if you respect me enough to keep it real with
Speaker 5: me and tell me the truth. I then have to
Speaker 5: be accountable, like exactly if I start to feel it
Speaker 5: and then be confident enough to communicate that Hey, look,
Speaker 5: I know I said I wanted to participate, but it's
Speaker 5: a better interest in what we had going on. I
Speaker 5: can't do I've done that before.
Speaker 2: We may have to cut.
Speaker 9: But women, when they do that, they think I want
Speaker 9: all right that way?
Speaker 3: Hold up. Most time women say that, don't they want
Speaker 3: a differentaction?
Speaker 9: No?
Speaker 5: No, this is what you're talking about.
Speaker 2: That means yes.
Speaker 9: Do she say all that like you know, hey, what
Speaker 9: we're doing because I'm catching feeling and they be like,
Speaker 9: oh he whoa pump your brakes.
Speaker 5: Oh CC, I ain't even coming from that perspective. I'm
Speaker 5: coming for the perspective of what he said off of
Speaker 5: if you see me out boom, we fucking I realized
Speaker 5: that in that interaction, it's gonna tell me one of
Speaker 5: two things. Either I can participate or I can't. If
Speaker 5: I see you and I start doing ship like wanting
Speaker 5: to be petty, Hey, come on, now, I got points
Speaker 5: to prove. Then I know, ay, you probably don't want
Speaker 5: to continue to participate on the physical side. The business
Speaker 5: can still be the business. But that's when you come
Speaker 5: through the per You have to be able to communicate.
Speaker 9: A yeah yeah without you saying like you know, sometimes
Speaker 9: I thought you're saying just like on the regular without
Speaker 9: no business with.
Speaker 3: A motherfucker.
Speaker 9: Yeah nah, you're right, but a motherfucker without no feelings involved.
Speaker 9: They come to you like I know, I thought no
Speaker 9: business involved. May be like I thought I could. They
Speaker 9: be wanting you to be like, man, what you want?
Speaker 9: What you want to do? Like, won't you make them
Speaker 9: lie to you? Like now you want me to lie
Speaker 9: to you?
Speaker 3: Couit. You know what it is. It's nothing I can
Speaker 3: change nothing. I told you what it is.
Speaker 5: I ain't gonna lie tho. So like I'm talking about
Speaker 5: life recently though, right, I had that same conversation and
Speaker 5: it was like, hey, man, I know myself, I know
Speaker 5: the season I'm in, I know the focus that I require,
Speaker 5: I know the commitment I require. Look, hey, I don't
Speaker 5: want to participate in that fashion, but I want to
Speaker 5: participate in this fashion. And the response be no, I
Speaker 5: want you to participate in that fashion. So I think too,
Speaker 5: it's like I said, a mutual understanding, Like if we
Speaker 5: have an understanding and I come to you and I
Speaker 5: tell you that components have changed to what we're doing,
Speaker 5: then what happened when we got to restructure it? On
Speaker 5: both ends? You can't come around here and ask me
Speaker 5: about this pussing not and told you the pussy is
Speaker 5: gonna cause problems. So it's an accountability on both sides.
Speaker 5: I gotta tell you, hey, man, I can't keep popping
Speaker 5: this thing and let you keep on with your pimping.
Speaker 3: Like.
Speaker 5: You have to have a mutual understanding, be able.
Speaker 9: So so if a niggas say it's us, you believe it?
Speaker 5: No, because you already told me what it was.
Speaker 3: So you're saying you're coming straight off like.
Speaker 5: Yeah, we fuck Boom continue. I don't care how many
Speaker 5: times we did it one time, two times, three times.
Speaker 5: We might got a consistent thing going. If I noticed
Speaker 5: that what our initial agreement was. Now we have to
Speaker 5: have a conversation.
Speaker 3: Boom.
Speaker 5: Where your head at with it? Where in my head
Speaker 5: at with it? I'm telling you, But I'm.
Speaker 9: Saying I'm saying if you asked me what my head
Speaker 9: and I'd be like, ship, I mean, I'll fun with.
Speaker 3: You, let's do it.
Speaker 5: No, you gotta show me because if you could tell
Speaker 5: me anything I'm saying about me.
Speaker 9: Telling you we're still gonna be fucking while I'm sure
Speaker 9: you know, yeah, I.
Speaker 2: Feel like I feel like when.
Speaker 8: Like if it's gonna be a situation where where you're
Speaker 8: not gonna where you're on some ship like or female
Speaker 8: is on some ship like action speak louder than worst
Speaker 8: type ship, and you're not gonna believe what the nigga says.
Speaker 2: Why even at Oh, so you're.
Speaker 9: Saying, you know you want me to show my ain't
Speaker 9: get no buzzard, right, you what I'm gonna be.
Speaker 3: Doing with time like time to do what.
Speaker 1: I ain't never heard the words in that sentence before man.
Speaker 5: Conglamarate of women. So I'm just telling you I know
Speaker 5: I'm the whole that we can't let's get to the money.
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, no, I can't. What I'm saying, what I'm saying,
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, what I'm saying, b.
Speaker 9: I'm saying, is if I agreed to be with you,
Speaker 9: you saying I have.
Speaker 3: To still put it in the work, Right, Is we
Speaker 3: fucking while I'm putting in the work. Yes, and no.
Speaker 8: Of course of course, like if we're not, Man, I'm
Speaker 8: saying because I feel like.
Speaker 5: That giving part. For me, this is just a personal
Speaker 5: thing work.
Speaker 8: If you're not fucking while the niggas put it in
Speaker 8: the work, then they ain't gonna have no fuel the work.
Speaker 5: But at the same time, though, understand that the US
Speaker 5: gonna suck up the money if the principle of what
Speaker 5: we established and we was getting to the money didn't.
Speaker 2: I thought the money wasn't.
Speaker 5: I thought the money was.
Speaker 3: The relationship.
Speaker 2: The relation.
Speaker 5: I mean, yeah, we were working.
Speaker 3: We definitely like but you but we had a situation.
Speaker 3: You know, I had bitches. Now you want me to
Speaker 3: get rid of my bitches. I'm saying I.
Speaker 5: Heard a relationship podcast I'll tell you a lie ninety days.
Speaker 5: They said it was a husband and wife. When they
Speaker 5: talked about it, they said, it's unrealistic to expect that
Speaker 5: you're gonna go into any situation with any given person
Speaker 5: right and think that they have nothing going on. So
Speaker 5: what they did was is they they gave each other
Speaker 5: ninety days to cut tires. If any of the ninety
Speaker 5: days you're like, hey, I no long would want to
Speaker 5: participate in this US thing. I'm you're kind of trying
Speaker 5: to weigh my options.
Speaker 2: Cool.
Speaker 5: If at the end of the ninety days, you're like, look,
Speaker 5: I'm making a decision. You're no longer a choice. Then
Speaker 5: we proceed on in the fashion that's the type of proof.
Speaker 5: And then I'm trying to swear that's a long time
Speaker 5: still being because you haven't understandings.
Speaker 9: After the ninety days, a nigga, this is what's gonna
Speaker 9: typically happen.
Speaker 3: This is what's what usually happened after the ninety days.
Speaker 9: The nigga gonna be feeling you as well as you
Speaker 9: feeling him. So when you come to that, it's automatically.
Speaker 3: Yes, are you ready?
Speaker 1: What is the big Ready?
Speaker 3: Let's do this thing baby, right or wrong?
Speaker 7: Say?
Speaker 3: Because already we already.
Speaker 5: We make it to the end of the ninety days.
Speaker 5: That is the great boy we are. Can we make
Speaker 5: it till the ninety days with this understanding of you
Speaker 5: have this going on? But here's the thing, Yeah, that's.
Speaker 3: What it is.
Speaker 9: You can make it with with me knowing like through
Speaker 9: you like I know you do your own thing.
Speaker 3: I know your answer sometimes I know this. Can I
Speaker 3: deal with this bitch or can she deal with me?
Speaker 5: Type?
Speaker 3: You see what I'm saying.
Speaker 9: We make it to the ninety we can deal with Yeah, right,
Speaker 9: do all the trials.
Speaker 1: And triple la seeing that gonna make them ninety hard.
Speaker 6: Seeing her move, how she moved in action, gonna make
Speaker 6: them ninety days of days.
Speaker 3: It's like a trial subscription.
Speaker 8: You trying to Okay, So let me ask you all
Speaker 8: this with this ninety ninety days ship or whatever. So
Speaker 8: within this ninety days, are y'all supposed to be exclusive
Speaker 8: to each other?
Speaker 1: No, you're not. That's a part of the ninety days. No,
Speaker 1: we're not exclusive to each other.
Speaker 3: Yes, correct, she's cleaning her roster out.
Speaker 1: She got ninety days to clean her roster.
Speaker 5: Now, let's be real a lot of times and listen,
Speaker 5: women don't build different these days. But I don't know
Speaker 5: how I am. I'd have been like, if I know
Speaker 5: that my goal is to invest, I mean, you're on
Speaker 5: a long term basis. I'm slowly disseminated on the relationship.
Speaker 5: That would be my thought process with it. With a man,
Speaker 5: it may be a different perspective. He may just be like, look,
Speaker 5: I'm gonna see how long she won't be. But that's
Speaker 5: when at the end of the ninety days you come
Speaker 5: to the conclusion of do you want to continue to participate?
Speaker 5: But as a woman. I think it's unfair to come in.
Speaker 1: Woman.
Speaker 5: It's unrealistic to meet a new person and be like boom, hey,
Speaker 5: I like you cut off everything that you know off
Speaker 5: top like you do have to give people because that's
Speaker 5: what causes people to come back and cheat later.
Speaker 3: Let me say this, I think I think let do
Speaker 3: what you want to do? What he rather do?
Speaker 9: No real ship, I think motheruckers supposed to put that
Speaker 9: within themself.
Speaker 3: Yes, if he, if he's with me instead of.
Speaker 9: The calendar, is your If I'm the one right for
Speaker 9: ninety days, you know what I'm saying. I'm gonna see
Speaker 9: his energy. But I'm gonna know I ain't serious about
Speaker 9: this nigga.
Speaker 3: For ninety days or whatever. I ain't put my feelings
Speaker 3: in this ship. Yet.
Speaker 6: But if he starts showing you and he don't need
Speaker 6: But if he if he don't know he on the
Speaker 6: clock and he on them ninety days, you're gonna see.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna do test runs, like, let me see what
Speaker 3: the nigga is.
Speaker 9: Nigga doing that ship they want though fact, niggas do
Speaker 9: what they want, you know, man, One thing about.
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 1: Niggas do what they want.
Speaker 9: I know I'm a different I'm special to just discovered
Speaker 9: that period. So I can meet a woman and can
Speaker 9: tell how long I can know her first day and
Speaker 9: they ain't gotta be on no fucking ship even people, dudes, anybody,
Speaker 9: I know how long I'm gonna know you when I
Speaker 9: first meet.
Speaker 5: You, so canpoint, like, what are three things that tell you? Like,
Speaker 5: what are tell tale signs of how long?
Speaker 9: If we like minded, like if we agree on a
Speaker 9: lot or disagree on a lot, and then I like
Speaker 9: even people that.
Speaker 3: I disagree with, it's the way we disagree, I still.
Speaker 9: Want them around learning disagreeing, even though disagreeing, I'm kind
Speaker 9: of getting it too, Like, but.
Speaker 3: That's a good one, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 9: So it just all depends on like I guess that's character,
Speaker 9: character traits or whatever. It all depends on, like your energy,
Speaker 9: how high your level is if you are ship ship
Speaker 9: just won't go right there, niggas, dang for me. You
Speaker 9: want the niggas who no, ship don't go right that's
Speaker 9: for me, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: And then again, just.
Speaker 9: How you treat other motherfuckers that that's stand not how
Speaker 9: you treat me, Because I could be big bank.
Speaker 3: How you treat the nigga who pulled up with the
Speaker 3: parking nigga?
Speaker 9: You know what I'm saying you you don't need nigga.
Speaker 3: How you value people? Do you value successful people?
Speaker 1: Value people or accolades?
Speaker 3: So I know that off the rip.
Speaker 9: One time I be around you, I can just tell,
Speaker 9: like if you just how how you how you are
Speaker 9: to like public servants like people people with who get
Speaker 9: your food and all that ship Like to me, that's
Speaker 9: the like I can't.
Speaker 3: I just I think that's like the weirdest in the world.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like you's just nasty to everybody.
Speaker 2: That serves you, which is dumb because they're serving.
Speaker 9: But it's some people that's certain service that's nasty too.
Speaker 9: Sometimes to kill myself like man, bitch, don't too, I'd
Speaker 9: be just be like shit, man, lady could be stretched out,
Speaker 9: you know what I'm saying anything.
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, when you had them experience at them places
Speaker 6: like that, you really can't take it too personally women.
Speaker 9: I think women know too. They just they just like
Speaker 9: shit potential like ship. I might can love him, I
Speaker 9: might can't suck him out of that. Yeah.
Speaker 8: A lot of times women just be in denial like
Speaker 8: that on trip, Like you know what I mean. Somebody
Speaker 8: could be showing you exactly who they are and how
Speaker 8: they view you, but in your head you're like, maybe
Speaker 8: I trip it because this person does do this and
Speaker 8: the last person I was dealing with didn't do this
Speaker 8: at all, but this person do this.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I think too. Sometimes when it comes to like
Speaker 5: analyzing a person's character value in the position they're supposed
Speaker 5: to play in your life, a lot of times falling
Speaker 5: in love or being fond of potential from a woman
Speaker 5: or a man, we get egotistical into the sense to
Speaker 5: where you might recognize certain character traits a person already
Speaker 5: has and you think that you can change them. And
Speaker 5: someone said to me one time, they were like, your
Speaker 5: ego told you that that one. They wouldn't do it
Speaker 5: to you, but you already knew it was in them,
Speaker 5: And I was like, damn, that's real. Though that comes
Speaker 5: with thinking you can.
Speaker 3: Change your ego would make you feel like a nigga
Speaker 3: won't do it.
Speaker 5: You just seen it, but you've already seen a minute.
Speaker 2: So it's like.
Speaker 5: The next person. But that's why even what you just said,
Speaker 5: come on, now, you say what number one? The value
Speaker 5: that you have understanding.
Speaker 3: The woman that cheats with a man and feel like when.
Speaker 5: He's gonna be loyal, that's that's our That is delusion.
Speaker 8: Yeah, that's just dumb. He didn't like you that much.
Speaker 8: You're the only person he would have cheated with. A
Speaker 8: lot of women like it's that he would cheat with.
Speaker 8: So once we get an he ain't on nobody else,
Speaker 8: he only won't me. But they don't need to be
Speaker 8: honest though, Like most women fall in love with a
Speaker 8: god's potential and they feel like because of how this
Speaker 8: nigga is treating her and how this niggas making her
Speaker 8: feel that she has the magic sauce to be able
Speaker 8: to change this nigga.
Speaker 5: And hey man, we're.
Speaker 2: Speaking of a man cheating. Can you being aside to
Speaker 2: him cheating?
Speaker 3: Right?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 5: It really be like it's sometimes it's not even a side.
Speaker 8: Because because because I'm gonna just tell you what I've seen,
Speaker 8: like from experience dealing with niggas, like cause you know,
Speaker 8: I don't really have any whole friends, well like female friends,
Speaker 8: Like all my friends are niggas. So I see the
Speaker 8: ship that they put down, and I see the ship
Speaker 8: that they say, and the ship that they use to
Speaker 8: get what they got to get what they want, like
Speaker 8: on some players club ship or whatever. But it's like
Speaker 8: a bitch feels like okay, say say I go with
Speaker 8: Kodak and Scream is my side. Bitch, I'm over here
Speaker 8: with Scream. I mean no, like.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm trying to say, Nigga, I'm sorry.
Speaker 8: But I'm over here with Scream.
Speaker 2: I'm over here.
Speaker 8: I'm over here with Scream, like confiding and Scream, but
Speaker 8: I'm over here with Scream like I'm I'm laying up
Speaker 8: with Scream. I'm letting Scream cook me dinner. I'm confiding
Speaker 8: and Scream about certain ship. So I'm making Scream feel
Speaker 8: like you know what I'm saying. I Scream is listening
Speaker 8: to me on the phone arguing with my bitch, you
Speaker 8: know what I'm saying. So it's like, yeah, I feel like, okay, ship,
Speaker 8: I'm the peace. I'm be like, I'm where this nigga
Speaker 8: wants to be. So then I start feeling like, okay,
Speaker 8: I'm where this nigga is supposed to be. So if
Speaker 8: I'm where this nigga wants to be and where this
Speaker 8: nigga is supposed to be and I'm were doing all
Speaker 8: the same ship that he's that me and him and
Speaker 8: me are doing all the same ship that me and
Speaker 8: him are doing for lack of a better way to
Speaker 8: put it, or for what I see, then I'm gonna
Speaker 8: feel like, Okay, well there's a shift, and it's shifting
Speaker 8: my way. So now that I've started developing feelings for
Speaker 8: this nigga, because I feel like I'm this nigga safe space,
Speaker 8: and now that opens me up to make me want
Speaker 8: to cater to this nigga, I feel like, Okay, well
Speaker 8: I got to.
Speaker 2: Step up because I'm next in line.
Speaker 9: And and even though so so get so who gets
Speaker 9: your position?
Speaker 2: Now, That's what I was about to say, because he's
Speaker 2: doing that.
Speaker 11: Same somebody else gotta get I'm saying, I don't think
Speaker 11: that far, and then I talk that far.
Speaker 8: They just know, like they just feel like they won,
Speaker 8: you know, but they don't even understand that what they
Speaker 8: want isn't even a prize because at the end of
Speaker 8: the day, this bitch is probably tired of this nigga
Speaker 8: and gladly handing him over, like you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: Like, so it's like, I mean, with the glasses, bro,
Speaker 2: come on, bro.
Speaker 8: But I'm just saying, like, not only not only you
Speaker 8: also got to think of it like this, not.
Speaker 2: Only is it y'all.
Speaker 8: Sometimes that person the guy have a whole nother other
Speaker 8: person that he complain in the be having too many people,
Speaker 8: everybody scattered all about because girls be giving away all
Speaker 8: the time, like oh you got all this going on over.
Speaker 3: There, finish it like screen time out like going with you,
Speaker 3: I say, some women, don't them.
Speaker 5: The one that was going by the niggas was doing
Speaker 5: what she says, God.
Speaker 9: With you, bro' you real nigga, which you got some
Speaker 9: bitch like that too, like real nigga with you brother that. Yeah,
Speaker 9: but see that baby doing all that because I gotta
Speaker 9: get this thing and check I got a nigga.
Speaker 3: Can't be doing all that, you know how it soill
Speaker 3: on that.
Speaker 5: But with you, she's she's intimately related to it, though
Speaker 5: I think she's talking about the else going on.
Speaker 9: Though, I'm just saying like, yeah, I just I just
Speaker 9: feel like in the day, anything is possible.
Speaker 8: But then but but I'm just telling you, like with
Speaker 8: with with the scream type of sides.
Speaker 3: Them gooft holes. Ain't gotten it that's going on.
Speaker 8: But what I'm saying is once it gets to the
Speaker 8: point where they're starting to realize, Okay, I'm stuck then
Speaker 8: were you stagged in as a word, No, I'm stuck
Speaker 8: in this position and I'm not elevating on to the main.
Speaker 6: Yeah.
Speaker 8: Like then that's when the feelings start coming in and
Speaker 8: the crazy ship starts happening.
Speaker 9: Don't never get crazy? How you get crazy on the
Speaker 9: crazy motherfucker? And she ain't that like, look we've been
Speaker 9: put up hey thinking she's thinking like shall him thinking?
Speaker 3: She tried to tell you, Like.
Speaker 9: I'm just saying, like you just like Puffy just fucked
Speaker 9: up with that ship, waited too long to tell the truth.
Speaker 3: Sometimes you gotta tell the truth in the beginning.
Speaker 5: That's what that is.
Speaker 3: A crazy bitch I had on the new Baby I
Speaker 3: fucked up. It's a crazy bitch.
Speaker 9: Bight be looking fun of some ship, you know what
Speaker 9: I'm saying, Like, whatever it is, you gotta face and
Speaker 9: face head on, lock your door.
Speaker 3: What's the worst than that? How can you get crazy?
Speaker 7: Bitch?
Speaker 3: Fuck you gone?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: How can you crazy?
Speaker 5: How you have to understand your role and.
Speaker 3: How you're blocked on everything? What are you talking about?
Speaker 8: But what I'm saying is is some niggas that that.
Speaker 2: That over most niggas play off side.
Speaker 3: Crazy.
Speaker 8: But what I'm saying is it's niggas that allow this
Speaker 8: bitch to invoke fear into them.
Speaker 3: Yeah. They scared. They scared of everybody.
Speaker 9: You scared of your girl, you everybody, You're.
Speaker 3: Scared ship getting out?
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Like so it's like because it's cause this niggas.
Speaker 8: Like another thing that I've noticed with niggas is like,
Speaker 8: as long as they're able to keep all their bitches
Speaker 8: separated and keep everybody in their corners, then they can
Speaker 8: live their lie in peace.
Speaker 3: That's the safest way though, for sure.
Speaker 8: But then when these bitches start mumming into each other
Speaker 8: and crossing paths and comparing stories and linking up and ship,
Speaker 8: then it's like.
Speaker 2: Kingdom is crumbling.
Speaker 3: You gotta face the music.
Speaker 9: Yeah, but with anything, bro, that ain't even damn the
Speaker 9: relationshipship were talking about with anything, But you just gotta
Speaker 9: sometimes you got on in that ship. Bro, at the
Speaker 9: end of the day, Bro, you can't hide from what
Speaker 9: it is. Like You're gonna you're gonna be dealing with
Speaker 9: that ship. Well you all like, man, you know what
Speaker 9: I'm saying you're gonna be dealing with that. You might
Speaker 9: go on to face it.
Speaker 3: For with the niggas.
Speaker 9: What I think of me is worse the way worse
Speaker 9: than any other niggas think of me. That's the only
Speaker 9: thing gonna make me feel fucked up. Like I know
Speaker 9: in my heart, think you just did some whole shit
Speaker 9: that's gonna fuck.
Speaker 3: With me worse than a nigga. Then you knowing I
Speaker 3: did some whole ass shit, it's gonna fuck with me,
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: It's that comes with being securing yourself, though, because then
Speaker 5: being securing yourself don't just come with being able to
Speaker 5: advocate for the things you do well, but also be
Speaker 5: able to recognize a man. I know who I am,
Speaker 5: and that ship was outside of who I am. So
Speaker 5: let me stand on business about that, you know, let
Speaker 5: me deal with the repercussions of making that decision or
Speaker 5: invoking whatever action you did. But you have to know
Speaker 5: yourself to be able to know what's besides yourself. Some
Speaker 5: nigga be so lost, boy, they just do anything.
Speaker 9: Some people ain't gonna just say niggas. Some of the
Speaker 9: females too, they just be out. They Some people just
Speaker 9: can't stand on standing on the truth never. Some motherfuckers
Speaker 9: just can't believe like I did that, So I ain't
Speaker 9: never say I did something like that or when not
Speaker 9: bad or whatever. Man, I don't give fuck.
Speaker 5: I think the mirror is a scary place for somebody
Speaker 5: who's not prepared to really receive themselves as they are. Like,
Speaker 5: the mirror gets scary, So you gotta be able to
Speaker 5: be when you're a person who looks in the mirror.
Speaker 5: You gotta make sure you're around motherfucker's doing the same thing.
Speaker 9: The worst motherfucker in the world who can justify some
Speaker 9: sucker ship like that's what the motherfucker do? They want
Speaker 9: to be as long as I can justify I really
Speaker 9: didn't do it. Yeah, and they mind, like if you
Speaker 9: did something to me before I do something to you,
Speaker 9: if I can make up something in my head that
Speaker 9: I feel like you did to me, that even if
Speaker 9: I even said it to you, fact I could justify
Speaker 9: my actions and what I.
Speaker 6: Did need worth a conversation because whatever, no matter what
Speaker 6: bullshit that do, they got a reason for it.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 5: And the people be the most lost for real.
Speaker 1: You can't even talk to them because they never feel
Speaker 1: like they did.
Speaker 3: You're wrong.
Speaker 1: Because you're wrong. You are wrong.
Speaker 3: You got you for everything?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I did that.
Speaker 5: Because some people's best teacher is Carmen though, and you
Speaker 5: ain't always gonna be the the person the voice to
Speaker 5: be able to get that realization. So I've made peace
Speaker 5: with some people being like you know what, like that's
Speaker 5: not my role and responsibility to tell you, but it's
Speaker 5: for me to know, so that I know to separate
Speaker 5: myself and only participate with what works for me. But
Speaker 5: I ain't gonna make you believe it.
Speaker 6: Like when when she always somebody else thought like god damn,
Speaker 6: that was like nothing you ever did is your doing
Speaker 6: for me?
Speaker 9: A nigga blame you for your whole fucking life whole
Speaker 9: when you your bro would have got took me on
Speaker 9: the road.
Speaker 6: And I think that's crazy because how is your how
Speaker 6: how how is your household?
Speaker 1: How is your.
Speaker 3: Household the responsibility of another? I know some niggas realization
Speaker 3: like that, like man, nigga, like you went down man.
Speaker 1: Damn, bro, bro let me.
Speaker 3: Bro tell you, like what do you do? And nigga
Speaker 3: know what you did? What? Bro?
Speaker 1: What what is it?
Speaker 3: What? What is it? And he's just fu what happened though.
Speaker 6: That why you can't rumble one side you want to
Speaker 6: talk about this, you can't rumble one side of the truth.
Speaker 6: Niggas make you feel like damn bro, Bruh said you
Speaker 6: some bullshit?
Speaker 3: Man. I told that nigga no one time fabricated emotions.
Speaker 9: Fabricated emotions. Fui bro, I'm just saying, like, faking fuck, bro,
Speaker 9: what did you don't like?
Speaker 4: You?
Speaker 3: Faking?
Speaker 6: That's our whole different birdson that you get created in
Speaker 6: a nigga head.
Speaker 3: I don't give a fu with no you know, I
Speaker 3: mean the people that google World population please somebody?
Speaker 9: Eight billion, man, So what the fuck I give a
Speaker 9: fuck about. I don't even probably know them, but a
Speaker 9: million people erase all them and meet eight billion more motherfuckers.
Speaker 2: It's actually more.
Speaker 8: In twenty twenty two, it was seven point nine five
Speaker 8: one billion.
Speaker 9: You know how many motherfuckers a nigga mean I could save?
Speaker 3: Be Okay, seven point.
Speaker 1: That's more than eight billion.
Speaker 8: No, I said, it's probably more now because that was
Speaker 8: in the year twenty twenty two.
Speaker 6: You never fell out with somebody that I couldn't hear
Speaker 6: you because I had my glasses on.
Speaker 3: You never fell out with nobody that you didn't know.
Speaker 3: That's true to me.
Speaker 6: You said you never fell out with somebody that you
Speaker 6: didn't know.
Speaker 2: What if you get into it something there mind.
Speaker 3: I'm just saying you know that they're just like I
Speaker 3: know how to walk away.
Speaker 8: But you can't fall out with us with a nigga
Speaker 8: or a bitch that you don't know, because at the
Speaker 8: end of the day, that interaction doesn't matter because you
Speaker 8: don't know that.
Speaker 6: I would supposed to be talking craze on social media
Speaker 6: like a nigga get crazy in the comments.
Speaker 3: I ain't commenting back to you, boy.
Speaker 9: Yes you do be coming just coming back to the nigga.
Speaker 9: What I say about their opinion.
Speaker 3: Ship a big fast ship. Why you can't talk about opinion?
Speaker 1: I seen, I seen, I.
Speaker 6: Said, yeah for what I wanted to sometimes I said
Speaker 6: I instigate ship too, Yeah, because you need you need
Speaker 6: comments for engaging.
Speaker 3: Nah, that's facts. I definitely I don't even agree with.
Speaker 2: Man, were three hours in?
Speaker 3: Man, put the whole thing out. Don't even got and
Speaker 3: just put it up.
Speaker 2: Even what you're asking how long the episode.
Speaker 3: Was about the women?
Speaker 7: Though?
Speaker 3: Me liking that ship.
Speaker 2: Hour episode, that's the whole hour.
Speaker 3: She knows that my job.
Speaker 2: So take all this part out.
Speaker 3: Misleading the people now, But I do feel like.
Speaker 9: It's it's uh, it's fund up the same man.
Speaker 3: But I just that ship not just me though, bro, Like.
Speaker 9: We got a whole group, like a whole say put
Speaker 9: too much about this thing?
Speaker 7: Yeah, not serious all the way, A.
Speaker 3: Men that's trying to figure this ship out. Bro, Like
Speaker 3: the niggas is really hold.
Speaker 9: Let me say, can you be a bad husband but
Speaker 9: a good person?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 9: Hell yeah okay, and vice versa, a good good, good
Speaker 9: person but.
Speaker 1: A bad husband.
Speaker 9: Oh yeah, yeah, I think you could. Man like, not
Speaker 9: not to say I'm either one.
Speaker 5: But everything and for everybody.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you can be a philanthropist but also a misogyne
Speaker 3: what a misogynist?
Speaker 8: And there's absolutely, completely and totally no correlation between the two.
Speaker 6: What philanthropist you thought? Also, it's my fault. You don't
Speaker 6: know what philanthropy is.
Speaker 8: I know what the philanthropy isist is a person that
Speaker 8: makes charitable donation.
Speaker 1: What's a misogynist?
Speaker 2: A misogynist is a person that hates women.
Speaker 8: So if I say a nigga can like to give money,
Speaker 8: don't ever play with me about you know what the
Speaker 8: words like, you don't know the correlation between the two.
Speaker 2: Explain to me the connection. You know so much, goggles.
Speaker 6: You could be a philanthropist, a nigga that like to
Speaker 6: give money to different organizations, but also be a nigga
Speaker 6: that cheat on his wife. What we just say you could,
Speaker 6: you could be a good person.
Speaker 3: But husband that makes it nobody nobody? Three? Where was
Speaker 3: the goddess? Yeah, just hanging on the goggles.
Speaker 7: Good.
Speaker 2: I like that.
Speaker 1: They don't they're gonna watch that.
Speaker 3: Yeah, he was making a good point.
Speaker 2: Please me help you with your point. What was your point?
Speaker 2: That men give no point? We said that that's what
Speaker 2: I'm talking about.
Speaker 1: And a bad bader and a good health. We just
Speaker 1: said it.
Speaker 3: I give what you're saying that they don't go to.
Speaker 1: How did don't go together?
Speaker 5: There's nothing he should have said, they're not supposed to
Speaker 5: be sitting nothing.
Speaker 3: You could say a philip in a bank robber.
Speaker 6: We're talking about talking about we're talking about being faithful
Speaker 6: to you talking about being faithful to your wife, and.
Speaker 1: Then a philanthropy.
Speaker 2: Philanthropy.
Speaker 6: You could have said, you're a good So you're a
Speaker 6: good person because you're a philanthropist, but you're a bad
Speaker 6: husband because you cheat on your wife.
Speaker 2: But you could have set up you're a philanthropist because
Speaker 2: you get what I promise. We're not We're not gonna
Speaker 2: interrupt you no more. Come on with a baby.
Speaker 5: Do you think that a nigga who participates in ship
Speaker 5: that he can go to jail for is a real nigga.
Speaker 5: If you cry when you go to jail, yeah, you.
Speaker 3: Can be a real nigga. That don't make you no
Speaker 3: fake nigga.
Speaker 2: Not a football. Niggas bring tears.
Speaker 9: The first night you bring to it, but you don't
Speaker 9: want to be out these streets. That don't mean you know,
Speaker 9: fake nigga. You're gonna fold or nothing. Man, nigga, everybody
Speaker 9: got emotion. Nigga be trying to got like, ain't got emotion,
Speaker 9: but yeah he has a cry like damn you man,
Speaker 9: you know, I mean, you told.
Speaker 2: Me nothing to go today.
Speaker 8: Now, if you're in that room with the cheeseburger and
Speaker 8: a cigarette.
Speaker 3: And hey, talking about that cad of nigga, I'm saying,
Speaker 3: she's saying.
Speaker 8: I'm saying, like, its how you people make it like this.
Speaker 5: It depends on how you cried up.
Speaker 3: You know what crowd excuse Yeah, Damn, man, I fucked up.
Speaker 2: That different Damn, man, I don't up.
Speaker 9: You know what I'm saying that I fucked up, man,
Speaker 9: Damn this ship. I gotta leave my family, Damn man.
Speaker 2: I know what I gotta do.
Speaker 3: That's different than a nigga man.
Speaker 5: Man, right right, that's what I'm getting there, what saying. No,
Speaker 5: that is what I was saying because some people say,
Speaker 5: like when the nigga get ready to go to jail.
Speaker 5: I just didn't see a couple of these little situations
Speaker 5: and then it'd be like the way they carry themselves
Speaker 5: on the outside. You know what I'm saying, You popping
Speaker 5: your ship. You ain't treating people good. God damn, but
Speaker 5: you get in that motherfucking you like you ain't know
Speaker 5: what you was doing could get you in jail. I
Speaker 5: ain't talking about just being like, Damn, I missed my family.
Speaker 5: My kids is centual, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: But I mean just trying to wind that nigga.
Speaker 9: Man, why your many bitch. But a lot of nigga
Speaker 9: be doing that too though on the bitches. Them bitches
Speaker 9: be kind of making you a bitch too. Like man,
Speaker 9: you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: I thought you got ya got y'all. What's that not ship?
Speaker 9: But you do something specially got you that wasn't. That's
Speaker 9: the eight percent great reason niggas tell.
Speaker 2: The bitch put trying to get out here back to
Speaker 2: these homes.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's the reason.
Speaker 9: That's what made these niggas continue to tell and keep
Speaker 9: telling because these bitches do take them back back.
Speaker 3: In the day.
Speaker 9: The girls be looking like, man's your right ass, I
Speaker 9: am about fucking that nigga. I'm told girl, you know
Speaker 9: wasn't going for that.
Speaker 3: These new bitch man fuck them. Nigga bay on your kid.
Speaker 3: M h m hm. Goggles, random goggles.
Speaker 1: My random thought.
Speaker 6: I feel like people are getting progressively most stupid, and
Speaker 6: I feel like the laws that we have in place,
Speaker 6: that's a thought reflection of that. Yeah, I think the
Speaker 6: biggest ship for me recently is in Atlanta when they
Speaker 6: passed that law you can't make it right on red
Speaker 6: anymore because these.
Speaker 3: Dumb ass pedestrians keep walking in front of moving cause.
Speaker 8: Oh and the first time you hit one of them,
Speaker 8: they're gonna play this back in court like.
Speaker 2: That big do it again, send him down.
Speaker 1: That's my random thought. That's some random.
Speaker 2: One two three.
Speaker 6: Y'all a random pedestrians that you respect for all the respect.
Speaker 6: It's my turn to walk.
Speaker 2: You normally be on point with your random thoughts.
Speaker 1: Nah, because I ain't want to talk earlier day. No, No,
Speaker 1: it's fatigue and.
Speaker 2: Didn't put them dogs.
Speaker 9: You gotta fatigue, fatigued, been working all day.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but no, that is my random thought. And I
Speaker 1: was just thinking about that ship. That's some ship.
Speaker 6: I really do and I don't want to keep most
Speaker 6: of my random thoughts be about like mortality and real
Speaker 6: life ship.
Speaker 3: But I don't talked about what happened after you die
Speaker 3: too many times.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I talked about something yeah.
Speaker 13: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah damn damn, trying to
Speaker 13: make a story fast.
Speaker 3: I don't know about that.
Speaker 5: I don't know about that.
Speaker 8: Yeah, because you know when you disagree with the nigga
Speaker 8: on the phone, that extends the conversation.
Speaker 2: No, let's wrap this ship up. What what H'm saying?
Speaker 2: Wrap it up?
Speaker 3: Anybody? Y'all.
Speaker 8: The pedestrians that be walking in front of the m
Speaker 8: crany back up, was just saying, hey, now right yours
Speaker 8: a whole hour, I thought that ship was gonna be
Speaker 8: over after that ship.
Speaker 1: That was a whole nother episode.
Speaker 2: That you're rather thought. It was some bull but it
Speaker 2: was cool though.
Speaker 6: How the funk my random thoughts some bullshit, that's my
Speaker 6: random thoughts.
Speaker 8: So my random thought you know, usually my random thoughts
Speaker 8: are like sex related. So I'm wondering, why does.
Speaker 2: Raw sex.
Speaker 8: Take a different effect and feel like so much better
Speaker 8: than protected sext.
Speaker 5: Skin and skin.
Speaker 1: Meat to meet?
Speaker 2: Okay, sy, it's just.
Speaker 3: Like damn trying to breathe.
Speaker 6: That's a great.
Speaker 2: That's the best way, better way.
Speaker 10: That's how y'all feels.
Speaker 3: Yeah, what it is.
Speaker 5: A nigga feels smothering. God damn. So the experience is
Speaker 5: gonna be different when the nigga feels free.
Speaker 3: Nigga made that ship that should beghetti.
Speaker 2: Yeah man, macan Mac and sneeze.
Speaker 3: Extra che You do it, bro, you can do it.
Speaker 3: Y'all can do it.
Speaker 9: You can do it live no no no, no, no no no.
Speaker 2: At the beginning.
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