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Speaker 3: Neither of them are attention horse good for him?

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Speaker 1: Electrical shock for one. Two, says I, female eighteen, have

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Speaker 1: As an additional update to my situation, yesterday, my dad

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Speaker 4: Your delivery is very smooth, where it's just like inserted

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Speaker 6: My favorite thing is like John's sighing up my puns.

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Speaker 5: Is you're good at this? I will admit you got it.

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Speaker 5: A little backstory. I've been working at this place for

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Speaker 5: five years and it's been the most toxic place I've

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Speaker 5: ever been. I stayed, telling myself the pay was worth it,

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Speaker 5: but the abuse got to be too much. Recently, I

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Speaker 5: that the abuse I'm referring to includes twenty four to

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Speaker 5: seven calls asking me to do work from wherever I'm at.

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Speaker 5: I've gotten calls at three am, while at a funeral,

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Speaker 5: while at birthday parties, basically whenever my asshole boss wants. Also,

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Speaker 5: he loves to make me feel like crap and insult

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Speaker 5: me every chance he gets, telling me how I'm a

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Speaker 5: mess and basically useless. And when I confronted him about it,

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Speaker 5: he said he paid me enough to keep my mouth shut. Wow,

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Speaker 5: Well today I had enough. I quit, telling him. Tomorrow

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Speaker 5: will be my last day and it will only be

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Speaker 5: to finish what I hadn't done today. I don't regret

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Speaker 5: quitting my job. I only regret not doing it earlier.

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Speaker 5: My problem is that now I have no job and I

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Speaker 5: have to wait to hear from the places I've applied to.

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Speaker 5: This means I'll not be working for at least a

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Speaker 5: few weeks, and as a person who lives paycheck to paycheck,

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Speaker 5: this is my worst nightmare. I don't know how I'm

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Speaker 5: gonna make rent next month, as I don't know if

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Speaker 5: my last paycheck will be enough to cover it. Now

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Speaker 5: I'm scrambling to find some filler work while I hear

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Speaker 5: from the other places I've applied to.

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Speaker 4: Man, it seems like you're being paid well paycheck to paycheck.

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Speaker 6: I don't know.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, it doesn't seem like you're being paid well, like

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Speaker 5: in terms of him saying you're paid so well if

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Speaker 5: you're living paycheck maybe maybe it was like unless you're

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Speaker 5: buying like this Gucci bag, they just kind of brainwashed.

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Speaker 6: Unless oh he's buying buying Louis Vuitton.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, just like sleep sleeping every night on their on

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Speaker 4: their Gucci pillow.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, you can. You can sleep in your Guta

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Speaker 5: she bag and you're on the streets.

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Speaker 4: But they'd probably say, like I could sell it if

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Speaker 4: they had that