WEBVTT - Questlove Supreme: Billy Porter Part 1

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<v Speaker 1>Post Love Supreme is a production of iHeartRadio. Ladies and gentlemen,

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<v Speaker 1>welcome to another episode of Poorest Love Supreme. I'm your host, Questlove.

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<v Speaker 1>We have the family with us right now. Sugar Steve,

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<v Speaker 1>the fastest man in the universe. I am fast, I'm here.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so very excited about this. Yes, wow, wait, that's

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<v Speaker 1>what device was that?

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<v Speaker 2>Hey?

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<v Speaker 1>Bill?

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<v Speaker 3>This is my very fancy whiskey glass. Thank you for asking.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not a device, it's advice, Billy. Our guest has

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<v Speaker 1>a good trick too. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>No, I'm having giant sun kiss FDA.

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<v Speaker 1>Apple.

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<v Speaker 5>Only a shot a mirror, only a shot?

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<v Speaker 1>Layah? How are you with your uh your fan? You good?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, shout us to all the perimenopause the ladies. Yes

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<v Speaker 2>it is here, and yes we are.

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<v Speaker 4>Too if we're talking about.

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<v Speaker 5>It, Yes we are. Don't you love it?

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<v Speaker 4>I love it?

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<v Speaker 5>Hey, Hallie, thank you Hallie Berry.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, ladies and gentlemen, First, don't succeed. You try, and

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<v Speaker 1>you try, and you try again, and we will say

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<v Speaker 1>that the wis this is the third or fourth time?

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<v Speaker 1>Is the charm? It's finally happening. Our guest is a

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<v Speaker 1>multi hyphened powerhouse of a talent and a human being.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I understand the term that they want to say,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't believe in egot. I believe in ghetto.

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<v Speaker 1>So right now you're a get okay, I'll take it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm trying to go for ghetto. I'm not trying

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<v Speaker 1>to go for egott. You are a Grammy Award winner

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<v Speaker 1>and you.

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<v Speaker 5>Don't want to want to go back to the ghetto.

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<v Speaker 6>I love it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, and a multiple Tony Award winner, a musician, an

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<v Speaker 1>actor and activist, an author, humanitarian, a Time Magazine one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred Most Influential Person recipient. You know, there's nothing the

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<v Speaker 1>scoff at Uh. We are currently ahead of our guest

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<v Speaker 1>brand new project, which is called The Black Mona Lisa

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<v Speaker 1>Volume two cookout Sessions. Most importantly, you are from Pittsburgh?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you at a title?

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<v Speaker 1>I was about to say my mom's from Pittsburgh, but

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<v Speaker 1>I do not know the proper way to address agains YenS.

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<v Speaker 7>Is just you, you all, y'all?

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<v Speaker 6>Whatever, it is, just put.

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<v Speaker 1>How ya doing?

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<v Speaker 4>Hey?

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<v Speaker 2>What?

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<v Speaker 1>Talk him out? Please? Welcome to Quest lof Subrie. Finally,

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<v Speaker 1>Billy Porter.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's not at a title. He's also a joy

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<v Speaker 2>Bringer he's a joyer.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely, So wait, what is the proper way to use

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<v Speaker 1>Yen's Because I feel like I'm an honorary Pittsburgh and

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<v Speaker 1>pittsburghen you're.

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<v Speaker 4>Dealing with multiple people, and you're talking to multiple people's plural.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like, yeah, it's like y'all, it's a Southern y'all,

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<v Speaker 3>it's a Pittsburgh and y'all.

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<v Speaker 4>You all y'all ying.

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<v Speaker 1>I get it. See, I didn't know that it was

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<v Speaker 1>plural because I see a singular person. I'm just like Yen's.

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<v Speaker 4>OKAYLORA, It's the only way to use it.

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<v Speaker 6>It's floral.

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<v Speaker 1>Jacob is awesome from Pittsburgh just informed me that the

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<v Speaker 1>term fuckings is a term for ye.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't know that many people say that, but.

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<v Speaker 4>That's proper. You will be using it correctly in a sentence.

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<v Speaker 1>What part of Pittsburgh are you from? So?

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<v Speaker 4>I grew up in the East Liberty slash Homewood area,

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<v Speaker 4>like right on the cuff in the hood hood.

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<v Speaker 1>I've heard my mom mention this place often, so okay, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>East Liberty, Okay, that is what's liberty?

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<v Speaker 6>Just combine it sliberty.

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<v Speaker 1>How long have you lived there?

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<v Speaker 4>I lived there until I essentially graduated from college. I

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<v Speaker 4>went to Cardigial Melain And.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your major drama?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh? Okay, I was in the drama department. Honey, your

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<v Speaker 4>whole life, no classical theater calledge Daddy is trained. It's

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<v Speaker 4>not a mistake. It's not by accident.

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<v Speaker 1>What I want to know is because one of the

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<v Speaker 1>last conversations I had with you was I was watching

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<v Speaker 1>everyone on the show knows my obsession with Soul Train

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<v Speaker 1>and owning all thousands of episodes, and I remember your

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<v Speaker 1>careers as far as back as I think you were

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<v Speaker 1>on the show. I believe in ninety four, ninety five.

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<v Speaker 4>I believe, yes, I would say ninety five or ninety

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<v Speaker 4>six because the untitled came out and on AM Records.

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<v Speaker 4>That was my first album in ninety six, and I

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<v Speaker 4>was on with ll clo J. Was on the same

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<v Speaker 4>episode as.

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<v Speaker 5>Me Marmore Soul Drain Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, okay, posted on Souldrain. Yeah. So that's when I

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<v Speaker 1>first became aware of you. Like, for some reason, I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't connect that as you, even though I remember that

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<v Speaker 1>episode well because I religiously record that show. So I'll

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<v Speaker 1>start off like I ask everyone, what is your first

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<v Speaker 1>musical memory in life. Then I stumped you.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, it's not just one, and so it's hard to

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<v Speaker 4>like because there are many different.

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<v Speaker 1>When you thing of your childhood. Yeah, what's the first

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<v Speaker 1>moment of music? Church?

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, singing in church, singing that friendship Baptist church, being

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<v Speaker 4>five years old, singing a solo, being the adult choir

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<v Speaker 4>because I could sing so good, so they let me

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<v Speaker 4>in the adult choir till I was out of concert.

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<v Speaker 4>It was a it was a mass choir, conor clert.

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<v Speaker 4>I was marching up. I was in the front in

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<v Speaker 4>the soprano section because I was a gospel soprano until

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<v Speaker 4>I was thirty. It's recorded so you can go and

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<v Speaker 4>listen to it and see that I'm not lying or

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<v Speaker 4>here that I'm not lying. But yeah, that's the first memory.

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<v Speaker 4>And I was marching up and this really really mean

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<v Speaker 4>lady snatched me out of the line because she decided

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<v Speaker 4>that I was out of place and I shouldn't have

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<v Speaker 4>been there because I was a little child.

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<v Speaker 1>But did she have the authority to do that or

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<v Speaker 1>was she the really no, she did not.

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<v Speaker 6>It's in my book. It was very traumatizing.

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<v Speaker 1>How old were you?

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<v Speaker 6>I was like seven or eight, maybe.

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<v Speaker 1>You were that powerful of a singer.

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<v Speaker 4>You know the Clark sisters, right obviously of course, so

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<v Speaker 4>you know Maddie Boss Clark essimply was the female James

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<v Speaker 4>cleavey okay, right. She was in the KOJC Church, the

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<v Speaker 4>Church of God in Christ. He was Baptist. He was

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<v Speaker 4>the Baptist Convention of whatever. And he would go around

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<v Speaker 4>the different cities and get singers from all the different churches,

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<v Speaker 4>put them together and make those albums.

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<v Speaker 6>So she did the same thing in the Pentecostal Church.

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<v Speaker 4>And so I was such a good singer that somebody

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<v Speaker 4>took me down there to Mill Street Church of God

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<v Speaker 4>in Christ to be in the choir. And you weren't

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<v Speaker 4>allowed to be in the choir and unless she was sixteen, But.

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<v Speaker 1>What if your voice was excellent? What if you were

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<v Speaker 1>the Aretha frames I'm about to say. Okay, So I.

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<v Speaker 4>Get there and they're like, he can't be here, and

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<v Speaker 4>they were like, just listen to him sing, and I said,

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<v Speaker 4>and she was like sit out. She said, come on,

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<v Speaker 4>she said, sit right here in front row. So you know,

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<v Speaker 4>so I sat in the front row and worked with

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<v Speaker 4>Mattign's Clark. I haven't really.

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<v Speaker 6>Retold that story.

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<v Speaker 4>In a long time, and I thank you for making

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<v Speaker 4>me think about it, because I would say those are

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<v Speaker 4>the two that's a major major musical milestone for me.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, like the beginning, the.

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<v Speaker 6>First time that I really knew.

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<v Speaker 1>All Right, I want you to explain something to me

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<v Speaker 1>because oftentimes, you know, and we've had gospel lessons on

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<v Speaker 1>the shows, and of course you know, for any black

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<v Speaker 1>singer I know, I'll say that eighty five to ninety

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<v Speaker 1>percent of their entry into music is coming through the church. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>can you please explain to me? Is there a difference

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<v Speaker 1>between a Baptist church a Pentecostal church?

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<v Speaker 4>So I would say, we're not a monolis right, So

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<v Speaker 4>like back in the day, the difference between Baptists and

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<v Speaker 4>Pentecostal was the charismatic.

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<v Speaker 1>Part, okay, shouting, the speaking in.

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<v Speaker 4>Tongues and all of that was reserved for the Pentecostal people.

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<v Speaker 6>The Baptist people at that time.

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<v Speaker 4>Were still pulled up, okay, and they were still closer

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<v Speaker 4>to ame, which was African American Episcopals. So if you've

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<v Speaker 4>been to African American Episcopal you were probably singing classical music.

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<v Speaker 6>You were probably.

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<v Speaker 4>Singing, you know, your choir was singing hymns that were traditional.

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<v Speaker 6>You probably had, like you know, Leonting Price.

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<v Speaker 4>Was your soloist, okay, at the Ame church, Lanting Price

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<v Speaker 4>was your soloist. At the Baptist church, Mahela Jackson was

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<v Speaker 4>your soloist. And I do it with music. If you

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<v Speaker 4>think of Mehelia Jackson balls to the walls belting. Okay,

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<v Speaker 4>Pentecostal and I'm breaking it down through. Music was all

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<v Speaker 4>about the coloring and the riffing and all of that.

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<v Speaker 1>So if I were drumming, I would probably be at

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<v Speaker 1>home drumming in a Pentecostal church.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, it was freer at the time. Now Baptists and

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<v Speaker 4>Pentecostal are the same.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I'm a seventies church person, so I think the

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<v Speaker 1>last time I really really played in church was like

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<v Speaker 1>eighty seven. And of course, you know, as a teenager

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<v Speaker 1>and listening to hip hop or whatever, I would try

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<v Speaker 1>to sneak in songs that were like Breakbeats or play

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<v Speaker 1>Top Billing by Audio two or Peter Piper by run DMC,

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<v Speaker 1>and the older people would look at me and start scowling,

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<v Speaker 1>like m M, don't play any like? Was it looked

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<v Speaker 1>down upon in terms of contemporary music, or.

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<v Speaker 4>In the Baptist Church at the time, it was expanding. Okay,

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<v Speaker 4>you could play, you could push it, but not too far, like,

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<v Speaker 4>for instance, the Clark sisters were everywhere, but when you

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<v Speaker 4>brought the sunshine happened and it crossed over into the clubs,

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<v Speaker 4>it was a problem.

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<v Speaker 3>Just like the.

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<v Speaker 6>Hawkins family and Oh Happy Day, you know.

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<v Speaker 4>But those people were like, but we're over here preaching

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<v Speaker 4>to the choir. They were pioneers because they were like, well,

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<v Speaker 4>we're over here preaching to the choir, and you're mad

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<v Speaker 4>at us because we've broken through to essentially centers secular

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<v Speaker 4>secular right, So isn't that the point the Bible says,

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<v Speaker 4>go out into the world and preach my gospel. That's

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<v Speaker 4>what the Bible says. So I was in that era

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<v Speaker 4>where it was becoming more and more accepted. I mean

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<v Speaker 4>now essentially, you know, I mean and and R and

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<v Speaker 4>B and soul and gospel. They've always borrowed from each other,

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<v Speaker 4>you know. And nowadays gospel artists are a hip hop artists.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, Mary Mary is a hip hop artist. They

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<v Speaker 4>came out they were hip hop artists, you know what

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, Like, there's a whole generation of folk.

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<v Speaker 6>Now, you know, you listen to Jake Marsh, she may

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<v Speaker 6>as well be.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like, you know, King Keith heard when she first

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<v Speaker 4>came out, Like they're very contemporary and they're borrowing heavily

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<v Speaker 4>right from the hip hop tradition.

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<v Speaker 2>Now his house, we were just talking to bb Winings

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<v Speaker 2>about the work that he's been doing with Louis Vega,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's yeah, and you and you with Freda, right,

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<v Speaker 2>like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, what's motivational music in that way?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally, Belly.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you consider yourself a church singer still to this.

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<v Speaker 6>Day, Yeah, I'm a gospel singer.

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<v Speaker 3>That's how you defined yourself.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm a gospel singer. Anywhere I go, I'm a gospel singer.

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<v Speaker 4>You know my mom, you know, I left the church

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<v Speaker 4>when I was sixteen because I'm a big old queen

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<v Speaker 4>and I wasn't out, and so I left and I

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<v Speaker 4>was like, I'm not changing, I'm God made me who

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<v Speaker 4>I am. I'm leaving.

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<v Speaker 6>And my mom had a problem with it, and she

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<v Speaker 6>came around and whatever.

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<v Speaker 4>Before she passed, she passed it every word, but before

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<v Speaker 4>she passed, every time every time she would come.

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<v Speaker 6>And hear me or see me do something. She was

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<v Speaker 6>so sweet.

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<v Speaker 4>She would be like, I know you left the church,

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<v Speaker 4>and you left it for good reason, But every time

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<v Speaker 4>you open up your book, nothing but.

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<v Speaker 3>Jess nothing but Jesus nothing, Jesus nothing.

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<v Speaker 6>And it's true.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like when I listen to myself, I got you

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<v Speaker 4>can't take the gospel.

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<v Speaker 3>How do you feel when someone writes a song for you,

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<v Speaker 3>because I know that this happens with you and it

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<v Speaker 3>doesn't necessarily sound like you. What is your thought process

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<v Speaker 3>in that?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, people who are writing music for me are generally

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<v Speaker 4>writing it because they want me to sing it. So

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<v Speaker 4>for me coming from a church background where it's about

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<v Speaker 4>the spirit, it's about sharing your gifts with the congregation

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<v Speaker 4>and the message and the ministry, and then moving that

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<v Speaker 4>into training as a classical actor and learning how to

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<v Speaker 4>tell the story because the story is most important. So

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<v Speaker 4>in the secular world it's the same thing. The ministry

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<v Speaker 4>and telling the story is the same. They fold into one, right.

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<v Speaker 2>Bill, didn't you guys do this in a way. I

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<v Speaker 2>know you did Sesame Street at some point.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was like, Billy was on Sesame Street and

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<v Speaker 3>he sang an ebby winning song called Friends with the Penguin,

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<v Speaker 3>and it was one of the one of the I

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<v Speaker 3>will say, in the fifteen years i've been there in

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<v Speaker 3>one of my top five moments was this moment. And

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<v Speaker 3>my girlfriend, who was a producer of the show, was like,

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<v Speaker 3>it was one of the greatest moments you ever had

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<v Speaker 3>on the show. Was you and that outfit seeing a

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<v Speaker 3>song and it was fucking magical, and so like, I

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<v Speaker 3>just want to say thank you very much because it was.

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<v Speaker 4>Recognize your name. I'm like, I'm not a name, but

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>We have a lot of friends we have.

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<v Speaker 3>We have James Sampleiner, I'm talking to the stark Sands

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<v Speaker 3>over here, who's like, ask them about this, Like it's

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<v Speaker 3>a whole Yeah, we have a lot of the same

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<v Speaker 3>Literally just got off the phone with James Sampliner.

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<v Speaker 2>Y'all like cousins, theatre cousins, right, like theatre cousins.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah, the small world.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm always trying to tell the story and because my

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<v Speaker 4>voice was so high and it was so different and

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<v Speaker 4>it didn't fit into anything or anywhere, you know, Like

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<v Speaker 4>my voice was so high that regular tenor roles in

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<v Speaker 4>theater had to be transposed up a third or a

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<v Speaker 4>fourth for me. So like I would go into auditions

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<v Speaker 4>singing a regular tenor song like let's say Anthem from Chess,

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<v Speaker 4>a song that everybody in that era say, right, and

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<v Speaker 4>I would go in and I would have to sing

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<v Speaker 4>it a fourth higher from where it was written. So

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<v Speaker 4>I would take the music in and put it in

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<v Speaker 4>front of a piano player, and it was like Mitton's McCluskey,

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<v Speaker 4>because they're so used to playing it in a you

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<v Speaker 4>know that they couldn't even like. So I had to

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<v Speaker 4>start taking my own piano player with me to auditions

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<v Speaker 4>because people wouldn't be able to even looking at it.

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<v Speaker 6>They wouldn't be able to understand this transla.

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<v Speaker 1>When I deal with singers normally, it's like you got

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<v Speaker 1>to lower it a few notches usually win in concert.

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<v Speaker 1>They want to go lower, yeah, but you want to

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<v Speaker 1>raise it higher at that time.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, I feel like I've heard you sing Luther

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<v Speaker 2>before and I have.

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<v Speaker 4>Time. But I was very good with female altos with extension.

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<v Speaker 4>I could sing those songs in the regular keys. I

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<v Speaker 4>could sing I have nothing in the original key, Like

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<v Speaker 4>I could sing that for real, with no like effort,

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<v Speaker 4>no screeching note, like my top note. If you go

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<v Speaker 4>and you google oh Holy Night on the Rose O'donald

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<v Speaker 4>Christmas Special.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I guess I thought that video you was seeing Google.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh Holy Night, that's that's Billy Porter prime at that time.

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<v Speaker 4>Listen to Love Is on the Way from the First

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<v Speaker 4>Wives Club, that's Billy Porter like at my highest prime.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean the high note that I hit at the

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<v Speaker 4>end of Holy Night was a high. I think it

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<v Speaker 4>was F above or f a G above that high

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<v Speaker 4>soprano see beltic.

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<v Speaker 1>Who are the three singers that you pattered in yourself after?

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<v Speaker 4>Like?

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<v Speaker 1>Who were the singers that? Who your north star? Who's

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<v Speaker 1>your top three? Okay, Karen Clark.

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<v Speaker 5>Here and Aretha Okay, Trinnedy Trinity.

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<v Speaker 1>I would imagine that you know, those are the three

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<v Speaker 1>that are everyone's choice. Is there a singer that's sort

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<v Speaker 1>of out of that circle that people will be surprised

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<v Speaker 1>that you gravitate towards?

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<v Speaker 6>I don't think it would be a surprise.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Well, men, I like Tom Waits, and Tom Waits

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<v Speaker 1>has a horrible voice. I love that you love Tom Waits.

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<v Speaker 6>God, you're making me atlantis.

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<v Speaker 5>Martha that was random? Does love her?

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<v Speaker 4>Love that that okay, and I'm sure there are more.

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<v Speaker 6>You know, you put me on the spot. Now I

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<v Speaker 6>can't take it.

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<v Speaker 2>Nobody not to step on your toes, B But I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, why are you thinking I'm curious about the

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<v Speaker 2>first secular show that you experienced, because that's a part

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<v Speaker 2>of your musical moment too.

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<v Speaker 5>I know you mentioned church for real, for real, but

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<v Speaker 5>what was the first.

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<v Speaker 1>Your first concert or this will be a surprise. Wait

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<v Speaker 1>before we get to that. Did you live in a

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<v Speaker 1>no secular music household? Or was that allowed no secular

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<v Speaker 1>music at all? Uh? All right, so who would you

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<v Speaker 1>sneak and listen to nobody? Oh? You followed the rules.

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<v Speaker 4>Well until a certain age, right, it was only secular music.

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<v Speaker 4>And the music that I heard was on the radio

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<v Speaker 4>or at somebody else's house. Okay, and it was always

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<v Speaker 4>in passing. That's where you do all your bad shit

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<v Speaker 4>at somebody else's house.

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<v Speaker 6>So it was somebody else's house.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 4>I loved Michael Jackson, I loved Shaka, I loved you know, Prince.

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<v Speaker 5>Was a little oho much.

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<v Speaker 4>I liked it, but it was like I felt like

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<v Speaker 4>my mom could hear me listening to it.

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<v Speaker 1>I got on punishment for prince. So I understand all that,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was a little nasty, so had a night,

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<v Speaker 1>you know.

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<v Speaker 4>But what's interesting about my journey is that it was gospel, gospel, gospel, gospel.

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<v Speaker 4>And then in the sixth grade, I was bussed to

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<v Speaker 4>Risingstein Middle School during the second sort of desegregation moment,

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<v Speaker 4>and I was introduced to theater. I was introduced to

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<v Speaker 4>musical theater, and I got bit by the bug. And

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<v Speaker 4>so then it became I went right from gospel music

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<v Speaker 4>to theater. And theater for some reason was okay with

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<v Speaker 4>my mother.

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<v Speaker 6>He didn't really understand it.

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<v Speaker 4>And so I was going to the Carnegie Library and

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<v Speaker 4>taking out ten albums a week and.

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<v Speaker 6>Listening to it while I was doing my homework.

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<v Speaker 4>But I have to say it wasn't until I was

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<v Speaker 4>about fifteen when I got a job working at Kenny

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<v Speaker 4>Wood Park Kadywood Park in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, which is the

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<v Speaker 4>amusement park.

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<v Speaker 1>It's still there, Okay, it's.

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<v Speaker 6>Still privately owned.

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<v Speaker 4>It's one of the last privately owned amusement parks that's

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<v Speaker 4>still owned by the family that started.

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<v Speaker 6>It in the country.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, yeah, because a lot of them have been bought up.

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<v Speaker 5>By like six flags flag.

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<v Speaker 6>And so I was by myself.

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<v Speaker 4>I was living with the grown ups, and by grown

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<v Speaker 4>ups I mean the college kids in the motel out

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<v Speaker 4>by the park. Because my mother was now going to

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<v Speaker 4>drive me out to that park every day and come

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<v Speaker 4>and pick me up. She trusted me enough to do that.

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<v Speaker 4>She signed off on me having a job. I did

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<v Speaker 4>six shows a day, six days a week. Four of

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<v Speaker 4>them were different.

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<v Speaker 1>How old were you fifteen? So were you emancipated? I was.

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<v Speaker 6>No, it was I wasn't answer.

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<v Speaker 5>She gave you permission to me permission I had.

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<v Speaker 4>To have written permission from her and take it downtown

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<v Speaker 4>to whoever it was, or she had to go with

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<v Speaker 4>me or something to give me permission to work.

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<v Speaker 6>And we were ports. So like I wanted Georgiana ask James.

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<v Speaker 6>I wanted to.

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<v Speaker 1>And myself if you shot Damn.

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<v Speaker 4>I forgot about Jumber. I'm fifty five and September. I

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<v Speaker 4>needed my Sergyovalente. I needed my stuff. And she said,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, she looked at me at one point and

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<v Speaker 4>she's like, you have champagne taste on the beer budget.

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<v Speaker 4>And so I came home one day for the job

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<v Speaker 4>and she said what And I'm like, yeah, and I

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<v Speaker 4>get to perform and I get to do you know what,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm doing this and that and that.

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<v Speaker 6>She was like, oh, and then she met the people.

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<v Speaker 4>She went and she met the people who hired me

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<v Speaker 4>because I went on a flute to the audition.

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<v Speaker 6>I went with somebody else, okay, to.

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<v Speaker 4>Accompany somebody else who had done it the year before.

0:23:04.760 --> 0:23:06.960
<v Speaker 4>Curtis Clark, he had done it the year before. He's like,

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<v Speaker 4>you need to come an audition because you get this job.

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<v Speaker 6>And I did.

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<v Speaker 4>And six shows a day, six days a week. Four

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<v Speaker 4>of the shows were different.

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<v Speaker 1>And we had costume spontaneous or no with So there

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<v Speaker 1>were two groups.

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<v Speaker 4>There were two groups, and they were like ten shows

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<v Speaker 4>a day or something or seven shows a day at

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<v Speaker 4>the same place. So there was Rasmatas, which was a band,

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<v Speaker 4>a live band with three singers, three female singers. They

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<v Speaker 4>had their four shows a day, eighty five.

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<v Speaker 1>They've been out since seventy nine, weren't they?

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<v Speaker 6>They were there and seventy nine and this group was there.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, Oh my god, you've seen it. I wasn't heard.

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<v Speaker 1>I've heard of Ramatas like no, I did hard time

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<v Speaker 1>in Pittsburgh. I know this name good.

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<v Speaker 4>And we and we were flashed and Flash did our

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<v Speaker 4>shows to track, and all the shows were themed, you know,

0:24:13.960 --> 0:24:16.520
<v Speaker 4>so like there was a TV show, there was a

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<v Speaker 4>Broadway show, there was a dance show, there was a

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<v Speaker 4>you know, and so ours had three male dancers and

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<v Speaker 4>three female dancers. And so we did two different shows

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<v Speaker 4>a day. Razmatast did two different shows a day, alternating.

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<v Speaker 6>That was during the daytime. Then in the evening, both

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<v Speaker 6>casts would come together.

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<v Speaker 4>And we would do a show at seven which was

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<v Speaker 4>one thing, and then a show at like nine thirty

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<v Speaker 4>which was a whole different show, combined casts. As your

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<v Speaker 4>first audition, that was my first professional audition, and I

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<v Speaker 4>worked my ass off for three seasons.

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<v Speaker 6>I did it for three seasons.

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<v Speaker 1>What point did you realize I have a dream to

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<v Speaker 1>chase and it's not where I am now? What was

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<v Speaker 1>your goal? Like at thirteen.

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<v Speaker 4>The summer of eight after I did my first musical,

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<v Speaker 4>which was What which was Babes and Arms, and I

0:25:10.119 --> 0:25:14.199
<v Speaker 4>played Gus Fielding And there were so many people that

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<v Speaker 4>I auditioned for it that every role was double cast.

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<v Speaker 4>And they told us at the beginning, every single part

0:25:20.080 --> 0:25:24.320
<v Speaker 4>will be double cast. The cast lists spent up every

0:25:24.520 --> 0:25:27.760
<v Speaker 4>part was double cast, but mine, And I'm like, what

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<v Speaker 4>does that mean? You know, because I was bullied so

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<v Speaker 4>relentlessly for not being able to play sports and being

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<v Speaker 4>a book person, that all of a sudden, I'm looking

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<v Speaker 4>at this extracurricular thing and if I'm not double cast,

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<v Speaker 4>that means.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm doing something right.

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<v Speaker 1>Yep.

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<v Speaker 6>So I was bit by the bug.

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<v Speaker 4>And then that summer was dream Girls was on the

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<v Speaker 4>Tonies and I just happened to be washing my dishes

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<v Speaker 4>in the kitchen the Tony Awards came on.

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<v Speaker 6>I didn't even know what it was.

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<v Speaker 1>You never heard of dream Girl.

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<v Speaker 4>I had never heard of dream Girls. I had never

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<v Speaker 4>heard of the Tony Boards. I didn't know what was happening.

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<v Speaker 4>But all I knew I was eleven, But all I

0:26:08.200 --> 0:26:13.359
<v Speaker 4>knew was that I was watching black people on a stage,

0:26:13.760 --> 0:26:15.840
<v Speaker 4>the same kind of stage that I had been on,

0:26:17.000 --> 0:26:21.000
<v Speaker 4>doing the same kind of thing that I had just done. Right,

0:26:21.800 --> 0:26:26.160
<v Speaker 4>But it was black people who weren't poor. They were

0:26:27.480 --> 0:26:31.280
<v Speaker 4>they were in gowns, they were and so I was intrigued.

0:26:31.320 --> 0:26:35.760
<v Speaker 4>And they did that fight section into and I'm telling you,

0:26:36.200 --> 0:26:38.960
<v Speaker 4>and then Jennifer Holliday gets up and starts singing like

0:26:39.119 --> 0:26:42.600
<v Speaker 4>I sing in church. I did Babes and arms. I

0:26:42.640 --> 0:26:46.440
<v Speaker 4>didn't think that was a possibility to sleepless nice to

0:26:46.560 --> 0:26:47.600
<v Speaker 4>daily fine.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, of course.

0:26:53.600 --> 0:26:57.359
<v Speaker 4>In elementary school theater. You know, it's middle school theater.

0:26:57.880 --> 0:27:01.520
<v Speaker 4>So there was nothing black about it. There was nothing

0:27:01.600 --> 0:27:05.679
<v Speaker 4>current or urban about right. So I didn't make the

0:27:05.680 --> 0:27:08.679
<v Speaker 4>connection A that this was something that people did for

0:27:08.720 --> 0:27:14.560
<v Speaker 4>a living and B that I could actually have a

0:27:14.600 --> 0:27:19.919
<v Speaker 4>place in it inside of my authentic self. So I

0:27:20.000 --> 0:27:23.119
<v Speaker 4>knew that wherever those people are is where I have

0:27:23.240 --> 0:27:26.720
<v Speaker 4>to go. And they're in New York and they're on Broadway,

0:27:27.000 --> 0:27:30.160
<v Speaker 4>so that's where I'm going. And I made that decision

0:27:30.200 --> 0:27:30.720
<v Speaker 4>at eleven.

0:27:31.320 --> 0:27:33.840
<v Speaker 5>Was your first time seeing theater in New York?

0:27:33.920 --> 0:27:34.360
<v Speaker 6>Or did you?

0:27:34.440 --> 0:27:35.960
<v Speaker 4>After you watched the Chonnes, were you like, I need

0:27:36.000 --> 0:27:36.600
<v Speaker 4>to go to a show.

0:27:36.640 --> 0:27:39.120
<v Speaker 6>I need to see this. I started seeing.

0:27:38.960 --> 0:27:42.720
<v Speaker 4>Theater in Pittsburgh, and I started immersing myself and finding

0:27:42.760 --> 0:27:45.840
<v Speaker 4>places to train and putting myself in the right. But

0:27:46.280 --> 0:27:48.440
<v Speaker 4>I didn't see my first Broadway show until I went

0:27:49.040 --> 0:27:51.560
<v Speaker 4>to audition for colleges when I was seventeen.

0:27:52.760 --> 0:27:53.800
<v Speaker 6>I didn't have any way.

0:27:53.600 --> 0:27:56.479
<v Speaker 4>To get there. Really, I didn't know how to get there.

0:27:56.560 --> 0:27:58.920
<v Speaker 4>I didn't know you know, there was no Internet. There

0:27:58.960 --> 0:28:03.359
<v Speaker 4>was no like you have to this is nineteen eighty five, Like,

0:28:03.440 --> 0:28:06.560
<v Speaker 4>there was no I didn't understand how to get there.

0:28:06.600 --> 0:28:08.800
<v Speaker 4>So I had to figure out how to get there

0:28:10.200 --> 0:28:13.960
<v Speaker 4>in Pittsburgh. And it was through the theater that it

0:28:14.080 --> 0:28:16.640
<v Speaker 4>happened because there's no music industry in Pittsburgh.

0:28:17.680 --> 0:28:23.760
<v Speaker 1>Question. So my relationship with I'm telling You I'm Not

0:28:23.880 --> 0:28:28.640
<v Speaker 1>Going is, you know, due to the numerous times that

0:28:28.680 --> 0:28:33.879
<v Speaker 1>song gets chosen as showtime at the Apollo. So, you know,

0:28:33.920 --> 0:28:36.560
<v Speaker 1>I found out about dream Girls long after. You know,

0:28:36.600 --> 0:28:39.360
<v Speaker 1>they're on the cover of Ebony and Jet and it's

0:28:39.400 --> 0:28:42.320
<v Speaker 1>already like five years after the fact. So like I

0:28:42.400 --> 0:28:45.120
<v Speaker 1>knew Jerdani I Holaday when she got her record deal,

0:28:45.200 --> 0:28:47.320
<v Speaker 1>like I Am Love and all that stuff. Yeah, and

0:28:47.320 --> 0:28:50.320
<v Speaker 1>then eventually learned about it. So I've never as a

0:28:50.640 --> 0:28:54.760
<v Speaker 1>watcher of award shows as a kid, I didn't see

0:28:54.760 --> 0:28:58.080
<v Speaker 1>that performance, but I do know it was a game changer.

0:28:58.560 --> 0:29:04.160
<v Speaker 1>So is that moment a seminal moment for black actors

0:29:04.160 --> 0:29:06.880
<v Speaker 1>and whatnot in terms of the importance of I'm telling

0:29:06.880 --> 0:29:11.520
<v Speaker 1>You I'm Not Going. Was that really the flag planning

0:29:11.520 --> 0:29:16.680
<v Speaker 1>moment for Black Broadway to establish itself? That we don't

0:29:16.760 --> 0:29:20.760
<v Speaker 1>have to sing in jazz hands like proper Broadway style,

0:29:20.840 --> 0:29:21.600
<v Speaker 1>like we're allowed to.

0:29:22.360 --> 0:29:24.959
<v Speaker 4>It didn't happen often, but it had happened before.

0:29:25.560 --> 0:29:27.560
<v Speaker 1>Well, I knew about like Stephanie Mills, I saw the

0:29:27.600 --> 0:29:28.600
<v Speaker 1>whis when I was a kid.

0:29:29.120 --> 0:29:32.600
<v Speaker 4>And all of that, but like full out balls to

0:29:32.640 --> 0:29:37.400
<v Speaker 4>the walls gospel like that and authentic had really only

0:29:37.520 --> 0:29:40.920
<v Speaker 4>happened prior to that. With Your Arms You Short the

0:29:40.920 --> 0:29:45.240
<v Speaker 4>Box of God, which was Carol, which was also Jennifer Howick.

0:29:46.880 --> 0:29:48.320
<v Speaker 1>Okay, she was also in that.

0:29:49.120 --> 0:29:52.760
<v Speaker 4>She was okay, yeah, but that was like the last

0:29:53.000 --> 0:29:55.200
<v Speaker 4>and don't bother me, I can't cope. Had some gospel

0:29:55.240 --> 0:29:58.120
<v Speaker 4>and it, you know, but like I actually have written

0:29:58.160 --> 0:29:59.680
<v Speaker 4>a gospel musical with Kirk Carr.

0:30:00.280 --> 0:30:01.880
<v Speaker 6>But I'm trying to.

0:30:01.800 --> 0:30:07.720
<v Speaker 4>Get going because the last time there was an authentic

0:30:07.960 --> 0:30:12.680
<v Speaker 4>gospel musical on Broadway with authentic gospel music sung by

0:30:12.720 --> 0:30:15.480
<v Speaker 4>the people was Your Arms She Short The Box of God,

0:30:15.720 --> 0:30:18.360
<v Speaker 4>which was in the mid seventies. You know, dream Girls

0:30:18.400 --> 0:30:21.360
<v Speaker 4>is not a gospel musical. She's a gospel singer, but

0:30:21.440 --> 0:30:22.800
<v Speaker 4>it was not a gospel musical.

0:30:23.720 --> 0:30:25.200
<v Speaker 6>There have been gospel.

0:30:24.760 --> 0:30:29.800
<v Speaker 4>Singers in musicals, including myself in Greece. Lily is white

0:30:29.800 --> 0:30:32.440
<v Speaker 4>and everything she's ever done, you know, like we have

0:30:32.600 --> 0:30:35.480
<v Speaker 4>been in those spaces.

0:30:34.560 --> 0:30:37.480
<v Speaker 5>But fascinating, but not our stuff.

0:30:38.040 --> 0:30:43.840
<v Speaker 1>So when Melbourne Moore won heard, I've never seen Pearly,

0:30:43.880 --> 0:30:45.600
<v Speaker 1>so I don't know what roles he played. But when

0:30:45.600 --> 0:30:49.040
<v Speaker 1>she won, that was that she was the leading Okay,

0:30:49.160 --> 0:30:50.320
<v Speaker 1>but does she have a moment.

0:30:51.160 --> 0:30:53.960
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, she sang I Got loved. Okay, she sang a

0:30:54.000 --> 0:30:56.560
<v Speaker 4>few things, but she sang I Got loved. And that

0:30:56.680 --> 0:30:59.160
<v Speaker 4>was real gospel singing. But it also wasn't really a

0:30:59.160 --> 0:31:00.000
<v Speaker 4>gospel musical.

0:31:00.080 --> 0:31:04.240
<v Speaker 5>Mm hmm right, give me consistent gospel music.

0:31:04.600 --> 0:31:09.080
<v Speaker 4>In the musical. Yes, it wasn't. There was gospel. There

0:31:09.160 --> 0:31:12.560
<v Speaker 4>was gospel in it, and she was an art She

0:31:12.720 --> 0:31:15.880
<v Speaker 4>was more of a traditional.

0:31:16.040 --> 0:31:18.080
<v Speaker 6>Black belting singer.

0:31:18.640 --> 0:31:21.880
<v Speaker 4>It was you could say it was gospel, you know,

0:31:22.080 --> 0:31:24.959
<v Speaker 4>it is gospel, but it was it wasn't like Jennifer.

0:31:25.040 --> 0:31:28.080
<v Speaker 1>Jennifer was just so you're seeing that Jennifer was allowed

0:31:28.120 --> 0:31:31.560
<v Speaker 1>to go zero to five hundred and really.

0:31:33.520 --> 0:31:37.120
<v Speaker 4>Okay, and Melbournemore did too, Don't get me wrong, Melbourneore

0:31:37.120 --> 0:31:39.240
<v Speaker 4>did too, and Stephanie Mills did too.

0:31:40.400 --> 0:31:42.360
<v Speaker 6>However, the music that they were.

0:31:42.240 --> 0:31:45.400
<v Speaker 5>Singing it's gospel. It wasn't gospel.

0:31:45.400 --> 0:31:48.280
<v Speaker 4>It was not gospel. And I'm telling you was actually

0:31:49.080 --> 0:31:52.560
<v Speaker 4>written to be a gospel you know, to be in

0:31:52.600 --> 0:31:55.280
<v Speaker 4>that space musically, if that makes sense, just like Home

0:31:55.480 --> 0:31:55.760
<v Speaker 4>was not?

0:31:55.960 --> 0:32:04.600
<v Speaker 1>Right, is the off Broadway lane with a slew of

0:32:04.720 --> 0:32:09.040
<v Speaker 1>gospel plays? There? Is it that that lane had to

0:32:09.040 --> 0:32:12.960
<v Speaker 1>be created because mainstream Broadway.

0:32:13.280 --> 0:32:17.440
<v Speaker 5>Won't allow, won't open the door that level of gospel.

0:32:17.480 --> 0:32:23.440
<v Speaker 4>And I think you're probably talking about the gospel plasic.

0:32:23.080 --> 0:32:26.560
<v Speaker 1>Bro had I created, because I mean, I'm asking you,

0:32:26.960 --> 0:32:28.880
<v Speaker 1>is that the reason why that lane exists?

0:32:29.720 --> 0:32:34.240
<v Speaker 4>Well, it's always existed, you know, it's an extension of

0:32:34.880 --> 0:32:36.320
<v Speaker 4>what the Chipman circuit was.

0:32:36.480 --> 0:32:39.240
<v Speaker 1>Okay, you know, so it's in that space.

0:32:39.360 --> 0:32:42.360
<v Speaker 4>And I'm and I say that with reverence and not

0:32:42.560 --> 0:32:47.760
<v Speaker 4>as it disc you know, it's like, yeah, necessity is

0:32:47.760 --> 0:32:50.760
<v Speaker 4>the mother of invention. Yeah, if you wanted to go

0:32:50.840 --> 0:32:55.440
<v Speaker 4>see people in a in a narrative singing gospel music,

0:32:55.440 --> 0:32:55.960
<v Speaker 4>you went to a.

0:32:55.920 --> 0:32:58.200
<v Speaker 5>Tyler Perry play mm hmm, or.

0:33:00.400 --> 0:33:05.200
<v Speaker 4>Or yeah, David Talbert or whatever they were before he

0:33:05.280 --> 0:33:09.479
<v Speaker 4>came into the picture, before those giants of that space

0:33:09.520 --> 0:33:14.680
<v Speaker 4>came into the picture. Right. You know, it's difficult because

0:33:14.680 --> 0:33:19.360
<v Speaker 4>Broadway is very secular. Broadways very white.

0:33:20.640 --> 0:33:23.120
<v Speaker 5>The Great White Way, and Jesus It's correct.

0:33:26.720 --> 0:33:30.560
<v Speaker 3>Okay, no, but that's very funny. It works.

0:33:31.360 --> 0:33:35.720
<v Speaker 4>But Jez Great Superstar worked because it's written by white

0:33:35.760 --> 0:33:41.040
<v Speaker 4>people from a white perspective. You know, everything that has

0:33:41.200 --> 0:33:45.680
<v Speaker 4>anything to do with something biblical were written by white,

0:33:46.000 --> 0:33:52.480
<v Speaker 4>secular artists, white men, whether it's Andrew Lloyd Weber, The

0:33:52.560 --> 0:33:57.040
<v Speaker 4>Amazing Technically Dream Coade and or Jesus Christ Superstar. They're

0:33:57.040 --> 0:34:02.400
<v Speaker 4>good stories. Mm hmmm. They chose a good story, you know,

0:34:02.680 --> 0:34:06.320
<v Speaker 4>the Prince of Egypt. It's a good story. These people

0:34:06.360 --> 0:34:10.080
<v Speaker 4>are looking for stories to tell, you know, Biblical stories

0:34:10.200 --> 0:34:15.560
<v Speaker 4>are stories that very often have wide ranging audiences.

0:34:15.840 --> 0:34:17.120
<v Speaker 6>That's why they're doing them.

0:34:17.560 --> 0:34:21.080
<v Speaker 4>But if you listen to those those musicals, they're not

0:34:21.160 --> 0:34:25.760
<v Speaker 4>gospel music unless you rearrange it and make the gospel,

0:34:27.239 --> 0:34:32.160
<v Speaker 4>which then you get into the rights issues and you

0:34:32.239 --> 0:34:35.520
<v Speaker 4>got to get permission and all of that.

0:34:35.680 --> 0:34:40.719
<v Speaker 1>Your accolades and your legacy, and I don't mean do

0:34:40.760 --> 0:34:43.000
<v Speaker 1>you have it in you to with stand the abuse

0:34:43.719 --> 0:34:49.000
<v Speaker 1>that it will take to establish or to get your

0:34:49.120 --> 0:34:53.839
<v Speaker 1>production on Broadway. But with the claim that you have

0:34:54.239 --> 0:35:01.000
<v Speaker 1>and the proof of your acting, how easy is it

0:35:01.080 --> 0:35:09.040
<v Speaker 1>for you to uh manifest the gospel play that you

0:35:09.080 --> 0:35:12.319
<v Speaker 1>would like to see on Broadway, stories that you want

0:35:12.360 --> 0:35:12.960
<v Speaker 1>to be told.

0:35:13.120 --> 0:35:15.160
<v Speaker 4>It's still it's still like Sisyphis.

0:35:17.040 --> 0:35:18.279
<v Speaker 6>It doesn't matter. It's still like.

0:35:19.800 --> 0:35:22.719
<v Speaker 5>Thanks Bill, It's still like sorry.

0:35:22.440 --> 0:35:22.960
<v Speaker 6>To tell you.

0:35:23.239 --> 0:35:25.360
<v Speaker 4>I was just having this conversation with my with the

0:35:25.400 --> 0:35:28.320
<v Speaker 4>head of my production company, and all of the passes

0:35:28.360 --> 0:35:31.480
<v Speaker 4>that I've gotten on my film and television projects for

0:35:31.560 --> 0:35:37.080
<v Speaker 4>the last you know, two years, they passed on you know,

0:35:37.239 --> 0:35:40.920
<v Speaker 4>seven different people have passed on a documentary about me.

0:35:41.239 --> 0:35:45.640
<v Speaker 4>I have three Tonys and Emmy and a Grammy, and

0:35:45.680 --> 0:35:46.880
<v Speaker 4>I'm still getting passed on.

0:35:47.360 --> 0:35:49.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well you still got more material. Maybe it's not

0:35:49.239 --> 0:35:50.520
<v Speaker 2>time for that yet because you still do.

0:35:50.560 --> 0:35:51.080
<v Speaker 4>What I'm saying.

0:35:51.120 --> 0:35:53.520
<v Speaker 6>What I'm saying is what I'm saying.

0:35:53.280 --> 0:35:55.720
<v Speaker 5>Is it doesn't matter who.

0:35:57.280 --> 0:36:02.520
<v Speaker 6>It's different. It's not any easier thout.

0:36:03.840 --> 0:36:08.160
<v Speaker 4>The hill is still it's still a mountain that must

0:36:08.200 --> 0:36:08.880
<v Speaker 4>be scaled.

0:36:09.880 --> 0:36:10.560
<v Speaker 6>For everything.

0:36:10.920 --> 0:36:13.960
<v Speaker 4>It's all good, But as we all know, it's.

0:36:13.760 --> 0:36:18.600
<v Speaker 2>Like, you're at a point that I think that you

0:36:18.640 --> 0:36:21.040
<v Speaker 2>would be the one person as far as this gospel situation.

0:36:21.120 --> 0:36:23.400
<v Speaker 2>And it's probably and actually we're probably speaking it too power.

0:36:23.480 --> 0:36:25.680
<v Speaker 2>This is just the process. But you're going to be

0:36:25.680 --> 0:36:27.799
<v Speaker 2>that one person to bring all this together and put

0:36:27.800 --> 0:36:28.440
<v Speaker 2>it on a stage.

0:36:29.320 --> 0:36:31.840
<v Speaker 1>Let me ask you then, because I know so. My

0:36:32.120 --> 0:36:39.719
<v Speaker 1>my question to you is how fucking exhausting is it

0:36:41.320 --> 0:36:47.120
<v Speaker 1>to constantly have to push through life being resisted from

0:36:48.080 --> 0:36:55.319
<v Speaker 1>childhood on? And how do you not self sabotage your journey?

0:36:55.400 --> 0:36:58.839
<v Speaker 1>How do you not give up? I have friends who

0:36:59.200 --> 0:37:04.000
<v Speaker 1>literally have given and aren't here with us now, Like,

0:37:04.080 --> 0:37:07.040
<v Speaker 1>how do you just not just throw your hands up

0:37:07.080 --> 0:37:07.839
<v Speaker 1>in the air, and like, like.

0:37:09.880 --> 0:37:12.080
<v Speaker 4>I throw my hands up at least three or four

0:37:12.120 --> 0:37:12.800
<v Speaker 4>times a week.

0:37:13.400 --> 0:37:16.560
<v Speaker 5>Okay, I was put on this earth.

0:37:17.840 --> 0:37:22.359
<v Speaker 4>To do exactly what I'm doing. M. I have been

0:37:22.400 --> 0:37:28.320
<v Speaker 4>given a gift. It is my purpose, it is my ministry,

0:37:29.120 --> 0:37:34.400
<v Speaker 4>it is my calling. I know that this much for sure. M.

0:37:35.440 --> 0:37:38.839
<v Speaker 4>That's the only thing that I can return to in

0:37:38.880 --> 0:37:41.560
<v Speaker 4>the moments where I feel like giving up, And when

0:37:41.600 --> 0:37:45.040
<v Speaker 4>I tell you today was a dad where I said

0:37:45.160 --> 0:37:46.600
<v Speaker 4>I can't do this anymore?

0:37:46.760 --> 0:37:50.440
<v Speaker 1>Do you mind sharing us specifically what happened today? Are

0:37:50.480 --> 0:37:50.960
<v Speaker 1>you allowed to?

0:37:51.239 --> 0:37:51.439
<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

0:37:51.560 --> 0:37:51.920
<v Speaker 1>It was.

0:37:52.040 --> 0:37:55.839
<v Speaker 4>It was the last three people who I pitched from

0:37:55.840 --> 0:38:01.680
<v Speaker 4>my music documentary who said, no, that's literally about can

0:38:01.840 --> 0:38:06.960
<v Speaker 4>one become a pop star in their fifties.

0:38:07.440 --> 0:38:08.520
<v Speaker 6>Can that happen?

0:38:09.320 --> 0:38:10.160
<v Speaker 4>If it can.

0:38:10.040 --> 0:38:11.319
<v Speaker 6>Happen, it would be me.

0:38:12.520 --> 0:38:17.920
<v Speaker 4>And that is the journey of this documentary that my

0:38:18.000 --> 0:38:20.960
<v Speaker 4>whole life and the thing is is that I'm a

0:38:21.080 --> 0:38:25.320
<v Speaker 4>black fagot in America. And I use that word sagot

0:38:25.520 --> 0:38:27.000
<v Speaker 4>because that's how I'm treated.

0:38:27.800 --> 0:38:29.520
<v Speaker 6>It's a violent word.

0:38:30.360 --> 0:38:35.160
<v Speaker 4>And everybody should hear it, right, just like grab her

0:38:35.239 --> 0:38:40.799
<v Speaker 4>by the pussy, right, everybody got on the news and

0:38:40.960 --> 0:38:42.279
<v Speaker 4>change the word.

0:38:42.600 --> 0:38:43.680
<v Speaker 6>Don't change the word.

0:38:44.440 --> 0:38:46.760
<v Speaker 4>Bleep it out so people can remember.

0:38:46.400 --> 0:38:47.920
<v Speaker 6>What the fuck he said.

0:38:48.239 --> 0:38:52.200
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, the reason why he has ascended to the heights

0:38:52.239 --> 0:38:55.120
<v Speaker 4>that he's ascended is because every person has given them

0:38:55.120 --> 0:38:57.080
<v Speaker 4>a pass. I don't get passes like.

0:38:57.080 --> 0:38:58.680
<v Speaker 6>That, you know.

0:38:58.920 --> 0:39:02.919
<v Speaker 4>And and so for me it's like I was never

0:39:02.960 --> 0:39:06.399
<v Speaker 4>supposed to be here to begin with. I was never

0:39:06.440 --> 0:39:12.120
<v Speaker 4>supposed to be this person ever ever, ever, ever, ever,

0:39:12.239 --> 0:39:15.120
<v Speaker 4>ever ever ever ever, KICKI Boots wasn't supposed to happen.

0:39:16.760 --> 0:39:19.040
<v Speaker 4>And then when KICKI Boots happened, he was like, well, yeah,

0:39:19.080 --> 0:39:21.719
<v Speaker 4>he's playing a drag ring. Yeah we can see that,

0:39:22.400 --> 0:39:24.080
<v Speaker 4>but that's it. That's where the capital is.

0:39:24.040 --> 0:39:31.239
<v Speaker 6>Gonna be in me movies, you know, like you know.

0:39:31.280 --> 0:39:33.759
<v Speaker 4>My biggest dream at fifteen years old, when I was

0:39:33.800 --> 0:39:36.719
<v Speaker 4>finally able to buy my own music go hearkening back

0:39:36.760 --> 0:39:39.919
<v Speaker 4>to that, you know, I went and started. I mean,

0:39:40.280 --> 0:39:42.719
<v Speaker 4>by the time I was eighteen years old, I had

0:39:42.800 --> 0:39:47.040
<v Speaker 4>like seven hundred CDs because I was like just trying

0:39:47.080 --> 0:39:49.000
<v Speaker 4>to you know, just like who is that?

0:39:49.080 --> 0:39:49.719
<v Speaker 6>And what is this?

0:39:49.800 --> 0:39:52.080
<v Speaker 4>And why don't I know that? And you know, like

0:39:52.400 --> 0:39:56.640
<v Speaker 4>you know, just educating myself about bodies, about black music

0:39:56.760 --> 0:40:00.000
<v Speaker 4>outside of the church. You know, my biggest dream was

0:40:00.120 --> 0:40:03.839
<v Speaker 4>to be the male Whitney Houston, you know, and then

0:40:03.920 --> 0:40:05.799
<v Speaker 4>all of this and then here I am.

0:40:06.600 --> 0:40:08.399
<v Speaker 5>So that's why this documentary is going to be dope.

0:40:08.400 --> 0:40:10.319
<v Speaker 2>And can I tell you, Billy, when you watch that

0:40:10.400 --> 0:40:13.040
<v Speaker 2>Rosie old Donald clip that you were on back in

0:40:13.080 --> 0:40:16.760
<v Speaker 2>the day. In my mind, because I follow your career heavily,

0:40:16.880 --> 0:40:18.840
<v Speaker 2>as not too many things that I haven't watched that

0:40:18.880 --> 0:40:21.840
<v Speaker 2>you have been in in my mind, I think he

0:40:22.120 --> 0:40:23.440
<v Speaker 2>wants that so bad.

0:40:23.520 --> 0:40:25.320
<v Speaker 5>And like, so now that I know that Mona.

0:40:25.160 --> 0:40:27.319
<v Speaker 2>Lisa is the story of you becoming this pop star,

0:40:27.680 --> 0:40:30.439
<v Speaker 2>it's got to be gut wrenching. And also people must

0:40:30.480 --> 0:40:33.080
<v Speaker 2>have all kinds of misunderstandings as to why you don't

0:40:33.120 --> 0:40:35.359
<v Speaker 2>totally feel fulfilled, even with.

0:40:35.320 --> 0:40:36.880
<v Speaker 5>All of those awards, with all that stuff.

0:40:36.920 --> 0:40:38.640
<v Speaker 2>You go back to that Rosie ol Donald video, you

0:40:38.680 --> 0:40:40.760
<v Speaker 2>go back to when you were signed as a solo artist,

0:40:40.920 --> 0:40:43.920
<v Speaker 2>and it seems like that piece, right there is one

0:40:43.960 --> 0:40:48.400
<v Speaker 2>of the lone pieces that's missing for you is the gift, right, yeah.

0:40:48.120 --> 0:40:50.520
<v Speaker 4>Man, and the thing is the gift. For the first

0:40:50.560 --> 0:40:54.440
<v Speaker 4>twenty five years of my career, I couldn't.

0:40:54.640 --> 0:40:58.200
<v Speaker 8>Break through in the acting world because the gatekeepers of

0:40:58.239 --> 0:41:00.680
<v Speaker 8>that world, well, he's just a singer.

0:41:01.640 --> 0:41:03.280
<v Speaker 6>So then I scale that mountain.

0:41:04.040 --> 0:41:07.640
<v Speaker 4>I went Emmy's for Best Lead and Emmy for Best

0:41:07.680 --> 0:41:11.279
<v Speaker 4>Lead after in a Drama series as a said yes

0:41:11.680 --> 0:41:16.120
<v Speaker 4>for the first time in history. And now it's like, oh,

0:41:16.160 --> 0:41:17.640
<v Speaker 4>I didn't know bras Out is sing.

0:41:18.160 --> 0:41:20.440
<v Speaker 5>That's true. That's true. They were surprised when you started

0:41:20.480 --> 0:41:21.200
<v Speaker 5>singing in polls.

0:41:21.200 --> 0:41:21.640
<v Speaker 6>That's true.

0:41:21.920 --> 0:41:24.080
<v Speaker 1>See, I didn't know you acted. I knew you could sing.

0:41:24.200 --> 0:41:25.120
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know you acted.

0:41:25.480 --> 0:41:29.280
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, well yeah yeah, no, no, no, no, no again,

0:41:29.480 --> 0:41:31.719
<v Speaker 2>I know you, you knew I knew ninety six, like

0:41:31.800 --> 0:41:32.279
<v Speaker 2>I didn't know.

0:41:32.840 --> 0:41:35.640
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, but people got on the Billy Porter train. People

0:41:35.800 --> 0:41:39.719
<v Speaker 4>because my career is over thirty years now, right, and

0:41:40.080 --> 0:41:42.280
<v Speaker 4>Black on cracking. I don't look like what I've been through.

0:41:43.360 --> 0:41:46.640
<v Speaker 4>People have gotten on the Billy Porter train at different stops.

0:41:47.040 --> 0:41:49.080
<v Speaker 1>True, right, So let me tell you this story.

0:41:49.640 --> 0:41:51.160
<v Speaker 6>So do you remember Sandy Gallen.

0:41:51.920 --> 0:41:55.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the man used to work with Michael Jackson.

0:41:55.400 --> 0:42:01.200
<v Speaker 4>Michael Jackson Janney Barb saying Neil Diamond like so Rosie o'donald.

0:42:01.360 --> 0:42:03.960
<v Speaker 4>He represented ros O Donald. When I was in the

0:42:03.960 --> 0:42:08.200
<v Speaker 4>Revival of Greece. This is nineteen ninety four. I sang

0:42:08.239 --> 0:42:11.640
<v Speaker 4>Beautiful Dropout. I did the arrangement. Go listen to that too.

0:42:12.040 --> 0:42:15.480
<v Speaker 4>It's a gospel arrangement of you. Ooh, I did the

0:42:15.600 --> 0:42:20.040
<v Speaker 4>arrangement nine minutes long. They destroyed it for me because

0:42:20.239 --> 0:42:21.680
<v Speaker 4>they made me a coon.

0:42:21.920 --> 0:42:22.400
<v Speaker 6>Essentially.

0:42:22.760 --> 0:42:25.200
<v Speaker 4>They dressed me in a white space suit, put me

0:42:25.239 --> 0:42:27.799
<v Speaker 4>in fourteen inches of orange rubber hair. Just don't watch it.

0:42:28.080 --> 0:42:30.480
<v Speaker 4>You also have to read the memoir. You understand all

0:42:30.520 --> 0:42:34.200
<v Speaker 4>of it. But I meet with Sandy Gallen. He asks

0:42:34.280 --> 0:42:38.759
<v Speaker 4>me what I want to do, and all of the

0:42:38.840 --> 0:42:42.440
<v Speaker 4>things and multi hyphenates that I'm doing right now is

0:42:42.480 --> 0:42:43.720
<v Speaker 4>what I said.

0:42:43.840 --> 0:42:45.840
<v Speaker 6>And he said to me, you can't do everything.

0:42:46.520 --> 0:42:49.919
<v Speaker 4>You have to choose one thing because audiences can't.

0:42:50.160 --> 0:42:51.640
<v Speaker 6>They can't receive more than one thing.

0:42:52.920 --> 0:42:54.840
<v Speaker 4>And I said at twenty four years old, and I

0:42:54.840 --> 0:42:56.640
<v Speaker 4>don't know how I had the presidence of mind to

0:42:56.640 --> 0:42:59.920
<v Speaker 4>do this, but I said, with all due respect, mister Gallan,

0:43:01.480 --> 0:43:05.440
<v Speaker 4>once again, I'm a black saggot in America. If I

0:43:05.600 --> 0:43:09.839
<v Speaker 4>choose one thing and it doesn't work out, I am

0:43:10.000 --> 0:43:14.240
<v Speaker 4>asked out. All these years later, I've proven him wrong

0:43:14.400 --> 0:43:15.919
<v Speaker 4>in every single way.

0:43:16.400 --> 0:43:18.640
<v Speaker 6>Exactly. The music.

0:43:18.920 --> 0:43:20.560
<v Speaker 5>The music. That's what I felt.

0:43:20.800 --> 0:43:24.200
<v Speaker 4>The music is the gift. What are y'all talking about?

0:43:24.840 --> 0:43:27.840
<v Speaker 2>It's but you know what, sometimes here's the songs to

0:43:28.040 --> 0:43:32.080
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes have you realized the song part of the music,

0:43:32.200 --> 0:43:34.880
<v Speaker 2>Like you know, your voice is fucking stupendous.

0:43:35.120 --> 0:43:37.200
<v Speaker 5>I mean explain it's more intellectually than I am.

0:43:37.400 --> 0:43:40.919
<v Speaker 4>But sometimes they've been saying that for years Black MoMA

0:43:41.000 --> 0:43:42.160
<v Speaker 4>lise I has the song.

0:43:42.120 --> 0:43:47.600
<v Speaker 5>No you got it? But no more excuses now now, no.

0:43:47.480 --> 0:43:51.200
<v Speaker 4>More excuses about that Black MoMA lise I has the songs.

0:43:52.040 --> 0:43:56.160
<v Speaker 4>I was there. I'm there with the top writers in

0:43:56.239 --> 0:43:58.279
<v Speaker 4>the business, Andrew and Martin.

0:43:58.040 --> 0:43:59.560
<v Speaker 6>Three months before she died.

0:44:00.160 --> 0:44:03.920
<v Speaker 4>Mmm, justin trantl who's the number one pop writer in

0:44:04.000 --> 0:44:11.000
<v Speaker 4>the business. Another thing that I wanted to talk about

0:44:11.040 --> 0:44:15.000
<v Speaker 4>in the documentary is that because I'm theater based.

0:44:14.760 --> 0:44:17.080
<v Speaker 5>I'm corny. So that is a thing.

0:44:17.560 --> 0:44:18.880
<v Speaker 1>Bill, I'm theater.

0:44:18.760 --> 0:44:21.680
<v Speaker 4>Based, and because I come from the theater, I'm corny.

0:44:22.200 --> 0:44:25.240
<v Speaker 4>Theater is corny until these motherfuckers want an ego.

0:44:26.280 --> 0:44:28.320
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, how they want to go to a show?

0:44:28.840 --> 0:44:30.160
<v Speaker 4>Yes, so they want to take.

0:44:30.080 --> 0:44:31.920
<v Speaker 3>Their wife to a show or whoever the fuck it is?

0:44:32.080 --> 0:44:37.879
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, all of a sudden, No shame right, everybody has

0:44:37.960 --> 0:44:39.840
<v Speaker 4>dreams and should you know.

0:44:40.080 --> 0:44:42.400
<v Speaker 2>But it's an interesting thing, nobilly, because who are the

0:44:42.440 --> 0:44:46.160
<v Speaker 2>successful theater after singers who have translated.

0:44:46.160 --> 0:44:47.000
<v Speaker 5>It's like Bett Mitler.

0:44:47.320 --> 0:44:54.360
<v Speaker 7>The doors are bolt headed shut for us does nothing

0:44:54.400 --> 0:44:58.239
<v Speaker 7>but open our arms to everybody, and the gatekeepers of

0:44:58.239 --> 0:45:01.520
<v Speaker 7>the music industry keep the those doors bolted shut.

0:45:01.800 --> 0:45:05.720
<v Speaker 4>It's not just me anymore. It's me, it's Leslie Oldham Junior.

0:45:05.960 --> 0:45:09.200
<v Speaker 4>It's Cynthia Arinbo. It's so short to bean, you see,

0:45:09.239 --> 0:45:12.200
<v Speaker 4>so short of being now because you need her to

0:45:12.239 --> 0:45:14.360
<v Speaker 4>play your mother's.

0:45:17.000 --> 0:45:20.480
<v Speaker 1>This is the weird thing, because ah, man, I'm frozen

0:45:20.800 --> 0:45:27.240
<v Speaker 1>only because I'm realizing how close our stories are parallel.

0:45:28.440 --> 0:45:31.879
<v Speaker 1>Because so the thing is is that I don't know,

0:45:32.040 --> 0:45:33.640
<v Speaker 1>like if you were born in a musical fan I

0:45:33.640 --> 0:45:35.399
<v Speaker 1>don't know what your childhood journey was.

0:45:35.360 --> 0:45:37.120
<v Speaker 6>Like, do you think of Jayson family?

0:45:37.239 --> 0:45:41.000
<v Speaker 1>Yes, you know, if I were a betting man, you know,

0:45:41.200 --> 0:45:43.560
<v Speaker 1>I would have thought that I'm going to make it

0:45:44.280 --> 0:45:49.080
<v Speaker 1>with the first love of my life, which is music. Now, okay,

0:45:49.120 --> 0:45:52.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm also insatiable by nature, so of course, like you know,

0:45:52.520 --> 0:45:54.640
<v Speaker 1>you got you gotta get outside of yourself to to

0:45:54.880 --> 0:45:57.480
<v Speaker 1>to see it. But this kind of tortoise and hair

0:45:57.560 --> 0:46:01.720
<v Speaker 1>journey I've been on with music has been so slow

0:46:01.920 --> 0:46:06.640
<v Speaker 1>that even despite despite the accolades, I still feel like

0:46:07.560 --> 0:46:11.440
<v Speaker 1>I've not made it. Of course, other people have really

0:46:11.440 --> 0:46:13.480
<v Speaker 1>sit on the sidelines get angry when I say that,

0:46:13.480 --> 0:46:15.399
<v Speaker 1>because it's like, dude, we would chop our left bum.

0:46:16.000 --> 0:46:19.879
<v Speaker 1>Yeah you as a person, well yeah. But my whole

0:46:19.920 --> 0:46:26.680
<v Speaker 1>point is that when my third chapter started happening, i e.

0:46:27.040 --> 0:46:30.799
<v Speaker 1>Directing movies, it's like, all right, good news, bad news here.

0:46:31.200 --> 0:46:33.319
<v Speaker 1>Everything you ever dreamed for your life to happen is

0:46:33.360 --> 0:46:36.000
<v Speaker 1>going to happen. And I'm like, what's the bad news?

0:46:36.520 --> 0:46:39.520
<v Speaker 1>It's not going to be music that gets you there. Correct,

0:46:40.880 --> 0:46:46.200
<v Speaker 1>And despite me getting to a place where I don't

0:46:46.200 --> 0:46:50.800
<v Speaker 1>feel like a sealist artist or whatever, there's this itching,

0:46:51.360 --> 0:46:56.840
<v Speaker 1>this longing I have to just if I can just

0:46:57.960 --> 0:47:00.640
<v Speaker 1>get what I have now, But it's were my music

0:47:00.640 --> 0:47:03.399
<v Speaker 1>because it's like, dude, when you grow up with five

0:47:03.440 --> 0:47:07.560
<v Speaker 1>thousand records in the house, when you play radio city

0:47:07.640 --> 0:47:11.000
<v Speaker 1>music hall at at twelve, when you everything I've done

0:47:11.000 --> 0:47:14.279
<v Speaker 1>with music, it's like, ah, cannot just can I just

0:47:14.320 --> 0:47:16.239
<v Speaker 1>have this one thing? God? Like can you?

0:47:16.640 --> 0:47:18.480
<v Speaker 4>And there are people on this planet that don't even know.

0:47:18.520 --> 0:47:20.520
<v Speaker 4>I say, I sang on the show?

0:47:20.880 --> 0:47:22.000
<v Speaker 6>Did you watch the show?

0:47:22.280 --> 0:47:25.279
<v Speaker 4>But it doesn't register when you're and it goes the

0:47:25.280 --> 0:47:29.680
<v Speaker 4>opposite way. For musicians. It's like when you are considered

0:47:29.719 --> 0:47:33.400
<v Speaker 4>an actor and you sing on a show, audiences do

0:47:33.480 --> 0:47:36.360
<v Speaker 4>not receive you as a singer or a recording.

0:47:37.000 --> 0:47:39.360
<v Speaker 6>They receive you as a character who is singing on

0:47:39.440 --> 0:47:39.840
<v Speaker 6>a show.

0:47:40.440 --> 0:47:43.799
<v Speaker 4>When recording artists come and try to act, there's a

0:47:43.800 --> 0:47:45.600
<v Speaker 4>little bit of the same resistance.

0:47:45.680 --> 0:47:46.279
<v Speaker 5>Oh yeah, but.

0:47:48.200 --> 0:47:51.600
<v Speaker 1>Not nearly as much as thesite.

0:47:52.280 --> 0:47:54.240
<v Speaker 3>But like, what if you look at it from opposite perspective,

0:47:54.320 --> 0:47:55.800
<v Speaker 3>like if you if you have those other things that

0:47:55.800 --> 0:47:58.319
<v Speaker 3>they're working great, it makes it makes the music thing

0:47:58.400 --> 0:48:01.520
<v Speaker 3>a mirror, Like you've been saving on music for your

0:48:01.520 --> 0:48:03.640
<v Speaker 3>whole life, and those other successes make you want to

0:48:03.640 --> 0:48:06.520
<v Speaker 3>get to that level of success with your music, like

0:48:06.560 --> 0:48:09.320
<v Speaker 3>you want to win the Oscar of Documentary as a musician,

0:48:09.360 --> 0:48:11.120
<v Speaker 3>but you haven't gotten to yet. And I feel like

0:48:11.160 --> 0:48:12.160
<v Speaker 3>that's is that.

0:48:12.120 --> 0:48:12.640
<v Speaker 1>A bad thing?

0:48:12.640 --> 0:48:14.080
<v Speaker 3>I know, if it's a bad thing, that's how I

0:48:14.120 --> 0:48:14.640
<v Speaker 3>look at it.

0:48:15.440 --> 0:48:18.520
<v Speaker 1>The thing is, during the pandemic, I learned a lot

0:48:18.560 --> 0:48:24.120
<v Speaker 1>about myself, and I learned there was one week, I

0:48:24.120 --> 0:48:27.560
<v Speaker 1>think all of July, you know, like it was hard

0:48:27.560 --> 0:48:30.560
<v Speaker 1>to walk outside and want a mask. So I had

0:48:30.600 --> 0:48:32.279
<v Speaker 1>a car and that was the one place where I

0:48:32.320 --> 0:48:34.600
<v Speaker 1>could just take my mask off and be out in

0:48:34.640 --> 0:48:37.560
<v Speaker 1>the world and not have to you know. And I'm

0:48:37.600 --> 0:48:41.400
<v Speaker 1>living out in the country, so sometimes I would do

0:48:41.480 --> 0:48:44.160
<v Speaker 1>these four hour drives, you know, upstate New York to

0:48:44.200 --> 0:48:46.960
<v Speaker 1>go to you know. And I decided the entire month

0:48:47.000 --> 0:48:50.400
<v Speaker 1>of July, I'm gonna listen to the entire roots discography

0:48:50.880 --> 0:48:54.239
<v Speaker 1>and have a long conversation with myself, like what is

0:48:54.280 --> 0:48:58.760
<v Speaker 1>it about these sixteen records that isn't fulfilling the dream

0:49:00.080 --> 0:49:04.120
<v Speaker 1>of like I made it and some of these records

0:49:04.160 --> 0:49:08.600
<v Speaker 1>are actually you know, someone platinum, someone awards, But what

0:49:08.760 --> 0:49:12.680
<v Speaker 1>is it about? So this is my conclusion, and a

0:49:12.719 --> 0:49:15.880
<v Speaker 1>lot of it happened because again, you know, I DJ'ed

0:49:15.920 --> 0:49:20.080
<v Speaker 1>a lot. You know, during the pandemic, I was DJing online,

0:49:20.239 --> 0:49:23.920
<v Speaker 1>and because I wasn't doing my club set, I was

0:49:23.960 --> 0:49:27.760
<v Speaker 1>actually playing music I liked. So essentially all of twenty

0:49:27.840 --> 0:49:33.719
<v Speaker 1>twenty I spent nine ten months, damn near three to

0:49:33.880 --> 0:49:37.760
<v Speaker 1>five hours every day playing every type of music, which

0:49:38.600 --> 0:49:42.760
<v Speaker 1>is somehow I started to say, wow, I don't think

0:49:42.800 --> 0:49:47.040
<v Speaker 1>I know how to write a song, and then I realized,

0:49:47.080 --> 0:49:51.680
<v Speaker 1>oh shit, every Root song came from soundcheck, came from

0:49:51.760 --> 0:49:53.680
<v Speaker 1>da da da da. We don't know what a melody is.

0:49:53.719 --> 0:49:58.960
<v Speaker 1>So suddenly I'm realizing I have to write learn how

0:49:59.040 --> 0:50:02.560
<v Speaker 1>to write songs. So in the last five years, I've

0:50:02.600 --> 0:50:06.759
<v Speaker 1>gotten a crash course on what a melody is. So

0:50:07.800 --> 0:50:12.560
<v Speaker 1>similar to you. With this Mona Lisa project, I'm literally

0:50:12.600 --> 0:50:16.960
<v Speaker 1>putting the farm on this next Roots album into because

0:50:17.000 --> 0:50:19.080
<v Speaker 1>it just now I'm embarrassed. I'm like, how do I

0:50:19.120 --> 0:50:22.040
<v Speaker 1>have seventeen records and people are like, oh, you guys

0:50:22.080 --> 0:50:24.640
<v Speaker 1>are the earth win and Fire of hip hop. No no, no, no,

0:50:24.719 --> 0:50:28.719
<v Speaker 1>the grateful dead of hip hop. And it's like we're

0:50:28.760 --> 0:50:33.360
<v Speaker 1>still struggling to get to the place we should be.

0:50:34.080 --> 0:50:37.520
<v Speaker 5>Right, So was that the goal though, Yeah, that's an

0:50:37.520 --> 0:50:39.160
<v Speaker 5>interesting with the goal to.

0:50:39.160 --> 0:50:41.759
<v Speaker 3>Write singles, I feel like the goal is is like,

0:50:41.800 --> 0:50:44.960
<v Speaker 3>you're the greatest live hip hop and in the history

0:50:45.000 --> 0:50:45.600
<v Speaker 3>of hip.

0:50:45.400 --> 0:50:47.959
<v Speaker 5>Hop with one of the greatest ympsees of all time.

0:50:48.760 --> 0:50:50.680
<v Speaker 3>End of story, Like does it matter if you have

0:50:50.719 --> 0:50:51.280
<v Speaker 3>any singles?

0:50:51.320 --> 0:50:51.480
<v Speaker 1>Is that?

0:50:51.520 --> 0:50:52.200
<v Speaker 3>What about?

0:50:52.239 --> 0:50:54.000
<v Speaker 2>Can I just shout out to Rich Nichols and Diyce

0:50:54.080 --> 0:50:57.160
<v Speaker 2>Raw who actually did make some really help make some

0:50:57.200 --> 0:50:59.040
<v Speaker 2>great roots albums, like are you serious?

0:50:59.080 --> 0:51:02.160
<v Speaker 1>Like yeah, but come on, dog eat Layah. You're the

0:51:02.160 --> 0:51:04.600
<v Speaker 1>first person to plant it in the seed when things

0:51:04.600 --> 0:51:08.759
<v Speaker 1>fall apart came out you fua. You asked me, Hey,

0:51:09.520 --> 0:51:12.719
<v Speaker 1>how come the big single that is breaking you guys out?

0:51:12.840 --> 0:51:17.080
<v Speaker 1>Why is that buried at the end of side too? Yes,

0:51:17.120 --> 0:51:20.360
<v Speaker 1>I did say that because my logic was, Okay, in

0:51:20.440 --> 0:51:24.839
<v Speaker 1>this hour fifteen minute record, I'm going to place the

0:51:24.840 --> 0:51:27.880
<v Speaker 1>bait towards the end to make you guys listen to that.

0:51:27.920 --> 0:51:30.840
<v Speaker 1>And you kind of eye rolled, But come on, liya,

0:51:30.920 --> 0:51:33.200
<v Speaker 1>you understand that we live in a single society now

0:51:33.440 --> 0:51:35.719
<v Speaker 1>and not to hijack this interview because I'm gonna get

0:51:35.719 --> 0:51:38.479
<v Speaker 1>back to you, billy. But my point was the goal

0:51:38.560 --> 0:51:41.440
<v Speaker 1>for me and people all diden say that, like, oh,

0:51:41.480 --> 0:51:43.920
<v Speaker 1>you guys don't care like you are the roots either.

0:51:44.280 --> 0:51:47.400
<v Speaker 1>People often I care because it's like the thing is,

0:51:49.280 --> 0:51:52.200
<v Speaker 1>that's the thing like with this pedigree of knowledge of music,

0:51:53.120 --> 0:51:57.279
<v Speaker 1>like the level of commitment. I have more commitments to

0:51:57.719 --> 0:52:01.440
<v Speaker 1>music than I do to besides my relationship with Tarik,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think I've committed to anything as long as

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<v Speaker 1>I've committed to music. And to not like to be

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<v Speaker 1>able to tell people stories and to study people and

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<v Speaker 1>to write their books, but not to do it for

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<v Speaker 1>myself is almost rather jarring. And then yes, I know

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<v Speaker 1>it's the subjective opinion, but when you watch people significantly

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<v Speaker 1>less talented than you are, it just it burns me inside.

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<v Speaker 1>And so but here's the thing though, and this is

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<v Speaker 1>why I went through that whole field to ask you,

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<v Speaker 1>because sometimes I ask myself, Okay, was it ever meant

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<v Speaker 1>in the cards for music to be my path? Because

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<v Speaker 1>now I believe in listening to the universe. Yeah, And

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<v Speaker 1>I know I'm stubborn. I know I'm stubborn as fuck,

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<v Speaker 1>and I want to control every thing and I want

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<v Speaker 1>my version of how I want my life to go

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<v Speaker 1>to be gospel. Now I'm just learning, like, all right,

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<v Speaker 1>what do y'all want me to do? And it's like

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<v Speaker 1>my world is opening up everywhere by music. So I'm

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<v Speaker 1>asking you, are you willing to walk away from music

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<v Speaker 1>knowing that other avenues have opened for you?

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<v Speaker 4>I wouldn't call it walking away because I've already done it.

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<v Speaker 4>The reason why I've been able to have such an

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<v Speaker 4>expansion in my life, you know, there are a few reasons,

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<v Speaker 4>but the biggest one was nine to eleven, nine to twelve,

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<v Speaker 4>two thousand and one. I lost my voice to severe

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<v Speaker 4>acid reflux for about five to seven years, and I

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<v Speaker 4>had been asking the universe. I've been asking God, whatever

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<v Speaker 4>it is that you know, I'm more than my voice.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm more than my voice. I'm more than my voice. Lord,

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<v Speaker 4>Please help me understand and help the world understand that

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<v Speaker 4>I'm more than my voice.

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<v Speaker 1>Were you in New Yorker? Like what was the I

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<v Speaker 1>was all over, I was in LA I was psychological or.

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<v Speaker 4>It was totally psychological. And so when I lost my voice,

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<v Speaker 4>I literally knew why, and I was like, okay, Lord,

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<v Speaker 4>you know because my voice, my singing voice, was my identity,

0:54:30.200 --> 0:54:34.600
<v Speaker 4>My singing voice was my savior. My singing voice was

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<v Speaker 4>what got me out, like the basketball players, like the

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<v Speaker 4>sports people. It got me out of my circumstance. It

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<v Speaker 4>allowed for me to be in spaces where I could

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<v Speaker 4>learn how to dream beyond my circumstance. So my entire

0:54:48.120 --> 0:54:52.160
<v Speaker 4>identity was wrapped up in that. And I had and

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<v Speaker 4>the universe, God whatever knew that if I could keep

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<v Speaker 4>singing and just get them jobs and the jobs that

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<v Speaker 4>I didn't mark, then I would just keep doing that

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<v Speaker 4>because I wouldn't have the courage to do anything else.

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<v Speaker 6>It was in that five.

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<v Speaker 8>To seven year period where my mind was able to expand.

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<v Speaker 8>It's like I've been given more than just one gift.

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<v Speaker 8>I can act, I can direct, I can write. I

0:55:22.560 --> 0:55:25.760
<v Speaker 8>went to screenwriting school, you know. I was like, wait,

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<v Speaker 8>I don't have to wait for somebody else.

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<v Speaker 1>And George C.

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<v Speaker 4>Will's my one of my mentors, said, you can't wait

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<v Speaker 4>for anybody to ever give you permission to practice your art.

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<v Speaker 4>You have to be doing it all the time, even

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<v Speaker 4>when no one's listening, and most of the time no

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<v Speaker 4>one will be listening. That's why I have five albums.

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<v Speaker 4>This is not my second album, it's my six catch

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<v Speaker 4>up people. I'm doing it whether y'all listen or not.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm doing it whether you're watching or not. And all

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<v Speaker 4>of the albums are fierce, so y'all can catch up

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<v Speaker 4>when it's time. But for me, it's like most of

0:55:57.440 --> 0:56:00.479
<v Speaker 4>the time, I can feel like that. Most the time,

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<v Speaker 4>I can harness the power of just being present and

0:56:08.840 --> 0:56:11.080
<v Speaker 4>letting the universe take me where I'm supposed to go.

0:56:12.040 --> 0:56:16.000
<v Speaker 4>I have ascended to heights that I never dreamed. I

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<v Speaker 4>have a star on the Hollywood Walk and saying that

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<v Speaker 4>wasn't a dream. I didn't even think anything, you know, like,

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<v Speaker 4>it's like it's been magical and simultaneously my question. I

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<v Speaker 4>start to ask myself the question today, when is it enough?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 6>When is it enough?

0:56:39.080 --> 0:56:46.360
<v Speaker 4>I am enough? Just as I am, I am enough.

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<v Speaker 6>I have to say it to myself multiple times a day.

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<v Speaker 5>Is this just COVID Billy? Do you feel?

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<v Speaker 2>Because I remember some of your posts you were making

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<v Speaker 2>during these COVID times and I really appreciated your truth

0:56:56.760 --> 0:57:00.719
<v Speaker 2>and telling where life really is. You see what you

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<v Speaker 2>see and what you don't see. So how you feel today?

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<v Speaker 5>Is that post?

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<v Speaker 2>That feeling now that you've hit with people you know

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<v Speaker 2>from perception, people might say a little bottom in that way.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean I was always headed in this direction

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<v Speaker 4>because of my spirituality, because you know, I choose joy,

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<v Speaker 4>I choose to be positive.

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<v Speaker 6>These are choices that you have to make. They're active.

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<v Speaker 4>I choose love. Love is active. I choose all of

0:57:27.160 --> 0:57:32.000
<v Speaker 4>these things for myself so that I could just stay sane,

0:57:32.440 --> 0:57:37.760
<v Speaker 4>because because this world will drive you insane if you

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<v Speaker 4>let it. So, I mean, so for me, it's about

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<v Speaker 4>always landing on You're enough, Philly, because everything on the

0:57:47.440 --> 0:57:49.040
<v Speaker 4>planet will tell you the opposite of that.

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<v Speaker 6>Many things will tell you the opposite of that.

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<v Speaker 1>What year did your last album come out? What year

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<v Speaker 1>did my not Black Mona Lisa Volume one? Yes, Volume one.

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<v Speaker 6>Black Mona Lisa came out last November?

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<v Speaker 1>Theyab before that, beyond before that.

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<v Speaker 6>The album before that was Billy Porter Presents the Soul of.

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<v Speaker 4>Richard Rogers okay and twenty seventeen, and then before that

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<v Speaker 4>it was Billy's Back on Broadway twenty fourteen, and then

0:58:17.520 --> 0:58:20.600
<v Speaker 4>before that it was at the Corner of Broadway and

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<v Speaker 4>Soul Live from Joe's Bud.

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<v Speaker 6>And then the first one was ninety four untitled.

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<v Speaker 1>On A and m Okay.

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<v Speaker 6>But this poet, you know this So the.

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<v Speaker 4>Cookout sessions have come about because instead of simply just

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<v Speaker 4>being mad, instead of you know, feeling sorry for myself

0:58:44.320 --> 0:58:47.200
<v Speaker 4>and what have you, you know, for me, it's like, well,

0:58:47.240 --> 0:58:51.280
<v Speaker 4>what's my plan? And how am I going to overcome this?

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<v Speaker 4>Because I just have to keep working. I just have

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<v Speaker 4>to keep pressing. I just have to keep pressing forward

0:58:57.120 --> 0:58:59.680
<v Speaker 4>and be the best version of whatever it is.

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<v Speaker 6>So I hired a new manager, We.

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<v Speaker 4>Hunkered down, We made a business plan.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 4>The cookout session is about harnessing my message, making sure

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<v Speaker 4>that everybody knows who I am.

0:59:20.000 --> 0:59:20.200
<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 4>One of the things that I realized in trying to

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<v Speaker 4>figure this out is there is confusion. How do I

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<v Speaker 4>stop the confusion?

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<v Speaker 6>Is he a singer? Is he you know?

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<v Speaker 4>Like you know, Sandy Galla said, confused people get confused.

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<v Speaker 4>There will be no confusion, you know, because what I

0:59:42.040 --> 0:59:47.600
<v Speaker 4>landed on is, oh, as a recording artist, I need

0:59:47.640 --> 0:59:51.800
<v Speaker 4>a persona. I have to do what Donald Glover did.

0:59:52.760 --> 0:59:55.320
<v Speaker 4>I have to be my version of Talvis Schambino so

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<v Speaker 4>that people are it's like, oh, that's a different person,

0:59:59.000 --> 1:00:00.680
<v Speaker 4>that's a different the team.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm excited about that.

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<v Speaker 4>So my documentary is Billy Porter is black Mona Lisa.

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<v Speaker 4>You're coming to see black Mona Lisa. That's a whole

1:00:11.720 --> 1:00:15.280
<v Speaker 4>different thing. So I Beyonce even did it with I

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<v Speaker 4>Am Sat Fears on her fourth album. I feel like

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<v Speaker 4>I have hit on something that has the possibility to

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<v Speaker 4>take me to the next level. Whatever that level, whatever

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<v Speaker 4>the level is. The dream is to be playing out stadiums,

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<v Speaker 4>but the reality is, I just want people to listen

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<v Speaker 4>to my music.

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<v Speaker 1>So question, should you make it as black Mona Lisa.

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<v Speaker 1>We still have that itching, like, ah, okay, now i

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<v Speaker 1>want to do this as Billy.

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<v Speaker 4>Porter because I'm still Billy Porter, okay, And I've already

1:00:52.040 --> 1:00:55.920
<v Speaker 4>established myself as Billy Porter, right So now when the

1:00:56.000 --> 1:00:58.840
<v Speaker 4>gigs come in and somebody wants me to go and

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<v Speaker 4>do a theater, when PBS calls, right it says like

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<v Speaker 4>they have and says, we want you to do Billy

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<v Speaker 4>Porter and Friends for New Year's Eve.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice, I can do Billy Porter.

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<v Speaker 4>In that space, black Mona Lisa is somebody else, So

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<v Speaker 4>then I could bring back Mona Lisa on inside of

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<v Speaker 4>my Billy Porter. So it really has to be that distinct.

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<v Speaker 4>I think, at least I'm gonna try to do it

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<v Speaker 4>like that. At least I'm trying to do it like

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<v Speaker 4>that now because I've tried all the other ways. So

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<v Speaker 4>you know, let's see who knows, you know, But I

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<v Speaker 4>think there's something in it.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm really excited about it.

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<v Speaker 4>And with these summer tours and with you know, my

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<v Speaker 4>tour last year, and you.

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<v Speaker 6>Know my imaging now you know, and.

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<v Speaker 4>Like when you look at my visuals, when you look

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<v Speaker 4>at that stuff, it now can make sense because there's

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<v Speaker 4>a separation. People who know Billy Porter from theater are

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<v Speaker 4>confused by this music because they know me as a

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<v Speaker 4>theater person. They know Kinky Boots, so they're confused, you know.

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<v Speaker 6>But you turn on bonut saying and don't have problems.

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<v Speaker 4>So if I'm black Mona Lisa, then you can make

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<v Speaker 4>the separation.

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<v Speaker 1>Got it?

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<v Speaker 6>See what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh that's your soul, you fears? Okay, yeah, what's your side?

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<v Speaker 5>Your fears?

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<v Speaker 1>Hold up?

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<v Speaker 2>This is where part one is, but you have to

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<v Speaker 2>come back next week or check out your podcast for

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<v Speaker 2>part two of that QLs with Billy Porter, because in

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<v Speaker 2>that episode, Billy is more real and more raw about

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<v Speaker 2>his activism for several causes and shout out to all

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<v Speaker 2>my polls fans.

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<v Speaker 5>This is the conversation about his character. Pray tell that

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<v Speaker 5>you have been waiting for. Also, don't forget.

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<v Speaker 2>Make sure you check out Billy's new EP, Black Mona

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<v Speaker 2>Lisa Volume two, The Cookout Sessions, which is out now,

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<v Speaker 2>see you next time.

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