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Speaker 1: You look good.

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Speaker 2: You do too, Thank you?

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Speaker 1: What what are you talking about?

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Speaker 3: You look good in real life?

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Speaker 1: Everybody, Hello, Hello.

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Speaker 3: Down your show before, I know, And I'm mad that

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Speaker 3: we're doing it now because I have you for what

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Speaker 3: like ten to fifteen minutes, so we gotta come do

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Speaker 3: the real thing. I need you in the chair, me too,

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Speaker 3: because there's so much about your life that I find

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Speaker 3: so fascinating.

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Speaker 1: And the way.

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Speaker 3: You the ebbs and flows, you go, you keep getting

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Speaker 3: back up and you keep finding new ways and.

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Speaker 1: You know what I mean.

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Speaker 3: And I just and it's not it's not always easy,

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Speaker 3: I'm sure, and I think there's probably so many lessons

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Speaker 3: in that that I can't wait till.

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Speaker 1: I can't wait.

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Speaker 2: And so I got a book and that's coming out

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Speaker 2: a perfect and I put it all in.

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Speaker 3: The Book's gonna blow your mind. When does that come?

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Speaker 2: I don't know, I think extra all right, Well, well

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Speaker 2: I just turned it in. I'm really proud of myself.

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Speaker 2: And two years to write.

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Speaker 1: I did a book, so I know how long.

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Speaker 3: It takes and I know how I mean, you're pretty

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Speaker 3: transparent and open.

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Speaker 2: No, this is a different level. So this is like

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Speaker 2: the things that I don't talk about.

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Speaker 3: Are there are things things because it seems from the outside, well,

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Speaker 3: I do a lot of protecting and then I do

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Speaker 1: I take a lot of bullets. And that was.

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Speaker 2: Okay for that time, but you know, sometimes you have

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Speaker 2: to kind of is that season over?

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Speaker 1: Yes it is. I love that for you. I love

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Speaker 1: that for me too. Is it free?

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Speaker 2: It's very much freeing. It's amazing for my mental health.

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Speaker 2: And it just had to be done. And this is

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Speaker 3: And what is the number one thing you Because when

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Speaker 3: you write your old when you always tell you after

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Speaker 3: I did my book, I told her because mine was

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Speaker 3: like eight years ago, but I told everybody should write

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Speaker 3: their own like book or memoir because it forces you

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Speaker 3: to look at your whole life.

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Speaker 1: And then you see, even.

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Speaker 3: If you never put it out, even if you're for yourself, like,

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Speaker 1: I agree with that, cause you see things that you did.

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Speaker 1: Oh I did that.

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Speaker 3: It's the same thing so many times you just start

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Speaker 3: seeing it from up above.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and you learn something you do, you know.

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Speaker 2: I tell a lot of stories, but I also take

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Speaker 2: a lot of accountability as well, and that's really kind

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Speaker 2: of what it's about. It's like your lessons and then

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Speaker 2: what did you do? What did you about yourself at

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Speaker 2: that time? You learned about yourself in general? Oh, I

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Speaker 2: learned that it's okay to show up as me and

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Speaker 2: whatever I have to give for that day. You know,

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Speaker 2: I'm just saying, and my I know that day it's

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Speaker 1: And I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I'm just very into showing up as my best self

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Speaker 2: and protecting my mental health at all costs because I

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Speaker 1: What is the number one way you do that.

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Speaker 2: I'm in therapy a few times a week. It's a

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Speaker 2: and I have no I'm serious. I think people think

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Speaker 2: because I have found one does not work without the others.

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Speaker 2: It doesn't, it doesn't, but together together, it's a thing.

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Speaker 1: It's a cocktail. Is in church.

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Speaker 2: I don't know about church just my whole day because

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Speaker 2: You know, it's not about religion either. It's not a relationship.

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Speaker 2: It's about relationship with him. And I didn't find that

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Speaker 1: How is that.

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Speaker 3: Possible because you've always said you've always spoken about.

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Speaker 2: Well, that's what I thought that he should be, or

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Speaker 1: What happened.

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Speaker 2: I was in the shower and I was praying, and

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Speaker 2: you know how like you just like genuinely pray whatever,

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Speaker 2: And I was praying and I just had a moment

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Speaker 1: What do you mean? I'm under stand with that.

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Speaker 2: Tell me Okay, So if you've never experienced it, you'll

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Speaker 2: feel his energy as if.

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Speaker 1: He was in the shower. Wow.

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Speaker 2: And I can hear him very clearless if you're talking

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Speaker 2: right now, no way, no serious. Is it like a

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Speaker 1: Stop. Oh, You're ridiculous. And it's funny because a lot

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Speaker 1: of I don't think I'm weird. I'm I'm a boss. No,

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Speaker 1: I'm just trying to tap it. I'm just trying to

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Speaker 2: You know how, it's the same God that we serve

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Speaker 2: in Spanish and in English. And if you're in Spanish,

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Speaker 2: you can hear the word of God and you can

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Speaker 2: understand Him speak to you in Spanish. I can understand

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Speaker 3: I do get what you're saying, because I think everybody's

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Speaker 3: connection with God is their own, and so like I

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Speaker 3: a system, okay to me, like if I say, if

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Speaker 3: I'm talking about the color pink all day and then

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Speaker 3: I see it like if I'm aligned, and those things

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Speaker 3: That happens all day every day. I take that as

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Speaker 3: just like a language that I've developed for myself. So

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Speaker 3: when you say that, I'm not looking at you crazy.

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Speaker 3: I'm just trying to understand what your language is like

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I can hear it. I don't understand that. That's

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Speaker 1: it very clear, like an actual voice. Yes, just a

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Speaker 1: God's voice today. Who was I talking to? Was it Sierra?

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Speaker 3: I asked Sierra about what God would say to her,

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Speaker 3: what is that? And that's how she I think here's

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Speaker 1: To Sierra, Oh for sure. Why because she's figured it out.

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Speaker 1: It's not about her husband and it's not about her children.

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Speaker 1: It's about you.

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Speaker 2: Can you can tell her walk it's real, you know

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I want to know more about that.

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Speaker 1: God knows his people. I mean the people know. The

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Speaker 1: people will go. How do you tap? Like I know

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Speaker 1: you were saying you were praying in that moment. Why

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Speaker 3: Happen in that moment? Why was what was going on you?

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Speaker 3: Why do you think he chose that moment to conn't.

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Speaker 2: But this was right after do you remember the whole

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Speaker 2: suicide attempting all of that.

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Speaker 1: So I'm gonna give you a quick story.

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Speaker 2: So I moved into this two point seven million dollar

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Speaker 2: I quit the Braxtons, my singing career. This is like

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Speaker 2: do in the entertainment space, right, And I didn't know

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Speaker 1: And I'm like, oh my God.

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Speaker 2: With money, with money, money and God problem money and God.

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Speaker 1: But through him, my relationship with money changed. And what

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Speaker 1: does that break down my problem? What do you mean?

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Speaker 1: It's not my problem, it's his problem.

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Speaker 2: And it always like it's more than enough, like I

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Speaker 2: like well, how like let me know right now?

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Speaker 1: It's still like the.

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Speaker 2: Top five TikTok song. And I wrote that song eleven

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Speaker 1: It's not my problem. He got it, he got it.

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Speaker 2: You know, I'm human and we're in an entertainment business,

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Speaker 1: Everybody act like they're.

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Speaker 1: But they're still working. They still work.

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Speaker 2: They're still working because the people of God need to

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Speaker 2: work and things don't always look like what they see.

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Speaker 2: And when I tell you, ever since then, I don't

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Speaker 1: I can't because it's not my problem. I love that

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Speaker 1: money is energy? What else? Energy? What else? Don't you

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Speaker 1: worry about it anymore? Oh? This is recent? You got

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Speaker 1: me vulnerable. I'm ready to go to New York. Okay, okay,

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Speaker 1: this is not for everybody in the room. I don't

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Speaker 1: worry about my heart anymore, Really, I don't. It's not

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Speaker 1: my problem either. Did you used to worry about it alive?

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Speaker 2: Oh?

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Speaker 1: My god?

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Speaker 2: Because I always thought that I was the person who

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Speaker 2: always got their heart broken. And now I don't worry

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Speaker 2: about finding my person. I don't worry about getting my

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Speaker 2: I don't worry about It's not my problem because I

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Speaker 2: know God it's going to protect me. It's going to

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Speaker 2: protect my heart because I asked for protection over my heart.

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Speaker 1: Wow, this sounds like an amazing place to be.

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Speaker 2: Oh man, yo, I know it sounds like I'm auntieasing

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Speaker 2: now at church y'all. I was lost with Now I'm found,

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Speaker 2: and that really means I've I have found like the blueprint.

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Speaker 1: Why do I found the life hack? And you don't

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Speaker 1: know why? Why do you think it took so long?

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Speaker 2: It took so long because I wasn't ready and I

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Speaker 2: wasn't gonna I'm Taitan. I was Taita back then, now Tamar.

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Speaker 2: I wasn't ready to listen. I wanted to do things

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Speaker 2: my way. And I'm not trying to sound churchy churchy,

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Speaker 2: but it's just.

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Speaker 1: Not my way.

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Speaker 2: My way is ground. Think about all the scandals and Shenanigan.

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Speaker 1: You've been You've been through some things.

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Speaker 1: I'm excited. Would I want you to know that? And

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Speaker 2: People don't give the girls the credit day deserve and

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Speaker 1: But I have a good makeup artist. God is good.

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Speaker 1: Now you're looking and I use Korean skincare. Now, oh

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Speaker 2: Skin serum and the facial wash.

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Speaker 2: And I'm also just tapping into Korean foundation. That's that

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Speaker 1: You don't know no brand names?

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Speaker 1: here's some questions that we have. Let's see what you get. No,

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Speaker 1: I love the mcdowells, I love the wind. It's not mcdowells.

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Speaker 2: And I've actually always kind of been a fast fool girl.

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Speaker 1: Now. Wow, what fast food? Wow?

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Speaker 2: Because my chin was down on my chest. I gotta

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Speaker 1: I don't know why. I feel like there's one in

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Speaker 2: Oh oh, he would say, I'm proud of you.

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Speaker 1: Hmmm. Yeah, So he's proud of He's proud of me,

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Speaker 1: and we take steps. Does he use an emoji this one? Yes?

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Speaker 1: Finally you got it? What does that mean when something

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Speaker 2: Some of my always like men, is it?

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Speaker 1: Is it? No? Problem? Is never?

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Speaker 2: Like?

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Speaker 1: Just like our like? What is it? I'm feeling like

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Speaker 1: I have to defend myself.

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Speaker 2: That comes from me being the youngest of my family

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Speaker 1: Up for me, So I got to do it myself.

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Speaker 1: I don't. He said, let me do it. I validate you.

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Speaker 3: But you've been doing that a certain way for so

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Speaker 2: Yeah, because I'm comfortable in it right, and you're waiting

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Speaker 1: And so now I just be like, okay, y'all talk.

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Speaker 1: I love this season for you. Yeah, I love it too.

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Speaker 1: It's such a better place to be, you know.

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Speaker 2: I feel much lighter, you know, my my, my makeup

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Speaker 1: You know, it's thought God things that you know. It's better,

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Speaker 1: you know. Yeah, the sun shines brighter.

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Speaker 2: You're not heavy with negativity because negativity is heavy, you know,

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Speaker 3: Last question is yellow one to ten. How happy are

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Speaker 1: Oh? Today I'm at a hundred. It says I'll take

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Speaker 1: me today. Yeah. I love that. Yeah, I love that

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Speaker 3: Everybody, we didn't get to talk about your show, which

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Speaker 3: I can watch it, which is so amazing.

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Speaker 1: Oh it's so good.

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Speaker 2: It's okay, So let me tell you all right, real

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Speaker 2: So my show Double Life is so good. I know

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Speaker 2: it's not just about cheating, I know. Okay, So it's

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Speaker 1: You don't know nothing about it.

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Speaker 3: And don't you think a lot of people have things

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Speaker 2: And it's the most normal looking people who are out

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Speaker 1: And these are real people. None of these are actors. No,

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Speaker 2: And I'm a Pisces and you know I'm the girl

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Speaker 2: that you called a cracker case.

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Speaker 1: Anyway. No, no, you're so good at it.

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Speaker 2: You haven't some to the bottom of the had I know,

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Speaker 2: so much fun. Yeah, and I could pick it up

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Speaker 1: It's so good. Tell them why to watch the show, y'all?

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Speaker 1: Watch the show on MTV at nine o'clock on Tuesdays.

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Speaker 1: There it is. I'm coming to New York Yob