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Speaker 1: It's me Matt Rogers And in the words of another

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Speaker 1: Christmas icon, it's time. I'm back with my new nationwide tour,

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Speaker 1: stream the album, get your look together and get ready

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Speaker 1: Christmas in December. You in my heart XO XO, Santa Boy,

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Speaker 1: Look Marire, oh oh, I see you my own bow

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Speaker 1: and look over there is that culture Yes, goess wow

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Speaker 1: love dig dall Los culture calling. We have reconnected with

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Speaker 1: someone from I'm going to say past president and future.

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Speaker 2: Four dimensional tapestry of talent, beauty brains impacted impact this pitch,

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Speaker 2: this bitch, this bitch right.

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Speaker 1: We're proud of this girl and we've known her when.

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Speaker 1: So basically we were discussing before the episode began, a

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Speaker 1: moment kind of in history. Yes, if you would go

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Speaker 1: back with us, So, I guess like twenty eighteen, twenty nineteen.

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Speaker 1: I think twenty eighteen, twenty nineteen around there. It was

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Speaker 1: the Bellhouse, I don't think so honey. And this was

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Speaker 1: a time when we would like corral like fifty people together.

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Speaker 1: Bowe and I would sit on stage. We would do

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Speaker 1: I don't think so honey. Live five people would come up,

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Speaker 1: they would do, I don't think swanny. After I don't

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Speaker 1: think swany. They'd filter it out.

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Speaker 2: We'd call it like gay bonnaru gay bon Now we

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Speaker 2: would call it gay kill Tony or something like yeah.

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Speaker 3: Now there's like the references would change.

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Speaker 1: But like we would like be before the show, like

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Speaker 1: saying hello to every single person that we had booked.

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Speaker 1: And we were so excited because Rachel Senate was coming

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Speaker 1: on the show. Who may be the guest on this episode,

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Speaker 1: You'll have to find blout like a minute and a half.

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Speaker 1: But I remember going over and you only have so

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Speaker 1: much time to say hello to everyone because it's fifty people,

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Speaker 1: and I'm just like saying hi, hi, hi, and then

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Speaker 1: I see Rachel and I go hi. Oh no, oh

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Speaker 3: Because she's sobbing.

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Speaker 2: She says, this is one of the worst days of

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Speaker 2: my life, and we'll get into why.

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Speaker 3: Actually, I'm so excited to be here.

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Speaker 1: This is one of the worst days of my life.

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Speaker 1: And we'll get into why on this episode starring I

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Speaker 1: Love La Creator, Starkey, star Et Cetera. All the sort

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Speaker 2: This is one of I would imagine, I'm not going

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Speaker 2: to speak on your behalf, but one of the best

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Speaker 2: weeks of your life, and it's only getting better from here.

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Speaker 2: We'll bring her in she can confirm this is is

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Speaker 2: it all it seems former guest of the show, but

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Speaker 2: we've had this is the first time in person with.

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Speaker 1: Her, which feels so insane, wild and more.

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Speaker 3: Everyone please go, let's go.

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Speaker 4: Welcome a God, thank God, clank fucking clan and all

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Speaker 4: the kinds of coke. We have, the ones in the can,

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Speaker 4: we have the ones in the the bottle.

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Speaker 5: I wish I had can, but of course I went

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Speaker 6: But I was like, I'm drawing it and it's totally fine.

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Speaker 1: Draw it now. Tell us what was so fucked about

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Speaker 1: that day? Oh my god.

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Speaker 5: So the other thing that's crazy is it's like at

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Speaker 5: that time, I was such a disaster I was going through.

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Speaker 6: It was a tumultuous time.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, twenty three yea.

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Speaker 5: And in my head, I was like, no one else

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Speaker 5: what I was presenting on the outside was like normal, grounded.

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Speaker 5: I had it together. And now it's like I see

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Speaker 5: people who have known me and they're like, you've really

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Speaker 5: you've You're a lot more grounded. Yes, I think it's

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Speaker 5: like ripping poppers in the backroom. I was addicted to

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Speaker 5: I remember like Sydney Washington coming over and being like,

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Speaker 5: it's okay, love, all right, get it together, get it together,

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Speaker 5: get it together before there's become so rip a minute,

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Speaker 5: just just wait, rip a minute, then rip a popper

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Speaker 5: and then we'll put you in the uber home.

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Speaker 1: Let's go. Wow.

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Speaker 2: See that's community care because yeah, because Matt was saying

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Speaker 2: just descending on you to show support. But also they

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Speaker 2: were like, but we also have to get ready for.

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Speaker 5: A bit, but you do what we do have to

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Speaker 5: do our bit, We do have to do our best,

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Speaker 5: so please get it together, do your bit, and then

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Speaker 5: to a minimal. But it was like three days after

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Speaker 5: and I was I was raw. I was really really raw,

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Speaker 5: and my I don't think so, honey, was I don't

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Speaker 5: think so, honey?

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Speaker 6: Breakups?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and say that.

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Speaker 5: And I did it with tears in my eyes and

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Speaker 5: popper's in my throat. I was like I would Yeah,

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Speaker 5: that's how deep they were going on.

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Speaker 2: It was.

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Speaker 1: Crazy.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, how did the pot? What was the first hit?

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Speaker 2: Who was your fucking shirpa?

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Speaker 5: So this is what happened is basically I did it

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Speaker 5: the time no one year before was when I accosted

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Speaker 5: you guys, set to that second, and because we all

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Speaker 5: had vulnerable moments, we all and that's again what.

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Speaker 1: The community is.

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Speaker 5: That's why we have each other's back, because we saw

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Speaker 5: each other at the highest.

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Speaker 1: In the lowest ears.

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Speaker 5: Hi walk and I got family because you've seen it all,

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Speaker 5: thank god. But basically it was like I had a

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Speaker 5: small birthday party or whatever a couple days before the breakup,

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Speaker 5: and Moss Paraconey, who we know and we love, the

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Speaker 5: I'm gonna go say hi later today. Moss was like,

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Speaker 5: I just heard about paupers to get by the way,

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Speaker 5: to get introduced to paupers by a straight man.

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Speaker 1: Come on, it's one of one of our best raight men.

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Speaker 1: Very of that time, very of that time, very bad time.

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Speaker 3: Because things were mixing.

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Speaker 1: It was like everyone was a little bit.

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Speaker 6: Every dabbling into each other.

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Speaker 1: What have you got going on over there?

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Speaker 5: So Moss was like, I just did poppers one time.

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Speaker 5: We should buy them and like do them once tonight

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Speaker 5: on your birthday for fun.

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Speaker 1: Okay, huge mistaken yeh, God.

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Speaker 5: He brings the poppers to the party, we all do

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Speaker 5: poppers whatever. I'm like, that's kind of fun.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 6: Then the next day, do the breakup?

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Speaker 3: Yep, oh, do the break up?

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Speaker 6: Do the breakup?

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Speaker 5: And I immediately fall apart and I start looking for

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Speaker 5: something something. I go, what's here? At this point, I'm

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Speaker 5: living with my dad in Hell's Kitchen. Me and my

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Speaker 5: dad are roommates in health Kitchen, and.

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Speaker 2: Heal's Kitchen is what the capital of pop Capital of

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Speaker 2: poppers scentially really coaching number twenty six.

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Speaker 1: Health Kitchen is what the capital of.

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Speaker 3: Poppers is done.

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Speaker 1: Anywhere you can give them at the floor for.

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Speaker 5: Four dollars four dollars and by the way, impossible to

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Speaker 3: Is really true.

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Speaker 1: And I know a spot, I know a place Moona

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Speaker 1: where you can get them, and I'll tell you after.

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Speaker 3: Although I don't think it will be good for you.

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Speaker 6: I moved on, I've matured.

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Speaker 5: But I will say when I first moved to LA,

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Speaker 5: I went to get poppers somewhere, and I did. I

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Speaker 5: I ended up in like a sex shop at like

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Speaker 5: two in the morning and they were like, we have

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Speaker 5: one bottle.

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Speaker 1: It left.

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Speaker 5: It was like it was it was crazy. So I so, okay,

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Speaker 5: I'm searching. I'm searching through my dad's apartment. It's like

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Speaker 5: there's nothing there except for the poppers.

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Speaker 5: I just start I just start taking them. Yeah, and

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Speaker 5: I'm taking them like in the morning. I'm taking them

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Speaker 5: I'm taking them raw. I remember Catherine Cohen. Yes, we

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Speaker 5: and I was like ripping poppers at Cafe Clooney and

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Speaker 6: You gotta put those down, save it for right after.

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Speaker 5: She also poured me a glass of vodka and watered

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Speaker 1: I love Catherine.

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Speaker 3: I literally can picture this. I can see the coach

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Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, it's fabulous.

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Speaker 5: And so then it was just from there, I just

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Speaker 5: I was just like I can always do a popper

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Speaker 2: Or can I ask what was the feeling? Were you

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Speaker 2: chasing a feeling or was it just the like the pacifier,

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Speaker 2: like let me just do my thing.

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Speaker 5: It was a little pacifier. I'm total pacifier girl. Oh

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Speaker 5: it's like I need a pacifier at any moment right now.

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Speaker 2: This is on any given day. On the set of

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Speaker 2: I Love l A.

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Speaker 5: You know what was crazy is they gave us fake vabes,

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Speaker 5: non nicotine vabes, and then we all started to doing

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Speaker 5: and I was like, it's really just about having a

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Speaker 5: bup puppy. It's like, ye, I just want something to

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Speaker 5: hold and suck on and play. Okay, that is getting

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Speaker 5: and but so then I just had them. I think

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Speaker 5: what it was is that when I would take the poppers,

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Speaker 5: I would start laughing so hard and then I would

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Speaker 5: start crying, and it was sort of my entryway into crying.

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Speaker 4: Wow.

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Speaker 1: Oh, yes, you were able to access I.

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Speaker 6: Was able to access how I was feeling.

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Speaker 2: Did you lose that access once you got off the poppers?

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Speaker 5: You know what's crazy is no, I didn't. But I

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Speaker 5: mid twenties I was.

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Speaker 6: Like, I'm healed.

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Speaker 5: Yes, I'm so healed. Because it was COVID. I moved

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Speaker 5: to LA and I was like, I became like a hermit. Honestly,

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Speaker 2: You are representing in these two characters, Apollo Dionysus.

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Speaker 1: Yes, he wants poppers. Dionysus wants poppers desperately. It's actually

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Speaker 5: And then I would just go into all these meetings

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Speaker 6: Then I leave, I never hear from any of them, No, never,

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Speaker 5: So I was just coming back from like a week

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Speaker 6: I can't think of this. Let me think a little

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Speaker 2: So I came INTODA being like I'm going to ask

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Speaker 5: I was like, I didn't really, But do you know

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Speaker 6: Right now, and I feel also ninety in the nursing home.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, oh my god, that's gonna be a good conversation.

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Speaker 6: To ant Wait plotting for no one.

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Speaker 1: We have to be at.

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Speaker 6: They need to put us in the same nursing home.

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Speaker 6: I know it for us to go there, you have

444
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Speaker 6: to go.

445
00:21:05,440 --> 00:21:06,240
Speaker 3: Don told us about it.

446
00:21:06,240 --> 00:21:08,879
Speaker 2: It's like they do like pottery hot they literally do

447
00:21:09,080 --> 00:21:12,480
Speaker 2: like for old actors, people of TV and film, Like

448
00:21:12,520 --> 00:21:12,760
Speaker 2: that's a.

449
00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:15,080
Speaker 3: Beautiful I can't.

450
00:21:14,920 --> 00:21:19,720
Speaker 6: Wait till it's our whole friend group there at the

451
00:21:19,760 --> 00:21:20,480
Speaker 6: pottery wheel.

452
00:21:20,840 --> 00:21:23,359
Speaker 3: You reached it for the poppers, Catherine, like, no, put this.

453
00:21:23,440 --> 00:21:26,840
Speaker 1: Away, slapping. It's almost over.

454
00:21:29,840 --> 00:21:31,800
Speaker 3: When we're ninety, forget forget about it.

455
00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:34,040
Speaker 6: Yeah, we're done, We're done.

456
00:21:34,119 --> 00:21:34,560
Speaker 3: We're done.

457
00:21:34,640 --> 00:21:38,400
Speaker 2: Wait so so okay, time is a flat circle? No no, no,

458
00:21:38,400 --> 00:21:38,760
Speaker 2: no no.

459
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Speaker 5: It was, but yes, it felt almost prophetic. Yes, but

460
00:21:42,600 --> 00:21:45,240
Speaker 5: that was before I moved to l A and then

461
00:21:45,240 --> 00:21:46,360
Speaker 5: I moved during COVID.

462
00:21:46,920 --> 00:21:49,639
Speaker 2: Yeah, but bitch, now look at you. This is a

463
00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:52,679
Speaker 2: show that is like on HBO and it's not a

464
00:21:52,720 --> 00:21:55,840
Speaker 2: fucking sentence premise. You know what I mean, It's like,

465
00:21:55,960 --> 00:21:58,040
Speaker 2: that's guy, at least three sentences.

466
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Speaker 5: It is at least your friend kept saying, give me

467
00:22:02,720 --> 00:22:04,720
Speaker 5: one long line. That's one sentence. I was like, I can't.

468
00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:06,440
Speaker 5: It's a minimum four.

469
00:22:06,640 --> 00:22:08,120
Speaker 3: Well, so they wouldn't want that anyway.

470
00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:10,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, you got You gotta have a lot of sense and.

471
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Speaker 3: Exact being told.

472
00:22:11,680 --> 00:22:13,359
Speaker 1: That's what you ask what you asked.

473
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Speaker 5: They say, give me one sentence. I I can't I talk,

474
00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:18,320
Speaker 5: I ramble. I can't talk that short.

475
00:22:18,720 --> 00:22:21,040
Speaker 1: I can't talk, I can't talk that short. So the

476
00:22:21,119 --> 00:22:24,840
Speaker 1: sentence can be like infinitely long. Yes, comma camma, comma comma.

477
00:22:24,920 --> 00:22:27,920
Speaker 1: You forget about how many commas actually are permissible in

478
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Speaker 1: a sentence. The answer would shock you. Twelve thirteen. I

479
00:22:31,400 --> 00:22:33,720
Speaker 1: can even if you're.

480
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Speaker 5: If you're doing a list in the sentence whatever I parentheses?

481
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Speaker 1: Yeah, are you a moon person? I dabble.

482
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Speaker 5: I'm like sort of dabbling. I I'm definitely astrology. I'm

483
00:22:55,160 --> 00:23:00,840
Speaker 5: definitely psychic. Yes, yes, I want to ask you guys,

484
00:23:01,200 --> 00:23:03,840
Speaker 5: do you like what was your Saturn return?

485
00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:04,680
Speaker 3: Oh?

486
00:23:04,680 --> 00:23:07,760
Speaker 1: Well that was part of what you were coming up. Okay,

487
00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:10,800
Speaker 1: so our Saturn return was I would I would call

488
00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:13,920
Speaker 1: mine brutal. I would call mine brutal. And it also

489
00:23:13,960 --> 00:23:15,800
Speaker 1: made me go to La. But because I think it's

490
00:23:15,800 --> 00:23:19,800
Speaker 1: like when you're like a New York fixture, it's kind

491
00:23:19,800 --> 00:23:22,800
Speaker 1: of like, oh, when I'm running up against something at

492
00:23:22,800 --> 00:23:26,880
Speaker 1: this age where it feels like my whole world is crashing, Yeah,

493
00:23:27,040 --> 00:23:29,880
Speaker 1: your whole world is New York. Makes sense to leave

494
00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:32,120
Speaker 1: New York, yeah, you know. And so then I went

495
00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:35,520
Speaker 1: to La and it was it was making me feel

496
00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:39,280
Speaker 1: better about everything. And so like when I was watching

497
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Speaker 1: the first episode of I Love La, and it was

498
00:23:41,480 --> 00:23:43,679
Speaker 1: like flashing around, like I saw like, you know, the

499
00:23:43,720 --> 00:23:46,600
Speaker 1: little flash at acbar, the like, is it leaves of

500
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Speaker 1: grass that you shot in in that one bar in there?

501
00:23:51,359 --> 00:23:51,520
Speaker 7: Yeah?

502
00:23:51,560 --> 00:23:53,359
Speaker 1: Why did I say leaves of grass? That's so different.

503
00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:56,160
Speaker 1: I saw tenants of the trees. I was like, oh god,

504
00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:57,480
Speaker 1: this is one of the bars that I went to

505
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Speaker 1: when I first got there. Like it it reminded me

506
00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:03,600
Speaker 1: of like not to be like this but like La

507
00:24:03,720 --> 00:24:07,080
Speaker 1: pre covid And because now there's a lot about LA

508
00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:10,000
Speaker 1: that's like kind of lost that thing that I felt like,

509
00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:12,600
Speaker 1: we're so fun for me when I first got there.

510
00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:15,720
Speaker 1: But I am happy to say there have been permits

511
00:24:15,760 --> 00:24:18,080
Speaker 1: file to save the arc Light? Did you see this

512
00:24:18,680 --> 00:24:21,760
Speaker 1: like the Arc Light might come back? And even just that,

513
00:24:22,040 --> 00:24:24,439
Speaker 1: it's like like I remember they closed them like an

514
00:24:24,440 --> 00:24:26,960
Speaker 1: oil can Harry's and I was just like, ugh, like

515
00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:30,119
Speaker 1: these little things that I you know, not in totality.

516
00:24:30,160 --> 00:24:32,800
Speaker 1: It's like it feels like maybe, oh yeah, that place left,

517
00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:35,640
Speaker 1: like but when you lose a bunch of those things,

518
00:24:36,160 --> 00:24:39,080
Speaker 1: it hurts. Yeah, So it feels like watching your show.

519
00:24:39,119 --> 00:24:40,639
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, Yeah, there's like so

520
00:24:40,720 --> 00:24:42,840
Speaker 1: much to love about LA. There's like there's that spot

521
00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:45,719
Speaker 1: that's not like this energy and so that's what I like,

522
00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:47,480
Speaker 1: really liked about it is it was like taking me

523
00:24:47,520 --> 00:24:50,280
Speaker 1: back to like a time that I was like, oh,

524
00:24:50,640 --> 00:24:52,840
Speaker 1: even though it's like when you're making a show about

525
00:24:52,880 --> 00:24:55,439
Speaker 1: it in LA, you're inherently dragging LA a little bit,

526
00:24:55,440 --> 00:24:58,360
Speaker 1: because that's what you do when you love something. It

527
00:24:58,400 --> 00:25:02,640
Speaker 1: was like it felt like the really positive, like beautiful

528
00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:05,480
Speaker 1: parts of it, we're still present in that first yeah.

529
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Speaker 5: And I think like it's I also feel like because

530
00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:11,240
Speaker 5: I moved to LA during COVID, so I was never

531
00:25:11,280 --> 00:25:13,960
Speaker 5: there for that pre part and I feel like I

532
00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:15,920
Speaker 5: when I first moved there. I had such a hard

533
00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:19,000
Speaker 5: time and it was like everything was closed and whatever.

534
00:25:19,400 --> 00:25:22,360
Speaker 5: But I feel like it's felt it's been so special

535
00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:25,000
Speaker 5: to like put down roots and feel more and more

536
00:25:25,040 --> 00:25:28,359
Speaker 5: at home there as like I think new things pop

537
00:25:28,480 --> 00:25:32,000
Speaker 5: up and like things like reopen or things like like

538
00:25:32,119 --> 00:25:35,880
Speaker 5: the arc light or whatever, or the vista, Like I

539
00:25:35,960 --> 00:25:38,720
Speaker 5: love going to the Vista and it's like that's such

540
00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:41,560
Speaker 5: a little community spot. Now it's like people are waiting

541
00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:45,040
Speaker 5: outside to go see movies there, like it's really really cool.

542
00:25:45,160 --> 00:25:46,959
Speaker 3: In the show, Jordan lives in Wehill.

543
00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:50,600
Speaker 1: Right in the show he lives.

544
00:25:51,840 --> 00:25:54,560
Speaker 5: He lives in silver Lake, but he used you'll see

545
00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:56,440
Speaker 5: later he used to live in Weeho.

546
00:25:56,560 --> 00:25:59,040
Speaker 1: Okay, so that comes up. So the weh of it

547
00:25:59,080 --> 00:26:02,359
Speaker 1: all is like whenever friends come and they're like decide

548
00:26:02,359 --> 00:26:04,680
Speaker 1: to move to who, I'm like, okay, okay, because I'm

549
00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:06,400
Speaker 1: just thinking, like what do you think it is? What

550
00:26:06,400 --> 00:26:07,879
Speaker 1: do you think it is? Because it's it's kind of

551
00:26:07,920 --> 00:26:10,480
Speaker 1: like a gay theme park there for a second, yeah,

552
00:26:10,520 --> 00:26:15,000
Speaker 1: but then like anything like yes, yes, And I'm not

553
00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:17,520
Speaker 1: going to talk shit about Whehol because it's so boring,

554
00:26:17,640 --> 00:26:20,600
Speaker 1: but I will say that, like what was to talk.

555
00:26:20,600 --> 00:26:23,320
Speaker 3: About what was great about it. Yeah, it's more about

556
00:26:23,480 --> 00:26:24,200
Speaker 3: what was great about it.

557
00:26:24,240 --> 00:26:25,679
Speaker 1: When I got there, I was like going out to

558
00:26:25,800 --> 00:26:28,679
Speaker 1: like Hide Tops and like unsanded Monica Boulevard. And this

559
00:26:28,800 --> 00:26:30,879
Speaker 1: was back when we had Pump. Not that I was

560
00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:32,920
Speaker 1: going to Pump, but it was fun to see people.

561
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Speaker 3: I just wanted the.

562
00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:35,960
Speaker 6: Option to go to Pump. You could say it even

563
00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:36,480
Speaker 6: as a joke.

564
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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I want the option to go to Pump.

565
00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:41,919
Speaker 1: It's really culture number ten. I want the option to

566
00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:43,800
Speaker 1: go to Pump. Yeah. And it was just like, I

567
00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:45,479
Speaker 1: don't know, there was something really fun about it. And

568
00:26:45,480 --> 00:26:48,280
Speaker 1: then COVID happened and that also kind of like changed it.

569
00:26:48,400 --> 00:26:50,640
Speaker 1: And now it's like a lot of short girls stealing phones.

570
00:26:50,680 --> 00:26:52,560
Speaker 1: We've never caught them never.

571
00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:56,400
Speaker 6: I'm a girl and you know I'm going to steal

572
00:26:56,400 --> 00:26:58,600
Speaker 6: a phone, I'll take it.

573
00:26:58,600 --> 00:27:01,280
Speaker 1: It's a legend. That's like some short girls stealing phones

574
00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:03,480
Speaker 1: because the phone theft there is like really crazy. Oh

575
00:27:03,480 --> 00:27:05,880
Speaker 1: my god. But yeah, even like the wheel of it all,

576
00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:09,280
Speaker 1: like that was what I did when I first got there. Yeah,

577
00:27:09,320 --> 00:27:11,240
Speaker 1: I was like interesting to see what you guys explore

578
00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:12,920
Speaker 1: in terms of weho in the show.

579
00:27:13,119 --> 00:27:15,760
Speaker 6: We get there, we get to Yeah, there's a wee

580
00:27:15,840 --> 00:27:16,359
Speaker 6: home moment.

581
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Speaker 2: I feel like this is the first LA show in

582
00:27:18,440 --> 00:27:22,399
Speaker 2: a while or maybe ever that's like actually honest about

583
00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:24,639
Speaker 2: you mean, like it's even a throwaway line in the

584
00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:27,520
Speaker 2: pilot where you're just like, it's really isolating here. Yeah,

585
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:30,600
Speaker 2: And I think that's just that's the sentence. That's not

586
00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:32,479
Speaker 2: further to be a sentence for the show, but that

587
00:27:32,560 --> 00:27:34,000
Speaker 2: is it is it is.

588
00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:37,480
Speaker 5: I think, like you can feel it's very easy, and

589
00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:40,080
Speaker 5: this is something that I actually have come to love

590
00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:42,200
Speaker 5: about LA in New York.

591
00:27:42,520 --> 00:27:44,840
Speaker 6: Like you go outside stuff like.

592
00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:46,040
Speaker 3: It's happening, it's happening.

593
00:27:46,200 --> 00:27:47,120
Speaker 6: Stuff comes to you.

594
00:27:47,560 --> 00:27:50,639
Speaker 5: And I think I'm someone who in my life, like

595
00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:53,840
Speaker 5: not to say I was ever like a passive person,

596
00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:56,760
Speaker 5: but I sort of sometimes felt like life was like

597
00:27:56,880 --> 00:27:59,760
Speaker 5: taking me and making things happen and I was out

598
00:27:59,800 --> 00:28:03,040
Speaker 5: of control of it. Yeah, And I think in LA

599
00:28:03,720 --> 00:28:05,800
Speaker 5: it forces you to be a little bit more of

600
00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:09,280
Speaker 5: an active member in your own life and like not

601
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:12,640
Speaker 5: make yourself like the victim of Like for a while,

602
00:28:12,680 --> 00:28:14,320
Speaker 5: I was like, no one wants to hang out with me,

603
00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:16,800
Speaker 5: No one's my friend, Like everybody hates me.

604
00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:20,639
Speaker 6: It's like bitch, text and make a plan, Make a

605
00:28:20,640 --> 00:28:21,160
Speaker 6: fucking plan.

606
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,240
Speaker 5: Get in your car even though you hate driving, get

607
00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:25,640
Speaker 5: in the route four and go and make a plan

608
00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:29,280
Speaker 5: and find your friends and build your community here. Yeah,

609
00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:32,600
Speaker 5: And like, I think that changed me in like a

610
00:28:32,640 --> 00:28:36,760
Speaker 5: really positive way because I was so committed to Like

611
00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:40,160
Speaker 5: I think I was just so stubborn and like, well,

612
00:28:40,320 --> 00:28:42,400
Speaker 5: like I had I had all these rules of like

613
00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:45,200
Speaker 5: I can't go out at night because I have a

614
00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:47,440
Speaker 5: dinner three days from now, and I if I eat,

615
00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:51,360
Speaker 5: if I drink, like so controlling of myself, and I

616
00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:53,560
Speaker 5: was like never having any fun. And I think I

617
00:28:53,640 --> 00:28:56,440
Speaker 5: also was like if I want to be successful, I

618
00:28:56,480 --> 00:29:00,400
Speaker 5: can't enjoy life, Like enjoyment is what happens after I

619
00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:03,680
Speaker 5: achieved something, and then I get to enjoy life for

620
00:29:03,760 --> 00:29:06,200
Speaker 5: two days and then I have to achieve something else.

621
00:29:06,840 --> 00:29:09,320
Speaker 5: And that was sort of like my mindset. And then

622
00:29:09,360 --> 00:29:14,640
Speaker 5: I think, like honestly, making the show change my mindset

623
00:29:14,640 --> 00:29:16,440
Speaker 5: a lot too, because I was like, wait a second,

624
00:29:17,120 --> 00:29:22,120
Speaker 5: I'm gonna be working hard this on this for a

625
00:29:22,280 --> 00:29:26,240
Speaker 5: long time. And I remember their Sweat Tour was happening

626
00:29:26,520 --> 00:29:28,560
Speaker 5: in LA and it was like one of my first

627
00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:32,520
Speaker 5: couple of weeks, like in the room and I was

628
00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:35,320
Speaker 5: on a walk with Mollie and she was like, we

629
00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:36,560
Speaker 5: have to go to Sweat Tour and I was like,

630
00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:38,760
Speaker 5: I know, but I just I have to be taken

631
00:29:38,840 --> 00:29:41,680
Speaker 5: seriously and I can't, like I just can't go out

632
00:29:41,760 --> 00:29:44,200
Speaker 5: until like she was like till when I was like

633
00:29:44,480 --> 00:29:47,920
Speaker 5: until the show comes out, and she was like she

634
00:29:48,040 --> 00:29:51,360
Speaker 5: was literally she literally goes, my love, you need to

635
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:54,479
Speaker 5: experience life is they're gonna be able to write stuff.

636
00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:56,880
Speaker 6: You're coming to Sweat Tour. Best end of my life.

637
00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:59,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, the best end in my life. See you were

638
00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:01,000
Speaker 1: working in didn't come to Sweat Tour.

639
00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:03,520
Speaker 3: I had the mirror version of New York.

640
00:30:03,640 --> 00:30:05,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, because it was like the first day of work

641
00:30:05,360 --> 00:30:07,200
Speaker 2: last season and I was like, I can't.

642
00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:08,960
Speaker 1: He texted and he was like, I don't think I

643
00:30:08,960 --> 00:30:11,000
Speaker 1: can come. I was like, no, do you Your energy

644
00:30:11,040 --> 00:30:13,840
Speaker 1: is important. Literally that night, I remember it was like

645
00:30:13,840 --> 00:30:16,240
Speaker 1: one of those things is like something about like Charlie

646
00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:18,200
Speaker 1: and Troya and that show in particular, which was one

647
00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:19,600
Speaker 1: of the best concerts I've been.

648
00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:21,440
Speaker 3: To, unlocked and I did.

649
00:30:21,520 --> 00:30:23,280
Speaker 1: It was like a week day and I did stay

650
00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:25,600
Speaker 1: out till three, slept with somebody, woke up at his

651
00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:27,760
Speaker 1: home and in the morning I woke up and and

652
00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:29,960
Speaker 1: I was like, you were wrong not to come, but

653
00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:30,760
Speaker 1: you were also right.

654
00:30:30,800 --> 00:30:33,640
Speaker 2: Now I was ultimately wrong because guess what. I guess

655
00:30:33,640 --> 00:30:36,400
Speaker 2: what I was doing, literally writing an impression of Charlie

656
00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:37,800
Speaker 2: XCX that was totally.

657
00:30:37,440 --> 00:30:39,840
Speaker 1: Mad, and that you did that.

658
00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:41,720
Speaker 2: But it was like that was the irony of it.

659
00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:44,400
Speaker 2: But I was going to say, when we were announcing

660
00:30:44,520 --> 00:30:47,280
Speaker 2: oscar noms together, oh my god, we're in the morning.

661
00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:51,000
Speaker 1: Was so fine together. That was such like a love

662
00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:52,000
Speaker 1: letter to like all of.

663
00:30:52,040 --> 00:30:55,960
Speaker 5: Us, sleep over vis me and Bowen. Call time am,

664
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Speaker 5: three am, call time. I just midnight cal time when

665
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Speaker 5: I just in and we're like there with the teleprompter

666
00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:03,960
Speaker 5: trying today.

667
00:31:03,960 --> 00:31:06,480
Speaker 6: What was the name that I couldn't say? Oh wait,

668
00:31:06,520 --> 00:31:07,040
Speaker 6: maybe it.

669
00:31:07,400 --> 00:31:08,960
Speaker 2: Was a French one. No, we can say it was

670
00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:09,360
Speaker 2: it was?

671
00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:12,840
Speaker 6: It was it was the film. It was that film.

672
00:31:14,320 --> 00:31:17,880
Speaker 1: It was always said, and I was like, she rocks,

673
00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:18,920
Speaker 1: what was the movie?

674
00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:21,160
Speaker 3: It was like something. It was like a.

675
00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:25,400
Speaker 6: Portuguese it was Amelia Press, Yes, Emilia.

676
00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:30,680
Speaker 2: Pea, because they were telling Rachel it has to be pet.

677
00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:32,440
Speaker 5: And then as soon as they said it, do you know,

678
00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:35,720
Speaker 5: as soon as someone like corrects you, then every single

679
00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:44,880
Speaker 5: time I was like Amelia, Paris, Paris, Amelia. And so

680
00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:48,040
Speaker 5: then now when I'm at the teleprompter, I'm going it's

681
00:31:48,040 --> 00:31:48,920
Speaker 5: like you'll see it in the video.

682
00:31:48,960 --> 00:31:50,600
Speaker 6: I'm like Amelia.

683
00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:55,400
Speaker 1: Pet I remember we were watching it at home, like

684
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:57,160
Speaker 1: me and the group chat or the gay group chat

685
00:31:57,160 --> 00:32:00,520
Speaker 1: watching the Oscar. We're like, wow, they're slaying the pnunciation.

686
00:32:00,680 --> 00:32:02,560
Speaker 1: And I remember because we were all like, how many

687
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:04,200
Speaker 1: times are we going to hear Emilia Paz?

688
00:32:04,680 --> 00:32:05,040
Speaker 2: Yeah?

689
00:32:05,080 --> 00:32:08,560
Speaker 1: And we heard it a lot, and it was like,

690
00:32:08,600 --> 00:32:09,360
Speaker 1: can we give.

691
00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:12,640
Speaker 4: One is saying it seamlessly?

692
00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:17,880
Speaker 1: Please? Like but can we trade trade please? I'm begging you,

693
00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:19,600
Speaker 1: and they wouldn't like change it on the prompt.

694
00:32:20,320 --> 00:32:22,680
Speaker 6: No, And every time it was like I would look

695
00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:23,800
Speaker 6: to you before I said it.

696
00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:28,320
Speaker 1: I would be like and and you, I feel like

697
00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:29,479
Speaker 1: we're there right now, right now.

698
00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:32,560
Speaker 2: But let's say is you were in the room, you

699
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:35,080
Speaker 2: were in the roof l a like smacked out of

700
00:32:35,120 --> 00:32:36,719
Speaker 2: the middle, and I was gonna say it was like

701
00:32:36,800 --> 00:32:40,280
Speaker 2: you were so relaxed and like it felt like I

702
00:32:41,240 --> 00:32:42,560
Speaker 2: just assumed, oh is it that?

703
00:32:43,240 --> 00:32:43,480
Speaker 1: No?

704
00:32:43,600 --> 00:32:46,000
Speaker 5: I actually didn't that night and I was just tired,

705
00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:50,160
Speaker 5: but I felt I actually genuine I felt calm, being

706
00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:53,880
Speaker 5: with you, because I do think sometimes like things get

707
00:32:53,920 --> 00:32:57,000
Speaker 5: crazy and then you see people that you knew when

708
00:32:57,040 --> 00:32:59,920
Speaker 5: you were like twenty and you're like, I'm okay, okay,

709
00:32:59,920 --> 00:33:01,400
Speaker 5: I'm okay, yeah.

710
00:33:01,080 --> 00:33:04,080
Speaker 2: But I was gonna say that, like I was going

711
00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:05,880
Speaker 2: to assume and this is just my bad. It's like

712
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:09,680
Speaker 2: post Bottoms, It's like you would never need to prove

713
00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:12,920
Speaker 2: yourself again because that is something that you fucking did.

714
00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:15,440
Speaker 2: But of course it's this thing where we have where

715
00:33:15,440 --> 00:33:17,240
Speaker 2: it's like, well, like we gotta do it, like Harry,

716
00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:20,360
Speaker 2: we've kived ourselves quote unquote and ways before, but now

717
00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:23,120
Speaker 2: we're like, oh, but again, it.

718
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:27,840
Speaker 5: Never feels like enough. We need to find we need

719
00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:31,080
Speaker 5: to find self worth and God. And also I think

720
00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:33,680
Speaker 5: like this year, I was also like you need to

721
00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:40,200
Speaker 5: find value in the making of the thing and your

722
00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:45,200
Speaker 5: friends and your family and your relationships because I worked

723
00:33:45,200 --> 00:33:47,840
Speaker 5: on this for so long and I felt like a

724
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:50,480
Speaker 5: lot of pressure because this is the first thing that

725
00:33:50,520 --> 00:33:53,320
Speaker 5: I made where it was like every step of the

726
00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:55,440
Speaker 5: way is announced.

727
00:33:55,480 --> 00:33:56,840
Speaker 6: And that's the way that TV works.

728
00:33:56,880 --> 00:34:02,120
Speaker 5: You know, you get high order just the fact that

729
00:34:02,840 --> 00:34:06,880
Speaker 5: you're writing something that's announced, then that gets picked up

730
00:34:07,040 --> 00:34:10,719
Speaker 5: announced again, then you make go make that, you edit that.

731
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:14,799
Speaker 5: Then if that doesn't get picked up, people know it

732
00:34:14,840 --> 00:34:18,160
Speaker 5: does get picked up. People know the casting gets announced.

733
00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:21,760
Speaker 5: Then you go make the show. And by the time

734
00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:24,560
Speaker 5: like you're actually getting to make the show, it's like

735
00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:27,120
Speaker 5: I'm posting a TikTok of me like drinking a coffee

736
00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:30,120
Speaker 5: and everyone's like, go work on your show, mama, and

737
00:34:30,239 --> 00:34:31,719
Speaker 5: I'm like, no, they were right.

738
00:34:32,040 --> 00:34:32,840
Speaker 6: It's they're twelve.

739
00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:35,799
Speaker 1: When they're right. What I was like, they kept announcing

740
00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:40,400
Speaker 1: like led where I was like, is it called that?

741
00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:42,439
Speaker 1: Because for a second, I was like, I think it's

742
00:34:42,520 --> 00:34:44,960
Speaker 1: called untitled Rachel Center Project, and I think a kind

743
00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:45,440
Speaker 1: of rock.

744
00:34:45,320 --> 00:34:47,920
Speaker 5: Call call it whatever you want to call it, because honestly,

745
00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:50,200
Speaker 5: it's like at this point, I'm like, it is we

746
00:34:50,360 --> 00:34:52,840
Speaker 5: still in the office, will be like yeah for the

747
00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:57,719
Speaker 5: untitled Rachel Center Joe untitled, but it's it was just

748
00:34:57,920 --> 00:35:01,279
Speaker 5: I felt really vulnerable, and so I think I had

749
00:35:01,320 --> 00:35:04,080
Speaker 5: to change my mindset a little of I can't punish

750
00:35:04,120 --> 00:35:08,399
Speaker 5: myself no the entire time that I'm doing this and

751
00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:12,200
Speaker 5: not live life and whatever and see my friends. And

752
00:35:12,440 --> 00:35:16,200
Speaker 5: I also need to like enjoy the process of making

753
00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:18,919
Speaker 5: this because it was one of the most like rewarding,

754
00:35:19,360 --> 00:35:23,160
Speaker 5: creatively fulfilling things to get to do. And I was like,

755
00:35:23,719 --> 00:35:27,360
Speaker 5: and I can't freak out about the pressure. I'm freaking

756
00:35:27,360 --> 00:35:31,080
Speaker 5: out about the pressure now at least one week ago.

757
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:33,120
Speaker 5: But then I was like, it's okay to freak out

758
00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:35,719
Speaker 5: now because it's too late where I made it, so

759
00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:37,040
Speaker 5: I can't change it.

760
00:35:37,120 --> 00:35:40,600
Speaker 6: Unfortunately, pictures locked, pictures, it's too light.

761
00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:45,760
Speaker 5: Yeah, but it's like, I think it helped helpfulle shift

762
00:35:45,840 --> 00:35:49,040
Speaker 5: my mindset a little where I was like, I have

763
00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:52,439
Speaker 5: to be able to you have to find balance while

764
00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:53,399
Speaker 5: you're working.

765
00:35:53,160 --> 00:35:56,160
Speaker 2: Because guess what now I'm gonna I'm gonna make the

766
00:35:56,200 --> 00:35:58,560
Speaker 2: argument of the time is linear because now, going forward,

767
00:35:58,600 --> 00:36:01,799
Speaker 2: you will always have had the experience of writing and

768
00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:04,400
Speaker 2: starring and making your own movie and also writing and

769
00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:06,520
Speaker 2: starting making your own TV show, Like that is something

770
00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:08,799
Speaker 2: that no one can take away from you, and like,

771
00:36:09,160 --> 00:36:12,000
Speaker 2: just just go go forth with that, you know what

772
00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:12,319
Speaker 2: I mean.

773
00:36:12,800 --> 00:36:15,200
Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm gonna tell I'll text you being like.

774
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:20,440
Speaker 1: I think it's so it's good though, to like, I

775
00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:25,000
Speaker 1: think admit that you like are carrying that much about

776
00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:28,360
Speaker 1: every detail and that you are like low key punishing

777
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:31,839
Speaker 1: yourself because sometimes it can feel like whenever we're on

778
00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:35,040
Speaker 1: the Internet or whatever, like perception is not always reality,

779
00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:36,440
Speaker 1: Like you know who fucking is Like one of the

780
00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:40,040
Speaker 1: hardest working people ever is Charlie, but her image is

781
00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:42,880
Speaker 1: I'm part of it, like Dua lipa always on vacation,

782
00:36:43,239 --> 00:36:47,000
Speaker 1: you go to her show, she's working so hard, like yeah,

783
00:36:47,040 --> 00:36:49,480
Speaker 1: so it's not like I think people can get caught

784
00:36:49,560 --> 00:36:52,040
Speaker 1: up in the image of things and not understand like

785
00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:55,359
Speaker 1: how much is going into it, and like there is.

786
00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:58,719
Speaker 1: You can clearly find a balance because there are people

787
00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:01,040
Speaker 1: that are doing it. Yeah, those people but are exhausted,

788
00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:04,799
Speaker 1: but it can be done. Yeah. Yeah. The Sweat Tour

789
00:37:04,960 --> 00:37:10,239
Speaker 1: was literally created by someone who's like, yeah, like book

790
00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:15,160
Speaker 1: in the air, fucking cigarette, sunglasses at night, let's fucking go.

791
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:18,680
Speaker 1: But the thing is like so so so so so

792
00:37:18,680 --> 00:37:21,160
Speaker 1: so so many hours of work yes day.

793
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:23,840
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's it's both things.

794
00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:25,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's holding both things.

795
00:37:25,239 --> 00:37:27,600
Speaker 2: It's holding both things. You know what stuck with me.

796
00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:29,640
Speaker 2: I was on shrooms when I was watching Gaga Do

797
00:37:29,760 --> 00:37:30,359
Speaker 2: Mayhem Tour.

798
00:37:31,760 --> 00:37:36,200
Speaker 1: Incredible, incredible, just the best. I wish tauld I missed it.

799
00:37:36,760 --> 00:37:41,440
Speaker 2: Come to Tokyo, Come to Tokyo, Toko, she goes. I

800
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:45,520
Speaker 2: just want to say, I care so much that you

801
00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:46,840
Speaker 2: guys have a good time tonight.

802
00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:47,880
Speaker 1: I love that.

803
00:37:47,960 --> 00:37:49,759
Speaker 3: That is like entertainers.

804
00:37:50,040 --> 00:37:54,320
Speaker 1: Yes, yes, exactly, and that's what it's about.

805
00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:57,200
Speaker 5: It's like I want you to depending on who what

806
00:37:57,480 --> 00:38:00,640
Speaker 5: who the performer is, but it's like I want you

807
00:38:00,760 --> 00:38:02,839
Speaker 5: to laugh, I want you to get horny, I want

808
00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:05,279
Speaker 5: you to cry a little bit, I want you to

809
00:38:05,360 --> 00:38:07,200
Speaker 5: feel shit, and I want you to have fun. Like

810
00:38:07,520 --> 00:38:09,319
Speaker 5: I want you to have a good fucking time.

811
00:38:09,560 --> 00:38:13,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's it's kind of fascinating too, because like, tell

812
00:38:13,320 --> 00:38:15,279
Speaker 1: me how you feel about this, but coming from like

813
00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:18,359
Speaker 1: where we came from, like very much like I don't

814
00:38:18,360 --> 00:38:20,080
Speaker 1: I don't know if you would identify with this, Like

815
00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:23,239
Speaker 1: I'll just say the three words Brooklyn Alt comedy, you

816
00:38:23,320 --> 00:38:26,520
Speaker 1: know what I mean, Like identify. Yeah, I think that's identify.

817
00:38:26,680 --> 00:38:28,440
Speaker 3: We said so on the OSCARS announcement.

818
00:38:28,760 --> 00:38:28,960
Speaker 7: We did.

819
00:38:29,400 --> 00:38:31,279
Speaker 3: We call it out.

820
00:38:31,840 --> 00:38:35,120
Speaker 1: But I feel like the thing that is encouraged when

821
00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:38,280
Speaker 1: we were all developing was like be yourself, be authentic,

822
00:38:38,520 --> 00:38:41,160
Speaker 1: share the story, go out there and say and do

823
00:38:41,480 --> 00:38:44,560
Speaker 1: whatever the fuck say that like dangerous thing, et cetera. Yeah,

824
00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:47,359
Speaker 1: and then you do get to a certain point where

825
00:38:47,400 --> 00:38:49,200
Speaker 1: it becomes oh are you gonna say that?

826
00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:49,879
Speaker 3: Are you sure?

827
00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:50,279
Speaker 4: Yeah?

828
00:38:50,280 --> 00:38:52,880
Speaker 1: And you're like, but that's the basis of why we

829
00:38:53,040 --> 00:38:58,920
Speaker 1: did Yeah, totally. It becomes this rub between authenticity and

830
00:38:59,080 --> 00:39:00,000
Speaker 1: like going forward.

831
00:39:00,280 --> 00:39:00,440
Speaker 4: Yes.

832
00:39:00,480 --> 00:39:03,840
Speaker 1: And also it's this thing of like, I know what

833
00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:06,400
Speaker 1: makes me is the messiness and then suddenly there I

834
00:39:06,520 --> 00:39:09,000
Speaker 1: am on a red carpet. Yeah, and you're like, huh,

835
00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:11,799
Speaker 1: and I think we all have like varying degrees of that. Yeah,

836
00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:14,759
Speaker 1: but that is like an interesting place to find yourself, yes,

837
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:17,319
Speaker 1: because then you walk into the room where you once

838
00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:20,439
Speaker 1: had a general and they're like, yeah, one sentence or else,

839
00:39:20,480 --> 00:39:22,560
Speaker 1: we're forgetting about you. Now you go to that same place,

840
00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:26,000
Speaker 1: here's the keys to your own fucking nice car. And

841
00:39:26,080 --> 00:39:27,439
Speaker 1: we're not giving out a lot of cars.

842
00:39:27,560 --> 00:39:27,759
Speaker 2: Yeah.

843
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:31,879
Speaker 1: In fact, we're giving out one Cary. You can drive it. Yeah,

844
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:36,120
Speaker 1: and drive it however you want, Yeah, crash it. But

845
00:39:36,320 --> 00:39:41,080
Speaker 1: like that's a crazy change in expectation and responsibility.

846
00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:42,760
Speaker 6: Yeah, totally, totally.

847
00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:44,160
Speaker 1: It's like it's a wild thing.

848
00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:48,879
Speaker 2: But I had an invertent like Shure the Baby Night

849
00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:53,200
Speaker 2: Reunion on Sunday watching I Love La, and then I

850
00:39:53,360 --> 00:39:54,640
Speaker 2: was just shown out of my mind.

851
00:39:54,680 --> 00:39:56,440
Speaker 1: I was like I didn't get to watch Oh hi

852
00:39:57,000 --> 00:40:02,480
Speaker 1: and so I p fucking loved Yeah, well.

853
00:40:03,080 --> 00:40:06,719
Speaker 6: Is amazing everyone and the range that she.

854
00:40:06,920 --> 00:40:09,919
Speaker 2: Has, like, yeah, that is that is a tough movie

855
00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:15,560
Speaker 2: for both her and Logan to Yeah, it's amazing, but

856
00:40:15,680 --> 00:40:16,360
Speaker 2: he's he's.

857
00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:22,880
Speaker 1: Darling as Yeah, what a nice young man. I know.

858
00:40:23,320 --> 00:40:25,120
Speaker 6: I love when people are nice to me too.

859
00:40:25,280 --> 00:40:25,480
Speaker 3: Wait.

860
00:40:25,960 --> 00:40:30,880
Speaker 5: I also feel our group, our like whole group whatever,

861
00:40:31,719 --> 00:40:36,680
Speaker 5: Like I feel like we all graduated. I feel like

862
00:40:36,719 --> 00:40:38,760
Speaker 5: there was like maybe a mental illness period of speaking

863
00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:41,239
Speaker 5: on behalf of myself where it felt like, oh.

864
00:40:41,239 --> 00:40:43,359
Speaker 1: My god, what are we doing and and now?

865
00:40:43,520 --> 00:40:46,120
Speaker 5: But I do feel there's like I don't know, I

866
00:40:46,239 --> 00:40:50,800
Speaker 5: feel like everyone's a lot more grounded and like we

867
00:40:50,920 --> 00:40:53,920
Speaker 5: have balance and everyone's like doing their thing and.

868
00:40:53,960 --> 00:40:56,560
Speaker 1: It's really cool. Well, you were right though about the crying,

869
00:40:56,760 --> 00:40:59,480
Speaker 1: because I remember, like, like how it's like, you see,

870
00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:01,640
Speaker 1: like people, it's just easier to cry with them because

871
00:41:01,640 --> 00:41:04,560
Speaker 1: it just you just reminded of a more emotionally rounded thing.

872
00:41:04,800 --> 00:41:08,400
Speaker 1: I remember I went to George Saveris's wedding and I

873
00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:10,959
Speaker 1: hadn't seen Io in a long time. Yeah, and Io

874
00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:12,840
Speaker 1: and I ended up crying together on the street, and

875
00:41:12,920 --> 00:41:15,800
Speaker 1: I was just like about for different things. George is

876
00:41:15,880 --> 00:41:20,320
Speaker 1: like for me, no, like you're trying because you're happy.

877
00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:22,640
Speaker 1: I was like I think earlier, yes I did shed

878
00:41:22,719 --> 00:41:24,680
Speaker 1: some tears because I was happy for George, but like

879
00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:27,279
Speaker 1: now it's about something else, something else. But it's like

880
00:41:27,360 --> 00:41:30,800
Speaker 1: when you reconnect with people that, like, you know, you

881
00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:33,279
Speaker 1: saw in a different way, it's like a lot of

882
00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:36,120
Speaker 1: it is pride. A lot of it is like wow,

883
00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:38,920
Speaker 1: you know, it's crazy to think of how much has passed.

884
00:41:38,920 --> 00:41:40,759
Speaker 1: A lot of it is filling people in on what's

885
00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:43,480
Speaker 1: gone on, but like there is a safety and comfort

886
00:41:43,520 --> 00:41:45,680
Speaker 1: there in doing it with people that, like, you know,

887
00:41:45,800 --> 00:41:48,839
Speaker 1: are good people because you've seen them and they've had

888
00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:50,440
Speaker 1: a lot of the same friends for a long time,

889
00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:53,200
Speaker 1: which is a huge indicator of someone being like really

890
00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:56,400
Speaker 1: genuine and not having actually changed.

891
00:41:56,480 --> 00:42:00,200
Speaker 6: Yes, you know, you keep your you keep your core crew, You.

892
00:42:00,280 --> 00:42:02,800
Speaker 2: Keep your keep your core crop must and seeing like

893
00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:07,400
Speaker 2: Jordan at the premiere and Bennie just every month, like

894
00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:09,960
Speaker 2: it was just it was a perfect Like Sunday was

895
00:42:10,080 --> 00:42:13,080
Speaker 2: so amazing because it was like Charlie posting about like.

896
00:42:13,120 --> 00:42:14,520
Speaker 1: The show, Yeah, I felt so.

897
00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:19,200
Speaker 5: I felt so much support from friends in the community

898
00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:22,200
Speaker 5: where I was like, I don't know, I think, I think,

899
00:42:22,360 --> 00:42:25,800
Speaker 5: like I know other generations have done this, but I

900
00:42:25,920 --> 00:42:30,680
Speaker 5: do feel like what I really feel like our generation, our.

901
00:42:30,680 --> 00:42:33,799
Speaker 6: Grade, our grade has done really well.

902
00:42:34,239 --> 00:42:36,520
Speaker 5: We were all in high school together, is like, is

903
00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:39,839
Speaker 5: like actually genuinely supporting each other, Yeah, and like having

904
00:42:39,880 --> 00:42:42,879
Speaker 5: each other's backs, which I think is like not rare,

905
00:42:43,080 --> 00:42:45,200
Speaker 5: but I think it's really nice.

906
00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:46,760
Speaker 6: It's really It's not a given.

907
00:42:46,960 --> 00:42:47,360
Speaker 3: No, it's not.

908
00:42:47,560 --> 00:42:50,320
Speaker 1: And I was just telling before we started that I

909
00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:53,759
Speaker 1: was back in one of the theaters that we used

910
00:42:53,760 --> 00:42:56,440
Speaker 1: to hang out in a lot, and you you can

911
00:42:56,600 --> 00:43:01,080
Speaker 1: tell it's different. Things are more expensive, certain venues are

912
00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:04,000
Speaker 1: owned by like corporations. It's harder to just look things,

913
00:43:04,600 --> 00:43:09,239
Speaker 1: you know, tickets to shows are wayward. It's not as

914
00:43:09,520 --> 00:43:13,560
Speaker 1: easy to community. And I was actually like sort of

915
00:43:13,719 --> 00:43:15,560
Speaker 1: mourning that the other night after the show, having a

916
00:43:15,640 --> 00:43:18,520
Speaker 1: drink with our friend Amanda, who just moved back to

917
00:43:18,600 --> 00:43:20,959
Speaker 1: New York, and is like, you know, it's interesting because

918
00:43:20,960 --> 00:43:22,719
Speaker 1: I moved back here. Part of me was like, oh,

919
00:43:22,800 --> 00:43:24,520
Speaker 1: I want to like connect to that community again, and

920
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:26,840
Speaker 1: it's harder. And we were sort of like mourning that,

921
00:43:26,960 --> 00:43:28,560
Speaker 1: and then we were like, I guess it's up to

922
00:43:28,719 --> 00:43:33,400
Speaker 1: us to reignite because we could all just sit back

923
00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:36,160
Speaker 1: and say like, oh, isn't it a shame? Yeah, But meanwhile,

924
00:43:36,440 --> 00:43:39,520
Speaker 1: that had been the one show I was out all yeah,

925
00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:42,160
Speaker 1: And it does take a certain amount of energy that

926
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:44,360
Speaker 1: you you know, of course, have less of as you

927
00:43:44,440 --> 00:43:47,120
Speaker 1: get older, and like Ken's stay in and like are

928
00:43:47,239 --> 00:43:50,440
Speaker 1: told by the phone to stay in, things just get easier.

929
00:43:50,920 --> 00:43:53,600
Speaker 1: But if you want to change something, you do have

930
00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:55,040
Speaker 1: to be the one that changes it.

931
00:43:55,239 --> 00:43:59,200
Speaker 5: Yes, totally, like it's not it's you can be like

932
00:43:59,640 --> 00:44:01,640
Speaker 5: I was, there was more stuff for blah blah blah,

933
00:44:01,960 --> 00:44:03,560
Speaker 5: or you could be like, let's do it and make

934
00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:07,120
Speaker 5: a hap. Like I also feel like whenever I like

935
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:09,799
Speaker 5: pushed myself to go out or do something or twice

936
00:44:09,840 --> 00:44:12,960
Speaker 5: something like that, I never regret it, No, except for sometimes.

937
00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:17,160
Speaker 5: But then when you're like I should have said, for

938
00:44:17,280 --> 00:44:20,120
Speaker 5: the most part, you're like, okay, I need to like

939
00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:25,000
Speaker 5: especially to when you haven't seen people in a second

940
00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:25,840
Speaker 5: or whatever.

941
00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:28,719
Speaker 6: Were you doing the show that you went to or

942
00:44:28,760 --> 00:44:29,040
Speaker 6: you were just.

943
00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:31,800
Speaker 1: I hosted it. I hosted it and so it was

944
00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:33,480
Speaker 1: game show. It was like a show that I used

945
00:44:33,480 --> 00:44:34,680
Speaker 1: to do all the time, and now we do it

946
00:44:34,719 --> 00:44:37,520
Speaker 1: like twice a year. Yeah, but it's like it's and

947
00:44:37,600 --> 00:44:39,879
Speaker 1: it is like a community driven show and like it's

948
00:44:39,920 --> 00:44:42,520
Speaker 1: like people were there and like it felt great. Yeah,

949
00:44:42,560 --> 00:44:45,040
Speaker 1: but I was just saying like it just doesn't happen

950
00:44:45,160 --> 00:44:47,640
Speaker 1: that much and then nothing. You feel old, but you

951
00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:50,480
Speaker 1: sort of feel like, ugh, did I like did I

952
00:44:50,640 --> 00:44:52,640
Speaker 1: just grow out of what that was?

953
00:44:52,920 --> 00:44:54,239
Speaker 3: Or did I in some way I.

954
00:44:54,200 --> 00:44:56,480
Speaker 1: Don't know why the guilt creeps in but like abandon

955
00:44:56,640 --> 00:44:58,480
Speaker 1: that or like did I not do a good enough

956
00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:01,040
Speaker 1: job of staying connected? But and it's like what you're saying,

957
00:45:01,120 --> 00:45:04,120
Speaker 1: we were just in high school yeah and graduate, yes,

958
00:45:04,520 --> 00:45:04,759
Speaker 1: at that.

959
00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:07,680
Speaker 3: Age now where we're like, oh yeah, back in my.

960
00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:10,520
Speaker 5: Day, back in my day. But the other thing too

961
00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:12,719
Speaker 5: is I'm like, we show up to the open, makes

962
00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:17,880
Speaker 5: me scare the kids? Can I do three minutes? Like

963
00:45:18,080 --> 00:45:21,080
Speaker 5: it's like because I also feel like there must there

964
00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:25,719
Speaker 5: is definitely like a like Union Hall is still top.

965
00:45:26,160 --> 00:45:26,359
Speaker 1: Yeah.

966
00:45:26,680 --> 00:45:29,319
Speaker 5: I feel like I see cool shows and stuff going

967
00:45:29,400 --> 00:45:31,600
Speaker 5: on there yea, which is cool.

968
00:45:32,280 --> 00:45:35,200
Speaker 6: Probably the like the twenty year olds right now are

969
00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:38,160
Speaker 6: listening to this and they don't know about.

970
00:45:37,960 --> 00:45:42,680
Speaker 1: Like people be beside.

971
00:45:42,680 --> 00:45:45,640
Speaker 6: It's so good and there they're so old and they

972
00:45:45,680 --> 00:45:45,960
Speaker 6: don't know.

973
00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:49,759
Speaker 3: We were over the eight. We're fucking much more is

974
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:51,759
Speaker 3: like much much more.

975
00:45:51,920 --> 00:45:54,080
Speaker 1: I think much more is just like a nice restaurant.

976
00:45:54,239 --> 00:45:54,359
Speaker 7: Now.

977
00:45:55,440 --> 00:45:57,400
Speaker 3: I walked by and there were candles on the table,

978
00:45:57,480 --> 00:46:00,759
Speaker 3: and I was like, this doesn't feel right. A dirty couch.

979
00:46:01,640 --> 00:46:05,759
Speaker 1: Where is the well? We need the bad ship in

980
00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:09,560
Speaker 1: my car. Yes, it's not a flat Brooklyn lagger. Yeah,

981
00:46:09,640 --> 00:46:14,880
Speaker 1: it's not the job. Yeah job like literally, god, the Brooklyn.

982
00:46:15,200 --> 00:46:17,880
Speaker 1: If I could describe the taste of my twenties, it

983
00:46:17,960 --> 00:46:20,640
Speaker 1: is a flat Brooklyn lagger.

984
00:46:23,520 --> 00:46:28,920
Speaker 3: Crown Mines, You're gonna kill me. Whiskey, sour whiskey.

985
00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:32,759
Speaker 1: So was I I love that just coming off as

986
00:46:32,800 --> 00:46:33,200
Speaker 1: mad man.

987
00:46:34,360 --> 00:46:35,160
Speaker 7: Yeah, like I was.

988
00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:38,440
Speaker 2: I was a bourbon guy. It made me sad. Hey hey, hey,

989
00:46:38,719 --> 00:46:48,800
Speaker 2: twenty funny. I'm wondering what are you gonna wait?

990
00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:49,440
Speaker 3: Wait, we go go?

991
00:46:49,719 --> 00:46:52,200
Speaker 6: No, no, I was gonna take this in a one place.

992
00:46:52,360 --> 00:46:54,680
Speaker 6: I was gonna say, we still didn't do you did

993
00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:57,719
Speaker 6: your Saturn return of moving down? Where is your saturn?

994
00:46:57,960 --> 00:47:01,880
Speaker 3: I think this is my Saturn return. Imagine like large,

995
00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:05,200
Speaker 3: big huge pizza.

996
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:09,920
Speaker 2: Okay, my sound return is like big dollar and it's

997
00:47:10,280 --> 00:47:12,840
Speaker 2: it's still being spread out, like I feel like my

998
00:47:12,920 --> 00:47:16,120
Speaker 2: sound return started at twenty eight and it's kind of

999
00:47:16,360 --> 00:47:17,280
Speaker 2: still going.

1000
00:47:17,239 --> 00:47:19,080
Speaker 3: Okay and less longer than people realize.

1001
00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:20,319
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think it.

1002
00:47:20,360 --> 00:47:22,920
Speaker 6: Also varies person to person, do you know what I mean.

1003
00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:23,640
Speaker 1: I've had like.

1004
00:47:23,800 --> 00:47:27,640
Speaker 2: Beats of it, Okay, Like I think shooting Wicked, going

1005
00:47:27,719 --> 00:47:31,360
Speaker 2: back and forth, like having a full mental breakdown was.

1006
00:47:31,480 --> 00:47:35,719
Speaker 6: Like that was one during during the filmmak during the

1007
00:47:35,760 --> 00:47:38,880
Speaker 6: filming because you were filming and doing up and doing

1008
00:47:38,960 --> 00:47:41,319
Speaker 6: us at the same time and like a psychotic well

1009
00:47:41,520 --> 00:47:45,759
Speaker 6: but worth it. Also in the movie on the show, Oh,

1010
00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:47,319
Speaker 6: let's just see the little girls.

1011
00:47:47,360 --> 00:47:51,040
Speaker 2: The little but even like even that was just like

1012
00:47:51,239 --> 00:47:54,000
Speaker 2: oh my god, Like I'm basically like flying back because

1013
00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:55,960
Speaker 2: I'm like furniture in this movie, you know what I mean.

1014
00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:57,440
Speaker 2: It's like they need me in the shop because like

1015
00:47:57,920 --> 00:47:59,640
Speaker 2: you know what we shot, you know, oh we just

1016
00:47:59,800 --> 00:48:02,160
Speaker 2: were we saw your elbow, like yeah, last month, so

1017
00:48:02,360 --> 00:48:04,920
Speaker 2: you need to come back. Yeah, Like it's it's that

1018
00:48:05,120 --> 00:48:06,719
Speaker 2: was the locus of it. I think starting U, S

1019
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:10,279
Speaker 2: and AL was like truly like dissociative. Yeah, and now

1020
00:48:10,719 --> 00:48:14,520
Speaker 2: as it's like slowly petering nowt yees. Oh, now I'm

1021
00:48:14,560 --> 00:48:17,120
Speaker 2: like reflecting all of it, and it's all coming back. Yeah,

1022
00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:22,279
Speaker 2: now you're processing processing. I think like, no, like I'll

1023
00:48:22,320 --> 00:48:25,480
Speaker 2: tee you like, I'm like, it's still happening. It's not crazy, No,

1024
00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:26,680
Speaker 2: thirty five.

1025
00:48:26,640 --> 00:48:28,040
Speaker 1: Not at all, not at all.

1026
00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:32,680
Speaker 6: I think also like I think that like it could

1027
00:48:32,880 --> 00:48:38,040
Speaker 6: the main events could have happened, but the waves of things.

1028
00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:40,680
Speaker 1: Ramification my favorite or ramification.

1029
00:48:40,880 --> 00:48:43,160
Speaker 3: I love ramifications, the ramification.

1030
00:48:43,280 --> 00:48:46,279
Speaker 1: I want to release an album called the Ramifications of You,

1031
00:48:46,719 --> 00:48:48,680
Speaker 1: just the letter you and it's me like it's like

1032
00:48:48,760 --> 00:48:50,800
Speaker 1: late nineties R and B and it's me just like

1033
00:48:50,880 --> 00:48:52,880
Speaker 1: this and it's called the Ramifications of You.

1034
00:48:53,239 --> 00:48:55,200
Speaker 3: Oh my god, Wow.

1035
00:48:55,440 --> 00:48:57,520
Speaker 1: I love the word ramifications. I'm buying it.

1036
00:48:57,600 --> 00:48:58,080
Speaker 3: I'm buying.

1037
00:48:58,200 --> 00:49:01,120
Speaker 1: I'm buying, but continue I do want.

1038
00:49:01,200 --> 00:49:04,440
Speaker 5: I have to say, it is crazy hearing you say

1039
00:49:04,520 --> 00:49:07,040
Speaker 5: that about Wicked, because it's like, I feel like you're

1040
00:49:07,120 --> 00:49:11,480
Speaker 5: such an important character. But when a movie is that

1041
00:49:11,719 --> 00:49:15,520
Speaker 5: cinematic and big and there's so many characters. I've been

1042
00:49:15,560 --> 00:49:18,320
Speaker 5: in stuff anything with like an ensemble cast. Yeah, it

1043
00:49:18,480 --> 00:49:22,360
Speaker 5: is so crazy because it's like you do your scenes,

1044
00:49:22,440 --> 00:49:25,480
Speaker 5: but so much of it is like it's like you

1045
00:49:25,600 --> 00:49:28,360
Speaker 5: walked backwards in through the You're in the back of

1046
00:49:28,440 --> 00:49:31,560
Speaker 5: the frame and you're texting and so then you're there

1047
00:49:31,719 --> 00:49:34,279
Speaker 5: for like a fifteen hour day in the background like that.

1048
00:49:34,800 --> 00:49:37,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, and it doesn't matter who you are, you're so good.

1049
00:49:37,880 --> 00:49:41,080
Speaker 5: It's like it happens where you're in the scene. It's

1050
00:49:41,120 --> 00:49:42,920
Speaker 5: part of the job, solely part of the job. And

1051
00:49:43,000 --> 00:49:46,600
Speaker 5: by the way, it's like it's not it's it's like

1052
00:49:47,200 --> 00:49:50,680
Speaker 5: there are way harder things to do. But I think

1053
00:49:50,840 --> 00:49:53,840
Speaker 5: it's like when you get into the world of making

1054
00:49:53,960 --> 00:49:57,120
Speaker 5: something and then especially when you're flying back and forth,

1055
00:49:57,600 --> 00:50:00,239
Speaker 5: it just messes with your head a little where you're like, wait,

1056
00:50:00,280 --> 00:50:02,759
Speaker 5: but what should I be doing? And then there's days

1057
00:50:02,800 --> 00:50:05,280
Speaker 5: where you think they need you and then they don't,

1058
00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:08,160
Speaker 5: and then you just start to feel a little kooky.

1059
00:50:08,239 --> 00:50:08,479
Speaker 3: Cook.

1060
00:50:08,960 --> 00:50:13,640
Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, I am also wondering like what excuse are

1061
00:50:13,680 --> 00:50:15,960
Speaker 2: we going to have as we go into like our

1062
00:50:16,080 --> 00:50:18,520
Speaker 2: late thirties when bad shit happens to us and we're

1063
00:50:18,560 --> 00:50:20,840
Speaker 2: going through it like uh huh, well this isn't my

1064
00:50:20,960 --> 00:50:25,239
Speaker 2: son returns, you know, yeah, this is just like this

1065
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:28,520
Speaker 2: is just when we all go through our first divorces.

1066
00:50:28,680 --> 00:50:31,960
Speaker 2: We're gonna be like, this is just our first divorce.

1067
00:50:32,280 --> 00:50:34,480
Speaker 1: No, you know what I'm saying, Just in theory, I

1068
00:50:34,600 --> 00:50:37,920
Speaker 1: really don't want I've never even I've never even interacted

1069
00:50:38,080 --> 00:50:41,680
Speaker 1: with the idea equivalent of that's in my head.

1070
00:50:41,719 --> 00:50:46,440
Speaker 3: I'm like, you know what I mean, Yeah, I do know.

1071
00:50:46,480 --> 00:50:48,600
Speaker 1: What you mean is that it's like life.

1072
00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:53,320
Speaker 5: I think when when you're younger, it's sort of like glamorous,

1073
00:50:53,360 --> 00:50:56,080
Speaker 5: when things are like kind of a disaster, and then

1074
00:50:56,160 --> 00:50:59,160
Speaker 5: as you get older, you're like, okay, so it's like

1075
00:50:59,600 --> 00:51:01,680
Speaker 5: there's a disaster and now I have to go to

1076
00:51:01,719 --> 00:51:02,080
Speaker 5: my job.

1077
00:51:02,280 --> 00:51:04,400
Speaker 1: You know what I mean. I think we might be

1078
00:51:04,600 --> 00:51:08,000
Speaker 1: less as we get older, we may be less invested

1079
00:51:08,280 --> 00:51:11,160
Speaker 1: in the things that would have devastated us early. That's true.

1080
00:51:11,280 --> 00:51:15,799
Speaker 1: So for example, like I was saying before we started, like, oh,

1081
00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:17,600
Speaker 1: like there was this event and I don't think I

1082
00:51:17,719 --> 00:51:20,120
Speaker 1: was invited to it. And I think maybe three years

1083
00:51:20,160 --> 00:51:22,279
Speaker 1: ago I would have been like, why didn't I get

1084
00:51:22,320 --> 00:51:24,960
Speaker 1: invited to this thing? Or I like does it does

1085
00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:27,359
Speaker 1: it mean something about like where I'm at or whatever?

1086
00:51:27,840 --> 00:51:28,560
Speaker 3: And then I'm kind of.

1087
00:51:28,680 --> 00:51:30,880
Speaker 1: Just saying to myself, you know, I'm Matt, You're invited

1088
00:51:30,920 --> 00:51:33,719
Speaker 1: to a lot of things you probably didn't even did

1089
00:51:33,760 --> 00:51:37,880
Speaker 1: you actually want to do. And then I was like, also,

1090
00:51:38,920 --> 00:51:41,920
Speaker 1: it is a choice to spin out about something like that,

1091
00:51:42,440 --> 00:51:46,120
Speaker 1: which actually does not matter. Doesn't matter, and then I

1092
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:49,400
Speaker 1: do think that the Sadden return of it all is

1093
00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:53,400
Speaker 1: just really what it is is it's like the settling

1094
00:51:53,520 --> 00:51:56,600
Speaker 1: into of adulthood, the realizing that you are an adult

1095
00:51:56,680 --> 00:52:01,080
Speaker 1: and there is no going back into and there's that

1096
00:52:01,239 --> 00:52:04,560
Speaker 1: like few year period where you're filtering through what actually matters,

1097
00:52:05,120 --> 00:52:07,239
Speaker 1: and then you land on the other side of that,

1098
00:52:07,440 --> 00:52:10,120
Speaker 1: and that's actually the end of the Saturn return. So

1099
00:52:10,239 --> 00:52:13,880
Speaker 1: we can talk about it being like planetary and whatever astrological,

1100
00:52:13,920 --> 00:52:16,160
Speaker 1: but really what it is is it's sort of like

1101
00:52:16,239 --> 00:52:19,520
Speaker 1: your first mid life crisis. It's like an adulthood crisis.

1102
00:52:19,560 --> 00:52:22,960
Speaker 1: Adulthoods which I think the millennial generation and the gen

1103
00:52:23,040 --> 00:52:26,800
Speaker 1: Z generation like all interacts within a similar way because

1104
00:52:26,840 --> 00:52:32,480
Speaker 1: we're given similar responsibilities and we're given similar deterrence in

1105
00:52:32,640 --> 00:52:35,640
Speaker 1: terms of success. Yeah, and we've all got like the

1106
00:52:35,719 --> 00:52:38,840
Speaker 1: Internet in this way like they weren't. We started calling

1107
00:52:38,920 --> 00:52:41,320
Speaker 1: it the Saturn return. What it really is is like

1108
00:52:41,400 --> 00:52:43,880
Speaker 1: it's a way to say, like, hey, we're all like

1109
00:52:44,520 --> 00:52:47,560
Speaker 1: engaging with becoming adults in a way that's been different

1110
00:52:47,600 --> 00:52:52,120
Speaker 1: from everyone else. Yeah, totally, And you know, suddenly we're

1111
00:52:52,719 --> 00:52:55,359
Speaker 1: twenty eight and you realize you're not twenty five. Yeah,

1112
00:52:55,360 --> 00:52:58,239
Speaker 1: and then you're thirty three and you're realizing you're not

1113
00:52:58,400 --> 00:53:00,960
Speaker 1: thirty and so that's I think.

1114
00:53:01,760 --> 00:53:03,360
Speaker 3: Do you know what I mean? Like it it's like

1115
00:53:03,360 --> 00:53:04,280
Speaker 3: a quarter life crisis.

1116
00:53:04,440 --> 00:53:05,120
Speaker 1: Yes, totally.

1117
00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:10,879
Speaker 3: Did I tear? Yeah, well occasionally often you did?

1118
00:53:11,200 --> 00:53:11,520
Speaker 1: You did?

1119
00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:14,560
Speaker 5: Because also switching to water for the first time, by

1120
00:53:14,560 --> 00:53:16,879
Speaker 5: the way, I realized, I chugged this whole die coke

1121
00:53:16,960 --> 00:53:17,279
Speaker 5: And then I.

1122
00:53:17,320 --> 00:53:19,640
Speaker 1: Was like, I did see you sort of like start

1123
00:53:19,680 --> 00:53:22,200
Speaker 1: sipping the water about ten minutes ago, and I saw

1124
00:53:22,320 --> 00:53:24,320
Speaker 1: in your eyes how thirsty you had. Bet I know.

1125
00:53:24,440 --> 00:53:27,520
Speaker 3: I was like, so, wait, I've been.

1126
00:53:27,560 --> 00:53:31,520
Speaker 5: Drinking what is this called aspartine? Yes, I've been, which

1127
00:53:31,560 --> 00:53:32,200
Speaker 5: I love.

1128
00:53:33,800 --> 00:53:34,640
Speaker 1: Thank you for inventing.

1129
00:53:34,880 --> 00:53:36,719
Speaker 3: Are you good at drinking water? Oh?

1130
00:53:37,280 --> 00:53:39,840
Speaker 6: Yeah, because I did acutine.

1131
00:53:40,480 --> 00:53:44,040
Speaker 1: So when I did acutine, I was drinking I was

1132
00:53:44,120 --> 00:53:45,239
Speaker 1: like hooked up to an IV.

1133
00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:45,719
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1134
00:53:46,520 --> 00:53:48,200
Speaker 6: I was so dry.

1135
00:53:48,440 --> 00:53:50,800
Speaker 5: I would have to drink water every second, was replaying

1136
00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:55,239
Speaker 5: aquafor I was bleeding from my face. And since I

1137
00:53:55,280 --> 00:53:58,439
Speaker 5: did acutine, I actually like I can't really drink that much.

1138
00:53:58,719 --> 00:53:59,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, and you're still on it.

1139
00:54:00,200 --> 00:54:03,279
Speaker 6: No, but it changed like I used to.

1140
00:54:03,360 --> 00:54:06,480
Speaker 5: Drink so much more before acutine, and I don't know

1141
00:54:06,680 --> 00:54:10,839
Speaker 5: what it did damage my lever, but I can't really

1142
00:54:10,920 --> 00:54:12,080
Speaker 5: drink the sand or.

1143
00:54:12,120 --> 00:54:14,319
Speaker 1: What happens, You just get drunk frequickly or you feel sick.

1144
00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:18,560
Speaker 5: I get drunk pretty quickly, like I get like buzzed

1145
00:54:18,600 --> 00:54:22,640
Speaker 5: off of like a one drink. And I also like

1146
00:54:22,719 --> 00:54:24,440
Speaker 5: get hungover almost.

1147
00:54:24,200 --> 00:54:25,520
Speaker 1: Like immediately, do you know what I mean?

1148
00:54:25,960 --> 00:54:28,080
Speaker 5: Like it's like if I have one cocktail, it's like

1149
00:54:28,640 --> 00:54:31,400
Speaker 5: drunk in fifteen minutes, hungover in thirty.

1150
00:54:31,560 --> 00:54:33,640
Speaker 1: Yeah. So I'm like, is this worth it?

1151
00:54:33,920 --> 00:54:34,120
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1152
00:54:34,160 --> 00:54:35,239
Speaker 6: But I think it just I was.

1153
00:54:35,480 --> 00:54:37,759
Speaker 5: It did something to me. It really dried me out.

1154
00:54:38,200 --> 00:54:39,759
Speaker 5: And now I drink. I have to drink a lot

1155
00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:43,320
Speaker 5: of water too. And I love peeing, Like if I

1156
00:54:43,360 --> 00:54:45,200
Speaker 5: can tee, I'll pee whenever.

1157
00:54:45,320 --> 00:54:46,879
Speaker 3: It feels incredible, it feels good.

1158
00:54:47,160 --> 00:54:49,880
Speaker 5: It's like a free I like any of those like

1159
00:54:50,600 --> 00:54:55,680
Speaker 5: like free little things that your money does see nothing.

1160
00:54:56,640 --> 00:54:57,439
Speaker 6: It's a free break.

1161
00:54:57,800 --> 00:54:59,080
Speaker 1: Yeah. You can't ask.

1162
00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:02,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, sometimes you're like, I wish I could just do

1163
00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:06,680
Speaker 2: this standing up peeing standing up, yeah, because I gotta

1164
00:55:06,719 --> 00:55:09,320
Speaker 2: tell you, it's really nice that we have the people.

1165
00:55:09,239 --> 00:55:10,080
Speaker 1: That you can see me.

1166
00:55:10,440 --> 00:55:12,000
Speaker 6: I love to sit down.

1167
00:55:12,360 --> 00:55:13,800
Speaker 3: I sit down everything.

1168
00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:18,640
Speaker 6: I guess I wish I could pee standing when I'm

1169
00:55:18,680 --> 00:55:20,120
Speaker 6: wearing like certain outfits.

1170
00:55:20,280 --> 00:55:22,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, certain outfits I have.

1171
00:55:22,480 --> 00:55:24,680
Speaker 5: Like it's like it's so funny when you go to

1172
00:55:24,840 --> 00:55:28,200
Speaker 5: like a glam event or whatever. But ultimately the bathrooms

1173
00:55:28,239 --> 00:55:30,799
Speaker 5: are like Porter potties and then you're in the Chiner

1174
00:55:31,280 --> 00:55:33,840
Speaker 5: Porter partty, like banging on the walls and like the

1175
00:55:34,040 --> 00:55:37,239
Speaker 5: dress there's like three layers and you're like standing over

1176
00:55:37,360 --> 00:55:40,399
Speaker 5: it trying to pee, and it's that I'm like, it's

1177
00:55:40,480 --> 00:55:42,160
Speaker 5: like you're slipping sliding on the floor.

1178
00:55:42,360 --> 00:55:44,719
Speaker 6: Like I'm like, standing could be fabulous right now.

1179
00:55:44,920 --> 00:55:48,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's sometimes the most bootleg.

1180
00:55:49,320 --> 00:55:52,239
Speaker 1: It's like truly being held up by sticks, but the

1181
00:55:52,360 --> 00:55:54,239
Speaker 1: picture is like fabulous.

1182
00:55:54,840 --> 00:55:55,560
Speaker 3: You would never.

1183
00:55:57,640 --> 00:55:59,680
Speaker 1: Know por bodies.

1184
00:55:59,719 --> 00:56:01,680
Speaker 2: We're going try to write a sketch this week called

1185
00:56:01,719 --> 00:56:06,080
Speaker 2: the Bathroom Awards, The Bathroom Awards, the Bathroom Wars, like

1186
00:56:06,200 --> 00:56:09,239
Speaker 2: best best thing I love.

1187
00:56:09,280 --> 00:56:12,160
Speaker 1: The one thing about LA is there'll be certain restaurants

1188
00:56:12,160 --> 00:56:15,040
Speaker 1: whether like and there's no rules here, have amazing how

1189
00:56:15,080 --> 00:56:17,279
Speaker 1: but you can't take a photo in the bathroom, you

1190
00:56:17,360 --> 00:56:18,920
Speaker 1: know what I mean? Like, have you ever interacted with

1191
00:56:19,000 --> 00:56:21,520
Speaker 1: this where it's just like just no photos in the bathroom.

1192
00:56:21,680 --> 00:56:22,279
Speaker 2: What is that?

1193
00:56:23,160 --> 00:56:26,200
Speaker 5: I don't know, but I'm like, if there's one place

1194
00:56:26,239 --> 00:56:27,680
Speaker 5: we should be able to take a photo, it's.

1195
00:56:27,560 --> 00:56:28,720
Speaker 3: The bathroom, clearly.

1196
00:56:28,880 --> 00:56:31,919
Speaker 1: And then I'm like to say photo time, touch up time, Yes,

1197
00:56:32,760 --> 00:56:34,240
Speaker 1: it's it's it's a holy space.

1198
00:56:34,360 --> 00:56:38,560
Speaker 2: And a good interior decorator will say the most important

1199
00:56:38,600 --> 00:56:40,319
Speaker 2: room to decorate in your house is the bathroom because

1200
00:56:40,320 --> 00:56:41,920
Speaker 2: it's where your guests will be alone. It's the only

1201
00:56:41,960 --> 00:56:43,920
Speaker 2: place where you guests will be boom, those stoop around.

1202
00:56:44,360 --> 00:56:46,880
Speaker 1: I wasn't gonna do so. I have an apartment in

1203
00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:49,560
Speaker 1: New York now, and I wasn't gonna do my bathroom.

1204
00:56:49,640 --> 00:56:50,920
Speaker 1: But then I was like, you know what, we have

1205
00:56:51,120 --> 00:56:53,319
Speaker 1: to do the bathroom because of that reason. And also

1206
00:56:53,400 --> 00:56:56,880
Speaker 1: it's just like, okay, also I have a bathroom with

1207
00:56:56,960 --> 00:57:00,799
Speaker 1: a bathtub. Yep, I don't need it it out. I'm

1208
00:57:00,840 --> 00:57:02,960
Speaker 1: doing a walk in shower and I don't care if

1209
00:57:03,040 --> 00:57:05,800
Speaker 1: that decreases the value of it later. My thing is

1210
00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:09,680
Speaker 1: just like, I don't want a bathtub. I hate stepping

1211
00:57:09,840 --> 00:57:11,160
Speaker 1: over something.

1212
00:57:11,400 --> 00:57:12,960
Speaker 3: Okay, let me tell you what can what.

1213
00:57:13,080 --> 00:57:17,800
Speaker 1: Canon has happened two people in my life. Sometimes the

1214
00:57:17,880 --> 00:57:20,760
Speaker 1: bathroom gets hot, and sometimes you get a little bit

1215
00:57:21,040 --> 00:57:23,720
Speaker 1: like overheated, and then like you don't want to have

1216
00:57:23,840 --> 00:57:26,560
Speaker 1: to step over the bathroom, No, like you gotta like

1217
00:57:26,640 --> 00:57:28,200
Speaker 1: you need to be able to come right out. I'm

1218
00:57:28,200 --> 00:57:31,360
Speaker 1: gonna tell you a story after this. Bathrooms are hazardous.

1219
00:57:31,920 --> 00:57:35,080
Speaker 1: They're dangerous. There to be easy, and they need to

1220
00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:38,640
Speaker 1: be esthetically appealing because people need to have their eyes open. Yes, yeah,

1221
00:57:38,640 --> 00:57:39,560
Speaker 1: bathrooms are dangerous.

1222
00:57:39,560 --> 00:57:42,680
Speaker 5: I totally can have a hard time in a bathroom,

1223
00:57:42,920 --> 00:57:45,720
Speaker 5: like shower, like especially like coming home from an event

1224
00:57:45,880 --> 00:57:49,520
Speaker 5: or something, you're like falling in the shower. No, you've

1225
00:57:49,560 --> 00:57:53,160
Speaker 5: hit the jay, You've hit the JA. Yes, it's really

1226
00:57:54,240 --> 00:57:57,120
Speaker 5: I basically I agree. I will say there's something so

1227
00:57:57,400 --> 00:58:00,480
Speaker 5: fun about like the I'm sorry, Like when I used

1228
00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:03,040
Speaker 5: to pass out at chorus concerts on purpose for attention

1229
00:58:03,720 --> 00:58:05,920
Speaker 5: what concerts chorus concerts in high school and.

1230
00:58:08,160 --> 00:58:12,200
Speaker 6: Every single one, and they're picking you up. You go like,

1231
00:58:12,720 --> 00:58:19,360
Speaker 6: I'm so embarrassed, You're so embarrassed, Like I love doing that.

1232
00:58:19,560 --> 00:58:22,080
Speaker 6: I love I'm like, I'm trying to think of the

1233
00:58:22,240 --> 00:58:24,360
Speaker 6: last time I was like at a concert.

1234
00:58:24,920 --> 00:58:28,760
Speaker 5: Crying and yes, and you're and you're freaking out and

1235
00:58:28,840 --> 00:58:31,640
Speaker 5: you're like I just wish this wasn't happening right now.

1236
00:58:33,080 --> 00:58:34,600
Speaker 3: Everyone was no, no.

1237
00:58:36,680 --> 00:58:39,920
Speaker 6: Passing out, pass out, more like that's the best thing

1238
00:58:40,040 --> 00:58:40,240
Speaker 6: to do.

1239
00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:45,320
Speaker 1: I feel like the I love that you passed out

1240
00:58:45,400 --> 00:58:47,320
Speaker 1: of courts. Oh, I love it.

1241
00:58:48,440 --> 00:58:49,640
Speaker 3: I'm seeing the rafters just.

1242
00:58:51,800 --> 00:58:54,040
Speaker 1: I do pass it. I did once pass out on.

1243
00:58:54,080 --> 00:58:57,400
Speaker 6: A family vacation, and it was like so embarrassing, and

1244
00:58:57,480 --> 00:58:58,400
Speaker 6: it was like the.

1245
00:58:58,440 --> 00:59:00,440
Speaker 5: Other thing I did once on a family vacation was

1246
00:59:01,040 --> 00:59:03,160
Speaker 5: throw up three times in the van on the way

1247
00:59:03,200 --> 00:59:05,200
Speaker 5: to the airport because I was hungover, and I throw

1248
00:59:05,440 --> 00:59:08,360
Speaker 5: out the window, but then it blew back and blew

1249
00:59:08,440 --> 00:59:12,720
Speaker 5: back into my sister's window, and my whole family was like.

1250
00:59:13,560 --> 00:59:16,680
Speaker 5: My parents were like everyone everyone wanted to like make

1251
00:59:16,720 --> 00:59:18,840
Speaker 5: fun of me, and my parents were like, everyone needs

1252
00:59:18,840 --> 00:59:21,400
Speaker 5: to be nice to Rachel for the next like hour

1253
00:59:22,360 --> 00:59:26,040
Speaker 5: until she feels better and then we can all ship.

1254
00:59:27,680 --> 00:59:29,200
Speaker 6: But we need to just take a second before we

1255
00:59:29,240 --> 00:59:33,360
Speaker 6: don't go on her because she's like feeble and weak.

1256
00:59:33,480 --> 00:59:35,480
Speaker 3: She's infirmed family manager.

1257
00:59:35,680 --> 00:59:46,200
Speaker 1: Yes, okay, speaking of dunking, we've arrived and I don't

1258
00:59:46,240 --> 00:59:48,600
Speaker 1: think so, honey, Oh my god, it is the moment.

1259
00:59:48,760 --> 00:59:50,280
Speaker 3: Back in the day, we used to do fifty of these,

1260
00:59:50,320 --> 00:59:51,440
Speaker 3: and I today we're going to do it.

1261
00:59:52,600 --> 00:59:54,840
Speaker 1: It's our minute to rent and rail against something in

1262
00:59:54,920 --> 00:59:58,400
Speaker 1: coach and I'm turning to Baheed and I'm asking him

1263
00:59:58,600 --> 00:59:59,880
Speaker 1: to do the thing we said we were going to

1264
00:59:59,920 --> 01:00:02,880
Speaker 1: do because mine is a little bit different here every day.

1265
01:00:03,000 --> 01:00:05,320
Speaker 1: This is not rogers. I don't think someone else starts now.

1266
01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:08,840
Speaker 7: I don't think so any ASMR. It's not that I

1267
01:00:09,000 --> 01:00:11,000
Speaker 7: don't like it, It's just that I don't get it.

1268
01:00:11,480 --> 01:00:14,480
Speaker 7: Is this sexual for you? Or is it like soothing?

1269
01:00:15,080 --> 01:00:17,440
Speaker 7: And I wonder am I even allowed to I don't

1270
01:00:17,480 --> 01:00:19,440
Speaker 7: think so any of this or are people that love

1271
01:00:19,520 --> 01:00:23,960
Speaker 7: ASMR like a protected glass? Okay? So then if this

1272
01:00:24,240 --> 01:00:25,480
Speaker 7: is true, then I'm.

1273
01:00:25,320 --> 01:00:28,280
Speaker 3: Excited to do this, Oh Tingles.

1274
01:00:28,760 --> 01:00:31,320
Speaker 7: I saw Lady Gaga and Catherine Dada Jones do this

1275
01:00:31,480 --> 01:00:33,760
Speaker 7: and I was like, for something that seems kind of niche.

1276
01:00:33,880 --> 01:00:36,840
Speaker 7: These are two huge stars and they were promoting Wednesday,

1277
01:00:36,880 --> 01:00:40,240
Speaker 7: which feels very commercial. So I guess ASMR is commercial?

1278
01:00:43,800 --> 01:00:44,800
Speaker 7: Are you obsessed?

1279
01:00:45,320 --> 01:00:45,360
Speaker 1: Like?

1280
01:00:45,720 --> 01:00:47,920
Speaker 7: I don't think so any that I necessarily get it.

1281
01:00:47,960 --> 01:00:52,160
Speaker 7: I'm willing to learn, but is this something that I

1282
01:00:52,240 --> 01:00:54,240
Speaker 7: could have a career in? Because it feels like people

1283
01:00:54,320 --> 01:00:57,640
Speaker 7: do this like exclusively for money and I'm just really

1284
01:00:57,680 --> 01:01:00,680
Speaker 7: excited to explore and hear what you guys. I just

1285
01:01:00,760 --> 01:01:02,440
Speaker 7: don't think so monny that I get it.

1286
01:01:02,680 --> 01:01:03,440
Speaker 3: Is this horny?

1287
01:01:03,600 --> 01:01:04,800
Speaker 7: Is it soothing? What is it?

1288
01:01:05,000 --> 01:01:06,360
Speaker 1: What is a S M R?

1289
01:01:06,480 --> 01:01:07,720
Speaker 6: I D D S H.

1290
01:01:07,960 --> 01:01:12,080
Speaker 3: And that's one minute boom and we're back to normal volume.

1291
01:01:12,240 --> 01:01:16,720
Speaker 1: Thank God. How did you feel about it? I?

1292
01:01:17,600 --> 01:01:21,360
Speaker 2: I feel like you once you learn the conventions, once

1293
01:01:21,400 --> 01:01:24,200
Speaker 2: you learn the things to do, there's so you just

1294
01:01:24,240 --> 01:01:30,400
Speaker 2: did as MR in a whisper, there's soft spoken, soft

1295
01:01:30,440 --> 01:01:32,960
Speaker 2: spoken is just your your your phonating, and you're not

1296
01:01:33,200 --> 01:01:34,480
Speaker 2: fully down here in the whisper.

1297
01:01:35,280 --> 01:01:36,680
Speaker 7: So I was doing it like this.

1298
01:01:37,000 --> 01:01:38,640
Speaker 2: A lot of people have default to the whisper, but

1299
01:01:39,480 --> 01:01:42,360
Speaker 2: Cardi b she kind of had a viral W magazine

1300
01:01:42,360 --> 01:01:46,680
Speaker 2: and a SMR moment. She clearly knows her stuff, so

1301
01:01:46,880 --> 01:01:48,760
Speaker 2: she was kind of going from the whisper into the

1302
01:01:48,800 --> 01:01:53,280
Speaker 2: soft spoken, I feel autonomous, sensory marine response tingles.

1303
01:01:54,200 --> 01:01:57,320
Speaker 3: You're into it? The I love oh, so you love

1304
01:01:57,480 --> 01:01:59,280
Speaker 3: that what I just did? So I don't.

1305
01:01:59,280 --> 01:02:02,200
Speaker 2: I wouldn't say loved it. I was I just I

1306
01:02:02,280 --> 01:02:04,960
Speaker 2: just want to inform you you that there is a

1307
01:02:05,040 --> 01:02:09,040
Speaker 2: really beautiful community out there. Uh, Queen of Serene. I've

1308
01:02:09,040 --> 01:02:11,360
Speaker 2: got a shout at Queen of Serene, the mother of

1309
01:02:11,440 --> 01:02:13,120
Speaker 2: All a SMR gentle whispering Maria.

1310
01:02:14,040 --> 01:02:15,640
Speaker 1: She she basically mended the forum.

1311
01:02:15,960 --> 01:02:18,960
Speaker 2: There's the woman who does the Alexander technique, who inadvertently

1312
01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:20,920
Speaker 2: does ASMR and that's an iconic.

1313
01:02:22,480 --> 01:02:24,240
Speaker 3: I'm not pro I'm an enthusiast.

1314
01:02:24,440 --> 01:02:24,720
Speaker 7: Okay.

1315
01:02:25,480 --> 01:02:29,080
Speaker 2: The my gateway into this was Queen of Dorene and

1316
01:02:29,520 --> 01:02:34,040
Speaker 2: Maria gentle whispering doing towel folds, okay, because she used

1317
01:02:34,040 --> 01:02:36,600
Speaker 2: to work as a housekeeper at a hotel. And also

1318
01:02:37,360 --> 01:02:41,400
Speaker 2: she does celebrity face tracing where she talks about she

1319
01:02:41,880 --> 01:02:44,080
Speaker 2: she traces like Natalie Portman's face and talks about what

1320
01:02:44,160 --> 01:02:47,080
Speaker 2: movies she likes. Oh, it's like it's a very cute.

1321
01:02:47,800 --> 01:02:50,760
Speaker 2: It's not super It is a little sexual because it

1322
01:02:50,960 --> 01:02:55,320
Speaker 2: has to be. Some people like do, like you know, Gussie,

1323
01:02:55,480 --> 01:02:56,240
Speaker 2: gussy up a bit.

1324
01:02:56,760 --> 01:02:58,520
Speaker 1: I guess my thing is like when I'm hearing someone

1325
01:02:58,640 --> 01:03:01,920
Speaker 1: whisper to me, I can't help but make think it's

1326
01:03:01,920 --> 01:03:03,720
Speaker 1: a little sexual. You know what I mean? Are you

1327
01:03:03,840 --> 01:03:04,800
Speaker 1: with me on that? Yeah?

1328
01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:06,560
Speaker 3: I agree, I see what you're saying.

1329
01:03:06,680 --> 01:03:09,560
Speaker 5: Yeah, it feels like it's like they're like they're keeping

1330
01:03:09,680 --> 01:03:15,120
Speaker 5: like it's not sexual, and I'm like, don't make me

1331
01:03:15,280 --> 01:03:15,720
Speaker 5: feel like a.

1332
01:03:15,760 --> 01:03:19,720
Speaker 1: Perverb not because my thing is like if if they're

1333
01:03:19,720 --> 01:03:23,080
Speaker 1: a protected class, people who like a s m R,

1334
01:03:23,520 --> 01:03:24,240
Speaker 1: I will respect.

1335
01:03:24,480 --> 01:03:24,640
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1336
01:03:25,440 --> 01:03:26,080
Speaker 3: My thing is just.

1337
01:03:27,720 --> 01:03:28,120
Speaker 7: They're not.

1338
01:03:28,760 --> 01:03:31,160
Speaker 1: But my thing is like I just want to understand

1339
01:03:31,560 --> 01:03:32,400
Speaker 1: protection class.

1340
01:03:33,680 --> 01:03:35,360
Speaker 3: I'm here, it's like as.

1341
01:03:36,400 --> 01:03:38,400
Speaker 6: You are, you're one of the people in the community

1342
01:03:38,520 --> 01:03:39,440
Speaker 6: and saying.

1343
01:03:40,400 --> 01:03:41,800
Speaker 3: It's fine, it's totally fine.

1344
01:03:42,720 --> 01:03:45,280
Speaker 1: Dragon. Well, I'm excited about getting into it. I don't

1345
01:03:45,360 --> 01:03:48,480
Speaker 1: think I could possibly get what you're getting out of

1346
01:03:50,360 --> 01:03:52,240
Speaker 1: relaxed like this.

1347
01:03:53,760 --> 01:03:56,040
Speaker 2: That's one whispers in my ear like she does. She

1348
01:03:56,120 --> 01:03:59,640
Speaker 2: does color analysis. That's the tingles. She does color analysis

1349
01:03:59,680 --> 01:04:02,280
Speaker 2: on cele already she like has like you know, like yeah,

1350
01:04:02,640 --> 01:04:04,440
Speaker 2: the thing she's she's really good.

1351
01:04:04,840 --> 01:04:07,480
Speaker 1: I mean that's my first foray into it that I

1352
01:04:07,520 --> 01:04:10,920
Speaker 1: don't think very like it. I hope we understand.

1353
01:04:11,600 --> 01:04:14,880
Speaker 3: Are you ready? I'm ready? Okay, this is Bowe and

1354
01:04:14,920 --> 01:04:17,120
Speaker 3: Yang's I don't think so, honey, his time starts now.

1355
01:04:17,120 --> 01:04:19,280
Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey. We need to go back

1356
01:04:19,320 --> 01:04:22,520
Speaker 1: to buttons. This ooh, this is so nice.

1357
01:04:23,200 --> 01:04:29,800
Speaker 2: Touchscreens are are a toast. They're chopped. Touch screens suck.

1358
01:04:30,000 --> 01:04:31,680
Speaker 2: I don't ever want to see an iPad ever again.

1359
01:04:31,880 --> 01:04:34,360
Speaker 2: I wanted to be a cash register on God as

1360
01:04:34,360 --> 01:04:37,080
Speaker 2: a child because they were pressing buttons, having a blast,

1361
01:04:37,800 --> 01:04:41,440
Speaker 2: beeping with the scanners. And now I'm buying four keyboards,

1362
01:04:41,640 --> 01:04:45,160
Speaker 2: talking thought and creamy creamy. That's ASMR for you. My

1363
01:04:45,480 --> 01:04:49,040
Speaker 2: girl Maria also does keyboard ASMR finish slime on the

1364
01:04:49,080 --> 01:04:51,640
Speaker 2: keyboards and then thok talk doc does that that that's

1365
01:04:51,720 --> 01:04:54,960
Speaker 2: that's called a thocky button. I'm talking everybody behind the

1366
01:04:55,040 --> 01:04:56,680
Speaker 2: camera here, we all get it.

1367
01:04:56,960 --> 01:04:57,800
Speaker 1: We all my.

1368
01:04:57,920 --> 01:05:01,800
Speaker 3: Gamer guys in the room. But up in this peace queans.

1369
01:05:02,000 --> 01:05:06,760
Speaker 2: We're going fifteen seconds iPhone, iPad gaming chopped. It's all

1370
01:05:06,880 --> 01:05:10,400
Speaker 2: about the button press on the controller because guess what

1371
01:05:10,640 --> 01:05:14,480
Speaker 2: connect whatever, ps whatever, all the other camera stuff, it's

1372
01:05:15,160 --> 01:05:17,640
Speaker 2: not the same thing. I need to press the button

1373
01:05:17,720 --> 01:05:21,320
Speaker 2: to feel something. That's why I'm gonna get myself. I'm

1374
01:05:21,320 --> 01:05:23,960
Speaker 2: sorry to press the button than it is to do us.

1375
01:05:24,160 --> 01:05:25,000
Speaker 3: That's you know what i mean.

1376
01:05:25,040 --> 01:05:28,320
Speaker 1: I'm over it. Can I tell yes?

1377
01:05:28,520 --> 01:05:28,720
Speaker 7: Yeah?

1378
01:05:28,760 --> 01:05:30,960
Speaker 1: It does feel really good. It's so nice, right, I

1379
01:05:31,080 --> 01:05:34,720
Speaker 1: was saying sometimes like sometimes you're like that is sexual

1380
01:05:34,760 --> 01:05:39,160
Speaker 1: for it is? Yeah, this is the sound touch and

1381
01:05:39,280 --> 01:05:40,120
Speaker 1: sounds episode.

1382
01:05:40,480 --> 01:05:46,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, it reminds you of some something of force,

1383
01:05:47,080 --> 01:05:49,919
Speaker 2: which we don't do anymore. I feel like we've gotten

1384
01:05:50,160 --> 01:05:52,200
Speaker 2: worse at fucking because we don't do We don't do that.

1385
01:05:52,360 --> 01:05:54,800
Speaker 1: We don't have buttons. We don't have button. Literally, you

1386
01:05:54,880 --> 01:06:01,280
Speaker 1: think you're worse at fucking because you're not crazy. Light

1387
01:06:01,400 --> 01:06:03,880
Speaker 1: up the J and push and put. Have you been

1388
01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:05,760
Speaker 1: lighting up the J? I actually have.

1389
01:06:05,920 --> 01:06:07,440
Speaker 5: I stopped lighting up the J for a couple of

1390
01:06:07,520 --> 01:06:10,240
Speaker 5: years because I was getting paranoid, but then I started

1391
01:06:10,280 --> 01:06:13,000
Speaker 5: bringing you back. You're so back you as long as

1392
01:06:13,040 --> 01:06:14,640
Speaker 5: I do it with one person that I trust him.

1393
01:06:14,640 --> 01:06:16,000
Speaker 3: Okay, just one person you trust?

1394
01:06:16,080 --> 01:06:18,360
Speaker 5: Yes, because actually, if I do it alone scary, two

1395
01:06:18,400 --> 01:06:20,400
Speaker 5: people scary, one person that I trust.

1396
01:06:20,520 --> 01:06:20,800
Speaker 1: Safe.

1397
01:06:21,840 --> 01:06:27,320
Speaker 3: See one person that I trust sometimes, like like you start.

1398
01:06:27,160 --> 01:06:29,280
Speaker 1: To worry you don't trust them totally. You're like who

1399
01:06:29,320 --> 01:06:32,560
Speaker 1: are you? Or like one time I didn't know the

1400
01:06:32,600 --> 01:06:34,000
Speaker 1: person that well and he was like, come over, we'll

1401
01:06:34,000 --> 01:06:35,680
Speaker 1: smoke a J. And we smoked the J and I

1402
01:06:35,800 --> 01:06:39,360
Speaker 1: was like, oh, we go on the fuck. I'm nervous

1403
01:06:40,360 --> 01:06:43,000
Speaker 1: and I can't my head about if we're gonna fuck.

1404
01:06:43,040 --> 01:06:44,840
Speaker 5: You know, it has to be someone that you either

1405
01:06:45,240 --> 01:06:47,040
Speaker 5: know you're gonna fucking he fox them before and you're

1406
01:06:47,080 --> 01:06:49,680
Speaker 5: in safe space, or or like best friend family.

1407
01:06:49,760 --> 01:06:52,400
Speaker 1: We know it's like that. Because here's the thing.

1408
01:06:52,560 --> 01:06:56,880
Speaker 5: Was I smoke a j I start paul king king

1409
01:06:57,040 --> 01:06:59,920
Speaker 5: and I don't hold back from the truth. No, I

1410
01:07:00,080 --> 01:07:02,720
Speaker 5: don't know about any sort of I am not someone

1411
01:07:02,760 --> 01:07:04,360
Speaker 5: who like tells gossip.

1412
01:07:04,400 --> 01:07:07,880
Speaker 6: I'm like a lock box until but if I'm off

1413
01:07:08,280 --> 01:07:10,400
Speaker 6: the jay, off the jay, on the on the jay.

1414
01:07:10,440 --> 01:07:13,320
Speaker 6: If I'm on the jay, I'm just so it's like

1415
01:07:13,400 --> 01:07:15,400
Speaker 6: I need to be with someone. So there's like three

1416
01:07:15,720 --> 01:07:18,120
Speaker 6: people maybe that I can smoke weed around.

1417
01:07:18,240 --> 01:07:19,760
Speaker 3: That's that's that's self aware.

1418
01:07:20,040 --> 01:07:25,040
Speaker 5: Yeah, And if I'm alone, it's bad because I just

1419
01:07:25,240 --> 01:07:28,760
Speaker 5: start like I just start like I think maybe it's

1420
01:07:28,760 --> 01:07:30,560
Speaker 5: because I still live in the place that I live

1421
01:07:30,600 --> 01:07:32,360
Speaker 5: with my ex boyfriend, But I start like picking up

1422
01:07:32,400 --> 01:07:34,560
Speaker 5: before and being like who hit off this?

1423
01:07:35,360 --> 01:07:36,000
Speaker 1: Like what happened?

1424
01:07:36,040 --> 01:07:37,080
Speaker 6: I get freaked out by my.

1425
01:07:38,000 --> 01:07:41,480
Speaker 1: Theory of he wears so do we count as one

1426
01:07:41,600 --> 01:07:43,200
Speaker 1: person that you could smoke weed with?

1427
01:07:43,320 --> 01:07:45,400
Speaker 5: I can smoke weed with you guys, but maybe I

1428
01:07:45,560 --> 01:07:49,800
Speaker 5: could only do you guys one on one. I think

1429
01:07:49,840 --> 01:07:51,760
Speaker 5: it's just because then I start to be like, am

1430
01:07:51,800 --> 01:07:55,520
Speaker 5: I talking over everyone? Versus am I talking like I

1431
01:07:55,560 --> 01:07:57,200
Speaker 5: would be? Like I think I would.

1432
01:07:57,280 --> 01:07:59,560
Speaker 2: I think it needs to be a No, Rachel, what

1433
01:07:59,640 --> 01:08:03,320
Speaker 2: I want when I get Stone, I go full nonverbal.

1434
01:08:03,360 --> 01:08:05,439
Speaker 3: I want someone else. I want someone else to talk,

1435
01:08:05,560 --> 01:08:06,400
Speaker 3: which is where I come in.

1436
01:08:07,360 --> 01:08:08,480
Speaker 6: But we would crush together.

1437
01:08:08,480 --> 01:08:10,080
Speaker 1: You would crush you guys would rush together. You guys

1438
01:08:10,120 --> 01:08:13,520
Speaker 1: would probably sit and watch something. Oh, I would love travel.

1439
01:08:14,600 --> 01:08:17,000
Speaker 6: Do you remember where the opening a shrack? Oh my god,

1440
01:08:17,040 --> 01:08:18,160
Speaker 6: it's happening right now.

1441
01:08:18,840 --> 01:08:19,400
Speaker 7: I love it.

1442
01:08:20,600 --> 01:08:25,800
Speaker 1: It's so good. Yeah, I love the scene.

1443
01:08:25,800 --> 01:08:27,280
Speaker 3: It is one of the great moments in culture.

1444
01:08:27,960 --> 01:08:31,439
Speaker 1: Yes, it's it's literally, it's it's actually what made Shrek

1445
01:08:31,920 --> 01:08:42,080
Speaker 1: a global Global is lockus to lock up? Wow?

1446
01:08:42,120 --> 01:08:43,479
Speaker 3: I really did like their key.

1447
01:08:43,560 --> 01:08:45,719
Speaker 1: Do you know what's crazy is that movies for children?

1448
01:08:45,800 --> 01:08:48,680
Speaker 5: I continually walk to them back and I'm like, this

1449
01:08:48,840 --> 01:08:50,280
Speaker 5: is reflecting in our culture right now?

1450
01:08:51,120 --> 01:08:53,400
Speaker 1: Walk is is the government right now? And I'm like,

1451
01:08:54,160 --> 01:08:59,519
Speaker 1: it's haunting very godmother, what is the government? The government

1452
01:08:59,680 --> 01:09:02,719
Speaker 1: is the govern waits that local number fifty? What Duluk

1453
01:09:03,000 --> 01:09:04,080
Speaker 1: is is the government?

1454
01:09:04,200 --> 01:09:05,200
Speaker 3: It is Rachel.

1455
01:09:05,240 --> 01:09:06,920
Speaker 2: It's time for you. I don't think so, honey. Oh

1456
01:09:07,080 --> 01:09:10,200
Speaker 2: it feels like old time. Oh we're back, this is

1457
01:09:10,400 --> 01:09:10,920
Speaker 2: Rachel said it.

1458
01:09:10,960 --> 01:09:12,960
Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey. Her time starts now. I

1459
01:09:13,040 --> 01:09:13,880
Speaker 1: don't think so, honey.

1460
01:09:14,280 --> 01:09:18,879
Speaker 5: Driving okay, I should not be behind the wheel sober

1461
01:09:19,560 --> 01:09:20,800
Speaker 5: or anytime ever.

1462
01:09:21,320 --> 01:09:23,639
Speaker 6: And you know what, I'm taking everybody off the road.

1463
01:09:23,960 --> 01:09:28,080
Speaker 5: Here's what I'm cool with, walking bikes, let's go train

1464
01:09:28,400 --> 01:09:31,559
Speaker 5: totally fine, here's something else way most okay.

1465
01:09:32,000 --> 01:09:32,840
Speaker 2: They just no.

1466
01:09:34,120 --> 01:09:36,639
Speaker 5: They just found out a way for cars to drive themselves.

1467
01:09:36,720 --> 01:09:39,639
Speaker 5: And I think that's safer because I am in Los

1468
01:09:39,680 --> 01:09:41,880
Speaker 5: Angeles and nobody knows how to drive. And if you

1469
01:09:41,920 --> 01:09:44,200
Speaker 5: want to drive in LA, the only way to drive

1470
01:09:44,280 --> 01:09:46,880
Speaker 5: in LA is to break the rules. If you want

1471
01:09:46,920 --> 01:09:49,439
Speaker 5: to drive, you have to be turning on reds. You

1472
01:09:49,520 --> 01:09:51,439
Speaker 5: gotta be doing a less on a red. If you

1473
01:09:51,479 --> 01:09:54,160
Speaker 5: want to drive, you gotta be speeding. If you don't

1474
01:09:54,240 --> 01:09:56,960
Speaker 5: want to get hit from behind, you gotta be texting.

1475
01:09:57,000 --> 01:09:58,040
Speaker 5: If you want to know where to.

1476
01:09:58,080 --> 01:09:58,720
Speaker 4: Go, so.

1477
01:10:00,240 --> 01:10:00,759
Speaker 7: You can't.

1478
01:10:00,880 --> 01:10:04,599
Speaker 5: You can't drive safely. To drive at all, To drive safely,

1479
01:10:04,640 --> 01:10:07,519
Speaker 5: you have to drive dangerously in LA. I get in

1480
01:10:07,600 --> 01:10:11,400
Speaker 5: car accidents once a quarter, and I'm sick of a

1481
01:10:11,560 --> 01:10:13,639
Speaker 5: order more driving for anyone.

1482
01:10:13,880 --> 01:10:15,320
Speaker 2: I didn't want to ask you about that, because this

1483
01:10:15,520 --> 01:10:17,920
Speaker 2: is like it is like I think you're on the

1484
01:10:17,960 --> 01:10:19,719
Speaker 2: carpet being like, yeah, I get into an accident.

1485
01:10:21,960 --> 01:10:24,760
Speaker 1: I know, bad ones, but.

1486
01:10:25,240 --> 01:10:27,960
Speaker 5: They always happened to me because I follow the rules.

1487
01:10:28,640 --> 01:10:31,439
Speaker 5: I follow the rules, and because of that, I'm always

1488
01:10:31,439 --> 01:10:34,080
Speaker 5: getting in fender Bebut I put on my blinker.

1489
01:10:34,439 --> 01:10:35,920
Speaker 6: I look, I can't.

1490
01:10:36,000 --> 01:10:36,200
Speaker 4: I go.

1491
01:10:36,439 --> 01:10:38,519
Speaker 5: I'm mentoring that lank and I get over there. By

1492
01:10:38,560 --> 01:10:41,479
Speaker 5: the way, I get stuck because people are breaking the rules.

1493
01:10:41,560 --> 01:10:44,080
Speaker 5: Like I said, it says don't take a left from

1494
01:10:44,200 --> 01:10:46,479
Speaker 5: eleven am to four pm. People don't care. They're taking

1495
01:10:46,520 --> 01:10:48,519
Speaker 5: the left on the red. So now I'm stuck behind

1496
01:10:48,560 --> 01:10:50,200
Speaker 5: you for forty five minutes. I need to get over

1497
01:10:50,240 --> 01:10:51,519
Speaker 5: to that lane because I'm late for work.

1498
01:10:51,560 --> 01:10:52,360
Speaker 1: I have my job.

1499
01:10:52,640 --> 01:10:55,160
Speaker 5: So then I'm putting on the blinker and then I go, okay,

1500
01:10:55,160 --> 01:10:57,680
Speaker 5: I'm going over there, and then someone's speeds bam they

1501
01:10:57,760 --> 01:10:58,000
Speaker 5: hit me.

1502
01:10:58,240 --> 01:11:00,280
Speaker 3: No, the aggressive people get their way the road.

1503
01:11:00,320 --> 01:11:02,120
Speaker 1: I want to my fault.

1504
01:11:02,439 --> 01:11:05,240
Speaker 6: No, you just that happens to be on Valentine's Day?

1505
01:11:05,560 --> 01:11:10,320
Speaker 2: Oh god, yeah, but you saying to drive safely is

1506
01:11:10,400 --> 01:11:16,080
Speaker 2: to drive dangerously wow wow, And to drive dangerously is

1507
01:11:16,120 --> 01:11:17,040
Speaker 2: to drive safely.

1508
01:11:17,640 --> 01:11:19,679
Speaker 1: Well, people have different schools have thought about this. There's

1509
01:11:19,720 --> 01:11:22,400
Speaker 1: like the defensive drivers who are like, I'm super careful.

1510
01:11:22,520 --> 01:11:25,640
Speaker 1: I'll sometimes stop at like a green, like you know what,

1511
01:11:26,000 --> 01:11:27,840
Speaker 1: but that in case. But then I'm like, yeah, but

1512
01:11:28,000 --> 01:11:30,880
Speaker 1: like that's that those are not the rules. Are the

1513
01:11:30,920 --> 01:11:33,320
Speaker 1: rules of the Defensive driving is not And maybe I'm

1514
01:11:33,520 --> 01:11:36,280
Speaker 1: like not necessarily getting the definition of defensive driving right.

1515
01:11:36,320 --> 01:11:40,000
Speaker 1: It's ultra careful, but which which in theory. Sure, but

1516
01:11:40,160 --> 01:11:41,760
Speaker 1: those are not the rules of the road because green

1517
01:11:41,800 --> 01:11:43,920
Speaker 1: means go babe, Green does not mean slow down.

1518
01:11:44,280 --> 01:11:45,320
Speaker 3: Yellow means slow down.

1519
01:11:45,400 --> 01:11:49,439
Speaker 5: There's sort of this like in between way to drive

1520
01:11:49,680 --> 01:11:51,880
Speaker 5: that It's like we have the people over here and

1521
01:11:52,000 --> 01:11:55,920
Speaker 5: over there. It's like, look at this point, if it's

1522
01:11:56,000 --> 01:12:01,320
Speaker 5: like a yellow, you need to like let the people

1523
01:12:01,640 --> 01:12:04,840
Speaker 5: you need to stop. If you're going straight it is

1524
01:12:04,880 --> 01:12:06,880
Speaker 5: a yellow, you need to stop so that the people

1525
01:12:06,920 --> 01:12:08,960
Speaker 5: who are doing the left turn can do their left turn.

1526
01:12:09,280 --> 01:12:11,479
Speaker 5: But they're doing it a little bit on red. But

1527
01:12:11,640 --> 01:12:14,760
Speaker 5: are you guys gonna speed through and take the yellow light?

1528
01:12:15,080 --> 01:12:17,280
Speaker 1: Well, do you know about the if you're making so

1529
01:12:17,720 --> 01:12:20,320
Speaker 1: it depends. So I'm a little bit speed up on yellow.

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Speaker 5: Well I've speed up on yellow too, but at a

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Speaker 5: certain point you have to stop so that the people

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Speaker 5: can do a left on rest.

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Speaker 1: I think we can all make a gauge. They're gonna

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Speaker 1: take my.

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Speaker 5: Licens away the way I've done a full pressure where

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Speaker 5: every day I go, I can't drive.

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Speaker 1: I can't they're taking it away.

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Speaker 2: Because guess what, you just like excavated the truth. But

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Speaker 2: I have to ask you if a way mo is

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Speaker 2: driving isn't a way Moo driving safely, it is, but

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Speaker 2: then that's dangerous.

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Speaker 7: No, but this is the thing.

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Speaker 1: If it's all.

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Speaker 3: Then there's no problems.

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Speaker 6: Then there's no problem.

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Speaker 3: Unless the great ghosts down.

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Speaker 1: What you thought about that we should just walk home?

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Speaker 3: I agree.

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Speaker 1: Well, you know when I first moved to LA I

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Speaker 1: was walking like from like Larchmont to who I was

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Speaker 1: everywhere everywhere, But you really you quickly run out of

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Speaker 1: gas on that. And my friends that moved to La

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Speaker 1: now and they're like, I'm going out every night, I'm

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Speaker 1: walking everywhere. I'm like, you've got three weeks on this, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: weeks on this, But yeah, I mean you're certainly gonna

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Speaker 1: get your steps because it's not a walking city, Like you're.

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Speaker 5: Not something that looks like a normal distance that you

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Speaker 5: would have done in New York. You forget it two

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Speaker 5: hours and you're going over and underpass and you're like.

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Speaker 1: This is interesting. Are you driving a lot on the show?

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Speaker 3: I am, that's a lot. That's that's gonna be tough.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, to drive, to drive, but we do sometimes have

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Speaker 5: that thing where they put the car on the other

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Speaker 5: thing and they're dragging you.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, so you're just pretending to drive.

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Speaker 1: That's my favorite. Yeah, And I'm like, good, how do

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Speaker 1: you do you feel?

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Speaker 3: Do you feel good at that?

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Speaker 6: Like?

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Speaker 5: Are you just like, oh, I can totally, I give,

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Speaker 5: I almost give. Not looking at the road at all.

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Speaker 6: So I'm I'm so focused on checking the blinkers as

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Speaker 6: an actor that it it looks like I'm not looking

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01:14:07,360 --> 01:14:09,720
Speaker 6: at through it. I'm doing like way too much action.

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01:14:09,840 --> 01:14:12,759
Speaker 6: It's like just sit there, just sit and deliver.

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Speaker 1: I can't. I'm with this.

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Speaker 3: No, you're no, you're being really professional.

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Speaker 5: Take take through the box, the little whatever that thing is,

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Speaker 5: the hole in the between the hole, the hole in

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Speaker 5: between the two car seats that you put your stuff

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Speaker 5: in the older.

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Speaker 2: You But you're doing the equivalent of like an actress

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Speaker 2: going on sat being like be funny I was like

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Speaker 2: opening like a bottle or.

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Speaker 1: Something, know what I mean.

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Speaker 5: Yes, I'm guilty of that sometimes when i'm it's so helpful.

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Speaker 5: Play the spaghetti.

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01:14:43,439 --> 01:14:48,320
Speaker 1: What's my business? Like say the lines?

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Speaker 6: Say the fucking lines, because now you're making a tuna

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01:14:51,360 --> 01:14:52,280
Speaker 6: sandwich for six.

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01:14:52,240 --> 01:14:55,599
Speaker 5: More hours and we're all smelling and processed to reset

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Speaker 5: the tuna.

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Speaker 3: You're thinking like a producer.

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Speaker 2: Damn.

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01:14:58,760 --> 01:15:04,240
Speaker 1: Now I'm going in on multi being a Hollywood hot shot.

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Speaker 1: You gotta think of everything. Okay, Well, I love La

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Speaker 1: is Sunday's at ten thirty, by the way, we love

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Speaker 1: it a Sunday show.

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Speaker 3: Come on like care company.

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Speaker 1: I love La Love.

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Speaker 3: I was saying, like this is the perfect.

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Speaker 6: It's actually hilarious. Me and Tim Robinson next to each other.

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Speaker 5: They do the photos of me getting laser hair removal

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Speaker 5: next to Tim Robinson. I'm like my sister me like

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Speaker 5: on the thing like this and Tim Robinson like in

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Speaker 5: a suit like and I'm like, yes.

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Speaker 2: Goge, oh my god, just say we're proud of you.

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Speaker 1: Was patronizing, but like.

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Speaker 6: It's not at all.

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Speaker 5: It's exactly what I want to hear so loud. I

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Speaker 5: love you guys so much. I literally we need to

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01:15:52,400 --> 01:15:53,840
Speaker 5: first of all, hostel Scars again.

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Speaker 2: You need to.

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Speaker 5: Guys, bring us back and we'll pronounce the names perfect

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01:15:59,000 --> 01:16:02,120
Speaker 5: and literally A joy to see you guys.

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01:16:02,200 --> 01:16:03,519
Speaker 1: I know this is so great.

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Speaker 3: I'm so happy.

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01:16:04,600 --> 01:16:06,360
Speaker 1: It's three safe people. We can all get stone with

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01:16:06,400 --> 01:16:06,680
Speaker 1: each other.

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Speaker 3: Yes, and y'all and y'all behind.

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Speaker 1: And y'all behind and everybody and I met this morning,

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01:16:12,400 --> 01:16:17,080
Speaker 1: but I trust trust all right. Well, we had every

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Speaker 1: episode with the song I Wish and hear the thing

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Speaker 1: like it was called that and it is in the

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01:16:25,200 --> 01:16:27,160
Speaker 1: first episode, and I was like, I realized, I don't

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Speaker 1: know any of the other words to this.

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Speaker 3: I just still I do love Chris Jenner's version of it.

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Speaker 1: Yes, yes, of course I first knew about it to

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Speaker 1: listen to that dream the Chris Jenner version of my

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Speaker 1: stream stream.

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Speaker 3: Chris Jenner Bye.

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Speaker 2: Last Culture Racist is a production by Will Ferrell's Big

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01:16:51,120 --> 01:16:52,360
Speaker 2: Money Players and I Heart Radio.

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Speaker 1: Podcasts, created and hosted by Matt Rogers and Bowen Ye

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01:16:55,880 --> 01:16:58,599
Speaker 1: executive produced by Anna Hasby and produced by.

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01:16:59,520 --> 01:17:02,920
Speaker 3: Edited by Doug Bain and our music is by Henry Mrsky.

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Speaker 5: Yeah.