Speaker 1: Guess what decision We're about to make a horrible decision. Hey, guys,
Speaker 1: welcome to another episode of Harby Bled. This is your
Speaker 1: I'm your girl, Mandy b aka Peg the Stallion aka
Speaker 1: Mandy Basking taka dead Bitch aka I'll fuck your daddy
Speaker 1: and your brother. Um okay, girl, girl, I'm single and
Speaker 1: want to take him beat. I'm weazy. Welcome back to
Speaker 1: this episode. If you've never heard of us before, you're
Speaker 1: infer a ride. Well, I just said I would like
Speaker 1: your daddy and your brother. No, if you have siblings
Speaker 1: for a ride, not for me, because I ain't riding.
Speaker 1: And you know that. Well, I just started yoga so
Speaker 1: I might start riding. It's gonna taking time. Be someone
Speaker 1: that pucking me in a gymp It's gonna take a time.
Speaker 1: Have you never heard of us before. We're a disgusting
Speaker 1: show and we're normally based out of New York, but
Speaker 1: today we're in LA and we have a guess that's right,
Speaker 1: we have misstap Fire joining us. Welcome to the stage.
Speaker 1: I feel like I gotta say that it's a stripper name.
Speaker 1: It really is. Were you a stripper before? There's your
Speaker 1: government name? No? Okay, it's changed name it is, and
Speaker 1: I'm glad that we're in LA. I think it's as
Speaker 1: soon as we knew. We were like looking for guests, um,
Speaker 1: and I said it. I love talking to other sex workers,
Speaker 1: other women in the space and getting all these Are
Speaker 1: you a sex worker? I am? She got her only
Speaker 1: fans a week. I was just girl curious workers. No, no, no,
Speaker 1: I was curious because I heard you say that you
Speaker 1: don't do something which I'm sorry we'll talk about later. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I wasn't under if you consider yourself a sex worker
Speaker 1: or am SEUs both? But I keep it separately, dude,
Speaker 1: Like in what way? I don't get happy endings? So wait,
Speaker 1: but you're still a sex worker. But but we yeah,
Speaker 1: we don't get Like, let's talk about what you do.
Speaker 1: So you consider yourself a sex worker animal suite, what
Speaker 1: part of it is considered sex work? That's a good question. Well,
Speaker 1: I started off with only fans first, so I've been
Speaker 1: doing only fans for like four years now, So I
Speaker 1: was doing dat first. That's sex work. But I started
Speaker 1: um must ssaging a year ago, and that's something totally different,
Speaker 1: Like when I started with my mentor um the moment
Speaker 1: like first section. He told me that I'm a healer,
Speaker 1: and like started crying because I didn't want it. I
Speaker 1: didn't want that job, but I heard it my whole life.
Speaker 1: So we've been working for like a whole year on
Speaker 1: my healing and for me to get to a place
Speaker 1: where I'm able to heal without it affecting me. So
Speaker 1: I figured that massaging was my way of healing because
Speaker 1: I always heard my whole life my hands or like
Speaker 1: healing or magic or just calm people. So that's why
Speaker 1: I started massaging. And I wanted to separate the two
Speaker 1: because but I just X work. Got it necessarily mean
Speaker 1: you gotta make them. Oh you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like if something is erotic, it could still be. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm still very sacid with my massages. I just like
Speaker 1: to separate the two because I don't want to make
Speaker 1: it about I don't know. I just I don't feel
Speaker 1: comfortable using sex with healing, even though sensual energy is healing.
Speaker 1: But I still use my sensual energy. I like to
Speaker 1: separate the two. And they say that, I mean sex
Speaker 1: is spiritual sex for sure, connection there's all of those
Speaker 1: things as well. And um, I did I know you
Speaker 1: were you came in. Girl. First off, I thought you
Speaker 1: were gonna be a little bit more shy so shy um,
Speaker 1: but ironically too. I do want to share with the audience.
Speaker 1: I found you because quite a few people were sending
Speaker 1: you to me. I don't remember exactly the video, but
Speaker 1: you have blonde hair. So there was a video where
Speaker 1: literally I had like three dms like, YO, thought this
Speaker 1: was you? Thought this was you. Now. Normally, any light
Speaker 1: skin bitch with short blonde hair gets sent to me
Speaker 1: and I'd be like, y'all, we're not the same at all.
Speaker 1: But when I looked, I was like, I'll see it.
Speaker 1: She kill What was the video? I have no idea.
Speaker 1: You see her Instagram. I did what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: don't remember the one. I think the one where you
Speaker 1: were massaging your partner, okay with the dreads, but the
Speaker 1: one where you on top of him because you you small,
Speaker 1: but baby, when you when you bend over and you
Speaker 1: do it on the art, it's a crazy bit. That's
Speaker 1: actually Emmanuel that I was massaging. That was Emmanuel. And
Speaker 1: Emmanuel you said was your mentor. Um, No, no, no,
Speaker 1: he's not my mentor. He's just a friend that inspired
Speaker 1: me to start massaging as well. Well, we're gonna do
Speaker 1: a really quick icebreaker. It's giving this so that and
Speaker 1: you can explain to your answer for it. I want
Speaker 1: to have fun. I picked these because I kind of
Speaker 1: want you to get into it too, with your whole ass.
Speaker 1: All right, oral oral for hours or quickie with penetration,
Speaker 1: oral for hours, pleasing quickly with penetration, quicker with penetration
Speaker 1: for me too? Why oral flowers? Um? Is it for me?
Speaker 1: Or am I giving it? You're you're Oh? I considered both.
Speaker 1: I considered both. Does the answer change for no? Okay,
Speaker 1: it doesn't change. Okay, I can't suck a different hours.
Speaker 1: My I can suck a day for twenty five minutes,
Speaker 1: which is pretty long. That's long. I told y'all, I
Speaker 1: get lazy. So that's why I love eating as and
Speaker 1: sucking balls because it's not as much work on my
Speaker 1: jaw because it's not open. It's just but like when
Speaker 1: it's did, it's like the muscle here isn't that strong?
Speaker 1: I don't think. So you're doing you're doing oral for hours?
Speaker 1: All right? Yeah? Toes in mouth or tips in mouth?
Speaker 1: What do you proper? For you too? But I don't
Speaker 1: get it. But when it, when I get it, it's
Speaker 1: just like, oh my god, are you putting your toes
Speaker 1: in there? I mean, you know what's funny? I mean, sorry,
Speaker 1: guys toes before? Do you like it? Um? It was
Speaker 1: a little weird because its toes big? But what made
Speaker 1: you do it? He wanted it, and I'm a pleaser,
Speaker 1: so I like to please people. It gets me off,
Speaker 1: So I think that's why I choose oral. Four plays
Speaker 1: just does it for me. I can't I can't have
Speaker 1: four play. I mean, I can't have a quickie without.
Speaker 1: Did you suck the toe like I did? I did it.
Speaker 1: It was a big one. It's just like what else
Speaker 1: nice toes though, So that's why I did it. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna lie, I think. I mean, y'all know how
Speaker 1: I have been with feet in the past, but like
Speaker 1: you have been with feet, Like it was like you
Speaker 1: know what I've been with Puerto Rican man and also feet.
Speaker 1: Well no, I used to not like anything with feet,
Speaker 1: but my but my ex like was a toe foot
Speaker 1: sucker like crazy, and I think it was just the
Speaker 1: sexiest thing. Like I have a video recording him doing it,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, this is the hottest fucking thing in
Speaker 1: my phone. I was like, damn, I wish you had
Speaker 1: a ski mask on so I could really sending this
Speaker 1: to mother. I don't know. I don't like feeling like
Speaker 1: my feet feeling wet, like, oh it tickles. Girl. I
Speaker 1: was laying down like this and then I feel like
Speaker 1: I'm gonna hit a tooth. Girl. No, you lay in
Speaker 1: between their legs, right, So I'm laying in between his legs.
Speaker 1: My foot is in his mouth, and he's rubbing my pussy.
Speaker 1: At the same time, I was bit y'all had a
Speaker 1: different type of orgasm. I ain't even gonna hold your
Speaker 1: missionary with the toes in the mouth like it it's hot,
Speaker 1: but I'm used to still like, okay, let's get the
Speaker 1: little side and stuff. I don't want to feel the
Speaker 1: spit in between. It feels like spacers with spit, like
Speaker 1: faces with spit. All right, sex in front of your
Speaker 1: parents or never having sex again? Oh my god, damn
Speaker 1: what I never have sex? Ag. I think, okay, I'm
Speaker 1: just gonna pick the parents because I think, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'll be a grumpylate. Maybe it's like what like I'm
Speaker 1: in a show, Like what do you mean sex in
Speaker 1: front of parents, like they walk in and they're out.
Speaker 1: No bit you you perform in front of your parents,
Speaker 1: Oh my god, and you know you've been getting all
Speaker 1: kinkies shit you. If I just had to lay there,
Speaker 1: I could do it. If you just had to lay there.
Speaker 1: If I could just lay there and be blindfolded and
Speaker 1: just pretend they're not there. Can I wear a mask on?
Speaker 1: You know what's crazy? Mom came in and said you
Speaker 1: are the number one dick sucker. She would have to
Speaker 1: see if she really do mean, I would do it.
Speaker 1: How No, she just knows from the way Nigga's act
Speaker 1: about you. And then she'd be like, oh, you're a
Speaker 1: great dick sucker, which I am. Come on, great dick,
Speaker 1: thank you, Juel. All right? Last one small penis or
Speaker 1: premature ejaculator. Premature ejaculator sounds great. Yeah, I think I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go with that too, which I don't care small
Speaker 1: dick shaming every other. Now that I found out that
Speaker 1: com comes out of one ball, you got another ball
Speaker 1: to work with it, So one ball at a time,
Speaker 1: don't get me there. So I was saying on a
Speaker 1: Patreon episode that someone I know had testicular cancer and
Speaker 1: when they were talking about the prosthetic ball. Basically, I
Speaker 1: guess the doctor had implied like, hey, like, you may
Speaker 1: notice a difference in being able to take your refractory period,
Speaker 1: which is when you're able to get up and get
Speaker 1: hard again, right, And apparently it's because the com comes
Speaker 1: from one ball. So he's like it had something to
Speaker 1: do with that, And I was like, oh, I mean,
Speaker 1: not that I've ever thought about it, but I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: you've got one more net first. I just learned too,
Speaker 1: when you get a basectomy that it separates. I didn't
Speaker 1: know sperm and semen were two different things. So apparently
Speaker 1: the basectomy separates the sperm from the semen because the
Speaker 1: sperm is what swims to a little egg. Yeah, this
Speaker 1: is not a science podcast. The semen is the fluid.
Speaker 1: But then how do you suffer from from the fluid.
Speaker 1: The sperm is the little the swimmers. Yeah, but aren't
Speaker 1: the swimmers in the fluid, right? I feel then they
Speaker 1: just disappear. Here's how I imagine. And it's funny because
Speaker 1: there's probably a nurse listen to this, but I feel
Speaker 1: like they probably got two little poles right where it's
Speaker 1: like or like, you know, like tubes and then they
Speaker 1: just plug one up like a tampon and then boom,
Speaker 1: you just get one side and I right, I'll quit
Speaker 1: the show. I'm becoming doctor got more than just that.
Speaker 1: I don't think they're handing out doctor degrees for knowing, uh,
Speaker 1: the difference between sperms. Listen the way that I stuck.
Speaker 1: They might need me to go to not they Well,
Speaker 1: this next one I'm gonna eat out because it has
Speaker 1: to do with ultimatums and it also has to deal
Speaker 1: with you bringing something into the bedroom and then being mad.
Speaker 1: So the Vanilla Ship comes from Newsweek and it's about
Speaker 1: a wife who is distraught over her husband's browser history.
Speaker 1: Let me get into the to the tail is oldest time.
Speaker 1: So a wife described her shock and heartbreak after discovering
Speaker 1: her husband's browsing history. The woman explains that she has
Speaker 1: been married for nine years, has two children, and leads
Speaker 1: a happy life. In an attempt to reconnect after having children,
Speaker 1: the couple decided to explore bringing a man into their
Speaker 1: sex life. We had one experience and it was great,
Speaker 1: but was uncontrollably cut short. So we've opened our minds
Speaker 1: to the possibility of trying to find a male friend.
Speaker 1: In the meantime, the husband has gotten a new job
Speaker 1: and started traveling more. She says that the night before
Speaker 1: her husband was to leap or work to Europe for
Speaker 1: ten days, he asked if it would be all right
Speaker 1: for him to have sex with a man. After she
Speaker 1: said no to him, she writes, I couldn't talk. I
Speaker 1: just cried myself to sleep. She explains that her husband
Speaker 1: assured her that he would not act on the suggestion.
Speaker 1: Well later, the woman went through his browser history and
Speaker 1: found that he had spent many hours researching escorts, massages
Speaker 1: and other things in the area. So she's here staring
Speaker 1: at her kids, heartbroken and now hiding from the world.
Speaker 1: The post drew sympathy, and of course people tagged in,
Speaker 1: but the update is that she confronted him with an ultimatum.
Speaker 1: He immediately apologized for everything. He said. He visited a
Speaker 1: strip club and one sex club but was turned off,
Speaker 1: and he told her that he was death, that he's
Speaker 1: become desensitized from sex over the years. She gave him
Speaker 1: an ultimatum that she would leave the child and tell
Speaker 1: everyone why, and she says since then he's been amazing
Speaker 1: to them. Now if you're planning to out your husband,
Speaker 1: and now he's just showing up as this amazing man.
Speaker 1: I do feel like maybe he's not being honest with
Speaker 1: you now. I do also want to I wanted to
Speaker 1: have the conversation with both of y'all about and I
Speaker 1: think a lot of our audience may do this when
Speaker 1: you introduce something to the relationship and then you decide, Okay,
Speaker 1: this doesn't work for me. Now I want to pull
Speaker 1: it away, but your partner is still kind of like, well,
Speaker 1: I kind of still want this. What was introduced? Men? Right? Right?
Speaker 1: I was like, did I wanted to be? I was curious, like,
Speaker 1: was it like them a like escorting men's particularly but okay,
Speaker 1: and so she gave the ultimatum. She also, i would say,
Speaker 1: threatened him by quote unquote all him. But I wanted
Speaker 1: to know Wheezy and you if y'all have ever had
Speaker 1: any relationship where something got introduced and it either damaged
Speaker 1: the relationship or you didn't wanted to retract and the
Speaker 1: partner did not want the same, I've never been in
Speaker 1: a situation like that, Okay. I know, like from feeling
Speaker 1: my story is old, You're like, and I had three
Speaker 1: sums and then he basically just said, hey, she's cool
Speaker 1: with me fucking other bitches and fucked every bitch in
Speaker 1: New York. But the difference was that for me, it
Speaker 1: felt obviously, if we're having three sums together, it feels like,
Speaker 1: you know, we made the decisions together, like it's one
Speaker 1: person is consenting, the other person is consenting. Great. I
Speaker 1: also think that women that are bisexual that welcome three stems,
Speaker 1: in which a lot of girls do. It's difficult because
Speaker 1: you have to really like beat over a man's head
Speaker 1: that you're not cool with him sucking out the hose,
Speaker 1: because I've heard this so many times, not even just
Speaker 1: from him, but like when I would vent to homeboys, like, well,
Speaker 1: why are you mad if you just know that he
Speaker 1: just wants to get some pussy. Sometimes sometimes you get pussy.
Speaker 1: It's still lying, right, And men sometimes think they're like
Speaker 1: saving your feelings by not telling you that's not when
Speaker 1: in reality, it's like when you find out that someone
Speaker 1: was that deceitful, you can't get over it. And I
Speaker 1: know a lot of people probably don't understand. They listened
Speaker 1: to the show like, oh, well maybe he started cheating
Speaker 1: at this point X y Z like I found out
Speaker 1: it was the entire three and a half years i'd
Speaker 1: been with him, you know. So when that ship came out,
Speaker 1: a lot from browser history too, and I realized you
Speaker 1: searched the browser history. I at one point saw his
Speaker 1: laptop right, and then it was just like, damn, this
Speaker 1: is like kind of insane. So I was like, how
Speaker 1: is he just meeting all these girls? That's one of
Speaker 1: my questions. He was in escorts too, for both of y'all,
Speaker 1: what does your partner's history tell about them? Like do
Speaker 1: you judge a partner by the porn they watch? What? Like?
Speaker 1: How did you judge his brows history? So I saw
Speaker 1: escorts in the browser history. Have you ever looked through
Speaker 1: a browser history? She's like, no, which I don't care about.
Speaker 1: I respect people's privacy. I feel like if I can't
Speaker 1: if I'm looking, that means I can't trust you. So
Speaker 1: why am I with you? I only look if I
Speaker 1: have a really bad, strong feeling, but I'm seeing That's
Speaker 1: like a lot of people say that, like, oh, if
Speaker 1: I'm gonna look like I shouldn't be with you. But
Speaker 1: that's a difficult thing to say because I've said that
Speaker 1: before too. But I feel like we don't really mean
Speaker 1: it until we're presented it. Right, Yeah, let's say that
Speaker 1: we got like this fight or something doesn't feel right,
Speaker 1: like when if it's easy, right, Like I'm not saying that.
Speaker 1: I was trying to mcguiver and open up the laptop
Speaker 1: if it's easy, and sitting there, I'm kind of like, oh,
Speaker 1: let me just look right, you get this inkling and
Speaker 1: the one thing I will say that made it difficult,
Speaker 1: which is why it's really hard. And I'm like, I
Speaker 1: hope I never do this again. Once I saw a
Speaker 1: piece I needed to know the rabbit hole, how far
Speaker 1: we're gonna keep doing? Like all I saw it was
Speaker 1: one little thing about a bitchy fuss, and I was like, Okay,
Speaker 1: if there was just one bit you fuck during COVID,
Speaker 1: ain't no way you wouldn't sucking them holes with the
Speaker 1: world one down. And so like it started growing and growing,
Speaker 1: and then you know a lot of my friends would
Speaker 1: say shit to me like oh, I'll just leave them right,
Speaker 1: and I was like, oh my god, like I don't
Speaker 1: know if I could do it. I don't know if
Speaker 1: it is easy. Maybe I'm gonna find something that made
Speaker 1: me feel better, like it's almost like your brain can't stop,
Speaker 1: bro and it's trash. But how I knew it was
Speaker 1: really bad? And it's funny because the escorts actually made
Speaker 1: me think, Okay, he has no idea what he's doing,
Speaker 1: like emotionally, like he's not trying to hurt me. Right,
Speaker 1: you're that obsessed with sex that you can't just go
Speaker 1: a Wednesday night without me fucking like you actually need
Speaker 1: to go buy some pussy? Who an attractive man in
Speaker 1: New York who can't just go out and get it.
Speaker 1: It's like you need it to be that accessible, like
Speaker 1: you really do it sex. I think it's a power
Speaker 1: thing too. Yeah, sure you thinking? I think I think
Speaker 1: the power I mean money. That's why man, I think
Speaker 1: worked so hard to make money is to be able
Speaker 1: to literally buy what they want, no feelings attached. Well,
Speaker 1: now you know why you're here. I think a lot
Speaker 1: of people also like disposing a woman. I don't know
Speaker 1: if paying for pussy makes people feel powerful. I think
Speaker 1: not all the time. I feel like some guys feel ashamed. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, yeah, I don't think I think
Speaker 1: you're thinking of it, like like I think when my
Speaker 1: homeboys like flying girls out and doing shit like that
Speaker 1: dipping them off, then I think they get a little power.
Speaker 1: But if you really got to pay for and nobody knows,
Speaker 1: like who is the power work? The girl that takes
Speaker 1: some money to me is the one who kind of
Speaker 1: run in the show, but flying somebody else, flying somebody
Speaker 1: I was still paying just not right right right, just
Speaker 1: but like you kind of feel like you send them
Speaker 1: up when someone has a service. I actually don't think
Speaker 1: you have power if you're buying a service in my brain,
Speaker 1: but maybe because over the year, so maybe why but
Speaker 1: I always have this like high I don't know, I've
Speaker 1: got a super high value for sex workers over the
Speaker 1: last few years doing horrible where I'm just like these
Speaker 1: niggas really as these girls are tricking off like for
Speaker 1: for even your only fans um and the content that
Speaker 1: you know was out there if you were with a partner,
Speaker 1: are there are there like any sort of subscriptions that
Speaker 1: you would feel away if your partner was subscribing to them,
Speaker 1: like now you know and kind of what you give
Speaker 1: to others, Like look and you you're making our face
Speaker 1: like yeah, bitch, no, I'm laughing because my current partner,
Speaker 1: he used to be a fan of me before we
Speaker 1: sat a dating so he used to be subscribed to
Speaker 1: my own fans and he used to watch my videos.
Speaker 1: So it kind of makes me feel good that he
Speaker 1: used to jerk off to me. And Okay, so then
Speaker 1: is there but is there an even insecurity? If he's
Speaker 1: following another bitch, he may want more because from you.
Speaker 1: So there was an insecurity in the beginning because he
Speaker 1: did express to me that there was another girl that
Speaker 1: he had a big crush on that was also a
Speaker 1: sex worker, and when I seen her, I was like,
Speaker 1: we look nothing alike, So what is your type? Like,
Speaker 1: why do you like me? I don't? Was like we did?
Speaker 1: We did? And I was like, I kind of and
Speaker 1: I probably flip flop with this because I'm not sure,
Speaker 1: but like there's moments where I see a nigga's type,
Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, well, at least I know you're into me,
Speaker 1: But if I see you go all the way left,
Speaker 1: I'm like, do you even like me? That's what I
Speaker 1: didn't know until I saw every girl that but that
Speaker 1: brought an insecurity out of you did see him like
Speaker 1: another girl that didn't look like you? Yes, why did
Speaker 1: you talk to him about that? We didn't, and he
Speaker 1: stopped liking herself and that's why he's my pipe. Wait
Speaker 1: wait wait wait, So we have multiple conversations about it
Speaker 1: because again, even though when he did stop, I still
Speaker 1: felt like you're only stopping because I said something. But
Speaker 1: we had multiple conversations until I got to the point
Speaker 1: where I did trust what he was saying. What what
Speaker 1: made you? What was his response about like his type?
Speaker 1: Did he say he has no type? He said he
Speaker 1: like all his Yeah. He was like, I don't think
Speaker 1: I really have a type. Um, I' data girls that
Speaker 1: didn't have tattoos then, but tattoos. I I'm gonna try
Speaker 1: to set the girls with tattoos. It's just like a
Speaker 1: little extra on, you know, on top of everything else.
Speaker 1: But he was like, most of my girls don't have
Speaker 1: tattoos because the girl was headed up. So I'm just like,
Speaker 1: how wait huh? To me, it's more like bodies about
Speaker 1: body too, because she's thicker, like I'm a little tinier.
Speaker 1: I don't have fat ass to do when you've been over, yes,
Speaker 1: you do. You know what I've learned here for anybody
Speaker 1: that kind of has a body type like me, it's
Speaker 1: where like you got some curs with your ass, saying like,
Speaker 1: b yeah, I realized, Like Nigga's just like ass. They're
Speaker 1: gonna end up with who they end up with, but
Speaker 1: they are always that, always gonna look like everybody likes ass.
Speaker 1: Like I know, I got a small frame and I
Speaker 1: got like a little BC cup booty. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. It fits my size. But if a nigga
Speaker 1: sees some poor with a fat ass, he's cooking on it.
Speaker 1: He kind of like his thing his feet, and he
Speaker 1: loves my feet. So he got nothing to do with
Speaker 1: the physical. It might just be the feet tower her feet.
Speaker 1: I don't never see that he was subscribed. It was
Speaker 1: her only fans different than yours, Like what was your
Speaker 1: what's your content versus hers? Um, she does solo stuff.
Speaker 1: I only see her stuff on Twitter, but she only
Speaker 1: does solo stuff. Um. But he just kept saying like
Speaker 1: that was my high school cuch Like that's not you
Speaker 1: know I met her. I'm pretty one. How he is
Speaker 1: twenty eight? You said high school? Culs, I'm my only
Speaker 1: fans been out there long? No, no, he said before
Speaker 1: like probably wouldn't. Oh they didn't. But he said he
Speaker 1: knew her before, like she's older, she been. But that's
Speaker 1: why I trust him, because like we've had multiple conversations
Speaker 1: that he just kept telling me, like trust me, you're
Speaker 1: my dream girl, like you're at my dream girl. I've
Speaker 1: seen you and I wanted you. Like when I seen you,
Speaker 1: I was like, I will wipe that girl, he said
Speaker 1: with her, he was like, oh, I would just suck her.
Speaker 1: He was like that's a difference. And I'm like, what
Speaker 1: do you mean though today and listen, I don't know
Speaker 1: what that means either. I've been having this conversation like
Speaker 1: because you a lot of Danny get to my A
Speaker 1: lot of fans, A lot of men even say they
Speaker 1: wouldn't wife sex workers or with a girl he couldn't
Speaker 1: have only fans so say that. But I'm not into
Speaker 1: guys like that, So I know that's right, but clearly
Speaker 1: a huh, I don't know. I don't know how. I
Speaker 1: don't know what how guys think, because like when niggas
Speaker 1: say that to me, there's I've had been say that
Speaker 1: to me too. I'm sure you probably heard yeah like that.
Speaker 1: I mean Dave said that to me too. Wait wait,
Speaker 1: hold on, I was talking about the opposite. I was
Speaker 1: saying I've had niggas say, oh, no, I'm into you,
Speaker 1: but this girl's just x y Z And I'm like,
Speaker 1: yeah that but why but why because also like I've
Speaker 1: got hor right in my bio. It's giving niggas by.
Speaker 1: He's probably saying it to the other bitch too, maybe,
Speaker 1: But he's monogamous though, so it's not like he's saying
Speaker 1: that he would suck her now. It's just he said
Speaker 1: when he saw her, he was just like, oh, I
Speaker 1: would suck her. But when I saw you, it was like,
Speaker 1: oh I will wife her. Okay, got you? Yeah, all right?
Speaker 1: These niggas be lying, well, it may also be that
Speaker 1: he wants to wife you because you also go by
Speaker 1: the sault snatch a baby. We have been known as
Speaker 1: well to snatch some souls from time to time during
Speaker 1: ard you know from from every time. That's what you
Speaker 1: thought I was doing during the rain. And so for
Speaker 1: the hore Derve this week, I wanted you to share
Speaker 1: some oral tips on snatching souls because you say you
Speaker 1: do it, and you do it well. There was a
Speaker 1: video where you went byrow snatching it. So give us
Speaker 1: some tips on what has worked for you and what
Speaker 1: every man kind of it's worked across the board. I
Speaker 1: feel like sometimes you just can't teach look like energy
Speaker 1: or passion. I feel like I snatch souls because I'm
Speaker 1: very passionate with it because I actually enjoy it. Um.
Speaker 1: I feel like it has to do with the sloppiness,
Speaker 1: the passion, the eyes. I just it's just like slow.
Speaker 1: But I don't know, I just I don't know how
Speaker 1: to explain it because it just feels right for me,
Speaker 1: and I don't know how to like teach that. But
Speaker 1: you do with your eyes. You mentioned your eyes eye contact. Umm,
Speaker 1: I even give like little innocent eyes or the like that, right,
Speaker 1: so but I give that like that, but it's the
Speaker 1: eyes that just like like that's it. They love it.
Speaker 1: It's like but I remember, like when I was nineteen,
Speaker 1: was like I was eighteen, I was this this guy
Speaker 1: he told me I sucked and that was the moment
Speaker 1: that I my pride hurt, right because I can't suck
Speaker 1: at things like I have to be good at things.
Speaker 1: So I'm actually grateful for him to telling me the
Speaker 1: truth because I made it. Did he say was bad?
Speaker 1: I don't. He didn't necessarily tell me. He just said
Speaker 1: I stopped. This is bad. And I was so embarrassed
Speaker 1: that I told myself, I'm never gonna hear this ever again.
Speaker 1: And so I watched the video. It took only me
Speaker 1: watching one video. I don't remember because it was very old.
Speaker 1: But the lady explained that the little thing in the
Speaker 1: back of the head, of the tip of the head,
Speaker 1: the front of him, yes, they said, she said that
Speaker 1: was the spot. And I just rang with it, and
Speaker 1: I don't know that's what helped. And I died something
Speaker 1: that can be uncomfortable for people. No, but that I
Speaker 1: saw it. I was throbbing over here right now. You
Speaker 1: don't give my contact, Oh yeah, I'll gonna rub all
Speaker 1: this pussy juice on his couch. So I realized. I
Speaker 1: realized that most guys that's their spot. So me, I
Speaker 1: have a small mouth. I don't know how to deep
Speaker 1: throat for ship, and so that's why I tell people
Speaker 1: I don't deep throat, but I learned how to be
Speaker 1: good at giving head other ways. You can also cover
Speaker 1: the whole dick without deep throating, and I think girls
Speaker 1: sometimes just stay at the top without like getting the side. Yeah,
Speaker 1: because I gag a lot, So if I like get
Speaker 1: the side of your dick, like why has the side dry?
Speaker 1: It shouldn't be only went from spit in my hand,
Speaker 1: like okay, but do you fake gack? I still go
Speaker 1: as far as I can go because I try to
Speaker 1: get the spit from the back of my throat because
Speaker 1: they do like it's sloppy, you know. So I do
Speaker 1: do that, but I can't go that far. And so
Speaker 1: I always tell people like I do not got the throat,
Speaker 1: but I am a soul snatcher like period, because I
Speaker 1: know a lot of people do assume like deep throating.
Speaker 1: I mean, yeah, the niggas don't be having that much
Speaker 1: dick to give anyway, that don't ye? Can you do?
Speaker 1: Can you grow? Can you grow your dick? Sir? When
Speaker 1: you watch Pouring up and you see the ad pop
Speaker 1: up order one of those fucking pills you us favorite. Sorry,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna I don't really oh yeah, And I'm like, also,
Speaker 1: just I don't know it. Just I woke up on
Speaker 1: the side of the bed that wasn't right. Um, you said,
Speaker 1: fuck the medium. Well for the horrible decision. We finally
Speaker 1: go get into it. We're gonna get into your magic hands, okay,
Speaker 1: and you being a masseuse and doing erotic massages. Let's
Speaker 1: get into erotic massage. Let's do the difference. Because what's
Speaker 1: the difference between your erotic massages? And do they come
Speaker 1: with happy endings? Um, they don't come with happy endings.
Speaker 1: But I have given happy endings, So you can't pay
Speaker 1: me for a happy ending. But if I've vibe with you,
Speaker 1: it just depends on energy. If I decide to just
Speaker 1: give you one in the spot, then I decided to
Speaker 1: give you one, I gave you more that wasn't a
Speaker 1: part of the package. Most people tip me, so yeah,
Speaker 1: like it's no issues. So what makes your massages erotic? Um?
Speaker 1: I think it's just my sensual energy. Are you making
Speaker 1: that what you're wearing is? I do wear song sports
Speaker 1: brawl or like a bathing suit, so I'm always like
Speaker 1: half naked. But I think it's just more so my touch, um,
Speaker 1: my sensual touch. I also get on top of you,
Speaker 1: I get close to your like face. I start so
Speaker 1: like I'm on top of you and my face is
Speaker 1: right next to your face. I'm singing in your ear
Speaker 1: along with can I hear a little song saying girl,
Speaker 1: I'm not singing, what the fuck are you singing? Well?
Speaker 1: I usually play Sabrina Claudio do you know yeah, I
Speaker 1: love her too. Yeah, yeah kind of, But honestly I
Speaker 1: didn't even eventually at a little it's not weird to
Speaker 1: be talking about how like the humming, you know, it's
Speaker 1: vibrating and all that. Men like that. Yeah, so I
Speaker 1: need to what you be because to put me on
Speaker 1: my boys a little deep, but what you'll be putting
Speaker 1: in the ear for them to be like, say, I'm
Speaker 1: you gave us your eyes and you can't use us
Speaker 1: your vocals? Yeah, is there anything with your mouth? Are
Speaker 1: you kissing or you licking or is it all just
Speaker 1: your hands? It's just all my hands, all my energy. Um.
Speaker 1: It's crazy because I didn't intentionally start singing, like I
Speaker 1: was just singing along while I massage because I it
Speaker 1: just makes me get into the mood. Um. And then
Speaker 1: I just started getting complimented on my singing. So I
Speaker 1: just made it a part of it after that because
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, everybody like singing. Do you only do men? No?
Speaker 1: I do women too, and so yeah. So one of
Speaker 1: my friends was like, you gave me like a girl,
Speaker 1: a boyfriend experience, a girlfriend experience. He was like, when
Speaker 1: you were singing Oh my god. I felt like I
Speaker 1: was being serenaded. Like I was just like, okay, So, yeah,
Speaker 1: everybody compliments that part, so I guess that's what makes
Speaker 1: essential too. Um. But yeah, every every guy mostly they
Speaker 1: get hard and does that make you uncomfortable? No, it doesn't.
Speaker 1: It's a compliment. For me. I feel like I'm doing
Speaker 1: my job. Well, it's weird because I know regular massages
Speaker 1: be turning me on. I'll be like, I do not
Speaker 1: like this. Yea woman rubbing me right now, ain't nothing
Speaker 1: about I'm sexy, but goddamn, I don't know whatever you're imagining.
Speaker 1: I'll be like, opening my lab happened. Well, I did
Speaker 1: have once, but that was okay. We ain't gonna get
Speaker 1: into that. So I get horny and massage, but not
Speaker 1: for the person because I go to these like rinky
Speaker 1: dinky places a lot. So when I'm at the rinkyd right,
Speaker 1: And why did they always do this? I swear if
Speaker 1: you go to a little shitty massage place, right, they like,
Speaker 1: I'm not doing an accent, but I'm telling you the exit.
Speaker 1: Just just hear me. Tell me, y'all ain't had this happen.
Speaker 1: So I go to a mad spots in Korea town
Speaker 1: even in New York, it's like reneweled or whatever. They
Speaker 1: got like a bunch of them. Anytime I'm face down,
Speaker 1: I can't see who was about to massage me. When
Speaker 1: it's a man, it's always a little man anyway. You
Speaker 1: just hear them. That is so fun, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. You hear the feet and they're like okay,
Speaker 1: but like and I'm just like, I don't know, he
Speaker 1: looks like and everything it's okay, but they do like okay, okay, okay,
Speaker 1: let me find out be masages are damn near glory
Speaker 1: holes for you. You don't know who who is such
Speaker 1: a bo I never know because my face is always
Speaker 1: down so towards the end of the massage, and like,
Speaker 1: I guess i'd be tense when I know it's a man,
Speaker 1: so they always have to be I'm sowhere, and then
Speaker 1: by the time I flip over, I'm so relaxed. Then
Speaker 1: I don't want to look at them because I'd be like, damn,
Speaker 1: now I'm kind of turned on. So I don't want
Speaker 1: to look at you and you not be what I
Speaker 1: want to see, you know what I mean. I'll be
Speaker 1: squeezing my eyes clothes, wait until they get the towel
Speaker 1: to put over me, and I'm always given and then
Speaker 1: and then it's given up. I don't even see him
Speaker 1: at the end because I'm telling you, they'd be so
Speaker 1: in and out. It's like their turnover is crazy. At
Speaker 1: the massage places, think about when you go in one
Speaker 1: of them, there's like ten books, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And that's actually the difference between Like I actually have
Speaker 1: someone that comes to massage me. Oh my god, his
Speaker 1: name is Joe. He is tied and he's fired. But
Speaker 1: I realized, like when someone comes to your house and
Speaker 1: you spend a little more money, they really focus on you.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, he's a healer too, right, And like I
Speaker 1: realized my massages customs how I'm feeling. So it's like
Speaker 1: spending extra money on a massage I will do if
Speaker 1: the person's worth it. And I've noticed that the people
Speaker 1: to come to your house normally, are you do you
Speaker 1: do you do couples as well? Yeah, I've done couples.
Speaker 1: How do you do it? How is that? Yeah? It's
Speaker 1: actually really fun, Like it's fun because they do it
Speaker 1: with me. So so I have a friend that's a
Speaker 1: couple and he wanted to give his girlfriend a forehand
Speaker 1: massage for her birthday. And it was so cute because
Speaker 1: he just kept trying to follow everything I was doing,
Speaker 1: and I was just like, just be yourself, like you
Speaker 1: don't have to do exactly what I'm doing. So it's
Speaker 1: cool because I get to teach them. I get to
Speaker 1: teach them how to be more intimate. So yeah, I
Speaker 1: had fun. I was telling him what to do, like
Speaker 1: kiss her forehead, do this, and do that, and yeah,
Speaker 1: she was loving it. She had a big smile on
Speaker 1: her face, like, oh my god, this is amazing. So
Speaker 1: I do love helping couples, you know, be more. See,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be honest with you. I don't know if
Speaker 1: I could, like, and I'm a really respectful person. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know if I can hire somebody attractive to
Speaker 1: give me a couple of massages. Why no, because like
Speaker 1: I'm gonna want to fuck. And she said the energy, right,
Speaker 1: I know. But like the thing though, you don't you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. You don't want to be rude.
Speaker 1: But like if I got a girl telling me what
Speaker 1: to do, what, I'm robbing my nigga and be like
Speaker 1: did you kissing with me? You should just ask, so
Speaker 1: what's the about the packages? What else do you come with? No?
Speaker 1: But so one of the things that I really enjoyed though,
Speaker 1: like and I wanted to your captions and I really
Speaker 1: liked it through central massages. Through these massages, you say
Speaker 1: that a part of it is also creating a safe
Speaker 1: space for black men specifically, and I kind of wanted
Speaker 1: to dig into that because what does intimacy and a
Speaker 1: safe space? What does that look like to you? And
Speaker 1: how do you how do you bring that? You know
Speaker 1: to your partners. First, I just feel like I have
Speaker 1: the energy that just I don't know what it is.
Speaker 1: I've always had guys just be comfortable telling me the
Speaker 1: craziest things, and so I just created say, I don't
Speaker 1: guys tell me that I have that energy where I
Speaker 1: make them feel soft or just comfortable or it's just
Speaker 1: like relaxing homie vibes. And so I just beat myself
Speaker 1: and they just say things, and I always tell them
Speaker 1: it's okay, Like if they cry, it's okay, I'll give
Speaker 1: them a hug. It's okay. Let it out. Tell me.
Speaker 1: I mean, I mean, if you've given a hundred massages,
Speaker 1: how many of them cried um. I feel like one
Speaker 1: guy was trying to hold back. It touched my heart though,
Speaker 1: because he came to me because he said I just
Speaker 1: lost my mom and I just need a woman's touch.
Speaker 1: And I was just like, oh, oh wow, that's Jesus.
Speaker 1: And I was like, I got you. I'll give you
Speaker 1: extra life. I mean, I guess. I mean I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be real. I couldn't. You couldn't do it because, like
Speaker 1: I feel like when people are grieving sometimes sex helps, right,
Speaker 1: Like I remember the first time I had sex after
Speaker 1: grieving a loss of my family member. But like, your
Speaker 1: mom died, and then it's also like a woman touch
Speaker 1: I need. That is a little weird. No, like your
Speaker 1: mama just died and you want a woman to be
Speaker 1: touching you like this. No, but he's basically saying like
Speaker 1: I need some love, you know, keep like keep missing. No,
Speaker 1: he did not. It's like it's like if you're saying, like, hey,
Speaker 1: I had a bad day of work, I need a
Speaker 1: woman's touch. Right, that was just the circumstances they do,
Speaker 1: you do hear me? That ship kind of was a
Speaker 1: little weird. Was like saying he didn't want to show
Speaker 1: up somewhere in here like um, I do. But I
Speaker 1: do notice that guys definitely are very tense and they
Speaker 1: get um. I don't know it takes them a while,
Speaker 1: but I guess them the lashings do even put them
Speaker 1: in like do you put them in in submissive positions?
Speaker 1: Where wait, I'm assuming it's a regular table right and
Speaker 1: their legs in the air like I missed my mom? What?
Speaker 1: Maybe all fours? I don't know how people like to
Speaker 1: be missiles sometimes on all fours, Mandy, listen, I like
Speaker 1: a little missige on all fours. Crack this back? What
Speaker 1: that's how you gotta crack it? You know? Like the yoga?
Speaker 1: What is the downward dog type shit? Okay, sometimes you
Speaker 1: gotta have that ass something the air? What listen. I've
Speaker 1: been to yoga, like y'all. Some of the positions I
Speaker 1: literally be like the yoga don't do me? And I
Speaker 1: did realize I I went twice to see I didn't.
Speaker 1: I'll tell y'all what. I just went to it. I
Speaker 1: really hope somebody black works at your local one, you nigga.
Speaker 1: I went to Solid Court. Y'all heard of that? Yeah, well,
Speaker 1: I tell you what someone said you shouldn't go there
Speaker 1: if you can't plank for at least a minute. And
Speaker 1: I see why. I was like class and I was
Speaker 1: like the my I was contracting so much. I thought
Speaker 1: I had the ship. That's how strong. Wow, my stomach
Speaker 1: had to be. I don't know why you'd be going
Speaker 1: to ship like this sounds all thankful, though, it's the point, bitch.
Speaker 1: That's how you get lit. That's how I'm getting bro.
Speaker 1: I can't tell you I'm I've never had one three
Speaker 1: in front of my weight in two years, Like I'm
Speaker 1: one thirty something. Maybe it's one thirty nine, but I
Speaker 1: think I said in one hundred forty one. I was
Speaker 1: one forty nine in Thailand. So the fact that I
Speaker 1: lost ten pounds that quick just from like actually like
Speaker 1: really working out bugged me the fuck out. That's awesome, right, bat.
Speaker 1: It's hard, but it can't get there unless I'm in pain.
Speaker 1: So it's either maybe I'm pain. I'll tell you that
Speaker 1: I heard about that. Why to try it? I just polize, bitch,
Speaker 1: my ribs hurt. To enjoy that pain a little though,
Speaker 1: I was like, just somebody just punched me. It feels
Speaker 1: like it's working when you feel it. I feel well breathe.
Speaker 1: I was like, all right, I know I just worked
Speaker 1: out because I feel it. If I could laugh and
Speaker 1: feel the pilates, it works. But see, this is what
Speaker 1: you gotta do. I've been telling people because they're like, oh,
Speaker 1: how'd you gonna lose a weight? Lorie Harvey? It was
Speaker 1: gonna eat it. But I was telling you that bitch
Speaker 1: is like, I ain't two hundred calories and I burned
Speaker 1: them all. And I do work out in the morning
Speaker 1: and the night, but basically do intermitte passing with the
Speaker 1: twelve hundred collies, like you just really slim down. It's like, okay,
Speaker 1: so he does. He's sorry, okay, right, so you don't
Speaker 1: got to do half right? Uh let me let me
Speaker 1: ask you before we get into our homemail um in
Speaker 1: terms of because you get arousal from it, you know
Speaker 1: the people are getting arousal from it, what does that
Speaker 1: conversation look like when you're giving massages to people outside
Speaker 1: of your partner? And clearly he respects the work, but
Speaker 1: are there conversations what do you mean around that? Like,
Speaker 1: are you guys then in an open relationship? Open? Right?
Speaker 1: And that's why she said, did you hear me. You
Speaker 1: mentioned monogamous, and that's why I'm asking, because there's such
Speaker 1: the sexual energy involved with this. You're aroused sometimes you
Speaker 1: know that the people are going to be arousal Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: do you be jealous? Like is there? He's not jealous.
Speaker 1: And we just started dating, so I haven't really massaged
Speaker 1: much people since. So you ain't got there yet. Okay, yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't even sage the girl. But he's not jealous.
Speaker 1: He's not a jealous person at all. Now, I might
Speaker 1: be jealous. Their conversation about now boundaries that he wants
Speaker 1: you to have if you go massage men because now
Speaker 1: y'all are in a religions. Actually we actually I actually
Speaker 1: did massage a guy. But no, he didn't. He was
Speaker 1: just like, oh, get your money, Yeah, go ahead. That
Speaker 1: was it. We never really him. Come on blacking sex work,
Speaker 1: I know that's the fun. You can't get the sex
Speaker 1: record too. So he gets what's he doing sex? Yeah? Yeah,
Speaker 1: only fans. What's he doing that? Um? Well, before me,
Speaker 1: he was, yeah, having sex with other women. Oh wait,
Speaker 1: that's how we that's how you makee So he's not
Speaker 1: having sex now at work? No, it's just me. Now,
Speaker 1: it's just us. But did you put a stop to that?
Speaker 1: You ain't telling him to go make his No, I
Speaker 1: got judging on it. Low hold on, you said I didn't.
Speaker 1: You can get your money, but let me hear it
Speaker 1: giving double standards, it's giving you no, no, not at all.
Speaker 1: He wants to be monogamous and I want to be
Speaker 1: monogamous too. I'm not anything outside of him? What do
Speaker 1: you mean work working with each other? What are you
Speaker 1: talking about? Old on? Look, he's been looking for somebody
Speaker 1: that he only wanted to work with one person. I
Speaker 1: was looking for the same thing. So it just worked. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but what if he wants to like he doesn't want to,
Speaker 1: you know, because I'm sure he does not want to,
Speaker 1: because he literally told me, well before we decided to
Speaker 1: like work with each other, he said that he's only
Speaker 1: working with one person. So I told him, ideally, I'm
Speaker 1: looking to work with one person that's not working with
Speaker 1: nobody else, and he was like, oh, me too, cut
Speaker 1: her off and came to me. So I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: So he was working for one person before it did
Speaker 1: say I'm switched to another one person to me because
Speaker 1: he wanted me, because he actually saw a relationship with me.
Speaker 1: You didn't have a relationship with her. He was just
Speaker 1: working with her. But he actually saw a relationship with me,
Speaker 1: So that's why he was like, okay, now, what is it? Like?
Speaker 1: Broadens though, because a lot of only fans creators have
Speaker 1: been looking to become contract stars or do mainstream porn
Speaker 1: so that a lot of people can see them. How
Speaker 1: would you feel about that? Like opening both your careers
Speaker 1: up to that. I would never be a porn star.
Speaker 1: He said that he wouldn't do it either. How do
Speaker 1: you how do you separate outside of the agency of it?
Speaker 1: You said I wouldn't be a porn star, but you
Speaker 1: have only fans. How do you distinguish between what a
Speaker 1: porn star does and what someone on only fans that? Well,
Speaker 1: porn star, you get booked and you go on set
Speaker 1: and you get paid for that day and that's it.
Speaker 1: That video goes on porn sites and all that. I
Speaker 1: have a lot of porn star friends, so I hear
Speaker 1: stories and I'm like, I convene y'all because I can't
Speaker 1: do it. But sometimes you're meeting the person that you're
Speaker 1: working with that same day. I can't do that. Oh
Speaker 1: sorry me. It's like a process I have to meet
Speaker 1: two first. I gotta see if I've I with you,
Speaker 1: if I even like you to even want to shoot
Speaker 1: with you. And I shoot my own stuff. It's just
Speaker 1: us too. There's nobody else, there's no cameraman or and
Speaker 1: it just goes on my only fans. It doesn't go
Speaker 1: on porn sites and stuff. And I get paid for
Speaker 1: my stuff. Do you call porn I'm gonna be honest,
Speaker 1: I do call some only fans people like porn. Well,
Speaker 1: because some porn stars have only fans. I think, I
Speaker 1: just say it in my brain to me, if I'm
Speaker 1: paid for having set like I have sex, if they
Speaker 1: have sex, I call them porn right to me. But
Speaker 1: there's a difference for sure, there's different titles. That's why
Speaker 1: I say I'm only because amateur that it's not porn,
Speaker 1: like because you mentioned the set, the crew, the staff.
Speaker 1: Because sometimes some stuff can be like I I'm not
Speaker 1: mainstream porn star. I'm just the only fans concept creator,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm not. I never got booked for a
Speaker 1: scene or anything like that. So so like I always separated,
Speaker 1: like for a while early time of only fans, I
Speaker 1: was like, oh, it's just like yam girl because Cam
Speaker 1: to me was low fi amateur, and then porn would
Speaker 1: be set set production. Yeah. But now in my brain
Speaker 1: when I'm like, because I pay for only fans content
Speaker 1: creators because either I'm cool with them or because I
Speaker 1: want to watch them, I'm sex me too. That's me
Speaker 1: is porn. Not be mad when I don't see I'm
Speaker 1: just buying porn in a different way. And like, do
Speaker 1: you do you do you have to see sex if
Speaker 1: you're subscribing for some people that I want to see
Speaker 1: them have sex. Yeah, but then he posted selfies and
Speaker 1: I'd be like, bitch, if you I'll get this shit
Speaker 1: off the things. He put that shit on Instagram playing
Speaker 1: with me. I don't they want to get to the selfies,
Speaker 1: don't you know? Okay? God, that shit be this at me?
Speaker 1: All I want to like because this is interesting because
Speaker 1: I did it. I did an episode on sex Cells.
Speaker 1: And when I was telling you about so Mandy has
Speaker 1: a friend that works for Evil Angel, Evil Angel, I
Speaker 1: almost said Vivid Evil Angels. So I did one of
Speaker 1: an independent creator which is Landed the plug and um
Speaker 1: evil Angel. And the interesting thing that the guy that
Speaker 1: owned Evil Angel said is like porn stars or only
Speaker 1: Fans girls are coming to me now knowing they won't
Speaker 1: make as much, but knowing they're gonna broaden now, right,
Speaker 1: So they want to do these scenes on a major
Speaker 1: market things they can make more money. But the Only
Speaker 1: Fans creators that I was reaching out to work with
Speaker 1: still said they did porn. They just said to me, like,
Speaker 1: I make my own. So the episode was kind of
Speaker 1: shot in this way of like, both people are distributing
Speaker 1: this content. One just owns their one doesn't. But I
Speaker 1: wonder too, because Only Fans has made cardib pop, that
Speaker 1: we had that girl who does toorking videos, who's super
Speaker 1: subscribe to, like all of these people that aren't fucking
Speaker 1: for money? Is that really what it is? Like? If
Speaker 1: there was an only fans type porn type site, would
Speaker 1: you not do that? Would you prepare to be on
Speaker 1: a platform that has everybody? Well, even like porn Hub
Speaker 1: allows you to create your own ship, yeah, create your
Speaker 1: own subscriptions. Yeah. I just personally don't want to be
Speaker 1: on porgn size, even though my stolen content is on there.
Speaker 1: I just prefer not to because I don't want to
Speaker 1: ruin porn for my family. So I was about to say,
Speaker 1: how does your family view you do. They is porn though,
Speaker 1: Like yeah, I get, I mean it is part I
Speaker 1: make porn. But I just don't consider myself a porn
Speaker 1: star because just because I have porn star friends and
Speaker 1: they live a different life like that, I just feel
Speaker 1: I just don't feel right calling myself a porn star.
Speaker 1: Said how is your comba with your family? I mean,
Speaker 1: because you're in your thirties, so it's like they should
Speaker 1: be able to know. But what somebody's twenty one doing porn,
Speaker 1: You're like, oh my god, find a way when you
Speaker 1: making decision in your late twenties or early thirties, they're like,
Speaker 1: you tried out life. I was. I was very terrified
Speaker 1: telling them because they're very old school, but I think
Speaker 1: because I moved out first and then I started doing
Speaker 1: that and I don't they didn't problem. I literally told them,
Speaker 1: and I literally was prepared for them to this only
Speaker 1: and they were just like, Okay, we understand why you
Speaker 1: were like freaking out and stuff, but we're just more concerned,
Speaker 1: more concerned with your safety. And so my mom asked
Speaker 1: a lot of questions. I answered all of it, and
Speaker 1: they were just like, okay, cool it is. I'm not
Speaker 1: thinking Thanksgiving. Now, it's not weird at all because we
Speaker 1: don't really talk about things. So it was just like
Speaker 1: I just tell them once and that's it. We never
Speaker 1: talked about it ever again. Okay, yeah, you know what
Speaker 1: to I feel like it's so we're like becoming so
Speaker 1: desensitized that, like, in ten years, to find out your
Speaker 1: daughter is making porn with her boyfriend, it's just like,
Speaker 1: all right, at least it's him, like you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. Like, and then if it's like they're doing
Speaker 1: it with another thing, like, all right, at least it's
Speaker 1: a set, like you're gonna find a way to try
Speaker 1: to feel some safety in this. And I think that's
Speaker 1: a really good sign of the older generation trying to
Speaker 1: acclimate to what we do. Yeah. I think my mom
Speaker 1: was okay with it because I told her like, don't worry, mom,
Speaker 1: these are not strangers. Because before I was dating my partner,
Speaker 1: obviously I was doing it single for four years. So
Speaker 1: I would tell her like, don't worry, these are not strangers.
Speaker 1: We're getting tested. So I started telling her all these
Speaker 1: things and she was like, okay, cool, how was it
Speaker 1: making content while you were single? Training? Draining? I tell
Speaker 1: you that. I think that's the reason why I slow
Speaker 1: down for a little bit, and I was like, really
Speaker 1: wanting just one partner. I think it's funny because you're
Speaker 1: saying that it was draining. I'm back single and there's
Speaker 1: certain people from my past that I haven't even wanted
Speaker 1: to entertain because I'm just like, what am I getting
Speaker 1: out of this? But also I'm giving you my time.
Speaker 1: It's the idea of things being pointless now, and we
Speaker 1: talked on this pot about pointless sex. I'm like, I'm
Speaker 1: really not that interested. But pleasing someone that you're really
Speaker 1: not into that exchange with someone that you're just like,
Speaker 1: we're just here, Yeah, becomes draining. I would say, after
Speaker 1: the fact, there's not as much aftercare, there's not really communication,
Speaker 1: and then you're just sitting with yourself and you're feeling
Speaker 1: a lot of things, and that I think is the
Speaker 1: draining party, not even actual sexist after feeling less than
Speaker 1: and all these things. And that does lead to the
Speaker 1: homemail because you even saying that it looks like we
Speaker 1: have someone else dealing with it. However, she's asking how
Speaker 1: much of a home am I Listen, she said, Hey, y'all,
Speaker 1: I'd love to hear y'all's opinions on my attraction to
Speaker 1: men and women who are usually emotionally unavailable in some
Speaker 1: way or how. I most often find myself attracted to
Speaker 1: men who are already in relationships. Running the club me
Speaker 1: to we right there. I'm twenty eight from the East
Speaker 1: Coast and have had three sons and been a unicorn.
Speaker 1: They were both cool. I feel like I can really
Speaker 1: care about more than one person at a time as well.
Speaker 1: I've also tried to center myself and take time away
Speaker 1: from sex to build my relationship with myself and haven't
Speaker 1: had sex since November. Before that, I had sex from
Speaker 1: June to November with some fire az demon dick that
Speaker 1: I had to let go despite of how good it was,
Speaker 1: and I haven't had sex for a year before June.
Speaker 1: I've learned a lot from taking breaks away. I want
Speaker 1: to believe in that spark that Wheezy talks about with niggas,
Speaker 1: and that's what usually draws me in. I feel like
Speaker 1: I just know when I meet someone I'm a water sign,
Speaker 1: and I do think it has to do with my
Speaker 1: emotions and being okay with fucking with that fucking can bring,
Speaker 1: but also wanting some love and care in it. From
Speaker 1: taking a break, I've seen my money go up and
Speaker 1: grown a closer relationship to God, travel lots, bought a
Speaker 1: new vibrator, built relationships with my friends, then God a vibrator.
Speaker 1: All of it I'm thankful for, but I'm honest. I
Speaker 1: miss Dick, and I wonder what being attracted to folks
Speaker 1: who are partnered says about me. I talked to this
Speaker 1: nigga who has partnered. He's Polly. I often find myself
Speaker 1: attracted to men who I know I shouldn't, and I
Speaker 1: don't want to help anyone cheat. My karma reacts fast.
Speaker 1: But I also wonder if this is a part of
Speaker 1: my attachment style, if my not liking folks in the
Speaker 1: quote unquote typical manner makes me more of a hoe,
Speaker 1: and if I'm wrong, and if I'm wrong right now
Speaker 1: for considering letting this man who I know is with
Speaker 1: someone pay my bills, as he's been asking for almost
Speaker 1: the last three years, and I always say no, but
Speaker 1: he looks so fine the other day, I'm starting to
Speaker 1: consider it. It's also getting mad expensive out here, so
Speaker 1: y'all know it would be nice. I don't want to
Speaker 1: just give pieces of myself anymore, and because the connection
Speaker 1: may not be typical, does that mean it's wrong. Ultimately,
Speaker 1: we'll love to hear your thoughts. Thanks. Now, I think
Speaker 1: we can break this down. I'll be honest. This is
Speaker 1: something recently I noticed in therapy and also y'all thinking,
Speaker 1: I think it's a flex that I married men or
Speaker 1: men in relationships. It's not a flex. But I also
Speaker 1: realize I project the fact that I don't want long
Speaker 1: term to me. Long term looks like marriaging kids. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we had this conversation recently, and so I think because
Speaker 1: I project so much that I don't want marriage and
Speaker 1: I don't want kids. Unfortunately, I think the universe is
Speaker 1: sending me people who have limitations. The universe. Bitch, if
Speaker 1: y'all can talking about stars of Moments, I can talk
Speaker 1: about the universe. Citi Medies married Because I don't think
Speaker 1: it's me. I think it's the universe. Hey, y'all be
Speaker 1: mad at the universe, bitches, don't be mad at me.
Speaker 1: Is not bad. These niggers and relationships. The universe will
Speaker 1: test you. They will what's the test? But I don't
Speaker 1: I don't really want you long term. I want you
Speaker 1: to make me feel good and which I told you
Speaker 1: they treat me the best. So the universe is like this,
Speaker 1: It's documented they treat you so well. Why say that
Speaker 1: your ex was the first man to make to make
Speaker 1: you feel x y Z because he was able to
Speaker 1: pour into you because he had the time, right he
Speaker 1: didn't have because he was retired, But like the jobs,
Speaker 1: ain't got a lot of time. But if someone can
Speaker 1: only focus on you and not a lot of people,
Speaker 1: Like I have a friend that is in a polly
Speaker 1: relationship right now, and I had expressed that the only
Speaker 1: issue was that their partner was in you know, he
Speaker 1: has other partners. It was like, I can't get like
Speaker 1: what I need from this person at all times because
Speaker 1: he's just got too much going on. Like I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be real, like having a bad day of work, normal
Speaker 1: nigga can answer the phone is important. I don't want
Speaker 1: you to have to move around your wife and kids eat.
Speaker 1: Having someone to like lean on is what's great. And
Speaker 1: also the love that you were able to get from
Speaker 1: your ex. How much could he give you if you
Speaker 1: really had a wife and kids at home. I think
Speaker 1: that a part of it is still knowing, like I
Speaker 1: don't expect from people what I can't give them. And
Speaker 1: so I think because my friends, bitch I brought up,
Speaker 1: I'm in a polly relationship with all my friends, even
Speaker 1: though it's not sexual. Some of them it is, but
Speaker 1: it's not always sexual, you know. I just like to
Speaker 1: put my friends sometimes not my gay friends. There's there's lines, John, Okay,
Speaker 1: But to me, I do know that I'm not giving
Speaker 1: someone a hundred percent of my time. I don't even
Speaker 1: want you to. But you're not getting ninety. See, yeah,
Speaker 1: you're making a point, you know what I'm saying. No,
Speaker 1: it's not though, but that's the thing to me. Like,
Speaker 1: but if they if we all have limited time, bro,
Speaker 1: So if you're telling me you got thirty percent of
Speaker 1: your time to give, which is probably what I have
Speaker 1: to give, and you got a wife on the side
Speaker 1: and children, how much do I get? Well, if if
Speaker 1: I'm giving out an X amount of time to somebody,
Speaker 1: I'm fine with them finding fulfillment in someone else. And
Speaker 1: so to me, because I know I don't have that
Speaker 1: time to give you. And I know a lot of
Speaker 1: men expect women to be all upon they did because
Speaker 1: that's what they do. A lot of men expect you're
Speaker 1: gonna stop hanging with your friends. You're gonna you're gonna
Speaker 1: drop the world for me because this is what women
Speaker 1: do with men. It ain't me and so to me,
Speaker 1: I think I come in with some sort of relief
Speaker 1: that there's somebody else because I ain't gonna be able
Speaker 1: to do that for you. Yeah, I don't want marriage,
Speaker 1: I don't want kids, and there's so to me, there
Speaker 1: is a stop. I think I think it's my it's
Speaker 1: it's a bad negative thing. Yes, I think it's my
Speaker 1: safe haven to know the expectations are only gonna go
Speaker 1: but so far because you either got it already or
Speaker 1: you're lacking in something. So I can be that person
Speaker 1: and we can be in this blissful bubble of naivity.
Speaker 1: I don't give a fuck. Yeah, but I don't want
Speaker 1: to be single. Then no, that's the thing. I want
Speaker 1: a relationship. But I'm fine with Like, I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: hold you literally about this conversation, and you know the nigga,
Speaker 1: I'll tell you all. But like he was married and
Speaker 1: had a girlfriend. I was open to being girlfriend number two.
Speaker 1: The problem is he, like lig me, Nigga said I
Speaker 1: couldn't have sex outside. So I'm like, no, you don't
Speaker 1: even live you don't even live here. I don't care
Speaker 1: if you take care about my bills. The fact that
Speaker 1: I have to wait on sex for you doesn't seem appeasing, right.
Speaker 1: So to me, the married men that I've been with,
Speaker 1: I've literally asked, can we talk to your girlfriend you
Speaker 1: know about me? Can we allow it? Like? Can? I? Like,
Speaker 1: I'm fine, I would at least you're doing that. I'm
Speaker 1: being in an opening is good? Yeah, yeah, I don't
Speaker 1: want to be a mistress tee. That's marygas. No, they're
Speaker 1: married because they wife don't know about me, Okay, that
Speaker 1: they're not Polly, that's like, let me teach you about
Speaker 1: these things because I think we can make this work.
Speaker 1: Like that's the difference. But I think it's because those
Speaker 1: two that how I came in, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: It's not only to ruin her home, but the dynamic
Speaker 1: of her relation whatever. This is why I wanted to
Speaker 1: have this conversation as well with both of you. Because
Speaker 1: she said, because I don't want a traditional love, does
Speaker 1: that make me a hope? Doesn't mean I'm giving someone pieces? Um.
Speaker 1: I think falling in love with couples though it's a
Speaker 1: different thing because you're attracted just like the love. But
Speaker 1: what about to just someone that you know is, like
Speaker 1: she said, emotionally unavailable because they're either already in relationships.
Speaker 1: By the way, nigga being in a relationship, no me
Speaker 1: emotionally unavailable them. Niggas hold emotionals for a lot of
Speaker 1: different bitches. Just be his favorite, That's what I say.
Speaker 1: Being favorite is just being favorite. Oh niggas being a
Speaker 1: shiny car that he likes to drive all the time.
Speaker 1: Don't be the bucket that he liked. Shit, I gotta
Speaker 1: get an oil change in the one I really like.
Speaker 1: Now letting me drive this one be his favorite. I
Speaker 1: think with women, if you go in just wanted to
Speaker 1: be a nigga's favorite, you will live a happier life because, baby,
Speaker 1: you are getting cheated on, you are being lied to.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I've been around a lot of friends lately
Speaker 1: literally are finding out their boyfriends are married. I was
Speaker 1: in a car the other day. Boy I didn't even
Speaker 1: know he was married and expecting. And I'm in the
Speaker 1: car with a sidebitch and she's telling me, you know this,
Speaker 1: nigga married and expecting. You know I know the wise spacebook.
Speaker 1: Should I hit the white spacebook in front of her?
Speaker 1: In front of him? He was driving. I said, now,
Speaker 1: why are you dealing with a craziest sidebitch threatening to
Speaker 1: hit your wife up? This ain't the type of bit
Speaker 1: you need to be with. But I'm literally like around
Speaker 1: all of these men who have multiple relationships going on.
Speaker 1: Swear to God, Swear to God. All my friends have
Speaker 1: relationships with men, so that are I don't know. Girlfriend,
Speaker 1: my girl is saying to me, She's like, oh, why
Speaker 1: am I attracted to people that are already taken? I
Speaker 1: feel like if you are looking for something, for one,
Speaker 1: you need to know what you're looking for, right, Yes,
Speaker 1: Like I know what I'm looking for, So when I
Speaker 1: meet men that are taken, I'm off it. What's ending
Speaker 1: of her? I mean, I have men that have been
Speaker 1: lying to me. That's how I get a little caught up.
Speaker 1: But it's like, if you're getting so far down the
Speaker 1: line where you are attracted to them, you must not
Speaker 1: see a relationship as assigned to stop, which is a
Speaker 1: you thing. Like it doesn't mean your way of loving
Speaker 1: is wrong, but like that's a you problem to me.
Speaker 1: I agree, Unless you want a Polly relationship. If you
Speaker 1: want a polly relationship, maybe that's why this is appeasing
Speaker 1: to you. But if you're like, why does this keep
Speaker 1: happening to me? Bitch? Is pretty easy. If a nigga
Speaker 1: told me he got a girl, I'm off. You just
Speaker 1: don't deal with them. You know what I'm saying. You care?
Speaker 1: I don't, but yes, right. For example, I recently fucked
Speaker 1: the skater nigga. I didn't know he had a girlfriend
Speaker 1: until after we had That's crazy. That ship was crazy.
Speaker 1: Fucked him. Didn't know your a girlfriend went on a
Speaker 1: second day. It was so ready to get some dick.
Speaker 1: The girlfriend popped out. I was living. I was done.
Speaker 1: Oh I went back without Then I came back to
Speaker 1: New York two months later and I said, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: just suck this nigga because I feel like it and
Speaker 1: that's all I want. However, that was one of the
Speaker 1: first times in a while I was like, this is
Speaker 1: actually all I want. Is just I think that when
Speaker 1: you're looking for love and you cross those lines, that's
Speaker 1: the problem because you get delusion on you think that this. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I agree, I agree. If you go in knowing, then
Speaker 1: that makes sense. Girl. Everybody's fun when they unavailable. I
Speaker 1: feel like we always want people we can't have. So
Speaker 1: that's exactly it. Like if I why, I don't know why.
Speaker 1: I don't know why either. Think about the Red Boots.
Speaker 1: The Red Boots me too, three hundred and fifty dollars.
Speaker 1: I don't know what they did. They get them too
Speaker 1: every celebrity, right, and we know we can't have them,
Speaker 1: so now they're like fifteen hundred and two thousand, even
Speaker 1: though they're only three fifty like as so far, yeah,
Speaker 1: so now we want them. I the boots are dumb.
Speaker 1: And then I started looking at him like, damn, I
Speaker 1: guess like a rock those like what my brain made
Speaker 1: me think? Find out niggas getting married? Just this? Do
Speaker 1: you think crazy? You know? I did hear that taking
Speaker 1: men have way more girls in their d ms, way
Speaker 1: more yes, And I'm just like, what saies look put together?
Speaker 1: You said they look put together? They'd be like, look
Speaker 1: at this, look at he be on nice vacations? Who
Speaker 1: is that woman on his arm? Anyway he looks great?
Speaker 1: Or maybe they're just curious, like why is he in
Speaker 1: the relationship, Like what qualities does he have? Like I
Speaker 1: want to know? Maybe you're the same as these things.
Speaker 1: Who's single? That's what I want to know, if nobody,
Speaker 1: because what if they single, they don't want to be
Speaker 1: with nobody. I'm not looking for anything, is exactly why
Speaker 1: you said something that I used to believe and a
Speaker 1: lot of people say this, Oh they change my mind.
Speaker 1: You used to say, if a dude's else, you ain't
Speaker 1: looking for nothing listening to him. Oh for sure. But
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I'm gonna tell y'all. And I've been saying, listen, nigga,
Speaker 1: I'm talking to me, and both agreed. I was like,
Speaker 1: you know, men say they're not looking for anything, but
Speaker 1: maybe y'all tell me anytime I've ended up in a relationship,
Speaker 1: the nigga was never looking for a girlfriend. We just
Speaker 1: ended up together. Danny, you were married, Tell me what
Speaker 1: were you looking for? A girlfriend or a wife? You
Speaker 1: know what. I was just talking about this the other
Speaker 1: day with my partner because I always talk to men
Speaker 1: like because they say, oh, you know, I'm focused on
Speaker 1: my career at okay, So what if when you get
Speaker 1: when you hit your goal in your career, aren't you
Speaker 1: gonna have another goal? So I just feel like you
Speaker 1: just haven't found the right They just don't want to.
Speaker 1: That's literally, you're not the most important thing I've learned.
Speaker 1: I've had a nigga like and this is the whole
Speaker 1: recent stuff, and it's very real for me, Like whether
Speaker 1: it be a conversation with someone else that he wasn't
Speaker 1: looking for something, or like you know, and just conversations
Speaker 1: about what about the people before me? Right, the last
Speaker 1: two people updated. I've asked that and it's like, Oh,
Speaker 1: it's clear you just weren't into them. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. You're telling me you're different from ninety days
Speaker 1: ago when you fuckus. Hole. Nah, you're just looking at
Speaker 1: me like I'm that person for you, which is totally fine.
Speaker 1: Like that happened to Oh, way, hadn't had a girlfriend
Speaker 1: in eight years. Why he's a whore that lives in
Speaker 1: New York, that's attractive and makes money, get it? He
Speaker 1: told me. Remember we were in Detroit and he set
Speaker 1: flowers and basically he was like, oh, we're not going
Speaker 1: together and I was like, oh we're not. Okay, I'm
Speaker 1: done and then he can't, running right back like no,
Speaker 1: I can't be without you. And as fucked up as
Speaker 1: that is to think that it took that sometimes I
Speaker 1: really believe that men are like, I'm gonna keep milking
Speaker 1: what I can out of you. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: because I do be fucking sucking just as good as
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna front if I was probably married. This
Speaker 1: is what I do. I'm a passionate dick sucker here,
Speaker 1: So how much better am I gonna lose? Once I'm
Speaker 1: down the aisle? This is the dick sucking I got
Speaker 1: to get. So what makes you want to wipe me up?
Speaker 1: If you know, hey, I could just go get it.
Speaker 1: So I think that we need to start act to
Speaker 1: lead just multiple like women need to start dating multiple
Speaker 1: people because if we do that, our eggs aren't only
Speaker 1: one basket. And the three niggas that are looking for girlfriends,
Speaker 1: it's the numbers game. One of them gonna end up
Speaker 1: with your girl. Yeah, just take it from me. They
Speaker 1: just don't let all of them know you're dating, because
Speaker 1: then you're a whole, and then you're really worth being.
Speaker 1: Sometimes that's the help, bully, that's the help. Be like, hey,
Speaker 1: the niggas, be like, I was gonna take you serious,
Speaker 1: but sin see why here fucking lead all these other
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Speaker 1: It's so crazy because we recorded pretty much the next
Speaker 1: month of Horrible Decisions last week, and it was giving
Speaker 1: I haven't had sex, It was giving I haven't gone
Speaker 1: on the date it was giving. I don't even know
Speaker 1: what I'm gonna talk about, and I ended up going
Speaker 1: out this weekend and literally in the last few days,
Speaker 1: I have met two guys that I'm talking to. One
Speaker 1: is local, one doesn't live here. But the one that
Speaker 1: lives here already has a nickname. His nickname is Black Jesus.
Speaker 1: I already told him not to listen to the podcast,
Speaker 1: but he knows his name is Black Jesus. And because
Speaker 1: he's giving Black Jesus, he looks like Black Jesus, and
Speaker 1: what's crazy. So we're gonna talk about how I met
Speaker 1: him because I was like not even looking to day.
Speaker 1: I went to this party over the weekend. No, we
Speaker 1: actually went to every Day People together. We spent the
Speaker 1: whole weekend together after meeting each other. So and then
Speaker 1: we also had a date last night. So I have
Speaker 1: now spent three of the last four days with him.
Speaker 1: Uh yeah, and I really, I mean, he's great. So
Speaker 1: let me tell y'all to Tea about how to fuck
Speaker 1: I even met him. So I'm at this party on
Speaker 1: Saturday and I lose my home girl. Now that I
Speaker 1: lost her, she went to the bathroom and so I
Speaker 1: left the table to go look for her. Is he
Speaker 1: a Brooklyn nigga? Rewind he lived in Brooklyn, but he's
Speaker 1: not a Brooklyn nigga. No, not even he's an x fat.
Speaker 1: He's like, yeah, like he's he's been in New York
Speaker 1: less time than I have, like the States. He's not
Speaker 1: an American, yeah, like x time, Like he's not from
Speaker 1: New York, like he was from somewhere else and lives
Speaker 1: here now. Um So, anyways, I'm looking for my homegirls.
Speaker 1: Let me let y'all know, I am drunk as fuck
Speaker 1: and all shrums at the same time. So I just
Speaker 1: took like this little square of the chocolate shrums and
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, it's a vibe wind you. It
Speaker 1: took me so long to even take the square because
Speaker 1: so many of our fans were there. It was like
Speaker 1: overwhelming for me, like I was on FaceTime, Like every
Speaker 1: man that approached me called their girlfriend or wife and
Speaker 1: had me on FaceTime with their girl wife. And then
Speaker 1: all the girls that were there were just like buying,
Speaker 1: like offering me drinks and I'm like, yeah, I'm already drunk.
Speaker 1: So anyways, I go to find my home girls after
Speaker 1: I'm feeling a little buzz on the shrooms and I
Speaker 1: passed him and I didn't know what to do because
Speaker 1: I'm on shrooms and I don't know what the word like,
Speaker 1: what's going on? So I just started me mugging his
Speaker 1: ass and I'm like, I don't just mean mugging him.
Speaker 1: I don't even know words even come out. And he
Speaker 1: was like what's up? And I was like, you find
Speaker 1: a shit? That's literally the only thing that came out
Speaker 1: of my mouth. I'm like, you actually too fine to
Speaker 1: be here? What the fuck you doing here? What you all?
Speaker 1: I knew what you say to him? So where to God?
Speaker 1: That's all pbo. So it was like a party like
Speaker 1: with tons of like all the Africans and Nigerians and
Speaker 1: like a lot of people had like their African garbs
Speaker 1: on women was fine up in there. So anyways, I
Speaker 1: approached him and I'm like you you find a ship?
Speaker 1: And well I know how to say, and then I'm like,
Speaker 1: you know what, I have my whole foot in my mouth. Sorry,
Speaker 1: I'm on shrooms. Would you like some all I knew
Speaker 1: what to do was for him drugs, So mind you
Speaker 1: his responses, I'm actually shruman right now. Yeah, sure I'll
Speaker 1: take some, So he takes some, and I'm like, well,
Speaker 1: I'm still looking for my friends, but I would really
Speaker 1: like to exchange like information. Can I get your Instagram
Speaker 1: or your phone number? At this point, foot in my
Speaker 1: mouth again, He's like, yeah, let's exchange instagrams. So I
Speaker 1: immediately feel curved. I immediately feel like Nigga ain't fucking
Speaker 1: with me, because anytime I really don't want to give
Speaker 1: someone my number, I give them my Instagram, even though
Speaker 1: I asked for Instagram. And I think I only felt
Speaker 1: curve too because the nigga's Instagram was private. So I'm like, Nigga,
Speaker 1: this does me no good. I'm not gonna remember your page.
Speaker 1: Now I have to follow you, like I'm not even
Speaker 1: gonna remember what your name is to find you through
Speaker 1: who I followed. So I was just like, okay, well
Speaker 1: this was pointless. So anyways, I find my I'm like,
Speaker 1: all right, well I'm gonna go find my friends. I
Speaker 1: find my friends. We go back to the table and
Speaker 1: we're vibing now like I'm with my friends. He passes
Speaker 1: the table and goes to like touch my shoulder to chat.
Speaker 1: I say, hey, so I'm with my friends. Now there's
Speaker 1: a lot of really good looking women in here. You
Speaker 1: should like do a walkthrough, go get some numbers, like
Speaker 1: that's what you're here for, right, and like completely dismissed him,
Speaker 1: completely dismissed that so