WEBVTT - John Frusciante Returns, Part 1

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<v Speaker 1>Pushkin. Hey everyone, today we're sharing one of Rick Rubin's

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<v Speaker 1>most intimate conversations ever Unbroken record with Red Hot Chili

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<v Speaker 1>Peppers guitarist John Frushante. Rick last spoke to John back

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<v Speaker 1>in April when the Peppers were getting ready to release

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<v Speaker 1>Unlimited Love, their first record with Rushante in sixteen years.

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<v Speaker 1>If you haven't heard Rick series of individual interviews with

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<v Speaker 1>the band, I highly recommend you go back and listen.

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<v Speaker 1>Those conversations are a testament to the band's deep, soulful

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<v Speaker 1>connection and their unique creative partnership that has proven time

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<v Speaker 1>and again to soar as a result of Frushonte's songwriting

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<v Speaker 1>and gorgeous guitar work, and Frushante rejoining the band again

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<v Speaker 1>has reinvigorated the group. On April, first Unlimited Love debut

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<v Speaker 1>at number one in the US and fifteen other countries.

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<v Speaker 1>In July, the band anounced the release of a second

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<v Speaker 1>Rick Rubin produced album that's out today, Return of the

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<v Speaker 1>Dream Canteen. On today's episode, we'll here John Frushonte talk

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<v Speaker 1>about the making of Blood Sugar, Sex Magic and how

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<v Speaker 1>has contributions on slower, more melodic songs like Under the

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<v Speaker 1>Bridge and Breaking the Girl helped expand the Chili peppers

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<v Speaker 1>funk punk sound. John also talks candidly about the dark,

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<v Speaker 1>drug addicted years that followed the intense success of Blood Sugar,

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<v Speaker 1>and he explains how he was able to finally get

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<v Speaker 1>sober and rejoin the Chili Peppers to record their classic

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<v Speaker 1>commercial comeback album Californication. This is broken record liner notes

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<v Speaker 1>for the digital Age. I'm justin Richmond. Here's Rick Rubin

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<v Speaker 1>and John Frushonte And just a heads up, this is

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<v Speaker 1>part one of a two part conversation, so keep your

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<v Speaker 1>eye on our feed for part two soon. What's happened

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<v Speaker 1>to man? Hey? Rag? How are you feeling good? How

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<v Speaker 1>are you good? What's life on the road like these days?

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<v Speaker 1>It's been really good. Yeah, we're in a great like

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<v Speaker 1>playing has been really fun and you know, it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>a different kind of lifestyle, just like everything is aimed

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<v Speaker 1>towards being able to get up on stage and do that.

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<v Speaker 1>And it took me like about a month and a

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<v Speaker 1>half pretty much the whole European tour. Every time I

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<v Speaker 1>walked out into one of those stadiums to play, I

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<v Speaker 1>was shocked about the amount of people, you know, like,

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<v Speaker 1>like I thought we had played stadiums before in Europe,

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<v Speaker 1>and now I realized we hadn't. Maybe we'd played some festival,

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<v Speaker 1>we hadn't played anything that looked like that. Wow, every night,

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<v Speaker 1>that amount of energy coming from the people and putting

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<v Speaker 1>out what you feel like you have to put out.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just every day when I wake up, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>imagine going up on stage and in front of that

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<v Speaker 1>many people and doing that. But you just gradually build

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<v Speaker 1>yourself towards it throughout the day, and I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just a real different state of mind. But I enjoy.

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<v Speaker 1>I enjoy practicing all the time. That's the main thing

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<v Speaker 1>I do, is just practice and the energy of the audience. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>can you use the energy coming from the audience to

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<v Speaker 1>channel that into what you're doing. Yeah, it seems like

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<v Speaker 1>that happens. That's what I'm preparing myself to take place,

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<v Speaker 1>because what I play when I'm practicing, it's not nearly

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<v Speaker 1>as intense. Ever, no matter what I warm up with,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not nearly as intense as what I do once

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<v Speaker 1>I'm up there. It's just like, I feel like it's

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<v Speaker 1>something about the people and the general feeling of happiness

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<v Speaker 1>that brings that out of me. And you can practice

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<v Speaker 1>all you want, but there's really no practice for doing

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<v Speaker 1>that other than doing it, you know, because there's no

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<v Speaker 1>way to simulate it. So yeah, I feel like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just warming up. I'm looking forward to next year and stuff. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, so, I think the last time we talked,

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<v Speaker 1>we were starting to talk about playing on albums and

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<v Speaker 1>we got through Mother's Milk and then we got distracted.

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<v Speaker 1>It never kept going exactly. So Mother's Milk. It was

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<v Speaker 1>not a great experience for you. And was that I

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<v Speaker 1>can't remember now. Was that your first time in a

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<v Speaker 1>proper recording studio recording or no, Well, the first time

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<v Speaker 1>was when we did the song Taste the Pain and

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<v Speaker 1>that went really well, Like did it in one take

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<v Speaker 1>and everything, you know, went really smoothly. Yeah. Michael Binhorn

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<v Speaker 1>was just hyped when we were making the record, and

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<v Speaker 1>he was taking on a lot of pressure. I think

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<v Speaker 1>he had put a lot of pressure on himself that

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<v Speaker 1>it's got to be the greatest album ever and all

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<v Speaker 1>this stuff, and he definitely imposed that on me and

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<v Speaker 1>me especially because I think he felt like I was

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<v Speaker 1>young and you know, he could really guide me and

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<v Speaker 1>stuff like this, and you know, so the album felt forced. I've,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, since doing interviews recently, I've kind of reflected

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<v Speaker 1>on that period, especially once we got on tour, because

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<v Speaker 1>once we started touring with Chad after the record had

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<v Speaker 1>come out and stuff, it really we really had a thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I think even a couple of years later, I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't appreciate what that was. I was such a fan

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<v Speaker 1>of the band before I was in the band that

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<v Speaker 1>I thought of the magic of that band really highly

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<v Speaker 1>with Helleo and Jack. But I recently heard, just heard.

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<v Speaker 1>I listened to one song of us around that time

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<v Speaker 1>of the Mother's Milk tour, doing what was usually our

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<v Speaker 1>first song back then, the first song they ever performed

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<v Speaker 1>on stage out in LA and Man, I was like, wow,

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<v Speaker 1>we were really good. I was like I was because

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<v Speaker 1>I always think I was bad at that time, and

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<v Speaker 1>I listened back to it and I was like, Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>we really had something that that that that other band

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have, Like we had this very intense energy, like

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<v Speaker 1>there was something kind of mellow in comparison about about

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<v Speaker 1>the previous band, Like we really did play every note

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<v Speaker 1>like it was going to be our last, Like there

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<v Speaker 1>was this passion and intensity, and I don't know, considering

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<v Speaker 1>that it was basically funk music and that we were

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<v Speaker 1>playing it that hard, I just don't feel like there's

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<v Speaker 1>ever only been anything like it. And I even though

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<v Speaker 1>I had an ego about it at the time, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think I really appreciated like how special it was.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think when I really felt like I found myself,

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<v Speaker 1>I kind of mellowed out a bit, you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>stopped pushing myself on the music so much. And but

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<v Speaker 1>there really was something we had then in eighty eight

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<v Speaker 1>eighty nine that was I guess, in particular eighty nine

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<v Speaker 1>that was really like powerful. I saw you guys at

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<v Speaker 1>the Greek Theater at that time and it was mind blowing.

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<v Speaker 1>Right Yeah. That was the very last show of that tour,

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, yeah. And I think part of it also

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<v Speaker 1>has to do with Chad, because if you think of

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<v Speaker 1>what drummers and funk bands sound like, like, you think

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<v Speaker 1>about James Brown's drummers, they're super groovy, but they played

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<v Speaker 1>almost like jazz, like, like very subdued groovy but not loud. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And Chad's rocking like crazy, which is not your typical

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<v Speaker 1>funk drum right, But he's got a he's got a

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<v Speaker 1>good funk feel, you know, it's incredible. It's a great combination. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just like there's this heaviness to it, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>still got this funk thing, but it's also got this

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<v Speaker 1>extra speed to it. And it was just there's all

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<v Speaker 1>four of us. It was just like it was a

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<v Speaker 1>real explosion when we came out on stage and there

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I don't know, somehow it took me like

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<v Speaker 1>thirty three years to realize to realize what that thing

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<v Speaker 1>was we had. Because there's other things about that period

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<v Speaker 1>of time, like I can be critical about myself in

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<v Speaker 1>the sense that I wasn't improvising as much as I

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<v Speaker 1>did after that, Like my solos weren't as like ever

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<v Speaker 1>since then. You know, when I play a solo, it's

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<v Speaker 1>usually pretty unique to that night. It's rare that I

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<v Speaker 1>do the same thing in the same place twice, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>And at that time, I feel like I wasn't ready

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<v Speaker 1>to take that risk. But that was part of the intensity.

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<v Speaker 1>It was so important to me that it was maximum

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<v Speaker 1>intensity all the time. When I did start improvising, there

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<v Speaker 1>was this feeling of like indifference to the outcome. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it feels much it feels much riskier to do. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it is, And like in nineteen eighty nine, I energetically

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<v Speaker 1>like the energy was the main thing to me, and

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<v Speaker 1>like I couldn't afford to let that energy slip at

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<v Speaker 1>all the way I felt, you know. So I'm I'm

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<v Speaker 1>glad I went. I'm glad I moved past that to

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<v Speaker 1>being able to relax and allow mistakes to happen and

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<v Speaker 1>allow allow myself to do a solo that's not great

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<v Speaker 1>in knowing that like taking the same risk the next

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<v Speaker 1>time a great one might come. You know. Yeah, it

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<v Speaker 1>also makes sense that because you were such a big

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<v Speaker 1>fan of the original lineup of the band and knowing

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<v Speaker 1>you're just a different person. It's, you know, it's you

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<v Speaker 1>always feel like how do I fit in? You know,

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<v Speaker 1>how do I step up to this thing that I

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<v Speaker 1>love so much? It didn't it doesn't even really have

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<v Speaker 1>to do with how good of a guitar player you are,

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<v Speaker 1>do you know what I mean? It's like, those guys

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<v Speaker 1>do this thing that I love, and now I get

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<v Speaker 1>to do it. But it's weird, you know, it's just weird.

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<v Speaker 1>It's it's a weird thing. No, it's really strange and

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<v Speaker 1>Anthony and Fleet. All my memories of seeing them prior

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<v Speaker 1>to my being in the band, including had videotapes. I

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<v Speaker 1>managed to get a hold of of early live shows

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<v Speaker 1>of Theirs and stuff that I used to watch when

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<v Speaker 1>I was, you know, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, and they and

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<v Speaker 1>they still have it to this day. They have this

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<v Speaker 1>thing that happens on stage and in a way, they're

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like that in life too. They somehow simultaneously

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<v Speaker 1>appear to be trying very hard and at the same

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<v Speaker 1>time they seem like they're kicking back and they really

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<v Speaker 1>don't care about the impression they make on anybody, and

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<v Speaker 1>they're there to be themselves. Like there's this balance in

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<v Speaker 1>the persona of who they are on stage that somehow

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<v Speaker 1>has this combination of a careless, kind of relaxed, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't give a shit thing, and I'm trying really hard

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<v Speaker 1>at the same time to be the best entertainer I

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<v Speaker 1>can be up here. It's a it's something. It's yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it seems contradictory, and so coming into it, I think

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<v Speaker 1>my first thought was that I was going to be

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<v Speaker 1>as crazy as them on stage, you know, like, and

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<v Speaker 1>I think possibly the reason I didn't have that same

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<v Speaker 1>balance is because I think I cared a lot for

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<v Speaker 1>the reason that you're saying. You know, I couldn't have

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<v Speaker 1>that relaxed indifference. That's this very cool sense that I

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<v Speaker 1>used to get from them on stage. For me, if

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<v Speaker 1>I was going to go up there and go crazy,

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<v Speaker 1>that's all it was was a guy going crazy. There

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<v Speaker 1>was no cool kickback aspect to it. You know. It

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<v Speaker 1>just wasn't me being trying to be wild and crazy

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<v Speaker 1>like my it's not my personality and it wasn't the

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<v Speaker 1>best way for me to serve the overall chemistry of

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<v Speaker 1>the group, you know. So having a relaxed mental attitude

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<v Speaker 1>to the performance part, to the playing part, to everything

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<v Speaker 1>was what turned out to be best for everybody, I think.

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<v Speaker 1>But like I say, there was something about the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that I was just so all, you know, all out

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<v Speaker 1>in that first couple of years that you know, never

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<v Speaker 1>got that back again again, you know what I mean, Like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>but that it's cool and it's cool that that's a

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<v Speaker 1>period of time, and that's like you wouldn't change your

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<v Speaker 1>diary entries either, you know. It's like that's a moment

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<v Speaker 1>in time and that was then and now you get

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<v Speaker 1>to do this and it's great, and it's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's different versions of good. It's not like they're in

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<v Speaker 1>competition with each other. Yeah. I remember I went to

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<v Speaker 1>see Radiohead two nights in a row at Radio City Musical,

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<v Speaker 1>and the first night it looked like Tom York didn't

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<v Speaker 1>want to be there and he was just standing at

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<v Speaker 1>the mic and playing and singing and stone faced, not

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<v Speaker 1>moving perfectly still, and it just felt like he was

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<v Speaker 1>just waiting for the show to end. And then the

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<v Speaker 1>next night, which was the last show of the tour,

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<v Speaker 1>he was the most animated I've ever seen him, Like

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<v Speaker 1>it was the opposite person. Two nights in a row, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and he was running all over and happy. It. It

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<v Speaker 1>was fascinating to see. I've had that same thing a

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<v Speaker 1>few times on this tour, Like I'm specifically DC to

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<v Speaker 1>Boston was the same thing as what you just described,

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<v Speaker 1>Like there's certain nights where for some reason, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>put any physical energy into the show, including just the

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<v Speaker 1>normal sort of crouched down, kind of leaning back kind

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<v Speaker 1>of stance that's pretty normal for Flee and I to

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<v Speaker 1>play in. And Anthony stands the same way too. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just like I can't even do that. I can just

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<v Speaker 1>stand there perfectly straight up and with my legs straight

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<v Speaker 1>and stand by Chad and just walk up to the

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<v Speaker 1>mic when it's time to sing or press an effect

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<v Speaker 1>and walk back to Chad after that, and just like

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<v Speaker 1>I can't look at the audience, I can't feel anything.

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<v Speaker 1>Probably the best that ever comes out of my playing

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<v Speaker 1>on a night like that is a kind of intensity

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<v Speaker 1>that comes out of anger that I just focus into

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<v Speaker 1>the playing, and I can't really enjoy it. But that's

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<v Speaker 1>probably if I listened back, I would imagine that would

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<v Speaker 1>be the redeeming part of the show. Is just some

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<v Speaker 1>sort of focus that can come from being in a

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<v Speaker 1>bad mood like that that I can put into my

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<v Speaker 1>lead playing in a certain way. But if that happens,

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<v Speaker 1>do you always know it's like, oh, I had this

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<v Speaker 1>argument earlier with someone and that's it. Or is it

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<v Speaker 1>just like a feeling you wake up that way and

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<v Speaker 1>it's not related to anything specific that you could point

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<v Speaker 1>finger at. Yeah, if I analyze it, I could have

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<v Speaker 1>a theory, but there's really like no way to know.

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<v Speaker 1>There's really no way to know. I sense it when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm walking towards the stage and when I'm on stage.

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<v Speaker 1>I realize it in that moment that I'm first on

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<v Speaker 1>stage and I realize, Okay, I'm in one of those

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<v Speaker 1>moods and I'm not going to be able to get

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<v Speaker 1>out of it, you know. And the same thing happens

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<v Speaker 1>to flee or you know, but he has a different

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<v Speaker 1>way of handling it, like he might go extra physically

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<v Speaker 1>crazy to work his way through it. For me, I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't try to do that. I just uh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>just stand there and get through it. And I'm sure

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<v Speaker 1>musically the show's great, Like it's it's great either way.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe I've got definitely when I've had nights like that,

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<v Speaker 1>Anthony'll give me back some report like so and so

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<v Speaker 1>said that somebody who's seen us a lot of times.

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<v Speaker 1>So and so said it was the best show he's

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<v Speaker 1>ever seen of us. So you know, it's so I'm

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<v Speaker 1>I'm learning to just let it be that way when

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<v Speaker 1>it's a nice night like that, and don't beat myself

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<v Speaker 1>up about it while I'm on stage or anything. And

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<v Speaker 1>in my radio hit example, I can't say one show

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<v Speaker 1>was better than Together. It was right. I was going

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<v Speaker 1>to be interesting to see how different it could be. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>yeah that so, yeah, the night following the night that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking of in Boston, like like it was the freest,

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<v Speaker 1>most loosest I could imagine feeling on stage, like it

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<v Speaker 1>was particularly like one of the best shows of the tours.

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<v Speaker 1>So sometimes those maybe those nights are just to remind

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<v Speaker 1>myself to really be able to feel it completely, because

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<v Speaker 1>if you know, if you felt good every night, you

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<v Speaker 1>might never feel particular high because there isn't a load

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<v Speaker 1>of balance it for granted. Also, yeah, so there's something

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<v Speaker 1>about that. And it's like with meditation. You know, when

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<v Speaker 1>you sit to meditate. At the end of the meditation,

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<v Speaker 1>there is in a sense of sometimes we'll say to

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<v Speaker 1>ourselves or that was a good one, or that wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>a good one, and neither those are true. It's like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's if you sat down to do it, you did it,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's all that matters. And then sometimes the experience

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<v Speaker 1>of it is euphoric, and other times it feels like

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<v Speaker 1>you don't go anywhere and that's what it's supposed to

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<v Speaker 1>be that day to get to the next one. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just the path on the road, you know. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a really hard concept for people to understand and

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<v Speaker 1>for you to try to make yourself always remember, is

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<v Speaker 1>that like that there's not a good and bad meditation,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, It's it's a hard thing to understand because

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<v Speaker 1>when your head is full of thoughts and you just

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<v Speaker 1>feel like this is not going well. But yeah, you

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<v Speaker 1>really never know. And I know it from history of

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<v Speaker 1>other bands too. I know, like certain nights when somebody

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<v Speaker 1>was you know, supposedly like not in a good mood

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<v Speaker 1>that night, and they played really good. It was just

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<v Speaker 1>different than how they normally played, you know. So I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, I'm trying not to be too judgmental about it,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's not as fun, that's for sure. Yeah. So

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<v Speaker 1>the band was really rocking after Mother's Milk Live and

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<v Speaker 1>now it's time to make the next album, and that's

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<v Speaker 1>when we started working together. And tell me from your perspective,

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<v Speaker 1>what was the experience like of making Blood Sugar Sex Magic. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>pretty much right around that time that we played at

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<v Speaker 1>the Greek, I guess we had. We took a couple

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<v Speaker 1>of months off, and during that couple of months I

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<v Speaker 1>really was And around that time, I remember I ran

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<v Speaker 1>into you at Canters when we weren't we didn't know

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<v Speaker 1>who was going to produce the record, and a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of things were lining up for me as a musician

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<v Speaker 1>and as a person right around that time, and I

0:17:23.036 --> 0:17:26.596
<v Speaker 1>just had I had some epiphanies in terms of taking

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<v Speaker 1>the direction of my playing and my songwriting in a

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<v Speaker 1>different in a different direction. We were so close by

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<v Speaker 1>that point as a as a band and as friends.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't feel anymore like I had to prove myself

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<v Speaker 1>or to be to be what my idea of a

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<v Speaker 1>Chili Pepper was or anything. I was confident that in

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<v Speaker 1>my place in the band, and I felt like I

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to try just being myself, even though I've

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<v Speaker 1>been gradually being more and more myself as a person

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<v Speaker 1>and as a musician as that tour went on. But

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<v Speaker 1>around that time, I was having all these realizations just

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<v Speaker 1>listening to music that was that was my favorite music

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<v Speaker 1>at the time, and that was different from what the

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<v Speaker 1>band was always listening to together, because we were always

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<v Speaker 1>we were always listening to like Curtis Mayfield, the Meters

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<v Speaker 1>Signed The Family, Stone zz Top, the Jesus Christ Superstar Soundtrack,

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<v Speaker 1>like different, different little things that we would listen to together.

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<v Speaker 1>That and even at home, that was a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>what I'd been listening to that Fishbone, you know, like,

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<v Speaker 1>and so I just started now the tour was over

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<v Speaker 1>and everything, and I was living in this house, living

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<v Speaker 1>in the in the Hollywood Hills for the first time,

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<v Speaker 1>and and just having really strong feelings listening to things

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<v Speaker 1>like The Velvet Underground and television and Peter Gabriel era Genesis,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was realizing that, like that, a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>power can come from from not hitting the strings super

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<v Speaker 1>hard all the time, you know, from from not filling

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<v Speaker 1>up all thiss with notes, from leaving big spaces listening

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<v Speaker 1>to that guitarist from Bow Wow Wow, and listening to

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<v Speaker 1>how how spacious is playing was and how well it

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<v Speaker 1>supported the bass. I've been a fan of them forever,

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<v Speaker 1>but just hadn't specifically wanted to play like that. And

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<v Speaker 1>so I was really starting to realize, like how much

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<v Speaker 1>music was starting to really produce these intense feelings inside me.

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<v Speaker 1>That that period only really lasted for a few years

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<v Speaker 1>where I really I had a kind of a synesthesia

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<v Speaker 1>where I could oftentimes it was seeing, but it was

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<v Speaker 1>something in between seeing and hearing in my brain that

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<v Speaker 1>if I put on a record, the feeling was produced.

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<v Speaker 1>If I put the needle back, the same exact feeling

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<v Speaker 1>was produced again, and it was like watching a movie

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<v Speaker 1>or something. So certain records were bringing up those feelings

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<v Speaker 1>really intensely, or that bringing up that phenomena, and so

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<v Speaker 1>those were the things I focused on. Captain Beefheart was

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<v Speaker 1>a real big one for me at the time that

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<v Speaker 1>was producing I think more of those types of sensations

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<v Speaker 1>than anything else was. So started writing things because I

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<v Speaker 1>knew it Flee and Anthony's taste so well, and I

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<v Speaker 1>knew the breadth of it, and I knew their open mindedness.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I was still trying to make stuff that I

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<v Speaker 1>thought they would like, as I still do today, but

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<v Speaker 1>I was coming from an angle that they weren't going

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<v Speaker 1>to expect, you know, And so like that, Breaking the

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<v Speaker 1>Girl's Song was one of the first things that I

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<v Speaker 1>wrote before we ever started rehearsing, and Funky Monk's song

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<v Speaker 1>was one that I sort of collaborated with Anthony. He

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<v Speaker 1>was playing the guitar part, but it was it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>really the guitar part. It was just one finger and

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<v Speaker 1>he was hitting all the strings and he was going

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<v Speaker 1>bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum

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<v Speaker 1>bum bum bum. And so I took that basic rhythm

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<v Speaker 1>and made a thing out of it. And power of

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<v Speaker 1>Equality I think was the basic riff for that was

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<v Speaker 1>something I came up with early. And it was just

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<v Speaker 1>like I was really starting to understand how to get

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<v Speaker 1>power out of simplicity and wasn't trying to compete with

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<v Speaker 1>Flea as far as being busy and stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 1>It was one of those things where I finally had

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<v Speaker 1>it through my head like Flea's allowed to be busy somehow,

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<v Speaker 1>Like he can be busy and not sound like he's

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<v Speaker 1>showing off. If I do it, it sounds like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>eating into everybody else's space. You know. Was appreciating stuff

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<v Speaker 1>like led Zeppelin, where you noticed Jimmy Page is playing,

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<v Speaker 1>He's he gives so much space to the drums. He's

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<v Speaker 1>often not playing. He'll often hold a note and leave

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<v Speaker 1>it to allow the snare drum to be the maximum

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<v Speaker 1>size that it can be. And so, yeah, it was

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<v Speaker 1>putting all those things together in my head and that

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<v Speaker 1>having that synesthesia thing, and so when we started rehearsing,

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<v Speaker 1>just everything was falling into place like magic and yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I had that talk with you. It canters and I

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<v Speaker 1>became really psyched about the I of you producing us,

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<v Speaker 1>and we all talked about it, and that's what everybody

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to do. And the real exciting thing that we

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<v Speaker 1>all noticed right off the bat was that you were

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<v Speaker 1>the opposite of what Michael Beinhorn had been. You. You

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<v Speaker 1>you weren't putting any pressure on us. You your skill

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<v Speaker 1>of listening was apparent immediately you were. You were there

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<v Speaker 1>to listen, and you had no thought to impose yourself

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<v Speaker 1>on the music or the direction at all. Like you

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<v Speaker 1>spoke when there was something you had to say, and

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<v Speaker 1>you were silent the rest of the time. And it

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<v Speaker 1>was really inspiring to us because that in a way,

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<v Speaker 1>that not pushing yourself on things. That's exactly what I

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<v Speaker 1>had come to right around that time when I ran

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<v Speaker 1>into Incannters, was like, Wow, like I don't need to

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<v Speaker 1>force myself on the music. I can. I can let

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<v Speaker 1>music happen without proposing to attack it, you know. And

0:23:03.996 --> 0:23:07.316
<v Speaker 1>me me playing that way made Flee sound better and

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<v Speaker 1>that inspired him and he backing off and not playing

0:23:11.276 --> 0:23:15.076
<v Speaker 1>quite as busy himself, and we all just got really

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<v Speaker 1>into listening to each other and supporting each other, and

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<v Speaker 1>so it was neat. It was like that time, I

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<v Speaker 1>guess in nineteen ninety we really started to realize what

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<v Speaker 1>we had as a band and what the chemistry was

0:23:31.356 --> 0:23:34.836
<v Speaker 1>that was completely separate, you know, like where in nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>eighty nine maybe it was just a more energetic, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>more powerful version of the same thing. Like this felt

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<v Speaker 1>like something that was unique to us. And not to

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<v Speaker 1>say that Jack and Hollel didn't have a huge influence

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<v Speaker 1>still on the basic parameters of what we were doing,

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<v Speaker 1>but we had fallen into a thing where we were

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<v Speaker 1>realizing who we were as a as a group, and

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<v Speaker 1>you being there just helped to solidify it and support it.

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<v Speaker 1>And every time you had an idea, it felt like

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<v Speaker 1>something that had to be said. And that's what I

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<v Speaker 1>was trying to do with my play, was like, if

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have anything to say, just play one note,

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<v Speaker 1>and if you hear that a second note needs to

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<v Speaker 1>be added, then play a second note, you know. And

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<v Speaker 1>seemed to me that that's that's how your contributions when

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<v Speaker 1>everything you did made a huge difference to the overall thing,

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<v Speaker 1>and a lot of it was about creating space. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of a lot of your ideas had to

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<v Speaker 1>do with with like we were all being more conscious

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<v Speaker 1>of the space that we were creating between each other's

0:24:41.836 --> 0:24:46.076
<v Speaker 1>instruments and each other's notes, and you emphasized that that

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<v Speaker 1>same thing, like telling me not to play for a

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<v Speaker 1>whole verse, or telling you know, Chad to lay out

0:24:54.356 --> 0:24:56.396
<v Speaker 1>for this part, or Flee to lay out for this part,

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<v Speaker 1>or everybody to do a complete silent pause right here.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, Like all those kind of ideas were mind

0:25:02.436 --> 0:25:04.316
<v Speaker 1>blowing for us at the time. There were things we

0:25:04.396 --> 0:25:08.036
<v Speaker 1>never would have thought of, you know. And and your

0:25:08.036 --> 0:25:12.076
<v Speaker 1>whole drum machine what I perceived at the time, your

0:25:12.116 --> 0:25:14.476
<v Speaker 1>experience with drum machines, because I don't know how had

0:25:14.516 --> 0:25:16.716
<v Speaker 1>you worked with a lot of drummers at that point.

0:25:16.716 --> 0:25:19.476
<v Speaker 1>You had, well, mostly drum machines, right, yeah, so it

0:25:19.756 --> 0:25:23.436
<v Speaker 1>mostly programmed everything. Yeah, So it was really neat, like

0:25:23.596 --> 0:25:25.596
<v Speaker 1>you were when you were helping Chad with a kick

0:25:25.676 --> 0:25:29.596
<v Speaker 1>drum pattern or whatever, and like it really seemed like

0:25:29.716 --> 0:25:33.396
<v Speaker 1>it was this drum machine mentality going into a real drummer,

0:25:33.476 --> 0:25:36.716
<v Speaker 1>and it was. It was really inspiring, and it felt

0:25:36.716 --> 0:25:42.356
<v Speaker 1>really fresh and new, you know, and all that stuff

0:25:42.476 --> 0:25:44.756
<v Speaker 1>was really inspiring in that period of time of writing

0:25:44.796 --> 0:25:47.756
<v Speaker 1>that record, I think of as being like the happiest

0:25:48.196 --> 0:25:51.236
<v Speaker 1>time of being in the band, you know, in that

0:25:51.396 --> 0:25:55.236
<v Speaker 1>first period. That's great. I can remember being at the

0:25:55.236 --> 0:25:58.796
<v Speaker 1>alley one time exactly this story told I can't remember

0:25:58.836 --> 0:26:00.716
<v Speaker 1>what song it was, but I remember saying, and I

0:26:00.716 --> 0:26:04.076
<v Speaker 1>can't remember who I suggested it to, is like, Okay,

0:26:04.396 --> 0:26:06.596
<v Speaker 1>not everybody has to play from the beginning of the song.

0:26:07.476 --> 0:26:10.556
<v Speaker 1>What's it like if he lays out until the chorus

0:26:10.676 --> 0:26:12.716
<v Speaker 1>or John lays out till the course, Let's try. What

0:26:12.836 --> 0:26:14.476
<v Speaker 1>was it like if we lay out to the second verse?

0:26:14.516 --> 0:26:16.716
<v Speaker 1>What does it do? Let's hear it? Yeah, And just

0:26:16.796 --> 0:26:19.676
<v Speaker 1>like thinking about it, and I didn't have a idea

0:26:19.676 --> 0:26:21.516
<v Speaker 1>of what would work or not. It was just a

0:26:21.556 --> 0:26:24.276
<v Speaker 1>way of thinking of how can we create more space

0:26:24.916 --> 0:26:30.396
<v Speaker 1>and how can we do things that allow the material

0:26:30.476 --> 0:26:34.356
<v Speaker 1>to develop without having to keep adding more things later,

0:26:34.956 --> 0:26:36.956
<v Speaker 1>you know, like like if you take something away in

0:26:36.996 --> 0:26:41.036
<v Speaker 1>the beginning, then when the normal third instrument comes in,

0:26:42.196 --> 0:26:44.276
<v Speaker 1>it feels like an event and we haven't had to

0:26:44.276 --> 0:26:46.716
<v Speaker 1>add anything. We did it by taking something away. And

0:26:47.756 --> 0:26:50.316
<v Speaker 1>I remember I remember having that conversation. It felt like

0:26:50.316 --> 0:26:52.196
<v Speaker 1>it was a big deal at the time because it

0:26:52.556 --> 0:26:55.356
<v Speaker 1>whatever thing we were trying it on it worked. It

0:26:55.436 --> 0:26:57.716
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, this is a new tool in the

0:26:57.716 --> 0:27:00.836
<v Speaker 1>bag of tricks of things that can work. You know. Really,

0:27:00.876 --> 0:27:06.276
<v Speaker 1>and again, I think I'm assuming that your experience producing

0:27:06.436 --> 0:27:10.196
<v Speaker 1>hip hop was an influence on it because of the

0:27:10.236 --> 0:27:12.796
<v Speaker 1>constant muting and un muting that takes place when you're

0:27:12.836 --> 0:27:15.316
<v Speaker 1>making that kind of music. It was absolutely It was

0:27:15.356 --> 0:27:17.756
<v Speaker 1>basically like you were muting the guitar for the first

0:27:17.876 --> 0:27:21.716
<v Speaker 1>verse and saving it for the second verse. You know. Yeah,

0:27:21.756 --> 0:27:24.396
<v Speaker 1>Like we were all conscious that that was where you

0:27:24.436 --> 0:27:26.236
<v Speaker 1>were coming from, and it was so neat to hear

0:27:26.276 --> 0:27:29.196
<v Speaker 1>those ideas being applied to a rock band, you know,

0:27:29.436 --> 0:27:32.116
<v Speaker 1>like and yeah, it just made us think in a way,

0:27:32.156 --> 0:27:34.236
<v Speaker 1>it just wouldn't never have occurred to us. We write

0:27:34.236 --> 0:27:36.076
<v Speaker 1>the verse, that's what we play in the verse, you know.

0:27:36.156 --> 0:27:37.996
<v Speaker 1>We think of ourselves as a unit. We don't think

0:27:38.036 --> 0:27:42.516
<v Speaker 1>of ourselves as like separate. So it was it was

0:27:42.556 --> 0:27:47.236
<v Speaker 1>really neat to hear how how space could move things along.

0:27:47.276 --> 0:27:49.596
<v Speaker 1>And I and I wound up needing to do less

0:27:49.636 --> 0:27:52.556
<v Speaker 1>overdubs on that album as a result of exactly what

0:27:52.596 --> 0:27:54.716
<v Speaker 1>you're saying, Like, I've often looked back and go like,

0:27:55.516 --> 0:27:57.796
<v Speaker 1>how did I get away with doing so few overdubs,

0:27:57.796 --> 0:28:00.396
<v Speaker 1>and still the songs feel like they developed from beginning

0:28:00.436 --> 0:28:05.396
<v Speaker 1>to end. And yeah, I think it's the arrangements absolutely. Yeah,

0:28:05.516 --> 0:28:07.316
<v Speaker 1>we have to take a quick break and then we'll

0:28:07.316 --> 0:28:11.796
<v Speaker 1>be back with more of Rick Rubin's conversation with John Frushante.

0:28:15.676 --> 0:28:19.876
<v Speaker 1>We're back with Rick Rubin and John Frushante. I remember

0:28:20.196 --> 0:28:23.516
<v Speaker 1>we were again. I don't remember which songs were when,

0:28:24.196 --> 0:28:26.356
<v Speaker 1>but we had gotten to the point where it seemed

0:28:26.356 --> 0:28:28.436
<v Speaker 1>like we were ready to make an album, and then

0:28:29.196 --> 0:28:33.876
<v Speaker 1>there was some record label stuff going on where we

0:28:33.876 --> 0:28:36.836
<v Speaker 1>weren't allowed to go into the studio and ended up

0:28:36.836 --> 0:28:39.836
<v Speaker 1>writing for probably close to another year, So there was

0:28:39.876 --> 0:28:43.676
<v Speaker 1>already an album's worth of material that had things been normal,

0:28:43.716 --> 0:28:47.276
<v Speaker 1>we probably would have recorded, and then instead we used

0:28:47.276 --> 0:28:48.796
<v Speaker 1>that time to just write a bunch of more songs

0:28:48.796 --> 0:28:50.916
<v Speaker 1>than Again. I don't remember which ones came earlier, which

0:28:50.916 --> 0:28:52.996
<v Speaker 1>ones came late, but I know a bunch of good

0:28:52.996 --> 0:28:54.756
<v Speaker 1>ones came late too, you know, I think there were

0:28:54.796 --> 0:28:58.916
<v Speaker 1>good ones on both sides. Yeah, we decided that there

0:28:58.996 --> 0:29:00.876
<v Speaker 1>was no way we were going to be on EMI

0:29:01.516 --> 0:29:05.956
<v Speaker 1>anymore because they were taking too much control away from

0:29:05.956 --> 0:29:12.436
<v Speaker 1>the band, like editing the record without consulting us. The

0:29:12.476 --> 0:29:15.636
<v Speaker 1>mix was done without consulting us. We didn't We never

0:29:15.676 --> 0:29:19.676
<v Speaker 1>approved any mixes, putting things out without asking us. Whatever

0:29:19.716 --> 0:29:22.476
<v Speaker 1>it is, twelve inches or whatever, just like I guess

0:29:22.476 --> 0:29:25.676
<v Speaker 1>we hadn't noticed because the label just hadn't cared about

0:29:25.716 --> 0:29:28.836
<v Speaker 1>the band in the first few albums, so nobody had

0:29:28.876 --> 0:29:33.316
<v Speaker 1>noticed that we didn't have artistic finals say. And so

0:29:33.956 --> 0:29:36.316
<v Speaker 1>we really wanted to be with a label that trusted

0:29:36.396 --> 0:29:38.636
<v Speaker 1>us and was going to allow us to be ourselves

0:29:39.476 --> 0:29:43.356
<v Speaker 1>and allow us to have artistic finals say. And it

0:29:43.396 --> 0:29:45.476
<v Speaker 1>turned out there were several who were willing to give

0:29:45.556 --> 0:29:49.356
<v Speaker 1>us that, and so it was hard for somebody to

0:29:49.396 --> 0:29:52.036
<v Speaker 1>talk m I out of letting into letting us go.

0:29:52.196 --> 0:29:55.476
<v Speaker 1>But Mo Austen made a deal with them and made

0:29:55.516 --> 0:29:57.316
<v Speaker 1>a deal with us, and that was the label that

0:29:57.356 --> 0:30:01.956
<v Speaker 1>we felt comfortable with. And we really liked him, you

0:30:01.996 --> 0:30:05.196
<v Speaker 1>know himself. Even when we had decided at one point

0:30:05.236 --> 0:30:07.156
<v Speaker 1>not to go with Warner Brothers. He made a point

0:30:07.156 --> 0:30:10.276
<v Speaker 1>of calling each person in the band and saying some

0:30:10.356 --> 0:30:12.676
<v Speaker 1>really nice things, and that was what did it. We

0:30:12.676 --> 0:30:15.796
<v Speaker 1>were just like, Okay, this is a really warm, sweet

0:30:15.796 --> 0:30:18.876
<v Speaker 1>guy here. Yeah, you know, and he always was the

0:30:18.956 --> 0:30:21.596
<v Speaker 1>whole my entire you know, I got to work with

0:30:21.636 --> 0:30:25.116
<v Speaker 1>him for I don't know, twenty something years and never

0:30:25.236 --> 0:30:30.116
<v Speaker 1>a bad moment, never a bad moment. Yeah, yeah, you know,

0:30:30.236 --> 0:30:33.476
<v Speaker 1>he was great and so so yeah, so we we

0:30:33.556 --> 0:30:35.516
<v Speaker 1>took a couple of months off. At one point, I

0:30:35.556 --> 0:30:39.356
<v Speaker 1>remember from from the rehearsing writing process, fleet did my

0:30:39.396 --> 0:30:42.956
<v Speaker 1>own private Idaho. Yeah. But I think even during that time,

0:30:42.996 --> 0:30:45.276
<v Speaker 1>maybe like Anthony might have and I might have written,

0:30:45.316 --> 0:30:48.516
<v Speaker 1>I could have lied at that time, which came from

0:30:48.556 --> 0:30:53.276
<v Speaker 1>a very real experience a girl he really liked didn't

0:30:53.276 --> 0:30:55.516
<v Speaker 1>want to be with him. And we drove around all

0:30:55.596 --> 0:30:57.916
<v Speaker 1>day talking about it. Drove to the bank and it

0:30:58.036 --> 0:30:59.636
<v Speaker 1>was a rainy day and we were just having a

0:30:59.756 --> 0:31:02.996
<v Speaker 1>conversation about it. And I'd been recording stuff on my

0:31:03.036 --> 0:31:07.276
<v Speaker 1>four track and with a sort of fingerpicking style on

0:31:07.316 --> 0:31:12.116
<v Speaker 1>the acoustic guitar, but oftentimes putting wild, crazy guitar solos

0:31:12.156 --> 0:31:15.196
<v Speaker 1>on top of them. So we'd been having this conversation

0:31:15.236 --> 0:31:17.916
<v Speaker 1>all day. I guess I thought it would be cool

0:31:17.956 --> 0:31:20.036
<v Speaker 1>to do something like this four track stuff I'm doing,

0:31:20.076 --> 0:31:22.276
<v Speaker 1>which is the stuff that later came out on your label.

0:31:22.316 --> 0:31:24.716
<v Speaker 1>That's the music, the four track music I'm talking about.

0:31:25.316 --> 0:31:28.236
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, we should write a song about

0:31:28.276 --> 0:31:32.036
<v Speaker 1>this thing that Anthony's going through, but in the style

0:31:32.076 --> 0:31:34.676
<v Speaker 1>of this stuff I've been recording on my four track,

0:31:35.516 --> 0:31:37.836
<v Speaker 1>and we did it that night. We recorded, or I

0:31:37.876 --> 0:31:41.036
<v Speaker 1>think we came up with a basic idea for the

0:31:41.476 --> 0:31:44.676
<v Speaker 1>for the music, and then and Anthony wrote some stuff,

0:31:44.676 --> 0:31:46.476
<v Speaker 1>and then I seem to remember him going to his

0:31:46.556 --> 0:31:50.516
<v Speaker 1>house and writing some lyrics and then driving back and

0:31:50.756 --> 0:31:54.876
<v Speaker 1>recorded the vocal and we weren't even the demo was

0:31:54.916 --> 0:31:57.156
<v Speaker 1>so good we were considering even if the if the

0:31:57.196 --> 0:31:59.236
<v Speaker 1>recording of the band didn't come out good, we would

0:31:59.316 --> 0:32:02.876
<v Speaker 1>use that demo on the record. So yeah, pretty yeah,

0:32:02.956 --> 0:32:04.996
<v Speaker 1>So I'm pretty sure that was around that was in

0:32:05.036 --> 0:32:10.676
<v Speaker 1>that break. And then yeah, when when when everything cleared

0:32:10.716 --> 0:32:13.436
<v Speaker 1>and we were we were allowed to go in the studio,

0:32:13.476 --> 0:32:15.516
<v Speaker 1>I guess we probably rehearsed for another month or two

0:32:15.636 --> 0:32:18.716
<v Speaker 1>or something, and then and then moved into the mansion,

0:32:18.756 --> 0:32:21.156
<v Speaker 1>which was another thing, Like to live in this house

0:32:21.316 --> 0:32:25.676
<v Speaker 1>that was like again or just a warm, cozy feeling

0:32:25.716 --> 0:32:32.156
<v Speaker 1>as opposed to a sterile, you know, professional feeling. We

0:32:32.156 --> 0:32:34.836
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't have ever known that that was a possibility, you know,

0:32:35.116 --> 0:32:37.636
<v Speaker 1>to us, you had to go in a studio to

0:32:37.716 --> 0:32:40.156
<v Speaker 1>record a song, and you were just like, no, we

0:32:40.196 --> 0:32:43.156
<v Speaker 1>could make one. And I don't know why I thought

0:32:43.196 --> 0:32:45.596
<v Speaker 1>that either because I'd never done it before. I don't

0:32:45.716 --> 0:32:50.036
<v Speaker 1>really know why it was a strange. I think the

0:32:50.116 --> 0:32:54.716
<v Speaker 1>thought was they had made these this group of albums

0:32:54.796 --> 0:32:56.796
<v Speaker 1>that I didn't get the feeling that there was ever

0:32:56.876 --> 0:32:59.836
<v Speaker 1>a great recording experience for the Chili Peppers. And they

0:32:59.836 --> 0:33:02.156
<v Speaker 1>were all similar in that they all went into a

0:33:02.196 --> 0:33:05.796
<v Speaker 1>corporate studio and recorded what can we do to make

0:33:05.876 --> 0:33:09.356
<v Speaker 1>this one? The first one? That's not like that? And

0:33:09.356 --> 0:33:11.196
<v Speaker 1>I would drive over Laurel Canyon all the time, and

0:33:11.236 --> 0:33:14.796
<v Speaker 1>I loved that house. And then I just tracked down

0:33:14.836 --> 0:33:16.396
<v Speaker 1>the owner and asked if there was any way that

0:33:16.436 --> 0:33:19.516
<v Speaker 1>we could rent it and it worked out. We looked

0:33:19.516 --> 0:33:21.396
<v Speaker 1>at other houses before that, and it wouldn't it wouldn't

0:33:21.396 --> 0:33:23.716
<v Speaker 1>have been as good. That was a really special place. Yeah,

0:33:23.756 --> 0:33:27.236
<v Speaker 1>it really was. Yeah, And we were so excited by stuff,

0:33:27.276 --> 0:33:30.076
<v Speaker 1>just like hearing all that natural room sound on the

0:33:30.116 --> 0:33:33.956
<v Speaker 1>snare and stuff. It's like it's it's when I hear

0:33:33.996 --> 0:33:36.796
<v Speaker 1>it today, it sounds really overblown, But it was exciting,

0:33:36.916 --> 0:33:39.956
<v Speaker 1>you know, like it was yeah, like and it felt

0:33:40.116 --> 0:33:42.476
<v Speaker 1>it was perfect for that record, and how we had

0:33:42.556 --> 0:33:45.996
<v Speaker 1>arranged the tunes because it's smart. They were, Yeah, exactly.

0:33:45.996 --> 0:33:48.596
<v Speaker 1>It filled up the space whenever the guitar wasn't playing

0:33:48.676 --> 0:33:51.796
<v Speaker 1>or the bass wasn't playing. The drums it almost sounded

0:33:51.836 --> 0:33:54.356
<v Speaker 1>like you didn't need anything but drums to fill up

0:33:54.356 --> 0:33:58.036
<v Speaker 1>the space. Everything else sounded like extra. So yeah, it was.

0:33:58.276 --> 0:34:00.796
<v Speaker 1>It was really magic. And I remember when we did

0:34:00.796 --> 0:34:04.116
<v Speaker 1>the overdubs where everybody played percussion instruments. I remember when

0:34:04.156 --> 0:34:08.556
<v Speaker 1>we recorded up at midnight behind the house outside. Remember

0:34:08.676 --> 0:34:11.396
<v Speaker 1>how in the Red Hot you did good stuff. It

0:34:11.476 --> 0:34:13.996
<v Speaker 1>was fun. And I remember Anthony was singing upstairs in

0:34:13.996 --> 0:34:17.756
<v Speaker 1>one of the bedrooms. Yeah. Yeah, Flei was saying that

0:34:17.756 --> 0:34:20.556
<v Speaker 1>that moment of recording the Robert Johnson song in the

0:34:21.396 --> 0:34:25.156
<v Speaker 1>behind the house and the outside was it's like his

0:34:25.236 --> 0:34:31.396
<v Speaker 1>favorite recording experience ever. Yeah. It was some card drove

0:34:31.836 --> 0:34:34.636
<v Speaker 1>on down Laurel Canyon. You could hear it was filled

0:34:34.676 --> 0:34:37.436
<v Speaker 1>with girls and they screamed like right before we started

0:34:37.476 --> 0:34:42.156
<v Speaker 1>recording it. It was like so cool. It just felt

0:34:42.196 --> 0:34:44.556
<v Speaker 1>like that was right as we had breast record and

0:34:44.596 --> 0:34:47.436
<v Speaker 1>were it was just like, oh, yeah, that's the magic

0:34:47.476 --> 0:34:50.796
<v Speaker 1>sound that's supposed to go right there. You know, when

0:34:50.796 --> 0:34:53.796
<v Speaker 1>you brought in the songs that didn't sound like previous

0:34:53.916 --> 0:34:56.476
<v Speaker 1>Chili Pepper songs. What was the reaction from the band

0:34:56.516 --> 0:34:58.396
<v Speaker 1>at first when you came to rehearsal with let's say,

0:34:58.396 --> 0:35:02.356
<v Speaker 1>breaky in the Girl music, Total openness, total excitement, Like wow,

0:35:02.396 --> 0:35:05.396
<v Speaker 1>that to me, it felt so easy to write something

0:35:05.476 --> 0:35:07.276
<v Speaker 1>like that. It felt like I could have been doing

0:35:07.316 --> 0:35:08.956
<v Speaker 1>that all along. I didn't know that it was going

0:35:09.116 --> 0:35:12.516
<v Speaker 1>and be okay, you know, yeah, because up until that point,

0:35:13.316 --> 0:35:16.516
<v Speaker 1>what the Chili Peppers were was a very specific thing.

0:35:16.556 --> 0:35:21.116
<v Speaker 1>It was hard funk with rap vocals always yeah, and

0:35:21.556 --> 0:35:24.756
<v Speaker 1>on this album that that mold got broken to just

0:35:24.876 --> 0:35:29.516
<v Speaker 1>be good music. Whatever the good music was. Yeah, And

0:35:29.556 --> 0:35:33.516
<v Speaker 1>I hadn't realized how much those limitations that we were

0:35:33.516 --> 0:35:37.596
<v Speaker 1>working in as far as the musical style. I think

0:35:37.596 --> 0:35:40.476
<v Speaker 1>I thought of that as just as intentional. I didn't

0:35:40.476 --> 0:35:43.076
<v Speaker 1>think of it as that they just weren't able to

0:35:43.596 --> 0:35:45.956
<v Speaker 1>write something like breaking the Girl or something. I thought

0:35:45.956 --> 0:35:48.916
<v Speaker 1>specifically they didn't want to do that. And the more

0:35:48.956 --> 0:35:51.356
<v Speaker 1>I got to know them, like on the Mother's Milk tour,

0:35:51.996 --> 0:35:54.636
<v Speaker 1>Anthony and I we had a really nice drive in

0:35:54.676 --> 0:35:57.916
<v Speaker 1>Germany at one time, just like we'd never listened to

0:35:57.996 --> 0:36:00.756
<v Speaker 1>David Bowie together, and we listened to Hunky Dory. We

0:36:01.116 --> 0:36:03.156
<v Speaker 1>had a cassette of it that a nice woman from

0:36:03.236 --> 0:36:06.996
<v Speaker 1>e M I gave to us, And yeah, just seeing

0:36:07.076 --> 0:36:11.316
<v Speaker 1>him feel that music so intensely and so along the

0:36:11.316 --> 0:36:13.436
<v Speaker 1>way throughout the Mother's Milk tour, I'm starting to put

0:36:13.476 --> 0:36:16.116
<v Speaker 1>it together in my head that like, they would really

0:36:16.156 --> 0:36:18.956
<v Speaker 1>like it if I wrote stuff like this, And in

0:36:18.996 --> 0:36:21.196
<v Speaker 1>a lot of ways, it was the most natural thing

0:36:21.236 --> 0:36:24.596
<v Speaker 1>that I could do, and I just but it was

0:36:24.636 --> 0:36:27.236
<v Speaker 1>also that not just not just that there might have

0:36:27.276 --> 0:36:30.196
<v Speaker 1>been an inability to write stuff like that before, but like,

0:36:30.876 --> 0:36:34.196
<v Speaker 1>like I really loved the band within those limitations, Like

0:36:34.356 --> 0:36:38.796
<v Speaker 1>I really like I that that funk punk sometimes heavy metal,

0:36:39.196 --> 0:36:41.516
<v Speaker 1>but really good version of heavy metal thing that they had.

0:36:41.636 --> 0:36:43.836
<v Speaker 1>Like as a fan, I thought it was such a

0:36:43.916 --> 0:36:46.916
<v Speaker 1>brilliant combination of things that I didn't want to mess

0:36:46.956 --> 0:36:50.236
<v Speaker 1>with it myself for purely artistic reasons, you know, I didn't.

0:36:50.996 --> 0:36:53.476
<v Speaker 1>And also you never know something till you've tried it,

0:36:53.556 --> 0:36:55.876
<v Speaker 1>And I didn't know how good we would sound playing

0:36:55.916 --> 0:36:57.916
<v Speaker 1>something like under the Bridge, or I could have lied

0:36:58.116 --> 0:36:59.796
<v Speaker 1>like like we were saying, like even what I could

0:36:59.796 --> 0:37:01.636
<v Speaker 1>have liked, we had doubt as to whether it would

0:37:01.636 --> 0:37:04.116
<v Speaker 1>even sound good with chat and fully playing on it.

0:37:04.276 --> 0:37:07.356
<v Speaker 1>You know. I can remember when we were putting songs

0:37:07.396 --> 0:37:10.436
<v Speaker 1>on the album decide that what's the song that ended

0:37:10.516 --> 0:37:13.476
<v Speaker 1>up on the cone Head soundtrack sold to squeeze Y.

0:37:13.516 --> 0:37:15.596
<v Speaker 1>It's like, well, that couldn't be on the album because

0:37:15.596 --> 0:37:18.236
<v Speaker 1>it was like too mellow and we already had a

0:37:18.276 --> 0:37:20.476
<v Speaker 1>mellow So like, do you remember that? Yeah, and you

0:37:20.556 --> 0:37:23.196
<v Speaker 1>really did your best to convince us to put it

0:37:23.236 --> 0:37:24.596
<v Speaker 1>on there. You were like, I think it's one of

0:37:24.596 --> 0:37:29.396
<v Speaker 1>the best songs, you know. And when we were writing

0:37:29.796 --> 0:37:32.436
<v Speaker 1>this last batch of material that we wrote for these

0:37:32.476 --> 0:37:36.676
<v Speaker 1>couple albums, I listened to the whole album. I listened

0:37:36.676 --> 0:37:38.836
<v Speaker 1>to each of the whole albums at some point during

0:37:38.916 --> 0:37:40.996
<v Speaker 1>the making of it, just to see where we were

0:37:41.036 --> 0:37:44.076
<v Speaker 1>at and what we might be missing. And and when

0:37:44.076 --> 0:37:48.076
<v Speaker 1>I listened to Blood Sugar, particularly, I, you know, as

0:37:48.076 --> 0:37:49.876
<v Speaker 1>great as it is and everything, I was just like

0:37:49.956 --> 0:37:52.476
<v Speaker 1>we were insane for not putting Sould to Squeeze on

0:37:52.516 --> 0:37:57.076
<v Speaker 1>that record, Like I remember clearly fleasing my thinking and stuff.

0:37:57.156 --> 0:38:02.156
<v Speaker 1>Of course, I remember us both particularly being like yeah, yeah,

0:38:02.196 --> 0:38:05.156
<v Speaker 1>too much as it is. We've got three songs like

0:38:05.236 --> 0:38:09.316
<v Speaker 1>this and that's that's already way more than Enough or

0:38:09.316 --> 0:38:12.836
<v Speaker 1>something like that. It's just such a good song. It's

0:38:12.876 --> 0:38:17.196
<v Speaker 1>such a good song, but you never know, like you

0:38:17.236 --> 0:38:20.596
<v Speaker 1>really never know. And it's like if the Ramones would

0:38:20.596 --> 0:38:22.676
<v Speaker 1>have made an album like Hunky Dorry, I don't know

0:38:22.676 --> 0:38:23.996
<v Speaker 1>if we would have liked it, do you know what

0:38:24.036 --> 0:38:27.236
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. It's like sometimes when the formula is good

0:38:27.796 --> 0:38:30.796
<v Speaker 1>or a CDC, you know, we there are bands that

0:38:30.916 --> 0:38:34.356
<v Speaker 1>you want to sound like the way they sound, So

0:38:34.636 --> 0:38:37.396
<v Speaker 1>in some ways it was it was risky. Now in

0:38:37.476 --> 0:38:40.516
<v Speaker 1>retrospect it worked out, but it was risky. The other

0:38:40.556 --> 0:38:44.036
<v Speaker 1>thing that it did was they were already a handful

0:38:44.116 --> 0:38:49.236
<v Speaker 1>of those albums, so it wasn't like this was the

0:38:49.236 --> 0:38:54.196
<v Speaker 1>band's second album of their career. Yeah, they had already

0:38:55.156 --> 0:39:01.116
<v Speaker 1>mind those fields for some time. Yeah, and it seemed

0:39:01.156 --> 0:39:05.676
<v Speaker 1>like good timing to expand, and we didn't expand like crazy.

0:39:05.716 --> 0:39:07.476
<v Speaker 1>It's still if you liked the old band, I don't

0:39:07.516 --> 0:39:09.476
<v Speaker 1>think you would have not liked the new bad. It

0:39:09.556 --> 0:39:13.276
<v Speaker 1>wasn't It wasn't like one hundred and eighty degrees in

0:39:13.276 --> 0:39:18.156
<v Speaker 1>the opposite direction. It just was widening the scope. Yeah,

0:39:18.196 --> 0:39:21.756
<v Speaker 1>there definitely were people who didn't like us, like who

0:39:21.836 --> 0:39:24.196
<v Speaker 1>turned on us at that point for sure when when

0:39:24.196 --> 0:39:26.956
<v Speaker 1>Blood Sugar came out, Like for sure, yeah, there was

0:39:26.956 --> 0:39:31.476
<v Speaker 1>definitely people that like the fast punk punk thing and

0:39:32.036 --> 0:39:35.836
<v Speaker 1>and felt that we were selling out or whatever. You know.

0:39:36.796 --> 0:39:39.196
<v Speaker 1>I remember when interviewer came to the Blood Sugar house

0:39:39.516 --> 0:39:41.876
<v Speaker 1>and he said, so, when you guys playing Vegas? And

0:39:41.956 --> 0:39:45.036
<v Speaker 1>I said, and I said, I said, oh, we're playing

0:39:45.036 --> 0:39:47.036
<v Speaker 1>in Vegas in August or whatever, Like I thought, he

0:39:47.076 --> 0:39:50.756
<v Speaker 1>actually meant, yeah, when you're playing in Las Vegas. Yeah, yeah,

0:39:50.956 --> 0:39:53.916
<v Speaker 1>And and then and then I, oh, okay, I see

0:39:53.956 --> 0:39:57.996
<v Speaker 1>what you meant. Yeah, like like and I'm sure I

0:39:58.036 --> 0:40:00.356
<v Speaker 1>said something really rude to him, but but yeah, like

0:40:01.676 --> 0:40:04.156
<v Speaker 1>we got a little of that. I even remember like

0:40:04.716 --> 0:40:07.916
<v Speaker 1>some punk kids like protesting at one of our shows

0:40:07.916 --> 0:40:09.916
<v Speaker 1>and flee walking out and talk talking to them and

0:40:09.996 --> 0:40:14.756
<v Speaker 1>stuff like. But uh, in the long run, it definitely

0:40:14.796 --> 0:40:18.436
<v Speaker 1>worked out, you know, like something similar happening by the

0:40:18.476 --> 0:40:21.436
<v Speaker 1>way time as well, Like like we went so far

0:40:21.476 --> 0:40:24.516
<v Speaker 1>in this other direction that wasn't what people expected. And

0:40:25.396 --> 0:40:27.596
<v Speaker 1>in the big picture, I think we gained more fans

0:40:27.676 --> 0:40:31.036
<v Speaker 1>than we lost. But but there were people who felt

0:40:31.076 --> 0:40:34.196
<v Speaker 1>like like the thing that they liked about the band,

0:40:34.236 --> 0:40:37.996
<v Speaker 1>we weren't doing that anymore. You know. But I think,

0:40:38.276 --> 0:40:41.476
<v Speaker 1>you know, I think artistically it's good to take those

0:40:41.756 --> 0:40:44.596
<v Speaker 1>you know, to take those risks, and absolutely, and I

0:40:44.636 --> 0:40:47.236
<v Speaker 1>think for us it worked out career wise in the

0:40:47.276 --> 0:40:51.316
<v Speaker 1>long run, because I think people definitely think of us

0:40:51.396 --> 0:40:56.316
<v Speaker 1>more as this band that makes these melodic, you know,

0:40:56.396 --> 0:40:58.916
<v Speaker 1>pop tunes than they think of us as a funk

0:40:58.956 --> 0:41:02.996
<v Speaker 1>punk band anymore, you know. Yeah, And we're still able

0:41:03.036 --> 0:41:06.716
<v Speaker 1>to compete with bands who do go for a complete

0:41:07.196 --> 0:41:12.476
<v Speaker 1>heavy onslaught type. We still have a very intense power,

0:41:12.596 --> 0:41:15.676
<v Speaker 1>like we never lost that, you know, which is I

0:41:15.716 --> 0:41:20.196
<v Speaker 1>think why maybe even though sometimes we might have thrown

0:41:20.316 --> 0:41:23.196
<v Speaker 1>some people off and initially they might not have liked

0:41:23.236 --> 0:41:25.876
<v Speaker 1>the new direction or whatever, like I think a lot

0:41:25.876 --> 0:41:28.796
<v Speaker 1>of the time those people it grew on them. You know.

0:41:29.916 --> 0:41:32.036
<v Speaker 1>I've never talked to you about this. Obviously, I talked

0:41:32.036 --> 0:41:34.836
<v Speaker 1>to Anthony about it because I was with him at

0:41:34.876 --> 0:41:38.356
<v Speaker 1>the beginning when it happened. But for Under the Bridge,

0:41:38.396 --> 0:41:41.116
<v Speaker 1>I remember finding the lyrics in his book. I've told

0:41:41.156 --> 0:41:43.716
<v Speaker 1>the story before, but I remember finding the lyrics and

0:41:43.756 --> 0:41:45.756
<v Speaker 1>I remember him saying, that's not chili pepper song, because

0:41:45.756 --> 0:41:47.356
<v Speaker 1>it was still in those days that couldn't be a

0:41:47.436 --> 0:41:50.396
<v Speaker 1>chili Pepper song, and I said, well, try sing it

0:41:50.436 --> 0:41:54.156
<v Speaker 1>to the band, see what happens. And he was very resistant,

0:41:54.276 --> 0:41:56.396
<v Speaker 1>very resistant, and then he ended up playing it for

0:41:56.436 --> 0:41:58.956
<v Speaker 1>you or singing it to you, and then you came

0:41:59.036 --> 0:42:00.996
<v Speaker 1>up with the music, and I remember he was still

0:42:01.116 --> 0:42:04.676
<v Speaker 1>terrified for you and him to present it to the

0:42:04.716 --> 0:42:08.636
<v Speaker 1>rest of the band because it seemed so far outside

0:42:09.356 --> 0:42:11.196
<v Speaker 1>of anything that had come before it. But I want

0:42:11.196 --> 0:42:13.996
<v Speaker 1>to ask you about it. What was your experience when

0:42:14.036 --> 0:42:15.876
<v Speaker 1>he first because I wasn't there when he when he

0:42:16.236 --> 0:42:19.556
<v Speaker 1>sang it to you, what was that Like My memory

0:42:19.556 --> 0:42:22.316
<v Speaker 1>of it's a little different. I remember you and Anthony

0:42:22.396 --> 0:42:26.916
<v Speaker 1>coming to rehearsal and you really urging him to do it,

0:42:26.956 --> 0:42:30.516
<v Speaker 1>and him making a bunch of disclaimers, and you just

0:42:30.596 --> 0:42:35.996
<v Speaker 1>really encouraging him to sing it to us, and he

0:42:36.156 --> 0:42:39.636
<v Speaker 1>sang it to us and Flee and I flee drove

0:42:39.676 --> 0:42:42.636
<v Speaker 1>me home off and in those days and Flee and

0:42:42.676 --> 0:42:46.596
<v Speaker 1>I driving home, and it made us really sad under

0:42:46.636 --> 0:42:50.076
<v Speaker 1>the bridge. Hearing it just made us feel like, boy,

0:42:50.116 --> 0:42:56.076
<v Speaker 1>Anthony's really bummed out, like like heavy yeah, like heavy words. Yeah.

0:42:56.116 --> 0:42:58.476
<v Speaker 1>We just felt really like bad form And it was

0:42:58.556 --> 0:43:03.796
<v Speaker 1>just this like sad kind of experience. And and going

0:43:03.836 --> 0:43:05.876
<v Speaker 1>back to my house and just singing, Boy, that song

0:43:06.036 --> 0:43:09.436
<v Speaker 1>is a real bummer, you know, like not meaning that

0:43:09.476 --> 0:43:13.516
<v Speaker 1>it's bad, meaning like emotionally, yeah, Like I thought of

0:43:13.556 --> 0:43:15.596
<v Speaker 1>it as a song about that he doesn't have any friends.

0:43:15.836 --> 0:43:18.636
<v Speaker 1>That's that was how I described it in my head.

0:43:20.076 --> 0:43:24.596
<v Speaker 1>But with your encouragement and with feeling having a feeling

0:43:24.636 --> 0:43:29.036
<v Speaker 1>that there was something there, Anthony and I made a

0:43:29.076 --> 0:43:33.236
<v Speaker 1>plan for me to go to his house. And I

0:43:33.276 --> 0:43:36.556
<v Speaker 1>wasn't super looking forward to the thing, Like I thought

0:43:36.556 --> 0:43:41.396
<v Speaker 1>of it as a depressing and as a friend, not

0:43:41.556 --> 0:43:45.036
<v Speaker 1>really knowing how to like how to be there for

0:43:45.076 --> 0:43:48.956
<v Speaker 1>that part of him, you know, like like I guess

0:43:48.956 --> 0:43:50.876
<v Speaker 1>I felt maybe in some ways like he didn't feel

0:43:50.916 --> 0:43:52.956
<v Speaker 1>like I was there for him as a friend or something.

0:43:53.916 --> 0:43:57.196
<v Speaker 1>But we got together to do it, and I had

0:43:57.236 --> 0:43:59.196
<v Speaker 1>I had some vague ideas in my head. I thought,

0:43:59.756 --> 0:44:03.276
<v Speaker 1>there's these Jimi Hendrix songs. There's a couple of them

0:44:03.316 --> 0:44:08.876
<v Speaker 1>on Access Boldest Love. The song Boldest Love and it's

0:44:09.716 --> 0:44:12.236
<v Speaker 1>it's got this kind of chord progression that's very similar

0:44:12.356 --> 0:44:16.196
<v Speaker 1>chord progression to the chord progression of Under the Bridge,

0:44:16.316 --> 0:44:19.196
<v Speaker 1>where it starts on a major chord, but it goes

0:44:19.596 --> 0:44:22.236
<v Speaker 1>to a minor chord in the course of the chord progression,

0:44:22.876 --> 0:44:27.756
<v Speaker 1>so it's basically happy, but it's also got this slight

0:44:27.956 --> 0:44:31.276
<v Speaker 1>sadness that it moves right through. And I think, I

0:44:31.476 --> 0:44:33.556
<v Speaker 1>so even though I didn't know exactly what we were

0:44:33.596 --> 0:44:36.796
<v Speaker 1>going to come up with, like driving there, I remember

0:44:36.836 --> 0:44:40.476
<v Speaker 1>I specifically thought, do something like Bold's Love like because

0:44:40.476 --> 0:44:44.316
<v Speaker 1>we'd also been we've been performing a cover of Castles

0:44:44.316 --> 0:44:47.116
<v Speaker 1>Made of Sand, which is off that same Jimmie Hendricks album,

0:44:47.156 --> 0:44:50.436
<v Speaker 1>and it worked live like. Our audience liked it. You know,

0:44:50.836 --> 0:44:55.036
<v Speaker 1>that's my favorite Jimmie Hendricks song, right, and so so yeah,

0:44:55.116 --> 0:44:57.276
<v Speaker 1>so we've been doing that all through the Mother's Milk

0:44:57.276 --> 0:44:59.916
<v Speaker 1>tour and everybody loved it. So so I knew we

0:44:59.956 --> 0:45:03.396
<v Speaker 1>could sound good playing something like that, and so I thought,

0:45:03.676 --> 0:45:06.276
<v Speaker 1>just write something like that, and we figured out how

0:45:06.276 --> 0:45:09.836
<v Speaker 1>to have the chords and the lyric and the melody

0:45:09.876 --> 0:45:13.996
<v Speaker 1>and all work together with that. And there was a

0:45:14.076 --> 0:45:17.156
<v Speaker 1>Joe Jackson song that I was particularly fond of called

0:45:17.236 --> 0:45:20.556
<v Speaker 1>in Every Dream, Home and Nightmare, where when it gets

0:45:20.596 --> 0:45:24.356
<v Speaker 1>to the chorus, there's nothing on the one, there's the

0:45:24.436 --> 0:45:26.596
<v Speaker 1>verse happens, and then there's a little drum break and

0:45:26.636 --> 0:45:33.156
<v Speaker 1>so the verse ends and then the drums go to

0:45:30.276 --> 0:45:41.716
<v Speaker 1>good bomb bomb bomb bomb, So it's this interesting kind

0:45:41.716 --> 0:45:44.476
<v Speaker 1>of groove just where it where it where there's nothing

0:45:44.516 --> 0:45:46.236
<v Speaker 1>on the one, and there's a little drum break right

0:45:46.276 --> 0:45:49.196
<v Speaker 1>before the chorus. So when Anthony I came up with

0:45:49.196 --> 0:45:51.876
<v Speaker 1>it that that was I what I envisioned my head

0:45:51.956 --> 0:45:54.116
<v Speaker 1>was we could do a chorus like that Joe Jackson song.

0:45:54.236 --> 0:45:56.356
<v Speaker 1>So what I came up with that have a similar

0:45:56.436 --> 0:45:59.316
<v Speaker 1>kind of drum break after the verse is over, this

0:45:59.436 --> 0:46:02.276
<v Speaker 1>little breath and then and then in our case, it

0:46:02.316 --> 0:46:08.356
<v Speaker 1>went one to the bomb, bomb bomb, So like the

0:46:08.476 --> 0:46:11.116
<v Speaker 1>chord was arting at a different time. It's sooner in

0:46:11.116 --> 0:46:13.876
<v Speaker 1>the bar line, but it was the same basic idea

0:46:14.236 --> 0:46:18.436
<v Speaker 1>I played. I played Ryan, our engineer, that song, saying

0:46:18.476 --> 0:46:19.916
<v Speaker 1>this is where I got the idea for under the

0:46:19.916 --> 0:46:22.396
<v Speaker 1>Bridge chorus in the song. The chorus went by him

0:46:22.396 --> 0:46:25.556
<v Speaker 1>and he was like, I don't hear it, of course, yeah,

0:46:25.596 --> 0:46:28.756
<v Speaker 1>but but conceptually it was that it was that idea

0:46:28.756 --> 0:46:31.156
<v Speaker 1>of start later than the one rather than on the

0:46:31.196 --> 0:46:34.956
<v Speaker 1>one for the chorus. That's a really interesting point in general,

0:46:35.036 --> 0:46:37.796
<v Speaker 1>how we can be inspired by a piece of music

0:46:37.916 --> 0:46:40.196
<v Speaker 1>or a technique and a piece of music and then

0:46:40.276 --> 0:46:44.436
<v Speaker 1>make something inspired by it and it's nothing like it. Yeah,

0:46:44.476 --> 0:46:49.276
<v Speaker 1>it's nothing like it. It's just some underlying rhythm or

0:46:49.556 --> 0:46:52.756
<v Speaker 1>organization or principle that gets you to the next place.

0:46:53.396 --> 0:46:58.476
<v Speaker 1>But it's not the song at all. It's just the technique. Yeah, yeah,

0:46:58.516 --> 0:47:00.236
<v Speaker 1>we did. We did a lot of that back then.

0:47:00.316 --> 0:47:02.636
<v Speaker 1>Flee and I were really on a roll with that.

0:47:02.836 --> 0:47:05.876
<v Speaker 1>What we perceived is ripping. We called it ripping something off.

0:47:06.756 --> 0:47:09.716
<v Speaker 1>But there is one example of that that I would

0:47:10.076 --> 0:47:13.036
<v Speaker 1>just think that I would say comes anywhere near plagiarism,

0:47:13.076 --> 0:47:16.316
<v Speaker 1>you know, it was. It's really inspiration and it's like, oh,

0:47:16.356 --> 0:47:20.436
<v Speaker 1>we could do something like that, and that the context

0:47:20.636 --> 0:47:23.596
<v Speaker 1>is so different that it has nothing to do with

0:47:23.636 --> 0:47:26.396
<v Speaker 1>the original. Yeah, And a lot of the time it

0:47:26.516 --> 0:47:28.756
<v Speaker 1>might be in the guitar part or the bass part,

0:47:28.796 --> 0:47:31.316
<v Speaker 1>but then that gets covered up and interacted with by

0:47:31.356 --> 0:47:35.876
<v Speaker 1>the drums and the guitar or whatever, and you wind

0:47:35.916 --> 0:47:38.476
<v Speaker 1>up with a completely different texture and a completely different

0:47:38.476 --> 0:47:42.036
<v Speaker 1>sound and a completely different musical statement. Where a lot

0:47:42.076 --> 0:47:46.116
<v Speaker 1>of musicians I've known have been paranoid about stealing from

0:47:46.156 --> 0:47:50.516
<v Speaker 1>anybody else, and then for some reason, those same musicians

0:47:51.836 --> 0:47:55.676
<v Speaker 1>actually have bass lines or guitar parts that are exactly

0:47:55.756 --> 0:47:59.756
<v Speaker 1>something director rip offs and they didn't and they didn't

0:47:59.756 --> 0:48:02.596
<v Speaker 1>know they were doing it, you know. So somehow I

0:48:02.596 --> 0:48:05.596
<v Speaker 1>feel like by being conscious of it, we were controlling it,

0:48:05.756 --> 0:48:08.756
<v Speaker 1>you know. And it would be a theoretical idea that

0:48:08.796 --> 0:48:11.596
<v Speaker 1>we were taking, or or an idea that has something

0:48:11.636 --> 0:48:14.996
<v Speaker 1>to do with the relationship of the instruments, or and

0:48:15.076 --> 0:48:19.716
<v Speaker 1>it's it's not actually taking music from somebody else. Yeah,

0:48:19.756 --> 0:48:24.956
<v Speaker 1>it's like architecture. Yeah, we'll be right back with more

0:48:25.036 --> 0:48:32.116
<v Speaker 1>from Rick Rubin and John Fuschante. We're back with Rick

0:48:32.156 --> 0:48:34.756
<v Speaker 1>Rubin and John Fuschante, who are talking about the making

0:48:34.796 --> 0:48:37.756
<v Speaker 1>of the Chili Peppers nineteen ninety one album Blood Sugar

0:48:37.876 --> 0:48:42.596
<v Speaker 1>Sex Magic. So then we finished that album. I remember

0:48:42.596 --> 0:48:44.756
<v Speaker 1>we had a really good party at that house. It

0:48:44.876 --> 0:48:47.876
<v Speaker 1>was really fun. It felt like a thousand people were there.

0:48:47.916 --> 0:48:50.116
<v Speaker 1>Do you remember that. Yeah, that was a lot of fun.

0:48:50.476 --> 0:48:55.156
<v Speaker 1>That was really good. Yeah, playing music everywhere in the

0:48:55.196 --> 0:48:59.356
<v Speaker 1>house and stuff and people playing ping pong and yeah,

0:48:59.396 --> 0:49:01.796
<v Speaker 1>and then you went on the road and then how

0:49:01.836 --> 0:49:06.436
<v Speaker 1>long was it before it stopped being fun? Well, we

0:49:06.556 --> 0:49:10.276
<v Speaker 1>had a pretty big break between especially because we weren't

0:49:10.276 --> 0:49:15.036
<v Speaker 1>really involved in the mixing, so as I remember it

0:49:15.156 --> 0:49:18.916
<v Speaker 1>from the time I left the recording studio. I think

0:49:18.916 --> 0:49:20.756
<v Speaker 1>of it as being like a six month period or

0:49:20.796 --> 0:49:23.156
<v Speaker 1>something that we weren't doing anything. Was probably shorter than that,

0:49:23.236 --> 0:49:26.676
<v Speaker 1>but I seem to remember having a nice long break,

0:49:26.876 --> 0:49:31.636
<v Speaker 1>you know, And during that time there's a couple of

0:49:31.676 --> 0:49:34.876
<v Speaker 1>things that happened to me that I think like switched

0:49:34.956 --> 0:49:39.516
<v Speaker 1>my mental gears around. Like one was a bad acid trip,

0:49:39.916 --> 0:49:44.316
<v Speaker 1>like taking acid in the wrong environment and feeling at

0:49:44.316 --> 0:49:46.116
<v Speaker 1>the time like I was never going to be the same,

0:49:46.596 --> 0:49:49.636
<v Speaker 1>and being stuck in that mindset, and then waking up

0:49:49.636 --> 0:49:51.956
<v Speaker 1>and feeling like, Okay, I'm I'm normal now, I'm not

0:49:52.036 --> 0:49:55.476
<v Speaker 1>stuck like that. But as the weeks went on, starting

0:49:55.476 --> 0:49:59.116
<v Speaker 1>to realize that I don't think I am the same anymore,

0:49:59.956 --> 0:50:03.516
<v Speaker 1>and also started I won't get into too much into

0:50:03.556 --> 0:50:06.716
<v Speaker 1>the drug thing, but they did seem like pivotal things

0:50:06.796 --> 0:50:14.036
<v Speaker 1>that took place that that started occasionally using heroin around

0:50:14.036 --> 0:50:18.156
<v Speaker 1>the same time and gradually and you know, as I

0:50:18.196 --> 0:50:20.556
<v Speaker 1>had already been smoking pot all day long, but it

0:50:20.676 --> 0:50:23.876
<v Speaker 1>was having a very positive effect, you know, up till then,

0:50:24.556 --> 0:50:28.236
<v Speaker 1>but especially when that happened with the acid trip, it

0:50:28.316 --> 0:50:31.516
<v Speaker 1>was just like I think my brain definitely needed like

0:50:31.596 --> 0:50:34.916
<v Speaker 1>a clearing, and I didn't allow myself for that. I

0:50:34.956 --> 0:50:41.276
<v Speaker 1>was so attached to the relationship between pot and my

0:50:41.396 --> 0:50:47.116
<v Speaker 1>creativity that I couldn't stop doing that. And gradually we

0:50:47.236 --> 0:50:50.556
<v Speaker 1>went we went on tour, and gradually that synesthesia that

0:50:50.596 --> 0:50:54.756
<v Speaker 1>I was talking about, it was gradually getting weaker and weaker,

0:50:54.916 --> 0:50:59.636
<v Speaker 1>like there was a distinct feeling of it drifting away

0:50:59.756 --> 0:51:02.276
<v Speaker 1>and it was fading. I would guess it would be

0:51:02.316 --> 0:51:05.396
<v Speaker 1>a good way to describe it. And with the limited

0:51:05.796 --> 0:51:10.316
<v Speaker 1>experience I'd had in my life up till then, it

0:51:10.396 --> 0:51:13.516
<v Speaker 1>seemed like if I didn't have that, I wasn't going

0:51:13.596 --> 0:51:16.756
<v Speaker 1>to have creativity. Like I thought that they were the

0:51:16.836 --> 0:51:18.916
<v Speaker 1>same thing, and I thought, if I didn't have that,

0:51:18.956 --> 0:51:20.556
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to go back to being how I was

0:51:20.596 --> 0:51:24.276
<v Speaker 1>at mother's milk time or something or And the one time,

0:51:24.636 --> 0:51:27.796
<v Speaker 1>the one activity that I could do that still was

0:51:27.876 --> 0:51:33.276
<v Speaker 1>producing that phenomenon was drawing and painting. And I guess

0:51:33.516 --> 0:51:35.316
<v Speaker 1>that had a lot to do with the fact that

0:51:35.356 --> 0:51:38.516
<v Speaker 1>there was no purpose to it. I wasn't doing it

0:51:38.556 --> 0:51:40.796
<v Speaker 1>for an audience. I wasn't doing it to be good.

0:51:40.956 --> 0:51:44.476
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't doing it to impress anybody. I wasn't doing

0:51:44.476 --> 0:51:48.716
<v Speaker 1>it to make money. So somehow that part of my

0:51:48.796 --> 0:51:53.076
<v Speaker 1>creativity gradually was the thing that I was clutching to

0:51:53.836 --> 0:51:58.276
<v Speaker 1>more and more, and music itself was starting to seem

0:51:58.276 --> 0:52:00.996
<v Speaker 1>more and more meaningless, and I was having a lot

0:52:00.996 --> 0:52:05.316
<v Speaker 1>of strange experiences. Were like I couldn't find any CDs

0:52:05.396 --> 0:52:07.876
<v Speaker 1>or records on the shelves that I wanted to hear.

0:52:07.996 --> 0:52:12.516
<v Speaker 1>Everyone had some sort of bad connotation to me, and

0:52:12.596 --> 0:52:17.956
<v Speaker 1>those experiences were really scary. And so where music had

0:52:17.996 --> 0:52:20.796
<v Speaker 1>felt like it like it was my best friend, it

0:52:20.836 --> 0:52:23.956
<v Speaker 1>was starting to feel like music itself was turning on

0:52:24.116 --> 0:52:27.356
<v Speaker 1>me or something. It felt like the voices in my

0:52:27.436 --> 0:52:31.236
<v Speaker 1>head that had been guiding me towards what had been

0:52:31.276 --> 0:52:34.316
<v Speaker 1>by far the most creative period of my life, we're

0:52:34.356 --> 0:52:38.236
<v Speaker 1>starting to seem like angry at me or opposed to

0:52:38.276 --> 0:52:42.036
<v Speaker 1>me in some way. We weren't we weren't. We weren't

0:52:42.036 --> 0:52:46.076
<v Speaker 1>working as a team anymore. And I felt like as

0:52:46.116 --> 0:52:49.556
<v Speaker 1>the tour went on, I couldn't explain any of this

0:52:49.596 --> 0:52:51.676
<v Speaker 1>stuff to anybody. I don't think I even knew the

0:52:51.676 --> 0:52:54.716
<v Speaker 1>word synesthesia. I don't, I just knew it felt like

0:52:54.756 --> 0:53:00.396
<v Speaker 1>my creativity was disappearing, and the painting and the drawing

0:53:00.796 --> 0:53:04.916
<v Speaker 1>and the drugs as well, were with my sense if

0:53:04.996 --> 0:53:07.476
<v Speaker 1>that if those feelings that I was having in me

0:53:07.596 --> 0:53:10.636
<v Speaker 1>were what creativity was, those seemed like the way, it

0:53:10.636 --> 0:53:13.036
<v Speaker 1>seemed like the way to hold onto it was to

0:53:13.996 --> 0:53:16.356
<v Speaker 1>take drugs as much as I wanted and to paint

0:53:16.356 --> 0:53:19.796
<v Speaker 1>and draw as much as possible. And that was really

0:53:19.836 --> 0:53:22.236
<v Speaker 1>you know, you learn different ways of doing this kind

0:53:22.236 --> 0:53:26.156
<v Speaker 1>of thing of staying connected to creativity in your life.

0:53:26.596 --> 0:53:29.476
<v Speaker 1>But at that time, you know, I was twenty two

0:53:29.596 --> 0:53:32.996
<v Speaker 1>years old, it seemed to me that you just followed

0:53:33.036 --> 0:53:37.436
<v Speaker 1>whatever those feelings that you have inside you are. You

0:53:37.556 --> 0:53:40.476
<v Speaker 1>just you stay connected to whatever gives you that feeling,

0:53:41.356 --> 0:53:45.636
<v Speaker 1>like the Dennis Joplin lyric about you know you've got

0:53:45.636 --> 0:53:48.196
<v Speaker 1>it if it makes you feel good, that that's that's

0:53:48.476 --> 0:53:52.156
<v Speaker 1>I thought that that was the path to follow. So

0:53:52.236 --> 0:53:55.276
<v Speaker 1>it didn't occur to me to do anything like stop

0:53:55.316 --> 0:53:59.436
<v Speaker 1>smoking pot or stop taking drugs, or you know, meditate,

0:53:59.636 --> 0:54:03.716
<v Speaker 1>not you know, these things just we're not We're not

0:54:03.996 --> 0:54:06.836
<v Speaker 1>anything that me or anybody that I was close to

0:54:07.036 --> 0:54:11.396
<v Speaker 1>was considering at the time. Did you even meditate back then? Yeah,

0:54:11.436 --> 0:54:14.636
<v Speaker 1>I learned when I was fourteen, of course, But I

0:54:14.676 --> 0:54:17.356
<v Speaker 1>remember I remember coming to see you when it was

0:54:17.396 --> 0:54:22.876
<v Speaker 1>bad at your old house, and it was you didn't

0:54:22.876 --> 0:54:25.996
<v Speaker 1>have many teeth then, if any, and the walls had

0:54:26.036 --> 0:54:28.356
<v Speaker 1>blood all over them. There was a lot of vomit everywhere,

0:54:29.116 --> 0:54:31.396
<v Speaker 1>and I think you may have still had one guitar,

0:54:31.476 --> 0:54:36.796
<v Speaker 1>but maybe not even that. And I remember you being

0:54:37.156 --> 0:54:39.916
<v Speaker 1>resolute in what you were doing. There was a sense

0:54:39.956 --> 0:54:43.636
<v Speaker 1>of it wasn't like you were trapped and you wanted

0:54:43.676 --> 0:54:45.596
<v Speaker 1>to get out. It was just the opposite. It's like, no,

0:54:45.676 --> 0:54:48.556
<v Speaker 1>this is I am following my path and I'm following

0:54:48.556 --> 0:54:54.076
<v Speaker 1>it to its end wherever it takes me. And you

0:54:54.276 --> 0:54:58.996
<v Speaker 1>definitely owned it, you know, you owned your choices and

0:54:58.996 --> 0:55:02.556
<v Speaker 1>were going it was again like I respect you. You know,

0:55:02.636 --> 0:55:06.476
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't tell you didn't do anything different. Like if

0:55:06.516 --> 0:55:07.956
<v Speaker 1>you say this is what I want to do, it's

0:55:07.996 --> 0:55:10.316
<v Speaker 1>like I used and I wouldn't want anyone telling me

0:55:10.356 --> 0:55:12.636
<v Speaker 1>to do something different than what I want to do.

0:55:12.676 --> 0:55:14.916
<v Speaker 1>Whatever it is, whatever it is right or wrong or

0:55:15.276 --> 0:55:17.876
<v Speaker 1>good or bad or wherever it goes, Like I support

0:55:17.956 --> 0:55:21.596
<v Speaker 1>you in your journey, and if this is the journey

0:55:21.636 --> 0:55:23.596
<v Speaker 1>that feels like the one that you want to be on,

0:55:25.036 --> 0:55:28.156
<v Speaker 1>it's sad for me to see because it felt like

0:55:28.196 --> 0:55:32.556
<v Speaker 1>you were going away. I think you weighed very little

0:55:32.596 --> 0:55:35.356
<v Speaker 1>at that time too, and we're really weak, but you

0:55:35.356 --> 0:55:38.356
<v Speaker 1>were still you, and you were still smiley and like

0:55:38.396 --> 0:55:42.076
<v Speaker 1>you were. It wouldn't be so different than the conversation

0:55:42.196 --> 0:55:45.676
<v Speaker 1>we're having now, you know, other than it just seemed

0:55:45.716 --> 0:55:49.756
<v Speaker 1>more harrowing from an outsider coming in that this was

0:55:50.716 --> 0:55:54.676
<v Speaker 1>a scary situation. Yeah, it's just so we have no

0:55:54.796 --> 0:55:58.316
<v Speaker 1>context for this situation at any point in my life. Like,

0:55:58.356 --> 0:56:01.596
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what to do other than I love you,

0:56:01.636 --> 0:56:03.636
<v Speaker 1>I support you, whatever it is. I don't know what

0:56:03.676 --> 0:56:05.996
<v Speaker 1>that is, you know, it's just scary. Yeah, no, I

0:56:07.036 --> 0:56:08.956
<v Speaker 1>that was a funny thing about me during that period

0:56:09.156 --> 0:56:11.716
<v Speaker 1>comparison to other people that I was friends with who

0:56:11.756 --> 0:56:14.516
<v Speaker 1>went down in a similar path with drugs, was that

0:56:14.956 --> 0:56:18.236
<v Speaker 1>they all felt guilty about it always, like they all

0:56:18.756 --> 0:56:21.156
<v Speaker 1>denied it took them a long time to even admit

0:56:21.196 --> 0:56:23.996
<v Speaker 1>that they were an addict, and took them a long

0:56:24.076 --> 0:56:27.276
<v Speaker 1>time to and they would they would always be talking

0:56:27.276 --> 0:56:29.116
<v Speaker 1>about how they were going to quit. They were always

0:56:29.196 --> 0:56:32.996
<v Speaker 1>talking about how this is the last time. And I

0:56:33.076 --> 0:56:35.556
<v Speaker 1>never did any of that. Like, while I was doing it,

0:56:35.636 --> 0:56:37.596
<v Speaker 1>I was really happy doing it. I was so happy

0:56:37.636 --> 0:56:40.236
<v Speaker 1>to still be in touch with that spark of creativity

0:56:40.236 --> 0:56:43.236
<v Speaker 1>inside myself, and I really felt that it was drifting

0:56:43.236 --> 0:56:45.596
<v Speaker 1>away while I was playing with the band, and when

0:56:45.676 --> 0:56:48.556
<v Speaker 1>I as long as I had to do publicity and

0:56:49.276 --> 0:56:53.316
<v Speaker 1>you know, and touring and all these things, performing in

0:56:53.356 --> 0:56:56.076
<v Speaker 1>front of people, it just felt like it was there

0:56:56.156 --> 0:56:57.996
<v Speaker 1>was no It seemed to me there was no direction

0:56:57.996 --> 0:57:00.796
<v Speaker 1>for it to go to but to disappear completely. And

0:57:01.276 --> 0:57:03.036
<v Speaker 1>I felt that in what I was doing, I was

0:57:03.116 --> 0:57:06.516
<v Speaker 1>keeping it alive. And really the hard time for me

0:57:06.676 --> 0:57:09.396
<v Speaker 1>was when I was when I attempted to stop, Like

0:57:10.596 --> 0:57:14.636
<v Speaker 1>there was about a year there where I just didn't

0:57:14.676 --> 0:57:18.036
<v Speaker 1>feel like myself anymore and the feelings went completely away,

0:57:18.196 --> 0:57:22.236
<v Speaker 1>Like once I stopped taking drugs, there was nothing. My

0:57:22.716 --> 0:57:25.716
<v Speaker 1>head was blank, there was no there was no seeing

0:57:26.036 --> 0:57:28.916
<v Speaker 1>music as colors or music as shapes or anything like

0:57:28.956 --> 0:57:31.716
<v Speaker 1>that anymore. It was just tell me the story of

0:57:31.756 --> 0:57:33.756
<v Speaker 1>deciding to stop. You told me a story when I

0:57:33.796 --> 0:57:35.596
<v Speaker 1>first saw you after that, and I want to see

0:57:35.596 --> 0:57:37.956
<v Speaker 1>if it is still what it was then or close

0:57:37.996 --> 0:57:40.556
<v Speaker 1>to what it was then. Yeah, the last time I

0:57:40.556 --> 0:57:42.836
<v Speaker 1>saw you at your house when things were scary for

0:57:42.916 --> 0:57:46.836
<v Speaker 1>me to see you were very positive on this journey

0:57:46.836 --> 0:57:51.196
<v Speaker 1>that you were on and it was an unflinching move

0:57:51.476 --> 0:57:54.036
<v Speaker 1>wherever it was going to go. And then the next

0:57:54.076 --> 0:57:58.396
<v Speaker 1>time I saw you was at Lachma at a Bunuelle

0:57:59.236 --> 0:58:02.036
<v Speaker 1>movie festival, and I didn't recognize you because you looked

0:58:02.156 --> 0:58:05.236
<v Speaker 1>so radically different, but you were great and healthy, and

0:58:05.276 --> 0:58:07.756
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't believe it. I was so happy. I was

0:58:07.796 --> 0:58:09.756
<v Speaker 1>so happy to see you, so happy to see you alive.

0:58:09.796 --> 0:58:12.076
<v Speaker 1>It was so happy to see you, and you were

0:58:12.196 --> 0:58:15.476
<v Speaker 1>your your again, your happy self. So tell me about

0:58:15.516 --> 0:58:19.876
<v Speaker 1>what happened in between for that to happen, right, Okay,

0:58:20.996 --> 0:58:24.036
<v Speaker 1>getting specific, I'm pretty sure that that time when I

0:58:24.076 --> 0:58:29.076
<v Speaker 1>saw you at the nuel thing was during that first

0:58:29.316 --> 0:58:33.276
<v Speaker 1>year that I had gotten over the addiction of heroin

0:58:33.396 --> 0:58:36.916
<v Speaker 1>that I've never since then had to be medicated to

0:58:36.956 --> 0:58:40.836
<v Speaker 1>get off heroin. But but it was about a year

0:58:40.876 --> 0:58:43.236
<v Speaker 1>where most of the time I was clean, but I

0:58:43.276 --> 0:58:48.636
<v Speaker 1>also was had certain points during it where I had

0:58:48.676 --> 0:58:52.396
<v Speaker 1>a speed binge or a crack binge or something like

0:58:52.436 --> 0:58:55.036
<v Speaker 1>I was I had this idea that I could do things.

0:58:55.436 --> 0:58:58.036
<v Speaker 1>I really always wanted to be able to do things occasionally,

0:58:58.156 --> 0:59:00.076
<v Speaker 1>you know, And so that was my first attempt to

0:59:01.036 --> 0:59:03.716
<v Speaker 1>do that, And and it was a It was a

0:59:03.756 --> 0:59:07.076
<v Speaker 1>hard period because that thing where you didn't recognize me,

0:59:07.196 --> 0:59:10.116
<v Speaker 1>like a lot of a lot of people had that

0:59:10.436 --> 0:59:14.076
<v Speaker 1>with me at the time, like my body's ability. My

0:59:14.116 --> 0:59:17.156
<v Speaker 1>body had forgotten how to process food, you know, like

0:59:17.156 --> 0:59:20.636
<v Speaker 1>like and I didn't know anything. Really I was. I

0:59:20.676 --> 0:59:23.156
<v Speaker 1>was trying to eat what I thought was health food,

0:59:23.236 --> 0:59:27.316
<v Speaker 1>but it wasn't really super helping. And I felt very

0:59:27.436 --> 0:59:31.276
<v Speaker 1>uncomfortable in my body, and so I was that first

0:59:31.356 --> 0:59:34.116
<v Speaker 1>year was really a struggle because I not only was

0:59:34.156 --> 0:59:36.596
<v Speaker 1>I trying to exist in the world knowing I don't

0:59:36.596 --> 0:59:40.916
<v Speaker 1>have those things that I was describing as feelings and

0:59:41.116 --> 0:59:45.316
<v Speaker 1>vibes connected with music anymore, at least it wasn't in

0:59:45.356 --> 0:59:47.996
<v Speaker 1>the pronounced way that it was when I had synesthesia.

0:59:48.156 --> 0:59:52.116
<v Speaker 1>But boy, did joy division mean everything to me back then?

0:59:52.196 --> 0:59:57.516
<v Speaker 1>Did like Nirvana Bob Marley Joy divisions those three things

0:59:57.516 --> 1:00:01.196
<v Speaker 1>in particular, Like I was so crazy about those particular things,

1:00:01.276 --> 1:00:05.636
<v Speaker 1>like I just they meant so much to me, And

1:00:06.356 --> 1:00:10.396
<v Speaker 1>I didn't have that specific, colorful reaction to them that

1:00:10.436 --> 1:00:13.596
<v Speaker 1>I was describing that you know, from the Blood Sugar time.

1:00:13.636 --> 1:00:16.956
<v Speaker 1>But I don't think music had ever meant so much

1:00:16.996 --> 1:00:22.156
<v Speaker 1>to me because life seemed so bleak. Otherwise, people didn't

1:00:22.236 --> 1:00:25.836
<v Speaker 1>really enjoy being around me. People felt sorry for me

1:00:25.876 --> 1:00:28.836
<v Speaker 1>a lot. The same sense of humor that used to

1:00:28.876 --> 1:00:31.756
<v Speaker 1>be funny when I was like the young, handsome, cool guy,

1:00:32.476 --> 1:00:36.756
<v Speaker 1>now like the same jokes didn't work anymore, Like the

1:00:36.796 --> 1:00:40.356
<v Speaker 1>same sense of humor it wasn't working. I'm convinced that

1:00:40.396 --> 1:00:43.676
<v Speaker 1>I was that when I was twenty twenty one, I

1:00:43.676 --> 1:00:46.116
<v Speaker 1>could have been an actor. At that time twenty seven,

1:00:46.516 --> 1:00:48.756
<v Speaker 1>I had the distinct feeling I could never be an

1:00:48.796 --> 1:00:52.436
<v Speaker 1>actor again. After this experience of realizing like how much

1:00:52.676 --> 1:00:56.796
<v Speaker 1>of myself was on the surface that was the reason

1:00:56.876 --> 1:01:01.876
<v Speaker 1>that my personality was what it was. It was very traumatic,

1:01:02.116 --> 1:01:05.596
<v Speaker 1>and so that year was tough, and it ended with

1:01:05.836 --> 1:01:10.276
<v Speaker 1>a few months of me making sure I avoided heroin addiction,

1:01:11.516 --> 1:01:14.596
<v Speaker 1>but just doing whatever I wanted and going really off

1:01:14.636 --> 1:01:19.396
<v Speaker 1>to deep end and having these crazy experiences where they

1:01:19.436 --> 1:01:22.756
<v Speaker 1>were hallucinations but they were very real for me, where

1:01:22.756 --> 1:01:25.276
<v Speaker 1>like people were in my house that weren't there, and

1:01:25.316 --> 1:01:29.916
<v Speaker 1>I spent hours talking to them and stuff. Marcel Duchamp,

1:01:29.996 --> 1:01:33.276
<v Speaker 1>Flee and Clara like Perry Farrell, all kinds of people

1:01:33.316 --> 1:01:35.596
<v Speaker 1>were there and I thought they were there. I would

1:01:35.596 --> 1:01:40.716
<v Speaker 1>call them afterwards talking about what we had done yesterday,

1:01:40.916 --> 1:01:43.396
<v Speaker 1>why did you leave when? Because they would just disappear

1:01:43.476 --> 1:01:45.716
<v Speaker 1>after a matter of hours of hanging out with each other,

1:01:45.756 --> 1:01:48.036
<v Speaker 1>and then they would just disappear, and I would call

1:01:48.076 --> 1:01:51.756
<v Speaker 1>them wondering what happened? Where did you go? And it

1:01:51.796 --> 1:01:54.556
<v Speaker 1>wasn't until I'd had that experience a bunch of times

1:01:54.556 --> 1:01:57.756
<v Speaker 1>that I realized, Wow, these things I'm hanging out with

1:01:57.796 --> 1:02:00.236
<v Speaker 1>people really late at night, and that was that was

1:02:00.276 --> 1:02:02.956
<v Speaker 1>the way to know for me, like if somebody's here

1:02:02.956 --> 1:02:05.596
<v Speaker 1>and it's two in the morning, they're not actually here.

1:02:06.276 --> 1:02:09.436
<v Speaker 1>So that was a that was a pretty mind blowing

1:02:09.516 --> 1:02:12.196
<v Speaker 1>period of time because I remember trying to make four

1:02:12.236 --> 1:02:14.476
<v Speaker 1>track recordings at that time and finding that I was

1:02:14.516 --> 1:02:18.476
<v Speaker 1>completely unable to follow a musical idea from to its completion.

1:02:19.876 --> 1:02:23.636
<v Speaker 1>But as far as experientially, what was happening during that

1:02:23.676 --> 1:02:25.916
<v Speaker 1>period of time, as far as my experience is listening

1:02:25.956 --> 1:02:30.956
<v Speaker 1>to music and having feelings, and I don't know if

1:02:30.956 --> 1:02:34.396
<v Speaker 1>it was communication with people's astrabodies or hallucinations, I'm not

1:02:34.436 --> 1:02:37.396
<v Speaker 1>sure what it was, but it was very real and

1:02:37.436 --> 1:02:40.876
<v Speaker 1>I remember getting there was a very loud voice in

1:02:40.876 --> 1:02:43.316
<v Speaker 1>my head that said, you're going to be dead by

1:02:43.316 --> 1:02:47.956
<v Speaker 1>your birthday. This is in December, and my birthday would

1:02:47.956 --> 1:02:50.796
<v Speaker 1>have been four months later. And the voice said, you're

1:02:50.796 --> 1:02:53.436
<v Speaker 1>going to be dead by your birthday unless you get clean.

1:02:54.396 --> 1:02:59.316
<v Speaker 1>And so I was pondering this, not sure, because throughout

1:02:59.356 --> 1:03:04.156
<v Speaker 1>that year that I tried to be clean, it didn't

1:03:04.156 --> 1:03:06.236
<v Speaker 1>seem like anybody wanted to be my friend. It didn't

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<v Speaker 1>seem like anybody wanted to really connect with me. It

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<v Speaker 1>didn't seemed like I knew how to interact with people.

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<v Speaker 1>And so all of a sudden, that voice came saying

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<v Speaker 1>that I was gonna that I was going to die

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<v Speaker 1>in a few months. And all of a sudden, all

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<v Speaker 1>these things started happening that forced me into a position

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<v Speaker 1>of having to get clean. I had several thousand dollars

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<v Speaker 1>probably six seven thousand dollars in cash in my closet

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<v Speaker 1>and that I would carry around with me, and I

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<v Speaker 1>went downtown to buy some drugs and I came back

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<v Speaker 1>and well, no, the first thing that happened was the

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<v Speaker 1>landlord came to my house said he had to look

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<v Speaker 1>inside my house, and I said, I can't let you

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<v Speaker 1>in because there was needles and blood and different things.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was a real mess. Even if it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>for the needles and blood. It was just messy and disgusting,

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<v Speaker 1>and I knew he wouldn't be happy, and so he said, well,

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<v Speaker 1>if you don't let me in buy tomorrow, I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to have to come here with the police. And I

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<v Speaker 1>already had a warrant for my arrest because I'd gotten

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<v Speaker 1>picked up downtown buying drugs. But they let me go,

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<v Speaker 1>and I mean they let they let me out. There

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<v Speaker 1>was a court date coming in the future. So that

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<v Speaker 1>was the first thing I did, was I got everything

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<v Speaker 1>I needed out of that house and had had an

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<v Speaker 1>acquaintance drive me to a hotel. And then I had

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<v Speaker 1>that six or seven thousand dollars and came back from

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<v Speaker 1>buying drugs and the money just was gone. I had

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<v Speaker 1>no idea where it could have gone. My best bet

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<v Speaker 1>was that somehow I lost it in the taxi, but

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<v Speaker 1>that was all the money I had. And then Bob,

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<v Speaker 1>the friend of mine, put me on the phone with

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<v Speaker 1>Bob Forrest, and he said, I can get you in

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<v Speaker 1>a clinic to get off drugs. You can do it

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<v Speaker 1>however you want, you know, I told him I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>addicted to anything. I don't need. I don't need pills

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<v Speaker 1>or anything. And he said, if you don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>take them, you don't have to take them. You need

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<v Speaker 1>to go in there just to reset your mind. And

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, I really had no choice. I mean it

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<v Speaker 1>would have been between that and just being a bomb

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<v Speaker 1>on the street, you know, like moving into a tent

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<v Speaker 1>or something. And so I did it. And this for

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<v Speaker 1>the first time. I tried a few times to get

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<v Speaker 1>off drugs, but this time I had had a feeling

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<v Speaker 1>for the people who were there. Instead of arguing about

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<v Speaker 1>the wisdom of being completely clean and admitting yourself an

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<v Speaker 1>addict and that means you can't ever take anything, instead

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<v Speaker 1>of arguing with this stuff, I really tried my best

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<v Speaker 1>to help the other people who I was in there with.

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<v Speaker 1>And by some weird fluke, like DH, the original drummer

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<v Speaker 1>I played in the band with, wound up in the

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<v Speaker 1>same hospital with me at the same time. And yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so I just felt this empathy for the people that

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<v Speaker 1>I like, I thought, regardless of what happens with me,

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<v Speaker 1>like I want to, I don't want to mess up

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<v Speaker 1>anybody else's experience because they're all they've all been having

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<v Speaker 1>a harmful effect on their loved ones and people around them,

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<v Speaker 1>and like, I'm not going to say anything to argue

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<v Speaker 1>with their attempt to better themselves, you know. And so yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so I went through that that thirty days and that

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<v Speaker 1>was the December of nineteen ninety seven, and nineteen ninety

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<v Speaker 1>eight turned out to be really productive. You're the first

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<v Speaker 1>few months again, we're really boring. I didn't feel good

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<v Speaker 1>inside myself. And I feel like, especially nowadays with the

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<v Speaker 1>Internet and stuff, people forget how valuable it can be

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<v Speaker 1>to just be really bored, you know, absolutely how valuable

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<v Speaker 1>it can be to realize I'm not comfortable in my body,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, to realize I have no ability to communicate

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<v Speaker 1>with people, you know, to push yourself and to try

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<v Speaker 1>to get better at at at listening to people and

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<v Speaker 1>talking with people and having fun with people all that stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>like to actually have to make an effort for it,

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<v Speaker 1>not to be able to just be some automatic thing

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<v Speaker 1>you can do by saying something you think is witty

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<v Speaker 1>that you don't actually see the reaction to, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, so I had several months that were really boring,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I think other people, you know, saw me

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<v Speaker 1>as being at a really good place. And before I

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<v Speaker 1>knew it. They asked me to be in the band

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<v Speaker 1>again and we started writing Californication. How many years was

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<v Speaker 1>it between leaving the band and coming back that time,

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<v Speaker 1>I think about four and a half years, maybe five years,

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, like I didn't know what I was capable

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<v Speaker 1>of anymore, but it didn't matter. I think something had

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<v Speaker 1>turned around in my head where I realized that making

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<v Speaker 1>music wasn't about making music so you could generate these

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<v Speaker 1>intense feelings within yourself, Like I think I was almost

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<v Speaker 1>looking at it before, at the Blood Sugar time, as

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<v Speaker 1>if making music was a way of creating a sort

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<v Speaker 1>of a painting in my head or something. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Throughout those all those years, the music that I really

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<v Speaker 1>felt strongly about, like those people I just mentioned, and

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<v Speaker 1>Jane's addiction and the Germs and David Bowie, the things

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<v Speaker 1>that really meant something to me from music, it felt

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<v Speaker 1>as if those people were giving me their friendship. It

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<v Speaker 1>felt like like when I was alone, they were my friends.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think I had it in my head that

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<v Speaker 1>I suspected and I wasn't sure that making music can

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<v Speaker 1>be a way of helping other people, a way of

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<v Speaker 1>giving to other people, not taking yourself from the music

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<v Speaker 1>that your own experience might be very bland, but you

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<v Speaker 1>might have something in your soul that you can by

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<v Speaker 1>attempting to do something that you think is good, that

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<v Speaker 1>you can give to other people that can function much

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<v Speaker 1>like a good doctor does, where you're making people feel better.

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<v Speaker 1>And those are the kind of ideas that were swimming

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<v Speaker 1>around in my head at the time, and I had

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of ideas. I had never regretted quitting the

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<v Speaker 1>band during that five years, but towards the end of it,

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<v Speaker 1>I started having these visions of what we could have

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<v Speaker 1>done back in those days if if I had stayed

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<v Speaker 1>with the band, What new musical territories could we have covered,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what? What what new ways could we have

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<v Speaker 1>combined that melodic aspect with the funk aspect and things

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<v Speaker 1>like this. Because I'm that Blood Sugar album, it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>kind of segregated. It's like there's the mellow melodic songs,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's there's the funky, fun kind of songs, and

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<v Speaker 1>and there's a little bit across over here and there,

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<v Speaker 1>but mostly they're distinctly separate. And so I started seeing

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<v Speaker 1>how the two things could have fused together in different ways,

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<v Speaker 1>and so when they asked me to be in the band,

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<v Speaker 1>immediately I started being excited about, Wow, that maybe those

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<v Speaker 1>that music I've was hearing in my head that was

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<v Speaker 1>you know, that was something that I thought was just

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<v Speaker 1>something that could have happened in the past that never

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<v Speaker 1>can happen again. Maybe it can actually, maybe I can

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<v Speaker 1>actually do those things. And we did them and we

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<v Speaker 1>were really excited about them. So and once that album

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<v Speaker 1>was done and it did as well as it did

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<v Speaker 1>and stuff, and it made people as happy as it

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<v Speaker 1>did it just like it made me realize, Yeah, it's true,

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<v Speaker 1>Like it doesn't really matter if you have if you're

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<v Speaker 1>blank in your head or if you have a ton

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<v Speaker 1>of swirthly you know, colorful scenes going on in your

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<v Speaker 1>head while you're making music. That's not what it's about.

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<v Speaker 1>It's about really connecting with the people you're playing with,

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<v Speaker 1>supporting the people you're playing with. You know, writing music

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<v Speaker 1>that you feel is somehow connected to the music that

1:10:59.316 --> 1:11:01.836
<v Speaker 1>you really love that means something to you. And to

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<v Speaker 1>have that mindset of wanting to share something with with

1:11:06.476 --> 1:11:08.956
<v Speaker 1>the people that you're making music with and with the

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<v Speaker 1>people in the world who might eventually hear it. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>even as something as specific as going into the studio

1:11:17.396 --> 1:11:19.996
<v Speaker 1>and playing a song together and getting a good take

1:11:21.036 --> 1:11:24.716
<v Speaker 1>is a wildly exciting feeling. Yeah, you know, like when

1:11:24.756 --> 1:11:27.996
<v Speaker 1>it comes together and you hear it really sound good.

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<v Speaker 1>I find it thrilling because a lot it doesn't always

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<v Speaker 1>you know, like sometimes playing it's like, oh, that's it's okay.

1:11:34.596 --> 1:11:40.636
<v Speaker 1>But when it really does something beyond the regular, it's

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<v Speaker 1>a very thrilling feeling being in the room and feeling

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<v Speaker 1>it happen. Yeah. And there's something about that thing that

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<v Speaker 1>we were talking about earlier that I feel like you

1:11:50.356 --> 1:11:53.596
<v Speaker 1>kind of infused on us. Where your object going into

1:11:53.676 --> 1:11:56.076
<v Speaker 1>it isn't to have a premonition that that's the feeling

1:11:56.076 --> 1:11:58.356
<v Speaker 1>you're going to get. You go in with a kind

1:11:58.396 --> 1:12:01.676
<v Speaker 1>of a humility and a kind of an innocence, not

1:12:01.796 --> 1:12:04.756
<v Speaker 1>knowing how it's supposed to sound, not knowing what it's

1:12:04.756 --> 1:12:07.356
<v Speaker 1>going to come back sounding like. And yeah, so when

1:12:07.356 --> 1:12:10.556
<v Speaker 1>you go in with that mindset of just being ready

1:12:10.556 --> 1:12:13.636
<v Speaker 1>for whatever to happen, and then you realize you're really

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<v Speaker 1>happy with what's coming out of the speakers, it's true,

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<v Speaker 1>it's really thrilling. It's a great feeling. It's different than

1:12:20.556 --> 1:12:22.916
<v Speaker 1>I want it to be this way, and like check

1:12:22.996 --> 1:12:25.076
<v Speaker 1>I did it. It's different than Matt. It's when it

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<v Speaker 1>when when it feels like something bigger is happening than

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<v Speaker 1>what we can control ourselves, and I see it happened.

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<v Speaker 1>I see it happen a lot in your band, where

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<v Speaker 1>something happens where the way everybody feels it and when

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<v Speaker 1>everyone leans in the same way together, something big happens, right,

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<v Speaker 1>and it feels bigger than the individual parts. Not to

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<v Speaker 1>take anything away from the individual parts, but the combo

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<v Speaker 1>does some thing and it's very exciting. Yeah. Yeah, we're

1:12:59.596 --> 1:13:03.356
<v Speaker 1>all really conscious of giving to each other and supporting

1:13:03.356 --> 1:13:06.516
<v Speaker 1>each other. You know. We see the space between the

1:13:06.556 --> 1:13:08.996
<v Speaker 1>parts as being the fundamental thing. I don't think any

1:13:09.116 --> 1:13:12.636
<v Speaker 1>idea is overconcerned with their own part, you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>everybody's trying to find the right relationship between their part

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<v Speaker 1>and the and the bass part there. Or it's like

1:13:21.036 --> 1:13:22.796
<v Speaker 1>for me, my part in the bass part, my part

1:13:22.796 --> 1:13:24.836
<v Speaker 1>and the drum part, my part in the vocal part,

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<v Speaker 1>like you're trying to find a relationship to the other things.

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<v Speaker 1>You're not trying to do your part as if your

1:13:31.916 --> 1:13:34.156
<v Speaker 1>part exists in one bubble and their part exists in

1:13:34.196 --> 1:13:38.556
<v Speaker 1>another bubble, so it seems like that mindset, it definitely

1:13:38.556 --> 1:13:43.236
<v Speaker 1>contributes to the to the effect that you're talking about. Yeah,

1:13:43.276 --> 1:13:47.756
<v Speaker 1>that Californication record really like, like when I listened to

1:13:47.756 --> 1:13:51.076
<v Speaker 1>all our records, it's my favorite one in terms of

1:13:51.196 --> 1:13:56.036
<v Speaker 1>the band's connection to each other. And it seems like

1:13:56.076 --> 1:13:58.876
<v Speaker 1>we were we were really all opening up this door

1:13:58.996 --> 1:14:02.196
<v Speaker 1>that made us able to to do that that we

1:14:02.236 --> 1:14:06.396
<v Speaker 1>hadn't seen was there. And and like a lot of

1:14:06.396 --> 1:14:10.396
<v Speaker 1>people think like that my playing was like less developed

1:14:10.396 --> 1:14:12.436
<v Speaker 1>then or something that I got better as it went

1:14:12.476 --> 1:14:14.796
<v Speaker 1>towards stadium and I get arcadium, And I can see

1:14:14.796 --> 1:14:18.996
<v Speaker 1>how people think that, but because maybe technically I got better,

1:14:19.076 --> 1:14:21.956
<v Speaker 1>but I really wanted to play in the way that

1:14:22.036 --> 1:14:26.356
<v Speaker 1>I was playing then, Like stylistically, I felt like having

1:14:26.356 --> 1:14:29.316
<v Speaker 1>a tone that was like clean to the point of

1:14:29.316 --> 1:14:32.076
<v Speaker 1>being like weak sounding. I felt like it made Chat

1:14:32.076 --> 1:14:35.636
<v Speaker 1>and Flee sound really good, you know. And to play

1:14:35.836 --> 1:14:40.236
<v Speaker 1>in a way that was simple and kind of feminine,

1:14:40.476 --> 1:14:45.276
<v Speaker 1>like not so much the macho, you know, guitar god guy,

1:14:45.436 --> 1:14:48.356
<v Speaker 1>but to play in a way that that was again

1:14:48.476 --> 1:14:51.996
<v Speaker 1>just as simple as possible and supportive of everything else.

1:14:52.596 --> 1:14:54.876
<v Speaker 1>I felt like it made them sound really good, you know,

1:14:55.076 --> 1:14:57.516
<v Speaker 1>And I don't know. It's something I try not to

1:14:57.556 --> 1:14:59.996
<v Speaker 1>lose connection with because I really do love just going

1:15:00.036 --> 1:15:02.476
<v Speaker 1>off on the guitar and playing in a wild way.

1:15:02.556 --> 1:15:07.396
<v Speaker 1>But but there's definitely something to be said for for

1:15:07.516 --> 1:15:09.436
<v Speaker 1>the way I approached it on that record. I was

1:15:09.476 --> 1:15:12.876
<v Speaker 1>really inspired. I went into it knowing, Okay, I don't

1:15:12.916 --> 1:15:15.636
<v Speaker 1>sound like Jimmy Hendricks right now, you know, like I

1:15:15.756 --> 1:15:18.236
<v Speaker 1>played guitar on and off for those four years, but

1:15:18.676 --> 1:15:21.076
<v Speaker 1>I didn't have the same kind of muscular ability that

1:15:21.116 --> 1:15:24.796
<v Speaker 1>I did then, So like my vibrato didn't sound like

1:15:26.836 --> 1:15:29.716
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't do that Jimmy Hendricks kind of vibrato. But

1:15:29.796 --> 1:15:32.276
<v Speaker 1>I practiced really hard and I got to the point

1:15:32.276 --> 1:15:33.916
<v Speaker 1>where I think I could have done it, but I

1:15:34.036 --> 1:15:36.196
<v Speaker 1>was by the time we went in the studio, But

1:15:36.236 --> 1:15:39.396
<v Speaker 1>I was along the way. I developed this style that

1:15:39.436 --> 1:15:42.676
<v Speaker 1>I thought was better that was rooted more in stuff

1:15:42.716 --> 1:15:46.156
<v Speaker 1>like Joy Division and Bow Wow Wow and The Cure

1:15:46.316 --> 1:15:49.116
<v Speaker 1>and stuff like this, where I felt the guitar playing

1:15:49.196 --> 1:15:51.916
<v Speaker 1>is really television where the guitar playing is really powerful,

1:15:52.116 --> 1:15:56.236
<v Speaker 1>but it's not particularly muscular. And I felt that I'd

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<v Speaker 1>hit on something as far as a new way of

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<v Speaker 1>rounding out the band's chemistry. You know, in that album

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<v Speaker 1>you also started singing harmony in a big way. That

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<v Speaker 1>that's where it really harmony came into the picture on

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<v Speaker 1>that album as well. Exactly. Yeah, and that was one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred percent you like, like because I definitely was not

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<v Speaker 1>open to the idea initially, like like you really had

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<v Speaker 1>to talk me into it. I can remember we were

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<v Speaker 1>at the village and we were listening. I was playing

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<v Speaker 1>use of Simon and Garfunkel stuff just chill, like, look

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<v Speaker 1>how cool it is when the harmony crosses over. It's

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<v Speaker 1>like it does some whole other there's some whole other

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<v Speaker 1>level of sophistication to the music when you have this

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<v Speaker 1>other harmonic thing going on that we didn't have at

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<v Speaker 1>that time. It's like maybe there's a place for it,

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<v Speaker 1>and it could have not worked, but it works. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>it could have who knows. We remember there were also

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<v Speaker 1>many experiments we tried it would failed, you know, it's

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<v Speaker 1>like you never know. But that was one time where like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>there was a day when I listened to it and

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<v Speaker 1>I came back and feeling like, you know, harmonies are lame,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, like like and and but I continued listening

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<v Speaker 1>to music at home every night when I went home,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I started realizing that there were harmonies and

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<v Speaker 1>all kinds of music that I love that I hadn't

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<v Speaker 1>even noticed. You would think I'm a singer. I'm a musician,

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<v Speaker 1>like I would have noticed, But somehow we hear it

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<v Speaker 1>as if it's in the lead vocal, and we don't.

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<v Speaker 1>Our ear doesn't consciously it's a backing vocal, so it's

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<v Speaker 1>doing its job. It's it's not the vocal of attention,

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<v Speaker 1>and your attention just stays with the lead vocal and

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<v Speaker 1>you don't realize that there's this harmony part that's really

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<v Speaker 1>giving it depth. And the more music I listened to

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<v Speaker 1>where I was listening for that because you'd been pushing

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<v Speaker 1>me to do it, I started realizing, geez, all my

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<v Speaker 1>favorite records have these great harmonies on them, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So I started getting excited about it and at least

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<v Speaker 1>enough to try it. And I don't think it was

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<v Speaker 1>till the record was done and Gee Pechoto from Fugazi

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<v Speaker 1>told me that specifically he loved the harmonies on the record.

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<v Speaker 1>That was when I realized, like, oh wow, okay, cool,

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<v Speaker 1>keeping good. Then, you know, it seemed just passable when

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing it. It didn't. I wasn't. I wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>a dred percent convinced. You know, it was really good.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember it was regally and it just felt like again,

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<v Speaker 1>like another door was open, you know, just of what

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<v Speaker 1>another thing that could possibly happen. Yeah, it's true. I

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<v Speaker 1>can't imagine all our records since then. You haven't done that. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like maybe we should stop now and then

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<v Speaker 1>we're going to do this again, because I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>it's going to take us a couple of hours to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about each album. I think based on how long

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<v Speaker 1>we've been going, right, Okay, you mean like sometime soon,

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<v Speaker 1>you mean like a year from now, whatever, whatever you want,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll do. We'll do a part three whenever you want.

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<v Speaker 1>But I feel like there's enough for us to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about where to go in depth where we need. We

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<v Speaker 1>just need a lot of time. Okay, great, but this

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<v Speaker 1>was a great like it's a great next chapter from

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<v Speaker 1>where we were, right, Okay, so let's let's plan on

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<v Speaker 1>doing that. Okay, cool? Cool, it sounds good. I love

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<v Speaker 1>talking to you, and I love I feel like again

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<v Speaker 1>I know you forever, and I feel like I learned.

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<v Speaker 1>Every time we talk about stuff blows my mind. Thanks Man,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know you're the best person to do an

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<v Speaker 1>interview with. It's really pleasant talking to you, cool Man.

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