WEBVTT - “I WORK AT AN AUSTRIAN HOMELESS SHELTER"

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, Hi, Hi. What is your name?

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<v Speaker 2>My name's Eric.

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<v Speaker 1>Eric. Where are you calling from? Eric? I see a

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<v Speaker 1>bizarre area code.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm calling from Austria.

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<v Speaker 1>Austria. Austria is kind of like, it's kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>a low key Germany, right because Germany, Germany became high

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<v Speaker 1>key because they did all that World War two stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>and Austria is still a little germany Ish, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>not as high key because they didn't do that. Is

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<v Speaker 1>that true?

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<v Speaker 2>Is that?

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<v Speaker 1>Am I talking crazy?

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<v Speaker 2>Kind of? But Hitler was actually Austrian, so be kind.

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<v Speaker 1>Of really Yeah, well Hitler was Austrian, yeah, I thought.

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<v Speaker 1>But his whole thing was like Germany is going to

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<v Speaker 1>take over the world and like German supremacy. So why

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<v Speaker 1>would he go from Austria to Germany and then be like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>German's rock and then was not was did one guy

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<v Speaker 1>not be like, hey aren't you You're not even German?

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<v Speaker 2>When he was young, he tried to be an artist

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<v Speaker 2>and he failed at the University of Jenna, I think,

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<v Speaker 2>and then he went to Germany to yeah, I get

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<v Speaker 2>into politics. He took over Austria too, like Austria back

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<v Speaker 2>then was a part of Germany.

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<v Speaker 1>I think so yeah, okay, I'm on Wikipedia. Adolf Hitler

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<v Speaker 1>was an Austrian born German politician. Okay, that makes sense. Germany, Okay, like, look,

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<v Speaker 1>be honest with me here about this and tell me. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>are Germany and Austria kind of the same thing, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Guess for the rest of the world kind of, but

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<v Speaker 2>here we definitely seasion differences, like yeah, Austria Austrian's talk

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<v Speaker 2>a little bit different. Yeah, it's just.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, this is kind of I mean, I guess

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<v Speaker 1>this is kind of like if like some Canadian dudes

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<v Speaker 1>came down to America and he was like, He's like,

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<v Speaker 1>America's number one, We're gonna make it the best thing.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, well, why do you give I thought you

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<v Speaker 1>were Canadian?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's kind of love to the Canadian US.

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<v Speaker 1>Well as as I say often on this show. Enough

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<v Speaker 1>about Hitler, what's going on with you?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's funny you called me. I actually thought about

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm going to talk if you pick up. I

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<v Speaker 2>called like one hundred times. My phone bill is going up,

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<v Speaker 2>but I don't care, and I couldn't think of anything.

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<v Speaker 2>I just wanted to tell you I'm going to your

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<v Speaker 2>Cologne show. On the eighteenth of November.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh wow, that's cool. No when Yes, So I'm doing

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<v Speaker 1>a live show in Cologne, Germany. And when they asked

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<v Speaker 1>me when when I saw that, when like the person

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<v Speaker 1>who helps me do my tours was like, you want

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<v Speaker 1>to do Colone Germany? I was like, yeah, I'll go

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<v Speaker 1>to Cologne and do a show for the five people

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<v Speaker 1>that'll show up to that. But but get this, I

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<v Speaker 1>have sold board tickets in Cologne, Germany. Then like then, like,

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<v Speaker 1>I fucking like North Carolina, which is kind of funny.

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<v Speaker 1>One is much farther away.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's closest to me, but still like it's going

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<v Speaker 2>to be like an eight nine hour car drift.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, oh shit, No, I'm excited for that one.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm excited. I there's I you know, I went, I

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<v Speaker 1>did all the European I did a big European tour

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<v Speaker 1>last year, and I didn't hit Cologne, And this is

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna show up there and be like, who the

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<v Speaker 1>fuck are all these people in Cologne. I don't even

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<v Speaker 1>know what it is. I've never been anywhere in Germany

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<v Speaker 1>except Berlin. So I'm excited. Yeah, if you know any

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<v Speaker 1>good Cologne spots to do math or eat food. Let

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<v Speaker 1>me know.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, man, I need those spots too. I guess when

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<v Speaker 2>I'm there. I ever been to Cologne, so it's going

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<v Speaker 2>to be the first time for both of us.

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<v Speaker 1>So okay, so well, enough about me, enough about Hitler.

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<v Speaker 1>What's uh? What's up with you? What's your life like?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know right now. I'm kind of like hanging

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<v Speaker 2>in there, I guess, or not much happening. I finished

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<v Speaker 2>my degree in earlier this year, just like started working

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<v Speaker 2>now yeah, living with my girlfriend like kind of like

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<v Speaker 2>quiet life now, I guess been kind of not bad

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<v Speaker 2>in the past. I'm enjoying it right now. I guess

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<v Speaker 2>plan on traveling next year, moving away in here all

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<v Speaker 2>my life so yeah, ready for something new.

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<v Speaker 1>How old are you? I'm twenty four, twenty four and

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<v Speaker 1>and where are you going to move to? You think.

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<v Speaker 2>First we plan on going like on big travel. I

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<v Speaker 2>guess like some world traveling type deal.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice you say that you are so you feel like

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<v Speaker 1>you're living a quiet life? Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, now now I do?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, okay, now you do? What when wouldn't tell me about?

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<v Speaker 1>Was your life previously loud?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? I guess you could say, like just like until

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<v Speaker 2>I found my girlfriend like two years ago. Was yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>just dealing throughout my teen ures with a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>mental health issues and drug use and stuff like that,

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<v Speaker 2>and that all kinds of Yeah. I went to therapy

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<v Speaker 2>and medication. I'm aut medication. Now done with therapy and

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<v Speaker 2>it's all good now.

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<v Speaker 1>Very cool. How long were you, I mean, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if you want to talk about any

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<v Speaker 1>of this stuff. You don't have to if you don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to, But were you, like, how long were you

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<v Speaker 1>struggling with that stuff before before you began your quiet life?

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<v Speaker 2>I guess like all start back when I was fourteen fifteen,

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<v Speaker 2>troubles at home, Yeah, trying drugs and just hanging out

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<v Speaker 2>with different people a big I had a big friend circle.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like it was like kind of like family,

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<v Speaker 2>and we just went through everything together. I guess a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of bad times, but yeah, and this whole friend

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<v Speaker 2>circle kind of broke apart when like major events happened.

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<v Speaker 2>And since then, I'm more alone, but I actually enjoy it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's more peaceful and I can't take much more care

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<v Speaker 2>of myself. M So that happened there like three years ago,

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<v Speaker 2>I think so, ah, six years I struggled pretty much.

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<v Speaker 2>What's you say?

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<v Speaker 1>You feel like it's interesting to me because I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been thinking that. I always feel like the point

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<v Speaker 1>of life is to, like, I guess, have as many

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<v Speaker 1>like relationships and human connections as possible. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>if that's the entire point of life. And everyone's a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit kind of like wired differently in that regard

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<v Speaker 1>in terms of how much human interaction they want to have.

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<v Speaker 1>And for some people, you know, that stuff energizes them.

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<v Speaker 1>For other people, it exhausts them. And you're telling me

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<v Speaker 1>you're feeling like, uh, you know, life without the big

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<v Speaker 1>group of folks, you know, just kind of hanging out

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<v Speaker 1>with your girlfriends, you're feeling you're feeling happier and better

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<v Speaker 1>that way.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I guess I still struggle with like loneliness. It's

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<v Speaker 2>more like a lack of community, I think, And it's

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<v Speaker 2>I live in a more rural part here, so it's

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<v Speaker 2>not not that I would say, yeah, everyone knows everyone,

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<v Speaker 2>and so I feel like I'm kind of done here,

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<v Speaker 2>like also socially wise. So that's also a big reason

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<v Speaker 2>why I want to go travel and meet new people,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe find a community.

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<v Speaker 3>I'll fit in.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's why I'm also open to moving somewhere else,

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<v Speaker 2>because I got a desire to to meet new people.

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<v Speaker 2>And yeah, and like you said, I still have a

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<v Speaker 2>big wish for community and people I can connect to.

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<v Speaker 2>I just like that here a lot. But it's also

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<v Speaker 2>I also see the positive, I guess because yeah, like

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<v Speaker 2>I said, I could take the time and the energy

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<v Speaker 2>to focus more on myself in the time I really

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<v Speaker 2>needed it.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, yeah, I feel you man. I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 1>do I'm trying to do stuff like that too, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>form a form you know. I mean, I got, I got,

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<v Speaker 1>I got a whole internet thing, but I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 1>form a little bit more, you know, local community. I

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<v Speaker 1>think that stuff is important. Where where is all? Where

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<v Speaker 1>all is on your travel list?

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<v Speaker 2>We want to start, like go go east from central Europe,

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<v Speaker 2>start in Georgia, like India, Nepal, Thailand, Philippines, maybe Korea,

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<v Speaker 2>and also some some places and American continent, I guess,

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<v Speaker 2>like Canada. I want to I want to look at

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not too quite sure about the US, but also

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<v Speaker 2>Central and Latin America.

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<v Speaker 1>Why are you? Why are you not too sure about

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<v Speaker 1>the United States?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I feel like it's so big and

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<v Speaker 2>I don't I can't really figure out where to go.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh, yeah, it is a little big. It is is

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<v Speaker 1>a little big. I mean, I don't know this. You

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<v Speaker 1>could just pick a place you can go to Asheville,

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<v Speaker 1>North Carolina. I don't know if you'll have a good time,

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<v Speaker 1>but you can go there.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, I'm gonna go Ashville, North Carolina.

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<v Speaker 1>Where do you what? What do you do for work?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have like a remote gig? What's the what's

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<v Speaker 1>what's that whole thing?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a social worker.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, do you work online or do you like?

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<v Speaker 1>How how are you gonna?

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<v Speaker 2>I work at a homeless shelter, m so it'sficult to

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<v Speaker 2>do that remote.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me about Yeah, sorry, go ahead.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I guess there's some opportunities where you can work

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<v Speaker 2>social work online. I haven't looked into it too much.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me about the working at the homeless shelter. What's that?

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<v Speaker 4>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>I always say, like, I think it kind of cured

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<v Speaker 2>me too, Like I started with the fashion and stuff

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<v Speaker 2>and just seeing I worked there like for two or

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<v Speaker 2>three years now. I worked during my education to a

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<v Speaker 2>few of my studies and yeah, I feel like just

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<v Speaker 2>meeting those people and they still all got hope and

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<v Speaker 2>smile on the face every day, but still lost everything,

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<v Speaker 2>And that's really inspiring. And yeah, kind of cured me

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<v Speaker 2>from being sad about stuff I was said about. I think.

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<v Speaker 1>Interesting. So when you so you're working at the homeless

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<v Speaker 1>shelter and like the you're telling you're telling me the

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<v Speaker 1>morale is better than one might expect.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess so yeah you could say it and h interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm curious if you can touch a little bit more

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<v Speaker 1>on that, because yeah, that sounds like a big, a

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<v Speaker 1>big perspective shift of some kind. Like, so people, So

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<v Speaker 1>why do you think that that these people are able

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<v Speaker 1>to have a you know, still smile and still be

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<v Speaker 1>you know, happy despite their situation, Like what do you

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<v Speaker 1>what do you? What do you? What do you think

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<v Speaker 1>considering like what you've observed, what you've heard from talking

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<v Speaker 1>to them.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, the thing is when I'm meeting them, they're usually

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<v Speaker 2>getting helped in some form or another, like getting bad,

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<v Speaker 2>getting food, getting some money. So I guess when I

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<v Speaker 2>meet them at our institution, they're like more a thankful

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<v Speaker 2>mood and just appreciate a little help they get instead

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<v Speaker 2>of outside, they pretty much receive a lot of Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>they're just stigmatized and yeah, they are literally on the

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<v Speaker 2>edges of our society. Yeah, and I think they just

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<v Speaker 2>it's like we also have like a meeting point for

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<v Speaker 2>the for the scene, so I feel like, yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 2>just a positive place for them to to some Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>like we mentioned earlier, community and and guess some of

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<v Speaker 2>their basic needs fulfills and that's positive thing I guess

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<v Speaker 2>for them. But also yeah, I guess if they would

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<v Speaker 2>lose their hope, there's there's not much reason to live

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<v Speaker 2>anymore for most of them. A lot of them are depressed,

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<v Speaker 2>but you can really feel that they have big hopes

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<v Speaker 2>and always tell themselves it's getting better, and yeah, that's

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<v Speaker 2>really good inspiring.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. How do you feel How do you feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that influenced your your perspective on your own life?

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. Yeah, just just be thankful for what I got,

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<v Speaker 2>I guess. Yeah, I really started to appreciate the things

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<v Speaker 2>I have way more and I often just ask myself,

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<v Speaker 2>it's a really reason to be not happy right now?

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<v Speaker 2>We're not thankful and most of the time there there

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<v Speaker 2>isn't really a reason. So yeah, that that. Yeah, that

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<v Speaker 2>kind of stuck with me.

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<v Speaker 1>What's the is there? Like, what what's what's the homeless

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<v Speaker 1>situation like in Austria? Is it because you know in

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<v Speaker 1>in in many cities, uh, you know, across the US,

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's it's pretty bad, is it? Is it as

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<v Speaker 1>bad in in Austria.

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<v Speaker 2>I think you could generally say we have more, we

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<v Speaker 2>have a better social system, but you can feel that

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<v Speaker 2>there's like shift. And we also, since COVID happened, have

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<v Speaker 2>some yeah not so good economy and the price went

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<v Speaker 2>up like hell, especially in living and food. So we

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<v Speaker 2>have like opportunity to sleep in. Our beds are like

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<v Speaker 2>always full and this summer was like the first year

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<v Speaker 2>where it was all is full and I never saw

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<v Speaker 2>that in the summer time because most of the people

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<v Speaker 2>just leave outside when it's warm enough. So it's definitely

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<v Speaker 2>getting worse, but I think, like compared to the US,

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<v Speaker 2>it's still not that bad, especially like I said, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>kind of living in a rural part of Austria. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>we still we still have powerty here and it's definitely

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<v Speaker 2>a problem. But yeah, compared to other places on this planet,

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<v Speaker 2>we definitely yeah less, Yeah, is.

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<v Speaker 1>There because is there like a lot of drug use too,

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<v Speaker 1>or is that also not as been.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, the people I work with, like I would say,

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<v Speaker 2>like eighty ninety percent got some form of addiction, So yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of heroine and alcohol mostly.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you so working how long have you worked? Have

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<v Speaker 1>you worked at the shelter.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like my third year now.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you had any experiences where like you knew someone

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<v Speaker 1>at the shelter who was like addicted to drugs and

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<v Speaker 1>like really having a having a shitty time, and like you,

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<v Speaker 1>over time you saw them get better and improve their life.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, definitely. I had one girl and she was

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<v Speaker 2>pretty crazy. She had a boyfriend and they always came

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<v Speaker 2>together to our shelter. It was like in the beginning

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<v Speaker 2>when I started, and they were addicted to Benzo's alcohol

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<v Speaker 2>and opiates, always eating the shit out of each other.

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<v Speaker 2>It was really like you needed the police a couple

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<v Speaker 2>of times, and then we just didn't hear anything from them.

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<v Speaker 2>Like two months ago, we received an email they just

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<v Speaker 2>moved to Vienna, like our capital, moved away from the

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<v Speaker 2>scene and got clean and got a job now to

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<v Speaker 2>live together. So yeah, they definitely got better. But most

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<v Speaker 2>of the time I always say, it's a pretty hard

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<v Speaker 2>job because you don't see those moments of success, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>because people come when they need help, and when they're better,

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<v Speaker 2>they usually don't come. So it's it's very hard to

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<v Speaker 2>notice if someone gets better because usually they just disappear.

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<v Speaker 2>And that could mean a lot of things.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, right right, I guess that's true. I guess

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<v Speaker 1>if someone comes to you for help at the shelter

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<v Speaker 1>and you don't see them again, it either means you

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<v Speaker 1>know that they got better they got worse, but you

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<v Speaker 1>don't really you can't really tell. I mean, it's cool

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<v Speaker 1>that you got an email from those people, so you

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<v Speaker 1>can like be there that situation, right right.

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<v Speaker 2>Some people, like years later they just come over and say, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>you helped us in the situation. It was really nice

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<v Speaker 2>and we got better. Now that's nice to see. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>like I said, most of the people just vanish kind

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<v Speaker 2>of now.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if this is a question of like

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<v Speaker 1>your experience or if this is just whether you want

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<v Speaker 1>to be optimistic or pessimistic. But when you don't see

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<v Speaker 1>someone after you know anymore, do you assume that things

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<v Speaker 1>got better or things got worse?

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<v Speaker 2>Depends on the person. I would say, like the generation

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<v Speaker 2>of the life they're in. Yeah, I can't say it,

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<v Speaker 2>but most of the time they're out of my head,

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<v Speaker 2>out of side, out of mind kind of because we

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<v Speaker 2>got a lot of people there. And yeah, I just

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<v Speaker 2>focus on the people that that are here and in

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<v Speaker 2>front of me, and I try to distance myself as

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<v Speaker 2>much as I can when I'm not in contact with

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<v Speaker 2>those people. I would say, but yeah, obviously your mind

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<v Speaker 2>you start to think. But I would say, I'm more

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<v Speaker 2>of an optimistic person now, and yeah, just generally better

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<v Speaker 2>for my mental health if I don't assume the worst.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess what is your ultimate dream? Eric? It's Eric, right, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I always forget everyone's fucking name.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I feel honored. Yeah, my ultimate dream is too,

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<v Speaker 2>to live in a self sustaining community somewhere on the

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<v Speaker 2>countryside or something like on a farm. I always dreamed

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<v Speaker 2>about that.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, hmm, you know what I wanted to I'm curious

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<v Speaker 1>about this. I'm gonna take questions from the chat for you. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>except this. I was talking to this guy. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if you guys hurt. So I was talking to

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<v Speaker 1>this guy on one of the other podcasts and I

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<v Speaker 1>was about to hang up, well and not hang up,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know, the conversation was ending, and he was like, what,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't get any questions from the chat? And I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I was like, nah, you know, because I well,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't give you. By the way, it's not like

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's not like getting questions from the chat. It's

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<v Speaker 1>not like a you know, Tonight Show Johnny Carshon invites

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<v Speaker 1>you over to the couch kind of thing. It's just

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes sometimes I feel it. Sometimes I don't, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>but for I don't know, for you seem like a

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<v Speaker 1>cool guy, So I want to get some questions from

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<v Speaker 1>the chat. If the chat has any questions, I'll see,

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<v Speaker 1>it'll take a little bit of them to time for

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<v Speaker 1>them to A lot of the time chat is just

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<v Speaker 1>dumb ass emojis and people talking about something that's nothing

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<v Speaker 1>to do with anything. Okay, we got a we got

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<v Speaker 1>a real quiet but not but not today, we got

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<v Speaker 1>some real questions. All right. Someone said, if you weren't

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<v Speaker 1>working in a homeless shelter, what other area of social

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<v Speaker 1>work would interest you?

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<v Speaker 2>Before I worked at the shelter, I was working like

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<v Speaker 2>like youth center in my town. I guess that was

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<v Speaker 2>really cool. I could like skateboard all day with the

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<v Speaker 2>guys there and just two cool stuff. I guess, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it's more positive and more chill. But I kind of

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<v Speaker 2>got bored after while, so I figured, yeah, I need

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<v Speaker 2>something a little bit more action. I would say, so, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>but I guess something with like young people, teenagers, stuff

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<v Speaker 2>like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Someone wants to know how you plan to fund your

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<v Speaker 1>trips around the world.

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<v Speaker 2>The last years I managed to save a little money. Now,

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<v Speaker 2>my girlfriend also is a social worker. We studying. We're

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<v Speaker 2>both earning not that bad, so we're just saving up

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<v Speaker 2>and yeah, just focus on saving for a year now

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<v Speaker 2>and then I think it would be enough.

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<v Speaker 1>Someone wants to know if you think who would win

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<v Speaker 1>in a fight between Goku and Superman.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh damn, I'm not into any of those.

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<v Speaker 1>Fuck sorry chatter. This guy has a life, all right.

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<v Speaker 1>Someone said, let's see here. Someone's said, what city in

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<v Speaker 1>Austria is this shelter? I went to Vienna and did

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<v Speaker 1>not see any poverty at all.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's not Vienna. It's it's actually on the other

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<v Speaker 2>side of Austria. But I'm not going to give the location.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, it's generally pretty clean. But if you if

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<v Speaker 2>you get into some areas here also Vienna, also my town,

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<v Speaker 2>you you definitely notice some some poverty. Yeah, like I said,

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<v Speaker 2>it's definitely not that much like different places place.

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<v Speaker 1>So someone someone asked, uh, what is your favorite Austrian food?

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<v Speaker 2>Damn cash Bedsler.

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<v Speaker 1>What what did you just say?

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<v Speaker 2>It's called cash Beretsler. It means like, yeah, it's basically

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<v Speaker 2>mac and cheese, but with like different noodles and a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of local cheese. So it's pretty nice.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's say okay, catspin say one say very slowly time

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<v Speaker 1>cash sper cash Spetzler.

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<v Speaker 3>You got it.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh cool, we have we have craft here which is

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<v Speaker 1>quits this rat shitty mac and cheese.

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<v Speaker 2>No, it's not like that. It's way better all right.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh okay, last question, So I want to know how

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<v Speaker 1>you met your girlfriends.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we met at the university. She's she's a social

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<v Speaker 2>worker too. We graduated together. So yeah, basically just studying.

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<v Speaker 1>Cool, cool, cool. You seem like a cool guy.

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<v Speaker 4>Eric.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope that I like what you're doing. I'm glad

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<v Speaker 1>you're out here doing uh real ship in the universe.

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<v Speaker 1>You deserve all the mac and cheese that you deserve,

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<v Speaker 1>all the weird Austrian mac and cheese that you can

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<v Speaker 1>get your hands on and all right, and so I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna meet you. You're coming to Colonna.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I hope we're going all right?

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<v Speaker 1>Sick. Yeah, Well, I I meet it. I try to.

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<v Speaker 1>I try to meet everyone after the shows. I like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, so yeah, when we meet, be like, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>the guy who works at the shelter, and I'll be like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh fuck, you're that guy. So we'll uh and then

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<v Speaker 1>we'll and then we can stare at each other or whatever. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>is there anything else? I'm looking forward to staring at YouTube? Brother?

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<v Speaker 1>Is there anything else you want to say to the

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<v Speaker 1>people of the computer before we go?

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<v Speaker 2>Love y'all, have a good night, Love.

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<v Speaker 1>You grek, Hey you too, take care brother?

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<v Speaker 2>Bye. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>I like that guy. He was chill, he had a

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<v Speaker 1>good demeanor to himself, talked about I know some people

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<v Speaker 1>are just they just got good vibes. That guy had

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<v Speaker 1>a good vibe. He's uh uh yeah. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>do I have Do I have anything else to say

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<v Speaker 1>about the state about what we have learned over the

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<v Speaker 1>past twenty five minutes about the state of mental health

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<v Speaker 1>in Austria. I don't think I do. I think I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just rambling to pad out the time of this call.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's what I'm doing, and I'm gonna stop

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<v Speaker 1>doing that in three two one, Hello, Hello? What is

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<v Speaker 1>your name?

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<v Speaker 4>My name is Linda.

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<v Speaker 1>Linda. What's going on? How's life?

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<v Speaker 4>Life is great? I just I won a pinball tournament

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<v Speaker 4>last night, so I want to talk about that. It

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<v Speaker 4>was great.

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<v Speaker 1>Many how many people were we're in this pinball tournament?

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<v Speaker 4>We had seven people?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay? How does a pinball tournament work? Is it like

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<v Speaker 1>people go back and forth to see who can get

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<v Speaker 1>the biggest score.

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<v Speaker 4>So I was also running it. We use this thing

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<v Speaker 4>called match play where it has like a set number

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<v Speaker 4>of machines you're playing and you get randomized with like

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<v Speaker 4>two people on each machine. So whoever gets the highest

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<v Speaker 4>score then they get a point for that round you

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<v Speaker 4>go onto the next one.

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<v Speaker 1>That space. Okay, so you you organized the pinball tournament?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, how did you go about? Tell me? I'm curious

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<v Speaker 1>because you know, I'm in a headspace right now where

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<v Speaker 1>I really want to put on more events. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I have my tour, which is great, but I want

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<v Speaker 1>to do more like local fun things. So tell and

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<v Speaker 1>I also, you know, I want to encourage the people

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<v Speaker 1>who listen to this to organize doing more fun local

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<v Speaker 1>things because I think it's an incredible uh benefit to

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<v Speaker 1>one as a human being. So tell us from the

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<v Speaker 1>ground up, how did you organize this pinball tournament?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? Yeah, so I totally agree with that. I think

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<v Speaker 4>it's great to have like small spaces for anyone to

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<v Speaker 4>just either learn or you know, dive into it if

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<v Speaker 4>they're really into that environment. But I end up getting

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<v Speaker 4>into the pinball in tournaments and all that stuff primarily

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<v Speaker 4>just from going to conventions and having arcades available. So

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<v Speaker 4>I just played a whole bunch of pinball there since

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<v Speaker 4>it was on free play, and that kind of opened

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<v Speaker 4>the doors to like, there's this app called pinball Map

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<v Speaker 4>where you can find different locations that have a whole

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<v Speaker 4>bunch of pinball machines. I moved to a new city

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<v Speaker 4>and started playing at the local arcade there, and since

0:27:22.920 --> 0:27:25.480
<v Speaker 4>I was there pretty often, they asked me if I

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<v Speaker 4>wanted to like host a women's tournament so that way,

0:27:28.320 --> 0:27:30.320
<v Speaker 4>you know, women can have a safe place to play

0:27:30.440 --> 0:27:33.320
<v Speaker 4>and you know, hang out and ask questions and learn

0:27:33.440 --> 0:27:36.600
<v Speaker 4>where it's not like a stressful environment for some people

0:27:36.640 --> 0:27:39.119
<v Speaker 4>because sometimes it could be a little cut throat. Women's

0:27:39.160 --> 0:27:40.440
<v Speaker 4>tournaments are usually pretty chill.

0:27:42.800 --> 0:27:45.359
<v Speaker 1>The pinball scene is cutthroat.

0:27:46.400 --> 0:27:51.200
<v Speaker 4>It can be, yeah, in what sense. There's a lot

0:27:51.240 --> 0:27:54.240
<v Speaker 4>of rules to some of the machines, and like if

0:27:54.280 --> 0:27:58.720
<v Speaker 4>you accidentally mess up somehow, then sometimes people get really

0:27:58.800 --> 0:28:02.159
<v Speaker 4>up at these and they're like, well, you can't do that,

0:28:02.240 --> 0:28:04.920
<v Speaker 4>we have to like disqualify you from the tournament. Also

0:28:04.960 --> 0:28:06.520
<v Speaker 4>the crap whever.

0:28:06.720 --> 0:28:08.480
<v Speaker 1>So I want to just I just want to get

0:28:08.480 --> 0:28:10.919
<v Speaker 1>into this for just a second, because here's the thing

0:28:10.960 --> 0:28:15.320
<v Speaker 1>about he's saying about pinball is like the the amount

0:28:15.359 --> 0:28:19.440
<v Speaker 1>of inputs that you can make in this game. It's

0:28:19.480 --> 0:28:22.880
<v Speaker 1>like in most games have like uh you know, kind

0:28:22.880 --> 0:28:24.359
<v Speaker 1>of like an not an infinite, but like they have

0:28:24.400 --> 0:28:27.919
<v Speaker 1>there's they have several buttons that you can press many inputs.

0:28:27.920 --> 0:28:30.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm a big super Smash pros guy, and you know

0:28:30.440 --> 0:28:33.040
<v Speaker 1>we have on the controller there's like ten fucking buttons.

0:28:33.760 --> 0:28:38.360
<v Speaker 1>Pinball really only has two inputs. It's the right trigger

0:28:38.480 --> 0:28:41.360
<v Speaker 1>and the left the left bumper, the left fucking thing

0:28:41.400 --> 0:28:45.520
<v Speaker 1>and the right fucking thing. And so I don't obviously

0:28:45.560 --> 0:28:47.760
<v Speaker 1>you're not supposed to pick up the machine and fucking

0:28:47.800 --> 0:28:50.680
<v Speaker 1>tilt the thing. But outside of that, I mean, how

0:28:50.800 --> 0:28:54.400
<v Speaker 1>much of a how much is there really to fuck

0:28:54.520 --> 0:28:58.400
<v Speaker 1>up or cheats? You know, with such a limited amount

0:28:58.440 --> 0:29:00.520
<v Speaker 1>of input into the game and a role.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I this has happened in a handful of times

0:29:05.320 --> 0:29:08.280
<v Speaker 4>where I've seen people. I've done this myself, where if

0:29:08.280 --> 0:29:10.680
<v Speaker 4>you're playing against someone else and you accidentally play their

0:29:10.720 --> 0:29:16.520
<v Speaker 4>ball instead, oh yeah, you can mess up because sometimes

0:29:16.520 --> 0:29:19.640
<v Speaker 4>it's very easy to think that it's your ball the

0:29:19.720 --> 0:29:23.480
<v Speaker 4>excellent place one else is. Or if there's some other

0:29:25.080 --> 0:29:26.840
<v Speaker 4>in the game where you can get an extra ball

0:29:27.480 --> 0:29:30.040
<v Speaker 4>and you're not supposed to play those usually, so if

0:29:30.040 --> 0:29:32.680
<v Speaker 4>you play it, sometimes I can just qualify you. Yeah,

0:29:32.720 --> 0:29:35.360
<v Speaker 4>people are just like really picky about some of those rules.

0:29:35.360 --> 0:29:39.640
<v Speaker 4>But yeah, it's kind of silly. I'm a pretty casual

0:29:39.680 --> 0:29:43.400
<v Speaker 4>player for a tournament player, but yeah, some people are

0:29:43.440 --> 0:29:45.520
<v Speaker 4>just like really sticklers about it.

0:29:46.320 --> 0:29:48.400
<v Speaker 1>So this is cool. You move to a new city,

0:29:48.440 --> 0:29:49.760
<v Speaker 1>do you know anyone in the new city?

0:29:50.920 --> 0:29:52.920
<v Speaker 4>I like a handful of people, like maybe three or

0:29:52.920 --> 0:29:53.400
<v Speaker 4>four people.

0:29:54.320 --> 0:29:59.720
<v Speaker 1>What city is it? Richmond, Richmond, Virginia? How does one

0:30:00.840 --> 0:30:07.000
<v Speaker 1>How does one revive their life by picking up leaving

0:30:07.040 --> 0:30:09.520
<v Speaker 1>everything they know? And moving to Richmond, Virginia. They do

0:30:09.560 --> 0:30:13.400
<v Speaker 1>it by hosting a pinball tournament. Of course. Yeah, I

0:30:13.520 --> 0:30:16.080
<v Speaker 1>like that. I actually think that's sick. No, I think

0:30:16.120 --> 0:30:20.360
<v Speaker 1>I fucking rocks. What what is there? Do you want

0:30:20.400 --> 0:30:25.280
<v Speaker 1>to shout out this arcade at all? Does that interest you? So?

0:30:25.320 --> 0:30:29.400
<v Speaker 4>My favorite thought is wax Moon Records. They're ever in

0:30:29.440 --> 0:30:33.720
<v Speaker 4>Scott's Edition. And yeah, it's like a horror themed arcade

0:30:33.840 --> 0:30:35.840
<v Speaker 4>as well. So they have a lot of like you know,

0:30:36.280 --> 0:30:41.640
<v Speaker 4>I guess Franken Stebeine, Santama's Opera, and Halldeen. So they

0:30:41.640 --> 0:30:44.560
<v Speaker 4>have a ton of like horror specific arcade cabinets, which

0:30:44.600 --> 0:30:44.920
<v Speaker 4>is great.

0:30:46.600 --> 0:30:50.600
<v Speaker 1>What cabinet did you run this tournament on?

0:30:52.240 --> 0:30:54.720
<v Speaker 4>We had about ten last night that we kind of

0:30:55.560 --> 0:30:59.720
<v Speaker 4>you know, rotated around. You didn't get too bored, but yeah,

0:30:59.720 --> 0:31:04.479
<v Speaker 4>we had you had stranger things. There was Iron Maiden,

0:31:05.280 --> 0:31:09.120
<v Speaker 4>Venom was in the mix, Halloween Fan the opera, Frankenstein,

0:31:09.360 --> 0:31:13.800
<v Speaker 4>and some other ones I forgot. I think, uh Kials

0:31:13.800 --> 0:31:15.840
<v Speaker 4>from the Crypt or something like that. I remember. But

0:31:16.120 --> 0:31:18.400
<v Speaker 4>there's a couple of them.

0:31:19.280 --> 0:31:21.040
<v Speaker 1>Which one is your favorite?

0:31:21.360 --> 0:31:24.920
<v Speaker 4>Which is my favorite of all time or at that event.

0:31:24.760 --> 0:31:28.000
<v Speaker 1>Or at I want of all time of all time?

0:31:28.080 --> 0:31:30.400
<v Speaker 4>Okay, my favorite of all time is Cubert.

0:31:31.480 --> 0:31:33.720
<v Speaker 1>It's a pretty Hubert pinball.

0:31:34.360 --> 0:31:36.480
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, dude, So that one came out a long time

0:31:36.520 --> 0:31:42.120
<v Speaker 4>ago and has you inverted flippers at the bottom, like

0:31:42.200 --> 0:31:43.080
<v Speaker 4>royally mess up.

0:31:42.960 --> 0:31:45.880
<v Speaker 1>If you're playing, well, there's inverted What do you mean

0:31:46.000 --> 0:31:47.080
<v Speaker 1>inverted flippers?

0:31:47.160 --> 0:31:47.360
<v Speaker 4>Oh?

0:31:47.400 --> 0:31:51.720
<v Speaker 1>I see it. Oh oh that's bizarre at the bottom. Yeah, yeah,

0:31:51.720 --> 0:31:55.200
<v Speaker 1>that's really bizarre. Yeah, it's inverted. It's like going to

0:31:55.240 --> 0:32:00.440
<v Speaker 1>the left. Very interesting, very interesting. Do they have that cool?

0:32:00.880 --> 0:32:01.800
<v Speaker 1>Where do they have that?

0:32:03.360 --> 0:32:06.080
<v Speaker 4>I've only seen it at this event called Pin Baltimore,

0:32:06.520 --> 0:32:09.920
<v Speaker 4>which is up in Baltimore, of course, and that's the

0:32:09.920 --> 0:32:11.800
<v Speaker 4>only place I've ever seen it, so it's kind of rare.

0:32:13.160 --> 0:32:21.000
<v Speaker 1>Bro Hold the fucking but hold the fucking phone. I

0:32:21.200 --> 0:32:22.840
<v Speaker 1>uh well, I don't live there right now, but I'm

0:32:22.880 --> 0:32:27.160
<v Speaker 1>originally from Baltimore, Maryland's and I have never in my

0:32:27.560 --> 0:32:31.040
<v Speaker 1>life heard of PIN Baltimore. And I'm looking at the

0:32:31.040 --> 0:32:34.000
<v Speaker 1>website right now and they have a music lineup. What

0:32:34.120 --> 0:32:37.280
<v Speaker 1>is this? This is awesome? This is so cool. Holy crap.

0:32:37.400 --> 0:32:39.200
<v Speaker 4>I usually go every year, but this year they're not

0:32:39.240 --> 0:32:42.680
<v Speaker 4>hosting it. But yeah, Pin Baltimore is over at Holy

0:32:42.720 --> 0:32:46.960
<v Speaker 4>Free Holies in Hamden, Baltimore, so just north of Baltimore City.

0:32:47.880 --> 0:32:50.640
<v Speaker 4>It's just like a bunch of local bands. Yeah yeah,

0:32:50.720 --> 0:32:52.880
<v Speaker 4>Holy Free Holies is like really great food and like

0:32:53.120 --> 0:32:56.280
<v Speaker 4>at least like fifty to seventy pinball machines. They have

0:32:56.360 --> 0:32:59.440
<v Speaker 4>like some crazy tournaments too. They do like split slipper tournaments.

0:32:59.480 --> 0:33:01.440
<v Speaker 4>We have one for and then the left one on the right,

0:33:03.000 --> 0:33:04.880
<v Speaker 4>So they get kind of creative with like the different

0:33:04.880 --> 0:33:06.880
<v Speaker 4>types of tournaments there. It's really cool though.

0:33:07.360 --> 0:33:09.360
<v Speaker 1>That is really cool. So you won the tournament, and

0:33:09.520 --> 0:33:11.880
<v Speaker 1>I say, okay, so you say you're a casual, you

0:33:11.880 --> 0:33:15.080
<v Speaker 1>say you're a novice, but I I personally believe that

0:33:15.160 --> 0:33:18.480
<v Speaker 1>you are being humble because I mean, you won the

0:33:18.520 --> 0:33:21.480
<v Speaker 1>fucking tournament. Tell me this, what do you have any

0:33:21.520 --> 0:33:25.000
<v Speaker 1>strategies that you want to share for maybe other pinball

0:33:25.080 --> 0:33:27.040
<v Speaker 1>layman's who you know, maybe that maybe they're on a

0:33:27.520 --> 0:33:30.240
<v Speaker 1>date at an arcade, they want to impress their date

0:33:30.600 --> 0:33:33.520
<v Speaker 1>with pinball skills? What what what should they what should

0:33:33.520 --> 0:33:34.280
<v Speaker 1>they do? What should they know?

0:33:35.320 --> 0:33:39.040
<v Speaker 4>Yeah? Yeah, So honestly, what I always tell new people,

0:33:39.680 --> 0:33:42.320
<v Speaker 4>I always ask them if they want to learn about

0:33:42.360 --> 0:33:44.760
<v Speaker 4>the machine. So otherwise I don't want to like mansplain

0:33:45.040 --> 0:33:49.040
<v Speaker 4>you know not cool, but I'll go ahead and let

0:33:49.080 --> 0:33:51.840
<v Speaker 4>them know, like try to slow down the ball as

0:33:51.880 --> 0:33:53.960
<v Speaker 4>much as possible, because you want to aim your shots.

0:33:54.320 --> 0:33:56.760
<v Speaker 4>It's not like just hitting random stuff. Like every game

0:33:56.800 --> 0:33:59.280
<v Speaker 4>does have a story to it where you can unlock

0:33:59.320 --> 0:34:04.120
<v Speaker 4>certain things. Anything that's more of a stationary light, aim

0:34:04.200 --> 0:34:06.120
<v Speaker 4>for that. If it's a blinking light, that's kind of

0:34:06.120 --> 0:34:12.719
<v Speaker 4>like a bonus. And usually most games have like like

0:34:12.760 --> 0:34:14.440
<v Speaker 4>a skill shot option where you get a ton of

0:34:14.480 --> 0:34:17.400
<v Speaker 4>points or multi ball option, so I like to point

0:34:17.400 --> 0:34:20.280
<v Speaker 4>those out. But there's usually a card in the bottom

0:34:20.400 --> 0:34:22.120
<v Speaker 4>left corner that gives you some of the steps and

0:34:22.160 --> 0:34:24.400
<v Speaker 4>instruction so that what you get the most out of,

0:34:24.400 --> 0:34:26.759
<v Speaker 4>like how many quarters you're putting in the machine. But

0:34:26.840 --> 0:34:29.160
<v Speaker 4>it's pretty cool. You can also watch it on like

0:34:29.280 --> 0:34:33.040
<v Speaker 4>watch games on YouTube to learn strategy if you're interested.

0:34:33.040 --> 0:34:34.600
<v Speaker 4>I don't really do that too much because I like

0:34:34.680 --> 0:34:38.000
<v Speaker 4>learning as they go one more hands on rather than

0:34:38.120 --> 0:34:40.960
<v Speaker 4>just observing. Yeah, if you have any questions, though, I

0:34:40.960 --> 0:34:44.439
<v Speaker 4>feel like asking other people what their strategy is while

0:34:44.440 --> 0:34:46.520
<v Speaker 4>they're playing, or like after they play, because don't want

0:34:46.520 --> 0:34:49.480
<v Speaker 4>to interrupt them while they're playing, can be really helpful.

0:34:49.480 --> 0:34:52.560
<v Speaker 4>And I think everyone who really loves pinball. They light

0:34:52.640 --> 0:34:54.279
<v Speaker 4>up when they get a chance to talk about it,

0:34:54.320 --> 0:34:59.319
<v Speaker 4>like myself. So oh yeah, no it should have been though,

0:34:59.440 --> 0:35:03.520
<v Speaker 4>but yeah, you say a flip out over it.

0:35:04.640 --> 0:35:07.640
<v Speaker 1>Uh So, what I guess if the people, let's say

0:35:07.680 --> 0:35:09.279
<v Speaker 1>someone's listening to this, they want to go to one

0:35:09.320 --> 0:35:11.440
<v Speaker 1>of your pinball tournaments, when's the next one you're hosting?

0:35:11.719 --> 0:35:13.600
<v Speaker 1>Is there a thing or that you can follow or

0:35:14.040 --> 0:35:16.279
<v Speaker 1>because like, I don't know when the next time I'm

0:35:16.280 --> 0:35:18.920
<v Speaker 1>ever going to be in Richmond, Virginia is But how

0:35:18.960 --> 0:35:20.960
<v Speaker 1>can people follow these pinball tournaments?

0:35:21.600 --> 0:35:24.399
<v Speaker 4>Yeah? For sure, I know wax Moon they post about

0:35:24.400 --> 0:35:27.080
<v Speaker 4>it on our Instagram pretty often. So they do like

0:35:27.160 --> 0:35:30.680
<v Speaker 4>a main monthly tournament for all walks of life, and

0:35:30.719 --> 0:35:33.400
<v Speaker 4>then I host the women's tournament usually in the middle

0:35:33.400 --> 0:35:37.440
<v Speaker 4>of the month. So but yeah, we just started doing

0:35:37.440 --> 0:35:40.399
<v Speaker 4>the women's tournament about a month ago, so it's very

0:35:40.480 --> 0:35:45.160
<v Speaker 4>very new. Welcome all all people. But yeah, definitely worth

0:35:45.239 --> 0:35:46.440
<v Speaker 4>checking out if you're in Richmond.

0:35:47.320 --> 0:35:49.560
<v Speaker 1>What do you can I I'm just curious about your

0:35:49.600 --> 0:35:54.600
<v Speaker 1>actual life. What do you do? Uh like for life?

0:35:54.800 --> 0:35:55.400
<v Speaker 4>For life?

0:35:56.000 --> 0:35:57.040
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, like do you have a job.

0:35:58.200 --> 0:36:00.759
<v Speaker 4>I do have a job. Yeah, so that you know

0:36:00.840 --> 0:36:05.600
<v Speaker 4>pays the build, but I work for like a software company.

0:36:05.800 --> 0:36:08.960
<v Speaker 4>I work remotely, and honestly, I love it. It's great,

0:36:09.040 --> 0:36:11.840
<v Speaker 4>but it kind of forces me to go out and like,

0:36:12.600 --> 0:36:15.400
<v Speaker 4>because I'm working from home, you don't really interact with

0:36:15.640 --> 0:36:19.319
<v Speaker 4>people day to day, like face to face, So it

0:36:19.440 --> 0:36:21.440
<v Speaker 4>encourages me to like go out and meet new people

0:36:21.800 --> 0:36:25.120
<v Speaker 4>in the city. So got to fill that social meter.

0:36:26.480 --> 0:36:29.480
<v Speaker 1>Rock and roll. Well, thank you Linda's and anything else

0:36:29.480 --> 0:36:30.919
<v Speaker 1>you want to say to the people the computer before

0:36:30.920 --> 0:36:31.160
<v Speaker 1>we go.

0:36:32.840 --> 0:36:36.560
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I think just keeping kind to yourself and that

0:36:36.600 --> 0:36:39.600
<v Speaker 4>can go a long way. Good night, Linda, all right,

0:36:39.719 --> 0:36:40.319
<v Speaker 4>good bye, Geck.

0:36:42.480 --> 0:36:45.880
<v Speaker 1>That was cool. I really like that call because that's uh,

0:36:45.920 --> 0:36:48.400
<v Speaker 1>this is kind of a theme I think about in

0:36:48.440 --> 0:36:50.440
<v Speaker 1>my own life, and a theme that we kind of

0:36:50.440 --> 0:36:52.520
<v Speaker 1>talk about on this podcast is like, you know, how

0:36:52.520 --> 0:36:56.200
<v Speaker 1>do you meet new people? How do you do uh,

0:36:56.800 --> 0:36:59.880
<v Speaker 1>how do you become how do you get how do

0:36:59.880 --> 0:37:02.239
<v Speaker 1>you get involved in a community of some kind?

0:37:02.520 --> 0:37:02.640
<v Speaker 2>Uh?

0:37:02.960 --> 0:37:07.040
<v Speaker 1>You know, Linda moves to Richmond, Virginia. I mean, what

0:37:07.080 --> 0:37:10.959
<v Speaker 1>the fuck is going on in Richmond, Virginia. She moves there.

0:37:11.239 --> 0:37:13.680
<v Speaker 1>She's got this work from home job, and you know,

0:37:13.800 --> 0:37:16.040
<v Speaker 1>instead of sitting around and going ah, I'm in this

0:37:16.160 --> 0:37:18.759
<v Speaker 1>fucking what. I don't know how to get to me

0:37:19.200 --> 0:37:23.279
<v Speaker 1>instead of moping around. Linda's like, Linda's like, let me

0:37:23.320 --> 0:37:27.359
<v Speaker 1>start hosting fucking pinball tournaments, you know, just like I

0:37:27.360 --> 0:37:30.799
<v Speaker 1>love that. I love that kind of creative thinking. Right,

0:37:31.160 --> 0:37:35.960
<v Speaker 1>And now she's like the dawn of women's pinball in Richmond, Virginia,

0:37:36.320 --> 0:37:39.719
<v Speaker 1>which is the most specific fucking thing I think I

0:37:39.719 --> 0:37:43.920
<v Speaker 1>could think of, And I think, I think that's awesome

0:37:43.960 --> 0:37:46.680
<v Speaker 1>and I'm inspired by that. So I'm also I got

0:37:46.680 --> 0:37:48.560
<v Speaker 1>to check out pin So I do like pinball.

0:37:49.200 --> 0:37:49.319
<v Speaker 3>Uh.

0:37:50.120 --> 0:37:53.520
<v Speaker 1>I've been looking for a while for the uh the

0:37:53.560 --> 0:37:57.919
<v Speaker 1>south Park pinball machine. I finally tried that at one up.

0:37:58.160 --> 0:38:02.759
<v Speaker 1>I think it's called over in uh Denver, and that's sick.

0:38:02.920 --> 0:38:06.440
<v Speaker 1>So I might maybe I'll go to a pinball tournament.

0:38:06.560 --> 0:38:07.399
<v Speaker 1>I know they have those.

0:38:08.200 --> 0:38:08.600
<v Speaker 4>What do you mean?

0:38:08.640 --> 0:38:10.400
<v Speaker 1>I know they have those. We just talked about it.

0:38:11.120 --> 0:38:19.240
<v Speaker 1>Uh cool? No, I like this, shout out Linda, Linda, Hello,

0:38:19.960 --> 0:38:23.359
<v Speaker 1>how are you? Uh? You know I'm doing all right?

0:38:23.800 --> 0:38:23.920
<v Speaker 4>Uh?

0:38:24.400 --> 0:38:29.600
<v Speaker 1>I feel I feel optimistic. I don't know why I've

0:38:29.600 --> 0:38:31.640
<v Speaker 1>been thinking a lot. I've I talk about this all

0:38:31.680 --> 0:38:36.399
<v Speaker 1>the time, but I'll talk about it again when I

0:38:36.440 --> 0:38:39.640
<v Speaker 1>get like uh uh I when I feel like depressed

0:38:39.719 --> 0:38:45.520
<v Speaker 1>or whatever, I think to myself, I don't think life

0:38:45.560 --> 0:38:47.640
<v Speaker 1>is about perspective. I think it's about like you either

0:38:47.800 --> 0:38:51.480
<v Speaker 1>either you have problems that are solved or or not,

0:38:52.400 --> 0:38:55.440
<v Speaker 1>and whatever's going on in your eternal brain that has

0:38:55.480 --> 0:38:58.920
<v Speaker 1>nothing to fucking do with anything, idiot. And then and

0:38:58.960 --> 0:39:01.640
<v Speaker 1>then I and then I think think, well, I think

0:39:01.680 --> 0:39:05.399
<v Speaker 1>if I change my perspective a little bit, it does

0:39:05.480 --> 0:39:07.600
<v Speaker 1>make me feel better. So I am car As the

0:39:07.719 --> 0:39:11.840
<v Speaker 1>version of myself let's talking to you right now, is

0:39:11.880 --> 0:39:15.080
<v Speaker 1>optimistic about life. But well we'll see how long that

0:39:15.120 --> 0:39:17.359
<v Speaker 1>fucking lasts. But enough about me. What's up with you?

0:39:17.480 --> 0:39:19.600
<v Speaker 1>What's going on? How can I get you today?

0:39:21.560 --> 0:39:24.680
<v Speaker 3>Well, right now, I've got some ribs in the oven

0:39:25.120 --> 0:39:28.640
<v Speaker 3>and I'm getting ready to go over to my parents'

0:39:28.640 --> 0:39:31.719
<v Speaker 3>house to hang out with them and my sister in

0:39:31.840 --> 0:39:34.800
<v Speaker 3>law and her little baby. So we'll do that later today.

0:39:34.840 --> 0:39:38.960
<v Speaker 3>But right now I'm just chilling And saw your noticification

0:39:39.080 --> 0:39:40.560
<v Speaker 3>come up, and I was like, all right, today is

0:39:40.560 --> 0:39:42.880
<v Speaker 3>the day. Today's day. I'm going to get on and

0:39:43.160 --> 0:39:45.560
<v Speaker 3>the stream and you picked up. So here we are.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, let me ask you this, is there anything in

0:39:48.000 --> 0:39:49.680
<v Speaker 1>particular that you wanted to talk about.

0:39:51.719 --> 0:39:52.319
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I guess.

0:39:52.320 --> 0:39:54.200
<v Speaker 4>So, I don't know.

0:39:54.239 --> 0:39:56.720
<v Speaker 3>I feel like I'm at a kind of a crossroads

0:39:57.280 --> 0:40:04.040
<v Speaker 3>in my life. Just I don't know. I guess things

0:40:04.040 --> 0:40:07.080
<v Speaker 3>are going pretty good. I've got a pretty solid job

0:40:07.400 --> 0:40:09.879
<v Speaker 3>and we're moving to a new place. It's just been

0:40:10.840 --> 0:40:14.239
<v Speaker 3>a whirlwind of change and different things like that. So

0:40:15.120 --> 0:40:22.840
<v Speaker 3>just kind of working through, working through some stuff. But nothing, uh, nothing,

0:40:22.920 --> 0:40:25.359
<v Speaker 3>end of the world. It's so funny. I every time

0:40:25.400 --> 0:40:28.080
<v Speaker 3>I I think I've texted a couple of times and

0:40:28.120 --> 0:40:31.120
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, you literally use like chat GBT to try

0:40:31.160 --> 0:40:34.719
<v Speaker 3>and be like CHATGBT, write a text that will get

0:40:35.000 --> 0:40:38.160
<v Speaker 3>gets interest or something so you could come me back,

0:40:38.160 --> 0:40:40.120
<v Speaker 3>and it never comes up with anything.

0:40:40.719 --> 0:40:43.080
<v Speaker 1>Well, I don't like. I don't like that. Not anything

0:40:43.120 --> 0:40:45.279
<v Speaker 1>to do with AI. But I just like, I don't think,

0:40:46.360 --> 0:40:49.080
<v Speaker 1>you know. I mean, look, I get it, I understand that.

0:40:49.480 --> 0:40:53.360
<v Speaker 1>Uh the like the I try, yes, I try to

0:40:53.400 --> 0:40:56.759
<v Speaker 1>take the phone calls that I think will be the

0:40:56.800 --> 0:41:00.560
<v Speaker 1>most interesting. Sure, but I don't I that's that's weird.

0:41:00.600 --> 0:41:02.799
<v Speaker 1>That's turned this into I don't want that to turn

0:41:02.840 --> 0:41:07.400
<v Speaker 1>this into a competition to see who can be the

0:41:07.000 --> 0:41:09.960
<v Speaker 1>most crazy, you know, Yeah, because.

0:41:09.760 --> 0:41:10.760
<v Speaker 4>It's just feel better.

0:41:11.120 --> 0:41:13.000
<v Speaker 3>It makes me feel better if you look back, I

0:41:13.239 --> 0:41:15.080
<v Speaker 3>text you pretty normal things and never go with the

0:41:15.160 --> 0:41:20.000
<v Speaker 3>CHEDGBT thing. I'm just like pretty normal, Like what's the well.

0:41:20.080 --> 0:41:22.200
<v Speaker 1>I just I don't want people to like lie and

0:41:22.239 --> 0:41:23.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't. I don't, by the way, I don't think

0:41:23.719 --> 0:41:27.239
<v Speaker 1>most people on this show are lying. I just I

0:41:27.280 --> 0:41:28.879
<v Speaker 1>don't want people to be like I got to think

0:41:28.880 --> 0:41:31.600
<v Speaker 1>of a crazy thing. And and also I'm going to

0:41:31.640 --> 0:41:36.120
<v Speaker 1>say this too, I I the conversations that I enjoy

0:41:36.239 --> 0:41:41.799
<v Speaker 1>having the most on this show are not necessarily the

0:41:42.000 --> 0:41:45.399
<v Speaker 1>craziest ones. I just I like when people are being

0:41:45.440 --> 0:41:47.120
<v Speaker 1>authentic and you can kind of tell, like you can

0:41:47.160 --> 0:41:54.359
<v Speaker 1>tell when somebody is approaching this authentically versus being like, oh,

0:41:54.440 --> 0:41:57.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm I want to be on the show because I'm crazy,

0:41:57.560 --> 0:42:01.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, And somebody can be a part. Somebody can

0:42:01.680 --> 0:42:05.200
<v Speaker 1>have a crazy thing, But if they're approaching it in

0:42:05.239 --> 0:42:07.960
<v Speaker 1>an inauthentic way, I don't. I don't talking to them

0:42:07.960 --> 0:42:09.360
<v Speaker 1>as kind of boring, you know.

0:42:10.160 --> 0:42:11.560
<v Speaker 3>No, I get you, I get Wait me.

0:42:12.600 --> 0:42:16.279
<v Speaker 1>So I'm had whatever. I'm happy to talk about your

0:42:16.360 --> 0:42:17.920
<v Speaker 1>boring life, is what I'm saying.

0:42:18.600 --> 0:42:22.160
<v Speaker 3>Okay, Well, I guess I can I can tell you

0:42:22.680 --> 0:42:27.560
<v Speaker 3>a little bit about my boring life. Like, so right

0:42:27.600 --> 0:42:30.960
<v Speaker 3>now I work full time. I work in quality and

0:42:31.640 --> 0:42:35.520
<v Speaker 3>aerospace and defense manufacturing, so that's pretty cool. But on

0:42:35.560 --> 0:42:41.080
<v Speaker 3>the side, I do like dog walking and babysitting and

0:42:41.120 --> 0:42:45.280
<v Speaker 3>house cleaning and all that. So I've been out straight

0:42:45.920 --> 0:42:48.880
<v Speaker 3>just completely murdering myself with work because I'm trying to

0:42:48.920 --> 0:42:52.600
<v Speaker 3>prepare for a move and even though like you have

0:42:52.680 --> 0:42:55.320
<v Speaker 3>a solid job, like, everything is still very expensive.

0:42:55.520 --> 0:42:59.520
<v Speaker 1>So what part of the what part of the country

0:42:59.520 --> 0:43:00.640
<v Speaker 1>do you live in?

0:43:00.719 --> 0:43:01.240
<v Speaker 3>New England?

0:43:02.520 --> 0:43:08.560
<v Speaker 1>New England? I can I say something insane like forever

0:43:09.680 --> 0:43:12.359
<v Speaker 1>when I hear the phrase New England, I don't know

0:43:12.680 --> 0:43:14.520
<v Speaker 1>what people are talking about.

0:43:15.480 --> 0:43:18.640
<v Speaker 3>It's so funny that you say that, because my niece

0:43:18.680 --> 0:43:21.760
<v Speaker 3>the other day didn't She didn't know that New England

0:43:21.920 --> 0:43:24.640
<v Speaker 3>wasn't like a place in Europe. She thought it was

0:43:25.040 --> 0:43:26.920
<v Speaker 3>I didn't even know that New England was a readon

0:43:27.000 --> 0:43:30.960
<v Speaker 3>in the US. I was like, what, it's just funny.

0:43:31.040 --> 0:43:34.560
<v Speaker 1>Okay, okay, sow, okay, New England. What what state do

0:43:34.600 --> 0:43:35.120
<v Speaker 1>you live in?

0:43:35.840 --> 0:43:36.960
<v Speaker 3>I live in New Hampshire.

0:43:37.560 --> 0:43:41.480
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so yeah, see if you said New Hampshire'd be like, okay,

0:43:41.520 --> 0:43:43.319
<v Speaker 1>I know where she lives. But you said New England. No,

0:43:43.440 --> 0:43:46.640
<v Speaker 1>I've since come to understand that New England is a

0:43:46.680 --> 0:43:53.040
<v Speaker 1>region of America comprised of like Massachusetts, New Hampshire, Vermont's, Connecticut,

0:43:53.160 --> 0:43:54.040
<v Speaker 1>Rhode Island, right.

0:43:54.840 --> 0:43:57.880
<v Speaker 3>Rhode Island, and Maine. Yeah, well, it's just easy. You

0:43:57.960 --> 0:44:02.120
<v Speaker 3>have to be fair. You did what reason I lived in.

0:44:02.440 --> 0:44:04.160
<v Speaker 3>I don't think you asked me what state. But that's

0:44:04.200 --> 0:44:04.680
<v Speaker 3>probably why.

0:44:06.200 --> 0:44:09.319
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I don't think I said that, but also that

0:44:09.400 --> 0:44:13.080
<v Speaker 1>we have I said it on record. No, no, be wrong.

0:44:13.719 --> 0:44:15.919
<v Speaker 1>It's more likely that I'm wrong than that you're wrong.

0:44:15.960 --> 0:44:18.080
<v Speaker 1>But we said it on a record. Whoever's listening to

0:44:18.120 --> 0:44:21.279
<v Speaker 1>this can play it back and see who's right. Do

0:44:21.920 --> 0:44:26.120
<v Speaker 1>you see New Hampshire. Is New Hampshire an expensive place?

0:44:28.280 --> 0:44:31.160
<v Speaker 3>I would say it can be. It depends on where

0:44:31.200 --> 0:44:31.640
<v Speaker 3>you live.

0:44:34.680 --> 0:44:35.719
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it can be.

0:44:35.840 --> 0:44:39.360
<v Speaker 3>I mean New England's a pretty expensive cost of living

0:44:39.480 --> 0:44:43.279
<v Speaker 3>for the country, so it can be. I mean I

0:44:43.320 --> 0:44:45.920
<v Speaker 3>got lucky. I mean I got a good job. I

0:44:46.000 --> 0:44:48.600
<v Speaker 3>knew somebody and they told me to apply, and so

0:44:48.840 --> 0:44:51.000
<v Speaker 3>I got a good job. So I got lucky in

0:44:51.000 --> 0:44:54.360
<v Speaker 3>that regard. But it can be expensive. There's not a

0:44:54.440 --> 0:44:58.040
<v Speaker 3>whole lot of I guess opportunity here, I would say,

0:44:58.120 --> 0:45:00.560
<v Speaker 3>like it depends on where you live in this state.

0:45:00.600 --> 0:45:03.640
<v Speaker 3>I would say if you're in the southern region, you

0:45:03.719 --> 0:45:07.360
<v Speaker 3>might have more opportunities, but the more rurall you get,

0:45:08.000 --> 0:45:11.360
<v Speaker 3>it tends to be the same small businesses. Not that

0:45:11.400 --> 0:45:13.759
<v Speaker 3>small businesses are bad, but like the same things in

0:45:13.800 --> 0:45:15.759
<v Speaker 3>life doesn't really change that much. So if you're looking

0:45:15.760 --> 0:45:17.560
<v Speaker 3>for a change or if you're looking to like really

0:45:17.640 --> 0:45:19.120
<v Speaker 3>go far with your peer, you kind of have to

0:45:19.200 --> 0:45:20.040
<v Speaker 3>lead the era you're in.

0:45:23.200 --> 0:45:26.279
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I have one more New England thing. Okay, the Patriots,

0:45:26.280 --> 0:45:30.760
<v Speaker 1>the football team. Yes they're the New England Patriots, right.

0:45:31.719 --> 0:45:33.400
<v Speaker 4>Yes, they are the New England Patriots.

0:45:33.440 --> 0:45:35.960
<v Speaker 1>So that's so the okay because I always that always

0:45:35.960 --> 0:45:42.080
<v Speaker 1>confused me because that's like what how many states? Like

0:45:42.239 --> 0:45:44.640
<v Speaker 1>six states? I don't know if it's exactly six, don't

0:45:44.719 --> 0:45:48.759
<v Speaker 1>who cares, but it's like it's several states sharing one

0:45:48.840 --> 0:45:49.560
<v Speaker 1>football team.

0:45:51.080 --> 0:45:54.600
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I guess it kind of makes sense because

0:45:55.440 --> 0:45:58.719
<v Speaker 3>some of those states are pretty small. It's not like

0:45:58.800 --> 0:46:02.160
<v Speaker 3>it's Texas and like the Dallas, Like New England is

0:46:02.960 --> 0:46:06.040
<v Speaker 3>probably the size of Texas, And so it makes like

0:46:06.680 --> 0:46:08.839
<v Speaker 3>different states can be tend to be bigger than our

0:46:08.880 --> 0:46:10.719
<v Speaker 3>smaller ones, so it kind of makes sense that we

0:46:11.520 --> 0:46:13.080
<v Speaker 3>have united behind rue teams.

0:46:13.880 --> 0:46:17.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they all they all pulled together for one football team.

0:46:17.840 --> 0:46:18.040
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:46:18.080 --> 0:46:21.080
<v Speaker 1>No, you know, growing up, I never, like embarrassingly recently

0:46:21.560 --> 0:46:26.239
<v Speaker 1>have I learned what exactly New England is. But well,

0:46:26.320 --> 0:46:30.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm glad that. Uh, I mean, is it? What's you've?

0:46:31.080 --> 0:46:35.320
<v Speaker 1>Is life good? Sorry, that's I'm being a fucking idiot?

0:46:35.360 --> 0:46:35.920
<v Speaker 1>Is life good?

0:46:37.280 --> 0:46:42.040
<v Speaker 3>I think life? For me, life can be good on

0:46:42.160 --> 0:46:46.400
<v Speaker 3>a positive Like, I've been in therapy for like nine

0:46:46.400 --> 0:46:51.160
<v Speaker 3>months now and it's really changed my life. Yeah, I was, Yeah,

0:46:51.239 --> 0:46:54.480
<v Speaker 3>it really has. I mean, it can be so hard

0:46:54.560 --> 0:46:57.880
<v Speaker 3>to find the right person and like feel like it

0:46:57.960 --> 0:47:01.200
<v Speaker 3>is I feel like you're not sometimes, like when you're

0:47:01.200 --> 0:47:04.000
<v Speaker 3>trying to explain things to somebody, they're not really it

0:47:04.000 --> 0:47:06.960
<v Speaker 3>doesn't feel like they understand or listen or it's it's

0:47:07.000 --> 0:47:09.480
<v Speaker 3>just really hard to find a good therapist period, right.

0:47:10.000 --> 0:47:13.000
<v Speaker 3>So I finally found somebody that really works for me,

0:47:13.120 --> 0:47:16.960
<v Speaker 3>and I've made it. I think I've done a lot

0:47:17.000 --> 0:47:19.719
<v Speaker 3>of work on myself and I can really tell the

0:47:19.760 --> 0:47:22.440
<v Speaker 3>difference in my own life. So I would say life

0:47:22.760 --> 0:47:25.480
<v Speaker 3>is pretty good. I mean, I have my own challenges

0:47:25.560 --> 0:47:30.160
<v Speaker 3>and stress and trying to figure things out and family

0:47:30.239 --> 0:47:35.000
<v Speaker 3>drama stuff. But I think to navigate those things like

0:47:35.080 --> 0:47:36.320
<v Speaker 3>you have to be pretty.

0:47:38.440 --> 0:47:38.880
<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

0:47:39.640 --> 0:47:41.879
<v Speaker 3>Life is going to be stressful no matter what, right

0:47:42.160 --> 0:47:44.120
<v Speaker 3>I guess, and in some regards, no matter who you are,

0:47:44.200 --> 0:47:46.399
<v Speaker 3>what your situation is. But if you're not like good

0:47:46.400 --> 0:47:49.520
<v Speaker 3>with yourself, it could be like ten times harder to

0:47:49.600 --> 0:47:50.800
<v Speaker 3>navigate those things.

0:47:51.320 --> 0:47:58.839
<v Speaker 1>Yeah and yeah, yeah, I know that from some experience. Yeah, uh,

0:47:59.440 --> 0:48:03.040
<v Speaker 1>life is man. I have a I say this a

0:48:03.080 --> 0:48:06.319
<v Speaker 1>lot on this show, and not just on this show,

0:48:06.360 --> 0:48:12.080
<v Speaker 1>but just in real life. Life is crazy, which I

0:48:12.160 --> 0:48:14.960
<v Speaker 1>believe truly. I'm innna. I have a friend and she

0:48:16.280 --> 0:48:18.880
<v Speaker 1>listens to this show and we argue over that a

0:48:18.880 --> 0:48:21.880
<v Speaker 1>lot because she thinks. She thinks saying life is crazy

0:48:21.960 --> 0:48:25.640
<v Speaker 1>is lazy. She thinks it's like, uh, that life is

0:48:25.680 --> 0:48:28.920
<v Speaker 1>more complex than just crazy. But I just agree. I

0:48:28.960 --> 0:48:32.680
<v Speaker 1>think that I think life is crazy, and I think

0:48:32.719 --> 0:48:36.920
<v Speaker 1>that life. I believe that saying life is crazy is

0:48:37.000 --> 0:48:41.000
<v Speaker 1>an acknowledgment of the complexities of life. I don't know

0:48:41.040 --> 0:48:42.560
<v Speaker 1>how you feel about the term.

0:48:42.640 --> 0:48:44.920
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I kind of agree because I was listening

0:48:45.080 --> 0:48:47.799
<v Speaker 3>to the podcast a couple of days ago. And you

0:48:47.880 --> 0:48:50.520
<v Speaker 3>were probably going on about life is crazy, and I

0:48:51.239 --> 0:48:53.280
<v Speaker 3>thought about it after I was after I had finished

0:48:53.320 --> 0:48:55.480
<v Speaker 3>the episode. I'm like, no, it kind of is, because

0:48:55.520 --> 0:49:00.040
<v Speaker 3>like I was, I was driving down the street and

0:48:59.800 --> 0:49:02.600
<v Speaker 3>I was looking at buildings and like you know, fancy

0:49:02.600 --> 0:49:05.680
<v Speaker 3>buildings and pavement, and like all that is is just

0:49:05.760 --> 0:49:10.560
<v Speaker 3>like compressed earth and we've like made all these fancy

0:49:10.600 --> 0:49:13.279
<v Speaker 3>things in cars or whatever. It's just elements that we've

0:49:13.280 --> 0:49:16.440
<v Speaker 3>combined to do certain things, and we've made like certain

0:49:16.520 --> 0:49:18.520
<v Speaker 3>rules and you do this and you do that, and

0:49:18.640 --> 0:49:22.320
<v Speaker 3>like certain cultures and societies have different rights and different

0:49:22.360 --> 0:49:25.400
<v Speaker 3>wrongs and different things. So like life is literally crazy

0:49:25.480 --> 0:49:28.839
<v Speaker 3>if you really just want to dive deep into it.

0:49:28.880 --> 0:49:31.080
<v Speaker 3>So it does make sense what you're saying. I don't

0:49:31.080 --> 0:49:35.120
<v Speaker 3>know if i'd call it lazy. It's just how you're

0:49:36.640 --> 0:49:39.600
<v Speaker 3>how you're encapsulating, like you can't, you can't. It's like

0:49:39.640 --> 0:49:43.760
<v Speaker 3>the perfect couple of words to uh condense how complex

0:49:43.800 --> 0:49:44.800
<v Speaker 3>life is for everybody.

0:49:45.840 --> 0:49:47.919
<v Speaker 1>I was saying, like, if you asked you talked about

0:49:47.960 --> 0:49:50.719
<v Speaker 1>chat Cheapt. I think if you ask chat Cheapt to

0:49:50.840 --> 0:49:53.320
<v Speaker 1>take all of Stephen Hawking's books, how many book he

0:49:53.320 --> 0:49:56.040
<v Speaker 1>probably wrote, like twenty books. I don't know. He wrote

0:49:56.080 --> 0:49:58.240
<v Speaker 1>one What was it? What was the one book he wrote?

0:49:59.200 --> 0:50:00.960
<v Speaker 1>Hold on, I have my computer in front of me.

0:50:01.000 --> 0:50:05.920
<v Speaker 1>Give me two seconds. Stephen Hawking? All right, he what

0:50:05.960 --> 0:50:08.880
<v Speaker 1>did he write? He wrote a book I think it

0:50:09.000 --> 0:50:15.360
<v Speaker 1>was called, uh, the the Something to the Universe. What

0:50:15.440 --> 0:50:16.879
<v Speaker 1>do you publish?

0:50:17.000 --> 0:50:17.160
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:50:17.239 --> 0:50:20.840
<v Speaker 1>Wait, A Brief History of Time? Okay? He published a

0:50:20.840 --> 0:50:23.680
<v Speaker 1>book called A Brief History History of Time. He published

0:50:23.680 --> 0:50:26.120
<v Speaker 1>another book called the Universe in a Nutshell and whatever.

0:50:26.160 --> 0:50:29.080
<v Speaker 1>I believe. If you asked chat GBT and you were like,

0:50:29.160 --> 0:50:33.160
<v Speaker 1>summarize all of Stephen Hawking's books in three words, it

0:50:33.200 --> 0:50:37.719
<v Speaker 1>would spit back. Life is crazy. Hold on, hold on,

0:50:37.800 --> 0:50:39.480
<v Speaker 1>hold on, hold on, I'm gonna do that. Right I'm

0:50:39.480 --> 0:50:41.239
<v Speaker 1>in front of my computer. I'm gonna do that right now.

0:50:43.120 --> 0:50:51.240
<v Speaker 1>Stay logged out, Okay, hold on, summer summarize, summarize all

0:50:51.400 --> 0:50:59.319
<v Speaker 1>of Steve Vin Hawking's books in three words. Let's see

0:50:59.320 --> 0:51:02.880
<v Speaker 1>what it says. Okay, it says Cosmo's black holes. But

0:51:02.920 --> 0:51:04.560
<v Speaker 1>that's the same thing. That's the same thing as life.

0:51:04.560 --> 0:51:08.640
<v Speaker 1>It's crazy. Well, you know, what's your name again?

0:51:09.600 --> 0:51:11.440
<v Speaker 3>It's Linda.

0:51:11.800 --> 0:51:15.800
<v Speaker 1>Did you say Melinda or Linda Linda? Okay, Melinda is

0:51:15.800 --> 0:51:18.520
<v Speaker 1>the name of Stephen Hawking's wife. Oh wait, no, that's

0:51:18.600 --> 0:51:20.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking of Bill Gates. They're both guys.

0:51:20.360 --> 0:51:22.799
<v Speaker 3>Can we talk about Stephen Hawking's wife?

0:51:22.800 --> 0:51:23.279
<v Speaker 2>Bro Quick?

0:51:24.120 --> 0:51:26.080
<v Speaker 1>Uh? Sure, I don't know. I don't know if I

0:51:26.280 --> 0:51:27.799
<v Speaker 1>prepared to talk about it because I don't know anything

0:51:27.800 --> 0:51:29.319
<v Speaker 1>about her because I didn't even know her name.

0:51:29.719 --> 0:51:36.160
<v Speaker 3>Just now, I'll keep it real short. But they had

0:51:36.200 --> 0:51:39.160
<v Speaker 3>like they got married, they had like three kids together,

0:51:39.880 --> 0:51:43.720
<v Speaker 3>and then he had like a cair nurse. Stephen Hawking

0:51:44.040 --> 0:51:47.759
<v Speaker 3>cheated on his wife with his cairners, left her for

0:51:47.880 --> 0:51:50.879
<v Speaker 3>this woman. I think they've been together until he died

0:51:51.000 --> 0:51:54.600
<v Speaker 3>or something like that. But yeah, Stephen Hawking was a

0:51:54.680 --> 0:51:55.200
<v Speaker 3>dog man.

0:51:56.560 --> 0:51:58.440
<v Speaker 1>Did he do that while he was like in the

0:51:58.440 --> 0:52:01.040
<v Speaker 1>wheelchair with the voice and stuff?

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<v Speaker 4>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>She is pretty That's that's pretty wild. That's pretty wild.

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<v Speaker 1>Is his wife still alive? What's she doing?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I I'm checking my bookshelf right now,

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<v Speaker 3>because I'm pretty sure I had a book that she

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<v Speaker 3>wrote at some point, The Beginning of Everything or some something.

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<v Speaker 3>They made a movie Theory of Everything, The Theory of Everything. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I have the book once, but I don't know if

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<v Speaker 3>I have it now. But yeah, it's pretty wild. So

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<v Speaker 3>I guess maybe that can help us all feel better.

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<v Speaker 3>Like if Stephen Hawking can still get it well in

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<v Speaker 3>live in life at its fullest, in the condition he is,

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<v Speaker 3>we can do it too.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what, I you know what I think that

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<v Speaker 1>you know what that says to me, The fact that

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<v Speaker 1>Stephen Hawkin did that while he was in a wheelchair,

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<v Speaker 1>You know it says to me, I'd say, it tells

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<v Speaker 1>me that life is crazy? Do I really? I'm sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna and I'm gonna end this conversation in two seconds.

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<v Speaker 1>But you said I was you said you said her,

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<v Speaker 1>you were like you were like I was listening to

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<v Speaker 1>the podcast and you were going on about how life

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<v Speaker 1>is crazy. Do I do? I rant about that a lot.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I'm not trying to make you feel self conscious, No, no, no,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just curious.

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<v Speaker 1>It was collecting information.

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<v Speaker 4>A little bit.

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<v Speaker 3>I would say, like just a little bit. It comes

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<v Speaker 3>up a lot, But sometimes you do a good job

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<v Speaker 3>like explaining like where you're at and like what it

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<v Speaker 3>is that you mean by it, So I wouldn't worry

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<v Speaker 3>about it too much.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, I don't have a good I'm not good at

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<v Speaker 1>understanding how I come off on this thing because I

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<v Speaker 1>just do it and post it and then on other people.

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<v Speaker 1>Like my experience of talking, my experience of the words

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying from the point of view of the guy

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<v Speaker 1>saying them is very different from the experience of the

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<v Speaker 1>words I'm saying from the point of view of someone

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<v Speaker 1>listening to them.

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<v Speaker 3>If that makes sense, No, it does make sense. I

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<v Speaker 3>mean it's kind of like watching a video of yourself, right,

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<v Speaker 3>and then you're like, oh, I sound like that or

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<v Speaker 3>I'm saying that and realized like that's how it's coming across.

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<v Speaker 3>But you have such a like a good following of

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<v Speaker 3>people like we listen to you because we like yourself.

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<v Speaker 3>So don't worry about that.

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<v Speaker 1>Man. Thanks, I'm uh, I'll keep I'll keep trying. I'll

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<v Speaker 1>keep trying it. I'm gonna go back to the lab

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<v Speaker 1>and try to come up with other things to say

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<v Speaker 1>besides life is crazy. Uh, thank you for calling Linda,

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<v Speaker 1>of course, have good day, Thank you too. It is

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it is crazy. Maybe I go on too

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<v Speaker 1>many rants about life being crazy, but that's that's the

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<v Speaker 1>conclusion that I have about life. And I'm I also

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<v Speaker 1>I was thinking about this recently, you know, I'm twenty

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<v Speaker 1>six years old, which I think is pretty is fairly

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<v Speaker 1>is pretty young, and it feels weird. I feel kind

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<v Speaker 1>of weird being uh, I don't this podcast, it's not

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<v Speaker 1>like a I guess it is seen by some as

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<v Speaker 1>an advice show. Maybe I try to make it more

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<v Speaker 1>of a interview. I like to think. I don't. I

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<v Speaker 1>like to think that I am interviewing people more than

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<v Speaker 1>I am advising them. But I'm sure i'm you know whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a little mix, I guess, but I don't. I

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<v Speaker 1>think i'd be a lot better at this show if

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<v Speaker 1>I did it when I was like seventy. Maybe I'll

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<v Speaker 1>maybe that'll maybe that's what will happen, is you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll go on hiatus for forty year, for forty four years,

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<v Speaker 1>and then pick it back up and be like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>after forty four years, I have a greater breadth of

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<v Speaker 1>knowledge and life experience to talk to people about their

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<v Speaker 1>life and stuff. I feel like I'm flying. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm flying blind doing this because I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>a little boy all the time. And so maybe when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm seventy seventy years old, I'll else. Part of me

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<v Speaker 1>thinks that when I'm seventy years old. I'm also going

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<v Speaker 1>to be like, you know what, after forty four years,

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<v Speaker 1>which isn't that long really in the scope of time,

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<v Speaker 1>it's really not that long. I still part of me

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<v Speaker 1>still believes that after forty four years, I'll have no

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<v Speaker 1>further conclusions about life other than the fact that it

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<v Speaker 1>is crazy. I don't think I don't think life is

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<v Speaker 1>going to get less crazy in the next forty four

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<v Speaker 1>years for anyone, but who knows.

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<v Speaker 4>Really, again goes on the line, taking your phone calls

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<v Speaker 4>every night.

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<v Speaker 1>Ever, Beacon goes to just teaching yous loud in the

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<v Speaker 1>mid of your life, but he's not ready an expert