WEBVTT - EP 310: Soul Snatching Hands & Good Vibes (Ft. Ms Sapphire) 0:00:02.480 --> 0:00:09.560 Guess what decision We're about to make a horrible decision. Hey, guys, 0:00:09.720 --> 0:00:13.560 welcome to another episode of Harby Bled. This is your 0:00:14.360 --> 0:00:17.560 I'm your girl, Mandy b aka Peg the Stallion aka 0:00:17.600 --> 0:00:21.520 Mandy Basking taka dead Bitch aka I'll fuck your daddy 0:00:21.560 --> 0:00:24.599 and your brother. Um okay, girl, girl, I'm single and 0:00:25.400 --> 0:00:28.159 want to take him beat. I'm weazy. Welcome back to 0:00:28.200 --> 0:00:30.320 this episode. If you've never heard of us before, you're 0:00:30.360 --> 0:00:32.159 infer a ride. Well, I just said I would like 0:00:32.280 --> 0:00:35.559 your daddy and your brother. No, if you have siblings 0:00:36.159 --> 0:00:38.000 for a ride, not for me, because I ain't riding. 0:00:38.000 --> 0:00:40.040 And you know that. Well, I just started yoga so 0:00:40.080 --> 0:00:44.160 I might start riding. It's gonna taking time. Be someone 0:00:44.200 --> 0:00:45.920 that pucking me in a gymp It's gonna take a time. 0:00:46.320 --> 0:00:48.279 Have you never heard of us before. We're a disgusting 0:00:48.280 --> 0:00:50.080 show and we're normally based out of New York, but 0:00:50.320 --> 0:00:53.000 today we're in LA and we have a guess that's right, 0:00:53.040 --> 0:00:56.520 we have misstap Fire joining us. Welcome to the stage. 0:00:56.520 --> 0:00:58.600 I feel like I gotta say that it's a stripper name. 0:00:59.000 --> 0:01:01.480 It really is. Were you a stripper before? There's your 0:01:01.480 --> 0:01:07.560 government name? No? Okay, it's changed name it is, and 0:01:07.720 --> 0:01:10.520 I'm glad that we're in LA. I think it's as 0:01:10.520 --> 0:01:13.040 soon as we knew. We were like looking for guests, um, 0:01:13.080 --> 0:01:16.280 and I said it. I love talking to other sex workers, 0:01:16.400 --> 0:01:18.600 other women in the space and getting all these Are 0:01:18.640 --> 0:01:21.000 you a sex worker? I am? She got her only 0:01:21.040 --> 0:01:24.760 fans a week. I was just girl curious workers. No, no, no, 0:01:24.920 --> 0:01:26.679 I was curious because I heard you say that you 0:01:26.680 --> 0:01:29.880 don't do something which I'm sorry we'll talk about later. Yeah, 0:01:29.880 --> 0:01:32.040 I wasn't under if you consider yourself a sex worker 0:01:32.160 --> 0:01:35.480 or am SEUs both? But I keep it separately, dude, 0:01:35.560 --> 0:01:38.600 Like in what way? I don't get happy endings? So wait, 0:01:38.760 --> 0:01:42.200 but you're still a sex worker. But but we yeah, 0:01:42.280 --> 0:01:44.720 we don't get Like, let's talk about what you do. 0:01:44.840 --> 0:01:47.760 So you consider yourself a sex worker animal suite, what 0:01:47.880 --> 0:01:50.720 part of it is considered sex work? That's a good question. Well, 0:01:50.880 --> 0:01:52.840 I started off with only fans first, so I've been 0:01:53.000 --> 0:01:55.680 doing only fans for like four years now, So I 0:01:55.720 --> 0:01:58.480 was doing dat first. That's sex work. But I started 0:01:58.680 --> 0:02:03.120 um must ssaging a year ago, and that's something totally different, 0:02:03.160 --> 0:02:06.000 Like when I started with my mentor um the moment 0:02:06.080 --> 0:02:08.000 like first section. He told me that I'm a healer, 0:02:08.280 --> 0:02:10.959 and like started crying because I didn't want it. I 0:02:11.000 --> 0:02:13.080 didn't want that job, but I heard it my whole life. 0:02:13.080 --> 0:02:16.120 So we've been working for like a whole year on 0:02:16.240 --> 0:02:18.320 my healing and for me to get to a place 0:02:18.320 --> 0:02:21.520 where I'm able to heal without it affecting me. So 0:02:21.840 --> 0:02:25.480 I figured that massaging was my way of healing because 0:02:25.520 --> 0:02:27.680 I always heard my whole life my hands or like 0:02:28.080 --> 0:02:31.799 healing or magic or just calm people. So that's why 0:02:31.840 --> 0:02:34.200 I started massaging. And I wanted to separate the two 0:02:34.280 --> 0:02:37.600 because but I just X work. Got it necessarily mean 0:02:37.639 --> 0:02:39.720 you gotta make them. Oh you know what I'm saying, 0:02:39.760 --> 0:02:43.040 Like if something is erotic, it could still be. Yeah, 0:02:43.080 --> 0:02:46.280 I'm still very sacid with my massages. I just like 0:02:46.440 --> 0:02:48.880 to separate the two because I don't want to make 0:02:48.919 --> 0:02:52.480 it about I don't know. I just I don't feel 0:02:52.480 --> 0:02:57.960 comfortable using sex with healing, even though sensual energy is healing. 0:02:58.000 --> 0:03:00.800 But I still use my sensual energy. I like to 0:03:00.840 --> 0:03:03.280 separate the two. And they say that, I mean sex 0:03:03.440 --> 0:03:06.519 is spiritual sex for sure, connection there's all of those 0:03:06.560 --> 0:03:09.320 things as well. And um, I did I know you 0:03:09.360 --> 0:03:11.320 were you came in. Girl. First off, I thought you 0:03:11.320 --> 0:03:14.720 were gonna be a little bit more shy so shy um, 0:03:14.760 --> 0:03:17.679 but ironically too. I do want to share with the audience. 0:03:17.960 --> 0:03:20.760 I found you because quite a few people were sending 0:03:20.760 --> 0:03:23.200 you to me. I don't remember exactly the video, but 0:03:23.320 --> 0:03:26.720 you have blonde hair. So there was a video where 0:03:26.800 --> 0:03:30.400 literally I had like three dms like, YO, thought this 0:03:30.480 --> 0:03:34.480 was you? Thought this was you. Now. Normally, any light 0:03:34.520 --> 0:03:37.040 skin bitch with short blonde hair gets sent to me 0:03:37.280 --> 0:03:39.960 and I'd be like, y'all, we're not the same at all. 0:03:40.000 --> 0:03:41.840 But when I looked, I was like, I'll see it. 0:03:41.880 --> 0:03:44.240 She kill What was the video? I have no idea. 0:03:44.760 --> 0:03:47.960 You see her Instagram. I did what I'm saying. I 0:03:48.000 --> 0:03:49.960 don't remember the one. I think the one where you 0:03:50.000 --> 0:03:52.760 were massaging your partner, okay with the dreads, but the 0:03:52.760 --> 0:03:55.520 one where you on top of him because you you small, 0:03:55.560 --> 0:03:58.280 but baby, when you when you bend over and you 0:03:58.400 --> 0:04:01.480 do it on the art, it's a crazy bit. That's 0:04:01.520 --> 0:04:04.280 actually Emmanuel that I was massaging. That was Emmanuel. And 0:04:04.360 --> 0:04:07.480 Emmanuel you said was your mentor. Um, No, no, no, 0:04:07.480 --> 0:04:10.080 he's not my mentor. He's just a friend that inspired 0:04:10.120 --> 0:04:13.840 me to start massaging as well. Well, we're gonna do 0:04:13.880 --> 0:04:16.880 a really quick icebreaker. It's giving this so that and 0:04:17.320 --> 0:04:20.680 you can explain to your answer for it. I want 0:04:20.680 --> 0:04:22.080 to have fun. I picked these because I kind of 0:04:22.080 --> 0:04:23.919 want you to get into it too, with your whole ass. 0:04:23.960 --> 0:04:29.200 All right, oral oral for hours or quickie with penetration, 0:04:30.279 --> 0:04:34.480 oral for hours, pleasing quickly with penetration, quicker with penetration 0:04:34.520 --> 0:04:39.040 for me too? Why oral flowers? Um? Is it for me? 0:04:39.160 --> 0:04:42.480 Or am I giving it? You're you're Oh? I considered both. 0:04:42.600 --> 0:04:46.800 I considered both. Does the answer change for no? Okay, 0:04:46.800 --> 0:04:49.120 it doesn't change. Okay, I can't suck a different hours. 0:04:49.760 --> 0:04:51.760 My I can suck a day for twenty five minutes, 0:04:51.760 --> 0:04:53.919 which is pretty long. That's long. I told y'all, I 0:04:53.960 --> 0:04:55.960 get lazy. So that's why I love eating as and 0:04:56.000 --> 0:04:58.560 sucking balls because it's not as much work on my 0:04:58.680 --> 0:05:02.120 jaw because it's not open. It's just but like when 0:05:02.120 --> 0:05:05.279 it's did, it's like the muscle here isn't that strong? 0:05:05.360 --> 0:05:08.599 I don't think. So you're doing you're doing oral for hours? 0:05:08.600 --> 0:05:11.719 All right? Yeah? Toes in mouth or tips in mouth? 0:05:12.040 --> 0:05:15.960 What do you proper? For you too? But I don't 0:05:16.000 --> 0:05:18.800 get it. But when it, when I get it, it's 0:05:18.800 --> 0:05:21.160 just like, oh my god, are you putting your toes 0:05:21.160 --> 0:05:24.000 in there? I mean, you know what's funny? I mean, sorry, 0:05:24.560 --> 0:05:27.080 guys toes before? Do you like it? Um? It was 0:05:27.120 --> 0:05:30.719 a little weird because its toes big? But what made 0:05:30.760 --> 0:05:33.160 you do it? He wanted it, and I'm a pleaser, 0:05:33.240 --> 0:05:36.159 so I like to please people. It gets me off, 0:05:36.200 --> 0:05:39.120 So I think that's why I choose oral. Four plays 0:05:39.120 --> 0:05:41.280 just does it for me. I can't I can't have 0:05:41.320 --> 0:05:44.440 four play. I mean, I can't have a quickie without. 0:05:44.640 --> 0:05:48.400 Did you suck the toe like I did? I did it. 0:05:48.480 --> 0:05:49.920 It was a big one. It's just like what else 0:05:50.400 --> 0:05:52.479 nice toes though, So that's why I did it. I'm 0:05:52.480 --> 0:05:55.320 not gonna lie, I think. I mean, y'all know how 0:05:55.360 --> 0:05:57.760 I have been with feet in the past, but like 0:05:58.120 --> 0:06:00.080 you have been with feet, Like it was like you 0:06:00.120 --> 0:06:02.120 know what I've been with Puerto Rican man and also feet. 0:06:02.279 --> 0:06:04.640 Well no, I used to not like anything with feet, 0:06:04.720 --> 0:06:08.159 but my but my ex like was a toe foot 0:06:08.320 --> 0:06:11.240 sucker like crazy, and I think it was just the 0:06:11.279 --> 0:06:13.800 sexiest thing. Like I have a video recording him doing it, 0:06:13.880 --> 0:06:17.560 and I'm like, this is the hottest fucking thing in 0:06:17.600 --> 0:06:20.120 my phone. I was like, damn, I wish you had 0:06:20.120 --> 0:06:22.400 a ski mask on so I could really sending this 0:06:22.440 --> 0:06:24.960 to mother. I don't know. I don't like feeling like 0:06:25.000 --> 0:06:28.640 my feet feeling wet, like, oh it tickles. Girl. I 0:06:28.720 --> 0:06:30.200 was laying down like this and then I feel like 0:06:30.200 --> 0:06:32.479 I'm gonna hit a tooth. Girl. No, you lay in 0:06:32.520 --> 0:06:35.240 between their legs, right, So I'm laying in between his legs. 0:06:35.600 --> 0:06:38.200 My foot is in his mouth, and he's rubbing my pussy. 0:06:38.200 --> 0:06:40.680 At the same time, I was bit y'all had a 0:06:40.680 --> 0:06:42.680 different type of orgasm. I ain't even gonna hold your 0:06:42.720 --> 0:06:46.480 missionary with the toes in the mouth like it it's hot, 0:06:46.760 --> 0:06:48.560 but I'm used to still like, okay, let's get the 0:06:48.600 --> 0:06:50.440 little side and stuff. I don't want to feel the 0:06:50.480 --> 0:06:53.000 spit in between. It feels like spacers with spit, like 0:06:53.520 --> 0:06:56.240 faces with spit. All right, sex in front of your 0:06:56.279 --> 0:07:02.559 parents or never having sex again? Oh my god, damn 0:07:02.560 --> 0:07:04.800 what I never have sex? Ag. I think, okay, I'm 0:07:04.960 --> 0:07:08.599 just gonna pick the parents because I think, yeah, yeah, 0:07:08.640 --> 0:07:12.160 I'll be a grumpylate. Maybe it's like what like I'm 0:07:12.200 --> 0:07:13.560 in a show, Like what do you mean sex in 0:07:13.560 --> 0:07:15.160 front of parents, like they walk in and they're out. 0:07:15.480 --> 0:07:18.640 No bit you you perform in front of your parents, 0:07:19.200 --> 0:07:22.480 Oh my god, and you know you've been getting all 0:07:22.560 --> 0:07:25.480 kinkies shit you. If I just had to lay there, 0:07:25.520 --> 0:07:27.400 I could do it. If you just had to lay there. 0:07:27.640 --> 0:07:29.840 If I could just lay there and be blindfolded and 0:07:29.840 --> 0:07:31.640 just pretend they're not there. Can I wear a mask on? 0:07:32.000 --> 0:07:35.120 You know what's crazy? Mom came in and said you 0:07:35.160 --> 0:07:37.160 are the number one dick sucker. She would have to 0:07:37.200 --> 0:07:39.640 see if she really do mean, I would do it. 0:07:39.680 --> 0:07:43.920 How No, she just knows from the way Nigga's act 0:07:43.960 --> 0:07:46.560 about you. And then she'd be like, oh, you're a 0:07:46.560 --> 0:07:48.600 great dick sucker, which I am. Come on, great dick, 0:07:48.720 --> 0:07:53.280 thank you, Juel. All right? Last one small penis or 0:07:53.400 --> 0:08:00.280 premature ejaculator. Premature ejaculator sounds great. Yeah, I think I'm 0:08:00.320 --> 0:08:03.440 gonna go with that too, which I don't care small 0:08:03.520 --> 0:08:07.200 dick shaming every other. Now that I found out that 0:08:07.280 --> 0:08:09.680 com comes out of one ball, you got another ball 0:08:09.720 --> 0:08:12.640 to work with it, So one ball at a time, 0:08:12.800 --> 0:08:15.600 don't get me there. So I was saying on a 0:08:15.640 --> 0:08:20.640 Patreon episode that someone I know had testicular cancer and 0:08:20.680 --> 0:08:23.440 when they were talking about the prosthetic ball. Basically, I 0:08:23.480 --> 0:08:26.000 guess the doctor had implied like, hey, like, you may 0:08:26.080 --> 0:08:29.160 notice a difference in being able to take your refractory period, 0:08:29.160 --> 0:08:30.720 which is when you're able to get up and get 0:08:30.760 --> 0:08:34.520 hard again, right, And apparently it's because the com comes 0:08:34.559 --> 0:08:37.120 from one ball. So he's like it had something to 0:08:37.160 --> 0:08:38.640 do with that, And I was like, oh, I mean, 0:08:39.080 --> 0:08:41.560 not that I've ever thought about it, but I was like, oh, 0:08:41.760 --> 0:08:44.320 you've got one more net first. I just learned too, 0:08:44.320 --> 0:08:47.880 when you get a basectomy that it separates. I didn't 0:08:47.880 --> 0:08:50.720 know sperm and semen were two different things. So apparently 0:08:50.760 --> 0:08:53.680 the basectomy separates the sperm from the semen because the 0:08:53.679 --> 0:08:56.000 sperm is what swims to a little egg. Yeah, this 0:08:56.080 --> 0:08:58.199 is not a science podcast. The semen is the fluid. 0:08:59.600 --> 0:09:02.080 But then how do you suffer from from the fluid. 0:09:02.800 --> 0:09:06.680 The sperm is the little the swimmers. Yeah, but aren't 0:09:06.679 --> 0:09:09.800 the swimmers in the fluid, right? I feel then they 0:09:09.880 --> 0:09:13.320 just disappear. Here's how I imagine. And it's funny because 0:09:13.480 --> 0:09:18.120 there's probably a nurse listen to this, but I feel 0:09:18.160 --> 0:09:20.640 like they probably got two little poles right where it's 0:09:20.679 --> 0:09:23.160 like or like, you know, like tubes and then they 0:09:23.160 --> 0:09:25.760 just plug one up like a tampon and then boom, 0:09:25.800 --> 0:09:30.160 you just get one side and I right, I'll quit 0:09:30.200 --> 0:09:33.480 the show. I'm becoming doctor got more than just that. 0:09:33.960 --> 0:09:37.960 I don't think they're handing out doctor degrees for knowing, uh, 0:09:38.280 --> 0:09:40.440 the difference between sperms. Listen the way that I stuck. 0:09:40.520 --> 0:09:43.560 They might need me to go to not they Well, 0:09:43.679 --> 0:09:45.320 this next one I'm gonna eat out because it has 0:09:45.360 --> 0:09:47.280 to do with ultimatums and it also has to deal 0:09:47.320 --> 0:09:49.760 with you bringing something into the bedroom and then being mad. 0:09:50.559 --> 0:09:53.000 So the Vanilla Ship comes from Newsweek and it's about 0:09:53.040 --> 0:09:57.480 a wife who is distraught over her husband's browser history. 0:09:58.000 --> 0:10:00.640 Let me get into the to the tail is oldest time. 0:10:01.080 --> 0:10:04.480 So a wife described her shock and heartbreak after discovering 0:10:04.520 --> 0:10:07.680 her husband's browsing history. The woman explains that she has 0:10:07.720 --> 0:10:10.160 been married for nine years, has two children, and leads 0:10:10.160 --> 0:10:13.600 a happy life. In an attempt to reconnect after having children, 0:10:13.840 --> 0:10:17.160 the couple decided to explore bringing a man into their 0:10:17.200 --> 0:10:20.160 sex life. We had one experience and it was great, 0:10:20.240 --> 0:10:23.679 but was uncontrollably cut short. So we've opened our minds 0:10:23.679 --> 0:10:25.760 to the possibility of trying to find a male friend. 0:10:26.120 --> 0:10:28.600 In the meantime, the husband has gotten a new job 0:10:28.679 --> 0:10:31.959 and started traveling more. She says that the night before 0:10:32.000 --> 0:10:34.560 her husband was to leap or work to Europe for 0:10:34.640 --> 0:10:36.840 ten days, he asked if it would be all right 0:10:36.880 --> 0:10:39.680 for him to have sex with a man. After she 0:10:39.800 --> 0:10:42.480 said no to him, she writes, I couldn't talk. I 0:10:42.520 --> 0:10:45.520 just cried myself to sleep. She explains that her husband 0:10:45.520 --> 0:10:48.360 assured her that he would not act on the suggestion. 0:10:49.160 --> 0:10:52.600 Well later, the woman went through his browser history and 0:10:52.640 --> 0:10:56.559 found that he had spent many hours researching escorts, massages 0:10:57.080 --> 0:11:01.080 and other things in the area. So she's here staring 0:11:01.120 --> 0:11:03.400 at her kids, heartbroken and now hiding from the world. 0:11:04.360 --> 0:11:07.680 The post drew sympathy, and of course people tagged in, 0:11:08.320 --> 0:11:12.040 but the update is that she confronted him with an ultimatum. 0:11:12.200 --> 0:11:15.760 He immediately apologized for everything. He said. He visited a 0:11:15.760 --> 0:11:18.600 strip club and one sex club but was turned off, 0:11:18.880 --> 0:11:21.480 and he told her that he was death, that he's 0:11:21.520 --> 0:11:25.280 become desensitized from sex over the years. She gave him 0:11:25.280 --> 0:11:28.120 an ultimatum that she would leave the child and tell 0:11:28.280 --> 0:11:32.360 everyone why, and she says since then he's been amazing 0:11:32.360 --> 0:11:36.760 to them. Now if you're planning to out your husband, 0:11:36.880 --> 0:11:39.000 and now he's just showing up as this amazing man. 0:11:39.080 --> 0:11:41.280 I do feel like maybe he's not being honest with 0:11:41.320 --> 0:11:44.000 you now. I do also want to I wanted to 0:11:44.000 --> 0:11:47.200 have the conversation with both of y'all about and I 0:11:47.200 --> 0:11:49.240 think a lot of our audience may do this when 0:11:49.320 --> 0:11:53.800 you introduce something to the relationship and then you decide, Okay, 0:11:54.080 --> 0:11:55.800 this doesn't work for me. Now I want to pull 0:11:55.800 --> 0:11:58.719 it away, but your partner is still kind of like, well, 0:11:58.720 --> 0:12:02.360 I kind of still want this. What was introduced? Men? Right? Right? 0:12:04.679 --> 0:12:07.000 I was like, did I wanted to be? I was curious, like, 0:12:07.120 --> 0:12:10.640 was it like them a like escorting men's particularly but okay, 0:12:10.840 --> 0:12:14.640 and so she gave the ultimatum. She also, i would say, 0:12:14.679 --> 0:12:18.040 threatened him by quote unquote all him. But I wanted 0:12:18.040 --> 0:12:20.600 to know Wheezy and you if y'all have ever had 0:12:20.640 --> 0:12:24.880 any relationship where something got introduced and it either damaged 0:12:24.920 --> 0:12:28.680 the relationship or you didn't wanted to retract and the 0:12:28.760 --> 0:12:31.680 partner did not want the same, I've never been in 0:12:31.679 --> 0:12:34.440 a situation like that, Okay. I know, like from feeling 0:12:34.480 --> 0:12:39.760 my story is old, You're like, and I had three 0:12:39.760 --> 0:12:43.040 sums and then he basically just said, hey, she's cool 0:12:43.040 --> 0:12:45.319 with me fucking other bitches and fucked every bitch in 0:12:45.360 --> 0:12:49.040 New York. But the difference was that for me, it 0:12:49.080 --> 0:12:52.040 felt obviously, if we're having three sums together, it feels like, 0:12:52.080 --> 0:12:54.360 you know, we made the decisions together, like it's one 0:12:54.400 --> 0:12:57.360 person is consenting, the other person is consenting. Great. I 0:12:57.400 --> 0:13:02.199 also think that women that are bisexual that welcome three stems, 0:13:02.240 --> 0:13:04.760 in which a lot of girls do. It's difficult because 0:13:04.760 --> 0:13:07.680 you have to really like beat over a man's head 0:13:08.040 --> 0:13:09.760 that you're not cool with him sucking out the hose, 0:13:09.840 --> 0:13:12.720 because I've heard this so many times, not even just 0:13:12.880 --> 0:13:15.240 from him, but like when I would vent to homeboys, like, well, 0:13:15.240 --> 0:13:16.520 why are you mad if you just know that he 0:13:16.520 --> 0:13:18.640 just wants to get some pussy. Sometimes sometimes you get pussy. 0:13:18.679 --> 0:13:22.160 It's still lying, right, And men sometimes think they're like 0:13:22.200 --> 0:13:24.760 saving your feelings by not telling you that's not when 0:13:24.800 --> 0:13:27.480 in reality, it's like when you find out that someone 0:13:27.559 --> 0:13:29.760 was that deceitful, you can't get over it. And I 0:13:29.840 --> 0:13:32.120 know a lot of people probably don't understand. They listened 0:13:32.120 --> 0:13:34.400 to the show like, oh, well maybe he started cheating 0:13:34.400 --> 0:13:36.559 at this point X y Z like I found out 0:13:36.600 --> 0:13:38.360 it was the entire three and a half years i'd 0:13:38.400 --> 0:13:41.360 been with him, you know. So when that ship came out, 0:13:41.400 --> 0:13:43.920 a lot from browser history too, and I realized you 0:13:44.000 --> 0:13:47.840 searched the browser history. I at one point saw his 0:13:47.920 --> 0:13:51.199 laptop right, and then it was just like, damn, this 0:13:51.280 --> 0:13:53.680 is like kind of insane. So I was like, how 0:13:53.760 --> 0:13:55.880 is he just meeting all these girls? That's one of 0:13:55.920 --> 0:13:58.320 my questions. He was in escorts too, for both of y'all, 0:13:58.360 --> 0:14:02.240 what does your partner's history tell about them? Like do 0:14:02.320 --> 0:14:06.280 you judge a partner by the porn they watch? What? Like? 0:14:06.360 --> 0:14:08.720 How did you judge his brows history? So I saw 0:14:08.920 --> 0:14:11.240 escorts in the browser history. Have you ever looked through 0:14:11.280 --> 0:14:13.840 a browser history? She's like, no, which I don't care about. 0:14:14.120 --> 0:14:17.480 I respect people's privacy. I feel like if I can't 0:14:17.520 --> 0:14:19.280 if I'm looking, that means I can't trust you. So 0:14:19.320 --> 0:14:22.080 why am I with you? I only look if I 0:14:22.080 --> 0:14:25.440 have a really bad, strong feeling, but I'm seeing That's 0:14:25.440 --> 0:14:28.000 like a lot of people say that, like, oh, if 0:14:28.040 --> 0:14:30.200 I'm gonna look like I shouldn't be with you. But 0:14:31.200 --> 0:14:33.320 that's a difficult thing to say because I've said that 0:14:33.360 --> 0:14:35.880 before too. But I feel like we don't really mean 0:14:35.920 --> 0:14:38.080 it until we're presented it. Right, Yeah, let's say that 0:14:38.160 --> 0:14:40.920 we got like this fight or something doesn't feel right, 0:14:41.480 --> 0:14:44.480 like when if it's easy, right, Like I'm not saying that. 0:14:44.520 --> 0:14:46.520 I was trying to mcguiver and open up the laptop 0:14:46.880 --> 0:14:48.880 if it's easy, and sitting there, I'm kind of like, oh, 0:14:49.000 --> 0:14:51.280 let me just look right, you get this inkling and 0:14:51.360 --> 0:14:53.520 the one thing I will say that made it difficult, 0:14:53.520 --> 0:14:55.240 which is why it's really hard. And I'm like, I 0:14:55.280 --> 0:14:58.000 hope I never do this again. Once I saw a 0:14:58.120 --> 0:15:01.200 piece I needed to know the rabbit hole, how far 0:15:01.320 --> 0:15:03.360 we're gonna keep doing? Like all I saw it was 0:15:03.400 --> 0:15:07.080 one little thing about a bitchy fuss, and I was like, Okay, 0:15:07.120 --> 0:15:09.160 if there was just one bit you fuck during COVID, 0:15:09.240 --> 0:15:10.880 ain't no way you wouldn't sucking them holes with the 0:15:10.880 --> 0:15:14.040 world one down. And so like it started growing and growing, 0:15:14.120 --> 0:15:16.080 and then you know a lot of my friends would 0:15:16.120 --> 0:15:18.960 say shit to me like oh, I'll just leave them right, 0:15:19.040 --> 0:15:20.640 and I was like, oh my god, like I don't 0:15:20.640 --> 0:15:21.680 know if I could do it. I don't know if 0:15:21.680 --> 0:15:23.840 it is easy. Maybe I'm gonna find something that made 0:15:23.840 --> 0:15:26.720 me feel better, like it's almost like your brain can't stop, 0:15:26.880 --> 0:15:30.400 bro and it's trash. But how I knew it was 0:15:30.480 --> 0:15:33.600 really bad? And it's funny because the escorts actually made 0:15:33.600 --> 0:15:36.360 me think, Okay, he has no idea what he's doing, 0:15:36.400 --> 0:15:38.800 like emotionally, like he's not trying to hurt me. Right, 0:15:38.920 --> 0:15:40.840 you're that obsessed with sex that you can't just go 0:15:40.920 --> 0:15:43.600 a Wednesday night without me fucking like you actually need 0:15:43.640 --> 0:15:46.400 to go buy some pussy? Who an attractive man in 0:15:46.440 --> 0:15:47.960 New York who can't just go out and get it. 0:15:47.960 --> 0:15:49.760 It's like you need it to be that accessible, like 0:15:49.800 --> 0:15:51.400 you really do it sex. I think it's a power 0:15:51.480 --> 0:15:54.160 thing too. Yeah, sure you thinking? I think I think 0:15:54.240 --> 0:15:57.520 the power I mean money. That's why man, I think 0:15:57.600 --> 0:15:59.280 worked so hard to make money is to be able 0:15:59.320 --> 0:16:02.000 to literally buy what they want, no feelings attached. Well, 0:16:02.040 --> 0:16:03.840 now you know why you're here. I think a lot 0:16:03.840 --> 0:16:06.640 of people also like disposing a woman. I don't know 0:16:06.680 --> 0:16:11.160 if paying for pussy makes people feel powerful. I think 0:16:11.400 --> 0:16:14.920 not all the time. I feel like some guys feel ashamed. Yeah, 0:16:14.920 --> 0:16:17.720 I was gonna say, yeah, I don't think I think 0:16:17.760 --> 0:16:21.080 you're thinking of it, like like I think when my 0:16:21.160 --> 0:16:23.160 homeboys like flying girls out and doing shit like that 0:16:23.200 --> 0:16:25.720 dipping them off, then I think they get a little power. 0:16:25.920 --> 0:16:28.040 But if you really got to pay for and nobody knows, 0:16:28.040 --> 0:16:29.600 like who is the power work? The girl that takes 0:16:29.600 --> 0:16:30.840 some money to me is the one who kind of 0:16:30.880 --> 0:16:34.000 run in the show, but flying somebody else, flying somebody 0:16:34.040 --> 0:16:37.000 I was still paying just not right right right, just 0:16:37.200 --> 0:16:38.600 but like you kind of feel like you send them 0:16:38.640 --> 0:16:40.920 up when someone has a service. I actually don't think 0:16:40.960 --> 0:16:45.080 you have power if you're buying a service in my brain, 0:16:45.640 --> 0:16:50.520 but maybe because over the year, so maybe why but 0:16:51.160 --> 0:16:53.760 I always have this like high I don't know, I've 0:16:53.760 --> 0:16:55.800 got a super high value for sex workers over the 0:16:55.880 --> 0:16:58.000 last few years doing horrible where I'm just like these 0:16:58.080 --> 0:17:02.040 niggas really as these girls are tricking off like for 0:17:02.040 --> 0:17:05.439 for even your only fans um and the content that 0:17:05.480 --> 0:17:07.199 you know was out there if you were with a partner, 0:17:07.640 --> 0:17:10.399 are there are there like any sort of subscriptions that 0:17:10.440 --> 0:17:13.400 you would feel away if your partner was subscribing to them, 0:17:13.480 --> 0:17:15.520 like now you know and kind of what you give 0:17:15.600 --> 0:17:17.880 to others, Like look and you you're making our face 0:17:17.920 --> 0:17:21.719 like yeah, bitch, no, I'm laughing because my current partner, 0:17:21.760 --> 0:17:23.119 he used to be a fan of me before we 0:17:23.160 --> 0:17:25.520 sat a dating so he used to be subscribed to 0:17:25.640 --> 0:17:28.840 my own fans and he used to watch my videos. 0:17:28.840 --> 0:17:30.320 So it kind of makes me feel good that he 0:17:30.359 --> 0:17:32.960 used to jerk off to me. And Okay, so then 0:17:33.359 --> 0:17:36.560 is there but is there an even insecurity? If he's 0:17:36.600 --> 0:17:40.439 following another bitch, he may want more because from you. 0:17:40.600 --> 0:17:43.199 So there was an insecurity in the beginning because he 0:17:43.240 --> 0:17:45.199 did express to me that there was another girl that 0:17:45.240 --> 0:17:47.119 he had a big crush on that was also a 0:17:47.119 --> 0:17:49.080 sex worker, and when I seen her, I was like, 0:17:49.800 --> 0:17:53.040 we look nothing alike, So what is your type? Like, 0:17:53.640 --> 0:17:57.080 why do you like me? I don't? Was like we did? 0:17:57.119 --> 0:17:59.199 We did? And I was like, I kind of and 0:17:59.240 --> 0:18:01.280 I probably flip flop with this because I'm not sure, 0:18:01.280 --> 0:18:04.720 but like there's moments where I see a nigga's type, 0:18:04.760 --> 0:18:06.720 I'm like, Okay, well, at least I know you're into me, 0:18:07.320 --> 0:18:09.680 But if I see you go all the way left, 0:18:09.800 --> 0:18:13.159 I'm like, do you even like me? That's what I 0:18:13.400 --> 0:18:17.199 didn't know until I saw every girl that but that 0:18:17.359 --> 0:18:19.320 brought an insecurity out of you did see him like 0:18:19.520 --> 0:18:23.120 another girl that didn't look like you? Yes, why did 0:18:23.119 --> 0:18:25.080 you talk to him about that? We didn't, and he 0:18:25.119 --> 0:18:28.320 stopped liking herself and that's why he's my pipe. Wait 0:18:28.320 --> 0:18:35.880 wait wait wait, So we have multiple conversations about it 0:18:36.119 --> 0:18:39.480 because again, even though when he did stop, I still 0:18:39.560 --> 0:18:41.800 felt like you're only stopping because I said something. But 0:18:42.119 --> 0:18:44.560 we had multiple conversations until I got to the point 0:18:44.600 --> 0:18:47.120 where I did trust what he was saying. What what 0:18:47.200 --> 0:18:50.560 made you? What was his response about like his type? 0:18:50.560 --> 0:18:52.439 Did he say he has no type? He said he 0:18:52.840 --> 0:18:54.920 like all his Yeah. He was like, I don't think 0:18:54.960 --> 0:18:57.080 I really have a type. Um, I' data girls that 0:18:57.119 --> 0:19:00.479 didn't have tattoos then, but tattoos. I I'm gonna try 0:19:00.520 --> 0:19:01.720 to set the girls with tattoos. It's just like a 0:19:01.760 --> 0:19:04.560 little extra on, you know, on top of everything else. 0:19:04.600 --> 0:19:06.639 But he was like, most of my girls don't have 0:19:06.720 --> 0:19:09.560 tattoos because the girl was headed up. So I'm just like, 0:19:10.080 --> 0:19:18.280 how wait huh? To me, it's more like bodies about 0:19:18.359 --> 0:19:21.040 body too, because she's thicker, like I'm a little tinier. 0:19:21.040 --> 0:19:24.680 I don't have fat ass to do when you've been over, yes, 0:19:24.760 --> 0:19:27.280 you do. You know what I've learned here for anybody 0:19:27.359 --> 0:19:29.080 that kind of has a body type like me, it's 0:19:29.080 --> 0:19:31.560 where like you got some curs with your ass, saying like, 0:19:32.080 --> 0:19:35.200 b yeah, I realized, Like Nigga's just like ass. They're 0:19:35.200 --> 0:19:36.960 gonna end up with who they end up with, but 0:19:37.040 --> 0:19:40.600 they are always that, always gonna look like everybody likes ass. 0:19:40.600 --> 0:19:42.560 Like I know, I got a small frame and I 0:19:42.560 --> 0:19:45.119 got like a little BC cup booty. You know what 0:19:45.160 --> 0:19:47.120