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Speaker 1: This is Let's Be Clear with Shannon Dorty. Hi, everyone,

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Speaker 1: welcome to another episode of Let's Be Clear with Shanna Doherty.

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Speaker 1: So today's episode is going to be a Q and A.

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Speaker 1: You guys sent in hundreds of questions and I'm going

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Speaker 1: to answer them. I'm not going to get to all

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Speaker 1: of them. I think that's pretty much impossible, but eventually

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Speaker 1: we will. So we're going to go through as many

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Speaker 1: today as I can get through. I'm sorry, I have

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Speaker 1: a little bit of a sore throat. So from and

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Speaker 1: if I butcher your names, I'm really sorry. From Kristen

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Speaker 1: de mac Isaac. Growing up, did you ever read and

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Speaker 1: respond to your own fam mail or did someone else

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Speaker 1: do this for you? So interesting question, Yes, I actually did.

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Speaker 1: My mom and my dad were very much huge. They

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Speaker 1: encouraged me to read everything so that I would understand

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Speaker 1: my responsibility of being in the public eye. And they

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Speaker 1: would so we would have like fan mail days where

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Speaker 1: we would sit down and read the fan mail and

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Speaker 1: then I would sign a photo or sign like a

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Speaker 1: little card, but certainly on little House. NBC would supply

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Speaker 1: us with all that stuff and then put it in

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Speaker 1: the envelopes, give it back to our producers and they

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Speaker 1: would send it off to the fans, So yes, I did.

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Speaker 1: I actually really enjoyed reading the fan mail. Later on

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Speaker 1: it became a little overwhelming and that process sort of stopped.

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Speaker 1: I think Aaron Spelling did it, but I can't be sure.

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Speaker 1: From Mel mel B, I know you, girl high. Who

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Speaker 1: is your biggest inspiration in life? And what three words

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Speaker 1: would you tell your younger self. My biggest inspiration in

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Speaker 1: life is probably always going to be my parents, and

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Speaker 1: it's just because of the way that they raise me

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Speaker 1: and what they taught me, and their strength and their perseverance,

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Speaker 1: and my admiration for them knows no limits. And what

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Speaker 1: I would tell my younger self is to chill out

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Speaker 1: and don't take it all so seriously. That's pretty much it.

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Speaker 1: From Chelsea Luanne, what is something you've learned about yourself

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Speaker 1: since you started Let's Be Clear podcast. I've learned that

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Speaker 1: being transparent and honest is a double edged sword, and

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Speaker 1: there are moments where it's really wonderful because you're getting

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Speaker 1: to share yourself in such a very personal way with

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Speaker 1: people who personally connect with you with your journey, whether

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Speaker 1: it is through cancer, just your acting or whatever. And

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Speaker 1: in that regard, it's really wonderful and really nice. But

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Speaker 1: there are also people out there who they think that

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Speaker 1: they want to hear you be transparent, but then when

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Speaker 1: you are, they don't really like the answer. They don't

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Speaker 1: like that transparency, and it turns into a you know,

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Speaker 1: bashing of Shannon or a bashing of other people and

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Speaker 1: creating sort of this contentious environment, and that is something

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Speaker 1: that I don't really like. You know, the point of

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Speaker 1: this podcast was to connect with all of you. It

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Speaker 1: was to be very clear about things in my life

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Speaker 1: that had transpired, talking to my friends, talking to doctors,

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Speaker 1: bringing knowledge and strings and hope to the cancer community,

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Speaker 1: which I hope I'm doing. So that's what I've learned,

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Speaker 1: is that transparency is a double edged sword. But I

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Speaker 1: will always I will always lean towards transparency because at

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Speaker 1: least I'm getting to be honest, and at least I'm

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Speaker 1: getting to say what has transpired in my life and

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Speaker 1: what my truth is. And there's something very cathartic about that.

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Speaker 1: Lindy's Candy Boutique, Where does your strength come from during

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Speaker 1: your hardest days of coping with your diagnosis? I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I have said this before that, I kind of imagine

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Speaker 1: that there's a well inside of me, and when it's dry,

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Speaker 1: and when you dig, you find more strength. I also

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Speaker 1: of people knowing when I'm sort of going through probably

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Speaker 1: a darker time or a time when I'm not feeling

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Speaker 1: I'm very lucky with the people that I have in

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Speaker 1: my life. You're ten seventeen. What is the biggest misconception

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Speaker 1: there are so many. I think the biggest misconception about

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Speaker 1: probably the biggest one I am. I am definitely not

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Speaker 1: really deep. I'm not I don't have thick skin, and

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Speaker 1: particularly since twenty fifteen when I got diagnosed with cancer,

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Speaker 1: that those walls that protected me from a lot of

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Speaker 1: I often sometimes feel like I don't have a coat

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Speaker 1: can also be detrimental. More on that later. But that's

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Speaker 1: probably the biggest misconception from Dana. I apologize. I'm going

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Speaker 1: to butcher your name right now now, Dana Jacko Viello,

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Speaker 1: how do you choose to handle any criticism, bullies and

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Speaker 1: haters your way over the years and now compared to

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Speaker 1: so why? Well kind of just answered that one in

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Speaker 1: the sense of back then I think I just put

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Speaker 1: I had blinders on, and now I don't, And I

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Speaker 1: But the harassment haters, bullies now impact me more. But

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Speaker 1: I also like to remind myself that there's a thing

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Speaker 1: or that they're toxic, or that they're this, or they're

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Speaker 1: ugly or like, whatever their mean comments are, it's really

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Speaker 1: it on me because I seem like an easy target

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Speaker 1: for them, But that's their issue, And yes, it's a

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Speaker 1: thing that I constantly have to remind myself of from forever.

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Speaker 1: F Ce your skin is flawless? What is your beauty regime?

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Speaker 1: Oh my Guinness, I love you. My skin is not flawless.

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Speaker 1: As you can see, I got some stuff going on lately.

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Speaker 1: But my beauty regime, I'm I do not wash my

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Speaker 1: And that's pretty much it for that. From to how

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Speaker 1: y'all do it? What do you feel is your legacy? Oh?

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Speaker 1: I don't know if I have one yet, but I

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Speaker 1: guess looking at legacy in a very simple way, I

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Speaker 1: hope my legacy is that I was a really good daughter.

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Speaker 1: And then on a bigger scale, I hope my legacy

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Speaker 1: is that I put a face an emotion to cancer

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Speaker 1: and that I helped as many people as humanly possible.

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Speaker 1: Only baby girl sixteen, Where's the one place in this

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Speaker 1: world that you would love to travel to? There's just

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Speaker 1: too many places. Boy, Where would I like to travel to? Botswana, Kenya, Sardinia, Vietnam, India.

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Speaker 1: It's a big list. I have a lot of places

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Speaker 1: apologize about my sore throat. I threw a party for

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Speaker 1: my best friend's mom's ninetieth birthday and I was in

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Speaker 1: my boys. Chrispy Mayhem, I was wondering if you would

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Speaker 1: be comfortable sharing with us what's in your everyday bag

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Speaker 1: and or beauty bag. So in my purse is always

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Speaker 1: One is the Chanelle Pencil Antique. The other one is

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Speaker 1: It is my absolute favorite thing ever. And let's see,

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Speaker 1: there's always a hair band and my wallet and my passport.

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Speaker 1: My passport is always with me. Mitchell seven two three,

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Speaker 1: How did you feel about the Brenda Dylan Kelly triangle

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Speaker 1: Brenda recovered from that. I don't think she ever did

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Speaker 1: How did you find working with James Echalis here? Scenes

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Speaker 1: he appeared on nine Note two and Zho, you walked

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Speaker 1: your relationship with Tiffany with theas in you two ever

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Speaker 1: met discus nine or two and now we met a

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Speaker 1: Tiffany is wonderful. I love her, and I think she,

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Speaker 1: Sir Nick Lee, how would you direct a Preue Resurrection special?

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Speaker 1: Are there any elements to your director style that you

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Speaker 1: incorporate or emphasize in your work? So I mean, I

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Speaker 1: just think that Prue had so many powers and the

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Speaker 1: astral projection and everything else. I think that I would

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Speaker 1: have her come back as the strongest elder ever, but

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Speaker 1: where you know her form, everything that she can do,

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Speaker 1: her her power is tangible, and my directors style that

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Speaker 1: a dream job. From be my question for Shannon from France,

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Speaker 1: are you happy? I am? I am happy, And it's

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Speaker 1: And I think that there's I think none of us

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Speaker 1: to wake up every morning. I also, you know, I

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Speaker 1: I can say that I've had a really blessed life,

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Speaker 1: and then I'm an incredibly lucky human being. So yes,

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Speaker 1: I'm happy. Thank you for asking that question. All right, guys,

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Speaker 1: as all we have time for with your questions. But

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Speaker 1: much as I did. All right, thank you, thank you

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Speaker 1: guys for tuning in, and catch you on the next

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