WEBVTT - Let's Q&A with Shannen Doherty

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<v Speaker 1>This is Let's Be Clear with Shannon Dorty. Hi, everyone,

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<v Speaker 1>welcome to another episode of Let's Be Clear with Shanna Doherty.

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<v Speaker 1>So today's episode is going to be a Q and A.

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<v Speaker 1>You guys sent in hundreds of questions and I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to answer them. I'm not going to get to all

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<v Speaker 1>of them. I think that's pretty much impossible, but eventually

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<v Speaker 1>we will. So we're going to go through as many

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<v Speaker 1>today as I can get through. I'm sorry, I have

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit of a sore throat. So from and

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<v Speaker 1>if I butcher your names, I'm really sorry. From Kristen

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<v Speaker 1>de mac Isaac. Growing up, did you ever read and

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<v Speaker 1>respond to your own fam mail or did someone else

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<v Speaker 1>do this for you? So interesting question, Yes, I actually did.

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<v Speaker 1>My mom and my dad were very much huge. They

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<v Speaker 1>encouraged me to read everything so that I would understand

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<v Speaker 1>my responsibility of being in the public eye. And they

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<v Speaker 1>would so we would have like fan mail days where

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<v Speaker 1>we would sit down and read the fan mail and

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<v Speaker 1>then I would sign a photo or sign like a

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<v Speaker 1>little card, but certainly on little House. NBC would supply

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<v Speaker 1>us with all that stuff and then put it in

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<v Speaker 1>the envelopes, give it back to our producers and they

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<v Speaker 1>would send it off to the fans, So yes, I did.

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<v Speaker 1>I actually really enjoyed reading the fan mail. Later on

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<v Speaker 1>it became a little overwhelming and that process sort of stopped.

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<v Speaker 1>I think Aaron Spelling did it, but I can't be sure.

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<v Speaker 1>From Mel mel B, I know you, girl high. Who

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<v Speaker 1>is your biggest inspiration in life? And what three words

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<v Speaker 1>would you tell your younger self. My biggest inspiration in

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<v Speaker 1>life is probably always going to be my parents, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's just because of the way that they raise me

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<v Speaker 1>and what they taught me, and their strength and their perseverance,

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<v Speaker 1>and my admiration for them knows no limits. And what

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<v Speaker 1>I would tell my younger self is to chill out

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<v Speaker 1>and don't take it all so seriously. That's pretty much it.

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<v Speaker 1>From Chelsea Luanne, what is something you've learned about yourself

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<v Speaker 1>since you started Let's Be Clear podcast. I've learned that

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<v Speaker 1>being transparent and honest is a double edged sword, and

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<v Speaker 1>there are moments where it's really wonderful because you're getting

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<v Speaker 1>to share yourself in such a very personal way with

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<v Speaker 1>people who personally connect with you with your journey, whether

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<v Speaker 1>it is through cancer, just your acting or whatever. And

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<v Speaker 1>in that regard, it's really wonderful and really nice. But

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<v Speaker 1>there are also people out there who they think that

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<v Speaker 1>they want to hear you be transparent, but then when

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<v Speaker 1>you are, they don't really like the answer. They don't

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<v Speaker 1>like that transparency, and it turns into a you know,

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<v Speaker 1>bashing of Shannon or a bashing of other people and

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<v Speaker 1>creating sort of this contentious environment, and that is something

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<v Speaker 1>that I don't really like. You know, the point of

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<v Speaker 1>this podcast was to connect with all of you. It

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<v Speaker 1>was to be very clear about things in my life

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<v Speaker 1>that had transpired, talking to my friends, talking to doctors,

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<v Speaker 1>bringing knowledge and strings and hope to the cancer community,

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<v Speaker 1>which I hope I'm doing. So that's what I've learned,

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<v Speaker 1>is that transparency is a double edged sword. But I

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<v Speaker 1>will always I will always lean towards transparency because at

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<v Speaker 1>least I'm getting to be honest, and at least I'm

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<v Speaker 1>getting to say what has transpired in my life and

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<v Speaker 1>what my truth is. And there's something very cathartic about that.

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<v Speaker 1>Lindy's Candy Boutique, Where does your strength come from during

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<v Speaker 1>your hardest days of coping with your diagnosis? I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I have said this before that, I kind of imagine

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<v Speaker 1>that there's a well inside of me, and when it's dry,

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<v Speaker 1>you just kind of got to dig a little deeper,

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<v Speaker 1>and when you dig, you find more strength. I also

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<v Speaker 1>know my mom is one of the strongest human beings

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<v Speaker 1>I know, So I get a lot of my strength

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<v Speaker 1>from her, and from the love and support of my

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<v Speaker 1>friends and that support system, and my brother and sort

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<v Speaker 1>of people knowing when I'm sort of going through probably

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<v Speaker 1>a darker time or a time when I'm not feeling

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<v Speaker 1>as strong, I tend to become a hermit. I tend

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<v Speaker 1>to not answer phone calls. And my friends now know

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<v Speaker 1>that about me, and they sort of persist in reaching

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<v Speaker 1>out to me so that they can help me dig

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<v Speaker 1>a little deeper for that strength. So I'm really blessed.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very lucky with the people that I have in

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<v Speaker 1>my life. You're ten seventeen. What is the biggest misconception

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<v Speaker 1>about you that you would like to clear up? Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>there are so many. I think the biggest misconception about

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<v Speaker 1>me is that I am a bitch. I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>probably the biggest one I am. I am definitely not

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<v Speaker 1>a bitch. I am strong, and I'm smart and I

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<v Speaker 1>have an opinion, and if those things make me a bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>then there's something incredibly incredibly wrong with this world and

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<v Speaker 1>how they view women and what the women are allowed

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<v Speaker 1>to put out there. So I don't really think that's

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<v Speaker 1>on me. I think that's on society, if that's what

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<v Speaker 1>it is. I'm actually like a really I can be

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<v Speaker 1>painfully shy and very self conscious and things hurt me

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<v Speaker 1>really deep. I'm not I don't have thick skin, and

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<v Speaker 1>particularly since twenty fifteen when I got diagnosed with cancer,

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<v Speaker 1>that those walls that protected me from a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>negative comments all sort of came down, and with them down,

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<v Speaker 1>I often sometimes feel like I don't have a coat

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<v Speaker 1>of armor anymore. And that can be beautiful, but it

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<v Speaker 1>can also be detrimental. More on that later. But that's

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<v Speaker 1>probably the biggest misconception from Dana. I apologize. I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to butcher your name right now now, Dana Jacko Viello,

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<v Speaker 1>how do you choose to handle any criticism, bullies and

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<v Speaker 1>haters your way over the years and now compared to

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<v Speaker 1>when when you were younger? Is there any difference? Ship

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<v Speaker 1>so why? Well kind of just answered that one in

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<v Speaker 1>the sense of back then I think I just put

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<v Speaker 1>up all these walls and really was able to slough

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<v Speaker 1>it off and ignore it, and I wouldn't read anything

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<v Speaker 1>I had blinders on, and now I don't, And I

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<v Speaker 1>think the oftentimes I get sent stuffed by people that

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<v Speaker 1>I probably shouldn't read, and I now know to not

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<v Speaker 1>read it because it's not going to be useful for me.

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<v Speaker 1>But the harassment haters, bullies now impact me more. But

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<v Speaker 1>I also like to remind myself that there's a thing

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<v Speaker 1>called keyboard warrior, and that usually if you're someone who

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<v Speaker 1>is going on to tell someone how awful they are

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<v Speaker 1>or that they're toxic, or that they're this, or they're

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<v Speaker 1>ugly or like, whatever their mean comments are, it's really

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<v Speaker 1>a reflection upon how they feel about themselves and not

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<v Speaker 1>what they really feel about me. They're just gonna unload

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<v Speaker 1>it on me because I seem like an easy target

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<v Speaker 1>for them, But that's their issue, And yes, it's a

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<v Speaker 1>thing that I constantly have to remind myself of from forever.

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<v Speaker 1>F Ce your skin is flawless? What is your beauty regime?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my Guinness, I love you. My skin is not flawless.

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<v Speaker 1>As you can see, I got some stuff going on lately.

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<v Speaker 1>But my beauty regime, I'm I do not wash my

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<v Speaker 1>face in the morning with any soap. I just rent

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<v Speaker 1>it with water, which I've found helps a lot. And

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<v Speaker 1>I use serums and moisturizers and more serums. I'm figuring

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<v Speaker 1>out which are the best. I like changing products a

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<v Speaker 1>lot because I feel like my skin gets used to

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<v Speaker 1>one thing. But I just moisturize, moisturize, moisturize, and I

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<v Speaker 1>have this little at home micro dermibration thing that I

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<v Speaker 1>roll on my skin lately, and that seems to be helping.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's pretty much it for that. From to how

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<v Speaker 1>y'all do it? What do you feel is your legacy? Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I have one yet, but I

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<v Speaker 1>guess looking at legacy in a very simple way, I

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<v Speaker 1>hope my legacy is that I was a really good daughter.

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<v Speaker 1>And then on a bigger scale, I hope my legacy

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<v Speaker 1>is that I put a face an emotion to cancer

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<v Speaker 1>and that I helped as many people as humanly possible.

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<v Speaker 1>Only baby girl sixteen, Where's the one place in this

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<v Speaker 1>world that you would love to travel to? There's just

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<v Speaker 1>too many places. Boy, Where would I like to travel to? Botswana, Kenya, Sardinia, Vietnam, India.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a big list. I have a lot of places

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<v Speaker 1>that I want to go to. And again, guys, I

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<v Speaker 1>apologize about my sore throat. I threw a party for

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<v Speaker 1>my best friend's mom's ninetieth birthday and I was in

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<v Speaker 1>charge of planning the entire thing, and boy did I

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<v Speaker 1>work hard and as a result, I sort of lost

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<v Speaker 1>my boys. Chrispy Mayhem, I was wondering if you would

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<v Speaker 1>be comfortable sharing with us what's in your everyday bag

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<v Speaker 1>and or beauty bag. So in my purse is always

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<v Speaker 1>my iPad and my cell phone. There is two eyeliner pencils.

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<v Speaker 1>One is the Chanelle Pencil Antique. The other one is

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<v Speaker 1>the new Victoria Beckham eye liner, which I love. And

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<v Speaker 1>I usually keep a little pot of moisturizer with me

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<v Speaker 1>and then my Listics lip conditioner. I literally cannot go anywhere.

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<v Speaker 1>I've left my house and driven like three blocks and

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<v Speaker 1>turned around and went back to the house for it.

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<v Speaker 1>It is my absolute favorite thing ever. And let's see,

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<v Speaker 1>there's always a hair band and my wallet and my passport.

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<v Speaker 1>My passport is always with me. Mitchell seven two three,

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<v Speaker 1>How did you feel about the Brenda Dylan Kelly triangle

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<v Speaker 1>and the whole treating scandal. I was horrified. I was

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<v Speaker 1>so not into that because A I just thought Brenda

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<v Speaker 1>and Dylan were like the best things. Ever, so I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't understand anyone wanting to mess up that storyline. And

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<v Speaker 1>then to have someone's best friend sleep with your boyfriend

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<v Speaker 1>is such a betrayal that I don't even know how

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<v Speaker 1>Brenda recovered from that. I don't think she ever did

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<v Speaker 1>recover personally. So I wasn't thrilled with it, but I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have much say, so I went with it. Shando's strong.

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<v Speaker 1>How did you find working with James Echalis here? Scenes

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<v Speaker 1>together were always quite emotional, they were. James was one

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<v Speaker 1>of my favorites. We got along really well, and he

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<v Speaker 1>was a great actor who made me feel in those

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<v Speaker 1>moments like he was a dad like he was very

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<v Speaker 1>protective of me. So I loved working with James Jaylee

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen Pepper Sweeney was on his guest. He stated when

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<v Speaker 1>he appeared on nine Note two and Zho, you walked

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<v Speaker 1>around with the giant python around your neck. Ginny and

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<v Speaker 1>Tory said that they didn't remember that. I don't remember

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<v Speaker 1>that either if I had a python around my neck,

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<v Speaker 1>it's because it was either in an episode or one

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<v Speaker 1>of our animal wranglers brought it and I was getting

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<v Speaker 1>used to it. I know there was a photo shoot.

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<v Speaker 1>I did it one time with uh it's an albino python,

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<v Speaker 1>and I did a photoshoot, So maybe the photoshoot was

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<v Speaker 1>done on the set and I had to get used

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<v Speaker 1>to the python. I also remember that on that photoshoot

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<v Speaker 1>the python went to the bathroom on me and it

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<v Speaker 1>was pretty horrifying. Power of X men. I'm curious about

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<v Speaker 1>your relationship with Tiffany with theas in you two ever

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<v Speaker 1>met discus nine or two and now we met a

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<v Speaker 1>really long time ago because she was dating Brian Austin Green,

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<v Speaker 1>who's always been a great friend of mine. I think

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<v Speaker 1>Tiffany is wonderful. I love her, and I think she,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, stepped in and did a fabulous, amazing job

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<v Speaker 1>and in something that was probably very difficult to step

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<v Speaker 1>into for her, and she handled it with class and grace.

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<v Speaker 1>Sir Nick Lee, how would you direct a Preue Resurrection special?

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<v Speaker 1>Are there any elements to your director style that you

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<v Speaker 1>incorporate or emphasize in your work? So I mean, I

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<v Speaker 1>just think that Prue had so many powers and the

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<v Speaker 1>astral projection and everything else. I think that I would

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<v Speaker 1>have her come back as the strongest elder ever, but

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<v Speaker 1>where you know her form, everything that she can do,

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<v Speaker 1>her her power is tangible, and my directors style that

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<v Speaker 1>that I would incorporate or emphasize in my work. I

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<v Speaker 1>when I direct something, I do a lot of shot

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<v Speaker 1>list and I like to have storyboards done, and I

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<v Speaker 1>usually base the esthetic the look of it on a

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<v Speaker 1>particular painting. So, for instance, the last episode I directed

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<v Speaker 1>of Charmed, it was based on a salvad Or Dolly painting.

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<v Speaker 1>That was the color scheme, the esthetic, the mood, everything else.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I just like to be overly prepared, because

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<v Speaker 1>don't I don't think that people have to work sixteen

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<v Speaker 1>hours on a TV show and a day. So I

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<v Speaker 1>like to know how I can condent things, how I

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<v Speaker 1>can put people in two shots, how many cameras can

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<v Speaker 1>I actually use, still be on budget, hopefully come in

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<v Speaker 1>under budget, and get people out at a normal hour

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<v Speaker 1>so that they can go home and have family time.

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<v Speaker 1>Kathy two bagels. What happened in the last episode Charm

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<v Speaker 1>season three? The Missing episode twenty three. This is a rumor.

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<v Speaker 1>There is no missing episode twenty three. Louis Oakes, what

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<v Speaker 1>items did you keep from the set of Charmed? I

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<v Speaker 1>kept a lot of clothing. I kept a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>clothing which I still wear, actually, Mucco Metal. Please tell

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<v Speaker 1>us literally anything about your experience on Heather's I, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>was I don't think I was eighteen yet and my

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<v Speaker 1>mom was on set with me. I remember thinking that

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<v Speaker 1>the other girls were really beautiful and that I was

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<v Speaker 1>awkward looking, and I had a little bit of insecurity

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<v Speaker 1>about that. But I really kind of hung out with

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<v Speaker 1>my mom because, you know, except for Winona, everybody else

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<v Speaker 1>was older than me at that time. The True Fire,

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<v Speaker 1>I would like to know your experience in the mood

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<v Speaker 1>friends till the end where you had to sing, and

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<v Speaker 1>you did it very well. Thank you. Would you like

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<v Speaker 1>to participate in a musical movie? Did you ever think

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<v Speaker 1>about being a singer? I did think about being a

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<v Speaker 1>singer after that movie came out. I had a couple

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<v Speaker 1>of meetings with some amazing record people, and it was

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<v Speaker 1>something that I discussed. But ultimately I think I was

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<v Speaker 1>incredibly insecure about my singing voice, and I was also

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<v Speaker 1>insecure about how people would receive that from me. I

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<v Speaker 1>think I got scared. I chickened out of doing anything

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<v Speaker 1>with singing. I might regret it a little bit, but

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<v Speaker 1>not too much. What are some roles that you auditioned

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<v Speaker 1>for that you didn't get? There's a lot. There are

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of roles that I auditioned for that I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't get. I can't really remember one offhand right now,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh I did. I remember when I was young, I

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<v Speaker 1>auditioned for a movie called Pollyanna or a TV show

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<v Speaker 1>called and I really really really really wanted it, and

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<v Speaker 1>I thought I had it and I didn't and I

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<v Speaker 1>was pretty bummed. And I auditioned for Annie. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>get Annie. I auditioned for I think I auditioned for

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<v Speaker 1>Anna green Gables and I was I know, I'd read

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<v Speaker 1>all the books. Later in life, I auditioned for scorsese

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<v Speaker 1>movie Aviator with Leonardo, and I also did not get that.

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<v Speaker 1>I was pretty bummed about that one. Obviously I would

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<v Speaker 1>want to be in that movie. And I auditioned for Heat,

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<v Speaker 1>the Michael Mann movie, which I loved, and I loved

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<v Speaker 1>Michael Mann and all the actors that were involved. But

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<v Speaker 1>ultimately he hired Ashley Judd instead, which was a bummer

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<v Speaker 1>for me but great for her. Those are just some

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<v Speaker 1>fan that I can remember. Oh, if you could get

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<v Speaker 1>back into the director's chair given it unlimited budget, what

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<v Speaker 1>would be your dream movie or series to direct an

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<v Speaker 1>unlimited budget? You know, I don't think I would care

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<v Speaker 1>about the unlimited budget. I work well on budgets. It

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<v Speaker 1>would it would just have to be a piece that

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<v Speaker 1>was emotional and stirred people. I want to bring out

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<v Speaker 1>emotions from the audience. And there's a couple of books

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<v Speaker 1>that I have my eye on that I would love

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<v Speaker 1>to direct. There was a book that Rebecca Diynerston wrote

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<v Speaker 1>that I really wanted to direct, but by the time

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<v Speaker 1>I reached her, they had already had to deal with

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<v Speaker 1>somebody else, which was a bummer. But you know, anything

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<v Speaker 1>that just feels I kind of like more from my

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<v Speaker 1>from my style. I kind of like a little little

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<v Speaker 1>bit more of a simple movie, even though I obviously

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<v Speaker 1>directed with CGI and stunts and all of that, so

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<v Speaker 1>I can definitely do it. Of course, I would love

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<v Speaker 1>to direct a Matrix style movie. That's one of my

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<v Speaker 1>all time favorite movies. But you know, they did it

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<v Speaker 1>so well, I I could never touch that ever ever,

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<v Speaker 1>just it was every single thing about the matrix was perfection.

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<v Speaker 1>What co star made you laugh the most between takes,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh depends on what show we're talking about. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>Brian always made me laugh, Toy always made me laugh,

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, you know, Holly and I made each other

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<v Speaker 1>laugh quite a bit. So I think out of significant

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<v Speaker 1>TV shows, those are the ones. And then working with

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<v Speaker 1>Kevin Smith and just all of those actors were hysterical,

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<v Speaker 1>so we would all kind of chuckle at one another.

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<v Speaker 1>What is your fondest memory from your time on the

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<v Speaker 1>Little House and any valuable lessons that Michael Lannon taught you.

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<v Speaker 1>Michael Lannon taught me to be true to myself. He

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<v Speaker 1>taught me to embrace my voice, to stand up from myself.

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<v Speaker 1>And he taught me how to play a liar's poker,

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<v Speaker 1>which occupied a lot of dead time on the set.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, when they're lighting and stuff, you sit around

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<v Speaker 1>and you're in school, or you're sitting around and or

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<v Speaker 1>on your breaks, and so I would play a liar's

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<v Speaker 1>poker with the crew, and that was always really fun.

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<v Speaker 1>I loved Michael. I loved the movie Gone in the

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<v Speaker 1>Night what was your memories of making that movie. It

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<v Speaker 1>was hard. I felt a deep responsibility to the family

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<v Speaker 1>to portray their story accurately, and it was to dig

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<v Speaker 1>and find her emotion and what she was going through.

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<v Speaker 1>I got to meet her. There was just a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of pressure that I felt doing that movie. And it's

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<v Speaker 1>also one that I'm really, really, really proud of. I

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<v Speaker 1>think it turned out wonderful. The cast was amazing in

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<v Speaker 1>that movie, and it was Yeah, that would go down

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<v Speaker 1>as a piece of work that I'm extremely proud of.

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<v Speaker 1>Who's your dream person to work with. It's directors. It's

0:22:50.359 --> 0:22:53.600
<v Speaker 1>people like Michael Mann, people like Martin Scorsese, people like

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<v Speaker 1>Joe Wright, Darren Aronofski, obviously Quentin Tarantino. There's just and

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<v Speaker 1>there's so many Stephen Soderberk like there's it's usually directors

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<v Speaker 1>that I look to that I really really want to

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<v Speaker 1>work with. I mean, obviously, there are actors that are

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<v Speaker 1>fantastic that you can only dream of working with. The

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<v Speaker 1>Robert de Niro's of the world and Nicole Kimmins, the

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<v Speaker 1>Michelle Pfeiffer's, all of those people phenomenal. Yes, of course

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<v Speaker 1>I would want to work with them, but I think.

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<v Speaker 1>For me, my main focus would be on who the

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<v Speaker 1>director is. Is it true that there was an All

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<v Speaker 1>Hell Breaks Loose? Part two? Nope, not true. Beck ma'am Stanton.

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<v Speaker 1>I am from Santa Clarita, and I have a story

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<v Speaker 1>about Shannon that I never forgot. She was filming that

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<v Speaker 1>show that she did with Wilfrid Brimley at my high

0:23:59.800 --> 0:24:04.040
<v Speaker 1>schoo Goal Heart High and Newhall, California, probably around nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>eighty eight to nineteen ninetey nine. My friend was a

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<v Speaker 1>senior with a huge question of her. He asked her

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<v Speaker 1>to her of coming prom and Shannon treated him with

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<v Speaker 1>complete respect and reflected on the date she was a

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<v Speaker 1>successful working actress in all the team magazines and made

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<v Speaker 1>him feel worthy of her time and consideration. She let

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<v Speaker 1>him know she was working and gracefully thanked him for

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<v Speaker 1>asking her. My question would be, as a successful young

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<v Speaker 1>teen girl, where did that humility come from? I've been

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<v Speaker 1>a fan ever since that day, because if I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>have that humility, my parents would have been so mad

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<v Speaker 1>at me. They they really taught me to be respectful

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<v Speaker 1>of people until they give you a reason to not

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<v Speaker 1>be respectful and then just walk away from them and

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<v Speaker 1>I actually remember this, and he was lovely. He was

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<v Speaker 1>so nice about it and so charming and sweet that

0:25:01.359 --> 0:25:07.320
<v Speaker 1>he obviously deserved the attention, and he deserved me giving

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<v Speaker 1>him consideration, and I wanted him to walk away from

0:25:12.400 --> 0:25:15.960
<v Speaker 1>that feeling good. You know, I think if we all

0:25:16.000 --> 0:25:20.040
<v Speaker 1>put ourselves in other people's shoes before we react or

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<v Speaker 1>before we say something, it'll make us a lot kinder

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<v Speaker 1>of human beings, because oftentimes we'll think, oh God, I

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<v Speaker 1>can't believe somebody like asked me. But now think about

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<v Speaker 1>that person who did ask you, and what they felt

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<v Speaker 1>in that moment, the possible nerves that they felt, or

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<v Speaker 1>maybe they felt self conscious, maybe they got dared to

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<v Speaker 1>do it, maybe whatever it is, You've got to think

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<v Speaker 1>about how they're feeling, so that your reaction can be

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<v Speaker 1>one one of respect and humility as opposed to as

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<v Speaker 1>opposed to any other reaction that someone perhaps might have.

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<v Speaker 1>So I do like to take into consideration how people

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<v Speaker 1>feel and what their emotional journey was having the guts

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<v Speaker 1>to come and ask me. Because I'm too shy, I

0:26:21.520 --> 0:26:24.679
<v Speaker 1>would never be able to do that. So for this

0:26:24.760 --> 0:26:29.680
<v Speaker 1>person to ask me, I did respect them. I respected

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<v Speaker 1>that they felt strong enough about themselves that they invited me.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought that that was very cool, but humility is

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<v Speaker 1>a beautiful thing, and more people actually really needed. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you have any memories of working with Johnny Depp when

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<v Speaker 1>you guest starred in twenty one Jump Street. I did

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<v Speaker 1>not get to work with Johnny. My scenes were with

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<v Speaker 1>other people, so I didn't really get to work with Johnny.

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<v Speaker 1>But I had met Johnny later a bunch of times

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<v Speaker 1>as I used to go to the viper room. I

0:27:06.000 --> 0:27:09.679
<v Speaker 1>also lived above him for a period of time, so

0:27:10.480 --> 0:27:15.760
<v Speaker 1>I actually looked onto his property, so sometimes I would

0:27:15.760 --> 0:27:20.879
<v Speaker 1>wave to him. There's my Johnny Dupp story. I know

0:27:20.920 --> 0:27:25.640
<v Speaker 1>it's been a long time. This is from Sweet Summer.

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<v Speaker 1>I know it's been a long time ago, but I

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<v Speaker 1>love Little House in the Prairie and I loved your

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<v Speaker 1>character as Jenny. Can you tell us any favorite memories

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<v Speaker 1>that you had while doing the show Boy. I just

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<v Speaker 1>I got to work with Michael Landon. That's one of

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<v Speaker 1>my all time favorite memories and just the things that

0:27:44.600 --> 0:27:48.080
<v Speaker 1>I learned from him. He directed some of the episodes

0:27:48.080 --> 0:27:52.040
<v Speaker 1>and wrote some of the episodes, and just remember how

0:27:52.080 --> 0:27:57.440
<v Speaker 1>he was as a director. It probably didn't probably definitely

0:27:58.320 --> 0:28:03.439
<v Speaker 1>helped me realize what kind of a director I wanted

0:28:03.560 --> 0:28:07.879
<v Speaker 1>to be, and he gave an example to me of

0:28:07.920 --> 0:28:11.400
<v Speaker 1>being so concise and so thorough and so prepared and

0:28:11.480 --> 0:28:16.399
<v Speaker 1>really confident in his choices as a director, and I

0:28:16.400 --> 0:28:19.480
<v Speaker 1>admired that and I took it with me and then

0:28:20.000 --> 0:28:24.400
<v Speaker 1>Teddy Voitlander was our DP, probably one of the best

0:28:24.440 --> 0:28:31.160
<v Speaker 1>dps I've ever worked with. Unbelievable, and Teddy was very

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<v Speaker 1>kind because I was extremely curious and I wanted to

0:28:36.000 --> 0:28:38.520
<v Speaker 1>know about the lighting and the lenses and how he

0:28:38.600 --> 0:28:41.560
<v Speaker 1>was making these choices, and he took the time with

0:28:41.640 --> 0:28:45.200
<v Speaker 1>me to really explain it. He had no problem putting

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<v Speaker 1>me behind the camera and showing me the different lenses,

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<v Speaker 1>and that also helped me later in life when I

0:28:52.480 --> 0:28:57.960
<v Speaker 1>started directing, I worked on there was an episode of

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<v Speaker 1>Little House with an actor named Off Bellamy, and probably

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<v Speaker 1>one of the most amazing experiences I've ever had as

0:29:07.000 --> 0:29:09.680
<v Speaker 1>an actor was working with Rough Bellamy. First off, he's

0:29:09.720 --> 0:29:15.440
<v Speaker 1>a legend, and he's so special, he's so kind, he's

0:29:15.480 --> 0:29:18.320
<v Speaker 1>so giving as an actor, and I learned a lot

0:29:18.400 --> 0:29:21.800
<v Speaker 1>from him. And then afterwards because he always came to

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<v Speaker 1>set and he had these little licorices that he would

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<v Speaker 1>get in London, and so he would. After our time

0:29:28.120 --> 0:29:31.360
<v Speaker 1>together was done on the episode, he would send me

0:29:31.960 --> 0:29:37.320
<v Speaker 1>notes with these little licorices, incredibly special moments. Little House

0:29:37.440 --> 0:29:40.160
<v Speaker 1>provided all of that. And then there's Victor French, who

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<v Speaker 1>I called him Stinky and he called me the worm

0:29:43.480 --> 0:29:46.560
<v Speaker 1>because I was squiggly and he was not stinky, but

0:29:47.360 --> 0:29:50.000
<v Speaker 1>I was a kid, and that's the nickname I came

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<v Speaker 1>up with. But we just had so much fun together.

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<v Speaker 1>Was pretty phenomenal, Erica, what was the experience like working

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<v Speaker 1>with an older co star in Night Team ninety two

0:30:00.840 --> 0:30:03.560
<v Speaker 1>is obsessed? It was a little weird, to be honest,

0:30:04.560 --> 0:30:10.440
<v Speaker 1>and not because the actor. He was wonderful, but there

0:30:10.560 --> 0:30:18.400
<v Speaker 1>was a huge age discrepancy and it just felt it

0:30:18.480 --> 0:30:22.719
<v Speaker 1>felt like I was playing a role, which I was,

0:30:23.320 --> 0:30:28.080
<v Speaker 1>but it wasn't a role that I was necessarily comfortable playing.

0:30:28.400 --> 0:30:35.760
<v Speaker 1>The intimate scenes were were awkward. But Bill Devane was amazing.

0:30:35.800 --> 0:30:39.280
<v Speaker 1>William Devane was. He was awesome and if it wasn't

0:30:39.280 --> 0:30:42.960
<v Speaker 1>for him, it would have been way worse. But he

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<v Speaker 1>would just make me laugh. How is your time shooting

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<v Speaker 1>North Shore and working with Jason Momo? Jason Momo was amazing,

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<v Speaker 1>so North Shore was really interesting for me. I think

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<v Speaker 1>I I was there for eight or nine months, and

0:30:55.800 --> 0:31:00.920
<v Speaker 1>I basically lived in Hawaii towards the last couple of

0:31:01.000 --> 0:31:04.560
<v Speaker 1>months where I started flying home because I got very,

0:31:04.640 --> 0:31:09.000
<v Speaker 1>very very homesick. But I learned to surf in Hawaii

0:31:09.120 --> 0:31:14.560
<v Speaker 1>from Hans Hatemann and Jason Amanda Urghetti. There was a

0:31:14.600 --> 0:31:16.840
<v Speaker 1>couple of them that would we would all hang out

0:31:16.880 --> 0:31:18.680
<v Speaker 1>all the time, and they would come to my house.

0:31:18.720 --> 0:31:22.120
<v Speaker 1>I would go to their house. So it was it

0:31:22.200 --> 0:31:26.200
<v Speaker 1>was it was like being on a paid vacation. It

0:31:26.280 --> 0:31:28.640
<v Speaker 1>was actually for the fact that I could be on

0:31:28.720 --> 0:31:35.440
<v Speaker 1>a set, have a job and wrap super early or

0:31:35.440 --> 0:31:37.719
<v Speaker 1>not even have to work the next day, and spend

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<v Speaker 1>my days surfing or tooling around Hawaii. That's kind of

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<v Speaker 1>a dream job. From be my question for Shannon from France,

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<v Speaker 1>are you happy? I am? I am happy, And it's

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<v Speaker 1>been an interesting year and a half. Twenty twenty three

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<v Speaker 1>did not start going rate and I found it incredibly challenging.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, every day is a challenge because with

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<v Speaker 1>cancer things change all the time. Your protocols start working.

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<v Speaker 1>You think you've got this protocol that's amazing, and then

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<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden, your body just stops reacting to it,

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<v Speaker 1>and those are hard moments to get through. But I'm

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<v Speaker 1>happy because I'm still here and I have people in

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<v Speaker 1>my life now that truly love me and that will

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<v Speaker 1>walk through hell with me and for me. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was missing that for a lot of years of my life, apparently,

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<v Speaker 1>And I think that there's I think none of us

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<v Speaker 1>should waste time, because life is incredibly precious, particularly when

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<v Speaker 1>you have cancer. I feel like a lot of clutter

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<v Speaker 1>is out of my life now and things are much

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<v Speaker 1>more clear and focused, and I know what I want

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<v Speaker 1>from myself and I and I know how I want

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<v Speaker 1>to wake up every morning. I also, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>just see things in a different light because of the

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<v Speaker 1>year and a half that was hell. But I have

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<v Speaker 1>one hundred percent turned a corner and I am I'm happy.

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<v Speaker 1>I can say that I've had a really blessed life,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I'm an incredibly lucky human being. So yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm happy. Thank you for asking that question. All right, guys,

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<v Speaker 1>as all we have time for with your questions. But

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<v Speaker 1>I actually really enjoyed this. I think it's great being

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<v Speaker 1>able to answer questions and we will definitely definitely be

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<v Speaker 1>doing another one. I hope you guys liked it as

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<v Speaker 1>much as I did. All right, thank you, thank you

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<v Speaker 1>guys for tuning in, and catch you on the next

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<v Speaker 1>episode of Let's Be Clear with Shannon Torty. H