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Speaker 1: All from Flux.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, Hi, what's your name?

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Speaker 1: Flux?

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Speaker 2: What's up? Plugs?

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Speaker 1: Well, I wanted to talk to you about some recent

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Speaker 1: experiences I've been having. Okay, so I've been experimenting with

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Speaker 1: d MT.

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Speaker 2: Oh very nice. How's that been going.

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Speaker 1: Crazy?

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Speaker 3: Dude?

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Speaker 2: Okay?

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Speaker 1: So I yes, I guess I've experimented with psychedelics kind

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Speaker 1: of growing up, and I always had pleasant experiences with them.

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Speaker 1: Then I had a coworker tell me about this group,

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Speaker 1: Discord group, and ended up getting one of these weight patents.

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Speaker 1: And so first night I tried it, I was with

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Speaker 1: my fiance and she wanted to try a little bit,

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Speaker 1: so she just tried a little bit. She liked it,

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Speaker 1: and then I was like, okay, well I guess I'll

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Speaker 1: try just a little bit. I tried a little bit

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Speaker 1: and you know, nothing too powerful or anything. And then

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Speaker 1: after that ended, I looked at her and I was like, okay,

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Speaker 1: I think I want to go all the way in.

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Speaker 1: And so I did, and so I took to you know,

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Speaker 1: a blinker, you know, two blinkers off the ten and

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Speaker 1: my ears started ringing and the patterns I have my

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Speaker 1: eyes closed, and the patterns came in and it was

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Speaker 1: probably the most intense experien as I've ever had. So yeah,

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Speaker 1: my ears started ringing and ringing kind of faded out.

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Speaker 1: I saw these cool patterns. The most interesting one of

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Speaker 1: the most interesting things I had was my I got

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Speaker 1: a weird taste in my mouth, like I don't know

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Speaker 1: if you ever liked a nine vault battery before, but

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Speaker 1: it was a weird metallicky taste. I also had a

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Speaker 1: weird almost as if I'd put like a couple of

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Speaker 1: pop rocks on my tongue. So I found that really interesting.

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Speaker 1: So I was like just really intense, and I kept

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Speaker 1: telling on telling myself, Oh, breathe through this, you know, breathe,

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Speaker 1: keep breathing. It's okay, it's temporary. Just breathe. So I

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Speaker 1: was just breathing it and not fighting anything, and I

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Speaker 1: broke I believe I broke through. I saw an entity.

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Speaker 1: I don't know if you've how much you know about

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Speaker 1: d MT, but it's for people to encounter entities. So

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Speaker 1: this entity was a all black shadow that had kind

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Speaker 1: of like a pointed hat, kind of like a triangle,

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Speaker 1: like almost like a witch hat almost. It was really weird.

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Speaker 1: And I had deep red eyes, and I found you know,

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Speaker 1: describing that to somebody sounds kind of terrifying, but I

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Speaker 1: got a more mysterious vibe to it, like it was

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Speaker 1: introducing itself to me. You know, it wasn't intimidating. It's

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Speaker 1: kind of eerie, but it wasn't aggressive, intimidating negative. So

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Speaker 1: I came back out, came back out of it, and

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Speaker 1: then you know, I told my fiance, Okay, I'm coming back,

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Speaker 1: and she said, well, I'm surprised how calm you were

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Speaker 1: during it, And I was like really, She goes, yeah,

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Speaker 1: you were just laying there. Your breathing was normal, And

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Speaker 1: I was like, really, because my breath during it while

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Speaker 1: I was in there, I felt like I was like,

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Speaker 1: you know, because it's so intense, but apparently I was

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Speaker 1: just calm throughout it all. So I don't know if

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Speaker 1: you've ever had any experiences like that. Have you ever

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Speaker 1: done DMT?

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Speaker 2: So this experience, how long did it last? Because I've

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Speaker 2: heard that it's only about fifteen minutes, but it feels

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Speaker 2: like a lot longer.

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Speaker 1: We didn't time it, but she said I was about

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Speaker 1: five to seven minutes where I was silent and kind

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Speaker 1: of not there. But I definitely feel that I was

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Speaker 1: in another dimension, that's for sure. I didn't have an

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Speaker 1: out of body experience to the point where like you're

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Speaker 2: And how long do you feel like you were under

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Speaker 2: the influence for.

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Speaker 1: So I took the two puffs and held them in

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Speaker 1: and you know, came came back maybe five minutes, six

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Speaker 1: minutes later, and then it was very kind of short lived.

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Speaker 1: Everything felt completely normal within twenty minutes after it came back,

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Speaker 1: just like it never happened. I mean, uh, physically, you know,

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Speaker 2: So do you feel like you learned anything.

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Speaker 1: I've been listening to a lot of different podcasts about

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Speaker 1: d MT and consciousness and stuff like that, so I

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Speaker 1: definitely learned that there's more to life than one would think.

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Speaker 1: But also it's just like I said, that entity I met,

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Speaker 1: it was almost like it was cautious towards me, like

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Speaker 1: I didn't want to reveal itself fully. But I ended

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Speaker 1: up doing Guarantee the next night because I wanted to

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Speaker 2: Tell me about that one.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it went great again this time. You know that

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Speaker 1: my ears started ringing again a weird case, and sensation

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Speaker 1: came in my mouth, and I, you know, felt everything

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Speaker 1: I felt before, but this time I had I felt

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Speaker 1: like there was like a weird triangle or pyramid on

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Speaker 1: the left side of my vision. I had my eyes

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Speaker 1: closed again, and uh but this pyramid was slanted at

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Speaker 1: like forty five degrees clockwise and this I believe it

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Speaker 1: was the same entity, which fully revealed itself. And uh

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Speaker 1: so the backtrack a little bit. A few weeks ago,

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Speaker 1: the mother in law wanted to go see Wicked. You

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I've heard of Wicked.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so you know, I'm not I don't really like musicals,

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Speaker 1: but I was like, I at least spend time with

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Speaker 1: the family, so we went and saw it. And so

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Speaker 1: I think that movie may have had an influence on

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Speaker 1: this trip because I saw this the figure again, but

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Speaker 1: this figure was fully revealed, and there was a green

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Speaker 1: kind of like you know, green skin with the same hat,

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Speaker 1: but it was bouncing on each side of the top

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Speaker 1: of the pyramid, kind of like a playful teasing vibe

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Speaker 1: to it, and it was kind of like she was

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Speaker 1: wholly revealing herself to me and kind of like tease

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Speaker 1: teasing me, like, oh you thought you knew what to

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Speaker 1: expect because you did it the time before, but it

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Speaker 1: just kind of reminded me that, like, I have no

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Speaker 1: idea what this molecule or whatever is capable of. So

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Speaker 1: that was a part that was a really positive experience again,

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Speaker 1: you know. And then the next day I tried to

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Speaker 1: go in again, and this is where I had I

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Speaker 1: wouldn't say a bad trip, but an unsettling experience. And

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Speaker 1: that's kind of what I want to talk to you about.

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Speaker 2: Did you did it a third time?

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Speaker 1: You said, yes, yes, I've done a couple of times

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Speaker 1: after that, but I didn't take as much, so I

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Speaker 1: didn't go as deep and those were just kind of

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Speaker 1: the third time.

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Speaker 2: So to recap, you took it once, you saw the

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Speaker 2: outline of an entity. Then the very next day you

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Speaker 2: take it again and the entity reveals itself. It is

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Speaker 2: Alphabe from Wicked, and she is taunting you.

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Speaker 1: And then it wasn't it was it was it wasn't

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Speaker 1: her from Alpha.

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Speaker 2: It was inspired. It was it was Alphaba inspired, I think.

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Speaker 2: So yeah, now tell me about the third time.

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Speaker 1: Okay, so this is where things get weird.

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 1: And every time I work long hours, I get home

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Speaker 1: from work, I shower. I'm going to know, I'm going

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Speaker 1: to go back in. I take a shower, you know.

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Speaker 1: I mean that's the first thing I do after I

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Speaker 1: get out of work, shower and I'm in the shower,

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Speaker 1: you practice breathing and kind of getting my mind straight

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Speaker 1: and h. So this time my fiance wasn't home. I

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Speaker 1: was just alone. But I felt comfortable enough to do

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Speaker 5: And and.

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Speaker 1: Uh, I was laying down. I did you know the

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Speaker 1: amount that I've been doing the two blinkers or whatever,

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Speaker 1: and I make it a point to keep my eyes open.

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Speaker 1: I guess I did it. I think I did it

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Speaker 1: twice before this time, but they're half the half of

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Speaker 1: the dose. Kept my eyes open, had music, and I didn't,

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Speaker 1: you know, fully break through to this other dimension. This time.

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Speaker 1: I did the full amount, no music, playing the same lighting,

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Speaker 1: But I was told, you know, by the Di Square group,

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Speaker 1: you'll always keep your eyes open, So I kept my

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Speaker 1: eyes open this time. And I don't recall closing my

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Speaker 1: eyes if or when I close my eyes, And I

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Speaker 1: don't recall if or when opening my eye back up.

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Speaker 1: But I went in and this time I didn't. At first,

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Speaker 1: I didn't see all time. I don't recall seeing a

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Speaker 1: lot of geometric patterns. I don't I didn't recall anything

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Speaker 1: like the the first two times, I did get the

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Speaker 1: but this time it was really dark and black, and

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Speaker 1: there was like almost like these tubes or lines going

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Speaker 1: I don't know if my eyes are open or closed,

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Speaker 1: but it was a really weird unset. I wouldn't say negative,

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Speaker 1: but it was kind of unsettling, almost like a anxious

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Speaker 1: really looking forward. I was hoping to see the entity

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Speaker 1: before because I wanted to ask what if it had

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Speaker 1: was like just breathed, this isn't forever, and it's okay.

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Speaker 1: You know, it wasn't threatening. It was just creepy. And

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Speaker 1: then when I came back, uh, you know, I had

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Speaker 1: like the cool kind of psychedelic visuals with your eyes open.

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Speaker 1: I came back, I felt I kind of felt discouraged

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Speaker 1: and a little sad because the experiences weren't like it

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Speaker 1: was before. I asked about it to the group and

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Speaker 1: one of the people said that, oh, you know, there's

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Speaker 1: you have to appreciate it for what it was and

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Speaker 1: what it might be telling you. So I think maybe.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's kind of the that's kind of the motto

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so I think maybe it was trying to tell me,

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Speaker 1: like again, like, hey, you have no idea what you're doing,

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Speaker 1: and maybe you don't need to rush anything. You know,

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Speaker 1: this group talks about, you know, don't force anything. If

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Speaker 1: you don't feel right, don't go into it. I felt

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Speaker 1: right before I went into it, but it told you know, afterwards,

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Speaker 1: I was thinking about it, you know, like, don't rush it,

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Speaker 1: don't don't you know, don't force yourself to go back

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Speaker 1: in there. There's no need. And so I've taken the

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Speaker 1: last few few days off from it, but I do

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Speaker 1: plan to go back in either later tonight or tomorrow.

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Speaker 2: How recently was this third DMT experience?

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Speaker 1: I was two or three days ago?

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Speaker 2: Okay, so I think it was two days ago. So

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Speaker 2: hold on, hold on, So when did you do it?

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Speaker 5: When?

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Speaker 2: When did you say you did it for the very

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Speaker 2: first time?

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Speaker 1: Actually, the first time I did it was last year

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Speaker 1: and I smoked it off a lead bowl, which is

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Speaker 1: kind of a funny story. I don't think you had

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Speaker 4: Doing more DMPT. He's figuring it out.

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Speaker 4: Here he is?

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Speaker 1: think this is the one I wanted to reach you with.

442
00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:18,920
Speaker 2: You know, you seem like you lived quite a life

443
00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:21,080
Speaker 2: so far, flex and look at and look at you.

444
00:29:21,040 --> 00:29:23,680
Speaker 2: You've got so much more life left to live. It's

445
00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:24,360
Speaker 2: pretty crazy.

446
00:29:24,560 --> 00:29:29,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, definitely. I mean I've been to some really little

447
00:29:29,120 --> 00:29:32,560
Speaker 1: places in my life, especially the last couple of years.

448
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:41,200
Speaker 1: But since me and my partner got clean and sober,

449
00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:44,800
Speaker 1: you know, my life has just gotten so much better.

450
00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:49,560
Speaker 1: I found a career, I went to school, I'm financially stable,

451
00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:53,360
Speaker 1: and I would have never imagined doing this while I

452
00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:53,920
Speaker 1: was using.

453
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:57,800
Speaker 2: So well, it sounds like it sounds like now, I

454
00:29:57,840 --> 00:29:59,560
Speaker 2: guess you can do all the dmto that you want,

455
00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:04,000
Speaker 2: maybe not that much, maybe not that much. Dmpty. Maybe

456
00:30:04,080 --> 00:30:08,120
Speaker 2: not maybe not that much dmpty, but.

457
00:30:08,880 --> 00:30:12,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I don't have a desire to do

458
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:15,800
Speaker 1: it long term and extensively. Like I said, I'm just

459
00:30:15,840 --> 00:30:18,360
Speaker 1: trying to take as much of what I can out

460
00:30:18,360 --> 00:30:21,880
Speaker 1: of this cart I have right now.

461
00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:25,640
Speaker 2: You know, Flux, is there anything else you want to

462
00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:27,440
Speaker 2: say to the people of the computer before we go?

463
00:30:29,800 --> 00:30:34,840
Speaker 1: Thanks for all for listening and saying some crazy stuff

464
00:30:35,080 --> 00:30:38,400
Speaker 1: in the chat about me that I didn't read. And

465
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:46,960
Speaker 1: you know, if you're struggling with addiction, there is light

466
00:30:47,280 --> 00:30:49,760
Speaker 1: at the end of the tunnel and you can accomplish

467
00:30:49,800 --> 00:30:52,280
Speaker 1: things that you never think you could before.

468
00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:58,120
Speaker 2: Thank you, Flux. Have a good rest of the day

469
00:30:58,280 --> 00:31:03,320
Speaker 2: and a good rest of your life. And uh, you know,

470
00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:06,880
Speaker 2: glad to have you here in reality for as long

471
00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:08,880
Speaker 2: as you desire to be here.

472
00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:11,840
Speaker 1: Hey, I'll be here till my last breath.

473
00:31:12,680 --> 00:31:18,720
Speaker 2: Take care, Flux, you do bye? I would I would

474
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:22,560
Speaker 2: consider doing d MT. I don't know. I don't know

475
00:31:22,560 --> 00:31:26,240
Speaker 2: how I feel about psychedelic drugs anymore. Like I've done

476
00:31:26,280 --> 00:31:30,520
Speaker 2: mushrooms a bunch and that's nice, but uh, I've really

477
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:37,280
Speaker 2: not to This isn't anything reflective of the caller, but

478
00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:42,080
Speaker 2: I've really kind of given up on the idea of

479
00:31:42,440 --> 00:31:47,200
Speaker 2: the epiphany, you know, because this it just I've always

480
00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:52,960
Speaker 2: felt like this idea that you do like DMT or

481
00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:57,840
Speaker 2: ayahuasca or mushrooms. Granted I've never done d MT or ahuasca.

482
00:31:57,880 --> 00:32:00,760
Speaker 2: I've done mushrooms and I've done acid. And the idea

483
00:32:00,840 --> 00:32:04,600
Speaker 2: that you do a drug and you come to an

484
00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:08,640
Speaker 2: epiphany and it changes your life, I always I always

485
00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:13,760
Speaker 2: felt like that was bullshit, because you don't. All the

486
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:16,720
Speaker 2: epiphanies that I've come to in my life have been

487
00:32:17,520 --> 00:32:22,680
Speaker 2: as a result of like years of stuff, years of

488
00:32:23,880 --> 00:32:27,320
Speaker 2: operating in a certain way, and like the are like

489
00:32:27,440 --> 00:32:34,640
Speaker 2: epiphanies are gradual things that come to you after years

490
00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:38,680
Speaker 2: of life experience, and I don't. That's just one of

491
00:32:38,720 --> 00:32:40,920
Speaker 2: the things I think I've learned is that they don't

492
00:32:41,480 --> 00:32:43,720
Speaker 2: the idea that I used to have, like I'm gonna

493
00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:46,400
Speaker 2: do a drug and it's gonna change my life maybe

494
00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:48,959
Speaker 2: I you know what I I And that's just for me.

495
00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:52,120
Speaker 2: If you've had a drug experience that changed your life

496
00:32:52,960 --> 00:32:55,240
Speaker 2: and gave you an epiphany, and then that's awesome. And

497
00:32:55,280 --> 00:32:59,040
Speaker 2: I'm not invalidating your personal experience. I'm just talking about

498
00:32:59,040 --> 00:33:09,760
Speaker 2: for me. But yeah, I've just never felt like that.

499
00:33:09,920 --> 00:33:12,120
Speaker 2: It felt like it's like, for me, it felt like

500
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:15,040
Speaker 2: it was like cheating. It's like what it's like. It's like,

501
00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:18,360
Speaker 2: it's like, of course, the idea of a drug that's

502
00:33:18,400 --> 00:33:22,760
Speaker 2: gonna magically make you change your life is incredibly appealing,

503
00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:25,960
Speaker 2: but it's just always felt like it was too good

504
00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:28,800
Speaker 2: to be true. Maybe you can go and do ayahuasca

505
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:32,240
Speaker 2: and Brazil and come back and it's a catalyst for

506
00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:36,320
Speaker 2: a long term, extended change. I can see that being

507
00:33:36,320 --> 00:33:39,200
Speaker 2: a thing, But at the end of the day, it's

508
00:33:39,960 --> 00:33:43,840
Speaker 2: a lot of that shit just feels like it's like

509
00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:51,560
Speaker 2: just trying to avoid doing doing any work, which is understandable.

510
00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:53,760
Speaker 2: I don't want to do any fucking work to change

511
00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:57,000
Speaker 2: my life, I I but I don't think I would.

512
00:33:57,200 --> 00:34:01,000
Speaker 2: I would love to go to Brazil and do ayahuasca

513
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:03,520
Speaker 2: and then come back and be like, oh, everything's changed

514
00:34:04,280 --> 00:34:06,840
Speaker 2: because I did, because I after I just one day,

515
00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:11,080
Speaker 2: everything changed. But I don't. I just don't think it's

516
00:34:11,120 --> 00:34:15,520
Speaker 2: that easy for anyone. Maybe it is. May if you

517
00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:17,880
Speaker 2: went to Brazil and you did ayahuasca and it changed

518
00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:22,280
Speaker 2: your life forever, then that's awesome and I'm so happy

519
00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:25,799
Speaker 2: to be wrong and I and if that happened to you,

520
00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:28,480
Speaker 2: I would love to change my life in one day

521
00:34:28,520 --> 00:34:31,960
Speaker 2: by doing ayahuasca. But I don't. I just I'm like

522
00:34:33,200 --> 00:34:35,920
Speaker 2: I think. I think it's like, you know, you fucking

523
00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:41,920
Speaker 2: go to therapy for years and you try to eat healthier,

524
00:34:42,040 --> 00:34:44,440
Speaker 2: like it's all just it's like it's like it's boring,

525
00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:52,000
Speaker 2: unsexy bullshit. Ultimately that I guess led to any epiphanes

526
00:34:52,160 --> 00:34:56,720
Speaker 2: or life changes that I've had. It's like being trying

527
00:34:56,760 --> 00:35:00,680
Speaker 2: to be courageous in putting yourself out there and being

528
00:35:00,880 --> 00:35:05,279
Speaker 2: in uncomfortable situations and lots of writing and lots of

529
00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:08,319
Speaker 2: thinking and lots of talking and lots of living and

530
00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:11,560
Speaker 2: lots of time have kind of felt like they've led

531
00:35:11,560 --> 00:35:14,160
Speaker 2: to the epiphanies of my life. And maybe you throw

532
00:35:14,239 --> 00:35:17,759
Speaker 2: some mushrooms and some shit in there, but I don't know.

533
00:35:18,120 --> 00:35:18,720
Speaker 2: I'm crazy.

534
00:35:20,400 --> 00:35:22,680
Speaker 3: Hello, Yep, how's it going man?

535
00:35:23,120 --> 00:35:25,359
Speaker 2: Yo, it's going good, It's going all right. What's your name?

536
00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:31,080
Speaker 3: My name is Chris, Chris.

537
00:35:31,680 --> 00:35:34,040
Speaker 2: You know it's going good. Actually I feel pretty good.

538
00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:40,320
Speaker 2: I uh like everything's gonna be fine. You know, everything

539
00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:46,040
Speaker 2: is gonna be fine. Probably the world is zoo is

540
00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:50,759
Speaker 2: a tough, unforgiving place. I don't know if everything's gonna

541
00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:52,520
Speaker 2: be fine in the world. I mean, I guess it

542
00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:55,840
Speaker 2: will be. I don't know. What do you think? Do

543
00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:58,240
Speaker 2: you think everything's gonna be fine?

544
00:35:58,560 --> 00:36:02,040
Speaker 3: You know, I'm I'm looking at it a little optimistically

545
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:05,200
Speaker 3: right now. You know, I get what you mean, though

546
00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:07,640
Speaker 3: you ain't wrong, you ain't wrong.

547
00:36:08,239 --> 00:36:12,480
Speaker 2: Sure, but yeah, what are you optimistic about?

548
00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:13,520
Speaker 1: Uh?

549
00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:22,440
Speaker 3: You know, future prospects, you know. Uh, people, people doing things.

550
00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:26,959
Speaker 2: People are doing things. Yeah. Yeah. I was walking around

551
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:31,480
Speaker 2: in Target today and I was like, you know, no

552
00:36:31,520 --> 00:36:34,959
Speaker 2: matter who the president is or what's going on, really

553
00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:38,520
Speaker 2: anywhere outside of this target, inside of this target, there's

554
00:36:38,600 --> 00:36:41,760
Speaker 2: just there's just motherfuckers walking around Target.

555
00:36:42,360 --> 00:36:45,640
Speaker 3: You know, you know that's fucking real.

556
00:36:46,000 --> 00:36:50,800
Speaker 2: There's a guy, some some lady is looking at the

557
00:36:50,840 --> 00:36:53,520
Speaker 2: back of a shampoo bottle and deciding if she's gonna

558
00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:58,200
Speaker 2: buy it. There's a kid running around like you know, life,

559
00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:03,120
Speaker 2: Life keeps going, Life keeps going. Uh. That's a simplistic

560
00:37:03,160 --> 00:37:05,400
Speaker 2: way of looking at stuff. But you know what, I

561
00:37:05,840 --> 00:37:09,279
Speaker 2: think we've maybe we've had enough complex ways of looking

562
00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:12,239
Speaker 2: at stuff, and maybe we should have a simplistic way

563
00:37:12,239 --> 00:37:14,040
Speaker 2: of looking at stuff. Every now and then. I don't

564
00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:18,319
Speaker 2: know anyway, you know anyway that'd be nice. Yeah, and

565
00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:21,480
Speaker 2: you know what's up with you? Chris? What? How? How

566
00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:23,919
Speaker 2: what you called me on the phone today And I'm

567
00:37:23,920 --> 00:37:25,960
Speaker 2: curious why?

568
00:37:26,040 --> 00:37:29,040
Speaker 3: Yeah. So there is there's one big thing and like

569
00:37:29,160 --> 00:37:36,640
Speaker 3: one small thing that's before that. Okay, uh so yeah,

570
00:37:36,680 --> 00:37:40,360
Speaker 3: I'd say, I suppose we can call for or you

571
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:46,120
Speaker 3: can start off with the with the small thing. So

572
00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:51,120
Speaker 3: first and foremost, I didn't anticipate being as nervous as

573
00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:52,239
Speaker 3: I was to take this call.

574
00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:56,120
Speaker 2: You're doing great, So I say, this is my new

575
00:37:56,160 --> 00:37:58,560
Speaker 2: thing that I say now is I just I want

576
00:37:58,560 --> 00:37:59,960
Speaker 2: you to know and I want you to understand it,

577
00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:03,000
Speaker 2: and I want you to internalize that this phone call

578
00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:06,120
Speaker 2: is one of the least important things you will ever

579
00:38:06,160 --> 00:38:10,640
Speaker 2: do in your entire life. So the stakes are very low.

580
00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:19,040
Speaker 3: That is incredibly fair. So truth be told, I've called

581
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:21,400
Speaker 3: in before. I think it's God has been like two

582
00:38:21,480 --> 00:38:26,320
Speaker 3: three months, probably two three months. Oh yeah, yeah, this

583
00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:29,919
Speaker 3: was the dude who called in about two three months

584
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:35,280
Speaker 3: ago about like art college and and like talked about

585
00:38:35,320 --> 00:38:39,400
Speaker 3: like how I left it and and sh it's been weird.

586
00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:43,080
Speaker 2: So oh okay, I think I don't. I don't think

587
00:38:43,120 --> 00:38:44,520
Speaker 2: I put that in the podcast.

588
00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:49,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, which like no sweat, no pressure, man, uh you know,

589
00:38:52,239 --> 00:38:58,920
Speaker 3: but uh yeah, I figured I've my my thought process

590
00:38:59,040 --> 00:39:04,040
Speaker 3: has I suppose like changed a bit. So I ran

591
00:39:04,120 --> 00:39:07,359
Speaker 3: into a bit of a dilemma and I wanted to

592
00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:11,480
Speaker 3: get your your opinion on it, because you are you.

593
00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:13,360
Speaker 3: You're a type of dude that I've heard before we

594
00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:16,360
Speaker 3: talk about like, you know, if you really want to

595
00:39:16,400 --> 00:39:18,719
Speaker 3: do something, to do it, don't let that talk you

596
00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:23,200
Speaker 3: all that, sure, but but there's a bit more that

597
00:39:23,280 --> 00:39:25,759
Speaker 3: goes into it rather than just like, oh, this is

598
00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:26,839
Speaker 3: the one thing I want to do.

599
00:39:26,920 --> 00:39:29,640
Speaker 2: Well, listen, listen, listen, listen, tell me the small thing.

600
00:39:31,320 --> 00:39:33,360
Speaker 3: No, the small thing was just the previous call in

601
00:39:33,760 --> 00:39:40,120
Speaker 3: and that oh writer ship, my bad. Yeah, the small

602
00:39:40,120 --> 00:39:45,640
Speaker 3: thing was I called in before. And it's weird to

603
00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:48,000
Speaker 3: say this about like talking about your feelings, but I

604
00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:49,880
Speaker 3: feel like I kind of bombed.

605
00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:57,400
Speaker 2: Again again again. This is the least important thing. This

606
00:39:57,480 --> 00:40:00,880
Speaker 2: is the ranks among the top ten least important things

607
00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:03,880
Speaker 2: you will do in your life. You will take shits

608
00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:07,840
Speaker 2: and cook eggs that are more important than this phone

609
00:40:07,880 --> 00:40:12,080
Speaker 2: call right now. So okay, So there was so what's

610
00:40:12,600 --> 00:40:13,799
Speaker 2: the thing, what's the big thing?

611
00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:21,440
Speaker 3: The big thing is so going short and sweet of

612
00:40:21,480 --> 00:40:24,600
Speaker 3: it and then context later, short and suite of it is.

613
00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:27,520
Speaker 3: I don't know if I want to continue doing art

614
00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:29,560
Speaker 3: or if I want to do something else, like I

615
00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:32,920
Speaker 3: don't know, computer science or engineering or something like that.

616
00:40:34,120 --> 00:40:37,840
Speaker 2: Okay, so you said so you said you were like,

617
00:40:38,040 --> 00:40:40,200
Speaker 2: you're a kind of guy who's like, if you want

618
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:45,400
Speaker 2: to do something, just do it. And I'm generally a

619
00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:48,279
Speaker 2: supporter of that, even though it's I guess hard to

620
00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:50,799
Speaker 2: decide what you want to do. But if you have

621
00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:52,640
Speaker 2: an inkling of an idea of a thing that you

622
00:40:52,719 --> 00:40:54,239
Speaker 2: might want to do, you might as well try it.

623
00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:57,200
Speaker 2: So what's the thing that you want to try and do.

624
00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:02,240
Speaker 3: Well? I mean, I like I like tinkering, the stuff

625
00:41:02,280 --> 00:41:06,960
Speaker 3: I like doing, like doing playing around with like pecking

626
00:41:07,000 --> 00:41:09,480
Speaker 3: ship like that, and coding and all that. So I've

627
00:41:09,480 --> 00:41:12,279
Speaker 3: been thinking about doing that, but I still love art.

628
00:41:12,680 --> 00:41:14,600
Speaker 3: You know, Art is still something I want to do.

629
00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:22,640
Speaker 3: You know, it's just because of Art College. They've it

630
00:41:22,800 --> 00:41:26,239
Speaker 3: showed me that, like, hey, this is probably what the

631
00:41:26,280 --> 00:41:29,920
Speaker 3: industry is going to look like. And I was like, well, shit,

632
00:41:30,719 --> 00:41:33,440
Speaker 3: I don't know if I'm going to enjoy that and so,

633
00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:37,240
Speaker 3: but another part of me is like, well, maybe maybe

634
00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:41,600
Speaker 3: I'm wrong in that the school was just ass. So

635
00:41:42,520 --> 00:41:45,920
Speaker 3: I'm kind of going back and forth between that and

636
00:41:45,960 --> 00:41:48,880
Speaker 3: saying like, well, if I could always just do something

637
00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:53,960
Speaker 3: like coding or engineering or whatever and then have art

638
00:41:54,040 --> 00:41:56,480
Speaker 3: still be something just I do on the side.

639
00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:58,080
Speaker 2: Let me let me, let me, let me tell you.

640
00:41:58,160 --> 00:42:02,560
Speaker 2: Let me tell you something. It is perfectly legitimate, if

641
00:42:02,600 --> 00:42:07,160
Speaker 2: not even for a lot of people, optimal of a

642
00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:11,480
Speaker 2: strategy to have what you do for a living to

643
00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:16,520
Speaker 2: make money so that you can sleep in a place

644
00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:20,799
Speaker 2: and eat food, to be a different thing than the

645
00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:24,320
Speaker 2: thing that you do for personal fulfillment, enjoy and enjoyment.

646
00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:28,040
Speaker 2: That is not only a perfectly legitimate way to live life,

647
00:42:28,080 --> 00:42:31,200
Speaker 2: it is for some people in some lifestyles, and an

648
00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:35,160
Speaker 2: optimal way to live life. So if you just fucking

649
00:42:35,440 --> 00:42:39,960
Speaker 2: like making art and you would do it for zero

650
00:42:40,040 --> 00:42:43,200
Speaker 2: dollars in your free time because you just fucking like

651
00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:47,879
Speaker 2: doing it, then you know, keep doing it. If you're

652
00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:50,160
Speaker 2: really committed and determined then you want to make a

653
00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:52,520
Speaker 2: career out of it, then I think that's a worthwhile

654
00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:55,520
Speaker 2: pursuit as well. But if you're sitting here, like, I

655
00:42:55,560 --> 00:42:57,320
Speaker 2: don't really like where this industry is going, and I

656
00:42:57,360 --> 00:43:00,319
Speaker 2: don't really think I want to go down the path

657
00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:03,440
Speaker 2: that would be required for me to do art as

658
00:43:03,480 --> 00:43:06,200
Speaker 2: a living, and so let me just get into coding

659
00:43:06,280 --> 00:43:08,600
Speaker 2: and I'll do my art at night when I have time,

660
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:14,160
Speaker 2: as a perfectly legitimate way to live life. So that

661
00:43:14,160 --> 00:43:15,839
Speaker 2: that's really my opinion on the matter.

662
00:43:18,760 --> 00:43:20,839
Speaker 3: I could see that I get what you're putting down.

663
00:43:21,160 --> 00:43:26,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, because also I mean nothing. I just say, you know,

664
00:43:26,640 --> 00:43:30,240
Speaker 2: nothing's gonna make you hate your hobby more than having

665
00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:33,759
Speaker 2: to do it for a living. But some people like

666
00:43:33,800 --> 00:43:36,319
Speaker 2: that it's really just how you're wired. Some people are

667
00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:40,600
Speaker 2: like I take a strong identity in like what I

668
00:43:40,680 --> 00:43:42,759
Speaker 2: do for money is my you know what, my art

669
00:43:42,840 --> 00:43:45,200
Speaker 2: is my profession and blah blah blah. And that's a

670
00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:50,319
Speaker 2: legitimate way to live too. But you know it's either way.

671
00:43:50,680 --> 00:43:52,080
Speaker 2: Don't freak yourself out about it.

672
00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:55,240
Speaker 3: I getcha. I getcha.

673
00:43:56,120 --> 00:43:59,839
Speaker 2: Well, Chris, yeah, do you feel like you do? You go?

674
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:00,600
Speaker 2: You go ahead.

675
00:44:02,120 --> 00:44:05,879
Speaker 3: There was a very important question I wanted to add

676
00:44:05,920 --> 00:44:11,360
Speaker 3: on to this. Okay, So so my question is, you

677
00:44:11,400 --> 00:44:13,759
Speaker 3: know you're you're a man that talks about food with

678
00:44:14,160 --> 00:44:16,640
Speaker 3: the people, and there's been a question that's on on

679
00:44:16,680 --> 00:44:17,080
Speaker 3: my mind.

680
00:44:17,280 --> 00:44:19,799
Speaker 2: Go ahead, what.

681
00:44:18,960 --> 00:44:22,120
Speaker 3: What's your least fast food the least favorite fast food place.

682
00:44:22,320 --> 00:44:25,399
Speaker 2: Oh, that's a really great question. Let me think, Let

683
00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:27,799
Speaker 2: me think. Oh, man, you're putting me on the spot here.

684
00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:33,680
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go I don't like Wendy's. I'm not a

685
00:44:33,680 --> 00:44:36,880
Speaker 2: big Wendy's guy. And less if they want to sponsor me,

686
00:44:36,880 --> 00:44:40,759
Speaker 2: then I'm a big Wendy's guy. But no, I don't

687
00:44:40,840 --> 00:44:45,200
Speaker 2: like Wendy's. Oh I don't know if okay, fuck these people.

688
00:44:45,239 --> 00:44:47,719
Speaker 2: Even if they want to sponsor me, I don't know

689
00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:50,600
Speaker 2: if this counts as fast food. I'm gonna say it

690
00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:56,880
Speaker 2: kind of does. Maybe. I fucking hate Starbucks with a passion.

691
00:44:57,640 --> 00:45:02,239
Speaker 2: I hate Starbucks with a passion. Dunkin Donuts all the way,

692
00:45:02,400 --> 00:45:09,160
Speaker 2: Tim Hortons all the way. Starbucks overpriced, shitty coffee, zero

693
00:45:09,360 --> 00:45:12,480
Speaker 2: food options, and the food options they have are are

694
00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:18,960
Speaker 2: dainty and peteete and overpriced and gross and and and

695
00:45:19,040 --> 00:45:22,920
Speaker 2: they're everywhere and everywhere you go in the morning, there's

696
00:45:23,360 --> 00:45:28,960
Speaker 2: lines and huge lines for this fucking shitty, overpriced coffee.

697
00:45:29,280 --> 00:45:32,720
Speaker 2: And it's it's disgusting to see, so shout out Dunkin Donuts,

698
00:45:32,719 --> 00:45:37,080
Speaker 2: shout out Tim Hortons. Both fantastic brands. Love I mean

699
00:45:37,120 --> 00:45:39,840
Speaker 2: Tim tim Hortons takes the cake when it comes to

700
00:45:39,880 --> 00:45:43,200
Speaker 2: the on on on this thing because Tim Hortons, They've

701
00:45:43,200 --> 00:45:48,480
Speaker 2: got great variety of sweet products. Like if you want

702
00:45:48,480 --> 00:45:50,840
Speaker 2: to go there and you're feeling if you're feeling crazy,

703
00:45:51,239 --> 00:45:54,600
Speaker 2: Tim Hortons has got you on like a Nattella eminem

704
00:45:54,680 --> 00:45:59,239
Speaker 2: donut and a frosted milkshake fucking thing. But also if

705
00:45:59,280 --> 00:46:01,080
Speaker 2: you're like I'm just want to get some lunch and

706
00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:02,759
Speaker 2: eat a normal thing, and you want to get like

707
00:46:02,800 --> 00:46:05,920
Speaker 2: a chicken Caesar wrap and a normal coffee, they got

708
00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:09,400
Speaker 2: you on that too, and it's and it's the price

709
00:46:10,200 --> 00:46:15,040
Speaker 2: is great, even even in fucking Canadian dollars, the price

710
00:46:15,120 --> 00:46:20,080
Speaker 2: is great. So shout out Tim Horton's. Unfortunately not big

711
00:46:20,120 --> 00:46:22,239
Speaker 2: around them. I think they're big in like Northern They're

712
00:46:22,320 --> 00:46:29,120
Speaker 2: like I think they've got Tim Horton's in like Seattle

713
00:46:29,239 --> 00:46:33,600
Speaker 2: or Washington, but uh, it's unfortunately not a big American thing.

714
00:46:33,680 --> 00:46:38,080
Speaker 2: Duncan Donuts, I'll give it to they have some great uh,

715
00:46:38,400 --> 00:46:41,239
Speaker 2: like the snack wraps are good, the bagel every time

716
00:46:41,239 --> 00:46:43,600
Speaker 2: I get like a bagel, bagel, egg and cheese sandwich

717
00:46:43,680 --> 00:46:46,360
Speaker 2: is good because when I try to get a bacon,

718
00:46:46,400 --> 00:46:51,279
Speaker 2: a baked egg and cheese at the fucking Starbucks, it's

719
00:46:51,320 --> 00:46:55,400
Speaker 2: like an It's like a dainty, dainty English muffin the

720
00:46:55,440 --> 00:46:59,400
Speaker 2: size of a fucking quarter and it's like seven dollars

721
00:46:59,840 --> 00:47:02,960
Speaker 2: and so fuck fuck the Starbucks people. So that's that's

722
00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:04,439
Speaker 2: my long winded answer to your question.

723
00:47:05,960 --> 00:47:08,719
Speaker 3: You know what, though, do they do they have Tim

724
00:47:08,719 --> 00:47:13,200
Speaker 3: Horton's in like California Because I have never been, I.

725
00:47:13,080 --> 00:47:17,040
Speaker 2: Don't think they do. I don't think they do. I

726
00:47:17,120 --> 00:47:20,440
Speaker 2: think if they would have expanded that far beyond Canada,

727
00:47:21,000 --> 00:47:24,960
Speaker 2: they would have. Uh what, there's Dutch Brothers, which I'm

728
00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:29,200
Speaker 2: not super familiar on. I know they have that in Arizona.

729
00:47:29,239 --> 00:47:37,680
Speaker 2: They have a Delicious They have delicious stuff, like yeah,

730
00:47:37,680 --> 00:47:39,200
Speaker 2: what's Randy's.

731
00:47:39,719 --> 00:47:43,520
Speaker 3: Randy's is like this, uh I hope I'm remembering it right.

732
00:47:43,800 --> 00:47:49,520
Speaker 3: It's this donut place in La oh yeah. And and

733
00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:52,000
Speaker 3: it's like it's known for the big, the big fucking

734
00:47:52,080 --> 00:47:56,080
Speaker 3: donut that it has as its sign. And they do

735
00:47:56,160 --> 00:48:00,080
Speaker 3: weird ship they do like they do I've seen and

736
00:48:00,200 --> 00:48:07,600
Speaker 3: like bacon and marshmallow donuts. I've seen fruity pebble donuts.

737
00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:13,359
Speaker 3: I've seen I've seen trying to think of what else

738
00:48:13,440 --> 00:48:16,000
Speaker 3: they have like they had. I saw one that was

739
00:48:16,080 --> 00:48:20,480
Speaker 3: practically a cake, but it was in fact a donut.

740
00:48:21,680 --> 00:48:22,399
Speaker 3: That ship's good.

741
00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:29,200
Speaker 2: Well, Chris, do you feel like this call went better? Yeah? Yeah,

742
00:48:29,239 --> 00:48:31,839
Speaker 2: I'll probably I'm probably gonna put this in the podcast

743
00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:32,360
Speaker 2: this time.

744
00:48:33,040 --> 00:48:35,160
Speaker 3: God, God bless you, God bless you.

745
00:48:36,120 --> 00:48:37,080
Speaker 2: Is there anything else you want to say to the

746
00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:38,040
Speaker 2: people of the computer.

747
00:48:39,360 --> 00:48:45,759
Speaker 3: Yeah, man, guys, you know, keep it sleazy, and you

748
00:48:46,200 --> 00:48:49,719
Speaker 3: that one individual who's who's listening and or watching with this.

749
00:48:50,880 --> 00:48:54,200
Speaker 3: Stop fucking procrastinating. I know, I know what you gotta do.

750
00:48:54,960 --> 00:48:56,279
Speaker 3: Fucking stop procrastinating.

751
00:48:57,480 --> 00:48:57,839
Speaker 1: Do it?

752
00:48:58,440 --> 00:49:05,200
Speaker 2: Take care, Chris, you two get I'm trying to think

753
00:49:05,239 --> 00:49:08,960
Speaker 2: what else is on my list of worst fast food brands?

754
00:49:09,280 --> 00:49:14,120
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go. I mean, you know, Wendy's. I think

755
00:49:14,320 --> 00:49:15,920
Speaker 2: you know what it is is back in high school,

756
00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:19,000
Speaker 2: I just had a bad Wendy's experience and I really

757
00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:22,640
Speaker 2: haven't had it since. What else is there? And the

758
00:49:22,680 --> 00:49:24,680
Speaker 2: fact that I don't like I really I like. I

759
00:49:24,719 --> 00:49:27,399
Speaker 2: love I love Burger King. I love that they give

760
00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:31,040
Speaker 2: you a nice, big like The Whopper is a big

761
00:49:31,080 --> 00:49:34,640
Speaker 2: It's a real fucking burger. The McDonald's burgers can be

762
00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:37,360
Speaker 2: a little dainty at times, but you know, I'm not.

763
00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:39,279
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna throw any shade at McDonald's. I'm a

764
00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:45,120
Speaker 2: McDonald's guy. What I can only there's stuff that I like.

765
00:49:45,280 --> 00:49:46,880
Speaker 2: You know what I gotta I gotta have jolly b

766
00:49:47,040 --> 00:49:49,640
Speaker 2: I've never I han't had jolly be in a while.

767
00:49:51,640 --> 00:49:57,480
Speaker 2: I'm really trying to think, like Subways fine, the only Yeah,

768
00:49:57,560 --> 00:49:59,359
Speaker 2: Starbucks is just the only one that came up when

769
00:49:59,360 --> 00:50:02,000
Speaker 2: I was thinking of like fast food brands that I

770
00:50:02,040 --> 00:50:06,680
Speaker 2: have a strong distain for because they're just trying to

771
00:50:06,719 --> 00:50:11,160
Speaker 2: be cool. I just hate when when places like that

772
00:50:11,320 --> 00:50:15,080
Speaker 2: are trying to be cool and just up charging you

773
00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:19,919
Speaker 2: for fucking nothing but shout out Tim Horton's those guys rock.

774
00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:24,080
Speaker 5: Hello, Hi, Hi, Hi, Hello.

775
00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:27,040
Speaker 2: Hi, Hello Hi. What's your name? What's your name?

776
00:50:27,760 --> 00:50:29,799
Speaker 5: Are we gonna? Can we start this over? What?

777
00:50:31,200 --> 00:50:31,400
Speaker 1: Can we?

778
00:50:31,600 --> 00:50:32,520
Speaker 5: Can we start this over?

779
00:50:32,920 --> 00:50:34,600
Speaker 2: No? We have to do. What's your name?

780
00:50:35,680 --> 00:50:41,360
Speaker 5: My name is Fenn. I am in California and I wasn't.

781
00:50:41,840 --> 00:50:43,680
Speaker 5: I don't really have anything I want to talk about

782
00:50:43,719 --> 00:50:47,520
Speaker 5: in specifics. I'm open to questions. I don't know, maybe

783
00:50:47,560 --> 00:50:50,040
Speaker 5: I could ask you questions. Been a fan for a minute.

784
00:50:52,160 --> 00:50:56,160
Speaker 5: I am a fan of men, and I am a

785
00:50:56,360 --> 00:51:00,200
Speaker 5: furry and I live in California.

786
00:51:00,520 --> 00:51:02,000
Speaker 2: What have we ever spoken before?

787
00:51:03,239 --> 00:51:03,880
Speaker 5: Never? Once?

788
00:51:04,440 --> 00:51:08,239
Speaker 2: Okay, you're a fan of and you're a fan of?

789
00:51:08,520 --> 00:51:11,879
Speaker 2: Like yeah, like you're you just have guys that you're

790
00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:13,759
Speaker 2: a fan of, or you're like, are you trying to

791
00:51:13,760 --> 00:51:15,480
Speaker 2: say that you're sexually attracted to men?

792
00:51:16,920 --> 00:51:17,240
Speaker 5: Both?

793
00:51:17,960 --> 00:51:20,480
Speaker 2: Okay? What what men are you a fan of?

794
00:51:22,920 --> 00:51:23,760
Speaker 3: Ooh?

795
00:51:25,120 --> 00:51:29,719
Speaker 5: Just one right now? But if I had the opportunity,

796
00:51:29,719 --> 00:51:33,360
Speaker 5: I think Bowser from Super Mario is pretty pretty awesome.

797
00:51:34,880 --> 00:51:36,840
Speaker 2: I don't know. I feel like having his tail in

798
00:51:36,840 --> 00:51:39,200
Speaker 2: your ass would hurt because he's got the spikes on him.

799
00:51:39,239 --> 00:51:41,320
Speaker 5: No, no, no, we're not going for tails.

800
00:51:41,440 --> 00:51:45,200
Speaker 2: No no, well he doesn't have a penis, so you

801
00:51:45,239 --> 00:51:47,759
Speaker 2: couldn't just the way he doesn't, you know.

802
00:51:48,920 --> 00:51:52,480
Speaker 5: Fun fact, Nintendo took down a three D art of

803
00:51:52,719 --> 00:51:56,640
Speaker 5: just what someone thought his dick would look like. They

804
00:51:56,680 --> 00:51:59,759
Speaker 5: took it down for being like a copyright thing.

805
00:52:00,640 --> 00:52:06,520
Speaker 2: So I feel like he does canonic. Look here's the

806
00:52:06,520 --> 00:52:09,000
Speaker 2: thing you can go yes, sure you can go on

807
00:52:09,160 --> 00:52:12,480
Speaker 2: Divian art or whatever. The fucking twenty twenty four equivalent

808
00:52:12,520 --> 00:52:15,080
Speaker 2: of Dvian art is. And you can find plenty of

809
00:52:15,120 --> 00:52:19,920
Speaker 2: pictures of Bowser with a huge penis, but canonically, the

810
00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:26,200
Speaker 2: creator of Bowser, Shagiro Miamoto, has never once had Bowser

811
00:52:26,200 --> 00:52:28,319
Speaker 2: with a big, giant cock. And but the.

812
00:52:28,520 --> 00:52:30,960
Speaker 7: Really, but why I said the tail is because it's close,

813
00:52:31,280 --> 00:52:35,000
Speaker 7: because in Super Mario sixty in sixty, in Super Mario

814
00:52:35,040 --> 00:52:38,680
Speaker 7: sixty four, you beat Bowser by swinging him by the

815
00:52:38,719 --> 00:52:43,040
Speaker 7: cock and throwing him off, and you go so long,

816
00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:43,760
Speaker 7: gay Bowser.

817
00:52:43,840 --> 00:52:46,440
Speaker 2: Right there's there, he goes so long, gay Bowser. And

818
00:52:46,520 --> 00:52:50,000
Speaker 2: so that's you know, that's maybe maybe you're that that

819
00:52:50,239 --> 00:52:54,480
Speaker 2: is this is the closest you will see to Bowser

820
00:52:54,520 --> 00:53:00,319
Speaker 2: and Mario having gay. And that is the end of

821
00:53:00,400 --> 00:53:04,000
Speaker 2: this part of this conversation. What did you do today?

822
00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:08,239
Speaker 5: It sounds good today. I woke up, I woke up,

823
00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:14,120
Speaker 5: I checked my unemployment benefits and I hunted for six jobs.

824
00:53:16,560 --> 00:53:19,000
Speaker 2: What six job? What kind of job are you trying to?

825
00:53:19,000 --> 00:53:20,239
Speaker 2: What kind of job are you trying to get?

826
00:53:20,360 --> 00:53:21,120
Speaker 1: Oh?

827
00:53:21,160 --> 00:53:23,960
Speaker 5: God, anything but what I did last time, which was

828
00:53:24,040 --> 00:53:25,320
Speaker 5: security at a hospital.

829
00:53:27,480 --> 00:53:30,880
Speaker 2: Oh no, so you do security.

830
00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:34,080
Speaker 5: I'm trying not to. I'm trying to actually get something different,

831
00:53:34,480 --> 00:53:36,360
Speaker 5: really anything, honestly.

832
00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:39,800
Speaker 2: Did you have any like physical encounters with people?

833
00:53:40,440 --> 00:53:45,880
Speaker 5: Yes? Yes, that was the job. What kind of I watched?

834
00:53:46,400 --> 00:53:51,960
Speaker 5: I watched people with mental issues, be that violent tendencies,

835
00:53:52,320 --> 00:53:55,000
Speaker 5: or they didn't want to live anymore, so I had

836
00:53:55,040 --> 00:53:59,120
Speaker 5: to prevent them from succeeding in stopping living.

837
00:54:01,680 --> 00:54:04,319
Speaker 2: That's a crazy job. What kind of job are you

838
00:54:04,360 --> 00:54:06,400
Speaker 2: applying for now?

839
00:54:06,920 --> 00:54:07,120
Speaker 1: Oh?

840
00:54:07,320 --> 00:54:10,360
Speaker 5: Fucking movie theater McDonald's whatever.

841
00:54:11,000 --> 00:54:12,480
Speaker 2: That's not bad. How old are you?

842
00:54:12,760 --> 00:54:12,960
Speaker 1: Yeah?

843
00:54:13,080 --> 00:54:14,719
Speaker 5: Just anything? I am twenty two.

844
00:54:15,480 --> 00:54:18,840
Speaker 2: Okay, that's not bad. Working in the movie theater, you know,

845
00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:19,960
Speaker 2: popcorn anything?

846
00:54:20,200 --> 00:54:20,600
Speaker 5: Anything?

847
00:54:21,200 --> 00:54:29,120
Speaker 2: Yeah? Okay, Well, do I have any more questions for you?

848
00:54:29,120 --> 00:54:31,160
Speaker 2: You said you had questions for me. I'll take a

849
00:54:31,239 --> 00:54:32,560
Speaker 2: question or two.

850
00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:33,719
Speaker 1: Oh we go.

851
00:54:34,960 --> 00:54:37,799
Speaker 5: This is when you've been asked probably once before, but

852
00:54:37,840 --> 00:54:38,480
Speaker 5: why not? Like?

853
00:54:39,400 --> 00:54:39,880
Speaker 1: Is it is?

854
00:54:39,920 --> 00:54:42,359
Speaker 2: The next ques? Next question? The next question, The next question,

855
00:54:42,440 --> 00:54:44,279
Speaker 2: next question, next question, next question?

856
00:54:44,320 --> 00:54:48,000
Speaker 5: What's your next question? Favorite soda type?

857
00:54:48,480 --> 00:54:53,319
Speaker 2: Ooh, that's a great question. I I'm a big fan. Well,

858
00:54:53,360 --> 00:54:55,399
Speaker 2: it depends on the time of day, because right before

859
00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:58,040
Speaker 2: I hopped on here, I drank a can of diet

860
00:54:58,040 --> 00:55:02,320
Speaker 2: mountain Dew, which is delicious and has a lot of caffeine.

861
00:55:02,360 --> 00:55:06,640
Speaker 2: It's got like the cans got fifty four mgs and

862
00:55:06,680 --> 00:55:09,440
Speaker 2: the bottles got ninety one ninety one grams of caffeine.

863
00:55:09,440 --> 00:55:13,319
Speaker 2: It's pretty good. But at night time, if I'm a

864
00:55:13,320 --> 00:55:17,520
Speaker 2: little sleepy boy, I like a diet am W. It's

865
00:55:17,560 --> 00:55:22,880
Speaker 2: got a great taste and no caffeine. It's hard at

866
00:55:23,000 --> 00:55:24,880
Speaker 2: night because you know what I was doing at night

867
00:55:24,960 --> 00:55:28,759
Speaker 2: is I was slamming back diet sun Kissed because I

868
00:55:28,800 --> 00:55:31,239
Speaker 2: didn't realize it. I didn't realize I thought it was

869
00:55:31,320 --> 00:55:33,920
Speaker 2: caffeine free, and then I looked at the fucking label

870
00:55:34,400 --> 00:55:38,239
Speaker 2: and apparently it's got twenty nine MG's in there, which

871
00:55:38,280 --> 00:55:42,000
Speaker 2: I didn't think, which you know, is not that bad,

872
00:55:42,040 --> 00:55:42,680
Speaker 2: but it's enough.

873
00:55:44,280 --> 00:55:46,000
Speaker 5: You ever get around to try and coffee coke?

874
00:55:46,960 --> 00:55:47,520
Speaker 2: What is called?

875
00:55:47,640 --> 00:55:47,960
Speaker 1: Yes?

876
00:55:48,719 --> 00:55:49,319
Speaker 2: Holy shit?

877
00:55:49,480 --> 00:55:49,920
Speaker 1: Yeah?

878
00:55:49,960 --> 00:55:51,800
Speaker 2: Did I talk about coffee coke ones?

879
00:55:53,080 --> 00:55:55,880
Speaker 5: Yeah? Fuck yeah. I just I'm sad that it's gone.

880
00:55:55,960 --> 00:55:57,160
Speaker 5: It was my favorite thing.

881
00:55:57,640 --> 00:56:01,000
Speaker 2: Holy shit, Yes, I you, Oh my god, you just

882
00:56:01,680 --> 00:56:04,160
Speaker 2: blew my mind. I used to be not obsessed with

883
00:56:04,160 --> 00:56:06,920
Speaker 2: coffee coke, but I used to really want to try it.

884
00:56:06,960 --> 00:56:12,640
Speaker 2: I remember coffee coke. Yeah, it's a real disgusting invent invention.

885
00:56:13,440 --> 00:56:15,640
Speaker 2: I think you put like I think they put like

886
00:56:15,760 --> 00:56:18,400
Speaker 2: cream and sugar in there to this cream sugar, coffee

887
00:56:18,440 --> 00:56:21,799
Speaker 2: and coke. Who the fuck is drinking that?

888
00:56:23,160 --> 00:56:23,680
Speaker 1: This guy?

889
00:56:23,920 --> 00:56:24,879
Speaker 5: I fucking loved it.

890
00:56:24,880 --> 00:56:25,480
Speaker 1: It was good.

891
00:56:25,680 --> 00:56:28,040
Speaker 5: I didn't like any other flavor, but like the very

892
00:56:28,200 --> 00:56:31,320
Speaker 5: dark roast one. Does it actually taste of like coffee?

893
00:56:33,800 --> 00:56:34,080
Speaker 1: Yeah?

894
00:56:34,080 --> 00:56:36,400
Speaker 2: That's it's really good. It's just really good. Well, thank

895
00:56:36,440 --> 00:56:38,319
Speaker 2: you for bringing me a blast to the bath. Let

896
00:56:38,320 --> 00:56:45,200
Speaker 2: me leave you with this. Give a shot to the bowser, No,

897
00:56:45,280 --> 00:56:50,919
Speaker 2: give a shot to the Oreo flavored Coca cola. It's

898
00:56:51,040 --> 00:56:55,200
Speaker 2: really gross. It's gross. It is both there. Both the

899
00:56:55,239 --> 00:56:58,560
Speaker 2: Oreo flavored Coca Cola and the Coca cola flavored Oreos

900
00:56:58,800 --> 00:57:01,759
Speaker 2: are disgusting. But you should try them if you have

901
00:57:01,880 --> 00:57:03,720
Speaker 2: nothing else to do with your life.

902
00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:08,080
Speaker 5: Well, thank you for your time, while I'll let you go.

903
00:57:08,160 --> 00:57:09,480
Speaker 5: I hope you have a wonderful stream.

904
00:57:09,800 --> 00:57:17,240
Speaker 2: Hey, you too, take care of Finn later. Hello. Hello, Hi,

905
00:57:17,760 --> 00:57:18,400
Speaker 2: what's your name?

906
00:57:18,960 --> 00:57:22,560
Speaker 6: I'm Frankie frank and I'm from Germany.

907
00:57:22,600 --> 00:57:28,520
Speaker 2: Frankie from Germany, Germany. I was in Germany recently. It's

908
00:57:28,560 --> 00:57:34,360
Speaker 2: an interesting country. It's very uh, people are very cold there,

909
00:57:35,440 --> 00:57:36,160
Speaker 2: I've noticed.

910
00:57:36,320 --> 00:57:41,240
Speaker 6: Yes, I don't know. I guess it's some type of

911
00:57:41,360 --> 00:57:42,600
Speaker 6: defense mechanism.

912
00:57:42,640 --> 00:57:47,160
Speaker 2: Maybe, Well, Frankie, what can I do you for? How's life?

913
00:57:47,320 --> 00:57:50,440
Speaker 2: Sorry to just shit on your people and then open

914
00:57:50,520 --> 00:57:52,560
Speaker 2: with that, but I guess I can't. I can't really

915
00:57:52,560 --> 00:57:54,320
Speaker 2: take that back. What's up?

916
00:57:54,920 --> 00:58:01,320
Speaker 6: No, I've hurt the love worse. Actually it's fine.

917
00:58:01,720 --> 00:58:02,160
Speaker 3: I don't know.

918
00:58:02,320 --> 00:58:06,120
Speaker 6: I'm just I don't know, really, I don't know what's

919
00:58:06,160 --> 00:58:10,760
Speaker 6: going on in my head. I'm I'm thinking a lot recently,

920
00:58:11,440 --> 00:58:15,320
Speaker 6: and I started writing a zombie movie because I've been

921
00:58:15,360 --> 00:58:18,480
Speaker 6: watching The Walking Dead and I actually just watched an

922
00:58:18,520 --> 00:58:21,840
Speaker 6: episode where some group kills a bunch of people and

923
00:58:21,960 --> 00:58:27,040
Speaker 6: puts their heads on sticks, and I don't know, I

924
00:58:27,040 --> 00:58:31,000
Speaker 6: don't know. It just seems pointless to kill like fifteen

925
00:58:31,040 --> 00:58:35,400
Speaker 6: people at a time. But I think it's bad writing

926
00:58:36,520 --> 00:58:38,000
Speaker 6: towards the end of the show.

927
00:58:38,440 --> 00:58:42,080
Speaker 1: So it's okay, you.

928
00:58:41,960 --> 00:58:45,880
Speaker 2: Say, thinking a lot, What have you been thinking about?

929
00:58:46,440 --> 00:58:50,840
Speaker 6: I go to university right now and I'm starting philosophy

930
00:58:50,960 --> 00:58:56,080
Speaker 6: and French, but it all seems kind of pointless. And

931
00:58:56,160 --> 00:59:01,080
Speaker 6: I'm trying to get into a school a few hours

932
00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:06,080
Speaker 6: away for interior design, but I don't really know if

933
00:59:06,120 --> 00:59:10,640
Speaker 6: I want to do that, So I've been thinking what

934
00:59:10,760 --> 00:59:14,200
Speaker 6: I want to do with my life. But yeah, I

935
00:59:14,200 --> 00:59:16,920
Speaker 6: don't know if I should even be thinking or if

936
00:59:16,960 --> 00:59:19,440
Speaker 6: I should be like out in the world, you know.

937
00:59:21,360 --> 00:59:23,360
Speaker 2: I would say, I mean, I feel like life is

938
00:59:23,360 --> 00:59:25,960
Speaker 2: a combination of being out in the world and thinking.

939
00:59:26,000 --> 00:59:29,360
Speaker 2: There's a there's a nice ratio. There's a nice ratio

940
00:59:29,960 --> 00:59:32,600
Speaker 2: to be thinking and being out in the world to do.

941
00:59:33,160 --> 00:59:35,160
Speaker 2: But I if I had to make a guess on

942
00:59:35,160 --> 00:59:37,720
Speaker 2: what the optimal ratio of thinking versus being out in

943
00:59:37,760 --> 00:59:40,560
Speaker 2: the world with, I'm gonna err on the side of

944
00:59:40,600 --> 00:59:42,640
Speaker 2: being out in the world. I'm gonna go twenty percent

945
00:59:42,720 --> 00:59:46,440
Speaker 2: thinking eighty percent being out in the world. That's my

946
00:59:46,600 --> 00:59:51,800
Speaker 2: that's my that's my ratio, not my ratio. My ratio

947
00:59:52,000 --> 01:00:01,200
Speaker 2: is a lot of thinking and a lot of nothing else.

948
01:00:01,320 --> 01:00:06,120
Speaker 2: But yeah, I think that's probably a good ratio. What

949
01:00:06,160 --> 01:00:07,320
Speaker 2: are you out in the world doing?

950
01:00:09,920 --> 01:00:12,480
Speaker 6: I don't know. I was on I went on a

951
01:00:12,480 --> 01:00:17,200
Speaker 6: pretty big vacation this year because I've finished high school.

952
01:00:18,080 --> 01:00:21,600
Speaker 6: And then I went and drove through a couple of

953
01:00:22,240 --> 01:00:28,760
Speaker 6: European countries with my boyfriend, which was really great and

954
01:00:28,800 --> 01:00:32,200
Speaker 6: we did like some work and travel and I'm thinking

955
01:00:32,240 --> 01:00:36,000
Speaker 6: about going farther away because I've only ever been in

956
01:00:36,040 --> 01:00:41,320
Speaker 6: Europe and being home is kind of depressing at this

957
01:00:41,480 --> 01:00:45,560
Speaker 6: time of year because I don't know. There's not much

958
01:00:45,600 --> 01:00:50,520
Speaker 6: to do or see, and i'd like to go somewhere

959
01:00:50,560 --> 01:00:53,360
Speaker 6: on my own, but I don't have a license, so

960
01:00:53,440 --> 01:00:56,800
Speaker 6: I would have to go somewhere that's like I don't

961
01:00:56,840 --> 01:00:58,600
Speaker 6: know connected you.

962
01:00:58,480 --> 01:01:04,880
Speaker 2: Know, sure, sure, sure, sure, or I have to or.

963
01:01:04,840 --> 01:01:08,280
Speaker 6: I have to get my license, but I don't know.

964
01:01:09,440 --> 01:01:10,120
Speaker 6: I don't want to.

965
01:01:13,480 --> 01:01:14,840
Speaker 2: You don't want to get your license.

966
01:01:16,520 --> 01:01:19,240
Speaker 6: No, I want to be I want to be forty

967
01:01:19,600 --> 01:01:22,400
Speaker 6: and not be able to drive a car. I feel

968
01:01:22,400 --> 01:01:23,960
Speaker 6: like not many people do that.

969
01:01:25,360 --> 01:01:30,440
Speaker 2: Want to be forty and not able to drive a car.

970
01:01:31,080 --> 01:01:34,120
Speaker 6: You're kind of how old are you now?

971
01:01:35,920 --> 01:01:40,120
Speaker 2: I'm twenty, okay, So just want to sit in a

972
01:01:40,200 --> 01:01:44,520
Speaker 2: room for twenty years and eat food occasionally when you

973
01:01:44,560 --> 01:01:49,480
Speaker 2: need to, and then you'll you'll be forty in twenty years.

974
01:01:51,480 --> 01:01:59,440
Speaker 6: Yes, and I'd like to be forty year old virgin

975
01:02:00,200 --> 01:02:05,520
Speaker 6: or like a teen mom or whatever. But that train

976
01:02:05,560 --> 01:02:09,240
Speaker 6: has passed, so you'll have to be a forty year

977
01:02:09,240 --> 01:02:11,560
Speaker 6: old without a driver's license.

978
01:02:12,440 --> 01:02:21,200
Speaker 2: I guess what's your name again, Frankie Franka franca Frankie,

979
01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:25,720
Speaker 2: the Franco very nice, very nice? Is Is there anything

980
01:02:25,720 --> 01:02:27,120
Speaker 2: else you want to say to the people of the

981
01:02:27,120 --> 01:02:28,440
Speaker 2: computer before we go? Franco?

982
01:02:30,640 --> 01:02:31,200
Speaker 6: I guess not.

983
01:02:33,720 --> 01:02:37,720
Speaker 2: Is there anything else that I can do to make

984
01:02:37,760 --> 01:02:40,760
Speaker 2: your experience on the phone lines today any better?

985
01:02:42,680 --> 01:02:43,080
Speaker 3: Mmmm?

986
01:02:44,720 --> 01:02:47,760
Speaker 6: Read my book when it comes out. I don't know

987
01:02:47,800 --> 01:02:48,960
Speaker 6: what it's going to be called.

988
01:02:49,560 --> 01:02:50,640
Speaker 2: How do we read your book?

989
01:02:52,920 --> 01:02:58,080
Speaker 6: It's going to be about zombies. That's all I can

990
01:02:58,160 --> 01:02:59,800
Speaker 6: say for now, Okay?

991
01:03:00,080 --> 01:03:02,400
Speaker 2: Or how do we or is it just like an idea?

992
01:03:03,200 --> 01:03:04,600
Speaker 2: Is it is? Or is there a way that we

993
01:03:04,640 --> 01:03:06,440
Speaker 2: can read your book?

994
01:03:08,960 --> 01:03:11,439
Speaker 6: Maybe I could come up with a name right now,

995
01:03:12,720 --> 01:03:14,560
Speaker 6: you come up.

996
01:03:14,520 --> 01:03:16,160
Speaker 2: With a come up with a name, and then in

997
01:03:16,200 --> 01:03:20,439
Speaker 2: two years we'll google it and we'll find it that way.

998
01:03:21,800 --> 01:03:30,360
Speaker 6: Okay, how about how about how about should happens?

999
01:03:31,160 --> 01:03:33,080
Speaker 2: I like that? Thank you, Frankie?

1000
01:03:33,600 --> 01:03:35,400
Speaker 6: Okay, thank you?

1001
01:03:36,000 --> 01:03:41,760
Speaker 2: Bye bye bye. Never weekend goes on the line, think

1002
01:03:41,800 --> 01:03:46,360
Speaker 2: your phone calls every night? Ever goes? I'm just teaching

1003
01:03:46,400 --> 01:03:47,880
Speaker 2: you a loud in your line