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Speaker 2: All right, let's get into the episode. Hi, who is this?

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Speaker 3: Hello?

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Speaker 2: This is Djon Dijon. What's happening?

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Speaker 3: Not too much? Get not too much? Before I ask

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Speaker 3: you what is happening, I want to first, if you're

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Speaker 3: willing to answer, what sparked your little mindfulness trip that

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Speaker 3: you have been referencing lately.

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Speaker 2: Min influenced trip that I've been referencing lately. Let me think, oh, well,

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Speaker 2: in case if this is out of I don't know

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Speaker 2: if this might be out of context. I don't know

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Speaker 2: where I'm going to put this call in the podcast,

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Speaker 2: but hm, I yes, I have been talking about trying

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Speaker 2: to protect my piece more. What sparked it? I will,

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Speaker 2: I fucking I'll talk about it. I had a I

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Speaker 2: just don't know. I went insane, I I was. I

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Speaker 2: realized that my life and my decisions and my I

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Speaker 2: just realized I was kind of running on an engine

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Speaker 2: that was fueled by fear and anxiety and stress and

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Speaker 2: guilt and shame, and that that is not a good

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Speaker 2: way to live at all. That's not a worthy life.

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Speaker 2: And so I'm trying to not let that happen again.

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Speaker 2: It's inevitably going to because you never, really, you never

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Speaker 2: fully solve any of your problems. He's kind of have

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Speaker 2: to keep mentally lifting weights. And yes, I'm wanting, I'm

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Speaker 2: And I don't I don't know where I'm gonna put this.

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Speaker 2: I don't know where this call will be contextually in

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Speaker 2: the podcast, but I have been talking about it.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that just that interested me because I mean, as

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Speaker 3: very wide variety of things. I always wonder when you're saying,

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Speaker 3: like you've been thinking about these things lately, like where

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Speaker 3: it came from, because obviously we just see these few

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Speaker 3: hours a few times a week. But whatever you're doing

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Speaker 3: outside of that is obviously what's going to like spark

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Speaker 3: these thoughts. I assume at least.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah, I don't know. I debate how much to

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Speaker 2: now everything I just told you felt good because I

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Speaker 2: mean I'm always you know, other people are telling me

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Speaker 2: don't want people to think that I don't. I don't

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Speaker 2: want people to think that I'm happy all the time.

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Speaker 2: This is not true, sure, And I don't want people

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Speaker 2: peace that is spreading that to other people is uh,

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Speaker 2: you know, I mean I am sometimes I don't know,

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Speaker 2: I don't know, I'm figuring myself out, as is everyone

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Speaker 2: who is who was talking to me on the show,

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Speaker 2: and and also lots of people who are not talking

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Speaker 3: True, very true, All right, Jeon.

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Speaker 2: Enough of this ship. It says here, Jean, you know

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Speaker 2: what you tell me? You tell me. I want you

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Speaker 3: You okay, Well, I appreciate everything you just said that seriously.

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Speaker 3: So something like what it probably says there is I

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Speaker 3: drove the Oscar Meyer Wienermobile as a job for a

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Speaker 3: Is that?

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Speaker 2: Well it is now that you have told it to me.

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Speaker 3: So? Are you familiar with the Oscar Mayer wiendomobile in

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Speaker 2: The Oscar Mayer Windowmobile, from what I'm familiar with, is

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Speaker 2: Any other is there any other important information that that

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Speaker 3: No. Twenty seven foot long hot dog on wheels is

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Speaker 3: It is important that it is a hot dog, though,

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Speaker 4: That makes sense?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: job you're called the hot Dogger, right, and there's two

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Speaker 5: You let her into thebile, you let the pena meat

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Speaker 6: I Uh, you would have been killed instantly in the

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Speaker 6: war Dijon, Oh, I blew it.

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Speaker 3: I blew it, man, I don't know what to tell you.

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Speaker 3: I blew it. I know I was just too nice

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Speaker 2: She four and fucking thing and blow it up, and.

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Speaker 3: It would have been my fault. There's there's no way

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Speaker 3: you guys gotta go. She was much smarter than I.

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Speaker 3: She would have been fine in the war that you

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Speaker 3: We can't get a hold of them. And as we're

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Speaker 3: like I said, like twenty thirty people, and they're in

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Speaker 3: of like acting as a pig on its way to flaughter. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: That's kind of awesome.

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Speaker 3: Respect for how hard they went, Yeah, truly like they

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Speaker 3: This next part is even they went even harder because.

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Speaker 2: She didn't kill well.

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Speaker 3: She did well. I can't honestly confirm that, but no,

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Speaker 3: have a great day. That's what we want to portray.

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Speaker 3: And everything I just told you is happening literally ten

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Speaker 2: Are people reacting to this display?

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Speaker 3: The civilians pretty much just like us, which was not

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Speaker 3: you can't. You can't just walk by that and not wonder. Right, like,

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Speaker 3: There's a there's a gigantic hot dog on wheels and

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Speaker 3: there's people screaming next to it. What's going on? And

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Speaker 2: Do you think do you think they got to anyone liked?

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Speaker 2: Did they make anyone put down their hot dog?

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Speaker 3: You know what, I don't think they did. I don't

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Speaker 2: You're telling me, you're telling me this woman wore a

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Speaker 3: Now there is a world out there where maybe she

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Speaker 3: you know, it'd be for enjoyment, like how high play

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Speaker 2: So Jjon, it says that you drove the Oscar Meyer

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Speaker 3: You know what, when you said that, it made me

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Speaker 3: That was not No, it was very much a US thing.

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Speaker 3: That's so true. I would have truly no idea how

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Speaker 2: Say, sometimes you got pulled weight, you got pulled over

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Speaker 3: I did get pulled over.

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Speaker 2: I need to know that, I need I need to know.

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Speaker 3: We didn't even notice, thank you. And we spent like

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Speaker 3: Yeah? I put a little mustard on it, and I said,

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Speaker 3: They did not. They were like, you know what, it's fine.

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Speaker 2: That's good that they did around the highway. That's that

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Speaker 3: That's what they say. That's what they say. It felt good,

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Speaker 2: So you know you asked me at the beginning of

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Speaker 3: Wow, hell of a question. I love a question, man.

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Speaker 3: I think it's not the secret to happiness. Thinking positive

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Speaker 2: They really need to record you saying this and have

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Speaker 3: Thank you. That means a lot. I think that's a

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Speaker 2: I think so too you. It's so far everything you're

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Speaker 2: be happy and to to a more fati, to love

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Speaker 4: I like that.

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Speaker 3: Yes, you read about that this morning.

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Speaker 2: I read about that this morning. I told you I'm

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Speaker 3: Hey man, it's not stupid. It's not stupid.

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Speaker 2: All right, Wow, this was this was a beautiful car.

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Speaker 2: I like, I love, I loved talking about all of this.

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Speaker 2: what I like about you, man. I think a lot

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Speaker 3: That is one of the best commiments I've ever received. Seriously,

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Speaker 3: thank you so much. That means a lot to me. Man,

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Speaker 3: I appreciate it. I definitely enjoy a lot about you,

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Speaker 2: Well, Thank you man. I one quick question, one quick

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Speaker 2: What's what's app what's the next resume item after hot

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Speaker 4: Oh?

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Speaker 3: So that's kind of what I'm up to right now,

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Speaker 2: I like that, man, Well like if if you're going

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Speaker 3: Wow, this is why I need you, man, This is

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Speaker 3: a Wienomobile on the back. When I go out and

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Speaker 3: like right now, I'm holding a sign up asking people

439
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Speaker 3: what their favorite ceial is, just like for a laugh,

440
00:26:51,119 --> 00:26:53,639
Speaker 3: and I wear a jacket that has a Wienomobile on

441
00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:56,399
Speaker 3: the back, like a retro windbreaker kind of jacket. Is

442
00:26:56,440 --> 00:26:59,520
Speaker 3: super sick. So I'm using it, but not directly like that.

443
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Speaker 3: You're You're the genius on the other side of it.

444
00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:03,520
Speaker 2: So I'm going to make that the time. I'm going

445
00:27:03,560 --> 00:27:05,160
Speaker 2: to make that the title of this episode.

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Speaker 3: That would be an honor. I could not be more

447
00:27:11,400 --> 00:27:12,240
Speaker 3: excited about that.

448
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Speaker 2: That's great, Dejean. Anything else you want to say to

449
00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:16,800
Speaker 2: the people of the computer before we go.

450
00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:23,520
Speaker 3: Try to choose positivity if you can whenever you can,

451
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Speaker 3: and GEK, thank you so much. Like I said, huge

452
00:27:26,560 --> 00:27:30,040
Speaker 3: inspiration for me just being like, fuck it, I love

453
00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:32,760
Speaker 3: talking to people, and so I'm going to try to

454
00:27:32,760 --> 00:27:35,960
Speaker 3: go talk to people and try to make a living

455
00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:37,600
Speaker 3: out of it or do it for fun and see

456
00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:40,840
Speaker 3: where it goes. Which is why I asked you how

457
00:27:40,840 --> 00:27:42,760
Speaker 3: you're doing at the beginning of this because I truly

458
00:27:43,640 --> 00:27:46,040
Speaker 3: talk about that kind of stuff. So I love what

459
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Speaker 3: you do.

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Speaker 2: Thank you man, I appreciate it. Jean, You're an American hero.

461
00:27:50,400 --> 00:27:51,320
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon.

462
00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:54,160
Speaker 3: Thanks, man, have a good night.

463
00:27:55,040 --> 00:27:59,280
Speaker 2: Wow. I like that it. It is very funny that

464
00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:01,080
Speaker 2: he was talking about that stuff, because I was just

465
00:28:01,119 --> 00:28:04,359
Speaker 2: reading about that this morning. The idea of of loving

466
00:28:04,359 --> 00:28:07,080
Speaker 2: what happens. Yes, I have been thinking a lot more

467
00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:09,480
Speaker 2: about how to be happy and how to not have

468
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:16,080
Speaker 2: my life driven by anxiety. And I've been really into

469
00:28:16,080 --> 00:28:20,680
Speaker 2: this idea of paying the taxes of life gladly. You know,

470
00:28:20,760 --> 00:28:23,200
Speaker 2: everything you do comes with some kind of tax to it.

471
00:28:24,359 --> 00:28:29,280
Speaker 2: So look driving a giant hot dog, Uh, you know,

472
00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:32,880
Speaker 2: a joy, a pleasure. So the tax is that sometimes

473
00:28:32,880 --> 00:28:35,480
Speaker 2: it breaks down, and so you know, you pay, you

474
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Speaker 2: pay the tax gladly instead of discussing over it. I

475
00:28:40,480 --> 00:28:45,520
Speaker 2: like that. I'm glad that that's what Dijon learned. And

476
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Speaker 2: I never did think of a like of an actual

477
00:28:48,280 --> 00:28:51,400
Speaker 2: joke about his name. But but again I don't think.

478
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Speaker 2: I don't think I had to. All right, thank you

479
00:28:54,240 --> 00:28:54,560
Speaker 2: de Jean?

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Speaker 7: Hello, Hello, how are you?

481
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Speaker 2: I'm a gecko on the computer?

482
00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:07,760
Speaker 3: Uh?

483
00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:08,960
Speaker 7: Didn't just get into it?

484
00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:11,600
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, sure please.

485
00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:17,120
Speaker 7: So basically, I was dating this guy for a long

486
00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:21,000
Speaker 7: time and I got pregnant and I had a kid

487
00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:26,120
Speaker 7: on my nineteenth birthday, and I decided to give him

488
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Speaker 7: or place him for adoption. And I didn't tell anyone

489
00:29:29,880 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 7: in my family outside of obviously my parents. I kept

490
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Speaker 7: it a secret from the rest of them.

491
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Speaker 2: Did what did your boyfriend know that you gave the

492
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Speaker 2: that you had the kid and gave him away.

493
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Speaker 7: Oh? Yeah, we dated up until he was about six

494
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Speaker 7: months old, but it was not I kind of had

495
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Speaker 7: to like overrule basically make the executive decision to do

496
00:29:58,200 --> 00:30:01,880
Speaker 7: it because I knew that's what was right, I guess

497
00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:07,520
Speaker 7: mm hmm, because he was very wishy washy about what

498
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Speaker 7: he wanted to do. And then in the end, obviously

499
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:12,840
Speaker 7: we didn't work out, so.

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Speaker 4: Okay, it was better in the long run.

501
00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:23,280
Speaker 2: Uh So was this kid? Was this kid an accident

502
00:30:23,360 --> 00:30:26,320
Speaker 2: or was this something you guys had agreed upon beforehand? No,

503
00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:32,600
Speaker 2: it was definitely an accident, okay, And your boyfriend wanted

504
00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:33,160
Speaker 2: to keep it?

505
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Speaker 7: Not at first? At first he wanted me to.

506
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Speaker 4: Have an abortion.

507
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Speaker 7: And then once I had kind of like once I

508
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Speaker 7: had talked to him about like, oh, we're gonna like

509
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Speaker 7: this is what I want to do, and this is

510
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Speaker 7: what I'm sure about. I picked a couple and we

511
00:30:53,800 --> 00:30:56,000
Speaker 7: had like gotten to know them and everything, and then

512
00:30:56,120 --> 00:31:01,120
Speaker 7: he flipped changed his mind and it was like I

513
00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:04,760
Speaker 7: can drop out of school and we can keep him.

514
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Speaker 4: Mm hmm.

515
00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:10,200
Speaker 7: Make things very complicated.

516
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Speaker 2: Basically, Well, I mean, fuck you. I mean you were

517
00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:23,920
Speaker 2: I assuming neither of you guys have like jobs. You're

518
00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:24,680
Speaker 2: both in school.

519
00:31:26,640 --> 00:31:30,160
Speaker 7: Yeah, we're both in school, and I'm I work at Starbucks.

520
00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:33,200
Speaker 2: Okay, all right, so neither of you were like really

521
00:31:33,400 --> 00:31:35,880
Speaker 2: that equipped to have a kid. And I and you

522
00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:38,160
Speaker 2: and it was nice school that you vetted, You vetted

523
00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:40,400
Speaker 2: the couple. You didn't just drop the baby off at

524
00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:43,440
Speaker 2: like a baby dump and you know whoever a free

525
00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:44,560
Speaker 2: baby on craigslist?

526
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Speaker 7: Yeah, it's and it's an open adoption.

527
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Speaker 4: So I still talk to them almost still.

528
00:31:52,080 --> 00:31:53,320
Speaker 2: You talk to the parents every day.

529
00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:57,120
Speaker 7: Yeah, and we visited a few times a year.

530
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Speaker 2: WHOA. The idea of an open adoption is very fascinating

531
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Speaker 2: to me. What's the what's the scope of of of

532
00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:09,080
Speaker 2: the open adoption? How's that? How does that work? Exactly?

533
00:32:11,840 --> 00:32:15,320
Speaker 7: Basically, when I found out I was pregnant, I looked

534
00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:20,640
Speaker 7: up adoption agencies, and really every adoption agency website has.

535
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:23,800
Speaker 7: It's kind of like a catalog, and every family has

536
00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:27,600
Speaker 7: a profile and you just look through until you find

537
00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:29,920
Speaker 7: a few that you like, and then they put you

538
00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:34,440
Speaker 7: in contact with them. So it's kind of like shopping

539
00:32:35,680 --> 00:32:37,560
Speaker 7: for a couple in a way.

540
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Speaker 2: You're shopping for parents for your new kid. Yeah. Now, well, okay,

541
00:32:43,160 --> 00:32:44,600
Speaker 2: what I mean by like, what I wanted to know

542
00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:48,440
Speaker 2: from about the open adoption is is it like so

543
00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:55,280
Speaker 2: now forever you're like, is there some kind of legal

544
00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:59,080
Speaker 2: document that gives you visitation rights? Or is it kind

545
00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:00,680
Speaker 2: of more of a handshake deal.

546
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Speaker 7: There is some legal stuff through the agency. They're like, like,

547
00:33:07,520 --> 00:33:11,440
Speaker 7: we agreed upon we like FaceTime once a month because

548
00:33:11,440 --> 00:33:14,400
Speaker 7: they don't live that close to us, and then at

549
00:33:14,520 --> 00:33:18,800
Speaker 7: least one visit a year. And then obviously I had

550
00:33:18,840 --> 00:33:22,200
Speaker 7: to like sign a lot of paperwork to actually place

551
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Speaker 7: him legally place him up for adoption.

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Speaker 2: I guess what I'm curious about the paperwork is I'm

553
00:33:28,320 --> 00:33:32,120
Speaker 2: thinking of a lot of different scenarios, right, say, uh,

554
00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:38,640
Speaker 2: the parents decide that they don't want you to visit anymore,

555
00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:40,840
Speaker 2: But do they have legal grounds for that?

556
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Speaker 7: I think if they had, if they had like a valid,

557
00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:50,160
Speaker 7: very valid reason, then yet like if I don't know,

558
00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:51,200
Speaker 7: like committed.

559
00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:54,440
Speaker 4: A crime, okay, or.

560
00:33:53,720 --> 00:33:56,120
Speaker 7: Something with a scary person.

561
00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:02,600
Speaker 2: But they need a valid reason legally.

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00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:04,960
Speaker 7: Yeah, I guess with.

563
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Speaker 2: You know, it's tough this open adoption thing, because it's like,

564
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Speaker 2: I don't know, it's got to be tough on It's

565
00:34:13,560 --> 00:34:15,600
Speaker 2: gotta be tough on all three of you, the kid,

566
00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:21,680
Speaker 2: the parents, and you because the parents are like, well

567
00:34:21,719 --> 00:34:25,200
Speaker 2: we are not we are raising this kid. It's our kid,

568
00:34:26,120 --> 00:34:29,239
Speaker 2: but it's you know, you have this other you have

569
00:34:29,280 --> 00:34:32,160
Speaker 2: like this kind of undefined role in this kid's life,

570
00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:35,840
Speaker 2: Like how do you view your role in this kid's life?

571
00:34:36,960 --> 00:34:38,879
Speaker 7: That's actually something I've talked to him about a lot,

572
00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:42,000
Speaker 7: because he's he's like a year a little over a

573
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:43,759
Speaker 7: year and a half now, so he doesn't really know

574
00:34:45,239 --> 00:34:50,799
Speaker 7: anything about anything yet. Yeah, I guess the closest we've

575
00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:53,480
Speaker 7: come to it is like I'm kind of like an

576
00:34:53,520 --> 00:35:01,239
Speaker 7: aunt in a way, like he won't call me, he'll

577
00:35:01,280 --> 00:35:06,000
Speaker 7: know who I actually am, like that I'm a birth mom.

578
00:35:06,239 --> 00:35:09,279
Speaker 7: But I guess in the way of like, because I'm

579
00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:10,560
Speaker 7: obviously not his mom mom.

580
00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:17,040
Speaker 2: Where do you see this situation in ten years from now?

581
00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:22,000
Speaker 7: If I had to think about it right now. I

582
00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:24,400
Speaker 7: feel like it because I have a very good relationship

583
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Speaker 7: with his adoptive parents, and they're very They're not like

584
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:33,719
Speaker 7: they're kind, they're like proud, well not, you know, they

585
00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:37,640
Speaker 7: don't they're not ashamed that they've adopted a kid instead

586
00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:42,760
Speaker 7: of like having him biologically. I guess like I've already

587
00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:46,319
Speaker 7: met a lot of their family and things like that,

588
00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:49,480
Speaker 7: so I feel like it would. I mean, as long

589
00:35:49,480 --> 00:35:52,680
Speaker 7: as things stay how they are now, then it will

590
00:35:52,719 --> 00:35:54,080
Speaker 7: stay good.

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00:35:55,120 --> 00:35:56,520
Speaker 2: What's the boyfriend's deal.

592
00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:04,240
Speaker 7: He we dated for a little while after he was born,

593
00:36:04,560 --> 00:36:08,839
Speaker 7: and then we just we broke up and then it

594
00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:13,480
Speaker 7: was kind of complicated for a little while. He was

595
00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:16,520
Speaker 7: he wanted to get back together and whatever. So I

596
00:36:16,640 --> 00:36:22,520
Speaker 7: don't talk to him at all. The last time I

597
00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:29,839
Speaker 7: really saw him was at at like at his first

598
00:36:29,880 --> 00:36:33,840
Speaker 7: birthday because we both went up there to visit at

599
00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:34,399
Speaker 7: the same time.

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Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, so I was what I'm asking is like,

601
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Speaker 2: what this So he's aware of the situation that you have,

602
00:36:42,120 --> 00:36:44,440
Speaker 2: and does he have the same visitation rights that you do?

603
00:36:45,880 --> 00:36:46,160
Speaker 4: Yeah?

604
00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:50,480
Speaker 2: Okay, does he use them as often as you do?

605
00:36:50,560 --> 00:36:51,720
Speaker 2: Or do you even have any idea?

606
00:36:53,680 --> 00:37:00,000
Speaker 7: Last time I heard he doesn't really talk to them

607
00:37:00,080 --> 00:37:00,760
Speaker 7: as much.

608
00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:08,000
Speaker 2: Which is fine, it's fascinating strange. Well, so I was

609
00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:10,800
Speaker 2: thinking about that just now, because my gut reaction was

610
00:37:10,840 --> 00:37:12,319
Speaker 2: going to be like, well, I don't know why if

611
00:37:12,360 --> 00:37:14,160
Speaker 2: you know, if he wanted to keep the baby originally,

612
00:37:14,160 --> 00:37:15,600
Speaker 2: I don't know why, it is a visit. And then

613
00:37:15,640 --> 00:37:21,600
Speaker 2: it dawned on me, well, it's probably it's probably painful

614
00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:24,680
Speaker 2: if he wanted to keep it, you know, to see

615
00:37:24,719 --> 00:37:27,560
Speaker 2: another persons raising his baby.

616
00:37:28,760 --> 00:37:32,560
Speaker 7: Yeah, and I've talked to him about that before, like

617
00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:34,960
Speaker 7: while we were still together. It's like it would like

618
00:37:35,640 --> 00:37:38,279
Speaker 7: in an ideal situation, yes, it would be fine, but

619
00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:42,640
Speaker 7: I also I didn't want to have to raise a kid,

620
00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:45,239
Speaker 7: passing him back and forth between me and him and

621
00:37:45,280 --> 00:37:47,759
Speaker 7: his family, and then also deal with not being in

622
00:37:47,800 --> 00:37:51,320
Speaker 7: school anymore and having to like make ends meet and

623
00:37:51,320 --> 00:37:53,239
Speaker 7: blah blah blah. Like I would much rather him be

624
00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:56,520
Speaker 7: in a home, like a stable home with a mom

625
00:37:56,520 --> 00:37:57,000
Speaker 7: and a dad.

626
00:37:58,320 --> 00:38:02,640
Speaker 2: Now, what's your deal? What's uh? Are you?

627
00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:02,839
Speaker 3: We?

628
00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:03,080
Speaker 4: Are?

629
00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:06,120
Speaker 2: We in school? Are we working? What's going on.

630
00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:11,120
Speaker 7: In I'm a graphic design major. I do online school

631
00:38:12,560 --> 00:38:17,040
Speaker 7: because my job pays for it. Yeah, and then I'm

632
00:38:17,040 --> 00:38:18,759
Speaker 7: a Starbucks Frista.

633
00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:22,480
Speaker 2: M h are you happy about life? Are you feeling

634
00:38:22,560 --> 00:38:25,320
Speaker 2: like well, do you feel like you made the right decision?

635
00:38:27,120 --> 00:38:28,000
Speaker 7: I feel like I did.

636
00:38:28,239 --> 00:38:28,479
Speaker 4: Yeah.

637
00:38:28,560 --> 00:38:32,360
Speaker 7: I have struggled with it a lot at first, but

638
00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:36,200
Speaker 7: seeing it's weird because I thought seeing him with them

639
00:38:36,520 --> 00:38:39,200
Speaker 7: would make things harder, but it really it helps me,

640
00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:43,200
Speaker 7: like it reassures me that I made the right choice.

641
00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:48,279
Speaker 2: Yeah. And uh, I'll say this before we go. I

642
00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:53,279
Speaker 2: think that's a mature decision. It's extremely mature decision because

643
00:38:53,320 --> 00:38:56,960
Speaker 2: I obviously you anticipated it would make you feel really sad,

644
00:38:57,360 --> 00:39:00,719
Speaker 2: but you have no funny like, I mean, how old

645
00:39:00,719 --> 00:39:01,880
Speaker 2: are these parents.

646
00:39:03,239 --> 00:39:03,719
Speaker 7: There?

647
00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:03,920
Speaker 1: Are?

648
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:04,360
Speaker 7: Thirty?

649
00:39:05,239 --> 00:39:08,080
Speaker 2: Okay, all right, so they have like jobs and lie

650
00:39:08,320 --> 00:39:11,880
Speaker 2: they're they're ready, and you guys were not. And it

651
00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:15,520
Speaker 2: was a mature decision for you to go, I'm not

652
00:39:15,960 --> 00:39:19,000
Speaker 2: the best person for this kid and give it up.

653
00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:21,840
Speaker 2: So yeah, you know, and it's a tough decision. But

654
00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:24,480
Speaker 2: Kutols and you for doing you know what you felt

655
00:39:24,480 --> 00:39:25,239
Speaker 2: like the right thing was.

656
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:27,239
Speaker 7: Thank you.

657
00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:34,080
Speaker 2: Also, I mean, look, babies suck, so it's another reason

658
00:39:34,080 --> 00:39:36,560
Speaker 2: why you made the right decisions that babies are awful

659
00:39:37,360 --> 00:39:44,560
Speaker 2: things to have around. Yeah, you ever been on an airplane?

660
00:39:44,600 --> 00:39:45,600
Speaker 2: With a baby.

661
00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:50,000
Speaker 7: I have at the same time as a baby. Yes,

662
00:39:50,600 --> 00:39:53,120
Speaker 7: and they cried the entire four hour flight.

663
00:39:53,360 --> 00:39:55,799
Speaker 2: So you know what, one of these days you're gonna

664
00:39:55,840 --> 00:39:57,439
Speaker 2: be on a flight and you're gonna hear a crying

665
00:39:57,480 --> 00:39:59,640
Speaker 2: baby and you're gonna be like, I knew I made

666
00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:06,800
Speaker 2: the right choice. Yeah, Claire, thanks for calling and sharing

667
00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:08,200
Speaker 2: all this stuff. I know it's it's kind of a

668
00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:10,200
Speaker 2: whole crazy thing. Is there anything else you want to

669
00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:11,920
Speaker 2: say to the people of the computer before we go?

670
00:40:14,280 --> 00:40:16,080
Speaker 7: No, thanks for answering my call.

671
00:40:16,880 --> 00:40:19,719
Speaker 2: Thank you, Claire, have.

672
00:40:19,719 --> 00:40:24,400
Speaker 7: A good one.

673
00:40:25,280 --> 00:40:31,279
Speaker 2: I'm I identify as a self hating baby because I

674
00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:35,960
Speaker 2: hate babies, but I also am a baby. I'm the

675
00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:39,840
Speaker 2: same watch I think you are your Don't your fucking

676
00:40:40,040 --> 00:40:44,560
Speaker 2: cells change when you go from a baby to an

677
00:40:44,880 --> 00:40:51,400
Speaker 2: older guy thing? So maybe I'm different cells. So that

678
00:40:51,440 --> 00:40:58,640
Speaker 2: means the baby version of me is dead. That's crazy.

679
00:41:02,480 --> 00:41:03,439
Speaker 2: Let's take a phone call.

680
00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:08,080
Speaker 4: Hello, Hey, it's Hey.

681
00:41:08,200 --> 00:41:09,839
Speaker 3: Is this a gag? A? Yeah?

682
00:41:10,760 --> 00:41:13,279
Speaker 2: This is Ricky.

683
00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:19,200
Speaker 4: I am I'm a I'm I'm alive. I'm a human.

684
00:41:20,640 --> 00:41:24,000
Speaker 4: Oh man, I am good. I'm glad that this music

685
00:41:24,120 --> 00:41:25,320
Speaker 4: is over, the whole music.

686
00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:27,280
Speaker 2: How does it feel? How does it feel to be alive.

687
00:41:27,440 --> 00:41:29,000
Speaker 2: How does it feel to be alive and a human?

688
00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:34,200
Speaker 4: It feels it's not as it's not as cracked up

689
00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:36,200
Speaker 4: as as people make it seem.

690
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:36,759
Speaker 3: To be honest, But.

691
00:41:38,440 --> 00:41:41,279
Speaker 4: Honestly, I I call it because I thought you might

692
00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:45,800
Speaker 4: be interested in hearing something that a lot of people

693
00:41:45,880 --> 00:41:49,880
Speaker 4: don't really know about. I'm not sure. So basically, I

694
00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:54,960
Speaker 4: make people fall asleep with my mouth, and I picked that.

695
00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:57,760
Speaker 4: I tell people that, and they always think it's weird,

696
00:41:58,320 --> 00:42:01,880
Speaker 4: but I've found that I kind of have a calling

697
00:42:01,920 --> 00:42:05,440
Speaker 4: for it, and yeah, I think I think it's a

698
00:42:05,440 --> 00:42:07,040
Speaker 4: cool thing to talk about.

699
00:42:07,960 --> 00:42:11,480
Speaker 2: Okay, I'm not gonna say the thing, but I'm not

700
00:42:11,480 --> 00:42:13,239
Speaker 2: going to make the joke that everyone wants me to make.

701
00:42:13,640 --> 00:42:15,840
Speaker 2: What do you do to make people fall asleep with

702
00:42:15,840 --> 00:42:16,239
Speaker 2: your mouth?

703
00:42:18,960 --> 00:42:22,400
Speaker 4: Oh? Man? So I do everything from tongue sounds to

704
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:29,240
Speaker 4: like different like syllables but like inaudible. I have different,

705
00:42:29,640 --> 00:42:31,960
Speaker 4: like various tools that I put up to my lips

706
00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:35,919
Speaker 4: and blow into while tapping, kind of like I don't

707
00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:38,600
Speaker 4: know if the kazoo is what that is, but yeah,

708
00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:42,960
Speaker 4: it's it's very soothing to the people listening. And I

709
00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:45,359
Speaker 4: don't know, I think it. I think it's something that

710
00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:48,200
Speaker 4: like has some type of effect on people.

711
00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:52,439
Speaker 2: Okay, it's just here that you are an ASMR YouTuber.

712
00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:59,160
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, generally people, I feel like when I tell

713
00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:03,480
Speaker 4: people ASMR, they always think of something sexual, but it's not.

714
00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:07,000
Speaker 4: And you know, there are sexual asmrs, but I think

715
00:43:07,000 --> 00:43:08,880
Speaker 4: for the general it's not, you know.

716
00:43:09,880 --> 00:43:13,000
Speaker 2: Trying to kind of Okay, do you want to do

717
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:15,160
Speaker 2: you want to do some ASMR for us right now?

718
00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:17,400
Speaker 4: Yeah?

719
00:43:17,600 --> 00:43:20,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, all right, let's pretend like we're about to fall asleep.

720
00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:21,760
Speaker 2: Let's get some mar gone.

721
00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:27,360
Speaker 4: All right, So I'd like to whisper a lot. Something

722
00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:29,359
Speaker 4: is something that I like.

723
00:43:29,360 --> 00:43:32,120
Speaker 3: To do with it sounds like water.

724
00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:38,960
Speaker 2: Okay, what is this? What is wait? What is this

725
00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:39,520
Speaker 2: supposed to be?

726
00:43:41,640 --> 00:43:43,520
Speaker 4: So it's supposed to be water trips?

727
00:43:43,719 --> 00:43:57,680
Speaker 2: Okay, water drops? Like I got it. That's actually pretty good. Yeah,

728
00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:00,239
Speaker 2: can you do grass? Can you make the sound of grass?

729
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:00,160
Speaker 3: Yes?

730
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:07,440
Speaker 2: Mm hmm, I can just whatever however you want to

731
00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:08,759
Speaker 2: creatively interpret that.

732
00:44:10,480 --> 00:44:21,440
Speaker 4: All right, that's grass.

733
00:44:21,719 --> 00:44:22,399
Speaker 2: That's pretty good.

734
00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:24,719
Speaker 4: Mm hmm.

735
00:44:25,520 --> 00:44:26,399
Speaker 2: Okay, what else you got?

736
00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:30,160
Speaker 3: So?

737
00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:33,960
Speaker 4: One thing I do is a tap on my stomach.

738
00:44:35,120 --> 00:44:37,720
Speaker 4: And I'm a very I have a very big belly

739
00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:43,640
Speaker 4: and it kind of gives off the waves of a

740
00:44:43,800 --> 00:44:45,839
Speaker 4: soothing waves here.

741
00:44:52,960 --> 00:44:55,360
Speaker 2: Okay, I mean I can do that too. I mean, like,

742
00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:59,360
Speaker 2: if I do that, it sounds Let's let's see what

743
00:44:59,400 --> 00:45:10,160
Speaker 2: this sounds like. All right, hold on, mm hmmm, how

744
00:45:10,239 --> 00:45:12,759
Speaker 2: is that for you?

745
00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:15,239
Speaker 4: For it?

746
00:45:15,520 --> 00:45:23,880
Speaker 2: Very So, what made you want to get into putting

747
00:45:23,920 --> 00:45:26,880
Speaker 2: people to sleep with your mouth?

748
00:45:29,640 --> 00:45:34,520
Speaker 4: Well, honestly, my girl, she she tends to fall asleep

749
00:45:34,560 --> 00:45:37,440
Speaker 4: a lot when I'm talking to her, and I don't know,

750
00:45:37,480 --> 00:45:39,440
Speaker 4: I thought it was a boring thing at first, but

751
00:45:40,200 --> 00:45:42,600
Speaker 4: I realized that it's kind of the way I talked.

752
00:45:43,080 --> 00:45:47,520
Speaker 4: I make a lot of like I don't knowhas instatus on,

753
00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:53,279
Speaker 4: like like b's and k's and something about that. I

754
00:45:53,320 --> 00:45:56,880
Speaker 4: don't know. It's like a it's like it hurts frequency.

755
00:45:58,080 --> 00:46:00,880
Speaker 4: And honestly, a lot of people just told me, you know,

756
00:46:01,719 --> 00:46:04,520
Speaker 4: I should, I should do something with music, but I've

757
00:46:04,520 --> 00:46:06,480
Speaker 4: never really had a talent, so I kind of like,

758
00:46:07,239 --> 00:46:10,439
Speaker 4: I did one video once and honestly, it was for food.

759
00:46:10,480 --> 00:46:14,719
Speaker 4: It wasn't something that I was thinking about, like was

760
00:46:14,920 --> 00:46:17,680
Speaker 4: ASMR And it turned out to be a good ASMR.

761
00:46:18,520 --> 00:46:22,480
Speaker 4: So I just decided to focus on that. But yeah, honestly,

762
00:46:22,520 --> 00:46:26,040
Speaker 4: everyone's just uh that I've known growing up, has told

763
00:46:26,040 --> 00:46:28,920
Speaker 4: me I'm a very swothing person.

764
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:30,680
Speaker 3: Hm.

765
00:46:31,480 --> 00:46:36,560
Speaker 2: Hm, Do you ever find yourself falling asleep to your

766
00:46:36,600 --> 00:46:37,880
Speaker 2: own mouth? Sounds?

767
00:46:39,960 --> 00:46:43,920
Speaker 4: Oh? Yeah, Actually it's it's kind of hard to do

768
00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:47,759
Speaker 4: to do the videos itself. I tried to. Yeah, I don't.

769
00:46:47,800 --> 00:46:52,440
Speaker 4: I don't like to drink catching very much because yeah,

770
00:46:50,719 --> 00:46:56,160
Speaker 4: it's very up lifting. But I try to kind of

771
00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:58,279
Speaker 4: like get stone to do my videos to kind of

772
00:46:58,320 --> 00:47:03,319
Speaker 4: like relax me a little. Yeah, it definitely gets Yeah,

773
00:47:03,480 --> 00:47:05,920
Speaker 4: I would say about twenty minutes after shooting a video,

774
00:47:06,320 --> 00:47:07,000
Speaker 4: I'm knocked out.

775
00:47:07,840 --> 00:47:08,960
Speaker 2: Are you stoned right now?

776
00:47:11,200 --> 00:47:13,400
Speaker 4: I am kind of always stoned.

777
00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:17,840
Speaker 2: I feel that. I feel that when I'm not doing

778
00:47:17,920 --> 00:47:20,240
Speaker 2: when I'm not a Gecko, I'm pretty much always stoned

779
00:47:22,000 --> 00:47:25,080
Speaker 2: as well. Not like when I'm not working. Like if

780
00:47:25,120 --> 00:47:27,480
Speaker 2: i'm like, you know, doing any kind of work or

781
00:47:27,520 --> 00:47:29,800
Speaker 2: any sort of that I'm not, I won't get stoned.

782
00:47:29,840 --> 00:47:32,640
Speaker 2: But when I'm not having to do stuff, I'm usually stoned.

783
00:47:32,760 --> 00:47:34,840
Speaker 2: It's probably a problem. Listen, it says here that you

784
00:47:34,840 --> 00:47:37,960
Speaker 2: were recently sucked into a pyramid scheme recently. What is that?

785
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:43,480
Speaker 4: Yeah? Oh man, And honestly, I wanted everyone to beware

786
00:47:43,520 --> 00:47:46,360
Speaker 4: because it's very crazy. I was so I have social

787
00:47:46,440 --> 00:47:49,319
Speaker 4: anxiety and I was going to the grocery store, and

788
00:47:49,520 --> 00:47:51,440
Speaker 4: funny thing is, I got so stoned before I went

789
00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:53,719
Speaker 4: because I knew it was going to be like a thing.

790
00:47:53,880 --> 00:47:55,400
Speaker 4: Guy was like, oh shit, I want to get in

791
00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:58,040
Speaker 4: and out. But while I was looking at the bread aisle,

792
00:47:58,080 --> 00:48:00,360
Speaker 4: I was looking on my phone and see which bread

793
00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:02,959
Speaker 4: was the healthiest bead to get, and this lady walks

794
00:48:03,000 --> 00:48:05,759
Speaker 4: up to me and just like compliments my jacket. I

795
00:48:05,760 --> 00:48:07,239
Speaker 4: didn't think she was talking me at first, but they

796
00:48:07,239 --> 00:48:09,520
Speaker 4: I turned around like she was talking. We started conversating.

797
00:48:09,840 --> 00:48:14,239
Speaker 4: It was very genuine and eventually we exchange numbers and

798
00:48:14,320 --> 00:48:17,839
Speaker 4: she invited me out to coffee at Starbucks. We went

799
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:20,520
Speaker 4: and it was just like a normal little like it

800
00:48:20,640 --> 00:48:23,480
Speaker 4: wasn't a date, but it was more like a casual,

801
00:48:23,880 --> 00:48:26,719
Speaker 4: like friend type of thing. The second time I met

802
00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:30,279
Speaker 4: for coffee, she started kind of like pitching this, I

803
00:48:30,320 --> 00:48:34,640
Speaker 4: have a mentor you can do e commerce with AMX,

804
00:48:34,719 --> 00:48:37,360
Speaker 4: I think was the company, And she invited me to

805
00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:39,839
Speaker 4: this thing that was like at Anaheim. And I live

806
00:48:39,920 --> 00:48:42,239
Speaker 4: all the way in North Hollywood, like an hour and

807
00:48:42,239 --> 00:48:46,920
Speaker 4: a half away, and I honestly I'd sell more for

808
00:48:47,000 --> 00:48:50,520
Speaker 4: the relationship than the scam. But when I was on

809
00:48:50,560 --> 00:48:54,560
Speaker 4: the way to the presentation, Dick, I was, I was

810
00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:56,440
Speaker 4: in traffic, I was looking up on my phone and

811
00:48:56,480 --> 00:48:58,120
Speaker 4: I saw that there was like a whole bunch of

812
00:48:58,160 --> 00:49:01,720
Speaker 4: tiktoks that had the same story, like someone in Marshall

813
00:49:01,719 --> 00:49:04,160
Speaker 4: as someone walked up to have had a conversation once

814
00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:07,600
Speaker 4: to start, but like they tied from literally framed by frame.

815
00:49:08,520 --> 00:49:11,799
Speaker 4: So I typed around in depth blocked her. So I'm

816
00:49:11,840 --> 00:49:15,200
Speaker 4: pretty sure I remember her mentioning that name. It's the

817
00:49:15,239 --> 00:49:20,640
Speaker 4: same name, Amax am ray actually am ray Man.

818
00:49:20,640 --> 00:49:22,799
Speaker 2: Wouldn't it be tragic if that's not what was going

819
00:49:22,800 --> 00:49:24,799
Speaker 2: on at all? And you guys were actually meant to

820
00:49:24,800 --> 00:49:25,279
Speaker 2: be in love?

821
00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:30,319
Speaker 4: I know I thought about that and.

822
00:49:30,239 --> 00:49:34,200
Speaker 2: Are it was a scam?

823
00:49:34,400 --> 00:49:36,680
Speaker 4: Well it sounds like it because they made me read

824
00:49:36,719 --> 00:49:39,840
Speaker 4: this book called what was it called Where's My Cheese?

825
00:49:39,920 --> 00:49:43,239
Speaker 4: Or Who Moves My Cheese? And in the book it's

826
00:49:43,320 --> 00:49:46,640
Speaker 4: just about like four characters that have like characteristics that

827
00:49:47,200 --> 00:49:51,040
Speaker 4: people everyone shares, but there's one character that you don't

828
00:49:51,040 --> 00:49:53,279
Speaker 4: want to be and they make you feel like by

829
00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:56,399
Speaker 4: not doing it, you're that character. And it's like kind

830
00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:58,560
Speaker 4: of fucked up. I'm pretty sure it's a scam.

831
00:49:58,640 --> 00:50:00,800
Speaker 2: I mean, look, I've never read this. Look, but I

832
00:50:01,520 --> 00:50:04,200
Speaker 2: personally I wouldn't want to be any kind of mouse.

833
00:50:06,200 --> 00:50:09,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, especially just being cheese.

834
00:50:10,040 --> 00:50:11,400
Speaker 2: You make a lot of money doing am I.

835
00:50:13,960 --> 00:50:16,920
Speaker 4: Don't. I wish I did. I'm very small. I literally

836
00:50:17,000 --> 00:50:21,960
Speaker 4: just started about six months ago. And it's a hobby.

837
00:50:22,040 --> 00:50:23,839
Speaker 4: So you know, anything you don't get paid for as

838
00:50:23,840 --> 00:50:26,200
Speaker 4: a hobby. But I'm really I'm really proud of it.

839
00:50:26,239 --> 00:50:29,439
Speaker 4: I got the whole setup, I got obs and it's

840
00:50:29,440 --> 00:50:30,000
Speaker 4: a whole thing.

841
00:50:33,560 --> 00:50:38,279
Speaker 2: Mm hmm, what do you want to what were you

842
00:50:38,280 --> 00:50:39,480
Speaker 2: gonna say? Go ahead?

843
00:50:40,600 --> 00:50:42,000
Speaker 4: Oh no, I was just saying I want to take

844
00:50:42,040 --> 00:50:45,400
Speaker 4: you because really like you inspired me to do anything

845
00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:50,120
Speaker 4: social and like, yeah, that definitely is a did.

846
00:50:50,040 --> 00:50:51,560
Speaker 2: I inspired you to want to do AMR?

847
00:50:53,440 --> 00:50:58,560
Speaker 4: Yeah? M M, I have fun to your podcast multiple times.

848
00:50:58,640 --> 00:51:01,279
Speaker 4: That definitely, Uh, it counts as a ASMR.

849
00:51:02,280 --> 00:51:04,399
Speaker 2: Man. How do you know I'm not trying to rope

850
00:51:04,400 --> 00:51:09,399
Speaker 2: you into some kind of like streamery cult thing where

851
00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:12,680
Speaker 2: I'm trying to get people to do as MR too,

852
00:51:12,880 --> 00:51:16,480
Speaker 2: so I can I don't know, I'm not going to

853
00:51:16,520 --> 00:51:23,360
Speaker 2: how with that. I appreciate this, Ricky hmm. Well, I

854
00:51:23,400 --> 00:51:25,600
Speaker 2: hope you are able to find legitimate love someday.

855
00:51:27,920 --> 00:51:37,280
Speaker 4: Yeah, well, yeah, definitely, yeah, yeah, I definitely am.

856
00:51:37,360 --> 00:51:38,919
Speaker 2: And do you have anything else I want to say

857
00:51:39,000 --> 00:51:42,560
Speaker 2: in a in a in a in a relaxing whispered

858
00:51:42,640 --> 00:51:43,880
Speaker 2: voice to us before we go.

859
00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:48,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, Actually I wanted to say it was actually

860
00:51:48,480 --> 00:51:52,000
Speaker 4: I've talked to you before, and I don't know how

861
00:51:52,360 --> 00:51:55,640
Speaker 4: it was about exactly a year ago. Yeah. I don't

862
00:51:55,640 --> 00:51:57,640
Speaker 4: know exactly how well you remember this, but.

863
00:51:58,160 --> 00:52:00,000
Speaker 2: Well it says it right here. How I keep notes

864
00:52:00,080 --> 00:52:00,480
Speaker 2: of all that?

865
00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:10,799
Speaker 4: Oh you do well. I I dealt with a very

866
00:52:11,200 --> 00:52:17,560
Speaker 4: intense ask fetish. That's still very Yeah.

867
00:52:18,040 --> 00:52:23,000
Speaker 2: Well, yeah, you called you called by somebody name, you

868
00:52:23,120 --> 00:52:27,120
Speaker 2: called by the name of Ricky Rax and said that

869
00:52:27,160 --> 00:52:29,840
Speaker 2: you have an ass fetish. And then for weeks and

870
00:52:29,880 --> 00:52:34,799
Speaker 2: weeks and weeks after that, I would get messages from

871
00:52:34,840 --> 00:52:37,840
Speaker 2: you saying, Lyle, when are you gonna put the ass

872
00:52:37,960 --> 00:52:40,800
Speaker 2: caller in the podcast? You remember sending me those messages?

873
00:52:42,239 --> 00:52:45,280
Speaker 4: I do, I do, yeah.

874
00:52:44,760 --> 00:52:46,360
Speaker 2: And I never put it in the podcast.

875
00:52:48,320 --> 00:52:51,480
Speaker 4: Nah, but it's fine because it was a good memory, honestly.

876
00:52:51,520 --> 00:52:53,200
Speaker 4: And you got to talk to my wife too.

877
00:52:53,800 --> 00:52:56,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, I remember talking to your wife I'll put this

878
00:52:56,680 --> 00:52:59,360
Speaker 2: in the podcast. Would that make up for it?

879
00:52:59,600 --> 00:53:02,560
Speaker 4: Not that that would be cool, you know, I mean,

880
00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:05,520
Speaker 4: you don't anything, but that would be I would play

881
00:53:05,560 --> 00:53:07,840
Speaker 4: for everybody I'm friends.

882
00:53:08,960 --> 00:53:11,319
Speaker 2: I'll put this in the podcast. Sounds this is I

883
00:53:11,320 --> 00:53:13,960
Speaker 2: think this is worth it. Maybe I'll put it at

884
00:53:14,000 --> 00:53:15,560
Speaker 2: the end tweet the podcast.

885
00:53:17,440 --> 00:53:19,279
Speaker 4: I would. I would love for you to check my

886
00:53:19,400 --> 00:53:22,160
Speaker 4: page out, but I don't want to plug.

887
00:53:23,040 --> 00:53:26,839
Speaker 2: You know what if you know what, Ricky Racks, what's

888
00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:28,800
Speaker 2: your fucking YouTube? What's your YouTube channel? I want to

889
00:53:28,880 --> 00:53:29,319
Speaker 2: check it out?

890
00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:34,400
Speaker 4: All right, man, thank you, it's it's actually Ricky Racks

891
00:53:34,480 --> 00:53:35,080
Speaker 4: as MR.

892
00:53:36,160 --> 00:53:38,080
Speaker 2: I'm gonna look hold on, can I'm gonna play video

893
00:53:38,080 --> 00:53:43,600
Speaker 2: for myself right now? Hold on Ricky Racks A yes,

894
00:53:43,920 --> 00:53:46,560
Speaker 2: m R. I wish I had the ability to put

895
00:53:46,560 --> 00:53:53,080
Speaker 2: this into something. Oh wow, oh this is this is real.

896
00:53:53,160 --> 00:53:53,960
Speaker 2: This is a whole thing.

897
00:53:55,680 --> 00:53:58,680
Speaker 4: Yeah. I mean you, like I said, you inspire me

898
00:53:58,800 --> 00:54:02,120
Speaker 4: to get a green screen and the whole nine yards.

899
00:54:02,480 --> 00:54:04,840
Speaker 2: You know what, Ricky rat I'm I actually I'm just

900
00:54:04,880 --> 00:54:08,120
Speaker 2: I'm only looking at what you do. Dabs ASMR like

901
00:54:08,160 --> 00:54:12,920
Speaker 2: with fucking this is hilarious. This is you with a

902
00:54:12,920 --> 00:54:16,160
Speaker 2: bunch of with a fucking dab rig and dab oil

903
00:54:18,040 --> 00:54:23,399
Speaker 2: fucking making dab ASMR. That's actually pretty sweet. Okay, I'm

904
00:54:23,400 --> 00:54:26,120
Speaker 2: gonna watch that. Wait, this is real. Okay, I'm gonnada

905
00:54:26,120 --> 00:54:27,560
Speaker 2: be honest with you. I thought you were fucking with

906
00:54:27,640 --> 00:54:31,239
Speaker 2: me the whole call, because I because I knew that

907
00:54:31,280 --> 00:54:34,440
Speaker 2: you were the ass fetish guy, and I thought that, like, oh,

908
00:54:34,520 --> 00:54:36,680
Speaker 2: you're just doing another bit. No you, this is one

909
00:54:36,719 --> 00:54:41,640
Speaker 2: hundred percent real. Look at the sushi ASMR you have

910
00:54:41,920 --> 00:54:44,640
Speaker 2: raising Cane's chicken ASMR.

911
00:54:46,480 --> 00:54:48,000
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, dude, that was so good.

912
00:54:49,680 --> 00:54:52,240
Speaker 2: This is just a video of you eating fucking chicken

913
00:54:53,160 --> 00:54:57,600
Speaker 2: close up into a microphone. Man, you know what, I

914
00:54:57,640 --> 00:55:01,160
Speaker 2: have a Okay, you know what. I respect you, Ricky Rats.

915
00:55:02,160 --> 00:55:04,439
Speaker 2: You're really kind of hustling in this ASMR game.

916
00:55:06,400 --> 00:55:07,840
Speaker 4: I'm sure I got a change.

917
00:55:07,640 --> 00:55:12,319
Speaker 2: To hair cut ASMR. This is creative. This is this

918
00:55:12,360 --> 00:55:15,000
Speaker 2: is more than I thought it was. Okay, I respect this.

919
00:55:16,760 --> 00:55:26,120
Speaker 2: Halloween ASMR. What the fuck is this? Okay? I'm honored

920
00:55:26,120 --> 00:55:27,440
Speaker 2: to have inspired this.

921
00:55:29,840 --> 00:55:31,480
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, yeah, most definitely.

922
00:55:31,520 --> 00:55:31,719
Speaker 3: Man.

923
00:55:31,800 --> 00:55:35,080
Speaker 4: I was I was thinking about even getting a costume

924
00:55:35,200 --> 00:55:36,960
Speaker 4: and doing it with.

925
00:55:38,480 --> 00:55:40,400
Speaker 2: I don't think you need a costume. I think you

926
00:55:40,520 --> 00:55:47,000
Speaker 2: already kind of have your your your your thing going. Yeah,

927
00:55:47,040 --> 00:55:48,279
Speaker 2: well all right, Ricky, rats and.

928
00:55:50,239 --> 00:55:53,400
Speaker 4: Thank you so much. I appreciate it. And to everyone

929
00:55:53,440 --> 00:55:58,239
Speaker 4: in the chat, I love this guy. Dang that might

930
00:55:58,440 --> 00:56:00,480
Speaker 4: that might sound like I love this guy, but I'm

931
00:56:00,480 --> 00:56:03,200
Speaker 4: like to say, I love the sky and everything under him.

932
00:56:05,440 --> 00:56:07,480
Speaker 2: Hey, the sky loves you too, Ricky Rax, thanks for

933
00:56:07,520 --> 00:56:13,600
Speaker 2: calling man, all right, take care, all right. When I

934
00:56:13,600 --> 00:56:17,520
Speaker 2: go to sleep tonight, I'm gonna listen to look at

935
00:56:17,520 --> 00:56:21,120
Speaker 2: this opening your favorite candy ASMR. Okay. You know, I

936
00:56:21,440 --> 00:56:25,000
Speaker 2: gotta say I underestimated this guy. I thought he was

937
00:56:25,040 --> 00:56:29,640
Speaker 2: just fucking around. There's he's putting his brain to this

938
00:56:30,200 --> 00:56:36,840
Speaker 2: and I respect it. Go check out Ricky racks ASMR. Wait. Okay,

939
00:56:36,880 --> 00:56:39,400
Speaker 2: he called in about having an ass fetish. Why he

940
00:56:39,440 --> 00:56:47,800
Speaker 2: should make videos asmr ass smacking videos. That's his self

941
00:56:47,840 --> 00:56:51,279
Speaker 2: actualization right there. If he can make that video.

942
00:56:52,480 --> 00:56:56,239
Speaker 3: Goes on the line, taking your phone calls every nighte ever,

943
00:56:56,920 --> 00:56:58,759
Speaker 3: goes to his teaching you

944
00:56:58,880 --> 00:57:02,799
Speaker 2: Loud, but he's not really an expert.