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Speaker 1: We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion. Who

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Speaker 1: talks back? Hey, it's your girl, a J. Welcome back

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Speaker 1: to a new episode. Up we talk back out just

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Speaker 1: me Tim Bam, y'all. Hey, I love y'all. We have

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Speaker 1: the amazing, amazing Bristol on We talked back this week.

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Speaker 1: She is a world renowned Do you go by just

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Speaker 1: a tarot card reader or a psychic or what? Do

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Speaker 1: you like to be addressed as? What are? Who are you? Um? Well,

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Speaker 1: the sides being a super deeper guest, very exciting, super

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Speaker 1: duper special. I feel super duper special. I'm a terror

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Speaker 1: reader and astrologer, so those are kind of my identifiers.

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Speaker 1: This is a J's wheelhouse right here, not yours, not exactly.

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Speaker 1: I grew up very so I've been Christian. So Tara

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Speaker 1: reading and my mom's house would be like devil me

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Speaker 1: is what she would the devil's work. Yeah, yeah, she

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Speaker 1: would call it devil mean. I I don't call it that.

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Speaker 1: I actually want my terror as long as you're gonna

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Speaker 1: give me good news. Now, if you flipped the card

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Speaker 1: and you see some bullshit, just don't need to tear me.

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Speaker 1: Just keep on moving on with life. Girl. Well, nothing

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Speaker 1: in Taro is bad. Okay, how long? How long have

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Speaker 1: you been doing this? Hey it's thirteen years ago now, um,

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Speaker 1: and I started reading professionally like five and a half

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Speaker 1: years ago. Uh, and I got I was always into astrology,

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Speaker 1: but I got more professional with it, um more recently

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Speaker 1: about three years ago. So but yeah, Tara was always

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Speaker 1: I'm Taro first, astrology second. But terror has always kind

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Speaker 1: of been there, and it is like just the coolest

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Speaker 1: thing I think. Obviously, I can talk about Taro all

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Speaker 1: day every day. So how does tarat work? Exactly? Like

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Speaker 1: A j knows all about it, but me, I know,

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Speaker 1: it's like it looks like a deck of spades or

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Speaker 1: something like that, but there's no books and no points.

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Speaker 1: So can you explain to me in the audience, like

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Speaker 1: what what Tara really is? Yeah? Yeah, So Tarot cards

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Speaker 1: are a deck of cards, obviously, and they actually mirror

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Speaker 1: a playing card deck in the way that playing card

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Speaker 1: decks have four suits. Ptero decks also have four suits.

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Speaker 1: They have an ace through ten car numerical system, and

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Speaker 1: they also have a court card system. So but instead

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Speaker 1: of just having jack Queen king, they have two jacks.

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Speaker 1: So that's just four pursuits. Yeah, yeah, so like and

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Speaker 1: they all Actually I could probably read cards with a

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Speaker 1: regular playing card deck because those those suits match up

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Speaker 1: with suits in the tarot deck. Um. The thing that

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Speaker 1: you add twenty two more cards and um, so really

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Speaker 1: a tarot deck is seventy eight cards, and it has

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Speaker 1: the the playing card deck section, which is called the

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Speaker 1: minor arcona, and the more um spiritual or like evolutionary section,

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Speaker 1: which is called the major arcana. And so the way

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Speaker 1: I describe it, the major icona talks about more like

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Speaker 1: changing thing, as opposed to minor kond of cards really

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Speaker 1: That's just and in the moment kind of situations. So

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Speaker 1: minor kind of card would come up there. So UM,

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Speaker 1: way that it works I always like to say is that, um,

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Speaker 1: when you're asking the Tarot deck, I always think that

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Speaker 1: like what we bring, what we put out reflects back.

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Speaker 1: So in the way that we're asking the cards the question,

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Speaker 1: And so I I read a lot on it just

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Speaker 1: You know, I definitely spend money year reading what's your

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Speaker 1: I moved into the wild Unknown deck and I used

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Speaker 1: there's something about this rhetor Wait Smith deck that really

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Speaker 1: does that No? No, no, no, it's just personal preference.

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Speaker 1: That's okay, I probably swear too much. I feel very

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Speaker 1: hung here. So tell us a little bit about tarot

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Speaker 1: by Mazie website so our listeners can know where to

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Speaker 1: my main my main offerings, I guess I would say,

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Speaker 1: talk about you? Because I'm really cool like four card

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Speaker 1: spread and it talks about like, you know, maybe things

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Speaker 1: and then you can tell me what the car say.

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Speaker 1: Maybe I'm in line with what I already. I need

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Speaker 1: All right, So let's see what the car and saying,

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Speaker 1: don't cross your arms, don't cross your legs, everything open

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Speaker 1: to receive, don't cross my legs. Make sure you hands

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Speaker 1: going across one. If I open, I got both right now?

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Speaker 1: All right, they were crossed. Do I need to put

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Speaker 1: my legs in the air, because I'll do it. You

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Speaker 1: I'm legs. No he did not, girl, Because I'm doing yoga,

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Speaker 1: we'll go up a crack crack crack crack crack. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I need to stretch for sure. I mean feel a hell.

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Speaker 1: Let's dude, Macy's working, y'all. I feel like she's about

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Speaker 1: so I track. I'm like setting them up on my chair. Okay, okay, um,

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Speaker 1: That's five cards. The first card is basically what your

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Speaker 1: so you like work hard and everything, but when it's

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Speaker 1: dealing with that. Um. But it's funny because the next

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Speaker 1: issue that blocks you from moving forward UM, and we

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Speaker 1: got the Hangman reverse the Hangman upright. Uh. In general,

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Speaker 1: but at some point we have to about ourselves, you know,

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Speaker 1: means like you didn't choose to work on that that

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Speaker 1: that you don't want to think about about yourself, that

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Speaker 1: So it's harder for you to kind of accept faults

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Speaker 1: to do. You're just like so much more closed off

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Speaker 1: look back on it and you're like, god, I like

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Speaker 1: They may have me shopping in the thrift store girl.

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Speaker 1: So yeah, that is right, because I'm never going back

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Speaker 1: to that life. And the last card is the advice card.

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Speaker 1: So we have the cream of Swords reversed um, which

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Speaker 1: is basically I'm always right. So when you said that,

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Speaker 1: and I have a strong personality, but I'm not like overbearing.

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Speaker 1: But when she's reversed like this, it's really like my

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Speaker 1: way the highway. Um, I you know, I you're a

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Speaker 1: And then the last card, which is interesting is this

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Speaker 1: it again, but maybe there's like something there that you

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Speaker 1: This is not a long lasting relationship card. It's more

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Speaker 1: like I we like felt so happy and childish and

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Speaker 1: I always yeah, I mean like no, I can't have

427
00:24:37,960 --> 00:24:41,160
Speaker 1: no real relationship with well yeah, and that's all part

428
00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:43,560
Speaker 1: of this, Like I don't want to work on myself.

429
00:24:44,600 --> 00:24:46,320
Speaker 1: I'm going to pick these people because I know it's

430
00:24:46,359 --> 00:24:51,240
Speaker 1: like hot for now. Well, that's really spot right there

431
00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:54,200
Speaker 1: the guy I went right now that ain't going nowhere.

432
00:24:54,320 --> 00:25:04,359
Speaker 1: Child's fun. There you have it now, So what should

433
00:25:04,400 --> 00:25:09,520
Speaker 1: I do based off of that work? On how well

434
00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:14,280
Speaker 1: do the work? What is the work? Well, first of all,

435
00:25:14,359 --> 00:25:16,119
Speaker 1: don't take the douche bags that you are going to

436
00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:22,359
Speaker 1: see yourself with forever, Like why date? Why like lower

437
00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:24,639
Speaker 1: your standards at the very beginning, just to date and

438
00:25:24,680 --> 00:25:27,320
Speaker 1: have fun. Like if you want a long lasting relationship,

439
00:25:27,320 --> 00:25:29,720
Speaker 1: you have to take people who are like good prospects

440
00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:34,280
Speaker 1: for that. That's like number one, And then number two,

441
00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:38,960
Speaker 1: it's being open to receiving uh you know, not feedback,

442
00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:44,320
Speaker 1: like but just being open to other people's perspectives on

443
00:25:44,600 --> 00:25:47,399
Speaker 1: how they feel or certain things that you do that

444
00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:54,720
Speaker 1: make them feel certain ways, and taking some responsibility when necessary,

445
00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:57,159
Speaker 1: and like, thank you, Mac, I gotta I don't even

446
00:25:57,160 --> 00:25:58,960
Speaker 1: gotta come for her. You've come up for her for me.

447
00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:12,600
Speaker 1: Thank you. I'm exhausted now, Yo, it's amazing. Do smashly

448
00:26:13,080 --> 00:26:18,679
Speaker 1: right now? Do her go in? Go in? Maybe? Um?

449
00:26:19,520 --> 00:26:25,000
Speaker 1: Do you know your birth time? Me? Two pm, two pm, Friday,

450
00:26:25,800 --> 00:26:32,240
Speaker 1: June eight four, two pm, Charleston, South Carolina. Why do

451
00:26:32,359 --> 00:26:38,000
Speaker 1: you answer? Because I'm into me? That's why I know

452
00:26:38,119 --> 00:26:42,119
Speaker 1: what My mom still has like a little um, not

453
00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:44,479
Speaker 1: the birth certificate, but like the little car they put

454
00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:47,320
Speaker 1: your foot stamp on as a baby, she still has that.

455
00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:52,439
Speaker 1: So my birth is on June what eight? June eight,

456
00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:57,800
Speaker 1: nineteen eighty four, eight four? Okay, yeah, we're older than

457
00:26:58,119 --> 00:27:05,400
Speaker 1: June eight, eight four at two pm, Charleston, South Carolina,

458
00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:15,280
Speaker 1: two needs four, two pm. Times I want to would

459
00:27:15,320 --> 00:27:17,960
Speaker 1: you rather have that? Then? A? Are you making me

460
00:27:18,040 --> 00:27:21,400
Speaker 1: do extra work? Just do her tar? Just do her terre.

461
00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:24,399
Speaker 1: She already noticed. She I want you to rip and

462
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:27,440
Speaker 1: tear it like you didn't need just now? Okay, what

463
00:27:27,640 --> 00:27:32,199
Speaker 1: what what do you want to talk about? Um? Her

464
00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:39,720
Speaker 1: love life, love lies, uh career, So we have temperance.

465
00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:44,600
Speaker 1: So for me, temperance is all about like emotional balance

466
00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:48,160
Speaker 1: and stability, and it makes me feel like you get

467
00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:50,840
Speaker 1: really invested in your relationships once you're in it. So

468
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:53,480
Speaker 1: it's like, right now, you're taking time for you, You're

469
00:27:53,520 --> 00:27:56,119
Speaker 1: pulling away. You're saying, I don't want to get too

470
00:27:56,160 --> 00:27:59,600
Speaker 1: wrapped up into something unless it's the real deal. So

471
00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:01,560
Speaker 1: I'm trying to keep a level head of trying to

472
00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:05,240
Speaker 1: keep my my emotional stability and my mental stability in

473
00:28:05,280 --> 00:28:07,840
Speaker 1: the same place, like at all times. So you're like

474
00:28:07,960 --> 00:28:11,480
Speaker 1: kind of doing you for now and like going, I

475
00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:15,200
Speaker 1: am in control of how deep I get, how fast

476
00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:17,760
Speaker 1: you know, like you are trying to tell yourself, I'm

477
00:28:17,800 --> 00:28:21,080
Speaker 1: in control. I'm in control. Like, uh, that's kind of

478
00:28:21,240 --> 00:28:24,080
Speaker 1: like your mantra when you go into dating or dating

479
00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:28,159
Speaker 1: scenes or just whatever. Um, you're the one who is

480
00:28:28,200 --> 00:28:30,879
Speaker 1: in control of you, and that's like the most important

481
00:28:30,920 --> 00:28:36,000
Speaker 1: thing for you right now. Um. So regarding your career,

482
00:28:36,119 --> 00:28:38,000
Speaker 1: you've got a really nice one. We got the Night

483
00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:40,960
Speaker 1: of Pentacles, and so this is one of those court

484
00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:43,600
Speaker 1: cards that I was talking about. This is uh a jack,

485
00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:46,440
Speaker 1: we would say, because we have got the night and

486
00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:50,160
Speaker 1: then we have the king. So this to me says

487
00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:52,800
Speaker 1: that there's a lot of projects ahead that you're working

488
00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:56,200
Speaker 1: towards or that are growing, but they are growing and

489
00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:59,400
Speaker 1: they are going to be prosperous. We have panicles, which

490
00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:03,120
Speaker 1: is the suit of money and material, and so whatever

491
00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:06,400
Speaker 1: you're working on now or whatever product you're thinking about

492
00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:09,200
Speaker 1: working on, UM, I would say, definitely go for it

493
00:29:09,280 --> 00:29:11,280
Speaker 1: because it's going to be successful and it's going to work.

494
00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:16,000
Speaker 1: Another question for another quick not question. Another interpretation here

495
00:29:16,080 --> 00:29:18,920
Speaker 1: might be that someone is going to give you an opportunity. Um,

496
00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:22,000
Speaker 1: we have that he looks like he's like offering the pentacle.

497
00:29:22,120 --> 00:29:25,040
Speaker 1: So this could be mean that some opportunity is coming

498
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:27,200
Speaker 1: your way from someone else. So it's not like you're

499
00:29:27,240 --> 00:29:29,560
Speaker 1: creating it, but someone's going to hand it to you,

500
00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:38,520
Speaker 1: which is really awesome either way. It's and then your

501
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:41,120
Speaker 1: last heart was super interesting and it kind of makes

502
00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:43,080
Speaker 1: me it like pulls me back to your love life

503
00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:46,400
Speaker 1: a little bit. Um, we got the this is for

504
00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:51,160
Speaker 1: spiritual just like kind of your essence. I don't know. Um,

505
00:29:51,480 --> 00:29:55,080
Speaker 1: we got the nine of Pentacles reverse. And whenever I

506
00:29:55,120 --> 00:29:57,600
Speaker 1: see this card, it's really a card of self worth.

507
00:29:57,960 --> 00:30:01,480
Speaker 1: It's like I know I value, I know I'm awesome,

508
00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:04,560
Speaker 1: Like I am a catch um when she's upright like this,

509
00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:08,400
Speaker 1: but when she's reversed, it means that we have to

510
00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:10,520
Speaker 1: work on a little bit self of self love or

511
00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:14,440
Speaker 1: a little bit of self confidence. Uh. And I think

512
00:30:15,160 --> 00:30:17,800
Speaker 1: because you put your all into these relationships and you

513
00:30:17,920 --> 00:30:21,719
Speaker 1: like not like lose yourself, but you just you devalue yourself,

514
00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:24,600
Speaker 1: maybe some people end up treating you badly or making

515
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:26,760
Speaker 1: or guilt tripping you into doing something, or manipulate you

516
00:30:26,840 --> 00:30:30,680
Speaker 1: into doing things, making you working with your emotions and

517
00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:34,480
Speaker 1: that emotional um aspect that you give to partners, they

518
00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:37,200
Speaker 1: use that and turn it against you, and then all

519
00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:39,840
Speaker 1: of a sudden you have this self hatred and self

520
00:30:39,920 --> 00:30:44,480
Speaker 1: loathing going on. Um what you know? What? What? How

521
00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:47,560
Speaker 1: did I mess that up? How did I suck that up? Um?

522
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:52,880
Speaker 1: So this is just about bringing value to your life,

523
00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:56,640
Speaker 1: like you are valuable and um, you need to kind

524
00:30:56,680 --> 00:30:59,720
Speaker 1: of show yourself that that's like where your spiritual journeys

525
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:04,520
Speaker 1: on right now, Like more self love to enable self confidence. Yes,

526
00:31:04,640 --> 00:31:06,680
Speaker 1: So between this reading and my reading a couple of

527
00:31:06,720 --> 00:31:10,840
Speaker 1: weeks ago, it's just really affirmative for real, for real,

528
00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:13,760
Speaker 1: And well, I love one thing I just like to say,

529
00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:16,840
Speaker 1: like to women sometimes when we have in relationships like

530
00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:18,640
Speaker 1: how to funk? Why is this happening to? You have

531
00:31:18,760 --> 00:31:21,640
Speaker 1: to dig really deep and see what is it about

532
00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:25,840
Speaker 1: yourself that's inviting this type of energy or this type

533
00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:28,880
Speaker 1: of person and make those corrections that you can open

534
00:31:29,000 --> 00:31:33,960
Speaker 1: yourself up to to what you really deserve. You know,

535
00:31:34,160 --> 00:31:36,640
Speaker 1: it could even be that same person, but maybe your

536
00:31:36,760 --> 00:31:40,880
Speaker 1: energy would then make that person start changing somehow. Right.

537
00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:44,600
Speaker 1: I like that because it's like what patterns? Like what

538
00:31:44,720 --> 00:31:47,960
Speaker 1: are my patterns? How are how are the people I've dated? Where?

539
00:31:48,120 --> 00:31:51,720
Speaker 1: What's the pattern here? And how does that? How do

540
00:31:51,760 --> 00:31:54,080
Speaker 1: I feel about myself? You know when we look at

541
00:31:54,080 --> 00:31:57,080
Speaker 1: those patterns, like how does that work? Why am I

542
00:31:57,240 --> 00:32:03,680
Speaker 1: choosing that pattern over and over again? Yes? I have

543
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:12,239
Speaker 1: my patterns, y'all. It's the worst the fixed rappers. I'm

544
00:32:12,280 --> 00:32:17,840
Speaker 1: a project kind of goal. We we gotta we got

545
00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:23,600
Speaker 1: a segment hub dumb bitch stories. Right, you got a

546
00:32:23,720 --> 00:32:26,080
Speaker 1: dumb bitch story for us? Since you're a fixer rapper,

547
00:32:26,200 --> 00:32:28,480
Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure you've been finest a couple of times.

548
00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:32,479
Speaker 1: But I don't know if it's like I wouldn't call

549
00:32:32,480 --> 00:32:35,880
Speaker 1: it dumb bitch, but I just I've been with a

550
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,800
Speaker 1: lot of them, you know, like, I just just guys

551
00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:42,520
Speaker 1: that have mental health columns, guys I've did an alcoholic Like,

552
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:46,600
Speaker 1: I just it's it's I just choose people who need help.

553
00:32:49,920 --> 00:32:51,800
Speaker 1: I'm attracted to the wounded. But you know why, I

554
00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:54,640
Speaker 1: think it's because, like, if I'm seeking out guys who

555
00:32:55,320 --> 00:33:00,440
Speaker 1: need self insurance and like confidence to see their value, Like,

556
00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:03,360
Speaker 1: does not mean that I need to see value myself

557
00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:05,880
Speaker 1: if you're using that as like I'm here and we

558
00:33:05,960 --> 00:33:08,760
Speaker 1: talked about the reflection or the patterns and how does

559
00:33:08,800 --> 00:33:11,600
Speaker 1: that reflect back onto you. That could be a thing.

560
00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:14,440
Speaker 1: I think that's a lot of women though, like because

561
00:33:14,480 --> 00:33:18,240
Speaker 1: they're naturally nurturers. So you get these projects, you know,

562
00:33:18,440 --> 00:33:21,160
Speaker 1: and I can make them better, or we just see

563
00:33:21,520 --> 00:33:24,160
Speaker 1: something and people that they don't they don't see in themselves,

564
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:26,960
Speaker 1: so we try to and then you end up to

565
00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:32,960
Speaker 1: bleating yourself basically an accepting behavior that is like wounding

566
00:33:33,160 --> 00:33:39,280
Speaker 1: to you. It's so fucked up. A j what would

567
00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:41,960
Speaker 1: you say, Like the type of men that I'm attracted to,

568
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:46,760
Speaker 1: You don't attract fixer ruppers in the aspect of money, maybe,

569
00:33:46,880 --> 00:33:51,640
Speaker 1: but it may be emotional. Maybe they are something may

570
00:33:51,680 --> 00:33:53,680
Speaker 1: be wrong with them. Emotionally and you are trying to

571
00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:56,640
Speaker 1: fix them up in that way. So I don't know.

572
00:33:56,640 --> 00:34:00,840
Speaker 1: I don't think like fixer ruppers is just broke right.

573
00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:03,760
Speaker 1: It could be emotional, you know, neither one of us

574
00:34:03,880 --> 00:34:07,880
Speaker 1: just don't type of fixer uppers. A lot of these

575
00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:10,560
Speaker 1: guys got mama issues. Man. They literally was raised by

576
00:34:10,640 --> 00:34:13,560
Speaker 1: some bitches. So now they don't feel love until you're

577
00:34:13,560 --> 00:34:18,480
Speaker 1: cutting their ass out like a dog. And it's like,

578
00:34:18,520 --> 00:34:20,600
Speaker 1: I want to be loving towards the person out where

579
00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:22,640
Speaker 1: I don't want to have to get crazy on you,

580
00:34:22,800 --> 00:34:24,759
Speaker 1: but it's like you don't think I love you, and

581
00:34:24,800 --> 00:34:27,239
Speaker 1: tip cut you out. I don't talk to people like

582
00:34:27,360 --> 00:34:29,640
Speaker 1: that though not. I don't cuss like, I don't say

583
00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:33,600
Speaker 1: like bad words. I say things that hurt worse than

584
00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:39,960
Speaker 1: bad words, like based off, like uh, this is awful

585
00:34:40,920 --> 00:34:45,120
Speaker 1: about to share this. I don't say things like like

586
00:34:45,560 --> 00:34:47,920
Speaker 1: he'll be vulnerable enough to share with me that he's

587
00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:51,239
Speaker 1: not sure if his first child is really his, and

588
00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:53,680
Speaker 1: then we will be in an argument and I'll be

589
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:56,719
Speaker 1: like that ain't leaving your fucking kids. You know some

590
00:34:56,840 --> 00:35:00,279
Speaker 1: shing like that, like that's you know, that's hurtful. It's

591
00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:05,200
Speaker 1: me But it's not like you're a bit. It's not

592
00:35:05,360 --> 00:35:10,200
Speaker 1: that it's that's not your child, so burn you know

593
00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:15,400
Speaker 1: that's that's worse. That's worse, Yes, because what you do

594
00:35:15,480 --> 00:35:18,280
Speaker 1: when is addressing the tone and how somebody says something.

595
00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:23,239
Speaker 1: But you can say some really nasty ship corregular. Yeah,

596
00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:27,799
Speaker 1: but I don't know. I'm working on it. I think, yeah,

597
00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:31,680
Speaker 1: it's different. I don't like diverge and like say something

598
00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:35,239
Speaker 1: that's like super hurtful but totally off the charts, like

599
00:35:35,360 --> 00:35:39,880
Speaker 1: not even relevant. But I I can say her what

600
00:35:40,000 --> 00:35:42,400
Speaker 1: I want to. I never I never do it unless

601
00:35:42,560 --> 00:35:47,960
Speaker 1: I feel like her, like um, and then I and

602
00:35:48,080 --> 00:35:50,520
Speaker 1: then I'll just like pull something from the very back

603
00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:53,360
Speaker 1: and be like, well remember the time. It's just like

604
00:35:53,600 --> 00:35:57,080
Speaker 1: just like that. It has to be relatable, you know,

605
00:35:57,200 --> 00:35:59,200
Speaker 1: it has to relate to I won't just I like,

606
00:36:00,080 --> 00:36:02,760
Speaker 1: not your child. Comment will have to be some something

607
00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:05,279
Speaker 1: to do with the kids. You know. I wouldn't just

608
00:36:05,360 --> 00:36:08,600
Speaker 1: throw it out there just like hey, guess what I

609
00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:10,879
Speaker 1: remember when you share it with me and now that's

610
00:36:10,920 --> 00:36:15,680
Speaker 1: not your baby. You know I wouldn't do that. You're

611
00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:19,840
Speaker 1: a maniac girl, And no, listen, I don't have to

612
00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:22,000
Speaker 1: win the argument I'm not going to say the worst

613
00:36:22,080 --> 00:36:24,960
Speaker 1: thing to win the argument, because I feel like if

614
00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:27,799
Speaker 1: you love somebody like certain ship, like your heart won't

615
00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:30,280
Speaker 1: let you say your due to them. So when somebody

616
00:36:30,320 --> 00:36:32,920
Speaker 1: can just say the craziest ship to me and I

617
00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:35,200
Speaker 1: gotta disrespect you in that way, we probably should not

618
00:36:35,320 --> 00:36:40,560
Speaker 1: be together because I could be really disrespectful. I would say,

619
00:36:40,719 --> 00:36:45,240
Speaker 1: I'm not I'm definitely not petty. I have zero pettiness

620
00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:49,920
Speaker 1: to me. Cancer, it's very Tell me give me an

621
00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:53,680
Speaker 1: example of me being petty. Um, you said that you

622
00:36:53,800 --> 00:36:56,279
Speaker 1: hope my hair style was ugly. When I was on

623
00:36:56,360 --> 00:37:04,640
Speaker 1: my way to my hair that was petty, as she

624
00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:06,520
Speaker 1: I was on my winter airpoint. But she said, I

625
00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:11,680
Speaker 1: hope your hair gets I hope she sucks your hair up. Dude,

626
00:37:11,719 --> 00:37:19,480
Speaker 1: that's petty. Because he was going back and forth. I'd

627
00:37:19,480 --> 00:37:21,680
Speaker 1: been arguing with this girl like she's my guy. Man,

628
00:37:21,680 --> 00:37:25,520
Speaker 1: I'm sticking her as Yeah, But like two hours later,

629
00:37:25,520 --> 00:37:28,120
Speaker 1: I was like, so are we gonna record tomorrow night? Yeah,

630
00:37:30,360 --> 00:37:34,680
Speaker 1: that's how I went. Me wish my hair was fucked up.

631
00:37:37,280 --> 00:37:42,400
Speaker 1: It guess what it was. I left there. It was bad.

632
00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:45,800
Speaker 1: It was so bad. I was like, I hate this bitch.

633
00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:54,359
Speaker 1: She manifested that my closure was all tweezed. Why this hell?

634
00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:59,640
Speaker 1: I was like, basically, you don't know what I'm talking

635
00:37:59,680 --> 00:38:03,360
Speaker 1: about with the closure being tweets wise, it's white as hell. No,

636
00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:12,240
Speaker 1: it's some black dot about Listen. I appreciated my reading.

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Speaker 1: I don't know about you. Say, we both have some

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Speaker 1: inner work to do. I know I have to do

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Speaker 1: some inner work, but I don't know everybody. Everybody says

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Speaker 1: do the work. Somebody giving me the syllables so I

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Speaker 1: can know what I need to do first. You know,

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Speaker 1: when I tell you to as you say, I'm petty.

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Speaker 1: So what you no want to tell me right now?

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Speaker 1: Tell me in the world? What? What? What is my syllabus? Like?

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Speaker 1: What's the first thing? Accountability? I feel like I take

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Speaker 1: accountability and that's all I have to say. You don't accountability.

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Speaker 1: Accountability is saying you know why you write my bag.

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Speaker 1: It's not you do that. It's not arguing back and

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Speaker 1: forth when you know your dad as wrong. I do

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Speaker 1: say that. Did she just say she got to be

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Speaker 1: right all the time? That doesn't matter and around the

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Speaker 1: don't argue that point. But when you think you're right,

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Speaker 1: the words come out that same way. They're not gonna

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Speaker 1: come out anyway different because you think you're right, But

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Speaker 1: no I will. I have the capacity to apologize when

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Speaker 1: I'm wrong sometimes, did you fucking serial killer? No empathy? Look,

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Speaker 1: got no empathy, Macy. Look, I don't even I have

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Speaker 1: so much empathy that I can't watch grays and at

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Speaker 1: Okay it makes me so sad. Okay, that's a lie.

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Speaker 1: May see listening to plug yourself, girl, talk about your

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Speaker 1: website if you want to follow up with that or

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Speaker 1: in with that, right, all that good stuff. I'm on

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Speaker 1: Instagram like all the time. So just look up terrorby

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Speaker 1: Mazie and there I am asking questions and gets to

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Speaker 1: know me and take my cuss. I think that information

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Speaker 1: on Instagram or on the website, look forward to it.

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Speaker 1: We really appreciate you joining us today, Macy. Yes, we

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Speaker 1: do this. Yeah, I'm always happy to talk about. Maybe

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Speaker 1: we can do this quarterly. Yeah, we can get some

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Speaker 1: updates and see where we are. We get some updates

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Speaker 1: on the love life and whether you need this famous athlete. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: maybe all have done some self work work before then,

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Speaker 1: and then you can just send me a syllabus damn,

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Speaker 1: and then I do the work I always excelled. When

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Speaker 1: the teacher gave us a syllabus at the beginning of

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Speaker 1: the year, I knew exactly what was expected of me,

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Speaker 1: do the work. Just that sentence just don't make sense

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Speaker 1: to me, Like it is the work, She's perfect, I

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Speaker 1: am not. I don't feel that if you don't know

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Speaker 1: the work, then you're perfect. If you don't and there's

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Speaker 1: anything that you can work on, that means you think

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Speaker 1: you're perfect. No, no, I don't. It's not that I said,

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Speaker 1: I don't think I know anything I need to work on.

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Speaker 1: I just don't know what the work is. Like, what

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Speaker 1: is the work? She just told you what the work is, right,

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Speaker 1: did you not being accountable? Okay, that you don't have

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Speaker 1: to receive that, But I said, no, that's that's a

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Speaker 1: great one. Being accountable and being open to other people's

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Speaker 1: opinions and not assuming that you're right all the time.

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Speaker 1: That's basically where it is. Again, I'm so stressed. I'm

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Speaker 1: joking jokes. I'm receiving what you're saying. Okay, I really, Oh,

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Speaker 1: I know, I'm not. I'm not offend all all right, y'all.

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Speaker 1: Follow Macy at taro by macy dot com. We really

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Speaker 1: appreciate you coming on. We talked back, and we hope

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Speaker 1: to talk to you again in the next quarter of

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Speaker 1: our lives. Yes, we do awesome. Okay, them with that

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Speaker 1: future looking like, Yeah, I'm fucking are you feeling uneasy now?

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Speaker 1: I'm stressed out. Yeah, I gotta go do drugs and

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Speaker 1: drink all you use money excuse to do drugs and drinks.

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Speaker 1: My terror reading was so stressful. Somebody roll up. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Between that reading and the last one I have is

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Speaker 1: just pretty affirmative that I'm on the right. I like

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Speaker 1: psychists better than tear him because I don't feel like

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Speaker 1: she didn't tell me sh I ain't know already. Wait

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Speaker 1: wait wait, wait wait, So she didn't tell you ship

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Speaker 1: you don't know, but you still need a syllabus. Yes,

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Speaker 1: do the work. You gotta do the work. Everybody says that,

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Speaker 1: but nobody says what the fucking work is. It's just

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Speaker 1: internally they say, dig beat Okay, how do you how?

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Speaker 1: How like I know my If I want a successful career, right,

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Speaker 1: I know I'd be bullshitting with time. I know I'd

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Speaker 1: be bushing with the things I need to do, Like

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Speaker 1: you know what your fucking problems is? You know, like

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Speaker 1: the ship that's keeping you from getting to the fucking

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Speaker 1: next level. Dog, you don't need no syllabus like you

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Speaker 1: know the things from love. No, I don't. I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I don't know it is And so do you want

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Speaker 1: me to tell you in the world very quick? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it is messing with men that are not obtainable. You

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Speaker 1: are attracted to the unattainability of men. I feel like

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Speaker 1: if you get a man that is attainable, that you

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Speaker 1: could that's gonna be around around people like man, that's

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Speaker 1: you get on my nerve. I really don't like them

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Speaker 1: when you make them way for no reason? Are they just?

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Speaker 1: And then she still don't work out. So I feel

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Speaker 1: like when you get somebody you kinda it's like, uh no,

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Speaker 1: that's not true because that last guy, how long did

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Speaker 1: it take you to give him a shot? Something? But

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Speaker 1: you're busting wide open for the wrong nigga quick because

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Speaker 1: you feel like, girl, you don't know my life killers. Man,

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Speaker 1: we both put a lot of catch up on our

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Speaker 1: fries in the circle, not on the side. Yeah, we

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Speaker 1: all wt work in progress. Now, all you could do

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Speaker 1: is take it the day to time. But every day

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Speaker 1: you have to make that conscious decision to be better

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Speaker 1: than yesterday. And that's what you just gotta wake up

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Speaker 1: and do. So y'all want to know what that magic is, ditch,

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Speaker 1: happen over here making magic. I'm gonna tell a world

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Speaker 1: what I've been doing. I've been master dating and seeing

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Speaker 1: my affirmations at the same time, and coming is what

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Speaker 1: I've been doing, like for real, for real. We had

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Speaker 1: twenty thousand downloads for our last at the phone, mad

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Speaker 1: at the type of ship I have been meditating on,

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Speaker 1: and now I just get all these good affirmations about

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Speaker 1: ship that already know that's gonna happen because I'm putting

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Speaker 1: all my good old I Am I WILL statements in

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Speaker 1: the universe. And why are you coming while I'm coming?

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Speaker 1: That's what your teami orgasm is forward. It's not for

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Speaker 1: some bullshit, for real, for real. So the next time,

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Speaker 1: my time, I'm gonna say I'm a millionaire in the

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Speaker 1: universe belongs to me. It works. It doesn't work when

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Speaker 1: I'm faking the orgasm because it seems like I've been

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Speaker 1: doing a lot of that. You got to do with yourself, man,

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Speaker 1: you can't have somebody else in your damn ship while

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Speaker 1: you that's your unless that's your partner that you're gonna

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Speaker 1: be with, y'all. Can y'all can manifest together in that

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Speaker 1: way while y'all coming. That's another episode though I said,

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Speaker 1: I wasn't gonna tell y'all, but that's what y'all need

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Speaker 1: to do with stout wasting them nuts, holding until you

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Speaker 1: really got some ship. You're trying to ask the universe

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Speaker 1: for receeded information, Come and collect. Okay, the blessings. I'm

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Speaker 1: abny to go masturbate when we hang up. Yeah, So

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Speaker 1: if you enjoyed this episode, please tune in every Thursday

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Speaker 1: by y'all. Bye,