Speaker 1: All from Flux.
Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, Hi, what's your name?
Speaker 1: Flux?
Speaker 2: What's up? Plugs?
Speaker 1: Well, I wanted to talk to you about some recent
Speaker 1: experiences I've been having. Okay, so I've been experimenting with
Speaker 1: d MT.
Speaker 2: Oh very nice. How's that been going.
Speaker 1: Crazy?
Speaker 3: Dude?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 1: So I yes, I guess I've experimented with psychedelics kind
Speaker 1: of growing up, and I always had pleasant experiences with them.
Speaker 1: Then I had a coworker tell me about this group,
Speaker 1: Discord group, and ended up getting one of these weight patents.
Speaker 1: And so first night I tried it, I was with
Speaker 1: my fiance and she wanted to try a little bit,
Speaker 1: so she just tried a little bit. She liked it,
Speaker 1: and then I was like, okay, well I guess I'll
Speaker 1: try just a little bit. I tried a little bit
Speaker 1: and you know, nothing too powerful or anything. And then
Speaker 1: after that ended, I looked at her and I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: I think I want to go all the way in.
Speaker 1: And so I did, and so I took to you know,
Speaker 1: a blinker, you know, two blinkers off the ten and
Speaker 1: my ears started ringing and the patterns I have my
Speaker 1: eyes closed, and the patterns came in and it was
Speaker 1: probably the most intense experien as I've ever had. So yeah,
Speaker 1: my ears started ringing and ringing kind of faded out.
Speaker 1: I saw these cool patterns. The most interesting one of
Speaker 1: the most interesting things I had was my I got
Speaker 1: a weird taste in my mouth, like I don't know
Speaker 1: if you ever liked a nine vault battery before, but
Speaker 1: it was a weird metallicky taste. I also had a
Speaker 1: weird almost as if I'd put like a couple of
Speaker 1: pop rocks on my tongue. So I found that really interesting.
Speaker 1: So I was like just really intense, and I kept
Speaker 1: telling on telling myself, Oh, breathe through this, you know, breathe,
Speaker 1: keep breathing. It's okay, it's temporary. Just breathe. So I
Speaker 1: was just breathing it and not fighting anything, and I
Speaker 1: broke I believe I broke through. I saw an entity.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you've how much you know about
Speaker 1: d MT, but it's for people to encounter entities. So
Speaker 1: this entity was a all black shadow that had kind
Speaker 1: of like a pointed hat, kind of like a triangle,
Speaker 1: like almost like a witch hat almost. It was really weird.
Speaker 1: And I had deep red eyes, and I found you know,
Speaker 1: describing that to somebody sounds kind of terrifying, but I
Speaker 1: got a more mysterious vibe to it, like it was
Speaker 1: introducing itself to me. You know, it wasn't intimidating. It's
Speaker 1: kind of eerie, but it wasn't aggressive, intimidating negative. So
Speaker 1: I came back out, came back out of it, and
Speaker 1: then you know, I told my fiance, Okay, I'm coming back,
Speaker 1: and she said, well, I'm surprised how calm you were
Speaker 1: during it, And I was like really, She goes, yeah,
Speaker 1: you were just laying there. Your breathing was normal, And
Speaker 1: I was like, really, because my breath during it while
Speaker 1: I was in there, I felt like I was like,
Speaker 1: you know, because it's so intense, but apparently I was
Speaker 1: just calm throughout it all. So I don't know if
Speaker 1: you've ever had any experiences like that. Have you ever
Speaker 1: done DMT?
Speaker 2: So this experience, how long did it last? Because I've
Speaker 2: heard that it's only about fifteen minutes, but it feels
Speaker 2: like a lot longer.
Speaker 1: We didn't time it, but she said I was about
Speaker 1: five to seven minutes where I was silent and kind
Speaker 1: of not there. But I definitely feel that I was
Speaker 1: in another dimension, that's for sure. I didn't have an
Speaker 1: out of body experience to the point where like you're
Speaker 1: looking down and you see yourself, but I was definitely
Speaker 1: not here at all.
Speaker 2: And how long do you feel like you were under
Speaker 2: the influence for.
Speaker 1: So I took the two puffs and held them in
Speaker 1: and you know, came came back maybe five minutes, six
Speaker 1: minutes later, and then it was very kind of short lived.
Speaker 1: Everything felt completely normal within twenty minutes after it came back,
Speaker 1: just like it never happened. I mean, uh, physically, you know,
Speaker 1: I didn't feel high or whatever.
Speaker 2: So do you feel like you learned anything.
Speaker 1: I've been listening to a lot of different podcasts about
Speaker 1: d MT and consciousness and stuff like that, so I
Speaker 1: definitely learned that there's more to life than one would think.
Speaker 1: But also it's just like I said, that entity I met,
Speaker 1: it was almost like it was cautious towards me, like
Speaker 1: I didn't want to reveal itself fully. But I ended
Speaker 1: up doing Guarantee the next night because I wanted to
Speaker 1: learn more.
Speaker 2: Tell me about that one.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it went great again this time. You know that
Speaker 1: my ears started ringing again a weird case, and sensation
Speaker 1: came in my mouth, and I, you know, felt everything
Speaker 1: I felt before, but this time I had I felt
Speaker 1: like there was like a weird triangle or pyramid on
Speaker 1: the left side of my vision. I had my eyes
Speaker 1: closed again, and uh but this pyramid was slanted at
Speaker 1: like forty five degrees clockwise and this I believe it
Speaker 1: was the same entity, which fully revealed itself. And uh
Speaker 1: so the backtrack a little bit. A few weeks ago,
Speaker 1: the mother in law wanted to go see Wicked. You
Speaker 1: heard about that movie yet?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I've heard of Wicked.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so you know, I'm not I don't really like musicals,
Speaker 1: but I was like, I at least spend time with
Speaker 1: the family, so we went and saw it. And so
Speaker 1: I think that movie may have had an influence on
Speaker 1: this trip because I saw this the figure again, but
Speaker 1: this figure was fully revealed, and there was a green
Speaker 1: kind of like you know, green skin with the same hat,
Speaker 1: but it was bouncing on each side of the top
Speaker 1: of the pyramid, kind of like a playful teasing vibe
Speaker 1: to it, and it was kind of like she was
Speaker 1: wholly revealing herself to me and kind of like tease
Speaker 1: teasing me, like, oh you thought you knew what to
Speaker 1: expect because you did it the time before, but it
Speaker 1: just kind of reminded me that, like, I have no
Speaker 1: idea what this molecule or whatever is capable of. So
Speaker 1: that was a part that was a really positive experience again,
Speaker 1: you know. And then the next day I tried to
Speaker 1: go in again, and this is where I had I
Speaker 1: wouldn't say a bad trip, but an unsettling experience. And
Speaker 1: that's kind of what I want to talk to you about.
Speaker 2: Did you did it a third time?
Speaker 1: You said, yes, yes, I've done a couple of times
Speaker 1: after that, but I didn't take as much, so I
Speaker 1: didn't go as deep and those were just kind of
Speaker 1: like you know, psychedelic visions and kept my eyes open
Speaker 1: the third time.
Speaker 2: So to recap, you took it once, you saw the
Speaker 2: outline of an entity. Then the very next day you
Speaker 2: take it again and the entity reveals itself. It is
Speaker 2: Alphabe from Wicked, and she is taunting you.
Speaker 1: And then it wasn't it was it was it wasn't
Speaker 1: her from Alpha.
Speaker 2: It was inspired. It was it was Alphaba inspired, I think.
Speaker 2: So yeah, now tell me about the third time.
Speaker 1: Okay, so this is where things get weird.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 1: And every time I work long hours, I get home
Speaker 1: from work, I shower. I'm going to know, I'm going
Speaker 1: to go back in. I take a shower, you know.
Speaker 1: I mean that's the first thing I do after I
Speaker 1: get out of work, shower and I'm in the shower,
Speaker 1: you practice breathing and kind of getting my mind straight
Speaker 1: and h. So this time my fiance wasn't home. I
Speaker 1: was just alone. But I felt comfortable enough to do
Speaker 1: this alone.
Speaker 5: And and.
Speaker 1: Uh, I was laying down. I did you know the
Speaker 1: amount that I've been doing the two blinkers or whatever,
Speaker 1: and I make it a point to keep my eyes open.
Speaker 1: I guess I did it. I think I did it
Speaker 1: twice before this time, but they're half the half of
Speaker 1: the dose. Kept my eyes open, had music, and I didn't,
Speaker 1: you know, fully break through to this other dimension. This time.
Speaker 1: I did the full amount, no music, playing the same lighting,
Speaker 1: you know, in my bedroom, laying on my bed looking out.
Speaker 1: But I was told, you know, by the Di Square group,
Speaker 1: you'll always keep your eyes open, So I kept my
Speaker 1: eyes open this time. And I don't recall closing my
Speaker 1: eyes if or when I close my eyes, And I
Speaker 1: don't recall if or when opening my eye back up.
Speaker 1: But I went in and this time I didn't. At first,
Speaker 1: I didn't see all time. I don't recall seeing a
Speaker 1: lot of geometric patterns. I don't I didn't recall anything
Speaker 1: like the the first two times, I did get the
Speaker 1: ears ringing, I did get the weird sensation in my mouth,
Speaker 1: but this time it was really dark and black, and
Speaker 1: there was like almost like these tubes or lines going
Speaker 1: in further, like further in my sight. And like I said,
Speaker 1: I don't know if my eyes are open or closed,
Speaker 1: but it was a really weird unset. I wouldn't say negative,
Speaker 1: but it was kind of unsettling, almost like a anxious
Speaker 1: pair annoyed thing feeling. But at this entity, I was
Speaker 1: really looking forward. I was hoping to see the entity
Speaker 1: before because I wanted to ask what if it had
Speaker 1: a name? You know. This time I saw a different
Speaker 1: entity and it was humanoid and from what I remember,
Speaker 1: kind of had like a mummy look to it. It
Speaker 1: was kind of creepy, and it was bouncing around these
Speaker 1: different angles of lines, like almost like seeking around the
Speaker 1: corner looking at me, and so you know, I felt
Speaker 1: pretty uncomfortable, but at the same time, you know, I
Speaker 1: was like just breathed, this isn't forever, and it's okay.
Speaker 1: You know, it wasn't threatening. It was just creepy. And
Speaker 1: then when I came back, uh, you know, I had
Speaker 1: like the cool kind of psychedelic visuals with your eyes open.
Speaker 1: I came back, I felt I kind of felt discouraged
Speaker 1: and a little sad because the experiences weren't like it
Speaker 1: was before. I asked about it to the group and
Speaker 1: one of the people said that, oh, you know, there's
Speaker 1: duality and everything, and though it wasn't a very pleasant experience,
Speaker 1: you have to appreciate it for what it was and
Speaker 1: what it might be telling you. So I think maybe.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's kind of the that's kind of the motto
Speaker 2: when it comes to intense drug experiences.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so I think maybe it was trying to tell me,
Speaker 1: like again, like, hey, you have no idea what you're doing,
Speaker 1: and maybe you don't need to rush anything. You know,
Speaker 1: this group talks about, you know, don't force anything. If
Speaker 1: you don't feel right, don't go into it. I felt
Speaker 1: right before I went into it, but it told you know, afterwards,
Speaker 1: I was thinking about it, you know, like, don't rush it,
Speaker 1: don't don't you know, don't force yourself to go back
Speaker 1: in there. There's no need. And so I've taken the
Speaker 1: last few few days off from it, but I do
Speaker 1: plan to go back in either later tonight or tomorrow.
Speaker 2: How recently was this third DMT experience?
Speaker 1: I was two or three days ago?
Speaker 2: Okay, so I think it was two days ago. So
Speaker 2: hold on, hold on, So when did you do it?
Speaker 5: When?
Speaker 2: When did you say you did it for the very
Speaker 2: first time?
Speaker 1: Actually, the first time I did it was last year
Speaker 1: and I smoked it off a lead bowl, which is
Speaker 1: kind of a funny story. I don't think you had
Speaker 1: time for that. But the first time I did it,
Speaker 1: I believe I was coming off of mental health prescriptions.
Speaker 2: So so hold on, So just iould just want to
Speaker 2: get a timeline here, So you how many times in
Speaker 2: the last seven days have you done DMT?
Speaker 1: I'd say four or five, but two of those four
Speaker 1: I believe, but two of those are the full dishes
Speaker 1: that I took.
Speaker 2: All right, So you're so in the last seven days,
Speaker 2: you've done it four times, and I think you want
Speaker 2: to do it again tonight.
Speaker 1: Or tomorrow whatever.
Speaker 2: As let me ask you a question.
Speaker 1: Yeah, h.
Speaker 2: What are you hoping to gain from doing d m
Speaker 2: T five times in one week.
Speaker 1: I'm more so interested about uh learning and uh broadening
Speaker 1: my consciousness.
Speaker 2: What are you trying to learn?
Speaker 1: I'm trying to learn about reality, trying to learn about
Speaker 1: just kind of life, what it all may mean, whatever,
Speaker 1: I'm open whatever it has to teach me.
Speaker 2: Well, okay, can I can I offer you? Well, but
Speaker 2: I here's I'm because I'm open minded. But can I
Speaker 2: offer you alternative viewpoints as well as for other questions?
Speaker 1: Absolutely?
Speaker 2: Okay. I think if you're trying to learn about reality,
Speaker 2: inducing yourself constantly in a world of hallucinations is the opposite.
Speaker 2: I want to learn about reality. Just go outside and
Speaker 2: take a walk and real, you know, because if you
Speaker 2: take if you take a drug, it's gonna make you
Speaker 2: hallucinate that you are seeing al for but from wicked
Speaker 2: and she's teasing you. That's not a great way. I
Speaker 2: don't think to learn about reality. And I'm and you
Speaker 2: know what, there's gonna be comments on the fucking thing
Speaker 2: that are gonna fucking be like, you don't know what
Speaker 2: you're talking about, and all the aliens are real, and
Speaker 2: what do you know about reality? You're a gecko, and
Speaker 2: you know what, I'm open to that. That's fine. I
Speaker 2: respect it. I like drugs. I like psychedelics. I think
Speaker 2: it's good too. I think you can take some stuff
Speaker 2: away from them. But I don't. I just I'm I
Speaker 2: think I'm just mildly concerned about doing d MT six
Speaker 2: times in a six times in a row, five times
Speaker 2: in a row, however many times in a row it is.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So I.
Speaker 2: Just add a certain point, what to what degree is
Speaker 2: this going to be healing and helpful to you? Versus
Speaker 2: like you're just hitting a lever over and over and
Speaker 2: over again. And I don't know, I'm ignorant to that,
Speaker 2: but I'm just I think it's worth bringing up and
Speaker 2: talking about.
Speaker 1: Yeah, And I'm not dying to like escape my reality.
Speaker 1: I'm not doing it to heal any part of myself.
Speaker 1: I'm at a pretty decent place in my life, you know.
Speaker 1: But I also don't plan on Ben's using this, you know,
Speaker 1: Like I have this pen, and once the pen is gone,
Speaker 1: I don't plan on getting another one for quite some time.
Speaker 1: I just want to learn what I can from it
Speaker 1: while I have it.
Speaker 2: Okay, what have you so? I mean you've already done
Speaker 2: this five times. What have you learned?
Speaker 1: That's a kind of a loaded question. I learned that
Speaker 1: there's a lot more going on than what we're aware of,
Speaker 1: like what, Like I said, it's it's kind of hard
Speaker 1: to put into words like uh more on like a
Speaker 1: where we're at consciously and where we're at the cosmos almost.
Speaker 5: What?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 2: Well, yeah, well, I mean yeah, yeah, we're we're part
Speaker 2: of a we're on a little ball that's like point
Speaker 2: zero zero zero zero percent of infinity. Yeah, it's pretty crazy.
Speaker 1: Yes, and you know all the things going on like
Speaker 1: ah in the US, it kind of fascinates me.
Speaker 2: But yeah, all right, I'm gonna take some questions from
Speaker 2: the chat. Is that cool?
Speaker 1: Yeah? I'd love to hear from the chat.
Speaker 2: All right, cool, all right, you don't have to you
Speaker 2: don't have to look at the chat though, I'll just
Speaker 2: I'll read the questions for you. Has any questions here?
Speaker 2: Let's see, Uh well, someone said, oh yeah, okay, uh
Speaker 2: someone asked, what's your favorite McDonald's order? We can you
Speaker 2: can answer that, while more well, some real questions come in.
Speaker 1: My favorite McDonald's order, probably I'm almost really hungry when
Speaker 1: I get McDonald's. We'll probably a quarter pound double quarter
Speaker 1: pound or cheese and my snager a couple of chicken
Speaker 1: nuggets from my fiance with the diet coke, always die coke.
Speaker 1: I'm a part of the diet coke cult.
Speaker 2: Yeah, oh yeah, I'm a big die coke mf. Someone
Speaker 2: wants to know what is this discord group? Although if
Speaker 2: you say it and it goes on this podcast, it
Speaker 2: might get flooded.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm not allowed to talk about that.
Speaker 2: Uh. Someone asked, have you ever done d MT?
Speaker 1: I mean we're just talking about that.
Speaker 2: Then someone asked, how are you learning about reality from
Speaker 2: drugs and not going and not from going out and
Speaker 2: experiencing things.
Speaker 1: I think I've learned quite a bit about reality by
Speaker 1: going out doing I'm a very active person. I have
Speaker 1: a lot of social interactions every day of the week. So,
Speaker 1: like I said, I think I'm learning more about perceived reality.
Speaker 2: What I believe, I believe. I believe. I believe you
Speaker 2: on that. I don't. I don't think you're a basement dweller.
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, no at all.
Speaker 2: Someone said, do you think your desire to learn more
Speaker 2: about reality comes from a fear of your own perceived reality? U?
Speaker 1: No, I don't. I don't. I don't fear my perceived
Speaker 1: reality at all. Someone said, I was just saying, I'm
Speaker 1: very curious about, uh more of what I see. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm on a cosmos level almost.
Speaker 2: You know. Someone said, do you think reality is real?
Speaker 1: Do I think reality is real? That's a good question,
Speaker 1: especially I don't know if you've heard. I'm sure you
Speaker 1: have the whole simulation theory. I've been learning up about
Speaker 1: that and that blows my mind. But I don't know, man,
Speaker 1: I don't think we're meant to know.
Speaker 2: Someone asked if you've ever seen the movie I Robot,
Speaker 2: and if you have, if it's good.
Speaker 1: I have seen I Robot, but not in a long time. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I think it was a good movie from what I remember.
Speaker 1: I think it would be very dangerous to resimulate what's
Speaker 1: going on in that movie.
Speaker 2: Someone asked what your greatest fear is.
Speaker 1: My greatest fear probably dying alone with my loved ones present.
Speaker 2: Do you mean dying alone without your loved ones present?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I guess.
Speaker 5: Well.
Speaker 1: I lost my father to cancer, and he didn't have
Speaker 1: much support in the last few months of his life,
Speaker 1: So I don't know. But fear is a kind of
Speaker 1: a weird idea for me, because I don't think I
Speaker 1: necessarily fear moving on. I guess I have more so
Speaker 1: fear about doing it alone before I move on.
Speaker 2: Someone said, what does the missus think of all these
Speaker 2: reality learning experiences you are going on?
Speaker 1: What does the missus think about it? She she's sitting
Speaker 1: right next to me, and you want to talk to her?
Speaker 2: Sure, yeah, we can get her answer to that question. Hi,
Speaker 2: mister ghetto, Hey, what's up? How's life? What's your name?
Speaker 1: I'm uh z z z.
Speaker 2: What do you think of all this d What do
Speaker 2: you think of at this D M T stuff going on?
Speaker 4: I think it's cool. I mean as a a little
Speaker 4: bit with him, but I only do like one puff
Speaker 4: and I just get like visuals and it's really cool.
Speaker 2: Are you afraid that he'll lose his mind?
Speaker 4: I have pretty bad anxiety, so I have, like I
Speaker 4: always think of the worst case scenarios. So whenever he
Speaker 4: goes in, I'm kind of like hyper hyper vigilant about
Speaker 4: like his breathing and how he's acting. So I always
Speaker 4: feel like a breath of relief when he comes back
Speaker 4: and he's normal.
Speaker 2: So when he comes back and he's normal, and then
Speaker 2: he okay. So when he comes back and he's normal,
Speaker 2: and then he's like, Hey, I'm gonna do this again.
Speaker 2: Are you like? Are you like? Does that make you
Speaker 2: nervous too?
Speaker 5: A little bit?
Speaker 4: But now that he's done it a couple of times,
Speaker 4: it's like, I'm getting used to it.
Speaker 2: I guess would you ever do it with him?
Speaker 6: Like go all in?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 4: I don't know because I have quite a bit of
Speaker 4: like mental health issues. So, and I'm also on SSRIs
Speaker 4: and it's not really recommended to be doing drugs anyway.
Speaker 2: On that, someone asked are cats birds? I don't. You
Speaker 2: don't have to answer that. So what do you what?
Speaker 2: I want to know? What's who is? Who are you guys?
Speaker 5: Like?
Speaker 2: What's your life?
Speaker 5: Like?
Speaker 2: What do you guys do? How old are you guys?
Speaker 4: Where So I'm in my late twenties, he's in his
Speaker 4: early thirties.
Speaker 2: What do you guys do with your lives?
Speaker 4: I do like customer service and he is like blue collar?
Speaker 2: It's pretty cool. What do you what's uh? What's what's
Speaker 2: your guys' dream? What do you what's your dream in life?
Speaker 4: My dream is to open up a restaurant or a
Speaker 4: coffee shop.
Speaker 6: One day.
Speaker 4: I think coffee and food really brings people together. And
Speaker 4: something that's really important to me is like community.
Speaker 2: What's his dream is it? Is it involved doing more DMD.
Speaker 4: Doing more DMPT. He's figuring it out.
Speaker 2: That's cool.
Speaker 4: I think. I think I think Flex really lives live
Speaker 4: day to day and I think I think that living
Speaker 4: is for living, like just experiencing every day doing the
Speaker 4: best you can.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm on that wave now. I've always been a
Speaker 2: big planner and a big like what's going on this
Speaker 2: year and that year? And I actually I think that's good.
Speaker 2: But I think you gotta have you gotta have a
Speaker 2: good ratio of vaguely planning and then attempting to actually
Speaker 2: just live each day so that you're not constantly anxious.
Speaker 5: Mm hmmm.
Speaker 2: Can I can I talk to what's what's his name? Again?
Speaker 3: Flex?
Speaker 6: Oh?
Speaker 2: Can I talk to Flex again?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Here he is?
Speaker 2: So get what?
Speaker 5: Uh?
Speaker 2: Well, did you have fun? Did you have fun having
Speaker 2: this conversation?
Speaker 1: Yeah? I've been trying to get through to you, man,
Speaker 1: I've been trying to get few to you, through to
Speaker 1: you for the last four or five months or so,
Speaker 1: and you know, each each time, I'm like, oh, what
Speaker 1: do I want to what do I want to tell
Speaker 1: him this time? And so uh, you know, there's one
Speaker 1: point where I was like, oh, I wanted to tell
Speaker 1: you about how I broke free of addiction and how
Speaker 1: me and my partner both did that, and how we
Speaker 1: came back together. I've wanted to give you my my
Speaker 1: my love story with fiance. I wanted to tell you
Speaker 1: some of the worst tender dates I've had, possible or
Speaker 1: almost died. There's been a few different things, but I
Speaker 1: think this is the one I wanted to reach you with.
Speaker 2: You know, you seem like you lived quite a life
Speaker 2: so far, flex and look at and look at you.
Speaker 2: You've got so much more life left to live. It's
Speaker 2: pretty crazy.
Speaker 1: Yeah, definitely. I mean I've been to some really little
Speaker 1: places in my life, especially the last couple of years.
Speaker 1: But since me and my partner got clean and sober,
Speaker 1: you know, my life has just gotten so much better.
Speaker 1: I found a career, I went to school, I'm financially stable,
Speaker 1: and I would have never imagined doing this while I
Speaker 1: was using.
Speaker 2: So well, it sounds like it sounds like now, I
Speaker 2: guess you can do all the dmto that you want,
Speaker 2: maybe not that much, maybe not that much. Dmpty. Maybe
Speaker 2: not maybe not that much dmpty, but.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I don't have a desire to do
Speaker 1: it long term and extensively. Like I said, I'm just
Speaker 1: trying to take as much of what I can out
Speaker 1: of this cart I have right now.
Speaker 2: You know, Flux, is there anything else you want to
Speaker 2: say to the people of the computer before we go?
Speaker 1: Thanks for all for listening and saying some crazy stuff
Speaker 1: in the chat about me that I didn't read. And
Speaker 1: you know, if you're struggling with addiction, there is light
Speaker 1: at the end of the tunnel and you can accomplish
Speaker 1: things that you never think you could before.
Speaker 2: Thank you, Flux. Have a good rest of the day
Speaker 2: and a good rest of your life. And uh, you know,
Speaker 2: glad to have you here in reality for as long
Speaker 2: as you desire to be here.
Speaker 1: Hey, I'll be here till my last breath.
Speaker 2: Take care, Flux, you do bye? I would I would
Speaker 2: consider doing d MT. I don't know. I don't know
Speaker 2: how I feel about psychedelic drugs anymore. Like I've done
Speaker 2: mushrooms a bunch and that's nice, but uh, I've really
Speaker 2: not to This isn't anything reflective of the caller, but
Speaker 2: I've really kind of given up on the idea of
Speaker 2: the epiphany, you know, because this it just I've always
Speaker 2: felt like this idea that you do like DMT or
Speaker 2: ayahuasca or mushrooms. Granted I've never done d MT or ahuasca.
Speaker 2: I've done mushrooms and I've done acid. And the idea
Speaker 2: that you do a drug and you come to an
Speaker 2: epiphany and it changes your life, I always I always
Speaker 2: felt like that was bullshit, because you don't. All the
Speaker 2: epiphanies that I've come to in my life have been
Speaker 2: as a result of like years of stuff, years of
Speaker 2: operating in a certain way, and like the are like
Speaker 2: epiphanies are gradual things that come to you after years
Speaker 2: of life experience, and I don't. That's just one of
Speaker 2: the things I think I've learned is that they don't
Speaker 2: the idea that I used to have, like I'm gonna
Speaker 2: do a drug and it's gonna change my life maybe
Speaker 2: I you know what I I And that's just for me.
Speaker 2: If you've had a drug experience that changed your life
Speaker 2: and gave you an epiphany, and then that's awesome. And
Speaker 2: I'm not invalidating your personal experience. I'm just talking about
Speaker 2: for me. But yeah, I've just never felt like that.
Speaker 2: It felt like it's like, for me, it felt like
Speaker 2: it was like cheating. It's like what it's like. It's like,
Speaker 2: it's like, of course, the idea of a drug that's
Speaker 2: gonna magically make you change your life is incredibly appealing,
Speaker 2: but it's just always felt like it was too good
Speaker 2: to be true. Maybe you can go and do ayahuasca
Speaker 2: and Brazil and come back and it's a catalyst for
Speaker 2: a long term, extended change. I can see that being
Speaker 2: a thing, But at the end of the day, it's
Speaker 2: a lot of that shit just feels like it's like
Speaker 2: just trying to avoid doing doing any work, which is understandable.
Speaker 2: I don't want to do any fucking work to change
Speaker 2: my life, I I but I don't think I would.
Speaker 2: I would love to go to Brazil and do ayahuasca
Speaker 2: and then come back and be like, oh, everything's changed
Speaker 2: because I did, because I after I just one day,
Speaker 2: everything changed. But I don't. I just don't think it's
Speaker 2: that easy for anyone. Maybe it is. May if you
Speaker 2: went to Brazil and you did ayahuasca and it changed
Speaker 2: your life forever, then that's awesome and I'm so happy
Speaker 2: to be wrong and I and if that happened to you,
Speaker 2: I would love to change my life in one day
Speaker 2: by doing ayahuasca. But I don't. I just I'm like
Speaker 2: I think. I think it's like, you know, you fucking
Speaker 2: go to therapy for years and you try to eat healthier,
Speaker 2: like it's all just it's like it's like it's boring,
Speaker 2: unsexy bullshit. Ultimately that I guess led to any epiphanes
Speaker 2: or life changes that I've had. It's like being trying
Speaker 2: to be courageous in putting yourself out there and being
Speaker 2: in uncomfortable situations and lots of writing and lots of
Speaker 2: thinking and lots of talking and lots of living and
Speaker 2: lots of time have kind of felt like they've led
Speaker 2: to the epiphanies of my life. And maybe you throw
Speaker 2: some mushrooms and some shit in there, but I don't know.
Speaker 2: I'm crazy.
Speaker 3: Hello, Yep, how's it going man?
Speaker 2: Yo, it's going good, It's going all right. What's your name?
Speaker 3: My name is Chris, Chris.
Speaker 2: You know it's going good. Actually I feel pretty good.
Speaker 2: I uh like everything's gonna be fine. You know, everything
Speaker 2: is gonna be fine. Probably the world is zoo is
Speaker 2: a tough, unforgiving place. I don't know if everything's gonna
Speaker 2: be fine in the world. I mean, I guess it
Speaker 2: will be. I don't know. What do you think? Do
Speaker 2: you think everything's gonna be fine?
Speaker 3: You know, I'm I'm looking at it a little optimistically
Speaker 3: right now. You know, I get what you mean, though
Speaker 3: you ain't wrong, you ain't wrong.
Speaker 2: Sure, but yeah, what are you optimistic about?
Speaker 1: Uh?
Speaker 3: You know, future prospects, you know. Uh, people, people doing things.
Speaker 2: People are doing things. Yeah. Yeah. I was walking around
Speaker 2: in Target today and I was like, you know, no
Speaker 2: matter who the president is or what's going on, really
Speaker 2: anywhere outside of this target, inside of this target, there's
Speaker 2: just there's just motherfuckers walking around Target.
Speaker 3: You know, you know that's fucking real.
Speaker 2: There's a guy, some some lady is looking at the
Speaker 2: back of a shampoo bottle and deciding if she's gonna
Speaker 2: buy it. There's a kid running around like you know, life,
Speaker 2: Life keeps going, Life keeps going. Uh. That's a simplistic
Speaker 2: way of looking at stuff. But you know what, I
Speaker 2: think we've maybe we've had enough complex ways of looking
Speaker 2: at stuff, and maybe we should have a simplistic way
Speaker 2: of looking at stuff. Every now and then. I don't
Speaker 2: know anyway, you know anyway that'd be nice. Yeah, and
Speaker 2: you know what's up with you? Chris? What? How? How
Speaker 2: what you called me on the phone today And I'm
Speaker 2: curious why?
Speaker 3: Yeah. So there is there's one big thing and like
Speaker 3: one small thing that's before that. Okay, uh so yeah,
Speaker 3: I'd say, I suppose we can call for or you
Speaker 3: can start off with the with the small thing. So
Speaker 3: first and foremost, I didn't anticipate being as nervous as
Speaker 3: I was to take this call.
Speaker 2: You're doing great, So I say, this is my new
Speaker 2: thing that I say now is I just I want
Speaker 2: you to know and I want you to understand it,
Speaker 2: and I want you to internalize that this phone call
Speaker 2: is one of the least important things you will ever
Speaker 2: do in your entire life. So the stakes are very low.
Speaker 3: That is incredibly fair. So truth be told, I've called
Speaker 3: in before. I think it's God has been like two
Speaker 3: three months, probably two three months. Oh yeah, yeah, this
Speaker 3: was the dude who called in about two three months
Speaker 3: ago about like art college and and like talked about
Speaker 3: like how I left it and and sh it's been weird.
Speaker 2: So oh okay, I think I don't. I don't think
Speaker 2: I put that in the podcast.
Speaker 3: Yeah, which like no sweat, no pressure, man, uh you know,
Speaker 3: but uh yeah, I figured I've my my thought process
Speaker 3: has I suppose like changed a bit. So I ran
Speaker 3: into a bit of a dilemma and I wanted to
Speaker 3: get your your opinion on it, because you are you.
Speaker 3: You're a type of dude that I've heard before we
Speaker 3: talk about like, you know, if you really want to
Speaker 3: do something, to do it, don't let that talk you
Speaker 3: all that, sure, but but there's a bit more that
Speaker 3: goes into it rather than just like, oh, this is
Speaker 3: the one thing I want to do.
Speaker 2: Well, listen, listen, listen, listen, tell me the small thing.
Speaker 3: No, the small thing was just the previous call in
Speaker 3: and that oh writer ship, my bad. Yeah, the small
Speaker 3: thing was I called in before. And it's weird to
Speaker 3: say this about like talking about your feelings, but I
Speaker 3: feel like I kind of bombed.
Speaker 2: Again again again. This is the least important thing. This
Speaker 2: is the ranks among the top ten least important things
Speaker 2: you will do in your life. You will take shits
Speaker 2: and cook eggs that are more important than this phone
Speaker 2: call right now. So okay, So there was so what's
Speaker 2: the thing, what's the big thing?
Speaker 3: The big thing is so going short and sweet of
Speaker 3: it and then context later, short and suite of it is.
Speaker 3: I don't know if I want to continue doing art
Speaker 3: or if I want to do something else, like I
Speaker 3: don't know, computer science or engineering or something like that.
Speaker 2: Okay, so you said so you said you were like,
Speaker 2: you're a kind of guy who's like, if you want
Speaker 2: to do something, just do it. And I'm generally a
Speaker 2: supporter of that, even though it's I guess hard to
Speaker 2: decide what you want to do. But if you have
Speaker 2: an inkling of an idea of a thing that you
Speaker 2: might want to do, you might as well try it.
Speaker 2: So what's the thing that you want to try and do.
Speaker 3: Well? I mean, I like I like tinkering, the stuff
Speaker 3: I like doing, like doing playing around with like pecking
Speaker 3: ship like that, and coding and all that. So I've
Speaker 3: been thinking about doing that, but I still love art.
Speaker 3: You know, Art is still something I want to do.
Speaker 3: You know, it's just because of Art College. They've it
Speaker 3: showed me that, like, hey, this is probably what the
Speaker 3: industry is going to look like. And I was like, well, shit,
Speaker 3: I don't know if I'm going to enjoy that and so,
Speaker 3: but another part of me is like, well, maybe maybe
Speaker 3: I'm wrong in that the school was just ass. So
Speaker 3: I'm kind of going back and forth between that and
Speaker 3: saying like, well, if I could always just do something
Speaker 3: like coding or engineering or whatever and then have art
Speaker 3: still be something just I do on the side.
Speaker 2: Let me let me, let me, let me tell you.
Speaker 2: Let me tell you something. It is perfectly legitimate, if
Speaker 2: not even for a lot of people, optimal of a
Speaker 2: strategy to have what you do for a living to
Speaker 2: make money so that you can sleep in a place
Speaker 2: and eat food, to be a different thing than the
Speaker 2: thing that you do for personal fulfillment, enjoy and enjoyment.
Speaker 2: That is not only a perfectly legitimate way to live life,
Speaker 2: it is for some people in some lifestyles, and an
Speaker 2: optimal way to live life. So if you just fucking
Speaker 2: like making art and you would do it for zero
Speaker 2: dollars in your free time because you just fucking like
Speaker 2: doing it, then you know, keep doing it. If you're
Speaker 2: really committed and determined then you want to make a
Speaker 2: career out of it, then I think that's a worthwhile
Speaker 2: pursuit as well. But if you're sitting here, like, I
Speaker 2: don't really like where this industry is going, and I
Speaker 2: don't really think I want to go down the path
Speaker 2: that would be required for me to do art as
Speaker 2: a living, and so let me just get into coding
Speaker 2: and I'll do my art at night when I have time,
Speaker 2: as a perfectly legitimate way to live life. So that
Speaker 2: that's really my opinion on the matter.
Speaker 3: I could see that I get what you're putting down.
Speaker 2: Yeah, because also I mean nothing. I just say, you know,
Speaker 2: nothing's gonna make you hate your hobby more than having
Speaker 2: to do it for a living. But some people like
Speaker 2: that it's really just how you're wired. Some people are
Speaker 2: like I take a strong identity in like what I
Speaker 2: do for money is my you know what, my art
Speaker 2: is my profession and blah blah blah. And that's a
Speaker 2: legitimate way to live too. But you know it's either way.
Speaker 2: Don't freak yourself out about it.
Speaker 3: I getcha. I getcha.
Speaker 2: Well, Chris, yeah, do you feel like you do? You go?
Speaker 2: You go ahead.
Speaker 3: There was a very important question I wanted to add
Speaker 3: on to this. Okay, So so my question is, you
Speaker 3: know you're you're a man that talks about food with
Speaker 3: the people, and there's been a question that's on on
Speaker 3: my mind.
Speaker 2: Go ahead, what.
Speaker 3: What's your least fast food the least favorite fast food place.
Speaker 2: Oh, that's a really great question. Let me think, Let
Speaker 2: me think. Oh, man, you're putting me on the spot here.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go I don't like Wendy's. I'm not a
Speaker 2: big Wendy's guy. And less if they want to sponsor me,
Speaker 2: then I'm a big Wendy's guy. But no, I don't
Speaker 2: like Wendy's. Oh I don't know if okay, fuck these people.
Speaker 2: Even if they want to sponsor me, I don't know
Speaker 2: if this counts as fast food. I'm gonna say it
Speaker 2: kind of does. Maybe. I fucking hate Starbucks with a passion.
Speaker 2: I hate Starbucks with a passion. Dunkin Donuts all the way,
Speaker 2: Tim Hortons all the way. Starbucks overpriced, shitty coffee, zero
Speaker 2: food options, and the food options they have are are
Speaker 2: dainty and peteete and overpriced and gross and and and
Speaker 2: they're everywhere and everywhere you go in the morning, there's
Speaker 2: lines and huge lines for this fucking shitty, overpriced coffee.
Speaker 2: And it's it's disgusting to see, so shout out Dunkin Donuts,
Speaker 2: shout out Tim Hortons. Both fantastic brands. Love I mean
Speaker 2: Tim tim Hortons takes the cake when it comes to
Speaker 2: the on on on this thing because Tim Hortons, They've
Speaker 2: got great variety of sweet products. Like if you want
Speaker 2: to go there and you're feeling if you're feeling crazy,
Speaker 2: Tim Hortons has got you on like a Nattella eminem
Speaker 2: donut and a frosted milkshake fucking thing. But also if
Speaker 2: you're like I'm just want to get some lunch and
Speaker 2: eat a normal thing, and you want to get like
Speaker 2: a chicken Caesar wrap and a normal coffee, they got
Speaker 2: you on that too, and it's and it's the price
Speaker 2: is great, even even in fucking Canadian dollars, the price
Speaker 2: is great. So shout out Tim Horton's. Unfortunately not big
Speaker 2: around them. I think they're big in like Northern They're
Speaker 2: like I think they've got Tim Horton's in like Seattle
Speaker 2: or Washington, but uh, it's unfortunately not a big American thing.
Speaker 2: Duncan Donuts, I'll give it to they have some great uh,
Speaker 2: like the snack wraps are good, the bagel every time
Speaker 2: I get like a bagel, bagel, egg and cheese sandwich
Speaker 2: is good because when I try to get a bacon,
Speaker 2: a baked egg and cheese at the fucking Starbucks, it's
Speaker 2: like an It's like a dainty, dainty English muffin the
Speaker 2: size of a fucking quarter and it's like seven dollars
Speaker 2: and so fuck fuck the Starbucks people. So that's that's
Speaker 2: my long winded answer to your question.
Speaker 3: You know what, though, do they do they have Tim
Speaker 3: Horton's in like California Because I have never been, I.
Speaker 2: Don't think they do. I don't think they do. I
Speaker 2: think if they would have expanded that far beyond Canada,
Speaker 2: they would have. Uh what, there's Dutch Brothers, which I'm
Speaker 2: not super familiar on. I know they have that in Arizona.
Speaker 2: They have a Delicious They have delicious stuff, like yeah,
Speaker 2: what's Randy's.
Speaker 3: Randy's is like this, uh I hope I'm remembering it right.
Speaker 3: It's this donut place in La oh yeah. And and
Speaker 3: it's like it's known for the big, the big fucking
Speaker 3: donut that it has as its sign. And they do
Speaker 3: weird ship they do like they do I've seen and
Speaker 3: like bacon and marshmallow donuts. I've seen fruity pebble donuts.
Speaker 3: I've seen I've seen trying to think of what else
Speaker 3: they have like they had. I saw one that was
Speaker 3: practically a cake, but it was in fact a donut.
Speaker 3: That ship's good.
Speaker 2: Well, Chris, do you feel like this call went better? Yeah? Yeah,
Speaker 2: I'll probably I'm probably gonna put this in the podcast
Speaker 2: this time.
Speaker 3: God, God bless you, God bless you.
Speaker 2: Is there anything else you want to say to the
Speaker 2: people of the computer.
Speaker 3: Yeah, man, guys, you know, keep it sleazy, and you
Speaker 3: that one individual who's who's listening and or watching with this.
Speaker 3: Stop fucking procrastinating. I know, I know what you gotta do.
Speaker 3: Fucking stop procrastinating.
Speaker 1: Do it?
Speaker 2: Take care, Chris, you two get I'm trying to think
Speaker 2: what else is on my list of worst fast food brands?
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go. I mean, you know, Wendy's. I think
Speaker 2: you know what it is is back in high school,
Speaker 2: I just had a bad Wendy's experience and I really
Speaker 2: haven't had it since. What else is there? And the
Speaker 2: fact that I don't like I really I like. I
Speaker 2: love I love Burger King. I love that they give
Speaker 2: you a nice, big like The Whopper is a big
Speaker 2: It's a real fucking burger. The McDonald's burgers can be
Speaker 2: a little dainty at times, but you know, I'm not.
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna throw any shade at McDonald's. I'm a
Speaker 2: McDonald's guy. What I can only there's stuff that I like.
Speaker 2: You know what I gotta I gotta have jolly b
Speaker 2: I've never I han't had jolly be in a while.
Speaker 2: I'm really trying to think, like Subways fine, the only Yeah,
Speaker 2: Starbucks is just the only one that came up when
Speaker 2: I was thinking of like fast food brands that I
Speaker 2: have a strong distain for because they're just trying to
Speaker 2: be cool. I just hate when when places like that
Speaker 2: are trying to be cool and just up charging you
Speaker 2: for fucking nothing but shout out Tim Horton's those guys rock.
Speaker 5: Hello, Hi, Hi, Hi, Hello.
Speaker 2: Hi, Hello Hi. What's your name? What's your name?
Speaker 5: Are we gonna? Can we start this over? What?
Speaker 1: Can we?
Speaker 5: Can we start this over?
Speaker 2: No? We have to do. What's your name?
Speaker 5: My name is Fenn. I am in California and I wasn't.
Speaker 5: I don't really have anything I want to talk about
Speaker 5: in specifics. I'm open to questions. I don't know, maybe
Speaker 5: I could ask you questions. Been a fan for a minute.
Speaker 5: I am a fan of men, and I am a
Speaker 5: furry and I live in California.
Speaker 2: What have we ever spoken before?
Speaker 5: Never? Once?
Speaker 2: Okay, you're a fan of and you're a fan of?
Speaker 2: Like yeah, like you're you just have guys that you're
Speaker 2: a fan of, or you're like, are you trying to
Speaker 2: say that you're sexually attracted to men?
Speaker 5: Both?
Speaker 2: Okay? What what men are you a fan of?
Speaker 3: Ooh?
Speaker 5: Just one right now? But if I had the opportunity,
Speaker 5: I think Bowser from Super Mario is pretty pretty awesome.
Speaker 2: I don't know. I feel like having his tail in
Speaker 2: your ass would hurt because he's got the spikes on him.
Speaker 5: No, no, no, we're not going for tails.
Speaker 2: No no, well he doesn't have a penis, so you
Speaker 2: couldn't just the way he doesn't, you know.
Speaker 5: Fun fact, Nintendo took down a three D art of
Speaker 5: just what someone thought his dick would look like. They
Speaker 5: took it down for being like a copyright thing.
Speaker 2: So I feel like he does canonic. Look here's the
Speaker 2: thing you can go yes, sure you can go on
Speaker 2: Divian art or whatever. The fucking twenty twenty four equivalent
Speaker 2: of Dvian art is. And you can find plenty of
Speaker 2: pictures of Bowser with a huge penis, but canonically, the
Speaker 2: creator of Bowser, Shagiro Miamoto, has never once had Bowser
Speaker 2: with a big, giant cock. And but the.
Speaker 7: Really, but why I said the tail is because it's close,
Speaker 7: because in Super Mario sixty in sixty, in Super Mario
Speaker 7: sixty four, you beat Bowser by swinging him by the
Speaker 7: cock and throwing him off, and you go so long,
Speaker 7: gay Bowser.
Speaker 2: Right there's there, he goes so long, gay Bowser. And
Speaker 2: so that's you know, that's maybe maybe you're that that
Speaker 2: is this is the closest you will see to Bowser
Speaker 2: and Mario having gay. And that is the end of
Speaker 2: this part of this conversation. What did you do today?
Speaker 5: It sounds good today. I woke up, I woke up,
Speaker 5: I checked my unemployment benefits and I hunted for six jobs.
Speaker 2: What six job? What kind of job are you trying to?
Speaker 2: What kind of job are you trying to get?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 5: God, anything but what I did last time, which was
Speaker 5: security at a hospital.
Speaker 2: Oh no, so you do security.
Speaker 5: I'm trying not to. I'm trying to actually get something different,
Speaker 5: really anything, honestly.
Speaker 2: Did you have any like physical encounters with people?
Speaker 5: Yes? Yes, that was the job. What kind of I watched?
Speaker 5: I watched people with mental issues, be that violent tendencies,
Speaker 5: or they didn't want to live anymore, so I had
Speaker 5: to prevent them from succeeding in stopping living.
Speaker 2: That's a crazy job. What kind of job are you
Speaker 2: applying for now?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 5: Fucking movie theater McDonald's whatever.
Speaker 2: That's not bad. How old are you?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 5: Just anything? I am twenty two.
Speaker 2: Okay, that's not bad. Working in the movie theater, you know,
Speaker 2: popcorn anything?
Speaker 5: Anything?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Okay, Well, do I have any more questions for you?
Speaker 2: You said you had questions for me. I'll take a
Speaker 2: question or two.
Speaker 1: Oh we go.
Speaker 5: This is when you've been asked probably once before, but
Speaker 5: why not? Like?
Speaker 1: Is it is?
Speaker 2: The next ques? Next question? The next question, The next question,
Speaker 2: next question, next question, next question?
Speaker 5: What's your next question? Favorite soda type?
Speaker 2: Ooh, that's a great question. I I'm a big fan. Well,
Speaker 2: it depends on the time of day, because right before
Speaker 2: I hopped on here, I drank a can of diet
Speaker 2: mountain Dew, which is delicious and has a lot of caffeine.
Speaker 2: It's got like the cans got fifty four mgs and
Speaker 2: the bottles got ninety one ninety one grams of caffeine.
Speaker 2: It's pretty good. But at night time, if I'm a
Speaker 2: little sleepy boy, I like a diet am W. It's
Speaker 2: got a great taste and no caffeine. It's hard at
Speaker 2: night because you know what I was doing at night
Speaker 2: is I was slamming back diet sun Kissed because I
Speaker 2: didn't realize it. I didn't realize I thought it was
Speaker 2: caffeine free, and then I looked at the fucking label
Speaker 2: and apparently it's got twenty nine MG's in there, which
Speaker 2: I didn't think, which you know, is not that bad,
Speaker 2: but it's enough.
Speaker 5: You ever get around to try and coffee coke?
Speaker 2: What is called?
Speaker 1: Yes?
Speaker 2: Holy shit?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Did I talk about coffee coke ones?
Speaker 5: Yeah? Fuck yeah. I just I'm sad that it's gone.
Speaker 5: It was my favorite thing.
Speaker 2: Holy shit, Yes, I you, Oh my god, you just
Speaker 2: blew my mind. I used to be not obsessed with
Speaker 2: coffee coke, but I used to really want to try it.
Speaker 2: I remember coffee coke. Yeah, it's a real disgusting invent invention.
Speaker 2: I think you put like I think they put like
Speaker 2: cream and sugar in there to this cream sugar, coffee
Speaker 2: and coke. Who the fuck is drinking that?
Speaker 1: This guy?
Speaker 5: I fucking loved it.
Speaker 1: It was good.
Speaker 5: I didn't like any other flavor, but like the very
Speaker 5: dark roast one. Does it actually taste of like coffee?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: That's it's really good. It's just really good. Well, thank
Speaker 2: you for bringing me a blast to the bath. Let
Speaker 2: me leave you with this. Give a shot to the bowser, No,
Speaker 2: give a shot to the Oreo flavored Coca cola. It's
Speaker 2: really gross. It's gross. It is both there. Both the
Speaker 2: Oreo flavored Coca Cola and the Coca cola flavored Oreos
Speaker 2: are disgusting. But you should try them if you have
Speaker 2: nothing else to do with your life.
Speaker 5: Well, thank you for your time, while I'll let you go.
Speaker 5: I hope you have a wonderful stream.
Speaker 2: Hey, you too, take care of Finn later. Hello. Hello, Hi,
Speaker 2: what's your name?
Speaker 6: I'm Frankie frank and I'm from Germany.
Speaker 2: Frankie from Germany, Germany. I was in Germany recently. It's
Speaker 2: an interesting country. It's very uh, people are very cold there,
Speaker 2: I've noticed.
Speaker 6: Yes, I don't know. I guess it's some type of
Speaker 6: defense mechanism.
Speaker 2: Maybe, Well, Frankie, what can I do you for? How's life?
Speaker 2: Sorry to just shit on your people and then open
Speaker 2: with that, but I guess I can't. I can't really
Speaker 2: take that back. What's up?
Speaker 6: No, I've hurt the love worse. Actually it's fine.
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 6: I'm just I don't know, really, I don't know what's
Speaker 6: going on in my head. I'm I'm thinking a lot recently,
Speaker 6: and I started writing a zombie movie because I've been
Speaker 6: watching The Walking Dead and I actually just watched an
Speaker 6: episode where some group kills a bunch of people and
Speaker 6: puts their heads on sticks, and I don't know, I
Speaker 6: don't know. It just seems pointless to kill like fifteen
Speaker 6: people at a time. But I think it's bad writing
Speaker 6: towards the end of the show.
Speaker 1: So it's okay, you.
Speaker 2: Say, thinking a lot, What have you been thinking about?
Speaker 6: I go to university right now and I'm starting philosophy
Speaker 6: and French, but it all seems kind of pointless. And
Speaker 6: I'm trying to get into a school a few hours
Speaker 6: away for interior design, but I don't really know if
Speaker 6: I want to do that, So I've been thinking what
Speaker 6: I want to do with my life. But yeah, I
Speaker 6: don't know if I should even be thinking or if
Speaker 6: I should be like out in the world, you know.
Speaker 2: I would say, I mean, I feel like life is
Speaker 2: a combination of being out in the world and thinking.
Speaker 2: There's a there's a nice ratio. There's a nice ratio
Speaker 2: to be thinking and being out in the world to do.
Speaker 2: But I if I had to make a guess on
Speaker 2: what the optimal ratio of thinking versus being out in
Speaker 2: the world with, I'm gonna err on the side of
Speaker 2: being out in the world. I'm gonna go twenty percent
Speaker 2: thinking eighty percent being out in the world. That's my
Speaker 2: that's my that's my ratio, not my ratio. My ratio
Speaker 2: is a lot of thinking and a lot of nothing else.
Speaker 2: But yeah, I think that's probably a good ratio. What
Speaker 2: are you out in the world doing?
Speaker 6: I don't know. I was on I went on a
Speaker 6: pretty big vacation this year because I've finished high school.
Speaker 6: And then I went and drove through a couple of
Speaker 6: European countries with my boyfriend, which was really great and
Speaker 6: we did like some work and travel and I'm thinking
Speaker 6: about going farther away because I've only ever been in
Speaker 6: Europe and being home is kind of depressing at this
Speaker 6: time of year because I don't know. There's not much
Speaker 6: to do or see, and i'd like to go somewhere
Speaker 6: on my own, but I don't have a license, so
Speaker 6: I would have to go somewhere that's like I don't
Speaker 6: know connected you.
Speaker 2: Know, sure, sure, sure, sure, or I have to or.
Speaker 6: I have to get my license, but I don't know.
Speaker 6: I don't want to.
Speaker 2: You don't want to get your license.
Speaker 6: No, I want to be I want to be forty
Speaker 6: and not be able to drive a car. I feel
Speaker 6: like not many people do that.
Speaker 2: Want to be forty and not able to drive a car.
Speaker 6: You're kind of how old are you now?
Speaker 2: I'm twenty, okay, So just want to sit in a
Speaker 2: room for twenty years and eat food occasionally when you
Speaker 2: need to, and then you'll you'll be forty in twenty years.
Speaker 6: Yes, and I'd like to be forty year old virgin
Speaker 6: or like a teen mom or whatever. But that train
Speaker 6: has passed, so you'll have to be a forty year
Speaker 6: old without a driver's license.
Speaker 2: I guess what's your name again, Frankie Franka franca Frankie,
Speaker 2: the Franco very nice, very nice? Is Is there anything
Speaker 2: else you want to say to the people of the
Speaker 2: computer before we go? Franco?
Speaker 6: I guess not.
Speaker 2: Is there anything else that I can do to make
Speaker 2: your experience on the phone lines today any better?
Speaker 3: Mmmm?
Speaker 6: Read my book when it comes out. I don't know
Speaker 6: what it's going to be called.
Speaker 2: How do we read your book?
Speaker 6: It's going to be about zombies. That's all I can
Speaker 6: say for now, Okay?
Speaker 2: Or how do we or is it just like an idea?
Speaker 2: Is it is? Or is there a way that we
Speaker 2: can read your book?
Speaker 6: Maybe I could come up with a name right now,
Speaker 6: you come up.
Speaker 2: With a come up with a name, and then in
Speaker 2: two years we'll google it and we'll find it that way.
Speaker 6: Okay, how about how about how about should happens?
Speaker 2: I like that? Thank you, Frankie?
Speaker 6: Okay, thank you?
Speaker 2: Bye bye bye. Never weekend goes on the line, think
Speaker 2: your phone calls every night? Ever goes? I'm just teaching
Speaker 2: you a loud in your line