WEBVTT - EP. 28 "Its Not You, its Mercury" with Maisy Bristol 0:00:03.040 --> 0:00:07.080 We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion. Who 0:00:07.240 --> 0:00:13.720 talks back? Hey, it's your girl, a J. Welcome back 0:00:13.760 --> 0:00:17.919 to a new episode. Up we talk back out just 0:00:18.079 --> 0:00:21.639 me Tim Bam, y'all. Hey, I love y'all. We have 0:00:21.760 --> 0:00:26.239 the amazing, amazing Bristol on We talked back this week. 0:00:26.680 --> 0:00:29.880 She is a world renowned Do you go by just 0:00:30.000 --> 0:00:33.760 a tarot card reader or a psychic or what? Do 0:00:33.840 --> 0:00:39.680 you like to be addressed as? What are? Who are you? Um? Well, 0:00:39.760 --> 0:00:44.000 the sides being a super deeper guest, very exciting, super 0:00:44.080 --> 0:00:47.720 duper special. I feel super duper special. I'm a terror 0:00:47.760 --> 0:00:52.279 reader and astrologer, so those are kind of my identifiers. 0:00:52.560 --> 0:00:57.440 This is a J's wheelhouse right here, not yours, not exactly. 0:00:58.240 --> 0:01:02.440 I grew up very so I've been Christian. So Tara 0:01:02.520 --> 0:01:05.280 reading and my mom's house would be like devil me 0:01:05.680 --> 0:01:08.560 is what she would the devil's work. Yeah, yeah, she 0:01:08.560 --> 0:01:10.800 would call it devil mean. I I don't call it that. 0:01:11.360 --> 0:01:14.160 I actually want my terror as long as you're gonna 0:01:14.200 --> 0:01:16.119 give me good news. Now, if you flipped the card 0:01:16.160 --> 0:01:18.160 and you see some bullshit, just don't need to tear me. 0:01:18.280 --> 0:01:24.280 Just keep on moving on with life. Girl. Well, nothing 0:01:24.400 --> 0:01:28.319 in Taro is bad. Okay, how long? How long have 0:01:28.400 --> 0:01:32.520 you been doing this? Hey it's thirteen years ago now, um, 0:01:32.760 --> 0:01:35.360 and I started reading professionally like five and a half 0:01:35.440 --> 0:01:40.320 years ago. Uh, and I got I was always into astrology, 0:01:40.440 --> 0:01:44.320 but I got more professional with it, um more recently 0:01:44.440 --> 0:01:49.120 about three years ago. So but yeah, Tara was always 0:01:49.120 --> 0:01:52.120 I'm Taro first, astrology second. But terror has always kind 0:01:52.120 --> 0:01:55.280 of been there, and it is like just the coolest 0:01:55.280 --> 0:01:58.160 thing I think. Obviously, I can talk about Taro all 0:01:58.200 --> 0:02:02.520 day every day. So how does tarat work? Exactly? Like 0:02:03.800 --> 0:02:06.040 A j knows all about it, but me, I know, 0:02:06.080 --> 0:02:07.880 it's like it looks like a deck of spades or 0:02:07.880 --> 0:02:11.320 something like that, but there's no books and no points. 0:02:11.400 --> 0:02:14.000 So can you explain to me in the audience, like 0:02:14.040 --> 0:02:18.920 what what Tara really is? Yeah? Yeah, So Tarot cards 0:02:19.639 --> 0:02:23.360 are a deck of cards, obviously, and they actually mirror 0:02:23.400 --> 0:02:25.839 a playing card deck in the way that playing card 0:02:25.880 --> 0:02:28.760 decks have four suits. Ptero decks also have four suits. 0:02:28.840 --> 0:02:34.160 They have an ace through ten car numerical system, and 0:02:34.200 --> 0:02:37.600 they also have a court card system. So but instead 0:02:37.600 --> 0:02:41.160 of just having jack Queen king, they have two jacks. 0:02:41.240 --> 0:02:47.960 So that's just four pursuits. Yeah, yeah, so like and 0:02:48.000 --> 0:02:50.840 they all Actually I could probably read cards with a 0:02:50.840 --> 0:02:53.720 regular playing card deck because those those suits match up 0:02:53.760 --> 0:02:57.120 with suits in the tarot deck. Um. The thing that 0:02:57.200 --> 0:03:00.320 makes it different is that if you take the playing 0:03:00.320 --> 0:03:03.240 card deck portion, which is usually fifty two, but with 0:03:03.280 --> 0:03:06.880 the extra jack and there it's fifty six. Um, then 0:03:06.919 --> 0:03:10.959 you add twenty two more cards and um, so really 0:03:11.040 --> 0:03:13.560 a tarot deck is seventy eight cards, and it has 0:03:13.639 --> 0:03:16.040 the the playing card deck section, which is called the 0:03:16.040 --> 0:03:22.720 minor arcona, and the more um spiritual or like evolutionary section, 0:03:22.840 --> 0:03:25.600 which is called the major arcana. And so the way 0:03:25.639 --> 0:03:28.200 I describe it, the major icona talks about more like 0:03:28.600 --> 0:03:33.560 big life moments like uh, like I've decided to move 0:03:33.600 --> 0:03:35.720 from the city to the country, you know, and that's 0:03:35.760 --> 0:03:38.320 like a major econom moment where it's really a life 0:03:38.360 --> 0:03:42.080 changing thing, as opposed to minor kond of cards really 0:03:42.080 --> 0:03:46.160 talk about like day to day emotions or feelings like 0:03:46.280 --> 0:03:50.280 I feel jealous today or or right now in my relationship, 0:03:50.360 --> 0:03:53.920 like we are disconnecting, like disconnected, and I feel disconnected. 0:03:54.320 --> 0:03:56.760 That's just and in the moment kind of situations. So 0:03:56.840 --> 0:04:00.520 minor kind of card would come up there. So UM, 0:04:00.560 --> 0:04:03.040 so yeah, we have the seven eight cards. And the 0:04:03.040 --> 0:04:07.240 way that it works I always like to say is that, um, 0:04:07.280 --> 0:04:10.600 if we believe in energy and we believe in the idea, 0:04:10.720 --> 0:04:13.600 that what we think about we bring about, you know, 0:04:13.960 --> 0:04:20.120 um or h. If we're if we're sending out vibrations 0:04:20.160 --> 0:04:22.160 that were like not in a good mood, we're going 0:04:22.200 --> 0:04:24.600 to continue to be not in a good mood. So 0:04:24.720 --> 0:04:27.000 when you're asking the Tarot deck, I always think that 0:04:27.120 --> 0:04:29.840 like what we bring, what we put out reflects back. 0:04:29.960 --> 0:04:32.640 So in the way that we're asking the cards the question, 0:04:33.000 --> 0:04:35.640 the cards are just gonna reflect back what we need 0:04:35.680 --> 0:04:38.680 to see at the moment. So if I'm sick of men, 0:04:38.760 --> 0:04:43.920 then that means men are sick of me too. Well 0:04:43.960 --> 0:04:45.800 you get you're sick of men, You're like, I'm over 0:04:45.839 --> 0:04:57.360 the ship then, like you probably so I saw that 0:04:57.440 --> 0:05:00.720 you you you said you started uh reading tarot when 0:05:00.720 --> 0:05:03.000 you found a random deck of cards in your home, 0:05:03.200 --> 0:05:06.279 Like who had the tarot cards? Was it your? I 0:05:06.320 --> 0:05:10.920 don't know, just like I, Um, I just found them 0:05:10.920 --> 0:05:16.159 in like our games section, like where Monopoly was and 0:05:16.160 --> 0:05:17.760 and I was like, what's this? This looks kind of 0:05:17.800 --> 0:05:21.680 interesting and I pulled them out, and I don't know why. 0:05:21.720 --> 0:05:23.240 I asked my one what they were. She kind of 0:05:23.240 --> 0:05:26.400 told me it's like a sportune teller thing. She gave me, 0:05:26.480 --> 0:05:30.240 like she's not into it though she she didn't really think. 0:05:30.680 --> 0:05:32.919 She thought it was more like a gimmick, which is 0:05:32.920 --> 0:05:37.480 why it's in the section. Yeah, and so she just, 0:05:37.880 --> 0:05:39.800 you know, in a gimmicky kind of way, gave me 0:05:39.880 --> 0:05:41.840 a reading, and I was like, this is super cool. 0:05:41.920 --> 0:05:44.440 And so I I read a lot on it just 0:05:44.560 --> 0:05:47.040 on my own, just because I thought it was interesting. 0:05:47.520 --> 0:05:50.160 And then once I realized that people take it seriously, 0:05:50.680 --> 0:05:53.080 that's when I got very fascinating. For me, I just 0:05:53.120 --> 0:05:57.000 did like a full on Alice in Wonderland deep dive um. 0:05:57.160 --> 0:05:59.920 And that's how it came about, Like I just had 0:06:00.040 --> 0:06:02.080 passion for it. That's the only reason I'm here today. 0:06:02.200 --> 0:06:06.720 You know, I definitely spend money year reading what's your 0:06:06.720 --> 0:06:11.920 favorite day? Well, I I started with the I started 0:06:11.920 --> 0:06:14.640 with the right Weight, like everyone mostly does, and then 0:06:14.680 --> 0:06:17.279 I moved into the wild Unknown deck and I used 0:06:17.279 --> 0:06:19.960 that for a number of years and it's really beautiful. 0:06:20.000 --> 0:06:22.320 It only has animals like no people, which I really like. 0:06:22.680 --> 0:06:25.960 M like screw people. I don't know. I just like 0:06:26.040 --> 0:06:29.920 I really connected with the animals, I guess, and um, 0:06:29.960 --> 0:06:33.040 and then I'm now really really into the right or 0:06:33.080 --> 0:06:35.920 Wait Smith deck, which is basically the right Way deck, 0:06:36.000 --> 0:06:38.080 but it just has more muted colors. The reason I 0:06:38.080 --> 0:06:39.960 didn't like the Right Weight and I didn't connect with 0:06:40.000 --> 0:06:41.920 it because because it was just like so bold and 0:06:41.920 --> 0:06:46.039 like looked kind of tacky. Like the colors are kind of, um, 0:06:46.080 --> 0:06:48.359 they're bold, but then the cars themselves are kind of 0:06:48.400 --> 0:06:52.039 shiny and glossy, you know. And then I don't know, 0:06:52.200 --> 0:06:54.640 there's something about this rhetor Wait Smith deck that really 0:06:54.640 --> 0:06:58.080 speaks more to me. I want to clarify for everyone 0:06:58.120 --> 0:07:02.320 that orable cards and Tearoor cards are right, that Tarot 0:07:02.320 --> 0:07:05.560 decks have that seventy eight card structure with the court 0:07:05.560 --> 0:07:08.400 card system and as through ten and all and the 0:07:08.400 --> 0:07:12.640 four suits and Oracle cards are they kind of like 0:07:12.680 --> 0:07:15.320 live by their own rules. I like to say it's 0:07:15.360 --> 0:07:18.960 like Tarot cards or like nordstrooms where every North drom 0:07:19.000 --> 0:07:20.720 is basically the same and they kind of have the 0:07:20.760 --> 0:07:24.000 same layout and the same clothing section and stuff. And 0:07:24.240 --> 0:07:26.560 um Orco cards are like futiques. They just kind of 0:07:26.600 --> 0:07:29.720 like are their own thing, right, Yeah, I usually meditate 0:07:29.720 --> 0:07:34.320 in the Yeah. Well, I feel like orco cards are 0:07:34.320 --> 0:07:36.720 great for that, just like one like pull a card 0:07:37.200 --> 0:07:39.800 daily kind of pull or or I just want like 0:07:39.800 --> 0:07:42.800 a really quick, simple clarification because a lot of them 0:07:42.840 --> 0:07:45.320 have um, you know, one to three words on on 0:07:45.400 --> 0:07:47.559 each card, so you could it could be like fine 0:07:47.640 --> 0:07:51.920 clarity or something and you're like, okay, got it, um, 0:07:51.960 --> 0:07:55.680 whereas tarot cards are really more you know, uh, they 0:07:55.720 --> 0:07:59.200 have their specific interpretations and you use all of them 0:07:59.240 --> 0:08:01.280 together to make a narrative, so it's a little bit 0:08:01.320 --> 0:08:04.520 more like complex in that way. I was just gonna 0:08:04.520 --> 0:08:07.120 say that y'all when y'all were discussing like the different 0:08:07.120 --> 0:08:09.800 types of cars, that y'all were literally speaking a different 0:08:09.880 --> 0:08:13.160 language to me, Like I don't know anything about like 0:08:13.520 --> 0:08:16.600 the different decks and do the glosses of the cars 0:08:16.640 --> 0:08:19.000 and the animals versus the people. Does that make a 0:08:19.000 --> 0:08:21.120 difference in what you're going to tell the person or 0:08:21.160 --> 0:08:24.680 does that No? No, no, no, it's just personal preference. 0:08:25.040 --> 0:08:27.520 It's like I have a style, like a floating style, 0:08:27.560 --> 0:08:30.000 and I just don't like that sweater. Okay, fine, but 0:08:30.040 --> 0:08:33.440 someone else might like that sweater, So yeah, you just 0:08:33.520 --> 0:08:37.880 pick out yours based on what you like. Okay, because 0:08:37.920 --> 0:08:40.040 I was confused at that point, like, okay, the animal 0:08:40.080 --> 0:08:42.880 deck is gonna tell me that I'm a horse or 0:08:42.920 --> 0:08:53.320 something like that deck stupid part of amazing. As you 0:08:53.320 --> 0:08:56.280 can see, you're very colorful with my tongue a little bit. 0:08:57.080 --> 0:09:01.439 That's okay, I probably swear too much. I feel very 0:09:01.559 --> 0:09:05.480 hung here. So tell us a little bit about tarot 0:09:05.520 --> 0:09:08.800 by Mazie website so our listeners can know where to 0:09:08.840 --> 0:09:12.160 find you and all that good stuff. Um, you teach 0:09:12.679 --> 0:09:16.160 people how to read tarot? Now, I do, yes. So 0:09:17.240 --> 0:09:20.760 my main my main offerings, I guess I would say, 0:09:20.800 --> 0:09:25.600 are terror readings and birth start readings. That's astrology. Um, 0:09:25.840 --> 0:09:28.400 so that's one section. Another thing that I offer is 0:09:28.760 --> 0:09:32.679 the online course, so that I have pre recorded. All 0:09:32.720 --> 0:09:34.320 you do is you go there, pick the one the 0:09:34.320 --> 0:09:36.079 course that works for you. It's I have a one 0:09:36.120 --> 0:09:38.120 on one or two one, a three on one, or 0:09:38.360 --> 0:09:41.440 a whole on bundle. Um. So kind of it's like 0:09:41.559 --> 0:09:44.440 if you're if you are, you know, more a little 0:09:44.440 --> 0:09:46.319 bit more advanced than just a beginner, then you can 0:09:46.320 --> 0:09:47.880 just start with two A one or wherever you think 0:09:47.920 --> 0:09:50.680 you belong it's all prerecorded. You go at your own pace. 0:09:51.480 --> 0:09:55.240 And um, I'm also creating and about to launch a 0:09:55.280 --> 0:09:58.400 Tarot deck. So those are my three things that I have, um, 0:09:58.480 --> 0:10:00.880 and you can find all of those and all the 0:10:00.920 --> 0:10:04.800 information on my website at Tarot by maze dot com. Yeah, 0:10:04.840 --> 0:10:06.559 I'm excited about the dick. I'm going to get that. 0:10:07.400 --> 0:10:10.280 I am so excited about it. It took a long time, 0:10:10.400 --> 0:10:14.720 was my one project. So I'm getting close. I'm trying 0:10:14.760 --> 0:10:17.920 to release it at the end of the September. But well, 0:10:18.240 --> 0:10:26.040 but and no trying, are you not? It's September, which 0:10:26.080 --> 0:10:29.240 I'm going to make it happen. I just I'm I'm 0:10:29.280 --> 0:10:31.160 in the process where I'm deciding whether I want to 0:10:31.160 --> 0:10:34.720 include a guidebook or not, which would need me to 0:10:34.840 --> 0:10:37.360 write it. I want to include it. So because the 0:10:37.440 --> 0:10:39.559 deck I have comes with a little small book you 0:10:39.640 --> 0:10:42.880 can get kind of, um, you know, an explanation for 0:10:43.000 --> 0:10:46.600 each car, right and most people, especially if you want 0:10:46.679 --> 0:10:50.719 beginners to pick it up, I wouldn't need that. So 0:10:50.800 --> 0:10:55.200 what is the natal chart? So we all know one 0:10:55.240 --> 0:10:59.640 sign in our chart, right, Um? So what what do 0:10:59.720 --> 0:11:05.440 you guys? Oh you already know yourself? YEA. I was 0:11:05.520 --> 0:11:09.800 just explaining it for everyone else who doesn't. But basically, 0:11:09.920 --> 0:11:15.320 you're a cancer, right, And our calendar follows the sun, right, 0:11:15.400 --> 0:11:17.640 so we have three hundred six five days in the year, 0:11:17.679 --> 0:11:19.680 and the sun spent a certain amount of time in 0:11:19.760 --> 0:11:23.480 each corner of the sky. So for four weeks it's 0:11:23.480 --> 0:11:26.680 in cancer, and then for the next four weeks it's 0:11:26.720 --> 0:11:29.439 you know, moving on to Leo and so on and 0:11:29.520 --> 0:11:33.080 so forth, all the way around the wheel. So that's 0:11:33.120 --> 0:11:35.800 why you are a cancer, and then many other people 0:11:35.840 --> 0:11:39.280 are cancers. But the reason that you're different is because 0:11:39.320 --> 0:11:40.880 at the time that you were born, all the other 0:11:40.880 --> 0:11:43.640 plans were in different parts of the sky and they 0:11:43.679 --> 0:11:48.040 all have signs too, and your birth chart talks about 0:11:48.080 --> 0:11:50.319 all those signs and how they work together and how 0:11:50.360 --> 0:11:52.240 they make you who you are. So are you a 0:11:52.280 --> 0:11:56.240 flat oh Earth or around Earth? Which one right? Oh 0:11:56.559 --> 0:12:02.200 around Earth? She thinks the Earth is it? Don't find 0:12:04.880 --> 0:12:10.240 there's this ground in my humble opinion. Um, But I 0:12:10.280 --> 0:12:13.560 think one thing that people don't understand about astrology is 0:12:13.600 --> 0:12:17.040 that it is fact based. It's like it's scientific based, 0:12:17.120 --> 0:12:20.559 because we're talking about the planets and where they are 0:12:20.800 --> 0:12:23.720 in actuality in the sky and how they make angles 0:12:23.760 --> 0:12:26.200 with other planets, like that's all something that we don't 0:12:26.240 --> 0:12:30.439 just make up. That's that's the real thing. Like physically 0:12:30.480 --> 0:12:33.800 a place, do you? I don't know, Like I believe 0:12:33.800 --> 0:12:36.560 that there's probably some sort of life somewhere out there. 0:12:37.320 --> 0:12:40.240 I wouldn't call them like aliens. It could be a plant, like, 0:12:41.320 --> 0:12:43.600 but I feel like there's got to be life elsewhere, 0:12:44.280 --> 0:12:47.160 whatever life means. Call the aliens. I feel like we're 0:12:47.200 --> 0:12:51.480 probably aliens to aliens, you know, like they had things 0:12:51.520 --> 0:12:53.760 on their hair and they opened the whole in the 0:12:53.800 --> 0:12:55.880 front and white ship was in there, you know, like 0:12:55.920 --> 0:12:58.760 I'm sure they would feel that way about us. That's 0:12:58.760 --> 0:13:01.319 all off topic. I'm sorry, but she went on flatter Earth. 0:13:01.400 --> 0:13:03.400 So I was just wondering if you thought about aliens. 0:13:03.440 --> 0:13:05.680 And I always ask people that because I gotta know 0:13:05.679 --> 0:13:09.480 what type of people I'm dealing with, because I think 0:13:09.480 --> 0:13:12.760 that's stop me and I I'm a I'm not on 0:13:12.800 --> 0:13:17.160 your list good people? Am I on your hit list? Well? 0:13:17.200 --> 0:13:20.360 It's just that So when I asked people that, like 0:13:20.360 --> 0:13:22.920 I'm looking for like do you think outside the box? 0:13:23.000 --> 0:13:25.480 Like or does someone just able to tell you this 0:13:25.600 --> 0:13:27.800 guy is fucking purple? Or you want to question it. 0:13:28.240 --> 0:13:30.320 You know what I'm saying, So I question everything. So 0:13:30.400 --> 0:13:33.000 that's why I asked, you know, because sometimes people be like, 0:13:33.000 --> 0:13:34.439 you know, I don't know, we ain't been there, or 0:13:34.679 --> 0:13:38.160 I don't know, I hadn't seen it. That if I 0:13:38.240 --> 0:13:40.360 read terror cards and I believe in astrology and I 0:13:40.360 --> 0:13:42.840 believe you ghost, that I probably think outside the box. Yeah, 0:13:43.040 --> 0:13:45.240 so what do they don't believe I'm a witch? But 0:13:45.280 --> 0:13:48.319 I keep telling them that I believe it. I believe it. 0:13:49.679 --> 0:13:53.160 What do you say so I believe it? So people 0:13:53.320 --> 0:13:55.480 like I'll be acting like a bit. Sometimes they're like, 0:13:55.679 --> 0:13:58.160 you're acting like that because Mercury is in retrograde, And 0:13:58.200 --> 0:13:59.800 I'm like, what the fund do that mean? What does 0:13:59.840 --> 0:14:05.679 they even me mercury? And I don't think that that 0:14:05.720 --> 0:14:10.600 makes sense. But but but basically, Mercury is the planet 0:14:10.600 --> 0:14:14.880 of communication and travel short distance travel, so like your 0:14:14.960 --> 0:14:18.880 daily commute or whatever, and um, whenever planet goes retrograde, 0:14:18.920 --> 0:14:21.560 it just means that the planet's energies or what they 0:14:21.600 --> 0:14:24.560 what it represents, slows down and kind of gets in 0:14:24.600 --> 0:14:31.040 this hazy fog. So um, because Mercury is communication, travel, 0:14:31.080 --> 0:14:33.840 and technology, Um, all three of those things can get 0:14:33.920 --> 0:14:37.440 kind of messed up. So the way that you say 0:14:37.480 --> 0:14:39.720 something to someone, they might take it super personally and 0:14:39.720 --> 0:14:42.200 then you like break up or whatever or have a 0:14:42.320 --> 0:14:46.320 huge fight or something. Or regarding travel, like you could 0:14:46.400 --> 0:14:49.080 just get into a just if you're on the subway 0:14:49.120 --> 0:14:50.920 you take the wrong one, and it's like if there's 0:14:50.920 --> 0:14:52.800 an accident or something, you have to wait like five 0:14:52.840 --> 0:14:56.960 hours to get to work, or for technologies, you could 0:14:57.520 --> 0:14:59.640 this is like such a classic example that everyone uses. 0:14:59.680 --> 0:15:02.720 But if you could reply all instead of trying to 0:15:02.760 --> 0:15:05.480 just reply to one person and then it's just like 0:15:05.920 --> 0:15:09.640 it's just a bunch of miss Yeah, it's like just 0:15:09.880 --> 0:15:13.000 being drunk, like you just make stupid mistakes or like 0:15:13.040 --> 0:15:14.680 things are just kind of all messed up and you 0:15:14.720 --> 0:15:18.360 can't really control it. Just it's happening to you. So 0:15:18.560 --> 0:15:21.440 when Mercury retregrade, a lot of stuff like that happens. 0:15:21.440 --> 0:15:27.360 How often he is Mercury and how do Yeah, it 0:15:27.400 --> 0:15:30.360 happens three times a year for about like three and 0:15:30.360 --> 0:15:35.200 a half weeks um, and so nope, we have The 0:15:35.240 --> 0:15:38.800 next one is in September and that's the last one 0:15:38.840 --> 0:15:44.840 of the year. So the next I'm gonna start using 0:15:44.840 --> 0:15:47.480 it as a reason why I'm sucking up. If I'm 0:15:47.520 --> 0:15:50.920 sucking up, just use that as an excuse mercury retrograde 0:15:51.160 --> 0:15:53.200 or like you just forget to an assignment or something 0:15:53.240 --> 0:15:58.480 and you're like, my computer broke, mercury retroge an opportunity 0:15:58.600 --> 0:16:03.080 for you to blame it on mercury. Yeah, that's what 0:16:03.080 --> 0:16:08.360 I'm gonna using for Hold on, Sam, let's stay some bills? 0:16:12.920 --> 0:16:16.240 So amazing? Can you give us a reading? Yes? I 0:16:16.240 --> 0:16:17.680 had a so I could tell me that I was 0:16:17.760 --> 0:16:21.040 going to meet a professional athlete in twelve or fourteen 0:16:21.160 --> 0:16:24.080 months and fall very madly in love and have two 0:16:24.160 --> 0:16:26.680 kids with this person. Can you tell me if that's 0:16:26.680 --> 0:16:33.960 true during taro or no? Yeah, my girl, we could 0:16:34.000 --> 0:16:38.480 do the efficacy of it, like like is this true? 0:16:39.280 --> 0:16:44.400 Guess or no question? And uh like maybe how, um what, 0:16:44.760 --> 0:16:47.600 so are you within the twelve sixteen months right now 0:16:48.040 --> 0:16:51.080 or whatever? Like, oh, are you close to ending that 0:16:51.320 --> 0:16:53.880 or are you like in the middle? No, I'm like 0:16:54.320 --> 0:16:58.400 that was in February. He said that. Okay, I think 0:16:58.400 --> 0:17:01.000 that matters. I'm just curious. Um, so did we do 0:17:01.120 --> 0:17:06.159 you first? Yes? Girl? Go ahead, I need all Okay, 0:17:06.240 --> 0:17:08.600 I'm just gonna say like I'm just gonna ask I 0:17:08.640 --> 0:17:11.240 always have to always have to clarify what question you're 0:17:13.440 --> 0:17:16.080 I just want to know about my relationships because I'm 0:17:16.119 --> 0:17:19.720 getting money. Guy's okay, work is okay, my family is okay, 0:17:19.880 --> 0:17:22.560 my health is okay. But my relationships, girl, they are 0:17:22.600 --> 0:17:25.359 in shamp both And notice that you add s on 0:17:25.400 --> 0:17:33.840 the end of relationships. Take one, Well, we have to 0:17:33.880 --> 0:17:36.560 take one question at least. So do we want to 0:17:36.560 --> 0:17:38.600 talk about the psychic thing or do we want to 0:17:38.640 --> 0:17:42.200 talk about you? Because I'm really cool like four card 0:17:42.240 --> 0:17:45.680 spread and it talks about like, you know, maybe things 0:17:45.720 --> 0:17:48.200 that are from the past that are affecting love life 0:17:48.400 --> 0:17:53.280 or yeah, it's like a really nice one for people 0:17:53.280 --> 0:17:55.000 who are looking for love and they're like, what can 0:17:55.040 --> 0:17:58.480 I do to help, you know, work on that or 0:17:58.600 --> 0:18:02.399 like get that. So I'm gonna guess what I can do, 0:18:02.640 --> 0:18:04.960 and then you can tell me what the car say. 0:18:05.040 --> 0:18:07.360 Maybe I'm in line with what I already. I need 0:18:07.359 --> 0:18:11.600 to shut the funk up. Sometimes I need to pick 0:18:11.800 --> 0:18:20.119 one person, focus on thew and again shut the funk up. 0:18:20.200 --> 0:18:21.880 All right, So let's see what the car and saying, 0:18:21.920 --> 0:18:25.200 don't cross your arms, don't cross your legs, everything open 0:18:25.240 --> 0:18:31.320 to receive, don't cross my legs. Make sure you hands 0:18:31.320 --> 0:18:34.800 going across one. If I open, I got both right now? 0:18:35.840 --> 0:18:38.560 All right, they were crossed. Do I need to put 0:18:38.560 --> 0:18:45.560 my legs in the air, because I'll do it. You 0:18:45.560 --> 0:18:51.399 can do whatever you want with the Uh, that's what 0:18:51.480 --> 0:18:55.600 he said. So I just like pull the cars until 0:18:55.640 --> 0:19:01.200 they stopped kind of popping out. Okay, no, he said, 0:19:01.200 --> 0:19:07.119 I'm legs. No he did not, girl, Because I'm doing yoga, 0:19:07.640 --> 0:19:13.080 hot yoga. These legs go up. Okay, at first they 0:19:13.119 --> 0:19:22.520 we'll go up a crack crack crack crack crack. Yeah, 0:19:22.560 --> 0:19:25.199 I need to stretch for sure. I mean feel a hell. 0:19:25.240 --> 0:19:32.840 Let's dude, Macy's working, y'all. I feel like she's about 0:19:32.840 --> 0:19:34.680 to tell me some good ship about myself. I didn't 0:19:34.720 --> 0:19:37.399 prepare for the reading, so I'm like, not on the table, 0:19:37.480 --> 0:19:46.520 so I track. I'm like setting them up on my chair. Okay, okay, um, 0:19:48.240 --> 0:19:50.080 there's a lot going on here, and I like, I'm 0:19:50.200 --> 0:19:56.080 super excited to dive. UM. So I sometimes have like 0:19:56.160 --> 0:20:00.679 an energy card that's kind of like a I use 0:20:00.760 --> 0:20:03.160 it to sort of look at the spread in sort 0:20:03.200 --> 0:20:05.760 of an objective way or or through the lens of 0:20:05.800 --> 0:20:08.200 this card. But UM sometimes to read it first and 0:20:08.240 --> 0:20:11.160 sometimes to read last. I'm gonna read last. But basically, 0:20:11.640 --> 0:20:13.440 so I have four cards here and then the energy cards. 0:20:13.440 --> 0:20:17.560 That's five cards. The first card is basically what your 0:20:17.600 --> 0:20:20.159 relationship with love is right now, like how do you 0:20:20.520 --> 0:20:22.600 see it and what does it mean to you? And 0:20:22.800 --> 0:20:27.240 we got the eight of Pentacles reversed and so this 0:20:27.400 --> 0:20:30.720 card is really like, uh, it's like I work really 0:20:30.760 --> 0:20:33.000 hard to get what I want and I know I'll succeed, 0:20:33.200 --> 0:20:35.399 so you like work hard and everything, but when it's 0:20:35.440 --> 0:20:37.200 reversed like this, it just makes me feel like you 0:20:37.280 --> 0:20:39.320 feel like love is a lot of work for a 0:20:39.320 --> 0:20:42.240 little payoff. Like it's kind of like like why would 0:20:42.240 --> 0:20:45.480 I work so hard for just kind of an annoyance, 0:20:45.600 --> 0:20:47.600 you know, someone had to think about all the time, 0:20:47.680 --> 0:20:49.760 and like someone have to take care of and it's 0:20:49.800 --> 0:20:51.520 just like it's just too much work, you know. I 0:20:51.640 --> 0:20:53.680 just it's it's worked to be in love, it's work 0:20:53.720 --> 0:20:55.600 to have a relationship, and I just don't feel like 0:20:55.920 --> 0:21:00.560 dealing with that. Um. But it's funny because the next 0:21:00.600 --> 0:21:03.720 card I have it's always about like it's like that's 0:21:03.760 --> 0:21:06.200 what your relationship is. And then this is the media 0:21:06.280 --> 0:21:09.200 issue that blocks you from moving forward UM, and we 0:21:09.280 --> 0:21:14.439 got the Hangman reverse the Hangman upright. Uh. In general, 0:21:14.560 --> 0:21:18.040 it talks about like our skeletons are like our darker sides, 0:21:18.520 --> 0:21:21.160 the kind of stuff that we don't really want to face, 0:21:21.240 --> 0:21:23.600 but at some point we have to about ourselves, you know, 0:21:23.720 --> 0:21:26.440 to work on UM. And when it's reversed, it just 0:21:26.560 --> 0:21:29.600 means like you didn't choose to work on that that 0:21:29.760 --> 0:21:31.639 issue came to you. So it makes me feel like 0:21:31.680 --> 0:21:33.560 when you're in a relationship, people point out the ship 0:21:33.640 --> 0:21:35.359 that you don't want to think about about yourself, that 0:21:35.440 --> 0:21:37.399 you haven't to work on. And so part of the 0:21:37.440 --> 0:21:39.800 reason of it's too much work means that you have 0:21:39.960 --> 0:21:44.719 to be um self like evolving or like self aware, 0:21:44.920 --> 0:21:47.359 a little bit more self aware than you want to be. UM. 0:21:47.520 --> 0:21:49.720 So it's harder for you to kind of accept faults 0:21:49.720 --> 0:21:53.720 in yourself and and UM and you know evolved from them, 0:21:54.240 --> 0:21:58.919 which relationship and point out for you, I'm always right, 0:22:00.000 --> 0:22:09.920 I'm exactly Uh, Okay, So we have the past affecting 0:22:09.960 --> 0:22:12.159 the present, like what in your past affects your love 0:22:12.240 --> 0:22:14.600 life now? And they got the four once, which is 0:22:14.680 --> 0:22:17.040 like a really nice card, but it makes me feel 0:22:17.080 --> 0:22:20.040 like and it makes me feel like you've had really 0:22:20.200 --> 0:22:23.040 like a really solid relationship before, and maybe that's like 0:22:23.240 --> 0:22:25.560 part of why you wanted You're so averse to them 0:22:25.640 --> 0:22:29.520 now because like that relationship, maybe you like maybe you 0:22:29.560 --> 0:22:31.840 work too much on yourself or like you gave too 0:22:31.920 --> 0:22:34.560 much of yourself or you lost yourself in that relationship, 0:22:34.640 --> 0:22:36.680 and so now you're like, I'm not losing myself ever, 0:22:36.920 --> 0:22:38.840 and I'm never you know, like, don't tell me what 0:22:38.920 --> 0:22:41.600 to do. You're just like so much more closed off 0:22:41.680 --> 0:22:45.240 and independent um in your current love life because in 0:22:45.400 --> 0:22:47.240 this one, like it was happy and everything, but you 0:22:47.320 --> 0:22:48.720 look back on it and you're like, god, I like 0:22:49.200 --> 0:22:50.639 was not the kind of person I want to be 0:22:50.800 --> 0:22:54.040 or I or I just gave myself up too much. Girl. 0:22:54.080 --> 0:22:56.120 They may have me shopping in the thrift store girl. 0:22:56.200 --> 0:22:58.760 So yeah, that is right, because I'm never going back 0:22:58.800 --> 0:23:03.920 to that life. And the last card is the advice card. 0:23:04.119 --> 0:23:06.840 So we have the cream of Swords reversed um, which 0:23:06.920 --> 0:23:11.240 is basically I'm always right. So when you said that, 0:23:11.320 --> 0:23:15.080 because I was gonna say that here, um swords like 0:23:15.280 --> 0:23:19.400 as an upright woman is like I see your perspective, 0:23:19.440 --> 0:23:22.280