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Speaker 1: It's time the realistic rise.

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Speaker 2: Conversations go down on Big Facts Friday.

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Speaker 3: Live from our Heart Studios.

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Speaker 1: You know what it is, It's time for that Big

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Speaker 1: Facts Friday.

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Speaker 4: We back DJ screen Shot Jones, Baby j Big Homie, Kodak,

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Speaker 4: Big Banking. The special guest has pulled up on us today.

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Speaker 4: Introduced yourself to the people.

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Speaker 5: Please be k little, big energy, big love.

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Speaker 6: Okay, right, welcome to the square jar.

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Speaker 4: You're supposed to bring it. You got a swear jar.

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Speaker 4: You well to check how everybody? How's everybody feeling?

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Speaker 7: How everybody? How's every straight shot? How you doing?

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Speaker 4: I am great story from working out.

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Speaker 8: I'm always so from working out. But I feel good.

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Speaker 4: I feel great, cool, Yeah, you know sem like mommy

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Speaker 4: stressed out?

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Speaker 2: No, my mama in town?

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Speaker 3: Straight baby Jade, what's up? What's up? Gang?

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Speaker 7: What's up?

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Speaker 2: What's up?

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Speaker 3: Big Dad?

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Speaker 1: Big Daddy going on?

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Speaker 7: You're good, You're in good spirits.

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Speaker 3: Where are you looking at me?

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Speaker 7: I don't do it? Don't doggs, you won't make it out.

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Speaker 3: NA take yours out?

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Speaker 8: Yeah, damn gang man, did y'all see the Not to

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Speaker 8: get off topic, I'm great, feeling good, feeling great.

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Speaker 2: All that ship did.

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Speaker 8: Y'all see the the Tom Brady roasting.

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Speaker 3: Yo.

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Speaker 4: He must have told him it was okay to go

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Speaker 4: at him about about his ex wife.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, they went in. They dug in like.

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Speaker 3: Some goddamn the girl I forget her name.

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Speaker 2: Like some stiletto nails.

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Speaker 4: But you know how some of them jokes felt like,

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Speaker 4: you're not the joke's supposed to be like jokes, but

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Speaker 4: they felt real personal.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, like cringing, Like when they was bringing up the

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Speaker 8: hair Aaron Hernandez, I was like, okay.

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Speaker 4: He.

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Speaker 7: They reburied.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, he had to do that, Like, I didn't find

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Speaker 2: that funny at all. Yeah, that wasn't good.

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Speaker 4: It was the first time I saw white people telling

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Speaker 4: black people jokes openly.

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Speaker 7: Though, seriously, what's a black person a joke about black people?

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Speaker 4: Usually the black people tell the jokes about white but

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Speaker 4: Julian Edelman was cracking like real black people.

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Speaker 8: But did you see the dudes behind him, the black

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Speaker 8: dudes behind him, looking like.

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Speaker 3: Anyway, Yeah, that was good?

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Speaker 2: How fucking saltine?

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Speaker 7: What super cookie?

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Speaker 2: I said?

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Speaker 8: I had to watch what I say so we wouldn't

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Speaker 8: get flagged word.

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Speaker 4: At this point, hey for the culture, Oh we passed

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Speaker 4: that seven minute mark.

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Speaker 7: Stress, Now you look like a deep sea diver. Confused.

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Speaker 8: Hey man with one of them hands? You know how

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Speaker 8: people be having them dead hands?

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Speaker 2: I didn't.

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Speaker 8: I didn't say it as a joke because I'm empathetic

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Speaker 8: to all of my disabled people.

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Speaker 2: But I was just saying with you.

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Speaker 3: What disabled person you know wear a glove?

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Speaker 8: Ship The niggas I know with hands don't wear no gloves.

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Speaker 8: They just had a hand out.

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Speaker 3: Did you see that video of the dude getting his

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Speaker 3: hand chopped off in the fight?

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Speaker 1: Nobody saw that but me.

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Speaker 2: Nobody saw that call that she shoot? How many pair

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Speaker 2: of gloves you got?

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Speaker 1: I got a five glow of rotation?

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Speaker 3: What?

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Speaker 7: What year was that bank? When they used to wear

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Speaker 7: the goghos? What that part of like?

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Speaker 3: Leland young? Leland?

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Speaker 1: I put, I put, I put these things on.

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Speaker 6: I'm trying not to cuss as well, like I feel

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Speaker 6: like y'all said, a great example of this swear joint.

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Speaker 8: But why they're so bigs dirty?

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Speaker 1: That's what she said.

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Speaker 2: I got a crook in my neck out of nowhere?

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Speaker 3: How you doing?

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Speaker 5: How are you blessed?

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Speaker 7: You know there? Okay?

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Speaker 8: Absolutely, I'm dead ass serious, y'allok.

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Speaker 9: Magnificent A little bit of red one perfect sponsors.

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Speaker 4: Take note, Jay, get the crook out your neck because

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Speaker 4: of whatever you've been doing with your neck, and give

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Speaker 4: us the word over zealous.

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Speaker 2: I like that over zealous and uh that one word or.

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Speaker 7: Two one, overboard, overcooked.

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Speaker 1: I was just curious my name.

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Speaker 2: Over kodaks anyway.

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Speaker 8: So, the textbook definition of over zealous is showing too

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Speaker 8: much energy or enthusiasm in pursuit of a cause or objective.

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Speaker 8: The sentence and context is he's been over zealous and

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Speaker 8: handing out parking tickets. An overzealous fan jumped on stage

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Speaker 8: during the concert in Houston. Now, the urban Gerban definition

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Speaker 8: of overzealous is having or showing too much zeal, such

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Speaker 8: as being excessively eager, enthusiastic, or fervent. The context of

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Speaker 8: the context sentence for the urban dictionary is fuck you

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Speaker 8: don't push me. It's all fucking bullshit, you and your

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Speaker 8: over zealous crap.

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Speaker 4: So overzealous is that word basically for doing too much.

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Speaker 2: I used to be overzealous with work.

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Speaker 8: Really yeah, I used to be overzealous, like just taking

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Speaker 8: on too many tasks and then getting burned out.

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Speaker 2: But would you would you? Would you?

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Speaker 8: Would you say that I was correct in airing over

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Speaker 8: zealousness as a parallel to possible dick writing.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmmm.

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Speaker 8: I think overzealous is what you just because when you

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Speaker 8: did write a nigga, you're doing too much like it.

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Speaker 4: You can, you can, you can be like an over

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Speaker 4: zealous shift. That's just extra about like overzealous.

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Speaker 2: Can be good, though they can also be bad.

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Speaker 4: Like the great the Greatest whatever, rappers, athletes all that

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Speaker 4: ship that they're over zealous over overs just doing a lot.

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Speaker 5: Over Zealous is only bad if you're doing it in

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Speaker 5: the wrong room around the wrong people. You can never

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Speaker 5: do too much in the right room. It's just about

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Speaker 5: the way people respond to things, you know.

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Speaker 1: I like that.

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Speaker 8: I like that too, But I also feel like the

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Speaker 8: context of being overzealous is also in the eye of

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Speaker 8: the beholder, because a person might feel like you're being

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Speaker 8: over zealous when you're actually just being passionate about something

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Speaker 8: that you care about.

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Speaker 3: That's true, Yeah, that's true being yourself, that's just how

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Speaker 3: you are. Some people are naturally overzealous.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, like people think I'm I could be confused or

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Speaker 8: misconstrued as overzealous because I fucking care about I really

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Speaker 8: deeply care about the shit that I really care about

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Speaker 8: for real, and I go hard for it and the people.

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Speaker 6: So it's like and then some stuff maybe just over

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Speaker 6: people head, Like if you like you work like a

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Speaker 6: regular job, you may not think like the Internet is

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Speaker 6: something that you can really make some money off of.

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Speaker 6: But to me, I'm making a lot of money off

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Speaker 6: the Internet. So I do a lot of Internet shit

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Speaker 6: that other people might not get.

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Speaker 5: Being over zealous.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, I just know. I just know it's like

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Speaker 6: what works. Like when it comes to like making the

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Speaker 6: clips for the Big Homie House, Like I make at

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Speaker 6: least fifteen to twenty clips for each episode that I

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Speaker 6: put out.

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Speaker 3: A lot of people may think that's a lot.

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Speaker 8: You what's the name of that ship text the.

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Speaker 6: Chatt I'm gonna tell you why. Because I don't trust

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Speaker 6: AI with with my creative process. I like to be

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Speaker 6: real hands on with everything that I do, like from

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Speaker 6: the front to the look to like the angles.

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Speaker 1: I don't trust AI to to get that across.

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Speaker 8: Yeah.

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Speaker 5: Some people will say that.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, some people say that with the right person.

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Speaker 5: You're creating for appreciate.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. Trying to find the opposite of over zealous, uh

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Speaker 3: lack to.

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Speaker 9: Which you said, in different minimalists, I can go for that.

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Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 2: In different minimalist can couldn't that be like those people

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Speaker 2: that just like.

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Speaker 7: There's some people that got houses with nothing.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, that's that's when I think of minimalist, like they

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Speaker 8: don't they don't need a lot of stuff, Like they

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Speaker 8: don't need like the flashy stuff. They really like black

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Speaker 8: and white. We very little thing.

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Speaker 6: Minimal Minimalists can be like the design of it, because

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Speaker 6: people say, Kim Kardashian's house can be a minimalist if

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Speaker 6: you look at the inside of hers, but it's still

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Speaker 6: an extravagant house. It's just a minimalist design. She's not

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Speaker 6: she doesn't have like the big the pillars.

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Speaker 2: And you're right, you're right.

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Speaker 8: Like like everybody, everybody's definition of minimalism or over zealousness.

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Speaker 9: And it's going to because everybody's apathetic.

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Speaker 7: It's just passionate their.

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Speaker 9: Own definition to everything, because the way they think that's

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Speaker 9: passionless or apathetic is the opposite. When we were reading

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Speaker 9: off these words and then we read the definition like

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Speaker 9: a lot of the definition of me making sense.

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Speaker 1: To me correct definition.

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Speaker 3: Wow, mm hmmm. A lot of them don't like.

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Speaker 2: What about this today.

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Speaker 3: I ain't never heard that word before.

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Speaker 2: I have another example of a rezealousness.

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Speaker 7: That's not a word.

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Speaker 2: You have, like the over zealous security guard.

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Speaker 8: No, over zealous, just doing.

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Speaker 1: You know, be overzealous.

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Speaker 3: The fucking bootman mm hmm.

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Speaker 2: They probably get paid.

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Speaker 6: Over No, let me tell you why the bootman overzealous

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Speaker 6: because I had I had to get a rental earlier

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Speaker 6: this year.

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Speaker 8: I just made a nigga take a boot off my ship,

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Speaker 8: Like bitch, I'm not paying you, and you just saw

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Speaker 8: me get out of my car and you're finna take

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Speaker 8: the ship off. Before I met up, this nigga went

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Speaker 8: to his truck. I thought he was going to get

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Speaker 8: his little tools to take the ship off. This nigga

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Speaker 8: went and put on a body camera.

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Speaker 1: I thought, I got I got a I got a boot.

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Speaker 1: I got a.

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Speaker 6: Boot in my building, like at my apartment because I

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Speaker 6: had a rental.

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Speaker 2: And char is like weird, I don't know, and.

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Speaker 6: Like bruh, I pay the park here, but you booted

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Speaker 6: my car that would have been in my spot if

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Speaker 6: I did.

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Speaker 1: Because I didn't have I didn't. I didn't, I didn't.

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Speaker 1: I got here overnight nigga, was I gonna put it on?

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Speaker 2: No, he probably just didn't know because if it was

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Speaker 2: somebody else in your spot.

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Speaker 6: But I but I came and told him, and I

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Speaker 6: told him. I talked to the I talked to them.

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Speaker 6: I talked to the people that gave me this new decal.

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Speaker 6: So you know, I live here, So why won't you take.

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Speaker 1: This boot off?

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Speaker 7: We can't trip on people.

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Speaker 2: I differential.

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Speaker 1: You just saw me. You I'm showing you the decas

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Speaker 1: I'm overzealous. I'm gonna tell y'all.

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Speaker 8: I'm gonna tell y'all my overzealous who my overzealous ward

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Speaker 6: Partially about I thought you were about to say the

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Speaker 3: Everything and food look better.

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Speaker 8: There's one spot I got some apple, some fried apple turnovers.

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Speaker 2: That applecross my heart off.

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Speaker 6: The fame partially is too much. Partially is it's for

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Speaker 2: Like not on French fries.

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Speaker 8: My dog like French fries on top of my burger.

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Speaker 5: Patty because they look good on pictures.

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Speaker 8: But don't picture my ship. Fix my ship regular. I

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Speaker 6: Taking picture of some food without partially and then taking

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Speaker 3: Waters like an extra exactly. But that's a perspective.

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Speaker 4: Would you rather have an over zealous like doctor, chef

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Speaker 9: And to be chilling, pop me up and ain't gonna

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Speaker 4: It's passionate. Part of it is passionate. Yeah, if you're

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Speaker 3: Definitely, you're over zealous about the ship show, not over

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Speaker 5: Somebody who don't like to work out probably be like

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Speaker 5: you're overzealous for somebody who would like to get on

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Speaker 3: It makes sense, like my mama. You know the height.

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Speaker 3: We went around twice last time, so they probably think I'm.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, we did it twice, thank you. He was on

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Speaker 7: There you go when you watched up.

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Speaker 3: My brother went that something of goddamn charge up. I

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Speaker 6: Yeah, when you first started doing the mixtape you, I

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's passion so really like, it's only over zealous

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Speaker 5: I like how you put I.

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Speaker 6: Like because it ain't nothing that I'm doing that I think.

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Speaker 3: About this ship. This ship is what I'm supposed to be.

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Speaker 5: Doing, because when you're in the right room, you become

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Speaker 6: Like when I when I was teaching and I was

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Speaker 3: They seen me in the shape room.

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Speaker 6: Like oh now, in that sense. Now it makes it. Oh,

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Speaker 6: y'all want to know you don't because you don't want

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Speaker 6: So you're not gonna get it because when when you

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Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, I believe.

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Speaker 7: And go hard or go home.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, like when I first got when I first started

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Speaker 6: But it's people that took that get the episode twenty

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Speaker 6: We're gonna figure this shit out. So yeah, if you

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Speaker 9: People don't always have something said. If you lazy, they're

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Speaker 3: Whatever it is, they gonna always have that.

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Speaker 1: Why you can't live and impress people, you know.

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Speaker 9: If something make if some make you exhausted, if something

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Speaker 8: Not necessarily because then sometimes you could just be tied.

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Speaker 3: Not tied. I'm saying, like it's some ship everything, but.

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Speaker 4: Sometimes you can put everything into it like you sending

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Speaker 5: It be the boundary. You gotta know what's for you

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Speaker 5: So some people would say speaking about yourself is over zealous,

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Speaker 5: But if you in the right room and people understand

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Speaker 5: I couldn't have had that conversation and that moment and

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Speaker 5: you understood my story. You know, there was no hate

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Speaker 9: Ye should give you anxiety when you can't.

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Speaker 6: Be yourself or the people or your Like you said,

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Speaker 6: That light gonna irritate people who not who not living

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Speaker 6: that same lifestyle. Not saying that they living wrong, but

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Speaker 3: Because I've been in situations where.

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Speaker 6: Like folks like I'm I'm proud of myself and my accomplishments,

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Speaker 5: Humble for what anything that whatever you believe in God,

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Speaker 5: And you have to watch out for people who can't

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Speaker 5: that's the other side of that thought, because it don't

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Speaker 5: not in the same season you is that? That's o great?

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Speaker 5: That's why you have to know your boundary.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, and you're right, that was important what you

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Speaker 8: Able to process, Yeah, what you have going on or

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Speaker 3: Gift or they ain't even been in the position to Yeah, exactly.

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Speaker 2: I ain't ever seen in Cantho.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, my mama loved that movie.

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Speaker 2: You know.

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Speaker 8: You know how Abuela was like always like trying to downplay.

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Speaker 8: What I'm saying at the end of the day, like

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Speaker 6: Yeah, go ahead, Sulks to be afraid to like be

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Speaker 6: So it's it's very difficult to like be in the

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Speaker 6: but you don't want to you don't want to be alone,

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Speaker 6: but you gotta walk alone to be successful. Like you

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Speaker 6: gotta be in those rooms. You gotta be on that

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Speaker 6: You gotta be taking that hike by yourself. You have

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Speaker 6: for success can fit one person.

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Speaker 3: You can show people the lader, but they gotta walk

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Speaker 5: I was just listening to a discernment about that pastor

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Speaker 5: key Man. That's what I was listening to in the car.

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Speaker 5: because I'm just recently stopped consuming myself with doubt at

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Speaker 5: you think you gotta be like everybody else, you're not

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Speaker 5: mumbas of solitude is where you find yourself because you're

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Speaker 5: talking to God, You're talking to your higher power, you

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Speaker 5: then you go out you master You master yourself first,

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Speaker 5: then you master the world.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, you gotta know yourself with beyond a reasonable doubt. Yes,

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I know.

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Speaker 9: I know exactly what I am. I know what I

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Speaker 9: can do, what I can't do. I know where I

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Speaker 9: can be around.

449
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Speaker 3: I know this shit. I can't be around them, so

450
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Speaker 3: I don't even try.

451
00:21:55,200 --> 00:21:56,920
Speaker 9: Like, I don't even get a nigga's excuses. A nigga

452
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Speaker 9: be like bro pull, I ain't gone. I can't go

453
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Speaker 9: into bro. I don't really fuck with with them with

454
00:22:02,840 --> 00:22:08,360
Speaker 9: y'all fuck with you. But I can't just go ure

455
00:22:08,520 --> 00:22:10,600
Speaker 9: just be like bro chilling, you know what I'm saying,

456
00:22:10,600 --> 00:22:12,840
Speaker 9: because at the end of the day, I know how.

457
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Speaker 3: You would want me to be when I'm around you,

458
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Speaker 3: but I'm not gonna be that.

459
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Speaker 9: So it's gonna be some friction, you know what I'm saying,

460
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Speaker 9: Like why do why I'm gonna go to a part

461
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Speaker 9: with like with three powdered heads.

462
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Speaker 2: Ye right, you know what I'm saying.

463
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Speaker 3: So i'd be like, Nigga, hit this ship. I ain't ain't.

464
00:22:32,320 --> 00:22:35,040
Speaker 3: It ain't gonna add up for me even be there.

465
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Speaker 2: Right, it's in the right room.

466
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Speaker 5: Though some people they don't know how to receive that.

467
00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:42,560
Speaker 5: They think you're acting funny or you didn't change, but

468
00:22:42,920 --> 00:22:44,080
Speaker 5: you're supposed to change.

469
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Speaker 8: Yes, But that's what like just to speak to what

470
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Speaker 8: she was saying, and what Kardak was saying about solitude,

471
00:22:50,119 --> 00:22:54,960
Speaker 8: like solitude is like a golden place, Like once you've

472
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Speaker 8: arrived at the fucking what am I trying to say,

473
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Speaker 8: Once you've arrived at the complete and total awareness of

474
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Speaker 8: yourself as a person, peace, the peace exactly.

475
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Speaker 2: The solitude is like your home.

476
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Speaker 8: You know how they say your home is your safe

477
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Speaker 8: place or whatever, and you know that's.

478
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Speaker 2: Where it should be, that should be your haven kind

479
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Speaker 2: of type shit.

480
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Speaker 8: Solitude is the haven for people that are totally aware

481
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Speaker 8: of who they are as people. Yes, So it's like,

482
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Speaker 8: once you understand who you are and what you were

483
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Speaker 8: put here to do and why, being alone or being

484
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Speaker 8: by yourself or being in that solitary space is what

485
00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:46,439
Speaker 8: is gonna further cultivate that gift that you have, or

486
00:23:46,480 --> 00:23:49,040
Speaker 8: that gift that you haven't learned how to use all

487
00:23:49,080 --> 00:23:51,399
Speaker 8: the way yet, or that gift that you're trying to

488
00:23:51,400 --> 00:23:53,040
Speaker 8: figure out how not to give away, or you know

489
00:23:53,080 --> 00:23:55,520
Speaker 8: what I'm saying whatever, Like you gotta you have to

490
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Speaker 8: be alone in order to be able to process all

491
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Speaker 8: the things that are going on with that, because if

492
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Speaker 8: you're not, you're gonna be influenced by outside opinions and

493
00:24:05,560 --> 00:24:06,399
Speaker 8: outside things.

494
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Speaker 5: Yeah, SOLIDUDEI foundations exactly.

495
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Speaker 6: I was just about to say that once you once

496
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Speaker 6: you do find comfort in being alone, you ain't really

497
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Speaker 6: even pressed to be around other people. Like just this weekend,

498
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Speaker 6: I asked somebody was like, hey, I got this club.

499
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Speaker 3: D Like, if you know me, you know I do

500
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Speaker 3: not like going out.

501
00:24:25,359 --> 00:24:26,879
Speaker 1: I don't like going out at all.

502
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Speaker 6: So when I got that shit and I told him, like,

503
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Speaker 6: you know, I ain't really my thing, she got offended.

504
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Speaker 1: But that's not my scene anymore.

505
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Speaker 6: So if that's and I'm not, it's not knocking nobody

506
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Speaker 6: that does it, because some people do it from work.

507
00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:40,600
Speaker 6: Some people just like to go out, but that's not me.

508
00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:44,639
Speaker 6: I like being alone. I like working on shit when

509
00:24:44,680 --> 00:24:46,280
Speaker 6: I have free time, because the club ain't gonna make

510
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Speaker 6: me no money. Like if I'm just going to go out,

511
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Speaker 6: you know what.

512
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Speaker 5: Too would be people adjusting to like. That's why solitude

513
00:24:51,880 --> 00:24:54,360
Speaker 5: is so important. Piece about yourself is so important because

514
00:24:54,480 --> 00:24:56,200
Speaker 5: when you know who you are, you enter the room

515
00:24:56,240 --> 00:24:58,840
Speaker 5: that way, you exude that energy and so then when

516
00:24:58,840 --> 00:25:02,439
Speaker 5: people can be in influence, they respect the newer version

517
00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:04,359
Speaker 5: of you when you're enter the room like that. But

518
00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:07,600
Speaker 5: you have to be in solitude to understand how you're changing,

519
00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:10,480
Speaker 5: how things are affecting you, how to making you feel me.

520
00:25:10,720 --> 00:25:12,159
Speaker 5: I used to be the girl boy I will pull

521
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Speaker 5: up on anybody just to support. Now understand that that's

522
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Speaker 5: not where my energy.

523
00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:17,119
Speaker 2: Can be consumed.

524
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Speaker 5: It makes you feel bad at first because you know

525
00:25:20,200 --> 00:25:22,640
Speaker 5: a previous version of yourself, but entering.

526
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Speaker 9: Into oln Come on, I just somebody just said, you

527
00:25:27,040 --> 00:25:30,440
Speaker 9: don't owe your old self names nothing but to.

528
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Speaker 5: Be come man, to grow you playing seeds when you

529
00:25:33,480 --> 00:25:36,200
Speaker 5: live in life every time, it's just like a snake.

530
00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:38,560
Speaker 5: They think they perceive a snake to be a bad thing,

531
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Speaker 5: but a snake is always sitting dead skin. You're supposed

532
00:25:42,200 --> 00:25:45,520
Speaker 5: to share dead relationships, dead people, oh habits, things that

533
00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:47,119
Speaker 5: you see that don't work for you. You're supposed to

534
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Speaker 5: shed it. You're supposed to let it go.

535
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Speaker 1: People be mad when they can't.

536
00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:54,880
Speaker 6: When when when the new version of you doesn't accept

537
00:25:55,320 --> 00:25:56,320
Speaker 6: the new version of them?

538
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Speaker 1: Like we not suppose we've outgrown our season.

539
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Speaker 5: Let's suggest that though it's not a new version, it's

540
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Speaker 5: discovering yourself. Yeah, the closer you get to your that's

541
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Speaker 5: the solitude. Because solitude is peace, Peace is love, like

542
00:26:09,640 --> 00:26:13,119
Speaker 5: that's everlasting, everlasting. Life is peace. That's it. That's all

543
00:26:13,160 --> 00:26:15,600
Speaker 5: you know. When you think about your ancestors or high power,

544
00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:16,919
Speaker 5: what do you think about peace?

545
00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:17,960
Speaker 2: Comfort?

546
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:20,480
Speaker 5: All of those things. So when you get to begin

547
00:26:20,600 --> 00:26:24,120
Speaker 5: with peace with yourself, you find yourself quicker. That's all

548
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Speaker 5: it is.

549
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Speaker 3: You don't even like regret losing those parts to you that.

550
00:26:28,240 --> 00:26:30,040
Speaker 5: Don't fit in because they were never a part there.

551
00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:33,000
Speaker 5: That was just extra stuff that is carrying. That's just

552
00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:35,320
Speaker 5: stuff you had up on you from experience.

553
00:26:35,400 --> 00:26:38,280
Speaker 2: It was part of distraction relationships.

554
00:26:38,280 --> 00:26:41,280
Speaker 5: What do you get with relationships? Get baggage, extra stuff

555
00:26:41,320 --> 00:26:44,040
Speaker 5: that don't belong to you. When you make peace and

556
00:26:44,119 --> 00:26:46,960
Speaker 5: you hear what are you doing? You shedding that dead way.

557
00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:49,080
Speaker 6: And the people and the people that are the people

558
00:26:49,119 --> 00:26:51,119
Speaker 6: that are supposed to be with you on this journey,

559
00:26:51,359 --> 00:26:54,320
Speaker 6: they will, they will. You will always find space for

560
00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:57,359
Speaker 6: them facts in that new path and well in the

561
00:26:57,400 --> 00:26:59,280
Speaker 6: path that you're supposed to have, because it's like you said,

562
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Speaker 6: it's not a new path. This is the path that

563
00:27:01,600 --> 00:27:03,320
Speaker 6: God has ordained for you.

564
00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:05,640
Speaker 5: Your vision just sometimes you know, we get that.

565
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Speaker 2: Twenty twenty man, it.

566
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Speaker 5: Be that twenty twenty vision.

567
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Speaker 4: Man.

568
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Speaker 5: Once you start to get peace, you understand solitude, You

569
00:27:12,640 --> 00:27:16,240
Speaker 5: no longer operating fear, You know yourself better and walk

570
00:27:16,240 --> 00:27:18,199
Speaker 5: in the rooms. You can be the light. So all

571
00:27:18,240 --> 00:27:21,280
Speaker 5: them dark corners you used to bend it, they don't

572
00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:22,760
Speaker 5: be dark no more because you are the light. You

573
00:27:22,840 --> 00:27:24,000
Speaker 5: carry it within yourself.

574
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Speaker 8: Absolutely, can a person like be in the middle point correct,

575
00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:31,200
Speaker 8: because I feel like I'm very confident in every room

576
00:27:31,200 --> 00:27:33,879
Speaker 8: that I walk in, right, I feel like I have

577
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:35,040
Speaker 8: peace within myself.

578
00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:38,680
Speaker 2: But I don't like being alone a lot of times.

579
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Speaker 5: There's nothing wrong with that though. Understand you are never

580
00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:44,320
Speaker 5: alone though that's the part of the peace that you

581
00:27:44,440 --> 00:27:46,520
Speaker 5: may be. And this is just me suggesting it you'll

582
00:27:46,560 --> 00:27:49,719
Speaker 5: be missing because I had to learn that. Like, I

583
00:27:49,920 --> 00:27:53,040
Speaker 5: like the company of people, but it has to be

584
00:27:53,080 --> 00:27:54,879
Speaker 5: the right people. That is my boundary.

585
00:27:55,160 --> 00:27:56,120
Speaker 2: So now I.

586
00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:58,679
Speaker 5: Can tell like from being alone for so long, like

587
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:01,200
Speaker 5: I did my pregnancy with my son, very much alone

588
00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:04,240
Speaker 5: for the most part. Now, I will say, as I've

589
00:28:04,240 --> 00:28:06,240
Speaker 5: been healing, I've been getting on the other side of

590
00:28:06,280 --> 00:28:09,000
Speaker 5: that thought to realize that people were there. They just

591
00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:11,239
Speaker 5: weren't the ones who were supposed to carry me through it.

592
00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:11,600
Speaker 3: It was me.

593
00:28:11,680 --> 00:28:13,800
Speaker 5: It was between me and God. I had to go

594
00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:16,800
Speaker 5: through that and understand myself better to receive them. Because

595
00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:19,000
Speaker 5: sometimes it's not that people are wrong for you either.

596
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:20,880
Speaker 5: You got, like I said, the other side of the thought.

597
00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:23,480
Speaker 5: It's not always other people. Sometimes you're not prepared to

598
00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:25,679
Speaker 5: receive the people who are set in your life to

599
00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:27,040
Speaker 5: be able to help you properly.

600
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Speaker 8: Elevate.

601
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Speaker 2: That's what I mean.

602
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Speaker 5: So I think that's why I say peace is so essential,

603
00:28:32,040 --> 00:28:35,200
Speaker 5: It's firm foundation. Once you reside in the exub peace,

604
00:28:35,359 --> 00:28:37,879
Speaker 5: you begin to understand what's for you and what's not.

605
00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:40,680
Speaker 5: And once you get in tune with yourself like that,

606
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:43,480
Speaker 5: there's nothing you can't do. I was at the crossroads,

607
00:28:43,480 --> 00:28:45,440
Speaker 5: though I was there. Were you saying right now? I

608
00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:48,479
Speaker 5: just literally yesterday, like less than twenty four hours, had

609
00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:51,200
Speaker 5: an epiphany yourself where I'm like, Okay, I'm doing He

610
00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:53,840
Speaker 5: been telling me to stop bullshing for about sixty days.

611
00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:56,800
Speaker 5: I took heed to it. But it's like with anything

612
00:28:56,840 --> 00:28:58,280
Speaker 5: you plan to see, you have to water it. Then

613
00:28:58,320 --> 00:28:59,000
Speaker 5: you have to let it grow.

614
00:29:02,680 --> 00:29:04,400
Speaker 3: Sometimes we just get on our own way.

615
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:06,920
Speaker 9: Man, Like you say, trying to old thinking, I don't

616
00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:09,000
Speaker 9: want to be over zealous, and what they gonna think

617
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:10,880
Speaker 9: if I come in here and show them that I'm

618
00:29:10,920 --> 00:29:11,400
Speaker 9: the one.

619
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Speaker 3: Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

620
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Speaker 9: Be like, bro, I don't want them to think I'm

621
00:29:14,360 --> 00:29:17,200
Speaker 9: trying to take up this space. I'm trying to you

622
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:19,240
Speaker 9: already taking it up by walking in the room.

623
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Speaker 1: You that if you that you that you can't go ahead.

624
00:29:24,280 --> 00:29:26,160
Speaker 5: I know it's crazy that you say that.

625
00:29:26,280 --> 00:29:26,440
Speaker 9: Man.

626
00:29:26,520 --> 00:29:29,480
Speaker 5: Yesterday in my notes to my designer, I wrote it out,

627
00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:32,400
Speaker 5: and I ain't afraid about nobody taking them because what's

628
00:29:32,400 --> 00:29:32,800
Speaker 5: for me.

629
00:29:32,760 --> 00:29:33,040
Speaker 6: Is for me.

630
00:29:34,400 --> 00:29:37,600
Speaker 5: But it's be it. That's it, be his big energy,

631
00:29:37,800 --> 00:29:41,480
Speaker 5: be it it, whatever it is. It's you. You. You're

632
00:29:41,520 --> 00:29:44,960
Speaker 5: supposed to be, not anybody else, not in the art

633
00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:47,480
Speaker 5: of comparison, man is devastating to our.

634
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Speaker 3: Culture, right, That ship kills bro.

635
00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:52,760
Speaker 9: But how can you can you compare yourself to somebody

636
00:29:52,800 --> 00:29:54,160
Speaker 9: else and you not that person?

637
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:58,240
Speaker 3: Experience, that's what you gotta think. You ain't even that person.

638
00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:00,040
Speaker 3: How you gonna compare yourself? You?

639
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:02,120
Speaker 9: You don't know what these people don't went through. You

640
00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:04,880
Speaker 9: don't know what they're going through. And the ship you

641
00:30:05,000 --> 00:30:07,720
Speaker 9: going through or went through ain't gonna match a line

642
00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:10,400
Speaker 9: with their life. Brother, Yeah, go ahead, Jane.

643
00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:15,080
Speaker 8: But I think, like just from my experiences, it's easy

644
00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:19,880
Speaker 8: to get caught up in that whole like comparison world

645
00:30:20,200 --> 00:30:25,920
Speaker 8: when you're not all the way sure of yourself, when

646
00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:29,240
Speaker 8: you're when you're when you're when you're unsure about yourself

647
00:30:29,560 --> 00:30:32,360
Speaker 8: and you have doubts about yourself and you don't have

648
00:30:32,480 --> 00:30:35,640
Speaker 8: like a solid foundation about where you are in life

649
00:30:35,640 --> 00:30:37,400
Speaker 8: and what you're supposed to be and who you are

650
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Speaker 8: as a person.

651
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Speaker 2: That's when.

652
00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:43,080
Speaker 8: All the other ship that's going on around you and

653
00:30:43,120 --> 00:30:45,520
Speaker 8: all the other ship that people are doing starts seeping

654
00:30:45,560 --> 00:30:48,400
Speaker 8: in those cracks. And when it seeps in those cracks,

655
00:30:48,440 --> 00:30:53,200
Speaker 8: it starts to make you kind of question your position

656
00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:57,280
Speaker 8: as opposed to or in comparison of their position.

657
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Speaker 2: And that's like when all the ship just starts going down.

658
00:31:00,520 --> 00:31:03,880
Speaker 6: Yeah, and being in this line of work, being in

659
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:06,440
Speaker 6: this industry, you being a creative in general, you really

660
00:31:06,440 --> 00:31:10,120
Speaker 6: have to be assured of yourself, especially like doing media shit.

661
00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:13,520
Speaker 6: Like it's if I wasn't assured of myself, like I'd

662
00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:14,520
Speaker 6: be very insecure.

663
00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:16,160
Speaker 1: Because it's a lot of dope.

664
00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:18,760
Speaker 6: Radio and media personalities in Atlanta doing a lot of

665
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:22,520
Speaker 6: amazing shit, and I can watch them be great, like

666
00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:24,960
Speaker 6: I can watch my niggas that do this shit that

667
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:27,240
Speaker 6: I do be great and not be threatened by their success.

668
00:31:27,640 --> 00:31:30,680
Speaker 6: Like fly Gout DC, that's my dog. He does a

669
00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:34,120
Speaker 6: lot of amazing shit. I'm not threatened by that nigga

670
00:31:34,160 --> 00:31:37,520
Speaker 6: doing amazing shit. That's my nigga. I'm glad he's doing

671
00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:41,000
Speaker 6: it because me seeing him do this shit me seeing

672
00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:42,920
Speaker 6: everybody in this room be as great as they are,

673
00:31:43,840 --> 00:31:44,920
Speaker 6: I'm inspired.

674
00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:48,200
Speaker 3: I just feel like God bless certain niggas different. Bro.

675
00:31:48,280 --> 00:31:50,400
Speaker 9: I swear to God, Bro, and niggas be saying shit

676
00:31:50,720 --> 00:31:53,440
Speaker 9: and sound like they being over zealous. It's gonna sound

677
00:31:53,480 --> 00:31:55,800
Speaker 9: as overzealous shit. But I never had a role model.

678
00:31:55,920 --> 00:31:58,360
Speaker 9: I never met a nigga I want to be. I

679
00:31:58,440 --> 00:32:01,520
Speaker 9: never sink the nigga I want to be. I put

680
00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:03,800
Speaker 9: that on everything, like you know how be like now,

681
00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:07,600
Speaker 9: I get inspired by people like damn here. Yeah that's fine,

682
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:09,280
Speaker 9: you know what I'm saying. I gotta go hord.

683
00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:11,440
Speaker 3: But I ain't never seen a person like I want

684
00:32:11,520 --> 00:32:15,400
Speaker 3: to be like ever ever?

685
00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:20,280
Speaker 9: Yeah, similar ain't the same same even as a kid,

686
00:32:20,360 --> 00:32:22,400
Speaker 9: you know how niggas be like I want to be

687
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:26,640
Speaker 9: like Mike. I want to have money like these niggas

688
00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:28,920
Speaker 9: up on the corner though, But I don't want to

689
00:32:28,920 --> 00:32:30,000
Speaker 9: be now one of these niggas.

690
00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:31,520
Speaker 3: I just want to have I want I want to

691
00:32:31,560 --> 00:32:32,760
Speaker 3: get the things that they got.

692
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:35,920
Speaker 6: And I think at some point most people grow out

693
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:37,600
Speaker 6: of it, or they should grow out of it, because

694
00:32:37,640 --> 00:32:38,920
Speaker 6: now I'm in the space of like, you know, I

695
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:42,520
Speaker 6: might have watched Charlemagne growing up, but like, I don't

696
00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:44,400
Speaker 6: want to be Charlemagne, but.

697
00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:46,360
Speaker 3: You got some niggas that want to be them. Niggas

698
00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:48,160
Speaker 3: they want to be them.

699
00:32:50,160 --> 00:32:52,000
Speaker 9: I never met a person or seeing a person I

700
00:32:52,040 --> 00:33:02,360
Speaker 9: want to be.

701
00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:02,600
Speaker 4: Of that just go back to insecurity though, like Jay

702
00:33:02,760 --> 00:33:06,400
Speaker 4: was saying, it's insecurity the people people who are insecure,

703
00:33:06,480 --> 00:33:09,920
Speaker 4: it puts them down on the road of spiraling. Like

704
00:33:10,520 --> 00:33:12,840
Speaker 4: when people talk to you who are insecure, like I

705
00:33:12,840 --> 00:33:15,440
Speaker 4: can't even resonate or talk to them like you're insecure,

706
00:33:15,560 --> 00:33:19,880
Speaker 4: Like you're not confident in nothing you got when y'all

707
00:33:19,880 --> 00:33:22,520
Speaker 4: should be confident in our superpowers.

708
00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:22,440
Speaker 7: That God gave.

709
00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:26,760
Speaker 5: That's knowing your boundary to not entertaining that because sometimes

710
00:33:26,760 --> 00:33:28,760
Speaker 5: when you know when they say you the product of

711
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:31,280
Speaker 5: the people you around and be like you sit around

712
00:33:31,280 --> 00:33:32,840
Speaker 5: a bunch of people.

713
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,800
Speaker 1: Start to wear on you.

714
00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:39,040
Speaker 5: You start to questioning yourself. I've done it, Yeah, done it.

715
00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:42,520
Speaker 6: But that we're saying the rooms that you're in inspire

716
00:33:42,600 --> 00:33:44,200
Speaker 6: that ship. So if you're in a room full of

717
00:33:44,240 --> 00:33:46,640
Speaker 6: people that want to do the same great things that

718
00:33:46,720 --> 00:33:49,080
Speaker 6: you're doing, you're not gonna feel like you're being overzealous.

719
00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:51,160
Speaker 6: But if you are if you're in a room full

720
00:33:51,200 --> 00:33:54,600
Speaker 6: of like people that are just okay doing whatever they're doing,

721
00:33:54,920 --> 00:33:57,240
Speaker 6: they get they which is not that's not a problem,

722
00:33:57,480 --> 00:33:59,240
Speaker 6: that's not a problem at all. But if you inspire

723
00:33:59,360 --> 00:34:02,080
Speaker 6: to do things other than that you're sitting in those

724
00:34:02,160 --> 00:34:05,520
Speaker 6: rooms you're going to, that's gonna dim your shit just

725
00:34:05,560 --> 00:34:08,239
Speaker 6: by like, like my mama always tell me, like, you'll

726
00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:12,560
Speaker 6: never see a rooster flying with eagles, And if that

727
00:34:12,800 --> 00:34:16,120
Speaker 6: eagle is in that chicken cook long enough, he will

728
00:34:16,160 --> 00:34:19,680
Speaker 6: start thinking he's a rooster. But that's not that's not

729
00:34:19,719 --> 00:34:22,640
Speaker 6: in the space you're supposed to be in. You have wings, my.

730
00:34:22,719 --> 00:34:24,400
Speaker 1: Nigga, fly right.

731
00:34:24,960 --> 00:34:28,560
Speaker 8: What about the people that like that have aspirations and

732
00:34:28,680 --> 00:34:31,040
Speaker 8: dreams and stuff like that, but they feel like they

733
00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:32,879
Speaker 8: don't even know where to start to get in those

734
00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:37,520
Speaker 8: rooms of the rooms that you gotta speak of figure

735
00:34:37,560 --> 00:34:40,200
Speaker 8: out hard to get in certain rooms.

736
00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:42,719
Speaker 1: That's something you still gotta figure You have to figure

737
00:34:42,719 --> 00:34:42,960
Speaker 1: it out.

738
00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:45,960
Speaker 8: You gotta find like either a mentor or find somebody

739
00:34:46,640 --> 00:34:50,640
Speaker 8: that's doing something similar to whatever it is that you're

740
00:34:50,640 --> 00:34:52,719
Speaker 8: trying to do, or doing anything at all that they're

741
00:34:52,760 --> 00:34:55,440
Speaker 8: successful at and just get some pointers. You have to

742
00:34:55,480 --> 00:34:59,920
Speaker 8: ask questions like you can't like a person that doesn't

743
00:35:00,120 --> 00:35:03,440
Speaker 8: where to start, or a person that doesn't have a clue,

744
00:35:04,120 --> 00:35:07,359
Speaker 8: can't be a prideful person that doesn't want to ask

745
00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:11,520
Speaker 8: for help, because if you know that, if you know

746
00:35:11,640 --> 00:35:13,760
Speaker 8: that you want to do something but you just don't

747
00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:18,680
Speaker 8: know where where, like how how to get to the

748
00:35:18,719 --> 00:35:21,160
Speaker 8: point of being able to actually do it and do

749
00:35:21,239 --> 00:35:24,440
Speaker 8: it successfully? You have to ask somebody that's doing it

750
00:35:25,000 --> 00:35:26,919
Speaker 8: and that's successful with it, or you have to ask

751
00:35:26,920 --> 00:35:30,799
Speaker 8: somebody that's doing anything and successful with it, like how

752
00:35:30,800 --> 00:35:33,480
Speaker 8: did you figure out where to start whatever the fuck

753
00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:36,080
Speaker 8: it is that you're doing that type shit, because if

754
00:35:36,120 --> 00:35:40,440
Speaker 8: you don't, then like you're gonna be stuck. And I

755
00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:42,160
Speaker 8: think that a lot of people need to be okay

756
00:35:42,160 --> 00:35:45,560
Speaker 8: with being uncomfortable, especially in those spaces. Yeah, because I

757
00:35:45,719 --> 00:35:48,400
Speaker 8: that was like my big I started to feel uncomfortable

758
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:51,399
Speaker 8: so much and I just it just get uncomfortable, like

759
00:35:51,680 --> 00:35:53,680
Speaker 8: when you like, you know, I'm not from here, so

760
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:56,040
Speaker 8: being from LA and coming here and I ain't know nobody.

761
00:35:56,239 --> 00:35:58,120
Speaker 2: I didn't know one person, So what did you do?

762
00:35:59,040 --> 00:36:00,799
Speaker 2: I mean, I just start make a.

763
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:03,120
Speaker 3: Friends, come down like that bro who told you just

764
00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:04,280
Speaker 3: pull up on us?

765
00:36:07,520 --> 00:36:10,279
Speaker 2: I ain't know nobody.

766
00:36:12,080 --> 00:36:16,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, what did you? What did you do here?

767
00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:19,360
Speaker 3: Like?

768
00:36:19,560 --> 00:36:23,480
Speaker 8: Literally, my l A story was I was a photographer

769
00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:25,040
Speaker 8: in l A. But I started and I went and

770
00:36:25,040 --> 00:36:27,080
Speaker 8: got mentors and all that stuff that was like big.

771
00:36:27,640 --> 00:36:29,920
Speaker 8: But I started to be known up under my mentors.

772
00:36:30,080 --> 00:36:31,839
Speaker 8: It was like, I'm gonna get to shy to get

773
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:34,240
Speaker 8: to them. And I kind of got to the place

774
00:36:34,239 --> 00:36:36,640
Speaker 8: where I don't know if I started feeling like I

775
00:36:36,680 --> 00:36:38,480
Speaker 8: was a little too big, like he using me to

776
00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:40,880
Speaker 8: get to uh to these people or whatever. So I

777
00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:42,400
Speaker 8: was like, all right, I'm gonna move somewhere. Well, I

778
00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:46,080
Speaker 8: don't know nobody, and I'm gonna start over comfort zone. Yeah,

779
00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:49,480
Speaker 8: but I was so uncomfortable even when I first met comfortable,

780
00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:54,840
Speaker 8: Like yeah, I just got comfortable with being uncomfortable. So

781
00:36:54,960 --> 00:36:56,480
Speaker 8: I started to feel like if I walked in the

782
00:36:56,560 --> 00:36:58,239
Speaker 8: room and I was too comfortable, shouldn't have been there.

783
00:36:58,280 --> 00:36:59,879
Speaker 8: I need to go in the rooms I'm uncomfortable because

784
00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:01,959
Speaker 8: the rooms that I walked in iut as comfortable as fuck.

785
00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:04,760
Speaker 8: I felt like I can't learn nothing from these people.

786
00:37:05,160 --> 00:37:07,680
Speaker 8: So you can't feel like that, though. But you when

787
00:37:07,680 --> 00:37:11,080
Speaker 8: I'm saying I'm comfortable, that mean that Like I was

788
00:37:11,160 --> 00:37:12,360
Speaker 8: just way too comfortable.

789
00:37:12,400 --> 00:37:14,880
Speaker 2: Like talking, I wouldn't I wouldn't get nothing. I mean,

790
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:17,280
Speaker 2: that's that's a good that's a good way to feel.

791
00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:20,080
Speaker 8: But at the end of the day, sometimes those comfortable

792
00:37:20,160 --> 00:37:26,040
Speaker 8: rooms provide you with the security and with the fucking

793
00:37:27,600 --> 00:37:31,960
Speaker 8: with the the confidence to be able to skate around

794
00:37:31,960 --> 00:37:34,600
Speaker 8: in those uncomfortable rooms. No, you may be right, you

795
00:37:34,680 --> 00:37:37,239
Speaker 8: may be right, but I for me will work. Was

796
00:37:37,239 --> 00:37:38,480
Speaker 8: I just start jumping in rooms.

797
00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:40,160
Speaker 1: I got to you just got too big for the

798
00:37:40,239 --> 00:37:41,200
Speaker 1: rooms that you were.

799
00:37:41,040 --> 00:37:43,000
Speaker 2: In there, I get no, I don't know.

800
00:37:43,400 --> 00:37:45,480
Speaker 6: I just start going to rooms I was super uncomfortable,

801
00:37:45,520 --> 00:37:49,000
Speaker 6: and the whole books and just like everything on comfort

802
00:37:49,080 --> 00:37:50,560
Speaker 6: zone if you get if you don't get out of

803
00:37:50,600 --> 00:37:51,439
Speaker 6: that comfort zone, you're.

804
00:37:51,360 --> 00:37:54,160
Speaker 4: Gonna be stuck where you're at. You probably will start

805
00:37:54,200 --> 00:37:56,279
Speaker 4: to go down. Yeah, yeah, you gotta get out that

806
00:37:56,320 --> 00:37:56,919
Speaker 4: comfort zone.

807
00:37:57,320 --> 00:37:59,680
Speaker 2: But then you I'm in the rooms where I'm super uncomfortable.

808
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:01,799
Speaker 8: Of the points that after a while, I started to

809
00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:04,319
Speaker 8: be more comfortable and more comfortable and more comfortable. Even

810
00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:06,080
Speaker 8: when I first started coming around big facts, I was

811
00:38:06,120 --> 00:38:08,920
Speaker 8: kind of uncomfortable in the beginning. I ain't know nobody,

812
00:38:08,960 --> 00:38:10,320
Speaker 8: I didn't really you know what I mean.

813
00:38:10,320 --> 00:38:16,840
Speaker 3: You got people that Jay one of my head.

814
00:38:22,600 --> 00:38:25,360
Speaker 4: Females just do that ship when females come around.

815
00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:26,279
Speaker 7: That's just how it is.

816
00:38:26,320 --> 00:38:30,520
Speaker 9: I guess that's why listen screaming, but the flights for

817
00:38:30,840 --> 00:38:33,640
Speaker 9: the Dallas trip, like, nah, we need to drive because

818
00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:38,080
Speaker 9: niggas getting too flighty.

819
00:38:35,960 --> 00:38:40,040
Speaker 3: Ship, keep back in grand old bro.

820
00:38:40,520 --> 00:38:43,520
Speaker 9: Yeah that's that ship, bro, Nigga, nigga appreciate that ship

821
00:38:43,560 --> 00:38:46,200
Speaker 9: different bro, like then be like okay, yeah this and

822
00:38:46,239 --> 00:38:49,520
Speaker 9: Grassy was stopping and got them red stops all that.

823
00:38:49,520 --> 00:38:51,360
Speaker 9: That's the that's the energy, bro, I'm.

824
00:38:51,200 --> 00:38:54,880
Speaker 5: Telling you sometimes just slow down, Yeah, get.

825
00:38:56,480 --> 00:38:59,520
Speaker 3: Down there. In one hour, you you're back into me.

826
00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:01,320
Speaker 3: Think about this ship.

827
00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:07,640
Speaker 2: So what you're gonna be talking about?

828
00:39:07,680 --> 00:39:10,640
Speaker 8: Like everybody have all they talking points everything.

829
00:39:10,840 --> 00:39:13,040
Speaker 6: Yeah, and you was talking. You was talking about like

830
00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:15,880
Speaker 6: your your introduction ship. I was in when I when

831
00:39:15,880 --> 00:39:17,840
Speaker 6: I hit screaming, like what two a m. In the morning,

832
00:39:17,960 --> 00:39:19,320
Speaker 6: Like you need to put out a random tweet?

833
00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:23,640
Speaker 4: I just happened to be upsk about Twitter.

834
00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:26,080
Speaker 2: You just laid in this DM.

835
00:39:27,480 --> 00:39:33,560
Speaker 6: What I did know I did like I had had

836
00:39:33,560 --> 00:39:37,080
Speaker 6: to shoot. I had to had to shoot my professional shot.

837
00:39:40,120 --> 00:39:42,920
Speaker 6: No puff, no puffy, Well nah, yeah, I had to.

838
00:39:43,239 --> 00:39:44,719
Speaker 6: I had to figure the ship out, and I was

839
00:39:44,719 --> 00:39:46,239
Speaker 6: in space to where I was uncomfortable.

840
00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:47,799
Speaker 1: Like ship, what we got going on?

841
00:39:48,040 --> 00:39:48,560
Speaker 3: What you need?

842
00:39:48,680 --> 00:39:53,480
Speaker 6: Let's get going and this ship worked and this ship works.

843
00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:56,879
Speaker 6: So yeah, sometimes you do gotta make yourself uncomfortable.

844
00:39:57,200 --> 00:39:58,560
Speaker 3: What the are you talking about?

845
00:39:59,320 --> 00:39:59,720
Speaker 1: Chance?

846
00:40:00,080 --> 00:40:00,759
Speaker 3: And what's up?

847
00:40:02,719 --> 00:40:02,799
Speaker 4: You?

848
00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:03,640
Speaker 3: Just get up here?

849
00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:07,680
Speaker 4: I will say, noah, but fuck with me in bank

850
00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:10,200
Speaker 4: like we we we were gonna make it, not not

851
00:40:10,280 --> 00:40:12,120
Speaker 4: in a bad way. We're gonna make you uncomfortable.

852
00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:14,000
Speaker 8: When I first met you, you thought I was a boy.

853
00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:15,560
Speaker 8: Remember when I was messaging you.

854
00:40:17,160 --> 00:40:20,399
Speaker 2: I let him go through the whole text thread, yo, bro,

855
00:40:21,520 --> 00:40:26,919
Speaker 2: And at the end this means I did I'm a girl.

856
00:40:26,960 --> 00:40:27,879
Speaker 2: By the way, is that cool?

857
00:40:30,239 --> 00:40:32,240
Speaker 3: Surprise? Right?

858
00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:33,319
Speaker 6: Nah?

859
00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:36,719
Speaker 9: But what I pushed my motherfucker to be over feilous though, Yeah,

860
00:40:36,920 --> 00:40:37,120
Speaker 9: I was.

861
00:40:37,080 --> 00:40:37,880
Speaker 3: Just one hundred.

862
00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:39,400
Speaker 9: Like my wife j called me out to her. She

863
00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:42,080
Speaker 9: just she she in the gym, changed all type sh

864
00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:48,640
Speaker 9: like moving faster. Why are you doing the next one?

865
00:40:48,680 --> 00:40:50,520
Speaker 9: She sent me, She's gonna get zooming.

866
00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:51,280
Speaker 3: Richard.

867
00:40:53,840 --> 00:40:56,440
Speaker 5: You gotta know myther has been telling me to like

868
00:40:56,880 --> 00:40:58,960
Speaker 5: sometimes and I'm sure you as a cancer do it

869
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:00,840
Speaker 5: a lot too, because That's why I was able to

870
00:41:00,840 --> 00:41:03,520
Speaker 5: cut straight to the point. Like we be so cognizant

871
00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:06,000
Speaker 5: of being an EmPATH. You don't want to hurt people feelings.

872
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:08,319
Speaker 5: You don't want to receive things the wrong way. But

873
00:41:08,840 --> 00:41:11,040
Speaker 5: when you get it's two parts to that. Like when

874
00:41:11,080 --> 00:41:13,800
Speaker 5: you start getting in the right room, you already know

875
00:41:13,840 --> 00:41:16,080
Speaker 5: people know where your heart at. So when you say something,

876
00:41:16,080 --> 00:41:18,160
Speaker 5: you don't even have to be insecure about it. Just

877
00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:20,360
Speaker 5: say it. Like y'all watch the way y'all interact with

878
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:23,480
Speaker 5: each other. Y'all know each other. You're comfortable. So when

879
00:41:23,560 --> 00:41:25,799
Speaker 5: you say something, if somebody else heard it, they might

880
00:41:25,840 --> 00:41:29,800
Speaker 5: feel like damn, But y'all know each other. It's coming

881
00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:32,560
Speaker 5: from a different place. They tell me all the time.

882
00:41:32,640 --> 00:41:34,399
Speaker 5: You like, man, just say it. I'm telling you, I've

883
00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:37,480
Speaker 5: just been saying stuff. You know. I be reading folks

884
00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:40,600
Speaker 5: and the energy, and I be so cognizant of Like

885
00:41:40,960 --> 00:41:43,400
Speaker 5: I really listen to you. I know what it is

886
00:41:43,440 --> 00:41:45,360
Speaker 5: you're missing and I want to tell you. But I

887
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:47,239
Speaker 5: also know you well enough to know you're not ready

888
00:41:47,280 --> 00:41:50,279
Speaker 5: to receive it. But sometimes the way you serving is

889
00:41:50,360 --> 00:41:54,240
Speaker 5: that's your position. Your position is to make people aware.

890
00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:56,160
Speaker 5: You have to know how to do it though, when

891
00:41:56,160 --> 00:41:58,040
Speaker 5: it's coming from the heart and when it's in love,

892
00:41:58,160 --> 00:41:58,600
Speaker 5: like that's what.

893
00:41:58,600 --> 00:41:59,319
Speaker 2: Big energy is.

894
00:41:59,320 --> 00:42:02,040
Speaker 5: It's love. That's it, you see, it's all of these

895
00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:04,319
Speaker 5: is little. When it's coming from love me, you can't

896
00:42:04,360 --> 00:42:08,080
Speaker 5: never go wrong. It's when you start to incorporate all

897
00:42:08,080 --> 00:42:09,160
Speaker 5: the other worldly ship.

898
00:42:09,560 --> 00:42:13,239
Speaker 9: That's when you trying to dress it up. That when

899
00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:17,960
Speaker 9: it is gone because something different looking at me, like bru,

900
00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:21,320
Speaker 9: my wife tell me all the time, or you just

901
00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:22,880
Speaker 9: say the first thing come to your mind when you

902
00:42:23,320 --> 00:42:25,359
Speaker 9: on a response you know what I'm saying. You think

903
00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:29,239
Speaker 9: about quotes and delivery, and but on the response you're

904
00:42:29,239 --> 00:42:33,319
Speaker 9: gonna say exactly what it is. Yeah, yeah, yeah, we're

905
00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:35,160
Speaker 9: looking like now what you think about it?

906
00:42:35,280 --> 00:42:39,279
Speaker 3: Damn? What else I would have said in that.

907
00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:40,920
Speaker 2: In that gap.

908
00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:45,000
Speaker 3: Right now?

909
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:55,040
Speaker 9: Besides the truth, he going, man, either love me or

910
00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:57,359
Speaker 9: leave me alone. Man, that's just what it is. Funk

911
00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:59,720
Speaker 9: out my way. I don't even know how many people

912
00:42:59,719 --> 00:43:02,000
Speaker 9: that he is on earth? You give a fuck about

913
00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:03,240
Speaker 9: an right?

914
00:43:03,480 --> 00:43:03,719
Speaker 3: Yeah?

915
00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:05,800
Speaker 9: Or what another motherfucker talking about? Like we're trying to

916
00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:07,680
Speaker 9: hold onto some shit that don't even matter for it.

917
00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:10,840
Speaker 9: If I lose you, what am I losing?

918
00:43:11,760 --> 00:43:12,000
Speaker 3: Shit?

919
00:43:12,680 --> 00:43:14,839
Speaker 9: I ain't losing me. I don't even fuck who it

920
00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:20,040
Speaker 9: is as a motherfucker that's saying they want to go.

921
00:43:21,480 --> 00:43:23,560
Speaker 9: You know what I'm saying nothing. You can't replace certain

922
00:43:23,560 --> 00:43:27,600
Speaker 9: people of certain things. But if you don't want me,

923
00:43:27,760 --> 00:43:33,080
Speaker 9: I don't want you and no capacity friend, job walk call.

924
00:43:35,520 --> 00:43:35,840
Speaker 3: Nigga.

925
00:43:36,400 --> 00:43:39,040
Speaker 9: If you don't want me, you want to be around me,

926
00:43:39,080 --> 00:43:39,840
Speaker 9: you don't wanna talk to me?

927
00:43:39,880 --> 00:43:42,360
Speaker 8: Whatever, I'm fine, even better you want this, nigga, I

928
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:43,160
Speaker 8: gotta worry about it.

929
00:43:43,239 --> 00:43:44,960
Speaker 3: Ain't even that. I'm just fine with that. It's too

930
00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:47,319
Speaker 3: many people to know. I know too many motherfuckers.

931
00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:47,480
Speaker 7: Now.

932
00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:51,440
Speaker 5: It be the time and place of relationship. Though, like

933
00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:53,960
Speaker 5: some people, like I said before, they serve you for

934
00:43:54,080 --> 00:43:56,560
Speaker 5: a season. Then you come to a certain point to

935
00:43:56,600 --> 00:43:59,560
Speaker 5: where it's not no longer serving. It's actually debilitating.

936
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:01,440
Speaker 3: But you're trying to hold on. You trying to be

937
00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:06,800
Speaker 3: loyal to some ship that was. But that was that

938
00:44:06,840 --> 00:44:08,080
Speaker 3: ship was cool.

939
00:44:08,120 --> 00:44:11,000
Speaker 5: You gotta be lot for what is this ship?

940
00:44:11,120 --> 00:44:14,799
Speaker 3: Ain't that no more? That? Ain't that? That ain't what.

941
00:44:16,560 --> 00:44:20,840
Speaker 9: We're doing saying we were doing that?

942
00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:23,759
Speaker 8: Who A lot of people hold on to like the

943
00:44:23,840 --> 00:44:27,120
Speaker 8: old not even just the whole version of you A

944
00:44:27,120 --> 00:44:29,560
Speaker 8: lot of people, it's like the memories and then it's

945
00:44:29,560 --> 00:44:32,879
Speaker 8: the time good like everybody like you can't compete with time,

946
00:44:32,960 --> 00:44:34,400
Speaker 8: Like if somebody's been somebody life for a long time,

947
00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:36,200
Speaker 8: you can't compete with that. So a lot of people

948
00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:38,520
Speaker 8: look at it like, then we've been in each other

949
00:44:38,560 --> 00:44:41,600
Speaker 8: life for ten years, and on the eleven years, I'm

950
00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:42,319
Speaker 8: kind of like.

951
00:44:42,960 --> 00:44:45,160
Speaker 3: How I feel, though, is this ship disturbing me?

952
00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:49,040
Speaker 5: You gotta look at the quality of the experience, Like overall,

953
00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:51,239
Speaker 5: when I look at ten years, I got to look

954
00:44:51,239 --> 00:44:53,520
Speaker 5: at the average of the time that I've invested in

955
00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:56,040
Speaker 5: that you've invested to me, and what has that gotten us.

956
00:44:56,640 --> 00:44:59,800
Speaker 5: Sometimes we be overstaying a welcome. I'm guilty of it

957
00:44:59,840 --> 00:45:02,400
Speaker 5: with men, for sure. I had to learn my boundary,

958
00:45:02,520 --> 00:45:05,360
Speaker 5: like I see and fall in love with the potential.

959
00:45:05,680 --> 00:45:07,719
Speaker 5: You know, people gonna mirror you when you the light.

960
00:45:07,760 --> 00:45:09,719
Speaker 5: I just seen a video about that. When you the light,

961
00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:12,160
Speaker 5: all types of shit gonna be attracted to it. It's

962
00:45:12,160 --> 00:45:15,200
Speaker 5: what you entertain. It defines you. And so I really

963
00:45:15,239 --> 00:45:19,040
Speaker 5: have taken heed to that statement because defining myself is

964
00:45:19,080 --> 00:45:22,360
Speaker 5: not gonna be temporary people, It's not gonna be bad exchange.

965
00:45:22,360 --> 00:45:25,319
Speaker 5: It's not gonna be bad energy on big energy. That's contradictory.

966
00:45:25,360 --> 00:45:27,440
Speaker 5: It doesn't make sense. It's not even what I stand for.

967
00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:31,560
Speaker 5: So my boundary now is learning that I'm choosing me

968
00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:35,440
Speaker 5: and it's not selfish. I'm choosing my purpose. I'm choosing

969
00:45:35,440 --> 00:45:38,600
Speaker 5: my path. I'm choosing the legacy I'm leaving behind from

970
00:45:38,600 --> 00:45:40,040
Speaker 5: my children. And that's okay.

971
00:45:40,920 --> 00:45:46,879
Speaker 9: Yeah right, yeah, quit playing niggas as. You make your

972
00:45:46,960 --> 00:45:51,840
Speaker 9: own hell, yes, make your own heir. Own thing makes

973
00:45:51,880 --> 00:45:54,080
Speaker 9: you make you go through some in your mind.

974
00:45:55,440 --> 00:45:58,040
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying That mine is some bullshit sometimes.

975
00:45:57,800 --> 00:46:00,319
Speaker 9: Yeah, but certain shiit, like y'all said, and y'all told me,

976
00:46:00,320 --> 00:46:03,320
Speaker 9: because I know I'm strong, bro, strong wheel the motherfucker

977
00:46:03,320 --> 00:46:06,000
Speaker 9: I get changed my mind into like I ain't even

978
00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:06,719
Speaker 9: thinking about that.

979
00:46:07,560 --> 00:46:09,800
Speaker 3: And to the day. Ship it's just some ship that

980
00:46:09,920 --> 00:46:12,680
Speaker 3: just won't leave my mind, spirit, my heart. It just

981
00:46:12,719 --> 00:46:13,759
Speaker 3: won't leave for.

982
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:15,799
Speaker 9: Other than that anything else, Bro, I can be like,

983
00:46:17,360 --> 00:46:19,680
Speaker 9: especially if this ship ain't no harming in nobody, no

984
00:46:19,800 --> 00:46:22,800
Speaker 9: nothing like friendship or some ship. Man, that's the easiest

985
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:25,319
Speaker 9: ship in the real bro. Fucking niggas. Fuck you, yeah,

986
00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:27,239
Speaker 9: fuck that man.

987
00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:30,719
Speaker 3: It don't align this ship. You could be a little

988
00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:34,359
Speaker 3: little ship that don't sit, don't aligne And.

989
00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:35,759
Speaker 1: We gotta be okay we're doing that.

990
00:46:35,800 --> 00:46:39,560
Speaker 6: And just because somebody held a space in your life before,

991
00:46:39,320 --> 00:46:41,360
Speaker 6: you don't got to remove them from your life. You

992
00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:43,200
Speaker 6: just gotta get moved to a different category. You're in

993
00:46:43,239 --> 00:46:45,160
Speaker 6: a different department now, you not.

994
00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:48,640
Speaker 9: I love you the same though, Yeah, yeah, hard don't

995
00:46:48,680 --> 00:46:49,120
Speaker 9: do that.

996
00:46:49,360 --> 00:46:50,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, because you was you.

997
00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:52,520
Speaker 9: You know what I'm saying, this ship don't do We're

998
00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:53,600
Speaker 9: wasting each other time.

999
00:46:53,760 --> 00:46:56,360
Speaker 6: Yeah, because we're trying to we're trying to hold onto

1000
00:46:56,360 --> 00:46:59,080
Speaker 6: some ship that don't exist anymore. That this ship, this

1001
00:46:59,080 --> 00:47:02,640
Speaker 6: this this relationship don't exist in this reality anymore.

1002
00:47:02,880 --> 00:47:06,560
Speaker 5: Not everybody was capable of the grade. Yeah, Like people

1003
00:47:06,600 --> 00:47:08,160
Speaker 5: can go right up with you and you can pull

1004
00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:10,359
Speaker 5: them up and skip the grade and they gonna still

1005
00:47:10,400 --> 00:47:12,360
Speaker 5: be qualities. Some people need the experience.

1006
00:47:12,480 --> 00:47:15,040
Speaker 6: Yeah, And and once it's once it's ober, we gotta

1007
00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:15,799
Speaker 6: be okay.

1008
00:47:15,520 --> 00:47:16,359
Speaker 1: With letting it be over.

1009
00:47:18,280 --> 00:47:19,160
Speaker 5: Appreciate your queen.

1010
00:47:20,560 --> 00:47:22,520
Speaker 6: We gotta be okay with letting this ship be over

1011
00:47:22,719 --> 00:47:24,840
Speaker 6: fat like, and it's not gonna it's not.

1012
00:47:24,920 --> 00:47:26,920
Speaker 3: It shouldn't hurt either one of us to let this

1013
00:47:26,960 --> 00:47:27,360
Speaker 3: ship go.

1014
00:47:27,680 --> 00:47:28,560
Speaker 2: But for some people.

1015
00:47:28,600 --> 00:47:30,480
Speaker 8: I'm just speaking for some like for some people to

1016
00:47:30,560 --> 00:47:32,200
Speaker 8: make those decisions are very hard.

1017
00:47:32,880 --> 00:47:37,600
Speaker 2: Absolutely ten years and no year eleven. Yeah, it was

1018
00:47:37,719 --> 00:47:41,000
Speaker 2: a whole all you different though.

1019
00:47:42,040 --> 00:47:44,480
Speaker 3: It is different. Bro. This ship is easy. Bro, like

1020
00:47:44,520 --> 00:47:45,160
Speaker 3: what do you hold?

1021
00:47:45,239 --> 00:47:47,080
Speaker 9: You gotta and you know when it's over to you

1022
00:47:47,120 --> 00:47:48,640
Speaker 9: gotta put that ship on the scale.

1023
00:47:48,680 --> 00:47:48,839
Speaker 7: Bro.

1024
00:47:49,960 --> 00:47:51,879
Speaker 3: You gotta be saying, this ship what how many?

1025
00:47:52,239 --> 00:47:53,960
Speaker 1: Since they won about one hundred.

1026
00:47:54,200 --> 00:47:56,239
Speaker 9: Yeah, you gotta we gotta wagh that ship up. If

1027
00:47:56,239 --> 00:47:58,200
Speaker 9: it don't wait, it's gonna weigh.

1028
00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:02,239
Speaker 8: But my thing is, what if it's nothing that's like detrimental,

1029
00:48:02,320 --> 00:48:04,080
Speaker 8: it's not, it's no ill anything.

1030
00:48:04,360 --> 00:48:06,719
Speaker 5: If you're having that question, not to cut you off.

1031
00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:10,719
Speaker 5: It's detrimental to even bring yourself to the question of

1032
00:48:10,760 --> 00:48:13,040
Speaker 5: if somebody belongs to let you know that your spirit

1033
00:48:13,120 --> 00:48:16,280
Speaker 5: has identified that something.

1034
00:48:16,040 --> 00:48:18,000
Speaker 1: Would you keep would you keep a splinter in your

1035
00:48:18,000 --> 00:48:19,640
Speaker 1: foot just because it don't hurt that much?

1036
00:48:19,680 --> 00:48:23,440
Speaker 3: That leadership the benefit of the.

1037
00:48:22,960 --> 00:48:27,880
Speaker 9: Shot them nigga brother, nigga manup.

1038
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:30,399
Speaker 3: Tho sometime tripping the first time.

1039
00:48:30,760 --> 00:48:35,400
Speaker 9: I'm just saying, if you listen, your of your trier, it.

1040
00:48:36,960 --> 00:48:42,239
Speaker 3: Cheer, your cheer, it your spirit, don't trip on your mind.

1041
00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:42,759
Speaker 3: Is trip.

1042
00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:44,440
Speaker 7: What if somebody not in the right.

1043
00:48:44,360 --> 00:48:46,359
Speaker 5: Mind, that's that's the key to your.

1044
00:48:47,560 --> 00:48:50,680
Speaker 8: Oh, if you're not in your right mind, you can't

1045
00:48:50,680 --> 00:48:51,400
Speaker 8: make that decision.

1046
00:48:51,400 --> 00:48:53,160
Speaker 3: That's what I'm saying.

1047
00:48:56,280 --> 00:48:58,279
Speaker 9: Mind, you and your spirit gonna take you. When some

1048
00:48:58,320 --> 00:49:03,200
Speaker 9: ship don't belong to people mind sometimes what's your right mind?

1049
00:49:03,520 --> 00:49:08,480
Speaker 9: We're gonna take everybody, be saying, right mind. Even we

1050
00:49:08,560 --> 00:49:10,040
Speaker 9: don't know if we in our right mind.

1051
00:49:10,680 --> 00:49:11,719
Speaker 3: We just know what we know.

1052
00:49:11,960 --> 00:49:15,520
Speaker 7: But but your spirit is telling you in your right mind.

1053
00:49:15,480 --> 00:49:19,480
Speaker 9: But listen to your opinion. They ain't in their right mind.

1054
00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:21,680
Speaker 9: Spirits telling them there in their right mind, they wouldn't,

1055
00:49:21,680 --> 00:49:22,520
Speaker 9: they wouldn't be doing that.

1056
00:49:22,719 --> 00:49:24,000
Speaker 7: I got you. I can go for.

1057
00:49:24,040 --> 00:49:26,640
Speaker 9: The folk could be tapped in all the people were

1058
00:49:26,640 --> 00:49:28,640
Speaker 9: looking at, laughing at and saying they crazy, and ship

1059
00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:30,759
Speaker 9: could be gods and tap Now that's the whole most ship.

1060
00:49:31,239 --> 00:49:33,200
Speaker 3: Keep me rid of the folks could be some whole

1061
00:49:33,239 --> 00:49:33,759
Speaker 3: most ship.

1062
00:49:34,200 --> 00:49:36,359
Speaker 9: Yeah, that we're looking at things and they don't know something,

1063
00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:37,720
Speaker 9: but they know some know something.

1064
00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:42,120
Speaker 3: In a dark place, What if a dark place ain't

1065
00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:43,040
Speaker 3: really a dark place.

1066
00:49:43,880 --> 00:49:48,600
Speaker 6: You know, in a dark place, it's it's dark.

1067
00:49:48,640 --> 00:49:51,759
Speaker 3: It's a dark place to you because of what you

1068
00:49:51,880 --> 00:49:53,480
Speaker 3: think is a but.

1069
00:49:53,480 --> 00:49:55,479
Speaker 1: If but if I'm locked in like like what you said,

1070
00:49:55,680 --> 00:49:57,280
Speaker 1: what's solitude? Hold on listen.

1071
00:49:59,800 --> 00:50:01,960
Speaker 6: Like she said, with solitude, Like if I'm sitting at

1072
00:50:01,960 --> 00:50:04,920
Speaker 6: the crib twenty four seven and I'm trying to figure

1073
00:50:04,960 --> 00:50:06,960
Speaker 6: my shit out, you saying I'm in a dark place,

1074
00:50:07,080 --> 00:50:08,520
Speaker 6: I'm enlightened.

1075
00:50:08,160 --> 00:50:09,400
Speaker 7: Talking about that dark place.

1076
00:50:09,520 --> 00:50:11,759
Speaker 4: Like you said, I'm in a better place and I've

1077
00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:13,239
Speaker 4: been working out, I've been eating better.

1078
00:50:13,239 --> 00:50:13,920
Speaker 3: I've been doing this.

1079
00:50:14,080 --> 00:50:18,000
Speaker 9: But that's what better is. But I better is I

1080
00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:20,799
Speaker 9: have to figure that out. We don't know what better is.

1081
00:50:20,880 --> 00:50:22,879
Speaker 9: But because when I.

1082
00:50:22,840 --> 00:50:25,000
Speaker 6: Was eating all that fried chicken, I thought I was

1083
00:50:25,000 --> 00:50:25,840
Speaker 6: in a great place.

1084
00:50:26,600 --> 00:50:28,200
Speaker 1: All right, Damn I could eat all the pride chicken

1085
00:50:28,239 --> 00:50:28,520
Speaker 1: I want.

1086
00:50:28,560 --> 00:50:32,400
Speaker 5: As an adult, I didn't know it was bad then

1087
00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:36,000
Speaker 5: from the experience, Yeah, go through things that trigger you

1088
00:50:36,040 --> 00:50:39,040
Speaker 5: to realize the way you've been perceiving things is no

1089
00:50:39,080 --> 00:50:40,560
Speaker 5: longer conduce to your success.

1090
00:50:40,840 --> 00:50:44,359
Speaker 4: Absolutely, Do y'all feel like y'all make better decisions now

1091
00:50:44,520 --> 00:50:45,560
Speaker 4: than five years ago?

1092
00:50:45,719 --> 00:50:46,040
Speaker 2: Correct?

1093
00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:48,200
Speaker 3: Absolutely, you feel like you're in a better place.

1094
00:50:48,520 --> 00:50:50,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, so you're in a better space of mind, That's

1095
00:50:50,480 --> 00:50:51,680
Speaker 4: all I'm saying.

1096
00:50:51,719 --> 00:50:53,840
Speaker 6: But I can't call what the place I was a

1097
00:50:53,920 --> 00:50:55,799
Speaker 6: dark place because I had to go through that to

1098
00:50:55,840 --> 00:50:56,239
Speaker 6: get here.

1099
00:50:56,400 --> 00:50:58,240
Speaker 7: Say dark place. That's why I said better place.

1100
00:50:58,320 --> 00:51:00,439
Speaker 9: Yeah, I don't know what you're talking about, talking about

1101
00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:03,839
Speaker 9: something else about nigga who got damn the folk who

1102
00:51:03,840 --> 00:51:05,560
Speaker 9: we be saying like out of their mind?

1103
00:51:06,040 --> 00:51:07,880
Speaker 7: Oh that's that's that's different.

1104
00:51:08,520 --> 00:51:10,960
Speaker 2: You're talking about people that people say are crazy.

1105
00:51:11,160 --> 00:51:15,600
Speaker 9: Exactly like mental talking about what those people schizophrenics?

1106
00:51:15,719 --> 00:51:17,680
Speaker 2: Like, what are those people?

1107
00:51:17,719 --> 00:51:19,439
Speaker 3: Other people? One? Yeah?

1108
00:51:19,480 --> 00:51:22,359
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm talking about like a woman that got out

1109
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:25,120
Speaker 4: of a bad relationship. She's down, depressed, and she might

1110
00:51:25,160 --> 00:51:28,520
Speaker 4: be bad decisions because that's what I'm saying. That's what

1111
00:51:28,520 --> 00:51:31,360
Speaker 4: I'm saying, that type of place. Oh yeah, sometimes you

1112
00:51:31,480 --> 00:51:34,640
Speaker 4: just might not like you say, went on with they

1113
00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:36,840
Speaker 4: like I don't want to make a decision this second.

1114
00:51:36,880 --> 00:51:39,239
Speaker 7: I just want to let me figure it out, you

1115
00:51:39,280 --> 00:51:39,719
Speaker 7: know what I'm saying.

1116
00:51:39,880 --> 00:51:43,000
Speaker 9: Because yeah, yeah, all the time, I gotta slow a

1117
00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:46,560
Speaker 9: lot of ship down. That's because the nigga might not

1118
00:51:46,640 --> 00:51:48,839
Speaker 9: be a nigga, could be just thinking about just.

1119
00:51:49,320 --> 00:51:50,399
Speaker 4: I don't see what I'm saying.

1120
00:51:50,440 --> 00:51:51,879
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what I'm saying, But.

1121
00:51:52,080 --> 00:51:54,120
Speaker 9: I ain't talking about them. I'malking about we talking about

1122
00:51:54,120 --> 00:51:57,080
Speaker 9: two different things. But that's the Kanye niggas and ship

1123
00:51:57,320 --> 00:51:59,719
Speaker 9: or just niggas who niggas think it's crazy.

1124
00:51:59,800 --> 00:52:01,279
Speaker 7: Bro, Yeah, they might not.

1125
00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:05,000
Speaker 5: Be crazy to some people. The people who they cant everything.

1126
00:52:05,400 --> 00:52:07,840
Speaker 9: They chosen one because you know there'll be times a

1127
00:52:07,920 --> 00:52:10,760
Speaker 9: nigga be cool and then when the nigga to tapping

1128
00:52:10,840 --> 00:52:14,480
Speaker 9: into these different I'll be seeing ship right now. What

1129
00:52:15,239 --> 00:52:17,120
Speaker 9: I don't know, Bro, I'll tell you I'll be seeing

1130
00:52:17,120 --> 00:52:19,640
Speaker 9: some ship. This ship is like like I'm finisha switch.

1131
00:52:19,440 --> 00:52:22,360
Speaker 2: Over what you're saying in your dreams.

1132
00:52:22,400 --> 00:52:26,200
Speaker 3: I'm just saying this period when what you mean like

1133
00:52:26,400 --> 00:52:27,320
Speaker 3: switch over to it?

1134
00:52:27,400 --> 00:52:30,040
Speaker 9: Got Yeah, Bro, I feel like I'm right there the

1135
00:52:30,040 --> 00:52:32,839
Speaker 9: border got damn switching on to you.

1136
00:52:32,200 --> 00:52:36,000
Speaker 6: You you're thinking different thoughts and having like different experiences.

1137
00:52:36,680 --> 00:52:40,640
Speaker 9: No, capt I wouldn't like you see putting out there, Bro.

1138
00:52:40,680 --> 00:52:42,400
Speaker 9: I hope that ship ain't. Ain't the time when they

1139
00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:44,560
Speaker 9: come get you. When you say ship like that, no you,

1140
00:52:44,760 --> 00:52:47,680
Speaker 9: I mean you know you about like them folks. Now,

1141
00:52:47,760 --> 00:52:50,040
Speaker 9: won't you tell tell you nigga turned into it that

1142
00:52:50,120 --> 00:52:53,759
Speaker 9: nigga like computer ship ain't going I'm tell you that

1143
00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:55,160
Speaker 9: ship is doing some other ship.

1144
00:52:55,680 --> 00:52:57,720
Speaker 1: It's the eclipse. It's the fucking eclipse.

1145
00:52:58,680 --> 00:53:00,320
Speaker 3: You're taking the line you.

1146
00:53:00,080 --> 00:53:02,480
Speaker 1: No, I see, I know you're not lying.

1147
00:53:02,520 --> 00:53:05,400
Speaker 8: That's why I haven't said anything because I know exactly

1148
00:53:05,400 --> 00:53:06,200
Speaker 8: what you're talking.

1149
00:53:06,800 --> 00:53:08,000
Speaker 5: That's how I feel yesterday.

1150
00:53:08,400 --> 00:53:12,239
Speaker 8: It's all about like like you have no argument for me, sir,

1151
00:53:12,320 --> 00:53:12,759
Speaker 8: because I.

1152
00:53:12,760 --> 00:53:16,160
Speaker 1: Know you question your perception.

1153
00:53:16,320 --> 00:53:17,960
Speaker 8: I know that, Like if they do come get you,

1154
00:53:18,000 --> 00:53:20,120
Speaker 8: I'm gonna come find you and bring you back if

1155
00:53:20,160 --> 00:53:21,600
Speaker 8: it's meant for you to come back.

1156
00:53:21,760 --> 00:53:22,880
Speaker 3: Like not to come get you.

1157
00:53:23,480 --> 00:53:26,160
Speaker 2: Like I know what you're talking about, but I'm saying

1158
00:53:26,360 --> 00:53:27,279
Speaker 2: in the event.

1159
00:53:27,120 --> 00:53:30,359
Speaker 3: You two, yeah, I ain't No, I ain't gonna be wrong.

1160
00:53:30,719 --> 00:53:33,279
Speaker 9: Nigga, give me y'all when they get listen, they give

1161
00:53:33,280 --> 00:53:36,719
Speaker 9: it all the way to me, y'all. I'm not gonna

1162
00:53:36,719 --> 00:53:39,040
Speaker 9: exercise this ship to wake nobody else up. I'm just

1163
00:53:39,080 --> 00:53:43,600
Speaker 9: gonna be back trying to be but like I see

1164
00:53:43,640 --> 00:53:46,640
Speaker 9: what you're saying, like, ain't trying me, no, nigga, I'm

1165
00:53:46,640 --> 00:53:48,360
Speaker 9: just saying, I see smell as ship.

1166
00:53:48,440 --> 00:53:51,680
Speaker 3: Bro. All this ship niggas has been bamboos.

1167
00:53:51,760 --> 00:53:55,239
Speaker 6: Give me an example example what or what you're talking about,

1168
00:53:55,239 --> 00:53:56,839
Speaker 6: because I example what I'm talking about.

1169
00:53:56,960 --> 00:53:58,360
Speaker 3: Nigga already did this before?

1170
00:53:59,480 --> 00:54:01,880
Speaker 9: What we're doing on right now, it already happened, Like

1171
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:05,799
Speaker 9: it feels so familiar. Everything just feels so familiar to me.

1172
00:54:06,000 --> 00:54:09,160
Speaker 9: Every single thing that I do, it feels like I've

1173
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:11,000
Speaker 9: already done it through my whole day.

1174
00:54:11,080 --> 00:54:14,319
Speaker 3: All right, all right. So I had this question, like

1175
00:54:14,440 --> 00:54:16,160
Speaker 3: for the past, let me go.

1176
00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:18,600
Speaker 9: Ahead, go ahead, go ahead, not like no dream like

1177
00:54:19,080 --> 00:54:22,400
Speaker 9: ship like for real, I've done and said these words.

1178
00:54:24,560 --> 00:54:26,200
Speaker 3: My whole life is that I've been.

1179
00:54:26,120 --> 00:54:28,520
Speaker 9: Saying this ship like if you ever y'all, do y'all

1180
00:54:28,560 --> 00:54:31,000
Speaker 9: ever think of niggas, like, do y'all ever like be

1181
00:54:31,040 --> 00:54:33,880
Speaker 9: saying some sp thinking you you know, don't not be

1182
00:54:33,880 --> 00:54:34,200
Speaker 9: saying that.

1183
00:54:36,719 --> 00:54:37,719
Speaker 3: Ship stuck? Now?

1184
00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:40,239
Speaker 5: Yeah, do you know what can I can speak on

1185
00:54:40,320 --> 00:54:43,520
Speaker 5: the experience of that it comes it comes from. That's

1186
00:54:43,520 --> 00:54:47,120
Speaker 5: a response to grief. Like when I lost my grandfather,

1187
00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:51,239
Speaker 5: I started having a whole different perspective about myself. I

1188
00:54:51,280 --> 00:54:55,840
Speaker 5: started to see myself differently. And you stop existing because

1189
00:54:55,880 --> 00:54:59,279
Speaker 5: you realize existing stops. That comes with the expiration. But

1190
00:54:59,400 --> 00:55:02,680
Speaker 5: the EXPERI into something you can't take back. So that's

1191
00:55:02,680 --> 00:55:07,480
Speaker 5: what it is. You're you're experiencing everything.

1192
00:55:07,040 --> 00:55:14,080
Speaker 3: That saying.

1193
00:55:13,680 --> 00:55:16,719
Speaker 9: Oh yeah, it probably just the last ship to put

1194
00:55:16,760 --> 00:55:19,000
Speaker 9: you in a different emotional state.

1195
00:55:18,800 --> 00:55:21,760
Speaker 3: To tap on into you facts. I'm telling you something

1196
00:55:21,760 --> 00:55:23,799
Speaker 3: going on, bro, I need I need some help.

1197
00:55:24,560 --> 00:55:26,879
Speaker 7: Don't help. Don't fight, I keep telling, don't fight.

1198
00:55:27,800 --> 00:55:28,879
Speaker 3: I think on top of the ship.

1199
00:55:32,120 --> 00:55:33,319
Speaker 7: You know I've been there.

1200
00:55:34,560 --> 00:55:36,920
Speaker 9: So ship has been happening to me that never happened before.

1201
00:55:37,000 --> 00:55:39,640
Speaker 9: Like like I had Jay gave me some cash right

1202
00:55:40,080 --> 00:55:42,560
Speaker 9: thinking about three or four thousand dollars, nigga. Ship fell

1203
00:55:42,600 --> 00:55:44,680
Speaker 9: out my pocket when I'm going inside my bill and

1204
00:55:44,719 --> 00:55:46,239
Speaker 9: I went up stairs, took a shower, the dead all

1205
00:55:46,239 --> 00:55:48,000
Speaker 9: types of ship. This is the door where everybody go

1206
00:55:48,080 --> 00:55:49,520
Speaker 9: in and out through the parking lot.

1207
00:55:49,840 --> 00:55:53,400
Speaker 3: I come back, the money is right there on the ground,

1208
00:55:53,400 --> 00:55:54,239
Speaker 3: like right like.

1209
00:55:54,200 --> 00:55:56,399
Speaker 9: As soon as I go to the right there, okay, cool, ben,

1210
00:55:57,600 --> 00:55:59,920
Speaker 9: I got a storage in the apartments.

1211
00:55:59,520 --> 00:56:00,000
Speaker 7: So I said, I.

1212
00:56:01,560 --> 00:56:04,719
Speaker 9: Think I dropped my pen the little weed pin walk

1213
00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:07,000
Speaker 9: outside like this is ours.

1214
00:56:07,480 --> 00:56:09,359
Speaker 3: There's no way this is not kicked the way. Nobody

1215
00:56:09,400 --> 00:56:13,000
Speaker 3: ain't got it. It's like I can't lose it of ship.

1216
00:56:13,400 --> 00:56:14,719
Speaker 3: I want right here.

1217
00:56:15,640 --> 00:56:16,319
Speaker 2: What's for you?

1218
00:56:16,360 --> 00:56:21,080
Speaker 3: It's for you though, that don't mean that's favor.

1219
00:56:21,760 --> 00:56:26,719
Speaker 5: That's favor, that's favorite, that's peace, that's knowing this around.

1220
00:56:27,480 --> 00:56:34,680
Speaker 3: I ain't something about that. This is spooky an what

1221
00:56:34,760 --> 00:56:39,200
Speaker 3: if I want them Jesus niggas big bank baker. What

1222
00:56:39,320 --> 00:56:40,160
Speaker 3: if a nigga is one?

1223
00:56:40,480 --> 00:56:42,640
Speaker 9: Like we don't know when them niggas tap into what

1224
00:56:42,680 --> 00:56:44,080
Speaker 9: they was and who are these prophets?

1225
00:56:44,920 --> 00:56:46,120
Speaker 3: Nigga is one of them? Niggas.

1226
00:56:46,120 --> 00:56:48,680
Speaker 1: You're already doing that. You're already doing that.

1227
00:56:48,680 --> 00:56:49,400
Speaker 7: That's what I told you.

1228
00:56:49,440 --> 00:56:53,160
Speaker 1: I said, you're already doing that conversation.

1229
00:56:53,760 --> 00:56:55,800
Speaker 8: Just just off the way that you speak like you.

1230
00:56:55,800 --> 00:56:57,719
Speaker 8: I don't think you realize how many people you hear

1231
00:56:57,840 --> 00:56:59,760
Speaker 8: or how many people that relate to you and actually

1232
00:57:00,120 --> 00:57:01,040
Speaker 8: sent to you in touch.

1233
00:57:01,560 --> 00:57:04,640
Speaker 2: So you already are that, you know what I'm saying.

1234
00:57:04,719 --> 00:57:06,959
Speaker 6: Maybe you think, maybe you maybe you think that gift

1235
00:57:07,000 --> 00:57:09,560
Speaker 6: need to look like a kind of certain package that

1236
00:57:09,760 --> 00:57:11,879
Speaker 6: you don't think you're that, But you are that.

1237
00:57:11,960 --> 00:57:12,839
Speaker 1: You're doing that now.

1238
00:57:13,200 --> 00:57:14,560
Speaker 3: I know that, nigga.

1239
00:57:18,360 --> 00:57:21,040
Speaker 8: I'm not saying about being that nigga.

1240
00:57:21,280 --> 00:57:26,000
Speaker 9: I'm saying saying that, but you.

1241
00:57:24,800 --> 00:57:27,040
Speaker 1: You are already you are already a healer.

1242
00:57:27,080 --> 00:57:32,480
Speaker 3: You. That's you you, that's that's you said like I'm thinking, look.

1243
00:57:32,400 --> 00:57:33,800
Speaker 1: Like that's what I'm saying.

1244
00:57:34,160 --> 00:57:37,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know you don't look like that.

1245
00:57:38,040 --> 00:57:39,880
Speaker 4: I'm gonna take you all the way back to that

1246
00:57:40,040 --> 00:57:42,760
Speaker 4: Chicana episode where she was plugging at you, like, no.

1247
00:57:42,760 --> 00:57:44,840
Speaker 3: You can do it. I don't want to do that.

1248
00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:47,160
Speaker 7: Ship, but I'm saying you ain't gonna be.

1249
00:57:47,160 --> 00:57:48,720
Speaker 3: Able to you already.

1250
00:57:52,200 --> 00:57:55,800
Speaker 4: The hike was about is a blessing, but I have

1251
00:57:55,920 --> 00:57:58,320
Speaker 4: to keep it all the way honest. I'm like, walking

1252
00:57:58,360 --> 00:58:02,240
Speaker 4: up a mountain with a hundred nigga is different.

1253
00:58:02,640 --> 00:58:03,240
Speaker 2: You're scary.

1254
00:58:03,360 --> 00:58:06,760
Speaker 1: You don't that sounds like even listen to him say that.

1255
00:58:06,800 --> 00:58:07,760
Speaker 1: Don't that sound biblical?

1256
00:58:07,800 --> 00:58:08,200
Speaker 7: My nigga?

1257
00:58:08,840 --> 00:58:10,120
Speaker 3: That is biblical ship.

1258
00:58:12,920 --> 00:58:17,680
Speaker 4: There has never been a bad energy of band, No, never, nothing.

1259
00:58:17,880 --> 00:58:20,760
Speaker 6: Sure falling is the worst thing that ever happened on

1260
00:58:20,760 --> 00:58:22,160
Speaker 6: the High, but it really wasn't.

1261
00:58:23,240 --> 00:58:25,280
Speaker 3: She went out of town doing you know what I'm saying.

1262
00:58:27,560 --> 00:58:32,320
Speaker 8: First of all, the hike, the hike, me falling wasn't

1263
00:58:32,360 --> 00:58:34,760
Speaker 8: the worst part because for me, it just showed.

1264
00:58:34,440 --> 00:58:35,720
Speaker 2: Me how big the hike is.

1265
00:58:36,080 --> 00:58:39,040
Speaker 8: Because me falling, all the people that I'm used to

1266
00:58:39,240 --> 00:58:40,080
Speaker 8: was nowhere around.

1267
00:58:40,960 --> 00:58:42,600
Speaker 2: Only person, well, the only person that was right there

1268
00:58:42,600 --> 00:58:43,040
Speaker 2: was Courtney.

1269
00:58:43,040 --> 00:58:45,280
Speaker 8: But Courtney little Lass couldn't pick me up like she

1270
00:58:45,320 --> 00:58:47,680
Speaker 8: couldn't carry me. It was niggas I didn't even know

1271
00:58:48,080 --> 00:58:51,560
Speaker 8: that was making sure an't bad. No, it wasn't bad.

1272
00:58:51,800 --> 00:58:52,640
Speaker 2: The dude wrapped my.

1273
00:58:52,600 --> 00:58:55,600
Speaker 8: Damn leg up so goddamn quick big sitting there at

1274
00:58:55,640 --> 00:58:58,360
Speaker 8: the top, calling me clumsy.

1275
00:58:59,160 --> 00:59:01,240
Speaker 9: He made the back and they had a room. I

1276
00:59:01,280 --> 00:59:02,920
Speaker 9: was just stairs in the room and they were walk

1277
00:59:02,960 --> 00:59:05,560
Speaker 9: them out seeing happened. Court had already called me like

1278
00:59:06,400 --> 00:59:09,280
Speaker 9: shoutow ship like where she said, but we're coming on.

1279
00:59:09,760 --> 00:59:11,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, when I was standing on the punt like damn.

1280
00:59:12,760 --> 00:59:15,240
Speaker 6: But it wasn't even a bad thing looking like so

1281
00:59:15,280 --> 00:59:17,000
Speaker 6: that was that was like you said, It wasn't a

1282
00:59:17,000 --> 00:59:17,400
Speaker 6: bad thing.

1283
00:59:17,440 --> 00:59:19,600
Speaker 3: It was really there to show the community.

1284
00:59:20,040 --> 00:59:21,800
Speaker 2: Now everybody is always.

1285
00:59:26,040 --> 00:59:31,640
Speaker 5: Water all right up to me.

1286
00:59:31,960 --> 00:59:33,200
Speaker 3: I told y'all I knew.

1287
00:59:37,360 --> 00:59:41,480
Speaker 2: Don't you ask get to the.

1288
00:59:40,280 --> 00:59:41,880
Speaker 1: Like that the burning bushes.

1289
00:59:41,600 --> 00:59:50,360
Speaker 3: Next, everything out wanting a part of hobby. I told you.

1290
00:59:51,880 --> 00:59:53,480
Speaker 3: I told her he could do it.

1291
00:59:54,840 --> 00:59:55,200
Speaker 6: He can.

1292
00:59:56,640 --> 01:00:00,480
Speaker 1: I told John ask.

1293
01:00:00,360 --> 01:00:03,760
Speaker 8: Niggas man, this nigga the biggest ship that I've been

1294
01:00:03,800 --> 01:00:04,560
Speaker 8: saying that for years.

1295
01:00:04,600 --> 01:00:09,200
Speaker 9: Nigga go to the uh tomorrow. Just get in from

1296
01:00:09,240 --> 01:00:10,560
Speaker 9: the wall. See if I can pull.

1297
01:00:13,720 --> 01:00:17,480
Speaker 1: Listen, listen to watch watched No.

1298
01:00:19,360 --> 01:00:24,360
Speaker 9: Watch Joe Real belief and open the water I see

1299
01:00:24,440 --> 01:00:25,600
Speaker 9: the move a little bit, I'll be like.

1300
01:00:28,400 --> 01:00:30,320
Speaker 1: The fish gonna be in there, like what y'll doing,

1301
01:00:30,360 --> 01:00:31,080
Speaker 1: wave my way.

1302
01:00:31,200 --> 01:00:31,520
Speaker 3: One of the.

1303
01:00:34,480 --> 01:00:36,600
Speaker 1: Fish is gonna be in there, confused as a motherfucker.

1304
01:00:36,880 --> 01:00:37,640
Speaker 5: They might be waiting.

1305
01:00:38,440 --> 01:00:44,360
Speaker 3: Might You're right, you might be they might be motherfucking way.

1306
01:00:44,400 --> 01:00:45,760
Speaker 3: You know fit the bar.

1307
01:00:48,600 --> 01:00:52,120
Speaker 5: You gotta live in your life, you like I see it.

1308
01:00:53,680 --> 01:00:54,760
Speaker 3: The movie.

1309
01:00:55,680 --> 01:00:56,200
Speaker 1: Look at that.

1310
01:00:56,840 --> 01:00:57,960
Speaker 3: You're doing it from the middle.

1311
01:01:00,760 --> 01:01:03,960
Speaker 7: Everybody from them.

1312
01:01:05,720 --> 01:01:06,400
Speaker 3: Charge yourself.

1313
01:01:06,800 --> 01:01:09,040
Speaker 9: I just be charged myself up in the mirror and everything.

1314
01:01:09,040 --> 01:01:10,000
Speaker 9: But I'm too retarding.

1315
01:01:10,080 --> 01:01:10,200
Speaker 7: Now.

1316
01:01:10,720 --> 01:01:13,000
Speaker 3: You gotta charge yourself up like black hoo.

1317
01:01:14,240 --> 01:01:16,160
Speaker 9: Like they ain't even saying nothing but ship like that.

1318
01:01:16,280 --> 01:01:22,480
Speaker 9: Like listening to myself. Man, who man, you who just

1319
01:01:22,640 --> 01:01:25,720
Speaker 9: little ship like that? Ribbed yourself up, bro, And you

1320
01:01:25,720 --> 01:01:27,520
Speaker 9: ain't even saying nothing but.

1321
01:01:27,480 --> 01:01:30,000
Speaker 3: You know what you're thinking right that?

1322
01:01:30,200 --> 01:01:34,680
Speaker 9: Man myself into that move even when I before I

1323
01:01:34,720 --> 01:01:37,400
Speaker 9: do ship Internet, Bro, I ain't I can't nothing break you, bro,

1324
01:01:38,120 --> 01:01:41,400
Speaker 9: ain't time charge up?

1325
01:01:41,960 --> 01:01:44,360
Speaker 3: Come out that motherfucking cut loose.

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Speaker 6: The sun.

1327
01:02:01,400 --> 01:02:08,280
Speaker 8: Would Yeah, okay, y'all, so on our first what would

1328
01:02:08,320 --> 01:02:14,680
Speaker 8: you do? Let me find it? Okay, here it is

1329
01:02:15,320 --> 01:02:23,200
Speaker 8: shout out to Barrita Mama, Caliente on Instagram, so she

1330
01:02:23,320 --> 01:02:26,840
Speaker 8: d ms me after watching the the episode that we

1331
01:02:26,880 --> 01:02:27,880
Speaker 8: did with Jojo.

1332
01:02:29,600 --> 01:02:30,240
Speaker 2: Suckistic.

1333
01:02:31,520 --> 01:02:39,760
Speaker 8: Okay, bitch, screening will never be professional.

1334
01:02:43,600 --> 01:02:46,440
Speaker 9: Doing all that saying ship like this. It's too countrydicting

1335
01:02:46,520 --> 01:02:47,919
Speaker 9: that I don't want to really be good.

1336
01:02:48,160 --> 01:02:50,880
Speaker 6: No, but you speaking the language of the people that

1337
01:02:50,920 --> 01:02:51,840
Speaker 6: you're supposed to be talking.

1338
01:02:52,120 --> 01:02:55,160
Speaker 8: You're talking about You're talking about cuss words. Do you

1339
01:02:55,200 --> 01:02:56,840
Speaker 8: know what some of these other do you know what

1340
01:02:56,960 --> 01:03:00,320
Speaker 8: some of these other biblical people are doing to.

1341
01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:04,880
Speaker 7: You?

1342
01:03:05,120 --> 01:03:07,320
Speaker 3: Got id?

1343
01:03:09,040 --> 01:03:10,720
Speaker 5: Can I encourage you to do something though?

1344
01:03:11,080 --> 01:03:11,800
Speaker 2: Like for me to you?

1345
01:03:11,920 --> 01:03:15,600
Speaker 5: You know this big energy now lego of every version

1346
01:03:15,680 --> 01:03:19,479
Speaker 5: of yourself that you have depicted, And what I mean

1347
01:03:19,520 --> 01:03:22,120
Speaker 5: by that is you are really a healer. Let me

1348
01:03:22,200 --> 01:03:24,800
Speaker 5: validate you real quick. You're a huge reason why I'm

1349
01:03:24,840 --> 01:03:27,880
Speaker 5: sitting right here back talking the way that I know

1350
01:03:27,960 --> 01:03:30,400
Speaker 5: I'm supposed to talk. You kind of pushed me to

1351
01:03:30,560 --> 01:03:33,160
Speaker 5: get through that last little season of post barm You

1352
01:03:33,200 --> 01:03:35,080
Speaker 5: have no idea, Like you said, you don't be having

1353
01:03:35,120 --> 01:03:37,680
Speaker 5: no idea what you be doing. The last time that

1354
01:03:37,760 --> 01:03:40,760
Speaker 5: I saw Dave was because you called us back to

1355
01:03:40,800 --> 01:03:43,520
Speaker 5: come be your family and be at Where do we

1356
01:03:43,560 --> 01:03:47,000
Speaker 5: go to breakfast at Barney. The last conversation that we

1357
01:03:47,120 --> 01:03:49,120
Speaker 5: had before we lived when we was walking out, and

1358
01:03:49,160 --> 01:03:51,480
Speaker 5: he was like, you didn't know how much I needed

1359
01:03:51,480 --> 01:03:53,960
Speaker 5: to hear it now because I have been contemplating on

1360
01:03:54,000 --> 01:03:56,880
Speaker 5: it all week. The man looked at me and said, man, Kayla,

1361
01:03:56,880 --> 01:03:59,440
Speaker 5: I've been around a lot of people, he said, and

1362
01:03:59,560 --> 01:04:02,120
Speaker 5: some people want to be the one. Some people are

1363
01:04:02,160 --> 01:04:04,880
Speaker 5: the one. I know who's the one. You are the one.

1364
01:04:05,320 --> 01:04:07,720
Speaker 5: Don't stop living in your life. I've been doing videos

1365
01:04:07,760 --> 01:04:10,000
Speaker 5: ever since. I'll be making sure I get up and

1366
01:04:10,000 --> 01:04:11,640
Speaker 5: do my prayers. You wonder why I started doing my

1367
01:04:11,680 --> 01:04:13,280
Speaker 5: prayers because I felt like I didn't look like a

1368
01:04:13,280 --> 01:04:16,040
Speaker 5: person who was supposed to be praying. You know, I

1369
01:04:16,120 --> 01:04:18,240
Speaker 5: get on there, I got pictures. You might turn around

1370
01:04:18,240 --> 01:04:20,680
Speaker 5: see my ass a little bit. I might be popping

1371
01:04:20,720 --> 01:04:23,240
Speaker 5: it about a toxic relationship I'm coming out of. And

1372
01:04:23,240 --> 01:04:25,000
Speaker 5: then then the next breath, I'm gonna tell you who

1373
01:04:25,120 --> 01:04:26,360
Speaker 5: I went and got the answer from.

1374
01:04:26,480 --> 01:04:27,000
Speaker 2: It was God.

1375
01:04:27,240 --> 01:04:30,360
Speaker 5: I had to perceive myself. Your perspective is what changed

1376
01:04:30,440 --> 01:04:34,080
Speaker 5: what I'm doing now. So don't ever get attached to

1377
01:04:34,160 --> 01:04:37,400
Speaker 5: the perspective. That's who you are as perspectives. That's why

1378
01:04:37,520 --> 01:04:40,600
Speaker 5: God has you serving, Like he'll put people in different

1379
01:04:40,640 --> 01:04:44,160
Speaker 5: rooms and whatever you believe in ancestors, listen here, they'll

1380
01:04:44,160 --> 01:04:46,480
Speaker 5: put you in rooms where you're supposed to serve that

1381
01:04:46,600 --> 01:04:50,000
Speaker 5: nobody will go to. But somebody has to do the work.

1382
01:04:50,320 --> 01:04:52,800
Speaker 5: Somebody has to be the servant. That's why you are

1383
01:04:52,880 --> 01:04:54,919
Speaker 5: who you are, and you do what you do. Don't

1384
01:04:54,960 --> 01:04:56,800
Speaker 5: step away from it, lean into that.

1385
01:04:58,040 --> 01:05:09,000
Speaker 10: Come on now, Okay. So she said, Hey, I watched

1386
01:05:09,040 --> 01:05:12,560
Speaker 10: the podcast and I need your advice. So my baby

1387
01:05:12,640 --> 01:05:15,400
Speaker 10: daddy just got out of prison and he keeps telling

1388
01:05:15,440 --> 01:05:18,160
Speaker 10: me to wait for money for our twins that I

1389
01:05:18,200 --> 01:05:22,720
Speaker 10: had last July, but won't take a DNA test. What's

1390
01:05:22,760 --> 01:05:25,400
Speaker 10: the best advice you can give me? I have the

1391
01:05:25,440 --> 01:05:28,120
Speaker 10: court order in place, and he keeps harassing me about

1392
01:05:28,160 --> 01:05:29,280
Speaker 10: my vagina.

1393
01:05:33,800 --> 01:05:35,280
Speaker 2: At alder ship yet But.

1394
01:05:36,400 --> 01:05:37,160
Speaker 5: What would you say?

1395
01:05:39,280 --> 01:05:44,880
Speaker 8: But in hindsight, in hindside, I can't tell that nigga,

1396
01:05:44,960 --> 01:05:47,240
Speaker 8: no cash, no ass No, I'm just.

1397
01:05:47,280 --> 01:05:48,600
Speaker 2: Playing but not real ship.

1398
01:05:48,720 --> 01:05:50,960
Speaker 8: Like if he can't, if he can't do what needs

1399
01:05:50,960 --> 01:05:53,720
Speaker 8: to be done for the kids, then like you don't

1400
01:05:53,760 --> 01:05:56,200
Speaker 8: need to be fucking on him. Like and I get like,

1401
01:05:56,280 --> 01:05:59,600
Speaker 8: niggas just getting out of prison, they gotta get back right,

1402
01:05:59,640 --> 01:06:02,040
Speaker 8: they gotta get they shit together, whatever whatever.

1403
01:06:02,160 --> 01:06:06,160
Speaker 2: But you can tell the difference.

1404
01:06:05,720 --> 01:06:08,440
Speaker 8: Between the nigga that's trying to make an effort and

1405
01:06:08,480 --> 01:06:11,080
Speaker 8: a nigga that's just trying to stall you out, you

1406
01:06:11,160 --> 01:06:13,080
Speaker 8: know what I'm saying, be cause a nigga is trying

1407
01:06:13,120 --> 01:06:15,600
Speaker 8: to make an effort, is gonna figure out something. He's

1408
01:06:15,600 --> 01:06:17,440
Speaker 8: gonna say, Well, I might not have shit to give

1409
01:06:17,480 --> 01:06:20,400
Speaker 8: him right now because I just got out, but let

1410
01:06:20,400 --> 01:06:23,040
Speaker 8: me watch him for you, or let me take him somewhere,

1411
01:06:23,200 --> 01:06:25,840
Speaker 8: you know what I'm saying, let me anything with him,

1412
01:06:26,000 --> 01:06:28,600
Speaker 8: you know, just to alleviate some sort of pressure and

1413
01:06:28,640 --> 01:06:30,880
Speaker 8: stress off you. But if the nigga's not trying to

1414
01:06:30,920 --> 01:06:35,320
Speaker 8: do nothing or contribute anything or give and especially if

1415
01:06:35,360 --> 01:06:41,120
Speaker 8: he's like back, moving around or doing whatever like on

1416
01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:44,440
Speaker 8: a regular basis, and he still hasn't taken into consideration

1417
01:06:44,840 --> 01:06:47,840
Speaker 8: the children, you have no business opening your legs to

1418
01:06:47,880 --> 01:06:49,560
Speaker 8: this nigga periods.

1419
01:06:50,120 --> 01:06:50,760
Speaker 3: I have a question.

1420
01:06:50,840 --> 01:06:53,280
Speaker 2: So what part was she was saying the DNA what?

1421
01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:55,120
Speaker 2: So he don't know if it's so, I'm.

1422
01:06:54,960 --> 01:06:58,040
Speaker 8: Assuming that she was trying to figure out whether or

1423
01:06:58,080 --> 01:07:01,840
Speaker 8: not she was gonna put him on child support. And

1424
01:07:02,760 --> 01:07:05,640
Speaker 8: he refuses to take a DNA test, because I guess

1425
01:07:05,680 --> 01:07:07,680
Speaker 8: you have to have a DNA test to legitimize the

1426
01:07:07,720 --> 01:07:10,840
Speaker 8: father to be able to establish paternity to get the

1427
01:07:10,840 --> 01:07:14,080
Speaker 8: funds and all that. But I'm thinking, like, Okay, if

1428
01:07:14,080 --> 01:07:17,400
Speaker 8: he just got out of prison, I mean, you probably

1429
01:07:17,480 --> 01:07:21,000
Speaker 8: only gonna get like twenty four cents on child support anyway,

1430
01:07:21,120 --> 01:07:24,240
Speaker 8: So like what difference does that make other than possibly

1431
01:07:24,280 --> 01:07:27,200
Speaker 8: like suspending his license or you know, something like that.

1432
01:07:27,240 --> 01:07:29,360
Speaker 8: But as far as actually getting something out of it,

1433
01:07:30,000 --> 01:07:33,280
Speaker 8: I don't really see like the benefit of that. But definitely,

1434
01:07:33,920 --> 01:07:40,160
Speaker 8: like I wouldn't advise any interaction because because that's given

1435
01:07:40,200 --> 01:07:43,240
Speaker 8: the mixed signal, Like even though I'm tripping on you

1436
01:07:43,360 --> 01:07:47,160
Speaker 8: about doing shit for your kids, you can still have

1437
01:07:47,400 --> 01:07:50,480
Speaker 8: me and you don't have to fuck with your kids. Nah,

1438
01:07:50,480 --> 01:07:52,800
Speaker 8: I agree with that, Like yeah, I agree. Like if

1439
01:07:52,800 --> 01:07:55,160
Speaker 8: you ain't taking care of your kids and your responsibilities,

1440
01:07:55,160 --> 01:07:56,880
Speaker 8: it ain't nothing over here for you say.

1441
01:07:57,360 --> 01:08:00,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's yeah. I don't even like dudes don't take

1442
01:08:00,520 --> 01:08:01,200
Speaker 2: care of their kids.

1443
01:08:01,200 --> 01:08:02,640
Speaker 8: Like if I don't, if I know you got kids

1444
01:08:02,680 --> 01:08:04,080
Speaker 8: and I don't hear about you talking about him, you

1445
01:08:04,120 --> 01:08:05,280
Speaker 8: gotta go pick them up and do all the other

1446
01:08:05,280 --> 01:08:07,120
Speaker 8: stuff we ain't got nothing to talk about.

1447
01:08:07,320 --> 01:08:11,000
Speaker 9: I concur but I'm gonna say this and nothing to

1448
01:08:11,040 --> 01:08:12,880
Speaker 9: do with this. I just was thinking about this when

1449
01:08:12,960 --> 01:08:15,920
Speaker 9: you was talking about that. I ain't speaking on that,

1450
01:08:16,000 --> 01:08:17,800
Speaker 9: like a nigga should take care of their kids. But

1451
01:08:20,640 --> 01:08:30,040
Speaker 9: a lot of these women pussing lack inspirational.

1452
01:08:26,400 --> 01:08:28,560
Speaker 3: Man like you niggas. I'm gonna tell me niggas and

1453
01:08:28,560 --> 01:08:29,360
Speaker 3: ship ship.

1454
01:08:30,080 --> 01:08:31,680
Speaker 9: If you funck with a bitch and her puss, it

1455
01:08:31,680 --> 01:08:33,320
Speaker 9: on inspire you to want no money.

1456
01:08:33,360 --> 01:08:35,559
Speaker 1: She's not the one, right though, she.

1457
01:08:35,800 --> 01:08:38,519
Speaker 8: Well, maybe that's why he's trying to try to active.

1458
01:08:38,720 --> 01:08:43,320
Speaker 8: Maybe that's why he's her pussy because whoever he's actually

1459
01:08:43,479 --> 01:08:46,280
Speaker 8: laying with is actually giving him the pussy.

1460
01:08:46,640 --> 01:08:49,479
Speaker 2: Might the pussy that he's actually laying with it might

1461
01:08:49,520 --> 01:08:50,000
Speaker 2: be the lack.

1462
01:08:50,360 --> 01:08:51,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, But what I'm saying, what you gotta know.

1463
01:08:52,439 --> 01:08:54,920
Speaker 9: You gotta know that you got that inspirational ship if

1464
01:08:54,920 --> 01:08:58,240
Speaker 9: you really fuck with this nigga, I don't know how

1465
01:08:58,280 --> 01:08:58,880
Speaker 9: to put it.

1466
01:08:59,640 --> 01:09:01,800
Speaker 2: You gotta know what the good pussy does motivate a

1467
01:09:01,880 --> 01:09:02,280
Speaker 2: nigga off.

1468
01:09:02,400 --> 01:09:10,799
Speaker 8: Yes, bro, you fucking me good bitch, you helping me win?

1469
01:09:11,160 --> 01:09:14,919
Speaker 8: From the Book of Pluto, verse Colirty seven, Hello, Chapter nineteen.

1470
01:09:15,800 --> 01:09:19,720
Speaker 8: He said, when you're fucking me good, or if you're

1471
01:09:19,720 --> 01:09:23,519
Speaker 8: fucking me good, bitch, you're helping me win. So that

1472
01:09:23,640 --> 01:09:27,280
Speaker 8: means like that helps you, know, it helps you free

1473
01:09:27,320 --> 01:09:30,000
Speaker 8: your mind when you're getting fucked good, Like when you're

1474
01:09:30,000 --> 01:09:32,360
Speaker 8: not getting fucked the right way, like that ship does

1475
01:09:32,400 --> 01:09:35,840
Speaker 8: something to you and it's a detriment to your entire existence.

1476
01:09:36,840 --> 01:09:39,559
Speaker 5: But sometimes the fuck ain't physical. Let's get on the

1477
01:09:39,600 --> 01:09:42,280
Speaker 5: side of that perspective. Sometimes the fuck is the energy.

1478
01:09:42,280 --> 01:09:44,599
Speaker 5: It's the way you make a nigga feel like. It's

1479
01:09:44,600 --> 01:09:47,240
Speaker 5: the way that he can be himself, express himself. Like

1480
01:09:47,600 --> 01:09:50,519
Speaker 5: that's why the Big Energy Room is about black men

1481
01:09:50,600 --> 01:09:54,240
Speaker 5: in therapy, because I feel like that's an underserved market.

1482
01:09:54,280 --> 01:09:56,080
Speaker 5: Niggas don't be feeling like they can talk to me.

1483
01:09:56,120 --> 01:09:58,000
Speaker 5: It's not that you don't want to talk. Is that

1484
01:09:58,040 --> 01:10:00,960
Speaker 5: when I'm talking you nagging, you're not listening. You're telling

1485
01:10:01,000 --> 01:10:05,080
Speaker 5: me about time and a place to allow you have

1486
01:10:05,280 --> 01:10:07,720
Speaker 5: And I've learned to create a sacred space for a

1487
01:10:07,760 --> 01:10:10,439
Speaker 5: man in that vicinity. But as a woman, you have

1488
01:10:10,479 --> 01:10:13,680
Speaker 5: to be comfortable with yourself. So going back to what

1489
01:10:13,720 --> 01:10:16,479
Speaker 5: you're talking about as far as her feedback, like if

1490
01:10:16,520 --> 01:10:19,080
Speaker 5: she don't know who she is. She can't really be

1491
01:10:19,240 --> 01:10:21,920
Speaker 5: that for him anyway. So y'all really probably just fucking.

1492
01:10:22,760 --> 01:10:27,479
Speaker 5: You're probably just fucking and come on now. But look now,

1493
01:10:27,520 --> 01:10:30,559
Speaker 5: if he had the incentive to want to be around

1494
01:10:30,640 --> 01:10:33,200
Speaker 5: you and you were the fuck that was inspirational, he

1495
01:10:33,240 --> 01:10:34,720
Speaker 5: would want to take care of your kids because he

1496
01:10:34,720 --> 01:10:40,320
Speaker 5: would already he don't got to get no more.

1497
01:10:40,400 --> 01:10:42,720
Speaker 9: That puts to know he inspired, he would already be

1498
01:10:42,760 --> 01:10:43,920
Speaker 9: inspired enough to take care.

1499
01:10:43,880 --> 01:10:45,000
Speaker 3: Of the kids.

1500
01:10:45,800 --> 01:10:47,759
Speaker 5: Even if you're coming, you know, like you said.

1501
01:10:49,240 --> 01:10:50,040
Speaker 2: Coming five out.

1502
01:10:52,640 --> 01:10:53,160
Speaker 3: Family man.

1503
01:10:54,040 --> 01:10:55,040
Speaker 7: Yeah, So the.

1504
01:10:55,040 --> 01:10:57,519
Speaker 5: Question is is really for her? Where is he now?

1505
01:10:58,120 --> 01:10:59,800
Speaker 5: What is he doing now? Because he didn't come right

1506
01:10:59,840 --> 01:11:02,400
Speaker 5: back home to you? So what is the incentive? What's

1507
01:11:02,400 --> 01:11:03,760
Speaker 5: she trying to get out of the deal?

1508
01:11:03,920 --> 01:11:06,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, I just flipped, man.

1509
01:11:06,200 --> 01:11:08,760
Speaker 2: Y'all just fucked her the way up and just trying

1510
01:11:08,760 --> 01:11:11,719
Speaker 2: to help. No, But I know, like I know, people like.

1511
01:11:14,160 --> 01:11:14,920
Speaker 3: Inspiration.

1512
01:11:16,200 --> 01:11:22,400
Speaker 8: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, So what what would you do?

1513
01:11:22,240 --> 01:11:24,160
Speaker 3: Just wuck with him? Basically?

1514
01:11:25,320 --> 01:11:27,320
Speaker 8: No, if he won't, if he won't, if he wan't

1515
01:11:27,320 --> 01:11:29,840
Speaker 8: take care of his kids, it's like it ain't I know,

1516
01:11:29,880 --> 01:11:32,040
Speaker 8: I'm gonna have to still converse with the nigga because

1517
01:11:32,040 --> 01:11:35,439
Speaker 8: he is the kid's parent or whatever about certain ship,

1518
01:11:35,520 --> 01:11:38,080
Speaker 8: but as far as like fucking on me or like

1519
01:11:38,800 --> 01:11:40,840
Speaker 8: being around me, or being like in any kind of

1520
01:11:41,640 --> 01:11:44,680
Speaker 8: relationship type setting, Fuck no, co.

1521
01:11:44,760 --> 01:11:48,840
Speaker 5: Parenting is together, like it's you doing it together. So

1522
01:11:49,280 --> 01:11:52,840
Speaker 5: if he's not pulling his way to responsibility.

1523
01:11:52,040 --> 01:11:53,920
Speaker 8: You have because I feel like, like I said, it's

1524
01:11:53,920 --> 01:11:56,840
Speaker 8: all about the effort. Like, okay, you just getting out,

1525
01:11:57,000 --> 01:11:58,720
Speaker 8: I know you not. I know you're not finna have

1526
01:11:58,760 --> 01:12:01,320
Speaker 8: ship like you have a little bit of something, but

1527
01:12:01,680 --> 01:12:03,799
Speaker 8: you gotta fucking you gotta get situated.

1528
01:12:03,800 --> 01:12:05,680
Speaker 2: You gotta get transportation, you gotta.

1529
01:12:06,120 --> 01:12:08,960
Speaker 8: Do whatever you're doing to get your money started back up,

1530
01:12:09,240 --> 01:12:09,800
Speaker 8: you know whatever.

1531
01:12:09,880 --> 01:12:10,160
Speaker 2: Whatever.

1532
01:12:10,280 --> 01:12:12,360
Speaker 8: Okay, I get that, but at the end of the day,

1533
01:12:12,479 --> 01:12:17,200
Speaker 8: like fucking anything, just show me something.

1534
01:12:17,160 --> 01:12:22,080
Speaker 5: To participate with time ship, pull up work you need yeah.

1535
01:12:24,320 --> 01:12:24,639
Speaker 1: For sure?

1536
01:12:25,840 --> 01:12:26,320
Speaker 3: Yah. Yeah.

1537
01:12:26,360 --> 01:12:28,719
Speaker 2: If you ain't got no money by your kids, you're.

1538
01:12:28,560 --> 01:12:30,960
Speaker 5: Doing your responsibility your time.

1539
01:12:31,040 --> 01:12:33,599
Speaker 9: You know what I'm saying, Like the type ship, yeah

1540
01:12:33,720 --> 01:12:34,879
Speaker 9: not even well.

1541
01:12:35,000 --> 01:12:37,040
Speaker 2: I mean maybe if you ain't got no money, what

1542
01:12:37,040 --> 01:12:38,719
Speaker 2: the fun else do you have? But time?

1543
01:12:40,760 --> 01:12:43,479
Speaker 3: So you definitely definitely the angle and.

1544
01:12:48,720 --> 01:12:49,680
Speaker 2: Know what I'm saying, But just.

1545
01:12:51,920 --> 01:12:55,519
Speaker 3: Marginalized me. That's a little big fat marginal be put

1546
01:12:55,560 --> 01:12:56,120
Speaker 3: me in a box.

1547
01:12:56,360 --> 01:12:58,360
Speaker 8: No, we ain't gonna put you in the box with nigga.

1548
01:12:58,400 --> 01:12:59,920
Speaker 8: You're gonna, you're gonna, you're gonna do.

1549
01:12:59,880 --> 01:13:00,679
Speaker 3: Some right now.

1550
01:13:00,600 --> 01:13:03,160
Speaker 2: He got time to be trying to hump on that lady.

1551
01:13:03,760 --> 01:13:10,000
Speaker 9: Take that, you know that, don't take that, trying to

1552
01:13:10,000 --> 01:13:11,200
Speaker 9: get take.

1553
01:13:11,040 --> 01:13:16,200
Speaker 2: Them kids right, Yeah, yeah, they don't get it up.

1554
01:13:16,280 --> 01:13:18,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's a whole other story. But let's go, Joe.

1555
01:13:19,800 --> 01:13:21,960
Speaker 3: That's gonna turn it to the end of the day. Man.

1556
01:13:22,040 --> 01:13:26,400
Speaker 2: Mostly No, all right, y'all, we're gonna do.

1557
01:13:28,000 --> 01:13:30,759
Speaker 5: I like that Accountability of the water.

1558
01:13:31,560 --> 01:13:34,960
Speaker 8: Read open it up, now up.

1559
01:13:36,400 --> 01:13:45,360
Speaker 2: Oh now you're drawing ship in the water heart you

1560
01:13:45,479 --> 01:13:48,080
Speaker 2: were tired of this hell man, some mass stupid ass

1561
01:13:48,120 --> 01:13:48,639
Speaker 2: ship man?

1562
01:13:50,880 --> 01:13:55,639
Speaker 8: No, Sean, Oh my god.

1563
01:13:56,560 --> 01:14:01,280
Speaker 2: So we're gonna do random thoughts. Okay, what if.

1564
01:14:02,800 --> 01:14:06,599
Speaker 8: What if our entire lives are living in another person's

1565
01:14:06,680 --> 01:14:08,680
Speaker 8: dream and then it disappeared once they wake up?

1566
01:14:10,560 --> 01:14:10,840
Speaker 1: Hm?

1567
01:14:11,520 --> 01:14:13,599
Speaker 8: Like, what if we're living in somebody else's dreams right

1568
01:14:13,640 --> 01:14:15,840
Speaker 8: now and once they wake up it just disappears?

1569
01:14:16,600 --> 01:14:19,920
Speaker 3: Might be honest, but you never know.

1570
01:14:20,040 --> 01:14:23,160
Speaker 9: This ship is crazy that that kind of makes sense,

1571
01:14:23,280 --> 01:14:23,840
Speaker 9: makes sense?

1572
01:14:24,360 --> 01:14:39,840
Speaker 11: Some of that ship God ahead.

1573
01:14:36,360 --> 01:14:42,080
Speaker 3: Whoever. They said, No, but ship. I think all this

1574
01:14:42,120 --> 01:14:46,360
Speaker 3: ship is weird. I don't even think I may not.

1575
01:14:46,760 --> 01:14:49,679
Speaker 9: We may not even look like how we know look

1576
01:14:50,280 --> 01:14:55,080
Speaker 9: how people look right, We might ain't even know like

1577
01:14:55,160 --> 01:14:57,120
Speaker 9: I mean, like we see what you see. You can

1578
01:14:57,200 --> 01:15:00,120
Speaker 9: think we're seeing the same thing, but we you know

1579
01:15:00,400 --> 01:15:01,719
Speaker 9: not can you even see what you see?

1580
01:15:03,200 --> 01:15:05,240
Speaker 6: When I said we don't see, you read the same

1581
01:15:05,320 --> 01:15:09,400
Speaker 6: color a few weeks ago, like face.

1582
01:15:09,160 --> 01:15:10,800
Speaker 8: So you might so you might look at me and

1583
01:15:10,800 --> 01:15:12,160
Speaker 8: see brains, and then she might look at me and

1584
01:15:12,200 --> 01:15:13,759
Speaker 8: see a faide I'm crying.

1585
01:15:19,040 --> 01:15:22,960
Speaker 9: Yeah, you know what I'm saying anything like but me

1586
01:15:23,360 --> 01:15:24,240
Speaker 9: talking regularly.

1587
01:15:24,880 --> 01:15:26,679
Speaker 2: What if aliens se us as roaches?

1588
01:15:27,160 --> 01:15:27,599
Speaker 1: They do?

1589
01:15:28,040 --> 01:15:28,800
Speaker 5: They probably do?

1590
01:15:30,720 --> 01:15:32,200
Speaker 2: What if alien se us as roaches?

1591
01:15:32,520 --> 01:15:35,840
Speaker 9: Yeah, because we're on our own plane planet this and

1592
01:15:35,880 --> 01:15:38,000
Speaker 9: we just like a fish bowl like you said, yeah,

1593
01:15:38,200 --> 01:15:39,200
Speaker 9: like just looking at it.

1594
01:15:39,200 --> 01:15:41,439
Speaker 3: We just some people are said.

1595
01:15:41,720 --> 01:15:44,679
Speaker 2: Yeah, think about it, like we be looking at answer

1596
01:15:44,760 --> 01:15:49,640
Speaker 2: ship or like or like that little town and beetlejuice.

1597
01:15:50,120 --> 01:15:52,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, m.

1598
01:15:54,320 --> 01:15:54,720
Speaker 7: What town.

1599
01:15:55,120 --> 01:15:56,680
Speaker 2: I'm worried about it. Google it, look it up.

1600
01:15:57,320 --> 01:15:59,880
Speaker 7: But part of that, though, is I feel you but.

1601
01:16:02,880 --> 01:16:06,960
Speaker 5: Whatever this we just how to ride it out?

1602
01:16:08,320 --> 01:16:11,559
Speaker 3: Do what feel good though. That's the end of That's

1603
01:16:11,600 --> 01:16:13,559
Speaker 3: what I'm saying. Shipped don't feel good.

1604
01:16:13,560 --> 01:16:15,880
Speaker 9: It ain't right on your how much you love this person,

1605
01:16:15,920 --> 01:16:17,960
Speaker 9: how much you love this job, or how much you

1606
01:16:18,000 --> 01:16:20,320
Speaker 9: love If it don't feel good, it ain't right, bro.

1607
01:16:20,840 --> 01:16:22,479
Speaker 3: It ain't somebody feel good like you.

1608
01:16:22,479 --> 01:16:25,120
Speaker 9: You got a doubt feeling like because it's gonna come

1609
01:16:25,240 --> 01:16:28,439
Speaker 9: on somebody like it don't feel good like something just

1610
01:16:28,479 --> 01:16:32,400
Speaker 9: off it don't feel good like it feels like.

1611
01:16:33,880 --> 01:16:36,800
Speaker 3: Or that ain't it.

1612
01:16:40,160 --> 01:16:40,760
Speaker 6: Anything else?

1613
01:16:42,200 --> 01:16:42,639
Speaker 1: Big fact?

1614
01:16:45,520 --> 01:16:47,560
Speaker 2: Is it like that? For like relationships?

1615
01:16:47,600 --> 01:16:49,320
Speaker 8: You know people in relationships all the time that should

1616
01:16:49,360 --> 01:16:50,960
Speaker 8: start to feel like some bullshoes.

1617
01:16:50,800 --> 01:16:51,720
Speaker 3: Ain't gon never feel right.

1618
01:16:51,760 --> 01:17:00,760
Speaker 9: But uptime it's just that ship don't work because you

1619
01:17:00,880 --> 01:17:04,200
Speaker 9: two people trying to that shit gonna be hard work regardless.

1620
01:17:04,880 --> 01:17:06,280
Speaker 3: It's just two two people.

1621
01:17:06,400 --> 01:17:08,240
Speaker 9: And you know what I'm saying, if you're a hell

1622
01:17:08,240 --> 01:17:09,640
Speaker 9: of a nigga, your bit's gonna be a hell of

1623
01:17:09,680 --> 01:17:09,920
Speaker 9: a bitch.

1624
01:17:09,920 --> 01:17:11,360
Speaker 3: She gonna have ego, You're gonna have ego.

1625
01:17:11,439 --> 01:17:14,920
Speaker 5: It's just about line anything I think it'd be part of.

1626
01:17:15,040 --> 01:17:18,360
Speaker 5: Like Lauren Lundy said that like learning not to possess

1627
01:17:18,400 --> 01:17:21,160
Speaker 5: people like you live in your light and I'm gonna

1628
01:17:21,200 --> 01:17:23,320
Speaker 5: live in mind and together we can coexist in there.

1629
01:17:23,360 --> 01:17:25,840
Speaker 5: That's where you find peace being around the person, because

1630
01:17:25,840 --> 01:17:28,360
Speaker 5: then your ego really is non existent. I just know

1631
01:17:28,439 --> 01:17:30,240
Speaker 5: that's how it war. And I'm gonna help you try

1632
01:17:30,280 --> 01:17:31,280
Speaker 5: to cultivate that better.

1633
01:17:31,360 --> 01:17:31,800
Speaker 3: It's hard.

1634
01:17:31,840 --> 01:17:35,040
Speaker 9: They got them delivered that to the to these females, man, like,

1635
01:17:35,240 --> 01:17:38,519
Speaker 9: that's from the woke bitch, the regular bitches who's already

1636
01:17:38,600 --> 01:17:43,479
Speaker 9: been ship you the same nigga, only how much scream

1637
01:17:43,479 --> 01:17:45,559
Speaker 9: the Jays don't say you change, boy. I know you

1638
01:17:46,439 --> 01:17:51,120
Speaker 9: that ain't going for that ship by you, that same nigga.

1639
01:17:51,280 --> 01:17:54,320
Speaker 3: I see the ship, Yeah, yeah, you doing good? You

1640
01:17:54,600 --> 01:17:58,400
Speaker 3: that sh ain't that though? I know you, buddy, use

1641
01:17:58,439 --> 01:18:05,840
Speaker 3: the bullshit? How do you fix that? I can't and

1642
01:18:05,880 --> 01:18:10,080
Speaker 3: ship already like walk it out that is. I just

1643
01:18:10,080 --> 01:18:13,800
Speaker 3: got to find out how to fix that, like fix

1644
01:18:14,200 --> 01:18:15,679
Speaker 3: anybody know how to fix.

1645
01:18:18,360 --> 01:18:20,360
Speaker 5: Fixing experience?

1646
01:18:21,840 --> 01:18:23,479
Speaker 3: I ain't tripping. I ain't tripping though.

1647
01:18:27,360 --> 01:18:28,320
Speaker 2: How you fixed that?

1648
01:18:30,040 --> 01:18:31,080
Speaker 3: Sometimes?

1649
01:18:31,120 --> 01:18:34,439
Speaker 9: Just know like I know you feel see I feel

1650
01:18:34,520 --> 01:18:37,000
Speaker 9: somebody else like you, just like you? You know how

1651
01:18:37,000 --> 01:18:38,880
Speaker 9: that should I be talking? Hey man, people don't want

1652
01:18:39,000 --> 01:18:39,519
Speaker 9: your journey.

1653
01:18:41,479 --> 01:18:47,400
Speaker 3: You can't do that too crazy? Like what you talking

1654
01:18:49,720 --> 01:18:52,559
Speaker 3: us right?

1655
01:18:58,439 --> 01:19:02,480
Speaker 2: You never mind, I take you back.

1656
01:19:04,600 --> 01:19:08,040
Speaker 3: Rather thought, who is tho? Random thought?

1657
01:19:15,920 --> 01:19:17,800
Speaker 9: Like I was just saying, like ship that you know,

1658
01:19:18,000 --> 01:19:21,320
Speaker 9: and it's gonna be a fucking random thought. But sho,

1659
01:19:21,479 --> 01:19:23,639
Speaker 9: you know don't feel right to me. And I'm gonna

1660
01:19:23,680 --> 01:19:27,639
Speaker 9: keep one hundred. It don't feel right being with one woman.

1661
01:19:28,640 --> 01:19:33,280
Speaker 5: M hm h m m. The comments is gonna go crazy.

1662
01:19:35,960 --> 01:19:39,840
Speaker 3: One woman, my wife everything.

1663
01:19:40,000 --> 01:19:44,320
Speaker 9: So I'm saying the temptation of always just like damn

1664
01:19:44,600 --> 01:19:47,960
Speaker 9: like like you can see yourself liking another woman like

1665
01:19:48,240 --> 01:19:53,240
Speaker 9: I wanted to what do you say, uh, jingle with

1666
01:19:53,320 --> 01:19:54,040
Speaker 9: another woman?

1667
01:19:56,120 --> 01:19:57,639
Speaker 3: Part the red sea of another one?

1668
01:19:59,360 --> 01:20:01,280
Speaker 8: So you feel so you feel like this ship is

1669
01:20:01,280 --> 01:20:05,240
Speaker 8: supposed to be like your existence when.

1670
01:20:06,840 --> 01:20:09,519
Speaker 3: Certain niggas listen, let me let me say this.

1671
01:20:09,680 --> 01:20:13,120
Speaker 9: You like queen you just you just sparked my idea.

1672
01:20:13,200 --> 01:20:15,679
Speaker 9: Let me finish my then you then we on you

1673
01:20:17,080 --> 01:20:20,880
Speaker 9: in the Bible. What y'all go by Jesus in any

1674
01:20:21,000 --> 01:20:26,519
Speaker 9: book before now, If a nigga was a king, he

1675
01:20:26,560 --> 01:20:32,559
Speaker 9: did king activity, conbines, whatever he wanted to do.

1676
01:20:35,160 --> 01:20:37,920
Speaker 3: He wasn't confined to one person feeling.

1677
01:20:37,960 --> 01:20:42,240
Speaker 9: Nobody, not his people out here, these people, not those people.

1678
01:20:42,320 --> 01:20:45,960
Speaker 9: Nobody not his wife, not his kids. My mind says

1679
01:20:46,040 --> 01:20:52,040
Speaker 9: where this kingdom is going? M hm, real ship, that

1680
01:20:52,120 --> 01:20:53,040
Speaker 9: was what makes your king?

1681
01:20:53,160 --> 01:20:55,800
Speaker 3: All these fake king like I'm a fake king. They

1682
01:20:55,840 --> 01:21:06,320
Speaker 3: tell me what to do, like.

1683
01:21:02,600 --> 01:21:06,240
Speaker 4: I was trying to verify your ship with like Egyptian

1684
01:21:06,360 --> 01:21:10,639
Speaker 4: history and it said Egyptian pharaohs would marry their sisters.

1685
01:21:12,160 --> 01:21:13,080
Speaker 1: No, we're not talking.

1686
01:21:12,920 --> 01:21:14,120
Speaker 4: About no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

1687
01:21:17,080 --> 01:21:19,080
Speaker 7: Rabbit random ship. I'm not saying.

1688
01:21:19,120 --> 01:21:23,800
Speaker 4: I'm just saying I was trying to see that they.

1689
01:21:23,040 --> 01:21:25,120
Speaker 8: Married their sisters and ship. I wonder if their babies

1690
01:21:25,120 --> 01:21:26,360
Speaker 8: came out retarded.

1691
01:21:29,280 --> 01:21:31,480
Speaker 3: But they came out.

1692
01:21:39,520 --> 01:21:40,519
Speaker 2: They came out French.

1693
01:21:42,439 --> 01:21:43,280
Speaker 5: What is they cut?

1694
01:21:48,920 --> 01:21:49,360
Speaker 7: Like? Real?

1695
01:21:49,680 --> 01:21:52,000
Speaker 3: And I ain't talking about this, ain't this is not me.

1696
01:21:52,080 --> 01:21:53,360
Speaker 3: It's just a random.

1697
01:21:53,800 --> 01:21:57,000
Speaker 9: Everyone, right, We're not saying this is how I feel.

1698
01:21:57,040 --> 01:22:02,599
Speaker 9: This is a random thought, right like until now, name

1699
01:22:02,640 --> 01:22:04,520
Speaker 9: a time when kings can be kings.

1700
01:22:06,240 --> 01:22:09,439
Speaker 7: The difference this is the kings a bunch of I ain't.

1701
01:22:09,240 --> 01:22:10,880
Speaker 9: Talking about a bunch of saying a man to do

1702
01:22:10,960 --> 01:22:13,280
Speaker 9: what he want to do. I ain't talking about the bunch.

1703
01:22:13,360 --> 01:22:16,360
Speaker 4: Will they want to do?

1704
01:22:16,400 --> 01:22:19,320
Speaker 3: Now they can't, No, they can't, now they really can't.

1705
01:22:19,360 --> 01:22:20,080
Speaker 3: You really can't.

1706
01:22:20,160 --> 01:22:22,519
Speaker 9: You can, but it's gonna be frownal point, it's gonna

1707
01:22:22,520 --> 01:22:24,680
Speaker 9: be I'm just saying, like, bro, even when like my

1708
01:22:24,760 --> 01:22:27,120
Speaker 9: great granddaddy them them nigga want no niggas, you could

1709
01:22:27,120 --> 01:22:32,479
Speaker 9: tell nothing. Yeah, oh yeah, you can't tell me nothing

1710
01:22:32,520 --> 01:22:33,280
Speaker 9: about nothing.

1711
01:22:33,360 --> 01:22:34,759
Speaker 3: Don't discuss nothing.

1712
01:22:35,560 --> 01:22:40,320
Speaker 4: The community changed, the black community changed as a whole.

1713
01:22:40,520 --> 01:22:42,760
Speaker 8: But this is what I was gonna say about as

1714
01:22:42,760 --> 01:22:45,040
Speaker 8: far as like the whole woman thinks. So you feel

1715
01:22:45,080 --> 01:22:52,439
Speaker 8: like that a relationship should be like an octopus, Like

1716
01:22:53,280 --> 01:22:56,000
Speaker 8: you know how the octopus has the body and then

1717
01:22:56,040 --> 01:22:58,479
Speaker 8: it has like eight or nine or ten legs or whatever.

1718
01:22:58,960 --> 01:23:01,200
Speaker 8: So the body would be your ain bitch or your wife,

1719
01:23:01,720 --> 01:23:03,720
Speaker 8: and then the eight, nine or ten legs would be

1720
01:23:04,360 --> 01:23:08,560
Speaker 8: all of the supplemental bitches that have whatever qualities or

1721
01:23:08,640 --> 01:23:12,320
Speaker 8: aspects that you feel like support support.

1722
01:23:12,439 --> 01:23:16,519
Speaker 3: She's good in the garden, she's good clothes.

1723
01:23:16,920 --> 01:23:19,960
Speaker 9: Yeah, she's good at finding, she's a hell of a cleaner.

1724
01:23:20,280 --> 01:23:22,040
Speaker 9: And this is our fucking nurse.

1725
01:23:22,720 --> 01:23:25,280
Speaker 3: Yeah we got a nurse. Doctor be say your life.

1726
01:23:26,080 --> 01:23:27,040
Speaker 1: You got the legal team.

1727
01:23:27,320 --> 01:23:29,759
Speaker 3: Huh curveball that what's the curvebll.

1728
01:23:30,080 --> 01:23:32,960
Speaker 4: I'm saying that if we, if not we, but I'm

1729
01:23:32,960 --> 01:23:34,360
Speaker 4: just saying, the king gonna be a king.

1730
01:23:34,400 --> 01:23:35,360
Speaker 7: You gotta be king in.

1731
01:23:37,000 --> 01:23:42,559
Speaker 5: Got hell business hell every ever man can hell and

1732
01:23:42,680 --> 01:23:46,559
Speaker 5: afford to assume a quality of life for ten bitches.

1733
01:23:46,680 --> 01:23:51,479
Speaker 5: What meaning you can't go in and you can't afford it.

1734
01:23:53,280 --> 01:23:56,040
Speaker 9: We want ten bites and telling their business. So you're saying, no,

1735
01:23:56,120 --> 01:23:58,479
Speaker 9: ten broken bitch. We want this bitch already straight.

1736
01:23:58,600 --> 01:24:00,720
Speaker 7: So you're saying she's a doctor. You're saying the king.

1737
01:24:00,920 --> 01:24:04,479
Speaker 3: Just mister, you're saying the king, no bitches. You're trying

1738
01:24:04,479 --> 01:24:06,760
Speaker 3: to build up. This is twenty twenty four.

1739
01:24:06,840 --> 01:24:09,639
Speaker 4: Man, a king should have multiple women. But a peasant ship,

1740
01:24:09,720 --> 01:24:12,160
Speaker 4: that's what you're saying. Because what if it's a peasant But.

1741
01:24:13,200 --> 01:24:14,640
Speaker 3: If you're a pezsant, you mean you ain't got the

1742
01:24:14,680 --> 01:24:15,480
Speaker 3: mind frame.

1743
01:24:15,600 --> 01:24:17,280
Speaker 5: To manage this corporation.

1744
01:24:17,400 --> 01:24:24,040
Speaker 8: That's He's right, you know, even do this ship.

1745
01:24:24,280 --> 01:24:26,160
Speaker 9: You see, this is a ground up nigga. We built

1746
01:24:26,160 --> 01:24:28,000
Speaker 9: ship from the ground up. All were missing is a

1747
01:24:28,040 --> 01:24:28,759
Speaker 9: couple of tools.

1748
01:24:28,800 --> 01:24:32,519
Speaker 8: But real ship, like in the real world today, it's

1749
01:24:33,640 --> 01:24:36,920
Speaker 8: nine times out of ten the peasants that have multiples.

1750
01:24:36,439 --> 01:24:37,720
Speaker 1: They don't got multiple quality.

1751
01:24:37,479 --> 01:24:40,559
Speaker 3: They ain't doing that. Yeah, ain't getting there.

1752
01:24:40,560 --> 01:24:43,000
Speaker 9: They getting the bare memory's about the nigga who know

1753
01:24:43,000 --> 01:24:44,800
Speaker 9: how to put this bitch with this bitch, this bitch,

1754
01:24:44,840 --> 01:24:46,720
Speaker 9: he'll know the credit the hold. Both of them got

1755
01:24:46,720 --> 01:24:47,400
Speaker 9: some O tools.

1756
01:24:47,439 --> 01:24:48,160
Speaker 2: No, that's what I'm saying.

1757
01:24:48,160 --> 01:24:52,040
Speaker 8: That's hard, but it's the it's the it's the broken

1758
01:24:52,080 --> 01:24:54,080
Speaker 8: nigga with the good dick they got. Oh, I'll be

1759
01:24:54,120 --> 01:25:07,040
Speaker 8: one of them there, like you, is going crazy, want.

1760
01:25:06,640 --> 01:25:07,599
Speaker 3: To get get fucked.

1761
01:25:07,600 --> 01:25:11,160
Speaker 8: But who's gonna Who's gonna commit to that type of

1762
01:25:11,400 --> 01:25:14,080
Speaker 8: situation without getting fucked some business?

1763
01:25:14,720 --> 01:25:17,479
Speaker 9: Yeah, but listen, you think about you start shipped right

1764
01:25:17,520 --> 01:25:19,320
Speaker 9: now today business.

1765
01:25:20,400 --> 01:25:24,320
Speaker 3: Jada's girls real ship.

1766
01:25:24,720 --> 01:25:26,400
Speaker 9: But they just all they need is a little guys.

1767
01:25:26,439 --> 01:25:27,760
Speaker 9: They want to get in the light. They want to

1768
01:25:27,840 --> 01:25:29,840
Speaker 9: be around what you do. They already do what they do.

1769
01:25:29,920 --> 01:25:31,360
Speaker 9: They don't mean going to school all their life.

1770
01:25:31,360 --> 01:25:31,840
Speaker 3: They bore it.

1771
01:25:31,880 --> 01:25:34,920
Speaker 9: They want to live life. You could be in a

1772
01:25:34,920 --> 01:25:37,439
Speaker 9: corporation with these people. This is what's happening. Like niggas

1773
01:25:37,479 --> 01:25:39,320
Speaker 9: is not putting their mind together, and it's gonna spark

1774
01:25:39,360 --> 01:25:40,519
Speaker 9: the mind of a young player.

1775
01:25:41,720 --> 01:25:44,000
Speaker 3: He gonna go hell his business off this ship, real ship.

1776
01:25:44,160 --> 01:25:46,360
Speaker 9: At the end of the day, you already you lying

1777
01:25:47,520 --> 01:25:49,840
Speaker 9: to a whole bunch of bitches that you really ain't

1778
01:25:49,880 --> 01:25:51,400
Speaker 9: got a lie to you tell them.

1779
01:25:51,560 --> 01:25:55,040
Speaker 5: Right there, That's part of what you just said, O G.

1780
01:25:55,200 --> 01:25:57,200
Speaker 5: When you couldn't tell them nothing because they knew who

1781
01:25:57,240 --> 01:25:59,960
Speaker 5: they were, they don't be knowing who they are. That's

1782
01:26:00,120 --> 01:26:02,639
Speaker 5: why you can't lead nobody and you can't lead yourself.

1783
01:26:03,600 --> 01:26:07,719
Speaker 11: I ain't talking about come to the counter nigga.

1784
01:26:08,040 --> 01:26:09,920
Speaker 5: I just want to specify what kind of nigga is

1785
01:26:09,960 --> 01:26:11,880
Speaker 5: required to do what it is that you're saying.

1786
01:26:12,000 --> 01:26:13,599
Speaker 3: That's all I agree totally.

1787
01:26:14,080 --> 01:26:17,200
Speaker 9: What I'm saying is you gonna know the nigga ain't

1788
01:26:17,200 --> 01:26:19,800
Speaker 9: even nigga that ain't moving, then bru shut the fuck

1789
01:26:19,960 --> 01:26:22,599
Speaker 9: up talking about nothing a nigga.

1790
01:26:22,640 --> 01:26:26,360
Speaker 3: You you don't know like this? Is this? This makes sense?

1791
01:26:26,479 --> 01:26:27,080
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1792
01:26:27,479 --> 01:26:31,200
Speaker 9: Yeah, this makes sense because because get what all bullshes out,

1793
01:26:31,240 --> 01:26:34,120
Speaker 9: most bitches doing it anyway, it's just not they're just

1794
01:26:34,160 --> 01:26:36,719
Speaker 9: not making it a bitch you with this nigga.

1795
01:26:36,760 --> 01:26:39,680
Speaker 3: You know he got bitches. You just not making a

1796
01:26:39,720 --> 01:26:40,519
Speaker 3: business sense.

1797
01:26:41,280 --> 01:26:43,720
Speaker 5: What about the nigga you know himself well enough to

1798
01:26:43,840 --> 01:26:44,840
Speaker 5: just tell you.

1799
01:26:44,920 --> 01:26:46,840
Speaker 9: I'm saying a nigga will tell you, but a nigga

1800
01:26:46,840 --> 01:26:48,960
Speaker 9: ain't bringing the play because he bitch ain't going for

1801
01:26:49,000 --> 01:26:49,439
Speaker 9: the players.

1802
01:26:49,479 --> 01:26:50,760
Speaker 3: What I'm saying, nigga tell you, like.

1803
01:26:53,080 --> 01:26:55,679
Speaker 8: Bitches aren't going for the play because by nature most

1804
01:26:55,720 --> 01:27:00,480
Speaker 8: bitches are most I mean, most women are emotional creatures.

1805
01:27:00,560 --> 01:27:02,599
Speaker 9: But but what I'm saying that you're right, But at

1806
01:27:02,600 --> 01:27:06,559
Speaker 9: the end of the day, emotions or not, CAS's gonna

1807
01:27:06,560 --> 01:27:07,439
Speaker 9: turn into something else.

1808
01:27:07,880 --> 01:27:10,800
Speaker 3: Like, Okay, at the end of the day, everybody still.

1809
01:27:10,600 --> 01:27:13,840
Speaker 9: Just still, it's the same, still the same, stay all

1810
01:27:13,880 --> 01:27:17,559
Speaker 9: that stay over the store. But stick to this person

1811
01:27:17,560 --> 01:27:20,759
Speaker 9: who put all this shit together to make a whole foundation.

1812
01:27:20,880 --> 01:27:25,439
Speaker 2: Man, And let's do some goddamn some legendary ship.

1813
01:27:25,800 --> 01:27:27,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, let's do some real estate or some ship. You

1814
01:27:27,880 --> 01:27:29,960
Speaker 3: gonna build your whole team of bitches today that just

1815
01:27:30,000 --> 01:27:32,880
Speaker 3: fuck with you. Ain't got old baby shit, you know

1816
01:27:33,439 --> 01:27:35,960
Speaker 3: she she she married. Now, like we ain't holding you

1817
01:27:36,080 --> 01:27:38,720
Speaker 3: back from your dream now, gonna be a have to

1818
01:27:38,720 --> 01:27:40,720
Speaker 3: be that bitch. But you're a part of this corporation though,

1819
01:27:41,680 --> 01:27:42,360
Speaker 3: what you gonna do.

1820
01:27:44,600 --> 01:27:49,160
Speaker 9: I'm playing then, man, niggas listen, Man, it's too sh

1821
01:27:49,280 --> 01:27:52,680
Speaker 9: gonna high like some bullshit, bro, but niggas is already

1822
01:27:52,760 --> 01:27:55,640
Speaker 9: doing that though for nothing, and the women doing it

1823
01:27:55,680 --> 01:27:56,240
Speaker 9: for nothing too.

1824
01:27:56,400 --> 01:27:58,519
Speaker 3: I ain't saying that true nigga gonna be a pimp.

1825
01:27:58,560 --> 01:28:01,160
Speaker 3: It's like, okay, make every ain't a business.

1826
01:28:01,520 --> 01:28:08,479
Speaker 8: Yeah, these niggas they taking these niggas down for trafficking.

1827
01:28:08,640 --> 01:28:09,280
Speaker 3: That ain't nothing.

1828
01:28:09,320 --> 01:28:11,680
Speaker 9: They just come up with a being there planing all right,

1829
01:28:13,560 --> 01:28:15,479
Speaker 9: you know you got money, I got money, I got money.

1830
01:28:15,840 --> 01:28:18,120
Speaker 9: Let's all put ten thousand dollar piece. We ain't gotta

1831
01:28:18,120 --> 01:28:19,040
Speaker 9: even say these.

1832
01:28:18,880 --> 01:28:19,479
Speaker 3: Are my hoes.

1833
01:28:19,800 --> 01:28:20,920
Speaker 2: That's a resource pool.

1834
01:28:21,800 --> 01:28:22,799
Speaker 3: These ain't even I ain't.

1835
01:28:22,600 --> 01:28:25,559
Speaker 9: Got it, like, but these is mine time ten they

1836
01:28:25,640 --> 01:28:26,519
Speaker 9: damn there gonna be.

1837
01:28:28,040 --> 01:28:30,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, but you ain't gotta say ship. Okay cool. She

1838
01:28:30,080 --> 01:28:32,320
Speaker 3: had like, yeah, that's my people. You know what that

1839
01:28:32,360 --> 01:28:33,000
Speaker 3: my people mean.

1840
01:28:35,640 --> 01:28:39,479
Speaker 9: People got created, People got this, and you got that.

1841
01:28:39,600 --> 01:28:41,320
Speaker 9: We got this and now we don't built the whole

1842
01:28:41,360 --> 01:28:42,040
Speaker 9: motherfucking god.

1843
01:28:42,120 --> 01:28:47,839
Speaker 7: Damn you are correct, you crazy.

1844
01:28:48,920 --> 01:28:49,599
Speaker 3: You believe in that?

1845
01:28:49,600 --> 01:28:53,360
Speaker 9: To DJ Screen, I'm saying it makes sense because these

1846
01:28:53,439 --> 01:28:54,599
Speaker 9: niggas is bitches.

1847
01:28:55,800 --> 01:28:57,000
Speaker 3: This is the new niggas.

1848
01:28:58,040 --> 01:29:00,200
Speaker 9: They do one want some money, they just ain't because

1849
01:29:00,200 --> 01:29:02,559
Speaker 9: they bringing it to them the right way. They already

1850
01:29:02,560 --> 01:29:06,280
Speaker 9: on helling their business. Most of all, smart you can

1851
01:29:06,280 --> 01:29:06,880
Speaker 9: get your account.

1852
01:29:06,960 --> 01:29:08,840
Speaker 3: You get you. We're cutting out of all the who

1853
01:29:08,840 --> 01:29:09,519
Speaker 3: we gotta go pay.

1854
01:29:09,600 --> 01:29:14,719
Speaker 9: We got this on the team, the team Lawyer team

1855
01:29:14,800 --> 01:29:18,720
Speaker 9: talking about like not no little but Larry ship. The

1856
01:29:18,840 --> 01:29:21,120
Speaker 9: niggas just ain't playing the right niggas trying to marry

1857
01:29:21,120 --> 01:29:23,120
Speaker 9: and go with all of them and all of them

1858
01:29:23,160 --> 01:29:24,320
Speaker 9: ain't saying fuck everybody.

1859
01:29:24,320 --> 01:29:25,960
Speaker 3: It's a business, that's all I'm saying.

1860
01:29:27,640 --> 01:29:29,519
Speaker 4: That takes that takes some of the business out of it,

1861
01:29:29,560 --> 01:29:32,040
Speaker 4: and that's when they can go the other way.

1862
01:29:33,160 --> 01:29:35,400
Speaker 3: Sometimes you'll get that shiitar enticon.

1863
01:29:37,800 --> 01:29:48,840
Speaker 2: Encouragement. God, that's what I'm saying.

1864
01:29:49,040 --> 01:29:49,720
Speaker 3: That was my own.

1865
01:29:51,680 --> 01:29:57,960
Speaker 8: That ship ain't going that ain't going cohesive until you

1866
01:29:58,040 --> 01:29:59,320
Speaker 8: put the coconut in the middle.

1867
01:30:00,120 --> 01:30:03,160
Speaker 3: Not really though, not really though, Bro, I ain't gonna

1868
01:30:03,160 --> 01:30:03,559
Speaker 3: say that.

1869
01:30:03,680 --> 01:30:06,080
Speaker 8: These bitches ain't gonna lock in until after they get

1870
01:30:06,240 --> 01:30:10,360
Speaker 8: some of that was not necessarily.

1871
01:30:09,800 --> 01:30:11,160
Speaker 7: Huh was hitting all the women?

1872
01:30:11,600 --> 01:30:13,080
Speaker 2: He probably watching them hit each other.

1873
01:30:13,640 --> 01:30:16,080
Speaker 3: No, the right one, Yeah, what it is? Brother?

1874
01:30:16,120 --> 01:30:19,040
Speaker 9: Listen, man, he just probably hit the right one. That's

1875
01:30:19,080 --> 01:30:21,200
Speaker 9: gonna make the rest of them do what they do. Like, Bro,

1876
01:30:21,280 --> 01:30:24,080
Speaker 9: you don't go get no and this is We're just

1877
01:30:24,120 --> 01:30:25,880
Speaker 9: going out for a while. These are random thoughts. Were

1878
01:30:25,960 --> 01:30:27,800
Speaker 9: just talking and you know what I'm saying, retarded thoughts.

1879
01:30:27,880 --> 01:30:28,759
Speaker 3: They're smoking and drinking.

1880
01:30:29,320 --> 01:30:30,920
Speaker 9: Know what I'm saying, You ain't finna go get no

1881
01:30:31,600 --> 01:30:34,479
Speaker 9: your first one or two bust the bitches. You finna

1882
01:30:34,479 --> 01:30:36,880
Speaker 9: gonna get some boss bitches who not even get the

1883
01:30:36,920 --> 01:30:37,679
Speaker 9: bust the bitches.

1884
01:30:38,960 --> 01:30:43,400
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. But all he don't need the busters up.

1885
01:30:43,760 --> 01:30:45,479
Speaker 9: Yeah, you know what I'm saying, Like the boss bitches,

1886
01:30:45,520 --> 01:30:47,400
Speaker 9: you don't got they already they they down there on

1887
01:30:47,439 --> 01:30:52,280
Speaker 9: the status is you almost Yeah, like bank plus boss

1888
01:30:52,280 --> 01:30:55,439
Speaker 9: bitch and boss bitch that's already that So this.

1889
01:30:55,479 --> 01:30:56,400
Speaker 3: Is the end crowd.

1890
01:30:58,520 --> 01:31:02,320
Speaker 8: Yeah, but what I'm saying to you is a tripping.

1891
01:31:03,040 --> 01:31:06,920
Speaker 8: What I'm saying that you is there has to be

1892
01:31:07,080 --> 01:31:17,360
Speaker 8: a common denominator, a common denominator. Em you probably gotta

1893
01:31:17,400 --> 01:31:18,959
Speaker 8: hit the boss bitches and then they.

1894
01:31:19,600 --> 01:31:21,040
Speaker 3: And they gotta get on the same page.

1895
01:31:21,160 --> 01:31:23,640
Speaker 2: No, but you're you're the accommodation.

1896
01:31:24,040 --> 01:31:27,360
Speaker 3: I can't turn on. No, I can't deal with the bosses.

1897
01:31:27,400 --> 01:31:29,200
Speaker 8: The bosses is gonna tell they gotta do more and

1898
01:31:29,240 --> 01:31:30,960
Speaker 8: more and more to even get up here, That's what

1899
01:31:30,960 --> 01:31:31,400
Speaker 8: I'm saying.

1900
01:31:31,439 --> 01:31:32,519
Speaker 2: But but I.

1901
01:31:32,439 --> 01:31:34,600
Speaker 3: Can't deal with that side of it. You can't just

1902
01:31:34,640 --> 01:31:36,120
Speaker 3: get you gotta go through the disciples.

1903
01:31:36,160 --> 01:31:38,600
Speaker 2: No, but that's what I'm saying, Bye bye.

1904
01:31:40,320 --> 01:31:47,280
Speaker 8: Disciples, Disciples. The disciples have been disciples.

1905
01:31:47,760 --> 01:31:49,520
Speaker 3: You gotta go through the disciples.

1906
01:31:50,040 --> 01:31:52,559
Speaker 2: Oh my god, this is.

1907
01:31:52,520 --> 01:31:54,400
Speaker 7: The same person that they try it out. I have

1908
01:31:54,479 --> 01:31:55,160
Speaker 7: to remember that.

1909
01:31:55,360 --> 01:32:02,280
Speaker 8: Yeah, you gotta go through the disciples area to be

1910
01:32:02,360 --> 01:32:03,000
Speaker 8: with that ship.

1911
01:32:03,160 --> 01:32:04,840
Speaker 3: Like man, just let me just be too.

1912
01:32:05,080 --> 01:32:06,920
Speaker 1: You gotta put it together in the package that makes

1913
01:32:06,920 --> 01:32:07,320
Speaker 1: sense to.

1914
01:32:10,040 --> 01:32:16,840
Speaker 12: Try every package, every type of rapping paper, every type

1915
01:32:16,840 --> 01:32:21,880
Speaker 12: of gift bag, glue.

1916
01:32:22,920 --> 01:32:26,160
Speaker 8: God, get you shall take your I mean get them

1917
01:32:26,720 --> 01:32:29,840
Speaker 8: trying to take care and everybody.

1918
01:32:30,880 --> 01:32:34,360
Speaker 7: Damnations just different.

1919
01:32:34,439 --> 01:32:36,680
Speaker 3: I just didn't know who I was at sixteen. I

1920
01:32:36,680 --> 01:32:38,640
Speaker 3: guarantee this full blown relationship.

1921
01:32:39,040 --> 01:32:42,880
Speaker 2: And at sixteen I gotta cut some of my month.

1922
01:32:43,000 --> 01:32:43,800
Speaker 2: I need help.

1923
01:32:45,479 --> 01:32:48,200
Speaker 3: I ain't got I'm just saying, it's just my faults

1924
01:32:49,160 --> 01:32:49,840
Speaker 3: of the things.

1925
01:32:49,880 --> 01:32:50,960
Speaker 2: It's just my thoughts.

1926
01:32:52,400 --> 01:32:55,960
Speaker 8: That's what you can build a man, take them goddamn

1927
01:32:55,960 --> 01:33:00,000
Speaker 8: glasses thought that count Oh God, just build a community

1928
01:33:00,120 --> 01:33:08,439
Speaker 8: in who you can build a community, that's all.

1929
01:33:08,479 --> 01:33:14,680
Speaker 3: I don't want to be poked. You want to poke, ye,

1930
01:33:15,479 --> 01:33:16,479
Speaker 3: most of them want.

1931
01:33:17,040 --> 01:33:18,240
Speaker 2: Most want to be poked.

1932
01:33:21,600 --> 01:33:23,600
Speaker 4: But do you think that gives you a different I

1933
01:33:23,640 --> 01:33:25,479
Speaker 4: don't know the word, the proper word puts you in

1934
01:33:25,520 --> 01:33:27,479
Speaker 4: a different space if you don't them.

1935
01:33:27,560 --> 01:33:29,920
Speaker 3: Oh no, for sure, kings of don't poke, How can

1936
01:33:29,960 --> 01:33:30,400
Speaker 3: I pope?

1937
01:33:30,840 --> 01:33:31,000
Speaker 1: Right?

1938
01:33:34,240 --> 01:33:37,280
Speaker 8: But see there's a but real nigga ship though when

1939
01:33:37,320 --> 01:33:40,559
Speaker 8: you're when you're speaking on like the type of business

1940
01:33:40,600 --> 01:33:45,120
Speaker 8: that he's speaking on about building corporations and building building

1941
01:33:45,640 --> 01:33:55,560
Speaker 8: communities and futures, that that that poking solidified solicit to

1942
01:33:55,640 --> 01:33:58,719
Speaker 8: different type of loyalty.

1943
01:33:59,640 --> 01:34:02,760
Speaker 9: Put that right poking down.

1944
01:34:00,840 --> 01:34:08,639
Speaker 3: But I will crowd nigga blind, I will be nigga

1945
01:34:09,160 --> 01:34:14,320
Speaker 3: added emotion to the business. Nigga you in too?

1946
01:34:14,760 --> 01:34:19,920
Speaker 9: Not really the woman not even it depends. Listen, I

1947
01:34:19,920 --> 01:34:22,600
Speaker 9: wouldn't give what your emotions is. Told you what it is,

1948
01:34:22,840 --> 01:34:24,439
Speaker 9: you know what's you know what's next after that?

1949
01:34:24,640 --> 01:34:26,960
Speaker 2: Like I told you what it was now that don't

1950
01:34:26,960 --> 01:34:27,479
Speaker 2: mean that the woman?

1951
01:34:28,960 --> 01:34:32,040
Speaker 3: How you feel? You feel that way? Because how you

1952
01:34:32,080 --> 01:34:33,679
Speaker 3: feel some ship that you already knew.

1953
01:34:33,680 --> 01:34:37,160
Speaker 8: But now But but okay, because sometimes a guy would

1954
01:34:37,160 --> 01:34:38,360
Speaker 8: do that, it.

1955
01:34:38,320 --> 01:34:39,559
Speaker 7: Will take the business.

1956
01:34:39,560 --> 01:34:41,839
Speaker 3: But you you did that.

1957
01:34:41,960 --> 01:34:46,360
Speaker 9: You you don't see that in the whole thrill Like

1958
01:34:46,600 --> 01:34:48,559
Speaker 9: do she what does she value dick her money?

1959
01:34:48,920 --> 01:34:50,040
Speaker 3: They don't hear the value money?

1960
01:34:50,240 --> 01:34:53,680
Speaker 9: Yeah, both I'm just saying, Nah, it's something, but with

1961
01:34:53,800 --> 01:34:56,200
Speaker 9: a bit too bout of paper, the dick could never

1962
01:34:56,240 --> 01:34:59,320
Speaker 9: overruleed the money. I'm just being real, no matter whether

1963
01:34:59,280 --> 01:35:02,360
Speaker 9: it is a nigga bitch, be like fuck you on this.

1964
01:35:03,040 --> 01:35:05,599
Speaker 8: But it's just like a too like when you're when

1965
01:35:05,680 --> 01:35:10,639
Speaker 8: you're dealing when you're when you're dealing with a certain situtions,

1966
01:35:10,840 --> 01:35:15,880
Speaker 8: certain what's the nations? Yeah, when you're dealing with certain

1967
01:35:15,920 --> 01:35:21,960
Speaker 8: situations or whatever, and I'm sorry, and you're dealing with

1968
01:35:22,040 --> 01:35:24,000
Speaker 8: like certain type of niggas and certain type of people.

1969
01:35:24,439 --> 01:35:26,920
Speaker 8: It's two things that are that are gonna occur. And

1970
01:35:26,920 --> 01:35:29,760
Speaker 8: I'm playing Devil's advocate on both sides. So on the

1971
01:35:29,800 --> 01:35:35,800
Speaker 8: female side, it's gonna be a situation where she understands that, like, okay,

1972
01:35:35,880 --> 01:35:38,680
Speaker 8: she's a female. She is going to get in her

1973
01:35:38,680 --> 01:35:44,439
Speaker 8: feelings about certain ship, but she is going to, like

1974
01:35:44,439 --> 01:35:48,280
Speaker 8: like Black said, have a clear understanding of the type

1975
01:35:48,280 --> 01:35:50,559
Speaker 8: of nigga that she's dealing with, and she's gonna understand

1976
01:35:50,640 --> 01:35:52,880
Speaker 8: that I have to keep my feelings in check or

1977
01:35:52,880 --> 01:35:54,719
Speaker 8: else I'm gonna be kicked out the whip.

1978
01:35:55,160 --> 01:35:56,760
Speaker 2: And I don't want to get kicked out the.

1979
01:35:58,439 --> 01:35:58,759
Speaker 3: Bitch.

1980
01:35:58,800 --> 01:36:01,120
Speaker 8: Fuck you by no, I think what I was about

1981
01:36:01,160 --> 01:36:02,559
Speaker 8: to say. With those type of women, they're just not

1982
01:36:02,560 --> 01:36:03,800
Speaker 8: gonna want to have the sex in general.

1983
01:36:04,240 --> 01:36:07,679
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, want to get the one.

1984
01:36:07,520 --> 01:36:10,000
Speaker 8: That's the one that's about her money and she already

1985
01:36:10,000 --> 01:36:12,000
Speaker 8: know that if she has sex, she could possibly have

1986
01:36:12,040 --> 01:36:12,680
Speaker 8: feelings for you.

1987
01:36:12,760 --> 01:36:15,240
Speaker 2: But see a bitch like that that's about her money.

1988
01:36:15,320 --> 01:36:17,639
Speaker 8: It's gonna I'm say, like, it's women out there that's

1989
01:36:17,680 --> 01:36:19,760
Speaker 8: like that, because number one, I'm they're tried, but they

1990
01:36:19,800 --> 01:36:21,720
Speaker 8: ain't about to like really, But see a bitch like

1991
01:36:21,720 --> 01:36:24,479
Speaker 8: that that's about she knows, that's about her money, and

1992
01:36:24,640 --> 01:36:28,280
Speaker 8: that understands the business is gonna be able to fuck

1993
01:36:28,320 --> 01:36:31,240
Speaker 8: without feelings. So it's not gonna that's not even ever

1994
01:36:31,320 --> 01:36:33,800
Speaker 8: gonna be an issue that's gonna arise with that type

1995
01:36:33,800 --> 01:36:37,320
Speaker 8: of bitch because she's about her money, she's about her business,

1996
01:36:37,520 --> 01:36:40,080
Speaker 8: and she knows, Okay, like this comes along with that.

1997
01:36:40,400 --> 01:36:41,320
Speaker 2: This is what I want.

1998
01:36:41,439 --> 01:36:44,040
Speaker 8: But at the end of the day, I'm not gonna

1999
01:36:44,040 --> 01:36:46,639
Speaker 8: become overzealous about this delusions.

2000
01:36:46,720 --> 01:36:48,000
Speaker 3: Some women are not delusional.

2001
01:36:48,160 --> 01:36:51,200
Speaker 9: Yeah, some of them are like this ain't that. But

2002
01:36:51,320 --> 01:36:53,640
Speaker 9: I just told me and showed me and moled me

2003
01:36:53,880 --> 01:36:56,320
Speaker 9: that ain't that. You know anything you make up in

2004
01:36:56,360 --> 01:36:57,479
Speaker 9: your head, that's just on you.

2005
01:36:57,560 --> 01:36:59,920
Speaker 8: Yeah, And it's also about how people presented and how

2006
01:37:00,040 --> 01:37:01,960
Speaker 8: honest people are. Like, if you ain't sitting there and

2007
01:37:02,000 --> 01:37:04,280
Speaker 8: doing all the little whispering sweet nothings, then you're right.

2008
01:37:04,640 --> 01:37:06,639
Speaker 8: Most women, if you just tell them straight up, this

2009
01:37:06,680 --> 01:37:08,760
Speaker 8: is this, this and this and this is this, you

2010
01:37:08,840 --> 01:37:10,479
Speaker 8: either gonna have the one that's gonna go with it

2011
01:37:10,520 --> 01:37:12,240
Speaker 8: and just and be cool with it, or you're gonna

2012
01:37:12,240 --> 01:37:13,559
Speaker 8: have the one that's gonna think that they could change

2013
01:37:13,600 --> 01:37:14,080
Speaker 8: your mind.

2014
01:37:13,920 --> 01:37:15,440
Speaker 5: About the power of choice.

2015
01:37:15,720 --> 01:37:15,800
Speaker 7: You.

2016
01:37:15,920 --> 01:37:18,240
Speaker 5: A woman has to understand the balance of a man

2017
01:37:18,280 --> 01:37:20,559
Speaker 5: giving her a decision to choose and be prepared to

2018
01:37:20,600 --> 01:37:23,719
Speaker 5: stand on that when the feelings get involved, because as women,

2019
01:37:24,200 --> 01:37:29,160
Speaker 5: we proceed understanding with feelings first logic later as a man.

2020
01:37:29,600 --> 01:37:31,479
Speaker 5: You guys are looking and I'm not no man, I'm

2021
01:37:31,479 --> 01:37:33,880
Speaker 5: not trying to suggest it, but this is just my experience.

2022
01:37:34,280 --> 01:37:37,559
Speaker 5: Y'all proceed with logic and then you process the feeling

2023
01:37:37,680 --> 01:37:40,479
Speaker 5: part of it later. And so the true balance comes

2024
01:37:40,560 --> 01:37:44,080
Speaker 5: when a man can teach a woman how to proceed

2025
01:37:44,240 --> 01:37:47,200
Speaker 5: with logic so they can communicate better, and a woman

2026
01:37:47,320 --> 01:37:50,000
Speaker 5: teaches a man how to understand the feeling that comes

2027
01:37:50,040 --> 01:37:50,599
Speaker 5: behind the line.

2028
01:37:50,720 --> 01:37:53,200
Speaker 9: Totally understand your feelings, but at the end of the day,

2029
01:37:53,240 --> 01:37:55,960
Speaker 9: it is what it is. Facts like, I ain't no

2030
01:37:56,120 --> 01:37:58,040
Speaker 9: such thing as you're misled.

2031
01:37:58,520 --> 01:37:58,720
Speaker 2: Yeah.

2032
01:37:59,080 --> 01:38:02,439
Speaker 9: No, it's even taking the ones in that that could

2033
01:38:02,479 --> 01:38:03,799
Speaker 9: possibly be like that.

2034
01:38:03,720 --> 01:38:05,280
Speaker 2: Because we already know in advance.

2035
01:38:08,080 --> 01:38:11,320
Speaker 4: Real questions everybody here on both on both sides of it. Right,

2036
01:38:12,040 --> 01:38:14,560
Speaker 4: if you're hitting somebody that you're doing business with or

2037
01:38:14,600 --> 01:38:17,559
Speaker 4: whatever the case is, and you can resistently hitting them, right,

2038
01:38:17,960 --> 01:38:22,680
Speaker 4: you definitely can't do that, not every day all day,

2039
01:38:22,680 --> 01:38:28,439
Speaker 4: but you every blue moon twice some month twice the

2040
01:38:28,439 --> 01:38:31,479
Speaker 4: money ain't that long twice a month. You've been hitting

2041
01:38:31,479 --> 01:38:36,839
Speaker 4: it twice a month for ten months. Ship what happens?

2042
01:38:37,040 --> 01:38:39,639
Speaker 4: And I'm just opening feelings she gets.

2043
01:38:39,479 --> 01:38:40,759
Speaker 3: She get a mind right about.

2044
01:38:43,280 --> 01:38:45,200
Speaker 2: What happens?

2045
01:38:45,240 --> 01:38:46,040
Speaker 7: Everybody here.

2046
01:38:46,240 --> 01:38:48,679
Speaker 4: When you see that person that you've been dealing with

2047
01:38:48,680 --> 01:38:52,719
Speaker 4: with another person, what emotion does that spark from.

2048
01:38:53,439 --> 01:38:56,200
Speaker 2: From the other end, from like the female end.

2049
01:38:56,280 --> 01:38:57,240
Speaker 7: From everybody in.

2050
01:38:57,320 --> 01:38:59,080
Speaker 4: I want everybody to jump in and say, what is

2051
01:38:59,120 --> 01:39:01,800
Speaker 4: the emotion with your cuddy buddy that you might do

2052
01:39:01,880 --> 01:39:04,280
Speaker 4: some business with, that you're handling business with when you're

2053
01:39:04,280 --> 01:39:05,479
Speaker 4: seeing with another female?

2054
01:39:06,479 --> 01:39:08,800
Speaker 2: And I know what's what it is already, you know

2055
01:39:08,840 --> 01:39:09,280
Speaker 2: what it is.

2056
01:39:10,080 --> 01:39:11,799
Speaker 3: You're not tripping.

2057
01:39:11,800 --> 01:39:12,040
Speaker 2: I'm not.

2058
01:39:13,640 --> 01:39:16,920
Speaker 3: If I know what it is, I don't have no emotion.

2059
01:39:19,160 --> 01:39:20,519
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna look at the female.

2060
01:39:22,560 --> 01:39:24,479
Speaker 2: Know what I am gonna do.

2061
01:39:24,680 --> 01:39:27,639
Speaker 8: I'm gonna tell you, god honest, what I will do.

2062
01:39:28,760 --> 01:39:30,600
Speaker 8: I may shoot him a little text just to be

2063
01:39:30,720 --> 01:39:32,960
Speaker 8: like we're gonna do tonight, just to kind of.

2064
01:39:32,920 --> 01:39:33,680
Speaker 3: Like it up.

2065
01:39:33,840 --> 01:39:36,320
Speaker 8: Yeah, be a little toxic, but I'm not gonna care

2066
01:39:36,360 --> 01:39:37,599
Speaker 8: because I already know what it is.

2067
01:39:37,920 --> 01:39:40,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, I might do something like that, stop playing and

2068
01:39:42,120 --> 01:39:44,040
Speaker 2: herd like, hey, her, hey, you cute.

2069
01:39:44,439 --> 01:39:48,080
Speaker 8: You know I'm gonna know that. But I'm gonna do

2070
01:39:48,120 --> 01:39:49,519
Speaker 8: an extra curricular conversation.

2071
01:39:49,880 --> 01:39:54,720
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's all I'm saying. Once they once you're tagging it,

2072
01:39:54,720 --> 01:39:58,240
Speaker 4: it's gonna be some care there frequently or consistently, That's

2073
01:39:58,240 --> 01:39:58,880
Speaker 4: all I'm saying.

2074
01:39:59,040 --> 01:40:02,439
Speaker 2: But but care the understanding eliminate problem.

2075
01:40:02,840 --> 01:40:03,360
Speaker 3: That's good.

2076
01:40:03,840 --> 01:40:07,559
Speaker 5: You don't care, it's the understanding. Like she said, though,

2077
01:40:07,560 --> 01:40:11,439
Speaker 5: it's like I've realized in any situation that I've ever

2078
01:40:11,640 --> 01:40:15,439
Speaker 5: participated in, it's the power of choice that Warren's respect, Like,

2079
01:40:15,479 --> 01:40:17,400
Speaker 5: if you respect me enough to keep it real with

2080
01:40:17,479 --> 01:40:19,760
Speaker 5: me and tell me the truth. I then have to

2081
01:40:19,760 --> 01:40:23,200
Speaker 5: be accountable, like exactly if I start to feel it

2082
01:40:23,280 --> 01:40:26,679
Speaker 5: and then be confident enough to communicate that Hey, look,

2083
01:40:26,760 --> 01:40:29,000
Speaker 5: I know I said I wanted to participate, but it's

2084
01:40:29,000 --> 01:40:31,040
Speaker 5: a better interest in what we had going on. I

2085
01:40:31,080 --> 01:40:32,479
Speaker 5: can't do I've done that before.

2086
01:40:33,360 --> 01:40:34,320
Speaker 2: We may have to cut.

2087
01:40:34,880 --> 01:40:36,920
Speaker 9: But women, when they do that, they think I want

2088
01:40:37,439 --> 01:40:49,080
Speaker 9: all right that way?

2089
01:40:49,200 --> 01:40:51,040
Speaker 3: Hold up. Most time women say that, don't they want

2090
01:40:51,040 --> 01:40:51,599
Speaker 3: a differentaction?

2091
01:40:52,720 --> 01:40:52,760
Speaker 9: No?

2092
01:40:53,479 --> 01:40:56,080
Speaker 5: No, this is what you're talking about.

2093
01:40:56,080 --> 01:40:57,160
Speaker 2: That means yes.

2094
01:40:58,960 --> 01:41:00,760
Speaker 9: Do she say all that like you know, hey, what

2095
01:41:00,840 --> 01:41:03,439
Speaker 9: we're doing because I'm catching feeling and they be like,

2096
01:41:03,520 --> 01:41:05,200
Speaker 9: oh he whoa pump your brakes.

2097
01:41:05,600 --> 01:41:07,960
Speaker 5: Oh CC, I ain't even coming from that perspective. I'm

2098
01:41:07,960 --> 01:41:10,360
Speaker 5: coming for the perspective of what he said off of

2099
01:41:10,360 --> 01:41:14,120
Speaker 5: if you see me out boom, we fucking I realized

2100
01:41:14,160 --> 01:41:16,519
Speaker 5: that in that interaction, it's gonna tell me one of

2101
01:41:16,560 --> 01:41:19,000
Speaker 5: two things. Either I can participate or I can't. If

2102
01:41:19,040 --> 01:41:20,840
Speaker 5: I see you and I start doing ship like wanting

2103
01:41:20,840 --> 01:41:22,880
Speaker 5: to be petty, Hey, come on, now, I got points

2104
01:41:22,920 --> 01:41:25,519
Speaker 5: to prove. Then I know, ay, you probably don't want

2105
01:41:25,520 --> 01:41:28,479
Speaker 5: to continue to participate on the physical side. The business

2106
01:41:28,520 --> 01:41:30,519
Speaker 5: can still be the business. But that's when you come

2107
01:41:30,520 --> 01:41:32,640
Speaker 5: through the per You have to be able to communicate.

2108
01:41:32,160 --> 01:41:36,160
Speaker 9: A yeah yeah without you saying like you know, sometimes

2109
01:41:36,280 --> 01:41:37,880
Speaker 9: I thought you're saying just like on the regular without

2110
01:41:37,920 --> 01:41:39,840
Speaker 9: no business with.

2111
01:41:41,479 --> 01:41:42,200
Speaker 3: A motherfucker.

2112
01:41:42,560 --> 01:41:46,360
Speaker 9: Yeah nah, you're right, but a motherfucker without no feelings involved.

2113
01:41:46,520 --> 01:41:48,559
Speaker 9: They come to you like I know, I thought no

2114
01:41:48,600 --> 01:41:51,200
Speaker 9: business involved. May be like I thought I could. They

2115
01:41:51,240 --> 01:41:53,679
Speaker 9: be wanting you to be like, man, what you want?

2116
01:41:53,680 --> 01:41:56,200
Speaker 9: What you want to do? Like, won't you make them

2117
01:41:56,240 --> 01:41:58,360
Speaker 9: lie to you? Like now you want me to lie

2118
01:41:58,400 --> 01:41:58,559
Speaker 9: to you?

2119
01:41:58,600 --> 01:42:00,800
Speaker 3: Couit. You know what it is. It's nothing I can

2120
01:42:00,920 --> 01:42:02,479
Speaker 3: change nothing. I told you what it is.

2121
01:42:04,439 --> 01:42:07,160
Speaker 5: I ain't gonna lie tho. So like I'm talking about

2122
01:42:07,200 --> 01:42:10,880
Speaker 5: life recently though, right, I had that same conversation and

2123
01:42:10,960 --> 01:42:14,080
Speaker 5: it was like, hey, man, I know myself, I know

2124
01:42:14,160 --> 01:42:16,360
Speaker 5: the season I'm in, I know the focus that I require,

2125
01:42:16,400 --> 01:42:19,200
Speaker 5: I know the commitment I require. Look, hey, I don't

2126
01:42:19,200 --> 01:42:21,040
Speaker 5: want to participate in that fashion, but I want to

2127
01:42:21,080 --> 01:42:25,240
Speaker 5: participate in this fashion. And the response be no, I

2128
01:42:25,320 --> 01:42:28,080
Speaker 5: want you to participate in that fashion. So I think too,

2129
01:42:28,120 --> 01:42:31,280
Speaker 5: it's like I said, a mutual understanding, Like if we

2130
01:42:31,360 --> 01:42:33,559
Speaker 5: have an understanding and I come to you and I

2131
01:42:33,640 --> 01:42:36,360
Speaker 5: tell you that components have changed to what we're doing,

2132
01:42:36,439 --> 01:42:38,640
Speaker 5: then what happened when we got to restructure it? On

2133
01:42:38,680 --> 01:42:40,320
Speaker 5: both ends? You can't come around here and ask me

2134
01:42:40,360 --> 01:42:42,439
Speaker 5: about this pussing not and told you the pussy is

2135
01:42:42,439 --> 01:42:45,920
Speaker 5: gonna cause problems. So it's an accountability on both sides.

2136
01:42:45,920 --> 01:42:47,840
Speaker 5: I gotta tell you, hey, man, I can't keep popping

2137
01:42:47,880 --> 01:42:49,599
Speaker 5: this thing and let you keep on with your pimping.

2138
01:42:50,080 --> 01:42:50,200
Speaker 3: Like.

2139
01:42:50,280 --> 01:42:52,320
Speaker 5: You have to have a mutual understanding, be able.

2140
01:42:53,080 --> 01:42:57,080
Speaker 9: So so if a niggas say it's us, you believe it?

2141
01:42:57,479 --> 01:42:59,479
Speaker 5: No, because you already told me what it was.

2142
01:43:00,160 --> 01:43:02,120
Speaker 3: So you're saying you're coming straight off like.

2143
01:43:03,400 --> 01:43:06,960
Speaker 5: Yeah, we fuck Boom continue. I don't care how many

2144
01:43:06,960 --> 01:43:09,200
Speaker 5: times we did it one time, two times, three times.

2145
01:43:09,200 --> 01:43:11,920
Speaker 5: We might got a consistent thing going. If I noticed

2146
01:43:11,960 --> 01:43:14,160
Speaker 5: that what our initial agreement was. Now we have to

2147
01:43:14,200 --> 01:43:14,960
Speaker 5: have a conversation.

2148
01:43:15,240 --> 01:43:15,559
Speaker 3: Boom.

2149
01:43:15,560 --> 01:43:17,360
Speaker 5: Where your head at with it? Where in my head

2150
01:43:17,360 --> 01:43:19,640
Speaker 5: at with it? I'm telling you, But I'm.

2151
01:43:19,160 --> 01:43:20,840
Speaker 9: Saying I'm saying if you asked me what my head

2152
01:43:20,840 --> 01:43:22,720
Speaker 9: and I'd be like, ship, I mean, I'll fun with.

2153
01:43:22,680 --> 01:43:23,400
Speaker 3: You, let's do it.

2154
01:43:23,760 --> 01:43:26,439
Speaker 5: No, you gotta show me because if you could tell

2155
01:43:26,479 --> 01:43:28,080
Speaker 5: me anything I'm saying about me.

2156
01:43:28,080 --> 01:43:29,920
Speaker 9: Telling you we're still gonna be fucking while I'm sure

2157
01:43:30,000 --> 01:43:41,160
Speaker 9: you know, yeah, I.

2158
01:43:41,200 --> 01:43:43,439
Speaker 2: Feel like I feel like when.

2159
01:43:45,240 --> 01:43:51,120
Speaker 8: Like if it's gonna be a situation where where you're

2160
01:43:51,160 --> 01:43:54,080
Speaker 8: not gonna where you're on some ship like or female

2161
01:43:54,160 --> 01:43:56,800
Speaker 8: is on some ship like action speak louder than worst

2162
01:43:56,800 --> 01:43:59,360
Speaker 8: type ship, and you're not gonna believe what the nigga says.

2163
01:43:59,360 --> 01:44:01,479
Speaker 2: Why even at Oh, so you're.

2164
01:44:01,320 --> 01:44:03,800
Speaker 9: Saying, you know you want me to show my ain't

2165
01:44:03,800 --> 01:44:06,840
Speaker 9: get no buzzard, right, you what I'm gonna be.

2166
01:44:06,800 --> 01:44:09,640
Speaker 3: Doing with time like time to do what.

2167
01:44:17,240 --> 01:44:19,839
Speaker 1: I ain't never heard the words in that sentence before man.

2168
01:44:22,840 --> 01:44:26,360
Speaker 5: Conglamarate of women. So I'm just telling you I know

2169
01:44:26,439 --> 01:44:30,639
Speaker 5: I'm the whole that we can't let's get to the money.

2170
01:44:32,600 --> 01:44:37,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, no, I can't. What I'm saying, what I'm saying,

2171
01:44:37,360 --> 01:44:38,840
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, what I'm saying, b.

2172
01:44:40,880 --> 01:44:44,439
Speaker 9: I'm saying, is if I agreed to be with you,

2173
01:44:44,439 --> 01:44:46,280
Speaker 9: you saying I have.

2174
01:44:46,280 --> 01:44:48,760
Speaker 3: To still put it in the work, Right, Is we

2175
01:44:48,880 --> 01:44:50,639
Speaker 3: fucking while I'm putting in the work. Yes, and no.

2176
01:44:52,520 --> 01:44:57,960
Speaker 8: Of course of course, like if we're not, Man, I'm

2177
01:44:58,000 --> 01:44:59,479
Speaker 8: saying because I feel like.

2178
01:45:00,040 --> 01:45:02,559
Speaker 5: That giving part. For me, this is just a personal

2179
01:45:02,600 --> 01:45:03,040
Speaker 5: thing work.

2180
01:45:03,160 --> 01:45:04,600
Speaker 8: If you're not fucking while the niggas put it in

2181
01:45:04,640 --> 01:45:06,880
Speaker 8: the work, then they ain't gonna have no fuel the work.

2182
01:45:08,160 --> 01:45:12,519
Speaker 5: But at the same time, though, understand that the US

2183
01:45:12,560 --> 01:45:14,600
Speaker 5: gonna suck up the money if the principle of what

2184
01:45:14,680 --> 01:45:18,320
Speaker 5: we established and we was getting to the money didn't.

2185
01:45:17,000 --> 01:45:19,439
Speaker 2: I thought the money wasn't.

2186
01:45:22,400 --> 01:45:23,200
Speaker 5: I thought the money was.

2187
01:45:25,200 --> 01:45:26,160
Speaker 3: The relationship.

2188
01:45:26,240 --> 01:45:26,719
Speaker 2: The relation.

2189
01:45:26,840 --> 01:45:28,719
Speaker 5: I mean, yeah, we were working.

2190
01:45:29,120 --> 01:45:33,160
Speaker 3: We definitely like but you but we had a situation.

2191
01:45:33,520 --> 01:45:35,200
Speaker 3: You know, I had bitches. Now you want me to

2192
01:45:35,240 --> 01:45:37,000
Speaker 3: get rid of my bitches. I'm saying I.

2193
01:45:36,960 --> 01:45:40,160
Speaker 5: Heard a relationship podcast I'll tell you a lie ninety days.

2194
01:45:40,320 --> 01:45:42,120
Speaker 5: They said it was a husband and wife. When they

2195
01:45:42,120 --> 01:45:44,600
Speaker 5: talked about it, they said, it's unrealistic to expect that

2196
01:45:44,640 --> 01:45:47,000
Speaker 5: you're gonna go into any situation with any given person

2197
01:45:47,120 --> 01:45:49,800
Speaker 5: right and think that they have nothing going on. So

2198
01:45:49,880 --> 01:45:53,040
Speaker 5: what they did was is they they gave each other

2199
01:45:53,120 --> 01:45:55,559
Speaker 5: ninety days to cut tires. If any of the ninety

2200
01:45:55,600 --> 01:45:57,880
Speaker 5: days you're like, hey, I no long would want to

2201
01:45:57,880 --> 01:46:00,840
Speaker 5: participate in this US thing. I'm you're kind of trying

2202
01:46:00,880 --> 01:46:02,000
Speaker 5: to weigh my options.

2203
01:46:02,040 --> 01:46:02,600
Speaker 2: Cool.

2204
01:46:02,840 --> 01:46:04,760
Speaker 5: If at the end of the ninety days, you're like, look,

2205
01:46:04,800 --> 01:46:07,280
Speaker 5: I'm making a decision. You're no longer a choice. Then

2206
01:46:07,400 --> 01:46:09,800
Speaker 5: we proceed on in the fashion that's the type of proof.

2207
01:46:09,880 --> 01:46:12,720
Speaker 5: And then I'm trying to swear that's a long time

2208
01:46:14,120 --> 01:46:19,040
Speaker 5: still being because you haven't understandings.

2209
01:46:17,360 --> 01:46:19,719
Speaker 9: After the ninety days, a nigga, this is what's gonna

2210
01:46:19,720 --> 01:46:20,599
Speaker 9: typically happen.

2211
01:46:24,680 --> 01:46:28,120
Speaker 3: This is what's what usually happened after the ninety days.

2212
01:46:28,160 --> 01:46:29,600
Speaker 9: The nigga gonna be feeling you as well as you

2213
01:46:29,680 --> 01:46:34,000
Speaker 9: feeling him. So when you come to that, it's automatically.

2214
01:46:33,320 --> 01:46:35,320
Speaker 3: Yes, are you ready?

2215
01:46:37,640 --> 01:46:39,200
Speaker 1: What is the big Ready?

2216
01:46:40,960 --> 01:46:43,800
Speaker 3: Let's do this thing baby, right or wrong?

2217
01:46:45,720 --> 01:46:45,880
Speaker 7: Say?

2218
01:46:47,479 --> 01:46:51,160
Speaker 3: Because already we already.

2219
01:46:50,920 --> 01:46:52,400
Speaker 5: We make it to the end of the ninety days.

2220
01:46:52,439 --> 01:46:57,479
Speaker 5: That is the great boy we are. Can we make

2221
01:46:57,520 --> 01:46:59,920
Speaker 5: it till the ninety days with this understanding of you

2222
01:47:00,240 --> 01:47:03,599
Speaker 5: have this going on? But here's the thing, Yeah, that's.

2223
01:47:03,479 --> 01:47:04,120
Speaker 3: What it is.

2224
01:47:04,439 --> 01:47:07,160
Speaker 9: You can make it with with me knowing like through

2225
01:47:07,200 --> 01:47:08,720
Speaker 9: you like I know you do your own thing.

2226
01:47:08,800 --> 01:47:11,200
Speaker 3: I know your answer sometimes I know this. Can I

2227
01:47:11,240 --> 01:47:12,840
Speaker 3: deal with this bitch or can she deal with me?

2228
01:47:13,080 --> 01:47:13,320
Speaker 5: Type?

2229
01:47:13,360 --> 01:47:14,000
Speaker 3: You see what I'm saying.

2230
01:47:14,400 --> 01:47:18,880
Speaker 9: We make it to the ninety we can deal with Yeah, right,

2231
01:47:19,240 --> 01:47:20,320
Speaker 9: do all the trials.

2232
01:47:20,080 --> 01:47:23,760
Speaker 1: And triple la seeing that gonna make them ninety hard.

2233
01:47:24,320 --> 01:47:26,559
Speaker 6: Seeing her move, how she moved in action, gonna make

2234
01:47:26,560 --> 01:47:28,759
Speaker 6: them ninety days of days.

2235
01:47:28,600 --> 01:47:29,880
Speaker 3: It's like a trial subscription.

2236
01:47:29,960 --> 01:47:31,400
Speaker 8: You trying to Okay, So let me ask you all

2237
01:47:31,479 --> 01:47:34,680
Speaker 8: this with this ninety ninety days ship or whatever. So

2238
01:47:36,280 --> 01:47:40,800
Speaker 8: within this ninety days, are y'all supposed to be exclusive

2239
01:47:40,880 --> 01:47:41,360
Speaker 8: to each other?

2240
01:47:41,479 --> 01:47:44,040
Speaker 1: No, you're not. That's a part of the ninety days. No,

2241
01:47:44,120 --> 01:47:45,559
Speaker 1: we're not exclusive to each other.

2242
01:47:46,280 --> 01:47:49,200
Speaker 3: Yes, correct, she's cleaning her roster out.

2243
01:47:49,320 --> 01:47:51,000
Speaker 1: She got ninety days to clean her roster.

2244
01:47:51,040 --> 01:47:52,960
Speaker 5: Now, let's be real a lot of times and listen,

2245
01:47:53,160 --> 01:47:55,240
Speaker 5: women don't build different these days. But I don't know

2246
01:47:55,360 --> 01:47:58,320
Speaker 5: how I am. I'd have been like, if I know

2247
01:47:58,400 --> 01:48:00,479
Speaker 5: that my goal is to invest, I mean, you're on

2248
01:48:00,520 --> 01:48:03,879
Speaker 5: a long term basis. I'm slowly disseminated on the relationship.

2249
01:48:03,880 --> 01:48:06,000
Speaker 5: That would be my thought process with it. With a man,

2250
01:48:06,040 --> 01:48:08,120
Speaker 5: it may be a different perspective. He may just be like, look,

2251
01:48:08,120 --> 01:48:10,400
Speaker 5: I'm gonna see how long she won't be. But that's

2252
01:48:10,439 --> 01:48:12,400
Speaker 5: when at the end of the ninety days you come

2253
01:48:12,439 --> 01:48:14,959
Speaker 5: to the conclusion of do you want to continue to participate?

2254
01:48:16,880 --> 01:48:19,000
Speaker 5: But as a woman. I think it's unfair to come in.

2255
01:48:22,760 --> 01:48:23,000
Speaker 1: Woman.

2256
01:48:26,720 --> 01:48:30,200
Speaker 5: It's unrealistic to meet a new person and be like boom, hey,

2257
01:48:30,320 --> 01:48:32,920
Speaker 5: I like you cut off everything that you know off

2258
01:48:33,040 --> 01:48:34,960
Speaker 5: top like you do have to give people because that's

2259
01:48:35,000 --> 01:48:36,880
Speaker 5: what causes people to come back and cheat later.

2260
01:48:38,479 --> 01:48:41,080
Speaker 3: Let me say this, I think I think let do

2261
01:48:41,120 --> 01:48:42,720
Speaker 3: what you want to do? What he rather do?

2262
01:48:42,920 --> 01:48:47,840
Speaker 9: No real ship, I think motheruckers supposed to put that

2263
01:48:48,080 --> 01:48:48,879
Speaker 9: within themself.

2264
01:48:49,320 --> 01:48:53,320
Speaker 3: Yes, if he, if he's with me instead of.

2265
01:48:58,520 --> 01:49:02,280
Speaker 9: The calendar, is your If I'm the one right for

2266
01:49:02,360 --> 01:49:03,920
Speaker 9: ninety days, you know what I'm saying. I'm gonna see

2267
01:49:03,960 --> 01:49:06,160
Speaker 9: his energy. But I'm gonna know I ain't serious about

2268
01:49:06,160 --> 01:49:06,960
Speaker 9: this nigga.

2269
01:49:06,880 --> 01:49:09,360
Speaker 3: For ninety days or whatever. I ain't put my feelings

2270
01:49:09,360 --> 01:49:10,120
Speaker 3: in this ship. Yet.

2271
01:49:10,360 --> 01:49:12,240
Speaker 6: But if he starts showing you and he don't need

2272
01:49:12,360 --> 01:49:13,880
Speaker 6: But if he if he don't know he on the

2273
01:49:13,920 --> 01:49:16,320
Speaker 6: clock and he on them ninety days, you're gonna see.

2274
01:49:17,600 --> 01:49:19,240
Speaker 3: I'm gonna do test runs, like, let me see what

2275
01:49:19,320 --> 01:49:19,760
Speaker 3: the nigga is.

2276
01:49:23,200 --> 01:49:25,519
Speaker 9: Nigga doing that ship they want though fact, niggas do

2277
01:49:25,520 --> 01:49:27,519
Speaker 9: what they want, you know, man, One thing about.

2278
01:49:27,320 --> 01:49:27,640
Speaker 3: I don't know.

2279
01:49:27,760 --> 01:49:28,559
Speaker 1: Niggas do what they want.

2280
01:49:28,960 --> 01:49:31,599
Speaker 9: I know I'm a different I'm special to just discovered

2281
01:49:31,640 --> 01:49:34,000
Speaker 9: that period. So I can meet a woman and can

2282
01:49:34,040 --> 01:49:38,960
Speaker 9: tell how long I can know her first day and

2283
01:49:39,000 --> 01:49:42,280
Speaker 9: they ain't gotta be on no fucking ship even people, dudes, anybody,

2284
01:49:42,880 --> 01:49:44,720
Speaker 9: I know how long I'm gonna know you when I

2285
01:49:44,760 --> 01:49:45,400
Speaker 9: first meet.

2286
01:49:45,240 --> 01:49:49,360
Speaker 5: You, so canpoint, like, what are three things that tell you? Like,

2287
01:49:49,400 --> 01:49:51,200
Speaker 5: what are tell tale signs of how long?

2288
01:49:51,360 --> 01:49:53,840
Speaker 9: If we like minded, like if we agree on a

2289
01:49:53,920 --> 01:49:55,800
Speaker 9: lot or disagree on a lot, and then I like

2290
01:49:56,160 --> 01:49:56,840
Speaker 9: even people that.

2291
01:49:56,800 --> 01:49:58,920
Speaker 3: I disagree with, it's the way we disagree, I still.

2292
01:49:58,880 --> 01:50:02,880
Speaker 9: Want them around learning disagreeing, even though disagreeing, I'm kind

2293
01:50:02,880 --> 01:50:04,720
Speaker 9: of getting it too, Like, but.

2294
01:50:04,760 --> 01:50:06,719
Speaker 3: That's a good one, you know what I'm saying.

2295
01:50:06,960 --> 01:50:09,759
Speaker 9: So it just all depends on like I guess that's character,

2296
01:50:10,160 --> 01:50:13,479
Speaker 9: character traits or whatever. It all depends on, like your energy,

2297
01:50:13,520 --> 01:50:17,320
Speaker 9: how high your level is if you are ship ship

2298
01:50:17,439 --> 01:50:20,320
Speaker 9: just won't go right there, niggas, dang for me. You

2299
01:50:20,360 --> 01:50:22,479
Speaker 9: want the niggas who no, ship don't go right that's

2300
01:50:22,520 --> 01:50:24,360
Speaker 9: for me, you know what I'm saying.

2301
01:50:24,439 --> 01:50:26,439
Speaker 3: And then again, just.

2302
01:50:26,320 --> 01:50:28,760
Speaker 9: How you treat other motherfuckers that that's stand not how

2303
01:50:28,800 --> 01:50:30,360
Speaker 9: you treat me, Because I could be big bank.

2304
01:50:30,600 --> 01:50:32,200
Speaker 3: How you treat the nigga who pulled up with the

2305
01:50:32,200 --> 01:50:33,120
Speaker 3: parking nigga?

2306
01:50:33,600 --> 01:50:36,680
Speaker 9: You know what I'm saying you you don't need nigga.

2307
01:50:36,840 --> 01:50:39,719
Speaker 3: How you value people? Do you value successful people?

2308
01:50:40,160 --> 01:50:42,360
Speaker 1: Value people or accolades?

2309
01:50:44,320 --> 01:50:45,559
Speaker 3: So I know that off the rip.

2310
01:50:45,640 --> 01:50:47,240
Speaker 9: One time I be around you, I can just tell,

2311
01:50:47,360 --> 01:50:50,360
Speaker 9: like if you just how how you how you are

2312
01:50:50,439 --> 01:50:54,280
Speaker 9: to like public servants like people people with who get

2313
01:50:54,320 --> 01:50:56,200
Speaker 9: your food and all that ship Like to me, that's

2314
01:50:56,240 --> 01:50:57,679
Speaker 9: the like I can't.

2315
01:50:57,760 --> 01:51:00,000
Speaker 3: I just I think that's like the weirdest in the world.

2316
01:51:00,360 --> 01:51:00,519
Speaker 5: Yeah.

2317
01:51:01,360 --> 01:51:04,439
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like you's just nasty to everybody.

2318
01:51:04,040 --> 01:51:08,040
Speaker 2: That serves you, which is dumb because they're serving.

2319
01:51:08,240 --> 01:51:11,040
Speaker 9: But it's some people that's certain service that's nasty too.

2320
01:51:11,560 --> 01:51:14,320
Speaker 9: Sometimes to kill myself like man, bitch, don't too, I'd

2321
01:51:14,360 --> 01:51:16,439
Speaker 9: be just be like shit, man, lady could be stretched out,

2322
01:51:16,720 --> 01:51:18,240
Speaker 9: you know what I'm saying anything.

2323
01:51:18,760 --> 01:51:22,400
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, when you had them experience at them places

2324
01:51:22,439 --> 01:51:25,559
Speaker 6: like that, you really can't take it too personally women.

2325
01:51:25,640 --> 01:51:27,720
Speaker 9: I think women know too. They just they just like

2326
01:51:27,800 --> 01:51:32,600
Speaker 9: shit potential like ship. I might can love him, I

2327
01:51:32,680 --> 01:51:34,479
Speaker 9: might can't suck him out of that. Yeah.

2328
01:51:36,680 --> 01:51:38,640
Speaker 8: A lot of times women just be in denial like

2329
01:51:38,640 --> 01:51:41,519
Speaker 8: that on trip, Like you know what I mean. Somebody

2330
01:51:41,560 --> 01:51:43,360
Speaker 8: could be showing you exactly who they are and how

2331
01:51:43,400 --> 01:51:45,400
Speaker 8: they view you, but in your head you're like, maybe

2332
01:51:45,479 --> 01:51:48,000
Speaker 8: I trip it because this person does do this and

2333
01:51:48,040 --> 01:51:50,160
Speaker 8: the last person I was dealing with didn't do this

2334
01:51:50,240 --> 01:51:51,559
Speaker 8: at all, but this person do this.

2335
01:51:52,120 --> 01:51:55,720
Speaker 5: Yeah, I think too. Sometimes when it comes to like

2336
01:51:56,040 --> 01:51:59,439
Speaker 5: analyzing a person's character value in the position they're supposed

2337
01:51:59,439 --> 01:52:02,559
Speaker 5: to play in your life, a lot of times falling

2338
01:52:02,640 --> 01:52:05,599
Speaker 5: in love or being fond of potential from a woman

2339
01:52:05,720 --> 01:52:09,080
Speaker 5: or a man, we get egotistical into the sense to

2340
01:52:09,120 --> 01:52:11,839
Speaker 5: where you might recognize certain character traits a person already

2341
01:52:11,920 --> 01:52:14,200
Speaker 5: has and you think that you can change them. And

2342
01:52:14,240 --> 01:52:16,360
Speaker 5: someone said to me one time, they were like, your

2343
01:52:16,400 --> 01:52:18,519
Speaker 5: ego told you that that one. They wouldn't do it

2344
01:52:18,520 --> 01:52:20,280
Speaker 5: to you, but you already knew it was in them,

2345
01:52:20,520 --> 01:52:23,400
Speaker 5: And I was like, damn, that's real. Though that comes

2346
01:52:23,400 --> 01:52:24,280
Speaker 5: with thinking you can.

2347
01:52:24,200 --> 01:52:26,920
Speaker 3: Change your ego would make you feel like a nigga

2348
01:52:26,960 --> 01:52:27,360
Speaker 3: won't do it.

2349
01:52:27,680 --> 01:52:29,400
Speaker 5: You just seen it, but you've already seen a minute.

2350
01:52:29,439 --> 01:52:29,960
Speaker 2: So it's like.

2351
01:52:32,880 --> 01:52:36,840
Speaker 5: The next person. But that's why even what you just said,

2352
01:52:37,120 --> 01:52:40,240
Speaker 5: come on, now, you say what number one? The value

2353
01:52:40,280 --> 01:52:42,120
Speaker 5: that you have understanding.

2354
01:52:41,680 --> 01:52:44,400
Speaker 3: The woman that cheats with a man and feel like when.

2355
01:52:45,240 --> 01:52:49,240
Speaker 5: He's gonna be loyal, that's that's our That is delusion.

2356
01:52:49,640 --> 01:52:51,920
Speaker 8: Yeah, that's just dumb. He didn't like you that much.

2357
01:52:51,960 --> 01:52:55,559
Speaker 8: You're the only person he would have cheated with. A

2358
01:52:55,560 --> 01:52:58,960
Speaker 8: lot of women like it's that he would cheat with.

2359
01:52:59,080 --> 01:53:01,160
Speaker 8: So once we get an he ain't on nobody else,

2360
01:53:01,200 --> 01:53:06,519
Speaker 8: he only won't me. But they don't need to be

2361
01:53:06,520 --> 01:53:09,360
Speaker 8: honest though, Like most women fall in love with a

2362
01:53:09,400 --> 01:53:14,160
Speaker 8: god's potential and they feel like because of how this

2363
01:53:14,240 --> 01:53:16,120
Speaker 8: nigga is treating her and how this niggas making her

2364
01:53:16,160 --> 01:53:21,840
Speaker 8: feel that she has the magic sauce to be able

2365
01:53:21,880 --> 01:53:22,960
Speaker 8: to change this nigga.

2366
01:53:23,720 --> 01:53:29,000
Speaker 5: And hey man, we're.

2367
01:53:28,880 --> 01:53:31,600
Speaker 2: Speaking of a man cheating. Can you being aside to

2368
01:53:31,680 --> 01:53:32,240
Speaker 2: him cheating?

2369
01:53:32,600 --> 01:53:32,800
Speaker 3: Right?

2370
01:53:33,200 --> 01:53:33,400
Speaker 2: Yeah?

2371
01:53:33,760 --> 01:53:36,280
Speaker 5: It really be like it's sometimes it's not even a side.

2372
01:53:36,479 --> 01:53:38,840
Speaker 8: Because because because I'm gonna just tell you what I've seen,

2373
01:53:38,880 --> 01:53:41,280
Speaker 8: like from experience dealing with niggas, like cause you know,

2374
01:53:41,439 --> 01:53:44,920
Speaker 8: I don't really have any whole friends, well like female friends,

2375
01:53:44,960 --> 01:53:48,280
Speaker 8: Like all my friends are niggas. So I see the

2376
01:53:48,320 --> 01:53:51,200
Speaker 8: ship that they put down, and I see the ship

2377
01:53:51,240 --> 01:53:53,680
Speaker 8: that they say, and the ship that they use to

2378
01:53:53,720 --> 01:53:56,240
Speaker 8: get what they got to get what they want, like

2379
01:53:56,560 --> 01:53:59,080
Speaker 8: on some players club ship or whatever. But it's like

2380
01:53:59,280 --> 01:54:05,080
Speaker 8: a bitch feels like okay, say say I go with

2381
01:54:05,800 --> 01:54:09,400
Speaker 8: Kodak and Scream is my side. Bitch, I'm over here

2382
01:54:09,439 --> 01:54:12,120
Speaker 8: with Scream. I mean no, like.

2383
01:54:12,120 --> 01:54:16,200
Speaker 2: You know what I'm trying to say, Nigga, I'm sorry.

2384
01:54:15,880 --> 01:54:20,040
Speaker 8: But I'm over here with Scream.

2385
01:54:20,880 --> 01:54:21,519
Speaker 2: I'm over here.

2386
01:54:21,640 --> 01:54:34,280
Speaker 8: I'm over here with Scream, like confiding and Scream, but

2387
01:54:34,360 --> 01:54:37,320
Speaker 8: I'm over here with Scream like I'm I'm laying up

2388
01:54:37,360 --> 01:54:41,960
Speaker 8: with Scream. I'm letting Scream cook me dinner. I'm confiding

2389
01:54:41,960 --> 01:54:45,880
Speaker 8: and Scream about certain ship. So I'm making Scream feel

2390
01:54:46,000 --> 01:54:48,880
Speaker 8: like you know what I'm saying. I Scream is listening

2391
01:54:48,880 --> 01:54:51,600
Speaker 8: to me on the phone arguing with my bitch, you

2392
01:54:51,600 --> 01:54:58,240
Speaker 8: know what I'm saying. So it's like, yeah, I feel like, okay, ship,

2393
01:54:58,440 --> 01:55:01,360
Speaker 8: I'm the peace. I'm be like, I'm where this nigga

2394
01:55:01,400 --> 01:55:04,320
Speaker 8: wants to be. So then I start feeling like, okay,

2395
01:55:04,360 --> 01:55:07,200
Speaker 8: I'm where this nigga is supposed to be. So if

2396
01:55:07,240 --> 01:55:08,880
Speaker 8: I'm where this nigga wants to be and where this

2397
01:55:08,920 --> 01:55:11,920
Speaker 8: nigga is supposed to be and I'm were doing all

2398
01:55:11,920 --> 01:55:15,240
Speaker 8: the same ship that he's that me and him and

2399
01:55:15,280 --> 01:55:16,720
Speaker 8: me are doing all the same ship that me and

2400
01:55:16,760 --> 01:55:19,240
Speaker 8: him are doing for lack of a better way to

2401
01:55:19,240 --> 01:55:22,200
Speaker 8: put it, or for what I see, then I'm gonna

2402
01:55:22,240 --> 01:55:27,400
Speaker 8: feel like, Okay, well there's a shift, and it's shifting

2403
01:55:27,440 --> 01:55:31,200
Speaker 8: my way. So now that I've started developing feelings for

2404
01:55:31,240 --> 01:55:34,760
Speaker 8: this nigga, because I feel like I'm this nigga safe space,

2405
01:55:34,920 --> 01:55:37,080
Speaker 8: and now that opens me up to make me want

2406
01:55:37,080 --> 01:55:40,280
Speaker 8: to cater to this nigga, I feel like, Okay, well

2407
01:55:41,080 --> 01:55:41,480
Speaker 8: I got to.

2408
01:55:41,480 --> 01:55:46,200
Speaker 2: Step up because I'm next in line.

2409
01:55:46,640 --> 01:55:49,400
Speaker 9: And and even though so so get so who gets

2410
01:55:49,400 --> 01:55:50,000
Speaker 9: your position?

2411
01:55:50,080 --> 01:55:52,200
Speaker 2: Now, That's what I was about to say, because he's

2412
01:55:52,200 --> 01:55:52,560
Speaker 2: doing that.

2413
01:55:52,560 --> 01:55:57,720
Speaker 11: Same somebody else gotta get I'm saying, I don't think

2414
01:55:57,760 --> 01:55:59,800
Speaker 11: that far, and then I talk that far.

2415
01:55:59,840 --> 01:56:02,080
Speaker 8: They just know, like they just feel like they won,

2416
01:56:02,840 --> 01:56:05,640
Speaker 8: you know, but they don't even understand that what they

2417
01:56:05,680 --> 01:56:07,800
Speaker 8: want isn't even a prize because at the end of

2418
01:56:07,800 --> 01:56:11,640
Speaker 8: the day, this bitch is probably tired of this nigga

2419
01:56:12,160 --> 01:56:15,600
Speaker 8: and gladly handing him over, like you know what I'm saying.

2420
01:56:15,760 --> 01:56:18,760
Speaker 2: Like, so it's like, I mean, with the glasses, bro,

2421
01:56:18,840 --> 01:56:19,320
Speaker 2: come on, bro.

2422
01:56:19,800 --> 01:56:24,960
Speaker 8: But I'm just saying, like, not only not only you

2423
01:56:25,040 --> 01:56:26,440
Speaker 8: also got to think of it like this, not.

2424
01:56:30,120 --> 01:56:30,960
Speaker 2: Only is it y'all.

2425
01:56:31,040 --> 01:56:34,160
Speaker 8: Sometimes that person the guy have a whole nother other

2426
01:56:34,200 --> 01:56:37,040
Speaker 8: person that he complain in the be having too many people,

2427
01:56:38,080 --> 01:56:43,120
Speaker 8: everybody scattered all about because girls be giving away all

2428
01:56:43,160 --> 01:56:45,680
Speaker 8: the time, like oh you got all this going on over.

2429
01:56:45,480 --> 01:56:50,680
Speaker 3: There, finish it like screen time out like going with you,

2430
01:56:53,560 --> 01:56:56,520
Speaker 3: I say, some women, don't them.

2431
01:56:56,560 --> 01:56:58,680
Speaker 5: The one that was going by the niggas was doing

2432
01:56:58,720 --> 01:57:00,120
Speaker 5: what she says, God.

2433
01:57:00,040 --> 01:57:03,480
Speaker 9: With you, bro' you real nigga, which you got some

2434
01:57:03,520 --> 01:57:08,320
Speaker 9: bitch like that too, like real nigga with you brother that. Yeah,

2435
01:57:08,400 --> 01:57:10,400
Speaker 9: but see that baby doing all that because I gotta

2436
01:57:10,400 --> 01:57:11,960
Speaker 9: get this thing and check I got a nigga.

2437
01:57:12,240 --> 01:57:16,680
Speaker 3: Can't be doing all that, you know how it soill

2438
01:57:16,800 --> 01:57:17,120
Speaker 3: on that.

2439
01:57:17,160 --> 01:57:20,440
Speaker 5: But with you, she's she's intimately related to it, though

2440
01:57:24,160 --> 01:57:27,120
Speaker 5: I think she's talking about the else going on.

2441
01:57:27,200 --> 01:57:31,520
Speaker 9: Though, I'm just saying like, yeah, I just I just

2442
01:57:31,560 --> 01:57:33,800
Speaker 9: feel like in the day, anything is possible.

2443
01:57:34,680 --> 01:57:37,400
Speaker 8: But then but but I'm just telling you, like with

2444
01:57:37,400 --> 01:57:41,440
Speaker 8: with with the scream type of sides.

2445
01:57:41,240 --> 01:57:43,480
Speaker 3: Them gooft holes. Ain't gotten it that's going on.

2446
01:57:43,840 --> 01:57:45,880
Speaker 8: But what I'm saying is once it gets to the

2447
01:57:45,920 --> 01:57:51,400
Speaker 8: point where they're starting to realize, Okay, I'm stuck then

2448
01:57:51,440 --> 01:57:55,080
Speaker 8: were you stagged in as a word, No, I'm stuck

2449
01:57:55,160 --> 01:57:59,720
Speaker 8: in this position and I'm not elevating on to the main.

2450
01:58:00,280 --> 01:58:00,480
Speaker 6: Yeah.

2451
01:58:00,720 --> 01:58:03,080
Speaker 8: Like then that's when the feelings start coming in and

2452
01:58:03,120 --> 01:58:04,360
Speaker 8: the crazy ship starts happening.

2453
01:58:04,440 --> 01:58:06,760
Speaker 9: Don't never get crazy? How you get crazy on the

2454
01:58:06,880 --> 01:58:09,800
Speaker 9: crazy motherfucker? And she ain't that like, look we've been

2455
01:58:09,880 --> 01:58:14,840
Speaker 9: put up hey thinking she's thinking like shall him thinking?

2456
01:58:14,120 --> 01:58:15,840
Speaker 3: She tried to tell you, Like.

2457
01:58:17,640 --> 01:58:20,160
Speaker 9: I'm just saying, like you just like Puffy just fucked

2458
01:58:20,200 --> 01:58:23,200
Speaker 9: up with that ship, waited too long to tell the truth.

2459
01:58:23,440 --> 01:58:25,160
Speaker 3: Sometimes you gotta tell the truth in the beginning.

2460
01:58:26,840 --> 01:58:27,720
Speaker 5: That's what that is.

2461
01:58:27,760 --> 01:58:29,480
Speaker 3: A crazy bitch I had on the new Baby I

2462
01:58:29,480 --> 01:58:32,160
Speaker 3: fucked up. It's a crazy bitch.

2463
01:58:32,200 --> 01:58:33,720
Speaker 9: Bight be looking fun of some ship, you know what

2464
01:58:33,720 --> 01:58:35,960
Speaker 9: I'm saying, Like, whatever it is, you gotta face and

2465
01:58:36,040 --> 01:58:37,960
Speaker 9: face head on, lock your door.

2466
01:58:38,200 --> 01:58:40,480
Speaker 3: What's the worst than that? How can you get crazy?

2467
01:58:40,480 --> 01:58:40,720
Speaker 7: Bitch?

2468
01:58:40,720 --> 01:58:41,600
Speaker 3: Fuck you gone?

2469
01:58:42,640 --> 01:58:43,040
Speaker 2: Yeah?

2470
01:58:43,120 --> 01:58:44,240
Speaker 3: How can you crazy?

2471
01:58:44,280 --> 01:58:48,360
Speaker 5: How you have to understand your role and.

2472
01:58:48,040 --> 01:58:52,600
Speaker 3: How you're blocked on everything? What are you talking about?

2473
01:58:54,560 --> 01:59:00,959
Speaker 8: But what I'm saying is is some niggas that that.

2474
01:58:59,720 --> 01:59:02,000
Speaker 2: That over most niggas play off side.

2475
01:59:03,840 --> 01:59:04,160
Speaker 3: Crazy.

2476
01:59:04,240 --> 01:59:08,160
Speaker 8: But what I'm saying is it's niggas that allow this

2477
01:59:08,280 --> 01:59:10,560
Speaker 8: bitch to invoke fear into them.

2478
01:59:10,720 --> 01:59:13,240
Speaker 3: Yeah. They scared. They scared of everybody.

2479
01:59:13,400 --> 01:59:17,040
Speaker 9: You scared of your girl, you everybody, You're.

2480
01:59:16,880 --> 01:59:18,080
Speaker 3: Scared ship getting out?

2481
01:59:18,520 --> 01:59:18,760
Speaker 1: Yeah.

2482
01:59:18,920 --> 01:59:21,520
Speaker 2: Like so it's like because it's cause this niggas.

2483
01:59:21,560 --> 01:59:23,600
Speaker 8: Like another thing that I've noticed with niggas is like,

2484
01:59:24,200 --> 01:59:26,160
Speaker 8: as long as they're able to keep all their bitches

2485
01:59:26,280 --> 01:59:29,080
Speaker 8: separated and keep everybody in their corners, then they can

2486
01:59:29,120 --> 01:59:30,200
Speaker 8: live their lie in peace.

2487
01:59:30,240 --> 01:59:31,960
Speaker 3: That's the safest way though, for sure.

2488
01:59:34,720 --> 01:59:37,000
Speaker 8: But then when these bitches start mumming into each other

2489
01:59:37,160 --> 01:59:41,240
Speaker 8: and crossing paths and comparing stories and linking up and ship,

2490
01:59:41,320 --> 01:59:44,800
Speaker 8: then it's like.

2491
01:59:44,000 --> 01:59:44,920
Speaker 2: Kingdom is crumbling.

2492
01:59:44,960 --> 01:59:46,000
Speaker 3: You gotta face the music.

2493
01:59:46,400 --> 01:59:49,600
Speaker 9: Yeah, but with anything, bro, that ain't even damn the

2494
01:59:49,640 --> 01:59:52,360
Speaker 9: relationshipship were talking about with anything, But you just gotta

2495
01:59:52,400 --> 01:59:54,880
Speaker 9: sometimes you got on in that ship. Bro, at the

2496
01:59:55,000 --> 01:59:56,840
Speaker 9: end of the day, Bro, you can't hide from what

2497
01:59:57,040 --> 01:59:59,520
Speaker 9: it is. Like You're gonna you're gonna be dealing with

2498
01:59:59,560 --> 02:00:02,920
Speaker 9: that ship. Well you all like, man, you know what

2499
02:00:02,960 --> 02:00:04,400
Speaker 9: I'm saying you're gonna be dealing with that. You might

2500
02:00:04,680 --> 02:00:05,400
Speaker 9: go on to face it.

2501
02:00:05,840 --> 02:00:06,640
Speaker 3: For with the niggas.

2502
02:00:06,640 --> 02:00:08,320
Speaker 9: What I think of me is worse the way worse

2503
02:00:08,360 --> 02:00:10,280
Speaker 9: than any other niggas think of me. That's the only

2504
02:00:10,320 --> 02:00:12,200
Speaker 9: thing gonna make me feel fucked up. Like I know

2505
02:00:12,280 --> 02:00:14,320
Speaker 9: in my heart, think you just did some whole shit

2506
02:00:14,760 --> 02:00:15,600
Speaker 9: that's gonna fuck.

2507
02:00:15,440 --> 02:00:17,360
Speaker 3: With me worse than a nigga. Then you knowing I

2508
02:00:17,400 --> 02:00:19,240
Speaker 3: did some whole ass shit, it's gonna fuck with me,

2509
02:00:19,320 --> 02:00:19,960
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying.

2510
02:00:20,080 --> 02:00:23,680
Speaker 5: It's that comes with being securing yourself, though, because then

2511
02:00:24,280 --> 02:00:27,000
Speaker 5: being securing yourself don't just come with being able to

2512
02:00:27,160 --> 02:00:29,480
Speaker 5: advocate for the things you do well, but also be

2513
02:00:29,600 --> 02:00:32,160
Speaker 5: able to recognize a man. I know who I am,

2514
02:00:32,240 --> 02:00:34,520
Speaker 5: and that ship was outside of who I am. So

2515
02:00:34,600 --> 02:00:37,280
Speaker 5: let me stand on business about that, you know, let

2516
02:00:37,280 --> 02:00:40,680
Speaker 5: me deal with the repercussions of making that decision or

2517
02:00:40,840 --> 02:00:44,040
Speaker 5: invoking whatever action you did. But you have to know

2518
02:00:44,120 --> 02:00:46,200
Speaker 5: yourself to be able to know what's besides yourself. Some

2519
02:00:46,280 --> 02:00:48,320
Speaker 5: nigga be so lost, boy, they just do anything.

2520
02:00:48,480 --> 02:00:50,280
Speaker 9: Some people ain't gonna just say niggas. Some of the

2521
02:00:50,480 --> 02:00:53,000
Speaker 9: females too, they just be out. They Some people just

2522
02:00:53,080 --> 02:00:57,480
Speaker 9: can't stand on standing on the truth never. Some motherfuckers

2523
02:00:57,520 --> 02:01:00,680
Speaker 9: just can't believe like I did that, So I ain't

2524
02:01:00,920 --> 02:01:03,560
Speaker 9: never say I did something like that or when not

2525
02:01:03,720 --> 02:01:05,640
Speaker 9: bad or whatever. Man, I don't give fuck.

2526
02:01:06,080 --> 02:01:08,640
Speaker 5: I think the mirror is a scary place for somebody

2527
02:01:08,640 --> 02:01:12,760
Speaker 5: who's not prepared to really receive themselves as they are. Like,

2528
02:01:12,800 --> 02:01:15,600
Speaker 5: the mirror gets scary, So you gotta be able to

2529
02:01:15,640 --> 02:01:17,520
Speaker 5: be when you're a person who looks in the mirror.

2530
02:01:17,520 --> 02:01:19,720
Speaker 5: You gotta make sure you're around motherfucker's doing the same thing.

2531
02:01:20,120 --> 02:01:22,400
Speaker 9: The worst motherfucker in the world who can justify some

2532
02:01:22,440 --> 02:01:25,040
Speaker 9: sucker ship like that's what the motherfucker do? They want

2533
02:01:25,080 --> 02:01:27,040
Speaker 9: to be as long as I can justify I really

2534
02:01:27,120 --> 02:01:30,600
Speaker 9: didn't do it. Yeah, and they mind, like if you

2535
02:01:30,680 --> 02:01:32,760
Speaker 9: did something to me before I do something to you,

2536
02:01:32,560 --> 02:01:34,520
Speaker 9: if I can make up something in my head that

2537
02:01:34,600 --> 02:01:36,560
Speaker 9: I feel like you did to me, that even if

2538
02:01:36,600 --> 02:01:38,879
Speaker 9: I even said it to you, fact I could justify

2539
02:01:39,040 --> 02:01:40,040
Speaker 9: my actions and what I.

2540
02:01:39,960 --> 02:01:42,920
Speaker 6: Did need worth a conversation because whatever, no matter what

2541
02:01:42,960 --> 02:01:44,480
Speaker 6: bullshit that do, they got a reason for it.

2542
02:01:44,640 --> 02:01:44,840
Speaker 3: Yeah.

2543
02:01:45,720 --> 02:01:47,560
Speaker 5: And the people be the most lost for real.

2544
02:01:48,120 --> 02:01:49,840
Speaker 1: You can't even talk to them because they never feel

2545
02:01:49,840 --> 02:01:50,120
Speaker 1: like they did.

2546
02:01:50,240 --> 02:01:50,800
Speaker 3: You're wrong.

2547
02:02:00,280 --> 02:02:05,040
Speaker 1: Because you're wrong. You are wrong.

2548
02:02:05,280 --> 02:02:06,800
Speaker 3: You got you for everything?

2549
02:02:07,000 --> 02:02:07,880
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I did that.

2550
02:02:07,840 --> 02:02:11,600
Speaker 5: Because some people's best teacher is Carmen though, and you

2551
02:02:11,640 --> 02:02:15,320
Speaker 5: ain't always gonna be the the person the voice to

2552
02:02:15,400 --> 02:02:18,680
Speaker 5: be able to get that realization. So I've made peace

2553
02:02:18,960 --> 02:02:21,280
Speaker 5: with some people being like you know what, like that's

2554
02:02:21,320 --> 02:02:24,520
Speaker 5: not my role and responsibility to tell you, but it's

2555
02:02:24,560 --> 02:02:26,640
Speaker 5: for me to know, so that I know to separate

2556
02:02:26,720 --> 02:02:29,920
Speaker 5: myself and only participate with what works for me. But

2557
02:02:30,000 --> 02:02:31,480
Speaker 5: I ain't gonna make you believe it.

2558
02:02:32,040 --> 02:02:35,520
Speaker 6: Like when when she always somebody else thought like god damn,

2559
02:02:35,880 --> 02:02:38,320
Speaker 6: that was like nothing you ever did is your doing

2560
02:02:38,480 --> 02:02:38,760
Speaker 6: for me?

2561
02:02:40,480 --> 02:02:43,080
Speaker 9: A nigga blame you for your whole fucking life whole

2562
02:02:43,080 --> 02:02:45,160
Speaker 9: when you your bro would have got took me on

2563
02:02:45,200 --> 02:02:45,520
Speaker 9: the road.

2564
02:02:47,600 --> 02:02:51,000
Speaker 6: And I think that's crazy because how is your how

2565
02:02:52,000 --> 02:02:53,680
Speaker 6: how how is your household?

2566
02:02:54,120 --> 02:02:55,200
Speaker 1: How is your.

2567
02:02:55,080 --> 02:02:59,760
Speaker 3: Household the responsibility of another? I know some niggas realization

2568
02:03:00,160 --> 02:03:02,800
Speaker 3: like that, like man, nigga, like you went down man.

2569
02:03:02,920 --> 02:03:04,640
Speaker 1: Damn, bro, bro let me.

2570
02:03:06,880 --> 02:03:12,840
Speaker 3: Bro tell you, like what do you do? And nigga

2571
02:03:12,880 --> 02:03:15,680
Speaker 3: know what you did? What? Bro?

2572
02:03:15,800 --> 02:03:16,600
Speaker 1: What what is it?

2573
02:03:16,880 --> 02:03:22,400
Speaker 3: What? What is it? And he's just fu what happened though.

2574
02:03:23,480 --> 02:03:25,960
Speaker 6: That why you can't rumble one side you want to

2575
02:03:25,960 --> 02:03:29,200
Speaker 6: talk about this, you can't rumble one side of the truth.

2576
02:03:29,560 --> 02:03:32,640
Speaker 6: Niggas make you feel like damn bro, Bruh said you

2577
02:03:32,840 --> 02:03:33,480
Speaker 6: some bullshit?

2578
02:03:33,800 --> 02:03:37,000
Speaker 3: Man. I told that nigga no one time fabricated emotions.

2579
02:03:37,200 --> 02:03:42,600
Speaker 9: Fabricated emotions. Fui bro, I'm just saying, like, faking fuck, bro,

2580
02:03:42,800 --> 02:03:44,440
Speaker 9: what did you don't like?

2581
02:03:45,200 --> 02:03:45,240
Speaker 4: You?

2582
02:03:45,360 --> 02:03:46,280
Speaker 3: Faking?

2583
02:03:49,720 --> 02:03:52,280
Speaker 6: That's our whole different birdson that you get created in

2584
02:03:52,320 --> 02:03:53,040
Speaker 6: a nigga head.

2585
02:03:53,120 --> 02:03:55,720
Speaker 3: I don't give a fu with no you know, I

2586
02:03:55,760 --> 02:03:58,600
Speaker 3: mean the people that google World population please somebody?

2587
02:03:58,600 --> 02:04:01,720
Speaker 9: Eight billion, man, So what the fuck I give a

2588
02:04:01,720 --> 02:04:04,160
Speaker 9: fuck about. I don't even probably know them, but a

2589
02:04:04,200 --> 02:04:11,000
Speaker 9: million people erase all them and meet eight billion more motherfuckers.

2590
02:04:11,320 --> 02:04:12,120
Speaker 2: It's actually more.

2591
02:04:12,160 --> 02:04:15,600
Speaker 8: In twenty twenty two, it was seven point nine five

2592
02:04:15,760 --> 02:04:17,000
Speaker 8: one billion.

2593
02:04:17,240 --> 02:04:19,800
Speaker 9: You know how many motherfuckers a nigga mean I could save?

2594
02:04:21,040 --> 02:04:22,800
Speaker 3: Be Okay, seven point.

2595
02:04:24,400 --> 02:04:25,360
Speaker 1: That's more than eight billion.

2596
02:04:25,800 --> 02:04:27,600
Speaker 8: No, I said, it's probably more now because that was

2597
02:04:27,640 --> 02:04:28,760
Speaker 8: in the year twenty twenty two.

2598
02:04:31,680 --> 02:04:33,800
Speaker 6: You never fell out with somebody that I couldn't hear

2599
02:04:33,840 --> 02:04:35,120
Speaker 6: you because I had my glasses on.

2600
02:04:36,600 --> 02:04:38,320
Speaker 3: You never fell out with nobody that you didn't know.

2601
02:04:40,120 --> 02:04:40,920
Speaker 3: That's true to me.

2602
02:04:41,560 --> 02:04:43,640
Speaker 6: You said you never fell out with somebody that you

2603
02:04:43,680 --> 02:04:45,080
Speaker 6: didn't know.

2604
02:04:45,200 --> 02:04:46,760
Speaker 2: What if you get into it something there mind.

2605
02:04:46,880 --> 02:04:49,040
Speaker 3: I'm just saying you know that they're just like I

2606
02:04:49,120 --> 02:04:49,880
Speaker 3: know how to walk away.

2607
02:04:49,960 --> 02:04:51,760
Speaker 8: But you can't fall out with us with a nigga

2608
02:04:51,840 --> 02:04:53,480
Speaker 8: or a bitch that you don't know, because at the

2609
02:04:53,600 --> 02:04:56,520
Speaker 8: end of the day, that interaction doesn't matter because you

2610
02:04:56,560 --> 02:04:57,040
Speaker 8: don't know that.

2611
02:04:57,840 --> 02:05:00,000
Speaker 6: I would supposed to be talking craze on social media

2612
02:05:00,240 --> 02:05:01,760
Speaker 6: like a nigga get crazy in the comments.

2613
02:05:01,800 --> 02:05:07,520
Speaker 3: I ain't commenting back to you, boy.

2614
02:05:06,160 --> 02:05:09,320
Speaker 9: Yes you do be coming just coming back to the nigga.

2615
02:05:09,360 --> 02:05:11,920
Speaker 9: What I say about their opinion.

2616
02:05:11,680 --> 02:05:13,960
Speaker 3: Ship a big fast ship. Why you can't talk about opinion?

2617
02:05:14,000 --> 02:05:17,760
Speaker 1: I seen, I seen, I.

2618
02:05:17,680 --> 02:05:20,320
Speaker 6: Said, yeah for what I wanted to sometimes I said

2619
02:05:20,320 --> 02:05:23,600
Speaker 6: I instigate ship too, Yeah, because you need you need

2620
02:05:23,640 --> 02:05:24,480
Speaker 6: comments for engaging.

2621
02:05:27,160 --> 02:05:30,800
Speaker 3: Nah, that's facts. I definitely I don't even agree with.

2622
02:05:30,960 --> 02:05:32,000
Speaker 2: Man, were three hours in?

2623
02:05:32,160 --> 02:05:37,440
Speaker 3: Man, put the whole thing out. Don't even got and

2624
02:05:37,560 --> 02:05:38,120
Speaker 3: just put it up.

2625
02:05:38,280 --> 02:05:40,560
Speaker 2: Even what you're asking how long the episode.

2626
02:05:40,120 --> 02:05:42,200
Speaker 3: Was about the women?

2627
02:05:42,240 --> 02:05:42,440
Speaker 7: Though?

2628
02:05:43,480 --> 02:05:46,960
Speaker 3: Me liking that ship.

2629
02:05:46,560 --> 02:05:51,680
Speaker 2: Hour episode, that's the whole hour.

2630
02:05:52,200 --> 02:05:53,200
Speaker 3: She knows that my job.

2631
02:05:54,880 --> 02:05:56,360
Speaker 2: So take all this part out.

2632
02:05:56,680 --> 02:06:02,160
Speaker 3: Misleading the people now, But I do feel like.

2633
02:06:02,160 --> 02:06:06,320
Speaker 9: It's it's uh, it's fund up the same man.

2634
02:06:06,360 --> 02:06:10,160
Speaker 3: But I just that ship not just me though, bro, Like.

2635
02:06:10,480 --> 02:06:13,200
Speaker 9: We got a whole group, like a whole say put

2636
02:06:13,240 --> 02:06:15,240
Speaker 9: too much about this thing?

2637
02:06:18,600 --> 02:06:24,840
Speaker 7: Yeah, not serious all the way, A.

2638
02:06:26,640 --> 02:06:29,240
Speaker 3: Men that's trying to figure this ship out. Bro, Like

2639
02:06:29,280 --> 02:06:30,600
Speaker 3: the niggas is really hold.

2640
02:06:30,640 --> 02:06:34,240
Speaker 9: Let me say, can you be a bad husband but

2641
02:06:34,320 --> 02:06:34,920
Speaker 9: a good person?

2642
02:06:35,280 --> 02:06:35,560
Speaker 2: Yes?

2643
02:06:35,960 --> 02:06:36,200
Speaker 3: Yeah?

2644
02:06:36,320 --> 02:06:43,280
Speaker 9: Hell yeah okay, and vice versa, a good good, good

2645
02:06:43,320 --> 02:06:43,760
Speaker 9: person but.

2646
02:06:43,720 --> 02:06:44,480
Speaker 1: A bad husband.

2647
02:06:45,160 --> 02:06:50,360
Speaker 9: Oh yeah, yeah, I think you could. Man like, not

2648
02:06:50,360 --> 02:06:51,600
Speaker 9: not to say I'm either one.

2649
02:06:51,480 --> 02:06:54,160
Speaker 5: But everything and for everybody.

2650
02:06:54,400 --> 02:06:58,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, you can be a philanthropist but also a misogyne

2651
02:07:00,360 --> 02:07:01,840
Speaker 3: what a misogynist?

2652
02:07:04,520 --> 02:07:07,960
Speaker 8: And there's absolutely, completely and totally no correlation between the two.

2653
02:07:10,280 --> 02:07:21,840
Speaker 6: What philanthropist you thought? Also, it's my fault. You don't

2654
02:07:21,840 --> 02:07:22,880
Speaker 6: know what philanthropy is.

2655
02:07:23,000 --> 02:07:26,640
Speaker 8: I know what the philanthropy isist is a person that

2656
02:07:26,720 --> 02:07:27,960
Speaker 8: makes charitable donation.

2657
02:07:28,160 --> 02:07:29,040
Speaker 1: What's a misogynist?

2658
02:07:29,200 --> 02:07:31,720
Speaker 2: A misogynist is a person that hates women.

2659
02:07:31,920 --> 02:07:34,320
Speaker 8: So if I say a nigga can like to give money,

2660
02:07:34,360 --> 02:07:37,080
Speaker 8: don't ever play with me about you know what the

2661
02:07:37,080 --> 02:07:40,360
Speaker 8: words like, you don't know the correlation between the two.

2662
02:07:40,440 --> 02:07:42,920
Speaker 2: Explain to me the connection. You know so much, goggles.

2663
02:07:44,760 --> 02:07:46,840
Speaker 6: You could be a philanthropist, a nigga that like to

2664
02:07:46,920 --> 02:07:49,840
Speaker 6: give money to different organizations, but also be a nigga

2665
02:07:49,880 --> 02:07:56,240
Speaker 6: that cheat on his wife. What we just say you could,

2666
02:07:56,240 --> 02:07:57,600
Speaker 6: you could be a good person.

2667
02:07:57,280 --> 02:08:04,560
Speaker 3: But husband that makes it nobody nobody? Three? Where was

2668
02:08:04,600 --> 02:08:09,840
Speaker 3: the goddess? Yeah, just hanging on the goggles.

2669
02:08:10,640 --> 02:08:10,880
Speaker 7: Good.

2670
02:08:11,360 --> 02:08:11,800
Speaker 2: I like that.

2671
02:08:13,800 --> 02:08:15,400
Speaker 1: They don't they're gonna watch that.

2672
02:08:15,760 --> 02:08:16,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, he was making a good point.

2673
02:08:18,360 --> 02:08:20,360
Speaker 2: Please me help you with your point. What was your point?

2674
02:08:20,440 --> 02:08:25,040
Speaker 2: That men give no point? We said that that's what

2675
02:08:25,040 --> 02:08:25,680
Speaker 2: I'm talking about.

2676
02:08:30,840 --> 02:08:34,360
Speaker 1: And a bad bader and a good health. We just

2677
02:08:34,400 --> 02:08:34,760
Speaker 1: said it.

2678
02:08:36,640 --> 02:08:38,160
Speaker 3: I give what you're saying that they don't go to.

2679
02:08:39,320 --> 02:08:40,240
Speaker 1: How did don't go together?

2680
02:08:40,240 --> 02:08:45,440
Speaker 5: There's nothing he should have said, they're not supposed to

2681
02:08:45,440 --> 02:08:46,560
Speaker 5: be sitting nothing.

2682
02:08:46,640 --> 02:08:49,160
Speaker 3: You could say a philip in a bank robber.

2683
02:08:51,480 --> 02:08:54,000
Speaker 6: We're talking about talking about we're talking about being faithful

2684
02:08:54,040 --> 02:08:56,720
Speaker 6: to you talking about being faithful to your wife, and.

2685
02:08:56,640 --> 02:08:59,160
Speaker 1: Then a philanthropy.

2686
02:08:59,200 --> 02:08:59,840
Speaker 2: Philanthropy.

2687
02:09:00,160 --> 02:09:02,480
Speaker 6: You could have said, you're a good So you're a

2688
02:09:02,520 --> 02:09:05,320
Speaker 6: good person because you're a philanthropist, but you're a bad

2689
02:09:05,400 --> 02:09:07,320
Speaker 6: husband because you cheat on your wife.

2690
02:09:07,360 --> 02:09:10,680
Speaker 2: But you could have set up you're a philanthropist because

2691
02:09:10,680 --> 02:09:15,840
Speaker 2: you get what I promise. We're not We're not gonna

2692
02:09:15,840 --> 02:09:17,760
Speaker 2: interrupt you no more. Come on with a baby.

2693
02:09:18,800 --> 02:09:22,000
Speaker 5: Do you think that a nigga who participates in ship

2694
02:09:22,160 --> 02:09:25,360
Speaker 5: that he can go to jail for is a real nigga.

2695
02:09:25,360 --> 02:09:28,920
Speaker 5: If you cry when you go to jail, yeah, you.

2696
02:09:28,880 --> 02:09:30,360
Speaker 3: Can be a real nigga. That don't make you no

2697
02:09:30,440 --> 02:09:31,000
Speaker 3: fake nigga.

2698
02:09:31,480 --> 02:09:33,760
Speaker 2: Not a football. Niggas bring tears.

2699
02:09:35,080 --> 02:09:36,760
Speaker 9: The first night you bring to it, but you don't

2700
02:09:36,800 --> 02:09:39,760
Speaker 9: want to be out these streets. That don't mean you know,

2701
02:09:39,840 --> 02:09:42,240
Speaker 9: fake nigga. You're gonna fold or nothing. Man, nigga, everybody

2702
02:09:42,280 --> 02:09:44,640
Speaker 9: got emotion. Nigga be trying to got like, ain't got emotion,

2703
02:09:44,720 --> 02:09:48,840
Speaker 9: but yeah he has a cry like damn you man,

2704
02:09:50,640 --> 02:09:52,280
Speaker 9: you know, I mean, you told.

2705
02:09:52,040 --> 02:09:53,000
Speaker 2: Me nothing to go today.

2706
02:09:53,560 --> 02:09:55,640
Speaker 8: Now, if you're in that room with the cheeseburger and

2707
02:09:55,640 --> 02:09:57,000
Speaker 8: a cigarette.

2708
02:09:58,360 --> 02:10:03,280
Speaker 3: And hey, talking about that cad of nigga, I'm saying,

2709
02:10:03,320 --> 02:10:03,800
Speaker 3: she's saying.

2710
02:10:04,440 --> 02:10:09,120
Speaker 8: I'm saying, like, its how you people make it like this.

2711
02:10:10,440 --> 02:10:12,760
Speaker 5: It depends on how you cried up.

2712
02:10:13,200 --> 02:10:21,640
Speaker 3: You know what crowd excuse Yeah, Damn, man, I fucked up.

2713
02:10:22,240 --> 02:10:25,200
Speaker 2: That different Damn, man, I don't up.

2714
02:10:26,560 --> 02:10:28,520
Speaker 9: You know what I'm saying that I fucked up, man,

2715
02:10:28,680 --> 02:10:31,400
Speaker 9: Damn this ship. I gotta leave my family, Damn man.

2716
02:10:31,680 --> 02:10:32,560
Speaker 2: I know what I gotta do.

2717
02:10:33,040 --> 02:10:34,320
Speaker 3: That's different than a nigga man.

2718
02:10:34,920 --> 02:10:43,120
Speaker 5: Man, right right, that's what I'm getting there, what saying. No,

2719
02:10:43,280 --> 02:10:45,320
Speaker 5: that is what I was saying because some people say,

2720
02:10:45,440 --> 02:10:47,440
Speaker 5: like when the nigga get ready to go to jail.

2721
02:10:47,480 --> 02:10:49,760
Speaker 5: I just didn't see a couple of these little situations

2722
02:10:50,120 --> 02:10:53,600
Speaker 5: and then it'd be like the way they carry themselves

2723
02:10:53,640 --> 02:10:56,040
Speaker 5: on the outside. You know what I'm saying, You popping

2724
02:10:56,080 --> 02:10:58,480
Speaker 5: your ship. You ain't treating people good. God damn, but

2725
02:10:58,520 --> 02:11:00,840
Speaker 5: you get in that motherfucking you like you ain't know

2726
02:11:00,920 --> 02:11:02,920
Speaker 5: what you was doing could get you in jail. I

2727
02:11:02,920 --> 02:11:05,680
Speaker 5: ain't talking about just being like, Damn, I missed my family.

2728
02:11:05,720 --> 02:11:07,400
Speaker 5: My kids is centual, you know what I'm saying.

2729
02:11:07,560 --> 02:11:09,160
Speaker 3: But I mean just trying to wind that nigga.

2730
02:11:09,200 --> 02:11:14,160
Speaker 9: Man, why your many bitch. But a lot of nigga

2731
02:11:14,200 --> 02:11:16,320
Speaker 9: be doing that too though on the bitches. Them bitches

2732
02:11:16,320 --> 02:11:18,400
Speaker 9: be kind of making you a bitch too. Like man,

2733
02:11:18,440 --> 02:11:19,040
Speaker 9: you know what I'm saying.

2734
02:11:19,040 --> 02:11:23,040
Speaker 3: I thought you got ya got y'all. What's that not ship?

2735
02:11:23,120 --> 02:11:26,400
Speaker 9: But you do something specially got you that wasn't. That's

2736
02:11:26,440 --> 02:11:31,360
Speaker 9: the eight percent great reason niggas tell.

2737
02:11:32,080 --> 02:11:34,280
Speaker 2: The bitch put trying to get out here back to

2738
02:11:34,320 --> 02:11:34,760
Speaker 2: these homes.

2739
02:11:34,840 --> 02:11:36,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's the reason.

2740
02:11:36,040 --> 02:11:38,440
Speaker 9: That's what made these niggas continue to tell and keep

2741
02:11:38,480 --> 02:11:40,760
Speaker 9: telling because these bitches do take them back back.

2742
02:11:40,560 --> 02:11:40,960
Speaker 3: In the day.

2743
02:11:41,000 --> 02:11:43,040
Speaker 9: The girls be looking like, man's your right ass, I

2744
02:11:43,040 --> 02:11:46,760
Speaker 9: am about fucking that nigga. I'm told girl, you know

2745
02:11:46,960 --> 02:11:47,600
Speaker 9: wasn't going for that.

2746
02:11:47,680 --> 02:11:50,840
Speaker 3: These new bitch man fuck them. Nigga bay on your kid.

2747
02:11:51,400 --> 02:11:56,800
Speaker 3: M h m hm. Goggles, random goggles.

2748
02:12:00,480 --> 02:12:01,240
Speaker 1: My random thought.

2749
02:12:01,960 --> 02:12:04,440
Speaker 6: I feel like people are getting progressively most stupid, and

2750
02:12:04,480 --> 02:12:06,640
Speaker 6: I feel like the laws that we have in place,

2751
02:12:06,640 --> 02:12:09,960
Speaker 6: that's a thought reflection of that. Yeah, I think the

2752
02:12:10,000 --> 02:12:12,240
Speaker 6: biggest ship for me recently is in Atlanta when they

2753
02:12:12,240 --> 02:12:14,000
Speaker 6: passed that law you can't make it right on red

2754
02:12:14,040 --> 02:12:15,080
Speaker 6: anymore because these.

2755
02:12:15,040 --> 02:12:17,600
Speaker 3: Dumb ass pedestrians keep walking in front of moving cause.

2756
02:12:18,880 --> 02:12:21,320
Speaker 8: Oh and the first time you hit one of them,

2757
02:12:21,320 --> 02:12:22,960
Speaker 8: they're gonna play this back in court like.

2758
02:12:24,640 --> 02:12:28,120
Speaker 2: That big do it again, send him down.

2759
02:12:29,160 --> 02:12:31,360
Speaker 1: That's my random thought. That's some random.

2760
02:12:33,280 --> 02:12:35,360
Speaker 2: One two three.

2761
02:12:40,000 --> 02:12:44,960
Speaker 6: Y'all a random pedestrians that you respect for all the respect.

2762
02:12:45,520 --> 02:12:46,480
Speaker 6: It's my turn to walk.

2763
02:12:48,200 --> 02:12:50,280
Speaker 2: You normally be on point with your random thoughts.

2764
02:12:50,800 --> 02:12:54,200
Speaker 1: Nah, because I ain't want to talk earlier day. No, No,

2765
02:12:54,360 --> 02:12:57,160
Speaker 1: it's fatigue and.

2766
02:12:57,160 --> 02:12:58,120
Speaker 2: Didn't put them dogs.

2767
02:12:58,440 --> 02:13:03,240
Speaker 9: You gotta fatigue, fatigued, been working all day.

2768
02:13:03,480 --> 02:13:05,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, but no, that is my random thought. And I

2769
02:13:05,440 --> 02:13:06,920
Speaker 1: was just thinking about that ship. That's some ship.

2770
02:13:06,960 --> 02:13:09,120
Speaker 6: I really do and I don't want to keep most

2771
02:13:09,160 --> 02:13:11,520
Speaker 6: of my random thoughts be about like mortality and real

2772
02:13:11,520 --> 02:13:12,000
Speaker 6: life ship.

2773
02:13:12,360 --> 02:13:14,720
Speaker 3: But I don't talked about what happened after you die

2774
02:13:14,760 --> 02:13:15,520
Speaker 3: too many times.

2775
02:13:16,280 --> 02:13:20,960
Speaker 6: Yeah, I talked about something yeah.

2776
02:13:19,600 --> 02:13:41,280
Speaker 13: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah damn damn, trying to

2777
02:13:41,280 --> 02:13:42,280
Speaker 13: make a story fast.

2778
02:13:43,120 --> 02:13:44,000
Speaker 3: I don't know about that.

2779
02:13:44,040 --> 02:13:44,720
Speaker 5: I don't know about that.

2780
02:13:45,000 --> 02:13:46,720
Speaker 8: Yeah, because you know when you disagree with the nigga

2781
02:13:46,720 --> 02:13:48,480
Speaker 8: on the phone, that extends the conversation.

2782
02:13:48,680 --> 02:13:52,440
Speaker 2: No, let's wrap this ship up. What what H'm saying?

2783
02:13:52,560 --> 02:13:53,120
Speaker 2: Wrap it up?

2784
02:13:53,880 --> 02:13:56,680
Speaker 3: Anybody? Y'all.

2785
02:13:56,720 --> 02:13:58,560
Speaker 8: The pedestrians that be walking in front of the m

2786
02:13:59,320 --> 02:14:07,040
Speaker 8: crany back up, was just saying, hey, now right yours

2787
02:14:07,360 --> 02:14:09,680
Speaker 8: a whole hour, I thought that ship was gonna be

2788
02:14:09,720 --> 02:14:11,520
Speaker 8: over after that ship.

2789
02:14:11,560 --> 02:14:13,640
Speaker 1: That was a whole nother episode.

2790
02:14:13,800 --> 02:14:15,560
Speaker 2: That you're rather thought. It was some bull but it

2791
02:14:15,600 --> 02:14:16,360
Speaker 2: was cool though.

2792
02:14:16,840 --> 02:14:19,520
Speaker 6: How the funk my random thoughts some bullshit, that's my

2793
02:14:19,640 --> 02:14:20,360
Speaker 6: random thoughts.

2794
02:14:21,520 --> 02:14:24,280
Speaker 8: So my random thought you know, usually my random thoughts

2795
02:14:24,280 --> 02:14:30,320
Speaker 8: are like sex related. So I'm wondering, why does.

2796
02:14:31,920 --> 02:14:33,080
Speaker 2: Raw sex.

2797
02:14:34,400 --> 02:14:36,920
Speaker 8: Take a different effect and feel like so much better

2798
02:14:36,920 --> 02:14:38,040
Speaker 8: than protected sext.

2799
02:14:39,920 --> 02:14:40,839
Speaker 5: Skin and skin.

2800
02:14:42,560 --> 02:14:43,160
Speaker 1: Meat to meet?

2801
02:14:44,200 --> 02:14:48,640
Speaker 2: Okay, sy, it's just.

2802
02:14:48,600 --> 02:14:51,200
Speaker 3: Like damn trying to breathe.

2803
02:14:55,800 --> 02:14:59,920
Speaker 6: That's a great.

2804
02:15:00,320 --> 02:15:02,800
Speaker 2: That's the best way, better way.

2805
02:15:04,120 --> 02:15:07,440
Speaker 10: That's how y'all feels.

2806
02:15:09,200 --> 02:15:10,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, what it is.

2807
02:15:10,840 --> 02:15:13,320
Speaker 5: A nigga feels smothering. God damn. So the experience is

2808
02:15:13,320 --> 02:15:15,280
Speaker 5: gonna be different when the nigga feels free.

2809
02:15:16,680 --> 02:15:18,240
Speaker 3: Nigga made that ship that should beghetti.

2810
02:15:25,240 --> 02:15:33,640
Speaker 2: Yeah man, macan Mac and sneeze.

2811
02:15:35,720 --> 02:15:41,120
Speaker 3: Extra che You do it, bro, you can do it.

2812
02:15:41,800 --> 02:15:42,440
Speaker 3: Y'all can do it.

2813
02:15:42,600 --> 02:15:46,000
Speaker 9: You can do it live no no no, no, no no no.

2814
02:15:46,440 --> 02:15:47,640
Speaker 2: At the beginning.

2815
02:15:48,920 --> 02:15:52,360
Speaker 8: And there you having another episode of Big Facts Friday.

2816
02:15:52,680 --> 02:15:54,640
Speaker 2: Check us out on the Big Facts Network. Got it,

2817
02:15:54,680 --> 02:15:55,400
Speaker 2: I got I got it.

2818
02:15:55,880 --> 02:15:58,760
Speaker 8: There you have another exclusive episode on Big Fact Friday.

2819
02:15:58,840 --> 02:16:01,320
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2820
02:16:01,320 --> 02:16:02,920
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2821
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2822
02:16:06,560 --> 02:16:09,840
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