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Speaker 1: Conversations on life, style, beauty, and relationships. It's The Velvet's

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Speaker 1: Edge Podcast with Kelly Henderson Marv. It's a whole New

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Speaker 1: Year's Happy, Well, thank you happy you. Did you go

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Speaker 1: out to celebrate? No, stay home. I stayed home. I

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Speaker 1: actually do not like New Year's uh celebrate. I mean

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Speaker 1: like I would like to be with people that I love, um,

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Speaker 1: and I did that on New Year's Day, but I

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Speaker 1: just get overwhelmed with all the crowds and like craziness

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Speaker 1: of New Year's Eve, So I'd prefer to be home. Yeah, okay,

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Speaker 1: well then you beat me. I at least stayed uptil midnight.

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Speaker 1: Oh no, no, no, no, I don't need to see

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Speaker 1: another ball drop in my life. So many levels of that. Um, okay,

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Speaker 1: well we I had emailed you, I guess this was

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Speaker 1: last week and said like what it's what can we

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Speaker 1: do as a forecast moving into and you brought up, um,

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Speaker 1: the asteroid goddesses, which I was like, well what does

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Speaker 1: that have to do with So you and I were

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Speaker 1: just talking about that, and as we move into this

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Speaker 1: age of Aquarius, Uh, there's a lot of energy moving

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Speaker 1: into the feminine energy and feminine power, and I think

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Speaker 1: we're all kind of being challenged to look at that

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Speaker 1: dynamic within our culture, within our communities, within ourselves, and

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Speaker 1: so you were going to help kind of guide us

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Speaker 1: through what that even means. And then also just like

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Speaker 1: these different um energies that come with the different goddesses

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Speaker 1: and even the psychological nature behind them. I thought that

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Speaker 1: part was really fascinating. So where do you want to start? Well, also,

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Speaker 1: why is this important? I guess would be a really

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Speaker 1: good question. Well, that's a good starting place. It's important

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Speaker 1: because as as we transition uh in the world as

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Speaker 1: a humanity, uh and as individuals, um, we have to

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Speaker 1: as as we move into the Age of Aquarius. Was

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Speaker 1: just thinking about, you know, our podcast from last month

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Speaker 1: on all the dynamics that's going to play out in

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Speaker 1: twenty three, and it was a lot about the values,

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Speaker 1: it's a lot about intuition and of course and it's

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Speaker 1: you know, Aquarius. The Age of Aquarius is ruled by Uronus,

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Speaker 1: and Uronus is the most spiritual energy in the zodiac

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Speaker 1: because it's intuitive, it's a progressive, it's logical, it's highly intellectual,

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Speaker 1: it's um it's it's where we get information that's not

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Speaker 1: of this world. And so it's really important as we

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Speaker 1: end visually, as I was talking about last month, we're

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Speaker 1: moving into a much more individualism and independence, our own UM,

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Speaker 1: our own sense of values, which is that I think

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Speaker 1: is a big, big deal. So as we become more

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Speaker 1: independent thinking instead of all wrapped up in all uh,

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Speaker 1: all different kinds of conspiracies, different kinds of UM, all

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Speaker 1: of the the stuff that's come at us over the

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Speaker 1: last couple of years, this is part of the transition

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Speaker 1: and change that is going to start taking place in

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Speaker 1: the new paradigm as we moved further away from that

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Speaker 1: UM time period that we were all emptied. We were emptied,

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Speaker 1: we were enclosed, we were no longer together, and now

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Speaker 1: we're trying to rebuild and remold and reshape our society.

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Speaker 1: And so when I started looking at that UM and

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Speaker 1: really funny as an astrologer. UM, you know, you get

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Speaker 1: and the and the pop culture, but astrology has so

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Speaker 1: part of my astrology, and that is you know, and

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Speaker 1: in typical astrology we have the moon and the this

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Speaker 1: feminine side of the whole nature of who we are,

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Speaker 1: because we're all masculine and feminine on an equal basis.

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Speaker 1: doesn't take away the qualities of the masculine and you

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Speaker 1: fascinating to me to read in your outline. Um, basically

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Speaker 1: This was like a different circumstance though it was so

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Speaker 1: much bigger. The players were like supposed to be warming up,

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Speaker 1: to speak. Yeah, So he told somebody he had sex

429
00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:47,520
Speaker 1: last night, and he said that was at least two

430
00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:54,240
Speaker 1: novels because it took away that creative energy. So how

431
00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:59,440
Speaker 1: do we use the creativity and creative energy of sexuality,

432
00:34:00,880 --> 00:34:06,640
Speaker 1: that sharing or that vulnerability. So you see, now this

433
00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:11,920
Speaker 1: is how VESTA plays in to discovering the deep sense

434
00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:16,439
Speaker 1: of our home, our home within ourselves. And so when

435
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:19,320
Speaker 1: when you read it, you read how a person uses

436
00:34:19,360 --> 00:34:26,760
Speaker 1: that energy. Where is your weakness, where is your perspectives, perceptions,

437
00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:33,640
Speaker 1: judgments about that energy, that foundation that's going to show up,

438
00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:37,760
Speaker 1: and how you use that energy to grow, to expand

439
00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:41,200
Speaker 1: to be more authentically used to drop some of your

440
00:34:41,239 --> 00:34:52,279
Speaker 1: opinions and judgments. Okay, that's vesta. So really like it's

441
00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:55,480
Speaker 1: kind of challenging. I mean to what I heard is

442
00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:59,440
Speaker 1: it's challenging us to look at the sexual themes in

443
00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:02,160
Speaker 1: our lives. And I think we all. I mean, I've

444
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:03,719
Speaker 1: talked about this with a friend the other day. Like

445
00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:08,680
Speaker 1: everyone has their own just kind of relationship with sex.

446
00:35:08,719 --> 00:35:10,040
Speaker 1: A lot of it depends on how you grew up,

447
00:35:10,120 --> 00:35:12,080
Speaker 1: especially if you grew up in a religious household of

448
00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:15,279
Speaker 1: any kind. Like there's all these different narratives and like

449
00:35:15,440 --> 00:35:17,799
Speaker 1: programming things that we have to let go of as

450
00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:20,920
Speaker 1: adults and kind of navigate and get to the place

451
00:35:20,960 --> 00:35:24,480
Speaker 1: of understanding like what our truth is around sex. Um.

452
00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:27,160
Speaker 1: But so much of that and I've really identified with

453
00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:29,319
Speaker 1: this in my adult life, but so much of my

454
00:35:29,440 --> 00:35:33,399
Speaker 1: relationship to sex is also tied to my relationship with myself.

455
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:35,840
Speaker 1: And I just heard a lot of that and in

456
00:35:35,920 --> 00:35:40,880
Speaker 1: the vesta stuff like um kind of like even when

457
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:43,480
Speaker 1: you're talking about the creativity like in women, like are

458
00:35:43,480 --> 00:35:46,879
Speaker 1: in the feminine energy, Like our sexual energy is our

459
00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:49,759
Speaker 1: life force. It's like all of the stuff flows through that,

460
00:35:49,840 --> 00:35:53,560
Speaker 1: the creativity and everything comes from that. So that makes

461
00:35:53,600 --> 00:35:56,120
Speaker 1: total sense to me. But if you're out of alignment

462
00:35:56,160 --> 00:35:58,840
Speaker 1: with your own self, none of that flow is going

463
00:35:58,880 --> 00:36:06,240
Speaker 1: to happen anyway. It's all connected. Yes, Okay, I understand,

464
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:11,080
Speaker 1: yes very much. So, so now let's go to the

465
00:36:11,200 --> 00:36:17,640
Speaker 1: Juno principle of relatedness. Okay, now you see, we've built

466
00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:22,680
Speaker 1: the persona, we've built the emotional security and foundation. Now

467
00:36:22,719 --> 00:36:26,319
Speaker 1: we're moving out to take on a relationship. So this

468
00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:31,640
Speaker 1: is the principle of relatedness. This is compatibility, receptivity to others,

469
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:39,280
Speaker 1: mutual sharing, frost, jealousy, possessiveness, power, struggles. See, that's certainly

470
00:36:40,280 --> 00:36:45,759
Speaker 1: are feminine words. That's no longer the masculine going out here,

471
00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:51,520
Speaker 1: divide and conquer. That's the feminine bringing in the relationship.

472
00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:58,000
Speaker 1: So this is the um. This is the another again

473
00:36:58,200 --> 00:37:03,799
Speaker 1: part of the experience. It's an expressing our sexuality with

474
00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:11,160
Speaker 1: another individual. So it's the biological, the psychological, physical, erotic, emotional, social,

475
00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:19,080
Speaker 1: and spiritual feelings and behaviors. Intimacy is way I like

476
00:37:19,239 --> 00:37:21,280
Speaker 1: to look at it and the way I like to

477
00:37:21,320 --> 00:37:28,279
Speaker 1: get people to understand sexuality because intimacy is into me

478
00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:32,520
Speaker 1: seen how much are you going to allow someone in?

479
00:37:34,680 --> 00:37:39,719
Speaker 1: It's to what degree are you going to allow someone in?

480
00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:44,520
Speaker 1: Do you feel confident enough to share who you are

481
00:37:44,719 --> 00:37:50,319
Speaker 1: in totality? Or is there is it? You know, a

482
00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:52,680
Speaker 1: little bit here and a little bit there. I don't

483
00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:54,680
Speaker 1: want you to see it at all. I mean, this

484
00:37:54,840 --> 00:37:59,240
Speaker 1: is a lack of being totally authentic and totally upfront,

485
00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:02,640
Speaker 1: isn't it. M M. So when we look at the

486
00:38:02,719 --> 00:38:07,560
Speaker 1: Juno themes, we're looking at that self expression within the

487
00:38:07,640 --> 00:38:13,880
Speaker 1: context of relationship. We're looking how much freedom and equality

488
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:19,759
Speaker 1: do we get and get from relationships the intimacy and

489
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:25,359
Speaker 1: the sharing do we have mutual trust and understanding. I mean,

490
00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:29,719
Speaker 1: how many times is some one partner is cheated on

491
00:38:29,760 --> 00:38:34,239
Speaker 1: another partner and then the other partner gets, you know,

492
00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:37,879
Speaker 1: totally betrayed and hurt and all of that and come

493
00:38:37,920 --> 00:38:41,439
Speaker 1: to find out, well, I treated I cheated about ten

494
00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:48,680
Speaker 1: years ago. Well, I mean, when you're in a betrayed situation,

495
00:38:48,800 --> 00:38:56,160
Speaker 1: who's who's the real betrayer? You're betraying yourself. You don't

496
00:38:56,320 --> 00:39:03,880
Speaker 1: betray humans, you betray you. That's commitment. So it's about

497
00:39:03,920 --> 00:39:08,520
Speaker 1: the emotional attachment. It's about the possessiveness. Do you feel

498
00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:10,960
Speaker 1: like you have to control the other person so you

499
00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:16,440
Speaker 1: can stay secure? Or their sexual power games? We say,

500
00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:20,480
Speaker 1: who holds the checkbook holds the holds? Uh is in

501
00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:25,600
Speaker 1: control of the sex? So, I mean, you know there's

502
00:39:25,640 --> 00:39:30,640
Speaker 1: games there. We have projection reflection. Are we giving away

503
00:39:30,760 --> 00:39:35,839
Speaker 1: power too much? Do we attempt to regain it by

504
00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:39,719
Speaker 1: taking our power back? How do we do that? The

505
00:39:39,760 --> 00:39:45,320
Speaker 1: identification through who you are through your partner or your children,

506
00:39:46,840 --> 00:39:51,719
Speaker 1: You see, that's not the definition of you. And so

507
00:39:52,520 --> 00:39:56,799
Speaker 1: the reflection of the relationship is the objectivity that I've

508
00:39:56,840 --> 00:40:03,040
Speaker 1: talked about that you get by interacting intimately with someone

509
00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:10,799
Speaker 1: with another individual because you create all circumstances in your life. Well,

510
00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:15,040
Speaker 1: Juno is going to help you define where you have

511
00:40:15,200 --> 00:40:19,560
Speaker 1: the imbalances or where you are very balanced, where you

512
00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:26,399
Speaker 1: can have great relationships potentially if you correct the way

513
00:40:26,440 --> 00:40:30,120
Speaker 1: you use this energy or how you have this perspective,

514
00:40:30,200 --> 00:40:35,040
Speaker 1: perception and opinion. So it gives you the opportunity to

515
00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:40,239
Speaker 1: grow into that oneness within yourself, that authentic in your

516
00:40:40,680 --> 00:40:48,239
Speaker 1: authentically who you are. So Judo rules um uh, your

517
00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:56,520
Speaker 1: your soul mates, it rules marriages and alcohomal union, spiritual relationships.

518
00:40:57,680 --> 00:41:02,480
Speaker 1: So it's teaching you will out out to become whole

519
00:41:02,640 --> 00:41:08,600
Speaker 1: within yourself. And so when we look at Juno, we're

520
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:13,799
Speaker 1: looking at the energy of becoming on with with ourselves.

521
00:41:14,920 --> 00:41:19,120
Speaker 1: I'm I forever tell people that, Look, when you're looking

522
00:41:19,160 --> 00:41:21,319
Speaker 1: for a relationship, you want to fall in love with

523
00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:24,640
Speaker 1: the person that you can double your pleasures and divide

524
00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:30,000
Speaker 1: your pains. That's a relationship that's a soul mate that

525
00:41:30,080 --> 00:41:36,359
Speaker 1: can be honest with integrity you can grow from. Now,

526
00:41:36,400 --> 00:41:44,840
Speaker 1: that's what you're looking for and a soul matter relationship. Yeah,

527
00:41:44,920 --> 00:41:47,320
Speaker 1: and I'm I mean again, it's like I think we

528
00:41:47,480 --> 00:41:50,239
Speaker 1: just for me at least you learn in relationships like

529
00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:53,680
Speaker 1: I could do all the work and and heal and

530
00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:56,360
Speaker 1: you know, go to therapy and all the things. And

531
00:41:56,400 --> 00:41:59,080
Speaker 1: then you get in a relationship and so much new

532
00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:02,040
Speaker 1: stuff comes up and you're like, WHOA, I did not

533
00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:04,759
Speaker 1: realize that was still there, whatever it was, you know,

534
00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:08,279
Speaker 1: And um, I just think it's it is. It's our

535
00:42:08,320 --> 00:42:11,200
Speaker 1: best mirror to be in a relationship of ourselves and

536
00:42:11,280 --> 00:42:14,719
Speaker 1: any part of ourselves that's not in this unhealed wounded

537
00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:16,880
Speaker 1: parts or whatever it is, or even just a deeper

538
00:42:17,000 --> 00:42:20,600
Speaker 1: learning of your own personality and getting to know yourself

539
00:42:20,640 --> 00:42:25,160
Speaker 1: even better. Well, the principle of relationship is the ability

540
00:42:25,239 --> 00:42:29,920
Speaker 1: to create new forms of relating. M hm. That makes sense. Yeah,

541
00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:33,560
Speaker 1: I mean you've heard the people that get a divorce

542
00:42:33,600 --> 00:42:35,839
Speaker 1: and didn't marry four more times and it's the same

543
00:42:35,880 --> 00:42:40,000
Speaker 1: person every time. You haven't created the new form of relatedness,

544
00:42:40,040 --> 00:42:45,360
Speaker 1: have you right? You didn't grow from the relationship, you

545
00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:53,239
Speaker 1: stayed status quo. That's juno. So juno shows you your

546
00:42:53,280 --> 00:43:00,479
Speaker 1: relatedness principles, your intimacy principles. Okay, So then we come

547
00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:03,799
Speaker 1: to the last Goddess as payless a theme. This is

548
00:43:03,840 --> 00:43:08,840
Speaker 1: a principle of creative intelligence. Uh, it's how we face

549
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:15,560
Speaker 1: the issues of learning, creativity, the arts, politics, healing, alienation

550
00:43:15,719 --> 00:43:22,719
Speaker 1: from relationships, competition, the fears of success. This is the

551
00:43:22,760 --> 00:43:28,640
Speaker 1: ability to invent solutions to new problems in the outer world.

552
00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:31,799
Speaker 1: How do we go out and make our way in

553
00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:36,239
Speaker 1: the world. This is payless a theme. And when you,

554
00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:41,560
Speaker 1: I mean, do you do it like, uh, just conquer

555
00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:46,920
Speaker 1: everything and that you want? Uh? Do you uh do

556
00:43:47,080 --> 00:43:50,839
Speaker 1: it by trying to amass as much power so that

557
00:43:50,920 --> 00:43:54,440
Speaker 1: you're not vulnerable? Do you do it in a masculine

558
00:43:54,440 --> 00:44:00,960
Speaker 1: way of trying to dominate and control so paleless a

559
00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:07,440
Speaker 1: thing is about that. Creative intelligence is the ability to

560
00:44:07,560 --> 00:44:12,680
Speaker 1: invent solutions to new problems as a whole, as an

561
00:44:12,719 --> 00:44:16,200
Speaker 1: as a feminine. You see, the feminine is going to

562
00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:20,040
Speaker 1: see things in a different light and perspective than the masculine.

563
00:44:20,600 --> 00:44:23,920
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. So this is where pless athene comes in.

564
00:44:25,880 --> 00:44:30,560
Speaker 1: So you're thinking in unique and usual ways, unusual ways.

565
00:44:30,600 --> 00:44:37,239
Speaker 1: That's aquarius, that's uronics, that's spiritual. You need the masculine

566
00:44:37,480 --> 00:44:42,080
Speaker 1: and feminine sides of yourself to be in partnership, to

567
00:44:42,160 --> 00:44:47,240
Speaker 1: be whole, so that you can bring in the intuition,

568
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:54,359
Speaker 1: the inspiration. So that you're now partnering with the unknown,

569
00:44:55,000 --> 00:45:00,560
Speaker 1: the soul self, not the ego personality self. And so

570
00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:09,280
Speaker 1: her psychological themes are social justice, artistic ability, healing power,

571
00:45:10,800 --> 00:45:18,799
Speaker 1: political activism. That isn't that in interesting? I mean, we're

572
00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:25,960
Speaker 1: all in this together. Nobody is disconnected. Confidence, courage. Do

573
00:45:26,040 --> 00:45:29,200
Speaker 1: you add the confidence and courage to go out in

574
00:45:29,239 --> 00:45:41,120
Speaker 1: the world with strength, with valor kindness? It's indrogeny payless.

575
00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:45,680
Speaker 1: A theme was neither male or female. We just triggered

576
00:45:45,719 --> 00:45:52,440
Speaker 1: some people out. Bet she could work with men equally

577
00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:58,640
Speaker 1: on men's terms without being intimidated. I mean, you know

578
00:45:58,880 --> 00:46:01,720
Speaker 1: so often we've heard expression this is a man's world.

579
00:46:03,040 --> 00:46:13,239
Speaker 1: Well that's changing, and so we're we're trying to identify

580
00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:20,200
Speaker 1: that sexual imbalance and sexual identity. Stop denying the femininity

581
00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:24,560
Speaker 1: over identification with being a man or being a man.

582
00:46:24,880 --> 00:46:29,359
Speaker 1: How many times have you seen a woman becoming more masculine,

583
00:46:29,920 --> 00:46:36,040
Speaker 1: acting out like a man instead of embracing her feminine self. Uh?

584
00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:43,200
Speaker 1: This the father daughter complexes, conflicts between love and creativity.

585
00:46:43,719 --> 00:46:47,080
Speaker 1: This is a significator of the healing arts because c.

586
00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:52,440
Speaker 1: Palless Athene is intellectual, and so the healing arts of

587
00:46:52,640 --> 00:47:00,320
Speaker 1: palless athene or a mental self healing techniques, visualization, affirmations, meditations,

588
00:47:00,880 --> 00:47:10,040
Speaker 1: mind control, guided imagery, hypnosis, your favorite psychotherapies which integrate

589
00:47:10,120 --> 00:47:14,480
Speaker 1: and balanced whole patterns of the psyche. Now, this is

590
00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:18,719
Speaker 1: exactly what we've been talking about. These are parts of

591
00:47:18,760 --> 00:47:23,759
Speaker 1: the psyche. These are parts of the psyche, psychology, psyche

592
00:47:23,880 --> 00:47:29,560
Speaker 1: within each one of us. And so we use gastalt therapy,

593
00:47:29,680 --> 00:47:36,400
Speaker 1: transactional analysis, bio energetic psychodrama, and then there's energy currents.

594
00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:45,560
Speaker 1: We're all energy beings, energy bodies. So you've got polarity therapy, acupuncture, homeopathy, microbiotics,

595
00:47:46,160 --> 00:47:53,759
Speaker 1: sellular regeneration. These are all themes of palos athene and

596
00:47:53,800 --> 00:47:59,640
Speaker 1: how we use that feminine intelligence to pull in that

597
00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:09,600
Speaker 1: other universe, the spiritual mind, and then help heal these

598
00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:15,000
Speaker 1: physical realm, the physical body society. You know, one of

599
00:48:15,000 --> 00:48:18,960
Speaker 1: my great teachers said that if we ever gotten went

600
00:48:19,040 --> 00:48:21,760
Speaker 1: out into outer space and looked down at the Earth,

601
00:48:23,120 --> 00:48:27,719
Speaker 1: man would be a cancer on the earth with all

602
00:48:27,800 --> 00:48:34,359
Speaker 1: the stuff that he does. So I mean, well, how

603
00:48:34,480 --> 00:48:42,120
Speaker 1: we have Pilford and right Mother Earth nature, This is

604
00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:45,640
Speaker 1: all part of it. And so the occult themes of

605
00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:51,120
Speaker 1: payless at the Aim is cundalini, prophecy, oracle, magical will,

606
00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:59,040
Speaker 1: and of course that creative visualization. So now you have

607
00:48:59,560 --> 00:49:05,680
Speaker 1: your when you look at your asteroids, the feminine goddesses,

608
00:49:07,400 --> 00:49:12,280
Speaker 1: you have actually built the whole person, the individual person,

609
00:49:13,280 --> 00:49:18,080
Speaker 1: the emotional stable person, the person that relates to people,

610
00:49:18,800 --> 00:49:24,080
Speaker 1: the individual, the person that relates to greater society as

611
00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:31,200
Speaker 1: a whole, the connectedness and all these psychology and pathology

612
00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:36,319
Speaker 1: that goes along with each one of those. So the

613
00:49:36,360 --> 00:49:42,000
Speaker 1: feminine goddess will take us into and transform us as

614
00:49:42,040 --> 00:49:46,040
Speaker 1: we move into a new system, a new society, a

615
00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:54,839
Speaker 1: new humanity, a we society, aquarious. So each of us

616
00:49:55,239 --> 00:49:59,120
Speaker 1: have a part of each goddess in us. And it's

617
00:49:59,160 --> 00:50:03,640
Speaker 1: like comes up different times of our life, always in ours,

618
00:50:03,880 --> 00:50:08,239
Speaker 1: just always. It's no different. It's no difference in the

619
00:50:08,320 --> 00:50:11,480
Speaker 1: Sun and Mercury and Venus and Mars, and it's no

620
00:50:11,640 --> 00:50:14,680
Speaker 1: different than all the rest of the solar system. Mm hmm.

621
00:50:15,000 --> 00:50:19,640
Speaker 1: It's all energy. But this is just a greater depth

622
00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:27,360
Speaker 1: of energy. It has no greater power than any other power. Yeah,

623
00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:32,320
Speaker 1: you get to use Martian energy, aggressive, assertive, independent energies.

624
00:50:32,360 --> 00:50:36,120
Speaker 1: The way you choose. You get to choose Juno and

625
00:50:36,200 --> 00:50:39,719
Speaker 1: how you want to relate and how you don't want

626
00:50:39,719 --> 00:50:43,879
Speaker 1: to share or be vulnerable. You get to choose how

627
00:50:44,000 --> 00:50:49,880
Speaker 1: you use these energies. And of course that's the um

628
00:50:49,960 --> 00:50:56,120
Speaker 1: that's the fantastic um ability of astrology to see these

629
00:50:56,280 --> 00:51:00,920
Speaker 1: energies and where you might be conflicted, where they might

630
00:51:01,040 --> 00:51:05,839
Speaker 1: be out of balance. How come when you did mine

631
00:51:05,920 --> 00:51:10,439
Speaker 1: like you sent me my asteroid picture, why are there

632
00:51:10,600 --> 00:51:13,920
Speaker 1: some that have like like I have so much more

633
00:51:14,040 --> 00:51:17,920
Speaker 1: of under Vesta and juno. Does that mean those energies

634
00:51:17,920 --> 00:51:21,680
Speaker 1: are stronger within my personality or is it more conflicted?

635
00:51:22,239 --> 00:51:26,319
Speaker 1: That means that, Well, if it's harmonious, it's more. It's

636
00:51:26,360 --> 00:51:30,960
Speaker 1: more power that you can learn to grow. So in

637
00:51:30,960 --> 00:51:35,440
Speaker 1: other words, let's say, if you see a harmonious um

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Speaker 1: uh nature and you haven't totally come into alignment, well

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Speaker 1: then you haven't totally allowed the feminine side of yourself

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Speaker 1: to become how great or part of who you are? Okay?

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Speaker 1: Because the name likewise, if you have a energy that

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Speaker 1: has a disharmony or what is it says opportunity or stressful.

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Speaker 1: An opportunity would be a different kind of relationship that

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Speaker 1: you have with the energy. It's an opportunity. So an

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Speaker 1: opportunity is something you can either take a hold of

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Speaker 1: or you can let it pass. If you don't want

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Speaker 1: to put the energy out, well, then it's an opportunity

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Speaker 1: can come and go. Okay, if you're in a great harmony,

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Speaker 1: or if you're in a huge talent, if you come

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Speaker 1: in very talented with using that energy, well, then that

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Speaker 1: creates a different dynamic of your personality. It gives you

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Speaker 1: a much greater opportunity. What about when you're when it's stressful, Well,

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Speaker 1: when it's stressful, obviously it's a conflict. You have to

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Speaker 1: you have to move towards what the resolution is. Okay,

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Speaker 1: you have to you have to conceive a different perspective, perception, personality,

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Speaker 1: per opinion, and judgment. M See, this is how you

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Speaker 1: were raised and grew up with a personality with an ego.

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Speaker 1: And so obviously, if you're having a conflict with an

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Speaker 1: energy that is on the basis pure, you choose how

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Speaker 1: you use the energy. And if you're using the energy

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Speaker 1: in a stressful way, well you're going to recognize it

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Speaker 1: and you say, well, how do I how do I

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Speaker 1: better work with that? What what belief or philosophy? When

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Speaker 1: when when you look at an illness. What belief do

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Speaker 1: I have? What belief do I have to have to

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Speaker 1: have this disease, this illness, this conflict? What is the belief? See,

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Speaker 1: your beliefs, perception, perspectives, and opinions are all what create

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Speaker 1: your reality. And if they're in error, well obviously it's

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Speaker 1: going to create a reality of conflict. And if they're

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Speaker 1: in alignment, they're in harmony. It's obviously going to keep

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Speaker 1: create a reality of authenticity. Oneness a gopy love the greater,

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Speaker 1: the greater manifestation of of of a particular energy. So

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Speaker 1: it's your choice. So you broke down how all those

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Speaker 1: energy works and all those energies work. Excuse me, and

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Speaker 1: they're all a part of our chart. Marv did do

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Speaker 1: little breakdown for me of the way the different energies.

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Speaker 1: Look at my chart, and it is very it's odd.

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Speaker 1: I mean obviously it's not odd, but it felt I

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Speaker 1: was like, whoa, this just nailed it. It's like a

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Speaker 1: summary of me, Like, yes, literally, especially in relationships. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it is, And I thought it was pretty profound at

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Speaker 1: your ability to have relationships. My dear, what do you mean,

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Speaker 1: what do you mean? What do I mean? You read it?

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Speaker 1: You know what I mean. I mean you you have

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Speaker 1: the capability to create a very beautiful relationships and partnerships

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Speaker 1: in the world. Thank you. I think that was in

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Speaker 1: the it is I mean it didn't it didn't say

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Speaker 1: it so specifically, but yeah, I guess you're right, that

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Speaker 1: is it. Yeah, Okay, So when you don't measure up

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Speaker 1: to it, you gotta ask yourself what belief am I

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Speaker 1: using not not to have that ability to major up

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Speaker 1: to it. So it's it's all of varying degrees. I mean,

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Speaker 1: you can have you can be in harmony with something,

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Speaker 1: You could have a special gift or talent in this life.

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Speaker 1: How well are you using it? Right? I think that

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Speaker 1: was like cold you use it? Yeah, you were a

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Speaker 1: little more in alignment with your authentic you. That was

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Speaker 1: what I took away from all the breakdown was like

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Speaker 1: seeing the skill set that I think I know logically

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Speaker 1: I have, but like I don't know that I utilize

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Speaker 1: some of it or all of it, or I forget

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Speaker 1: about it, you know, you just don't think about it,

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Speaker 1: and or you think everyone operates this way, and so

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Speaker 1: to see it kind of broken down was this interesting, like, oh, right,

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Speaker 1: that's specific to me and how can I use that

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Speaker 1: in a bigger capacity in my life and to serve

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Speaker 1: others and all of the things. So anyway, if someone

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Speaker 1: wanted to go ahead, I I find the feminine goddess profound.

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Speaker 1: And when I do an interpretation. Of course, when I

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Speaker 1: talked to them two men and I tell them to

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Speaker 1: bring out their feminine they look at me like I

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Speaker 1: got to it. Yeah, I think men are kidding. They're

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Speaker 1: coming around to this conversation a little more. I think

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Speaker 1: the last when I talked to I got done with

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Speaker 1: him and I said, all right, give me a hug.

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Speaker 1: Bring out some of your feminists man to man. Yeah. Uh, Well,

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Speaker 1: if someone wanted to have you do their goddess asteroid picture,

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Speaker 1: can you give them your contact infos? They can in

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Speaker 1: touch with you. They can get to me at astro

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Speaker 1: marv dot com. They can email me at Marvin at

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Speaker 1: astro marv dot com. Perfect. Well, I'll put in the

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Speaker 1: description of this podcast and take what you likely the

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Speaker 1: rest to everyone. Um, but I do think this is

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Speaker 1: an interesting little new breakdown of the chart. I didn't

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Speaker 1: even know this was a part of the things. So

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Speaker 1: there you go. That's why I wanted to bring it up.

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Speaker 1: Because it's mightily important as we moved into the future

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Speaker 1: of this year and the rest of our life. Well

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Speaker 1: it can't be. Yeah, the timing, it's no mistake. Like

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Speaker 1: that football example literally happened last night. That was wild

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Speaker 1: when I was reading this and I was like, Okay,

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Speaker 1: well there it is. There you go. All right, Marvel,

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Speaker 1: we'll talk to you next month. Thank you for being

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Speaker 1: here with us to start off my pleasure dear. All right,

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Speaker 1: thank you guys for listening. Bye, Thanks for listening to

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