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Speaker 1: Don't be jaded. It's a hard thing to say, and

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Speaker 1: I say it because I'm saying it to myself in

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Speaker 1: things I find interesting is when people act like they've

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Speaker 1: been there before. And I guess to avoid imposter syndrome

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Speaker 1: emotional testing. It was a brutal experience. It was such

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Speaker 1: it didn't really do anything, but like everyone thought they

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Speaker 1: I've done this before. No, this is nothing, and then

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Speaker 1: like manifesting that you've been there before and you can

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Speaker 1: like even sometimes not getting excited about something and sometimes

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Speaker 1: like you're a supermodel like I have, And then I guess,

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Speaker 1: We get excited about everything. We get excited about every

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Speaker 1: same place we go every single year to pick ornaments,

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Speaker 1: to decorate the tree. Whatever. It is. Like I brought

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Speaker 1: But like that's just that's not really like being jaded.

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Speaker 1: I still get excited with the billionaires at the sports games.

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Speaker 1: when you're unhappy. Jaded people are often unhappy because they're

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Speaker 1: That's why I gave up my business at HSN Lovely people.

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Speaker 1: not I don't want to be getting on a plane

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Speaker 1: It doesn't matter, Like that doesn't matter. It's like you

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Speaker 1: If I can't be positive in doing it anymore, I

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Speaker 1: feels like it's never gonna end. And trust me, I've

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Speaker 1: Like I've just been you know, and I've been everything.

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Speaker 1: I really do realize that. But if you're in a

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Speaker 1: find a way to find the yes, find the happy,

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Speaker 1: finding the positive, you got to eliminate them. You gotta

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Speaker 1: have a great thing. You want to announce, something's happening

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Speaker 1: a friend's inviting you, you're going on a great date,

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Speaker 1: you look good, you lost five pounds, whatever your thing is,

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Speaker 1: and someone in your family is slightly negative, Oh that's nice.

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Speaker 1: Oh great. Either you're thriving so much the stick of

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Speaker 1: or you're so narcissistic and into yourself that you're just

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Speaker 1: pass the mic. You know it can't be all about you.

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Speaker 1: But if you're being genuinely positive and you are fair

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Speaker 1: and you're dealing with someone else who's unhappy and negative,

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Speaker 1: from them, because that shit is contagious and jaded. People

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Speaker 1: Stay away. I did something the other day on social

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Speaker 1: Whitney Cummings I spoke. I went to Whitney Cummings Beacon

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Speaker 1: like people just like are watching me on social media

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Speaker 1: and I'm eating food and the seafood boil, and it

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Speaker 1: international news and really desperate loser podcasters talking about it

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Speaker 1: as if it was news, and like, what is she doing?

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Speaker 1: What am I doing? I was eating in a fucking

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Speaker 1: in my fucking hotel room. Why because it's my body,

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Speaker 1: my choice, my hotel room, Okay, And so don't watch

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Speaker 1: like if you don't like it and you're gonna make

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Speaker 1: it an international incident, don't watch it. I'm doing if

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Speaker 1: my followers and people who stop by. If you don't

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Speaker 1: like black licorice, don't eat it. If you don't like

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Speaker 1: go mock people who eat it. So I'm in a

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Speaker 1: People want to criticize. Okay, those are the same losers

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Speaker 1: that want to criticize when you're perfect and filtered. However

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Speaker 1: do you want it? You want me to be perfect

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Speaker 1: and produced or you want to stop buy over here?

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Speaker 1: Like you just walked into me and one of my

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Speaker 1: best friends in college eating like Gavones at a restaurant

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Speaker 1: with our hands because because we had two margarita's, weren't

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Speaker 1: thinking give me one margarita. I'm my open. Yeah, I

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Speaker 1: don't like the bullshit. People are full of shit. You

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Speaker 1: want me to filter myself and produce this content. And

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Speaker 1: do I have Martha Stewart and Ina Garden come to

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Speaker 1: my hotel room and curate the Guide to Eating Seafood

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Speaker 1: in an elegant manner over fret tae two thousand thread

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Speaker 1: count sheets. Or you want me to be the fucking

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Speaker 1: pig animal that I am that had like multiple cocktails

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Speaker 1: wanted the goddamn salt with the old bay fuck off?

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Speaker 1: How about that? I don't like it? And you know

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Speaker 1: what else, it matters how you feel? Another bag of bullshit?

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Speaker 1: Was I go, I'm worth it. I go to lorel

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Speaker 1: I go walk a fashion joe. Do it how you

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Speaker 1: want it? They say, I go, I wear the highest

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Speaker 1: shoes I can find. I was having fun. I was happy.

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Speaker 1: Everyone who knows me knows I was happy. You were happy?

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Speaker 1: She got to she was having fun? Oh, so hold on,

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Speaker 1: is it really like the Kim Kardashian Guide of Fashion.

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Speaker 1: You lace up your waists so you're in pain and

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Speaker 1: you can look like you have a twenty eighteen inch waist,

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Speaker 1: but you're miserable, like and she can do that. Congrats

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Speaker 1: lose forty pounds in two weeks to get into the

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Speaker 1: marriln Min Road dress. Live your life, do your thing. Okay,

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Speaker 1: that's fine, but over here, I want to be happy.

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Speaker 1: I want to smile. So if I decide to do

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Speaker 1: cartwheels and skip, use a pogo stick and be a

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Speaker 1: giraffe going down the thing, if I'm happy, I'm worth it.

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Speaker 1: What is isn't worth? Self worth? Are we gonna define

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Speaker 1: all this is what matters is how you feel and

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Speaker 1: then someone wants to damp or how you feel. You

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Speaker 1: felt good about it? What's worse than you felt good

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Speaker 1: about the out that other people didn't like? Tough, tough shit.

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Speaker 1: I liked it, I felt good in it. No one's

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Speaker 1: gonna change your opinion because of what they think. A

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Speaker 1: they could be miserable. You may not like acid wash,

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Speaker 1: Baggy mc hammer pants or a ladin pants, but guess what,

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Speaker 1: in three years, someone's gonna tell you like them, then

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Speaker 1: you're gonna like them. I could make the giraffe walk in.

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Speaker 1: Did everybody always like the heroine? She cape moss look

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Speaker 1: No did everyone always like the bodacious Betty Boop Jessica

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Speaker 1: long extensions, big ass Kardashian look. No, even they didn't

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Speaker 1: what are you gonna go at the tides? Who the fuck?

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Speaker 1: Who decides what anything is? Do? What the fuck you

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Speaker 1: want and what you think matters is what matters. And

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Speaker 1: I teach out to my daughter, commit to the bit.

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Speaker 1: Commit to the bit. They go with you, are you

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Speaker 1: fucking kidding me? You're gonna tell me? You then like

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Speaker 1: the way I walk because I marched, fuck off my shoes,

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Speaker 1: my body, my choice, my larel. They called me, not you,

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Speaker 1: you bitches. They didn't call you, So when they fucking

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Speaker 1: You do jumping jacks, you walk like a poser, supermodel,

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Speaker 1: do whatever the fuck you want. But my supermodel ass

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Speaker 1: actually knows how to do a supermodel walk, so fuck

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