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Speaker 1: Oh now that? Oh my god, that's so crazy. I

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Speaker 2: I'm just hearing it in a way of just like me, princessa, me, princessa.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, those are the words like she would

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Speaker 1: always call me princess. What up, guys, Welcome to Cheeky's

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Speaker 1: and Chill. I'm your host Cheeky's. I hope you all

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Speaker 1: had a really great weekend and you're starting your week

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Speaker 1: off strong. Today's episode is probably going to be a

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Speaker 1: little intense. That's because I'm talking to a medium. We'll

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Speaker 1: for this episode, because I sure am. This is Cheeky's

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Speaker 1: and Chill. Okay, So today's guest is aj Brera or

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Speaker 1: a J Brerera Komausin. He's a psychic medium and intuitive

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Speaker 1: talking to him. Aj. First of all, I want to

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Speaker 1: say thank you, thank you so much for doing this.

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Speaker 1: I know we talked a while ago. I mean my

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Speaker 2: Here, right, correct?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, so I think you went to our house

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Speaker 2: It's crazy. It's so amazing because at the time I

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Speaker 2: It was just really interesting to see how things kind

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Speaker 1: We were in my mom's office, I remember, and you

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Speaker 1: Okay, perfect, And is there a way of like learning

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Speaker 1: Yeah, full circle. So as do you know roughly how

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Speaker 2: lot of Spanish at all whatsoever, so I might come

433
00:19:07,080 --> 00:19:10,760
Speaker 2: out very proudy. So here's the thing. I feel like

434
00:19:10,760 --> 00:19:12,960
Speaker 2: there's a sense like I'm just hearing it in a

435
00:19:13,000 --> 00:19:15,359
Speaker 2: way of just like if I'm saying it correctly, like

436
00:19:15,400 --> 00:19:18,080
Speaker 2: me PRINCESSA me princess, Like I keep on hearing over

437
00:19:18,119 --> 00:19:19,960
Speaker 2: and over and over again, and she just wants to

438
00:19:19,960 --> 00:19:21,840
Speaker 2: put this little tr or like this crown on you

439
00:19:21,880 --> 00:19:24,199
Speaker 2: as like you're still my little girl even though you're

440
00:19:24,200 --> 00:19:26,520
Speaker 2: an adult. In front of me and to your mother,

441
00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:28,960
Speaker 2: there's a sense that she wants to pay that respect

442
00:19:29,000 --> 00:19:31,160
Speaker 2: to you in a very beautiful way to recognize Mom

443
00:19:31,200 --> 00:19:33,479
Speaker 2: will always be with you, she will always be guiding you.

444
00:19:33,560 --> 00:19:37,800
Speaker 2: Because there's moments that I know, cheeky's that you're very spiritual,

445
00:19:38,119 --> 00:19:40,119
Speaker 2: hence you could be very religious at the same time,

446
00:19:40,240 --> 00:19:43,720
Speaker 2: but I know you know your mom is with you.

447
00:19:43,720 --> 00:19:46,879
Speaker 2: You know that your mom is guiding you, but also

448
00:19:47,080 --> 00:19:50,080
Speaker 2: accepting that and it's not about apologizing because your mom

449
00:19:50,160 --> 00:19:52,639
Speaker 2: is laughing saying that she would never really apologize to

450
00:19:52,680 --> 00:19:54,320
Speaker 2: be quite frank, so this is not a woman that

451
00:19:54,359 --> 00:19:56,920
Speaker 2: would really apologize. But I feel like it's your way

452
00:19:57,000 --> 00:19:59,600
Speaker 2: making peace and kind of clearing the air that she

453
00:19:59,680 --> 00:20:01,760
Speaker 2: wants to happen here with you, because it's something that

454
00:20:01,800 --> 00:20:04,720
Speaker 2: you need to hear from her. There's also a reference

455
00:20:04,720 --> 00:20:06,159
Speaker 2: that she's showing to me that I feel like I

456
00:20:06,240 --> 00:20:10,680
Speaker 2: might misinterpret. Would you understand why she would actually show

457
00:20:10,720 --> 00:20:12,439
Speaker 2: me like say, oh my god, I'm seeing like a

458
00:20:12,440 --> 00:20:14,879
Speaker 2: bunch of material. So did you somehow put pieces of

459
00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:17,679
Speaker 2: material together for your mother, or like you somehow did

460
00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:20,960
Speaker 2: some sort of quilt, or you did some sort of blanket.

461
00:20:21,000 --> 00:20:23,080
Speaker 2: I don't know what it is, but there's something that

462
00:20:23,119 --> 00:20:25,000
Speaker 2: she wants to say thank you for honoring her or

463
00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:26,640
Speaker 2: thank you for doing this. So what's the reference.

464
00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:31,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, I've made a lot of blankets that I travel with,

465
00:20:31,400 --> 00:20:34,360
Speaker 1: that I sleep with, that I make have her pictures

466
00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:35,959
Speaker 1: and pictures of her and I together.

467
00:20:36,359 --> 00:20:38,720
Speaker 2: Okay, there might be a very specific one that I

468
00:20:38,760 --> 00:20:41,040
Speaker 2: do need to bring up here. There would be one

469
00:20:41,080 --> 00:20:44,080
Speaker 2: that I'm seeing that would be more of her items,

470
00:20:44,119 --> 00:20:46,600
Speaker 2: like say, I don't know of her shirt, her jacket.

471
00:20:46,640 --> 00:20:48,080
Speaker 2: I don't know what it is, but it feels very

472
00:20:48,080 --> 00:20:49,720
Speaker 2: personal that she wants to say thank you for that

473
00:20:49,760 --> 00:20:52,640
Speaker 2: one specifically. So I don't know how that makes sense

474
00:20:52,680 --> 00:20:54,400
Speaker 2: for you, but she wants to thank you for doing

475
00:20:54,400 --> 00:20:56,800
Speaker 2: that because she definitely wants to recognize that she's still

476
00:20:56,840 --> 00:20:59,920
Speaker 2: You're guarding your protector in that sense when she comes through.

477
00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:02,480
Speaker 2: So there's also a sense that I keep on hearing

478
00:21:02,520 --> 00:21:04,480
Speaker 2: her as like saying, continue to kind of be like

479
00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:07,240
Speaker 2: a jingoona, like a badass, because I feel like that's

480
00:21:07,240 --> 00:21:09,800
Speaker 2: something that your mom wants to do, is support you

481
00:21:09,840 --> 00:21:12,159
Speaker 2: on this level of that you need from her. I

482
00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:14,440
Speaker 2: want to make sure that you understand this from her,

483
00:21:14,600 --> 00:21:17,320
Speaker 2: not for me, is that you've always had that support

484
00:21:17,320 --> 00:21:20,400
Speaker 2: for your mother, even in the moments that you feel

485
00:21:20,440 --> 00:21:22,760
Speaker 2: like you didn't have it from her. And I feel

486
00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:25,080
Speaker 2: like that when she brings it up here, it was

487
00:21:25,119 --> 00:21:27,920
Speaker 2: her way of giving you the sense of tough love,

488
00:21:28,480 --> 00:21:31,240
Speaker 2: giving the sense of respect that you need it, because

489
00:21:31,240 --> 00:21:33,639
Speaker 2: there's a sense with Mom's energy is that when she

490
00:21:33,720 --> 00:21:36,439
Speaker 2: shifts my awareness, there's a sense that you're able to

491
00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:39,600
Speaker 2: truly be on your own. And I feel like that

492
00:21:39,640 --> 00:21:41,280
Speaker 2: you were always on your own, though in a very

493
00:21:41,320 --> 00:21:44,200
Speaker 2: interesting way. And I feel like that she never meant

494
00:21:44,200 --> 00:21:47,840
Speaker 2: to give you the responsibility because I really believe that

495
00:21:47,880 --> 00:21:51,080
Speaker 2: you truly meet sacrifices when only your mom was here,

496
00:21:51,359 --> 00:21:53,959
Speaker 2: but also when she transitioned. And I feel like it's

497
00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:56,080
Speaker 2: important when she brings this up here, is that she

498
00:21:56,160 --> 00:21:59,120
Speaker 2: never got to thank you as often as she should

499
00:21:59,160 --> 00:22:01,480
Speaker 2: have when she was here in the physical realm, And

500
00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:03,399
Speaker 2: I feel like that she wants to thank you today

501
00:22:04,119 --> 00:22:05,920
Speaker 2: for doing the things that you had to do for

502
00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:09,080
Speaker 2: her in the physical realm, but also after she transitioned.

503
00:22:09,320 --> 00:22:11,560
Speaker 2: You you may have to I don't. I'm gonna get

504
00:22:11,560 --> 00:22:14,080
Speaker 2: personal with something and I might be wrong on this

505
00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:18,840
Speaker 2: when we bring up mom or say the energies around

506
00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:22,040
Speaker 2: you guys, is there something we need to look at

507
00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:26,639
Speaker 2: like now relating to like say your mom, say on

508
00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:28,880
Speaker 2: a financial situation that we need to look at with

509
00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:31,680
Speaker 2: her or with you guys, like meaning that is there

510
00:22:31,720 --> 00:22:33,240
Speaker 2: like a big decision that needs to be done or

511
00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:35,919
Speaker 2: did you guys just make like a major decision with her.

512
00:22:36,359 --> 00:22:38,080
Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't say her things, but it

513
00:22:38,080 --> 00:22:42,480
Speaker 2: seems like more of like, yeah, her legacy.

514
00:22:41,320 --> 00:22:44,679
Speaker 1: We did. We just yeah, we were going through like

515
00:22:44,760 --> 00:22:47,920
Speaker 1: a transition right now. My sister is now the trustee

516
00:22:47,920 --> 00:22:51,639
Speaker 1: of her estate, so we have been finding out certain

517
00:22:51,640 --> 00:22:54,320
Speaker 1: things and it's been pretty disappointing.

518
00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:58,960
Speaker 2: But yeah, okay, I want to be personal again. But

519
00:22:59,119 --> 00:23:01,760
Speaker 2: to me, there's a sense of what's the word I

520
00:23:01,760 --> 00:23:05,560
Speaker 2: want to use, like ego that's involved with these individuals, right,

521
00:23:05,680 --> 00:23:07,800
Speaker 2: And it's not that your mom is upset, but it's

522
00:23:07,840 --> 00:23:10,000
Speaker 2: kind of like why it's more of a question of

523
00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:12,800
Speaker 2: why why, And I feel like there's a sense as

524
00:23:12,800 --> 00:23:15,040
Speaker 2: if she wants to orchestrate things in the right way

525
00:23:15,080 --> 00:23:16,600
Speaker 2: to kind of put things in order when it comes

526
00:23:16,640 --> 00:23:20,080
Speaker 2: down to say the business or the estate or whatever

527
00:23:20,119 --> 00:23:22,000
Speaker 2: it is, Like, I feel like there's a sense of it.

528
00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:24,439
Speaker 2: It seems very difficult, and it feels like the cookie

529
00:23:24,440 --> 00:23:28,440
Speaker 2: has crumbled. So whatever happened in the trustee or beneficiary

530
00:23:28,520 --> 00:23:30,600
Speaker 2: all that stuff, I feel like it's happening in the

531
00:23:30,600 --> 00:23:32,600
Speaker 2: way that it needs to be done. But I feel

532
00:23:32,600 --> 00:23:35,240
Speaker 2: like it's making sure that it's a sense of accepting

533
00:23:35,800 --> 00:23:37,880
Speaker 2: what needs to happen. And I just feel like, again

534
00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:39,880
Speaker 2: there's a sense of a hand in the cookie jar

535
00:23:40,200 --> 00:23:42,199
Speaker 2: or the sense of what can I benefit, what can

536
00:23:42,240 --> 00:23:43,879
Speaker 2: I get out of it? And that's what I feel like.

537
00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:46,440
Speaker 2: Your mom does not like in a way saying like,

538
00:23:46,520 --> 00:23:48,840
Speaker 2: let's make sure everything is put together, because I just

539
00:23:48,880 --> 00:23:51,040
Speaker 2: feel like that in my gut, it just makes me

540
00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:52,560
Speaker 2: feel like that it's not done right, and I just

541
00:23:52,600 --> 00:23:54,720
Speaker 2: feel like it needs to move in a direction that

542
00:23:54,880 --> 00:23:56,720
Speaker 2: spirit sees it, that her soul sees it in the

543
00:23:56,760 --> 00:23:59,280
Speaker 2: right way. I'm going to shift directions in a very

544
00:23:59,280 --> 00:24:02,840
Speaker 2: interesting way and I do need to acknowledge something. I

545
00:24:02,880 --> 00:24:05,159
Speaker 2: don't know where she's going with this, but there's a

546
00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:10,680
Speaker 2: sense with you of how she's showing you or how

547
00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:14,160
Speaker 2: she's showing herself with you. So I may totally misinterpret something.

548
00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:17,719
Speaker 2: But is there a unique reference that you would actually

549
00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:22,840
Speaker 2: have some sort of like a rock of her or

550
00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:25,919
Speaker 2: some sort of paperweight of her or some sort I

551
00:24:25,920 --> 00:24:28,040
Speaker 2: don't know what it is, but is there some sort

552
00:24:28,040 --> 00:24:30,720
Speaker 2: of reference to like a weight thing or a rock

553
00:24:30,760 --> 00:24:31,840
Speaker 2: thing that we need to bring up here.

554
00:24:32,760 --> 00:24:34,960
Speaker 1: I don't know. I would have to think about it.

555
00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:37,400
Speaker 2: And to me, it feels like there's a smooth surface

556
00:24:37,440 --> 00:24:39,440
Speaker 2: to it, like a smooth surface to it, like almost

557
00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:42,359
Speaker 2: like a smooth rock or like, I don't know, like

558
00:24:42,359 --> 00:24:44,320
Speaker 2: a river rock. There's something with the set she's bringing

559
00:24:44,359 --> 00:24:44,680
Speaker 2: up here.

560
00:24:45,080 --> 00:24:49,240
Speaker 1: Okay, well now that, Oh my god, that's so crazy.

561
00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:58,720
Speaker 1: I gave my mom a rock before, and there was

562
00:24:58,760 --> 00:25:01,359
Speaker 1: something written to her on there that I would It

563
00:25:01,480 --> 00:25:03,560
Speaker 1: was like I would always say that she was my rock,

564
00:25:04,160 --> 00:25:05,640
Speaker 1: So I gave it to her when she was here.

565
00:25:06,000 --> 00:25:08,720
Speaker 1: It was she put on her desk. Oh my god,

566
00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:10,680
Speaker 1: that's so crazy.

567
00:25:10,720 --> 00:25:12,760
Speaker 2: Okay. I just want to let to know that she

568
00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:15,320
Speaker 2: has that rock with her in spirit, she is still

569
00:25:15,320 --> 00:25:17,119
Speaker 2: in wrong, oh my god, and she still wants to

570
00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:19,400
Speaker 2: recognize that, because I just feel like there's a sense

571
00:25:19,440 --> 00:25:21,840
Speaker 2: of her of just being very proud of you, and

572
00:25:21,920 --> 00:25:24,080
Speaker 2: I feel like that in a very beautiful way that

573
00:25:24,119 --> 00:25:26,440
Speaker 2: she kind of spiritually wants to hand it back as

574
00:25:26,480 --> 00:25:29,879
Speaker 2: if now you're the rock for everyone else. So I

575
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:32,960
Speaker 2: just feel like it's her way thanking you again for

576
00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:35,880
Speaker 2: doing the things that you did for her. But now

577
00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:37,399
Speaker 2: what she's going to do for you is pull some

578
00:25:37,400 --> 00:25:39,560
Speaker 2: strings from the spirit realm to help you lead in

579
00:25:39,600 --> 00:25:41,920
Speaker 2: the right direction where you need to be, because I

580
00:25:41,960 --> 00:25:43,919
Speaker 2: feel like your mom really wants the best for you,

581
00:25:44,040 --> 00:25:47,719
Speaker 2: regardless of like anything that you feel or you thought of,

582
00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:50,239
Speaker 2: like it's all like residual and old energy that she

583
00:25:50,280 --> 00:25:52,240
Speaker 2: does not want you to focus on. And I think

584
00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:54,680
Speaker 2: it's so important for you to really kind of thrive

585
00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:57,600
Speaker 2: in that moment and saying thanks Mom, thanks for being

586
00:25:57,600 --> 00:25:59,800
Speaker 2: here with me, thank you for recognizing me. And I

587
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,560
Speaker 2: I feel like there's a moment of you of having

588
00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:07,280
Speaker 2: that peace of mind because my impression it's not anything

589
00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:10,480
Speaker 2: that we need to bring up here as the event

590
00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:13,160
Speaker 2: that caused your mom's passing. She doesn't want to emphasize

591
00:26:13,160 --> 00:26:15,160
Speaker 2: on that. She does not focus on that because that's

592
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:18,240
Speaker 2: not really an important sense of what we need to

593
00:26:18,280 --> 00:26:21,320
Speaker 2: talk about. It's more so the healing and moving forward

594
00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:23,320
Speaker 2: from that that needs to happen here with you in

595
00:26:23,359 --> 00:26:26,200
Speaker 2: the family. And like as I mentioned earlier in this interview,

596
00:26:26,200 --> 00:26:28,280
Speaker 2: we all grieve differently. It could be a year, it

597
00:26:28,280 --> 00:26:30,479
Speaker 2: could be five years, could be so many years. We

598
00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:33,439
Speaker 2: all grieve differently. I just feel like in some ways

599
00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:36,880
Speaker 2: that there's a sense of coming to terms of being

600
00:26:36,920 --> 00:26:39,040
Speaker 2: at peace, but it's not letting go of Mom. And

601
00:26:39,080 --> 00:26:40,560
Speaker 2: I feel like there might be fear of letting go

602
00:26:40,640 --> 00:26:42,679
Speaker 2: of Mom of those emotions because if you let go

603
00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:45,119
Speaker 2: of Mom, she's not going to be around you. I

604
00:26:45,160 --> 00:26:47,359
Speaker 2: feel it's letting go of the toxicity of the emotions,

605
00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:49,679
Speaker 2: all that stuff, knowing that she will always be in

606
00:26:49,720 --> 00:26:52,720
Speaker 2: your heart and recognizing that feeling and recognizing that moment.

607
00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:55,000
Speaker 2: I do need to bring something up in a very

608
00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:59,520
Speaker 2: interesting way. Did you recently have like a fall or

609
00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:01,119
Speaker 2: did you fall down your stairs or is there some

610
00:27:01,119 --> 00:27:02,280
Speaker 2: sort of fall that I need to bring up here.

611
00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:04,359
Speaker 2: I don't know what she's bringing up here, but okay,

612
00:27:04,760 --> 00:27:07,080
Speaker 2: make note to your footing or to getting out of

613
00:27:07,119 --> 00:27:09,160
Speaker 2: the car or getting out off the stairs or walking

614
00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:10,679
Speaker 2: out the front yard. I don't know what it is,

615
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:12,480
Speaker 2: but there's something about your footing that I feel like

616
00:27:12,560 --> 00:27:15,119
Speaker 2: she's trying to acknowledge, like be careful, be cautious, whatever

617
00:27:15,160 --> 00:27:17,960
Speaker 2: it is so saferends that you have tile floors. I

618
00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:19,199
Speaker 2: don't know what it is, but I feel it's her

619
00:27:19,200 --> 00:27:20,800
Speaker 2: way kind of giving it a projection and a very

620
00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:22,960
Speaker 2: positive light. I don't want to say it's anything of

621
00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:24,680
Speaker 2: an accident or anything that nature, but I feel like

622
00:27:24,680 --> 00:27:27,760
Speaker 2: there's something funny about it about the situation. So if

623
00:27:27,760 --> 00:27:29,720
Speaker 2: there's going to be other people caring to volve here,

624
00:27:29,760 --> 00:27:31,720
Speaker 2: it feels like there's more of that moment that she's

625
00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:33,960
Speaker 2: kind of guiding you and protecting you in that situation

626
00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:36,520
Speaker 2: that she wants to bring up here. There's a reference

627
00:27:36,520 --> 00:27:40,239
Speaker 2: that I maybe mistake in here, And I don't know

628
00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:42,240
Speaker 2: how to describe this, but I'm going to do my

629
00:27:42,280 --> 00:27:45,760
Speaker 2: best interpret this. I don't know how this is going

630
00:27:45,840 --> 00:27:48,840
Speaker 2: to make sense to you at all whatsoever, but there's

631
00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:51,800
Speaker 2: an interesting reference that she's bringing up here that we

632
00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:57,080
Speaker 2: need to identify after her transition, after her passing, and

633
00:27:57,160 --> 00:27:59,840
Speaker 2: I don't know if it means like several years later,

634
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:05,439
Speaker 2: a day after passing, but would you understand during the

635
00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:10,080
Speaker 2: time of the event that occurred, she's making herself known

636
00:28:10,119 --> 00:28:12,080
Speaker 2: to me in a way saying that she made herself

637
00:28:12,119 --> 00:28:14,920
Speaker 2: known to you, like in spirit, like in a way

638
00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:17,439
Speaker 2: of saying that I'm safe, I'm okay. I don't know

639
00:28:17,480 --> 00:28:19,320
Speaker 2: what that looks like to you if that was more

640
00:28:19,359 --> 00:28:22,919
Speaker 2: so a physical sign a dream, But she wants to

641
00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:25,399
Speaker 2: make sure that whatever happened in this event, it was

642
00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:28,040
Speaker 2: her way letting you know that she made it safe

643
00:28:28,320 --> 00:28:30,480
Speaker 2: and that she went to heaven. And I feel that

644
00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:32,920
Speaker 2: she wants to make sure that you understand that message.

645
00:28:32,960 --> 00:28:34,879
Speaker 2: So what is the sign or what is the reference

646
00:28:34,880 --> 00:28:35,760
Speaker 2: that she's bringing up here?

647
00:28:36,440 --> 00:28:38,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's absolutely right. It was a few days after

648
00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:42,280
Speaker 1: she had passed and I had left my grandmother's house

649
00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:44,160
Speaker 1: because I just needed to take a drive. Everyone was there.

650
00:28:44,160 --> 00:28:47,520
Speaker 1: It was hectic, and I drove out. Everything was fine,

651
00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:49,000
Speaker 1: but when I came back to go back to my

652
00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:52,200
Speaker 1: grandma's house, they had closed off the street. So I thought,

653
00:28:52,240 --> 00:28:53,520
Speaker 1: how am I going to do this? There was a

654
00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:55,920
Speaker 1: bunch of media and fans, and I said, how am

655
00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:57,640
Speaker 1: I going to get off the car and try to

656
00:28:57,640 --> 00:28:59,360
Speaker 1: get my car under this to get through to my

657
00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:03,720
Speaker 1: Grandma's and magically, I swear to you, like the little

658
00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:07,600
Speaker 1: it was like a string of some sort lifted high

659
00:29:07,720 --> 00:29:10,200
Speaker 1: enough for me to go under, and I was like,

660
00:29:10,360 --> 00:29:12,960
Speaker 1: oh my god, that's like that's my mom. That was

661
00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:16,040
Speaker 1: like the first time I had felt it. And then

662
00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:18,600
Speaker 1: I had a moment when I knew she was gone gone.

663
00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:20,440
Speaker 1: I was in the restroom, I was holding a picture

664
00:29:20,560 --> 00:29:24,200
Speaker 1: of hers, and I heard it clearly like you are

665
00:29:24,200 --> 00:29:25,400
Speaker 1: going to have to be strong and you're going to

666
00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:27,240
Speaker 1: have to tell your siblings that I'm not coming home.

667
00:29:27,280 --> 00:29:29,200
Speaker 1: Because we still had hope that she was going to

668
00:29:29,240 --> 00:29:33,120
Speaker 1: come home. So I felt her and I heard her

669
00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:35,080
Speaker 1: voice to the point where I just cried and cried

670
00:29:35,080 --> 00:29:37,520
Speaker 1: and cried, and I cried so much that I just

671
00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:39,920
Speaker 1: after I got out of that restroom, I was like, Okay,

672
00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:41,360
Speaker 1: I have to tell my siblings that she's not going

673
00:29:41,400 --> 00:29:42,720
Speaker 1: to come home. I have to tell Johnny, and I

674
00:29:42,760 --> 00:29:44,920
Speaker 1: have to be strong. From that moment forward, it's like

675
00:29:45,080 --> 00:29:48,240
Speaker 1: I knew she's fine, she's at peace. This is how

676
00:29:48,280 --> 00:29:50,720
Speaker 1: things had to happen. And now it's I feel like

677
00:29:50,760 --> 00:29:52,760
Speaker 1: my turn to step forward and be like, Okay, this

678
00:29:52,800 --> 00:29:54,720
Speaker 1: is what I prepared you for all of your life,

679
00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:57,720
Speaker 1: is to be here for these kids. So those two

680
00:29:57,720 --> 00:30:00,560
Speaker 1: things I'll never forget because there were moments of like, oh,

681
00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:02,920
Speaker 1: she's here with me, she's okay.

682
00:30:02,920 --> 00:30:05,200
Speaker 2: Wow, like with so much respect to you and to

683
00:30:05,240 --> 00:30:07,760
Speaker 2: your family, And again, that is just a beautiful message.

684
00:30:07,800 --> 00:30:10,600
Speaker 2: As much as we don't want to think that way

685
00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:13,520
Speaker 2: in a way, knowing that we lost an individual or

686
00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:17,200
Speaker 2: they're gone, that is a personal experience that no one

687
00:30:17,200 --> 00:30:19,640
Speaker 2: can take away from you. That moment in the restroom,

688
00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:21,560
Speaker 2: that moment of that happening. No one can take that

689
00:30:21,600 --> 00:30:23,240
Speaker 2: away from you. I feel like it's just your mom's

690
00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:26,440
Speaker 2: way validing those experiences and how that looks like to you.

691
00:30:26,520 --> 00:30:28,480
Speaker 2: It was her waylet you know again that she's safe,

692
00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:31,400
Speaker 2: she's okay. Yeah, now she's turning over the leaf to

693
00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:33,560
Speaker 2: you to kind of pass the baton, pass it over.

694
00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:35,680
Speaker 2: That you need to focus on that because for your

695
00:30:35,840 --> 00:30:38,360
Speaker 2: energy again, it's kind of like the weight that you

696
00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:40,800
Speaker 2: take on. But I feel like at the same time,

697
00:30:40,840 --> 00:30:43,400
Speaker 2: it's really about bringing in that balance that you need

698
00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:45,000
Speaker 2: in your own life, and balance is going to be

699
00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:48,440
Speaker 2: so important for you again, not only with business relationships,

700
00:30:48,600 --> 00:30:50,560
Speaker 2: self help. It's going to be an important year for

701
00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:52,719
Speaker 2: you because I feel like moving into a transition of

702
00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:55,280
Speaker 2: twenty twenty three, it's going to be more so a

703
00:30:55,360 --> 00:30:58,320
Speaker 2: sense of like really kind of focusing on then family,

704
00:30:58,400 --> 00:31:02,160
Speaker 2: focusing on than financials, focusing on that sore, which is

705
00:31:02,200 --> 00:31:04,120
Speaker 2: we're literally right around the corner of twenty twenty three,

706
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:06,760
Speaker 2: which is crazy to even think about. But I feel

707
00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:09,880
Speaker 2: like that your mom wants to really spiritually embrace you,

708
00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:11,640
Speaker 2: like she wants to give you this big spirit hug,

709
00:31:11,760 --> 00:31:14,000
Speaker 2: because I feel like physical touch is so important for

710
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,040
Speaker 2: you to have, but more important to have it for

711
00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:17,720
Speaker 2: your mom, because I feel like that she wants to

712
00:31:17,720 --> 00:31:20,480
Speaker 2: make sure that I verbally say I love you like

713
00:31:20,520 --> 00:31:22,400
Speaker 2: I feel like the ghetto MUCHU, the ghetto MUCHU. I

714
00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:24,480
Speaker 2: feel like it's important for her to give that love

715
00:31:24,520 --> 00:31:27,760
Speaker 2: to you and pay that respect again because there wasn't

716
00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:32,560
Speaker 2: that opportunity for her to physically and verbally communicate that

717
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:34,600
Speaker 2: with you. And I just feel like that you make

718
00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:36,280
Speaker 2: sure that you have it in your heart and you

719
00:31:36,360 --> 00:31:39,680
Speaker 2: carry that love in that vibration regardless of whatever feelings

720
00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:41,880
Speaker 2: that you've had then or what you have now. It's

721
00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:44,160
Speaker 2: more so it's all water in the bridge. Is my

722
00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:46,400
Speaker 2: impression that your mom has given it to you like it.

723
00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:49,440
Speaker 2: We're good, we're cool, everything's fine, And I think that's

724
00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:53,480
Speaker 2: important for you to walk away with and understand those messages. Yeah,

725
00:31:53,560 --> 00:31:57,040
Speaker 2: obviously if you want to ask questions or anything in general,

726
00:31:57,120 --> 00:31:58,920
Speaker 2: you feel free if there's something that you want to

727
00:31:58,920 --> 00:31:59,760
Speaker 2: ask her through out there.

728
00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:02,480
Speaker 1: More than anything, I just kind of wanted to see

729
00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:06,000
Speaker 1: what she had to say and what you did say

730
00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:09,880
Speaker 1: right now about me thanking her and thanking her for

731
00:32:09,920 --> 00:32:11,960
Speaker 1: being here with me and stuff like. I don't think

732
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:13,840
Speaker 1: I've done enough of that, Like I speak to her,

733
00:32:13,920 --> 00:32:16,640
Speaker 1: But it's different. I think for a long time I

734
00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:19,360
Speaker 1: was upset because of the mess that was left and

735
00:32:19,560 --> 00:32:21,080
Speaker 1: I had to clean it up, and I was a

736
00:32:21,080 --> 00:32:24,240
Speaker 1: little bit resentful. Obviously still missed her and everything, but

737
00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:26,320
Speaker 1: in my heart I felt, for like a long time,

738
00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:29,080
Speaker 1: I was just mad. There are moments that come back

739
00:32:29,120 --> 00:32:32,600
Speaker 1: and I'm just like, oh, I get like frustrated. I

740
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:34,280
Speaker 1: don't know how to explain it, but I think it's

741
00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:36,560
Speaker 1: just I'm glad you're reminding me of saying, you know what.

742
00:32:36,640 --> 00:32:39,720
Speaker 1: I think things are going to change, even for the better.

743
00:32:39,760 --> 00:32:42,720
Speaker 1: If I start thinking her more because I know that

744
00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:44,880
Speaker 1: she's pulling strings. I know she's opening doors, Like I

745
00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:47,920
Speaker 1: know it for a fact that she's with me, with us,

746
00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:50,440
Speaker 1: and she's taking care of my siblings and I and

747
00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:53,560
Speaker 1: giving me the stream. But I just want to say

748
00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:55,400
Speaker 1: thank you more than anything because I'm like, oh my god,

749
00:32:55,560 --> 00:32:57,760
Speaker 1: and those are the words like she would always call

750
00:32:57,800 --> 00:33:00,600
Speaker 1: me princess. So it's like, I still I think. I'm like,

751
00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:03,000
Speaker 1: I know that I'm like a woman now, but I

752
00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:05,200
Speaker 1: still want to be your baby. And that's so funny

753
00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:07,040
Speaker 1: that you say that, because I'm like, oh my god,

754
00:33:07,120 --> 00:33:07,920
Speaker 1: that's all I ever want.

755
00:33:08,120 --> 00:33:10,560
Speaker 2: Oh my god. Well, it's such a beautiful thing to

756
00:33:10,760 --> 00:33:13,800
Speaker 2: again recognize and feel that vibration like I have chills,

757
00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:15,920
Speaker 2: and chills for me are always confirmation and validation of

758
00:33:15,920 --> 00:33:18,080
Speaker 2: what you're speaking about. And it just lets me know

759
00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:20,360
Speaker 2: that I want you to continue to build that relationship

760
00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:22,560
Speaker 2: with your mother. One thing, and I don't want to

761
00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:24,680
Speaker 2: be direct, but I am going to be very direct.

762
00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:27,320
Speaker 2: You need to understand from her again not for me

763
00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:32,680
Speaker 2: as a medium, that she never she never ever meant

764
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:35,760
Speaker 2: to abandon you guys. Ever. Yeah, and I need to

765
00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:38,160
Speaker 2: make sure that you and the family understand that in

766
00:33:38,200 --> 00:33:40,560
Speaker 2: their own way or in your own way, because I

767
00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:43,360
Speaker 2: feel like that sense when Mom left is the best

768
00:33:43,400 --> 00:33:46,640
Speaker 2: word to use. That her soul checked out, her spirit

769
00:33:46,720 --> 00:33:49,280
Speaker 2: checked out, not her energy, and not who she was

770
00:33:49,320 --> 00:33:51,520
Speaker 2: as a woman, because if there was anything that she

771
00:33:51,520 --> 00:33:54,080
Speaker 2: could do to come back to this physigram, she would

772
00:33:54,080 --> 00:33:56,800
Speaker 2: have made it happen in a medical way to come back.

773
00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:59,760
Speaker 2: But since the event happened in such a tragic way, again,

774
00:33:59,800 --> 00:34:02,200
Speaker 2: her soul left the body. Their souls left their body.

775
00:34:02,200 --> 00:34:04,720
Speaker 2: Because I don't even feel there's a sense of an

776
00:34:04,760 --> 00:34:08,800
Speaker 2: impact or something happened. I can tell you during an event.

777
00:34:09,320 --> 00:34:13,200
Speaker 2: I remember sitting at a restaurant when I'm hurt the

778
00:34:13,239 --> 00:34:16,640
Speaker 2: news and my cell phone was blowing up from different

779
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:19,680
Speaker 2: people from networks and this and that, and I refuse,

780
00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:22,759
Speaker 2: refuse to talk with anyone anything social, this and that,

781
00:34:22,840 --> 00:34:24,759
Speaker 2: and I still this is my first time ever talking

782
00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:27,040
Speaker 2: about it is on your show because I respect you

783
00:34:27,080 --> 00:34:28,960
Speaker 2: and the family so much, and I never talked about

784
00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:31,520
Speaker 2: it because it's not my place, and I need to

785
00:34:31,560 --> 00:34:34,960
Speaker 2: be respectful of the process because it's me invading someone's

786
00:34:34,960 --> 00:34:37,759
Speaker 2: privacy and I never ever wanted to do that to

787
00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:39,839
Speaker 2: you or your family nor ever talk about it because

788
00:34:39,880 --> 00:34:42,520
Speaker 2: it wasn't my business, it wasn't my place. And I

789
00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:44,839
Speaker 2: feel like that, you know how things come in full

790
00:34:44,880 --> 00:34:48,719
Speaker 2: circle in a very beautiful way. Here today is again

791
00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:51,520
Speaker 2: respect the process, and I feel like your mom and

792
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:54,239
Speaker 2: you at least allowed me to be here today to

793
00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:56,719
Speaker 2: maybe orchestrate this and help bridge that gap. And I

794
00:34:56,760 --> 00:35:00,600
Speaker 2: respect you, your team, your producers, everyone else, scot Spirit

795
00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:03,640
Speaker 2: that orchestrated this because by you thank your mom and

796
00:35:03,680 --> 00:35:07,440
Speaker 2: by you talking to her, it's okay, and it's okay

797
00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:10,040
Speaker 2: for you to be angry. It's okay for you to

798
00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:11,920
Speaker 2: be upset because she's not going to be upset. It's

799
00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:14,440
Speaker 2: more so what we're feeling, and that's part of the process.

800
00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:15,880
Speaker 2: So in those moments that you need to thank your

801
00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:18,200
Speaker 2: mom and say thanks Mom for showing up, Thanks Mom

802
00:35:18,239 --> 00:35:20,520
Speaker 2: for gotting me. She's again, she's very much with you.

803
00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:23,160
Speaker 2: So anytime you think about mom, she's right there with you.

804
00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:27,840
Speaker 1: Oh, thank you so much. Thank you. Honestly, this it

805
00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:29,719
Speaker 1: made me feel a lot better, especially because I was

806
00:35:29,719 --> 00:35:31,799
Speaker 1: having a tough day to day. So it's just kind

807
00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:34,120
Speaker 1: of like, okay, just you reminded me of a lot

808
00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:37,400
Speaker 1: of things, and I mean, I don't think I have

809
00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:39,840
Speaker 1: any questions, to be honest, I mean just besides the

810
00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:42,120
Speaker 1: fact that i'd like to know, you know, sometimes I

811
00:35:42,239 --> 00:35:44,960
Speaker 1: go back and forth with like my music career. I

812
00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:50,640
Speaker 1: feel like my music career is a vehicle to go somewhere,

813
00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:54,560
Speaker 1: not necessarily bigger, but for my real mission in life.

814
00:35:54,640 --> 00:35:56,279
Speaker 1: And I just I don't know, I just kind of

815
00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:58,440
Speaker 1: wanted to know, like in regards to my music career,

816
00:35:58,520 --> 00:35:59,799
Speaker 1: like what does she say?

817
00:36:01,440 --> 00:36:05,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, honestly my impression and energetically, I feel like your's

818
00:36:05,080 --> 00:36:07,839
Speaker 2: career would be absolutely fine. My only concern, and again

819
00:36:07,880 --> 00:36:10,719
Speaker 2: I'm very directive of how it comes through energetically. I

820
00:36:10,880 --> 00:36:13,279
Speaker 2: just like, in a very interesting way, is that you're

821
00:36:13,280 --> 00:36:15,759
Speaker 2: holding yourself back. Like it's in a very interesting way.

822
00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:18,279
Speaker 2: It's kind of like yourself sabotaging yourself. You know what

823
00:36:18,320 --> 00:36:20,000
Speaker 2: you can do, but I feel like it's fearful of

824
00:36:20,080 --> 00:36:22,880
Speaker 2: like being successful and not that you're not now, but

825
00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:24,840
Speaker 2: it's like, once I go to place, it's gonna be

826
00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:26,839
Speaker 2: like season my language, like oh shit, I can't believe

827
00:36:26,840 --> 00:36:29,399
Speaker 2: I'm here now. I think that's what's the scary part

828
00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:31,759
Speaker 2: about it. And once that moment happens, you're gonna be like,

829
00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:34,880
Speaker 2: oh my god, I might my feeling though, I feel like,

830
00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:37,239
Speaker 2: like mid twenty twenty three, I feel like I want

831
00:36:37,239 --> 00:36:39,719
Speaker 2: to go maybe in springtime where I see a major transition.

832
00:36:39,800 --> 00:36:42,320
Speaker 2: So if that's like March April, may like in that timeframe,

833
00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:45,080
Speaker 2: I wouldn't be surprised. If there's some major opportunities that

834
00:36:45,160 --> 00:36:47,440
Speaker 2: present itself to you, I don't want you to look

835
00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:50,880
Speaker 2: for them. Jiggy's let it happen organically, because if we say, oh,

836
00:36:51,000 --> 00:36:53,120
Speaker 2: Aj said this or my mom brought this up here,

837
00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:55,279
Speaker 2: we're gonna stick to that. We're gonna hold on to it.

838
00:36:55,360 --> 00:36:57,279
Speaker 2: So I feel like there's a sense with her that

839
00:36:57,320 --> 00:36:59,319
Speaker 2: she wants to make sure that she's very much with

840
00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:02,239
Speaker 2: you and guide you. There's also a reference that we

841
00:37:02,320 --> 00:37:04,560
Speaker 2: do need to bring up here, and I'm gonna give

842
00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:07,000
Speaker 2: you a very interesting reference, and I don't know how

843
00:37:07,040 --> 00:37:08,719
Speaker 2: it's gonna make sense, or maybe somehow it's gonna come

844
00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:12,560
Speaker 2: to fruition. Do you remember when Michael Jackson did his

845
00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:14,800
Speaker 2: was it fifty tours or fifty one tours? He was

846
00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:17,319
Speaker 2: supposed to do it, then he transitioned on proble fall

847
00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:20,080
Speaker 2: or something like that. So there's an interesting reference that

848
00:37:20,120 --> 00:37:21,600
Speaker 2: we need to bring up here is that we need

849
00:37:21,640 --> 00:37:23,960
Speaker 2: to highlight something coming into next year. So I don't

850
00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:26,200
Speaker 2: know if you're planning to go onto fifty States fifty

851
00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:27,719
Speaker 2: tours type of thing that we need to look at,

852
00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:30,239
Speaker 2: but there's something very major, like very grand yose that

853
00:37:30,280 --> 00:37:32,520
Speaker 2: we're looking at. And there's a sense of like having

854
00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:35,719
Speaker 2: like a very unique like Michael Jackson, Janet Jackson, Phil

855
00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:38,120
Speaker 2: but in your own way where we're kind of kind

856
00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:41,200
Speaker 2: of have like say, these amazing backgrounds, these amazing lights,

857
00:37:41,239 --> 00:37:42,920
Speaker 2: Like I just feel like there's a very high scale

858
00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:45,319
Speaker 2: that I've seen this that I feel like that again,

859
00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:47,520
Speaker 2: Mom is in a pull some strings, but I feel

860
00:37:47,520 --> 00:37:49,719
Speaker 2: like you're already there. Chiggy's honestly like, I'm not worried

861
00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:52,920
Speaker 2: about your career. I feel like that it's already here, vibrating.

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Speaker 2: It is just up to you to kind of put

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Speaker 2: seeing that and you're gonna start saying like, Okay, this

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Speaker 1: Here, This is awesome. Like my mom would say, just

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Speaker 1: like when I'm like, I don't know, I want to

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Speaker 1: that don't bitch out. Now.

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Speaker 2: I love that. So this is a great example. So

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Speaker 2: just remember that when that moment comes, listen to your

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Speaker 1: To Oh, thank you, thank you. I really appreciate you, you

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Speaker 1: coming on and being so open with us, and I'm

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Speaker 1: so happy to be able to see you and hear you,

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Speaker 1: you know, like, so I'm so happy. Do you want

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Speaker 1: to share your socials with everyone? Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Absolutely. People can find me on Instagram at AJ Underscore

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Speaker 2: Barrera or TikTok aj Underscore Barre pretty much the same,

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Speaker 2: and my Facebook is AJ Berrera, so you find me

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Speaker 2: or private readings and all that good stuff there. But

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Speaker 2: me part of this podcast. It's a fun, beautiful experience

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Speaker 2: and I hope this helps you guys out or perhaps

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Speaker 2: the family as well and other people let me have

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Speaker 1: Oh yes, thank you, thank you so much. And again,

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Speaker 1: you guys, you have his website, his social media and

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Speaker 1: before we go, you know that I always gave you

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Speaker 1: today is faith sees the invisible, believes the unbelievable, and

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Speaker 1: receives the impossible. You guys, thank you so much for listening.

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Speaker 1: Los Amoa Savin, thank you for tuning in to Cheeky's

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Speaker 1: and Chill as Stepano. Do you need advice on love, relationships,

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Speaker 1: health emails. I'm so excited to share with you that

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Speaker 1: my Cheeky's and Chill podcast will have an extra episode

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Speaker 1: drop each week. I'll be answering all your questions. Just

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Speaker 1: leave me a voice message. All you have to do

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Speaker 1: is go to speak pipe dot com slash Cheeky's and

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Speaker 1: Chill podcast and record your questions. I can't wait to

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