1 00:00:00,400 --> 00:00:02,719 Speaker 1: Before we begin, a reminder to please rate and review 2 00:00:02,720 --> 00:00:05,480 Speaker 1: our show wherever you listen. It helps new listeners discover 3 00:00:05,600 --> 00:00:12,240 Speaker 1: us and helps us grow the program. On this episode 4 00:00:12,280 --> 00:00:17,200 Speaker 1: of Sports Illustrated Weekly, after his unlikely NBA career, Englishman 5 00:00:17,280 --> 00:00:20,200 Speaker 1: Jonamichi sent a shock way through the sports world by 6 00:00:20,200 --> 00:00:23,880 Speaker 1: coming out as gay into thousand seven. Net center Jason 7 00:00:23,920 --> 00:00:27,120 Speaker 1: Collins followed his example six years later, and since then, 8 00:00:27,880 --> 00:00:30,440 Speaker 1: not a single NBA player has felt it was worth 9 00:00:30,440 --> 00:00:33,919 Speaker 1: it to come out. Today we continue are Where Are 10 00:00:33,960 --> 00:00:37,320 Speaker 1: They Now? Series with SI contributor Chris Ballard, who flew 11 00:00:37,360 --> 00:00:39,640 Speaker 1: to London to catch up with Jon Amichi to learn 12 00:00:39,680 --> 00:00:42,320 Speaker 1: about his life now and to hear his thoughts on 13 00:00:42,400 --> 00:00:47,360 Speaker 1: why the predicted blossoming of openly gay NBA players hasn't happened. 14 00:00:48,640 --> 00:00:51,960 Speaker 1: I'm senior producer Dan Bloom from Sports Illustrated and I 15 00:00:52,080 --> 00:01:04,800 Speaker 1: Heart Radio. This is Sports Illustrated Weekly. I'm Chris Ballard. 16 00:01:04,800 --> 00:01:08,640 Speaker 1: I'm a contributing writer at Sports Illustrated. Today we're gonna 17 00:01:08,680 --> 00:01:11,760 Speaker 1: talk about John Amici in a story I wrote for 18 00:01:11,800 --> 00:01:17,840 Speaker 1: the Where They Now? Series. So I arrived at Sports 19 00:01:17,880 --> 00:01:21,440 Speaker 1: Illustrated in two thousand, which was in the middle of 20 00:01:21,560 --> 00:01:25,360 Speaker 1: John's relatively short NBA career, so I better, I remember 21 00:01:25,520 --> 00:01:27,800 Speaker 1: more than most people. You know, he had like a 22 00:01:28,319 --> 00:01:32,080 Speaker 1: soft touch, He wasn't necessarily a defensive power. He just 23 00:01:32,160 --> 00:01:35,080 Speaker 1: seemed like a really likable, thoughtful player at the time. 24 00:01:35,880 --> 00:01:39,680 Speaker 1: And then, of course I recalled into the seven when 25 00:01:39,680 --> 00:01:43,399 Speaker 1: he came out, and I remember the reverberations around the league. 26 00:01:43,440 --> 00:01:46,960 Speaker 1: I remember the comments, especially Tim Hardaway's comments, And that's 27 00:01:47,000 --> 00:01:50,920 Speaker 1: about where my consciousness of John Amici ended. Was I 28 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:53,640 Speaker 1: think the same as probably for most fans, which is 29 00:01:53,680 --> 00:01:56,200 Speaker 1: part of the setup of the story is that's fifteen 30 00:01:56,280 --> 00:01:59,520 Speaker 1: years ago now, and I hadn't really thought about him much. 31 00:01:59,560 --> 00:02:01,560 Speaker 1: But I all so, I hadn't necessarily put together the 32 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:04,760 Speaker 1: fact that only one other NBA player had come out 33 00:02:04,920 --> 00:02:08,280 Speaker 1: since then, in Jason Collins, and it had felt like, 34 00:02:08,320 --> 00:02:09,800 Speaker 1: at least to do this and seven that this would 35 00:02:09,840 --> 00:02:16,080 Speaker 1: be the start of something much larger. So when I 36 00:02:16,120 --> 00:02:18,880 Speaker 1: first approached John about this story, I looked him up 37 00:02:18,880 --> 00:02:21,160 Speaker 1: a little bit on the web, and I saw that 38 00:02:21,320 --> 00:02:25,000 Speaker 1: he was a psychologist and he had a consulting company now, 39 00:02:25,600 --> 00:02:27,360 Speaker 1: and so I sort of assumed that he would be 40 00:02:27,400 --> 00:02:33,200 Speaker 1: pretty open to talking about this. To the contrary, he 41 00:02:33,280 --> 00:02:36,520 Speaker 1: was actually a little bit reluctant. I'm gonna pull up 42 00:02:36,680 --> 00:02:40,840 Speaker 1: the first Twitter exchange I had with John here. So 43 00:02:40,960 --> 00:02:44,280 Speaker 1: he was very nice and and open, you know, hi, Chris, 44 00:02:44,280 --> 00:02:47,760 Speaker 1: thanks for connecting, et cetera. And then he added, I'll 45 00:02:47,800 --> 00:02:50,280 Speaker 1: be up front and say I am skeptical. I've had 46 00:02:50,320 --> 00:02:53,520 Speaker 1: a couple of inquiries like this from major publications like yours, 47 00:02:53,720 --> 00:02:56,520 Speaker 1: and they've all ended up being look, he's still gay 48 00:02:56,840 --> 00:02:59,480 Speaker 1: kind of stuff. So just letting you know I'm not 49 00:02:59,600 --> 00:03:04,600 Speaker 1: here for that again in front seas exclamation point. I 50 00:03:04,639 --> 00:03:07,640 Speaker 1: found that even more interesting is here is this figure 51 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:10,920 Speaker 1: who has been seen as a trailblazer. He's got a 52 00:03:10,919 --> 00:03:14,760 Speaker 1: new book out, um, he's got a consultancy, and he 53 00:03:14,840 --> 00:03:18,119 Speaker 1: does not want to be defined by this thing that 54 00:03:18,280 --> 00:03:23,560 Speaker 1: led to part of his legacy. So I flew to London. 55 00:03:23,600 --> 00:03:27,280 Speaker 1: It was mid to late May. He lives in Covent Garden, 56 00:03:27,560 --> 00:03:29,440 Speaker 1: which is right down and missed it all. You can 57 00:03:29,480 --> 00:03:32,680 Speaker 1: walk the theater district. There's amazing food around there. He 58 00:03:32,840 --> 00:03:34,480 Speaker 1: likes to be in the middle of it, but he 59 00:03:34,560 --> 00:03:37,000 Speaker 1: likes to be removed. And so John lives on the 60 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:42,640 Speaker 1: top floor this flat. It's amazing raparound patio, and he 61 00:03:43,280 --> 00:03:45,560 Speaker 1: starts to work very early. So in the morning I 62 00:03:45,640 --> 00:03:48,320 Speaker 1: visit John a bit up since three five am, and 63 00:03:48,480 --> 00:03:52,280 Speaker 1: he brewed three thermosis, a tea which he drinks from 64 00:03:52,320 --> 00:03:54,840 Speaker 1: throughout the day, and he just told me to show 65 00:03:54,920 --> 00:03:56,960 Speaker 1: up at seven thirty. So I showed up at his 66 00:03:57,040 --> 00:04:01,960 Speaker 1: flat seven three buzzes me up and he's ready to go. 67 00:04:02,120 --> 00:04:06,000 Speaker 1: He's got his T shirt on which says accountability is sexy. 68 00:04:06,080 --> 00:04:08,720 Speaker 1: So this is how I described John in this story. 69 00:04:09,400 --> 00:04:12,720 Speaker 1: Now fifty one, his head is shaved and is finally trimmed. 70 00:04:12,760 --> 00:04:18,040 Speaker 1: Beard traces his jawline before culminating in a magnificent white goatee, which, 71 00:04:18,080 --> 00:04:21,480 Speaker 1: when paired with round, dark framed glasses, give the impression 72 00:04:21,480 --> 00:04:28,360 Speaker 1: of an exceptionally large guru or professor. John feels pigeon 73 00:04:28,400 --> 00:04:32,000 Speaker 1: ahold a little bit that he had this remarkable origin 74 00:04:32,160 --> 00:04:37,400 Speaker 1: story and he is now known specifically for something that 75 00:04:37,440 --> 00:04:41,040 Speaker 1: he really has no control over. He's like, I didn't 76 00:04:41,080 --> 00:04:44,080 Speaker 1: do anything to be gay. It's who I am, and 77 00:04:44,120 --> 00:04:46,640 Speaker 1: that's what I've been remembered for. So take us back 78 00:04:46,640 --> 00:04:50,359 Speaker 1: a step. Who are John Amici's parents. John's mother was 79 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:53,240 Speaker 1: named Wendy, and she was a British medic and she 80 00:04:53,320 --> 00:04:56,200 Speaker 1: had met his father, who was Nigerian, and he went 81 00:04:56,240 --> 00:05:00,240 Speaker 1: by the Anglicized name John as well, and followed him 82 00:05:00,240 --> 00:05:04,160 Speaker 1: to Nigeria and provided medical care in the field. As 83 00:05:04,279 --> 00:05:07,080 Speaker 1: John fought in the three year be Arian Civil War. 84 00:05:07,800 --> 00:05:10,560 Speaker 1: This did not go the way of his ethnic tribe, 85 00:05:10,680 --> 00:05:13,160 Speaker 1: the Big Bow. This is a clip from a BBC 86 00:05:13,279 --> 00:05:17,599 Speaker 1: News Explainer video. And on the sixth of July seven, 87 00:05:17,880 --> 00:05:21,080 Speaker 1: civil war broke out and it raged on for the 88 00:05:21,120 --> 00:05:24,000 Speaker 1: next two and a half years. It's estimated that more 89 00:05:24,040 --> 00:05:27,080 Speaker 1: than a million people died, most of them from hunger. 90 00:05:28,040 --> 00:05:31,719 Speaker 1: By the end, John's father and mother were fleeing on 91 00:05:31,880 --> 00:05:35,040 Speaker 1: foot and they were eating grubs and berries to survive. 92 00:05:35,160 --> 00:05:38,560 Speaker 1: And they had this very dramatic relationship at first. But 93 00:05:38,680 --> 00:05:40,760 Speaker 1: when they got back and they started in the States, 94 00:05:40,760 --> 00:05:44,080 Speaker 1: and then Wendy ended up going to Britain. As John 95 00:05:44,080 --> 00:05:47,799 Speaker 1: puts it, his father became a malign presence in their life, 96 00:05:47,839 --> 00:05:50,599 Speaker 1: and so Wendy essentially fled with John and his two 97 00:05:50,640 --> 00:05:54,400 Speaker 1: sisters and moved to England and raised them on her own. 98 00:06:04,680 --> 00:06:08,640 Speaker 1: So John grew up in Britain and at the time 99 00:06:08,680 --> 00:06:11,760 Speaker 1: there were very few people look up to as basketball players. 100 00:06:11,760 --> 00:06:14,800 Speaker 1: He didn't play basketball growing up He's a mixed race 101 00:06:14,960 --> 00:06:19,400 Speaker 1: kid in a predominantly white area. He's also happens to 102 00:06:19,440 --> 00:06:22,279 Speaker 1: be quite tall at a young age, and so he 103 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:25,760 Speaker 1: sticks out not tall and super athletic. Rather, he, as 104 00:06:25,800 --> 00:06:28,840 Speaker 1: he describes it, was sort of nerdy and fat. Here's 105 00:06:28,880 --> 00:06:33,480 Speaker 1: John Amici speaking to the Oxford Union in our identity 106 00:06:33,560 --> 00:06:36,479 Speaker 1: is not just made up of stuff that fulminates and 107 00:06:36,480 --> 00:06:39,960 Speaker 1: and kind of emerges over time, but our identity is 108 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:43,080 Speaker 1: actually made up of reflections of how the people around 109 00:06:43,120 --> 00:06:47,800 Speaker 1: us see us. We reflect back what we see of 110 00:06:47,839 --> 00:06:52,120 Speaker 1: other people in our faces, and so everywhere I went, 111 00:06:53,000 --> 00:06:57,080 Speaker 1: this monster was reflected back. It's a really strange experience. 112 00:06:58,160 --> 00:07:00,720 Speaker 1: And so he became a bit of a recluse and 113 00:07:00,839 --> 00:07:04,039 Speaker 1: pulled into books, and he loves science fiction. He didn't 114 00:07:04,040 --> 00:07:07,719 Speaker 1: really find his place until midway through the equipment of 115 00:07:07,760 --> 00:07:11,120 Speaker 1: high school there when someone noticed that here's the six 116 00:07:11,200 --> 00:07:14,000 Speaker 1: eight guy. Let's get him on the basketball court. He 117 00:07:14,080 --> 00:07:16,240 Speaker 1: tried it out. He said. His first shot was in 118 00:07:16,240 --> 00:07:18,520 Speaker 1: an airball or hit the side of the backboard, but 119 00:07:18,640 --> 00:07:23,520 Speaker 1: he was able to relatively quickly become proficient in basketball. 120 00:07:29,000 --> 00:07:32,360 Speaker 1: People had always expected him to play rugby or football, 121 00:07:32,560 --> 00:07:36,040 Speaker 1: and that wasn't his skill. Set, but suddenly he was 122 00:07:36,120 --> 00:07:39,760 Speaker 1: a place where he was wanted. John sets out, he 123 00:07:39,920 --> 00:07:42,640 Speaker 1: calls it the plan. He's like, I'm gonna make the NBA. 124 00:07:42,960 --> 00:07:46,800 Speaker 1: His mom supports him, and he ends up making his 125 00:07:46,840 --> 00:07:50,440 Speaker 1: way to a prep school in Ohio and then from 126 00:07:50,480 --> 00:07:53,480 Speaker 1: there Penn State, and at Penn State he sets the 127 00:07:53,600 --> 00:07:58,440 Speaker 1: school record footballock shots. Fast forward and he is starting 128 00:07:58,600 --> 00:08:02,080 Speaker 1: as an undrafted free agent for the Cleveland Cavaliers on 129 00:08:02,280 --> 00:08:05,040 Speaker 1: opening night and spent two years of Penn State. Must 130 00:08:05,080 --> 00:08:07,120 Speaker 1: tipped for the draft, but then the end wasn't picked. 131 00:08:07,200 --> 00:08:08,800 Speaker 1: Then just before the start of last season, he got 132 00:08:08,840 --> 00:08:12,600 Speaker 1: a call from the Cleveland Cavaliers. The dream had come true. 133 00:08:14,360 --> 00:08:17,119 Speaker 1: John said that it was Tim Duncan and Nikimalai Juan 134 00:08:17,280 --> 00:08:20,160 Speaker 1: were the only two players who had made such a 135 00:08:20,240 --> 00:08:23,200 Speaker 1: rapid ascent picking up a ball and then within seven 136 00:08:23,280 --> 00:08:25,720 Speaker 1: years starting in the n b A And he said, 137 00:08:25,760 --> 00:08:28,800 Speaker 1: obviously I have a shadow of those players. But here's 138 00:08:28,840 --> 00:08:34,560 Speaker 1: this really unlikely set of circumstances, and his work ethic 139 00:08:34,720 --> 00:08:37,160 Speaker 1: and powering through gets into the NBA and he ends 140 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:39,880 Speaker 1: up staying there and and making a living and making 141 00:08:39,920 --> 00:08:43,280 Speaker 1: an impact. And that's the origin story that he wishes 142 00:08:43,320 --> 00:08:48,400 Speaker 1: I think has told a little bit more. Doc Rivers 143 00:08:48,600 --> 00:08:51,040 Speaker 1: is a character who shows up pretty prominently in your story. 144 00:08:51,440 --> 00:08:53,640 Speaker 1: He was John's coach in Orlando and seemed to be 145 00:08:53,720 --> 00:08:56,000 Speaker 1: a pretty big key to him having success in the NBA. 146 00:08:56,840 --> 00:09:00,319 Speaker 1: You can always tell how much a player or coach 147 00:09:00,480 --> 00:09:03,440 Speaker 1: really likes another player coach by how quickly they respond 148 00:09:03,480 --> 00:09:06,440 Speaker 1: to your request to speak about them, and so with 149 00:09:06,520 --> 00:09:09,680 Speaker 1: Doc Rivers, I texted him about John Emici, someone that 150 00:09:09,720 --> 00:09:13,280 Speaker 1: he coached more than twenty years ago, and Doc got 151 00:09:13,320 --> 00:09:16,599 Speaker 1: back to me almost immediately. Doc loved that team. It 152 00:09:16,679 --> 00:09:19,000 Speaker 1: was his first team. You know, he ended up getting 153 00:09:19,040 --> 00:09:20,640 Speaker 1: the Coach of the Year, so like that's part of it, 154 00:09:20,800 --> 00:09:23,800 Speaker 1: the fond memories. It was really a group of uh 155 00:09:23,880 --> 00:09:27,839 Speaker 1: no names and gritty players, you know, bow Outlaw, Darryl Armstrong, 156 00:09:28,240 --> 00:09:30,440 Speaker 1: team that wasn't expected to do anything, and John Emichi 157 00:09:30,559 --> 00:09:34,640 Speaker 1: fit right into that. He was positive locker room presidents, 158 00:09:34,679 --> 00:09:37,640 Speaker 1: and Doc recalled how he knew he could play a little, 159 00:09:37,920 --> 00:09:41,640 Speaker 1: but he was pleasantly surprised by just how talented Amici was. 160 00:09:41,720 --> 00:09:43,240 Speaker 1: This was I think would be the peak of his 161 00:09:43,320 --> 00:09:50,160 Speaker 1: career as a player. I'm fascinated by this other moment 162 00:09:50,240 --> 00:09:52,800 Speaker 1: that happens in your story It's the year two thousand. 163 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:55,600 Speaker 1: John is suddenly getting noticed by the cream of the league, 164 00:09:56,040 --> 00:09:58,920 Speaker 1: and no less than the Lakers are wooing him. They 165 00:09:58,920 --> 00:10:01,960 Speaker 1: put a six year, seventeen million dollar deal and this 166 00:10:02,040 --> 00:10:05,160 Speaker 1: is seventeen million dollars in two thousand in front of 167 00:10:05,200 --> 00:10:09,040 Speaker 1: John Amici. What did he do? He either would have 168 00:10:09,040 --> 00:10:13,400 Speaker 1: been playing alongside Shack as a power forward or backing 169 00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:16,360 Speaker 1: up Shaquille O'Neil he would be playing, or Philip Jackson 170 00:10:16,880 --> 00:10:19,800 Speaker 1: Jerry West would have been his his GM. It's sort 171 00:10:19,840 --> 00:10:23,200 Speaker 1: of everything that a player who's grown up idolizing an 172 00:10:23,280 --> 00:10:33,160 Speaker 1: NBA royalty would dream about doing. And John Amici thinks 173 00:10:33,160 --> 00:10:39,560 Speaker 1: about it for a while and ends up deciding to 174 00:10:39,600 --> 00:10:42,839 Speaker 1: come back to Orlando. And he turns down this six year, 175 00:10:42,960 --> 00:10:46,079 Speaker 1: seventeen million dollar contract and instead signs for one year 176 00:10:46,120 --> 00:10:52,960 Speaker 1: with the Magic for six hundred thousand dollars. Who does that, right, 177 00:10:53,040 --> 00:10:55,880 Speaker 1: especially because the Magic were they were up and coming, 178 00:10:55,960 --> 00:10:58,920 Speaker 1: but they weren't great. And Michi, you know, at the time, 179 00:10:59,040 --> 00:11:01,240 Speaker 1: this is how he described it. He said, when people 180 00:11:01,280 --> 00:11:03,440 Speaker 1: ask me what my word is worth, I can say 181 00:11:03,440 --> 00:11:07,240 Speaker 1: at least seventeen million dollars. You know, obviously twenty years 182 00:11:07,280 --> 00:11:09,760 Speaker 1: have passed. He looks back on it now and has 183 00:11:09,800 --> 00:11:12,439 Speaker 1: a different perspective, But essentially what it was was, here 184 00:11:12,480 --> 00:11:14,200 Speaker 1: was this team that had taken a chance on him. 185 00:11:14,240 --> 00:11:17,760 Speaker 1: After playing with the Calves and Mit She'd ended up overseas, 186 00:11:17,880 --> 00:11:20,160 Speaker 1: and it was Doc Rivers and the Magic who gave 187 00:11:20,240 --> 00:11:23,040 Speaker 1: him his second chance to the NBA. He loved the team, 188 00:11:23,200 --> 00:11:27,160 Speaker 1: he loved the camaraderie. He never thought basketball was the 189 00:11:27,280 --> 00:11:29,200 Speaker 1: end all be all for him, and he never thought 190 00:11:29,280 --> 00:11:32,080 Speaker 1: money was the end all be all for him. So 191 00:11:32,200 --> 00:11:35,600 Speaker 1: his logic was, I can go chase this other thing, 192 00:11:36,320 --> 00:11:39,240 Speaker 1: or I can stay with this group where I feel comfortable, 193 00:11:39,760 --> 00:11:42,640 Speaker 1: that believed in me, that counted on me. And I 194 00:11:42,640 --> 00:11:45,199 Speaker 1: think implicit in this was that after that year he 195 00:11:45,240 --> 00:11:48,959 Speaker 1: would be signed to another contract by the Magic. Now 196 00:11:49,040 --> 00:11:50,760 Speaker 1: that did not happen, and I think some players that 197 00:11:50,880 --> 00:11:52,840 Speaker 1: end up getting incredibly bitter about that, and I think 198 00:11:52,920 --> 00:11:55,000 Speaker 1: John Tay a little bit of bitterness about that he 199 00:11:55,120 --> 00:11:57,640 Speaker 1: was able to sign somewhere else. If you're in his 200 00:11:57,880 --> 00:12:01,040 Speaker 1: flat in London, there are very few minders of his career. 201 00:12:01,120 --> 00:12:04,200 Speaker 1: Even during his career, he would talk about how he 202 00:12:04,240 --> 00:12:05,760 Speaker 1: didn't want to do this for that long, that he 203 00:12:05,800 --> 00:12:08,400 Speaker 1: didn't want to be defined by basketball, and so by 204 00:12:08,440 --> 00:12:11,280 Speaker 1: that same token. Playing for the Lakers and making more 205 00:12:11,320 --> 00:12:13,559 Speaker 1: money was not where it might be For some people 206 00:12:13,559 --> 00:12:15,520 Speaker 1: that might be the end goal. It certainly wasn't John's 207 00:12:15,520 --> 00:12:18,839 Speaker 1: who wanted to leave the n b A and become 208 00:12:18,880 --> 00:12:34,400 Speaker 1: a psychologist. This is the passage that starts the story 209 00:12:35,600 --> 00:12:38,480 Speaker 1: in relating how he got where he is today. John 210 00:12:38,520 --> 00:12:43,640 Speaker 1: Amici likes to tell his story. The year was Amici then, 211 00:12:43,640 --> 00:12:46,880 Speaker 1: his center for the magic, was considered by teammates and 212 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:49,640 Speaker 1: much of the league to be something of an odd duck. 213 00:12:50,200 --> 00:12:53,240 Speaker 1: One of the first British NBA players. He drank tea, 214 00:12:53,679 --> 00:12:57,439 Speaker 1: is shoed, partying and read psychology textbooks on the team plane, 215 00:12:57,880 --> 00:13:02,400 Speaker 1: studying towards degree while other has played cards. One evening, 216 00:13:02,559 --> 00:13:04,520 Speaker 1: as he was sitting at a four top table on 217 00:13:04,520 --> 00:13:08,320 Speaker 1: the team flight, eating catered p F changs and typing 218 00:13:08,360 --> 00:13:12,360 Speaker 1: away on a primitive laptop, a teammate sat down with him. 219 00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:17,440 Speaker 1: Amici closed his computer. Surprised, hey, he said. The teammate 220 00:13:17,480 --> 00:13:21,480 Speaker 1: looked at Amici then declared, my girlfriend doesn't like my 221 00:13:21,559 --> 00:13:26,280 Speaker 1: wife very much. That was it, no preamble, So Amici 222 00:13:26,320 --> 00:13:28,880 Speaker 1: did his best to help. I shudder to think what 223 00:13:28,960 --> 00:13:31,679 Speaker 1: I told him, says Amici, because I know I was 224 00:13:31,760 --> 00:13:34,719 Speaker 1: shipped as a therapist back then, knowing the right thing 225 00:13:34,760 --> 00:13:36,760 Speaker 1: to say and the thing to shut up about, how 226 00:13:36,840 --> 00:13:40,040 Speaker 1: much let the pauses breathe. It's something you pick up 227 00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:42,839 Speaker 1: over time. You don't really get it at first because 228 00:13:42,840 --> 00:13:46,679 Speaker 1: you think therapy is advice. It's not that it's asking 229 00:13:46,720 --> 00:13:51,959 Speaker 1: people questions, noticing things. Amici kept at it though. By 230 00:13:51,960 --> 00:13:54,640 Speaker 1: the time he retired from the NBA in two thousand 231 00:13:54,640 --> 00:13:57,920 Speaker 1: and three after five seasons split between the Calves, the 232 00:13:57,960 --> 00:14:00,360 Speaker 1: Magic and the Jazz, he was on his way to 233 00:14:00,440 --> 00:14:03,559 Speaker 1: receiving his doctorate and embarking upon his second career, far 234 00:14:03,679 --> 00:14:07,000 Speaker 1: from the court as he had always planned. On his 235 00:14:07,040 --> 00:14:09,440 Speaker 1: way out the door, I meant she decided to stir 236 00:14:09,520 --> 00:14:15,560 Speaker 1: the pot a bit. So. In two seven, John co 237 00:14:15,720 --> 00:14:20,600 Speaker 1: wrote a book about his career, and it's called Man 238 00:14:20,640 --> 00:14:23,960 Speaker 1: in the Middle. And this book was if you read it, 239 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:26,480 Speaker 1: it's there's a lot in there. It tells the origin 240 00:14:26,560 --> 00:14:30,040 Speaker 1: story that that I referenced earlier. Um it gets into 241 00:14:30,040 --> 00:14:32,920 Speaker 1: some of his experience in the league and also tells 242 00:14:33,000 --> 00:14:35,440 Speaker 1: his story as a gay man, not just an NBA 243 00:14:35,600 --> 00:14:39,000 Speaker 1: but from the time during his teen years when he 244 00:14:39,040 --> 00:14:42,120 Speaker 1: starts to understand his identity up through what it was 245 00:14:42,200 --> 00:14:46,040 Speaker 1: like in college, the very freighted decisions he had to 246 00:14:46,080 --> 00:14:49,080 Speaker 1: make as he went, Can I go out in the city. 247 00:14:49,240 --> 00:14:50,960 Speaker 1: If I'm visiting a city on the road, all the 248 00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:52,720 Speaker 1: players go out? Can I go out? Because what if 249 00:14:52,720 --> 00:14:55,360 Speaker 1: someone sees me at a gay bar? Right, So it 250 00:14:55,400 --> 00:14:58,240 Speaker 1: covers all this, and it also obviously talks about his 251 00:14:58,280 --> 00:15:01,160 Speaker 1: experience in the NBA on provide a lot of depth 252 00:15:01,200 --> 00:15:04,920 Speaker 1: and detail. And then he went on ESPN Outside the 253 00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:07,640 Speaker 1: Lines and that was sort of the release of the 254 00:15:07,720 --> 00:15:10,920 Speaker 1: book and the news break. This week he came out 255 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:13,320 Speaker 1: in his new book, Man in the Middle, disclosing that 256 00:15:13,360 --> 00:15:17,320 Speaker 1: he's gay. The coming out process is not sometimes people 257 00:15:17,320 --> 00:15:19,560 Speaker 1: think of it as this very defined thing. You wake 258 00:15:19,600 --> 00:15:21,200 Speaker 1: up one morning, you throw up your window and you 259 00:15:21,280 --> 00:15:24,360 Speaker 1: yell to the world. It isn't that for most people. 260 00:15:24,560 --> 00:15:28,760 Speaker 1: It's a very personal and gradual process. So of course, 261 00:15:28,920 --> 00:15:34,000 Speaker 1: most people didn't read the whole book, especially fellow NBA players, 262 00:15:34,400 --> 00:15:37,440 Speaker 1: and the immediate reaction was and if you look back, 263 00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:40,400 Speaker 1: it was it was i'd say, largely positive in the 264 00:15:40,440 --> 00:15:43,080 Speaker 1: culture of general, and then in the NBA there were certainly, 265 00:15:43,160 --> 00:15:50,200 Speaker 1: I'm sure players who didn't care, but those weren't the 266 00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:52,040 Speaker 1: ones who made the news. The ones that made the 267 00:15:52,080 --> 00:15:54,920 Speaker 1: news for the most part where those who had issues 268 00:15:54,960 --> 00:15:59,440 Speaker 1: with it. Shablick Randolph said he didn't care as long 269 00:15:59,480 --> 00:16:02,080 Speaker 1: as you don't put that gayness on me. But it 270 00:16:02,160 --> 00:16:05,080 Speaker 1: was Tim A. Hardaway who ended up providing the response 271 00:16:05,120 --> 00:16:09,400 Speaker 1: that really stuck with people. Tim Hardaway, last question before 272 00:16:09,400 --> 00:16:10,840 Speaker 1: we let you go, how do you deal with a 273 00:16:10,840 --> 00:16:15,600 Speaker 1: gay teammate? Oh? Uh, First of all, I wouldn't want 274 00:16:15,640 --> 00:16:18,720 Speaker 1: him on my team. And second of all, you know, 275 00:16:18,840 --> 00:16:21,520 Speaker 1: if he was on my teeth, I would, you know, 276 00:16:21,800 --> 00:16:25,680 Speaker 1: really distanced myself from him, because I don't think that's right. 277 00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:27,960 Speaker 1: You know that what you're saying there, though, Timmy is 278 00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:32,920 Speaker 1: flatly homophobic, right, It's just it's it's bigotry. Well, you know, 279 00:16:33,120 --> 00:16:37,680 Speaker 1: I hate gay people. Only an idiot would imagine that, 280 00:16:37,800 --> 00:16:41,440 Speaker 1: not already around gay people, So it seems really odd 281 00:16:41,440 --> 00:16:44,480 Speaker 1: that he would say it within sports. I mean, he's 282 00:16:44,480 --> 00:16:48,400 Speaker 1: already played with gay people, which is just ridiculous. This 283 00:16:48,480 --> 00:16:52,760 Speaker 1: trailed Tim Hardaway for pretty much until now. Just this 284 00:16:52,840 --> 00:16:55,720 Speaker 1: year was inducted into the Basketball Hall of Fame, and 285 00:16:55,760 --> 00:16:58,120 Speaker 1: for many years he felt as though or less he 286 00:16:58,200 --> 00:17:00,920 Speaker 1: publicly said that it was these cans to the Danile 287 00:17:01,000 --> 00:17:03,520 Speaker 1: Batard show, which he did try to walk back within 288 00:17:03,560 --> 00:17:06,240 Speaker 1: twenty four hours, but obviously that had very little effect 289 00:17:06,280 --> 00:17:09,040 Speaker 1: at the time that had affected his ability to get 290 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:11,320 Speaker 1: a job, to get in the Hall of Fame. You know, 291 00:17:11,320 --> 00:17:14,040 Speaker 1: I think there was a jump that's unfair to NBA 292 00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:16,280 Speaker 1: players that oh, this is what a lot of NBA 293 00:17:16,320 --> 00:17:18,359 Speaker 1: players were probably thinking at the time, and we can't 294 00:17:18,440 --> 00:17:21,280 Speaker 1: make that jump, obviously, But the thing was, you know harder. 295 00:17:21,280 --> 00:17:22,800 Speaker 1: It was just the one one who said it out loud, 296 00:17:23,280 --> 00:17:26,560 Speaker 1: and so I think that ended also being stamped in 297 00:17:26,600 --> 00:17:33,679 Speaker 1: our consciousness. How does John Amici go from playing in 298 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:37,560 Speaker 1: the NBA to being a fully trained and practicing psychologist. 299 00:17:38,480 --> 00:17:42,920 Speaker 1: So John knew he wanted to go into psychology even 300 00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:45,520 Speaker 1: before his time in the n b A, and so 301 00:17:45,600 --> 00:17:48,680 Speaker 1: he was studying while he was a player. He began 302 00:17:48,720 --> 00:17:53,800 Speaker 1: his coursework, and the series of steps after that included 303 00:17:54,160 --> 00:17:57,120 Speaker 1: a distance learning program which he could do while he's 304 00:17:57,160 --> 00:18:04,240 Speaker 1: in the league. So after retiring and Michi puts in 305 00:18:04,320 --> 00:18:08,040 Speaker 1: thousands of hours of required training, he studied family therapy 306 00:18:08,359 --> 00:18:12,040 Speaker 1: and then he specialized in organizational psychology. He ends up 307 00:18:12,080 --> 00:18:16,320 Speaker 1: earning all these accreditations from the British Psychological Society. He 308 00:18:16,400 --> 00:18:18,960 Speaker 1: picks up a host of other titles, including becoming a 309 00:18:19,000 --> 00:18:22,000 Speaker 1: Fellow for the Royal Society for Public Health, and he 310 00:18:22,040 --> 00:18:25,520 Speaker 1: founded a psychology based consulting firm which is now known 311 00:18:25,560 --> 00:18:29,800 Speaker 1: as APS Intelligence. He works with businesses across Europe. They 312 00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:35,560 Speaker 1: focus on teamwork, leadership, efficiency, diversity inclusion. He has two offices, 313 00:18:35,960 --> 00:18:39,159 Speaker 1: he has a book, he has a podcast. He works 314 00:18:39,160 --> 00:18:42,280 Speaker 1: with a number of relatively high level companies in Europe, 315 00:18:42,320 --> 00:18:47,240 Speaker 1: so I'd say overall it has been successful. He has 316 00:18:47,320 --> 00:18:51,280 Speaker 1: this presence to him that definitely comes across virtually, but 317 00:18:51,400 --> 00:18:55,320 Speaker 1: even more so in person because he's so eloquent, he's 318 00:18:55,400 --> 00:18:59,000 Speaker 1: so thoughtful, partly because of his personality and partly because 319 00:18:59,040 --> 00:19:01,639 Speaker 1: of his training. When he's listening to you, it's a 320 00:19:01,720 --> 00:19:04,439 Speaker 1: very active listening. I guess the way to put it 321 00:19:04,640 --> 00:19:07,639 Speaker 1: is the world sort of blots out and the conversation 322 00:19:07,720 --> 00:19:10,680 Speaker 1: you're having with John becomes the only thing, which is 323 00:19:10,720 --> 00:19:14,240 Speaker 1: obviously with the best interviewers and and talk show host 324 00:19:14,280 --> 00:19:16,240 Speaker 1: I'm sure to do as well. But John very adapted this, 325 00:19:16,960 --> 00:19:18,720 Speaker 1: and so a lot of what I did was watching 326 00:19:18,920 --> 00:19:22,040 Speaker 1: him do this and then having our conversations and trying 327 00:19:22,080 --> 00:19:26,040 Speaker 1: to hit on his life, his approach, and then obviously 328 00:19:26,200 --> 00:19:34,800 Speaker 1: finally know his thoughts on why things haven't changed. Here 329 00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:37,240 Speaker 1: was another excerpt from this story. This is about the 330 00:19:37,240 --> 00:19:42,000 Speaker 1: context of gay athletes in sports. Eventually, by the turn 331 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:44,120 Speaker 1: of the century, the NBA remained one of the only 332 00:19:44,160 --> 00:19:48,640 Speaker 1: two holdouts among major American men's team sports, along with NHL. 333 00:19:49,240 --> 00:19:54,960 Speaker 1: Then it meets she broke that barrier. Six years later, 334 00:19:55,119 --> 00:19:59,119 Speaker 1: into thirteen, Jason Collins became the second NBA player and 335 00:19:59,160 --> 00:20:02,800 Speaker 1: the first act of one come out. And with that 336 00:20:02,880 --> 00:20:05,960 Speaker 1: the floodgates open. As the culture shifted and as the 337 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:10,560 Speaker 1: courts legalized same sex marriage and as out athletes became commonplace, 338 00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:14,080 Speaker 1: the most progressive major men's sports league in the US 339 00:20:14,200 --> 00:20:21,000 Speaker 1: led the way. Just kidding, that's what you might have expected. Instead. 340 00:20:21,280 --> 00:20:24,240 Speaker 1: In two thousand and twenty two, Columns and Amichi remain 341 00:20:24,320 --> 00:20:27,119 Speaker 1: the only two NBA players to have come out publicly, 342 00:20:27,640 --> 00:20:32,119 Speaker 1: which leads to the obvious question, why so, Chris, you 343 00:20:32,160 --> 00:20:34,200 Speaker 1: flew to London, you met with John Ahmigi, you wrote 344 00:20:34,200 --> 00:20:36,639 Speaker 1: this entire article. What do you think is the answer? 345 00:20:37,520 --> 00:20:39,680 Speaker 1: I think it's different if you talk about, for example, 346 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:43,400 Speaker 1: women's soccer. If you talk about other sports where it's 347 00:20:43,440 --> 00:20:46,880 Speaker 1: become it's not even news now at this point, which 348 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:50,119 Speaker 1: is what most sports are probably aiming to get to 349 00:20:50,280 --> 00:20:52,600 Speaker 1: at some point, and the NBA seems to come down 350 00:20:52,640 --> 00:20:56,240 Speaker 1: to a few factors. Talking to Doc Rivers, his thought was, 351 00:20:56,280 --> 00:21:00,600 Speaker 1: you know, it's still largely about money and precedence because 352 00:21:00,640 --> 00:21:04,600 Speaker 1: there haven't been players coming out, and it's been now 353 00:21:04,960 --> 00:21:07,720 Speaker 1: nine years since Jason Collins comes out. There's a huge 354 00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:10,400 Speaker 1: unknown there. If I come out, how does it affect 355 00:21:10,440 --> 00:21:13,200 Speaker 1: my next contract? Even if someone had come out a 356 00:21:13,280 --> 00:21:15,119 Speaker 1: couple of years ago. It's really going to be one 357 00:21:15,119 --> 00:21:16,760 Speaker 1: of those things chicken and eggs. So when the next 358 00:21:16,760 --> 00:21:19,880 Speaker 1: player comes out, if he potentially signs a big deal 359 00:21:19,960 --> 00:21:22,600 Speaker 1: somewhere and no one cares or maybe even helps his 360 00:21:22,640 --> 00:21:27,600 Speaker 1: marketability boom, that that helps. From that financial perspective. If 361 00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:30,199 Speaker 1: the average NBA player only has a three to four 362 00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:34,080 Speaker 1: year career and that's the majority of their earning potential 363 00:21:34,520 --> 00:21:38,720 Speaker 1: for their life, and this disclosure cuts a year off 364 00:21:38,760 --> 00:21:41,840 Speaker 1: your deal or you fear it might, the risk reward 365 00:21:41,960 --> 00:21:44,959 Speaker 1: is not necessarily there. So that's for the financial argument 366 00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:51,560 Speaker 1: for this. You know, John Amici says that's not the 367 00:21:51,640 --> 00:21:56,000 Speaker 1: right question. Why are we asking why more players haven't 368 00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:59,280 Speaker 1: come out? Why is it on the players to do this? 369 00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:03,360 Speaker 1: And I'm going to read one of his quotes here. 370 00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:06,520 Speaker 1: So what John told me when I started asking this 371 00:22:06,640 --> 00:22:08,920 Speaker 1: question was, if it's just about being able to point 372 00:22:08,960 --> 00:22:11,480 Speaker 1: to a gay person, I'm not sure that's a good 373 00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:14,639 Speaker 1: sign of progress. Really. John went on. He said, there 374 00:22:14,640 --> 00:22:16,679 Speaker 1: are a lot of gay players in the league. They 375 00:22:16,680 --> 00:22:18,840 Speaker 1: are well known to their teammates, at least some of them, 376 00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:21,359 Speaker 1: and their friends and some of their partners are also 377 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:23,480 Speaker 1: well known to family and friends in the family and 378 00:22:23,560 --> 00:22:26,800 Speaker 1: friends room. If what we mean is that no journalist 379 00:22:26,880 --> 00:22:30,119 Speaker 1: has permission to talk about their sexuality, then that is true. 380 00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:33,520 Speaker 1: But it's a weird workplace, right And he made an 381 00:22:33,520 --> 00:22:36,480 Speaker 1: analogy of the time to me about Microsoft. If you 382 00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:39,119 Speaker 1: work for Microsoft, you don't have to stand up on 383 00:22:39,160 --> 00:22:41,879 Speaker 1: your desk and announced the whole room, hey, I'm gay. 384 00:22:42,400 --> 00:22:45,119 Speaker 1: And in that case, maybe you'd have forty people in 385 00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:47,280 Speaker 1: the room. In this case, you're asking an NBA player 386 00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:50,679 Speaker 1: expecting at some point an audience of millions of people 387 00:22:50,760 --> 00:22:54,040 Speaker 1: to stand up. He's like, that's weird. He's like, people 388 00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:57,200 Speaker 1: aren't in the closet just because you don't know they're gay. 389 00:22:57,520 --> 00:23:01,359 Speaker 1: People haven't earned the right to know. Fat bloke front 390 00:23:01,359 --> 00:23:03,840 Speaker 1: seat twelve C. You haven't earned the right to know. 391 00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:06,400 Speaker 1: You just yelled obscenities at me for missing a free throw. 392 00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:09,840 Speaker 1: You don't know me at all. This is John's point 393 00:23:09,920 --> 00:23:12,399 Speaker 1: was this is something you're earned. If people trust you, 394 00:23:12,440 --> 00:23:16,200 Speaker 1: they tell you things about themselves. This isn't a job requirement. 395 00:23:16,760 --> 00:23:19,400 Speaker 1: And so the culture around the game in John's view, 396 00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:21,760 Speaker 1: and I think he's I think he's right on this. 397 00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:24,440 Speaker 1: It's probably what needs to change. If there are still 398 00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:28,119 Speaker 1: team owners, we still have a culture around the game, 399 00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:32,080 Speaker 1: We have fans around the game that is not going 400 00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:34,840 Speaker 1: to make it a conduce environment, and someone won't feel 401 00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:37,800 Speaker 1: necessarily safe or there won't be a positive experience for 402 00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:40,000 Speaker 1: them to come out. Then why do we expect them 403 00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:43,080 Speaker 1: to take this chance when they don't need to. I 404 00:23:43,119 --> 00:23:45,439 Speaker 1: think that was that's an overarching point, is the culture 405 00:23:45,440 --> 00:23:48,359 Speaker 1: around this needs to change rather than the players. This 406 00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:50,960 Speaker 1: isn't about a player not decided to come out. It's 407 00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:54,439 Speaker 1: about the American culture and the sports culture. And then 408 00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:56,439 Speaker 1: one point John got really fired up talking about this, 409 00:23:56,520 --> 00:23:58,400 Speaker 1: and this is this is the thing that really resonated 410 00:23:58,440 --> 00:24:00,840 Speaker 1: for me. He said, you want people to come out, 411 00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:05,000 Speaker 1: change theles around them, and not just the teammates because 412 00:24:05,040 --> 00:24:08,720 Speaker 1: they mostly don't care, but equipment managers and weight coaches 413 00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:12,159 Speaker 1: and administrators and team owners who we all know her 414 00:24:12,280 --> 00:24:15,800 Speaker 1: progressive group, and obviously he's been sarcastic there, and the 415 00:24:15,840 --> 00:24:20,080 Speaker 1: overarching organizations, one of which has just finished constructively dismissing 416 00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:22,960 Speaker 1: an athlete for taking a knee. Yeah, that's a safe 417 00:24:22,960 --> 00:24:28,439 Speaker 1: place to come out. It's the weakest of organizations that 418 00:24:28,560 --> 00:24:31,239 Speaker 1: say the lack about athletes is about stupid jocks who 419 00:24:31,240 --> 00:24:34,399 Speaker 1: would beat you up in the locker room. This was 420 00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:36,960 Speaker 1: his main point. You're we're focusing on the wrong people 421 00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:39,199 Speaker 1: who want gay people to come out. Make it so 422 00:24:39,320 --> 00:24:42,320 Speaker 1: it's not so. Make it so that someone can still 423 00:24:42,359 --> 00:24:45,159 Speaker 1: look at you and see what you've achieved. Then maybe 424 00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:49,119 Speaker 1: people will deserve that disclosure. You've been traveling an amazing planes, 425 00:24:49,119 --> 00:24:51,679 Speaker 1: all right, So each team has their own plane. And 426 00:24:51,920 --> 00:24:53,520 Speaker 1: I was on the plane one day. I was studying 427 00:24:53,520 --> 00:24:55,520 Speaker 1: for my doctor and then one of the players got 428 00:24:55,520 --> 00:24:58,800 Speaker 1: called Monty Williams. He came up and I'm typing away 429 00:24:58,840 --> 00:25:00,080 Speaker 1: and he looks at me and he kind of just 430 00:25:00,119 --> 00:25:03,960 Speaker 1: leans against the chasis. So meach, you don't talk much 431 00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:11,480 Speaker 1: about women. And I said to him, indeed, and he 432 00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:15,000 Speaker 1: looked at me and said, uh, cool, cool, good talk, 433 00:25:15,200 --> 00:25:18,040 Speaker 1: and then walked away. And that was it. That was it. 434 00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:21,960 Speaker 1: So there are plenty of people out in that same way, 435 00:25:22,040 --> 00:25:25,119 Speaker 1: amongst their teams and and even amongst some parts of 436 00:25:25,119 --> 00:25:27,879 Speaker 1: their teams, and not others. They're just not out of 437 00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:32,600 Speaker 1: the universe. He's a fascinating guy. But my challenge was 438 00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:37,680 Speaker 1: to try to weave these two contextual threads together. John's life, 439 00:25:37,960 --> 00:25:41,320 Speaker 1: which has been largely outside of basketball, and what he 440 00:25:41,359 --> 00:25:45,840 Speaker 1: represents is far as a gay athlete and someone in 441 00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:47,720 Speaker 1: the sports world. And so this is how I ended 442 00:25:47,760 --> 00:25:51,560 Speaker 1: up deciding to end the story. Where is John Amici now? 443 00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:55,200 Speaker 1: The better question might be who is John Amici now? 444 00:25:55,800 --> 00:25:59,880 Speaker 1: Because the answer is certainly not retired NBA player. Rather, 445 00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:05,120 Speaker 1: he's a psychologist, executive, mentor, instigator, and Star Wars fan. 446 00:26:05,800 --> 00:26:08,520 Speaker 1: He's either a truth teller or a liberal wind bag, 447 00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:11,960 Speaker 1: depending on who's doing the labeling. He's an introvert and 448 00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:15,080 Speaker 1: a ponderer and a man who misses his mother every day. 449 00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:19,200 Speaker 1: And in sports men's sports anyway, he's a symbol of 450 00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:21,800 Speaker 1: a world that felt like he was changing, but maybe 451 00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:26,760 Speaker 1: he hasn't changed that much at all. Chris Ballard, thank 452 00:26:26,800 --> 00:26:28,400 Speaker 1: you so much for your work and thanks for being 453 00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:32,760 Speaker 1: with us today. Great Thank you, Dan. 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