WEBVTT - Miss Chandler Kinney

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<v Speaker 1>Misspelling with Tory Spelling and iHeartRadio podcast. Hi, I'm sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>I miss you.

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<v Speaker 2>I miss you.

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<v Speaker 1>I was it going, Oh my gosh, it's going.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a mess today.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a mess every day. So welcome to my podcasting world.

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<v Speaker 2>I miss you so much. How are you.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm good. All my muscles are gone. I love them fast.

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<v Speaker 2>I hear you.

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<v Speaker 4>I honestly, the holiday's hit and I was like, I'm

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<v Speaker 4>sleeping and eating and doing nothing else.

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<v Speaker 3>So it was I needed that.

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<v Speaker 1>You totally needed that. You were, yeah, going hard for

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<v Speaker 1>a long time. I wish I was with you in

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<v Speaker 1>I wish I could give you a hug.

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<v Speaker 3>I know, I know, I miss you so much. I

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<v Speaker 3>was so excited to do this.

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<v Speaker 4>I know we tried to do it like in the

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<v Speaker 4>midst of like finale time.

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<v Speaker 3>And it was you had a few things going on.

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<v Speaker 3>It was a bit busy during that season.

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<v Speaker 4>So I'm happy that I'm like also on the other side,

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<v Speaker 4>and I feel like I've regained so many brain cells

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<v Speaker 4>and just like meal capacity to speak.

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<v Speaker 2>So this is awesome.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my gosh, this is crazy. I mean, you were

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<v Speaker 1>you were literally my first friend I made when I

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<v Speaker 1>joined that cast. Oh and I think, in fact, you

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<v Speaker 1>were the first person I saw but didn't see when

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<v Speaker 1>we had to like no one knew who we were.

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<v Speaker 3>We had to come in. We had our masks, our robes.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and I said hi to you downstairs, but I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know I was saying hi to you because I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know it was you.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, it wasn't that strange. Yeah, I remember that.

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<v Speaker 3>And all I could think. I was like, Okay, it's

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<v Speaker 3>a girl.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, she sounds youngish. I could see a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>of black hair, so I'm like, okay, who could it be?

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<v Speaker 3>I got nothing. I don't know. I was like, is

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<v Speaker 3>this a singer?

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<v Speaker 1>And then we met and then they threw us right

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<v Speaker 1>into the mix, I mean literally, and we then went.

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<v Speaker 3>To New York.

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<v Speaker 1>We were backstage about to be introduced to the reveal

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<v Speaker 1>of the Dancing with the Stars cast season thirty three,

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<v Speaker 1>and I remember they like, good morning America. They kind

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<v Speaker 1>of had us just like shoved in the back, like

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<v Speaker 1>we were like and we were.

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<v Speaker 2>Like hearted about like sheep.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and I think you you and I joked about that,

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<v Speaker 1>which made me feel a little less nervous. I like

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<v Speaker 1>felt I think I almost felt more nervous that morning

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<v Speaker 1>on Good Morning America than my first performance. They were like,

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<v Speaker 1>go here, stand here. When we do this, you're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>go around.

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<v Speaker 2>That was a really intense morning.

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<v Speaker 4>It was very scared, and it just and then it

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<v Speaker 4>was over like the blink of an eye, and.

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<v Speaker 3>And then we like flew back to La like later

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<v Speaker 3>that day or something. It was.

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<v Speaker 2>It was insane and rehearsed.

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<v Speaker 3>The next morning.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, crazy, And I remember we both were like, we're

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<v Speaker 1>not okay that New York trip.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh not okay. I was having to like recover from

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<v Speaker 3>that for the like the next week. Same.

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<v Speaker 4>I was brutal, but but now I remember getting into

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<v Speaker 4>the studio and like those first couple of days it

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<v Speaker 4>was so I like went into it so bright eyed,

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<v Speaker 4>bushy tailed, and I was totally the contestant that was

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<v Speaker 4>like not necessarily there to win, more to make friends.

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<v Speaker 4>And so I was like, I just want to talk

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<v Speaker 4>to everybody, like I just get.

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<v Speaker 2>The note to everyone. And yeah, you were.

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<v Speaker 4>You were like one of the first people that I

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<v Speaker 4>really really felt deeply connected with. And it happened so fast.

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<v Speaker 4>I feel like we just kept seeing each other. We

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<v Speaker 4>may be were like on the same rehearsal schedule, yep.

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<v Speaker 4>And I just remember always seeing you, like in that

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<v Speaker 4>little common area, or like in passing in the hallways,

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<v Speaker 4>or I'd peek my head in during rehearsals, and you

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<v Speaker 4>just like were so bright and bubbly and like sparkly

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<v Speaker 4>and had the best energy.

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<v Speaker 3>And I was like, I feel.

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<v Speaker 4>Really safe with her, Like she's she's very warm and kind,

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<v Speaker 4>and you were just so lovely to me and to everyone.

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<v Speaker 1>That's exactly how I felt about you. You became my

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<v Speaker 1>safe place on that show, and so once I was gone,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, I kind of just want to be

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<v Speaker 1>here every week to like root on Taylor.

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<v Speaker 2>I missed you. I was like, where is my safety?

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<v Speaker 4>I remember we would be up in the skybox and

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like I would just come and give you a hug.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, what is going on?

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<v Speaker 4>Because if you haven't been in that ballroom, you have

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<v Speaker 4>no idea.

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<v Speaker 2>How terrifying it is.

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<v Speaker 4>It's electrifying and amazing, and the energy is like no other,

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<v Speaker 4>but it's also so much on the body and on

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<v Speaker 4>the brain. It is overwhelming. It's overwhelming. And I just

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<v Speaker 4>remember always like finding you and I was like, crazy,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I just wanted to be able to like pop out

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<v Speaker 1>skybox like every.

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<v Speaker 3>Episode and be like, I'm right here.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, do you mind telling this story that you told

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<v Speaker 1>me a Good Morning America that we had met once before.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, so crazy as a kid, I kind of so

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<v Speaker 4>I did.

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<v Speaker 2>I danced when I was a kid. I think everybody

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<v Speaker 2>knows that I danced.

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<v Speaker 3>When I was a kid.

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<v Speaker 2>I was a little baby.

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<v Speaker 4>And when I was nine years old, I got sent

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<v Speaker 4>in for this like dance audition for this Gap commercial

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<v Speaker 4>with the clothing line Gap, and I booked it. I

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<v Speaker 4>went and filmed it. It was so much fun. It

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<v Speaker 4>was the first like piece of the entertainment industry I

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<v Speaker 4>was ever really exposed to. That was the first time

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<v Speaker 4>I was ever on a set. That was the first

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<v Speaker 4>time i'd ever like really booked a job.

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<v Speaker 2>And yeah, baby.

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<v Speaker 4>Nine year old Chandler, and I remember it kind of

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<v Speaker 4>just blew up randomly.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't even really understand.

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<v Speaker 4>How, but I guess, you know, the Gap holiday commercials

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<v Speaker 4>of that time, early two thousands were the thing, and

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<v Speaker 4>so it was a really great gig in the sense

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<v Speaker 4>that it played on almost every single channel on the hour,

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<v Speaker 4>like constantly, everywhere. It was everywhere and people really started

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<v Speaker 4>to like pick up on it. It was a little

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<v Speaker 4>like song and dance, a little cheer kind of campaign,

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<v Speaker 4>and there's a specific one. I did two commercials I

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<v Speaker 4>think in like an internet spot. It was like a

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<v Speaker 4>whole thing package deal. And I did the one commercial

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<v Speaker 4>called talk to the Moose and it went viral, and

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<v Speaker 4>I mean viral for like early two thousands. It was

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<v Speaker 4>all over YouTube. There were parodies being made. We like God,

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<v Speaker 4>asked to do these like different talk shows. We went

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<v Speaker 4>on Extra TV with Mario Lopez. It was like a

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<v Speaker 4>whole shebang. And one of the things that we were

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<v Speaker 4>asked to do, and this is I'm telling this from

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<v Speaker 4>my like nine year.

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<v Speaker 2>Old perspective, we were asked to go to.

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<v Speaker 4>A very high profile celebrity household and I'm her this.

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<v Speaker 2>Party, who dance?

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<v Speaker 3>Who? It was Tori Spelling, which was crazy.

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<v Speaker 4>So I literally was on this big gap holiday bus.

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<v Speaker 2>It was like decked out.

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<v Speaker 4>I think I have a picture that I can probably

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<v Speaker 4>find and send you if I haven't. And we pulled

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<v Speaker 4>up to this house and we get out and we

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<v Speaker 4>start dancing and cheering and doing our little app holiday

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<v Speaker 4>commercial for Tori Spelling and her family and it was wild,

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<v Speaker 4>and I just remember feeling like so honored. I was like,

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<v Speaker 4>this is a big deal, like this is this is

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<v Speaker 4>a big deal. And then you know, however, many years later,

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<v Speaker 4>it's been you know, a decade and some change.

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<v Speaker 3>We're doing Dancing with the Stars together.

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<v Speaker 1>It's crazy, And yeah, I didn't put two and two

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<v Speaker 1>together until you told me. And I have like a

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<v Speaker 1>photographic memory, so as soon as you told me, I

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<v Speaker 1>could take myself back and I remember you and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, I remember where in the driveway it was.

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<v Speaker 3>I remember hugging you. You were so adorable.

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<v Speaker 1>And then it reminded me how much younger you are

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<v Speaker 1>than me, because I feel like we're friends and like.

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<v Speaker 3>We're like equals who we are.

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<v Speaker 1>But then I was like, wow, I knew her when

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<v Speaker 1>she was a baby, and it was and we filmed

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<v Speaker 1>the behind the scenes for my reality show Tory and

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<v Speaker 1>Dean Sweet Hollywood and my daughter what my daughter and

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<v Speaker 1>son were the only babies I had at the time.

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<v Speaker 3>But yeah, they were like babies, babies.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my gosh, that's crazy. And my friend Chandler, who

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<v Speaker 1>was a baby, Oh my.

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<v Speaker 3>Gosh, you knew me way back when I knew her.

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<v Speaker 3>When you guys, no, that was really cool.

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<v Speaker 4>And as soon as I heard about your announcement, I

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<v Speaker 4>was like, oh, like that' story, but like I performed

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<v Speaker 4>for her, and so I had to tell you.

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<v Speaker 2>I couldn't even wait. It was literally like that morning

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<v Speaker 2>of Good Morning America.

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<v Speaker 3>You guys, like we were.

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<v Speaker 4>Literally standing backstage and I was like, Tori, I have

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<v Speaker 4>a funny story for you. Now.

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<v Speaker 1>I calmed my nerves because I was like, okay, because to.

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<v Speaker 3>Me, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I walked into that experience just feeling like it's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like when I mean, we both know we were

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<v Speaker 1>on teen shows, so you know what it's like when

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<v Speaker 1>you go on to someone else's show and you're like

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<v Speaker 1>that first day and you're like, oh god, you know

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<v Speaker 1>they gonna accept me?

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<v Speaker 3>Because I know what it's like when this new kid

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<v Speaker 3>came onto our show.

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<v Speaker 1>And I always wanted people to feel accepted. That was

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<v Speaker 1>my big thing, and I'm sure you did as well.

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<v Speaker 3>I know you, and.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so it was like scary, like are they gonna

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<v Speaker 1>accept me? Are they gonna like me? I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, what am I doing? A fifty one

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<v Speaker 1>year old woman and I'm like, I hope my new

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<v Speaker 1>friends like me, Like it was like high school.

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<v Speaker 4>And you were like also the most lovely person ever,

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<v Speaker 4>So it was like you became like the cast favorite.

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<v Speaker 4>I think immediately like we were gonna do like it's

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<v Speaker 4>so funny. I think back to those early days. Do

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<v Speaker 4>you remember talking about like baking and like like we

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<v Speaker 4>had sony plans and then the show just started and

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<v Speaker 4>I was just like bulldozed us and then it was

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<v Speaker 4>I remember that moment clearly, and then I remember the

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<v Speaker 4>finale clearly, and then everything in the middle was like

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<v Speaker 4>a blur.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, well, it wasn't a blur for me because I

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<v Speaker 1>got to watch you every week from my TV, which

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<v Speaker 1>my seven year old was very grateful, and when he

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<v Speaker 1>had to go back to the finale, he was like,

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<v Speaker 1>but I like watching it at home in bed and

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<v Speaker 1>on our TV.

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<v Speaker 3>Can I just do that?

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, uh, nope, you're going to You're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna see me dance one more time?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, come on.

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<v Speaker 3>But yeah, we talked about baking.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, what were you gonna make? You were going to

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<v Speaker 1>make your famous something, uh.

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<v Speaker 4>Chocolate chip cookies I think was like the number one make,

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<v Speaker 4>and then we talked cake.

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<v Speaker 3>Like a cake. I remember, yes, yes, because you were like,

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<v Speaker 3>I love Oh. I can't remember what you said.

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<v Speaker 4>I remember we talked about like, oh cake or something

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<v Speaker 4>or almond cake. It'll what did you make or what?

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<v Speaker 4>Like what what was your recipe? We were sharing, like recipe.

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<v Speaker 3>Or was I going to make my wine cake? Now? Yes?

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, yes, yeses a wine cake. I was like it

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<v Speaker 4>was like an olive oil cake or an almond cake.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like something like, yeah, and the wine cooks out,

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<v Speaker 1>but it makes it super like moist. And I know

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<v Speaker 1>people hate that word, but when you bake, we use

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<v Speaker 1>moist like it's it's.

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<v Speaker 2>Sorry, this is a good thing in the bakery.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, No one wants a dry cake.

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<v Speaker 2>No, yes, I remember talking about that.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but you're not just like a baker. You're like

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<v Speaker 1>a baker.

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<v Speaker 2>I love it. It's like my favorite pastime.

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<v Speaker 4>I think it's like one of the only things that

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<v Speaker 4>I just do for myself for the joy of it,

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<v Speaker 4>and so I try to, like, I hold onto it

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<v Speaker 4>very tightly because I don't have many hobbies.

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<v Speaker 3>And so it's just something that I do that I.

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<v Speaker 4>Started when I was pretty young, and I just never stopped.

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<v Speaker 4>My friends used to call me like the midnight baker,

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<v Speaker 4>because I would like, at the middle of the night

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<v Speaker 4>was the only time I had to myself to just

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<v Speaker 4>like do whatever I wanted. So yeah, I was probably

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<v Speaker 4>like procrastinating. Like what is it called bedtime revenge? Bedtime procrastination?

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<v Speaker 4>Have you heard of that?

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<v Speaker 3>No? What is that?

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<v Speaker 2>It's very interesting.

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<v Speaker 4>It's basically like this psychological phenomenon that explains why if

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<v Speaker 4>you are a really busy person and you don't feel

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<v Speaker 4>like you have a lot of time to yourself during

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<v Speaker 4>the day, you it's like your way of getting revenge,

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<v Speaker 4>like subconscious revenge on your very busy schedule by staying

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<v Speaker 4>up through the night you know later than you probably

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<v Speaker 4>should to try to reclaim some of that control in

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<v Speaker 4>your day to day life. But you know, in that

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<v Speaker 4>process you are also compromising sleep, which is very important.

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<v Speaker 3>So something I struggled with.

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<v Speaker 1>Full body chills right now, you just describe my life.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, look into it because it's a tough one.

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<v Speaker 4>Like you, I know you get it because you are

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<v Speaker 4>also like one of the busiest people and it's I'm

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<v Speaker 4>sure you're like just doing a million and one things

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<v Speaker 4>throughout the day and then in the quiet of the

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<v Speaker 4>night when everyone goes to bed, no one's calling, no

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<v Speaker 4>one's emailing, no one's you know, asking anything from you.

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<v Speaker 4>You could just like let your shoulders drop and breathe

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<v Speaker 4>and then you know, then it's three am and you're like,

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<v Speaker 4>why am I still up?

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<v Speaker 1>This is so true and people are like, you have

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<v Speaker 1>to just turn your brain off.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, no, that's when my brain comes alive for me. Yes, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>that is wild. Oh my gosh.

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<v Speaker 1>So that time your family would just wake up to

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<v Speaker 1>like all these amazing like truly, Oh.

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<v Speaker 4>I was like two older brothers, and so it was

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<v Speaker 4>kind of the perfect uh situation because I didn't want

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<v Speaker 4>to eat like everything that I made it was like

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<v Speaker 4>far too much for one small girl, and so my

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<v Speaker 4>brother would just come in and like, you know, I

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<v Speaker 4>would be gone the next day. So they were kind

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<v Speaker 4>of my guinea pigs. And then I think that's how

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<v Speaker 4>I got really good at baking.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure they were really grateful, they were really happy.

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<v Speaker 3>You know I do baking from your mom?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean a little bit.

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<v Speaker 4>I think, yeah, it was something that we did together

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<v Speaker 4>when I was really young. But then I also kind

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<v Speaker 4>of just like it was it was something that I

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<v Speaker 4>could just do for myself, and so I really kind

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<v Speaker 4>of went on my own little journey with it.

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<v Speaker 3>But do you cook as well? Not so much.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know they say people are either bakers or

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<v Speaker 1>they're cooks.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, baking not easy, it's very scientific. I do cook, okay, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm actually I would say I'm better at cooking.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it was your favorite thing to cook?

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<v Speaker 1>Ooh I like comfort foods and big things, so lasagna,

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<v Speaker 1>any kind of castle role I can make.

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<v Speaker 3>None of this is kid friendly.

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<v Speaker 1>Him and haw and you know they just want like

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<v Speaker 1>straight up and I'm like, I'm not making plain chicken

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<v Speaker 1>like vegetables.

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<v Speaker 2>So you're like cheffing up in the kitchen.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know about that. But I like to try things. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I love trying things, and I love not see. This

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<v Speaker 1>is where baking and cooking is so different. I love

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<v Speaker 1>to not follow a recipe and kind of put a

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<v Speaker 1>little in.

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<v Speaker 3>Baking is so precise.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think I might have mentioned this to you

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<v Speaker 1>that my daughter, who is now sixteen, started baking when

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<v Speaker 1>she was four and she is incredible. So when I

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<v Speaker 1>heard that you baked, not only do we connect on

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<v Speaker 1>that level, but I was like, oh my gosh. I

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<v Speaker 1>was like Stella and Chandler would just you guys are

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<v Speaker 1>so much alight.

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<v Speaker 2>We need to have a baking party.

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<v Speaker 3>We really do, we really do.

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<v Speaker 2>We did talk about it. We got to do it now.

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<v Speaker 1>I know you and I were both going to bake

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<v Speaker 1>and bring to said and just like that's just like

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<v Speaker 1>way overshooting, Like.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, honestly, we had no idea, and this is something

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<v Speaker 4>that I feel like the pros on Dancy with the

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<v Speaker 4>Stars talk a lot about the stars that come in

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<v Speaker 4>don't realize how heavy the workload is.

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<v Speaker 3>You have no idea.

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<v Speaker 4>I think we were like, yeah, this is going to

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<v Speaker 4>be you know, like this is a cute little side quest. No,

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<v Speaker 4>we were in the studio like every day, and that

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<v Speaker 4>was way more intense than I thought it was going

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<v Speaker 4>to be. I was up for the challenge, but it

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<v Speaker 4>was just like I was so taken aback, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>like with with how heavy that workload was.

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<v Speaker 1>It's definitely not when you get the call from your agent.

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<v Speaker 3>It's not what you think, right, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like they make it sound and everyone from

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<v Speaker 1>the top to the bottom to everyone in between is

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<v Speaker 1>the most lovely on Dancing with the Stars, which is

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<v Speaker 1>a testament to why they've been around thirty three seasons,

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<v Speaker 1>predominantly all the same crew, Like people love being there

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<v Speaker 1>and you can tell and while it's a competition show,

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<v Speaker 1>I and you can speak to this as well, having

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<v Speaker 1>done many series, like it was the least competitive set

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<v Speaker 1>I've ever been on, truly, Like it's like wild. But

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<v Speaker 1>people kept saying like, this is true, this is true.

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<v Speaker 1>They're like, but you guys have a really great, kind,

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<v Speaker 1>tight knit cast this season, And it was true. There

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't one person that I was like, ooh, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know of that person, Like I've stayed in touch with everyone, like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my gosh, it's it's It was a great cast.

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<v Speaker 4>It was a really lovely cast. I feel like we

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<v Speaker 4>got so lucky, and I think we all were feeling it.

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<v Speaker 4>And then we would ask everyone and they would confirm like, no,

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<v Speaker 4>you guys are like this is the most drama free,

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<v Speaker 4>Like everyone's bringing good energy, every.

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<v Speaker 3>Special A few yeah, very special. Yeah. So yeah, I

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<v Speaker 3>felt really lucky, really really lucky.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, speaking of cast, I my fans will be very

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<v Speaker 1>sad if I don't ask you about all of your series. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>my fans, I mean my kids, So when I when

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<v Speaker 1>I told the kids, because I didn't know until they

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<v Speaker 1>didn't tell me who was on it. I didn't know

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<v Speaker 1>until we came in to do our first photo shoot

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<v Speaker 1>that day and people walked in and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>who everyone was. I had met a few people at rehearsal,

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<v Speaker 1>but then, you know, it was kind of fun. It

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<v Speaker 1>was like the big reveal. I was like, wow, look

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<v Speaker 1>who's on Oh. But yeah, when I told my kids

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<v Speaker 1>the cast, they freaked out when I said it was you.

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<v Speaker 1>Because my daughter Hattie is a huge fan of zombies

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<v Speaker 1>and a Pretty Little Liar's original sin Oh, she's like

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<v Speaker 1>a huge fan, and I kept like wanting to get

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<v Speaker 1>her to like talk to you more and take pictures,

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<v Speaker 1>and she got super nervous and she'd be all pouty.

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<v Speaker 1>She's a teen, she's thirteen, and she'd like, no, oh, please,

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<v Speaker 1>don't embarrass me. I was like, Chandler's the nicest human ever, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not like that. She did take a picture with

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<v Speaker 1>Bailey at the finale.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, all the Pretty Little Liars girls were there

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<v Speaker 4>in full support.

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<v Speaker 3>Dang, Okay, well we'll have to make it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's gonna happen at the making party.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't saying that to Hint, like please, you need

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<v Speaker 1>to take a photo with my kid, but you need

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<v Speaker 1>to take a photo with my kids. But yeah, all

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<v Speaker 1>my kids were like Chandler Kenny, oh my god, oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, we know her, and all of them were

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<v Speaker 1>like zombies. And then Hattie was like pretty low liars

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, oh my gosh.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, they were freaking out about that.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, so I feel like we have that in

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<v Speaker 1>common as well, like both started young on teen dramas

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<v Speaker 1>and yeah, how are you how old were you when

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<v Speaker 1>you started?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, so on for Zombies, I was about eighteen years old,

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<v Speaker 4>I think. Okay, And yeah that I mean, that's been

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<v Speaker 4>a whirlwind experience working for Disney's. It really is quite magical.

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<v Speaker 4>It's a lot of fun. It's yeah, and I'm still

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<v Speaker 4>like to this day on twenty four and I like

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<v Speaker 4>getting ready to start promoting the next Zombies movie, Zombies four,

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<v Speaker 4>that comes out, which is crazy.

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<v Speaker 3>When is that coming out?

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<v Speaker 4>It's it doesn't have a release date yet, but it

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<v Speaker 4>definitely is coming in twenty twenty five.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, we are not going to make the people wait

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<v Speaker 3>too long.

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<v Speaker 2>But it's it's coming. It's coming.

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<v Speaker 4>People will know soon, I think, which I'm stoked about.

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<v Speaker 4>I think it's going to be so much fun. It's

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<v Speaker 4>this movie is different than any of the others. It's like,

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<v Speaker 4>I feel like every movie this is literally our fourth

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<v Speaker 4>and so to like to be able to say it's

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<v Speaker 4>it's bigger and better, and which is insane, because every movie.

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<v Speaker 3>Like tops the last.

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<v Speaker 4>So I feel like this one, you know, we shot

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<v Speaker 4>in New Zealand, which was such a crazy experience. Wow,

0:23:04.280 --> 0:23:07.040
<v Speaker 4>whereas the last three filmed in Canada and Toronto, so

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<v Speaker 4>it has a very different feel. Okay, it's quite cinematic.

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<v Speaker 4>It's just also beautiful. The locations look like postcards. It's insane.

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<v Speaker 3>And then we have a lot of new cast members,

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<v Speaker 3>so we're we're so excited. Yeah, ooh, a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>new cast members.

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<v Speaker 4>This movie is kind of like almost a passing of

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<v Speaker 4>the torch, you know, because I feel like the main cast,

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<v Speaker 4>the og cast.

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<v Speaker 3>As we call ourselves, you're aging out.

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<v Speaker 2>We're aging out. You know, it happened.

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<v Speaker 3>Who are these oldies?

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<v Speaker 2>We're twenty but it happens though.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh man, life comes at you quick and so yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>so we're bringing in a new generation.

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<v Speaker 3>Who is smart.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they're smart.

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<v Speaker 4>And they just did that with Descendants as well, which

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<v Speaker 4>is their other big you know, like originally dcom and

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<v Speaker 4>now has moved to the streaming space. But they're at

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<v Speaker 4>that big franchise and they're doing a tour this year.

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<v Speaker 4>It's so exciting, which I may, you know, pop in

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<v Speaker 4>on potentially.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, we'll see. It was giving me a

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<v Speaker 3>tour girl.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean yeah, put me on around the world.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like you can do anything. I'm not biased

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm your friend. I really you are magical, but

0:24:34.600 --> 0:24:39.680
<v Speaker 1>your magic like emanates from within, and so yeah, I.

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<v Speaker 4>Feel the same about you, honestly. I think that's why

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<v Speaker 4>we connected so instantaneously.

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<v Speaker 2>Truly.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, then maybe you could give me some tips on

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<v Speaker 1>my career. So you need to find a lane. You

0:24:52.600 --> 0:25:06.360
<v Speaker 1>need to reinvent. Your character on Zombies is Hattie's favorite character,

0:25:07.520 --> 0:25:10.400
<v Speaker 1>and she was super psyched on Dancing with the Stars

0:25:10.600 --> 0:25:13.399
<v Speaker 1>when you did an ode to your character and she

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<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, she's back, and that.

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<v Speaker 3>Was really really cool.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you feel like being so young and being on

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<v Speaker 1>a teen drama?

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<v Speaker 3>I call it drama? I shouldn't call it a drama.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean I feel yeah, pretty Little Liars definitely teen

0:25:32.840 --> 0:25:33.760
<v Speaker 4>ya drama.

0:25:34.280 --> 0:25:36.840
<v Speaker 3>Zombies it's like it's musical.

0:25:36.920 --> 0:25:44.240
<v Speaker 4>It's musical, they're singing, there's dancing, there's where Kylie and vampires.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, zombies.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, it's like my dream life. But both movies

0:25:54.200 --> 0:25:59.359
<v Speaker 1>and your series have been you know, a teen cast

0:25:59.440 --> 0:26:04.960
<v Speaker 1>brought together other kind of exploded everybody. And I just

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<v Speaker 1>wonder your perspective because I don't talk to many people

0:26:08.040 --> 0:26:11.760
<v Speaker 1>that I went through it too, obviously in a different era.

0:26:12.359 --> 0:26:21.920
<v Speaker 1>But it's not easy, yeah, kind of turning into overnight

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<v Speaker 1>stars instantly and navigating that with having a normal life

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<v Speaker 1>and trying to focus on being normal and all of

0:26:30.920 --> 0:26:33.480
<v Speaker 1>a sudden you're getting all this attention and.

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<v Speaker 3>It's hard. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Different people handle it differently, right, I suppose, But what

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<v Speaker 1>was that like? Did the bond you guys even closer?

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<v Speaker 2>For sure?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? For sure.

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<v Speaker 4>I think I was lucky in the sense that I

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<v Speaker 4>did start really young, and I think that grounded me

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<v Speaker 4>in a sense because I was able to kind of

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<v Speaker 4>find my footing as I was going along and so

0:27:09.160 --> 0:27:12.040
<v Speaker 4>which you know, not all my friends have had that experience.

0:27:12.200 --> 0:27:15.240
<v Speaker 4>I think sometimes you do kind of just land on

0:27:15.280 --> 0:27:19.880
<v Speaker 4>something and it's it blows up and you're suddenly everything

0:27:19.920 --> 0:27:23.280
<v Speaker 4>in your life has changed, which is hard because then

0:27:23.359 --> 0:27:26.320
<v Speaker 4>you have nowhere to go for stability. You know, like

0:27:26.520 --> 0:27:30.440
<v Speaker 4>nothing is the same, so nothing feels comfortable or familiar.

0:27:31.320 --> 0:27:34.440
<v Speaker 4>And I have had a lot of friends like that.

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<v Speaker 4>I think for me, because I started when I was

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<v Speaker 4>about nine years old, I was able to like kind

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<v Speaker 4>of just like climb my way, like I really did

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<v Speaker 4>do the guest star and then the reoccurring and then

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<v Speaker 4>like my first series regular role and like so it

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<v Speaker 4>was it was a build and then by the time

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<v Speaker 4>things really started hitting, you know, on a different level,

0:27:58.760 --> 0:28:01.560
<v Speaker 4>I felt kind of ready for it because I.

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<v Speaker 3>Had, like you're stepping stones, Okay, I.

0:28:05.200 --> 0:28:06.159
<v Speaker 2>Had stepping stones.

0:28:06.200 --> 0:28:09.199
<v Speaker 4>I had like acquired some of the tools along the

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<v Speaker 4>way I think to show up and like feel equipped,

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<v Speaker 4>and so that was good. But yeah, I feel like

0:28:16.960 --> 0:28:21.040
<v Speaker 4>not everybody has that experience, and I know, yeah, for you,

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<v Speaker 4>it was probably like I think, because you were how

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<v Speaker 4>you were really young.

0:28:25.960 --> 0:28:28.359
<v Speaker 1>But I had a similar I mean I was born

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<v Speaker 1>into it because my dad, so I always was on sets,

0:28:33.119 --> 0:28:34.200
<v Speaker 1>I always.

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<v Speaker 3>Saw people.

0:28:36.200 --> 0:28:39.960
<v Speaker 1>And I started you know, doing guest appearances whatever.

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<v Speaker 3>It was my nads. But still when I was like.

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<v Speaker 1>Five, yeah, okay, yeah, so so yeah.

0:28:48.480 --> 0:28:51.640
<v Speaker 2>We not like that. That built and then when you

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<v Speaker 2>felt already.

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<v Speaker 4>Hit well I'm really ready, but no ready, there's there's

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<v Speaker 4>no guidebook for any of them.

0:29:00.640 --> 0:29:01.920
<v Speaker 3>Oh my gosh, there should be.

0:29:02.640 --> 0:29:03.760
<v Speaker 2>I thought about it.

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<v Speaker 4>You should write it's niche great, you should write specifically,

0:29:09.160 --> 0:29:12.520
<v Speaker 4>I think for for someone that is moving through just

0:29:12.640 --> 0:29:15.280
<v Speaker 4>I feel like any insane like life.

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<v Speaker 1>Experience, wait, you can apply. It doesn't just have to

0:29:18.000 --> 0:29:18.920
<v Speaker 1>be exactly.

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<v Speaker 4>I feel like so much of what I've learned is

0:29:22.200 --> 0:29:25.960
<v Speaker 4>it applies to life at large, you know, like not

0:29:26.160 --> 0:29:31.520
<v Speaker 4>just this specific experience, because it really is like all.

0:29:31.400 --> 0:29:33.479
<v Speaker 2>The things that I've I've gone through.

0:29:33.520 --> 0:29:37.880
<v Speaker 4>I'm like, wow, this is something that I think anyone should.

0:29:37.560 --> 0:29:39.040
<v Speaker 3>Know, you know.

0:29:40.520 --> 0:29:43.120
<v Speaker 1>And now there's the new term, well it's not that

0:29:43.200 --> 0:29:47.480
<v Speaker 1>new anymore, but imposter syndrome. Like everyone that's like the

0:29:47.560 --> 0:29:53.000
<v Speaker 1>trendy thing, and I'm just like, I don't, I don't know,

0:29:53.080 --> 0:29:54.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if that applies.

0:29:54.880 --> 0:29:57.720
<v Speaker 3>But in hindsight, I and I still do this.

0:29:58.000 --> 0:30:02.080
<v Speaker 1>I am very trusting because I'm very positive. You know,

0:30:02.200 --> 0:30:06.520
<v Speaker 1>we have lights that shine bright within, and anytime I

0:30:06.560 --> 0:30:08.920
<v Speaker 1>get knocked down, I'm like, Okay, I just keep going

0:30:09.080 --> 0:30:13.840
<v Speaker 1>because I believe like and that energy has gotten me

0:30:13.920 --> 0:30:19.960
<v Speaker 1>through everything. And and so I feel like, in hindsight, though,

0:30:19.960 --> 0:30:23.640
<v Speaker 1>I would have liked to kind of tell my younger self, like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, just be a little more on it for

0:30:28.080 --> 0:30:29.800
<v Speaker 1>who's there for the right reasons?

0:30:29.960 --> 0:30:32.920
<v Speaker 3>And why do they like you? Is it because? You know?

0:30:32.960 --> 0:30:34.400
<v Speaker 3>Because me, I would just be like.

0:30:34.360 --> 0:30:37.960
<v Speaker 1>Oh, I love people like so I was accepting of everyone.

0:30:38.120 --> 0:30:40.600
<v Speaker 1>It was my friends not in the business that would

0:30:40.640 --> 0:30:42.920
<v Speaker 1>stand back and be like, uh no, that one is

0:30:42.960 --> 0:30:45.320
<v Speaker 1>hanging on here because you're a star and they're you know,

0:30:45.400 --> 0:30:46.040
<v Speaker 1>they want.

0:30:45.880 --> 0:30:48.920
<v Speaker 3>Something, And it is challenging.

0:30:49.200 --> 0:30:53.360
<v Speaker 1>When you're a good, kind person, it does change and

0:30:53.400 --> 0:30:56.560
<v Speaker 1>suddenly everyone wants to be around you, and you're like

0:30:57.720 --> 0:31:01.200
<v Speaker 1>hoping it's I was always like, well, it's because I'm

0:31:01.240 --> 0:31:01.760
<v Speaker 1>a good person.

0:31:01.800 --> 0:31:04.360
<v Speaker 3>I'm a nice person. But it's not always.

0:31:04.000 --> 0:31:06.320
<v Speaker 2>That case, not always genuine.

0:31:06.480 --> 0:31:09.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, And at a young age, it's a hard thing

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<v Speaker 1>to navigate suddenly becoming such a huge star and people

0:31:16.800 --> 0:31:18.080
<v Speaker 1>there for the wrong reasons.

0:31:18.160 --> 0:31:19.200
<v Speaker 3>Did you ever find that?

0:31:20.240 --> 0:31:20.880
<v Speaker 2>Absolutely?

0:31:21.040 --> 0:31:23.239
<v Speaker 4>I think that's that's part of it for sure, And

0:31:23.760 --> 0:31:29.080
<v Speaker 4>I think I have had. I think I feel like

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<v Speaker 4>I'm in the last couple of years, I've just gotten

0:31:30.960 --> 0:31:34.480
<v Speaker 4>to a place where things have maybe settled a little

0:31:34.520 --> 0:31:37.000
<v Speaker 4>bit more. And part of it, I'm like, how much

0:31:37.040 --> 0:31:40.200
<v Speaker 4>of this is the nature of the beast and how

0:31:40.280 --> 0:31:43.360
<v Speaker 4>much of this is like just being like a late teen,

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<v Speaker 4>early twenty, you know, normal experience. And I think it's

0:31:47.440 --> 0:31:50.680
<v Speaker 4>like a little bit of both at times because people

0:31:50.720 --> 0:31:53.600
<v Speaker 4>are just figuring things out. But I do think to

0:31:53.680 --> 0:31:59.280
<v Speaker 4>your point, the job that we do, it does add

0:31:59.440 --> 0:32:03.600
<v Speaker 4>a whole additional layer of confusion, I think, you know,

0:32:03.760 --> 0:32:09.880
<v Speaker 4>and and complication. Yeah, and so I definitely there was

0:32:09.920 --> 0:32:13.000
<v Speaker 4>a time there where I felt like with every new

0:32:13.080 --> 0:32:16.040
<v Speaker 4>project I would book or I would go off to

0:32:16.280 --> 0:32:19.320
<v Speaker 4>film or whatever, I would like lose a friend and like,

0:32:19.400 --> 0:32:23.600
<v Speaker 4>I don't like this correlation between the two things. It was,

0:32:24.000 --> 0:32:28.280
<v Speaker 4>It wasn't It was always like something different. I think

0:32:28.440 --> 0:32:34.120
<v Speaker 4>there were times where people maybe felt like that they

0:32:34.120 --> 0:32:36.920
<v Speaker 4>should be in that position and then that complicated a

0:32:36.960 --> 0:32:42.840
<v Speaker 4>friendship or or maybe you know, I wasn't around enough

0:32:43.080 --> 0:32:48.800
<v Speaker 4>to like show up with whatever their expectation of friendship was.

0:32:50.360 --> 0:32:52.040
<v Speaker 4>And that's when I got really clear. I was like,

0:32:52.240 --> 0:32:57.240
<v Speaker 4>you know, I think I have to measure the the

0:32:57.440 --> 0:33:00.720
<v Speaker 4>like my friendships by the quality time that we spend together,

0:33:01.120 --> 0:33:05.560
<v Speaker 4>not the quantity you know, of time that we spend together,

0:33:05.640 --> 0:33:09.560
<v Speaker 4>because the truth of the matter is, I'm not around

0:33:10.360 --> 0:33:14.520
<v Speaker 4>a lot, you know, like we work twelve to fourteen

0:33:14.600 --> 0:33:20.040
<v Speaker 4>hour days sometimes more. We're traveling the world. I mean,

0:33:20.080 --> 0:33:22.600
<v Speaker 4>like the last four years, the only thing I've done,

0:33:22.760 --> 0:33:25.240
<v Speaker 4>the only job I've taken in LA has been dancing

0:33:25.280 --> 0:33:25.760
<v Speaker 4>with the stars.

0:33:25.800 --> 0:33:26.800
<v Speaker 3>Outside of that, I've.

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<v Speaker 4>Been in New Zealand or Toronto in Canada, or New

0:33:30.840 --> 0:33:33.800
<v Speaker 4>York or like anywhere on the East Coast or Georgia

0:33:33.880 --> 0:33:39.320
<v Speaker 4>and anywhere but La, you know, where the majority of

0:33:39.320 --> 0:33:42.800
<v Speaker 4>my friend group is and right, so, I don't know.

0:33:42.840 --> 0:33:44.560
<v Speaker 4>It's just like I think a lot of it for

0:33:44.640 --> 0:33:49.200
<v Speaker 4>me has been finding people that do have like similar

0:33:49.320 --> 0:33:54.040
<v Speaker 4>definitions of friendship and are okay with you know, not

0:33:54.160 --> 0:33:58.920
<v Speaker 4>always being able to like hang out every weeknight or whatever.

0:33:58.920 --> 0:34:00.400
<v Speaker 4>And I think part of that is just like also

0:34:00.400 --> 0:34:04.840
<v Speaker 4>stepping into adulthood, you know, like you have adult friendships.

0:34:04.840 --> 0:34:07.480
<v Speaker 4>But it's I think to go through those things simultaneously again,

0:34:07.520 --> 0:34:08.920
<v Speaker 4>to bring it back to your point.

0:34:09.600 --> 0:34:15.040
<v Speaker 2>Is really really tough. At a very specific experience.

0:34:16.040 --> 0:34:16.680
<v Speaker 3>Definitely.

0:34:16.960 --> 0:34:20.680
<v Speaker 1>It's yeah, I've lost friends the same way, like, oh

0:34:20.719 --> 0:34:22.400
<v Speaker 1>my gosh, you never answer your phone.

0:34:22.480 --> 0:34:25.279
<v Speaker 3>Oh my gosh, you didn't return my text. Oh my god.

0:34:25.560 --> 0:34:28.759
<v Speaker 1>We had this like we had texted each other and

0:34:30.239 --> 0:34:31.960
<v Speaker 1>you were so busy you couldn't get back to me,

0:34:32.000 --> 0:34:33.920
<v Speaker 1>and then I didn't get back or it was like both.

0:34:34.680 --> 0:34:37.239
<v Speaker 3>I think it was mainly me because you reached out,

0:34:37.280 --> 0:34:39.840
<v Speaker 3>you wrote the nicest thing, and oh, actually no, I

0:34:39.880 --> 0:34:40.319
<v Speaker 3>think you're.

0:34:40.239 --> 0:34:44.359
<v Speaker 1>Like you You sent me the kindest text right after

0:34:44.440 --> 0:34:47.520
<v Speaker 1>I was eliminated and I didn't get back to you,

0:34:47.680 --> 0:34:50.560
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, but you know what I knew when

0:34:51.320 --> 0:34:53.880
<v Speaker 1>you did get back to me and then.

0:34:55.560 --> 0:34:56.400
<v Speaker 3>I got back to you.

0:34:56.600 --> 0:35:00.440
<v Speaker 1>Whatever it was, I was like, oh, she's a true friend,

0:35:00.520 --> 0:35:04.080
<v Speaker 1>because those are the friends that just are like they

0:35:04.200 --> 0:35:07.200
<v Speaker 1>get it. And it's I guess it is a lot

0:35:07.200 --> 0:35:10.120
<v Speaker 1>of being in the industry. I'm good friends with Whitney

0:35:10.120 --> 0:35:12.120
<v Speaker 1>Cummings and she taught me a lot because I'd be like,

0:35:12.120 --> 0:35:14.240
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, I'm so sorry, I'm the worst friend.

0:35:14.360 --> 0:35:16.799
<v Speaker 1>I haven't kept in touch and she was like, huh

0:35:16.280 --> 0:35:19.640
<v Speaker 1>uh no, no, no, you're a true friend, like true friends

0:35:19.680 --> 0:35:23.080
<v Speaker 1>always find each other again, and true friends don't judge

0:35:23.320 --> 0:35:27.520
<v Speaker 1>the quantity and quality of the time, sorry, the quantity

0:35:27.600 --> 0:35:32.040
<v Speaker 1>of the time, and don't have memory of like, oh

0:35:32.160 --> 0:35:35.400
<v Speaker 1>you didn't call me back or you didn't check anyone.

0:35:35.600 --> 0:35:39.680
<v Speaker 1>This happened in my life, right, Real friends are just

0:35:39.760 --> 0:35:42.960
<v Speaker 1>there and that's super true.

0:35:43.160 --> 0:35:44.279
<v Speaker 3>I think I love that.

0:35:44.560 --> 0:35:47.680
<v Speaker 4>Also needed to hear that because I feel the same

0:35:47.719 --> 0:35:50.520
<v Speaker 4>way and not everybody feels the same way, and that's

0:35:50.560 --> 0:35:54.520
<v Speaker 4>also okay. I've had to like learn, like that's okay.

0:35:55.120 --> 0:35:58.759
<v Speaker 4>I think just the reality is everybody needs different things

0:35:58.840 --> 0:36:01.560
<v Speaker 4>and you have to find people that you know that

0:36:01.880 --> 0:36:04.200
<v Speaker 4>there is that level of compatibility where you may me

0:36:04.560 --> 0:36:07.479
<v Speaker 4>have that same definition of friendship. And yeah, I felt

0:36:07.520 --> 0:36:11.040
<v Speaker 4>the same way because we were like ships passing for

0:36:11.080 --> 0:36:14.520
<v Speaker 4>a minute and then but I was like, it's all love,

0:36:14.800 --> 0:36:15.719
<v Speaker 4>you know, it's all love.

0:36:15.800 --> 0:36:18.240
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, because we see each other.

0:36:18.239 --> 0:36:19.239
<v Speaker 2>We know each other.

0:36:19.480 --> 0:36:24.839
<v Speaker 4>There's like, yeah, yeah, I feel very similarly, but yeah,

0:36:25.080 --> 0:36:25.520
<v Speaker 4>I love that.

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<v Speaker 3>I know we have to go soon.

0:36:34.200 --> 0:36:37.640
<v Speaker 1>But can I bring up an Instagram post that you

0:36:37.840 --> 0:36:39.239
<v Speaker 1>yes talked.

0:36:38.880 --> 0:36:43.400
<v Speaker 3>About It spoke to me in so many ways.

0:36:44.320 --> 0:36:47.680
<v Speaker 1>So you said it was a year of letting love in,

0:36:47.960 --> 0:36:53.040
<v Speaker 1>saying yes, accepting support, running towards fear, living outside of

0:36:53.080 --> 0:36:58.000
<v Speaker 1>my comfort zone and unabashedly following my joy and my dreams.

0:36:58.440 --> 0:37:02.879
<v Speaker 3>And I was like, I couldn't love anymore. I love you?

0:37:04.800 --> 0:37:05.760
<v Speaker 3>Would you be okay?

0:37:05.960 --> 0:37:09.840
<v Speaker 1>It's giving us a hint of what each of those like,

0:37:10.200 --> 0:37:11.759
<v Speaker 1>how did you let love in?

0:37:11.960 --> 0:37:12.440
<v Speaker 3>Are you okay?

0:37:12.680 --> 0:37:15.560
<v Speaker 4>Answering that absolutely, I'm like, let me, I can. I

0:37:15.600 --> 0:37:18.840
<v Speaker 4>know exactly the post, and I like, I can. I

0:37:18.880 --> 0:37:23.600
<v Speaker 4>can look at each one and tell you yeah. So

0:37:23.800 --> 0:37:30.520
<v Speaker 4>letting love in for me was letting people love on me,

0:37:30.920 --> 0:37:36.799
<v Speaker 4>because I think I really try to show up so

0:37:36.920 --> 0:37:41.040
<v Speaker 4>much for the people in my life and support and

0:37:41.200 --> 0:37:46.720
<v Speaker 4>be there and cheer on and and for whatever reason,

0:37:46.840 --> 0:37:52.400
<v Speaker 4>sometimes I don't allow that to be reciprocated. It probably

0:37:52.440 --> 0:37:55.800
<v Speaker 4>if I were to psychoanalyze myself, that's probably my idea,

0:37:56.080 --> 0:38:00.399
<v Speaker 4>my past idea of what strength was, you know. And

0:38:00.680 --> 0:38:04.760
<v Speaker 4>I realized that that was just a disservice to myself,

0:38:04.920 --> 0:38:09.360
<v Speaker 4>you know, like being strong is being vulnerable and letting

0:38:09.640 --> 0:38:14.560
<v Speaker 4>people show up for you and and love on you,

0:38:14.719 --> 0:38:18.400
<v Speaker 4>and that is a beautiful thing. And so I've really

0:38:18.480 --> 0:38:21.960
<v Speaker 4>challenged myself to let the people in my life be

0:38:22.000 --> 0:38:22.480
<v Speaker 4>there for me.

0:38:25.000 --> 0:38:27.200
<v Speaker 3>And did you feel on some level? Sorry?

0:38:27.200 --> 0:38:29.960
<v Speaker 1>I interrupted you, but did you feel on some level

0:38:30.040 --> 0:38:32.560
<v Speaker 1>that you didn't deserve love?

0:38:32.960 --> 0:38:40.160
<v Speaker 4>H I mean maybe maybe somewhere deep down, if I

0:38:40.200 --> 0:38:41.200
<v Speaker 4>were to dig to the.

0:38:41.160 --> 0:38:43.719
<v Speaker 2>Bottom to have a couple, big big dig.

0:38:44.520 --> 0:38:48.800
<v Speaker 4>You know, maybe I think I think this actually ties

0:38:48.840 --> 0:38:51.239
<v Speaker 4>in with the I think the friend conversation of like.

0:38:52.160 --> 0:38:54.960
<v Speaker 2>You know, do I do enough for others?

0:38:55.000 --> 0:38:58.879
<v Speaker 4>Like I feel like, you know, and maybe I've had

0:38:59.000 --> 0:39:03.360
<v Speaker 4>like transactional relationships in my life where I felt like, Okay,

0:39:03.400 --> 0:39:06.040
<v Speaker 4>if I'm not doing one hundred and ten percent, that

0:39:06.160 --> 0:39:08.719
<v Speaker 4>I don't deserve one hundred and ten percent. You know.

0:39:09.160 --> 0:39:12.000
<v Speaker 3>Also, that's not realistic, that's not life.

0:39:12.320 --> 0:39:14.680
<v Speaker 4>Life ebbs and flows, and it goes up and it

0:39:14.719 --> 0:39:18.080
<v Speaker 4>goes down, And I think what's most important is to

0:39:18.239 --> 0:39:22.120
<v Speaker 4>give whatever you can and know and be okay with

0:39:22.200 --> 0:39:25.960
<v Speaker 4>like your capacity because not every day you're going to

0:39:26.040 --> 0:39:28.920
<v Speaker 4>have like one hundred and ten percent to give. But

0:39:29.920 --> 0:39:32.919
<v Speaker 4>and that's okay, Like that that really is okay. And

0:39:32.920 --> 0:39:36.560
<v Speaker 4>that also still means that you deserve all the good things,

0:39:36.640 --> 0:39:39.520
<v Speaker 4>you know. So it's I think that's kind of what

0:39:40.040 --> 0:39:42.239
<v Speaker 4>where that was coming from.

0:39:42.320 --> 0:39:44.080
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, oh that.

0:39:44.120 --> 0:39:49.759
<v Speaker 4>Was that and then yes, then yes was yeah, being

0:39:49.760 --> 0:39:51.040
<v Speaker 4>open to new experiences.

0:39:51.160 --> 0:39:52.399
<v Speaker 3>I think it's really easy to.

0:39:53.960 --> 0:39:58.120
<v Speaker 4>Let fear win sometimes, but yes, this can be scary,

0:39:58.320 --> 0:40:01.440
<v Speaker 4>and so I yeah, dancing with the Stars was a

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<v Speaker 4>big yes for me, even though I was terrified.

0:40:06.000 --> 0:40:08.759
<v Speaker 1>Now, were you the type that would say no but

0:40:09.320 --> 0:40:12.720
<v Speaker 1>like makeup reasons why it should be no just because

0:40:12.760 --> 0:40:14.160
<v Speaker 1>you were fearful of doing it?

0:40:14.600 --> 0:40:16.000
<v Speaker 2>I always challenged that.

0:40:16.239 --> 0:40:22.040
<v Speaker 4>I think I've been pretty decent with, you know, untangling

0:40:23.160 --> 0:40:29.160
<v Speaker 4>my fear from like really justified reasoning. But you know,

0:40:29.200 --> 0:40:32.360
<v Speaker 4>I think it's always something that you're ever going to

0:40:32.560 --> 0:40:35.000
<v Speaker 4>have to check in on and like always make sure

0:40:35.040 --> 0:40:36.640
<v Speaker 4>you're doing things for the right reason.

0:40:36.719 --> 0:40:39.160
<v Speaker 3>And I think no is also important as well.

0:40:39.239 --> 0:40:43.840
<v Speaker 4>But but I think you can't avoid the yes just

0:40:43.840 --> 0:40:45.520
<v Speaker 4>because you're afraid, you.

0:40:45.480 --> 0:40:50.279
<v Speaker 1>Know, I agree, What is your biggest fear? Sorry we're

0:40:50.320 --> 0:40:54.000
<v Speaker 1>jumping one because I know supports next, But what a

0:40:54.080 --> 0:40:59.280
<v Speaker 1>fear did you run to? But what is your biggest fear?

0:40:59.840 --> 0:41:05.240
<v Speaker 2>I think my biggest fear is failure, honestly big fear.

0:41:07.960 --> 0:41:14.520
<v Speaker 4>And I think failure is also super important and I've

0:41:14.560 --> 0:41:22.680
<v Speaker 4>had to learn why by failing, And you know, I

0:41:22.680 --> 0:41:25.080
<v Speaker 4>think I think some of my biggest lessons have been

0:41:25.680 --> 0:41:29.840
<v Speaker 4>like what I would have maybe considered to be a failure.

0:41:29.880 --> 0:41:33.040
<v Speaker 4>But even now, looking back at it, I've reframed it

0:41:33.080 --> 0:41:34.840
<v Speaker 4>in a way of like that that was a lesson,

0:41:35.040 --> 0:41:40.239
<v Speaker 4>you know, and that was an opportunity to shift or

0:41:40.400 --> 0:41:46.839
<v Speaker 4>readjust or change or grow. So I don't look at

0:41:46.840 --> 0:41:50.480
<v Speaker 4>them as failures so much anymore. I'm kind of in

0:41:50.520 --> 0:41:53.239
<v Speaker 4>the process of of love reframing that.

0:41:54.880 --> 0:41:59.200
<v Speaker 3>I love that. Yeah, that's I think the fear, you know.

0:41:59.239 --> 0:42:01.200
<v Speaker 4>I think that the biggest fear now is like failure

0:42:01.239 --> 0:42:02.879
<v Speaker 4>and not learning anything from it.

0:42:05.000 --> 0:42:06.319
<v Speaker 3>But there's still a lesson there.

0:42:06.600 --> 0:42:08.200
<v Speaker 2>There's still a lesson there, that's right.

0:42:09.200 --> 0:42:11.240
<v Speaker 1>Even if you don't think you learn it, your body

0:42:12.320 --> 0:42:13.239
<v Speaker 1>holds on to it.

0:42:13.360 --> 0:42:15.480
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I don't believe in regrets.

0:42:15.560 --> 0:42:18.840
<v Speaker 1>And that took me a long time to realize because

0:42:18.920 --> 0:42:20.960
<v Speaker 1>I would always look back and be like, this was

0:42:21.000 --> 0:42:24.080
<v Speaker 1>supposed to be great, and then it was like climbing

0:42:24.120 --> 0:42:25.680
<v Speaker 1>that mountain and slipping back down.

0:42:26.160 --> 0:42:26.880
<v Speaker 3>Why Why?

0:42:27.680 --> 0:42:30.400
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, no, It's all part of the journey. Like,

0:42:30.920 --> 0:42:35.120
<v Speaker 1>failures are just part of our journey and it makes

0:42:35.320 --> 0:42:39.319
<v Speaker 1>up who we are. And I wouldn't be me if

0:42:39.360 --> 0:42:43.120
<v Speaker 1>I didn't have those failures along with my successes.

0:42:43.719 --> 0:42:48.239
<v Speaker 3>It's true, It's true. Okay, what support did you need

0:42:48.280 --> 0:42:49.000
<v Speaker 3>to accept.

0:42:49.760 --> 0:42:53.560
<v Speaker 4>Actually, this one was squarely about Dancing with the Stars, really.

0:42:56.360 --> 0:42:57.000
<v Speaker 3>Because I.

0:42:58.480 --> 0:43:01.880
<v Speaker 2>Really do like to do I have in the past.

0:43:02.120 --> 0:43:05.520
<v Speaker 4>This was a big transitional year for me, so you'll

0:43:05.560 --> 0:43:09.640
<v Speaker 4>hear me say a lot like Past Chandler. She Past

0:43:09.719 --> 0:43:11.960
<v Speaker 4>Chandler really liked to do things on her own. I

0:43:11.960 --> 0:43:14.640
<v Speaker 4>think it did make her feel really strong and independent,

0:43:15.600 --> 0:43:20.960
<v Speaker 4>but it also didn't really get her far. And I

0:43:21.040 --> 0:43:26.560
<v Speaker 4>think specifically with Dancing with the Stars, I allowed myself

0:43:26.560 --> 0:43:30.480
<v Speaker 4>to be supported and wrapped in loved love by the.

0:43:30.400 --> 0:43:32.680
<v Speaker 3>People in my life and I needed it.

0:43:32.880 --> 0:43:35.520
<v Speaker 4>You know. It was definitely one of the scariest things

0:43:35.560 --> 0:43:40.040
<v Speaker 4>I'd ever done. I also was like burning my body

0:43:40.080 --> 0:43:47.800
<v Speaker 4>out and like putting it to the ultimate test physically, mentally, emotionally, psychologically,

0:43:48.680 --> 0:43:53.160
<v Speaker 4>and I needed support. And you know, I was also

0:43:53.280 --> 0:43:55.880
<v Speaker 4>driving really far because I'm kind of right outside of

0:43:56.040 --> 0:44:01.480
<v Speaker 4>LA and I ultimately couldn't do that drive anymore. And

0:44:01.520 --> 0:44:07.680
<v Speaker 4>so then I was like literally CouchSurfing, like staying not noticed.

0:44:07.920 --> 0:44:09.480
<v Speaker 2>I know, I know, I actually.

0:44:09.239 --> 0:44:11.000
<v Speaker 4>I don't even know if I've talked about this publicly,

0:44:11.040 --> 0:44:15.720
<v Speaker 4>but I was like it was I was doing everything

0:44:15.719 --> 0:44:17.319
<v Speaker 4>in my power to make it work because I was

0:44:17.400 --> 0:44:18.759
<v Speaker 4>it was just not safe for me to be on

0:44:18.800 --> 0:44:21.960
<v Speaker 4>the road after long rehearsal days and we were not

0:44:22.000 --> 0:44:24.600
<v Speaker 4>getting any days off throughout the entire process. I only

0:44:24.600 --> 0:44:30.520
<v Speaker 4>took two days off literally, just too And so I

0:44:31.040 --> 0:44:33.759
<v Speaker 4>I my friends. You know, you have your people in

0:44:33.760 --> 0:44:35.000
<v Speaker 4>your life that are like, oh, let me know if

0:44:35.040 --> 0:44:39.400
<v Speaker 4>you need anything, and sometimes it stops there. And but

0:44:39.400 --> 0:44:42.600
<v Speaker 4>then I was like, you know what, let me let

0:44:43.040 --> 0:44:46.800
<v Speaker 4>these people support me, because I actually do need support.

0:44:46.840 --> 0:44:50.480
<v Speaker 4>And I think even recognizing that I needed support was

0:44:50.520 --> 0:44:53.680
<v Speaker 4>a big step. And then to let people show up

0:44:53.840 --> 0:44:58.200
<v Speaker 4>was huge. And so, yeah, that's huge, look for me,

0:44:58.480 --> 0:45:00.239
<v Speaker 4>or like give me a couch when I'm it was

0:45:00.400 --> 0:45:03.960
<v Speaker 4>like deep in La or West Hollywood, and or just

0:45:04.160 --> 0:45:07.320
<v Speaker 4>call and give me some words of advice or support

0:45:07.480 --> 0:45:12.480
<v Speaker 4>or encouragement. And to really like open myself up to

0:45:12.560 --> 0:45:15.600
<v Speaker 4>receive it was I think a big win for me.

0:45:17.440 --> 0:45:20.799
<v Speaker 1>And lastly, which dream did you follow the hardest?

0:45:22.200 --> 0:45:25.520
<v Speaker 4>I think my heart, which sounds really cheesy, but true

0:45:26.080 --> 0:45:26.720
<v Speaker 4>it doesn't.

0:45:28.719 --> 0:45:29.240
<v Speaker 2>My heart.

0:45:29.400 --> 0:45:33.319
<v Speaker 4>I just like, let I followed the joy, you know,

0:45:33.640 --> 0:45:36.319
<v Speaker 4>And sometimes I think you do have to get kind

0:45:36.360 --> 0:45:41.239
<v Speaker 4>of quiet to like hear it and recognize it in

0:45:41.280 --> 0:45:43.560
<v Speaker 4>your mind and in your body, And it's hard when

0:45:43.600 --> 0:45:46.400
<v Speaker 4>you're a really busy person and you get kind of

0:45:46.440 --> 0:45:49.560
<v Speaker 4>in the grind and you have your goals and so

0:45:49.640 --> 0:45:52.200
<v Speaker 4>you just kind of like put the blinders on and

0:45:52.239 --> 0:45:54.600
<v Speaker 4>you're so focused on what you're doing, and then you

0:45:54.640 --> 0:45:56.399
<v Speaker 4>look up one day and you're like, Wow, it's been

0:45:56.440 --> 0:46:00.239
<v Speaker 4>a year, or it's been you know, however long, and like,

0:46:00.840 --> 0:46:04.200
<v Speaker 4>have I breathed? Have I had moments of joy? Have

0:46:04.320 --> 0:46:08.880
<v Speaker 4>I had moments of connection? And so I really just

0:46:08.960 --> 0:46:12.440
<v Speaker 4>kind of tried to quiet my head a little bit

0:46:12.520 --> 0:46:16.520
<v Speaker 4>and let my heart lead, and it took me to

0:46:16.560 --> 0:46:22.239
<v Speaker 4>some really cool places last year. So I was really grateful. Yeah,

0:46:22.320 --> 0:46:22.920
<v Speaker 4>I love that.

0:46:23.160 --> 0:46:23.640
<v Speaker 3>I love you.

0:46:23.719 --> 0:46:26.600
<v Speaker 1>I wish you could be my therapist, but you have

0:46:26.719 --> 0:46:30.600
<v Speaker 1>enough enough plates are spinning around doing.

0:46:32.080 --> 0:46:32.160
<v Speaker 4>So.

0:46:32.320 --> 0:46:35.920
<v Speaker 1>Lastly, you are going on tour with Dancing of the Stars.

0:46:36.719 --> 0:46:37.759
<v Speaker 1>Is it March fifteenth?

0:46:37.800 --> 0:46:38.359
<v Speaker 3>You join them?

0:46:39.800 --> 0:46:45.759
<v Speaker 4>Yo? February? Sorry so soon? Oh my gosh, thirteenth. I

0:46:45.800 --> 0:46:49.000
<v Speaker 4>think I should know these dates, but I do two legs,

0:46:49.400 --> 0:46:52.160
<v Speaker 4>so I think my second leg is March fifteenth.

0:46:52.280 --> 0:46:56.080
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so I'm going really soon. Oh my gosh. Yeah,

0:46:56.120 --> 0:46:56.799
<v Speaker 3>I've been, I've been.

0:46:57.280 --> 0:47:00.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm inundated with the stories because obviously we all follow

0:47:00.719 --> 0:47:03.759
<v Speaker 1>each other and the pros and just watching them every night,

0:47:03.840 --> 0:47:06.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, oh my god, I can't believe they do

0:47:06.239 --> 0:47:10.000
<v Speaker 1>this every night. Whoa And now I see Joey's there,

0:47:10.000 --> 0:47:12.279
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, and Joey's now do He's thrown in

0:47:12.320 --> 0:47:16.399
<v Speaker 1>there doing it every night? Like wow, this is this

0:47:16.440 --> 0:47:19.920
<v Speaker 1>is crazy. Well, I want to come see one of

0:47:19.920 --> 0:47:20.799
<v Speaker 1>your shows.

0:47:21.080 --> 0:47:22.400
<v Speaker 2>You have to.

0:47:22.920 --> 0:47:25.600
<v Speaker 1>You want to bring the kids, bring the kid, you

0:47:25.600 --> 0:47:29.000
<v Speaker 1>can get her photo, yes, yes, and then you stay

0:47:29.040 --> 0:47:31.759
<v Speaker 1>with them your last leg, you stay till last year.

0:47:32.320 --> 0:47:36.000
<v Speaker 3>Is that six? They'll come April fifth or April six? Yeah,

0:47:36.000 --> 0:47:37.680
<v Speaker 3>I should do that. That's the easiest.

0:47:37.920 --> 0:47:40.120
<v Speaker 4>And I think Alona will be there towards the end

0:47:40.120 --> 0:47:43.440
<v Speaker 4>as well, which will be awesome. And yeah, I'm stoked.

0:47:43.480 --> 0:47:46.520
<v Speaker 4>I mean, I've never been on tour. I've never like

0:47:47.640 --> 0:47:50.440
<v Speaker 4>lived on a bus. I've never toured the country, so

0:47:50.960 --> 0:47:53.080
<v Speaker 4>you know, I think just the life experience of it

0:47:53.120 --> 0:47:54.160
<v Speaker 4>all is super exciting.

0:47:54.160 --> 0:47:57.960
<v Speaker 3>But also would be on the bus too. Yeah, yeah,

0:47:58.120 --> 0:48:02.520
<v Speaker 3>the bus looks really fun. You know. I like new experiences.

0:48:02.600 --> 0:48:05.200
<v Speaker 4>Though, I've been meaning to like reach out to Joey

0:48:05.320 --> 0:48:07.400
<v Speaker 4>because they just got Joey and Jenna just got there.

0:48:07.520 --> 0:48:09.080
<v Speaker 3>You know, be like, how is it.

0:48:10.640 --> 0:48:15.279
<v Speaker 1>Steven's been there the whole time time, Steven's like this,

0:48:15.560 --> 0:48:17.359
<v Speaker 1>He's just I thought he was just hosting it.

0:48:17.400 --> 0:48:21.040
<v Speaker 3>I didn't really understand. Oh he's dancing and he's full

0:48:21.040 --> 0:48:23.719
<v Speaker 3>on dancing with the pros. And I'm like, I.

0:48:23.680 --> 0:48:24.399
<v Speaker 2>Will tell you.

0:48:24.560 --> 0:48:25.400
<v Speaker 3>I actually so.

0:48:25.520 --> 0:48:28.160
<v Speaker 4>Because we started rehearsal like right after the show ended.

0:48:28.200 --> 0:48:31.319
<v Speaker 4>There was like hardly any break. So that was like

0:48:31.360 --> 0:48:33.719
<v Speaker 4>my December and then that's why I crashed so hard

0:48:33.800 --> 0:48:37.640
<v Speaker 4>during the holidays because I was so tired. But I

0:48:38.040 --> 0:48:40.960
<v Speaker 4>got to see the full finish show obviously, like I

0:48:41.000 --> 0:48:41.359
<v Speaker 4>know my.

0:48:41.400 --> 0:48:43.759
<v Speaker 2>Parts and I'm very excited about it.

0:48:44.040 --> 0:48:49.280
<v Speaker 4>But I saw just like the Stephen Show, and he's

0:48:49.320 --> 0:48:52.680
<v Speaker 4>he's so great in it, and it's funny and it's lively.

0:48:53.000 --> 0:48:55.799
<v Speaker 4>Like honestly, I think it's like fifty percent comedy and

0:48:55.840 --> 0:48:56.759
<v Speaker 4>fifty percent dance.

0:48:57.160 --> 0:48:59.080
<v Speaker 2>Like it's it's gonna be a read.

0:48:59.640 --> 0:49:01.880
<v Speaker 1>I I can pick that up when I'm looking at

0:49:01.920 --> 0:49:05.040
<v Speaker 1>the posts on Instagram and it looks amazing. Well, I'm

0:49:05.040 --> 0:49:08.560
<v Speaker 1>super excited, and I believe everyone can go to ticket

0:49:08.600 --> 0:49:12.520
<v Speaker 1>Master get your tickets. Well, thank you, my friend.

0:49:12.560 --> 0:49:14.440
<v Speaker 3>I love you. Gosh.

0:49:14.560 --> 0:49:17.319
<v Speaker 1>I if I could go back, I wish I was

0:49:18.480 --> 0:49:20.000
<v Speaker 1>Chandler Kenney at twenty four.

0:49:20.080 --> 0:49:23.200
<v Speaker 4>Oh my god, Oh my gosh, no way.

0:49:23.719 --> 0:49:27.000
<v Speaker 1>You are so wise and you're definitely an old soul.

0:49:27.360 --> 0:49:31.480
<v Speaker 1>And I just was connected to you from the beginning

0:49:31.640 --> 0:49:32.960
<v Speaker 1>and you inspired me.

0:49:34.400 --> 0:49:35.440
<v Speaker 3>On so many levels.

0:49:35.560 --> 0:49:37.840
<v Speaker 1>Let me just say that so I could talk to

0:49:37.920 --> 0:49:41.680
<v Speaker 1>you for hours and I will in off camera camera.

0:49:43.880 --> 0:49:46.160
<v Speaker 2>No, I love you and I feel they love you

0:49:46.440 --> 0:49:46.879
<v Speaker 2>about you.

0:49:47.840 --> 0:49:50.399
<v Speaker 1>It's I want to make a pineapple upside down cake

0:49:50.440 --> 0:49:54.319
<v Speaker 1>with you. I don't know where that came from, how

0:49:54.400 --> 0:49:56.160
<v Speaker 1>of my I just pulled that out of my brain.

0:49:57.000 --> 0:49:59.760
<v Speaker 2>Hey, sometimes good ideas just they just happen.

0:50:02.239 --> 0:50:05.399
<v Speaker 1>But we'll get in hugs and a pineapple upside down

0:50:05.480 --> 0:50:08.560
<v Speaker 1>cake and I'll see you at the LA Show dancing

0:50:08.600 --> 0:50:10.480
<v Speaker 1>with the stores.

0:50:11.360 --> 0:50:14.800
<v Speaker 4>I love you so so so much, truly.

0:50:14.920 --> 0:50:16.920
<v Speaker 2>This is the best way to spend a morning.

0:50:17.600 --> 0:50:20.280
<v Speaker 3>Thank you. I love you, Love you, hugs and kisses.

0:50:20.600 --> 0:50:22.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, okay, and I'll see you soon.

0:50:22.400 --> 0:50:22.560
<v Speaker 4>Yes,