Speaker 1: We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion. Who
Speaker 1: talks back? Hey, it's your girl, a J. Welcome back
Speaker 1: to a new episode. Up we talk back out just
Speaker 1: me Tim Bam, y'all. Hey, I love y'all. We have
Speaker 1: the amazing, amazing Bristol on We talked back this week.
Speaker 1: She is a world renowned Do you go by just
Speaker 1: a tarot card reader or a psychic or what? Do
Speaker 1: you like to be addressed as? What are? Who are you? Um? Well,
Speaker 1: the sides being a super deeper guest, very exciting, super
Speaker 1: duper special. I feel super duper special. I'm a terror
Speaker 1: reader and astrologer, so those are kind of my identifiers.
Speaker 1: This is a J's wheelhouse right here, not yours, not exactly.
Speaker 1: I grew up very so I've been Christian. So Tara
Speaker 1: reading and my mom's house would be like devil me
Speaker 1: is what she would the devil's work. Yeah, yeah, she
Speaker 1: would call it devil mean. I I don't call it that.
Speaker 1: I actually want my terror as long as you're gonna
Speaker 1: give me good news. Now, if you flipped the card
Speaker 1: and you see some bullshit, just don't need to tear me.
Speaker 1: Just keep on moving on with life. Girl. Well, nothing
Speaker 1: in Taro is bad. Okay, how long? How long have
Speaker 1: you been doing this? Hey it's thirteen years ago now, um,
Speaker 1: and I started reading professionally like five and a half
Speaker 1: years ago. Uh, and I got I was always into astrology,
Speaker 1: but I got more professional with it, um more recently
Speaker 1: about three years ago. So but yeah, Tara was always
Speaker 1: I'm Taro first, astrology second. But terror has always kind
Speaker 1: of been there, and it is like just the coolest
Speaker 1: thing I think. Obviously, I can talk about Taro all
Speaker 1: day every day. So how does tarat work? Exactly? Like
Speaker 1: A j knows all about it, but me, I know,
Speaker 1: it's like it looks like a deck of spades or
Speaker 1: something like that, but there's no books and no points.
Speaker 1: So can you explain to me in the audience, like
Speaker 1: what what Tara really is? Yeah? Yeah, So Tarot cards
Speaker 1: are a deck of cards, obviously, and they actually mirror
Speaker 1: a playing card deck in the way that playing card
Speaker 1: decks have four suits. Ptero decks also have four suits.
Speaker 1: They have an ace through ten car numerical system, and
Speaker 1: they also have a court card system. So but instead
Speaker 1: of just having jack Queen king, they have two jacks.
Speaker 1: So that's just four pursuits. Yeah, yeah, so like and
Speaker 1: they all Actually I could probably read cards with a
Speaker 1: regular playing card deck because those those suits match up
Speaker 1: with suits in the tarot deck. Um. The thing that
Speaker 1: makes it different is that if you take the playing
Speaker 1: card deck portion, which is usually fifty two, but with
Speaker 1: the extra jack and there it's fifty six. Um, then
Speaker 1: you add twenty two more cards and um, so really
Speaker 1: a tarot deck is seventy eight cards, and it has
Speaker 1: the the playing card deck section, which is called the
Speaker 1: minor arcona, and the more um spiritual or like evolutionary section,
Speaker 1: which is called the major arcana. And so the way
Speaker 1: I describe it, the major icona talks about more like
Speaker 1: big life moments like uh, like I've decided to move
Speaker 1: from the city to the country, you know, and that's
Speaker 1: like a major econom moment where it's really a life
Speaker 1: changing thing, as opposed to minor kond of cards really
Speaker 1: talk about like day to day emotions or feelings like
Speaker 1: I feel jealous today or or right now in my relationship,
Speaker 1: like we are disconnecting, like disconnected, and I feel disconnected.
Speaker 1: That's just and in the moment kind of situations. So
Speaker 1: minor kind of card would come up there. So UM,
Speaker 1: so yeah, we have the seven eight cards. And the
Speaker 1: way that it works I always like to say is that, um,
Speaker 1: if we believe in energy and we believe in the idea,
Speaker 1: that what we think about we bring about, you know,
Speaker 1: um or h. If we're if we're sending out vibrations
Speaker 1: that were like not in a good mood, we're going
Speaker 1: to continue to be not in a good mood. So
Speaker 1: when you're asking the Tarot deck, I always think that
Speaker 1: like what we bring, what we put out reflects back.
Speaker 1: So in the way that we're asking the cards the question,
Speaker 1: the cards are just gonna reflect back what we need
Speaker 1: to see at the moment. So if I'm sick of men,
Speaker 1: then that means men are sick of me too. Well
Speaker 1: you get you're sick of men, You're like, I'm over
Speaker 1: the ship then, like you probably so I saw that
Speaker 1: you you you said you started uh reading tarot when
Speaker 1: you found a random deck of cards in your home,
Speaker 1: Like who had the tarot cards? Was it your? I
Speaker 1: don't know, just like I, Um, I just found them
Speaker 1: in like our games section, like where Monopoly was and
Speaker 1: and I was like, what's this? This looks kind of
Speaker 1: interesting and I pulled them out, and I don't know why.
Speaker 1: I asked my one what they were. She kind of
Speaker 1: told me it's like a sportune teller thing. She gave me,
Speaker 1: like she's not into it though she she didn't really think.
Speaker 1: She thought it was more like a gimmick, which is
Speaker 1: why it's in the section. Yeah, and so she just,
Speaker 1: you know, in a gimmicky kind of way, gave me
Speaker 1: a reading, and I was like, this is super cool.
Speaker 1: And so I I read a lot on it just
Speaker 1: on my own, just because I thought it was interesting.
Speaker 1: And then once I realized that people take it seriously,
Speaker 1: that's when I got very fascinating. For me, I just
Speaker 1: did like a full on Alice in Wonderland deep dive um.
Speaker 1: And that's how it came about, Like I just had
Speaker 1: passion for it. That's the only reason I'm here today.
Speaker 1: You know, I definitely spend money year reading what's your
Speaker 1: favorite day? Well, I I started with the I started
Speaker 1: with the right Weight, like everyone mostly does, and then
Speaker 1: I moved into the wild Unknown deck and I used
Speaker 1: that for a number of years and it's really beautiful.
Speaker 1: It only has animals like no people, which I really like.
Speaker 1: M like screw people. I don't know. I just like
Speaker 1: I really connected with the animals, I guess, and um,
Speaker 1: and then I'm now really really into the right or
Speaker 1: Wait Smith deck, which is basically the right Way deck,
Speaker 1: but it just has more muted colors. The reason I
Speaker 1: didn't like the Right Weight and I didn't connect with
Speaker 1: it because because it was just like so bold and
Speaker 1: like looked kind of tacky. Like the colors are kind of, um,
Speaker 1: they're bold, but then the cars themselves are kind of
Speaker 1: shiny and glossy, you know. And then I don't know,
Speaker 1: there's something about this rhetor Wait Smith deck that really
Speaker 1: speaks more to me. I want to clarify for everyone
Speaker 1: that orable cards and Tearoor cards are right, that Tarot
Speaker 1: decks have that seventy eight card structure with the court
Speaker 1: card system and as through ten and all and the
Speaker 1: four suits and Oracle cards are they kind of like
Speaker 1: live by their own rules. I like to say it's
Speaker 1: like Tarot cards or like nordstrooms where every North drom
Speaker 1: is basically the same and they kind of have the
Speaker 1: same layout and the same clothing section and stuff. And
Speaker 1: um Orco cards are like futiques. They just kind of
Speaker 1: like are their own thing, right, Yeah, I usually meditate
Speaker 1: in the Yeah. Well, I feel like orco cards are
Speaker 1: great for that, just like one like pull a card
Speaker 1: daily kind of pull or or I just want like
Speaker 1: a really quick, simple clarification because a lot of them
Speaker 1: have um, you know, one to three words on on
Speaker 1: each card, so you could it could be like fine
Speaker 1: clarity or something and you're like, okay, got it, um,
Speaker 1: whereas tarot cards are really more you know, uh, they
Speaker 1: have their specific interpretations and you use all of them
Speaker 1: together to make a narrative, so it's a little bit
Speaker 1: more like complex in that way. I was just gonna
Speaker 1: say that y'all when y'all were discussing like the different
Speaker 1: types of cars, that y'all were literally speaking a different
Speaker 1: language to me, Like I don't know anything about like
Speaker 1: the different decks and do the glosses of the cars
Speaker 1: and the animals versus the people. Does that make a
Speaker 1: difference in what you're going to tell the person or
Speaker 1: does that No? No, no, no, it's just personal preference.
Speaker 1: It's like I have a style, like a floating style,
Speaker 1: and I just don't like that sweater. Okay, fine, but
Speaker 1: someone else might like that sweater, So yeah, you just
Speaker 1: pick out yours based on what you like. Okay, because
Speaker 1: I was confused at that point, like, okay, the animal
Speaker 1: deck is gonna tell me that I'm a horse or
Speaker 1: something like that deck stupid part of amazing. As you
Speaker 1: can see, you're very colorful with my tongue a little bit.
Speaker 1: That's okay, I probably swear too much. I feel very
Speaker 1: hung here. So tell us a little bit about tarot
Speaker 1: by Mazie website so our listeners can know where to
Speaker 1: find you and all that good stuff. Um, you teach
Speaker 1: people how to read tarot? Now, I do, yes. So
Speaker 1: my main my main offerings, I guess I would say,
Speaker 1: are terror readings and birth start readings. That's astrology. Um,
Speaker 1: so that's one section. Another thing that I offer is
Speaker 1: the online course, so that I have pre recorded. All
Speaker 1: you do is you go there, pick the one the
Speaker 1: course that works for you. It's I have a one
Speaker 1: on one or two one, a three on one, or
Speaker 1: a whole on bundle. Um. So kind of it's like
Speaker 1: if you're if you are, you know, more a little
Speaker 1: bit more advanced than just a beginner, then you can
Speaker 1: just start with two A one or wherever you think
Speaker 1: you belong it's all prerecorded. You go at your own pace.
Speaker 1: And um, I'm also creating and about to launch a
Speaker 1: Tarot deck. So those are my three things that I have, um,
Speaker 1: and you can find all of those and all the
Speaker 1: information on my website at Tarot by maze dot com. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm excited about the dick. I'm going to get that.
Speaker 1: I am so excited about it. It took a long time,
Speaker 1: was my one project. So I'm getting close. I'm trying
Speaker 1: to release it at the end of the September. But well,
Speaker 1: but and no trying, are you not? It's September, which
Speaker 1: I'm going to make it happen. I just I'm I'm
Speaker 1: in the process where I'm deciding whether I want to
Speaker 1: include a guidebook or not, which would need me to
Speaker 1: write it. I want to include it. So because the
Speaker 1: deck I have comes with a little small book you
Speaker 1: can get kind of, um, you know, an explanation for
Speaker 1: each car, right and most people, especially if you want
Speaker 1: beginners to pick it up, I wouldn't need that. So
Speaker 1: what is the natal chart? So we all know one
Speaker 1: sign in our chart, right, Um? So what what do
Speaker 1: you guys? Oh you already know yourself? YEA. I was
Speaker 1: just explaining it for everyone else who doesn't. But basically,
Speaker 1: you're a cancer, right, And our calendar follows the sun, right,
Speaker 1: so we have three hundred six five days in the year,
Speaker 1: and the sun spent a certain amount of time in
Speaker 1: each corner of the sky. So for four weeks it's
Speaker 1: in cancer, and then for the next four weeks it's
Speaker 1: you know, moving on to Leo and so on and
Speaker 1: so forth, all the way around the wheel. So that's
Speaker 1: why you are a cancer, and then many other people
Speaker 1: are cancers. But the reason that you're different is because
Speaker 1: at the time that you were born, all the other
Speaker 1: plans were in different parts of the sky and they
Speaker 1: all have signs too, and your birth chart talks about
Speaker 1: all those signs and how they work together and how
Speaker 1: they make you who you are. So are you a
Speaker 1: flat oh Earth or around Earth? Which one right? Oh
Speaker 1: around Earth? She thinks the Earth is it? Don't find
Speaker 1: there's this ground in my humble opinion. Um, But I
Speaker 1: think one thing that people don't understand about astrology is
Speaker 1: that it is fact based. It's like it's scientific based,
Speaker 1: because we're talking about the planets and where they are
Speaker 1: in actuality in the sky and how they make angles
Speaker 1: with other planets, like that's all something that we don't
Speaker 1: just make up. That's that's the real thing. Like physically
Speaker 1: a place, do you? I don't know, Like I believe
Speaker 1: that there's probably some sort of life somewhere out there.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't call them like aliens. It could be a plant, like,
Speaker 1: but I feel like there's got to be life elsewhere,
Speaker 1: whatever life means. Call the aliens. I feel like we're
Speaker 1: probably aliens to aliens, you know, like they had things
Speaker 1: on their hair and they opened the whole in the
Speaker 1: front and white ship was in there, you know, like
Speaker 1: I'm sure they would feel that way about us. That's
Speaker 1: all off topic. I'm sorry, but she went on flatter Earth.
Speaker 1: So I was just wondering if you thought about aliens.
Speaker 1: And I always ask people that because I gotta know
Speaker 1: what type of people I'm dealing with, because I think
Speaker 1: that's stop me and I I'm a I'm not on
Speaker 1: your list good people? Am I on your hit list? Well?
Speaker 1: It's just that So when I asked people that, like
Speaker 1: I'm looking for like do you think outside the box?
Speaker 1: Like or does someone just able to tell you this
Speaker 1: guy is fucking purple? Or you want to question it.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, So I question everything. So
Speaker 1: that's why I asked, you know, because sometimes people be like,
Speaker 1: you know, I don't know, we ain't been there, or
Speaker 1: I don't know, I hadn't seen it. That if I
Speaker 1: read terror cards and I believe in astrology and I
Speaker 1: believe you ghost, that I probably think outside the box. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so what do they don't believe I'm a witch? But
Speaker 1: I keep telling them that I believe it. I believe it.
Speaker 1: What do you say so I believe it? So people
Speaker 1: like I'll be acting like a bit. Sometimes they're like,
Speaker 1: you're acting like that because Mercury is in retrograde, And
Speaker 1: I'm like, what the fund do that mean? What does
Speaker 1: they even me mercury? And I don't think that that
Speaker 1: makes sense. But but but basically, Mercury is the planet
Speaker 1: of communication and travel short distance travel, so like your
Speaker 1: daily commute or whatever, and um, whenever planet goes retrograde,
Speaker 1: it just means that the planet's energies or what they
Speaker 1: what it represents, slows down and kind of gets in
Speaker 1: this hazy fog. So um, because Mercury is communication, travel,
Speaker 1: and technology, Um, all three of those things can get
Speaker 1: kind of messed up. So the way that you say
Speaker 1: something to someone, they might take it super personally and
Speaker 1: then you like break up or whatever or have a
Speaker 1: huge fight or something. Or regarding travel, like you could
Speaker 1: just get into a just if you're on the subway
Speaker 1: you take the wrong one, and it's like if there's
Speaker 1: an accident or something, you have to wait like five
Speaker 1: hours to get to work, or for technologies, you could
Speaker 1: this is like such a classic example that everyone uses.
Speaker 1: But if you could reply all instead of trying to
Speaker 1: just reply to one person and then it's just like
Speaker 1: it's just a bunch of miss Yeah, it's like just
Speaker 1: being drunk, like you just make stupid mistakes or like
Speaker 1: things are just kind of all messed up and you
Speaker 1: can't really control it. Just it's happening to you. So
Speaker 1: when Mercury retregrade, a lot of stuff like that happens.
Speaker 1: How often he is Mercury and how do Yeah, it
Speaker 1: happens three times a year for about like three and
Speaker 1: a half weeks um, and so nope, we have The
Speaker 1: next one is in September and that's the last one
Speaker 1: of the year. So the next I'm gonna start using
Speaker 1: it as a reason why I'm sucking up. If I'm
Speaker 1: sucking up, just use that as an excuse mercury retrograde
Speaker 1: or like you just forget to an assignment or something
Speaker 1: and you're like, my computer broke, mercury retroge an opportunity
Speaker 1: for you to blame it on mercury. Yeah, that's what
Speaker 1: I'm gonna using for Hold on, Sam, let's stay some bills?
Speaker 1: So amazing? Can you give us a reading? Yes? I
Speaker 1: had a so I could tell me that I was
Speaker 1: going to meet a professional athlete in twelve or fourteen
Speaker 1: months and fall very madly in love and have two
Speaker 1: kids with this person. Can you tell me if that's
Speaker 1: true during taro or no? Yeah, my girl, we could
Speaker 1: do the efficacy of it, like like is this true?
Speaker 1: Guess or no question? And uh like maybe how, um what,
Speaker 1: so are you within the twelve sixteen months right now
Speaker 1: or whatever? Like, oh, are you close to ending that
Speaker 1: or are you like in the middle? No, I'm like
Speaker 1: that was in February. He said that. Okay, I think
Speaker 1: that matters. I'm just curious. Um, so did we do
Speaker 1: you first? Yes? Girl? Go ahead, I need all Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna say like I'm just gonna ask I
Speaker 1: always have to always have to clarify what question you're
Speaker 1: I just want to know about my relationships because I'm
Speaker 1: getting money. Guy's okay, work is okay, my family is okay,
Speaker 1: my health is okay. But my relationships, girl, they are
Speaker 1: in shamp both And notice that you add s on
Speaker 1: the end of relationships. Take one, Well, we have to
Speaker 1: take one question at least. So do we want to
Speaker 1: talk about the psychic thing or do we want to
Speaker 1: talk about you? Because I'm really cool like four card
Speaker 1: spread and it talks about like, you know, maybe things
Speaker 1: that are from the past that are affecting love life
Speaker 1: or yeah, it's like a really nice one for people
Speaker 1: who are looking for love and they're like, what can
Speaker 1: I do to help, you know, work on that or
Speaker 1: like get that. So I'm gonna guess what I can do,
Speaker 1: and then you can tell me what the car say.
Speaker 1: Maybe I'm in line with what I already. I need
Speaker 1: to shut the funk up. Sometimes I need to pick
Speaker 1: one person, focus on thew and again shut the funk up.
Speaker 1: All right, So let's see what the car and saying,
Speaker 1: don't cross your arms, don't cross your legs, everything open
Speaker 1: to receive, don't cross my legs. Make sure you hands
Speaker 1: going across one. If I open, I got both right now?
Speaker 1: All right, they were crossed. Do I need to put
Speaker 1: my legs in the air, because I'll do it. You
Speaker 1: can do whatever you want with the Uh, that's what
Speaker 1: he said. So I just like pull the cars until
Speaker 1: they stopped kind of popping out. Okay, no, he said,
Speaker 1: I'm legs. No he did not, girl, Because I'm doing yoga,
Speaker 1: hot yoga. These legs go up. Okay, at first they
Speaker 1: we'll go up a crack crack crack crack crack. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I need to stretch for sure. I mean feel a hell.
Speaker 1: Let's dude, Macy's working, y'all. I feel like she's about
Speaker 1: to tell me some good ship about myself. I didn't
Speaker 1: prepare for the reading, so I'm like, not on the table,
Speaker 1: so I track. I'm like setting them up on my chair. Okay, okay, um,
Speaker 1: there's a lot going on here, and I like, I'm
Speaker 1: super excited to dive. UM. So I sometimes have like
Speaker 1: an energy card that's kind of like a I use
Speaker 1: it to sort of look at the spread in sort
Speaker 1: of an objective way or or through the lens of
Speaker 1: this card. But UM sometimes to read it first and
Speaker 1: sometimes to read last. I'm gonna read last. But basically,
Speaker 1: so I have four cards here and then the energy cards.
Speaker 1: That's five cards. The first card is basically what your
Speaker 1: relationship with love is right now, like how do you
Speaker 1: see it and what does it mean to you? And
Speaker 1: we got the eight of Pentacles reversed and so this
Speaker 1: card is really like, uh, it's like I work really
Speaker 1: hard to get what I want and I know I'll succeed,
Speaker 1: so you like work hard and everything, but when it's
Speaker 1: reversed like this, it just makes me feel like you
Speaker 1: feel like love is a lot of work for a
Speaker 1: little payoff. Like it's kind of like like why would
Speaker 1: I work so hard for just kind of an annoyance,
Speaker 1: you know, someone had to think about all the time,
Speaker 1: and like someone have to take care of and it's
Speaker 1: just like it's just too much work, you know. I
Speaker 1: just it's it's worked to be in love, it's work
Speaker 1: to have a relationship, and I just don't feel like
Speaker 1: dealing with that. Um. But it's funny because the next
Speaker 1: card I have it's always about like it's like that's
Speaker 1: what your relationship is. And then this is the media
Speaker 1: issue that blocks you from moving forward UM, and we
Speaker 1: got the Hangman reverse the Hangman upright. Uh. In general,
Speaker 1: it talks about like our skeletons are like our darker sides,
Speaker 1: the kind of stuff that we don't really want to face,
Speaker 1: but at some point we have to about ourselves, you know,
Speaker 1: to work on UM. And when it's reversed, it just
Speaker 1: means like you didn't choose to work on that that
Speaker 1: issue came to you. So it makes me feel like
Speaker 1: when you're in a relationship, people point out the ship
Speaker 1: that you don't want to think about about yourself, that
Speaker 1: you haven't to work on. And so part of the
Speaker 1: reason of it's too much work means that you have
Speaker 1: to be um self like evolving or like self aware,
Speaker 1: a little bit more self aware than you want to be. UM.
Speaker 1: So it's harder for you to kind of accept faults
Speaker 1: in yourself and and UM and you know evolved from them,
Speaker 1: which relationship and point out for you, I'm always right,
Speaker 1: I'm exactly Uh, Okay, So we have the past affecting
Speaker 1: the present, like what in your past affects your love
Speaker 1: life now? And they got the four once, which is
Speaker 1: like a really nice card, but it makes me feel
Speaker 1: like and it makes me feel like you've had really
Speaker 1: like a really solid relationship before, and maybe that's like
Speaker 1: part of why you wanted You're so averse to them
Speaker 1: now because like that relationship, maybe you like maybe you
Speaker 1: work too much on yourself or like you gave too
Speaker 1: much of yourself or you lost yourself in that relationship,
Speaker 1: and so now you're like, I'm not losing myself ever,
Speaker 1: and I'm never you know, like, don't tell me what
Speaker 1: to do. You're just like so much more closed off
Speaker 1: and independent um in your current love life because in
Speaker 1: this one, like it was happy and everything, but you
Speaker 1: look back on it and you're like, god, I like
Speaker 1: was not the kind of person I want to be
Speaker 1: or I or I just gave myself up too much. Girl.
Speaker 1: They may have me shopping in the thrift store girl.
Speaker 1: So yeah, that is right, because I'm never going back
Speaker 1: to that life. And the last card is the advice card.
Speaker 1: So we have the cream of Swords reversed um, which
Speaker 1: is basically I'm always right. So when you said that,
Speaker 1: because I was gonna say that here, um swords like
Speaker 1: as an upright woman is like I see your perspective,
Speaker 1: I see your side, and we can think about this logically,
Speaker 1: and I have a strong personality, but I'm not like overbearing.
Speaker 1: But when she's reversed like this, it's really like my
Speaker 1: way the highway. Um, I you know, I you're a
Speaker 1: strong woman, but then maybe you're just like a little
Speaker 1: bit um more one sided than than you should be. Um.
Speaker 1: And then the last card, which is interesting is this
Speaker 1: is the energy card, the overall kind of thing. Um
Speaker 1: we got the Lover's reversed, which makes me feel like, uh,
Speaker 1: like either you're and you know, I know you just
Speaker 1: said this past act like you're never going back to
Speaker 1: it again, but maybe there's like something there that you
Speaker 1: think about often, like the passion or the least something
Speaker 1: or whatever it was. Um. Because the lovers is a
Speaker 1: very like passionate card. It's not a long lasting card.
Speaker 1: This is not a long lasting relationship card. It's more
Speaker 1: like I we like felt so happy and childish and
Speaker 1: fun and like also super intensely in love. It's almost
Speaker 1: toxic where it's like super high high, it's really low lows.
Speaker 1: And so when it's reversed like this, it means like
Speaker 1: you might be thinking about someone in the past or
Speaker 1: that that relationship with the past and how like caught
Speaker 1: it was or whatever or um you pick people who
Speaker 1: you only pick people who are not long lasting prospects
Speaker 1: or both could be true. It is the last one.
Speaker 1: I always yeah, I mean like no, I can't have
Speaker 1: no real relationship with well yeah, and that's all part
Speaker 1: of this, Like I don't want to work on myself.
Speaker 1: I'm going to pick these people because I know it's
Speaker 1: like hot for now. Well, that's really spot right there
Speaker 1: the guy I went right now that ain't going nowhere.
Speaker 1: Child's fun. There you have it now, So what should
Speaker 1: I do based off of that work? On how well
Speaker 1: do the work? What is the work? Well, first of all,
Speaker 1: don't take the douche bags that you are going to
Speaker 1: see yourself with forever, Like why date? Why like lower
Speaker 1: your standards at the very beginning, just to date and
Speaker 1: have fun. Like if you want a long lasting relationship,
Speaker 1: you have to take people who are like good prospects
Speaker 1: for that. That's like number one, And then number two,
Speaker 1: it's being open to receiving uh you know, not feedback,
Speaker 1: like but just being open to other people's perspectives on
Speaker 1: how they feel or certain things that you do that
Speaker 1: make them feel certain ways, and taking some responsibility when necessary,
Speaker 1: and like, thank you, Mac, I gotta I don't even
Speaker 1: gotta come for her. You've come up for her for me.
Speaker 1: Thank you. I'm exhausted now, Yo, it's amazing. Do smashly
Speaker 1: right now? Do her go in? Go in? Maybe? Um?
Speaker 1: Do you know your birth time? Me? Two pm, two pm, Friday,
Speaker 1: June eight four, two pm, Charleston, South Carolina. Why do
Speaker 1: you answer? Because I'm into me? That's why I know
Speaker 1: what My mom still has like a little um, not
Speaker 1: the birth certificate, but like the little car they put
Speaker 1: your foot stamp on as a baby, she still has that.
Speaker 1: So my birth is on June what eight? June eight,
Speaker 1: nineteen eighty four, eight four? Okay, yeah, we're older than
Speaker 1: June eight, eight four at two pm, Charleston, South Carolina,
Speaker 1: two needs four, two pm. Times I want to would
Speaker 1: you rather have that? Then? A? Are you making me
Speaker 1: do extra work? Just do her tar? Just do her terre.
Speaker 1: She already noticed. She I want you to rip and
Speaker 1: tear it like you didn't need just now? Okay, what
Speaker 1: what what do you want to talk about? Um? Her
Speaker 1: love life, love lies, uh career, So we have temperance.
Speaker 1: So for me, temperance is all about like emotional balance
Speaker 1: and stability, and it makes me feel like you get
Speaker 1: really invested in your relationships once you're in it. So
Speaker 1: it's like, right now, you're taking time for you, You're
Speaker 1: pulling away. You're saying, I don't want to get too
Speaker 1: wrapped up into something unless it's the real deal. So
Speaker 1: I'm trying to keep a level head of trying to
Speaker 1: keep my my emotional stability and my mental stability in
Speaker 1: the same place, like at all times. So you're like
Speaker 1: kind of doing you for now and like going, I
Speaker 1: am in control of how deep I get, how fast
Speaker 1: you know, like you are trying to tell yourself, I'm
Speaker 1: in control. I'm in control. Like, uh, that's kind of
Speaker 1: like your mantra when you go into dating or dating
Speaker 1: scenes or just whatever. Um, you're the one who is
Speaker 1: in control of you, and that's like the most important
Speaker 1: thing for you right now. Um. So regarding your career,
Speaker 1: you've got a really nice one. We got the Night
Speaker 1: of Pentacles, and so this is one of those court
Speaker 1: cards that I was talking about. This is uh a jack,
Speaker 1: we would say, because we have got the night and
Speaker 1: then we have the king. So this to me says
Speaker 1: that there's a lot of projects ahead that you're working
Speaker 1: towards or that are growing, but they are growing and
Speaker 1: they are going to be prosperous. We have panicles, which
Speaker 1: is the suit of money and material, and so whatever
Speaker 1: you're working on now or whatever product you're thinking about
Speaker 1: working on, UM, I would say, definitely go for it
Speaker 1: because it's going to be successful and it's going to work.
Speaker 1: Another question for another quick not question. Another interpretation here
Speaker 1: might be that someone is going to give you an opportunity. Um,
Speaker 1: we have that he looks like he's like offering the pentacle.
Speaker 1: So this could be mean that some opportunity is coming
Speaker 1: your way from someone else. So it's not like you're
Speaker 1: creating it, but someone's going to hand it to you,
Speaker 1: which is really awesome either way. It's and then your
Speaker 1: last heart was super interesting and it kind of makes
Speaker 1: me it like pulls me back to your love life
Speaker 1: a little bit. Um, we got the this is for
Speaker 1: spiritual just like kind of your essence. I don't know. Um,
Speaker 1: we got the nine of Pentacles reverse. And whenever I
Speaker 1: see this card, it's really a card of self worth.
Speaker 1: It's like I know I value, I know I'm awesome,
Speaker 1: Like I am a catch um when she's upright like this,
Speaker 1: but when she's reversed, it means that we have to
Speaker 1: work on a little bit self of self love or
Speaker 1: a little bit of self confidence. Uh. And I think
Speaker 1: because you put your all into these relationships and you
Speaker 1: like not like lose yourself, but you just you devalue yourself,
Speaker 1: maybe some people end up treating you badly or making
Speaker 1: or guilt tripping you into doing something, or manipulate you
Speaker 1: into doing things, making you working with your emotions and
Speaker 1: that emotional um aspect that you give to partners, they
Speaker 1: use that and turn it against you, and then all
Speaker 1: of a sudden you have this self hatred and self
Speaker 1: loathing going on. Um what you know? What? What? How
Speaker 1: did I mess that up? How did I suck that up? Um?
Speaker 1: So this is just about bringing value to your life,
Speaker 1: like you are valuable and um, you need to kind
Speaker 1: of show yourself that that's like where your spiritual journeys
Speaker 1: on right now, Like more self love to enable self confidence. Yes,
Speaker 1: So between this reading and my reading a couple of
Speaker 1: weeks ago, it's just really affirmative for real, for real,
Speaker 1: And well, I love one thing I just like to say,
Speaker 1: like to women sometimes when we have in relationships like
Speaker 1: how to funk? Why is this happening to? You have
Speaker 1: to dig really deep and see what is it about
Speaker 1: yourself that's inviting this type of energy or this type
Speaker 1: of person and make those corrections that you can open
Speaker 1: yourself up to to what you really deserve. You know,
Speaker 1: it could even be that same person, but maybe your
Speaker 1: energy would then make that person start changing somehow. Right.
Speaker 1: I like that because it's like what patterns? Like what
Speaker 1: are my patterns? How are how are the people I've dated? Where?
Speaker 1: What's the pattern here? And how does that? How do
Speaker 1: I feel about myself? You know when we look at
Speaker 1: those patterns, like how does that work? Why am I
Speaker 1: choosing that pattern over and over again? Yes? I have
Speaker 1: my patterns, y'all. It's the worst the fixed rappers. I'm
Speaker 1: a project kind of goal. We we gotta we got
Speaker 1: a segment hub dumb bitch stories. Right, you got a
Speaker 1: dumb bitch story for us? Since you're a fixer rapper,
Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure you've been finest a couple of times.
Speaker 1: But I don't know if it's like I wouldn't call
Speaker 1: it dumb bitch, but I just I've been with a
Speaker 1: lot of them, you know, like, I just just guys
Speaker 1: that have mental health columns, guys I've did an alcoholic Like,
Speaker 1: I just it's it's I just choose people who need help.
Speaker 1: I'm attracted to the wounded. But you know why, I
Speaker 1: think it's because, like, if I'm seeking out guys who
Speaker 1: need self insurance and like confidence to see their value, Like,
Speaker 1: does not mean that I need to see value myself
Speaker 1: if you're using that as like I'm here and we
Speaker 1: talked about the reflection or the patterns and how does
Speaker 1: that reflect back onto you. That could be a thing.
Speaker 1: I think that's a lot of women though, like because
Speaker 1: they're naturally nurturers. So you get these projects, you know,
Speaker 1: and I can make them better, or we just see
Speaker 1: something and people that they don't they don't see in themselves,
Speaker 1: so we try to and then you end up to
Speaker 1: bleating yourself basically an accepting behavior that is like wounding
Speaker 1: to you. It's so fucked up. A j what would
Speaker 1: you say, Like the type of men that I'm attracted to,
Speaker 1: You don't attract fixer ruppers in the aspect of money, maybe,
Speaker 1: but it may be emotional. Maybe they are something may
Speaker 1: be wrong with them. Emotionally and you are trying to
Speaker 1: fix them up in that way. So I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't think like fixer ruppers is just broke right.
Speaker 1: It could be emotional, you know, neither one of us
Speaker 1: just don't type of fixer uppers. A lot of these
Speaker 1: guys got mama issues. Man. They literally was raised by
Speaker 1: some bitches. So now they don't feel love until you're
Speaker 1: cutting their ass out like a dog. And it's like,
Speaker 1: I want to be loving towards the person out where
Speaker 1: I don't want to have to get crazy on you,
Speaker 1: but it's like you don't think I love you, and
Speaker 1: tip cut you out. I don't talk to people like
Speaker 1: that though not. I don't cuss like, I don't say
Speaker 1: like bad words. I say things that hurt worse than
Speaker 1: bad words, like based off, like uh, this is awful
Speaker 1: about to share this. I don't say things like like
Speaker 1: he'll be vulnerable enough to share with me that he's
Speaker 1: not sure if his first child is really his, and
Speaker 1: then we will be in an argument and I'll be
Speaker 1: like that ain't leaving your fucking kids. You know some
Speaker 1: shing like that, like that's you know, that's hurtful. It's
Speaker 1: me But it's not like you're a bit. It's not
Speaker 1: that it's that's not your child, so burn you know
Speaker 1: that's that's worse. That's worse, Yes, because what you do
Speaker 1: when is addressing the tone and how somebody says something.
Speaker 1: But you can say some really nasty ship corregular. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but I don't know. I'm working on it. I think, yeah,
Speaker 1: it's different. I don't like diverge and like say something
Speaker 1: that's like super hurtful but totally off the charts, like
Speaker 1: not even relevant. But I I can say her what
Speaker 1: I want to. I never I never do it unless
Speaker 1: I feel like her, like um, and then I and
Speaker 1: then I'll just like pull something from the very back
Speaker 1: and be like, well remember the time. It's just like
Speaker 1: just like that. It has to be relatable, you know,
Speaker 1: it has to relate to I won't just I like,
Speaker 1: not your child. Comment will have to be some something
Speaker 1: to do with the kids. You know. I wouldn't just
Speaker 1: throw it out there just like hey, guess what I
Speaker 1: remember when you share it with me and now that's
Speaker 1: not your baby. You know I wouldn't do that. You're
Speaker 1: a maniac girl, And no, listen, I don't have to
Speaker 1: win the argument I'm not going to say the worst
Speaker 1: thing to win the argument, because I feel like if
Speaker 1: you love somebody like certain ship, like your heart won't
Speaker 1: let you say your due to them. So when somebody
Speaker 1: can just say the craziest ship to me and I
Speaker 1: gotta disrespect you in that way, we probably should not
Speaker 1: be together because I could be really disrespectful. I would say,
Speaker 1: I'm not I'm definitely not petty. I have zero pettiness
Speaker 1: to me. Cancer, it's very Tell me give me an
Speaker 1: example of me being petty. Um, you said that you
Speaker 1: hope my hair style was ugly. When I was on
Speaker 1: my way to my hair that was petty, as she
Speaker 1: I was on my winter airpoint. But she said, I
Speaker 1: hope your hair gets I hope she sucks your hair up. Dude,
Speaker 1: that's petty. Because he was going back and forth. I'd
Speaker 1: been arguing with this girl like she's my guy. Man,
Speaker 1: I'm sticking her as Yeah, But like two hours later,
Speaker 1: I was like, so are we gonna record tomorrow night? Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's how I went. Me wish my hair was fucked up.
Speaker 1: It guess what it was. I left there. It was bad.
Speaker 1: It was so bad. I was like, I hate this bitch.
Speaker 1: She manifested that my closure was all tweezed. Why this hell?
Speaker 1: I was like, basically, you don't know what I'm talking
Speaker 1: about with the closure being tweets wise, it's white as hell. No,
Speaker 1: it's some black dot about Listen. I appreciated my reading.
Speaker 1: I don't know about you. Say, we both have some
Speaker 1: inner work to do. I know I have to do
Speaker 1: some inner work, but I don't know everybody. Everybody says
Speaker 1: do the work. Somebody giving me the syllables so I
Speaker 1: can know what I need to do first. You know,
Speaker 1: when I tell you to as you say, I'm petty.
Speaker 1: So what you no want to tell me right now?
Speaker 1: Tell me in the world? What? What? What is my syllabus? Like?
Speaker 1: What's the first thing? Accountability? I feel like I take
Speaker 1: accountability and that's all I have to say. You don't accountability.
Speaker 1: Accountability is saying you know why you write my bag.
Speaker 1: It's not you do that. It's not arguing back and
Speaker 1: forth when you know your dad as wrong. I do
Speaker 1: say that. Did she just say she got to be
Speaker 1: right all the time? That doesn't matter and around the
Speaker 1: don't argue that point. But when you think you're right,
Speaker 1: the words come out that same way. They're not gonna
Speaker 1: come out anyway different because you think you're right, But
Speaker 1: no I will. I have the capacity to apologize when
Speaker 1: I'm wrong sometimes, did you fucking serial killer? No empathy? Look,
Speaker 1: got no empathy, Macy. Look, I don't even I have
Speaker 1: so much empathy that I can't watch grays and at
Speaker 1: Okay it makes me so sad. Okay, that's a lie.
Speaker 1: May see listening to plug yourself, girl, talk about your
Speaker 1: website if you want to follow up with that or
Speaker 1: in with that, right, all that good stuff. I'm on
Speaker 1: Instagram like all the time. So just look up terrorby
Speaker 1: Mazie and there I am asking questions and gets to
Speaker 1: know me and take my cuss. I think that information
Speaker 1: on Instagram or on the website, look forward to it.
Speaker 1: We really appreciate you joining us today, Macy. Yes, we
Speaker 1: do this. Yeah, I'm always happy to talk about. Maybe
Speaker 1: we can do this quarterly. Yeah, we can get some
Speaker 1: updates and see where we are. We get some updates
Speaker 1: on the love life and whether you need this famous athlete. Yeah,
Speaker 1: maybe all have done some self work work before then,
Speaker 1: and then you can just send me a syllabus damn,
Speaker 1: and then I do the work I always excelled. When
Speaker 1: the teacher gave us a syllabus at the beginning of
Speaker 1: the year, I knew exactly what was expected of me,
Speaker 1: do the work. Just that sentence just don't make sense
Speaker 1: to me, Like it is the work, She's perfect, I
Speaker 1: am not. I don't feel that if you don't know
Speaker 1: the work, then you're perfect. If you don't and there's
Speaker 1: anything that you can work on, that means you think
Speaker 1: you're perfect. No, no, I don't. It's not that I said,
Speaker 1: I don't think I know anything I need to work on.
Speaker 1: I just don't know what the work is. Like, what
Speaker 1: is the work? She just told you what the work is, right,
Speaker 1: did you not being accountable? Okay, that you don't have
Speaker 1: to receive that, But I said, no, that's that's a
Speaker 1: great one. Being accountable and being open to other people's
Speaker 1: opinions and not assuming that you're right all the time.
Speaker 1: That's basically where it is. Again, I'm so stressed. I'm
Speaker 1: joking jokes. I'm receiving what you're saying. Okay, I really, Oh,
Speaker 1: I know, I'm not. I'm not offend all all right, y'all.
Speaker 1: Follow Macy at taro by macy dot com. We really
Speaker 1: appreciate you coming on. We talked back, and we hope
Speaker 1: to talk to you again in the next quarter of
Speaker 1: our lives. Yes, we do awesome. Okay, them with that
Speaker 1: future looking like, Yeah, I'm fucking are you feeling uneasy now?
Speaker 1: I'm stressed out. Yeah, I gotta go do drugs and
Speaker 1: drink all you use money excuse to do drugs and drinks.
Speaker 1: My terror reading was so stressful. Somebody roll up. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Between that reading and the last one I have is
Speaker 1: just pretty affirmative that I'm on the right. I like
Speaker 1: psychists better than tear him because I don't feel like
Speaker 1: she didn't tell me sh I ain't know already. Wait
Speaker 1: wait wait, wait wait, So she didn't tell you ship
Speaker 1: you don't know, but you still need a syllabus. Yes,
Speaker 1: do the work. You gotta do the work. Everybody says that,
Speaker 1: but nobody says what the fucking work is. It's just
Speaker 1: internally they say, dig beat Okay, how do you how?
Speaker 1: How like I know my If I want a successful career, right,
Speaker 1: I know I'd be bullshitting with time. I know I'd
Speaker 1: be bushing with the things I need to do, Like
Speaker 1: you know what your fucking problems is? You know, like
Speaker 1: the ship that's keeping you from getting to the fucking
Speaker 1: next level. Dog, you don't need no syllabus like you
Speaker 1: know the things from love. No, I don't. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't know it is And so do you want
Speaker 1: me to tell you in the world very quick? Yeah,
Speaker 1: it is messing with men that are not obtainable. You
Speaker 1: are attracted to the unattainability of men. I feel like
Speaker 1: if you get a man that is attainable, that you
Speaker 1: could that's gonna be around around people like man, that's
Speaker 1: you get on my nerve. I really don't like them
Speaker 1: when you make them way for no reason? Are they just?
Speaker 1: And then she still don't work out. So I feel
Speaker 1: like when you get somebody you kinda it's like, uh no,
Speaker 1: that's not true because that last guy, how long did
Speaker 1: it take you to give him a shot? Something? But
Speaker 1: you're busting wide open for the wrong nigga quick because
Speaker 1: you feel like, girl, you don't know my life killers. Man,
Speaker 1: we both put a lot of catch up on our
Speaker 1: fries in the circle, not on the side. Yeah, we
Speaker 1: all wt work in progress. Now, all you could do
Speaker 1: is take it the day to time. But every day
Speaker 1: you have to make that conscious decision to be better
Speaker 1: than yesterday. And that's what you just gotta wake up
Speaker 1: and do. So y'all want to know what that magic is, ditch,
Speaker 1: happen over here making magic. I'm gonna tell a world
Speaker 1: what I've been doing. I've been master dating and seeing
Speaker 1: my affirmations at the same time, and coming is what
Speaker 1: I've been doing, like for real, for real. We had
Speaker 1: twenty thousand downloads for our last at the phone, mad
Speaker 1: at the type of ship I have been meditating on,
Speaker 1: and now I just get all these good affirmations about
Speaker 1: ship that already know that's gonna happen because I'm putting
Speaker 1: all my good old I Am I WILL statements in
Speaker 1: the universe. And why are you coming while I'm coming?
Speaker 1: That's what your teami orgasm is forward. It's not for
Speaker 1: some bullshit, for real, for real. So the next time,
Speaker 1: my time, I'm gonna say I'm a millionaire in the
Speaker 1: universe belongs to me. It works. It doesn't work when
Speaker 1: I'm faking the orgasm because it seems like I've been
Speaker 1: doing a lot of that. You got to do with yourself, man,
Speaker 1: you can't have somebody else in your damn ship while
Speaker 1: you that's your unless that's your partner that you're gonna
Speaker 1: be with, y'all. Can y'all can manifest together in that
Speaker 1: way while y'all coming. That's another episode though I said,
Speaker 1: I wasn't gonna tell y'all, but that's what y'all need
Speaker 1: to do with stout wasting them nuts, holding until you
Speaker 1: really got some ship. You're trying to ask the universe
Speaker 1: for receeded information, Come and collect. Okay, the blessings. I'm
Speaker 1: abny to go masturbate when we hang up. Yeah, So
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