WEBVTT - Enya's Year Of Rest And Relaxation 0:00:17.079 --> 0:00:26.279 Welcome to this episode of Emergency Innercolm like, oh, hey, no, 0:00:26.400 --> 0:00:27.920 you love your voice in your room. Go get your 0:00:27.960 --> 0:00:33.879 fucking voice. Well you just did, so you left your 0:00:33.920 --> 0:00:36.000 voice in your room. Go get it, now, go get 0:00:36.040 --> 0:00:39.440 it before we go? No, should I just pick up 0:00:39.440 --> 0:00:42.000 where what we were talking about. We were talking about 0:00:42.040 --> 0:00:45.559 being depressed, per huge, and I was like, damn, I 0:00:45.560 --> 0:00:49.560 can't believe I've actually had my year of rest and relaxation. 0:00:49.840 --> 0:00:51.519 I also didn't even like think about it like that 0:00:51.600 --> 0:00:53.800 until you said that, when you were like, you have 0:00:53.880 --> 0:00:56.480 fully had that, yeah, And I was like, oh yeah, 0:00:56.520 --> 0:00:57.240 I literally did. 0:00:57.280 --> 0:00:59.960 Because also because I read books. I want to say 0:01:00.120 --> 0:01:03.200 the record straight. I read books, and I read them fast. 0:01:04.319 --> 0:01:06.800 And will insert a little clip of me reading my 0:01:07.160 --> 0:01:10.040 year finishing my year of rest and relaxation in Japan, 0:01:10.240 --> 0:01:12.319 because I was also in Japan, and you know, I 0:01:12.319 --> 0:01:15.160 took a day to myself to just read books because 0:01:15.160 --> 0:01:18.400 I'm an intelligent being and I want to further my knowledge. 0:01:18.480 --> 0:01:21.560 Why are you, as a man reading a book for girls. 0:01:22.120 --> 0:01:23.759 I think you know the answer to that. 0:01:24.440 --> 0:01:25.880 Because you're open minded. 0:01:26.600 --> 0:01:29.280 Because I'm a feminist. 0:01:30.200 --> 0:01:33.080 But I think that's also why it was hard for 0:01:33.080 --> 0:01:35.160 me to finish that book because I started that book 0:01:35.200 --> 0:01:37.240 and it genuinely made me feel crazy. There was one 0:01:37.240 --> 0:01:39.959 other book that Orian had recommended to me, which, of 0:01:40.040 --> 0:01:42.680 course the books Orian is recommending to me make me 0:01:42.680 --> 0:01:47.000 feel batshit fucking crazy. But there was like another book 0:01:47.040 --> 0:01:49.480 that she had given me and I couldn't finish it. 0:01:49.560 --> 0:01:51.280 I remember starting in New York and I was with 0:01:51.360 --> 0:01:52.920 a friend and I was like, I actually have to 0:01:52.920 --> 0:01:55.440 put this down because it is like fueling something in 0:01:55.440 --> 0:01:58.200 my brain that I'm like, I miss being like this, 0:01:58.440 --> 0:02:00.520 and that's bad. And then that's how but with my 0:02:00.600 --> 0:02:02.600 year of rest and relaxation, because that's literally what I 0:02:02.640 --> 0:02:05.040 was doing, not as gnarly, because I was fully just 0:02:05.080 --> 0:02:09.400 abusing like melatonin instead, which that's another crazy arc to 0:02:09.440 --> 0:02:12.240 think about. And that's also like we kind of lightly 0:02:12.240 --> 0:02:17.320 mentioned kratom like that like two weeks ago. But melotonin 0:02:17.400 --> 0:02:19.600 is another thing that I think it's like way too normalized, 0:02:19.600 --> 0:02:21.640 how like much it's pushed on young people. 0:02:21.680 --> 0:02:25.680 People take way too much melatonin. One, you're not supposed 0:02:25.680 --> 0:02:29.240 to exceed five milligrams. The more you take, the less 0:02:29.280 --> 0:02:31.440 it affects you. And then on top of that, if 0:02:31.480 --> 0:02:33.760 you take it for long enough, it fucks up your 0:02:33.800 --> 0:02:36.800 sleep cycles. So like after you get off of it 0:02:36.840 --> 0:02:38.440 and you're like, oh, I think I can sleep without it, 0:02:38.480 --> 0:02:39.639 you can't sleep without it, so. 0:02:39.600 --> 0:02:42.320 Your body stops producing natural I think they make like 0:02:42.440 --> 0:02:45.320 baby melatonin, you know, they make it for fucking babies, 0:02:45.360 --> 0:02:49.320 which is actually so fucked up. But I used to 0:02:49.400 --> 0:02:51.280 use the fuck out of melatonin, which was like a 0:02:51.280 --> 0:02:54.920 really gnarly like period because I was going up to 0:02:55.040 --> 0:02:57.880 like this is naughty, naughty, naughty, do not do this, 0:02:58.240 --> 0:03:00.480 But it was like having such a little effect on me. 0:03:00.520 --> 0:03:01.760 I was going up to like eighty. 0:03:01.560 --> 0:03:04.000 Milligrams of like meloton psych like. 0:03:03.960 --> 0:03:06.240 I literally was taking so many because I take at 0:03:06.280 --> 0:03:08.399 that point, and it literally wouldn't work, and I would 0:03:08.440 --> 0:03:09.799 just keep going at that point. 0:03:09.880 --> 0:03:12.400 That is my year of wrestling relaxation. Because she took 0:03:12.480 --> 0:03:14.880 a bunch of melatonin. She would be like I took 0:03:15.240 --> 0:03:18.480 melatonin and obviously a bunch of other like yeah, like. 0:03:18.760 --> 0:03:21.120 But I would just like do that because I couldn't sleep. 0:03:21.120 --> 0:03:22.720 But I was so depressed and I just wanted to 0:03:22.720 --> 0:03:24.680 go to sleep and I hated being up. And then 0:03:24.800 --> 0:03:27.919 like that started kind of in Miami, and then when 0:03:27.919 --> 0:03:31.359 I moved, it got like exponentially worse for the next 0:03:31.440 --> 0:03:33.239 year and a half, like twenty eighteen to like mid 0:03:33.240 --> 0:03:34.400 twenty nineteen. 0:03:35.200 --> 0:03:37.080 And I would literally caused it. 0:03:38.240 --> 0:03:42.360 So this really funny thing happened to me, Like not 0:03:42.400 --> 0:03:46.280 only did I move and I was like in I 0:03:46.360 --> 0:03:52.080 was just in love and this person I kind of knew, 0:03:52.440 --> 0:03:55.720 like something happened to them, Like, but I don't like, 0:03:56.360 --> 0:03:58.920 you know, yeah, we've been to the same kind of parties. 0:03:59.120 --> 0:03:59.880 Yeah, we set that. 0:04:00.800 --> 0:04:03.760 But on top of that, I was also just like 0:04:03.760 --> 0:04:07.640 like dreadfully depressed teenager. Like I think for as long 0:04:07.680 --> 0:04:11.560 as you knew me, I was always like dude up 0:04:11.680 --> 0:04:14.200 until like I think even the age of twenty one. 0:04:14.320 --> 0:04:16.560 That's when like this like kind of layer of my 0:04:16.640 --> 0:04:21.560 body shed and I'm like now, like I still have 0:04:21.720 --> 0:04:25.919 my my downs, but like not nearly as much as 0:04:25.960 --> 0:04:27.960 when I was younger. Dude. It was like, so, I 0:04:28.440 --> 0:04:30.920 like can't believe why are you are you giving me 0:04:30.960 --> 0:04:33.040 a sexy look while I talk about being really depressed? 0:04:33.800 --> 0:04:35.599 U like to make me feel bad. 0:04:35.440 --> 0:04:39.479 And so hot? I can fix you? 0:04:41.400 --> 0:04:43.239 But what the fuck was I saying? 0:04:43.320 --> 0:04:43.560 That's a. 0:04:46.520 --> 0:04:49.760 But when I got to LA got really bad because 0:04:49.760 --> 0:04:51.760 I didn't have to fake in front of my parents anymore, 0:04:51.839 --> 0:04:53.920 because in Miami, my parents would get on my ass 0:04:53.920 --> 0:04:57.280 and be like, oh my fucking god, bitch, like day, 0:04:57.480 --> 0:04:59.440 like who gives a fuck, like get up and go 0:04:59.480 --> 0:05:01.400 do something, and I'd be like fine, So I would 0:05:01.440 --> 0:05:03.200 have to fake it. And then that's also what started 0:05:03.240 --> 0:05:05.360 my like gnarly militon news because I was like, dude, 0:05:05.400 --> 0:05:08.000 I can't balancedaying up on like I need to like 0:05:08.000 --> 0:05:10.680 like medicate myself to sleep. Whatever became this whole thing. 0:05:10.720 --> 0:05:11.960 And then when I got to La and it was 0:05:12.000 --> 0:05:16.120 really bad. I here was my schedule. I would wake 0:05:16.240 --> 0:05:21.039 up at the beautiful time anywhere from four to six pm. 0:05:21.160 --> 0:05:24.600 And my favorite coffee shop closed at seven and was 0:05:24.640 --> 0:05:27.280 like a five minute drive from our apartment, so I 0:05:27.279 --> 0:05:29.960 would wake up, lay around for as much time as 0:05:29.960 --> 0:05:32.599 I had before, like I I and also this is 0:05:32.600 --> 0:05:35.480 so evil, but I like had a time because they 0:05:35.560 --> 0:05:38.359 turned off their espresso machines thirty minutes before closing, so 0:05:38.400 --> 0:05:41.159 if I woke up at four, I just lay in 0:05:41.200 --> 0:05:42.960 bed for another hour and a half. 0:05:43.120 --> 0:05:47.359 If YA missed this coffee, it would be nar It 0:05:47.480 --> 0:05:49.480 was gnarly. It was so dangerous. 0:05:50.000 --> 0:05:50.120 I know. 0:05:50.200 --> 0:05:51.880 It was so bad, and I didn't have an espresso 0:05:51.960 --> 0:05:54.159 machine or like a little caffeeta because I was just 0:05:54.200 --> 0:05:55.600 like a piece of shit and I was like I 0:05:55.640 --> 0:05:57.520 don't want to do anything. I just want to like 0:05:57.760 --> 0:05:59.880 get it and like not have to work for it. 0:06:00.040 --> 0:06:03.120 I just want everything that I need to sustain like 0:06:03.240 --> 0:06:07.280 partial life and like kill it there. What's also crazy 0:06:07.360 --> 0:06:09.440 is like all I was doing was sleeping and being 0:06:09.440 --> 0:06:11.800 mad depressed, but like I still made time for that coffee, 0:06:11.839 --> 0:06:13.640 like don't talk. I still was like, don't talk to 0:06:13.680 --> 0:06:18.680 me and heard What's crazy is how many days of 0:06:18.760 --> 0:06:20.280 like life hanging out with you all I miss? 0:06:20.440 --> 0:06:22.960 Also, like I was just thinking about that, like because 0:06:22.960 --> 0:06:24.680 I would wake up at like a good time. 0:06:25.480 --> 0:06:27.960 You've always been like a pretty early riser. 0:06:27.720 --> 0:06:30.839 And then you wouldn't be up until fucking six. You 0:06:30.880 --> 0:06:33.960 were like you had just fallen asleep, yeah by the 0:06:34.000 --> 0:06:36.000 time I was getting up, So I would like wake 0:06:36.080 --> 0:06:39.880 up and just be so fucking bored all day long 0:06:40.000 --> 0:06:42.120 until you got up and I had my like two 0:06:42.120 --> 0:06:46.200 hours with you before you. 0:06:44.640 --> 0:06:46.919 Your two hours with me were dreadful because I was 0:06:47.000 --> 0:06:49.440 just so fucking upset. I think I was still I 0:06:49.480 --> 0:06:51.560 wasn't the worst to be around, but like it was 0:06:51.600 --> 0:06:54.440 hard to be around me because like I was so 0:06:54.800 --> 0:06:55.880 obviously it was. 0:06:55.960 --> 0:06:59.320 It was like anything we said could be turned into 0:06:59.320 --> 0:07:01.520 a conversation about how to press you are or not 0:07:01.560 --> 0:07:03.280 even like how to press you are, but just how 0:07:03.440 --> 0:07:05.240 because I don't even think you labeled it as that 0:07:05.760 --> 0:07:09.120 then until later, but like early on you were just 0:07:09.160 --> 0:07:10.480 like I don't know what's going on. 0:07:11.200 --> 0:07:13.880 Yeah, or earlier I was just like I don't know 0:07:14.000 --> 0:07:15.880 why I feel like this, and I don't want to 0:07:15.920 --> 0:07:18.080 be here, and I won't say what I was saying, 0:07:18.320 --> 0:07:22.320 but my thing I said like eighteen times a day 0:07:22.360 --> 0:07:25.280 also like just scary because where I was mentally like 0:07:25.320 --> 0:07:27.360 it wasn't like a fun thing to hear because it 0:07:27.440 --> 0:07:30.000 was like so real that I was like not doing good. 0:07:30.040 --> 0:07:31.600 So I literally was just it was. 0:07:31.640 --> 0:07:35.280 I remember, it was actually so fucking scary hearing you 0:07:35.320 --> 0:07:37.320 say that shit, because I was like, she fucking. 0:07:37.160 --> 0:07:42.000 Means that, like she literally means that, And so yeah, 0:07:42.040 --> 0:07:44.040 I would wake up and then I would order an 0:07:44.080 --> 0:07:48.000 egg sandwich from Earth Cafe, yeah, which was like, uh 0:07:48.080 --> 0:07:51.400 like that like fluffy like Italian bread, and it would 0:07:51.440 --> 0:07:55.760 just be scrambled eggs, mayonnaise, spinach, and tomatoes. 0:07:55.960 --> 0:07:57.920 We need to bring back Earth can yeah. 0:07:57.720 --> 0:08:00.880 Because earth Cafe like is awesome because it is literally 0:08:00.920 --> 0:08:06.040 like npcfood, Like it's like although their Mediterranean plate, that 0:08:06.200 --> 0:08:08.920 shit rips like that shit is good. But like for 0:08:08.960 --> 0:08:11.200 the most part, eating there is literally like what it 0:08:11.280 --> 0:08:13.000 might feel to be a SIMS character and you're like, 0:08:13.040 --> 0:08:15.480 I'm hungry and then someone just like fills up your 0:08:15.480 --> 0:08:18.000 bar like that's what eating an earth Cafe tastes like. 0:08:20.000 --> 0:08:22.560 But yeah, so I would get an egg sandwich from 0:08:22.600 --> 0:08:24.960 earth Cafe and then I would go right back into 0:08:25.040 --> 0:08:29.400 my room and rot there for another five to six hours, 0:08:29.800 --> 0:08:35.320 like watching YouTube videos and god knows what else, just 0:08:35.360 --> 0:08:39.480 sitting in my fucking room and doing nothing until like 0:08:40.360 --> 0:08:43.520 seven am or like sometimes I would just like pop 0:08:43.559 --> 0:08:44.800 some meloton and be like I don't want to be 0:08:44.880 --> 0:08:46.240 up anymore, and then I would go back to. 0:08:46.200 --> 0:08:48.880 Sleep and then wake up. And I did that every day, 0:08:48.920 --> 0:08:53.320 like without fail. I did that every day for like wait, 0:08:53.800 --> 0:08:56.880 it was crazy. I also do think like living in 0:08:56.880 --> 0:08:58.240 that dark ass apartment. 0:08:58.120 --> 0:09:01.720 Didn't help that fucking building balls. Like our windows, we 0:09:01.760 --> 0:09:04.240 were like, oh my god, we have such beautiful, big windows, 0:09:04.280 --> 0:09:07.000 but they were like the bubble and gas inside had 0:09:07.040 --> 0:09:10.960 expanded and it made them like super fucking foggy, and 0:09:11.000 --> 0:09:12.880 you couldn't see out of them, and it wouldn't let 0:09:12.960 --> 0:09:15.880 sunlight in, so it was just dark and dingy all 0:09:15.920 --> 0:09:18.480 the fucking time. And in the room or the window 0:09:18.559 --> 0:09:21.959 in my room, actually I don't think ever got sunlight, 0:09:22.240 --> 0:09:25.120 like if we wanted some room was so dark it 0:09:25.240 --> 0:09:27.640 was so bad. And then that's why I like love 0:09:27.760 --> 0:09:29.760 coming to this house because my window, I mean, my 0:09:29.880 --> 0:09:34.520 room is the brightest room I think ever invented and created, 0:09:34.559 --> 0:09:38.400 Like it's borderliner glasshouse. And I don't put my blinds down. Ever, 0:09:38.480 --> 0:09:41.000 I don't have curtains because I think curtains and blinds 0:09:41.040 --> 0:09:44.400 are evil and you should rise with the sun and 0:09:44.679 --> 0:09:46.959 be the naked neighbor and let them all see you naked. 0:09:47.040 --> 0:09:50.080 Because also what helps is like I don't want to 0:09:50.080 --> 0:09:52.440 give the layout of our whole house away, but since 0:09:52.480 --> 0:09:53.520 your windows. 0:09:53.320 --> 0:09:55.679 They already know from YouTube us, since. 0:09:55.559 --> 0:09:59.440 Your windows aren't like towards the street, like it doesn't 0:09:59.480 --> 0:10:02.240 really matter. But like I think about that all time. 0:10:02.320 --> 0:10:04.719 I'm like, if like i've like been outside of it. 0:10:04.880 --> 0:10:07.720 You're also a girl and men are terrifying, I know, so. 0:10:07.640 --> 0:10:10.959 I'm just like literally like petrified. Also, like recently when 0:10:11.000 --> 0:10:13.520 I'm high in my room, I swear someone's looking in 0:10:13.559 --> 0:10:15.520 my windows. Like it got so. 0:10:15.840 --> 0:10:17.960 Girl, They're not in your windows, They're in your walls. 0:10:18.360 --> 0:10:21.599 You're a schizophrenic. The bugs are under your skin right now. 0:10:21.600 --> 0:10:26.000 You need someone's in my fucking like No, the last 0:10:26.080 --> 0:10:29.640 night or two nights ago, I genuinely thought someone got 0:10:29.679 --> 0:10:31.640 into the house like something. I was like, I was 0:10:32.000 --> 0:10:33.960 this is the annoying part about having like really good 0:10:33.960 --> 0:10:36.920 intuition is that when I'm high, I'm like, my intuition 0:10:37.160 --> 0:10:40.400 is always right. I know this is happening. Also, last 0:10:40.440 --> 0:10:44.080 night I was messaging someone on Facebook Market about like 0:10:44.200 --> 0:10:47.720 the chairs we want, and he was like, oh, I 0:10:47.760 --> 0:10:51.160 do like delivery like via door dash. Where do you stay? 0:10:51.160 --> 0:10:52.840 And I like told him the area we stay and 0:10:52.880 --> 0:10:55.960 not like our address, but like the the name of 0:10:56.000 --> 0:10:58.600 the area. And he goes, oh, I'm there too. I 0:10:58.600 --> 0:11:01.400 could easily get there, get them there or something like that. 0:11:01.480 --> 0:11:05.200 And last night at one am, also, what the fuck 0:11:05.280 --> 0:11:07.080 is this set up on Facebook Market? I've never used 0:11:07.120 --> 0:11:08.800 it on my laptop, but when you get a message, 0:11:08.880 --> 0:11:12.520 it like rings every like two minutes, it like will 0:11:12.559 --> 0:11:14.320 pop back up on the screen and ring, and like 0:11:14.520 --> 0:11:16.560 I'm like I don't know if he's poking me or like, 0:11:16.600 --> 0:11:19.000 what the I don't know how fucking face Facebook pokes? 0:11:19.080 --> 0:11:21.200 Oh my god, they still have pokes on Facebook. 0:11:21.240 --> 0:11:23.480 I don't know because I never talk with that feature. 0:11:23.600 --> 0:11:26.520 What was that feature? It's like like, hey, it's like. 0:11:26.440 --> 0:11:28.200 I'm too nervous. I don't know what to say. Like 0:11:28.240 --> 0:11:29.679 hopefully if I poke you, you'll. 0:11:29.520 --> 0:11:31.160 Say, oh, it's like a tap on ground. 0:11:31.240 --> 0:11:33.880 Yeah, oh what Yeah. 0:11:34.280 --> 0:11:37.400 It's like you're beautiful, I'm gonna tap you. No taps, 0:11:37.480 --> 0:11:41.280 don't tap message me, don't message me some bullshit? 0:11:42.080 --> 0:11:44.800 Are those like some bios or like don't tap? 0:11:44.920 --> 0:11:50.080 Yeah, exactly, that's funny mask for masks. Don't tap. 0:11:52.400 --> 0:11:54.079 But yeah, I was like really convinced that he was 0:11:54.120 --> 0:11:57.400 gonna like that somehow he got my address from my 0:11:57.440 --> 0:11:59.720 Facebook account and that like he was hacking me and 0:11:59.800 --> 0:12:01.960 like gonna pull up to my room yesterday and I 0:12:02.000 --> 0:12:02.880 was really scared. 0:12:03.120 --> 0:12:04.120 Yeah he got your address. 0:12:04.160 --> 0:12:07.360 I mean I turned off my laptop and went to. 0:12:09.080 --> 0:12:12.080 The thing is is he probably key logged your laptop 0:12:12.200 --> 0:12:14.920 and got your address and all your information, and he's 0:12:14.960 --> 0:12:17.680 probably just been like casing out the joint recently. And 0:12:17.880 --> 0:12:20.400 the person you heard inside the house was probably him 0:12:20.559 --> 0:12:22.640 finding out the layout of the house so he can 0:12:22.679 --> 0:12:22.880 get you. 0:12:22.960 --> 0:12:24.319 Oh, so he could deliver the chairs and put the 0:12:24.360 --> 0:12:25.200 where they're supposed to go. 0:12:25.320 --> 0:12:29.280 No, so he can get you get me what? Yes, 0:12:29.760 --> 0:12:31.319 So just be just be careful. 0:12:32.320 --> 0:12:36.120 Yeah, I like have been thinking somebody's after me and is. 0:12:36.080 --> 0:12:39.720 Such a psycho like I literally yesterday I had such 0:12:39.840 --> 0:12:42.040 like a like I had like a or maybe it 0:12:42.080 --> 0:12:44.839 was two days ago, I had like a full body like. 0:12:45.200 --> 0:12:48.880 I was like, like something changed inside me because this 0:12:49.000 --> 0:12:50.960 used to piss me off, and I've shifted my mind 0:12:51.000 --> 0:12:52.720 frame on it. And I used to think it was 0:12:52.760 --> 0:12:55.640 like an insult to my intelligence and an insult to 0:12:55.800 --> 0:12:57.960 like everything I am as a being. But when you're 0:12:58.000 --> 0:12:59.640 like did you lock the door? Like can you make 0:12:59.679 --> 0:13:02.120 sure you lock the door, I'm like, yes, I fucking 0:13:02.200 --> 0:13:05.319 locked the door. It was locked zero point five seconds ago. 0:13:05.600 --> 0:13:07.760 And you used to piss me off. But something changed 0:13:07.800 --> 0:13:09.960 in me and now I'm just a good person and 0:13:10.000 --> 0:13:13.199 I recognize that my friend is a fucking freakazoid. 0:13:13.760 --> 0:13:17.520 Was actually crazy, you know, I like it. We again, 0:13:17.600 --> 0:13:20.920 We've talked about this, but it is like debilitating how 0:13:20.960 --> 0:13:22.880 I think doors don't lock when I lock them, or 0:13:22.920 --> 0:13:26.920 anybody locks them, but like it's definitely part of the 0:13:27.000 --> 0:13:28.600 part of my brain that it's like if you want 0:13:28.600 --> 0:13:30.400 to do it, if it's gonna get done and you 0:13:30.440 --> 0:13:32.120 want it right, you got to do it yourself. And 0:13:32.200 --> 0:13:34.439 like the part of my brain that like feeds into. 0:13:34.240 --> 0:13:37.960 Like that you're smarter, and you. 0:13:38.040 --> 0:13:41.200 Know the part that like nobody understands that doors don't lock. No, 0:13:41.440 --> 0:13:43.240 no one else in this room knows that when you 0:13:43.240 --> 0:13:45.240 lock the door and turn around, you have to check 0:13:45.240 --> 0:13:47.520 it twenty times. I'm the only one who knows that 0:13:47.520 --> 0:13:48.560 information in this room. 0:13:48.679 --> 0:13:50.600 It's true, it's true. 0:13:50.600 --> 0:13:52.760 But yeah, I and then it's also I do this 0:13:52.800 --> 0:13:54.920 thing where like I'll check at the front doors like 0:13:55.000 --> 0:13:57.319 bolted and locked, and like we we literally have like 0:13:57.360 --> 0:13:58.200 an insane. 0:13:57.840 --> 0:14:01.360 Lock, fourteen locks on our front door and we didn't 0:14:01.400 --> 0:14:03.800 even like we moved in and it had locks all 0:14:03.840 --> 0:14:06.080 over the front door, and there was a lock. There 0:14:06.200 --> 0:14:08.960 is a lock on the outside of my bedroom door, 0:14:09.240 --> 0:14:12.160 so that whoever was in there probably a demonic spirit. 0:14:12.280 --> 0:14:15.360 There were blood handprints on the inside of the closet, 0:14:15.400 --> 0:14:18.040 you remember seeing them. There was something fucked up going 0:14:18.080 --> 0:14:21.800 on in that bedroom. And honestly, I think me having 0:14:21.840 --> 0:14:24.000 such a bright and light spirit moving in there made 0:14:24.040 --> 0:14:27.960 the spirits or demons or whatever move out. And I'm 0:14:27.960 --> 0:14:29.560 just such a good person that I was able to 0:14:29.600 --> 0:14:32.160 do that. But yeah, who the fuck lock? What are 0:14:32.200 --> 0:14:33.960 you locking in that room from the outside? 0:14:34.040 --> 0:14:34.920 Your child? 0:14:35.240 --> 0:14:38.520 Yeah, but there's a balcony door that doesn't lock from 0:14:38.520 --> 0:14:39.080 the outside. 0:14:39.160 --> 0:14:41.360 Well, it was like it had the landlord special when 0:14:41.400 --> 0:14:43.680 we first moved in, where it was like shut, sealed 0:14:43.680 --> 0:14:48.160 shut from the pant Yeah. But yeah, sometimes at night, 0:14:48.200 --> 0:14:49.840 I go to lock the door and I think somebody's 0:14:49.880 --> 0:14:52.240 already inside behind me, like even though I just locked it, 0:14:52.280 --> 0:14:54.440 Like that's how deep it goes. Like I'll go to 0:14:54.560 --> 0:14:57.600 like lock the doors again, and it's like fucking megabolted, 0:14:57.720 --> 0:15:00.000 Like literally a human being would have to break through 0:15:00.120 --> 0:15:03.240 the door itself to get inside. And even though it's 0:15:03.280 --> 0:15:05.800 like that, I turn my back and I am convinced 0:15:05.880 --> 0:15:08.560 somebody is inside right behind me, and I have to 0:15:08.640 --> 0:15:09.440 run to my room. 0:15:09.800 --> 0:15:10.120 Damn. 0:15:10.400 --> 0:15:15.600 Yeah. Well, I've been watching this new show that like 0:15:17.120 --> 0:15:18.800 I'm like, why is no one fucking talking about this 0:15:18.840 --> 0:15:23.720 because it's actually like so sick. But has anybody seen 0:15:24.360 --> 0:15:25.200 a squid game? 0:15:26.440 --> 0:15:29.080 What you mean, like one of the biggest shows like 0:15:29.120 --> 0:15:30.240 that ever aired on Netflix. 0:15:30.320 --> 0:15:32.680 Yeah, like Squid Game. It's just like this small little 0:15:32.680 --> 0:15:34.920 thing that have been checking out recently. And then I 0:15:34.960 --> 0:15:38.680 stumbled upon another show called Strangest Thing. 0:15:39.320 --> 0:15:42.160 No, No, it's it's Stranger Things, and you know, someone 0:15:42.200 --> 0:15:43.040 in the show, so I. 0:15:42.960 --> 0:15:45.720 Don't know what, like the craziest thing is. There's a 0:15:45.760 --> 0:15:49.320 song in it called Running Up That Hill by Lauren 0:15:49.440 --> 0:15:53.440 Hill that became the biggest song ever made. She made it. 0:15:53.440 --> 0:15:55.760 Okay, So like you know a lot, but you know 0:15:55.840 --> 0:15:58.440 so little, So like what's happening because you know these 0:15:58.480 --> 0:16:00.600 shows and things exist like you're. 0:16:00.920 --> 0:16:02.480 You know, I just don't know what you're talking about 0:16:02.520 --> 0:16:04.840 because like I wouldn't know if I knew it, you 0:16:04.880 --> 0:16:10.120 know what I'm saying. The strangest thing, the strangest thing 0:16:10.160 --> 0:16:17.640 about it all, someone said that, never mind, who was that, Josiah. No, No, 0:16:17.640 --> 0:16:21.080 there was someone that, like, we like a random fucking 0:16:21.120 --> 0:16:23.160 person maybe it was like an Uber driver or something 0:16:23.560 --> 0:16:26.160 said that, Oh, we were in the hotel in Miami 0:16:26.520 --> 0:16:29.400 in the lobby and someone was like, damn, that's just 0:16:29.440 --> 0:16:33.840 the strangest thing. It's Finn won out and then did 0:16:33.840 --> 0:16:35.880 a year and I was like, oh, my fucking god, 0:16:35.920 --> 0:16:37.040 that is so sick. 0:16:37.080 --> 0:16:39.160 You know what's funny is they probably didn't even correlate 0:16:39.200 --> 0:16:41.440 that they were making that joke, Like they literally were 0:16:41.520 --> 0:16:43.840 just like that is like because that was a random 0:16:43.880 --> 0:16:46.360 ass fucking hotel for you all time. Like I placed 0:16:46.400 --> 0:16:50.280 them in a hotel in like Havana, Little Havanah, which 0:16:50.280 --> 0:16:52.960 is a lit ass area. But is it like the 0:16:53.000 --> 0:16:56.880 most popping Nona, because that's like the one hotel in 0:16:56.880 --> 0:16:58.160 the hotel. 0:16:58.080 --> 0:17:01.680 Was fucking insane because it was smaller than our podcast 0:17:01.680 --> 0:17:05.119 set and it slept four people apparently, and it was 0:17:05.200 --> 0:17:07.960 the messiest, like we were walking on three inches of 0:17:08.160 --> 0:17:12.720 debris every night to get to ours. So over gusting, 0:17:12.880 --> 0:17:13.520 you know what it is. 0:17:14.040 --> 0:17:16.199 I thought those rooms were bigger, but the all the 0:17:16.320 --> 0:17:19.320 like King and Queen rooms are like really nice there. 0:17:19.520 --> 0:17:21.840 I don't know why they even have those like quad ones. 0:17:21.960 --> 0:17:23.159 But also you want to let me. 0:17:23.200 --> 0:17:25.159 Say for free and like I can review it and 0:17:25.200 --> 0:17:26.520 like give a good review and. 0:17:26.600 --> 0:17:28.280 Lie, it was a nice hotel. 0:17:28.720 --> 0:17:30.919 No, it is a nice any hotel that like uses 0:17:31.119 --> 0:17:32.080 the lavo or ASoP. 0:17:32.119 --> 0:17:33.879 I'm like, yeah, I'm in Yeah, it was like a 0:17:34.000 --> 0:17:36.159 nice ass hotel. But I think what it is is 0:17:36.240 --> 0:17:38.280 that's like a kids room that you get and you 0:17:38.320 --> 0:17:40.480 put your kids in that, and then you're across the 0:17:40.480 --> 0:17:42.080 hall so you can have sex with your. 0:17:43.560 --> 0:17:44.000 Partner. 0:17:44.680 --> 0:17:47.920 That fully is a or it's for the friend groups 0:17:47.960 --> 0:17:50.840 who go to Miami and come back and nobody's friends anymore. Yeah, 0:17:50.920 --> 0:17:53.040 what's up with that? I've been thinking about that. 0:17:53.040 --> 0:17:56.119 I've been thinking about that. Actually, Yeah, because Miami changes people. 0:17:56.400 --> 0:17:59.600 Miami brings out demons and people that they didn't previously 0:17:59.680 --> 0:18:04.239 know about. You can just be hedonistic and nice and evil, right, 0:18:04.480 --> 0:18:09.520 not me? That never mean not our friend group though, right? 0:18:11.240 --> 0:18:12.760 So was that good or just like whatever? 0:18:14.720 --> 0:18:16.439 Was that good? Or just whatever? Like is that a 0:18:16.440 --> 0:18:18.800 good price or whatever? Like whatever the price? 0:18:19.359 --> 0:18:21.680 Just like whatever, that's good. 0:18:22.560 --> 0:18:24.359 We've recorded four days in a row, and I have 0:18:24.440 --> 0:18:26.239 nothing else to say. 0:18:27.000 --> 0:18:30.399 I think people who say that they like enjoy tea 0:18:30.800 --> 0:18:33.119 like drinking tea are fucking lying. 0:18:33.000 --> 0:18:35.560 Like but like it's tea, that that's like tea, sis, 0:18:35.560 --> 0:18:37.920 Like I love drinking tea, like Hermit the crap Frog 0:18:38.000 --> 0:18:40.600 drinking tea like they I'm gonna set. 0:18:42.760 --> 0:18:46.400 The Kermit the frog. Wait, is there, like is there 0:18:46.480 --> 0:18:50.919 like a like a video of like the puppet Kermit 0:18:51.000 --> 0:18:53.560 drinking tea, and that's where that started. Like why did 0:18:53.600 --> 0:18:55.840