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Speaker 1: Allow hot Chip Happy twenty twenty four.

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Speaker 2: Oh Hi, it's Mine's starting off with a dual bang.

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Speaker 1: Chip is coming to us live from Hawaii. Folks, we

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Speaker 1: need to go for footage. You were like, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: I'll be out of town and your travel schedule recently,

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Speaker 1: I mean coming up is insane. I'm like, what in

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Speaker 1: the hell is happening in his twenty twenty four.

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Speaker 3: I know, well my word will play into it, so

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Speaker 3: oh can't.

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Speaker 1: Wait for this. Yes, Happy twenty twenty four to all

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Speaker 1: the listeners. We are so happy to be back with

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Speaker 1: you guys. I hope everyone had a really great holiday break.

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Speaker 1: We always come in on the first podcast of the year,

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Speaker 1: and Chip and I both like to pick a word

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Speaker 1: that's going to frame our year. It's kind of like

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Speaker 1: an intention that we're setting. I don't really like doing

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Speaker 1: the New Year's resolutions anymore. I feel like they're just

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Speaker 1: a little pointless, you know, like you just only focus

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Speaker 1: And so we kind of started doing this thing where

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Speaker 1: I find myself in certain moments of the year kind

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Speaker 1: told myself I was going to live or last year

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Speaker 1: my word was dare. I was going to dare this year.

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Speaker 1: And there's like a little board I have in my

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Speaker 1: and it just says the word dare. And you know,

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Speaker 1: I would be having a down day or I would

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Speaker 1: of Dare, and I have to get back to that.

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Speaker 1: And so whatever I would need to do within my

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Speaker 1: I really would try to do because that's the intention.

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Speaker 1: I said, do you do that?

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Speaker 2: And no, I don't have anything that like, I don't

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Speaker 2: but certainly when I'm like dealing with something, I think

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Speaker 2: my last year my word was purpose. And so when

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Speaker 2: to reflect, like, yeah, I would remind myself to like

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Speaker 2: figure out what the purpose was of whatever the situation

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Speaker 2: But I also couldn't think of anything that I like

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Speaker 2: super regretted doing last year. It's interesting you say that,

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Speaker 2: but I did stuff with you. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I wish that I could remember the instances that you

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Speaker 1: Like I witnessed that with you. Yeah, yeah, it was

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Speaker 1: My word, like I said, was dare, And I was

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Speaker 1: I was like, what did I dare? Though? What were

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Speaker 1: a success. But I want to move into what our

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Speaker 1: Why do you feel nervous? Though?

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Speaker 2: It's explore and it's got I arrived at that word

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Speaker 1: I want to have some purpose here in this world, right, yeah.

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Speaker 1: motivation again. That's a huge part of my personality. I've

437
00:21:33,359 --> 00:21:36,080
Speaker 1: always been super driven, but I haven't been able to

438
00:21:36,119 --> 00:21:38,639
Speaker 1: be the last couple of years. But I think, like

439
00:21:38,680 --> 00:21:40,760
Speaker 1: when I think about the word discipline, the reason I

440
00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:44,320
Speaker 1: said that is because when you're going through all the feelings,

441
00:21:44,359 --> 00:21:45,960
Speaker 1: and like I said, you just wake up and you

442
00:21:46,040 --> 00:21:47,480
Speaker 1: just kind of got to see where you are and

443
00:21:47,520 --> 00:21:50,679
Speaker 1: you're like ebbing and flowing constantly. That feels like a

444
00:21:50,840 --> 00:21:54,359
Speaker 1: very or let me say this also, I also was

445
00:21:54,359 --> 00:21:57,200
Speaker 1: trying to really nurture myself and like develop a real

446
00:21:57,240 --> 00:22:00,399
Speaker 1: relationship with myself, a real loving kindness, and all of

447
00:22:00,440 --> 00:22:03,000
Speaker 1: it felt very like feminine energy, which is what I

448
00:22:03,440 --> 00:22:07,160
Speaker 1: what I am. Like, that's a huge I'm way more

449
00:22:07,200 --> 00:22:10,520
Speaker 1: on that scale than masculine, but I feel like I

450
00:22:10,600 --> 00:22:12,760
Speaker 1: need to like balance it a little bit more, and

451
00:22:12,840 --> 00:22:16,040
Speaker 1: so discipline feels like just the structure of even my

452
00:22:16,119 --> 00:22:20,360
Speaker 1: morning routine or like making sure clausets are cleaned out,

453
00:22:20,480 --> 00:22:22,360
Speaker 1: you know, that that really helps my brain have more

454
00:22:22,400 --> 00:22:25,679
Speaker 1: free space. Even my workouts like having you know, like

455
00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:27,880
Speaker 1: I'm going to work out at least three times a week.

456
00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:30,199
Speaker 1: That's just like my goal every time. Is like the

457
00:22:30,240 --> 00:22:32,840
Speaker 1: discipline of that whatever it is. But it's just so

458
00:22:32,960 --> 00:22:35,160
Speaker 1: easy to get distracted, you know, like you have work,

459
00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:38,359
Speaker 1: or you're tired, or you're with your significant other or

460
00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:40,040
Speaker 1: whatever it is. And I'm just going to be a

461
00:22:40,080 --> 00:22:42,840
Speaker 1: little more disciplined and dedicated to whatever it is I

462
00:22:42,880 --> 00:22:43,760
Speaker 1: commit myself to.

463
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Speaker 3: So that's the word I like it.

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Speaker 2: I also like that the word discipline, Like you said

465
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Speaker 2: you want to like build something new. Yes, Like so

466
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Speaker 2: discipline as a noun is also like you know, like

467
00:22:58,680 --> 00:23:03,000
Speaker 2: a field of study ranch. So it's like, so that

468
00:23:03,119 --> 00:23:05,640
Speaker 2: is like a new you're looking for a new discipline too.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, I didn't even know that.

470
00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:08,160
Speaker 3: Yeah.

471
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Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah. It's like you know when you say, like, well,

472
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Speaker 2: what's your in like college, you'd be like, well, what's

473
00:23:13,240 --> 00:23:14,359
Speaker 2: what's your discipline?

474
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Speaker 1: And it's like, you know, yeah, you're so right.

475
00:23:16,920 --> 00:23:17,320
Speaker 3: Yeah.

476
00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:20,440
Speaker 1: So the thing that I wouldn't ever be in is mas.

477
00:23:20,480 --> 00:23:23,879
Speaker 1: But that's really funny.

478
00:23:28,080 --> 00:23:30,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, not more specialized thing, you know.

479
00:23:32,040 --> 00:23:34,520
Speaker 1: Which is a huge, like I needed to do all

480
00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:36,359
Speaker 1: the stuff I've done the last couple of years, because

481
00:23:36,640 --> 00:23:38,520
Speaker 1: I mean, I said this the other day on my Instagram,

482
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Speaker 1: but all of the hardship and then all of the

483
00:23:41,440 --> 00:23:45,000
Speaker 1: healing work and all of the you know whatever studies

484
00:23:45,080 --> 00:23:47,719
Speaker 1: or whatever things that I did the last couple of years,

485
00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:52,480
Speaker 1: they really did change who I am. And I really

486
00:23:52,560 --> 00:23:57,080
Speaker 1: want to like take all that stuff and then move

487
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Speaker 1: it into the new thing. And so it's not like

488
00:23:59,359 --> 00:24:02,080
Speaker 1: it was, it was lost, it's just now it's like, Okay, now,

489
00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:05,600
Speaker 1: what's the balance, you know, the balance between that and

490
00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:08,720
Speaker 1: this new place? And like, how do I step forward

491
00:24:08,720 --> 00:24:12,480
Speaker 1: into a new energy without just leaving everything behind? I

492
00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:15,040
Speaker 1: don't know. It's also an eight year, which if you

493
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Speaker 1: know anything about numerology, which I'm starting to learn about,

494
00:24:17,680 --> 00:24:19,840
Speaker 1: and if you don't know anything, there is a podcast

495
00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:24,560
Speaker 1: with Ren Diaz on The Velvet's Edge podcast and we

496
00:24:24,600 --> 00:24:27,000
Speaker 1: start to talk about the basics of numerology. But this

497
00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:29,480
Speaker 1: is an eight year and unless you're like not paying

498
00:24:29,480 --> 00:24:31,840
Speaker 1: attention to anything on Instagram or TikTok, people are talking

499
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Speaker 1: about this a lot. But it's that's a year that

500
00:24:34,720 --> 00:24:37,159
Speaker 1: signals abundance, and I don't think that it means that

501
00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:39,200
Speaker 1: we're not going to go through anything hard this year,

502
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Speaker 1: because there's also karmic lessons tied in this. But the

503
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Speaker 1: eight year is prosperous. It's abundant, and I'm like, I

504
00:24:44,920 --> 00:24:48,040
Speaker 1: want those things, but you can't sit on your ass

505
00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:49,840
Speaker 1: and get this thing, you know, like you got to

506
00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:53,320
Speaker 1: get up and get pay work exactly, and I'm just

507
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Speaker 1: ready to do that finally.

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Speaker 3: Far. But how is it an year? O numbers up

509
00:25:00,640 --> 00:25:01,520
Speaker 3: to eight or something?

510
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Speaker 1: Yeah, you cut out a little bit. So I'm gonna

511
00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:05,760
Speaker 1: say I know what you just said, and I'm going

512
00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:07,600
Speaker 1: to say it to the listeners because you cut out.

513
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Speaker 1: But he asked, how do you know an eight it's

514
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Speaker 1: something as an eight year, and yes, twenty twenty four

515
00:25:13,280 --> 00:25:16,800
Speaker 1: adds up to eight, so for you got it, Okay

516
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:19,639
Speaker 1: take the year. Yeah, And so last year was a

517
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Speaker 1: seven year, which was all about like seven years are

518
00:25:22,760 --> 00:25:26,199
Speaker 1: all about introspection, and I do think like it's like

519
00:25:26,280 --> 00:25:28,160
Speaker 1: so crazy once you start learning about this stuff, because

520
00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:31,679
Speaker 1: you're like, holy shit, like looking back after COVID, I

521
00:25:31,720 --> 00:25:34,200
Speaker 1: do think last year a lot of people were still

522
00:25:34,240 --> 00:25:37,720
Speaker 1: sort of like, Okay, the world is moving again, but

523
00:25:37,880 --> 00:25:40,680
Speaker 1: like it's different. And maybe it's not ever going to

524
00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:44,639
Speaker 1: quote unquote go back to normal. So what do I

525
00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:46,760
Speaker 1: want to do with my life? Who am I?

526
00:25:46,880 --> 00:25:47,320
Speaker 3: Actually?

527
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Speaker 1: Am I living out my purpose? Like people are really

528
00:25:50,480 --> 00:25:53,040
Speaker 1: starting to pay a little more attention since the pandemic,

529
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Speaker 1: and I think that was very significant of the seven years.

530
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Speaker 1: So now we're moving into the eight. Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so it's I mean, it may be something that

532
00:26:06,400 --> 00:26:10,960
Speaker 2: like you can find like if you know your life,

533
00:26:11,280 --> 00:26:13,640
Speaker 2: you can be like, oh my god, this totally applies

534
00:26:13,680 --> 00:26:15,760
Speaker 2: to me. But I also think that's not just wo

535
00:26:15,840 --> 00:26:18,320
Speaker 2: wo shit, Like there's a reason why it applies to

536
00:26:18,359 --> 00:26:21,520
Speaker 2: you that that is that it's so it's that's interesting.

537
00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:25,920
Speaker 2: I haven't really looked at TikTok this year, so I'll

538
00:26:25,920 --> 00:26:27,080
Speaker 2: have to dig into the numerology.

539
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Speaker 3: But it has nothing to do with like nye agram though, right.

540
00:26:31,520 --> 00:26:35,840
Speaker 1: No, it's totally different and it's more like astrology. Yeah,

541
00:26:36,040 --> 00:26:39,639
Speaker 1: like and I'll figure out your personal your personal number.

542
00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:41,240
Speaker 1: There's a lot of things all about I'll send you

543
00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:45,280
Speaker 1: after this podcast about you, but just you know, it's good.

544
00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:48,119
Speaker 1: It's just to me, it's like helpful to know where

545
00:26:48,160 --> 00:26:51,600
Speaker 1: you are and like to know we're doing we're going

546
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:53,119
Speaker 1: the way I look at life. Let me say this.

547
00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:55,440
Speaker 1: The way I look at life is that we come

548
00:26:55,520 --> 00:26:58,080
Speaker 1: here to learn these lessons and evolve as a human,

549
00:26:58,520 --> 00:27:01,200
Speaker 1: and so everything you're going through is here to teach

550
00:27:01,200 --> 00:27:03,399
Speaker 1: you something. I think people probably hear people say that

551
00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:06,360
Speaker 1: a lot, but not in this way of like everything

552
00:27:06,440 --> 00:27:08,639
Speaker 1: happens for a reason, because that's cruel, you know, like

553
00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:11,760
Speaker 1: a lot of bad shit happens, painful shit, hurtful shit.

554
00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:14,320
Speaker 1: And I would never say to someone, oh, well, everything

555
00:27:14,359 --> 00:27:17,200
Speaker 1: happens for a reason. But I do think things are

556
00:27:17,359 --> 00:27:22,280
Speaker 1: here to teach us something, and even our losses and

557
00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:25,240
Speaker 1: our pains and all of that stuff. And so when

558
00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:27,760
Speaker 1: you can kind of start to make sense of why

559
00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:30,440
Speaker 1: maybe certain years are harder than others, it's like you

560
00:27:30,480 --> 00:27:33,440
Speaker 1: can look at your astrology or look at the numerology

561
00:27:33,520 --> 00:27:37,360
Speaker 1: even and figure out why you might be going through that.

562
00:27:37,480 --> 00:27:39,639
Speaker 1: Like one, it helps me to stay out of comparison

563
00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:42,520
Speaker 1: because I'm like Joe over there looks like he's living

564
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:43,959
Speaker 1: his best life. Why am I?

565
00:27:44,359 --> 00:27:46,320
Speaker 3: You know, right, make that out of bed?

566
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:49,120
Speaker 1: But it's like, oh no, because I'm in my Saturn

567
00:27:49,160 --> 00:27:51,760
Speaker 1: return or something. And it's like you start to understand,

568
00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:54,560
Speaker 1: like where you are on your journey, and we all

569
00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:56,119
Speaker 1: have completely different journeys.

570
00:27:56,760 --> 00:28:00,919
Speaker 2: So what it also helps you understand that there's change coming,

571
00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:03,520
Speaker 2: you know, like if you can understand, even in a

572
00:28:03,560 --> 00:28:06,359
Speaker 2: small way, where you are on your journey, it says, okay,

573
00:28:06,359 --> 00:28:09,040
Speaker 2: this is just a time and place for you exactly.

574
00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:10,280
Speaker 1: And you can settle in a little bit more.

575
00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:10,720
Speaker 3: Right.

576
00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:13,359
Speaker 2: I'm you know, I it's not that I don't believe

577
00:28:13,640 --> 00:28:15,680
Speaker 2: or am not interested. Maybe it's one of the things

578
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:20,320
Speaker 2: that I'll explore in in numerology or astrology. It's it

579
00:28:20,440 --> 00:28:22,119
Speaker 2: just seems like there's so much to learn, and I

580
00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:24,320
Speaker 2: feel like I'm really far behind. So it's like do

581
00:28:24,400 --> 00:28:28,040
Speaker 2: I really want to bite off that apple? But I

582
00:28:28,119 --> 00:28:30,959
Speaker 2: do believe that I am just a speck of energy

583
00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:34,359
Speaker 2: in this big web of the universe, and for that reason,

584
00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:37,800
Speaker 2: I believe that like there is purpose to everything, Like

585
00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:40,320
Speaker 2: I am here for a reason, for a very specific reason,

586
00:28:40,480 --> 00:28:44,080
Speaker 2: and it's just like a game of chess when something moves,

587
00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:47,720
Speaker 2: like I have I have my energy has to move

588
00:28:47,800 --> 00:28:52,280
Speaker 2: to fill holes or whatever. So that I think because

589
00:28:52,360 --> 00:28:55,960
Speaker 2: I believe that, I think that astrology and numerology all

590
00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:57,640
Speaker 2: that stuff would make sense to me.

591
00:28:58,080 --> 00:28:59,840
Speaker 3: Right if I would just be brave enough to like

592
00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:00,880
Speaker 3: sort of tackle it all.

593
00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:03,360
Speaker 2: But like I know, when I'm around like it tends

594
00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:05,880
Speaker 2: to be when I'm around like you guys at all,

595
00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:08,360
Speaker 2: it just sounds like a bunch of fucking Greek. You're like,

596
00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:11,520
Speaker 2: oh my god, tell me he has And it's.

597
00:29:11,400 --> 00:29:14,320
Speaker 3: Like, I'm like, can you all actually say what you mean?

598
00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:16,560
Speaker 3: Can you speak English? Yeah?

599
00:29:16,640 --> 00:29:18,680
Speaker 1: I know, Mary and I our friend Mary and I

600
00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:21,000
Speaker 1: will get on these tangents sometimes and I know nobody

601
00:29:21,040 --> 00:29:22,640
Speaker 1: around us knows what we're talking about, and we're just

602
00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:23,960
Speaker 1: looking at each other and we're like, oh my god,

603
00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:25,600
Speaker 1: I know, right, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

604
00:29:25,680 --> 00:29:27,720
Speaker 1: And I start talking so fast and she starts talking

605
00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:31,400
Speaker 1: so fast. Yeah, and we are those girls for sure.

606
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:33,600
Speaker 1: I meet someone, I'm like, what time were you born?

607
00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:40,960
Speaker 1: Then Ray and I are like another cocktail please? Right? Yeah.

608
00:29:40,960 --> 00:29:43,120
Speaker 1: But I mean, also, you don't have to bite it

609
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:45,360
Speaker 1: all off at the same time. So I'm sure a

610
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:47,960
Speaker 1: lot of people listening identify with what you're saying, because

611
00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:50,640
Speaker 1: I know it can feel overwhelming and there's so many

612
00:29:50,680 --> 00:29:53,720
Speaker 1: different modalities. But that's the reason I even like doing

613
00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:57,240
Speaker 1: this podcast is because I get to interview the experts

614
00:29:57,280 --> 00:29:59,680
Speaker 1: and these things. And then also it's just like a

615
00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:02,960
Speaker 1: little bite sized nugget of the different modalities and then

616
00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:05,080
Speaker 1: you get to pick which one you are drawn to

617
00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:06,760
Speaker 1: or that speaks.

618
00:30:05,920 --> 00:30:09,600
Speaker 2: I would guess that the best way to go about

619
00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:13,080
Speaker 2: even starting to learn is to see how it relates

620
00:30:13,120 --> 00:30:15,720
Speaker 2: to you, Like learn about your own sign, your own numbers, yes,

621
00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:17,640
Speaker 2: all of that, because then it's like, oh, well that

622
00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:19,400
Speaker 2: makes sense, that makes sense.

623
00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:22,320
Speaker 1: That makes sense nowadays those apps for everything, So it

624
00:30:22,400 --> 00:30:25,200
Speaker 1: just makes it so much easier. You got to do

625
00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:26,680
Speaker 1: is figure out your birth time, and I can find

626
00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:27,640
Speaker 1: out a whole lot of shit.

627
00:30:27,720 --> 00:30:29,640
Speaker 3: I have it, I can text it to you.

628
00:30:29,920 --> 00:30:33,680
Speaker 1: Okay, great, I'll just so much to do after this podcast.

629
00:30:33,760 --> 00:30:37,239
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I like I have it time. I've

630
00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:42,320
Speaker 1: been up since five. Yeah. Anyway, I really love your word.

631
00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:44,640
Speaker 1: I can't wait to see what you explore, and I

632
00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:47,240
Speaker 1: do think that you are probably drawn to that for

633
00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:50,080
Speaker 1: a certain reason. One more thing about your word. When

634
00:30:50,120 --> 00:30:52,280
Speaker 1: you were talking about the travel and you how you

635
00:30:52,320 --> 00:30:55,040
Speaker 1: really want to dive into the cultures and stuff, you

636
00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:57,360
Speaker 1: just kind of said it again. But it's like you're

637
00:30:57,440 --> 00:31:01,200
Speaker 1: this spec of energy amongst all these other energies. And

638
00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:03,880
Speaker 1: what a great way to be reminded of how we're

639
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:07,040
Speaker 1: all connected when you go examine like other cultures and

640
00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:10,960
Speaker 1: people and see their troubles and see their highs even

641
00:31:11,040 --> 00:31:13,840
Speaker 1: you know, like it's right, probably a lot more similar

642
00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:16,240
Speaker 1: to you than you would think, and so finding that

643
00:31:16,280 --> 00:31:18,280
Speaker 1: common ground, I think that's going to beautiful for you.

644
00:31:18,640 --> 00:31:20,400
Speaker 3: I think so too. I think so too.

645
00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:23,960
Speaker 2: Well, I'm excited for your discipline because you can help

646
00:31:24,160 --> 00:31:25,400
Speaker 2: keep me disciplined too.

647
00:31:25,400 --> 00:31:28,040
Speaker 3: Okay, that is a goal of mine. It's not my word.

648
00:31:28,120 --> 00:31:32,280
Speaker 1: So yeah, explore and discipline. Yeah, here we go twenty

649
00:31:32,320 --> 00:31:34,720
Speaker 1: twenty four. All right, you guys send us your words.

650
00:31:34,760 --> 00:31:38,000
Speaker 1: I actually love hearing what people decide their words are.

651
00:31:38,080 --> 00:31:39,920
Speaker 1: I've already gotten a few people knew we were going

652
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,200
Speaker 1: to do this, and so some of the listeners sent

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Speaker 1: me some dms saying their words, and I love it,

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Speaker 1: like it always inspires me to do something. I have

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Speaker 1: a couple one maybe ooh yeah, I actually have an

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Speaker 1: update that I'll give at the end of the month

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Speaker 1: about how we can we can better communicate with you guys.

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Speaker 1: He'd be be on that though I haven't even told Chip.

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Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, I know, dun dun dump. All right,

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Speaker 1: Well email us, okay you should. I know he's like

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Speaker 1: in Hawaii and I'm making him get on.

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Speaker 3: It's fine, all right, you guys.

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Speaker 1: Email us at the Edge at velvet edge dot com.

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Speaker 1: You can also hit me up on Instagram. I'm at

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Speaker 1: Velvet's Edge and I am way more active there now,

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Speaker 1: so talk to me, all right, Chip.

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Speaker 3: I'm at chip doorst c H I P D O

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Speaker 3: R S c H.

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Speaker 1: Wow, a little extra flavor to the PE's just start

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Speaker 1: the year off, all right. As you guys go into

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Speaker 1: the year and you're living on the edge, I hope

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Speaker 1: you always remember.

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Speaker 3: Too A casual Jesus, I.

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Speaker 1: Need to practice, all right, bye?

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Speaker 3: But what if it's like a remix. It's like